Title: The Hand
Author: Sohl, Gerald Allan, 1913-2002
Language: English
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                         Transcriber's Note:

    This etext was produced from Imagination Stories of Science and
    Fantasy January 1955. Extensive research did not uncover any evidence
    that the U.S. copyright on this publication was renewed.


                               THE HAND


                                  by

                              Jerry Sohl


     Alice knew that Dobie was a good dog, even if he did have an
     alarming habit of hunting down rabbits and gophers. But one
     day he brought her--

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Alice McNearby was washing breakfast dishes and looking out the
kitchen window at the November sky when she first spied Dobie. The way
he was sneaking up to the house she knew he had killed something.

She dried her hands on her apron and tried to put down the suspicion
that gnawed at the edge of her mind as she went to the door. During
the past month Dobie had killed a cat, a pheasant, two rabbits and a
field mouse and it seemed it would be only a question of time until he
got one of the chickens or even one of the suckling pigs. That would
be all Mac would need to throw one of his wild spells and he'd
probably take a gun to Dobie as he had threatened to do. To make it
worse, Dobie seemed to know how Mac felt and often growled at him. Mac
didn't growl back but the look in her husband's eyes was enough to
convince her Dobie's continued existence was in doubt.

It was a wonder to Alice that Mac hadn't done away with him already,
judging from the comfort she derived from the dog. Dobie never
fretted, never whined and seemed so appreciative of everything she did
for him. She had scolded him for his killing but found herself unable
to put her heart in it because he seemed to love it so. Instead, she
always managed to clear any bones away before Mac returned from town
or came up from the barn and she was thankful he seemed as yet unaware
of the brown dog's hunting nature.

Now it appeared she'd have to cover up for the dog once again and she
opened the door. Dobie was under a bush half way across the barn yard,
his kill still in his mouth. He was circling around, and she knew
he'd soon be on his stomach enjoying his feast.

[Illustration]

"Dobie!" she called in a low voice, hoping it would not carry to the
barn.

Dobie's ears came up. He looked her way.

"Dobie!... Come here, Dobie!"

The dog was undecided, looking at her, unmoving for a moment. Then his
tail started flicking, he lowered his head and came up to her.

Then she saw what he had in his mouth and her blood stopped and only a
great effort on the part of her heart started it going again.

It was a human hand, blood still oozing from the severed wrist.

"_Dobie!_"

The way she said it, the way she looked--something made the dog drop
the hand. It fell to the ground, limp, palm down.

Dobie, head hung, tail down, ventured forward, nuzzled her hand. But
Alice could not tear her eyes from the thing on the cold ground. She
had cared for Dobie like a baby ever since someone dropped him off
out in the country and she had adopted the name Dobie because a
passing child had called him that and it seemed like a good name ...
and she loved him.

But this, this hand. That was too much.

She looked around, saw a milk pail, put it open end down over the hand
and carried two large rocks from the garden border to put on top to
secure it. She didn't want it to be gone when she brought Mac back to
see it.

She heard her ring on the telephone--rather early for Mrs. Swearingen
or Mrs. Abbey wasn't it?--but ignored it. There was something else she
had to do and do quickly. For the first time in months she felt
thankful for Mac's presence. Surely he would know what to do. Though
it was cold, she was unmindful of the fact that she did not wear a
coat as she hurried to the barn; she was thinking instead that perhaps
she should have answered the phone in case it might have been someone
other than her women friends, possibly something in connection with
the severed hand. She shuddered as she remembered how it had looked.

Alice found Mac in the loft. He had a forkful of hay over the opening
when he saw her below. He stopped, narrowed his eyes before he slowly
brought the hay back to the loft floor and leaned on the pitchfork.

"Dobie's found something," she said and wished her voice hadn't
quavered so.

Mac spat a blob of tobacco on the floor above her. "He's a no-good
dog," he said. "Scares the pigs. Always sneakin' around. Ought to be
rid of him. Should have got 'round to it before this. What did he
find?"

"A hand." She swallowed ... and shivered.

"A what?"

"A hand. A human hand." She suddenly took pride in the fact that she
was telling him something he didn't know and that he was interested.
"I don't know where he got it."

Mac put down the fork and lowered his burly frame over the edge of the
opening and came down the ladder without a word. He followed her up to
the house and she was thankful Dobie was nowhere around. When he
kicked over the pail she was gratified to hear his sharp intake of
breath.

"By God!" he said, staring down at it. Then he flicked it over with
his boot. "By God!" he said again. Alice had never seen him so
agitated.

He turned to her, his eyes narrower than she had ever seen them. "You
take a good look at it?"

She nodded, looked down at the way the fingers were bent upward as if
the hand were holding an invisible ball. She heard Mac spit, looked at
him running his fingers along his stubbled jaw.

"It ain't human," he said. "Anybody with any sense could see that.
It's got six fingers."

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Just then the phone rang again. It seemed to come from a long way off
and Alice hadn't consciously noticed it until her husband said. "Ain't
you goin' to answer the phone?" And then she went to the door, dazed
and wondering. She turned before she went in.

"What are you going to do with it?" she asked.

"You just go in and gab with those women folks," he said. "I'll take
care of it."

"Shouldn't we call the sheriff?"

His eyes came up level with hers. "We ain't goin' to call nobody. I
don't want no trouble. And don't you go talkin' about it with _them_
either."

The phone was Mrs. Swearingen who told her that she had been trying to
get her for the last half hour ever since she heard about that ship
that crashed and wasn't it awful and that a person wasn't safe in his
bed asleep any more with these planes flying around and crashing--and
so far from an airport, too. Mrs. Swearingen was surprised that Alice
had noticed no smoke and didn't she know the wreck was closer to the
McNearby place than it was to the Swearingens?

"It's right south of your lower forty on the old Carnahan land, Alice.
I'd figure it at about a mile from your place. Lots of people down
there."

And then there was the call from Mrs. Abbey who told her she'd come
from the crash site and wasn't it a peculiar plane with those funny
windows and that once-broken-one somebody had patched up from the
inside.

"The sheriff won't let anybody go near it," Mrs. Abbey said. "He says
it's a space ship and the army ought to have a look at it first. But I
saw him trying to find where to get in. Except for that broken window
and that crumpled nose it don't look too bad off. Big clouds of smoke
were shooting out the tail when I first got there but it's not smoking
any more. Really, you ought to go down and see it, Alice."

Alice told her husband about it. He had gone back to the barn and she
didn't see the severed hand anywhere on the way there.

"So that's where it come from," he said. "Good thing it didn't land
on my place." He spat and wiped his mouth with the sleeve of his
overalls. It always bothered Alice when he did this because the stain
was so difficult to get out but she had long ceased trying to change
him. "If it'd landed here I'd of blown it up like a stump."

"Shouldn't we go down and see it?" Alice asked, knowing too late she
had phrased the question the wrong way.

"Curiosity killed the cat," he said, and there was the faintest
glimmer of a smile on his face but it was only fleeting. "Let
everybody else go down and I'll get my work done while they're
standin' around with their mouths hangin' open. I'm runnin' a farm and
I aim to run it right."

"I think I'll go down." She tried to make it have resolve but didn't
quite succeed.

He glared at her and spat again. "Then git," he said. He threw down a
large forkful of hay and she had to jump out of the way. She went
right after dinner.

She saw a silver cylinder that looked ever so much like pictures of
guided missiles she had seen in the newspapers except that this one
was bigger than any of them. Its nose was dug she could not tell how
far into the earth and some of the metal on the sides was battered and
bent and the tail was she guessed about a hundred and fifty feet in
the air. It was about twenty-five feet across.

There were clusters of people about and she recognized many of them
she hadn't seen for a long time and she was glad she had come because
it gave her a rare chance to visit; Mac seldom cared for just
visiting. She talked to the Blaines, the Purveses, to the Gordon
children whose parents had let them remain at the wreck site even
after they had gone home for chores, to the Barfords and Hocholters
and many others. They asked about Mac and she offered her usual
excuses for him.

While she was there she saw an army car driven up. She watched while
some men got out and went through the roped-off area and pounded and
scraped on the cylinder and then stood off looking at the tail of it,
scratching their heads.

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When she went home she was surprised to see how far the sun had moved
across the sky and hoped Mac wouldn't be upset by her prolonged
absence. She was gratified to see that he wasn't in the house. She
petted Dobie for a while before she went in to stir up the stove and
prepare supper.

During the meal Alice tried to tell her husband something of what she
had seen at the wreck site but if he paid any attention to her he
didn't reveal it. He had propped up a farm equipment catalogue against
the sugar bowl and studied the pages without saying a word. She
resigned herself to eating in silence with this great hulk of a man
before her and reflected that this night was no different from most of
the others. She wondered what it was that made him the way he was, so
intent on his farm to the exclusion of everything else, including
humanity. It was a fetish, an obsession that didn't pay off because
she couldn't see that they were better off than the Swearingens or the
Abbeys or any of the others in the neighborhood.

When he was through he simply got up, put on his overcoat and went
outside. In a few minutes she could hear the car start and knew it
would be another lonely evening. Mac would be home when he felt like
it, reeking of liquor but handling it well. She did not begrudge him
these absences because the man obviously needed something to take his
mind off his work. But she wished she had some comparable escape.

She had got out her writing board, had settled herself comfortably
with pen in hand in Mac's big chair and had even put the date on the
letter to her mother who lived in Canada when she heard Dobie's
excited bark.

She picked up a shawl on the way to the kitchen, turned on the big
light on the windmill and looked out the window. Dobie was in the
middle of the yard barking at something she couldn't see. She went
out.

"Dobie," she called. "What is it?"

The dog whined and moved about nervously, looking first at her and
then at the darkness between the big barn and the machine shed. As she
sought to pierce the blackness there, a shape moved out from between
the buildings and the sudden move caused her to step back. Dobie at
once set up loud and ferocious barking.

"Quiet, Dobie," she managed to say, laying a hand aside the dog's head
and viewing the figure before her. It was a man--at least a man
_shape_--with hands (she thanked God the creature had both its hands),
a head, neck, shoulders and legs. But the head was a lot larger than a
man's, there was no hair on it and the eyes were smaller, the nose
longer and the mouth a narrow slash across the face. The neck was
short, the shoulders thin and the legs and arms were spindling. She
saw that each hand had six fingers. Across the narrow shoulders had
been flung what looked like a carpet and from beneath this fell a
skirt that went to the knees, held to the body with a metal rope belt
just under his ribs. The shoes were enormous things for such pipestem
legs--until she saw they were soft and furry and that this gave them
their size. For a moment she almost laughed because he presented such
a grotesque figure, but she did not dare. The creature spoke.

"Good evening, Mrs. McNearby," it said in a not unpleasant, whistling
voice and Alice wondered how it could talk so well to her.

"I come from the crashed ship. You know of it, of course. You were
there this afternoon."

Alice was on the point of asking how he knew she had been at the wreck
site when he started in again.

"We have traced the severed hand of one of our crew to your place
here. We came down at considerable velocity when our ship went out of
control. We were lucky to escape with our lives. But one of us was
thrown from the ship with such force that his hand was cut off by an
obstruction on the ship. Your dog happened on the scene before we
could find the hand."

The chill of the November night air was beginning to penetrate her
shawl and Alice could feel a stirring of air on her legs. Dobie moved
restlessly at her side but she did not let go of his neck hair for
fear of what he might do.

"We need that hand, Mrs. McNearby. Without it the man who lost it will
be at a tragic disadvantage among us. That is why we were looking so
hard for it this morning after the crash. If we can return the hand to
him in time it can, through proper treatment, be made as good as new.
Would you be so good as to return it to me, now, please?"

The eyes, though tiny, seemed not unkind, and the alien stood silent.
She was moved by his pleas.

"Mac--that's my husband--has it," Alice said. "I saw Dobie here with
it and put it under a milk pail and when Mac saw it he said he'd take
care of it." She hoped she was making sense.

"Do you know where it is?"

"I don't know where Mac put it."

"Would you find it for me, please? I'll wait."

       *       *       *       *       *

Alice agreed and, wondering what Mac would say if he came home and
found the hand gone, started looking for it. But surely Mac would
understand about the hand, she thought. I'll explain to him the
urgency of it, that one of the aliens needs it to live and be useful.

She looked in the obvious places, in the storeroom just off the
kitchen, in the cellar, then in the house itself, in Mac's room and
through his things, and even in the attic, though she knew it couldn't
be there. She became frantic then, paced by the alien's necessity for
his hand, and did not bother to straighten things up after she looked.
It simply couldn't be in the house. But where else? She went out and
told the alien she could not find it but that she would look in the
barn.

In the end she could find it nowhere and when she told the alien he
seemed as disappointed as she.

"I have seen you searching," he said. "I want to thank you for your
trouble."

"I'm awfully sorry," she said. "I don't know where Mac could have hid
it. When he comes home I'll ask him."

"I'll wait for him," the alien said. "It's imperative we have the
hand. It is the only thing standing in the way of our leaving your
planet. Your husband will know where it is and return it to us."

"I'm sure he will," she said, hoping she was right but knowing how
stubborn Mac could be. Then she got to worrying about what would
happen if he would refuse and as she went back to the house with Dobie
at her side she was overcome with the shakes.

She did not get her composure back until she had drunk a cup of
steaming hot coffee. Then she looked at the clock, saw it was eleven
and that she had spent nearly two hours looking for the hand. She saw,
too, that the figure was still in the yard, standing there motionless,
like something carved out of stone.

Her husband drove in at mid-night and it seemed an eternity between
the time the engine stopped and he entered the house.

From the way he looked at her he was surprised to find her still in
the kitchen.

"You still up?" His face was flushed, his tongue thick.

"Mac," she said, not knowing how to begin. "Where is that hand?"

"You still worried about that?" He took off his coat and threw it on
the table.

"But Mac! They've come after it."

He looked at her dully. "Who's come after it?"

"The aliens--from the ship. There's one of them in the yard. Look out
the window."

He turned around and saw the stationary figure in the yard. He took a
deep breath. "So that's one of 'em, eh?" He laughed in a way that
chilled her, then went to the cupboard and reached for his shotgun on
the wall next to it.

Alice put her hand on his shoulders and he stopped before he touched
the gun.

"Listen, Mac. They need that hand. It belongs to one of their men and
they need it because they're going to put it back on and it will be as
good as new. Then they're going to leave."

He looked down at her with bloodshot, narrow eyes and she could see
where tobacco had run out of the corner of his mouth and the only
thing she could think of was what it would look like on the overalls
when she'd wash them.

"That thing out there," Mac said, "ain't got no business 'round here
scarin' the pigs and chickens. And I aim to get it."

"I wish you had told me where the hand is," Alice said, her eyes
scalded with tears. "I tried to find it. I looked everywhere. If I had
found it I would have given it to him and now they'd be gone."

He shoved her from him rudely. "Jest like a woman to do a thing like that.
And without even askin' me." He was breathing hard and he moved to the
window to look at the alien again. "You, out there. You want that hand,
eh?" He laughed again, then turned to her. "You looked for it. That's what
you said. Well, you jest looked in the wrong place. I hid it good." He
went over to his coat and withdrew a newspaper-wrapped package from one of
the pockets. He unfolded it on the table. It was the hand.

"Please take it out to him, Mac," Alice said. "He's waiting for it."

His face was sour and his lips a sneer. "Give it to him, hell," he
said. "Dobie brought it here, didn't he? I've a mind to let Dobie have
it."

"No, No!"

Mac put his hands on the table, stared down at the hand and shook his
head. "But Dobie don't deserve it."

He picked up the hand and a queasiness prevented Alice from looking
directly at it.

"It's a matter of time," she pleaded. "Please take it to them. They've
got to have it right away or they can't use it. She heard the clink of
one of the stove lids and watched in horror as Mac dropped the hand
through the hole into the fire beneath. She was suddenly sick. During
it all she could hear was Mac's laughter.

"Git on upstairs," he said a few minutes later. "Git on up to bed."

       *       *       *       *       *

Alice looked at him, knowing her face was pale and her eyes wet and
hating him for what he had done to her and what he had done to the
aliens. But she felt fear, too, because she had never seen him quite
like this.

"What are you going to do?"

He went over, took down a box of shells from the cupboard. "What d'you
suppose? I'm goin' to run that thing off my place."

"You can't do that!"

"You wait and see."

"But he's done nothing to you!"

"He's on my property, ain't he? Now you get on upstairs like I told
you. Git!"

Alice went up the stairs engulfed by a feeling of sorrow for the
aliens, particularly for the one that would never get his hand back,
and filled with fury for her husband.

From her bedroom window she could see the alien still standing in the
yard and she wondered what he would think of them for burning the hand
and for what Mac was about to do.

She stood there a long time before the alien moved. She heard the
downstairs door open and close and she knew Mac was outside and that
the two were approaching each other. The alien finally moved from her
field of vision.

Listening, she heard the alien's calm, whistling voice but she could
not make out what he said. She could only hear the raving of her
husband and this she did not want to hear.

When the shotgun blast came she jumped as if she herself had been hit
and once again she was flooded with compassion for the creature from
another world somewhere who had come in friendship and who had been
given something hateful in return.

She went to the window but she could see nothing. She did not dare go
downstairs again with Mac in the mood he was in. She sat in an
armchair at the window looking out into the barn lot illuminated by
the lone electric light high in the windmill. And eventually, she did
not know when, she fell asleep.

When she woke up the day was just dawning and with a rush she
remembered everything that had happened the night before and she found
she had slept through the night in the chair without removing her
clothes. When she stood up, her muscles screamed protestingly. She
looked out into the yard and saw that the light in the windmill was
still burning.

She went to Mac's bedroom, expecting to find him sprawled out across
his bed. But his bed had not been slept in. Downstairs she expected to
find him, head in hands, asleep at the kitchen table. But he was not
there and the shotgun was not in its place on the wall.

She found the gun on the doorstep. But Mac wasn't in sight. Dobie came
up to her and nuzzled her hands.

"Where is he Dobie?" she asked. "Where's Mac?"

Dobie turned and trotted before her, looking back at her as if to say,
"This is the way."

She found Mac behind the barn.

He was alive, but in a state of shock, moaning in pain and fear.

His right hand was missing. Severed neatly at the wrist.

THE END.

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