Title: The Rendezvous - 1907
Author: Turgenev, Ivan Sergeevich, 1818-1883
Language: English
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THE RENDEZVOUS

By Ivan Turgenev

Translated by Herman Bernstein.

Copyright, 1907, by P. P. Collier & Son.


I was sitting in a birch grove in autumn, near the middle of September.
It had been drizzling ever since morning; occasionally the sun shone
warmly;--the weather was changeable. Now the sky was overcast with
watery white clouds, now it suddenly cleared up for an instant, and then
the bright, soft azure, like a beautiful eye, appeared from beyond the
dispersed clouds. I was sitting looking about me and listening. The
leaves were slightly rustling over my head; and by their very rustle one
could tell what season of the year it was. It was not the gay, laughing
palpitation of spring; not a soft whispering, nor the lingering chatter
of summer, nor the timid and cold lisping of late autumn, but a barely
audible, drowsy prattle. A faint breeze was whisking over the tree-tops.
The interior of the grove, moist from the rain, was forever changing,
as the sun shone or hid beyond the clouds; now the grove was all
illuminated as if everything in it had burst into a smile; the trunks of
the birch trees suddenly assumed the soft reflection of white silk;
the small leaves which lay scattered on the ground all at once became
variegated and flashed up like red gold; and the pretty stalks of the
tall, branchy ferns, already tinted in their autumn hue, resembling the
color of overripe grapes, appeared here and there tangling and crossing
one another. Now again everything suddenly turned blue; the bright
colors died out instantaneously, the birch trees stood all white,
lustreless, like snow which had not yet been touched by the coldly
playing rays of the winter sun--and stealthily, slyly, a drizzling rain
began to sprinkle and whisper over the forest. The leaves on the birches
were almost all green yet, though they had turned somewhat pale; only
here and there stood a solitary young little birch, all red or all
golden, and one should have seen how brightly these birches flushed in
the sun when its rays suddenly appeared gliding and flashing through the
dense net of the thin branches which had just been washed around by the
sparkling rain. Not a single bird was heard; all had found shelter, and
were silent; only rarely the mocking voice of the bluebird sang out like
a little steel bell. Before stopping in this birch forest I passed
with my dog through a poplar grove. I confess I am not very fond of the
poplar tree with its pale lilac-colored trunk and its grayish-green,
metallic leaves, which it lifts high and spreads in the air like a
trembling fan--I do not like the constant shaking of its round, untidy
leaves, which are so awkwardly attached to long stems. The poplar is
pretty only on certain summer evenings when, rising high amid the low
shrubbery, it stands against the red rays of the setting sun, shining
and trembling, bathed from root to top in uniform yellowish purple--or
when, on a clear windy day, it rocks noisily, lisping against the blue
sky, and each leaf seems as if eager to tear itself away, to fly and
hurry off into the distance. But in general I do not like this tree,
and, therefore, not stopping to rest in the poplar grove, I made my
way to the birch forest, and seated myself under a tree whose branches
started near the ground, and thus could protect me from the rain. Having
admired the surrounding view, I fell asleep--I slept that tranquil,
sweet sleep which is familiar to hunters only.

I can not say how long I slept, but when I opened my eyes the entire
interior of the forest was filled with sunshine, and everywhere the
bright blue sky was flashing through the cheerfully droning leaves; the
clouds disappeared, driven asunder by the wind which had begun to play;
the weather was clear now, and one felt in the air that peculiar, dry
freshness which, filling the heart with a certain vigorous sensation,
almost always predicts a quiet, clear night after a rainy day. I was
about to rise and try my luck at hunting again, when my eyes suddenly
fell on a motionless human figure. I gassed at it fixedly; it was a
young peasant girl. She was sitting some twenty feet away from me, her
head bowed pensively and her hands dropped on her knees; in one hand,
which was half open, lay a heavy bunch of field flowers, and every time
she breathed the flowers were softly gliding over her checkered skirt.
A clear white shirt, buttoned at the neck and the wrists, fell in short,
soft folds about her waist; large yellow beads were hanging down from
her neck on her bosom in two rows. She was not at all bad-looking. Her
heavy fair hair, of a beautiful ash color, parted in two neatly combed
half-circles from under a narrow, dark-red head-band, which was pulled
down almost to her ivory-white forehead; the rest of her face was
slightly tanned with the golden sunburn peculiar to a tender skin. I
could not see her eyes--she did not lift them; but I saw her thin, high
eyebrows, her long lashes; these were moist, and on her cheek gleamed
a dried-up teardrop, which had stopped near her somewhat pale lips. Her
entire small head was very charming; even her somewhat thick and round
nose did not spoil it. I liked especially the expression of her face;
it was so simple and gentle, so sad and so full of childish perplexity
before her own sadness. She was apparently waiting for some one.
Something cracked faintly in the forest. Immediately she raised her head
and looked around; her eyes flashed quickly before me in the transparent
shade--they were large, bright, and shy like a deer's. She listened for
a few seconds, not moving her wide-open eyes from the spot whence the
faint sound had come; she heaved a sigh, turned her head slowly, bent
down still lower and began to examine the flowers. Her eyelids turned
red, her lips quivered bitterly and a new teardrop rolled down from
under her heavy eyelashes, stopping and sparkling on her cheek. Thus
quite a long while passed; the poor girl did hot stir--only occasionally
she moved her hands and listened--listened all the time. Something
cracked once more in the forest--she started. This time the noise did
not stop, it was becoming more distinct, it was nearing--at last firm
footsteps were heard. She straightened herself, and it seemed as if
she lost her courage, for her eyes began to quiver. The figure of a man
appeared through the jungle. She looked fixedly, suddenly flushed, and,
smiling joyously and happily, seemed about to rise, but she immediately
cast down her head again, turned pale, confused--only then she lifted
her quivering, almost prayerful, eyes to the man as he paused beside
her.

I looked at him from my hiding-place with curiosity. I confess he did
not produce a pleasant impression upon me. He was, by all appearances,
a spoiled valet of some rich young man. His clothes betokened a claim to
taste and smart carelessness. He wore a short top-coat of bronze color,
which evidently belonged to his master, and which was buttoned up to
the very top; he had on a pink necktie with lilac-colored edges; and his
black velvet cap, trimmed with gold stripes, was pulled over his very
eyebrows. The round collar of his white shirt propped his ears up and
cut his cheeks mercilessly, and the starched cuffs covered his hands up
to his red, crooked fingers, which were ornamented with silver and gold
rings, set with forget-me-nots of turquoise. His red, fresh, impudent
face belonged to those countenances which, as far as I have observed,
are almost always repulsive to men, but, unfortunately, are often
admired by women. Apparently trying to give an expression of contempt
and of weariness to his rough features, he was forever closing his
small, milky-gray eyes, knitting his brows, lowering the corners of his
lips, yawning forcedly, and, with careless, although not too clever,
ease, now adjusting his reddish, smartly twisted temple-curls, now
fingering the yellow hair which bristled upon his thick upper lip--in a
word, he was making an insufferable display of himself. He started to do
this as soon as he noticed the young peasant girl who was awaiting him.
He advanced to her slowly, with large strides, then stood for a while,
twitched his shoulders, thrust both hands into the pockets of his coat,
and, casting a quick and indifferent glance at the poor girl, sank down
on the ground.

"Well?" he began, continuing to look aside, shaking his foot and
yawning. "Have you waited long?"

The girl could not answer him at once.

"Long, Victor Alexandrich," she said at last, in a scarcely audible
voice.

"Ah!" He removed his cap, majestically passed his hand over his thick,
curly hair whose roots started almost at his eyebrows, and, looking
around with dignity, covered his precious head again cautiously. "And I
almost forgot all about it. Besides, you see, it's raining." He yawned
again. "I have a lot of work to do; you can't look after everything, and
he is yet scolding. We are leaving to-morrow--"

"To-morrow?" uttered the girl, and fixed a frightened look upon him.

"To-morrow--Come, come, come, please," he replied quickly, vexed,
noticing that she quivered, and bowed her head in silence. "Please,
Akulina, don't cry. You know I can't bear it" (and he twitched his flat
nose). "If you don't stop, I'll leave you right away. What nonsense--to
whimper!"

"Well, I shan't, I shan't," said Akulina hastily, swallowing the tears
with an effort. "So you're going away to-morrow?" she added, after
a brief silence. "When will it please God to have me meet you again,
Victor Alexandrich?"

"We'll meet, we'll meet again. If it isn't next year, it'll be later. My
master, it seems, wants to enter the service in St. Petersburg," he went
on, pronouncing the words carelessly and somewhat indistinctly. "And it
may be that we'll go abroad."

"You will forget me, Victor Alexandrich," said Akulina sadly.

"No--why should I? I'll not forget you, only you had rallier be
sensible; don't make a fool of yourself; obey your father--And I'll not
forget you--Oh, no; oh, no." And he stretched himself calmly and yawned
again.

"Do not forget me, Victor Alexandrich," she resumed in a beseeching
voice. "I have loved you so much, it seems--all, it seems, for you--You
tell me to obey father, Victor Alexandrich--How am I to obey my
father--?"

"How's that?" He pronounced these words as if from the stomach, lying on
his back and holding his hands under his head.

"Why, Victor Alexandrich--you know it yourself--"

She fell silent. Victor fingered his steel watch-chain.

"Akulina, you are not a foolish girl," he said at last, "therefore don't
talk nonsense. It's for your own good, do you understand me? Of course,
you are not foolish, you're not altogether a peasant, so to say, and
your mother wasn't always a peasant either. Still, you are without
education--therefore you must obey when you are told to."

"But it's terrible, Victor Alexandrich."

"Oh, what nonsense, my dear--what is she afraid of! What is that you
have there," he added, moving close to her, "flowers?"

"Flowers," replied Akulina sadly. "I have picked some field tansies,"
she went on, with some animation. "They're good for the calves, And here
I have some marigolds--for scrofula. Here, look, what a pretty flower!
I haven't seen such a pretty flower in all my life. Here are
forget-me-nots, and--and these I have picked for you," she added, taking
from under the tansies a small bunch of cornflowers, tied around with a
thin blade of grass; "do you want them?"

Victor held out his hand lazily, took the flowers, smelt them
carelessly, and began to turn them around in his fingers, looking up
with thoughtful importance. Akulina gazed at him. There was so much
tender devotion, reverent obedience, and love in her pensive eyes. She
at once feared him, and yet she dared not cry, and inwardly she bade him
farewell, and admired him for the last time; and he lay there, stretched
out like a sultan, and endured her admiration with magnanimous patience
and condescension. I confess I was filled with indignation as I looked
at his red face, which betrayed satisfied selfishness through his
feigned contempt and indifference. Akulina was so beautiful at this
moment. All her soul opened before him trustingly and passionately;--it
reached out to him, caressed him, and he--He dropped the cornflowers on
the grass, took out from the side-pocket of his coat a round glass in a
bronze frame and began to force it into his eye; but no matter how hard
he tried to hold it with his knitted brow, his raised cheek, and even
with his nose, the glass dropped out and fell into his hands.

"What's this?" asked Akulina at last, with surprise.

"A lorgnette," he replied importantly.

"What is it for?"

"To see better."

"Let me see it."

Victor frowned, but gave her the glass.

"Look out; don't break it."

"Don't be afraid, I'll not break it." She lifted it timidly to her eye.

"I can't see anything," she said naively.

"Shut your eye," he retorted in the tone of a dissatisfied teacher. She
closed the eye before which she held the glass.

"Not that eye, not that one, you fool! The other one!" exclaimed Victor,
and, not allowing her to correct her mistake, he took the lorgnette away
from her.

Akulina blushed, laughed slightly, and turned away.

"It seems it's not for us."

"Of course not!"

The poor girl maintained silence, and heaved a deep sigh.

"Oh, Victor Alexandrich, how will I get along without you?" she said
suddenly.

Victor wiped the lorgnette and put it back into his pocket.

"Yes, yes," he said at last. "At first it will really be hard for you."
He tapped her on the shoulder condescendingly; she quietly took his hand
from her shoulder and kissed it. "Well, yes, yes, you are indeed a good
girl," he went on, with a self-satisfied smile; "but it can't be helped!
Consider it yourself! My master and I can't stay here, can we? Winter is
near, and to pass the winter in the country is simply nasty--you know
it yourself. It's a different thing in St. Petersburg! There are such
wonders over there that you could not imagine even in your dreams, you
silly--What houses, what streets, and society, education--it's something
wonderful!--" Akulina listened to him with close attention, slightly
opening her lips like a child. "However," he added, wriggling on the
ground, "why do I say all this to you? You can't understand it anyway!"

"Why not, Victor Alexandrich? I understood, I understood everything."

"Just think of her!"

Akulina cast down her eyes.

"You did not speak to me like this before, Victor Alexandrich," she
said, without lifting her eyes.

"Before?--Before! Just think of her!--Before!" he remarked, indignantly.

Both grew silent.

"However, it's time for me to go," said Victor, and leaned on his elbow,
about to rise.

"Wait a little," said Akulina in an imploring voice.

"What for? I have already said to you, Good-by!"

"Wait," repeated Akulina.

Victor again stretched himself on the ground and began to whistle.
Akulina kept looking at him steadfastly. I could see that she was
growing agitated by degrees--her lips twitched, her pale cheeks were
reddening.

"Victor Alexandrich," she said at last in a broken voice, "it's a sin
for you, it's a sin, Victor Alexandrich, by God!"

"What's a sin?" he asked, knitting his brows. He raised his head and
turned to her.

"It's a sin, Victor Alexandrich. If you would only say a good word to me
before leaving--if you would only say one word to me, miserable little
orphan that I am:--"

"But what shall I say to you?"

"I don't know. You know better than I do, Victor Alexandrich. Here you
are going away--if you would only say one word--What have I done to
deserve this?"

"How strange you are! What can I say?"

"If only one word--"

"There she's firing away one and the same thing," he muttered with
vexation, and got up.

"Don't be angry, Victor Alexandrich," she added hastily, unable to
repress her tears.

"I'm not angry--only you are foolish--What do you want? I can't marry
you! I can't, can I? Well, then, what do you want? What?" He stared at
her, as if awaiting an answer, and opened his fingers wide.

"I want nothing--nothing," she replied, stammering, not daring to
outstretch her trembling hands to him, "but simply so, at least one
word, at parting--"

And the tears began to stream from her eyes.

"Well, there you are, she's started crying," said Victor indifferently,
pulling the cap over his eyes.

"I don't want anything," she went on, sobbing and covering her face with
her hands; "but how will I feel now at home, how will I feel? And what
will become of me, what will become of me, wretched one that I am?
They'll marry the poor little orphan off to a man she does not like. My
poor little head!"

"Keep on singing, keep on singing," muttered Victor in a low voice,
stirring restlessly.

"If you only said one word, just one: 'Akulina--I--'"

Sudden heartrending sobs interrupted her. She fell with her face upon
the grass and cried bitterly, bitterly--All her body shook convulsively,
the back of her neck seemed to rise--The long-suppressed sorrow at last
burst forth in a stream of tears. Victor stood a while near her, then he
shrugged his shoulders, turned around and walked off with large steps.

A few moments went by. She grew silent, lifted her head, looked around
and clasped her hands; she was about to run after him, but her feet
failed her--she fell down on her knees. I could not endure it any longer
and rushed over to her; but before she had time to look at me, she
suddenly seemed to have regained her strength--and with a faint cry she
rose and disappeared behind the trees, leaving the scattered flowers on
the ground.

I stood a while, picked up the bunch of cornflowers, and walked out of
the grove to the field, The sun was low in the pale, clear sky; its
rays seemed to have faded and turned cold; they did not shine now, they
spread in an even, almost watery, light. There was only a half-hour left
until evening, and twilight was setting in. A violent wind was blowing
fast toward me across the yellow, dried-up stubble-field; the small
withered leaves were carried quickly past me across the road; the side
of the grove which stood like a wall by the field trembled and flashed
clearly, but not brightly; everywhere on the reddish grass, on the
blades, and the straw, innumerable autumn cobwebs flashed and trembled.
I stopped. I began to feel sad; it seemed a dismal fear of approaching
winter was stealing through the gay, though fresh, smile of fading
nature. High above me, a cautious raven flew by, heavily and sharply
cutting the air with his wings; then he turned his head, looked at me
sidewise, and, croaking abruptly, disappeared beyond the forest; a large
flock of pigeons rushed past me from a barn, and, suddenly whirling
about in a column, they came down and stationed themselves bustlingly
upon the field--a sign of spring autumn! Somebody rode by beyond the
bare hillock, making much noise with an empty wagon.

I returned home, but the image of poor Akulina did not leave my mind for
a long time, and the cornflowers, long withered, are in my possession to
this day.





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