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Title: The Guinea Stamp - A Tale of Modern Glasgow
Author: Swan, Annie S. (Annie Shepherd), 1859-1943
Language: English
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THE GUINEA STAMP
by
ANNIE S. SWAN
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FIVE SHILLING SERIES.
_THE GATES OF EDEN._
A Story of Endeavour. By ANNIE S. SWAN. Large crown 8vo, cloth,
with Portrait of the Authoress.
_BRIAR AND PALM._
A Study of Circumstance and Influence. By ANNIE S. SWAN. Large
crown 8vo, cloth extra, Illustrated.
_ONE FALSE STEP._
By ANDREW STEWART. Large crown 8vo, cloth extra, Illustrated.
_NOEL CHETWYND'S FALL._
By Mrs. J. H. NEEDELL. Large crown 8vo, cloth extra,
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_SIR JOHN'S WARD._
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Frontispiece.
_ST. VEDA'S; or, The Pearl of Orr's Haven._
By ANNIE S. SWAN. Large crown 8vo, cloth extra, with
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_KILGARVIE._
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_THE GUINEA STAMP._
A Tale of Modern Glasgow. By ANNIE S. SWAN. Large crown 8vo,
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THE GUINEA STAMP
A Tale of Modern Glasgow
by
ANNIE S. SWAN
(Mrs. Burnett-Smith)
Author of
'Aldersyde,' 'Across Her Path,' 'The Gates of Eden,' 'The Ayres of
Studleigh,' 'Who Shall Serve?'
'_The rank is but the guinea stamp,
The man's the gowd for a that._'
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CONTENTS.
CHAP. PAGE
I. FATHERLESS, 7
II. WHAT TO DO WITH HER, 16
III. THE NEW HOME, 26
IV. A RAY OF LIGHT, 34
V. LIZ, 43
VI. PICTURES OF LIFE, 51
VII. LIZ SPEAKS HER MIND, 60
VIII. EDGED TOOLS, 68
IX. AN IMPENDING CHANGE, 77
X. IN AYRSHIRE, 86
XI. DARKENING DAYS, 95
XII. SETTING HIS HOUSE IN ORDER, 104
XIII. THE LAST SUMMONS, 113
XIV. THOSE LEFT BEHIND, 122
XV. HER INHERITANCE, 131
XVI. FAREWELL, 139
XVII. THE WEST END, 148
XVIII. 'THE DAYS THAT ARE NOT,' 157
XIX. THE SWEETS OF LIFE, 166
XX. PLANS, 174
XXI. ACROSS THE CHANNEL, 182
XXII. A HELPING HAND, 190
XXIII. REAL AND IDEAL, 198
XXIV. THE UNEXPECTED, 206
XXV. THE FIRST WOOER, 214
XXVI. UNDER DISCUSSION, 222
XXVII. GLADYS AND WALTER, 229
XXVIII. A TROUBLED HEART, 236
XXIX. AN AWAKENING, 243
XXX. TOO LATE! 250
XXXI. 'WHAT MIGHT HAVE BEEN,' 259
XXXII. THE WANDERER, 266
XXXIII. A FAITHFUL FRIEND, 274
XXXIV. WHAT WILL SHE DO? 283
XXXV. A REVELATION, 291
XXXVI. TÊTE-À-TÊTE, 299
XXXVII. CHUMS, 307
XXXVIII. IN VAIN, 315
XXXIX. GONE, 323
XL. THE MATRONS ADVISE, 331
XLI. A GREAT RELIEF, 338
XLII. A DISCOVERY, 345
XLIII. A WOMAN'S HEART, 352
XLIV. THE MAGDALENE, 361
XLV. THE BOLT FALLS, 369
XLVI. THE WORLD WELL LOST, 377
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THE GUINEA STAMP
CHAPTER I.
FATHERLESS.
It was an artist's studio, a poor, shabby little place, with a latticed
window facing the north. There was nothing in the furnishing or
arrangement of the room to suggest successful work, or even artistic
taste. A few tarnished gold frames leaned against the gaudily-papered
wall, and the only picture stood on the dilapidated easel in the middle
of the floor, a small canvas of a woman's head, a gentle Madonna face,
with large supplicating eyes, and a sensitive, sad mouth, which seemed
to mourn over the desolation of the place. The palette and a few worn
brushes were scattered on the floor, where the artist had laid them down
for ever. There was one living creature in the room, a young girl, not
more than sixteen, sitting on a stool by the open window, looking out
listlessly on the stretch of dreary fenland, shrouded in the cold and
heavy mist. It was a day on which the scenery of the fen country looked
desolate, cheerless, and chill. These green meadows and flat stretches
have need of the sunshine to warm them always. Sitting there in the soft
grey light, Gladys Graham looked more of a woman than a child, though
her gown did not reach her ankles, and her hair hung in a thick golden
plait down her back. Her face was very careworn and very sad, her eyes
red and dim with long weeping. There was not on the face of the earth a
more desolate creature than the gentle, slender girl, the orphan of a
day. At an age when life should be a joyous and lovely thing to the
maiden child, Gladys Graham found herself face to face with its grimmest
reality, certain of only one thing, that somewhere and somehow she must
earn her bread. She was thinking of it at that moment, with her white
brows perplexedly knitted, her mouth made stern by doubt and
apprehension and despair; conning in her mind her few meagre
accomplishments, asking herself how much they were likely to bring in
the world's great mart. She could read and write and add a simple sum,
finger the keys of the piano and the violin strings with a musicianly
touch, draw a little, and dream a great deal. That was the sum total of
her acquirements, and she knew very well that the value of such things
was _nil_. What, then, must become of her? The question had become a
problem, and she was very far away yet from its solution.
The house was a plain and primitive cottage in the narrow street of a
little Lincolnshire village--a village which was a relic of the old
days, before the drainage system was introduced, transforming the fens
into a fertile garden, which seems to bloom and blossom summer and
winter through. Its old houses reminded one of a Dutch picture, which
the quaint bridges across the waterways served to enhance. There are
many such in the fen country, dear to the artist's soul.
John Graham was not alone in his love for the wide reaches, level as the
sea, across which every village spire could be seen for many a mile. Not
very far away, in clear weather, the great tower of Boston, not
ungraceful, stood out in awe-inspiring grandeur against the sky, and was
pointed out with pride and pleasure by all who loved the fens and
rejoiced in the revived prosperity of their ancient capital. For ten
years John Graham had been painting pictures of these level and
monotonous plains, and of the bits to be found at every village corner,
but somehow, whether people had tired of them, or hesitated to give
their money for an unknown artist's work, the fortune he had dreamed of
never came. The most of the pictures found their way to the second-hand
dealers, and were there sold often for the merest trifle. He had somehow
missed his mark,--had proved himself a failure,--and the world has not
much patience or sympathy with failures. A great calamity, such as a
colossal bankruptcy, which proves the bankrupt to be more rogue than
fool, arouses in it a touch of admiration, and even a curious kind of
respect; but with the man out at elbows, who has striven vainly against
fearful odds, though he may have kept his integrity throughout, it will
have nothing to do; he will not be forgiven for having failed.
And now, when he lay dead, the victim of an ague contracted in his
endeavour to catch a winter effect in a marshy hollow, there was nobody
to mourn him but his motherless child. It was very pitiful, and surely
in the wide world there must have been found some compassionate heart
who would have taken the child by the hand and ministered unto her for
Christ's sake. If any such there were, Gladys had never heard of them,
and did not believe they lived. She was very old in knowledge of the
world, that bitterest of all knowledge, which poverty had taught. She
had even known what it was, that gentle child, to be hungry and have
nothing to eat--a misery enhanced by the proud, sensitive spirit which
was the only heritage John Graham had left the daughter for whom, most
cheerfully, he would have laid down his life. The village people had
been kind after their homely way; but they, working hard all day with
their hands, and eating at eventide the substantial bread of their
honest toil, were possessed of a great contempt for the worn and haggard
man who tramped their meadow-ways with his sketch-books under his arm,
his daughter always with him, preserving still the look and manners of
the gently born, though they wore the shabbiest of shabby garments, and
could scarcely pay for the simple food they ate. It was a great mystery
to them, and they regarded the spectacle with the impatience of those
who did not understand.
It was the month of November, and very early that grey day the chilly
darkness fell. When she could no longer see across the narrow street,
Gladys let her head fall on her hands, and so sat very still. She had
eaten nothing for many hours, and though feeling faint and weak, it did
not occur to her to seek something to strengthen her. She had something
more important than such trifling matters to engross her thoughts. She
was so sitting, hopeless, melancholy, half-dazed, when she heard the
voice of an arrival down-stairs, and the unaccustomed tones of a man's
voice mingling with the shriller notes of Miss Peck, their little
landlady. It was not the curate's voice, with which Gladys had grown
quite familiar during her father's illness. He had been very kind; and
in his desperation, when his end approached, Graham had implored him to
look after Gladys. It was a curious charge to lay upon a young man's
shoulders, but Clement Courtney had accepted it cheerfully, and had even
written to his widowed mother, who lived alone in a Dorsetshire village,
asking her advice about the girl. Gladys was disturbed in her solitude
by Miss Peck, who came to the door in rather an excited and officious
manner. She was a little, wiry spinster, past middle life, eccentric,
but kind-hearted. She had bestowed a great deal of gratuitous and
genuine kindness on her lodgers, though knowing very well that she would
not likely get any return but gratitude for it; but times were hard with
her likewise, and she could not help thinking regretfully at times of
the money, only her due, which she would not likely touch now that the
poor artist was gone. She had a little lamp in her hand, and she held it
up so that the light fell full on the child's pale face.
'Miss Gladys, my dear, it is a gentleman for you. He says he is your
uncle,' she said, and her thin voice quite trembled with her great
excitement.
'My uncle?' repeated Gladys wistfully. 'Oh yes; it will be Uncle Abel
from Scotland. Mr. Courtney said he had written to him.'
She rose from her stool and turned to follow Miss Peck down-stairs.
'In the sitting-room, my dear, he waits for you,' said Miss Peck, and a
look of extreme pity softened her pinched features into tenderness. 'I
hope--I hope, my dear, he will be good to you.' She did not add what she
thought, that the chances were against it; and, still holding the lamp
aloft, she guided Gladys down-stairs. There was no hesitation, but
neither was there elation or pleasant anticipation in the girl's manner
as she entered the room. She had ceased to expect anything good or
bright to come to her any more, and perhaps it was as well just then
that her outlook in life was so gloomy; it lessened the certainty of
disappointment. A little lamp also burned on the round table in the
middle of the narrow sitting-room, and the fire feebly blinked behind
Miss Peck's carefully-polished bars, as if impressed by the subdued
atmosphere without and within. Close by the table stood a very little
man, enveloped in a long loosely-fitting overcoat, his hat in one hand
and a large damp umbrella in the other. He had an abnormally large head,
and a soft, flabby, uninteresting face, which, however, was redeemed
from vacancy by the gleam and glitter of his remarkably keen and
piercing black eyes. His hair was grey, and a straggling beard, grey
also, adorned his heavy chin. Gladys was conscious of a strong sense of
repulsion as she looked at him, but she tried not to show it, and feebly
smiled as she extended her hand.
'Are you Uncle Abel, papa's brother?' she asked--a perfectly unnecessary
question, of course, but it fell from her involuntarily, the contrast
was so great; almost she could have called him an impostor on the spot.
'Yes,' said Uncle Abel in a harsh undertone; 'and you, I suppose, are my
niece?'
'Yes. Can I take your overcoat or your umbrella?' asked Gladys; 'and
would you like some tea? I can ask Miss Peck to get it. I have not had
any myself--now I come to think of it.'
'I'll take off my coat. Yes, you can take it away, but don't order tea
yet. We had better talk first--talking always makes one hungry; then we
can have tea, and we won't require any supper. These are the economics
poor people have to study. I guess you are no stranger to them?'
Gladys again faintly smiled. She was not in the least surprised. Poverty
had long been her companion, she expected nothing but to have it for her
companion still. She took her uncle's hat and overcoat, hung them in the
little hall, and returned to the room, closing the door.
'Perhaps you are cold, uncle?' she said, and, grasping the poker, was
about to stir up the fire, when he hastily took it from her, with an
expression of positive pain on his face.
'Don't; it is quite warm. We can't afford to be extravagant; and I
daresay,' he added, with a backward jerk of his thumb towards the door,
'like the rest of her tribe, she'll know how to charge. Sit down there,
and let us talk.'
Gladys sat down, feeling a trifle hurt and abashed. They had always been
very poor, she and her father, but they had never obtruded it on their
own notice, but had tried cheerfully always to accept what they had with
a thankful heart. But Love dwelt with them always, and she can make
divine her humblest fare.
Mr. Abel Graham fumbled in the inner pocket of his very shabby coat, and
at last brought out a square envelope, from which he took the curate's
letter.
'I have come,' he said quite slowly, 'in answer to this. I suppose you
knew it had been written?'
'If it is Mr. Courtney's letter, yes,' answered Gladys, unconsciously
adopting her uncle's business-like tone and manner. 'Of course he told
me he had written.'
'And you expected me to come, of course?'
'I don't think I thought about it much,' Gladys answered, with
frankness. 'It is very good of you to come so soon.'
'I came because it was my duty. Not many people do their duty in this
world, but though I'm a very poor man, I won't shirk it--no, I won't
shirk it.' He rubbed his hands together slowly, and nodded across the
hearth to his niece. Instead of being pleased, as she ought to have
been, with this announcement, she gave a quick little shiver. 'My
brother John--your father, I mean--and I have not met for a good number
of years, not since we had the misfortune to disagree about a trifle,'
continued the old man, keeping his eyes fixed on the girl's face till
she found herself made nervous by them. 'Time has proved that I was
right, quite right; but my brother John was always, if you will excuse
me saying it, rather pigheaded, and'--
'Don't let us speak about him if you do not feel kindly to him!' cried
the girl, her great eyes flashing, her slender frame trembling with
indignation. 'I will not listen, I will go away and leave you, Uncle
Abel, if you speak harshly of papa.'
'So'--Abel Graham slapped his knee as he uttered this meditative
monosyllable, and continued to regard his niece with keener scrutiny, if
that were possible, than before. 'It is John's temper--a very firebrand.
My dear, you are very young, and you should not be above taking advice.
Let me advise you to control that fiery passion. Temper doesn't pay--it
is one of the things which nothing can ever make pay in this world.
Well, will you be so kind as to give me a little insight into the state
of your affairs? A poor enough state they appear to be in, if this
parson writes truly--only parsons are accustomed to draw the long bow,
for the purpose of ferreting money out of people's pockets. Well, my
dear, have you nothing to tell me?'
Gladys continued to look at him with dislike and distrust she made no
attempt to disguise. If only he would not call her 'my dear.' She
resented the familiarity. He had no right to presume on such a short
acquaintance.
'I have nothing to tell you, I think,' she said very coldly, 'except
that papa is dead, and I have to earn my own living.'
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CHAPTER II.
WHAT TO DO WITH HER.
'Your own living? I am glad to hear you put it so sensibly. I must say I
hardly expected it,' said the old man, with engaging frankness. 'Well,
but tell me first what your name is. I don't know what to call you.'
'Gladys,' she answered; and her uncle received the information in
evident disapproval.
'Gladys! Now, what on earth is the meaning of such a name? Your father
and mother ought to be ashamed of themselves! Why can't people name
their children so that people won't stare when they hear it? Jane,
Susan, Margaret, Christina,--I'm sure there are hundreds of decent names
they might have given you. I think a law should be passed that no child
shall be named until he is old enough to choose for himself. Mine is bad
enough,--they might as well have christened me Cain when they were at
it,--but Gladys, it beats all!'
'I have another name, Uncle Abel. I was baptized Gladys Mary.'
'Ah, that's better. Well, I'll call you Mary; it's not so heathenish.
And tell me what you have thought of doing for yourself?'
'I have thought of it a great deal, but I have not been able to come to
any decision,' answered Gladys. 'Both papa and Mr. Courtney thought I
had better wait until you came.'
'Your father expected me to come, then?'
'Yes, to the last he hoped you would. He had something to say to you, he
said. And the last morning, when his mind began to wander, he talked of
you a great deal.'
These details Gladys gave in a dry, even voice, which betrayed a keen
effort. She spoke almost as if she had set herself a task.
'I came as soon as I could. The parson wrote urgently, but I know how
parsons draw the long bow, so I didn't hurry. Business must be attended
to, whatever happens. You don't know what it was your father wished to
say? He never asked you to write it, or anything?'
'No, but in his wandering he talked of money a great deal, and he seemed
to think,' she added, with a slight hesitation, 'that you had taken some
from him. Of course it was only his fancy. Sick people often think such
things.'
'He could not possibly in his senses have thought so, for I never had
any money, or he either. We could not rob each other when there was
nothing to rob,' said the old man, but he avoided slightly his niece's
clear gaze. 'Well, Mary, I am willing to do what I can for you, as you
are my brother's only child, so you had better prepare to return to
Scotland with me.'
Gladys tried to veil her shrinking from the prospect, but her sweet face
grew even graver as she listened.
'I am a very poor man,' he repeated, with an emphasis which left no
doubt that he wished it to be impressed firmly on her mind,--'very poor;
but I trust I know my duty. I don't suppose, now, that you have been
taught to work with your hands--in the house, I mean--the woman's
kingdom?'
This sentimental phrase fell rather oddly from the old man's lips. He
looked the very last man to entertain any high and chivalrous ideal of
womanhood. Gladys could not forbear a smile as she answered,--
'I am afraid I am rather ignorant, Uncle Abel. I have never had occasion
to do it.'
'Never had occasion; hear her!' repeated the old man, quite as if
addressing an audience. 'She has never had any occasion. She has been
born and cradled in the lap of luxury, and I was a born fool to ask the
question.'
The desolate child felt the keenness of the sarcasm, and her eyes filled
with hot tears. 'You don't understand, Uncle Abel, you never can
understand, and there is no use trying to make you,' she said curiously.
'I think I had better call Miss Peck to get tea for us.'
'Not yet; we must settle everything, then we needn't talk any more. I am
your only relation in the world, and as I have been summoned, perhaps
unnecessarily, on this occasion, I must, and will, do my duty. I have
not taken the long and expensive journey from Scotland for nothing,
remember that. So sit down, Mary, and tell me exactly how matters stand.
How much money have you?'
The colour mounted high to the girl's white brow, and her proud mouth
quivered. Never had she so felt the degradation of her poverty! Now it
seemed more than she could bear. But she looked straight into her
uncle's unlovely countenance, and made answer, with a calmness which
surprised herself,--
'There is no money, none at all--not even enough to pay all that must be
paid.'
Abel Graham almost gasped.
'All that must be paid! And, in Heaven's name, how much is that? Try to
be practical and clear-headed, and remember I am a poor man, though
willing to do my duty.'
'Mr. Courtney and I talked of it this morning, when we arranged that the
funeral should be to-morrow,' Gladys answered in a calm, straight, even
voice, 'and we thought that there might be five pounds to pay when all
was over. Papa has some pictures at the dealers'--two in Boston, and
three, I think, in London. Perhaps there might be enough from these to
pay.'
'You have the addresses of these dealers, I hope?' said the old man,
with undisguised eagerness.
'Yes, I have the addresses.'
'Well, I shall apply to them, and put on the screw, if possible. Will
you tell me, if you please, how long you have lived in this place?'
'Oh, not long,--in this village, I mean,--only since summer. We have
been all over the fens, I think; but we have liked this place most of
all.'
'Heathens, wandering Jews, vagabonds on the face of the earth,' said the
old man to himself. 'So you have arranged that it will be to-morrow--you
and the parson? I hope he understands that he can get nothing for his
pains?'
'I don't know what you are talking about,' said Gladys, and her mouth
grew very stern--her whole face during the last hour seemed to have
taken on the stamp and seal of age.
'And what hour have you arranged it for?'
'Eleven, I think--yes, eleven,' answered Gladys, and gave a quick,
sobbing breath, which the old man elected not to notice.
'Eleven?' He said it over slowly, and took a penny time-table from his
pocket, and studied it thoughtfully. 'We can get away from Boston at
one. It's the worst kind of place this to get at, and I don't know why
on earth your father should have chosen it'--'to die in,' he had almost
added; but he restrained these words. 'We can't get to Glasgow before
midnight, I think. I hope you won't object to travelling in the
night-time? I must do it. I can't be away any longer from business; it
must be attended to. I hope you can be ready?'
'I don't mind it at all,' answered Gladys in a still, quiet voice. Her
heart cried out against her unhappy destiny; but one so desolate, so
helpless and forlorn, may not choose. 'Yes, I shall be ready.'
'Well, see that you are. Punctuality is a virtue--one not commonly
found, I am told, in your sex. You will remember, then, Mary, that I am
a very poor man, struggling to get the necessaries of life. You have no
false and extravagant ideas of life, I hope? Your father, surely, has
taught you that it is a desperate struggle, in which men trample each
other remorselessly under foot. Heaven knows he has had experience of
it, so far as I can hear and see.'
'He never told me anything, Uncle Abel. We were happy always, he and I
together, because we loved each other. But I know that life is always
hard, and that the good suffer most,' said Gladys simply.
A strange and unwonted thrill touched the selfish heart of the old man
at these words, as they fell gravely from the young lips, formed in
their perfect sweetness for the happy curves of joy and hope.
'Well, well, if these are your views, you are less likely to be
disappointed,' he said, in gruff haste. 'Well, to go on. I am a poor
man, and I have a poor little home; I hope, when you come to share it,
you will be a help, and not altogether a burden on it?'
'I shall try. I can learn to work. I must learn now,' Gladys answered,
with exemplary meekness.
'There is an old woman who comes to do my little turn of a morning.
There is no reason why now I should not dispense with her services. She
is dear at the money, anyhow. I have often grudged it.'
'I wonder to hear that you are so poor,' said Gladys, looking straight
into his face with her young, fearless eyes. 'Papa told me once that you
were quite rich, and that you had a splendid business.'
Abel Graham looked distinctly annoyed at this unexpected statement
regarding his worldly affairs.
'Your father, Mary, was as ignorant of the practical affairs of life as
an unborn babe. He never showed his ignorance more than when he told you
that fabrication--a pure fabrication of his fancy. I have a little trade
in the oil and tallow line. No, not a shop, only a little warehouse in a
back street in Glasgow. When you see it you will wonder how it has ever
kept body and soul together. A splendid business! Ha! ha! That is good!'
'And do you live near it, Uncle Abel?'
'I live at it--in it, in fact; my house is in the warehouse. It's not a
very genteel locality, nor a fine house, it is good enough for me; but I
warn you not to expect anything great, and I can't alter my way of life
for you.'
'I hope I should never expect it,' answered Gladys quietly. 'And you
live there quite alone?'
'Not quite. There is Walter Hepburn.'
'Who is Walter Hepburn?' asked Gladys, and the Scotch name fell most
musically from her lips for the first time, the name which was one day
to be the dearest to her on earth.
'He's the office boy--an imp of the devil he is; but he is sharp and
clever as a needle; and then he is cheap.'
'Are cheap things always good, Uncle Abel?' Gladys asked. 'I have heard
papa say that cheap things are so often nasty, and he has spoken to me
more than once of the sin of cheapness. Even genius must be bought and
sold cheaply. Oh, he felt it all so bitterly.'
'Mary Graham, your foolish father was his own worst enemy, and I doubt
he will prove yours too, if that is all he has taught you. You had
better get tea at once.'
Thus rebuked, Gladys retired to the kitchen, and, to the no small
concern of the little landlady, she sat down on the low window-seat,
folded her hands on the table, and began helplessly to weep.
'My dear, my dear, don't cry! He hasn't been good to you, I know he
hasn't. But never mind; better times will soon dawn for you, and he will
not stay. I hope he will go away this very night,' she said very
sympathetically.
'No, he will stay till to-morrow, then I must go with him. He has
offered me a home, and I must go. There is nothing else I can do just
now,' said Gladys. 'I can't believe, Miss Peck, that he is papa's
brother. It is impossible.'
'Dear Miss Gladys, there is often the greatest difference in families. I
have seen it myself,' said Miss Peck meditatively. 'But now you must
have something to eat, and I suppose he must be hungry too'--
'If you would get tea, please, we should be much obliged; and oh, Miss
Peck, do you think you could give him a bed?'
'There is nothing but the little attic, but I daresay it will do him
very well. He doesn't look as if he were accustomed to anything much
better,' said Miss Peck, with frank candour. So it was arranged, and
Gladys, drying her eyes, offered to help the little woman as best she
could.
Abel Graham looked keenly and critically at his niece when she returned
to the room and laid the cloth for tea. His eye was not trained to the
admiration or appreciation of beauty, but he was struck by a singular
grace in her every movement, by a certain still and winning loveliness
of feature and expression. It was not the beauty sought for or beloved
by the vulgar eye, to which it would seem but a colourless and lifeless
thing; but a pure soul, to which all things seemed lovely and of good
report, looked out from her grave eyes, and gave an expression of gentle
sweetness to her lips. With such a fair and delicate creature, what
should he do? The question suggested itself to him naturally, as a
picture of his home rose up before his vision. When he thought of its
meagre comfort, its ugly environment, he confessed that in it she would
be quite out of place. The house in which he had found her, though only
a hired shelter, was neat and comfortable and home-like. He felt
irritated, perplexed; and this irritation and perplexity made him quite
silent during the meal. They ate, indeed, without exchanging a single
word, though the old man enjoyed the fragrant tea, the sweet, home-made
bread, and firm, wholesome butter, and ate of it without stint. He was
not, indeed, accustomed to such dainty fare. Gladys attended quietly to
his wants, and he did not notice that she scarcely broke bread. When the
meal was over, he wiped his mouth with the back of his hand, and rose
from the table.
'Now, if you don't mind,' he said almost cheerfully, the good food
having soothed his troubled mind, 'I would like to take a last look at
my brother. I hope they have not screwed down the coffin?'
Gladys gave a violent start. The word was hideous; how hideous, she had
never realised till it fell from her uncle's lips. But she controlled
herself; nothing was to be gained by exhibitions of feeling in his
presence.
'No, they will come, I think, to-morrow, quite early. I did not wish it
done sooner,' she answered quietly. 'If you come now, I can show you the
door.' She took the lamp from the table, and, with a gesture of dignity,
motioned him to follow her. At the door of the little room where the
artist had suffered and died she gave him the lamp, and herself
disappeared into the studio. Not to sit down and helplessly weep. That
must be over now; there were things to be thought of, things to do, on
the threshold of her new life, and she was ready for action. She found
the matches, struck a light, and began at once to gather together the
few things she must now sacredly cherish as mementoes of her father.
First she took up with tender hand the little canvas from the easel,
looked at it a moment, and then touched the face with her lips. It was
her mother's face, which she remembered not, but had been taught to love
by her father, who cherished its memory with a most passionate devotion.
She wrapped it in an old silk handkerchief, and then began a trifle
dreamily to gather together the old brushes with which John Graham had
done so much good, if unappreciated, work. Meanwhile the old man was
alone in the chamber of death. He had no nerves, no fine sensibilities,
and little natural affection to make the moment trying to him. He
entered the room in a perfectly matter-of-fact manner, set the lamp on
the washhand-stand, and approached the bed. As he stood there, looking
on the face, calm, restful, beautiful in its last sleep, a wave of
memory, unbidden and unwelcome, swept over his selfish and hardened
heart. The years rolled back, and he saw two boys kneeling together in
childish love at their mother's knee, lisping their evening prayer,
unconscious of the bitter years to come. Almost the white, still outline
of the dead face seemed to reproach him; he could have anticipated the
sudden lifting of the folded eyelids. He shivered slightly, took an
impatient step back to the table for the lamp, and made haste from the
room.
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CHAPTER III
THE NEW HOME.
Next day at noon that strangely-assorted pair, the sordid old man and
the gentle child, set out in a peasant's waggon, which he had hired for
a few pence, to ride across the meadows to Boston. The morning was very
fair. In the night the mist had flown, and now the sun shone out warm
and cheerful, giving the necessary brightness to the scene. It lay
tenderly on the quaint fen village, and the little gilt vane on the
church steeple glittered proudly, almost as if it were real gold.
Gladys sat with her back to the old horse, quite silent, never allowing
her eyes for a moment to wander from that picture until distance made it
dim. She had no tears, though she was leaving behind all that love had
hallowed. She wondered vaguely once or twice whether it would be her
last farewell, or whether, in other and happier years, she might come
again to kneel by that nameless grave. Abel Graham paid small attention
to her. He tried to engage in a conversation with the peasant who sat on
the front of the waggon, holding the reins loosely in his sunburnt
hands; but that individual was stolid, and when he did vouchsafe a
remark, Abel did not understand him, not being familiar with fen
vernacular. They reached Boston in ample time for the train, even
leaving half an hour to spare. This half hour the old man improved by
hunting up the dealer in whose hands were two of his brother's pictures,
leaving Gladys at the station to watch their meagre luggage. He drove a
much better bargain than the artist himself could have done, and
returned to the station inwardly elated, with four pounds in his pocket;
but he carefully concealed from his niece the success of his
transaction--not that it would have greatly concerned her, she was too
listless to take interest in anything. At one o'clock the dreary railway
journey began, and after many stoppages and changes, late at night
Gladys was informed that their destination was reached. She stepped from
the carriage in a half-dazed manner, and perceived that they were in a
large, brilliantly-lighted, but deserted, city station. All her worldly
goods were in one large, shabby portmanteau, which the old man weighed,
first in one hand and then in the other.
'I think we can manage it between us. It isn't far, and if I leave it,
it will cost tuppence, besides taking Wat Hepburn from his work
to-morrow to fetch it.'
'Can't we have a cab?' asked Gladys innocently.
'No, we can't; you ought to know, if you don't, that a cab is double
fare after midnight,' said the old man severely. Just look in the
carriage to make sure nothing is left.'
Gladys did so, then the melancholy pair trudged off out from the station
into the quiet streets. Happily the night was fine, though cold, with a
clear, star-begemmed sky, and a winter moon on the wane above the roofs
and spires. A great city it seemed to Gladys, with miles and miles of
streets; tall, heavy houses set in monotonous rows, but no green
thing--nothing to remind her of heaven but the stars. She had the soul
of the poet-artist, therefore her destiny was doubly hard. But the time
came when she recognised its uses, and thanked God for it all, even for
its moments of despair, its bitterest tears, because through it alone
she touched the great suffering heart of humanity which beats in the
dark places of the earth. In the streets after midnight there is always
life--the life which dare not show itself by day, because it stalks in
the image of sin. Gladys was surprised, as they slowly wended their way
along a wide and handsome thoroughfare, past the closed windows of great
shops, to meet many ladies finely dressed, some of them beautiful, with
a strange, wild beauty, which half-fascinated, half-terrified her.
'Who are these ladies, Uncle Abel?' she asked at length. 'Why are so
many people in the streets so late? I thought everybody would be in bed
but us.'
'They are the night-birds, child. Don't ask any more questions, but shut
your eyes and hold fast by me. We'll be home in no time,' said the old
man harshly, because his conscience smote him for what he was doing.
Gladys again became silent, but she could not shut her eyes. Soon they
turned into another street, in which were even more people, though
evidently of a different order. The women were less showily dressed, and
many of them had their heads bare, and wore little shawls about their
shoulders. As they walked, the crowd became greater, and the din
increased. Some children Gladys also saw, poorly clad and with hungry
faces, running barefoot on the stony street. But she kept silence still,
though growing every moment more frightened and more sad.
'Surely this is a terrible place, Uncle Abel,' she said at last. 'I have
never seen anything like it in my life.'
'It isn't savoury, I admit; but I warned you. This is Argyle Street on a
Saturday night; other nights it is quieter, of course. Oh, he won't harm
you.' A lumbering carter in a wild state of intoxication had pushed
himself against the frightened girl, and looked down into her face with
an idiotic leer.
Gladys gave a faint scream, and clung to her uncle's arm; but the next
moment the man was taken in charge by the policeman, and went to swell
the number of the drunkards at Monday's court.
'Here we are. This is Craig's Wynd, or The Wynd, as they say. We have
only to go through here, and then we are in Colquhoun Street, where I
live. It isn't far.'
In the Wynd it was, of course, rather quieter, but in the dark doorways
strange figures were huddled, and sometimes the feeble wail of a child,
or a smothered oath, reminded one that more was hidden behind the
scenes. Gladys was now in a state of extreme mental excitement. She had
never been in a town larger than Boston, and there only on bright days
with her father. It seemed to her that this resembled the place of which
the Bible speaks, where there is weeping and wailing and gnashing of
teeth. To the child, country born and gently reared, whom no unclean or
wicked thing had ever touched, it was a revelation which took away from
her childhood for ever. She never forgot it. When years had passed, and
these dark days seemed almost like a shadow, that one memory remained
vivid and most painful, like a troubled dream.
'Now, here we are. We must let ourselves in. Wat Hepburn will be away
long ago. He goes home on Saturday night,' said the old man, groping in
his pocket for a key. It was some minutes before he found it, and Gladys
had time to look about her, which she did with fearful, wondering eyes.
It was a very narrow street, with tall houses on each side, which seemed
almost to touch the sky. Gladys wondered, not knowing that they were all
warehouses, how people lived and breathed in such places. She did not
know yet that this place, in comparison with others not many streets
removed, was paradise. It was quiet--quite deserted; but through the
Wynd came the faint echo of the tide of life still rolling on through
the early hours of the Sabbath day.
'Here now. Perhaps you had better stay here till I bring a light,' said
the old man at length.
'Oh no, I can't; I am terrified. I will come in, cried Gladys, in
affright.
'Very well. But there's a stair; you must stand there a moment. I know
where the matches are.'
Gladys stood still, holding in to the wall in silent terror. The
atmosphere of the place depressed her--it smelt close and heavy, of some
disagreeable oily odour. She felt glad to turn her face to the door,
where the cool night air--a trifle fresher--could touch her face. Her
uncle's footsteps grew fainter and fainter, then became louder again as
he began to return. Presently the gleam of a candle appeared at the
farther end of a long passage, and he came back to the door, which he
carefully closed and locked. Then Gladys saw that a straight, steep
stair led to the upper floor, but the place Abel Graham called his home
was on the ground floor, at the far end of a long wide passage, on
either side of which bales of goods were piled. He led the way, and soon
Gladys found herself in a large, low-ceiled room, quite cheerless, and
poorly furnished like a kitchen, though a bed stood in one corner. The
fireplace was very old and quaint, having a little grate set quite
unattached into the open space, leaving room enough for a stool on
either side. It was, however, choked with dead ashes, and presented a
melancholy spectacle.
'Now,' said the old man, as he set the portmanteau down, 'here we are.
One o'clock in the morning--Sunday morning, too. Are you hungry?'
'No,' said Gladys, 'not very.'
'Or cold, no? That's impossible, we've walked so fast. Just take off
your things, and I'll see if there's anything in the press. There should
be a bit of bread and a morsel of cheese, if that rascal hasn't gobbled
them up.'
Gladys sat down, and her eyes wandered over all the great wide room into
its shadowy corners, and it was as if the frost of winter settled on her
young heart. The old man hung up his coat and hat behind the door, and,
opening the press, brought therefrom the half of a stale loaf, a plate
on which reposed a microscopic portion of highly-coloured butter, and a
scrap of cheese wrapped in paper. These he laid on the bare table, where
the dust lay white.
'Eat a mouthful, child, and then we'll get to bed,' he said. 'You'll
need to sleep here in my bed to-night, and I'll go to the back room,
where there's an old sofa. On Monday I'll get some things, and you can
have that room for yourself. Tired, eh?'
Uncle Abel's spirits rose to find himself at home, and the child's sank
lower at the prospect stretching out before her.
'No--that is, not very. It seems very long since morning.'
'Ay, it's been a longish day. Never mind; tomorrow's Sunday, and we
needn't get up before ten or eleven.'
'Don't you go to church, Uncle Abel?'
'Sometimes in the afternoon, or at night. Oh, there are plenty of
churches; they grow as thick as mushrooms, and do about as much good.
Won't you eat?'
The fare was not inviting; nevertheless, Gladys did her best to swallow
a few morsels, because she really felt faint and weak. It did not occur
to the miser that he might kindle a cheerful spark of fire to give her a
welcome, and to make her a cup of tea. He was not less cold and hungry
himself, it may be believed, but he had long inured himself to such
privation, and bore it with an outward semblance of content.
When they had eaten, he busied himself getting an old rug and a pillow
from the chest standing across one of the windows, and carried them into
the other room, then he bade Gladys get quickly to bed, and not burn the
candle too long. He went in the dark himself, and when Gladys heard his
footsteps growing fainter in the long passage a great terror took
possession of her, the place was so strange, so cold, so unknown. For
some time she was even afraid to move, but at last she rose and crossed
the floor to the windows, to see whether from them anything friendly or
familiar could be seen. But they looked into the street, and had thick
iron bars across them, exactly like the windows of a gaol. It was the
last straw added to the burden of the unhappy child. Her imagination did
not lack in vividness, and a thousand unknown terrors rose up before her
terrified eyes. If only from the window she might have looked up to the
eyes of the pitying stars, she had been less desolate, less forlorn. A
sharp sense of physical cold was the first thing to arouse her, and she
took the candle and approached the bed. Now, though they had ever been
poor, the artist and his child had kept their surroundings clean and
wholesome. In her personal tastes Gladys was as fastidious as the
highest lady in the land. She turned down the covering, and when she saw
the hue of the linen her lip curled, and she hastily covered it up from
sight. In the end, she laid herself down without undressing above the
bed, spreading a clean handkerchief for her head to rest upon; and so,
worn-out, she slept at last an untroubled and dreamless sleep, in which
she forgot for many hours her forlorn and friendless state.
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CHAPTER IV.
A RAY OF LIGHT.
Sunday was a dreary day. It rained again, and the fog was so thick that
it seemed dim twilight all day long in Gladys's new home. Her uncle did
not go out at all, but dozed in the chimney-corner between the intervals
of preparing the meagre meals. On Sunday Abel Graham attended to his own
housekeeping, and took care to keep a shilling off Mrs. Macintyre's
pittance for the same. Gladys, though unaccustomed to perform household
duties except of the slightest kind, was glad to occupy herself with
them to make the time pass. The old man from his corner watched with
much approval the slender figure moving actively about the kitchen, the
busy hands making order out of chaos, and adding the grace of her sweet
young presence to that dreary place. On the morrow, he told himself, he
should dismiss the expensive Mrs. Macintyre. Yes, he had made a good
investment, and then the girl would always be there, a living creature,
to whom he might talk when so disposed.
'It isn't at all a bad sort of place, my dear,' he said quite
cheerfully. 'At the back, in the yard, there's a tree and a strip of
grass. In spring, if you like, you might put in a pennyworth of seeds,
and have a flower.'
This was a tremendous concession. Gladys felt grateful for the kindly
thought which prompted it.
'One tree, growing all by itself. Poor thing, how lonely it must be!'
The old man looked at her curiously.
'That's an odd way to look at it. Who ever heard of a tree being lonely?
You have a great many queer fancies, but they won't flourish here.
Glasgow is given up to business; it has no time for foolish fancies.'
Gladys gravely nodded.
'Papa told me so. Is it very far to Ayrshire, Uncle Abel?'
The old man gave a quick start.
'To Ayrshire! What makes you ask the question? What has put such a thing
into your head?'
'Papa spoke of it so often, of that beautiful village where you and he
were born. He was so sorry I could not pronounce it right, Mauchline.'
As that sweet voice, with its pretty English accent, uttered the
familiar name, again a strange thrill visited the old man's withered
heart.
'No, you don't say it right. But I wonder that he spoke of it so much;
we were poor enough there, herd boys in the fields. We couldn't well
have a humbler origin, eh?'
'But it was a beautiful life--papa said so--among the fields and trees,
listening to the birds--the same songs Burns used to hear. I seem to
know every step of the way, all the fields in Mossgiel, and every tree
in the woods of Ballochmyle. Just before he died, he tried to sing,--oh,
it was so painful to hear his dear, trembling voice,--and it was "The
Bonnie Lass o' Ballochmyle." If it is not very far, will you take me
one day, when you have time, Uncle Abel, to see Mauchline and Mossgiel
and Ballochmyle?'
She looked at him fearlessly as she made her request, and her courage
pleased him.
'We'll see. Perhaps at the Fair, when fares are cheap. But it will only
be to please you; I never want to see the place again.'
'Oh, is not that very strange, Uncle Abel, that papa and you should
think of it so differently? He loved it all so much, and he always said,
when we were rich, we should come, he and I together, to Scotland.'
'He was glad enough to turn his back on it, anyhow. If he had stayed in
Glasgow, and attended to business, he might have been a rich man,' said
he incautiously.
'_You_ are not rich, though you have done so,' said Gladys quickly,
looking at him with her young, fearless eyes. 'I think papa was better
off than you, because he could always be in the country, and not here.'
The undisguised contempt on the girl's face as she took in her
surroundings rather nettled the old man, and he gave her a snappish
answer, then picked himself up, and went off to his warehouse.
Next day Gladys had to rise quite early--before six--and with her own
hands light the fire, under the old man's superintendence, thus
receiving her first lesson in the economy of firelighting. She was very
patient, and learned her lesson very well. While she was brushing in the
hearth she heard another foot on the passage, and was further astonished
by the tones of a woman's voice giving utterance to surprise.
'Mercy on us! wha's he gotten noo?'
The words, uttered in the broadest Scotch, and further graced by the
unlovely Glasgow accent, fell on the girl's ears like the sound of a
foreign tongue. She paused, broom in hand, and looked in rather a
bewildered manner at the short stout figure standing in the doorway,
with bare red arms akimbo, and the broadest grin on her coarse but not
unkindly face.
'I beg your pardon, what is it?' Gladys asked kindly, and the surprise
deepened on the Scotchwoman's face.
'Ye'll be his niece, mebbe--his brither's lass, are ye, eh? And hae ye
come to bide? If ye hiv, Almichty help ye!'
Gladys shook her head, not understanding yet a single word. At this
awkward juncture the old man came hurrying along the passage, and Mrs.
Macintyre turned to him with a little curtsey.
'I'm speakin' to the young leddy, but she seemin'ly doesna understand. I
see my work's dune; mebbe I'm no' to come back?'
'No; my niece can do the little that is necessary, so you needn't come
back, Mrs. Macintyre, and I'm much obliged to you,' said the old man,
who was polite always, in every circumstance, out of policy.
'Ye're awn me wan an' nine, fork it oot,' she answered brusquely, and
held out her brawny hand, into which Abel Graham reluctantly, as usual,
put the desired coins.
'Yer brither's dochter, genty born?' said Mrs. Macintyre, with a jerk of
her thumb. 'Gie her her meat; mind, a young wame's aye toom. Puir thing,
puir thing!'
Abel Graham hastened her out, but she only remained in the street until
she saw his visage at one of the upper windows, then she darted back to
the kitchen, and laid hold of the astonished Gladys by the shoulder.
'If ye ever want a bite--an' as sure as daith ye will often--come ye to
me, my lamb, the second pend i' the Wynd, third close, an' twa stairs
up, an' never heed him, auld skin o' a meeser that he is!'
She went as quickly as she came, leaving Gladys dimly conscious of her
meaning, but feeling intuitively that the words were kindly and even
tenderly spoken, so they were not forgotten.
When the water had boiled, the old man came down to supervise the making
of the porridge--a mystery into which Gladys had not been yet initiated.
Three portions were served on plates, a very little tea put in a tiny
brown teapot, and breakfast was ready. Then Abel went into the passage
and shouted to his young assistant to come down.
Gladys was conscious of a strong sense of curiosity as she awaited the
coming of the 'imp,' which was his master's favourite name for him, and
when he entered she felt at first keenly disappointed. He was only a
very ordinary-looking street boy, she thought, rather undersized, but
still too big for his clothes, which were stretched on him tightly, his
short trousers showing the tops of his patched boots, which were several
sizes too large for him, and gave him a very ungraceful appearance. He
had not even a collar, only an old tartan scarf knotted round his neck,
and from the shrunk sleeves of the old jacket his hands, red and bony,
appeared abnormally large. But when she looked at his face, at the eyes
which looked out from the tangle of his hair, she forgot all the rest,
and her heart warmed to him before he had uttered a word.
'This is Walter Hepburn--my niece, Mary Graham; and you may as well be
friendly, because I can't have any quarrelling here,' was the old man's
introduction; then, without a word of thanksgiving, he fell to eating
his porridge, after having carefully divided the sky-blue milk into
three equal portions.
The two young persons gravely nodded to each other, and also began to
eat. Gladys, feeling intuitively that a kindred soul was near her, felt
a wild desire to laugh, her lips even trembled so that she could
scarcely restrain them, and Walter Hepburn answered by a twinkle in his
eye, which was the first bright thing Gladys had seen in Glasgow. But
though she felt kindly towards him, and glad that he was there, she did
not by any means admire him, and she even thought that if she knew him
better she would tell him of his objectionable points. For one thing, he
had no manners; he sat rather far back from the table, and leaned
forward till his head was almost on a level with his plate. Then he made
a loud noise in his eating, which disturbed Gladys very much--certainly
she was too fastidious and delicate in her taste for her present lot in
life. When that strange and silent meal was over, the old man retired to
the warehouse and left the children alone. But that did not disconcert
them, as might have been expected. From the first moment they felt at
home with each other. Walter was the first to speak. He leaned up
against the chimneypiece, and meditatively watched the girl as she began
deftly to clear the table.
'I say, miss,' he said then, 'do you think you'll like to be here?'
The English was pretty tolerable, though the accent was very Scotch.
'No. How could I?' was the frank reply of Gladys. 'But I have nowhere
else, and I should be thankful for it.'
'Um.'
Walter thrust his hands into his diminutive pockets, and eyed her with a
kind of meditative gravity.
'Are you always thankful when you should be?' he inquired.
'I am afraid not,' Gladys answered, with a little shake of her head.
'You live here all the week, don't you, till Saturday night, when you go
home?'
'Yes; and I'm always thankful, if you like, when Monday comes.'
Gladys looked at him in wonder.
'You are glad when Monday comes, to come back here? How strange!--and
the other place is home. Have you a father and mother?'
'Yes, worse luck.'
Again Gladys looked at him, this time with strong disapproval.
'I don't understand you. It is very dreadful, I think, that you should
talk like that.'
'Is it? Perhaps if you were me, and had it to do, you'd understand it. I
wish I was an orphan. When a man's an orphan he may get on, but he never
can if he has relations like mine.'
'Are they--are they wicked?' asked Gladys hesitatingly.
The lad answered by a short, bitter laugh.
'Well, perhaps not exactly. They only drink and quarrel, and drink
again, whenever they have a copper. Saturday and Sunday are their head
days, because Saturday's the pay. But I'm better off than Liz, because
she has to be there always.'
'Is Liz your sister?'
'Yes. She isn't a bad sort, if she had a chance, but she never will have
a chance there; an' perhaps by the time I'm able to take care of her it
will be too late.'
Gladys did not understand him, but forbore to ask any more questions.
She had got something fresh to ponder over, another of the many
mysteries of life.
'I say, he's a queer old buffer, the boss, isn't he?' asked Walter, his
eye twinkling again as he jerked his thumb towards the door. 'They say
he's awful rich, but he's a miserable old wretch. I'd rather be myself
than him any day.'
'I should think so,' answered Gladys, looking into the fine open face of
the lad with a smile, which made him redden a little.
'I say, you might tell me why you think I'm so much better off than him.
I sometimes think myself that I'm the most miserable wretch in the
world.'
'Oh no, you're not; you are quite young, and you are a man--at least,
you will be soon. If I were you I should never think that, nor be afraid
of anything. It isn't very nice to be a girl like me; with you it is so
different.'
'Well, perhaps I ought to be thankful that I'm not a woman. I never
thought of that. Women have the worst of it mostly, now I think of it.
I'm sorry for you.'
'Thank you.'
Gladys looked at him gratefully, and both these young desolate hearts,
awaking to the possibilities and the sorrows of life, felt the chord of
sympathy responding each to the other.
'He gives me five shillings a week here and my meat. They take it all at
home, and I want so awful to go to the night school. Do you know, it
takes me all my time to read words of three or four letters?'
'Oh, how dreadful! I can read; I'll teach you,' she cried at once.
'Perhaps it would do till you can go to school.'
'Could you? Would you?'
The boy's whole face shone, his eyes glowed with the light of awakened
hope. He felt his own power, believed that he could achieve something if
the first great stumbling-block were removed. Something of his gladness
communicated itself to Gladys--showed itself in the heightened, delicate
colour in her cheek, in the lustre of her eyes. So these two desolate
creatures made their first compact, binding about them in the very hour
of their meeting the links of the chain which, in the years to come,
love would make a chain of gold.
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CHAPTER V.
LIZ.
Abel Graham's business was really that of a wholesale drysalter in a
very small way. His customers were chiefly found among the small
shopkeepers who abounded in the neighbourhood, and as he gave credit for
a satisfactory time, he was much patronised. To give credit to a certain
amount was the miser's policy. When he once got the unhappy debtors in
his toils it was hopeless to extricate themselves, and so they continued
paying, as they were able, high prices and exorbitant interest, which
left them no chance of making any profit in their own humble sphere. He
had also lent a great deal of money, his income from that source alone
being more than sufficient to keep himself and his niece in modest
comfort, had he so willed. But the lust of gold possessed him. It was
nothing short of physical pain for him to part with it, and he had no
intention of changing his way of life for her. He was known in the
district under the elegant _sobriquet_ of Skinny Graham; and when Gladys
heard it for the first time, she laughed silently to herself, thinking
of its fitness. The simple-hearted child quickly accommodated herself to
her surroundings, accepting her meagre lot with a serenity a more
experienced mind might have envied. She even managed to make a little
atmosphere of brightness about her, which at once communicated itself to
the two who shared it with her. They viewed this exquisite change, it
may be believed, from an entirely different standpoint. The old man
liked the comfort and the cleanliness which the girl's busy hands made
in their humble home; the boy looked on with deep eyes, wonderingly,
catching glimpses of her white soul, and knowing that it was far above
and beyond the sordid air it breathed. She went out a great deal,
wandering alone and fearlessly in the streets--always in the streets,
because as yet she did not know that even in that great city, where the
roar and the din of life are never still, and the air but seldom clear
from the smoke of its bustle, are to be found quiet resting-places,
where the green things of God grow in hope and beauty, giving their
message of perpetual promise to the heart open to receive it. Gladys
would have welcomed that message gladly, ear and heart having been early
taught to wait and listen for it, but as yet she believed Glasgow to be
but a city of streets, of dull and dreadful stones, against which the
tide of life beat remorselessly for ever. And such life! For very pity
the child's heart grew heavy within her often as she looked upon the
stream of humanity in these poor streets, on the degraded, hopeless
faces, the dull eyes, the languid bearing of those who appeared to have
lost interest in, and respect for, themselves. She believed it wholly
sad. Standing on the outside, she knew nothing of the homely joys, the
gleams of mirth, the draughts of happiness possible to the very poor.
She thought their laughter, when it fell sometimes upon her ears, more
dreadful than their tears. So she slipped silently about among them,
quite unnoticed, looking on with large sad eyes, and almost as an angel
might. Sometimes looking to the heavens, which even walls and roofs of
stone could not shut out, she wondered how God, who loved all with such
a tender love, could bear to have it so. It vexed her soul with doubts,
and made her so unhappy that even in her dreams she wept. Of these
things she did not speak to those about her yet, though very soon it
became a habit with her and Walter to discuss the gravest problems of
existence.
The old man offered no objections to the lessons, only stipulating that
no unnecessary candles should be consumed. He allowed but one to lighten
the gloom of the large kitchen; and every evening after tea the same
picture might have been seen--the old man dozing in the chimney-corner,
and the two young creatures at the little table with books and slates,
the unsteady light of the solitary candle flickering on their earnest
faces. Teacher and taught! Very often in the full after years they
looked back upon it, and talked of it with smiles which were not far off
from tears. It is not too much to say that the companionship of Walter
was the only thing which saved Gladys from despair; but for the bright
kinship of his presence she must have sunk under the burden of a life so
hard, a life for which she was so unfitted; but they comforted each
other, and kept warm and true in their young hearts faith in humankind
and in the mercy of Heaven.
As the days went by, Walter dreaded yet more the coming of Saturday, and
Sunday to be spent in his own house in Bridgeton, but as yet he had not
spoken of his great sorrow to Gladys, only she was quick to notice how,
as the week went by and Saturday came, the shadow deepened on his face.
She felt for him keenly, but her perception was so delicate, so quick,
she knew it was a sorrow with which she must not intermeddle. There were
very many things in life, Gladys was learning day by day, more to be
dreaded than death, which is so often, indeed, the gentlest friend.
One Monday morning Walter appeared quite downcast, so unusual with him
that Gladys could not forbear asking what troubled him.
'It's Liz,' he said, relieved to be asked, though diffident in
volunteering information. 'She's ill,--very badly, too,--and she is not
looked after. I wish I knew what to do.'
Gladys was sympathetic at once.
'What is it?--the matter, I mean. Have they had a doctor?'
'Yes; it's inflammation of the lungs. She's so much in the streets at
night, I think, when it's wet; that's where she's got it.'
'I am very sorry. Perhaps I could do something for her. My father was
often ill; he was not strong, and sometimes caught dreadful chills
painting outside. I always knew what to do for him. I'll go, if you
like.'
The lad's face flushed all over. He was divided between his anxiety for
his sister, whom he really loved, and his reluctance for Gladys to see
his home. But the first prevailed.
'If it wouldn't be an awful trouble to you,' he said; and Gladys smiled
as she gave her head a quick shake.
'No trouble; I shall be so glad. Tell me where to find the place, and
I'll go after dinner, before it is dark. Uncle Abel says I must not go
out after dark, you know.'
'It's a long way from here, and you'll have to take two cars.'
'I know the Bridgeton car; but may I not walk?'
'No; please take these pennies. When you are going to see my sister, I
should pay. Yes, take them; I want you to.'
Gladys took the coppers, and put them in her pocket. She knew very well
they would reduce the hoard he was gathering for the purchase of a
coveted book, but she felt that in accepting them she was conferring a
rare pleasure on him. And it was so. Never was subject prouder of a gift
accepted by a sovereign than Walter Hepburn of the fact that that day
Gladys should ride in comfort through the wet streets at his expense. It
was another memory for the after years.
In the afternoon, accordingly, Gladys dressed and went out. Her uncle
had provided her with a warm winter cloak, which enveloped her from head
to foot. It was not new. Had Gladys known where it came from, and who
had worn it before her, she might not have enjoyed so much solid
satisfaction in wearing it, but though she had been told that it was an
unredeemed pledge she would not have known what it meant.
It was a dry afternoon, though cloudy and cold. It was so near Christmas
that the shops were gay with Christmas goods; but in those who have no
money to spend in such luxuries, the Christmas display can only awaken a
dull feeling of envy and discontent. By dint of much asking, after
leaving the car, Gladys found the street where the Hepburns lived. It
was not so squalid as the immediate neighbourhood of her own home, but
it was inexpressibly dreary--one of these narrow long streets, with high
'lands' on either side, entered by common stairs, and divided into very
small houses. Outwardly it looked even respectable, and was largely
occupied by the poorer labouring class, who often divided their abodes
by letting them out to lodgers. It was one of the streets, indeed, where
the overcrowding had attracted the serious consideration of the
authorities.
A bitter wind, laden with the promise of snow, swept through it from end
to end, and caught Gladys in the teeth as she entered it. It was not a
very cheerful welcome, and Gladys looked with compassion upon the
children playing on the pavement and about the doorways, but scantily
clad, though their blue fingers and pinched faces did not seem to damp
their merriment. The child-heart, full of glee and ready for laughter,
always will assert itself, even in the most unfavourable circumstances.
Round the door which Gladys desired to enter, a little band of boys and
girls were engaged playing the interesting game of 'Here's the Robbers
passing by,' and Gladys stood still, watching them with a kind of quiet,
tender interest, trying to understand the words, to which they gave many
strange meanings. They grew shy of the scrutiny by and by, and the spell
was broken by an oath which fell glibly from the lips of a small boy,
showing that it was no stranger to them. Gladys looked inexpressibly
shocked, and hastened into the stair, which was very dirty, and odorous
of many evil smells. The steps seemed endless, but she was glad as she
mounted to find the light growing broader, until at last she reached the
topmost landing, where the big skylight revealed a long row of doors,
each giving entrance to a separate dwelling. The girl looked confusedly
at them for a moment, and then, recalling sundry directions Walter had
given, proceeded to knock at the middle one. It was opened at once by a
young woman wearing a rusty old black frock and a large checked apron, a
little shawl pinned about her head quite tightly, and making her face
look very small and pinched. It was a very pale face,--quite ghastly,
in fact,--the very lips white, and her eyes surrounded by large black
circles, which made Gladys think she must be very ill.
'Well, miss?' she said coolly and curtly, holding the door open only
about three inches.
'Does Mrs. Hepburn live here?' asked Gladys, thinking she had made a
mistake.
'Yes, but she's no' at hame. Come back the morn. Eh, Liz, will yer
mither be oot the morn?'
'Ay; ask her what she wants,' a somewhat husky voice announced from the
interior, followed by a fit of coughing quite distressing to hear.
'Oh, is that Walter's sister, who is ill?' said Gladys eagerly. 'Please,
may I come in? Ask her. Tell her that I have come from Colquhoun Street
to see her. I am Gladys Graham.'
The young woman disappeared into the interior; a whispered consultation
followed, and a general hurrying movement of things being put straight,
then Gladys was bidden come in.
She stepped into the little narrow dark passage, closed the door, and
entered the kitchen where the two girls were. It was quite a comfortable
place, clean and warm, though the air was close, and not wholesome. It
had a few articles of kitchen furniture, and two beds, one in each
corner, which rather crowded the space. On one of the beds, half-lying,
half-sitting, was Liz, Walter's sister, with a blanket pinned round her
shoulders, and a copy of the _Family Reader_ in her hand, open at a
thrilling picture of a young lady with an impossible figure being
rescued from a runaway horse by a youth of extraordinary proportions.
Gladys entered the kitchen rather hesitatingly,--the young woman with
the sullen grey face disconcerted her--but when she looked at Liz she
smiled quite brightly, and came forward with a quick, ready step.
'How are you? I am so sorry you are ill. Walter thought I might come to
see you. I hope you will soon be better.'
Liz allowed her hand to be shaken, and fixed her very bright blue eyes
keenly on the girl's sweet face. Gladys felt that she was being
scrutinised, that the measure of her sincerity was gauged by that look,
but she did not evade it. With Liz, Gladys was much surprised. She was
so different from the picture she had drawn, so different from Walter;
there was not the shadow of a resemblance between them. Many would have
called Liz Hepburn beautiful. She was certainly handsome after her kind,
having straight, clear-cut features, a well-formed if rather coarse
mouth, brilliant blue eyes, and a mass of reddish-brown hair, which set
off the extreme fairness of her skin. Gladys felt fascinated as she
looked, though she felt also that there was something fierce, and even
wild, in the depths of these eyes. Evidently they found satisfaction in
their survey of the stranger's face, for she laid down the paper, and
gave her head a series of little nods.
'Gie her a chair, Teen, and shove the teapat on to the hob,' she said,
offering to her guest such hospitality as was in her power.
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CHAPTER VI.
PICTURES OF LIFE.
Gladys sat down, and suddenly became conscious of what she was carrying,
a little flower-pot, in which bloomed a handful of Roman hyacinths,
their delicate and lovely blossoms nestling among the tender green of
their own leaves, and a bit of hardy fern. It was her only treasure,
which she had bought for a few pence in the market one morning, and she
had nothing else to bring to Liz.
'Will you take this? Is it not very pretty? I love it so much, but I
have brought it for you. My father liked a flower when he was ill.'
Liz gave another enigmatical nod, and a faint, slow, melancholy smile
gathered about the lips of Teen as she sat down to her work again, after
having stirred the fire and pushed the dirty brown teapot on to the
coals. In this teapot a black decoction brewed all day, and was partaken
of at intervals by the two; sometimes they ate a morsel of bread to it,
but other sustenance they had none. Little wonder the face of Teen was
as cadaverous as the grave.
Then followed an awkward silence, during which Liz played with the
frayed edge of the blanket, and Teen stitched away for dear life at a
coarse garment, which appeared to be a canvas jacket. A whole pile of
the same lay on the unoccupied bed, and Gladys vaguely wondered whether
the same fingers must reduce the number, but she did not presume to ask.
She did not feel drawn to the melancholy seamstress, whose thin lips had
a hard, cold curve.
'Were you reading when I came in? I'm afraid I have stopped you,' said
Gladys at length.
'Ay, I was readin' to Teen "Lord Bellew's Bride; or the Curse of
Mountford Abbey." Splendid, isn't it, Teen?' said Liz quite brightly.
'We buy'd atween us every week. I'll len' ye'd, if ye like. It comes oot
on Wednesday. Wat could bring'd on the Monday.'
'Thank you very much,' said Gladys. 'I haven't much time; I have a great
deal to do in the house.'
'Hae ye? Ay, Wat telt me; an', michty! ye dinna look as if ye could dae
onything. The auld sinner, I'd pooshin him!'
Liz looked quite capable of putting her threat into execution, and
Gladys shrank a little away from the fierceness of her eyes.
'Ye are ower genty. His kind need somebody that'll fecht. If he was my
uncle, and had as muckle money as they say he has, I'd walk oot in silk
and velvet in spite o' his face. I'd hing them a' up, an' then he'd need
to pay.'
Gladys only vaguely understood, but gathered that she was censuring the
old man with the utmost severity.
'Oh, I don't think he is as rich as people say, and he is very kind to
me,' said she quickly. 'If he had not taken me when my father died, I
don't know what would have become of me.'
'Imphm! The tea's bilin', Teen. Look in my goon pocket for a penny, an'
rin doon for twa cookies.'
The little seamstress obediently rose, pushed back the teapot, and
disappeared.
'If I wis you,' said Liz the moment they were alone, and leaning forward
to get a better look at Gladys, 'I wadna bide. Ye wad be faur better
workin' for yersel'. If ye like, I'll speak for ye whaur I work, at
Forsyth's Paper Mill in the Gorbals. I ken Maister George wad dae
onything I ask him.'
She flung back her tawny locks with a gesture of pride, and the rich
colour deepened in her cheek.
'Oh, you are very kind, but I don't think I could work in a mill. I
don't know anything about it, and I am quite happy with my uncle--as
happy as I can be anywhere, away from papa.'
Liz regarded her with a look, in which contempt and a vague wonder were
oddly mingled.
'Weel, if you are pleased, it's nae business o' mine, of course. But I
think ye are a fule. Ye wad hae yer liberty, onyway, and I could show ye
a lot o' fun. There's the dancin'-schule on Saturday nichts. It's grand;
an' we're to hae a ball on Hogmanay. I'm gettin' a new frock, white book
muslin, trimmed wi' green leaves an' a green sash. Teen's gaun to mak'
it. That's what for I'll no' gang to service, as my mither's aye
wantin'. No me, to be ordered aboot like a beast! I'll hae my liberty,
an' maybe some day I'll hae servants o' my ain. Naebody kens. Lord
Bellew's bride in the story was only the gatekeeper's dochter, an'
that's her on the horse, look, after she was my Lady Bellew. Here's
Teen.'
Breathless and panting, the little seamstress returned with the cookies,
and made a little spread on the bare table. Gladys was not hungry, but
she accepted the proffered hospitality frankly as it was given, though
the tea tasted like a decoction of bitter aloes. She was horrified to
behold the little seamstress swallowing it in great mouthfuls without
sugar or cream. Gladys had sometimes been hungry, but she knew nothing
of that painful physical sinking, the result of exhausting work and
continued insufficiency of food, which the poisonous brew for the time
being overcame. Over the tea the trio waxed quite talkative, and 'Lord
Bellew's Bride' was discussed to its minutest detail. Gladys wondered at
the familiarity of the two girls with dukes and duchesses, and other
persons of high degree, of whom they spoke familiarly, as if they were
next-door neighbours. Although she was very young, and knew nothing of
their life, she gathered that its monotony was very irksome to them, and
that they were compelled to seek something, if only in the pages of an
unwholesome and unreal story, to lift them out of it. It was evident
that Liz, at least, chafed intolerably under her present lot, and that
her head was full of dreams and imaginings regarding the splendours so
vividly described in the story. All this time Gladys also wondered more
than once what had become of the parents, of whom there was no sign
visible, and at last she ventured to put the question--
'Is your mother not at home to-day?'
This question sent the little seamstress off into a fit of silent
laughter, which brought a dull touch of colour into her cheeks, and very
much improved her appearance. Liz also gave a little short laugh, which
had no mirth in it.
'No, she's no' at hame; she's payin' a visit at Duke Street.' And the
little grave nod with which Gladys received this information further
intensified the amusement of the two.
'Ye dinna see through it,' said Liz, 'so I'll gie ye'd flat. My faither
and mither are in the gaol for fechtin'. They were nailed on Saturday
nicht.'
'Oh!'
Gladys looked genuinely distressed, and perhaps for the first time Liz
thought of another side such degradation might have. She had often been
angry, had felt it keenly in her own passionate way, but it was always a
selfish anger, which had not in it a single touch of compassion for the
miserable pair who had so far forgotten their duty to each other and to
God.
'Gey bad, ye think, I see,' said Liz soberly. 'We're used to it, and
dinna fash oor thoombs. She'll be hame the nicht; but he's gotten thirty
days, an' we'll hae a wee peace or he comes oot.'
Gladys looked at the indifferent face of Liz with a vague wonder in her
own. That straight, direct glance, which had such sorrow in it,
disconcerted Liz considerably, and she again turned to the pages of
'Lord Bellew.'
'Don't you get rather tired of that work?' asked Gladys, looking with
extreme compassion on the little seamstress, who was again hard at work.
'Tired! Oh ay. We maun tire an' begin again,' she answered dully. 'It's
sair on the fingers.'
She paused a moment to stretch out one of her scraggy hands, which was
worn and thin at the fingertips, and pricked with the sharp points of
many needles.
'It's dreadful; the stuff looks so hard. What do you make?'
'Men's canvas jackets, number five, thirteenpence the dizen,' quoted the
little seamstress mechanically, 'an' find yer ain threed.'
'What does that mean?' asked Gladys.
'I get a penny each for them, an' a penny ower.'
'For making these great things?'
'Oh, I dinna mak' them a'. The seams are run up wi' the machine afore I
get them. I pit in the sleeves, the neckbands, an' mak' the buttonholes.
There's mair wark at them than ye wad think.'
'Is the money not very little?'
'Maybe; but I'm gled to get it. I'm no' able for the mill, an' I canna
sterve. It keeps body an' soul thegither--eh, Liz?'
'Nae mair,' said Liz abstractedly, again absorbed in her paper. 'But
maybe oor shot 'll come.'
Gladys rose to her feet, suddenly conscious that she had made a very
long visit. Her heart was heavier than when she came. More and more was
the terrible realism of city life borne in upon her troubled soul.
'I'm afraid I must go away,' she said very quietly. 'I am very much
obliged to you for being so kind to me. May I come again?'
'Oh, if ye like,' said Liz carelessly. 'But ye'll no' see Teen. She
lives doon the street. My mither canna bide her, an' winna let her nose
within the door, so we haud a jubilee when she's nailed.'
'Oh, please don't speak like that of your mother!'
Liz looked quite thunderstruck.
'What for no'? I've never gotten onything frae her a' my days but ill.
I'll tell ye what--if I had ta'en her advice, I'd hae gane to the bad
lang syne. Although she is my mither, I canna say black's white, so ye
needna stare; an' if ye are no' pleased ye needna come back, I didna
spier ye to come, onyway.'
'Oh no; pray forgive me if I have made a mistake. I am so sorry for it
all, only I cannot understand it.'
'Be thankfu' if ye dinna, then,' replied Liz curtly. 'I'm no' very
ceevil to ye. I am much obleeged to ye for comin', for the flooers, an'
mair than a', for teachin' Wat to read.'
Her face became quite soft in its outline; the harshness died out of her
bright eyes, leaving them lovely beyond expression. Gladys felt drawn to
her once more, and, leaning forward, without a moment's hesitation she
kissed her on the brow. It was a very simple act, no effort to the child
who had learned from her English mother to give outward expression to
her feelings; but its effect on Liz was very strange. Her face grew
quite red, her eyes brimmed with tears, and she threw the blanket over
her head to smother the sob which broke from her lips. Then Gladys bade
good-bye to the little seamstress, and slipped away down the weary stair
and into the grimy street, where already the lamps were lit. Her mind
was full of many new and strange thoughts as she took her way home, and
it was with an effort she recovered herself sufficiently to attend to
her simple duties for the evening. But when the old man and the boy came
down from the warehouse, supper was ready as usual, and there was
nothing remarked, except that Gladys was perhaps quieter than usual.
'Yes, I have been, and I saw your sister, Walter,' she said at last,
when they had opportunity to talk alone. 'She is much better, she says,
and hopes to get out soon.'
'Did you see anybody else?'
'Yes, a friend whom she called Teen; I do not know her other name,'
answered Gladys.
'Teen Balfour--I ken her. An' what do you think of Liz?'
He put the question with a furtive anxiety of look and tone not lost on
Gladys.
'I like her. At first I thought her manner strange, but she has a
feeling heart too. And she is very beautiful.'
'You think so too?' said the lad, with a strange bitterness; 'then it
must be true.'
'Why should it not? It is pleasant to be beautiful, I think,' said
Gladys, with a little smile.
'For ladies, for you, perhaps it is, but not for Liz,' said Walter. 'It
would be better for her if she looked like Teen.'
Gladys did not ask why.
'I am very sorry for her too. It is so dreadful her life, sewing all day
at these coarse garments. I have many mercies, more than I thought. And
for so little money! It is dreadful--a great sin; do you not think so?'
'Oh yes, it's a sin; but it's the way o' the world,' answered Walter
indifferently. 'Very likely, if I were a man and had a big shop, I'd do
just the same--screw as much as possible out of folk for little pay.
That's gospel.'
Gladys laid her hand on his arm, and her eyes shone upon him. 'It will
not be your gospel, Walter, that I know. Some day you will be a rich
man, perhaps, and then you will show the world what a rich man can do.
Isn't there a verse in the Bible which says, "Blessed is he that
considereth the poor"? You will consider the poor then, Walter, and I
will help you. We shall be able to do it all the better because we have
been so poor ourselves.'
It was a new evangel for that proud, restless, bitter young heart, upon
which the burden of life already pressed so heavily. Gladys did not
know till long after, that these words, spoken out of the fulness of her
sympathy, made a man of him from that very day, and awakened in him the
highest aspirations which can touch a human soul.
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CHAPTER VII.
LIZ SPEAKS HER MIND.
'Wat,' said Liz Hepburn to her brother next time he came home, 'what
kind o' a lassie is thon?'
It was a question difficult for Walter to answer, and, Scotch-like, he
solved it by putting another.
'What do you think of her?'
'I dinna ken; she's no' like ither folk.'
'But you liked her, Liz?' said Walter, with quite evident anxiety.
'Oh ay; but she's queer. How does she get on wi' Skinny?'
'Well enough. I believe he likes her, Liz, if he would let on.'
Liz made a grimace.
'I daursay, if he can like onything. I telt her my mind on the business
plain, an' offered to get her into our mill.'
'Oh, Liz, you might have had more sense! Her work in a mill!' cried
Walter, with more energy than elegance.
'An' what for no'?' queried Liz sharply. 'I suppose she's the same flesh
and bluid as me.'
'Shut up, you twa,' said a querulous, peevish voice from the ingle-neuk,
where the mother, dull-eyed, depressed, and untidy, sat with her elbows
on her knees. She was in a poor state of health, and had not recovered
from the last week's outburst. It was Saturday night, but there was no
pay forthcoming from the head of the house, who was still in Duke Street
Prison. Walter looked at his mother fixedly for a moment, and the shadow
deepened on his face. She was certainly an unlovely object in her dirty,
unkempt gown, her hair half hanging on her neck, her heavy face looking
as if it had not seen soap and water for long, her dull eyes unlit by
any gleam of intelligence. Of late, since they had grown more dissipated
in their habits, Walter had fallen on the plan of keeping back his wages
till the beginning of the week--the only way in which to ensure them
food. Seldom, indeed, was anything left after Saturday and Sunday's
carousal.
'Is there anything the matter the day, mother?' he asked quite kindly
and gently, being moved by a sudden feeling of compassion for her.
'No, naething; but I'm clean dune. Wad ye no' bring in a drap, Wat?' she
said coaxingly, and her eye momentarily brightened with anticipation.
'It won't do you any good, mother, ye ken that,' he said, striving still
to speak gently, though repulsion now mingled with his pity. 'A good
dinner or supper would do ye more good. I'll bring in a bit steak, if
ye'll cook it.'
'I've nae stammick for meat,' she said, relapsing into her dull state.
'I'm no' lang for this world, an' my wee drap's the only comfort I hae.
Ye'll maybe wish ye hadna been as ill to me by an' by.'
'I'm comin' alang some nicht, Wat,' said Liz, who invariably treated
such remarks with the most profound contempt, ignoring them entirely.
'D'ye think Skinny'll let me in?'
'I daresay,' answered Walter abruptly, and, sitting down on the
window-box, he looked through the blindless window upon the masses of
roofs and the twinkling lights of the great city. His heart was heavy,
his soul sick within him. His home--so poor a home for him, and for all
who called it by that sweet name--had never appeared a more miserable
and homeless place. It was not the smallness nor the poverty of its
furnishing which concerned him, but the human beings it sheltered, who
lay a burden upon his heart. Liz was out of bed, crouching over the
fire, with an old red shawl wrapped round her--a striking-looking figure
in spite of her general _deshabille_, a girl at whom all men and many
women would look twice. He wished she were less striking, that her
appearance had matched the only destiny she could look for--grey,
meagre, commonplace, hopeless as a dull November day.
'Your pecker's no' up, Wat?' she said, looking at him rather keenly.
'What are ye sae doon i' the mooth for?'
Walter made no reply. Truth to tell, he would have found it difficult to
give expression to his thoughts.
'He's aye doon i' the mooth when he comes here, Liz,' said the mother,
with a passing touch of spirit. 'We're ower puir folk for my lord noo
that he's gettin' among the gentry.'
'The gentry of Argyle Street an' the Sautmarket, mother?' asked Walter
dryly. 'They'll no' do much for ye.'
'Is Skinny no' gaun to raise yer screw, Wat?' asked Liz. 'It's high time
he was thinkin' on't.'
'I'll ask him one o' these days, but he might as well keep the money as
me. This is a bottomless pit,' he said, with bitterness. 'It could
swallow a pound as quick as five shillings, an' never be kent.'
'Ye're richt, Wat; but I wad advise ye to stick in to Skinny. He has
siller, they say, an' maybe ye'll finger it some day.'
One night not long after, Liz presented herself at the house in
Colquhoun Street, to return the visit of Gladys. As it happened, Walter
was not in, having heard of a night school where the fees were so small
as to be within the range of his means. Gladys looked genuinely pleased
to see her visitor, though she hardly recognised in the
fashionably-dressed young lady the melancholy-looking girl she had seen
lying on the kitchen bed in the house of the Hepburns.
'Daur I come in? Would he no' be mad?' asked Liz, when they shook hands
at the outer door.
'Do you mean my uncle?' asked Gladys. 'He will be quite pleased to see
you. Come in; it is so cold here.'
'For you, ay; but I'm as warm's a pie, see, wi' my new fur cape--four
an' elevenpence three-farthings at the Polytechnic. Isn't it a beauty,
an' dirt cheap?'
Thus talking glibly about what was more interesting to her than anything
else in the world, Liz followed Gladys into the kitchen, where the old
man sat, as usual, in his arm-chair by the fireside, looking very old
and wizened and frail in the flickering glow of fire and candle light.
'This is Walter's sister, Uncle Abel,' Gladys said, with that
unconscious dignity which singled her out at once, and gave her a touch
of individuality which Liz felt, though she did not in the least
understand it.
The old man gave a little grunt, and bade her sit down; but, though not
talkative, he keenly observed the two, and saw that they were cast in a
different mould. Liz looked well, flushed with her walk, the dark warm
fur setting off the brilliance of her complexion, her clothes fitting
her with a certain flaunting style, her manner free from the least touch
of embarrassment or restraint. Liz Hepburn feared nothing under the sun.
'And are you quite better, Liz?' asked Gladys gently, with a look of
real interest and sympathy in her face.
'Oh ay, I'm fine. Wat's no' in?' she said, glancing inquiringly round
the place.
'No; he has heard of a teacher who takes evening pupils for book-keeping
and these things, and has gone to make arrangements with him.'
Never had the nicety of her speech and her sweet, refined accent been
more marked by Abel Graham. He looked at her as she stood by the table,
a slender, pale figure, with a strange touch of both child and maiden
about her, and he felt glad that she was not like Liz. Not that he
thought ill of Liz, or did not see her beauty, such as it was, only he
felt that the maiden whom circumstances had cast into his care and
keeping was of a higher type than the red-cheeked, bright-eyed damsel
whom so many admired.
'An' when hae ye been oot, micht I ask?' inquired Liz calmly. 'Ye're a
jimpy-looking thing.'
'Not since Sunday.'
'Sunday! Mercy me! an' this is Friday. She'll sune be in her grave, Mr.
Graham. Folk maun hae fresh air. What way d'ye no' set her oot every
day?'
'She is welcome to go if she likes, miss. I don't keep her in,' answered
the old man tartly.
'Maybe no', but likely she has that muckle adae she canna get,' replied
Liz fearlessly. 'It's a fine nicht--suppose ye tak' a walk wi' me? The
shops is no' shut yet.'
'Shall I go, uncle?' asked Gladys.
'If ye want, certainly; but come in in time of night. Don't be later
than nine.'
'Very well,' answered Gladys, and retired into her own room to make
ready for her walk.
Then Liz, turning round squarely on her seat, fixed the old man
fearlessly with her eyes, and gave him a piece of her mind.
'I saw ye lookin' at her a meenit ago, Maister Graham, an' maybe ye was
thinkin' the same as me, that she's no' lang for this world. Is't no' a
sin an' a shame for a cratur like that to work in a place like this? but
it's waur, if it be true, as folk say, that there's nae need for it.'
So astonished was Abel Graham by this plain speaking on the part of a
girl he had never seen in his life, that he could only stare.
'It's true,' added Liz significantly; 'she's yin o' the kind they mak'
angels o', and that's no' my kind nor yours. If I were you, I'd see
aboot it, or it'll be the waur for ye, maybe, after.'
Happily, just then Gladys returned for her boots, and in her mild
excitement over having a companion to walk with, she did not observe the
very curious look on her uncle's face. But Liz did, and gave an inward
chuckle.
'How's your father and mother?' he asked, making the commonplace
question a cover for the start he had got.
'Oh, they're as well as they can expect to be,' Liz replied. 'He cam'
oot on Monday. I spiered if they had gi'en him a return ticket available
for a week.'
The hard little laugh which accompanied these apparently heartless words
did not in the least deceive Gladys, and, looking up from the lacing of
her boots, she flashed a glance of quick sympathy upon the girl's face,
which expressed more than any words.
'They're surely very ill-kinded,' was Abel Graham's comment, in rather a
surprised tone. Liz had given him more information about her people in
five minutes than Walter had done in the two years he had been with him.
The difference between the two was, that while sharing the bitterness of
their home sorrows, the one found a certain relief in telling the worst,
the other shut it in his heart, a grief to be brooded over, till all
life seemed tinged and poisoned by its degradation.
'Oh, it's drink,' she said carelessly,--'the same auld story. Everything
sooms awa' in whisky; they'll soom awa' theirsel's some day wi'd, that's
wan comfort. I'm sure that's wan thing Wat an' me's no' likely to meddle
wi'. We've seen ower muckle o' the misery o' drink. It'll never be my
ruin, onyway. Are ye ready, Gladys?'
'In a minute, just my hat and gloves,' Gladys answered, and again
retired.
'I say, sir, d'ye no' think ye should raise Wat's wages? I had twa
things to say to ye the nicht, an' I've said them. Ye needna fash to
flyte; I'm no' feared. If ye are a rich man, as they say, ye're waur
than oor auld yin, for he haunds oot the siller as lang as it lasts.'
'You are a very impudent young woman,' said Abel Graham, 'and not a fit
companion for my niece. I can't let her go out with you.'
'Oh, she's gaun the nicht, whether you let her or no',' was the calm
answer. 'And as to being impident, some folk ca's the truth impidence,
because they're no' accustomed to it. But aboot Wat, ye ken as weel as
me, ye micht seek east an' west through Glesca an' no' get sic anither.
He's ower honest. You raise his wages, or he'll quit, if I should seek a
place for him mysel'.'
The calm self-assertion of Liz, which had something almost queenly in
it, compelled the respect of the old man, and he even smiled a little
across the table to the chair where she sat quite at her ease,
delivering herself of these remarkably plain statements. In his inmost
soul he even enjoyed them, and felt a trifle sorry when Gladys appeared,
ready to go. Liz sprang up at once, and favoured the old miser with a
gracious nod by way of farewell.
'Guid-nicht to ye, then, an' mind what I've said. I was in deid earnest,
an' I'm richt, as ye'll maybe live to prove. An' mind that there's ower
wee a pickle angels in Glesca for the ither kind, and we'd better tak'
care o' what we hae.'
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CHAPTER VIII.
EDGED TOOLS.
'Noo, whaur wad ye like to gang?' inquired Liz, as they shut the outer
door behind them.
'Anywhere; it is pleasant to be out, only the air is not _very_ good
here. Do you think it is?'
'Maybe no'. We'll look at the shops first, onyhoo, an' then we'll gang
an' meet Teen Ba'four. D'ye mind Teen?'
'Oh yes. Is she quite well? She looked so ill that day I saw her. I
could not forget her face.'
'Oh, she's well enough, I think. I never asks. Oor kind gangs on till
they drap, an' then they maistly dee,' said Liz cheerfully. 'But Teen
will hing on a while yet--she's tough. I dinna see her very often. My
mither disna like her. She brings me the _Reader_ on Fridays. Eh,
wummin, "Lord Bellew's Bride" is finished. Everything was cleared up at
the end, an' the young man Lord Bellew was jealous o' turns oot to be
only her brither. The last chapter tells aboot the christenin' o' the
heir, an' she wears a white brocade goon, trimmed wi' real pearls an'
ostrich feathers. Fancy you an' me in a frock like that! Wad it no' mak'
a' the difference?'
'I don't know, I'm sure. I never thought of it,' answered Gladys,
quietly amused.
'Hae ye no'? I often think o'd. If I lived in a big hoose, rode in a
carriage, an' wore a silk dress every day, I wad be happy, an' guid too,
maybe. It's easy to be guid when ye are rich.'
'The Bible doesn't say so. Don't you remember how it explains that it is
so hard for a rich man to enter the kingdom of heaven?'
Liz looked round in a somewhat scared manner into her companion's face.
'D'ye read the Bible?' she asked bluntly. 'I never dae, so I canna mind
that. I never thocht onybody read it--or believed it, I mean--except
ministers that are paid for it.'
'Oh, that is quite a mistake,' said Gladys warmly. 'A great many people
read it, because they love it, and because it helps them in the battle
of life. I couldn't live without it. Walter and I read it every night.'
Liz drew herself a little apart doubtfully, and looked yet more
scrutinisingly into the face of Gladys.
'Upon my word, ye're less fit than I thocht for this warld. What were ye
born for? Ye'll never fecht yer way through,' she said, with a kind of
scornful pity.
'Oh yes, I will. Perhaps if it came to the real fight, I should prove
stronger than you, just because I have that help. Dear Liz, it is
dreadful, if it is true, to live as you do. Are you not afraid?'
'I fear naething, except gaun into consumption, an' haein' naebody to
look after me,' responded Liz. 'If it cam' to that, I'd _tak'_ something
to pit an end to mysel'. My mind's made up on that lang syne.'
She looked quite determined; her full red lips firmly set, and her eyes
looking straight before her, calm, steadfast, undaunted, in
corroboration of her boast that she feared nothing in the world.
'But, Liz, that would be very wicked,' said Gladys, in distress. 'We
have never more to bear than we are able; God takes care of that always.
But I am sure you are only speaking in haste. I think you have a great
deal of courage--too much to do that kind of thing.'
'Dinna preach, or we'll no' 'gree,' said Liz almost rudely. 'Let's look
at the hats in this window. I'll hae a new one next pay. Look at that
crimson velvet wi' the black wings; it's awfu' neat, an' only
six-and-nine. D'ye no' think it wad set me?'
'Very likely. You look very nice always,' answered Gladys truthfully,
and the sincere compliment pleased Liz, though she did not say so.
'Well, look, it's ten meenits past aicht. We were to meet Teen in the
Trongate at the quarter. We'll need to turn back.'
'And where will we go after that?' inquired Gladys. 'The shops are
beginning to shut.'
'You'll see. We've a ploy on. I want to gie ye a treat. Ye dinna get
mony o' them.'
She linked her arm with friendly familiarity into that of Gladys, and
began to chatter on again, chiefly of dress, which was dear to her soul.
Her talk was not interesting to Gladys, who was singularly free from
that feminine weakness, love of fine attire. No doubt she owed this to
her upbringing, having lived always alone with her father, and knowing
very few of her own sex. But she listened patiently to Liz's minute
account of the spring clothes she had in view, and even tried to make
some suggestions on her own account.
It was with something of a relief, however, that she beheld among the
crowd at last the slight figure and pale countenance of Teen.
'Guid-e'enin' to ye,' Teen said in her monotonous voice, and without a
smile or brightening of her face. 'Fine dry nicht. We're late, Liz, ten
minutes.'
'Oh, it doesna matter. We'll mak' a sensation,' said Liz, with a grim
smile. 'A' the same, we'd better hurry up an' get oor sixpenceworth.'
'Where are we going?' asked Gladys rather doubtfully.
'Oh, ye'll see. I promised ye a treat,' answered Liz; and the trio
quickened their steps until they came to a narrow entrance, illuminated,
however, by a blaze of gas jets, and adorned about the doorway with
sundry bills and pictures of music-hall _artistes_.
Before Gladys could utter the least protest, she was whisked in, paid
for at the box, and hurried up-stairs into a brilliantly-lighted hall,
the atmosphere of which, however, was reeking with the smoke and the
odour of tobacco and cheap cigars. Somebody was singing in a high,
shrill, unlovely voice, and when Gladys looked towards the platform
behind the footlights, she was horrified at the spectacle of a large,
coarse-looking woman, wearing the scantiest possible amount of clothing,
her face painted and powdered, her hair adorned with gilt spangles, her
arms and neck hung with sham jewellery.
'Who is she? Is it not awful?' whispered Gladys, which questions sent
the undemonstrative Teen off into one of her silent fits of laughter.
But Liz looked a trifle annoyed.
'Don't ask such silly questions. That's Mademoiselle Frivol, and she's
appearin' in a new character. It's an awful funny song, evidently. See
how they're laughin'. Be quiet, an' let's listen.'
Gladys held her peace, and sank into the seat beside Liz, and looked
about her in a kind of horrified wonder.
It was a large place, with a gallery opposite the stage. The seats in
the body of the hall were not set very closely together, and the
audience could move freely about. It was very full; a great many young
men, well-dressed, and even gentlemanly-looking in outward appearance at
least; the majority were smoking. The women present were mostly
young--many of them mere girls, and there was a great deal of talking
and bantering going on between them and the young men.
Those in the gallery were evidently of the poorer class, and they
accompanied the chorus of the song with a vigorous stamping of feet and
whistling accompaniment. When Mademoiselle Frivol had concluded her
performance with a little dance which brought down the house, there was
a short interval, and presently some young men sauntered up to the three
girls, and bade them good-evening in an easy, familiar way, which made
the colour leap to the cheek of Gladys, though she did not know why. She
knew nothing about young men, and had no experience to enable her to
discern the fine shades of their demeanour towards women; but that
innate delicacy which is the safeguard and the unfailing monitor of
every woman until she wilfully throws it away for ever, told the
pure-minded girl that something was amiss, and that it was no place for
her.
'Who's your chum, old girl?' asked a gorgeous youth, who wore an
imitation diamond breastpin and finger-ring. 'Give us an introduction,
Miss Hepburn.'
He did not remove his cigar, but looked down upon the pale face of
Gladys with a kind of familiar approval which hurt her, and made her
long to flee from the place.
'No; shut up, an' let her a-be,' answered Liz tartly. 'Hae ye a
programme?'
'Yes, but you don't deserve it for being so shabby,' said the gorgeous
youth, putting on a double eyeglass, and still honouring Gladys with his
attention.
'I hope you will enjoy the performance, miss,' he added. 'Did you hear
Frivol's song? It was very clever, quite the hit of the evening.'
Gladys never opened her mouth. When she afterwards looked back on that
experience, she wondered how she had been able to preserve her calm,
cold unconcern, which very soon convinced the youth that his advances
were not welcome. Liz looked round at her, and, noting the proud,
contemptuous curl of the girl's sweet lips, laughed up in his face.
'It's no go, Mr. Sinclair. Let's see that programme, an' dinna be mean.'
But the discomfited Mr. Sinclair, in no little chagrin, departed as
rudely as he came.
'Ye dinna want a gentleman lover, Gladys,' whispered Liz. 'He's struck,
onybody can see that, an' he's in business for himsel'. I'm sure he's
masher enough for you. Wull I gie him the hint to come back?'
'I'm going home, Liz. This is no place for me, nor for any of us, I know
that,' said Gladys, quite hotly for her.
'Oh no, you're no'. We must hae oor sixpenceworth. Bide or nine, onyhoo.
That's just twenty meenits. Here's the acrobats; ye'll like that.'
The acrobatic performance fascinated Gladys even while it horrified and
almost made her sick. She watched every contortion of the bodies with
the most morbid and intense interest, though feeling it to be hideous
all the time. It excited her very much, and her cheeks flushed, her eyes
shone with unwonted brilliance. When it was over, she rose to her feet.
'I'm going out, Liz. This is a bad place; I know it is. I'm going home.'
Liz looked up, with annoyance, at the clock.
'It's too bad; aichteenpence awa' for naething, but I suppose we maun
gang. I've to leave mysel', onyway, at nine. Ye'll bide, Teen, yersel'?'
'No' me. There's no' much the nicht, onyway,' answered Teen; and her
weird black eyes wandered restlessly through the hall, as if looking in
vain for an absent face. So the three quitted the place in less than
half an hour after they had entered it.
One of the audience watched their movements, and left the hall
immediately behind them by another door. As they moved along the busy
street some one touched Liz on the shoulder, and Gladys felt her hand
tremble as it lay on her arm.
'I maun say guid-nicht here, Gladys,' she said hurriedly, and her cheeks
were aflame. 'I'm vexed ye didna like the play. I meant it weel. Ye'll
see her hame, Teen?'
'Ay,' answered Teen, and next moment Liz was gone.
Gladys, glancing back, saw her cross the street beside a tall,
broad-shouldered, handsome-looking man, though she could not see his
face.
'That's her bean,' said Teen, with a nod. 'He's a swell; that's what for
she has her best claes on. They're awa' for a walk noo. He was in the
hall, but I didna see him.'
'Is she going to be married to him?' inquired Gladys, with interest.
'She hopes sae; but--but--I wadna like to sweer by it. He's a slippery
customer, an' aye was. I ken a lassie in Dennistoun he carried on as far
as Liz, but I'm no' feared for Liz. She can watch hersel'.'
A strange feeling of weariness and vague terror came over Gladys. Day by
day more of life was revealed to her, and added to her great perplexity.
She did not like the phase with which she had that night made
acquaintance. Conversation did not flourish between them, and they were
glad to part at the corner of the Lane. Gladys ran up to the house,
feeling almost as if somebody pursued her, and she was out of breath
when she reached the door. Walter had returned from his first evening
lesson, and great had been his disappointment to find Gladys out. He was
quick to note, when she entered the kitchen, certain signs of nervous
excitement, which made him wonder where she had been.
'It's nearly half-past nine,' said the old man crossly; 'too late for
you to be in the streets. Get to bed now, and be up to work in the
morning.'
'Yes, uncle,' said Gladys meekly, and retired to her own room
thankfully, to lay off her bonnet and cloak.
Walter hung about by the dying fire after the old man went up to take
his nightly survey of the premises, and at last Gladys came back.
'Did you have a good lesson, Walter?' she asked, with a slight smile.
'Oh, splendid. What a thing it is to learn! I feel as if I could do
anything now I have begun,' he cried enthusiastically. 'Mr. Robertson
was so kind. He will give me Euclid as well for the same money. He says
he sees I am in earnest. Life is a fine thing after all, sometimes.'
'Yes.' Gladys looked upon his face, flushed with the fine enthusiasm of
youth, with a slight feeling of envy. She felt very old and tired and
sad.
'And you've been out with Liz?' he said then, seeing that for some
unexplained reason she was not so interested as usual in his pursuits.
'Where did she take you?'
'To a music hall--not a nice place, Walter,' said Gladys almost
shamefacedly.
His colour, the flush of quick anger, leaped in his cheek.
'A music hall! I should just say it isn't a nice place. How dared she? I
see Liz needs me to talk to her plainly, and I will next time I see
her,' he began hotly; but just then the old man returned, and they kept
silence. But the evening's 'ploy' disturbed them both all night, though
in a different way.
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CHAPTER IX.
AN IMPENDING CHANGE.
It was an uneventful year. Spring succeeded the fogs and frosts of
winter, sunny skies and warmer airs came again, bringing comfort to
those who could buy artificial heat, so making gladness in cities, and a
wonder of loveliness in country places, where Nature reigns supreme. The
hardy flowers Gladys planted in the little yard grew and blossomed; the
solitary tree, in spite of its loneliness, put forth its fresh green
buds, and made itself a thing of beauty in the maiden's eyes. In that
lonely home the tide of life flowed evenly. The old man made his
bargains, cutting them perhaps a trifle less keenly than in former
years. The lad, approaching young manhood, did his daily work, and drank
yet deeper of the waters of knowledge, becoming day by day more
conscious of his power, more full of hope and high ambition for the
future. And the child Gladys, approaching womanhood also, contentedly
performed her lowly tasks, and dreamed her dreams likewise, sometimes
wondering vaguely how long this monotonous, grey stream would flow on,
yet not wishing it disturbed, lest greater ills than she knew might
beset her way.
Again winter came, and just when spring was gathering up her skirts to
spread them benignly over the earth, a great change came, a very great
change indeed.
It was a March day--cold, bitter, blustering east winds tearing through
the streets, catching the breath with a touch of ice--when the old man,
who to the observant eye had become of late decrepit and very
frail-looking, came shivering down from his warehouse, and, creeping to
the fire, tried to warm his chilled body, saying he felt himself very
ill.
'I think you should go to bed, uncle, and Walter will go for the
doctor,' said Gladys, in concern. 'Shall I call him now?'
'No; I'll go to bed, and you can give me some toddy. There's my keys;
you'll get the bottle on the top shelf of the press in the office. I
won't send for the doctor yet. You can't get them out when once they get
a foot in, and their fees are scandalous. No, I'll have no doctors
here.'
Gladys knew very well that it was useless to dispute his decision, and,
taking his keys, ran lightly up-stairs to the warehouse.
'I am afraid Uncle Abel is quite ill, Walter,' she said, as she unlocked
the cupboard. 'He shivers very much, and looks so strangely. Do you not
think we should have the doctor?'
'Yes; but he won't have him. I think he looks very bad. He's been bad
for days, and his cough is awful, but he won't give in.'
'If he is not better to-morrow, you will just go for the doctor
yourself, Walter. After he is here, uncle can't say much,' said Gladys
thoughtfully. 'I will do what I can for him to-day. I am afraid he looks
very like papa. I don't like his eyes.'
She took the bottle down, and retired again, with a nod and a
smile--the only inspiration known to the soul of Walter. It was not of
the old man he thought as he busied himself among the goods, but of the
fair girl who had come to him in his desolation as a revelation of
everything lovely and of good report.
The hot fumes of the toddy sent the old man off into a heavy sleep,
during which he got a respite from his racking cough. It was late
afternoon when he awoke, and Gladys was sitting by the fire in the
fading light, idle, for a wonder, though her work lay on her lap. It was
too dark for her to see, and she feared to move lest she should awaken
the sleeper. He was awake, however, some time before she was aware, and
he lay looking at her intently, his face betokening thought of the most
serious kind. She was startled at length by his utterance of her name.
'Yes, uncle, you have had a fine sleep, so many hours. See, it is almost
dark, and Walter will be down presently,' she said brightly. 'Are you
ready for tea now?'
She came to his bed-side, and looked down upon him as tenderly as if he
had been the dearest being to her on earth.
'You are a good girl, a good girl,' he said quickly,--'the best girl in
the whole world.'
Her face flushed with pleasure at this rare praise.
'I am very glad, uncle, if you think so,' she said gently. 'And now,
what can the best girl in the world do to keep up her reputation? Is the
pain gone?'
'Almost; it is not so bad, anyhow. Do you think I'm dying, Gladys?'
She gave a quick start, and her cheek blanched slightly at this sudden
question.
'Oh no. Why do you ask such a thing, uncle? You have only got a very
bad cold--a chill caught in that cold place up there. I wonder you have
escaped so long.'
'Ay, it is rather cold. I've been often chilled to the bone, and I've
seen Walter's fingers blue with cold,' he said. 'You'll run up soon and
tell him to haul all the soap-boxes out of the fireplace, and build up a
big fire to be ready for the morning, lighted the first thing.'
'Very well, uncle; but I don't think I'll let you up-stairs to-morrow.'
'It's for Walter, not for me. If I'm better, I've something else to do
to-morrow.'
'Well, we'll see,' said Gladys briskly. 'Now I must set on the kettle.
Wouldn't you like something for tea?'
'No, nothing. I've no hunger,' he answered, and his eyes followed her as
she crossed the floor and busied herself with her accustomed skill about
the fireplace.
'You're an industrious creature. Nothing comes amiss to you,' he said
musingly. 'It's a poor life for a young woman like you. I wonder you've
stood it so long?'
'It has been a very good life on the whole, uncle,' Gladys replied
cheerfully. 'I have had a great many blessings; I never go out but I
feel how many. And I have always tried to be contented.'
'Have you never been very angry with me,' he asked unexpectedly.
'No, never; but'--
'But what?'
'Sorry for you often.'
'Why?'
'Because you did not take all the good of life you might.'
'How could I? A poor man can't revel in the good things of life,' he
said, with a slight touch of irritation.
'No, quite true; but some poor people seem to make more out of small
things. That was what I meant,' said Gladys meekly. 'But we must not
talk anything disagreeable, uncle; it is not good for you.'
'But I want to talk. I say, were you disappointed because I never took
you into Ayrshire in the summer?'
'Yes, uncle, a little, but it soon passed. When summer comes again, you
will take me, I am sure.'
'You will go, anyhow, whether I do or not,' he said pointedly. 'Will you
tell me, child, what you think of Walter?'
'Of Walter, uncle?' Gladys paused, with her hand on the cupboard door,
and looked back at him with a slightly puzzled air.
'Yes. Do you think him a clever chap?'
'I do. I think he can do anything, Uncle Abel,' she replied warmly.
'Yes, Walter is very clever.'
'And good?'
'And good. You and I know that there are few like him,' was her
immediate reply.
'And you like him?'
'Of course I do; it would be very strange if I did not,' she replied,
without embarrassment.
'Do you think he would be capable of filling a much higher post than he
has at present?'
'Of course I do; and if you will not be angry, I will say that I have
often thought that you do not pay him enough of money.'
'There's nothing like going through the hards in youth. It won't do him
any harm,' said the old man. 'He won't suffer by it, I promise you
that.'
'Perhaps not; but when he has educated himself,--which won't be long
now, Uncle Abel, he is getting on so fast,--he will not stay here. We
could not expect it.'
'Why not, if there's money in it?'
'_Is_ there money in it?'
A shrewd little smile wreathed her lips, and her whole manner indicated
that her sense of humour was touched.
'There's money in most things if they are attended to,' he said, with
his usual evasiveness; 'and a young, strong man can work up a small
thing into a paying concern if he watches his opportunity.'
'Money is not everything,' Gladys replied, as she began to spread the
cloth, 'but it can do a great deal.'
'Ay, you are right, my girl; this is a poor world to live in without it.
Suppose you were a rich woman, what would you do with your money?'
'Help people who have none; it is the only use money is for.'
'Now you speak out of ignorance,' said the old man severely. 'Don't you
know that there's a kind of people--Walter's parents, for instance--whom
it is not only useless, but criminal, to help with money? Just think of
the poor lad's case. He has only had a small wage, certainly; but if it
had been three times bigger it would have been the same thing.'
Gladys knit her brows perplexedly.
'It is hard, uncle, certainly. The plan would be, to help them in a
different way.'
'But how? There are plenty rich and silly women in Glasgow who are
systematically fleeced by the undeserving poor--people who have no
earthly business to be poor, who have hands and heads which can give
them a competence, only they are moral idiots. No woman should be
allowed full use of large sums of money. She is so soft-hearted, she
can't say no, and she's imposed on half the time.'
'You are very hard on women, Uncle Abel,' said Gladys, still amused with
his enthusiasm. She had no fear of him. Although there was not much in
common between them, there was a kind of quiet understanding, and they
had many discussions of the kind. 'I would rather be poor always, Uncle
Abel, if I were not allowed to spend as I wished. I should just have to
learn to be prudent and careful by experience.'
'Ay, by experience, which would land you in the poorhouse. Have you no
desire for the things other women like--fine clothes, trinkets, and
such-like?'
'I don't know, uncle, because I have never had any,' said Gladys, with a
little laugh. 'I daresay I should like them very well.'
The old man gave a grunt, and turned on his pillow, as if tired of talk.
Gladys busied herself with the evening meal, and when it was ready
called Walter down. It was a pretty sight to see her waiting on the old
man, attending to his comforts, and coaxing him to eat. In the evening
she ran out to get some medicine for him, and when he was left with
Walter, busy at his books at the table, he sat up suddenly, as if he had
something interesting and important to say.
'How are you getting on with your learning, Wat? You are pretty constant
at it. If there's anything in application, you should succeed.'
'It's pretty tough work, though, when a fellow's getting older.'
'Older,' repeated the old man, with a quiet chuckle. 'How old are you?'
'Nineteen.'
'Nineteen, are you? Well, you look it. You've vastly improved of late. I
suppose you think yourself rather an ill-used sort of person--ill used
by me, I mean?'
'I don't think you pay me enough, if you mean that,' said Walter, with a
little laugh; 'but I'm going to ask a rise.'
'Why have you stayed here so long, if that is your mind? Nobody was
compelling you.'
'No; but I've got used to the place, and I like it,' returned Walter
frankly; but he bent his eyes on his books, as if there was something
more behind his words which he did not care should be revealed.
'I see--it's each man for himself in this world, and deil tak' the
hindmost, as they say; but I don't think you'll be hindmost. Suppose,
now, you were to find yourself the boss of this concern, what would you
do?'
'Carry it on as best I could, sir,' answered Walter, in surprise.
'Ay, but how? I suppose you think you'd reorganise it all?' said the old
man rather sarcastically.
'Well, I would,' admitted Walter frankly.
'In what way? Just tell me how you'd do it?'
'Well, I'd be off, somehow or other, with all these old debts, sir, and
then I'd begin a new business on different principles. I couldn't stand
so much carrying over of old scores to new accounts, if I were on my own
hook. You never know where you are, and it's cruel to the poor wretches
who are always owing; they can't have any independence. Its a poor way
of doing business.'
'Oh, indeed! You are not afraid to speak your mind, my young bantam. And
pray, where did you pick up all these high and mighty notions?'
'They may be high and mighty, sir, but they're common-sense,' responded
Walter, without perturbation. 'You know yourself how you've been worried
to death almost, and what a watching these slippery customers need. It
is not worth the trouble.'
'Is it not? Pray, how do you know that?' inquired the old man, his eyes
glittering as he asked the question. 'I don't know, of course, but you
always say you are a poor man,' replied Walter, as he put down the
figures of a sum on his slate.
'But you don't believe it, eh? Perhaps that's why you've stuck to me
like a leech so long,' he said, with his most disagreeable smile; but
Walter never answered. They had been together now for some years, and
there was a curious sort of understanding--a liking, even--between them;
and of late Walter had taken several opportunities of speaking his mind
with a candour which really pleased his strange old master, though he
always appeared to be in a state of indignation.
'The only thing I am anxious about is the girl,' he muttered, more to
himself than to the lad. 'But she'll find friends--more of them,
perhaps, than she'll want, poor thing, poor thing!'
These words gave Walter something of a shock, and he looked round in
quick wonderment. But the return of Gladys just then prevented him
asking the question trembling on his lips.
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CHAPTER X.
IN AYRSHIRE.
The old man passed a quiet night, and was so much better in the morning
that he insisted on getting up.
'What kind of a morning is it?' was the first question he put to Gladys
when she entered the kitchen soon after six o'clock.
'A lovely morning, uncle, so balmy and soft. You can't think what a
difference from yesterday, and there's a bird singing a spring song in
my tree.'
Often yet she said such things. The grey monotony of her life had not
quite destroyed the poetic vein, nor the love of all things beautiful.
'Warm, is it? Have you been out?'
'Not yet; but I opened my window and put my head out, and the air was
quite mild. A spring morning, Uncle Abel, the first we have had this
year.'
'Any sun?'
'Not yet, but he will be up by and by. How have you slept?'
'Pretty well. I am better this morning--quite well, in fact, and
directly you have the fire on I'll get up.'
'Don't be rash, uncle, I really think you ought to stay in bed to-day.'
'No; I have something to do. How soon can you be ready--finished with
your work, I mean? Have you anything you can leave ready for Wat's
dinner?'
'Why, Uncle Abel?' asked Gladys, in surprise.
'Because I want you to go somewhere with me.'
'You are not going out of this house one foot to-day,' she answered
quickly. 'It would be very dangerous.'
The old man smiled, slightly amused, but not displeased, by the decision
with which she spoke. 'We'll see, if it keeps fine, and the sun comes
out. I'm going to-day, whatever the consequences, and you with me. It's
been put off too long.'
Gladys asked no more questions, but made haste to build up the fire and
get him a cup of tea before he rose.
'Put on your warm clothes, and make ready for a journey in the train,
Gladys,' he said after breakfast.
She looked at him doubtfully, almost wondering if his mind did not
wander a little.
'Uncle Abel, what are you thinking of? You never go journeys in trains.
It will not be safe for you to go to-day, with such a cold,' she
exclaimed.
'I am going, my dear, as I said, and so are you, whatever the
consequences, so get ready as fast as you like, so that we may have the
best of the day.'
'Is it a far journey?'
'You'll see when you get there,' he replied rather shortly; and Gladys,
still wondering much, made haste with her work, and began to dress for
this unexpected outing. But she felt uneasy, and, stealing a moment, ran
up to Walter, who was busy in the warehouse, and revelling in the
unaccustomed luxury of a blazing fire.
'How nice it is, and what a difference a fire can make, to be sure,' she
said quickly. 'I say, Walter, such a thing! Uncle Abel is going a
journey,--a railway journey, actually,--and I am going with him. Has he
said anything to you? Have you any idea what it means?'
'Not I. He's a queer old chap. Not off his head, I hope?'
'Oh no, and he says he is quite well. I don't know what to think.
Perhaps I shall understand it when I come back. You will find your
dinner in the oven, Walter; and be sure to keep up a good fire all day
down-stairs, in case uncle should come back very cold and tired. I am
afraid he will, but it is no use saying anything.'
Walter leaned his elbows on the soap-boxes, and looked into the girl's
face with a curious soberness.
'Something's going to happen, I feel it--something I don't like. I'm
oppressed with an awful queer feeling. I hope they're not worse than
usual at home.'
'Oh no, you are letting your imagination run away with you,' she said
brightly. 'I hope you will have such a busy day you won't have time to
think of such things;' and, bidding him good-morning, she ran down again
to her uncle.
Then, for the first time since that memorable and dreary journey from
the fen country, these two, the old man and the maiden, went forth
together. Both thought of that journey, though it was not spoken of. She
could not fail to see that there was a certain excitement in the old
man; it betrayed itself in his restless movements and in the gleam of
his piercing eye. Gladys no longer feared the glance of his eye nor the
sound of his voice. A quiet confidence had established itself between
them, and she really loved him. It was impossible for her to dwell
beside a human being, not absolutely repulsive, without pouring some of
the riches of her affection upon him. As for him, Gladys herself had not
the remotest idea how he regarded her, did not dream that she had
awakened in his withered heart a slow and all-absorbing affection, the
strength of which surprised himself. He bade her stand back while he
went to the booking-office for the tickets, and they were in the train
before she repeated her question regarding their destination.
'I think it would only be fair, Uncle Abel, if you told me now where we
are going,' she said playfully.
For answer, he held out the ticket to her, and in amazement she read
'Mauchline' on it. The colour flushed all over her face, and she looked
at him with eager, questioning eyes.
'Oh, Uncle Abel, what does it mean? Why are you going there to-day? I
cannot understand it.'
'I have my reasons, Gladys. You will know them, perhaps, sooner than you
think.'
'Is it a long journey, uncle? I am so afraid for you. Let me shut the
window up quite. And are we really, really going into Ayrshire at last?'
She was full of excitement as a child. She sat close to the window, and
when the train had left the city behind, looked out with eagerest
interest on the wintry landscape.
'Oh, Uncle Abel, it is so beautiful to see it, the wide country, and the
sky above it so clear and lovely. Oh, there is room to breathe!'
'I am sure it looks wintry and bleak enough,' the old man answered, with
a grunt. 'I don't see much beauty in it myself.'
'How strange! To me it is wholly beautiful. Is this Ayrshire yet? Tell
me when we come to Ayrshire.'
A slow smile was on the old man's face as he looked and listened. He
enjoyed her young enthusiasm, but it seemed to awaken in him some sadder
thought, for once he sighed heavily, and drew himself together as if he
felt cold, or some bitter memory smote him.
In little more than an hour the train drew up at the quiet country
station, and Gladys was told they had reached their journey's end. It
was a lovely spring morning; the sun shone out cheerfully from a mild,
bright sky, the air was laden with the awakening odours of spring, and
the spirit of life seemed to be everywhere.
'Now, my girl, we have a great deal to do to-day,' said the old man,
when they had crossed the footbridge. 'What do you want most to see
here?'
'Mossgiel and Ballochmyle, and the house where you lived in Mauchline.'
'We'll go to that first; it's not a great sight, I warn you--only a
whitewashed, thatched cottage in a by-street. When we've seen that,
we'll take a trap and drive to the other places.'
'But that will cost a great deal,' said Gladys doubtfully, recalled for
the moment to the small economies it was her daily lot to practise.
'Perhaps; but we'll manage it, I daresay. It is impossible for us to
walk, so there's no use saying another word. Give me your arm.'
Gladys was ready in a moment. Never since the old fen days had she felt
so happy, because the green earth was beneath her feet, the trees waving
above her, the song of birds in her ears instead of the roar of city
streets. They did not talk as they walked, until they turned into the
quaint, wide street of the old-fashioned village; then it was as if the
cloak of his reserve fell from Abel Graham, and he became garrulous as
a boy over these old landmarks which he had never forgotten. He led
Gladys by way of Poosie Nancie's tavern, showed her its classic
interior, and then, turning into a little narrow lane, pointed out the
cottage where he and her father had been boys together.
It was the girl's turn to be silent. She was trying to picture the dear
father a boy at his mother's knee, or running in and out that low
doorway, or helping to swell the boyish din in the narrow street; and
when they turned to go, her eyes were wet with tears.
'I would rather have come here to-day, Uncle Abel, than anywhere else in
the whole wide world. But why did you wish to come? Did you take a
sudden longing to see the old place?'
'No; that was not my object at all. You will know what it was some day.
Now we'll go to the inn and get something to eat while they get our
machine ready. See, there's the old kirk; there's a lot of famous folk
buried in that kirkyard. We'd better go in, and I'll show you where I
want to be laid.'
They got the key of the churchyard gates, and, stepping across the
somewhat untidily kept graves, stood before an uneven mound, surrounded
by a very old mossgrown headstone.
'There's a name on it, child. You can't read it, but it doesn't matter,'
he said; but Gladys, bending down, brushed the tall grass from the
stone, and read the name, John Bourhill Graham of Bourhill, and his
spouse, Nancy Millar.
'Whose names are these, uncle--your father's and mother's?'
'Oh no; _they_ were not Grahams of Bourhill,' he answered dryly. 'That's
generations back.'
'But the same family?'
'I suppose so--yes. I see you would like to explore this place; but we
can't, it's not the most cheerful occupation, anyhow. Come on, let us to
the inn.'
The lavish manner in which her uncle spent his money that day amazed
Gladys, but she made no remark. Immediately after their hot and abundant
dinner at the inn, they drove to the places Burns has immortalised, and
which Gladys had so long yearned to see. Ballochmyle, in lovely spring
dress, so far exceeded her expectation that she had no words wherein to
express her deep enjoyment.
'Do not let us hurry away, uncle,' she pleaded, as they wandered through
the wooded glades, 'unless you are very tired. It is so warm and
pleasant, and it cannot be very late.'
'It is not late, half-past two only; but I want you to see Bourhill,
where our forbears lived when we had them worth mentioning,' he said
grimly. 'Did your father never speak to you about Bourhill?'
'No, never, Uncle Abel. I am quite sure I never heard the name until I
read it to-day in the churchyard.'
'I will tell you why. He had a dream--a foolish one it proved--a dream
that he might one day restore the name Graham of Bourhill again. He
hoped to make a fortune by his pictures, but it was a vain delusion.'
A shadow clouded the bright face of Gladys as she listened to these
words.
'This place, Bourhill, is it an estate, or what?' she asked.
'Not now. A hundred years ago it had some farms, and was a fair enough
patrimony, but it's all squandered long syne.'
'How?'
'Oh, drink and gambling, and such-like. My grandfather, David Graham,
kent the taste of Poosie Nancie's whisky too well to look after his ain,
and it slipped through his fingers like a knotless thread.'
He had become even more garrulous, and unearthed from the storehouse of
his memory a wealth of reminiscences of those old times, mingled with
many bits of personal history, which Gladys listened to with breathless
interest. She had never seen him so awakened, so full of life and
vigour; she could only look at him in amazement. They drove leisurely
through the pleasant spring sunshine over the wide, beautiful country,
past fields where the wheat was green and strong, and others where
sowing was progressing merrily--sights and sounds dear to Gladys, who
had no part nor lot in cities.
'Oh, Uncle Abel, Ayrshire is lovely. Look at these low green hills in
the distance, and the woods everywhere. I do not wonder that Burns could
write poetry here. There is poetry everywhere.'
'Ay, to your eyes, because you are young and know no better. Look, away
over yonder, as far as your eyes can see, is the sea. If it was a little
clearer you would see the ships in Ayr Harbour; and down there lies
Tarbolton; away over there, the way we have come, Kilmarnock. And do you
see that little wooded hill about two miles ahead to the left? Among
these trees lies Bourhill.'
'It is a long drive to it, Uncle Abel. I hope it has not tired you very
much?'
'No, no; I'm all right. We'll drive up the avenue to the house and back.
I want you to see it.'
'Does nobody live in it?'
'Not just now.'
Another fifteen minutes brought them to an unpretending iron gateway,
which gave entrance to an avenue of fine old trees. The gate stood open,
and though a woman ran out from the lodge when the trap passed, she made
no demur.
The avenue was nearly half a mile in length, and ended in a sharp curve,
which brought them quite suddenly before the house--a plain, square,
substantial family dwelling, with a pillared doorway and long wide
windows, about which crept ivy of a century's growth. It was all shut
up, and the gravel sweep before the door was overgrown with moss and
weeds, the grass on the lawns, which stretched away through the
shrubberies, long and rank; yet there was a homely look about it too, as
if a slight touch could convert it into a happy home.
'This is Bourhill, my girl; and whatever ambitions your father may have
had in later years, it was once his one desire to buy it back to the
Grahams. Do you like the place?'
'Yes, uncle; but it is very desolate--it makes me sad.'
'It will not be long so,' he said; and, drawing himself together with a
quick shiver, he bade the driver turn the horses' heads. But before the
house vanished quite from view he cast his gaze back upon it, and in his
eye there was a strange, even a yearning glance. 'It will not be long
so,' he repeated under his breath,--'not long; and it will be a great
atonement.'
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CHAPTER XI.
DARKENING DAYS.
In the night Gladys was awakened by her uncle's voice sharply calling
her name, and when she hastened to him she found him in great pain, and
breathing with the utmost difficulty. Her presence of mind did not
desert her. She had often seen her father in a similar state, and knew
exactly what to do. In a few minutes she had a blazing fire, and the
kettle on; then she ran to awaken Walter, so that he might go for the
doctor. The simple remedies experience had taught the girl considerably
eased the old man, and when the doctor came he found him breathing more
freely. But his face was quite grave after his examination was made.
'I suppose my hour's come?' said Abel Graham in a matter-of-fact way. 'I
don't think much of your fraternity,--I've never had many dealings with
you,--but I suppose you can tell a man what he generally knows himself,
that he'll soon be in grips with death?'
The doctor looked at him with an odd smile. He was a young man, fighting
his way up against fierce competition--an honest, straightforward
fellow, who knew and loved his work.
'You don't think highly of us, Mr. Graham, but I daresay we have our
uses. This young lady appears to be an accomplished nurse; she has done
the very best possible under the circumstances.'
He turned to Gladys, not seeking to hide his surprise at finding such a
fair young creature amid such surroundings. Walter Hepburn, standing in
the background, experienced a strange sensation when he saw that look.
Though he knew it not, it was his first jealous pang.
'I had to nurse my father often in such attacks,' Gladys answered, with
her quiet, dignified calm. 'If there is anything more I can do, pray
tell me, and I will follow your instructions faithfully.'
'There is not much we can do in such a case. I never heard anything so
foolhardy as to go off, as you say he did yesterday, driving through the
open country for hours on a March day. I don't think a man who takes
such liberties with himself can expect to escape the penalty, Mr.
Graham.'
'Well, well, it doesn't matter. If my hour's come, it's come, I suppose,
and that's the end of it,' he retorted irritably. 'How long will I
last?'
'Years, perhaps, with care--after this attack is conquered,' replied the
doctor; and the old man answered with a grim, sardonic smile.
'We'll see whether you or I am right,' he replied. 'You needn't stay any
longer just now.'
Gladys took the candle, and herself showed the doctor to the outer door.
'Will he really recover, do you think?' she asked, when they were out of
hearing.
'He may, but only with care. The lungs are much congested, and his
reserve of strength is small. What relation is he to you, may I ask?
Your grandfather?'
'No; my uncle?'
'And do you live here always?'
'Yes, this is my home,' Gladys answered, and she could scarcely forbear
a smile at the expression on the young doctor's face.
'Indeed! and you are contented? You seem so,' he said, lingering at the
door a moment longer than he need have done.
'Oh yes; I have a great deal to be thankful for,' she answered. 'You
will come again to-morrow early, will you not?'
'Certainly. Good-morning. Take care of yourself. You do not look as if
your reserve of strength were very great either.'
'Oh, I am very strong, I assure you,' Gladys answered, with a smile; and
as she looked into his open, honest face, she could not help thinking
what a pleasant face it was.
Then she went back to keep her vigil by the sick-bed, and to exercise
her woman's prerogative to ease and minister to pain. There was so
little any one could do now, however, to help Abel Graham, the issue of
his case being in the hand of God. In obedience to the request of
Gladys, Walter went back to bed, and she sat on by the fire, thoroughly
awake, and watchful to be of the slightest use to her uncle. He did not
talk much, but he appeared to watch Gladys, and to be full of thoughts
concerning her.
'Do you remember that night I came, after your father died?' he asked
once.
'Yes,' she answered in a low voice. 'I remember it well.'
'You felt bitter and hard against me, did you not?'
'If I did, Uncle Abel, it has long passed,' she answered. 'There is no
good to be got recalling what is past.'
'Perhaps not; but, my girl, when a man comes to his dying bed it is the
past he harks back on, trying to get some comfort out of it for the
future he dreads, and failing always.'
'It is not your dying bed, Uncle Abel, I hope; you are not so old yet,'
she said cheerfully.
'No, I'm not old in years--not sixty--but old enough to regret my
youth,' he said. 'Are you still of the same mind about the spending of
money, if you should ever have it to spend?'
'Yes; but it is so unlikely, Uncle Abel, that I shall ever have any
money to spend. It is quite easy saying what we can do in imaginary
circumstances. Reality is always different, and more difficult to deal
with.'
'You are very wise for your years. How many are they?'
'Seventeen and three months.'
'Ay, well, you look your age and more. You'd pass for twenty, but no
wonder; and'--
'I wish you would not talk so much, uncle; it will excite and exhaust
you,' she said, in gentle remonstrance.
'I must talk, if my time is short. Suppose I'm taken, what will you do
with yourself, eh?'
'The way will open up for me, I do not doubt; there must be a corner for
me somewhere,' she said bravely; nevertheless, her young cheek blanched,
and she shivered slightly as she glanced round the place--poor enough,
perhaps, but which at least afforded her a peaceful and comfortable
home. These signs were not unnoticed by the dying man, and a faint,
slow, melancholy smile gathered about his haggard mouth.
'You believe, I suppose, that the Lord will provide for you?' he said
grimly.
'Yes, I do.'
'Does He never fail, eh?'
'Never. He does not always provide just as we expect or desire, but
provision is made all the same,' answered the girl, and her eyes shone
with a steadfast light.
'It's a very comfortable doctrine, but not practicable, nor, to my
thinking, honest. Do you mean to say that it is right to sit down with
folded hands waiting for the Lord to provide, and living off other
people at the same time?'
Gladys smiled.
'No, that is not right, but wrong, very wrong, and punishment always
follows. Heaven helps those who help themselves; don't you remember
that?'
'Ay, well, I don't understand your theology, I confess. But we may as
well think it out. What do you suppose will become of me after I shuffle
off, eh?'
'I don't know, uncle. You best know what your own hope is,' she replied.
'I have no hope, and I don't see myself how anybody can presume to have
any. It's all conjecture about a future life. How does anybody know?
Nobody has ever come back to tell the tale.'
'No; but we know, all the same, that there are many mansions in heaven,
and that God has prepared them for His children.'
'You would not call me one of them, I guess?' said the old man, with a
touch of sarcasm, yet there was something behind--a great wistfulness, a
consuming anxiety, which betrayed itself in his very eye, as he awaited
her reply. It was a curious moment, a curious scene. The old, toilworn,
world-weary man, who had spent his days in the most sordid pursuit of
gold--gold for which he would at one time almost have sold his soul,
hanging on the words of a young, untried maiden, whose purity enabled
her to touch the very gates of heaven. It was a sight to make the
philosopher ponder anew on the mysteries of life, and the strange
anomalies human nature presents.
She turned her sweet face to him, and there was a mixture of pathos and
brightness in her glance.
'Why not, uncle? I may not judge. It is God who knows the heart.'
'Ay, maybe. But what would you think yourself? You have shrewd enough
eyes, though you are so quiet.'
'But I cannot know this, uncle; only if you believe that Christ died for
you, you are one of God's children, though'--she added, with a slight
hesitation--'you may not have served Him very well.'
'Then you think I have not served Him, eh?' he repeated, with strange
persistence.
'Perhaps you might have done more, uncle. If you get better you will do
more for others, I feel sure,' she said. 'But now you must be still and
keep quiet. I shall not talk another word to you, positively not a
word.'
'Ay,' he said dryly, and, turning on his pillow, closed his eyes--not to
sleep, oh no, brain and heart were too full of conflicting and
disturbing thought.
In the dull hours of the early morning Gladys dozed a little in her
chair, imagining the sick man slept. When the light grew broader she
roused herself, and began to move about with swift but noiseless steps,
fearing to awake him. But he did not sleep. Lying there, with his face
turned to the wall, Abel Graham held counsel with himself, reviewing his
life, which lay before him like a tale that is told. None knew better
than he what a poor, mean, sordid, selfish life it had been, how little
it had contributed to the good or the happiness of others, and these
memories tortured him now with the stings of the bitterest regret. It
was not known to any save himself and his Maker what agony his awakened
soul passed through in the still hours of that spring day. Seeing him
lie apparently in such restfulness, the two young creatures spoke to
each other at their breakfast only in whispers, and when Walter went up
to the warehouse, Gladys continued to perform her slight tasks as gently
and noiselessly as possible; but sometimes, when she looked at the face
on the pillow, with its closed eyes and pinched, wan features, she
wished the doctor would come again.
About half-past nine a knock came to the door, and Gladys ran out almost
joyfully, expecting to see the young physician with the honest face and
the pleasant eyes, but a very different-looking personage was presented
to her view when she opened the door. A man in shabby workman's garb,
dirty, greasy, and untidy--a man with a degraded type of countenance, a
heavy, coarse mouth, and small eyes looking out suspiciously from heavy
brows. She shrank away a little, and almost unconsciously began to close
the door, even while she civilly inquired his business.
'Is Wat in? I want to see my son, Walter Hepburn,' he said; and when he
opened his mouth Gladys felt the smell of drink, and it filled her with
both mental and physical repulsion. So this was Walter's father? Poor
Walter! A vast compassion, greater than any misery she had before
experienced, filled the girl's gentle soul.
'Yes, he is in, up-stairs in the warehouse. Will you come in, please?'
she asked; but before the invitation could be accepted, Wat came
bounding down the stairs, having heard and recognised the voice, and
there was no welcoming light in his eye as he gazed on his father's
face.
'Well, what do you want?' he asked abruptly; and Gladys, slipping back
hastily, left them alone.
And after she had returned to the kitchen she heard the hum of their
voices in earnest talk for quite five minutes. Then the door was closed,
and she heard Walter returning to his work. It appeared to her as if his
step sounded very heavy and reluctant as it ascended the stair.
Presently her uncle roused himself up, and asked for something to eat or
drink.
'Are you feeling better?' she asked, as she shook up his pillows, and
did other little things to make him comfortable.
'No; there's a load lying here,' he answered, touching his chest, 'which
presses down to the grave. If they can't do something to remove that,
I'm a dead man. No word of that young upstart doctor yet?'
'Not yet. Shall I send for him, uncle?'
'No, no; he'll come sure enough, and fast enough--oftener than he's
wanted,' he answered. 'Who was that at the door?'
'Walter's father.'
'Eh? Walter's father? What did he want? Is he smelling round too, to see
if he can get anything?' he said querulously. 'When you've given me that
tea, I wish you to take my keys from my coat pocket and go up to the
safe. When you've opened it, you'll find an old pocket-book, tied with a
red string. I want you to bring it down to me.'
'Very well.'
Gladys did exactly as she was bid, and, leaving the old man at his
slender breakfast, ran up to the warehouse. To her surprise, she found
Walter, usually so active and so energetic, sitting on the office stool
with his arms folded, and his face wearing a look of deepest gloom. Some
new trouble had come to him, that was apparent to her at once.
'Why, Walter, how troubled you look! No bad news from home, I hope?'
'Bad enough,' he answered in a kind of savage undertone. 'I knew
something was going to happen. Haven't I been saying it for days?'
'But what has happened? Nothing very bad, I hope?'
'So bad that it couldn't be worse,' he said. 'Liz has run away.'
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CHAPTER XII.
SETTING HIS HOUSE IN ORDER.
Gladys opened her eyes.
'Run away! How? Where? I don't understand.'
'All the better if you don't,' he answered harshly. 'She's run away,
anyhow, and it's their blame. Then they come to me, after the mischief's
done, thinking I can make it right. I'm not going to stir a foot in the
matter. They can all go to Land's End for me.'
He spoke bitterly--more bitterly than Gladys had ever heard him speak
before. She stood there, with the keys on her forefinger, the picture of
perplexity and concern. She did not understand the situation, and was
filled with curiosity to know where Liz had run to.
'Have they quarrelled, or what?' she asked.
'No; I don't suppose there's been any more than the usual amount of
scrimmaging,' he said, with a hard smile. 'I don't blame Liz; she's only
what they've made her. I'll tell you what it is,' he said, suddenly
clenching his right hand, his young face set with the bitterness of his
grief and shame, 'if there's no punishment for those that bring children
into the world and then let them go to ruin, there's no justice in
heaven, and I don't believe in it.'
Gladys shrank back, paling slightly under this torrent of passionate
words. Never had she seen Walter so bitterly, so fearfully moved. He got
up from his stool, and paced up and down the narrow space between the
boxes in a very storm of indignation; and it seemed to Gladys that a few
minutes had changed him from a boy into a man.
'Dear Walter,' she said gently, 'try to be brave. Perhaps it will not be
so bad as you think.'
'It's so bad for Liz, poor thing, that it won't be any worse. She's
lost, and she was the only one of them I cared for. If she'd had a
chance, she'd have been a splendid woman. She has a good heart, only she
never had anybody to guide her.'
Gladys could not speak. She had only the vaguest idea what he meant, but
she knew that something terrible had happened to Liz. A curious
reticence seemed to bind her tongue. She could not ask a single
question.
'Just when a fellow was beginning to get on!' cried Walter rebelliously,
'this has to happen to throw him back. It was a fearful mistake trying
to better myself. I wish I had sunk down into the mud with the rest. If
I do it yet, it will be the best thing for me.'
Then Gladys intervened. Though she did not quite comprehend the nature
of this new trouble which appeared so powerfully to move him, she could
not listen to such words without remonstrance.
'It is not right to speak so, Walter, and I will not listen to it.
Whatever others may do, though it may grieve and cut you to the heart,
it cannot take away your honour or integrity, always remember that.'
'Yes, it can,' he said impetuously. 'That kind of disgrace hangs on a
man all his days. He has to bear the sins of others. That is where the
injustice comes in. The innocent must suffer for and with the guilty
always. There is no escape.'
Gladys sighed, and her face became pale and weary-looking. Never had
life appeared so hard, so full of pain and care. Looking at the face of
Walter, which she had always thought so noble and so good,--the index to
a soul striving, though sometimes but feebly, yet striving always after
what was highest and best,--looking at his face then, and seeing it so
shadowed by the bitterness of his lot, her own simple faith for the
moment seemed to fail.
'You saw him, then, this morning, and I hope you admired him,' said
Walter, with harsh scorn. 'Reeking with drink, speaking thick through it
at ten o'clock in the morning! What chance has a fellow with a father
like that? Ten to one, I go over to drink myself one of these days.
Well, I might do worse. It drowns care, they say, and I know it destroys
feelings, which, from my experience, seem only given for our torture.'
Gladys gave a sob, and turned aside to the safe. That sound recalled
Walter to himself, and in a moment his mood changed. His eyes melted
into tenderness as he looked upon the pale, slight girl, whom his words
in some sad way had wounded.
'Forgive me. I don't know what I am saying; but I had no right to vex
you, the only angel I know in this whole city of Glasgow.'
His extravagant speech provoked a smile on her face, and she turned her
head from where she knelt before the safe, and lifted her large earnest
eyes to his.
'How you talk! You must learn to control yourself a little more. It is
self-control that makes a man,' she said quietly. 'I do not know how to
comfort you, Walter, in this trouble, which seems so much heavier than
even I think; but in the end it will be for good. Everything is, you
know, to them that love God.'
She was so familiar with Scripture, and depended so entirely on it for
comfort and strength, that her words carried conviction with them. They
fell on the riven heart of Walter like balm, and restored a measure of
peace to it. Before he could make any answer, a quick knocking, and the
uplifting of the feeble voice from below, indicated that the old man was
impatient of the girl's delay. She hastily lifted the pocket-book,
relocked the safe door, and, with a nod to Walter, ran down-stairs.
'What kept you so long chattering up-stairs?' queried the old man, with
all the peevishness of a sick person. 'You don't care a penny-piece,
either of you, though I died this very moment.'
'Oh, Uncle Abel, hold your tongue; you know that is not true,' she said
quickly. 'Walter is in great trouble this morning. Something has
happened to his sister.'
'Ay, what is it, eh?'
'I don't know exactly, but she has left home.'
'Ay, ay, I'm not surprised; she was a bold hussy, and had no respect for
anything in this world. And is Walter taking on badly?'
'Very badly. I never saw him so distressed.'
'Well, it's hard on a chap trying to do well. It's a hopeless case
trying to fly out of an ill nest.'
'Uncle Abel, you must not say that. Nothing is hopeless, if only we are
on the right side,' said Gladys stoutly, though inwardly her heart
re-echoed sadly that dark creed.
'Well, well, you're young, and nothing seems impossible,' he said
good-naturedly. 'Here, take off this string. My fingers are as feckless
as a thread.'
Gladys opened the pocket-book, which was stuffed full of old papers. The
old man fingered them lovingly and with careful touch, until he found
the one he sought. It was a somewhat long document, written on blue,
official-looking paper, and attested by several seals. He read it from
beginning to end with close attention, and gave a grunt of satisfaction
when he laid it down.
'Is Wat busy?' he asked then.
'He has not much heart for his work to-day, uncle,'
'Cry him down; I've a message for him. Or, stop, you'd better go
yourself, in case anybody comes to the warehouse. Do you know St.
Vincent Street?'
'Yes, uncle.'
'You don't know Fordyce & Fordyce, the lawyers' office, do you?'
'No, but I can find it.'
'Very well; go just now and ask for old Mr. Fordyce. If he isn't in,
just come back.'
'And what am I to say to him?'
'Tell him to come here just as soon as ever he can. I want to see him,
and there is not any time to lose.'
The girl's lip quivered. A strange feeling of approaching desolation was
with her, and her outlook was of the dreariest. If it were true, as the
old man evidently believed, that his hour had come, she would again be
friendless and solitary on the face of the earth. Abel Graham saw these
signs of grief, and a curious softness visited his heart, though he
could scarce believe one so fair and sweet could really care for him.
Gladys made the utmost haste to do her errand, and to her great
satisfaction was told when she reached the large and well-appointed
chambers of that influential firm, that Mr. Fordyce senior would attend
to her in a moment. She stood in the outer office waiting, unconscious
that she was the subject of remark and speculation among the clerks at
their desks, still more unconscious that one day her name would be as
familiar and respected among them as that of the governor himself. After
the lapse of a few minutes the office boy ushered her into the private
room of Mr. Fordyce senior. He was a fine, benevolent-looking, elderly
gentleman, with a rosy, happy face, silver hair and whiskers, and a keen
but kindly blue eye. He appeared to be a very grand gentleman indeed in
the eyes of Gladys.
'Well, my dear miss, what can I do for you, eh?' he asked, beaming at
her over the gold rims of his double eyeglass in a very reassuring way.
'Please, my uncle has sent me to ask you to come and see him at once, as
he is very ill.'
'And who is your uncle, my dear? It will be necessary for you to tell me
that,' he said, with the slightest suggestion of a twinkle in his eye.
'My uncle, Mr. Graham, who lives in Colquhoun Street.'
'Abel Graham? Oh yes. Is he ill? And, bless me, are _you_ his niece?'
Never was surprise so genuinely felt or expressed as at that moment by
Mr. Fordyce.
'Yes, I am his niece; and, please, could you come as soon as possible?
He is very ill. I am afraid he thinks he is dying.'
The girl's voice trembled, and a tear fell like a dew-drop from her long
eyelashes. These things still more amazed the soul of Mr. Fordyce. That
anybody should shed a tear for a being so sordid and unsociable as Abel
Graham struck him as one of the extraordinary things he had met with in
his career; and to see this fair young creature, fitted by nature for a
sphere and for companionship so different, sincerely grieving for the
old man's distress, seemed the most extraordinary thing of all. Mr.
Fordyce rose, and, calling the boy, bade him bring a cab to the door,
then he began to get into his greatcoat.
'I'll drive you back, if you have nowhere else to go. So _you_ are his
niece? Well, there's more sense and shrewdness in the old man than I
gave him credit for.'
These remarks were, of course, quite enigmatical to Gladys; but she felt
cheered and comforted by the strong, kindly presence of the genial old
lawyer. As for him, he regarded her with a mixture of lively interest,
real compassion, and profound surprise. Perhaps the latter predominated.
He had, in the course of a long professional career, encountered many
strange experiences, become familiar with many curious and tragic life
stories, but, he told himself, he had never met a more interesting case
than this.
'It's a romance,' he said loud out in the cab; and Gladys looked at him
in mild surprise, but though she did not stand in awe of him at all, she
did not presume to ask what he meant.
'Now tell me, my dear, have you been happy in this--this place?' he
inquired significantly, as the cab rumbled over the rough causeway of
the Wynd into Colquhoun Street.
'Yes, I have been happy. I only know now, when I think it may not be my
shelter very long.'
Mr. Fordyce looked at her keenly.
'Poor girl, she knows nothing, absolutely nothing,' he said to himself.
'What a revelation it will be to her! Yes, it's a thrilling romance.'
The greeting between the well-known lawyer and his strange client was
not ceremonious. It consisted of a couple of nods and a brief
good-morning. Then Gladys was requested to leave them alone. Nothing
loath, she ran up-stairs to Walter, whose sorrow lay heavy on her heart.
'Your niece has surprised me, Mr. Graham,' said the lawyer. 'Yes, very
much indeed.'
'Why? What did you expect to see? Eh?'
'Not a refined and lovely young woman in a place like this, certainly,'
he said frankly, and looking round with an expression of extreme
disgust. 'Has it never occurred to you what poor preparation Miss Graham
has had for the position you intend her to fill?'
'That's none of your business,' retorted the old man sharply. '_She_
doesn't need any preparation, I tell you. Cottage or palace are the same
to her; she'll be a queen in either.'
This strange speech made the lawyer look at the old man intently. He
perceived that underneath his brusque, forbidding exterior there burned
the steady light of a great love for his brother's child, and here,
surely, was the greatest marvel of all.
'I did not bring you here to make remarks on my niece,' he said
peevishly. 'Read that over, see, and tell me if it's all right, if
there's anything to be added or taken away. There's a clause I want
added about the boy, Walter Hepburn. He's been with me a long time, and
though he's a very firebrand, he's faithful and honest. He won't rue
it.'
Mr. Fordyce adjusted his eyeglass and spread out the will before him.
Up-stairs the two young beings, drawn close together by a common sorrow
and a common need, tried to look into the future with hopeful eyes, not
knowing that, in the room below, that very future was being assured for
them in a way they knew not.
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CHAPTER XIII.
THE LAST SUMMONS.
'You'll look after her, Mr. Fordyce, promise me that?' said the old man
when they had gone over the contents of the will.
'Why, yes, I will, so far as I can,' answered the lawyer, without
hesitation. 'She will not lack friends, you may rest assured. This,' he
added, tapping the blue paper, 'will ensure her more friends than she
may need.'
'Ay, it's from such I want you to guard her. I know how many sharks
there are who would regard an unprotected girl like her as their lawful
prey. She'll marry some day, I hope, and wisely. But it is in the
interval she needs looking after.'
'How old is she?'
'Seventeen and a half, I think.'
'She looks her age--a remarkably calm and self-possessed young lady, I
thought her to-day. And she has no idea of this, you say?'
'Positively none,' answered the old man, with something like a chuckle.
'Why, this very morning we spoke of what she would do when I'm away, but
it doesn't seem to be worrying her much. I never saw a person, old or
young, with greater powers of adapting themselves to any
circumstances,--_any_ circumstances, mind you,--so you needn't be
exercised about her future deportment. She'll astonish you, I promise
you that.'
'You really believe, then, that you won't get better?'
'I know I won't; a man knows these things in spite of himself,' was the
calm reply.
The lawyer looked at him keenly, almost wonderingly. He did not know him
intimately. Only within recent years had he been engaged to manage his
monetary affairs, and only six months before had drawn up the will,
which, it may be said, had considerably surprised him. Looking at him
just then, he wondered whether there might not be depths undreamed of
under the crust of the miser's soul.
'You are behaving very generously to this young-fellow Hepburn,' he said
then, leaving his deeper thoughts unspoken. 'He may consider himself
very fortunate. Such a windfall comes to few in a position like his.'
'Ay, ay. I daresay it depends on how you look at it,' responded the old
man indifferently. 'Well, I'm tired, and there's no more to talk about.
Everything is right and tight, is it? No possibility of a muddle at the
end?'
'None,' answered Mr. Fordyce promptly, as he rose to his feet.
'Well, good-day to you. I have your promise to see that the girl doesn't
fall into the hands of Philistines. I don't offer you any reward. You'll
pay yourself for your lawful work, I know; and for the rest, well, I
inquired well what I was doing, and though I'm not a Christian myself, I
was not above putting myself into the hands of a Christian lawyer.'
A curious dry smile accompanied these words, but they were spoken with
the utmost sincerity. They conveyed one of the highest tributes to his
worth Tom Fordyce had ever received. He carefully gathered together the
loose papers, and for a moment nothing was said. Then he bent his keen
and kindly eye full on the old man's wan and withered face.
'Sir,' he said, 'if you are not a Christian, as you say, what is your
hope for the next world?'
'I have none,' he answered calmly. 'I am no coward. If it be true, as
they say, that a system of award and punishment prevails, then I'm ready
to take my deserts.'
The lawyer could not reply to these sad words, because Gladys at the
moment entered the kitchen.
'I have come,' she said brightly,'because I fear you are talking too
much, uncle. Oh, are you going away, Mr. Fordyce? I am glad the business
is all done. See, he is quite exhausted.'
She poured some stimulant into a glass and carried it to him, holding it
to his lips with her own hand. The old man looked over her bent head
significantly. The lawyer's eyes met his, and he gravely nodded,
understanding that that mute sign asked a further promise.
Gladys accompanied him to the door, and the lawyer laid his hand on her
shoulder with a fatherly touch.
'My dear, I am very sorry for you.'
'Do you, then, think him so very ill?' she asked breathlessly. 'He says
he will die; but I have nursed my own father through much worse
attacks.'
'He appears to have given up hope; but while life lasts we need not
despair,' he said kindly. 'Good-bye. I shall come back perhaps
to-morrow.'
He thought much of her all day, and when he returned to his happy home
at night, told the story to his wife, and there is no doubt that the
strong sympathy of these two kind hearts supported Gladys through the
ordeal of that trying time.
In the evening Walter took himself off to Bridgeton, reluctant to go,
yet anxious to hear further particulars regarding the flight of Liz. He
arrived at the dreary house, to find his mother engaged with the weekly
wash. Now, there was no reason why the washing should be done at night,
seeing she had the whole day at her disposal; but it seemed to take
these hours to rouse her up to sufficient energy. She was one of those
unhappy creatures who have no method, no idea of planning, so that the
greatest possible amount of work can be done in the shortest, and at the
most fitting time. This habit of choosing unfavourable and unseasonable
hours for work, which upsets the whole house, had, no doubt, in the
first instance, helped to drive her husband outside for his company. She
looked round from the tub, and gave her son a nod by way of greeting,
but did not open her mouth. Her little kitchen was full of steam, the
floor swimming in soapsuds, the whole appearance of the place suggestive
of confusion and discomfort. Walter picked his way across the floor, and
sat down on the window-box, his favourite seat.
'Always washing at night yet, mother?' he said discontentedly. 'Have you
no time through the day?'
'No; it's meat-makin' frae mornin' till nicht. This is the only time
there's a meenit's peace,' she answered stolidly.
'You'll have one less to cook for now, then,' he said gloomily. 'When
did Liz go off? and have you any idea where she's gone?'
Mrs. Hepburn shook her head.
'I was oot a' Tuesday nicht, an' when I cam' in, on the back o' eleeven,
she was aff, bag an' baggage. Mrs. Turnbull says she gaed doon the stair
wi' her Sunday claes on, an' carryin' her tin box, a wee efter aicht.
"Are ye for jauntin', Liz?" says she; but Liz never gi'ed her an answer,
guid or bad, an' that's a' I ken.'
'Did she never give a hint that she was thinking of going?' Walter
asked.
'No' her. Liz was aye close, as close as yersel',' said his mother
rather sarcastically. 'She's aff, onyhoo.'
'Do you think she has gone away with any one--a man, I mean?' asked
Walter then, and his face flushed as he asked the question.
'I couldna say, I'm sure,' answered his mother, with a stolid
indifference which astonished even him. 'Ye ken as muckle as me; but as
she's made her bed she maun lie on't. I've washed my hands o' her.'
'It's long since you washed your hands of us both, mother, so far as
interest or guidance goes,' the lad could not refrain from saying, with
bitterness. But the reproach did not strike home.
'If it's news ye want, I'll tell ye where ye'll get it,' she said
sourly. 'At Teen's. Eh, she's an ill hizzie. If Liz comes to grief, it's
her wyte. I canna bide thon smooth-faced, pookit cat. She'll no' show
her face here in a hurry.'
'I've a good mind to look in at Teen's, and ask. Where's the old man
to-night?'
'Oh, guid kens whaur he aye is. He's on hauftime the noo, an' never
sober. Eh, it's an ill world.'
She drew her hands from the suds, wiped them on her wet apron, and,
lifting a pint bottle from the chimneypiece, took a long draught.
'A body needs something to keep them up when they've to wash i' the
nicht-time,' was her only apology; but almost immediately she became
much more talkative, and began to regale Walter with sundry minute and
highly-spiced anecdotes about the neighbours' failings, which altogether
wearied and disgusted him.
'I'll away, then, mother, and see if Teen knows anything. Liz will maybe
write her.'
'Maybe. She's fit enough,' replied Mrs. Hepburn stolidly; and Walter,
more heavy-hearted than ever, bade her good-night and departed. Never
had he felt more fearfully alone--alone even in his anxiety for Liz. He
had, at least, expected his mother to show some concern, but she did not
appear to think it of the slightest consequence. In about ten minutes he
was rapping at the door of the attic where his sister's friend Teen
supported existence.
'Oh, it's you! Come in,' she said, when she recognised him by holding
the candle high above his head, and looking profoundly surprised to see
him. 'What is't?'
'I thought you'd know. I came to ask if you could tell me what has
become of Liz.'
'Liz!' she repeated so blankly that he immediately perceived she was in
complete ignorance of the affair. 'What d'ye mean? Come in.'
Walter stepped across the threshold, and Teen closed the door. The small
apartment into which he was ushered was very meagre and bare, but it was
clean and tidy, and more comfortable in every way than the one he had
just left. A dull fire smouldered at the very bottom of the grate, and
the inevitable teapot sat upon the hob. The little seamstress was
evidently very busy, piles of her coarse, unlovely work lying on the
floor.
'Has onything happened to Liz?' she asked, in open-eyed wonder and
interest.
'Yes; I suppose it has. She's run off, bag and baggage, on Tuesday, my
mother says, and this is Thursday.'
'Oh my!'
Teen took a large and expressive mouthful of these two monosyllables.
Walter looked at her keenly.
'Don't you know where she has gone? Did she tell you anything?'
'No' her. Liz was aye close aboot hersel', but maybe I can guess.'
'Tell me, then. Is anybody with her?'
'She's no' hersel', you bet,' Teen answered shrewdly. 'My, she's ta'en
the better o's a'; but maybe I'm wrang. She's been sick o' Brigton for
lang and lang, an' whiles she said she wad gang awa' to London an' seek
her fortune.'
Walter sprang up, an immense load lifted from his mind. If that were
all, he had needlessly tormented himself.
'Did she say that? Then it's all right. Of course that's where she's
gone. Don't you think so?'
'Maybe. It's likely; only I think she micht hae telt me. We made up to
gang thegither when we had saved the screw. She had a beau, but I
raither think it's no' wi' him she's awa'; Liz could watch hersel'. But
I'll fin' oot.'
'Did you know him? Who was he?' asked Walter.
'Oh, fine I kent him, but I'm no' at liberty to tell. It wadna dae ony
guid till we see, onyhoo.'
'If you find out anything, will you let me know?'
'Yes, I'll dae that. Hoo are ye gettin' on yersel'? An' thon queer deil
o' a lassie? I canna mak' onything o' her.'
'I'm getting on fine, thank you,' Walter answered rather shortly.
'Good-night to you, and thank you. Maybe Liz will write to you.'
'Very likely. I'll let ye ken, onyway. If she writes to onybody it'll be
to me,' Teen answered, with a kind of quiet pride. 'She telt me a'thing
she didna keep to hersel'. But I dinna think mysel' there's a beau in
this business. The theatre wad be mair like it; she had aye a desire to
be an actress.'
'Indeed!' said Walter, in surprise. He had never before heard such a
thing hinted at, but no doubt it was true. He really knew very little
about his sister, although they had always been the best of friends.
His heart was not quite so heavy as he retraced his steps to Colquhoun
Street. If Liz, tired of the grey monotony and degradation of home, had
only gone forth into the world to seek something better for herself, all
might yet be well. He took comfort in dwelling upon her strength and
decision of character, and came to the conclusion that he had judged her
too hastily, and that she was a most unlikely person to throw away her
reputation. What an immense relief that thought gave him was known only
to himself and God.
Ten was pealing from the city bells when he reached home. When he
entered the kitchen, a strange scene met his view. His master was
propped up by pillows, and evidently suffering painfully from his
breathing, and over his pinched features had crept that grey shadow
which even the unpractised eye can discern and comprehend. The young
doctor stood sympathetically by, conscious that he had given his last
aid and must stand aside. Gladys knelt by the bed with folded hands,
her golden head bowed in deep and bitter silence. She saw her last
friend drifting towards the mystic sea, and felt as if the blackness of
midnight surrounded her.
'Surely, doctor, this is a sudden and awful change?' Walter said to the
doctor; but he put up his hand.
'Hush!' he said, pointing to the dying man, who essayed through his
struggling breath to speak.
'Pray,' he said at last; and they looked from one to the other dumbly
for a moment. Then the girl's sweet voice broke the dreary silence, and
she prayed as one who has been long familiar with such words, and who,
while praying, believes the answer will be given. The words of that
prayer were never forgotten by the two young men who heard them; they
seemed to bring heaven very near to that humble spot of earth.
'For Christ's sake.'
Abel Graham repeated these words after her in a painful whisper, and his
struggling ceased.
'It is all over,' said the doctor reverently. And it was. Ay, all over,
so far as this world was concerned, with Abel Graham.
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CHAPTER XIV.
THOSE LEFT BEHIND.
That was a sad night for Gladys Graham and for Walter. Feeling that she
required the help and presence of a woman, Walter ran up for the
kind-hearted Mrs. Macintyre, whom Gladys had occasionally seen and
spoken with since she took up her abode in Colquhoun Street. It is among
the very poor we find the rarest instances of disinterested and
sympathetic kindness--deeds of true neighbourliness, performed without
thought or expectation of reward. Mrs. Macintyre required no second
bidding. In five minutes she was with the stricken girl, ready, in her
rough way, to do all that was necessary, and to take the burden off the
young shoulders so early inured to care. When their work was done, and
Abel Graham lay placidly upon the pure linen of his last bed, Mrs.
Macintyre suggested that Gladys should go home with her for the night.
'It's no' for ye bidin' here yersel', my doo,' she said, with homely but
sincere sympathy. 'My place is sma', but it's clean, an' ye're welcome
to it.'
Gladys shook her head.
'I don't mind staying here, I assure you. I have seen death before. It
is not dreadful to me,' she said, glancing at the calm, reposeful face
of her uncle, and being most tenderly struck by the resemblance to her
own father. Death is always kind, and will give us, when we least expect
it, some sudden compensation for what he takes from us. That faint
resemblance composed Gladys, and gave her yet more loving thoughts of
the old man. He had been kind when, in his own rugged way, the first
harshness of his bearing towards her had swiftly been mellowed by her
own sweet, subtle influence. We must not too harshly blame Abel Graham;
his environment had been of a kind to foster the least beautiful
attributes of his nature.
The only being Gladys could think of to help her with the other
arrangements was Mr. Fordyce. She seemed to turn naturally to him in her
time of need. A message sent to St. Vincent Street in the morning
brought him speedily, and he greeted her with a mixture of fatherly
compassion and sympathy which broke her down.
'You see it has not been long,' she said, with a quiver of the lips. 'I
do not know what to do, or how to act. I thought you would know
everything.'
'I know what is necessary here, at least, my dear, and it shall be
done,' he said kindly. 'The first thing I would suggest is that you
should come home with me just now.'
Gladys looked at him wonderingly, and shook her head.
'You are very kind, but that is quite impossible,' she said quickly. 'I
shall not leave here until all is over, and then I do not know what I
shall do. God will show me.'
The lawyer was deeply moved.
'My dear young lady, has it never occurred to you that there might be
something left for you, a substantial provision, which will place you
at once above the need of considering what you are to do, so far as
providing for yourself is concerned?'
'I have not thought about it. Is it so?' she asked quickly, yet not with
the eager elation of the expectant heir.
'You are very well left indeed,' he answered. 'If you like, I can
explain it to you now.'
But Gladys shrank a little as she glanced towards the bed.
'Not now. Let it be after it is all over. It does not matter now. I know
it will be all right.'
'Just as you will; but I cannot bear to go and leave you here, Miss
Graham. Will you not think better of it? My wife and daughters will be
glad to see you, and they will be very kind and sympathetic, I can
assure you of that. Let me take you away.'
But Gladys, though grateful, still shook her head.
'I promised your uncle to take care of you,' he urged. 'If I go and
leave you in such sad circumstances here, so alone, I should feel that I
am not redeeming my promise.'
'I thank you, and I shall come, perhaps, after, if you are so kind as to
wish me to come, but not now. And I am not quite alone here. I have
Walter.'
Mr. Fordyce did not know what to say. It was impossible for him to
suggest that Walter's very presence in the house was one reason why she
should quit it. She knew nothing of conventionalities or proprieties,
and this was not the time to suggest them to her mind. He could only
leave the whole matter at rest.
'Can I see this Walter?' he asked then. 'I have papers in my hand
concerning him also. I may as well see him now.'
'He is up-stairs. Shall I call him down?'
'No. I shall go up,' answered the lawyer; and Gladys pointed him to the
stairs leading up to the warehouse. Walter rose from his stool at the
desk and stood at the door of the little office.
'Good-morning,' both said, and then they looked at each other quite
steadily for a moment. Mr. Fordyce was astonished at the lad's youth,
still more at his manly and independent bearing, and he told himself
that this strange client had exhibited considerable shrewdness in the
disposal of his worldly goods.
'This is a very sad affair,' said the lawyer,--'sad and sudden. Mr.
Graham was an old man, but he has always been so robust, he appeared to
have the prospect of still longer life. It will make a great change
here.'
'It will, sir.' Walter placed a chair for him, and a look of genuine
relief was visible on his face. 'I am very glad you have come up. I was
sitting here thinking over things. It is a very strange case.'
'You know something, I presume, of this business, whether it was a
paying concern or not?' said the lawyer keenly.
'It is a large business done in a small way, sir,--a worrying,
unsatisfactory kind of business, I know that much; but my master always
kept his books himself, and I had no means of knowing whether it really
paid or not. I know there were bad debts--a lot of them; but I am quite
ignorant of the state of affairs. I have only one hope, sir, which I
trust will not be disappointed'--
'Well?' inquired the lawyer steadily, when the young man stopped
hesitatingly.
'That there will be something left for Miss Gladys. That has troubled me
ever since the master took ill.'
'You may set your mind at rest, then. Miss Graham will be a rich woman.'
Walter looked incredulous at these words.
'A rich woman?' he repeated,--'a rich woman? Oh, I am glad of it!'
His face flushed, his eye shone, with the intensity of his emotion. He
was very young, but these signs betrayed an interest in the fate of
Gladys Graham which stirred a vague pity in the lawyer's heart.
'Yes, a rich woman; and you are not forgotten. There is a will, which,
however, Miss Graham desires shall not be read till after the funeral;
but there is no harm in telling you a part of its contents which
concerns you. Mr. Graham had the very highest opinion of your character
and ability, and though he may not have seemed very appreciative in
life, he has not forgotten to mark substantially his approval. You are
left absolutely in control of this business, with the power to make of
it what you will, and there is a legacy of five hundred pounds to enable
you to carry it on.'
Walter became quite pale, and began to tremble, though he was not given
to such exhibitions of nervousness.
'Oh, sir, there must be some mistake, surely,' he said quickly. 'It
cannot be true.'
'It is quite true, and I congratulate you, and wish you every success.
There are very few young men in similar circumstances who have such an
opportunity given them. I hope you will be guided to use both means and
opportunity for the best possible end. I shall be glad to be of any
service to you at any time. Do not scruple to ask me. I mean what I
say.'
'You are very kind.'
They were commonplace words, but spoken with an earnest sincerity which
indicated a deeper feeling.
Mr. Fordyce looked round the large dingy warehouse with a slightly
puzzled air.
'Who would think that there was so much money in this affair?' he said
musingly. 'But I suppose it was carried on at very little expense. Well,
the poor old man had little pleasure in life. It was a great mistake. He
might have blessed himself and others with his means in his lifetime. It
is strange that the young lady should appear to mourn so sincerely for
him; it was an awful life for her here.'
'He was never unkind to her,' answered Walter; 'and latterly he could
not do enough for her. She won him completely, and made a different man
of him.'
'I quite believe it. One of the weak things of the world,' he said more
to himself than to his listener. 'There's a different life opening up
for her; it will be a great change to her. Well, good-morning. I wish
you well, and you'll remember my desire to be a friend to you should you
ever need me.'
'I won't forget,' replied Walter, with beaming eye. 'Miss Gladys said
you would make all the arrangements for the funeral.'
'I will. They are easily made, because Mr. Graham left the most explicit
directions. He desires to be buried by his own folk in the churchyard of
Mauchline. I am going out this afternoon.'
Then the lawyer went away, but before proceeding to the station he wrote
a note to his wife, and sent it by a messenger to his house at
Kelvinside.
About four o'clock in the afternoon, as Gladys was putting a black
ribbon in her hat, a cab rattled over the rough causeway, and a knock
came to the house door; and when Gladys went to open it, what was her
surprise to behold on the threshold a lady, richly dressed, but wearing
on her sweet, motherly face a look so truly kind that the girl's heart
warmed to her at once.
'I am Mrs. Fordyce,' the lady said. 'You, I think, are Miss Graham? May
I come in?'
'Certainly, madam.'
Gladys held open the door wide, and Mrs. Fordyce entered the dark and
gloomy passage.
'We have a very small, poor place,' said Gladys, as she led the way. 'I
ought to tell you that I have no room to show you into, except where my
poor uncle lies.'
'My dear, I quite know. Mr. Fordyce has told me. It is you I have come
to see.'
When they entered the kitchen, she laid her two kind hands on the girl's
shoulders, and turned her face to the light. Then, with a sudden
impulse, she bent down and kissed her brow. Gladys burst into tears. It
was the first kiss she had received since she came to Glasgow, and that
simple caress, with its accompanying tenderness of look and manner,
opened the floodgates of her pent heart, and taught her her own
loneliness and need.
'I cannot leave you here, my dear child. My carriage is at the door. You
must come home with me. I shall bring you back quite early to-morrow,
but I must insist on taking you away to-night. It is not possible you
can stay here.'
'I must, I will. You are truly kind, but I shall not leave my home till
I must. I have my own little room, and I am not quite alone. Walter is
up-stairs.'
Mrs. Fordyce saw that she was firm. She looked at her in wonder, noting
with practised eyes the neat refinement of her poor dress, her sweet
grace and delicate beauty. To find a creature so fair in such a place
was like coming suddenly on a pure flower blooming in a stony street.
'Your position is very lonely, but you will not find yourself without
friends. We must respect your wish to remain here, though the thought
will make me unhappy to-night,' said the kind woman. 'You will promise
to come to us immediately all is over?'
'If you still wish it; only there is poor Walter. It will be so dreadful
for me to leave him quite alone.'
Mrs. Fordyce could not restrain a smile. The child-heart still dwelt in
Gladys, though she was almost a woman grown.
'Ah, my dear, you know nothing of the world. It is like reading a fairy
story to look at you and hear you speak. I hope--I hope the world will
not spoil you.'
'Why should it spoil me? I can never know it except from you,' she said
simply.
Mrs. Fordyce looked round the large, dimly-lighted place with eyes in
which a wonder of pity lay.
'My child, is it possible that you have lived here almost two years, as
my husband tells me, with no companion but an old man and a working
lad?'
'I have been quite happy,' Gladys replied, with a slight touch of
dignity not lost upon the lawyer's wife.
'Perhaps because you knew nothing else. We will show you what life can
hold for such as you,' she answered kindly; and there came a day when
Gladys reminded her of these words in the bitterness of a wounded heart.
When her visitor left, Gladys ran up-stairs to Walter. They had so long
depended on each other for solace and sympathy, that it seemed the most
natural thing in the world for her to share this new experience with
him.
'You heard the lady speaking, did you not, Walter?' she asked
breathlessly. 'It was Mr. Fordyce's wife; she is so beautiful and so
kind. Just think, she would have taken me away with her in her
carriage.'
'And why didn't you go?' asked Walter in a dull, even voice, and without
appearing in the least interested.
'Oh because I could not leave just now,' she said slowly, quite
conscious of a change in his voice and look.
'But you will go, I suppose, after?'
'I suppose so. They seem to wish it very much.'
'And you want to go, of course. They are very grand West End swells. I
know their house--a big mansion looking over the Kelvin,' he said, not
bitterly, but in the same even, indifferent voice.
'I don't know anything about them. If that is true, it is still kinder
of them to think of such a poor girl as I.'
To the astonishment of Gladys, Walter broke into a laugh, not a
particularly pleasant one.
'Six months after this you'll maybe take a different view,' he said
shortly.
'Why, Walter, what has come to you? You have so many moods now I never
know quite how to talk to you.'
'That's true,' he answered brusquely. 'I'm a fool, and nobody knows it
better than I.'
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CHAPTER XV.
HER INHERITANCE.
In the cheerful sunshine, the following afternoon, a small funeral party
left the house in Colquhoun Street, and drove to the railway station. It
consisted of Mr. Fordyce the lawyer, the minister of the parish, Walter
Hepburn, and Gladys. It was her own desire that she should go, and they
did not think it necessary to dissuade her. She was a sincere mourner
for the old man, and he had not so many that they should seek to prevent
that one true heart paying its last tribute to his memory. So for the
first time for many years the burying-ground of the Bourhill Grahams was
opened, somewhat to the astonishment of Mauchline folks. The name was
almost forgotten in the place; only one or two of the older inhabitants
remembered the widow and her two boys, and these found memory dim.
Nevertheless, a few gathered in the old churchyard, viewing with
interest the short proceedings, and with very special interest the
unusual spectacle of a young fair girl standing by the grave. They did
not dream how soon her name was to become a household word, beloved from
one end of Mauchline to the other.
The two elderly gentlemen were very kind and tender to her, and the
clergyman regarded her with a curious interest, having had a brief
outline of her story from Mr. Fordyce. But it was noticeable that she
preferred Walter's company, that she spoke oftenest to him; and when the
lawyer and the minister went into the inn to have some refreshment while
waiting for the train, the two young people walked up the road to
Mossgiel. Walter was very gloomy and downcast, and she, quick to notice
it, asked the cause.
'You know it quite well,' he said abruptly. 'I suppose you are going
away to these grand folks to-night, and there's an end of me.'
'An end of you, Walter! What do you mean?' she asked, with a puzzled
air.
'Just what I say. When you turn your back on Colquhoun Street, it's
bound to be for ever. You'll be West, I East. There's no comings and
goings between the two.'
'I think you are very unkind to speak like that, and silly as well,' she
said quickly.
'Maybe, but it's true all the same,' he answered, with a slight touch of
bitterness.
'And you deserve to be punished for it,' she continued, with her quaint
dignity; 'only I cannot quite make up my mind how to punish you, or,
indeed, to do it at all to-day. Look, Walter,' she stopped him on the
brow of the hill, with a light touch on his arm which thrilled him as it
had never yet done, and sent the blood to his face.
'See, away over there, almost as far as you can see, on yon little hill
where the trees are so green and lovely, is Bourhill, where the Grahams
used to live. I told you how Uncle Abel said papa had such a desire to
buy it. If I were a rich woman I think I should buy Bourhill.'
'So you will. I wish _I_ could give it to you,' cried Walter quickly.
'Do you? You are very good. You have always been so good and kind to me,
Walter,' she said dreamily. 'Yes, that is Bourhill; and just think, you
can see the sea from it--the real sea, which I have never seen in my
life.'
'You'll get everything and see everything you want soon,' he said in a
quiet, dull voice; 'and then you'll forget all that went before.'
'We shall see.'
She was hurt by the abrupt coldness of his manner, and, having her own
pride of spirit, did not seek to hide it.
'See, that is Mossgiel there, and we have no time to go up. I think Mr.
Fordyce said we must turn here,' she said, changing the subject,
woman-like, when it did not please her. 'But when it is summer you and I
will come to Mauchline for a day together, and gather some daisies from
the field where Burns wrote his poem to the daisy--that is,' she added,
with a smile, 'if you are not disagreeable, which I must say, Walter,
you are to-day--most disagreeable indeed.'
She turned and looked at him then for a moment with an earnest, somewhat
critical look, and she saw a tall, slender youth, whose figure had not
attained to its full breadth and stature, but whose face--grave,
earnest, noble, even--spoke of the experience of life. These two years
had done much for Walter Hepburn, and she became aware of it suddenly,
and with secret amazement.
'Why do you look at me like that?' he asked almost angrily. 'Is there
anything the matter with my clothes?'
'No, nothing, you cross boy. I was only thinking that you had grown to
be a man without any warning, and I am not sure that I did not like you
better as a boy.'
'That is more than likely,' he answered, not in the least gently; but
Gladys only smiled. Her faith in him was so boundless and so perfect
that she never misunderstood him. In her deep heart she guessed that the
shadow of the coming parting lay heavy on his soul. It lay on hers
likewise, but was brightened in some subtle fashion by a lovely hope
which she did not understand nor seek to analyse, but which seemed to
link the troubled past and the unknown future by a band of gold.
Wherever she might go, or whatever might become of her, she could never
lose Walter out of her life. It was the love of the child merging into
the mysterious hope of the woman, but she did not understand it yet. Had
he known even in part how she felt, it had saved him many a bitter hour;
but as yet that solace was denied him. That hot, rebellious young heart
must needs go through the very furnace of pain to bring forth its
fulness of sweetness and strength.
As the two came side by side up the middle of the village street, the
lawyer and the minister stood upon the steps at the inn door.
'Is it a case of love's young dream?' asked the latter significantly.
Mr. Fordyce laughed as he shook his head.
'Scarcely. They've been companions--in misfortune, I had almost
said--for a long time, and it is natural that they should feel kindly
towards each other. Miss Bourhill Graham must needs aim a little higher.
I like the young fellow, however. There's an honesty of purpose and a
fearless individuality about him which refreshes one. Odd, isn't it, to
find two such gems in such a place?'
'Rather; but I don't agree with all you say,' replied the minister, 'and
I'll watch with interest the development of Miss Graham's history. If
that determined-looking youth doesn't have a hand in it, I've made a
huge mistake, that's all.'
Mr. Fordyce had made his plans for the day, and arranged with his wife
to bring the carriage to Colquhoun Street at five o'clock. Gladys had
been made acquainted with this arrangement, and acquiesced in it. It was
about four o'clock when they returned to the empty house, which looked
more cheerless than usual after the beauty and freshness of the country.
'Now, my dear,' said the lawyer, 'we must have a little talk before Mrs.
Fordyce comes. I have a great deal to say to you. You remember you would
not allow me to speak to you about business affairs until all was over?'
'Yes,' answered Gladys, and seated herself obediently, but without
betraying the slightest interest or anticipation.
'I shall be as brief and simple as possible,' he continued. 'I told you
that you need have no anxiety about your future, that it was assured by
your uncle's will. You were not aware, I suppose, that he died a rich
man?'
'No; I have heard people call him rich, but I never believed it. He
spoke and acted always as if he were very poor.'
'That is the policy of many who have earned money hardly, and are loath
to spend it. Well, it is you who will reap the benefit of his economy.
About six months ago your uncle called upon me at my office for the
first time in connection with the purchase of a small residential estate
in Ayrshire. He wished to buy it, and did so--at a bargain, for there
were few offers for it. That estate was Bourhill, and it was for you it
was bought. You are absolutely its owner to-day.'
'I--owner of Bourhill?' she repeated slowly, and as if she did not
comprehend. 'I owner of Bourhill?'
'Yes, my dear young lady; I congratulate you, not only as mistress of
Bourhill, but also as mistress of what, to you, must seem a large
fortune. Your uncle has left you Bourhill and the sum of ten thousand
pounds.'
She received this announcement in silence, but all the colour left her
face.
'Oh,' she cried at length, in a voice sharp with pain, 'how wrong! how
hard! To live here in such poverty, to be so hard on others, to act a
lie. It was that, Mr. Fordyce. Oh, my poor uncle!'
Her distress was keen. It showed itself in her heaving breast, her
saddened eye, her drooping lips. She could not realise her own great
fortune; she could only think of what it had cost. The lawyer was deeply
moved, and yet not surprised. It was natural that a nature so fine, so
conscientious, and so true, should see at once the terrible injustice of
it all.
'My dear, I must warn you not to dwell on the morbid side. We must admit
that it was a great pity, a very great pity, that your poor uncle did
not realise the responsibility of wealth, did not even take some comfort
for himself from it. But I may tell you it was a great, an inexpressible
joy to him to leave it in your hands. I daresay he felt assured, as I
do, that, though so young, you would know how to use it wisely.'
It was the right chord to touch. The colour leaped back to her cheek,
the light to her eyes, her whole manner changed.
'Oh, I will, I will! God will help me. I will do the work, his work. If
only he had told me how he wished it done.'
'I have a letter for you, written by his own hand the day he died; but
it is not here. I will bring it when I come from my office at night; and
meanwhile, my dear, I would suggest that you should get ready to go. My
wife will be here very shortly.'
Immediately thought was diverted into another channel, and a great
wistfulness stole over her.
'And what,' she asked in a low voice,--'what will become of Walter?'
'Has he not told you what his future is likely to be?'
'No, he has told me nothing.'
'Your uncle has left him this business to make of it what he likes, and
five hundred pounds to help him to carry it on. It is a very good lift
for a friendless young fellow--a waif of the streets.'
'He's not a waif of the streets,' cried Gladys hotly. 'He has a home,
not so happy as it might be, perhaps, but it is a home. It is this
dreadful drink, which ruins everything it touches, which has destroyed
Walter's home. I am so glad for him. He will get on so quickly now, only
he will be so dreadfully lonely. I must come and see him very, very
often.'
'My dear, I do not wish you to turn your back on your old friend, but it
might be better for you both, but more especially for him, if you let
things take their course. Your life must be very different henceforth.'
'I do not understand you,' said Gladys quite calmly, 'Please to
explain.'
Not an easy task for Mr. Fordyce, with these large, sorrowful,
half-indignant eyes fixed so questioningly on his face. But he did his
best.
'I mean, my dear, that for you, as Miss Graham of Bourhill, a new life
is opening up--a life in which it will be quite wise to forget the past.
Your life here, I should think,' he added, with a significant glance
round the place, 'has not held much in it worth remembering. It will
pass from you like a dream in the midst of the many new interests which
will encompass you now.'
It was the wisdom of the world, not harshly nor urgently conveyed, but
it sounded cruelly in the girl's ears. She rose to her feet, and
somewhat wearily shook her head.
'You do not know, you cannot understand,' she said faintly. 'I can never
forget this place. I pray I may never wish to forget it. If you will
excuse me, I shall get ready now, so as not to keep Mrs. Fordyce waiting
when she comes.'
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CHAPTER XVI.
FAREWELL.
The carriage was at the door, and they stood face to face, the young man
and the maiden, in the little office up-stairs, to say farewell.
'I am quite ready, Walter,' Gladys said in a still, quiet voice. 'I am
going away.'
'Are you? Well, good-bye.'
He held out his hand. His face was pale, but his mouth was set like
iron, and these apparently indifferent words seemed to force themselves
from between his teeth. Sign of emotion or sorrow he exhibited none, but
the maiden, who understood and who loved him,--yes, who loved him,--was
not in the least deceived.
'Have you nothing else to say than that, Walter? It is very little when
I am going away,' she said wistfully.
'No,' he replied in the same steady, even tone, 'nothing. You had better
not keep them waiting, these grand people, any longer. They are not used
to it, and they don't like it.'
'Let them wait, and if they don't like it they can go away,' she
answered, with unwonted sharpness. 'I want to say, Walter, that if I
could have stayed here, I would. I would rather be here than anywhere.
It once seemed very dreadful to me, but now I love it. But though I am
going away, I will come to see you very often, very often indeed.'
'Don't come,' he answered sharply. 'Don't come at all.'
A vague terror gathered in her eyes, and her mouth trembled.
'Now you are unkind, Walter, unkind and unreasonable. But men are often
unreasonable, so I will forgive you. If I may not come here, will you
promise to come to Bellairs Crescent and see me?'
Then Walter flung up his head and laughed, that laugh which always
stabbed Gladys.
'To have the door slammed in my face by a footman or a smart servant?
No, thank you.'
'Very well. Good-bye. If you cast me off, Walter, I can't help it.
Good-bye, and God bless you. I hope I shall see you sometimes, and if
not, I shall try to bear it, only it is very hard.'
She was a woman in keenness of feeling, a very child in guilelessness.
She could not hide her pain.
Then Walter, feeling it all so keenly, and hating himself with a mortal
hatred for his savage candour, condescended to make an explanation.
'In a week,' he began, 'you will view everything in a different light.
You are going away to be a great lady, and you'll soon find that you
want nothing so badly in this world as to forget that you ever knew this
place, or me. It will be far better to understand and make up my mind to
it at the very beginning. Perhaps some day it will be different, but in
the meantime I know I am right, and you'll soon be convinced of it too,
and perhaps thank me for it.'
'If that is what you think of me, Walter, it will indeed be better as
you say. Good-bye.'
She scarcely touched his hand or looked at him as she turned away. She
was wounded to the heart; and the poor lad, putting a fearful curb upon
himself, suffered her to leave him. He did not even go down to the door
to see the carriage leave, and in a few minutes the rattle of wheels
across the stony street fell upon his ears like a last farewell. Then,
there being none to witness his weakness, he laid his head down upon the
battered old desk, and wept as he had not wept since his childhood. He
had a proud spirit, and circumstances had made him morbidly sensitive.
He was very young to indulge in a man's hopes and aspirations; but age
is not always determined by years. Already he had dreamed his dreams,
had his visions of a glorious future, in which he should build up a home
for himself. Yet not for himself alone--it could be no home unless light
was given to it by her who had been the day-star of his boyhood. The
very loneliness and bitterness of his experience had caused his heart,
capable of a strong and passionate affection, to centre with greater
tenacity upon the gentle being who had shown to him the lovelier side of
nature and life, and had awakened in him strivings after all that was
highest and best. But this morbid sensitiveness, which is the curse of
every proud spirit, and turns even the sweets of life to ashes in the
mouth, had him in bitter bondage. He lashed himself with it, reminding
himself constantly of his origin and his environment, and magnifying
these into insuperable barriers which would for ever stand blankly in
his way. Although common-sense told him that there was no other course
open to Gladys than to accept the kindness offered her by the lawyer
and his wife, and though in his inmost better heart he did not doubt
her, it pleased his harder mood to regard himself as being despised and
trampled on; there was a certain luxury in the indulgence which afforded
him a melancholy pain. By and by, however, better thoughts came, as they
always will if we give them the chance they seek. Out of his fearful
dejection arose a manlier, nobler spirit, which betrayed itself in his
look and manner. He rose from the stool, walked twice across the narrow
office floor out to the warehouse, and finally down-stairs. In a word,
he took an inventory of the whole place, and it suddenly came home to
him, with a new accession of hope and strength, that it was his--that he
was absolutely monarch of all he surveyed, and could make or mar it as
he willed. It was not a stupendous heritage, but to one nameless and
unknown it was much. Nay, it was his opportunity--the tide in his
affairs which might lead him on to fortune. Wandering the length and
breadth of his kingdom--only a drysalter's warehouse, but still his
kingdom--hope took to herself white wings again, and, fluttering over
him, built for him many a castle in the air--castles high enough to
reach the skies. Then and there Walter Hepburn took courage and began to
face his life--laid his plans, which had for its reward a maiden's smile
and a maiden's heart. And for these men have conquered the world before,
and will again. Love still rules, and will, thanks be to God, till the
world is done.
Meanwhile Gladys, all unconscious alike of his deep dejection and his
happier mood, sat quite silently in the corner of the luxurious
carriage, her eyes dim with tears. Her kind friend, noticing that she
was moved, left her in peace. Her sympathy was true, and could be
quiet, and that is much.
'Suppose you sit up and look out, my dear?' she said at last. 'We are
crossing Kelvin Bridge. Have you been as far West before?'
Gladys sat up obediently, and looked from the carriage window upon the
river tumbling between its banks.
'Is this Glasgow?' she asked, wondering to see the trees waving greenly
in the gentle April breeze.
'Yes, my dear, of course; and we are almost home. I am sure you will be
glad, you look so tired,' said Mrs. Fordyce kindly. 'Never mind; you
shall have a cup of tea immediately, and then you shall lie down and
sleep as long as you like.'
'Oh, I never sleep in the day-time, thank you,' said Gladys; and as the
carriage swept along a handsome terrace and into Bellairs Crescent,
where the gardens were green with all the beauty of earliest summer, her
face visibly brightened.
'It is quite like the country,' she said. 'I cannot believe it is
Glasgow.'
'Sometimes we feel it dingy enough, my love. We are talking of the Coast
already, but perhaps we shall fall in love with the Crescent a second
time through you. Eh, my dear?' she said, with a nod. 'Well, here we
are.'
The carriage drew up before the steps of a handsome house, the door was
opened, and a dainty maid ran down to take the wraps. Gladys looked at
her curiously, and thought of Walter. Well, it was a great change.
Gladys had an eye for the beautiful, and the arrangement of the hall,
with its soft rugs, carved furniture, and green plants, with gleams of
statuary here and there, rested and delighted her.
'We'll just go to the drawing-room at once. My girls will be out of all
patience for tea,' said Mrs. Fordyce. 'Nay, my dear, don't shrink. I
assure you they are happy, kind-hearted girls, just like yourself.'
Gladys long remembered her first introduction to the brighter side of
life. She followed Mrs. Fordyce somewhat timidly into a large and
handsome room, and saw at the farther end, near the fireplace, a dainty
tea-table spread, and a young girl in a blue serge gown cutting a cake
into a silver basket. Another knelt at the fire. Gladys was struck by
the exceeding grace of her attitude, though she could not see her face.
'My dears,' said Mrs. Fordyce quickly, 'here we are. I hope tea is
ready? We are quite ready for it.'
'It has been up an age, mamma; Mina and I were thinking to ring for some
fresh tea. Is this Miss Graham?'
It was the one who had been kneeling by the fire who spoke, and she came
forward frankly and with a pleasant smile, though her eyes keenly noted
every detail of the stranger's appearance and attire.
'This is Clara, my elder daughter, my dear; and this is Mina. Is Leonard
not home?'
'Yes, but he won't come up. Leonard is our brother,' Clara explained to
Gladys,--'rather a spoiled boy, and he is mortally afraid of new girls,
as he calls them. But you will see him at dinner.'
In spite of a natural stateliness of look and manner, Clara had a kind
way with her. She took off their guest's cloak, and drew a comfortable
chair forward to the tea-table, while her sister made out the tea.
'Where's papa? Did he not come with you?' she asked her mother, leaving
Gladys a moment to herself.
'No; he went off at St. Vincent Street. He has been away from business
all day, you know.'
'Oh yes. This has been a sad day for you,' said Clara sympathetically,
turning to Gladys. 'Mamma has told us how lonely you are, but we shall
try to cheer you. Won't we, Mina?'
'Suppose you begin by giving her some tea?' said Mrs. Fordyce. 'Then she
must have a little rest. She has very long cared for others, she must
have a taste of being cared for now.'
Gladys could not speak a word. She felt at home. A vague, delicious
sense of rest stole over her as she listened to these kind words, and
felt the subtle, beautiful influences of the place about her. It was
only a pleasant family room, which taste and wealth had appointed and
adorned, but it seemed like a king's palace to the girl who had long
walked in the darker places of the earth. Seeing her thus moved, mother
and daughters talked to each other, discussing the pleasant gossip of
the day, which always seems to gather round the table at five-o'clock
tea.
'Now, Clara, you will take Miss Graham up-stairs. I think you must allow
us to call you Gladys, my dear,' said Mrs. Fordyce. 'I am going to leave
you in charge of Clara. When you know us better, you will find out that
it takes Mina all her time to take charge of herself.'
Mina shook her finger at her mother, and a slight blush rose to her
happy face.
'Too bad, mamma, to prejudice Miss Graham against me. The difference
between my sister and me,' she added, turning to Gladys, 'is that Clara
is always proper and conventional, and I am the reverse. You can never
catch her unawares or in an untidy gown, she is always just as
immaculate as you see her now; while I am--well, just as the spirit
moves me.' She swept a little mocking courtesy to her sister, who only
smiled and shook her head, then taking Gladys by the arm, led her from
the drawing-room.
'You must not mind Mina. She often speaks without thinking, but she
never wishes to hurt any one,' she said. 'We have both been so sorry for
you since papa told us about you, and we hope you will feel happy and at
home with us here.'
'Oh, I am sure I shall, you are all so kind,' cried Gladys impulsively.
It was natural that she should exaggerate any little courtesy or
kindness shown to her, she had known so little of it in her life.
'It is such a romance! To think you are an heiress, and that beautiful
Bourhill is all your own,' continued Clara.
'Do you know it?' interrupted Gladys, with more interest than she had
yet betrayed.
'Yes; I have been there. We have a house at Troon, and of course when we
are there we drive a good deal. Papa pointed it out to us one day, and
said it was sad to see it going to decay. We had no idea then that we
should ever know you. This is your room; it is quite close to Mina's and
mine. See, the river is just before the windows. I always think the
Kelvin looks so pretty from here, because one cannot see its impurity.'
'It is beautiful--a great change for me,' said Gladys dreamily, as her
eyes roamed round the spacious and elegant guest-chamber. 'How pleasant
it must be always to live among so many beautiful things! I have loved
them all my life, but I have seen so few since I came from the fen
country with my uncle.'
'It was very strange that he, so rich, should keep you in that wretched
place,' said Clara. 'How much better had he shared it all with you while
he lived.'
'Yes; but I think he was happier as it was, and it pleased him at the
end, I know, to think that he had given me Bourhill.'
'I am sure it did. Well, I shall go now, dear, and leave you to unpack.
You will find the wardrobe and all the drawers empty. Mamma will be
coming to you immediately, likely.'
With a nod and a smile, Clara took herself off to the drawing-room
again.
'What do you think of Miss Graham of Bourhill?' asked Mina, with her
mouth full of cake. 'Quite to the manner born. Don't you think so?'
'Quite. And isn't she lovely? Wait till mamma has taken her to Redfern,
and then you and I may retire, my dear; we shall be eclipsed.'
'If so, let us be resigned. One thing I know, you don't believe in
presentiments, of course, you matter-of-fact young person, but I feel
that she is to be mixed up with us in some mysterious way, and that some
day, perhaps, we may wish we had never seen Miss Graham of Bourhill.'
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CHAPTER XVII.
THE WEST END.
Now Gladys had her opportunity of seeing the beautiful side of life. Her
taste being naturally refined and fastidious, found a peculiar
satisfaction in the beauty of her surroundings. It was a very real
pleasure to her to tread upon soft carpets, breathe a pure air, only
sweetened by the breath of flowers, and to rest her eyes with delicate
combinations of colour and the treasures of art to be found in the
lawyer's sumptuous house. Never had she more strikingly betrayed her
special gift, of which Abel Graham had spoken on his death-bed, 'ability
to adapt herself to any surroundings;' she seemed, indeed, as Mina
Fordyce had said, 'to the manner born.'
She endeared herself at once by her gentleness of manner to every inmate
of the house, and very speedily conquered the boy Leonard's aversion to
'new girls.' In less than a week they were chums, and she was a frequent
visitor to his den in the attics, where he contrived all sorts of
wonderful things, devoting more time to them than to his legitimate
lessons, which his soul abhorred. But though she was invariably
cheerful, ever ready to share and sympathise with all the varied
interests of the house, there was a stillness of manner, a 'dreamy
far-offness,' as Mina expressed it, which indicated that sometimes her
thoughts were elsewhere.
The three girls were sitting round the drawing-room fire one wet,
boisterous afternoon, chatting cosily, and waiting for tea to come up.
Between Clara and Gladys there seemed to be a peculiar understanding,
although Mr. Fordyce's elder daughter was not the favourite of the
family. Her manner was too stiff, and she had a knack at times of saying
rather sharp, disagreeable things. But not to Gladys Graham. In these
few days they had become united in the bonds of a love which was to
stand all tests. Clara was sitting on a low chair, Gladys kneeling by
her side, with her arm on her knee. So sitting, they presented a
contrast, each a fine foil to the other. The stately, dark beauty of
Clara set off the fairer loveliness of the younger girl; neither
suffered by the contrast. These days of peace and restful, luxurious
living had robbed Gladys of her wearied listlessness, had given to her
delicate cheek a bloom long absent from it. Her simple morning gown,
made by a fashionable _modiste_ who had delighted to study her fair
model, seemed part of herself. She was a striking and lovely girl, of a
higher type than the two beside her.
'Oh, girls,' cried Mina, with a yawn, and tossing back her brown unruly
locks with an impatient gesture, 'isn't it slow? Can't you wake up? You
haven't spoken a word for half an hour.'
'Do you never want to be quiet, Mina?' asked Gladys, with the gleam of
an amused smile.
'No, never. I'm not one of your pensive maidens. One silent member in a
family is enough, or it would stagnate. Clara sustains the dignity, I
the life, of the house, my dear. Oh, I wish somebody would come in. I
guess half a score of idle young women in the other houses of this
Crescent are consumed with the same desire. But nobody ever _does_ come
in, by any chance, when you want them. When you don't, then they come in
in shoals. I say, Clara, isn't it ages since we saw any of them from
Pollokshields?'
'Yes; but you know we ought to have gone to ask for Aunt Margaret long
ago.'
'I suppose so. We don't love our aunt, Gladys. It's the misfortune of
many not to love their relations. Can you explain that mystery?'
'Perhaps they are not very lovable,' suggested Gladys.
'That's it exactly. Aunt Margaret is--Well, you'll see her some day, and
then you'll admit that if she possesses lovable qualities she doesn't
wear them every day. They are so rich, so odiously rich, that you never
can forget it. She doesn't allow you to. And Julia is about as
insufferable.'
'Really, Mina, you should not speak so strongly. You know papa and mamma
wouldn't like it,' protested Clara mildly; but Mina only laughed.
'It is such a relief on a day like this to "go for" some one, as Len
would say, and why not for one's relations? It's their chief use. And
you know Julia Fordyce has more airs than a duchess. George is rather
better, and he is so divinely handsome that you can't remember that he
has a single fault.'
Was it the firelight, or did the colour heighten rapidly in Clara's
cheek?
'Such nonsense you talk, Mina,' she said hastily.
'It isn't nonsense at all. Have we never exhibited the photograph of our
Adonis, Gladys?'
'I don't think so,' answered Gladys, with a smile. 'Suppose you let me
see it now?'
'Of course. That was an unpardonable oversight, which his lordship would
never forgive. He is frightfully conceited, as most handsome men
unfortunately are. It isn't their fault, poor fellows; it's the girls
who spoil them. Here he is.'
She brought a silver frame from a cabinet, and, with an absurd
assumption of devotion, dropped a kiss on it before she gave it to
Gladys. Gladys sat up, and, holding the photograph up between the light,
looked at it earnestly. It was the portrait of a man in hunting dress,
standing by his horse, and certainly no fault could be found with his
appearance. His figure was a model of manly grace, and his face
remarkably handsome, so far as fine features can render handsome a human
face; yet there was a something, it might be only a too-conscious idea
of his own attractions, which betrayed itself in his expression, and in
the eyes of Gladys detracted from its charm.
'It is a pretty picture,' she said innocently. 'The horse is a lovely
creature.'
Then Mina threw herself back in her chair, and laughed till the tears
ran down her cheeks--a proceeding which utterly perplexed Gladys.
'Oh, Clara, isn't that lovely? If I don't tell George Fordyce that the
first time I see him! It'll do him all the good in the world. Only,
Gladys, he will never forgive you.'
'Why? I have not said anything against him.'
'No, you have simply ignored him, and that is an unpardonable offence
against my lord. You must let me tell him, Gladys. It is really my duty
to tell him, and we should always do our duty by our relations, should
we not?'
'I am sure I don't mind in the least if you do tell him,' replied Gladys
serenely. 'Do you think I said anything very dreadful, Clara?'
'Not I. Never mind Mina, dear. You should be learning not to mind
anything she says.'
'There's the bell. That's mother, I hope. We never miss mother more than
at tea-time,' said Mina, jumping up. Love for her mother was the passion
of her soul. It shone in her face, and betrayed itself in a hundred
little attentions which touched Gladys inexpressibly. Clara was always
more reserved, but though her feelings found slower expression they were
not less deep and keen; and though Gladys felt at home and happy with
every member of that singularly united household, it was to Clara, who
was so seldom the favourite outside, that her heart went out in love.
'It is not mother. It's callers, I do believe,' cried Mina, giving her
hair a tug before the mirror, and shaking out her skirts, while her face
brightened with expectation.
'Mr. and Miss Fordyce.'
Clara rose and went hastily forward to receive her cousins, while the
irrepressible Mina strove to hide her laughter, though her eyes danced
in the most suspicious manner. It was with rather more than ordinary
interest that Gladys regarded the new-comers. They were certainly a
handsome pair, and so closely resembling each other that their
relationship was at once apparent.
'To what do we owe this unexpected felicity?' inquired Mina banteringly.
'On such a day, too.'
'Yes, indeed; we quite expected to see you in the house we have just
left,' said Julia a little stiffly.
'Where, where?'
'Evelyn Stuart's. Have you forgotten this is her first reception day?'
'So it is, and we forgot all about it. Clara, whatever shall we do? Was
there a crowd?'
'Yes, an awful crowd.'
While answering Mina, Miss Julia inclined her head in recognition of
Gladys, to whom Clara introduced her. The slightest possible surprise
betrayed itself in the uplifting of her straight brows, as her keen,
flashing eyes took in every detail of the girl's appearance. Needless to
say, the new inmate of the lawyer's household had been freely discussed
by the Pollokshields Fordyces, and it was in reality curiosity to see
her which had brought them to Bellairs Crescent that afternoon.
'I should just say it was a crowd,' added George, giving his immaculate
moustache a pull. 'I was sorry for Stuart, poor beggar. Really, though a
fellow marries, he should not be subjected to an ordeal like you. I
don't see anything to hinder a fellow's wife from receiving folks
herself. It's an awful bore on a fellow, you know.'
He spoke languidly, and all the time from under his drooping lids
surveyed the slender figure and fair face of Gladys. She was so
different from the brilliant and showy young ladies he met in the
society they moved in, that he was filled with a secret admiration.
'So the unfortunate young woman who marries you, George, may know what
to expect. Do you hear that, girls? Be warned in time,' cried Mina.
'Won't you take off your cloak, Julia, and stay a little? Mother and tea
will be here directly.'
'I daresay we have half an hour--have we, George? You are not going back
to the mill, are you?'
'Not I; my nose has been pretty much at the grindstone for the last
month. And now, girls, what's the best of your news? We're waiting to be
entertained. How do you like the West End of Glasgow, Miss Graham?'
'Very much, thank you,' answered Gladys, and somehow she could not help
speaking distantly. There was something about the young man she did not
like. Had she looked at Clara just then she would have seen her eyes
filled with a lovely, wavering light, while a half-trembling
consciousness was infused into her whole appearance. These signs to the
observant are not difficult to read. Clara loved her handsome cousin,
and unfortunately he was not blind to the fact.
'We are going to Troon first week in May, Julia,' she said quickly. 'Has
Aunt Margaret thought or spoken of your going yet?'
'She has spoken of it, but we haven't encouraged it,' replied Julia
languidly, as she drew off one of her perfectly-fitting gloves, and
displayed a long firm white hand, sparkling with diamonds. 'I know she
has written to the housekeeper to have Seaview aired, but I suppose it
depends on the weather.'
'If you are all going down, it wouldn't be half bad, Julia. We must see
what the mater says. Does Miss Graham go with you?'
'Of course,' replied Clara, with a smiling glance at Gladys.
She replied by an answering smile, so swift and lovely that George
Fordyce looked at her with a sudden access of admiration. Gladys shrank
just a little under the continued persistence of his gaze; and when he
saw it, it added a new zest to his interest in her. He was accustomed to
find his admiration or attention always acceptable to the young ladies
of his acquaintance, and the demeanour of Gladys was at once new and
interesting to him. He determined to cultivate her acquaintance, and to
awaken that fair, statuesque maiden into life.
Just then tea came up, and, rising lazily, he began to make himself
useful to his cousin Clara, murmuring some nonsense to her over the
tea-table, which deepened the lovely light in her eyes. He enjoyed
seeing the delicate colour deepening in her face, and excused himself
for bringing it there on the ground of cousinship. But when he carried
her cup to Gladys, he remained by her side, while Julia entertained the
other two with a description of the bride's drawing-room and reception
gown.
'It's an awful romance, Miss Graham, upon my word it is,' began George,
standing with his back to the others, and looking down most impressively
into the girl's face,--'your story, I mean, of course. Uncle Tom has
told us how you, the heiress of Bourhill, have lived in the
slums--positively the slums, wasn't it?'
Now, though his words were not particularly well chosen or in good
taste, his manner was so impressively sympathetic that Gladys felt
insensibly influenced by it. And he _was_ very handsome, and it was
quite pleasant to have him standing there, looking as if there was
nobody in the world half so interesting to him as herself. For the very
first time in her life Gladys felt the subtle charm of flattery steal
into her soul.
'I suppose you would call it the slums,' she answered. 'My uncle lived
in Colquhoun Street.'
'Don't know it, but I guess it was bad enough, and for you, too, who
look fit for a palace. And did you live there all alone with the old
miser?'
'Don't call him that, please; he was very kind to me, and I cannot bear
to hear him hardly spoken of, she said quickly. 'There were three of us,
and we were very happy, though the place was so small and poor.'
'Who was the third?'
He managed to convey into his tone just sufficient aggressiveness as to
suggest that he resented the idea of a third person sharing anything
with her.
'Walter Hepburn, my uncle's assistant.'
Had she looked at him then, she must have been struck by the strange
expression, coupled with a sudden flash, which passed over his face.
'Ah yes, just so. Well, I'm glad the fates have been kind, and brought
you at last where there's a chance of being appreciated,' he said
carelessly. 'Nice little girls my cousins--awfully good-hearted little
souls, though Mina's tongue is a trifle too sharp. Yes, miss, I'm
warning Miss Graham against you,' he said when Mina uttered his name in
a warning note.
'Now, to punish you, I shall tell you my latest anecdote,' Mina said;
and, heedless of the half-laughing, half-eager protest of Gladys, she
related the incident of the portrait, with a little embellishment which
made him appear in rather a ridiculous light.
In the midst of the laughter which the relation provoked, Mrs. Fordyce
entered the room.
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CHAPTER XVIII.
'THE DAYS THAT ARE NOT.'
The last days of April came, the family in Bellairs Crescent were making
preparations for an immediate departure to the Ayrshire coast, and as
yet Gladys had not seen or heard anything of Walter. She had a longing
to revisit the old home, and yet a curious reluctance held her back. She
felt hurt, and even a trifle irritated against Walter; and though she
understood, and in a measure sympathised with his feelings, she thought
him needlessly morbid and sensitive regarding their new relation towards
each other.
'Gladys,' said Clara one day, when she had watched in silence the girl's
sweet face, and noticed its half-sad, half-wistful expression, 'what is
the matter with you? You are fretting about something. Tell me what it
is. Do you not wish to go to Troon with us, or would you rather go to
Bourhill? Do tell us what you would like best to do?'
They were quite alone in the little morning-room, which had been given
up to the girls of the house to adorn as they liked. It was a pretty
corner, dainty, home-like, cosy, with a long window opening out to the
garden, which was as beautiful as it is possible for a city garden to
be.
Gladys gave a little start, and coloured slightly under Clara's earnest
gaze.
'I am quite happy at the idea of going to Troon; remember I have never
seen the sea,' she answered quickly. 'What makes you think I am
unhappy?'
'My dear, you look it. You can't hide it from me, and you are going to
tell me this very moment what is vexing you.'
Clara knelt down on the rug, and, with her hands folded, looked up in
her friend's face. Gladys passed her hand lightly over the smooth braids
of Clara's beautiful hair, and did not for a moment speak.
'Did you ever have a great faith in any one who after a time
disappointed you?' she asked suddenly.
'No, I don't think so. I am not naturally trusting, Gladys. I have to be
very sure before I put absolute faith in any one.'
'I cannot believe that of you, Clara. How kind you have been to me, an
utter stranger! You have treated me like a sister since the first happy
day I entered the house.'
'Oh, that is different. You know very well, you little fraud, that your
very eyes disarm suspicion, as somebody says. You are making conquests
everywhere. But now we are away from the point. _What_ is vexing you?
Shall I make a guess?'
'Oh, if you like,' answered Gladys, with interest.
'Well, you are thinking of past days. You have not forgotten the
companions of the old life, and it is grieving you, because it would
appear that they have forgotten you.'
'He might have come, only once,' cried Gladys rebelliously, not for a
moment seeking to deny or admit in words the truth of Clara's words. 'We
were a great deal to each other. It is hard to be forgotten so soon.'
'Gladys dear, listen to me.'
Clara's voice became quite grave, and she folded her hands impressively
above her companion's.
'You must not be angry at what I am going to say, because it is true.
Has it not occurred to you that this young man, in thus keeping a
distance from you, shows himself wiser than you?'
'How?' asked Gladys coldly. 'It can never be wise to wound the feelings
of another.'
'My dear, though your simplicity is the loveliest thing about you, it is
awfully difficult to deal with,' said Clara perplexedly. 'You must know,
must admit, Gladys, that everything is changed, and that while you might
be quite courteous, and even friendly after a fashion, with this Mr.
Hepburn, anything more is quite out of the question. He must move in his
own sphere, you in yours. People are happier in their own sphere. To try
and lift them out of it is always a mistake, and ends in disaster and
defeat. Would you have liked mamma to invite him here?'
'He would not come,' said Gladys proudly. 'He would never come. He said
so again and again.'
'Then it seems to me that it is you who are lacking in proper pride,'
said Clara calmly.
'What is proper pride?'
Gladys smiled with the faintest touch of scorn as she asked the
question.
'You know what it is just as well as I can tell you, only it pleases you
to be perverse this morning,' said Clara good-humouredly, 'and I am not
going to say any more.'
'Yes you are. I want to understand this thing. Is it imperative that the
mere fact that my uncle has left me money and a house should make me a
different person altogether?'
'It affects your position, not necessarily you. Don't be silly and
aggravating, Gladys, or I must shake you,' said Clara, with the frank
candour of a privileged friend. 'And really I cannot understand why you
should be anxious to keep in touch with that old life, which was so
awfully mean and miserable.'
'It had compensations,' said Gladys quickly. 'And I do think, that if it
is all as you say, there is more sincerity among poor people than among
rich. There is no court paid, anyhow, to money and position.'
'My dear, you are not at all complimentary to us,' laughed Clara. 'Your
ingenuousness is truly refreshing.'
'I am not speaking about you, and you know it quite well,' answered
Gladys. 'But if the world is as fond of outward things as you say, I do
not wish to know anything of it. I could not feel at home in it, I am
sure.'
'My dear little girl, wait till your place is put in order, and you take
up your abode in it, Miss Graham of Bourhill, the envied and the admired
of a whole county, and you will change your mind about the world. Just
wait till the next Hunt Ball at Ayr, and we'll see what changes it will
bring.'
There was no refuting Clara's good-natured worldly wisdom, and Gladys
had to be silent. But she pondered many things in her heart.
'When do we go to Troon? Isn't it next week?'
'Yes, on Tuesday.'
'Do you think,' she asked then, with a slight hesitation, 'that Mrs.
Fordyce would allow me to pay a little visit to my old home before I go,
for the last time?'
There was all the simplicity and wistfulness of a child in her manner,
and it touched Clara to the quick.
'Gladys, are you a prisoner here, dear? Don't vex me by saying things
like that. Do you not know that you can go out and in just as you like?
Of course you shall go. I will take you myself, if mamma cannot, and
wait for you outside.'
True to her promise, Clara ordered the brougham on Monday afternoon, and
carried Gladys off to Colquhoun Street. Clara was, like most quiet
people, singularly observant, and she noted with interest, not unmixed
with pity, how nervous Gladys became as they neared their destination.
Mingling with her pity was a great curiosity to see the young man whose
image seemed to dwell in the constant heart of Gladys. It was a romance,
redeemed from vulgarity by the beauty and the sweet individuality of the
chief actor in it.
'I shall not knock. Don't let James get down,' cried Gladys, when the
carriage stopped at the familiar door. 'I shall just run in. I have a
fancy to enter unannounced.'
Clara nodded, and Gladys, springing out, opened and closed the familiar
door. Her very limbs shook as she went lightly along the dark passage
and pushed open the kitchen door. It was unchanged, yet somehow sadly
changed. A desolateness chilled her to the soul as she looked round the
wide, gaunt place, saw the feeble fire choking in the grate, and the
remains of a poor meal on the uncovered table. The light struggling
through the barred windows had never looked upon a more cheerless
picture. All things, they say, are judged by contrast. Perhaps it was
the contrast to what she had just left which made Gladys think she had
never seen her old home look more wretched and forlorn.
So lightly had she entered, and so lightly did she steal up the
warehouse stair, that the solitary being making out accounts at the desk
was not aware of her presence until she spoke. And then, oh how timid
her look and tone, just as if she feared greatly her reception.
'Excuse me coming in, Walter. I wanted so much to see you, I could not
help coming. I will not hinder you long.'
He leaped up in the greatness of his surprise, in his agitation knocking
over the stool on which he had been sitting. His face was dusky red, his
firm mouth trembling, as he touched for a moment the outstretched,
daintily-gloved hand.
'Oh, it is you? Won't you sit down? It is a battered old chair, but if
you wait a moment I'll bring you another,' he said awkwardly.
'No, don't. I have often sat on this box. I can sit on it again,' she
said unsteadily. 'I won't sit on ten chairs, Walter, though you should
bring them to me this moment.'
She sat down, and her movement sent a faint whiff of perfume about her,
dainty as herself. And then there was just a moment's painful silence.
The awkwardness of the moment dwelt with them both; it would be hard to
say which felt it more.
'I suppose,' said Walter stiffly, 'you are getting on all right?'
'Yes. I thought you would have come to see me before this, Walter,' said
Gladys quietly.
'You need not have thought so. I said I wouldn't come, that nothing
would induce me to come,' he answered shortly.
'We are going away into Ayrshire, so I thought I must come to say
good-bye,' Gladys said then.
'To your estate?'
'No; to Troon, where the sea is.'
'Oh, and will you stay long?'
'Perhaps all the summer. How are you getting on here all alone, Walter?
You must tell me that.'
'Oh, well enough.'
'Does Mrs. Macintyre come to work for you?'
'Yes, morning and night she looks in. I'm going to make this thing pay.'
He looked as if he meant it. His square jaw was firmly set, his whole
look that of a man determined to succeed.
'I hope you will, Walter. I feel sure of it,' she said brightly.
'It'll be awful drudgery for a while,' he continued, almost in the
confidential tones of yore. 'To have so much money, your uncle had the
poorest way of doing business. He had the customers all under his thumb,
and made them fetch and carry what they wanted themselves; in that way
he saved a man's wages. I'm not giving anything on credit, and after
they've once freed themselves, and can pay cash for what they get,
they'll want it delivered to them, and quite right. Then I'll get a man
and a horse and cart, and when I once get that, the thing will grow like
a mushroom.'
'How clever you are to think of all that!' said Gladys admiringly. 'I am
quite sure you will succeed.'
'I mean to,' he said soberly, but with a quiet determination which
convinced Gladys how much in earnest he was.
'But don't let success make you hard, Walter,' she said gently.
'Remember how we used to plan what we should do for the poor if we were
rich.'
'Your opportunity is here, then,' he said sharply; 'mine is only to
come.'
The tone, more than the words, wounded her afresh. Oh, this was not the
Walter of old! She rose from the old box a trifle wearily, and looked
round her with slightly saddened air.
'Have you heard anything of your sister?' she asked him.
'No, nothing.'
'She has never written to any one?'
'No. I think she has gone to London to join a theatre. The girl who was
her chum thinks so too.'
'Are your father and mother well?'
'As well as they deserve to be. They wanted to come here and live. Had
they been decent and respectable, it wouldn't have been a bad
arrangement. As they are, I simply wouldn't have it; I'd _never_ get on.
Of course they cast my pride in my teeth, but God knows I have little
enough to be proud of.'
His mood cast its dark spell over the girl's sensitive heart, and she
turned to go.
'It is all so different,' she said in a low voice, 'but the difference
is not in me. Shall we never meet now, Walter?'
'It will be better not. If I ever succeed, and I have sworn to do it, we
may then meet on more equal ground,' he said steadily, and not a sign of
the unutterable longing in his heart betrayed itself in his set face.
His pride was as cruel as the grave.
'Till then it is good-bye, then, I suppose?' she said quietly.
'Yes, till then; the day will come, or I shall know the reason why.'
'But it may be too late then, Walter, for us both.'
With these words, destined to ring their warning changes in his ears for
many days, she left him, without touch of the hand or other farewell.
'Well, dear,' said Clara, with a slightly quizzical smile, 'has it made
you happier to revive the ghosts of the past?'
'No; you were right, and I wrong,' said Gladys, as she sank into the
cushioned seat. 'It was a great mistake.'
But even Clara did not know how dark was the shadow which had settled
down on the girl's gentle soul.
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CHAPTER XIX.
THE SWEETS OF LIFE.
From that day a change was observed in Gladys Graham. It was as if she
had suddenly awakened from a dream, to find herself surrounded by the
realities of life. Her listlessness vanished, her pensive moods became
things of the past. None could be more interested in every plan and
project, however small, in which the Fordyce household were concerned.
She became lively, merry, energetic; it seemed impossible for her to be
still.
'Now, what do you suppose is the matter with Gladys, Clara?' said Mina,
the morning of the day they were to leave town. 'You who pretend to be a
philosopher and a reader of character ought to be able to solve that
mystery.'
'What do you see the matter with her?' inquired Clara, answering the
question by another, as was her way when she did not want to commit
herself to an expression of opinion.
'Why, she is a different girl. Don't tell me you haven't noticed it. She
carries that Len to outrageous lengths, and if you don't call her
behaviour at Aunt Margaret's last night the most prominent flirtation,
I don't know what it is.'
'Just put it to Gladys, Mina. If she ever heard the word flirtation, I
am positive she doesn't know what it means.'
'Oh, fiddle-de-dee!--every woman, unless she is a fool, knows
intuitively what flirtation means, and can put it in practice. But it
struck me last night that Aunt Margaret rather encouraged George to pay
attention to Gladys. Of course it was quite marked.'
'Why should she encourage it?' asked Clara, with a slight inflection of
huskiness in her voice.
'Clara, really you are too obtuse, or pretend to be. Of course it would
be a fine thing for them. She belongs to an old Ayrshire family, and
poor Aunt Margaret adores lineage. If she could with any effrontery
assume it herself, she would; but, alas! everybody knows where the
Fordyces came from. They'll angle for our dear little ward this summer,
and bait the hook with gold.'
'Really, you are vulgar, Mina,' said Clara a trifle coldly, and, bending
over an open trunk, busied herself with some of the trifles in the tray.
'We are sure to forget a thousand things. Do you think everything is
here which ought to go?' she said, deliberately changing the subject.
'Oh, I don't know. We shall be glad of any excuse to come up in a week.
If it is fearfully slow I'm coming back to keep Leonard company. Well, I
suppose we must make haste. The cabs will be here directly.'
'Not till after breakfast, surely. There is the gong. Are you ready?'
'Yes; just put in this stud for me, like a dear. How elegant you look,
just as if you had stepped from a bandbox. How do you manage to be so
tidy, and yet always so graceful? When I am tidy I am stiff as a poker.'
Clara laughed, and, having fastened the refractory collar-button, bent
her stately head, and gave her sister a kiss.
'Don't attempt to be too tidy, it will spoil your individuality.'
'"They were two sisters of one race,
She was the fairest in the face,"'
sang Mina, as she bounded down-stairs--not disdaining, in spite of her
eighteen years, to slide down the last few feet of the banisters; only
she took care to see that nobody but Clara was in sight.
It was a very happy breakfast-table, though Leonard, whose classes kept
him in town, affected a melancholy mood.
'I have only one piece of advice to give you, Gladys, in addition to my
parting blessing,' he said teasingly. 'How much will you give for it?'
'How much is it worth?' she flashed back in a moment, her eyes dancing
with fun.
'Untold gold, as you will find if you take it.'
'I can't buy it at the price,' she answered demurely.
'Well, I'll give it for nothing, in gratitude for the peace I shall
enjoy this evening. Mamma, mayn't I come down Wednesday nights as well
as Fridays?'
'No, my dear, you mayn't,' replied Mrs. Fordyce, shaking her head. 'If
you work hard all week, you will enjoy your Saturdays all the more.'
'All right. Papa and I will have high jinks; see if we don't,' said the
lad, with a series of little nods towards the newspaper which hid his
father's face.
Mr. Fordyce did not hear this remark, though he looked up in mild
surprise at the laughter it provoked.
'You seem very merry, Len, my boy. It is time you were off.'
'Yes, I know. That's the way a fellow's treated in this house--not
allowed five minutes to eat a decent breakfast. Well, I'm off. Good-bye,
all.'
'The advice, Leonard?' asked Gladys, when he came round to her chair.
He bent down, whispered something in her ear, and ran off.
'What did he say, Gladys. Do tell us?' cried Mina, in curiosity.
'I must, because I don't understand it,' answered Gladys. 'He said,
"_Don't_ let them take you for a walk on the Ballast Bank." What did he
mean?'
'Oh, the Ballast Bank is the only promenade Troon can boast of, and Len
has a rooted aversion to it,' replied Mina. 'He is a most absurd boy.'
In spite, however, of Leonard's advice, many a delightful blow did
Gladys enjoy on the Ballast Bank.
The spring winds had not yet lost their wintry touch on the Ayrshire
coast. Sweeping in from the sea, they made sport with the golfers on the
Links, and taxed their skill to the utmost. The long stretch of grey
sand upon which the great green waves rolled in and broke with no gentle
murmur, the wide expanse of the still wintry-looking sea, the enchanting
pictures to be seen in the clear morning light, where the Arran hills
stood out so bold and rugged against the sky, and at sunset, when the
tossing waters were sometimes stilled into an exquisite rest, all these
were revelations to the girl who had the soul and the eye of an artist,
and she drank them in with no ordinary draught of enjoyment. She lived
out of doors. Wind and weather could not keep her in the house. When the
rain-drops blew fierce and wild in the gale, she would start across the
garden, out by the little gate to the beach, and, close by the edge of
the angry sea, watch the great waves rolling in to her feet, and as she
looked, her eyes grew large and luminous, and she would draw great
breaths of delight; the wideness of the sea satisfied her, its wildest
moods only breathed into her soul an ineffable calm.
In the course of a week the Pollokshields Fordyces also arrived at their
Coast residence, and there began to be a quite unprecedented amount of
friendly coming and going between the two families. It became evident
before long that George Fordyce appeared to find some great attraction
at The Anchorage, though in former years he had only presented himself
at rare intervals during the months his people were at the sea-side. And
those who looked on saw quite well how matters were drifting, and each
viewed it in a different light. The most unconscious, of course, was
Gladys herself. She knew that everybody was kind to her--George Fordyce,
perhaps, specially so. He could be a very gallant squire when he liked.
He was master of all the little attentions women love, and in his manner
towards Gladys managed to infuse a certain deference, not untouched by
tenderness, which she found quite gratifying. She had so long lived a
meagre, barren existence that she seemed almost greedy of the lovely and
pleasant things of life. She enjoyed wearing her beautiful gowns, living
in luxurious rooms, eating dainty food at a well-appointed table. In all
that there was nothing unnatural, it was but the inevitable reaction
after what she had gone through. She began to understand that life has
two sides, one for the rich and one for the poor, and she was glad,
with an honest, simple gladness, that she had been permitted to taste
the best last. She retained her simple, genuine manner; but her soul had
had its first taste of power, and found it surpassing sweet. Beauty and
riches had proved themselves valuable in her eyes, and there were times
when she looked back upon the old life with a shudder. In the
intoxication, of that first summer of her new life, memory of Walter
grew dim in her heart. She thought of him but seldom, never of her own
free will. Unconsciously she was learning a lesson which wealth and
power so arrogantly strive to teach--to put away from her all unpleasant
thoughts. Let us not blame her. She was very young, and experience has
to lead the human heart by many tortuous ways to full understanding. So
Gladys lived her happy, careless, girlish summer by the sea, enjoying it
to the full.
'Tom,' said Mrs. Fordyce to her husband one afternoon, as they sat at
the drawing-room window watching the young folks in the garden, 'do you
think there is anything serious between Gladys and George Fordyce?'
'Eh, what? No, I don't think so.'
'Well, I do. Just look at them at this moment.'
They were sauntering arm in arm on the path within the shadow of the
garden wall, Gladys with a bunch of pink sea daisies in her hand, a
pretty bit of colour against her white gown. There was a tint as
delicate in the fair cheek under the big sun hat, brought there,
perhaps, by some of her companion's words. His attitude and bearing were
certainly lover-like, and his handsome head was bent rather nearer the
big sun hat than Mrs. Fordyce altogether approved.
'Well, I must say, my dear, it looks rather like it, only I've heard the
girls say that George is a great flirt.'
'He is, but I don't think it's flirting in this case,' said Mrs. Fordyce
seriously. 'I am afraid we, or at least I, have been very indiscreet.'
'You wouldn't approve then, Isabel? George is a trifle vain and silly,
but I never heard anything against his character.'
'I suppose not. We would be the last to hear any such rumours. But it
isn't fair to the girl; she has not had a chance. Do you know what
people will say of us, Tom? That we took her away down here and shut her
up among ourselves for the very purpose of matchmaking. It is a blessing
our Leonard is only a boy, but it is bad enough that it should be our
nephew.'
'There's a good deal of truth in what you say, but the world must just
wag its stupid tongue. If the thing is to be, we can't prevent it.'
'We can, we must. She is only a child, Tom. I feel quite convicted of my
own sinful want of observation. I have been thinking of it all day, and
my mind is made up, provided you, as her guardian, will give your
consent. She must go abroad. Do you remember Henrietta Duncan, who
married the French officer? She is living in Bruges now, taking a few
English ladies into her house. Gladys must go there.'
Mr. Fordyce looked at his wife in profound astonishment. He had not
often heard her speak in such a very determined manner.
'Why, of course I can't have any objections, if the child herself is
willing to go,' he said. 'Not that I believe it will do an atom of good.
If there is a love affair in the matter, opposition is the very life of
them. Don't you remember our own case?' he asked, referring, with a
smile, to the old romance which had kept them true through years of
opposition and discouragement.
'I haven't forgotten it,' she said, with an answering smile, 'only it is
impossible these two in so short a time can be seriously involved. I'll
find out this very day.'
'You are not in favour of it, Isabel, and a wilful woman must have her
way.'
'It's not altogether fear of the world's opinion, Tom; there's something
about George I don't--nay, can't like. He is very handsome, and can be
very agreeable, but I never feel that he is sincere, and he is
profoundly selfish. Even his mother says that.'
'Ay, well, she would need kind dealing, Isabel; she is a highly-strung
creature,' said the lawyer thoughtfully, and the subject dropped.
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CHAPTER XX.
PLANS.
While these golden days were speeding by the sea, Bourhill was being put
in order for its young mistress. Her interest in the alterations was
very keen; there were very few days in which they did not drive to the
old house, and Mrs. Fordyce was surprised alike at the common-sense and
the artistic taste she displayed in that interest.
'Do you think, dear Mrs. Fordyce,' she asked one day, when they happened
to be alone together at Bourhill,--'do you think the house could be
ready for me by the end of September, when you return to Glasgow?'
'It will be ready, of course; there is really very little to do now,'
replied Mrs. Fordyce. 'But why do you ask?'
'Why, because if it is ready, then I need not go up with you. You have
been very kind--I can never, never forget it; but, of course, when I
have a home of my own it would not be right of me to trespass any longer
on your kindness,' said Gladys thoughtfully.
Mrs. Fordyce could not forbear a smile.
'How old are you, my dear? I do not know that I have ever heard your age
exactly.'
'I shall be eighteen next month.'
'Eighteen next month?--not a very responsible age. Is it possible, my
dear, that you feel perfectly fit to take possession here, that you
would have no tremors regarding your lonely position and your
responsibility?'
'I have no such feeling, Mrs. Fordyce. I could live here quite well. Is
there any reason why I should not?' she asked, observing the doubtful
expression on the face of her kind friend.
'It is quite impossible, my dear, whatever your feelings may
be,--altogether out of the question that you should live here alone.'
'But tell me why? I am not a child. I have always seemed to occupy a
responsible position, where I have had to think and act for myself.'
'Yes, you have; but your position is entirely altered now. It would not
be proper for you to live in this great house alone, with no company but
that of servants. Mr. Fordyce would but poorly fulfil his promise to
your poor uncle if he entertained such an idea for a moment. If you are
to live at Bourhill at all, you must have a responsible person to live
with you. But we had other plans for you.'
'Tell me what plans, please,' said Gladys, with that simple directness
which made evasion of any question impossible to her, or to any
conversing with her.
'Mr. Fordyce and I have thought that it would be to your advantage to
winter abroad. I have an old school-friend, who married a French
officer, and who is now left widowed in poor circumstances in Bruges.
You would be most happy and comfortable with Madame Bonnemain. She is
one of the sweetest and most charming of women, musical and cultured;
her companionship would be invaluable to you.'
'I do not think I wish to go abroad, meanwhile. Would you and Mr.
Fordyce think it ungrateful if I refused to go?'
'Well, no,' replied Mrs. Fordyce, though with a slight accent of
surprise. 'But can you tell me what is your objection?'
'I want to come here and live just as soon as it is possible,' said
Gladys, looking round the dismantled house with wistful, affectionate
eyes. 'I want to have my very own house; I can never feel that it is
mine until I live in it; and I have many plans.'
'Would you mind telling me some of them?' said Mrs. Fordyce rather
anxiously. She was a very practical person--attentive to the laws of
conventionality, and she did not feel at all sure of the views
entertained by her husband's ward.
'I want to be a help to people, if I can,' said Gladys, 'especially to
working girls in Glasgow--to those poor creatures who sew in the garrets
and cellars. I know of them. I have seen them at their work, and it is
dreadful to me to think of them. Sometimes this summer, when I have been
so happy, I have thought of some I know, and reproached myself with my
own selfish forgetfulness. You see, if I do not help where I _know_ of
the need, I am not a good steward of the money God has given me.'
'But tell me, my dear child, how would you propose to help?' asked Mrs.
Fordyce, inwardly touched, but wishing to understand clearly what Gladys
wished and intended to do. There seemed no indecision or wavering about
her, she spoke with all the calm dignity of a woman who knew and owned
her responsibilities.
'I can help them in various ways. I can have them here sometimes,
especially when they are not strong; so many of them are not strong,
Mrs. Fordyce. Oh, I have been so sorry for them, and some of them have
never, never been out of these dreadful streets. Oh, I can help them in
a thousand ways.'
Mrs. Fordyce was silent, not knowing very well how to answer. She saw
many difficulties ahead, yet hesitated to chill the girl's young
enthusiasm, which seemed a beautiful and a heavenly thing even to the
woman of the world, who believed that it could never come to fruition.
'There is something else which might be done. What would you say to
Madame Bonnemain coming here to live with you as housekeeper and
chaperon?'
'If you, knowing us both, think it would be a happy arrangement, I shall
be happy,' Gladys said; and the wisdom of the reply struck Mrs. Fordyce.
Certainly, in many respects Gladys spoke and acted like a woman who had
tasted the experience of life.
'My love, anybody could live with you, and unless sorrow and care have
materially changed Henrietta Bonnemain, anybody could live with her,'
she said cheerfully. 'Suppose we take a little trip to Belgium, and see
what can be done to arrange it?'
'Oh yes, that would be delightful. I shall know just at once whether
Madame Bonnemain and I can be happy together. Is she a Scotch lady?'
'To the backbone. She was born at Shandon, on the Gairloch, and we went
to Brussels to school together. She never came back--married at
eighteen, Gladys, and only a wife five years. She has had a hard life,'
said Mrs. Fordyce, and her eyes grew dim over the memories of her youth.
'Can we go soon, then?' asked Gladys fervently; 'just when they are
finishing the house? Then we could bring Madame back with us.'
'My dear, you will not let the grass grow under your feet, nor allow any
one else to loiter by the way,' said Mrs. Fordyce, with a laugh. 'Well,
we shall see what Mr. Fordyce has to say to-night to these grand plans.'
Some days after that conversation, Mrs. Macintyre was labouring over her
washing-tub in her very limited domain in the back court off Colquhoun
Street, when a quick, light knock came to her door.
'Come in,' she said, not thinking it worth while to look round, or to
lift her hands from the suds.
'Good-morning, Mrs. Macintyre. How are you to-day?' she heard a sweet
voice say, and in a moment she became interested and excited.
'Mercy me, miss, is't you? an' me in a perfick potch,' she said
apologetically. 'No' a corner for ye to step dry on, nor a seat to sit
doon on. Could ye no' jist tak' a walk the length o' the auld place or I
redd up a wee?'
'No, no, Mrs. Macintyre,' replied Gladys, with a laugh. 'Never mind,
I'll get a seat somewhere. I have come to see you very particularly, and
I'm not going to take any walks till our business is settled. And are
you quite well?'
''Deed, I'm jist middlin',' said the good woman, and then, with one
extraordinary sweep of her bare arm, she gathered all the soiled linen
off the floor and pushed it under the bed, then vigorously rubbing up a
chair, she spread a clean apron on it, and having persuaded Gladys to
sit down, stood straight in front of her, looking at her with a species
of adoring admiration.
'Ye micht hae let a body ken ye were comin'. Sic a potch,' she said
ruefully. 'My, but ye are a picter, an nae mistak'.'
Gladys laughed, and the sound rang through the place like sweetest
music.
'Have you not been quite well? I think you are thinner,' she said
kindly.
'No, I've no' been up to muckle; fair helpless some days wi' rheumatics.
The washin's no' extra guid for them, but a body maun dae something for
meat. I've anither mooth to fill noo. My guid-brither, Bob Johnson, is
deid since I saw ye, an' I've been obleeged to tak' Tammy--no' an ill
loon. He's at the schule, or ye wad hae seen him.'
'I don't suppose you would be sorry to leave this place and give up the
washing if you could get something easier?' said Gladys.
'No' me; a' places are the same to me. Hae ye been up by?' asked Mrs.
Macintyre significantly.
Gladys shook her head.
'I came to see whether you would come and live in the lodge at my gate.
It is a nice little house, and I would like to have you near me; you
were such a kind friend in the old days.'
Mrs. Macintyre drew her rough hand across her eyes, and turned somewhat
sharply back to her wash-tub, and for the moment she gave no answer,
good or bad.
'What aboot Tammy?' she asked at length.
'Oh, he could come with you, of course. He could go to school in
Mauchline just as well as in Glasgow. Just say you'll come. I've set my
heart on it, and nobody refuses me anything just now.'
'I'll come fast enough,' said Mrs. Macintyre, rubbing away as for dear
life at her wash-board, upon which the big salt tears were dropping
surreptitiously. 'Me no' want to leave this place? I'm no' that fond
o't. Sometimes it's a perfect wee hell in this stair; it's no' guid for
Tammy or ony wean. 'Deed, it's no' guid for onybody livin' in sic a
place; but if ye are puir, an' tryin' to live decent, ye jist have to
pit up wi' what ye can pay for. Ay, I'll come fast enough, an' thank ye
kindly. But ye micht get a mair genty body for yer gate. I'm a rough
tyke, an' aye was.'
'It is you I want,' replied Gladys; then, in a few words, she explained
the very liberal arrangement she had in view for her old friend. After
that, a little silence fell upon them, and a great wistfulness gathered
in the girl's gentle eyes.
'So ye hinna been up by?' said Mrs. Macintyre. 'Are ye gaun?'
'Not to-day. Is Walter well?'
'Ay, he is weel. He's a fine chap, an' he's in terrible earnest aboot
something,' said Mrs. Macintyre thoughtfully, as she shook out the
garment she had been rubbing. 'There's a something deep doon in thon
heart no' mony can see. But the place is no' the place it was to him or
to me. What way wull ye no' gang up? Eh, but he wad be fell glad to see
ye, my lady'--
'I am not going to-day,' replied Gladys quietly, and even with a touch
of coldness. 'You can tell him, if you like, that I was here, and that I
hoped he was well.'
'Ay, I'll tell him. And are ye happy, my doo?'
It was a beautiful and touching thing to see the rare tenderness in the
woman's plain face as she asked that question.
'Yes, I--I think so,' Gladys replied, but she got up suddenly from her
seat, and her voice gave a suspicious tremor. 'Money can do a great
deal, Mrs. Macintyre, but it cannot do everything--not everything.'
'Aweel, no. I dinna pray muckle,--there's no' muckle encouragement for
sic releegious ordinances this airt,--but I whiles speir at the Lord no'
to mak' siller a wecht for ye to cairry. Weel, are ye awa?'
'Yes; good-bye. When you come down to Bourhill, after I come back, we'll
have long talks. I shall be so glad to have you there.'
'Aweel, wha wad hae thocht it? Ye'll no' rue'd, my doo, if I'm spared,
that's a' the thanks I can gie. An' wull ye no' gang up by?'
There was distinct anxiety in her repetition of the question. But
Gladys, with averted head, hastened towards the door.
'Not to-day. Good-bye,' she said quickly; and, with a warm hand-shake,
which anew convinced the honest woman that the girl in prosperity
remained unchanged, she went her way.
But instead of going back through the lane to Argyle Street, she
continued up the familiar dull street till she reached the warehouse
door. She stopped outside, and there being no one in sight, she laid her
slender hand on the handle with a lingering--ay, a caressing touch, and
then, as if ashamed, she turned about and quickly hurried out of sight.
And no one saw that tender, touching little act except a grimy sparrow
on the leads, and he flew off with a loud chirp, and, joining a
neighbour on the old stunted tree, made so much noise that it was just
possible he was delivering his opinion of the whole matter.
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CHAPTER XXI.
ACROSS THE CHANNEL.
For the first time in her life Gladys tasted the novelty of foreign
travel. It was quite a lady's party, consisting of Mrs. Fordyce and her
daughters, though Mr. Fordyce had promised to join them somewhere
abroad, especially if they remained too long away; also, there were
vague promises on the part of the Pollokshields cousins to meet them in
Paris, after the main object of their visit to Belgium was accomplished.
They stayed a week in London--not the London Gladys remembered as in a
shadowy dream. The luxurious life of a first-rate hotel had nothing in
it to remind her of the poor, shabby lodging on the Surrey side of the
river, which was her early and only recollection of the great city. At
the end of a week they crossed from Dover to Ostend, and in the warm,
golden light of a lovely autumn evening arrived in quaint, old-world,
sleepy Bruges. Madame Bonnemain herself met them at the station, a
bright-eyed, red-cheeked, happy-faced little woman, on whom the care and
the worry of life appeared to have sat but lightly during all these hard
years. She was visibly affected at meeting with her old school-friend.
'Why, Henrietta, you are not one bit changed; you actually look younger
than ever,' exclaimed Mrs. Fordyce, when the first agitation, of the
meeting was over. 'Positively, you look as young as you did in Brussels
eight-and-twenty years ago. Just look at me. Yes, these are my
daughters; and this is Gladys Graham, whom I am so anxious to see under
your care.'
The bright, sharp eyes of Madame Bonnemain took in the three girls at
one comprehensive glance, then she shook her head with a half-arch,
half-regretful smile.
'A year ago such a prospect would have seemed to lift me to paradise.
Times have been hard with me, Isabel--never harder than last year; but
it is always the darkest hour before the dawn, as we used to say in
Brussels, when the days seemed interminably awful just before vacation.
Two carriages we must have for so many women. Ah, I am so glad my house
is quite, quite empty.'
Beckoning to the drivers of two rather rickety old carriages, somewhat
resembling in form the old English chaise, she put all the girls in one,
and seated herself beside Mrs. Fordyce in the other.
'Now we can talk. The children will be happier without us. How good, how
very good, it is to see you again, Isabel, and how my heart warms to you
even yet.'
'It was your own fault, Henrietta, that we did not meet oftener. You
have always refused my invitations--sometimes without much ceremony,'
said Mrs. Fordyce rather reproachfully.
'Pride, my dear--Scotch pride; that is what kept me vegetating in this
awful place when my heart was in the Highlands. Tell me about Gairloch
and Helensburgh, and dear old Glasgow. I have never forgotten it,
though I was too proud to parade my poverty in its streets.'
'I will tell you nothing, Henrietta, till I hear what all this means.
Have you really been worse off lately?'
'My dear, for twelve months I have not had a creature in my house,' said
Madame Bonnemain, and her face grew graver and older in its
outline,--'positively not a creature. Bruges has gone down as a place
for English residents, and I don't wonder at it.'
'It is very beautiful, Henrietta,' said Mrs. Fordyce quickly,--'so
quaint; everything about it a picture.'
'People can't live on quaintness, my love, and the narrowness and
tyranny of it is intolerable. I hate it. When I go away from Bruges I
never want to set eyes on it again as long as I live.'
Her eyes shone, her cheeks grew red, her little mouth set itself in
quite a determined curve. Mrs. Fordyce perceived that she had some
serious umbrage against the old Flemish town--a grudge which would never
be wiped away. And yet it _was_ very picturesque, with its grey old
houses, its quaint spires, its flat fields spreading away from the
canal, its rows of stately poplar trees.
'There is nothing really more terrible, Isabel, than the English life in
a foreign town. It is so narrow, so petty--I had almost said so
degraded. I should not have taken your pretty ward into my house here
suppose you had prayed me to do it. Nothing could possibly be worse for
a young girl; she could not escape its influence. No, I should never
have taken her here.'
'Why have you stayed so long, then, Henrietta, among such undesirable
surroundings?'
'Because it is cheap. There is no other reason in this world would keep
anybody in Bruges,' replied Madame promptly.
'But you have not yet told me why you cannot take the position offered
you.'
Then Madame turned her bright eyes, over-running with laughter, to her
friend, and there was a blush, faint and rosy as a girl's, on her cheek.
'Because, my dear, I have accepted another situation--a permanent one. I
am going to marry again.'
'Oh, Henrietta, impossible!'
'Quite true, my dear.'
'Another foreign gentleman, of course?'
'Why of course? No, I am going to rise in the world. I am going to marry
an English colonel, Isabel, and return to my own land. I believe I told
him that was my chief reason for accepting him at first.'
'But not at last?' hazarded Mrs. Fordyce, with a teasing smile.
'Well, no; romance is not dead yet, Isabel. But I shall tell you my
story by and by. Here we are.'
The carriages rattled across the market-place, and drew up before one of
the quaint, grey, green-shuttered houses. The _concierge_ rose lazily
from his chair within the shadow of the court, and showed himself at the
door. The ladies alighted, and were ushered into the small plain abode
where Madame Bonnemain had so long struggled for existence. All were
charmed with it and with her. She made them feel at home at once. Often
Gladys looked at her, and felt her heart drawn towards her. Yes, with
that bright, sympathetic little woman, she could be happy at Bourhill.
But somewhat late that night Mrs. Fordyce came into her room and sat
down by her bed.
'My dear, are you asleep? We have come on a fruitless errand; Madame
Bonnemain cannot come to you. She is going to be married almost
immediately, so what are we to do now?'
'It is a great disappointment,' said Gladys. 'I like her so much. Yes,
what are we to do now?'
'You must just come to us for another winter, Gladys; there is nothing
else for it.'
Gladys lay still a moment, revolving something in her mind.
'Would it be proper for me to have an unmarried lady to live with me,
Mrs. Fordyce?' she asked suddenly.
'Quite, if she were old enough.'
'How old?'
'Middle-aged, at least.'
'Then I know somebody who will do; it is a beautiful arrangement,' cried
Gladys joyfully. 'In the little fen village where we lived, my father
and I, there is a lady, Miss Peck--we lived in her house. She was very
kind to us, and yet so poor; yes, I think she would come.'
'Is she a lady, Gladys?'
'If to be a lady is to have a heart of gold, which never thinks one
unselfish thought, she is one, Mrs. Fordyce,' said Gladys warmly.
'These are the attributes of a lady, of course, Gladys, but there are
other things, my dear, which _must_ be considered. If this Miss Peck is
to sit at your table, help you to guide your household, and be your
constant companion, she must be a very superior person.'
'She was well brought up. I think her father was a surgeon in Boston,'
said Gladys; and these words at once relieved the lawyer's wife.
'If that is so, she may be the very person for whom we are seeking. You
are sure she is still there?'
'Yes,' replied Gladys reluctantly. 'I wrote to her in the summer. Mr.
Fordyce allowed me to send her some money,--not in charity, it was the
payment of a just debt,--and when she replied I knew by her letter that
she was still very poor. I have always meant to have her come to me at
Bourhill, but it will be delightful if she can come altogether.'
'You have a good heart, Gladys; you will not forget those who have
befriended you.'
'I hope not, I pray not; only sometimes I am afraid it is harder for
some reasons to be rich than poor.'
These words slightly surprised Mrs. Fordyce, though she did not ask an
explanation of them.
'Try to sleep, my child, and don't worry your dear brain with plans,'
she said, and, with a motherly kiss, returned to the little _salon_ to
enjoy the rare luxury of recalling old memories she had shared with the
friend of her youth. They sat far on into the night, and before they
parted Mrs. Fordyce was in full possession of the whole story of these
weary and sordid years through which Henrietta Bonnemain had
uncomplainingly borne her burden of poverty and care.
'Then the Colonel turned up,' she concluded, with a curious little
tender smile; 'just when my affairs were at the lowest ebb he came here
to visit an old regimental friend who lives over the way. So we met, and
both being unattached, we drew to each other, and next month we are to
be married.'
'Tell me about him, Henrietta, tell me all about him. I declare I am as
silly and curious as a school-girl--far more curious about this new
lover of yours than I ever was about the old.'
'There is no comparison between the two, Isabel--none at all. Captain
Bonnemain was a good man, and he loved me dearly, but it is nearly
always a mistake to marry a foreigner. It seems a cruel thing to say,
but I never felt to poor Louis as I felt to the noble Englishman who has
done me so great an honour.'
Her eyes were full of tears. Mrs. Fordyce saw that she was deeply moved.
'I do not know what he sees in me. He is so handsome, so noble, and so
rich, he might marry whom he willed. He has no relatives to be angry
over it; and he says, if it pleases me, we can buy a place in Scotland,
on the very shores of the Gairloch. Think of that, Isabel; think of your
exiled Henrietta returning to _that_. God is too good, and I am too
happy.'
She bent her head and wept, and these tears betrayed what her exile had
been to the Scotchwoman's heart. Mrs. Fordyce was scarcely less moved.
It was a pathetic and beautiful romance.
The Scotch travellers spent a happy week in the old Flemish town; and
Gladys, who had the artist's quick eye for beauty of colour and
picturesqueness of detail, carried away with her many little 'bits,' to
be finished and perfected at home.
Madame Bonnemain journeyed with them to Brussels many times, but
declined their invitation to accompany them to Paris. They would all
meet, she said, after a certain happy event was over, in the dear land
over the sea.
George Fordyce alone joined them in Paris, and, somewhat to his aunt's
distress, constituted himself at once as cavalier to Gladys. Often, very
often, the good lady was on the point of speaking plainly to him, but,
remembering her husband's warning, decided to let matters take their
course. She watched Gladys narrowly, however, but could discover nothing
in her demeanour but a frank kindliness, almost such as she might have
displayed towards a brother. George Fordyce, who had really learned to
care for the girl, felt that the close companionship of these days in
Paris had not advanced his cause. He did not know that her mind was so
engrossed by great plans and high ideals for the life of the coming
winter that she had no time to bestow on nearer interests. He was a
prudent youth, and decided to bide his time.
After a month's pleasant loitering abroad, they returned to London.
George took his cousins home, and Mrs. Fordyce went with Gladys into
Lincolnshire.
And they found the fen village as of yore, in no wise changed, except
that a few new graves had been added to the little churchyard. The
little spinster still abode in her dainty cottage, not much changed,
except to look a trifle more aged and careworn. The fastidious eye of
the lawyer's accomplished wife could detect no flaw in the demeanour of
Miss Peck, and she added her entreaties to those of Gladys. In truth,
the poor little careworn woman was not hard to persuade. She had no ties
save those of memory to bind her to the fen country, so she gave her
promise freely, accepting her new home as a gift from God.
'I shall come one more time here only,' Gladys said, 'to take papa away.
Mr. Fordyce promised to arrange it for me. He must sleep with his own
people; and when he is in the old churchyard I shall feel at home in
Bourhill.'
All these things were done before the year was out; and Christmas saw
Gladys Graham settled in her new home, ready and eager to take up the
charge she believed God had entrusted to her--the stewardship of wealth,
to be used for His glory.
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CHAPTER XXII.
A HELPING HAND.
All this time nothing had been heard of Liz. She was no longer known in
her old haunts--was almost forgotten, indeed, save by one or two. Among
those who remained faithful to her memory was the melancholy Teen, and
she thought of her hour by hour as she sat at her monotonous
work--thought of her with a great wonder in her soul. Sometimes a little
bitterness intermingled, and she felt herself aggrieved at having been
so shabbily treated by her old chum. She had in her quiet way instituted
a very thorough inquiry into all the circumstances of her flight, and
had kept a watchful eye on every channel from which the faintest light
was likely to shine upon the mystery, but at the end of six months it
was still unsolved. Liz was as irrevocably lost, apparently, as if the
earth had opened and swallowed her.
Teen had come to the conclusion that Liz had veritably emigrated to
London, and was there assiduously, and probably successfully, wooing
fame and fortune. Sometimes the weary burden of her toil was beguiled by
dreams of a bright day on which Liz, grown a great lady, but still true
to the old friendship, should come, perhaps, in a coach and pair, up
the squalid street and remove the little seamstress to be a sharer in
her glory. In one particular Teen was entirely and persistently loyal to
her friend. She believed that she had kept herself pure, and when doubts
had been thrown on that theory by others who believed in her less, she
had closed their tattling mouths with language such as they were not
accustomed to hear from her usually reticent lips. These gossip-mongers,
who flourish in the quarters of the poor and rich alike, speedily
learned that it was just as well not to mention the name of Liz Hepburn
to Teen Balfour. One day a visitor, in the shape of a handsomely-dressed
young lady, did come to the little seamstress's door. Teen gave a great
start when she saw the tall figure, and her face flushed all over. In
the semi-twilight which always prevails on the staircases of these great
grim 'lands' of houses, she had imagined her dream to come true.
'Oh, it's you, miss?' she said, recognising Gladys Graham at last. 'I
thought it was somebody else. Ye can come in, if ye like.'
The bidding was ungracious, the manner of it as repellent as of yore;
but Gladys, not easily repulsed, followed the little seamstress across
the threshold, and closed the door. The heavy, close smell of the place
made a slight faintness come over her, and she was glad to sink into the
nearest chair.
'Do you never open your window? It is very close in here.'
'No, I never open it. It takes me a' my time to keep warm as it is.
There's a perfect gale blaws in, onyhoo, at the chinks. Jist pit yer
hand at the windy, an' ye'll see.'
Gladys glanced pitifully round the place, and then fixed her lovely,
compassionate eyes on the figure of the little seamstress, as she took
up her position again on the stool by the fire and lifted her work.
'You look just as if you had been sitting there continuously since I saw
you last,' Gladys said involuntarily.
'So I have, maistly,' replied Teen dully, 'an' will sit or they cairry
me oot.'
'Oh, I hope not; indeed, you will not. Have you had a hard summer?'
'Middlin'; it's been waur. Five weeks in July I had nae wark; but I've
been langer than that--in winter, too. In summer it's no' sae bad. When
ye're cauld, ye feel the want o' meat waur.'
'Have you really sometimes not had food?' asked Gladys in a shocked
voice.
'Whiles. Do _you_ ken onything aboot Liz?' she asked, suddenly breaking
off, and lifting her large sunken eyes to the sweet face opposite to
her.
'No; that is one of the things I came about to-day. Have you not heard
anything of her?'
'No' a cheep. Naebody kens. I gaed up to Colquhoun Street one day to ask
Walter, but he didna gie me muckle cuttin'. I say, he's gettin' on
thonder.' She flashed a peculiar, sly glance at Gladys, and under it the
latter's sensitive colour rose.
'I always knew he would,' she replied quietly. 'And he has not heard
anything, either? Do you ever see her father and mother?'
'No; but it's the same auld sang. They're no' carin' a button whaur Liz
is,' said Teen calmly.
'Have you _no_ idea?' asked Gladys.
'Not the least. I may think what I like, but I dinna ken a thing,'
replied the girl candidly.
'What do you think, then? You knew her so intimately. If you would help
me, we might do something together,' said Gladys eagerly.
Teen was prevented answering for a moment by a fit of coughing--a dry,
hacking cough, which racked her weary frame, and brought a dark, slow
colour into her cadaverous cheek.
'Well, I think she's in London,' she replied at length. 'But it's only a
guess. She'll turn up some day, nae doot; we maun jist wait till she
does.'
'I am very sorry for _you_. Will you let me help you? I am living in my
own home now in Ayrshire. It is lovely there just now--almost as mild as
summer. Won't you come down and pay me a little visit? It would do you a
great deal of good.'
Teen laid down her heavy seam and stared at Gladys in genuine amazement,
then gave a short, strange laugh.
'Ye're takin' a len' o' me, surely,' she said. 'What wad ye dae if I
took ye at yer word?'
'I mean what I say. I want to speak to you, anyhow, about a great many
things. How soon could you come? Have you any more work than this to
do?'
'No; I tak' this hame the nicht,' replied Teen. 'I can come when I
like.'
'If I stay in town all night, would you go down with me to-morrow?'
'Maybe; but, I say, what do ye mean?'
She leaned her elbows on her knees, and, with her thin face between her
hands, peered scrutinisingly into her visitor's face. There was a great
contrast between them, the rich girl and the poor, each the
representative of a class so widely separated that the gulf seems
well-nigh impassable.
'I don't mean anything, except that I want to help working girls. I so
wished for Liz, she was so clever and shrewd; she could have told me
just what to do. You can help me if you like; you must take her place.
And at Bourhill you will have a rest--nothing to do but eat and sleep,
and walk in the country. You will lose that dreadful paleness, which has
always haunted me whenever I thought of you.'
A curious tremor was visible on the face of the little seamstress, a
movement of every muscle, and her nerveless fingers could not grasp the
needle.
'A' richt,' she replied rather huskily. 'I'll come. What time the morn?'
'What time can you be ready? It is quite the same to me when I go. I
have nothing to do.'
'Well, I can be ready ony time efter twelve; but, I say, what if, when I
come back, they've gi'en my wark to somebody else? That's certain; ye
should see the crood waitin' for it--fechtin' for it almost like wild
cats.'
Gladys shivered, and heavy tears gathered in her eyes as she rose from
her chair.
'Never mind that. It will be my concern--that is, if you are willing to
trust me?'
Teen rose also, and for a moment their eyes met in a steady look. 'Yes,'
she said, 'I trust ye, though I dinna, for the life o' me, ken what ye
mean.'
There was no demonstration of gratitude on the part of the little
seamstress; Gladys even felt a trifle chilled and disheartened thinking
of her after she had left the house. But the gratitude was there. That
still, cold, self-constrained heart, being awakened to life, never slept
again. Both lived to bless that bleak November day when the first
compact had been made between them.
From the city Gladys went by car to Kelvinside, and walked up to
Bellairs Crescent. Habit is very strong; not yet could the girl, so long
used to the strictest and most meagre economies, bear to indulge
herself in small luxuries. The need of the world was always with her.
She thought always of the many to whom such small sums meant riches. She
was not expected at Bellairs Crescent, and she found her friends
entertaining at afternoon tea. Some one was singing when she reached the
drawing-room door, and when the song was over, she slipped in,
surprised, and a little taken aback, to see so many people in the room.
A number of them were known to her; there had been many pleasant
gatherings at Troon in the summer, and, as was natural, Miss Graham of
Bourhill, with her interesting personality and her romantic history, had
received a great deal of attention from the Fordyces' large circle of
friends. The warmth of the greeting accorded to her made the lovely
colour flush high in her cheek, and her eyes sparkle with added
brilliance.
'Yes, I came up only at noon. I have been in the city since then,' she
replied, in answer to many questions. 'Oh, how do you do, Mr. Fordyce? I
did not expect to see you.'
'Nor I you,' said George Fordyce impressively. 'I was dragged here by
Julia against my will, and this is the reward of fraternal virtue.'
It was a daring speech, and the manner conveyed still more than the
words. The colour broke again over her face in a wavering flood, and her
eyes down-dropped under his ardent gaze. These things were noted by
several present, and conclusions rapidly drawn.
'You must not talk nonsense to me,' she said, recovering herself, and
speaking with her quaint, delightful dignity. 'Remember your promise at
Paris.'
'What promise? Did I make one?'
'You know you did,' she said reproachfully. 'We agreed to be friendly,
and between friends there should never be any foolish compliments.'
'Well, I can't keep faith; it's impossible to see you and remember any
such promise. Besides, it's sober truth,' he replied, growing bolder
still. 'Let me get you some tea. Isn't it rather lively here? Doesn't it
make you regret having buried yourself in the backwoods at the very
beginning of the season?'
'No; I don't care anything about the season,' replied Gladys truthfully.
'Yes, you may bring me some tea, if you don't stay talking after you
have brought it. How beautiful Clara is looking to-day.'
'Clara--yes; she's a handsome girl,' said George, regarding his cousin
with but a languid approval. She looked very handsome and stately in her
trained gown of brown velvet, with a touch of yellow at the throat, but
her expression was less bright than usual. The two who spoke of her at
the moment did not guess that they were responsible for the sudden
change from gay to grave in her demeanour.
'Oh, Gladys, we were coming down on Saturday, Len and I,' whispered Mina
at her elbow; 'but now you will stay, and that will do as well. How are
you supporting life down there just now? and how is that sweet little
oddity, Miss Caroline Peck?'
'If you call her an oddity, Mina, I cannot talk to you,' said Gladys,
with a laugh and a shake of the head. 'I am going home to-morrow. Could
Leonard and you not go down with me?'
'Going home to-morrow! Not if we know it. The people are just going
away, and we shall have a delightful cosy chat. Here's that tiresome
George; but _isn't_ he looking handsome? Really, one is proud to have
such a cousin.'
It was now half-past five, and the company began to disperse. In about
ten minutes there were no guests left but Gladys and the two cousins
from Pollokshields.
'Now I can talk to you, my dear child,' said Mrs. Fordyce. 'Why didn't
you let us know you were coming to town, and one of the girls, at least,
would have come to meet you?'
'I had something to do in the city, dear Mrs. Fordyce,' replied Gladys.
'There is something troubling me a good deal just now.'
'What is it? Nothing must be allowed to trouble Miss Graham of Bourhill.
Her star should always be in the ascendant,' said Mina banteringly.
'It is a mystery--a lost girl,' said Gladys rather gravely. 'Some one I
knew in the old life, who has disappeared, and nobody knows where she
has gone.'
'How exciting! Has she not gone "ower the border an' awa', wi' Jock o'
Hazeldean"?' asked Mina. 'Do tell us about her. What is her name?'
'Lizzie Hepburn; she is the sister of Walter, who was with my uncle,'
said Gladys gravely. 'It is the strangest thing.'
'George, my dear, look what you are doing. Oh, my beautiful gown!'
It was Mrs. Fordyce who thus turned the conversation. Her nephew,
handing the cup of tea she had never found time to drink while her
guests were present, had deliberately spilled it on the front of her
tea-gown. The incident was laughed over in the end, and the only person
present who thought of associating his awkwardness with the name Gladys
had mentioned was Mina, the shrewdest of them all; but though she had
many a strange and anxious thought on the subject, she held her peace.
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CHAPTER XXIII.
REAL AND IDEAL.
The little seamstress had never been out of Glasgow in her life. Even
the Fair holidays, signal for an almost universal exodus 'doon the
water,' brought no emancipation for her. It may be imagined that such a
sudden and unexpected invitation to the country filled her with the
liveliest anticipation. By eight o'clock that night she had finished her
pile of work, and immediately made haste with it to the warehouse which
employed her. When she had received her meagre payment, and had another
bundle rather contemptuously pushed towards her by the hard-visaged
forewoman, she experienced quite a little thrill of pride in refusing
it.
'No, thank you, Mrs. Galbraith; I dinna need ony mair the day,' she
said, and her face flushed under the forewoman's strong, steady stare.
'Oh, what's up?'
'I'm gaun into the country to visit a lady,' said Teen proudly.
'Oh, all right; there's a hundred waiting on the job, but don't expect
to be taken on the moment you like to show your face. We can afford to
be as independent as you.'
'I don't expect to need it,' said Teen promptly, though in truth her
heart sank a little as she heard these words of doom.
If Gladys failed her, she knew of no other place in that great and evil
city where she could earn her bread. She even felt a trifle despondent
as she retraced her steps to her garret, but, trying to throw it off,
she set herself immediately on entering the house to inspect her
wardrobe. This was a most interesting occupation, and, after much
deliberation, she took her best black skirt to pieces, and proceeded to
hang it as nearly as possible in the latest fashion. Then she had her
hat to retrim, and a piece of clean lace to sew on her neckband. At four
o'clock her last candle expired in its socket, and she had to go to bed.
At the grey dawn she was astir again, and long before the brougham had
left Bellairs Crescent with Gladys, Teen was waiting, tin box in hand,
on the platform of St. Enoch's Station.
Mrs. Fordyce accompanied Gladys to the station, and when Teen saw them
she felt a wild desire to run away. Gladys Graham sitting on a chair in
the little attic, talking familiarly of the Hepburns, and Gladys Graham
outside, were two very different beings. Gladys glanced sharply round,
and, espying her, smiled reassuringly, and advanced with frank
outstretched hand.
'Ah, there you are! I am glad to see you. Mrs. Fordyce, this is
Teen--Christina Balfour. I must begin to call you Christina; I think it
is much prettier. Isn't this a pleasant day? The country will be looking
lovely.'
Mrs. Fordyce smiled and bowed graciously to the seamstress, but did not
offer her hand. Her manner was kind, but distant; her very smile
measured the gulf between them. Teen felt it just as plainly as if she
had spoken it in words, and felt also intuitively that her presence
there was not quite approved of by the lawyer's wife. That, indeed, was
true. There had been a long and rather warm discussion over the little
seamstress that morning in Bellairs Crescent, and Mrs. Fordyce had
discovered that, with all her gentleness and simplicity, Gladys was not
a person to abandon a project on which she had set her heart.
'My dear Gladys,' she took the opportunity of whispering when Teen was
out of hearing, 'I am more than ever perplexed. She is not even
interesting--nothing could be more hopelessly vulgar and commonplace.'
Gladys never spoke.
'Do tell me what you mean to do with her,' she pursued, with distinct
anxiety in her manner.
'Don't let us speak about it, Mrs. Fordyce,' said Gladys rather coldly.
'It is impossible you can understand. I have been like her; I know what
her life is. You must let me alone.'
'I am afraid you are going to be eccentric, my dear,' said Mrs. Fordyce.
'I cannot help regretting that Madame Bonnemain was prevented coming to
Bourhill. She would have set her foot down on this.'
'Then she would have been mistress of Bourhill,' answered Gladys, with a
faint smile, 'and we should certainly have disagreed.'
Mrs. Fordyce looked at her curiously.
'There is a great deal of character about you, Gladys. I am afraid you
are rather an imposition. To look at you, one would think you as gentle
as a lamb.'
'Dear Mrs. Fordyce, don't make me out such a terrible person,' said
Gladys quickly. 'Is it so odd that I should wish to brighten life a
little for those whom I know have had so very little brightness?'
'No; it is not your aim, only your method, I object to, my dear. It will
never do to fill Bourhill with such people. But I will say no more.
Experience will teach you expediency and discretion.'
'We shall see,' replied Gladys, with a laugh, and for the first time she
experienced a sense of relief at parting with her kind friend.
Mrs. Fordyce was a kind-hearted woman, and did a great many good deeds,
though on strictly conventional lines. She was the clever organiser of
Church charities, the capable head of the Ladies' Provident and Dorcas
Society, to which she grudged neither time nor money; but she did not
believe in personal contact with the very poor, nor in the power or
efficacy of individual sympathy and effort. She thought a great deal
about Gladys that day, pondering and puzzling over her action--a trifle
nettled, if it must be told, at the calm, quiet manner in which her
disapproval had been ignored. Gladys was indeed proving herself a very
capable and independent mistress of Bourhill.
Meanwhile the two girls, whom fortune had so differently favoured,
journeyed together into Ayrshire. A strange shyness seemed to have taken
possession of Teen; she sat bolt upright in the corner of the carriage,
clutching her tin box, and looking half-scared, half-defiant; even the
red feather in her hat seemed to wear an aggressive air. In her soul she
fervently rued the step she had taken, and thought with longing of her
own little room, and with affectionate regret of the bundle she had so
proudly returned to Mrs. Galbraith.
'What are you thinking of, Teen? You don't look at all happy,' said
Gladys, growing a trifle embarrassed by the continued silence.
'I'm no'; I wish I hadna come,' was the flat reply, which made the
sensitive colour rise in the fair cheek of Gladys.
'Oh no, you don't; you are only shy. Wait till you have seen Bourhill;
you will think it the loveliest place in the world,' she said
cheerfully.
'Maybe,' answered Teen doubtfully. 'I feel gey queer the noo, onyhoo.'
This was not encouraging. Gladys became silent also, and both felt
relieved when the train stopped at Mauchline Station.
The girl, whose only idea of the country was her acquaintance with the
straight, conventional arrangement of city parks and gardens, looked
about her with genuine wonder.
'My,' she said, as they crossed over the little footbridge at the
station, 'sic a room folk have here! Are there nae hooses ava?'
'Oh, lots,' replied Gladys quite gaily, relieved to see even a faint
interest exhibited by her guest. 'We shall drive through Mauchline
presently; it is such a pretty, quaint little town.'
A very dainty little phaeton, in charge of an exceedingly smart young
groom, waited at the station gate for Miss Graham. Teen regarded it and
her with open-mouthed amazement. Again it seemed impossible that this
gracious, self-possessed lady, giving her orders so calmly, and
according so well in every respect with her changed fortunes, could be
the same girl who accompanied Liz and herself to the Ariel Music Hall
not much more than a year ago.
'My,' she said again, when Gladys took the reins and the pony started
off, 'it's grand, but queer.'
'It is all very nice, I think,' said Gladys whimsically. 'Did I tell you
that Mrs. Macintyre, who used to live in the Wynd, is at the lodge at
Bourhill? But perhaps you did not know Mrs. Macintyre?'
'I have heard o' her frae Liz,' Teen replied; 'but I didna ken that she
was here.'
'She only came a month ago. She is a great treasure to me. I wonder if
you have thought why I wished you to come here?'
'I've wondered. Ye can tell me, if ye like,' said Teen.
'Well, you see, I have always been sorry about you, somehow, ever since
that day I saw you in the Hepburns' house; I really never forgot your
pale face. I want you here for your own sake, first, to try and make you
look brighter and healthier, and I want your advice and help about
something I am more interested in than anything.'
'My advice an' help!' repeated Teen almost blankly, yet secretly
flattered and pleased. The idea that her advice and help should be
desired by any one was something so entirely new that she may be excused
being almost overcome by it.
'Yes,' answered Gladys, with a nod. 'It's about the girls--the girls you
and I know about in Glasgow, who have such a poor time, and are
surrounded with so much temptation. Do you remember that night long ago
when Lizzie Hepburn and you took me to the Ariel Music Hall?'
'Yes, I mind it fine. I was thinkin' o't no' a meenit syne.'
'Well, don't you think that the girls we saw there might have some
place a little pleasanter and safer for them to be in than a music
hall?'
'Yes,' answered Teen, with unwonted seriousness. 'It's no' a guid place.
I've kent twa-three that gaed to the bad, an' they met their bad company
there. But what can lassies dae? Tak' Liz, for instance, or me. Had we
onything to keep us at hame? The streets, or the music hall, or the
dancin', ony o' them was better than sittin' in the hoose.'
'Oh, I know. Have I not thought of it all?' cried Gladys, with a great
mournfulness. 'But don't you think if they had some pleasant place of
their own, where they could meet together of an evening, and read or
work or amuse themselves, they would be happier?'
'There are some places. I ken some lassies that belang to Christian
Associations. Liz an' me gaed twice or thrice wi' some o' the members,
but'--
'But what?' asked Gladys, bending forward with keen interest.
'We didna like it. There was ower muckle preachin', and some of the
ladies looked at us as if we were dirt,' responded Teen candidly. 'Ye
should hae heard Liz when we cam' oot. It was as guid as a play to hear
her imitatin' them.'
Gladys looked thoughtful, and a trifle distressed. Curiously, at the
moment she could not help thinking of the many societies and
associations with which Mrs. Fordyce was connected, and of her demeanour
that day at St. Enoch's Station--an exact exemplification of Teen's
plain-spoken objection.
'Liz said she was as guid as them, an' she wadna be patronised; an'
that's what prevents plenty mair frae gaun. A lot gang just to serve
themselves, because they get a lot frae the ladies. My, ye can get
onything oot o' them if ye ken hoo to work them.'
This was a very gross view of the case, which could not but jar upon
Gladys, though she was conscious that there was a good deal of truth in
it. Somehow, in the light of Teen Balfour's unvarnished estimate of
philanthropic endeavour, her dreams seemed to become all at once
impossible of fulfilment.
'I do not think they mean, the ladies, to patronise. Do you not think
the girls imagine, or at least exaggerate?'
'Maybe; but Susan Greenlees--a lassie I ken, that works in a
print-mill--telt me one o' them reproved her for haein' a long white
ostrich feather in her hat, and Susan, she just says, "Naebody askit you
to pay for it," an' left.'
Gladys relapsed into silence; and Teen, all unconscious of the cold
water she had thrown so copiously on a bright enthusiasm, sat back
leisurely, and looked about her interestedly.
'Here we are,' said Gladys, at length rousing herself up, though with an
evident effort; 'and there is Mrs. Macintyre at the gate. You have never
seen her, you say? Hasn't she a nice kind face?'
Gladys drew rein when they had passed through the gate, and introduced
the two. Mrs. Macintyre, who looked like a different being in her warm
grey tweed gown, neat cap, and black apron, gave the pale city girl a
hearty hand-shake, and prophesied that Bourhill air would soon bring a
rose into her cheek. Gladys nodded, and said she hoped so, then drove on
to the house. And when they went up the long flight of steps and into
the wide, warm, beautiful hall, Teen's shyness returned to her, and if
it had been possible she would have turned and fled.
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CHAPTER XXIV.
THE UNEXPECTED.
It did not occur to Gladys to give her guest quarters at the lodge
beside Mrs. Macintyre, where, it might have been thought, she would be
more at home. Having invited her to Bourhill, she treated her in all
respects like any other guest. Teen, after the first fit of shyness wore
off, accepted it all as a matter of course, and conducted herself in a
calm and undisturbed manner, which secretly astonished Gladys. All the
while, however, her new surroundings and experiences made a profound
impression on the awakened mind of the city girl. Nothing escaped the
keen vision of her great dark eyes. Every detail of the beautiful old
house was photographed on her memory; she could have told how many
chairs were in the drawing-room, and described every picture on the
dining-room walls. Between her and little Miss Peck--the brisk,
happy-hearted spinster, who appeared to have taken a new lease of
life--there was speedily established a very good understanding, which
was also a source of amazement to Gladys. She had anticipated exactly
the reverse.
'My dear, she is most interesting,' said Miss Peck, when the first
evening was over, and Teen had gone to bed, not to sleep, but to lie
enjoying the luxury of a down-bed and dainty linen, and pondering on
this wonderful thing that had happened to her,--'most interesting. What
depths in her eyes--what self-possession in her demeanour! My dear, you
can make anything of that girl.'
Miss Peck was given to romancing and enthusiasm, but the contrast
between her opinion and that expressed by Mrs. Fordyce made Gladys
smile. She did not feel herself as yet very particularly drawn towards
her guest, whose reserve of manner was sometimes as trying as her
outspokenness on other occasions.
'I am glad you like her, Miss Peck. I confess that sometimes I do not
know what to make of her. But, you see, she is the only one who can be
of any use to me; she knows all about working girls and their ways. If
only I could find poor Lizzie Hepburn! She always knew exactly what she
meant, and she was clever enough for anything,' said Gladys, with a
sigh.
'But tell me, my dear, what is it you wish to do? I don't know that I
quite comprehend.'
'Indeed, I am not quite clear about it yet myself, though, of course, I
have an idea I want to help them, especially the friendless ones. If it
could be arranged, I should like to establish a kind of friendly Club
for them in Glasgow, where they could all meet, and where those who have
no friends could lodge; then I should like to have a little holiday
house for them here, if possible.'
'My dear, that is a great undertaking for one so young.'
'Do you think so? I must try it, and you must help me, dear Miss Peck,
for Mrs. Fordyce won't. She doesn't approve at all of my having invited
Christina Balfour down here.'
'My dear, the world never does approve of anything done out of the
conventional way,' said Miss Peck, with a quiet touch of bitterness. 'I
think you have a very noble aim, and the heart of an angel; only there
will be mountains of difficulty in the way.'
'We must overcome them,' answered Gladys quickly.
'And you will meet with much discouragement, and a great deal of
ingratitude,' pursued the little spinster, hating herself for her
discouraging words, but convinced that it was her duty to prepare her
dear charge for the worst.
'Not more than I can bear,' Gladys answered. 'And I am quite sure that,
with all these drawbacks, I shall also receive many bright, encouraging
things to help me on.'
'Yes, my dear, you will. God will reward you in His own best way,' said
Miss Peck, with tears in her eyes.
Gladys sat late by the fire that night, pondering her new scheme, and
developing its details with great rapidity. She found the greatest
comfort and pleasure in such planning; for, though she was the envied of
many, there were times, though unconfessed, when she was weighed down by
her own loneliness, when a sense of desolation, as keen as any she had
ever experienced in Colquhoun Street, made all the lovelier things of
life seem of no account.
Next morning Gladys drove her guest into Troon, and at sight of the
great sea, its breast troubled with wintry storms, tossing and rolling
in wildest unrest, Teen appeared for the first time really moved.
'It's fearsome,' she said in an awe-stricken whisper,--'fearsome!
Michty me, look at the waves! It's fearsome to look at.'
'How odd that it should strike you so!' exclaimed Gladys. 'It always
rests and soothes me; the wilder it is, the deeper the quiet it infuses
into my soul. See the tall shadow yonder through the mists, the
mountains of Arran; and that is Ayr, across Prestwick Bay; and these
rocks jutting out into the sea, the Heads of Ayr. Do you see that house
with the flagstaff, at the top of the Links? It is Mr. Fordyce's house,
The Anchorage, where I lived all summer. It is splendid here to-day.
Stand still, Firefly, you impatient animal; we are not ready to go yet.'
'I wad be feared to live in that hoose,' said Teen. 'The waves micht
come up in the nicht an' wash it away. Jist look at that yin the noo.'
A great green wave, with its angry crest of foam, came rolling in with
apparently resistless force, and spent itself on the pebbly shore with a
sullen roar.
'"Thus far shalt thou come, and no farther,"' said Gladys, with a faint
smile, and a momentary uplifting of her eyes to the grey wintry sky.
'"He holdeth the sea in the hollow of His hand."'
'Some day, when it is very fine, I shall take you to Ayr,' said Gladys,
as she turned the pony's head. 'I have often thought how I should like
to bring Liz here. I cannot tell you how I feel about her; I think about
her almost continually.'
'So dae I, though I think, mind, she's been very shabby to me; but she
was my chum,' said Teen, with an unusually soft look on her face. 'She
didna care a button what she said to a body, but at the same she wad dae
onything for ye.'
'And you still think she is in London?'
'Yes,' answered Teen, without a moment's hesitation 'Learnin' to be an
actress, as sure as I sit here.'
'Somehow I don't think it. I have an odd feeling at times about her, as
if she were not so far away from us as we imagine.'
'She's no' in Glesca, onyway. She couldna be in Glesca withoot me
kennin',' replied Teen confidently. 'There's some that think she gaed
aff wi' a beau, but they never said it twice to me. I kent Liz better
than that. She could watch hersel'.'
'Did you know him, the man you call her beau?' inquired Gladys, with a
slight blush.
'Ay, I kent him,' said Teen, looking away over the landscape as if she
suddenly found it of new and absorbing interest.
'And have you seen him since?'
'Ay.'
'Did you speak to him, or ask him if he knew anything about her?'
'No' me; it's nane o' my business to meddle; but maybe I wad ask him if
I had a chance,' said Teen, with a peculiar pressure of the lips.
'Who is he, Teen? Do you know his name?'
'Ay, fine that; but it wad dae nae guid to say,' replied Teen guardedly.
'I dinna think he had onything to dae wi' her gaun away, onyway.'
Gladys perceived that Teen was determined to be utterly loyal to her
friend, and admired her for it.
That very afternoon, however, Teen saw occasion to change her mind on
the subject. After lunch, while Gladys was busy with letter-writing,
Teen went out to pay a visit to Mrs. Macintyre at the lodge. She was
walking very leisurely down the avenue, admiring the brilliant glossy
green of the laurels and hollies, when the tall figure of a man in a
long ulster came swinging round the curve which hid the gates from view.
Teen gave a great start, and the dusky colour leaped in her face when
she recognised him. His cheek flushed too with distinct annoyance, and
surprise was also visible on his face.
'What are you doing here?' he asked, without the shadow of other
greeting.
Teen looked up at him with a kind of quiet insolence in her heavy dark
eyes.
'That's my business,' she said calmly, and picked to pieces the leaf she
had in her hand.
'Are you staying here?' he asked then, with undisguised uneasiness,
which secretly delighted Teen. If there was a human being she mortally
disliked and distrusted, it was Mr. George Fordyce.
'Yes, I'm stayin' at the big hoose.'
'With Miss Graham?'
Teen nodded, and a faint, melancholy smile, half of scorn, half of
amusement, touched her thin lips.
'How the deuce did you manage that?' he inquired angrily. 'I can't
understand it.'
'Nor I; ye can ask her, if ye like,' responded Teen calmly; then quite
suddenly she dropped her mask of indifference, and, laying her thin,
worn fingers on his arm, lifted her penetrating eyes swiftly to his
uneasy face. 'I say, where's Liz?'
'How should I know? How dare you question me?' he asked passionately. 'I
shall warn Miss Graham against you, that you are not a proper person to
have in her house. You are not fit to breathe the same air with her.'
'Maybe no'; but as fit as you,' she answered scornfully. 'I see through
it a'; but if ye have harmed Liz, my gentleman, ye'll no' get off wi'
it. Ye'll answer for it to me.'
Mrs. Fordyce had called her vulgar and commonplace; she did not look so
now; passion transformed her into a noble creature. The man of the
world, accustomed to its homage and adulation, cowed before the little
seamstress of the slums. While she walked away from him, as if scorning
to bandy further words, he looked after her in consternation. She had
not only surprised, she had made a coward of him for the moment. He
seemed to see in the slight, insignificant form of the city girl the
Nemesis who would sooner or later bring his evil deeds home, and thwart
what was at the present moment the highest ambition of his life.
His step lagged as he continued his way towards the house, within whose
walls dwelt the woman whom love and ambition prompted him to make his
wife. It was not, however, the reluctance of a dishonoured soul to seek
communion with one so absolutely pure, it was merely the hesitation of a
prudence wholly selfish. He rapidly reviewed the situation, considered
every possibility and every likely issue, and took his resolve. He could
not afford to wait. If Gladys was ever to be his, she must be won at
once. If she cared sufficiently for him to pledge herself to him, he
believed that she would stand by him and take his word, whatever slander
might assail his name. He had not anticipated this crisis when, in a
careless, idle mood, he had left the mill, and followed the impulse
which sent him to Bourhill.
By the time he reached the steps before the door every trace of
disturbance had vanished, and he was once more the urbane, handsome,
debonair gentleman who played such havoc among women's hearts.
Miss Graham being at home, he was at once shown into the drawing-room,
and left there while the maid took his name to her mistress. Meanwhile
Teen, instead of going into the lodge, passed through the gates, and
walked away up the road. She was utterly alone, the only sign of life
being a flock of sheep in the distance, trotting on sedately before a
tall shepherd and a collie dog. Teen never saw them. She was fearfully
excited, believing that she had at last discovered the clue to her
missing friend.
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CHAPTER XXV.
THE FIRST WOOER.
Gladys was writing a long letter to her guardian, setting forth in
eloquent terms what she wished to do for the working girls of the East
End, and asking him for some sympathy and advice, when the housemaid
knocked at the door.
'A gentleman for me, Ellen? Yes, I shall be there presently,' she said,
without looking at the card on the salver. 'Is Miss Peck in the
drawing-room?'
'No, ma'am; she is taking her rest. Shall I tell her?'
'Oh no. Who is it?'
She added another word to her letter, and then read the name on the
card. The maid standing by could not help seeing the lovely access of
colour in the fair cheek of her mistress, and, as was natural, drew her
own conclusions.
Gladys rose at once, and proceeded up-stairs. She did not, as almost
every other woman in the circumstances would have done, go to her own
room to inspect her appearance or make any change in her toilet. And, in
truth, none was needed. Her plain black serge gown, with its little
ruffle at the neck, which would have made a dowdy of almost anybody but
herself, was at once a fitting and becoming robe. Her lovely hair, which
in the early days had hung in straight heavy plaits over her back, was
now wound about her head, and kept in place by a band and knot of black
velvet. She moved with the calm mien and serious grace of a woman at
ease with herself and all the world. A faint hesitation, however,
visited her when she stood without the closed door of the drawing-room.
That curious prevision, which most of us experience at times, that
something unusual was in store, robbed her for a moment of her usual
self-possession; but, smiling and inwardly chiding herself for her own
folly, she opened the door and entered the presence of her lover. She
knew him to be such, it was impossible to mistake his demeanour and his
attitude towards her. There was the most lover-like eagerness in his
look and step as he came towards her, and under his gaze the girl's
sweet eyes drooped and her colour deepened.
'This is quite a surprise,' she said gaily. 'Why did you not bring some
of the girls with you?'
'I haven't seen them for ages, and Julia has a dance on to-night for
which she is saving herself. Besides, perhaps, I wanted to come quite
alone.'
'Yes?' she said in a voice faintly interrogatory. 'And you had to walk
from the station, too? If you had only wired in the morning, I could
have come or sent for you.'
'But, you see, I did not know in the morning I should be here to-day. It
is often the unexpected that happens. I came off on the impulse of the
moment. Are you glad to see me?'
It was a very direct question; but Gladys had now quite recovered
herself, and met it with a calm smile.
'Why, of course; how could I be otherwise? But, I say, you said a moment
ago you had not seen any of the girls for ages; it is only forty-eight
hours since we met in your aunt's drawing-room.'
'So it is,' he said innocently. 'I had quite forgotten, which shows how
time goes with me when you are out of town. Are you really going to bury
yourself here all winter?'
'I am going to live here, of course. It is my home, and I don't want any
other. A day in Glasgow once a week is quite enough for me.'
'Hard lines for Glasgow,' he said, tugging his moustache, and looking at
her with a good deal of real sentiment in his handsome eyes. She was
looking so sweet, he felt himself more in love than ever; and there was
a certain 'stand-offishness' in her manner which attracted him as much
as anything. He had not hitherto found such indifference a quality among
the young ladies of his acquaintance.
'I have just been writing to your Uncle Tom, telling him I want to spend
a great deal of money,' she began, rather to divert the conversation
than from any pressing desire for his opinion, 'and I don't feel at all
sure about what he will say. Your aunt does not approve, I know.'
'May I ask how you are going to spend it?' he inquired, with interest.
'Oh yes. I want to institute a Club for working girls in Glasgow, and a
holiday house for them here.'
'But there are any amount of such things in Glasgow already, and I
question if they do any good. I know my mother and Ju are always down on
them, and there's truth in what they say, too, that we are making a god
out of the working class. It is quite sickening what is done for them,
and how ungrateful they are.'
Gladys winced a little, and he perceived that he had spoken rather
strongly.
'I know there is a good deal done, but I think sometimes the methods are
not quite wise,' she said quietly. 'I am going to run my Club, as the
Americans say, on my own lines. You see, I am rather different, for I
have been a poor working girl myself, and I know both what they need and
what will do them most good.'
'You seem rather proud of the distinction,' he said involuntarily. 'Most
women in your position would have made a point of ignoring the past.
That is what half of Glasgow is trying to do all the time--forget where
they sprang from. Why are you so different?'
'I do not know.' Her lips curled in a fine scorn. 'As if it mattered,'
she said half-contemptuously,--'as if it mattered what anybody had
sprung from. I was reading Burns this morning, and I felt as if I could
worship him if for nothing more than writing these lines--
"The rank is but the guinea stamp,
The man's the gowd for a' that."'
'That's all very good in theory,' he said a trifle lazily; 'and besides,
it is very easy for you to speak like that, with centuries of lineage
behind you. I suppose the Grahams are as old as the Eglintons, or the
Alexanders, or even the great Portland family itself, if you come to
inquire into it. Yes, it is very easy for you to despise rank.'
'I don't despise it, and I am very proud in my own way that I do belong
to such an old family; but, all the same, it doesn't really matter.
There is nothing of any real value except honour and high character,
and, of course, genius.'
'When you speak like that, Gladys, and look like that, upon my word, you
make a fellow afraid to open his mouth before you,' he said quickly, and
there was something very winning in the humility and deference with
which he uttered these words.
Gladys was not unmoved by them, and had he followed up his slight
advantage, he might have won her on the spot; but at the propitious
moment Ellen brought in the tea-tray, and the conversation had to drift
into a more general groove.
'To return to my project,' said Gladys, when the maid had gone again, 'I
have one of my old acquaintances among the working girls here just now.
I expect she will help me a good deal. She was the friend of poor Lizzie
Hepburn, whom we have lost so completely. Is it not strange? What do you
think _can_ have become of her?'
'I'm sure I couldn't say,' he replied, with all the indifference at his
command.
Gladys, busy with the tea-cups, noticed nothing strange in his manner,
nor did his answer disappoint her much. She was quite aware that he did
not take an absorbing interest in the questions which engrossed so much
of her own thought.
'The saddest thing about it is that nobody seems to care anything about
what has become of her,' she said, as she took the dainty Wedgewood
teapot in her hand. 'Just think if the same thing had happened to your
sister or either of your cousins, what a thing it would have been.'
'My dear Gladys, the cases are not parallel. Such things happen every
day, and nobody pays the least attention. And besides, such people do
not have the same feelings as us.'
Gladys looked at him indignantly.
'You only say so because you know nothing about them,' she said quickly.
'I do assure you the poor have quite as keen feelings as the rich, and
some things they feel even more, I think. Why, only to-day I had an
instance of it in the girl I have staying here. Her loyalty to Liz is
quite beautiful. I wish you would not judge so harshly and hastily.'
'I will think anything to please you, Gladys,' said George fervently.
'You must forgive me if I am a trifle sceptical. You see, a fellow has
his opinions moulded pretty much by his people, and mine don't take your
view of the lower classes.'
Again he was unfortunate in his choice of words. Gladys particularly
disliked the expression, 'lower classes,' and his apologetic tone did
not appease her.
'They judge them harshly because they know nothing about them, and never
will. One has to live among them, as I have done, to learn their good
qualities. It is the only way,' she said rather sadly.
George set down his cup on the tray, and lingered at the table, looking
down at her with a glance which might have disconcerted her.
'You are so awfully good, Gladys,' he said, quite humbly for him. 'I
wonder you can be half as civil as you are to a reprobate like me.'
'Are you a reprobate?' she asked, with a faint, wondering smile.
'I'm not as good as I should be,' he added frankly. 'But, you see, I've
never had anybody put things in the light you put them in. If I had, I
believe it would have made all the difference. Won't you take me in
hand?'
He threw as much significance as he dared into his last question; but
Gladys apparently did not catch his meaning.
'I don't like to hear you speak so,' was the unexpected reply. 'It is
like throwing the blame on other people. A man ought to be strong enough
to be and to do good on his own account.'
'If you tell me what you would like me to do, I'll do it, upon my word,'
he said earnestly.
'Oh, I have no right to do that, but since you ask, I will say that you
have not very far to seek your opportunities. Your Uncle Tom told me the
other day you employed nearly seven hundred men and women at your mills.
If that is not a field for you to work in, I don't know what is.'
George Fordyce bit his lip ever so slightly, and half turned away. This
was bringing it home indeed, and the vision of himself taking up a new
_rôle_ among his own workpeople rather disconcerted him.
'Now you are offended,' said Gladys quickly; 'and, please, it is not my
fault. You asked me what you should do.'
'Offended with you! No such thing. You could never offend me. Can't you
see, Gladys, that the very reason I would be better is _you_, and you
alone. I want to please you, because I want to win you.'
There was no doubt at all about his meaning now. The passion with which
he spoke brought a blush to the girl's cheek, and she rose hurriedly
from her chair.
'Oh, you must not say such things to me, please.'
'Why not? Every man has the right to speak when he loves a woman as I
love you. Could not you care for me, Gladys? I know I am not half good,
but I'll try to be better for your sake.'
'I have liked you very well. I do like you,' she answered, with a
trembling frankness,--'only, I think, not quite in that way.'
'If you like me at all, I shall not despair. It will come in time. Give
me the hope that you'll try to think of me in that way,' he pleaded
passionately; and Gladys slightly shook her head.
'Try?' she repeated. 'I do not know much, but it seems to me that that
should be without trying.'
'But you need not give me a final answer now. Let me wait and try to win
you--to be more worthy of you. I know I am not that yet, but you know
we've got on awfully well together--been such chums--I'm sure it would
all come right.'
He looked very handsome and very winning, pleading his cause with an
earnestness which left no doubt of his sincerity. Gladys allowed him to
take her hand, and did not draw herself away.
'If you will let me alone a long time--a year, at least--and never speak
of it, I will give you an answer then. It is a very serious thing, and
one must be quite sure,' she said slowly; and that answer was more than
George Fordyce had dared to hope for. There was more deliberation and
calmness in her disposal of the question than would have satisfied most
men, but he had fared better than he expected, and left the house
content.
As for Gladys, she felt restless and unhappy, she did not know why; only
she knew that never had her thoughts reverted with such lingering
persistence to the past, never had its memories seemed more fraught with
sweetness and with pain. She was an enigma, she could not understand
herself.
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CHAPTER XXVI.
UNDER DISCUSSION.
Teen took quite a long walk along the bleak country road, and on her way
back dropped in at the lodge.
Mrs. Macintyre and the redoubtable 'Tammy'--a very round and chubby
urchin, as unlike a denizen of the slums as could well be imagined--were
sitting at tea by the cosy hearth, and there was a warm welcome and a
cup for the visitor at once.
'Come awa', my wummin; I saw ye gang by,' said the good soul cheerily.
'My, but ye hae a fine colour; jist gang ben an' look at yersel' in the
room gless. Ye're no' like the same lassie.'
Teen smiled rather incredulously, and did not go 'ben' to verify the
compliment.
'It's a fine place this,' she said, as she dropped into a chair. 'A
body's never tired. I wonder onybody bides in the toon when there's sae
much room in the country.'
The wideness of the landscape, its solitary freedom, and its quiet,
impressed the city girl in no ordinary way. After the crush and struggle
of the overcrowded streets, which she had not until now left behind, it
was natural she should be so impressed.
'I walkit as far as frae the Trongate to the Briggate, an' I saw
naething but twa-three sheep an' a robin red-breist sittin' in the
hedge,' she said musingly. 'It's breist was as red as it had been
pented. I didna ken ye could see them leevin'?'
'Oh, there's thoosan's o' them,' quoth Tammy enthusiastically. 'In the
spring that hedge up the road will be thick wi' nests, filled wi' eggs
o' a' kinds.'
'Which ye'll leave alane, my man, or I'll warm ye,' said his aunt, with
a warning glance. 'Ay, my wummin, this is a hantle better nor the
Trongate or the Briggate o' Glesca. An' what's the young leddy aboot
this efternune?'
'Writin' letters, I think. Has she said onything to you, Mrs. Macintyre,
aboot makin' a Club for lassies in the toon?'
'Tammy,' said Mrs. Macintyre, 'tak' the wee jug an' rin up to the dairy,
an' ask Mrs. Grieve if she'll gie ye a hap'nyworth o' mair cream.'
She did not urgently require the cream, but it was necessary at the
moment to get rid of Tammy, who was a remarkably shrewd boy, with very
long ears and a wonderful understanding.
Just as Tammy departed, rather unwillingly it must be told, the carriage
from the house came bowling down the avenue, and Mrs. Macintyre ran out
to open the gate. From her seat by the fire Teen could see over the low
white window-blind that George Fordyce sat in it alone.
'There's something up,' said Mrs. Macintyre. 'D'ye see that?'
She held up a shining half-crown, which in his gracious mood the hopeful
lover had bestowed upon the gatekeeper.
'I wonder if that's to be the Laird o' Bourhill?' she said
meditatively. 'Ye wadna see him as he gaed by?--a very braw man, an'
rich, they say--a Fordyce o' Gorbals Mill. Hae ye heard o' them?'
'Ay, often.' Teen's colour seemed to have deepened, but it might be only
the fire which glowed upon it. 'Ye dinna mean to say that _that_ micht
happen?'
'What for no'?' queried Mrs. Macintyre easily, as she cut a slice from
the loaf and held it on a fork before the fire. 'She's bonnie an' she's
guid, besides being weel tochered. She'll no' want for wooers. I say,
did ye ken Walter Hepburn, that carries on auld Skinny's business noo in
Colquhoun Street?'
'Yes, well enough,' answered Teen slowly.
'There was a time when I wad hae said the twa--him an' Miss Gladys, I
mean--were made for ane anither, but it's no' noo. He seems to hae
forgotten her, an' maybe it's as weel. She maun mak' a braw mairriage,
an' Fordyce is a braw fellow. I wish ye had noticed him.'
'Oh, I've seen him afore,' said Teen, with an evident effort, and
somehow the conversation did not flow very freely, but was purely a
one-sided affair, Teen simply sitting glowering into the fire, with an
expression on her face which indicated that she was only partially
interested in the gatekeeper's cheery talk. It was rather a relief when
Tammy returned with the 'wee jug' full of cream, and his own mind full
of the arrival of a new calf, a great event, which had happened at the
dairy that very afternoon.
Mrs. Macintyre was, on the whole, disappointed with her guest, and saw
her depart after tea without regret. She was altogether too reticent and
silent for that garrulous person's liking. She would have been very much
astonished had she obtained a glimpse into the girl's mind. Never,
indeed, in all her life had Teen Balfour been so troubled and so
anxious. Once or twice that evening Gladys caught her looking at her
with a glance so penetrating and so anxious that it impressed her with a
sort of uneasiness. She did not feel particularly happy herself. Now
that her lover had gone, and that the subtle charm of his personality
and presence was only a memory, she half regretted what had happened
that afternoon. She felt almost as if she had committed herself, and she
was surprised that she should secretly chafe over it.
'Teen,' she said quite suddenly, when they were sitting alone at the
library fire after supper, when Miss Peck had gone to give her
housekeeping orders for the morning, 'had you ever a lover?'
This extraordinary and unexpected question drove the blood into the
colourless face of Teen, and she could not for the moment answer.
'Well, yes,' she said at length, with a faint, queer smile. 'Maybe I've
had twa-three o' a kind.'
'Two or three?' echoed Gladys in a surprised and rather disapproving
voice. 'That is very odd. But, tell me, have you ever seen anybody who
wished to marry you, and whom you wished to marry?'
'There was a lad asked me yince,' answered Teen, 'but he was only
seventeen--a prentice in Tennant's, wi' aicht shillin's a week. I've
never had a richt offer.'
'Then what do you mean by saying you have had two or three lovers?'
queried Gladys, in wonder.
'Oh, weel, I've keepit company wi' a lot. They've walkit me oot, an'
ta'en me to the balls an' that--that's what I mean.'
Gladys was rather disappointed, perceiving that it was not likely she
would get much help from the experience of Teen.
'I think that is rather strange, but perhaps it is quite right, and it
is only I who am strange. But, tell me, do you think a girl always can
know just at once whether she cares enough for a man to marry him?'
'I dinna ken; there's different kinds o' mairriages,' said Teen
philosophically. 'I dinna think there's onything in real life like the
love in "Lord Bellew's Bride," unless among the gentry.'
'Do you really think not?' asked Gladys, with a slight wistfulness. 'I
have not read "Lord Bellew," of course, but I do believe there is that
kind of love which would give up all, and dare and suffer anything. I
should not like to marry without it.'
'Dinna, then,' replied Teen quite coolly. Nevertheless, as she looked at
the sweet face rendered so grave and earnest by the intensity of her
thought, her eye became more and more troubled.
'Among oor kind o' folk there's a' kind o' mairriages,' she began. 'Some
lassies mairry thinkin' they'll hae an easier time an' a man to work for
them, an' they sometimes fin' oot they've only ta'en somebody to keep;
some mairry for spite, an' some because they'd raither dee than be auld
maids. I dinna think, mysel', love--if there be sic a thing--has ony
thing to do wi't.'
It was rather a cynical doctrine, but Teen implicitly believed what she
was saying.
'Are _you_ thinkin' on mairryin'?' she asked then; and, without waiting
for an answer, continued in rather a hurried, troubled way, 'I wadna if
I were you--at least, for a while. Wait or ye see what turns up. Ye'll
never be better than ye are, an' men are jist men. I wadna gie a brass
fardin' for the best o' them.'
Gladys did not resent this plain expression of opinion, because she
perceived that a genuine kindliness prompted it.
'I am quite sure I shall not marry for a very long time,' Gladys
replied; then they fell to talking over the other subject, which was so
interesting to them both.
Underneath all her cynical philosophy there was real kindness as well as
shrewd common-sense in the little seamstress. She was in some respects
one of the best advisers Gladys could possibly have taken into her
confidence.
These sweet, restful days were a benediction to the weary, half-starved
heart of the city girl, and under their benign influence she became a
different creature. Little Miss Peck, who adored Gladys, sometimes
observed, with a smile of approval, the grateful, pathetic look in
Teen's large solemn eyes when they followed the sweet young creature who
had shown her a glimpse of the sunny side of life. It was not a glimpse,
however, which Gladys intended to be merely transient. She had in view a
scheme which was to be of permanent value to the poor little seamstress.
In the course of that week Gladys had occasion to be over-night in
Glasgow, for the purpose of attending a concert with the family in
Bellairs Crescent. It was a very select and fashionable affair, at which
the _élite_ and beauty of Glasgow were present. Gladys enjoyed the gay
and animated scene as much as the music, which was also to her a rare
treat. When they left the hall it was nearly eleven o'clock, and they
had to wait some time in the vestibule till their carriage should move
towards the door. It was a fine mild night, and the girls, with their
soft hoods drawn over their heads, and their fleecy wraps close about
their throats, stood close by the great doors, chatting merrily while
they waited. The usual small crowd of loafers were hanging about the
pavements, and as usual Gladys was saddened by the sight of the dejected
and oftentimes degraded-looking denizens of the lower quarters of the
city. It might be that, in contrast with the gay and handsomely-dressed
people from the West End, their poverty seemed even more pitiable.
'Now, Gladys, no such pained expression, if you please,' said the
observant Mina. 'Don't look as if you carried all the sins and sorrows
of Glasgow on your own shoulders. Good, here is the brougham; and pray
observe the expression on the countenance of James. Is it not a
picture?'
Gladys could not but laugh, and they tripped across the pavement to the
carriage. When they were all in, and Mr. Fordyce had given the word to
the coachman, a woman suddenly swerved from the pavement and peered in
at the carriage window. At the moment the impatient horses moved swiftly
away, and when Gladys begged them to stop it was too late; the woman was
lost in the crowd.
Gladys, however, had seen her face, and recognised it, in spite of the
change upon it, as the face of Walter's sister Liz.
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CHAPTER XXVII.
GLADYS AND WALTER.
The fleeting vision of Liz Hepburn's familiar face appeared to fill
Gladys with excitement and unrest. As Mina looked at her flushed cheeks
and shining eyes, she felt a vague uneasiness visit her own heart. They
did not speak of her as they drove home, but when the girls gathered, as
was their wont, round the cheerful fire in the guest-chamber before
retiring for the night, Gladys asked them a question.
'Did you see her? She looked very ill, and very distressed. Do you not
think so? Oh, I fear she has been in trouble, and I must do all I can to
find out about her. If you will allow me, I shall remain another day in
town, and I can send a telegram to Miss Peck in the morning.'
Mina, on her knees beside her chair, her plump bare arm showing very
white and fair against the black lace of Gladys's gown, looked up at her
with a slightly troubled air.
'Gladys, I wish you wouldn't bother about that girl. You lay things far
too much to heart. It can't possibly concern you now. Let her own people
look after her.'
Gladys received this remark with rather an indignant look.
'Mina, that is not like you. You only assume such hard-heartedness. If
you saw her face as I saw it, it must haunt you. Her eyes were quite
wild and despairing, I cannot forget them.'
'Oh, I think you exaggerate,' said Mina lightly. 'I saw her very well.
It was the usual calm, rather insolent stare these girls give. I do not
think she looked either very ill or very desperate, and she seemed
comfortably clothed. What do you think, Clara?'
'Oh, I didn't see her,' answered Clara, with a slight yawn. 'Yes, Gladys
dear, I do think you worry too much over things. What can that girl
possibly be to you? Of course we are very sorry for her; still, if she
is in trouble, she has brought it on herself. It will never do for you
to mix yourself up with all sorts and conditions. I say, wasn't Sims
Reeves heavenly to-night, and "Come into the garden, Maud," more
entrancing than ever? To think what immense power that man wields in his
voice! He can do with his audience as he likes. He was in splendid
form.'
Gladys remained silent. The concert had given her a rare pleasure, but
it was obliterated at the moment by the incident of the face at the
carriage window.
'We had better get to bed, girls, or mamma will be sending Katherine to
us presently,' said Mina, as she picked herself up from the rug.
'Good-night, dear, and don't worry. If you wrinkle up your brows like
that over every trifle, you will be old before your time.'
Gladys faintly smiled, and bade them good-night. She 'worried' a good
deal more than either of them imagined.
'I say, Clara, I do wish we could induce Gladys to leave that girl
alone,' Mina said to her sister, as she threw off her evening gown and
began to brush out her hair. 'I have the oddest feeling about it, just
as if it would make mischief. Haven't you?'
'No; but you needn't try to dissuade Gladys from anything she has set
her mind upon. I never saw anybody so "sot," as Artemus Ward would say;
she's positive to the verge of obstinacy. But what makes you have any
feeling in the matter I can't imagine; you never even saw the girl in
your life.'
'No, but I feel interested in her, all the same. And, I say'--
She broke off there rather suddenly, and meditatively brushed her hair
for a few seconds in silence.
'Did you notice that afternoon we had the tea, after all the people were
gone, you remember that Cousin George spilled the contents of a cup on
mamma's gown?'
'Yes, I remember that, of course, but what can it have to do with Gladys
and this Hepburn girl?'
'Did nothing occur to you in connection with his unusual awkwardness?
Don't you remember what we were talking of at the time?'
'No,' replied Clara, and she paused with her bodice half pulled over her
lovely shoulders, and a slow wonder on her beautiful, placid face.
'Well, Gladys was telling us at the very moment about the disappearance
of this Hepburn girl, as you call her, and I happened to be looking at
Cousin George while she was speaking, and, Clara, I can't for the life
of me help thinking he knows something about it.'
No sooner were the words out of her mouth than Mina saw that she had
made a profound mistake. The red colour leaped into her sister's face,
dyeing even the curves of her stately throat.
'I think you are a wicked, uncharitable girl, Mina,' she said, with icy
coldness. 'I wonder you are not ashamed to have such a thought for a
moment. I only beg of you not to let it go any further. It may do more
harm than you think.'
So saying, Clara gathered up all her wraps and marched off to her own
room, leaving her sister feeling rather hurt and humiliated, though not
in the least convinced that she had simply given rein to an uncharitable
imagination. Mina was indeed so much troubled that she went off her
sleep--a most unusual experience for her; and the morning failed to
banish, as it often benignly banishes, the misgivings of the night.
Once more Gladys made a pilgrimage to the old home where Walter dwelt
alone, working early and late, the monotony of his toil only brightened
by one constant hope. It was a strange existence for the lad on the
threshold of his young manhood, and many who knew something of his way
of life wondered at the steady and dogged persistence with which he
pursued his avocation. He appeared to have reached, while yet not much
past his boyhood, the grave, passionless calm which comes to most men
only after they have outlived the passion of their youth. He was
regarded as a sharp, hard-working young man, with a keen eye for
business, and honourable and just, but conspicuously hard to deal
with--one whose word was as his bond, and who, being so absolutely
reliable himself, suffered no equivocation or crooked dealings in
others. By slow but certain degrees he had extricated himself from the
strange network which old Abel Graham had woven about the business, and
established it upon the basis of sound, straightforward dealing. The old
customers, in spite of certain advantages the new system offered,
dropped away from him one by one, but others took their place. When
Walter balanced his books at the end of the first year, he had reason to
be not only content, but elated, and he was enabled to carry out at once
certain extensions which he had quite expected would only be justifiable
after the lapse of some years. But, while prospering beyond his highest
anticipations, what of the growth of the true man, the development of
the great human soul, which craves a higher destiny than mere grovelling
among the sordid things of earth? While supremely unconscious of any
change in himself, there was nevertheless a great change--a very great
change indeed. It was inevitable. A life so narrow, so circumscribed, so
barren of beauty, lived so solitarily, away from every softening
influence, was bound to work a subtle and relentless change. The man of
one idea is apt to starve his soul in his effort to make it subservient
to the furtherance of his solitary aim. To be a successful man, to win
by his own unaided effort a position which would entitle him to meet
Gladys Graham on equal ground, such was his ambition, and it never did
occur to him that this very striving might make him unfit in other ways
to be her mate. His isolated life, absolutely unrelieved by any social
intercourse with his fellows, made him silent by choice, still and
self-contained in manner, abrupt of speech. In his unconsciousness it
never occurred to him that it is the little courtesies and graces of
speech and action which commend a man first to the notice of the woman
he wants to win. He was, though he did not know it, a melancholy
spectacle; but his awakening was at hand.
Gladys made her second call at the house in Colquhoun Street, as before,
early in the day. It seemed very familiar, though it was many months
since she had passed that way. It seemed a more hopeless and squalid
street than she had yet thought it. She picked her steps daintily
through the greasy mud, holding her skirts high enough to show a most
bewitching pair of feet, cased in Parisian boots, only there was nobody
visible to admire them but a grimy butcher's boy, with a basket on his
head, and he stared with all his might.
The warehouse door, contrary to the old custom, stood wide open, as if
inviting all comers. Gladys gave a glance along the passage which led to
the living-rooms, but was not moved to revisit them. She went at once up
the grimy staircase, giving a little light cough as she neared the
landing, a herald of her coming. She heard quite distinctly the grating
of the stool on the floor, and a step coming towards her--a step which
even now sounded quite familiarly in her ears.
'It is I--Gladys,' she said, trying to speak quite naturally, but
conscious of a shrinking embarrassment which made her cheeks nervously
flush. 'The door was open, so I came right in. How are you, Walter?'
In his face shone something of the old bright friendliness, but as she
looked at the shabby youth, with his unshaved face and threadbare
clothes, her fastidious eye disapproved of him just as it had
disapproved of him when they met, boy and girl, for the first time in
the rooms below.
'I am quite well,' he answered in his quick, abrupt unsmiling manner.
'But why do you always come without any warning? If you let me know, I
should be ready for you. I am always busy in the morning, and a fellow
who has so much hard work to do can't always be in trim to receive
ladies.'
It was rather an ungracious greeting, which Gladys was quick enough to
resent. The gentle meekness of the girl had merged itself into the
dignity of the woman, which insists upon due deference being paid.
'I am quite sorry if I intrude, Walter,' she said rather stiffly. 'I
shall not keep you long. All the same, I am coming in to sit down for a
little, as I have something very particular to speak to you about.'
'Come in. Of course you know I am glad to see you,' he said hurriedly;
and Gladys could not help rather enjoying his evident confusion. If he
felt nervous and awkward in her presence, it was no more than he
deserved to feel, since _she_ was so entirely unchanged.
'I am glad you have the grace to be civil, at least,' she said, with a
bewildering smile, which vanished, however, when she seated herself on
the battered old office-stool; all her anxiety and troubled concern made
her face grave to sadness as she put the question--
'Do you know that your sister is in Glasgow?'
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CHAPTER XXVIII.
A TROUBLED HEART.
Walter did not know. His expression of surprise, tinged with alarm and a
touch of shame, answered her before he spoke.
'How do you know that?' he asked.
'I saw her last night in Berkeley Street, just outside the Crown Halls,
where we were at a concert,' said Gladys. 'Is it possible you have never
seen her?'
'No; and I don't believe it was her you saw. You must have made a
mistake,' replied Walter quickly.
'It was no mistake, because she looked into our carriage, and I saw her
quite plainly. Besides, do you think that any one who has seen Liz once
would ever forget her face? I have never seen one like it.'
'I don't know anything about it, and I care less,' Walter said with
unpromising hardness.
Gladys did not know that the simple announcement she had brought to him
in all faith, believing even that he might be in a sense relieved and
glad to hear it, tortured him to the very soul. He felt so bitter
against Gladys at the moment that he could have ordered her away. Her
dainty presence, her air of ladyhood, her beautiful ways, almost
maddened him; but Gladys was quite unconscious of it.
'Have you not been at your father's house lately, then?' she asked. 'Of
course she must be there. How glad they will be to have her safely at
home again! Do you think she would be glad to see me if I went to-day?'
'No, she wouldn't, even if she were there, which I know is not the case.
I was there myself yesterday, and they had never heard anything about
her. I wish to heaven you would leave us alone, and let us sink into the
mire we are made for! We don't want such fine ladies as you coming
patronising us, and trying to make pious examples of us. We are quite
happy--oh, quite happy--as we are.'
He spoke with an awful bitterness, with a passion which made him
terrible to look upon, but Gladys only shrank a little, only a little,
under this angry torrent. Her vision was clearer than a year ago. She
read the old friend now with unerring skill, and looked at him steadily
with gentle, sorrowful eyes.
'You are very angry, Walter, and you think it is with me, but I know
better, and you cannot prevent me trying to find out what has become of
poor Lizzie. I loved her, and love has certain rights, even you will
admit that.'
Her gentle words relieved the tension of his passion, and he became
calmer in a moment.
'If it is true that she is in Glasgow, it is easy knowing what has
become of her,' he said, with an ironical smile. 'Take my advice, and
let her alone. She never was company for you, anyhow, and now less than
ever. Let her alone.'
'Oh, I can't do that, Walter. You have no idea how much I have thought
about her. It has often kept me from sleeping, I assure you. I have so
many blessings, I wish to share them. To make others happy is all the
use money is for.'
Walter was secretly touched, secretly yearning over her with a passion
of admiration--ay, and of sympathy, but his passive face betrayed
nothing. He listened as he might have listened to a customer's
complaint, yet with even a slighter exhibition of interest. Strange that
he should thus be goaded against his better impulses to show so harsh a
front to the being he passionately loved, unless it was part of the
_rôle_ he had mapped out for himself.
'I heard that you had invited Teen Balfour to your estate; is she there
yet?' he asked; and Gladys did not know whether he asked in scorn or in
jest.
'Yes, she is at Bourhill still, and will remain for some time. Have you
got anybody in Mrs. Macintyre's place? It was rather selfish of me,
perhaps, to take her away without consulting you.'
'It didn't affect me in the least, I assure you. Mrs. Macintyre was not
indispensable to my comfort. So you like being a fine rich lady? Don't
you remember how I prophesied you would, and how indignant you were?
After all, there is a good deal of worldly wisdom in the slums.'
'You prophesied that I should in a week forget, or wish to forget, this
place, and that has not come true, since I am here to-day,' she said,
trying to smile, though her heart was sore. 'Won't you tell me now how
you are getting on? Excuse me saying that I don't think you look very
prosperous or very happy.'
'Nevertheless, the thing will pay; there isn't any doubt about the
prosperity. As for the happiness,' he added, with a shrug of the
shoulders, 'I don't think there is much real happiness in this world.'
'Oh yes, there is,' she cried eagerly, 'a great deal of it, if only one
will take the trouble to look for it. It is in little things, Walter,
that happiness is found, and you might be very happy indeed, if you
would not delight in being so bitter and morose. It is so very bad for
you. Some day, when you want to throw it off, you will not be able to do
so, because it will have become a habit with you. I must tell you quite
plainly what I think, because it makes me so unhappy to see you like
this. You always remind me of Ishmael, whose hand was against every man.
What has changed you so terribly?'
'Circumstances. Yes, I am the victim of circumstances.'
'There is no such thing,' said Gladys calmly. 'That is a phrase with
which people console themselves in misfortunes they often bring upon
themselves. If you would only think of the absurdity of what you are
saying. You have admitted your prosperity; and the other troubles, home
troubles, which I know are very trying, need not overwhelm you. You are
much less manly, Walter, now you are a man, than I expected you to be.
You have quite disappointed me, and without reason.'
He was surprised, and could not hide it. The gentle, simple, shrinking
girl had changed into a self-reliant, keen-sighted woman, and from the
serene height of her gracious womanhood calmly convicted him of his
folly and his besetting weakness, and, manlike, his first impulse, thus
convicted, was to resent her interference.
'Whatever I may do, it can't affect you now, you are so far removed from
me,' he said, without looking at her; and Gladys, disappointed, and a
little indignant, rose to go.
'Very well; good-bye. It is always the same kind of good-bye,' she said
quietly. 'If ever, when you look back upon it, it should grieve you,
remember it was always your doing, yours alone. But even yet, though you
may not believe it, Walter, your old friend will remain quite
unchanged.'
His face flushed, and he dashed his hand with a hasty gesture across his
eyes.
'I am not changed,' he said huskily. 'You need not reproach me with
that. You know nothing about the struggle it is for me here, nor what I
have to fight against. It was you who taught me first to be discontented
with my lot, to strive after something higher. I sometimes wish now that
we had never met.'
'Whatever happens, Walter, I shall never wish that; and I hope one day
you will be sorry for ever having said such a thing,' she said, with a
proud ring in her clear, sweet voice. 'I hope--I hope one day everything
will be made right; just now it all seems so very wrong and hard to
bear.'
She left him hurriedly then, just as she had left him before, at the
moment when he could have thrown himself at her feet, and revealed to
her all the surging passion of his soul.
Gladys felt so saddened and disheartened that she could not bear to
return to Bellairs Crescent, to the inevitable questioning which she
knew awaited her there. If the Fordyces were kind, they were also a
trifle fussy, and sometimes nettled Gladys by their too obvious and
exacting interest in her concerns. She ran up to the office in St.
Vincent Street, and told Mr. Fordyce she was going off to Mauchline by
the one-o'clock train, and begged him to send a boy with an explanation
to the Crescent. Mr. Fordyce was very good-natured, and not at all
curious; it never occurred to him to try and dissuade her from such a
hurried departure, or pester her with questions about it. He simply set
her down to write her note at his own desk, then took her out to lunch,
and finally put her in her train, all in his own easy, pleasant,
fatherly way, and Gladys felt profoundly grateful to him.
Her arrival being unexpected, there was no one to meet her at Mauchline
Station, but the two-and-a-half-mile walk did not in the least
disconcert her. It seemed as if the clear, cool south wind--the wind the
huntsman loves--blew all the city cobwebs from her brain, and again
raised her somewhat jaded spirits. She could even think hopefully of
Liz, and her mind was full of schemes for her redemption, when she
espied, at a short distance from her own gates, the solitary figure of
Teen, with her hand shading her eyes, looking anxiously down the road.
She had found life at Bourhill insufferably dull without its mistress.
'Have ye walkit a' that distance?' she cried breathlessly, having run
all her might to meet her. 'Ye'll be deid tired. What way did ye no'
send word?'
'Because I came off all in a hurry this morning,' answered Gladys, with
a smile; for the warm welcome glowing in the large eyes of the little
seamstress did her good. 'And how have you been--you and Miss Peck, and
all the people?'
'Fine; but, my, it's grand to see ye back,' said Teen, with a boundless
satisfaction. 'It's no' like the same place when ye are away. An' hoo's
Glesca lookin'--as dreich as ever?'
'Quite. And oh, Teen, I have found Liz at last. I saw her last night in
Berkeley Street.'
'Saw Liz in Berkeley Street? Surely, never!' repeated Teen, aghast.
'It is quite true. I think she cannot have been away from Glasgow at
all. We must try and find her, you and I, and get her down here.'
'I'll get her, if she's in Glesca!' cried Teen excitedly. 'Did ye speak
to her? What did she look like?'
'Very ill, I thought, and strange,' answered Gladys slowly. 'She only
peeped into our carriage window as we drove away from the concert hall.'
'It's queer,' said Teen musingly,--'very queer. I feel as if I wad like
to gang back to Glesca this very day, and see her.'
'You might go to-morrow, if you like,' said Gladys. 'I daresay you will
find her much quicker than I should; she would not be so shy of you.'
Teen turned her head and gave Gladys a strange, intent look, which
seemed to ask a question. The girl was indeed asking herself whether it
might not be better to let the whole matter rest. She suspected that
there might be in this case wheels within wheels which might seriously
involve the happiness of her who deserved above all others the highest
happiness the world can give. The little seamstress was perplexed,
saddened, half-afraid, torn between two loves and two desires. She
wished she knew how much or how little George Fordyce was to Gladys
Graham, yet dared not to ask the question.
But so great was the absorbing desire of Gladys to find means of
communication with Liz that she would not let the matter rest. Next day
the visit of the little seamstress to Bourhill was brought apparently to
a very sudden end and she returned to town--not, however, to sue for
work at the hands of the stony-visaged forewoman, but to carry out the
behest of the young lady of Bourhill.
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CHAPTER XXIX.
AN AWAKENING.
The interview with Gladys upset Walter for the day. When she was gone,
he found it impossible to fix his attention on his books or any of the
details of his business. He could not even sit still, but wandered
restlessly up and down his domain, trying to unravel his own thoughts.
The subtle fragrance of her presence, like some rare perfume, seemed to
pervade the place, and her words continued to haunt him, till he felt
angry and impatient with her, with himself, with all the world. He had
now two persons in his employment--a man who delivered goods on a
hand-barrow, and a lad who filled a position similar to that which had
been Walter's own in Abel Graham's days.
When this lad returned after the dinner hour, Walter left him in charge,
and took himself into the streets, pursued by that vague restlessness he
could neither understand nor shake off. Looking in at the mirrored
window of a great shop in St. Vincent Street, he saw the image of
himself reflected, a tall, lean figure, shabbily clad--an image which
filled him with a sudden loathing and contempt. He stood quite still,
and calmly appraised himself, taking in every meagre detail of his
appearance, noting the grimy hue of the collar he had worn three days,
the glazed front of the frayed black tie, the soft, greasy rim of the
old hat. Yes, he told himself, he was a most disreputable-looking
object, with nothing in his appearance to suggest prosperity, or even
decent comfort. A grim humour smote him suddenly, and thrusting his hand
into his pocket, he brought it out full of money, and rapidly counted
it. Then he opened the door of the fashionable tailor's, and walked in.
He was regarded, as was to be expected, a trifle superciliously by the
immaculately-attired young gentlemen therein.
'I want a suit of clothes,' he said in his straight, abrupt fashion,--'a
good suit; the best you have in your shop.'
The young gentlemen regarded him and each other with such significance
in their glances that their shabby-looking customer turned on his heel.
'I can be served elsewhere, I guess, without so much hesitation,' he
said, and in an instant he was intercepted with profuse apologies, and
patterns of the best materials in the shop laid before him.
'I'll take this,' said Walter, after refusing several.
'It is very expensive, sir--beautiful material, but a suit made to
measure will be five guineas,' said the young gentleman suggestively.
'I'll take it,' said Walter calmly. 'And I want an overcoat, and a hat,
and some other things. Show me what you have.'
The fascination of choosing new garments for personal wear was upon
Walter Hepburn, and he spent a whole hour in the shop, selecting an
outfit which did credit to his taste and discernment. Before that hour
was over he had risen very considerably in the opinion of those who
served him--his choice invariably falling on what was not only most
expensive, but in the best taste.
'Now, how much is to pay? I'll pay ready money to-day, and send for the
things when they are ready, which I hope will be soon.'
'Very well, sir; but there is no hurry, I assure you,' said the young
gentleman suavely. 'Payment on delivery is always quite satisfactory.'
'I'll pay to-day,' Walter replied, with his hand in his pocket; and when
the bill was presented he ran his eye over it without a change of face.
'Twelve pounds eight shillings and twopence,' he said slowly, and
counted out the bank notes carelessly, as if the handling of them was
his daily work. Then, having made arrangements for fitting, he went his
way, leaving a very odd impression on the minds of the shop people. Had
he heard their surmises and comments, he would have felt at once amused
and chagrined.
From St. Vincent Street he sauntered back to Argyle Street, and took a
Bridgeton car. Thoughts of Liz were crowding thick and fast upon him,
and he found himself scanning the faces of the people in the crowded
streets, and even looking up expectantly each time the car stopped,
assuring himself he would not be in the least surprised were his sister
to appear suddenly before him. He was ill at ease concerning her. If it
were true that she was in Glasgow, then his first fears concerning her
were likely to have some foundation. It was curious that all resentment
seemed to have died out of his mind, and that he felt nothing but an
indescribable longing to see her again. Strange and unnatural as it may
seem, he had not for a very long time felt any such kindly affection
towards his parents. He did his duty by them so far as the giving of
money was concerned, but they lay upon his heart like a heavy weight,
and he lived in dread of some calamity happening, for they were seldom
sober. He could not help asking himself sometimes whether he was
justified in giving them so liberal an allowance, since relief from all
pecuniary anxiety seemed to have only made them more dissipated and
abandoned. It was very seldom indeed that his father now wrought a day's
work. These were heavy burdens for the young man to bear, and he may be
forgiven his morbid pride, his apparent hardness of heart. It is a
common saying that living sorrows are worse than death--they eat like a
canker into the soul. It was his anxiety about Liz which took Walter to
the dreary house in Bridgeton at that unusual hour of the day. He
thought it quite likely that if she were in Glasgow they would have seen
or heard something of her. He made a point of visiting them once a week,
and his step was never buoyant as he ascended that weary stair, nor when
he descended it on his homeward way, for he was either saddened and
oppressed anew with their melancholy state, or wearied with reproaches,
or disgusted with petty grumblings and unsavoury details of the
neighbours' shortcomings and domestic affairs. It is a tragedy we see
daily in our midst, this gradual estrangement of those bound by ties of
blood, and who ought, but cannot possibly be bound by ties of love. Love
must be cherished; it is only in the rarest instances it can survive the
frost of indifference and neglect. The drink fiend has no respect of
persons; the sanctity of home and God-given affections is ruthlessly
destroyed, high and holy ambitions sacrificed, hearts remorselessly
broken, graves dug above the heavenliest hopes.
Walter Hepburn was always grave, oftentimes sorrowful, because with the
years had come fuller knowledge, keener perception, clearer visions that
the sorrows of his youth were sorrows which could darken his young
manhood and shadow all his future. It was a profound relief to him that
day to find his mother tidier than usual, busy with preparations for the
mid-day meal. He never knew how he should find them; too often a visit
to that home made him sick at heart.
'Ye are an early visitor, my man,' his mother said, in surprise. 'What's
brocht ye here at sic a time?'
'Is Liz here?' he inquired, with a quick glance round the kitchen.
'Liz! No.'
In her surprise at this unexpected question, Mrs. Hepburn paused, with
the lid of the broth-pot in her hand, looking wonderingly into her son's
face.
'What gars ye ask that?'
'I heard she was in Glasgow, that's why,' Walter answered cautiously.
'Where's the old man? Not working, surely?'
'Ay; he's turned over a new leaf for three days, workin' orra at
Stevenson's; they're short o' men the noo. He'll be in to his denner the
noo. Wull ye tak' a bite wi' us? It's lang since ye broke breid in this
hoose.'
'I don't mind if I do,' replied Walter, laying off his hat and drawing
the arm-chair up to the fire. 'So you have never seen Liz? The person
that saw her must have made a mistake.'
'Wha was't?'
'A lady. You don't know her. Have you never heard anything about her at
all, then?'
'No' a cheep. She's in London, they say--the folk that pretend to ken
a'thing. I'm sure I'm no' carin'.'
'And my father's really working this week? Oh, mother, if only he would
keep steady, it would make all the difference. You look better
yourself, too. Are you not far better without drink?'
'Maybe. We've made a paction, onyway, for a week, till we see,' said
Mrs. Hepburn, with a slow smile. 'The way o't was this. We fell oot wan
day, an' he cuist up to me that I couldna keep frae't, an' I jist says,
says I, "Ye canna keep frae't yersel'," an' it's for spite we're no'
touchin't. I dinna think mysel' he'll staun' oot past Seterday.'
Walter could not forbear a melancholy smile.
'It's not a very high motive, but better spite than no motive at all,'
he answered. 'D'ye think, mother, that Liz can be in Glasgow?'
'Hoo should I ken? There's yer faither's fit on the stair, an' the
tatties no' ready, but they'll be saft in a jiffy. He canna wait a
meenit for his meat. As I say, he thinks it should be walkin' doon the
stair to meet him. Ay, my man, it's you I'm on.'
She made a great clatter with knives and spoons on the table, and then
made a rush to pour the water off the potatoes.
'Hulloa, Wat, what's up?' inquired the old man, as genuinely surprised
as his wife had been to see his son.
'I heard Liz was in Glasgow, and I came to see if she was here,'
answered Walter. 'So you're working again? I must say work agrees with
you, father; you look a different man.'
'Oh, I'm no' past wark. If I like, I can dae my darg wi' ony man,' he
replied rather ironically. 'Pit oot the kale, Leezbeth, or we'll be
burnt to daith. Are ye slack yersel' that ye can come ower here at wan
o'clock in the day?'
'I'm slacker than I was,' said Walter, 'but I can't complain, either.'
'An' what was that ye said aboot Liz, that she was here in Glesca?
Weel, if she is, she's never lookit near. It's gentry bairns we hae,
Leezbeth; let's be thankfu' for them.'
This mild sarcasm did not greatly affect Walter, he was too familiar
with it.
'I heard she had been seen, but perhaps it was a mistake. It must have
been, or she would surely have come here. You are working at
Stevenson's, mother says; will it be permanent?'
'I'll see. It depends on hoo I feel,' replied the old man complacently.
'I've been in waur places, an' the gaffer's very slack. He disna work a
ten-hoors' day ony mair than the rest o's.'
'Though you are paid for it, I suppose?' said Walter.
'Ay, but naebody but a born fule will kill himsel' unless he's made
dae't,' was the reply.
'I wouldn't keep a man who didn't do a fair day's work for a fair day's
wage, nor would you,' said Walter. 'I believe that nobody would make
more tyrannical masters than working men themselves, just as women who
have been servants themselves make the most exacting mistresses.'
'This is Capital speakin' noo, Leezbeth,' said his father very
sarcastically. 'It's kind o' amusin'. We're the twa sides, as it
were--Capital and Labour. Ye've no' been lang o' forgettin' whaur ye
sprang frae, my man.'
Walter's father had been a skilful workman in his day, with an
intelligence above the average; had he kept from drink, there is no
doubt he would have risen from the ranks. Even yet gleams of the old
spirit which had often displayed itself at workmen's meetings and
demonstrations would occasionally shine forth. Walter was thankful to
see it, and after spending a comparatively pleasant hour with them, he
went his way with a lighter and happier feeling about them than he had
experienced for many a day.
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CHAPTER XXX.
TOO LATE!
George Fordyce was listening to a maternal lecture the morning after a
dance, at which he had been distributing his attentions very freely
among the most attractive of the young ladies present. The breakfast was
nearly an hour late, and mother and son partook of it alone, Mr. Fordyce
being in London on business, and the fair Julia not yet out of bed.
'It's all your nonsense, mother,' said George imperturbably. 'I didn't
pay special court to anybody except Clara. She was the best dancer in
the room and very nearly the handsomest girl.'
'You should have pity on Clara, my dear,' his mother said indulgently.
'You know she is fond of you; she can't hide it, poor thing, and it is a
shame to pay her too much attention in public, when it can't come to
anything.'
'I can't help it if girls will be silly,' was the complacent reply.
'Clara is all very well as a cousin, but I'd like more spirit in a
wife.'
'It strikes me you will get enough of it if you should be successful
where we wish you to be successful,' said his mother, with a keen glance
across the table. 'Gladys Graham is a very self-willed piece of
humanity. Your Aunt Isabel told me only yesterday of her absurd fad to
have common girls visiting her at Bourhill. It is quite time somebody
took her firmly in hand, or she will become that insufferable kind of
person, a woman with a mission to set the world right.'
George emptied his coffee-cup, and returned his mother's look with one
equally steady and keen.
'There is no use going on at me, mother. I've done all I can do in the
meantime. I asked her, and she'--
'Did not refuse you, I hope?' exclaimed Mrs. Fordyce, with a gasp.
'Well, not quite; she said I must leave her alone for a long time, and I
mean to. It isn't pleasant for a fellow to be sat on by a
girl--especially,' he added, with a significant shrug, 'when he isn't
used to it.'
'I wish you would tell me when all this happened. You have been very
close about it, George,' his mother said reproachfully.
'I wish I had remained close; but now that I've let the cat out, I may
as well tell the whole tale. It was only a fortnight ago--that Saturday
afternoon I was down at Bourhill. I had no intention of committing
myself when I went, but somehow I got carried away, and asked her. I
believe I should have had a more favourable answer, but a confounded
maid came in with tea--as they always do when nobody wants them.'
'And what did she say?' queried Mrs. Fordyce, in breathless interest.
'Faith, I can't remember exactly,' George replied, and his mother was
more than astonished to see his cheek flushing. 'I know she asked me to
wait, and not to bother her. I believe she'll have me in the end.
Anyhow, I mean to have her, and it's the same thing, isn't it?'
'I hope it may be; but if you take my advice, my dear, don't leave her
alone too much, in case somebody else more enterprising and not so
easily repulsed should step in before you. If I were a man I wouldn't
walk off for a girl's first No.'
'You don't know a blessed thing about what you're talking of, mother,'
replied George, with calm candour. 'If you were a man, and had a girl
looking at you with a steady stare, and telling you to get out, well, I
guess you'd get out pretty quick, that's all.'
Mrs. Fordyce laughed.
'Well, perhaps so; but it is very important that you should follow up
your advantage, however slight it may be. It would be a most desirable
alliance. Think of her family; it would be a splendid connection. You
would be a county gentleman, to begin with.'
'And call myself Fordyce Graham? Eh, mother?' said George lazily. 'There
are worse sounding names. But Gladys herself affects to have no pride in
her long descent; that very day she was quoting to me that rot of Burns
about rank being only the guinea stamp, and all that sort of thing. All
very well for a fellow like Burns, who was only a ploughman. It has done
Gladys a lot of harm living in the slums; it won't be easy eradicating
her queer notions, I can tell you.'
'Oh, after she is married, if you take her well in hand, it will be easy
enough,' said his mother confidently. 'She did not give you a positive
refusal, then?'
'No; but I'm not going to make myself too cheap,' said George; 'it
seldom pays in any circumstances--in dealings with women, never. They
set all the more store by a fellow who thinks a good deal of himself.'
'Then you should be very successful,' said Mrs. Fordyce, with a smile.
'Well, remember that nothing will give your father and me greater
pleasure than to hear that you are engaged to Gladys Graham.'
'Well, I'd better get out of this. Twenty minutes to eleven! By Jove,
wonder what the governor would say if he were to pop in just now?
Thunder's not in it.'
So the amiable and self-satisfied George took himself off to the mill,
and all day long thought much of his mother's advice, and somehow he
felt himself being impelled towards paying another visit to Bourhill.
Out of that visit arose portentous issues, which were to have the
strongest possible influence upon the future of Gladys Graham. He found
her in a lonely and impressionable mood, and left the house, to his own
profound astonishment, an accepted lover.
That very evening, after he was gone, Gladys sat by the fire in her
spacious drawing-room, turning upon her third finger the diamond ring
George Fordyce had transferred from his own hand to hers, whispering as
he did so that she should soon have one worthier of her. Watching the
flashing of the stone in the gleaming firelight, she wondered to see
tears, matching the diamonds in brilliance, falling on her gown. She did
not understand these tears; she did not think herself unhappy, though
she felt none of that passionate, trembling joy which happy love, as she
had heard and read of it, is entitled to feel. She realised that she had
taken a great and important step in life, and that it seemed to weigh
upon her, that was all. In her loneliness she longed passionately for
some sympathetic soul to lean upon. Miss Peck had gone back to the fen
country to see a dying friend, and for some days she had heard nothing
of Teen, who was pursuing in Glasgow her search for the lost and
mysterious Liz. In the midst of the strange reverie she heard footsteps
on the stair, and presently a knock came to the door. As it was opened,
the silver chimes of the old brass clock rang seven.
'Mr. Hepburn.'
Gladys sprang up, struck by the familiar name, yet not expecting to
behold her old companion in the flesh, and there he was, standing
modestly, yet with so much manliness and courage in his bearing, that
she could not forbear a little cry of welcome as she ran to him with
outstretched hands. It seemed as if her prayer for the sympathy of one
who understood her was answered far beyond any hope or expectations she
had cherished regarding it.
'Oh, Walter, I am so very glad to see you! It is so good of you to come.
I have so often wished to see you here. Come away, come away!'
The accepted lover, at that moment being whirled back by express train
to Glasgow, would not have approved of those warm words, nor of the
light shining all over the girl's sweet face as she uttered them. But he
would have been compelled to admit that in Gladys's old companion of the
slums he had no mean rival. The St. Vincent Street tailor had done his
duty by his eccentric customer, and not only given him value for his
money, but converted him, so far as outward appearance goes, into a new
man. Philosophers and cynics have from time to time had their fling at
the tyranny of clothes, but it still remains an undisputed fact that a
well-dressed man is always much more comfortable and self-respecting
than an ill-dressed one. When Walter Hepburn beheld the new man the
tailor had turned out, a strange change came over him, and he saw in
himself possibilities hitherto undreamed of. He realised for the first
time that he looked fitter than most men to win a woman's approval, and
I am quite safe in saying that Gladys owed this totally unlooked-for
visit entirely to the St. Vincent Street tailor.
'So very glad to see you,' she repeated, and she thought it no treachery
to her absent lover to keep hold of the hand she had taken in greeting.
'And looking so nice and so handsome! Oh, Walter, now I am no longer
unhappy about you, for I see you have awakened at last to a sense of
what you ought to be.'
It was a tribute to clothes, but it sank with unalloyed sweetness into
the young man's heart.
'You are very kind to me, Gladys, and I do not deserve any such welcome.
I was afraid, indeed, that you might refuse to see me, as you would be
perfectly justified in doing.'
'Oh, Walter,' she said reproachfully, 'how dare you say such a thing?
Refuse to see you, indeed! Do sit down and tell me everything. Do you
know, it is just my dinner hour, and you shall dine with me; and how
delightful that will be. I thought of sending down to say I didn't wish
any dinner, it is so lonely eating alone.'
'Where is the lady who lives with you? You had a lady, hadn't you?'
'Yes--Miss Peck. She has gone back to Lincoln to see her aunt who is
dying, and I am quite alone, though to-morrow I expect one of Mr.
Fordyce's daughters. And now, tell me, have you heard anything of Liz?'
The voice sank to a grave whisper, and her eyes grew luminous with
anxiety and sympathetic concern.
'Nothing,' Walter answered, with a shake of his head, 'and I have been
inquiring all round, too. My father and mother have never seen or heard
anything of her. I think you must have made a mistake that night in
Berkeley Street.'
'If it was not Liz, it was her ghost,' said Gladys quite gravely. 'I
cannot understand it. But, come, let us go down-stairs. You ought to
offer me your arm, Walter. I cannot help laughing when I think of Mrs.
Fordyce, she would be so horrified were she to see me now. She tries so
hard to make me quite conventional, and she isn't able to do it.'
'She may be right, though,' said Walter, and though he would have given
worlds for the privilege, he dared not presume to take Gladys at her
word and offer her his arm. But they went into the dining-room side by
side; and at the table, Gladys, though watching keenly, detected very
little of the old awkwardness, none at all of that blunt rudeness of
speech and manner which had often vexed her sensitive soul. For the
first time for many many months Walter permitted himself to be at ease
and perfectly natural in his manner, and the result was entirely
satisfactory; self-consciousness is fatal to comfort always. Gladys wore
a black gown of some shimmering soft material, with a quaint frill of
old lace falling over the low collar, a bunch of spring snowdrops at her
belt, and her lovely hair bound with the black velvet band which none
could wear just in the same way--a very simple, unostentatious home
toilet, but she looked, Walter thought, like a queen. Possessed of a
wonderful tact, Gladys managed, while the meal progressed, to confine
the conversation to commonplace topics, so that the servant who attended
should not be furnished with food for remark. Both were glad, however,
to return to the drawing-room, where their talk could be quite
unrestrained.
'And now you are going to tell me everything about this wonderful
metamorphosis,' she said merrily,--'every solitary thing. When did it
dawn upon you that even a handsome man is utterly dependent on his
tailor?'
There was at once rebuke and approval conveyed in this whimsical speech,
which made Walter's face slightly flush.
'It dawned upon me one day, looking in at a shop window where I could
see myself, that I was a most disreputable-looking object, quite
eligible to be apprehended as an able-bodied vagrant.'
'How delightful! I hope the shock was very bad, because you deserved it.
Now that you have come back clothed and in your right mind, I am not
going to spare you, Walter, and I will say that after my last visit to
Colquhoun Street I quite lost hope. It is always the darkest hour before
the dawn, somebody has said.'
'If I'd thought you cared'--Walter began, but stopped suddenly; for
Gladys turned from the table, where she was giving her attention to some
drooping flowers, and her look was one of the keenest wonder and
reproach.
'Now you are weak, Walter, trying to bring your delinquencies home to
me,' she said, with the first touch of sharpness he had ever seen in
her. 'It has been your own fault entirely all along, and I have never
had a solitary bit of sympathy for you, and I don't know, either, what
you meant by going on in any such manner.'
'I didn't understand it myself then; I seemed goaded on always to be a
perfect brute when you came. But I believe I understand it now, and
perhaps it would be better if I did not.'
He spoke with considerable agitation, which Gladys affected not to
notice, while her white fingers touched the drooping blossoms tenderly,
as if sympathising with them that their little day was over.
'Suppose you enlighten me, then?' she said, gaily still; then suddenly
seeing his face, her own became very white.
'I don't dare,' he said hoarsely, 'it is too much presumption; but it
will perhaps make you understand and feel for me more than you seem to
do. Don't you see, Gladys, that it is my misery to care for you as
happier men care for the woman they ask to marry them?'
There was a moment's strained silence, then Gladys spoke in a low,
sobbing voice,--
'It is, as I said, Walter, too late, too late! I have promised to marry
another man.'
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CHAPTER XXXI.
WHAT MIGHT HAVE BEEN.
All the eagerness died out of Walter's face, and he turned away
immediately as if to leave the room. But Gladys prevented him; her face
still red with the hot flush his passionate words had called up, she
stood before him, and laid her hand upon his arm.
'You will not go away now, Walter, just when I hope we are beginning to
understand each other. Do sit down for a little. There is a great deal
left to us,--we can still be friends,--yes, a great deal.'
'It will be better for me to go away,' he said, not bitterly nor
resentfully, but with a quiet manliness which made the heart of Gladys
glow with pride in him, though it was sore with another feeling she did
not quite understand.
'By and by, but not yet,' she said coaxingly. 'Besides, you cannot get a
train just now, even if you were at the station this moment. You shall
be driven into Mauchline in time for the nine-fifteen, and that is an
hour hence. I cannot let you go now, Walter, for I do not know when I
shall see you again.'
She spoke with all the frank, child-like simplicity of the old time, and
he turned back meekly and took his seat again, though it seemed for the
moment as if all brightness and energy had gone out of him. Her hands
trembled very much as they resumed their delicate task among the
flowers, and her sweet mouth quivered too, though she tried to speak
bravely and brightly as before.
'Do tell me, Walter, what you are thinking of doing now that your
business has become so prosperous. Don't you think you have lived quite
long enough in that dingy Colquhoun Street?'
'Perhaps so. I had thoughts of leaving it, but it is a great thing for a
man to be on the premises. Your uncle would not have approved of my
leaving the place so soon. Colquhoun Street was good enough for him all
his days,' said Walter, striving to speak naturally, and only partially
succeeding.
'Ah, yes, poor man; but just think how much he denied himself to give me
all this,' she said, with a glance round the beautiful room. 'How much
happier he and I would have been with something a little lower than
this, and a little higher than Colquhoun Street. It often makes me sad
to think of the poverty of his life and the luxury of mine.'
'But you were made for luxurious living,' was Walter's quick reply. 'You
never looked at home in the old place. This suits you down to the
ground.'
'Do you think so?' Gladys gave a little melancholy smile. 'Yet so
contradictory are we, that sometimes I am not at all happy nor contented
here, Walter.'
'You ought to be very happy,' he replied a trifle sharply. 'You have
everything a woman needs to make her happy.'
'Perhaps so, and yet'--
She paused, and hummed a little scrap of song which Walter did not
catch.
'I am becoming quite an accomplished violinist, Walter,' she said
presently. 'I have two lessons every week; once Herr Döller comes down,
and once I go up. Would you like to hear me play, or shall we talk?'
'I don't know. It would really be better for me to go away. I can walk
to the station; the walk will do me good.'
'I will not allow you to walk nor go away, Walter, even if you are as
cross as two sticks; and I must say I feel rather cross myself.'
They were playing with edged tools, and Gladys was keenly conscious of
it. Her pulses were throbbing, her heart beating as it had never beat in
the presence of the man to whom she had plighted her troth that very
day. A very little more, and she must have given way to hysterical
sobbing, she felt so overwrought; and yet all the while she kept on her
lips that gay little smile, and spoke as if it were the most natural
thing in the world that they should be together. But when Walter
remained silent, she came forward to the hearth quickly, and, forgetting
that what was fitting in the old days was not permissible in the new,
she slipped on one knee on the rug, and suddenly, laying her head down
on his knee, began to cry.
'Gladys, get up! For God's sake, get up, or I can't hold my tongue. This
is fearful!'
The word was none too strong. The solitary and absorbing passion of his
life, a pure and honest love for that beautiful girl, surged in his
soul, and his face betrayed the curb he was putting on himself. He had
had but a poor upbringing, and his code of honour had been self-taught,
but he was manly enough to be above making love to another man's
promised wife.
'Don't make it any harder for me,' he said hoarsely. 'I know you are
sorry for me. You have been always an angel to me, even when I least
deserved it; but this is not the way to treat me to-night. Let me away.'
'Let me be selfish, Walter, just this one night,' she said, in a low,
broken voice. 'I don't know why I am crying, for it is a great joy to me
that you are here, and that I know now, for ever, that you feel as you
used to do before this cruel money parted us; there are not in all the
world any friends like the old. Forgive me if I have vexed you.'
She rose up and met his glance, which was one of infinite pity and
indescribable pathos. The greatest sorrow, the keenest disappointment
which had ever come to Walter, softened him as if with a magic touch,
and revealed to her his heart, which was, at least, honest and true in
every throb.
'You can never vex me, though I have often vexed you. I need scarcely
say I hope you will be happy with the one you have chosen. You deserve
the very best in the world, and even the best is not good enough for
you.'
A faint smile shone through the tears on the girl's face.
'What has changed you so, Walter? It is as if a whirlwind had swept over
you.'
'I have never changed in that particular,' he answered half gloomily. 'I
have always thought the same of you since the day I saw you first.'
'Oh, Walter, do you remember our little school in the evenings, with
Uncle Abel dozing in the chimney-corner, and your difficulties over the
arithmetic? Very often you asked me questions I could not answer, though
I am afraid I was not honest enough always to say I did not know.
Sometimes I gave you equivocal answers, didn't I?'
'I don't know; all I know is, that I shall never forget these days,
though they can never come again, answered Walter. 'I am learning German
this winter, and I like it very much.'
'How delightful! If you go on at this rate, in a very short time I shall
be afraid to speak to you, you will have grown such a grand and clever
gentleman.'
Walter gave his head a quick shake, which made the waved mass of his
dark hair drop farther on his brow. A fine brow it was, square, solid,
massive, from beneath which looked out a pair of clear eyes, which had
never feared the face of man. He looked older than his years, though his
face was bare, except on the upper lip, where the slight moustache
appeared to soften somewhat the sterner line of the mouth. Yes, it was a
good, true face, suggestive of power and possibility--the face of an
honest man. Then his figure had attained its full height, and being
clothed in well-made garments, looked very manly, and not ungraceful.
Gladys admired him where he stood, and inwardly contrasted him with a
certain other youth, who devoted half his attention to his personal
appearance and adornment. Nor did Walter suffer by that comparison.
'Must you go away?' she asked wistfully, not conscious how cruel she was
in seeking to keep him there when every moment was pointed with a
sorrowful regret, a keen anguish of loss which he could scarcely endure.
'And when will you come again?'
'Oh, I don't know. I can't come often, Gladys; it will be better not,
now.'
'It is always better not,' she cried, with a strange petulance. 'There
is always something in the way. If you knew how often I want to talk to
you about all my plans. I always think nobody quite understands us like
those whom we have known in our early days, because then there can
never be any pretence or concealment. All is open as the day. Is it
impossible that we can still be as we were?'
'Quite impossible.' His answer was curt and cold, and he was on his feet
again, moving towards the door.
'But why?' she persisted, with all the unreason of a wilful woman. 'May
a woman not have a friend, though he should be a man?'
'It would not be possible, and _he_ would not like it,' he said
significantly; and Gladys flushed all over, and flung up her head with a
gesture of defiance.
'He shall not dictate to me,' she said proudly. 'Well, if you will go,
you will, I suppose, but you shall not walk; on that point I am
determined.' She rang the bell, gave her order for the carriage, and
looked at him whimsically, as if rejoicing in her own triumph. 'I am
afraid I am becoming quite autocratic, Walter, so many people have to do
exactly as I tell them. If you will not come, will you write to me
occasionally, then? It would be delightful to get letters from you, I
think.'
Never was man so subtlely flattered, so tempted. Again he bit his lip,
and without answering, he took a handsome frame from the piano, and
glanced indifferently at the photograph he held.
'Is this the man?' he asked at hazard, and when Gladys nodded, he looked
at it again with keener interest. It was the same picture of George
Fordyce in his hunting-dress which Gladys had first seen in the
drawing-room at Bellairs Crescent.
'A grand gentleman,' he said, with a faint note of bitterness in his
tone. 'Well, I hope you will be happy.'
This stiff, conventional remark appeared to anger Gladys somewhat, and
for the first time in her life she cast a reproach at him.
'You needn't look so resigned, Walter. Just cast your memory back, and
think of some of the kind things you have said to me when we have met
since I have left Colquhoun Street. If you think I can forget, then you
are mistaken. They will always rankle in my mind, and it is only natural
that I should feel grateful, if nothing else, to those who are a little
kinder and more attentive to me. A woman does not like to be ignored.'
At that moment a servant appeared to say the carriage waited, and Walter
held out his hand to say good-bye. Hope was for ever quenched in his
heart, and something in his eyes went to the heart of Gladys, and for
the moment she could not speak. She turned silently, motioned him to
follow her from the room, and then stood in the hall, still silently,
till he put on his greatcoat. Woman-like, in the midst of her strange
agitation she did not fail to notice that every detail of his attire was
in keeping, and that pleased well her fastidious taste. When the servant
at last opened the door, the cool wind swept in and ruffled the girl's
hair upon her white brow.
'Good-bye, then. You will write?' she said quickly, and longing, she did
not know why, to order the servant to withdraw.
'If there is anything to write about, perhaps I will,' he answered,
gripped her hand like a vice, and dashed out. Then Miss Graham, quite
regardless of the watchful eyes upon her, went out to the outer hall,
and her sweet voice sounded through the darkness, 'Good-bye, dear
Walter,' and, putting her white fingers to her lips, she threw a kiss
after him, and ran into the house, all trembling, and when she reached
the drawing-room she dropped upon her knees by a couch and fell to
weeping, though she did not know why she wept.
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CHAPTER XXXII.
THE WANDERER.
It was half-past ten before Walter alighted from the train at St.
Enoch's Station. It was a fine dry evening, with a sufficient touch of
frost in the air to make walking pleasant. As he made his way out of the
station, and went among the busy crowd, he could not help contrasting
that hurrying tide of life with the silence and the solitude he had
left. The experience of the last few hours seemed like a dream, only he
was left with that aching at the heart--that strong sense of personal
loss which even a brave man sometimes finds it hard to bear manfully.
For till now he had not realised how near and dear a part of his life
was the sweet girl now lost to him for ever. Although it had often
pleased him, in the bitterness of his mood, to say that an inseparable
barrier had arisen between them, he had in his heart of hearts not
believed it, but cherished the secret and strong hope that their
estrangement was but temporary, and that in the end the old days which
in their passing had often been shadowed, but which now to memory looked
wholly bright and beautiful, would receive their crown. And now his
dream was over, and again he felt himself alone in the world--more
terribly alone than he had yet been. He was not a vain man, though he
believed in his own ability, or, looking back, he might have taken no
small comfort from the demeanour of Gladys towards him. He had not been
untouched by it, her womanly tenderness had sunk into his soul; but he
saw in it only the natural outcome of a kind heart, which felt always
keenly the sorrow of others. He believed so absolutely in her singleness
of heart, her honesty of purpose, that he accepted her decision as
final. Since she had plighted her troth to another, it was all over, so
far as Walter himself was concerned. He knew so little of women that it
never occurred to him that sometimes they give such a promise hastily,
accepting what is offered from various motives--very often because what
they most desire is withheld. It must not be thought that in having
accepted George Fordyce, Gladys was intentionally and wilfully deceiving
him. His impassioned pleading had touched her heart. At a time when she
was crying out for something to satisfy her need, in an unguarded
moment, she had mistaken an awakened, fleeting impression for love, and
passed what was now in her eyes an irrevocable word. She was no
coquette, who gives a promise the one day to be carelessly withdrawn the
next. George Fordyce had been fortunate in gaining the promise of a
woman whose word was as her bond. There are circumstances in which even
such a bond may become null and void, but Gladys did not dream of the
tragedy which was to release her from her vow.
Walter felt in no haste to go home; nay, the very thought of it was
intolerable to him. He saw it all before him, in sharp contrast to
another home, which had shown him how lovely wealth and taste can make
human surroundings, and he loathed the humble shelter of the old place,
which memory hallowed only to wound, and from which the angel of hope
had now flown.
With his hand in one pocket, his hat drawn a little over his brow, he
sauntered, with heavy and reluctant step, up Renfield Street, in the
direction of Sauchiehall Street. He did not know what tempted him to
choose the opposite direction from his home. We are often so led,
apparently aimlessly, towards what may change the very current of our
lives. The streets, though quieter as he walked farther West, were by no
means deserted, and just on the stroke of eleven the people from the
theatres and public-houses made the tide of life flow again, apparently
in an endless stream. Quite suddenly, under the brilliant light thrown
by the illumination of a fashionable tavern, Walter saw standing on the
edge of the pavement, talking to another girl, his sister Liz. He could
not believe his eyes at first, for he had never credited the assertion
of Gladys that she had really seen her, but believed it had been a
mistake. But there she was, well dressed, stylish, and beautiful
exceedingly. Even in that first startled look he was struck by the
exquisite outline, of her face, the absolute purity of her colour,
except where it burned a brilliant red on her cheeks.
He stepped back into a doorway, and stood silently waiting till they
should separate, or move away. To his relief, they, separated at last,
the stranger moving towards him, Liz proceeding westward. He followed
her, keeping a few steps behind her, watching her with a detective's
eye. Once a man spoke to her, but she gave no answer, and somehow that
to Walter was a relief. He felt himself growing quite excited, longing
to overtake and speak to her, yet afraid. At the corner of Cambridge
Street she stood still, apparently looking for a car; then Walter
stepped before her, and laid his hand on her arm.
'Liz,' he said, and in spite of himself his voice shook, 'what are you
doing here?'
Liz gave a great start, and her pallor vanished, the red mounting high
to her brow.
'I--I don't know. It's you, Wat? Upon my word, I didna ken ye; ye are
sic a swell.'
'I heard you were in Glasgow, but I didn't believe it. Where have you
been all this time?'
'To Maryhill; I'm bidin' there the noo,' Liz answered defiantly, though
she was inwardly trembling.
'Maryhill?' Walter repeated, and his eye, sharp with suspicion, dwelt
searchingly on her face. 'What are you doing there?'
'That's my business,' she answered lightly. 'I needna ask for you; I see
you are flourishin'. Hoo's the auld folk? I say, here's my car.
Guid-nicht.'
She would have darted from him, but he gripped her by the arm.
'You won't go, Liz, till I know where and how you are living. I have the
right to ask. Come home with me.'
Liz was surprised, arrested, and the car, with its noisy jingle, swept
round the corner.
'Hame wi' you!' she repeated. 'Maybe, if ye kent, ye wadna ask me, wadna
speak to me,' she said, with a melancholy bitterness, and then her
cough, more hollow and more racking than of yore, prevented further
speech.
Walter drew her hand within his arm, and she, feebly protesting,
allowed him to lead her back the way she had come. And then, as they
walked, a strange, constrained silence fell upon them, each finding it
difficult, well-nigh impossible, to bridge the gulf of these sad months.
'Are you not going to tell me anything about yourself, Liz?' he asked at
length, and the kindness of his tone, unexpected as it was, secretly
amazed and touched her.
'Naething,' she answered, without a moment's hesitation. 'An' though
I've come back to Glesca, I'm no' seeking onything frae ony o' ye; I can
fend for mysel'.'
Walter remained silent for a little. The subject was one of extreme
delicacy, and he did not know how to pursue it. He feared that all was
not with his sister as it should be, but he feared the result of further
questions.
'What's the guid o' me gaun hame wi' you the nicht? I canna bide there,'
she said presently, in a sharp, discontented voice. 'An' here ye've
gar'd me miss the last car.'
'Where are you staying in Maryhill?'
'I have a place, me an' anither lassie,' she said guardedly. 'If ye are
flush, ye micht gie me twa shillin's for a cab. I'm no' able to walk.'
At that moment, and before he could reply, a slim, slight, girlish
figure darted across the street, and, with a quick, sobbing breath, laid
two hands on the arm of Liz. It was the little seamstress, who had
haunted the streets late for many nights, scanning the faces of the
wanderers, sustained by the might of the love which was the only passion
of her soul. At sight of Teen, Liz Hepburn betrayed more emotion than in
meeting with her brother.
'Eh, I've fund ye at last! I said I was bound to find ye if ye were in
Glesca,' Teen cried, and her plain face was glorified with the joy of
the meeting. 'Oh, Liz, what it's been to me no' kennin' whaur ye were!
But, I say, hoo do you twa happen to be thegither?'
'I've twa detectives efter me, it seems,' said Liz, with a touch of
sullenness, and she stood still on the edge of the pavement, as if
determined not to go another step. 'I say, do you twa hunt in couples?'
She gave a little mirthless laugh, and her eye roamed restlessly up the
street, as if contemplating the possibility of escape.
'Come on hame wi' me, Liz,' said Teen coaxingly, and she slipped her
hand through her old friend's arm and looked persuasively into her face,
noting with the keenness of a loving interest the melancholy change upon
it. 'Ye're no' weel, an' ye'll be as cosy an' quate as ye like wi' me.'
'Has _your_ ship come in?' asked Liz, with faint sarcasm, but still
hesitating, uncomfortable under the scrutiny of two pairs of
questioning, if quite friendly, eyes.
'Ay, has it,' replied the little seamstress cheerfully. 'Shouldn't she
come hame wi' me, Walter? She wad be a' richt there, an' you can come
an' see us when ye like.'
Walter stood in silence another full minute. It was a strange situation,
strained to the utmost, but his faith in the little seamstress was so
great that he almost reverenced her. He felt that it would be better for
Liz to be with a friend of her own sex, and he turned to her pleadingly.
'It's true what Teen says, you are not well. Let her take you home. I'll
get a cab and go with you to the door, and I'll come and see you
to-morrow. We are thankful to have found you again, my--my dear.'
The last words he uttered with difficulty, for such expressions were not
common on his lips; but some impulse, born of a vast pity, in which no
shadow of resentment mingled, made him long to be as tender with her as
he knew how. The manner of her reception by these two, whom she had
wronged by her long silence, affected Liz deeply, though she made no
sign.
'I dinna see what better I can dae, if ye'll no' stump up for the cab to
Maryhill,' she said ungraciously. 'A' the same, I wish I had never seen
ye. Ye had nae business watchin' for me, ony o' ye. I'm my ain mistress,
an' I'm no' needin' onything aff ye.'
The little seamstress nodded to Walter, and he hailed a passing cab. All
the time, even after they were inside the vehicle, she never relaxed her
hold of Liz, but they accomplished the distance to Teen's poor little
home in complete silence. Liz felt and looked like a prisoner; Walter's
face wore a sad and downcast expression; the little seamstress only
appeared jubilant.
It was nearly midnight when they ascended the long stair to the little
garret, and Liz had to pause many times in the ascent to recover her
breath and to let her cough have vent. She grumbled all the way up; but
when Teen broke up the fire and lit the gas she sank into an old
basket-chair with a more contented expression on her face.
'Noo, ye'll hae a cup o' tea in a crack,' Teen said blithely. 'I've
gotten a new teapot, Liz; the auld yin positively fell to bits. Wull ye
no' bide an' drink a cup, Walter?'
'Not to-night; I think you would be better alone. But I'll come
to-morrow and see you, Liz. Good-night; I am sure you will be
comfortable here.'
'Oh ay, I dinna doot. I say, ye are a toff, an' nae mistake; ye micht
pass for a lord,' she said, with a kind of scornful approbation. 'Ye're
risin' in the scale while I'm gaun doon; but I've seen something o'
life, onyhoo, an' that's aye something.'
She gave him her hand, which was quite white and unsoiled, languidly,
and bade him a careless good-night. As Walter went out of the kitchen,
she was surprised, but not more so than he was himself, that two tears
rolled down his cheeks. He dashed them away quickly, however, and when
the little seamstress accompanied him to the door, he was quite calm
again.
'You'll take care of her and not let her away, and I'll be eternally
obliged to you. I trust you entirely,' he said quickly.
Teen nodded sagaciously.
'If she gangs oot o' this hoose, she tak's me wi' her,' she said, with a
determined curve on her thin lips.
'And whatever you need, come to me,' he said, with his hand in his
pocket; but Teen stopped him with a quick gesture.
'I have ony amount o' money I got frae Miss Gladys.'
'Keep it for yourself. You must spend my money on Liz, and see that she
wants for nothing. It strikes me a doctor is the first thing she needs,
but I'll be back to-morrow. Good-night, and thank you, Teen. You are a
good little soul.'
'Middlin',' replied Teen, with a jerk, and closed the door.
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CHAPTER XXXIII.
A FAITHFUL FRIEND.
The little seamstress was in a quiver of happy excitement, which
betrayed itself in her very step as she returned to the kitchen.
Liz lay back in the old basket-chair with her eyes closed, and the
deadly paleness of her face was very striking.
'Ye arena weel, Liz,' she said brusquely. 'It's the stair; ye never
could gang up a stair, I mind, withoot bein' oot o' breath. Never mind;
the kettle's bilin', an' ye'll hae yer tea in a crack.'
She busied herself about the table with nervous hands, astonished at her
own agitation, which did not appear to have communicated itself to Liz,
her demeanour being perfectly lifeless and uninterested.
Teen's stock of household napery did not include a tablecloth, but,
desirous of doing honour to her guest, she spread a clean towel on the
little table, and set out the cups with a good deal of cheerful clatter.
'What'll ye tak'? I have eggs, Liz--real country eggs. I brocht them up
frae the country mysel',' she said, thinking to rouse the lethargy of
her companion. 'I very near said I saw them laid; onyway, I saw the hens
that laid them. Ye'll hae an egg, eh?'
'Yes, if ye like. I havena tasted since eleeven this morning, an' then
it was only a dram,' said Liz languidly.
Teen stood still on the little strip of rag-carpet before the fender,
and regarded her friend with a mingling of horror and pity. Whatever had
been the tragedy of the past few months, Liz had not thereby bettered
herself. With a little choking sob, Teen made greater haste with her
preparation, and put upon the table a very tempting little meal, chiefly
composed of dainties from Bourhill, a very substantial basket having
been sent up to the little seamstress by order of Miss Graham. Liz threw
off her hat, and, drawing her chair up to the table, took a long draught
from the teacup.
'Eh, that's guid,' she said, with a sigh of satisfaction. Ye're better
aff than me, efter a', Teen, an' I wish I was in yer place.'
'Ye'll bide here noo ye have come, onyhoo,' said the little seamstress
cheerily. 'My ship has come in; but we'll speak upon it efter. I say,
isn't Walter lookin' fine? He wad pass for a lord, jist as you said.'
'His looks are a' richt--he maun be makin' money. I say, where is the
lassie that used to bide there? The auld man's deid, isn't he?'
'Ay,' answered Teen; 'deid lang syne. Oh, she's turned into a graund
leddy, livin' on an estate in the country. He left a fortin. See, eat up
that ither egg, an' there's plenty mair tea. Look at that cream, isn't
it splendid?'
'Fine,' said Liz; and as she ate and enjoyed the generous food her
colour came again, and she looked a little less ghastly and ill, a
little more like the Liz of old. Pen cannot tell the joy it was to the
loyal heart of the little seamstress thus to minister to her friend's
great need, though in the midst of her deep satisfaction was a secret
dread, a vague and vast pity, which made her afraid to ask her a single
question. It needed no very keen perception to gather that all was not
well with the unhappy girl.
'Weel, I've enjoyed that,' she said, pushing back from the table at
last. 'I've eaten ye oot o' hoose and hame, but as yer ship's come in,
it'll no' maitter. Tell me a' aboot it.'
'Oh, there's no' much to tell,' answered Teen, with a touch of her
natural reserve. 'I've made a rich frien', that's a'.'
'A man?' asked Liz, with interest.
'No; a lady,' replied Teen rather proudly. 'But hae ye naething to tell
me aboot yersel'?'
'Oh, I have thoosands to tell, if I like, but I'm no' gaun to tell ye a
thing,' replied Liz flatly; but her candour did not even make Teen
wince. She was used to it in the old days, and expected nothing else.
'Oh, jist as ye like,' she answered serenely. 'But, tell me, did ye ever
gang to London?'
'No,' replied Liz, 'I never went to London. Did ye think I had?'
'Yes. We--that is, some o's thocht--Walter an' me, onyway--that ye had
gane to the theatre in London to be an actress. It was gey shabby, I
thocht, to gang the way ye did, withoot sayin' a cheep to me, efter a'
the plans we had made,' said Teen, with equal candour.
'Maybe it was,' said Liz musingly, and, with her magnificent eyes fixed
on the fire, relapsed into silence again, and Teen saw that her face was
troubled. Her heart yearned over her unspeakably, and she longed for
fuller confidence, which Liz, however, had not the remotest intention of
giving.
'I dinna think, judgin' frae appearances, that ye have bettered
yoursel', said the little seamstress slowly.
'Ye think richt. I made wan mistake, Teen--the biggest mistake o' a','
she replied, and her mouth became very stern and bitter, and a dull
gleam was visible in her eyes.
Teen waited breathlessly, in the hope that Liz would still confide in
her, but having thus delivered herself, she again relapsed into silence.
'What way are ye bidin' at Maryhill?' she asked after a bit, and the
same note of suspicion which had been in Walter's questions sounded
through her voice. It made the colour rise in the sharply-outlined cheek
of Liz, and she replied angrily,--
'It's news ye're wantin', an' ye're no' gaun to get it. Ye brocht me
here again' my wull, but ye'll no' cross-question me. I can gang hame
even yet. It's no' the first time I've gane hame in the mornin',
onyway.'
Teen wisely accepted the inevitable.
'Ye're no' gaun wan fit oot o' this hoose the nicht,' she replied
calmly, 'nor the morn either, unless I ken whaur ye are gaun. I dinna
think, Liz, ye hae dune very weel for yersel' this while; ye'd better
let me look efter ye. Twa heids are aye better than yin.'
'Ye're gaun to be the boss, I see,' said Liz, with a faint smile, and in
her utter weariness she let her head fall back again and closed her
eyes. 'If I wis to bide here the morn, an' Wat comes, he'd better no'
ask me ower mony questions, because I'll no' stand it frae neither you
nor him, mind that.'
'Naebody'll ask you questions, my dear,' said Teen, and, lifting back
the table, she folded down the bed, and shook up the old wool pillows,
wishing for her friend's sake that they were made of down. Then she
knelt down on the old rag-carpet, and began to unlace Liz's boots,
glancing ever and anon with sad eyes up into the white face, with its
haggard mouth and dark closed eyes.
'Ye are a guid sort, Teen, upon my word,' was all the thanks she got. 'I
believe I will gang to my bed, if ye'll let me; maybe, if ye kent a', ye
wad turn me oot to the street.'
'No' me. If the a's waur than I imagine, it's gey bad,' replied the
little seamstress. 'Oh, Liz, I'm that gled to see you, I canna dae
enough.'
'I've been twice up your stair, Teen; once I knockit at the door an'
then flew doon afore you could open't. Ye think ye've a hard time o't,
but there's waur things than sewin' jackets at thirteenpence the dizen.'
Teen's hands were very gentle as she assisted her friend off with her
gown, which was a very handsome affair, all velvet and silk, and gilt
trimmings, which dazzled the eye.
Thus partially undressed, Liz threw herself without another word on the
bed, and in two minutes was asleep. Then, softly laying another bit of
coal on the fire, Teen lifted the table back to the hearth, got out pen,
ink, and paper, and set herself to a most unusual task, the composition
and writing of a letter. I should be afraid to say how long it took her
to perform this great task, nor how very poor an accomplishment it was
in the end, but it served its purpose, which was to acquaint Gladys with
the rescue of Liz. Afraid to disturb the sleeping girl, Teen softly
removed a pillow from the bed, and placing it on the floor before the
fire, laid herself down, with an old plaid over her, though sleep was
far from her eyes. A great disappointment had come to the little
seamstress; for though she had long since given up all hope of welcoming
back Liz in the guise of a great lady, who had risen to eminence by dint
of her own honest striving, she only knew to-night, when the last
vestige of her hope had been wrested from her, how absolute and
unassailable had been her faith in her friend's honour. And now she knew
intuitively the very worst. It needed no sad story from Liz to convince
the little seamstress that she had tried the way of transgressors, and
found it hard. Mingling with her intense sorrow over Liz was another
and, if possible, a more painful fear--lest this deviation from the
paths of rectitude might be fraught with painful consequences to the
gentle girl whom Teen had learned to love with a love which had in it
the elements of worship. These melancholy forebodings banished sleep
from the eyes of the little seamstress, and early in the morning she
rose, sore, stiff, and unrefreshed, from her hard couch, and began to
move about the house again, setting it to rights for Liz's awakening.
She, however, slept on, the heavy sleep of complete exhaustion; and
finally, Teen, not thinking it wise to disturb her, laid herself down on
the front of the bed to rest her tired bones. She too fell asleep, and
it was the sunshine upon her face which awakened her, just as the church
bells began to ring.
With an exclamation which awoke her companion, she leaped up, and ran to
break up the fire, which was smouldering in the grate.
'Mercy me! it's eleeven o'clock; but it's Sunday mornin', so it doesna
matter,' she said almost blithely, for in the morning everything seems
brighter, and even hard places less hard. 'My certy, Liz, ye've sleepit
weel. Hae ye ever wakened?'
'Never; I've no' haen a sleep like that for I canna tell ye hoo lang,'
said Liz quite gratefully, for she felt wonderfully rested and
refreshed.
In an incredibly short space of time the little seamstress had the
kettle singing on the cheery hob, and toasted the bread, while Liz was
washing her face and brushing her red locks at the little looking-glass
hanging at the window.
They were sitting at their cosy breakfast, talking of commonplace
things, when Walter's double knock came to the door. Teen ran to admit
him, and, with a series of nods, indicated to him that his sister was
all right within. There was a strained awkwardness in their meeting. Liz
felt and resented the questioning scrutiny of his eyes, and had not Teen
thrown herself into the breach, it would have been a strange interview.
As it was, she showed herself to be a person of the finest and most
delicate tact, and more than once Walter found himself looking at her
with a kind of grateful admiration, and thinking what an odd mistake he
had made in his estimate of her character.
When the breakfast was over, Teen, under pretence of going to inquire
for a sick neighbour, took herself off, and left the brother and sister
alone. It had to come sooner or later, she knew, and she hoped that Liz,
in her softer mood, would at least meet Walter half-way.
When the door was closed upon the two there was a moment's silence,
which Walter broke quite abruptly; it was not his nature to beat about
the bush.
'Are you going to tell me this morning where you have been all this
time?'
'No,' she answered calmly, 'I'm not.'
This was unpromising, but Walter tried not to notice her defiant manner
and tone.
'Very well; I won't ask you, since you don't want to tell. You haven't
been prospering, anyhow. Now, any one can see that; but we'll let
bygones be bygones. I'm in a good way of doing now, Liz, and if you like
to come along to Colquhoun Street and try your hand at housekeeping, I'm
ready.'
Liz was profoundly amazed, but not a change passed over her face.
'Ye're no' feared,' was her only comment, delivered at last in a
perfectly passionless voice.
'Feared! What for?' he asked, trying to speak pleasantly. 'You're my
sister, and I need a housekeeper. I'm thinking of leaving Colquhoun
Street, and taking a wee house somewhere in the suburbs. We can talk it
over when you come.'
Then Liz sat up and fixed her large, indescribable eyes full on her
brother's face.
'An' will ye tak' me withoot askin' a single question, Wat?'
'I can't do anything else,' he answered good-humouredly.
'But I've lost my character,' she said then, in a perfectly
matter-of-fact voice.
Although he was in a manner prepared for it, this calm announcement made
him wince.
'You can redeem it again,' he said in a slightly unsteady voice. 'I
don't want to be too hard on you, Liz. You never had a chance.'
Liz leaned back in her chair again and closed her eyes. She was, to
outward appearance, indifferent and calm, but her breast once or twice
tumultuously heaved, and her brows were knit, as if she suffered either
physical or mental pain.
'You'll come, won't you, Liz, either to-day or to-morrow? You know the
place,' he said rather anxiously.
'No,' she answered quietly; 'I'm no' comin'.'
'Why? I'm sure I will never cast up anything. I'm in solemn earnest,
Liz. I'll do the best I can for you, and nobody shall cast a stone at
you when I am by. I've lived to myself too long. Come and help me to be
less selfish.'
The girl's breast again tumultuously heaved, and one deep, bursting sob
forced itself from her lips; but all her answer was, to shake her head
wearily, and answer,--
'No.'
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CHAPTER XXXIV.
WHAT WILL SHE DO?
Walter looked at her perplexedly, not knowing what to say.
'Why will you not come?' he asked at length quite gently.
'I've disgraced ye enough,' she answered, a trifle sharply. 'Ye dinna
ken what ye are daein', my man, askin' me to come an' bide wi' you. I've
mair respect for ye than ye hae for yersel'. I'm much obleeged, a' the
same, but I'm no' comin'.'
He perceived that the highest motive prompted her, and it convinced him
as nothing else could have done that, if she had erred, she had also
repented sincerely.
'What will you do, then?' he asked. 'Will you,' he added
hesitatingly--'will you go to the old folk?'
She gave a short, hard laugh.
'No' me. There wad be plenty castin' up there, if ye like. No; I hae nae
desire to see them again this side the grave.'
It was a harsh speech; but, knowing what the past had been, Walter could
not blame her. As he stood looking through the little window, beyond the
forest of roofs to where the sun lay warm and bright on far-off country
slopes, he thought of the sore bitterness of life. He might well be at
war with fate; it had not given him much of the good which makes life
worth living. It was all very well for Gladys Graham, the spoiled child
of a happy fortune, to reprove him for railing at the cruelty of
circumstances; her suffering, even when the days were darkest with her,
had been of a gentler and less hopeless kind.
'Liz,' he said, turning to his sister again, after what had seemed to
her an interminable silence, 'if you won't come to me, promise me you'll
stay here. I have not asked any questions about your way of doing, but I
can guess at it. Promise me that you will give it all up and stay here.'
'Sponging off Teen, like?' she asked sarcastically.
'No, no; I have plenty of money. You shall want for nothing,' he said,
with a touch of irritation. 'She's a good little soul, Teen, and I won't
forget her. I'm sure you and she could be quite comfortable here; you
have always been good friends.'
'Yes,' answered Liz indifferently, 'that's true.'
'Will you promise, then,' he asked anxiously, 'to stay here in the
meantime?'
'No,' she answered, 'I'll promise naething, because, if it comes up my
back, I'll rise an' gang oot this very day.'
Walter's face flushed a little with anger. She was very perverse, and
would give him no satisfaction whatever. He was at a disadvantage,
because he really knew very little of her nature, which was as deep and
as keen of feeling as his own.
'Then am I to go away and live in torture about you, Liz? I've a good
mind to shut you up where you can't get out.'
'They wad be queer bolts and bars that kept me in,' she said, with a
slight smile. 'Ye are very guid to tak' sae muckle thocht aboot me, and
if it'll relieve yer mind, ye can believe that whatever I'm aboot, it's
honest wark, and that if I need anything, I'll come to you.'
'You mean that, Liz?'
'Yes, I mean it; an' if I div say a thing I dinna gang back frae it,'
she said, and again his mind was relieved. It was but natural that he
should feel an absorbing desire to know exactly what her experience had
been during the time she had been away from them, but since she seemed
determined to keep silence regarding it, he could only keep silence too.
Presently Teen returned, and there was a furtive look of anxiety in her
eyes as she regarded them, inly wondering what had transpired in her
absence.
'Liz will bide with you in the meantime,' said Walter, affecting a
cheerfulness he did not feel. 'I have been asking her to come and be my
housekeeper, but she won't promise in the meantime.'
'Oh, she'll be fine here the noo,' answered the little seamstress, with
a significance which did not convey anything to them, though it meant
something to her. She was thinking as she spoke of the probable result
of the letter she had just carried to the post, and which would be
delivered at Bourhill in the morning. She was not mistaken in her
calculations regarding it; for next morning, between eleven and twelve,
when the two were sitting by the fire keeping up a rather disjointed
conversation, during which Liz had exhibited distinct signs of
restlessness, a light, quick knock came to the door.
'That's her!' cried Teen, springing up, her sallow face all aglow. 'I
kent she wad come; yes, it's jist her.'
Liz sat up, her whole demeanour defiant, her face wearing its most
ungracious look.
She had not the remotest idea who was meant by 'her,' and it is certain
that had there been any other means of exit than the door in the
building, she would have taken herself off there and then. What was her
astonishment to behold presently a lissom, graceful figure and a sweet
face, which seemed familiar, though she could not for the moment believe
that they really pertained to Gladys Graham. And the face wore such a
lovely look of gladness and wonder and sorrow all mingled, that Liz was
struck dumb.
'Oh, Lizzie, I am so glad to see you. How could you stay away so long,
when you must have known we were all so anxious about you? But we will
forgive you quite, now that you have come back.'
She took the unwilling hand of Walter's sister in her firm, warm clasp,
and, bending forward, kissed her, as she had done once before, on the
brow. Then the face of Liz became a dusky red, and she started back,
saying hoarsely,--
'Don't! Never dae that again. Oh, my God, if ye kent, ye wadna let yer
eyes licht on me, far less that.'
'I know that we are very glad to see you again, and that you look very
ill, dear Lizzie,' said Gladys, her voice tremulous with her deep
compassion; 'and I have come to take you away to Bourhill. Here is
somebody quite ready, I think, to go.'
She turned with a smile to the little seamstress, whose face still wore
that intense, glorified look.
'Bourhill?' repeated Liz. 'Where's that?'
'That's my home now,' said Gladys gleefully. 'See what you have missed,
being away so long. Has Teen not told you of all its glories? I thought
she was so enthusiastic over it, she could not hold her tongue. Never
mind, you shall soon see it for yourself.'
'I'm very much obleeged to ye, but I'm no' comin',' said Liz, with the
same firmness which had set aside Walter's scheme concerning her.
'Why not? Nobody ever refuses me anything,' Gladys said.
'It wad be a sin for me to gang,' replied Liz quietly. 'I'm no' fit to
speak to the like o' you. At least, that's what them ye belang to wad
say.'
'I've nobody belonging to me to dictate to me, Liz, and I'm not afraid
to trust you. You may have sinned, I don't know, but you have had many
temptations. I want to show you a happier life. Tell her, Teen, how
lovely it is at dear Bourhill.'
'I couldna,' answered Teen in a choking voice. 'It's like heaven, Liz.'
'Then it'll be ower guid for me,' said Liz wearily, 'an' I'll better
bide whaur I am. But, I say, ye are queerer than ever, an' I thocht ye
gey queer last time I saw ye.'
'Never mind what you think of me. Say you will come with me to-day. I
came for the very purpose of taking you away,' said Gladys cheerfully.
'Do you remember that absurd story about "Lord Bellew's Bride" you were
reading the first time I saw you? My own fortune is very nearly as
wonderful as that of "Lord Bellew's Bride."'
Liz faintly smiled.
'Eh, sic lees there is in papers! It shouldna be printed. Things like
yon never happen in real life--never, never!' She spoke with passionate
emphasis, which indicated that she keenly felt what she said.
'Ye'll be gaun to get mairret next?' she added, looking at Gladys, who
smiled and nodded, with slightly heightened colour.
'Well, what is to be done? Are you going down with me to-day?' she
asked, looking from one to another, and tapping her dainty foot a trifle
impatiently on the floor.
'I canna come the day, for my claes are a' at Maryhill,' said Liz.
'But I'll gang for them, Liz,' put in the little seamstress quickly.
'They can be easy got frae Maryhill afore nicht. It's only twelve
o'clock the noo.'
'There need not be any such hurry; I think I shall stay in town all
night,' said Gladys, 'and you can arrange it together, either to go with
me or alone. Teen can manage it; she knows all about the trains, having
been there before. I shall be sure to be home not later than to-morrow
night, and if anything should prevent me getting down then, there is
Miss Peck, Teen, who, you know, will make you very welcome.'
'Yes, I ken,' nodded Teen. 'If ye only kent what like a place it is,
Liz, ye wad be jumpin'.'
'I'm sure I dinna ken what way ye want me doon there,' said Liz,
relapsing into her weary, indifferent manner. 'I canna understand it.'
'Can't you?' asked Gladys merrily. 'Well, I want you, that's all. I want
to have the pleasure of seeing you grow strong and well again. Nobody
shall meddle with you. You shall do just as you like, and you two will
be companions to each other.'
Teen looked reproachfully at her friend, wondering to see her so
undemonstrative, never even uttering a single word of thanks for the
kindness so freely offered. She shook hands with Gladys in silence, and
allowed her to depart without further remark.
'You'll make sure that she comes down, Teen?' said Gladys, when they
were outside the door. 'Poor thing, she looks dreadfully ill and
unhappy. Where _do_ you think she has been?'
Teen mournfully shook her head, and her large eyes filled with tears.
'I'll no' let her away,' she answered firmly. 'If she'll no' come doon
to Bourhill, I'll see that she disna gang onywhere else withoot me.'
'You are a faithful friend,' said Gladys quickly. 'Has she--has she seen
her brother?'
Teen wondered somewhat at the hesitation with which the question was
asked.
'Ay; he was here yesterday.'
'And what did he say, Teen? Oh, I hope he was very gentle with her.'
'I wasna in a' the time, but I'm sure that kinder he couldna hae been.
He wanted her to gang to Colquhoun Street an' bide, but she wadna.'
'Well, I hope she will come to Bourhill, and I think she will.
Good-bye.'
'Weel, hae ye gotten me weel discussed?' queried Liz sarcastically, when
the little seamstress returned to the kitchen. 'I canna understand that
lassie by onybody.'
'Nor I a'thegither, but I ken she's guid,' she answered simply. 'Ye will
gang to Bourhill, Liz?'
'Maybe; I'll see. I say, do ye ken wha she's gaun to mairry?'
'I have an inklin',' replied Teen, and said no more, though her face
became yet more gravely troubled.
'Liz,' she said suddenly, 'will ye tell me wan thing afore we gang doon
to Bourhill, if we gang?'
'What is't?'
'Had Fordyce onything to dae wi' you gaun awa' when you did?'
'Mind yer ain business,' replied Liz, with the utmost calmness, not even
changing colour. 'I'm no' gaun to tell ye a single thing. My concerns
are my ain, an' if ye're no' pleased, weel, I can shift.'
The girl's matter-of-fact, unruffled demeanour somewhat allayed Teen's
burning anxiety, and, afraid to try Liz too far, lest she should insist
on leaving her, she held her peace.
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CHAPTER XXXV.
A REVELATION.
'Your Aunt Isabel was here this afternoon, George,' said Mrs. Fordyce to
her son, when he came home from the mill that evening. 'She came over to
tell me Gladys is in town. I said I thought you did not expect her.'
'No, I did not,' George replied. 'What's she up for?--anything new?'
'Oh, one of her fads. Something about one of these girls from the slums.
Your aunt seemed to be rather distressed. She thinks Gladys is going
quite too far, and she really took the opportunity, when the girls had
all gone to a studio tea, to come over to consult me. We both think you
are quite entitled to interfere.'
George shook his head.
'It is all very easy for you to say that, but I tell you Gladys won't
stand that sort of thing.'
'But, my dear, she must be made to stand it. I must say her conduct is
most unwomanly. If she is to be your wife, she must be taught that you
are to be considered in some ways. You must be very firm with her,
George; it will save no end of trouble afterwards.'
Mrs. George Fordyce was a large stout person, of imposing presence, and
she delivered herself of this admirable sentiment most impressively; but
though her son quite agreed with her, and wished with all his heart that
the girl of his choice were a little less erratic and self-willed, he
was wise enough to know that any attempt at coercion would be the very
last thing to make her amenable to reason.
'What girl is it now?' he asked, with affected carelessness, but furtive
anxiety. 'The same one who has been staying at Bourhill?'
'No; something far worse--a dreadful low creature, who has been missing
for some time. If Gladys were not as innocent as a baby she would know
that she is a creature not fit to be spoken to. Really, George, that
Miss Peck is utterly useless as a chaperon. I wish we knew what to do.
It is one of the most exasperating and delicate affairs possible.'
'That girl!' repeated George, so blankly that his mother looked at him
in sharp amazement. 'Heavens! then it's all up, mother.'
'All up? What on earth do you mean?'
'What I say. Is it a girl called Hepburn?' he asked half desperately,
afraid to tell his mother, and yet feeling that she, and she alone,
might help him.
'I believe so. Yes, Hepburn was certainly the name your aunt mentioned.
Well, what then?'
'Simply that if Gladys has got in tow with this girl, and takes her down
to Bourhill, I'm ruined.'
'How?'
There was eager inquiry, anguish even, in the question. Mrs. Fordyce was
a vain and silly woman, but she had a mother's feelings, and suffered,
as every mother must, over her son's dishonour.
'This girl was one of our hands, and--and--well, you understand, she had
a pretty face, and I was foolish about her. I never meant anything
serious; but, you see, if Gladys gets to know about it, she is so
absurdly quixotic, she is quite fit enough not to speak to me again.'
'You were foolish about her?' repeated Mrs. Fordyce slowly, and her
comely face became rather pale, as she keenly eyed her son's troubled
face. 'Does that mean that you were responsible for her disappearance?'
'Well, I suppose I was in the first instance,' he said frankly. 'Of
course I was a fool for myself, but a man isn't always responsible,
but'--
'Oh, hold your tongue, George Fordyce!' said his mother, her voice sharp
with her angry pain. 'Not responsible, indeed! I am quite ashamed of
you. It is a most disgraceful thing, and I don't know what your father
will say.'
'There is no reason why he should say anything; he needn't be told,'
said George a trifle sullenly. 'Of course I regret it, as every man does
who makes such a deuced fool of himself. And the girl can't complain; it
was more her fault, anyhow.'
'Oh, George, don't be a coward as well as a scoundrel,' said his mother,
with more sharpness in her tone than she had ever before used towards
her idolised son. 'Don't tell me it is the woman's fault. That is the
poor excuse all men make when they get themselves into scrapes. I am
very sorry for her, poor thing, and I think I'll go and see her myself.'
George remained silent, standing gloomily at the window, looking on the
approach, with its trimly-cut shrubs and spring flowers, blooming in
conventional lines. His mother had not received his information quite
as he expected, and he felt for the moment utterly 'down on his luck.'
'You have indeed ruined yourself with Gladys, and with any other girl
who has any respect for herself,' she said presently, with increased
coldness, 'and I must say you richly deserve it.'
So saying, she left the room, and as she went up-stairs, two tears
rolled down her cheeks. She was not a woman of very deep feelings,
perhaps, but she had received a blow from which it would take her some
time to recover. She sat down in her own room, and tried to think out
the matter in all its bearings. She felt glad that her husband and
daughter were not to dine at home, for after the first shock was over,
worldly wisdom began to assert itself, and she pondered upon the best
means of avoiding the scandal which appeared inevitable. She was not
very hopeful. Had Gladys been an ordinary girl, entertaining less
exalted ideas of honour and integrity, everything might have been
smoothed over. Women, as a rule, are too lenient towards the follies of
men, especially when the offenders are young and handsome; but Gladys
was an exception to almost every rule. The only chance lay in the
knowledge being kept from her, yet how was that possible, Liz Hepburn
being at that very moment an invited guest at Bourhill? She made some
little alteration in her dress, and went down, perfectly calm, and
outwardly at ease, to a _tête-à-tête_ dinner with her son. When they
were left alone at the table she suddenly changed the subject from the
commonplace to the engrossing theme occupying both their minds, and,
leaning towards him, said quietly,--
'There is only one thing you can do now. It is your only chance, and if
it fails, you can only retire gracefully, and accept your _congé_ as
your deserts.'
'I don't know what you mean,' he retorted a trifle ungraciously, for in
his intense selfishness he had been able to convince himself that his
mother had been rather hard upon him.
'I would advise you to go over to the Crescent to-night and see Gladys,
and tell her what you have heard. Let her understand--as gently and
nicely as you can, but be quite firm over it--that you, as her future
husband, have some right to express an opinion about the people she
makes friends of. You can lay stress on her own youth and ignorance, and
don't be dictatorial. Do you understand me?'
'Yes, but it won't be an easy task,' he said gloomily.
'No, but it's your only chance--a very forlorn hope, I confess, it
appears to me; but you can't afford to neglect it if you want to win
Gladys, and it would be a most desirable marriage.'
These words were the keynote to Mrs. Fordyce's plan of action. To secure
Gladys as a daughter-in-law at any price was her aim, and she had
already stifled her womanly indignation over her son's fall, and even
comforted herself by the cheap reflection that George had never been
half so fast as dozens of other young men who were received into the
best society. She had worshipped at the shrine of wealth and social
position so long that all her views of life were centred upon a solitary
goal, and consequently ran in a narrow and distorted groove.
'If the girl can be prevented going down to Bourhill, all may be well.
Do you think she is one likely to hold her tongue?'
'I don't know anything about her. She'll speak, just as other women
speak, when it comes up her own back, I suppose. The chances are, if
Gladys and she have met, she's told the whole story already.'
'Oh no, she hasn't, because Gladys knew your aunt was coming here this
afternoon, and sent a message that you might come over after dinner. She
wouldn't have done that if she'd known that pretty story. You'd better
go away to the Crescent at once.'
'I'm not very fond of the job,' said George, fortifying himself with a
glass of whisky and water. 'I've a good mind to throw the whole bally
thing up, and go off to the Antipodes. Marrying is an awful bore,
anyhow; women are such a confounded nuisance.'
His mother listened to these lofty sentiments in silence, though she
inwardly felt that it would relieve her feelings considerably to
administer a sound box in the ear.
'I'm trying to help you, George, against my better judgment, but you
don't appear to be very grateful,' she said severely. 'I've a good mind
to let you bear the brunt of your folly, as you deserve; and you know
very well that if your father knew about it, his anger would be
terrific. I'm afraid you'd have to take to the Antipodes then, because
the door would be shut upon you here. I would advise you to do what you
can to redeem yourself, and your utmost to keep Gladys. Tell me
something about the girl. Do you think she would accept a sum of money
to leave Glasgow and hold her tongue?'
'No,' he answered, 'I don't.'
'Why, she must be very different from other girls of her class.'
'I don't know what are the characteristics of her class, but I know
jolly well that if you offer money to her, she'll astonish you.'
Mrs. Fordyce looked with yet keener disfavour into her son's face.
'If she's that kind of girl, you must have promised her marriage.'
'Well, I daresay I did, but she might have known it was only talk,' he
said, trying to speak coolly, though his mother's gaze made him
decidedly uncomfortable. 'But I'm sick of the subject. I'll away over to
Kelvinside, and have it either off or on. If the thing's out, I'll
brazen it out; it's the only way.'
'You don't seem to realise the seriousness of the position, I'm sure I
don't know what has made you go so far astray--not the training or
example in this house. You have grievously disappointed me.'
'Oh, mother, don't preach. I've confessed to you, and it isn't fair to
be so awfully down upon me,' he retorted irritably. 'I don't think you
or the governor have had much to complain of as far as my conduct is
concerned, and I'm not going to stay here to be bullied and snubbed for
making a little slip. I tell you, you don't know what other fellows are.
I've a good mind to open your eyes for you.'
'I don't want them opened, thank you; and if that is the spirit in which
you are going to the Crescent, you deserve to fail, as you are sure to
do. I am not sure whether I shall not tell your father, after all,' she
said icily.
'I don't care if you do,' he retorted, and banged out in ill-humour,
which, however, gradually cooled down as he walked rapidly to the
station.
Finding no train for the city due for ten minutes, he threw himself into
a hansom, and drove all the way, reaching his aunt's house before eight
o'clock. Although he ran up the steps at once, he did not immediately
ring, but even went back into the street, and took a turn up to the end
of the houses, surprised and irritated at his own nervous apprehension.
Glancing up to the house when he again came opposite to it, he saw the
three long windows of the drawing-room lighted, and pictured the scene
within. It was a new and unwelcome sensation for him to feel any
reluctance in entering a drawing-room where there were three charming
girls, and at last, calling himself a fool, he ran up the steps a second
time, and gave the bell a furious pull.
'Is Miss Graham here, Hardy?' he asked the maid, an old servant of his
aunt's, who opened the door.
'Yes, sir.'
'Anybody in the library?'
'No, sir. Mr. Fordyce is sleeping on the dining-room sofa.'
'Oh, all right. Just take my card to Miss Graham, and ask her if she
would be so kind as to come down to the library for a few minutes.'
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CHAPTER XXXVI.
TÊTE-À-TÊTE.
'How extraordinary!' exclaimed Gladys. 'Your cousin is in the library,
why does he not come up?'
There was something so matter-of-fact in the question, that Mrs. Fordyce
and her daughters could not refrain from exchanging glances.
'Well, my dear, I suppose he does not come up because he wishes to have
you a little while to himself,' said Mrs. Fordyce, with a smile, 'and I
must say I quite sympathise with him. Run away down, and don't stay too
long; tell him not to be selfish.'
'But I don't think I want to go down. It is so strange, I think, for him
not to come up here as usual. Why should there be any difference made?'
inquired Gladys, as she rose with seeming reluctance to her feet.
'It is you who are strange, I think,' said Mina whimsically. 'You would
require a very cool lover, Gladys, you are so cool yourself.'
'It is a pity one must have a lover,' said Gladys quite soberly, as she
walked out of the room.
'Girls,' said Mrs. Fordyce, 'Gladys is an enigma, and I give her up; she
is so different from any one I have ever met. Do you really think she
cares anything for your cousin?'
'If she doesn't, why has she promised to marry him?' inquired Clara
rather quickly. 'I think it is rather absurd to ask the question.'
'Well, I must say I should not particularly like to be in his shoes,'
said Mina; and added, with light sarcasm, 'But it will do dear George
good. Gladys will not fall down and worship him, like the rest of her
sex. How I should like to be invisible at this moment in the library.'
But though Mina had had her wish she would not have seen anything very
exciting, the greeting which passed between Gladys and her lover being
remarkably cool. George Fordyce was not quite himself. Had Gladys been
more absorbingly interested in him she could not have failed to observe
the furtive look of anxiety with which he advanced to meet her; his
demeanour was as different from the ordinary eagerness of a
newly-accepted lover as could well be imagined. Nor did she betray these
signs of maidenly shyness and trembling joy which in the circumstances
she might have been expected to feel.
'Good-evening,' she said gaily. 'Why did you not come up, instead of
sending a message to me, as if you were a person asking a subscription?
I thought it so odd.'
George's courage rose. The gay unconcern of her demeanour convinced him
that as yet nothing had lowered him in her estimation; with a little
careful diplomacy, the dangerous currents might yet be avoided, and all
go well.
'Is it so odd that I should wish to have you for a little while to
myself?' he asked, and, putting his arm round her shoulders, took the
kiss she could not deny him, though she almost immediately drew herself
away.
'Do come up to the drawing-room. Why should we stay down here? Don't you
think it rather silly?'
'I don't care whether it is silly or not,' he answered daringly. 'I
don't mean to go up, or allow you to leave this room, for a good half
hour at least.'
Gladys laughed a little, and dropped on one knee on a stool before the
quaint fireplace, where the logs burned and crackled in a cheerful
blaze.
'And I have a crow to pick with you, madam,' said the lover, made bolder
by the perfect freedom of the girl's demeanour. 'I don't like
second-hand messages. You might at least have sent me a nice little note
by the hand of Aunt Isabel this afternoon.'
'I didn't think of it, or I might,' answered Gladys quite soberly, and
the ruddy firelight lay warm and bright on her sweet face, and gave a
deeper tinge to the gold of her hair. As George Fordyce stood as near to
her as he dared, being deterred by a certain high dignity in her
bearing, he was struck, not only by the perfect beauty of her features,
but by the singular firmness mingling with the archness of her look.
Twelve months had done a great deal for Gladys, and there was nothing of
the child left, though the new womanliness was a most gracious and
lovely thing.
'I had such a busy morning down town; and oh, I have a great deal to
tell you, only you must promise to be sympathetic, because I have had a
great deal to bear to-day, and have almost quarrelled with your aunt and
the girls.'
'Yes?' he said, with all the fine indifference he could command. 'And
what was it all about?'
He knew it must come sooner or later, and braced himself up to carry
matters through with as high a hand as possible.
'About that poor girl of whom I told you, Lizzie Hepburn. She has come
back, looking so very ill and unhappy, and of course I asked her down to
Bourhill, and your aunt and cousins are so vexed about it, I am quite
puzzled. It is so unlike them to blame one for wishing to be kind.
Please, can you explain it?'
She raised her eyes to his face with something of the old child-like
wistfulness in their depths, and it showed George Fordyce to be a very
clever man indeed that he was able to meet that clear gaze without
flinching.
'Well, you see, dear, I think it is regard for you which made Aunt
Isabel appear a little harsh. She knows the world, and you do not, and,
you know, a young and lovely girl, living without natural protectors, as
you are, cannot be too careful.'
'Oh, that is just how they talk,' she cried petulantly, 'but it does not
convey any meaning to me. Why should I not be kind to this poor girl?
She can't eat me, or hurt me in the smallest degree. You must make it a
great deal plainer to me before I see the smallest particle of reason in
it.'
Here was a dilemma! The very irony of fate could not have devised a more
trying and awkward position for any man. To say he felt himself on the
brink of a volcano conveys but a faint idea of his peculiar state of
mind.
'My own darling, it is extremely difficult to make it any clearer
without giving offence, but I think you ought to have some idea of what
is fitting. Can you not believe that we, who love you so dearly, would
advise you to do nothing but what is right and best for you?'
This admirable plea, so earnestly and persuasively uttered, somewhat
touched Gladys, though her face still wore a perplexed and even troubled
look.
'Well, but how can it do me any harm to have these girls at Bourhill? Is
it because they are poor that I must not have them?'
'Well, not exactly; though, of course, it is not customary for young
ladies like you to invite such people to be your guests just in the same
way as you would invite Clara or Mina; and I question very much, dear,
if it is any real kindness to them, it is so apt to make them
discontented with their own sphere.'
This was another clever stroke, this view of the case not having been as
yet presented to Gladys. Hitherto the talk had all been of the influence
such companionship was likely to have on her, and the new phase of the
situation made her more thoughtful still.
'I never thought of that,' she said slowly, 'and I don't think it had
that effect on Christina Balfour--in fact, I am sure of it. She is like
a different creature, so much brighter and happier; and I am sure a week
or two at Bourhill will do wonders for poor Lizzie Hepburn. If you saw
her you would be quite sorry for her. She is such an interesting girl,
so beautiful, and she has a great deal of character, quite different
from Christina. I have asked them down, and of course I can't retract my
invitations; they may have gone down to Miss Peck already, for aught I
know. Promise to come down to Bourhill and see poor Lizzie, then I am
sure you will say I have done quite right.'
A cold sweat broke over George Fordyce, and he was fain to take several
turns between the window and the door to recover himself. He could
almost have laughed aloud at the awful absurdity of the whole situation,
only it had its tragic side too. He felt that his chance was almost
over. He could not expect Liz Hepburn's visit to Bourhill to be barren
of consequences the most serious; but he would wear the mask as long as
possible, and make one more endeavour to save himself. He came back to
the hearth, and, laying his hand hurriedly on the heart of the girl he
loved with all the tenderness that was in him, he said, in that
pleading, winning way so few women could resist,--
'My darling, if I ask you, won't you take Aunt Isabel's advice? I know I
haven't any right yet to dictate to you, even if I wished to do it, but
won't you believe that we only advise what is the very best for you?
Couldn't you, instead of having the girls at Bourhill, send them to some
other country place? It would only cost a very little more.'
'But that wouldn't be the same thing at all,' said Gladys wilfully. 'And
if I were to retract my invitation now, they would never have the same
faith in me again. I would not on any account disappoint them.'
'Even to please me?' he queried, with a slightly injured air.
'Even to please you,' she repeated, in the same wilful tone.
'And will it always be the same?' he asked then. 'Will you never allow
me to have any say in your affairs?'
'I hoped you would help me to do good to people,' she said slowly,
giving utterance for the first time to the feeling of disappointment and
misgiving which sometimes oppressed her when she thought of her relation
towards George Fordyce.
'My dear, you will get all your thanks in one day,' he said dryly. 'I
know the class you have to deal with. They'll take all you have to give
them, and laugh in your face. They have no such quality as gratitude in
them.'
Gladys curled her lips in scorn.
'How unhappy you must be to have so little faith in humankind. That has
not been my experience; but we shall never agree on that point. Shall we
go up-stairs now?'
Her perfect independence of and indifference to his opinion, betrayed in
the careless ease of her manner as she rose from the hearth, exasperated
him not a little.
'No, I am not coming up-stairs,' he answered, as rudely as he dared.
'What shall I say to Mrs. Fordyce, then? That you are out of temper?'
she asked, with a sly gaiety which became her well, though it only
further exasperated him.
'You can say anything you like, I am very sorry indeed that my opinion
is of so little value in your eyes, Gladys, and I ask your pardon if I
have presumed too much in offering you a crumb of advice.'
'Oh, don't be cross because we don't happen to agree on that particular
point,' she said sunnily. 'Each individual is surely entitled to his
opinion. I am not cross because you would not agree with me. Come away
up-stairs.'
'No, I'm not coming up to-night. Make my apologies to them. Gladys, upon
my word, you are perfectly bewitching. I wish you knew how passionately
I love you. I don't believe you care a tithe as much for me as I do for
you.'
He would have held her again, but she moved away from him, and her face
did not brighten as it ought to have done at such a lover-like speech.
'Will you promise me one thing, Gladys, before I go?' he pleaded, and he
had never been more in earnest in his life. 'Promise me that if anybody
speaks ill of me to you, you will at least give me a chance to clear
myself before you condemn me.'
'Oh, I can promise that fast enough, because nobody ever speaks ill of
you to me. It is quite the reverse, I assure you. I have to listen to
your praises all day long,' she said, with a teasing smile. 'You ought
to show your gratitude for such disinterested kindness by coming up to
the ladies.'
'I'm not going up to-night,' he reiterated. 'Give them my kind regards.
Are you really off?'
'I must, if you won't come.'
He held open the door for her, and as she passed out, stole another kiss
with all a lover's passion, telling himself it might be the last. But it
did not make her pulses thrill nor her heart beat more quickly, and she
saw him depart without a regret.
'You don't mean to say that is George away?' they cried, when the outer
hall door closed, and almost immediately Gladys entered the drawing-room
alone.
'Yes, he has gone,' Gladys answered calmly.
'What have you been doing to him to set him off like that?' asked Mina.
'Have you had a quarrel?'
'No,' replied Gladys innocently; 'but I think he is rather cross.'
Mrs. Fordyce shook her finger reprovingly at the girl, and said
regretfully,--
'My dear, you are incorrigible. I could almost regret Henrietta
Bonnemain's marriage, because she is the only woman in this world who
could have managed you.'
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CHAPTER XXXVII.
CHUMS.
Never did mother watch more tenderly over a wayward child than the
little seamstress over Liz, and though Liz was quite conscious of the
espionage she did not resent it. She seemed to have no desire to leave
the little house, and when Teen, in the course of that afternoon,
offered to go to the house in Maryhill for her clothes, she made no
demur, nor did she offer to accompany her.
'If the lassie I'm lodgin' wi' is in, Teen, ye can tell her I'm no'
comin' back. I'm very gled to get quit o' her, onyway,' she said, as
Teen buttoned on her shabby black jacket.
'What's her name? Had ye better no' write a line, for fear she'll no'
gie me the things?'
'Oh, she'll gie ye them withoot ony bother; they wadna bring her abune
ten shillin's, onyhoo. An', I say, dinna tell her onything aboot me,
mind. She'd think naething o' comin' onywhere efter me.'
'Oh, I'll no' tell. Clashin' was never my sin,' said Teen. 'But her
name?--ye havena telt me that yet.'
'Oh, weel, she ca's hersel' Mrs. Gordon, but I dinna believe she's a
wife at a'. She's in the ballet at the Olympic the noo.'
'An' what way is she bidin' at Maryhill?'
'Oh, her man's there. She says she's mairret to yin o' the officers, but
I've never set een on him.'
'Is she a nice lassie?'
'Oh, weel enough. She's no' mean, onyhoo, but she's gey fast. She was
tryin' to get me ta'en on at the Olympic. If she says onything, jist
tell her I've changed my mind.'
'An' are ye no' awn onything for the lodgin's?' queried Teen, who had a
singular conscientiousness regarding debt, even of a microscopic kind.
'No; I paid up when I had it. I dinna owe her onything.'
Teen was silent as she put her long hat-pin through the heavy masses of
her hair and pulled her fringe a little lower on her brow; but she
thought a great deal. Bit by bit the story was coming out, and she had
no difficulty in filling up for herself the melancholy details.
'Noo I'm ready. Ye'll no' slope when I'm oot, Liz?' she said warningly;
and Liz laughed a dreary, mirthless laugh.
'I ken when I'm weel aff. I wish to goodness I had come to you when I
was sick o' Brigton, instead o' gaun where I gaed.'
Teen stood still in breathless silence, wondering if full revelation was
about to be made. When Liz saw this, the old spirit of contrariness
entered into her again, and she said crossly,--
'What are ye waitin' on noo?'
'Naething,' replied Teen meekly. 'Weel, I'm aff. I'll be back afore
dark. Ye can hae the kettle bilin', an' I'll bring in a sausage or a red
herrin' for oor tea.'
It was not without some faint, excited curiosity that Teen found herself
at the door of the house of which Liz had given her the address. It was
a one-roomed abode, three stairs up a tall tenement, in one of these
dreary and uninteresting streets which are only distinguishable from one
another by their names. In answer to her knock, a shrill female voice
cried, 'Come in,' an invitation which the little seamstress somewhat
hesitatingly obeyed. It was now after sundown, and the freshness of the
daylight had faded, leaving a kind of semi-twilight in the room, which
was of a fair size, and comfortably, though not luxuriously, furnished.
On the end of the fender sat the solitary occupant, in a ragged and
dirty old dressing-gown of pink flannel, her feet in dilapidated
slippers, and her hair in curl-papers along her forehead. Although she
saw that her visitor was quite a stranger to her, she did not offer to
rise, but simply raising her pert, faded, but still rather pretty face,
said inquiringly,--
'Well?'
'Are you Mrs. Gordon? I've come for Lizzie Hepburn's things. She's no'
comin' back here.'
'Oh, all right. Shut the door, and come in. What's up with her? Gone off
with a handsomer man, eh?' queried Mrs. Gordon, as she bit her thread
through, and held up a newly-trimmed dress bodice for admiration.
'No; she's gaun into the country the morn,' answered Teen, while the
ballet-dancer gave several very knowing nods.
'That's a pity, for her luck's turned. You can tell her she'll be taken
on if she likes to turn up at the Olympic to-morrow morning at ten
sharp. I arranged it for her on Saturday night.'
'She said I was to tell you she had changed her mind aboot the theatre,'
said Teen. 'She's no' weel enough for it, onyhoo. She'll be better in
the country.'
'Are you her sister?'
'Oh no, only her chum.'
'Well, I say, perhaps you can tell me something about her. She was as
close as the grave, though we've been pals for a while; she'd not tell
me a single thing. Why is she out on her own hook? Is there a man in the
business?'
'I dinna ken ony mair than you,' said Teen, looking rather uncomfortable
over this cross-examination. 'An' if ye'll tell me where her box is, I
maun be gaun. I promised no' to be long.'
'It's there, at the end of the bed,' said Mrs. Gordon serenely, jerking
her thumb in that direction. 'I see you mean to be close too. Not that
it matters a cent to me; I've no earthly interest in her affairs. You
can tell her, if you like, that Captain Dent was inquiring
affectionately for her this morning. I met him on my way back from
rehearsal.'
Teen listened in silence, mentally deciding that she would not tell her
any such thing.
'And you can tell her, if you like, that I'll be glad to see her any
time before the twenty-third. The Eighty-Fifth are ordered to Ireland,
and of course my husband will wish me to go with him.'
A slow smile, in which there was the faintest touch of sarcasm, was in
Teen's face as she glanced at the tawdry figure sitting on the fender
end.
'A' richt; I'll tell her. An' guid-nicht to ye; I'm very much obleeged,'
she said, and, taking Liz's tin box in her hand, she left a trifle
hastily, as if afraid she should be longer detained.
She found Liz sitting where she had left her, in the same listless
attitude, and her eyes were red about the rims, as if she had had a
crying fit. The fire was very low, and the kettle standing cold where
Teen had left it on the hearthstone.
'I forgot a' aboot the kettle, Teen,' she said apologetically. 'I'm a
lazy tyke; but dinna rage. Weel, ye've got the box. Did ye see Emily?'
'Yes, if that's her name. She's a queer yin,' said Teen, as she let the
box drop, and grasped the poker to improve the condition of the fire.
'Ye dinna seem to hae telt her much, Liz, ony mair than me.'
'No; it's aye best to keep dark. I dinna mean onything ill, Teen, but
naebody shall ever ken frae me whaur I've been or what I've suffered
since I gaed awa'. Ay, what I've suffered!'--she repeated these words
with a passionate intensity, which caused Teen to regard her with a kind
of awe. 'But maybe my day'll come, an' if it does, I winna forget,' she
said, more to herself than to her companion; then, catching sight of
Teen's astonished face, she broke into a laugh, and said, in quite a
different tone,--
'Weel, is't the morn we're gaun among the swells? An' hoo d'ye pit in
the time in the country?'
'Ye'll see,' replied Teen, with quiet satisfaction. 'The days are ower
short, that's the only fault they hae. Efter we get oor supper, what wad
ye say to gang roond to Colquhoun Street and see Wat, to tell him we're
gaun to Bourhill?'
'No, I'm no' gaun. He micht say we werena to gang. I say, Teen, he's in
love wi' her. Onybody can see it in his e'e when he speaks aboot her.'
'I ken that; but it's nae use,' said Teen, 'she's gaun to mairry
somebody else.'
'Is she? D'ye ken wha?'
'Ay; your auld flame,' said Teen, apparently at random, but all the
while keenly watching her companion's face. She saw Liz become as pale
as death, though she smiled a sickly smile, and tried to speak as
indifferently as possible.
'Ye dinna mean it? Weel, I'd hae thocht she wad hae waled better. Hoo
sune are we gaun the morn?'
She asked the question with eagerness, and from that moment the little
seamstress observed that her whole manner changed. She suddenly began to
display a new and absorbing interest in the preparations for their
departure, and plied Teen with questions regarding the place and her
former experiences there. The little seamstress, being a person of a
remarkably shrewd and observant turn, saw in this awakened interest only
another link in the chain which now appeared to her almost complete. Her
former elation over their trip to Bourhill gave place to a painful
anxiety lest it should hasten events to a crisis in which the happiness
of Gladys might be sadly involved; but it was now too late to help
matters, and, with a bit of philosophical calmness, she said within
herself, 'What is to be maun be,' and went on with her preparations for
the morrow's journey.
They set out, accordingly, about noon next day, carrying their
belongings in the inevitable tin box, and arrived at Mauchline Station
quite early in the afternoon--a lovely afternoon, when all the spring
airs were about, and a voice of gladness over the spring's promise in
the note of every bird singing on the bending boughs. With what keenness
of interest did the little seamstress watch the effect of country sights
and sounds upon Liz, and how it pleased her to see the slow wonder
gather in her eyes as they wandered across the wide landscape over the
rich breadths of the ploughed fields, in which the sowers were busy, to
the sheltering woods glistening greenly in the sun, and the blue hills
in the hazy distance seeming to shut in the world. It was her pride and
pleasure to point out to her companion, as they walked, each familiar
and cherished landmark, and though Liz did not say much, it was evident
that she was in a manner lifted out of herself. The pure, fragrant air
blowing about her, the wide and wonderful beauty of green fields and
sunny slopes, filled the soul of Liz with a vague, yearning wonder which
was almost pain. It brought home to her sharply a sense of all she had
lost in the great and evil city; it was like a revelation of some
boundless good of which she had hitherto lived in ignorance, and it
awakened in her a bitter regret, which was in very truth rebellious
anger, that the beauty of the earth should have so long been hid from
her.
'It's a shame,' she said,--'a horrid shame, that we should never hae
kent there was a place like this ootside o' Glesca. Wha is't made
for?--the rich, I suppose, as the best things are.'
'Oh no,' said Teen quite gently. 'There are plenty puir folk in the
country, an' bad folk tae. Mrs. Galbraith says there's as muckle drink
drucken in Poosie Nancie's on Seterday nicht as in Johnnie Shields' in
the Wynd, but some way it seems different. Look, see, thonder's the big
gate o' Bourhill. Eh, I wonder if Miss Gladys is hame?'
'I say, Teen, ye are very fond o' her, surely?' said Liz curiously.
'Since when? Ye didna like her sae weel that nicht I left ye to tak' her
hame frae the Ariel.'
'No, but I didna ken her then. Yes, I'm fond o' her, an' there's
naething I wadna dae for her. I wad let her walk abune me if it wad dae
her ony guid,' said the little seamstress, her plain face glorified once
more by the great love which had grown up within her till it had become
the passion of her life.
'Ye needna fash; that's the way I've heard lassies speak aboot men, an'
ye get a' yer thanks in ae day,' said Liz bitterly. 'The best thing
onybody can dae in this world is to look efter number one. It's the only
thing worth livin' for. I wish I had never been born, an' I hope I'll
no' live lang, that's mair.'
'Oh, Liz, wheesht!'
'What for should I wheesht? It's no' the first time I've been doon at
the Broomielaw takin' a look roon for a likely place to jump in quietly
frae. That'll be my end, Teen Ba'four, as sure as I'm here the day; then
they'll hae a paragraph in the _News_, an' bury me in the Puirhoose
grave. It's a lively prospect.'
Teen said nothing, only made a vow within herself that she would do what
she could to avert from the girl she loved such a melancholy fate.
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CHAPTER XXXVIII.
IN VAIN.
Miss Caroline Peck had received that very morning a letter from Mrs.
Fordyce of Bellairs Crescent--a letter which had put her all in a
flutter. It was a letter of warning, counsel, and reproof concerning
Miss Peck's duty towards her young charge, and laying a strong
injunction upon her to be exceedingly judicious in her treatment of the
eccentric guests whom Gladys had again invited to Bourhill. It was not a
wise epistle at all, though Mrs. Fordyce had regarded it with
complacency as a triumph of diplomatic letter-writing. Instead of
stating plainly the whole facts, and pointing out how desirable it was
that Gladys should not be thrown too much into the company of the girls
from the East End, it threw out certain dark hints, which only mystified
and distressed poor little Miss Peck, and made her anticipate with
apprehension the arrival of the pair. It was a letter which, moreover,
could not possibly do the smallest good, seeing Miss Peck, was not only
far too fond of her young charge to cross her in the slightest whim, but
that she secretly approved of everything she did. Of Mrs. Fordyce, Miss
Peck, was mortally afraid and that very kind-hearted person would have
been amazed had she known how the little spinster, metaphorically
speaking, shrank into herself in her presence. The solemn warning she
had received did not, however, prevent her giving the two girls a warm
welcome when they presented themselves at the house that afternoon.
'Miss Graham has not come home, Christina,' she said fussily, as she
shook hands with them both, 'but I feel sure she will be here to-night.
Meantime I must do what I can to make you comfortable. Come with me to
your old room, Christina, and you shall have tea directly.'
Though she had directed all her remarks to Teen, she did not fail at the
same time to make the keenest scrutiny of her companion, whose
appearance filled the little spinster with wonder. She was certainly a
very handsome girl, and there was nothing forward or offensive in her
manner--nay, rather, she seemed to feel somewhat shy, and kept herself
in the background as much as possible. Acting slightly on Mrs. Fordyce's
advice, Miss Peck gave the girls their tea, with its delightful adjuncts
of new-laid eggs and spring chicken, in her own sitting-room, and she
quite prided herself on her strength of mind as she decided to advise
Gladys to give them their meals by themselves, except on a rare
occasion, when she might wish to give them a treat. After tea, during
which Miss Peck and the little seamstress sustained the conversation
entirely between them, Liz apparently being too shy or too reticent to
utter a word, the two girls went out for a walk. In their absence, to
the great delight of Miss Peck, Gladys arrived home in a dogcart, hired
from the Mauchline Hotel.
'You have something to tell me, haven't you?' cried Gladys eagerly, as
she kissed her old friend. 'The girls have arrived, I am sure. And what
do you think of poor Lizzie? Is she not all I told you?'
'She is certainly a fine-looking girl, but she has said so little that I
don't know anything else about her.'
'But you have been very kind to them, I hope? I want you to be specially
kind to Lizzie. I am afraid she has had a very hard time of it lately,
and she is not strong.'
'My dear,'--Miss Peck laid her little hand, covered with its
old-fashioned rings, on the arm of her young charge, and her kind face
was full of anxiety,--'tell me why she has had a hard time. I hope she
is a good girl, Gladys? You have the kindest heart, my darling, but you
must look after your own interests. I hope she has given you quite a
satisfactory account of herself?'
'Dear Miss Peck,' said Gladys, with a light laugh, 'she has not given me
any account of herself at all, nor have I asked it. But, tell me, do you
think she looks like a wicked girl?'
'Well, no, not exactly; but I--I--have had a letter from Mrs. Fordyce
this morning,' said the little spinster, with the most unsophisticated
candour, 'and really, from it one might think your new _protégée_ quite
an objectionable person.'
Gladys looked distinctly annoyed. She had a very sweet disposition, but
was a trifle touchy regarding her own independence. Sundry rather sharp
passages which had occurred between Mrs. Fordyce and herself on this
very subject made her now readier to resent this new interference.
'I really wish Mrs. Fordyce would mind her own business,' she said, and
that was such a very harsh sentence to fall from the lips of Gladys that
Miss Peck looked rather startled. 'She has really no right to be writing
letters to you dictating what I shall do in my own house. Do you belong
to me, or to her, I wonder?'
The momentary resentment died away as she asked this question with the
old whimsical smile.
'I think she means it for your good, dear,' said the little spinster
meekly, 'and I think in some particulars she is right. I never dictate
to you, and for that very reason you will listen to what I am going to
say. I think you should not make too much of these girls when they are
here. Be kind to them, of course, and give them every comfort, but let
them eat alone and be companions to each other. I am sure, dear, that
would make them much happier, and be better for us all.'
'Do you think so?' Gladys asked, with all the docility of a child. 'Very
well, dear Guardy, I will do as you think. But where are they now? I
must bid them welcome.'
'They have gone for a walk to the birch wood. And how have you been
since you went up to town? Have you been very gay, and seen a great deal
of a certain gentleman?'
'No, I saw him once only, and we did not agree,' replied Gladys calmly.
'Do you know, dear Miss Peck, I think it was the greatest mistake for us
to get engaged? I don't know in the least what made me do it, and I wish
I hadn't.'
Miss Peck stood aghast, but presently smiled in a relieved manner.
'Oh, nonsense, my love--only a lover's tiff. When it blows over, you
will be happier than ever.'
'I don't like tiffs,' Gladys answered, as she ran up-stairs to take off
her wraps.
The lover's tiff seemed to be rather a serious affair, for a week passed
away and no letter came from George; nor did Gladys write any. She felt
secretly wounded over it, and though she often recalled that hour spent
in the library at Bellairs Crescent, she could not remember anything
which seemed to justify such a complete estrangement. Never since she
came to Bourhill had so long a time elapsed without communicating with
one or other of the Fordyce family, but as the days went by and they
made no sign, the girl's pride rose, and she told herself that if they
pleased to take offence because she reserved to herself the right to ask
whom she willed to her own house, they should receive no advances from
her. But she was secretly unhappy. Her nature craved sunshine and peace,
and the conduct of her lover she could not possibly understand. In all
her imaginings how far was she always from the truth! She did not dream
that he believed his death-knell had been rung, and that he attributed
her silence to her righteous and inexorable indignation over the story
she had heard from the lips of Liz Hepburn. He never for one moment
doubted that she had told, and between conscience and disappointed love
he had a very lively week of it. All this time none could have been more
discreet and reticent than the girl who was the cause of all this
heart-burning. Her behaviour was exemplary. She was docile, courteous,
gentle in demeanour and speech, grateful for everything, but
enthusiastic over nothing, differing in this respect from Teen, who
appeared to walk on air, and carried her exaltation of spirit in her
look and tone. But Liz was dull and silent, content to walk and drive,
and breathe that heavenly air which ought to have been the very elixir
of life to her, but otherwise appearing lifeless and uninterested.
Gladys was very kind and even tender with her, but just a little
disappointed. She watched her keenly, not knowing that all the while Liz
was in turn watching her, and at last she breathed a hint of her
disappointment into the ear of the little seamstress.
'Do you think Lizzie is enjoying Bourhill, Teen? She looks so
spiritless; but perhaps it is her health, though I think her looking a
little better than when she came.'
'It's no' her body, it's her mind,' said Teen slowly. 'She has something
on her mind.'
'Has she never said anything yet to you about where she was, or what she
was doing, all the time she was lost?' asked Gladys anxiously.
'Naething,' answered Teen, with a melancholy shake of her head. 'But I
think it's on that she's thinkin', an' whiles I dinna like her look.'
'I'm going to speak to her myself about it, Teen. Perhaps it is
something it would do her good to tell. Like you, I am often struck by
her look, it is so dreadfully sad. Yes, I shall speak to her.'
The little seamstress looked hesitatingly at the bright, radiant face of
Gladys, and it was upon her lips to say it might be better to let the
matter rest. But, with her old philosophical reflections that anything
she might say could not possibly avert the march of fate, she held her
peace.
Just after lunch that afternoon, as Gladys was writing some letters in
her favourite window, she saw Liz sitting by herself in the drowsy
sunshine on the lawn, and her face wore such a dejected, melancholy look
that it was evident some hidden sorrow was eating into her heart.
Closing her desk, Gladys ran down-stairs, caught up a garden hat from
the hall, and crossed the green lawn to Liz.
'Dear me, how doleful you look!' she cried gaily. 'How can you look so
dreadfully doleful on such a bright day? Now tell me every simple,
solitary thing you are thinking.'
A swift, rather startled glance crossed Liz's face, and she gave rather
a forced laugh.
'That wadna be easy. I don't think I was thinking onything, except a
meenit syne, when I lookit up an' wished I was that laverock in the
lift.'
'But why? It is much nicer to be a girl, I think. Tell me, Lizzie, don't
you feel stronger since you came here? I think you look it.'
'I'm weel enough,' responded Liz dully; 'an' it's a lovely place--a
lovely place. I'll never forget it, never as long as I live.'
It was the first note of enthusiasm Gladys had heard regarding Bourhill,
and it pleased her well.
'I hope you won't, and that you'll come often to see it.'
'I dinna think I'll ever come again; it's no' likely. Hoo lang are we to
bide?'
'As long as you like,' answered Gladys frankly,--'till you are quite
strong, anyhow. Teen is in no hurry to go back to Glasgow; are you?'
'Sometimes it's very quiet,' said Liz candidly.
'But what are you going to do when you return?'
Liz shook her head, but her lips gave forth no answer.
'I hope you will go to your brother, as he wished,' said Gladys, and she
could not for the life of her help a curious restraint creeping into her
voice. 'It would be so very nice for him to have you; it is dreadful for
him to live quite alone, as he does. Why won't you go?'
'He kens what way,' replied Liz quietly.
Gladys was perplexed. There was nothing particularly encouraging in the
girl's look or manner, but she thought the time had come to put the
question which had so often trembled on her lips. It was a proof of
Gladys Graham's fine and delicate nature that she had not ere this
sought to probe into Liz Hepburn's secret, if she had one.
'Lizzie,' she said gently, 'I hope you won't be angry at what I say; but
often, looking at you, I see that you are unhappy. I have never sought
to pry into your concerns, but perhaps, if you were to tell me something
about yourself, you would feel more at rest.'
'D'ye think sae?' she asked, with a faint, ironical smile, which Gladys
did not like. 'If it eased me, it micht keep you frae sleepin'. I'm very
much obleeged to you for no' haein' pestered me wi' questions. I dinna
ken anither in the world but Teen that wad hae treated me as you have.
But my life's my ain, an' if I suffer, I'm no' askin' pity. I can bear
the brunt o' what I've brocht on mysel.'
It was a flat repulse, but it was gently spoken, and did not vex the
sensitive soul of Gladys.
'Very well, Liz,' she said kindly, 'I'll never ask any more; but
remember that if I can help you at any time, I am ready, always ready,
for your sake and for Walter's.'
'He worships the very ground you walk on,' said Liz calmly. 'I wonder
what way him an' me was born? Is't true ye are gaun to be married to
Fordyce o' Gorbals Mill?' As she asked this direct question, she flashed
her brilliant eyes full on the girl's sweet face.
'I suppose I am, sometime,' Gladys answered rather confusedly. 'At
least, I have promised.'
'Ay,' said Liz, 'but there's mony a slip atween the cup an' the lip; and
in time, they say, a'body gets their deserts, even here.'
With this enigmatical speech Liz got up and crossed the lawn, with
averted face, Gladys looking after her with a puzzled wonder in her
eyes, thinking she was certainly a very strange girl, and that it was
hopeless to try to make anything out of her.
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CHAPTER XXXIX.
GONE.
Towards the end of the second week Liz began to exhibit certain signs of
restlessness, which ought to have warned those concerned in her welfare
that the quiet and seclusion of Bourhill were beginning to pall upon
her. As she improved in her bodily health her mind became more active,
and she began to pine for something more exciting than country walks and
drives. They were not altogether unobservant of the growing change in
her, of course, but attributed it to a returning and healthful interest
in the simpler pleasures of life. All this time George Fordyce had not
come to Bourhill, nor had any letters passed between him and his
promised wife. It would be too much to say that Gladys was quite
indifferent to this; if her feelings were not very deeply involved, her
pride was touched, and the first advances were not at all likely to
emanate from her. Liz had lived in secret dread, mingled with a kind of
happy anticipation, of meeting George Fordyce at Bourhill, and as the
days went by, and there was no sign or talk of his coming, she began to
wonder very much what it all meant. She was a remarkably shrewd person,
and it did occur to her to connect her visit and the absence of Miss
Graham's lover. One day, however, she put a question to Teen as they
sauntered through the spring woods on the hill behind the house.
'I say, is't true that she is gaun to mairry Fordyce, Teen? It's no'
like it. What way does he never look near?'
Teen looked keenly into her companion's face, to which that fortnight of
complete rest and generous living had restored the bloom of health.
Without planning very much, or artfully seeking to mislead the little
seamstress, Liz had thrown her entirely off the scent. Such careless
mention of her old lover's name, and her apparent indifference as to
whether they should or should not meet at Bourhill, had entirely
convinced Teen that he had no share in that part of Liz's life which she
had elected to keep a sealed book.
'It's quite true that they are engaged,' she replied tranquilly; 'but
maybe he's awa' frae hame. But nane o' them hae been here for a long
time.'
'She disna seem to be much in earnest,' put in Liz flatly. 'I dinna
believe mysel' that she cares a button for ony o' the lot; do you?'
'I dinna ken,' answered Teen truthfully. 'It disna maitter to us,
onyway.'
'Maybe no'. Let's sit doon here a meenit, Teen; the sun's fine an'
warm,' said Liz, and plumped down among the bracken, while Teen stood
still under the jagged branches of an old fir tree, and looked 'her
fill,' as she expressed it, of the lovely world at her feet. It was
still a spring world, clothed in a most delicate and exquisite garb of
green, waiting only for the touch of later summer to give it a deeper
hue. There were many touches of white and pink bloom, showing in
exquisite contrast where the hawthorn and the gean were in flower. Nor
was the ground left with its more sombre hues unrelieved; the blue
hyacinth, the delicate anemone, the cowslip, and the primrose grew
thickly on every bare hillside and in all the little valleys, making the
air heavy with their rich perfume.
And all the fields now made glad the hearts of those who had in faith
dropped their seed into the brown soil, and the whole earth, down to the
sun-kissed edge of the sea, rejoiced with a great joy. Nor was the sea
less lovely, with the silvery sheen of early summertide on its placid
bosom, and the white wings of many boats glistening in the sun.
'It's jist like heaven, Liz,' said the little seamstress, to whom these
things were a great wonder, revealing to her a depth and a meaning in
life of which she had not before dreamed. But to these hidden
lovelinesses of Nature the eyes of Liz were closed; her vision being too
much turned in upon herself, was dimmed to much that would have made her
a happier and a better girl.
'It's bonnie enough, but oh, it gets stale, Teen, efter a wee. If I were
as rich as her I wadna bide here--no' if they paid me to bide!'
'What for no'?'
'Oh, it's that flat. Naething ever happens. Gie me the toon, I say;
there's some life there, onyway.'
'I wadna care if I never saw the toon again,' said Teen gravely, for her
friend's words troubled her.
'Hoo lang d'ye mean to bide here, Teen?' queried Liz presently. 'It'll
be a fortnicht the morn since we cam'.'
Teen did not at once reply. She had not dared to count the days,
grudging their sweet passing, and it jarred upon her to hear Liz state
the exact period, as if it had appeared to her very long.
'This is the nineteenth; it was the twenty-third, wasn't it, that Mrs.
Gordon said she was leavin' Glesca?'
'I've forgotten. Yes, I believe it was the twenty-third,' answered Teen
listlessly, not being interested in the time.
'My, she'll see a lot, gaun to Ireland wi' a regiment. It's a lively
life. I wish I was her.'
Teen turned sharply round, and looked with reproachful eyes into her
companion's face.
'I thocht ye was gled to get away from her, Liz? I dinna ken what ye
mean.'
'Oh, I was doon in the mooth, because I wasna weel,' said Liz lightly.
'Seriously, though, hoo lang are ye gaun to bide doon here, Teen?'
'I wad bide aye if I had the chance, but I suppose we canna bide very
much langer. Maybe we'd better see what Miss Gladys says.'
'Ay, I suppose sae,' said Liz a trifle dryly. 'Whatever you may think, I
dinna think it's fair that she should hae sae much an' you an' me sae
little. We're livin' on her charity, Teen.'
'Yes, but she disna mak' ye feel it,' retorted Teen quickly. 'An' she
disna think it charity, either. She says aye the money's no' hers, she
has jist gotten a len' o't to gie to ither folk.'
'Wad she gie me a thoosand, d'ye think, if I were to speir?' asked Liz;
and Teen looked vexed at these idle words. She did not like the
sarcastic, flippant mood, and she regarded Liz with strong disapproval
and vague uneasiness in her glance.
'I dinna like the way ye speak, Liz,' she said quietly. 'But, I say, if
ye were in Glesca the noo, what wad ye dae?'
'Dae? It's what wad I no' dae,' cried Liz. 'I'm no' the kind to sterve.'
'Ye wasna very weel aff when we got ye,' Teen could not refrain from
saying.
'Oh, ye needna cast up what ye did. I never asked you, onyway. Ye ken
you and Wat hauled me awa' wi' you against my wull,' said Liz rather
angrily, being in a mood to cavil at trifles. 'I kent hoo it wad be, but
I'll tak' jolly guid care ye dinna get anither chance o' castin' up
onything o' the sort to me.'
Teen remained silent, not that she was particularly hurt by that special
remark, but that she was saddened and perplexed by the whole situation.
She had sustained another fearful disappointment, and she saw that
Bourhill had utterly failed to work the charm on Liz which Teen herself
experienced more and more every day. If she were not altogether blind to
its loveliness, at least it did not touch any deeper feeling than mere
eye pleasure; but more serious and disappointing still was the tone in
which she spoke of Gladys. In her weak and weary state of health, she
had at first appeared touched and grateful for the unceasing kindness
and consideration heaped upon her, but that mood had passed apparently
for ever, and now she appeared rather to chafe under obligations which
Teen felt also, though in a different way, love having made them sweet.
For the first time in her life she felt herself shrinking inwardly from
the friend she had always loved since the days when they had played
together, ragged, unkempt little girls, in the city streets. She looked
at the brilliant beauty of her face. She saw it marred by a certain
hardness of expression, a selfish, discontented look, which can rob the
beauty from the loveliest face, and her heart sank within her, because
she seemed dimly to foresee the end. The little seamstress did not know
the meaning of a lost ideal, the probability is that she had never heard
the word, but she felt all of a sudden, standing there in the May
sunshine, that something had gone out of her life for ever. That very
night she spoke to Gladys, seizing a favourable opportunity, when Liz
had gone to enjoy a gossip with that garrulous person, Mrs. Macintyre,
at the lodge.
'I say, Miss Gladys, hae ye noticed onything aboot Liz this day or twa?'
she queried anxiously.
'Nothing,' replied Gladys blithely, 'except that she looks more and more
like a new creature. Have you noticed anything?'
'Naething very particular; but I am feared that she's wearyin' here, an'
that she wants to get away back to Glesca,' said Teen, with a slight
hesitation, it must be told, since such an insinuation appeared to
savour of the deepest ingratitude.
'Oh, do you think so? I thought she was quite happy. She certainly looks
much brighter and better, and feels so, I hope.'
'Oh yes, she's better; that's the reason, I suppose. She was aye active
an' energetic, Liz,' said Teen, feeling impelled to make some kind of
excuse for her old chum. 'We've been here twa weeks; maybe it's time we
left?'
'Oh, nonsense! What is two weeks? Suppose you stayed here all summer,
what would it be? Nothing at all. But what do you think Lizzie has in
her mind? Has she anything in view in Glasgow?'
'They'd be clever that fathomed her mind; it's as deep as the sea,' said
Teen, with an involuntary touch of bitterness, for she could not help
feeling that her faithful love and service had met with but a poor
return.
'She can't think we will allow her to go back to Glasgow without knowing
what she is going to do; we had too much anxiety on her account before,'
said Gladys, with decision. 'There is no doubt her brother's house is
the place for her. I must talk to her myself.'
'Dinna dae't the nicht, Miss Gladys, or she'll think I've been tellin'
on her,' suggested the little seamstress. 'Liz is very touchy aboot a
lot o' things.'
'Well, perhaps a better plan would be to write to Walter to come down
and see her,' said Gladys thoughtfully. 'Yes, I shall just do that. How
pleased he will be to see her looking so well! Perhaps he will be able
to persuade her to go to housekeeping with him now, and in that case,
Teen, you will stay on here. Miss Peck says she can't do without you
anyhow, you are such an invaluable help with sewing and all sorts of
things; perhaps we could make a permanent arrangement, at least which
will last till I get my scheme for the Girls' Club all arranged. I must
say it does not progress very fast,' she added, with a sigh. 'We always
do so much less than we expect and intend, and will, I suppose, fall
short to the very end. If you like to stay here, Teen, as sewing maid or
anything else to Miss Peck, it will make me very happy.'
She regarded the little seamstress with a lovely kindness in her look,
and what could poor Teen do, but burst into happy tears, having no words
wherein to express a tithe of what she felt.
No further allusion was made that night to the question of the girls
leaving, and all retired to rest as usual in the house of Bourhill. In
the night, however, just when the faint streaks of the summer dawn were
visible in the summer sky, Liz Hepburn rose very softly from the side of
the sleeping Teen, and, gathering her things together in an untidy
bundle, stole out of the room and down-stairs.
The Scotch terrier, asleep on his mat at the foot of the stair, only
looked up sleepily and wagged his tail as she stepped over him and stole
softly through the hall. The well-oiled bolts slipped back noiselessly,
and she ran out down the steps, leaving the door wide to the wall.
And so they found it at six o'clock in the morning, just when Liz was
stepping into the first train at a wayside station many miles from
Bourhill.
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CHAPTER XL.
THE MATRONS ADVISE.
'I think we had better go down and see what Gladys is about,' said Mrs.
Fordyce at the breakfast-table. 'Could you go down with me this
afternoon, Tom?'
'I daresay I could,' replied the lawyer. 'Surely we haven't heard
anything about her for a long time?'
'I should just think we hadn't,' said Mina, with energy. 'Perhaps by
this time she has gone off with somebody. We've shamefully neglected
her.'
'George hasn't been down either, Julia told me yesterday,' said Mrs.
Fordyce thoughtfully. 'There must have been a quarrel, girls. Did Gladys
say anything more before she went away that day?'
'Nothing; but they are both so proud, neither will give in first. I
certainly don't think, mother, that Gladys's feelings are very seriously
involved. She takes the whole thing very calmly.'
'George should not be too high and mighty at this early stage, my dear,'
said Mrs. Fordyce. 'He will find that Gladys has a mind of her own, and
will not be dictated to. All the same,' she added, with a faint sigh, 'I
admit that he was right to find fault with her having those girls at
Bourhill. Tom dear, I really think it is your duty, as guardian, to
interfere.'
'We can go down, anyhow, and see what she is about,' replied the lawyer;
and that afternoon, accordingly, they went out to Mauchline.
Not being expected, they had to hire from the hotel, and arrived just as
Gladys and Miss Peck were enjoying their afternoon tea. She was
unfeignedly glad to see them, and showed it in the very heartiness of
her welcome. It was somewhat of a relief to Mrs. Fordyce to find Gladys
alone with Miss Peck. She had quite expected to meet the objectionable
girls in the drawing-room, but there were no evidences of their presence
in the house at all, nor did Gladys allude to them in any way.
She had a thousand and one questions to ask about them all, and appeared
so affectionately interested in everything pertaining to the family,
that Mr. Fordyce could not forbear casting a rather triumphant glance at
his wife.
'As the mountain would not come to Mahomet, Mahomet has come to the
mountain,' he said in his good-natured way. 'You should have heard the
doleful conversation about you at breakfast this morning. Were your ears
not ringing?'
'No, I had something more serious to take up my attention,' said Gladys
a trifle soberly. 'I hope you have come to stay a few days--until
to-morrow, at least?'
'Are all your other guests away?' inquired Mrs. Fordyce, with the
faintest trace of hardness in her voice.
'Christina Balfour is here still. Her companion left this morning rather
suddenly,' said Gladys, and it was evident that she felt rather
distressed. 'In fact, she ran away from Bourhill.'
'Indeed!' exclaimed Mrs. Fordyce, in astonishment. 'Why should she have
run away? It would have been quite sufficient, surely, for her to have
said she wished to return to Glasgow. You were not keeping her here
against her will, I presume?'
'No,' replied Gladys a trifle unsteadily. 'I cannot say she has treated
us well. It was a very silly as well as a wrong proceeding to get up in
the middle of the night and leave the door wide open, as she did. She
has disappointed me very much.'
Mrs. Fordyce looked at Gladys in a kind of wonder. Her candour and her
justness were as conspicuous as her decision of character. It evidently
cost her pride no effort to admit that she had made a mistake, though
the admission was proof of the correct prophecy made by Mrs. Fordyce
when the hot words had passed between them concerning Liz at Bellairs
Crescent. Mrs. Fordyce, however, was generous enough to abstain from
undue triumph.
'Well, well, my dear, we all make mistakes, though we don't all admit so
readily as you have done that they are mistakes,' she said
good-humouredly. 'I suppose the girl felt the restraint of this quiet
life too much. What was her occupation before she came down? I don't
know that I heard anything about her.'
'She was once a mill girl with Mr. Fordyce,' answered Gladys. 'She is
the girl who disappeared, don't you remember?--Walter Hepburn's sister.'
'Oh!'
The lawyer drew a long breath.
'Perhaps it is just as well she has disappeared again. I did not know
_that_ was the girl all the talk was about. Well, are you not tired of
this quiet life yet?'
'Oh no; I like it very much. But when will you allow the girls to come
down, Mrs. Fordyce? I think it is too bad that they have never yet paid
me a proper visit at Bourhill.'
'They are talking of London again--wheedling their poor dear papa, as
they do every May. I think you must go with us again, my dear.'
'Yes, I should like that,' replied Gladys, with brightening face; and
Mrs. Fordyce perceived that she had sustained a very severe
disappointment, which had made her for the time being a trifle
discontented with her own fair lot.
She took an early opportunity, when Gladys conducted her to the
guest-chamber, to put another question to her.
'Gladys, how long is it since George was here?'
'I have never seen him since that night in your house, when he didn't
come up to the drawing-room,' answered Gladys calmly.
'But he has written, I suppose?'
'No; nor have I.'
'My dear girl, this is very serious,' said Mrs. Fordyce gravely. 'What
was the difference about? You will tell me, my dear? I have your best
interests at heart, but I cannot help thinking it is rather soon to
disagree.'
'I don't think we disagreed, only I said I should ask whom I like to
Bourhill. Surely that was within my rights?' said Gladys proudly.
'Oh yes, to a certain degree, but not when you harbour questionable
characters--yes, I repeat it, questionable characters, such as the girl
who ran off this morning I hope you counted your spoons to-day, Gladys?'
Gladys could have laughed, only she was too miserable.
'Oh, what absurd mistakes you make!' was all she said.
'Not so very absurd, I think. Well, as I said, I think George only
showed that he had a proper regard for you and your peculiar position
here. We know the world, my love; you do not. I think now, surely, you
will allow us to be the judges of what is best for you?'
'I think he has behaved shamefully to me, not having come, or even
written, for so long, and I don't think I can forgive him. Think, if he
were to treat me so after I was his wife, how dreadful it would be. It
would certainly break my heart.'
'My dear, the cases are not parallel. When you are his wife your
interests will be identical, and there never will be any dispute.'
Gladys shook her head. She did not feel at all sure of any such thing.
'I cannot help thinking, my dear child, that the sooner you are married
the better it will be for you. You are too much isolated here, and that
Miss Peck, good little woman though she is, is only an old sheep. I must
for ever regret the circumstances which prevented Madame Bonnemain
coming to Bourhill.'
Mrs. Fordyce felt the above conversation to be so unsatisfactory that
she occupied herself before dinner in writing a letter to her nephew, in
which she treated him to some very plain-speaking, and pointed out that
unless he made haste to atone for past shortcomings, his chance of
winning the heiress of Bourhill was not worth very much.
This letter reached the offender when he was seated at his father's
breakfast-table with the other members of the family. He slipped it into
his pocket, and his mother, keenly watching him, observed a curious
look, half surprise, half relief, on his face. She was not therefore in
the least surprised when he came to her immediately after breakfast for
a moment's private conversation.
'I've had a letter from Aunt Isabel, written at Bourhill last night; you
can read it if you like.'
She took it from him eagerly, and perused it with intense interest. Like
her son, she had really abandoned hope, and had accepted the silence of
Gladys as her lover's final dismissal.
'This is extraordinary, George,' she said excitedly. 'The girl has been,
and gone, evidently, and never uttered a word. Can you believe it?'
'I must. Gladys would not be fretting, as Aunt Isabel says she is, if
she knew all that. What shall I do?'
His mother thought a moment. She had been very unhappy during the last
two weeks, daily dreading the revelation of the miserable story which
would make her idolised boy the centre of an unpleasant scandal. Her
relief was almost too great, and it was a few minutes before she could
collect her thoughts and gather up the scattered threads of her former
ambition.
'You may have a chance yet. It is a slender one; but still I advise you
to make instant use of it. Go down and make it up with Gladys, at any
cost. If she has heard nothing, and is at all pliable, press for an
early marriage.'
She gave the advice in all good faith, and without a thought of the
great moral wrong she was committing. The supreme selfishness of her
motherly idolatry blinded her to the cruel injustice she was meting out
to the innocent girl whose heritage she coveted for her son. Yet she
counted herself a Christian woman, and would have had nothing but
indignant scorn for the individual who might presume to question her
right to such a title.
This is no solitary or exceptional case. Such things are done daily,
and religion is made the cloak to cover a multitude of sins. Mrs.
Fordyce had so long striven to serve both God and Mammon that she had
lost the fine faculty which can discern the dividing line. In other
words, her conscience was dead, and allowed her to give this deplorable
advice without a dissenting word.
'It would be deuced awkward,' said the amiable George, 'if anything were
to come out after.'
'After marriage, you mean? Oh, there would be a scene, a few hysterics
perhaps, and there the matter would be at an end. A wife can't afford to
be so punctilious as a maiden fancy free. She has herself too much to
lose.'
George accepted the maternal advice, and went out to Mauchline after
business hours that very day.
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CHAPTER XLI.
A GREAT RELIEF.
Next afternoon Gladys herself drove the lawyer and his wife from
Bourhill to the station.
'Now, my dear,' said Mrs. Fordyce, as they were about to part, 'I shall
allow the girls to come down on Saturday, on condition that you return
with them at the end of a week, prepared to accompany us to London.'
Gladys nodded, with a bright smile.
'Yes, I shall do everything you wish. I believe I am rather tired of
having my own way, and I should not mind having a change, even from
Bourhill.'
As they stood lingering a little over their good-byes, a train from
Glasgow came puffing into the station, and, with a sudden gleam of
expectation, Mrs. Fordyce glanced anxiously at the alighting passengers.
'My dear, why, there is George! actually George himself.'
Gladys cast a startled glance in the direction indicated and the colour
mounted high to her brow, then faded quite, leaving her rather
strikingly pale.
'Why does he come here?' she asked quickly, 'I have not asked him.'
'Unless you have broken off your engagement with him, Gladys, he has a
right to come whether you ask him or not. Tom dear, here is our train
now, and we must run over that bridge. We dare not miss it, I suppose?'
'I daren't, seeing I have to take the chair at a dinner in the Windsor
Hotel to-night,' replied the lawyer; 'but if you like to remain a little
longer, why not, Isabel?'
Mrs. Fordyce hesitated a moment. Her nephew was giving up his ticket to
the collector at the little gate, and their train was impatiently
snorting at the opposite platform.
'I had better go,' she decided quickly, as her husband began to run off.
Turning to Gladys, she gave her a hasty kiss, and observed seriously,--
'Be kind to poor George, Gladys; he is very fond of you, and you can
make anything of him you like. Write to me, like a dear, this evening,
after he is away.'
She would have liked a word in her nephew's private ear also, but time
forbade it. She waved her hand to him from the steps of the bridge, but
he was so occupied looking at Gladys that he did not return her
salutation.
Gladys stepped composedly into the phaeton, and, sitting up in rather a
dignified way, accorded him a very calm, cool greeting. His demeanour
was significant of a slight nervousness as he approached the carriage,
not at all sure of his ground.
'I am in luck, Gladys,' he said, trying to speak with a natural gaiety.
'Have I your permission to take a seat beside you?'
'If you are going to Bourhill, of course you may,' she replied quite
calmly; then, turning to the groom, she said, without any hesitation,
'You can walk home, William. Put my letters in at the post as you pass,
and bring me five shillings' worth of stamps.'
The groom touched his hat, took the money and the letters, and walked
off, indulging in a grin when his face was turned away from the
occupants of the carriage.
'Shall I take the reins, Gladys?' inquired George, with a very bright
look on his face. He perceived that, though there might be 'rows,' as he
mentally expressed it, they would be of a mild nature, easily explained;
the bolt had _not_ fallen, if anything was to be gathered from her
demeanour.
'No, thank you. I dislike sitting idle in a carriage. I always drive
myself,' she said calmly, and, with a rather tighter hand than usual on
the reins, she turned the ponies' heads, and even gave each a sharp
flick with the whip, which sent them up the leafy road at a very smart
pace.
'I have come to make my peace, Gladys, and it's awfully good of you to
send the fellow away,' George began impressively. 'I'm in luck, I tell
you. I pictured to myself a long dusty walk through the sunshine.'
'I sent him away because we had a long drive this morning, and I wanted
Castor and Pollux to have an easier load to pull up the hill,' she
replied. 'I suppose if I had allowed you to walk instead of William, it
would have been rather rude.'
Her manner, though very calm and unruffled, was rather unpromising.
George looked at her a trifle anxiously, as if hardly sure how to
proceed.
'Are you awfully angry with me, Gladys? I always expected a letter from
you. I thought you were so angry with me that I was afraid to write.'
'You were quite wrong, then. I was not angry at all. But why should I
have written when you did not?'
This was rather unanswerable, and he hesitated a moment over his next
words. He had to weigh them rather carefully for the ears of this
singularly placid and self-possessed young lady, whose demeanour was so
little index to her state of mind.
'Well, if I admit I was in the wrong all the time, though I really, upon
my word, don't know very well what the row was about, will you forgive
me?' he asked in his most irresistible manner, which was so far
successful that the first approach to a smile he had seen since they met
now appeared on her lips.
'You know very well what it was all about; you have not forgotten a word
that passed, any more than I have,' she answered. 'But you ought to have
written all the same. I am generous enough to admit, however, that you
had more reason on your side than I was induced to admit that night. The
experiment I tried has not been a success. Have you heard that Lizzie
Hepburn has run away from us?'
He swallowed the choking sensation in his throat, and answered, with
what indifference he could command,--
'Yes, I heard it.'
'And is that why you have come?' she asked, with a keen, curious glance
at him,--'to crow over my downfall That is not generous in the least.'
'My darling, how can you think me capable of such meanness? Would it not
be more charitable to think I came to condole and sympathise with you?'
'It would, of course,' she admitted, with a sigh; 'but I am rather
suspicious of everybody. I am afraid I am not at all in a wholesome
frame of mind.'
She looked so lovely as she uttered these words, her sweet face wearing
a somewhat pensive, troubled look, that her lover felt that nothing
would ever induce him to give her up. They had now left the town
behind, and were on the brow of the hill where four roads meet. To the
right stood the cosy homestead of Mossgiel, and to the left the whole
expanse of lovely country, hill and field and wood, which had so often
filled the soul of Burns with the lonely rapture of the poet's soul.
Gladys never passed up that way without thinking of him, and it seemed
to her sometimes that she shared with him that deep, yearning depression
of soul which found a voice in the words--
'Man was made to mourn.'
The road was quite deserted. Its grassy slopes were white with the
gowan, and in the low ragged hedges there were clumps of sweet-smelling
hawthorn. All the fields were green and lovely with the promise which
summer crowns and autumn reaps; and it was all so lovely a world that
there seemed in it no room for care or sadness or any dismal thing.
Being thus alone, with no witness to their happiness but the birds and
the bees, the pair of lovers ought to have found it a golden hour; but
something appeared still to stand between them, like a gaunt shadow
keeping them apart.
'I have been awfully miserable, Gladys. You see, I didn't know what to
do; you are so different from any girl I have ever met. I never know
exactly what will please you and what will aggravate you. Upon my word,
you have no idea what an amount of power you have in those frail little
hands.'
Gladys smiled and coloured a little. She was not quite insensible to
flattery; she was young enough to feel that it was rather pleasant, on
the whole, to have so much power over a big handsome fellow like George
Fordyce.
'I wish you would not talk so much nonsense,' she said quickly; but her
tone was more encouraging, and with a sudden inspiration George
followed up his advantage. He put his arm round the slender waist, to
the great amazement of Castor and Pollux, who, finding the firm hand
relax on the reins, had no sort of hesitation about coming to an
immediate stop.
'But, all the same, I'm going to keep hold of these little hands,' he
said passionately, 'because they hold my happiness in their grasp, and
I'm not going to allow them to torture me very much longer. How soon can
you be ready to marry me, Gladys?'
'To marry you! Oh, not for ages. Let me go. Just look at the ponies!
They are utterly scandalised,' she cried, her sweet face suffused with
red. But he did not release her until he had stolen a kiss from her
unwilling lips, a kiss which seemed to him to bridge entirely the slight
estrangement which had been between them.
She sat very far away from him, and, gathering up the reins again,
brought Castor and Pollux to their scattered senses; but her face was
not quite so grim and unreadable as before. After all, it was something
to be of so much importance to one man. The very idea of her power over
him had something intoxicating in it, thus proving her to be a very
woman.
'I am going to London very soon with your Aunt Isabel and the girls,'
she said, trying to lead the conversation into more commonplace grooves.
'And couldn't you see about your trousseau when you are there? Isn't
London the place to get such things?' he asked. But Gladys calmly
ignored this speech.
'I have engaged Christina Balfour to remain at least all summer at
Bourhill. She can be useful to Miss Peck in many ways, and she is
devoted to the place. Poor Lizzie has fearfully disappointed me. What
would you advise me to do about her?'
'Nothing. There is nothing you can possibly do now but leave her alone,'
he answered at once. 'Do you think it is wise to keep the other one
here?'
'Oh yes; why not? I am really going to perfect that scheme for the
working girls soon. Meantime, I think I have got a little disheartened;
I am afraid I am not very brave. I hoped that you would help me in
that.'
She turned to him with a look which no man living could resist.
'My darling, I'll do anything you wish. I'm not half good enough for
you,' he cried, uttering this solemn truth with all sincerity. 'Only
give me the right to be interested in all that interests you, and you'll
find you can make of me what you like.'
Gladys was silent a moment, on her face a strange look. She was
thinking, not of the lover pleading so passionately at her side, but of
one who, while loving her not less dearly, had sufficient manliness and
strength of will to go his way alone--conquering, unassisted,
difficulties which would appear unsurmountable to most men. George
Fordyce, looking at her, wondered at the cloud upon her brow.
'Promise me, my darling, that you won't keep me waiting too long. Surely
three months is long enough for the making of the best trousseau any
woman can want? Won't you promise to come to me in autumn, and let us
have a lovely holiday, coming back in winter to work together in real
earnest?'
She turned her head to him slowly, and her eyes met his with a long,
questioning, half-pathetic look.
'In autumn? That is very soon,' she said. 'But, well, perhaps I will
think about it, only you must let me be till I have made up my mind.
Why, here we are already at home.'
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CHAPTER XLII.
A DISCOVERY.
It was some days before Gladys could summon courage to write to Walter
about his sister. Had she known the consequences of that delay she would
have been profoundly unhappy; it gave Liz the chance, which she took
advantage of, to get clear away from the city.
Through these bright days of the early summer Walter kept plodding on at
his business, but life had lost its charm. He was, indeed, utterly sick
at heart; all incentive to push on seemed to be taken from him, and the
daily round was gone through mechanically, simply because it waited his
attention on every hand. As is often the case when success becomes no
longer an object of concern, it became an assured matter. Everything he
touched seemed to pay him, and he saw himself, while yet in his young
manhood, rapidly becoming rich. But this did not make him happy--ah, how
utterly inadequate is wealth to the making of happiness how many have
bitterly proved!--on the contrary, it made him yet more restless, moody,
and discontented. Looking ahead, he saw nothing bright--a long stretch
of grey years, which held nothing beautiful or satisfying or worthy of
attainment--a melancholy condition of mind, truly, for a young,
prosperous, and healthy man. In the midst of this deep depression came
the letter from Gladys conveying the news of Liz's sudden and strange
flight from Bourhill. He smiled grimly when he read it, and, putting it
in his pocket, returned to his work as if it concerned him not at all.
Nevertheless, in the course of the afternoon, he left his place of
business and took the car to Maryhill. Gladys had given him the address
of Mrs. Gordon, with whom Liz had formerly lodged, and he felt himself
impelled to make some listless inquiries there regarding her. The result
was quite unsatisfactory. The landlady regarded him with considerable
suspicion, and did not appear disposed to give him any information. But
after repeated questioning, Walter elicited from her the fact that Mrs.
Gordon had gone to Dublin with the Eighty-Fifth Regiment, and she
believed Miss Hepburn was with her. Walter thanked the woman and went
his way, scarcely affected one way or the other, at least to outward
seeming. Liz was lost. Well, it fitted in with the rest of his dreary
destiny; her ultimate fate, which could not be far off, weaved only some
darker threads into the grey web of life.
Next morning Gladys received an answer to her letter, and it made her
feel very strange when she read it. It ran thus:--
'COLQUHOUN STREET, _Thursday Night_.
'DEAR MISS GRAHAM,--I received your kind letter this morning, and I
thank you for acquainting me with my sister's departure from
Bourhill. The news did not surprise me at all. I was only astonished
that she stayed so long. This afternoon I called at the address
you gave me, and the landlady informed me that Mrs. Gordon has gone
to Dublin with the Eighty-Fifth Regiment, taking my sister with
her. After this there is nothing we can do. Poor Liz is lost, and
we need not blame her too hardly. You reproved me once for calling
myself the victim of circumstances, but I ask you to think of her
as such with what kindness you can. Of one thing we may be sure,
her punishment will far exceed her sin.--Thanking you for all your
past kindness, and wishing you in the future every good thing, I
am, yours sincerely, WALTER HEPBURN.'
It was a sad letter, conveying a great deal more than was actually
expressed. Gladys threw it from her, and, laying her head on her hands,
sobbed bitterly.
'My dear,' cried the little spinster, in sympathetic concern, 'don't
break your heart. You have done a great deal--far more, I assure you,
than almost any one else would have done. You cannot help the poor girl
having chosen the way of transgressors.'
'It is not Liz I am crying for at present, Miss Peck,' said Gladys
mournfully; 'it is for Walter. It is a heartbreaking letter. I cannot,
dare not, comfort him. I must take it to Christina to read.'
She picked it up, and ran to the stillroom, where the happy and placid
Teen sat by the open window with some sewing in her hand, love making
the needle fly in and out with a wondrous speed. Her resentment against
Liz for her ingratitude had taken the edge off her grief, and she was
disposed to be as hard upon her as the rest of the world.
'Oh, Teen, I have had a letter from Walter. I shall read it to you. It
is dreadful!' Gladys cried; and, with trembling voice, she read the
epistle to the little seamstress. '_Isn't_ it dreadful? Away to Dublin!
What will she do there?'
Teen laid down her sewing and looked at Gladys with the simplest wonder
in her large eyes. She could scarcely believe that a human being could
be so entirely innocent and unsuspecting as Gladys Graham, for it was
quite evident she did not really know what Walter meant by saying Liz
was lost.
'He says her punishment will be greater than her sin, whatever he means.
Do you know what he means?'
'Ay, fine,' was Teen's reply, and her mouth trembled.
'Tell me, then. I want to understand it,' cried Gladys, with a touch of
impatience. 'There have been things kept from me; and if I had known
everything I could have done more for her, and perhaps she would not
have run away.'
'There was naething kept frae ye; if ye hadna been a perfect bairn in
a'thing, ye wad hae seen through a'thing. That was why a' the folks--yer
grand freen's, I mean--were sae angry because ye had Liz here. But I
believed in her mysel' up till she ran awa'. Although a lassie's led
awa' she's no' aye lost; but I doot, I doot--an' noo Liz is waur than we
thocht.'
Gladys stood as if turned to stone. Slowly a dim comprehension seemed to
dawn upon her; and it is no exaggeration to say that it was a shock of
agony.
'Do you mean to say that the poor girl is really bad, that she has
deliberately chosen a wicked life?' she asked in a still, strained
voice.
Teen gravely nodded, and her lips trembled still more.
'And what will be the end of it? What will become of her, Teen?'
'The streets; an' she'll dee in a cellar, or an hospital, maybe, if
she's fortunate enough to get into wan; an' it'll no' be lang either,'
said Teen, in a quite matter-of-fact way, as if it were the merest
commonplace detail. 'She has nae strength; wan winter will finish her.'
Here the composure of the little seamstress gave way, and, dropping her
heavy head on the sunny window-sill, she too wept passionately over the
ruin of the girl she had loved. But Gladys wept no more. Standing there
in the long yellow shaft cast by the sunshine, memory took her back to a
never-to-be-forgotten night, when an old man and a maiden child had
toiled through the streets of Glasgow after midnight, and how the throng
of the streets had bewildered the wondering child, and had made her ask
questions which never till this time had been satisfactorily answered.
'I begin to understand, Teen,' she said slowly, with a shiver, as if a
cold wind had passed over her. 'Life is even sadder than I thought. I
wonder how God can bear to have it so. I cannot bear it even in
thought.'
She went out into the sunny garden, and, casting herself on the soft
green sward, wept her heart out over the new revelation which had come
to her. Never had life seemed so bitter, so mysterious, so unjust. What
matter that she was surrounded by all that was lovely and of good
report, when outside, in the great dark world, such things could be? For
the first time Gladys questioned the goodness of God. Looking up into
the cloudless blue of the summer sky, she wondered that it could smile
so benignly upon a world so cursed by sin. Little Miss Peck, growing
anxious about her, at last came out, and bade her get up and attend to
the concerns of the day waiting for her.
'You know, my dear, we can't stand still though another perverse soul
has chosen the broad road,' she said, trying to speak with a great deal
of worldly wisdom. 'I see it is very hard upon you, because you have
never been brought into contact with such things, but as you grow older,
and gain more experience, you will learn to regard them philosophically.
It is the only way.'
'Philosophically?' repeated Gladys slowly. 'What does that mean, Miss
Peck? If it means that we are to think lightly of them, then I pray I
may be spared acquiring such philosophy. Is there nothing we can do for
Lizzie even yet, Miss Peck?'
She broke off suddenly, with a pathetic wistfulness which brought the
tears to the little spinster's eyes.
'Is there no way we can save her? Teen says she will die in a cellar or
an hospital. Can you bear to think of it, and not try to do something?'
Miss Peck hesitated a moment. It was an extremely delicate subject, and
she feared to touch upon it; but there was no evading the clear,
straight, questioning gaze of Gladys.
'I fear it is quite useless, my dear. It is almost impossible to reform
such girls. I had a cousin who was matron of a home for them in
Lancashire, and she gave me often rather a discouraging account of the
work among them. You see, when a woman once loses her character she has
no chance, the whole world is against her, and everybody regards her
with suspicion. Sometimes, my love, I have felt quite wicked thinking of
the inequality of the punishment meted out to men and women in this
world. Women are the burden-bearers and the scapegoats always.'
Gladys rose up, weary and perplexed, her face looking worn and grey in
the brilliant sunshine.
Her heart re-echoed the words of the little spinster; for the moment the
loveliness of the earth seemed a mockery and a shame.
'Why is it so?' was the only question she asked.
Miss Peck shook her head. That great question, which has perplexed so
many millions of God's creatures, was beyond her power of solution. But
from that day it was seldom out of the mind of Gladys, robbing all the
sweetness and the interest from her life.
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CHAPTER XLIII.
A WOMAN'S HEART.
The second summer of Gladys Graham's changed life was less happy than
the first. Her young enthusiasm had received many chills, and somehow
the wealth with which she had anticipated so large a blessing to herself
and others, seemed a less desirable possession than when it first came
into her hands. Doing good was not simply a question of will, but was
often surrounded by so many difficulties that it could not be
accomplished, at least after the manner she had planned. Her experience
with Liz Hepburn had disheartened her inexpressibly, and for the time
being she felt inclined to let her scheme for the welfare of the working
girls fall into abeyance. In May she left Bourhill in possession of Miss
Peck and the regretful Teen, and departed to London, apparently with
relief, in company with the Fordyces. Her state of mind was entirely
favourable to the furtherance of the Fordyce alliance, and when, early
in June, George joined the party in London, she allowed him to take for
granted that she would marry him in the autumn, and even permitted Mrs.
Fordyce to make sundry purchases in view of that great event. All the
time, however, she felt secretly uneasy and dissatisfied. She was by no
means an easy person to manage, and tried her lover's patience to the
utmost. Her sweetness of disposition seemed to have deserted her for the
time being; she was irritable, unreasonable, exacting, as different from
the sunny-hearted Gladys of old as could well be imagined. The only
person who was at all shrewd enough to guess at the cause of this grave
alteration was the discriminating Mina, who pondered the thing often in
her mind, and wondered how it was likely to end. She did not believe
that the marriage would ever come off, and her guessing at all sides of
the question came nearer the truth than she herself believed. Gladys
appeared in no hurry to return to Scotland; nay, after six weeks in
London, she pleaded for a longer exile, and induced Mrs. Fordyce to
extend their trip to Switzerland; and so the whole beautiful summer was
loitered away in foreign lands, and it was the end of August before
Gladys returned to Bourhill. During her long absence she had been a
faithful correspondent, writing weekly letters to Miss Peck and Teen;
but when she returned that August evening to her own, she was touched
inexpressibly by the wistful looks with which these two, the most
faithful friends she possessed, regarded her. They thought her changed.
She was thinner and older looking; her grace and dignity not less
marked, her beauty not impaired, only the brightness, the inexpressible
air of vivacity and spontaneous gladness seemed to have disappeared. She
smiled at their tearful greeting, a quick, fleeting, almost melancholy
smile.
'Why do you look at me so strangely?' she asked, with the slightest
touch of impatience. 'Do you see anything odd about me?'
'No, oh no, my child,' answered Miss Peck quickly. 'We are so thankful
to have you home again; we thought the day would never come. Have we not
counted the very hours this week, Christina?'
'Ay, we hae; but I dinna think she's fell gled to be hame hersel',' said
Teen, and her dark eye was shadowed, for she felt that a subtle change
had overcast the bright spirit of Gladys, and she did not know what it
might portend.
'Oh, such nonsense you two talk,' cried Gladys lightly. 'Dear Miss Peck,
just ask them to hurry up dinner. I am famishing to taste a real home
dinner. Well, Teen, how have you been all this summer? I must say you
look like a new creature. I believe you are quite beautiful, and we
shall have somebody falling in love with you directly. I don't suppose
you have heard or seen anything of poor Lizzie?'
'No, naething. Walter was here, Miss Gladys, last week, seeking ye.'
The colour rose in the face of Gladys, and she averted her head to hide
her softened, luminous eyes from the gaze of Teen.
'And did you tell him I was coming home this week?'
'I didna. We only spoke aboot Liz, an' some aboot his ain affairs. Miss
Peck saw him maist o' the time. He's gaun to sell his business, and gang
awa' to America or Australia.'
'Oh!' exclaimed Gladys sharply. 'Why should he do any such thing, when
he is getting on so well?'
'I am sure I dinna ken,' replied Teen quietly, though she knew--ay, as
well as Gladys--what it all meant. 'His faither's deid; he de'ed efter a
week's illness, jist at the Fair time, an' he's gaun to tak' his mither
wi' him. She's bidin' at Colquhoun Street the noo.'
'A great deal seems to have happened since I went away,' said Gladys,
with something of an effort. 'Is he going to do this soon?'
'Yes, I think immediately; at least, he cam' doon here to say guid-bye
to you. But Miss Peck can tell ye mair nor me; she spoke a long time
till him.'
A question was on the lips of Gladys, but she held it back, and again
changed the theme.
'And what does he think about poor Lizzie? I suppose he has never gone
to Dublin to seek for her?'
'No, I dinna think it.'
'It is all very sad. Don't you think life very sad, Teen?' asked Gladys,
with a great wistfulness, which made the eyes of the little seamstress
become suddenly dim.
'Ay, it is. Oh, Miss Gladys, excuse me for sayin't, but if ye had seen
his face when I telt him ye were maybe to be mairried in September or
October, ye wadna dae't.'
'Why not? That could not possibly make any difference to me, Christina,'
replied Gladys quite coldly, though a slight tremor shook her. 'Well, I
must go and change my gown. Bourhill is looking lovely to-day, I think.
I have seen many beautiful places since I went away, but none so
satisfying as this; you will be glad to hear I still think Bourhill the
sweetest spot on earth.'
And, with a smile and a nod, she left the little seamstress to her work;
but it lay unheeded on her lap, and her eyes were heavy with a grey mist
which came up from her heart's bitterness. Yes, life did indeed appear
sad and hard to Teen, and all things moving in an entirely contrary
way.
Miss Peck came bustling into her darling's dressing-room very shortly,
and began to fuss about her in her tender, nervous fashion, as if it
were not possible for her to show her gladness at having her back.
Gladys did not say very much for a little; but at last, when she was
brushing at her soft shining hair, she turned round suddenly, and looked
into the old lady's face with rather an odd look on her own.
'Now, sit down, Miss Peck, and tell me every single, solitary thing
about Walter.'
The little lady gave a nervous start. She had just been wondering how to
introduce this subject.
'Christina has told you that he has been here. My dear, I was very sorry
for him. He is a splendid young fellow, and I wish'--
She paused there, nor did Gladys ask her to finish her sentence.
'Teen tells me he is giving up his business. Do you think that is a wise
step, Miss Peck?' Gladys asked, with a fine indifference which rather
surprised the old lady.
'It may be wise for him, my dear. He seems to feel he cannot remain any
longer in this country.'
'Did he ask any questions about me?'
'Yes, Gladys, a few.'
'Well, I hope you did not give him any unnecessary information?' said
Gladys rather sharply.
'My dear, I told him everything I could think of. I did not think you
would wish anything kept back from your old friend. His interest is very
genuine.'
'I suppose so,' said Gladys coolly, as she began to coil her long
tresses round her shapely head; 'we must take it for granted, anyhow.
And what did he give you in exchange for all your interesting
information? Did he condescend to tell you anything about himself?'
Miss Peck was wounded by the tone; such bitter and sarcastic words she
had never heard fall from those gentle lips before.
'We had a long talk, Gladys, and I imagined--perhaps it was only
imagination--that it relieved and made him happier to talk to me. His
father is dead, and he has taken his mother home to his own house, and
she will go with him abroad.'
'Where to? Is it quite decided? or has he already gone away?'
'Not yet, I think.'
'Did he ask where I was?'
'Yes.'
'For a particular address?'
'No.'
'Well, I think the least he might have done was to write and let me know
all this.'
'My dear child, be reasonable,' said the little spinster, in gentle
reproof. 'He came expecting to see you, and he left a kind message for
you. I don't see that it would have done either you or him any good to
write a letter; your ways must lie so far apart now. I told him we
expected your marriage shortly.'
'I have never said it will take place,' said Gladys calmly. 'I wish
people would leave me and my concerns alone.'
Miss Peck could see the girl's face in the long glass, the red spot
burning on her cheeks, and the beautiful lips angrily quivering, and she
became more and more perplexed. Of late Gladys had become a being
difficult to understand.
'What is the use of talking in that manner, Gladys?' she said, with a
faint show of sternness. 'I saw Mr. Fordyce in town the other day, and
he told me it is quite likely the marriage will take place on the eighth
of October. It is quite impossible that it could be definitely fixed
without you.'
'I suppose so. And what did Walter say when you told him my marriage-day
was fixed?' inquired Gladys, as she tied the ribbon on her hair.
'I shall not tell you what he said,' answered the little spinster, quite
severely for her. 'You are in a mood which would make you laugh at an
honest heart's suffering.'
'You think very highly of me, Guardy, I must say,' said Gladys a trifle
unsteadily. 'But why do you speak of an honest man's suffering? Do you
mean to say it made Walter suffer to hear I was going to be married?'
'My dear, he loves you as his own soul. I can never forget how he looked
and spoke of you,' said the little spinster. 'He is a good and noble
man, and God will bless him wherever he goes.'
There was a few minutes' silence, then Gladys walked over to the window,
and drawing aside the lace hangings, allowed the red glory of the
setting sun to flood the whole room. Standing there, with her white
shapely arm against the delicate lace, she looked out in silence upon
the lovely prospect which had so often filled her soul with delight. A
shadow, dark as a storm-cloud, had fallen upon that sunny scene, and she
saw no beauty in it.
'I have loved this place well, Guardy--loved and longed for it. It has
been an idol to me, and my punishment is here. I wish I had never seen
it. I wish I had never left the city, never been parted from the old
friends. I am a miserable woman. I wish I had never been born.'
With a quick gesture she let the curtain drop, and throwing herself on
the end of the couch, buried her face in the pillows.
Here again it was Miss Peck's privilege to administer some crumbs of
comfort to the sad heart of the woman, even as she had once comforted
the child. Stooping over her, she laid her hand tenderly on the bent
golden head.
'My dear, it is not yet too late. If you do not love this man, it will
be a great sin to marry him--a wrong done to yourself and to him. If
there is a chord in your heart responsive to Walter's, don't stifle it.
What is anything in this world in comparison with happiness and peace of
mind?'
'Nothing, nothing,' Gladys answered, with mournful bitterness. 'But it
is too late. It is Walter's fault, not mine; he left me in my
desolation, when I needed him most. I did everything I could to show him
that I could never forget him, and he repulsed me every time, until it
was too late. If he is unhappy, it is no more than he deserves, and I am
not going to be so dishonourable as to draw back now from my plighted
word. George has always been kind to me, he has never hurt my feelings,
and I will try and repay him by being to him a good and faithful wife.'
'A good and faithful wife!'
The little spinster repeated these words in a half-mournful whisper, as
she walked slowly to and fro the room.
Ah, not thus was it meet for a heart like Gladys Graham's to anticipate
the most momentous crisis of a woman's life. She felt powerless to
help, but Heaven was still the Hearer and Answerer of prayer, and with
Heaven Miss Peck left the case.
She prayed that her darling's way might be opened up, and that she might
be saved from committing so great a wrong, which would bring upon her
the curse of a loveless marriage.
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CHAPTER XLIV.
THE MAGDALENE.
Summer seemed no longer to smile upon Bourhill. That sunny evening was
the last for many days. A wild, chill, wintry blast ushered in
September, if the Lammas spates had tarried, when they came they brought
destruction in their train. All over the country the harvest was
endangered, in low-lying places carried away, by the floods. Whole
fields lay under water, and there were many anxious hearts among those
who earned their bread by tillage of the soil. These dull days were in
keeping with the mood prevailing at Bourhill. Never had the atmosphere
of that happy house been so depressed and melancholy; its young mistress
appeared to have lost her interest in life. Many anxious talks had the
little spinster and the faithful Teen upon the theme so absorbingly
interesting to both--unsatisfactory talks at best, since none can
minister to a mind diseased. One day a letter came which changed the
current of life at Bourhill. How often is such an unpretending missive,
borne by the postman's careless hand, fraught with stupendous issues? It
came in a plain, square envelope, bearing the Glasgow post-mark, and the
words 'Royal Infirmary' on the flap. Gladys opened it, as she did most
things now, with but a languid interest, which, however, immediately
changed to the liveliest concern.
'Why, Miss Peck, it is a letter, see, about poor Lizzie Hepburn. I must
go to her at once, I and Teen. Where is she? If we make haste, we shall
catch the eleven-o'clock train.'
She handed Miss Peck the letter, and sprang up from a half-finished
breakfast. The little spinster perused the brief communication with the
deepest concern.
WARD XII., ROYAL INFIRMARY, GLASGOW,
'_September_ 6, 188 .
'MADAM,--I write to you at the request of one of the patients under
my care, a young woman called Lizzie Hepburn, who, I fear, is
dying. She appears very anxious to see you, and asked me to write
and ask you to come. I would suggest that, if at all possible, you
should lose no time, as we fear she cannot last many days, perhaps
not many hours.--Yours truly,
'CHARLOTTE RUTHERFURD.'
'This is from one of the nurses, I suppose,' said the little spinster
pityingly. 'Poor girl, poor thing! the end has come only a little sooner
than we anticipated.'
Gladys did not hear the last sentence. She was already in the hall
giving her orders, and then off in search of Teen, whose duties were not
very clearly defined, and who had no particular place of habitation in
the house. It said a great deal for Teen's prudence and tact that her
rather curious positions in the house--the trusted companion of the
housekeeper and the friend of the young lady--had not brought her into
bad odour with the servants. She was a favourite with them all, because
she gave herself no airs, and was always ready to lend a hand to help at
any time, disarming all jealousy by her unpretentious, willing, cheerful
ways. Gladys found her in the drawing-room, dusting the treasures of the
china cabinet.
'Oh, Teen, there is a letter about poor Lizzie at last!' she cried
breathlessly. 'It is from the Infirmary; the nurse says she is very ill,
perhaps dying, and she wishes to see me. You would like to go, I am
sure, and if we make haste we can get the eleven train.'
Teen very nearly dropped the Sèvres vase she held in her hand in her
sheer surprise over this news.
'There is no time to talk. Make haste, if you wish to go; we must be off
in fifteen minutes,' cried Gladys, and ran off to her own room to make
ready for her journey, Miss Peck fussing about her as usual, anxious to
see that she forgot nothing which could protect her from the storm. It
was indeed a wild morning, a heavy rain scudding like drift before the
biting wind, and the sky thickly overcast with ink-black clouds; but
they drove off in a closed carriage, and took no hurt from the angry
elements. They did not speak much during the journey. In addition to her
natural excitement and concern for the poor lost girl, Gladys was also
possessed by a strange prevision that that day was to be a turning-point
in her history.
'Surely Walter will have seen his sister; he cannot have left Glasgow so
soon,' she said, as they drove from St. Enoch's Station, by way of the
old High Street, to the Infirmary. These streets, with their constant
stream of life, were all familiar to the eyes of Gladys. Many an hour in
the old days she had spent wandering their melancholy pavements,
scanning with a boundless and yearning pity the faces of the outcast and
the destitute, feeling no scorn of them or their surroundings, but only
a divine compassion, which had betrayed itself in her sweet face and
shining, earnest eyes, and had arrested many a rude stare, and awakened
a vague wonder in many a hardened breast. She was not less compasionate
now, only a degree more hopeless. Since she had been so far removed from
the sins and sorrows, the degradations and grinding poverty of the great
city, she had, while not thinking less seriously or sympathetically of
it all, felt oppressed by the impotence of those standing on the outside
to lift it up to any level of hope.
'The loud, stunning tide of human care and crime,' as Keble has it, beat
more remorselessly and hopelessly on her ears as she looked up to the
smoke-obscured sky that wet and dismal day. She felt as if heaven had
never been so far away. Almost her faith had lost its hold. These sad
thoughts, which gave a somewhat worn and wearied look to her face, were
arrested by their arrival at the Infirmary gates. It was not the
visiting hour, but a word of explanation to the porter secured them
admittance, and they found their way to the portion of the old house
where Lizzie Hepburn lay. The visiting surgeons and physicians had just
left, so there were no impediments put in their way, and one of the
housemaids speedily brought Nurse Rutherfurd to them. She was a
pleasant-faced, brisk little body, whose very presence was suggestive of
skill and patience and kindly thought for others.
'Oh yes, you are Miss Graham, and have come to see poor Lizzie,' she
said. 'Will you just come in here a moment? Her brother is with her. I
will tell her you have come.'
She took them into a little room outside the ward door, and lingered
only a moment to give them some particulars.
'She has been here three weeks,' she explained; 'she was over in the
surgical wards first, and then came to us; it was too late for us to do
any good. The doctor said this morning that she will probably slip away
to-day.'
The little seamstress turned away to the grey window and wept silently;
Gladys remained composed, but very pale.
'And her brother is with her? Is this the first time?' she asked.
'Yes; it was only when we told her there was no hope that she mentioned
the names of anybody belonging to her. She spoke of you yesterday, and
asked only this morning that her brother might be sent for. Shall I tell
her you have come?'
'If you please. Tell her her old chum is with me; she will quite
understand,' said Gladys quietly, and the nurse withdrew. Not a word
passed between her and Teen while they were alone.
The nurse was not many moments absent, and the two followed her in to
the long ward. It was a painful sight to Gladys, who had never before
been within the walls of an hospital. Teen, however, looked about her
with her usual calm self-possession, only her heart gave a great beat
when the nurse stopped at a bed surrounded and shut off by
draught-screens from sight of the other beds. She knew, though Gladys
did not, why the screens had been placed there. The nurse drew one
aside, and then slipped away. There was absolute silence there when
these four met again. Walter, who had been sitting with his face buried
in his hands, rose from the chair and offered it to Gladys, but he did
not look at her, nor did any sort of greeting pass between them. Gladys
mechanically sat down, then Walter walked away slowly out of the ward.
With a low cry, Teen flung herself on her knees, laying her face on the
white, wasted hand of Liz as it lay outside the coverlet. The figure in
the bed, raised up in a half-sitting posture, had an unearthly beauty in
the haggard face, a brilliance in the eye, which struck her chilly to
the heart; it was like Liz, and yet strangely unlike. Gladys felt a
strange thrill pass over her as she bent towards her, trying to smile,
and to say a word of kindly greeting. It brought no answering smile to
the dying girl's face, and the only sign of recognition she betrayed was
to raise her feeble hand and touch the bowed head of the little
seamstress with a tender touch, never bestowed in the days of health and
strength.
'Weel,' she said, looking at Gladys, and speaking in the feeblest
whisper, 'I'm gled ye've come. I couldna dee withoot seem' ye. Ye bear
me nae grudge for takin' French leave? Ye can see I've suffered for it.
I say, is't true that ye are to be mairried to George Fordyce? Tell me
that plain. I must ken.'
These words were spoken with difficulty at intervals, and so feebly that
Gladys had to bend forward to catch the sound. She felt that there was
not only anxiety, but a certain solemnity in the question, and she did
not evade it, even for a moment.
'They have fixed my marriage for the eighth of October,' she answered;
and the manner of the reply struck even Liz, and her great hollow eyes
dwelt yet more searchingly on the girl's sweet face.
'It'll no' be noo,' she said. 'I've lain here ever since the nurse telt
me she heard it was to be, wonderin' whether I should tell. If ye hadna
been what ye are I wad never hae telt; but, though I hae suffered, I
wad spare you. It was him that brocht me to this.'
Gladys neither started nor trembled, but sat quite motionless, staring
at the sad, beautiful face before her, as if not comprehending what was
said to her.
'It was him that led me awa' first, an' when a lassie yince gets on that
road, it's ill keepin' straicht. He said he wad mairry me, an' I
believed it, as mony anither has afore me. Wheesht, Teen; dinna greet.'
The sobs of the little seamstress shook the narrow bed, and appeared to
distress Liz inexpressibly. Presently she glanced again at the face of
Gladys, and was struck by its altered look. It was no longer sympathetic
nor sweet in its expression, but very pale and hard and set, as if the
iron had entered into the soul within.
'Is this quite true?' she asked, and her very voice had a hard, cold
ring.
'When ye're deein', ye dinna perjure yersel',' replied Liz, with a faint
return of the old caustic speech. 'If ye dinna believe me, ask him. Is
Wat away? Teen, ye micht gang an' bring him back.'
The little seamstress rose obediently, and when they were alone behind
the screens, Liz lifted her feeble hand again and touched the arm of
Gladys.
'Oh, dinna tak' him! He's a bad man--bad, selfish, cruel; dinna tak'
him, or ye'll rue'd but yince. I dinna want to excuse mysel'. Maybe I
wasna guid, but afore God I lo'ed him, an' I believed I wad be his wife.
Eh, d'ye think that'll be onything against me in the ither world? Eh,
wummin, I'm feared! If only I had anither chance!'
That pitiful speech, and the unspeakable pathos on the face of Liz,
lifted Gladys above the supreme bitterness of that moment.
'Oh, do not be afraid,' she cried, folding her gentle hands, whose very
touch seemed to carry hope and healing. 'Jesus is so very tender with
us; He will never send the erring away. Let us ask Him to be with you
now, to give you of His own comfort and strength and hope.'
She knelt down by the bed, unconscious of any listener save the dying
girl, and there prayed the most earnest and heartfelt prayer which had
ever passed her lips. While she was speaking, the other two had returned
to the bed-side, and stood with bowed heads, listening with a deep and
solemn awe to the words which seemed to bring heaven so very near to
that little spot of earth. The dying girl's strength was evidently fast
ebbing; the brilliance died out of her eyes, and the film of death took
its place. She smiled faintly upon them all with a glance of sad
recognition, but her last look, her last word, was for Gladys, and so
she passed within the portals of the unseen without a struggle, nay,
even with an expression of deep peace upon her worn face.
A wasted life? Yes; and a death which might have wrung tears of pity
from a heart of stone.
But the Pharisee, who wraps the robe of his respectability around him,
and, with head high in the air, thanks God he is not as other men are,
what spark of divine compassion or human feeling has he in his soul?
Yet what saith the Scriptures?--'He that is without sin among you, let
him first cast a stone at her.'
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CHAPTER XLV.
THE BOLT FALLS.
From that sad death-bed Gladys passed out into the open air alone.
'When you are ready, Teen,' she said, 'you can go home, and tell Miss
Peck I shall come to-day, sometime. I have something to do first.'
She neither spoke to nor looked at Walter, but passed out into the open
square before the Cathedral, and down the old High Street, with a
steady, purposeful step. The rain had ceased, but a heavy mist hung low
and drearily over the city, and the wind swept across the roofs with a
moaning cadence in its voice. The bitter coldness of the weather made no
difference to the streets. Those depraved and melancholy men and women,
the bold-looking girls and the wretched children, were constantly before
the vision of Gladys as she walked, but she saw them not. For once in
her life her unselfish heart was entirely concentrated upon its own
concerns, and she was in a fever of conflicting emotions--a fever so
high and so uncontrollable that she had to walk to keep it down. It was
close upon the hour of afternoon tea at Bellairs Crescent when Gladys
rang the bell.
'Is Mrs. Fordyce at home, Hardy?' she asked the servant; 'and is she
alone--no visitors, I mean?'
'Quite alone, with Miss Mina, in the drawing-room, Miss Graham,'
announced the maid, with a smile, but thinking at the same time that the
girl looked very white and tired. 'Miss Fordyce is spending the day at
Pollokshields, and will dine and sleep there, we expect.'
Gladys nodded, gave her cloak and umbrella into the maid's hand, and
went up-stairs, not with her usual springing step, but slowly, as if she
were very tired.
Hardy, who had a genuine affection for the young mistress of Bourhill,
looked after her with some concern on her honest face.
'She doesn't look a bit like a bride,' she said to herself. 'There's
something gone wrong.'
With a little exclamation of joyful surprise, Mina jumped up from her
stool before the fire.
'Oh, you delightful creature, to take pity on our loneliness on such a
day. Mother, do wake up; here is Gladys.'
'Oh, my dear, how are you?' said Mrs. Fordyce, waking up with a start.
'When did you come up? Were you not afraid to venture on such a day?'
'I had to come,' Gladys made reply, and she kissed them both with a
perfectly grave face. 'Will you do something for me, Mrs. Fordyce?'
'Why, certainly, my dear. But what is the matter with you? You look as
melancholy as an owl.'
'Will you send a servant to Gorbals Mill, to ask your nephew to come
here on his way home from business? I want to see him very
particularly.'
It was a very natural and simple request, but somehow Mrs. Fordyce
experienced a sense of uneasiness as she heard it.
'Why, certainly. But will a telegram not do as well? It will catch him
more quickly. He is often away early just now; there is so much to see
about at Dowanhill.'
At Dowanhill was situated the handsome town house George Fordyce had
taken for his bride, but the allusion to it had no effect on Gladys
except to make her give her lips a very peculiar compression.
'How stupid of me not to think of a telegram! Will you please send it
out at once?'
'From myself?'
'Yes, please.'
She brought Mrs. Fordyce her writing materials, the telegram was
written, and the maid who brought in the tea took it down-stairs.
'Gladys, you look frightfully out of sorts,' said Mina quickly. 'What
have you been about? Have you been long in town?'
'Since twelve. I have come from the Infirmary just now, walking all the
way.'
'Walking all the way!--but from the Western, of course?'
'No, from the Royal; it seemed quite short. Oh, that tea is delicious!'
She drank the contents of the cup at one feverish draught, and held it
out for more. Both mother and daughter regarded her with increased
anxiety in their looks.
'My dear, it is quite time you had some one to exercise a gentle
authority over you. To walk from the Royal Infirmary here! It is past
speaking of. Child, what do you mean? You will be ill on our hands next,
and that will be a pretty to-do. Surely you came off in post-haste this
morning without your rings?' she added, with a significant glance at
the girl's white hand, from which she had removed the glove.
Gladys took no notice of the remark; but Mina, observant as usual, saw a
look she had never before seen creep into the girl's eyes.
'But you have never told us yet what you were doing at the Infirmary?'
she said suggestively; but Gladys preserved silence for a few minutes
more.
'Please not to ask any questions,' she said rather hurriedly. 'You will
know everything very soon, only let me be quiet now. I know you will,
for you have always been good to me.'
A great dread instantly seized upon those who heard these words, and
Mrs. Fordyce became nervous and apprehensive; but she was obliged to
respect such a request, and they changed the subject, trying dismally to
turn the talk into a commonplace groove. But it was a strain and an
effort on all three, and at last Gladys rose and began to walk up and
down the room, giving an occasional glance out of the window, as if
impatient for her lover's coming, but it was an impatience which made
Mrs. Fordyce's heart sink, and she feared the worst.
George was no laggard lover; within the hour he rang the familiar bell.
Then the nervous restlessness which had taken possession of Gladys
seemed to be quietened down, and she stood quite still on the
hearth-rug, and her face was calm, but deadly pale.
'Shall we go before George comes up?' asked Mrs. Fordyce, involuntarily
rising; but Gladys made answer, with a shade of imperious command,--
'No, I wish you to remain. Mina can go, if she likes.'
Mina had not the opportunity. A quick, eager footstep came hurrying
up-stairs, and the door was thrown open with a careless hand.
'You here, Gladys?' he exclaimed, with all the eagerness and delight he
might have been expected to display, but next moment the light died out
of his face, and he knew that the bolt had fallen. Even those who blamed
him most must have commiserated the man upon whom fell that lightning
glance of unutterable loathing and contempt.
'I have sent for you to come here, because it was here I saw you first,'
she said, and her voice rang out clear and sweet as a bell. 'You know
why I have sent for you?--to give you back these things, the sign of a
bond which ought never to have been between us. How dared you--how dared
you offer them to me, after your monstrous cruelty to that poor girl
from whose death-bed I have just come?'
She threw the rings down upon the table; they rolled to the floor,
sparkling as if in mockery as they went, but none offered to touch them.
Mina opened the door hurriedly, and left the room. Mrs. Fordyce turned
away also, and a sob broke from her lips.
Gladys stood quite erect, the linen at her stately throat not whiter
than her face, her clear eyes, brilliant with indignation, fixed
mercilessly on her lover's changing face. He was, indeed, a creature to
be pitied even more than despised.
'Gladys, for God's sake, don't be too hasty! Give me opportunity for
explanation. I admit that I did wrong, but there are extenuating
circumstances. Let me explain, I entreat you, before you thus blight my
life, and your own.'
'What explanation is there to give? If it is true that you ruined that
poor girl,--and do you think that a lie can be uttered on a
death-bed,--what more is there to say? Gather up these baubles, and take
them away.'
Her bearing was that of a queen. Well might he shrink under that
matchless scorn, yet never had she appeared more beautiful, more
desirable in his eyes. He made one more attempt.
'Take time, Gladys. I deny nothing; I only ask to be allowed to show
you, at least, that I am a repentant man, and that I will atone for all
the past by a lifetime of devotion.'
'To whom?'
'To you. I have been a wild, foolish, sinful fellow, if you like, but
never wholly bad,' he said eagerly. 'And, Gladys, think of the fearful
scandal this will be. We dare not break off the marriage, when it is so
near.'
'I dare; I dare anything, George Fordyce. And I pray God to forgive you
the awful wrong you did to that poor girl, and the insult you were base
enough to offer me in asking me to be your wife--an insult, I fear, I
can never forgive.'
'Aunt Isabel, will you not help me?' said he then, turning desperately
to his aunt. 'Tell Gladys what you know to be true, that there are
hundreds of men in this and other cities who have married girls as pure
and good as Gladys, and whose life before marriage would not bear
investigation, yet they make the best of husbands. Tell her that she is
making a mountain out of little, and that it will be madness to break
off the marriage at this late date.'
Mrs. Fordyce slowly turned towards them. The tears were streaming down
her face, but she only sadly shook her head.
'I cannot, George. Gladys is right. You had better go.'
Then George Fordyce, with a malignant scowl on his face, put his heel on
the bauble which had cost him a hundred guineas, crushed it into powder,
and flung himself out of the room. Then Gladys, with a low, faint,
shuddering cry, threw herself upon the couch, and gave way to the
floodtide of her grief and humiliation and angry pain.
Mrs. Fordyce wisely allowed it to have full vent, but at last she seated
herself by the couch, and laid her hand on the girl's flushed and heated
head.
'Now, my dear, be calm. It is all over. You will be better soon, my
poor, dear, darling child.'
Gladys sat up, and her wet eyes met those of her kind friend, who had
allowed her upright and womanly heart to take the right, if the
unworldly side.
'Just think how merciful it was of God to let me know in time. In a few
weeks I should have been his wife, and then it would have been
terrible.'
'It would,' said Mrs. Fordyce, with a sigh; 'but you would just have had
to bury it, and live on, as many other women have to do, with such
skeletons in the cupboard.'
'I don't suppose I should have died, but I should have lived the rest of
my life apart from him. Is it true what he says, that so many are bad? I
cannot believe it.'
'Nor do I. There are some, I know, who have had an unworthy past, but
you must remember that all women do not look at moral questions from
your exalted standpoint. There are even girls, like Julia, for instance,
who admire men who are a little fast.'
'How dreadful! That must lower the morality of men. It shall never be
said of me. If I cannot marry a man who entertains a high and reverent
ideal of manhood and womanhood, I shall die as I am.'
'He will be difficult to find, my dear,' said Mrs. Fordyce sadly. 'This
is a melancholy end to all our high hopes and ambitions. It will be a
frightful blow to them at Pollokshields.'
'I am not sorry for them. They will think only of what the world will
say, and will never give poor Lizzie one kindly thought. If it is a
blow, they deserve it; I am not sorry for them at all.'
'And you are not in the least disconcerted at the nine days' wonder the
breaking of your engagement will make?'
'Not in the least. What is it, after all? The buzzing of a few idle
flies. I have no room for anything in my heart but a vast pity for the
poor dead girl who was more sinned against than sinning, and a profound
thankfulness to God for His unspeakable mercy to me.'
She spoke the truth; and in her own home that night, upon her knees, she
poured forth her heart in fervent prayer, and mingling with her many
strange feelings was a strange and unutterable sense of relief, because
she was once more free.
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CHAPTER XLVI.
THE WORLD WELL LOST.
Gladys returned to her own home that night, and when she again left it
it was in altered and happy circumstances. Those who loved her so dearly
watched over her the next days with a tender and solicitous concern, but
they did not see much, in her outward demeanour at least, to give them
cause for alarm. She was certainly graver, preoccupied, and rather sad;
but, again, her natural gaiety would over-flow more spontaneously than
it had done for long, thus showing that pride and womanly feeling had
been wounded; the heart was perfectly whole.
She lived out of doors during the splendid September weather, taking an
abounding interest in all the harvest-work, finding comfort and healing
in simple things and homely pleasures, and feeling that never while she
lived did she wish to set foot in Glasgow again. There was only one tie
to bind her to it--one spot beneath its heavy sky dear to her; how much
and how often her thoughts were concentrated upon that lowly place none
knew save herself.
Since that melancholy morning in the ward of the Royal Infirmary she had
not heard of or seen Walter, but she knew in her inmost heart that she
should see him, and waited for it with a strange restfulness of heart,
therefore it was no surprise to her when he came one sunny evening up
the avenue to the house. She saw him coming, and ran out to meet
him--something in the old childish fashion--with a look of eager welcome
on her face. His dark face flushed at her coming, and he gave his head a
swift turn away, and swallowed something in his throat. When they met he
was grave, courteous, but a trifle distant; she was quick to note the
change.
'I knew you would come to see me again, Walter,' she said, as they shook
hands with the undemonstrative cordiality of tried friends. 'I am very
glad to see you.'
'Are you? Yet it was a toss-up with me whether I should come or not,' he
said, looking at the graceful figure, and noticing with some wonder that
she was all in black, relieved only by the silver belt confining her
silk blouse at the waist; 'but I thought I had better come and say
good-bye.'
'Good-bye! Are you going away, then, somewhere?' she asked in a quiet,
still voice, which betrayed nothing.
'Yes; I have taken my passage to Australia for the fourteenth of
October, sailing from London. I leave on Monday, however, for I have
some things to see to in London.'
'On Monday? And does your mother accompany you?'
'No; she is too old for such an undertaking. I have arranged for her to
board with a family in the country. She has been there some weeks now,
ever since I sold off, and likes it very much. It is better for me to go
alone.'
'I suppose so. Are you tired with your walk, Walter, or can you go on a
little farther? It is a shame that you have never seen anything of
Bourhill. Surely you will at least sleep here to-night? or must you run
away again by the nine-fifteen?'
'I can stay, since you are good enough to wish it,' he said a trifle
formally; 'and you know I shall be only too happy to walk anywhere you
like with you.'
'How accommodating!' said Gladys, with a faint touch of ironical humour.
'Well, let us go up to the birch wood. We shall see the moon rising
shortly, if you care about anything so commonplace as the rising of a
moon. To Australia? And when will you come back, Walter?'
'I can't say--perhaps never.'
'And will it cost you no pang to turn your back on the land of brown
heath and shaggy wood, which her children are supposed to adore?' she
asked, still in her old bantering mood.
'She has not done much for me; I leave few but painful memories behind,'
he answered, with a touch of kindness in his voice. 'But I will not say
I go without a pang.'
They remained silent as Gladys led the way through the shrubbery walk,
and up the steep and somewhat rugged way to the birch wood crowning the
little hill which sheltered Bourhill from the northern blast. It was a
still and beautiful evening, with a lovely softness in the air,
suggestive of a universal resting after the stress of the harvest. From
the summit of the little hill they looked across many a fair breadth of
goodly land, where the reapers had been so busy that scarce one field of
growing corn was to be seen. All the woods were growing mellow, and the
fulness and plenty of the autumn were abroad in the land.
'It's dowie at the hint o' hairst, at the wa' gaun o' the swallow,'
quoted Walter in a low voice, and his eye grew moist as it ranged across
the beautiful landscape with something of that unutterable and painful
longing with which, the exile takes his farewell of the land he loves.
'Walter,' said Gladys quite softly, as she leaned against the straight
white trunk of a rowan tree, on which the berries hung rich and red, 'I
have often thought of you since that sad day. Often I wished to write,
but I knew that you would come when you felt like it. Did you
understand?'
'I heard that your marriage was broken off, and I thanked God for that,'
Walter answered; and Gladys heard the tremor in his voice, and saw his
firm, hue mouth take a long, stern curve.
'It did not surprise you?' she asked in the same soft, far-off voice,
which betrayed nothing but the gentlest sisterly confidence and regard.
'No, but I suffered agony enough till I heard it. When, one lives
through such dark days as these were, Gladys, faith in humankind becomes
very difficult. I feared lest your scruples might be overcome.'
'I am sorry you had such a fear for me, Walter, even for a moment, but
perhaps it was natural. And when will you come back from this dreadful
Australia, did you say?'
'Perhaps never.'
He did not allow himself to look at her face, because he did not dare;
but he saw her pick the berries from a red bunch she had pulled, and
drop them one by one to the ground. Never had he loved her as he did
then in the anguish of farewell, and he called himself a fool for not
having gone, as prudence prompted, leaving only a written message
behind.
'And is that all you have to say to me, Walter, that you are going to
Australia--on the fourteenth, is it?--and that you will never come
back?'
'It is all I dare to say,' he answered, nor did he look at her yet,
though there was a whimsical, tender little smile on the lovely mouth
which might have won his gaze.
'And you are quite determined to go alone?'
'Well, you see,' he began, glad of anything to get on commonplace
ground, 'I might get plenty of fellows, but it's an awful bore, unless
they happen just to be the right sort.'
'Yes, that is quite true, there are so few nice fellows,' said Gladys
innocently. 'Don't you think you might get a nice girl to go with you,
if you asked her properly?'
Then Walter flashed a sad, proud look at her--a look which Gladys
fearlessly met, and thought at that very moment that she had never seen
him look so well, so handsome, so worthy of regard. Sorrow had wrought
her perfect work in him, and he had emerged from the shadow of blighted
hope and frustrated ambition a gentler, humbler, ay, and a holier man
than he had yet been. Suddenly that look of sad, quiet wonder, which had
a touch of reproach in it, quite broke Gladys down, and she made no
effort to stem the tears which might make him sad or glad, she did not
care.
'Gladys,' he began hurriedly, 'it is more than man is fit to bear, to
see these tears. If they mean nothing more than a natural regret at
parting from one whom circumstances have strangely thrown in your way,
perhaps too often, tell me so, and I shall thank you, even for that
kindly regret; but if they mean that I may come back some day--worthier,
perhaps, than I am to-day'--
'That day will never come,' broke in Gladys quietly. 'But if you will
take me to Australia with you, Walter, I am ready to go this very day.'
His face grew dusky red, his eyes shone, he looked at her as if he
sought to read her soul.
'Do you know what you are saying, Gladys? If you go, it can only be in
one way--as my wife.'
'Well?'
She took a long breath, but was allowed to say no more until a long time
after, when she raised her face from her lover's breast, and demanded
that he should take her home.
'It is an awful thing we have done, Gladys,' he said, touching her dear
head for the twentieth time, and looking down into her eyes, which were
luminous with the light of love,--'an awful thing for me, at least. We
shall have to flee the country, and they will say I have abducted the
heiress of Bourhill.'
'Oh, do! Run off with me, as the Red Reiver and all these nice,
interesting sort of people used to do long ago. Let us abscond, and not
tell a single living soul, except the faithful Teen.'
But Walter shook his head.
'It is what I should like to do above everything, but I must resist the
temptation. No, my darling; for your sake, everything must be most
scrupulously conventional, if a little hurried. I shall pay your
guardian a visit to-morrow morning, which will somewhat astonish him.'
Gladys looked at him with a sudden access of admiration. To hear him
speak in that calm, masterful tone pleased her as nothing else could
have done.
'But you won't let them frighten you, and abscond without me? That would
be too mean,' she said saucily.
Walter made no verbal reply, and so, hand in hand, they turned to leave
the moonlit woods, and there was a look on the face of Walter such as
you see on the faces of reverent worshippers who have found rest and
peace to their souls.
'Poor Liz!' he said under his breath, as he uplifted his eyes to the
clear sky, as if seeking to penetrate its mystery, and find whither that
wayward soul had fled.
Gladys laid her soft cheek against his arm, and silence fell upon them
again. But the heart of each was full to the uttermost, and they asked
no more.
It was, indeed, the world well lost for love.
* * * * *
On the morning of the ninth of October, this announcement appeared in
the marriage list of the _Glasgow Herald_, and was read and discussed at
many breakfast-tables:--
'At Bourhill, Ayrshire, on the 8th instant, Walter Hepburn to Gladys
Graham.'
It may be added that it was a source of profound wonder to many, and of
awful chagrin to a few. In the house of the Pollokshields' Fordyces the
announcement was discreetly tabooed, though George must have felt it
keenly, seeing Gladys had suffered so little over the unhappy
termination of their engagement that she could substitute another
bridegroom though retaining the same marriage-day.
On the fourteenth the young couple set sail for the land of the Southern
Cross, and were absent exactly twelve months, the reason for their
return being that they wished their first-born child to see the light
first in Bourhill. And they never left it again; for Walter made use of
the Colonial connection he had made to build up a new business in
Glasgow, which has prospered far above his expectation. So fortune has
blessed him in the end, and he can admit now that the bitterness of the
old days was not without its purpose.
The faithful Teen, no longer melancholy, reigns in a snug house of her
own, not a hundred miles from Mauchline, but retains her old adoration
for Bourhill and its bonnie, sweet mistress.
There are occasional comings and goings between the Bellairs Crescent
Fordyces and Bourhill, and the family are united in approving the
marriage of Gladys now, though they had their fling at it with the rest
of the folk when it was a nine days' wonder. But that is the way of the
world mostly, to go with the crowd, which jumps on a man when he is
down, and gives him a kindly pat or a cringing salute, as may seem most
advisable, when he is up.
But the wise man takes no account of such, pursuing his own path with
integrity and perseverance, cherishing the tried friends, and keeping
warm and close in his heart, like a dove in its nest, the love which,
through sunshine and storm, remains unchanged.
* * * * *
Transcriber's note: Printer's errors retained.
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