Title: Deirdre
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DEIRDRE



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 DEIRDRE

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 JAMES STEPHENS


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Table of Contents


  Book I
    Chapter I
    Chapter II
    Chapter III
    Chapter IV
    Chapter V
    Chapter VI
    Chapter VII
    Chapter VIII
    Chapter IX
    Chapter X
    Chapter XI
    Chapter XII
    Chapter XIII
    Chapter XIV
    Chapter XV
    Chapter XVI
    Chapter XVII
    Chapter XVIII
    Chapter XIX
    Chapter XX
    Chapter XXI
    Chapter XXII
    Chapter XXIII

  Book II
    Chapter I
    Chapter II
    Chapter III
    Chapter IV
    Chapter V
    Chapter VI
    Chapter VII
    Chapter VIII
    Chapter IX
    Chapter X
    Chapter XI
    Chapter XII
    Chapter XIII
    Chapter XIV
    Chapter XV
    Chapter XVI
    Chapter XVII
    Chapter XVIII

  By the Same Author



BOOK I



CHAPTER I


Once on a time Conachúr mac Nessa[1] was on a journey, and had to pass
the night at the house of Felimid mac Dall, his storyteller. He was
annoyed because his wife, Maeve, had not come with him, but Maeve had
the knack of annoying him more than any one else was able to; so that
when he thought of her his mind went intriguing and adventuring, for he
was always trying to get the better of her, and was seldom without the
feeling that she was getting or had just got the best of him.

For this reason he was irritable and could not look at any one with
benevolence except Fergus mac Roy. But he could not look otherwise than
benevolently on Fergus.

Meantime, night was at hand, and one must sleep, and it is vexatious
to sleep alone.

He clapped his hands, and said to the attendant who appeared:

“Is Felimid mac Dall married?”

“He is, master.”

“Give my compliments to Felimid,” said Conachúr, “and tell him that his
wife is to sleep with me to-night.”

The attendant vanished and the king was left alone. That is, he was
left to his thoughts, for when he was among those he was where other
men might not care to follow him. In fact, the large room wherein
he sat was almost uncomfortably filled with men: but they kept
respectfully apart, playing chess, and speaking in low voices to one
another.

The attendant returned.

“A Rí Uasal!” said he humbly.

“Well?” said Conachúr.

“The master of the house regrets that his wife cannot sleep with you
to-night.”

“Here is something new,” said the king sternly.

“His wife is at this moment in childbed,” murmured the discreet
servant.

“These women are always troublesome,” said the king with jovial
anger. “She troubles me by withdrawing herself from my comfort, and
she troubles my poor Felimid by giving him a child he could well do
without.”

He looked moodily on his gentlemen. There was Cathfa,[2] the famous
poet, and Conall his grandson, to be known later as Cearnach (the
victorious), but already notable; bitter-tongued Bricriu, who was
famous or infamous according to one’s judgement; Uisneac, who had
married one of Cathfa’s three daughters, and for whose little son
Naoise the queens of Ireland would weep so long as Ireland had a
memory; and there was Fergus mac Roy.

Conachúr’s eye travelled loweringly from one to the other of these men
until it rested on Fergus, and on him it rested lovingly, benevolently.

He looked loweringly on the others because they did not stand in any
particular relation to him at the moment. He looked lovingly and mildly
on Fergus because he hated Fergus and had wronged him so bitterly that
he must wrong him yet more in justification. His wife and Fergus mac
Roy were often in his thoughts, so he looked very lovingly on them and
speculated a great deal about their future.

But this night the young king was seriously out of humour, not only
because of his wife’s absence, but because of many things that had
happened. Three comets in succession had flashed across the sky as they
drove to the Story-teller’s house. His leading chariot-horse had trod
in a rabbit-hole and its leg was cracked at the fetlock; and one of his
attendants had been taken with mortal vomitings, and it did not seem
that he would finish until he had emptied his body of his soul.

Conachúr called to his father:

“You are a poet, and should be able to tell us the meaning of these
various omens.”

“It is not hard to tell,” said the calm magician.

“Then tell it,” quoth the king testily.

As he spoke a thin wail came from somewhere in the building, and the
men present turned an ear to that little sound, and then a questioning
or humorous eye on each other.

“You hear,” said the poet. “A child has just been born in this house.
She will bring evil to Ireland, and she will work destruction in Ulster
as a ferret works destruction in a rabbit’s burrow.”

Cathfa then returned to his chess, leaving the company staring.

“You have the gift of comfortable prophecy,” said the king.

“Put an end to the prophecy by putting an end to the child,” Bricriu
advised, “and then let us see how the gods manage their affairs.”

“Bricriu, my soul,” said the king, “you like troubling the waters, but
to-night you seem to be afflicted with sense. Bring the creature to me.”

They carried the little morsel to him and she was laid across his knees.

“So you are to destroy my kingdom and bring evil to mighty Ireland?”

The babe reached with a tiny claw and gripped one finger of the king.

“See,” he laughed, “she places herself under my protection,” and he
moved his finger to and fro, but the child held fast to it.

“Ulster is under your protection,” growled Bricriu.

The king, who did not like other men’s advice, looked at him.

“It is not soldierly, nor the act of a prince to evade fate,” said he
who was to be known afterwards as the wide-eyed, majestic monarch.
“Therefore, all that can happen will happen, and we shall bear all that
is to be borne.”

Then he gave the child back to its trembling nurse.

Cathfa looked up from the chess-board.

“She is to be called the ‘Troubler,’” said he.

And from that day “Deirdre” was her name.

[1] Conachúr = pron. Kun-a-hoor; mac = pron. mock.

[2] Cathfa = pron. Kaffa.



CHAPTER II


When Echaid Yellow-Heel was King of Ulster, he had a daughter called
Assa. She was educated apart from her father’s residence by twelve
tutors, and none of these had ever trained a pupil who was so docile,
so teachable, or so affectionate. She loved knowledge, and so she loved
learned men and would be always in their company.

One day she went on a visit to her father’s court, and when she
returned to her lessons she found that her twelve tutors had been
murdered, and there was nothing to tell who had killed them.

From that moment her nature changed. She put on the dress of a
female warrior, gathered a company about her, and went marauding and
plundering in every direction. She was no longer called Assa (the
Gentle), but Nessa, or the Ungentle, was her name thenceforth.

Cathfa, the son of Ross, was then a young, powerful, and ambitious man,
learning magic, or practising what he had learned, and it was he had
slain the tutors, but Nessa did not know this. It may be that Cathfa
had visited the tutors during her absence, and, for young magicians do
not love argument, he may have killed them after a dispute.

Once, on one of her marauding expeditions, she went questing in a
wilderness. At a distance there was a spring of clear water, and,
while her people were preparing food, Nessa went to this spring to
bathe. She was in the water when Cathfa passed, for he also was in that
wilderness, and when he saw the girl’s body he loved her, for she was
young and lovely. He approached, and placed himself between the girl
and her dress and weapons, and he held a sword over her head.

“Spare me,” she pleaded.

“If you will be my wife I will spare you,” said Cathfa.

She agreed to that, for no other course was open to her, and they
rejoined her party.

They were married, and Nessa’s father gave them a bride-gift of land,
called afterwards Rath Cathfa, in the country of the Picts in Crí Ross.
In time a son was born to those two, namely, Conachúr mac Nessa, for it
was by his mother’s name he was known, and it was for him that Cathfa
made the poem beginning:

    Welcome to the stranger that has come here.

There are some who say, however, that Fachtna the Mighty had been the
leman of Nessa, and that it was he was the father of Conachúr instead
of Cathfa. If so, as Fachtna was the son of Maga, who was daughter of
Anger mac an Og of the Brugh, then Conachúr had the blood of a god
in his veins as well as the blood of a mortal, and much of his great
success and of his terrible failure can be accounted for; for the gods
are unlucky in love, so, too, the son of a wise mother is unlucky in
love, as is also the man who is fortunate in war.

After some time Nessa left her husband, taking her son with her. It may
be that she had discovered he was the murderer of her tutors. It may
have been that she did not love him; it may even be that she did not
like being wife to a magician, or he may have grown tired of her. But
she never returned to him again.

But when Conachúr was a youth Nessa was still the most beautiful woman
of Ulster. The then King of Ulster, Fachtna the Mighty, died, and his
young half-brother, Fergus, the son of Roy, wife of Ross the Red, son
of Rury, came to the throne. Fergus was then eighteen years of age and
Conachúr was sixteen, and, like Conachúr, Fergus also was known by his
mother’s name instead of his father’s.

Nessa came to the Ulster court with her son, and while there Fergus
fell madly in love with her, and she could in no way avoid the
importunities of that monstrous youth, for Fergus was gigantic in bulk
and stature.

“I shall marry you on one condition,” said Nessa.

“I agree to it beforehand,” said Fergus.

“You know the great love I bear my son, Conachúr?”

“I also love him,” said Fergus.

“His descent is kingly,” she said, “and I desire that he should be a
king if it were only for a year. If you resign the crown to him during
our first year of marriage I will marry you.”

“I will do that,” said Fergus.

That was done, and for a year Fergus and Nessa lived happily together.

But Nessa was not entirely absorbed in love. She was still thinking of
her son. During that year she arranged a marriage for Conachúr with
Clothru, the daughter of the High King of Ireland, and she spent a vast
treasure in working among the nobles and important people of Ulster, so
that they became of her son’s party as against the party of her husband.

Indeed, her young husband had no party, for he was the least suspicious
man living in the world, and, except in matters of honour or war, he
would make no plans and take no trouble. Nor was Conachúr idle during
his year of kingship. His ability was marvellous, and his energy as
wonderful. Feuds that seemed to be endless were settled by him. Foreign
affairs that threatened or hung offered him no trouble. But it was from
the Judgement Seat that his fame spread most quickly.

“A fool,” said the proverb, “can give judgement, but who will give us
justice?” No question was so tangled but that swift mind could pierce
it; no matter was too ponderous to be weighed by him, or too light to
escape his attention. He knew all, he attended to all; everything he
touched was bettered, and men said that until that year Ulster had
never known prosperity, or peace, or justice, but only the imitation of
these. Conachúr was every man’s friend, and in a short time every man
was his.

Fergus returned to a court that had forgotten him, or that was so
blinded by the new prodigy that they saw nothing when they looked
elsewhere. It was held that Fergus had actually resigned the kingship,
or that he had given it as a dowry to his wife; and, although the young
lord may have been dismayed, the representation of the nobles, and, in
particular, the wit and cajolery of his wife, arranged that matter, so
that he made no effort to regain his kingdom, and in a short time he
was the most devoted admirer of Conachúr in the realm.

It is possible that Nessa left him then, or that she died, but we do
not hear of her again.

Conachúr’s married life may have been happy, but it was short. At the
end of about eight months Clothru returned to Connacht on a visit to
the High King, her father. We do not know what happened, but a dispute
arose between Clothru and her youngest sister, Maeve.[3] Maeve struck
a blow that killed Clothru, and Conachúr’s first child was born in its
mother’s death agonies.

When this news came to Ulster Conachúr set out to demand reparation
or vengeance, but when he beheld Maeve his ideas underwent a horrible
change. He had never seen anything like this queenly creature. He had
not imagined that there could be in the world a girl so wonderful
as she, for she was brave and able and of a marvellous loveliness.
Conachúr’s hard mind would not flinch when once his lusts were aroused.
His vengeance and his desire made common cause. He married Maeve
against her wish, and without her consent, and he bore her back with
him to Ulster, a queen, a captive, and, notwithstanding her crime, a
deeply wronged woman.

Fergus mac Roy and Maeve, these were his victims, and from them there
was to arise a story which would seem to the king as unending as time
itself. Those two, and Deirdre!

[3] It was this Maeve, anciently spelled “Madb,” who became afterwards
“Mab” the Queen of the Fairies of Spenser and Shakespeare.



CHAPTER III


Deirdre grew up in a place apart at Emania. She saw no people of any
kind, except Lavarcham, the king’s “conversation-woman,” and her women
servants; for always about the castle where she lived there was a guard
of the oldest and ugliest swordsmen that were in Ulster. Their duty
was to let nobody pass in or out of the castle grounds; for it was the
king’s intention to outwit fate as he had outwitted all else that had
moved in his path.

Thus she grew in gentleness and peace, hearing no voice less sweet
than the voice of the birds that sang in the sunshine, or the friendly
calling of the wind she played with; seeing nothing more uncomely than
the gracious outline of far hills, the many-coloured sky that fled and
was never gone, the creatures that lived unmolested in the trees about
the castle, and the wild deer that grew tame in nearby brakes. All that
she knew was friendly to her and naught was rough. All that she drew
nigh to stood for her approach. Naught fled from her, and she did not
flee from anything.

Watching her, as she stood or sat or went, the wise Lavarcham used to
lose her senses, for all that was beautiful was here gathered into one
form, as in one true ray of the sun is all that is lovely of the sun.
The running wind, and the wild creatures of the wood; the folk from the
Shí, the Bochanachs and Bananocks, and the aerial beings that are not
seen, might have stayed to look at Deirdre, but had they stayed they
could not have gone again, for they would have become eyes only, and
they would have perished in beauty, gazing on it.

Lavarcham was a wise woman. She could not have occupied and continued
to hold her position in Conachúr’s household had she not been wise. She
was known as the king’s “conversation-woman,” and she could indicate
an unpleasant truth as delicately as a poet can express the dimple
in a lady’s chin. But her real occupation, masked by the courteous
word, was that of household spy. She went to and fro in the vast
palaces at Emania, and nothing passed there, whether among the nobles
or the servants, that she was not privy to, or which the king was not
thereafter acquainted with. She could adapt herself to any situation
and to every society; and if her chatter with the kitchen-maids was
jovial and in key, her conversation with a young princess or an old
bard was not less balanced and elucidatory.

She had many things to teach a young girl, and she withheld no
knowledge that could benefit the little one whom her heart had soon
adopted as its own babe. The virtues as well as the arts were part
of her experience, so that Deirdre grew in the love of chastity, of
industry, and of joyfulness.

In this way and in these teachings the years went by, unnoticed as
years. Day followed night, and night came after day in a timeless
succession, each adding its unnoticeable little to her stature, its
unseen tender curve to her limbs, its imperceptible deposit of memory
to her mind.

But among the arts of which the tireless Lavarcham spoke there was one
she taught and retaught to Deirdre, and that art was Conachúr.

Although she had never seen the king, yet the young girl knew him as
a mother knows her baby. She could have recited his babyhood, his
adolescence, and now his maturity. She knew, as only Lavarcham did,
why he did such a certain thing, and by what progressions this stated
consummation, marvelled at by others, had been arrived at. It was of
infinite interest to Deirdre, but its inevitable effect was to stamp
the unseen king with a seal of time, so that, although Lavarcham
insisted he was only thirty-five years of age, the young girl’s mind
regarded him as one who could have been father and grandfather to a
hill.

She reported to Conachúr at proper intervals as to her ward, and he,
if he had wished, might have checked the passing years by his memory
of the stories Lavarcham told him of Deirdre learning to walk, and
walking; of Deirdre learning to talk, and talking: her teeth were
counted to him as she cut them, and when she bruised her knee slipping
down a bank, or when she wept for the cold fledgling she found on the
path, or when she refused to weep in a thunderstorm, he was acquainted
with the facts, and nodded at them gravely as they were told.

She had been a round thing, all surprise and fluff, like a young duck:
she became a lank anatomy, all leg and hair and stare, like a young
colt: then she became a wild thing, all spring and peep and run, like
a young fawn; and now she was what Lavarcham continued to report and
dilate on.

But the king could not believe one half of the tale that Lavarcham
told, for it seemed to him that such beauty as she reported was not
credible, and he knew that women speak foolishly when they talk of
beauty. He was, moreover, well satisfied with the queen who was with
him then, Maeve, the lovely daughter of the High King.



CHAPTER IV


It happened at last that Maeve came to the decision which for a long
time had been forming in her mind. She decided that she would not
remain with the King of Ulster any longer, and, having so decided and
faced all its implications, she was not long in finding an opportunity
to get away from him. It is not right to say that she “found” an
opportunity, for she was of those who create chance, and who do at all
times everything that is in their minds.

There were many reasons why she might have been discontented as the
wife of Conachúr. The similarity of their characters, their equally
imperious temperaments, their equally untiring and almost identical
habits of mind, rendered each an object of suspicion and endless
cogitation to the other. They could not rest together or apart, for
each knew what, in certain circumstances, he or she would do, and
unerringly credited the other with the performance of these surmised
deeds. Thus leisure, which might have been profitably spent by either,
was wasted by both in courteous ambuscades and counter or parallel
schemes, so that the private habit of one was a perpetual cancelling of
the private desires of the other, and a state of exasperation existed
between them which, as it could not come to the surface and be faced or
downfaced, ended by being a very poison to life.

In settling out these terms it is more proper to refer them to Maeve
than to the king, for in the large conduct of his affairs he could
escape from his household and forget in the Council Hall or the
Judgement Seat that which his wife was given only the greater leisure
to remember in her Sunny Chamber or among her servants and sycophants.

But matrimony had been poisoned for them at the very fountain, and a
dear, detestable memory for Maeve was that her husband had outraged
her before he married her, and that he had taken her then and
thereafter in her own despite.

If it had been a question of morality she might have forgiven Conachúr
almost before forgiveness could be prayed for, but it was not a moral
violence she raged against. She was a lady to whom nothing in the
world was so dear and instant as she was herself, and that any man
should lay an uninvited hand upon her outraged her sense of propriety
as no general idea could have done. But she was as courageous as she
was beautiful and as unblushing as either. The world might have heard
her statement of the virtues she demanded in a husband, and if the
world was alarmed the young queen permitted it to be as it pleased, on
condition that it did not interfere with her, nor question her wish.

“My husband,” she said, “must be free from cowardice, and free from
avarice, and free from jealousy; for I am brave in battles and combats,
and it would be a discredit to my husband if I were braver than he. I
am generous and a great giver of gifts, and it would be a disgrace to
my husband if he were less generous than I am. And,” she continued,
“it would not suit me at all if he were jealous, for I have never
denied myself the man I took a fancy to, and I never shall whatever
husband I have now or may have hereafter.”

It is possible that her husband did not fulfil these conditions as
completely as Maeve desired. Of his courage there could be no doubt.
He had proved that on many an opponent, and although there were better
soldiers there were few who breasted danger with such gay violence. As
to his generosity, that might be questioned by one so whole-hearted as
Maeve, for although he would give often and largely there might be more
of calculation than of spontaneity in the gift. But it is in the third
of her stipulations that Conachúr would probably be found wanting; for,
given his temperament, his furious passions, his habit of command, and
his endless cleverness, he should have been a very madman for jealousy.
All clever men are jealous: it is one of the forms of egoism.

He must have tracked the discontented lady with the persistence of a
bloodhound and all the casual anonymity of a husband. He would have
been always just there in the place where she least desired to see him;
and it is possible that gentlemen on whom her eyes rested approvingly
would disappear before her eyes had adequately rested on them. It may
have seemed to Maeve that some one like Conachúr was standing at every
corner in Emain Macha,[4] and that at the few corners where he was not
his conversation-woman was, or some other withered crone was there
blaring hideously on her yellow tusk and making a noise that would
annoy a young woman, but which might absolutely terrify a young man.

She reviewed the situation and all the subsidiary situations. She
thought of what her father, the High King, would say, and knew how
he should be answered and by what arts he might be made an ally. She
thought of what her two sisters would urge, but she thought of them
negligently, considering that they would be more anxious to avoid than
to meet her. And she thought of her third sister, about whom she need
speculate no more; and Maeve’s hand that struck the blow had been as
steady as was her mind that contemplated its memory. Conachúr had come
to demand vengeance and had exacted marriage. That was his vengeance,
and she thought of the cold-minded, furious-blooded king in every
alternation from astonishment to rage, and in every mood except that of
fear, for she was not afraid of him, or of anything that lived.

[4] Emain Macha = pronounced Evan Maha.



CHAPTER V


Her immediate intention was to get away from Ulster and so to order
her conduct in the meantime that the king, who suspected everything
and foresaw all, would have no suspicion of this: therefore, if she
cogitated her plans she kept them in her own mind. She would have no
confidant until the action was decided and the hour for it had struck.

And in this matter she had much to think of. But she patiently resolved
these complexities, so that each went at last into its place in her
plan, and she had the leisure to review and revise it until she could
be certain that nothing was forgotten and that a perfect piece of
machinery had been created. The machine was not visible, but it would
appear as at a wave of her hand, and it would begin to move at the hour
of its birth. It was not by chance that this lady was called by a
masculine name,[5] for she had patience and tenacity and a clear, cool
head.

Had it been merely a question of getting comfortably away there would
have been nothing in the prospect to exercise the queen. She would
have mounted her chariot, and, whether her husband was looking or not
looking, she would have driven wherever she wished to go: she would
have driven over him if he had stood in her way, and through his army
if that had been unavoidable. The difficulty was that she did not
intend to leave with Conachúr the possessions she had brought to Ulster
and those that she had since acquired, for the High King had endowed
his daughter in a manner befitting his condition and the rank she was
to occupy; and, as a wife’s possessions were secured to her by the law
of the land, she did not intend to leave Conachúr richer than he had a
right to be.

It was the transport of this vast baggage which exercised the queen.

She owned flocks of sheep, herds of cattle, droves of horses and pigs.
These naturally had multiplied during her residence at Emain. She
had vessels of gold and silver, of findriny and bronze. She had rings
and bracelets; shoulder torques as big as plates, and breast brooches
that were twice as big. She had pleasure chariots and war chariots;
she had rich fabrics of linen embroidered with gold and silver thread;
many-coloured, silken shawls with deep fringes of gold or with tassels
and bobberies of silver. She had head-dresses of every material and
metal. Bronze spears, each with an hundred loose rings of gold that
clashed musically up and down the handle, and on each of the rings
there chimed a little silver bell. She had shields and breastplates of
solid silver and gold, and they were set out with patterns of dainty
gems. There were quilts of silk and fur, cushions that delighted the
head or the eye that rested on them. She had bird-cages of ivory and
crystal. Beds that had been chipped out of monster blocks of amethyst.
Cups of carved ivory, each with a different gem set inside at the
bottom so that it twinkled at you while you drank. Chess-boards of
precious metals, and each man on the board had occupied the cunning
artificer a long year of his age to fashion it. She had her own
machinery for brewing and baking. What had she not got? Her dresses
alone would pack a house and burst out through the roof and tumble down
the glass of her Sunny Chamber like an untimely sunset for colour, and
like a billow of the sea for exuberance.

She did not intend that as much as one thread of her threads should
remain behind her in Emain Macha.

“No other queen shall waggle her toes in my draperies, nor enjoy what
is proper for my enjoyment alone,” thought Maeve.

Conachúr was preparing to go on a visit to Cairbre Niafar, King of
Leinster, for he thought an alliance could be formed from which good
might possibly come to Ulster. The neighbouring kingdom of Connacht had
grown strong and stronger, and he knew that the people of that kingdom
would be glad to think that Leinster and he remained at arm’s-length.

He would travel in state, and such a journey had to be organized
carefully. Houses for rest and entertainment on the way must be
arranged for. Heralds and messengers sent days in advance and
dispositions made so that their reports might be received on his
journey. Several thousand men would be in his company, and the shelter,
feeding, and entertainment of these had to be thought of. So for a
little time he was busy. But he was not too busy to remark anything
that might chance to be remarkable.

       *       *       *       *       *

Lavarcham sat with him in his retired room at the centre of the
Royal Branch. From this room the great circular mass of his palace
radiated in all directions to its ten-acre circumference, and in this
deep-placed, well-secured centre the king sat, as a spider might sit in
the middle of his gigantic web. The room he occupied was sufficiently
large. The ceiling was an intricate medley and very encrustation of
carved wood, and pushing out of that chaotic centre came a great
shoulder and a grotesque head which held in its mouth a bronze chain
with a crystal ball swinging from it, and that ball was so round and
pure it seemed to be one great drop of clear water. Sometimes Cathfa
came here, and would read matters in the crystal to the king. The walls
of the room were panelled in polished red oak, and between each oaken
panel was a panel of ruddy bronze, with a silver rail above it, and a
golden bird was perched at the end of each rail; so that the light from
the torches gleamed gently again from the walls and multiplied itself
in faint winks and reflections about the room. There was one large
chair there, and a small stool.

Lavarcham was seated on the stool. She was permitted to rest in her
master’s presence, for she usually had much to say to him and he always
found her interesting.

“Good my soul,” said the king. “I am glad that you are a woman.”

“I am not badly contented about that myself,” she smiled.

“For,” he continued, “if you had been a man I should have been afraid
of you.”

“How so, master?”

“Because you could have taken my kingdom whenever you wanted it.”

“Indeed, master, I would not accept a kingdom if I got one as a
present. There is too much responsibility and there is too much to do.”

“It is no lie,” he conceded.

“I like,” she continued, “to do my work, and then I like to forget my
work; but if I had the bad luck to be a king, or a queen, I should
never again know what a rest meant, as you, my dear master, do not know
what it is to rest yourself.”

“Still,” said the king smilingly, “the queen does get an occasional
rest.”

“A king wants rest but cannot get it; a queen, however, may not feel
the need to rest, and may not wish for it.”

“How do you intend that, my friend?”

“I mean that a woman gives herself up more than a man does, and when
she so gives herself to love or power or hate she gives all that she
has, where a man may keep back something.”

“But the queen, Lavarcham, as you have spoken of her, what do you think
of her?”

“How would I dare to think about the queen, master?”

“Do you like her?” he insisted.

“She is very lovely.”

“I perceive that you do not love the queen,” said he; and then, after a
moment, but severely--“Do you love me, Lavarcham?”

“I do love you indeed,” she answered gravely.

“But,” he insisted, “do you love anybody else as well as me?”

“I love nobody else except my babe.”

“Ah, that fabulous babe! Is she still getting new teeth, or what is it
she is getting now?”

“She is getting to be a beautiful young girl, master.”

“Ah, yes, you told me that.”

“She is thirteen years of age.”

“But tell me now, my heart, why did you draw the talk a moment ago to
queens and their hate and restlessness?”

“Indeed, master, I did not draw the talk round in that way.”

“Perhaps,” he mused, “the queen has not treated you courteously.”

“You are wrong indeed,” she said happily, “for this whole week past the
queen has been most kind to me.”

“Ah!”

“And to-day she called me ‘her Dear Branch, Lavarcham,’ and spoke with
me for an hour.”

“Ah!” said Conachúr. “Have you been among her women?”

“I have, master.”

“And her men?”

“They too.”

“What have you found?”

“Nothing, master. Not a word, not a wink, not a stare, not a
hesitation, not an eagerness, not a question; I found nothing.”

“And in the queen what did you notice?”

“Affection for me, master.”

“I wish I were not going away,” said the king. He stood from his chair
and strode weightily in the room.

“I too wish it,” his companion agreed.

He halted and regarded her gravely.

“Be very friendly with the queen,” he counselled.

But Lavarcham smiled pityingly at him.

“Why should I waste my time?” said she.

He nodded at that also, and became deeply and unhappily thoughtful.

[5] The word Maeve or Mab seems to mean “Intoxication.”



CHAPTER VI


Maeve had her own bodyguard of soldiers, close on one thousand men,
who had come with her from Connacht, and from whom she refused to
be parted. She was herself their captain, and each man of them was
devoted to her. They were mostly her own countrymen, and she drilled
and exercised and was good to them with untiring patience and skill.
She was the mother of the force, but a wag called her the wife of the
regiment. These thousand men were in Conachúr’s mind as he arranged
his visit to Leinster. He had often thought he must disband this force
and replace it by his own men, or that he must win its allegiance and
destroy it, so he also had been especially kind to the strange soldiers.

Now, on the eve of his journey, he thought it would be a good thing to
bring them with him to Leinster; thus, as he explained to Maeve, giving
them entertainment and exercise, while at the same time doing honour
to his queen and her native province. But the proposition raised such
a dreadful ire in the queen, she trod the chamber in such dudgeon and
was so free in her speech, that Conachúr hastily and good-humouredly
withdrew the suggestion; and bade her bear the soldiers’ discontent
when they learned who stood between them and one of the pleasantest
marches that a soldier could have.

Indeed, an argument with Maeve was not to be lightly undertaken. It
was likely to last a long time, in the first place; and in the second,
she had so precipitate a manner of speech and so copious a command of
words that the listener’s mind quickly began to feel as if it were in
a whirlpool, his head would fly round and round, and he must run away
lest his brains burst out from his ears and he die giddily.

No one but Conachúr could hearken to Maeve’s speech on such occasions,
and he only did it when he particularly wanted to. For, at times, that
which would drive another man mad had a strangely soothing effect on
him, and he could sit under that shrill tornado as peacefully as a
daisy sits in the sunshine. At times, as one forces a restive horse
much farther than it desires to go, he would impel into the brief
tail-end of her sentence a philosophic and peaceful interjection which
acted on her as the spur on the horse, so that he would drive her
beyond the very bounds of utterance, and she would at last, from sheer
tongue-weariness, topple from the peaks of speech into a silence so
profound that nothing, it seemed, could ever draw her thence again; and
then Conachúr would talk to her soothingly, reasonably, unforgivably,
and it was Maeve would run.

But this time Conachúr fled: he was in no mood and had not the time for
argument; he knew she would not yield, and he was so angry and hurried
that he could not be the patient, humorous, and watchful comrade he had
intended to be.

When he spoke of this matter to Lavarcham he did not speak with good
humour, but he did not empty his mind even to the conversation-woman.
It was not necessary.

“When I return from Leinster ...!” said he.

But the wise woman nodded only a half-hearted agreement, for she
thought that, although it might only take two days to bury a thousand
men, it would take a long time to bury those who would march to avenge
them.

The rage and agitation into which his suggestion had thrown the queen
was so great that she fell ill, and could not accompany her husband to
Leinster. So that, as on a previous occasion, he had to travel without
her, the understanding being that she would take the road after him,
and, travelling more lightly, could perhaps catch on his company before
they reached Naas, the court and capital of the King of Leinster.

With his force, but unknown to it, there went a youth--a long-striding,
active, bull-like young man with a freckled face and red hair, and
than whom there was no more jovial person in all Ireland, for if a
man was striking at him with a spear he could make that man laugh
so much that he would not be able to hit straight. His name was mac
Roth. He was Maeve’s personal servant, her herald. But just as the
word “conversation-woman” cloaked another occupation for Lavarcham, so
the word “herald” hid the same usefulness in mac Roth. He was Maeve’s
personal spy, but he also was her herald, and in after days, because of
his knowledge, address, and courage, he was to be the chief herald of
all Ireland.

He accompanied Conachúr’s force, but he was not with it. He was a mile
in advance, or a perch behind, or he was to the right of it just at a
small distance, or he was looking from a hill on the left as the gay
cavalcade and silver-shining chariots went by in the valley.

He accompanied them in that manner unseen for two days, and then,
murmuring a blessing on them and on their encampment, he left them in
the night, taking from them the loan of an unwatched horse, and he rode
back by short cuts to Emain.

When he reached the palace he was able to report that the king had gone
so far he could not easily turn back; and at that news Maeve’s illness
departed from her as suddenly as it had come.

In the morning she called for twenty of the chief men of her bodyguard
and gave them careful, separate instruction. Then she informed the
domestics that her quarters must be thoroughly cleaned while the king
was away, and that everything she owned must be put out on the sunny
lawn for airing and counting.

The palace chamberlain came in great haste, but that suave man was
soothed by Maeve and sent away with his dignity unhurt, but his mind
exercised. He communicated his news to Lavarcham, who had retired to
the company of her “babe” outside Emania. Within the hour Lavarcham
despatched a flying messenger to Conachúr, but just outside the city
mac Roth, who was waiting for him in a hedge, buzzed a spear through
that man’s back as he went thundering past. But in the night Lavarcham,
who left little to chance, sent other messengers, so that if some
miscarried others would not.

But Maeve’s plan was at work, the men she had chosen for a particular
part were acting in that part, and inside of ten hours her company
was deployed behind her baggage, her march to Connacht had begun, and
Conachúr was a bachelor again.



CHAPTER VII


It was as well that the king was in Leinster at the time of Maeve’s
flight. Had he been nearer home he would have been obliged to
do something, and, in such a situation, to do anything is to be
ridiculous. He knew Maeve too well to imagine that she would return for
a threat, yet he made the threats which seemed politic, for that was a
matter of course.

But the messengers who bore these rigorous intimations to her father
bore others to Maeve, and in these the son of Ness was humble as no one
could imagine possible, and as his counsellors might not have deemed
advisable.

There was no arrangement which she might have suggested that he would
not have agreed to, but the difference between them was too radical to
be spanned by arrangements.

Maeve was proud; she was vain to boot, and could not consent to be
second to any one. Living with Conachúr she had to be second, whatever
he or she might desire. Indeed, living with him anywhere she would have
to take second place, for the first place came to him so naturally,
with such ease and finality, it could not be questioned or revoked, or
contrived in any way.

More, and worse, she detested him for he had always dared her and
succeeded. She, it is true, had dared him, and on this occasion had
succeeded. But she could not live with him and dare him competently,
which is just what he could do with her. Even if he abdicated the
throne to her he would keep the sceptre, and she could no more take it
from him than she could have abstracted the speed from the lightning.
If she came back to Emania she would come back dead, or, should it
happen that she did come back alive, the king would at last have to
kill her or she would kill the king. Conachúr knew it, and at last
renounced his vain embassies and hopes.

If we should wonder why he sent them, or why he should hope, the answer
lay in his character. That clever, energetic man could not exist with a
tame mate. A mere bodily satisfaction he, sated in such satisfactions,
would have exhausted in a week, and thereafter he would be without a
refreshment which is as much of the mind as of the body, and which, to
one of his temperament, has always most of the mind even when it seems
fleshy to beastliness. She satisfied cravings of his nature which he
himself but dimly understood; and if, with her, the mistress was more
apparent than the wife, therein lies the desire and doom of a clever
man.

For he was diabolically clever, and, so, not wise, and, so, not great.
Only the great escape slavery, and he was the slave to his ego and
would be whipped. A great man would not, because he could not, take
mean advantages. But the manner in which Conachúr ousted Fergus from
his throne will command the admiration of his peers only, and obtain
from them the justification which success requires. And yet he could
retain the love of his victim, the trust of his people. He was so
near to greatness; there were such sterling qualities running with
the egotism; he could be so mild in difficulties, so clear-sighted in
counsel; he could be so staunch a friend; he could forgive with such
royal liberality; he could spend himself so endlessly for his realm.
Cúchulain did not think of him as a bad man, nor did Fergus; and as to
the latter, he loved and honoured Conachúr above the men of Ireland.
Was that a defect or a merit in Fergus? Was he too great or too simple?
But it was not for clever tricks he admired Conachúr, nor was it for
tricks that his people referred to him as the “wide-eyed, majestic
king.”

However he bore the flight in public, he mourned for and craved for
Maeve in private, and the illness which comes to a baulked will fell on
him, corroding his mind and his temper, so that even Lavarcham left him
as much alone as her duties permitted.

Again and again by an effort of the will he would arouse from that sour
brooding to throw himself into work and into the grave joviality which
had once been his note; but, as instantly, he would relapse visibly
to any eye, and might stare so sardonically and uncomprehendingly on
a suppliant that the latter would be glad to go away with his tale
unlistened to.

Matters were thus when a new plan began to brood in Lavarcham’s mind,
so that when she looked on her babe again it began to seem that she
looked on a queen, for she intended to marry Deirdre to Conachúr.

All Ulster wished the king to marry again, for a celibate prince is a
scandal to the people.

It was the constant effort of those responsible in the State to marry
off a young prince almost as soon as he came to the age of puberty.
For such youngsters are great rovers, with appetites as gluttonous as
dogs, and so care-free that they are surprised and indignant if others
question the action which they do not themselves weigh. It is certainly
a hardship and a tyranny if a neighbour should constrain a neighbour’s
wife to his own domestic uses, but it is only a hardship because the
affair occurs between equals, among whom friendly observances are due,
and between whom equal respect is grounded. Among equals anything that
implies inequality is a punishable wrong: but there is no hardship
when the superior takes what he carelessly desires. It is community of
interests which makes equals, and the disturbance of this which makes
enemies; but there is no community of interests between the prince and
the subject, and no man is aggrieved by an action which can only affect
his honour by increasing it. Nevertheless, so illogical is the mind of
man, and so uncompromising is the sense of property, that men could
be found who would interrupt with a spear the careless pleasure of a
prince; and there were some, blacksmiths mostly and cobblers, who would
take a cudgel to the king’s majesty itself and beat it out of a warm
bed.

So, when Lavarcham thought that she might conduct her ward between the
lax arms of her sovereign, she but harboured an idea which every male
person in the realm who had a wife, a sister, or a daughter, hoped for
with fervour.

Nor did the idea occur only to her.

Within a month of Maeve’s disappearance more young ladies began to
appear in Emania than had been noticed there previously, so that
Conachúr, had he been in a condition to observe such things, might have
noticed that Ulster had begun to blossom like the rose.

But plottings such as these were of small use in the case of a man like
Conachúr, and it is likely that the first person to know what should
be done and what was expected from the head of the State was the king
himself. His duty as a king would point him the way: the necessity to
repair what had been damaged would claim his mind; and the desire to
forget by replacing would be even more insistent; for if a hair of the
dog that bit you is the specific against drunkenness, it is a medicine
against love also, and is, alas! the only one we know of.

Therefore the king did for a while take a fevered interest in the
ladies of his court, but he found, so jaundiced was his eye, that they
were neither worth looking at nor worth talking to, and he did not
grudge their companionship to any man.

       *       *       *       *       *

To Lavarcham, at last, he opened his mind.

“I must marry, Lavarcham, my soul.”

“There is plenty of time for that, master,” said the wily woman.

“While I have no wife,” Conachúr replied, “the people will talk of the
wife I had, and the only way to stop that is to give them something
else to talk of.”

“It is true, indeed,” said Lavarcham.

“I foresee,” he continued, “that I shall be compelled to marry some one
I do not care for.”

“In that case, master, you will be saved the trouble of choosing, for
you may take the first that comes.”

“They seem to resemble one another like peas in a pod. Are women all
alike, my friend?”

“They are much of a pattern, master.”

“And yet----” said the king, brooding deeply on one that had fled.

“Our little ward,” Lavarcham continued thoughtfully, “is rather
unusual.”

“What age is she now?” said the dull king.

“Sixteen years and a few months.”

“So much. We must think of marrying her to some friend. Perhaps one of
our kinsmen of Scotland. I must be reminded again of it.”

“Come and see her, master, and then you will be able to decide how she
should be disposed of.”

“I shall go to see her some day.”



CHAPTER VIII


Deirdre’s education in the art of the king continued, but it proceeded
now somewhat obliquely to its former trend.

What woman in Lavarcham’s place could avoid treating her master’s later
affairs without something of sentimentality creeping into the terms?
And what young girl could regard Maeve otherwise than as a heroine for
having dared so shocking a scandal, and such a round of perils? As
Lavarcham detailed Maeve, Deirdre interpreted her, and at the close of
the statement the judgement of each was so different, so opposed, that
a third person might have marvelled at the tricks the understanding can
play; for what was black to the one was not only white to the other,
but it was crimson and purple and gold; and what was treachery to
Lavarcham gleamed on Deirdre like a candid sunrise.

We assimilate knowledge less through our intellects than through our
temperaments; and a young person can by no effort look through the
eyes of an older. There are other ways by which a mutual perception
can be so deflected that the same thing is not similarly viewed, and
so Lavarcham’s appreciation of Maeve’s conduct would differ from
Conachúr’s, as his would be unlike Cathfa’s or Bricriu’s or Fergus mac
Roy’s, and as these would be obscure to one another. The element of
self-interest in each would act as a prism, and each would understand
as much of the tale as he desired to understand, but no more, and would
forgive or condemn on these arrested findings.

To Lavarcham Maeve’s flight was treachery and deserved punishment; but
it was not, in her thought, a misfortune for which even Conachúr need
weep. She had thoroughly disliked Maeve, for though she could impose on
every one she could not impress that imperious lady, and she had never
dared tell one half of Maeve’s doings lest the violent queen should
suspect, and loose a slash that would cut her in two halves in the very
presence of the king.

The departure of Maeve meant also the departure of mac Roth, and to be
free from that jovial, crafty eye was so great a relief that Lavarcham
could have wept in thankfulness; for to be a spy is a simple thing,
an occupation like any other, but to be spied upon when one is a spy
is a monstrous inversion of what is proper, and might easily give one
palpitations of the heart.

Mac Roth had her frightened, and could have cowed her any time he
wished. In her own craft he was her master, for, after all, she was
only a household spy, but he was a--spy. She could glean from the
kitchen or the Sunny Chamber everything that was there; but she must
have walls about her and work behind those; while mac Roth did not mind
whether he was in a room or in a forest; he would spy in a beehive; he
would spy on the horned end of the moon; he would spy in the middle of
the sea, and would know which wave it was that drowned him, and which
was the wave that urged it on.

Lavarcham was not only glad that Maeve was gone, she was jubilant;
and, moreover, it gave her an opportunity that she could scarcely have
hoped for to advance her babe in life without parting from her, and to
strengthen all her own grips on fortune.

Hitherto, when she had spoken of Conachúr to Deirdre she spoke of the
king’s majesty, but now, insensibly, she began to talk of a great man
bowed under misfortune and a proper subject for female pity. But she
could not wipe out the king’s majesty with that sponge nor alter one
lineament of the portrait she had taken ten years to limn.

The king persisted for Deirdre, stern and aloof and almost incredibly
ancient, looming out from and overshadowing her infancy like a fairy
tale; and was he not contemporary with Lavarcham, herself old enough to
be remembered but not thought of? Deirdre was interested in the king as
she was interested in the people of the Shí,[6] without expectation,
and with a little fear.

But to her reasonings and objections Lavarcham had one answer:

“My soul and dear treasure, you cannot speak about men, for you have
not seen any.”

And at last one day Deirdre replied:

“Indeed, mother, I have seen them, these men you tell me of.”

Lavarcham stared at her.

“And,” the gleeful child continued, “I have spoken to them.”

Her foster-mother became smoother than silk, and soft as the lap of
kindness.

“Tell me about that, my one love, and tell me how men seem to you now
that you have seen them.”

“It is not hard to tell,” replied Deirdre; “men are as ugly as donkeys,
and,” she continued, “they are just as nice.”

“As ugly and as nice as donkeys!” Lavarcham quoted in a daze.

“Yes, mother, and I love them because they are so nice and ugly and
good.”

“But what men are you talking of, my star?”

“I am talking of the men outside the walls.”

“The guards?”

“Of course.”

“And when did you see them?”

Deirdre laughed.

“Why, I have seen them ever since I was that height,” and she poised
her hand two feet above the ground.

Lavarcham laughed at her and waggled a reproving finger.

“You have not seen them very often, all the same.”

“I have indeed,” the girl replied triumphantly. “I have seen them every
day of my life for the last ten years.”

“And you spoke to them?”

“Of course I did. I know every one of them as well as I know you.”

“You do not, Deirdre!”

“I do so: I know their names, and who they are married to, and how many
children they have. O, I know everything about them.”

“Sly little fairy of the hills,” cried her perplexed guardian, “you are
poking fun at Lavarcham.”

“I surely am not,” Deirdre replied positively.

“Well, tell me about these men that are ugly and nice like donkeys.”

“Very well,” cried Deirdre, “I shall prove to you that I know them.

“You must know,” she narrated, “that each of these men is always at
the same place outside the wall, but some of them are on guard during
the daytime and others are on guard during the night. Every second
week they change this order and the ones that have been on duty in
the night take up day duty, and the day men replace them; and so they
change and change about, year in and year out, under the charge of
two captains and eight ancients. There are an hundred of these men
altogether; twenty-five of them march from point to point all around
the walls during the day, but in the night seventy-five men march to
and from smaller points. In the day also, one captain and two ancients
march around and overlook the twenty-five guards, but a captain and six
ancients march about the men who are on duty at night.”

“Ah-ha,” cried Lavarcham, “you have been told all this by the women
servants.”

“They only tell me tales of the men of Dana and of the Shí, and of how
their children were born, and of the proper way to cure pimples.”

“Well, tell me more,” sighed Lavarcham, “until I see what it is that
you do know.”

“The captain of the troop is named Daol, but the men call him Fat-face.
He has fourteen children and is unhappily married, for he has told me
many times that if he had a better wife he would be a better man. One
day when his wife was baking him a cake she baked a spell into it, so
that, although he had never felt ache or pain before, he was racked all
that day with torments; and ever since, when the moon changes and the
wind goes round, he gets pains in his bones, and he beats his wife when
he gets home on the head of it.”

“You are certainly acquainted with this Fat-face.”

“I love him. He wears a great leathern belt with a sword hung from it,
and, when he orders the men, he thrusts his two hands down through the
belt, stretches his legs very wide apart, and roars at them--but how
he roars! ‘Troop!’ he roars: ‘turn by the right hand: trot’; and all
the dear old men trot with their heads down very thoughtfully, until
he roars at them to stop trotting, and then they all sneeze, and talk
about their feet.

“Sometimes he lets me drill the men.”

“He should not,” said Lavarcham.

“He had to,” the girl replied, “for I threw stones at him from the top
of the wall until he agreed to let me do it. But that was a long time
ago.”

“He should have reported all this.”

“Do you mean he should have told on me,” cried Deirdre indignantly.
“Indeed I should like to see Fat-face daring to tell anything about me.
Why, the men would beat him if he told. I would get down off the wall
and beat him myself.”

[6] The Shí = Fairyland.



CHAPTER IX


This conversation greatly exercised Lavarcham, and she cast about
for some means whereby she might restrain her ward. It was waste of
time, as she quickly saw, for who that has been charged with a young
person aged sixteen has not been forced at last to renounce all real
guardianship?

At that age the time has passed for prohibitions, and the time has not
yet come when advice can be listened to except in the form of flattery.
The young body is eager for experience, and will be satisfied with
nothing less actual, so the older person must grant freedom of movement
or be run to death by that untiring energy. For a while the youngster
will drink deeply, secretly, of her own will, and will then disengage
for herself that which is serious and enduring from that which is
merely pleasant and unprofitable. For all people who are not mentally
lacking are sober-minded by instinct, and when the eager limbs have had
their way the being looks inwardly, pining to exercise the mind and to
equip itself for true existence.

At fourteen years of age Deirdre was not the untameable little savage
she had been at twelve, and at the age of sixteen she had begun to long
for some one to whom she might submit her will and from whom she could
receive the guidance and wisdom and refreshment which she divined to be
in herself, but which she could not reach.

Her fury of activity would be broken by equal periods of languor,
wherein she would sit as in a daze, staring at the sky and not seeing
it, or looking at the grass with a vague wonder as to what this was
upon which her eyes were resting. Wild creatures or tame would trot or
amble before her, but she was only conscious of a movement without a
form. A bird might light and flirt and hop and fly, and her forsaken
mind would touch those facts without gaining information from them,
and would lose itself behind the movement vaguely, blindly, dizzily,
until the bird mixed into the sky and the sky rounded and receded and
disappeared, leaving her eyes nothing to rest on and her errant mind
without any support.

She would look on her arms, as they hung helplessly in the grass, and
wonder that they were so unoccupied, and wonder that they were so
empty. And an oppression came to her heart, gentle enough, but without
end, as though something stirred there that could not stir, as though
something sought to weep and could not weep; so that she must weep for
it, and grieve for it, and be of a tenderness to that unknown beyond
all the tenderness that she had sensed about her. And these idle tears
would arouse, or assuage her, so that she wondered why she wept, and
she would leap from such nonsense and speed away like one distraught
with excess of life and energy.

She would become affectionate then. She mothered the cow and its lanky
calf; the peeping rabbit and her popping brood. The shaggy mare and her
dear, shy foaleen, an arm about each neck, listened to a conversation
they loved and seemed to understand. When she tried to leave them they
trotted behind with gentle, persistent feet and eyes of such pleading
that she must run passionately back, crying that she would come again,
that she would surely come back to them on the morrow. There was not a
nest she did not know of, and the young grey mother, snuggling among
the leaves, would look gravely out at the grey eye that peeped within,
and would hearken to a cooing so delicious, so burthened with love,
that her broody hour would pass uncounted, and she would forget her
mate abroad, and the wide airs of the tree-tops.

At night the moon could woo her so passionately she must forsake
her bed and go tiptoe among dark corridors until she came into the
presence. What wild counsel did she receive from the glowing queen! Or
was it the unmoving quietude that whispered without words; intimations
of--what? Shy touches at the heart, so that she, who feared nothing,
would look about her, startled as a young roe, who senses something on
the wind, and flies without more query.

How lovely to her was that suspense and fear, when her every nerve
thrilled to a life more poignant than she had surmised; when something
that did not happen was perpetually occurring; when, as it were in a
moment, she might be told--what secrets! or be cautioned of something
imminent and advised!

She lost herself in the moon, wooing it, wooed by it, until she seemed
to move in the moon, and the moon to move in her; a sole whiteness,
a sole chillness, one equal potency--For what? for that, for it, for
something, for nothing, for everything. She submitted her destiny
to the delicate sweet lady of the sky, and one night, beckoned to,
drawn at, surrounded, a small moon shining in the moon, she went on
and on, passing the grass to the turf; leaving the turf for the stony
places; from there to the wall, and over the wall also; so lightly, so
imperceptibly, so moonily, the drowsy guard did not see; or if he saw
’twas but a moonbeam that rose and fell, that fluttered and faded, that
lapsed over a piece of hollow ground and glimmered away on the slope,
merging in the silver flood and the shades of ebony, and gone while he
rubbed his eyes.

So she marched towards destiny.

She went among the darkness of trees, and farther, where the wood grew
thin, into a dappled dancing of jet and silver; and, beyond, to where
young voices called and called and called.

Such fresh young voices she had never heard before, used as she was to
the dry, clipped utterance of Lavarcham, the toothless mumble of the
servants, the rusty bawling of Fat-face as of an obstinate door that
told of aches and reluctances, and the wheezing and grunting of his
stiff companions. She stayed listening to those voices, young as her
own, and as sweet; rattling like the waters that tumble and ride in the
river; chattering like a nestful of young birds in spring; soaring up
and falling down with an infinite eagerness and joy; until it seemed
that a lark’s song and the flight of a swallow had come together and
fused into one streaming of sound.

Standing behind a vast black tree her astonished heart released itself
in tears, and she wept for her cloistered youth, and for all that she
did not know she had missed.

Then boldly she trod forward and sat herself resolutely at the
camp-fire of the sons of Uisneac.



CHAPTER X


They received her with the scant show of surprise which youth, so proud
of appearances, so jealous of its own dignity, extends to the unknown,
and, after the brief word of welcome, and swift surmising glance,
the conversation which she had interrupted renewed itself, perhaps
a shade more boisterously because they had been surprised, a little
more hardily because they knew one was listening who was not of their
company and might be critical.

Soon, in their own despite, something ceremonious crept on them,
overpowering their boisterousness and making each self-conscious,
until, by the inevitable degrees, silence hovered and threatened about
the fire, and for moments nothing moved but the eye that flickered and
wandered into woodland vistas, where delicate dark trees stood rimmed
in silver, and everything on the ground crept and fled as the boughs
swayed and the moon spilled through them.

But the silence only endured long enough for the look to become frank
and the mutual examination a judgement. Then the eldest of the three
boys seized the conversation to himself and upheld it, for he saw that
their guest was so afflicted with shyness that she could not move hand
or foot, and could not have replied if one had addressed her.

He spoke for occupation also, because, having looked at her, he feared
or was too shy to look again; feared, too, that the others might
observe his embarrassment; and, being one to whom action was a first
habit, he did what he could do when he found that there was something
which he could not do.

He did it well.

Listening to him Deirdre knew what was the mid surge of the stream
she had listened to, the top singing of the song she had heard. This
was the lark sustained at the top of flight, and the others the mazy
pattern of the swallows’ wings. Listening she could collect herself;
and, in a while, daring to hear, she dared to see, and then she heard
no more; for when the eye is filled the ear is no more attended, and
all that may be of beauty is there englobed, radiant, sufficient,
excessive.

How should I paint Naoise[7] as Deirdre saw him, or show Deirdre as
she appeared to the son of Uisneac? For than Deirdre there was no girl
so beautiful unless it might be Emer the daughter of Forgall, soon to
be wooed by Cúchulinn; and Naoise himself could not be bettered by
any among the men of his land unless it was by the “small, dark man,
comeliest of the men of Eirè,” Cúchulinn himself.

When we endeavour to tell of these things words cannot stand the trial.
It may be done by music, or by allusion, as the poets have always
done, saying that this girl is like the moon, or like the Sky-Woman
of the Dawn, when they would indicate a beauty beyond what we know;
and that she is like a rose when they would tell of a gentle and proud
sweetness; that her wrist is crisp and delicate like the delicate foam
that mantles on a sunny tide; that the wise bee nestled in her bosom,
finding more of delight there than the hive gives; that she walks as a
cloud, or as a queen-woman of the sky, seen only in vision, so that all
other sights are but half seen thereafter and are scarcely remembered.

In these grave ways we may approach perfection, indicating distantly
that which cannot be unveiled in speech; or we may tell of the
abasement which comes on the heart when beauty is seen; the sadness
which is sharper than every other sadness; the despair that overshadows
us when the abashed will concedes that though it would overbear
everything it cannot master this, and that here we renounce all claim;
for beauty is beyond the beast, and like all else of quality it can
only be apprehended by its equal and enjoyed where it gives itself.

Still, they were young, and with young people impressions that come
quickly go as fast. They have so much in common; their interest in
the present is so quick; their faith in the future so fearless; their
memory of tenderness is so recent, and their experience of treachery
so small, that friendship comes easier to them than enmity does, and
trust grows where suspicion withers; so in a little time they were
again at ease, and when the food they had been preparing was eaten they
knew one another and were friends.

Naoise was then almost nineteen years of age, his brother Ainnle,
seventeen, and Ardan more than fourteen, while Deirdre herself was
almost a full sixteen years.

If she had listened before as it were to the chattering of a brook or
the outburst of a flight of birds, she now listened to a talk that was
like a mill-race for exuberance, and the cawing of a colony of rooks
for abundance; and yet, when she remembered it afterwards, she could
not remember much, or she recollected that they laughed more than they
spoke. For the talk consisted more of questions than anything else,
and the answer to each query was in nearly all cases an outbreak of
laughter and another question.

Do you remember the day Cúchulinn came playing hurley into Emain?

And the way he took the troop under his protection?

And the night he went out a boy and came back a hound?

Jokes, hinted at, that had been played on foster-fathers; grisly jokes
of the first combat of a comrade who had left his head where his feet
should be; questions that hinted at outrageous parties in the night,
when the boys chased a wild boar and their fathers and foster-fathers
hunted them; of punishments that had been evaded as a fox dodges a
dog, and behold, when safety had been found, there was the punishment
awaiting them.

They were young, but they had killed; and they rocked with glee as
they told by what marvellous strategy they had got in the lucky blow,
and how the champion had gone down never to rise again, and they had
trotted home squealing and squawking with joy, with a head surveying
the world from the top of a spear, and it grinning down on them as
joyously as they chattered up at it.

Names that Deirdre was unfamiliar with, and some that she knew from
the servants’ talk, flew from mouth to mouth. Conall the Victorious,
Bricriu the Prank-player, Laerí called the Triumphant, Fergus mac Roy,
these youngsters spoke of as familiarly as she might have told of the
birds in her garden, and criticized them with all the unsparing freedom
of youth.

They did not consider that these great men were in any way superior to
themselves: the contrary was certainly in their minds. It was evident
that Ardan and Ainnle thought their brother Naoise could whip any other
champion rather easily: but Naoise was modest and would say nothing for
or against this theory.

Deirdre was as convinced as the boys were that Naoise could beat any
combination of champions that might have the ill-luck to move against
him. She knew it from his complexion, from his curling hair. Oh! she
knew it from a variety of proofs, and she was inclined to be angry when
he argued with the younger boys that Cúchulinn[8] was the greatest man
alive. But on that subject the agreement was so unanimous, so hearty,
that she might doubt but could not question it.

“What I should like,” said Ainnle, “would be to see a fight and a
combat between our Cúchulinn and Fergus mac Roy.”

“That would be a fight indeed,” said Naoise, “but we shall never see
it. They love each other.”

“It would be a queer thing,” said Ainnle, “if a boy were to fight with
his own foster-father.”

“I heard that a boy once did, and killed him too,” said Ardan.

“Who did? Who did?”

“I forget his name.”

“Because you never heard it.”

“Our young Ardan makes things up in his head,” said Naoise, in a
fatherly voice, while Ardan hid his blushes by attending to the fire.

“Do you think,” Ainnle inquired, “that Cúchulinn could beat Fergus if
they fought?”

Naoise regarded that query judicially.

“I don’t know indeed,” he replied.

“I think Cúchulinn could beat anybody,” Ardan broke in.

Naoise continued, without regard to his youngest brother:

“It was Fergus that taught Cúchulinn all his battle feats, and Fergus
knows everything that the Cú knows, but it may easily be that our Cúcuc
does not know all the things that Fergus knows.”

“Fergus,” cried Ainnle indignantly, “would not keep a thing back, for
he wants Cúchulinn to be the best champion in Eirè.”

“I think that is true,” replied the very judicial Naoise, “but there
are some things a fighter knows and can’t teach even if he wants to.
They are not tricks, they are what Conachúr calls ways, and Fergus has
‘ways’ in combat, as if he had been born in a fight and could go to
sleep in it if he wanted to.”

“Do you remember,” cried Ainnle, “the champion that stopped to scratch
himself while he was fighting?”

“Ho, ho,” laughed Ardan.

“And the other champion chipped his hind end off while he was bending,”
gurgled Ainnle.

“Wasn’t that man a great fool?” said Ardan solemnly.

“No,” laughed Naoise, “it was just that he thought he had time to do
it. I saw that combat. It must have been that a wasp or hornet slid
into his leg band. He gave a jump and a quick bend to get at his leg,
but the other man jumped after him; then he gave another great jump and
another bend, and he got a little trip at the same time--that is how
the other champion slashed him; but everybody was laughing so much that
his life was spared, so he kept his head if he lost his tail.”

“Ho, ho, ho!” roared Ardan.

And it was his laughter that made Deirdre part with a squeal of glee
which so astonished her that she leaped to her feet and fled among the
trees, and so home.

She had not spoken to the boys beyond the word of blessing and greeting
which could not be omitted. Ardan and Ainnle considered that it was
quite right a girl should be silent in the presence of champions, but
Naoise thought it was a pity she did not speak, for he was inclined to
fancy that her voice would be pleasant to listen to.

[7] Naoise = pron. neesh-eh.

[8] Cúchulinn = pron. Ku-hullin.



CHAPTER XI


If it rested only with the boys the girls might go unmarried, for boys
have urgent interests and have little of the leisure for dream which
girls enjoy.

They feel, moreover, at a loss in that art wherein a girl seems
instinctively wise; for as a young bee will undertake untaught the
curious angles and subtle perfections of his home, so a girl will
adventure herself in love without misgiving and without teaching.

The secret of the bee and of the girl is that they give their whole
minds to their idea; and this powerful concentration, wherein the
being comes to a oneness of desire, moves to its ends as unerringly as
a bird wings to the sole hedge he aims for among all the hedges of a
country-side.

So, although Naoise did think again of their visitor, his thought of
her was but one among many, for he had grave businesses in hand, and,
except when he slept, his leisure for dreaming was limited.

He had long since left the Boy Troop at Emania. He had performed the
feats by which an apprentice rises to be a master, and a full two years
had passed since Conachúr, in the presence of a solemn concourse, had
received him into the Red Branch, and bestowed on him the armour which
he had won, and the shield which he would honourably guard.

He was a gentleman by birth, but he was now a soldier also, and must
lift his hand for those who besought protection or against those who
derided it. He would move habitually where death urged about him at no
greater distance than the length of a spear, and he would look upon
death as being so instant a part of life, that he must woo the one as
earnestly as he loved the other.

His thought of Deirdre was also complicated by the knowledge that she
was his master’s ward, and his personal loyalty to Conachúr was such
that he would not dwell even in imagination on that which belonged to
the king.

Stories of Deirdre had long ago come abroad. The fact of her lonely
keeping lent a romantic charm to gossip, and all that was said about
her was stressed by the singular condition of her birth and upbringing.
The old servants hinted and blinked and nodded, indicating thus a
beauty for which there was no parallel; and the ancient guards, partly
in brag, partly in truth, lent an aid to the spread of the Deirdre
rumour.

These things, however, were to be talked about, but they were not to
be further looked into, for she belonged to the king, and curiosity
itself went lightly in the presence of that notable fact. Therefore, so
far as a young man could, Naoise put Deirdre out of his mind, or only
remembered her as a delicious apparition, and he warned his brothers
that they must on no account mention her escapade.

But if this was the case with the boy it was not so with the girl.
For good or ill her imagination had been captured, and through it her
senses had awakened. Her fancies had now a home to fly to, and while
the unrest proper to her years grew as stealthily as her limbs, it was
no longer unnoted. She had a direction and she leaned there as ardently
and unconsciously as a flower turns to the sun.

Now she became a creature of another reverie; no longer staring vaguely
into space, but looking there, and seeing what even the wise Lavarcham
could not surmise.

This powerful brooding of desire is a magical act, and the object of it
does not remain entirely unaffected; for, even if no coherent message
is despatched, the unrest is shared in however diffused a form, and it
may be that in sleep Naoise was no longer the master of his dreams.

But the real scope of an action is with the actor, and Deirdre,
brooding on Naoise, was Deirdre brooding on herself, and taking
conscious control and direction of her own growth and culture.
Lavarcham noticed the difference; for when she spoke to the girl she
was replied to by the woman, and she sensed in her ward something
intractable, obedient still, and yet as removed from her cognizance,
and so from her control, as she was herself from the cognizance of any
person about her.



CHAPTER XII


Therefore, when she next spoke to the king her mind was stirred by
uneasiness, and she had all that feeling of haste and work to be done
which comes to us when we seem void of direction and are yet spurred on
to an intuitive urgency.

“Lavarcham, my soul,” said Conachúr, “you always get your way, for you
insist and insist, and at last whatever you wish must be done or there
is no peace in the household or the kingdom.”

“In good truth,” said Lavarcham, “I do not recognize my fault this
time.”

“We forget by repetition,” cried the king, “and you have so dinned our
ears these ages past about your babe that I must consent to see her or
perish from your importunities.”

“That I am glad of,” replied Lavarcham, “for she is growing and needs
other guidance than I can give. You should find her a husband,” said
the crafty woman.

“That must be done,” the king murmured.

He was silent for a few minutes, for the thought of marriage reminded
him of his own adventures in that condition, and when he spoke it was
with an elaborate carelessness.

“Have you heard any news of the High King?”

“I have heard, but it is only a rumour, that his daughter, the queen
Maeve, has been married again, and that the High King has bestowed on
her the kingdom of Connacht.”

“A number of our young men,” said he, with a hard smile, “have for long
enough disliked that kingdom and its people: it may become difficult to
keep them from crossing the border.”

“One of their men,” said Lavarcham, “crosses the Black Pig’s Dyke often
enough.”

“And, woe on it,” said Conachúr, with a cheerful laugh, “he gets back
again. We must strengthen the Connacht marches, or that man will make
our fortifications the laughter of all Ireland. It is Cet mac Magach
you speak of.”

“Conall Cearnach’s uncle indeed,” Lavarcham replied.

“But Conall crosses their borders too,” said the king. “My memory is
weakening,” he continued; “what is it that Conall boasts of?”

“He boasts that he never goes to sleep without the head of another
Connachtman lying in the crook of his knees.”

“Some day he may forget to remember that Cet mac Magach is his uncle,
and if he brings that head home we shall give it an honourable welcome.
But about your babe, I shall go and look at her to-morrow. All your
over-statements will crowd on your mind to-morrow, my poor friend, and
you will be very unhappy.”

“Indeed,” Lavarcham admitted, “we look with a loving eye on the person
we love, and so may see less or more than is visible to other people.”

“In love,” Conachúr replied, “we see only what we love to see, and as
that is unreal we should not look lovingly on anything, and so we may
get sight of what is really visible.”

“It is true, master,” said Lavarcham humbly.

“It is with such an eye that I shall look on your babe to-morrow.”

“Alas! my poor Deirdre,” said Lavarcham.

“The Troubler has not given much trouble yet,” laughed Conachúr.



CHAPTER XIII


Lavarcham went home.

The sense of urgency and unmeditated haste which for some time had been
in her mind was greater than ever, as though she were being pressed
to an action, thoroughly comprehended indeed, but for which she had
no plan and no explanation. There was something to be done; she knew
what it was but could not state it: and there was also something which
prevented its accomplishment; and she was similarly aware and unaware
of what this latter obstruction was.

This sense of being controlled without being consulted, of being given
a key without being told what door it opens, is common to all people
who plan and are not sufficiently disengaged to observe that they
are being overridden by their own contrivance; for there is a point
up to which we control desire, but at the stage where other people’s
interests intersect ours those alien desires and our own meet: they
cease to be many and become one thing, and we are ridden in community
by the jinn we liberated. But we know with a profound, unconscious
certitude all that is happening, and are enlisted for those intuitive
purposes beyond the control of interest or prudence or reason. Habit
alone remains to guide us in these trackless ways, and it was her habit
of verbal reticence which calmed Lavarcham.

Her first impulse had been to tell Deirdre with a rush that the king
was coming to see her on the next day. Her second impulse was cautious.
If I tell this, she thought, the child will not sleep all night, and
she will be heavy-eyed and dull before the king.

Therefore she did not mention the matter to Deirdre.

But she was no longer the calm lady whom the world knew. She would sit
down and stand up, and go wandering from room to room, and return from
these ramblings, to begin them all over again. She sat by Deirdre’s
side and took her hand, peering long and earnestly into the face she
loved: dwelling on the set of her eyes, the line of her cheek, the
poise of her lips and her chin: watching how her teeth shone and
disappeared as she spoke, what her tongue looked like as it became
visible for a short red flash: looking now at her ears and now at her
hair; or standing well away to take her in as a girl, as a completion,
with all details merged and the human unit standing full formed at the
eye.

She cogitated what dress Deirdre should wear on the morrow: what
ornaments for her neck and hair; and then she thought, in a fever of
inspiration, that she would take no thought of these: that the girl
should be dressed even more plainly than usual: that there should be no
ornaments upon her of any kind: that there should be nothing to look at
but the girl herself with her hair for a crown, and her eyes for all
other attraction: the light eagerness of her limbs should be their own
witness: the colour of her cheek should be sufficient wonder for any
eye.

And again she thought that men do not understand these things at a
glance; that they are used to looking for that which they have already
seen; and that they spend time, not so much in appreciating that which
is present, as in trying to account for the absence of that which they
had expected to see. And she remembered again that it was Conachúr
himself who was coming, with a mind which would ponder exactly what was
presented to it, and an eye that would regard no more than could be
seen.

She determined, in terror, that she would not prepare Deirdre in any
way for the visit, and that until she was called into the presence the
child should know nothing even of an impending visitor.

She arranged that this should happen, and at the accustomed hour the
torches were quenched and the folk of the household betook themselves
to their beds.



CHAPTER XIV


But at the hour she considered suitable Deirdre rose again from her bed.

She could not rest there, although she lay with the endless patience of
a cat, staring hour after hour into the gloom and seeing in it more of
radiance than the sun could show.

She was living at last.

The sense that all the morrows were provided for, and that all the
minutes of all the morrows were calculated and ordained, dropped from
her for ever, for she had become at last an identity instead of a
puppet to be pulled here and ordered there, and to do only what was
willed by other people; for first the imagination awakes, and then the
senses, and lastly the will, when the urge of life is focussed.

Thinking of these other people, of Lavarcham and the grisly servants,
of the ramshackle, sneezing guards, all ringing her about from
freedom, a sense of rage came into her soul, so that at moments she
was no longer a girl but a wild cat, and she could have scratched and
screeched and died in one senseless outrage.

Her mind, too, was overflowing with that same sense of urgency, as
though something clamoured to be done immediately and at a pace faster
than limbs could manage. What was it she wanted? She did not know, but
she knew definitely that she wanted it with a whole uncontrollable
mental greed that made of her a person she did not recognize and could
not battle with.

But with all that tumult of mind she was patient with the marvellous
patience of youth, for no grown person has one tithe of the patience of
a child, who, from the hour he is born until the day when he snatches
liberty from reluctant elders, leads a life that is one unending lesson
in attending. They can wait, for they know that the future is theirs
and will come to them over whatever obstruction. And she could wait.

When Lavarcham trod softly in her chamber she pretended to be asleep,
and amused herself staring behind closed lids at the red light which
the torch carried even through that darkness. She thought her guardian
would never go away, and lifting one scrap of an eyelash she saw
Lavarcham brooding upon her with such a fixity of attention, with so
profound a scrutiny, as surprised her. So curious and prolonged was
this examination that she almost opened her eyes to demand a reason
for this scrutiny from the face of ivory and jet that was bending over
hers. But she did not do so, for young people can bear starings and
examinations which would madden them later in life, and are able to
consider that affairs which actually circle upon them are yet not their
business.

Lavarcham sighed deeply, and as in a passion of what?--fear, hope,
doubt--and then the light began to recede, and went farther away, and
disappeared.

Deirdre knew every motion that Lavarcham made at night. Now she did
this, next she would do that, afterwards she would do such another
thing: an unvarying sequence of small details which she had watched or
listened to since the first hour that she was able to watch or listen.
So that when she came from her bed she left it with the certainty that
she might do so, and that all the habitual details had culminated in
the habitual sleep into which Lavarcham placed herself even when it did
not overcome her.



CHAPTER XV


The moon was at her last quarter, a pale thin sickle that shone and
disappeared and reappeared in a mass of hastily scudding cloud. During
that eclipse obscurity fell on the air, and a yet vaster quietude
enveloped the earth. Then the sickle reappeared, and with it more than
the darkness lifted. Something even more mysterious than darkness
vanished intermittently; that brooding as of an infinite presence
seemed to recede, and the normal world, beautiful and comprehended,
came silverly to the view.

Through these glooms and visions Deirdre fled, observing every shadow
as a hare does, who, knowing that this shade is a danger and that one
a protection, ventures a pace or stays as his hard-won knowledge bids
him.

A cloud of such a size meant a shadow of such a duration. This cloud
will carry one across the lawn, and when it has passed, the trees
yonder will be won and their desired shade. From the south another
cloud was coming, bulky as a two-acre field and buoyant as a gossamer.
Folded in its gloom the wall could be crossed and the shelter of trees
or of long grass reached before the moon came riding, delicately, in a
radiance that was one half silver and one half blue.

So she fled. The lark watching from a dew-drenched covert was not more
discreet as it turned again to the slumber that she had broken; and
when she took the wall the bat that whirled from it made more noise
than she did.

At times, when there was neither light nor dark, a world of grey and
purple that was thirty feet high and fifteen feet around enclosed
her in. And she stretched her ears towards the bounds of that small
universe before she ventured another step.

Wonderful and terrifying were these dim oases of vision; and across
them, coming from no place and dallying a moment ere they went on to
nowhere, more silent than the night itself and as incomprehensible,
grey moths were flitting; dim as ghosts they were, and as aloof;
beating a tireless gauze on no errand, tacking back and forth, and
disappearing in one flirt of a noiseless wing. Small creatures seemed
to wait until her foot must fall on them, and then, with a sound that
lasted for two long seconds of panic, they were gone; they disappeared,
and the world was utterly empty of them. At these sounds she stood, her
heart beating up at her throat and a sense of angry despair flooding
over and about her. Then she moved again; slipping into and out of
shadows as featly as the moonbeam slipped into and out of a cloud.

She knew where she was going, but not what she was going to do. She
would see him again because she must, and after that, if there was more
to be done the time to do it would bring the doing. But the one large
apprehension was as yet sufficient for her mind--that she would see him
again, and that they would talk together. She was sure that this time
he would speak to her, and that whatever he said would be wiser and
sweeter and stranger than any words she had yet listened to; and she
wondered, without thought, what his magical utterance would mean and
how it could possibly be replied to; knowing yet that her replies were
already formed, and that the only word she need utter until she died
was the word “yes.”



CHAPTER XVI


She stood again behind a tree, looking on the camp-fire and the three
figures that stretched or moved about it. She listened, but now
without joy, to the babel of laughter which sped between them. Back
and forth it went, endless, tireless. Youth calling and answering to
youth; catching a facile fire from each other, and tossing it back as
carelessly. Spendthrift they were as young gods; care-free as young
animals; with minds untroubled because they need not work, and bodies
that were at ease because they were active; scorning the darkness in
a gaiety that was delicious because it was thoughtless, and with a
thoughtlessness that was lovely because it was young. But, to her,
watching, listening, waiting, all that merriment was a torment. She
was their peer in youth and activity, but she was their superior in
that she was thoughtful, for desire is thought not yet translated,
and her desire would swell about the world and banish all else from
existence so that she could fashion the regal solitude in which so
gigantic a mystery might be contemplated.

Why, she thought frowningly, did these children not go to sleep? And
why, she wondered, should older people submit to annoyance or be forced
to await any young person’s convenience?

But the night was advanced, and young people will sleep. Soon they
stretched about the fire, and each composed himself to the slumber
which comes as deliciously in its season as waking does; and, for their
life favoured it, they fell into sleep as precipitately as though they
were falling down a cliff.

She could scarcely wait for the five minutes that was required. Then
she plucked a scrap of moss and tossed it on Naoise’s breast.

As he fell asleep so he sprang awake: he went dead asleep: he came
wide awake, with every faculty alert, and his limbs as composed for
movement as for rest. He saw the scrap of moss lying on his bosom, and,
knowing that such things do not travel of their own accord, he looked
for the cause, searching keenly among the boles that stretched in
endless gleam and gloom about them.

She stood forward a pace.

Had she really moved, or was she impelled? Surely a hand had taken her
by the shoulder and pushed her forward! But in the moment that she
moved panic seized her as suddenly and overwhelmingly as a hawk swoops
upon a mouse. She lifted a hand to her breast so that her heart might
not be snatched away, but the hand went on to her lips and covered them
in terror lest they should call. She turned with one swift and flying
gesture, but the foot that aimed for flight continued its motion, and
the full circle held her again facing the terror. For he had already
risen, lithe as a cat and as noiseless, and in three great strides he
was standing beside her, standing over her, encompassing her about; not
now to be retreated from or escaped from or eluded in any way.

And as her heart had leaped so his leaped also, and they stood in an
internal tumult, so loud, so intimate and violent, that the uproar and
rush of a storm was quietude in the comparison.

They could not speak. There were no words left in the world. There were
only eyes that plunged into and fled from each other, and a mighty hand
that had gripped her arm and would never release it again. A hand that
pushed her backwards and backwards, away from the friendly logs that
crackled and flamed; away from the quiet forms that might have rescued
her but that lay as though slumbering in stone. She might have escaped
with one sound, but the law of her being was that she must not make a
sound. She might have escaped by just a show of reluctance; one small
opposition, nay, hesitation, to the pressure of that hand. But she
would not make that infinitesimal wraith of motion. A weariness as of
piled worlds went from his finger to her mind, and it was forbidden her
to have any longer an initiative. A lethargy that was utter surrender
stole into her limbs. She did not think, she did not desire: she was
as void of speculation as though she were dead; and while his hand
continued to guide she would go, and when it ceased she would no longer
be capable of either movement or repose.

All fear of interruption had passed, and yet they went on cautiously,
noiselessly, as though interruption was imminent or unescapable;
putting trees and yet more trees between them and the leaping fire;
striving to forget the fire; seeking a more involved darkness, and
finding everywhere a gloom that yet revealed them. They could not
discover darkness. They could not get to a place where they could cease
to see each other. Always it looked black farther on, and always when
they got there they could each see the pale confronting face of the
other, with the darkness everywhere but in those faces.

They stopped perforce, with that feeling of tremendous discouragement
wherein passion sinks back upon itself, where desire ceases and nothing
is instant but weariness. His hand yet held her, but it gripped no
longer: it lay on her arm as a dead weight: she had only to move an
inch and it would fall away: she had but to turn and he would not
follow her even with his eyes; but the energy which had drained from
him flooded into her in one whirling stream, and when his hand fell
away hers took up the duty it relinquished.



CHAPTER XVII


If Lavarcham had ever permitted herself excitement she would have
been excited the next day. But there is a curious means by which we
may postpone the spending of our emotions. There are many people who
can only do a particular thing on condition that they do it in two
directions. They can repress themselves only when they are engaged
in repressing some one else; for the thing we are doing outwardly
and to others is always the thing that we are doing inwardly and to
ourselves. If we treat others benevolently we are assuredly being kind
to ourselves: if we mete out torment we will receive that measure and
will writhe in it. A tyrant is ultimately one who is striving for
self-mastery by the wrong method. But in order to be good you must do
good, or to be anything you must do that thing concretely, for life
is movement and all else is movement too. Lavarcham by unconscious
processes discovered that Deirdre needed the utmost disciplinary and
repressive measures that could be applied to a human being.

“The child is running wild,” she complained to the air that circulated
about Deirdre’s head.

“But I have not done a thing,” cried Deirdre.

“There are a thousand things you should have done,” Lavarcham replied.

“What are they?” Deirdre demanded.

But Lavarcham did not know.

She certainly felt within herself the necessity for doing a thousand
things. She felt so busy that there must really be a thousand things to
be done. But she knew also that nothing remained for her to do, and,
consequently, that Deirdre was to blame.

The real thing she had to do was to master her own excitement, and she
perceived at a glance that Deirdre was in a very excited condition
indeed.

“You must sit quietly, my treasure,” she counselled. “You must not
move from one place to another, taking things up and putting them down.
You will become fidgety yourself and will give every one about you the
fidgets also.”

“But----” Deirdre expostulated.

“And you must not give back-answers. When you are told to do a thing
you must do it cheerfully and patiently----”

“But----” cried Deirdre.

“For,” Lavarcham continued, “lacking this self-control and gentleness
of movement no girl can become a lady.”

“But,” Deirdre exploded, “I have not done a thing.”

“You know, my one treasure, that everything I say is for your good, and
when I counsel you it is because I consider you need just that counsel.
You are distraught to-day, my bud of the branch, and there is no reason
why you should not be as calm to-day as you were yesterday or any
day. This is only to-day, but to-morrow will come and to-day will be
forgotten.”

“I do not understand in the least----” Deirdre began.

“There is nothing to understand, my beloved. There is not a reason in
the world why you should be troubled. Sit now at your embroidery, and
do not leave it until I give permission.”

Deirdre was indeed excited, but Lavarcham had not the smallest
perception of this: nor was it visible. It was a very intimate
excitement, which could be brooded and enjoyed as well over a piece
of embroidery as in any other way. And Lavarcham watched her, sensing
nothing of that deep agitation and memory and dream.

I was wise, she thought, not to tell the news, for the child seems even
more beautiful to-day than she has ever seemed before. She has slept
well.

While they were thus sitting a servant hurried into the room, with her
eyes bolting from her head, and a gabble on her lips which Lavarcham
only repressed by ferocity, for she surmised at once that the king had
arrived, and she did not even yet wish Deirdre to know of the visit.

She rose and precipitated herself against the servant.

“Is that how you enter a room, ill-bred slave? Was it among the cattle
that you learned manners? Begone at once,” she cried, “and do not
come into a room again until you have asked and received permission
to enter. What is the world coming to?” she continued angrily as she
hustled the servant through the door and down the corridor.

“It’s the son of Ness----” the servant babbled.

“And if it is,” said Lavarcham, “there is the more reason for you to be
attentive and respectful and unseen. Go to your place and stay there
until I send for you.”

She returned then, and, still simulating ill-temper, she dismissed
Deirdre to her own room.

“You have not properly trimmed your finger-nails,” she scolded; “there
is a black spot under one of them. You are not seemly. Go to your room
at once, little blossom, and when you come back come so that your
fosterer need not be ashamed of her charge.”

Saying so, she marched Deirdre to her room and thrust her in. Then she
returned, and, seating herself at the embroidery from which she had
driven her ward, she prepared to receive the king.



CHAPTER XVIII


“Well, my heart,” said the king, as he strode through the door of the
Sunny Chamber.

With a keen glance he took in all that was to be seen. The woodwork of
the walls and floors that were polished and polished again until they
shone like crystal. The great carved chairs, each placed at the same
prim distance from the other and from the wall; and the skins and furs
that formed geometrical patterns and gradations of colour on the floor.

Conachúr shook his head as he regarded.

“Methodical,” he said, as he sat down.

“Orderly, master,” she corrected gently.

“It is a woman’s room,” he insisted. “No man could live in it.”

“No man does,” said the humble dame.

“And by merely entering I have ruined it already,” the king continued
in a grievous tone; “I have kicked three rugs out of alignment,” he
said ruefully.

“It is a small matter,” said Lavarcham.

“I am certain that your heart is ill at ease, and although your hands
are folded they are twitching to restore these rugs; rearrange them if
you must, my good friend.”

“If the king permits me,” she cried joyfully, and with a few deft
touches she replaced the rugs.

“You may sit down,” said the king. “And now, where is this baby you
deafen the world about?”

Lavarcham clapped her hands, and, to the servant who appeared in the
doorway--

“Tell your mistress, Deirdre, that she is required immediately--and do
not tell her that a visitor is with me, or woe betide you.”

The servant disappeared.

Conachúr looked at her quizzically.

“The girl does not know that I was coming?”

Lavarcham pursed her lips.

“I have not mentioned it to her.”

The king, with his elbow on his knee, continued to regard her mockingly.

“Is it that you are careful or careless, my friend?”

“I am careful, master. I am always careful,” she replied.

“But,” he continued gently, “she will not be apparelled so as to be
looked on by a visitor.”

“She will be seen as she would be seen any hour of any day, and thus it
will be known, master, that Lavarcham does her duty.”

“You are the wonder of Emania,” said Conachúr. “I hear a step,” he
continued, and, removing his elbow from his knee, he stretched out a
great leg and turned towards the door.

Deirdre entered like a whirlwind of legs and laughter, and, seeing a
huge man staring at her, she halted as if she had been stopped by a
wall, whirled about and would have vanished again but that Lavarcham’s
voice restrained her.

“The king has come to visit us, my pulse,” said the suave Lavarcham.

The blood pounded into Deirdre’s heart and into her temples; for
an instant her body seemed to be filled with noise and blindness,
and in the next instant the lady, trained for every emergency and in
every etiquette, was mistress again. Deirdre advanced, made a great
reverence, and knelt at the king’s knee.

He gave her his hand to kiss.

“You may rise, my fawn,” said the monarch.

She arose and stood with downcast eyes. She did not dare to look at
him. All that came within her vision was a mighty leg draped in green
silk, from which long tassels of gold swung gently. The king stared
narrowly at her, and Lavarcham stared narrowly at the king.

“Go now, my dear,” said Lavarcham, “and see that refreshments are
brought for the king.”

Deirdre again made her deep reverence, and, on rising, her hasty upward
glance was caught by Conachúr’s eye. She trod swiftly backwards,
staring, and it was with parted lips and wide eyes that she disappeared
from the room.

But the king continued staring at the doorway like one who has seen
a vision and is striving with every fibre to recreate that which has
vanished.

“Was I not right, master?” said Lavarcham gently.

“She is the Bud of the Branch,” said Conachúr. “She is the Fragrant
Apple of the Bough.”

“Did I not say that she was beautiful?” cried the gleeful and vehement
lady.

“You did not say so,” he replied sternly. “You never told me of this.”

“Nay, master, you would not believe me.”

“It could not be told,” the thoughtful monarch admitted. “If the
flight of the swallow could be imparted by words, or the crisping of
foam: if the breath of the lily could be uttered, or the beauty of a
young tree on a sunny hill: then this Troubler might be spoken of.
Have you noticed, my friend, how the sun paints glories and wonders
on the sky as he goes west in the evening, or at early morn with what
noble tenderness he comes again: she is radiant and tender as the sun,
Lavarcham.”

“Thus it is,” said Lavarcham.

“She is nine times sweeter than the cuckoo on the branch,” he cried.
“I give her the Pass before all the women of the world, for she is
notable and delicate and dear.”

“Then you will marry her as is fitting,” Lavarcham pleaded. “You will
not give my baby to a rough gentleman.”

The king stood furiously from his chair.

“She is for no man but the king,” he stormed. “She shall be my one wife
until Doom.”



CHAPTER XIX


In ten seconds the floor rugs had sailed from their anchorages and were
lying some neatly inside out and all in woeful askewness. The chairs
left their military formation; some stood seat to seat like couples
preparing for a dance, others in the woeful, slack isolation of those
who stare after uncivil partners that have fled. And in this wreckage
of a woman’s room Conachúr strode.

“Lavarcham,” he cried, “there shall be great deeds done in Ireland from
this day.”

“Yes, my dear lord.”

“I am twenty years younger than I was an hour ago. I could leap like a
young buck, Lavarcham.”

“Yes, my dear lord,” she stammered.

“Poets shall sing more wisely in Eirè because of this day; harpers
shall play more sweetly; the magicians shall win increase of power, for
through me this land shall be possessed by power and beauty.”

“Yes, my sweet lord,” cried the transformed woman.

“You shall be with me always, Lavarcham.”

“Oh, my master!”

“I shall marry thee to an hero, and thy descendants for ever shall sit,
even in the presence of a king.”

“Nay, I shall kneel, and all my seed shall kneel in the house of my
dear lord.”

“Sit down, my soul, and let us talk. Lavarcham,” he said, “that girl
shall be my wife.”

“I have dreamed of this day,” she murmured.

“You knew I would marry her?”

“I knew that my lord loves the best, and that she is the best. I
trained her for my lord.”

“She is the best,” he conceded. “She is better than the best.”

“The king will never blush for his bride, nor I for my training,” she
continued, “for in everything that becomes a lady she is well taught.”

“So!” said Conachúr.

“There is no ceremony of court or camp that she does not understand.
There is no domestic care that she is not mistress of. She can touch
the harp like a master, she can make a poem like a bard.”

“You give me pleasure, Lavarcham, but all these she need do or not do
as she pleases. Tell me rather of herself, what is her mode? What is
her way of thinking?”

“She is loving and obedient as a pet fawn, and she is wild-spirited as
a wild fawn. She is thoughtful for others; she loves knowledge, and she
fears nothing.”

“Even lacking all this, there is yet the makings of a queen in her.”

Lavarcham nodded a satisfied head.

“But she does not lack, and she is a queen. In a week, when she has
become used to the crowd and the court, all the others will fall back
to their own places and she will remain in her place.”

“I think it will be so. But,” and he aroused again, “you have said
nothing about the curve of her cheek, Lavarcham.”

“What would a poor woman say of that!” she cried gleefully.

“I saw her neck when she bent over my hand, and I saw the two great
tresses falling away on either side. Lavarcham, that was a wonder to
see!”

“We see with our own sight, master.”

“When she stood up I saw the lips that had touched my hand: and I
looked in her eyes as she went away. There is no end to those depths
of light, and I can imagine that they would change as the deep sea
changes. If she were angry they would be--thus; and if she smiled they
would be thus again; the same and different. If she smiled her lips
would move in the smile. How do her lips go when they smile, Lavarcham?”

“These are things which women are blind to, master; they are seen only
by men. You must ask your poets to tell of them, for this is man’s
talk, and no woman is versed in it.”

“Lavarcham!”

“Yes, master!”

“I shall take her away with me this day.”

“Master!”

“Bring her to the Red Branch at nightfall.”

“Master!”

“At nightfall, you hear me.”

“I will not do it.”

“What will you not do, slave, that I order?”

“I will not debauch your queen.”

“Lavarcham----!”

“No one shall make a leman of my babe.”

“She shall return in a few hours. Be with her at the Red Branch
to-night. Do not fail on your life.”

“If I bring her my knife will be in her bosom.”

Conachúr leaned back in his chair and the terrible staring frown went
from his face.

“We shall certainly marry Lavarcham to an hero. I am impatient, my
heart, but strength and victory lies always with the one who can abide,
and I can, even in torment. Have your way, woman.”

“It is the best way, master. You shall thank me yet for this way.”

He smiled wryly.

“Dear, my lord,” she continued earnestly, “there must be the ceremonies
that befit a king’s wedding, and guests must be invited from the four
great Provinces of Ireland. It cannot all be done before two little
months.”

“You shall have one week, my friend.”

“A week! O my master!”

“A woman’s mind runs to gauds and tricks and rites, but in a week we
two shall be married, and you may have ceremonies for a year afterwards
if you wish for them.”

Lavarcham wrung her hands.

“O my sweet lord----”

“It shall be so,” said the king.

Lavarcham sat dumb.

       *       *       *       *       *

“In this house,” he continued impatiently, “refreshments are long in
appearing, and after those excitements and battlings we need them.”

“They only wait permission to enter,” she stammered, and clapped her
hands.

Deirdre appeared with three servants carrying silver trays. She took
one and knelt to present it to the king.

“Nay, you shall partake with me, and Lavarcham shall serve us. Let
those others go.”

At a sign from Lavarcham the servants placed their trays on tables and
retired with terrified courtesies.

“Taste from the cup, my brightness,” said Conachúr, “and afterwards I
shall taste.”

“A Rí Uasal!” Deirdre stammered.

“All precedence is yours from this hour. Are you not called the
Troubler?”

“I am, lord.”

“You have troubled the king, O sky-woman. Do not be shy with me or
frightened, for although a king is terrible to all he is not fearful to
a queen. Drink from my cup, O queen.”

Deirdre glanced hastily towards Lavarcham, for this conversation had
taken a turn which her training had not provided for, but her guardian
was sitting bemused, in a trance of benevolence and admiration.

She sipped from the cup, and, with a tiny smile of apology and fear,
tendered it again to the staring king. He took the vessel, and her hand
with it.

“I imagined it so,” he said; “I imagined how the thin red lip would
arch and curve and cling to the cup; and I foresaw how it would cling
and uncurve and re-arch and withdraw. The poets tell of such wonders
when they can, but I know these things by my own virtue better than
they do. One day, O shy cluster of delight, you will sing to me: my
harper shall listen to that when I can bear a companion, for I may
grudge a sight or a sound of you even to the men of art. I shall see
your hair done otherwise, and this way again. I shall see you stir
about me, this side and that and backwards; a thousand harmonies of
movement that I divine and a thousand that I know nothing of. Do not be
fearful, O little twisted loop of the ringlets, for you are my beloved.
You shall have no weariness or lack for ever, for I shall fold you in
my affection as a hawk folds air within her wings. You shall leave
these bleak halls and yon mangy field to sit at the banquets in the Red
Branch: to be the Queen of Ulster, the pearl of the world, and my own
heart’s comrade.”

Deirdre was the more alarmed, not only because a strange and mighty
gentleman was holding a strange and monstrous discourse to her, but
he was holding her hand, and she did not know how to retrieve it. She
thought it would not be polite to laugh, although she vastly wanted
to, and she knew it would be foolish to cry, although she was so
bewildered and terrified that an ocean of frightened tears was surging
behind her eyes.

“Lavarcham, my sweet mother,” she murmured in distress.

And that low plaint went to Conachúr’s heart like a sword of delight,
so that his soul was shaken and he could have wept for pity and love.

“Return to your embroidery, my child,” said Lavarcham. “I shall come to
you later and prepare your mind for all that is in store for you.”

Deirdre stood up then and fled, only remembering her courtesy at the
doorway.



CHAPTER XX


Lavarcham came to her as promised, and she told Deirdre for hours of
the delights to come.

“In a week,” she said, “you will be gone from here, and our home will
be desolate indeed. But although the king called this a bleak den, and
spoke of our demesne as a mangy field, he was not right in doing so.
A house is bleak that has no children running and shouting in it, and
this house will be bleak when you are gone; but in all other respects
a cleaner or better appointed dwelling will not be found in the Five
Great Fifths of Ireland; mark me well, child, the king was excited and
unjust, and I shall tell him so. When you rule in Emania you will find
how difficult it is to keep all things in order, and how hard it is to
have even one room clean; for men will be stirring at all hours of the
day and night in your palace, and although they can make a home in a
field men make nothing but dirt in a house.

“You will have much to do and to remember, my secret bud, but, above
all, you must remember the genealogies of Ireland and the precedences
of the court as I have taught them to you, and in any doubt or dispute
ask me rather than the herald. The chief cause of trouble in a country
is the herald, for he is always wrong, and even when he is right in
fact he is wrong in tact. Do not take any other woman’s counsel in
those matters; do not even seek it--the one wish of all women is to
advance their husbands, and themselves by consequence, and they will
ruin the world if they are let.

“Do not forget that, after the king, the first man in the land is
Fergus the son of Roy. Be quick in respect to him, but be slow to sit
by him or to talk with him, for Conachúr loves him on the surface,
but he hates him in the bone. The first woman in the land is the wife
of Fergus, the king’s mother. Be obedient to Ness in everything. Be
quick in your courtesies to her. Give her many kisses. Be careful
not to love her, for her love is uncertain as a cat’s paw, and where
she strikes she draws blood. But these two are not often at Emania.
They live in their fortress, deep in love, or in thought, as Conachúr
fancies.

“You will see Findcheam, the wife of Amargin the Wonderful,
and Dervorgilla, wife of Lugad of the Red Stripes,
Fedelm-of-the-Fresh-Heart, the wife of Laerí the Victorious, and
Niab, the daughter of Celtchar mac Uthecar, and Brig Brethach, his
wife. Hussies all! spit-fires and scratch-cats! There is Lendubair,
Conall Cearnach’s wife, and Findige, wife of Eogan mac Durthacht, and
Fedelm-of-the-Nine-Shapes, the king’s daughter. They, and an hundred
others. You will meet them all.

“They have all been whispering of you this year back: and they have
told more lies of you than will be told again until you die. You will
like them at first, for many of them are nearly of your age, and they
will fuss and gallop and chatter about you like daws. Give them all the
listening you like, give them all the kisses they will take--Oh, you
will be kissed from morning to night, my pet--but do not give one of
them a moment’s confidence.

“The king will talk to you urgently, whispering in your ear like a
madman. There is nothing he will not tell you in the night, however
deep it is, or hidden; for a man in love will give all that he has
to the beloved; he would give his soul if he knew how to do it; and
Conachúr will think that by telling all his secrets to you he will
somehow tell all your secrets to himself. Men are so. But that which
he tells must be uttered to no other ear, for what is whispered in the
palace will be shouted down the Boyne. You can tell me all, for I am
different; I am your nurse, your mother, and your one friend, but to no
other person must you shape even one syllable.

“When the king has confided to you all that he can think of he will
beg you to confide in him: he will pray you to tell him all that you
have even done or thought--when he tells you of the wild glees and
savageries of love tell him in return of how you feed your pet fawn;
for a man, and the gods know why, delights to think that his beloved
has a fawn in the valley, and he will listen for ever to the tale of
how it is fed and of its grateful eyes.

“You will meet many men in the palace, and each gentleman that you
speak to will be looked at closely by the king. Until this day he has
been aware of women as one is aware of the sun, but now he will grow
aware of men as one is aware of a wound. You will not see him look,
but look he will; and when you seem most free from observation he will
be studying you. Whether it be a captain or a butler that your eyes
rest on, he will know, without looking, at whom you are looking, and
thereafter he will examine that person for himself, and he will examine
you in curious ways about that person. Any question he ever asks about
a man will be a trap for you. Answer him carelessly about them all, and
make the same answer about them all.

“It is safe to say of all men that they are nice, but do not say that
one is nicer than another. There is no end to the windings of his mind,
and if you say that one man is ugly and another not he will dream about
the distinction and will dream you terribly into his dream. A dreaming
man is magical, for he will make the dream come true against his own
wish and interest, and Conachúr is at the age to have those dreams.@

“Be gentle and uncertain with him. Be wild and coy. Do not, although
he prays you, be familiar with him. Tire quickly of dalliance, for in
middle life a man likes not to think that he has wearied first. Dance
often but do not gambol. Be girlish but not childish. Do not pluck his
beard or tickle him. Sit sparingly on his knee. It is only old men who
like baby tricks, and he is not, by fifteen years, old enough for that.

“Discuss your dresses and ornaments with him: ask his advice about your
ribbons; he will laugh at you and chide you, but he will love that to
be done, and he will love you for doing it. Should he be sportive among
women, pout then a little, make a small lament, but take no heed of it.
He has outlived all the chances of desire.

“He will love you only, and each day he will love you more. What fear
there is will be on his side; he will be afraid of men; and there your
heed must be endless, for you must not hurt the king even by a second’s
thoughtlessness. His equal is not in Eirè for majesty and wisdom. He
is a great king, a great man, a royal hero. O my lamb! all that is of
good luck and of noble fate has come to you, and you should thank the
king for ever on your knees, and thank your poor Lavarcham who planned
this happiness.”



CHAPTER XXI


And Conachúr lived anew as he drove homewards.

He did not see the humble people who louted and stared as he dashed by,
nor the others who stood at strict attention marvelling at a king who
returned no salute.

His feet were so light he could have bounded in the chariot, but his
heart was lighter still.

It flew into his brain and stayed there, buoyant as a bubble, creative
as a moon; so charging his mind with its own essence that all which
was material merged in a flash to the spirit. The earth was eased of
grossness and became a shimmer of colours and transparencies; an aura
of gold and green rose on the crests of the manifolding hills. The
tender involutions of no bird’s song were heard, for all songs merged
into that of the lyrical earth and the clouds and the shining spaces
between them. The world was singing for Conachúr, and he was song. For
to the clairvoyance of love all that is unseen takes on sweet shape,
and all that we see we are shapen to. A new world emerges softly
from the old: not imperceptibly and unreckoned, but by such divine
gradations as we may note and rejoice in. Then the creator is manifest
in his creation, and all in us. We are it and all: we are the soul of
the world, and our own soul: we are the victors, for we are beyond
fear: we are the masters, for we are beyond desire.

How should fear or lust reach to the tops we spurn! The sour-faced
beggar shaking his oaken bowl may have our purse and a clasp of the
hand to boot. Yon shaking anatomy that hovers and limps shall have our
own health if none other is at hand, for all now is soft and easy, and
at one bend of a brow the Land of Heart’s Desire may be in being.

So Conachúr went, dreaming; the shaper of a world that was malleable to
his wish.

To this hour he had triumphed in all that he had undertaken, but he
had been unfriended, forging alone as in granite all that he willed,
and feeling at every instant the rigour of life and the intractability
of events. He saw that nothing he had yet done was so completed that it
might be forgotten. Here an event had left dissatisfaction in its wake:
there it had left an enemy. But from henceforth his work would have the
clean finish of the spring, and all that he planted should grow from
the root.

He would have double strength; his titanic own, and hers, breathing in
him like an elixir, exciting him, heartening him. She was--what was
she not! She was his to-morrow. She was his all and his last chance.
She was his future, vivifying all that had grown stale, and unfolding
horizons where an uttermost end had seemed. For at times an ending
comes on every man, and thereafter there is nothing to strive for,
there being nothing left to hope for; energy winces from the thought
of any task, and the future but prolongs a present that is insipid and
wearisome.

The departure of Maeve had been such an ending for Conachúr. Life had
halted there for him, or had moved in a round of sameness which chafed
and tormented his whirling mind. But he could forget her now and start
afresh, for when he looked on Deirdre she went into his blood and into
his bones, so that to be removed from her was as though he were distant
from his own arms or his own head.

He was impatient, and wished that all should know, as at one shout, his
glorious news, but he yet would not speak of it to any one. He knew
that he might safely leave the publishing of that event to Lavarcham,
and that ere nightfall every house in a radius of twenty miles would be
talking of the king’s marriage.

Down every road that ran from Emain Macha messengers would be going
in swift chariots to tell the tale and to bid those who were worthy
to the wedding feast. Not stopping for more than a few minutes at any
place; changing horses at the guest-houses, and dashing off again; some
deep into Connacht in the west, others eastwards into Leinster, and
more again speeding the long centre of Ireland to the two Munsters.
These distant kings and princes would think they had been slighted by
such short notice, or by a notice that could only reach them after the
event. But his wedding feast should endure for three months, and there
would be pleasure and leisure for all. At this moment, if Lavarcham was
doing her duty (and she was never neglectful), the ostlers should be
pulling the great chariots out and backing the snorting horses between
the shafts.

To-morrow would be a new day.

Every person who observed the king would look on him with something
else in the regard. Many reserves would be down, many barriers broken;
for all people look differently on the king when he is in love, and
they try to bathe in his fortunate regard.

The men would glance at him shyly and subtly: each look a reminder
and a well-wishing. While he stood among them he and they would laugh
without any word being said, and they would be more familiar with him
than they would otherwise dare. But if one dared to clap his shoulder,
Conachúr would clap that comrade’s shoulder again.

The women would look at him more openly; more softly and broodingly;
each mutely assuring him that all which was to come would be good; each
telling him that woman guards for man all that which no man can give;
each telling that because he loved one woman he must love all, and that
women are truly lovable, and are precious beyond all precious things.
He would see that they all wished to touch him, so that he might know
they were truly woman and not different from her he delighted in;
and he would see them turn from him, humbled and aggrieved, seeking
anxiously in other eyes for the confirmations which he must not give.

For when the king is in love the world goes mad, and all who love him
must cherish each other or sicken of their suppressed loyalty and
adoration.

For weeks to come Ulster would be an orgy. The man who had dodged
marriage as a fox tricks the hen-wife would tumble into it with a thud:
those who craved for and feared it would find that they were married
in a morning: maids would become daring and men shy. From one, walking
coyly in the moonlight, a shoulder-band might slip, and the moon and a
man would be rewarded for being out at night. One who stood and spoke
might suddenly shape her lips thus, and the man who looked would go
blind in his brains and stay so to the last quarter of the moon. A wave
of frolic and daring would go from the king, and thrill to the last
hamlet in his kingdom; for although war is glorious, death is its ruler
and companion; but from love life flows and everything that is lovely.

And, as his heart rose thus, Conachúr knew that he was the life of his
people, for he was king and lover, and that all swung about him as the
world swings round the sun.



CHAPTER XXII


But for Deirdre a night went by which to the end of her days she would
not care to remember.

She had seen the king at last: that being, all memory and dream,
half monster and half baby, whom she remembered from Lavarcham’s
endless tale. She had seen the grave brow, the graver eyes, the
bushy, reddish-yellow hair looped back to the slope of his poll, and
the yellow beard cleft at the centre and foaming in two points to
the breast. She could not have thought that a man might be so huge,
so steady, so masterful. He was a being to whom one might pray, or
for whom one might die joyfully. If a lord came striding from the
Shí surely he would look as Conachúr did: massive and dazzling and
wonderful; with an eye from which one winced as from the sun, and with
a voice that trolled and astonished like the note of a beaten drum. She
remembered his hand that could hold both of her own with ease, and the
great ridge of his shoulders, sloping away like the easy run and fall
of a mountain.

And this terrific being claimed her as his wife!

Nothing but terror filled her heart at that prospect, for she could
not see him in any terms of intimacy or affection. He was and would
remain as remote as her childhood, and no mere nearness could make him
present. And he would be as unaccountable as are the elements that
smile to-day and rage to-morrow in hurricane. What woman could reckon
his parts or his total? He was like some god that had come out of the
hills to astonish and terrify.

And there was Naoise!

As her memory retrieved the beloved name her heart went bustling to her
throat, and she sat raging and terrified.

It was not that he would be defrauded of her: it would be his own
business to be woeful on that count; but she would be defrauded of
him, and her proper lack was as yet sufficient for her mood, for
lacking him what could be returned to her? Her hands went cold and her
mouth dry as she faced such a prospect.

The youth who was hers! Who had no terrors for her! Who was her equal
in years and frolic! She could laugh with him, and at him. She could
chide him and love him. She could give to him and withhold. She could
be his mother as well as his wife. She could annoy him and forgive him.
For between them there was such an equality of time and rights that
neither could dream of mastery or feel a grief against the other. He
was her beloved, her comrade, the very red of her heart, and her choice
choice.

Deirdre leaped from the bed, but she could not leap from her thoughts,
and she could not attempt the crazy and mazy corridors of her home to
fly to him; for the excited household was clattering and chattering in
the corridors, and she could no more escape by them than a bird can
escape by its cage.

It was not until two nights had passed that she could dare the wall;
and in the intervening days she must listen to Lavarcham, endless in
caution and advice.

Do this, but do not on your life do that. Remember this always, and
this and this and this. There seemed as much to remember not to forget
as there was to remember to remember.

Deirdre would turn an eye on her guardian so lack-lustre at times, and
again so woeful or wild, that the good lady marvelled.

“Do not be frightened, my silk of the flock,” her guardian soothed,
“there is every cause for joy and none for fear. In three days you
will be the most envied lady in Ulster, and in four you will be the
happiest. Tell Lavarcham what is in your mind and what you are afraid
of?”

“I am in dread of the king,” said Deirdre.

“That will pass,” Lavarcham advised, “and in a few days you will wonder
that you could have been frightened. But a maid is a maid: all that
she thinks or dreams is founded on inexperience, and has nothing to
do with reality: the world pours into a young girl’s lap heedless of
what she wished or dreaded; for no person can either hope or fear until
they know actually that which is hopeful or frightful. All you need do
is to accept what your heart approves of, and what your heart rejects
you can throw away. There is everything to hope for and nothing to be
afraid of.”

But her chance did come at last.

She found the sons of Uisneac still at their encampment, but they
were a silent trio. They were more than silent: they were abashed and
embarrassed.

“What is it?” Deirdre murmured, feeling the constraint.

“We are bidden to your wedding,” said Naoise shyly.

The mild candour of his voice went into her heart like a sword, so that
she could not speak to him, and it was to his brother she turned.

“What shall we do, dear Ainnle?” she asked.

But he had no answer for her, and it was the youngest who replied.

“Let us all run away,” Ardan cried, and his face went suddenly red and
his eager eyes shone like stars.

Naoise glanced at Deirdre from under his brows.

“Where could we run to from the king?” Ainnle grumbled impatiently.

“And we do not come of a race that run away,” said Naoise.

Silence fell. But the statement of his own quality had unlocked a door
of bitterness in Naoise’s heart.

“Nor will you easily find the girl who will run away from a kingdom,”
he continued as though addressing reasonable counsel to his juniors.

Deirdre faced him gravely and lovingly.

“I will run away with you,” she said.

“The king----!” Naoise gasped.

“I am afraid of that king,” she whispered urgently.

But her lover was pale and terrified.

It would be an affront that was never offered to a king in Eirè. It
would be a cruelty: it would be an awful deed.

He turned to his brothers. “The king is our uncle, he loves us,” he
said.

“Yes,” Ainnle agreed, “he loves us better than his own sons.”

“After Cúchulinn,” said Ardan, “he loves us best in the world.”

“And he loves me,” said Deirdre.

Naoise leaped to his feet.

“O gods of day and night!” he cried.

He seemed to plead to Deirdre for comprehension and pity.

“Conachúr reared me like his own son: I sat in his lap: he buckled this
sword on me with his own hand, he put his two palms on my shoulders
when I won my weapons, and he kissed me three times on each cheek. I
love and venerate him.”

Again silence throbbed among them.

“I shall go home to Lavarcham,” said Deirdre.

The boys looked at her and at each other and at the ground and did not
know where to look any more.

“I also shall be reared by the son of Ness,” she said gently. “I too
shall sit in his lap. He will not buckle a sword on me, but he will
unbuckle my girdle with his own hands; he will put his two palms on my
shoulders, and he will kiss me many times on each cheek.”

Naoise beat a fist against his brow.

“I am the king’s man,” he stammered.

But she turned her fleet smile and trembling lips on him.

“Am I to tell the king how well we loved each other, night after night
among the trees? or would it be better to keep that as a secret among
us four: they say that men can keep secrets.”

The two lads blushed painfully and turned away.

Naoise was as one who has renounced life.

“There is nothing to be done,” said his dry lips. And then, shaking his
shoulders, he tossed care from them.

“We shall be beyond the trees at this hour to-morrow night with the
chariots,” he said. “If the hour passes and you do not come we shall
attack the guards and take you out.”

He turned to the others.

“You must come with us, wherever we go, my brothers, for when the king
finds that I am gone he will slay you two for eric.”

“He wouldn’t kill me,” Ardan boasted, “for I wouldn’t let him.”

“Nobody but Cúchulinn could kill you,” Ainnle scoffed.

“You couldn’t, anyway,” the youngest retorted.

“Little boasting Pillar of Combat!” his brother gibed. “Pooh!
Battle-Torch of the Gael!”

And in terrified merriment they made the rest of their arrangements.



CHAPTER XXIII


Lavarcham left the king’s presence.

She came away bowed and blind and dizzy, shuffling in any direction
and unaware of why she was walking or where she was going. An hundred
thoughts, battling furiously for precedence, kept her thoughtless; an
hundred pictures, each striving for place and examination, kept her
blind. She was all a din and whirl and swirl, as though the winds that
raged in gust and countercurrent through her brain were blowing her
along. At times she would remember that she did not wish to go where
she was going, and she would spin furiously aside and go as stupidly in
another path; and at times she would discover that she was standing,
still and collected as a stone, a nothing; staring on nothing. Great
sighs broke from her miserable heart; or she was so shattered by dry
sobbings that it seemed her bones must part company with her flesh and
with each other; and again, with her two hands gripped on her mouth
she squeezed back a medley of screams, and listened, as in amazement,
to the thin whinings that forced through the crooked spaces in her
fingers. Again, the cautious woman would peep and peer to see if any
person was nigh to observe her, and before that survey could make its
round she would forget what she was looking for, and think that _they_
could not be seen from this place, for they have hours’ start, and will
be--where? by this time.

With what unbelieving anguish that flight had forced itself upon her!
She had gone trotting and ambling and panting about her rooms and
fields, calling--

“Deirdre, Deirdre, Deirdre?”

Searching for her baby in a work-basket or on the flat of a ceiling,
while the servants gibbered and squealed and bubbled and blared at her
and at each other.

With what an iron dismay the thought of Conachúr came on her,
desolating and unreckoned as the thunderclap which howls on the heels
of its howling brother.

He must be told.

And at that she poked up her nose like a moonstruck dog pealing scream
on scream, until the attending hags fled into corners as the mice do
when they are frightened, and screamed with her and at her and at the
roof.

She went to Conachúr.

She stood mumbling and staring outside the door and then trotted in,
whispering at him:

“She’s gone.”

And Conachúr echoed, in uncomprehending amazement:

“She’s gone.”

Lavarcham stared into the king’s face that was carved in the granite of
suspense and astonishment.

“She’s gone, little Deirdre’s gone,” she yelled, and emptied her thin
fingers on the air as though she emptied them of Deirdre. She clapped
her hands together with a dreadful giggle, and flapped her arms along
her thighs like some ungainly crow that has been set dancing drunk on
mead.

“When a maid goes a man goes with her,” she croaked.

She flopped to the door and hopped out of it and popped back.

“She’s gone,” she cried. “She’s gone; she ran away with a man”; and she
wobbled to the doorway again, nodding and tittering at the king until
she disappeared.

The servants and guards were listening with their eyes staring, their
mouths open, and their breathing forgotten.

A whisper, a thrill, a terrible constriction of the heart fled through
the vast palace, and went zigzagging like wildfire about Ulster. And
in the centre of that Conachúr stood, alone; with his fists closed and
his eyes closed; listening to the whispers that were an inch away and
an hundred miles away; that were over him and under him and in him:
listening to the blanching of his face and to the liquifying of his
bones: listening in a rage of curiosity and woe for the more that might
be said and all the more that might be thought: trying, as with one
gripping of the mind, to sense all the bitterness that might be; to
exhaust it in one gulp, and re-awaken as at a million removes from all
that had ever been or could be till Doom.



BOOK II



CHAPTER I


Time flies, scattering on all that had seemed important the ash of
forgetfulness, and so crowding memory into memory that the thing we
recollect has no longer the shape or colour that strode against us once
upon a time.

For all men but the dreamer time flies. But it may be stationary for
him who can recreate in the night all that he forces to oblivion in the
morning. His woeful yesterdays can be timely at any time, for nothing
that touches him will rust or fade, and he may be seen to wince at a
word which his contemporaries have lost the significance of.

The seven years that passed had not touched Conachúr. He was still the
masterful king, the unremitting lawgiver. He was still the idol of his
people. What would a banquet in the Red Branch be if the king were
away? But he was never absent, and wherever there was music or frolic
or laughter the Son of Ness was urging it on, and would be eager for
more when the youngest companion was wearied to stupidity. Not time nor
thought could blunt the edge of his bodily or mental energy, so vast
was it, and misfortune beat as unavailingly against him as the wind did
against oaken Emania.

To be energetic and self-sufficing is to be happy; but while one
desire remains in the heart happiness may not come there. For to
desire is to be incomplete: it is the badge of dependence, the signal
of unhappiness, and to be freed from that is to be freed from every
fetter that can possibly be forged. Man becomes god when he finds his
satisfactions within himself, but his dreams then are other than those
that harried Conachúr as a pack of hounds harry a fox.

For Ulster might forget, and those who had not been outraged might
forgive, but he would not forget or forgive until he was as dead as
those should be against whom his mind was directed like the point of a
secret spear.

Deirdre and the sons of Uisneac had fled to Scotland, where they had
kinsmen and acquaintances who had grown up with them in Emain Macha
as fosterages from the Scottish courts, or as lords and captains in
Conachúr’s mercenary armies. They may have met Cúchulinn there, for it
would be about that time that he was under the tuition of the female
warrior and witch, Scatach; and, if so, they should have met his
comrade Ferdiad also, he who was to assail the ford afterwards with
what a hand! and it may have been during their exile that Cúchulinn
fell in love with Scatach’s daughter, and that the child was born who
would receive such a woeful stroke on Báile’s Strand.

It is one of the wise arrangements of providence that no person can
either eat of the same thing or talk of the same thing for more than
a week; and so, when gossip’s time had passed, Ulster, unless it
might be to some travelling historian, spoke no more of the king’s
misfortune. Such an historian would have learned that Deirdre was tall
and short, and that she was dark and fair and sallow: for every woman
he interviewed would lend her own contours and complexion to such an
heroine, and would, as they reprobated or forgave, endow her with the
moral qualities which they best appreciated--their own. Lavarcham could
tell the truth and so could Conachúr, but they would not be questioned
for some years to come.

The king had downfaced the whole matter from the start. He went to
the chase that day. He sat at the banquet that night. He visited
his foreign troops the next day, and the day after he inspected the
fortifications at the Pass of the Fews and a length of the Black Pig’s
Dyke on either side. There was the Boy Troop to be reviewed and their
competitions to be scrutinized. There were the unending ceremonies of
the court, the Judgement Seat, and of the embassies from all parts
of his realm and from overseas: there were gifts to be received and
returned: counsels to be given and listened to. There was an eternal
variety of occupations for the king, who, although he might employ a
day of eighteen hours’ work, could have something yet to think of ere
he slept.

Cúchulinn and Conall Cearnach had been equal kings with him, but they
had (Lavarcham had assisted in that) surrendered their powers to
Conachúr, who was now known and described as Emperor of Ulster.

What allegiance he gave to the High King of Ireland we do not know, and
it may have been part of his plan to arrive at that dignity himself.
A Connacht prince was then, and for a thousand years afterwards, High
King of Ireland, and although the effort of Connacht and Ulster to
achieve supreme rule may now be forgotten, the effects of those bitter
wars lasted longer than an historian would dare to count.

So far as Ulster was concerned the king might have been at ease. His
honour was as safe as his kingdom, and as for the other actors in his
drama their condition was so manifestly gentle and their youth so
extreme that no taint of ugliness or treachery could remain in the
tale, or in the mind of the person who heard it. It could, in a while,
have been told of as a regrettable childish misadventure, and one which
not even the king need further remember.

But the king remembered.

It was to escape such a memory that he plunged into affairs and
banquets and a whole roystering self-expenditure which would have
devitalized any other man. He prolonged his day until it could not for
very weariness be further extended, and then he went to bed.

No: he went to Deirdre’s bed where Naoise slept, and over which he
hovered sleepless, though in sleep, and in a torment that poisoned the
very sunlight when he awakened.



CHAPTER II


Conachúr mac Nessa was preparing a feast.

Household banquets were common matters at his court, but this was to be
a State banquet, and every person who could be thought of as noble or
notable was invited to the Red Branch.

As well as an aristocracy of birth there was in every Irish court an
élite of excellence. Those who were foremost in learning, the arts, or
the crafts, had the privilege of visiting the king equally with those
whose merit rose from their fathers’ graves or their skill at arms. A
king was then close to his people, and he was by training and habit a
connoisseur in many things which all could understand. A commonwealth
of taste is the only one which can admit equality--it is democracy. He
could commend with knowledge the man who built a house or the man who
did the carvings in it. He could speak to the maker of his chariots
or the breaker of his horses in terms that apprehended to the last
shading the matter that was being discussed, and, so, to the expert
who cured his bacon or the sturdy master who superintended the brewing
of his beer. All arts were household arts; all crafts were arts; and
the knowledge of these was culture. A gentleman would know of all the
music that was worthy of being played, for a musical person formed part
of every household. He would remember the songs that had outlived time
and could discuss their excellences; and the only art which he need
regard as occult would be poetry itself; for, while all other arts come
by memory and experiment, poetry, which is not an art, comes solely by
grace.

“Lavarcham,” said Conachúr, “have you heard any talk of the banquet?”

“Indeed, master, I have heard nothing else.”

“Will there be any notable absentees?”

“None but those who are dying of wounds or sickness.”

“Cúchulinn has stayed at home for some time now?”

“For a year after marriage one is still newly married,” the
conversation-woman submitted.

“I fear that boy’s love for me has bounds,” Conachúr pursued.

“The king has been too kind to him,” cried Lavarcham harshly.

“The king cannot help himself,” he corrected, “for I love the lad, and
I could no more do him an ill turn that I could do one to myself.”

“I, too, love him,” said Lavarcham, “but he is more forward than is
proper, even in a prince.”

“Can you tell me, Lavarcham, why he objected to my sovereign privilege
with his wife?”

“Pride,” she replied briefly. “He is prouder than ten kings.”

“It is so, and it is a gentleman’s prerogative to be proud,” he
continued. “But if such objections were allowed government would become
impossible. Do the people still talk of his refusal?”

“The people know that the king did sleep with Emer.”[9]

“Yes, they may know that, but do they know that Fergus slept on the
other side of her as a guard?”

“No,” she replied; “that is known to but five people, and they are all
loyal to the king.”

“Tell me,” and Conachúr scrutinized her gravely, “do you love Cúchulinn
better than me?”

“I love you best of all, master,” said Lavarcham.

“I think you do, my friend, but they say that every woman loves the Cú.

“As to Fergus”--he muttered and went silent for a moment--“I do not yet
know how much Fergus loves me. I am not sure that a loyal man would
have undertaken a duty against his sovereign such as Fergus accepted
for Cúchulinn.”

“He did it because he loves both of you, master, and it is surely
better that such an arrangement should be known only between friends.”

“Possibly,” said Conachúr. “And yet I had passed my word that if my
right was conceded I would not touch the girl. Is a king’s word not
accepted any longer by those Ferguses and Cúchulinns?” he cried
furiously.

“It was Cúchulinn’s doing,” said she.

“It may have been Fergus’s,” he retorted, and went moodily silent. “Who
knows what that man thinks of?”

“Feasts,” said Lavarcham. “He loves food.”

“I was tempted,” the king gritted, “to try in the night whether he
dared obstruct me, and to see if he dared thrust the sword he went to
bed with into his king--but I had passed my word. If,” he continued
irritably, “the Cú had only asked Conall Cearnach or Cruscrid Menn or
any gentleman of the household to be his surety instead of the man he
did ask, I could have borne it.”

Lavarcham chuckled respectfully.

“How did that night pass, master?” she inquired.

Conachúr gave a great laugh.

“Fergus and I went to bed, and the girl went to bed between us, and we
all had our clothes on. My bed is small enough for me when I am alone,
but to pack a large girl into it with all her clothes on, and then
to pack an overgrown vast bullock of a man like Fergus into it also,
cannot be done. I made but one resolve that night, that on no account
would I be pushed out of my own bed, and I was not; but every time that
Fergus closed an eye he fell on the floor and the girl woke up and
screamed.”

Lavarcham let out a shrill titter, and begged the king’s pardon.

“How did Emer behave?” she asked.

“She went to sleep,” said Conachúr sourly. “She slept hard and kicked
hard for seven long hours; and this I know, that if she has the round
knee of a woman, which she has, for it was thudded into my back a
thousand times, she has also the sharp elbows of a girl, so that after
a time it seemed to me that there was a bundle of live bodkins in the
bed. I never knew how long a night could be until that night: and we
had even to prolong it out of courtesy to the lady! I shall keep a
painful memory of that sweet girl until I die, and the Cú is welcome to
every royal remittance he can desire on her behalf. But now, about the
banquet. Is everything in order?”

“Everything, master.”

“The brewers, the bakers, the cooks, they have their equipment and
instructions?”

“Your butlers must answer for that, master.”

“True, but as you went among these people how did they seem? What do
they say about the feast?”

“They are excited and delighted. All their talk is of the famous people
and the great retinues that are coming, and of how Ulster will show the
Five Kingdoms what a real feast is like.”

“They are good folk all,” said Conachúr. “They are very good folk. You
have no other news?”

“There is nothing to report, master, but that everything is well.”

“You have no tidings from Scotland?”

“None, master, or little.”

“Even a little news is news,” said he. “Tell it, however little it be.”

“They have been chased again,” said Lavarcham in a low voice.
“Everywhere they go they are hunted like foxes. They live under the
weather, crouching like wild creatures in the bracken of a hill-side,
or hiding in rocks and caves by a howling shore.”

“They were delicately reared,” he murmured.

“They never knew hardship,” Lavarcham whimpered, “and my babe----”

“Ah yes, your babe! How old would she be now, that babe of yours?”

“Close on twenty-three years, master.”

“And I am forty-seven. She has all her days in front of her still.”

“What days will they be, and she quaking in a burrow like a hare, or
rising thin-legged from the bog like a yellow bittern?”

“It is still the King of Scotland who pursues them?” Conachúr queried.

“Yes; since he set eyes on her seven years ago he has given them no
rest, and he will give none until he has killed the three brothers and
taken the girl for himself. That is the welcome of a king in Scotland.
It is not the welcome the same lord got when he came here in fosterage.”

“He is still a young man,” said Conachúr.

“Young or old, it is not the act of a prince.”

“The acts of a prince need a prince’s criticism,” said the king
severely.

Lavarcham went silent.

“Young men go wild at times, and it is their right; but older men can
be of a wildness that no young man can understand,” said the king.

He twisted sternly on Lavarcham.

“Love is told of in this way and that, but it is not told of as it
is.... It is savagery in the blood, and pain in the bone, and greed and
despair in the mind. It is to be thirsty in the night and unslaked in
the day. It is to carry memory like a thorn in the heart. It is to drip
one’s blood as one walks. Leave men to the things they know, and do you
meddle with your own female businesses.”

“Those children,” said Lavarcham stubbornly, “are a woman’s business,
and his own subjects are matter for a king.”

“They are our kinsmen indeed,” said Conachúr thoughtfully, “and their
troubles shall be looked into. We shall speak of this again after the
banquet.”

Lavarcham’s eyes were shining:

“Yes, master,” she crooned.

“Send in our butlers and all our masters,” said Conachúr.

[9] Emer = pronounced Ever.



CHAPTER III


The king and the guests of honour, mainly members of his family and
their wives, sat on a raised dais overlooking the banqueting hall.

It was at the heart of the banquet. The food had been eaten, and mead
and ale and wine were circulating. Gentlemen were politely pledging
each other’s ladies, and the ladies were feverishly considering each
other’s costumes and ornaments.

“Every one,” Emer explained in her clear, sweet voice to Cúchulinn,
“every one who has any hair at all wears it this way.”

“It is the Connacht fashion,” said Cruscraid the Stammerer.

“It is Maeve’s fashion,” Emer corrected.

“There must be three plaits,” she continued; “two twisted round the
head and caught in a brooch, and one hanging down the back. I think it
is a charming fashion.”

“I think,” Conachúr smiled, “that our ladies might content themselves
with our own good Ulster customs.”

“There are Ulster customs, indeed,” said Emer, “but there are no
fashions. One must go to Connacht for that.”

“If it depended on the ladies,” said Laerí, “we might let the grass
grow over the Black Pig’s Dyke.”

“Shoulder torques are worn smaller in Connacht just now,” Emer
continued, eyeing superciliously the ornaments of a neighbour. “Just
like mine,” she added complacently.

Cúchulinn laughed boisterously.

“Just like yours,” he mocked. “Why, you know well, my dove, I took that
torque on the last spoil I made in Connacht.”

Great good humour descended on Conachúr.

“Is that where the torque came from, my soul? Your sweet lady must show
it to me more closely. You had a hard fight on that occasion?”

“I got away from them,” the Cú answered modestly.

“You got away from them only when you got home,” Bricriu jeered. “It
was good running, my sweet.”

“They were very persistent,” the Cú admitted laughingly, “but I got
away with my spoil.”

“You know how the Connacht men explain the fact that you are still
alive?”

“It will be an unpleasant explanation if it is explained by Bricriu,”
said Emer.

“I should like to hear it,” said Conachúr.

“They are telling each other that our Cú was so beautiful they could
not bear to kill him: think of that, Cúcuc.”

“It is a stupid sentimental reason,” growled Laerí.

“It is a good, honourable reason,” Emer flashed. “It is not a reason
you will ever give for letting a man escape.”

“No,” said Bricriu; “Laerí’s excuse when he doesn’t bring his man home
is that he couldn’t catch him.”

“And that,” Laerí retorted, “would be the Connacht men’s reason for not
getting the Cú, if a Connachtman could tell the truth about anything.”

“They tell the truth when it is pleasant,” said Emer, “and when it is
not pleasant they tell a lie: they are a polite people, which is more
than we are.”

“Oh! Oh!” Conachúr laughed.

“Their lies come from a good heart and a love of happiness, while our
truths come grumph, grumph, grumph like the snarling of a badly trained
dog.”

“Oh! Oh!” Conachúr roared.

“Conall, what do you say of these Connacht people? You also have been
among them lately.”

“They are honourable fighters,” said Conall.

“No man can pray for a better enemy than a Connachtman,” Fergus
assented. “They come on where another would go back, and when they go
back it is either through pity or poetry.”

“Come,” said Conachúr, “their compliment to the Cú has been repaid, and
we can talk of something else. What do you think of our banquet?”

“There is nothing to be said,” cried Emer; “it is perfect.”

“Everybody seems happy,” said the complacent king, as he looked down
the Red Branch.

His guests also stared down the hall.

“They seem happy and are happy,” said Cúchulinn. He turned to his
servant and charioteer:

“Laeg,” he cried, “you do not love me! My cup is empty.”

“My darling,” Laeg replied, “you have drunk as much as is good for you.”

“I shall drink as much as is bad for me if I please,” said Cúchulinn,
“so bring me some mead, my treasure.”

“I shall bring you ale or cider.”

“Mead,” said the Cú.

“Ale, my little love,” said the charioteer.

“Bring mead for the Cú when he wants it,” Emer ordered indignantly.

“Sweet mistress,” said Laeg, “we have to bring him home to-night.”

“Then give him ale,” said Emer.

“It will surely be ale,” cried the delighted Conachúr.

“Mead,” Cúchulinn pleaded.

“You will want to fight the moon and stars as we go home,” Emer rebuked
him.

“I can fight on ale just as well,” Cúchulinn asserted.

“And it is good heady ale,” the king assured him.

“Let it be ale, then,” said Cúchulinn.

“I think that not one person whom we know is absent from this banquet,”
said Fiachra the Fair, Conachúr’s youngest son.

The conversation turned as they all looked down the great hall. “There
is So-and-so, and So-and-so.”

“Who,” said Emer, “is that tall, sad man with three men’s chins about
him?”

“He is such a one,” said Fiachra.

“And the black bulk beside him with the beard that was stolen from a
porcupine?”

“His name is Borach, the son of Annté. He has a fortified rock half in
and half out of the sea. He catches sharks through his window, and his
banquets are all made of fish.”

“He is preparing a banquet for me,” Conachúr cried.

“I shall not accept a feast from that man,” said Fergus.

“You must if he asks you,” Cúchulinn replied, “for it is geasa[10] on
you not to refuse a feast.”

“That is so; but the feast must be ready before I am offered it, and
as I do not visit his part of the world I shall never have to eat his
sharks.”

“You think there is no one absent?” asked Conachúr.

“Not one,” they agreed.

“I am sharper than you all,” he continued, “for I can count three who
are not here.”

Again they scrutinized the hall without finding any missing friends.
They appealed to the herald who stood by Conachúr’s chair. He, too, was
mystified.

“What three are they?” said Fiachra.

“The three sons of Uisneac,” the king replied smilingly. “The three
Lights of Valour of the Gael.”

At the words a moment’s silence came on the dais and no person knew
exactly what to say or do. Fergus turned his direct gaze on the king.

“They are in Scotland,” he said.

“They went there seven years ago when Naoise ran away with Deirdre,”
said Conachúr.

Conall Cearnach turned his harsh forehead to the king:

“They are in great distress,” he said.

“I have just heard so,” the king replied gravely. “We must bring them
home.”

At the words the face of every person changed. It was as though a
cordial had been dropped into each heart.

Cúchulinn flashed enthusiasm and delight at the king:

“You will let them come back?”

“They shall be at our next banquet.”

“If I could love you more,” Fergus affirmed, “I would love you more for
that.”

“I know you love me well,” said Conachúr, “and I love you, my heart.”

“We have been wearying to see Naoise again,” cried Cúchulinn.

“What is he like?” said Emer.

“He is under geasa about his return,” Bricriu interposed.

Conachúr turned abruptly to him.

“What geasa is that?”

“He will come back in the company of Fergus or of Conall or of the Cú,
otherwise he will not come back.”

“Ah!” said Conachúr.

“He was always a sensible, far-seeing boy,” Bricriu continued
thoughtfully.

The king’s eye rested on Bricriu for one weighty moment ere he replied:

“We shall send one of the three, or all of the three to fetch him.”

“What is she like?” Emer insisted.

Bricriu replied:

“She has been sleeping in ditches for six years. She will be like
nothing that you have ever heard of, sweet lady.”

“She----” said Cúchulinn.

“She----” said every voice at the one moment.

“She,” said Conachúr with a grave smile, “was called the Troubler; she
has given and received her share of trouble.”

[10] Geasa = taboo.



CHAPTER IV


“You understand?” said the king.

“I understand well, master,” said Lavarcham.

“First you are to send Conall to me. Half an hour afterwards you shall
send Cúchulinn. In another half-hour you shall send me Fergus, and when
he comes you shall see that Borach is in waiting.”

“I understand well, master.”

“In a little while you shall see your babe again.”

She scrutinized his face humbly and gravely.

“You are most gentle, master.”

“Are you not contented?”

“I am filled with joy and grief,” she answered.

“And grief!” the king echoed mildly.

“She will not be the girl I knew,” said Lavarcham.

“How so?”

“She will have been destroyed by hardship.”

“Girls are tougher than women pretend,” said Conachúr.

“A man grows directly from the boy he was,” she continued. “He keeps
the boy you knew even when he is an old man. But a girl grows suddenly
at an angle to all that she was. She becomes a stranger in a year.”

“Hum!” he scoffed.

“The Deirdre we knew is dead, and some weather-wise, weather-wasted
woman will look at me with unknown eyes and say, ‘How do you do.’ I
shall not know how to talk to her,” said Lavarcham.

“If it is so we shall see it so,” said Conachúr. “Go now and send me
Conall, and then the others in the order I told you.”

Lavarcham left the room.

When she was beyond the king’s hearing she stood for a good five
minutes musing deeply within herself; listening as it were to her
heart, to her instincts, to that monitor on whom we call when the times
are momentous and doubtful and there is no other help but our own to
be summoned. She sighed inaudibly, tremulously, and went about her
business.

       *       *       *       *       *

Conall Cearnach stood in the doorway.

“Good, O Chief and King!” he saluted.

“Life and happiness!” Conachúr replied briskly. “Sit here, my heart,
for there is but one chair. I shall walk up and down while we discuss
this business.”

His guest sat down.

“It is about Uisneac’s boys. You think they should come home?”

“Every one thinks so; there is a gap among your gentlemen while they
are away.”

Conachúr nodded.

“There is an even worse gap among your captains.”

“It is so.”

“And among the boys growing from the troop,” Conall resumed, “there
is no one to replace these three. They were already at the force of
manhood, and even then their skill and knowledge were remarkable.”

“True,” Conachúr agreed. “They were trained by me.”

“The last six years of combat and ambuscade and flight will have made
them but the better soldiers.”

The king strode to his visitor and laid a hand on his shoulder.

“Conall, my friend, these three have treated me shamefully.”

“The only way to forgive a thing is to forget it. You have forgiven,
Conachúr--and forgotten.”

“If they returned with you, Conall, and if evil happened to them while
under your surety, what would you do?”

Conall rose from his chair, and in rising displaced the king’s hand. He
looked at the king with his steady, pale regard.

“If evil came to a person placed under my protection I would kill the
person by whom that evil came.”

Conachúr laughed merrily.

“Even the king himself?” he quizzed.

“I would kill any person that dishonoured me,” said Conall sternly.

“You would be quite right to do so,” said Conachúr heartily.

He seated himself in the chair that Conall had vacated.

“The matter I wish to discuss is your uncle, Cet mac Magach, Cet of
Connacht. That man scorns our borders, and his depredations are costly
and impertinent. Our young men also are not equal to that able reiver.
Could you not talk to him, Conall, and draw him off us?”

“I talk to Connachtmen with a sword.”

“You may talk to him that way if you please.”

Conall reviewed the invitation imperturbably.

“I would not care to kill Cet mac Magach. He is my mother’s brother.”

“And he is not an easy person to kill,” said Conachúr. “We shall make
our own arrangements about him. Blessing and long life to you!”

The dismissed champion strode from the room.

“That man,” Conachúr thought moodily, “has been hammered together stone
by stone, and is no more than a petrified vanity. He loves nothing but
his honour, which is that he loves himself.”

“Come in, the Cú,” he called. “Come in, and an hundred welcomes, my
sweet lad.”

Cúchulinn, magnificent in red silk and gold embroideries, came leaping
in.

“Well, my pulse!” cried Conachúr. “And you have a new mantle!”

“Emer made it,” the Cú boasted. “She does the finest embroidery in the
world. She told me so herself.”

“If she told you so----” said Conachúr. “Let me look at the sleeve. It
is not bad, my delight. But I have a few pieces somewhere--Did you pass
Conall Cearnach as you came in?”

“I did; he smiled a frozen smile at me, and clapped my shoulder with a
fist of lead.”

“We were arguing about honour. If a person was placed under your
protection and was then killed, what would you do, Cúcuceen?”

“I would kill the other person,” said Cúchulinn.

“If it was the king, my pet?”

“I would kill the king.”

Conachúr sat round at him in a rage.

“Would you kill me?” he demanded.

“I would,” Cúchulinn returned as fiercely. “I would kill any one who
destroyed a person under my protection.”

“You would _not_ kill me, Cúchulinn!”

“As sure as dawn begins the day.”

“Begone, young puppy! Begone, cockscomb!” he thundered.

“Honour----” Cúchulinn commenced.

“You do not love me,” the king stormed.

“I do love you.”

“Begone,” the king roared, and stamped the floor.

The laughing Cúchulinn backed before his rage.

“I do love you,” he shouted; and he continued to shout, “I love you....
I love you,” until he reached the end of the corridor and turned the
corner, where the guards poked each other in the ribs and giggled with
joy.

Conachúr tugged at his beard half in anger and half in laughter.

Another vanity in a mantle, he thought. That boy loves me indeed, and
he would as surely kill me, for it is certain that I could not think of
killing him. Is there no person in my realm who loves me better than
his own poor pride? And what a three that--Naoise--must choose for his
sureties!

He strode savagely up and down the room.

“We shall see now what Fergus is like,” he sneered. “He professes to
adore me, and eyes me with the devotion of a dull dog. A dull dog he
is, and a monster of sufficiency to boot.”

If he dares to thwart me--the king gloomed, and went into a bitter rage
of meditation.

A great voice boomed on him.

“Good my soul, Conachúr!”

“It is Fergus,” cried the king joyfully, and strode to meet his visitor.

“Come, my pulse and best. Sit you and I shall stand. Nay, sit,” he
chided gently. “Indeed, if things were right you should sit always, and
this man,” tapping his own breast, “should bend a lover’s knee before
you. You bear no ill-will, sweetheart, for that trick of long ago?”

The giant sat.

“I never think of it, or I think of it with relief when I remember the
Judgement Seat, and the knots and tangles and questions that came day
by day. I was not bad at justice, but I was a sad fumbler at law, and
the best man has the best place, my dear. Do not torment yourself with
memories of that old----”

He halted for a word.

“Treachery,” said Conachúr.

“That is not the word I wanted,” Fergus laughed. “You are too
sensitive, Conachúr. The nobles agreed and I agreed that you should be
the king, and I am your most loving subject.”

“You do love me?”

“Have I not proved it?” the other smiled.

“Many a time. Times out of mind,” said Conachúr.

He turned aside and closed his eyes. A pang of dull hate smouldered and
stirred in him.

“If this man were dead!” he thought with weary despair. “If this man
would but cease and disappear and begone, how free my soul could be!”

He turned again to Fergus.

“Let us talk of other things,” he said. “Those sons of Uisneac----”

“You did a rare deed there,” said the other approvingly.

“Rare or not rare they will be brought back, and you shall go for them.”

Fergus nodded.

“If they claim my protection----” he began.

“They do claim it, and they will return under your protection.”

“Then I shall go for them. I shall be glad to see these boys again:
they had the makings of great fighters in them.”

“That is settled,” said Conachúr. “You can start to-day?” he inquired.

“I can start within the hour.”

“Good.”

Conachúr mused, and turned thoughtful eyes on his companion.

“If anything happened to these three while they were under your
protection, Fergus, what would you do?”

“I would kill the person who interfered with my protection.”

“No matter who it was?”

“No matter who it was.”

“I wonder would our mutual love withstand even an attack on honour,”
said Conachúr thoughtfully. “There are bounds to love, but I doubt that
I could lift a hand against you even if you attacked my honour.”

“Our love is a great bond,” said Fergus simply; “it would be hard to
destroy.”

“Nevertheless,” the king smiled, “if I injured your honour--say that I
attacked these sons of Uisneac while in your surety, your affection for
me would scarcely withstand that.”

“That would be a hard case indeed,” Fergus laughed.

“You would kill me?” the king queried with a genial smile.

“You know,” said Fergus, “that I could not kill you whatever you did.”

“We love one another well,” said Conachúr. “It is a great thing to love
as we do, my friend.

“But now,” he continued briskly, “we must attend to this troublesome
business, and we must have a third person present in order that the
world may know how we despatch it.”

He clapped his hands, and, to the servant who appeared:

“Who is in waiting?”

“Borach, lord.”

“Tell him to come here.”

“That is the man who feeds his guests on sharks,” said Fergus.

“He is on duty of honour to-day,” the king replied carelessly, “and
he will be witness to the world of my instructions and of your charge.
Come forward, good Borach.”

The bulky man strode in.

“You shall listen to my instructions to our dear Fergus, and you shall
be the witness to this arrangement.”

Fergus thereupon stood up and Conachúr seated himself.

“Fergus, my friend, you shall go to Scotland and bring back to this
court the three sons of Uisneac and the woman Deirdre. There shall be
no delay about the execution of this duty.”

“There shall be no delay,” Fergus affirmed.

“The instant they set foot in Ireland you shall proceed here with them;
and if, from any cause whatsoever, you cannot come yourself, you shall
cause them to come to me without the delay of even one half-hour.”

“That will be done,” said Fergus, “but I shall be with them.”

“With you or without you, whether they arrive by day or by night in
Ireland, they shall be sent here to me without the delay of even one
half-hour.”

“That will be done,” said Fergus.

“I bind that on you to the letter,” said Conachúr.

“I accept it so,” Fergus returned. “I shall bring my two sons to
Scotland, and if, by any miracle, I should be delayed myself, they
shall go forward with every speed and deliver these four people safely
at Emain Macha.”

“A speedy return to you,” said Conachúr. “Go at once, my dear friend.
But you, Borach, stay yet awhile. I have the matter of our feast to
discuss with you.”

Fergus smiled broadly as he withdrew.

“Sharks,” he murmured quite joyfully. “Sharks!”



CHAPTER V


On the slope of a sunny hill overlooking Loch Eitche, Deirdre was
cooking the meal which her husband and his brothers had run to earth
and carried home on their shoulders.

“The food is ready,” she called.

“It is not as ready as I am, for I could eat land and water,” Ardan
averred.

“We shall not give you any,” she mocked.

“Serve the greedy person right,” said Ainnle. “He eats in his sleep.”

“But I must get the part I killed,” Ardan protested.

“What part is that?”

“I don’t know its name, but it is the tenderest part.”

“This is also a thievish person,” said Ainnle indignantly; “he is
trying to claim the part I killed.”

“Fight for me, Naoise!” Ardan implored. “Be on my side, Deirdreen!”

“You shall be served last,” said Deirdre severely, “and you shall get a
tough piece.”

“Ochone! ochone for ever!” he lamented.

“How do you like that piece?” said Deirdre vindictively.

“I could eat a cow’s horn if you cooked it,” he wheedled. “Won’t you
give me more in a minute, little sister?”

“I shall give you ten kisses,” said Deirdre.

“Do not go between that man and his meat,” Ainnle warned; “he will bite
you.”

“The law says that you are my brother, but I shall certainly divorce
you,” the other cried, “and then you will be sorry.”

“You are silent, Naoise!” said Deirdre.

“No man can talk with his mouth full except me,” Ardan explained.

“Half an hour ago,” said Naoise, “I saw a ship beating in from the sea.”

“A fishing-boat?”

“I think it was a boat from Ireland.”

“Why should you think so?”

“It had the cut of an Irish boat.”

“If it is any of our friends from Ireland,” said Ainnle, “they will be
almost at the strand now.”

“We have no friends in Ireland,” Deirdre returned coldly.

“Run to the strand, Ardan my pulse, and see who came in that ship.”

The boy scrambled to his feet.

“If they are friends I’ll give them kisses. If they are enemies I’ll
steal their supper.”

But Deirdre was woebegone as she looked on the two brothers.

“What ails you, little sister?” Ainnle inquired.

“I had a dream last night,” she replied, “and it troubles me.”

“We share all things, and our troubles. Tell us your dream.”

Deirdre looked away distantly to the sea.

“I dreamed that three birds came flying from Emain Macha.”

“Happy birds,” said Naoise dreamily, “that can fly, and fly back.”

“They had each a sip of honey in their beaks. They left the three sips
of honey with us, and they took away from us three sips of our blood.”

“The ending,” said Naoise, “is not so sweet as the beginning.”

“How do you interpret that dream?” his brother asked.

“I think that three people will come to us carrying a sweet, deceitful
message from Conachúr.”

“A dream is a dream,” he soothed her.

“And my dreams!” she cried. “How many times have we fled on the advice
of my dream? and as we looked back we saw that happening which we fled
from. Is that true, brother?”

“It is true. Our Deirdre has second sight.”

Naoise turned his shoulder along the grass, and laid his ear to the
wind.

“I hear a shout,” he said.

“It is some man of these parts giving a hunting call,” she answered.

“It seemed to me like the shout of an Irishman.”

“It may be Ardan returning.”

“It is not his call.”

“It is Fergus and his two sons,” said Deirdre miserably. “They are
coming to us with three sips of honey in their mouths.”

“What is in Fergus’ mouth is in his heart also,” Naoise cried joyfully.
“One time or another even your dream may be wrong, for if Fergus agrees
to be a messenger the message will be as true as his own truth.”

“Remember,” said Deirdre, “that I told you they were coming without
having seen them.”

Fergus and his two sons, with Ardan doing circles and whoops around
them, rose on a slope of the hill, and came striding over the tussocks.
Behind them came the shield-bearer and the shield itself, and at the
sight Ainnle fled to meet them, but Naoise drew back to keep Deirdre
company, for she had not moved.

“It is Fergus,” he said, with shining eyes.

“He has come for our blood,” said white-lipped Deirdre.

“Queen of queens,” her husband laughed, “you do not know Fergus.”

At that the whole band came together, and they all kissed each other
fondly.

“Welcome to this land,” said Naoise.

“And thou art Deirdre!” cried Fergus, as he kissed her on either cheek.

She smiled wanly as she returned his kisses.

“We shall teach you to laugh in Ireland,” he trolled.

“What news is there from the lovely country?” her husband demanded.

“The best. The news that you are to return there.”

“Ah!” said Naoise.

“The king himself has sent me to bring you home under my surety and
protection.”

“Whoo-oop!” said Ardan.

“He bids me tell you that he has forgiven you, and wishes you all
happiness.”

But Deirdre turned to him, smiling and fearful.

“We are happy here in Scotland,” she said.

“Nay,” said Fergus, “one cannot be satisfied when one is in exile, for
his native land is dearer to a man than any other.”

“This is truly a dear country,” she replied.

“And it is well known,” Fergus continued, “that if a man of Ireland had
the lordship of another country he would yet be unhappy unless he could
see Ireland every day.”

“It is so,” said Ainnle.

“There is no one knows its truth better than the sons of Uisneac,”
cried Naoise.

“You see,” the great man chided her.

“I know that this is a dear land,” said Deirdre stubbornly, “and that
here the sons of Uisneac might rise to any destiny they aimed for.”

“It may be so,” Naoise affirmed. “But Ireland is dearer to me than
Scotland.”

“Scotland is safer,” she said.

“Will you be safer in Scotland than with me?” cried Fergus in
amazement. “I have yet a little power,” he smiled.

“We will go with you,” said Naoise.

“Do not go, my pulse,” said Deirdre in great agitation. “Do not trust
yourself where Conachúr is.”

“Women and cats dislike change,” Naoise laughed, “but you will love
this change.”

In half an hour they strode down the hill, and in an hour their sails
were bent for Ireland.

It was then Deirdre made her first poem, beginning

    A lovable land is that in the east,
    Marvellous Alba....



CHAPTER VI


As they approached harbour they noticed a band waiting at the
landing-place, and these people raised mighty cheers as the ship swung.

“That man!” said Fergus, indicating one who stood apart and issued
commands. “I surely know that man! It is Borach,” he laughed. “It is
the man who feeds people on sharks,” and he explained to his party all
that he had heard of Borach at the banquet.

“The gods be praised,” he murmured, “we cannot wait for his feast even
if he offers it.”

When they landed Borach ran to meet them. He kissed Fergus three times,
and he kissed each of the others also.

“Welcome to this land,” he said; “all Ireland welcomes you.”

He looked with his black, deep-set peep at Deirdre and kissed her, but
when she looked at him he turned aside.

He was ill at ease, and all his movements were self-conscious and
unhappy. He turned, almost truculently, to Fergus.

“Fergus,” he said, “I am honoured to see you in my lordship.”

“You are kind,” said Fergus, “and I shall bind you to visit me in mine.”

“I am so delighted,” Borach continued hastily, “that I have prepared a
feast for you, such as is only offered to a king.”

“The king did say,” Fergus rumbled joyfully, “that you had a feast
ready for him.”

“That is the feast I am offering to you,” said Borach.

“What?” cried the giant.

“The king has notified me that he cannot come to my banquet, so I am
offering it to you instead.”

Fergus stared at him.

“You were present, and you heard Conachúr’s instructions that there
should be no delay on this journey. I shall come and feast with you
another time, my dear.”

“I insist that you stay and feast with me for one week,” Borach growled.

“You insist!” he murmured in astonishment.

“I invoke your geasa,” said the other stubbornly. “You must remain with
me for a week.”

At that Fergus became one purple mass from the crown of his head to the
soles of his feet, and his face swelled so that the bystanders feared
he would burst with the excess and violence of his rage. Borach was
nervous, but his own men were around him, and although he was terrified
of Fergus he was yet more frightened of the king.

“I insist,” he shouted, “and you cannot refuse a feast that is offered
to you kindly.”

“This is a trick,” said Fergus. “You know my oath; you listened to it,
for the king made me swear in your very presence, that, was it by day
or by night, I should speed the sons of Uisneac to him from the moment
we landed. And you offer me a feast and a week’s delay! What dog’s deed
do you intend, you Borach? Do you not value your life?” he roared.

“I value my life indeed,” Borach replied, “and”--looking round on his
attendants--“and I shall take great care of it. I hold you to the
feast, Fergus.”

“Come apart with me,” said the bewildered giant to his companions, “and
let us discuss this wonder.”

“What ought we to do?” he asked.

“It seems that you must make a choice,” said Deirdre timidly.

“What choice is there, sweet queen?”

“You have to choose whether you will forsake the feast or forsake us,”
she murmured.

Her heart swelled as she spoke, so that her voice was not steady, for
she was astonished and unhappy and her mind was bewildered.

“In truth I must leave one or the other,” said Fergus.

Naoise and his brothers stared at the fogged noble.

“Dear champion,” she pleaded, “it would be more fitting to leave the
feast, but it would not be right to leave us in the middle of our
enemies.”

“But I cannot leave a feast,” Fergus explained, “for that is my
compact with the gods. One cannot break his geasa.”

They stared at him and at one another in consternation.

“Whatever is in his mind, this Borach will not release me from the
eating of his accursed sharks,” Fergus continued wrathfully. “Eat them
I must, but I shall leave my sons with you, and they will protect you
on the road to Emain.”

“By my hand,” said Naoise, “you are doing a great deal for us! The
protection we seek is that of your name and fame and station. Any other
protection we do not value, for we are well used to taking care of
ourselves.”

“But----” said Fergus.

“We did not come here under your weapons,” said Naoise, “we came under
your guarantee.”

“You mistake me,” said Fergus mildly. “My sons carry my guarantee, and
with them you will be as secure as though I were present.”

He turned to Rough-Red Buinne and Iollann the Fair.

“Is not that so?”

“It is so,” said Buinne.

“The Council of All Ireland would not tolerate the breaking of this
notable surety,” said Iollann. “It is known now through the whole
country.”

“And what man would dare to break my guarantee?” Fergus inquired.

Naoise bit his lip.

“Let us go on,” said he.

He turned his level gaze on Fergus’ sons.

“You are our guarantors,” he said, “and we accept your protection.”

They returned to where the black-avised chieftain was waiting, and
him Fergus stared and out-stared until he was reduced to a mass of
unhappiness.

“I shall eat sharks because I must, Borach,” he thundered.

“What sharks are you talking about?” said Borach.

“Lead me to your miseries of the deep,” said Fergus, “but do not talk
to me about them.”



CHAPTER VII


As the travellers proceeded they were morose and thoughtful, and even
Ardan’s high spirits flagged. But as they looked on a native sky, and
on the fields and hedgerows of an Irish countryside, something of their
disquietude was eased and a lightening of the heart became apparent in
each of them.

“Dear girl,” said Naoise, and he placed an arm about her shoulders. “We
are in Ireland,” he said.

At the word every misery fled from Ardan’s breast, so that he began
to look truculently on his brother Ainnle, and even to give him an
occasional shoulder as they marched.

Deirdre leaned to her husband.

“I have had other visions,” she said.

She moved her hand languidly towards Fergus’ two sons, who strode a few
paces in advance.

“These are our sureties!” she mocked.

“They represent their father,” Naoise affirmed.

“They represent nothing but themselves,” she answered, “and if their
father leaves us for a feast, they will leave us for any other prank.”

“It was his geasa,” said Naoise patiently.

“Whatever it was,” said Deirdre.

“We are utterly alone,” she continued. “We have no backing of any kind,
and we will arrive in Emain Macha at the absolute mercy of Conachúr.”

She seized her husband’s arm.

“You also are under geasa not to return unless in the company of
Fergus. He may be delayed for a week. Let us camp here and wait until
he comes up with us.”

“Dear child,” said Naoise, “how can we insult these good youths?”

But Deirdre was in terrible agitation.

“I dread appearing in the presence of Conachúr if Fergus is not by us.”

“His guarantee is with us,” and Naoise indicated the two young men.
“There it is, four legs of it marching stoutly.”

“At least,” she pleaded, “let us go to Cúchulinn’s fortress in Dun
Dealgan and wait there until he or Fergus can come with us--if you will
do that, I shall complain no more.”

“Fergus,” he replied, “has bound himself before the king that he would
send us on without an hour’s delay.”

“And he bound himself to stay with us, but he has broken his word.”

“We must keep his word for him with the king,” said Naoise.

“Another person’s honour is another person’s business. That compact is
broken by him, and your geasa is not kept by keeping his. Let us turn
to Dun Dealgan and take Cúchulinn’s protection.”

Naoise indicated the two who were marching in front.

“I shall ask their advice, and if they agree to it we will go to Dun
Dealgan.”

He called the two, and put the question to them. But they were
scandalized.

“You have no confidence in us,” said Buinne.

“And none in our father’s word,” said Iollann.

“This woe has come on us because of your father’s word, and he has left
us in our danger for a feast,” she raged.

“The whole world,” said Buinne, “knows Fergus mac Roy, and the worth of
his protection.--You know it,” he said to Naoise, “although your queen
does not.”

“You are right,” said Naoise. “We may go on without misgiving, my dove.”

And they went on.

On their journey the next day they reached Slieve Fuad. Deirdre strayed
behind, and in the movement and conversation her absence was not
noticed for a long time. Naoise retraced his path from the White Cairn
of the Watching, and came on her sleeping in a grassy hollow. When he
awakened her she stared and clutched him, and cried wildly and bitterly.

“What is it?” he asked in alarm.

“I have had a vision,” she sobbed. “I have had a dreadful vision.”

“What did you see?”

“I saw Iollann with no head on him, and I saw Buinne with his head
safe on his shoulders.”

Naoise took her in his arms.

“Be glad,” he laughed, “that one of our friends will escape the doom
you have planned for us all.”

But she stared at him in distraction.

“No friend of ours will escape,” she moaned.

“But Buinne kept his head on in your dream!”

“The man who had no head had been fighting for us, and the man who had
a head was fighting against us,” she whispered.

Naoise was shocked.

“How you have changed, my one treasure,” he said mournfully.

She threw her arms about him.

“Do not speak unkindly to me,” she begged.

“That lovely mouth spoke always lovely things, and now it speaks
nothing but evil.”

She closed his lips with her hand.

“No, no,” she said. “Do not say more. Or say only that you love me. You
do love me, my husband?”

“Little tender wife!” he smiled. “After all the dangers we have gone
through you are frightened at last.”

“Yes,” she breathed, “I am terribly frightened. I die of fear for us
all. When I remember Conachúr.... He looked so at me, Naoise! He----!
Come with me to Scotland. We will be safe there. We will be happy
again. We will hunt in the Woods of Cuan and Glen da Rua. I shall never
complain again in this life if you will come with me to Scotland.
Let us go away. You and I, and our darlings, Ainnle and Ardan. He is
so young to be killed, our brother Ardan. He is but twenty-one years
old, and he is gay and loving and fearless. We will be together again;
we four: alone and happy. Listen! we will hunt and feast and defend
ourselves and fear nothing. You shall win a kingdom there: in sweet
Alba of the heathery uplands; but let us fly from Conachúr. You do
not know him. Only I and Lavarcham know that terrible king. He is
thoughtful. He is bitter and unforgiving, and his memories are rooted
deep like the roots of a deep tree.”

But Naoise put her hands away.

“If you must speak badly of others,” he said coldly, “speak to me of
foreigners, and not of my own people!”

“Alas, my husband!” said Deirdre. “Alas and alas for all of us!”

She rose wearily.

“Do not be angry with me. Let that last unhappiness be spared me. I am
your wife, Naoise. I would prefer that evil should happen to all the
world rather than one small misfortune should come to you. I am not
Deirdre any more. I am Misery.”

But he kissed and petted her, putting back the hair from her brow and
framing her face in his hands.

“We are here now,” he said, “and no matter what awaits us we must go to
meet it. You would not wish me to run away, Deirdreen.”

“We ran away before,” she said, “and we have greater reason to run away
now than we had then. The spider is waiting for us in the web.”

“You forget, and you will keep on forgetting it, that we are under the
protection of Fergus, and through him we are under the protection of
all Ireland.”

But she looked at him almost angrily.

“Fergus,” she scoffed. “He is a traitor, that Fergus. He is being used
by the king to betray us.”

Naoise bit his lip and his eyes became hard and sombre.

“Let us go on,” he said. “We should reach Ard Saileach ere the
evening.”



CHAPTER VIII


They stood on the slope of a hill in a rounded and rolling country
looking down on Emain Macha. The evening was advanced, and the late
sunlight, all a glimmer of gold, was shining tenderly on the city, so
that the mighty ten-acre palace of Conachúr shone back again as though
it also were a sun. The great bronze doors, polished like mirrors, were
blazing in red lakes of flame, the glass windows of the women’s sunny
rooms were like blinding pools of gold, and the roofs, painted in broad
reaches of red and green and orange, glowed and sparkled in the mellow
evening.

“It is good to look on that again,” said Naoise in a low voice.

“I had almost forgotten it,” said Ainnle.

But Ardan squatted in the grass and stared and stared with his soul in
his eyes.

“You have not seen the city for seven years!” said Buinne.

Naoise drew Deirdre to him.

“Are you not contented now, my heart?”

“Our wanderings are ended,” he continued tenderly. “We are outlaws no
more, and that long vagabondage is done with. You will sleep at last in
a bed,” he smiled.

“Oh, my dear!” she breathed.

“We are home again,” he said, and his heart filled suddenly so that he
could not tell if it were really joy that stayed his tongue and blinded
his eyes, or if the grief of seven long years had risen within him like
a wintry tide.

But Deirdre was not happy. She saw Ainnle’s contained joy, and the
ecstasy in Ardan’s eyes.

“Alas, my darlings!” she said.

“You still think,” said Naoise, “that the king of such a land can act
towards us like a traitor?”

“I shall give you a sign,” she replied mournfully and gently. “If
Conachúr lodges us this night in his own house we are safe.”

“He has sent for us of his own royal will,” said Ainnle, “and he will
lodge us, as is proper, in the Royal Branch.”

“Poor trusting gentlemen!” said Deirdre. “Conachúr could not live again
in the house where you three had lodged. He will send us to the Red
Branch.”

“And if he does?” said Naoise.

“I,” Ardan cried, “am going to put a new edge on my sword if he does.
There is a good edge on it already,” he explained, “but I am going to
put edges all over it.”

“If we are sent to the Red Branch,” said Ainnle, “I shall let you give
my blade a rub too.”

“I call on Iollann and Buinne for protection,” Ardan cried indignantly.
“That man makes me work for him like a horse,” he complained.

Naoise turned to the two sons of Fergus.

“If we are sent to the Red Branch what will you do?”

“We will go there with you,” said Buinne.

“The king’s house is always filled with guests,” Iollann said. “He
cannot know just when we should arrive, and he may have no place for us
at a moment’s notice.”

“There is nothing Conachúr does not know,” said Deirdre. “Borach will
have sent a runner to tell of our arrival, and his own spies will have
told the king in what place we camped each night, and at what hour we
marched again in the morning. He knows now that we are here, and if he
sends us to the Red Branch we are lost.”

“I am as full of curiosity as an old woman,” Naoise laughed. “Let us go
on and find out everything that is going to happen.”

In a short time they were among the streets and booths around Emain
Macha, but the twilight had descended and the passers-by did not
recognize the six travellers.

“Yonder is the Speckled Branch, the Armoury,” said Ainnle. “The Boy
Troop will be going to bed shortly. You remember those nights, Naoise,
and all the chattering?”

“And the climbing out of windows by a cord,” said Ardan. “And the
scrambling back again while the comrades above threw all the world at
the guards who were trying to stick spears in us as we shinned up.”

“There is the Red Branch,” said Naoise.

“Is it truly full of dead men’s heads?” Deirdre chattered through
frozen lips.

“There is generally a head or two,” he answered carelessly,
“Connachtmen mostly.”

“Very hairy, beardy, toothy kinds of heads,” said Ardan. “I remember
them, and they used to get hairier and beardier and toothier every
second day. At last,” he explained to Deirdre, “there wouldn’t be any
head at all, no face at all, only a mat of hair as long as a woman’s,
and it in knots, and a shiny grin among the knots.”

“You are all wrong,” said Ainnle. “A dead man’s hair grows lank and
long like a drink of water.”

“Pooh!” said Ardan. “You remember everything! You are the great man of
the world! The wind knots them and twists them and wobbles them all in
and out like a doormat.”

“Yonder is Conachúr’s house, the Royal Branch,” said Naoise.

“We will give a good thundering knock at the door and make them jump,”
said Ainnle gleefully.

“I’ll give it a kick,” said Ardan.

Naoise did give a thundering knock.

The door opened and a guard appeared.

“Who asks admission at this hour?” he demanded.

“The sons of Uisneac.”

The guard stared.

“Come in, nobles, and sit for a moment while I seek instructions.”

“Let a message be sent to the king,” said Buinne, “that the protection
of Fergus mac Roy and those he protects have arrived as he ordered.”

The chamberlain came, Scel, son of Barnene.

“The household have retired,” he said. “But the king sends his regrets
and courtesies, and has instructed that his noble guests are to be
lodged in the Red Branch for this night. A guard will escort you
there.” He motioned to the captain of the guard, who ranged his men.

“Don’t forget about the edges you promised to do for me,” said Ardan to
his brother.

“No wriggling, young lazy-bones,” Ainnle retorted. “You shall do your
work and be respectful to your betters also.”

“Is not that man a tyrant?” said Ardan. He turned to the captain of
the guard. “Hold me away from him, good sir,” he implored.

“I am at your orders, gentlemen,” said the smiling captain.



CHAPTER IX


But Conachúr had not retired.

He was seated in the central room away in the heart of his monstrous
palace, and the great crystal ball swung at his shoulder. He had stared
into it for hours and had seen nothing.

Lavarcham also was there, seated humbly on a stool.

“Fill my cup,” said Conachúr. “I am thirsty to-night, my heart. I could
drain a sea and not drown this thirst.”

“You are troubled, lord. All this business has fevered you.”

“And you! Are you not excited at the thought of seeing your babe again?”

“I have interested myself in so many things these seven long years,
master, I have almost forgotten her. She has dropped out of my mind,
and now I would as readily not see her as see her.”

“I thought you loved that babe!”

“After all, she is not my babe. Felimid mac Dall’s wife bore her.”

“Is it so?” Conachúr mused. “I had almost forgotten that old tale.”

“I had but the labour of rearing her, and of being disappointed by
her,” she said bitterly.

       *       *       *       *       *

“You did not fill my cup, Lavarcham.”

“I did, master, but you have emptied it.”

“Fill it again, good friend.... She was beautiful, Lavarcham! She was a
thing of joy and wonder!”

“Young girls are beautiful while they are young, master, but in a few
years they look like any other person.”

“You think so?”

“They get fat or they get thin. It is not girls that are lovely,
master, it is youth.”

“And I am forty-seven years of age! The years go by doing what I know
to me, but for her there has been only the time to ripen what was
immature. The green fruit will be ruddy and fragrant worked on by the
sun and the wind. What age is she now, woman?”

“She is seven years older in time, and twenty years older in hardship.
She will have forgotten how to lie in a bed, or how to eat proper food.”

“She will surely have changed,” said Conachúr.

A brisk moment returned to the great man, and he aroused himself.

“How will she look after her years of lying in the butt of a wet ditch
or in the bog?”

“Ah me!” said Lavarcham.

“She will have plodded over tough hills with a thin belly and a dry
lip. She will have slept with her fingers in her mouth to keep them
warm in the winter. She will be lean and red-handed and windy-faced;
with the arches of her feet broken down by too much walking, and her
knees sagging under her like an old ploughman’s. Is that how the
Troubler will look, Lavarcham?”

“I think, master, that she may be a long, thin, tough woman. She will
be rheumatic----”

“She will awaken in the night coughing like a sick horse,” said the
cheerful king.

“I do not wish to see her,” said Lavarcham sourly.

“No more do I,” said Conachúr. “Let her go.... My cup!” he murmured.
“Lavarcham, you do not attend me well.”

Again he became moody.

“If I were not the king I would steal to the Red Branch and spy on
her ruin through a window. I should like to see that she is lank and
depressed.... Go you, Lavarcham; the guards know your privileges. Look
through the window and bring me back that tale.”

“I do not want to see her at all, master. Let her stay with the people
she has chosen, and let her torment our sleep no more.”

“Go, nevertheless, and bring me a full account of her. Fill up my
glass. Examine her carefully, my soul, so that you can bring me a true
report. But do not delay, for I shall be waiting for you. I am lonely
to-night, woman; I am very lonely. Send me a man of the guard to fill
my cup!”

Lavarcham, with every sign of distaste, almost of annoyance, set on her
errand.

       *       *       *       *       *

“Sit there, and take your ease,” the king ordered the guard who came
in. “Do not stare at the floor, good soul, nor at the ceiling. Ah me!
stand behind my chair then, and when my cup is empty refill it for me.”

The embarrassed soldier moved gratefully to cover, and the king fell
again to his woeful meditations.

“Guard!” he said.

“A Rí Uasal!” the guard rolled sonorously.

“Have you ever looked in a crystal?”

“Never, king.”

“Look in this crystal, my friend. Can you see anything?”

“There is a fog in the crystal.”

“It has been there these three days. Look again, good lad.”

“I think there is a woman’s face.”

“What sort of a woman?”

“It has gone, majesty.”

“What sort was she?”

“I saw the loveliest face that ever brightened the world. It seemed
like the face of a sky-woman or a lady of the Shí.”

“Sit on this little stool, and fill my cup. What age are you, guard?”

“Twenty-two years, majesty.”

“What is your name?”

“I am called Strong Fist, sir.”

“I remember you, Tréndorn, you are my hereditary man. Your father was
my man before you. How did he die?”

“He was killed by Naoise, the son of Uisneac, sir.”

“I remember,” said Conachúr, “and your two brothers were killed by that
Naoise. Do you remember that also?”

“I would not forget it, sir.”

“There are things that one should not forget, guard. Would you do an
ill turn to the same Naoise?”

“If I had that chance I would take it, sir.”

“He is in the Red Branch,” said Conachúr. “He is there with the woman
whose face you saw in the crystal. Go there for me, good soldier, and
look through the window. See that no person within observes you, for
these are murderous and skilful men, and if they saw you they would
stop your breath.”

The guard stood glowering.

“In what way do I get equal with Naoise?” he demanded.

“Each thing in its time, good soul, for you would not understand how
the king moves. This is but the first step, and the second shall be
taken in no short time. Climb to the window, and look carefully at the
woman who is there with Naoise. Examine her well and bring me back news
of how she seems and what she looks like. You have seen women before?”

“I have, majesty.”

“You know what to look for; you will know how to look at a woman. Go.
Fill my cup, guard, and go on my errand.”



CHAPTER X


“Still,” said Ardan, “we are not treated too badly. There is plenty of
food.”

“And there are beds in the alcove,” said Ainnle.

“We shall sleep well to-night,” said Deirdre, and she burst into tears.

They sat dumb, each feeling as if a chill wind had touched him.

“Forgive me,” said Deirdre. “I shall not complain any more. Let us sit
to our meat.”

“I shall eat and eat and eat,” said Ardan. “I am so hungry I could
growl over my food.”

“You shall be served first, Ardaneen,” said Deirdre, “and if there is
one tender piece you shall have it.”

“Our Buinne is even hungrier than I am; let him have the first piece.”

Deirdre looked kindly at Buinne, but as she looked her eyes widened and
she went white to the lips. She spoke to him with a shy smile.

“You will have the first piece, Buinne,” she stammered.

“I shall take what comes,” said Rough-Red Buinne.

Deirdre sank back in her chair.

“Naoise, my dear,” she said, “please carve for me. I am not well.”

“Buinne is sensible,” said Naoise. “He has a head on his shoulders.” He
stumbled in his carving, and cast a swift glance at Deirdre.

“The first portion,” he continued gravely, “shall be for Buinne, the
second for Iollann, the third for Deirdre, the fourth for Ainnle, the
fifth for Ardan, and the sixth for Naoise.”

“My piece is to be the tenderest,” said Ardan complacently; “Deirdre
said so. Fight for me, Deirdreen!”

“Ardan, my dear brother,” said Deirdre, “come to me and give me ten
kisses.”

“I’ll miss my turn,” he wailed, as he moved round to her.

They ate their supper, and were sitting at chess--that is, Deirdre and
Naoise were playing, while the others watched the game--when there came
a tapping at the door which was nearest to them. Naoise held a piece
poised in his fingers.

“Go, Ainnle, and challenge that person.”

“It is a woman’s voice,” said Ainnle.

“Let her come in.”

The great bolts were pushed back, and Lavarcham entered.

“My babe, my treasure!” she cried, and she ran to Deirdre.

“Oh, my sweet mother!” said Deirdre.

“I have no time,” Lavarcham panted. “I must fly back to the king. He
sent me to spy on you through the window.”

“There is danger, mother?”

“There is terrible danger. Conachúr’s household men are standing to
arms in the Speckled Branch, and there is a posse at each of the gates
of this place. He will attack before morning. Oh, Deirdre, Deirdre,
that you could have come here knowing Conachúr as I taught him to you!
What madness brought you from Scotland, child? Are you glad to see
me? Do you love your mother still, little one? I have told the king
that you would be ruined with hardship and sorrow; alas! you are more
beautiful than ever. I shall tell him that you are one-eyed and lame,
I shall tell him anything to quieten him for this night. To-morrow
Naoise’s people will get news of your return and he may fear to attack.
If only I can quieten him for this night! He is drinking. He may go
to sleep. Oh, my darling, my one love! I must fly. Keep all the doors
barred. Do not open to any one. I shall send messengers to Uisneac’s
people. Kiss me again. Oh, my love of all loves! I must fly.”

“Ainnle, Ardan, run round all the doors. See that they are secure,”
said Naoise.

He turned to Buinne and Iollann.

“Your father may be too late to help us. I give you back your
protection, gentlemen.”

“I shall stay with you,” said Buinne.

“And I,” said Iollann.

“Good comrades!” Naoise cried, and his eyes sparkled with delight and
gratitude.

“We are five,” he said, “trained to arms from the moment we could
walk. No person of our quality will be against us, for no gentleman
of Ireland would take part in such an attack. There will be only the
common soldiery: hardy men, but as skilful at our trade as ploughmen.
They cannot break in, for the Red Branch was designed not to be broken
into. These bronze doors----”

“The windows!” said Ainnle.

“God pity the man that gets in through a window!” said Naoise.
“Moreover, they are too high. A man’s legs would be splintered if he
jumped from them.”

“Fire!” said Ardan.

“Conachúr will not burn his own fortress.”

“There is a man at the window now,” said Deirdre.

Naoise’s hand was on the table. He picked up a heavy chessman of gold
and ivory and with an underhand flick he sent it buzzing up and through
the glass.

A roar of pain came from without and then a scream. “My eye! my eye!” a
voice wailed.

“He won’t peep through windows again in a hurry,” said Ainnle.

“Conachúr has overreached himself,” said Naoise. “We can hold out until
the morning, and if Lavarcham sends her messages my people will be
baying around Conachúr like wolves, and there will be many another one
with them.”

“The people of Fergus mac Roy will be with them,” cried Buinne.

“That king will learn what it is to dare my father’s protection,”
Iollann raged.

“Why,” said Naoise joyfully, “we are as safe as if we were in Scotland.”

“If we are only as safe as that!” said Ardan with a giggle. “Buinne, my
soul, we used to be running from morning until night. We ate our food
on the run. We used to run in our sleep. I tell the world that in six
years I have not felt safe for a minute until this minute, for there
are stout walls around us, and food to last a week’s siege. The gods be
praised,” he said piously, “we cannot run even if we have to.”

The band of young men shouted with laughter, and Deirdre chimed in as
joyously as any of them.



CHAPTER XI


“It is as you thought, master,” said Lavarcham. “The girl is ruined.”

“You saw her?”

“Her cheeks are hollow and her eyes are red. One would pity her,
master. Indeed, I shall go to see her to-morrow.”

“You did not want to see her any more,” said the king.

“It was so,” she replied humbly. “But my heart was wrung when I looked
on her wretchedness.”

“And the young men?”

“They are stout young men, master.”

“And the guards that I posted?”

“They were at their posts.”

“There ends a tale, and seven of my poor years ...!” said Conachúr.
“What did she look like, woman?”

“She is thin and haggard, and she leaned by the table as though all the
weariness of the world were in her sides.”

“Thus ...!” said Conachúr. “And we fash ourselves for these things
and spend our years and our pith ...! Fill my cup, Lavarcham. Let the
years go and the rest, for we are fools and children. Get to your rest,
friend, and let me mourn my foolish years and all my nonsense.”

“Nay, go to your bed also, sweet king,” said Lavarcham. “You shall rest
to-night, for that bad dream is ended. You will be troubled no more.
To-morrow will be a new day, and all that the world has is for the
king.”

“It is so,” said Conachúr. “This will be the last of those nights. Go
to your bed, good soul, and I shall go to mine in a moment.”

Lavarcham left the palace with her mind in a turmoil of weariness and
fear, but with hope dawning in her soul. She sent secret runners to the
men of Uisneac and to those of Fergus mac Roy, warning them that their
chiefs were in urgent danger; and when she slept she was too happy even
to remember what the king might do when he discovered her treachery.
That memory would be for the morrow.

       *       *       *       *       *

But the king did not sleep.

“I shall wait the report of that guard,” he said, “and then I will be
able to sleep.”

The guard came moaning and limping.

“What ails you, man?” said the astonished king.

“Naoise,” the guard stammered. “He has knocked out my eye.”

He removed his hand from his face, and there was one eye there, and a
bloody mess where the other should have been.

“Did I not tell you,” the king stormed, “that they were murderous men?
Did you take no heed in your work.”

“It was the woman saw me,” the guard stammered. “She told the man, and
before I could move he threw a chessman at me and knocked out my eye.
My leg is broken too, master, for I fell from the window.”

“You will make a better herdsman than soldier,” said the king harshly.
“You are one-legged, one-eyed, and stupid. Go to your bed, and be
careful that you do not cut your throat by taking off your boots. What
did the woman look like?”

“What woman, majesty?”

“The woman I sent you to look at.”

“She looked like the woman I saw in the crystal.”

“I know she did. What did she look like, fool?”

“She looked like the most beautiful woman in the world.”

Conachúr turned his great head and wide eyes on the soldier.

“Be careful how you report to me, guard. How did that woman look? Is
she thin-faced? Is she pale and haggard and wretched?”

“She is not, majesty. She is red-lipped and sweet-eyed and delicious.
She is the loveliest woman that moves in the world.”

“Sit on that stool. Do not mind your eye for a moment. We shall mind
it for you in a little time. Answer my questions. Did that woman look
young or old?”

“She looked young as a bride.”

“Are her cheeks thin?”

“They are not thin; they are round and rosy.”

“Are her eyes red and sunken?”

“They are clear as sweet water, majesty; they are coloured----But for
looking into them I should have got away, for, having looked, I could
not but keep on looking until Naoise threw his chessman.”

“You are muddled,” said Conachúr sternly.

“I would give my other eye for another look at her,” said the guard
savagely.

Conachúr leaped furiously to his feet.

“You shall be cared for,” he said. “Go to your bed. A doctor shall
be sent to you. A comrade will help you along.... Ho, there!” he
thundered. “Ho, there, the guards!”



CHAPTER XII


“What do you hear, Ardan?”

“Big feet, and a big lot of them.”

“The doors are well secured?”

“Every bolt is drawn.”

“And the door we arranged for is left with only one bolt shot?”

“Yes. It is a quick, well-oiled bolt. It will open and close again like
lightning.”

There came a loud command, and, in a moment, a thundering knock.

Naoise strode to the door.

“Who goes there?”

“The king’s men.”

“What do you want?”

“We want the woman who is with you.”

“Is that all you want?”

“And we want Naoise, the son of Uisneac.”

“They are both here,” said Naoise.

“Open this door,” the voice commanded.

“Ah, no,” Naoise laughed; “why should we do your business, honest man?”

There was no reply for a moment, but the rumble of conversation could
be heard; then the voice came again:

“You others, Ainnle and Ardan and the sons of Fergus, open this door
and you shall go free.”

Naoise looked gravely at his companions.

“That is the necessary second part,” said Buinne, hitching his
sword-belt round.

Naoise’s brothers took no notice, but their faces grew savage and their
eyes narrowed and sparkled.

“Iollann and Deirdre, keep an eye on the windows,” Naoise warned.

Iollann dangled a sling in his hand and Deirdre held another with a
copper bolt in it.

“If,” said the voice, “the woman Deirdre comes out we will go away.”

“Watch the windows,” Naoise warned; “they are talking to keep us
occupied.”

Deirdre’s arm swung viciously, and a wild yell told that the bolt had
gone home.

“I thought so,” said Naoise. “They cannot get in through the windows
because of the bars, but they could manage to fly an arrow through,
although it would be an awkward shot.”

“Why,” said Ainnle, “we could go to sleep here!”

A series of thundering knocks came on the door.

“A ram!” said Buinne.

“Half an hour of that might bring even these doors down,” said Naoise.

He turned to his companions.

“Ardan, yours will be the first sortie. They will not be prepared,
lad, for it is very awkward to work a ram and to keep guard at the
same time. Do not mind the men with the ram; they will be unarmed. But
behind them there will be a mass of men. You know how deep a fighter
can penetrate! It depends on his own weight. The instant you touch that
weight fight backwards. When you are two yards from the door Ainnle
will shout. Turn then and run. I shall have the door closed on you
almost before you are through. The moment the door slams, you, Buinne,
push in the bottom bolt. I shall slide the middle one with my right
hand and will be reaching for the top one with my left. You are ready!
Ardan, listen to me. The men immediately in front of you will give back
a step until they start to come on. Fight, therefore, to the right
sidewards, and with the point all the time. Keep your left covered with
the shield, and if there is a press cut with its cutting edges. The
moon is high, and you will be able to see. No foolhardiness, boy! The
moment you touch weight fight backwards, and then sweep broadly with
the edge, and, when Ainnle shouts, run.”

He turned again.

“Buinne, stand to the bolts. Iollann, Ainnle, Deirdre, place yourselves
so, and sling the ramsmen or they may cumber his retreat.”

Under the thundering batter of the ram and the savage roaring of the
invaders the bolts were half drawn.

“Ready all!” said Naoise. “Ready, Ardan?”

Ardan hunched the shield to his left side and crouched, staring.

“Good boy!” said Naoise. “Now, Buinne--Pull!”

They heaved the great door wide and Ardan went through it like an arrow.

“Sling, children,” said Naoise. “Keep me informed, Ainnle. I must stick
behind the door.”

“He is at them, and well in.... Ah!” said Ainnle, and he slung
shrewdly. “He has forgotten to thrust and is cutting. My thanks,
Iollann, for that bolt. His shield work is excellent, brother, but he
will cut. There is his limit, if he knows it. He is fighting back,
and now he is thrusting where he should use the sweeping blade for a
retreat! That ramsman, Iollann! This one for me, and you, sister, for
the crouching man. I shall shout now.”

“Ardan!” he roared.

The boy dropped his combat as a dog drops a toad. In three seconds he
was through the doorway, and in four the door had slammed.

       *       *       *       *       *

Naoise towered long and lean over his young brother.

“Good lad!” he said. “Well done, Ardan!”

“I killed a million,” said Ardan.

A savage, raging yell came from without.

“They will begin to warm to it now,” said Naoise, “and we must keep
them occupied. It is your turn, Ainnle. Give your sling to Ardan.”

Ainnle whizzed at one window and Deirdre at another. Two loud shouts
were heard.

“Whether they are hit or not their skulls are cracked by the fall,”
said Naoise, “but the windows do not matter. Come to this door.”

“Why cannot I go out?” said Buinne.

“You and I are the heaviest metal, my heart, and when the real fighting
commences we shall have plenty to do. This is only a little fun for the
boys. Ainnle, listen carefully. You will slip out by this door, and
will run, and fight as you run. Range where you please, but run always.
In five minutes--do not delay, Ainnle--make for yonder door. This one
will be shut, and the slings-men will be inside that door to cover your
retreat. It is understood?”

Ainnle nodded, and made his blade whistle through the air. He heaved
the shield from his back to his shoulder.

“The instant you are in, Ainnle, fly to this door again, while we close
the other behind you. Open all the bolts but one; Buinne will help,
and I and Iollann will dart out for five minutes. I wish to see what
arrangements they are making.”

“Are you protecting my brother?” said Buinne savagely.

“No, my heart, I am giving him a run and spying their dispositions.”

“I claim this combat,” said the rough young man.

“You shall have one immediately afterwards. You and I together will
make the tour of this fortress, shoulder to shoulder, Buinne. Will not
that content you?” Naoise laughed.

“I was beginning to feel lonely,” said Buinne. “We shall have a
pleasant run.”

“Ten minutes for our run,” said Naoise. “Ready, Ainnle?”

His brother nodded.

“Run straight out, thirty feet out if you can. Double then as you
please. Remember the door you are to come in by, and do all the damage
you can. If you are in difficulty give our call.”

“I could not get into difficulty in five minutes,” Ainnle smiled.

“Ready, Buinne? Pull!”

Ainnle sped out, and the door slammed on him like thunder.

The uproar without had been terrific, but now it redoubled, and at
times a long scream topped the noise as spray tops a wave.

       *       *       *       *       *

“We cannot see our brother,” said Deirdre nervously.

“We know his work,” Naoise replied. “He is as safe for five minutes as
if he were in bed.”

“Your combat, Naoise!” she breathed.

“It will be the easiest of them all. There will be a rough companion
with me. Run all to the other door,” he cried. “Iollann! Deirdre!
Ardan! Your slings! The bolts, Buinne! Pull, my soul!”

Far out in the moonlight Ainnle was coursing like a deer. The moon
flashed on his blade and on his shield. Men ran from him, and men ran
to head him off, and into the middle of these he went diving like a
fish. A band from the right came rushing for the open door.

“Out, Buinne, for ten seconds, and back when he is through.”

Naoise and Buinne leaped out with whirling weapons. There was a clatter
of shields, a medley of shouts and curses, and in ten seconds they were
in again and the door was closed.

“You opened a minute too early,” said Ainnle. “I was all right.”

“You did some damage?”

“Not badly.”

“You didn’t kill as many as I did,” said Ardan.

“Pooh!” Ainnle retorted. “No one could kill as many as you except
Cúchulinn.”

“Let us arrange the next sortie,” said Naoise.



CHAPTER XIII


Conachúr had come to the Red Branch, and a great roar of cheering
greeted him. He strode to the captain of his troop.

“Well, my soul?”

“We have begun, majesty.”

“How is it going?”

“Excellently,” said the captain. “We have lost about forty men already.”

Conachúr stared at him.

“How did that happen?”

“It happened because of the king’s royal decision to lodge these men in
a fortress.”

“You have five hundred men here!”

“When they are all killed,” said the captain sourly, “we can call out
another five hundred.”

“What is the difficulty?” his master growled.

“A fortress with six doors. They leap in and out of these doors the
way frogs leap in a pool. While we are using the ram on this door
they make a sally by another door, this door, any door--and they are
the devil’s own fighters! We don’t know where to expect them, and
any one of those within is the equal of ten of our men in fighting,
and the superior of them all in tricks. I am to have them out before
morning--it is the king’s orders, but I don’t know how it is to be
done.”

“Ram all the doors,” said Conachúr.

“I have but one ram. I can get others to-morrow.”

“To-morrow will be too late,” said the king furiously. “We shall have
half Ulster on our backs to-morrow.”

“I want scaling ladders, grapnels,” said the officer angrily. “This
work has been thrown on us at a moment’s notice, and we are not
prepared for it. I can get them out in a day, but not in a night.”

“Attack a door with your ram,” snarled Conachúr, “and guard your other
doors.”

“I am doing that,” said the captain, “and my men, I fear, are beginning
to love the work.”

He returned to his place, and in a few minutes the thud and batter of
the ram was heard again. Conachúr strode there and watched the work
with savage impatience. The captain returned and stood by him.

“You put good doors in the Red Branch, majesty,” he said cheerfully;
“an hour of that ramming will begin to make them quiver.”

A shout arose, but it was multiplied from every side by the roaring
soldiery, and one could not tell from which direction danger came.

“They have popped out somewhere,” said the captain. “In about two
minutes they will pop in again, somewhere--they know but we don’t,--and
in those two minutes we will lose five men or twenty.”

“Stick to the ram!” Conachúr roared. “Keep at that door, my men!”

A wild yelling came from the side and a burst of men came pell-mell
round the corner. Weapons were striking everywhere and anywhere.

“Which are our men and which are theirs?” said the captain. “Ours don’t
know in this light which is friend and which is enemy. _They_ know,”
he said bitterly; “but we are killing one another.”

       *       *       *       *       *

Two figures detached themselves in the moonlight. They were bounding
like great cats, and wherever there was a mass they bounded into it,
burst through it, and leaped on.

“Ho, Conachúr!” a voice called. “Do you remember Naoise?”

“Ho, traitor king!” another boomed. “Do you remember Fergus?”

“It is Naoise and Buinne this time,” said the captain.

The two figures leaped at the ramsmen. The ram was dropped and the
unarmed crew fled yelling. The door that was being battered opened and
shut, and the two figures were gone.

“That’s how it’s done!” said the captain.

“Get to the ram!” Conachúr roared.



CHAPTER XIV


“The king himself is there,” said Naoise.

“Let us hunt him,” cried Ardan in savage glee.

“He will move about,” Naoise replied. “We would never know where he
is, and we should only waste time. We have but to hold out until the
morning, and we can do it with ease. Why!” he cried, “we have forgotten
our days of travel; Fergus himself may be here to-morrow.”

“He will travel day and night, and by chariot where we came on foot,”
said Iollann. “He may be here in the morning.”

Naoise nodded joyfully.

“He will have choked whatever is in it out of Borach’s throat long
before this,” Iollann continued, “and he will be an angry man.”

“If he came, even alone,” said Naoise, “that rabble would fly.”

“They will fly before he comes,” Ardan boasted, “for it’s my turn to go
out now, and I shall show them a trick or two.”

“It’s two by two now, babe,” said Ainnle, “so we are going out
together.”

“That man,” Ardan mourned, “is trying to cheat me of my fame. Fight for
me, Deirdreen! Back me up, Naoise!”

       *       *       *       *       *

“Hark to them battering,” said Iollann.

“How angry some people get!” Ardan giggled.

“Let us make a full sortie,” Buinne cried. “We five could eat those
soldiers.”

“One must be left for the door,” Naoise replied. “Ardan----”

“No door for me!” said Ardan violently.

“Ainnle,” said Naoise, “our lives will depend on the doorman.”

“I shall go out the next time all by myself,” Ainnle bargained.

His brother nodded, while Ardan danced for joy.

“Pooh!” Ainnle gibed. “He thinks he is Cúchulinn!”

Ardan squared up and began to shoulder him and to speak very roughly.

“And I am better than Cúchulinn,” he concluded.

Ainnle seized his head and gave him three kisses.

“Little brother!” he said, “you are even better than I.”

“You are a good brother,” said Ardan. “I shall not divorce you,” and he
returned the three kisses.

“Are we ready all?” said Naoise. “Then let us arrange this sally.”

“It shall be in two parties. Buinne and----” he halted for one moment;
“Buinne and Ardan, Iollann and myself.”

“You trust Ardan to me!” said Buinne shortly.

“Why not?” said Naoise.

Deirdre was staring at her husband with a fixed, white stare, and
Naoise’s throat went suddenly dry. He strode to her.

“What is it?” he murmured.

“I have no vision,” she whispered. “I do not know.”

“You still think----?”

“I know it,” she said, “but I do not know when.”

He closed his eyes and turned again.

“We go through this door. Once out, you turn to the left, Buinne, and
I to the right, and away each on a grand half-circle. When we meet we
form in line and charge back to this same door: six feet between each
man for sword-play; Buinne and I on the outside.”

“I shall be quite on the outside,” said Buinne.

“As you will, friend,” said Naoise. “Get to the bolts, Ainnle. You two
will watch over each other?” he said, but it was at Buinne he looked.

“I shall bring him back,” said the gruff man.

“If one of Buinne’s hairs is touched,” Ardan boasted, “I shall give him
one of my own hairs instead of it.”

“You are ready, Ainnle?”

“How shall I know when to open the door?” Ainnle roared.

“My wits are going!” said Naoise. “We shall fight in silence, and when
you hear our battle-cry open the door at that instant.”

“Wait!” said Buinne. “Heavier blades are wanted for this sortie. It
should be two-handed work at the edge of a thirty-foot line, and the
shields must be left behind.”

“My wits are indeed going!” said Naoise.

“I shall bring him back,” said Buinne. “I take him under my
protection,” he growled.

“You two,” said Naoise, “keep your shields. Buinne and I take the great
swords, and we leave our armour off for speed. The outside men must run
twice as quick as the inside ones,” he explained to Buinne.

Buinne nodded and began to unlace his battle-coats. Deirdre flew to
help him, and she looked at him with such soft affection that the youth
marvelled. Naoise was bending the great blade that he got from Manannan
mac Lir, the God of the Sea.

“Now, Ainnle, the door! Buinne is out first, I second, Iollann and
Ardan together. Ready! ... Pull!”

They were gone.

       *       *       *       *       *

Ainnle and Deirdre slammed the door, and he stood with his back
leaning against it, staring as it were inwardly, and listening with
every pore of his body. Deirdre threw her arms about his neck.

“O Ainnle! dear Ainnle!”

“It is lonely here,” he muttered.

Her head drooped on his breast.

“Do not faint, sister; the door has yet to be opened, and you must help
with the bolts. Hear those clowns roaring!”

“If our own men would but shout once!” she moaned.

“I should open the door immediately,” he smiled, “and this noble combat
would have a stupid end.”

“To-morrow will never come,” she moaned.

“Do not make my teeth chatter,” said Ainnle.

“We must attend to the door,” he continued. “I shall draw the top bolt
now. Crouch down with your hands on the bottom one, and, when the shout
comes, draw it; I will draw the middle one, and when I say, ‘Pull,’
drag with me on the door. It is almost too heavy for one man to move,
but between us--and they will push from the outside.”

Deirdre crouched at his knees. A vast confusion of noise began to draw
nigh.

“They are coming back,” said Ainnle. “Draw your bolt now, sister, and
take hold of the knob.”

Above the infernal uproar there came the shout they knew.

“Pull!” he roared.

The door gave, a great push from without helped it, and the four leaped
through. A blade leaped in behind them and was snapped in pieces as
Ainnle, and a shoulder helping, smashed-to the door.

Buinne was panting heavily.

“That deserves a rest,” he said.

And the other three began with one voice to narrate the sortie to the
two who had been within.



CHAPTER XV


Buinne stood up.

“Naoise,” he said sternly.

“My soul?” said Naoise.

“You interfered in my combat.”

“Your end of the line was almost too heavy for any man, dear heart.”

“You did it twice.”

“Thirty feet out is a great distance. All the press was in your path. I
did but lighten it when my own front was easy.”

“I will accept no man’s assistance,” said Buinne.

“We are comrades,” Naoise replied gently. “We give and take help.”

“Did I call for help?” the other growled.

Naoise’s great chest rose, but his voice was calm.

“No man will ever hear you call for help, Buinne.”

“Let no man give what is not called for.”

“But for that help, Buinne, you would now be dead.”

“I was not fit for the end of the line?” said Buinne harshly.

“You are young yet, comrade, but in two years you will have the speed
and smash that such a post calls for.”

“Your speed! your smash!” said the sardonic Buinne.

“The world knows,” Ainnle interposed, “that the four greatest champions
of Ireland are Cúchulinn, Fergus, Conall, and Naoise.”

“And Ainnle,” Buinne completed with a grin.

The young man turned his dancing length of whipcord and his narrowed
brow on Buinne.

“I, myself----” he said gently.

“And so could I,” said Ardan.

“Do not quarrel,” Naoise interrupted. “In two years Buinne will be the
equal of any man you have named. Hush,” he said.

He bent his head sideward and hearkened in amazement. The others
listened, with their eyes turned questioningly on each other. They
listened to nothing, for the ram had ceased and there was a silence of
the dead without.

In a few moments there came a gentle tapping, then a louder knocking at
the door.

Naoise stood before it, frowning.

“Who goes there?”

“The herald.”

“What do you want?”

“Parley.”

“Say what you have to say, herald.”

“If the woman Deirdre is put out through this door the troops will
march away.”

“And what then?”

“No vengeance will be for ever exacted against the sons of Uisneac.”

“There is no answer,” said Naoise.

“I have yet a message,” said the voice.

“Deliver it.”

“It is for the ear of the sons of Fergus.”

Buinne strode forward.

“Deliver it,” he said.

“There is no quarrel,” said the herald, “between the king and Fergus
mac Roy. The king’s love for Fergus is such that he wishes at any cost
to save his two sons from a death that is certain.”

“Well?” said Buinne.

“The king says that if these young men retire from the combat he will
bestow a lordship on them.”

“What lordship?”

“A cantred of land greater than that which Fergus himself has, and the
king’s friendship.”

Buinne looked under steep red brows at Naoise.

“I shall go out,” he said.

He turned to his brother.

“You will come out with me.”

“I shall not,” said Iollann.

His brother stamped a foot.

“My father is my chief,” said Iollann. “What he orders I do. I cannot
protect the sons of Uisneac as he commanded, but I can fight beside
them.”

Buinne turned.

“Herald,” he roared, “tell Conachúr that I shall go out to him.”

His hand went to the door, but Naoise stepped forward.

“Do not touch a bolt,” he commanded. “You shall go out by the door I
choose. That door,” he pointed, and strode to it. “Iollann, Ainnle,
stand so with the spears. Ardan, Deirdre, sling from this point.
Buinne, stand so, one foot beyond the swing of the door.”

“We may meet again, Naoise,” said Buinne.

“If we meet in the press, Buinne, I may perhaps spare you for the sake
of my brother Iollann. Ready, Buinne! When the door is opened I shall
count three. Be gone ere the last count or I shall smash you to a pulp.”

Naoise gave one mighty heave, and counted. Then Buinne was gone and the
door had closed again.

       *       *       *       *       *

“I claim this sortie,” said Iollann, as the ram recommenced on the door.

“It is my turn,” said Ainnle, “but we will go together, friend.”

“I wish to go alone, and bring honour back to the name of Fergus. I am
a better fighter than you think,” he insisted.

“You are a good fighter, in truth,” said Naoise, “but a solitary
venture is now dangerous. They are more accustomed to the light and
to our methods, for there is nothing to vary in them. We must emerge
by a door, and they are watching every door like hawks. But before you
go, Iollann, there is one work we must do for safety’s sake. Listen
carefully, my dear ones.”



CHAPTER XVI


“This is endless,” Conachúr gritted. “Has that Buinne come out yet?”

“The men will shout when he appears.”

“Bring him here and we will get their dispositions from him.”

“There is nothing to get, majesty. Their plan is the simplest. They
have six doors: they choose one to come out by and one to get in by.
That is the whole plan.”

“Post men in such a way that when one does come out he will not be able
to get in again through that door or any door. Send for reinforcements
and put fifty men against each door.... Those ramsmen have women’s
shoulders,” he growled. “They would beat a mud wall down in a month.”

“It must give shortly,” said the captain, “but there will be no
entrance when the door is down.”

“No?” said Conachúr.

“They will have the inside barricaded, and our men will not dare that
narrow, black, impeded passage. We could leave an hundred dead in that
doorway and be no farther.”

       *       *       *       *       *

“There is Buinne,” the captain continued, as a shout came from the side.

“Buinne,” said Conachúr, “you will fight for me?”

“My lordship, Conachúr?” said the gruff young man.

“It shall be as I said, and more,” said the king. (It was given as
promised, and was known for long as Dal Buinne, but it is now called
Slieve Fuad.)

Buinne told what he could of the defence, but, as the captain had
foreseen, there was nothing to tell.

“This door,” said Conachúr, “will be down shortly. Have they barricaded
it on the inside?”

“They have not,” said Buinne.

The captain became active and violent.

“Ah!” he cried, “there is always something forgotten. Get at the ram,
you there,” he roared. “Put your shoulders into it.”

He turned to the king.

“We have them!” he said.

Conachúr, with his eyes gleaming and a savage smile curling his lips,
strode towards the rammers, but as he moved, the door swung open and
four men leaped from its yawning blackness. In a second two of the
ramsmen were dead, and the rest were flying wildly, bustling the very
king in their passage.

“By my hand!” the captain gurgled.

Two of the assaulters lifted the ram and trotted with it through
the door. The other two made an onslaught of such ferocity that the
soldiers were appalled. Then one fled back through the door, which
instantly slammed, and the other sped like lightning around the
building.

“After him!” roared Conachúr.

But the captain remained where he was, howling and dancing with rage.

“I’ve lost my ram,” he bawled. “I’ve lost my ram.”

“We have you, Iollann!” said Conachúr. “Traitor to your king!” he
growled.

“Traitor to your friends,” Iollann retorted.

“Deliver yourself to me,” said Conachúr, “and you shall be spared.”

“I came out for a purpose,” said Iollann. “I demand single combat.”

“There are no gentlemen here,” Conachúr replied, “except your brother,
so your claim cannot be granted.”

“I shall cuff him,” said Buinne, “but I will not fight him,” and he
strode away.

“I shall take this combat,” said a voice.

Conachúr turned and saw his own son, Fiachra, standing there, and his
heart sank.

“You have no arms,” he said harshly.

“You will lend me yours,” said Fiachra.

Conachúr stared on the fierce circle that surrounded him. He stared at
Iollann, who stood with his back to the Red Branch swinging his blade,
and he knew that the combat must take place.

“Iollann and I were born on the same night,” said Fiachra. “It is an
equal combat.”

Conachúr took off his own battle-coats and gave them to Fiachra. He
gave him his shield, the enchanted Aicean, and his green sword.

“Fight, then,” he said, “and remember my teaching. Remember my shield
work and my thrust.”

They fought then, but at the first stroke from Iollann the great shield
roared; for that virtue was in the Bright-Rim, to roar when the man it
covered was struck at, and in answer to its roar the Three Waves of
Ireland, the Wave of Tua, the Wave of Clíona, and the Wave of Rury,
roared in reply, and thereby all Ireland knew that a king was in danger.

       *       *       *       *       *

Away in the palace Conall Cearnach sat drinking, listening to some
great brawl, as he thought. He heard the roaring of Aicean, and leaped
to his feet.

“The king is in danger!” he said.

He seized his weapons and fled from the palace of Macha, and came on
the great combat.

In the dim light he thought it was Conachúr himself was behind the
shield, and from the daring and mighty onslaught of the opponent he
saw there was no time to lose. He burst his blue-green spear through
the press and through the back of Iollann.

Iollann staggered to the wall of the Red Branch.

“Who has struck me from behind?” he said.

“I, Conall Cearnach.”

“Great and horrible is the deed you have done, Conall.”

“Who are you?” Conall demanded.

“I am Iollann the Fair, sent by my father to protect the sons of
Uisneac.”

“By my hand,” said Conall fiercely, “I shall undo some of what I have
done,” and with one side twist of the sword he lifted the head from
Fiachra.

“Help me to that door, Conall,” said Iollann. “The sons of Uisneac are
within.”

The appalled soldiery shrank back, and on Conall’s arm they came to the
door. There Iollann gave his shout. A feeble one it was, but it was
heard and the door opened. Iollann staggered in.

“Fight bravely, Naoise!” he said, and with that he sank on the floor,
and he was dead.

       *       *       *       *       *

Outside the Red Branch Conachúr ran hither and thither like a man
enraged by madness.



CHAPTER XVII


“We are yet three,” said Naoise. “Draw the bolts, Ainnle, for one
sortie of friendship. We have no doorman, for Deirdre could not close
or open the door by herself. You and I, Ainnle. Be quiet, Ardan! Come,
my brother, and put all your arm into the blade. We will come in by the
door we go out of. This door! Be ready for our shout, Ardan!”

They went out and returned with red weapons, and for a long time they
sat in the dim flare of a torch watching by their dead comrade.

“He was a brave boy,” said Deirdre.

“He did not obey my order,” her husband sighed. “I do not know what he
did.”

“I smell--smoke,” said Ainnle suddenly.

“I have smelled something for a long time,” said Deirdre, “but I could
not think what it was. I am weary because of the death of this good
friend.”

But little by little the vast building became full of smoke, and in a
while a fierce roar and crackling was heard also.

Naoise was again the hardy leader.

“They have fired the fortress! We do not know what happened while
Iollann was away, but Conachúr has reached the end of the world. Who
could have foretold that he would fire the Red Branch! We must prepare
for all that can happen.”

“We are not dead yet,” said Ardan.

“What do you counsel, brother?” said Ainnle.

“Sit down, there is less smoke on the floor.”

A ruddy glare could be seen by each window.

“Fire is laid all round the building. We must make our plans quickly.”

Ainnle turned gleefully to his younger brother.

“You shall run after all, my poor friend.”

“In good truth,” Ardan grinned, “I thought in Scotland that I should
never want to run again, but I feel now that we have been staying too
long in the one place. After all,” he said complacently, “I am a man of
action.”

“And, of course,” Ainnle gibed, “no one can run as quickly as you can.”

“No one,” said Ardan, “except Deirdre.”

       *       *       *       *       *

“Listen,” said Naoise. “We have still more than a chance. We can run.
Scotland trained us in that certainly, and if we can surprise but forty
yards on the men without, we shall outrun their best in twenty minutes.”

“Where shall we run to?”

“We shall take the road to our own lordship. If Lavarcham’s message
has been sent, our kinsmen should be marching at this moment on Emain.
But,” he said, and pointed, “we cannot wait for them.”

They looked in silence.

A huge golden flame licked screaming through the window, wavered hither
and thither like some blindly savage tongue, and roared out again.

“It was ten feet long and three feet thick,” said Ardan in a whisper.

“In ten minutes we shall go,” said Naoise.

“What arms?”

“Shield and spear, brother. Strip off all armour. We must run lightly.

“I shall be out first,” he continued. “Give me twenty seconds before
you follow, Ainnle, I can make room in twenty seconds. You will run ten
paces to the left of the door. Deirdre and Ardan will run immediately
into our interval; turn all to the right, and at my shout, run. Single
file; Ainnle at the end. If I shout ‘halt,’ you two turn about and
protect the rear. When I shout ‘run,’ drop every combat and fly. You,
Deirdre, take Iollann’s shield.”

“And his spear,” said Deirdre.

“Keep actually at my back, beloved, and each time we halt drop flat on
the ground.”

He was shouting his instructions now, for the voice of the fire was
like the steady rage and roar of the sea, and through every window
monstrous sheets of flame were leaping and crashing.

“This door,” said Naoise. “A kiss for every one,” he called. “We shall
win yet. Pull, Ainnle!”

“The door is red-hot,” said Ainnle.

“Back for a mantle; two. Now grip. Pull! Give me twenty seconds,
Ainnle.”

He leaped across fire and disappeared.

The others leaped after him, with a wild yell from Ardan.

       *       *       *       *       *

Conachúr had sent a flying messenger to the palace.

“Bring Cathfa back with you,” he ordered. “Tell him I want him. Say
that the king beseeches him to come.”

The captain of his troop stood by.

“Alas for the Red Branch!” he said mournfully.

“All that can be destroyed can be rebuilt,” said Conachúr. “I shall
rebuild the Red Branch.”

He was in terrible distress and agitation.

“The morn is nigh,” he said.

And he strode unhappily to and fro, with his eyes on the ground and his
mind warring.

       *       *       *       *       *

Far to the east a livid gleam appeared. The darkness of a summer night,
which is yet a twilight, was shorn of its soft beauty, and in the air
there moved imperceptibly and voluminously a spectral apparition of
dawn. A harsh, grey, iron-bound upper-world brooded on a chill and
wrinkled earth. The king’s eyes and the eyes of his captain scanned
each other from colourless, bleak faces. There was no hue in their
garments; their shields were dull as death; and their hands, each
clutching a weapon, seemed like the knotted claws of goblins.

A slow, sad exhalation came from the king’s grey lips, like the plaint
of some grim merman of the sea, rising away and alone amid the chop and
shudder of his dismal waters.

       *       *       *       *       *

“The fire is catching,” the captain murmured. “Hark to that crackling!”

“We shall have light,” the king murmured. “The Red Branch will flame.”

“Within ...!” said the captain moodily, and he looked with stern
mournfulness on the vast pile.

“They must soon come out,” he muttered.

“Your men are posted?”

“Every door is held. When they pop out this time----”

“They will have no place to pop into,” said Conachúr. “I have them,” he
growled; and he threw his hand in the air and gripped it, as though in
that blanched fist he held all that could never escape from him.

“They will fight,” said the captain, “and they are woeful fighters.”

“You are nervous, man,” said Conachúr. “At this hour and after this
night,” said the captain, “our men could fly from those three like
scared rabbits.”

“I fear that,” said Conachúr.

“They may get away,” said the captain. Conachúr advanced on him so
savagely and with such a writhe of feature that the man fell back.

“Dog!” said Conachúr. “If they escape I shall take your head.”

“They are surrounded,” the captain stammered; “they cannot escape.”

“They can escape,” Conachúr roared. “You know they can escape. Your
men are cowards and idiots, and what are you? Oh, am I not a thwarted
man! Am I not a forsaken king! Where is Cathfa? Where is the druid?” he
cried.

“Majesty,” the captain implored, “do not curse us. The great magician
is coming.”

       *       *       *       *       *

The magician indeed had come.

“What has set you raging, Conachúr?” he asked.

“Father,” said Conachúr, “if you do not assist me I am lost.”

The old, old man looked at him.

“Tell me your tale, son. Whom have you locked up in fire?”

“The sons of Uisneac are there,” said Conachúr. “They will escape me,”
he said.

“They are my grandchildren,” said Cathfa.

“It is the woman with them,--it is Deirdre I want. She was mine. She
was stolen from me. I am not myself without her. I am a dead man while
she is with Naoise.”

“What do you fear from boys roared round by flame?”

“They may escape with her. When they come out my men may run from them.
If they escape this time, father, I am dead.”

“If I help you, Conachúr----?”

“I shall do anything you ask. Nothing you can demand will be too much
for Conachúr.”

“It is the woman you want?”

“The woman only.”

“It is not the blood of these boys you lust for?”

“The woman, father, only the woman.”

“I shall help you, Conachúr. Do not lay one finger on my daughter’s
sons, the sons of your young sister.”

       *       *       *       *       *

“They are out,” the captain said, as a great roar came from the
soldiers.

Conachúr moved to that direction.

“Quick, quick,” he said, twitching his father’s mantle in his
impatience. “They will escape me.”

“They shall not escape me,” Cathfa answered. “There is no need for
haste.”

       *       *       *       *       *

They were out, indeed, and, like two grim lions or woeful griffins
of the air, Naoise and Ainnle were raging in that press. Into their
interval leaped Ardan, with but one eye peeping from the shield and a
deadly hand thrusting from the rim. Back and forth they leaped with
resistless savagery. Men flew at them and from them. Everywhere was a
wild yelling of orders and the wilder screaming of stricken men. But,
over all, Naoise’s voice came pealing--

“Up, Deirdre. Run!”

She was at his back in an instant, the shield covering her side; her
spear darted viciously by his right elbow, and a venturesome man
dropped squealing. Five feet behind, Ardan was leaping like a cat, all
eyes and points, and ten paces behind him Ainnle was bounding.

“Halt,” roared Naoise.

Deirdre was again on the ground. Ardan ranged tigerishly to right and
left, while Ainnle whirled on the pursuers in ten-foot bounds.

       *       *       *       *       *

Conachúr had arrived with Cathfa. Men were falling before them at the
rate of three a second. So dreadful was Naoise’s onslaught in the front
that none would face him. Men tumbled over each other when he charged.

“The men will run away in a second,” said the captain.

“Get into the _mêlée_, coward,” roared Conachúr.... “Cathfa----!” he
implored.

The officer whizzed out his blade and leaped forward. In three seconds
he was dead, and five who followed him were rolling in their agony
along the ground.

Naoise’s voice came in a wild shout.

“Up, Deirdre. Run!”

The four were again in line. The men in front melted to either side of
that dreadful file.

“Run!” said Naoise. “We are out!”

       *       *       *       *       *

In front of him there was but Conachúr and Cathfa. Conachúr drew his
great sword and stood crouching; and at him, with a dreadful smile,
Naoise came on. Cathfa moved two paces to the front and stared fixedly
at Naoise. He extended his two arms widely----

       *       *       *       *       *

Naoise dropped on one knee, rose again, leaped high in the air and
dropped again on his knee. Deirdre fell to the ground and rose up
gasping. Ardan rolled over on his back, tossed his shield away, and
came slowly up again, beating the air with his hands. Ainnle went half
way down, rose again, and continued his advance on tiptoe.

A look of dismay and rage came on Naoise’s face. He moved with
extraordinary slowness to Deirdre and lifted her to his shoulder.

“We are lost,” he said. “That magician----!”

“Keep on swimming,” Ardan giggled. “There was never water here before,
but the whole sea has risen around our legs, and we may paddle to
Uisneac.”

The arms dropped from their hands, and, in fact, they swam.

Not for a minute or two did the soldiers dare advance, and then they
did so cautiously. They picked up the fallen weapons, and then only did
they lay hands on the raging champions.

Cathfa dropped his arms to his sides.

       *       *       *       *       *

“We are taken,” said Naoise. “Our run is ended.”



CHAPTER XVIII


Cathfa had gone away, and Conachúr strode to his prisoners.

“So! Naoise,” he said.

“So! uncle,” said Naoise.

“I win in the end. I always win at last,” said Conachúr.

He looked at each with his stern smile, and when he spoke again it was
to Deirdre.

“Little fawn! you have run wild for a long time. You shall rest at
last.”

But she made only the reply that a fawn makes, the reply of parted lips
and terror-stricken eyes.

“You shall come to me,” he said.

Then she moistened her trembling lips and looked at Naoise.

“Do not look at him,” said Conachúr. “He is already a dead man; let
him be forgotten. All tricks and troubles are ended for you, sweet
bird; you shall have peace.”

“Will you have peace to-morrow, Conachúr?” said Naoise. “Fergus is
marching on you.”

“Be at ease, nephew,” and the king smiled grimly. “I shall take care of
Fergus when he comes. For long I have wanted to take care of Fergus.
But, first, I shall take care of you, Naoise, and of your traitor
brothers. Your hour is on you,” he said, “and you die now.”

“Churl and rogue----!” said Ainnle.

But a gesture from his brother stopped him.

“Let this king do his business,” he said.

“That must be done,” said Conachúr.

He turned briskly and moved away.

       *       *       *       *       *

Now the day was at hand, and these four looked on a world that was
spectral and misshapen, but which was yet the world. On high the clouds
could be seen, a grey immensity, stony as the face of Conachúr, and a
chill wind moaned thinly about them. But far away the grey misery of
morn had lightened, and a silver gleam, slender as a rod, crept up the
east.

To that gleam their eyes turned, and from it to each other’s faces.

At the guards who ringed them in they did not look, or they looked
unseeingly. But those gaunt apparitions stared like statues on the four
and did not move a lip.

“The sun will rise in a little,” said Ardan.... “That magician has
gone,” he whispered. “If we leaped at the guards----!”

“No good, brother, they are too many and we have no arms.”

“We should have one merry minute,” said Ardan.

“We have had a merry night,” said Ainnle, “be contented, babe.”

       *       *       *       *       *

Naoise looked lovingly on his brothers.

“We were always together,” he said. “We shall always be together.”

“And I ...!” said Deirdre, “am I to be left out at last?”

“Sweet girl,” said Naoise, “he will kill us, but you will be spared.
You shall see that sun come up. You shall look at it for us.”

“Dear husband,” she said, “do you still love me? Do you truly love me?”

His eyes gave her answer.

       *       *       *       *       *

“Here comes Conachúr,” said Ainnle.

“And a large person with him,” said Ardan.

It was Mainè Rough-Hand, son of the King of the Fair Norwegians, they
say; but others think it was Eogan, son of Durthacht, the prince of
Ferney.

“You shall die at the hand of a gentleman as befits your rank,” said
Conachúr.

“I shall be the first,” said Ardan briskly. “I am first in every great
deed,” he explained to Conachúr.

“Hark to him!” Ainnle laughed. “Respect your elders, young person, and
the heads of your family.”

But Ardan appealed to Mainè.

“Let me be first, sweet sir,” he pleaded. He turned confidingly to
Conachúr. “I cannot bear to see my brothers killed,” he said....

Deirdre knelt by the bodies, and she sang their keen, beginning:

 “I send a blessing eastward to Scotland.”

When she had finished the poem she bowed over her husband’s body: she
sipped of his blood, and she died there upon his body.

 SO FAR, THE FATE OF THE SONS OF UISNEAC,
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