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Title: Milly Darrell and Other Tales
Author: Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth), 1835-1915
Language: English
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Mary Elizabeth Braddon (4 October 1835 - 4 February1915), Milly Darrel
(serialised in Belgravia November 1870 - January 1871), here taken
from Milly Darrel and other stories Asher's Collection Emile Galette
Paris 1873



ASHER'S COLLECTION

OF

ENGLISH AUTHORS.

BRITISH AND AMERICAN.


_COPYRIGHT EDITION_.


VOL. 72.


MILLY DARRELL AND OTHER STORIES

BY M. E. BRADDON.


IN ONE VOLUME.


PARIS

EMILE GALETTE, 12, RUE BONAPARTE.

1873.


_This Edition

is Copyright for Foreign Circulation only_.


ASHER'S COLLECTION

OF

ENGLISH AUTHORS

BRITISH AND AMERICAN.


_COPYRIGHT EDITION_.


VOL. 72.


MILLY DARRELL AND OTHER TALES

BY M.E. BRADDON.


IN ONE VOLUME.


ASHER'S EDITION

BY THE SAME AUTHOR:


ROBERT AINSLEIGH -- 3 VOL.

TO THE BITTER END -- 3 VOL.


MILLY DARRELL

AND OTHER TALES.


BY


M. E. BRADDON

AUTHOR OF "LADY AUDLEY'S SECRET," "ROBERT AINSLEIGH," ETC.


_COPYRIGHT EDITION_.


BERLIN

A. ASHER & CO., PUBLISHERS,

1873.


TO

DR. AND MRS. BEAMAN,

THE AUTHOR'S OLD AND VALUED FRIENDS,

THIS BOOK

IS AFFECTIONATELY INSCRIBED.


CONTENTS.


MILLY DARRELL -- PAGE 1

OLD RUDDERFORD HALL -- PAGE 179

THE SPLENDID STRANGER -- PAGE 235



MILLY DARRELL


CHAPTER I.


I BEGIN LIFE.


I was just nineteen years of age when I began my career as articled
pupil with the Miss Bagshots of Albury Lodge, Fendale, Yorkshire. My
father was a country curate, with a delicate wife and four children,
of whom I was the eldest; and I had known from my childhood that the
day must come in which I should have to get my own living in almost
the only vocation open to a poor gentleman's daughter. I had been
fairly educated near home, and the first opportunity that arose for
placing me out in the world had been gladly seized upon by my poor
father, who consented to pay the modest premium required by the Miss
Bagshots, in order that I might be taught the duties of a governess,
and essay my powers of tuition upon the younger pupils at Albury
Lodge.

How well I remember the evening of my arrival!--a bleak dreary
evening at the close of January, made still more dismal by a
drizzling rain that had never ceased falling since I left my
father's snug little house at Briarwood in Warwickshire. I had had
to change trains three times, and to wait during a blank and
miserable hour and a quarter, or so, at small obscure stations,
staring hopelessly at the advertisements on the walls--advertisements
of somebody's life-sustaining cocoa, and somebody else's health-
restoring cod-liver oil, or trying to read the big brown-backed
Bible in the cheerless little waiting-room; and trying, O so hard,
not to think of home, and all the love and happiness I had left
behind me. The journey had been altogether tiresome and fatiguing;
but, for all that, the knowledge that I was near my destination
brought me no sense of pleasure. I think I should have wished that
dismal journey prolonged indefinitely, if I could thereby have
escaped the beginning of my new life.

A lumbering omnibus conveyed me from the station to Albury Lodge,
after depositing a grim-looking elderly lady at a house on the
outskirts of the town, and a dapper-looking little man, whom I took
for a commercial traveller, at an inn in the market-place. I watched
the road with a kind of idle curiosity as the vehicle lumbered
along. The town had a cheerful prosperous air even on this wet
winter night, and I saw that there were two fine old churches, and a
large modern building which I supposed to be the town-hall.

We left the town quite behind us before we came to Albury Lodge; a
very large house on the high-road, a square red-brick house of the
early Georgian era, shut in from the road by high walls. The great
wrought-iron gates in the front had been boarded up, and Albury
Lodge was now approached by a little wooden side-door into a stone-
flagged covered passage that led to a small door at the end of the
house. The omnibus-driver deposited me at this door, with all my
worldly possessions, which at this period of my life consisted of
two rather small boxes and a japanned dressing-case, a receptacle
that contained all my most sacred treasures.

I was admitted by a rather ill-tempered-looking housemaid, with a
cap of obtrusive respectability and a spotless white apron. I
fancied that she looked just a little superciliously at my boxes,
which I daresay would not have contained her own wardrobe.

'O, it's the governess-pupil, I suppose?' she said. 'You was
expected early this afternoon, miss. Miss Bagshot and Miss Susan are
gone out to tea; but I can show you where you are to sleep, if
you'll please to step this way. Do you think you could carry one of
your trunks, if I carry the other?'

I thought I could; so the housemaid and I lugged them all the way
along the stone passage and up an uncarpeted back staircase which
led from the lobby into which the door at the end of the passage
opened. We went very high up, to the top story in fact, where the
housemaid led me into a long bare room with ten little beds in it. I
was well enough accustomed to the dreariness of a school dormitory,
but somehow this room looked unusually dismal.

There was a jet of gas burning at one end of the room, near a door
opening into a lavatory which was little more than a cupboard, but
in which ten young ladies had to perform their daily ablutions. Here
I washed my face and hands in icy-cold water, and arranged my hair
as well as I could without the aid of a looking-glass, that being a
luxury not provided at Albury Lodge. The servant stood watching me
as I made this brief toilet, waiting to conduct me to the
schoolroom. I followed her, shivering as I went, to a great empty
room on the first floor. The holidays were not quite over, and none
of the pupils had as yet returned. There was an almost painful
neatness and bareness in place of the usual litter of books and
papers, and I could not help thinking that an apartment in a
workhouse would have looked quite as cheerful. Even the fire behind
the high wire guard seemed to burn in a different manner from all
home fires: a fact which I attributed then to some sympathetic
property in the coal, but which I afterwards found to be caused by a
plentiful admixture of coke; a slow sulky smoke went up from the
dull mass of fuel, brightened ever so little now and then by a
sickly yellow flame. One jet of gas dimly lighted this long dreary
room, in which there was no human creature but myself and my guide.

'I'll bring you some supper presently, miss,' the housemaid said,
and departed before I could put in a timid plea for that feminine
luxury, a cup of tea.

I had not expected to find myself quite alone on this first night of
my arrival, and a feeling of hopeless wretchedness came over me as I
sat down at one end of a long green-baize-covered table, and rested
my head upon my folded arms. Of course it was very weak and foolish,
a bad beginning of my new life, but I was quite powerless to contend
against that sense of utter misery. I thought of all I had left at
home. I thought of what my life might have been if my father had
been only a little better off: and then I burst out crying as if my
heart were breaking.

Suddenly, in the midst of that foolish paroxysm, I felt a light hand
upon my shoulder, and looking up, saw a face bending over me, a face
full of sympathy and compassion.

O Milly Darrell, my darling, my love, how am I to describe you as
you appeared before my eyes that night? How poorly can any words of
mine paint you in your girlish beauty, as you looked down upon me in
that dimly-lighted schoolroom with divine compassion in your dark
eloquent eyes!

Just at that moment I was so miserable and so inclined to be sulky
in my wretchedness, that even the vision of that bright face gave me
little pleasure. I pushed away the gentle hand ungraciously, and
rose hastily from my seat.

'Pray don't cry any more,' said the young lady; 'I can't bear to
hear you cry like that.'

'I'm not going to cry any more,' I answered, drying my eyes in a
hasty, angry way. 'It was very foolish of me to cry at all; but this
place did look so cheerless and dreary, and I began to think of my
father and mother, and all I had left behind me at home.'

'Of course it was only natural you should think of them. Everything
does seem so bleak and dismal the first night; but you are very
happy to have so many at home. I have only papa.'

'Indeed!' I said, not feeling deeply interested in her affairs.

I looked at her as she stood leaning a little against the end of the
table, and playing idly with a bunch of charms and lockets hanging
to her gold chain. She was very handsome, a brunette, with a small
straight nose, hazel eyes, and dark-brown hair. Her mouth was the
prettiest and most expressive I ever saw in my life, and gave an
indescribable charm to her face. She was handsomely dressed in
violet silk, with rich white lace about the throat and sleeves.

'You will find things much pleasanter when the girls come back. Of
course school is always a little dreary compared with home; one is
prepared for that; but I have no doubt you will contrive to be
happy, and I hope we shall be very good friends. I think you must be
the Miss Crofton I have heard spoken of lately?'

'Yes, my name is Crofton--Mary Crofton.'

'And mine is Emily Darrell. Milly I am always called at home, and by
any one who likes me. I am a parlour-boarder, and have the run of
the house, as it were. I am rather old to be at school, you see; but
I am going home at the end of this year. I was brought up at home
with a governess until about six months ago; but then papa took it
into his head that I should be happier amongst girls of my own age,
and sent me off to school. He has been travelling since that time,
and so I have not been home for the Christmas holidays. I can't tell
you what a disappointment that was.'

I tried to look sympathetic, and, not knowing exactly what to say, I
asked whether Miss Darrell's father lived in that neighbourhood.

'O dear, no,' she answered; 'he lives nearly a hundred miles away,
in a very wild part of Yorkshire, not far from the sea. But
Thornleigh--that is the name for our house--is a dear old place, and I
like our bleak wild country better than the loveliest spot in the
world. I was born there, you see, and all my happy memories of my
childhood and my mother are associated with that dear old home.'

'Is it long since you lost your mother?'

'Ten years. I loved her so dearly. There are some subjects about
which one dare not speak. I cannot often trust myself to talk of
her.'

I liked her better after this. At first her beauty and her handsome
dress had seemed a little overpowering to me; I had felt as if she
were a being of another order, a bright happy creature not subject
to the common woes of life. But now that she had spoken of her own
sorrows, I felt that we were upon a level; and I stole my hand
timidly into hers, and murmured some apology for my previous
rudeness.

'You were not rude, dear. I know I must have seemed very intrusive
when I disturbed you; but I could not bear to hear you crying like
that. And now tell me where you sleep.'

I described the room as well as I could.

'I know where you mean,' she said; 'it's close to my room. I have
the privilege of a little room to myself, you know; and on half-
holidays I have a fire there, and write my letters, or paint; and
you must come and sit with me on these afternoons, and we can be as
happy as possible together working and talking. Do you paint?'

'A little--in a schoolgirlish fashion kind of way.'

'Quite as well as I do, I daresay,' Miss Darrell answered, laughing
gaily, 'only you are more modest about it. O, here comes your
supper; may I sit with you while you eat it?'

'I shall be very glad if you will.'

'I hope you have brought Miss Crofton a good supper, Sarah,' she
went on in the same gay girlish way.--'Sarah is a very good creature,
you must know, Miss Crofton, though she seems a little grim to
strangers. That's only a way of hers: she _can_ smile, I assure you,
though you'd hardly think so.'

Sarah's hard-looking mouth expanded into a kind of grin at this.

'There's no getting over you, Miss Darrell,' she said; 'you've got
such a way of your own. I've brought Miss Crofton some cold beef;
but if she'd like a bit of pickle, I wouldn't mind going to ask cook
for it. Cold meat does eat a little dry without pickle.'

This 'bit of pickle' was evidently a concession in my favour made to
please Emily Darrell. I thanked Sarah, and told her that I would not
trouble her with a journey to the cook. I was faint and worn-out
with my day's pilgrimage, and had eaten very little since morning;
but the most epicurean repast ever prepared by a French chef would
have seemed so much dust and ashes to me that night; so I sat down
meekly to my supper of bread and meat, and listened to Milly
Darrell's chatter as I ate it.

Of course she told me all about the school, Miss Bagshot, and Miss
Susan Bagshot. The elder of these two ladies was her favourite. Miss
Susan had, in the remote period of her youth, been the victim of
some unhappy love-affair, which had soured her disposition, and
inclined her to look on the joys and follies of girlhood with a
jaundiced eye. It was easy enough to please Miss Bagshot, who had a
genial matronly way, and took real delight in her pupils; but it was
almost impossible to satisfy Miss Susan.

'And I am sorry to say that you will be a good deal with her,' Miss
Darrell said, shaking her head gravely; 'for you are to take the
second English class under her--I heard them say so at dinner to-day--
and I am afraid she will fidget you almost out of your life; but you
must try to keep your temper, and take things as quietly as you can,
and I daresay in time you will be able to get on with her.'

'I'm sure I hope so,' I answered rather sadly; and then Miss Darrell
asked me how long I was to be at Albury Lodge.

'Three years,' I told her; 'and after that, Miss Bagshot is to place
me somewhere as a governess.'

'You are going to be a governess always?'

'I suppose so,' I answered. The word 'always' struck me with a
little sharp pain, almost like a wound. Yes, I supposed it would be
always. I was neither pretty nor attractive. What issue could there
be for me out of that dull hackneyed round of daily duties which
makes up the sum of a governess's life?

'I am obliged to do something for my living,' I said; 'my father is
very poor. I hope I may be able to help him a little by and by.'

'And my father is so ridiculously rich. He is a great ironmaster,
and has wharves and warehouses, and goodness knows what, at North
Shields. How hard it seems!'

'What seems hard?' I asked absently.

'That money should be so unequally divided. Do you know, I don't
think I should much mind going out as a governess: it would be a way
of seeing life. One must meet with all sorts of adventures, going
among strangers like that.'

I looked at her as she smiled at me, with a smile that gave an
indescribable brightness to her face, and I fancied that for her
indeed there could be no form of life so dull that would not hold
some triumph, some success. She seemed a creature born to extract
brightness out of the commonest things, a creature to be only
admired and caressed, go where she might.

'You a governess!' I said, a little scornfully; 'you are not of the
clay that makes governesses.'

'Why not?'

'You are much too pretty and too fascinating.'

'O, Mary Crofton, Mary Crofton--may I call you Mary, please? we are
going to be such friends--if you begin by flattering me like that,
how am I ever to trust you and lean upon you? I want some one with a
stronger mind than my own, you know, dear, to lead me right; for I'm
the weakest, vainest creature in the world, I believe. Papa has
spoiled me so.'

'If you are always like what you are to-night, I don't think the
spoiling has done much mischief,' I said.

'O, I am always amiable enough, so long as I have my own way. And
now tell me all about your home.'

I gave her a faithful account of my brothers and my sister, and a
brief description of the dear old-fashioned cottage, with its white-
plaster walls crossed with great black beams, its many gables and
quaint latticed windows. I told her how happy and united we had
always been at home, and how this made my separation from those I
loved so much the harder to bear; to all of which Milly Darrell
listened with most unaffected sympathy.

Early the next day my new life began in real earnest. Miss Susan
Bagshot did not allow me to waste my time in idleness until the
arrival of my pupils. She gave me a pile of exercises to correct,
and some difficult needlework to finish; and I found I had indeed a
sharp taskmistress in this blighted lady.

'Girls of your age are so incorrigibly idle,' she said; 'but I must
give you to understand at once that you will have no time for
dawdling at Albury Lodge. The first bell rings a quarter before six,
and at a quarter past I shall expect to see you in the schoolroom.
You will superintend the younger pupils' pianoforte practice from
that time till eight o'clock, at which hour we breakfast. From nine
till twelve you will take the second division of the second class
for English, according to the routine arranged by me, which you had
better copy from a paper I will lend you for that purpose. After
dinner you will take the same class for two hours' reading until
four; from four to five you will superintend the needle-work class.
Your evenings--with the exception of the careful correction of all
the day's exercises--will be your own. I hope you have a sincere love
of your vocation, Miss Crofton.'

I said I hoped I should grow to like my work as I became accustomed
to it. I had never yet tried teaching, except with my young sister
and brothers. My hear sank as I remembered our free-and-easy studies
in the sunny parlour at home, or out in the garden under the pink
and white hawthorns sometimes on balmy mornings in the early summer.

Miss Susan shook her head doubtfully.

'Unless you have a love of your vocation you will never succeed,
Miss Crofton,' she said solemnly.

I freely confess that this love she spoke of never came to me. I
tried to do my duty, and I endured all the hardships of my life in,
I hope, a cheerful spirit. But the dry monotony of the studies had
no element of pleasantness, and I used to wonder how Miss Susan
could derive pleasure--as it was evident she did--from the exercise of
her authority over those hapless scholars who had the misfortune to
belong to her class. Day after day they heard the same lectures,
listened submissively to the same reproofs, and toiled on upon that
bleak bare high-road to learning, along which it was her delight to
drive them. Nothing like a flower brightened their weary way--it was
all alike dust and barrenness; but they ploughed on dutifully,
cramming their youthful minds with the hardest dates and facts to be
found in the history of mankind, the dreariest statistics, the
driest details of geography, and the most recondite rules of
grammar, until the happy hour arrived in which they took their final
departure from Albury Lodge, to forget all they had learnt there in
the briefest possible time.

How my thoughts used to wander away sometimes as I sat at my desk,
distracted by the unmelodious sound of Miss Susan's voice lecturing
some victim in her own division at the next table, while one of the
girls in mine droned drearily at Lingard, or Pinnock's _Goldsmith_, as
the case might be! How the vision of my own bright home haunted me
during those long monotonous afternoons, while the March winds made
the poplars rock in the garden outside the schoolroom, or the April
rain beat against the great bare windows!


CHAPTER II.


MILLY'S VISITOR.


It was not often that I had a half-holiday to myself, for Miss Susan
Bagshot seemed to take a delight in finding me something to do on
these occasions; but whenever I had, I spent it with Milly Darrell,
and on these rare afternoons I was perfectly happy. I had grown to
love her as I did not think it was in me to love any one who was not
of my own flesh and blood; and in so loving her, I only returned the
affection which she felt for me.

I am sure it was the fact of my friendlessness, and of my
subordinate position in the school, which had drawn this girl's
generous heart towards me; and I should have been hard indeed if I
had not felt touched by her regard. She soon grew indescribably dear
to me. She was of my own age, able to sympathize with every thought
and fancy of mine; the frankest, most open-hearted of creatures; a
little proud of her beauty, perhaps, when it was praised by those
she loved, but never proud of her wealth, or insolent to those whose
gifts were less than hers.

I used to write my home-letters in her room on these rare and happy
afternoons, while she painted at an easel near the window. The room
was small, but better furnished than the ordinary rooms in the
house, and it was brightened by all sorts of pretty things,--
handsomely-bound books upon hanging shelves, pictures, Dresden cups
and saucers, toilet-bottles and boxes, which Miss Darrell had
brought from home. Over the mantelpiece there was a large photograph
of her father, and by the bedside there hung a more flattering
water-coloured portrait, painted by Milly herself. It was a powerful
and rather a handsome face, but I thought the expression a little
hard and cold, even in Milly's portrait.

She painted well, and had a real love of art. Her studies at Albury
Lodge were of rather a desultory kind, as she was not supposed to
belong to any class; but she had lessons from nearly half-a-dozen
different masters--German lessons, Italian lessons, drawing lessons,
music and singing lessons--and was altogether a very profitable
pupil. She had her own way with every one, I found, and I believe
Miss Bagshot was really fond of her.

Her father was travelling in Italy at this time, and did not often
write to her--a fact that distressed her very much, I know; but she
used to shake off her sorrow in a bright hopeful way that was
peculiar to her, always making excuses for the dilatory
correspondent. She loved him intensely, and keenly felt this
separation from him; but the doctors had recommended him rest and
change of air and scene, she told me, and she was glad to think he
was obeying them.

Upon one of these half-holidays, when midsummer was near at hand, we
were interrupted by an unwonted event, in the shape of a visit from
a cousin of Milly's; a young man who occupied an important position
in her father's house of business, and of whom she had sometimes
talked to me, but not much. His name was Julian Stormont, and he was
the only son of Mr. Darrell's only sister, long since dead.

It was a sultry afternoon, and we were spending it in a rustic
summer-house at the end of a broad gravel that went the whole length
of the large garden. Milly had her drawing materials on the table
before her, but had not been using them. I was busy with a piece of
fancy-work which Miss Susan Bagshot had given me to finish. We were
sitting like this, when my old acquaintance Sarah, the housemaid,
came to announce a visitor for Miss Darrell.

Milly sprang to her feet, flushed with excitement.

'It must be papa!' she cried joyfully.

'Lor', no, miss; don't you go to excite yourself like that. It isn't
your pa; it's a younger gentleman.'

She handed Milly a card.

'Mr. Stormont!' the girl exclaimed, with a disappointed air; 'my
cousin Julian. I am coming to him, of course, Sarah. But I wish you
had given me the card at once.'

'Won't you go and do somethink to your hair, miss? most young ladies
do.'

'O yes, I know; there are girls who would stop to have their hair
done in Grecian plaits, if the dearest friend they had in the world
was waiting for them in the drawing-room. My hair will do well
enough, Sarah.--Come, Mary, you'll come to the house with me, won't
you?'

'Lor', miss, here comes the gentleman,' said Sarah; and then
decamped by an obscure side-path.

'I had better leave you to see him alone, Milly,' I said; but she
told me imperatively to stay, and I stayed.

She went a little way to meet the gentleman, who seemed pleased to
see her, but whom she received rather coldly, as I thought. But I
had not long to think about it, before she had brought him to the
summer-house, and introduced him to me.

'My cousin Julian--Miss Crofton.'

He bowed rather stiffly, and then seated himself by his cousin's
side, and put his hat upon the table before him. I had plenty of
time to look at him as he sat there talking of all sorts of things
connected with Thornleigh, and Miss Darrell's friends in that
neighbourhood. He was very good-looking, fair and pale, with regular
well-cut features, and rather fine blue eyes; but I fancied those
clear blue eyes had a cold look, and that there was an expression of
iron will about the mouth and powerful prominent chin. The upper
part of the face was thoughtful, and there were lines already on the
high white forehead, from which the thin straight chestnut hair was
carefully brushed. It was the face of a very clever man, I thought;
but I was not so sure that it was the face of a man I could like, or
whom I should be inclined to trust.

Mr. Stormont had a low pleasant voice and an agreeable manner of
speaking. His way of treating his cousin was half deferential, half
playful; but once, when I looked up suddenly from my work, I seemed
to catch a glimpse of a deeper meaning in the cold blue eyes--a look
of singular intensity fixed on Milly's bright face.

Whatever this look might mean, she was unconscious of it; she went
on talking gaily of Thornleigh and her Thornleigh friends.

'I do so want to come home, Julian,' she said. 'Do you think there
is any hope for me this midsummer?'

'I think there is every hope. I think it is almost certain you will
come home.'

'O Julian, how glad I am!'

'But suppose there should be a surprise for you when you come home,
Milly,--a change that you may not quite like, at first?'

'What change?'

'Has your father told you nothing?'

'Nothing, except about his journeys from place to place, and not
much about them. He has written very seldom during the last six
months.'

'He has been too much engaged, I suppose; and it's rather like him
to have said nothing about it. How would you like a stepmother,
Milly?'

She gave a little cry, and grew suddenly pale.

'Papa has married again!' she said.

Julian Stormont drew a newspaper from his pocket, and laid it before
her, pointing to an announcement in one column:

'On May 18th, at the English legation in Paris, William Darrell,
Esq., of Thornleigh, Yorkshire, to Augusta, daughter of the late
Theodore Chester, Esq., of Regent's Park.'

He read this aloud very slowly, watching Milly's pale face as he
read.

'There is no reason why this should distress you, my dear child,' he
said. 'It was only to be expected that your father would marry
again, sooner or later.'

'I have lost him!' she cried piteously.

'Lost him!'

'Yes; he can never be again the same to me that he has been. His new
wife will come between us. No, Julian, I am not jealous. I do not
grudge him his happiness, if this marriage can make him happy. I
only feel that I have lost him for ever.'

'My dear Milly, that is utterly unreasonable. Your father told me
most particularly to assure you of his unaltered affection, when I
broke the news of this marriage to you. He was naturally a little
nervous about doing it himself.'

'You must never let him know what I have said, Julian. He will never
hear any expression of regret from me; and I will try to do my duty
to this strange lady. Have you seen her yet?'

'No, they have not come home yet. They were in Switzerland when I
heard of them last; but they are expected in a week or two. Come, my
dear Milly, don't look so serious. I trust this marriage may turn
out for your happiness, as well as for your father's. Rely upon it,
you will find no change in his feelings towards you.'

'He will always be kind and good to me, I know,' she answered sadly.
'It is not possible for him to be anything but that; but I can never
be his companion again as I have been. There is an end to all that.'

'That was a kind of association which could not be supposed to last
all your life, Milly. It is to be hoped that somebody else will have
a claim upon your companionship before many years have gone by.'

'I suppose you mean that I shall marry,' she said, looking at him
with supreme indifference.

'Something like that, Milly.'

'I have always fancied myself living all my life with papa. I have
never thought it possible that I could care for any one but him.'

Julian Stormont's face darkened a little, and he sat silent for some
minutes, folding and refolding the newspaper in a nervous way.

'You are not very complimentary to your admirers at Thornleigh,' he
said at last, with a short hoarse laugh.

'Who is there at Thornleigh? Have I really any admirers there?'

'I think I could name half-a-dozen.'

'Never mind them just now. I want you to tell me all you know about
my stepmother.'

'That amounts to very little. All I can tell you is, that she is the
daughter of a gentleman, highly accomplished, without money, and
four-and-twenty years of age. She was travelling as companion to an
elderly lady when your father met her in a picture-gallery at
Florence. He knew the old lady, I believe, and by that means became
acquainted with the younger one.'

'Only four-and-twenty! only four years older than I!'

'Rather young, is it not? but when a man of your father's age makes
a second marriage, he is apt to marry a young woman. Of course this
is quite a love-match.'

'Yes, quite a love-match,' Milly repeated, with a sigh.

I knew she could not help that natural pang of jealousy, as she
thought how she and her father had once been all the world to each
other. She had told me so often of their happy companionship, the
perfect confidence that had existed between them.

Julian Stormont sat talking to her--and a little, a very little, to
me--for about half an hour longer, and then departed. He was to sleep
at Fendale, and go back to North Shields next morning. He was his
uncle's right hand in the business, Milly told me; and from the
little I had seen of him I could fancy him a power in any sphere.

'Papa has a very high opinion of him,' she said, when we were
talking of him after he had left us.

'And you like him very much, I suppose?'

'O yes, I like him very well. I have known him all my life. We are
almost like brother and sister; only Julian is one of those
thoughtful reserved persons one does not get on with very fast.'


CHAPTER III.


AT THORNLEIGH.


The midsummer holidays began at last, and Mr. Darrell came in person
to fetch his daughter, much to her delight. She was not to return to
school any more unless she liked, he told her. Her new mamma was
most anxious to receive her, and she could have masters at
Thornleigh to complete her education, if it were not already
finished.

Her eyes were full of tears when she came to tell me this, and carry
me off to the drawing-room to introduce me to her father, an
introduction she insisted upon making in spite of my entreaties,--for
I was rather shy at this period of my life, and dreaded an encounter
with a stranger.

Mr. Darrell received me most graciously. He was a tall fine-looking
man, very like the photograph in Milly's bedroom, and I detected the
hard look about the mouth which I had noticed in both portraits. He
seemed remarkably fond of his daughter; and I have never seen a
prettier picture than she made as she stood beside him, clinging to
his arm, and looking lovingly up at him with her dark hazel eyes.

He asked me where I was to spend my holidays; and on hearing that I
was to stay at Albury Lodge, asked whether I would like to come to
Thornleigh with Milly for the midsummer vacation. My darling clapped
her hands gaily as he made this offer, and cried:

'O yes, Mary, you will come, won't you?--You dear kind papa, that is
just like you, always able to guess what one wishes. There is
nothing in the world I should like better than to have Mary at
Thornleigh.'

'Then you have only to pack a box with all possible expedition, and
to come away with us, Miss Crofton,' said Mr. Darrell; 'the train
starts in an hour and a half. I can only give you an hour.'

I thanked him as well as I could--awkwardly enough, I daresay--for his
kindness, and ran away to ask Miss Bagshot's consent to the visit.
This she gave readily, in spite of some objections suggested by Miss
Susan, and I had nothing more to do than to pack my few dresses--my
two coloured muslins, a white dress for festive occasions, a black-
silk dress which was preëminently my 'best,' and some print morning-
dresses--wondering as I packed them how these things would pass
current among the grandeurs of Thornleigh. All this was finished
well within the hour, and I put my bonnet and shawl, and ran down--
flushed with hurry and excitement, and very happy--to join my friends
in the drawing-room.

Miss Bagshot was there, talking of her attachment to her sweet young
friend, and her regret at losing her. Mr. Darrell cut these
lamentations short when he found I was ready, and we drove off to
the station in the fly that had brought him to Albury Lodge.


I looked at the little station to-day with a very different feeling
from that dull despondency which had possessed me six months before,
when I arrived there in the bleak January weather. The thought of
five weeks' respite from the monotonous routine of Albury Lodge was
almost perfect happiness. I did not forget those I loved at home, or
cease to regret the poverty that prevented my going home for the
holidays; but since this was impossible, nothing could have been
pleasanter than the idea of the visit I was going to pay.

Throughout the journey Mr. Darrell was all that was gracious and
kind. He talked a good deal of his wife; dwelling much upon her
accomplishments and amiability, and assuring his daughter again and
again that she could not fail to love her.

'I was a little bit of a coward in the business, I confess, Milly,'
he said, in the midst of this talk, 'and hadn't courage to tell you
anything till the deed was done; and then I thought it was as well
to let Julian make the announcement.'

'You ought to have trusted me better, papa,' Milly said tenderly;
and I knew what perfect self-abnegation there was in the happy smile
with which she gave him her hand.

'And you are not angry with me, my darling?' he asked.

'Angry with you, papa? as if I had any right to be angry with you!
Only try to love me a little, as you used to do, and I shall be
quite happy.'

'I shall never love you less, my dear.'

The journey was not a long one; and the country through which we
passed was very fair to look upon in the bright June afternoon. The
landscape changed when we were within about thirty miles of our
destination: the fertile farmlands and waving fields of green corn
gave place to an open moor, and I felt from far off the fresh breath
of the ocean. This broad undulating moorland was new to me, and I
thought there was a wild kind of beauty in its loneliness. As for
Milly, she looked out at the moor with rapture, and strained her
eyes to catch the first glimpse of the hills about Thornleigh--those
hills of which she had talked to me so often in her little room at
school.

The station we had to stop at was ten miles from Mr. Darrell's
house, and a barouche-and-pair was waiting for us in the sunny road
outside. We drove along a road that crossed the moor, until we came
to a little village of scattered houses, with a fine old church--at
one end of which an ancient sacristy seemed mouldering slowly to
decay. We drove past the gates of two or three rather important
houses, lying half-hidden in their gardens, and then turned sharply
off into a road that went up a hill, nearly at the top of which we
came to a pair of noble old carved iron gates, surmounted with a
coat-of-arms, and supported on each side by massive stone pillars,
about which the ivy twined lovingly.

An old man came out of a pretty rustic-looking lodge and opened
theses gates, and we drove through an avenue of some extent, which
led straight to the front of the house, the aspect of which
delighted me. It was very old and massively built, and had quite a
baronial look, I thought. There was a wide stone terrace with
ponderous moss-grown stone balustrades round three sides of it, and
at each angle a broad flight of steps leading down to a second
terrace, with sloping green banks that melted into the turf of the
lawn. The house stood on the summit of a hill, and from one side
commanded a noble view of the sea.

A lady came out of the curious old stone porch as the carriage drove
up, and stood at the top of the terrace steps waiting for us. I
guessed immediately that this must be Mrs. Darrell.

Milly hung back a little shyly, as her father led her up the steps
with her hand through his arm. She was very pale, and I could see
that she was trembling. Mrs. Darrell came forward to her quickly,
and kissed her.

'My darling Emily,' she cried, 'I am so delighted to see you at
last.--O William, you did not deceive me when you promised me a
beautiful daughter.'

Milly blushed, and smiled at this compliment, but still clung to her
father, with shy downcast eyes.

I had time to look at Mrs. Darrell while this introduction was being
made. She was not by any means a beautiful woman, but she was what I
suppose would have been called eminently interesting. She was tall
and slim, very graceful-looking, with a beautiful throat and a well-
shaped head. Her features, with the exception of her eyes, were in
no way remarkable; but those were sufficiently striking to give
character to a face that might otherwise have been insipid. They
were large luminous gray eyes, with black lashes, and rather
strongly-marked brows of a much darker brown than her hair. That was
of a nondescript shade, neither auburn nor chestnut, and with little
light or colour in its soft silky masses; but it seemed to harmonise
very well with her pale complexion. Lavater has warned us to
distrust any one whose hair and eyebrows are of a different colour.
I remembered this as I looked at Mrs. Darrell.

She was dressed in white; and I fancied the transparent muslin, with
no other ornament than a lilac ribbon at the waist, was peculiarly
becoming to her slender figure and delicate face. Her husband seemed
to think so too, for he looked at her with a fond admiring glance as
he offered her his arm to return to the house.

'I mustn't forget to introduce Miss Crofton to you, Augusta,' he
said; 'a school friend of Milly's, who has kindly accepted my
invitation to spend the holidays with her.'

Mrs. Darrell gave me her hand; but I fancied that she did so rather
coldly, and I had an uneasy sense that I was not very welcome to the
new mistress of Thornleigh.

'You will find your old rooms all ready for you, Milly,' she said;
'I suppose we had better put Miss Crofton in the blue room--next
yours?'

'If you please, Mrs. Darrell.'

'What, Milly, won't you call me mamma?'

Milly was silent for a few moments, with a pained expression in her
face.

'Pray, forgive me,' she said in a low voice; 'I cannot call any one
by that name.'

Augusta Darrell kissed her again silently.

'It shall be as you wish, dear,' she said, after a pause.

A rosy-cheeked, pleasant-looking girl, who had been accustomed to
wait on Milly in the old time, came forward to meet us, and ran
before us to our rooms, expressing her delight at her young lady's
return all the way she went.

The rooms were very pretty, and were situated in that portion of the
house which looked towards the sea. There was a sitting-room,
brightly furnished with some light kind of wood, and with chintz
hangings all over rose-buds and butterflies. This had been Milly's
schoolroom, and there was a good many books in two pretty-looking
bookcases on each side of the fireplace. Besides these, there were
some curious old cabinets full of shells and china. It was
altogether the prettiest, most homelike room one could imagine.

Opening out of this, there was a large airy bedroom, with three
windows commanding that glorious view of moorland and sea; and
beyond that, a dainty little dressing-room. The next door in the
corridor opened into the room that had been allotted to me; a large
comfortable-looking room, in which there was an old-fashioned
mahogany four-post bed with blue-damask curtains.

I went to Milly's dressing-room when my own simple toilet was
finished, and stood by the open window talking to her while she
arranged her hair. She dismissed her little maid directly I went
into the room, and I felt she had something to say to me.

'Well, Mary,' she began at once, 'what do you think of her?'

'Of Mrs. Darrell?'

'Of course.'

'What opinion can I possibly form about her, after seeing her for
three minutes, Milly? I think she is very elegant-looking. That is
the only idea I have about her yet.'

'Do you think she looks _true_, Mary? Do you think she has married
papa because she loves him?'

'My dear child, how can I tell that? She is a great many years
younger than your papa, but I do not see that the difference between
them need be any real hindrance to her loving him. He is a man whom
any woman might care for, I should think; to say nothing of her
natural gratitude towards the man who has rescued her from a
position of dependence.'

'Gratitude is all nonsense,' Miss Darrell answered impatiently. 'I
want to know that my father is loved as he deserves to be loved. I
shall never tolerate that woman unless I can feel sure of that.'

'I believe you are prejudiced against her already, Milly,' I said
reproachfully.

'I daresay I am, Mary. I daresay I feel unjustly about her; but I
don't like her face.'

'What is there in her face that you don't like?'

'O, I can't tell you that--an undefinable something. I have a sort of
conviction that she and I can never love each other.'

'It is rather hard upon Mrs. Darrell to begin with such a feeling as
that, Milly.'

'I can't help it. Of course I shall try to do my duty to her, for
papa's sake, and I shall do my best to conquer all these unchristian
feelings. But we cannot command our hearts, you know, Mary, and I
don't think I shall ever love my stepmother.'

She took me down to the drawing-room after this. It was half-past
six, and we were to dine at seven. The drawing-room was a long room,
with five windows opening on to the terrace, an old-fashioned-
looking room with panelled walls and a fine arched ceiling. The
wainscot was painted white, with gilt mouldings, and the cornice and
architraves of the doors were elaborately carved. The furniture was
white-and-gold like the walls, and in that spurious classical style
which prevailed during the first French Empire. The window-curtains
and coverings of sofas and chairs were of dark-green velvet.

A gentleman was standing in one of the open windows looking out at
the garden. He turned as Milly and I went in, and I recognised Mr.
Stormont. He came forward to shake hands with his cousin, and smiled
his peculiar slow smile at her expression of surprise.

'You didn't know I was here, Milly?'

'No, indeed; I had no idea of seeing you.'

'I wonder your father did not tell you of my visit. I came over this
morning for a fortnight's holiday. I've been working a little harder
than usual lately, and my uncle is good enough to say I have earned
a rest.'

'I wonder you don't go abroad for a change.'

'I don't care about a change. I had much rather come to Thornleigh.'

He looked at her very earnestly as he said this. I had been sure of
it that afternoon when we all three sat in the summer-house at
Albury Lodge, but I could see that Milly herself had no idea of the
truth.

'Well, Milly, what do you think of your new mamma?' he asked
presently.

'I had rather not tell you yet.'

'Humph! that hardly sounds favourable to the lady. She seems to me a
very charming person; but she is not my stepmother, and, of course,
that makes a difference. Your father is intensely devoted.'

Mr. Darrell came into the room a few minutes after this, and his
wife followed him almost immediately. Milly placed herself next her
father, and contrived to absorb his attention, not quite to the
satisfaction of the elder lady, I fancied. Those bright gray eyes
flashed upon my darling with a brief look of anger, which changed in
the next moment to quiet watchfulness.

Mrs. Darrell stood by one of the tables, idly turning over some
books and papers, and finding me seated near her, began to talk to
me presently in a very gracious manner, asking me how I liked
Thornleigh, and a few other questions of a stereotyped kind; but
even while she talked those watchful eyes were always turned towards
the window where the father and daughter stood side by side. Mr.
Stormont came over to her while she was talking to me, and joined in
the conversation; in the midst of which a grave gray-haired old
butler came to announce dinner.

Mr. Stormont offered his arm to the lady of the house, while Mr.
Darrell gave one arm to me and the other to his daughter; and we
went down a long passage, at the end of which was the dining-room, a
noble old room, with dark oak panelling and a great many pictures by
the old masters, which were, no doubt, as valuable as they were
dingy. We dined at an oval table, prettily decorated with flowers
and with some very curious old silver.

There was a good deal of talk at dinner, in which I could take very
little part. Mr. and Mrs. Darrell talked to Julian Stormont of their
travels; and I must confess the lady talked well, with no
affectation of enthusiasm, and with an evident knowledge and
appreciation of the things she was speaking about. I envied her
those wanderings in sunny foreign lands, even though they had been
made in the company of an invalid dowager, and I wondered whether
she would be happy in a settled existence at Thornleigh.

After dinner Milly took me out upon the terrace, and from thence we
went to explore the gardens. We had not been out long before Julian
Stormont came to join us. We had been talking pleasantly enough till
he appeared, but his coming seemed to make us both silent, and he
himself had a thoughtful air. I watched his pale face as he walked
beside us in the twilight, and was again struck by the careworn look
about the brow and the resolute expression of the mouth.

He was very fond of Milly. Of that fact there could be no possible
doubt; and I think he had already begun to suffer keenly from the
knowledge that his love was unreturned. That he hoped against hope
at this time--that he counted fully on his power to win her in the
future, I know. He was too wise to precipitate matters by any
untimely avowal of his feelings. He waited with a quiet resolute
patience which was a part of his nature.

Of course we talked a little, but it was in a straggling, desultory
kind of way; and I think it was a relief to all of us when we
finished the round of the gardens and went in through one of the
drawing-room windows. The room was lighted with lamps and candles
placed about upon the tables, and Mrs. Darrell was sitting near her
husband, employed upon some airy scrap of fancy-work, while he read
his _Times_.

He asked for some music soon after we went in, and she rose to obey
him with a very charming air of submission. She played
magnificently, with a power and style that were quite new to me, for
I had heard no professional performers. She sang an Italian scena
afterwards, in a rich mezzo-soprano, and with a kind of suppressed
passion that impressed me deeply. I scarcely wondered, after hearing
her play and sing, that Mr. Darrell had been fascinated by her.
These gifts of hers were in themselves sufficient to subjugate a man
who really cared for music.

Milly was charmed into forgetfulness of her prejudices. She went
over to the piano and kissed her stepmother.

'Papa told me how clever you were,' she said; 'but he did not tell
me you were a genius.'

Mrs. Darrell received the compliment very modestly, and then tried
to persuade Milly to sing or play; but the girl declined resolutely.
Nothing could induce her to touch the piano after that brilliant
performance.

The next day and several days passed very quietly, and in a kind of
monotonous comfort. The rector of the parish dined with us one day,
and on another a neighbouring squire with his wife and three
daughters. Milly and I spent a good deal of our time in the gardens
and on the sea-shore, with Julian Stormont for our companion, while
Mr. and Mrs. Darrell rode or drove together. My darling could see
that she was not expected to join them in these rides and drives,
and I think this confirmed her idea that her father was in a manner
lost to her.

'I must try to be satisfied with this new state of things, Mary,'
she said, with a sigh of resignation. 'If my father is happy, I
ought to be contented. But O, my dear, if you could have seen us
together a year ago, you would know how much I have lost.'

I had been at Thornleigh a little more than a week, when Mr. Darrell
one morning proposed a drive to a place called Cumber Priory, which
was one of the show-houses of the neighbourhood. It was a very old
place, he said, and had been one of the earliest monastic
settlements in that part of the country. Milly and her father and
her cousin had been there a great many times, and the visit was
proposed for the gratification of Mrs. Darrell and myself.

She assented graciously, as she always did to every proposition of
her husband's, and we started soon after breakfast in the barouche,
with Julian Stormont on horseback. The drive was delightful; for,
after leaving the hilly district about Thornleigh, our road lay
through a wood, where the trees were of many hundred years' growth.
I recognised groups of oak and beech that I had seen among the
sketches in Milly's portfolio.

On the other side of the wood we came to some dilapidated-looking
gates, with massive stone escutcheons on the great square pillars.
There was a lodge, but it was evidently unoccupied, and Mr.
Darrell's footman got down from the box to open the gates. Within we
made the circuit of a neglected lawn, divided from a park by a sunk
fence, across which some cattle stared at us in a lazy manner as we
drove past them. The house was a long low building with heavily
mullioned windows, and was flanked by gothic towers. Most of the
windows had closed shutters, and the place had altogether a deserted
look.

'The Priory has not been occupied for several years,' Mr. Darrell
said, as if in answer to my thoughts as I looked up at the closed
windows. 'The family have been too poor to live in it in anything
like their old state. There is only one member of the old family
remaining now, and he leads a wandering kind of life abroad, I
believe.'

'What has made them so poor?' asked Mrs. Darrell.

'Extravagant habits, I suppose,' answered her husband, with an
expressive shrug of the shoulders. 'The Egertons have always been a
wild race.'

'Egerton!' Mrs. Darrell repeated; 'I thought the name of these
people was Cumber.'

'No; Cumber is only the name of the place. It has been in the
Egerton family for centuries.'

'Indeed!'

I was seated exactly opposite her, and I was surprised by the
strange startled look in her face as she repeated the name of
Egerton. That look passed away in the next moment, and left her with
her usual air of languid indifference; a placid kind of listlessness
which harmonised very well with her pale complexion and delicate
features. She was not a woman from whom one expected much animation.

The low iron-studded door of the Priory was opened by a decent-
looking old woman of that species which seems created expressly for
the showing of old houses. She divined our errand at once, and as
soon as we were in the hall, began her catalogue of pictures and
curiosities in the usual mechanical way, while we looked about us,
always fixing our eyes on the wrong object, and more bewildered than
enlightened by her description of the chief features of the place.

We went from room to room, the dame throwing open the shutters of
the deep-set gothic windows, and letting in a flood of sunshine upon
the faded tapestries and tarnished picture-frames. It was a noble
old place, and the look of decay upon everything was more in accord
with its grandeur than any modern splendour could have been.

We had been through all the rooms on the ground floor, most of which
opened into one another, and were returning towards the hall, when
Mr. Darrell missed his wife, and sent me back to look for her in one
direction, while he went in another. I hurried through three or four
empty rooms, until I came to a small one at the end of the house,
and here I found her. I had not noticed this room much, for it was
furnished in a more modern style than the rest of the house, and the
old housekeeper had made very light of it, hurrying us back to look
at some armour over the chimneypiece in the next room. It was her
master's study, she had said, and was not generally shown to
strangers.

It was a small dark-looking room, lined with dingily-bound books
upon heavy carved-oak shelves, and with no other furniture than a
massive writing-table and three or four arm-chairs. Over the
mantelpiece, which was modern and low, there was a portrait of a
young man with a dark handsome face, and it was at this that Augusta
Darrell was looking. I could see her face in profile as she stood
upon the hearth with her clenched hand upon the mantelpiece, and I
had never before seen such an expression in any human countenance.

What was it? Despair, remorse, regret? I know not; but it was a look
of keenest anguish, of unutterable sorrow. The face was deadly pale,
the great gray eyes looking upwards at the portrait, the lips locked
together rigidly.

She did not hear my footstep; it was only when I spoke to her that
she turned towards me with a stony face, and asked what I wanted.

I told her that Mr. Darrell had sent me.

'I was coming this instant,' she said, resuming her usual manner
with an effort. 'I had only loitered to look at that portrait. A
fine face, is it not, Miss Crofton?'

'A handsome one, at any rate,' I answered doubtfully, for that dark
haughty countenance struck me as rather repellent than attractive.

'That's as much as to say you don't think it a good face. Well,
perhaps you are right. It reminded me of some one I knew a long time
ago, and was rather interesting to me on that account. And then I
fell into a kind of a reverie, and forgot that my dear husband might
miss me.'

He came into the room as she was saying this. She told him that she
had stopped to look at the portrait, and asked whose it was.

'It is a likeness of Angus Egerton, the present owner of the
Priory,' Mr. Darrell answered; 'and a very good likeness, too--of as
bad a man as ever lived, I believe,' he added in a lower voice.

'A bad man?'

'Yes; he broke his mother's heart.'

'In what manner?'

'He fell in love with a girl of low birth, whom he met in the course
of a pedestrian tour in the West of England, and was going to marry
her, I believe, when Mrs. Egerton got wind of the affair. She was a
very proud woman--one of the most resolute masculine-minded women I
ever knew. She went down into Devonshire where the girl lived
immediately, and by some means or other prevented the marriage. How
it was done I never heard; but it was not until a year afterwards
that Angus Egerton discovered his mother's part in the business. He
came down to the Priory suddenly and unexpectedly at a late hour one
night, and walked straight to his mother's room. I have heard that
old woman who has been showing us the house describe his ghastly
face--she was Mrs. Egerton's maid in those days--as he pushed her
aside and went into the room where his mother was sitting. There was
a dreadful scene between them, and at the end of it Angus Egerton
walked out of the house, swearing never again to enter it while his
mother lived. He has kept his word. Mrs. Egerton never crossed the
threshold after that night, and refused to see anybody except her
servants and her doctor. She lived this lonely kind of life for
nearly three years, and then died of some slow wasting disease, for
which the doctor could find no name.'

'And where did Mr. Egerton go after leaving her that night?'

'He slept at a little inn at Cumber, and went back to London next
morning. He left England soon after that, and has lived abroad ever
since.'

'And you think him a very bad man?'

'I consider his conduct to his mother a sufficient evidence of
that.'

'He may have believed himself deeply wronged.'

'He must have known that she had acted in his interests when she
prevented his committing the folly of a low marriage. She was his
mother, and had been a most devoted and indulgent mother.'

'And in the end contrived to break his heart--to say nothing of the
girl who loved him, who was of course a piece of common clay, not
worth consideration.'

'I did not think you had so much romance, Augusta,' said Mr.
Darrell, laughing; 'I suppose it is natural for a woman to take the
part of unfortunate lovers, however foolish the affair may be. But I
believe this Devonshire girl was quite unworthy of an honourable
attachment on the part of any man. You see I knew and liked Mrs.
Egerton, and I know how she loved her son. I cannot forgive him his
conduct to her; nor have the reports of his life abroad been by any
means favourable to his character. His career seems to have been a
very wild and dissipated one.'

'And he has never married?'

'No, he has never married.'

'He has been true, at least,' Mrs. Darrell said in a low thoughtful
tone.

We had lingered in the little study while her husband had told his
story. We went back to the hall now, and found Milly and Mr.
Stormont looking rather listlessly at the old portraits of the
Egerton race. I was anxious to see a picture of the last Mrs.
Egerton, after what I had heard about her, and, at my request, the
housekeeper showed me one in the drawing-room.

She was very handsome, and wonderfully like her son. I could fancy
those two haughty spirits in opposition.

We spent another hour looking over the rest of the house--old
tapestry, old pictures, old china, old furniture, secret staircases,
carved chimneypieces, muniment chests, and the usual objects of
interest to be found in such a place. After that we walked a little
in the neglected garden, where there were old holly hedges that had
grown high and wild for want of clipping, and where a curious old
sun-dial had fallen down upon the grass in a forlorn way. The paths
were all green and moss-grown, and the roses were almost choked with
bindweed. I saw Mrs. Darrell gather one of these roses and put it in
her breast. It was the first time I have ever seen her pluck a
flower, though there was a wealth of roses at Thornleigh.

So ended our visit to Cumber Priory; a place that was destined to be
very memorable to some of us in the time to come.


CHAPTER IV.


MRS. THATCHER.


It had been Milly's habit to devote one day a week to visiting among
the poor, before she went to Albury Lodge; and she now resumed this
practice, I accompanying her upon her visits. I had been used to
going about among the cottagers at home, and I liked the work. It
was very pleasant to see Milly Darrell with these people--the perfect
confidence and sympathy between them and her, the delight they
seemed to take in her bright cheering presence. I was struck by
their simple natural manner, and the absence of anything like
sycophancy to be observed in them. One day, when we had been to
several cottages about the village, Milly asked me if I could manage
rather a long walk; and on my telling her that I could, we started
upon a lonely road that wound across the moor in a direction I had
never walked in until that day. We went on for about two miles
without passing a human habitation, and then came to one of the most
desolate-looking cottages I ever remember seeing. It was little
better than a cabin, and consisted only of two rooms--a kind of
kitchen or dwelling-room, and a dark little bedchamber opening out
of it.

'I am not going to introduce you to a very agreeable person, Mary,'
Milly said, when we were within a few paces of this solitary
dwelling; 'but old Rebecca is a character in her way, and I make a
point of coming to see her now and then, though she is not always
very gracious to me.'

It was a warm bright summer's day, but the door and the single
window of the cottage were firmly closed. Milly knocked with her
hand, and a thin feeble old voice called to her to 'come in.'

We went in: the atmosphere of the place was hot, and had an
unpleasant doctor's-shoppish kind of odour, which I found was caused
by some herbs in a jar that was simmering over a little stove in a
corner. Bunches of dried herbs hung from the low ceiling, and on an
old-fashioned lumbering chest of drawers that stood in the window
there were more herbs and roots laid out to dry.

'Mrs. Thatcher is a very clever doctor, Mary,' said Milly, as if by
way of introduction; 'all our servants come to her to be cured when
they have colds and coughs.--And how are you this lovely summer
weather, Mrs. Thatcher?'

'None too well, miss,' grumbled the old woman; 'I don't like the
summer time; it never suited me.'

'That's strange,' said Milly gaily; 'I thought everybody liked
summer.'

'Not those that live as I do, Miss Darrell. There's no illness in
summer--no colds, nor coughs, nor sore-threats, nor suchlikes. I
don't know that I shouldn't starve outright, if it wasn't for the
ague; and even that is nothing now to what it used to be.'

I was quite horror-struck by this ghoulish speech; but Milly only
laughed gaily at the old woman's candour.

'If the doctors were as plain-spoken as you, I daresay they'd say
pretty much the same kind of thing, Mrs. Thatcher,' she said. 'How's
your grandson?'

'O, he's well enough, Miss Darrell. Naught's never in danger.--Peter,
come here, and see the young ladies.'

A poor, feeble, pale-faced, semi-idiotic-looking boy came slowly out
of the dark little bedroom, and stood grinning at us. He had the
white sickly aspect of a creature reared without the influence of
air and light; and I pitied him intensely as he stood there staring
and grinning in that dreadful hopeless manner.

'Poor Peter!' He's no better, I'm afraid,' said Milly gently.

'No, miss, nor never will be. He knows more than people think, and
has queer cunning ways of his own; but he'll never be any better or
wiser than he is now.'

'Not if you were to take as much pains with him as you do with the
patients who pay you, Mrs. Thatcher?' asked Milly.

'I've taken pains with him,' answered the woman, with a scowl. 'I
took to him kindly enough when he was a little fellow; but he's
grown up to be nothing but a plague and a burden to me.'

The boy left off grinning, and his poor weak chin sank lower on his
narrow chest. His attitude had been a stooping one from the first;
but he drooped visibly under the old woman's reproof.

'Can he employ himself in no way?'

'No, miss; except in picking the herbs and roots for me sometimes.
He can do that, and he knows one from t'other.'

'He's of some use to you, at any rate, then,' said Milly.

'Little enough,' the old woman answered sulkily. 'I don't want help;
I've plenty of time to gather them myself. But I've taught him to
pick them, and it's the only thing he ever could learn.'

'Poor fellow! He's your only grandchild, isn't he, Mrs. Thatcher?'

'Yes, he's the only one, miss, and he'd need be. I don't know how I
should keep another. You can't remember my daughter Ruth? She was as
pretty a girl as you'd care to see. She was housemaid at Cumber
priory in Mrs. Egerton's time, and she married the butler. They set
up in business in a little public-house in Thornleigh village, and
he took to drinking, till everything went to rack and ruin. My poor
girl took the trouble to heart more than her husband did, a great
deal; and I believe it was the trouble that killed her. She died
three weeks after that boy was born, and her husband ran away the
day after the funeral, and has never been heard of since. Some say
he drowned himself in the Clem; but he was a precious deal too fond
of himself for that. He was up to his eyes in debt, and didn't leave
a sixpence behind him; that's how Peter came to be thrown on my
hands.'

'Come here, Peter,' said Milly softly; and the boy went to her
directly, and took the hand she offered him.

'You've not forgotten me, have you, Peter? Miss Darrell, who used to
talk to you sometimes a long time ago.'

The boy's vacant face brightened into something like intelligence.

'I know you, miss,' he said; 'you was always kind to Peter. It's not
many that I know; but I know you.'

She took out her purse and gave him half-a-crown.

'There, Peter, there's a big piece of silver for your own self, to
buy whatever you like--sugar-sticks, gingerbread, marbles--anything.'

His clumsy hand closed upon the coin, and I have no doubt he was
pleased by the donation; but he never took his eyes from Milly
Darrell's face. That bright lovely face seemed to exercise a kind of
fascination upon him.

'Don't you think Peter would be better if you were to give him a
little more air and sunshine, Mrs. Thatcher?' Milly asked presently;
'that bedroom seems rather a dark close place.'

'He needn't be there unless he likes,' Mrs. Thatcher answered
indifferently. 'He sits out of doors whenever he chooses.'

'Then I should always sit out-of-doors on fine days, if I were you,
Peter,' said Milly.

After this she talked a little to Mrs. Thatcher, who was by no means
a sympathetic person, while I sat looking on, and contemplating the
old woman with a feeling that was the reverse of admiration.

She was of a short squat figure, with broad shoulders and no throat
to speak of, and her head seemed too big for her body. Her face was
long and thin, with large features, and a frame of scanty gray hair,
among which a sandy tinge still lingered here and there; her eyes
were of an ugly reddish-brown, and had, I thought, a most sinister
expression. I must have been very ill, and sorely at a loss for a
doctor, before I could have been induced to trust my health to the
care of Mrs. Rebecca Thatcher.

I told Milly as much while we were walking homewards, and she
admitted that Rebecca Thatcher was no favourite even among the
country people, who believed implicitly in her skill.

'I'm afraid she tells fortunes, and dabbles in all sorts of
superstitious tricks,' Milly added gravely; 'but she is so artful,
there is no way of finding her out in that kind of business. The
foolish country girls who consult her always keep her secret, and
she manages to put on a fair face before our rector and his curate,
who believe her to be a respectable woman.'


The days and weeks slipped by very pleasantly at Thornleigh, and the
end of those bright midsummer holidays came only too soon. It seemed
a bitter thing to say 'good-bye' to Milly Darrell, and to go back
alone to a place which must needs be doubly dull and dreary to me
without her. She had been my only friend at Albury Lodge; loving her
as I did, I had never cared to form any other friendship.

The dreaded day came at last--dreaded I know by both of us; and I
said 'good-bye' to my darling so quietly, that I am sure none could
have guessed the grief I felt in this parting. Mrs. Darrell was very
kind and gracious on this occasion, begging that I would come back
to Thornleigh at Christmas--if they should happen to spend their
Christmas there.

Milly looked up at her wonderingly as she said this.

'Is there any chance of our spending it elsewhere, Augusta?' she
asked.

Mrs. Darrell had persuaded her stepdaughter to use this familiar
Christian name, rather than the more formal mode of address.

'I don't know, my dear. Your papa has sometimes talked of a house in
town, or we might be abroad. I can only say that if we are at home
here, we shall be very much pleased to see Miss Crofton again.'

I thanked her, kissed Milly once more, and so departed--to be driven
to the station in state in the barouche, and to look sadly back at
the noble old house in which I had been so happy.

Once more I returned to the dryasdust routine of Albury Lodge, and
rang the changes upon history and geography, chronology and English
grammar, physical science and the elements of botany, until my weary
head ached and my heart grew sick. And when I came to be a
governess, it would of course be the same thing over and over again,
on a smaller scale. And this was to be my future, without hope of
change or respite, until I grew an old woman worn-out with the
drudgery of tuition!


CHAPTER V.


MILLY'S LETTER.


The half-year wore itself slowly away. There were no incidents to
mark the time, no change except the slow changes of the seasons; and
my only pleasures were letters from home or from Emily Darrell.

Of the home letters I will not speak--they could have no interest
except for myself; but Milly's are links in the story of a life. She
wrote to me as freely as she had talked to me, pouring out all her
thoughts and fancies with that confiding frankness which was one of
the most charming attributes of her mind. For some time the letters
contained nothing that could be called news; but late in September
there came one which seemed to me to convey intelligence of some
importance.


'You will be grieved to hear, my darling Mary,' she wrote, after a
little playful discussion of my own affairs, 'that my stepmother and
I are no nearer anything like a real friendship than we were when
you left us. What it is that makes the gulf between us, I cannot
tell; but there is something, some hidden feeling in both our minds,
I think, which prevents our growing fond of each other. She is very
kind to me, so far as perfect non-interference with my doings, and a
gracious manner when we are together, can go; but I am sure she does
not like me. I have surprised her more than once looking at me with
the strangest expression--a calculating, intensely thoughtful look,
that made her face ten years older than it is at other times. Of
course there are times when we are thrown together alone--though this
does not occur often, for she and my father are a most devoted
couple, and spend the greater part of every day together--and I have
noticed at those times that she never speaks of her girlhood, or of
any part of her life before her marriage. All that came before seems
a blank page, or a sealed volume that she does not care to open. I
asked some trifling question about her father once, and she turned
upon me almost angrily.

"I do not care to speak about him, Milly," she said; "he was not a
good father, and he is best forgotten. I never had a real friend
till I met my husband."

'There is one part of her character which I am bound to appreciate.
I believe that she is really grateful and devoted to papa, and he
certainly seems thoroughly happy in her society. The marriage had
the effect which I felt sure it must have--it has divided us two most
completely; but if it has made him happy, I have no reason to
complain. What could I wish for beyond his happiness?

'And now, Milly, for my news. Julian Stormont has been here, and has
asked me to be his wife.

'He came over last Saturday afternoon, intending to stop with us
till Monday morning. It was a bright warm day here, and in the
afternoon he persuaded me to walk to Cumber Church with him. You
remember the way we drove through the wood the day we went to the
Priory, I daresay; but there is a nearer way than that for foot
passengers, and I think a prettier one--a kind of cross-cut through
the same wood. I consented willingly enough, having nothing better
to do with myself, and we had a pleasant walk to church, talking of
all kinds of things. As we returned Julian grew very serious, and
when we were about half way upon our journey, he asked me if I could
guess what had brought him over to Thornleigh. Of course I told him
that I concluded he had come as he usually did--for rest and change
after the cares of business, and to talk about business affairs with
papa.

'He told me he had come for something more than that. He came to
tell me that he had loved me all his life; that there was nothing my
father would like better than our union if it could secure my
happiness, as he hoped and believed it might.

'I think you know, Mary, that no idea of this kind had ever entered
my mind. I told Julian this, and told him that, however I might
esteem him as my cousin, he could never be nearer or dearer to me
than that. The change in his face when he heard this almost
frightened me. He grew deadly pale, but I am certain it was anger
rather than disappointment that was uppermost in his mind. I never
knew until then what a hard cruel face it could be.

"Is this irrevocable, Emily?" he asked, in a cold firm voice; "is
there no hope that you will change your mind by and by?"

"No, Julian; I am never likely to do that."

"There is some one else, then, I suppose," he said.

"No, indeed, there is no one else."

"Highly complimentary to me!" he cried, with a harsh laugh.

'I was very sorry for him, in spite of that angry look.

"Pray don't imagine that I do not appreciate your many high
qualities, Julian," I said, "or that I do not feel honoured by your
preference for me. No doubt there are many women in the world better
deserving your regard than I am, who would be able to return it."

"Thank you for that little conventional speech," he cried with a
sneer. "A man builds all his hopes of happiness on one woman, and
she coolly shatters the fabric of his life, and then tells him to go
and build elsewhere. I daresay there are women in the world who
would condescend to marry me if I asked them, but it is my
misfortune to care only for one woman. I can't transfer my
affection, as a man transfers his capital from one form of
investment to another."

'We walked on for some time in silence. I was determined not to be
angry with him, however ungraciously he might speak to me; and when
we were drawing near home, I begged that we might remain friends
still, and that this unfortunate conversation might make no
difference between us. I told him I knew how much my father valued
him, and that it would distress me deeply if he deserted Thornleigh
on my account.

"Friends!" he replied, in an absent tone; "yes, we are still friends
of course, and I shall not desert Thornleigh."

'He seemed gayer than usual that evening after dinner. Whether the
gaiety was assumed in order to hide his depression, or whether he
was really able to take the matter lightly, I cannot tell. Of course
I cannot shut out of my mind the consideration that a marriage with
me would be a matter of great worldly advantage to Julian, who has
nothing but the salary he receives from my father, and who by such a
marriage would most likely secure immediate possession of the
business, in which he is already a kind of deputy principal.

'I noticed that my stepmother was especially kind to Julian this
evening, and that she and he sat apart in one of the windows for
some time talking to each other in a low confidential tone, while my
father took his after-dinner nap. I wonder whether he told her of
our interview that afternoon?

'He went back to Shields early next morning, and bade me good-bye
quite in his usual manner; so I hoped he had forgiven me; but the
affair has left an unpleasant feeling in my mind, a sort of vague
dread of some trouble to arise out of it in the future. I cannot
forget that hard cruel look in my cousin's face.

'When he was gone, Mrs. Darrell began to praise him very warmly, and
my father spoke of him in the same tone. They talked of him a good
deal as we lingered over our breakfast, and I fancied there was some
intention with regard to me in the minds of both--they seem indeed to
think alike upon every subject. Dearly as I love my father, this is
a point upon which even his influence could not affect me. I might
be weak and yielding upon every other question, never upon this.

'And now let me tell you about my friend Peter, Rebecca Thatcher's
half-witted grandson. You know how painfully we were both struck by
the poor fellow's listless hopeless manner when we were at the
cottage on the moor. I thought of it a great deal afterwards, and it
occurred to me that our head-gardener might find work for him in the
way of weeding, and rolling the gravel paths, and such humble
matters. Brook is a good kind old man, and always ready to do
anything to please me; so I asked him the question one day in
August, and he promised that when he next wanted extra hands Peter
Thatcher should be employed, "Though I don't suppose I shall ever
make much of him, miss," he said; "but there's naught I wouldn't do
to please you."

'Well, my dear Mary, the boy came, and has done so well as quite to
surprise Brook and the other two gardeners. He has an extraordinary
attachment to me, and nothing delights him so much as to wait upon
me when I am attending to my ferns, a task I always perform myself,
as you know. To see this poor boy, standing by with a watering-pot
in one hand, and a little basket of dead leaves in the other,
watching me as breathlessly as if I were some great surgeon
operating upon a patient, would make you smile; but I think you
could scarcely fail to be touched by his devotion. He tells me that
he is so happy at Thornleigh, and he begins to look a great deal
brighter already. The men say he is indefatigable in his work, and
worth two ordinary boys. He is passionately fond of flowers, and I
have begun to teach him the elements of botany. It is rather slow
work impressing the names of the plants upon his poor feeble brain;
but he is so anxious to learn, and so proud of being taught, that I
am well repaid for my trouble.'


Milly was very anxious that I should spend Christmas at Thornleigh;
but it was by that time nearly a year since I had seen the dear ones
at home, and ill as my dear father could afford any addition to his
expenses, he wished me to spend my holidays with him; and so it was
arranged that I should return to Warwickshire, much to my dear
girl's regret.

The holiday was a very happy one; and, before it was over, I
received a letter from Milly, telling me that Mr. and Mrs. Darrell
were going abroad for some months, and asking me to cut short my
term at Albury Lodge, and come to Thornleigh as her companion, at a
salary which I thought a very handsome one.

The idea of exchanging the dull monotony of Miss Bagshot's
establishment for such a home as Thornleigh, with the friend I loved
as dearly as a sister, was more than delightful to me, to say
nothing of a salary which would enable me to buy my own clothes and
leave a margin for an annual remittance to my father. I talked the
subject over with him, and he wrote immediately to Miss Bagshot,
requesting her to waive the half-year's notice of the withdrawal of
my services, to which she was fairly entitled. This she consented
very kindly to do; and instead of going back to Albury Lodge, I went
to Thornleigh.

Mr. and Mrs. Darrell had started for Paris when I arrived, and the
house seemed very empty and quiet. My dear girl came into the hall
to receive me, and led me off to her pretty sitting-room, where
there was a bright fire, and where, she told me, she spent almost
the whole of her time now.

'And are you really pleased to come to me, Mary?' she asked, when
our first greetings were over.

'More than pleased, my darling. It seems almost too bright a life
for me. I can hardly believe in it yet.'

'But perhaps you will seen get as tired of Thornleigh as ever you
did of Albury Lodge. It will be rather a dull kind of life, you
know; only you and I and the old servants.'

'I shall never feel dull with you, Milly. But tell me how all this
came about. How was it you didn't go abroad with Mr. and Mrs.
Darrell?'

'Ah, that is rather strange, isn't it? The truth of the matter is,
that Augusta did not want me to go with them. She does not like me,
Mary, that is the real truth, through she affects to be very fond of
me, and has contrived to make my father think she is so. What is
there that she cannot make him think? She does not like me; and she
is never quite happy or at her ease when I am with her. She had been
growing tired of Thornleigh for some time when the winter began; and
she looked so pale and ill, that my father got anxious about her.
The doctor here treated her in the usual stereotyped way, and made
very light of her ailments, but recommended change of air and scene.
Papa proposed going to Scarborough; but somehow or other Augusta
contrived to change Scarborough into Paris, and they are to spend
the winter and spring there, and perhaps go on to Germany in the
summer. At first papa was very anxious to take me with them; but
Augusta dropped some little hints--it would interrupt my studies, and
unsettle me, and so on. You know I am rather proud, Mary, so you can
imagine I was not slow to understand her. I said I would much prefer
to stay at Thornleigh, and proposed immediately that you should come
to me and be my companion, and help me on with my studies.'

'My dearest, how good of you to wish that!'

'It was not at all good. I think you are the only person in the
world who really cares for me, now that I have lost papa--for I have
lost him, you see, Mary; that becomes more obvious every day. Well,
dear, I had a hard battle to fight. Mrs. Darrell said you were
absurdly young for such a position, and that I required a matronly
person, able to direct and protect me, and take the management of
the house in her absence, and so on; but I said that I wanted
neither direction nor protection; that the house wanted no other
management than that of Mrs. Bunce the housekeeper, who has managed
it ever since I was a baby; and that if I could not have Mary
Crofton, I would have no one at all. I told papa what an
indefatigable darling you were, and how conscientiously you would
perform anything you promised to do. So, after a good deal of
discussion, the matter was settled; and here we are, with the house
all to ourselves, and the prospect of being alone together for six
months to come.'

I asked her if she had seen much of Mr. Stormont since that
memorable Sunday afternoon.

'He has been here twice,' she said, 'for his usual short visit from
Saturday afternoon till Monday morning, and he has treated me just
as if that uncomfortable interview had never taken place.'

We were very happy together in the great lonely house, amongst old
servants, who seemed to take a pleasure in waiting on us. We spent
our mornings and evenings in Milly's sitting-room, and took our
meals in a snug prettily-furnished breakfast-room on the ground-
floor. We read together a great deal, going through a systematic
course of study of a very different kind from the dry labours at
Albury Lodge. There was a fine old library at Thornleigh, and we
read the masters of English and French prose together with
unflagging interest and pleasure. Besides all this, Milly worked
hard at her music, and still harder at her painting, which was a
real delight to her.

Mr. Collingwood the rector, and his family, came to see us, and
insisted on our visiting them frequently in a pleasant unceremonious
manner; and we had other invitations from Milly's old friends in the
neighbourhood of Thornleigh.

There were carriages at our disposal, but we did not often use them.
Milly preferred walking; and we used to take long rambles together
whenever the weather was favourable--rambles across the moor, or far
away over the hills, or deep into the wood between Thornleigh and
Cumber.


CHAPTER VI.


A NEW ACQUAINTANCE.


It was shortly after my arrival at Thornleigh that I first saw the
man whose story I had heard in the study at Cumber Priory. Milly and
I had been together about a fortnight, and it was the end of
January--cold, clear, bright weather--when we set out early one
afternoon for a ramble in our favourite wood, Milly furnished with
pencils and sketch-book, in order to jot down any striking effect of
the gaunt leafless old trees. She had a hardy disregard of cold in
her devotion to her art, and would sit down to sketch in the bitter
January weather in spite of my entreaties.

We stayed out longer than usual, and Milly had stopped once or twice
to make a hasty sketch, when the sky grew suddenly dark, and big
drops of rain began to fall slowly. There were speedily succeeded by
a pelting storm of rain and hail, and we felt that we were caught,
and must be drenched to the skin before we could get back to
Thornleigh. The weather had been temptingly fine when we left home,
and we had neither umbrellas nor any other kind of protection
against the rain.

'We had better scamper off as fast as we can,' said Milly.

'But we can't run four miles. Hadn't we better go on to Cumber, and
wait in the village till the weather changes, or try to get some
kind of conveyance there?'

'Well, I suppose that would be best. There must be such a thing as a
fly at Cumber, I should think, small as the place is. But it's
nearly a mile from here to the village.'

'Anything seems better than going back through the wood in such a
weather,' I said.

We were close to the outskirts of the wood at this time, and within
a very short distance of the Priory gates. While we were still
pausing in an undecided way, with the rain pelting down upon us, a
figure came towards us from among the leafless trees--the figure of a
man, a gentleman, as we could see by his dress and bearing, and a
stranger. We had never met any one but country-people, farm-
labourers, and so on, in the wood before, and were a little startled
by his apparition.

He came up to us quickly, lifting his hat as he approached us.

'Caught in the storm, ladies,' he said, 'and without umbrellas I
see, too. Have you far to go?'

'Yes, we have to go as far as Thornleigh,' Milly answered.

'Quite impossible in such weather. Will you come into the Priory and
wait till the storm is over?'

'The Priory! To be sure!' cried Milly. 'I never thought of that. I
know the housekeeper very well, and I am sure she would let us stop
there.'

We walked towards the Priory gates, the stranger accompanying us. I
had no opportunity of looking at him under that pelting rain, but I
was wondering all the time who he was, and how he came to speak of
Cumber Priory in that familiar tone.

One of the gates stood open, and we went in.

'A desolate-looking place, isn't it?' said the stranger. 'Dismal
enough, without the embellishment of such weather as this.'

He led the way to the hall-door, and opened it unceremoniously,
standing aside for us to pass in before him. There was a fire
burning in the wide old-fashioned fireplace, and the place had an
air of occupation that was new to it.

'I'll send for Mrs. Mills, and she shall take your wet shawls away
to be dried,' said the stranger, ringing a bell; and I think we both
began to understand by this time that he must be the master of the
house.

'You are very kind,' Milly answered, taking off her dripping shawl.
'I did not know that the Priory was occupied except by the old
servants. I fear you must have thought me very impertinent just now
when I talked so coolly of taking shelter here.'

'I am only too glad that you should find refuge in the old place.'

He wheeled a couple of ponderous carved-oak chairs close to the
hearth, and begged us to sit there; but Milly preferred standing in
the noble old gothic window looking out at the rain.

'They will be getting anxious about us at home,' she said, 'if we
are not back before dark.'

'I wish I possessed a close carriage to place at your service. I do,
indeed, boast of the ownership of a dog-cart, if you would not be
afraid of driving in such a barbarous vehicle when the rain is over.
It would keep you out of the mud, at any rate.'

Milly laughed gaily.

'I have been brought up in the country,' she said, 'and am not at
all afraid of driving in a dog-cart. I used often to go out with
papa in his, before he married.'

'Then, when the storm is over, I shall have the pleasure of driving
you to Thornleigh, if you will permit me that honour.'

Milly looked a little perplexed at this, and made some excuse about
not wishing to cause so much trouble.

'I really think we could walk home very well; don't you, Mary?' she
said; and I declared myself quite equal to the walk.

'It would be impossible for you to get back to Thornleigh before
dark,' the gentleman remonstrated. 'I shall be quite offended if you
refuse the use of my dog-cart, and insist on getting wet feet. I
daresay your feet are wet as it is, by the bye.'

We assured him of the thickness of our boots, and gave our shawls to
Mrs. Mills the old housekeeper, who carried them off to be dried in
the kitchen, and promised to convey the order about the dog-cart to
the stables immediately.

I had time now to look at our new acquaintance, who was standing
with his shoulders against one angle of the high oak mantelpiece,
watching the rain beating against a window opposite to him. I had no
difficulty in recognising the original of that portrait which
Augusta Darrell had looked at so strangely. He was much older than
when the portrait had been taken--ten years at the least, I thought.
In the picture he looked little more than twenty, and I should have
guessed him now to be on the wrong side of thirty.

He was handsome still, but the dark powerful face had a sort of
rugged look, the heavy eyebrows overshadowed the sombre black eyes,
a thick fierce-looking moustache shrouded the mouth, but could not
quite conceal an expression, half cynical, half melancholy, that
lurked about the lowered corners of the full firm lips. He looked
like a man whose past life held some sad or sinful history.

I could fancy, as I looked at him, that last bitter interview with
his mother, and I could imagine how hard and cruel such a man might
be under the influence of an unpardonable wrong. Like Mrs. Darrell,
I was inclined to place myself on the side of the unfortunate
lovers, rather than on that of the mother, who had been willing to
sacrifice her son's happiness to her pride of race.

We all three remained silent for some little time, Milly and I
standing together in the window, Mr. Egerton leaning against the
mantelpiece, watching the rain with an absent look in his face. He
roused himself at last, as if with an effort, and came over to the
window by which we stood.

'It looks rather hopeless at present,' he said; 'but I shall spin
you over to Thornleigh in no time; so you mustn't be anxious. It is
at Thornleigh Manor you live, is it not?'

'Yes,' Milly answered. 'My name is Darrell, and this young lady is
Miss Crofton, my very dear friend.'

He bowed in recognition of this introduction.

'I thought as much--I mean as to your name being Darrell. I had the
honour to know Mr. Darrell very well when I was a lad, and I have a
vague recollection of a small child in white frock, who, I think,
must have been yourself. I have only been home a week, or I should
have done myself the pleasure of calling on your father.'

'Papa is in Paris,' Milly answered, 'with my stepmother.'

'Ah, he has married again, I hear. One of the many changes that have
come to pass since I was last in Yorkshire.'

'Have you returned for good, Mr. Egerton?'

'For good--or for evil--who knows?' he answered, with a careless
laugh. 'As to whether I stay here so many weeks or so many years,
that is a matter of supreme uncertainty. I never am in the same mind
very long together. But I am heartily sick of knocking about abroad,
and I cannot possibly find life emptier or duller here than I have
found it in places that people call gay.'

'I can't fancy any one growing tired of such a place as the Priory,'
said Milly.

' "Stone walls do not a prison make, nor iron bars a cage." " 'Tis
in ourselves that we are thus or thus." Cannot you fancy a man
getting utterly tired of himself and his own thoughts--knowing
himself by heart, and finding the lesson a dreary one? Perhaps not.
A girl's life seems all brightness. What should such happy young
creatures know of that arid waste of years that lies beyond a man's
thirtieth birthday, when his youth has not been a fortunate one? Ah,
there is a break in the sky yonder; the rain will be over
presently.'

The rain did cease, as he had prophesied. The dog-cart was brought
round to the door by a clumsy-looking man in corduroy, who seemed
half groom, half gardener; and Mr. Egerton drove us home; Milly
sitting next him, I at the back. His horse was very good one, and
the drive only lasted a quarter of an hour, during which time our
new acquaintance talked very pleasantly to both of us.

I could not forget that Mr. Darrell had called him a bad man; but in
spite of that sweeping condemnation I could not bring myself to
think of him without a certain interest.

Of course Milly and I discussed Mr. Egerton as we sat over our snug
little _tête-à-tête_ dinner, and we were both inclined to speak of his
blighted life in a pitying kind of way, and to blame his mother's
conduct, little as we knew of the details of the story. Our
existences were so quiet that this little incident made quite an
event, and we were apt to date things from that afternoon for some
time afterwards.


CHAPTER VII.


A LITTLE MATCH-MAKING.


We heard nothing of Mr. Egerton for about three weeks, at the end of
which time we were invited to dine at the Rectory. The first person
we saw on going into the long, low, old-fashioned drawing-room was
the master of Cumber Priory leaning against the mantelpiece in his
favourite attitude. The Rector was not in the room when we arrived,
and Angus Egerton was talking to Mrs. Collingwood, who sat in a low
chair near the fire.

'Mr. Egerton has been telling me about your adventure in the wood,
Milly,' Mrs. Collingwood said, as she rose to receive us. 'I hope it
will be a warning to you to be more careful in future. I think that
Cumber Wood is altogether too dangerous a place for two young ladies
like you and Miss Crofton.'

'The safest place in the world,' cried Angus Egerton. 'I shall
always be at hand to come to the ladies' assistance, and shall pray
for the timely appearance of an infuriated bull, in order that I may
distinguish myself by something novel in the way of a rescue. I hear
that you are a very charming artist, Miss Darrell, and that you have
done some of our oaks and beeches the honour to immortalise them.'

There is no need for me to record all the airy empty talk of that
evening. It was a very pleasant evening. Angus Egerton had received
his first lessons in the classics from the kind old Rector, and had
been almost a son of the house in the past, the girls told me. He
had resumed his old place upon his return, and seemed really fond of
these friends, whom he had found ready to welcome him warmly in
spite of all rumours to his disadvantage that had floated to
Thornleigh during the years of his absence.

He was very clever, and seemed to have been everywhere, and to have
seen everything worth seeing that the world contained. He had read a
great deal too, in spite of his wandering life; and the fruit of his
reading cropped up pleasantly now and then in his conversation.

There were no other guests, except an old country squire, who talked
of nothing but his farming. Milly sat next Angus Egerton; and from
my place on the other side of the table I could see how much she was
interested in his talk. He did not stop long in the dining-room
after we had left, but joined us as we sat round the fire in the
drawing-room, talking over the poor people with Mrs. Collingwood and
her two daughters, who were great authorities upon the question, and
held a Dorcas society once a week, of which Milly and I were
members.

There was the usual music--a little playing and a little singing from
the younger ladies of the company, myself included. Milly sang an
English ballad very sweetly, and Angus Egerton stood by the piano
looking down at her while she sang.

Did he fall in love with her upon this first happy evening that
those two spent together? I cannot tell; but it is certain that
after that evening, he seemed to haunt us in our walks, and, go
where we would, we were always meeting him, in company with a
Scottish deerhound called Nestor, of which Milly became very fond.
When we met in this half-accidental way he used to join us in our
walk for a mile or two, very often bearing us company till we were
within a few paces of Thornleigh.

These meetings, utterly accidental as they always were on our side,
were a source of some perplexity to me. I was not quite certain
whether I was right in sanctioning so close an acquaintance between
Emily Darrell and the master of Cumber Priory. I knew that her
father thought badly of him. Yet, what could I do? I was not old
enough to pretend to any authority over my darling, nor had her
father invested me with any; and I knew that her noble nature was
worthy of all confidence. Beyond this, I liked Angus Egerton, and
was inclined to trust him. So the time slipped away very pleasantly
for all of us, and the friendship among us all three became closer
day by day.

We met Mr. Egerton very often at the Rectory, and sometimes at other
houses where we visited. He was much liked by the Thornleigh people,
who had, most of them, known him in his boyhood; and it was
considered by his old friends, that, whatever his career abroad
might have been, he had begun, and was steadily pursuing, a reformed
course of life. His means did not enable him to do much, but he was
doing a little towards the improvement of Cumber Priory; and his
existence there was as simple as that of the Master of Ravenswood.

I had noticed that Mrs. Collingwood did all in her power to
encourage the friendship between Milly and Mr. Egerton, and one day
in the spring, after they had met a great many times at her house,
she spoke to me of her hopes quite openly.

It was a bright afternoon, and we were all strolling in the garden,
after a game of croquet--the Rector's wife and I side by side, Milly
and Angus a little way in front of us.

'I think she likes him,' Mrs. Collingwood said thoughtfully.

'Everybody seems to like Mr. Egerton,' I answered.

'O yes, I know that; but I mean something more than the ordinary
liking. I am so anxious that he should marry--and marry wisely. I
think I am almost as fond of him as if he were my son; and I should
be so pleased if I could be the means of bringing about a match
between them. Milly is just the girl to make a man happy, and her
fortune would restore Cumber Priory to all its old glory.'

Her fortune! The word jarred upon me. Was it her money, after all,
that Angus Egerton was thinking of when he took such pains to pursue
my darling?

'I should be sorry for her to marry any one who cared for her
money,' I said.

'Of course, my dear Miss Crofton; and so should I be sorry to see
her throw herself away upon any one with whom her money was a
paramount consideration. But one cannot put these things quite out
of the question. I know that Angus admired her very much the first
day he saw her, and I fancy his admiration has grown into a warmer
feeling since then. He has said nothing to me upon the subject, nor
I to him; for you know how silent he always is about himself. But I
cannot help wishing that such a thing might come to pass. He has one
of the best names in the North Riding, and a first-rate position as
the owner of Cumber Priory. He only wants money.'

I was too young and inexperienced to take a worldly view of things,
and from this moment felt disposed to distrust Mr. Egerton. I
remembered the story of his early attachment, and told myself that a
man who had loved once like that had in all probability worn out his
powers of loving.

'I don't think Mr. Darrell would approve of, or even permit, such a
marriage,' I said presently. 'I know he has a very bad opinion of
Mr. Egerton.'

'On what account?'

'On account of his conduct to his mother.'

'No one knows the secret of that affair except Angus himself,'
answered Mrs. Collingwood. 'I don't think any one has a right to
think badly of him upon that ground. I knew Mrs. Egerton very well.
She was a proud hard woman, capable of almost anything in order to
accomplish any set purpose of her own. Up to the time when he went
to Oxford Angus had been an excellent son.'

'Was it at Oxford he met the girl he wanted to marry?'

'No; it was somewhere in the west of England, where he went on a
walking tour during the long vacation.'

'He must have loved her very much, to act as he did. I should doubt
his power ever to love any one else.'

'That is quite a girl's way of thinking, my dear Miss Crofton.
Depend upon it, after that kind of stormy first love, there
generally comes a better and truer feeling. Angus was little more
than a boy then. He is in the prime of manhood now, able to judge
wisely, and not easily to be caught, or he would have married in all
those years abroad.'

This seemed reasonable enough; but I was vexed, nevertheless, by
Mrs. Collingwood's match-making notions, which seemed to disturb the
peaceful progress of our lives. After this I looked upon every
invitation to the Rectory--where we never went without meeting Mr.
Egerton--as a kind of snare; but our visits there were always very
pleasant, and I grew in time to think with more indulgence of the
Rector's wife's desire for her favourite's advantage.

In all this time Angus Egerton had in no manner betrayed the state
of his feelings. If he met us in our walks oftener than seemed
possible by mere chance, there was nothing strictly lover-like in
his tone or conduct. But I have seen his face light up as he met my
dear girl at these times, and I have noticed a certain softening of
his voice as he talked to her, that I never heard on other
occasions.

And she? About her feelings I had much less doubt. She tried her
uttermost to hide the truth from me, ashamed of her regard for one
who had never yet professed to be more than a friend; but I knew
that she loved him. It was impossible, in the perfect companionship
and confidence of our lives, for Milly to keep this first secret of
her pure young heart hidden from me. I knew that she loved him; and
I began to look forward anxiously to Mr. Darrell's return, which
would relieve me of all responsibility, and perhaps put an end to
our friendship with Angus Egerton.


CHAPTER VIII.


ON THE WATCH.


The travellers came back to Thornleigh Manor in August, when the
days were breathless and sultry, and the freshness of the foliage
had already begun to fade after an unusually dry summer. Milly and I
had been very happy together, and I think we both looked forward
with a vague dread to the coming break in our lives. She loved her
father as dearly as she had ever done, and longed ardently to see
him again; but she knew as well as I did that our independence must
end with his return.

'If he were coming back alone, Mary,' she said--'if that marriage
were all a dream, and he were coming back alone--how happy I should
be! I know that of is own free will he would never come between me
and any wish of mine. But I don't know how he would act under his
wife's influence. You cannot imagine the power she has over him. And
we shall have to begin the old false life over again, she and I--
disliking and distrusting each other in our hearts--the daily round
of civilities and ceremonies and pretences. O Mary, you cannot think
how I hate it.'

We had seen nothing of Julian Stormont during all the time of our
happy solitude; but on the day appointed for Mr. and Mrs. Darrell's
return he came to Thornleigh, looking more careworn than ever. I
pitied him a little, knowing the state of his feelings about Milly,
believing indeed that he loved her with a rare intensity, and being
inclined to attribute the change in him to his disappointment upon
this subject.

Milly told him how ill he was looking, and he said something about
hard work and late hours, with a little bitter laugh.

'It doesn't matter to any one whether I am well or ill, you see,
Milly,' he said. 'What would any one care if I were to drop over the
side of the quay some dark night, on my way from the office to my
lodgings, after a hard day's work, and never be seen alive again?'

'How wicked it is of you to talk like that, Julian! There are plenty
of people who would care--papa, to begin with.'

'Well, I suppose my uncle William would be rather sorry. He would
lose a good man of business, and he would scarcely like going back
to the counting-house, and giving himself up to all the dry details
of commerce once more.'

The travellers arrived soon after this. Mr. Darrell greeted his
daughter with much tenderness; but I noticed a kind of languor in
Mrs. Darrell's embrace, very different from her reception of Milly
at that first meeting which I had witnessed more than a year before.
It seemed to me that her power over her husband was now supreme, and
that she did not trouble herself to keep up any pretence of
affection for his only child.

She was dressed to perfection; and that subdued charm which was
scarcely beauty, and yet stood in place of it, attracted me to-day
as it had done when we first met. She was a woman who, I could
imagine, might be more admired than many handsomer women. There was
a distinction, an originality about the pale delicate face, dark
arched brows, and gray eyes--eyes which were at times very brilliant.

She looked round her without the faintest show of interest or
admiration as she loitered with her husband on the terrace, while
innumerable travelling-bags, shawls, books, newspapers, and packages
were being carried from the barouche to the house.

'How dry and burnt-up everything looks!' she said.

'Have you no better greeting than that for Thornleigh, my dear
Augusta?' Mr. Darrell asked in rather a wounded tone. 'I thought you
would be pleased to see the old place again.'

'Thornleigh Manor is not a passion of mine,' she answered. 'I hope
you will take a house in town at the beginning of next year.'

She passed on into the hall, after having honoured me with the
coldest possible shake-hands. We saw no more of her until nearly
dinner-time, when she came down to the drawing-room, dressed in
white, and looking deliciously pale and cool in the sultry weather.
Milly had spent the afternoon in going round the gardens and home-
farm with her father, and had thoroughly enjoyed the delight of a
couple of hours alone with him. She gave him up now to Mrs. Darrell,
who devoted all her attention to him for the rest of the evening;
while Julian Stormont, Milly, and I loitered about the garden, and
played a desultory game of croquet.

It was not until the next morning that Mr. Egerton's name was
mentioned, although it had been in my thoughts, and I cannot doubt
in Milly's, ever since Mr. Darrell's arrival. We were in the
drawing-room after breakfast, not quite decided what to do with the
day, when Mr. Darrell came into the room dressed for a ride with his
wife. He went over to the window by which Milly was standing.

'You have quite given up riding, Ellis tells me, my dear,' he said.

'I have not cared to ride while you were away, papa, as Mary does
not ride.'

'Miss Crofton might have learnt to ride; there would always be a
horse at her disposal.'

'We like walking better,' Milly said, blushing a little, and
fidgeting nervously with one of the buttons on her father's coat. 'I
used to feel in the way, you know, when I rode with you and Mrs.
Darrell.'

'That was your own fault, Milly,' he answered, with a displeased
look.

'I suppose it was. But I think Augusta felt it too. O, by the bye,
papa, I did not tell you quite all the news when we were out
together yesterday.'

'Indeed!'

'No; I forgot to mention that Mr. Egerton has come back.'

'Angus Egerton?'

'Yes; he came back last winter.'

'You never said so in your letters.'

'Didn't I? I suppose that was because I knew you were rather
prejudiced against him; and one can't explain away that kind of
thing in a letter.'

'You would find it very difficult to explain away my dislike of
Angus Egerton, either in or out of a letter. Have you seen much of
him?'

'A good deal. He has been at the Rectory very often when Mary and I
have been invited there. The Collingwoods are very fond of him. I am
sure--I think--you will like him, papa, when you come to see a little
of him. He is going to call upon you.'

'He can come if he pleases,' Mr. Darrell answered with an
indifferent air; 'I shall not be uncivil to him. But I am rather
sorry that he has made such a favourable impression upon you,
Milly.'

She was still playing with the buttons of his coat, looking
downward, her dark eyes quite veiled by their long lashes.

'I did not say that, papa,' she murmured shyly.

'But I am sure of it from your manner. Has he done anything towards
the improvement of Cumber?'

'O yes; he has put new roofs to some part of the stables; and the
land is in better order, they say; and the gardens are kept nicely
now.'

'Does he live alone at the Priory?'

'Quite alone, papa.'

'He must find it rather a dull business, I should think.'

'Mr. Collingwood says he is very fond of study, and that he has a
wonderful collection of old books. He is a great smoker too, I
believe; he walks a good deal; and he hunted all last winter. They
say he is a tremendous rider.'

Augusta Darrell came in at this moment, ready for her ride. Her slim
willowy figure looked to great advantage in the plain tight-fitting
cloth habit; and the little felt hat with its bright scarlet feather
gave a coquettish expression to her face. She tapped her husband
lightly on the arm with her riding-whip.

'Now, William, if your are quite ready.'

'My dearest, I have been waiting for the last half-hour.'

They went off to their horses. Milly followed them to the terrace,
and watched them as they rode away.

We spent the morning out-of-doors sketching, with Julian Stormont in
attendance upon us. At two o'clock we all meet at luncheon.

After luncheon Milly and I went to the drawing-room, while Mrs.
Darrell and Mr. Stormont strolled upon the terrace. My dear girl had
a sort of restless manner to-day, and went from one occupation to
another, now sitting for a few minutes at the piano, playing brief
snatches of pensive melody, now taking up a book, only to throw it
down again with a little weary sigh. She seated herself at a table
presently, and began to arrange the sketches in her portfolio. While
she was doing this a servant announced Mr. Egerton. She rose
hurriedly, blushing as I had rarely seen her blush before, and
looking towards the open window near her, almost as if she would
have liked to make her escape from the room. It was the first time
Angus Egerton had been at Thornleigh Manor since she was a little
child.

'Tell papa that Mr. Egerton is here, Filby,' she said to the
servant. 'I think you will find him in the library.'

She had recovered her self-possession in some measure by the time
she came forward to shake hands with the visitor; and in a few
minutes we were talking in the usual easy friendly way.

'You see, I have lost no time in calling upon your papa, Miss
Darrell,' he said presently. 'I am not too proud to show him how
anxious I am to regain his friendship, if, indeed, I ever possessed
it.'

Mr. Darrell came into the room as he was speaking; and however
coldly he might have intended to receive the master of Cumber
Priory, his manner soon softened and grew more cordial. There was a
certain kind of charm about Angus Egerton, not very easily to be
described, which I think had a potent influence upon all who knew
him.

I fancied that Mr. Darrell felt this, and struggled against it, and
ended by giving way to it. I saw that he watched his daughter
closely, even anxiously, when she was talking to Angus Egerton, as
if he had already some suspicion about the state of her feelings
with regard to him. Mr. Egerton had caught sight of the open
portfolio, and had insisted on looking over the sketches--not the
first of Milly's that he had seen by a great many. I noticed the
grave, almost tender, smile with which he looked at the little
artistic 'bits' out of Cumber Wood. He went on talking to Mr.
Darrell all the time he was looking at these sketches; talking of
the neighbourhood and the changes that had come about of late years,
and a little of the Priory, and his intentions with regard to
improvements.

'I can only creep along at a snail's pace,' he said; 'for I am
determined not to get into debt, and I won't sell.'

'I wonder you never tried to let the priory in all those years that
you were abroad,' suggested Mr. Darrell.

Mr. Egerton shook his head, with a smile.

'I couldn't bring myself to that,' he said, 'though I wanted money
badly enough. There has never been a strange master at Cumber since
it belonged to the Egertons. I daresay it's a foolish piece of
sentimentality on my part; but I had rather fancy the old place
rotting slowly to decay than in the occupation of strangers.'

He was standing by the table where the open portfolio lay, with
Milly by his side, and one of the sketches in his hands, when Mrs.
Darrell came in at the window nearest to this little group, and
stood on the threshold looking at him. I think I was the only person
who saw her face at that moment. It was so sudden a look that came
upon it, a look half terror, half pain, and it passed away so
quickly, that I had scarcely time to distinguish the expression
before it was gone; but it was a look that brought back to my memory
the almost forgotten scene in the little study at Cumber Priory, and
set me wondering what it could be that made the sight of Angus
Egerton, either on canvas or in the flesh, a cause of agitation to
Milly's stepmother.

In the next moment Mr. Darrell was presenting his visitor to his
wife; and as the two acknowledged the introduction, I stole a glance
at Mr. Egerton's face. It was paler than usual; and the expression
of Mrs. Darrell's countenance seemed in a manner reflected in it. It
was not possible that such looks could be without some significance.
I felt convinced that these two people had met before.

There was a change in Mr. Egerton's manner from the moment of that
introduction. He laid down Milly's sketch without another word, and
stood with his eyes fixed on Augusta Darrell's face with a strange
half-bewildered look, like a man who doubts the evidence of his own
senses. Mrs. Darrell, on the contrary, seemed, after that one look
which I had seen, quite at her ease, and rattled on gaily about the
delight of travelling in the Tyrol, as compared to the dulness of
life at Thornleigh.

'I hope you will enliven us a little, Mr. Egerton,' she said. 'It is
quite an agreeable surprise to find a new neighbour.'

'I ought to be very much flattered by that remark; but I doubt my
power to add to the liveliness of this part of the world. And I do
not think I shall stay much longer at Cumber.'

Milly glanced up at him with a surprised look.

'Mrs. Collingwood told us you were quite settled at the Priory,' she
said, 'and that you intended to spend the rest of your days as a
country squire.'

'I may have dreamed such a dream sometimes, Miss Darrell; but there
are dreams that never fulfil themselves.'

He had recovered himself by this time, and spoke in his accustomed
tone. Mr. Darrell asked him to dinner on an early day, when I knew
the Rectory people were coming to us, and the invitation was
accepted.

Julian Stormont had followed Mrs. Darrell in from the terrace, and
had remained in the background, a very attentive listener and
observer during the conversation that followed.

'So that is Angus Egerton,' he said, when our visitor had left us.

'Yes, Julian. O, by the bye, I forgot to introduce you; you came in
so quietly,' answered Mr. Darrell.

'I can't say I particularly care about the honour of knowing that
gentleman,' said Mr. Stormont in a half-contemptuous tone.

'Why not?' Milly asked quickly.

'Because I never heard any goof of him.'

'But he has reformed, it seems,' said Mr. Darrell, 'and is leading
quite a steady life at Cumber, the Collingwoods tell me. Augusta and
I called at the Rectory this morning, and the Rector and his wife
talked a good deal of him. I was rather pleased with him, I confess,
just now.'

Milly looked up at her father gratefully. Poor child! how innocently
and unconsciously she betrayed her secret! and how little she
thought of the jealous eyes that were watching her! I saw Julian
Stormont's face darken with an angry look, and I knew that he had
already discovered the state of Milly's feelings in relation to
Angus Egerton.

He was still with us when Mr. Egerton came to dinner two days later.
I shall never forget that evening. The day was oppressively warm,
with that dry sultry heat of which there had been so much during the
latter part of the summer; and as the afternoon advanced, the air
grew still, that palpable stillness which so often comes before a
thunder-storm. Milly had been full of life and vivacity all day,
flitting from room to room with a kind of joyous restlessness. She
took unusual pains with her toilette for so simple a party, and came
into my room looking like Titania in her gauzy white dress, with
half-blown blush-roses in her hair, and more roses in a bouquet at
her waist.

Mr. Egerton came in a little later than the party from the Rectory,
and after shaking hands with Mr. Darrell, made his way at once to
the place where Milly and I were sitting.

'Any more sketching since I was here last, Miss Darrell?' he asked.

'No. I have been doing nothing for the last day or two.'

'Do you know I have been thinking of your work in that way a good
deal since I called here. I am stronger in criticism than in
execution, you know. I think I was giving you a little lecture on
your shortcomings, wasn't I?'

'Yes; but you left off so abruptly in the middle of it, that I don't
fancy it was very profitable to me,' Milly answered in rather a
piqued tone.

'Did I really? O yes, I remember. I was quite startled by Mrs.
Darrell's appearance. She is so surprisingly like a lady I knew a
long time ago.'

'That is rather a curious coincidence,' I said.

'How a coincidence?' asked Mr. Egerton.

'Mrs. Darrell said almost the same thing about your portrait when we
were at Cumber one day. It reminded her of some one she had known
long ago.'

'What an excellent memory you have for small events, Miss Crofton!'
said a voice close behind me.

It was Mrs. Darrell's. She had come across the room towards us,
unobserved by me, at any rate. Whether Angus Egerton had seen her or
not, I do not know. He rose to shake hands with her, and then went
on talking about Milly's sketching.

Mr. Collingwood took Mrs. Darrell in to dinner, and Mr. Egerton gave
his arm to Milly, and was seated next her at the prettily decorated
table, upon which there was always a wealth of roses at this time of
year. I saw Augusta Darrell's eye wander restlessly in that
direction many times during dinner, and I felt that the dear girl I
loved so fondly was in an atmosphere of falsehood. What was the
nature of the past acquaintance between those two people? and why
was it tacitly denied by both of them? If it had been an ordinary
friendship, there could have been no reason for this concealment and
suppression. I had never quite made up my mind to trust Angus
Egerton, though I liked and admired him; and this mysterious
relation between him and Augusta Darrell was a sufficient cause for
serious distrust.

'I wish she cared for him less,' I said to myself, as I glanced at
Milly's bright happy face.

When we went back to the drawing-room after dinner, the Miss
Collingwoods had a great deal to say to Milly about a grand croquet-
match which was to take place in a week or two at Pensildon, Sir
john and Lady Pensildon's place, fourteen miles from Thornleigh. The
Rector's daughters, both of whom were several years older than
Milly, were passionately fond of croquet and everything in the way
of gaiety, and were full of excitement about this coming event,
discussing what they were going to wear, and what Milly was going to
wear, on the occasion. While they were engaged in this way, Mrs.
Collingwood told me a long story about one of her poor parishioners,
always an inexhaustible subject with her. This arrangement left Mrs.
Darrell unoccupied; and after standing at one of the open windows
looking listlessly out, she sauntered out upon the terrace, her
favourite lounge always in this summer weather. I saw her repass the
windows a few minutes afterwards, in earnest conversation with Angus
Egerton. This was some time before the other gentlemen left the
dining-room; and they were still walking slowly up and down when Mr.
Darrell and the Rector came to the drawing-room. The storm had not
yet come, and it was bright moonlight. Mr. Darrell went out and
brought his wife in, with some gentle reproof on her imprudence in
remaining out of doors so late in her thin muslin dress.

After this there came some music. Augusta Darrell sang some old
English ballads which I had never heard her sing before--simple
pathetic melodies, which, I think, brought tears to the eyes of all
of us.

Mr. Egerton sat near one of the open windows, with his face in
shadow, while she was singing; and as she began the last of these
old songs he rose with a half-impatient gesture, and went out upon
the terrace. If I watched him closely, and others in relation to
him, at this time, it was from no frivolous or impertinent
curiosity, but because I felt very certain that my darling's
happiness was at stake. I saw her little disappointed look when he
remained at the farther end of the room, talking to the gentlemen,
all the rest of that evening, instead of contriving by some means to
be near her, as he always had done during our pleasant evenings at
the Rectory.


CHAPTER IX.


ANGUS EGERTON IS REJECTED.


The expected storm came next day, and Milly and I were caught in it.
We had gone for a ramble across the moor, and were luckily within a
short distance of Rebecca Thatcher's cottage when the first vivid
flash broke through the leaden clouds, and the first long peal of
thunder came crashing over the open landscape. We set off for Mrs.
Thatcher's habitation at a run, and arrived there breathless.

The herbalist was not alone. A tall dark figure stood between us and
the little window as we went in, blotting out all the light.

Milly gave a faint cry of surprise; and as the figure turned towards
us I recognised Mr. Egerton.

In all our visits among the poor we had never met him before.

'Caught again, young ladies!' he cried, laughing; 'you've neither of
you grown weatherwise yet, I see. Luckily you're under cover before
the rain has begun. I think we shall have it pretty heavy presently.
How surprised you look to see me here, Miss Darrell! Becky is a very
old friend of mine. I remember her ever since I can remember
anything. She was in my grandfather's service once upon a time.'

'That I was, Mr. Egerton, and there's nothing I wouldn't do for you
and yours--for you at least, for there's none but you left now. But I
suppose you'll be getting married one of these days; you're not
going to let the old name of Egerton die out?'

Angus Egerton shook his head with a slow sad gesture.

'I am too poor to marry, Mrs. Thatcher,' he said. 'What could I
offer a wife but a gloomy old house, and a perpetual struggle to
make hundreds do the work of thousands? I am too proud to ask the
woman I love to sacrifice her future to me.'

'Cumber Priory is good enough for any woman that ever lived,'
answered Rebecca Thatcher. 'You don't mean what you say, Mr.
Egerton. You know that the name you bear is counted better than
money in these parts.'

He laughed, and changed the conversation.

'I heard you young ladies talking a great deal of the Pensildon fête
last night,' he said.

'Did you really?' asked Milly; 'you did not appear to be much
interested in our conversation.'

'Did I seem distrait? It is a way I have sometimes, Miss Darrell;
but I can assure you I can hear two or three conversations at once.
I think I heard all that you and the Miss Collingwoods were saying.'

'You are going to Lady Pensildon's on the 31st, I suppose?' Milly
said.

'I think not. I think of going abroad for the autumn. I have been
rather a long time at Cumber, you know, and I'm afraid the roving
mood is coming upon me again. I shall be sorry to go, too, for I had
intended to torment you continually about your art studies. You have
really a genius for landscape, you know, Miss Darrell; you only want
to be goaded into industry now and then by some severe critic like
myself. Is your cousin, Mr. Stormont, an artist, by the way?'

'Not at all.'

'That's a pity. He seems a clever young man. I suppose he will be a
good deal with you, now that Mr. and Mrs. Darrell have returned?'

'He cannot stay very long at a time. He has the chief position in
papa's counting-house.'

'Indeed! He looked a little as if the cares of business weighed upon
his spirit.'

He glanced rather curiously at Milly while he was speaking of Mr.
Stormont. Was he really going away, I wondered, or was that threat
of departure only a lover-like ruse?

The rain came presently with all the violence usual to a thunder-
shower. We were prisoners in Mrs. Thatcher's cottage for more than
an hour; a happy hour, I think, to Milly, in spite of the closeness
of the atmosphere and the medical odour of the herbs. Angus Egerton
stood beside her chair all the time, looking down at her bright face
and talking to her; while Mrs. Thatcher mumbled a long catalogue of
her ailments and troubles into my somewhat inattentive ear.

Once while those two were talking about his intended departure I
heard Mr. Egerton say,

'If I thought any one cared about my staying--if I could believe that
any one would miss me ever so little--I should be in no hurry to
leave Yorkshire.'

Of course Milly told him that there were many people who would miss
him--Mr. Collingwood for instance, and all the family at the Rectory.
He bent over her, and said something in a very low voice--something
that brought vivid blushes to her face; and a few minutes afterwards
they went to the door to look at the weather, and stood there
talking till I have heard the last of Mrs. Thatcher's woes, and was
free to join them. I had never seen Milly look so lovely as she did
just then, with her downcast eyes, and a little tremulous smile upon
her perfect mouth.

Mr. Egerton walked all the way home with us. The storm was quite
over, the sun shining, and the air full of that cool freshness which
comes after rain. We talked of all kinds of things. Mr. Egerton had
almost made up his mind to spend the autumn at Cumber, he told us;
and he would go to the Pensildon fête, and take Milly's side in the
croquet-match. He seemed in almost boyish spirits during that
homeward walk.

When we went up-stairs to our rooms that night, Milly followed me
into mine. There was nothing new in this; we often wasted half an
hour in happy idle talk before going to bed; but I was sure from my
darling's manner she had something to tell me. She went over to an
open window, and stood there with her face turned away from me,
looking out across the distant moonlit sea.

'Mary,' she said, after a very long pause, 'do you think people are
intended to be quite happy in this world?'

'My dear love, how can I answer such a question as that? I think
that many people have their lives in their own hands, and that it
rests with themselves to find happiness. And there are many natures
that are elevated and purified by sorrow. I cannot tell what is best
for us, dear. I cannot pretend to guess what this life was meant to
be.'

'There is something in perfect happiness that frightens one, Mary.
It seems as if it could not last. If it could, if I dared believe in
it, I should think that my life was going to be quite happy.'

'Why should it be otherwise, my dear Milly? I don't think you have
ever known much sorrow.'

'Not since my mother died--and I was only a child then--but that old
pain has never quite gone out of my heart; and papa's marriage has
been a greater grief to me than you would believe, Mary. This house
has never seemed to be really my home since then. No, dear, it is a
new life that is dawning for me--and O, such a bright one!'

She put her arms round my neck, and hid her face upon my shoulder.

'Can you guess what Angus Egerton said to me to-day?' she asked, in
a low tremulous voice.

'Was it something very wonderful, dear--or something as old as the
world we live in?'

'Not old to me, Mary--new and wonderful beyond all measure. I did not
think he cared for me--I had never dared to hope; for I have liked
him a little for a long time, dear, though I don't suppose you ever
thought so.'

'My dear girl, I have known it from the very beginning. There is
nothing in the world more transparent than your thoughts about Angus
Egerton have been to me.'

'O Mary, how could you! And I have been so careful to say nothing!'
she cried reproachfully. 'But he loves me, dear. He has loved me for
a long time, he says; and he has asked me to be his wife.'

'What, after all those protestations about never asking a woman to
share his poverty?'

'Yes, Mary; and he meant what he said. He told me that if I had been
a penniless girl, he should have proposed to me ever so long ago.
And he is to see papa to-morrow.'

'Do you think Mr. Darrell will ever consent to such a marriage,
Milly?' I asked gravely.

'Why should he not? He cannot go on thinking badly of Angus when
every one else thinks so well of him. You must have seen how he has
softened towards him since they met. Mr. Egerton's old family and
position are quite an equivalent for my money, whatever that may be.
O Mary, I don't think papa can refuse his consent.'

'I am rather doubtful about that, Milly. It's one thing to like Mr.
Egerton very well as a visitor--quite another to accept him as a son-
in-law. Frankly, my dearest, I fear your father will be against the
match.'

'Mary,' cried Milly reproachfully, 'I can see what it is--you are
prejudiced against Mr. Egerton.'

'I am only anxious for your welfare, darling. I like Mr. Egerton
very much. It is difficult for any one to avoid liking him. But I
confess that I cannot bring myself to put entire trust in him.'

'Why not?'

I did not like to tell her the chief reason for my distrust--that
mysterious relation between Angus Egerton and Mrs. Darrell. The
subject was a serious--almost a dangerous--one; and I had no positive
evidence to bring forward in proof of my fancy. It was a question of
looks and words that had been full of significance to me, but which
might seem to Milly to mean very little.

'We cannot help our instinctive doubts, dear. But if you can trust
Mr. Egerton, and if your father can trust him, my fancies can matter
very little. I cannot stand between you and your love, dear--I know
that.'

'But you can make me very unhappy by your doubts, Mary,' she
answered.

I kissed her, and did my best to console her; but she was not easily
to be comforted, and left me in a half-sorrowful, half-angry mood. I
had disappointed her, she told me--she had felt so sure of my
sympathy; and instead of sharing her happiness, I had made her
miserable by my fanciful doubts and gloomy forebodings. After she
had gone, I sat by the window for a long time, thinking of her
disconsolately, and feeling myself very guilty. But I had a fixed
conviction that Mr. Darrell would refuse to receive Angus Egerton as
his daughter's suitor, and that the course of this love-affair was
not destined to be a smooth one.

The result proved that I had been right. Mr. Egerton had a long
interview with Mr. Darrell in the library next morning, during which
his proposal was most firmly rejected. Milly and I knew that he was
in the house, and my poor girl walked up and down our sitting-room
with nervously clasped hands and an ashy pale face all the time
those two were together down-stairs.

She turned to me with a little piteous look when she heard Angus
Egerton ride away from the front of the house.

'O Mary, what is my fate to be?' she asked. 'I think he has been
rejected. I do not think he would have gone away without seeing me
if the interview had ended happily.'

A servant came to summon us both to the library. We went down
together, Milly's cold hand clasped in mine.

Mr. Darrell was not alone. His wife was sitting with her back to the
window, very pale, and with an angry brightness in her eyes.

'Sit down, Miss Crofton,' Mr. Darrell said very coldly; 'and you,
Milly, come here.'

She went towards him with a slow faltering step, and sank down into
the chair to which he pointed, looking at him all the time in an
eager beseeching way that I think must have gone to his heart. He
was standing with his back to the empty fireplace, and remained
standing throughout the interview.

'I think you know that I love you, Milly,' he began, 'and that your
happiness is the chief desire of my mind.'

'I'm sure of that, papa.'

'And yet you have deceived me.'

'Deceived you? O papa, in what way?'

'By encouraging the hopes of a man whom you must have known I would
never receive as your husband; by suffering your feelings to become
engaged, without one word of warning to me, and in a manner that you
must have known could not fail to be most obnoxious to me.'

'O papa, I did not know; it was only yesterday that Mr. Egerton
spoke for the first time. There has been nothing hidden from you.'

'Nothing? Do you call your intimate acquaintance with this man
nothing? He may have delayed any actual declaration until my return--
with an artful appearance of consideration for me; but some kind of
love-affair must have been going on between you all the time.'

'No, indeed, papa; until yesterday there was never anything but the
most ordinary acquaintance. Mary knows--'

'Pray don't appeal to Miss Crofton,' her father interrupted sternly.
'Miss Crofton has done very wrong in encouraging this affair. Miss
Crofton heard my opinion of Angus Egerton a long time ago.'

'Mary has done nothing to encourage our acquaintance. It has been
altogether a matter of accident from first to last. What have you
said to Mr. Egerton, papa? Tell me at once, please.'

She said this with a quiet firmness, looking bravely up at him all
the while.

'I have told him that nothing would induce me to consent to such a
marriage. I have forbidden him ever to see you again.'

'That seems very hard, papa.'

'I thought you knew my opinion of Mr. Egerton.'

'It would change if you knew more of him.'

'Never. I might like him very well as a member of society; I could
never approve of him as a son-in-law. Besides, I have other views
for you--long-cherished views--which I hope you will not disappoint.'

'I don't know what you mean by that, papa; but I know that I can
never marry any one except Mr. Egerton. I may never marry at all, if
you refuse to change your decision upon this subject; but I am quite
sure I shall never be the wife of any one else.'

Her father looked at her angrily. That hard expression about the
lower part of the face, which I had noticed in his portrait and in
himself from the very first, was intensified to-day. He looked a
stern resolute man, whose will was not to be moved by a daughter's
pleading.

'We shall see about that by and by,' he said. 'I am not going to
have my plans defeated by a girl's folly. I have been a very
indulgent father, but I am not a weak or yielding one. You will have
to obey me, Milly, or you will find yourself a substantial sufferer
by and by.'

'If you mean that you will disinherit me, papa, I am quite willing
that you should do that,' Milly answered resolutely. 'Perhaps you
think Mr. Egerton cares for my fortune. Put him to the test, papa.
Tell him that you will give me nothing, and that be may take me on
that condition.'

Augusta Darrell turned upon her stepdaughter with a sudden look in
her face that was almost like a flame.

'Do you think him so disinterested?' she asked. 'Have you such
supreme confidence in his affection?'

'Perfect confidence.'

'And you do not believe that mercenary considerations have any
weight with him? You do not think that he is eager to repair his
shattered fortunes? You think him all truth and devotion? He, a
_blasé_ man of the world, of three-and-thirty; a man who has outlived
the possibility of anything like a real attachment; a man who
lavished his whole stock of feeling upon the one attachment of his
youth.'

She said all this very quietly, but with a suppressed bitterness. I
think it needed all her powers of restraint to keep her from some
passionate outburst that would have betrayed the secret of her life.
I was now more than ever convinced that she had known Angus Egerton
in the past, and that she had loved him.

'You see, I am not afraid of his being put to the test,' Milly said
proudly. 'I know he loved some one very dearly, a long time ago. He
spoke of that yesterday. He told me that his old love had died out
of his heart years ago.'

'He told you a lie,' cried Mrs. Darrell. 'Such things never die.
They sleep, perhaps--like the creatures that hide themselves in the
ground and lie torpid all the winter--but with one breath of the past
they flame into life again.'

'I am not going to make any such foolish trial of your lover's
faith, Milly,' said Mr. Darrell. 'Whether your fortune is or is not
a paramount consideration with him can make no possible difference
in my decision. Nothing will ever induce me to consent to your
marrying him. Of course, if you choose to defy me, you are of age
and your own mistress; but on the day that makes you Angus Egerton's
wife you will cease to be my daughter.'

'Papa,' cried Milly, 'you will break my heart.'

'Nonsense, child; hearts are not easily broken. Let me hear no more
of this unfortunate business. I have spoken to you very plainly, in
order that there might be no chance of misunderstanding between us;
and I rely upon your honour that there shall be no clandestine
meeting between you and Angus Egerton in the future. I look to you,
Miss Crofton, also, and shall hold you answerable for any accidental
encounters out walking.'

'You need not be afraid, papa,' Milly answered disconsolately. 'I
daresay Mr. Egerton will leave Yorkshire, as he spoke of doing
yesterday.'

'I hope he may,' said Mr. Darrell.

Milly rose to leave the room. Half-way towards the door she stopped,
and turned her white despairing face towards her father with a
hopeless look.

'I shall obey you, papa,' she said. 'I could not bear to forfeit
your love, even for his sake. But I think you will break my heart.'

Mr. Darrell went over to her and kissed her.

'I am acting best for your ultimate happiness, Milly, be sure of
that,' he said in a kinder tone than he had used before. 'There, my
love, go and be happy with Miss Crofton, and let us all agree to
forget this business as quickly as possible.'

This was our dismissal. We went back to Milly's pretty sitting-room,
where the sun was shining and the warm summer air blowing on birds
and flowers, and books and drawing materials, and all the airy
trifles that had made our lives pleasant to us until that hour.
Milly sat on a low stool at my feet, and buried her face in my lap,
refusing all comfort. She sat like this for about an hour, weeping
silently, and then rose suddenly and wiped the tears from her pale
face.

'I am not going to lead you a miserable life about this, Mary,' she
said. 'We will never speak of it after to-day. And I will try to do
my duty to papa, and bear my life without that new happiness, which
made it seem so bright. Do you think Mr. Egerton will feel the
disappointment very much, Mary?'

'He cannot help feeling it, dear, if he loves you--as I believe he
does.'

'And we might have been so happy together! I was dreaming of Cumber
Priory all last night. I thought it had been restored with some of
my money, and that the old house was full of life and brightness.
Will he go away, do you think, Mary?'

'I should think it very likely.'

'And I shall never see him any more. I could not forfeit papa's
love, Mary.'

'It would be a hard thing if you were to do that for the sake of a
stranger, dear.'

'No, no, Mary; he is not a stranger to me; Angus Egerton is not a
stranger. I know that he is noble and good. But my father was all
the world to me a year ago. I could not do without his love. I must
obey him.'

'Believe me, dear, it will be wisest and best to do so. You cannot
tell what changes may come to pass in the future. Obedience will
make you very dear to your father; and the time may come in which he
will think better of Mr. Egerton.'

'O Mary, if I could hope that!'

'Hope for everything, dear, if you do your duty.'

She grew a little more cheerful after this, and met her father at
diner with quite a placid face, though it was still very pale. Mrs.
Darrell looked at her wonderingly, and with a half-contemptuous
expression, I thought, as if this passion of her step-daughter's
seemed to her a very poor thing, after all.

Before the week was out, we heard that Mr. Egerton had left
Yorkshire. We did not go to the Pensildon fête. Milly had a cold and
kept her room, much to the regret of the Miss Collingwoods, who
called every day to inquire about her. She made this cold--which was
really a very slight affair--an excuse for a week's solitude, and at
the end of that time reappeared among us with no trace of her secret
sorrow. It was only I, who was always with her, and knew her to the
core of her heart, who could have told how hard a blow that
disappointment had been, and how much it cost her to bear it so
quietly.


CHAPTER X.


CHANGES AT THORNLEIGH.


The autumn and the early winter passed monotonously enough. There
was a good deal of company at Thornleigh Manor at first, for Mrs.
Darrell hated solitude; but after a little time she grew tired of
the people her husband knew, and the dinners and garden parties
became less frequent. I had found out, very soon after her return,
that she was not happy--that this easy prosperous life was in some
manner a burden to her. It was only in her husband's presence that
she made any pretence of being pleased or interested in things. With
him she was always the same--always deferential, affectionate, and
attentive; while he, on his side, was the devoted slave of her every
whim and wish.

She was not unkind to Milly, but those two seemed instinctively to
avoid each other.

The winter brought trouble to Thornleigh Manor. It was well for
Milly that she had tried to do her duty to her father, and had
submitted herself patiently to his will. About a fortnight before
Christmas Mr. Darrell went to North Shields to make his annual
investigation of the wharves and warehouses, and to take a kind of
review of the year's business. He never returned alive. He was
seized with an apoplectic fit in the office, and carried to his
hotel speechless. His wife and Milly were summoned by a telegraphic
message, and started for Shields by the first train that could
convey them there; but they were too late. He expired an hour before
their arrival.

I need not dwell upon the details of that sad time. Milly felt the
blow severely; and it was long before I saw her smile, after that
dark December day on which the fatal summons came. She had lost much
of her joyousness and brightness after the disappointment about
Angus Egerton, and this new sorrow quite crushed her.

They brought Mr. Darrell's remains to Thornleigh, and he was buried
in the family vault under the noble old church, where his father and
mother, his first wife, and a son who died in infancy had been
buried before him. He had been very popular in the neighbourhood,
and was sincerely regretted by all who had known him.

Julius Stormont was chief-mourner at the unpretentious funeral. He
seemed much affected by his uncle's death; and his manner towards
his cousin had an unusual gentleness.

I was present at the reading of the will, which took place in the
dining-room immediately after the funeral. Mrs. Darrell, Milly, Mr.
Stormont, myself, and the family lawyer were the only persons
assembled in the spacious room, which had a dreary look without the
chief of the household.

The will had been made a few months after Mr. Darrell's second
marriage. It was very simple in its wording. To Julian Stormont he
left a sum of five thousand pounds, to be paid out his funded
property; all the rest of this property, with the sum to be realised
by the sale of the business at North Shields and its belongings--an
amount likely to be very large--was to be divided equally between
Mrs. Darrell and her stepdaughter. Thornleigh Manor was left to Mrs.
Darrell for her life, but was to revert to Milly, or Milly's heirs,
at her death; and Milly was to be entitled to occupy her old home
until her marriage.

In the event of Milly's dying unmarried, her share of the funded
property was to be divided equally between Mrs. Darrell and Julian
Stormont, and in this case the Thornleigh estate was to revert to
Julian Stormont after the death of Mrs. Darrell. The executors to
the will were Mr. Foreman the lawyer and Mrs. Darrell.

Milly's position was now one of complete independence. Mr. Foreman
told her that after the sale of the iron-works she would have an
income of something like four thousand a year. She had been of age
for more than six months, and there was no one to come between her
and perfect independence.

Knowing this, I felt that it was more than probable Mr. Egerton
would speedily return to renew his suit; and I had little doubt that
it would be successful. I knew how well Milly loved him; and now
that her father was gone she could have no motive for refusing him.

'You will stay with me, won't you, Mary?' she said to me as we sat
by the fire in mournful silence that afternoon. 'You are my only
comfort now, dear. I suppose I shall remain here--for some time, at
any rate. Augusta spoke to me very graciously, and begged that I
would make this my home, according to my father's wish. We should
not interfere with each other in any way, she said, and it was
indeed more than probable she would go on the Continent with her
maid early in the spring, and leave me sole mistress of Thornleigh.
She doubted if she could ever endure the place now, she said. She is
not like me, Mary. I shall always have a melancholy love for the
house in which I have lived so happily with my father.'

So I remained with my dear girl, and life at Thornleigh Manor glided
by in a quiet melancholy fashion. If Mrs. Darrell grieved for her
dead husband, her sorrow was of a cold tearless kind; but she kept
her own rooms a good deal, and we did not see much of her. The
Collingwoods were full of sympathy for their 'darling Milly,' and
their affection had some cheering influence upon her mind. From them
she heard occasionally of Mr. Egerton, who was travelling in the
wildest regions of Northern Europe. She very rarely spoke of him
herself at this time; and once when I mentioned his name she checked
me reproachfully.

'Don't speak about him, Mary,' she said; 'I don't want to think of
him. It seems like a kind of treason against papa. It seems like
taking advantage of my dear father's death.'

'Would you refuse to marry him, Milly, if he were to come back to
you, now that you are your own mistress?'

'I don't know that, dear. I think I love him too much to do that.
And yet it would seem like a sin against my father.'

The spring months passed, and Milly brightened a little as the days
went by. She spent a deal of time amongst the poor; and I think her
devotion to that duty helped her to put aside her sorrow more than
anything else could have done. I was always with her, sharing in all
her work; and I do not believe she had a thought hidden from me at
this time.

Mrs. Darrell had not gone abroad yet. She lived a useless, listless
life, doing nothing, and caring for nothing, as it seemed. More than
once she made preparations for her departure, and then changed her
mind at the last moment.

Late in June we heard of Mr. Egerton's return to Cumber; and a few
days after that he came to Thornleigh. Mrs. Darrell was in her own
room, Milly and I alone in the drawing-room, when he called. My poor
girl turned very pale, and the tears came into her eyes as she and
Angus Egerton met. He spoke of her loss with extreme delicacy, and
was full of tender sympathy. He had news to tell her of himself. A
distant relation of his mother's had died lately, leaving him six
thousand a year. He had come back to restore Cumber to its old
splendour, and to take his proper place in the county.

While they were talking together in low confidential tones, not at
all embarrassed by my presence, Mrs. Darrell came into the room. She
was paler than usual; but there was an animation in her face that
had not been there for a long time. She received Mr. Egerton very
graciously, and insisted upon his staying to dinner.

The evening passed very pleasantly. I had never seen Augusta Darrell
so agreeable, so fascinating, as she was that night. She touched the
piano for the first time since her husband's death, and sang and
played with all her old fire, keeping Angus Egerton a prisoner by
the side of the piano. Hers was not music to be heard with
indifference by the coldest ear.

He came again very soon, and came often. The restorations at Cumber
had begun, and he insisted on our driving over to see what he was
going to do. We went in compliance with this wish, and I could not
but observe how anxiously he questioned Milly as to her opinion of
the alterations, and how eagerly he sought for suggestions as to the
arrangement and decoration of the different rooms. We spent some
hours in this inspection, and stayed to luncheon, in the noble old
tapestried drawing-room.

It was not very long before Mr. Egerton had renewed his suit, and
had been accepted. Had Mr. Darrell lived, the altered circumstances
of the suitor would, in all probability, have made some alteration
in his ideas upon this subject. He could no longer have supposed
Angus Egerton influenced by mercenary feelings.

My darling seemed perfectly happy in her engagement, and I shared
her happiness. I was always to live with her, she said, at Cumber as
well as at Thornleigh. She had told Angus this, and he was pleased
that it should be so. I thought that she would have no need of me in
her wedded days, and that this loving fancy of hers was not likely
to be realised; but I allowed her to cherish it--time enough for our
parting when it needs must come. My youth had been brightened by her
love; and I should be brave enough to face the world alone when she
began her new life, assured that in my day of trouble I should
always find a haven in her affection.

They were to be married in the following spring. Mr. Egerton had
pleaded hard for an earlier date; but Milly would not diminish her
year of mourning for her father, and he was fain to submit. The
appointed time was advanced from April to February. He was to take
his young wife abroad, and to show her all those scenes in which his
wandering life had been spent; and then they were to return to
Cumber, and Milly was to begin her career as the wife of a country
squire.

Julian Stormont came to Thornleigh, and heard of the engagement from
Mrs. Darrell. He still occupied his old position in the business at
North Shields, which had been bought by a great capitalist in the
iron way. He received the news of Milly's betrothal very quietly;
but he proffered her no congratulations upon the subject. I happened
to be on the terrace alone with him one morning during his stay,
waiting for Milly to join me, when he spoke to me about this
business.

'So my cousin is going to throw herself away upon that man?' he
said.

'You must not call it throwing herself away, Mr. Stormont,' I
answered; 'Mr. Egerton is devoted to your cousin, and the change in
his circumstances makes him a very good match for her.'

'The change in his circumstances has not changed the man,' he
returned in an angry tone. 'No good can come of such a marriage.'

'You have no right to say that, Mr. Stormont.'

'I have the right given me by conviction. A happy marriage!--no, it
will not be a happy marriage, be sure of that!'

He said this with a vindictive look that startled me, well as I knew
that he could not feel very kindly towards Milly's lover. The words
might mean little, but to me they sounded like a threat.


CHAPTER XI.


DANGER.


The summer that year was a divine one, and we spent the greater part
of our lives out of doors, driving, walking, sitting about the
garden sometimes until long after dark. It was weather in which it
was a kind of treason against Nature to waste an hour in the house.

We went very often for long rambles in Cumber Wood, winding up with
an afternoon tea-drinking in the little study at the Priory--a home-
like unceremonious entertainment which Milly delighted in. She used
to seem to me on those occasions like some happy child playing at
being mistress of the house.

Augusta Darrell was almost always with us. I was sorely puzzled and
perplexed by her conduct at this time. It seemed to be all that a
kind stepmother's could be. Her old indifferent air had quite
vanished; she was more cordial, more affectionately interested in
Milly's happiness than I had supposed it possible she could be. The
girl was completely melted by the change in her manner, and
responded to this new warmth with artless confidence in its reality.

I remembered all I had seen and all I had suspected, and I could not
bring myself to believe implicitly in Milly's stepmother. There was
a shadowy fear, a vague distrust in my mind, not to be put away.

As I have said, she was always with us, entering into all our simple
amusements with an appearance of girlish pleasure. Our picnics, our
sketching expeditions, our afternoon tea-parties at the Priory, our
croquet-matches with the Rector's daughters, seemed all alike
agreeable to her. I noticed that her toilet was always perfect on
theses occasions, and that she neglected no art which could add to
her attractiveness; but she never in any way attempted to absorb Mr.
Egerton's attention--she never ignored his position as Milly's
accepted suitor.

For a long time I was deceived by her manner--almost convinced that
if she had ever cared for Angus Egerton in the past, it was a
passion that had died out of her heart. But there came a day when
one look of hers betrayed the real state of the case, and showed me
that all this newly-awakened regard for Milly, and pleasant
participation in her happiness, had been only a careful piece of
acting. It was nothing but a look--one earnest, despairing,
passionate look--that told me this, but it was a look that betrayed
the secret of a life. From that moment I never again trusted Augusta
Darrell.

With the beginning of autumn the weather changed, and there came a
dull rainy season. Trouble came to us with the change of the
weather. There was a good deal of low fever about Thornleigh, and
Milly caught it. She had never neglected her visit amongst the poor,
even in favour of those pleasant engagements with Angus Egerton; and
there is no doubt she had taken the fever from some of the
cottagers.

She was not alarmingly ill, nor was the fever supposed to be
contagious, except under certain conditions. Mr. Hale, the
Thornleigh doctor, made very light of the business, and assured us
that his patient would be as well as ever in a week's time. But in
the mean while my dear girl kept her room, and I nursed her, with
the assistance of her devoted little maid.

Mr. Egerton came every day, generally twice a day, to inquire about
the invalid's progress, and would stay for half an hour, or longer,
talking to Mrs. Darrell or to me. He was very much depressed by this
illness, and impatient for his betrothed's recovery. He had been
strictly forbidden to see her, as perfect repose was an essential
condition to her well-being.

The week was nearly over, and Milly had improved considerably. She
was now able to sit up for an hour or two every day, and the doctor
promised Mr. Egerton that she should be in the drawing-room early in
the following week. The weather had been incessantly wet during this
time--dull, hopeless, perpetual rain day after day, without a break
in the leaden sky. But at last there came a fine evening, and I went
down to the terrace to take a solitary walk after my long
imprisonment. It was between six and seven o'clock; Milly was
asleep, and there was no probability of my being wanted in the sick-
room for half an hour or so. I left ample instructions with my handy
little assistant, and went down for my constitutional, muffled in a
warm shawl.

It was dusk when I went out, and everything was unusually quiet, not
a leaf was stirring in the stagnant atmosphere. Late as it was, the
evening was almost oppressively warm, and I was glad to throw off my
shawl. I walked up and down the terrace in front of the Hall for
about ten minutes, and then went round towards the drawing-room
windows. Before I had quite reached the first of these, I was
arrested by a sound so strange that I stopped involuntarily to
listen. Throughout all that followed, I had no time to consider
whether I was doing right or wrong in hearing what I did hear; but I
believe if I had had ample leisure for deliberation, it would have
come to the same thing--I should have listened. What I heard was of
such vital consequence to the girl I loved, that I think loyalty to
her outweighed any treachery against the speaker.

The strange sound that brought me to a standstill close to the wide-
open window was the sound of a woman's passionate sobbing--such a
storm of weeping as one does not hear many times in a life. I have
never heard anything like it until that night.

Angus Egerton's sonorous voice broke in upon those tempestuous sobs
almost angrily:

'Augusta, this is supreme folly.'

The sobs went on for some minutes longer unchecked. I heard his step
sounding heavily as he walked up and down the room.

'I am waiting to hear the meaning of all this,' he said by and by.
'I suppose there is some meaning.'

'O Angus, is it so easy for you to forget the past?'

'It was forgotten long ago,' he answered, 'by both of us, I should
think. When my mother bribed you to leave Ilfracombe, you bartered
my love and my happiness for the petty price she was able to pay. I
was a weak fool in those days, and I took the business to heart
bitterly enough, God knows; but the lesson was a useful one, and it
served its turn. I have never trusted myself to love any woman since
that day, till I met the pure young creature who is to be my wife.
Her truth is above all doubt; she will not sell her birthright for a
mess of pottage.'

'The mess of pottage was not for me, Angus. It was my father's
bargain, not mine. I was told that you had done with me--that you had
never meant to marry me. Yes, Angus, your mother told me that with
her own lips--told me that she interfered to save me from misery and
dishonour. And then I was hurried off to a cheap French convent, to
learn to provide for myself. A couple of years' schooling was the
price I received for my broken heart. That was what your mother
called making me a lady. I think I should have gone mad in those two
dreary years, if it had not been for my passionate love of music. I
gave myself up to that with my whole soul; my heart was dead; and
they told me I made more progress in two years than other girls made
in six. I had nothing else to live for.'

'Except the hope of a rich husband,' said Mr. Egerton, with a sneer.

'O God, how cruel a man can to be a woman he has once loved!' cried
Mrs. Darrell passionately. 'Yes, I did marry a rich man, Angus; but
I never schemed or tried to win him. The chance came to me without a
hope or a thought of mine. It was the chance of rescue from the
dreariest life of drudgery that a poor dependent creature ever
lived, and I took it. But I have never forgotten you, Angus Egerton,
not for one hour of my life.'

'I am sorry you should have taken the trouble to remember me,' he
answered very coldly. 'For some years of my life I made it my chief
business to forget you, and all the pain connected with our
acquaintance; and having succeeded in doing that, it seems a pity
that we should disturb the stagnant waters of that dead lake which
men call the past.'

'Would to God that we had never met again!' she said.

'I can quite echo that aspiration, if we are likely to have many
such scenes as this.'

'Cruel--cruel!' she muttered. 'O Angus, I have been so patient! I
have clung to hope in the face of despair. When my husband died I
fancied your old love would reawaken. How can such things die? I
thought it was to me you would come back--to me, whom you once loved
so passionately--not to that girl. You came back to her, and still I
was patient. I set myself against her, to win back your love. Yes,
Angus, I hoped to do that till very lately. And then I began to see
that it was all useless. She is younger and handsomer than I.'

'She is better than you, Augusta. It was not her beauty that won me,
but something nobler and rarer than beauty: it was her perfect
nature. The more faulty we are ourselves, the more fondly we cling
to a good woman. But I don't want to say hard things, Augusta. Pray
let us put all this folly aside at once and for ever. You took your
course in the past, and it has landed you in a very prosperous
position. Let me take mine in the present, and let us be friends, if
possible.'

'You know that it is not possible. We must be all the world to each
other, or the bitterest enemies.'

'I shall never be your enemy, Mrs. Darrell.'

'But I am yours; yes, I am yours from this night, and hers. You
think I can look on tamely, and see you devoted to that girl! I have
only been playing a part. I thought it was in my power to win you
back.'

All this was said with a kind of passionate recklessness, as if the
speaker, having suddenly thrown off her mask, scarcely cared how
utterly she degraded herself.

'Good-night, Mrs. Darrell. You will think of these things more
wisely to-morrow. Let us be civil to each other, at least, while
circumstances bring us together; and for God's sake be kind to your
stepdaughter! Do not think of her as a rival; my love for you had
died long before I saw her. You need bear no malice against her on
that account. Good-night.'

'Good-night.'

I heard the drawing-room door open and shut, and knew that he was
gone. I walked on past the open windows, not caring if Mrs. Darrell
saw me. It might be better for Milly, perhaps, that she should know
I had heard her secret, and had been put upon my guard. But I do not
think she saw me.

It was about a quarter of an hour later when I went in, and it was
quite dark by that time. In the hall I met Mrs. Darrell, dressed for
walking.

'I am going round the shrubberies, Miss Crofton,' she said.
'Insupportably close to-night, is it not? I think we shall all have
the fever if this weather lasts.'

She did not wait for my answer, but passed out quickly. I went back
to Milly's room, and found her still sleeping peacefully. Ten
minutes afterwards I heard the rain beating against the windows, and
knew that it had set in for a wet night.

'Mrs. Darrell will not be able to go far,' I thought.

I sat by the bedside for some time thinking of what I had heard. It
was something to have had so strong a proof of Angus Egerton's
loyalty to my dear girl; and assured of that, I did not fear Mrs.
Darrell's malice. Yet I could not help wishing that the marriage had
been appointed for an earlier date, and that the time which
stepmother and daughter were to spend together had been shorter.

Milly woke, and sat up for about half an hour, supported by pillows,
to take a cup of tea, while I talked to her a little about the
pleasantest subjects I could think of. She asked if Mr. Egerton had
been at Thornleigh that evening.

'Yes, dear, he has been.'

'Did you see him, Mary?'

'No; I did not see him.'

She gave a little disappointed sigh. It was her delight to hear me
repeat his messages to her, word for word, ever so many times over.

'Then you have nothing to tell me about him, dear?'

'Nothing; except that I know he loves you.'

'Ah, Mary, there was a time when you doubted him.'

'That time is quite past and gone, dear.'

She kissed me as she gave me back her cup and saucer, and promised
to go to sleep again, while I went to my room to write a long letter
home.

I was occupied in this way for more than an hour; and then, having
sealed my letter, went down with it to the hall, to put it on a
table where all letters intended to be taken to the post in the
morning were placed over-night.

It was nearly ten o'clock by this time, and I was startled by the
sound of the hall-door opening softly from without, while I was
putting down my letter. I looked round quietly, and saw Mrs. Darrell
coming in, with dripping garments.

'Good gracious me!' I cried involuntarily; 'have you been out all
this time in the rain, Mrs. Darrell?'

'Yes, I have been out in the rain, Miss Crofton,' she answered in a
vexed impatient tone. 'Is that so very shocking to your sober ideas
of propriety? I could not endure the house to-night. One has
feverish fancies sometimes--at least I have; and I preferred being
out in the rain to not being out at all. Good-night.'

She gave me a haughty nod, and ran up-stairs with a quick light
step. The old butler came to lock and bolt the hall-door as the
clock struck ten, according to unalterable custom; and I went back
to my room, wondering what could have kept Mrs. Darrell out so long--
whether she had been upon some special errand, or had only been
wandering about the grounds in a purposeless way.


For some days Milly went on very well; then there came a little
change for the worse. The symptoms were not quite so favourable. Mr.
Hale assured us that there was no reason for alarm, the recovery was
only a little retarded. He had not the least doubt that all would go
well. Mr. Egerton was very quick to take fright, however, and
insisted on Dr. Lomond, a famous provincial physician, being
summoned immediately from Manchester.

The great man came, and his opinion coincided entirely with that of
Mr. Hale. There was not the slightest cause for fear. Careful
nursing and quiet were the two essential points. The patient's mind
was to be made as happy as possible. The physician made minute
inquiries as to the arrangements for attendance in the sick-room,
and suggested a professional nurse. But I pleaded so hard against
this, assuring him of my capacity for doing much more than I had to
do, that he gave way, and consented to Milly being waited only by
myself and her maid.

Mrs. Darrell was present during this conversation, and I was rather
surprised by her taking my side of the question with regard to the
nursing, as it was her usual habit to oppose me upon all subjects.
To-day she was singularly gracious.

Another week went by, and there was no change for the better, nor
any very perceptible change for the worse. The patient was a little
weaker, and suffered from a depression of mind, against which all my
efforts were vain.

Angus Egerton came twice daily during this week, but he rarely saw
Mrs. Darrell. I think he studiously avoided meeting her after that
painful scene in the drawing-room. It was for me he inquired, and he
used to come up-stairs to the corridor outside Milly's room, and
stand there talking to me in a low voice, and feeling a kind of
satisfaction, I believe, in being so near his darling.

Once I ventured to tell her that he was there, and to let him speak
a few words for her to hear. But the sound of the voice she loved so
well had such an agitating effect upon her, that I sorely repented
my imprudence, and took good care not to repeat it.


So the days went by, in that slow dreary way in which time passes
when those we love are ill; and it seemed, in the dead calm of the
sick-room, as if all the business of life had come to a stand-still.

I did not see much of Mrs. Darrell during this period. She came to
Milly's door two or three times a day to ask about her progress,
with all appearance of affection and anxiety; but throughout the
rest of the day she remained secluded in her own rooms. I noticed
that she had a wan haggard look at this time, like that of a person
who had existed for a long while without sleep; but this in no
manner surprised me, after that scene in the drawing-room.

As the time went by, I felt that my strength was beginning to fail,
and I sadly feared that we might have at last to employ the
professional aid which the Manchester physician had suggested. I had
slept very little from the beginning of Milly's illness, being too
anxious to sleep when I had the opportunity of doing so; and I now
began to suffer from the effects of this prolonged sleeplessness.
But I struggled resolutely against fatigue, determined to see my
dear girl through the fever if possible; and I succeeded
wonderfully, by the aid of unlimited cups of strong tea, and always
ably seconded by Susan Dodd, Milly's devoted maid.

Between us we two performed all the duties of the sick-room. The
medicines, wine, soups, jellies, and all things required for the
invalid were kept in the dressing-room, which communicated with the
bedroom by one door, and had another door opening on to the
corridor.

The sick-room, which was very large and airy, was by this means kept
free from all litter; and Susan and I took pleasure in making it
look bright and fresh. I used to fetch a bouquet from the garden
every morning for the little table by the bed. At the very
commencement of Milly's illness I had missed Peter, Mrs. Thatcher's
grandson. I asked one of the men what had become of him, and was
told that he had taken the fever and was lying ill at his
grandmother's cottage. I mentioned this to Mrs. Darrell, and asked
her permission to send him some wine and other little comforts, to
which she assented.

The Manchester physician came a second time after a week's interval,
and on this occasion he was not so positive in his opinion as to the
case. He did not consider that there was peril as yet, he said; but
the patient was weaker, and he was by no means satisfied. He
prescribed a change of medicine, repeated his injunctions about care
and quiet; and so departed, after requesting Mr. Hale to telegraph
for him in the event of any change for the worse.

I was a good deal depressed by his manner this time, and went back
to my dear girl's room with a heavier heart than I had known since
her illness began.

It was my habit to take whatever sleep I could in the course of the
afternoon, leaving Susan Dodd on guard, so as to be able to sit up
all night. Susan had begged very hard to share this night-watching,
but I insisted upon her taking her usual rest, so as to be bright
and fresh in the day. I felt the night-work was the more important
duty, and could trust that to no one but myself.

Unfortunately it happened very often that I was quite unable to
sleep when I went to my room in the afternoon to lie down. Half my
time I used to lie there wide awake thinking of my darling girl, and
praying for her speedy recovery. On the afternoon that followed the
Manchester doctor's second visit I went to my room as usual; but I
was more than ever disinclined to sleep. For the first time since
the fever began I felt a horrible dread that the end might be fatal;
and I lay tossing restlessly from side to side, meditating on every
word and look of the physician's, and trying to convince myself that
there was no real ground for my alarm.

I had been lying awake like this for more than an hour, when I heard
the door of Milly's dressing-room--which was close to my door--closed
softly; and with a nervous quickness to take alarm I sprang up, and
went out into the corridor, thinking that Susan was coming to summon
me. I found myself face to face, not with Susan Dodd, but with Mrs.
Darrell.

She gave a little start at seeing me, and stood with her hand still
upon the handle of the dressing-room door, looking at me with the
strangest expression I ever saw in any human countenance. Alarm,
defiance, hatred--what was it?

'I thought you were asleep,' she said.

'I have not been able to sleep this afternoon.'

'You are a bad person for a nurse, Miss Crofton, if you cannot sleep
at will. I am afraid you are nervous, too, by the way you darted out
of the room just now.'

'I heard that door shut, and thought Susan was coming to call me.'

'I had just been in to see how the invalid was going on--that is
all.'

She passed me, and went back to her own apartments, which were on
the other side of the house. I felt that it was quite useless trying
to sleep; so I returned to my room only to change my dressing-gown
for my dress, and then went back to Milly. She had been sleeping
very quietly, Susan told me.

'I suppose you told Mrs. Darrell that all was going on well when she
came to inquire just now?' I said.

'Mrs. Darrell hasn't been since you went to lie down, miss,' the
girl answered, looking surprised at my question.

'Why, Susan, you must surely forget. Mrs. Darrell was in the
dressing-room scarcely ten minutes ago. I heard her coming out, and
went to see who was there. Didn't she come in here to inquire about
Miss Darrell?'

'No, indeed, miss.'

'Then I suppose she must have peeped in at the door and seen that
Miss Darrell was asleep,' I said.

'I don't see how she could have opened that door without my hearing
her, miss. It was shut fast, I know.'

It had been shut when I went in through the dressing-room. I was
puzzled by this incident, small as it was. I knew that Augusta
Darrell hated her stepdaughter, and I could not bear to think of
that secret enemy hovering about the sick-room. I was puzzled too by
the look which I had seen in her face--no common look, and not easy
to be understood. That she hated me, I had no doubt; but there had
been fear as well as aversion in that look, and I could not imagine
any possible reason for her fearing such an insignificant person as
myself.

The rest of that evening and night passed without any event worth
recording. I kept the door of communication between the bedroom and
dressing-room wide open all night, determined that Augusta Darrell
should not be in that room without my knowledge; but the night
passed, and she never came near us.

When I went into the garden early the next morning to gather the
flowers for Milly's room, I found Peter at work again. He looked
very white and feeble, scarcely fit to be about just yet; but there
he was, sweeping the fallen leaves into little heaps, ready for his
barrow. He came to me while I was cutting the late roses for my
bouquet, and asked after Milly. When I had answered him he loitered
by me for a little in a curious way, as if he wanted to say
something else; but I was too full of my own thoughts and cares to
pay much attention to him.

The next day, and the next, brought no change in my darling, and I
was growing every hour more anxious. I could see that Mr. Hale was
puzzled and uneasy, though he said he saw no reason for telegraphing
to Manchester, yet awhile. He was very attentive, and was reputed to
be very clever; and I knew that he was really attached to Milly,
whom he had attended from her infancy.

Angus Egerton saw me twice every day; and these brief interviews had
now become very painful to me. I found it so difficult to cheer him
with hopeful words, when my own heart was hourly growing heavier,
and the fears that had been vague and shadowy were gathering
strength and shape. I was very tired, but I held out resolutely; and
I had never once slept for so much as a quarter of an hour upon my
watch, until the second night after that meeting with Mrs. Darrell
at the door of the dressing-room.

That night I was seized with an unconquerable sleepiness, about an
hour after I had dismissed Susan Dodd. The room was very quiet, not
a sound except the ticking of the pretty little clock upon the
mantelpiece. Milly was fast asleep, and I was sitting on a low chair
by the fire trying to read, when my drowsiness overcame me, my heavy
eyelids fell, and I went off into a feverish kind of slumber, in
which I was troubled with an uneasy consciousness that I ought to be
awake.

I had slept in this way for a little more than an hour, when I
suddenly started up broad awake. [In] the intense quiet of the room
I had heard a sound like the chinking of glass, and I fancied that
Milly had stirred.

There was a table near her bed, with a glass of cooling drink and a
bottle of water upon it. I thought she must have stretched out her
hand for this glass, and that in so doing she had pushed the glass
against the bottle; but to my surprise I found her lying quite
still, and fast asleep. The sound must have come from some other
direction--from the dressing-room, perhaps.

I went into the dressing-room. There was no one there. No trace of
the smallest disturbance among the things. The medicine-bottles and
the medicine-glass stood on the little table exactly as I had left
them. I was very careful and precise in my arrangement of these
things, and it would have been difficult for the slightest
interference with them to have escaped me. What could that sound
have been--some accidental shiver of the glass, stirred by a breath
of wind, one of those mysterious movements of inanimate objects
which are so apt to occur in the dead hours of the night, and which
seem always more or less ghostly to a nervous watcher? Could it have
been only accidental? or had Mrs. Darrell been prowling stealthily
in and out of that room again?

Why should she have been there? What could her secret coming and
going mean? What purpose could she have in hovering about the sick
girl? what could her hatred profit itself by such uneasy
watchfulness, unless-- Unless what? An icy coldness came over me, and
I shook like a leaf, as a dreadful thought took shape in my mind.
What if that desperate woman's hatred took the most awful form? what
if her secret presence in that room meant murder?

I took up the medicine-bottle and examined it minutely. In colour,
in odour, in taste, the medicine seemed to me exactly what it had
been from the time it had been altered, in accordance with the
Manchester doctor's second prescription. Mr. Hale's label was on the
bottle, and the quantity of the contents was exactly what it had
been after I gave Milly her last dose--one dose gone out of the full
bottle.

'O, no, no, no,' I thought to myself; 'I must be mad to imagine
anything so awful. A woman may be weak, and wicked, and jealous,
when she has loved as intensely as this woman seems to have loved
Angus Egerton; but that is no reason she should become a murderess.'

I stood with the medicine-bottle in my hand sorely perplexed. What
could I do? Should I suspend the medicine for to-night, at the risk
of retarding the cure? or should I give it in spite of that half
suspicion that it had been tampered with?

What ground had I for such a suspicion? At that moment nothing but
the sound that had awakened me, the chinking sound of one glass
knocked against another.

Had I really heard any such sound, or had it only been a delusion of
my half sleeping brain? While I stood weighing this question, a
sudden recollection flashed across my mind, and I had no longer
ground for doubt.

The cork of the medicine-bottle, when I gave Milly her last dose,
had been too large for the bottle; so much so, that I had found it
difficult to put it in again after giving the medicine. The cork of
the bottle which I now held in my hand went in loosely enough. It
was a smaller and an older-looking cork. This decided me. I placed
the bottle under lock and key in Milly's wardrobe, and I gave her no
more medicine that night.

There was no fear of my sleeping at my post after this. My thoughts
for the rest of that night were full of horror and bewilderment. My
course seemed clear enough, in one respect. The proper person to
confide in would be Mr. Hale. He would be able to discover whether
the medicine had been tampered with, and it would be his business to
protect his patient.


CHAPTER XII.


DEFEATED.


I went down to the garden for the flowers as usual next morning, as
I did not wish to make any palpable change in my arrangements; but
before leaving the room I impressed upon Susan Dodd the necessity of
remaining with her mistress during every moment of my absence,
though I knew I had little need to counsel carefulness. Nothing was
more unlikely than that Susan would neglect her duty for a moment.

Peter came again, as he had come to me on the previous morning.
Again he lingered about me, as if he had something more to say, and
could not take courage to say it. This time the strangeness of his
manner aroused my curiosity, and I asked him if he had anything
particular to say to me.

'You must be quick, Peter, whatever it is,' I said; 'for I am in a
great hurry to get back to Miss Darrell.'

'There is something I want to say, miss,' he answered, twisting his
ragged straw hat round and round in his bony hands, in a nervous
way,--'something I should like to say, but I'm naught but a poor
fondy, and don't know how to begin. Only you've been very good to
Peter, you see, miss, sending wine and such things when I was ill,
and I ain't afeard o' you, as I am o' some folks.'

'The wine was not mine, Peter. Be quick, please; tell me what you
want to say.'

'I can't come to it very easy, miss. It's something awful-like to
tell on.'

'Something awful?'

The boy had looked round him with a cautious glance, and was now
standing close to me, with his light blue eyes fixed upon my face in
a very earnest way.

'Speak out, Peter,' I said; 'you needn't be afraid of me.'

'It happened when I was ill, you see, miss, and I've sometimes
thought as it might be no more than a dream. I had a many dreams
while I were lying on that little bed in grandmother's room, wicked
dreams, and this might be one of them; and yet it's real-like, and
there isn't the muddle in it that there is in the other dreams.'

'What is it, Peter? O, pray, pray be quick!'

'I'm a-coming to it, miss. Is it wicked for folks to kill
theirselves?'

'Is it wicked? Of course it is--desperately wicked; a sin that can
never be repented of.'

'Then I know one that's going to do it.'

'Who?'

'Mrs. Darrell.'

He gave a solemn nod, and stood staring at me with wide-open awe-
stricken eyes.

'How do you know that?'

'It was one dark night, when it was raining hard--I could hear it
drip, drip, drip upon the roof just over where I was lying. It was
when I was very bad, and lay still all day and couldn't speak. But I
knew what grandmother said to me, and I knew everything that was
going on, though I didn't seem to--that was the curious part of it. I
had been asleep for a bit, and I woke up all of a sudden, and heard
some one talking to grandmother in the next room--the door wasn't
wide open, only ajar. I shouldn't have known who it was, for I'm not
quick at telling voices, like other folks; but I heard grandmother
call her Mrs. Darrell; and I heard the lady say that when one was
sick and tired of life, and had no one left to live for, it was best
to die; and grandmother laughed, and says yes, there wasn't much to
live for, leastways not for such as her. And then they talked a
little more; and then by and by Mrs. Darrell asked her for some
stuff--I didn't hear the name of it, for Mrs. Darrell only whispered
it. Grandmother says no, and stuck to it for a good time; but Mrs.
Darrell offered her money, and then more and more money. She says it
couldn't matter whether she got the stuff from her or from any one
else. She could get it easily enough, she says, in any large town.
And she didn't know as she should use it, she says. It was more
likely than not she never would; but she wanted to have it by her,
so as to feel she was able to put an end to her life, if ever it
grew burdensome to her. "You'll never use it against any one else?"
says grandmother; and Mrs. Darrell says who was there she could use
it against, and what harm need she wish to anybody; she was rich
enough, and had nothing to gain from anybody's death. So at last,
after a deal of talk, grandmother gave her the stuff; and I heard
her counting out money--I think it was a hundred pounds--and then she
went away in the rain.'

I remembered that night upon which Mrs. Darrell had stayed out so
long in the rain--the night that followed her stormy interview with
Angus Egerton.

I told Peter that he had done quite right in telling me this, and
begged him not to mention it to any one else until I gave him
permission to do so. I went back to Milly's room directly
afterwards, and waited there for Mr. Hale's coming.

While I was taking my breakfast, Mrs. Darrell came to make her usual
inquiries. I ran into the dressing-room to meet her. While she was
questioning me about the invalid, I saw her look at the table where
the medicine had always been until that morning, and I knew that she
missed the bottle.

After she had made her inquiries, she stood for a few moments
hesitating, and then said abruptly,

'I should like to see Mr. Hale when he comes this morning. I want to
hear what he says about his patient. He will be here almost
immediately, I suppose; so I will stay in Milly's room till he
comes.'

She went into the bedroom, bent over the invalid for a few minutes,
talking in a gentle sympathetic voice, and then took her place by
the bedside. It was evident to me that she had suspected something
from the removal of the medicine, and that she intended to prevent
my seeing Mr. Hale alone.

'You took your medicine regularly last night, I suppose, Milly?' she
inquired presently, when I had seated myself at a little table by
the window and was sipping my tea.

'I don't think you gave me quite so many doses last night, did you,
Mary?' said the invalid, in her feeble voice. 'I fancy you were more
merciful than usual.'

'It was very wrong of Miss Crofton to neglect your medicine. Mr.
Hale will be extremely angry when he hears of it.'

'I do not think Milly will be much worse for the omission,' I
answered quietly.

After this we sat silently waiting for the doctor's appearance. He
came in about a quarter of an hour, and pronounced himself better
pleased with his patient than he had been the night before. There
had been a modification of the more troublesome symptoms of the
fever towards morning.

I told him of my omission to give the medicine.

'That was very wrong,' he said.

'Yet you see she had a better night, Mr. Hale. I suppose that
medicine was intended to modify those attacks of sickness from which
she has suffered so much?'

'To prevent them altogether, if possible.'

'That is very strange. It really appears to me that the medicine
always increases the tendency to sickness.'

Mr. Hale shook his head impatiently.

'You don't know what you are talking about, Miss Crofton,' he said.

'May I say a few words to you alone, if you please?'

Mrs. Darrell rose, with a hurried anxious look.

'What can you have to say to Mr. Hale alone, Miss Crofton?' she
asked.

'It is about herself, perhaps,' said the doctor kindly. 'I have told
her all along that she would be knocked up by this nursing; and now
I daresay she begins to find I am right.'

'Yes,' I said, 'it is about myself I want to speak.'

Mrs. Darrell went to one of the windows, and stood with her face
turned away from us, looking out. I followed Mr. Hale into the
dressing-room.

I unlocked the wardrobe, took out the medicine-bottle, and told the
doctor my suspicions of the previous night. He listened to me with
grave attention, but with an utterly incredulous look.

'A nervous fancy of yours, no doubt, Miss Crofton,' he said;
'however, I'll take the medicine back to my surgery and analyse it.'

'I have something more to tell you, Mr. Hale.'

'Indeed!'

I repeated, word for word, what Peter had told me about Mrs.
Darrell's visit to his grandmother.

'It is a very extraordinary business,' he said; 'but I cannot
imagine that Mrs. Darrell would be capable of such a hideous crime.
What motive could she have for such an act?'

'I do not feel justified in speaking quite plainly upon that
subject, Mr. Hale; but I have reason to know that Mrs. Darrell has a
very bitter feeling about her stepdaughter.'

'I cannot think the thing you suspect possible. However, the
medicine shall be analysed; and we will take all precautions for the
future. I will send you another bottle immediately, in a sealed
packet. You will take notice that the seal is unbroken before you
use the medicine.'

He showed me his crest on a seal at the end of his pencil-case, and
then departed. The medicine came a quarter of an hour later in a
sealed packet. This time I brought the bottle into the sick-room,
and placed it on the mantelpiece, where it was impossible for any
one to touch it.

When Mr. Hale came for his second visit, there was a grave and
anxious look in his face. He was very well satisfied with the
appearance of the patient, however, and pronounced that there was a
change for the better--slight, of course, but quite as much as could
be expected in so short a time. He beckoned me out of the room, and
I went down-stairs with him, leaving Susan Dodd with Milly.

'I am going to speak to Mrs. Darrell, and you had better come with
me,' he said.

She was in the library. Mr. Hale went in, and I followed him. She
was sitting at the table, with writing materials scattered before
her; but she was not writing. She had a strange preoccupied air; but
at the sight of Mr. Hale she rose suddenly, and looked at him with a
deadly white face.

'Is she worse?' she asked.

'No, Mrs. Darrell; she is better,' he answered sternly. 'I find that
we have been the dupes of some secret enemy of this dear child's.
There has been an attempt at murder going on under our very eyes.
Poison has been mixed with the medicine sent by me--a slow poison.
Happily for us the poisoner has been a little too cautious for the
success of the crime. The doses administered have been small enough
to leave the chance of recovery. An accident awakened Miss Crofton's
suspicions last night, and she very wisely discontinued the
medicine. I have analysed it since she gave it me, and find that a
certain portion of irritant poison has been mixed with it.'

For some moments after he had finished speaking Mrs. Darrell
remained silent, looking at him fixedly with that awful death-like
face.

'Who can have done such a thing?' she asked at last, in a half-
mechanical way.

'You must be a better judge of that question than I,' answered Mr.
Hale. 'Is there any one in this house inimical to your
stepdaughter?'

'No one, that I know of.'

'We have two duties before us, Mrs. Darrell: the first, to protect
our patient from the possibility of any farther attempt of this
kind; the second, to trace the hand that has done this work. I shall
telegraph to Leeds immediately for a professional nurse, to relieve
Miss Crofton in the care of the sick-room; and I shall communicate
at once with the police, in order that this house may be placed
under surveillance.'

Mrs. Darrell said not a word, either in objection or assent, to
this. She seated herself by the table again, and began trifling idly
with the writing materials before her.

'You will do what is best, of course, Mr. Hale,' she said, after a
long pause; 'you are quite at liberty to act in this matter
according to your own discretion.'

'Thanks; it is a matter in which my responsibility entitles me to a
certain amount of power. I shall telegraph to Dr. Lomond, asking him
to come down to-morrow. Whatever doubt you may entertain of my
judgment will be dispelled when I am supported by his opinion.'

'Of course; but I have not expressed any doubt of your judgment.'

We left her immediately after this--left her sitting before the
table, with her restless hands turning over the papers.

The servant who went in search of her at seven o'clock that evening,
when dinner was served, found her sitting there still, with a sealed
letter lying on the table before her; but her head had fallen across
the cushioned arm of the chair--she had been dead some hours.

There was a post-mortem examination and an inquest. Mrs. Darrell had
taken poison. The jury brought in a verdict of suicide while in a
state of unsound mind. The act seemed too causeless for sanity. Her
strange absent ways had attracted the attention of the servants for
some time past, and the evidence of her own maid respecting her
restlessness and irritability for the last few months influenced the
minds of coroner and jury.

The letter found lying on the table before her was addressed to
Angus Egerton. He declined to communicate its contents when
questioned about it at the inquest. Milly progressed towards
recovery slowly but surely from the hour in which I stopped the
suspected medicine. The time came when we were obliged to tell her
of her stepmother's awful death; but she never knew the attempt that
had been made on her own life, or the atmosphere of hatred in which
she had lived.

We left Thornleigh for Scarborough as soon as she was well enough to
be moved, and only returned in the early spring, in time for my
darling's wedding.

She has now been married nearly seven years, during which time her
life has been very bright and happy--a life of almost uncheckered
sunshine. She has carried out her idea of our friendship to the very
letter; and we have never been separated, except during her
honeymoon and my own visits home. Happily for my sense of
independence, there are now plenty of duties for me to perform at
Cumber Priory, where I am governess to a brood of pretty children,
who call me auntie, and hold me scarcely second to their mother in
their warm young hearts. Angus Egerton is a model country squire and
master of the hounds; and he and his wife enjoy an unbroken
popularity among rich and poor. Peter is under-gardener at the
Priory, and no longer lives with his grandmother, who left her
cottage soon after Mrs. Darrell's suicide, and is supposed to have
gone to London.





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