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Title: His Masterpiece
Author: Zola, Émile, 1840-1902
Language: English
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                          HIS MASTERPIECE

                                 BY

                             EMILE ZOLA


                     Edited, With a Preface, By
                      Ernest Alfred Vizetelly



                              PREFACE

'HIS MASTERPIECE,' which in the original French bears the title of
_L'Oeuvre_, is a strikingly accurate story of artistic life in Paris
during the latter years of the Second Empire. Amusing at times,
extremely pathetic and even painful at others, it not only contributes
a necessary element to the Rougon-Macquart series of novels--a series
illustrative of all phases of life in France within certain dates--but
it also represents a particular period of M. Zola's own career and
work. Some years, indeed, before the latter had made himself known at
all widely as a novelist, he had acquired among Parisian painters and
sculptors considerable notoriety as a revolutionary art critic, a
fervent champion of that 'Open-air' school which came into being
during the Second Empire, and which found its first real master in
Edouard Manet, whose then derided works are regarded, in these later
days, as masterpieces. Manet died before his genius was fully
recognised; still he lived long enough to reap some measure of
recognition and to see his influence triumph in more than one respect
among his brother artists. Indeed, few if any painters left a stronger
mark on the art of the second half of the nineteenth century than he
did, even though the school, which he suggested rather than
established, lapsed largely into mere impressionism--a term, by the
way, which he himself coined already in 1858; for it is an error to
attribute it--as is often done--to his friend and junior, Claude
Monet.

It was at the time of the Salon of 1866 that M. Zola, who criticised
that exhibition in the _Evenement_ newspaper,* first came to the front
as an art critic, slashing out, to right and left, with all the vigour
of a born combatant, and championing M. Manet--whom he did not as yet
know personally--with a fervour born of the strongest convictions. He
had come to the conclusion that the derided painter was being treated
with injustice, and that opinion sufficed to throw him into the fray;
even as, in more recent years, the belief that Captain Dreyfus was
innocent impelled him in like manner to plead that unfortunate
officer's cause. When M. Zola first championed Manet and his disciples
he was only twenty-six years old, yet he did not hesitate to pit
himself against men who were regarded as the most eminent painters and
critics of France; and although (even as in the Dreyfus case) the only
immediate result of his campaign was to bring him hatred and
contumely, time, which always has its revenges, has long since shown
how right he was in forecasting the ultimate victory of Manet and his
principal methods.

  * Some of the articles will be found in the volume of his
    miscellaneous writings entitled _Mes Haines_.

In those days M. Zola's most intimate friend--a companion of his
boyhood and youth--was Paul Cezanne, a painter who developed talent as
an impressionist; and the lives of Cezanne and Manet, as well as that
of a certain rather dissolute engraver, who sat for the latter's
famous picture _Le Bon Bock_, suggested to M. Zola the novel which he
has called _L'Oeuvre_. Claude Lantier, the chief character in the
book, is, of course, neither Cezanne nor Manet, but from the careers
of those two painters, M. Zola has borrowed many little touches and
incidents.* The poverty which falls to Claude's lot is taken from the
life of Cezanne, for Manet--the only son of a judge--was almost
wealthy. Moreover, Manet married very happily, and in no wise led the
pitiful existence which in the novel is ascribed to Claude Lantier and
his helpmate, Christine. The original of the latter was a poor woman
who for many years shared the life of the engraver to whom I have
alluded; and, in that connection, it as well to mention that what may
be called the Bennecourt episode of the novel is virtually
photographed from life.

  * So far as Manet is concerned, the curious reader may consult M.
    Antonin Proust's interesting 'Souvenirs,' published in the _Revue
    Blanche_, early in 1897.

Whilst, however, Claude Lantier, the hero of _L'Oeuvre_, is unlike
Manet in so many respects, there is a close analogy between the
artistic theories and practices of the real painter and the imaginary
one. Several of Claude's pictures are Manet's, slightly modified. For
instance, the former's painting, 'In the Open Air,' is almost a
replica of the latter's _Dejeuner sur l'Herbe_ ('A Lunch on the
Grass'), shown at the Salon of the Rejected in 1863. Again, many of
the sayings put into Claude's mouth in the novel are really sayings of
Manet's. And Claude's fate, at the end of the book, is virtually that
of a moody young fellow who long assisted Manet in his studio,
preparing his palette, cleaning his brushes, and so forth. This lad,
whom Manet painted in _L'Enfant aux Cerises_ ('The Boy with the
Cherries'), had artistic aspirations of his own and, being unable to
justify them, ended by hanging himself.

I had just a slight acquaintance with Manet, whose studio I first
visited early in my youth, and though the exigencies of life led me
long ago to cast aside all artistic ambition of my own, I have been
for more than thirty years on friendly terms with members of the
French art world. Thus it would be comparatively easy for me to
identify a large number of the characters and the incidents figuring
in 'His Masterpiece'; but I doubt if such identification would have
any particular interest for English readers. I will just mention that
Mahoudeau, the sculptor, is, in a measure, Solari, another friend of
M. Zola's boyhood and youth; that Fagerolles, in his main features, is
Gervex; and that Bongrand is a commingling of Courbet, Cabanel and
Gustave Flaubert. For instance, his so-called 'Village Wedding' is
suggested by Courbet's 'Funeral at Ornans'; his friendship for Claude
is Cabanel's friendship for Manet; whilst some of his mannerisms, such
as his dislike for the praise accorded to certain of his works, are
simply those of Flaubert, who (like Balzac in the case of _Eugenie
Grandet_) almost invariably lost his temper if one ventured to extol
_Madame Bovary_ in his presence. Courbet, by the way, so far as
disposition goes, crops up again in M. Zola's pages in the person of
Champbouvard, a sculptor, who, artistically, is a presentment of
Clesinger.

I now come to a personage of a very different character, Pierre
Sandoz, clerk, journalist, and novelist; and Sandoz, it may be frankly
admitted, is simply M. Zola himself. Personal appearance, life,
habits, opinions, all are those of the novelist at a certain period of
his career; and for this reason, no doubt, many readers of 'His
Masterpiece' will find Sandoz the most interesting personage in the
book. It is needless, I think, to enter into particulars on the
subject. The reader may take it from me that everything attributed in
the following pages to Pierre Sandoz was done, experienced, felt or
said by Emile Zola. In this respect, then 'His Masterpiece' is
virtually M. Zola's 'David Copperfield'--the book into which he has
put most of his real life. I may also mention, perhaps, that the long
walks on the quays of Paris which in the narrative are attributed to
Claude Lantier are really M. Zola's walks; for, in his youth, when he
vainly sought employment after failing in his examinations, he was
wont, at times of great discouragement, to roam the Paris quays,
studying their busy life and their picturesque vistas, whenever he was
not poring over the second-hand books set out for sale upon their
parapets. From a purely literary standpoint, the pictures of the quays
and the Seine to be found in _L'Oeuvre_ are perhaps the best bits of
the book, though it is all of interest, because it is essentially a
_livre vecu_, a work really 'lived' by its author. And if in the
majority of its characters, those readers possessing some real
knowledge of French art life find one man's qualities blended with
another's defects, the appearance of a third, and the habits of a
fourth, the whole none the less makes a picture of great fidelity to
life and truth. This is the Parisian art world as it really was, with
nothing improbable or overstrained in the narrative, save its very
first chapter, in which romanticism is certainly allowed full play.

It is quite possible that some readers may not judge Claude Lantier,
the 'hero,' very favourably; he is like the dog in the fable who
forsakes the substance for the shadow; but it should be borne in mind
that he is only in part responsible for his actions, for the
fatal germ of insanity has been transmitted to him from his
great-grandmother. He is, indeed, the son of Gervaise, the heroine of
_L'Assommoir_ ('The Dram Shop'), by her lover Lantier. And Gervaise,
it may be remembered, was the daughter of Antoine Macquart (of 'The
Fortune of the Rougons' and 'Dr. Pascal'), the latter being the
illegitimate son of Adelaide Fouque, from whom sprang the insanity of
the Rougon-Macquarts. At the same time, whatever view may be taken of
Claude's artistic theories, whatever interest his ultimate fate may
inspire, it cannot be denied that his opinions on painting are very
ably expressed, and that his 'case,' from a pathological point of
view, is diagnosticated by M. Zola with all the skill of a physician.
Moreover, there can be but one opinion concerning the helpmate of his
life, the poor devoted Christine; and no one possessed of feeling will
be able to read the history of little Jacques unmoved.

Stories of artistic life are not as a rule particularly popular with
English readers, but this is not surprising when one remembers that
those who take a genuine interest in art, in this country, are still a
small minority. Quite apart from artistic matters, however, there is,
I think, an abundance of human interest in the pages of 'His
Masterpiece,' and thus I venture to hope that the present version,
which I have prepared as carefully as my powers permit, will meet with
the favour of those who have supported me, for a good many years now,
in my endeavours to make the majority of M. Zola's works accessible in
this country.

                                                              E. A. V.

         MERTON, SURREY.



                          HIS MASTERPIECE



                                 I

CLAUDE was passing in front of the Hotel de Ville, and the clock was
striking two o'clock in the morning when the storm burst forth. He had
been roaming forgetfully about the Central Markets, during that
burning July night, like a loitering artist enamoured of nocturnal
Paris. Suddenly the raindrops came down, so large and thick, that he
took to his heels and rushed, wildly bewildered, along the Quai de la
Greve. But on reaching the Pont Louis Philippe he pulled up, ragefully
breathless; he considered this fear of the rain to be idiotic; and so
amid the pitch-like darkness, under the lashing shower which drowned
the gas-jets, he crossed the bridge slowly, with his hands dangling by
his side.

He had only a few more steps to go. As he was turning on to the Quai
Bourbon, on the Isle of St. Louis, a sharp flash of lightning
illumined the straight, monotonous line of old houses bordering the
narrow road in front of the Seine. It blazed upon the panes of the
high, shutterless windows, showing up the melancholy frontages of the
old-fashioned dwellings in all their details; here a stone balcony,
there the railing of a terrace, and there a garland sculptured on a
frieze. The painter had his studio close by, under the eaves of the
old Hotel du Martoy, nearly at the corner of the Rue de la
Femme-sans-Tete.* So he went on while the quay, after flashing forth
for a moment, relapsed into darkness, and a terrible thunder-clap
shook the drowsy quarter.

  * The street of the Headless woman.--ED.

When Claude, blinded by the rain, got to his door--a low, rounded
door, studded with iron--he fumbled for the bell knob, and he was
exceedingly surprised--indeed, he started--on finding a living,
breathing body huddled against the woodwork. Then, by the light of a
second flash, he perceived a tall young girl, dressed in black, and
drenched already, who was shivering with fear. When a second
thunder-clap had shaken both of them, Claude exclaimed:

'How you frighten one! Who are you, and what do you want?'

He could no longer see her; he only heard her sob, and stammer:

'Oh, monsieur, don't hurt me. It's the fault of the driver, whom I
hired at the station, and who left me at this door, after ill-treating
me. Yes, a train ran off the rails, near Nevers. We were four hours
late, and a person who was to wait for me had gone. Oh, dear me; I
have never been in Paris before, and I don't know where I am. . . .'

Another blinding flash cut her short, and with dilated eyes she
stared, terror-stricken, at that part of the strange capital, that
violet-tinted apparition of a fantastic city. The rain had ceased
falling. On the opposite bank of the Seine was the Quai des Ormes,
with its small grey houses variegated below by the woodwork of their
shops and with their irregular roofs boldly outlined above, while the
horizon suddenly became clear on the left as far as the blue slate
eaves of the Hotel de Ville, and on the right as far as the
leaden-hued dome of St. Paul. What startled her most of all, however,
was the hollow of the stream, the deep gap in which the Seine flowed,
black and turgid, from the heavy piles of the Pont Marie, to the light
arches of the new Pont Louis Philippe. Strange masses peopled the
river, a sleeping flotilla of small boats and yawls, a floating
washhouse, and a dredger moored to the quay. Then, farther down,
against the other bank, were lighters, laden with coals, and barges
full of mill stone, dominated as it were by the gigantic arm of a
steam crane. But, suddenly, everything disappeared again.

Claude had an instinctive distrust of women--that story of an
accident, of a belated train and a brutal cabman, seemed to him a
ridiculous invention. At the second thunder-clap the girl had shrunk
farther still into her corner, absolutely terrified.

'But you cannot stop here all night,' he said.

She sobbed still more and stammered, 'I beseech you, monsieur, take me
to Passy. That's where I was going.'

He shrugged his shoulders. Did she take him for a fool? Mechanically,
however, he turned towards the Quai des Celestins, where there was a
cabstand. Not the faintest glimmer of a lamp to be seen.

'To Passy, my dear? Why not to Versailles? Where do you think one can
pick up a cab at this time of night, and in such weather?'

Her only answer was a shriek; for a fresh flash of lightning had
almost blinded her, and this time the tragic city had seemed to her to
be spattered with blood. An immense chasm had been revealed, the two
arms of the river stretching far away amidst the lurid flames of a
conflagration. The smallest details had appeared: the little closed
shutters of the Quai des Ormes, and the two openings of the Rue de la
Masure, and the Rue du Paon-Blanc, which made breaks in the line of
frontages; then near the Pont Marie one could have counted the leaves
on the lofty plane trees, which there form a bouquet of magnificent
verdure; while on the other side, beneath the Pont Louis Philippe, at
the Mail, the barges, ranged in a quadruple line, had flared with the
piles of yellow apples with which they were heavily laden. And there
was also the ripple of the water, the high chimney of the floating
washhouse, the tightened chain of the dredger, the heaps of sand on
the banks, indeed, an extraordinary agglomeration of things, quite a
little world filling the great gap which seemed to stretch from one
horizon to the other. But the sky became dark again, and the river
flowed on, all obscurity, amid the crashing of the thunder.

'Thank heaven it's over. Oh, heaven! what's to become of me?'

Just then the rain began to fall again, so stiffly and impelled by so
strong a wind that it swept along the quay with the violence of water
escaping through an open lock.

'Come, let me get in,' said Claude; 'I can stand this no longer.'

Both were getting drenched. By the flickering light of the gas lamp at
the corner of the Rue de la Femme-sans-Tete the young man could see
the water dripping from the girl's dress, which was clinging to her
skin, in the deluge that swept against the door. He was seized with
compassion. Had he not once picked up a cur on such a stormy night as
this? Yet he felt angry with himself for softening. He never had
anything to do with women; he treated them all as if ignorant of their
existence, with a painful timidity which he disguised under a mask of
bravado. And that girl must really think him a downright fool, to
bamboozle him with that story of adventure--only fit for a farce.
Nevertheless, he ended by saying, 'That's enough. You had better come
in out of the wet. You can sleep in my rooms.'

But at this the girl became even more frightened, and threw up her
arms.

'In your rooms? Oh! good heavens. No, no; it's impossible. I beseech
you, monsieur, take me to Passy. Let me beg of you.'

But Claude became angry. Why did she make all this fuss, when he was
willing to give her shelter? He had already rung the bell twice. At
last the door opened and he pushed the girl before him.

'No, no, monsieur; I tell you, no--'

But another flash dazzled her, and when the thunder growled she
bounded inside, scarce knowing what she was about. The heavy door had
closed upon them, she was standing under a large archway in complete
darkness.

'It's I, Madame Joseph,' cried Claude to the doorkeeper. Then he
added, in a whisper, 'Give me your hand, we have to cross the
courtyard.'

The girl did as she was told; she no longer resisted; she was
overwhelmed, worn out. Once more they encountered the diluvian rain,
as they ran side by side as hard as they could across the yard. It was
a baronial courtyard, huge, and surrounded with stone arcades,
indistinct amidst the gloom. However, they came to a narrow passage
without a door, and he let go her hand. She could hear him trying to
strike some matches, and swearing. They were all damp. It was
necessary for them to grope their way upstairs.

'Take hold of the banisters, and be careful,' said Claude; 'the steps
are very high.'

The staircase, a very narrow one, a former servants' staircase, was
divided into three lofty flights, which she climbed, stumbling, with
unskilful, weary limbs. Then he warned her that they had to turn down
a long passage. She kept behind him, touching the walls on both sides
with her outstretched hands, as she advanced along that endless
passage which bent and came back to the front of the building on the
quay. Then there were still other stairs right under the roof
--creaking, shaky wooden stairs, which had no banister, and suggested
the unplaned rungs of a miller's ladder. The landing at the top was so
small that the girl knocked against the young man, as he fumbled in
his pocket for his key. At last, however, he opened the door.

'Don't come in, but wait, else you'll hurt yourself again.'

She did not stir. She was panting for breath, her heart was beating
fast, there was a buzzing in her ears, and she felt indeed exhausted
by that ascent in the dense gloom. It seemed to her as if she had been
climbing for hours, in such a maze, amidst such a turning and twisting
of stairs that she would never be able to find her way down again.
Inside the studio there was a shuffling of heavy feet, a rustling of
hands groping in the dark, a clatter of things being tumbled about,
accompanied by stifled objurgations. At last the doorway was lighted
up.

'Come in, it's all right now.'

She went in and looked around her, without distinguishing anything.
The solitary candle burned dim in that garret, more than fifteen feet
high, and filled with a confused jumble of things whose big shadows
showed fantastically on the walls, which were painted in grey
distemper. No, she did not distinguish anything. She mechanically
raised her eyes to the large studio-window, against which the rain was
beating with a deafening roll like that of a drum, but at that moment
another flash of lightning illumined the sky, followed almost
immediately by a thunder-clap that seemed to split the roof.
Dumb-stricken, pale as death, she dropped upon a chair.

'The devil!' muttered Claude, who also was rather pale. 'That clap
wasn't far off. We were just in time. It's better here than in the
streets, isn't it?'

Then he went towards the door, closed it with a bang and turned the
key, while she watched him with a dazed look.

'There, now, we are at home.'

But it was all over. There were only a few more thunder-claps in the
distance, and the rain soon ceased altogether. Claude, who was now
growing embarrassed, had examined the girl, askance. She seemed by no
means bad looking, and assuredly she was young: twenty at the most.
This scrutiny had the effect of making him more suspicious of her
still, in spite of an unconscious feeling, a vague idea, that she was
not altogether deceiving him. In any case, no matter how clever she
might be, she was mistaken if she imagined she had caught him. To
prove this he wilfully exaggerated his gruffness and curtness of
manner.

Her very anguish at his words and demeanour made her rise, and in her
turn she examined him, though without daring to look him straight in
the face. And the aspect of that bony young man, with his angular
joints and wild bearded face, increased her fears. With his black felt
hat and his old brown coat, discoloured by long usage, he looked like
a kind of brigand.

Directly he told her to make herself at home and go to bed, for he
placed his bed at her disposal, she shrinkingly replied: 'Thank you;
I'll do very well as I am; I'll not undress.'

'But your clothes are dripping,' he retorted. 'Come now, don't make an
idiot of yourself.'

And thereupon he began to knock about the chairs, and flung aside an
old screen, behind which she noticed a washstand and a tiny iron
bedstead, from which he began to remove the coverlet.

'No, no, monsieur, it isn't worth while; I assure you that I shall
stay here.'

At this, however, Claude became angry, gesticulating and shaking his
fists.

'How much more of this comedy are we to have?' said he. 'As I give you
my bed, what have you to complain of? You need not pay any attention
to me. I shall sleep on that couch.'

He strode towards her with a threatening look, and thereupon, beside
herself with fear, thinking that he was going to strike her, she
tremblingly unfastened her hat. The water was dripping from her
skirts. He kept on growling. Nevertheless, a sudden scruple seemed to
come to him, for he ended by saying, condescendingly:

'Perhaps you don't like to sleep in my sheets. I'll change them.'

He at once began dragging them from the bed and flinging them on to
the couch at the other end of the studio. And afterwards he took a
clean pair from the wardrobe and began to make the bed with all the
deftness of a bachelor accustomed to that kind of thing. He carefully
tucked in the clothes on the side near the wall, shook the pillows,
and turned back a corner of the coverlet.

'There, that'll do; won't it?' said he.

And as she did not answer, but remained motionless, he pushed her
behind the screen. 'Good heavens! what a lot of fuss,' he thought. And
after spreading his own sheets on the couch, and hanging his clothes
on an easel, he quickly went to bed himself. When he was on the point
of blowing out the candle, however, he reflected that if he did so she
would have to undress in the dark, and so he waited. At first he had
not heard her stir; she had no doubt remained standing against the
iron bedstead. But at last he detected a slight rustling, a slow,
faint movement, as if amidst her preparations she also were listening,
frightened perchance by the candle which was still alight. At last,
after several minutes, the spring mattress creaked, and then all
became still.

'Are you comfortable, mademoiselle?' now asked Claude, in a much more
gentle voice.

'Yes, monsieur, very comfortable,' she replied, in a scarcely audible
voice, which still quivered with emotion.

'Very well, then. Good-night.'

'Good-night.'

He blew out the candle, and the silence became more intense. In spite
of his fatigue, his eyes soon opened again, and gazed upward at the
large window of the studio. The sky had become very clear again, the
stars were twinkling in the sultry July night, and, despite the storm,
the heat remained oppressive. Claude was thinking about the girl
--agitated for a moment by contrary feelings, though at last contempt
gained the mastery. He indeed believed himself to be very
strong-minded; he imagined a romance concocted to destroy his
tranquillity, and he gibed contentedly at having frustrated it. His
experience of women was very slight, nevertheless he endeavoured to
draw certain conclusions from the story she had told him, struck as he
was at present by certain petty details, and feeling perplexed. But
why, after all, should he worry his brain? What did it matter whether
she had told him the truth or a lie? In the morning she would go off;
there would be an end to it all, and they would never see each other
again. Thus Claude lay cogitating, and it was only towards daybreak,
when the stars began to pale, that he fell asleep. As for the girl
behind the screen, in spite of the crushing fatigue of her journey,
she continued tossing about uneasily, oppressed by the heaviness of
the atmosphere beneath the hot zinc-work of the roof; and doubtless,
too, she was rendered nervous by the strangeness of her surroundings.

In the morning, when Claude awoke, his eyes kept blinking. It was very
late, and the sunshine streamed through the large window. One of his
theories was, that young landscape painters should take studios
despised by the academical figure painters--studios which the sun
flooded with living beams. Nevertheless he felt dazzled, and fell back
again on his couch. Why the devil had he been sleeping there? His
eyes, still heavy with sleep, wandered mechanically round the studio,
when, all at once, beside the screen he noticed a heap of petticoats.
Then he at once remembered the girl. He began to listen, and heard a
sound of long-drawn, regular breathing, like that of a child
comfortably asleep. Ah! so she was still slumbering, and so calmly,
that it would be a pity to disturb her. He felt dazed and somewhat
annoyed at the adventure, however, for it would spoil his morning's
work. He got angry at his own good nature; it would be better to shake
her, so that she might go at once. Nevertheless he put on his trousers
and slippers softly, and walked about on tiptoes.

The cuckoo clock struck nine, and Claude made a gesture of annoyance.
Nothing had stirred; the regular breathing continued. The best thing
to do, he thought, would be to set to work on his large picture; he
would see to his breakfast later on, when he was able to move about.
But, after all, he could not make up his mind. He who lived amid
chronic disorder felt worried by that heap of petticoats lying on the
floor. Some water had dripped from them, but they were damp still. And
so, while grumbling in a low tone, he ended by picking them up one by
one and spreading them over the chairs in the sunlight. Had one ever
seen the like, clothes thrown about anyhow? They would never get dry,
and she would never go off! He turned all that feminine apparel over
very awkwardly, got entangled with the black dress-body, and went on
all fours to pick up the stockings that had fallen behind an old
canvas. They were Balbriggan stockings of a dark grey, long and fine,
and he examined them, before hanging them up to dry. The water oozing
from the edge of the dress had soaked them, so he wrung and stretched
them with his warm hands, in order that he might be able to send her
away the quicker.

Since he had been on his legs, Claude had felt sorely tempted to push
aside the screen and to take a look at his guest. This self-condemned
curiosity only increased his bad temper. At last, with his habitual
shrug of the shoulders, he was taking up his brushes, when he heard
some words stammered amidst a rustling of bed-clothes. Then, however,
soft breathing was heard again, and this time he yielded to the
temptation, dropping his brushes, and peeping from behind the screen.
The sight that met his eyes rooted him to the spot, so fascinated that
he muttered, 'Good gracious! good gracious!'

The girl, amidst the hot-house heat that came from the window, had
thrown back her coverlet, and, overcome with the fatigue of a restless
night, lay steeped in a flood of sunshine, unconscious of everything.
In her feverish slumbers a shoulder button had become unfastened, and
a sleeve slipping down allowed her bosom to be seen, with skin which
looked almost gilded and soft like satin. Her right arm rested beneath
her neck, her head was thrown back, and her black unwound tresses
enwrapped her like a dusky cloak.

'Good gracious! But she's a beauty!' muttered Claude once more.

There, in every point, was the figure he had vainly sought for his
picture, and it was almost in the right pose. She was rather spare,
perhaps, but then so lithe and fresh.

With a light step, Claude ran to take his box of crayons, and a large
sheet of paper. Then, squatting on a low chair, he placed a portfolio
on his knees and began to sketch with an air of perfect happiness. All
else vanished amidst artistic surprise and enthusiasm. No thought of
sex came to him. It was all a mere question of chaste outlines,
splendid flesh tints, well-set muscles. Face to face with nature, an
uneasy mistrust of his powers made him feel small; so, squaring his
elbows, he became very attentive and respectful. This lasted for about
a quarter of an hour, during which he paused every now and then,
blinking at the figure before him. As he was afraid, however, that she
might change her position, he speedily set to work again, holding his
breath, lest he should awaken her.

And yet, while steadily applying himself to his work, vague fancies
again assailed his mind. Who could she be? Assuredly no mere hussy.
But why had she told him such an unbelievable tale? Thereupon he began
to imagine other stories. Perhaps she had but lately arrived in Paris
with a lover, who had abandoned her; perhaps she was some young woman
of the middle classes led into bad company by a female friend, and not
daring to go home to her relatives; or else there was some still more
intricate drama beneath it all; something horrible, inexplicable, the
truth of which he would never fathom. All these hypotheses increased
his perplexity. Meanwhile, he went on sketching her face, studying it
with care. The whole of the upper part, the clear forehead, as smooth
as a polished mirror, the small nose, with its delicately chiselled
and nervous nostrils, denoted great kindliness and gentleness. One
divined the sweet smile of the eyes beneath the closed lids; a smile
that would light up the whole of the features. Unfortunately, the
lower part of the face marred that expression of sweetness; the jaw
was prominent, and the lips, rather too full, showed almost blood-like
over the strong white teeth. There was here, like a flash of passion,
something that spoke of awakening womanhood, still unconscious of
itself amidst those other traits of childlike softness.

But suddenly a shiver rippled over the girl's satiny skin. Perhaps she
had felt the weight of that gaze thus mentally dissecting her. She
opened her eyes very wide and uttered a cry.

'Ah! great heavens!'

Sudden terror paralysed her at the sight of that strange room, and
that young man crouching in his shirt-sleeves in front of her and
devouring her with his eyes. Flushing hotly, she impulsively pulled up
the counterpane.

'Well, what's the matter?' cried Claude, angrily, his crayon suspended
in mid-air; 'what wasp has stung you now?'

He, whose knowledge of womankind was largely limited to professional
models, was at a loss to understand the girl's action.

She neither spoke nor stirred, but remained with the counterpane
tightly wrapped round her throat, her body almost doubled up, and
scarcely showing an outline beneath her coverings.

'I won't eat you, will I?' urged Claude. 'Come, just lie as you were,
there's a good girl.'

Again she blushed to her very ears. At last she stammered, 'Oh, no,
monsieur, no--pray!'

But he began to lose his temper altogether. One of the angry fits to
which he was subject was coming upon him. He thought her obstinacy
stupid. And as in response to his urgent requests she only began to
sob, he quite lost his head in despair before his sketch, thinking
that he would never be able to finish it, and would thus lose a
capital study for his picture.

'Well, you won't, eh? But it's idiotic. What do you take me for? Have
I annoyed you at all? You know I haven't. Besides, listen, it is very
unkind of you to refuse me this service, because, after all, I
sheltered you--I gave up my bed to you.'

She only continued to cry, with her head buried in the pillow.

'I assure you that I am very much in want of this sketch, else I
wouldn't worry you.'

He grew surprised at the girl's abundant tears, and ashamed at having
been so rough with her, so he held his tongue at last, feeling
embarrassed, and wishing too that she might have time to recover a
bit. Then he began again, in a very gentle tone:

'Well, as it annoys you, let's say no more about it. But if you only
knew. I've got a figure in my picture yonder which doesn't make
head-way at all, and you were just in the very note. As for me, when
it's a question of painting, I'd kill father and mother, you know.
Well, you'll excuse me, won't you? And if you'd like me to be very
nice, you'd just give me a few minutes more. No, no; keep quiet as you
are; I only want the head--nothing but the head. If I could finish
that, it would be all right. Really now, be kind; put your arm as it
was before, and I shall be very grateful to you--grateful all my life
long.'

It was he who was entreating now, pitifully waving his crayon amid the
emotion of his artistic craving. Besides, he had not stirred, but
remained crouching on his low chair, at a distance from the bed. At
last she risked the ordeal, and uncovered her tranquillised face. What
else could she do? She was at his mercy, and he looked so wretchedly
unhappy.

Nevertheless, she still hesitated, she felt some last scruples. But
eventually, without saying a word, she slowly brought her bare arm
from beneath the coverings, and again slipped it under her head,
taking care, however, to keep the counterpane tightly round her
throat.

'Ah! how kind you are! I'll make haste, you will be free in a minute.'

He bent over his drawing, and only looked at her now and then with the
glance of a painter who simply regards the woman before him as a
model. At first she became pink again; the consciousness that she was
showing her bare arm--which she would have shown in a ball-room
without thinking at all about it--filled her with confusion.
Nevertheless, the young man seemed so reasonable that she became
reassured. The blush left her cheeks, and her lips parted in a vague
confiding smile. And from between her half-opened eyelids she began to
study him. How he had frightened her the previous night with his thick
brown beard, his large head, and his impulsive gestures. And yet he
was not ugly; she even detected great tenderness in the depths of his
brown eyes, while his nose altogether surprised her. It was a
finely-cut woman's nose, almost lost amidst the bristling hair on his
lips. He shook slightly with a nervous anxiety which made his crayon
seem a living thing in his slender hand, and which touched her though
she knew not why. She felt sure he was not bad-natured, his rough,
surly ways arose from bashfulness. She did not decipher all this very
clearly, but she divined it, and began to put herself at her ease, as
if she were with a friend.

Nevertheless, the studio continued to frighten her a little. She cast
sidelong glances around it, astonished at so much disorder and
carelessness. Before the stove the cinders of the previous winter
still lay in a heap. Besides the bed, the small washstand, and the
couch, there was no other furniture than an old dilapidated oaken
wardrobe and a large deal table, littered with brushes, colours, dirty
plates, and a spirit lamp, atop of which was a saucepan, with shreds
of vermicelli sticking to its sides. Some rush-bottomed chairs, their
seats the worse for wear, were scattered about beside spavined easels.
Near the couch the candlestick used on the previous night stood on the
floor, which looked as if it had not been swept for fully a month.
There was only the cuckoo clock, a huge one, with a dial illuminated
with crimson flowers, that looked clean and bright, ticking sonorously
all the while. But what especially frightened her were some sketches
in oils that hung frameless from the walls, a serried array of
sketches reaching to the floor, where they mingled with heaps of
canvases thrown about anyhow. She had never seen such terrible
painting, so coarse, so glaring, showing a violence of colour, that
jarred upon her nerves like a carter's oath heard on the doorstep of
an inn. She cast her eyes down for a moment, and then became attracted
by a picture, the back of which was turned to her. It was the large
canvas at which the painter was working, and which he pushed against
the wall every night, the better to judge it on the morrow in the
surprise of the first glance. What could it be, that one, she
wondered, since he dared not even show it? And, meantime, through the
vast room, a sheet of burning sunlight, falling straight from the
window panes, unchecked by any blind, spread with the flow of molten
gold over all the broken-down furniture, whose devil-may-care
shabbiness it threw into bold relief.

Claude began to feel the silence oppressive; he wanted to say
something, no matter what, first, in order to be polite, and more
especially to divert her attention from her pose. But cudgel his brain
as he would, he could only think of asking: 'Pray, what is your name?'

She opened her eyes, which she had closed, as if she were feeling
sleepy.

'Christine,' she said.

At which he seemed surprised. Neither had he told her his name. Since
the night before they had been together, side by side, without knowing
one another.

'My name is Claude.'

And, having looked at her just at that moment, he saw her burst into a
pretty laugh. It was the sudden, merry peal of a big girl, still
scarcely more than a hoyden. She considered this tardy exchange of
names rather droll. Then something else amused her.

'How funny--Claude, Christine--they begin with the same letter.'

They both became silent once more. He was blinking at his work,
growing absorbed in it, and at a loss how to continue the
conversation. He fancied that she was beginning to feel tired and
uncomfortable, and in his fear lest she should stir, he remarked at
random, merely to occupy her thoughts, 'It feels rather warm.'

This time she checked her laughter, her natural gaiety that revived
and burst forth in spite of herself ever since she had felt easier in
mind. Truth to tell, the heat was indeed so oppressive that it seemed
to her as if she were in a bath, with skin moist and pale with the
milky pallor of a camellia.

'Yes, it feels rather warm,' she said, seriously, though mirth was
dancing in her eyes.

Thereupon Claude continued, with a good-natured air:

'It's the sun falling straight in; but, after all, a flood of sunshine
on one's skin does one good. We could have done with some of it last
night at the door, couldn't we?'

At this both burst out laughing, and he, delighted at having hit upon
a subject of conversation, questioned her about her adventure,
without, however, feeling inquisitive, for he cared little about
discovering the real truth, and was only intent upon prolonging the
sitting.

Christine simply, and in a few words, related what had befallen her.
Early on the previous morning she had left Clermont for Paris, where
she was to take up a situation as reader and companion to the widow of
a general, Madame Vanzade, a rich old lady, who lived at Passy. The
train was timed to reach Paris at ten minutes past nine in the
evening, and a maid was to meet her at the station. They had even
settled by letter upon a means of recognition. She was to wear a black
hat with a grey feather in it. But, a little above Nevers, her train
had come upon a goods train which had run off the rails, its litter of
smashed trucks still obstructing the line. There was quite a series of
mishaps and delays. First an interminable wait in the carriages, which
the passengers had to quit at last, luggage and all, in order to
trudge to the next station, three kilometres distant, where the
authorities had decided to make up another train. By this time they
had lost two hours, and then another two were lost in the general
confusion which the accident had caused from one end of the line to
the other, in such wise that they reached the Paris terminus four
hours behind time, that is, at one o'clock in the morning.

'Bad luck, indeed,' interrupted Claude, who was still sceptical,
though half disarmed, in his surprise at the neat way in which the
girl arranged the details of her story.

'And, of course, there was no one at the station to meet you?' he
added.

Christine had, indeed, missed Madame Vanzade's maid, who, no doubt,
had grown tired of waiting. She told Claude of her utter helplessness
at the Lyons terminus--that large, strange, dark station, deserted at
that late hour of night. She had not dared to take a cab at first, but
had kept on walking up and down, carrying her small bag, and still
hoping that somebody would come for her. When at last she made up her
mind there only remained one driver, very dirty and smelling of drink,
who prowled round her, offering his cab in a knowing, impudent way.

'Yes, I know, a dawdler,' said Claude, getting as interested as if he
were listening to a fairy tale. 'So you got into his cab?'

Looking up at the ceiling, Christine continued, without shifting her
position: 'He made me; he called me his little dear, and frightened
me. When he found out that I was going to Passy, he became very angry,
and whipped his horse so hard that I was obliged to hold on by the
doors. After that I felt more easy, because the cab trundled along all
right through the lighted streets, and I saw people about. At last I
recognised the Seine, for though I was never in Paris before, I had
often looked at a map. Naturally I thought he would keep along the
quay, so I became very frightened again on noticing that we crossed a
bridge. Just then it began to rain, and the cab, which had got into a
very dark turning, suddenly stopped. The driver got down from his
seat, and declared it was raining too hard for him to remain on the
box--'

Claude burst out laughing. He no longer doubted. She could not have
invented that driver. And as she suddenly stopped, somewhat confused,
he said, 'All right, the cabman was having a joke.'

'I jumped out at once by the other door,' resumed Christine. 'Then he
began to swear at me, saying that we had arrived at Passy, and that he
would tear my hat from my head if I did not pay him. It was raining in
torrents, and the quay was absolutely deserted. I was losing my head,
and when I had pulled out a five-franc piece, he whipped up his horse
and drove off, taking my little bag, which luckily only contained two
pocket-handkerchiefs, a bit of cake, and the key of my trunk, which I
had been obliged to leave behind in the train.'

'But you ought to have taken his number,' exclaimed the artist
indignantly. In fact he now remembered having been brushed against by
a passing cab, which had rattled by furiously while he was crossing
the Pont Louis Philippe, amid the downpour of the storm. And he
reflected how improbable truth often was. The story he had conjured up
as being the most simple and logical was utterly stupid beside the
natural chain of life's many combinations.

'You may imagine how I felt under the doorway,' concluded Christine.
'I knew well enough that I was not at Passy, and that I should have to
spend the night there, in this terrible Paris. And there was the
thunder and the lightning--those horrible blue and red flashes, which
showed me things that made me tremble.'

She closed her eyelids once more, she shivered, and the colour left
her cheeks as, in her fancy, she again beheld the tragic city--that
line of quays stretching away in a furnace-like blaze, the deep moat
of the river, with its leaden waters obstructed by huge black masses,
lighters looking like lifeless whales, and bristling with motionless
cranes which stretched forth gallows-like arms. Was that a welcome to
Paris?

Again did silence fall. Claude had resumed his drawing. But she became
restless, her arm was getting stiff.

'Just put your elbow a little lower, please,' said Claude. Then, with
an air of concern, as if to excuse his curtness: 'Your parents will be
very uneasy, if they have heard of the accident.'

'I have no parents.'

'What! neither father nor mother? You are all alone in the world?'

'Yes; all alone.'

She was eighteen years old, and had been born in Strasburg, quite by
chance, though, between two changes of garrison, for her father was a
soldier, Captain Hallegrain. Just as she entered upon her twelfth
year, the captain, a Gascon, hailing from Montauban, had died at
Clermont, where he had settled when paralysis of the legs had obliged
him to retire from active service. For nearly five years afterwards,
her mother, a Parisian by birth, had remained in that dull provincial
town, managing as well as she could with her scanty pension, but eking
it out by fan-painting, in order that she might bring up her daughter
as a lady. She had, however, now been dead for fifteen months, and had
left her child penniless and unprotected, without a friend, save the
Superior of the Sisters of the Visitation, who had kept her with them.
Christine had come straight to Paris from the convent, the Superior
having succeeded in procuring her a situation as reader and companion
to her old friend, Madame Vanzade, who was almost blind.

At these additional particulars, Claude sat absolutely speechless.
That convent, that well-bred orphan, that adventure, all taking so
romantic a turn, made him relapse into embarrassment again, into all
his former awkwardness of gesture and speech. He had left off drawing,
and sat looking, with downcast eyes, at his sketch.

'Is Clermont pretty?' he asked, at last.

'Not very; it's a gloomy town. Besides, I don't know; I scarcely ever
went out.'

She was resting on her elbow, and continued, as if talking to herself
in a very low voice, still tremulous from the thought of her
bereavement.

'Mamma, who wasn't strong, killed herself with work. She spoilt me;
nothing was too good for me. I had all sorts of masters, but I did not
get on very well; first, because I fell ill, then because I paid no
attention. I was always laughing and skipping about like a
featherbrain. I didn't care for music, piano playing gave me a cramp
in my arms. The only thing I cared about at all was painting.'

He raised his head and interrupted her. 'You can paint?'

'Oh, no; I know nothing, nothing at all. Mamma, who was very talented,
made me do a little water-colour, and I sometimes helped her with the
backgrounds of her fans. She painted some lovely ones.'

In spite of herself, she then glanced at the startling sketches with
which the walls seemed ablaze, and her limpid eyes assumed an uneasy
expression at the sight of that rough, brutal style of painting. From
where she lay she obtained a topsy-turvy view of the study of herself
which the painter had begun, and her consternation at the violent
tones she noticed, the rough crayon strokes, with which the shadows
were dashed off, prevented her from asking to look at it more closely.
Besides, she was growing very uncomfortable in that bed, where she lay
broiling; she fidgetted with the idea of going off and putting an end
to all these things which, ever since the night before, had seemed to
her so much of a dream.

Claude, no doubt, became aware of her discomfort. A sudden feeling of
shame brought with it one of compunction.

He put his unfinished sketch aside, and hastily exclaimed: 'Much
obliged for your kindness, mademoiselle. Forgive me, I have really
abused it. Yes, indeed, pray get up; it's time for you to look for
your friends.'

And without appearing to understand why she did not follow his advice,
but hid more and more of her bare arm in proportion as he drew nearer,
he still insisted upon advising her to rise. All at once, as the real
state of things struck him, he swung his arms about like a madman, set
the screen in position, and went to the far end of the studio, where
he began noisily setting his crockery in order, so that she might jump
out and dress herself, without fear of being overheard.

Amidst the din he had thus raised, he failed to hear her hesitating
voice, 'Monsieur, monsieur--'

At last he caught her words.

'Monsieur, would you be so kind--I can't find my stockings.'

Claude hurried forward. What had he been thinking of? What was she to
do behind that screen, without her stockings and petticoats, which he
had spread out in the sunlight? The stockings were dry, he assured
himself of that by gently rubbing them together, and he handed them to
her over the partition; again noticing her arm, bare, plump and rosy
like that of a child. Then he tossed the skirts on to the foot of the
bed and pushed her boots forward, leaving nothing but her bonnet
suspended from the easel. She had thanked him and that was all; he
scarcely distinguished the rustling of her clothes and the discreet
splashing of water. Still he continued to concern himself about her.

'You will find the soap in a saucer on the table. Open the drawer and
take a clean towel. Do you want more water? I'll give you the
pitcher.'

Suddenly the idea that he was blundering again exasperated him.

'There, there, I am only worrying you. I will leave you to your own
devices. Do as if you were at home.'

And he continued to potter about among the crockery. He was debating
with himself whether he should ask her to stay to breakfast. He ought
not to let her go like that. On the other hand, if she did stay, he
would never get done; it would mean a loss of his whole morning.
Without deciding anything, as soon as he had lighted his spirit lamp,
he washed his saucepan and began to make some chocolate. He thought it
more _distingue_, feeling rather ashamed of his vermicelli, which he
mixed with bread and soused with oil as people do in the South of
France. However, he was still breaking the chocolate into bits, when
he uttered a cry of surprise, 'What, already?'

It was Christine, who had pushed back the screen, and who appeared
looking neat and correct in her black dress, duly laced and buttoned
up, equipped, as it were, in a twinkle. Her rosy face did not even
show traces of the water, her thick hair was twisted in a knot at the
back of her head, not a single lock out of place. And Claude remained
open-mouthed before that miracle of quickness, that proof of feminine
skill in dressing well and promptly.

'The deuce, if you go about everything in that way!' said he.

He found her taller and handsomer than he had fancied. But what struck
him most was her look of quiet decision. She was evidently no longer
afraid of him. It seemed as though she had re-donned her armour and
become an amazon again. She smiled and looked him straight in the
face. Whereupon he said what he was still reluctant to say:

'You'll breakfast with me, won't you?'

But she refused the offer. 'No, thank you. I am going to the station,
where my trunk must have arrived by now, and then I shall drive to
Passy.'

It was in vain that he told her that she must be hungry, that it was
unreasonable for her to go out without eating something.

'Well, if you won't, I'll go down and fetch you a cab,' he ended by
exclaiming.

'Pray don't take such trouble.'

'But you can't go such a distance on foot. Let me at least take you to
the cabstand, as you don't know Paris.'

'No, really I do not need you. If you wish to oblige me, let me go
away by myself.'

She had evidently made up her mind. She no doubt shrank from the idea
of being seen with a man, even by strangers. She meant to remain
silent about that strange night, she meant to tell some falsehood, and
keep the recollection of her adventure entirely to herself. He made a
furious gesture, which was tantamount to sending her to the devil.
Good riddance; it suited him better not to have to go down. But, all
the same, he felt hurt at heart, and considered that she was
ungrateful.

'As you please, then. I sha'n't resort to force,' he said.

At these words, Christine's vague smile became more accentuated. She
did not reply, but took her bonnet and looked round in search of a
glass. Failing to find one, she tied the strings as best she could.
With her arms uplifted, she leisurely arranged and smoothed the
ribbons, her face turned towards the golden rays of the sun. Somewhat
surprised, Claude looked in vain for the traits of childish softness
that he had just portrayed; the upper part of her face, her clear
forehead, her gentle eyes had become less conspicuous; and now the
lower part stood out, with its somewhat sensual jaw, ruddy mouth, and
superb teeth. And still she smiled with that enigmatical, girlish
smile, which was, perhaps, an ironical one.

'At any rate,' he said, in a vexed tone, 'I do not think you have
anything to reproach me with.'

At which she could not help laughing, with a slight, nervous laugh.

'No, no, monsieur, not in the least.'

He continued staring at her, fighting the battle of inexperience and
bashfulness over again, and fearing that he had been ridiculous. Now
that she no longer trembled before him, had she become contemptuously
surprised at having trembled at all? What! he had not made the
slightest attempt at courtship, not even pressed a kiss on her
finger-tips. The young fellow's bearish indifference, of which she had
assuredly been conscious, must have hurt her budding womanly feelings.

'You were saying,' she resumed, becoming sedate once more, 'that the
cabstand is at the end of the bridge on the opposite quay?'

'Yes; at the spot where there is a clump of trees.'

She had finished tying her bonnet strings, and stood ready gloved,
with her hands hanging by her side, and yet she did not go, but stared
straight in front of her. As her eyes met the big canvas turned to the
wall she felt a wish to see it, but did not dare to ask. Nothing
detained her; still she seemed to be looking around as if she had
forgotten something there, something which she could not name. At last
she stepped towards the door.

Claude was already opening it, and a small loaf placed erect against
the post tumbled into the studio.

'You see,' he said, 'you ought to have stopped to breakfast with me.
My doorkeeper brings the bread up every morning.'

She again refused with a shake of the head. When she was on the
landing she turned round, and for a moment remained quite still. Her
gay smile had come back; she was the first to hold out her hand.

'Thank you, thank you very much.'

He had taken her small gloved hand within his large one, all
pastel-stained as it was. Both hands remained like that for a few
moments, closely and cordially pressed. The young girl was still
smiling at him, and he had a question on the tip of his tongue: 'When
shall I see you again?' But he felt ashamed to ask it, and after
waiting a while she withdrew her hand.

'Good-bye, monsieur.'

'Good-bye, mademoiselle.'

Christine, without another glance, was already descending the steep
ladder-like stairway whose steps creaked, when Claude turned abruptly
into his studio, closing the door with a bang, and shouting to
himself: 'Ah, those confounded women!'

He was furious--furious with himself, furious with everyone. Kicking
about the furniture, he continued to ease his feelings in a loud
voice. Was not he right in never allowing them to cross his threshold?
They only turned a fellow's head. What proof had he after all that
yonder chit with the innocent look, who had just gone, had not fooled
him most abominably? And he had been silly enough to believe in her
cock-and-bull stories! All his suspicions revived. No one would ever
make him swallow that fairy tale of the general's widow, the railway
accident, and especially the cabman. Did such things ever happen in
real life? Besides, that mouth of hers told a strange tale, and her
looks had been very singular just as she was going. Ah! if he could
only have understood why she had told him all those lies; but no, they
were profitless, inexplicable. It was art for art's sake. How she must
be laughing at him by this time.

He roughly folded up the screen and sent it flying into a corner. She
had no doubt left all in disorder. And when he found that everything
was in its proper place--basin, towel, and soap--he flew into a rage
because she had not made the bed. With a great deal of fuss he began
to make it himself, lifting the mattress in his arms, banging the
pillow about with his fists, and feeling oppressed by the pure scent
of youth that rose from everything. Then he had a good wash to cool
himself, and in the damp towel he found the same virgin fragrance,
which seemed to spread through the studio. Swearing the while, he
drank his chocolate from the saucepan, so excited, so eager to set to
work, as to swallow large mouthfuls of bread without taking breath.

'Why, it's enough to kill one here,' he suddenly exclaimed. 'It must
be this confounded heat that's making me ill.'

After all, the sun had shifted, and it was far less hot. But he opened
a small window on a level with the roof, and inhaled, with an air of
profound relief, the whiff of warm air that entered. Then he took up
his sketch of Christine's head and for a long while he lingered
looking at it.



                                 II

IT had struck twelve, and Claude was working at his picture when there
was a loud, familiar knock at the door. With an instinctive yet
involuntary impulse, the artist slipped the sketch of Christine's
head, by the aid of which he was remodelling the principal figure of
his picture, into a portfolio. After which he decided to open the
door.

'You, Pierre!' he exclaimed, 'already!'

Pierre Sandoz, a friend of his boyhood, was about twenty-two, very
dark, with a round and determined head, a square nose, and gentle
eyes, set in energetic features, girt round with a sprouting beard.

'I breakfasted earlier than usual,' he answered, 'in order to give you
a long sitting. The devil! you are getting on with it.'

He had stationed himself in front of the picture, and he added almost
immediately: 'Hallo! you have altered the character of your woman's
features!'

Then came a long pause; they both kept staring at the canvas. It
measured about sixteen feet by ten, and was entirely painted over,
though little of the work had gone beyond the roughing-out. This
roughing-out, hastily dashed off, was superb in its violence and
ardent vitality of colour. A flood of sunlight streamed into a forest
clearing, with thick walls of verdure; to the left, stretched a dark
glade with a small luminous speck in the far distance. On the grass,
amidst all the summer vegetation, lay a nude woman with one arm
supporting her head, and though her eyes were closed she smiled amidst
the golden shower that fell around her. In the background, two other
women, one fair, and the other dark, wrestled playfully, setting light
flesh tints amidst all the green leaves. And, as the painter had
wanted something dark by way of contrast in the foreground, he had
contented himself with seating there a gentleman, dressed in a black
velveteen jacket. This gentleman had his back turned and the only part
of his flesh that one saw was his left hand, with which he was
supporting himself on the grass.

'The woman promises well,' said Sandoz, at last; 'but, dash it, there
will be a lot of work in all this.'

Claude, with his eyes blazing in front of his picture, made a gesture
of confidence. 'I've lots of time from now till the Salon. One can get
through a deal of work in six months. And perhaps this time I'll be
able to prove that I am not a brute.'

Thereupon he set up a whistle, inwardly pleased at the sketch he had
made of Christine's head, and buoyed up by one of those flashes of
hope whence he so often dropped into torturing anguish, like an artist
whom passion for nature consumed.

'Come, no more idling,' he shouted. 'As you're here, let us set to.'

Sandoz, out of pure friendship, and to save Claude the cost of a
model, had offered to pose for the gentleman in the foreground. In
four or five Sundays, the only day of the week on which he was free,
the figure would be finished. He was already donning the velveteen
jacket, when a sudden reflection made him stop.

'But, I say, you haven't really lunched, since you were working when I
came in. Just go down and have a cutlet while I wait here.'

The idea of losing time revolted Claude. 'I tell you I have
breakfasted. Look at the saucepan. Besides, you can see there's a
crust of bread left. I'll eat it. Come, to work, to work, lazy-bones.'

And he snatched up his palette and caught his brushes, saying, as he
did so, 'Dubuche is coming to fetch us this evening, isn't he?'

'Yes, about five o'clock.'

'Well, that's all right then. We'll go down to dinner directly he
comes. Are you ready? The hand more to the left, and your head a
little more forward.'

Having arranged some cushions, Sandoz settled himself on the couch in
the required attitude. His back was turned, but all the same the
conversation continued for another moment, for he had that very
morning received a letter from Plassans, the little Provencal town
where he and the artist had known each other when they were wearing
out their first pairs of trousers on the eighth form of the local
college. However, they left off talking. The one was working with his
mind far away from the world, while the other grew stiff and cramped
with the sleepy weariness of protracted immobility.

It was only when Claude was nine years old that a lucky chance had
enabled him to leave Paris and return to the little place in Provence,
where he had been born. His mother, a hardworking laundress,* whom his
ne'er-do-well father had scandalously deserted, had afterwards married
an honest artisan who was madly in love with her. But in spite of
their endeavours, they failed to make both ends meet. Hence they
gladly accepted the offer of an elderly and well-to-do townsman to
send the lad to school and keep him with him. It was the generous
freak of an eccentric amateur of painting, who had been struck by the
little figures that the urchin had often daubed. And thus for seven
years Claude had remained in the South, at first boarding at the
college, and afterwards living with his protector. The latter,
however, was found dead in his bed one morning. He left the lad a
thousand francs a year, with the faculty of disposing of the principal
when he reached the age of twenty-five. Claude, already seized with a
passion for painting, immediately left school without even attempting
to secure a bachelor's degree, and rushed to Paris whither his friend
Sandoz had preceded him.

  * Gervaise of 'The Dram Shop'(L'Assommoir).--ED.

At the College of Plassans, while still in the lowest form, Claude
Lantier, Pierre Sandoz, and another lad named Louis Dubuche, had been
three inseparables. Sprung from three different classes of society, by
no means similar in character, but simply born in the same year at a
few months' interval, they had become friends at once and for aye,
impelled thereto by certain secret affinities, the still vague
promptings of a common ambition, the dawning consciousness of
possessing greater intelligence than the set of dunces who maltreated
them. Sandoz's father, a Spaniard, who had taken refuge in France in
consequence of some political disturbances in which he had been mixed
up, had started, near Plassans, a paper mill with new machinery of his
own invention. When he had died, heart-broken by the petty local
jealousy that had sought to hamper him in every way, his widow had
found herself in so involved a position, and burdened with so many
tangled law suits, that the whole of her remaining means were
swallowed up. She was a native of Burgundy. Yielding to her hatred of
the Provencals, and laying at their door even the slow paralysis from
which she was suffering, she removed to Paris with her son, who then
supported her out of a meagre clerk's salary, he himself haunted by
the vision of literary glory. As for Dubuche, he was the son of a
baker of Plassans. Pushed by his mother, a covetous and ambitious
woman, he had joined his friends in Paris later on. He was attending
the courses at the School of Arts as a pupil architect, living as best
he might upon the last five-franc pieces that his parents staked on
his chances, with the obstinacy of usurers discounting the future at
the rate of a hundred per cent.

'Dash it!' at last exclaimed Sandoz, breaking the intense silence that
hung upon the room. 'This position isn't at all easy; my wrist feels
broken. Can I move for a moment?'

Claude let him stretch himself without answering. He was now working
at the velveteen jacket, laying on the colour with thick strokes,
However, stepping backward and blinking, he suddenly burst into loud
laughter at some reminiscence.

'I say, do you recollect, when we were in the sixth form, how, one
day, Pouillaud lighted the candles in that idiot Lalubie's cupboard?
And how frightened Lalubie was when, before going to his desk, he
opened the cupboard to take his books, and found it transformed into a
mortuary chapel? Five hundred lines to every one in the form.'

Sandoz, unable to withstand the contagion of the other's gaiety, flung
himself back on the couch. As he resumed his pose, he remarked, 'Ah,
that brute of a Pouillaud. You know that in his letter this morning he
tells me of Lalubie's forthcoming marriage. The old hack is marrying a
pretty girl. But you know her, she's the daughter of Gallissard, the
haberdasher--the little fair-haired girl whom we used to serenade!'

Once on the subject of their recollections there was no stopping them,
though Claude went on painting with growing feverishness, while
Pierre, still turned towards the wall, spoke over his shoulders,
shaking every now and then with excitement.

First of all came recollections of the college, the old, dank convent,
that extended as far as the town ramparts; the two courtyards with
their huge plane trees; the slimy sedge-covered pond, where they had
learned to swim, and the class-rooms with dripping plaster walls on
the ground floor; then the refectory, with its atmosphere constantly
poisoned by the fumes of dish-water; the dormitory of the little ones,
famous for its horrors, the linen room, and the infirmary, full of
gentle sisters, nuns in black gowns who looked so sweet beneath their
white coifs. What a to-do there had been when Sister Angela, she whose
Madonna-like face had turned the heads of all the big fellows,
disappeared one morning with Hermeline, a stalwart first-form lad,
who, from sheer love, purposely cut his hands with his penknife so as
to get an opportunity of seeing and speaking to her while she dressed
his self-inflicted injuries with gold-beater's skin.

Then they passed the whole college staff in review; a pitiful,
grotesque, and terrible procession it was, with such heads as
are seen on meerschaum pipes, and profiles instinct with hatred
and suffering. There was the head master, who ruined himself in
giving parties, in order to marry his daughters--two tall, elegant
girls, the butt of constant and abominable insults, written and
sketched on every wall; there was the comptroller Pifard, whose
wonderful nose betrayed his presence behind every door, when he went
eavesdropping; and there were all the teachers, each befouled with
some insulting nickname: the severe 'Rhadamantus,' who had never been
seen to smile; 'Filth,' who by the constant rubbing of his head had
left his mark on the wall behind every professional seat he occupied;
'Thou-hast-deceived-me-Adele,' the professor of physics, at whom ten
generations of schoolboys had tauntingly flung the name of his
unfaithful wife. There were others still: Spontini, the ferocious
usher, with his Corsican knife, rusty with the blood of three cousins;
little Chantecaille, who was so good-natured that he allowed the
pupils to smoke when out walking; and also a scullion and a scullery
maid, two ugly creatures who had been nicknamed Paraboulomenos and
Paralleluca, and who were accused of kissing one another over the
vegetable parings.

Then came comical reminiscences; the sudden recollection of practical
jokes, at which they shook with laughter after all those years. Oh!
the morning when they had burned the shoes of Mimi-la-Mort, _alias_
the Skeleton Day Boarder, a lank lad, who smuggled snuff into the
school for the whole of the form. And then that winter evening when
they had bagged some matches lying near the lamp in the chapel, in
order to smoke dry chestnut leaves in reed pipes. Sandoz, who had been
the ringleader on that occasion, now frankly avowed his terror; the
cold perspiration that had come upon him when he had scrambled out of
the choir, wrapt in darkness. And again there was the day when Claude
had hit upon the sublime idea of roasting some cockchafers in his desk
to see whether they were good to eat, as people said they were. So
terrible had been the stench, so dense the smoke that poured from the
desk, that the usher had rushed to the water pitcher, under the
impression that the place was on fire. And then their marauding
expeditions; the pillaging of onion beds while they were out walking;
the stones thrown at windows, the correct thing being to make the
breakage resemble a well-known geographical map. Also the Greek
exercises, written beforehand in large characters on the blackboard,
so that every dunce might easily read them though the master remained
unaware of it; the wooden seats of the courtyard sawn off and carried
round the basin like so many corpses, the boys marching in procession
and singing funeral dirges. Yes! that had been a capital prank.
Dubuche, who played the priest, had tumbled into the basin while
trying to scoop some water into his cap, which was to serve as a holy
water pot. But the most comical and amusing of all the pranks had
perhaps been that devised by Pouillaud, who one night had fastened all
the unmentionable crockery of the dormitory to one long string passed
under the beds. At dawn--it was the very morning when the long
vacation began--he had pulled the string and skedaddled down the three
flights of stairs with this frightful tail of crockery bounding and
smashing to pieces behind him.

At the recollection of this last incident, Claude remained grinning
from ear to ear, his brush suspended in mid-air. 'That brute of a
Pouillaud!' he laughed. 'And so he has written to you. What is he
doing now?'

'Why, nothing at all, old man,' answered Sandoz, seating himself more
comfortably on the cushions. 'His letter is idiotic. He is just
finishing his law studies, and he will inherit his father's practice
as a solicitor. You ought to see the style he has already assumed--all
the idiotic austerity of a philistine, who has turned over a new
leaf.'

They were silent once more until Sandoz added, 'You see, old boy, we
have been protected against that sort of thing.'

Then they relapsed again into reminiscences, but such as made their
hearts thump; the remembrance of the many happy days they had spent
far away from the college, in the open air and the full sunlight. When
still very young, and only in the sixth form, the three inseparables
had become passionately fond of taking long walks. The shortest
holidays were eagerly seized upon to tramp for miles and miles; and,
getting bolder as they grew up, they finished by scouring the whole of
the country-side, by making journeys that sometimes lasted for days.
They slept where they could, in the cleft of a rock, on some
threshing-floor, still burning hot, where the straw of the beaten corn
made them a soft couch, or in some deserted hut, the ground of which
they covered with wild thyme and lavender. Those were flights far from
the everyday world, when they became absorbed in healthy mother Nature
herself, adoring trees and streams and mountains; revelling in the
supreme joy of being alone and free.

Dubuche, who was a boarder, had only joined them on half-holidays and
during the long vacation. Besides, his legs were heavy, and he had the
quiet nature of a studious lad. But Claude and Sandoz never wearied;
they awakened each other every Sunday morning by throwing stones at
their respective shutters. In summer, above all, they were haunted by
the thought of the Viorne, the torrent, whose tiny stream waters the
low-lying pastures of Plassans. When scarcely twelve they already knew
how to swim, and it became a passion with them to potter about in the
holes where the water accumulated; to spend whole days there, stark
naked, drying themselves on the burning sand, and then replunging into
the river, living there as it were, on their backs, on their stomachs,
searching among the reeds on the banks, immersed up to their ears, and
watching the hiding-places of the eels for hours at a stretch. That
constant contact of water beneath a burning sun prolonged their
childhood, as it were, and lent them the joyous laughter of truant
urchins, though they were almost young men, when of an evening they
returned to the town amidst the still oppressive heat of a summer
sunset. Later on they became very fond of shooting, but shooting such
as is carried on in a region devoid of game, where they had to trudge
a score of miles to pick off half a dozen pettychaps, or fig-peckers;
wonderful expeditions, whence they returned with their bags empty, or
with a mere bat, which they had managed to bring down while
discharging their guns at the outskirts of the town. Their eyes
moistened at the recollection of those happy days; they once more
beheld the white endless roads, covered with layers of dust, as if
there had been a fall of snow. They paced them again and again in
their imagination, happy to hear the fancied creaking of their heavy
shoes. Then they cut across the fields, over the reddish-brown
ferruginous soil, careering madly on and on; and there was a sky of
molten lead above them, not a shadow anywhere, nothing but dwarf olive
trees and almond trees with scanty foliage. And then the delicious
drowsiness of fatigue on their return, their triumphant bravado at
having covered yet more ground than on the precious journey, the
delight of being no longer conscious of effort, of advancing solely by
dint of strength acquired, spurring themselves on with some terrible
martial strain which helped to make everything like a dream.

Already at that time Claude, in addition to his powder-flask and
cartridge-belt, took with him an album, in which he sketched little
bits of country, while Sandoz, on his side, always had some favourite
poet in his pocket. They lived in a perfect frenzy of romanticism,
winged strophes alternated with coarse garrison stories, odes were
flung upon the burning, flashing, luminous atmosphere that enwrapt
them. And when perchance they came upon a small rivulet, bordered by
half a dozen willows, casting grey shadows on the soil all ablaze with
colour, they at once went into the seventh heaven. They there by
themselves performed the dramas they knew by heart, inflating their
voices when repeating the speeches of the heroes, and reducing them to
the merest whisper when they replied as queens and love-sick maidens.
On such days the sparrows were left in peace. In that remote province,
amidst the sleepy stupidity of that small town, they had thus lived on
from the age of fourteen, full of enthusiasm, devoured by a passion
for literature and art. The magnificent scenarios devised by Victor
Hugo, the gigantic phantasies which fought therein amidst a ceaseless
cross-fire of antithesis, had at first transported them into the
fulness of epic glory; gesticulating, watching the sun decline behind
some ruins, seeing life pass by amidst all the superb but false
glitter of a fifth act. Then Musset had come to unman them with his
passion and his tears; they heard their own hearts throb in response
to his, a new world opened to them--a world more human--that conquered
them by its cries for pity, and of eternal misery, which henceforth
they were to hear rising from all things. Besides, they were not
difficult to please; they showed the voracity of youth, a furious
appetite for all kinds of literature, good and bad alike. So eager
were they to admire something, that often the most execrable works
threw them into a state of exaltation similar to that which the purest
masterpieces produce.

And as Sandoz now remarked, it was their great love of bodily
exercise, their very revels of literature that had protected them
against the numbing influence of their ordinary surroundings. They
never entered a cafe, they had a horror of the streets, even
pretending to moult in them like caged eagles, whereas their
schoolfellows were already rubbing their elbows over the small marble
tables and playing at cards for drinks. Provincial life, which dragged
other lads, when still young, within its cogged mechanism, that habit
of going to one's club, of spelling out the local paper from its
heading to the last advertisement, the everlasting game of dominoes no
sooner finished than renewed, the same walk at the self-same hour and
ever along the same roads--all that brutifies the mind, like a
grindstone crushing the brain, filled them with indignation, called
forth their protestations. They preferred to scale the neighbouring
hills in search of some unknown solitary spot, where they declaimed
verses even amidst drenching showers, without dreaming of shelter in
their very hatred of town-life. They had even planned an encampment on
the banks of the Viorne, where they were to live like savages, happy
with constant bathing, and the company of five or six books, which
would amply suffice for their wants. Even womankind was to be strictly
banished from that camp. Being very timid and awkward in the presence
of the gentler sex, they pretended to the asceticism of superior
intellects. For two years Claude had been in love with a 'prentice
hat-trimmer, whom every evening he had followed at a distance, but to
whom he had never dared to address a word. Sandoz nursed dreams of
ladies met while travelling, beautiful girls who would suddenly spring
up in some unknown wood, charm him for a whole day, and melt into air
at dusk. The only love adventure which they had ever met with still
evoked their laughter, so silly did it seem to them now. It consisted
of a series of serenades which they had given to two young ladies
during the time when they, the serenaders, had formed part of the
college band. They passed their nights beneath a window playing the
clarinet and the cornet-a-piston, and thus raising a discordant din
which frightened all the folk of the neighbourhood, until one
memorable evening the indignant parents had emptied all the water
pitchers of the family over them.

Ah! those were happy days, and how loving was the laughter with which
they recalled them. On the walls of the studio hung a series of
sketches, which Claude, it so happened, had made during a recent trip
southward. Thus it seemed as if they were surrounded by the familiar
vistas of bright blue sky overhanging a tawny country-side. Here
stretched a plain dotted with little greyish olive trees as far as a
rosy network of distant hills. There, between sunburnt russet slopes,
the exhausted Viorne was almost running dry beneath the span of an old
dust-bepowdered bridge, without a bit of green, nothing save a few
bushes, dying for want of moisture. Farther on, the mountain gorge of
the Infernets showed its yawning chasm amidst tumbled rocks, struck
down by lightning, a huge chaos, a wild desert, rolling stony billows
as far as the eye could reach. Then came all sorts of well remembered
nooks: the valley of Repentance, narrow and shady, a refreshing oasis
amid calcined fields; the wood of Les Trois Bons-Dieux, with hard,
green, varnished pines shedding pitchy tears beneath the burning sun;
the sheep walk of Bouffan, showing white, like a mosque, amidst a
far-stretching blood-red plain. And there were yet bits of blinding,
sinuous roads; ravines, where the heat seemed even to wring bubbling
perspiration from the pebbles; stretches of arid, thirsty sand,
drinking up rivers drop by drop; mole hills, goat paths, and hill
crests, half lost in the azure sky.

'Hallo!' exclaimed Sandoz, turning towards one sketch, 'what's that?'

Claude, indignant, waved his palette. 'What! don't you remember? We
were very nigh breaking our necks there. Surely you recollect the day
we clambered from the very bottom of Jaumegarde with Dubuche? The rock
was as smooth as your hand, and we had to cling to it with our nails,
so that at one moment we could neither get up nor go down again. When
we were once atop and about to cook our cutlets, we, you and I, nearly
came to blows.'

Sandoz now remembered. 'Yes, yes; each had to roast his own cutlet on
rosemary sticks, and, as mine took fire, you exasperated me by
chaffing my cutlet, which was being reduced to cinders.'

They both shook with laughter, until the painter resumed his work,
gravely concluding, 'That's all over, old man. There is to be no more
idling at present.'

He spoke the truth. Since the three inseparables had realised their
dream of meeting together in Paris, which they were bent upon
conquering, their life had been terribly hard. They had tried to renew
the long walks of old. On certain Sunday mornings they had started on
foot from the Fontainebleau gate, had scoured the copses of Verrieres,
gone as far as the Bievre, crossed the woods of Meudon and Bellevue,
and returned home by way of Grenelle. But they taxed Paris with
spoiling their legs; they scarcely ever left the pavement now,
entirely taken up as they were with their struggle for fortune and
fame.

From Monday morning till Saturday night Sandoz sat fuming and fretting
at the municipal building of the fifth Arrondissement in a dark corner
of the registry office for births, rooted to his stool by the thought
of his mother, whom his salary of a hundred and fifty francs a month
helped in some fashion to keep. Dubuche, anxious to pay his parents
the interest of the money placed on his head, was ever on the look-out
for some petty jobs among architects, outside his studies at the
School of Arts. As for Claude, thanks to his thousand francs a year,
he had his full liberty; but the latter days of each month were
terrible enough, especially if he had to share the fag-end of his
allowance. Luckily he was beginning to sell a little; disposing of
tiny canvases, at the rate of ten and twelve francs a-piece, to Papa
Malgras, a wary picture dealer. After all, he preferred starvation to
turning his art into mere commerce by manufacturing portraits of
tradesmen and their wives; concocting conventional religious pictures
or daubing blinds for restaurants or sign-boards for accoucheuses.
When first he had returned to Paris, he had rented a very large studio
in the Impasse des Bourdonnais; but he had moved to the Quai de
Bourbon from motives of economy. He lived there like a savage, with an
absolute contempt for everything that was not painting. He had fallen
out with his relatives, who disgusted him; he had even ceased visiting
his aunt, who kept a pork-butcher's shop near the Central Markets,
because she looked too flourishing and plump.* Respecting the downfall
of his mother, who was being eaten out of doors and driven into the
streets, he nursed a secret grief.

  * This aunt is Lisa of 'The Fat and the Thin' (Le Ventre de Paris)
    in a few chapters of which Claude figures.--ED.

Suddenly he shouted to Sandoz, 'Will you be kind enough not to tumble
to pieces?' But Sandoz declared that he was getting stiff, and jumped
from the couch to stretch his legs a bit. They took ten minutes' rest,
talking meanwhile about many things. Claude felt condescendingly
good-tempered. When his work went smoothly he brightened up and became
talkative; he, who painted with his teeth set, and raged inwardly
directly he felt that nature was escaping him. Hence his friend had
scarcely resumed his attitude before he went on chattering, without,
however, missing a stroke of his brush.

'It's going on all right, old boy, isn't it? You look all there in it.
Oh, the brutes, I'll just see whether they'll refuse me this time. I
am more severe for myself than they are for themselves, I'm sure of
it; and whenever I pass one of my own pictures, it's more serious than
if it had passed before all the hanging committees on earth. You know
my picture of the markets, with the two urchins tumbling about on a
heap of vegetables? Well, I've scratched it all out, it didn't come
right. I found that I had got hold of a beastly machine,* a deal too
heavy for my strength. But, never you fear, I'll take the subject up
again some day, when I know better, and I'll take up others, machines
which will knock them all cock-a-hoop with surprise.'

  * In familiar conversation, French artists, playwrights, and
    novelists invariably call their productions by the slang
    term 'machines.'--ED.

He made a magnificent gesture, as if to sweep a whole crowd away;
emptied a tube of cobalt on his palette; and then began to jeer,
asking what his first master would say to a picture like this? His
first master indeed, Papa Belloque, a retired infantry captain, with
one arm, who for a quarter of a century had taught drawing to the
youth of Plassans in one of the galleries of the Museum! Then, in
Paris, hadn't the celebrated Berthou, the painter of 'Nero in the
Circus'--Berthou, whose lessons he had attended for six long months
--told him a score of times that he would never be able to do
anything? How he now regretted those six months wasted in idiotic
efforts, absurd 'studies,' under the iron rule of a man whose ideas
differed so much from his own. He at last began to hold forth against
working at the Louvre. He would, he said, sooner chop his hand off
than return there to spoil his perception of nature by undertaking one
of those copies which for ever dim the vision of the world in which
one lives.

Was there aught else in art than the rendering of what one felt within
oneself? Was not the whole of art reduced to placing a woman in front
of one--and then portraying her according to the feelings that she
inspired? Was not a bunch of carrots--yes, a bunch of carrots--studied
from nature, and painted unaffectedly, in a personal style, worth all
the ever-lasting smudges of the School of Arts, all that tobacco-juice
painting, cooked up according to certain given recipes? The day would
come when one carrot, originally rendered, would lead to a revolution.
It was because of this that he now contented himself with going to the
Boutin studio, a free studio, kept by a former model, in the Rue de la
Huchette. When he had paid his twenty francs he was put in front of as
many men and women as he cared for, and set about his work with a
will, never thinking of eating or drinking, but struggling unrestingly
with nature, mad almost with the excitement of work, by the side of a
pack of dandies who accused him of ignorant laziness, and arrogantly
prated about their 'studies,' because they copied noses and mouths,
under the eye of a master.

'Listen to this, old man: when one of those whipper-snappers can build
up a torso like that one over yonder, he may come up and tell me, and
we'll have a talk together.'

With the end of his brush he pointed to a study of the nude, suspended
from the wall near the door. It was really magnificent, full of
masterly breadth of colouring. By its side were some other admirable
bits, a girl's feet exquisite in their delicate truthfulness, and a
woman's trunk with quivering satin-like skin. In his rare moments of
content he felt proud of those few studies, the only ones which
satisfied him, which, as it were, foretold a great painter, admirably
gifted, but hampered by sudden and inexplicable fits of impotency.

Dealing sabre-like strokes at the velveteen jacket, he continued
lashing himself into excitement with his uncompromising theories which
respected nobody:

'They are all so many daubers of penny prints, who have stolen their
reputations; a set of idiots or knaves on their knees before public
imbecility! Not one among them dares to give the philistines a slap in
the face. And, while we are about it, you know that old Ingres turns
me sick with his glairy painting. Nevertheless, he's a brick, and a
plucky fellow, and I take off my hat to him, for he did not care a
curse for anybody, and he used to draw like the very devil. He ended
by making the idiots, who nowadays believe they understand him,
swallow that drawing of his. After him there are only two worth
speaking of, Delacroix and Courbet. The others are only numskulls. Oh,
that old romantic lion, the carriage of him! He was a decorator who
knew how to make the colours blaze. And what a grasp he had! He would
have covered every wall in Paris if they had let him; his palette
boiled, and boiled over. I know very well that it was only so much
phantasmagoria. Never mind, I like it for all that, as it was needed
to set the School on fire. Then came the other, a stout workman--that
one, the truest painter of the century, and altogether classical
besides, a fact which not one of the dullards understood. They yelled,
of course; they shouted about profanation and realism, when, after
all, the realism was only in the subject. The perception remained that
of the old masters, and the execution resumed and continued the best
bits of work one can find in our public galleries. Both Delacroix and
Courbet came at the proper time. Each made a stride forward. And now
--ah, now!'

He ceased speaking and drew back a few steps to judge of the effect of
his picture, becoming absorbed in contemplation for a moment, and then
resuming:

'Yes, nowadays we want something different--what, I don't exactly
know. If I did, and could do it, I should be clever indeed. No one
else would be in the race with me. All I do know and feel is that
Delacroix's grand romantic scenes are foundering and splitting, that
Courbet's black painting already reeks of the mustiness of a studio
which the sun never penetrates. You understand me, don't you? We,
perhaps, want the sun, the open air, a clear, youthful style of
painting, men and things such as they appear in the real light. In
short, I myself am unable to say what our painting should be; the
painting that our eyes of to-day should execute and behold.'

His voice again fell; he stammered and found himself unable to explain
the formulas of the future that were rising within him. Deep silence
came while he continued working at the velveteen jacket, quivering all
the time.

Sandoz had been listening to him without stirring from his position.
His back was still turned, and he said slowly, as if speaking to the
wall in a kind of dream:

'No; one does not know, and still we ought to know. But each time a
professor has wanted to impress a truth upon me, I have mistrustfully
revolted, thinking: "He is either deceiving himself or deceiving me."
Their ideas exasperate me. It seems to me that truth is larger, more
general. How beautiful would it be if one could devote the whole of
one's existence to one single work, into which one would endeavour to
put everything, the beasts of the field as well as mankind; in short,
a kind of immense ark. And not in the order indicated by manuals of
philosophy, or according to the idiotic hierarchy on which we pride
ourselves, but according to the full current of life; a world in which
we should be nothing more than an accident, in which the passing cur,
even the stones of the roads, would complete and explain us. In sum,
the grand whole, without low or high, or clean or unclean, such as it
indeed is in reality. It is certainly to science that poets and
novelists ought to address themselves, for it is the only possible
source of inspiration to-day. But what are we to borrow from it? How
are we to march in its company? The moment I begin to think about that
sort of thing I feel that I am floundering. Ah, if I only knew, what a
series of books I would hurl at the heads of the crowd!'

He also became silent. The previous winter he had published his first
book: a series of little sketches, brought from Plassans, among which
only a few rougher notes indicated that the author was a mutineer, a
passionate lover of truth and power. And lately he had been feeling
his way, questioning himself while all sorts of confused ideas
throbbed in his brain. At first, smitten with the thought of
undertaking something herculean, he had planned a genesis of the
universe, in three phases or parts; the creation narrated according to
science; mankind supervening at the appointed hour and playing its
part in the chain of beings and events; then the future--beings
constantly following one another, and finishing the creation of the
world by the endless labour of life. But he had calmed down in
presence of the venturesome hypotheses of this third phase; and he was
now looking out for a more restricted, more human framework, in which,
however, his vast ambition might find room.

'Ah, to be able to see and paint everything,' exclaimed Claude, after
a long interval. 'To have miles upon miles of walls to cover, to
decorate the railway stations, the markets, the municipal offices,
everything that will be built, when architects are no longer idiots.
Only strong heads and strong muscles will be wanted, for there will be
no lack of subjects. Life such as it runs about the streets, the life
of the rich and the poor, in the market places, on the race-courses,
on the boulevards, in the populous alleys; and every trade being
plied, and every passion portrayed in full daylight, and the peasants,
too, and the beasts of the fields and the landscapes--ah! you'll see
it all, unless I am a downright brute. My very hands are itching to do
it. Yes! the whole of modern life! Frescoes as high as the Pantheon! A
series of canvases big enough to burst the Louvre!'

Whenever they were thrown together the painter and the author
generally reached this state of excitement. They spurred each other
mutually, they went mad with dreams of glory; and there was such a
burst of youth, such a passion for work about their plans, that they
themselves often smiled afterwards at those great, proud dreams which
seemed to endow them with suppleness, strength, and spirit.

Claude, who had stepped back as far as the wall, remained leaning
against it, and gazing at his work. Seeing which, Sandoz, overcome by
fatigue, left the couch and joined him. Then both looked at the
picture without saying a word. The gentleman in the velveteen jacket
was entirely roughed in. His hand, more advanced than the rest,
furnished a pretty fresh patch of flesh colour amid the grass, and the
dark coat stood out so vigorously that the little silhouettes in the
background, the two little women wrestling in the sunlight, seemed to
have retreated further into the luminous quivering of the glade. The
principal figure, the recumbent woman, as yet scarcely more than
outlined, floated about like some aerial creature seen in dreams, some
eagerly desired Eve springing from the earth, with her features
vaguely smiling and her eyelids closed.

'Well, now, what are you going to call it?' asked Sandoz.

'_The Open Air_,' replied Claude, somewhat curtly.

The title sounded rather technical to the writer, who, in spite of
himself, was sometimes tempted to introduce literature into pictorial
art.

'_The Open Air_! that doesn't suggest anything.'

'There is no occasion for it to suggest anything. Some women and a man
are reposing in a forest in the sunlight. Does not that suffice? Don't
fret, there's enough in it to make a masterpiece.'

He threw back his head and muttered between his teeth: 'Dash it all!
it's very black still. I can't get Delacroix out of my eye, do what I
will. And then the hand, that's Courbet's manner. Everyone of us dabs
his brush into the romantic sauce now and then. We had too much of it
in our youth, we floundered in it up to our very chins. We need a
jolly good wash to get clear of it.'

Sandoz shrugged his shoulders with a gesture of despair. He also
bewailed the fact that he had been born at what he called the
confluence of Hugo and Balzac. Nevertheless, Claude remained
satisfied, full of the happy excitement of a successful sitting. If
his friend could give him two or three more Sundays the man in the
jacket would be all there. He had enough of him for the present. Both
began to joke, for, as a rule, Claude almost killed his models, only
letting them go when they were fainting, half dead with fatigue. He
himself now very nigh dropped, his legs bending under him, and his
stomach empty. And as the cuckoo clock struck five, he snatched at his
crust of bread and devoured it. Thoroughly worn out, he broke it with
trembling fingers, and scarcely chewed it, again standing before his
picture, pursued by his passion to such a degree as to be unconscious
even that he was eating.

'Five o'clock,' said Sandoz, as he stretched himself, with his arms
upraised. 'Let's go and have dinner. Ah! here comes Dubuche, just in
time.'

There was a knock at the door, and Dubuche came in. He was a stout
young fellow, dark, with regular but heavy features, close-cropped
hair, and moustaches already full-blown. He shook hands with both his
friends, and stopped before the picture, looking nonplussed. In
reality that harum-scarum style of painting upset him, such was the
even balance of his nature, such his reverence as a steady student for
the established formulas of art; and it was only his feeling of
friendship which, as a rule, prevented him from criticising. But this
time his whole being revolted visibly.

'Well, what's the matter? Doesn't it suit you?' asked Sandoz, who was
watching him.

'Yes, oh yes, it's very well painted--but--'

'Well, spit it out. What is it that ruffles you?'

'Not much, only the gentleman is fully dressed, and the women are not.
People have never seen anything like that before.'

This sufficed to make both the others wild. Why, were there not a
hundred pictures in the Louvre composed in precisely the same way?
Hadn't all Paris and all the painters and tourists of the world seen
them? And besides, if people had never seen anything like it, they
would see it now. After all, they didn't care a fig for the public!

Not in the least disconcerted by these violent replies, Dubuche
repeated quietly: 'The public won't understand--the public will think
it indecorous--and so it is!'

'You wretched bourgeois philistine!' exclaimed Claude, exasperated.
'They are making a famous idiot of you at the School of Arts. You
weren't such a fool formerly.'

These were the current amenities of his two friends since Dubuche had
attended the School of Arts. He thereupon beat a retreat, rather
afraid of the turn the dispute was taking, and saved himself by
belabouring the painters of the School. Certainly his friends were
right in one respect, the School painters were real idiots. But as for
the architects, that was a different matter. Where was he to get his
tuition, if not there? Besides his tuition would not prevent him from
having ideas of his own, later on. Wherewith he assumed a very
revolutionary air.

'All right,' said Sandoz, 'the moment you apologise, let's go and
dine.'

But Claude had mechanically taken up a brush and set to work again.
Beside the gentleman in the velveteen jacket the figure of the
recumbent woman seemed to be fading away. Feverish and impatient, he
traced a bold outline round her so as to bring her forward.

'Are you coming?'

'In a minute; hang it, what's the hurry? Just let me set this right,
and I'll be with you.'

Sandoz shook his head and then remarked very quietly, lest he should
still further annoy him: 'You do wrong to worry yourself like that,
old man. Yes, you are knocked up, and have had nothing to eat, and
you'll only spoil your work, as you did the other day.'

But the painter waved him off with a peevish gesture. It was the old
story--he did not know when to leave off; he intoxicated himself with
work in his craving for an immediate result, in order to prove to
himself that he held his masterpiece at last. Doubts had just driven
him to despair in the midst of his delight at having terminated a
successful sitting. Had he done right, after all, in making the
velveteen jacket so prominent, and would he not afterwards fail to
secure the brilliancy which he wished the female figure to show?
Rather than remain in suspense he would have dropped down dead on the
spot. Feverishly drawing the sketch of Christine's head from the
portfolio where he had hidden it, he compared it with the painting on
the canvas, assisting himself, as it were, by means of this document
derived from life.

'Hallo!' exclaimed Dubuche, 'where did you get that from? Who is it?'

Claude, startled by the questions, did not answer; then, without
reflecting, he who usually told them everything, brusquely lied,
prompted by a delicate impulse to keep silent respecting the adventure
of the night.

'Tell us who it is?' repeated the architect.

'Nobody at all--a model.'

'A model! a very young one, isn't she? She looks very nice. I wish you
would give me her address. Not for myself, but for a sculptor I know
who's on the look-out for a Psyche. Have you got the address there?'

Thereupon Dubuche turned to a corner of the greyish wall on which the
addresses of several models were written in chalk, haphazard. The
women particularly left their cards in that way, in awkward, childish
handwriting. Zoe Piedefer, 7 Rue Campagne-Premiere, a big brunette,
who was getting rather too stout, had scrawled her sign manual right
across the names of little Flore Beauchamp, 32 Rue de Laval, and
Judith Vaquez, 69 Rue du Rocher, a Jewess, both of whom were too thin.

'I say, have you got the address?' resumed Dubuche.

Then Claude flew into a passion. 'Don't pester me! I don't know and
don't care. You're a nuisance, worrying like that just when a fellow
wants to work.'

Sandoz had not said a word. Surprised at first, he had soon smiled. He
was gifted with more penetration than Dubuche, so he gave him a
knowing nod, and they then began to chaff. They begged Claude's
pardon; the moment he wanted to keep the young person for his personal
use, they would not ask him to lend her. Ha! ha! the scamp went
hunting about for pretty models. And where had he picked up that one?

More and more embarrassed by these remarks, Claude went on fidgetting.
'What a couple of idiots you are!' he exclaimed, 'If you only knew
what fools you are making of yourselves. That'll do. You really make
me sorry for both of you.'

His voice sounded so stern that they both became silent immediately,
while he, after once more scratching out the woman's head, drew it
anew and began to paint it in, following his sketch of Christine, but
with a feverish, unsteady touch which went at random.

'Just give me another ten minutes, will you?' he repeated. 'I will
rough in the shoulders to be ready for to-morrow, and then we'll go
down.'

Sandoz and Dubuche, knowing that it was of no use to prevent him from
killing himself in this fashion, resigned themselves to the
inevitable. The latter lighted his pipe, and flung himself on the
couch. He was the only one of the three who smoked; the others had
never taken kindly to tobacco, always feeling qualmish after a cigar.
And when Dubuche was stretched on his back, his eyes turned towards
the clouds of smoke he raised, he began to talk about himself in an
interminable monotonous fashion. Ah! that confounded Paris, how one
had to work one's fingers to the bone in order to get on. He recalled
the fifteen months of apprenticeship he had spent with his master, the
celebrated Dequersonniere, a former grand-prize man, now architect of
the Civil Branch of Public Works, an officer of the Legion of Honour
and a member of the Institute, whose chief architectural performance,
the church of St. Mathieu, was a cross between a pastry-cook's mould
and a clock in the so-called First Empire style. A good sort of
fellow, after all, was this Dequersonniere whom Dubuche chaffed, while
inwardly sharing his reverence for the old classical formulas.
However, but for his fellow-pupils, the young man would not have
learnt much at the studio in the Rue du Four, for the master only paid
a running visit to the place some three times a week. A set of
ferocious brutes, were those comrades of his, who had made his life
jolly hard in the beginning, but who, at least, had taught him how to
prepare a surface, outline, and wash in a plan. And how often had he
had to content himself with a cup of chocolate and a roll for dejeuner
in order to pay the necessary five-and-twenty francs to the
superintendent! And the sheets of paper he had laboriously smudged,
and the hours he had spent in poring over books before he had dared to
present himself at the School! And he had narrowly escaped being
plucked in spite of all his assiduous endeavours. He lacked
imagination, and the drawings he submitted, a caryatide and a summer
dining-room, both extremely mediocre performances, had classed him at
the bottom of the list. Fortunately, he had made up for this in his
oral examination with his logarithms, geometry, and history of
architecture, for he was very strong in the scientific parts. Now that
he was attending the School as a second-class student, he had to toil
and moil in order to secure a first-class diploma. It was a dog's
life, there was no end to it, said he.

He stretched his legs apart, high upon the cushions, and smoked
vigorously and regularly.

'What with their courses of perspective, of descriptive geometry, of
stereotomy, of building, and of the history of art--ah! upon my word,
they do make one blacken paper with notes. And every month there is a
competitive examination in architecture, sometimes a simple sketch, at
others a complete design. There's no time for pleasure if a fellow
wishes to pass his examinations and secure the necessary honourable
mentions, especially if, besides all that, he has to find time to earn
his bread. As for myself, it's almost killing me.'

One of the cushions having slipped upon the floor, he fished it up
with his feet. 'All the same, I'm lucky. There are so many of us
scouring the town every day without getting the smallest job. The day
before yesterday I discovered an architect who works for a large
contractor. You can have no idea of such an ignoramus of an architect
--a downright numskull, incapable even of tracing a plan. He gives me
twenty-five sous an hour, and I set his houses straight for him. It
came just in time, too, for my mother sent me word that she was quite
cleared out. Poor mother, what a lot of money I have to refund her!'

As Dubuche was evidently talking to himself, chewing the cud of his
everyday thoughts--his constant thoughts of making a rapid fortune
--Sandoz did not even trouble to listen to him. He had opened the
little window, and seated himself on a level with the roof, for he
felt oppressed by the heat in the studio. But all at once he
interrupted the architect.

'I say, are you coming to dinner on Thursday? All the other fellows
will be there--Fagerolles, Mahoudeau, Jory, Gagniere.'

Every Thursday, quite a band met at Sandoz's: friends from Plassans
and others met in Paris--revolutionaries to a man, and all animated by
the same passionate love of art.

'Next Thursday? No, I think not,' answered Dubuche.

'I am obliged to go to a dance at a family's I know.'

'Where you expect to get hold of a dowry, I suppose?'

'Well, it wouldn't be such a bad spec.'

He shook the ashes from his pipe on to his left palm, and then,
suddenly raising his voice--'I almost forgot. I have had a letter from
Pouillaud.'

'You, too!--well, I think he's pretty well done for, Pouillaud.
Another good fellow gone wrong.'

'Why gone wrong? He'll succeed his father; he'll spend his money
quietly down there. He writes rationally enough. I always said he'd
show us a thing or two, in spite of all his practical jokes. Ah! that
beast of a Pouillaud.'

Sandoz, furious, was about to reply, when a despairing oath from
Claude stopped him. The latter had not opened his lips since he had so
obstinately resumed his work. To all appearance he had not even
listened.

'Curse it--I have failed again. Decidedly, I'm a brute, I shall never
do anything.' And in a fit of mad rage he wanted to rush at his
picture and dash his fist through it. His friends had to hold him
back. Why, it was simply childish to get into such a passion. Would
matters be improved when, to his mortal regret, he had destroyed his
work? Still shaking, he relapsed into silence, and stared at the
canvas with an ardent fixed gaze that blazed with all the horrible
agony born of his powerlessness. He could no longer produce anything
clear or life-like; the woman's breast was growing pasty with heavy
colouring; that flesh which, in his fancy, ought to have glowed, was
simply becoming grimy; he could not even succeed in getting a correct
focus. What on earth was the matter with his brain that he heard it
bursting asunder, as it were, amidst his vain efforts? Was he losing
his sight that he was no longer able to see correctly? Were his hands
no longer his own that they refused to obey him? And thus he went on
winding himself up, irritated by the strange hereditary lesion which
sometimes so greatly assisted his creative powers, but at others
reduced him to a state of sterile despair, such as to make him forget
the first elements of drawing. Ah, to feel giddy with vertiginous
nausea, and yet to remain there full of a furious passion to create,
when the power to do so fled with everything else, when everything
seemed to founder around him--the pride of work, the dreamt-of glory,
the whole of his existence!

'Look here, old boy,' said Sandoz at last, 'we don't want to worry
you, but it's half-past six, and we are starving. Be reasonable, and
come down with us.'

Claude was cleaning a corner of his palette. Then he emptied some more
tubes on it, and, in a voice like thunder, replied with one single
word, 'No.'

For the next ten minutes nobody spoke; the painter, beside himself,
wrestled with his picture, whilst his friends remained anxious at this
attack, which they did not know how to allay. Then, as there came a
knock at the door, the architect went to open it.

'Hallo, it's Papa Malgras.'

Malgras, the picture-dealer, was a thick-set individual, with
close-cropped, brush-like, white hair, and a red splotchy face. He was
wrapped in a very dirty old green coat, that made him look like an
untidy cabman. In a husky voice, he exclaimed: 'I happened to pass
along the quay, on the other side of the way, and I saw that gentleman
at the window. So I came up.'

Claude's continued silence made him pause. The painter had turned to
his picture again with an impatient gesture. Not that this silence in
any way embarrassed the new comer, who, standing erect on his sturdy
legs and feeling quite at home, carefully examined the new picture
with his bloodshot eyes. Without any ceremony, he passed judgment upon
it in one phrase--half ironic, half affectionate: 'Well, well, there's
a machine.'

Then, seeing that nobody said anything, he began to stroll round the
studio, looking at the paintings on the walls.

Papa Malgras, beneath his thick layer of grease and grime, was really
a very cute customer, with taste and scent for good painting. He never
wasted his time or lost his way among mere daubers; he went straight,
as if from instinct, to individualists, whose talent was contested
still, but whose future fame his flaming, drunkard's nose sniffed from
afar. Added to this he was a ferocious hand at bargaining, and
displayed all the cunning of a savage in his efforts to secure, for a
song, the pictures that he coveted. True, he himself was satisfied
with very honest profits, twenty per cent., thirty at the most. He
based his calculations on quickly turning over his small capital,
never purchasing in the morning without knowing where to dispose of
his purchase at night. As a superb liar, moreover, he had no equal.

Pausing near the door, before the studies from the nude, painted at
the Boutin studio, he contemplated them in silence for a few moments,
his eyes glistening the while with the enjoyment of a connoisseur,
which his heavy eyelids tried to hide. Assuredly, he thought, there
was a great deal of talent and sentiment of life about that big crazy
fellow Claude, who wasted his time in painting huge stretches of
canvas which no one would buy. The girl's pretty legs, the admirably
painted woman's trunk, filled the dealer with delight. But there was
no sale for that kind of stuff, and he had already made his choice--a
tiny sketch, a nook of the country round Plassans, at once delicate
and violent--which he pretended not to notice. At last he drew near,
and said, in an off-hand way:

'What's this? Ah! yes, I know, one of the things you brought back with
you from the South. It's too crude. I still have the two I bought of
you.'

And he went on in mellow, long-winded phrases. 'You'll perhaps not
believe me, Monsieur Lantier, but that sort of thing doesn't sell at
all--not at all. I've a set of rooms full of them. I'm always afraid
of smashing something when I turn round. I can't go on like that,
honour bright; I shall have to go into liquidation, and I shall end my
days in the hospital. You know me, eh? my heart is bigger than my
pocket, and there's nothing I like better than to oblige young men of
talent like yourself. Oh, for the matter of that, you've got talent,
and I keep on telling them so--nay, shouting it to them--but what's
the good? They won't nibble, they won't nibble!'

He was trying the emotional dodge; then, with the spirit of a man
about to do something rash: 'Well, it sha'n't be said that I came in
to waste your time. What do you want for that rough sketch?'

Claude, still irritated, was painting nervously. He dryly answered,
without even turning his head: 'Twenty francs.'

'Nonsense; twenty francs! you must be mad. You sold me the others ten
francs a-piece--and to-day I won't give a copper more than eight
francs.'

As a rule the painter closed with him at once, ashamed and humbled at
this miserable chaffering, glad also to get a little money now and
then. But this time he was obstinate, and took to insulting the
picture-dealer, who, giving tit for tat, all at once dropped the
formal 'you' to assume the glib 'thou,' denied his talent, overwhelmed
him with invective, and taxed him with ingratitude. Meanwhile,
however, he had taken from his pocket three successive five-franc
pieces, which, as if playing at chuck-farthing, he flung from a
distance upon the table, where they rattled among the crockery.

'One, two, three--not one more, dost hear? for there is already one
too many, and I'll take care to get it back; I'll deduct it from
something else of thine, as I live. Fifteen francs for that! Thou art
wrong, my lad, and thou'lt be sorry for this dirty trick.'

Quite exhausted, Claude let him take down the little canvas, which
disappeared as if by magic in his capacious green coat. Had it dropped
into a special pocket, or was it reposing on Papa Malgras' ample
chest? Not the slightest protuberance indicated its whereabouts.

Having accomplished his stroke of business, Papa Malgras abruptly
calmed down and went towards the door. But he suddenly changed his
mind and came back. 'Just listen, Lantier,' he said, in the honeyest
of tones; 'I want a lobster painted. You really owe me that much after
fleecing me. I'll bring you the lobster, you'll paint me a bit of
still life from it, and keep it for your pains. You can eat it with
your friends. It's settled, isn't it?'

At this proposal Sandoz and Dubuche, who had hitherto listened
inquisitively, burst into such loud laughter that the picture-dealer
himself became gay. Those confounded painters, they did themselves no
good, they simply starved. What would have become of the lazy beggars
if he, Papa Malgras, hadn't brought a leg of mutton now and then, or a
nice fresh plaice, or a lobster, with its garnish of parsley?

'You'll paint me my lobster, eh, Lantier? Much obliged.' And he
stationed himself anew before the large canvas, with his wonted smile
of mingled derision and admiration. And at last he went off,
repeating, 'Well, well, there's a machine.'

Claude wanted to take up his palette and brushes once more. But his
legs refused their service; his arms fell to his side, stiff, as if
pinioned there by some occult force. In the intense melancholy silence
that had followed the din of the dispute he staggered, distracted,
bereft of sight before his shapeless work.

'I'm done for, I'm done for,' he gasped. 'That brute has finished me
off!'

The clock had just struck seven; he had been at work for eight mortal
hours without tasting anything but a crust of bread, without taking a
moment's rest, ever on his legs, shaken by feverish excitement. And
now the sun was setting, shadows began to darken the studio, which in
the gloaming assumed a most melancholy aspect. When the light went
down like this on the crisis of a bad day's work, it seemed to Claude
as if the sun would never rise again, but had for ever carried life
and all the jubilant gaiety of colour away.

'Come,' implored Sandoz, with all the gentleness of brotherly
compassion. 'Come, there's a good fellow.'

Even Dubuche added, 'You'll see more clearly into it to-morrow. Come
and dine.'

For a moment Claude refused to surrender. He stood rooted to the spot,
deaf to their friendly voices, and fiercely obstinate.

What did he want to do then, since his tired fingers were no longer
able to grasp the brush? He did not know, but, however powerless he
might be, he was gnawed by a mad craving to go on working still and to
create in spite of everything. Even if he did nothing, he would at
least stay there, he would not vacate the spot. All at once, however,
he made up his mind, shaken the while as by a big sob. He clutched
firmly hold of his broadest palette-knife, and, with one deep, slow
sweep, he obliterated the woman's head and bosom. It was veritable
murder, a pounding away of human flesh; the whole disappeared in a
murky, muddy mash. By the side of the gentleman in the dark jacket,
amidst the bright verdure, where the two little wrestlers so lightly
tinted were disporting themselves, there remained naught of the nude,
headless, breastless woman but a mutilated trunk, a vague cadaverous
stump, an indistinct, lifeless patch of visionary flesh.

Sandoz and Dubuche were already descending the stairs with a great
clatter, and Claude followed them, fleeing his work, in agony at
having to leave it thus scarred with a gaping gash.



                                III

THE beginning of the week proved disastrous to Claude. He had relapsed
into one of those periods of self-doubt that made him hate painting,
with the hatred of a lover betrayed, who overwhelms the faithless one
with insults although tortured by an uncontrollable desire to worship
her yet again. So on the Thursday, after three frightful days of
fruitless and solitary battling, he left home as early as eight in the
morning, banging his door violently, and feeling so disgusted with
himself that he swore he would never take up a brush again. When he
was unhinged by one of these attacks there was but one remedy, he had
to forget himself, and, to do so, it was needful that he should look
up some comrades with whom to quarrel, and, above all, walk about and
trudge across Paris, until the heat and odour of battle rising from
her paving-stones put heart into him again.

That day, like every other Thursday, he was to dine at Sandoz's, in
company with their friends. But what was he to do until the evening?
The idea of remaining by himself, of eating his heart out, disgusted
him. He would have gone straight to his friend, only he knew that the
latter must be at his office. Then the thought of Dubuche occurred to
him, but he hesitated, for their old friendship had lately been
cooling down. He felt that the fraternity of the earlier times of
effort no longer existed between them. He guessed that Dubuche lacked
intelligence, had become covertly hostile, and was occupied with
ambitions different from his own. However, he, Claude, must go
somewhere. So he made up his mind, and repaired to the Rue Jacob,
where the architect rented a small room on the sixth floor of a big
frigid-looking house.

Claude was already on the landing of the second floor, when the
doorkeeper, calling him back, snappishly told him that M. Dubuche was
not at home, and had, in fact, stayed out all night. The young man
slowly descended the stairs and found himself in the street,
stupefied, as it were, by so prodigious an event as an escapade on the
part of Dubuche. It was a piece of inconceivable bad luck. For a
moment he strolled along aimlessly; but, as he paused at the corner of
the Rue de Seine, not knowing which way to go, he suddenly recollected
what his friend had told him about a certain night spent at the
Dequersonniere studio--a night of terrible hard work, the eve of the
day on which the pupils' designs had to be deposited at the School of
Arts. At once he walked towards the Rue du Four, where the studio was
situated. Hitherto he had carefully abstained from calling there for
Dubuche, from fear of the yells with which outsiders were greeted. But
now he made straight for the place without flinching, his timidity
disappearing so thoroughly before the anguish of loneliness that he
felt ready to undergo any amount of insult could he but secure a
companion in misfortune.

The studio was situated in the narrowest part of the Rue du Four, at
the far end of a decrepit, tumble-down building. Claude had to cross
two evil-smelling courtyards to reach a third, across which ran a sort
of big closed shed, a huge out-house of board and plaster work, which
had once served as a packing-case maker's workshop. From outside,
through the four large windows, whose panes were daubed with a coating
of white lead, nothing could be seen but the bare whitewashed ceiling.

Having pushed the door open, Claude remained motionless on the
threshold. The place stretched out before him, with its four long
tables ranged lengthwise to the windows--broad double tables they
were, which had swarms of students on either side, and were littered
with moist sponges, paint saucers, iron candlesticks, water bowls, and
wooden boxes, in which each pupil kept his white linen blouse, his
compasses, and colours. In one corner, the stove, neglected since the
previous winter, stood rusting by the side of a pile of coke that had
not been swept away; while at the other end a large iron cistern with
a tap was suspended between two towels. And amidst the bare untidiness
of this shed, the eye was especially attracted by the walls which,
above, displayed a litter of plaster casts ranged in haphazard fashion
on shelves, and disappeared lower down behind forests of T-squares and
bevels, and piles of drawing boards, tied together with webbing
straps. Bit by bit, such parts of the partitions as had remained
unoccupied had become covered with inscriptions and drawings, a
constantly rising flotsam and jetsam of scrawls traced there as on the
margin of an ever-open book. There were caricatures of the students
themselves, coarse witticisms fit to make a gendarme turn pale,
epigrammatic sentences, addition sums, addresses, and so forth; while,
above all else, written in big letters, and occupying the most
prominent place, appeared this inscription: 'On the 7th of June, Gorfu
declared that he didn't care a hang for Rome.--Signed, Godemard.'*

  * The allusion is to the French Art School at Rome, and the
    competitions into which students enter to obtain admission
    to it, or to secure the prizes offered for the best exhibits
    which, during their term of residence, they send to Paris.--ED.

Claude was greeted with a growl like that of wild beasts disturbed in
their lair. What kept him motionless was the strange aspect of this
place on the morning of the 'truck night,' as the embryo architects
termed the crucial night of labour. Since the previous evening, the
whole studio, some sixty pupils, had been shut up there; those who had
no designs to exhibit--'the niggers,' as they were called remaining to
help the others, the competitors who, being behind time, had to knock
off the work of a week in a dozen hours. Already, at midnight, they
had stuffed themselves with brawn, saveloys, and similar viands,
washed down with cheap wine. Towards one o'clock they had secured the
company of some 'ladies'; and, without the work abating, the feast had
turned into a Roman orgy, blended with a smoking competition. On the
damp, stained floor there remained a great litter of greasy paper and
broken bottles; while the atmosphere reeked of burnt tallow, musk,
highly seasoned sausages, and cheap bluish wine.

And now many voices savagely yelled: 'Turn him out. Oh, that mug! What
does he want, that guy? Turn him out, turn him out.'

For a moment Claude, quite dazed, staggered beneath the violence of
the onslaught. But the epithets became viler, for the acme of
elegance, even for the more refined among these young fellows, was to
rival one's friends in beastly language. He was, nevertheless,
recovering and beginning to answer, when Dubuche recognised him. The
latter turned crimson, for he detested that kind of adventure. He felt
ashamed of his friend, and rushed towards him, amidst the jeers, which
were now levelled at himself:

'What, is it you?' he gasped. 'I told you never to come in. Just wait
for me a minute in the yard.'

At that moment, Claude, who was stepping back, narrowly escaped being
knocked down by a little hand-truck which two big full-bearded fellows
brought up at a gallop. It was from this truck that the night of heavy
toil derived its name: and for the last week the students who had got
behindhand with their work, through taking up petty paid jobs outside,
had been repeating the cry, 'Oh! I'm in the truck and no mistake.' The
moment the vehicle appeared, a clamour arose. It was a quarter to nine
o'clock, there was barely time to reach the School of Arts. However, a
helter-skelter rush emptied the studio; each brought out his chases,
amidst a general jostling; those who obstinately wished to give their
designs a last finishing touch were knocked about and carried away
with their comrades. In less than five minutes every frame was piled
upon the truck, and the two bearded fellows, the most recent additions
to the studio, harnessed themselves to it like cattle and drew it
along with all their strength, the others vociferating, and pushing
from behind. It was like the rush of a sluice; the three courtyards
were crossed amidst a torrential crash, and the street was invaded,
flooded by the howling throng.

Claude, nevertheless, had set up running by the side of Dubuche, who
came at the fag-end, very vexed at not having had another quarter of
an hour to finish a tinted drawing more carefully.

'What are you going to do afterwards?' asked Claude.

'Oh! I've errands which will take up my whole day.'

The painter was grieved to see that even this friend escaped him. 'All
right, then,' said he; 'in that case I leave you. Shall we see you at
Sandoz's to-night?'

'Yes, I think so; unless I'm kept to dinner elsewhere.'

Both were getting out of breath. The band of embryo architects,
without slackening their pace, had purposely taken the longest way
round for the pleasure of prolonging their uproar. After rushing down
the Rue du Four, they dashed across the Place Gozlin and swept into
the Rue de l'Echaude. Heading the procession was the truck, drawn and
pushed along more and more vigorously, and constantly rebounding over
the rough paving-stones, amid the jolting of the frames with which it
was laden. Its escort galloped along madly, compelling the passers-by
to draw back close to the houses in order to save themselves from
being knocked down; while the shop-keepers, standing open-mouthed on
their doorsteps, believed in a revolution. The whole neighbourhood
seemed topsy-turvy. In the Rue Jacob, such was the rush, so frightful
were the yells, that several house shutters were hastily closed. As
the Rue Bonaparte was, at last, being reached, one tall, fair fellow
thought it a good joke to catch hold of a little servant girl who
stood bewildered on the pavement, and drag her along with them, like a
wisp of straw caught in a torrent.

'Well,' said Claude, 'good-bye, then; I'll see you to-night.'

'Yes, to-night.'

The painter, out of breath, had stopped at the corner of the Rue des
Beaux Arts. The court gates of the Art School stood wide open in front
of him, and the procession plunged into the yard.

After drawing breath, Claude retraced his steps to the Rue de Seine.
His bad luck was increasing; it seemed ordained that he should not be
able to beguile a chum from work that morning. So he went up the
street, and slowly walked on as far as the Place du Pantheon, without
any definite aim. Then it occurred to him that he might just look into
the Municipal Offices, if only to shake hands with Sandoz. That would,
at any rate, mean ten minutes well spent. But he positively gasped
when he was told by an attendant that M. Sandoz had asked for a day
off to attend a funeral. However, he knew the trick of old. His friend
always found the same pretext whenever he wanted to do a good day's
work at home. He had already made up his mind to join him there, when
a feeling of artistic brotherliness, the scruple of an honest worker,
made him pause; yes, it would be a crime to go and disturb that good
fellow, and infect him with the discouragement born of a difficult
task, at the very moment when he was, no doubt, manfully accomplishing
his own work.

So Claude had to resign himself to his fate. He dragged his black
melancholy along the quays until mid-day, his head so heavy, so full
of thoughts of his lack of power, that he only espied the well-loved
horizons of the Seine through a mist. Then he found himself once more
in the Rue de la Femme-sans-Tete, where he breakfasted at Gomard's
wine shop, whose sign 'The Dog of Montargis,' inspired him with
interest. Some stonemasons, in their working blouses, bespattered with
mortar, were there at table, and, like them, and with them, he ate his
eight sous' 'ordinary'--some beef broth in a bowl, in which he soaked
some bread, followed by a slice of boiled soup-beef, garnished with
haricot beans, and served up on a plate damp with dish-water. However,
it was still too good, he thought, for a brute unable to earn his
bread. Whenever his work miscarried, he undervalued himself, ranked
himself lower than a common labourer, whose sinewy arms could at least
perform their appointed task. For an hour he lingered in the tavern
brutifying himself by listening to the conversation at the tables
around him. Once outside he slowly resumed his walk in haphazard
fashion.

When he got to the Place de l'Hotel de Ville, however, a fresh idea
made him quicken his pace. Why had he not thought of Fagerolles?
Fagerolles was a nice fellow, gay, and by no means a fool, although he
studied at the School of Arts. One could talk with him, even when he
defended bad painting. If he had lunched at his father's, in the Rue
Vieille-du-Temple, he must certainly still be there.

On entering the narrow street, Claude felt a sensation of refreshing
coolness come over him. In the sun it had grown very warm, and
moisture rose from the pavement, which, however bright the sky,
remained damp and greasy beneath the constant tramping of the
pedestrians. Every minute, when a push obliged Claude to leave the
footwalk, he found himself in danger of being knocked down by trucks
or vans. Still the street amused him, with its straggling houses out
of line, their flat frontages chequered with signboards up to the very
eaves, and pierced with small windows, whence came the hum of every
kind of handiwork that can be carried on at home. In one of the
narrowest parts of the street a small newspaper shop made him stop. It
was betwixt a hairdresser's and a tripeseller's, and had an outdoor
display of idiotic prints, romantic balderdash mixed with filthy
caricatures fit for a barrack-room. In front of these 'pictures,' a
lank hobbledehoy stood lost in reverie, while two young girls nudged
each other and jeered. He felt inclined to slap their faces, but he
hurried across the road, for Fagerolles' house happened to be
opposite. It was a dark old tenement, standing forward from the
others, and was bespattered like them with the mud from the gutters.
As an omnibus came up, Claude barely had time to jump upon the foot
pavement, there reduced to the proportions of a simple ledge; the
wheels brushed against his chest, and he was drenched to his knees.

M. Fagerolles, senior, a manufacturer of artistic zinc-work, had his
workshops on the ground floor of the building, and having converted
two large front rooms on the first floor into a warehouse, he
personally occupied a small, dark, cellar-like apartment overlooking
the courtyard. It was there that his son Henri had grown up, like a
true specimen of the flora of the Paris streets, at the edge of that
narrow pavement constantly struck by the omnibus wheels, always
soddened by the gutter water, and opposite the print and newspaper
shop, flanked by the barber's and tripeseller's. At first his father
had made an ornamental draughtsman of him for personal use. But when
the lad had developed higher ambition, taking to painting proper, and
talking about the School of Arts, there had been quarrels, blows, a
series of separations and reconciliations. Even now, although Henri
had already achieved some successes, the manufacturer of artistic
zinc-work, while letting him have his will, treated him harshly, like
a lad who was spoiling his career.

After shaking off the water, Claude went up the deep archway entrance,
to a courtyard, where the light was quite greenish, and where there
was a dank, musty smell, like that at the bottom of a tank. There was
an overhanging roofing of glass and iron at the foot of the staircase,
which was a wide one, with a wrought-iron railing, eaten with rust. As
the painter passed the warehouse on the first floor, he glanced
through a glass door and noticed M. Fagerolles examining some
patterns. Wishing to be polite, he entered, in spite of the artistic
disgust he felt for all that zinc, coloured to imitate bronze, and
having all the repulsive mendacious prettiness of spurious art.

'Good morning, monsieur. Is Henri still at home?'

The manufacturer, a stout, sallow-looking man, drew himself straight
amidst all his nosegay vases and cruets and statuettes. He had in his
hand a new model of a thermometer, formed of a juggling girl who
crouched and balanced the glass tube on her nose.

'Henri did not come in to lunch,' he answered drily.

This cool reception upset Claude. 'Ah! he did not come back; I beg
pardon for having disturbed you, then. Good-day, monsieur.'

'Good-day.'

Once more outside, Claude began to swear to himself. His ill-luck was
complete, Fagerolles escaped him also. He even felt vexed with himself
for having gone there, and having taken an interest in that
picturesque old street; he was infuriated by the romantic gangrene
that ever sprouted afresh within him, do what he might. It was his
malady, perhaps, the false principle which he sometimes felt like a
bar across his skull. And when he had reached the quays again, he
thought of going home to see whether his picture was really so very
bad. But the mere idea made him tremble all over. His studio seemed a
chamber of horrors, where he could no more continue to live, as if,
indeed, he had left the corpse of some beloved being there. No, no; to
climb the three flights of stairs, to open the door, to shut himself
up face to face with 'that,' would have needed strength beyond his
courage. So he crossed the Seine and went along the Rue St. Jacques.
He felt too wretched and lonely; and, come what might, he would go to
the Rue d'Enfer to turn Sandoz from his work.

Sandoz's little fourth-floor flat consisted of a dining-room, a
bedroom, and a strip of kitchen. It was tenanted by himself alone; his
mother, disabled by paralysis, occupied on the other side of the
landing a single room, where she lived in morose and voluntary
solitude. The street was a deserted one; the windows of the rooms
overlooked the gardens of the Deaf and Dumb Asylum, above which rose
the rounded crest of a lofty tree, and the square tower of St.
Jacques-du-Haut-Pas.

Claude found Sandoz in his room, bending over his table, busy with a
page of 'copy.'

'I am disturbing you?' said Claude.

'Not at all. I have been working ever since morning, and I've had
enough of it. I've been killing myself for the last hour over a
sentence that reads anyhow, and which has worried me all through my
lunch.'

The painter made a gesture of despair, and the other, seeing him so
gloomy, at once understood matters.

'You don't get on either, eh? Well, let's go out. A sharp walk will
take a little of the rust off us. Shall we go?'

As he was passing the kitchen, however, an old woman stopped him. It
was his charwoman, who, as a rule, came only for two hours in the
morning and two hours in the evening. On Thursdays, however, she
remained the whole afternoon in order to look after the dinner.

'Then it's decided, monsieur?' she asked. 'It's to be a piece of skate
and a leg of mutton, with potatoes.'

'Yes, if you like.'

'For how many am I to lay the cloth?'

'Oh! as for that, one never knows. Lay for five, at any rate; we'll
see afterwards. Dinner at seven, eh? we'll try to be home by then.'

When they were on the landing, Sandoz, leaving Claude to wait for him,
stole into his mother's room. When he came out again, in the same
discreet affectionate manner, they both went downstairs in silence.
Outside, having sniffed to right and left, as if to see which way the
wind blew, they ended by going up the street, reached the Place de
l'Observatoire, and turned down the Boulevard du Montparnasse. This
was their ordinary promenade; they reached the spot instinctively,
being fond of the wide expanse of the outer boulevards, where they
could roam and lounge at ease. They continued silent, for their heads
were heavy still, but the comfort of being together gradually made
them more serene. Still it was only when they were opposite the
Western Railway Station that Sandoz spoke.

'I say, suppose we go to Mahoudeau's, to see how he's getting on with
his big machine. I know that he has given "his gods and saints" the
slip to-day.'

'All right,' answered Claude. 'Let's go to Mahoudeau's.'

They at once turned into the Rue du Cherche-Midi. There, at a few
steps from the boulevard, Mahoudeau, a sculptor, had rented the shop
of a fruiterer who had failed in business, and he had installed his
studio therein, contenting himself with covering the windows with a
layer of whitening. At this point, the street, wide and deserted, has
a quiet, provincial aspect, with a somewhat ecclesiastical touch.
Large gateways stand wide open showing a succession of deep roomy
yards; from a cowkeeper's establishment comes a tepid, pungent smell
of litter; and the dead wall of a convent stretches away for a goodly
length. It was between this convent and a herbalist's that the shop
transformed into a studio was situated. It still bore on its
sign-board the inscription, 'Fruit and Vegetables,' in large yellow
letters.

Claude and Sandoz narrowly missed being blinded by some little girls
who were skipping in the street. On the foot pavement sat several
families whose barricades of chairs compelled the friends to step down
on to the roadway. However, they were drawing nigh, when the sight of
the herbalist's shop delayed them for a moment. Between its windows,
decked with enemas, bandages, and similar things, beneath the dried
herbs hanging above the doorway, whence came a constant aromatic
smell, a thin, dark woman stood taking stock of them, while, behind
her, in the gloom of the shop, one saw the vague silhouette of a
little sickly-looking man, who was coughing and expectorating. The
friends nudged each other, their eyes lighted up with bantering mirth;
and then they turned the handle of Mahoudeau's door.

The shop, though tolerably roomy, was almost filled by a mass of clay:
a colossal Bacchante, falling back upon a rock. The wooden stays bent
beneath the weight of that almost shapeless pile, of which nothing but
some huge limbs could as yet be distinguished. Some water had been
spilt on the floor, several muddy buckets straggled here and there,
while a heap of moistened plaster was lying in a corner. On the
shelves, formerly occupied by fruit and vegetables, were scattered
some casts from the antique, covered with a tracery of cinder-like
dust which had gradually collected there. A wash-house kind of
dampness, a stale smell of moist clay, rose from the floor. And the
wretchedness of this sculptor's studio and the dirt attendant upon the
profession were made still more conspicuous by the wan light that
filtered through the shop windows besmeared with whitening.

'What! is it you?' shouted Mahoudeau, who sat before his female
figure, smoking a pipe.

He was small and thin, with a bony face, already wrinkled at
twenty-seven. His black mane-like hair lay entangled over his very low
forehead, and his sallow mask, ugly almost to ferociousness, was
lighted up by a pair of childish eyes, bright and empty, which smiled
with winning simplicity. The son of a stonemason of Plassans, he had
achieved great success at the local art competitions, and had
afterwards come to Paris as the town laureate, with an allowance of
eight hundred francs per annum, for a period of four years. In the
capital, however, he had found himself at sea, defenceless, failing in
his competitions at the School of Arts, and spending his allowance to
no purpose; so that, at the end of his term, he had been obliged for a
livelihood to enter the employment of a dealer in church statues, at
whose establishment, for ten hours a day, he scraped away at St.
Josephs, St. Rochs, Mary Magdalens, and, in fact, all the saints of
the calendar. For the last six months, however, he had experienced a
revival of ambition, on finding himself once more among his comrades
of Provence, the eldest of whom he was--fellows whom he had known at
Geraud's boarding-school for little boys, and who had since grown into
savage revolutionaries. At present, through his constant intercourse
with impassioned artists, who troubled his brain with all sorts of
wild theories, his ambition aimed at the gigantic.

'The devil!' said Claude, 'there's a lump.'

The sculptor, delighted, gave a long pull at his pipe, and blew a
cloud of smoke.

'Eh, isn't it? I am going to give them some flesh, and living flesh,
too; not the bladders of lard that they turn out.'

'It's a woman bathing, isn't it?' asked Sandoz.

'No; I shall put some vine leaves around her head. A Bacchante, you
understand.'

At this Claude flew into a violent passion.

'A Bacchante? Do you want to make fools of people? Does such a thing
as a Bacchante exist? A vintaging girl, eh? And quite modern, dash it
all. I know she's nude, so let her be a peasant woman who has
undressed. And that must be properly conveyed, mind; people must
realise that she lives.'

Mahoudeau, taken aback, listened, trembling. He was afraid of Claude,
and bowed to his ideal of strength and truth. So he even improved upon
the painter's idea.

'Yes, yes, that's what I meant to say--a vintaging girl. And you'll
see whether there isn't a real touch of woman about her.'

At that moment Sandoz, who had been making the tour of the huge block
of clay, exclaimed: 'Why, here's that sneak of a Chaine.'

Behind the pile, indeed, sat Chaine, a burly fellow who was quietly
painting away, copying the fireless rusty stove on a small canvas. It
could be told that he was a peasant by his heavy, deliberate manner
and his bull-neck, tanned and hardened like leather. His only
noticeable feature was his forehead, displaying all the bumps of
obstinacy; for his nose was so small as to be lost between his red
cheeks, while a stiff beard hid his powerful jaws. He came from Saint
Firmin, a village about six miles from Plassans, where he had been a
cow-boy, until he drew for the conscription; and his misfortunes dated
from the enthusiasm that a gentleman of the neighbourhood had shown
for the walking-stick handles which he carved out of roots with his
knife. From that moment, having become a rustic genius, an embryo
great man for this local connoisseur, who happened to be a member of
the museum committee, he had been helped by him, adulated and driven
crazy with hopes; but he had successively failed in everything--his
studies and competitions--thus missing the town's purse. Nevertheless,
he had started for Paris, after worrying his father, a wretched
peasant, into premature payment of his heritage, a thousand francs, on
which he reckoned to live for a twelvemonth while awaiting the
promised victory. The thousand francs had lasted eighteen months.
Then, as he had only twenty francs left, he had taken up his quarters
with his friend, Mahoudeau. They both slept in the same bed, in the
dark back shop; they both in turn cut slices from the same loaves of
bread--of which they bought sufficient for a fortnight at a time, so
that it might get very hard, and that they might thus be able to eat
but little of it.

'I say, Chaine,' continued Sandoz, 'your stove is really very exact.'

Chaine, without answering, gave a chuckle of triumph which lighted up
his face like a sunbeam. By a crowning stroke of imbecility, and to
make his misfortunes perfect, his protector's advice had thrown him
into painting, in spite of the real taste that he showed for wood
carving. And he painted like a whitewasher, mixing his colours as a
hodman mixes his mortar, and managing to make the clearest and
brightest of them quite muddy. His triumph consisted, however, in
combining exactness with awkwardness; he displayed all the naive
minuteness of the primitive painters; in fact, his mind, barely raised
from the clods, delighted in petty details. The stove, with its
perspective all awry, was tame and precise, and in colour as dingy as
mire.

Claude approached and felt full of compassion at the sight of that
painting, and though he was as a rule so harsh towards bad painters,
his compassion prompted him to say a word of praise.

'Ah! one can't say that you are a trickster; you paint, at any rate,
as you feel. Very good, indeed.'

However, the door of the shop had opened, and a good-looking, fair
fellow, with a big pink nose, and large, blue, short-sighted eyes,
entered shouting:

'I say, why does that herbalist woman next door always stand on her
doorstep? What an ugly mug she's got!'

They all laughed, except Mahoudeau, who seemed very much embarrassed.

'Jory, the King of Blunderers,' declared Sandoz, shaking hands with
the new comer.

'Why? What? Is Mahoudeau interested in her? I didn't know,' resumed
Jory, when he had at length grasped the situation. 'Well, well, what
does it matter? When everything's said, they are all irresistible.'

'As for you,' the sculptor rejoined, 'I can see you have tumbled on
your lady-love's finger-nails again. She has dug a bit out of your
cheek!'

They all burst out laughing anew, while Jory, in his turn, reddened.
In fact, his face was scratched: there were even two deep gashes
across it. The son of a magistrate of Plassans, whom he had driven
half-crazy by his dissolute conduct, he had crowned everything by
running away with a music-hall singer under the pretext of going to
Paris to follow the literary profession. During the six months that
they had been camping together in a shady hotel of the Quartier Latin,
the girl had almost flayed him alive each time she caught him paying
attention to anybody else of her sex. And, as this often happened, he
always had some fresh scar to show--a bloody nose, a torn ear, or a
damaged eye, swollen and blackened.

At last they all began to talk, with the exception of Chaine, who went
on painting with the determined expression of an ox at the plough.
Jory had at once gone into ecstasies over the roughly indicated figure
of the vintaging girl. He worshipped a massive style of beauty. His
first writings in his native town had been some Parnassian sonnets
celebrating the copious charms of a handsome pork-butcheress. In
Paris--where he had fallen in with the whole band of Plassans--he had
taken to art criticism, and, for a livelihood, he wrote articles for
twenty francs apiece in a small, slashing paper called 'The Drummer.'
Indeed, one of these articles, a study on a picture by Claude
exhibited at Papa Malgras's, had just caused a tremendous scandal; for
Jory had therein run down all the painters whom the public appreciated
to extol his friend, whom he set up as the leader of a new school, the
school of the 'open air.' Very practical at heart, he did not care in
reality a rap about anything that did not conduce to his own
pleasures; he simply repeated the theories he heard enunciated by his
friends. 'I say, Mahoudeau,' he now exclaimed, 'you shall have an
article; I'll launch that woman of yours. What limbs, my boys! She's
magnificent!'

Then suddenly changing the conversation: 'By the way,' he said, 'my
miserly father has apologised. He is afraid I shall drag his name
through the mud, so he sends me a hundred francs a month now. I am
paying my debts.'

'Debts! you are too careful to have any,' muttered Sandoz, with a
smile.

In fact, Jory displayed a hereditary tightness of fist which much
amused his friends. He managed to lead a profligate life without money
and without incurring debts; and with the skill he thus displayed was
allied constant duplicity, a habit of incessantly lying, which he had
contracted in the devout sphere of his family, where his anxiety to
hide his vices had made him lie about everything at all hours, and
even without occasion. But he now gave a superb reply, the cry of a
sage of deep experience.

'Oh, you fellows, you don't know the worth of money!'

This time he was hooted. What a philistine! And the invectives
continued, when some light taps on one of the window-panes suddenly
made the din cease.

'She is really becoming a nuisance,' said Mahoudeau, with a gesture of
annoyance.

'Eh? Who is it? The herbalist woman?' asked Jory. 'Let her come in; it
will be great fun.'

The door indeed had already been opened, and Mahoudeau's neighbour,
Madame Jabouille, or Mathilde, as she was familiarly called, appeared
on the threshold. She was about thirty, with a flat face horribly
emaciated, and passionate eyes, the lids of which had a bluish tinge
as if they were bruised. It was said that some members of the clergy
had brought about her marriage with little Jabouille, at a time when
the latter's business was still flourishing, thanks to the custom of
all the pious folk of the neighbourhood. The truth was, that one
sometimes espied black cassocks stealthily crossing that mysterious
shop, where all the aromatic herbs set a perfume of incense. A kind of
cloistral quietude pervaded the place; the devotees who came in spoke
in low voices, as if in a confessional, slipped their purchases into
their bags furtively, and went off with downcast eyes. Unfortunately,
some very horrid rumours had got abroad--slander invented by the
wine-shop keeper opposite, said pious folks. At any rate, since the
widower had re-married, the business had been going to the dogs. The
glass jars seemed to have lost all their brightness, and the dried
herbs, suspended from the ceiling, were tumbling to dust. Jabouille
himself was coughing his life out, reduced to a very skeleton. And
although Mathilde professed to be religious, the pious customers
gradually deserted her, being of opinion that she made herself too
conspicuous with young fellows of the neighbourhood now that Jabouille
was almost eaten out of house and home.

For a moment Mathilde remained motionless, blinking her eyes. A
pungent smell had spread through the shop, a smell of simples, which
she brought with her in her clothes and greasy, tumbled hair; the
sickly sweetness of mallow, the sharp odour of elderseed, the bitter
effluvia of rhubarb, but, above all, the hot whiff of peppermint,
which seemed like her very breath.

She made a gesture of feigned surprise. 'Oh, dear me! you have
company--I did not know; I'll drop in again.'

'Yes, do,' said Mahoudeau, looking very vexed. 'Besides, I am going
out; you can give me a sitting on Sunday.'

At this Claude, stupefied, fairly stared at the emaciated Mathilde,
and then at the huge vintaging woman.

'What?' he cried, 'is it madame who poses for that figure? The
dickens, you exaggerate!'

Then the laughter began again, while the sculptor stammered his
explanations. 'Oh! she only poses for the head and the hands, and
merely just to give me a few indications.'

Mathilde, however, laughed with the others, with a sharp, brazen-faced
laughter, showing the while the gaping holes in her mouth, where
several teeth were wanting.

'Yes,' resumed Mahoudeau. 'I have to go out on some business now.
Isn't it so, you fellows, we are expected over yonder?'

He had winked at his friends, feeling eager for a good lounge. They
all answered that they were expected, and helped him to cover the
figure of the vintaging girl with some strips of old linen which were
soaking in a pail of water.

However, Mathilde, looking submissive but sad, did not stir. She
merely shifted from one place to another, when they pushed against
her, while Chaine, who was no longer painting, glanced at her over his
picture. So far, he had not opened his lips. But as Mahoudeau at last
went off with his three friends, he made up his mind to ask, in his
husky voice:

'Shall you come home to-night?'

'Very late. Have your dinner and go to bed. Good-bye.'

Then Chaine remained alone with Mathilde in the damp shop, amidst the
heaps of clay and the puddles of water, while the chalky light from
the whitened windows glared crudely over all the wretched untidiness.

Meantime the four others, Claude and Mahoudeau, Jory and Sandoz,
strolled along, seeming to take up the whole width of the Boulevard
des Invalides. It was the usual thing, the band was gradually
increased by the accession of comrades picked up on the way, and then
came the wild march of a horde upon the war-path. With the bold
assurance of their twenty summers, these young fellows took possession
of the foot pavement. The moment they were together trumpets seemed to
sound in advance of them; they seized upon Paris and quietly dropped
it into their pockets. There was no longer the slightest doubt about
their victory; they freely displayed their threadbare coats and old
shoes, like destined conquerors of to-morrow who disdained bagatelles,
and had only to take the trouble to become the masters of all the
luxury surrounding them. And all this was attended by huge contempt
for everything that was not art--contempt for fortune, contempt for
the world at large, and, above all, contempt for politics. What was
the good of all such rubbish? Only a lot of incapables meddled with
it. A warped view of things, magnificent in its very injustice,
exalted them; an intentional ignorance of the necessities of social
life, the crazy dream of having none but artists upon earth. They
seemed very stupid at times, but, all the same, their passion made
them strong and brave.

Claude became excited. Faith in himself revived amidst the glow of
common hopes. His worry of the morning had only left a vague numbness
behind, and he now once more began to discuss his picture with Sandoz
and Mahoudeau, swearing, it is true, that he would destroy it the next
day. Jory, who was very short-sighted, stared at all the elderly
ladies he met, and aired his theories on artistic work. A man ought to
give his full measure at once in the first spurt of inspiration; as
for himself, he never corrected anything. And, still discussing, the
four friends went on down the boulevard, which, with its comparative
solitude, and its endless rows of fine trees, seemed to have been
expressly designed as an arena for their disputations. When they
reached the Esplanade, the wrangling became so violent that they
stopped in the middle of that large open space. Beside himself, Claude
called Jory a numskull; was it not better to destroy one's work than
to launch a mediocre performance upon the world? Truckling to trade
was really disgusting. Mahoudeau and Sandoz, on their side, shouted
both together at the same time. Some passers-by, feeling uneasy,
turned round to look, and at last gathered round these furious young
fellows, who seemed bent on swallowing each other. But they went off
vexed, thinking that some practical joke had been played upon them,
when they suddenly saw the quartette, all good friends again, go into
raptures over a wet-nurse, dressed in light colours, with long
cherry-tinted ribbons streaming from her cap. There, now! That was
something like--what a tint, what a bright note it set amid the
surroundings! Delighted, blinking their eyes, they followed the nurse
under the trees, and then suddenly seemed roused and astonished to
find they had already come so far. The Esplanade, open on all sides,
save on the south, where rose the distant pile of the Hotel des
Invalides, delighted them--it was so vast, so quiet; they there had
plenty of room for their gestures; and they recovered breath there,
although they were always declaring that Paris was far too small for
them, and lacked sufficient air to inflate their ambitious lungs.

'Are you going anywhere particular?' asked Sandoz of Mahoudeau and
Jory.

'No,' answered the latter, 'we are going with you. Where are _you_
going?'

Claude, gazing carelessly about him, muttered: 'I don't know. That
way, if you like.'

They turned on to the Quai d'Orsay, and went as far as the Pont de la
Concorde. In front of the Corps Legislatif the painter remarked, with
an air of disgust: 'What a hideous pile!'

'Jules Favre made a fine speech the other day. How he did rile
Rouher,' said Jory.

However, the others left him no time to proceed, the disputes began
afresh. 'Who was Jules Favre? Who was Rouher? Did they exist? A parcel
of idiots whom no one would remember ten years after their death.' The
young men had now begun to cross the bridge, and they shrugged their
shoulders with compassion. Then, on reaching the Place de la Concorde,
they stopped short and relapsed into silence.

'Well,' opined Claude at last, 'this isn't bad, by any means.'

It was four o'clock, and the day was waning amidst a glorious powdery
shimmer. To the right and left, towards the Madeleine and towards the
Corps Legislatif, lines of buildings stretched away, showing against
the sky, while in the Tuileries Gardens rose gradients of lofty
rounded chestnut trees. And between the verdant borders of the
pleasure walks, the avenue of the Champs Elysees sloped upward as far
as the eye could reach, topped by the colossal Arc de Triomphe, agape
in front of the infinite. A double current, a twofold stream rolled
along--horses showing like living eddies, vehicles like retreating
waves, which the reflections of a panel or the sudden sparkle of the
glass of a carriage lamp seemed to tip with white foam. Lower down,
the square--with its vast footways, its roads as broad as lakes--was
filled with a constant ebb and flow, crossed in every direction by
whirling wheels, and peopled with black specks of men, while the two
fountains plashed and streamed, exhaling delicious coolness amid all
the ardent life.

Claude, quivering with excitement, kept saying: 'Ah! Paris! It's ours.
We have only to take it.'

They all grew excited, their eyes opened wide with desire. Was it not
glory herself that swept from the summit of that avenue over the whole
capital? Paris was there, and they longed to make her theirs.

'Well, we'll take her one day,' said Sandoz, with his obstinate air.

'To be sure we shall,' said Mahoudeau and Jory in the simplest manner.

They had resumed walking; they still roamed about, found themselves
behind the Madeleine, and went up the Rue Tronchet. At last, as they
reached the Place du Havre, Sandoz exclaimed, 'So we are going to
Baudequin's, eh?'

The others looked as if they had dropped from the sky; in fact, it did
seem as if they were going to Baudequin's.

'What day of the week is it?' asked Claude. 'Thursday, eh? Then
Fagerolles and Gagniere are sure to be there. Let's go to
Baudequin's.'

And thereupon they went up the Rue d'Amsterdam. They had just crossed
Paris, one of their favourite rambles, but they took other routes at
times--from one end of the quays to the other; or from the Porte St.
Jacques to the Moulineaux, or else to Pere-la-Chaise, followed by a
roundabout return along the outer boulevards. They roamed the streets,
the open spaces, the crossways; they rambled on for whole days, as
long as their legs would carry them, as if intent on conquering one
district after another by hurling their revolutionary theories at the
house-fronts; and the pavement seemed to be their property--all the
pavement touched by their feet, all that old battleground whence arose
intoxicating fumes which made them forget their lassitude.

The Cafe Baudequin was situated on the Boulevard des Batignolles, at
the corner of the Rue Darcet. Without the least why or wherefore, it
had been selected by the band as their meeting-place, though Gagniere
alone lived in the neighbourhood. They met there regularly on Sunday
nights; and on Thursday afternoons, at about five o'clock, those who
were then at liberty had made it a habit to look in for a moment. That
day, as the weather was fine and bright, the little tables outside
under the awning were occupied by rows of customers, obstructing the
footway. But the band hated all elbowing and public exhibition, so
they jostled the other people in order to go inside, where all was
deserted and cool.

'Hallo, there's Fagerolles by himself,' exclaimed Claude.

He had gone straight to their usual table at the end of the cafe, on
the left, where he shook hands with a pale, thin, young man, whose
pert girlish face was lighted up by a pair of winning, satirical grey
eyes, which at times flashed like steel. They all sat down and ordered
beer, after which the painter resumed:

'Do you know that I went to look for you at your father's; and a nice
reception he gave me.'

Fagerolles, who affected a low devil-may-care style, slapped his
thighs. 'Oh, the old fellow plagues me! I hooked it this morning,
after a row. He wants me to draw some things for his beastly zinc
stuff. As if I hadn't enough zinc stuff at the Art School.'

This slap at the professors delighted the young man's friends. He
amused them and made himself their idol by dint of alternate flattery
and blame. His smile went from one to the other, while, by the aid of
a few drops of beer spilt on the table, his long nimble fingers began
tracing complicated sketches. His art evidently came very easily to
him; it seemed as if he could do anything with a turn of the hand.

'And Gagniere?' asked Mahoudeau; 'haven't you seen him?'

'No; I have been here for the last hour.'

Just then Jory, who had remained silent, nudged Sandoz, and directed
his attention to a girl seated with a gentleman at a table at the back
of the room. There were only two other customers present, two
sergeants, who were playing cards. The girl was almost a child, one of
those young Parisian hussies who are as lank as ever at eighteen. She
suggested a frizzy poodle--with the shower of fair little locks that
fell over her dainty little nose, and her large smiling mouth, set
between rosy cheeks. She was turning over the leaves of an illustrated
paper, while the gentleman accompanying her gravely sipped a glass of
Madeira; but every other minute she darted gay glances from over the
newspaper towards the band of artists.

'Pretty, isn't she?' whispered Jory. 'Who is she staring at? Why,
she's looking at me.'

But Fagerolles suddenly broke in: 'I say, no nonsense. Don't imagine
that I have been here for the last hour merely waiting for you.'

The others laughed; and lowering his voice he told them about the
girl, who was named Irma Becot. She was the daughter of a grocer in
the Rue Montorgueil, and had been to school in the neighbourhood till
she was sixteen, writing her exercises between two bags of lentils,
and finishing off her education on her father's doorstep, lolling
about on the pavement, amidst the jostling of the throng, and learning
all about life from the everlasting tittle-tattle of the cooks, who
retailed all the scandal of the neighbourhood while waiting for five
sous' worth of Gruyere cheese to be served them. Her mother having
died, her father himself had begun to lead rather a gay life, in such
wise that the whole of the grocery stores--tea, coffee, dried
vegetables, and jars and drawers of sweetstuff--were gradually
devoured. Irma was still going to school, when, one day, the place was
sold up. Her father died of a fit of apoplexy, and Irma sought refuge
with a poor aunt, who gave her more kicks than halfpence, with the
result that she ended by running away, and taking her flight through
all the dancing-places of Montmartre and Batignolles.

Claude listened to the story with his usual air of contempt for women.
Suddenly, however, as the gentleman rose and went out after whispering
in her ear, Irma Becot, after watching him disappear, bounded from her
seat with the impulsiveness of a school girl, in order to join
Fagerolles, beside whom she made herself quite at home, giving him a
smacking kiss, and drinking out of his glass. And she smiled at the
others in a very engaging manner, for she was partial to artists, and
regretted that they were generally so miserably poor. As Jory was
smoking, she took his cigarette out of his mouth and set it in her
own, but without pausing in her chatter, which suggested that of a
saucy magpie.

'You are all painters, aren't you? How amusing! But why do those three
look as if they were sulking. Just laugh a bit, or I shall make you,
you'll see!'

As a matter of fact, Sandoz, Claude, and Mahoudeau, quite taken aback,
were watching her most gravely. She herself remained listening, and,
on hearing her companion come back, she hastily gave Fagerolles an
appointment for the morrow. Then, after replacing the cigarette
between Jory's lips, she strode off with her arms raised, and making a
very comical grimace; in such wise that when the gentleman reappeared,
looking sedate and somewhat pale, he found her in her former seat,
still looking at the same engraving in the newspaper. The whole scene
had been acted so quickly, and with such jaunty drollery, that the two
sergeants who sat nearby, good-natured fellows both of them, almost
died of laughter as they shuffled their cards afresh.

In fact, Irma had taken them all by storm. Sandoz declared that her
name of Becot was very well suited for a novel; Claude asked whether
she would consent to pose for a sketch; while Mahoudeau already
pictured her as a Paris gamin, a statuette that would be sure to sell.
She soon went off, however, and behind the gentleman's back she wafted
kisses to the whole party, a shower of kisses which quite upset the
impressionable Jory.

It was five o'clock, and the band ordered some more beer. Some of the
usual customers had taken possession of the adjacent tables, and these
philistines cast sidelong glances at the artists' corner, glances in
which contempt was curiously mingled with a kind of uneasy deference.
The artists were indeed well known; a legend was becoming current
respecting them. They themselves were now talking on common-place
subjects: about the heat, the difficulty of finding room in the
omnibus to the Odeon, and the discovery of a wine-shop where real meat
was obtainable. One of them wanted to start a discussion about a
number of idiotic pictures that had lately been hung in the Luxembourg
Museum; but there was only one opinion on the subject, that the
pictures were not worth their frames. Thereupon they left off
conversing; they smoked, merely exchanging a word or a significant
smile now and then.

'Well,' asked Claude at last, 'are we going to wait for Gagniere?'

At this there was a protest. Gagniere was a bore. Besides, he would
turn up as soon as he smelt the soup.

'Let's be off, then,' said Sandoz. 'There's a leg of mutton this
evening, so let's try to be punctual.'

Each paid his score, and they all went out. Their departure threw the
cafe into a state of emotion. Some young fellows, painters, no doubt,
whispered together as they pointed at Claude, much in the same manner
as if he were the redoubtable chieftain of a horde of savages. Jory's
famous article was producing its effect; the very public was becoming
his accomplice, and of itself was soon to found that school of the
open air, which the band had so far only joked about. As they gaily
said, the Cafe Baudequin was not aware of the honour they had done it
on the day when they selected it to be the cradle of a revolution.

Fagerolles having reinforced the group, they now numbered five, and
slowly they took their way across Paris, with their tranquil look of
victory. The more numerous they were, the more did they stretch across
the pavement, and carry away on their heels the burning life of the
streets. When they had gone down the Rue de Clichy, they went straight
along the Rue de la Chaussee d'Antin, turned towards the Rue de
Richelieu, crossed the Seine by the Pont des Arts, so as to fling
their gibes at the Institute, and finally reached the Luxembourg by
way of the Rue de Seine, where a poster, printed in three colours, the
garish announcement of a travelling circus, made them all shout with
admiration. Evening was coming on; the stream of wayfarers flowed more
slowly; the tired city was awaiting the shadows of night, ready to
yield to the first comer who might be strong enough to take her.

On reaching the Rue d'Enfer, when Sandoz had ushered his four friends
into his own apartments, he once more vanished into his mother's room.
He remained there for a few moments, and then came out without saying
a word, but with the tender, gentle smile habitual to him on such
occasions. And immediately afterwards a terrible hubbub, of laughter,
argument, and mere shouting, arose in his little flat. Sandoz himself
set the example, all the while assisting the charwoman, who burst into
bitter language because it was half-past seven, and her leg of mutton
was drying up. The five companions, seated at table, were already
swallowing their soup, a very good onion soup, when a new comer
suddenly appeared.

'Hallo! here's Gagniere,' was the vociferous chorus.

Gagniere, short, slight, and vague looking, with a doll-like startled
face, set off by a fair curly beard, stood for a moment on the
threshold blinking his green eyes. He belonged to Melun, where his
well-to-do parents, who were both dead, had left him two houses; and
he had learnt painting, unassisted, in the forest of Fontainebleau.
His landscapes were at least conscientiously painted, excellent in
intention; but his real passion was music, a madness for music, a
cerebral bonfire which set him on a level with the wildest of the
band.

'Am I in the way?' he gently asked.

'Not at all; come in!' shouted Sandoz.

The charwoman was already laying an extra knife and fork.

'Suppose she lays a place for Dubuche, while she is about it,' said
Claude. 'He told me he would perhaps come.'

But they were all down upon Dubuche, who frequented women in society.
Jory said that he had seen him in a carriage with an old lady and her
daughter, whose parasols he was holding on his knees.

'Where have you come from to be so late?' asked Fagerolles of
Gagniere.

The latter, who was about to swallow his first spoonful of soup, set
it in his plate again.

'I was in the Rue de Lancry--you know, where they have chamber music.
Oh! my boy, some of Schumann's machines! You haven't an idea of them!
They clutch hold of you at the back of your head just as if somebody
were breathing down your back. Yes, yes, it's something much more
immaterial than a kiss, just a whiff of breath. 'Pon my honour, a
fellow feels as if he were going to die.'

His eyes were moistening and he turned pale, as if experiencing some
over-acute enjoyment.

'Eat your soup,' said Mahoudeau; 'you'll tell us all about it
afterwards.'

The skate was served, and they had the vinegar bottle put on the table
to improve the flavour of the black butter, which seemed rather
insipid. They ate with a will, and the hunks of bread swiftly
disappeared. There was nothing refined about the repast, and the wine
was mere common stuff, which they watered considerably from a feeling
of delicacy, in order to lessen their host's expenses. They had just
saluted the leg of mutton with a hurrah, and the host had begun to
carve it, when the door opened anew. But this time there were furious
protests.

'No, no, not another soul! Turn him out, turn him out.'

Dubuche, out of breath with having run, bewildered at finding himself
amidst such howling, thrust his fat, pallid face forward, whilst
stammering explanations.

'Really, now, I assure you it was the fault of the omnibuses. I had to
wait for five of them in the Champs Elysees.'

'No, no, he's lying!--Let him go, he sha'n't have any of that mutton.
Turn him out, turn him out!'

All the same, he ended by coming in, and it was then noticed that he
was stylishly attired, all in black, trousers and frock-coat alike,
and cravated and booted in the stiff ceremonious fashion of some
respectable member of the middle classes going out to dinner.

'Hallo! he has missed his invitation,' chaffed Fagerolles. 'Don't you
see that his fine ladies didn't ask him to stay to dinner, and so now
he's come to gobble up our leg of mutton, as he doesn't know where
else to go?'

At this Dubuche turned red, and stammered: 'Oh! what an idea! How
ill-natured you are! And, besides, just attend to your own business.'

Sandoz and Claude, seated next to each other, smiled, and the former,
beckoning to Dubuche, said to him: 'Lay your own place, bring a plate
and a glass, and sit between us--like that, they'll leave you alone.'

However, the chaff continued all the time that the mutton was being
eaten. When the charwoman had brought Dubuche a plate of soup and a
piece of skate, he himself fell in with the jokes good-naturedly. He
pretended to be famished, greedily mopped out his plate, and related a
story about a mother having refused him her daughter because he was an
architect. The end of the dinner thus became very boisterous; they all
rattled on together. The only dessert, a piece of Brie cheese, met
with enormous success. Not a scrap of it was left, and the bread
almost ran short. The wine did run short, so they each swallowed a
clear draught of water, smacking their lips the while amidst great
laughter. And, with faces beaming, and well-filled paunches, they
passed into the bedroom with the supreme content of folks who have
fared very sumptuously indeed.

Those were Sandoz's jolly evenings. Even at the times when he was hard
up he had always had some boiled beef and broth to share with his
comrades. He felt delighted at having a number of them around him, all
friends, inspired by the same ideas. Though he was of their own age,
he beamed with fatherly feelings and satisfied good-nature when he saw
them in his rooms, around him, hand in hand, and intoxicated with
hope. As he had but two rooms, the bedroom did duty as a drawing-room,
and became as much theirs as his. For lack of sufficient chairs, two
or three had to seat themselves on the bed. And on those warm summer
evenings the window remained wide open to let in the air. From it two
black silhouettes were to be seen rising above the houses, against the
clear sky--the tower of St. Jacques du Haut-Pas and the tree of the
Deaf and Dumb Asylum. When money was plentiful there was beer. Every
one brought his own tobacco, the room soon became full of smoke, and
without seeing each other they ended by conversing far into the night,
amidst the deep mournful silence of that deserted district.

On that particular evening, at about nine o'clock, the charwoman came
in.

'Monsieur, I have done. Can I go?'

'Yes, go to bed. You have left the kettle on the fire, haven't you?
I'll make the tea myself.'

Sandoz had risen. He went off at the heels of the charwoman, and only
returned a quarter of an hour afterwards. He had no doubt been to kiss
his mother, whom he tucked up every night before she dozed off.

Meanwhile the voices had risen to a high pitch again. Fagerolles was
telling a story.

'Yes, old fellow; at the School they even correct Nature herself. The
other day Mazel comes up to me and says: "Those two arms don't
correspond"; whereupon I reply: "Look for yourself, monsieur--the
model's are like that." It was little Flore Beauchamp, you know.
"Well," Mazel furiously replies, "if she has them like that, it's very
wrong of her."'

They almost all shrieked, especially Claude, to whom Fagerolles told
the story by way of paying court. For some time previously the younger
artist had yielded to the elder's influence; and although he continued
to paint with purely tricky skill, he no longer talked of anything but
substantial, thickly-painted work, of bits of nature thrown on to
canvas, palpitating with life, such as they really were. This did not
prevent him, though, from elsewhere chaffing the adepts of the
open-air school, whom he accused of impasting with a kitchen ladle.

Dubuche, who had not laughed, his sense of rectitude being offended,
made so bold as to reply:

'Why do you stop at the School if you think you are being brutified
there? It's simple enough, one goes away--Oh, I know you are all
against me, because I defend the School. But, you see, my idea is
that, when a fellow wants to carry on a trade, it is not a bad thing
for him to begin by learning it.'

Ferocious shouts arose at this, and Claude had need of all his
authority to secure a hearing.

'He is right. One must learn one's trade. But it won't do to learn it
under the ferule of professors who want to cram their own views
forcibly into your nut. That Mazel is a perfect idiot!'

He flung himself backward on the bed, on which he had been sitting,
and with his eyes raised to the ceiling, he went on, in an excited
tone:

'Ah! life! life! to feel it and portray it in its reality, to love it
for itself, to behold in it the only real, lasting, and changing
beauty, without any idiotic idea of ennobling it by mutilation. To
understand that all so-called ugliness is nothing but the mark of
individual character, to create real men and endow them with life
--yes, that's the only way to become a god!'

His faith was coming back to him, the march across Paris had spurred
him on once more; he was again seized by his passion for living flesh.
They listened to him in silence. He made a wild gesture, then calmed
down.

'No doubt every one has his own ideas; but the annoyance is that at
the Institute they are even more intolerant than we are. The hanging
committee of the Salon is in their hands. I am sure that that idiot
Mazel will refuse my picture.'

Thereupon they all broke out into imprecations, for this question of
the hanging committee was the everlasting subject of their wrath. They
demanded reforms; every one had a solution of the problem ready--from
universal suffrage, applied to the election of a hanging committee,
liberal in the widest sense of the word, down to unrestricted liberty,
a Salon open to all exhibitors.*

  * The reader will bear in mind that all these complaints made by
    Claude and his friends apply to the old Salons, as organized
    under Government control, at the time of the Second Empire.--ED.

While the others went on discussing the subject, Gagniere drew
Mahoudeau to the open window, where, in a low voice, his eyes the
while staring into space, he murmured:

'Oh, it's nothing at all, only four bars; a simple impression jotted
down there and then. But what a deal there is in it! To me it's first
of all a landscape, dwindling away in the distance; a bit of
melancholy road, with the shadow of a tree that one cannot see; and
then a woman passes along, scarcely a silhouette; on she goes and you
never meet her again, no, never more again.'

Just at that moment, however, Fagerolles exclaimed, 'I say, Gagniere,
what are you going to send to the Salon this year?'

Gagniere did not hear, but continued talking, enraptured, as it were.

'In Schumann one finds everything--the infinite. And Wagner, too, whom
they hissed again last Sunday!'

But a fresh call from Fagerolles made him start.

'Eh! what? What am I going to send to the Salon? A small landscape,
perhaps; a little bit of the Seine. It is so difficult to decide;
first of all I must feel pleased with it myself.'

He had suddenly become timid and anxious again. His artistic scruples,
his conscientiousness, kept him working for months on a canvas the
size of one's hand. Following the track of the French landscape
painters, those masters who were the first to conquer nature, he
worried about correctness of tone, pondering and pondering over the
precise value of tints, till theoretical scruples ended by making his
touch heavy. And he often did not dare to chance a bright dash of
colour, but painted in a greyish gloomy key which was astonishing,
when one remembered his revolutionary passions.

'For my part,' said Mahoudeau, 'I feel delighted at the prospect of
making them squint with my woman.'

Claude shrugged his shoulders. 'Oh! you'll get in, the sculptors have
broader minds than the painters. And, besides, you know very well what
you are about; you have something at your fingers' ends that pleases.
There will be plenty of pretty bits about your vintaging girl.'

The compliment made Mahoudeau feel serious. He posed above all for
vigour of execution; he was unconscious of his real vein of talent,
and despised gracefulness, though it ever invincibly sprung from his
big, coarse fingers--the fingers of an untaught working-man--like a
flower that obstinately sprouts from the hard soil where the wind has
flung its seed.

Fagerolles, who was very cunning, had decided to send nothing, for
fear of displeasing his masters; and he chaffed the Salon, calling it
'a foul bazaar, where all the bad painting made even the good turn
musty.' In his inmost heart he was dreaming of one day securing the
Rome prize, though he ridiculed it, as he did everything else.

However, Jory stationed himself in the middle of the room, holding up
his glass of beer. Sipping every now and then, he declared: 'Well,
your hanging committee quite disgusts me! I say, shall I demolish it?
I'll begin bombarding it in our very next number. You'll give me some
notes, eh? and we'll knock it to pieces. That will be fine fun.'

Claude was at last fully wound up, and general enthusiasm prevailed.
Yes, yes, they must start a campaign. They would all be in it, and,
pressing shoulder to shoulder, march to the battle together. At that
moment there was not one of them who reserved his share of fame, for
nothing divided them as yet; neither the profound dissemblance of
their various natures, of which they themselves were ignorant, nor
their rivalries, which would some day bring them into collision. Was
not the success of one the success of all the others? Their youth was
fermenting, they were brimming over with mutual devotion; they
indulged anew in their everlasting dream of gathering into a phalanx
to conquer the world, each contributing his individual effort; this
one helping that one forward, and the whole band reaching fame at once
in one row. Claude, as the acknowledged chief, was already sounding
the victory, distributing laurels with such lyrical abundance that he
overlooked himself. Fagerolles himself, gibing Parisian though he
might be, believed in the necessity of forming an army; while even
Jory, although he had a coarser appetite, with a deal of the
provincial still about him, displayed much useful comradeship,
catching various artistic phrases as they fell from his companions'
lips, and already preparing in his mind the articles which would
herald the advent of the band and make them known. And Mahoudeau
purposely exaggerated his intentional roughness, and clasped his hands
like an ogre kneading human flesh; while Gagniere, in ecstasy, as if
freed from the everlasting greyishness of his art, sought to refine
sensation to the utmost limits of intelligence; and Dubuche, with his
matter-of-fact convictions, threw in but a word here and there; words,
however, which were like club-blows in the very midst of the fray.
Then Sandoz, happy and smiling at seeing them so united, 'all in one
shirt,' as he put it, opened another bottle of beer. He would have
emptied every one in the house.

'Eh?' he cried, 'we're agreed, let's stick to it. It's really pleasant
to come to an understanding among fellows who have something in their
nuts, so may the thunderbolts of heaven sweep all idiots away!'

At that same moment a ring at the bell stupefied him. Amidst the
sudden silence of the others, he inquired--'Who, to the deuce, can
that be--at eleven o'clock?'

He ran to open the door, and they heard him utter a cry of delight. He
was already coming back again, throwing the door wide open as he said
--'Ah! it's very kind indeed to think of us and surprise us like this!
Bongrand, gentlemen.'

The great painter, whom the master of the house announced in this
respectfully familiar way, entered, holding out both hands. They all
eagerly rose, full of emotion, delighted with that manly, cordial
handshake so willingly bestowed. Bongrand was then forty-five years
old, stout, and with a very expressive face and long grey hair. He had
recently become a member of the Institute, and wore the rosette of an
officer of the Legion of Honour in the top button-hole of his
unpretentious alpaca jacket. He was fond of young people; he liked
nothing so much as to drop in from time to time and smoke a pipe among
these beginners, whose enthusiasm warmed his heart.

'I am going to make the tea,' exclaimed Sandoz.

When he came back from the kitchen, carrying the teapot and cups, he
found Bongrand installed astride a chair, smoking his short cutty,
amidst the din which had again arisen. Bongrand himself was holding
forth in a stentorian voice. The grandson of a farmer of the Beauce
region, the son of a man risen to the middle classes, with peasant
blood in his veins, indebted for his culture to a mother of very
artistic tastes, he was rich, had no need to sell his pictures, and
retained many tastes and opinions of Bohemian life.

'The hanging committee? Well, I'd sooner hang myself than belong to
it!' said he, with sweeping gestures. 'Am I an executioner to kick
poor devils, who often have to earn their bread, out of doors?'

'Still, you might render us great service by defending our pictures
before the committee,' observed Claude.

'Oh, dear, no! I should only make matters worse for you--I don't
count; I'm nobody.'

There was a chorus of protestations; Fagerolles objected, in a shrill
voice:

'Well, if the painter of "The Village Wedding" does not count--'

But Bongrand was getting angry; he had risen, his cheeks afire.

'Eh? Don't pester me with "The Wedding"; I warn you I am getting sick
of that picture. It is becoming a perfect nightmare to me ever since
it has been hung in the Luxembourg Museum.'

This 'Village Wedding'--a party of wedding guests roaming through a
corn-field, peasants studied from life, with an epic look of the
heroes of Homer about them--had so far remained his masterpiece. The
picture had brought about an evolution in art, for it had inaugurated
a new formula. Coming after Delacroix, and parallel with Courbet, it
was a piece of romanticism tempered by logic, with more correctness of
observation, more perfection in the handling. And though it did not
squarely tackle nature amidst the crudity of the open air, the new
school claimed connection with it.

'There can be nothing more beautiful,' said Claude, 'than the two
first groups, the fiddler, and then the bride with the old peasant.'

'And the strapping peasant girl, too,' added Mahoudeau; the one who is
turning round and beckoning! I had a great mind to take her for the
model of a statue.'

'And that gust of wind among the corn,' added Gagniere, 'and the
pretty bit of the boy and girl skylarking in the distance.'

Bongrand sat listening with an embarrassed air, and a smile of inward
suffering; and when Fagerolles asked him what he was doing just then,
he answered, with a shrug of his shoulders:

'Well, nothing; some little things. But I sha'n't exhibit this time. I
should like to find a telling subject. Ah, you fellows are happy at
still being at the bottom of the hill. A man has good legs then, he
feels so plucky when it's a question of getting up. But when once he
is a-top, the deuce take it! the worries begin. A real torture,
fisticuffs, efforts which must be constantly renewed, lest one should
slip down too quickly. Really now, one would prefer being below, for
the pleasure of still having everything to do-- Ah, you may laugh, but
you'll see it all for yourselves some day!'

They were indeed laughing, thinking it a paradox, or a little piece of
affectation, which they excused. To be hailed, like Bongrand, with the
name of master--was that not the height of bliss? He, with his arms
resting on the back of his chair, listened to them in silence,
leisurely puffing his pipe, and renouncing the idea of trying to make
them understand him.

Meanwhile, Dubuche, who had rather domesticated tastes, helped Sandoz
to hand the tea round, and the din continued. Fagerolles related a
story about Daddy Malgras and a female cousin by marriage, whom the
dealer offered as a model on conditions that he was given a
presentment of her in oils. Then they began to talk of models.
Mahoudeau waxed furious, because the really well-built female models
were disappearing. It was impossible to find one with a decent figure
now. Then suddenly the tumult increased again; Gagniere was being
congratulated about a connoisseur whose acquaintance he had made in
the Palais Royal one afternoon, while the band played, an eccentric
gentleman living on a small income, who never indulged in any other
extravagance than that of buying pictures. The other artists laughed
and asked for the gentleman's address. Then they fell foul of the
picture dealers, dirty black-guards, who preyed on artists and starved
them. It was really a pity that connoisseurs mistrusted painters to
such a degree as to insist upon a middleman under the impression that
they would thus make a better bargain. This question of bread and
butter excited them yet more, though Claude showed magnificent
contempt for it all. The artist was robbed, no doubt, but what did
that matter, if he had painted a masterpiece, and had some water to
drink? Jory, having again expressed some low ideas about lucre,
aroused general indignation. Out with the journalist! He was asked
stringent questions. Would he sell his pen? Would he not sooner chop
off his wrist than write anything against his convictions? But they
scarcely waited for his answer, for the excitement was on the
increase; it became the superb madness of early manhood, contempt for
the whole world, an absorbing passion for good work, freed from all
human weaknesses, soaring in the sky like a very sun. Ah! how
strenuous was their desire to lose themselves, consume themselves, in
that brazier of their own kindling!

Bongrand, who had not stirred the while, made a vague gesture of
suffering at the sight of that boundless confidence, that boisterous
joy at the prospect of attack. He forgot the hundred paintings which
had brought him his glory, he was thinking of the work which he had
left roughed out on his easel now. Taking his cutty from between his
lips, he murmured, his eyes glistening with kindliness, 'Oh, youth,
youth!'

Until two in the morning, Sandoz, who seemed ubiquitous, kept on
pouring fresh supplies of hot water into the teapot. From the
neighbourhood, now asleep, one now only heard the miawing of an
amorous tabby. They all talked at random, intoxicated by their own
words, hoarse with shouting, their eyes scorched, and when at last
they made up their minds to go, Sandoz took the lamp to show them a
light over the banisters, saying very softly:

'Don't make a noise, my mother is asleep.'

The hushed tread of their boots on the stairs died away at last, and
deep silence fell upon the house.

It struck four. Claude, who had accompanied Bongrand, still went on
talking to him in the deserted streets. He did not want to go to bed;
he was waiting for daylight, with impatient fury, so that he might set
to work at his picture again. This time he felt certain of painting a
masterpiece, exalted as he was by that happy day of good-fellowship,
his mind pregnant with a world of things. He had discovered at last
what painting meant, and he pictured himself re-entering his studio as
one returns into the presence of a woman one adores, his heart
throbbing violently, regretting even this one day's absence, which
seemed to him endless desertion. And he would go straight to his
canvas, and realise his dream in one sitting. However, at every dozen
steps or so, amidst the flickering light of the gaslamps, Bongrand
caught him by a button of his coat, to repeat to him that, after all,
painting was an accursed trade. Sharp as he, Bongrand, was supposed to
be, he did not understand it yet. At each new work he undertook, he
felt as if he were making a debut; it was enough to make one smash
one's head against the wall. The sky was now brightening, some market
gardeners' carts began rolling down towards the central markets; and
the pair continued chattering, each talking for himself, in a loud
voice, beneath the paling stars.



                                 IV

SIX weeks later, Claude was painting one morning amidst a flood of
sunshine that streamed through the large window of his studio.
Constant rain had made the middle of August very dull, but his courage
for work returned with the blue sky. His great picture did not make
much progress, albeit he worked at it throughout long, silent
mornings, like the obstinate, pugnacious fellow he was.

All at once there came a knock at his door. He thought that Madame
Joseph, the doorkeeper, was bringing up his lunch, and as the key was
always in the door, he simply called: 'Come in!'

The door had opened; there was a slight rustle, and then all became
still. He went on painting without even turning his head. But the
quivering silence, and the consciousness of some vague gentle
breathing near him, at last made him fidgety. He looked up, and felt
amazed; a woman stood there clad in a light gown, her features
half-hidden by a white veil, and he did not know her, and she was
carrying a bunch of roses, which completed his bewilderment.

All at once he recognised her.

'You, mademoiselle? Well, I certainly didn't expect you!'

It was Christine. He had been unable to restrain that somewhat
unamiable exclamation, which was a cry from the heart itself. At first
he had certainly thought of her; then, as the days went by for nearly
a couple of months without sign of life from her, she had become for
him merely a fleeting, regretted vision, a charming silhouette which
had melted away in space, and would never be seen again.

'Yes, monsieur, it's I. I wished to come. I thought it was wrong not
to come and thank you--'

She blushed and stammered, at a loss for words. She was out of breath,
no doubt through climbing the stairs, for her heart was beating fast.
What! was this long-debated visit out of place after all? It had ended
by seeming quite natural to her. The worst was that, in passing along
the quay, she had bought that bunch of roses with the delicate
intention of thereby showing her gratitude to the young fellow, and
the flowers now dreadfully embarrassed her. How was she to give them
to him? What would he think of her? The impropriety of the whole
proceeding had only struck her as she opened the door.

But Claude, more embarrassed still, resorted to exaggerated
politeness. He had thrown aside his palette and was turning the studio
upside down in order to clear a chair.

'Pray be seated, mademoiselle. This is really a surprise. You are too
kind.'

Once seated, Christine recovered her equanimity. He looked so droll
with his wild sweeping gestures, and she felt so conscious of his
shyness that she began to smile, and bravely held out the bunch of
roses.

'Look here; I wished to show you that I am not ungrateful.'

At first he said nothing, but stood staring at her, thunderstruck.
When he saw, though, that she was not making fun of him, he shook both
her hands, with almost sufficient energy to dislocate them. Then he at
once put the flowers in his water-jug, repeating:

'Ah! now you are a good fellow, you really are. This is the first time
I pay that compliment to a woman, honour bright.'

He came back to her, and, looking straight into her eyes, he asked:

'Then you have not altogether forgotten me?'

'You see that I have not,' she replied, laughing.

'Why, then, did you wait two months before coming to see me?'

Again she blushed. The falsehood she was about to tell revived her
embarrassment for a moment.

'But you know that I am not my own mistress,' she said. 'Oh, Madame
Vanzade is very kind to me, only she is a great invalid, and never
leaves the house. But she grew anxious as to my health and compelled
me to go out to breathe a little fresh air.'

She did not allude to the shame which she had felt during the first
few days after her adventure on the Quai de Bourbon. Finding herself
in safety, beneath the old lady's roof, the recollection of the night
she had spent in Claude's room had filled her with remorse; but she
fancied at last that she had succeeded in dismissing the matter from
her mind. It was no longer anything but a bad dream, which grew more
indistinct each day. Then, how it was she could not tell, but amidst
the profound quietude of her existence, the image of that young man
who had befriended her had returned to her once more, becoming more
and more precise, till at last it occupied her daily thoughts. Why
should she forget him? She had nothing to reproach him with; on the
contrary, she felt she was his debtor. The thought of seeing him
again, dismissed at first, struggled against later on, at last became
an all-absorbing craving. Each evening the temptation to go and see
him came strong upon her in the solitude of her own room. She
experienced an uncomfortable irritating feeling, a vague desire which
she could not define, and only calmed down somewhat on ascribing this
troubled state of mind to a wish to evince her gratitude. She was so
utterly alone, she felt so stifled in that sleepy abode, the
exuberance of youth seethed so strongly within her, her heart craved
so desperately for friendship!

'So I took advantage of my first day out,' she continued. 'And
besides, the weather was so nice this morning after all the dull
rain.'

Claude, feeling very happy and standing before her, also confessed
himself, but _he_ had nothing to hide.

'For my part,' said he, 'I dared not think of you any more. You are
like one of the fairies of the story-books, who spring from the floor
and disappear into the walls at the very moment one least expects it;
aren't you now? I said to myself, "It's all over: it was perhaps only
in my fancy that I saw her come to this studio." Yet here you are.
Well, I am pleased at it, very pleased indeed.'

Smiling, but embarrassed, Christine averted her head, pretending to
look around her. But her smile soon died away. The ferocious-looking
paintings which she again beheld, the glaring sketches of the South,
the terrible anatomical accuracy of the studies from the nude, all
chilled her as on the first occasion. She became really afraid again,
and she said gravely, in an altered voice:

'I am disturbing you; I am going.'

'Oh! not at all, not at all,' exclaimed Claude, preventing her from
rising. 'It does me good to have a talk with you, for I was working
myself to death. Oh! that confounded picture; it's killing me as it
is.'

Thereupon Christine, lifting her eyes, looked at the large picture,
the canvas that had been turned to the wall on the previous occasion,
and which she had vainly wished to see.

The background--the dark glade pierced by a flood of sunlight--was
still only broadly brushed in. But the two little wrestlers--the fair
one and the dark--almost finished by now, showed clearly in the light.
In the foreground, the gentleman in the velveteen jacket, three times
begun afresh, had now been left in distress. The painter was more
particularly working at the principal figure, the woman lying on the
grass. He had not touched the head again. He was battling with the
body, changing his model every week, so despondent at being unable to
satisfy himself that for a couple of days he had been trying to
improve the figure from imagination, without recourse to nature,
although he boasted that he never invented.

Christine at once recognised herself. Yes, that nude girl sprawling on
the grass, one arm behind her head, smiling with lowered eyelids, was
herself, for she had her features. The idea absolutely revolted her,
and she was wounded too by the wildness of the painting, so brutal
indeed that she considered herself abominably insulted. She did not
understand that kind of art; she thought it execrable, and felt a
hatred against it, the instinctive hatred of an enemy. She rose at
last, and curtly repeated, 'I must be going.'

Claude watched her attentively, both grieved and surprised by her
sudden change of manner.

'Going already?'

'Yes, they are waiting for me. Good-bye.'

And she had already reached the door before he could take her hand,
and venture to ask her:

'When shall I see you again?'

She allowed her hand to remain in his. For a moment she seemed to
hesitate.

'I don't know. I am so busy.'

Then she withdrew her hand and went off, hastily, saying: 'One of
these days, when I can. Good-bye.'

Claude remained stock-still on the threshold. He wondered what had
come over her again to cause her sudden coolness, her covert
irritation. He closed the door, and walked about, with dangling arms,
and without understanding, seeking vainly for the phrase, the gesture
that could have offended her. And he in his turn became angry, and
launched an oath into space, with a terrific shrug of the shoulders,
as if to rid himself of this silly worry. Did a man ever understand
women? However, the sight of the roses, overlapping the water-jug,
pacified him; they smelt so sweet. Their scent pervaded the whole
studio, and silently he resumed his work amidst the perfume.

Two more months passed by. During the earlier days Claude, at the
slightest stir of a morning, when Madame Joseph brought him up his
breakfast or his letters, quickly turned his head, and could not
control a gesture of disappointment. He no longer went out until after
four, and the doorkeeper having told him one evening, on his return
home, that a young person had called to see him at about five, he had
only grown calm on ascertaining that the visitor was merely a model,
Zoe Piedefer. Then, as the days went by, he was seized with a furious
fit of work, becoming unapproachable to every one, indulging in such
violent theories that even his friends did not venture to contradict
him. He swept the world from his path with one gesture; there was no
longer to be anything but painting left. One might murder one's
parents, comrades, and women especially, and it would all be a good
riddance. After this terrible fever he fell into abominable
despondency, spending a week of impotence and doubt, a whole week of
torture, during which he fancied himself struck silly. But he was
getting over it, he had resumed his usual life, his resigned solitary
struggle with his great picture, when one foggy morning, towards the
end of October, he started and hastily set his palette aside. There
had been no knock, but he had just recognised the footfall coming up
the stairs. He opened the door and she walked in. She had come at
last.

Christine that day wore a large cloak of grey material which enveloped
her from head to foot. Her little velvet hat was dark, and the fog
outside had pearled her black lace veil. But he thought her looking
very cheerful, with the first slight shiver of winter upon her. She at
once began to make excuses for having so long delayed her return. She
smiled at him in her pretty candid manner, confessed that she had
hesitated, and that she had almost made up her mind to come no more.
Yes, she had her own opinions about things, which she felt sure he
understood. As it happened, he did not understand at all--he had no
wish to understand, seeing that she was there. It was quite sufficient
that she was not vexed with him, that she would consent to look in now
and then like a chum. There were no explanations; they kept their
respective torments and the struggles of recent times to themselves.
For nearly an hour they chatted together right pleasantly, with
nothing hidden nor antagonistic remaining between them; it was as if
an understanding had been arrived at, unknown to themselves, and while
they were far apart. She did not even appear to notice the sketches
and studies on the walls. For a moment she looked fixedly at the large
picture, at the figure of the woman lying on the grass under the
blazing golden sun. No, it was not like herself, that girl had neither
her face nor her body. How silly to have fancied that such a horrid
mess of colour was herself! And her friendship for the young fellow
was heightened by a touch of pity; he could not even convey a
likeness. When she went off, it was she who on the threshold cordially
held out her hand.

'You know, I shall come back again--'

'Yes, in two months' time.'

'No, next week. You'll see, next Thursday.'

On the Thursday she punctually returned, and after that she did not
miss a week. At first she had no particular day for calling, simply
taking advantage of her opportunities; but subsequently she selected
Monday, the day allowed her by Madame Vanzade in order that she might
have a walk in the fresh, open air of the Bois de Boulogne. She had to
be back home by eleven, and she walked the whole way very quickly,
coming in all aglow from the run, for it was a long stretch from Passy
to the Quai de Bourbon. During four winter months, from October to
February, she came in this fashion, now in drenching rain, now among
the mists from the Seine, now in the pale sunlight that threw a little
warmth over the quays. Indeed, after the first month, she at times
arrived unexpectedly, taking advantage of some errand in town to look
in, and then she could only stay for a couple of minutes; they had
barely had time enough to say 'How do you do?' when she was already
scampering down the stairs again, exclaiming 'Good-bye.'

And now Claude learned to know Christine. With his everlasting
mistrust of woman a suspicion had remained to him, the suspicion of
some love adventure in the provinces; but the girl's soft eyes and
bright laughter had carried all before them; he felt that she was as
innocent as a big child. As soon as she arrived, quite unembarrassed,
feeling fully at her ease, as with a friend, she began to indulge in a
ceaseless flow of chatter. She had told him a score of times about her
childhood at Clermont, and she constantly reverted to it. On the
evening that her father, Captain Hallegrain, had suddenly died, she
and her mother had been to church. She perfectly remembered their
return home and the horrible night that had followed; the captain,
very stout and muscular, lying stretched on a mattress, with his lower
jaw protruding to such a degree that in her girlish memory she could
not picture him otherwise. She also had that same jaw, and when her
mother had not known how to master her, she had often cried: 'Ah, my
girl, you'll eat your heart's blood out like your father.' Poor
mother! how she, Christine, had worried her with her love of
horseplay, with her mad turbulent fits. As far back as she could
remember, she pictured her mother ever seated at the same window,
quietly painting fans, a slim little woman with very soft eyes, the
only thing she had inherited of her. When people wanted to please her
mother they told her, 'she has got your eyes.' And then she smiled,
happy in the thought of having contributed at least that touch of
sweetness to her daughter's features. After the death of her husband,
she had worked so late as to endanger her eyesight. But how else could
she have lived? Her widow's pension--five hundred francs per annum
--barely sufficed for the needs of her child. For five years Christine
had seen her mother grow thinner and paler, wasting away a little bit
each day until she became a mere shadow. And now she felt remorseful
at not having been more obedient, at having driven her mother to
despair by lack of application. She had begun each week with
magnificent intentions, promising that she would soon help her to earn
money; but her arms and legs got the fidgets, in spite of her efforts;
the moment she became quiet she fell ill. Then one morning her mother
had been unable to get up, and had died; her voice too weak to make
itself heard, her eyes full of big tears. Ever did Christine behold
her thus dead, with her weeping eyes wide open and fixed on her.

At other times, Christine, when questioned by Claude about Clermont,
forgot those sorrows to recall more cheerful memories. She laughed
gaily at the idea of their encampment, as she called it, in the Rue de
l'Eclache; she born in Strasburg, her father a Gascon, her mother a
Parisian, and all three thrown into that nook of Auvergne, which they
detested. The Rue de l'Eclache, sloping down to the Botanical Gardens,
was narrow and dank, gloomy, like a vault. Not a shop, never a
passer-by--nothing but melancholy frontages, with shutters always
closed. At the back, however, their windows, overlooking some
courtyards, were turned to the full sunlight. The dining-room opened
even on to a spacious balcony, a kind of wooden gallery, whose arcades
were hung with a giant wistaria which almost smothered them with
foliage. And the girl had grown up there, at first near her invalid
father, then cloistered, as it were, with her mother, whom the least
exertion exhausted. She had remained so complete a stranger to the
town and its neighbourhood, that Claude and herself burst into
laughter when she met his inquiries with the constant answer, 'I don't
know.' The mountains? Yes, there were mountains on one side, they
could be seen at the end of the streets; while on the other side of
the town, after passing along other streets, there were flat fields
stretching far away; but she never went there, the distance was too
great. The only height she remembered was the Puy de Dome, rounded off
at the summit like a hump. In the town itself she could have found her
way to the cathedral blindfold; one had to turn round by the Place de
Jaude and take the Rue des Gras; but more than that she could not tell
him; the rest of the town was an entanglement, a maze of sloping lanes
and boulevards; a town of black lava ever dipping downward, where the
rain of the thunderstorms swept by torrentially amidst formidable
flashes of lightning. Oh! those storms; she still shuddered to think
of them. Just opposite her room, above the roofs, the lightning
conductor of the museum was always on fire. In the sitting-room she
had her own window--a deep recess as big as a room itself--where her
work-table and personal nick-nacks stood. It was there that her mother
had taught her to read; it was there that, later on, she had fallen
asleep while listening to her masters, so greatly did the fatigue of
learning daze her. And now she made fun of her own ignorance; she was
a well-educated young lady, and no mistake, unable even to repeat the
names of the Kings of France, with the dates of their accessions; a
famous musician too, who had never got further than that elementary
pianoforte exercise, 'The little boats'; a prodigy in water-colour
painting, who scamped her trees because foliage was too difficult to
imitate. Then she skipped, without any transition, to the fifteen
months she had spent at the Convent of the Visitation after her
mother's death--a large convent, outside the town, with magnificent
gardens. There was no end to her stories about the good sisters, their
jealousies, their foolish doings, their simplicity, that made one
start. She was to have taken the veil, but she felt stifled the moment
she entered a church. It had seemed to be all over with her, when the
Superior, by whom she was treated with great affection, diverted her
from the cloister by procuring her that situation at Madame Vanzade's.
She had not yet got over the surprise. How had Mother des Saints Anges
been able to read her mind so clearly? For, in fact, since she had
been living in Paris she had dropped into complete indifference about
religion.

When all the reminiscences of Clermont were exhausted, Claude wanted
to hear about her life at Madame Vanzade's, and each week she gave him
fresh particulars. The life led in the little house at Passy, silent
and shut off from the outer world, was a very regular one, with no
more noise about it than the faint tic-tac of an old-fashioned
timepiece. Two antiquated domestics, a cook and a manservant, who had
been with the family for forty years, alone glided in their slippers
about the deserted rooms, like a couple of ghosts. Now and then, at
very long intervals, there came a visitor: some octogenarian general,
so desiccated, so slight of build that he scarcely pressed on the
carpet. The house was also the home of shadows; the sun filtered with
the mere gleam of a night light through the Venetian blinds. Since
madame had become paralysed in the knees and stone blind, so that she
no longer left her room, she had had no other recreation than that of
listening to the reading of religious books. Ah! those endless
readings, how they weighed upon the girl at times! If she had only
known a trade, how gladly she would have cut out dresses, concocted
bonnets, or goffered the petals of artificial flowers. And to think
that she was capable of nothing, when she had been taught everything,
and that there was only enough stuff in her to make a salaried drudge,
a semi-domestic! She suffered horribly, too, in that stiff, lonely
dwelling which smelt of the tomb. She was seized once more with the
vertigo of her childhood, as when she had striven to compel herself to
work, in order to please her mother; her blood rebelled; she would
have liked to shout and jump about, in her desire for life. But madame
treated her so gently, sending her away from her room, and ordering
her to take long walks, that she felt full of remoras when, on her
return to the Quai de Bourbon, she was obliged to tell a falsehood; to
talk of the Bois de Boulogne or invent some ceremony at church where
she now never set foot. Madame seemed to take to her more and more
every day; there were constant presents, now a silk dress, now a tiny
gold watch, even some underlinen. She herself was very fond of Madame
Vanzade; she had wept one day when the latter had called her daughter;
she had sworn never to leave her, such was her heart-felt pity at
seeing her so old and helpless.

'Well,' said Claude one morning, 'you'll be rewarded; she'll leave you
her money.'

Christine looked astonished. 'Do you think so? It is said that she is
worth three millions of francs. No, no, I have never dreamt of such a
thing, and I won't. What would become of me?'

Claude had averted his head, and hastily replied, 'Well, you'd become
rich, that's all. But no doubt she'll first of all marry you off--'

On hearing this, Christine could hold out no longer, but burst into
laughter. 'To one of her old friends, eh? perhaps the general who has
a silver chin. What a good joke!'

So far they had gone no further than chumming like old friends. He was
almost as new to life as she, having had nothing but chance
adventures, and living in an ideal world of his own, fanciful amid
romantic amours. To see each other in secret like this, from pure
friendship, without anything more tender passing between them than a
cordial shake of the hand at her arrival, and another one when she
left, seemed to them quite natural. Still for her part she scented
that he was shy, and at times she looked at him fixedly, with the
wondering perturbation of unconscious passion. But as yet nothing
ardent or agitating spoilt the pleasure they felt in being together.
Their hands remained cool; they spoke cheerfully on all subjects; they
sometimes argued like friends, who feel sure they will not fall out.
Only, this friendship grew so keen that they could no longer live
without seeing one another.

The moment Christine came, Claude took the key from outside the door.
She herself insisted upon this, lest somebody might disturb them.
After a few visits she had taken absolute possession of the studio.
She seemed to be at home there. She was tormented by a desire to make
the place a little more tidy, for such disorder worried her and made
her uncomfortable. But it was not an easy matter. The painter had
strictly forbidden Madame Joseph to sweep up things, lest the dust
should get on the fresh paint. So, on the first occasions when his
companion attempted to clean up a bit, he watched her with anxious
entreating eyes. What was the good of changing the place of things?
Didn't it suffice to have them at hand? However, she exhibited such
gay determination, she seemed so happy at playing the housewife, that
he let her have her own way at last. And now, the moment she had
arrived and taken off her gloves, she pinned up her dress to avoid
soiling it, and set the big studio in order in the twinkling of an
eye. There was no longer a pile of cinders before the stove; the
screen hid the bedstead and the washstand; the couch was brushed, the
wardrobe polished; the deal table was cleared of the crockery, and had
not a stain of paint; and above the chairs, which were symmetrically
arranged, and the spanned easels propped against the walls, the big
cuckoo clock, with full-blown pink flowers on its dial, seemed to tick
more sonorously. Altogether it was magnificent; one would not have
recognised the place. He, stupefied, watched her trotting to and fro,
twisting about and singing as she went. Was this then the lazybones
who had such dreadful headaches at the least bit of work? But she
laughed; at headwork, yes; but exertion with her hands and feet did
her good, seemed to straighten her like a young sapling. She
confessed, even as she would have confessed some depraved taste, her
liking for lowly household cares; a liking which had greatly worried
her mother, whose educational ideal consisted of accomplishments, and
who would have made her a governess with soft hands, touching nothing
vulgar. How Christine had been chided indeed whenever she was caught,
as a little girl, sweeping, dusting, and playing delightedly at being
cook! Even nowadays, if she had been able to indulge in a bout with
the dust at Madame Vanzade's, she would have felt less bored. But what
would they have said to that? She would no longer have been considered
a lady. And so she came to satisfy her longings at the Quai de
Bourbon, panting with the exercise, all aglow, her eyes glistening
with a woman's delight at biting into forbidden fruit.

Claude by this time grew conscious of having a woman's care around
him. In order to make her sit down and chat quietly, he would ask her
now and then to sew a torn cuff or coat-tail. She herself had offered
to look over his linen; but it was no longer with the ardour of a
housewife, eager to be up and doing. First of all, she hardly knew how
to work; she held her needle like a girl brought up in contempt of
sewing. Besides, the enforced quiescence and the attention that had to
be given to such work, the small stitches which had to be looked to
one by one, exasperated her. Thus the studio was bright with
cleanliness like a drawing-room, but Claude himself remained in rags,
and they both joked about it, thinking it great fun.

How happy were those months that they spent together, those four
months of frost and rain whiled away in the studio, where the red-hot
stove roared like an organ-pipe! The winter seemed to isolate them
from the world still more. When the snow covered the adjacent roofs,
when the sparrows fluttered against the window, they smiled at feeling
warm and cosy, at being lost, as it were, amidst the great silent
city. But they did not always confine themselves to that one little
nook, for she allowed him at last to see her home. For a long while
she had insisted upon going away by herself, feeling ashamed of being
seen in the streets on a man's arm. Then, one day when the rain fell
all of a sudden, she was obliged to let him come downstairs with an
umbrella. The rain having ceased almost immediately, she sent him back
when they reached the other side of the Pont Louis-Philippe. They only
remained a few moments beside the parapet, looking at the Mail, and
happy at being together in the open air. Down below, large barges,
moored against the quay, and full of apples, were ranged four rows
deep, so close together that the planks thrown across them made a
continuous path for the women and children running to and fro. They
were amused by the sight of all that fruit, those enormous piles
littering the banks, the round baskets which were carried hither and
thither, while a strong odour, suggestive of cider in fermentation,
mingled with the moist gusts from the river.

A week later, when the sun again showed itself, and Claude extolled
the solitude of the quays round the Isle Saint Louis, Christine
consented to take a walk. They strolled up the Quai de Bourbon and the
Quai d'Anjou, pausing at every few steps and growing interested in the
various scenes of river life; the dredger whose buckets grated against
their chains, the floating wash-house, which resounded with the hubbub
of a quarrel, and the steam cranes busy unloading the lighters. She
did not cease to wonder at one thought which came to her. Was it
possible that yonder Quai des Ormes, so full of life across the
stream, that this Quai Henri IV., with its broad embankment and lower
shore, where bands of children and dogs rolled over in the sand, that
this panorama of an active, densely-populated capital was the same
accursed scene that had appeared to her for a moment in a gory flash
on the night of her arrival? They went round the point of the island,
strolling more leisurely still to enjoy the solitude and tranquillity
which the old historic mansions seem to have implanted there. They
watched the water seething between the wooden piles of the Estacade,
and returned by way of the Quai de Bethune and the Quai d'Orleans,
instinctively drawn closer to each other by the widening of the
stream, keeping elbow to elbow at sight of the vast flow, with their
eyes fixed on the distant Halle aux Vins and the Jardin des Plantes.
In the pale sky, the cupolas of the public buildings assumed a bluish
hue. When they reached the Pont St. Louis, Claude had to point out
Notre-Dame by name, for Christine did not recognise the edifice from
the rear, where it looked like a colossal creature crouching down
between its flying buttresses, which suggested sprawling paws, while
above its long leviathan spine its towers rose like a double head.
Their real find that day, however, was at the western point of the
island, that point like the prow of a ship always riding at anchor,
afloat between two swift currents, in sight of Paris, but ever unable
to get into port. They went down some very steep steps there, and
discovered a solitary bank planted with lofty trees. It was a charming
refuge--a hermitage in the midst of a crowd. Paris was rumbling around
them, on the quays, on the bridges, while they at the water's edge
tasted the delight of being alone, ignored by the whole world. From
that day forth that bank became a little rustic coign of theirs, a
favourite open-air resort, where they took advantage of the sunny
hours, when the great heat of the studio, where the red-hot stove kept
roaring, oppressed them too much, filling their hands with a fever of
which they were afraid.

Nevertheless, Christine had so far objected to be accompanied farther
than the Mail. At the Quai des Ormes she always bade Claude go back,
as if Paris, with her crowds and possible encounters, began at the
long stretch of quays which she had to traverse on her way home. But
Passy was so far off, and she felt so dull at having to go such a
distance alone, that gradually she gave way. She began by allowing
Claude to see her as far as the Hotel de Ville; then as far as the
Pont-Neuf; at last as far as the Tuileries. She forgot the danger;
they walked arm in arm like a young married couple; and that
constantly repeated promenade, that leisurely journey over the
self-same ground by the river side, acquired an infinite charm, full
of a happiness such as could scarcely be surpassed in after-times.
They truly belonged to each other, though they had not erred. It
seemed as if the very soul of the great city, rising from the river,
wrapped them around with all the love that had throbbed behind the
grey stone walls through the long lapse of ages.

Since the nipping colds of December, Christine only came in the
afternoon, and it was about four o'clock, when the sun was sinking,
that Claude escorted her back on his arm. On days when the sky was
clear, they could see the long line of quays stretching away into
space directly they had crossed the Pont Louis-Philippe. From one end
to the other the slanting sun powdered the houses on the right bank
with golden dust, while, on the left, the islets, the buildings, stood
out in a black line against the blazing glory of the sunset. Between
the sombre and the brilliant margin, the spangled river sparkled, cut
in twain every now and then by the long bars of its bridges; the five
arches of the Pont Notre-Dame showing under the single span of the
Pont d'Arcole; then the Pont-au-Change and the Pont-Neuf, beyond each
of whose shadows appeared a luminous patch, a sheet of bluish satiny
water, growing paler here and there with a mirror-like reflection. And
while the dusky outlines on the left terminated in the silhouettes of
the pointed towers of the Palais de Justice, sharply and darkly
defined against the sky, a gentle curve undulated on the right,
stretching away so far that the Pavillon de Flore, who stood forth
like a citadel at the curve's extreme end, seemed a fairy castle,
bluey, dreamlike and vague, amidst the rosy mist on the horizon. But
Claude and Christine, with the sunlight streaming on them, athwart the
leafless plane trees, turned away from the dazzlement, preferring to
gaze at certain spots, one above all--a block of old houses just above
the Mail. Below, there was a series of one-storied tenements, little
huckster and fishing-tackle shops, with flat terrace roofs, ornamented
with laurel and Virginia creeper. And in the rear rose loftier, but
decrepit, dwellings, with linen hung out to dry at their windows, a
collection of fantastic structures, a confused mass of woodwork and
masonry, overtoppling walls, and hanging gardens, in which coloured
glass balls shone out like stars. They walked on, leaving behind them
the big barracks and the Hotel de Ville, and feeling much more
interest in the Cite which appeared across the river, pent between
lofty smooth embankments rising from the water. Above the darkened
houses rose the towers of Notre-Dame, as resplendent as if they had
been newly gilt. Then the second-hand bookstalls began to invade the
quays. Down below a lighter full of charcoal struggled against the
strong current beneath an arch of the Pont Notre-Dame. And then, on
the days when the flower market was held, they stopped, despite the
inclement weather, to inhale the scent of the first violets and the
early gillyflowers. On their left a long stretch of bank now became
visible; beyond the pepper-caster turrets of the Palais de Justice,
the small, murky tenements of the Quai de l'Horloge showed as far as
the clump of trees midway across the Pont-Neuf; then, as they went
farther on, other quays emerged from the mist, in the far distance:
the Quai Voltaire, the Quai Malaquais, the dome of the Institute of
France, the square pile of the Mint, a long grey line of frontages of
which they could not even distinguish the windows, a promontory of
roofs, which, with their stacks of chimney-pots, looked like some
rugged cliff, dipping down into a phosphorescent sea. In front,
however, the Pavillon de Flore lost its dreamy aspect, and became
solidified in the final sun blaze. Then right and left, on either bank
of the river, came the long vistas of the Boulevard de Sebastopol and
the Boulevard du Palais; the handsome new buildings of the Quai de la
Megisserie, with the new Prefecture of Police across the water; and
the old Pont-Neuf, with its statue of Henri IV. looking like a splash
of ink. The Louvre, the Tuileries followed, and beyond Grenelle there
was a far-stretching panorama of the slopes of Sevres, the country
steeped in a stream of sun rays. Claude never went farther. Christine
always made him stop just before they reached the Pont Royal, near the
fine trees beside Vigier's swimming baths; and when they turned round
to shake hands once more in the golden sunset now flushing into
crimson, they looked back and, on the horizon, espied the Isle Saint
Louis, whence they had come, the indistinct distance of the city upon
which night was already descending from the slate-hued eastern sky.

Ah! what splendid sunsets they beheld during those weekly strolls. The
sun accompanied them, as it were, amid the throbbing gaiety of the
quays, the river life, the dancing ripples of the currents; amid the
attractions of the shops, as warm as conservatories, the flowers sold
by the seed merchants, and the noisy cages of the bird fanciers; amid
all the din of sound and wealth of colour which ever make a city's
waterside its youthful part. As they proceeded, the ardent blaze of
the western sky turned to purple on their left, above the dark line of
houses, and the orb of day seemed to wait for them, falling gradually
lower, slowly rolling towards the distant roofs when once they had
passed the Pont Notre-Dame in front of the widening stream. In no
ancient forest, on no mountain road, beyond no grassy plain will there
ever be such triumphal sunsets as behind the cupola of the Institute.
It is there one sees Paris retiring to rest in all her glory. At each
of their walks the aspect of the conflagration changed; fresh furnaces
added their glow to the crown of flames. One evening, when a shower
had surprised them, the sun, showing behind the downpour, lit up the
whole rain cloud, and upon their heads there fell a spray of glowing
water, irisated with pink and azure. On the days when the sky was
clear, however, the sun, like a fiery ball, descended majestically in
an unruffled sapphire lake; for a moment the black cupola of the
Institute seemed to cut away part of it and make it look like the
waning moon; then the globe assumed a violet tinge and at last became
submerged in the lake, which had turned blood-red. Already, in
February, the planet described a wider curve, and fell straight into
the Seine, which seemed to seethe on the horizon as at the contact of
red-hot iron. However, the grander scenes, the vast fairy pictures of
space only blazed on cloudy evenings. Then, according to the whim of
the wind, there were seas of sulphur splashing against coral reefs;
there were palaces and towers, marvels of architecture, piled upon one
another, burning and crumbling, and throwing torrents of lava from
their many gaps; or else the orb which had disappeared, hidden by a
veil of clouds, suddenly transpierced that veil with such a press of
light that shafts of sparks shot forth from one horizon to the other,
showing as plainly as a volley of golden arrows. And then the twilight
fell, and they said good-bye to each other, while their eyes were
still full of the final dazzlement. They felt that triumphal Paris was
the accomplice of the joy which they could not exhaust, the joy of
ever resuming together that walk beside the old stone parapets.

One day, however, there happened what Claude had always secretly
feared. Christine no longer seemed to believe in the possibility of
meeting anybody who knew her. In fact, was there such a person? She
would always pass along like this, remaining altogether unknown. He,
however, thought of his own friends, and at times felt a kind of
tremor when he fancied he recognised in the distance the back of some
acquaintance. He was troubled by a feeling of delicacy; the idea that
somebody might stare at the girl, approach them, and perhaps begin to
joke, gave him intolerable worry. And that very evening, as she was
close beside him on his arm, and they were approaching the Pont des
Arts, he fell upon Sandoz and Dubuche, who were coming down the steps
of the bridge. It was impossible to avoid them, they were almost face
to face; besides, his friends must have seen him, for they smiled.
Claude, very pale, kept advancing, and he thought it all up on seeing
Dubuche take a step towards him; but Sandoz was already holding the
architect back, and leading him away. They passed on with an
indifferent air and disappeared into the courtyard of the Louvre
without as much as turning round. They had both just recognised the
original of the crayon sketch, which the painter hid away with all the
jealousy of a lover. Christine, who was chattering, had noticed
nothing. Claude, with his heart throbbing, answered her in
monosyllables, moved to tears, brimming over with gratitude to his old
chums for their discreet behaviour.

A few days later, however, he had another shock. He did not expect
Christine, and had therefore made an appointment with Sandoz. Then, as
she had run up to spend an hour--it was one of those surprises that
delighted them--they had just withdrawn the key, as usual, when there
came a familiar knock with the fist on the door. Claude at once
recognised the rap, and felt so upset at the mishap that he overturned
a chair. After that it was impossible to pretend to be out. But
Christine turned so pale, and implored him with such a wild gesture,
that he remained rooted to the spot, holding his breath. The knocks
continued, and a voice called, 'Claude, Claude!' He still remained
quite still, debating with himself, however, with ashen lips and
downcast eyes. Deep silence reigned, and then footsteps were heard,
making the stairs creak as they went down. Claude's breast heaved with
intense sadness; he felt it bursting with remorse at the sound of each
retreating step, as if he had denied the friendship of his whole
youth.

However, one afternoon there came another knock, and Claude had only
just time to whisper despairingly, 'The key has been left in the
door.'

In fact, Christine had forgotten to take it out. She became quite
scared and darted behind the screen, with her handkerchief over her
mouth to stifle the sound of her breathing.

The knocks became louder, there was a burst of laughter, and the
painter had to reply, 'Come in.'

He felt more uncomfortable still when he saw Jory, who gallantly
ushered in Irma Becot, whose acquaintance he had made through
Fagerolles, and who was flinging her youth about the Paris studios.

'She insisted upon seeing your studio, so I brought her,' explained
the journalist.

The girl, however, without waiting, was already walking about and
making remarks, with perfect freedom of manner. 'Oh! how funny it is
here. And what funny painting. Come, there's a good fellow, show me
everything. I want to see everything.'

Claude, apprehensively anxious, was afraid that she might push the
screen aside. He pictured Christine behind it, and felt distracted
already at what she might hear.

'You know what she has come to ask of you?' resumed Jory cheerfully.
'What, don't you remember? You promised that she might pose for
something. And she'll do so if you like.'

'Of course I will,' said Irma.

'The fact is,' replied Claude, in an embarrassed tone, 'my picture
here will take up all my time till the Salon. I have a figure in it
that gives me a deal of trouble. It's impossible to perfect it with
those confounded models.'

Irma had stationed herself in front of the picture, and looked at it
with a knowing air. 'Oh! I see,' she said, 'that woman in the grass,
eh? Do you think I could be of any use to you?'

Jory flared up in a moment, warmly approving the idea, but Claude with
the greatest energy replied, 'No, no madame wouldn't suit. She is not
at all what I want for this picture; not at all.'

Then he went on stammering excuses. He would be only too pleased later
on, but just now he was afraid that another model would quite complete
his confusion over that picture; and Irma responded by shrugging her
shoulders, and looking at him with an air of smiling contempt.

Jory, however, now began to chat about their friends. Why had not
Claude come to Sandoz's on the previous Thursday? One never saw him
now. Dubuche asserted all sorts of things about him. There had been a
row between Fagerolles and Mahoudeau on the subject whether evening
dress was a thing to be reproduced in sculpture. Then on the previous
Sunday Gagniere had returned home from a Wagner concert with a black
eye. He, Jory, had nearly had a duel at the Cafe Baudequin on account
of one of his last articles in 'The Drummer.' The fact was he was
giving it hot to the twopenny-halfpenny painters, the men with the
usurped reputations! The campaign against the hanging committee of the
Salon was making a deuce of a row; not a shred would be left of those
guardians of the ideal, who wanted to prevent nature from entering
their show.

Claude listened to him with impatient irritation. He had taken up his
palette and was shuffling about in front of his picture. The other one
understood at last.

'You want to work, I see; all right, we'll leave you.'

Irma, however, still stared at the painter, with her vague smile,
astonished at the stupidity of this simpleton, who did not seem to
appreciate her, and seized despite herself with a whim to please him.
His studio was ugly, and he himself wasn't handsome; but why should he
put on such bugbear airs? She chaffed him for a moment, and on going
off again offered to sit for him, emphasising her offer by warmly
pressing his hand.

'Whenever you like,' were her parting words.

They had gone at last, and Claude was obliged to pull the screen
aside, for Christine, looking very white, remained seated behind it,
as if she lacked the strength to rise. She did not say a word about
the girl, but simply declared that she had felt very frightened; and
--trembling lest there should come another knock--she wanted to go at
once, carrying away with her, as her startled looks testified, the
disturbing thought of many things which she did not mention.

In fact, for a long time that sphere of brutal art, that studio full
of glaring pictures, had caused her a feeling of discomfort. Wounded
in all her feelings, full of repugnance, she could not get used to it
all. She had grown up full of affectionate admiration for a very
different style of art--her mother's fine water-colours, those fans of
dreamy delicacy, in which lilac-tinted couples floated about in bluish
gardens--and she quite failed to understand Claude's work. Even now
she often amused herself by painting tiny girlish landscapes, two or
three subjects repeated over and over again--a lake with a ruin, a
water-mill beating a stream, a chalet and some pine trees, white with
snow. And she felt surprised that an intelligent young fellow should
paint in such an unreasonable manner, so ugly and so untruthful
besides. For she not only thought Claude's realism monstrously ugly,
but considered it beyond every permissible truth. In fact, she thought
at times that he must be mad.

One day Claude absolutely insisted upon seeing a small sketch-book
which she had brought away from Clermont, and which she had spoken
about. After objecting for a long while, she brought it with her,
flattered at heart and feeling very curious to know what he would say.
He turned over the leaves, smiling all the while, and as he did not
speak, she was the first to ask:

'You think it very bad, don't you?'

'Not at all,' he replied. 'It's innocent.'

The reply hurt her, despite Claude's indulgent tone, which aimed at
making it amiable.

'Well, you see I had so few lessons from mamma. I like painting to be
well done, and pleasing.'

Thereupon he burst into frank laughter.

'Confess now that my painting makes you feel ill! I have noticed it.
You purse your lips and open your eyes wide with fright. Certainly it
is not the style of painting for ladies, least of all for young girls.
But you'll get used to it; it's only a question of educating your eyes
and you'll end by seeing that what I am doing is very honest and
healthy.'

Indeed, Christine slowly became used to it. But, at first, artistic
conviction had nothing to do with the change, especially as Claude,
with his contempt for female opinion, did not take the trouble to
indoctrinate her. On the contrary, in her company he avoided
conversing about art, as if he wished to retain for himself that
passion of his life, apart from the new passion which was gradually
taking possession of him. Still, Christine glided into the habit of
the thing, and became familiarised with it; she began to feel
interested in those abominable pictures, on noticing the important
place they held in the artist's existence. This was the first stage on
the road to conversion; she felt greatly moved by his rageful
eagerness to be up and doing, the whole-heartedness with which he
devoted himself to his work. Was it not very touching? Was there not
something very creditable in it? Then, on noticing his joy or
suffering, according to the success or the failure of the day's work,
she began to associate herself with his efforts. She felt saddened
when she found him sad, she grew cheerful when he received her
cheerfully; and from that moment her worry was--had he done a lot of
work? was he satisfied with what he had done since they had last seen
each other? At the end of the second month she had been gained over;
she stationed herself before his pictures to judge whether they were
progressing or not. She no longer felt afraid of them. She still did
not approve particularly of that style of painting, but she began to
repeat the artistic expressions which she had heard him use; declared
this bit to be 'vigorous in tone,' 'well built up,' or 'just in the
light it should be.' He seemed to her so good-natured, and she was so
fond of him, that after finding excuses for him for daubing those
horrors, she ended by discovering qualities in them in order that she
might like them a little also.

Nevertheless, there was one picture, the large one, the one intended
for the Salon, to which for a long while she was quite unable to
reconcile herself. She already looked without dislike at the studies
made at the Boutin studio and the sketches of Plassans, but she was
still irritated by the sight of the woman lying in the grass. It was
like a personal grudge, the shame of having momentarily thought that
she could detect in it a likeness of herself, and silent
embarrassment, too, for that big figure continued to wound her
feelings, although she now found less and less of a resemblance in it.
At first she had protested by averting her eyes. Now she remained for
several minutes looking at it fixedly, in mute contemplation. How was
it that the likeness to herself had disappeared? The more vigorously
that Claude struggled on, never satisfied, touching up the same bit a
hundred times over, the more did that likeness to herself gradually
fade away. And, without being able to account for it, without daring
to admit as much to herself, she, whom the painting had so greatly
offended when she had first seen it, now felt a growing sorrow at
noticing that nothing of herself remained.

Indeed it seemed to her as if their friendship suffered from this
obliteration; she felt herself further away from him as trait after
trait vanished. Didn't he care for her that he thus allowed her to be
effaced from his work? And who was the new woman, whose was the
unknown indistinct face that appeared from beneath hers?

Claude, in despair at having spoilt the figure's head, did not know
exactly how to ask her for a few hours' sitting. She would merely have
had to sit down, and he would only have taken some hints. But he had
previously seen her so pained that he felt afraid of irritating her
again. Moreover, after resolving in his own mind to ask her this
favour in a gay, off-hand way, he had been at a loss for words,
feeling all at once ashamed at the notion.

One afternoon he quite upset her by one of those bursts of anger which
he found it impossible to control, even in her presence. Everything
had gone wrong that week; he talked of scraping his canvas again, and
he paced up and down, beside himself, and kicking the furniture about.
Then all of a sudden he caught her by the shoulders, and made her sit
down on the couch.

'I beg of you, do me this favour, or it'll kill me, I swear it will.'

She did not understand him.

'What--what is it you want?'

Then as soon as she saw him take up his brushes, she added, without
heeding what she said, 'Ah, yes! Why did not you ask me before?'

And of her own accord she threw herself back on a cushion and slipped
her arm under her neck. But surprise and confusion at having yielded
so quickly made her grave, for she did not know that she was prepared
for this kind of thing; indeed, she could have sworn that she would
never serve him as a model again. Her compliance already filled her
with remorse, as if she were lending herself to something wrong by
letting him impart her own countenance to that big creature, lying
refulgent under the sun.

However, in two sittings, Claude worked in the head all right. He
exulted with delight, and exclaimed that it was the best bit of
painting he had ever done; and he was right, never had he thrown such
a play of real light over such a life-like face. Happy at seeing him
so pleased, Christine also became gay, going as far as to express
approval of her head, which, though not extremely like her, had a
wonderful expression. They stood for a long while before the picture,
blinking at it, and drawing back as far as the wall.

'And now,' he said at last, 'I'll finish her off with a model. Ah! so
I've got her at last.'

In a burst of childish glee, he took the girl round the waist, and
they performed 'a triumphant war dance,' as he called it. She laughed
very heartily, fond of romping as she was, and no longer feeling aught
of her scruples and discomfort.

But the very next week Claude became gloomy again. He had chosen Zoe
Piedefer as a model, but she did not satisfy him. Christine's delicate
head, as he expressed it, did not set well on the other's shoulders.
He, nevertheless, persisted, scratched out, began anew, and worked so
hard that he lived in a constant state of fever. Towards the middle of
January, seized with despair, he abandoned his picture and turned it
against the wall, swearing that he would not finish it. But a
fortnight later, he began to work at it again with another model, and
then found himself obliged to change the whole tone of it. Thus
matters got still worse; so he sent for Zoe again; became altogether
at sea, and quite ill with uncertainty and anguish. And the pity of it
was, that the central figure alone worried him, for he was well
satisfied with the rest of the painting, the trees of the background,
the two little women and the gentleman in the velvet coat, all
finished and vigorous. February was drawing to a close; he had only a
few days left to send his picture to the Salon; it was quite a
disaster.

One evening, in Christine's presence, he began swearing, and all at
once a cry of fury escaped him: 'After all, by the thunder of heaven,
is it possible to stick one woman's head on another's shoulders? I
ought to chop my hand off.'

From the depths of his heart a single idea now rose to his brain: to
obtain her consent to pose for the whole figure. It had slowly
sprouted, first as a simple wish, quickly discarded as absurd; then
had come a silent, constantly-renewed debate with himself; and at
last, under the spur of necessity, keen and definite desire. The
recollection of the morning after the storm, when she had accepted his
hospitality, haunted and tortured him. It was she whom he needed; she
alone could enable him to realise his dream, and he beheld her again
in all her youthful freshness, beaming and indispensable. If he could
not get her to pose, he might as well give up his picture, for no one
else would ever satisfy him. At times, while he remained seated for
hours, distracted in front of the unfinished canvas, so utterly
powerless that he no longer knew where to give a stroke of the brush,
he formed heroic resolutions. The moment she came in he would throw
himself at her feet; he would tell her of his distress in such
touching words that she would perhaps consent. But as soon as he
beheld her, he lost all courage, he averted his eyes, lest she might
decipher his thoughts in his instinctive glances. Such a request would
be madness. One could not expect such a service from a friend; he
would never have the audacity to ask.

Nevertheless, one evening as he was getting ready to accompany her,
and as she was putting on her bonnet, with her arms uplifted, they
remained for a moment looking into each other's eyes, he quivering,
and she suddenly becoming so grave, so pale, that he felt himself
detected. All along the quays they scarcely spoke; the matter remained
unmentioned between them while the sun set in the coppery sky. Twice
afterwards he again read in her looks that she was aware of his
all-absorbing thought. In fact, since he had dreamt about it, she had
began to do the same, in spite of herself, her attention roused by his
involuntary allusions. They scarcely affected her at first, though she
was obliged at last to notice them; still the question seemed to her
to be beyond the range of possibility, to be one of those unavowable
ideas which people do not even speak of. The fear that he would dare
to ask her did not even occur to her; she knew him well by now; she
could have silenced him with a gesture, before he had stammered the
first words, and in spite of his sudden bursts of anger. It was simple
madness. Never, never!

Days went by, and between them that fixed idea grew in intensity. The
moment they were together they could not help thinking of it. Not a
word was spoken on the subject, but their very silence was eloquent;
they no longer made a movement, no longer exchanged a smile without
stumbling upon that thought, which they found impossible to put into
words, though it filled their minds. Soon nothing but that remained in
their fraternal intercourse. And the perturbation of heart and senses
which they had so far avoided in the course of their familiar
intimacy, came at last, under the influence of the all-besetting
thought. And then the anguish which they left unmentioned, but which
they could not hide from one another, racked and stifled them, left
them heaving distressfully with painful sighs.

Towards the middle of March, Christine, at one of her visits, found
Claude seated before his picture, overcome with sorrow. He had not
even heard her enter. He remained motionless, with vacant, haggard
eyes staring at his unfinished work. In another three days the delay
for sending in exhibits for the Salon would expire.

'Well,' she inquired gently, after standing for a long time behind
him, grief-stricken at seeing him in such despair.

He started and turned round.

'Well, it's all up. I sha'n't exhibit anything this year. Ah! I who
relied so much upon this Salon!'

Both relapsed into despondency--a despondency and agitation full of
confused thoughts. Then she resumed, thinking aloud as it were:

'There would still be time.'

'Time? Oh! no indeed. A miracle would be needed. Where am I to find a
model so late in the day? Do you know, since this morning I have been
worrying, and for a moment I thought I had hit upon an idea: Yes, it
would be to go and fetch that girl, that Irma who came while you were
here. I know well enough that she is short and not at all such as I
thought of, and so I should perhaps have to change everything once
more; but all the same it might be possible to make her do. Decidedly,
I'll try her--'

He stopped short. The glowing eyes with which he gazed at her clearly
said: 'Ah! there's you! ah! it would be the hoped-for miracle, and
triumph would be certain, if you were to make this supreme sacrifice
for me. I beseech you, I ask you devoutly, as a friend, the dearest,
the most beauteous, the most pure.'

She, erect, looking very pale, seemed to hear each of those words,
though all remained unspoken, and his ardently beseeching eyes
overcame her. She herself did not speak. She simply did as she was
desired, acting almost like one in a dream. Beneath it all there
lurked the thought that he must not ask elsewhere, for she was now
conscious of her earlier jealous disquietude and wished to share his
affections with none. Yet it was in silence and all chastity that she
stretched herself on the couch, and took up the pose, with one arm
under her head, her eyes closed.

And Claude? Startled, full of gratitude, he had at last found again
the sudden vision that he had so often evoked. But he himself did not
speak; he began to paint in the deep solemn silence that had fallen
upon them both. For two long hours he stood to his work with such
manly energy that he finished right off a superb roughing out of the
whole figure. Never before had he felt such enthusiasm in his art. It
seemed to him as if he were in the presence of some saint; and at
times he wondered at the transfiguration of Christine's face, whose
somewhat massive jaws seemed to have receded beneath the gentle
placidity which her brow and cheeks displayed. During those two hours
she did not stir, she did not speak, but from time to time she opened
her clear eyes, fixing them on some vague, distant point, and
remaining thus for a moment, then closing them again, and relapsing
into the lifelessness of fine marble, with the mysterious fixed smile
required by the pose.

It was by a gesture that Claude apprized her he had finished. He
turned away, and when they stood face to face again, she ready to
depart, they gazed at one another, overcome by emotion which still
prevented them from speaking. Was it sadness, then, unconscious,
unnameable sadness? For their eyes filled with tears, as if they had
just spoilt their lives and dived to the depths of human misery. Then,
moved and grieved, unable to find a word, even of thanks, he kissed
her religiously upon the brow.



                                 V

ON the 15th May, a Friday, Claude, who had returned at three o'clock
in the morning from Sandoz's, was still asleep at nine, when Madame
Joseph brought him up a large bouquet of white lilac which a
commissionaire had just left downstairs. He understood at once.
Christine had wished to be beforehand in celebrating the success of
his painting. For this was a great day for him, the opening day of the
'Salon of the Rejected,' which was first instituted that year,* and at
which his picture--refused by the hanging committee of the official
Salon--was to be exhibited.

  * This was in 1863.--ED.

That delicate attention on Christine's part, that fresh and fragrant
lilac, affected him greatly, as if presaging a happy day. Still in his
nightshirt, with his feet bare, he placed the flowers in his water-jug
on the table. Then, with his eyes still swollen with sleep, almost
bewildered, he dressed, scolding himself the while for having slept so
long. On the previous night he had promised Dubuche and Sandoz to call
for them at the latter's place at eight o'clock, in order that they
might all three go together to the Palais de l'Industrie, where they
would find the rest of the band. And he was already an hour behind
time.

Then, as luck would have it, he could not lay his hands upon anything
in his studio, which had been turned topsy-turvy since the despatch of
the big picture. For more than five minutes he hunted on his knees for
his shoes, among a quantity of old chases. Some particles of gold leaf
flew about, for, not knowing where to get the money for a proper
frame, he had employed a joiner of the neighbourhood to fit four
strips of board together, and had gilded them himself, with the
assistance of his friend Christine, who, by the way, had proved a very
unskilful gilder. At last, dressed and shod, and having his soft felt
hat bespangled with yellow sparks of the gold, he was about to go,
when a superstitious thought brought him back to the nosegay, which
had remained alone on the centre of the table. If he did not kiss the
lilac he was sure to suffer an affront. So he kissed it and felt
perfumed by its strong springtide aroma.

Under the archway, he gave his key as usual to the doorkeeper. 'Madame
Joseph,' he said, 'I shall not be home all day.'

In less than twenty minutes he was in the Rue d'Enfer, at Sandoz's.
But the latter, whom he feared would have already gone, was equally
late in consequence of a sudden indisposition which had come upon his
mother. It was nothing serious. She had merely passed a bad night, but
it had for a while quite upset him with anxiety. Now, easy in mind
again, Sandoz told Claude that Dubuche had written saying that they
were not to wait for him, and giving an appointment at the Palais.
They therefore started off, and as it was nearly eleven, they decided
to lunch in a deserted little _cremerie_ in the Rue St. Honore, which
they did very leisurely, seized with laziness amidst all their ardent
desire to see and know; and enjoying, as it were, a kind of sweet,
tender sadness from lingering awhile and recalling memories of their
youth.

One o'clock was striking when they crossed the Champs Elysees. It was
a lovely day, with a limpid sky, to which the breeze, still somewhat
chilly, seemed to impart a brighter azure. Beneath the sun, of the hue
of ripe corn, the rows of chestnut trees showed new foliage of a
delicate and seemingly freshly varnished green; and the fountains with
their leaping sheafs of water, the well-kept lawns, the deep vistas of
the pathways, and the broad open spaces, all lent an air of luxurious
grandeur to the panorama. A few carriages, very few at that early
hour, were ascending the avenue, while a stream of bewildered,
bustling people, suggesting a swarm of ants, plunged into the huge
archway of the Palais de l'Industrie.

When they were inside, Claude shivered slightly while crossing the
gigantic vestibule, which was as cold as a cellar, with a damp
pavement which resounded beneath one's feet, like the flagstones of a
church. He glanced right and left at the two monumental stairways, and
asked contemptuously: 'I say, are we going through their dirty Salon?'

'Oh! no, dash it!' answered Sandoz. 'Let's cut through the garden. The
western staircase over there leads to "the Rejected."'

Then they passed disdainfully between the two little tables of the
catalogue vendors. Between the huge red velvet curtains and beyond a
shady porch appeared the garden, roofed in with glass. At that time of
day it was almost deserted; there were only some people at the buffet
under the clock, a throng of people lunching. The crowd was in the
galleries on the first floor, and the white statues alone edged the
yellow-sanded pathways which with stretches of crude colour
intersected the green lawns. There was a whole nation of motionless
marble there steeped in the diffuse light falling from the glazed roof
on high. Looking southwards, some holland screens barred half of the
nave, which showed ambery in the sunlight and was speckled at both
ends by the dazzling blue and crimson of stained-glass windows. Just a
few visitors, tired already, occupied the brand-new chairs and seats,
shiny with fresh paint; while the flights of sparrows, who dwelt
above, among the iron girders, swooped down, quite at home, raking up
the sand and twittering as they pursued each other.

Claude and Sandoz made a show of walking very quickly without giving a
glance around them. A stiff classical bronze statue, a Minerva by a
member of the Institute, had exasperated them at the very door. But as
they hastened past a seemingly endless line of busts, they recognised
Bongrand, who, all alone, was going slowly round a colossal,
overflowing, recumbent figure, which had been placed in the middle of
the path. With his hands behind his back, quite absorbed, he bent his
wrinkled face every now and then over the plaster.

'Hallo, it's you?' he said, as they held out their hands to him. 'I
was just looking at our friend Mahoudeau's figure, which they have at
least had the intelligence to admit, and to put in a good position.'
Then, breaking off: 'Have you been upstairs?' he asked.

'No, we have just come in,' said Claude.

Thereupon Bongrand began to talk warmly about the Salon of the
Rejected. He, who belonged to the Institute, but who lived apart from
his colleagues, made very merry over the affair; the everlasting
discontent of painters; the campaign conducted by petty newspapers
like 'The Drummer'; the protestations, the constant complaints that
had at last disturbed the Emperor, and the artistic _coup d'etat_
carried out by that silent dreamer, for this Salon of the Rejected was
entirely his work. Then the great painter alluded to all the hubbub
caused by the flinging of such a paving-stone into that frog's pond,
the official art world.

'No,' he continued, 'you can have no idea of the rage and indignation
among the members of the hanging committee. And remember I'm
distrusted, they generally keep quiet when I'm there. But they are all
furious with the realists. It was to them that they systematically
closed the doors of the temple; it is on account of them that the
Emperor has allowed the public to revise their verdict; and finally it
is they, the realists, who triumph. Ah! I hear some nice things said;
I wouldn't give a high price for your skins, youngsters.'

He laughed his big, joyous laugh, stretching out his arms the while as
if to embrace all the youthfulness that he divined rising around him.

'Your disciples are growing,' said Claude, simply.

But Bongrand, becoming embarrassed, silenced him with a wave of his
hand. He himself had not sent anything for exhibition, and the
prodigious mass of work amidst which he found himself--those pictures,
those statues, all those proofs of creative effort--filled him with
regret. It was not jealousy, for there lived not a more upright and
better soul; but as a result of self-examination, a gnawing fear of
impotence, an unavowed dread haunted him.

'And at "the Rejected,"' asked Sandoz; 'how goes it there?'

'Superb; you'll see.'

Then turning towards Claude, and keeping both the young man's hands in
his own, 'You, my good fellow, you are a trump. Listen! they say I am
clever: well, I'd give ten years of my life to have painted that big
hussy of yours.'

Praise like that, coming from such lips, moved the young painter to
tears. Victory had come at last, then? He failed to find a word of
thanks, and abruptly changed the conversation, wishing to hide his
emotion.

'That good fellow Mahoudeau!' he said, 'why his figure's capital! He
has a deuced fine temperament, hasn't he?'

Sandoz and Claude had begun to walk round the plaster figure. Bongrand
replied with a smile.

'Yes, yes; there's too much fulness and massiveness in parts. But just
look at the articulations, they are delicate and really pretty. Come,
good-bye, I must leave you. I'm going to sit down a while. My legs are
bending under me.'

Claude had raised his head to listen. A tremendous uproar, an
incessant crashing that had not struck him at first, careered through
the air; it was like the din of a tempest beating against a cliff, the
rumbling of an untiring assault, dashing forward from endless space.

'Hallow, what's that?' he muttered.

'That,' said Bongrand, as he walked away, 'that's the crowd upstairs
in the galleries.'

And the two young fellows, having crossed the garden, then went up to
the Salon of the Rejected.

It had been installed in first-rate style. The officially received
pictures were not lodged more sumptuously: lofty hangings of old
tapestry at the doors; 'the line' set off with green baize; seats of
crimson velvet; white linen screens under the large skylights of the
roof. And all along the suite of galleries the first impression was
the same--there were the same gilt frames, the same bright colours on
the canvases. But there was a special kind of cheerfulness, a sparkle
of youth which one did not altogether realise at first. The crowd,
already compact, increased every minute, for the official Salon was
being deserted. People came stung by curiosity, impelled by a desire
to judge the judges, and, above all, full of the conviction that they
were going to see some very diverting things. It was very hot; a fine
dust arose from the flooring; and certainly, towards four o'clock
people would stifle there.

'Hang it!' said Sandoz, trying to elbow his way, 'it will be no easy
job to move about and find your picture.'

A burst of fraternal feverishness made him eager to get to it. That
day he only lived for the work and glory of his old chum.

'Don't worry!' exclaimed Claude; 'we shall get to it all right. My
picture won't fly off.'

And he affected to be in no hurry, in spite of the almost irresistible
desire that he felt to run. He raised his head and looked around him;
and soon, amidst the loud voices of the crowd that had bewildered him,
he distinguished some restrained laughter, which was almost drowned by
the tramp of feet and the hubbub of conversation. Before certain
pictures the public stood joking. This made him feel uneasy, for
despite all his revolutionary brutality he was as sensitive and as
credulous as a woman, and always looked forward to martyrdom, though
he was ever grieved and stupefied at being repulsed and railed at.

'They seem gay here,' he muttered.

'Well, there's good reason,' remarked Sandoz. 'Just look at those
extravagant jades!'

At the same moment, while still lingering in the first gallery,
Fagerolles ran up against them without seeing them. He started, being
no doubt annoyed by the meeting. However, he recovered his composure
immediately, and behaved very amiably.

'Hallo! I was just thinking of you. I have been here for the last
hour.'

'Where have they put Claude's picture?' asked Sandoz. Fagerolles, who
had just remained for twenty minutes in front of that picture studying
it and studying the impression which it produced on the public,
answered without wincing, 'I don't know; I haven't been able to find
it. We'll look for it together if you like.'

And he joined them. Terrible wag as he was, he no longer affected
low-bred manners to the same degree as formerly; he already began to
dress well, and although with his mocking nature he was still disposed
to snap at everybody as of old, he pursed his lips into the serious
expression of a fellow who wants to make his way in the world. With an
air of conviction he added: 'I must say that I now regret not having
sent anything this year! I should be here with all the rest of you,
and have my share of success. And there are really some astonishing
things, my boys! those horses, for instance.'

He pointed to a huge canvas in front of them, before which the crowd
was gathering and laughing. It was, so people said, the work of an
erstwhile veterinary surgeon, and showed a number of life-size horses
in a meadow, fantastic horses, blue, violet, and pink, whose
astonishing anatomy transpierced their sides.

'I say, don't you humbug us,' exclaimed Claude, suspiciously.

But Fagerolles pretended to be enthusiastic. 'What do you mean? The
picture's full of talent. The fellow who painted it understands horses
devilish well. No doubt he paints like a brute. But what's the odds if
he's original, and contributes a document?'

As he spoke Fagerolles' delicate girlish face remained perfectly
grave, and it was impossible to tell whether he was joking. There was
but the slightest yellow twinkle of spitefulness in the depths of his
grey eyes. And he finished with a sarcastic allusion, the drift of
which was as yet patent to him alone. 'Ah, well! if you let yourself
be influenced by the fools who laugh, you'll have enough to do by and
by.'

The three friends had gone on again, only advancing, however, with
infinite difficulty amid that sea of surging shoulders. On entering
the second gallery they gave a glance round the walls, but the picture
they sought was not there. In lieu thereof they perceived Irma Becot
on the arm of Gagniere, both of them pressed against a hand-rail, he
busy examining a small canvas, while she, delighted at being hustled
about, raised her pink little mug and laughed at the crowd.

'Hallo!' said Sandoz, surprised, 'here she is with Gagniere now!'

'Oh, just a fancy of hers!' exclaimed Fagerolles quietly. 'She has a
very swell place now. Yes, it was given her by that young idiot of a
marquis, whom the papers are always talking about. She's a girl who'll
make her way; I've always said so! But she seems to retain a weakness
for painters, and every now and then drops into the Cafe Baudequin to
look up old friends!'

Irma had now seen them, and was making gestures from afar. They could
but go to her. When Gagniere, with his light hair and little beardless
face, turned round, looking more grotesque than over, he did not show
the least surprise at finding them there.

'It's wonderful,' he muttered.

'What's wonderful?' asked Fagerolles.

'This little masterpiece--and withal honest and naif, and full of
conviction.'

He pointed to a tiny canvas before which he had stood absorbed, an
absolutely childish picture, such as an urchin of four might have
painted; a little cottage at the edge of a little road, with a little
tree beside it, the whole out of drawing, and girt round with black
lines. Not even a corkscrew imitation of smoke issuing from the roof
was forgotten.

Claude made a nervous gesture, while Fagerolles repeated
phlegmatically:

'Very delicate, very delicate. But your picture, Gagniere, where is
it?'

'My picture, it is there.'

In fact, the picture he had sent happened to be very near the little
masterpiece. It was a landscape of a pearly grey, a bit of the Seine
banks, painted carefully, pretty in tone, though somewhat heavy, and
perfectly ponderated without a sign of any revolutionary splash.

'To think that they were idiotic enough to refuse that!' said Claude,
who had approached with an air of interest. But why, I ask you, why?'

'Because it's realistic,' said Fagerolles, in so sharp a voice that
one could not tell whether he was gibing at the jury or at the
picture.

Meanwhile, Irma, of whom no one took any notice, was looking fixedly
at Claude with the unconscious smile which the savage loutishness of
that big fellow always brought to her lips. To think that he had not
even cared to see her again. She found him so much altered since the
last time she had seen him, so funny, and not at all prepossessing,
with his hair standing on end, and his face wan and sallow, as if he
had had a severe fever. Pained that he did not seem to notice her, she
wanted to attract his attention, and touched his arm with a familiar
gesture.

'I say, isn't that one of your friends over there, looking for you?'

It was Dubuche, whom she knew from having seen him on one occasion at
the Cafe Baudequin. He was, with difficulty, elbowing his way through
the crowd, and staring vaguely at the sea of heads around him. But all
at once, when Claude was trying to attract his notice by dint of
gesticulations, the other turned his back to bow very low to a party
of three--the father short and fat, with a sanguine face; the mother
very thin, of the colour of wax, and devoured by anemia; and the
daughter so physically backward at eighteen, that she retained all the
lank scragginess of childhood.

'All right!' muttered the painter. 'There he's caught now. What ugly
acquaintances the brute has! Where can he have fished up such
horrors?'

Gagniere quietly replied that he knew the strangers by sight. M.
Margaillan was a great masonry contractor, already a millionaire five
or six times over, and was making his fortune out of the great public
works of Paris, running up whole boulevards on his own account. No
doubt Dubuche had become acquainted with him through one of the
architects he worked for.

However, Sandoz, compassionating the scragginess of the girl, whom he
kept watching, judged her in one sentence.

'Ah! the poor little flayed kitten. One feels sorry for her.'

'Let them alone!' exclaimed Claude, ferociously. 'They have all the
crimes of the middle classes stamped on their faces; they reek of
scrofula and idiocy. It serves them right. But hallo! our runaway
friend is making off with them. What grovellers architects are! Good
riddance. He'll have to look for us when he wants us!'

Dubuche, who had not seen his friends, had just offered his arm to the
mother, and was going off, explaining the pictures with gestures
typical of exaggerated politeness.

'Well, let's proceed then,' said Fagerolles; and, addressing Gagniere,
he asked, 'Do you know where they have put Claude's picture?'

'I? no, I was looking for it--I am going with you.'

He accompanied them, forgetting Irma Becot against the 'line.' It was
she who had wanted to visit the Salon on his arm, and he was so little
used to promenading a woman about, that he had constantly lost her on
the way, and was each time stupefied to find her again beside him, no
longer knowing how or why they were thus together. She ran after them,
and took his arm once more in order to follow Claude, who was already
passing into another gallery with Fagerolles and Sandoz.

Then the five roamed about in Indian file, with their noses in the
air, now separated by a sudden crush, now reunited by another, and
ever carried along by the stream. An abomination of Chaine's, a
'Christ pardoning the Woman taken in Adultery,' made them pause; it
was a group of dry figures that looked as if cut out of wood, very
bony of build, and seemingly painted with mud. But close by they
admired a very fine study of a woman, seen from behind, with her head
turned sideways. The whole show was a mixture of the best and the
worst, all styles were mingled together, the drivellers of the
historical school elbowed the young lunatics of realism, the pure
simpletons were lumped together with those who bragged about their
originality. A dead Jezabel, that seemed to have rotted in the cellars
of the School of Arts, was exhibited near a lady in white, the very
curious conception of a future great artist*; then a huge shepherd
looking at the sea, a weak production, faced a little painting of some
Spaniards playing at rackets, a dash of light of splendid intensity.
Nothing execrable was wanting, neither military scenes full of little
leaden soldiers, nor wan antiquity, nor the middle ages, smeared, as
it were, with bitumen. But from amidst the incoherent ensemble, and
especially from the landscapes, all of which were painted in a
sincere, correct key, and also from the portraits, most of which were
very interesting in respect to workmanship, there came a good fresh
scent of youth, bravery and passion. If there were fewer bad pictures
in the official Salon, the average there was assuredly more
commonplace and mediocre. Here one found the smell of battle, of
cheerful battle, given jauntily at daybreak, when the bugle sounds,
and when one marches to meet the enemy with the certainty of beating
him before sunset.

  * Edouard Manet.--ED.

Claude, whose spirits had revived amidst that martial odour, grew
animated and pugnacious as he listened to the laughter of the public.
He looked as defiant, indeed, as if he had heard bullets whizzing past
him. Sufficiently discreet at the entrance of the galleries, the
laughter became more boisterous, more unrestrained, as they advanced.
In the third room the women ceased concealing their smiles behind
their handkerchiefs, while the men openly held their sides the better
to ease themselves. It was the contagious hilarity of people who had
come to amuse themselves, and who were growing gradually excited,
bursting out at a mere trifle, diverted as much by the good things as
by the bad. Folks laughed less before Chaine's Christ than before the
back view of the nude woman, who seemed to them very comical indeed.
The 'Lady in White' also stupefied people and drew them together;
folks nudged each other and went into hysterics almost; there was
always a grinning group in front of it. Each canvas thus had its
particular kind of success; people hailed each other from a distance
to point out something funny, and witticisms flew from mouth to mouth;
to such a degree indeed that, as Claude entered the fourth gallery,
lashed into fury by the tempest of laughter that was raging there as
well, he all but slapped the face of an old lady whose chuckles
exasperated him.

'What idiots!' he said, turning towards his friends. 'One feels
inclined to throw a lot of masterpieces at their heads.'

Sandoz had become fiery also, and Fagerolles continued praising the
most dreadful daubs, which only tended to increase the laughter, while
Gagniere, at sea amid the hubbub, dragged on the delighted Irma, whose
skirts somehow wound round the legs of all the men.

But of a sudden Jory stood before them. His fair handsome face
absolutely beamed. He cut his way through the crowd, gesticulated, and
exulted, as if over a personal victory. And the moment he perceived
Claude, he shouted:

'Here you are at last! I have been looking for you this hour. A
success, old fellow, oh! a success--'

'What success?'

'Why, the success of your picture. Come, I must show it you. You'll
see, it's stunning.'

Claude grew pale. A great joy choked him, while he pretended to
receive the news with composure. Bongrand's words came back to him. He
began to believe that he possessed genius.

'Hallo, how are you?' continued Jory, shaking hands with the others.

And, without more ado, he, Fagerolles and Gagniere surrounded Irma,
who smiled on them in a good-natured way.

'Perhaps you'll tell us where the picture is,' said Sandoz,
impatiently. 'Take us to it.'

Jory assumed the lead, followed by the band. They had to fight their
way into the last gallery. But Claude, who brought up the rear, still
heard the laughter that rose on the air, a swelling clamour, the roll
of a tide near its full. And as he finally entered the room, he beheld
a vast, swarming, closely packed crowd pressing eagerly in front of
his picture. All the laughter arose, spread, and ended there. And it
was his picture that was being laughed at.

'Eh!' repeated Jory, triumphantly, 'there's a success for you.'

Gagniere, intimidated, as ashamed as if he himself had been slapped,
muttered: 'Too much of a success--I should prefer something
different.'

'What a fool you are,' replied Jory, in a burst of exalted conviction.
'That's what I call success. Does it matter a curse if they laugh? We
have made our mark; to-morrow every paper will talk about us.'

'The idiots,' was all that Sandoz could gasp, choking with grief.

Fagerolles, disinterested and dignified like a family friend following
a funeral procession, said nothing. Irma alone remained gay, thinking
it all very funny. And, with a caressing gesture, she leant against
the shoulder of the derided painter, and whispered softly in his ear:
'Don't fret, my boy. It's all humbug, be merry all the same.'

But Claude did not stir. An icy chill had come over him. For a moment
his heart had almost ceased to beat, so cruel had been the
disappointment And with his eyes enlarged, attracted and fixed by a
resistless force, he looked at his picture. He was surprised, and
scarcely recognised it; it certainly was not such as it had seemed to
be in his studio. It had grown yellow beneath the livid light of the
linen screens; it seemed, moreover, to have become smaller; coarser
and more laboured also; and whether it was the effect of the light in
which it now hung, or the contrast of the works beside it, at all
events he now at the first glance saw all its defects, after having
remained blind to them, as it were, for months. With a few strokes of
the brush he, in thought, altered the whole of it, deepened the
distances, set a badly drawn limb right, and modified a tone.
Decidedly, the gentleman in the velveteen jacket was worth nothing at
all, he was altogether pasty and badly seated; the only really good
bit of work about him was his hand. In the background the two little
wrestlers--the fair and the dark one--had remained too sketchy, and
lacked substance; they were amusing only to an artist's eye. But he
was pleased with the trees, with the sunny glade; and the nude woman
--the woman lying on the grass appeared to him superior to his own
powers, as if some one else had painted her, and as if he had never
yet beheld her in such resplendency of life.

He turned to Sandoz, and said simply:

'They do right to laugh; it's incomplete. Never mind, the woman is all
right! Bongrand was not hoaxing me.'

His friend wished to take him away, but he became obstinate, and drew
nearer instead. Now that he had judged his work, he listened and
looked at the crowd. The explosion continued--culminated in an
ascending scale of mad laughter. No sooner had visitors crossed the
threshold than he saw their jaws part, their eyes grow small, their
entire faces expand; and he heard the tempestuous puffing of the fat
men, the rusty grating jeers of the lean ones, amidst all the shrill,
flute-like laughter of the women. Opposite him, against the
hand-rails, some young fellows went into contortions, as if somebody
had been tickling them. One lady had flung herself on a seat, stifling
and trying to regain breath with her handkerchief over her mouth.
Rumours of this picture, which was so very, very funny, must have been
spreading, for there was a rush from the four corners of the Salon,
bands of people arrived, jostling each other, and all eagerness to
share the fun. 'Where is it?' 'Over there.' 'Oh, what a joke!' And the
witticisms fell thicker than elsewhere. It was especially the subject
that caused merriment; people failed to understand it, thought it
insane, comical enough to make one ill with laughter. 'You see the
lady feels too hot, while the gentleman has put on his velveteen
jacket for fear of catching cold.' 'Not at all; she is already blue;
the gentleman has pulled her out of a pond, and he is resting at a
distance, holding his nose.' 'I tell you it's a young ladies' school
out for a ramble. Look at the two playing at leap-frog.' 'Hallo!
washing day; the flesh is blue; the trees are blue; he's dipped his
picture in the blueing tub!'

Those who did not laugh flew into a rage: that bluish tinge, that
novel rendering of light seemed an insult to them. Some old gentlemen
shook their sticks. Was art to be outraged like this? One grave
individual went away very wroth, saying to his wife that he did not
like practical jokes. But another, a punctilious little man, having
looked in the catalogue for the title of the work, in order to tell
his daughter, read out the words, '_In the Open Air_,' whereupon there
came a formidable renewal of the clamour, hisses and shouts, and what
not else besides. The title sped about; it was repeated, commented on.
'_In the Open Air_! ah, yes, the open air, the nude woman in the air,
everything in the air, tra la la laire.' The affair was becoming a
scandal. The crowd still increased. People's faces grew red with
congestion in the growing heat. Each had the stupidly gaping mouth of
the ignoramus who judges painting, and between them they indulged in
all the asinine ideas, all the preposterous reflections, all the
stupid spiteful jeers that the sight of an original work can possibly
elicit from bourgeois imbecility.

At that moment, as a last blow, Claude beheld Dubuche reappear,
dragging the Margaillans along. As soon as he came in front of the
picture, the architect, ill at ease, overtaken by cowardly shame,
wished to quicken his pace and lead his party further on, pretending
that he saw neither the canvas nor his friends. But the contractor had
already drawn himself up on his short, squat legs, and was staring at
the picture, and asking aloud in his thick hoarse voice:

'I say, who's the blockhead that painted this?'

That good-natured bluster, that cry of a millionaire parvenu resuming
the average opinion of the assembly, increased the general merriment;
and he, flattered by his success, and tickled by the strange style of
the painting, started laughing in his turn, so sonorously that he
could be heard above all the others. This was the hallelujah, a final
outburst of the great organ of opinion.

'Take my daughter away,' whispered pale-faced Madame Margaillan in
Dubuche's ear.

He sprang forward and freed Regine, who had lowered her eyelids, from
the crowd; displaying in doing so as much muscular energy as if it had
been a question of saving the poor creature from imminent death. Then
having taken leave of the Margaillans at the door, with a deal of
handshaking and bows, he came towards his friends, and said
straightway to Sandoz, Fagerolles, and Gagniere:

'What would you have? It isn't my fault--I warned him that the public
would not understand him. It's improper; yes, you may say what you
like, it's improper.'

'They hissed Delacroix,' broke in Sandoz, white with rage, and
clenching his fists. 'They hissed Courbet. Oh, the race of enemies!
Oh, the born idiots!'

Gagniere, who now shared this artistic vindictiveness, grew angry at
the recollection of his Sunday battles at the Pasdeloup Concerts in
favour of real music.

'And they hiss Wagner too; they are the same crew. I recognise them.
You see that fat fellow over there--'

Jory had to hold him back. The journalist for his part would rather
have urged on the crowd. He kept on repeating that it was famous, that
there was a hundred thousand francs' worth of advertisements in it.
And Irma, left to her own devices once more, went up to two of her
friends, young Bourse men who were among the most persistent scoffers,
but whom she began to indoctrinate, forcing them, as it were, into
admiration, by rapping them on the knuckles.

Fagerolles, however, had not opened his lips. He kept on examining the
picture, and glancing at the crowd. With his Parisian instinct and the
elastic conscience of a skilful fellow, he at once fathomed the
misunderstanding. He was already vaguely conscious of what was wanted
for that style of painting to make the conquest of everybody--a little
trickery perhaps, some attenuations, a different choice of subject, a
milder method of execution. In the main, the influence that Claude had
always had over him persisted in making itself felt; he remained
imbued with it; it had set its stamp upon him for ever. Only he
considered Claude to be an arch-idiot to have exhibited such a thing
as that. Wasn't it stupid to believe in the intelligence of the
public? What was the meaning of that nude woman beside that gentleman
who was fully dressed? And what did those two little wrestlers in the
background mean? Yet the picture showed many of the qualities of a
master. There wasn't another bit of painting like it in the Salon! And
he felt a great contempt for that artist, so admirably endowed, who
through lack of tact made all Paris roar as if he had been the worst
of daubers.

This contempt became so strong that he was unable to hide it. In a
moment of irresistible frankness he exclaimed:

'Look here, my dear fellow, it's your own fault, you are too stupid.'

Claude, turning his eyes from the crowd, looked at him in silence. He
had not winced, he had only turned pale amidst the laughter, and if
his lips quivered it was merely with a slight nervous twitching;
nobody knew him, it was his work alone that was being buffeted. Then
for a moment he glanced again at his picture, and slowly inspected the
other canvases in the gallery. And amidst the collapse of his
illusions, the bitter agony of his pride, a breath of courage, a whiff
of health and youth came to him from all that gaily-brave painting
which rushed with such headlong passion to beat down classical
conventionality. He was consoled and inspirited by it all; he felt no
remorse nor contrition, but, on the contrary, was impelled to fight
the popular taste still more. No doubt there was some clumsiness and
some puerility of effort in his work, but on the other hand what a
pretty general tone, what a play of light he had thrown into it, a
silvery grey light, fine and diffuse, brightened by all the dancing
sunbeams of the open air. It was as if a window had been suddenly
opened amidst all the old bituminous cookery of art, amidst all the
stewing sauces of tradition, and the sun came in and the walls smiled
under that invasion of springtide. The light note of his picture, the
bluish tinge that people had been railing at, flashed out among the
other paintings also. Was this not the expected dawn, a new aurora
rising on art? He perceived a critic who stopped without laughing,
some celebrated painters who looked surprised and grave, while Papa
Malgras, very dirty, went from picture to picture with the pout of a
wary connoisseur, and finally stopped short in front of his canvas,
motionless, absorbed. Then Claude turned round to Fagerolles, and
surprised him by this tardy reply:

'A fellow can only be an idiot according to his own lights, my dear
chap, and it looks as if I am going to remain one. So much the better
for you if you are clever!'

Fagerolles at once patted him on the shoulder, like a chum who had
only been in fun, and Claude allowed Sandoz to take his arm. They led
him off at last. The whole band left the Salon of the Rejected,
deciding that they would pass on their way through the gallery of
architecture; for a design for a museum by Dubuche had been accepted,
and for some few minutes he had been fidgeting and begging them with
so humble a look, that it seemed difficult indeed to deny him this
satisfaction.

'Ah!' said Jory, jocularly, on entering the gallery, 'what an
ice-well! One can breathe here.'

They all took off their hats and wiped their foreheads, with a feeling
of relief, as if they had reached some big shady trees after a long
march in full sunlight. The gallery was empty. From the roof, shaded
by a white linen screen, there fell a soft, even, rather sad light,
which was reflected like quiescent water by the well-waxed,
mirror-like floor. On the four walls, of a faded red, hung the plans
and designs in large and small chases, edged with pale blue borders.
Alone--absolutely alone--amidst this desert stood a very hirsute
gentleman, who was lost in the contemplation of the plan of a charity
home. Three ladies who appeared became frightened and fled across the
gallery with hasty steps.

Dubuche was already showing and explaining his work to his comrades.
It was only a drawing of a modest little museum gallery, which he had
sent in with ambitious haste, contrary to custom and against the
wishes of his master, who, nevertheless, had used his influence to
have it accepted, thinking himself pledged to do so.

'Is your museum intended for the accommodation of the paintings of the
"open air" school?' asked Fagerolles, very gravely.

Gagniere pretended to admire the plan, nodding his head, but thinking
of something else; while Claude and Sandoz examined it with sincere
interest.

'Not bad, old boy,' said the former. 'The ornamentation is still
bastardly traditional; but never mind; it will do.'

Jory, becoming impatient at last, cut him short.

'Come along, let's go, eh? I'm catching my death of cold here.'

The band resumed its march. The worst was that to make a short cut
they had to go right through the official Salon, and they resigned
themselves to doing so, notwithstanding the oath they had taken not to
set foot in it, as a matter of protest. Cutting their way through the
crowd, keeping rigidly erect, they followed the suite of galleries,
casting indignant glances to right and left. There was none of the gay
scandal of their Salon, full of fresh tones and an exaggeration of
sunlight, here. One after the other came gilt frames full of shadows;
black pretentious things, nude figures showing yellowish in a
cellar-like light, the frippery of so-called classical art,
historical, genre and landscape painting, all showing the same
conventional black grease. The works reeked of uniform mediocrity,
they were characterised by a muddy dinginess of tone, despite their
primness--the primness of impoverished, degenerate blood. And the
friends quickened their steps: they ran to escape from that reign of
bitumen, condemning everything in one lump with their superb sectarian
injustice, repeating that there was nothing in the place worth looking
at--nothing, nothing at all!

At last they emerged from the galleries, and were going down into the
garden when they met Mahoudeau and Chaine. The former threw himself
into Claude's arms.

'Ah, my dear fellow, your picture; what artistic temperament it
shows!'

The painter at once began to praise the 'Vintaging Girl.'

'And you, I say, you have thrown a nice big lump at their heads!'

But the sight of Chaine, to whom no one spoke about the 'Woman taken
in Adultery,' and who went silently wandering around, awakened
Claude's compassion. He thought there was something very sad about
that execrable painting, and the wasted life of that peasant who was a
victim of middle-class admiration. He always gave him the delight of a
little praise; so now he shook his hand cordially, exclaiming:

'Your machine's very good too. Ah, my fine fellow, draughtsmanship has
no terrors for you!'

'No, indeed,' declared Chaine, who had grown purple with vanity under
his black bushy beard.

He and Mahoudeau joined the band, and the latter asked the others
whether they had seen Chambouvard's 'Sower.' It was marvellous; the
only piece of statuary worth looking at in the Salon. Thereupon they
all followed him into the garden, which the crowd was now invading.

'There,' said Mahoudeau, stopping in the middle of the central path:
'Chambouvard is standing just in front of his "Sower."'

In fact, a portly man stood there, solidly planted on his fat legs,
and admiring his handiwork. With his head sunk between his shoulders,
he had the heavy, handsome features of a Hindu idol. He was said to be
the son of a veterinary surgeon of the neighbourhood of Amiens. At
forty-five he had already produced twenty masterpieces: statues all
simplicity and life, flesh modern and palpitating, kneaded by a
workman of genius, without any pretension to refinement; and all this
was chance production, for he furnished work as a field bears harvest,
good one day, bad the next, in absolute ignorance of what he created.
He carried the lack of critical acumen to such a degree that he made
no distinction between the most glorious offspring of his hands and
the detestably grotesque figures which now and then he chanced to put
together. Never troubled by nervous feverishness, never doubting,
always solid and convinced, he had the pride of a god.

'Wonderful, the "Sower"!' whispered Claude. 'What a figure! and what
an attitude!'

Fagerolles, who had not looked at the statue, was highly amused by the
great man, and the string of young, open-mouthed disciples whom as
usual he dragged at his tail.

'Just look at them, one would think they are taking the sacrament,
'pon my word--and he himself, eh? What a fine brutish face he has!'

Isolated, and quite at his ease, amidst the general curiosity,
Chambouvard stood there wondering, with the stupefied air of a man who
is surprised at having produced such a masterpiece. He seemed to
behold it for the first time, and was unable to get over his
astonishment. Then an expression of delight gradually stole over his
broad face, he nodded his head, and burst into soft, irresistible
laughter, repeating a dozen times, 'It's comical, it's really
comical!'

His train of followers went into raptures, while he himself could find
nothing more forcible to express how much he worshipped himself. All
at once there was a slight stir. Bongrand, who had been walking about
with his hands behind his back, glancing vaguely around him, had just
stumbled on Chambouvard, and the public, drawing back, whispered, and
watched the two celebrated artists shaking hands; the one short and of
a sanguine temperament, the other tall and restless. Some expressions
of good-fellowship were overheard. 'Always fresh marvels.' 'Of course!
And you, nothing this year?' 'No, nothing; I am resting, seeking--'
'Come, you joker! There's no need to seek, the thing comes by itself.'
'Good-bye.' 'Good-bye.' And Chambouvard, followed by his court, was
already moving slowly away among the crowd, with the glances of a
king, who enjoys life, while Bongrand, who had recognised Claude and
his friends, approached them with outstretched feverish hands, and
called attention to the sculptor with a nervous jerk of the chin,
saying, 'There's a fellow I envy! Ah! to be confident of always
producing masterpieces!'

He complimented Mahoudeau on his 'Vintaging Girl'; showed himself
paternal to all of them, with that broad-minded good-nature of his,
the free and easy manner of an old Bohemian of the romantic school,
who had settled down and was decorated. Then, turning to Claude:

'Well, what did I tell you? Did you see upstairs? You have become the
chief of a school.'

'Ah! yes,' replied Claude. 'They are giving it me nicely. You are the
master of us all.'

But Bongrand made his usual gesture of vague suffering and went off,
saying, 'Hold your tongue! I am not even my own master.'

For a few moments longer the band wandered through the garden. They
had gone back to look at the 'Vintaging Girl,' when Jory noticed that
Gagniere no longer had Irma Becot on his arm. Gagniere was stupefied;
where the deuce could he have lost her? But when Fagerolles had told
him that she had gone off in the crowd with two gentlemen, he
recovered his composure, and followed the others, lighter of heart now
that he was relieved of that girl who had bewildered him.

People now only moved about with difficulty. All the seats were taken
by storm; groups blocked up the paths, where the promenaders paused
every now and then, flowing back around the successful bits of bronze
and marble. From the crowded buffet there arose a loud buzzing, a
clatter of saucers and spoons which mingled with the throb of life
pervading the vast nave. The sparrows had flown up to the forest of
iron girders again, and one could hear their sharp little chirps, the
twittering with which they serenaded the setting sun, under the warm
panes of the glass roof. The atmosphere, moreover, had become heavy,
there was a damp greenhouse-like warmth; the air, stationary as it
was, had an odour as of humus, freshly turned over. And rising above
the garden throng, the din of the first-floor galleries, the tramping
of feet on their iron-girdered flooring still rolled on with the
clamour of a tempest beating against a cliff.

Claude, who had a keen perception of that rumbling storm, ended by
hearing nothing else; it had been let loose and was howling in his
ears. It was the merriment of the crowd whose jeers and laughter swept
hurricane-like past his picture. With a weary gesture he exclaimed:

'Come, what are we messing about here for? I sha'n't take anything at
the refreshment bar, it reeks of the Institute. Let's go and have a
glass of beer outside, eh?'

They all went out, with sinking legs and tired faces, expressive of
contempt. Once outside, on finding themselves again face to face with
healthy mother Nature in her springtide season, they breathed noisily
with an air of delight. It had barely struck four o'clock, the
slanting sun swept along the Champs Elysees and everything flared: the
serried rows of carriages, like the fresh foliage of the trees, and
the sheaf-like fountains which spouted up and whirled away in golden
dust. With a sauntering step they went hesitatingly down the central
avenue, and finally stranded in a little cafe, the Pavillon de la
Concorde, on the left, just before reaching the Place. The place was
so small that they sat down outside it at the edge of the footway,
despite the chill which fell from a vault of leaves, already fully
grown and gloomy. But beyond the four rows of chestnut-trees, beyond
the belt of verdant shade, they could see the sunlit roadway of the
main avenue where Paris passed before them as in a nimbus, the
carriages with their wheels radiating like stars, the big yellow
omnibuses, looking even more profusely gilded than triumphal chariots,
the horsemen whose steeds seemed to raise clouds of sparks, and the
foot passengers whom the light enveloped in splendour.

And during nearly three hours, with his beer untasted before him,
Claude went on talking and arguing amid a growing fever, broken down
as he was in body, and with his mind full of all the painting he had
just seen. It was the usual winding up of their visit to the Salon,
though this year they were more impassioned on account of the liberal
measure of the Emperor.

'Well, and what of it, if the public does laugh?' cried Claude. 'We
must educate the public, that's all. In reality it's a victory. Take
away two hundred grotesque canvases, and our Salon beats theirs. We
have courage and audacity--we are the future. Yes, yes, you'll see it
later on; we shall kill their Salon. We shall enter it as conquerors,
by dint of producing masterpieces. Laugh, laugh, you big stupid Paris
--laugh until you fall on your knees before us!'

And stopping short, he pointed prophetically to the triumphal avenue,
where the luxury and happiness of the city went rolling by in the
sunlight. His arms stretched out till they embraced even the Place de
la Concorde, which could be seen slantwise from where they sat under
the trees--the Place de la Concorde, with the plashing water of one of
its fountains, a strip of balustrade, and two of its statues--Rouen,
with the gigantic bosom, and Lille, thrusting forward her huge bare
foot.

'"In the open air"--it amuses them, eh?' he resumed. 'All right, since
they are bent on it, the "open air" then, the school of the "open
air!" Eh! it was a thing strictly between us, it didn't exist
yesterday beyond the circle of a few painters. But now they throw the
word upon the winds, and they found the school. Oh! I'm agreeable. Let
it be the school of the "open air!"'

Jory slapped his thighs.

'Didn't I tell you? I felt sure of making them bite with those
articles of mine, the idiots that they are. Ah! how we'll plague them
now.'

Mahoudeau also was singing victory, constantly dragging in his
'Vintaging Girl,' the daring points of which he explained to the
silent Chaine, the only one who listened to him; while Gagniere, with
the sternness of a timid man waxing wroth over questions of pure
theory, spoke of guillotining the Institute; and Sandoz, with the
glowing sympathy of a hard worker, and Dubuche, giving way to the
contagion of revolutionary friendship, became exasperated, and struck
the table, swallowing up Paris with each draught of beer. Fagerolles,
very calm, retained his usual smile. He had accompanied them for the
sake of amusement, for the singular pleasure which he found in urging
his comrades into farcical affairs that were bound to turn out badly.
At the very moment when he was lashing their spirit of revolt, he
himself formed the firm resolution to work in future for the Prix de
Rome. That day had decided him; he thought it idiotic to compromise
his prospects any further.

The sun was declining on the horizon, there was now only a returning
stream of carriages, coming back from the Bois in the pale golden
shimmer of the sunset. And the exodus from the Salon must have been
nearly over; a long string of pedestrians passed by, gentlemen who
looked like critics, each with a catalogue under his arm.

But all at once Gagniere became enthusiastic: 'Ah! Courajod, there was
one who had his share in inventing landscape painting! Have you seen
his "Pond of Gagny" at the Luxembourg?'

'A marvel!' exclaimed Claude. 'It was painted thirty years ago, and
nothing more substantial has been turned out since. Why is it left at
the Luxembourg? It ought to be in the Louvre.'

'But Courajod isn't dead,' said Fagerolles.

'What! Courajod isn't dead! No one ever sees him or speaks of him
now.'

There was general stupefaction when Fagerolles assured them that the
great landscape painter, now seventy years of age, lived somewhere in
the neighbourhood of Montmartre, in a little house among his fowls,
ducks, and dogs. So one might outlive one's own glory! To think that
there were such melancholy instances of old artists disappearing
before their death! Silence fell upon them all; they began to shiver
when they perceived Bongrand pass by on a friend's arm, with a
congestive face and a nervous air as he waved his hand to them; while
almost immediately behind him, surrounded by his disciples, came
Chambouvard, laughing very loudly, and tapping his heels on the
pavement with the air of absolute mastery that comes from confidence
in immortality.

'What! are you going?' said Mahoudeau to Chaine, who was rising from
his chair.

The other mumbled some indistinct words in his beard, and went off
after distributing handshakes among the party.

'I know,' said Jory to Mahoudeau. 'I believe he has a weakness for
your neighbour, the herbalist woman. I saw his eyes flash all at once;
it comes upon him like toothache. Look how he's running over there.'

The sculptor shrugged his shoulders amidst the general laughter.

But Claude did not hear. He was now discussing architecture with
Dubuche. No doubt, that plan of a museum gallery which he exhibited
wasn't bad; only there was nothing new in it. It was all so much
patient marquetry of the school formulas. Ought not all the arts to
advance in one line of battle? Ought not the evolution that was
transforming literature, painting, even music itself, to renovate
architecture as well? If ever the architecture of a period was to have
a style of its own, it was assuredly the architecture of the period
they would soon be entering, a new period when they would find the
ground freshly swept, ready for the rebuilding of everything. Down
with the Greek temples! there was no reason why they should continue
to exist under our sky, amid our society! down with the Gothic
cathedrals, since faith in legend was dead! down with the delicate
colonnades, the lace-like work of the Renaissance--that revival of the
antique grafted on mediaevalism--precious art-jewellery, no doubt, but
in which democracy could not dwell. And he demanded, he called with
violent gestures for an architectural formula suited to democracy;
such work in stone as would express its tenets; edifices where it
would really be at home; something vast and strong, great and simple
at the same time; the something that was already being indicated in
the new railway stations and markets, whose ironwork displayed such
solid elegance, but purified and raised to a standard of beauty,
proclaiming the grandeur of the intellectual conquests of the age.

'Ah! yes, ah! yes,' repeated Dubuche, catching Claude's enthusiasm;
'that's what I want to accomplish, you'll see some day. Give me time
to succeed, and when I'm my own master--ah! when I'm my own master.'

Night was coming on apace, and Claude was growing more and more
animated and passionate, displaying a fluency, an eloquence which his
comrades had not known him to possess. They all grew excited in
listening to him, and ended by becoming noisily gay over the
extraordinary witticisms he launched forth. He himself, having
returned to the subject of his picture, again discussed it with a deal
of gaiety, caricaturing the crowd he had seen looking at it, and
imitating the imbecile laughter. Along the avenue, now of an ashy hue,
one only saw the shadows of infrequent vehicles dart by. The side-walk
was quite black; an icy chill fell from the trees. Nothing broke the
stillness but the sound of song coming from a clump of verdure behind
the cafe; there was some rehearsal at the Concert de l'Horloge, for
one heard the sentimental voice of a girl trying a love-song.

'Ah! how they amused me, the idiots!' exclaimed Claude, in a last
burst. 'Do you know, I wouldn't take a hundred thousand francs for my
day's pleasure!'

Then he relapsed into silence, thoroughly exhausted. Nobody had any
saliva left; silence reigned; they all shivered in the icy gust that
swept by. And they separated in a sort of bewilderment, shaking hands
in a tired fashion. Dubuche was going to dine out; Fagerolles had an
appointment; in vain did Jory, Mahoudeau, and Gagniere try to drag
Claude to Foucart's, a twenty-five sous' restaurant; Sandoz was
already taking him away on his arm, feeling anxious at seeing him so
excited.

'Come along, I promised my mother to be back for dinner. You'll take a
bit with us. It will be nice; we'll finish the day together.'

They both went down the quay, past the Tuileries, walking side by side
in fraternal fashion. But at the Pont des Saints-Peres the painter
stopped short.

'What, are you going to leave me?' exclaimed Sandoz.

'Why, I thought you were going to dine with me?'

'No, thanks; I've too bad a headache--I'm going home to bed.'

And he obstinately clung to this excuse.

'All right, old man,' said Sandoz at last, with a smile. 'One doesn't
see much of you nowadays. You live in mystery. Go on, old boy, I don't
want to be in your way.'

Claude restrained a gesture of impatience; and, letting his friend
cross the bridge, he went his way along the quays by himself. He
walked on with his arms hanging beside him, with his face turned
towards the ground, seeing nothing, but taking long strides like a
somnambulist who is guided by instinct. On the Quai de Bourbon, in
front of his door, he looked up, full of surprise on seeing a cab
waiting at the edge of the foot pavement, and barring his way. And it
was with the same automatical step that he entered the doorkeeper's
room to take his key.

'I have given it to that lady,' called Madame Joseph from the back of
the room. 'She is upstairs.'

'What lady?' he asked in bewilderment.

'That young person. Come, you know very well, the one who always
comes.'

He had not the remotest idea whom she meant. Still, in his utter
confusion of mind, he decided to go upstairs. The key was in the door,
which he slowly opened and closed again.

For a moment Claude stood stock still. Darkness had invaded the
studio; a violet dimness, a melancholy gloom fell from the large
window, enveloping everything. He could no longer plainly distinguish
either the floor, or the furniture, or the sketches; everything that
was lying about seemed to be melting in the stagnant waters of a pool.
But on the edge of the couch there loomed a dark figure, stiff with
waiting, anxious and despairing amid the last gasp of daylight. It was
Christine; he recognised her.

She held out her hands, and murmured in a low, halting voice:

'I have been here for three hours; yes, for three hours, all alone,
and listening. I took a cab on leaving there, and I only wanted to
stay a minute, and get back as soon as possible. But I should have
stayed all night; I could not go away without shaking hands with you.'

She continued, and told him of her mad desire to see the picture; her
prank of going to the Salon, and how she had tumbled into it amidst
the storm of laughter, amidst the jeers of all those people. It was
she whom they had hissed like that; it was on herself that they had
spat. And seized with wild terror, distracted with grief and shame,
she had fled, as if she could feel that laughter lashing her like a
whip, until the blood flowed. But she now forgot about herself in her
concern for him, upset by the thought of the grief he must feel, for
her womanly sensibility magnified the bitterness of the repulse, and
she was eager to console.

'Oh, friend, don't grieve! I wished to see and tell you that they are
jealous of it all, that I found the picture very nice, and that I feel
very proud and happy at having helped you--at being, if ever so
little, a part of it.'

Still, motionless, he listened to her as she stammered those tender
words in an ardent voice, and suddenly he sank down at her feet,
letting his head fall upon her knees, and bursting into tears. All his
excitement of the afternoon, all the bravery he had shown amidst the
jeering, all his gaiety and violence now collapsed, in a fit of sobs
which well nigh choked him. From the gallery where the laughter had
buffeted him, he heard it pursuing him through the Champs Elysees,
then along the banks of the Seine, and now in his very studio. His
strength was utterly spent; he felt weaker than a child; and rolling
his head from one side to another he repeated in a stifled voice:

'My God! how I do suffer!'

Then she, with both hands, raised his face to her lips in a transport
of passion. She kissed him, and with her warm breath she blew to his
very heart the words: 'Be quiet, be quiet, I love you!'

They adored each other; it was inevitable. Near them, on the centre of
the table, the lilac she had sent him that morning embalmed the night
air, and, alone shiny with lingering light, the scattered particles of
gold leaf, wafted from the frame of the big picture, twinkled like a
swarming of stars.



                                 VI

THE very next morning, at seven o'clock, Christine was at the studio,
her face still flushed by the falsehood which she had told Madame
Vanzade about a young friend from Clermont whom she was to meet at the
station, and with whom she should spend the day.

Claude, overjoyed by the idea of spending a whole day with her, wanted
to take her into the country, far away under the glorious sunlight, so
as to have her entirely to himself. She was delighted; they scampered
off like lunatics, and reached the St. Lazare Station just in time to
catch the Havre train. He knew, beyond Mantes, a little village called
Bennecourt, where there was an artists' inn which he had at times
invaded with some comrades; and careless as to the two hours' rail, he
took her to lunch there, just as he would have taken her to Asnieres.
She made very merry over this journey, to which there seemed no end.
So much the better if it were to take them to the end of the world! It
seemed to them as if evening would never come.

At ten o'clock they alighted at Bonnieres; and there they took the
ferry--an old ferry-boat that creaked and grated against its chain
--for Bennecourt is situated on the opposite bank of the Seine. It was
a splendid May morning, the rippling waters were spangled with gold in
the sunlight, the young foliage showed delicately green against the
cloudless azure. And, beyond the islets situated at this point of the
river, how delightful it was to find the country inn, with its little
grocery business attached, its large common room smelling of soapsuds,
and its spacious yard full of manure, on which the ducks disported
themselves.

'Hallo, Faucheur! we have come to lunch. An omelette, some sausages,
and some cheese, eh?'

'Are you going to stay the night, Monsieur Claude?'

'No, no; another time. And some white wine; eh? you know that pinky
wine, that grates a bit in the throat.'

Christine had already followed mother Faucheur to the barn-yard, and
when the latter came back with her eggs, she asked Claude with her
artful peasant's laugh:

'And so now you're married?'

'Well,' replied the painter without hesitation, 'it looks like it
since I'm with my wife.'

The lunch was exquisite: the omelette overdone, the sausages too
greasy, and the bread so hard that he had to cut it into fingers for
Christine lest she should hurt her wrist. They emptied two bottles of
wine, and began a third, becoming so gay and noisy that they ended by
feeling bewildered in the long room, where they partook of the meal
all alone. She, with her cheeks aflame, declared that she was tipsy;
it had never happened to her before, and she thought it very funny.
Oh! so funny, and she burst into uncontrollable laughter.

'Let us get a breath of air,' she said at last.

'Yes, let's take a stroll. We must start back at four o'clock; so we
have three hours before us.'

They went up the village of Bennecourt, whose yellow houses straggle
along the river bank for about a couple of thousand yards. All the
villagers were in the fields; they only met three cows, led by a
little girl. He, with an outstretched arm, told her all about the
locality; seemed to know whither he was going, and when they had
reached the last house--an old building, standing on the bank of the
Seine, just opposite the slopes of Jeufosse--turned round it, and
entered a wood of oak trees. It was like the end of the world, roofed
in with foliage, through which the sun alone penetrated in narrow
tongues of flame. And there they could stroll and talk and kiss in
freedom.

When at last it became necessary for them to retrace their steps,
they found a peasant standing at the open doorway of the house by
the wood-side. Claude recognised the man and called to him:

'Hallo, Porrette! Does that shanty belong to you?'

At this the old fellow, with tears in his eyes, related that it did,
and that his tenants had gone away without paying him, leaving their
furniture behind. And he invited them inside.

'There's no harm in looking; you may know somebody who would like to
take the place. There are many Parisians who'd be glad of it. Three
hundred francs a year, with the furniture; it's for nothing, eh?'

They inquisitively followed him inside. It was a rambling old place
that seemed to have been cut out of a barn. Downstairs they found an
immense kitchen and a dining-room, in which one might have given a
dance; upstairs were two rooms also, so vast that one seemed lost in
them. As for the furniture, it consisted of a walnut bedstead in one
of the rooms, and of a table and some household utensils in the
kitchen. But in front of the house the neglected garden was planted
with magnificent apricot trees, and overgrown with large rose-bushes
in full bloom; while at the back there was a potato field reaching as
far as the oak wood, and surrounded by a quick-set hedge.

'I'd leave the potatoes as they are,' said old Porrette.

Claude and Christine looked at each other with one of those sudden
cravings for solitude and forgetfulness common to lovers. Ah! how
sweet it would be to love one another there in the depths of that
nook, so far away from everybody else! But they smiled. Was such a
thing to be thought of? They had barely time to catch the train that
was to take them back to Paris. And the old peasant, who was Madame
Faucheur's father, accompanied them along the river bank, and as they
were stepping into the ferry-boat, shouted to them, after quite an
inward struggle:

'You know, I'll make it two hundred and fifty francs--send me some
people.'

On reaching Paris, Claude accompanied Christine to Madame Vanzade's
door. They had grown very sad. They exchanged a long handshake, silent
and despairing, not daring to kiss each other there.

A life of torment then began. In the course of a fortnight she was
only able to call on three occasions; and she arrived panting, having
but a few minutes at her disposal, for it so happened that the old
lady had just then become very exacting. Claude questioned her,
feeling uneasy at seeing her look so pale and out of sorts, with her
eyes bright with fever. Never had that pious house, that vault,
without air or light, where she died of boredom, caused her so much
suffering. Her fits of giddiness had come upon her again; the want of
exercise made the blood throb in her temples. She owned to him that
she had fainted one evening in her room, as if she had been suddenly
strangled by a leaden hand. Still she did not say a word against her
employer; on the contrary, she softened on speaking of her: the poor
creature, so old and so infirm, and so kind-hearted, who called her
daughter! She felt as if she were committing a wicked act each time
that she forsook her to hurry to her lover's.

Two more weeks went by, and the falsehoods with which Christine had to
buy, as it were, each hour of liberty became intolerable to her. She
loved, she would have liked to proclaim it aloud, and her feelings
revolted at having to hide her love like a crime, at having to lie
basely, like a servant afraid of being sent away.

At last, one evening in the studio, at the moment when she was
leaving, she threw herself with a distracted gesture into Claude's
arms, sobbing with suffering and passion. 'Ah! I cannot, I cannot
--keep me with you; prevent me from going back.'

He had caught hold of her, and was almost smothering her with kisses.

'You really love me, then! Oh, my darling! But I am so very poor, and
you would lose everything. Can I allow you to forego everything like
this?'

She sobbed more violently still; her halting words were choked by her
tears.

'The money, eh? which she might leave me? Do you think I calculate? I
have never thought of it, I swear it to you! Ah! let her keep
everything and let me be free! I have no ties, no relatives; can't I
be allowed to do as I like?'

Then, in a last sob of agony: 'Ah, you are right; it's wrong to desert
the poor woman. Ah! I despise myself. I wish I had the strength. But I
love you too much, I suffer too much; surely you won't let me die?'

'Oh!' he cried in a passionate transport. 'Let others die, there are
but we two on earth.'

It was all so much madness. Christine left Madame Vanzade in the most
brutal fashion. She took her trunk away the very next morning. She and
Claude had at once remembered the deserted old house at Bennecourt,
the giant rose-bushes, the immense rooms. Ah! to go away, to go away
without the loss of an hour, to live at the world's end in all the
bliss of their passion! She clapped her hands for very joy. He, still
smarting from his defeat, at the Salon, and anxious to recover from
it, longed for complete rest in the country; yonder he would find the
real 'open air,' he would work away with grass up to his neck and
bring back masterpieces. In a couple of days everything was ready, the
studio relinquished, the few household chattels conveyed to the
railway station. Besides, they met with a slice of luck, for Papa
Malgras gave some five hundred francs for a score of sketches,
selected from among the waifs and strays of the removal. Thus they
would be able to live like princes. Claude still had his income of a
thousand francs a year; Christine, too, had saved some money, besides
having her outfit and dresses. And away they went; it was perfect
flight, friends avoided and not even warned by letter, Paris despised
and forsaken amid laughter expressive of relief.

June was drawing to a close, and the rain fell in torrents during the
week they spent in arranging their new home. They discovered that old
Porrette had taken away half the kitchen utensils before signing the
agreement. But that matter did not affect them. They took a delight in
dabbling about amidst the showers; they made journeys three leagues
long, as far as Vernon, to buy plates and saucepans, which they
brought back with them in triumph. At last they got shipshape,
occupying one of the upstairs rooms, abandoning the other to the mice,
and transforming the dining-room into a studio; and, above all, as
happy as children at taking their meals in the kitchen off a deal
table, near the hearth where the soup sang in the pot. To wait upon
them they engaged a girl from the village, who came every morning and
went home at night. She was called Melie, she was a niece of the
Faucheurs, and her stupidity delighted them. In fact, one could not
have found a greater idiot in the whole region.

The sun having shown itself again, some delightful days followed, the
months slipping away amid monotonous felicity. They never knew the
date, they were for ever mixing up the days of the week. Every day,
after the second breakfast, came endless strolls, long walks across
the tableland planted with apple trees, over the grassy country roads,
along the banks of the Seine through the meadows as far as La
Roche-Guyon; and there were still more distant explorations, perfect
journeys on the opposite side of the river, amid the cornfields of
Bonnieres and Jeufosse. A person who was obliged to leave the
neighbourhood sold them an old boat for thirty francs, so that they
also had the river at their disposal, and, like savages, became seized
with a passion for it, living on its waters for days together, rowing
about, discovering new countries, and lingering for hours under the
willows on the banks, or in little creeks, dark with shade. Betwixt
the eyots scattered along the stream there was a shifting and
mysterious city, a network of passages along which, with the lower
branches of the trees caressingly brushing against them, they softly
glided, alone, as it were, in the world, with the ringdoves and the
kingfishers. He at times had to spring out upon the sand, with bare
legs, to push off the skiff. She bravely plied the oars, bent on
forcing her way against the strongest currents, and exulting in her
strength. And in the evening they ate cabbage soup in the kitchen,
laughing at Melie's stupidity, as they had laughed at it the day
before; to begin the morrow just in the same fashion.

Every evening, however, Christine said to Claude:

'Now, my dear, you must promise me one thing--that you'll set to work
to-morrow.'

'Yes, to-morrow; I give you my word.'

'And you know if you don't, I shall really get angry this time. Is it
I who prevent you?'

'You! what an idea. Since I came here to work--dash it all! you'll see
to-morrow.'

On the morrow they started off again in the skiff; she looked at him
with an embarrassed smile when she saw that he took neither canvas nor
colours. Then she kissed him, laughing, proud of her power, moved by
the constant sacrifice he made to her. And then came fresh
affectionate remonstrances: 'To-morrow, ah! to-morrow she would tie
him to his easel!'

However, Claude did make some attempts at work. He began a study of
the slopes of Jeufosse, with the Seine in the foreground; but
Christine followed him to the islet where he had installed himself,
and sat down on the grass close to him with parted lips, her eyes
watching the blue sky. And she looked so pretty there amidst the
verdure, in that solitude, where nothing broke the silence but the
rippling of the water, that every minute he relinquished his palette
to nestle by her side. On another occasion, he was altogether charmed
by an old farmhouse, shaded by some antiquated apple trees which had
grown to the size of oaks. He came thither two days in succession, but
on the third Christine took him to the market at Bonnieres to buy some
hens. The next day was also lost; the canvas had dried; then he grew
impatient in trying to work at it again, and finally abandoned it
altogether. Throughout the warm weather he thus made but a pretence to
work--barely roughing out little bits of painting, which he laid aside
on the first pretext, without an effort at perseverance. His passion
for toil, that fever of former days that had made him rise at daybreak
to battle with his rebellious art, seemed to have gone; a reaction of
indifference and laziness had set in, and he vegetated delightfully,
like one who is recovering from some severe illness.

But Christine lived indeed. All the latent passion of her nature burst
into being. She was indeed an amorosa, a child of nature and of love.

Thus their days passed by and solitude did not prove irksome to them.
No desire for diversion, of paying or receiving visits, as yet made
them look beyond themselves. Such hours as she did not spend near him,
she employed in household cares, turning the house upside down with
great cleanings, which Melie executed under her supervision, and
falling into fits of reckless activity, which led her to engage in
personal combats with the few saucepans in the kitchen. The garden
especially occupied her; provided with pruning shears, careless of the
thorns which lacerated her hands, she reaped harvests of roses from
the giant rose-bushes; and she gave herself a thorough back-ache in
gathering the apricots, which she sold for two hundred francs to some
of the Englishmen who scoured the district every year. She was very
proud of her bargain, and seriously talked of living upon the garden
produce. Claude cared less for gardening; he had placed his couch in
the large dining-room, transformed into a studio; and he stretched
himself upon it, and through the open window watched her sow and
plant. There was profound peace, the certainty that nobody would come,
that no ring at the bell would disturb them at any moment of the day.
Claude carried this fear of coming into contact with people so far as
to avoid passing Faucheur's inn, for he dreaded lest he might run
against some party of chums from Paris. Not a soul came, however,
throughout the livelong summer. And every night as they went upstairs,
he repeated that, after all, it was deuced lucky.

There was, however, a secret sore in the depths of his happiness.
After their flight from Paris, Sandoz had learnt their address, and
had written to ask whether he might go to see Claude, but the latter
had not answered the letter, and so coolness had followed, and the old
friendship seemed dead. Christine was grieved at this, for she
realised well enough that he had broken off all intercourse with his
comrades for her sake. She constantly reverted to the subject; she did
not want to estrange him from his friends, and indeed she insisted
that he should invite them. But, though he promised to set matters
right, he did nothing of the kind. It was all over; what was the use
of raking up the past?

However, money having become scarce towards the latter days of July,
he was obliged to go to Paris to sell Papa Malgras half a dozen of his
old studies, and Christine, on accompanying him to the station, made
him solemnly promise that he would go to see Sandoz. In the evening
she was there again, at the Bonnieres Station, waiting for him.

'Well, did you see him? did you embrace each other?'

He began walking by her side in silent embarrassment. Then he answered
in a husky voice:

'No; I hadn't time.'

Thereupon, sorely distressed, with two big tears welling to her eyes,
she replied:

'You grieve me very much indeed.'

Then, as they were walking under the trees, he kissed her, crying
also, and begging her not to make him sadder still. 'Could people
alter life? Did it not suffice that they were happy together?'

During the earlier months they only once met some strangers. This
occurred a little above Bennecourt, in the direction of La
Roche-Guyon. They were strolling along a deserted, wooded lane, one of
those delightful dingle paths of the region, when, at a turning, they
came upon three middle-class people out for a walk--father, mother,
and daughter. It precisely happened that, believing themselves to be
quite alone, Claude and Christine had passed their arms round each
other's waists; she, bending towards him, was offering her lips; while
he laughingly protruded his; and their surprise was so sudden that
they did not change their attitude, but, still clasped together,
advanced at the same slow pace. The amazed family remained transfixed
against one of the side banks, the father stout and apoplectic, the
mother as thin as a knife-blade, and the daughter, a mere shadow,
looking like a sick bird moulting--all three of them ugly, moreover,
and but scantily provided with the vitiated blood of their race. They
looked disgraceful amidst the throbbing life of nature, beneath the
glorious sun. And all at once the sorry girl, who with stupefied eyes
thus watched love passing by, was pushed off by her father, dragged
along by her mother, both beside themselves, exasperated by the sight
of that embrace, and asking whether there was no longer any country
police, while, still without hurrying, the lovers went off
triumphantly in their glory.

Claude, however, was wondering and searching his memory. Where had he
previously seen those heads, so typical of bourgeois degeneracy, those
flattened, crabbed faces reeking of millions earned at the expense of
the poor? It was assuredly in some important circumstance of his life.
And all at once he remembered; they were the Margaillans, the man was
that building contractor whom Dubuche had promenaded through the Salon
of the Rejected, and who had laughed in front of his picture with the
roaring laugh of a fool. A couple of hundred steps further on, as he
and Christine emerged from the lane and found themselves in front of a
large estate, where a big white building stood, girt with fine trees,
they learnt from an old peasant woman that La Richaudiere, as it was
called, had belonged to the Margaillans for three years past. They had
paid fifteen hundred thousand francs for it, and had just spent more
than a million in improvements.

'That part of the country won't see much of us in future,' said
Claude, as they returned to Bennecourt. 'Those monsters spoil the
landscape.'

Towards the end of the summer, an important event changed the current
of their lives. Christine was _enceinte_. At first, both she and
Claude felt amazed and worried. Now for the first time they seemed to
dread some terrible complications in their life. Later on, however,
they gradually grew accustomed to the thought of what lay before them
and made all necessary preparations. But the winter proved a terribly
inclement one, and Christine was compelled to remain indoors, whilst
Claude went walking all alone over the frost-bound, clanking roads.
And he, finding himself in solitude during these walks, after months
of constant companionship, wondered at the way his life had turned,
against his own will, as it were. He had never wished for home life
even with her; had he been consulted, he would have expressed his
horror of it; it had come about, however, and could not be undone,
for--without mentioning the child--he was one of those who lack the
courage to break off. This fate had evidently been in store for him,
he felt; he had been destined to succumb to the first woman who did
not feel ashamed of him. The hard ground resounded beneath his
wooden-soled shoes, and the blast froze the current of his reverie,
which lingered on vague thoughts, on his luck of having, at any rate,
met with a good and honest girl, on how cruelly he would have suffered
had it been otherwise. And then his love came back to him; he hurried
home to take Christine in his trembling arms as if he had been in
danger of losing her.

The child, a boy, was born about the middle of February, and at once
began to revolutionise the home, for Christine, who had shown herself
such an active housewife, proved to be a very awkward nurse. She
failed to become motherly, despite her kind heart and her distress at
the sight of the slightest pimple. She soon grew weary, gave in, and
called for Melie, who only made matters worse by her gaping stupidity.
The father had to come to the rescue, and proved still more awkward
than the two women. The discomfort which needlework had caused
Christine of old, her want of aptitude as regards the usual
occupations of her sex, revived amid the cares that the baby required.
The child was ill-kept, and grew up anyhow in the garden, or in the
large rooms left untidy in sheer despair, amidst broken toys,
uncleanliness and destruction. And when matters became too bad
altogether, Christine could only throw herself upon the neck of the
man she loved. She was pre-eminently an amorosa and would have
sacrificed her son for his father twenty times over.

It was at this period, however, that Claude resumed work a little. The
winter was drawing to a close; he did not know how to spend the bright
sunny mornings, since Christine could no longer go out before mid-day
on account of Jacques, whom they had named thus after his maternal
grandfather, though they neglected to have him christened. Claude
worked in the garden, at first, in a random way: made a rough sketch
of the lines of apricot trees, roughed out the giant rose-bushes,
composed some bits of 'still life,' out of four apples, a bottle, and
a stoneware jar, disposed on a table-napkin. This was only to pass his
time. But afterwards he warmed to his work; the idea of painting a
figure in the full sunlight ended by haunting him; and from that
moment his wife became his victim, she herself agreeable enough,
offering herself, feeling happy at affording him pleasure, without as
yet understanding what a terrible rival she was giving herself in art.
He painted her a score of times, dressed in white, in red, amidst the
verdure, standing, walking, or reclining on the grass, wearing a
wide-brimmed straw hat, or bare-headed, under a parasol, the
cherry-tinted silk of which steeped her features in a pinky glow. He
never felt wholly satisfied; he scratched out the canvases after two
or three sittings, and at once began them afresh, obstinately sticking
to the same subject. Only a few studies, incomplete, but charmingly
indicated in a vigorous style, were saved from the palette-knife, and
hung against the walls of the dining-room.

And after Christine it became Jacques' turn to pose. They stripped him
to the skin, like a little St. John the Baptist, on warm days, and
stretched him on a blanket, where he was told not to stir. But devil a
bit could they make him keep still. Getting frisky, in the sunlight,
he crowed and kicked with his tiny pink feet in the air, rolling about
and turning somersaults. The father, after laughing, became angry, and
swore at the tiresome mite, who would not keep quiet for a minute. Who
ever heard of trifling with painting? Then the mother made big eyes at
the little one, and held him while the painter quickly sketched an arm
or a leg. Claude obstinately kept at it for weeks, tempted as he felt
by the pretty tones of that childish skin. It was not as a father, but
as an artist, that he gloated over the boy as the subject for a
masterpiece, blinking his eyes the while, and dreaming of some
wonderful picture he would paint. And he renewed the experiment again
and again, watching the lad for days, and feeling furious when the
little scamp would not go to sleep at times when he, Claude, might so
well have painted him.

One day, when Jacques was sobbing, refusing to keep still, Christine
gently remarked:

'My dear, you tire the poor pet.'

At this Claude burst forth, full of remorse:

'After all! you are right; I'm a fool with this painting of mine.
Children are not intended for that sort of thing.'

The spring and summer sped by amidst great quietude. They went out
less often; they had almost given up the boat, which finished rotting
against the bank, for it was quite a job to take the little one with
them among the islets. But they often strolled along the banks of the
Seine, without, however, going farther afield than a thousand yards or
so. Claude, tired of the everlasting views in the garden, now
attempted some sketches by the river-side, and on such days Christine
went to fetch him with the child, sitting down to watch him paint,
until they all three returned home with flagging steps, beneath the
ashen dusk of waning daylight. One afternoon Claude was surprised to
see Christine bring with her the old album which she had used as a
young girl. She joked about it, and explained that to sit behind him
like that had roused in her a wish to work herself. Her voice was a
little unsteady as she spoke; the truth was that she felt a longing to
share his labour, since this labour took him away from her more and
more each day. She drew and ventured to wash in two or three
water-colours in the careful style of a school-girl. Then, discouraged
by his smiles, feeling that no community of ideas would be arrived at
on that ground, she once more put her album aside, making him promise
to give her some lessons in painting whenever he should have time.

Besides, she thought his more recent pictures very pretty. After that
year of rest in the open country, in the full sunlight, he painted
with fresh and clearer vision, as it were, with a more harmonious and
brighter colouring. He had never before been able to treat reflections
so skilfully, or possessed a more correct perception of men and things
steeped in diffuse light. And henceforth, won over by that feast of
colours, she would have declared it all capital if he would only have
condescended to finish his work a little more, and if she had not
remained nonplussed now and then before a mauve ground or a blue tree,
which upset all her preconceived notions of colour. One day when she
ventured upon a bit of criticism, precisely about an azure-tinted
poplar, he made her go to nature and note for herself the delicate
bluishness of the foliage. It was true enough, the tree was blue; but
in her inmost heart she did not surrender, and condemned reality;
there ought not to be any blue trees in nature.

She no longer spoke but gravely of the studies hanging in the
dining-room. Art was returning into their lives, and it made her muse.
When she saw him go off with his bag, his portable easel, and his
sunshade, it often happened that she flung herself upon his neck,
asking:

'You love me, say?'

'How silly you are! Why shouldn't I love you?'

'Then kiss me, since you love me, kiss me a great deal, a great deal.'

Then accompanying him as far as the road, she added:

'And mind you work; you know that I have never prevented you from
working. Go, go; I am very pleased when you work.'

Anxiety seemed to seize hold of Claude, when the autumn of the second
year tinged the leaves yellow, and ushered in the cold weather. The
season happened to be abominable; a fortnight of pouring rain kept him
idle at home; and then fog came at every moment, hindering his work.
He sat in front of the fire, out of sorts; he never spoke of Paris,
but the city rose up over yonder, on the horizon, the winter city,
with its gaslamps flaring already at five o'clock, its gatherings of
friends, spurring each other on to emulation, and its life of ardent
production, which even the frosts of December could not slacken. He
went there thrice in one month, on the pretext of seeing Malgras, to
whom he had, again, sold a few small pictures. He no longer avoided
passing in front of Faucheur's inn; he even allowed himself to be
waylaid at times by old Porrette, and to accept a glass of white wine
at the inn, and his glance scoured the room as if, despite the season,
he had been looking for some comrades of yore, who had arrived there,
perchance, that morning. He lingered as if awaiting them; then, in
despair at his solitude, he returned home, stifling with all that was
fermenting within him, ill at having nobody to whom he might shout the
thoughts which made his brain almost burst.

However, the winter went by, and Claude had the consolation of being
able to paint some lovely snow scenes. A third year was beginning,
when, towards the close of May, an unexpected meeting filled him with
emotion. He had that morning climbed up to the plateau to find a
subject, having at last grown tired of the banks of the Seine; and at
the bend of a road he stopped short in amazement on seeing Dubuche, in
a silk hat, and carefully-buttoned frock coat, coming towards him,
between the double row of elder hedges.

'What! is it you?'

The architect stammered from sheer vexation:

'Yes, I am going to pay a visit. It's confoundedly idiotic in the
country, eh? But it can't be helped. There are certain things one's
obliged to do. And you live near here, eh? I knew--that is to say, I
didn't. I had been told something about it, but I thought it was on
the opposite side, farther down.'

Claude, very much moved at seeing him, helped him out of his
difficulty.

'All right, all right, old man, there is no need to apologise. I am
the most guilty party. Ah! it's a long while since we saw one another!
If you knew what a thump my heart gave when I saw your nose appear
from behind the leaves!'

Then he took his arm and accompanied him, giggling with pleasure,
while the other, in his constant worry about his future, which always
made him talk about himself, at once began speaking of his prospects.
He had just become a first-class pupil at the School, after securing
the regulation 'honourable mentions,' with infinite trouble. But his
success left him as perplexed as ever. His parents no longer sent him
a penny, they wailed about their poverty so much that he might have to
support them in his turn. He had given up the idea of competing for
the Prix de Rome, feeling certain of being beaten in the effort, and
anxious to earn his living. And he was weary already; sick at scouring
the town, at earning twenty-five sous an hour from ignorant
architects, who treated him like a hodman. What course should he
adopt? How was he to guess at the shortest route? He might leave the
School; he would get a lift from his master, the influential
Dequersonniere, who liked him for his docility and diligence; only
what a deal of trouble and uncertainty there would still be before
him! And he bitterly complained of the Government schools, where one
slaved away for years, and which did not even provide a position for
all those whom they cast upon the pavement.

Suddenly he stopped in the middle of the path. The elder hedges were
leading to an open plain, and La Richaudiere appeared amid its lofty
trees.

'Hold hard! of course,' exclaimed Claude, 'I hadn't thought about it
--you're going to that shanty. Oh! the baboons; there's a lot of ugly
mugs, if you like!'

Dubuche, looking vexed at this outburst of artistic feeling, protested
stiffly. 'All the same, Papa Margaillan, idiot as he seems to you, is
a first-rate man of business. You should see him in his
building-yards, among the houses he runs up, as active as the very
fiend, showing marvellous good management, and a wonderful scent as to
the right streets to build and what materials to buy! Besides, one
does not earn millions without becoming a gentleman. And then, too, it
would be very silly of me not to be polite to a man who can be useful
to me.'

While talking, he barred the narrow path, preventing his friend from
advancing further--no doubt from a fear of being compromised by being
seen in his company, and in order to make him understand that they
ought to separate there.

Claude was on the point of inquiring about their comrades in Paris,
but he kept silent. Not even a word was said respecting Christine, and
he was reluctantly deciding to quit Dubuche, holding out his hand to
take leave, when, in spite of himself, this question fell from his
quivering lips:

'And is Sandoz all right?'

'Yes, he's pretty well. I seldom see him. He spoke to me about you
last month. He is still grieved at your having shown us the door.'

'But I didn't show you the door,' exclaimed Claude, beside himself.
'Come and see me, I beg of you. I shall be so glad!'

'All right, then, we'll come. I'll tell him to come, I give you my
word--good-bye, old man, good-bye; I'm in a hurry.'

And Dubuche went off towards La Richaudiere, whilst Claude watched his
figure dwindle as he crossed the cultivated plain, until nothing
remained but the shiny silk of his hat and the black spot of his coat.
The young man returned home slowly, his heart bursting with nameless
sadness. However, he said nothing about this meeting to Christine.

A week later she had gone to Faucheur's to buy a pound of vermicelli,
and was lingering on her way back, gossiping with a neighbour, with
her child on her arm, when a gentleman who alighted from the
ferry-boat approached and asked her:

'Does not Monsieur Claude Lantier live near here?'

She was taken aback, and simply answered:

'Yes, monsieur; if you'll kindly follow me--'

They walked on side by side for about a hundred yards. The stranger,
who seemed to know her, had glanced at her with a good-natured smile;
but as she hurried on, trying to hide her embarrassment by looking
very grave, he remained silent. She opened the door and showed the
visitor into the studio, exclaiming:

'Claude, here is somebody for you.'

Then a loud cry rang out; the two men were already in each other's
arms.

'Oh, my good old Pierre! how kind of you to come! And Dubuche?'

'He was prevented at the last moment by some business, and he sent me
a telegram to go without him.'

'All right, I half expected it; but you are here. By the thunder of
heaven, I am glad!'

And, turning towards Christine, who was smiling, sharing their
delight:

'It's true, I didn't tell you. But the other day I met Dubuche, who
was going up yonder, to the place where those monsters live--'

But he stopped short again, and then with a wild gesture shouted:

'I'm losing my wits, upon my word. You have never spoken to each
other, and I leave you there like that. My dear, you see this
gentleman? He's my old chum, Pierre Sandoz, whom I love like a
brother. And you, my boy; let me introduce my wife. And you have got
to give each other a kiss.'

Christine began to laugh outright, and tendered her cheek heartily.
Sandoz had pleased her at once with his good-natured air, his sound
friendship, the fatherly sympathy with which he looked at her. Tears
of emotion came to her eyes as he kept both her hands in his, saying:

'It is very good of you to love Claude, and you must love each other
always, for love is, after all, the best thing in life.'

Then, bending to kiss the little one, whom she had on her arm, he
added: 'So there's one already!'

While Christine, preparing lunch, turned the house up-side down,
Claude retained Sandoz in the studio. In a few words he told him the
whole of the story, who she was, how they had met each other, and what
had led them to start housekeeping together, and he seemed to be
surprised when his friend asked him why they did not get married. In
faith, why? Because they had never even spoken about it, because they
would certainly be neither more nor less happy; in short it was a
matter of no consequence whatever.

'Well,' said the other, 'it makes no difference to me; but, if she was
a good and honest girl when she came to you, you ought to marry her.'

'Why, I'll marry her whenever she likes, old man. Surely I don't mean
to leave her in the lurch!'

Sandoz then began to marvel at the studies hanging on the walls. Ha,
the scamp had turned his time to good account! What accuracy of
colouring! What a dash of real sunlight! And Claude, who listened to
him, delighted, and laughing proudly, was just going to question him
about the comrades in Paris, about what they were all doing, when
Christine reappeared, exclaiming: 'Make haste, the eggs are on the
table.'

They lunched in the kitchen, and an extraordinary lunch it was; a dish
of fried gudgeons after the boiled eggs; then the beef from the soup
of the night before, arranged in salad fashion, with potatoes, and a
red herring. It was delicious; there was the pungent and appetising
smell of the herring which Melie had upset on the live embers, and the
song of the coffee, as it passed, drop by drop, into the pot standing
on the range; and when the dessert appeared--some strawberries just
gathered, and a cream cheese from a neighbour's dairy--they gossiped
and gossiped with their elbows squarely set on the table. In Paris?
Well, to tell the truth, the comrades were doing nothing very original
in Paris. And yet they were fighting their way, jostling each other in
order to get first to the front. Of course, the absent ones missed
their chance; it was as well to be there if one did not want to be
altogether forgotten. But was not talent always talent? Wasn't a man
always certain to get on with strength and will? Ah! yes, it was a
splendid dream to live in the country, to accumulate masterpieces, and
then, one day, to crush Paris by simply opening one's trunks.

In the evening, when Claude accompanied Sandoz to the station, the
latter said to him:

'That reminds me, I wanted to tell you something. I think I am going
to get married.'

The painter burst out laughing.

'Ah, you wag, now I understand why you gave me a lecture this
morning.'

While waiting for the train to arrive, they went on chatting. Sandoz
explained his ideas on marriage, which, in middle-class fashion, he
considered an indispensable condition for good work, substantial
orderly labour, among great modern producers. The theory of woman
being a destructive creature--one who killed an artist, pounded his
heart, and fed upon his brain--was a romantic idea against which facts
protested. Besides, as for himself, he needed an affection that would
prove the guardian of his tranquillity, a loving home, where he might
shut himself up, so as to devote his whole life to the huge work which
he ever dreamt of. And he added that everything depended upon a man's
choice--that he believed he had found what he had been looking for, an
orphan, the daughter of petty tradespeople, without a penny, but
handsome and intelligent. For the last six months, after resigning his
clerkship, he had embraced journalism, by which he gained a larger
income. He had just moved his mother to a small house at Batignolles,
where the three would live together--two women to love him, and he
strong enough to provide for the household.

'Get married, old man,' said Claude. 'One should act according to
one's feelings. And good-bye, for here's your train. Don't forget your
promise to come and see us again.'

Sandoz returned very often. He dropped in at odd times whenever his
newspaper work allowed him, for he was still free, as he was not to be
married till the autumn. Those were happy days, whole afternoons of
mutual confidences when all their old determination to secure fame
revived.

One day, while Sandoz was alone with Claude on an island of the Seine,
both of them lying there with their eyes fixed on the sky, he told the
painter of his vast ambition, confessed himself aloud.

'Journalism, let me tell you, is only a battle-ground. A man must
live, and he has to fight to do so. Then, again, that wanton, the
Press, despite the unpleasant phases of the profession, is after all a
tremendous power, a resistless weapon in the hands of a fellow with
convictions. But if I am obliged to avail myself of journalism, I
don't mean to grow grey in it! Oh, dear no! And, besides, I've found
what I wanted, a machine that'll crush one with work, something I'm
going to plunge into, perhaps never to come out of it.'

Silence reigned amid the foliage, motionless in the dense heat. He
resumed speaking more slowly and in jerky phrases:

'To study man as he is, not man the metaphysical puppet but
physiological man, whose nature is determined by his surroundings, and
to show all his organism in full play. That's my idea! Is it not
farcical that some should constantly and exclusively study the
functions of the brain on the pretext that the brain alone is the
noble part of our organism? Thought, thought, confound it all! thought
is the product of the whole body. Let them try to make a brain think
by itself alone; see what becomes of the nobleness of the brain when
the stomach is ailing! No, no, it's idiotic; there is no philosophy
nor science in it! We are positivists, evolutionists, and yet we are
to stick to the literary lay-figures of classic times, and continue
disentangling the tangled locks of pure reason! He who says
psychologist says traitor to truth. Besides, psychology, physiology,
it all signifies nothing. The one has become blended with the other,
and both are but one nowadays, the mechanism of man leading to the sum
total of his functions. Ah, the formula is there, our modern
revolution has no other basis; it means the certain death of old
society, the birth of a new one, and necessarily the upspringing of a
new art in a new soil. Yes, people will see what literature will
sprout forth for the coming century of science and democracy.'

His cry uprose and was lost in the immense vault of heaven. Not a
breath stirred; there was nought but the silent ripple of the river
past the willows. And Sandoz turned abruptly towards his companion,
and said to him, face to face:

'So I have found what I wanted for myself. Oh, it isn't much, a little
corner of study only, but one that should be sufficient for a man's
life, even when his ambition is over-vast. I am going to take a
family, and I shall study its members, one by one, whence they come,
whither they go, how they re-act one upon another--in short, I shall
have mankind in a small compass, the way in which mankind grows and
behaves. On the other hand, I shall set my men and women in some given
period of history, which will provide me with the necessary
surroundings and circumstances,--you understand, eh? a series of
books, fifteen, twenty books, episodes that will cling together,
although each will have a separate framework, a series of novels with
which I shall be able to build myself a house for my old days, if they
don't crush me!'

He fell on his back again, spread out his arms on the grass, as if he
wanted to sink into the earth, laughing and joking all the while.

'Oh, beneficent earth, take me unto thee, thou who art our common
mother, our only source of life! thou the eternal, the immortal one,
in whom circulates the soul of the world, the sap that spreads even
into the stones, and makes the trees themselves our big, motionless
brothers! Yes, I wish to lose myself in thee; it is thou that I feel
beneath my limbs, clasping and inflaming me; thou alone shalt appear
in my work as the primary force, the means and the end, the immense
ark in which everything becomes animated with the breath of every
being!'

Though begun as mere pleasantry, with all the bombast of lyrical
emphasis, the invocation terminated in a cry of ardent conviction,
quivering with profound poetical emotion, and Sandoz's eyes grew
moist; and, to hide how much he felt moved, be added, roughly, with a
sweeping gesture that took in the whole scene around:

'How idiotic it is! a soul for every one of us, when there is that big
soul there!'

Claude, who had disappeared amid the grass, had not stirred. After a
fresh spell of silence he summed up everything:

'That's it, old boy! Run them through, all of them. Only you'll get
trounced.'

'Oh,' said Sandoz, rising up and stretching himself, 'my bones are too
hard. They'll smash their own wrists. Let's go back; I don't want to
miss the train.'

Christine had taken a great liking to him, seeing him so robust and
upright in his doings, and she plucked up courage at last to ask a
favour of him: that of standing godfather to Jacques. True, she never
set foot in church now, but why shouldn't the lad be treated according
to custom? What influenced her above all was the idea of giving the
boy a protector in this godfather, whom she found so serious and
sensible, even amidst the exuberance of his strength. Claude expressed
surprise, but gave his consent with a shrug of the shoulders. And the
christening took place; they found a godmother, the daughter of a
neighbour, and they made a feast of it, eating a lobster, which was
brought from Paris.

That very day, as they were saying good-bye, Christine took Sandoz
aside, and said, in an imploring voice:

'Do come again soon, won't you? He is bored.'

In fact, Claude had fits of profound melancholy. He abandoned his
work, went out alone, and prowled in spite of himself about Faucheur's
inn, at the spot where the ferry-boat landed its passengers, as if
ever expecting to see all Paris come ashore there. He had Paris on the
brain; he went there every month and returned desolate, unable to
work. Autumn came, then winter, a very wet and muddy winter, and he
spent it in a state of morose torpidity, bitter even against Sandoz,
who, having married in October, could no longer come to Bennecourt so
often. Claude only seemed to wake up at each of the other's visits;
deriving a week's excitement from them, and never ceasing to comment
feverishly about the news brought from yonder. He, who formerly had
hidden his regret of Paris, nowadays bewildered Christine with the way
in which he chatted to her from morn till night about things she was
quite ignorant of, and people she had never seen. When Jacques fell
asleep, there were endless comments between the parents as they sat by
the fireside. Claude grew passionate, and Christine had to give her
opinion and to pronounce judgment on all sorts of matters.

Was not Gagniere an idiot for stultifying his brain with music, he who
might have developed so conscientious a talent as a landscape painter?
It was said that he was now taking lessons on the piano from a young
lady--the idea, at his age! What did she, Christine, think of it? And
Jory had been trying to get into the good graces of Irma Becot again,
ever since she had secured that little house in the Rue de Moscou!
Christine knew those two; two jades who well went together, weren't
they? But the most cunning of the whole lot was Fagerolles, to whom
he, Claude, would tell a few plain truths and no mistake, when he met
him. What! the turn-coat had competed for the Prix de Rome, which, of
course, he had managed to miss. To think of it. That fellow did
nothing but jeer at the School, and talked about knocking everything
down, yet took part in official competitions! Ah, there was no doubt
but that the itching to succeed, the wish to pass over one's comrades
and be hailed by idiots, impelled some people to very dirty tricks.
Surely Christine did not mean to stick up for him, eh? She was not
sufficiently a philistine to defend him. And when she had agreed with
everything Claude said, he always came back with nervous laughter to
the same story--which he thought exceedingly comical--the story of
Mahoudeau and Chaine, who, between them, had killed little Jabouille,
the husband of Mathilde, that dreadful herbalist woman. Yes, killed
the poor consumptive fellow with kindness one evening when he had had
a fainting fit, and when, on being called in by the woman, they had
taken to rubbing him with so much vigour that he had remained dead in
their hands.

And if Christine failed to look amused at all this, Claude rose up
and said, in a churlish voice: 'Oh, you; nothing will make you laugh
--let's go to bed.'

He still adored her, but she no longer sufficed. Another torment had
invincibly seized hold of him--the passion for art, the thirst for
fame.

In the spring, Claude, who, with an affectation of disdain, had sworn
he would never again exhibit, began to worry a great deal about the
Salon. Whenever he saw Sandoz he questioned him about what the
comrades were going to send. On the opening day he went to Paris and
came back the same evening, stern and trembling. There was only a bust
by Mahoudeau, said he, good enough, but of no importance. A small
landscape by Gagniere, admitted among the ruck, was also of a pretty
sunny tone. Then there was nothing else, nothing but Fagerolles'
picture--an actress in front of her looking-glass painting her face.
He had not mentioned it at first; but he now spoke of it with
indignant laughter. What a trickster that Fagerolles was! Now that he
had missed his prize he was no longer afraid to exhibit--he threw the
School overboard; but you should have seen how skilfully he managed
it, what compromises he effected, painting in a style which aped the
audacity of truth without possessing one original merit. And it would
be sure to meet with success, the bourgeois were only too fond of
being titillated while the artist pretended to hustle them. Ah! it was
time indeed for a true artist to appear in that mournful desert of a
Salon, amid all the knaves and the fools. And, by heavens, what a
place might be taken there!

Christine, who listened while he grew angry, ended by faltering:

'If you liked, we might go back to Paris.'

'Who was talking of that?' he shouted. 'One can never say a word to
you but you at once jump to false conclusions.'

Six weeks afterwards he heard some news that occupied his mind for a
week. His friend Dubuche was going to marry Mademoiselle Regine
Margaillan, the daughter of the owner of La Richaudiere. It was an
intricate story, the details of which surprised and amused him
exceedingly. First of all, that cur Dubuche had managed to hook a
medal for a design of a villa in a park, which he had exhibited; that
of itself was already sufficiently amusing, as it was said that the
drawing had been set on its legs by his master, Dequersonniere, who
had quietly obtained this medal for him from the jury over which he
presided. Then the best of it was that this long-awaited reward had
decided the marriage. Ah! it would be nice trafficking if medals were
now awarded to settle needy pupils in rich families! Old Margaillan,
like all parvenus, had set his heart upon having a son-in-law who
could help him, by bringing authentic diplomas and fashionable clothes
into the business; and for some time past he had had his eyes on that
young man, that pupil of the School of Arts, whose notes were
excellent, who was so persevering, and so highly recommended by his
masters. The medal aroused his enthusiasm; he at once gave the young
fellow his daughter and took him as a partner, who would soon increase
his millions now lying idle, since he knew all that was needful in
order to build properly. Besides, by this arrangement poor Regine,
always low-spirited and ailing, would at least have a husband in
perfect health.

'Well, a man must be fond of money to marry that wretched flayed
kitten,' repeated Claude.

And as Christine compassionately took the girl's part, he added:

'But I am not down upon her. So much the better if the marriage does
not finish her off. She is certainly not to be blamed, if her father,
the ex-stonemason, had the stupid ambition to marry a girl of the
middle-classes. Her father, you know, has the vitiated blood of
generations of drunkards in his veins, and her mother comes of a stock
in the last stages of degeneracy. Ah! they may coin money, but that
doesn't prevent them from being excrescences on the face of the
earth!'

He was growing ferocious, and Christine had to clasp him in her arms
and kiss him, and laugh, to make him once more the good-natured fellow
of earlier days. Then, having calmed down, he professed to understand
things, saying that he approved of the marriages of his old chums. It
was true enough, all three had taken wives unto themselves. How funny
life was!

Once more the summer drew to an end; it was the fourth spent at
Bennecourt. In reality they could never be happier than now; life was
peaceful and cheap in the depths of that village. Since they had been
there they had never lacked money. Claude's thousand francs a year and
the proceeds of the few pictures he had sold had sufficed for their
wants; they had even put something by, and had bought some house
linen. On the other hand, little Jacques, by now two years and a half
old, got on admirably in the country. From morning till night he
rolled about the garden, ragged and dirt-begrimed, but growing as he
listed in robust ruddy health. His mother often did not know where to
take hold of him when she wished to wash him a bit. However, when she
saw him eat and sleep well she did not trouble much; she reserved her
anxious affection for her big child of an artist, whose despondency
filled her with anguish. The situation grew worse each day, and
although they lived on peacefully without any cause for grief, they,
nevertheless, drifted to melancholy, to a discomfort that showed
itself in constant irritation.

It was all over with their first delights of country life. Their
rotten boat, staved in, had gone to the bottom of the Seine. Besides,
they did not even think of availing themselves of the skiff that the
Faucheurs had placed at their disposal. The river bored them; they had
grown too lazy to row. They repeated their exclamations of former
times respecting certain delightful nooks in the islets, but without
ever being tempted to return and gaze upon them. Even the walks by the
river-side had lost their charm--one was broiled there in summer, and
one caught cold there in winter. And as for the plateau, the vast
stretch of land planted with apple trees that overlooked the village,
it became like a distant country, something too far off for one to be
silly enough to risk one's legs there. Their house also annoyed them
--that barracks where they had to take their meals amid the greasy
refuse of the kitchen, where their room seemed a meeting-place for the
winds from every point of the compass. As a finishing stroke of bad
luck, the apricots had failed that year, and the finest of the giant
rose-bushes, which were very old, had been smitten with some canker or
other and died. How sorely time and habit wore everything away! How
eternal nature herself seemed to age amidst that satiated weariness.
But the worst was that the painter himself was getting disgusted with
the country, no longer finding a single subject to arouse his
enthusiasm, but scouring the fields with a mournful tramp, as if the
whole place were a void, whose life he had exhausted without leaving
as much as an overlooked tree, an unforeseen effect of light to
interest him. No, it was over, frozen, he should never again be able
to paint anything worth looking at in that confounded country!

October came with its rain-laden sky. On one of the first wet evenings
Claude flew into a passion because dinner was not ready. He turned
that goose of a Melie out of the house and clouted Jacques, who got
between his legs. Whereupon, Christine, crying, kissed him and said:

'Let's go, oh, let us go back to Paris.'

He disengaged himself, and cried in an angry voice: 'What, again!
Never! do you hear me?'

'Do it for my sake,' she said, warmly. 'It's I who ask it of you, it's
I that you'll please.'

'Why, are you tired of being here, then?'

'Yes, I shall die if we stay here much longer; and, besides I want you
to work. I feel quite certain that your place is there. It would be a
crime for you to bury yourself here any longer.'

'No, leave me!'

He was quivering. On the horizon Paris was calling him, the Paris of
winter-tide which was being lighted up once more. He thought he could
hear from where he stood the great efforts that his comrades were
making, and, in fancy, he returned thither in order that they might
not triumph without him, in order that he might become their chief
again, since not one of them had strength or pride enough to be such.
And amid this hallucination, amid the desire he felt to hasten to
Paris, he yet persisted in refusing to do so, from a spirit of
involuntary contradiction, which arose, though he could not account
for it, from his very entrails. Was it the fear with which the bravest
quivers, the mute struggle of happiness seeking to resist the fatality
of destiny?

'Listen,' said Christine, excitedly. 'I shall get our boxes ready, and
take you away.'

Five days later, after packing and sending their chattels to the
railway, they started for Paris.

Claude was already on the road with little Jacques, when Christine
fancied that she had forgotten something. She returned alone to the
house; and finding it quite bare and empty, she burst out crying. It
seemed as if something were being torn from her, as if she were
leaving something of herself behind--what, she could not say. How
willingly would she have remained! how ardent was her wish to live
there always--she who had just insisted on that departure, that return
to the city of passion where she scented the presence of a rival.
However, she continued searching for what she lacked, and in front of
the kitchen she ended by plucking a rose, a last rose, which the cold
was turning brown. And then she slowly closed the gate upon the
deserted garden.



                                VII

WHEN Claude found himself once more on the pavement of Paris he was
seized with a feverish longing for hubbub and motion, a desire to gad
about, scour the whole city, and see his chums. He was off the moment
he awoke, leaving Christine to get things shipshape by herself in the
studio which they had taken in the Rue de Douai, near the Boulevard de
Clichy. In this way, on the second day of his arrival, he dropped in
at Mahoudeau's at eight o'clock in the morning, in the chill, grey
November dawn which had barely risen.

However, the shop in the Rue du Cherche-Midi, which the sculptor still
occupied, was open, and Mahoudeau himself, half asleep, with a white
face, was shivering as he took down the shutters.

Ah! it's you. The devil! you've got into early habits in the country.
So it's settled--you are back for good?'

'Yes; since the day before yesterday.'

'That's all right. Then we shall see something of each other. Come in;
it's sharp this morning.'

But Claude felt colder in the shop than outside. He kept the collar of
his coat turned up, and plunged his hands deep into his pockets;
shivering before the dripping moisture of the bare walls, the muddy
heaps of clay, and the pools of water soddening the floor. A blast of
poverty had swept into the place, emptying the shelves of the casts
from the antique, and smashing stands and buckets, which were now held
together with bits of rope. It was an abode of dirt and disorder, a
mason's cellar going to rack and ruin. On the window of the door,
besmeared with whitewash, there appeared in mockery, as it were, a
large beaming sun, roughly drawn with thumb-strokes, and ornamented in
the centre with a face, the mouth of which, describing a semicircle,
seemed likely to burst with laughter.

'Just wait,' said Mahoudeau, 'a fire's being lighted. These confounded
workshops get chilly directly, with the water from the covering
cloths.'

At that moment, Claude, on turning round, noticed Chaine on his knees
near the stove, pulling the straw from the seat of an old stool to
light the coals with. He bade him good-morning, but only elicited a
muttered growl, without succeeding in making him look up.

'And what are you doing just now, old man?' he asked the sculptor.

'Oh! nothing of much account. It's been a bad year--worse than the
last one, which wasn't worth a rap. There's a crisis in the
church-statue business. Yes, the market for holy wares is bad, and,
dash it, I've had to tighten my belt! Look, in the meanwhile, I'm
reduced to this.'

He thereupon took the linen wraps off a bust, showing a long face
still further elongated by whiskers, a face full of conceit and
infinite imbecility.

'It's an advocate who lives near by. Doesn't he look repugnant, eh?
And the way he worries me about being very careful with his mouth.
However, a fellow must eat, mustn't he?'

He certainly had an idea for the Salon; an upright figure, a girl
about to bathe, dipping her foot in the water, and shivering at its
freshness with that slight shiver that renders a woman so adorable. He
showed Claude a little model of it, which was already cracking, and
the painter looked at it in silence, surprised and displeased at
certain concessions he noticed in it: a sprouting of prettiness from
beneath a persistent exaggeration of form, a natural desire to please,
blended with a lingering tendency to the colossal. However, Mahoudeau
began lamenting; an upright figure was no end of a job. He would want
iron braces that cost money, and a modelling frame, which he had not
got; in fact, a lot of appliances. So he would, no doubt, decide to
model the figure in a recumbent attitude beside the water.

'Well, what do you say--what do you think of it?' he asked.

'Not bad,' answered the painter at last. 'A little bit sentimental, in
spite of the strapping limbs; but it'll all depend upon the execution.
And put her upright, old man; upright, for there would be nothing in
it otherwise.'

The stove was roaring, and Chaine, still mute, rose up. He prowled
about for a minute, entered the dark back shop, where stood the bed
that he shared with Mahoudeau, and then reappeared, his hat on his
head, but more silent, it seemed, than ever. With his awkward peasant
fingers he leisurely took up a stick of charcoal and then wrote on the
wall: 'I am going to buy some tobacco; put some more coals in the
stove.' And forthwith he went out.

Claude, who had watched him writing, turned to the other in amazement.

'What's up?'

'We no longer speak to one another; we write,' said the sculptor,
quietly.

'Since when?'

'Since three months ago.'

'And you sleep together?'

'Yes.'

Claude burst out laughing. Ah! dash it all! they must have hard nuts.
But what was the reason of this falling-out? Then Mahoudeau vented his
rage against that brute of a Chaine! Hadn't he, one night on coming
home unexpectedly, found him treating Mathilde, the herbalist woman,
to a pot of jam? No, he would never forgive him for treating himself
in that dirty fashion to delicacies on the sly, while he, Mahoudeau,
was half starving, and eating dry bread. The deuce! one ought to share
and share alike.

And the grudge had now lasted for nearly three months without a break,
without an explanation. They had arranged their lives accordingly;
they had reduced their strictly necessary intercourse to a series of
short phrases charcoaled on the walls. As for the rest, they lived as
before, sharing the same bed in the back shop. After all, there was no
need for so much talk in life, people managed to understand one
another all the same.

While filling the stove, Mahoudeau continued to relieve his mind.

'Well, you may believe me if you like, but when a fellow's almost
starving it isn't disagreeable to keep quiet. Yes, one gets numb
amidst silence; it's like an inside coating that stills the gnawing of
the stomach a bit. Ah, that Chaine! You haven't a notion of his
peasant nature. When he had spent his last copper without earning the
fortune he expected by painting, he went into trade, a petty trade,
which was to enable him to finish his studies. Isn't the fellow a
sharp 'un, eh? And just listen to his plan. He had some olive oil sent
to him from Saint-Firmin, his village, and then he tramped the streets
and found a market for the oil among well-to-do families from Provence
living in Paris. Unfortunately, it did not last. He is such a
clod-hopper that they showed him the door on all sides. And as there
was a jar of oil left which nobody would buy, well, old man, we live
upon it. Yes, on the days when we happen to have some bread we dip our
bread into it.'

Thereupon he pointed to the jar standing in a corner of the shop. Some
of the oil having been spilt, the wall and the floor were darkened by
large greasy stains.

Claude left off laughing. Ah! misery, how discouraging it was! how
could he show himself hard on those whom it crushed? He walked about
the studio, no longer vexed at finding models weakened by concessions
to middle-class taste; he even felt tolerant with regard to that
hideous bust. But, all at once, he came across a copy that Chaine had
made at the Louvre, a Mantegna, which was marvellously exact in its
dryness.

'Oh, the brute,' he muttered, 'it's almost the original; he's never
done anything better than that. Perhaps his only fault is that he was
born four centuries too late.'

Then, as the heat became too great, he took off his over-coat, adding:

'He's a long while fetching his tobacco.'

'Oh! his tobacco! I know what that means,' said Mahoudeau, who had set
to work at his bust, finishing the whiskers; 'he has simply gone next
door.'

'Oh! so you still see the herbalist?'

'Yes, she comes in and out.'

He spoke of Mathilde and Chaine without the least show of anger,
simply saying that he thought the woman crazy. Since little
Jabouille's death she had become devout again, though this did not
prevent her from scandalising the neighbourhood. Her business was
going to wreck, and bankruptcy seemed impending. One night, the gas
company having cut off the gas in default of payment, she had come to
borrow some of their olive oil, which, after all, would not burn in
the lamps. In short, it was quite a disaster; that mysterious shop,
with its fleeting shadows of priests' gowns, its discreet
confessional-like whispers, and its odour of sacristy incense, was
gliding to the abandonment of ruin. And the wretchedness had reached
such a point that the dried herbs suspended from the ceiling swarmed
with spiders, while defunct leeches, which had already turned green,
floated on the tops of the glass jars.

'Hallo, here he comes!' resumed the sculptor. 'You'll see her arrive
at his heels.'

In fact, Chaine came in. He made a great show of drawing a screw of
tobacco from his pocket, then filled his pipe, and began to smoke in
front of the stove, remaining obstinately silent, as if there were
nobody present. And immediately afterwards Mathilde made her
appearance like a neighbour who comes in to say 'Good morning.' Claude
thought that she had grown still thinner, but her eyes were all afire,
and her mouth was seemingly enlarged by the loss of two more teeth.
The smell of aromatic herbs which she always carried in her uncombed
hair seemed to have become rancid. There was no longer the sweetness
of camomile, the freshness of aniseed; she filled the place with a
horrid odour of peppermint that seemed to be her very breath.

'Already at work!' she exclaimed. 'Good morning.' And, without minding
Claude, she kissed Mahoudeau. Then, after going to shake hands with
the painter in her brazen way, she continued:

'What do you think? I've found a box of mallow root, and we will treat
ourselves to it for breakfast. Isn't that nice of me now! We'll
share.'

'Thanks,' said the sculptor, 'it makes my mouth sticky. I prefer to
smoke a pipe.'

And, seeing that Claude was putting on his overcoat again, he asked:
'Are you going?'

'Yes. I want to get the rust off, and breathe the air of Paris a bit.'

All the same, he stopped for another few minutes watching Chaine and
Mathilde, who stuffed themselves with mallow root, each taking a piece
by turns. And though he had been warned, he was again amazed when he
saw Mahoudeau take up the stick of charcoal and write on the wall:
'Give me the tobacco you have shoved into your pocket.'

Without a word, Chaine took out the screw and handed it to the
sculptor, who filled his pipe.

'Well, I'll see you again soon,' said Claude.

'Yes, soon--at any rate, next Thursday, at Sandoz's.'

Outside, Claude gave an exclamation of surprise on jostling a
gentleman, who stood in front of the herbalist's peering into the
shop.

'What, Jory! What are you doing there?'

Jory's big pink nose gave a sniff.

'I? Nothing. I was passing and looked in,' said he in dismay.

Then he decided to laugh, and, as if there were any one to overhear
him, lowered his voice to ask:

'She is next door with our friends, isn't she? All right; let's be
off, quick!'

And he took the painter with him, telling him all manner of strange
stories of that creature Mathilde.

'But you used to say that she was frightful,' said Claude, laughing.

Jory made a careless gesture. Frightful? No, he had not gone as far as
that. Besides, there might be something attractive about a woman even
though she had a plain face. Then he expressed his surprise at seeing
Claude in Paris, and, when he had been fully posted, and learned that
the painter meant to remain there for good, he all at once exclaimed:

'Listen, I am going to take you with me. You must come to lunch with
me at Irma's.'

The painter, taken aback, refused energetically, and gave as a reason
that he wasn't even wearing a frock-coat.

'What does that matter? On the contrary, it makes it more droll.
She'll be delighted. I believe she has a secret partiality for you.
She is always talking about you to us. Come, don't be a fool. I tell
you she expects me this morning, and we shall be received like
princes.'

He did not relax his hold on Claude's arm, and they both continued
their way towards the Madeleine, talking all the while. As a rule,
Jory kept silent about his many love adventures, just as a drunkard
keeps silent about his potations. But that morning he brimmed over
with revelations, chaffed himself and owned to all sorts of scandalous
things. After all he was delighted with existence, his affairs went
apace. His miserly father had certainly cut off the supplies once
more, cursing him for obstinately pursuing a scandalous career, but he
did not care a rap for that now; he earned between seven and eight
thousand francs a year by journalism, in which he was making his way
as a gossipy leader writer and art critic. The noisy days of 'The
Drummer,' the articles at a louis apiece, had been left far behind. He
was getting steady, wrote for two widely circulated papers, and
although, in his inmost heart he remained a sceptical voluptuary, a
worshipper of success at any price, he was acquiring importance, and
readers began to look upon his opinions as fiats. Swayed by hereditary
meanness, he already invested money every month in petty speculations,
which were only known to himself, for never had his vices cost him
less than nowadays.

As he and Claude reached the Rue de Moscou, he told the painter that
it was there that Irma Becot now lived. 'Oh! she is rolling in
wealth,' said he, 'paying twenty thousand francs a year rent and
talking of building a house which would cost half a million.' Then
suddenly pulling up he exclaimed: 'Come, here we are! In with you,
quick!'

But Claude still objected. His wife was waiting for him to lunch; he
really couldn't. And Jory was obliged to ring the bell, and then push
him inside the hall, repeating that his excuse would not do; for they
would send the valet to the Rue de Douai to tell his wife. A door
opened and they found themselves face to face with Irma Becot, who
uttered a cry of surprise as soon as she perceived the painter.

'What! is it you, savage?' she said.

She made him feel at home at once by treating him like an old chum,
and, in fact, he saw well enough that she did not even notice his old
clothes. He himself was astonished, for he barely recognised her. In
the course of four years she had become a different being; her head
was 'made up' with all an actress's skill, her brow hidden beneath a
mass of curly hair, and her face elongated, by a sheer effort of will,
no doubt. And from a pale blonde she had become flaringly carrotty; so
that a Titianesque creature seemed to have sprung from the little
urchin-like girl of former days. Her house, with all its show of
luxury, still had its bald spots. What struck the painter were some
good pictures on the walls, a Courbet, and, above all, an unfinished
study by Delacroix. So this wild, wilful creature was not altogether a
fool, although there was a frightful cat in coloured _biscuit_
standing on a console in the drawing-room.

When Jory spoke of sending the valet to his friend's place, she
exclaimed in great surprise:

'What! you are married?'

'Why, yes,' said Claude, simply.

She glanced at Jory, who smiled; then she understood, and added:

'Ah! But why did people tell me that you were a woman-hater? I'm
awfully vexed, you know. I frightened you, don't you remember, eh? You
still think me very ugly, don't you? Well, well, we'll talk about it
all some other day.'

It was the coachman who went to the Rue de Douai with a note from
Claude, for the valet had opened the door of the dining-room, to
announce that lunch was served. The repast, a very delicate one, was
partaken of in all propriety, under the icy stare of the servant. They
talked about the great building works that were revolutionising Paris;
and then discussed the price of land, like middle-class people with
money to invest. But at dessert, when they were all three alone with
the coffee and liqueurs, which they had decided upon taking there,
without leaving the table, they gradually became animated, and dropped
into their old familiar ways, as if they had met each other at the
Cafe Baudequin.

'Ah, my lads,' said Irma, 'this is the only real enjoyment, to be
jolly together and to snap one's fingers at other people.'

She was twisting cigarettes; she had just placed the bottle of
chartreuse near her, and had begun to empty it, looking the while very
flushed, and lapsing once more to her low street drollery.

'So,' continued Jory, who was apologising for not having sent her that
morning a book she wanted, 'I was going to buy it last night at about
ten o'clock, when I met Fagerolles--'

'You are telling a lie,' said she, interrupting him in a clear voice.
And to cut short his protestations--'Fagerolles was here,' she added,
'so you see that you are telling a lie.'

Then, turning to Claude, 'No, it's too disgusting. You can't conceive
what a liar he is. He tells lies like a woman, for the pleasure of it,
for the merest trifle. Now, the whole of his story amounts simply to
this: that he didn't want to spend three francs to buy me that book.
Each time he was to have sent me a bouquet, he had dropped it under
the wheels of a carriage, or there were no flowers to be had in all
Paris. Ah! there's a fellow who only cares for himself, and no
mistake.'

Jory, without getting in the least angry, tilted back his chair and
sucked his cigar, merely saying with a sneer:

'Oh! if you see Fagerolles now--'

'Well, what of it?' she cried, becoming furious. 'It's no business of
yours. I snap my fingers at your Fagerolles, do you hear? He knows
very well that people don't quarrel with me. We know each other; we
sprouted in the same crack between the paving-stones. Look here,
whenever I like, I have only to hold up my finger, and your Fagerolles
will be there on the floor, licking my feet.'

She was growing animated, and Jory thought it prudent to beat a
retreat.

'_My_ Fagerolles,' he muttered; '_my_ Fagerolles.'

'Yes, _your_ Fagerolles. Do you think that I don't see through you
both? He is always patting you on the back, as he hopes to get
articles out of you, and you affect generosity and calculate the
advantage you'll derive if you write up an artist liked by the
public.'

This time Jory stuttered, feeling very much annoyed on account of
Claude being there. He did not attempt to defend himself, however,
preferring to turn the quarrel into a joke. Wasn't she amusing, eh?
when she blazed up like that, with her lustrous wicked eyes, and her
twitching mouth, eager to indulge in vituperation?

'But remember, my dear, this sort of thing cracks your Titianesque
"make-up,"' he added.

She began to laugh, mollified at once.

Claude, basking in physical comfort, kept on sipping small glasses of
cognac one after another, without noticing it. During the two hours
they had been there a kind of intoxication had stolen over them, the
hallucinatory intoxication produced by liqueurs and tobacco smoke.
They changed the conversation; the high prices that pictures were
fetching came into question. Irma, who no longer spoke, kept a bit of
extinguished cigarette between her lips, and fixed her eyes on the
painter. At last she abruptly began to question him about his wife.

Her questions did not appear to surprise him; his ideas were going
astray: 'She had just come from the provinces,' he said. 'She was in a
situation with a lady, and was a very good and honest girl.'

'Pretty?'

'Why, yes, pretty.'

For a moment Irma relapsed into her reverie, then she said, smiling:
'Dash it all! How lucky you are!'

Then she shook herself, and exclaimed, rising from the table: 'Nearly
three o'clock! Ah! my children, I must turn you out of the house. Yes,
I have an appointment with an architect; I am going to see some ground
near the Parc Monceau, you know, in the new quarter which is being
built. I have scented a stroke of business in that direction.'

They had returned to the drawing-room. She stopped before a
looking-glass, annoyed at seeing herself so flushed.

'It's about that house, isn't it?' asked Jory. 'You have found the
money, then?'

She brought her hair down over her brow again, then with her hands
seemed to efface the flush on her cheeks; elongated the oval of her
face, and rearranged her tawny head, which had all the charm of a work
of art; and finally, turning round, she merely threw Jory these words
by way of reply: Look! there's my Titianesque effect back again.'

She was already, amidst their laughter, edging them towards the hall,
where once more, without speaking, she took Claude's hands in her own,
her glance yet again diving into the depths of his eyes. When he
reached the street he felt uncomfortable. The cold air dissipated his
intoxication; he remorsefully reproached himself for having spoken of
Christine in that house, and swore to himself that he would never set
foot there again.

Indeed, a kind of shame deterred Claude from going home, and when his
companion, excited by the luncheon and feeling inclined to loaf about,
spoke of going to shake hands with Bongrand, he was delighted with the
idea, and both made their way to the Boulevard de Clichy.

For the last twenty years Bongrand had there occupied a very large
studio, in which he had in no wise sacrificed to the tastes of the
day, to that magnificence of hangings and nick-nacks with which young
painters were then beginning to surround themselves. It was the bare,
greyish studio of the old style, exclusively ornamented with sketches
by the master, which hung there unframed, and in close array like the
votive offerings in a chapel. The only tokens of elegance consisted of
a cheval glass, of the First Empire style, a large Norman wardrobe,
and two arm-chairs upholstered in Utrecht velvet, and threadbare with
usage. In one corner, too, a bearskin which had lost nearly all its
hair covered a large couch. However, the artist had retained since his
youthful days, which had been spent in the camp of the Romanticists,
the habit of wearing a special costume, and it was in flowing
trousers, in a dressing-gown secured at the waist by a silken cord,
and with his head covered with a priest's skull-cap, that he received
his visitors.

He came to open the door himself, holding his palette and brushes.

'So here you are! It was a good idea of yours to come! I was thinking
about you, my dear fellow. Yes, I don't know who it was that told me
of your return, but I said to myself that it wouldn't be long before I
saw you.'

The hand that he had free grasped Claude's in a burst of sincere
affection. He then shook Jory's, adding:

'And you, young pontiff; I read your last article, and thank you for
your kind mention of myself. Come in, come in, both of you! You don't
disturb me; I'm taking advantage of the daylight to the very last
minute, for there's hardly time to do anything in this confounded
month of November.'

He had resumed his work, standing before his easel, on which there was
a small canvas, which showed two women, mother and daughter, sitting
sewing in the embrasure of a sunlit window. The young fellows stood
looking behind him.

'Exquisite,' murmured Claude, at last.

Bongrand shrugged his shoulders without turning round.

'Pooh! A mere nothing at all. A fellow must occupy his time, eh? I did
this from life at a friend's house, and I am cleaning it a bit.'

'But it's perfect--it is a little gem of truth and light,' replied
Claude, warming up. 'And do you know, what overcomes me is its
simplicity, its very simplicity.'

On hearing this the painter stepped back and blinked his eyes, looking
very much surprised.

'You think so? It really pleases you? Well, when you came in I was
just thinking it was a foul bit of work. I give you my word, I was in
the dumps, and felt convinced that I hadn't a scrap of talent left.'

His hands shook, his stalwart frame trembled as with the agony of
travail. He rid himself of his palette, and came back towards them,
his arms sawing the air, as it were; and this artist, who had grown
old amidst success, who was assured of ranking in the French School,
cried to them:

'It surprises you, eh? but there are days when I ask myself whether I
shall be able to draw a nose correctly. Yes, with every one of my
pictures I still feel the emotion of a beginner; my heart beats,
anguish parches my mouth--in fact, I funk abominably. Ah! you
youngsters, you think you know what funk means; but you haven't as
much as a notion of it, for if you fail with one work, you get quits
by trying to do something better. Nobody is down upon you; whereas we,
the veterans, who have given our measure, who are obliged to keep up
to the level previously attained, if not to surpass it, we mustn't
weaken under penalty of rolling down into the common grave. And so,
Mr. Celebrity, Mr. Great Artist, wear out your brains, consume
yourself in striving to climb higher, still higher, ever higher, and
if you happen to kick your heels on the summit, think yourself lucky!
Wear your heels out in kicking them up as long as possible, and if you
feel that you are declining, why, make an end of yourself by rolling
down amid the death rattle of your talent, which is no longer suited
to the period; roll down forgetful of such of your works as are
destined to immortality, and in despair at your powerless efforts to
create still further!'

His full voice had risen to a final outburst like thunder, and his
broad flushed face wore an expression of anguish. He strode about, and
continued, as if carried away, in spite of himself, by a violent
whirlwind:

'I have told you a score of times that one was for ever beginning
one's career afresh, that joy did not consist in having reached the
summit, but in the climbing, in the gaiety of scaling the heights.
Only, you don't understand, you cannot understand; a man must have
passed through it. Just remember! You hope for everything, you dream
of everything; it is the hour of boundless illusions, and your legs
are so strong that the most fatiguing roads seem short; you are
consumed with such an appetite for glory, that the first petty
successes fill your mouth with a delicious taste. What a feast it will
be when you are able to gratify ambition to satiety! You have nearly
reached that point, and you look right cheerfully on your scratches!
Well, the thing is accomplished; the summit has been gained; it is now
a question of remaining there. Then a life of abomination begins; you
have exhausted intoxication, and you have discovered that it does not
last long enough, that it is not worth the struggle it has cost, and
that the dregs of the cup taste bitter. There is nothing left to be
learnt, no new sensation to be felt; pride has had its allowance of
fame; you know that you have produced your greatest works; and you are
surprised that they did not bring keener enjoyment with them. From
that moment the horizon becomes void; no fresh hope inflames you;
there is nothing left but to die. And yet you still cling on, you
won't admit that it's all up with you, you obstinately persist in
trying to produce--just as old men cling to love with painful, ignoble
efforts. Ah! a man ought to have the courage and the pride to strangle
himself before his last masterpiece!'

While he spoke he seemed to have increased in stature, reaching to the
elevated ceiling of the studio, and shaken by such keen emotion that
the tears started to his eyes. And he dropped into a chair before his
picture, asking with the anxious look of a beginner who has need of
encouragement:

'Then this really seems to you all right? I myself no longer dare to
believe anything. My unhappiness springs from the possession of both
too much and not enough critical acumen. The moment I begin a sketch I
exalt it, then, if it's not successful, I torture myself. It would be
better not to know anything at all about it, like that brute
Chambouvard, or else to see very clearly into the business and then
give up painting. . . . Really now, you like this little canvas?'

Claude and Jory remained motionless, astonished and embarrassed by
those tokens of the intense anguish of art in its travail. Had they
come at a moment of crisis, that this master thus groaned with pain,
and consulted them like comrades? The worst was that they had been
unable to disguise some hesitation when they found themselves under
the gaze of the ardent, dilated eyes with which he implored them--eyes
in which one could read the hidden fear of decline. They knew current
rumours well enough; they agreed with the opinion that since his
'Village Wedding' the painter had produced nothing equal to that
famous picture. Indeed, after maintaining something of that standard
of excellence in a few works, he was now gliding into a more
scientific, drier manner. Brightness of colour was vanishing; each
work seemed to show a decline. However, these were things not to be
said; so Claude, when he had recovered his composure, exclaimed:

'You never painted anything so powerful!'

Bongrand looked at him again, straight in the eyes. Then he turned to
his work, in which he became absorbed, making a movement with his
herculean arms, as if he were breaking every bone of them to lift that
little canvas which was so very light. And he muttered to himself:
'Confound it! how heavy it is! Never mind, I'll die at it rather than
show a falling-off.'

He took up his palette and grew calm at the first stroke of the brush,
while bending his manly shoulders and broad neck, about which one
noticed traces of peasant build remaining amid the bourgeois
refinement contributed by the crossing of classes of which he was the
outcome.

Silence had ensued, but Jory, his eyes still fixed on the picture,
asked:

'Is it sold?'

Bongrand replied leisurely, like the artist who works when he likes
without care of profit:

'No; I feel paralysed when I've a dealer at my back.' And, without
pausing in his work, he went on talking, growing waggish.

'Ah! people are beginning to make a trade of painting now. Really and
truly I have never seen such a thing before, old as I am getting. For
instance, you, Mr. Amiable Journalist, what a quantity of flowers you
fling to the young ones in that article in which you mentioned me!
There were two or three youngsters spoken of who were simply geniuses,
nothing less.'

Jory burst out laughing.

'Well, when a fellow has a paper, he must make use of it. Besides, the
public likes to have great men discovered for it.'

'No doubt, public stupidity is boundless, and I am quite willing that
you should trade on it. Only I remember the first starts that we old
fellows had. Dash it! We were not spoiled like that, I can tell you.
We had ten years' labour and struggle before us ere we could impose on
people a picture the size of your hand; whereas nowadays the first
hobbledehoy who can stick a figure on its legs makes all the trumpets
of publicity blare. And what kind of publicity is it? A hullabaloo
from one end of France to the other, sudden reputations that shoot up
of a night, and burst upon one like thunderbolts, amid the gaping of
the throng. And I say nothing of the works themselves, those works
announced with salvoes of artillery, awaited amid a delirium of
impatience, maddening Paris for a week, and then falling into
everlasting oblivion!'

'This is an indictment against journalism,' said Jory, who had
stretched himself on the couch and lighted another cigar. 'There is a
great deal to be said for and against it, but devil a bit, a man must
keep pace with the times.'

Bongrand shook his head, and then started off again, amid a tremendous
burst of mirth:

'No! no! one can no longer throw off the merest daub without being
hailed as a young "master." Well, if you only knew how your young
masters amuse me!'

But as if these words had led to some other ideas, he cooled down, and
turned towards Claude to ask this question: 'By the way, have you seen
Fagerolles' picture?'

'Yes,' said the young fellow, quietly.

They both remained looking at each other: a restless smile had risen
to their lips, and Bongrand eventually added:

'There's a fellow who pillages you right and left.'

Jory, becoming embarrassed, had lowered his eyes, asking himself
whether he should defend Fagerolles. He, no doubt, concluded that it
would be profitable to do so, for he began to praise the picture of
the actress in her dressing-room, an engraving of which was then
attracting a great deal of notice in the print-shops. Was not the
subject a really modern one? Was it not well painted, in the bright
clear tone of the new school? A little more vigour might, perhaps,
have been desirable; but every one ought to be left to his own
temperament. And besides, refinement and charm were not so common by
any means, nowadays.

Bending over his canvas, Bongrand, who, as a rule, had nothing but
paternal praise for the young ones, shook and made a visible effort to
avoid an outburst. The explosion took place, however, in spite of
himself.

'Just shut up, eh? about your Fagerolles! Do you think us greater
fools than we really are? There! you see the great painter here
present. Yes; I mean the young gentleman in front of you. Well, the
whole trick consists in pilfering his originality, and dishing it up
with the wishy-washy sauce of the School of Arts! Quite so! you select
a modern subject, and you paint in the clear bright style, only you
adhere to correctly commonplace drawing, to all the habitual pleasing
style of composition--in short, to the formula which is taught over
yonder for the pleasure of the middle-classes. And you souse all that
with deftness, that execrable deftness of the fingers which would just
as well carve cocoanuts, the flowing, pleasant deftness that begets
success, and which ought to be punished with penal servitude, do you
hear?'

He brandished his palette and brushes aloft, in his clenched fists.

'You are severe,' said Claude, feeling embarrassed. 'Fagerolles shows
delicacy in his work.'

'I have been told,' muttered Jory, mildly, 'that he has just signed a
very profitable agreement with Naudet.'

That name, thrown haphazard into the conversation, had the effect of
once more soothing Bongrand, who repeated, shrugging his shoulders:

'Ah! Naudet--ah! Naudet.'

And he greatly amused the young fellows by telling them about Naudet,
with whom he was well acquainted. He was a dealer, who, for some few
years, had been revolutionising the picture trade. There was nothing
of the old fashion about his style--the greasy coat and keen taste of
Papa Malgras, the watching for the pictures of beginners, bought at
ten francs, to be resold at fifteen, all the little humdrum comedy of
the connoisseur, turning up his nose at a coveted canvas in order to
depreciate it, worshipping painting in his inmost heart, and earning a
meagre living by quickly and prudently turning over his petty capital.
No, no; the famous Naudet had the appearance of a nobleman, with a
fancy-pattern jacket, a diamond pin in his scarf, and patent-leather
boots; he was well pomaded and brushed, and lived in fine style, with
a livery-stable carriage by the month, a stall at the opera, and his
particular table at Bignon's. And he showed himself wherever it was
the correct thing to be seen. For the rest, he was a speculator, a
Stock Exchange gambler, not caring one single rap about art. But he
unfailingly scented success, he guessed what artist ought to be
properly started, not the one who seemed likely to develop the genius
of a great painter, furnishing food for discussion, but the one whose
deceptive talent, set off by a pretended display of audacity, would
command a premium in the market. And that was the way in which he
revolutionised that market, giving the amateur of taste the cold
shoulder, and only treating with the moneyed amateur, who knew nothing
about art, but who bought a picture as he might buy a share at the
Stock Exchange, either from vanity or with the hope that it would rise
in value.

At this stage of the conversation Bongrand, very jocular by nature,
and with a good deal of the mummer about him, began to enact the
scene. Enter Naudet in Fagerolles' studio.

'"You've real genius, my dear fellow. Your last picture is sold, then?
For how much?"

'"For five hundred francs."

'"But you must be mad; it was worth twelve hundred. And this one which
you have by you--how much?"

'"Well, my faith, I don't know. Suppose we say twelve hundred?"

'"What are you talking about? Twelve hundred francs! You don't
understand me, then, my boy; it's worth two thousand. I take it at two
thousand. And from this day forward you must work for no one but
myself--for me, Naudet. Good-bye, good-bye, my dear fellow; don't
overwork yourself--your fortune is made. I have taken it in hand."
Wherewith he goes off, taking the picture with him in his carriage. He
trots it round among his amateurs, among whom he has spread the rumour
that he has just discovered an extraordinary painter. One of the
amateurs bites at last, and asks the price.

"'Five thousand."

'"What, five thousand francs for the picture of a man whose name
hasn't the least notoriety? Are you playing the fool with me?"

'"Look here, I'll make you a proposal; I'll sell it you for five
thousand francs, and I'll sign an agreement to take it back in a
twelvemonth at six thousand, if you no longer care for it."

Of course the amateur is tempted. What does he risk after all? In
reality it's a good speculation, and so he buys. After that Naudet
loses no time, but disposes in a similar manner of nine or ten
paintings by the same man during the course of the year. Vanity gets
mingled with the hope of gain, the prices go up, the pictures get
regularly quoted, so that when Naudet returns to see his amateur, the
latter, instead of returning the picture, buys another one for eight
thousand francs. And the prices continue to go up, and painting
degenerates into something shady, a kind of gold mine situated on the
heights of Montmartre, promoted by a number of bankers, and around
which there is a constant battle of bank-notes.'

Claude was growing indignant, but Jory thought it all very clever,
when there came a knock at the door. Bongrand, who went to open it,
uttered a cry of surprise.

'Naudet, as I live! We were just talking about you.'

Naudet, very correctly dressed, without a speck of mud on him, despite
the horrible weather, bowed and came in with the reverential
politeness of a man of society entering a church.

'Very pleased--feel flattered, indeed, dear master. And you only spoke
well of me, I'm sure of it.'

'Not at all, Naudet, not at all,' said Bongrand, in a quiet tone. 'We
were saying that your manner of trading was giving us a nice
generation of artists--tricksters crossed with dishonest business
men.'

Naudet smiled, without losing his composure.

'The remark is harsh, but so charming! Never mind, never mind, dear
master, nothing that you say offends me.'

And, dropping into ecstasy before the picture of the two little women
at needlework:

'Ah! Good heavens, I didn't know this, it's a little marvel! Ah! that
light, that broad substantial treatment! One has to go back to
Rembrandt for anything like it; yes, to Rembrandt! Look here, I only
came in to pay my respects, but I thank my lucky star for having
brought me here. Let us do a little bit of business. Let me have this
gem. Anything you like to ask for it--I'll cover it with gold.'

One could see Bongrand's back shake, as if his irritation were
increasing at each sentence. He curtly interrupted the dealer.

'Too late; it's sold.'

'Sold, you say. And you cannot annul your bargain? Tell me, at any
rate, to whom it's sold? I'll do everything, I'll give anything. Ah!
What a horrible blow! Sold, are you quite sure of it? Suppose you were
offered double the sum?'

'It's sold, Naudet. That's enough, isn't it?'

However, the dealer went on lamenting. He remained for a few minutes
longer, going into raptures before other sketches, while making the
tour of the studio with the keen glances of a speculator in search of
luck. When he realised that his time was badly chosen, and that he
would be able to take nothing away with him, he went off, bowing with
an air of gratitude, and repeating remarks of admiration as far as the
landing.

As soon as he had gone, Jory, who had listened to the conversation
with surprise, ventured to ask a question:

'But you told us, I thought--It isn't sold, is it?'

Without immediately answering, Bongrand went back to his picture.
Then, in his thundering voice, resuming in one cry all his hidden
suffering, the whole of the nascent struggle within him which he dared
not avow, he said:

'He plagues me. He shall never have anything of mine! Let him go and
buy of Fagerolles!'

A quarter of an hour later, Claude and Jory also said good-bye,
leaving Bongrand struggling with his work in the waning daylight. Once
outside, when the young painter had left his companion, he did not at
once return home to the Rue de Douai, in spite of his long absence. He
still felt the want of walking about, of surrendering himself up to
that great city of Paris, where the meetings of one single day
sufficed to fill his brain; and this need of motion made him wander
about till the black night had fallen, through the frozen mud of the
streets, beneath the gas-lamps, which, lighted up one by one, showed
like nebulous stars amidst the fog.

Claude impatiently awaited the Thursday when he was to dine at
Sandoz's, for the latter, immutable in his habits, still invited his
cronies to dinner once a week. All those who chose could come, their
covers were laid. His marriage, his change of life, the ardent
literary struggle into which he had thrown himself, made no
difference; he kept to his day 'at home,' that Thursday which dated
from the time he had left college, from the time they had all smoked
their first pipes. As he himself expressed it, alluding to his wife,
there was only one chum more.

'I say, old man,' he had frankly said to Claude, 'I'm greatly
worried--'

'What about?'

'Why, about inviting Madame Christine. There are a lot of idiots, a
lot of philistines watching me, who would say all manner of things--'

'You are quite right, old man. But Christine herself would decline to
come. Oh! we understand the position very well. I'll come alone,
depend upon it.'

At six o'clock, Claude started for Sandoz's place in the Rue Nollet,
in the depths of Batignolles, and he had no end of trouble in finding
the small pavilion which his friend had rented. First of all he
entered a large house facing the street, and applied to the
doorkeeper, who made him cross three successive courtyards; then he
went down a passage, between two other buildings, descended some
steps, and tumbled upon the iron gate of a small garden. That was the
spot, the pavilion was there at the end of a path. But it was so dark,
and he had nearly broken his legs coming down the steps, that he dared
not venture any further, the more so as a huge dog was barking
furiously. At last he heard the voice of Sandoz, who was coming
forward and trying to quiet the dog.

'Ah, it's you! We are quite in the country, aren't we? We are going to
set up a lantern, so that our company may not break their necks. Come
in, come in! Will you hold your noise, you brute of a Bertrand? Don't
you see that it's a friend, fool?'

Thereupon the dog accompanied them as far as the pavilion, wagging his
tail and barking joyously. A young servant-girl had come out with a
lantern, which she fastened to the gate, in order to light up the
breakneck steps. In the garden there was simply a small central lawn,
on which there stood a large plum tree, diffusing a shade around that
rotted the grass; and just in front of the low house, which showed
only three windows, there stretched an arbour of Virginia creeper,
with a brand-new seat shining there as an ornament amid the winter
showers, pending the advent of the summer sun.

'Come in,' repeated Sandoz.

On the right-hand side of the hall he ushered Claude into the parlour,
which he had turned into a study. The dining-room and kitchen were on
the left. Upstairs, his mother, who was now altogether bedridden,
occupied the larger room, while he and his wife contented themselves
with the other one, and a dressing-room that parted the two. That was
the whole place, a real cardboard box, with rooms like little drawers
separated by partitions as thin as paper. Withal, it was the abode of
work and hope, vast in comparison with the ordinary garrets of youth,
and already made bright by a beginning of comfort and luxury.

'There's room here, eh?' he exclaimed. 'Ah! it's a jolly sight more
comfortable than the Rue d'Enfer. You see that I've a room to myself.
And I have bought myself an oaken writing-table, and my wife made me a
present of that dwarf palm in that pot of old Rouen ware. Isn't it
swell, eh?'

His wife came in at that very moment. Tall, with a pleasant, tranquil
face and beautiful brown hair, she wore a large white apron over her
plainly made dress of black poplin; for although they had a regular
servant, she saw to the cooking, for she was proud of certain of her
dishes, and she put the household on a footing of middle-class
cleanliness and love of cheer.

She and Claude became old chums at once.

'Call him Claude, my darling. And you, old man, call her Henriette. No
madame nor monsieur, or I shall fine you five sous each time.'

They laughed, and she scampered away, being wanted in the kitchen to
look after a southern dish, a _bouillabaisse_, with which she wished
to surprise the Plassans friend. She had obtained the recipe from her
husband himself, and had become marvellously deft at it, so he said.

'Your wife is charming,' said Claude, 'and I see she spoils you.'

But Sandoz, seated at his table, with his elbows among such pages of
the book he was working at as he had written that morning, began to
talk of the first novel of his series, which he had published in
October. Ah! they had treated his poor book nicely! It had been a
throttling, a butchering, all the critics yelling at his heels, a
broadside of imprecations, as if he had murdered people in a wood. He
himself laughed at it, excited rather than otherwise, for he had
sturdy shoulders and the quiet bearing of a toiler who knows what he's
after. Mere surprise remained to him at the profound lack of
intelligence shown by those fellows the critics, whose articles,
knocked off on the corner of some table, bespattered him with mud,
without appearing as much as to guess at the least of his intentions.
Everything was flung into the same slop-pail of abuse: his studies of
physiological man; the important part he assigned to circumstances and
surroundings; his allusions to nature, ever and ever creating; in
short, life--entire, universal life--existent through all the animal
world without there really being either high or low, beauty or
ugliness; he was insulted, too, for his boldness of language for the
conviction he expressed that all things ought to be said, that there
are abominable expressions which become necessary, like branding
irons, and that a language emerges enriched from such strength-giving
baths. He easily granted their anger, but he would at least have liked
them to do him the honour of understanding him and getting angry at
his audacity, not at the idiotic, filthy designs of which he was
accused.

'Really,' he continued, 'I believe that the world still contains more
idiots than downright spiteful people. They are enraged with me on
account of the form I give to my productions, the written sentences,
the similes, the very life of my style. Yes, the middle-classes fairly
split with hatred of literature!'

Then he became silent, having grown sad.

'Never mind,' said Claude, after an interval, 'you are happy, you at
least work, you produce--'

Sandoz had risen from his seat with a gesture of sudden pain.

'True, I work. I work out my books to their last pages--But if you
only knew, if I told you amidst what discouragement, amidst what
torture! Won't those idiots take it into their heads to accuse me of
pride! I, whom the imperfection of my work pursues even in my sleep
--I, who never look over the pages of the day before, lest I should
find them so execrable that I might afterwards lack the courage to
continue. Oh, I work, no doubt, I work! I go on working, as I go on
living, because I am born to it, but I am none the gayer on account of
it. I am never satisfied; there is always a great collapse at the
end.'

He was interrupted by a loud exclamation outside, and Jory appeared,
delighted with life, and relating that he had just touched up an old
article in order to have the evening to himself. Almost immediately
afterwards Gagniere and Mahoudeau, who had met at the door, came in
conversing together. The former, who had been absorbed for some months
in a theory of colours, was explaining his system to the other.

'I paint my shade in,' he continued, as if in a dream. 'The red of the
flag loses its brightness and becomes yellowish because it stands out
against the blue of the sky, the complementary shade of which--orange
--blends with red--'

Claude, interested at once, was already questioning him when the
servant brought in a telegram.

'All right,' said Sandoz, 'it's from Dubuche, who apologises; he
promises to come and surprise us at about eleven o'clock.'

At this moment Henriette threw the door wide open, and personally
announced that dinner was ready. She had doffed her white apron, and
cordially shook hands, as hostess, with all of them. 'Take your seats!
take your seats!' was her cry. It was half-past seven already, the
_bouillabaisse_ could not wait. Jory, having observed that Fagerolles
had sworn to him that he would come, they would not believe it.
Fagerolles was getting ridiculous with his habit of aping the great
artist overwhelmed with work!

The dining-room into which they passed was so small that, in order to
make room for a piano, a kind of alcove had been made out of a dark
closet which had formerly served for the accommodation of crockery.
However, on grand occasions half a score of people still gathered
round the table, under the white porcelain hanging lamp, but this was
only accomplished by blocking up the sideboard, so that the servant
could not even pass to take a plate from it. However, it was the
mistress of the house who carved, while the master took his place
facing her, against the blockaded sideboard, in order to hand round
whatever things might be required.

Henriette had placed Claude on her right hand, Mahoudeau on her left,
while Gagniere and Jory were seated next to Sandoz.

'Francoise,' she called, 'give me the slices of toast. They are on the
range.'

And the girl having brought the toast, she distributed two slices to
each of them, and was beginning to ladle the _bouillabaisse_ into the
plates, when the door opened once more.

'Fagerolles at last!' she said. 'I have given your seat to Mahoudeau.
Sit down there, next to Claude.'

He apologised with an air of courtly politeness, by alleging a
business appointment. Very elegantly dressed, tightly buttoned up in
clothes of an English cut, he had the carriage of a man about town,
relieved by the retention of a touch of artistic free-and-easiness.
Immediately on sitting down he grasped his neighbour's hand, affecting
great delight.

'Ah, my old Claude! I have for such a long time wanted to see you. A
score of times I intended going after you into the country; but then,
you know, circumstances--'

Claude, feeling uncomfortable at these protestations, endeavoured to
meet them with a like cordiality. But Henriette, who was still
serving, saved the situation by growing impatient.

'Come, Fagerolles, just answer me. Do you wish two slices of toast?'

'Certainly, madame, two, if you please. I am very fond of
_bouillabaisse_. Besides, yours is delicious, a marvel!'

In fact, they all went into raptures over it, especially Jory and
Mahoudeau, who declared they had never tasted anything better at
Marseilles; so much so, that the young wife, delighted and still
flushed with the heat of the kitchen, her ladle in her hand, had all
she could do to refill the plates held out to her; and, indeed, she
rose up and ran in person to the kitchen to fetch the remains of the
soup, for the servant-girl was losing her wits.

'Come, eat something,' said Sandoz to her. 'We'll wait well enough
till you have done.'

But she was obstinate and remained standing.

'Never mind me. You had better pass the bread--yes, there, behind you
on the sideboard. Jory prefers crumb, which he can soak in the soup.'

Sandoz rose in his turn and assisted his wife, while the others
chaffed Jory on his love for sops. And Claude, moved by the pleasant
cordiality of his hosts, and awaking, as it were, from a long sleep,
looked at them all, asking himself whether he had only left them on
the previous night, or whether four years had really elapsed since he
had dined with them one Thursday. They were different, however; he
felt them to be changed: Mahoudeau soured by misery, Jory wrapt up in
his own pleasures, Gagniere more distant, with his thoughts elsewhere.
And it especially seemed to him that Fagerolles was chilly, in spite
of his exaggerated cordiality of manner. No doubt their features had
aged somewhat amid the wear and tear of life; but it was not only that
which he noticed, it seemed to him also as if there was a void between
them; he beheld them isolated and estranged from each other, although
they were seated elbow to elbow in close array round the table. Then
the surroundings were different; nowadays, a woman brought her charm
to bear on them, and calmed them by her presence. Then why did he,
face to face with the irrevocable current of things, which die and are
renewed, experience that sensation of beginning something over again
--why was it that he could have sworn that he had been seated at that
same place only last Thursday? At last he thought he understood. It
was Sandoz who had not changed, who remained as obstinate as regards
his habits of friendship, as regards his habits of work, as radiant at
being able to receive his friends at the board of his new home as he
had formerly been, when sharing his frugal bachelor fare with them. A
dream of eternal friendship made him changeless. Thursdays similar one
to another followed and followed on until the furthest stages of their
lives. All of them were eternally together, all started at the
self-same hour, and participated in the same triumph!

Sandoz must have guessed the thought that kept Claude mute, for he
said to him across the table, with his frank, youthful smile:

'Well, old man, here you are again! Ah, confound it! we missed you
sorely. But, you see, nothing is changed; we are all the same--aren't
we, all of you?'

They answered by nodding their heads--no doubt, no doubt!

'With this difference,' he went on, beaming--'with this difference,
that the cookery is somewhat better than in the Rue d'Enfer! What a
lot of messes I did make you swallow!'

After the _bouillabaisse_ there came a _civet_ of hare; and a roast
fowl and salad terminated the dinner. But they sat for a long time at
table, and the dessert proved a protracted affair, although the
conversation lacked the fever and violence of yore. Every one spoke of
himself and ended by relapsing into silence on perceiving that the
others did not listen to him. With the cheese, however, when they had
tasted some burgundy, a sharp little growth, of which the young couple
had ordered a cask out of the profits of Sandoz's first novel, their
voices rose to a higher key, and they all grew animated.

'So you have made an arrangement with Naudet, eh?' asked Mahoudeau,
whose bony cheeks seemed to have grown yet more hollow. 'Is it true
that he guarantees you fifty thousand francs for the first year?'

Fagerolles replied, with affected carelessness, 'Yes, fifty thousand
francs. But nothing is settled; I'm thinking it over. It is hard to
engage oneself like that. I am not going to do anything
precipitately.'

'The deuce!' muttered the sculptor; 'you are hard to please. For
twenty francs a day I'd sign whatever you like.'

They all now listened to Fagerolles, who posed as being wearied by his
budding success. He still had the same good-looking, disturbing
hussy-like face, but the fashion in which he wore his hair and the cut
of his beard lent him an appearance of gravity. Although he still came
at long intervals to Sandoz's, he was separating from the band; he
showed himself on the boulevards, frequented the cafes and newspaper
offices--all the places where a man can advertise himself and make
useful acquaintances. These were tactics of his own, a determination
to carve his own victory apart from the others; the smart idea that if
he wished to triumph he ought to have nothing more in common with
those revolutionists, neither dealer, nor connections, nor habits. It
was even said that he had interested the female element of two or
three drawing-rooms in his success, not in Jory's style, but like a
vicious fellow who rises superior to his passions, and is content to
adulate superannuated baronesses.

Just then Jory, in view of lending importance to himself, called
Fagerolles' attention to a recently published article; he pretended
that he had made Fagerolles just as he pretended that he had made
Claude. 'I say, have you read that article of Vernier's about
yourself? There's another fellow who repeats my ideas!'

'Ah, he does get articles, and no mistake!' sighed Mahoudeau.

Fagerolles made a careless gesture, but he smiled with secret contempt
for all those poor beggars who were so utterly deficient in shrewdness
that they clung, like simpletons, to their crude style, when it was so
easy to conquer the crowd. Had it not sufficed for him to break with
them, after pillaging them, to make his own fortune? He benefited by
all the hatred that folks had against them; his pictures, of a
softened, attenuated style, were held up in praise, so as to deal the
death-blow to their ever obstinately violent works.

'Have you read Vernier's article?' asked Jory of Gagniere. 'Doesn't he
say exactly what I said?'

For the last few moments Gagniere had been absorbed in contemplating
his glass, the wine in which cast a ruddy reflection on the white
tablecloth. He started:

'Eh, what, Vernier's article?'

'Why, yes; in fact, all those articles which appear about Fagerolles.'

Gagniere in amazement turned to the painter.

'What, are they writing articles about you? I know nothing about them,
I haven't seen them. Ah! they are writing articles about you, but
whatever for?'

There was a mad roar of laughter. Fagerolles alone grinned with an ill
grace, for he fancied himself the butt of some spiteful joke. But
Gagniere spoke in absolute good faith. He felt surprised at the
success of a painter who did not even observe the laws regulating the
value of tints. Success for that trickster! Never! For in that case
what would become of conscientiousness?

This boisterous hilarity enlivened the end of the dinner. They all
left off eating, though the mistress of the house still insisted upon
filling their plates.

'My dear, do attend to them,' she kept saying to Sandoz, who had grown
greatly excited amidst the din. 'Just stretch out your hand; the
biscuits are on the side-board.'

They all declined anything more, and rose up. As the rest of the
evening was to be spent there, round the table, drinking tea, they
leaned back against the walls and continued chatting while the servant
cleared away. The young couple assisted, Henriette putting the
salt-cellars in a drawer, and Sandoz helping to fold the cloth.

'You can smoke,' said Henriette. 'You know that it doesn't
inconvenience me in the least.'

Fagerolles, who had drawn Claude into the window recess, offered him a
cigar, which was declined.

'True, I forgot; you don't smoke. Ah! I say, I must go to see what you
have brought back with you. Some very interesting things, no doubt.
You know what I think of your talent. You are the cleverest of us
all.'

He showed himself very humble, sincere at heart, and allowing his
admiration of former days to rise once more to the surface; indeed, he
for ever bore the imprint of another's genius, which he admitted,
despite the complex calculations of his cunning mind. But his humility
was mingled with a certain embarrassment very rare with him--the
concern he felt at the silence which the master of his youth preserved
respecting his last picture. At last he ventured to ask, with
quivering lips:

'Did you see my actress at the Salon? Do you like it? Tell me
candidly.'

Claude hesitated for a moment; then, like the good-natured fellow he
was, said:

'Yes; there are some very good bits in it.'

Fagerolles already repented having asked that stupid question, and he
ended by altogether floundering; he tried to excuse himself for his
plagiarisms and his compromises. When with great difficulty he had got
out of the mess, enraged with himself for his clumsiness, he for a
moment became the joker of yore again, made even Claude laugh till he
cried, and amused them all. At last he held out his hand to take leave
of Henriette.

'What, going so soon?'

'Alas! yes, dear madame. This evening my father is entertaining the
head of a department at one of the ministries, an official whom he's
trying to influence in view of obtaining a decoration; and, as I am
one of his titles to that distinction, I had to promise that I would
look in.'

When he was gone, Henriette, who had exchanged a few words in a low
voice with Sandoz, disappeared; and her light footfall was heard on
the first floor. Since her marriage it was she who tended the old,
infirm mother, absenting herself in this fashion several times during
the evening, just as the son had done formerly.

Not one of the guests, however, had noticed her leave the room.
Mahoudeau and Gagniere were now talking about Fagerolles; showing
themselves covertly bitter, without openly attacking him. As yet they
contented themselves with ironical glances and shrugs of the
shoulders--all the silent contempt of fellows who don't wish to slash
a chum. Then they fell back on Claude; they prostrated themselves
before him, overwhelmed him with the hopes they set in him. Ah! it was
high time for him to come back, for he alone, with his great gifts,
his vigorous touch, could become the master, the recognised chief.
Since the Salon of the Rejected the 'school of the open air' had
increased in numbers; a growing influence was making itself felt; but
unfortunately, the efforts were frittered away; the new recruits
contented themselves with producing sketches, impressions thrown off
with a few strokes of the brush; they were awaiting the necessary man
of genius, the one who would incarnate the new formula in
masterpieces. What a position to take! to master the multitude, to
open up a century, to create a new art! Claude listened to them, with
his eyes turned to the floor and his face very pale. Yes, that indeed
was his unavowed dream, the ambition he dared not confess to himself.
Only, with the delight that the flattery caused him, there was mingled
a strange anguish, a dread of the future, as he heard them raising him
to the position of dictator, as if he had already triumphed.

'Don't,' he exclaimed at last; 'there are others as good as myself. I
am still seeking my real line.'

Jory, who felt annoyed, was smoking in silence. Suddenly, as the
others obstinately kept at it, he could not refrain from remarking:

'All this, my boys, is because you are vexed at Fagerolles' success.'

They energetically denied it; they burst out in protestations.
Fagerolles, the young master! What a good joke!

'Oh, you are turning your back upon us, we know it,' said Mahoudeau.
'There's no fear of your writing a line about us nowadays.'

'Well, my dear fellow,' answered Jory, vexed, 'everything I write
about you is cut out. You make yourselves hated everywhere. Ah! if I
had a paper of my own!'

Henriette came back, and Sandoz's eyes having sought hers, she
answered him with a glance and the same affectionate, quiet smile that
he had shown when leaving his mother's room in former times. Then she
summoned them all. They sat down again round the table while she made
the tea and poured it out. But the gathering grew sad, benumbed, as it
were, with lassitude. Sandoz vainly tried a diversion by admitting
Bertrand, the big dog, who grovelled at sight of the sugar-basin, and
ended by going to sleep near the stove, where he snored like a man.
Since the discussion on Fagerolles there had been intervals of
silence, a kind of bored irritation, which fell heavily upon them
amidst the dense tobacco smoke. And, in fact, Gagniere felt so out of
sorts that he left the table for a moment to seat himself at the
piano, murdering some passages from Wagner in a subdued key, with the
stiff fingers of an amateur who tries his first scale at thirty.

Towards eleven o'clock Dubuche, arriving at last, contributed the
finishing touch to the general frost. He had made his escape from a
ball to fulfil what he considered a remaining duty towards his old
comrades; and his dress-coat, his white necktie, his fat, pale face,
all proclaimed his vexation at having come, the importance he attached
to the sacrifice, and the fear he felt of compromising his new
position. He avoided mentioning his wife, so that he might not have to
bring her to Sandoz's. When he had shaken hands with Claude, without
showing more emotion than if he had met him the day before, he
declined a cup of tea and spoke slowly--puffing out his cheeks the
while--of his worry in settling in a brand-new house, and of the work
that had overwhelmed him since he had attended to the business of his
father-in-law, who was building a whole street near the Parc Monceau.

Then Claude distinctly felt that something had snapped. Had life then
already carried away the evenings of former days, those evenings so
fraternal in their very violence, when nothing had as yet separated
them, when not one of them had thought of keeping his part of glory to
himself? Nowadays the battle was beginning. Each hungry one was
eagerly biting. And a fissure was there, a scarcely perceptible crack
that had rent the old, sworn friendships, and some day would make them
crumble into a thousand pieces.

However, Sandoz, with his craving for perpetuity, had so far noticed
nothing; he still beheld them as they had been in the Rue d'Enfer, all
arm in arm, starting off to victory. Why change what was well? Did not
happiness consist in one pleasure selected from among all, and then
enjoyed for ever afterwards? And when, an hour later, the others made
up their minds to go off, wearied by the dull egotism of Dubuche, who
had not left off talking about his own affairs; when they had dragged
Gagniere, in a trance, away from the piano, Sandoz, followed by his
wife, absolutely insisted, despite the coldness of the night, on
accompanying them all to the gate at the end of the garden. He shook
hands all round, and shouted after them:

'Till Thursday, Claude; till next Thursday, all of you, eh? Mind you
all come!'

'Till Thursday!' repeated Henriette, who had taken the lantern and was
holding it aloft so as to light the steps.

And, amid the laughter, Gagniere and Mahoudeau replied, jokingly:
'Till Thursday, young master! Good-night, young master!'

Once in the Rue Nollet, Dubuche immediately hailed a cab, in which he
drove away. The other four walked together as far as the outer
boulevards, scarcely exchanging a word, looking dazed, as it were, at
having been in each other's company so long. At last Jory decamped,
pretending that some proofs were waiting for him at the office of his
newspaper. Then Gagniere mechanically stopped Claude in front of the
Cafe Baudequin, the gas of which was still blazing away. Mahoudeau
refused to go in, and went off alone, sadly ruminating, towards the
Rue du Cherche-Midi.

Without knowing how, Claude found himself seated at their old table,
opposite Gagniere, who was silent. The cafe had not changed. The
friends still met there of a Sunday, showing a deal of fervour, in
fact, since Sandoz had lived in the neighbourhood; but the band was
now lost amid a flood of new-comers; it was slowly being submerged by
the increasing triteness of the young disciples of the 'open air.' At
that hour of night, however, the establishment was getting empty.
Three young painters, whom Claude did not know, came to shake hands
with him as they went off; and then there merely remained a petty
retired tradesman of the neighbourhood, asleep in front of a saucer.

Gagniere, quite at his ease, as if he had been at home, absolutely
indifferent to the yawns of the solitary waiter, who was stretching
his arms, glanced towards Claude, but without seeing him, for his eyes
were dim.

'By the way,' said the latter, 'what were you explaining to Mahoudeau
this evening? Yes, about the red of a flag turning yellowish amid the
blue of the sky. That was it, eh? You are studying the theory of
complementary colours.'

But the other did not answer. He took up his glass of beer, set it
down again without tasting its contents, and with an ecstatic smile
ended by muttering:

'Haydn has all the gracefulness of a rhetorician--his is a gentle
music, quivering like the voice of a great-grandmother in powdered
hair. Mozart, he's the precursory genius--the first who endowed an
orchestra with an individual voice; and those two will live mostly
because they created Beethoven. Ah, Beethoven! power and strength
amidst serene suffering, Michael Angelo at the tomb of the Medici! A
heroic logician, a kneader of human brains; for the symphony, with
choral accompaniments, was the starting-point of all the great ones of
to-day!'

The waiter, tired of waiting, began to turn off the gas, wearily
dragging his feet along as he did so. Mournfulness pervaded the
deserted room, dirty with saliva and cigar ends, and reeking of spilt
drink; while from the hushed boulevard the only sound that came was
the distant blubbering of some drunkard.

Gagniere, still in the clouds, however, continued to ride his
hobby-horse.

'Weber passes by us amid a romantic landscape, conducting the ballads
of the dead amidst weeping willows and oaks with twisted branches.
Schumann follows him, beneath the pale moonlight, along the shores of
silvery lakes. And behold, here comes Rossini, incarnation of the
musical gift, so gay, so natural, without the least concern for
expression, caring nothing for the public, and who isn't my man by a
long way--ah! certainly not--but then, all the same, he astonishes one
by his wealth of production, and the huge effects he derives from an
accumulation of voices and an ever-swelling repetition of the same
strain. These three led to Meyerbeer, a cunning fellow who profited by
everything, introducing symphony into opera after Weber, and giving
dramatic expression to the unconscious formulas of Rossini. Oh! the
superb bursts of sound, the feudal pomp, the martial mysticism, the
quivering of fantastic legends, the cry of passion ringing out through
history! And such finds!--each instrument endowed with a personality,
the dramatic _recitatives_ accompanied symphoniously by the orchestra
--the typical musical phrase on which an entire work is built! Ah! he
was a great fellow--a very great fellow indeed!'

'I am going to shut up, sir,' said the waiter, drawing near.

And, seeing that Gagniere did not as much as look round, he went to
awaken the petty retired tradesman, who was still dozing in front of
his saucer.

'I am going to shut up, sir.'

The belated customer rose up, shivering, fumbled in the dark corner
where he was seated for his walking-stick, and when the waiter had
picked it up for him from under the seats he went away.

And Gagniere rambled on:

'Berlioz has mingled literature with his work. He is the musical
illustrator of Shakespeare, Virgil, and Goethe. But what a painter!
--the Delacroix of music, who makes sound blaze forth amidst effulgent
contrasts of colour. And withal he has romanticism in his brain, a
religious mysticism that carries him away, an ecstasy that soars
higher than mountain summits. A bad builder of operas, but marvellous
in detached pieces, asking too much at times of the orchestra which he
tortures, having pushed the personality of instruments to its furthest
limits; for each instrument represents a character to him. Ah! that
remark of his about clarionets: "They typify beloved women." Ah! it
has always made a shiver run down my back. And Chopin, so dandified in
his Byronism; the dreamy poet of those who suffer from neurosis! And
Mendelssohn, that faultless chiseller! a Shakespeare in dancing pumps,
whose "songs without words" are gems for women of intellect! And after
that--after that--a man should go down on his knees.'

There was now only one gas-lamp alight just above his head, and the
waiter standing behind him stood waiting amid the gloomy, chilly void
of the room. Gagniere's voice had come to a reverential _tremolo_. He
was reaching devotional fervour as he approached the inner tabernacle,
the holy of holies.

'Oh! Schumann, typical of despair, the voluptuousness of despair! Yes,
the end of everything, the last song of saddened purity hovering above
the ruins of the world! Oh! Wagner, the god in whom centuries of music
are incarnated! His work is the immense ark, all the arts blended in
one; the real humanity of the personages at last expressed, the
orchestra itself living apart the life of the drama. And what a
massacre of conventionality, of inept formulas! what a revolutionary
emancipation amid the infinite! The overture of "Tannhauser," ah!
that's the sublime hallelujah of the new era. First of all comes the
chant of the pilgrims, the religious strain, calm, deep and slowly
throbbing; then the voices of the sirens gradually drown it; the
voluptuous pleasures of Venus, full of enervating delight and languor,
grow more and more imperious and disorderly; and soon the sacred air
gradually returns, like the aspiring voice of space, and seizes hold
of all other strains and blends them in one supreme harmony, to waft
them away on the wings of a triumphal hymn!'

'I am going to shut up, sir,' repeated the waiter.

Claude, who no longer listened, he also being absorbed in his own
passion, emptied his glass of beer and cried: 'Eh, old man, they are
going to shut up.'

Then Gagniere trembled. A painful twitch came over his ecstatic face,
and he shivered as if he had dropped from the stars. He gulped down
his beer, and once on the pavement outside, after pressing his
companion's hand in silence, he walked off into the gloom.

It was nearly two o'clock in the morning when Claude returned to the
Rue de Douai. During the week that he had been scouring Paris anew, he
had each time brought back with him the feverish excitement of the
day. But he had never before returned so late, with his brain so hot
and smoky. Christine, overcome with fatigue, was asleep under the
lamp, which had gone out, her brow resting on the edge of the table.



                                VIII

AT last Christine gave a final stroke with her feather-broom, and they
were settled. The studio in the Rue de Douai, small and inconvenient,
had only one little room, and a kitchen, as big as a cupboard,
attached to it. They were obliged to take their meals in the studio;
they had to live in it, with the child always tumbling about their
legs. And Christine had a deal of trouble in making their few sticks
suffice, as she wished to do, in order to save expense. After all, she
was obliged to buy a second-hand bedstead; and yielded to the
temptation of having some white muslin curtains, which cost her seven
sous the metre. The den then seemed charming to her, and she began to
keep it scrupulously clean, resolving to do everything herself, and to
dispense with a servant, as living would be a difficult matter.

During the first months Claude lived in ever-increasing excitement.
His peregrinations through the noisy streets; his feverish discussions
on the occasion of his visits to friends; all the rage and all the
burning ideas he thus brought home from out of doors, made him hold
forth aloud even in his sleep. Paris had seized hold of him again; and
in the full blaze of that furnace, a second youth, enthusiastic
ambition to see, do, and conquer, had come upon him. Never had he felt
such a passion for work, such hope, as if it sufficed for him to
stretch out his hand in order to create masterpieces that should set
him in the right rank, which was the first. While crossing Paris he
discovered subjects for pictures everywhere; the whole city, with its
streets, squares, bridges, and panoramas of life, suggested immense
frescoes, which he, however, always found too small, for he was
intoxicated with the thought of doing something colossal. Thus he
returned home quivering, his brain seething with projects; and of an
evening threw off sketches on bits of paper, in the lamp-light,
without being able to decide by what he ought to begin the series of
grand productions that he dreamt about.

One serious obstacle was the smallness of his studio. If he had
only had the old garret of the Quai de Bourbon, or even the huge
dining-room of Bennecourt! But what could he do in that oblong strip
of space, that kind of passage, which the landlord of the house
impudently let to painters for four hundred francs a year, after
roofing it in with glass? The worst was that the sloping glazed roof
looked to the north, between two high walls, and only admitted a
greenish cellar-like light. He was therefore obliged to postpone his
ambitious projects, and he decided to begin with average-sized
canvases, wisely saying to himself that the dimensions of a picture
are not a proper test of an artist's genius.

The moment seemed to him favourable for the success of a courageous
artist who, amidst the breaking up of the old schools, would at length
bring some originality and sincerity into his work. The formulas of
recent times were already shaken. Delacroix had died without leaving
any disciples. Courbet had barely a few clumsy imitators behind him;
their best pieces would merely become so many museum pictures,
blackened by age, tokens only of the art of a certain period. It
seemed easy to foresee the new formula that would spring from theirs,
that rush of sunshine, that limpid dawn which was rising in new works
under the nascent influence of the 'open air' school. It was
undeniable; those light-toned paintings over which people had laughed
so much at the Salon of the Rejected were secretly influencing many
painters, and gradually brightening every palette. Nobody, as yet,
admitted it, but the first blow had been dealt, and an evolution was
beginning, which became more perceptible at each succeeding Salon. And
what a stroke it would be if, amidst the unconscious copies of
impotent essayists, amidst the timid artful attempts of tricksters, a
master were suddenly to reveal himself, giving body to the new formula
by dint of audacity and power, without compromise, showing it such as
it should be, substantial, entire, so that it might become the truth
of the end of the century!

In that first hour of passion and hope, Claude, usually so harassed by
doubts, believed in his genius. He no longer experienced any of those
crises, the anguish of which had driven him for days into the streets
in quest of his vanished courage. A fever stiffened him, he worked on
with the blind obstinacy of an artist who dives into his entrails, to
drag therefrom the fruit that tortures him. His long rest in the
country had endowed him with singular freshness of visual perception,
and joyous delight in execution; he seemed to have been born anew to
his art, and endowed with a facility and balance of power he had never
hitherto possessed. He also felt certain of progress, and experienced
great satisfaction at some successful bits of work, in which his
former sterile efforts at last culminated. As he had said at
Bennecourt, he had got hold of his 'open air,' that carolling gaiety
of tints which astonished his comrades when they came to see him. They
all admired, convinced that he would only have to show his work to
take a very high place with it, such was its individuality of style,
for the first time showing nature flooded with real light, amid all
the play of reflections and the constant variations of colours.

Thus, for three years, Claude struggled on, without weakening, spurred
to further efforts by each rebuff, abandoning nought of his ideas, but
marching straight before him, with all the vigour of faith.

During the first year he went forth amid the December snows to place
himself for four hours a day behind the heights of Montmartre, at the
corner of a patch of waste land whence as a background he painted some
miserable, low, tumble-down buildings, overtopped by factory chimneys,
whilst in the foreground, amidst the snow, he set a girl and a ragged
street rough devouring stolen apples. His obstinacy in painting from
nature greatly complicated his work, and gave rise to almost
insuperable difficulties. However, he finished this picture out of
doors; he merely cleaned and touched it up a bit in his studio. When
the canvas was placed beneath the wan daylight of the glazed roof, he
himself was startled by its brutality. It showed like a scene beheld
through a doorway open on the street. The snow blinded one. The two
figures, of a muddy grey in tint, stood out, lamentable. He at once
felt that such a picture would not be accepted, but he did not try to
soften it; he sent it to the Salon, all the same. After swearing that
he would never again try to exhibit, he now held the view that one
should always present something to the hanging committee if merely to
accentuate its wrong-doing. Besides, he admitted the utility of the
Salon, the only battlefield on which an artist might come to the fore
at one stroke. The hanging committee refused his picture.

The second year Claude sought a contrast. He selected a bit of the
public garden of Batignolles in May; in the background were some large
chestnut trees casting their shade around a corner of greensward and
several six-storied houses; while in front, on a seat of a crude green
hue, some nurses and petty cits of the neighbourhood sat in a line
watching three little girls making sand pies. When permission to paint
there had been obtained, he had needed some heroism to bring his work
to a successful issue amid the bantering crowd. At last he made up his
mind to go there at five in the morning, in order to paint in the
background; reserving the figures, he contented himself with making
mere sketches of them from nature, and finishing them in his studio.
This time his picture seemed to him less crude; it had acquired some
of the wan, softened light which descended through the glass roof. He
thought his picture accepted, for all his friends pronounced it to be
a masterpiece, and went about saying that it would revolutionise the
Salon. There was stupefaction and indignation when a fresh refusal of
the hanging committee was rumoured. The committee's intentions could
not be denied: it was a question of systematically strangling an
original artist. He, after his first burst of passion, vented all his
anger upon his work, which he stigmatised as false, dishonest, and
execrable. It was a well-deserved lesson, which he should remember:
ought he to have relapsed into that cellar-like studio light? Was he
going to revert to the filthy cooking of imaginary figures? When the
picture came back, he took a knife and ripped it from top to bottom.

And so during the third year he obstinately toiled on a work of
revolt. He wanted the blazing sun, that Paris sun which, on certain
days, turns the pavement to a white heat in the dazzling reflection
from the house frontages. Nowhere is it hotter; even people from
burning climes mop their faces; you would say you were in some region
of Africa beneath the heavily raining glow of a sky on fire. The
subject Claude chose was a corner of the Place du Carrousel, at one
o'clock in the afternoon, when the sunrays fall vertically. A cab was
jolting along, its driver half asleep, its horse steaming, with
drooping head, vague amid the throbbing heat. The passers-by seemed,
as it were, intoxicated, with the one exception of a young woman, who,
rosy and gay under her parasol, walked on with an easy queen-like
step, as if the fiery element were her proper sphere. But what
especially rendered this picture terrible was a new interpretation of
the effects of light, a very accurate decomposition of the sunrays,
which ran counter to all the habits of eyesight, by emphasising blues,
yellows and reds, where nobody had been accustomed to see any. In the
background the Tuileries vanished in a golden shimmer; the
paving-stones bled, so to say; the figures were only so many
indications, sombre patches eaten into by the vivid glare. This time
his comrades, while still praising, looked embarrassed, all seized
with the same apprehensions. Such painting could only lead to
martyrdom. He, amidst their praises, understood well enough the
rupture that was taking place, and when the hanging committee had once
more closed the Salon against him, he dolorously exclaimed, in a
moment of lucidity:

'All right; it's an understood thing--I'll die at the task.'

However, although his obstinate courage seemed to increase, he now and
then gradually relapsed into his former doubts, consumed by the
struggle he was waging with nature. Every canvas that came back to him
seemed bad to him--above all incomplete, not realising what he had
aimed at. It was this idea of impotence that exasperated him even more
than the refusals of the hanging committee. No doubt he did not
forgive the latter; his works, even in an embryo state, were a hundred
times better than all the trash which was accepted. But what suffering
he felt at being ever unable to show himself in all his strength, in
such a master-piece as he could not bring his genius to yield! There
were always some superb bits in his paintings. He felt satisfied with
this, that, and the other. Why, then, were there sudden voids? Why
were there inferior bits, which he did not perceive while he was at
work, but which afterwards utterly killed the picture like
ineffaceable defects? And he felt quite unable to make any
corrections; at certain moments a wall rose up, an insuperable
obstacle, beyond which he was forbidden to venture. If he touched up
the part that displeased him a score of times, so a score of times did
he aggravate the evil, till everything became quite muddled and messy.

He grew anxious, and failed to see things clearly; his brush refused
to obey him, and his will was paralysed. Was it his hands or his eyes
that ceased to belong to him amid those progressive attacks of the
hereditary disorder that had already made him anxious? Those attacks
became more frequent; he once more lapsed into horrible weeks, wearing
himself out, oscillating betwixt uncertainty and hope; and his only
support during those terrible hours, which he spent in a desperate
hand-to-hand struggle with his rebellious work, was the consoling
dream of his future masterpiece, the one with which he would at last
be fully satisfied, in painting which his hands would show all the
energy and deftness of true creative skill. By some ever-recurring
phenomenon, his longing to create outstripped the quickness of his
fingers; he never worked at one picture without planning the one that
was to follow. Then all that remained to him was an eager desire to
rid himself of the work on which he was engaged, for it brought him
torture; no doubt it would be good for nothing; he was still making
fatal concessions, having recourse to trickery, to everything that a
true artist should banish from his conscience. But what he meant to do
after that--ah! what he meant to do--he beheld it superb and heroic,
above attack and indestructible. All this was the everlasting mirage
that goads on the condemned disciples of art, a falsehood that comes
in a spirit of tenderness and compassion, and without which production
would become impossible to those who die of their failure to create
life.

In addition to those constantly renewed struggles with himself,
Claude's material difficulties now increased. Was it not enough that
he could not give birth to what he felt existing within him? Must he
also battle with every-day cares? Though he refused to admit it,
painting from nature in the open air became impossible when a picture
was beyond a certain size. How could he settle himself in the streets
amidst the crowd?--how obtain from each person the necessary number of
sittings? That sort of painting must evidently be confined to certain
determined subjects, landscapes, small corners of the city, in which
the figures would be but so many silhouettes, painted in afterwards.
There were also a thousand and one difficulties connected with the
weather; the wind which threatened to carry off the easel, the rain
which obliged one to interrupt one's work. On such days Claude came
home in a rage, shaking his fist at the sky and accusing nature of
resisting him in order that he might not take and vanquish her. He
also complained bitterly of being poor; for his dream was to have a
movable studio, a vehicle in Paris, a boat on the Seine, in both of
which he would have lived like an artistic gipsy. But nothing came to
his aid, everything conspired against his work.

And Christine suffered with Claude. She had shared his hopes very
bravely, brightening the studio with her housewifely activity; but now
she sat down, discouraged, when she saw him powerless. At each picture
which was refused she displayed still deeper grief, hurt in her
womanly self-love, taking that pride in success which all women have.
The painter's bitterness soured her also; she entered into his
feelings and passions, identified herself with his tastes, defended
his painting, which had become, as it were, part of herself, the one
great concern of their lives--indeed, the only important one
henceforth, since it was the one whence she expected all her
happiness. She understood well enough that art robbed her more and
more of her lover each day, but the real struggle between herself and
art had not yet begun. For the time she yielded, and let herself be
carried away with Claude, so that they might be but one--one only in
the self-same effort. From that partial abdication of self there
sprang, however, a sadness, a dread of what might be in store for her
later on. Every now and then a shudder chilled her to the very heart.
She felt herself growing old, while intense melancholy upset her, an
unreasoning longing to weep, which she satisfied in the gloomy studio
for hours together, when she was alone there.

At that period her heart expanded, as it were, and a mother sprang
from the loving woman. That motherly feeling for her big artist child
was made up of all the vague infinite pity which filled her with
tenderness, of the illogical fits of weakness into which she saw him
fall each hour, of the constant pardons which she was obliged to grant
him. He was beginning to make her unhappy, his caresses were few and
far between, a look of weariness constantly overspread his features.
How could she love him then if not with that other affection of every
moment, remaining in adoration before him, and unceasingly sacrificing
herself? In her inmost being insatiable passion still lingered; she
was still the sensuous woman with thick lips set in obstinately
prominent jaws. Yet there was a gentle melancholy, in being merely a
mother to him, in trying to make him happy amid that life of theirs
which now was spoilt.

Little Jacques was the only one to suffer from that transfer of
tenderness. She neglected him more; the man, his father, became her
child, and the poor little fellow remained as mere testimony of their
great passion of yore. As she saw him grow up, and no longer require
so much care, she began to sacrifice him, without intentional
harshness, but merely because she felt like that. At meal-times she
only gave him the inferior bits; the cosiest nook near the stove was
not for his little chair; if ever the fear of an accident made her
tremble now and then, her first cry, her first protecting movement was
not for her helpless child. She ever relegated him to the background,
suppressed him, as it were: 'Jacques, be quiet; you tire your father.
Jacques, keep still; don't you see that your father is at work?'

The urchin suffered from being cooped up in Paris. He, who had had the
whole country-side to roll about in, felt stifled in the narrow space
where he now had to keep quiet. His rosy cheeks became pale, he grew
up puny, serious, like a little man, with eyes which stared at things
in wonder. He was five by now, and his head by a singular phenomenon
had become disproportionately large, in such wise as to make his
father say, 'He has a great man's nut!' But the child's intelligence
seemed, on the contrary, to decrease in proportion as his skull became
larger. Very gentle and timid, he became absorbed in thought for
hours, incapable of answering a question. And when he emerged from
that state of immobility he had mad fits of shouting and jumping, like
a young animal giving rein to instinct. At such times warnings 'to
keep quiet' rained upon him, for his mother failed to understand his
sudden outbursts, and became uneasy at seeing the father grow
irritated as he sat before his easel. Getting cross herself, she would
then hastily seat the little fellow in his corner again. Quieted all
at once, giving the startled shudder of one who has been too abruptly
awakened, the child would after a time doze off with his eyes wide
open, so careless of enjoying life that his toys, corks, pictures, and
empty colour-tubes dropped listlessly from his hands. Christine had
already tried to teach him his alphabet, but he had cried and
struggled, so they had decided to wait another year or two before
sending him to school, where his masters would know how to make him
learn.

Christine at last began to grow frightened at the prospect of
impending misery. In Paris, with that growing child beside them,
living proved expensive, and the end of each month became terrible,
despite her efforts to save in every direction. They had nothing
certain but Claude's thousand francs a year; and how could they live
on fifty francs a month, which was all that was left to them after
deducting four hundred francs for the rent? At first they had got out
of embarrassment, thanks to the sale of a few pictures, Claude having
found Gagniere's old amateur, one of those detested bourgeois who
possess the ardent souls of artists, despite the monomaniacal habits
in which they are confined. This one, M. Hue, a retired chief clerk in
a public department, was unfortunately not rich enough to be always
buying, and he could only bewail the purblindness of the public, which
once more allowed a genius to die of starvation; for he himself,
convinced, struck by grace at the first glance, had selected Claude's
crudest works, which he hung by the side of his Delacroix, predicting
equal fortune for them. The worst was that Papa Malgras had just
retired after making his fortune. It was but a modest competence after
all, an income of about ten thousand francs, upon which he had decided
to live in a little house at Bois Colombes, like the careful man he
was.

It was highly amusing to hear him speak of the famous Naudet, full of
disdain for the millions turned over by that speculator, 'millions
that would some day fall upon his nose,' said Malgras. Claude, having
casually met him, only succeeded in selling him a last picture, one of
his sketches from the nude made at the Boutin studio, that superb
study of a woman's trunk which the erstwhile dealer had not been able
to see afresh without feeling a revival of his old passion for it. So
misery was imminent; outlets were closing instead of new ones opening;
disquieting rumours were beginning to circulate concerning the young
painter's works, so constantly rejected at the Salon; and besides,
Claude's style of art, so revolutionary and imperfect, in which the
startled eye found nought of admitted conventionality, would of itself
have sufficed to drive away wealthy buyers. One evening, being unable
to settle his bill at his colour shop, the painter had exclaimed that
he would live upon the capital of his income rather than lower himself
to the degrading production of trade pictures. But Christine had
violently opposed such an extreme measure; she would retrench still
further; in short, she preferred anything to such madness, which would
end by throwing them into the streets without even bread to eat.

After the rejection of Claude's third picture, the summer proved so
wonderfully fine that the painter seemed to derive new strength from
it. There was not a cloud; limpid light streamed day after day upon
the giant activity of Paris. Claude had resumed his peregrinations
through the city, determined to find a masterstroke, as he expressed
it, something huge, something decisive, he did not exactly know what.
September came, and still he had found nothing that satisfied him; he
simply went mad for a week about one or another subject, and then
declared that it was not the thing after all. His life was spent in
constant excitement; he was ever on the watch, on the point of setting
his hand on the realisation of his dream, which always flew away. In
reality, beneath his intractable realism lay the superstition of a
nervous woman; he believed in occult and complex influences;
everything, luck or ill-luck, must depend upon the view selected.

One afternoon--it was one of the last fine days of the season--Claude
took Christine out with him, leaving little Jacques in the charge of
the doorkeeper, a kind old woman, as was their wont when they wanted
to go out together. That day the young painter was possessed by a
sudden whim to ramble about and revisit in Christine's company the
nooks beloved in other days; and behind this desire of his there
lurked a vague hope that she would bring him luck. And thus they went
as far as the Pont Louis-Philippe, and remained for a quarter of an
hour on the Quai des Ormes, silent, leaning against the parapet, and
looking at the old Hotel du Martoy, across the Seine, where they had
first loved each other. Then, still without saying a word, they went
their former round; they started along the quays, under the plane
trees, seeing the past rise up before them at every step. Everything
spread out again: the bridges with their arches opening upon the
sheeny water; the Cite, enveloped in shade, above which rose the
flavescent towers of Notre-Dame; the great curve of the right bank
flooded with sunlight, and ending in the indistinct silhouette of the
Pavillon de Flore, together with the broad avenues, the monuments and
edifices on both banks, and all the life of the river, the floating
wash-houses, the baths, and the lighters.

As of old, the orb in its decline followed them, seemingly rolling
along the distant housetops, and assuming a crescent shape, as it
appeared from behind the dome of the Institute. There was a dazzling
sunset, they had never beheld a more magnificent one, such a majestic
descent amidst tiny cloudlets that changed into purple network,
between the meshes of which a shower of gold escaped. But of the past
that thus rose up before their eyes there came to them nought but
invincible sadness--a sensation that things escaped them, and that it
was impossible for them to retrace their way up stream and live their
life over again. All those old stones remained cold. The constant
current beneath the bridges, the water that had ever flowed onward and
onward, seemed to have borne away something of their own selves, the
delight of early desire and the joyfulness of hope. Now that they
belonged to one another, they no longer tasted the simple happiness
born of feeling the warm pressure of their arms as they strolled on
slowly, enveloped by the mighty vitality of Paris.

On reaching the Pont des Saints-Peres, Claude, in sheer despair,
stopped short. He had relinquished Christine's arm, and had turned his
face towards the point of the Cite. She no doubt felt the severance
that was taking place and became very sad. Seeing that he lingered
there obliviously, she wished to regain her hold upon him.

'My dear,' said she, 'let us go home; it's time. Jacques will be
waiting for us, you know.'

But he went half way across the bridge, and she had to follow him.
Then once more he remained motionless, with his eyes still fixed on
the Cite, on that island which ever rode at anchor, the cradle and
heart of Paris, where for centuries all the blood of her arteries had
converged amid the constant growth of faubourgs invading the plain.
And a glow came over Claude's face, his eyes sparkled, and at last he
made a sweeping gesture:

'Look! Look!'

In the immediate foreground beneath them was the port of St. Nicolas,
with the low shanties serving as offices for the inspectors of
navigation, and the large paved river-bank sloping down, littered with
piles of sand, barrels, and sacks, and edged with a row of lighters,
still full, in which busy lumpers swarmed beneath the gigantic arm of
an iron crane. Then on the other side of the river, above a cold
swimming-bath, resounding with the shouts of the last bathers of the
season, the strips of grey linen that served as a roofing flapped in
the wind. In the middle, the open stream flowed on in rippling,
greenish wavelets tipped here and there with white, blue, and pink.
And then there came the Pont des Arts, standing back, high above the
water on its iron girders, like black lace-work, and animated by a
ceaseless procession of foot-passengers, who looked like ants
careering over the narrow line of the horizontal plane. Below, the
Seine flowed away to the far distance; you saw the old arches of the
Pont-Neuf, browny with stone-rust; on the left, as far as the Isle of
St. Louis, came a mirror-like gap; and the other arm of the river
curved sharply, the lock gates of the Mint shutting out the view with
a bar of foam. Along the Pont-Neuf passed big yellow omnibuses, motley
vehicles of all kinds, with the mechanical regularity of so many
children's toys. The whole of the background was inframed within the
perspective of the two banks; on the right were houses on the quays,
partly hidden by a cluster of lofty trees, from behind which on the
horizon there emerged a corner of the Hotel de Villa, together with
the square clock tower of St. Gervais, both looking as indistinct as
if they had stood far away in the suburbs. And on the left bank there
was a wing of the Institute, the flat frontage of the Mint, and yet
another enfilade of trees.

But the centre of the immense picture, that which rose most
prominently from the stream and soared to the sky, was the Cite,
showing like the prow of an antique vessel, ever burnished by the
setting sun. Down below, the poplars on the strip of ground that joins
the two sections of the Pont-Neuf hid the statue of Henri IV. with a
dense mass of green foliage. Higher up, the sun set the two lines of
frontages in contrast, wrapping the grey buildings of the Quai de
l'Horloge in shade, and illumining with a blaze those of the Quai des
Orfevres, rows of irregular houses which stood out so clearly that one
distinguished the smallest details, the shops, the signboards, even
the curtains at the windows. Higher up, amid the jagged outlines of
chimney stacks, behind a slanting chess-board of smaller roofs, the
pepper-caster turrets of the Palais de Justice and the garrets of the
Prefecture of Police displayed sheets of slate, intersected by a
colossal advertisement painted in blue upon a wall, with gigantic
letters which, visible to all Paris, seemed like some efflorescence of
the feverish life of modern times sprouting on the city's brow.
Higher, higher still, betwixt the twin towers of Notre-Dame, of the
colour of old gold, two arrows darted upwards, the spire of the
cathedral itself, and to the left that of the Sainte-Chapelle, both so
elegantly slim that they seemed to quiver in the breeze, as if they
had been the proud topmasts of the ancient vessel rising into the
brightness of the open sky.

'Are you coming, dear?' asked Christine, gently.

Claude did not listen to her; this, the heart of Paris, had taken full
possession of him. The splendid evening seemed to widen the horizon.
There were patches of vivid light, and of clearly defined shadow;
there was a brightness in the precision of each detail, a transparency
in the air, which throbbed with gladness. And the river life, the
turmoil of the quays, all the people, streaming along the streets,
rolling over the bridges, arriving from every side of that huge
cauldron, Paris, steamed there in visible billows, with a quiver that
was apparent in the sunlight. There was a light breeze, high aloft a
flight of small cloudlets crossed the paling azure sky, and one could
hear a slow but mighty palpitation, as if the soul of Paris here dwelt
around its cradle.

But Christine, frightened at seeing Claude so absorbed, and seized
herself with a kind of religious awe, took hold of his arm and dragged
him away, as if she had felt that some great danger was threatening
him.

'Let us go home. You are doing yourself harm. I want to get back.'

At her touch he started like a man disturbed in sleep. Then, turning
his head to take a last look, he muttered: 'Ah! heavens! Ah! heavens,
how beautiful!'

He allowed himself to be led away. But throughout the evening, first
at dinner, afterwards beside the stove, and until he went to bed, he
remained like one dazed, so deep in his cogitations that he did not
utter half a dozen sentences. And Christine, failing to draw from him
any answer to her questions, at last became silent also. She looked at
him anxiously; was it the approach of some serious illness, had he
inhaled some bad air whilst standing midway across the bridge yonder?
His eyes stared vaguely into space, his face flushed as if with some
inner straining. One would have thought it the mute travail of
germination, as if something were springing into life within him.

The next morning, immediately after breakfast, he set off, and
Christine spent a very sorrowful day, for although she had become more
easy in mind on hearing him whistle some of his old southern tunes as
he got up, she was worried by another matter, which she had not
mentioned to him for fear of damping his spirits again. That day they
would for the first time lack everything; a whole week separated them
from the date when their little income would fall due, and she had
spent her last copper that morning. She had nothing left for the
evening, not even the wherewithal to buy a loaf. To whom could she
apply? How could she manage to hide the truth any longer from him when
he came home hungry? She made up her mind to pledge the black silk
dress which Madame Vanzade had formerly given her, but it was with a
heavy heart; she trembled with fear and shame at the idea of the
pawnshop, that familiar resort of the poor which she had never as yet
entered. And she was tortured by such apprehension about the future,
that from the ten francs which were lent her she only took enough to
make a sorrel soup and a stew of potatoes. On coming out of the
pawn-office, a meeting with somebody she knew had given her the
finishing stroke.

As it happened, Claude came home very late, gesticulating merrily, and
his eyes very bright, as if he were excited by some secret joy; he was
very hungry, and grumbled because the cloth was not laid. Then, having
sat down between Christine and little Jacques, he swallowed his soup
and devoured a plateful of potatoes.

'Is that all?' he asked, when he had finished. 'You might as well have
added a scrap of meat. Did you have to buy some boots again?'

She stammered, not daring to tell him the truth, but hurt at heart by
this injustice. He, however, went on chaffing her about the coppers
she juggled away to buy herself things with; and getting more and more
excited, amid the egotism of feelings which he seemingly wished to
keep to himself, he suddenly flew out at Jacques.

'Hold your noise, you brat!--you drive one mad.'

The child, forgetting all about his dinner, had been tapping the edge
of his plate with his spoon, his eyes full of mirthful delight at this
music.

'Jacques, be quiet,' scoldingly said his mother, in her turn. 'Let
your father have his dinner in peace.'

Then the little one, abashed, at once became very quiet, and relapsed
into gloomy stillness, with his lustreless eyes fixed on his potatoes,
which, however, he did not eat.

Claude made a show of stuffing himself with cheese, while Christine,
quite grieved, offered to fetch some cold meat from a ham and beef
shop; but he declined, and prevented her going by words that pained
her still more. Then, the table having been cleared, they all sat
round the lamp for the evening, she sewing, the little one turning
over a picture-book in silence, and Claude drumming on the table with
his fingers, his mind the while wandering back to the spot whence he
had come. Suddenly he rose, sat down again with a sheet of paper and a
pencil, and began sketching rapidly, in the vivid circle of light that
fell from under the lamp-shade. And such was his longing to give
outward expression to the tumultuous ideas beating in his skull, that
soon this sketch did not suffice for his relief. On the contrary, it
goaded him on, and he finished by unburthening his mind in a flood of
words. He would have shouted to the walls; and if he addressed himself
to his wife it was because she happened to be there.

'Look, that's what we saw yesterday. It's magnificent. I spent three
hours there to-day. I've got hold of what I want--something wonderful,
something that'll knock everything else to pieces. Just look! I
station myself under the bridge; in the immediate foreground I have
the Port of St. Nicolas, with its crane, its lighters which are being
unloaded, and its crowd of labourers. Do you see the idea--it's Paris
at work--all those brawny fellows displaying their bare arms and
chests? Then on the other side I have the swimming-baths--Paris at
play--and some skiff there, no doubt, to occupy the centre of the
composition; but of that I am not as yet certain. I must feel my way.
As a matter of course, the Seine will be in the middle, broad,
immense.'

While talking, he kept on indicating outlines with his pencil,
thickening his strokes over and over again, and tearing the paper in
his very energy. She, in order to please him, bent over the sketch,
pretending to grow very interested in his explanations. But there was
such a labyrinth of lines, such a confusion of summary details, that
she failed to distinguish anything.

'You are following me, aren't you?'

'Yes, yes, very beautiful indeed.'

'Then I have the background, the two arms of the rivet with their
quays, the Cite, rising up triumphantly in the centre, and standing
out against the sky. Ah! that background, what a marvel! People see it
every day, pass before it without stopping; but it takes hold of one
all the same; one's admiration accumulates, and one fine afternoon it
bursts forth. Nothing in the world can be grander; it is Paris
herself, glorious in the sunlight. Ah! what a fool I was not to think
of it before! How many times I have looked at it without seeing!
However, I stumbled on it after that ramble along the quays! And, do
you remember, there's a dash of shadow on that side; while here the
sunrays fall quite straight. The towers are yonder; the spire of the
Sainte-Chapelle tapers upward, as slim as a needle pointing to the
sky. But no, it's more to the right. Wait, I'll show you.'

He began again, never wearying, but constantly retouching the sketch,
and adding innumerable little characteristic details which his
painter's eye had noticed; here the red signboard of a distant shop
vibrated in the light; closer by was a greenish bit of the Seine, on
whose surface large patches of oil seemed to be floating; and then
there was the delicate tone of a tree, the gamut of greys supplied by
the house frontages, and the luminous cast of the sky. She
complaisantly approved of all he said and tried to look delighted.

But Jacques once again forgot what he had been told. After long
remaining silent before his book, absorbed in the contemplation of a
wood-cut depicting a black cat, he began to hum some words of his own
composition: 'Oh, you pretty cat; oh, you ugly cat; oh, you pretty,
ugly cat,' and so on, _ad infinitum_, ever in the same lugubrious
manner.

Claude, who was made fidgety by the buzzing noise, did not at first
understand what was upsetting him. But after a time the child's
harassing phrase fell clearly upon his ear.

'Haven't you done worrying us with your cat?' he shouted furiously.

'Hold your tongue, Jacques, when your father is talking!' repeated
Christine.

Upon my word, I do believe he is becoming an idiot. Just look at his
head, if it isn't like an idiot's. It's dreadful. Just say; what do
you mean by your pretty and ugly cat?'

The little fellow, turning pale and wagging his big head, looked
stupid, and replied: 'Don't know.'

Then, as his father and mother gazed at each other with a discouraged
air, he rested his cheek on the open picture-book, and remained like
that, neither stirring nor speaking, but with his eyes wide open.

It was getting late; Christine wanted to put him to bed, but Claude
had already resumed his explanations. He now told her that, the very
next morning, he should go and make a sketch on the spot, just in
order to fix his ideas. And, as he rattled on, he began to talk of
buying a small camp easel, a thing upon which he had set his heart for
months. He kept harping on the subject, and spoke of money matters
till she at last became embarrassed, and ended by telling him of
everything--the last copper she had spent that morning, and the silk
dress she had pledged in order to dine that evening. Thereupon he
became very remorseful and affectionate; he kissed her and asked her
forgiveness for having complained about the dinner. She would excuse
him, surely; he would have killed father and mother, as he kept on
repeating, when that confounded painting got hold of him. As for the
pawn-shop, it made him laugh; he defied misery.

'I tell you that we are all right,' he exclaimed. 'That picture means
success.'

She kept silent, thinking about her meeting of the morning, which she
wished to hide from him; but without apparent cause or transition, in
the kind of torpor that had come over her, the words she would have
kept back rose invincibly to her lips.

'Madame Vanzade is dead,' she said.

He looked surprised. Ah! really? How did she, Christine, know it?

'I met the old man-servant. Oh, he's a gentleman by now, looking very
sprightly, in spite of his seventy years. I did not know him again. It
was he who spoke to me. Yes, she died six weeks ago. Her millions have
gone to various charities, with the exception of an annuity to the old
servants, upon which they are living snugly like people of the
middle-classes.'

He looked at her, and at last murmured, in a saddened voice: 'My poor
Christine, you are regretting things now, aren't you? She would have
given you a marriage portion, have found you a husband! I told you so
in days gone by. She would, perhaps, have left you all her money, and
you wouldn't now be starving with a crazy fellow like myself.'

She then seemed to wake from her dream. She drew her chair to his,
caught hold of one of his arms and nestled against him, as if her
whole being protested against his words:

'What are you saying? Oh! no; oh! no. It would have been shameful to
have thought of her money. I would confess it to you if it were the
case, and you know that I never tell lies; but I myself don't know
what came over me when I heard the news. I felt upset and saddened, so
sad that I imagined everything was over for me. It was no doubt
remorse; yes, remorse at having deserted her so brutally, poor invalid
that she was, the good old soul who called me her daughter! I behaved
very badly, and it won't bring me luck. Ah! don't say "No," I feel it
well enough; henceforth there's an end to everything for me.'

Then she wept, choked by those confused regrets, the significance of
which she failed to understand, regrets mingling with the one feeling
that her life was spoilt, and that she now had nothing but unhappiness
before her.

'Come, wipe your eyes,' said Claude, becoming affectionate once more.
'Is it possible that you, who were never nervous, can conjure up
chimeras and worry yourself in this way? Dash it all, we shall get out
of our difficulties! First of all, you know that it was through you
that I found the subject for my picture. There cannot be much of a
curse upon you, since you bring me luck.'

He laughed, and she shook her head, seeing well enough that he wanted
to make her smile. She was suffering on account of his picture
already; for on the bridge he had completely forgotten her, as if she
had ceased to belong to him! And, since the previous night, she had
realised that he was farther and farther removed from her, alone in a
world to which she could not ascend. But she allowed him to soothe
her, and they exchanged one of their kisses of yore, before rising
from the table to retire to rest.

Little Jacques had heard nothing. Benumbed by his stillness, he had
fallen asleep, with his cheek on his picture-book; and his big head,
so heavy at times that it bent his neck, looked pale in the lamplight.
Poor little offspring of genius, which, when it begets at all, so
often begets idiocy or physical imperfection! When his mother put him
to bed Jacques did not even open his eyes.

It was only at this period that the idea of marrying Christine came to
Claude. Though yielding to the advice of Sandoz, who expressed his
surprise at the prolongation of an irregular situation which no
circumstances justified, he more particularly gave way to a feeling of
pity, to a desire to show himself kind to his mistress, and to win
forgiveness for his delinquencies. He had seen her so sad of late, so
uneasy with respect to the future, that he did not know how to revive
her spirits. He himself was growing soured, and relapsing into his
former fits of anger, treating her, at times, like a servant, to whom
one flings a week's notice. Being his lawful wife, she would, no
doubt, feel herself more in her rightful home, and would suffer less
from his rough behaviour. She herself, for that matter, had never
again spoken of marriage. She seemed to care nothing for earthly
things, but entirely reposed upon him; however, he understood well
enough that it grieved her that she was not able to visit at Sandoz's.
Besides, they no longer lived amid the freedom and solitude of the
country; they were in Paris, with its thousand and one petty spites,
everything that is calculated to wound a woman in an irregular
position. In reality, he had nothing against marriage save his old
prejudices, those of an artist who takes life as he lists. Since he
was never to leave her, why not afford her that pleasure? And, in
fact, when he spoke to her about it, she gave a loud cry and threw her
arms round his neck, surprised at experiencing such great emotion.
During a whole week it made her feel thoroughly happy. But her joy
subsided long before the ceremony.

Moreover, Claude did not hurry over any of the formalities, and they
had to wait a long while for the necessary papers. He continued
getting the sketches for his picture together, and she, like himself,
did not seem in the least impatient. What was the good? It would
assuredly make no difference in their life. They had decided to be
married merely at the municipal offices, not in view of displaying any
contempt for religion, but to get the affair over quickly and simply.
That would suffice. The question of witnesses embarrassed them for a
moment. As she was absolutely unacquainted with anybody, he selected
Sandoz and Mahoudeau to act for her. For a moment he had thought of
replacing the latter by Dubuche, but he never saw the architect now,
and he feared to compromise him. He, Claude, would be content with
Jory and Gagniere. In that way the affair would pass off among
friends, and nobody would talk of it.

Several weeks had gone by; they were in December, and the weather
proved terribly cold. On the day before the wedding, although they
barely had thirty-five francs left them, they agreed that they could
not send their witnesses away with a mere shake of the hand; and,
rather than have a lot of trouble in the studio, they decided to offer
them lunch at a small restaurant on the Boulevard de Clichy, after
which they would all go home.

In the morning, while Christine was tacking a collar to a grey linsey
gown which, with the coquetry of woman, she had made for the occasion,
it occurred to Claude, who was already wearing his frock-coat and
kicking his heels impatiently, to go and fetch Mahoudeau, for the
latter, he asserted, was quite capable of forgetting all about the
appointment. Since autumn, the sculptor had been living at Montmartre,
in a small studio in the Rue des Tilleuls. He had moved thither in
consequence of a series of affairs that had quite upset him. First of
all, he had been turned out of the fruiterer's shop in the Rue du
Cherche-Midi for not paying his rent; then had come a definite rupture
with Chaine, who, despairing of being able to live by his brush, had
rushed into commercial enterprise, betaking himself to all the fairs
around Paris as the manager of a kind of 'fortune's wheel' belonging
to a widow; while last of all had come the sudden flight of Mathilde,
her herbalist's business sold up, and she herself disappearing, it
seemed, with some mysterious admirer. At present Mahoudeau lived all
by himself in greater misery than ever, only eating when he secured a
job at scraping some architectural ornaments, or preparing work for
some more prosperous fellow-sculptor.

'I am going to fetch him, do you hear?' Claude repeated to Christine.
'We still have a couple of hours before us. And, if the others come,
make them wait. We'll go to the municipal offices all together.'

Once outside, Claude hurried along in the nipping cold which loaded
his moustache with icicles. Mahoudeau's studio was at the end of a
conglomeration of tenements--'rents,' so to say--and he had to cross a
number of small gardens, white with rime, and showing the bleak, stiff
melancholy of cemeteries. He could distinguish his friend's place from
afar on account of the colossal plaster statue of the 'Vintaging
Girl,' the once successful exhibit of the Salon, for which there had
not been sufficient space in the narrow ground-floor studio. Thus it
was rotting out in the open like so much rubbish shot from a cart, a
lamentable spectacle, weather-bitten, riddled by the rain's big, grimy
tears. The key was in the door, so Claude went in.

'Hallo! have you come to fetch me?' said Mahoudeau, in surprise. 'I've
only got my hat to put on. But wait a bit, I was asking myself whether
it wouldn't be better to light a little fire. I am uneasy about my
woman there.'

Some water in a bucket was ice-bound. So cold was the studio that it
froze inside as hard as it did out of doors, for, having been
penniless for a whole week, Mahoudeau had gingerly eked out the little
coal remaining to him, only lighting the stove for an hour or two of a
morning. His studio was a kind of tragic cavern, compared with which
the shop of former days evoked reminiscences of snug comfort, such was
the tomb-like chill that fell on one's shoulders from the creviced
ceiling and the bare walls. In the various corners some statues, of
less bulky dimensions than the 'Vintaging Girl,' plaster figures which
had been modelled with passion and exhibited, and which had then come
back for want of buyers, seemed to be shivering with their noses
turned to the wall, forming a melancholy row of cripples, some already
badly damaged, showing mere stumps of arms, and all dust-begrimed and
clay-bespattered. Under the eyes of their artist creator, who had
given them his heart's blood, those wretched nudities dragged out
years of agony. At first, no doubt, they were preserved with jealous
care, despite the lack of room, but then they lapsed into the
grotesque honor of all lifeless things, until a day came when, taking
up a mallet, he himself finished them off, breaking them into mere
lumps of plaster, so as to be rid of them.

'You say we have got two hours, eh?' resumed Mahoudeau. 'Well, I'll
just light a bit of fire; it will be the wiser perhaps.'

Then, while lighting the stove, he began bewailing his fate in an
angry voice. What a dog's life a sculptor's was! The most bungling
stonemason was better off. A figure which the Government bought for
three thousand francs cost well nigh two thousand, what with its
model, clay, marble or bronze, all sorts of expenses, indeed, and for
all that it remained buried in some official cellar on the pretext
that there was no room for it elsewhere. The niches of the public
buildings remained empty, pedestals were awaiting statues in the
public gardens. No matter, there was never any room! And there were no
possible commissions from private people; at best one received an
order for a few busts, and at very rare intervals one for a memorial
statue, subscribed for by the public and hurriedly executed at reduced
terms. Sculpture was the noblest of arts, the most manly, yes, but the
one which led the most surely to death by starvation!

'Is your machine progressing?' asked Claude.

'Without this confounded cold, it would be finished,' answered
Mahoudeau. 'I'll show it you.'

He rose from his knees after listening to the snorting of the stove.
In the middle of the studio, on a packing-case, strengthened by
cross-pieces, stood a statue swathed is linen wraps which were quite
rigid, hard frozen, draping the figure with the whiteness of a shroud.
This statue embodied Mahoudeau's old dream, unrealised until now from
lack of means--it was an upright figure of that bathing girl of whom
more than a dozen small models had been knocking about his place for
years. In a moment of impatient revolt he himself had manufactured
trusses and stays out of broom-handles, dispensing with the necessary
iron work in the hope that the wood would prove sufficiently solid.
From time to time he shook the figure to try it, but as yet it had not
budged.

'The devil!' he muttered; 'some warmth will do her good. These wraps
seem glued to her--they form quite a breastplate.'

The linen was crackling between his fingers, and splinters of ice were
breaking off. He was obliged to wait until the heat produced a slight
thaw, and then with great care he stripped the figure, baring the head
first, then the bosom, and then the hips, well pleased at finding
everything intact, and smiling like a lover at a woman fondly adored.

'Well, what do you think of it?'

Claude, who had only previously seen a little rough model of the
statue, nodded his head, in order that he might not have to answer
immediately. Decidedly, that good fellow Mahoudeau was turning
traitor, and drifting towards gracefulness, in spite of himself, for
pretty things ever sprang from under his big fingers, former
stonecutter though he was. Since his colossal 'Vintaging Girl,' he had
gone on reducing and reducing the proportions of his figures without
appearing to be aware of it himself, always ready to stick out
ferociously for the gigantic, which agreed with his temperament, but
yielding to the partiality of his eyes for sweetness and gracefulness.
And indeed real nature broke at last through inflated ambition.
Exaggerated still, his 'Bathing Girl' was already possessed of great
charm, with her quivering shoulders and her tightly-crossed arms that
supported her breast.

'Well, you don't like her?' he asked, looking annoyed.

'Oh, yes, I do! I think you are right to tone things down a bit,
seeing that you feel like that. You'll have a great success with this.
Yes, it's evident it will please people very much.'

Mahoudeau, whom such praises would once have thrown into
consternation, seemed delighted. He explained that he wished to
conquer public opinion without relinquishing a tithe of his
convictions.

'Ah! dash it! it takes a weight off my mind to find you pleased,' said
he, 'for I should have destroyed it if you had told me to do so, I
give you my word! Another fortnight's work, and I'll sell my skin to
no matter whom in order to pay the moulder. I say, I shall have a fine
show at the Salon, perhaps get a medal.'

He laughed, waved his arms about, and then, breaking off:

'As we are not in a hurry, sit down a bit. I want to get the wraps
quite thawed.'

The stove, which was becoming red hot, diffused great heat. The
figure, placed close by, seemed to revive under the warm air that now
crept up her from her shins to her neck. And the two friends, who had
sat down, continued looking the statue full in the face, chatting
about it and noting each detail. The sculptor especially grew excited
in his delight, and indulged in caressing gestures.

All at once, however, Claude fancied he was the victim of some
hallucination. To him the figure seemed to be moving; a quiver like
the ripple of a wavelet crossed her stomach, and her left hip became
straightened, as if the right leg were about to step out.

'Have you noticed the smooth surface just about the loins?' Mahoudeau
went on, without noticing anything. 'Ah, my boy, I took great pains
over that!'

But by degrees the whole statue was becoming animated. The loins
swayed and the bosom swelled, as with a deep sigh, between the parted
arms. And suddenly the head drooped, the thighs bent, and the figure
came forward like a living being, with all the wild anguish, the
grief-inspired spring of a woman who is flinging herself down.

Claude at last understood things, when Mahoudeau uttered a terrible
cry. 'By heavens, she's breaking to pieces!--she is coming down!'

The clay, in thawing, had snapped the weak wooden trusses. There came
a cracking noise, as if bones indeed were splitting; and Mahoudeau,
with the same passionate gesture with which he had caressed the figure
from afar, working himself into a fever, opened both arms, at the risk
of being killed by the fall. For a moment the bathing girl swayed to
and fro, and then with one crash came down on her face, broken in
twain at the ankles, and leaving her feet sticking to the boards.

Claude had jumped up to hold his friend back.

'Dash it! you'll be smashed!' he cried.

But dreading to see her finish herself off on the floor, Mahoudeau
remained with hands outstretched. And the girl seemed to fling herself
on his neck. He caught her in his arms, winding them tightly around
her. Her bosom was flattened against his shoulder and her thighs beat
against his own, while her decapitated head rolled upon the floor. The
shock was so violent that Mahoudeau was carried off his legs and
thrown over, as far back as the wall; and there, without relaxing his
hold on the girl's trunk, he remained as if stunned lying beside her.

'Ah! confound it!' repeated Claude, furiously, believing that his
friend was dead.

With great difficulty Mahoudeau rose to his knees, and burst into
violent sobs. He had only damaged his face in the fall. Some blood
dribbled down one of his cheeks, mingling with his tears.

'Ah! curse poverty!' he said. 'It's enough to make a fellow drown
himself not to be able to buy a couple of rods! And there she is,
there she is!'

His sobs grew louder; they became an agonising wail; the painful
shrieking of a lover before the mutilated corpse of his affections.
With unsteady hands he touched the limbs lying in confusion around
him; the head, the torso, the arms that had snapped in twain; above
aught else the bosom, now caved in. That bosom, flattened, as if it
had been operated upon for some terrible disease, suffocated him, and
he unceasingly returned to it, probing the sore, trying to find the
gash by which life had fled, while his tears, mingled with blood,
flowed freely, and stained the statue's gaping wounds with red.

'Do help me!' he gasped. 'One can't leave her like this.'

Claude was overcome also, and his own eyes grew moist from a feeling
of artistic brotherliness. He hastened to his comrade's aide, but the
sculptor, after claiming his assistance, persisted in picking up the
remains by himself, as if dreading the rough handling of anybody else.
He slowly crawled about on his knees, took up the fragments one by
one, and put them together on a board. The figure soon lay there in
its entirety, as if it had been one of those girls who, committing
suicide from love, throw themselves from some monument and are
shattered by their fall, and put together again, looking both
grotesque and lamentable, to be carried to the Morgue. Mahoudeau,
seated on the floor before his statue, did not take his eyes from it,
but became absorbed in heart-rending contemplation. However, his sobs
subsided, and at last he said with a long-drawn sigh: 'I shall have to
model her lying down! There's no other way! Ah, my poor old woman, I
had such trouble to set her on her legs, and I thought her so grand
like that!'

But all at once Claude grew uneasy. What about his wedding? Mahoudeau
must change his clothes. As he had no other frock-coat than the one he
was wearing, he was obliged to make a jacket do. Then, the figure
having been covered with linen wraps once more, like a corpse over
which a sheet has been pulled, they both started off at a run. The
stove was roaring away, the thaw filled the whole studio with water,
and slush streamed from the old dust-begrimed plaster casts.

When they reached the Rue de Douai there was no one there except
little Jacques, in charge of the doorkeeper. Christine, tired of
waiting, had just started off with the three others, thinking that
there had been some mistake--that Claude might have told her that he
would go straight to the mayor's offices with Mahoudeau. The pair fell
into a sharp trot, but only overtook Christine and their comrades in
the Rue Drouot in front of the municipal edifice. They all went
upstairs together, and as they were late they met with a very cool
reception from the usher on duty. The wedding was got over in a few
minutes, in a perfectly empty room. The mayor mumbled on, and the
bride and bridegroom curtly uttered the binding 'Yes,' while their
witnesses were marvelling at the bad taste of the appointments of the
apartment. Once outside, Claude took Christine's arm again, and that
was all.

It was pleasant walking in the clear frosty weather. Thus the party
quietly went back on foot, climbing the Rue des Martyrs to reach the
restaurant on the Boulevard de Clichy. A small private room had been
engaged; the lunch was a very friendly affair, and not a word was said
about the simple formality that had just been gone through; other
subjects were spoken of all the while, as at one of their customary
gatherings.

It was thus that Christine, who in reality was very affected despite
her pretended indifference, heard her husband and his friends excite
themselves for three mortal hours about Mahoudeau's unfortunate
statue. Since the others had been made acquainted with the story, they
kept harping on every particular of it. Sandoz thought the whole thing
very wonderful; Jory and Gagniere discussed the strength of stays and
trusses; the former mainly concerned about the monetary loss involved,
and the other demonstrating with a chair that the statue might have
been kept up. As for Mahoudeau, still very shaky and growing dazed; he
complained of a stiffness which he had not felt before; his limbs
began to hurt him, he had strained his muscles and bruised his skin as
if he had been caught in the embrace of a stone siren. Christine
washed the scratch on his cheek, which had begun to bleed again, and
it seemed to her as if the mutilated bathing girl had sat down to
table with them, as if she alone was of any importance that day; for
she alone seemed to interest Claude, whose narrative, repeated a score
of times, was full of endless particulars about the emotion he had
felt on seeing that bosom and those hips of clay shattered at his
feet.

However, at dessert there came a diversion, for Gagniere all at once
remarked to Jory:

'By the way, I saw you with Mathilde the day before yesterday. Yes,
yes, in the Rue Dauphine.'

Jory, who had turned very red, tried to deny it; 'Oh, a mere
accidental meeting--honour bright!' he stammered. 'I don't know where
she hangs out, or I would tell you.'

'What! is it you who are hiding her?' exclaimed Mahoudeau. 'Well,
nobody wants to see her again!'

The truth was that Jory, throwing to the winds all his habits of
prudence and parsimony, was now secretly providing for Mathilde. She
had gained an ascendency over him by his vices.

They still lingered at table, and night was falling when they escorted
Mahoudeau to his own door. Claude and Christine, on reaching home,
took Jacques from the doorkeeper, and found the studio quite chilly,
wrapped in such dense gloom that they had to grope about for several
minutes before they were able to light the lamp. They also had to
light the stove again, and it struck seven o'clock before they were
able to draw breath at their ease. They were not hungry, so they
merely finished the remains of some boiled beef, mainly by way of
encouraging the child to eat his soup; and when they had put him to
bed, they settled themselves with the lamp betwixt them, as was their
habit every evening.

However, Christine had not put out any work, she felt too much moved
to sew. She sat there with her hands resting idly on the table,
looking at Claude, who on his side had at once become absorbed in a
sketch, a bit of his picture, some workmen of the Port Saint Nicolas,
unloading plaster. Invincible dreaminess came over the young woman,
all sorts of recollections and regrets became apparent in the depths
of her dim eyes; and by degrees growing sadness, great mute grief took
absolute possession of her, amid the indifference, the boundless
solitude into which she seemed to be drifting, although she was so
near to Claude. He was, indeed, on the other side of the table, yet
how far away she felt him to be! He was yonder before that point of
the Cite, he was even farther still, in the infinite inaccessible
regions of art; so far, indeed, that she would now never more be able
to join him! She several times tried to start a conversation, but
without eliciting any answer. The hours went by, she grew weary and
numb with doing nothing, and she ended by taking out her purse and
counting her money.

'Do you know how much we have to begin our married life with?'

Claude did not even raise his head.

'We've nine sous. Ah! talk of poverty--'

He shrugged his shoulders, and finally growled: 'We shall be rich some
day; don't fret.'

Then the silence fell again, and she did not even attempt to break it,
but gazed at her nine coppers laid in a row upon the table. At last,
as it struck midnight, she shivered, ill with waiting and chilled by
the cold.

'Let's go to bed, dear,' she murmured; 'I'm dead tired.'

He, however, was working frantically, and did not even hear her.

'The fire's gone out,' she began again, 'we shall make ourselves ill;
let's go to bed.'

Her imploring voice reached him at last, and made him start with
sudden exasperation.

'Oh! go if you like! You can see very well that I want to finish
something!'

She remained there for another minute, amazed by his sudden anger, her
face expressive of deep sorrow. Then, feeling that he would rather be
without her, that the very presence of a woman doing nothing upset
him, she rose from the table and went off, leaving the door wide open.
Half an hour, three-quarters went by, nothing stirred, not a sound
came from her room; but she was not asleep, her eyes were staring into
the gloom; and at last she timidly ventured upon a final appeal, from
the depths of the dark alcove.

An oath was the only reply she received. And nothing stirred after
that. She perhaps dozed off. The cold in the studio grew keener, and
the wick of the lamp began to carbonise and burn red, while Claude,
still bending over his sketch, did not seem conscious of the passing
minutes.

At two o'clock, however, he rose up, furious to find the lamp going
out for lack of oil. He only had time to take it into the other room,
so that he might not have to undress in the dark. But his displeasure
increased on seeing that Christine's eyes were wide open. He felt
inclined to complain of it. However, after some random remarks, he
suddenly exclaimed:

'The most surprising thing is that her trunk wasn't hurt!'

'What do you mean?' asked Christine, in amazement.

'Why, Mahoudeau's girl,' he answered.

At this she shook nervously, turned and buried her face in the pillow;
and he was quite surprised on hearing her burst into sobs.

'What! you are crying?' he exclaimed.

She was choking, sobbing with heart-rending violence.

'Come, what's the matter with you?--I've said nothing to you. Come,
darling, what's the matter?'

But, while he was speaking, the cause of her great grief dawned upon
him. No doubt, on a day like that, he ought to have shown more
affection; but his neglect was unintentional enough; he had not even
given the matter a thought. She surely knew him, said he; he became a
downright brute when he was at work. Then he bent over and embraced
her. But it was as if something irreparable had taken place, as if
something had for ever snapped, leaving a void between them. The
formality of marriage seemed to have killed love.



                                 IX

AS Claude could not paint his huge picture in the small studio of the
Rue de Douai, he made up his mind to rent some shed that would be
spacious enough, elsewhere; and strolling one day on the heights of
Montmartre, he found what he wanted half way down the slope of the Rue
Tourlaque, a street that descends abruptly behind the cemetery, and
whence one overlooks Clichy as far as the marshes of Gennevilliers. It
had been a dyer's drying shed, and was nearly fifty feet long and more
than thirty broad, with walls of board and plaster admitting the wind
from every point of the compass. The place was let to him for three
hundred francs. Summer was at hand; he would soon work off his picture
and then quit.

This settled, feverish with hope, Claude decided to go to all the
necessary expenses; as fortune was certain to come in the end, why
trammel its advent by unnecessary scruples? Taking advantage of his
right, he broke in upon the principal of his income, and soon grew
accustomed to spend money without counting. At first he kept the
matter from Christine, for she had already twice stopped him from
doing so; and when he was at last obliged to tell her, she also, after
a week of reproaches and apprehension, fell in with it, happy at the
comfort in which she lived, and yielding to the pleasure of always
having a little money in her purse. Thus there came a few years of
easy unconcern.

Claude soon became altogether absorbed in his picture. He had
furnished the huge studio in a very summary style: a few chairs, the
old couch from the Quai de Bourbon, and a deal table bought
second-hand for five francs sufficed him. In the practice of his art
he was entirely devoid of that vanity which delights in luxurious
surroundings. The only real expense to which he went was that of
buying some steps on castors, with a platform and a movable footboard.
Next he busied himself about his canvas, which he wished to be six and
twenty feet in length and sixteen in height. He insisted upon
preparing it himself; ordered a framework and bought the necessary
seamless canvas, which he and a couple of friends had all the work in
the world to stretch properly by the aid of pincers. Then he just
coated the canvas with ceruse, laid on with a palette-knife, refusing
to size it previously, in order that it might remain absorbent, by
which method he declared that the painting would be bright and solid.
An easel was not to be thought of. It would not have been possible to
move a canvas of such dimensions on it. So he invented a system of
ropes and beams, which held it slightly slanting against the wall in a
cheerful light. And backwards and forwards in front of the big white
surface rolled the steps, looking like an edifice, like the
scaffolding by means of which a cathedral is to be reared.

But when everything was ready, Claude once more experienced
misgivings. An idea that he had perhaps not chosen the proper light in
which to paint his picture fidgeted him. Perhaps an early morning
effect would have been better? Perhaps, too, he ought to have chosen a
dull day, and so he went back to the Pont des Saint-Peres, and lived
there for another three months.

The Cite rose up before him, between the two arms of the river, at
all hours and in all weather. After a late fall of snow he beheld it
wrapped in ermine, standing above mud-coloured water, against a light
slatey sky. On the first sunshiny days he saw it cleanse itself of
everything that was wintry and put on an aspect of youth, when verdure
sprouted from the lofty trees which rose from the ground below the
bridge. He saw it, too, on a somewhat misty day recede to a distance
and almost evaporate, delicate and quivering, like a fairy palace.
Then, again, there were pelting rains, which submerged it, hid it as
with a huge curtain drawn from the sky to the earth; storms, with
lightning flashes which lent it a tawny hue, the opaque light of
some cut-throat place half destroyed by the fall of the huge
copper-coloured clouds; and there were winds that swept over it
tempestuously, sharpening its angles and making it look hard, bare,
and beaten against the pale blue sky. Then, again, when the sunbeams
broke into dust amidst the vapours of the Seine, it appeared steeped
in diffused brightness, without a shadow about it, lighted up equally
on every side, and looking as charmingly delicate as a cut gem set in
fine gold. He insisted on beholding it when the sun was rising and
transpiercing the morning mists, when the Quai de l'Horloge flushes
and the Quai des Orfevres remains wrapt in gloom; when, up in the pink
sky, it is already full of life, with the bright awakening of its
towers and spires, while night, similar to a falling cloak, slides
slowly from its lower buildings. He beheld it also at noon, when the
sunrays fall on it vertically, when a crude glare bites into it, and
it becomes discoloured and mute like a dead city, retaining nought but
the life of heat, the quiver that darts over its distant housetops. He
beheld it, moreover, beneath the setting sun, surrendering itself to
the night which was slowly rising from the river, with the salient
edges of its buildings still fringed with a glow as of embers, and
with final conflagrations rekindling in its windows, from whose panes
leapt tongue-like flashes. But in presence of those twenty different
aspects of the Cite, no matter what the hour or the weather might be,
he ever came back to the Cite that he had seen the first time, at
about four o'clock one fine September afternoon, a Cite all serenity
under a gentle breeze, a Cite which typified the heart of Paris
beating in the limpid atmosphere, and seemingly enlarged by the vast
stretch of sky which a flight of cloudlets crossed.

Claude spent his time under the Pont des Saints-Peres, which he had
made his shelter, his home, his roof. The constant din of the vehicles
overhead, similar to the distant rumbling of thunder, no longer
disturbed him. Settling himself against the first abutment, beneath
the huge iron arches, he took sketches and painted studies. The
_employes_ of the river navigation service, whose offices were hard
by, got to know him, and, indeed, the wife of an inspector, who lived
in a sort of tarred cabin with her husband, two children, and a cat,
kept his canvases for him, to save him the trouble of carrying them to
and fro each day. It became his joy to remain in that secluded nook
beneath Paris, which rumbled in the air above him, whose ardent life
he ever felt rolling overhead. He at first became passionately
interested in Port St. Nicolas, with its ceaseless bustle suggesting
that of a distant genuine seaport. The steam crane, _The Sophia_,
worked regularly, hauling up blocks of stone; tumbrels arrived to
fetch loads of sand; men and horses pulled, panting for breath on the
big paving-stones, which sloped down as far as the water, to a granite
margin, alongside which two rows of lighters and barges were moored.
For weeks Claude worked hard at a study of some lightermen unloading a
cargo of plaster, carrying white sacks on their shoulders, leaving a
white pathway behind them, and bepowdered with white themselves,
whilst hard by the coal removed from another barge had stained the
waterside with a huge inky smear. Then he sketched the silhouette of a
swimming-bath on the left bank, together with a floating wash-house
somewhat in the rear, showing the windows open and the washerwomen
kneeling in a row, on a level with the stream, and beating their dirty
linen. In the middle of the river, he studied a boat which a waterman
sculled over the stern; then, farther behind, a steamer of the towing
service straining its chain, and dragging a series of rafts loaded
with barrels and boards up stream. The principal backgrounds had been
sketched a long while ago, still he did several bits over again--the
two arms of the Seine, and a sky all by itself, into which rose only
towers and spires gilded by the sun. And under the hospitable bridge,
in that nook as secluded as some far-off cleft in a rock, he was
rarely disturbed by anybody. Anglers passed by with contemptuous
unconcern. His only companion was virtually the overseer's cat, who
cleaned herself in the sunlight, ever placid beneath the tumult of the
world overhead.

At last Claude had all his materials ready. In a few days he threw off
an outline sketch of the whole, and the great work was begun. However,
the first battle between himself and his huge canvas raged in the Rue
Tourlaque throughout the summer; for he obstinately insisted upon
personally attending to all the technical calculations of his
composition, and he failed to manage them, getting into constant
muddles about the slightest deviation from mathematical accuracy, of
which he had no experience. It made him indignant with himself. So he
let it go, deciding to make what corrections might be necessary
afterwards. He covered his canvas with a rush--in such a fever as to
live all day on his steps, brandishing huge brushes, and expending as
much muscular force as if he were anxious to move mountains. And when
evening came he reeled about like a drunken man, and fell asleep as
soon as he had swallowed his last mouthful of food. His wife even had
to put him to bed like a child. From those heroic efforts, however,
sprang a masterly first draught in which genius blazed forth amidst
the somewhat chaotic masses of colour. Bongrand, who came to look at
it, caught the painter in his big arms, and stifled him with embraces,
his eyes full of tears. Sandoz, in his enthusiasm, gave a dinner; the
others, Jory, Mahoudeau and Gagniere, again went about announcing a
masterpiece. As for Fagerolles, he remained motionless before the
painting for a moment, then burst into congratulations, pronouncing it
too beautiful.

And, in fact, subsequently, as if the irony of that successful
trickster had brought him bad luck, Claude only spoilt his original
draught. It was the old story over again. He spent himself in one
effort, one magnificent dash; he failed to bring out all the rest; he
did not know how to finish. He fell into his former impotence; for two
years he lived before that picture only, having no feeling for
anything else. At times he was in a seventh heaven of exuberant joy;
at others flung to earth, so wretched, so distracted by doubt, that
dying men gasping in their beds in a hospital were happier than
himself. Twice already had he failed to be ready for the Salon, for
invariably, at the last moment, when he hoped to have finished in a
few sittings, he found some void, felt his composition crack and
crumble beneath his fingers. When the third Salon drew nigh, there
came a terrible crisis; he remained for a fortnight without going to
his studio in the Rue Tourlaque, and when he did so, it was as to a
house desolated by death. He turned the huge canvas to the wall and
rolled his steps into a corner; he would have smashed and burned
everything if his faltering hands had found strength enough. Nothing
more existed; amid a blast of anger he swept the floor clean, and
spoke of setting to work at little things, since he was incapable of
perfecting paintings of any size.

In spite of himself, his first idea of a picture on a smaller scale
took him back to the Cite. Why should not he paint a simple view, on a
moderate sized canvas? But a kind of shame, mingled with strange
jealousy, prevented him from settling himself in his old spot under
the Pont des Saints-Peres. It seemed to him as if that spot were
sacred now; that he ought not to offer any outrage to his great work,
dead as it was. So he stationed himself at the end of the bank, above
the bridge. This time, at any rate, he would work directly from
nature; and he felt happy at not having to resort to any trickery, as
was unavoidable with works of a large size. The small picture, very
carefully painted, more highly finished than usual, met, however, with
the same fate as the others before the hanging committee, who were
indignant with this style of painting, executed with a tipsy brush, as
was said at the time in the studios. The slap in the face which Claude
thus received was all the more severe, as a report had spread of
concessions, of advances made by him to the School of Arts, in order
that his work might be received. And when the picture came back to
him, he, deeply wounded, weeping with rage, tore it into narrow
shreds, which he burned in his stove. It was not sufficient that he
should kill that one with a knife-thrust, it must be annihilated.

Another year went by for Claude in desultory toil. He worked from
force of habit, but finished nothing; he himself saying, with a
dolorous laugh, that he had lost himself, and was trying to find
himself again. In reality, tenacious consciousness of his genius left
him a hope which nothing could destroy, even during his longest crises
of despondency. He suffered like some one damned, for ever rolling the
rock which slipped back and crushed him; but the future remained, with
the certainty of one day seizing that rock in his powerful arms and
flinging it upward to the stars. His friends at last beheld his eyes
light up with passion once more. It was known that he again secluded
himself in the Rue Tourlaque. He who formerly had always been carried
beyond the work on which he was engaged, by some dream of a picture to
come, now stood at bay before that subject of the Cite. It had become
his fixed idea--the bar that closed up his life. And soon he began to
speak freely of it again in a new blaze of enthusiasm, exclaiming,
with childish delight, that he had found his way and that he felt
certain of victory.

One day Claude, who, so far, had not opened his door to his friends,
condescended to admit Sandoz. The latter tumbled upon a study with a
deal of dash in it, thrown off without a model, and again admirable in
colour. The subject had remained the same--the Port St. Nicolas on the
left, the swimming-baths on the right, the Seine and Cite in the
background. But Sandoz was amazed at perceiving, instead of the boat
sculled by a waterman, another large skiff taking up the whole centre
of the composition--a skiff occupied by three women. One, in a bathing
costume, was rowing; another sat over the edge with her legs dangling
in the water, her costume partially unfastened, showing her bare
shoulder; while the third stood erect and nude at the prow, so bright
in tone that she seemed effulgent, like the sun.

'Why, what an idea!' muttered Sandoz. 'What are those women doing
there?'

'Why, they are bathing,' Claude quietly answered. 'Don't you see that
they have come out of the swimming-baths? It supplies me with a motive
for the nude; it's a real find, eh? Does it shock you?'

His old friend, who knew him well by now, dreaded lest he should give
him cause for discouragement.

'I? Oh, no! Only I am afraid that the public will again fail to
understand. That nude woman in the very midst of Paris--it's
improbable.'

Claude looked naively surprised.

'Ah! you think so? Well, so much the worse. What's the odds, as long
as the woman is well painted? Besides, I need something like that to
get my courage up.'

On the following occasions, Sandoz gently reverted to the strangeness
of the composition, pleading, as was his nature, the cause of outraged
logic. How could a modern painter who prided himself on painting
merely what was real--how could he so bastardise his work as to
introduce fanciful things into it? It would have been so easy to
choose another subject, in which the nude would have been necessary.
But Claude became obstinate, and resorted to lame and violent
explanations, for he would not avow his real motive: an idea which had
come to him and which he would have been at a loss to express clearly.
It was, however, a longing for some secret symbolism. A recrudescence
of romanticism made him see an incarnation of Paris in that nude
figure; he pictured the city bare and impassioned, resplendent with
the beauty of woman.

Before the pressing objections of his friend he pretended to be shaken
in his resolutions.

'Well, I'll see; I'll dress my old woman later on, since she worries
you,' he said. 'But meanwhile I shall do her like that. You
understand, she amuses me.'

He never reverted to the subject again, remaining silently obstinate,
merely shrugging his shoulders and smiling with embarrassment whenever
any allusion betrayed the general astonishment which was felt at the
sight of that Venus emerging triumphantly from the froth of the Seine
amidst all the omnibuses on the quays and the lightermen working at
the Port of St. Nicolas.

Spring had come round again, and Claude had once more resolved to work
at his large picture, when in a spirit of prudence he and Christine
modified their daily life. She, at times, could not help feeling
uneasy at seeing all their money so quickly spent. Since the supply
had seemed inexhaustible, they had ceased counting. But, at the end of
four years, they had woke up one morning quite frightened, when, on
asking for accounts, they found that barely three thousand francs were
left out of the twenty thousand. They immediately reverted to severe
economy, stinting themselves as to bread, planning the cutting down of
the most elementary expenses; and it was thus that, in the first
impulse of self-sacrifice, they left the Rue de Douai. What was the
use of paying two rents? There was room enough in the old drying-shed
in the Rue Tourlaque--still stained with the dyes of former days--to
afford accommodation for three people. Settling there was,
nevertheless, a difficult affair; for however big the place was, it
provided them, after all, with but one room. It was like a gipsy's
shed, where everything had to be done in common. As the landlord was
unwilling, the painter himself had to divide it at one end by a
partition of boards, behind which he devised a kitchen and a bedroom.
They were then delighted with the place, despite the chinks through
which the wind blew, and although on rainy days they had to set basins
beneath the broader cracks in the roof. The whole looked mournfully
bare; their few poor sticks seemed to dance alongside the naked walls.
They themselves pretended to be proud at being lodged so spaciously;
they told their friends that Jacques would at least have a little room
to run about. Poor Jacques, in spite of his nine years, did not seem
to be growing; his head alone became larger and larger. They could not
send him to school for more than a week at a stretch, for he came back
absolutely dazed, ill from having tried to learn, in such wise that
they nearly always allowed him to live on all fours around them,
crawling from one corner to another.

Christine, who for quite a long while had not shared Claude's daily
work, now once more found herself beside him throughout his long hours
of toil. She helped him to scrape and pumice the old canvas of the big
picture, and gave him advice about attaching it more securely to the
wall. But they found that another disaster had befallen them--the
steps had become warped by the water constantly trickling through the
roof, and, for fear of an accident, Claude had to strengthen them with
an oak cross-piece, she handing him the necessary nails one by one.
Then once more, and for the second time, everything was ready. She
watched him again outlining the work, standing behind him the while,
till she felt faint with fatigue, and finally dropping to the floor,
where she remained squatting, and still looking at him.

Ah! how she would have liked to snatch him from that painting which
had seized hold of him! It was for that purpose that she made herself
his servant, only too happy to lower herself to a labourer's toil.
Since she shared his work again, since the three of them, he, she, and
the canvas, were side by side, her hope revived. If he had escaped her
when she, all alone, cried her eyes out in the Rue de Douai, if he
lingered till late in the Rue Tourlaque, fascinated as by a mistress,
perhaps now that she was present she might regain her hold over him.
Ah, painting, painting! in what jealous hatred she held it! Hers was
no longer the revolt of a girl of the bourgeoisie, who painted neatly
in water-colours, against independent, brutal, magnificent art. No,
little by little she had come to understand it, drawn towards it at
first by her love for the painter, and gained over afterwards by the
feast of light, by the original charm of the bright tints which
Claude's works displayed. And now she had accepted everything, even
lilac-tinted soil and blue trees. Indeed, a kind of respect made her
quiver before those works which had at first seemed so horrid to her.
She recognised their power well enough, and treated them like rivals
about whom one could no longer joke. But her vindictiveness grew in
proportion to her admiration; she revolted at having to stand by and
witness, as it were, a diminution of herself, the blow of another love
beneath her own roof.

At first there was a silent struggle of every minute. She thrust
herself forward, interposed whatever she could, a hand, a shoulder,
between the painter and his picture. She was always there,
encompassing him with her breath, reminding him that he was hers. Then
her old idea revived--she also would paint; she would seek and join
him in the depths of his art fever. Every day for a whole month she
put on a blouse, and worked like a pupil by the side of a master,
diligently copying one of his sketches, and she only gave in when she
found the effort turn against her object; for, deceived, as it were,
by their joint work, he finished by forgetting that she was a woman,
and lived with her on a footing of mere comradeship as between man and
man. Accordingly she resorted to what was her only strength.

To perfect some of the small figures of his latter pictures, Claude
had many a time already taken the hint of a head, the pose of an arm,
the attitude of a body from Christine. He threw a cloak over her
shoulders, and caught her in the posture he wanted, shouting to her
not to stir. These were little services which she showed herself only
too pleased to render him, but she had not hitherto cared to go
further, for she was hurt by the idea of being a model now that she
was his wife. However, since Claude had broadly outlined the large
upright female figure which was to occupy the centre of his picture,
Christine had looked at the vague silhouette in a dreamy way, worried
by an ever-pursuing thought before which all scruples vanished. And
so, when he spoke of taking a model, she offered herself, reminding
him that she had posed for the figure in the 'Open Air' subject, long
ago. 'A model,' she added, 'would cost you seven francs a sitting. We
are not so rich, we may as well save the money.'

The question of economy decided him at once.

'I'm agreeable, and it's even very good of you to show such courage,
for you know that it is not a bit of pastime to sit for me. Never
mind, you had better confess to it, you big silly, you are afraid of
another woman coming here; you are jealous.'

Jealous! Yes, indeed she was jealous, so she suffered agony. But she
snapped her fingers at other women; all the models in Paris might have
sat to him for what she cared. She had but one rival, that painting,
that art which robbed her of him.

Claude, who was delighted, at first made a study, a simple academic
study, in the attitude required for his picture. They waited until
Jacques had gone to school, and the sitting lasted for hours. During
the earlier days Christine suffered a great deal from being obliged to
remain in the same position; then she grew used to it, not daring to
complain, lest she might vex him, and even restraining her tears when
he roughly pushed her about. And he soon acquired the habit of doing
so, treating her like a mere model; more exacting with her, however,
than if he had paid her, never afraid of unduly taxing her strength,
since she was his wife. He employed her for every purpose, at every
minute, for an arm, a foot, the most trifling detail that he stood in
need of. And thus in a way he lowered her to the level of a 'living
lay figure,' which he stuck in front of him and copied as he might
have copied a pitcher or a stew-pan for a bit of still life.

This time Claude proceeded leisurely, and before roughing in the large
figure he tired Christine for months by making her pose in twenty
different ways. At last, one day, he began the roughing in. It was an
autumnal morning, the north wind was already sharp, and it was by no
means warm even in the big studio, although the stove was roaring. As
little Jacques was poorly again and unable to go to school, they had
decided to lock him up in the room at the back, telling him to be very
good. And then the mother settled herself near the stove, motionless,
in the attitude required.

During the first hour, the painter, perched upon his steps, kept
glancing at her, but did not speak a word. Unutterable sadness stole
over her, and she felt afraid of fainting, no longer knowing whether
she was suffering from the cold or from a despair that had come from
afar, and the bitterness of which she felt to be rising within her.
Her fatigue became so great that she staggered and hobbled about on
her numbed legs.

'What, already?' cried Claude. 'Why, you haven't been at it more than
a quarter of an hour. You don't want to earn your seven francs, then?'

He was joking in a gruff voice, delighted with his work. And she had
scarcely recovered the use of her limbs, beneath the dressing-gown she
had wrapped round her, when he went on shouting: 'Come on, come on, no
idling! It's a grand day to-day is! I must either show some genius or
else kick the bucket.'

Then, in a weary way, she at last resumed the pose.

The misfortune was that before long, both by his glances and the
language he used, she fully realised that she herself was as nothing
to him. If ever he praised a limb, a tint, a contour, it was solely
from the artistic point of view. Great enthusiasm and passion he often
showed, but it was not passion for herself as in the old days. She
felt confused and deeply mortified. Ah! this was the end; in her he no
longer loved aught but his art, the example of nature and life! And
then, with her eyes gazing into space, she would remain rigid, like a
statue, keeping back the tears which made her heart swell, lacking
even the wretched consolation of being able to cry. And day by day the
same sorry life began afresh for her. To stand there as his model had
become her profession. She could not refuse, however bitter her grief.
Their once happy life was all over, there now seemed to be three
people in the place; it was as if Claude had introduced a mistress
into it--that woman he was painting. The huge picture rose up between
them, parted them as with a wall, beyond which he lived with the
other. That duplication of herself well nigh drove Christine mad with
jealousy, and yet she was conscious of the pettiness of her
sufferings, and did not dare to confess them lest he should laugh at
her. However, she did not deceive herself; she fully realised that he
preferred her counterfeit to herself, that her image was the
worshipped one, the sole thought, the affection of his every hour. He
almost killed her with long sittings in that cold draughty studio, in
order to enhance the beauty of the other; upon whom depended all his
joys and sorrows according as to whether he beheld her live or
languish beneath his brush. Was not this love? And what suffering to
have to lend herself so that the other might be created, so that she
might be haunted by a nightmare of that rival, so that the latter
might for ever rise between them, more powerful than reality! To think
of it! So much dust, the veriest trifle, a patch of colour on a
canvas, a mere semblance destroying all their happiness!--he, silent,
indifferent, brutal at times, and she, tortured by his desertion, in
despair at being unable to drive away that creature who ever
encroached more and more upon their daily life!

And it was then that Christine, finding herself altogether beaten in
her efforts to regain Claude's love, felt all the sovereignty of art
weigh down upon her. That painting, which she had already accepted
without restriction, she raised still higher in her estimation, placed
inside an awesome tabernacle before which she remained overcome, as
before those powerful divinities of wrath which one honours from the
very hatred and fear that they inspire. Hers was a holy awe, a
conviction that struggling was henceforth useless, that she would be
crushed like a bit of straw if she persisted in her obstinacy. Each of
her husband's canvases became magnified in her eyes, the smallest
assumed triumphal dimensions, even the worst painted of them
overwhelmed her with victory, and she no longer judged them, but
grovelled, trembling, thinking them all formidable, and invariably
replying to Claude's questions:

'Oh, yes; very good! Oh, superb! Oh, very, very extraordinary that
one!'

Nevertheless, she harboured no anger against him; she still worshipped
him with tearful tenderness, as she saw him thus consume himself with
efforts. After a few weeks of successful work, everything got spoilt
again; he could not finish his large female figure. At times he almost
killed his model with fatigue, keeping hard at work for days and days
together, then leaving the picture untouched for a whole month. The
figure was begun anew, relinquished, painted all over again at least a
dozen times. One year, two years went by without the picture reaching
completion. Though sometimes it was almost finished, it was scratched
out the next morning and painted entirely over again.

Ah! what an effort of creation it was, an effort of blood and tears,
filling Claude with agony in his attempt to beget flesh and instil
life! Ever battling with reality, and ever beaten, it was a struggle
with the Angel. He was wearing himself out with this impossible task
of making a canvas hold all nature; he became exhausted at last with
the pains which racked his muscles without ever being able to bring
his genius to fruition. What others were satisfied with, a more or
less faithful rendering, the various necessary bits of trickery,
filled him with remorse, made him as indignant as if in resorting to
such practices one were guilty of ignoble cowardice; and thus he began
his work over and over again, spoiling what was good through his
craving to do better. He would always be dissatisfied with his women
--so his friends jokingly declared--until they flung their arms round
his neck. What was lacking in his power that he could not endow them
with life? Very little, no doubt. Sometimes he went beyond the right
point, sometimes he stopped short of it. One day the words, 'an
incomplete genius,' which he overheard, both flattered and frightened
him. Yes, it must be that; he jumped too far or not far enough; he
suffered from a want of nervous balance; he was afflicted with some
hereditary derangement which, because there were a few grains the more
or the less of some substance in his brain, was making him a lunatic
instead of a great man. Whenever a fit of despair drove him from his
studio, whenever he fled from his work, he now carried about with him
that idea of fatal impotence, and he heard it beating against his
skull like the obstinate tolling of a funeral bell.

His life became wretched. Never had doubt of himself pursued him in
that way before. He disappeared for whole days together; he even
stopped out a whole night, coming back the next morning stupefied,
without being able to say where he had gone. It was thought that he
had been tramping through the outskirts of Paris rather than find
himself face to face with his spoilt work. His sole relief was to flee
the moment that work filled him with shame and hatred, and to remain
away until he felt sufficient courage to face it once more. And not
even his wife dared to question him on his return--indeed, she was
only too happy to see him back again after her anxious waiting. At
such times he madly scoured Paris, especially the outlying quarters,
from a longing to debase himself and hob-nob with labourers. He
expressed at each recurring crisis his old regret at not being some
mason's hodman. Did not happiness consist in having solid limbs, and
in performing the work one was built for well and quickly? He had
wrecked his life; he ought to have got himself engaged in the building
line in the old times when he had lunched at the 'Dog of Montargis,'
Gomard's tavern, where he had known a Limousin, a big, strapping,
merry fellow, whose brawny arms he envied. Then, on coming back to the
Rue Tourlaque, with his legs faint and his head empty, he gave his
picture much the same distressful, frightened glance as one casts at a
corpse in a mortuary, until fresh hope of resuscitating it, of
endowing it with life, brought a flush to his face once more.

One day Christine was posing, and the figure of the woman was again
well nigh finished. For the last hour, however, Claude had been
growing gloomy, losing the childish delight that he had displayed at
the beginning of the sitting. So his wife scarcely dared to breathe,
feeling by her own discomfort that everything must be going wrong once
more, and afraid that she might accelerate the catastrophe if she
moved as much as a finger. And, surely enough, he suddenly gave a cry
of anguish, and launched forth an oath in a thunderous voice.

'Oh, curse it! curse it!'

He had flung his handful of brushes from the top of the steps. Then,
blinded with rage, with one blow of his fist he transpierced the
canvas.

Christine held out her trembling hands.

'My dear, my dear!'

But when she had flung a dressing-gown over her shoulders, and
approached the picture, she experienced keen delight, a burst of
satisfied hatred. Claude's fist had struck 'the other one' full in the
bosom, and there was a gaping hole! At last, then, that other one was
killed!

Motionless, horror-struck by that murder, Claude stared at the
perforated bosom. Poignant grief came upon him at the sight of the
wound whence the blood of his work seemed to flow. Was it possible?
Was it he who had thus murdered what he loved best of all on earth?
His anger changed into stupor; his fingers wandered over the canvas,
drawing the ragged edges of the rent together, as if he had wished to
close the bleeding gash. He was choking; he stammered, distracted with
boundless grief:

'She is killed, she is killed!'

Then Christine, in her maternal love for that big child of an artist,
felt moved to her very entrails. She forgave him as usual. She saw
well enough that he now had but one thought--to mend the rent, to
repair the evil at once; and she helped him; it was she who held the
shreds together, whilst he from behind glued a strip of canvas against
them. When she dressed herself, 'the other one' was there again,
immortal, simply retaining near her heart a slight scar, which seemed
to make her doubly dear to the painter.

As this unhinging of Claude's faculties increased, he drifted into a
sort of superstition, into a devout belief in certain processes and
methods. He banished oil from his colours, and spoke of it as of a
personal enemy. On the other hand, he held that turpentine produced a
solid unpolished surface, and he had some secrets of his own which he
hid from everybody; solutions of amber, liquefied copal, and other
resinous compounds that made colours dry quickly, and prevented them
from cracking. But he experienced some terrible worries, as the
absorbent nature of the canvas at once sucked in the little oil
contained in the paint. Then the question of brushes had always
worried him greatly; he insisted on having them with special handles;
and objecting to sable, he used nothing but oven-dried badger hair.
More important, however, than everything else was the question of
palette-knives, which, like Courbet, he used for his backgrounds. He
had quite a collection of them, some long and flexible, others broad
and squat, and one which was triangular like a glazier's, and which
had been expressly made for him. It was the real Delacroix knife.
Besides, he never made use of the scraper or razor, which he
considered beneath an artist's dignity. But, on the other hand, he
indulged in all sorts of mysterious practices in applying his colours,
concocted recipes and changed them every month, and suddenly fancied
that he had bit on the right system of painting, when, after
repudiating oil and its flow, he began to lay on successive touches
until he arrived at the exact tone he required. One of his fads for a
long while was to paint from right to left; for, without confessing as
much, he felt sure that it brought him luck. But the terrible affair
which unhinged him once more was an all-invading theory respecting the
complementary colours. Gagniere had been the first to speak to him on
the subject, being himself equally inclined to technical speculation.
After which Claude, impelled by the exuberance of his passion, took to
exaggerating the scientific principles whereby, from the three
primitive colours, yellow, red, and blue, one derives the three
secondary ones, orange, green, and violet, and, further, a whole
series of complementary and similar hues, whose composites are
obtained mathematically from one another. Thus science entered into
painting, there was a method for logical observation already. One only
had to take the predominating hue of a picture, and note the
complementary or similar colours, to establish experimentally what
variations would occur; for instance, red would turn yellowish if it
were near blue, and a whole landscape would change in tint by the
refractions and the very decomposition of light, according to the
clouds passing over it. Claude then accurately came to this
conclusion: That objects have no real fixed colour; that they assume
various hues according to ambient circumstances; but the misfortune
was that when he took to direct observation, with his brain throbbing
with scientific formulas, his prejudiced vision lent too much force to
delicate shades, and made him render what was theoretically correct in
too vivid a manner: thus his style, once so bright, so full of the
palpitation of sunlight, ended in a reversal of everything to which
the eye was accustomed, giving, for instance, flesh of a violet tinge
under tricoloured skies. Insanity seemed to be at the end of it all.

Poverty finished off Claude. It had gradually increased, while the
family spent money without counting; and, when the last copper of the
twenty thousand francs had gone, it swooped down upon them--horrible
and irreparable. Christine, who wanted to look for work, was incapable
of doing anything, even ordinary needlework. She bewailed her lot,
twirling her fingers and inveighing against the idiotic young lady's
education that she had received, since it had given her no profession,
and her only resource would be to enter into domestic service, should
life still go against them. Claude, on his side, had become a subject
of chaff with the Parisians, and no longer sold a picture. An
independent exhibition at which he and some friends had shown some
pictures, had finished him off as regards amateurs--so merry had the
public become at the sight of his canvases, streaked with all the
colours of the rainbow. The dealers fled from him. M. Hue alone now
and then made a pilgrimage to the Rue Tourlaque, and remained in
ecstasy before the exaggerated bits, those which blazed in unexpected
pyrotechnical fashion, in despair at being unable to cover them with
gold. And though the painter wanted to make him a present of them,
implored him to accept them, the old fellow displayed extraordinary
delicacy of feeling. He pinched himself to amass a small sum of money
from time to time, and then religiously took away the seemingly
delirious picture, to hang it beside his masterpieces. Such windfalls
came too seldom, and Claude was obliged to descend to 'trade art,'
repugnant as it was to him. Such, indeed, was his despair at having
fallen into that poison house, where he had sworn never to set foot,
that he would have preferred starving to death, but for the two poor
beings who were dependent on him and who suffered like himself. He
became familiar with 'viae dolorosae' painted at reduced prices, with
male and female saints at so much per gross, even with 'pounced' shop
blinds--in short, all the ignoble jobs that degrade painting and make
it so much idiotic delineation, lacking even the charm of naivete. He
even suffered the humiliation of having portraits at five-and-twenty
francs a-piece refused, because he failed to produce a likeness; and
he reached the lowest degree of distress--he worked according to size
for the petty dealers who sell daubs on the bridges, and export them
to semi-civilised countries. They bought his pictures at two and three
francs a-piece, according to the regulation dimensions. This was like
physical decay, it made him waste away; he rose from such tasks
feeling ill, incapable of serious work, looking at his large picture
in distress, and leaving it sometimes untouched for a week, as if he
had felt his hands befouled and unworthy of working at it.

They scarcely had bread to eat, and the huge shanty, which Christine
had shown herself so proud of, on settling in it, became uninhabitable
in the winter. She, once such an active housewife, now dragged herself
about the place, without courage even to sweep the floor, and thus
everything lapsed into abandonment. In the disaster little Jacques was
sadly weakened by unwholesome and insufficient food, for their meals
often consisted of a mere crust, eaten standing. With their lives thus
ill-regulated, uncared for, they were drifting to the filth of the
poor who lose even all self-pride.

At the close of another year, Claude, on one of those days of defeat,
when he fled from his miscarried picture, met an old acquaintance.
This time he had sworn he would never go home again, and he had been
tramping across Paris since noon, as if at his heels he had heard the
wan spectre of the big, nude figure of his picture--ravaged by
constant retouching, and always left incomplete--pursuing him with a
passionate craving for birth. The mist was melting into a yellowish
drizzle, befouling the muddy streets. It was about five o'clock, and
he was crossing the Rue Royale like one walking in his sleep, at the
risk of being run over, his clothes in rags and mud-bespattered up to
his neck, when a brougham suddenly drew up.

'Claude, eh? Claude!--is that how you pass your friends?'

It was Irma Becot who spoke, Irma in a charming grey silk dress,
covered with Chantilly lace. She had hastily let down the window, and
she sat smiling, beaming in the frame-work of the carriage door.

'Where are you going?'

He, staring at her open-mouthed, replied that he was going nowhere. At
which she merrily expressed surprise in a loud voice, looking at him
with her saucy eyes.

'Get in, then; it's such a long while since we met,' said she. 'Get
in, or you'll be knocked down.'

And, in fact, the other drivers were getting impatient, and urging
their horses on, amidst a terrible din, so he did as he was bidden,
feeling quite dazed; and she drove him away, dripping, with the
unmistakable signs of his poverty upon him, in the brougham lined with
blue satin, where he sat partly on the lace of her skirt, while the
cabdrivers jeered at the elopement before falling into line again.

When Claude came back to the Rue Tourlaque he was in a dazed
condition, and for a couple of days remained musing whether after all
he might not have taken the wrong course in life. He seemed so strange
that Christine questioned him, whereupon he at first stuttered and
stammered, and finally confessed everything. There was a scene; she
wept for a long while, then pardoned him once more, full of infinite
indulgence for him. And, indeed, amidst all her bitter grief there
sprang up a hope that he might yet return to her, for if he could
deceive her thus he could not care as much as she had imagined for
that hateful painted creature who stared down from the big canvas.

The days went by, and towards the middle of the winter Claude's
courage revived once more. One day, while putting some old frames in
order, he came upon a roll of canvas which had fallen behind the other
pictures. On opening the roll he found on it the nude figure, the
reclining woman of his old painting, 'In the Open Air,' which he had
cut out when the picture had come back to him from the Salon of the
Rejected. And, as he gazed at it, he uttered a cry of admiration:

'By the gods, how beautiful it is!'

He at once secured it to the wall with four nails, and remained for
hours in contemplation before it. His hands shook, the blood rushed to
his face. Was it possible that he had painted such a masterly thing?
He had possessed genius in those days then. So his skull, his eyes,
his fingers had been changed. He became so feverishly excited and felt
such a need of unburthening himself to somebody, that at last he
called his wife.

'Just come and have a look. Isn't her attitude good, eh? How
delicately her muscles are articulated! Just look at that bit there,
full of sunlight. And at the shoulder here. Ah, heavens! it's full of
life; I can feel it throb as I touch it.'

Christine, standing by, kept looking and answering in monosyllables.
This resurrection of herself, after so many years, had at first
flattered and surprised her. But on seeing him become so excited, she
gradually felt uncomfortable and irritated, without knowing why.

'Tell me,' he continued, 'don't you think her beautiful enough for one
to go on one's knees to her?'

'Yes, yes. But she has become rather blackish--'

Claude protested vehemently. Become blackish, what an idea! That woman
would never grow black; she possessed immortal youth! Veritable
passion had seized hold of him; he spoke of the figure as of a living
being; he had sudden longings to look at her that made him leave
everything else, as if he were hurrying to an appointment.

Then, one morning, he was taken with a fit of work.

'But, confound it all, as I did that, I can surely do it again,' he
said. 'Ah, this time, unless I'm a downright brute, we'll see about
it.'

And Christine had to give him a sitting there and then. For eight
hours a day, indeed, during a whole month he kept her before him,
without compassion for her increasing exhaustion or for the fatigue he
felt himself. He obstinately insisted upon producing a masterpiece; he
was determined that the upright figure of his big picture should equal
that reclining one which he saw on the wall, beaming with life. He
constantly referred to it, compared it with the one he was painting,
distracted by the fear of being unable to equal it. He cast one glance
at it, another at Christine, and a third at his canvas, and burst into
oaths whenever he felt dissatisfied. He ended by abusing his wife.

She was no longer young. Age had spoilt her figure, and that it was
which spoilt his work. She listened, and staggered in her very grief.
Those sittings, from which she had already suffered so much, were
becoming unbearable torture now. What was this new freak of crushing
her with her own girlhood, of fanning her jealousy by filling her with
regret for vanished beauty? She was becoming her own rival, she could
no longer look at that old picture of herself without being stung at
the heart by hateful envy. Ah, how heavily had that picture, that
study she had sat for long ago, weighed upon her existence! The whole
of her misfortunes sprang from it. It had changed the current of her
existence. And it had come to life again, it rose from the dead,
endowed with greater vitality than herself, to finish killing her, for
there was no longer aught but one woman for Claude--she who was shown
reclining on the old canvas, and who now arose and became the upright
figure of his new picture.

Then Christine felt herself growing older and older at each successive
sitting. And she experienced the infinite despair which comes upon
passionate women when love, like beauty, abandons them. Was it because
of this that Claude no longer cared for her, that he sought refuge in
an unnatural passion for his work? She soon lost all clear perception
of things; she fell into a state of utter neglect, going about in a
dressing jacket and dirty petticoats, devoid of all coquettish
feeling, discouraged by the idea that it was useless for her to
continue struggling, since she had become old.

There were occasionally abominable scenes between her and Claude, who
this time, however, obstinately stuck to his work and finished his
picture, swearing that, come what might, he would send it to the
Salon. He lived on his steps, cleaning up his backgrounds until dark.
At last, thoroughly exhausted, he declared that he would touch the
canvas no more; and Sandoz, on coming to see him one day, at four
o'clock, did not find him at home. Christine declared that he had just
gone out to take a breath of air on the height of Montmartre.

The breach between Claude and his old friends had gradually widened.
With time the latters' visits had become brief and far between, for
they felt uncomfortable when they found themselves face to face with
that disturbing style of painting; and they were more and more upset
by the unhinging of a mind which had been the admiration of their
youth. Now all had fled; none excepting Sandoz ever came. Gagniere had
even left Paris, to settle down in one of the two houses he owned at
Melun, where he lived frugally upon the proceeds of the other one,
after suddenly marrying, to every one's surprise, an old maid, his
music mistress, who played Wagner to him of an evening. As for
Mahoudeau, he alleged work as an excuse for not coming, and indeed he
was beginning to earn some money, thanks to a bronze manufacturer, who
employed him to touch up his models. Matters were different with Jory,
whom no one saw, since Mathilde despotically kept him sequestrated.
She had conquered him, and he had fallen into a kind of domesticity
comparable to that of a faithful dog, yielding up the keys of his
cashbox, and only carrying enough money about him to buy a cigar at a
time. It was even said that Mathilde, like the devotee she had once
been, had thrown him into the arms of the Church, in order to
consolidate her conquest, and that she was constantly talking to him
about death, of which he was horribly afraid. Fagerolles alone
affected a lively, cordial feeling towards his old friend Claude
whenever he happened to meet him. He then always promised to go and
see him, but never did so. He was so busy since his great success, in
such request, advertised, celebrated, on the road to every imaginable
honour and form of fortune! And Claude regretted nobody save Dubuche,
to whom he still felt attached, from a feeling of affection for the
old reminiscences of boyhood, notwithstanding the disagreements which
difference of disposition had provoked later on. But Dubuche, it
appeared, was not very happy either. No doubt he was gorged with
millions, but he led a wretched life, constantly at logger-heads with
his father-in-law (who complained of having been deceived with regard
to his capabilities as an architect), and obliged to pass his life
amidst the medicine bottles of his ailing wife and his two children,
who, having been prematurely born, had to be reared virtually in
cotton wool.

Of all the old friends, therefore, there only remained Sandoz, who
still found his way to the Rue Tourlaque. He came thither for little
Jacques, his godson, and for the sorrowing woman also, that Christine
whose passionate features amidst all this distress moved him deeply,
like a vision of one of the ardently amorous creatures whom he would
have liked to embody in his books. But, above all, his feeling of
artistic brotherliness had increased since he had seen Claude losing
ground, foundering amidst the heroic folly of art. At first he had
remained utterly astonished at it, for he had believed in his friend
more than in himself. Since their college days, he had always placed
himself second, while setting Claude very high on fame's ladder--on
the same rung, indeed, as the masters who revolutionise a period. Then
he had been grievously affected by that bankruptcy of genius; he had
become full of bitter, heartfelt pity at the sight of the horrible
torture of impotency. Did one ever know who was the madman in art?
Every failure touched him to the quick, and the more a picture or a
book verged upon aberration, sank to the grotesque and lamentable, the
more did Sandoz quiver with compassion, the more did he long to lull
to sleep, in the soothing extravagance of their dreams, those who were
thus blasted by their own work.

On the day when Sandoz called, and failed to find Claude at home, he
did not go away; but, seeing Christine's eyelids red with crying, he
said:

'If you think that he'll be in soon, I'll wait for him.'

'Oh! he surely won't be long.'

'In that case I'll wait, unless I am in your way.'

Never had her demeanour, the crushed look of a neglected woman, her
listless movements, her slow speech, her indifference for everything
but the passion that was consuming her, moved him so deeply. For the
last week, perhaps, she had not put a chair in its place, or dusted a
piece of furniture; she left the place to go to wreck and ruin,
scarcely having the strength to drag herself about. And it was enough
to break one's heart to behold that misery ending in filth beneath the
glaring light from the big window; to gaze on that ill-pargetted
shanty, so bare and disorderly, where one shivered with melancholy
although it was a bright February afternoon.

Christine had slowly sat down beside an iron bedstead, which Sandoz
had not noticed when he came in.

'Hallo,' he said, 'is Jacques ill?'

She was covering up the child, who constantly flung off the
bedclothes.

'Yes, he hasn't been up these three days. We brought his bed in here
so that he might be with us. He was never very strong. But he is
getting worse and worse, it's distracting.'

She had a fixed stare in her eyes and spoke in a monotonous tone, and
Sandoz felt frightened when he drew up to the bedside. The child's
pale head seemed to have grown bigger still, so heavy that he could no
longer support it. He lay perfectly still, and one might have thought
he was dead, but for the heavy breathing coming from between his
discoloured lips.

'My poor little Jacques, it's I, your godfather. Won't you say how
d'ye do?'

The child made a fruitless, painful effort to lift his head; his
eyelids parted, showing his white eyeballs, then closed again.

'Have you sent for a doctor?'

Christine shrugged her shoulders.

'Oh! doctors, what do they know?' she answered. 'We sent for one; he
said that there was nothing to be done. Let us hope that it will pass
over again. He is close upon twelve years old now, and maybe he is
growing too fast.'

Sandoz, quite chilled, said nothing for fear of increasing her
anxiety, since she did not seem to realise the gravity of the disease.
He walked about in silence and stopped in front of the picture.

'Ho, ho! it's getting on; it's on the right road this time.'

'It's finished.'

'What! finished?'

And when she told him that the canvas was to be sent to the Salon that
next week, he looked embarrassed, and sat down on the couch, like a
man who wishes to judge the work leisurely. The background, the quays,
the Seine, whence arose the triumphal point of the Cite, still
remained in a sketchy state--masterly, however, but as if the painter
had been afraid of spoiling the Paris of his dream by giving it
greater finish. There was also an excellent group on the left, the
lightermen unloading the sacks of plaster being carefully and
powerfully treated. But the boat full of women in the centre
transpierced the picture, as it were, with a blaze of flesh-tints
which were quite out of place; and the brilliancy and hallucinatory
proportions of the large nude figure which Claude had painted in a
fever seemed strangely, disconcertingly false amidst the reality of
all the rest.

Sandoz, silent, fell despair steal over him as he sat in front of that
magnificent failure. But he saw Christine's eyes fixed upon him, and
had sufficient strength of mind to say:

'Astounding!--the woman, astounding!'

At that moment Claude came in, and on seeing his old chum he uttered a
joyous exclamation and shook his hand vigorously. Then he approached
Christine, and kissed little Jacques, who had once more thrown off the
bedclothes.

'How is he?'

'Just the same.'

'To be sure, to be sure; he is growing too fast. A few days' rest will
set him all right. I told you not to be uneasy.'

And Claude thereupon sat down beside Sandoz on the couch. They both
took their ease, leaning back, with their eyes surveying the picture;
while Christine, seated by the bed, looked at nothing, and seemingly
thought of nothing, in the everlasting desolation of her heart. Night
was slowly coming on, the vivid light from the window paled already,
losing its sheen amidst the slowly-falling crepuscular dimness.

'So it's settled; your wife told me that you were going to send it
in.'

'Yes.'

'You are right; you had better have done with it once for all. Oh,
there are some magnificent bits in it. The quay in perspective to the
left, the man who shoulders that sack below. But--'

He hesitated, then finally took the bull by the horns.

'But, it's odd that you have persisted in leaving those women nude. It
isn't logical, I assure you; and, besides, you promised me you would
dress them--don't you remember? You have set your heart upon them very
much then?'

'Yes.'

Claude answered curtly, with the obstinacy of one mastered by a fixed
idea and unwilling to give any explanations. Then he crossed his arms
behind his head, and began talking of other things, without, however,
taking his eyes off his picture, over which the twilight began to cast
a slight shadow.

'Do you know where I have just come from?' he asked. 'I have been to
Courajod's. You know, the great landscape painter, whose "Pond of
Gagny" is at the Luxembourg. You remember, I thought he was dead, and
we were told that he lived hereabouts, on the other side of the hill,
in the Rue de l'Abreuvoir. Well, old boy, he worried me, did Courajod.
While taking a breath of air now and then up there, I discovered his
shanty, and I could no longer pass in front of it without wanting to
go inside. Just think, a master, a man who invented our modern
landscape school, and who lives there, unknown, done for, like a mole
in its hole! You can have no idea of the street or the caboose: a
village street, full of fowls, and bordered by grassy banks; and a
caboose like a child's toy, with tiny windows, a tiny door, a tiny
garden. Oh! the garden--a mere patch of soil, sloping down abruptly,
with a bed where four pear trees stand, and the rest taken up by a
fowl-house, made out of green boards, old plaster, and wire network,
held together with bits of string.'

His words came slowly; he blinked while he spoke as if the thought of
his picture had returned to him and was gradually taking possession of
him, to such a degree as to hamper him in his speech about other
matters.

'Well, as luck would have it, I found Courajod on his doorstep to-day.
An old man of more than eighty, wrinkled and shrunk to the size of a
boy. I should like you to see him, with his clogs, his peasant's
jersey and his coloured handkerchief wound over his head as if he were
an old market-woman. I pluckily went up to him, saying, "Monsieur
Courajod, I know you very well; you have a picture in the Luxembourg
Gallery which is a masterpiece. Allow a painter to shake hands with
you as he would with his master." And then you should have seen him
take fright, draw back and stutter, as if I were going to strike him.
A regular flight! However, I followed him, and gradually he recovered
his composure, and showed me his hens, his ducks, his rabbits and
dogs--an extraordinary collection of birds and beasts; there was even
a raven among them. He lives in the midst of them all; he speaks to no
one but his animals. As for the view, it's simply magnificent; you see
the whole of the St. Denis plain for miles upon miles; rivers and
towns, smoking factory-chimneys, and puffing railway-engines; in
short, the place is a real hermitage on a hill, with its back turned
to Paris and its eyes fixed on the boundless country. As a matter of
course, I came back to his picture. "Oh, Monsieur Courajod," said I,
"what talent you showed! If you only knew how much we all admire you.
You are one of our illustrious men; you'll remain the ancestor of us
all." But his lips began to tremble again; he looked at me with an air
of terror-stricken stupidity; I am sure he would not have waved me
back with a more imploring gesture if I had unearthed under his very
eyes the corpse of some forgotten comrade of his youth. He kept
chewing disconnected words between his toothless gums; it was the
mumbling of an old man who had sunk into second childhood, and whom
it's impossible to understand. "Don't know--so long ago--too old
--don't care a rap." To make a long story short, he showed me the
door; I heard him hurriedly turn the key in lock, barricading himself
and his birds and animals against the admiration of the outside world.
Ah, my good fellow, the idea of it! That great man ending his life
like a retired grocer; that voluntary relapse into "nothingness" even
before death. Ah, the glory, the glory for which we others are ready
to die!'

Claude's voice, which had sunk lower and lower, died away at last in a
melancholy sigh. Darkness was still coming on; after gradually
collecting in the corners, it rose like a slow, inexorable tide, first
submerging the legs of the chairs and the table, all the confusion of
things that littered the tiled floor. The lower part of the picture
was already growing dim, and Claude, with his eyes still desperately
fixed on it, seemed to be watching the ascent of the darkness as if he
had at last judged his work in the expiring light. And no sound was
heard save the stertorous breathing of the sick child, near whom there
still loomed the dark silhouette of the motionless mother.

Then Sandoz spoke in his turn, his hands also crossed behind his head,
and his back resting against one of the cushions of the couch.

'Does one ever know? Would it not be better, perhaps, to live and die
unknown? What a sell it would be if artistic glory existed no more
than the Paradise which is talked about in catechisms and which even
children nowadays make fun of! We, who no longer believe in the
Divinity, still believe in our own immortality. What a farce it all
is!'

Then, affected to melancholy himself by the mournfulness of the
twilight, and stirred by all the human suffering he beheld around him,
he began to speak of his own torments.

'Look here, old man, I, whom you envy, perhaps--yes, I, who am
beginning to get on in the world, as middle-class people say--I, who
publish books and earn a little money--well, I am being killed by it
all. I have often already told you this, but you don't believe me,
because, as you only turn out work with a deal of trouble and cannot
bring yourself to public notice, happiness in your eyes could
naturally consist in producing a great deal, in being seen, and
praised or slated. Well, get admitted to the next Salon, get into the
thick of the battle, paint other pictures, and then tell me whether
that suffices, and whether you are happy at last. Listen; work has
taken up the whole of my existence. Little by little, it has robbed me
of my mother, of my wife, of everything I love. It is like a germ
thrown into the cranium, which feeds on the brain, finds its way into
the trunk and limbs, and gnaws up the whole of the body. The moment I
jump out of bed of a morning, work clutches hold of me, rivets me to
my desk without leaving me time to get a breath of fresh air; then it
pursues me at luncheon--I audibly chew my sentences with my bread.
Next it accompanies me when I go out, comes back with me and dines off
the same plate as myself; lies down with me on my pillow, so utterly
pitiless that I am never able to set the book in hand on one side;
indeed, its growth continues even in the depth of my sleep. And
nothing outside of it exists for me. True, I go upstairs to embrace my
mother, but in so absent-minded a way, that ten minutes after leaving
her I ask myself whether I have really been to wish her good-morning.
My poor wife has no husband; I am not with her even when our hands
touch. Sometimes I have an acute feeling that I am making their lives
very sad, and I feel very remorseful, for happiness is solely composed
of kindness, frankness and gaiety in one's home; but how can I escape
from the claws of the monster? I at once relapse into the somnambulism
of my working hours, into the indifference and moroseness of my fixed
idea. If the pages I have written during the morning have been worked
off all right, so much the better; if one of them has remained in
distress, so much the worse. The household will laugh or cry according
to the whim of that all-devouring monster--Work. No, no! I have
nothing that I can call my own. In my days of poverty I dreamt of rest
in the country, of travel in distant lands; and now that I might make
those dreams reality, the work that has been begun keeps me shut up.
There is no chance of a walk in the morning's sun, no chance of
running round to a friend's house, or of a mad bout of idleness! My
strength of will has gone with the rest; all this has become a habit;
I have locked the door of the world behind me, and thrown the key out
of the window. There is no longer anything in my den but work and
myself--and work will devour me, and then there will be nothing left,
nothing at all!'

He paused, and silence reigned once more in the deepening gloom. Then
he began again with an effort:

'And if one were only satisfied, if one only got some enjoyment out of
such a nigger's life! Ah! I should like to know how those fellows
manage who smoke cigarettes and complacently stroke their beards while
they are at work. Yes, it appears to me that there are some who find
production an easy pleasure, to be set aside or taken up without the
least excitement. They are delighted, they admire themselves, they
cannot write a couple of lines but they find those lines of a rare,
distinguished, matchless quality. Well, as for myself, I bring forth
in anguish, and my offspring seems a horror to me. How can a man be
sufficiently wanting in self-doubt as to believe in himself? It
absolutely amazes me to see men, who furiously deny talent to
everybody else, lose all critical acumen, all common-sense, when it
becomes a question of their own bastard creations. Why, a book is
always very ugly. To like it one mustn't have had a hand in the
cooking of it. I say nothing of the jugsful of insults that are
showered upon one. Instead of annoying, they rather encourage me. I
see men who are upset by attacks, who feel a humiliating craving to
win sympathy. It is a simple question of temperament; some women would
die if they failed to please. But, to my thinking, insult is a very
good medicine to take; unpopularity is a very manly school to be
brought up in. Nothing keeps one in such good health and strength as
the hooting of a crowd of imbeciles. It suffices that a man can say
that he has given his life's blood to his work; that he expects
neither immediate justice nor serious attention; that he works without
hope of any kind, and simply because the love of work beats beneath
his skin like his heart, irrespective of any will of his own. If he
can do all this, he may die in the effort with the consoling illusion
that he will be appreciated one day or other. Ah! if the others only
knew how jauntily I bear the weight of their anger. Only there is my
own choler, which overwhelms me; I fret that I cannot live for a
moment happy. What hours of misery I spend, great heavens! from the
very day I begin a novel. During the first chapters there isn't so
much trouble. I have plenty of room before me in which to display
genius. But afterwards I become distracted, and am never satisfied
with the daily task; I condemn the book before it is finished, judging
it inferior to its elders; and I torture myself about certain pages,
about certain sentences, certain words, so that at last the very
commas assume an ugly look, from which I suffer. And when it is
finished--ah! when it is finished, what a relief! Not the enjoyment of
the gentleman who exalts himself in the worship of his offspring, but
the curse of the labourer who throws down the burden that has been
breaking his back. Then, later on, with another book, it all begins
afresh; it will always begin afresh, and I shall die under it, furious
with myself, exasperated at not having had more talent, enraged at not
leaving a "work" more complete, of greater dimensions--books upon
books, a pile of mountain height! And at my death I shall feel
horrible doubts about the task I may have accomplished, asking myself
whether I ought not to have gone to the left when I went to the right,
and my last word, my last gasp, will be to recommence the whole over
again--'

He was thoroughly moved; the words stuck in his throat; he was obliged
to draw breath for a moment before delivering himself of this
passionate cry in which all his impenitent lyricism took wing:

Ah, life! a second span of life, who shall give it to me, that work
may rob me of it again--that I may die of it once more?'

It had now become quite dark; the mother's rigid silhouette was no
longer visible; the hoarse breathing of the child sounded amidst the
obscurity like a terrible and distant signal of distress, uprising
from the streets. In the whole studio, which had become lugubriously
black, the big canvas only showed a glimpse of pallidity, a last
vestige of the waning daylight. The nude figure, similar to an
agonising vision, seemed to be floating about, without definite shape,
the legs having already vanished, one arm being already submerged, and
the only part at all distinct being the trunk, which shone like a
silvery moon.

After a protracted pause, Sandoz inquired:

'Shall I go with you when you take your picture?'

Getting no answer from Claude, he fancied he could hear him crying.
Was it with the same infinite sadness, the despair by which he himself
had been stirred just now? He waited for a moment, then repeated his
question, and at last the painter, after choking down a sob,
stammered:

'Thanks, the picture will remain here; I sha'n't send it.'

'What? Why, you had made up your mind?'

'Yes, yes, I had made up my mind; but I had not seen it as I saw it
just now in the waning daylight. I have failed with it, failed with it
again--it struck my eyes like a blow, it went to my very heart.'

His tears now flowed slow and scalding in the gloom that hid him from
sight. He had been restraining himself, and now the silent anguish
which had consumed him burst forth despite all his efforts.

'My poor friend,' said Sandoz, quite upset; 'it is hard to tell you
so, but all the same you are right, perhaps, in delaying matters to
finish certain parts rather more. Still I am angry with myself, for I
shall imagine that it was I who discouraged you by my everlasting
stupid discontent with things.'

Claude simply answered:

'You! what an idea! I was not even listening to you. No; I was
looking, and I saw everything go helter-skelter in that confounded
canvas. The light was dying away, and all at once, in the greyish
dusk, the scales suddenly dropped from my eyes. The background alone
is pretty; the nude woman is altogether too loud; what's more, she's
out of the perpendicular, and her legs are badly drawn. When I noticed
that, ah! it was enough to kill me there and then; I felt life
departing from me. Then the gloom kept rising and rising, bringing a
whirling sensation, a foundering of everything, the earth rolling into
chaos, the end of the world. And soon I only saw the trunk waning like
a sickly moon. And look, look! there now remains nothing of her, not a
glimpse; she is dead, quite black!'

In fact, the picture had at last entirely disappeared. But the painter
had risen and could be heard swearing in the dense obscurity.

'D--n it all, it doesn't matter, I'll set to work at it again--'

Then Christine, who had also risen from her chair, against which he
stumbled, interrupted him, saying: 'Take care, I'll light the lamp.'

She lighted it and came back looking very pale, casting a glance of
hatred and fear at the picture. It was not to go then? The abomination
was to begin once more!

'I'll set to work at it again,' repeated Claude, 'and it shall kill
me, it shall kill my wife, my child, the whole lot; but, by heaven, it
shall be a masterpiece!'

Christine sat down again; they approached Jacques, who had thrown the
clothes off once more with his feverish little hands. He was still
breathing heavily, lying quite inert, his head buried in the pillow
like a weight, with which the bed seemed to creak. When Sandoz was on
the point of going, he expressed his uneasiness. The mother appeared
stupefied; while the father was already returning to his picture, the
masterpiece which awaited creation, and the thought of which filled
him with such passionate illusions that he gave less heed to the
painful reality of the sufferings of his child, the true living flesh
of his flesh.

On the following morning, Claude had just finished dressing, when he
heard Christine calling in a frightened voice. She also had just woke
with a start from the heavy sleep which had benumbed her while she sat
watching the sick child.

'Claude! Claude! Oh, look! He is dead.'

The painter rushed forward, with heavy eyes, stumbling, and apparently
failing to understand, for he repeated with an air of profound
amazement, 'What do you mean by saying he is dead?'

For a moment they remained staring wildly at the bed. The poor little
fellow, with his disproportionate head--the head of the progeny of
genius, exaggerated as to verge upon cretinism--did not appear to have
stirred since the previous night; but no breath came from his mouth,
which had widened and become discoloured, and his glassy eyes were
open. His father laid his hands upon him and found him icy cold.

'It is true, he is dead.'

And their stupor was such that for yet another moment they remained
with their eyes dry, simply thunderstruck, as it were, by the
abruptness of that death which they considered incredible.

Then, her knees bending under her, Christine dropped down in front of
the bed, bursting into violent sobs which shook her from head to foot,
and wringing her hands, whilst her forehead remained pressed against
the mattress. In that first moment of horror her despair was
aggravated above all by poignant remorse--the remorse of not having
sufficiently cared for the poor child. Former days started up before
her in a rapid vision, each bringing with it regretfulness for unkind
words, deferred caresses, rough treatment even. And now it was all
over; she would never be able to compensate the lad for the affection
she had withheld from him. He whom she thought so disobedient had
obeyed but too well at last. She had so often told him when at play to
be still, and not to disturb his father at his work, that he was quiet
at last, and for ever. The idea suffocated her; each sob drew from her
a dull moan.

Claude had begun walking up and down the studio, unable to remain
still. With his features convulsed, he shed a few big tears, which he
brushed away with the back of his hand. And whenever he passed in
front of the little corpse he could not help glancing at it. The
glassy eyes, wide open, seemed to exercise a spell over him. At first
he resisted, but a confused idea assumed shape within him, and would
not be shaken off. He yielded to it at last, took a small canvas, and
began to paint a study of the dead child. For the first few minutes
his tears dimmed his sight, wrapping everything in a mist; but he kept
wiping them away, and persevered with his work, even though his brush
shook. Then the passion for art dried his tears and steadied his hand,
and in a little while it was no longer his icy son that lay there, but
merely a model, a subject, the strange interest of which stirred him.
That huge head, that waxy flesh, those eyes which looked like holes
staring into space--all excited and thrilled him. He stepped back,
seemed to take pleasure in his work, and vaguely smiled at it.

When Christine rose from her knees, she found him thus occupied. Then,
bursting into tears again, she merely said:

'Ah! you can paint him now, he'll never stir again.'

For five hours Claude kept at it, and on the second day, when Sandoz
came back with him from the cemetery, after the funeral, he shuddered
with pity and admiration at the sight of the small canvas. It was one
of the fine bits of former days, a masterpiece of limpidity and power,
to which was added a note of boundless melancholy, the end of
everything--all life ebbing away with the death of that child.

But Sandoz, who had burst out into exclamations fall of praise, was
quite taken aback on hearing Claude say to him:

'You are sure you like it? In that case, as the other machine isn't
ready, I'll send this to the Salon.'



                                 X

ONE morning, as Claude, who had taken 'The Dead Child' to the Palais
de l'Industrie the previous day, was roaming round about the Parc
Monceau, he suddenly came upon Fagerolles.

'What!' said the latter, cordially, 'is it you, old fellow? What's
becoming of you? What are you doing? We see so little of each other
now.'

Then, Claude having mentioned what he had sent to the Salon--that
little canvas which his mind was full of--Fagerolles added:

'Ah! you've sent something; then I'll get it "hung" for you. You know
that I'm a candidate for the hanging committee this year.'

Indeed, amid the tumult and everlasting discontent of the artists,
after attempts at reform, repeated a score of times and then
abandoned, the authorities had just invested the exhibitors with the
privilege of electing the members of the hanging committee; and this
had quite upset the world of painters and sculptors, a perfect
electoral fever had set in, with all sorts of ambitious cabals and
intrigues--all the low jobbery, indeed, by which politics are
dishonoured.

'I'm going to take you with me,' continued Fagerolles; you must come
and see how I'm settled in my little house, in which you haven't yet
set foot, in spite of all your promises. It's there, hard by, at the
corner of the Avenue de Villiers.'

Claude, whose arm he had gaily taken, was obliged to follow him. He
was seized with a fit of cowardice; the idea that his old chum might
get his picture 'hung' for him filled him with mingled shame and
desire. On reaching the avenue, he stopped in front of the house to
look at its frontage, a bit of coquettish, _precioso_ architectural
tracery--the exact copy of a Renaissance house at Bourges, with
lattice windows, a staircase tower, and a roof decked with leaden
ornaments. It looked like the abode of a harlot; and Claude was struck
with surprise when, on turning round, he recognised Irma Becot's regal
mansion just over the way. Huge, substantial, almost severe of aspect,
it had all the importance of a palace compared to its neighbour, the
dwelling of the artist, who was obliged to limit himself to a fanciful
nick-nack.

'Ah! that Irma, eh?' said Fagerolles with just a shade of respect in
his tone. 'She has got a cathedral and no mistake! But come in.'

The interior of Fagerolles' house was strangely and magnificently
luxurious. Old tapestry, old weapons, a heap of old furniture, Chinese
and Japanese curios were displayed even in the very hall. On the left
there was a dining-room, panelled with lacquer work and having its
ceiling draped with a design of a red dragon. Then there was a
staircase of carved wood above which banners drooped, whilst tropical
plants rose up like plumes. Overhead, the studio was a marvel, though
rather small and without a picture visible. The walls, indeed, were
entirely covered with Oriental hangings, while at one end rose up a
huge chimney-piece with chimerical monsters supporting the tablet, and
at the other extremity appeared a vast couch under a tent--the latter
quite a monument, with lances upholding the sumptuous drapery, above a
collection of carpets, furs and cushions heaped together almost on a
level with the flooring.

Claude looked at it all, and there came to his lips a question which
he held back--Was all this paid for? Fagerolles, who had been
decorated with the Legion of Honour the previous year, now asked, it
was said, ten thousand francs for painting a mere portrait. Naudet,
who, after launching him, duly turned his success to profit in a
methodical fashion, never let one of his pictures go for less than
twenty, thirty, forty thousand francs. Orders would have fallen on the
painter's shoulders as thick as hail, if he had not affected the
disdain, the weariness of the man whose slightest sketches are fought
for. And yet all this display of luxury smacked of indebtedness, there
was only so much paid on account to the upholsterers; all the money
--the money won by lucky strokes as on 'Change--slipped through the
artist's fingers, and was spent without trace of it remaining.
Moreover, Fagerolles, still in the full flush of his sudden good
fortune, did not calculate or worry, being confident that he would
always sell his works at higher and higher prices, and feeling
glorious at the high position he was acquiring in contemporary art.

Eventually, Claude espied a little canvas on an ebony easel, draped
with red plush. Excepting a rosewood tube case and box of crayons,
forgotten on an article of furniture, nothing reminding one of the
artistic profession could be seen lying about.

'Very finely treated,' said Claude, wishing to be amiable, as he stood
in front of the little canvas. 'And is your picture for the Salon
sent?'

'Ah! yes, thank heavens! What a number of people I had here! A perfect
procession which kept me on my legs from morning till evening during a
week. I didn't want to exhibit it, as it lowers one to do so, and
Naudet also opposed it. But what would you have done? I was so begged
and prayed; all the young fellows want to set me on the committee, so
that I may defend them. Oh! my picture is simple enough--I call it "A
Picnic." There are a couple of gentlemen and three ladies under some
trees--guests at some chateau, who have brought a collation with them
and are eating it in a glade. You'll see, it's rather original.'

He spoke in a hesitating manner, and when his eyes met those of
Claude, who was looking at him fixedly, he lost countenance
altogether, and joked about the little canvas on the easel.

'That's a daub Naudet asked me for. Oh! I'm not ignorant of what I
lack--a little of what you have too much of, old man. You know that
I'm still your friend; why, I defended you only yesterday with some
painters.'

He tapped Claude on the shoulders, for he had divined his old master's
secret contempt, and wished to win him back by his old-time caresses
--all the wheedling practices of a hussy. Very sincerely and with a
sort of anxious deference he again promised Claude that he would do
everything in his power to further the hanging of his picture, 'The
Dead Child.'

However, some people arrived; more than fifteen persons came in and
went off in less than an hour--fathers bringing young pupils,
exhibitors anxious to say a good word on their own behalf, friends who
wanted to barter influence, even women who placed their talents under
the protection of their charms. And one should have seen the painter
play his part as a candidate, shaking hands most lavishly, saying to
one visitor: 'Your picture this year is so pretty, it pleases me so
much!' then feigning astonishment with another: 'What! you haven't had
a medal yet?' and repeating to all of them: 'Ah! If I belonged to the
committee, I'd make them walk straight.' He sent every one away
delighted, closed the door behind each visitor with an air of extreme
amiability, through which, however, there pierced the secret sneer of
an ex-lounger on the pavement.

'You see, eh?' he said to Claude, at a moment when they happened to be
left alone. 'What a lot of time I lose with those idiots!'

Then he approached the large window, and abruptly opened one of the
casements; and on one of the balconies of the house over the way a
woman clad in a lace dressing-gown could be distinguished waving her
handkerchief. Fagerolles on his side waved his hand three times in
succession. Then both windows were closed again.

Claude had recognised Irma; and amid the silence which fell Fagerolles
quietly explained matters:

'It's convenient, you see, one can correspond. We have a complete
system of telegraphy. She wants to speak to me, so I must go--'

Since he and Irma had resided in the avenue, they met, it was said,
on their old footing. It was even asserted that he, so 'cute,' so
well-acquainted with Parisian humbug, let himself be fleeced by her,
bled at every moment of some good round sum, which she sent her maid
to ask for--now to pay a tradesman, now to satisfy a whim, often for
nothing at all, or rather for the sole pleasure of emptying his
pockets; and this partly explained his embarrassed circumstances, his
indebtedness, which ever increased despite the continuous rise in the
quotations of his canvases.

Claude had put on his hat again. Fagerolles was shuffling about
impatiently, looking nervously at the house over the way.

'I don't send you off, but you see she's waiting for me,' he said,
'Well, it's understood, your affair's settled--that is, unless I'm
not elected. Come to the Palais de l'Industrie on the evening the
voting-papers are counted. Oh! there will be a regular crush, quite a
rumpus! Still, you will always learn if you can rely on me.'

At first, Claude inwardly swore that he would not trouble about it.
Fagerolles' protection weighed heavily upon him; and yet, in his heart
of hearts, he really had but one fear, that the shifty fellow would
not keep his promise, but would ultimately be taken with a fit of
cowardice at the idea of protecting a defeated man. However, on the
day of the vote Claude could not keep still, but went and roamed about
the Champs Elysees under the pretence of taking a long walk. He might
as well go there as elsewhere, for while waiting for the Salon he had
altogether ceased work. He himself could not vote, as to do so it was
necessary to have been 'hung' on at least one occasion. However, he
repeatedly passed before the Palais de l'Industrie,* the foot pavement
in front of which interested him with its bustling aspect, its
procession of artist electors, whom men in dirty blouses caught hold
of, shouting to them the titles of their lists of candidates--lists
some thirty in number emanating from every possible coterie, and
representing every possible opinion. There was the list of the studios
of the School of Arts, the liberal list, the list of the
uncompromising radical painters, the conciliatory list, the young
painters' list, even the ladies' list, and so forth. The scene
suggested all the turmoil at the door of an electoral polling booth on
the morrow of a riot.

  * This palace, for many years the home of the 'Salon,' was built
    for the first Paris International Exhibition, that of 1855,
    and demolished in connection with that of 1900.--ED.

At four o'clock in the afternoon, when the voting was over, Claude
could not resist a fit of curiosity to go and have a look. The
staircase was now free, and whoever chose could enter. Upstairs, he
came upon the huge gallery, overlooking the Champs Elysees, which was
set aside for the hanging committee. A table, forty feet long, filled
the centre of this gallery, and entire trees were burning in the
monumental fireplace at one end of it. Some four or five hundred
electors, who had remained to see the votes counted, stood there,
mingled with friends and inquisitive strangers, talking, laughing, and
setting quite a storm loose under the lofty ceiling. Around the table,
parties of people who had volunteered to count the votes were already
settled and at work; there were some fifteen of these parties in all,
each comprising a chairman and two scrutineers. Three or four more
remained to be organised, and nobody else offered assistance; in fact,
every one turned away in fear of the crushing labour which would rivet
the more zealous people to the spot far into the night.

It precisely happened that Fagerolles, who had been in the thick of it
since the morning, was gesticulating and shouting, trying to make
himself heard above the hubbub.

'Come, gentlemen, we need one more man here! Come, some willing
person, over here!'

And at that moment, perceiving Claude, he darted forward and forcibly
dragged him off.

'Ah! as for you, you will just oblige me by sitting down there and
helping us! It's for the good cause, dash it all!'

Claude abruptly found himself chairman of one of the counting
committees, and began to perform his functions with all the gravity of
a timid man, secretly experiencing a good deal of emotion, as if the
hanging of his canvas would depend upon the conscientiousness he
showed in his work. He called out the names inscribed upon the
voting-papers, which were passed to him in little packets, while the
scrutineers, on sheets of paper prepared for the purpose, noted each
successive vote that each candidate obtained. And all this went on
amidst a most frightful uproar, twenty and thirty names being called
out at the same time by different voices, above the continuous
rumbling of the crowd. As Claude could never do anything without
throwing passion into it, he waxed excited, became despondent whenever
a voting-paper did not bear Fagerolles' name, and grew happy as soon
as he had to shout out that name once more. Moreover, he often tasted
that delight, for his friend had made himself popular, showing himself
everywhere, frequenting the cafes where influential groups of artists
assembled, even venturing to expound his opinions there, and binding
himself to young artists, without neglecting to bow very low to the
members of the Institute. Thus there was a general current of sympathy
in his favour. Fagerolles was, so to say, everybody's spoilt child.

Night came on at about six o'clock that rainy March day. The
assistants brought lamps; and some mistrustful artists, who, gloomy
and silent, were watching the counting askance, drew nearer. Others
began to play jokes, imitated the cries of animals, or attempted a
_tyrolienne_. But it was only at eight o'clock, when a collation of
cold meat and wine was served, that the gaiety reached its climax. The
bottles were hastily emptied, the men stuffed themselves with whatever
they were lucky enough to get hold of, and there was a free-and-easy
kind of Kermesse in that huge hall which the logs in the fireplace lit
up with a forge-like glow. Then they all smoked, and the smoke set a
kind of mist around the yellow light from the lamps, whilst on the
floor trailed all the spoilt voting-papers thrown away during the
polling; indeed, quite a layer of dirty paper, together with corks,
breadcrumbs, and a few broken plates. The heels of those seated at the
table disappeared amidst this litter. Reserve was cast aside; a little
sculptor with a pale face climbed upon a chair to harangue the
assembly, and a painter, with stiff moustaches under a hook nose,
bestrode a chair and galloped, bowing, round the table, in mimicry of
the Emperor.

Little by little, however, a good many grew tired and went off. At
eleven o'clock there were not more than a couple of hundred persons
present. Past midnight, however, some more people arrived, loungers in
dress-coats and white ties, who had come from some theatre or soiree
and wished to learn the result of the voting before all Paris knew it.
Reporters also appeared; and they could be seen darting one by one out
of the room as soon as a partial result was communicated to them.

Claude, hoarse by now, still went on calling names. The smoke and the
heat became intolerable, a smell like that of a cow-house rose from
the muddy litter on the floor. One o'clock, two o'clock in the
morning struck, and he was still unfolding voting-papers, the
conscientiousness which he displayed delaying him to such a point that
the other parties had long since finished their work, while his was
still a maze of figures. At last all the additions were centralised
and the definite result proclaimed. Fagerolles was elected, coming
fifteenth among forty, or five places ahead of Bongrand, who had been
a candidate on the same list, but whose name must have been frequently
struck out. And daylight was breaking when Claude reached home in the
Rue Tourlaque, feeling both worn out and delighted.

Then, for a couple of weeks he lived in a state of anxiety. A dozen
times he had the idea of going to Fagerolles' for information, but a
feeling of shame restrained him. Besides, as the committee proceeded
in alphabetical order, nothing perhaps was yet decided. However, one
evening, on the Boulevard de Clichy, he felt his heart thump as he saw
two broad shoulders, with whose lolloping motion he was well
acquainted, coming towards him.

They were the shoulders of Bongrand, who seemed embarrassed. He was
the first to speak, and said:

'You know matters aren't progressing very well over yonder with those
brutes. But everything isn't lost. Fagerolles and I are on the watch.
Still, you must rely on Fagerolles; as for me, my dear fellow, I am
awfully afraid of compromising your chances.'

To tell the truth, there was constant hostility between Bongrand and
the President of the hanging committee, Mazel, a famous master of the
School of Arts, and the last rampart of the elegant, buttery,
conventional style of art. Although they called each other 'dear
colleague' and made a great show of shaking hands, their hostility had
burst forth the very first day; one of them could never ask for the
admission of a picture without the other one voting for its rejection.
Fagerolles, who had been elected secretary, had, on the contrary, made
himself Mazel's amuser, his vice, and Mazel forgave his old pupil's
defection, so skilfully did the renegade flatter him. Moreover, the
young master, a regular turncoat, as his comrades said, showed even
more severity than the members of the Institute towards audacious
beginners. He only became lenient and sociable when he wanted to get a
picture accepted, on those occasions showing himself extremely fertile
in devices, intriguing and carrying the vote with all the supple
deftness of a conjurer.

The committee work was really a hard task, and even Bongrand's strong
legs grew tired of it. It was cut out every day by the assistants. An
endless row of large pictures rested on the ground against the
handrails, all along the first-floor galleries, right round the
Palace; and every afternoon, at one o'clock precisely, the forty
committee-men, headed by their president, who was equipped with a
bell, started off on a promenade, until all the letters in the
alphabet, serving as exhibitors' initials, had been exhausted. They
gave their decisions standing, and the work was got through as fast as
possible, the worst canvases being rejected without going to the vote.
At times, however, discussions delayed the party, there came a ten
minutes' quarrel, and some picture which caused a dispute was reserved
for the evening revision. Two men, holding a cord some thirty feet
long, kept it stretched at a distance of four paces from the line of
pictures, so as to restrain the committee-men, who kept on pushing
each other in the heat of their dispute, and whose stomachs, despite
everything, were ever pressing against the cord. Behind the committee
marched seventy museum-keepers in white blouses, executing evolutions
under the orders of a brigadier. At each decision communicated to them
by the secretaries, they sorted the pictures, the accepted paintings
being separated from the rejected ones, which were carried off like
corpses after a battle. And the round lasted during two long hours,
without a moment's respite, and without there being a single chair to
sit upon. The committee-men had to remain on their legs, tramping on
in a tired way amid icy draughts, which compelled even the least
chilly among them to bury their noses in the depths of their fur-lined
overcoats.

Then the three o'clock snack proved very welcome: there was half an
hour's rest at a buffet, where claret, chocolate, and sandwiches could
be obtained. It was there that the market of mutual concessions was
held, that the bartering of influence and votes was carried on. In
order that nobody might be forgotten amid the hailstorm of
applications which fell upon the committee-men, most of them carried
little note-books, which they consulted; and they promised to vote for
certain exhibitors whom a colleague protected on condition that this
colleague voted for the ones in whom they were interested. Others,
however, taking no part in these intrigues, either from austerity or
indifference, finished the interval in smoking a cigarette and gazing
vacantly about them.

Then the work began again, but more agreeably, in a gallery where
there were chairs, and even tables with pens and paper and ink. All
the pictures whose height did not reach four feet ten inches were
judged there--'passed on the easel,' as the expression goes--being
ranged, ten or twelve together, on a kind of trestle covered with
green baize. A good many committee-men then grew absent-minded,
several wrote their letters, and the president had to get angry to
obtain presentable majorities. Sometimes a gust of passion swept by;
they all jostled each other; the votes, usually given by raising the
hand, took place amid such feverish excitement that hats and
walking-sticks were waved in the air above the tumultuous surging
of heads.

And it was there, 'on the easel,' that 'The Dead Child' at last made
its appearance. During the previous week Fagerolles, whose pocket-book
was full of memoranda, had resorted to all kinds of complicated
bartering in order to obtain votes in Claude's favour; but it was a
difficult business, it did not tally with his other engagements, and
he only met with refusals as soon as he mentioned his friend's name.
He complained, moreover, that he could get no help from Bongrand, who
did not carry a pocket-book, and who was so clumsy, too, that he
spoilt the best causes by his outbursts of unseasonable frankness. A
score of times already would Fagerolles have forsaken Claude, had it
not been for his obstinate desire to try his power over his colleagues
by asking for the admittance of a work by Lantier, which was a reputed
impossibility. However, people should see if he wasn't yet strong
enough to force the committee into compliance with his wishes.
Moreover, perhaps from the depths of his conscience there came a cry
for justice, an unconfessed feeling of respect for the man whose ideas
he had stolen.

As it happened, Mazel was in a frightfully bad humour that day. At the
outset of the sitting the brigadier had come to him, saying: 'There
was a mistake yesterday, Monsieur Mazel. A _hors-concours_* picture
was rejected. You know, No. 2520, a nude woman under a tree.'

  * A painting by one of those artists who, from the fact that they
    had obtained medals at previous Salons, had the right to go on
    exhibiting at long as they lived, the committee being debarred
    from rejecting their work however bad it might be.--ED.

In fact, on the day before, this painting had been consigned to the
grave amid unanimous contempt, nobody having noticed that it was the
work of an old classical painter highly respected by the Institute;
and the brigadier's fright, and the amusing circumstance of a picture
having thus been condemned by mistake, enlivened the younger members
of the committee and made them sneer in a provoking manner.

Mazel, who detested such mishaps, which he rightly felt were
disastrous for the authority of the School of Arts, made an angry
gesture, and drily said:

'Well, fish it out again, and put it among the admitted pictures. It
isn't so surprising, there was an intolerable noise yesterday. How can
one judge anything like that at a gallop, when one can't even obtain
silence?'

He rang his bell furiously, and added:

'Come, gentlemen, everything is ready--a little good will, if you
please.'

Unluckily, a fresh misfortune occurred as soon as the first paintings
were set on the trestle. One canvas among others attracted Mazel's
attention, so bad did he consider it, so sharp in tone as to make
one's very teeth grate. As his sight was failing him, he leant forward
to look at the signature, muttering the while: 'Who's the pig--'

But he quickly drew himself up, quite shocked at having read the name
of one of his friends, an artist who, like himself, was a rampart of
healthy principles. Hoping that he had not been overheard, he
thereupon called out:

'Superb! No. 1, eh, gentlemen?'

No. 1 was granted--the formula of admission which entitled the picture
to be hung on the line. Only, some of the committee-men laughed and
nudged each other, at which Mazel felt very hurt, and became very
fierce.

Moreover, they all made such blunders at times. A great many of them
eased their feelings at the first glance, and then recalled their
words as soon as they had deciphered the signature. This ended by
making them cautious, and so with furtive glances they made sure of
the artist's name before expressing any opinion. Besides, whenever a
colleague's work, some fellow committee-man's suspicious-looking
canvas, was brought forward, they took the precaution to warn each
other by making signs behind the painter's back, as if to say, 'Take
care, no mistake, mind; it's his picture.'

Fagerolles, despite his colleagues' fidgety nerves, carried the day on
a first occasion. It was a question of admitting a frightful portrait
painted by one of his pupils, whose family, a very wealthy one,
received him on a footing of intimacy. To achieve this he had taken
Mazel on one side in order to try to move him with a sentimental story
about an unfortunate father with three daughters, who were starving.
But the president let himself be entreated for a long while, saying
that a man shouldn't waste his time painting when he was dying for
lack of food, and that he ought to have a little more consideration
for his three daughters! However, in the result, Mazel raised his
hand, alone, with Fagerolles. Some of the others then angrily
protested, and even two members of the Institute seemed disgusted,
whereupon Fagerolles whispered to them in a low key:

'It's for Mazel! He begged me to vote. The painter's a relative of
his, I think; at all events, he greatly wants the picture to be
accepted.'

At this the two academicians promptly raised their hands, and a large
majority declared itself in favour of the portrait.

But all at once laughter, witticisms, and indignant cries rang out:
'The Dead Child' had just been placed on the trestle. Were they to
have the Morgue sent to them now? said some. And while the old men
drew back in alarm, the younger ones scoffed at the child's big head,
which was plainly that of a monkey who had died from trying to swallow
a gourd.

Fagerolles at once understood that the game was lost. At first he
tried to spirit the vote away by a joke, in accordance with his
skilful tactics:

'Come, gentlemen, an old combatant--'

But furious exclamations cut him short. Oh, no! not that one. They
knew him, that old combatant! A madman who had been persevering in his
obstinacy for fifteen years past--a proud, stuck-up fellow who posed
for being a genius, and who had talked about demolishing the Salon,
without even sending a picture that it was possible to accept. All
their hatred of independent originality, of the competition of the
'shop over the way,' which frightened them, of that invincible power
which triumphs even when it is seemingly defeated, resounded in their
voices. No, no; away with it!

Then Fagerolles himself made the mistake of getting irritated,
yielding to the anger he felt at finding what little real influence he
possessed.

'You are unjust; at least, be impartial,' he said.

Thereupon the tumult reached a climax. He was surrounded and jostled,
arms waved about him in threatening fashion, and angry words were shot
out at him like bullets.

'You dishonour the committee, monsieur!'

'If you defend that thing, it's simply to get your name in the
newspapers!'

'You aren't competent to speak on the subject!'

Then Fagerolles, beside himself, losing even the pliancy of his
bantering disposition, retorted:

'I'm as competent as you are.'

'Shut up!' resumed a comrade, a very irascible little painter with a
fair complexion. 'You surely don't want to make us swallow such a
turnip as that?'

Yes, yes, a turnip! They all repeated the word in tones of conviction
--that word which they usually cast at the very worst smudges, at the
pale, cold, glairy painting of daubers.

'All right,' at last said Fagerolles, clenching his teeth. 'I demand
the vote.'

Since the discussion had become envenomed, Mazel had been ringing his
bell, extremely flushed at finding his authority ignored.

'Gentlemen--come, gentlemen; it's extraordinary that one can't settle
matters without shouting--I beg of you, gentlemen--'

At last he obtained a little silence. In reality, he was not a
bad-hearted man. Why should not they admit that little picture,
although he himself thought it execrable? They admitted so many
others!

'Come, gentlemen, the vote is asked for.'

He himself was, perhaps, about to raise his hand, when Bongrand, who
had hitherto remained silent, with the blood rising to his cheeks in
the anger he was trying to restrain, abruptly went off like a pop-gun,
most unseasonably giving vent to the protestations of his rebellious
conscience.

'But, curse it all! there are not four among us capable of turning out
such a piece of work!'

Some grunts sped around; but the sledge-hammer blow had come upon them
with such force that nobody answered.

'Gentlemen, the vote is asked for,' curtly repeated Mazel, who had
turned pale.

His tone sufficed to explain everything: it expressed all his latent
hatred of Bongrand, the fierce rivalry that lay hidden under their
seemingly good-natured handshakes.

Things rarely came to such a pass as this. They almost always arranged
matters. But in the depths of their ravaged pride there were wounds
which always bled; they secretly waged duels which tortured them with
agony, despite the smile upon their lips.

Bongrand and Fagerolles alone raised their hands, and 'The Dead
Child,' being rejected, could only perhaps be rescued at the general
revision.

This general revision was the terrible part of the task. Although,
after twenty days' continuous toil, the committee allowed itself
forty-eight hours' rest, so as to enable the keepers to prepare the
final work, it could not help shuddering on the afternoon when it came
upon the assemblage of three thousand rejected paintings, from among
which it had to rescue as many canvases as were necessary for the then
regulation total of two thousand five hundred admitted works to be
complete. Ah! those three thousand pictures, placed one after the
other alongside the walls of all the galleries, including the outer
one, deposited also even on the floors, and lying there like stagnant
pools, between which the attendants devised little paths--they were
like an inundation, a deluge, which rose up, streamed over the whole
Palais de l'Industrie, and submerged it beneath the murky flow of all
the mediocrity and madness to be found in the river of Art. And but a
single afternoon sitting was held, from one till seven o'clock--six
hours of wild galloping through a maze! At first they held out against
fatigue and strove to keep their vision clear; but the forced march
soon made their legs give way, their eyesight was irritated by all the
dancing colours, and yet it was still necessary to march on, to look
and judge, even until they broke down with fatigue. By four o'clock
the march was like a rout--the scattering of a defeated army. Some
committee-men, out of breath, dragged themselves along very far in the
rear; others, isolated, lost amid the frames, followed the narrow
paths, renouncing all prospect of emerging from them, turning round
and round without any hope of ever getting to the end! How could they
be just and impartial, good heavens? What could they select from amid
that heap of horrors? Without clearly distinguishing a landscape from
a portrait, they made up the number they required in pot-luck fashion.
Two hundred, two hundred and forty--another eight, they still wanted
eight more. That one? No, that other. As you like! Seven, eight, it
was over! At last they had got to the end, and they hobbled away,
saved--free!

In one gallery a fresh scene drew them once more round 'The Dead
Child,' lying on the floor among other waifs. But this time they
jested. A joker pretended to stumble and set his foot in the middle of
the canvas, while others trotted along the surrounding little paths,
as if trying to find out which was the picture's top and which its
bottom, and declaring that it looked much better topsy-turvy.

Fagerolles himself also began to joke.

'Come, a little courage, gentlemen; go the round, examine it, you'll
be repaid for your trouble. Really now, gentlemen, be kind, rescue it;
pray do that good action!'

They all grew merry in listening to him, but with cruel laughter they
refused more harshly than ever. "No, no, never!'

'Will you take it for your "charity"?' cried a comrade.

This was a custom; the committee-men had a right to a 'charity'; each
of them could select a canvas among the lot, no matter how execrable
it might be, and it was thereupon admitted without examination. As a
rule, the bounty of this admission was bestowed upon poor artists. The
forty paintings thus rescued at the eleventh hour, were those of the
beggars at the door--those whom one allowed to glide with empty
stomachs to the far end of the table.

'For my "charity,"' repeated Fagerolles, feeling very much
embarrassed; 'the fact is, I meant to take another painting for my
"charity." Yes, some flowers by a lady--'

He was interrupted by loud jeers. Was she pretty? In front of the
women's paintings the gentlemen were particularly prone to sneer,
never displaying the least gallantry. And Fagerolles remained
perplexed, for the 'lady' in question was a person whom Irma took an
interest in. He trembled at the idea of the terrible scene which would
ensue should he fail to keep his promise. An expedient occurred to
him.

'Well, and you, Bongrand? You might very well take this funny little
dead child for your charity.'

Bongrand, wounded to the heart, indignant at all the bartering, waved
his long arms:

'What! _I_? _I_ insult a real painter in that fashion? Let him be
prouder, dash it, and never send anything to the Salon!'

Then, as the others still went on sneering, Fagerolles, desirous that
victory should remain to him, made up his mind, with a proud air, like
a man who is conscious of his strength and does not fear being
compromised.

'All right, I'll take it for my "charity,"' he said.

The others shouted bravo, and gave him a bantering ovation, with a
series of profound bows and numerous handshakes. All honour to the
brave fellow who had the courage of his opinions! And an attendant
carried away in his arms the poor derided, jolted, soiled canvas; and
thus it was that a picture by the painter of 'In the Open Air' was at
last accepted by the hanging committee of the Salon.

On the very next morning a note from Fagerolles apprised Claude, in a
couple of lines, that he had succeeded in getting 'The Dead Child'
admitted, but that it had not been managed without trouble. Claude,
despite the gladness of the tidings, felt a pang at his heart; the
note was so brief, and was written in such a protecting, pitying
style, that all the humiliating features of the business were apparent
to him. For a moment he felt sorry over this victory, so much so that
he would have liked to take his work back and hide it. Then his
delicacy of feeling, his artistic pride again gave way, so much did
protracted waiting for success make his wretched heart bleed. Ah! to
be seen, to make his way despite everything! He had reached the point
when conscience capitulates; he once more began to long for the
opening of the Salon with all the feverish impatience of a beginner,
again living in a state of illusion which showed him a crowd, a press
of moving heads acclaiming his canvas.

By degrees Paris had made it the fashion to patronise 'varnishing
day'--that day formerly set aside for painters only to come and finish
the toilets of their pictures. Now, however, it was like a feast of
early fruit, one of those solemnities which set the city agog and
attract a tremendous crowd. For a week past the newspaper press, the
streets, and the public had belonged to the artists. They held Paris
in their grasp; the only matters talked of were themselves, their
exhibits, their sayings or doings--in fact, everything connected with
them. It was one of those infatuations which at last draw bands of
country folk, common soldiers, and even nursemaids to the galleries on
days of gratuitous admission, in such wise that fifty thousand
visitors are recorded on some fine Sundays, an entire army, all the
rear battalions of the ignorant lower orders, following society, and
marching, with dilated eyes, through that vast picture shop.

That famous 'varnishing day' at first frightened Claude, who was
intimidated by the thought of all the fine people whom the newspapers
spoke about, and he resolved to wait for the more democratic day of
the real inauguration. He even refused to accompany Sandoz. But he was
consumed by such a fever, that after all he started off abruptly at
eight o'clock in the morning, barely taking time to eat a bit of bread
and cheese beforehand. Christine, who lacked the courage to go with
him, kissed him again and again, feeling anxious and moved.

'Mind, my dear, don't worry, whatever happens,' said she.

Claude felt somewhat oppressed as he entered the Gallery of Honour.
His heart was beating fast from the swiftness with which he had
climbed the grand staircase. There was a limpid May sky out of doors,
and through the linen awnings, stretched under the glazed roof, there
filtered a bright white light, while the open doorways, communicating
with the garden gallery, admitted moist gusts of quivering freshness.
For a moment Claude drew breath in that atmosphere which was already
tainted with a vague smell of varnish and the odour of the musk with
which the women present perfumed themselves. At a glance he took stock
of the pictures on the walls: a huge massacre scene in front of him,
streaming with carmine; a colossal, pallid, religious picture on his
left; a Government order, the commonplace delineation of some official
festivity, on the right; and then a variety of portraits, landscapes,
and indoor scenes, all glaring sharply amid the fresh gilding of their
frames. However, the fear which he retained of the folks usually
present at this solemnity led him to direct his glances upon the
gradually increasing crowd. On a circular settee in the centre of the
gallery, from which sprang a sheaf of tropical foliage, there sat
three ladies, three monstrously fat creatures, attired in an
abominable fashion, who had settled there to indulge in a whole day's
backbiting. Behind him he heard somebody crushing harsh syllables in a
hoarse voice. It was an Englishman in a check-pattern jacket,
explaining the massacre scene to a yellow woman buried in the depths
of a travelling ulster. There were some vacant spaces; groups of
people formed, scattered, and formed again further on; all heads were
raised; the men carried walking-sticks and had overcoats on their
arms, the women strolled about slowly, showing distant profiles as
they stopped before the pictures; and Claude's artistic eye was caught
by the flowers in their hats and bonnets, which seemed very loud in
tint amid the dark waves of the men's silk hats. He perceived three
priests, two common soldiers who had found their way there no one knew
whence, some endless processions of gentlemen decorated with the
ribbon of the Legion of Honour, and troops of girls and their mothers,
who constantly impeded the circulation. However, a good many of these
people knew each other; there were smiles and bows from afar, at times
a rapid handshake in passing. And conversation was carried on in a
discreet tone of voice, above which rose the continuous tramping of
feet.

Then Claude began to look for his own picture. He tried to find his
way by means of the initial letters inscribed above the entrances of
the galleries, but made a mistake, and went through those on the left
hand. There was a succession of open entrances, a perspective of old
tapestry door-hangings, with glimpses of the distant pictures. He went
as far as the great western gallery, and came back by the parallel
suite of smaller galleries without finding that allotted to the letter
L. And when he reached the Gallery of Honour again, the crowd had
greatly increased. In fact, it was now scarcely possible for one to
move about there. Being unable to advance, he looked around, and
recognised a number of painters, that nation of painters which was at
home there that day, and was therefore doing the honours of its abode.
Claude particularly remarked an old friend of the Boutin Studio--a
young fellow consumed with the desire to advertise himself, who had
been working for a medal, and who was now pouncing upon all the
visitors possessed of any influence and forcibly taking them to see
his pictures. Then there was a celebrated and wealthy painter who
received his visitors in front of his work with a smile of triumph on
his lips, showing himself compromisingly gallant with the ladies, who
formed quite a court around him. And there were all the others: the
rivals who execrated one another, although they shouted words of
praise in full voices; the savage fellows who covertly watched their
comrades' success from the corner of a doorway; the timid ones whom
one could not for an empire induce to pass through the gallery where
their pictures were hung; the jokers who hid the bitter mortification
of their defeat under an amusing witticism; the sincere ones who were
absorbed in contemplation, trying to understand the various works, and
already in fancy distributing the medals. And the painters' families
were also there. One charming young woman was accompanied by a
coquettishly bedecked child; a sour-looking, skinny matron of
middle-class birth was flanked by two ugly urchins in black; a fat
mother had foundered on a bench amid quite a tribe of dirty brats; and
a lady of mature charms, still very good-looking, stood beside her
grown-up daughter, quietly watching a hussy pass--this hussy being the
father's mistress. And then there were also the models--women who
pulled one another by the sleeve, who showed one another their own
forms in the various pictorial nudities, talking very loudly the while
and dressed without taste, spoiling their superb figures by such
wretched gowns that they seemed to be hump-backed beside the
well-dressed dolls--those Parisiennes who owed their figures entirely
to their dressmakers.

When Claude got free of the crowd, he enfiladed the line of doorways
on the right hand. His letter was on that side; but he searched the
galleries marked with an L without finding anything. Perhaps his
canvas had gone astray and served to fill up a vacancy elsewhere. So
when he had reached the large eastern gallery, he set off along a
number of other little ones, a secluded suite visited by very few
people, where the pictures seemed to frown with boredom. And there
again he found nothing. Bewildered, distracted, he roamed about, went
on to the garden gallery, searching among the superabundant exhibits
which overflowed there, pallid and shivering in the crude light; and
eventually, after other distant excursions, he tumbled into the
Gallery of Honour for the third time.

There was now quite a crush there. All those who in any way create a
stir in Paris were assembled together--the celebrities, the wealthy,
the adored, talent, money and grace, the masters of romance, of the
drama and of journalism, clubmen, racing men and speculators, women of
every category, hussies, actresses and society belles. And Claude,
angered by his vain search, grew amazed at the vulgarity of the faces
thus massed together, at the incongruity of the toilets--but a few of
which were elegant, while so many were common looking--at the lack of
majesty which that vaunted 'society' displayed, to such a point,
indeed, that the fear which had made him tremble was changed into
contempt. Were these the people, then, who were going to jeer at his
picture, provided it were found again? Two little reporters with fair
complexions were completing a list of persons whose names they
intended to mention. A critic pretended to take some notes on the
margin of his catalogue; another was holding forth in professor's
style in the centre of a party of beginners; a third, all by himself,
with his hands behind his back, seemed rooted to one spot, crushing
each work beneath his august impassibility. And what especially struck
Claude was the jostling flock-like behaviour of the people, their
banded curiosity in which there was nothing youthful or passionate,
the bitterness of their voices, the weariness to be read on their
faces, their general appearance of suffering. Envy was already at
work; there was the gentleman who makes himself witty with the ladies;
the one who, without a word, looks, gives a terrible shrug of the
shoulders, and then goes off; and there were the two who remain for a
quarter of an hour leaning over the handrail, with their noses close
to a little canvas, whispering very low and exchanging the knowing
glances of conspirators.

But Fagerolles had just appeared, and amid the continuous ebb and flow
of the groups there seemed to be no one left but him. With his hand
outstretched, he seemed to show himself everywhere at the same time,
lavishly exerting himself to play the double part of a young 'master'
and an influential member of the hanging committee. Overwhelmed with
praise, thanks, and complaints, he had an answer ready for everybody
without losing aught of his affability. Since early morning he had
been resisting the assault of the petty painters of his set who found
their pictures badly hung. It was the usual scamper of the first
moment, everybody looking for everybody else, rushing to see one
another and bursting into recriminations--noisy, interminable fury.
Either the picture was too high up, or the light did not fall upon it
properly, or the paintings near it destroyed its effect; in fact, some
talked of unhooking their works and carrying them off. One tall thin
fellow was especially tenacious, going from gallery to gallery in
pursuit of Fagerolles, who vainly explained that he was innocent in
the matter and could do nothing. Numerical order was followed, the
pictures for each wall were deposited on the floor below and then hung
up without anybody being favoured. He carried his obligingness so far
as to promise his intervention when the galleries were rearranged
after the medals had been awarded; but even then he did not manage to
calm the tall thin fellow, who still continued pursuing him.

Claude for a moment elbowed his way through the crowd to go and ask
Fagerolles where his picture had been hung. But on seeing his friend
so surrounded, pride restrained him. Was there not something absurd
and painful about this constant need of another's help? Besides, he
suddenly reflected that he must have skipped a whole suite of
galleries on the right-hand side; and, indeed, there were fresh
leagues of painting there. He ended by reaching a gallery where a
stifling crowd was massed in front of a large picture which filled the
central panel of honour. At first he could not see it, there was such
a surging sea of shoulders, such a thick wall of heads, such a rampart
of hats. People rushed forward with gaping admiration. At length,
however, by dint of rising on tiptoe, he perceived the marvel, and
recognised the subject, by what had been told him.

It was Fagerolles' picture. And in that 'Picnic' he found his own
forgotten work, 'In the Open Air,' the same light key of colour, the
same artistic formula, but softened, trickishly rendered, spoilt by
skin-deep elegance, everything being 'arranged' with infinite skill to
satisfy the low ideal of the public. Fagerolles had not made the
mistake of stripping his three women; but, clad in the audacious
toilets of women of society, they showed no little of their persons.
As for the two gallant gentlemen in summer jackets beside them, they
realised the ideal of everything most _distingue_; while afar off a
footman was pulling a hamper off the box of a landau drawn up behind
the trees. The whole of it, the figures, the drapery, the bits of
still life of the repast, stood out gaily in full sunlight against the
darkened foliage of the background; and the supreme skill of the
painter lay in his pretended audacity, in a mendacious semblance of
forcible treatment which just sufficed to send the multitude into
ecstasies. It was like a storm in a cream-jug!

Claude, being unable to approach, listened to the remarks around him.
At last there was a man who depicted real truth! He did not press his
points like those fools of the new school; he knew how to convey
everything without showing anything. Ah! the art of knowing where to
draw the line, the art of letting things be guessed, the respect due
to the public, the approval of good society! And withal such delicacy,
such charm and art! He did not unseasonably deliver himself of
passionate things of exuberant design; no, when he had taken three
notes from nature, he gave those three notes, nothing more. A
newspaper man who arrived went into raptures over the 'Picnic,' and
coined the expression 'a very Parisian style of painting.' It was
repeated, and people no longer passed without declaring that the
picture was 'very Parisian' indeed.

All those bent shoulders, all those admiring remarks rising from a sea
of spines, ended by exasperating Claude; and seized with a longing to
see the faces of the folk who created success, he manoeuvred in such a
way as to lean his back against the handrail hard by. From that point,
he had the public in front of him in the grey light filtering through
the linen awning which kept the centre of the gallery in shade; whilst
the brighter light, gliding from the edges of the blinds, illumined
the paintings on the walls with a white flow, in which the gilding of
the frames acquired a warm sunshiny tint. Claude at once recognised
the people who had formerly derided him--if these were not the same,
they were at least their relatives--serious, however, and enraptured,
their appearance greatly improved by their respectful attention. The
evil look, the weariness, which he had at first remarked on their
faces, as envious bile drew their skin together and dyed it yellow,
disappeared here while they enjoyed the treat of an amiable lie. Two
fat ladies, open-mouthed, were yawning with satisfaction. Some old
gentlemen opened their eyes wide with a knowing air. A husband
explained the subject to his young wife, who jogged her chin with a
pretty motion of the neck. There was every kind of marvelling,
beatifical, astonished, profound, gay, austere, amidst unconscious
smiles and languid postures of the head. The men threw back their
black silk hats, the flowers in the women's bonnets glided to the
napes of their necks. And all the faces, after remaining motionless
for a moment, were then drawn aside and replaced by others exactly
like them.

Then Claude, stupefied by that triumph, virtually forgot everything
else. The gallery was becoming too small, fresh bands of people
constantly accumulated inside it. There were no more vacant spaces, as
there had been early in the morning; no more cool whiffs rose from the
garden amid the ambient smell of varnish; the atmosphere was now
becoming hot and bitter with the perfumes scattered by the women's
dresses. Before long the predominant odour suggested that of a wet
dog. It must have been raining outside; one of those sudden spring
showers had no doubt fallen, for the last arrivals brought moisture
with them--their clothes hung about them heavily and seemed to steam
as soon as they encountered the heat of the gallery. And, indeed,
patches of darkness had for a moment been passing above the awning of
the roof. Claude, who raised his eyes, guessed that large clouds were
galloping onward lashed by the north wind, that driving rain was
beating upon the glass panes. Moire-like shadows darted along the
walls, all the paintings became dim, the spectators themselves were
blended in obscurity until the cloud was carried away, whereupon the
painter saw the heads again emerge from the twilight, ever agape with
idiotic rapture.

But there was another cup of bitterness in reserve for Claude. On the
left-hand panel, facing Fagerolles', he perceived Bongrand's picture.
And in front of that painting there was no crush whatever; the
visitors walked by with an air of indifference. Yet it was Bongrand's
supreme effort, the thrust he had been trying to give for years, a
last work conceived in his obstinate craving to prove the virility of
his decline. The hatred he harboured against the 'Village Wedding,'
that first masterpiece which had weighed upon all his toilsome
after-life, had impelled him to select a contrasting but corresponding
subject: the 'Village Funeral'--the funeral of a young girl, with
relatives and friends straggling among fields of rye and oats.
Bongrand had wrestled with himself, saying that people should see if
he were done for, if the experience of his sixty years were not worth
all the lucky dash of his youth; and now experience was defeated, the
picture was destined to be a mournful failure, like the silent fall of
an old man, which does not even stay passers-by in their onward
course. There were still some masterly bits, the choirboy holding the
cross, the group of daughters of the Virgin carrying the bier, whose
white dresses and ruddy flesh furnished a pretty contrast with the
black Sunday toggery of the rustic mourners, among all the green
stuff; only the priest in his alb, the girl carrying the Virgin's
banner, the family following the body, were drily handled; the whole
picture, in fact, was displeasing in its very science and the
obstinate stiffness of its treatment. One found in it a fatal,
unconscious return to the troubled romanticism which had been the
starting-point of the painter's career. And the worst of the business
was that there was justification for the indifference with which the
public treated that art of another period, that cooked and somewhat
dull style of painting, which no longer stopped one on one's way,
since great blazes of light had come into vogue.

It precisely happened that Bongrand entered the gallery with the
hesitating step of a timid beginner, and Claude felt a pang at his
heart as he saw him give a glance at his neglected picture and then
another at Fagerolles', which was bringing on a riot. At that moment
the old painter must have been acutely conscious of his fall. If he
had so far been devoured by the fear of slow decline, it was because
he still doubted; and now he obtained sudden certainty; he was
surviving his reputation, his talent was dead, he would never more
give birth to living, palpitating works. He became very pale, and was
about to turn and flee, when Chambouvard, the sculptor, entering the
gallery by the other door, followed by his customary train of
disciples, called to him without caring a fig for the people present:

'Ah! you humbug, I catch you at it--admiring yourself!'

He, Chambouvard, exhibited that year an execrable 'Reaping Woman,' one
of those stupidly spoilt figures which seemed like hoaxes on his part,
so unworthy they were of his powerful hands; but he was none the less
radiant, feeling certain that he had turned out yet another
masterpiece, and promenading his god-like infallibility through the
crowd which he did not hear laughing at him.

Bongrand did not answer, but looked at him with eyes scorched by
fever.

'And my machine downstairs?' continued the sculptor. 'Have you seen
it? The little fellows of nowadays may try it on, but we are the only
masters--we, old France!'

And thereupon he went off, followed by his court and bowing to the
astonished public.

'The brute!' muttered Bongrand, suffocating with grief, as indignant
as at the outburst of some low-bred fellow beside a deathbed.

He perceived Claude, and approached him. Was it not cowardly to flee
from this gallery? And he determined to show his courage, his lofty
soul, into which envy had never entered.

'Our friend Fagerolles has a success and no mistake,' he said. 'I
should be a hypocrite if I went into ecstasies over his picture, which
I scarcely like; but he himself is really a very nice fellow indeed.
Besides, you know how he exerted himself on your behalf.'

Claude was trying to find a word of admiration for the 'Village
Funeral.'

'The little cemetery in the background is so pretty!' he said at last.
'Is it possible that the public--'

But Bongrand interrupted him in a rough voice:

'No compliments of condolence, my friend, eh? I see clear enough.'

At this moment somebody nodded to them in a familiar way, and Claude
recognised Naudet--a Naudet who had grown and expanded, gilded by the
success of his colossal strokes of business. Ambition was turning his
head; he talked about sinking all the other picture dealers; he had
built himself a palace, in which he posed as the king of the market,
centralising masterpieces, and there opening large art shops of the
modern style. One heard a jingle of millions on the very threshold of
his hall; he held exhibitions there, even ran up other galleries
elsewhere; and each time that May came round, he awaited the visits of
the American amateurs whom he charged fifty thousand francs for a
picture which he himself had purchased for ten thousand. Moreover, he
lived in princely style, with a wife and children, a mistress, a
country estate in Picardy, and extensive shooting grounds. His first
large profits had come from the rise in value of works left by
illustrious artists, now defunct, whose talent had been denied while
they lived, such as Courbet, Millet, and Rousseau; and this had ended
by making him disdain any picture signed by a still struggling artist.
However, ominous rumours were already in circulation. As the number of
well-known pictures was limited, and the number of amateurs could
barely be increased, a time seemed to be coming when business would
prove very difficult. There was talk of a syndicate, of an
understanding with certain bankers to keep up the present high prices;
the expedient of simulated sales was resorted to at the Hotel Drouot
--pictures being bought in at a big figure by the dealer himself--and
bankruptcy seemed to be at the end of all that Stock Exchange jobbery,
a perfect tumble head-over-heels after all the excessive, mendacious
_agiotage_.

'Good-day, dear master,' said Naudet, who had drawn near. 'So you have
come, like everybody else, to see my Fagerolles, eh?'

He no longer treated Bongrand in the wheedling, respectful manner of
yore. And he spoke of Fagerolles as of a painter belonging to him, of
a workman to whom he paid wages, and whom he often scolded. It was he
who had settled the young artist in the Avenue de Villiers, compelling
him to have a little mansion of his own, furnishing it as he would
have furnished a place for a hussy, running him into debt with
supplies of carpets and nick-nacks, so that he might afterwards hold
him at his mercy; and now he began to accuse him of lacking
orderliness and seriousness, of compromising himself like a
feather-brain. Take that picture, for instance, a serious painter
would never have sent it to the Salon; it made a stir, no doubt, and
people even talked of its obtaining the medal of honour; but nothing
could have a worse effect on high prices. When a man wanted to get
hold of the Yankees, he ought to know how to remain at home, like an
idol in the depths of his tabernacle.

'You may believe me or not, my dear fellow,' he said to Bongrand, 'but
I would have given twenty thousand francs out of my pocket to prevent
those stupid newspapers from making all this row about my Fagerolles
this year.'

Bongrand, who, despite his sufferings, was listening bravely, smiled.

'In point of fact,' he said, 'they are perhaps carrying indiscretion
too far. I read an article yesterday in which I learnt that Fagerolles
ate two boiled eggs every morning.'

He laughed over the coarse puffery which, after a first article on the
'young master's' picture, as yet seen by nobody, had for a week past
kept all Paris occupied about him. The whole fraternity of reporters
had been campaigning, stripping Fagerolles to the skin, telling their
readers all about his father, the artistic zinc manufacturer, his
education, the house in which he resided, how he lived, even revealing
the colour of his socks, and mentioning a habit he had of pinching his
nose. And he was the passion of the hour, the 'young master' according
to the tastes of the day, one who had been lucky enough to miss the
Prix de Rome, and break off with the School of Arts, whose principles,
however, he retained. After all, the success of that style of painting
which aims merely at approximating reality, not at rendering it in all
its truth, was the fortune of a season which the wind brings and blows
away again, a mere whim on the part of the great lunatic city; the
stir it caused was like that occasioned by some accident, which upsets
the crowd in the morning and is forgotten by night amidst general
indifference.

However, Naudet noticed the 'Village Funeral.'

'Hullo! that's your picture, eh?' he said. 'So you wanted to give a
companion to the "Wedding"? Well, I should have tried to dissuade you!
Ah! the "Wedding"! the "Wedding"!'

Bongrand still listened to him without ceasing to smile. Barely a
twinge of pain passed over his trembling lips. He forgot his
masterpieces, the certainty of leaving an immortal name, he was only
cognisant of the vogue which that youngster, unworthy of cleaning his
palette, had so suddenly and easily acquired, that vogue which seemed
to be pushing him, Bongrand, into oblivion--he who had struggled for
ten years before he had succeeded in making himself known. Ah! when
the new generations bury a man, if they only knew what tears of blood
they make him shed in death!

However, as he had remained silent, he was seized with the fear that
he might have let his suffering be divined. Was he falling to the
baseness of envy? Anger with himself made him raise his head--a man
should die erect. And instead of giving the violent answer which was
rising to his lips, he said in a familiar way:

'You are right, Naudet, I should have done better if I had gone to bed
on the day when the idea of that picture occurred to me.'

'Ah! there he is; excuse me!' cried the dealer, making off.

It was Fagerolles showing himself at the entrance of the gallery. He
discreetly stood there without entering, carrying his good fortune
with the ease of a man who knows what he is about. Besides, he was
looking for somebody; he made a sign to a young man, and gave him an
answer, a favourable one, no doubt, for the other brimmed over with
gratitude. Then two other persons sprang forward to congratulate him;
a woman detained him, showing him, with a martyr's gesture, a bit of
still life hung in a dark corner. And finally he disappeared, after
casting but one glance at the people in raptures before his picture.

Claude, who had looked and listened, was overwhelmed with sadness. The
crush was still increasing, he now had nought before him but faces
gaping and sweating in the heat, which had become intolerable. Above
the nearer shoulders rose others, and so on and so on as far as the
door, whence those who could see nothing pointed out the painting to
each other with the tips of their umbrellas, from which dripped the
water left by the showers outside. And Bongrand remained there out of
pride, erect in defeat, firmly planted on his legs, those of an old
combatant, and gazing with limpid eyes upon ungrateful Paris. He
wished to finish like a brave man, whose kindness of heart is
boundless. Claude, who spoke to him without receiving any answer, saw
very well that there was nothing behind that calm, gay face; the mind
was absent, it had flown away in mourning, bleeding with frightful
torture; and thereupon, full of alarm and respect, he did not insist,
but went off. And Bongrand, with his vacant eyes, did not even notice
his departure.

A new idea had just impelled Claude onward through the crowd. He was
lost in wonderment at not having been able to discover his picture.
But nothing could be more simple. Was there not some gallery where
people grinned, some corner full of noise and banter, some gathering
of jesting spectators, insulting a picture? That picture would
assuredly be his. He could still hear the laughter of the bygone Salon
of the Rejected. And now at the door of each gallery he listened to
ascertain if it were there that he was being hissed.

However, as he found himself once more in the eastern gallery, that
hall where great art agonises, that depository where vast, cold, and
gloomy historical and religious compositions are accumulated, he
started, and remained motionless with his eyes turned upward. He had
passed through that gallery twice already, and yet that was certainly
his picture up yonder, so high up that he hesitated about recognising
it. It looked, indeed, so little, poised like a swallow at the corner
of a frame--the monumental frame of an immense painting
five-and-thirty feet long, representing the Deluge, a swarming of
yellow figures turning topsy-turvy in water of the hue of wine lees.
On the left, moreover, there was a pitiable ashen portrait of a
general; on the right a colossal nymph in a moonlit landscape, the
bloodless corpse of a murdered woman rotting away on some grass; and
everywhere around there were mournful violet-shaded things, mixed up
with a comic scene of some bibulous monks, and an 'Opening of the
Chamber of Deputies,' with a whole page of writing on a gilded
cartouch, bearing the heads of the better-known deputies, drawn in
outline, together with their names. And high up, high up, amid those
livid neighbours, the little canvas, over-coarse in treatment, glared
ferociously with the painful grimace of a monster.

Ah! 'The Dead Child.' At that distance the wretched little creature
was but a confused lump of flesh, the lifeless carcase of some
shapeless animal. Was that swollen, whitened head a skull or a
stomach? And those poor hands twisted among the bedclothes, like the
bent claws of a bird killed by cold! And the bed itself, that
pallidity of the sheets, below the pallidity of the limbs, all that
white looking so sad, those tints fading away as if typical of the
supreme end! Afterwards, however, one distinguished the light eyes
staring fixedly, one recognised a child's head, and it all seemed to
suggest some disease of the brain, profoundly and frightfully pitiful.

Claude approached, and then drew back to see the better. The light was
so bad that refractions darted from all points across the canvas. How
they _had_ hung his little Jacques! no doubt out of disdain, or
perhaps from shame, so as to get rid of the child's lugubrious
ugliness. But Claude evoked the little fellow such as he had once
been, and beheld him again over yonder in the country, so fresh and
pinky, as he rolled about in the grass; then in the Rue de Douai,
growing pale and stupid by degrees, and then in the Rue Tourlaque, no
longer able to carry his head, and dying one night, all alone, while
his mother was asleep; and he beheld her also, that mother, the sad
woman who had stopped at home, to weep there, no doubt, as she was now
in the habit of doing for entire days. No matter, she had done right
in not coming; 'twas too mournful--their little Jacques, already cold
in his bed, cast on one side like a pariah, and so brutalised by the
dancing light that his face seemed to be laughing, distorted by an
abominable grin.

But Claude suffered still more from the loneliness of his work.
Astonishment and disappointment made him look for the crowd, the rush
which he had anticipated. Why was he not hooted? Ah! the insults of
yore, the mocking, the indignation that had rent his heart, but made
him live! No, nothing more, not even a passing expectoration: this was
death. The visitors filed rapidly through the long gallery, seized
with boredom. There were merely some people in front of the 'Opening
of the Chamber,' where they collected to read the inscriptions, and
show each other the deputies' heads. At last, hearing some laughter
behind him, he turned round; but nobody was jeering, some visitors
were simply making merry over the tipsy monks, the comic success of
the Salon, which some gentlemen explained to some ladies, declaring
that it was brilliantly witty. And all these people passed beneath
little Jacques, and not a head was raised, not a soul even knew that
he was up there.

However, the painter had a gleam of hope. On the central settee, two
personages, one of them fat and the other thin, and both of them
decorated with the Legion of Honour, sat talking, reclining against
the velvet, and looking at the pictures in front of them. Claude drew
near them and listened.

'And I followed them,' said the fat fellow. 'They went along the Rue
St. Honore, the Rue St. Roch, the Rue de la Chaussee d'Antin, the Rue
la Fayette--'

'And you spoke to them?' asked the thin man, who appeared to be deeply
interested.

'No, I was afraid of getting in a rage.'

Claude went off and returned on three occasions, his heart beating
fast each time that some visitor stopped short and glanced slowly from
the line to the ceiling. He felt an unhealthy longing to hear one
word, but one. Why exhibit? How fathom public opinion? Anything rather
than such torturing silence! And he almost suffocated when he saw a
young married couple approach, the husband a good-looking fellow with
little fair moustaches, the wife, charming, with the delicate slim
figure of a shepherdess in Dresden china. She had perceived the
picture, and asked what the subject was, stupefied that she could make
nothing out of it; and when her husband, turning over the leaves of
the catalogue, had found the title, 'The Dead Child,' she dragged him
away, shuddering, and raising this cry of affright:

'Oh, the horror! The police oughtn't to allow such horrors!'

Then Claude remained there, erect, unconscious and haunted, his eyes
raised on high, amid the continuous flow of the crowd which passed on,
quite indifferent, without one glance for that unique sacred thing,
visible to him alone. And it was there that Sandoz came upon him, amid
the jostling.

The novelist, who had been strolling about alone--his wife having
remained at home beside his ailing mother--had just stopped short,
heart-rent, below the little canvas, which he had espied by chance.
Ah! how disgusted he felt with life! He abruptly lived the days of his
youth over again. He recalled the college of Plassans, his freaks with
Claude on the banks of the Viorne, their long excursions under the
burning sun, and all the flaming of their early ambition; and, later
on, when they had lived side by side, he remembered their efforts,
their certainty of coming glory, that fine irresistible, immoderate
appetite that had made them talk of swallowing Paris at one bite! How
many times, at that period, had he seen in Claude a great man, whose
unbridled genius would leave the talent of all others far behind in
the rear! First had come the studio of the Impasse des Bourdonnais;
later, the studio of the Quai de Bourbon, with dreams of vast
compositions, projects big enough to make the Louvre burst; and,
meanwhile, the struggle was incessant; the painter laboured ten hours
a day, devoting his whole being to his work. And then what? After
twenty years of that passionate life he ended thus--he finished with
that poor, sinister little thing, which nobody noticed, which looked
so distressfully sad in its leper-like solitude! So much hope and
torture, a lifetime spent in the toil of creating, to come to that, to
that, good God!

Sandoz recognised Claude standing by, and fraternal emotion made his
voice quake as he said to him:

'What! so you came? Why did you refuse to call for me, then?'

The painter did not even apologise. He seemed very tired, overcome
with somniferous stupor.

'Well, don't stay here,' added Sandoz. 'It's past twelve o'clock, and
you must lunch with me. Some people were to wait for me at Ledoyen's;
but I shall give them the go-by. Let's go down to the buffet; we shall
pick up our spirits there, eh, old fellow?'

And then Sandoz led him away, holding his arm, pressing it, warming
it, and trying to draw him from his mournful silence.

'Come, dash it all! you mustn't give way like that. Although they have
hung your picture badly, it is all the same superb, a real bit of
genuine painting. Oh! I know that you dreamt of something else! But
you are not dead yet, it will be for later on. And, just look, you
ought to be proud, for it's you who really triumph at the Salon this
year. Fagerolles isn't the only one who pillages you; they all imitate
you now; you have revolutionised them since your "Open Air," which
they laughed so much about. Look, look! there's an "open air" effect,
and there's another, and here and there--they all do it.'

He waved his hand towards the pictures as he and Claude passed along
the galleries. In point of fact, the dash of clear light, introduced
by degrees into contemporary painting, had fully burst forth at last.
The dingy Salons of yore, with their pitchy canvases, had made way for
a Salon full of sunshine, gay as spring itself. It was the dawn, the
aurora which had first gleamed at the Salon of the Rejected, and which
was now rising and rejuvenating art with a fine, diffuse light, full
of infinite shades. On all sides you found Claude's famous 'bluey
tinge,' even in the portraits and the _genre_ scenes, which had
acquired the dimensions and the serious character of historical
paintings. The old academical subjects had disappeared with the cooked
juices of tradition, as if the condemned doctrine had carried its
people of shadows away with it; rare were the works of pure
imagination, the cadaverous nudities of mythology and catholicism, the
legendary subjects painted without faith, the anecdotic bits destitute
of life--in fact, all the bric-a-brac of the School of Arts used up by
generations of tricksters and fools; and the influence of the new
principle was evident even among those artists who lingered over the
antique recipes, even among the former masters who had now grown old.
The flash of sunlight had penetrated to their studios. From afar, at
every step you took, you saw a painting transpierce the wall and form,
as it were, a window open upon Nature. Soon the walls themselves would
fall, and Nature would walk in; for the breach was a broad one, and
the assault had driven routine away in that gay battle waged by
audacity and youth.

'Ah! your lot is a fine one, all the same, old fellow!' continued
Sandoz. 'The art of to-morrow will be yours; you have made them all.'

Claude thereupon opened his mouth, and, with an air of gloomy
brutality, said in a low voice:

'What do I care if I _have_ made them all, when I haven't made myself?
See here, it's too big an affair for me, and that's what stifles me.'

He made a gesture to finish expressing his thought, his consciousness
of his inability to prove the genius of the formula he had brought
with him, the torture he felt at being merely a precursor, the one who
sows the idea without reaping the glory, his grief at seeing himself
pillaged, devoured by men who turned out hasty work, by a whole flight
of fellows who scattered their efforts and lowered the new form of
art, before he or another had found strength enough to produce the
masterpiece which would make the end of the century a date in art.

But Sandoz protested, the future lay open. Then, to divert Claude, he
stopped him while crossing the Gallery of Honour and said:

'Just look at that lady in blue before that portrait! What a slap
Nature does give to painting! You remember when we used to look at the
dresses and the animation of the galleries in former times? Not a
painting then withstood the shock. And yet now there are some which
don't suffer overmuch. I even noticed over there a landscape, the
general yellowish tinge of which completely eclipsed all the women who
approached it.'

Claude was quivering with unutterable suffering.

'Pray, let's go,' he said. 'Take me away--I can't stand it any
longer.'

They had all the trouble in the world to find a free table in the
refreshment room. People were pressed together in that big, shady
retreat, girt round with brown serge drapery under the girders of the
lofty iron flooring of the upstairs galleries. In the background, and
but partially visible in the darkness, stood three dressers displaying
dishes of preserved fruit symmetrically ranged on shelves; while,
nearer at hand, at counters placed on the right and left, two ladies,
a dark one and a fair one, watched the crowd with a military air; and
from the dim depths of this seeming cavern rose a sea of little marble
tables, a tide of chairs, serried, entangled, surging, swelling,
overflowing and spreading into the garden, under the broad, pallid
light which fell from the glass roof.

At last Sandoz saw some people rise. He darted forward and conquered
the vacant table by sheer struggling with the mob.

'Ah! dash it! we are here at all events. What will you have to eat?'

Claude made a gesture of indifference. The lunch was execrable; there
was some trout softened by over-boiling, some undercut of beef dried
up in the oven, some asparagus smelling of moist linen, and, in
addition, one had to fight to get served; for the hustled waiters,
losing their heads, remained in distress in the narrow passages which
the chairs were constantly blocking. Behind the hangings on the left,
one could hear a racket of saucepans and crockery; the kitchen being
installed there on the sand, like one of those Kermesse cook-shops set
up by the roadside in the open air.

Sandoz and Claude had to eat, seated obliquely and half strangled
between two parties of people whose elbows almost ended by getting
into their plates; and each time that a waiter passed he gave their
chairs a shake with his hips. However, the inconvenience, like the
abominable cookery, made one gay. People jested about the dishes,
different tables fraternised together, common misfortune brought about
a kind of pleasure party. Strangers ended by sympathising; friends
kept up conversations, although they were seated three rows distant
from one another, and were obliged to turn their heads and gesticulate
over their neighbours' shoulders. The women particularly became
animated, at first rather anxious as to the crush, and then ungloving
their hands, catching up their skirts, and laughing at the first
thimbleful of neat wine they drank.

However, Sandoz, who had renounced finishing his meat, raised his
voice amid the terrible hubbub caused by the chatter and the serving:

'A bit of cheese, eh? And let's try to get some coffee.'

Claude, whose eyes looked dreamy, did not hear. He was gazing into the
garden. From his seat he could see the central clump of verdure, some
lofty palms which stood in relief against the grey hangings with which
the garden was decorated all round. A circle of statues was set out
there; and you could see the back of a faun; the profile of a young
girl with full cheeks; the face of a bronze Gaul, a colossal bit of
romanticism which irritated one by its stupid assumption of
patriotism; the trunk of a woman hanging by the wrists, some Andromeda
of the Place Pigalle; and others, and others still following the bends
of the pathways; rows of shoulders and hips, heads, breasts, legs, and
arms, all mingling and growing indistinct in the distance. On the left
stretched a line of busts--such delightful ones--furnishing a most
comical and uncommon suite of noses. There was the huge pointed nose
of a priest, the tip-tilted nose of a soubrette, the handsome
classical nose of a fifteenth-century Italian woman, the mere fancy
nose of a sailor--in fact, every kind of nose, both the magistrate's
and the manufacturer's, and the nose of the gentleman decorated with
the Legion of Honour--all of them motionless and ranged in endless
succession!

However, Claude saw nothing of them; to him they were but grey spots
in the hazy, greenish light. His stupor still lasted, and he was only
conscious of one thing, the luxuriousness of the women's dresses, of
which he had formed a wrong estimate amid the pushing in the
galleries, and which were here freely displayed, as if the wearers had
been promenading over the gravel in the conservatory of some chateau.
All the elegance of Paris passed by, the women who had come to show
themselves, in dresses thoughtfully combined and destined to be
described in the morrow's newspapers. People stared a great deal at an
actress, who walked about with a queen-like tread, on the arm of a
gentleman who assumed the complacent airs of a prince consort. The
women of society looked like so many hussies, and they all of them
took stock of one another with that slow glance which estimates the
value of silk and the length of lace, and which ferrets everywhere,
from the tips of boots to the feathers upon bonnets. This was neutral
ground, so to say; some ladies who were seated had drawn their chairs
together, after the fashion in the garden of the Tuileries, and
occupied themselves exclusively with criticising those of their own
sex who passed by. Two female friends quickened their pace, laughing.
Another woman, all alone, walked up and down, mute, with a black look
in her eyes. Some others, who had lost one another, met again, and
began ejaculating about the adventure. And, meantime, the dark moving
mass of men came to a standstill, then set off again till it stopped
short before a bit of marble, or eddied back to a bit of bronze. And
among the mere bourgeois, who were few in number, though all of them
looked out of their element there, moved men with celebrated names
--all the _illustrations_ of Paris. A name of resounding glory
re-echoed as a fat, ill-clad gentleman passed by; the winged name of a
poet followed as a pale man with a flat, common face approached. A
living wave was rising from this crowd in the even, colourless light
when suddenly a flash of sunshine, from behind the clouds of a final
shower, set the glass panes on high aflame, making the stained window
on the western side resplendent, and raining down in golden particles
through the still atmosphere; and then everything became warm--the
snowy statues amid the shiny green stuff, the soft lawns parted by the
yellow sand of the pathways, the rich dresses with their glossy satin
and bright beads, even the very voices, whose hilarious murmur seemed
to crackle like a bright fire of vine shoots. Some gardeners,
completing the arrangements of the flower-beds, turned on the taps of
the stand-pipes and promenaded about with their pots, the showers
squirting from which came forth again in tepid steam from the drenched
grass. And meanwhile a plucky sparrow, who had descended from the iron
girders, despite the number of people, dipped his beak in the sand in
front of the buffet, eating some crumbs which a young woman threw him
by way of amusement. Of all the tumult, however, Claude only heard the
ocean-like din afar, the rumbling of the people rolling onwards in the
galleries. And a recollection came to him, he remembered that noise
which had burst forth like a hurricane in front of his picture at the
Salon of the Rejected. But nowadays people no longer laughed at him;
upstairs the giant roar of Paris was acclaiming Fagerolles!

It so happened that Sandoz, who had turned round, said to Claude:
'Hallo! there's Fagerolles!'

And, indeed, Fagerolles and Jory had just laid hands on a table near
by without noticing their friends, and the journalist, continuing in
his gruff voice a conversation which had previously begun, remarked:

'Yes, I saw his "Dead Child"! Ah! the poor devil! what an ending!'

But Fagerolles nudged Jory, and the latter, having caught sight of his
two old comrades, immediately added:

'Ah! that dear old Claude! How goes it, eh? You know that I haven't
yet seen your picture. But I'm told that it's superb.'

'Superb!' declared Fagerolles, who then began to express his surprise.
'So you lunched here. What an idea! Everything is so awfully bad. We
two have just come from Ledoyen's. Oh! such a crowd and such hustling,
such mirth! Bring your table nearer and let us chat a bit.'

They joined the two tables together. But flatterers and petitioners
were already after the triumphant young master. Three friends rose up
and noisily saluted him from afar. A lady became smilingly
contemplative when her husband had whispered his name in her ear. And
the tall, thin fellow, the artist whose picture had been badly hung,
and who had pursued him since the morning, as enraged as ever, left a
table where he was seated at the further end of the buffet, and again
hurried forward to complain, imperatively demanding 'the line' at
once.

'Oh! go to the deuce!' at last cried Fagerolles, his patience and
amiability exhausted. And he added, when the other had gone off,
mumbling some indistinct threats: 'It's true; a fellow does all he can
to be obliging, but those chaps would drive one mad! All of them on
the "line"! leagues of "line" then! Ah! what a business it is to be a
committee-man! One wears out one's legs, and one only reaps hatred as
reward.'

Claude, who was looking at him with his oppressed air, seemed to wake
up for a moment, and murmured:

'I wrote to you; I wanted to go and see you to thank you. Bongrand
told me about all the trouble you had. So thanks again.'

But Fagerolles hastily broke in:

'Tut, tut! I certainly owed that much to our old friendship. It's I
who am delighted to have given you any pleasure.'

He showed the embarrassment which always came upon him in presence of
the acknowledged master of his youth, that kind of humility which
filled him perforce when he was with the man whose mute disdain, even
at this moment, sufficed to spoil all his triumph.

'Your picture is very good,' slowly added Claude, who wished to be
kind-hearted and generous.

This simple praise made Fagerolles' heart swell with exaggerated,
irresistible emotion, springing he knew not whence; and this rascal,
who believed in nothing, who was usually so proficient in humbug,
answered in a shaky voice:

'Ah! my dear fellow, ah! it's very kind of you to tell me that!'

Sandoz had at last obtained two cups of coffee, and as the waiter had
forgotten to bring any sugar, he had to content himself with some
pieces which a party had left on an adjoining table. A few tables,
indeed, had now become vacant, but the general freedom had increased,
and one woman's laughter rang out so loudly that every head turned
round. The men were smoking, and a bluish cloud slowly rose above the
straggling tablecloths, stained by wine and littered with dirty plates
and dishes. When Fagerolles, on his aide, succeeded in obtaining two
glasses of chartreuse for himself and Jory, he began to talk to
Sandoz, whom he treated with a certain amount of deference, divining
that the novelist might become a power. And Jory thereupon
appropriated Claude, who had again become mournful and silent.

'You know, my dear fellow,' said the journalist, 'I didn't send you
any announcement of my marriage. On account of our position we managed
it on the quiet without inviting any guests. All the same, I should
have liked to let you know. You will excuse me, won't you?'

He showed himself expansive, gave particulars, full of the happiness
of life, and egotistically delighted to feel fat and victorious in
front of that poor vanquished fellow. He succeeded with everything, he
said. He had given up leader-writing, feeling the necessity of
settling down seriously, and he had risen to the editorship of a
prominent art review, on which, so it was asserted, he made thirty
thousand francs a year, without mentioning certain profits realised by
shady trafficking in the sale of art collections. The middle-class
rapacity which he had inherited from his mother, the hereditary
passion for profit which had secretly impelled him to embark in petty
speculations as soon as he had gained a few coppers, now openly
displayed itself, and ended by making him a terrible customer, who
bled all the artists and amateurs who came under his clutches.

It was amidst this good luck of his that Mathilde, now all-powerful,
had brought him to the point of begging her, with tears in his eyes,
to become his wife, a request which she had proudly refused during six
long months.

'When folks are destined to live together,' he continued, 'the best
course is to set everything square. You experienced it yourself, my
dear fellow; you know something about it, eh? And if I told you that
she wouldn't consent at first--yes, it's a fact--for fear of being
misjudged and of doing me harm. Oh! she has such grandeur, such
delicacy of mind! No, nobody can have an idea of that woman's
qualities. Devoted, taking all possible care of one, economical, and
acute, too, and such a good adviser! Ah! it was a lucky chance that I
met her! I no longer do anything without consulting her; I let her do
as she likes; she manages everything, upon my word.'

The truth was that Mathilde had finished by reducing him to the
frightened obedience of a little boy. The once dissolute she-ghoul had
become a dictatorial spouse, eager for respect, and consumed with
ambition and love of money. She showed, too, every form of sourish
virtue. It was said that they had been seen taking the Holy Communion
together at Notre Dame de Lorette. They kissed one another before
other people, and called each other by endearing nicknames. Only, of
an evening, he had to relate how he had spent his time during the day,
and if the employment of a single hour remained suspicious, if he did
not bring home all the money he had received, down to the odd coppers,
she led him the most abominable life imaginable.

This, of course, Jory left unmentioned. By way of conclusion he
exclaimed: 'And so we waited for my father's death, and then I married
her.'

Claude, whose mind had so far been wandering, and who had merely
nodded without listening, was struck by that last sentence.

'What! you married her--married Mathilde?'

That exclamation summed up all the astonishment that the affair caused
him, all the recollections that occurred to him of Mahoudeau's shop.
That Jory, why, he could still hear him talking about Mathilde in an
abominable manner; and yet he had married her! It was really stupid
for a fellow to speak badly of a woman, for he never knew if he might
not end by marrying her some day or other!

However, Jory was perfectly serene, his memory was dead, he never
allowed himself an allusion to the past, never showed the slightest
embarrassment when his comrades' eyes were turned on him. Besides,
Mathilde seemed to be a new-comer. He introduced her to them as if
they knew nothing whatever about her.

Sandoz, who had lent an ear to the conversation, greatly interested by
this fine business, called out as soon as Jory and Claude became
silent:

'Let's be off, eh? My legs are getting numbed.'

But at that moment Irma Becot appeared, and stopped in front of the
buffet. With her hair freshly gilded, she had put on her best looks
--all the tricky sheen of a tawny hussy, who seemed to have just
stepped out of some old Renaissance frame; and she wore a train of
light blue brocaded silk, with a satin skirt covered with Alencon
lace, of such richness that quite an escort of gentlemen followed her
in admiration. On perceiving Claude among the others, she hesitated
for a moment, seized, as it were, with cowardly shame in front of that
ill-clad, ugly, derided devil. Then, becoming valiant, as it were, it
was his hand that she shook the first amid all those well-dressed men,
who opened their eyes in amazement. She laughed with an affectionate
air, and spoke to him in a friendly, bantering way.

Fagerolles, however, was already paying for the two chartreuses he had
ordered, and at last he went off with Irma, whom Jory also decided to
follow. Claude watched them walk away together, she between the two
men, moving on in regal fashion, greatly admired, and repeatedly bowed
to by people in the crowd.

'One can see very well that Mathilde isn't here,' quietly remarked
Sandoz. 'Ah! my friend, what clouts Jory would receive on getting
home!'

The novelist now asked for the bill. All the tables were becoming
vacant; there only remained a litter of bones and crusts. A couple of
waiters were wiping the marble slabs with sponges, whilst a third
raked up the soiled sand. Behind the brown serge hangings the staff of
the establishment was lunching--one could hear a grinding of jaws and
husky laughter, a rumpus akin to that of a camp of gipsies devouring
the contents of their saucepans.

Claude and Sandoz went round the garden, where they discovered a
statue by Mahoudeau, very badly placed in a corner near the eastern
vestibule. It was the bathing girl at last, standing erect, but of
diminutive proportions, being scarcely as tall as a girl ten years
old, but charmingly delicate--with slim hips and a tiny bosom,
displaying all the exquisite hesitancy of a sprouting bud. The figure
seemed to exhale a perfume, that grace which nothing can give, but
which flowers where it lists, stubborn, invincible, perennial grace,
springing still and ever from Mahoudeau's thick fingers, which were so
ignorant of their special aptitude that they had long treated this
very grace with derision.

Sandoz could not help smiling.

'And to think that this fellow has done everything he could to warp
his talent. If his figure were better placed, it would meet with great
success.'

'Yes, great success,' repeated Claude. 'It is very pretty.'

Precisely at that moment they perceived Mahoudeau, already in the
vestibule, and going towards the staircase. They called him, ran after
him, and then all three remained talking together for a few minutes.
The ground-floor gallery stretched away, empty, with its sanded
pavement, and the pale light streaming through its large round
windows. One might have fancied oneself under a railway bridge. Strong
pillars supported the metallic framework, and an icy chillness blew
from above, moistening the sand in which one's feet sank. In the
distance, behind a torn curtain, one could see rows of statues, the
rejected sculptural exhibits, the casts which poor sculptors did not
even remove, gathered together in a livid kind of Morgue, in a state
of lamentable abandonment. But what surprised one, on raising one's
head, was the continuous din, the mighty tramp of the public over the
flooring of the upper galleries. One was deafened by it; it rolled on
without a pause, as if interminable trains, going at full speed, were
ever and ever shaking the iron girders.

When Mahoudeau had been complimented, he told Claude that he had
searched for his picture in vain. In the depths of what hole could
they have put it? Then, in a fit of affectionate remembrance for the
past, he asked anxiously after Gagniere and Dubuche. Where were the
Salons of yore which they had all reached in a band, the mad
excursions through the galleries as in an enemy's country, the violent
disdain they had felt on going away, the discussions which had made
their tongues swell and emptied their brains? Nobody now saw Dubuche.
Two or three times a month Gagniere came from Melun, in a state of
bewilderment, to attend some concert; and he now took such little
interest in painting that he had not even looked in at the Salon,
although he exhibited his usual landscape, the same view of the banks
of the Seine which he had been sending for the last fifteen years--a
picture of a pretty greyish tint, so conscientious and quiet that the
public had never remarked it.

'I was going upstairs,' resumed Mahoudeau. 'Will you come with me?'

Claude, pale with suffering, raised his eyes every second. Ah! that
terrible rumbling, that devouring gallop of the monster overhead, the
shock of which he felt in his very limbs!

He held out his hand without speaking.

'What! are you going to leave us?' exclaimed Sandoz. Take just another
turn with us, and we'll go away together.'

Then, on seeing Claude so weary, a feeling of pity made his heart
contract. He divined that the poor fellow's courage was exhausted,
that he was desirous of solitude, seized with a desire to fly off
alone and hide his wound.

'Then, good-bye, old man: I'll call and see you to-morrow.'

Staggering, and as if pursued by the tempest upstairs, Claude
disappeared behind the clumps of shrubbery in the garden. But two
hours later Sandoz, who after losing Mahoudeau had just found him
again with Jory and Fagerolles, perceived the unhappy painter again
standing in front of his picture, at the same spot where he had met
him the first time. At the moment of going off the wretched fellow had
come up there again, harassed and attracted despite himself.

There was now the usual five o'clock crush. The crowd, weary of
winding round the galleries, became distracted, and pushed and shoved
without ever finding its way out. Since the coolness of the morning,
the heat of all the human bodies, the odour of all the breath exhaled
there had made the atmosphere heavy, and the dust of the floors,
flying about, rose up in a fine mist. People still took each other to
see certain pictures, the subjects of which alone struck and attracted
the crowd. Some went off, came back, and walked about unceasingly. The
women were particularly obstinate in not retiring; they seemed
determined to remain there till the attendants should push them out
when six o'clock began to strike. Some fat ladies had foundered.
Others, who had failed to find even the tiniest place to sit down,
leaned heavily on their parasols, sinking, but still obstinate. Every
eye was turned anxiously and supplicatingly towards the settees laden
with people. And all that those thousands of sight-seers were now
conscious of, was that last fatigue of theirs, which made their legs
totter, drew their features together, and tortured them with headache
--that headache peculiar to fine-art shows, which is caused by the
constant straining of one's neck and the blinding dance of colours.

Alone on the little settee where at noon already they had been talking
about their private affairs, the two decorated gentlemen were still
chatting quietly, with their minds a hundred leagues away from the
place. Perhaps they had returned thither, perhaps they had not even
stirred from the spot.

'And so,' said the fat one, 'you went in, pretending not to
understand?'

'Quite so,' replied the thin one. 'I looked at them and took off my
hat. It was clear, eh?'

'Astonishing! You really astonish me, my dear friend.'

Claude, however, only heard the low beating of his heart, and only
beheld the 'Dead Child' up there in the air, near the ceiling. He did
not take his eyes off it, a prey to a fascination which held him
there, quite independent of his will. The crowd turned round him,
people's feet trod on his own, he was pushed and carried away; and,
like some inert object, he abandoned himself, waved about, and
ultimately found himself again on the same spot as before without
having once lowered his head, quite ignorant of what was occurring
below, all his life being concentrated up yonder beside his work, his
little Jacques, swollen in death. Two big tears which stood motionless
between his eyelids prevented him from seeing clearly. And it seemed
to him as if he would never have time to see enough.

Then Sandoz, in his deep compassion, pretended he did not perceive his
old friend; it was as if he wished to leave him there, beside the tomb
of his wrecked life. Their comrades once more went past in a band.
Fagerolles and Jory darted on ahead, and, Mahoudeau having asked
Sandoz where Claude's picture was hung, the novelist told a lie, drew
him aside and took him off. All of them went away.

In the evening Christine only managed to draw curt words from Claude;
everything was going on all right, said he; the public showed no
ill-humour; the picture had a good effect, though it was hung perhaps
rather high up. However, despite this semblance of cold tranquillity,
he seemed so strange that she became frightened.

After dinner, as she returned from carrying the dirty plates into the
kitchen, she no longer found him near the table. He had opened a
window which overlooked some waste ground, and he stood there, leaning
out to such a degree that she could scarcely see him. At this she
sprang forward, terrified, and pulled him violently by his jacket.

'Claude! Claude! what are you doing?'

He turned round, with his face as white as a sheet and his eyes
haggard.

'I'm looking,' he said.

But she closed the window with trembling hands, and after that
significant incident such anguish clung to her that she no longer
slept at night-time.



                                 XI

CLAUDE set to work again on the very next day, and months elapsed,
indeed the whole summer went by, in heavy quietude. He had found a
job, some little paintings of flowers for England, the proceeds of
which sufficed for their daily bread. All his available time was again
devoted to his large canvas, and he no longer went into the same fits
of anger over it, but seemed to resign himself to that eternal task,
evincing obstinate, hopeless industry. However, his eyes retained
their crazy expression--one could see the death of light, as it were,
in them, when they gazed upon the failure of his existence.

About this period Sandoz also experienced great grief. His mother
died, his whole life was upset--that life of three together, so homely
in its character, and shared merely by a few friends. He began to hate
the pavilion of the Rue Nollet, and, moreover, success suddenly
declared itself with respect to his books, which hitherto had sold but
moderately well. So, prompted by the advent of comparative wealth, he
rented in the Rue de Londres a spacious flat, the arrangements of
which occupied him and his wife for several months. Sandoz's grief had
drawn him closer to Claude again, both being disgusted with
everything. After the terrible blow of the Salon, the novelist had
felt very anxious about his old chum, divining that something had
irreparably snapped within him, that there was some wound by which
life ebbed away unseen. Then, however, finding Claude so cold and
quiet, he ended by growing somewhat reassured.

Sandoz often walked up to the Rue Tourlaque, and whenever he found
only Christine at home, he questioned her, realising that she also
lived in apprehension of a calamity of which she never spoke. Her face
bore a look of worry, and now and again she started nervously, like a
mother who watches over her child and trembles at the slightest sound,
with the fear that death may be entering the chamber.

One July morning Sandoz asked her: 'Well, are you pleased? Claude's
quiet, he works a deal.'

She gave the large picture her usual glance, a side glance full of
terror and hatred.

'Yes, yes, he works,' she said. 'He wants to finish everything else
before taking up the woman again.' And without confessing the fear
that harassed her, she added in a lower tone: 'But his eyes--have you
noticed his eyes? They always have the same wild expression. I know
very well that he lies, despite his pretence of taking things so
easily. Pray, come and see him, and take him out with you, so as to
change the current of his thoughts. He only has you left; help me, do
help me!'

After that Sandoz diligently devised motives for various walks,
arriving at Claude's early in the morning, and carrying him away from
his work perforce. It was almost always necessary to drag him from his
steps, on which he habitually sat, even when he was not painting. A
feeling of weariness stopped him, a kind of torpor benumbed him for
long minutes, during which he did not give a single stroke with the
brush. In those moments of mute contemplation, his gaze reverted with
pious fervour to the woman's figure which he no longer touched: it was
like a hesitating desire combined with sacred awe, a passion which he
refused to satisfy, as he felt certain that it would cost him his
life. When he set to work again at the other figures and the
background of the picture, he well knew that the woman's figure was
still there, and his glance wavered whenever he espied it; he felt
that he would only remain master of himself as long as he did not
touch it again.

One evening, Christine, who now visited at Sandoz's and never missed a
single Thursday there, in the hope of seeing her big sick child of an
artist brighten up in the society of his friends, took the novelist
aside and begged him to drop in at their place on the morrow. And on
the next day Sandoz, who, as it happened, wanted to take some notes
for a novel, on the other side of Montmartre, went in search of
Claude, carried him off and kept him idling about until night-time.

On this occasion they went as far as the gate of Clignancourt, where a
perpetual fair was held, with merry-go-rounds, shooting-galleries, and
taverns, and on reaching the spot they were stupefied to find
themselves face to face with Chaine, who was enthroned in a large and
stylish booth. It was a kind of chapel, highly ornamented. There were
four circular revolving stands set in a row and loaded with articles
in china and glass, all sorts of ornaments and nick-nacks, whose
gilding and polish shone amid an harmonica-like tinkling whenever the
hand of a gamester set the stand in motion. It then spun round,
grating against a feather, which, on the rotatory movement ceasing,
indicated what article, if any, had been won. The big prize was a live
rabbit, adorned with pink favours, which waltzed and revolved
unceasingly, intoxicated with fright. And all this display was set in
red hangings, scalloped at the top; and between the curtains one saw
three pictures hanging at the rear of the booth, as in the sanctuary
of some tabernacle. They were Chaine's three masterpieces, which now
followed him from fair to fair, from one end of Paris to the other.
The 'Woman taken in Adultery' in the centre, the copy of the Mantegna
on the left, and Mahoudeau's stove on the right. Of an evening, when
the petroleum lamps flamed and the revolving stands glowed and
radiated like planets, nothing seemed finer than those pictures
hanging amid the blood-tinged purple of the hangings, and a gaping
crowd often flocked to view them.

The sight was such that it wrung an exclamation from Claude: 'Ah, good
heavens! But those paintings look very well--they were surely intended
for this.'

The Mantegna, so naively harsh in treatment, looked like some faded
coloured print nailed there for the delectation of simple-minded folk;
whilst the minutely painted stove, all awry, hanging beside the
gingerbread Christ absolving the adulterous woman, assumed an
unexpectedly gay aspect.

However, Chaine, who had just perceived the two friends, held out his
hand to them, as if he had left them merely the day before. He was
calm, neither proud nor ashamed of his booth, and he had not aged,
having still a leathery aspect; though, on the other hand, his nose
had completely vanished between his cheeks, whilst his mouth, clammy
with prolonged silence, was buried in his moustache and beard.

'Hallo! so we meet again!' said Sandoz, gaily. 'Do you know, your
paintings have a lot of effect?'

'The old humbug!' added Claude. 'Why, he has his little Salon all to
himself. That's very cute indeed.'

Chaine's face became radiant, and he dropped the remark: 'Of course!'

Then, as his artistic pride was roused, he, from whom people barely
wrung anything but growls, gave utterance to a whole sentence:

'Ah! it's quite certain that if I had had any money, like you fellows,
I should have made my way, just as you have done, in spite of
everything.'

That was his conviction. He had never doubted of his talent, he had
simply forsaken the profession because it did not feed him. When he
visited the Louvre, at sight of the masterpieces hanging there he felt
convinced that time alone was necessary to turn out similar work.

'Ah, me!' said Claude, who had become gloomy again. 'Don't regret what
you've done; you alone have succeeded. Business is brisk, eh?'

But Chaine muttered bitter words. No, no, there was nothing doing, not
even in his line. People wouldn't play for prizes; all the money found
its way to the wine-shops. In spite of buying paltry odds and ends,
and striking the table with the palm of one's hand, so that the
feather might not indicate one of the big prizes, a fellow barely had
water to drink nowadays. Then, as some people had drawn near, he
stopped short in his explanation to call out: 'Walk up, walk up, at
every turn you win!' in a gruff voice which the two others had never
known him to possess, and which fairly stupefied them.

A workman who was carrying a sickly little girl with large covetous
eyes, let her play two turns. The revolving stands grated and the
nick-nacks danced round in dazzling fashion, while the live rabbit,
with his ears lowered, revolved and revolved so rapidly that the
outline of his body vanished and he became nothing but a whitish
circle. There was a moment of great emotion, for the little girl had
narrowly missed winning him.

Then, after shaking hands with Chaine, who was still trembling with
the fright this had given him, the two friends walked away.

'He's happy,' said Claude, after they had gone some fifty paces in
silence.

'He!' cried Sandoz; 'why, he believes he has missed becoming a member
of the Institute, and it's killing him.'

Shortly after this meeting, and towards the middle of August, Sandoz
devised a real excursion which would take up a whole day. He had met
Dubuche--Dubuche, careworn and mournful, who had shown himself
plaintive and affectionate, raking up the past and inviting his two
old chums to lunch at La Richaudiere, where he should be alone with
his two children for another fortnight. Why shouldn't they go and
surprise him there, since he seemed so desirous of renewing the old
intimacy? But in vain did Sandoz repeat that he had promised Dubuche
on oath to bring Claude with him; the painter obstinately refused to
go, as if he were frightened at the idea of again beholding
Bennecourt, the Seine, the islands, all the stretch of country where
his happy years lay dead and buried. It was necessary for Christine to
interfere, and he finished by giving way, although full of repugnance
to the trip. It precisely happened that on the day prior to the
appointment he had worked at his painting until very late, being taken
with the old fever again. And so the next morning--it was Sunday
--being devoured with a longing to paint, he went off most
reluctantly, tearing himself away from his picture with a pang. What
was the use of returning to Bennecourt? All that was dead, it no
longer existed. Paris alone remained, and even in Paris there was but
one view, the point of the Cite, that vision which haunted him always
and everywhere, that one corner where he ever left his heart.

Sandoz, finding him nervous in the railway carriage, and seeing that
his eyes remained fixed on the window as if he had been leaving the
city--which had gradually grown smaller and seemed shrouded in mist
--for years, did all he could to divert his mind, telling him, for
instance, what he knew about Dubuche's real position. At the outset,
old Margaillan, glorifying in his bemedalled son-in-law, had trotted
him about and introduced him everywhere as his partner and successor.
There was a fellow who would conduct business briskly, who would build
houses more cheaply and in finer style than ever, for hadn't he grown
pale over books? But Dubuche's first idea proved disastrous; on some
land belonging to his father-in-law in Burgundy he established a
brickyard in so unfavourable a situation, and after so defective a
plan, that the venture resulted in the sheer loss of two hundred
thousand francs. Then he turned his attention to erecting houses,
insisting upon bringing personal ideas into execution, a certain
general scheme of his which would revolutionise the building art.
These ideas were the old theories he held from the revolutionary chums
of his youth, everything that he had promised he would realise when he
was free; but he had not properly reduced the theories to method, and
he applied them unseasonably, with the awkwardness of a pupil lacking
the sacred fire; he experimented with terra-cotta and pottery
ornamentation, large bay windows, and especially with the employment
of iron--iron girders, iron staircases, and iron roofings; and as the
employment of these materials increased the outlay, he again ended
with a catastrophe, which was all the greater as he was a pitiful
manager, and had lost his head since he had become rich, rendered the
more obtuse, it seemed, by money, quite spoilt and at sea, unable even
to revert to his old habits of industry. This time Margaillan grew
angry; he for thirty years had been buying ground, building and
selling again, estimating at a glance the cost and return of house
property; so many yards of building at so much the foot having to
yield so many suites of rooms at so much rent. He wouldn't have
anything more to do with a fellow who blundered about lime, bricks,
millstones, and in fact everything, who employed oak when deal would
have suited, and who could not bring himself to cut up a storey--like
a consecrated wafer--into as many little squares as was necessary. No,
no, none of that! He rebelled against art, after having been ambitious
to introduce a little of it into his routine, in order to satisfy a
long-standing worry about his own ignorance. And after that matters
had gone from bad to worse, terrible quarrels had arisen between the
son-in-law and the father-in-law, the former disdainful, intrenching
himself behind his science, and the latter shouting that the commonest
labourer knew more than an architect did. The millions were in danger,
and one fine day Margaillan turned Dubuche out of his offices,
forbidding him ever to set foot in them again, since he did not even
know how to direct a building-yard where only four men worked. It was
a disaster, a lamentable failure, the School of Arts collapsing,
derided by a mason!

At this point of Sandoz's story, Claude, who had begun to listen to
his friend, inquired:

'Then what is Dubuche doing now?'

'I don't know--nothing probably,' answered Sandoz. 'He told me that he
was anxious about his children's health, and was taking care of them.'

That pale woman, Madame Margaillan, as slender as the blade of a
knife, had died of tubercular consumption, which was plainly the
hereditary disease, the source of the family's degeneracy, for her
daughter, Regine, had been coughing ever since her marriage. She was
now drinking the waters at Mont-Dore, whither she had not dared to
take her children, as they had been very poorly the year before, after
a season spent in that part, where the air was too keen for them. This
explained the scattering of the family: the mother over yonder with
her maid; the grandfather in Paris, where he had resumed his great
building enterprises, battling amid his four hundred workmen, and
crushing the idle and the incapable beneath his contempt; and the
father in exile at La Richaudiere, set to watch over his son and
daughter, shut up there, after the very first struggle, as if it had
broken him down for life. In a moment of effusion Dubuche had even let
Sandoz understand that as his wife was so extremely delicate he now
lived with her merely on friendly terms.

'A nice marriage,' said Sandoz, simply, by way of conclusion.

It was ten o'clock when the two friends rang at the iron gate of La
Richaudiere. The estate, with which they were not acquainted, amazed
them. There was a superb park, a garden laid out in the French style,
with balustrades and steps spreading away in regal fashion; three huge
conservatories and a colossal cascade--quite a piece of folly, with
its rocks brought from afar, and the quantity of cement and the number
of conduits that had been employed in arranging it. Indeed, the owner
had sunk a fortune in it, out of sheer vanity. But what struck the
friends still more was the melancholy, deserted aspect of the domain;
the gravel of the avenues carefully raked, with never a trace of
footsteps; the distant expanses quite deserted, save that now and then
a solitary gardener passed by; and the house looking lifeless, with
all its windows closed, excepting two, which were barely set ajar.

However, a valet who had decided to show himself began to question
them, and when he learnt that they wished to see 'monsieur,' he became
insolent, and replied that 'monsieur' was behind the house in the
gymnasium, and then went indoors again.

Sandoz and Claude followed a path which led them towards a lawn, and
what they saw there made them pause. Dubuche, who stood in front of a
trapeze, was raising his arms to support his son, Gaston, a poor
sickly boy who, at ten years of age, still had the slight, soft limbs
of early childhood; while the girl, Alice, sat in a perambulator
awaiting her turn. She was so imperfectly developed that, although she
was six years old, she could not yet walk. The father, absorbed in his
task, continued exercising the slim limbs of his little boy, swinging
him backwards and forwards, and vainly trying to make him raise
himself up by his wrists. Then, as this slight effort sufficed to
bring on perspiration, he removed the little fellow from the trapeze
and rolled him in a rug. And all this was done amid complete silence,
alone under the far expanse of sky, his face wearing a look of
distressful pity as he knelt there in that splendid park. However, as
he rose up he perceived the two friends.

'What! it's you? On a Sunday, and without warning me!'

He had made a gesture of annoyance, and at once explained that the
maid, the only woman to whom he could trust the children, went to
Paris on Sundays, and that it was consequently impossible for him to
leave Gaston and Alice for a minute.

'I'll wager that you came to lunch?' he added.

As Claude gave Sandoz an imploring glance, the novelist made haste to
answer:

'No, no. As it happens, we only have time enough to shake hands with
you. Claude had to come down here on a business matter. He lived at
Bennecourt, as you know. And as I accompanied him, we took it into our
heads to walk as far as here. But there are people waiting for us, so
don't disturb yourself in the least.'

Thereupon, Dubuche, who felt relieved, made a show of detaining them.
They certainly had an hour to spare, dash it all! And they all three
began to talk. Claude looked at Dubuche, astonished to find him so
aged; his flabby face had become wrinkled--it was of a yellowish hue,
and streaked with red, as if bile had splashed his skin; whilst his
hair and his moustaches were already growing grey. In addition, his
figure appeared to have become more compact; a bitter weariness made
each of his gestures seem an effort. Were defeats in money matters as
hard to bear, then, as defeats in art? Everything about this
vanquished man--his voice, his glance--proclaimed the shameful
dependency in which he had to live: the bankruptcy of his future which
was cast in his teeth, with the accusation of having allowed a talent
he did not possess to be set down as an asset in the marriage
contract. Then there was the family money which he nowadays stole, the
money spent on what he ate, the clothes he wore, and the pocket-money
he needed--in fact, the perpetual alms which were bestowed upon him,
just as they might have been bestowed upon some vulgar swindler, whom
one unluckily could not get rid of.

'Wait a bit,' resumed Dubuche; 'I have to stop here five minutes
longer with one of my poor duckies, and afterwards we'll go indoors.'

Gently, and with infinite motherly precautions, he removed little
Alice from the perambulator and lifted her to the trapeze. Then,
stammering coaxing words and smiling, he encouraged her, and left her
hanging for a couple of minutes, so as to develop her muscles; but he
remained with open arms, watching each movement with the fear of
seeing her smashed to pieces, should her weak little wax-like hands
relax their hold. She did not say anything, but obeyed him in spite of
the terror that this exercise caused her; and she was so pitifully
light in weight that she did not even fully stretch the ropes, being
like one of those poor scraggy little birds which fall from a young
tree without as much as bending it.

At this moment, Dubuche, having given Gaston a glance, became
distracted on remarking that the rug had slipped and that the child's
legs were uncovered.

'Good heavens! good heavens! Why, he'll catch cold on this grass! And
I, who can't move! Gaston, my little dear! It's the same thing every
day; you wait till I'm occupied with your sister. Sandoz, pray cover
him over! Ah, thanks! Pull the rug up more; don't be afraid!'

So this was the outcome of his splendid marriage--those two poor, weak
little beings, whom the least breath from the sky threatened to kill
like flies. Of the fortune he had married, all that remained to him
was the constant grief of beholding those woeful children stricken by
the final degeneracy of scrofula and phthisis. However, this big,
egotistical fellow showed himself an admirable father. The only energy
that remained to him consisted in a determination to make his children
live, and he struggled on hour after hour, saving them every morning,
and dreading to lose them every night. They alone existed now amid his
finished existence, amid the bitterness of his father-in-law's
insulting reproaches, the coldness of his sorry, ailing wife. And he
kept to his task in desperation; he finished bringing those children
into the world, as it were, by dint of unremitting tenderness.

'There, my darling, that's enough, isn't it?' he said. 'You'll soon
see how big and pretty you'll become.'

He then placed Alice in the perambulator again, took Gaston, who was
still wrapped up, on one of his arms; and when his friends wished to
help him, he declined their offer, pushing the little girl's vehicle
along with his right hand, which had remained free.

'Thanks,' he said, 'I'm accustomed to it. Ah! the poor darlings are
not heavy; and besides, with servants one can never be sure of
anything.'

On entering the house, Sandoz and Claude again saw the valet who had
been so insolent; and they noticed that Dubuche trembled before him.
The kitchen and the hall shared the contempt of the father-in-law, who
paid for everything, and treated 'madame's' husband like a beggar
whose presence was merely tolerated out of charity. Each time that a
shirt was got ready for him, each time that he asked for some more
bread, the servants' impolite gestures made him feel that he was
receiving alms.

'Well, good-bye, we must leave you,' said Sandoz, who suffered at the
sight of it all.

'No, no, wait a bit. The children are going to breakfast, and
afterwards I'll accompany you with them. They must go for their
outing.'

Each day was regulated hour by hour. Of a morning came the baths and
the gymnastics; then the breakfast, which was quite an affair, as the
children needed special food, which was duly discussed and weighed.
And matters were carried to such a point that even their wine and
water was slightly warmed, for fear that too chilly a drop might give
them a cold. On this occasion they each partook of the yolk of an egg
diluted in some broth, and a mutton cutlet, which the father cut up
into tiny morsels. Then, prior to the siesta, came the promenade.

Sandoz and Claude found themselves once more out-of-doors, walking
down the broad avenues with Dubuche, who again propelled Alice's
perambulator, whilst Gaston walked beside him. They talked about the
estate as they went towards the gate. The master glanced over the park
with timid, nervous eyes, as if he did not feel at home. Besides he
did not know anything; he did not occupy himself about anything. He
appeared even to have forgotten the profession which he was said to be
ignorant of, and seemed to have gone astray, to be bowed down by sheer
inaction.

'And your parents, how are they?' asked Sandoz.

A spark was once more kindled in Dubuche's dim eyes.

'Oh! my parents are happy,' he said; 'I bought them a little house,
where they live on the annuity which I had specified in my marriage
contract. Well, you see, mamma had advanced enough money for my
education, and I had to return it to her, as I had promised, eh? Yes,
I can at least say that my parents have nothing to reproach me with.'

Having reached the gate, they tarried there for a few minutes. At
last, still looking crushed, Dubuche shook hands with his old
comrades; and retaining Claude's hand in his, he concluded, as if
making a simple statement of fact quite devoid of anger:

'Good-bye; try to get out of worry! As for me, I've spoilt my life.'

And they watched him walk back towards the house, pushing the
perambulator, and supporting Gaston, who was already stumbling with
fatigue--he, Dubuche, himself having his back bent and the heavy tread
of an old man.

One o'clock was striking, and they both hurried down towards
Bennecourt, saddened and ravenous. But mournfulness awaited them there
as well; a murderous blast had swept over the place, both Faucheurs,
husband and wife, and old Porrette, were all dead; and the inn, having
fallen into the hands of that goose Melie, was becoming repugnant with
its filth and coarseness. An abominable repast was served them, an
omelette with hairs in it, and cutlets smelling of grease, in the
centre of the common room, to which an open window admitted the
pestilential odour of a dung heap, while the place was so full of
flies that they positively blackened the tables. The heat of the
burning afternoon came in with the stench, and Claude and Sandoz did
not even feel the courage to order any coffee; they fled.

'And you who used to extol old Mother Faucheur's omelettes!' said
Sandoz. 'The place is done for. We are going for a turn, eh?'

Claude was inclined to refuse. Ever since the morning he had had but
one idea--that of walking on as fast as possible, as if each step
would shorten the disagreeable task and bring him back to Paris. His
heart, his head, his whole being had remained there. He looked neither
to right nor to left, he glided along without distinguishing aught of
the fields or trees, having but one fixed idea in his brain, a prey to
such hallucinations that at certain moments he fancied the point of
the Cite rose up and called to him from amid the vast expanse of
stubble. However, Sandoz's proposal aroused memories in his mind; and,
softening somewhat, he replied:

'Yes, that's it, we'll have a look.'

But as they advanced along the river bank, he became indignant and
grieved. He could scarcely recognise the place. A bridge had been
built to connect Bennecourt with Bonnieres: a bridge, good heavens! in
the place of the old ferry-boat, grating against its chain--the old
black boat which, cutting athwart the current, had been so full of
interest to the artistic eye. Moreover, a dam established down-stream
at Port-Villez had raised the level of the river, most of the islands
of yore were now submerged, and the little armlets of the stream had
become broader. There were no more pretty nooks, no more rippling
alleys amid which one could lose oneself; it was a disaster that
inclined one to strangle all the river engineers!

'Why, that clump of pollards still emerging from the water on the
left,' cried Claude, 'was the Barreux Island, where we used to chat
together, lying on the grass! You remember, don't you? Ah! the
scoundrels!'

Sandoz, who could never see a tree felled without shaking his fist at
the wood-cutter, turned pale with anger, and felt exasperated that the
authorities had thus dared to mutilate nature.

Then, as Claude approached his old home, he became silent, and his
teeth clenched. The house had been sold to some middle-class folk, and
now there was an iron gate, against which he pressed his face. The
rose-bushes were all dead, the apricot trees were dead also; the
garden, which looked very trim, with its little pathways and its
square-cut beds of flowers and vegetables, bordered with box, was
reflected in a large ball of plated glass set upon a stand in the very
centre of it; and the house, newly whitewashed and painted at the
corners and round the doors and windows, in a manner to imitate
freestone, suggested some clownish parvenu awkwardly arrayed in his
Sunday toggery. The sight fairly enraged the painter. No, no, nothing
of himself, nothing of Christine, nothing of the great love of their
youth remained there! He wished to look still further; he turned round
behind the house, and sought for the wood of oak trees where they had
left the living quiver of their embraces; but the wood was dead, dead
like all the rest, felled, sold, and burnt! Then he made a gesture of
anathema, in which he cast all his grief to that stretch of country
which was now so changed that he could not find in it one single token
of his past life. And so a few years sufficed to efface the spot where
one had laboured, loved, and suffered! What was the use of man's vain
agitation if the wind behind him swept and carried away all the traces
of his footsteps? He had rightly realised that he ought not to return
thither, for the past is simply the cemetery of our illusions, where
our feet for ever stumble against tombstones!

'Let us go!' he cried; 'let us go at once! It's stupid to torture
one's heart like this!'

When they were on the new bridge, Sandoz tried to calm him by showing
him the view which had not formerly existed, the widened bed of the
Seine, full to the brim, as it were, and the water flowing onward,
proudly and slowly. But this water failed to interest Claude, until he
reflected that it was the same water which, as it passed through
Paris, had bathed the old quay walls of the Cite; and then he felt
touched, he leant over the parapet of the bridge for a moment, and
thought that he could distinguish glorious reflections in
it--the towers of Notre-Dame, and the needle-like spire of the
Sainte-Chapelle, carried along by the current towards the sea.

The two friends missed the three o'clock train, and it was real
torture to have to spend two long hours more in that region, where
everything weighed so heavily on their shoulders. Fortunately, they
had forewarned Christine and Madame Sandoz that they might return by a
night train if they were detained. So they resolved upon a bachelor
dinner at a restaurant on the Place du Havre, hoping to set themselves
all right again by a good chat at dessert as in former times. Eight
o'clock was about to strike when they sat down to table.

Claude, on leaving the terminus, with his feet once more on the Paris
pavement, had lost his nervous agitation, like a man who at last finds
himself once more at home. And with the cold, absent-minded air which
he now usually displayed, he listened to Sandoz trying to enliven him.
The novelist treated his friend like a mistress whose head he wished
to turn; they partook of delicate, highly spiced dishes and heady
wines. But mirth was rebellious, and Sandoz himself ended by becoming
gloomy. All his hopes of immortality were shaken by his excursion to
that ungrateful country village, that Bennecourt, so loved and so
forgetful, where he and Claude had not found a single stone retaining
any recollection of them. If things which are eternal forget so soon,
can one place any reliance for one hour on the memory of man?

'Do you know, old fellow,' said the novelist, 'it's that which
sometimes sends me into a cold sweat. Have you ever reflected that
posterity may not be the faultless dispenser of justice that we dream
of? One consoles oneself for being insulted and denied, by relying on
the equity of the centuries to come; just as the faithful endure all
the abominations of this earth in the firm belief of another life, in
which each will be rewarded according to his deserts. But suppose
Paradise exists no more for the artist than it does for the Catholic,
suppose that future generations prolong the misunderstanding and
prefer amiable little trifles to vigorous works! Ah! what a sell it
would be, eh? To have led a convict's life--to have screwed oneself
down to one's work--all for a mere delusion! Please notice that it's
quite possible, after all. There are some consecrated reputations
which I wouldn't give a rap for. Classical education has deformed
everything, and has imposed upon us as geniuses men of correct, facile
talent, who follow the beaten track. To them one may prefer men of
free tendencies, whose work is at times unequal; but these are only
known to a few people of real culture, so that it looks as if
immortality might really go merely to the middle-class "average"
talent, to the men whose names are forced into our brains at school,
when we are not strong enough to defend ourselves. But no, no, one
mustn't say those things; they make me shudder! Should I have the
courage to go on with my task, should I be able to remain erect amid
all the jeering around me if I hadn't the consoling illusion that I
shall some day be appreciated?'

Claude had listened with his dolorous expression, and he now made a
gesture of indifference tinged with bitterness.

'Bah! what does it matter? Well, there's nothing hereafter. We are
even madder than the fools who kill themselves for a woman. When the
earth splits to pieces in space like a dry walnut, our works won't add
one atom to its dust.'

'That's quite true,' summed up Sandoz, who was very pale. 'What's the
use of trying to fill up the void of space? And to think that we know
it, and that our pride still battles all the same!'

They left the restaurant, roamed about the streets, and foundered
again in the depths of a cafe, where they philosophised. They had come
by degrees to raking up the memories of their childhood, and this
ended by filling their hearts with sadness. One o'clock in the morning
struck when they decided to go home.

However, Sandoz talked of seeing Claude as far as the Rue Tourlaque.
That August night was a superb one, the air was warm, the sky studded
with stars. And as they went the round by way of the Quartier de
l'Europe, they passed before the old Cafe Baudequin on the Boulevard
des Batignolles. It had changed hands three times. It was no longer
arranged inside in the same manner as formerly; there were now a
couple of billiard tables on the right hand; and several strata of
customers had followed each other thither, one covering the other, so
that the old frequenters had disappeared like buried nations. However,
curiosity, the emotion they had derived from all the past things they
had been raking up together, induced them to cross the boulevard and
to glance into the cafe through the open doorway. They wanted to see
their table of yore, on the left hand, right at the back of the room.

'Oh, look!' said Sandoz, stupefied.

'Gagniere!' muttered Claude.

It was indeed Gagniere, seated all alone at that table at the end of
the empty cafe. He must have come from Melun for one of the Sunday
concerts to which he treated himself; and then, in the evening, while
astray in Paris, an old habit of his legs had led him to the Cafe
Baudequin. Not one of the comrades ever set foot there now, and he,
who had beheld another age, obstinately remained there alone. He had
not yet touched his glass of beer; he was looking at it, so absorbed
in thought that he did not even stir when the waiters began piling the
chairs on the tables, in order that everything might be ready for the
morrow's sweeping.

The two friends hurried off, upset by the sight of that dim figure,
seized as it were with a childish fear of ghosts. They parted in the
Rue Tourlaque.

'Ah! that poor devil Dubuche!' said Sandoz as he pressed Claude's
hand, 'he spoilt our day for us.'

As soon as November had come round, and when all the old friends were
back in Paris again, Sandoz thought of gathering them together at one
of those Thursday dinners which had remained a habit with him. They
were always his greatest delight. The sale of his books was
increasing, and he was growing rich; the flat in the Rue de Londres
was becoming quite luxurious compared with the little house at
Batignolles; but he himself remained immutable. On this occasion, he
was anxious, in his good nature, to procure real enjoyment for Claude
by organising one of the dear evenings of their youth. So he saw to
the invitations; Claude and Christine naturally must come; next Jory
and his wife, the latter of whom it had been necessary to receive
since her marriage, then Dubuche, who always came alone, with
Fagerolles, Mahoudeau, and finally Gagniere. There would be ten of
them--all the men comrades of the old band, without a single outsider,
in order that the good understanding and jollity might be complete.

Henriette, who was more mistrustful than her husband, hesitated when
this list of guests was decided upon.

'Oh! Fagerolles? You believe in having Fagerolles with the others?
They hardly like him--nor Claude either; I fancied I noticed a
coolness--'

But he interrupted her, bent on not admitting it.

'What! a coolness? It's really funny, but women can't understand that
fellows chaff each other. All that doesn't prevent them from having
their hearts in the right place.'

Henriette took especial care in preparing the menu for that Thursday
dinner. She now had quite a little staff to overlook, a cook, a
man-servant, and so on; and if she no longer prepared any of the
dishes herself, she still saw that very delicate fare was provided,
out of affection for her husband, whose sole vice was gluttony. She
went to market with the cook, and called in person on the
tradespeople. She and her husband had a taste for gastronomical
curiosities from the four corners of the world. On this occasion they
decided to have some ox-tail soup, grilled mullet, undercut of beef
with mushrooms, _raviolis_ in the Italian fashion, hazel-hens from
Russia, and a salad of truffles, without counting caviare and _kilkis_
as side-dishes, a _glace pralinee_, and a little emerald-coloured
Hungarian cheese, with fruit and pastry. As wine, some old Bordeaux
claret in decanters, chambertin with the roast, and sparkling moselle
at dessert, in lieu of champagne, which was voted commonplace.

At seven o'clock Sandoz and Henriette were waiting for their guests,
he simply wearing a jacket, and she looking very elegant in a plain
dress of black satin. People dined at their house in frock-coats,
without any fuss. The drawing-room, the arrangements of which they
were now completing, was becoming crowded with old furniture, old
tapestry, nick-nacks of all countries and all times--a rising and now
overflowing stream of things which had taken source at Batignolles
with an old pot of Rouen ware, which Henriette had given her husband
on one of his fete days. They ran about to the curiosity shops
together; a joyful passion for buying possessed them. Sandoz satisfied
the longings of his youth, the romanticist ambitions which the first
books he had read had given birth to. Thus this writer, so fiercely
modern, lived amid the worm-eaten middle ages which he had dreamt of
when he was a lad of fifteen. As an excuse, he laughingly declared
that handsome modern furniture cost too much, whilst with old things,
even common ones, you immediately obtained something with effect and
colour. There was nothing of the collector about him, he was entirely
concerned as to decoration and broad effects; and to tell the truth,
the drawing-room, lighted by two lamps of old Delft ware, had quite a
soft warm tint with the dull gold of the dalmaticas used for
upholstering the seats, the yellowish incrustations of the Italian
cabinets and Dutch show-cases, the faded hues of the Oriental
door-hangings, the hundred little notes of the ivory, crockery and
enamel work, pale with age, which showed against the dull red hangings
of the room.

Claude and Christine were the first to arrive. The latter had put on
her only silk dress--an old, worn-out garment which she preserved with
especial care for such occasions. Henriette at once took hold of both
her hands and drew her to a sofa. She was very fond of her, and
questioned her, seeing her so strange, touchingly pale, and with
anxious eyes. What was the matter? Did she feel poorly? No, no, she
answered that she was very gay and very pleased to come; but while she
spoke, she kept on glancing at Claude, as if to study him, and then
looked away. He seemed excited, evincing a feverishness in his words
and gestures which he had not shown for a month past. At intervals,
however, his agitation subsided, and he remained silent, with his eyes
wide open, gazing vacantly into space at something which he fancied
was calling him.

'Ah! old man,' he said to Sandoz, 'I finished reading your book last
night. It's deucedly clever; you have shut up their mouths this time!'

They both talked standing in front of the chimney-piece, where some
logs were blazing. Sandoz had indeed just published a new novel, and
although his critics did not disarm, there was at last that stir of
success which establishes a man's reputation despite the persistent
attacks of his adversaries. Besides, he had no illusions; he knew very
well that the battle, even if it were won, would begin again at each
fresh book he wrote. The great work of his life was advancing, that
series of novels which he launched forth in volumes one after another
in stubborn, regular fashion, marching towards the goal he had
selected without letting anything, obstacles, insults, or fatigue,
conquer him.

'It's true,' he gaily replied, 'they are weakening this time. There's
even one who has been foolish enough to admit that I'm an honest man!
See how everything degenerates! But they'll make up for it, never
fear! I know some of them whose nuts are too much unlike my own to let
them accept my literary formula, my boldness of language, and my
physiological characters acting under the influence of circumstances;
and I refer to brother writers who possess self-respect; I leave the
fools and the scoundrels on one side. For a man to be able to work on
pluckily, it is best for him to expect neither good faith nor justice.
To be in the right he must begin by dying.'

At this Claude's eyes abruptly turned towards a corner of the
drawing-room, as if to pierce the wall and go far away yonder, whither
something had summoned him. Then they became hazy and returned from
their journey, whilst he exclaimed:

'Oh! you speak for yourself! I should do wrong to kick the bucket. No
matter, your book sent me into a deuced fever. I wanted to paint
to-day, but I couldn't. Ah! it's lucky that I can't get jealous of
you, else you would make me too unhappy.'

However, the door had opened, and Mathilde came in, followed by Jory.
She was richly attired in a tunic of nasturtium-hued velvet and a
skirt of straw-coloured satin, with diamonds in her ears and a large
bouquet of roses on her bosom. What astonished Claude the most was
that he did not recognise her, for she had become plump, round, and
fair skinned, instead of thin and sunburnt as he had known her. Her
disturbing ugliness had departed in a swelling of the face; her mouth,
once noted for its black voids, now displayed teeth which looked
over-white whenever she condescended to smile, with a disdainful
curling of the upper lip. You could guess that she had become
immoderately respectable; her five and forty summers gave her weight
beside her husband, who was younger than herself and seemed to be her
nephew. The only thing of yore that clung to her was a violent
perfume; she drenched herself with the strongest essences, as if she
had been anxious to wash from her skin the smell of all the aromatic
simples with which she had been impregnated by her herbalist business;
however, the sharpness of rhubarb, the bitterness of elder-seed, and
the warmth of peppermint clung to her; and as soon as she crossed the
drawing-room, it was filled with an undefinable smell like that of a
chemist's shop, relieved by an acute odour of musk.

Henriette, who had risen, made her sit down beside Christine, saying:

'You know each other, don't you? You have already met here.'

Mathilde gave but a cold glance at the modest attire of that woman who
had lived for a long time with a man, so it was said, before being
married to him. She herself was exceedingly rigid respecting such
matters since the tolerance prevailing in literary and artistic
circles had admitted her to a few drawing-rooms. Henriette hated her,
however, and after the customary exchange of courtesies, not to be
dispensed with, resumed her conversation with Christine.

Jory had shaken hands with Claude and Sandoz, and, standing near them,
in front of the fireplace, he apologised for an article slashing the
novelist's new book which had appeared that very morning in his
review.

'As you know very well, my dear fellow, one is never the master in
one's own house. I ought to see to everything, but I have so little
time! I hadn't even read that article, I relied on what had been told
me about it. So you will understand how enraged I was when I read it
this afternoon. I am dreadfully grieved, dreadfully grieved--'

'Oh, let it be! It's the natural order of things,' replied Sandoz,
quietly. 'Now that my enemies are beginning to praise me, it's only
proper that my friends should attack me.'

The door again opened, and Gagniere glided in softly, like a
will-o'-the-wisp. He had come straight from Melun, and was quite
alone, for he never showed his wife to anybody. When he thus came to
dinner he brought the country dust with him on his boots, and carried
it back with him the same night on taking the last train. On the other
hand, he did not alter; or, rather, age seemed to rejuvenate him; his
complexion became fairer as he grew old.

'Hallo! Why, Gagniere's here!' exclaimed Sandoz.

Then, just as Gagniere was making up his mind to bow to the ladies,
Mahoudeau entered. He had already grown grey, with a sunken,
fierce-looking face and childish, blinking eyes. He still wore
trousers which were a good deal too short for him, and a frock-coat
which creased in the back, in spite of the money which he now earned;
for the bronze manufacturer for whom he worked had brought out some
charming statuettes of his, which one began to see on middle-class
mantel-shelves and consoles.

Sandoz and Claude had turned round, inquisitive to witness the meeting
between Mahoudeau and Mathilde. However, matters passed off very
quietly. The sculptor bowed to her respectfully, while Jory, the
husband, with his air of serene unconsciousness, thought fit to
introduce her to him, for the twentieth time, perhaps.

'Eh! It's my wife, old fellow. Shake hands together.'

Thereupon, both very grave, like people of society who are forced
somewhat over-promptly into familiarity, Mathilde and Mahoudeau shook
hands. Only, as soon as the latter had got rid of the job and had
found Gagniere in a corner of the drawing-room, they both began
sneering and recalling, in terrible language, all the abominations of
yore.

Dubuche was expected that evening, for he had formally promised to
come.

'Yes,' explained Henriette, 'there will only be nine of us. Fagerolles
wrote this morning to apologise; he is forced to go to some official
dinner, but he hopes to escape, and will join us at about eleven
o'clock.'

At that moment, however, a servant came in with a telegram. It was
from Dubuche, who wired: 'Impossible to stir. Alice has an alarming
cough.'

'Well, we shall only be eight, then,' resumed Henriette, with the
somewhat peevish resignation of a hostess disappointed by her guests.

And the servant having opened the dining-room door and announced that
dinner was ready, she added:

'We are all here. Claude, offer me your arm.'

Sandoz took Mathilde's, Jory charged himself with Christine, while
Mahoudeau and Gagniere brought up the rear, still joking coarsely
about what they called the beautiful herbalist's padding.

The dining-room which they now entered was very spacious, and the
light was gaily bright after the subdued illumination of the
drawing-room. The walls, covered with specimens of old earthenware,
displayed a gay medley of colours, reminding one of cheap coloured
prints. Two sideboards, one laden with glass and the other with silver
plate, sparkled like jewellers' show-cases. And in the centre of the
room, under the big hanging lamp girt round with tapers, the table
glistened like a _catafalque_ with the whiteness of its cloth, laid in
perfect style, with decorated plates, cut-glass decanters white with
water or ruddy with wine, and symmetrical side-dishes, all set out
around the centre-piece, a silver basket full of purple roses.

They sat down, Henriette between Claude and Mahoudeau, Sandoz with
Mathilde and Christine beside him, Jory and Gagniere at either end;
and the servant had barely finished serving the soup, when Madame Jory
made a most unfortunate remark. Wishing to show herself amiable, and
not having heard her husband's apologies, she said to the master of
the house:

'Well, were you pleased with the article in this morning's number?
Edouard personally revised the proofs with the greatest care!'

On hearing this, Jory became very much confused and stammered:

'No, no! you are mistaken! It was a very bad article indeed, and you
know very well that it was "passed" the other evening while I was
away.'

By the silent embarrassment which ensued she guessed her blunder. But
she made matters still worse, for, giving her husband a sharp glance,
she retorted in a very loud voice, so as to crush him, as it were, and
disengage her own responsibility:

'Another of your lies! I repeat what you told me. I won't allow you to
make me ridiculous, do you hear?'

This threw a chill over the beginning of the dinner. Henriette
recommended the _kilkis_, but Christine alone found them very nice.
When the grilled mullet appeared, Sandoz, who was amused by Jory's
embarrassment, gaily reminded him of a lunch they had had together at
Marseilles in the old days. Ah! Marseilles, the only city where people
know how to eat!

Claude, who for a little while had been absorbed in thought, now
seemed to awaken from a dream, and without any transition he asked:

'Is it decided? Have they selected the artists for the new decorations
of the Hotel de Ville?'

'No,' said Mahoudeau, 'they are going to do so. I sha'n't get
anything, for I don't know anybody. Fagerolles himself is very
anxious. If he isn't here to-night, it's because matters are not going
smoothly. Ah! he has had his bite at the cherry; all that painting for
millions is cracking to bits!'

There was a laugh, expressive of spite finally satisfied, and even
Gagniere at the other end of the table joined in the sneering. Then
they eased their feelings in malicious words, and rejoiced over the
sudden fall of prices which had thrown the world of 'young masters'
into consternation. It was inevitable, the predicted time was coming,
the exaggerated rise was about to finish in a catastrophe. Since the
amateurs had been panic-stricken, seized with consternation like that
of speculators when a 'slump' sweeps over a Stock Exchange, prices
were giving way day by day, and nothing more was sold. It was a sight
to see the famous Naudet amid the rout; he had held out at first, he
had invented 'the dodge of the Yankee'--the unique picture hidden deep
in some gallery, in solitude like an idol--the picture of which he
would not name the price, being contemptuously certain that he could
never find a man rich enough to purchase it, but which he finally sold
for two or three hundred thousand francs to some pig-dealer of
Chicago, who felt glorious at carrying off the most expensive canvas
of the year. But those fine strokes of business were not to be renewed
at present, and Naudet, whose expenditure had increased with his
gains, drawn on and swallowed up in the mad craze which was his own
work, could now hear his regal mansion crumbling beneath him, and was
reduced to defend it against the assault of creditors.

'Won't you take some more mushrooms, Mahoudeau?' obligingly
interrupted Henriette.

The servant was now handing round the undercut. They ate, and emptied
the decanters; but their bitterness was so great that the best things
were offered without being tasted, which distressed the master and
mistress of the house.

'Mushrooms, eh?' the sculptor ended by repeating. 'No, thanks.' And he
added: 'The funny part of it all is, that Naudet is suing Fagerolles.
Oh, quite so! he's going to distrain on him. Ah! it makes me laugh! We
shall see a pretty scouring in the Avenue de Villiers among all those
petty painters with mansions of their own. House property will go for
nothing next spring! Well, Naudet, who had compelled Fagerolles to
build a house, and who furnished it for him as he would have furnished
a place for a hussy, wanted to get hold of his nick-nacks and hangings
again. But Fagerolles had borrowed money on them, so it seems. You can
imagine the state of affairs; the dealer accuses the artist of having
spoilt his game by exhibiting with the vanity of a giddy fool; while
the painter replies that he doesn't mean to be robbed any longer; and
they'll end by devouring each other--at least, I hope so.'

Gagniere raised his voice, the gentle but inexorable voice of a
dreamer just awakened.

'Fagerolles is done for. Besides, he never had any success.'

The others protested. Well, what about the hundred thousand francs'
worth of pictures he had sold a year, and his medals and his cross of
the Legion of Honour? But Gagniere, still obstinate, smiled with a
mysterious air, as if facts could not prevail against his inner
conviction. He wagged his head and, full of disdain, replied:

'Let me be! He never knew anything about chiaroscuro.'

Jory was about to defend the talent of Fagerolles, whom he considered
to be his own creation, when Henriette solicited a little attention
for the _raviolis_. There was a short slackening of the quarrel amid
the crystalline clinking of the glasses and the light clatter of the
forks. The table, laid with such fine symmetry, was already in
confusion, and seemed to sparkle still more amid the ardent fire of
the quarrel. And Sandoz, growing anxious, felt astonished. What was
the matter with them all that they attacked Fagerolles so harshly?
Hadn't they all begun together, and were they not all to reach the
goal in the same victory? For the first time, a feeling of uneasiness
disturbed his dream of eternity, that delight in his Thursdays, which
he had pictured following one upon another, all alike, all of them
happy ones, into the far distance of the future. But the feeling was
as yet only skin deep, and he laughingly exclaimed:

'Husband your strength, Claude, here are the hazel-hens. Eh! Claude,
where are you?'

Since silence had prevailed, Claude had relapsed into his dream,
gazing about him vacantly, and taking a second help of _raviolis_
without knowing what he was about; Christine, who said nothing, but
sat there looking sad and charming, did not take her eyes off him. He
started when Sandoz spoke, and chose a leg from amid the bits of
hazel-hen now being served, the strong fumes of which filled the room
with a resinous smell.

'Do you smell that?' exclaimed Sandoz, amused; 'one would think one
were swallowing all the forests of Russia.'

But Claude returned to the matter which worried him.

'Then you say that Fagerolles will be entrusted with the paintings for
the Municipal Council's assembly room?'

And this remark sufficed; Mahoudeau and Gagniere, set on the track, at
once started off again. Ah! a nice wishy-washy smearing it would be if
that assembly room were allotted to him; and he was doing plenty of
dirty things to get it. He, who had formerly pretended to spit on
orders for work, like a great artist surrounded by amateurs, was
basely cringing to the officials, now that his pictures no longer
sold. Could anything more despicable be imagined than a painter
soliciting a functionary, bowing and scraping, showing all kinds of
cowardice and making all kinds of concessions? It was shameful that
art should be dependent upon a Minister's idiotic good pleasure!
Fagerolles, at that official dinner he had gone to, was no doubt
conscientiously licking the boots of some chief clerk, some idiot who
was only fit to be made a guy of.

'Well,' said Jory, 'he effects his purpose, and he's quite right.
_You_ won't pay his debts.'

'Debts? Have I any debts, I who have always starved?' answered
Mahoudeau in a roughly arrogant tone. 'Ought a fellow to build himself
a palace and spend money on creatures like that Irma Becot, who's
ruining Fagerolles?'

At this Jory grew angry, while the others jested, and Irma's name went
flying over the table. But Mathilde, who had so far remained reserved
and silent by way of making a show of good breeding, became intensely
indignant. 'Oh! gentlemen, oh! gentlemen,' she exclaimed, 'to talk
before _us_ about that creature. No, not that creature, I implore you!

After that Henriette and Sandoz, who were in consternation, witnessed
the rout of their menu. The truffle salad, the ice, the dessert,
everything was swallowed without being at all appreciated amidst the
rising anger of the quarrel; and the chambertin and sparkling moselle
were imbibed as if they had merely been water. In vain did Henriette
smile, while Sandoz good-naturedly tried to calm them by making
allowances for human weakness. Not one of them retreated from his
position; a single word made them spring upon each other. There was
none of the vague boredom, the somniferous satiety which at times had
saddened their old gatherings; at present there was real ferocity in
the struggle, a longing to destroy one another. The tapers of the
hanging lamp flared up, the painted flowers of the earthenware on the
walls bloomed, the table seemed to have caught fire amid the upsetting
of its symmetrical arrangements and the violence of the talk, that
demolishing onslaught of chatter which had filled them with fever for
a couple of hours past.

And amid the racket, when Henriette made up her mind to rise so as to
silence them, Claude at length remarked:

'Ah! if I only had the Hotel de Ville work, and if I could! It used to
be my dream to cover all the walls of Paris!'

They returned to the drawing-room, where the little chandelier and the
bracket-candelabra had just been lighted. It seemed almost cold there
in comparison with the kind of hot-house which had just been left; and
for a moment the coffee calmed the guests. Nobody beyond Fagerolles
was expected. The house was not an open one by any means, the Sandozes
did not recruit literary dependents or muzzle the press by dint of
invitations. The wife detested society, and the husband said with a
laugh that he needed ten years to take a liking to anybody, and then
he must like him always. But was not that real happiness, seldom
realised? A few sound friendships and a nook full of family affection.
No music was ever played there, and nobody had ever read a page of his
composition aloud.

On that particular Thursday the evening seemed a long one, on account
of the persistent irritation of the men. The ladies had begun to chat
before the smouldering fire; and when the servant, after clearing the
table, reopened the door of the dining-room, they were left alone, the
men repairing to the adjoining apartment to smoke and sip some beer.

Sandoz and Claude, who were not smokers, soon returned, however, and
sat down, side by side, on a sofa near the doorway. The former, who
was glad to see his old friend excited and talkative, recalled the
memories of Plassans apropos of a bit of news he had learnt the
previous day. Pouillaud, the old jester of their dormitory, who had
become so grave a lawyer, was now in trouble over some adventure with
a woman. Ah! that brute of a Pouillaud! But Claude did not answer,
for, having heard his name mentioned in the dining-room, he listened
attentively, trying to understand.

Jory, Mahoudeau, and Gagniere, unsatiated and eager for another bite,
had started on the massacre again. Their voices, at first mere
whispers, gradually grew louder, till at last they began to shout.

'Oh! the man, I abandon the man to you,' said Jory, who was speaking
of Fagerolles. 'He isn't worth much. And he out-generalled you, it's
true. Ah! how he did get the better of you fellows, by breaking off
from you and carving success for himself on your backs! You were
certainly not at all cute.'

Mahoudeau, waxing furious, replied:

'Of course! It sufficed for us to be with Claude, to be turned away
everywhere.'

'It was Claude who did for us!' so Gagniere squarely asserted.

And thus they went on, relinquishing Fagerolles, whom they reproached
for toadying the newspapers, for allying himself with their enemies
and wheedling sexagenarian baronesses, to fall upon Claude, who now
became the great culprit. Well, after all, the other was only a hussy,
one of the many found in the artistic fraternity, fellows who accost
the public at street corners, leave their comrades in the lurch, and
victimise them so as to get the bourgeois into their studios. But
Claude, that abortive great artist, that impotent fellow who couldn't
set a figure on its legs in spite of all his pride, hadn't he utterly
compromised them, hadn't he let them in altogether? Ah! yes, success
might have been won by breaking off. If they had been able to begin
over again, they wouldn't have been idiots enough to cling obstinately
to impossible principles! And they accused Claude of having paralysed
them, of having traded on them--yes, traded on them, but in so clumsy
and dull-witted a manner that he himself had not derived any benefit
by it.

'Why, as for me,' resumed Mahoudeau, 'didn't he make me quite idiotic
at one moment? When I think of it, I sound myself, and remain
wondering why I ever joined his band. Am I at all like him? Was there
ever any one thing in common between us, eh? Ah! it's exasperating to
find the truth out so late in the day!'

'And as for myself,' said Gagniere, 'he robbed me of my originality.
Do you think it has amused me, each time I have exhibited a painting
during the last fifteen years, to hear people saying behind me,
"That's a Claude!" Oh! I've had enough of it, I prefer not to paint
any more. All the same, if I had seen clearly in former times, I
shouldn't have associated with him.'

It was a stampede, the snapping of the last ties, in their
stupefaction at suddenly finding that they were strangers and enemies,
after a long youth of fraternity together. Life had disbanded them on
the road, and the great dissimilarity of their characters stood
revealed; all that remained in them was the bitterness left by the old
enthusiastic dream, that erstwhile hope of battle and victory to be
won side by side, which now increased their spite.

'The fact is,' sneered Jory, 'that Fagerolles did not let himself be
pillaged like a simpleton.'

But Mahoudeau, feeling vexed, became angry. 'You do wrong to laugh,'
he said, 'for you are a nice backslider yourself. Yes, you always told
us that you would give us a lift up when you had a paper of your own.'

'Ah! allow me, allow me--'

Gagniere, however, united with Mahoudeau: 'That's quite true!' he
said. 'You can't say any more that what you write about us is cut out,
for you are the master now. And yet, never a word! You didn't even
name us in your articles on the last Salon.'

Then Jory, embarrassed and stammering, in his turn flew into a rage.

'Ah! well, it's the fault of that cursed Claude! I don't care to lose
my subscribers simply to please you fellows. It's impossible to do
anything for you! There! do you understand? You, Mahoudeau, may wear
yourself out in producing pretty little things; you, Gagniere, may
even never do anything more; but you each have a label on the back,
and you'll need ten years' efforts before you'll be able to get it
off. In fact, there have been some labels that would never come off!
The public is amused by it, you know; there were only you fellows to
believe in the genius of that big ridiculous lunatic, who will be
locked up in a madhouse one of these fine mornings!'

Then the dispute became terrible, they all three spoke at once, coming
at last to abominable reproaches, with such outbursts, and such
furious motion of the jaw, that they seemed to be biting one another.

Sandoz, seated on the sofa, and disturbed in the gay memories he was
recalling, was at last obliged to lend ear to the tumult which reached
him through the open doorway.

'You hear them?' whispered Claude, with a dolorous smile; 'they are
giving it me nicely! No, no, stay here, I won't let you stop them; I
deserve it, since I have failed to succeed.'

And Sandoz, turning pale, remained there, listening to that bitter
quarrelling, the outcome of the struggle for life, that grappling of
conflicting personalities, which bore all his chimera of everlasting
friendship away.

Henriette, fortunately, became anxious on hearing the violent
shouting. She rose and went to shame the smokers for thus forsaking
the ladies to go and quarrel together. They then returned to the
drawing-room, perspiring, breathing hard, and still shaken by their
anger. And as Henriette, with her eyes on the clock, remarked that
they certainly would not see Fagerolles that evening, they, began to
sneer again, exchanging glances. Ah! he had a fine scent, and no
mistake; he wouldn't be caught associating with old friends, who had
become troublesome, and whom he hated.

In fact, Fagerolles did not come. The evening finished laboriously.
They once more went back to the dining-room, where the tea was served
on a Russian tablecloth embroidered with a stag-hunt in red thread;
and under the tapers a plain cake was displayed, with plates full of
sweetstuff and pastry, and a barbarous collection of liqueurs and
spirits, whisky, hollands, Chio raki, and kummel. The servant also
brought some punch, and bestirred himself round the table, while the
mistress of the house filled the teapot from the samovar boiling in
front of her. But all the comfort, all the feast for the eyes and the
fine perfume of the tea did not move their hearts. The conversation
again turned on the success that some men achieved and the ill-luck
that befell others. For instance, was it not shameful that art should
be dishonoured by all those medals, all those crosses, all those
rewards, which were so badly distributed to boot? Were artists always
to remain like little boys at school? All the universal platitude came
from the docility and cowardice which were shown, as in the presence
of ushers, so as to obtain good marks.

They had repaired to the drawing-room once more, and Sandoz, who was
greatly distressed, had begun to wish that they would take themselves
off, when he noticed Mathilde and Gagniere seated side by side on a
sofa and talking languishingly of music, while the others remained
exhausted, lacking saliva and power of speech. Gagniere philosophised
and poetised in a state of ecstasy, while Mathilde rolled up her eyes
and went into raptures as if titillated by some invisible wing. They
had caught sight of each other on the previous Sunday at the concert
at the Cirque, and they apprised each other of their enjoyment in
alternate, far-soaring sentences.

'Ah! that Meyerbeer, monsieur, the overture of "Struensee," that
funereal strain, and then that peasant dance, so full of dash and
colour; and then the mournful burden which returns, the duo of the
violoncellos. Ah! monsieur, the violoncellos, the violoncellos!'

'And Berlioz, madame, the festival air in "Romeo." Oh! the solo of the
clarionets, the beloved women, with the harp accompaniment! Something
enrapturing, something white as snow which ascends! The festival
bursts upon you, like a picture by Paul Veronese, with the tumultuous
magnificence of the "Marriage of Cana"; and then the love-song begins
again, oh, how softly! Oh! always higher! higher still--'

'Did you notice, monsieur, in Beethoven's Symphony in A, that knell
which ever and ever comes back and beats upon your heart? Yes, I see
very well, you feel as I do, music is a communion--Beethoven, ah, me!
how sad and sweet it is to be two to understand him and give way--'

'And Schumann, madame, and Wagner, madame--Schumann's "Reverie,"
nothing but the stringed instruments, a warm shower falling on acacia
leaves, a sunray which dries them, barely a tear in space. Wagner! ah,
Wagner! the overture of the "Flying Dutchman," are you not fond of
it?--tell me you are fond of it! As for myself, it overcomes me. There
is nothing left, nothing left, one expires--'

Their voices died away; they did not even look at each other, but sat
there elbow to elbow, with their faces turned upward, quite overcome.

Sandoz, who was surprised, asked himself where Mathilde could have
picked up that jargon. In some article of Jory's, perhaps. Besides, he
had remarked that women talk music very well, even without knowing a
note of it. And he, whom the bitterness of the others had only
grieved, became exasperated at sight of Mathilde's languishing
attitude. No, no, that was quite enough; the men tore each other to
bits; still that might pass, after all; but what an end to the evening
it was, that feminine fraud, cooing and titillating herself with
thoughts of Beethoven's and Schumann's music! Fortunately, Gagniere
suddenly rose. He knew what o'clock it was even in the depths of his
ecstasy, and he had only just time left him to catch his last train.
So, after exchanging nerveless and silent handshakes with the others,
he went off to sleep at Melun.

'What a failure he is!' muttered Mahoudeau. 'Music has killed
painting; he'll never do anything!'

He himself had to leave, and the door had scarcely closed behind his
back when Jory declared:

'Have you seen his last paperweight? He'll end by sculpturing
sleeve-links. There's a fellow who has missed his mark! To think that
he prided himself on being vigorous!'

But Mathilde was already afoot, taking leave of Christine with a curt
little inclination of the head, affecting social familiarity with
Henriette, and carrying off her husband, who helped her on with her
cloak in the ante-room, humble and terrified at the severe glance she
gave him, for she had an account to settle.

Then, the door having closed behind them, Sandoz, beside himself,
cried out: 'That's the end! The journalist was bound to call the
others abortions--yes, the journalist who, after patching up articles,
has fallen to trading upon public credulity! Ah! luckily there's
Mathilde the Avengeress!'

Of the guests Christine and Claude alone were left. The latter, since
the drawing-room had been growing empty, had remained ensconced in the
depths of an arm-chair, no longer speaking, but overcome by that
species of magnetic slumber which stiffened him, and fixed his eyes on
something far away beyond the walls. He protruded his face, a
convulsive kind of attention seemed to carry it forward; he certainly
beheld something invisible, and heard a summons in the silence.

Christine having risen in her turn, and apologised for being the last
to leave, Henriette took hold of her hands, repeated how fond she was
of her, begged her to come and see her frequently, and to dispose of
her in all things as she would with a sister. But Claude's sorrowful
wife, looking so sadly charming in her black dress, shook her head
with a pale smile.

'Come,' said Sandoz in her ear, after giving a glance at Claude, 'you
mustn't distress yourself like that. He has talked a great deal, he
has been gayer this evening. He's all right.'

But in a terrified voice she answered:

'No, no; look at his eyes--I shall tremble as long as he has his eyes
like that. You have done all you could, thanks. What you haven't done
no one will do. Ah! how I suffer at being unable to hope, at being
unable to do anything!'

Then in a loud tone she asked:

'Are you coming, Claude?'

She had to repeat her question twice, for at first he did not hear
her; he ended by starting, however, and rose to his feet, saying, as
if he had answered the summons from the horizon afar off:

'Yes, I'm coming, I'm coming.'

When Sandoz and his wife at last found themselves alone in the
drawing-room, where the atmosphere now was stifling--heated by the
lights and heavy, as it were, with melancholy silence after all the
outbursts of the quarrelling--they looked at one another and let their
arms fall, quite heart-rent by the unfortunate issue of their dinner
party. Henrietta tried to laugh it off, however, murmuring:

'I warned you, I quite understood--'

But he interrupted her with a despairing gesture. What! was that,
then, the end of his long illusion, that dream of eternity which had
made him set happiness in a few friendships, formed in childhood, and
shared until extreme old age? Ah! what a wretched band, what a final
rending, what a terrible balance-sheet to weep over after that
bankruptcy of the human heart! And he grew astonished on thinking of
the friends who had fallen off by the roadside, of the great
affections lost on the way, of the others unceasingly changing around
himself, in whom he found no change. His poor Thursdays filled him
with pity, so many memories were in mourning, it was the slow death of
all that one loves! Would his wife and himself have to resign
themselves to live as in a desert, to cloister themselves in utter
hatred of the world? Ought they rather to throw their doors wide open
to a throng of strangers and indifferent folk? By degrees a certainty
dawned in the depths of his grief: everything ended and nothing began
again in life. He seemed to yield to evidence, and, heaving a big
sigh, exclaimed:

'You were right. We won't invite them to dinner again--they would
devour one another.'

As soon as Claude and Christine reached the Place de la Trinite on
their way home, the painter let go of his wife's arm; and, stammering
that he had to go somewhere, he begged her to return to the Rue
Tourlaque without him. She had felt him shuddering, and she remained
quite scared with surprise and fear. Somewhere to go at that hour
--past midnight! Where had he to go, and what for? He had turned round
and was making off, when she overtook him, and, pretending that she
was frightened, begged that he would not leave her to climb up to
Montmartre alone at that time of night. This consideration alone
brought him back. He took her arm again; they ascended the Rue Blanche
and the Rue Lepic, and at last found themselves in the Rue Tourlaque.
And on reaching their door, he rang the bell, and then again left her.

'Here you are,' he said; 'I'm going.'

He was already hastening away, taking long strides, and gesticulating
like a madman. Without even closing the door which had been opened,
she darted off, bent on following him. In the Rue Lepic she drew near;
but for fear of exciting him still more she contented herself with
keeping him in sight, walking some thirty yards in the rear, without
his knowing that she was behind him. On reaching the end of the Rue
Lepic he went down the Rue Blanche again, and then proceeded by way of
the Rue de la Chaussee-d'Antin and the Rue du Dix Decembre as far as
the Rue de Richelieu. When she saw him turn into the last-named
thoroughfare, a mortal chill came over her: he was going towards the
Seine; it was the realisation of the frightful fear which kept her of
a night awake, full of anguish! And what could she do, good Lord? Go
with him, hang upon his neck over yonder? She was now only able to
stagger along, and as each step brought them nearer to the river, she
felt life ebbing from her limbs. Yes, he was going straight there; he
crossed the Place du Theatre Francais, then the Carrousel, and finally
reached the Pont des Saints-Peres. After taking a few steps along the
bridge, he approached the railing overlooking the water; and at the
thought that he was about to jump over, a loud cry was stifled in her
contracted throat.

But no; he remained motionless. Was it then only the Cite over yonder
that haunted him, that heart of Paris which pursued him everywhere,
which he conjured up with his fixed eyes, even through walls, and
which, when he was leagues away, cried out the constant summons heard
by him alone? She did not yet dare to hope it; she had stopped short,
in the rear, watching him with giddy anxiety, ever fancying that she
saw him take the terrible leap, but resisting her longing to draw
nearer, for fear lest she might precipitate the catastrophe by showing
herself. Oh, God! to think that she was there with her devouring
passion, her bleeding motherly heart--that she was there beholding
everything, without daring to risk one movement to hold him back!

He stood erect, looking very tall, quite motionless, and gazing into
the night.

It was a winter's night, with a misty sky of sooty blackness, and was
rendered extremely cold by a sharp wind blowing from the west. Paris,
lighted up, had gone to sleep, showing no signs of life save such as
attached to the gas-jets, those specks which scintillated and grew
smaller and smaller in the distance till they seemed but so much
starry dust. The quays stretched away showing double rows of those
luminous beads whose reverberation glimmered on the nearer frontages.
On the left were the houses of the Quai du Louvre, on the right the
two wings of the Institute, confused masses of monuments and
buildings, which became lost to view in the darkening gloom, studded
with sparks. Then between those cordons of burners, extending as far
as the eye could reach, the bridges stretched bars of lights, ever
slighter and slighter, each formed of a train of spangles, grouped
together and seemingly hanging in mid-air. And in the Seine there
shone the nocturnal splendour of the animated water of cities; each
gas-jet there cast a reflection of its flame, like the nucleus of a
comet, extending into a tail. The nearer ones, mingling together, set
the current on fire with broad, regular, symmetrical fans of light,
glowing like live embers, while the more distant ones, seen under the
bridges, were but little motionless sparks of fire. But the large
burning tails appeared to be animated, they waggled as they spread
out, all black and gold, with a constant twirling of scales, in which
one divined the flow of the water. The whole Seine was lighted up by
them, as if some fete were being given in its depths--some mysterious,
fairy-like entertainment, at which couples were waltzing beneath the
river's red-flashing window-panes. High above those fires, above the
starry quays, the sky, in which not a planet was visible, showed a
ruddy mass of vapour, that warm, phosphorescent exhalation which every
night, above the sleep of the city, seems to set the crater of a
volcano.

The wind blew hard, and Christine, shivering, her eyes full of tears,
felt the bridge move under her, as if it were bearing her away amid a
smash up of the whole scene. Had not Claude moved? Was he not climbing
over the rail? No; everything became motionless again, and she saw him
still on the same spot, obstinately stiff, with his eyes turned
towards the point of the Cite, which he could not see.

It had summoned him, and he had come, and yet he could not see it in
the depths of the darkness. He could only distinguish the bridges,
with their light framework standing out blackly against the sparkling
water. But farther off everything became confused, the island had
disappeared, he could not even have told its exact situation if some
belated cabs had not passed from time to time over the Pont-Neuf, with
their lamps showing like those shooting sparks which dart at times
through embers. A red lantern, on a level with the dam of the Mint,
cast a streamlet of blood, as it were, into the water. Something huge
and lugubrious, some drifting form, no doubt a lighter which had
become unmoored, slowly descended the stream amid the reflections.
Espied for a moment, it was immediately afterwards lost in the
darkness. Where had the triumphal island sunk? In the depths of that
flow of water? Claude still gazed, gradually fascinated by the great
rushing of the river in the night. He leant over its broad bed, chilly
like an abyss, in which the mysterious flames were dancing. And the
loud, sad wail of the current attracted him, and he listened to its
call, despairing, unto death.

By a shooting pain at her heart, Christine this time realised that the
terrible thought had just occurred to him. She held out her quivering
hands which the wind was lashing. But Claude remained there,
struggling against the sweetness of death; indeed he did not move for
another hour, he lingered there unconscious of the lapse of time, with
his eyes still turned in the direction of the Cite, as if by a miracle
of power they were about to create light, and conjure up the island so
that he might behold it.

When Claude at last left the bridge, with stumbling steps, Christine
had to pass in front and run in order to be home in the Rue Tourlaque
before him.



                                XII

IT was nearly three o'clock when they went to bed that night, with the
bitter cold November wind blowing through their little room and the
big studio. Christine, breathless from her run, had quickly slipped
between the sheets so that he might not know that she had followed
him; and Claude, quite overcome, had taken his clothes off, one
garment after another, without saying a word. For long months they had
been as strangers; until then, however, she had never felt such a
barrier between them, such tomb-like coldness.

She struggled for nearly a quarter of an hour against the sleepiness
coming over her. She was very tired, and a kind of torpor numbed her;
still she would not give way, feeling anxious at leaving him awake.
She thus waited every night until he dozed off, so that she herself
might afterwards sleep in peace. But he had not extinguished the
candle, he lay there with his eyes open, fixed upon its flame. What
could he be thinking of? Had he remained in fancy over yonder in the
black night, amid the moist atmosphere of the quays, in front of Paris
studded with stars like a frosty sky? And what inner conflict, what
matter that had to be decided, contracted his face like that? Then,
resistance being impossible, she succumbed and glided into the slumber
following upon great weariness.

An hour later, the consciousness of something missing, the anguish of
uneasiness awoke her with a sudden start. She at once felt the bed
beside her, it was already cold: he was no longer there, she had
already divined it while asleep. And she was growing alarmed, still
but half awake, her head heavy and her ears buzzing, when through the
doorway, left ajar, she perceived a ray of light coming from the
studio. She then felt reassured, she thought that in a fit of
sleeplessness he had gone to fetch some book or other; but at last, as
he did not return, she ended by softly rising so as to take a peep.
What she beheld quite unsettled her, and kept her standing on the
tiled floor, with her feet bare, in such surprise that she did not at
first dare to show herself.

Claude, who was in his shirt-sleeves, despite the coldness of the
temperature, having merely put on his trousers and slippers in his
haste, was standing on the steps in front of his large picture. His
palette was lying at his feet, and with one hand he held the candle,
while with the other he painted. His eyes were dilated like those of a
somnambulist, his gestures were precise and stiff; he stooped every
minute to take some colour on his brush, and then rose up, casting a
large fantastic shadow on the wall. And there was not a sound;
frightful silence reigned in the big dim room.

Christine guessed the truth and shuddered. The besetting worry, made
more acute by that hour spent on the Pont des Saints-Peres, had
prevented him from sleeping and had brought him once more before his
canvas, consumed with a longing to look at it again, in spite of the
lateness of the hour. He had, no doubt, only climbed the steps to fill
his eyes the nearer. Then, tortured by the sight of some faulty shade,
upset by some defect, to such a point that he could not wait for
daylight, he had caught up a brush, at first merely wishing to give a
simple touch, and then had been carried on from correction to
correction, until at last, with the candle in his hand, he painted
there like a man in a state of hallucination, amid the pale light
which darted hither and thither as he gesticulated. His powerless
creative rage had seized hold of him again, he was wearing himself
out, oblivious of the hour, oblivious of the world; he wished to
infuse life into his work at once.

Ah, what a pitiful sight! And with what tear-drenched eyes did
Christine gaze at him! At first she thought of leaving him to that mad
work, as a maniac is left to the pleasures of his craziness. He would
never finish that picture, that was quite certain now. The more
desperately he worked at it, the more incoherent did it become; the
colouring had grown heavy and pasty, the drawing was losing shape and
showing signs of effort. Even the background and the group of
labourers, once so substantial and satisfactory, were getting spoiled;
yet he clung to them, he had obstinately determined to finish
everything else before repainting the central figure, the nude woman,
which remained the dread and the desire of his hours of toil, and
which would finish him off whenever he might again try to invest it
with life. For months he had not touched it, and this had
tranquillised Christine and made her tolerant and compassionate, amid
her jealous spite; for as long as he did not return to that feared and
desired mistress, she thought that he betrayed her less.

Her feet were freezing on the tiles, and she was turning to get into
bed again when a shock brought her back to the door. She had not
understood at first, but now at last she saw. With broad curved
strokes of his brush, full of colour, Claude was at once wildly and
caressingly modelling flesh. He had a fixed grin on his lips, and did
not feel the burning candle-grease falling on his fingers, while with
silent, passionate see-sawing, his right arm alone moved against the
wall, casting black confusion upon it. He was working at the nude
woman.

Then Christine opened the door and walked into the studio. An
invincible revolt, the anger of a wife buffeted at home, impelled her
forward. Yes, he was with that other, he was painting her like a
visionary, whom wild craving for truth had brought to the madness of
the unreal; and those limbs were being gilded like the columns of a
tabernacle, that trunk was becoming a star, shimmering with yellow and
red, splendid and unnatural. Such strange nudity--like unto a
monstrance gleaming with precious stones and intended for religious
adoration--brought her anger to a climax. She had suffered too much,
she would not tolerate it.

And yet at first she simply showed herself despairing and
supplicating. It was but the mother remonstrating with her big mad boy
of an artist that spoke.

'What are you doing there, Claude? Is it reasonable, Claude, to have
such ideas? Come to bed, I beg of you, don't stay on those steps where
you will catch your death of cold!'

He did not answer; he stooped again to take some more paint on his
brush, and made the figure flash with two bright strokes of vermilion.

'Listen to me, Claude, in pity come to me--you know that I love you
--you see how anxious you have made me. Come, oh! come, if you don't
want me to die of cold and waiting for you.'

With his face haggard, he did not look at her; but while he bedecked a
part of the figure with carmine, he grumbled in a husky voice:

'Just leave me alone, will you? I'm working.'

Christine remained silent for a moment. She was drawing herself erect,
her eyes began to gleam with fire, rebellion inflated her gentle,
charming form. Then she burst forth, with the growl of a slave driven
to extremities.

'Well, no, I won't leave you alone! I've had enough of it. I'll tell
you what's stifling me, what has been killing me ever since I have
known you. Ah! that painting, yes, your painting, she's the murderess
who has poisoned my life! I had a presentiment of it on the first day;
your painting frightened me as if it were a monster. I found it
abominable, execrable; but then, one's cowardly, I loved you too much
not to like it also; I ended by growing accustomed to it! But later
on, how I suffered!--how it tortured me! For ten years I don't
recollect having spent a day without shedding tears. No, leave me! I
am easing my mind, I must speak out, since I have found strength
enough to do so. For ten years I have been abandoned and crushed every
day. Ah! to be nothing more to you, to feel myself cast more and more
on one side, to fall to the rank of a servant; and to see that other
one, that thief, place herself between you and me and clutch hold of
you and triumph and insult me! For dare, yes, dare to say that she
hasn't taken possession of you, limb by limb, glided into your brain,
your heart, your flesh, everywhere! She holds you like a vice, she
feeds on you; in fact, she's your wife, not I. She's the only one you
care for! Ah! the cursed wretch, the hussy!'

Claude was now listening to her, in his astonishment at that dolorous
outburst; and being but half roused from his exasperated creative
dream, he did not as yet very well understand why she was talking to
him like that. And at sight of his stupor, the shuddering of a man
surprised in a debauch, she flew into a still greater passion; she
mounted the steps, tore the candlestick from his hand, and in her turn
flashed the light in front of the picture.

'Just look!' she cried, 'just tell me how you have improved matters?
It's hideous, it's lamentable and grotesque; you'll end by seeing so
yourself. Come, isn't it ugly, isn't it idiotic? You see very well
that you are conquered, so why should you persist any longer? There is
no sense in it, that's what upsets me. If you can't be a great
painter, life, at least, remains to us. Ah! life, life!'

She had placed the candle on the platform of the steps, and as he had
gone down, staggering, she sprang off to join him, and they both found
themselves below, he crouching on the last step, and she pressing his
inert, dangling hands with all her strength.

'Come, there's life! Drive your nightmare away, and let us live, live
together. Isn't it too stupid, to be we two together, to be growing
old already, and to torture ourselves, and fail in every attempt to
find happiness? Oh! the grave will take us soon enough, never fear.
Let's try to live, and love one another. Remember Bennecourt! Listen
to my dream. I should like to be able to take you away to-morrow. We
would go far from this cursed Paris, we would find a quiet spot
somewhere, and you would see how pleasant I would make your life; how
nice it would be to forget everything together! Of a morning there are
strolls in the sunlight, the breakfast which smells nice, the idle
afternoon, the evening spent side by side under the lamp! And no more
worrying about chimeras, nothing but the delight of living! Doesn't it
suffice that I love you, that I adore you, that I am willing to be
your servant, your slave, to exist solely for your pleasures? Do you
hear, I love you, I love you? there is nothing else, and that is
enough--I love you!'

He had freed his hands, and making a gesture of refusal, he said, in a
gloomy voice:

'No, it is not enough! I _won't_ go away with you, I _won't_ be happy,
I _will paint_!'

'And I shall die of it, eh? And you will die of it, and we shall end
by leaving all our blood and all our tears in it! There's nothing
beyond Art, that is the fierce almighty god who strikes us with his
thunder, and whom you honour! he may crush us, since he is the master,
and you will still bless his name!'

'Yes, I belong to that god, he may do what he pleases with me. I
should die if I no longer painted, and I prefer to paint and die of
it. Besides, my will is nothing in the matter. Nothing exists beyond
art; let the world burst!'

She drew herself up in a fresh spurt of anger. Her voice became harsh
and passionate again.

'But I--I am alive, and the women you love are lifeless! Oh! don't say
no! I know very well that all those painted women of yours are the
only ones you care about! Before I was yours I had already perceived
it. Then, for a short time you appeared to love me. It was at that
period you told me all that nonsense about your fondness for your
creations. You held such shadows in pity when you were with me; but it
didn't last. You returned to them, oh! like a maniac returns to his
mania. I, though living, no longer existed for you; it was they, the
visions, who again became the only realities of your life. What I then
endured you never knew, for you are wonderfully ignorant of women. I
have lived by your side without your ever understanding me. Yes, I was
jealous of those painted creatures. When I posed to you, only one idea
lent me the courage that I needed. I wanted to fight them, I hoped to
win you back; but you granted me nothing, not even a kiss on my
shoulder! Oh, God! how ashamed I sometimes felt! What grief I had to
force back at finding myself thus disdained and thus betrayed!'

She continued boldly, she spoke out freely--she, so strangely
compounded of passion and modesty. And she was not mistaken in her
jealousy when she accused his art of being responsible for his neglect
of herself. At the bottom of it all, there was the theory which he had
repeated a hundred times in her presence: genius should be chaste, an
artist's only spouse should be his work.

'You repulse me,' she concluded violently; 'you draw back from me as
if I displeased you! And you love what? A nothing, a mere semblance, a
little dust, some colour spread upon a canvas! But, once more, look at
her, look at your woman up yonder! See what a monster you have made of
her in your madness! Are there any women like that? Have any women
golden limbs, and flowers on their bodies? Wake up, open your eyes,
return to life again!'

Claude, obeying the imperious gesture with which she pointed to the
picture, had now risen and was looking. The candle, which had remained
upon the platform of the steps, illumined the nude woman like a taper
in front of an altar, whilst the whole room around remained plunged in
darkness. He was at length awakening from his dream, and the woman
thus seen from below, at a distance of a few paces, filled him with
stupefaction. Who had just painted that idol of some unknown religion?
Who had wrought her of metals, marbles, and gems? Was it he who had
unconsciously created that symbol of insatiable passion, that unhuman
presentment of flesh, which had become transformed into gold and
diamonds under his fingers, in his vain effort to make it live? He
gasped and felt afraid of his work, trembling at the thought of that
sudden plunge into the infinite, and understanding at last that it had
become impossible for him even to depict Reality, despite his long
effort to conquer and remould it, making it yet more real with his
human hands.

'You see! you see!' Christine repeated, victoriously. And he, in a
very low voice, stammered:

'Oh! what have I done? Is it impossible to create, then? Haven't our
hands the power to create beings?'

She felt that he was giving way, and she caught him in her arms:

'But why all this folly?--why think of anyone but me--I who love you?
You took me for your model, but what was the use, say? Are those
paintings of yours worth me? They are frightful, they are as stiff, as
cold as corpses. But I am alive, and I love you!'

She seemed to be at that moment the very incarnation of passionate
love. He turned and looked at her, and little by little he returned
her embrace; she was softening him and conquering him.

'Listen!' she continued. 'I know that you had a frightful thought;
yes, I never dared to speak to you about it, because one must never
bring on misfortune; but I no longer sleep of a night, you frighten
me. This evening I followed you to that bridge which I hate, and I
trembled, oh! I thought that it was all over--that I had lost you. Oh,
God! what would become of me? I need you--you surely do not wish to
kill me! Let us live and love one another--yes, love one another!'

Then, in the emotion caused him by her infinite passion and grief, he
yielded. He pressed her to him, sobbing and stammering:

'It is true I had that frightful thought--I should have done it, and I
only resisted on thinking of that unfinished picture. But can I still
live if work will have nothing more to do with me? How can I live
after that, after what's there, what I spoilt just now?'

'I will love you, and you will live.'

'Ah! you will never love me enough--I know myself. Something which
does not exist would be necessary--something which would make me
forget everything. You were already unable to change me. You cannot
accomplish a miracle!'

Then, as she protested and kissed him passionately, he went on: 'Well,
yes, save me! Yes, save me, if you don't want me to kill myself! Lull
me, annihilate me, so that I may become your thing, slave enough,
small enough to dwell under your feet, in your slippers. Ah! to live
only on your perfume, to obey you like a dog, to eat and sleep--if I
could, if I only _could_!'

She raised a cry of victory: 'At last you are mine! There is only I
left, the other is quite dead!'

And she dragged him from the execrated painting, she carried him off
triumphantly. The candle, now nearly consumed, flared up for a minute
behind them on the steps, before the big painting, and then went out.
It was victory, yes, but could it last?

Daylight was about to break, and Christine lay asleep beside Claude.
She was breathing softly, and a smile played upon her lips. He had
closed his eyes; and yet, despite himself, he opened them afresh and
gazed into the darkness. Sleep fled from him, and confused ideas again
ascended to his brain. As the dawn appeared, yellowishly dirty, like a
splash of liquid mud on the window-panes, he started, fancying that he
heard a loud voice calling to him from the far end of the studio.
Then, irresistibly, despite a few brief hours' forgetfulness, all his
old thoughts returned, overflowing and torturing him, hollowing his
cheeks and contracting his jaws in the disgust he felt for mankind.
Two wrinkles imparted intense bitterness to the expression of his
face, which looked like the wasted countenance of an old man. And
suddenly the loud voice from the far end of the studio imperiously
summoned him a second time. Then he quite made up his mind: it was all
over, he suffered too much, he could no longer live, since everything
was a lie, since there was nothing left upon earth. Love! what was it?
Nought but a passing illusion. This thought at last mastered him,
possessed him entirely; and soon the craving for nothingness as his
only refuge came on him stronger than ever. At first he let
Christine's head slip down from his shoulder on which it rested. And
then, as a third summons rang out in his mind, he rose and went to the
studio, saying:

'Yes, yes, I'm coming,'

The sky did not clear, it still remained dirty and mournful--it was
one of those lugubrious winter dawns; and an hour later Christine
herself awoke with a great chilly shiver. She did not understand at
first. How did it happen that she was alone? Then she remembered: she
had fallen asleep with her cheek against his. How was it then that he
had left her? Where could he be? Suddenly, amid her torpor, she sprang
out of bed and ran into the studio. Good God! had he returned to the
other then? Had the other seized hold of him again, when she herself
fancied that she had conquered him for ever?

She saw nothing at the first glance she took; in the cold and murky
morning twilight the studio seemed to her to be deserted. But whilst
she was tranquillising herself at seeing nobody there, she raised her
eyes to the canvas, and a terrible cry leapt from her gaping mouth:

'Claude! oh, Claude!'

Claude had hanged himself from the steps in front of his spoilt work.
He had simply taken one of the cords which held the frame to the wall,
and had mounted the platform, so as to fasten the rope to an oaken
crosspiece, which he himself had one day nailed to the uprights to
consolidate them. Then from up above he had leapt into space. He was
hanging there in his shirt, with his feet bare, looking horrible, with
his black tongue protruding, and his bloodshot eyes starting from
their orbits; he seemed to have grown frightfully tall in his
motionless stiffness, and his face was turned towards the picture,
close to the nude woman, as if he had wished to infuse his soul into
her with his last gasp, and as if he were still looking at her with
his expressionless eyes.

Christine, however, remained erect, quite overwhelmed with the grief,
fright, and anger which dilated her body. Only a continuous howl came
from her throat. She opened her arms, stretched them towards the
picture, and clenched both hands.

'Oh, Claude! oh, Claude!' she gasped at last, 'she has taken you back
--the hussy has killed you, killed you, killed you!'

Then her legs gave way. She span round and fell all of a heap upon the
tiled flooring. Her excessive suffering had taken all the blood from
her heart, and, fainting away, she lay there, as if she were dead,
like a white rag, miserable, done for, crushed beneath the fierce
sovereignty of Art. Above her the nude woman rose radiant in her
symbolic idol's brightness; painting triumphed, alone immortal and
erect, even when mad.

At nine o'clock on the Monday morning, when Sandoz, after the
formalities and delay occasioned by the suicide, arrived in the Rue
Tourlaque for the funeral, he found only a score of people on the
footway. Despite his great grief, he had been running about for three
days, compelled to attend to everything. At first, as Christine had
been picked up half dead, he had been obliged to have her carried to
the Hopital de Lariboisiere; then he had gone from the municipal
offices, to the undertaker's and the church, paying everywhere, and
full of indifference so far as that went, since the priests were
willing to pray over that corpse with a black circle round its neck.
Among the people who were waiting he as yet only perceived some
neighbours, together with a few inquisitive folk; while other people
peered out of the house windows and whispered together, excited by the
tragedy. Claude's friends would, no doubt, soon come. He, Sandoz, had
not been able to write to any members of the family, as he did not
know their addresses. However, he retreated into the background on the
arrival of two relatives, whom three lines in the newspapers had
roused from the forgetfulness in which Claude himself, no doubt, had
left them. There was an old female cousin,* with the equivocal air of
a dealer in second-hand goods, and a male cousin, of the second
degree, a wealthy man, decorated with the Legion of Honour, and owning
one of the large Paris drapery shops. He showed himself good-naturedly
condescending in his elegance, and desirous of displaying an
enlightened taste for art. The female cousin at once went upstairs,
turned round the studio, sniffed at all the bare wretchedness, and
then walked down again, with a hard mouth, as if she were irritated at
having taken the trouble to come. The second cousin, on the contrary,
drew himself up and walked first behind the hearse, filling the part
of chief mourner with proud and pleasant fitness.

  * Madame Sidonie, who figures in M. Zola's novel, 'La Curee.'
    The male cousin, mentioned immediately afterwards, is Octave
    Mouret, the leading character of 'Pot-Bouille' and 'Au Bonheur
    des Dames.'--ED.

As the procession was starting off, Bongrand came up, and, after
shaking hands with Sandoz, remained beside him. He was gloomy, and,
glancing at the fifteen or twenty strangers who followed, he murmured:

'Ah! poor chap! What! are there only we two?'

Dubuche was at Cannes with his children. Jory and Fagerolles kept
away, the former hating the deceased and the latter being too busy.
Mahoudeau alone caught the party up at the rise of the Rue Lepic, and
he explained that Gagniere must have missed the train.

The hearse slowly ascended the steep thoroughfare which winds round
the flanks of the height of Montmartre; and now and then cross
streets, sloping downward, sudden gaps amid the houses, showed one the
immensity of Paris as deep and as broad as a sea. When the party
arrived in front of the Church of St. Pierre, and the coffin was
carried up the steps, it overtopped the great city for a moment. There
was a grey wintry sky overhead, large masses of clouds swept along,
carried away by an icy wind, and in the mist Paris seemed to expand,
to become endless, filling the horizon with threatening billows. The
poor fellow who had wished to conquer it, and had broken his neck in
his fruitless efforts, now passed in front of it, nailed under an
oaken board, returning to the earth like one of the city's muddy
waves.

On leaving the church the female cousin disappeared, Mahoudeau
likewise; while the second cousin again took his position behind the
hearse. Seven other unknown persons decided to follow, and they
started for the new cemetery of St. Ouen, to which the populace has
given the disquieting and lugubrious name of Cayenne. There were ten
mourners in all.

'Well, we two shall be the only old friends,' repeated Bongrand as he
walked on beside Sandoz.

The procession, preceded by the mourning coach in which the priest and
the choirboy were seated, now descended the other side of the height,
along winding streets as precipitous as mountain paths. The horses of
the hearse slipped over the slimy pavement; one could hear the wheels
jolting noisily. Right behind, the ten mourners took short and careful
steps, trying to avoid the puddles, and being so occupied with the
difficulty of the descent that they refrained from speaking. But at
the bottom of the Rue du Ruisseau, when they reached the Porte de
Clignancourt and the vast open spaces, where the boulevard running
round the city, the circular railway, the talus and moat of the
fortifications are displayed to view, there came sighs of relief, a
few words were exchanged, and the party began to straggle.

Sandoz and Bongrand by degrees found themselves behind all the others,
as if they had wished to isolate themselves from those folk whom they
had never previously seen. Just as the hearse was passing the city
gate, the painter leant towards the novelist.

'And the little woman, what is going to be done with her?'

'Ah! how dreadful it is!' replied Sandoz. 'I went to see her yesterday
at the hospital. She has brain fever. The house doctor maintains that
they will save her, but that she will come out of it ten years older
and without any strength. Do you know that she had come to such a
point that she no longer knew how to spell. Such a crushing fall, a
young lady abased to the level of a drudge! Yes, if we don't take care
of her like a cripple, she will end by becoming a scullery-maid
somewhere.'

'And not a copper, of course?'

'Not a copper. I thought I should find the studies Claude made from
nature for his large picture, those superb studies which he afterwards
turned to such poor account. But I ferreted everywhere; he gave
everything away; people robbed him. No, nothing to sell, not a canvas
that could be turned to profit, nothing but that huge picture, which I
demolished and burnt with my own hands, and right gladly, I assure
you, even as one avenges oneself.'

They became silent for a moment. The broad road leading to St. Ouen
stretched out quite straight as far as the eye could reach; and over
the plain went the procession, pitifully small, lost, as it were, on
that highway, along which there flowed a river of mud. A line of
palings bordered it on either side, waste land extended both to right
and left, while afar off one only saw some factory chimneys and a few
lofty white houses, standing alone, obliquely to the road. They passed
through the Clignancourt fete, with booths, circuses, and roundabouts
on either side, all shivering in the abandonment of winter, empty
dancing cribs, mouldy swings, and a kind of stage homestead, 'The
Picardy Farm,' looking dismally sad between its broken fences.

'Ah! his old canvases,' resumed Bongrand, 'the things he had at the
Quai de Bourbon, do you remember them? There were some extraordinary
bits among them. The landscapes he brought back from the south and the
academy studies he painted at Boutin's--a girl's legs and a woman's
trunk, for instance. Oh, that trunk! Old Malgras must have it. A
magisterial study it was, which not one of our "young masters" could
paint. Yes, yes, the fellow was no fool--simply a great painter.'

'When I think,' said Sandoz, 'that those little humbugs of the School
and the press accused him of idleness and ignorance, repeating one
after the other that he had always refused to learn his art. Idle!
good heavens! why, I have seen him faint with fatigue after sittings
ten hours long; he gave his whole life to his work, and killed himself
in his passion for toil! And they call him ignorant--how idiotic! They
will never understand that the individual gift which a man brings in
his nature is superior to all acquired knowledge. Delacroix also was
ignorant of his profession in their eyes, simply because he could not
confine himself to hard and fast rules! Ah! the ninnies, the slavish
pupils who are incapable of painting anything incorrectly!'

He took a few steps in silence, and then he added:

'A heroic worker, too--a passionate observer whose brain was crammed
with science--the temperament of a great artist endowed with admirable
gifts. And to think that he leaves nothing, nothing!'

'Absolutely nothing, not a canvas,' declared Bongrand. 'I know nothing
of his but rough drafts, sketches, notes carelessly jotted down, as it
were, all that artistic paraphernalia which can't be submitted to the
public. Yes, indeed, it is really a dead man, dead completely, who is
about to be lowered into the grave.'

However, the painter and the novelist now had to hasten their steps,
for they had got far behind the others while talking; and the hearse,
after rolling past taverns and shops full of tombstones and crosses,
was turning to the right into the short avenue leading to the
cemetery. They overtook it, and passed through the gateway with the
little procession. The priest in his surplice and the choirboy
carrying the holy water receiver, who had both alighted from the
mourning coach, walked on ahead.

It was a large flat cemetery, still in its youth, laid out by rule and
line in the suburban waste land, and divided into squares by broad
symmetrical paths. A few raised tombs bordered the principal avenues,
but most of the graves, already very numerous, were on a level with
the soil. They were hastily arranged temporary sepulchres, for
five-year grants were the only ones to be obtained, and families
hesitated to go to any serious expense. Thus, the stones sinking into
the ground for lack of foundations, the scrubby evergreens which had
not yet had time to grow, all the provisional slop kind of mourning
that one saw there, imparted to that vast field of repose a look of
poverty and cold, clean, dismal bareness like that of a barracks or a
hospital. There was not a corner to be found recalling the graveyard
nooks sung of in the ballads of the romantic period, not one leafy
turn quivering with mystery, not a single large tomb speaking of pride
and eternity. You were in the new style of Paris cemetery, where
everything is set out straight and duly numbered--the cemetery of
democratic times, where the dead seem to slumber at the bottom of an
office drawer, after filing past one by one, as people do at a fete
under the eyes of the police, so as to avoid obstruction.

'Dash it!' muttered Bongrand, 'it isn't lively here.'

'Why not?' asked Sandoz. 'It's commodious; there is plenty of air. And
even although there is no sun, see what a pretty colour it all has.'

In fact, under the grey sky of that November morning, in the
penetrating quiver of the wind, the low tombs, laden with garlands and
crowns of beads, assumed soft tints of charming delicacy. There were
some quite white, and others all black, according to the colour of the
beads. But the contrast lost much of its force amid the pale green
foliage of the dwarfish trees. Poor families exhausted their affection
for the dear departed in decking those five-year grants; there were
piles of crowns and blooming flowers--freshly brought there on the
recent Day of the Dead. Only the cut flowers had as yet faded, between
their paper collars. Some crowns of yellow immortelles shone out like
freshly chiselled gold. But the beads predominated to such a degree
that at the first glance there seemed to be nothing else; they gushed
forth everywhere, hiding the inscriptions and covering the stones and
railings. There were beads forming hearts, beads in festoons and
medallions, beads framing either ornamental designs or objects under
glass, such as velvet pansies, wax hands entwined, satin bows, or, at
times, even photographs of women--yellow, faded, cheap photographs,
showing poor, ugly, touching faces that smiled awkwardly.

As the hearse proceeded along the Avenue du Rond Point, Sandoz, whose
last remark--since it was of an artistic nature--had brought him back
to Claude, resumed the conversation, saying:

'This is a cemetery which he would have understood, he who was so mad
on modern things. No doubt he suffered physically, wasted away by the
over-severe lesion that is so often akin to genius, "three grains too
little, or three grains too much, of some substance in the brain," as
he himself said when he reproached his parents for his constitution.
However, his disorder was not merely a personal affair, he was the
victim of our period. Yes, our generation has been soaked in
romanticism, and we have remained impregnated with it. It is in vain
that we wash ourselves and take baths of reality, the stain is
obstinate, and all the scrubbing in the world won't take it away.'

Bongrand smiled. 'Oh! as for romanticism,' said he, 'I'm up to my ears
in it. It has fed my art, and, indeed, I'm impenitent. If it be true
that my final impotence is due to that, well, after all, what does it
matter? I can't deny the religion of my artistic life. However, your
remark is quite correct; you other fellows, you are rebellious sons.
Claude, for instance, with his big nude woman amid the quays, that
extravagant symbol--'

'Ah, that woman!' interrupted Sandoz, 'it was she who throttled him!
If you knew how he worshipped her! I was never able to cast her out of
him. And how can one possibly have clear perception, a solid,
properly-balanced brain when such phantasmagoria sprouts forth from
your skull? Though coming after yours, our generation is too
imaginative to leave healthy work behind it. Another generation,
perhaps two, will be required before people will be able to paint and
write logically, with the high, pure simplicity of truth. Truth,
nature alone, is the right basis, the necessary guide, outside of
which madness begins; and the toiler needn't be afraid of flattening
his work, his temperament is there, which will always carry him
sufficiently away. Does any one dream of denying personality, the
involuntary thumb-stroke which deforms whatever we touch and
constitutes our poor creativeness?'

However, he turned his head, and involuntarily added:

'Hallo! what's burning? Are they lighting bonfires here?'

The procession had turned on reaching the Rond Point, where the
ossuary was situated--the common vault gradually filled with all the
remnants removed from the graves, and the stone slab of which, in the
centre of a circular lawn, disappeared under a heap of wreaths,
deposited there by the pious relatives of those who no longer had an
individual resting-place. And, as the hearse rolled slowly to the left
in transversal Avenue No. 2, there had come a sound of crackling, and
thick smoke had risen above the little plane trees bordering the path.
Some distance ahead, as the party approached, they could see a large
pile of earthy things beginning to burn, and they ended by
understanding. The fire was lighted at the edge of a large square
patch of ground, which had been dug up in broad parallel furrows, so
as to remove the coffins before allotting the soil to other corpses;
just as the peasant turns the stubble over before sowing afresh. The
long empty furrows seemed to yawn, the mounds of rich soil seemed to
be purifying under the broad grey sky; and the fire thus burning in
that corner was formed of the rotten wood of the coffins that had been
removed--slit, broken boards, eaten into by the earth, often reduced
to a ruddy humus, and gathered together in an enormous pile. They
broke up with faint detonations, and being damp with human mud, they
refused to flame, and merely smoked with growing intensity. Large
columns of the smoke rose into the pale sky, and were beaten down by
the November wind, and torn into ruddy shreds, which flew across the
low tombs of quite one half of the cemetery.

Sandoz and Bongrand had looked at the scene without saying a word.
Then, having passed the fire, the former resumed:

'No, he did not prove to be the man of the formula he laid down. I
mean that his genius was not clear enough to enable him to set that
formula erect and impose it upon the world by a definite masterpiece.
And now see how other fellows scatter their efforts around him, after
him! They go no farther than roughing off, they give us mere hasty
impressions, and not one of them seems to have strength enough to
become the master who is awaited. Isn't it irritating, this new notion
of light, this passion for truth carried as far as scientific
analysis, this evolution begun with so much originality, and now
loitering on the way, as it were, falling into the hands of
tricksters, and never coming to a head, simply because the necessary
man isn't born? But pooh! the man will be born; nothing is ever lost,
light must be.'

'Who knows? not always,' said Bongrand. 'Life miscarries, like
everything else. I listen to you, you know, but I'm a despairer. I am
dying of sadness, and I feel that everything else is dying. Ah! yes,
there is something unhealthy in the atmosphere of the times--this end
of a century is all demolition, a litter of broken monuments, and soil
that has been turned over and over a hundred times, the whole exhaling
a stench of death! Can anybody remain in good health amid all that?
One's nerves become unhinged, the great neurosis is there, art grows
unsettled, there is general bustling, perfect anarchy, all the madness
of self-love at bay. Never have people quarrelled more and seen less
clearly than since it is pretended that one knows everything.'

Sandoz, who had grown pale, watched the large ruddy coils of smoke
rolling in the wind.

'It was fated,' he mused in an undertone. 'Our excessive activity and
pride of knowledge were bound to cast us back into doubt. This
century, which has already thrown so much light over the world, was
bound to finish amid the threat of a fresh flow of darkness--yes, our
discomfort comes from that! Too much has been promised, too much has
been hoped for; people have looked forward to the conquest and
explanation of everything, and now they growl impatiently. What! don't
things go quicker than that? What! hasn't science managed to bring us
absolute certainty, perfect happiness, in a hundred years? Then what
is the use of going on, since one will never know everything, and
one's bread will always be as bitter? It is as if the century had
become bankrupt, as if it had failed; pessimism twists people's
bowels, mysticism fogs their brains; for we have vainly swept phantoms
away with the light of analysis, the supernatural has resumed
hostilities, the spirit of the legends rebels and wants to conquer us,
while we are halting with fatigue and anguish. Ah! I certainly don't
affirm anything; I myself am tortured. Only it seems to me that this
last convulsion of the old religious terrors was to be foreseen. We
are not the end, we are but a transition, a beginning of something
else. It calms me and does me good to believe that we are marching
towards reason, and the substantiality of science.'

His voice had become husky with emotion, and he added:

'That is, unless madness plunges us, topsy-turvy, into night again,
and we all go off throttled by the ideal, like our old friend who
sleeps there between his four boards.'

The hearse was leaving transversal Avenue No. 2 to turn, on the right,
into lateral Avenue No. 3, and the painter, without speaking, called
the novelist's attention to a square plot of graves, beside which the
procession was now passing.

There was here a children's cemetery, nothing but children's tombs,
stretching far away in orderly fashion, separated at regular intervals
by narrow paths, and looking like some infantile city of death. There
were tiny little white crosses, tiny little white railings,
disappearing almost beneath an efflorescence of white and blue
wreaths, on a level with the soil; and that peaceful field of repose,
so soft in colour, with the bluish tint of milk about it, seemed to
have been made flowery by all the childhood lying in the earth. The
crosses recorded various ages, two years, sixteen months, five months.
One poor little cross, destitute of any railing, was out of line,
having been set up slantingly across a path, and it simply bore the
words: 'Eugenie, three days.' Scarcely to exist as yet, and withal to
sleep there already, alone, on one side, like the children who on
festive occasions dine at a little side table!

However, the hearse had at last stopped, in the middle of the avenue;
and when Sandoz saw the grave ready at the corner of the next
division, in front of the cemetery of the little ones, he murmured
tenderly:

'Ah! my poor old Claude, with your big child's heart, you will be in
your place beside them.'

The under-bearers removed the coffin from the hearse. The priest, who
looked surly, stood waiting in the wind; some sextons were there with
their shovels. Three neighbours had fallen off on the road, the ten
had dwindled into seven. The second cousin, who had been holding his
hat in his hand since leaving the church, despite the frightful
weather, now drew nearer. All the others uncovered, and the prayers
were about to begin, when a loud piercing whistle made everybody look
up.

Beyond this corner of the cemetery as yet untenanted, at the end of
lateral Avenue No. 3, a train was passing along the high embankment of
the circular railway which overlooked the graveyard. The grassy slope
rose up, and a number of geometrical lines, as it were, stood out
blackly against the grey sky; there were telegraph-posts, connected by
thin wires, a superintendent's box, and a red signal plate, the only
bright throbbing speck visible. When the train rolled past, with its
thunder-crash, one plainly distinguished, as on the transparency of a
shadow play, the silhouettes of the carriages, even the heads of the
passengers showing in the light gaps left by the windows. And the line
became clear again, showing like a simple ink stroke across the
horizon; while far away other whistles called and wailed unceasingly,
shrill with anger, hoarse with suffering, or husky with distress. Then
a guard's horn resounded lugubriously.

'_Revertitur in terram suam unde erat_,' recited the priest, who had
opened a book and was making haste.

But he was not heard, for a large engine had come up puffing, and was
manoeuvring backwards and forwards near the funeral party. It had a
loud thick voice, a guttural whistle, which was intensely mournful. It
came and went, panting; and seen in profile it looked like a heavy
monster. Suddenly, moreover, it let off steam, with all the furious
blowing of a tempest.

'_Requiescat in pace_,' said the priest.

'Amen,' replied the choirboy.

But the words were again lost amid the lashing, deafening detonation,
which was prolonged with the continuous violence of a fusillade.

Bongrand, quite exasperated, turned towards the engine. It became
silent, fortunately, and every one felt relieved. Tears had risen to
the eyes of Sandoz, who had already been stirred by the words which
had involuntarily passed his lips, while he walked behind his old
comrade, talking as if they had been having one of their familiar
chats of yore; and now it seemed to him as if his youth were about to
be consigned to the earth. It was part of himself, the best part, his
illusions and his enthusiasm, which the sextons were taking away to
lower into the depths. At that terrible moment an accident occurred
which increased his grief. It had rained so hard during the preceding
days, and the ground was so soft, that a sudden subsidence of soil
took place. One of the sextons had to jump into the grave and empty it
with his shovel with a slow rhythmical movement. There was no end to
the matter, the funeral seemed likely to last for ever amid the
impatience of the priest and the interest of the four neighbours who
had followed on to the end, though nobody could say why. And up above,
on the embankment, the engine had begun manoeuvring again, retreating
and howling at each turn of its wheels, its fire-box open the while,
and lighting up the gloomy scene with a rain of sparks.

At last the pit was emptied, the coffin lowered, and the aspergillus
passed round. It was all over. The second cousin, standing erect, did
the honours with his correct, pleasant air, shaking hands with all
these people whom he had never previously seen, in memory of the
relative whose name he had not remembered the day before.

'That linen-draper is a very decent fellow,' said Bongrand, who was
swallowing his tears.

'Quite so,' replied Sandoz, sobbing.

All the others were going off, the surplices of the priest and the
choirboy disappeared between the green trees, while the straggling
neighbours loitered reading the inscriptions on the surrounding tombs.

Then Sandoz, making up his mind to leave the grave, which was now half
filled, resumed:

'We alone shall have known him. There is nothing left of him, not even
a name!'

'He is very happy,' said Bongrand; 'he has no picture on hand, in the
earth where he sleeps. It is as well to go off as to toil as we do
merely to turn out infirm children, who always lack something, their
legs or their head, and who don't live.'

'Yes, one must really be wanting in pride to resign oneself to turning
out merely approximate work and resorting to trickery with life. I,
who bestow every care on my books--I despise myself, for I feel that,
despite all my efforts, they are incomplete and untruthful.'

With pale faces, they slowly went away, side by side, past the
children's white tombs, the novelist then in all the strength of his
toil and fame, the painter declining but covered with glory.

'There, at least, lies one who was logical and brave,' continued
Sandoz; 'he confessed his powerlessness and killed himself.'

'That's true,' said Bongrand; 'if we didn't care so much for our skins
we should all do as he has done, eh?'

'Well, yes; since we cannot create anything, since we are but feeble
copyists, we might as well put an end to ourselves at once.'

Again they found themselves before the burning pile of old rotten
coffins, now fully alight, sweating and crackling; but there were
still no flames to be seen, the smoke alone had increased--a thick
acrid smoke, which the wind carried along in whirling coils, so that
it now covered the whole cemetery as with a cloud of mourning.

'Dash it! Eleven o'clock!' said Bongrand, after pulling out his watch.
'I must get home again.'

Sandoz gave an exclamation of surprise:

'What, already eleven?'

Over the low-lying graves, over the vast bead-flowered field of death,
so formal of aspect and so cold, he cast a long look of despair, his
eyes still bedimmed by his tears. And then he added:

'Let's go to work.'



                              THE END





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