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Title: Rachel Ray
Author: Trollope, Anthony, 1815-1882
Language: English
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RACHEL RAY

A Novel.

by

ANTHONY TROLLOPE,

Author of
"Barchester Towers," "Castle Richmond," "Orley Farm," Etc.

In Two Volumes.

VOL. I.



London:
Chapman and Hall, 193, Piccadilly.
1863.
[The right of Translation is reserved.]

London: Printed by William Clowes and Sons,
Stamford Street and Charing Cross.



CONTENTS.

   CHAPTER I.     THE RAY FAMILY.
   CHAPTER II.    THE YOUNG MAN FROM THE BREWERY.
   CHAPTER III.   THE ARM IN THE CLOUDS.
   CHAPTER IV.    WHAT SHALL BE DONE ABOUT IT?
   CHAPTER V.     MR. COMFORT GIVES HIS ADVICE.
   CHAPTER VI.    PREPARATIONS FOR MRS. TAPPITT'S PARTY.
   CHAPTER VII.   AN ACCOUNT OF MRS. TAPPITT'S BALL--COMMENCED.
   CHAPTER VIII.  AN ACCOUNT OF MRS. TAPPITT'S BALL--CONCLUDED.
   CHAPTER IX.    MR. PRONG AT HOME.
   CHAPTER X.     LUKE ROWAN DECLARES HIS PLANS
                     AS TO THE BREWERY.
   CHAPTER XI.    LUKE ROWAN TAKES HIS TEA QUITE
                     LIKE A STEADY YOUNG MAN.
   CHAPTER XII.   MR. TAPPITT IN HIS COUNTING-HOUSE.
   CHAPTER XIII.  RACHEL RAY THINKS "SHE DOES LIKE HIM."
   CHAPTER XIV.   LUKE ROWAN PAYS A SECOND VISIT TO BRAGG'S END.
   CHAPTER XV.    MATERNAL ELOQUENCE.



RACHEL RAY.


CHAPTER I.

THE RAY FAMILY.


There are women who cannot grow alone as standard trees;--for whom
the support and warmth of some wall, some paling, some post, is
absolutely necessary;--who, in their growth, will bend and incline
themselves towards some such prop for their life, creeping with their
tendrils along the ground till they reach it when the circumstances
of life have brought no such prop within their natural and immediate
reach. Of most women it may be said that it would be well for them
that they should marry,--as indeed of most men also, seeing that man
and wife will each lend the other strength, and yet in lending lose
none; but to the women of whom I now speak some kind of marriage is
quite indispensable, and by them some kind of marriage is always
made, though the union is often unnatural. A woman in want of a wall
against which to nail herself will swear conjugal obedience sometimes
to her cook, sometimes to her grandchild, sometimes to her lawyer.
Any standing corner, post, or stump, strong enough to bear her weight
will suffice; but to some standing corner, post, or stump, she will
find her way and attach herself, and there will she be married.

Such a woman was our Mrs. Ray. As her name imports, she had been
married in the way most popular among ladies, with bell, book, and
parson. She had been like a young peach tree that, in its early days,
is carefully taught to grow against a propitious southern wall. Her
natural prop had been found for her, and all had been well. But her
heaven had been made black with storms; the heavy winds had come,
and the warm sheltering covert against which she had felt herself
so safe had been torn away from her branches as they were spreading
themselves forth to the fulness of life. She had been married at
eighteen, and then, after ten years of wedded security, she had
become a widow.

Her husband had been some years older than herself,--a steady, sober,
hardworking, earnest man, well fitted to act as a protecting screen
to such a woman as he had chosen. They had lived in Exeter, both
of them having belonged to Devonshire from their birth; and Mr.
Ray, though not a clergyman himself, had been employed in matters
ecclesiastical. He was a lawyer,--but a lawyer of that sort that is
so nearly akin to the sacerdotal profession, as to make him quite
clerical and almost a clergyman. He managed the property of the dean
and chapter, and knew what were the rights, and also what were the
wrongs, of prebendaries and minor canons,--of vicars choral, and
even of choristers. But he had been dead many years before our story
commences, and so much as this is now said of him simply to explain
under what circumstances Mrs. Ray had received the first tinge of
that colouring which was given to her life by church matters.

They had been married somewhat over ten years when he died, and she
was left with two surviving daughters, the eldest and the youngest of
the children she had borne. The eldest, Dorothea, was then more than
nine years old, and as she took much after her father, being stern,
sober, and steady, Mrs. Ray immediately married herself to her eldest
child. Dorothea became the prop against which she would henceforth
grow. And against Dorothea she had grown ever since, with the
exception of one short year. In that year Dorothea had taken a
husband to herself and had lost him;--so that there were two widows
in the same house. She, like her mother, had married early, having
joined her lot to that of a young clergyman near Baslehurst; but he
had lived but a few months, and Mrs. Ray's eldest child had come back
to her mother's cottage, black, and stiff, and stern, in widow's
weeds,--Mrs. Prime by name. Black, and stiff, and stern, in widow's
weeds, she had remained since, for nine years following, and those
nine years will bring us to the beginning of our story.

As regards Mrs. Ray herself, I think it was well that poor Mr. Prime
had died. It assured to her the support which she needed. It must,
however, be acknowledged that Mrs. Prime was a harder taskmaster than
Dorothea Ray had been, and that the mother might have undergone a
gentler ruling had the daughter never become a wife. I think there
was much in the hardness of the weeds she wore. It seemed as though
Mrs. Prime in selecting her crape, her bombazine, and the models of
her caps, had resolved to repress all ideas of feminine softness;--as
though she had sworn to herself, with a great oath, that man should
never again look on her with gratified eyes. The materials she
wore have made other widows very pleasant to be seen,--with a sad
thoughtful pleasantness indeed, but still very pleasant. There was
nothing of that with Mrs. Prime. When she came back to her mother's
cottage near Baslehurst she was not yet twenty years old, but she was
rough with weeds. Her caps were lumpy, heavy, full of woe, and clean
only as decency might require,--not nicely clean with feminine care.
The very stuff of which they were made was brown, rather than white,
and her dress was always the same. It was rough, and black, and
clinging,--disagreeable to the eye in its shape, as will always be
the dress of any woman which is worn day after day through all hours.
By nature and education Mrs. Prime was a prim, tidy woman, but it
seemed that her peculiar ideas of duty required her to militate
against her nature and education, at any rate in appearance. And this
was her lot in life before she had yet reached her twentieth year!

Dorothea Ray had not been wanting in some feminine attraction.
She had ever been brown and homely, but her features had been
well-formed, and her eyes had been bright. Now, as she approached to
thirty years of age, she might have been as well-looking as at any
earlier period of her life if it had been her wish to possess good
looks. But she had had no such wish. On the contrary, her desire had
been to be ugly, forbidding, unattractive, almost repulsive; so that,
in very truth, she might be known to be a widow indeed. And here
I must not be misunderstood. There was nothing hypocritical about
Mrs. Prime, nor did she make any attempt to appear before men to
be weighted with a deeper sorrow than that which she truly bore;
hypocrisy was by no means her fault. Her fault was this; that she had
taught herself to believe that cheerfulness was a sin, and that the
more she became morose, the nearer would she be to the fruition of
those hopes of future happiness on which her heart was set. In all
her words and thoughts she was genuine; but, then, in so very many of
them she was mistaken! This was the wall against which Mrs. Ray had
allowed herself to be fastened for many years past, and though the
support was strong it must be admitted that it could hardly have been
at all times pleasant.

Mrs. Ray had become a widow before she was thirty; and she had
grieved for her husband with truest sorrow, pouring herself out at
first in tears, and afterwards expending herself in long hours of
vain regrets. But she had never been rough or hard in her widowhood.
It had ever been her nature to be soft. She was a woman all over,
and had about her so much of a woman's prettiness, that she had not
altogether divested herself of it, even when her weepers had been of
the broadest. To obtain favour in men's eyes had never been in her
mind since she had first obtained favour in the eyes of him who had
been her lord; but yet she had never absolutely divested herself
of her woman charms, of that look half retreating, half beseeching,
which had won the heart of the ecclesiastical lawyer. Gradually her
weeds and her deep heavy crapes had fallen away from her, and then,
without much thought on the matter, she dressed herself much as
did other women of forty or forty-five,--being driven, however, on
certain occasions by her daughter to a degree of dinginess, not by
any means rivalling that of the daughter herself, but which she would
not have achieved had she been left to her own devices. She was a
sweet-tempered, good-humoured, loving, timid woman, ever listening
and believing and learning, with a certain aptitude for gentle
mirth at her heart which, however, was always being repressed and
controlled by the circumstances of her life. She could gossip over a
cup of tea, and enjoy buttered toast and hot cake very thoroughly, if
only there was no one near her to whisper into her ear that any such
enjoyment was wicked. In spite of the sorrows she had suffered she
would have taught herself to believe this world to be a pleasant
place, were it not so often preached into her ears that it is a vale
of tribulation in which no satisfaction can abide. And it may be said
of Mrs. Ray that her religion, though it sufficed her, tormented her
grievously. It sufficed her; and if on such a subject I may venture
to give an opinion, I think it was of a nature to suffice her in that
great strait for which it had been prepared. But in this world it
tormented her, carrying her hither and thither, and leaving her in
grievous doubt, not as to its own truth in any of its details, but as
to her own conduct under its injunctions, and also as to her own mode
of believing in it. In truth she believed too much. She could never
divide the minister from the Bible;--nay, the very clerk in the
church was sacred to her while exercising his functions therein. It
never occurred to her to question any word that was said to her. If a
linen-draper were to tell her that one coloured calico was better for
her than another, she would take that point as settled by the man's
word, and for the time would be free from all doubt on that heading.
So also when the clergyman in his sermon told her that she should
live simply and altogether for heaven, that all thoughts as to this
world were wicked thoughts, and that nothing belonging to this world
could be other than painful, full of sorrow and vexations, she would
go home believing him absolutely, and with tear-laden eyes would
bethink herself how utterly she was a castaway, because of that tea,
and cake, and innocent tittle tattle with which the hours of her
Saturday evening had been beguiled. She would weakly resolve that she
would laugh no more, and that she would live in truth in a valley of
tears. But then as the bright sun came upon her, and the birds sang
around her, and some one that she loved would cling to her and kiss
her, she would be happy in her own despite, and would laugh with a
low musical sweet tone, forgetting that such laughter was a sin.

And then that very clergyman himself would torment her;--he that told
her from the pulpit on Sundays how frightfully vain were all attempts
at worldly happiness. He would come to her on the Monday with a
good-natured, rather rubicund face, and would ask after all her
little worldly belongings,--for he knew of her history and her
means,--and he would joke with her, and tell her comfortably of his
grown sons and daughters, who were prospering in worldly matters,
and express the fondest solicitude as to their worldly advancement.
Twice or thrice a year Mrs. Ray would go to the parsonage, and such
evenings would be by no means hours of wailing. Tea and buttered
toast on such occasions would be very manifestly in the ascendant.
Mrs. Ray never questioned the propriety of her clergyman's life, nor
taught herself to see a discrepancy between his doctrine and his
conduct. But she believed in both, and was unconsciously troubled
at having her belief so varied. She never thought about it, or
discovered that her friend allowed himself to be carried away in his
sermons by his zeal, and that he condemned this world in all things,
hoping that he might thereby teach his hearers to condemn it in
some things. Mrs. Ray would allow herself the privilege of no such
argument as that. It was all gospel to her. The parson in the church,
and the parson out of the church, were alike gospels to her sweet,
white, credulous mind; but these differing gospels troubled her and
tormented her.

Of that particular clergyman, I may as well here say that he was the
Rev. Charles Comfort, and that he was rector of Cawston, a parish in
Devonshire, about two miles out of Baslehurst. Mr. Prime had for a
year or two been his curate, and during that term of curacy he had
married Dorothea Ray. Then he had died, and his widow had returned
from the house her husband had occupied near the church to her
mother's cottage. Mr. Prime had been possessed of some property, and
when he died he left his widow in the uncontrolled possession of
two hundred a year. As it was well known that Mrs. Ray's income was
considerably less than this, the people of Baslehurst and Cawston
had declared how comfortable for Mrs. Ray would be this accession of
wealth to the family. But Mrs. Ray had not become much the richer.
Mrs. Prime did no doubt pay her fair quota towards the maintenance
of the humble cottage at Bragg's End, for such was the name of the
spot at which Mrs. Ray lived. But she did not do more than this.
She established a Dorcas society at Baslehurst, of which she became
permanent president, and spent her money in carrying on this
institution in the manner most pleasing to herself. I fear that Mrs.
Prime liked to be more powerful at these charitable meetings than her
sister labourers in the same vineyard, and that she achieved this
power by the means of her money. I do not bring this as a heavy
accusation against her. In such institutions there is generally need
of a strong, stirring, leading mind. If some one would not assume
power, the power needed would not be exercised. Such a one as Mrs.
Prime is often necessary. But we all have our own pet temptations,
and I think that Mrs. Prime's temptation was a love of power.

It will be understood that Baslehurst is a town,--a town with a
market, and hotels, and a big brewery, and a square, and street;
whereas Cawston is a village, or rather a rural parish, three miles
out of Baslehurst, north of it, lying on the river Avon. But Bragg's
End, though within the parish of Cawston, lies about a mile and a
half from the church and village, on the road to Baslehurst, and
partakes therefore almost as much of the township of Baslehurst as
it does of the rusticity of Cawston. How Bragg came to such an end,
or why this corner of the parish came to be thus united for ever
to Bragg's name, no one in the parish knew. The place consisted of
a little green, and a little wooden bridge, over a little stream
that trickled away into the Avon. Here were clustered half a dozen
labourers' cottages, and a beer or cider shop. Standing back from the
green was the house and homestead of Farmer Sturt, and close upon
the green, with its garden hedge running down to the bridge, was the
pretty cottage of Mrs. Ray. Mr. Comfort had known her husband, and
he had found for her this quiet home. It was a pretty place, with
one small sitting-room opening back upon the little garden, and with
another somewhat larger fronting towards the road and the green. In
the front room Mrs. Ray lived, looking out upon so much of the world
as Bragg's End green afforded to her view. The other seemed to be
kept with some faint expectation of company that never came. Many of
the widow's neatest belongings were here preserved in most perfect
order; but one may say that they were altogether thrown away,--unless
indeed they afforded solace to their owner in the very act of dusting
them. Here there were four or five books, prettily bound, with gilt
leaves, arranged in shapes on the small round table. Here also was
deposited a spangled mat of wondrous brightness, made of short white
sticks of glass strung together. It must have taken care and time in
its manufacture, but was, I should say, but of little efficacy either
for domestic use or domestic ornament. There were shells on the
chimneypiece, and two or three china figures. There was a birdcage
hung in the window but without a bird. It was all very clean, but the
room conveyed at the first glance an overpowering idea of its own
absolute inutility and vanity. It was capable of answering no purpose
for which men and women use rooms; but he who could have said so to
Mrs. Ray must have been a cruel and a hardhearted man.

The other room which looked out upon the green was snug enough, and
sufficed for all the widow's wants. There was a little book-case
laden with books. There was the family table at which they ate their
meals; and there was the little table near the window at which Mrs.
Ray worked. There was an old sofa, and an old arm-chair; and there
was, also, a carpet, alas, so old that the poor woman had become
painfully aware that she must soon have either no carpet or a new
one. A word or two had already been said between her and Mrs. Prime
on that matter, but the word or two had not as yet been comfortable.
Then, over the fire, there was an old round mirror; and, having told
of that, I believe I need not further describe the furniture of the
sitting room at Bragg's End.

But I have not as yet described the whole of Mrs. Ray's family. Had
I done so, her life would indeed have been sour, and sorrowful, for
she was a woman who especially needed companionship. Though I have
hitherto spoken but of one daughter, I have said that two had been
left with her when her husband died. She had one whom she feared
and obeyed, seeing that a master was necessary to her; but she had
another whom she loved and caressed, and I may declare, that some
such object for her tenderness was as necessary to her as the master.
She could not have lived without something to kiss, something to
tend, something to which she might speak in short, loving, pet terms
of affection. This youngest girl, Rachel, had been only two years old
when her father died, and now, at the time of this story, was not yet
quite twenty. Her sister was, in truth, only seven years her senior,
but in all the facts and ways of life, she seemed to be the elder by
at least half a century. Rachel indeed, at the time, felt herself to
be much nearer of an age with her mother. With her mother she could
laugh and talk, ay, and form little wicked whispered schemes behind
the tyrant's back, during some of those Dorcas hours, in which Mrs.
Prime would be employed at Baslehurst; schemes, however, for the
final perpetration of which, the courage of the elder widow would too
frequently be found insufficient.

Rachel Ray was a fair-haired, well-grown, comely girl,--very like
her mother in all but this, that whereas about the mother's eyes
there was always a look of weakness, there was a shadowing of coming
strength of character round those of the daughter. On her brow there
was written a capacity for sustained purpose which was wanting to
Mrs. Ray. Not that the reader is to suppose that she was masterful
like her sister. She had been brought up under Mrs. Prime's
directions, and had not, as yet, learned to rebel. Nor was she in
any way prone to domineer. A little wickedness now and then, to the
extent, perhaps, of a vain walk into Baslehurst on a summer evening,
a little obstinacy in refusing to explain whither she had been and
whom she had seen, a yawn in church, or a word of complaint as to the
length of the second Sunday sermon,--these were her sins; and when
rebuked for them by her sister, she would of late toss her head, and
look slily across to her mother, with an eye that was not penitent.
Then Mrs. Prime would become black and angry, and would foretell hard
things for her sister, denouncing her as fashioning herself wilfully
in the world's ways. On such occasions Mrs. Ray would become very
unhappy, believing first in the one child and then in the other.
She would defend Rachel, till her weak defence would be knocked
to shivers, and her poor vacillating words taken from out of her
mouth. Then, when forced to acknowledge that Rachel was in danger
of backsliding, she would kiss her and cry over her, and beg her to
listen to the sermons. Rachel hitherto had never rebelled. She had
never declared that a walk into Baslehurst was better than a sermon.
She had never said out boldly that she liked the world and its
wickednesses. But an observer of physiognomy, had such observer been
there, might have seen that the days of such rebellion were coming.

She was a fair-haired girl, with hair, not flaxen, but of light-brown
tint,--thick, and full, and glossy, so that its charms could not
all be hidden away let Mrs. Prime do what she would to effect such
hiding. She was well made, being tall and straight, with great
appearance of health and strength. She walked as though the motion
were pleasant to her, and easy,--as though the very act of walking
were a pleasure. She was bright too, and clever in their little
cottage, striving hard with her needle to make things look well, and
not sparing her strength in giving household assistance. One little
maiden Mrs. Ray employed, and a gardener came to her for half a day
once a week;--but I doubt whether the maiden in the house, or the
gardener out of the house, did as much hard work as Rachel. How
she had toiled over that carpet, patching it and piecing it! Even
Dorothea could not accuse her of idleness. Therefore Dorothea accused
her of profitless industry, because she would not attend more
frequently at those Dorcas meetings.

"But, Dolly, how on earth am I to make my own things, and look after
mamma's? Charity begins at home." Then had Dorothea put down her huge
Dorcas basket, and explained to her sister, at considerable length,
her reading of that text of Scripture. "One's own clothes must
be made all the same," Rachel said when the female preacher had
finished. "And I don't suppose even you would like mamma to go to
church without a decent gown." Then Dorothea had seized up her
huge basket angrily, and had trudged off into Baslehurst at a
quick pace,--at a pace much too quick when the summer's heat is
considered;--and as she went, unhappy thoughts filled her mind. A
coloured dress belonging to Rachel herself had met her eye, and she
had heard tidings of--a young man!

Such tidings, to her ears, were tidings of iniquity, of vanity,
of terrible sin; they were tidings which hardly admitted of being
discussed with decency, and which had to be spoken of below the
breath. A young man! Could it be that such disgrace had fallen upon
her sister! She had not as yet mentioned the subject to Rachel, but
she had given a dark hint to their afflicted mother.

"No, I didn't see it myself, but I heard it from Miss Pucker."

"She that was to have been married to William Whitecoat, the baker's
son, only he went away to Torquay and picked up with somebody else.
People said he did it because she does squint so dreadfully."

"Mother!"--and Dorothea spoke very sternly as she answered--"what
does it matter to us about William Whitecoat, or Miss Pucker's
squint? She is a woman eager in doing good."

"It's only since he left Baslehurst, my dear."

"Mother!--does that matter to Rachel? Will that save her if she be in
danger? I tell you that Miss Pucker saw her walking with that young
man from the brewery!"

Though Mrs. Ray had been strongly inclined to throw what odium she
could upon Miss Pucker, and though she hated Miss Pucker in her
heart,--at this special moment,--for having carried tales against her
darling, she could not deny, even to herself, that a terrible state
of things had arrived if it were really true that Rachel had been
seen walking with a young man. She was not bitter on the subject
as was Mrs. Prime and poor Miss Pucker, but she was filled full of
indefinite horror with regard to young men in general. They were all
regarded by her as wolves,--as wolves, either with or without sheep's
clothing. I doubt whether she ever brought it home to herself that
those whom she now recognized as the established and well-credited
lords of the creation had ever been young men themselves. When she
heard of a wedding,--when she learned that some struggling son of
Adam had taken to himself a wife, and had settled himself down to the
sober work of the world, she rejoiced greatly, thinking that the son
of Adam had done well to get himself married. But whenever it was
whispered into her ear that any young man was looking after a young
woman,--that he was taking the only step by which he could hope to
find a wife for himself,--she was instantly shocked at the wickedness
of the world, and prayed inwardly that the girl at least might be
saved like a brand from the burning. A young man, in her estimation,
was a wicked wild beast, seeking after young women to devour them, as
a cat seeks after mice. This at least was her established idea,--the
idea on which she worked, unless some other idea on any special
occasion were put into her head. When young Butler Cornbury, the
eldest son of the neighbouring squire, came to Cawston after pretty
Patty Comfort,--for Patty Comfort was said to have been the prettiest
girl in Devonshire;--and when Patty Comfort had been allowed to go to
the assemblies at Torquay almost on purpose to meet him, Mrs. Ray had
thought it all right, because it had been presented to her mind as
all right by the Rector. Butler Cornbury had married Patty Comfort
and it was all right. But had she heard of Patty's dancings without
the assistance of a few hints from Mr. Comfort himself, her mind
would have worked in a different way.

She certainly desired that her own child Rachel should some day
find a husband, and Rachel was already older than she had been
when she married, or than Mrs. Prime had been at her wedding; but,
nevertheless, there was something terrible in the very thought of--a
young man; and she, though she would fain have defended her child,
hardly knew how to do so otherwise than by discrediting the words of
Miss Pucker. "She always was very ill-natured, you know," Mrs. Ray
ventured to hint.

"Mother!" said Mrs. Prime, in that peculiarly stern voice of hers.
"There can be no reason for supposing that Miss Pucker wishes to
malign the child. It is my belief that Rachel will be in Baslehurst
this evening. If so, she probably intends to meet him again."

"I know she is going into Baslehurst after tea," said Mrs. Ray,
"because she has promised to walk with the Miss Tappitts. She told me
so."

"Exactly;--with the brewery girls! Oh, mother!" Now it is certainly
true that the three Miss Tappitts were the daughters of Bungall and
Tappitt, the old-established brewers of Baslehurst. They were, at
least, the actual children of Mr. Tappitt, who was the sole surviving
partner in the brewery. The name of Bungall had for many years been
used merely to give solidity and standing to the Tappitt family.
The Miss Tappitts certainly came from the brewery, and Miss Pucker
had said that the young man came from the same quarter. There was
ground in this for much suspicion, and Mrs. Ray became uneasy. This
conversation between the two widows had occurred before dinner at the
cottage on a Saturday;--and it was after dinner that the elder sister
had endeavoured to persuade the younger one to accompany her to the
Dorcas workshop;--but had endeavoured in vain.



CHAPTER II.

THE YOUNG MAN FROM THE BREWERY.


There were during the summer months four Dorcas afternoons held
weekly in Baslehurst, at all of which Mrs. Prime presided. It was her
custom to start soon after dinner, so as to reach the working room
before three o'clock, and there she would remain till nine, or as
long as the daylight remained. The meeting was held in a sitting room
belonging to Miss Pucker, for the use of which the Institution paid
some moderate rent. The other ladies, all belonging to Baslehurst,
were accustomed to go home to tea in the middle of their labours;
but, as Mrs. Prime could not do this because of the distance, she
remained with Miss Pucker, paying for such refreshment as she needed.
In this way there came to be a great friendship between Mrs. Prime
and Miss Pucker;--or rather, perhaps, Mrs. Prime thus obtained the
services of a most obedient minister. Rachel had on various occasions
gone with her sister to the Dorcas meetings, and once or twice had
remained at Miss Pucker's house, drinking tea there. But this she
greatly disliked. She was aware, when she did so, that her sister
paid for her, and she thought that Dorothea showed by her behaviour
that she was mistress of the entertainment. And then Rachel greatly
disliked Miss Pucker. She disliked that lady's squint, she disliked
the tone of her voice, she disliked her subservience to Mrs. Prime,
and she especially disliked the vehemence of her objection to--young
men. When Rachel had last left Miss Pucker's room she had resolved
that she would never again drink tea there. She had not said to
herself positively that she would attend no more of the Dorcas
meetings;--but as regarded their summer arrangement this resolve
against the tea-drinking amounted almost to the same thing.

It was on this account, I protest, and by no means on account of
that young man from the brewery, that Rachel had with determination
opposed her sister's request on this special Saturday. And the
refusal had been made in an unaccustomed manner, owing to the request
also having been pressed with unusual vigour.

"Rachel, I particularly wish it, and I think that you ought to come,"
Dorothea had said.

"I had rather not come, Dolly."

"That means," continued Mrs. Prime, "that you prefer your pleasure to
your duty;--that you boldly declare yourself determined to neglect
that which you know you ought to do."

"I don't know any such thing," said Rachel.

"If you think of it you will know it," said Mrs. Prime.

"At any rate I don't mean to go to Miss Pucker's this
afternoon."--Then Rachel left the room.

It was immediately after this conversation that Mrs. Prime uttered to
Mrs. Ray that terrible hint about the young man; and at the same time
uttered another hint by which she strove to impress upon her mother
that Rachel ought to be kept in subordination,--in fact, that the
power should not belong to Rachel of choosing whether she would or
would not go to Dorcas meetings. In all such matters, according to
Dorothea's view of the case, Rachel should do as she was bidden. But
then how was Rachel to be made to do as she was bidden? How was her
sister to enforce her attendance? Obedience in this world depends as
frequently on the weakness of him who is governed as on the strength
of him who governs. That man who was going to the left is ordered by
you with some voice of command to go to the right. When he hesitates
you put more command into your voice, more command into your
eyes,--and then he obeys. Mrs. Prime had tried this, but Rachel had
not turned to the right. When Mrs. Prime applied for aid to their
mother, it was a sign that the power of command was going from
herself. After dinner the elder sister made another little futile
attempt, and then, when she had again failed, she trudged off with
her basket.

Mrs. Ray and Rachel were left sitting at the open window, looking out
upon the mignionette. It was now in July, when the summer sun is at
the hottest,--and in those southern parts of Devonshire the summer
sun in July is very hot. There is no other part of England like it.
The lanes are low and narrow, and not a breath of air stirs through
them. The ground rises in hills on all sides, so that every spot is
a sheltered nook. The rich red earth drinks in the heat and holds it,
and no breezes come up from the southern torpid sea. Of all counties
in England Devonshire is the fairest to the eye; but, having known it
in its summer glory, I must confess that those southern regions are
not fitted for much noonday summer walking.

"I'm afraid she'll find it very hot with that big basket," said Mrs.
Ray, after a short pause. It must not be supposed that either she or
Rachel were idle because they remained at home. They both had their
needles in their hands, and Rachel was at work, not on that coloured
frock of her own which had roused her sister's suspicion, but on
needful aid to her mother's Sunday gown.

"She might have left it in Baslehurst if she liked," said Rachel, "or
I would have carried it for her as far as the bridge, only that she
was so angry with me when she went."

"I don't think she was exactly angry, Rachel."

"Oh, but she was, mamma;--very angry. I know by her way of flinging
out of the house."

"I think she was sorry because you would not go with her."

"But I don't like going there, mamma. I don't like that Miss Pucker.
I can't go without staying to tea, and I don't like drinking tea
there." Then there was a little pause. "You don't want me to go;--do
you, mamma? How would the things get done here? and you can't like
having your tea alone."

"No; I don't like that at all," said Mrs. Ray. But she hardly thought
of what she was saying. Her mind was away, working on the subject
of that young man. She felt that it was her duty to say something
to Rachel, and yet she did not know what to say. Was she to quote
Miss Pucker? It went, moreover, sorely against the grain with
her to disturb the comfort of their present happy moments by any
disagreeable allusion. The world gave her nothing better than those
hours in which Rachel was alone with her,--in which Rachel tended
her and comforted her. No word had been said on a subject so wicked
and full of vanity, but Mrs. Ray knew that her evening meal would be
brought in at half-past five in the shape of a little feast,--a feast
which would not be spread if Mrs. Prime had remained at home. At five
o'clock Rachel would slip away and make hot toast, and would run over
the Green to Farmer Sturt's wife for a little thick cream, and there
would be a batter cake, and so there would be a feast. Rachel was
excellent at the preparation of such banquets, knowing how to coax
the teapot into a good drawing humour, and being very clever in
little comforts; and she would hover about her mother, in a way very
delightful to that lady, making the widow feel for the time that
there was a gleam of sunshine in the valley of tribulation. All that
must be over for this afternoon if she spoke of Miss Pucker and the
young man. Yes; and must it not be over for many an afternoon to
come? If there were to be distrust between her and Rachel what would
her life be worth to her?

But yet there was her duty! As she sat there looking out into the
garden indistinct ideas of what were a mother's duties to her child
lay heavy on her mind,--ideas which were very indistinct, but which
were not on that account the less powerful in their operation. She
knew that it behoved her to sacrifice everything to her child's
welfare, but she did not know what special sacrifice she was at this
moment called upon to make. Would it be well that she should leave
this matter altogether in the hands of Mrs. Prime, and thus, as it
were, abdicate her own authority? Mrs. Prime would undertake such a
task with much more skill and power of language than she could use.
But then would this be fair to Rachel, and would Rachel obey her
sister? Any explicit direction from herself,--if only she could bring
herself to give any,--Rachel would, she thought, obey. In this way
she resolved that she would break the ice and do her duty.

"Are you going into Baslehurst this evening, dear?" she said.

"Yes, mamma; I shall walk in after tea;--that is if you don't want
me. I told the Miss Tappitts I would meet them."

"No; I shan't want you. But Rachel--"

"Well, mamma?"

Mrs. Ray did not know how to do it. The matter was surrounded with
difficulties. How was she to begin, so as to introduce the subject
of the young man without shocking her child and showing an amount of
distrust which she did not feel? "Do you like those Miss Tappitts?"
she said.

"Yes;--in a sort of a way. They are very good-natured, and one likes
to know somebody. I think they are nicer than Miss Pucker."

"Oh, yes;--I never did like Miss Pucker myself. But, Rachel--"

"What is it, mamma? I know you've something to say, and that you
don't half like to say it. Dolly has been telling tales about me, and
you want to lecture me, only you haven't got the heart. Isn't that
it, mamma?" Then she put down her work, and coming close up to her
mother, knelt before her and looked up into her face. "You want to
scold me, and you haven't got the heart to do it."

"My darling, my darling," said the mother, stroking her child's soft
smooth hair. "I don't want to scold you;--I never want to scold you.
I hate scolding anybody."

"I know you do, mamma."

"But they have told me something which has frightened me."

"They! who are they?"

"Your sister told me, and Miss Pucker told her."

"Oh, Miss Pucker! What business has Miss Pucker with me? If she is
to come between us all our happiness will be over." Then Rachel rose
from her knees and began to look angry, whereupon her mother was more
frightened than ever. "But let me hear it, mamma. I've no doubt it is
something very awful."

Mrs. Ray looked at her daughter with beseeching eyes, as though
praying to be forgiven for having introduced a subject so
disagreeable. "Dorothea says that on Wednesday evening you were
walking under the churchyard elms with--that young man from the
brewery."

At any rate everything had been said now. The extent of the depravity
with which Rachel was to be charged had been made known to her in
the very plainest terms. Mrs. Ray as she uttered the terrible words
turned first pale and then red,--pale with fear and red with shame.
As soon as she had spoken them she wished the words unsaid. Her
dislike to Miss Pucker amounted almost to hatred. She felt bitterly
even towards her own eldest daughter. She looked timidly into
Rachel's face and unconsciously construed into their true meaning
those lines which formed themselves on the girl's brow and over her
eyes.

"Well, mamma; and what else?" said Rachel.

"Dorothea thinks that perhaps you are going into Baslehurst to meet
him again."

"And suppose I am?"

From the tone in which this question was asked it was clear to Mrs.
Ray that she was expected to answer it. And yet what answer could she
make?

It had never occurred to her that her child would take upon herself
to defend such conduct as that imputed to her, or that any question
would be raised as to the propriety or impropriety of the proceeding.
She was by no means prepared to show why it was so very terrible
and iniquitous. She regarded it as a sin,--known to be a sin
generally,--as is stealing or lying. "Suppose I am going to walk with
him again? what then?"

"Oh, Rachel, who is he? I don't even know his name. I didn't believe
it, when Dorothea told me; only as she did tell me I thought I ought
to mention it. Oh dear, oh dear! I hope there is nothing wrong. You
were always so good;--I can't believe anything wrong of you."

"No, mamma;--don't. Don't think evil of me."

"I never did, my darling."

"I am not going into Baslehurst to walk with Mr. Rowan;--for I
suppose it is him you mean."

"I don't know, my dear; I never heard the young man's name."

"It is Mr. Rowan. I did walk with him along the churchyard path when
that woman with her sharp squinting eyes saw me. He does belong to
the brewery. He is related in some way to the Tappitts, and was a
nephew of old Mrs. Bungall's. He is there as a clerk, and they say he
is to be a partner,--only I don't think he ever will, for he quarrels
with Mr. Tappitt."

"Dear, dear!" said Mrs. Ray.

"And now, mamma, you know as much about him as I do; only this, that
he went to Exeter this morning, and does not come back till Monday,
so that it is impossible that I should meet him in Baslehurst this
evening;--and it was very unkind of Dolly to say so; very unkind
indeed." Then Rachel gave way and began to cry.

It certainly did seem to Mrs. Ray that Rachel knew a good deal about
Mr. Rowan. She knew of his kith and kin, she knew of his prospects
and what was like to mar his prospects, and she knew also of his
immediate proceedings, whereabouts, and intentions. Mrs. Ray did not
logically draw any conclusion from these premises, but she became
uncomfortably assured that there did exist a considerable intimacy
between Mr. Rowan and her daughter. And how had it come to pass that
this had been allowed to form itself without any knowledge on her
part? Miss Pucker might be odious and disagreeable;--Mrs. Ray was
inclined to think that the lady in question was very odious and
disagreeable;--but must it not be admitted that her little story
about the young man had proved itself to be true?

"I never will go to those nasty rag meetings any more."

"Oh Rachel, don't speak in that way."

"But I won't. I will never put my foot in that woman's room again.
They talk nothing but scandal all the time they are there, and speak
any ill they can of the poor young girls whom they talk about. If you
don't mind my knowing Mr. Rowan, what is it to them?"

But this was assuming a great deal. Mrs. Ray was by no means prepared
to say that she did not object to her daughter's acquaintance with
Mr. Rowan. "But I don't know anything about him, my dear. I never
heard his name before."

"No, mamma; you never did. And I know very little of him; so little
that there has been nothing to tell,--at least next to nothing. I
don't want to have any secrets from you, mamma."

"But, Rachel,--he isn't, is he--? I mean there isn't anything
particular between him and you? How was it you were walking with him
alone?"

"I wasn't walking with him alone;--at least only for a little way. He
had been out with his cousins and we had all been together, and when
they went in, of course I was obliged to come home. I couldn't help
his coming along the churchyard path with me. And what if he did,
mamma? He couldn't bite me."

"But my dear--"

"Oh mamma;--don't be afraid of me." Then she came across, and again
knelt at her mother's feet. "If you'll trust me I'll tell you
everything."

Upon hearing this assurance, Mrs. Ray of course promised Rachel that
she would trust her and expected in return to be told everything
then, at the moment. But she perceived that her daughter did not
mean to tell her anything further at that time. Rachel, when she had
received her mother's promise, embraced her warmly, caressing her and
petting her as was her custom, and then after a while she resumed her
work. Mrs. Ray was delighted to have the evil thing over, but she
could not but feel that the conversation had not terminated as it
should have done.

Soon after that the hour arrived for their little feast, and Rachel
went about her work just as merrily and kindly as though there had
been no words about the young man. She went across for the cream,
and stayed gossiping for some few minutes with Mrs. Sturt. Then she
bustled about the kitchen making the tea and toasting the bread. She
had never been more anxious to make everything comfortable for her
mother, and never more eager in her coaxing way of doing honour to
the good things which she had prepared; but, through it all, her
mother was aware that everything was not right; there was something
in Rachel's voice which betrayed inward uneasiness;--something in
the vivacity of her movements that was not quite true to her usual
nature. Mrs. Ray felt that it was so, and could not therefore be
altogether at her ease. She pretended to enjoy herself;--but Rachel
knew that her joy was not real. Nothing further, however, was said,
either regarding that evening's walk into Baslehurst, or touching
that other walk as to which Miss Pucker's tale had been told. Mrs.
Ray had done as much as her courage enabled her to attempt on that
occasion.

When the tea-drinking was over, and the cups and spoons had been
tidily put away, Rachel prepared herself for her walk. She had been
very careful that nothing should be hurried,--that there should be no
apparent anxiety on her part to leave her mother quickly. And even
when all was done, she would not go without some assurance of her
mother's goodwill. "If you have any wish that I should stay, mamma, I
don't care in the least about going."

"No, my dear; I don't want you to stay at all."

"Your dress is finished."

"Thank you, my dear; you have been very good."

"I haven't been good at all; but I will be good if you'll trust me."

"I will trust you."

"At any rate you need not be afraid to-night, for I am only going to
take a walk with those three girls across the church meadows. They're
always very civil, and I don't like to turn my back upon them."

"I don't wish you to turn your back upon them."

"It's stupid not to know anybody; isn't it?"

"I dare say it is," said Mrs. Ray. Then Rachel had finished tying on
her hat, and she walked forth.

For more than two hours after that the widow sat alone, thinking of
her children. As regarded Mrs. Prime, there was at any rate no cause
for trembling, timid thoughts. She might be regarded as being safe
from the world's wicked allurements. She was founded like a strong
rock, and was, with her stedfast earnestness, a staff on which
her weaker mother might lean with security. But then she was so
stern,--and her very strength was so oppressive! Rachel was weaker,
more worldly, given terribly to vain desires and thoughts that were
almost wicked; but then it was so pleasant to live with her! And
Rachel, though weak and worldly and almost wicked, was so very good
and kind and sweet! As Mrs. Ray thought of this she began to doubt
whether, after all, the world was so very bad a place, and whether
the wickedness of tea and toast, and of other creature comforts,
could be so very great. "I wonder what sort of a young man he is,"
she said to herself.

Mrs. Prime's return was always timed with the regularity of
clockwork. At this period of the year she invariably came in exactly
at half-past nine. Mrs. Ray was very anxious that Rachel should come
in first, so that nothing should be said of her walk on this evening.
She had been unwilling to imply distrust by making any special
request on this occasion, and had therefore said nothing on the
subject as Rachel went; but she had carefully watched the clock, and
had become uneasy as the time came round for Mrs. Prime's appearance.
Exactly at half-past nine she entered the house, bringing with her
the heavy basket laden with work, and bringing with her also a face
full of the deepest displeasure. She said nothing as she seated
herself wearily on a chair against the wall; but her manner was such
as to make it impossible that her mother should not notice it. "Is
there anything wrong, Dorothea?" she said.

"Rachel has not come home yet, of course?" said Mrs. Prime.

"No; not yet. She is with the Miss Tappitts."

"No, mother, she is not with the Miss Tappitts:" and her voice, as
she said these words, was dreadful to the mother's ears.

"Isn't she? I thought she was. Do you know where she is?"

"Who is to say where she is? Half an hour since I saw her alone
with--"

"With whom? Not with that young man from the brewery, for he is at
Exeter."

"Mother, he is here,--in Baslehurst! Half an hour since he and Rachel
were standing alone together beneath the elms in the churchyard. I
saw them with my own eyes."



CHAPTER III.

THE ARM IN THE CLOUDS.


There was plenty of time for full inquiry and full reply between
Mrs. Ray and Mrs. Prime before Rachel opened the cottage door, and
interrupted them. It was then nearly half-past ten. Rachel had never
been so late before. The last streak of the sun's reflection in the
east had vanished, the last ruddy line of evening light had gone, and
the darkness of the coming night was upon them. The hour was late for
any girl such as Rachel Ray to be out alone.

There had been a long discussion between the mother and the
elder daughter; and Mrs. Ray, believing implicitly in the last
announcements made to her, was full of fears for her child. The
utmost rigour of self-denying propriety should have been exercised
by Rachel, whereas her conduct had been too dreadful almost to be
described. Two or three hours since Mrs. Ray had fondly promised that
she would trust her younger daughter, and had let her forth alone,
proud in seeing her so comely as she went. An idea had almost entered
her mind that if the young man was very steady, such an acquaintance
might perhaps be not altogether wicked. But everything was changed
now. All the happiness of her trust was gone. All her sweet hopes
were crushed. Her heart was filled with fear, and her face was pale
with sorrow.

"Why should she know where he was to be?" Dorothea had asked. "But he
is not at Exeter;--he is here, and she was with him." Then the two
had sat gloomily together till Rachel returned. As she came in there
was a little forced laugh upon her face. "I am late; am I not?" she
said. "Oh, Rachel, very late!" said her mother. "It is half-past
ten," said Mrs. Prime. "Oh, Dolly, don't speak with that terrible
voice, as though the world were coming to an end," said Rachel; and
she looked up almost savagely, showing that she was resolved to
fight.

But it may be as well to say a few words about the firm of Messrs.
Bungall and Tappitt, about the Tappitt family generally, and about
Mr. Luke Rowan, before any further portion of the history of that
evening is written.

Why there should have been any brewery at all at Baslehurst, seeing
that everybody in that part of the world drinks cider, or how, under
such circumstances, Messrs. Bungall and Tappitt had managed to live
upon the proceeds of their trade, I cannot pretend to say. Baslehurst
is in the heart of the Devonshire cider country. It is surrounded
by orchards, and farmers talk there of their apples as they do of
their cheese in Cheshire, or their wheat in Essex, or their sheep in
Lincolnshire. Men drink cider by the gallon,--by the gallon daily;
cider presses are to be found at every squire's house, at every
parsonage, and every farm homestead. The trade of a brewer at
Baslehurst would seem to be as profitless as that of a breeches-maker
in the Highlands, or a shoemaker in Connaught;--but nevertheless
Bungall and Tappitt had been brewers in Baslehurst for the last fifty
years, and had managed to live out of their brewery.

It is not to be supposed that they were great men like the mighty men
of beer known of old,--such as Barclay and Perkins, or Reid and Co.
Nor were they new, and pink, and prosperous, going into Parliament
for this borough and that, just as they pleased, like the modern
heroes of the bitter cask. When the student at Oxford was asked what
man had most benefited humanity, and when he answered "Bass," I think
that he should not have been plucked. It was a fair average answer.
But no student at any university could have said as much for Bungall
and Tappitt without deserving utter disgrace, and whatever penance
an outraged examiner could inflict. It was a sour and muddy stream
that flowed from their vats; a beverage disagreeable to the palate,
and very cold and uncomfortable to the stomach. Who drank it I
could never learn. It was to be found at no respectable inn. It was
admitted at no private gentleman's table. The farmers knew nothing
of it. The labourers drenched themselves habitually with cider.
Nevertheless the brewery of Messrs. Bungall and Tappitt was kept
going, and the large ugly square brick house in which the Tappitt
family lived was warm and comfortable. There is something in the very
name of beer that makes money.

Old Bungall, he who first established the house, was still remembered
by the seniors of Baslehurst, but he had been dead more than twenty
years before the period of my story. He had been a short, fat old
man, not much above five feet high, very silent, very hard, and
very ignorant. But he had understood business, and had established
the firm on a solid foundation. Late in life he had taken into
partnership his nephew Tappitt, and during his life had been a severe
taskmaster to his partner. Indeed the firm had only assumed its
present name on the demise of Bungall. As long as he had lived it
had been Bungall's brewery. When the days of mourning were over,
then--and not till then--Mr. Tappitt had put up a board with the
joint names of the firm as at present called.

It was believed in Baslehurst that Mr. Bungall had not bequeathed his
undivided interest in the concern to his nephew. Indeed people went
so far as to say that he had left away from Mr. Tappitt all that he
could leave. The truth in that respect may as well be told at once.
His widow had possessed a third of the profits of the concern, in
lieu of her right to a full half share in the concern, which would
have carried with it the onus of a full half share of the work. That
third and those rights she had left to her nephew,--or rather to her
great-nephew, Luke Rowan. It was not, however, in this young man's
power to walk into the brewery and claim a seat there as a partner.
It was not in his power to do so, even if such should be his wish.
When old Mrs. Bungall died at Dawlish at the very advanced age of
ninety-seven, there came to be, as was natural, some little dispute
between Mr. Tappitt and his distant connection, Luke Rowan. Mr.
Tappitt suggested that Luke should take a thousand pounds down, and
walk forth free from all contamination of malt and hops. Luke's
attorney asked for ten thousand. Luke Rowan at the time was articled
to a lawyer in London, and as the dinginess of the chambers which he
frequented in Lincoln's Inn Fields appeared to him less attractive
than the beautiful rivers of Devonshire, he offered to go into the
brewery as a partner. It was at last settled that he should place
himself there as a clerk for twelve months, drawing a certain
moderate income out of the concern; and that if at the end of the
year he should show himself to be able, and feel himself to be
willing, to act as a partner, the firm should be changed to Tappitt
and Rowan, and he should be established permanently as a Baslehurst
brewer. Some information, however, beyond this has already been given
to the reader respecting Mr. Rowan's prospects. "I don't think he
ever will be a partner," Rachel had said to her mother, "because
he quarrels with Mr. Tappitt." She had been very accurate in her
statement. Mr. Rowan had now been three months at Baslehurst, and had
not altogether found the ways of his relative pleasant. Mr. Tappitt
wished to treat him as a clerk, whereas he wished to be treated as
a partner. And Mr. Tappitt had by no means found the ways of the
young man to be pleasant. Young Rowan was not idle, nor did he lack
intelligence; indeed he possessed more energy and cleverness than,
in Tappitt's opinion, were necessary to the position of a brewer in
Baslehurst; but he was by no means willing to use these good gifts in
the manner indicated by the sole existing owner of the concern. Mr.
Tappitt wished that Rowan should learn brewing seated on a stool, and
that the lessons should be purely arithmetical. Luke was instructed
as to the use of certain dull, dingy, disagreeable ledgers, and
informed that in them lay the natural work of a brewer. But he
desired to learn the chemical action of malt and hops upon each
other, and had not been a fortnight in the concern before he
suggested to Mr. Tappitt that by a salutary process, which he
described, the liquor might be made less muddy. "Let us brew good
beer," he had said; and then Tappitt had known that it would not do.
"Yes," said Tappitt, "and sell for twopence a pint what will cost you
threepence to make!" "That's what we've got to look to," said Rowan.
"I believe it can be done for the money,--only one must learn how
to do it." "I've been at it all my life," Tappitt said. "Yes, Mr.
Tappitt; but it is only now that men are beginning to appreciate
all that chemistry can do for them. If you'll allow me I'll make an
experiment on a small scale." After that Mr. Tappitt had declared
emphatically to his wife that Luke Rowan should never become a
partner of his. "He would ruin any business in the world," said
Tappitt. "And as to conceit!" It is true that Rowan was conceited,
and perhaps true also that he would have ruined the brewery had he
been allowed to have his own way.

But Mrs. Tappitt by no means held him in such aversion as did her
husband. He was a well-grown, good-looking young man for whom his
friends had made comfortable provision, and Mrs. Tappitt had three
marriageable daughters. Her ideas on the subject of young men in
general were by no means identical with those held by Mrs. Ray. She
was aware how frequently it happened that a young partner would marry
a daughter of the senior in the house, and it seemed to her that
special provision for such an arrangement was made in this case.
Young Rowan was living in her house, and was naturally thrown into
great intimacy with her girls. It was clear to her quick eye that
he was of a susceptible disposition, fond of ladies' society, and
altogether prone to those pleasant pre-matrimonial conversations,
from the effects of which it is so difficult for an inexperienced
young man to make his escape. Mrs. Tappitt was minded to devote to
him Augusta, the second of her flock,--but not so minded with any
obstinacy of resolution. If Luke should prefer Martha, the elder, or
Cherry, the younger girl, Mrs. Tappitt would make no objection; but
she expected that he should do his duty by taking one of them. "Laws,
T., don't be so foolish," she said to her husband, when he made his
complaint to her. She always called her husband T., unless when the
solemnity of some special occasion justified her in addressing him
as Mr. Tappitt. To have called him Tom or Thomas, would, in her
estimation, have been very vulgar. "Don't be so foolish. Did you
never have to do with a young man before? Those tantrums will all
blow off when he gets himself into harness." The tantrums spoken of
were Rowan's insane desire to brew good beer, but they were of so
fatal a nature that Tappitt was determined not to submit himself to
them. Luke Rowan should never be partner of his,--not though he had
twenty daughters waiting to be married!

Rachel had been acquainted with the Tappitts before young Rowan
had come to Baslehurst, and had been made known to him by them all
collectively. Had they shared their mother's prudence they would
probably not have done anything so rash. Rachel was better-looking
than either of them,--though that fact perhaps might not have been
known to them. But in justice to them all I must say that they lacked
their mother's prudence. They were good-humoured, laughing, ordinary
girls,--very much alike, with long brown curls, fresh complexions,
large mouths, and thick noses. Augusta was rather the taller of the
three, and therefore, in her mother's eyes, the beauty. But the girls
themselves, when their distant cousin had come amongst them, had not
thought of appropriating him. When, after the first day, they became
intimate with him, they promised to introduce him to the beauties
of the neighbourhood, and Cherry had declared her conviction that
he would fall in love with Rachel Ray directly he saw her. "She is
tall, you know," said Cherry, "a great deal taller than us." "Then
I'm sure I shan't like her," Luke had said. "Oh, but you must like
her, because she is a friend of ours," Cherry had answered; "and I
shouldn't be a bit surprised if you fell violently in love with her."
Mrs. Tappitt did not hear all this, but, nevertheless, she began
to entertain a dislike to Rachel. It must not be supposed that she
admitted her daughter Augusta to any participation in her plans.
Mrs. Tappitt could scheme for her child, but she could not teach her
child to scheme. As regarded the girl, it must all fall out after the
natural, pleasant, everyday fashion of such things; but Mrs. Tappitt
considered that her own natural advantages were so great that she
could make the thing fall out as she wished. When she was informed
about a fortnight after Rowan's arrival in Baslehurst that Rachel
Ray had been walking with the party from the brewery, she could not
prevent herself from saying an ill-natured word or two. "Rachel Ray
is all very well," she said, "but she is not the person whom you
should show off to a stranger as your particular friend."

"Why not, mamma?" said Cherry.

"Why not, my dear! There are reasons why not. Mrs. Ray is very well
in her way, but--"

"Her husband was a gentleman," said Martha, "and a great friend of
Mr. Comfort's."

"My dear, I have nothing to say against her," said the mother, "only
this; that she does not go among the people we know. There is Mrs.
Prime, the other daughter; her great friend is Miss Pucker. I don't
suppose you want to be very intimate with Miss Pucker." The brewer's
wife had a position in Baslehurst and wished that her daughters
should maintain it.

It will now be understood in what way Rachel had formed her
acquaintance with Luke Rowan, and I think it may certainly be
admitted that she had been guilty of no great impropriety;--unless,
indeed, she had been wrong in saying nothing of the acquaintance to
her mother. Previous to those ill-natured tidings brought home as to
the first churchyard meeting, Rachel had seen him but twice. On the
first occasion she had thought but little of it,--but little of Luke
himself or of her acquaintance with him. In simple truth the matter
had passed from her mind, and therefore she had not spoken of it.
When they met the second time, Luke had walked much of the way
home with her,--with her alone,--having joined himself to her when
the Tappitt girls went into their house as Rachel had afterwards
described to her mother. In all that she had said she had spoken
absolutely the truth; but it cannot be pleaded on her behalf that
after this second meeting with Mr. Rowan she had said nothing of him
because she had thought nothing. She had indeed thought much, but it
had seemed well to her to keep her thoughts to herself.

The Tappitt girls had by no means given up their friend because their
mother had objected to Miss Pucker; and when Rachel met them on that
Saturday evening,--that fatal Saturday,--they were very gracious to
her. The brewery at Baslehurst stood on the outskirts of the town, in
a narrow lane which led from the church into the High-street. This
lane,--Brewery-lane, as it was called,--was not the main approach to
the church; but from the lane there was a stile into the churchyard,
and a gate, opened on Sundays, by which people on that side reached
the church. From the opposite side of the churchyard a road led away
to the foot of the High-street, and out towards the bridge which
divided the town from the parish of Cawston. Along one side of this
road there was a double row of elms, having a footpath beneath them.
This old avenue began within the churchyard, running across the lower
end of it, and was continued for some two hundred yards beyond its
precincts. This, then, would be the way which Rachel would naturally
take in going home, after leaving the Miss Tappitts at their door;
but it was by no means the way which was the nearest for Mrs. Prime
after leaving Miss Pucker's lodgings in the High-street, seeing that
the High-street itself ran direct to Cawston bridge.

And it must also be explained that there was a third path out of the
churchyard, not leading into any road, but going right away across
the fields. The church stood rather high, so that the land sloped
away from it towards the west, and the view there was very pretty.
The path led down through a small field, with high hedgerows, and by
orchards, to two little hamlets belonging to Baslehurst, and this was
a favourite walk with the people of the town. It was here that Rachel
had walked with the Miss Tappitts on that evening when Luke Rowan had
first accompanied her as far as Cawston bridge, and it was here that
they agreed to walk again on the Saturday when Rowan was supposed to
be away at Exeter. Rachel was to come along under the elms, and was
to meet her friends there, or in the churchyard, or, if not so, then
she was to call for them at the brewery.

She found the three girls leaning against the rails near the
churchyard stile. "We have been waiting ever so long," said Cherry,
who was more specially Rachel's friend.

"Oh, but I said you were not to wait," said Rachel, "for I never am
quite sure whether I can come."

"We knew you'd come," said Augusta, "because--"

"Because what?" asked Rachel.

"Because nothing," said Cherry. "She's only joking."

Rachel said nothing more, not having understood the point of the
joke. The joke was this,--that Luke Rowan had come back from Exeter,
and that Rachel was supposed to have heard of his return, and
therefore that her coming for the walk was certain. But Augusta had
not intended to be ill-natured, and had not really believed what she
had been about to insinuate. "The fact is," said Martha, "that Mr.
Rowan has come home; but I don't suppose we shall see anything of him
this evening as he is busy with papa."

Rachel for a few minutes became silent and thoughtful. Her mind had
not yet freed itself from the effects of her conversation with her
mother, and she had been thinking of this young man during the whole
of her solitary walk into town. But she had been thinking of him as
we think of matters which need not put us to any immediate trouble.
He was away at Exeter, and she would have time to decide whether or
no she would admit his proffered intimacy before she should see him
again. "I do so hope we shall be friends," he had said to her as he
gave her his hand when they parted on Cawston bridge. And then he had
muttered something, which she had not quite caught, as to Baslehurst
being altogether another place to him since he had seen her. She
had hurried home on that occasion with a feeling, half pleasant and
half painful, that something out of the usual course had occurred to
her. But, after all, it amounted to nothing. What was there that she
could tell her mother? She had no special tale to tell, and yet she
could not speak of young Rowan as she would have spoken of a chance
acquaintance. Was she not conscious that he had pressed her hand
warmly as he parted from her?

Rachel herself entertained much of that indefinite fear of young men
which so strongly pervaded her mother's mind, and which, as regarded
her sister, had altogether ceased to be indefinite. Rachel knew that
they were the natural enemies of her special class, and that any kind
of friendship might be allowed to her, except a friendship with any
of them. And as she was a good girl, loving her mother, anxious to do
well, guided by pure thoughts, she felt aware that Mr. Rowan should
be shunned. Had it not been that he himself had told her that he was
to be in Exeter, she would not have come out to walk with the brewery
girls on that evening. What she might hereafter decide upon doing,
how these affairs might be made to arrange themselves, she by no
means could foresee;--but on that evening she had thought she would
be safe, and therefore she had come out to walk.

"What do you think?" said Cherry; "we are going to have a party next
week."

"It won't be till the week after," said Augusta.

"At any rate, we are going to have a party, and you must come. You'll
get a regular invite, you know, when they're sent out. Mr. Rowan's
mother and sister are coming down on a visit to us for a few days,
and so we're going to be quite smart."

"I don't know about going to a party. I suppose it is for a dance?"

"Of course it is for a dance," said Martha.

"And of course you'll come and dance with Luke Rowan," said Cherry.
Nothing could be more imprudent than Cherry Tappitt, and Augusta
was beginning to be aware of this, though she had not been allowed
to participate in her mother's schemes. After that, there was much
talking about the party, but the conversation was chiefly kept up by
the Tappitt girls. Rachel was almost sure that her mother would not
like her to go to a dance, and was quite sure that her sister would
oppose such iniquity with all her power; therefore she made no
promise. But she listened as the list was repeated of those who were
expected to come, and asked some few questions as to Mrs. Rowan and
her daughter. Then, at a sudden turn of a lane, a lane that led back
to the town by another route, they met Luke Rowan himself.

He was a cousin of the Tappitts, and therefore, though the
relationship was not near, he had already assumed the privilege of
calling them by their Christian names; and Martha, who was nearly
thirty years old, and four years his senior, had taught herself
to call him Luke; with the other two he was as yet Mr. Rowan. The
greeting was of course very friendly, and he returned with them on
their path. To Rachel he raised his hat, and then offered his hand.
She had felt herself to be confused the moment she saw him,--so
confused that she was not able to ask him how he was with ordinary
composure. She was very angry with herself, and heartily wished that
she was seated with the Dorcas women at Miss Pucker's. Any position
would have been better for her than this, in which she was disgracing
herself and showing that she could not bear herself before this young
man as though he were no more than an ordinary acquaintance. Her mind
would revert to that hand-squeezing, to those muttered words, and to
her mother's caution. When he remarked to her that he had come back
earlier than he expected, she could not take his words as though
they signified nothing. His sudden return was a momentous fact to
her, putting her out of her usual quiet mode of thought. She said
little or nothing, and he, at any rate, did not observe that she was
confused; but she was herself so conscious of it, that it seemed to
her that all of them must have seen it.

Thus they sauntered along, back to the outskirts of the town, and so
into the brewery lane, by a route opposite to that of the churchyard.
The whole way they talked of nothing but the party. Was Miss Rowan
fond of dancing? Then by degrees the girls called her Mary, declaring
that as she was a cousin they intended so to do. And Luke said that
he ought to be called by his Christian name; and the two younger
girls agreed that he was entitled to the privilege, only they would
ask mamma first; and in this way they were becoming very intimate.
Rachel said but little, and perhaps not much that was said was
addressed specially to her, but she seemed to feel that she was
included in the friendliness of the gathering. Every now and then
Luke Rowan would address her, and his voice was pleasant to her ears.
He had made an effort to walk next to her,--an attempt almost too
slight to be called an effort, which she had, almost unconsciously,
frustrated, by so placing herself that Augusta should be between
them. Augusta was not quite in a good humour, and said one or two
words which were slightly snubbing in their tendency; but this was
more than atoned for by Cherry's high good-humour.

When they reached the brewery they all declared themselves to be very
much astonished on learning that it was already past nine. Rachel's
surprise, at any rate, was real. "I must go home at once," she
said; "I don't know what mamma will think of me." And then, wishing
them all good-bye, without further delay she hurried on into the
churchyard.

"I'll see you safe through the ghosts at any rate," said Rowan.

"I'm not a bit afraid of churchyard ghosts," said Rachel, moving on.
But Rowan followed her.

"I've got to go into town to meet your father," said he to the other
girls, "and I'll be back with him."

Augusta saw with some annoyance that he had overtaken Rachel before
she had passed over the stile, and stood lingering at the door long
enough to be aware that Luke was over first. "That girl is a flirt,
after all," she said to her sister Martha.

Luke was over the stile first, and then turned round to assist Miss
Ray. She could not refuse him her hand in such a position; or if she
could have done so she lacked the presence of mind that was necessary
for such refusal. "You must let me walk home with you," he said.

"Indeed I will do no such thing. You told Augusta that you were going
to her papa in the town."

"So I am, but I will see you first as far as the bridge; you can't
refuse me that."

"Indeed I can, and indeed I will. I beg you won't come. I am sure you
would not wish to annoy me."

"Look," said he, pointing to the west; "did you ever see such a
setting sun as that? Did you ever see such blood-red colour?" The
light was very wonderful, for the sun had just gone down and all
the western heavens were crimson with its departing glory. In the
few moments that they stood there gazing it might almost have been
believed that some portentous miracle had happened, so deep and
dark, and yet so bright, were the hues of the horizon. It seemed as
though the lands below the hill were bathed in blood. The elm trees
interrupted their view, so that they could only look out through the
spaces between their trunks. "Come to the stile," said he. "If you
were to live a thousand years you might never again see such a sunset
as that. You would never forgive yourself if you missed it, just that
you might save three minutes."

Rachel stepped with him towards the stile; but it was not solely his
entreaty that made her do so. As he spoke of the sun's glory her
sharp ear caught the sound of a woman's foot close to the stile over
which she had passed, and knowing that she could not escape at once
from Luke Rowan, she had left the main path through the churchyard,
in order that the new comer might not see her there talking to him.
So she accompanied him on till they stood between the trees, and then
they remained encompassed as it were in the full light of the sun's
rays. But if her ears had been sharp, so were the eyes of this new
comer. And while she stood there with Rowan beneath the elms, her
sister stood a while also on the churchyard path and recognized the
figures of them both.

"Rachel," said he, after they had remained there in silence for a
moment, "live as long as you may, never on God's earth will you look
on any sight more lovely than that. Ah! do you see the man's arm, as
it were; the deep purple cloud, like a huge hand stretched out from
some other world to take you? Do you see it?"

The sound of his voice was very pleasant. His words to her young ears
seemed full of poetry and sweet mysterious romance. He spoke to her
as no one,--no man or woman,--had ever spoken to her before. She had
a feeling, as painful as it was delicious, that the man's words were
sweet with a sweetness which she had known in her dreams. He had
asked her a question, and repeated it, so that she was all but driven
to answer him; but still she was full of the one great fact that he
had called her Rachel, and that he must be rebuked for so calling
her. But how could she rebuke a man who had bid her look at God's
beautiful works in such language as he had used?

"Yes, I see it; it is very grand; but--"

"There were the fingers, but you see how they are melting away. The
arm is there still, but the hand is gone. You and I can trace it
because we saw it when it was clear, but we could not now show it to
another. I wonder whether any one else saw that hand and arm, or only
you and I. I should like to think that it was shown to us, and us
only."

It was impossible for her now to go back upon that word Rachel. She
must pass it by as though she had not heard it. "All the world might
have seen it had they looked," said she.

"Perhaps not. Do you think that all eyes can see alike?"

"Well, yes; I suppose so."

"All eyes will see a loaf of bread alike, or a churchyard stile, but
all eyes will not see the clouds alike. Do you not often find worlds
among the clouds? I do."

"Worlds!" she said, amazed at his energy; and then she bethought
herself that he was right. She would never have seen that hand and
arm had he not been there to show it her. So she gazed down upon the
changing colours of the horizon, and almost forgot that she should
not have lingered there a moment.

And yet there was a strong feeling upon her that she was
sinking,--sinking,--sinking away into iniquity. She ought not to have
stood there an instant, she ought not to have been there with him at
all;--and yet she lingered. Now that she was there she hardly knew
how to move herself away.

"Yes; worlds among the clouds," he continued; but before he did so
there had been silence between them for a minute or two. "Do you
never feel that you look into other worlds beyond this one in which
you eat, and drink, and sleep? Have you no other worlds in your
dreams?" Yes; such dreams she had known, and now, she almost thought
that she could remember to have seen strange forms in the clouds. She
knew that henceforth she would watch the clouds and find them there.
She looked down into the flood of light beneath her, with a full
consciousness that he was close to her, touching her; with a full
consciousness that every moment that she lingered there was a new
sin; with a full consciousness, too, that the beauty of those fading
colours seen thus in his presence possessed a charm, a sense of soft
delight, which she had never known before. At last she uttered a long
sigh.

"Why, what ails you?" said he.

"Oh, I must go; I have been so wrong to stand here. Good-bye; pray,
pray do not come with me."

"But you will shake hands with me." Then he got her hand, and held
it. "Why should it be wrong for you to stand and look at the sunset?
Am I an ogre? Have I done anything that should make you afraid of
me?"

"Do not hold me. Mr. Rowan I did not think you would behave like
that." The gloom of the evening was now coming on, and though but
a few minutes had passed since Mrs. Prime had walked through the
churchyard, she would not have been able to recognize them had she
walked there now. "It is getting dark, and I must go instantly."

"Let me go with you, then, as far as the bridge."

"No, no, no. Pray do not vex me."

"I will not. You shall go alone. But stand while I say one word to
you. Why should you be afraid of me?"

"I am not afraid of you,--at least,--you know what I mean."

"I wonder,--I wonder whether--you dislike me."

"I don't dislike anybody. Good-night."

He had however again got her hand. "I'll tell you why I ask;--because
I like you so much, so very much! Why should we not be friends? Well;
there. I will not trouble you now. I will not stir from here till you
are out of sight. But mind,--remember this; I intend that you shall
like me."

She was gone from him, fleeing away along the path in a run while the
last words were being spoken; and yet, though they were spoken in a
low voice, she heard and remembered every syllable. What did the man
mean by saying that he intended that she should like him? Like him!
How could she fail of liking him? Only was it not incumbent on her to
take some steps which might save her from ever seeing him again? Like
him, indeed! What was the meaning of the word? Had he intended to ask
her to love him? And if so, what answer must she make?

How beautiful had been those clouds! As soon as she was beyond the
church wall, so that she could look again to the west, she gazed with
all her eyes to see if there were still a remnant left of that arm.
No; it had all melted into a monstrous shape, indistinct and gloomy,
partaking of the darkness of night. The brightness of the vision was
gone. But he bade her look into the clouds for new worlds, and she
seemed to feel that there was a hidden meaning in his words. As she
looked out into the coming darkness, a mystery crept over her, a
sense of something wonderful that was out there, away,--of something
so full of mystery that she could not tell whether she was thinking
of the hidden distances of the horizon, or of the distances of her
own future life, which were still further off and more closely
hidden. She found herself trembling, sighing, almost sobbing,
and then she ran again. He had wrapped her in his influence, and
filled her full of the magnetism of his own being. Her woman's
weakness,--the peculiar susceptibility of her nature, had never
before been touched. She had now heard the first word of romance that
had ever reached her ears, and it had fallen upon her with so great a
power that she was overwhelmed.

Words of romance! Words direct from the Evil One, Mrs. Prime would
have called them! And in saying so she would have spoken the belief
of many a good woman and many a good man. She herself was a good
woman,--a sincere, honest, hardworking, self-denying woman; a woman
who struggled hard to do her duty as she believed it had been taught
to her. She, as she walked through the churchyard,--having come
down the brewery lane with some inkling that her sister might be
there,--had been struck with horror at seeing Rachel standing with
that man. What should she do? She paused a moment to ask herself
whether she should return for her; but she said to herself that her
sister was obstinate, that a scene would be occasioned, that she
would do no good,--and so she passed on. Words of romance, indeed!
Must not all such words be words from the Father of Lies, seeing that
they are words of falseness? Some such thoughts passed through her
mind as she walked home, thinking of her sister's iniquity,--of her
sister who must be saved, like a brand from the fire, but whose
saving could now be effected only by the sternest of discipline. The
hours at the Dorcas meetings must be made longer, and Rachel must
always be there.

In the mean time Rachel hurried home with her spirits all a-tremble.
Of her immediately-coming encounter with her mother and her sister
she hardly thought much before she reached the door. She thought
only of him, how beautiful he was, how grand,--and how dangerous; of
him and of his words, how beautiful they were, how grand, and how
terribly dangerous! She knew that it was very late and she hurried
her steps. She knew that her mother must be appeased, and her sister
must be opposed,--but neither to her mother or to her sister was
given the depth of her thoughts. She was still thinking of him, and
of the man's arm in the clouds, when she opened the door of the
cottage at Bragg's End.



CHAPTER IV.

WHAT SHALL BE DONE ABOUT IT?


Rachel was still thinking of Luke Rowan and of the man's arm when
she opened the cottage door, but the sight of her sister's face,
and the tone of her sister's voice, soon brought her back to a full
consciousness of her immediate present position. "Oh, Dolly, do not
speak with that terrible voice, as though the world were coming to
an end," she said, in answer to the first note of objurgation that
was uttered; but the notes that came afterwards were so much more
terrible, so much more severe, that Rachel found herself quite unable
to stop them by any would-be joking tone.

Mrs. Prime was desirous that her mother should speak the words of
censure that must be spoken. She would have preferred herself to
remain silent, knowing that she could be as severe in her silence as
in her speech, if only her mother would use the occasion as it should
be used. Mrs. Ray had been made to feel how great was the necessity
for outspoken severity; but when the moment came, and her dear
beautiful child stood there before her, she could not utter the words
with which she had been already prompted. "Oh, Rachel," she said,
"Dorothea tells me--" and then she stopped.

"What has Dorothea told you?" asked Rachel.

"I have told her," said Mrs. Prime, now speaking out, "that I saw you
standing alone an hour since with that young man,--in the churchyard.
And yet you had said that he was to have been away in Exeter!"

Rachel's cheeks and forehead were now suffused with red. We used to
think, when we pretended to read the faces of our neighbours, that
a rising blush betrayed a conscious falsehood. For the most part
we know better now, and have learned to decipher more accurately
the outward signs which are given by the impulses of the heart. An
unmerited accusation of untruth will ever bring the blood to the face
of the young and innocent. But Mrs. Ray was among the ignorant in
this matter, and she groaned inwardly when she saw her child's
confusion.

"Oh, Rachel, is it true?" she said.

"Is what true, mamma? It is true that Mr. Rowan spoke to me in the
churchyard, though I did not know that Dorothea was acting as a spy
on me."

"Rachel, Rachel!" said the mother.

"It is very necessary that some one should act the spy on you," said
the sister. "A spy, indeed! You think to anger me by using such a
word, but I will not be angered by any words. I went there to look
after you, fearing that there was occasion,--fearing it, but hardly
thinking it. Now we know that there was occasion."

"There was no occasion," said Rachel, looking into her sister's face
with eyes of which the incipient strength was becoming manifest.
"There was no occasion. Oh, mamma, you do not think there was an
occasion for watching me?"

"Why did you say that that young man was at Exeter?" asked Mrs.
Prime.

"Because he had told me that he would be there;--he had told us all
so, as we were walking together. He came to-day instead of coming
to-morrow. What would you say if I questioned you in that way about
your friends?" Then, when the words had passed from her lips, she
remembered that she should not have called Mr. Rowan her friend. She
had never called him so, in thinking of him, to herself. She had
never admitted that she had any regard for him. She had acknowledged
to herself that it would be very dangerous to entertain friendship
for such as he.

"Friend, Rachel!" said Mrs. Prime. "If you look for such friendship
as that, who can say what will come to you?"

"I haven't looked for it. I haven't looked for anything. People do
get to know each other without any looking, and they can't help it."

Then Mrs. Prime took off her bonnet and her shawl, and Rachel laid
down her hat and her little light summer cloak; but it must not be
supposed that the war was suspended during these operations. Mrs.
Prime was aware that a great deal more must be said, but she was very
anxious that her mother should say it. Rachel also knew that much
more would be said, and she was by no means anxious that the subject
should be dropped, if only she could talk her mother over to her
side.

"If mother thinks it right," exclaimed Mrs. Prime, "that you should
be standing alone with a young man after nightfall in the churchyard,
then I have done. In that case I will say no more. But I must tell
her, and I must tell you also, that if it is to be so, I cannot
remain at the cottage any longer."

"Oh, Dorothea!" said Mrs. Ray.

"Indeed, mother, I cannot. If Rachel is not hindered from such
meetings by her own sense of what is right, she must be hindered by
the authority of those older than herself."

"Hindered,--hindered from what?" said Rachel, who felt that her tears
were coming, but struggled hard to retain them. "Mamma, I have done
nothing that was wrong. Mamma, you will believe me, will you not?"

Mrs. Ray did not know what to say. She strove to believe both of
them, though the words of one were directly at variance with the
words of the other.

"Do you mean to claim it as your right," said Mrs. Prime, "to be
standing out there alone at any hour of the night, with any young man
that you please? If so, you cannot be my sister."

"I do not want to be your sister if you think such hard things," said
Rachel, whose tears now could no longer be restrained. Honi soit qui
mal y pense. She did not, at the moment, remember the words to speak
them, but they contain exactly the purport of her thought. And now,
having become conscious of her own weakness by reason of these tears
which would overwhelm her, she determined that she would say nothing
further till she pleaded her cause before her mother alone. How could
she describe before her sister the way in which that interview at the
churchyard stile had been brought about? But she could kneel at her
mother's feet and tell her everything;--she thought, at least, that
she could tell her mother everything. She occupied generally the same
bedroom as her sister; but, on certain occasions,--if her mother was
unwell or the like,--she would sleep in her mother's room. "Mamma,"
she said, "you will let me sleep with you to-night. I will go now,
and when you come I will tell you everything. Good night to you,
Dolly."

"Good night, Rachel;" and the voice of Mrs. Prime, as she bade her
sister adieu for the evening, sounded as the voice of the ravens.

The two widows sat in silence for a while, each waiting for the other
to speak. Then Mrs. Prime got up and folded her shawl very carefully,
and carefully put her bonnet and gloves down upon it. It was her
habit to be very careful with her clothes, but in her anger she had
almost thrown them upon the little sofa. "Will you have anything
before you go to bed, Dorothea?" said Mrs. Ray. "Nothing, thank you,"
said Mrs. Prime; and her voice was very like the voice of the ravens.
Then Mrs. Ray began to think it possible that she might escape away
to Rachel without any further words. "I am very tired," she said,
"and I think I will go, Dorothea."

"Mother," said Mrs. Prime, "something must be done about this."

"Yes, my dear; she will talk to me to-night, and tell it me all."

"But will she tell you the truth?"

"She never told me a falsehood yet, Dorothea. I'm sure she didn't
know that the young man was to be here. You know if he did come back
from Exeter before he said he would she couldn't help it."

"And do you mean that she couldn't help being with him there,--all
alone? Mother, what would you think of any other girl of whom you
heard such a thing?"

Mrs. Ray shuddered; and then some thought, some shadow perhaps of a
remembrance, flitted across her mind, which seemed to have the effect
of palliating her child's iniquity. "Suppose--" she said. "Suppose
what?" said Mrs. Prime, sternly. But Mrs. Ray did not dare to go on
with her supposition. She did not dare to suggest that Mr. Rowan
might perhaps be a very proper young man, and that the two young
people might be growing fond of each other in a proper sort of way.
She hardly believed in any such propriety herself, and she knew that
her daughter would scout it to the winds. "Suppose what?" said Mrs.
Prime again, more sternly than before. "If the other girls left her
and went away to the brewery, perhaps she could not have helped it,"
said Mrs. Ray.

"But she was not walking with him. Her face was not turned towards
home even. They were standing together under the trees, and, judging
from the time at which I got home, they must have remained together
for nearly half an hour afterwards. And this with a perfect stranger,
mother,--a man whose name she had never mentioned to us till she was
told how Miss Pucker had seen them together! You cannot suppose that
I want to make her out worse than she is. She is your child, and my
sister; and we are bound together for weal or for woe."

"You talked about going away and leaving us," said Mrs. Ray, speaking
in soreness rather than in anger.

"So I did; and so I must, unless something be done. It could not be
right that I should remain here, seeing such things, if my voice is
not allowed to be heard. But though I did go, she would still be my
sister. I should still share the sorrow,--and the shame."

"Oh, Dorothea, do not say such words."

"But they must be said, mother. Is it not from such meetings that
shame comes,--shame, and sorrow, and sin? You love her dearly, and so
do I; and are we therefore to allow her to be a castaway? Those whom
you love you must chastise. I have no authority over her,--as she has
told me, more than once already,--and therefore I say again, that
unless all this be stopped, I must leave the cottage. Good night,
now, mother. I hope you will speak to her in earnest." Then Mrs.
Prime took her candle and went her way.

For ten minutes the mother sat herself down, thinking of the
condition of her youngest daughter, and trying to think what words
she would use when she found herself in her daughter's presence.
Sorrow, and Shame, and Sin! Her child a castaway! What terrible words
they were! And yet there had been nothing that she could allege in
answer to them. That comfortable idea of a decent husband for her
child had been banished from her mind almost before it had been
entertained. Then she thought of Rachel's eyes, and knew that she
would not be able to assume a perfect mastery over her girl. When
the ten minutes were over she had made up her mind to nothing, and
then she also took up her candle and went to her room. When she
first entered it she did not see Rachel. She had silently closed the
door and come some steps within the chamber before her child showed
herself from behind the bed. "Mamma," she said, "put down the candle
that I may speak to you." Whereupon Mrs. Ray put down the candle, and
Rachel took hold of both her arms. "Mamma, you do not believe ill of
me; do you? You do not think of me the things that Dorothea says? Say
that you do not, or I shall die."

"My darling, I have never thought anything bad of you before."

"And do you think bad of me now? Did you not tell me before I went
out that you would trust me, and have you so soon forgotten your
trust? Look at me, mamma. What have I ever done that you should think
me to be such as she says?"

"I do not think that you have done anything; but you are very young,
Rachel."

"Young, mamma! I am older than you were when you married, and older
than Dolly was. I am old enough to know what is wrong. Shall I tell
you what happened this evening? He came and met us all in the fields.
I knew before that he had come back, for the girls had said so, but
I thought that he was in Exeter when I left here. Had I not believed
that, I should not have gone. I think I should not have gone."

"Then you are afraid of him?"

"No, mamma; I am not afraid of him. But he says such strange things
to me; and I would not purposely have gone out to meet him. He came
to us in the fields, and then we returned up the lane to the brewery,
and there we left the girls. As I went through the churchyard he came
there too, and then the sun was setting, and he stopped me to look at
it; I did stop with him,--for a few moments, and I felt ashamed of
myself; but how was I to help it? Mamma, if I could remember them I
would tell you every word he said to me, and every look of his face.
He asked me to be his friend. Mamma, if you will believe in me I will
tell you everything. I will never deceive you."

She was still holding her mother's arms while she spoke. Now she
held her very close and nestled in against her bosom, and gradually
got her cheek against her mother's cheek, and her lips against her
mother's neck. How could any mother refuse such a caress as that, or
remain hard and stern against such signs of love? Mrs. Ray, at any
rate, was not possessed of strength to do so. She was vanquished, and
put her arm round her girl and embraced her. She spoke soft words,
and told Rachel that she was her dear, dear, dearest darling. She was
still awed and dismayed by the tidings which she had heard of the
young man; she still thought there was some terrible danger against
which it behoved them all to be on their guard. But she no longer
felt herself divided from her child, and had ceased to believe in
the necessity of those terrible words which Mrs. Prime had used.

"You will believe me?" said Rachel. "You will not think that I am
making up stories to deceive you?" Then the mother assured the
daughter with many kisses that she would believe her.

After that they sat long into the night, discussing all that Luke
Rowan had said, and the discussion certainly took place after a
fashion that would not have been considered satisfactory by Mrs.
Prime had she heard it. Mrs. Ray was soon led into talking about Mr.
Rowan as though he were not a wolf,--as though he might possibly be
neither a wolf ravenous with his native wolfish fur and open wolfish
greed; or, worse than that, a wolf, more ravenous still, in sheep's
clothing. There was no word spoken of him as a lover; but Rachel told
her mother that the man had called her by her Christian name, and
Mrs. Ray had fully understood the sign. "My darling, you mustn't let
him do that." "No, mamma; I won't. But he went on talking so fast
that I had not time to stop him, and after that it was not worth
while." The project of the party was also told to Mrs. Ray, and
Rachel, sitting now with her head upon her mother's lap, owned that
she would like to go to it. "Parties are not always wicked, mamma,"
she said. To this assertion Mrs. Ray expressed an undecided assent,
but intimated her decided belief that very many parties were wicked.
"There will be dancing, and I do not like that," said Mrs. Ray. "Yet
I was taught dancing at school," said Rachel. When the matter had
gone so far as this it must be acknowledged that Rachel had done much
towards securing her share of mastery over her mother. "He will be
there, of course," said Mrs. Ray. "Oh, yes; he will be there," said
Rachel. "But why should I be afraid of him? Why should I live as
though I were afraid to meet him? Dolly thinks that I should be shut
up close, to be taken care of; but you do not think of me like that.
If I was minded to be bad, shutting me up would not keep me from it."
Such arguments as these from Rachel's mouth sounded, at first, very
terrible to Mrs. Ray, but yet she yielded to them.

On the next morning Rachel was down first, and was found by her
sister fast engaged on the usual work of the house, as though nothing
out of the way had occurred on the previous evening. "Good morning,
Dolly," she said, and then went on arranging the things on the
breakfast-table. "Good morning, Rachel," said Mrs. Prime, still
speaking like a raven. There was not a word said between them about
the young man or the churchyard, and at nine o'clock Mrs. Ray came
down to them, dressed ready for church. They seated themselves and
ate their breakfast together, and still not a word was said.

It was Mrs. Prime's custom to go to morning service at one of the
churches in Baslehurst; not at the old parish church which stood in
the churchyard near the brewery, but at a new church which had been
built as auxiliary to the other, and at which the Rev. Samuel Prong
was the ministering clergyman. As we shall have occasion to know
Mr. Prong it may be as well to explain here that he was not simply
a curate to old Dr. Harford, the rector of Baslehurst. He had a
separate district of his own, which had been divided from the old
parish, not exactly in accordance with the rector's good pleasure.
Dr. Harford had held the living for more than forty years; he had
held it for nearly forty years before the division had been made, and
he had thought that the parish should remain a parish entire,--more
especially as the presentation to the new benefice was not conceded
to him. Therefore Dr. Harford did not love Mr. Prong.

But Mrs. Prime did love him,--with that sort of love which devout
women bestow upon the church minister of their choice. Mr. Prong was
an energetic, severe, hardworking, and, I fear, intolerant young man,
who bestowed very much laudable care upon his sermons. The care and
industry were laudable, but not so the pride with which he thought of
them and their results. He spoke much of preaching the Gospel, and
was sincere beyond all doubt in his desire to do so; but he allowed
himself to be led away into a belief that his brethren in the
ministry around him did not preach the Gospel,--that they were
careless shepherds, or shepherds' dogs indifferent to the wolf, and
in this way he had made himself unpopular among the clergy and gentry
of the neighbourhood. It may well be understood that such a man
coming down upon a district, cut out almost from the centre of Dr.
Harford's parish, would be a thorn in the side of that old man. But
Mr. Prong had his circle of friends, of very ardent friends, and
among them Mrs. Prime was one of the most ardent. For the last year
or two she had always attended morning service at his church, and
very frequently had gone there twice in the day, though the walk
was long and tedious, taking her the whole length of the town of
Baslehurst. And there had been some little uneasiness between Mrs.
Ray and Mrs. Prime on the matter of this church attendance. Mrs.
Prime had wished her mother and sister to have the benefit of Mr.
Prong's eloquence; but Mrs. Ray, though she was weak in morals, was
strong in her determination to adhere to Mr. Comfort of Cawston. It
had been matter of great sorrow to her that her daughter should leave
Mr. Comfort's church, and she had positively declined to be taken
out of her own parish. Rachel had, of course, stuck to her mother
in this controversy, and had said some sharp things about Mr. Prong.
She declared that Mr. Prong had been educated at Islington, and that
sometimes he forgot his "h's." When such things were said Mrs. Prime
would wax very angry, and would declare that no one could be saved
by the perfection of Dr. Harford's pronunciation. But there was no
question as to Dr. Harford, and no justification for the introduction
of his name into the dispute. Mrs. Prime, however, did not choose
to say anything against Mr. Comfort, with whom her husband had been
curate, and who, in her younger days, had been a light to her own
feet. Mr. Comfort was by no means such a one as Dr. Harford, though
the two old men were friends. Mr. Comfort had been regarded as a
Calvinist when he was young, as Evangelical in middle life, and was
still known as a Low Churchman in his old age. Therefore Mrs. Prime
would spare him in her sneers, though she left his ministry. He had
become lukewarm, but not absolutely stone cold, like the old rector
at Baslehurst. So said Mrs. Prime. Old men would become lukewarm, and
therefore she could pardon Mr. Comfort. But Dr. Harford had never
been warm at all,--had never been warm with the warmth which she
valued. Therefore she scorned him and sneered at him. In return for
which Rachel scorned Mr. Prong and sneered at him.

But though it was Mrs. Prime's custom to go to church at Baslehurst,
on this special Sunday she declared her intention of accompanying her
mother to Cawston. Not a word had been said about the young man, and
they all started off on their walk together in silence and gloom.
With such thoughts as they had in their mind it was impossible that
they should make the journey pleasantly. Rachel had counted on the
walk with her mother, and had determined that everything should be
pleasant. She would have said a word or two about Luke Rowan, and
would have gradually reconciled her mother to his name. But as it
was she said nothing; and it may be feared that her mind, during
the period of her worship, was not at charity with her sister. Mr.
Comfort preached his half-hour as usual, and then they all walked
home. Dr. Harford never exceeded twenty minutes, and had often been
known to finish his discourse within ten. What might be the length of
a sermon of Mr. Prong's no man or woman could foretell, but he never
spared himself or his congregation much under an hour.

They all walked home gloomily to their dinner, and ate their cold
mutton and potatoes in sorrow and sadness. It seemed as though no
sort of conversation was open to them. They could not talk of their
usual Sunday subjects. Their minds were full of one matter, and it
seemed that that matter was by common consent to be banished from
their lips for the day. In the evening, after tea, the two sisters
again went up to Cawston church, leaving their mother with her
Bible;--but hardly a word was spoken between them, and in the same
silence they sat till bed-time. To Mrs. Ray and to Rachel it had
been one of the saddest, dreariest days that either of them had ever
known. I doubt whether the suffering of Mrs. Prime was so great. She
was kept up by the excitement of feeling that some great crisis was
at hand. If Rachel were not made amenable to authority she would
leave the cottage.

When Rachel had run with hurrying steps from the stile in the
churchyard, she left Luke Rowan still standing there. He watched her
till she crossed into the lane, and then he turned and again looked
out upon the still ruddy line of the horizon. The blaze of light was
gone, but there were left, high up in the heavens, those wonderful
hues which tinge with softly-changing colour the edges of the clouds
when the brightness of some glorious sunset has passed away. He sat
himself on the wooden rail, watching till all of it should be over,
and thinking, with lazy half-formed thoughts, of Rachel Ray. He did
not ask himself what he meant by assuring her of his friendship,
and by claiming hers, but he declared to himself that she was very
lovely,--more lovely than beautiful, and then smiled inwardly at the
prettiness of her perturbed spirit. He remembered well that he had
called her Rachel, and that she had allowed his doing so to pass
by without notice; but he understood also how and why she had done
so. He knew that she had been flurried, and that she had skipped
the thing because she had not known the moment at which to make her
stand. He gave himself credit for no undue triumph, nor her discredit
for any undue easiness. "What a woman she is!" he said to himself;
"so womanly in everything." Then his mind rambled away to other
subjects, possibly to the practicability of making good beer instead
of bad.

He was a young man, by no means of a bad sort, meaning to do well,
with high hopes in life, one who had never wronged a woman, or been
untrue to a friend, full of energy and hope and pride. But he was
conceited, prone to sarcasm, sometimes cynical, and perhaps sometimes
affected. It may be that he was not altogether devoid of that Byronic
weakness which was so much more prevalent among young men twenty
years since than it is now. His two trades had been those of an
attorney and a brewer, and yet he dabbled in romance, and probably
wrote poetry in his bedroom. Nevertheless, there were worse young men
about Baslehurst than Luke Rowan.

"And now for Mr. Tappitt," said he, as he slowly took his legs from
off the railing.



CHAPTER V.

MR. COMFORT GIVES HIS ADVICE.


Mrs. Tappitt was very full of her party. It had grown in her mind
as those things do grow, till it had come to assume almost the
dimensions of a ball. When Mrs. Tappitt first consulted her husband
and obtained his permission for the gathering, it was simply intended
that a few of her daughters' friends should be brought together to
make the visit cheerful for Miss Rowan; but the mistress of the house
had become ambitious; two fiddles, with a German horn, were to be
introduced because the piano would be troublesome; the drawing-room
carpet was to be taken up, and there was to be a supper in the
dining-room. The thing in its altered shape loomed large by degrees
upon Mr. Tappitt, and he found himself unable to stop its growth.
The word ball would have been fatal; but Mrs. Tappitt was too good a
general, and the girls were too judicious as lieutenants, to commit
themselves by the presumption of any such term. It was still Mrs.
Tappitt's evening tea-party, but it was understood in Baslehurst that
Mrs. Tappitt's evening tea-party was to be something considerable.

A great success had attended this lady at the onset of her scheme.
Mrs. Butler Cornbury had called at the brewery, and had promised that
she would come, and that she would bring some of the Cornbury family.
Now Mr. Butler Cornbury was the eldest son of the most puissant
squire within five miles of Baslehurst, and was indeed almost as
good as Squire himself, his father being a very old man. Mrs. Butler
Cornbury had, it is true, not been esteemed as holding any very high
rank while shining as a beauty under the name of Patty Comfort;
but she had taken kindly to her new honours, and was now reckoned
as a considerable magnate in that part of the county. She did not
customarily join in the festivities of the town, and held herself
aloof from people even of higher standing than the Tappitts. But
she was an ambitious woman, and had inspired her lord with the
desire of representing Baslehurst in Parliament. There would be an
election at Baslehurst in the coming autumn, and Mrs. Cornbury was
already preparing for the fight. Hence had arisen her visit at the
brewery, and hence also her ready acquiescence in Mrs. Tappitt's
half-pronounced request.

The party was to be celebrated on a Tuesday,--Tuesday week after
that Sunday which was passed so uncomfortably at Bragg's End; and on
the Monday Mrs. Tappitt and her daughters sat conning over the list
of their expected guests, and preparing their invitations. It must
be understood that the Rowan family had somewhat grown upon them
in estimation since Luke had been living with them. They had not
known much of him till he came among them, and had been prepared to
patronise him; but they found him a young man not to be patronised by
any means, and imperceptibly they learned to feel that his mother and
sister would have to be esteemed by them rather as great ladies. Luke
was in nowise given to boasting, and had no intention of magnifying
his mother and sister; but things had been said which made the
Tappitts feel that Mrs. Rowan must have the best bedroom, and that
Mary Rowan must be provided with the best partners.

"And what shall we do about Rachel Ray?" said Martha, who was sitting
with the list before her. Augusta, who was leaning over her sister,
puckered up her mouth and said nothing. She had watched from the
house door on that Saturday evening, and had been perfectly aware
that Luke Rowan had taken Rachel off towards the stile under the
trees. She could not bring herself to say anything against Rachel,
but she certainly wished that she might be excluded.

"Of course she must be asked," said Cherry. Cherry was sitting
opposite to the other girls writing on a lot of envelopes the
addresses of the notes which were afterwards to be prepared. "We told
her we should ask her." And as she spoke she addressed a cover to
"Miss Ray, Bragg's End Cottage, Cawston."

"Stop a moment, my dear," said Mrs. Tappitt from the corner of the
sofa on which she was sitting. "Put that aside, Cherry. Rachel Ray is
all very well, but considering all things I am not sure that she will
quite do for Tuesday night. It's not quite in her line, I think."

"But we have mentioned it to her already, mamma," said Martha.

"Of course we did," said Cherry. "It would be the meanest thing in
the world not to ask her now!"

"I am not at all sure that Mrs. Rowan would like it," said Mrs.
Tappitt.

"And I don't think that Rachel is quite up to what Mary has been used
to," said Augusta.

"If she has half a mind to flirt with Luke already," said Mrs.
Tappitt, "I ought not to encourage it."

"That is such nonsense, mamma," said Cherry. "If he likes her he'll
find her somewhere if he doesn't find her here."

"My dear, you shouldn't say that what I say is nonsense," said Mrs.
Tappitt.

"But, mamma, when we have already asked her!--Besides, she is a
lady," said Cherry.

"I can't say that I think Mrs. Butler Cornbury would wish to meet
her," said Mrs. Tappitt.

"Mrs. Butler Cornbury's father is their particular friend," said
Martha. "Mrs. Ray always goes to Mr. Comfort's parties."

In this way the matter was discussed, and at last Cherry's eagerness
and Martha's sense of justice carried the day. The envelope which
Cherry had addressed was brought into use, and the note to Rachel was
deposited in the post with all those other notes, the destination
of which was too far to be reached by the brewery boy without
detrimental interference with the brewery work. We will continue
our story by following the note which was delivered by the Cawston
postman at Bragg's End about seven o'clock on the Tuesday morning. It
was delivered into Rachel's own hand, and read by her as she stood by
the kitchen dresser before either her mother or Mrs. Prime had come
down from their rooms. There still was sadness and gloom at Bragg's
End. During all the Monday there had been no comfort in the house,
and Rachel had continued to share her mother's bedroom. At intervals,
when Rachel had been away, much had been said between Mrs. Ray and
Mrs. Prime; but no conclusion had been reached; no line of conduct
had received their joint adhesion; and the threat remained that Mrs.
Prime would leave the cottage. Mrs. Ray, while listening to her elder
daughter's words, still continued to fear that evil spirits were
hovering around them; but yet she would not consent to order Rachel
to become a devout attendant at the Dorcas meetings. Monday had not
been a Dorcas day, and therefore it had been very dull and very
tedious.

Rachel stood a while with the note in her hand, fearing that the
contest must be brought on again and fought out to an end before she
could send her answer to it. She had told her mother that she was to
be invited, and Mrs. Ray had lacked the courage at the moment which
would have been necessary for an absolute and immediate rejection of
the proposition. If Mrs. Prime had not been with them in the house,
Rachel little doubted but that she might have gone to the party.
If Mrs. Prime had not been there, Rachel, as she was now gradually
becoming aware, might have had her own way almost in everything.
Without the support which Mrs. Prime gave her, Mrs. Ray would have
gradually slid down from that stern code of morals which she had been
induced to adopt by the teaching of those around her, and would have
entered upon a new school of teaching under Rachel's tutelage. But
Mrs. Prime was still there, and Rachel herself was not inclined to
fight, if fighting could be avoided. So she put the note into her
pocket, and neither answered it or spoke of it till Mrs. Prime had
started on her after-dinner walk into Baslehurst. Then she brought it
forth and read it to her mother. "I suppose I ought to answer it by
the post this evening, mamma?"

"Oh, dear, this evening! that's very short."

"It can be put off till to-morrow if there's any good in putting it
off," said Rachel. Mrs. Ray seemed to think that there might be good
in putting it off, or rather that there would be harm in doing it at
once.

"Do you particularly want to go, my dear?" Mrs. Ray said, after a
pause.

"Yes, mamma; I should like to go." Then Mrs. Ray uttered a little
sound which betokened uneasiness, and was again silent for a while.

"I can't understand why you want to go to this place,--so
particularly. You never used to care about such things. You know your
sister won't like it, and I'm not at all sure that you ought to go."

"I'll tell you why I wish it particularly, only--"

"Well, my dear."

"I don't know whether I can make you understand just what I mean."

"If you tell me, I shall understand, I suppose."

Rachel considered her words for a moment or two before she spoke, and
then she endeavoured to explain herself. "It isn't that I care for
this party especially, mamma, though I own that, after what the girls
have said, I should like to be there; but I feel--"

"You feel what, my dear?"

"It is this, mamma. Dolly and I do not agree about these things, and
I don't intend to let her manage me just in the way she thinks
right."

"Oh, Rachel!"

"Well, mamma, would you wish it? If you could tell me that you really
think it wrong to go to parties, I would give them up. Indeed it
wouldn't be very much to give up, for I don't often get the chance.
But you don't say so. You only say that I had better not go, because
Dolly doesn't like it. Now, I won't be ruled by her. Don't look at me
in that way, mamma. Is it right that I should be?"

"You have heard what she says about going away."

"I shall be very sorry if she goes, and I hope she won't; but I
can't think that her threatening you in that way ought to make any
difference. And--I'll tell you more; I do particularly wish to go to
Mrs. Tappitt's, because of all that Dolly has said about,--about Mr.
Rowan. I wish to show her and you that I am not afraid to meet him.
Why should I be afraid of any one?"

"You should be afraid of doing wrong."

"Yes; and if it were wrong to meet any other young man I ought not to
go; but there is nothing specially wrong in my meeting him. She has
said very unkind things about it, and I intend that she shall know
that I will not notice them." As Rachel spoke Mrs. Ray looked up at
her, and was surprised by the expression of unrelenting purpose which
she saw there. There had come over her face that motion in her eyes
and that arching of her brows which Mrs. Ray had seen before, but
which hitherto she had hardly construed into their true meaning. Now
she was beginning to construe these signs aright, and to understand
that there would be difficulty in managing her little family.

The conversation ended in an undertaking on Rachel's part that she
would not answer the note till the following day. "Of course that
means," said Rachel, "that I am to answer it just as Dolly thinks
fit." But she repented of these words as soon as they were spoken,
and repented of them almost in ashes when her mother declared, with
tears in her eyes, that it was not her intention to be guided by
Dorothea in this matter. "You ought not to say such things as that,
Rachel," she said. "No, mamma, I ought not; for there is no one so
good as you are; and if you'll say that you think I ought not to go,
I'll write to Cherry, and explain it to her at once. I don't care a
bit about the party,--as far as the party is concerned." But Mrs. Ray
would not now pronounce any injunction on the matter. She had made
up her mind as to what she would do. She would call upon Mr. Comfort
at the parsonage, explain the whole thing to him, and be guided
altogether by his counsel.

Not a word was said in the cottage about the invitation when Mrs.
Prime came back in the evening, nor was a word said on the following
morning. Mrs. Ray had declared her intention of going up to the
parsonage, and neither of her daughters had asked her why she was
going. Rachel had no need to ask, for she well understood her
mother's purpose. As to Mrs. Prime, she was in these days black and
full of gloom, asking but few questions, watching the progress of
events with the eyes of an evil-singing prophetess, but keeping back
her words till the moment should come in which she would be driven by
her inner impulses to speak them forth with terrible strength. When
the breakfast was over, Mrs. Ray took her bonnet and started forth to
the parsonage.

I do not know that a widow, circumstanced as was Mrs. Ray, could do
better than go to her clergyman for advice, but nevertheless, when
she got to Mr. Comfort's gate she felt that the task of explaining
her purpose would not be without difficulty. It would be necessary to
tell everything; how Rachel had become suddenly an object of interest
to Mr. Luke Rowan, how Dorothea suspected terrible things, and how
Rachel was anxious for the world's vanities. The more she thought
over it, the more sure she felt that Mr. Comfort would put an embargo
upon the party. It seemed but yesterday that he had been telling
her, with all his pulpit unction, that the pleasures of this world
should never be allowed to creep near the heart. With doubting feet
and doubting heart she walked up to the parsonage door, and almost
immediately found herself in the presence of her husband's old
friend.

Whatever faults there might be in Mr. Comfort's character, he was at
any rate good-natured and patient. That he was sincere, too, no one
who knew him well had ever doubted,--sincere, that is, as far as his
intentions went. When he endeavoured to teach his flock that they
should despise money, he thought that he despised it himself. When
he told the little children that this world should be as nothing to
them, he did not remember that he himself enjoyed keenly the good
things of this world. If he had a fault it was perhaps this,--that he
was a hard man at a bargain. He liked to have all his temporalities,
and make them go as far as they could be stretched. There was the
less excuse for this, seeing that his children were well, and even
richly, settled in life, and that his wife, should she ever be left a
widow, would have ample provision for her few remaining years. He had
given his daughter a considerable fortune, without which perhaps the
Cornbury Grange people would not have welcomed her so kindly as they
had done, and now, as he was still growing rich, it was supposed that
he would leave her more.

He listened to Mrs. Ray with the greatest attention, having first
begged her to recruit her strength with a glass of wine. As she
continued to tell her story he interrupted her from time to time with
good-natured little words, and then, when she had done, he asked
after Luke Rowan's worldly means. "The young man has got something,
I suppose," said he.

"Got something!" repeated Mrs. Ray, not exactly catching his meaning.

"He has some share in the brewery, hasn't he?"

"I believe he has, or is to have. So Rachel told me."

"Yes,--yes; I've heard of him before. If Tappitt doesn't take him
into the concern he'll have to give him a very serious bit of money.
There's no doubt about the young man having means. Well, Mrs. Ray, I
don't suppose Rachel could do better than take him."

"Take him!"

"Yes,--why not? Between you and me, Rachel is growing into a very
handsome girl,--a very handsome girl indeed. I'd no idea she'd be so
tall, and carry herself so well."

"Oh, Mr. Comfort, good looks are very dangerous for a young woman."

"Well, yes; indeed they are. But still, you know, handsome girls very
often do very well; and if this young man fancies Miss Rachel--"

"But, Mr. Comfort, there hasn't been anything of that. I don't
suppose he has ever thought of it, and I'm sure she hasn't."

"But young people get to think of it. I shouldn't be disposed to
prevent their coming together in a proper sort of way. I don't like
night walkings in churchyards, certainly, but I really think that was
only an accident."

"I'm sure Rachel didn't mean it."

"I'm quite sure she didn't mean anything improper. And as for him, if
he admires her, it was natural enough that he should go after her. If
you ask my advice, Mrs. Ray, I should just tell her to be cautious,
but I shouldn't be especially careful to separate them. Marriage is
the happiest condition for a young woman, and for a young man, too.
And how are young people to get married if they are not allowed to
see each other?"

"And about the party, Mr. Comfort?"

"Oh, let her go; there'll be no harm. And I'll tell you what, Mrs.
Ray; my daughter, Mrs. Cornbury, is going from here, and she shall
pick her up and bring her home. It's always well for a young girl to
go with a married woman." Then Mrs. Ray did take her glass of sherry,
and walked back to Bragg's End, wondering a good deal, and not
altogether at ease in her mind as to that great question,--what line
of moral conduct might best befit a devout Christian.

Something also had been said at the interview about Mrs. Prime. Mrs.
Ray had intimated that Mrs. Prime would separate herself from her
mother and her sister unless her views were allowed to prevail in
this question regarding the young man from the brewery. But Mr.
Comfort, in what few words he had said on this part of the subject,
had shown no consideration whatever for Mrs. Prime. "Then she'll
behave very wickedly," he had said. "But I'm afraid Mrs. Prime has
learned to think too much of her own opinion lately. If that's what
she has got by going to Mr. Prong she had better have remained in her
own parish." After that, nothing more was said about Mrs. Prime.

"Oh, let her go; there'll be no harm." That had been Mr. Comfort's
dictum about the evening party. Such as it was, Mrs. Ray felt herself
bound to be guided by it. She had told Rachel that she would ask the
clergyman's advice, and take it, whatever it might be. Nevertheless
she did not find herself to be easy as she walked home. Mr. Comfort's
latter teachings tended to upset all the convictions of her life.
According to his teaching, as uttered in the sanctum of his own
study, young men were not to be regarded as ravening wolves. And that
meeting in the churchyard, which had utterly overwhelmed Dorothea
by the weight of its iniquity, and which even to her had been
very terrible, was a mere nothing;--a venial accident on Rachel's
part, and the most natural proceeding in the world on the part of
Luke Rowan! That it was natural enough for a wolf Mrs. Ray could
understand; but she was now told that the lamb might go out and meet
the wolf without any danger! And then those questions about Rowan's
share in the brewery, and Mr. Comfort's ready assertion that the
young wolf,--man or wolf, as the case might be,--was well to do in
the world! In fact Mrs. Ray's interview with her clergyman had not
gone exactly as she had expected, and she was bewildered; and the
path into evil,--if it was a path into evil,--was made so easy and
pleasant! Mrs. Ray had already considered the difficult question of
Rachel's journey to the party, and journey home again; but provision
was now made for all that in a way that was indeed very comfortable,
but which might make Rachel very vain. She was to be ushered into
Mrs. Tappitt's drawing-room under the wing of the most august lady
of the neighbourhood. After that, for the remaining half-hour of her
walk home, Mrs. Ray gave her mind up to the consideration of what
dress Rachel should wear.

When Mrs. Ray reached her own gate, Rachel was in the garden waiting
for her. "Well, mamma?" she said. "Is Dorothea at home?" Mrs. Ray
asked; and on being informed that Dorothea was at work within, she
desired Rachel to follow her up to her bedroom. When there she told
her budget of news,--not stinting her child of the gratification
which it was sure to give. She said nothing about Luke Rowan and
his means, keeping that portion of Mr. Comfort's recommendation
to herself; but she declared it out as a fact, that Rachel was to
accept the invitation, and to be carried to the party by Mrs. Butler
Cornbury. "Oh, mamma! Dear mamma!" said Rachel, who was leaning
against the side of the bed. Then she gave a long sigh, and a bright
colour came over her face,--almost as though she were blushing. But
she said no more at the moment, but allowed her mind to run off and
revel in its own thoughts. She had indeed longed to go to this party,
though she had taught herself to believe that she could bear being
told that she was not to go without disappointment. "And now we must
let Dorothea know," said Mrs. Ray. "Yes,--we must let her know," said
Rachel; but her mind was away, straying, I fear, under the churchyard
elms with Luke Rowan, and looking at the arm amidst the clouds. He
had said that it was stretched out as though to take her; and she had
never shaken off from her imagination the idea that it was his arm on
which she had been bidden to look,--the arm which had afterwards held
her when she strove to go.

It was tea-time before courage was mustered for telling the facts to
Mrs. Prime. Mrs. Prime, after dinner, had gone into Baslehurst; but
the meeting at Miss Pucker's had not been a regular full gathering,
and Mrs. Prime had come back to tea. There was no hot toast, and no
clotted cream. It may appear selfish on the part of Mrs. Ray and
Rachel that they should have kept such good things for their only
little private banquets, but, in truth, such delicacies did not suit
Mrs. Prime. Nice things aggravated her spirits and made her fretful.
She liked the tea to be stringy and bitter, and she liked the bread
to be stale;--as she preferred also that her weeds should be battered
and old. She was approaching that stage of discipline at which ashes
become pleasant eating, and sackcloth is grateful to the skin. The
self-indulgences of the saints in this respect often exceed anything
that is done by the sinners.

"Dorothea," said Mrs. Ray, and she looked down upon the dark dingy
fluid in her cup as she spoke, "I have been up to Mr. Comfort's
to-day."

"Yes; I heard you say you were going there."

"I went to ask him for advice."

"Oh."

"As I was in much doubt, I thought it right to go to the clergyman of
my parish."

"I don't think much about parishes myself. Mr. Comfort is an old
man now, and I fear he does not give himself up to the Gospel as he
used to do. If people were called upon to bind themselves down to
parishes, what would those poor creatures do who have over them such
a pastor as Dr. Harford?"

"Dr. Harford is a very good man, I believe," said Rachel, "and he
keeps two curates."

"I'm afraid, Rachel, you know but little about it. He does keep two
curates,--but what are they? They go to cricket-matches, and among
young women with bows and arrows! If you had really wanted advice,
mamma, I would sooner have heard that you had gone to Mr. Prong."

"But I didn't go to Mr. Prong, my dear;--and I don't mean. Mr. Prong
is all very well, I dare say, but I've known Mr. Comfort for nearly
thirty years, and I don't like sudden changes." Then Mrs. Ray stirred
her tea with rather a quick motion of her hand. Rachel said not a
word, but her mother's sharp speech and spirited manner was very
pleasant to her. She was quite contented now that Mr. Comfort should
be regarded as the family counsellor. She remembered how well she had
loved Mr. Comfort always, and thought of days when Patty Comfort had
been very good-natured to her as a child.

"Oh, very well," said Mrs. Prime. "Of course, mamma, you must judge
for yourself."

"Yes, my dear, I must; or rather, as I didn't wish to trust my own
judgment, I went to Mr. Comfort for advice. He says that he sees no
harm in Rachel going to this party."

"Party! what party?" almost screamed Mrs. Prime. Mrs. Ray had
forgotten that nothing had as yet been said to Dorothea about the
invitation.

"Mrs. Tappitt is going to give a party at the brewery," said Rachel,
in her very softest voice, "and she has asked me."

"And you are going? You mean to let her go?" Mrs. Prime had asked
two questions, and she received two answers. "Yes," said Rachel; "I
suppose I shall go, as mamma says so." "Mr. Comfort says there is no
harm in it," said Mrs. Ray; "and Mrs. Butler Cornbury is to come from
the parsonage to take her up." All question as to Dorcas discipline
to be inflicted daily upon Rachel on account of that sin of which
she had been guilty in standing under the elms with a young man was
utterly lost in this terrible proposition! Instead of being sent to
Miss Pucker in her oldest merino dress, Rachel was to be decked in
muslin and finery, and sent out to a dancing party at which this
young man was to be the hero! It was altogether too much for Dorothea
Prime. She slowly wiped the crumbs from off her dingy crape, and with
creaking noise pushed back her chair. "Mother," she said, "I couldn't
have believed it! I could not have believed it!" Then she withdrew to
her own chamber.

Mrs. Ray was much afflicted; but not the less did Rachel look out for
the returning postman, on his road into Baslehurst, that she might
send her little note to Mrs. Tappitt, signifying her acceptance of
that lady's kind invitation.



CHAPTER VI.

PREPARATIONS FOR MRS. TAPPITT'S PARTY.


I am disposed to think that Mrs. Butler Cornbury did Mrs. Tappitt an
injury when she with so much ready goodnature accepted the invitation
for the party, and that Mrs. Tappitt was aware of this before the
night of the party arrived. She was put on her mettle in a way that
was disagreeable to her, and forced into an amount of submissive
supplication to Mr. Tappitt for funds, which was vexatious to her
spirit. Mrs. Tappitt was a good wife, who never ran her husband into
debt, and kept nothing secret from him in the management of her
household,--nothing at least which it behoved him to know. But she
understood the privileges of her position, and could it have been
possible for her to have carried through this party without extra
household moneys, or without any violent departure from her usual
customs of life, she could have snubbed her husband's objections
comfortably, and have put him into the background for the occasion
without any inconvenience to herself or power of remonstrance from
him. But when Mrs. Butler Cornbury had been gracious, and when the
fiddles and horn had become a fact to be accomplished, when Mrs.
Rowan and Mary began to loom large on her imagination and a regular
supper was projected, then Mrs. Tappitt felt the necessity of
superior aid, and found herself called upon to reconcile her lord.

And this work was the more difficult and the more disagreeable to
her feelings because she had already pooh-poohed her husband when he
asked a question about the party. "Just a few friends got together by
the girls," she had said. "Leave it all to them, my dear. It's not
very often they see anybody at home."

"I believe I see my friends as often as most people in Baslehurst,"
Mr. Tappitt had replied indignantly, "and I suppose my friends are
their friends." So there had been a little soreness which made the
lady's submission the more disagreeable to her.

"Butler Cornbury! He's a puppy. I don't want to see him, and what's
more, I won't vote for him."

"You need not tell her so, my dear; and he's not coming. I suppose
you like your girls to hold their heads up in the place; and if they
show that they've respectable people with them at home, respectable
people will be glad to notice them."

"Respectable! If our girls are to be made respectable by giving grand
dances, I'd rather not have them respectable. How much is the whole
thing to cost?"

"Well, very little, T.; not much more than one of your Christmas
dinner-parties. There'll be just the music, and the lights, and a
bit of something to eat. What people drink at such times comes to
nothing,--just a little negus and lemonade. We might possibly have a
bottle or two of champagne at the supper-table, for the look of the
thing."

"Champagne!" exclaimed the brewer. He had never yet incurred the cost
of a bottle of champagne within his own house, though he thought
nothing of it at public dinners. The idea was too much for him; and
Mrs. Tappitt, feeling how the ground lay, gave that up,--at any rate
for the present. She gave up the champagne; but in abandoning that,
she obtained the marital sanction, a quasi sanction which he was too
honourable as a husband afterwards to repudiate, for the music and
the eatables. Mrs. Tappitt knew that she had done well, and prepared
for his dinner that day a beef-steak pie, made with her own hands.
Tappitt was not altogether a dull man, and understood these little
signs. "Ah," said he, "I wonder how much that pie is to cost me?"

"Oh, T., how can you say such things! As if you didn't have
beef-steak pie as often as it's good for you." The pie, however, had
its effect, as also did the exceeding "boilishness" of the water
which was brought in for his gin-toddy that night; and it was known
throughout the establishment that papa was in a good humour, and that
mamma had been very clever.

"The girls must have had new dresses anyway before the month was
out," Mrs. Tappitt said to her husband the next morning before he had
left the conjugal chamber.

"Do you mean to say that they're to have gowns made on purpose for
this party?" said the brewer; and it seemed by the tone of his voice
that the hot gin and water had lost its kindly effects.

"My dear, they must be dressed, you know. I'm sure no girls in
Baslehurst cost less in the way of finery. In the ordinary way they'd
have had new frocks almost immediately."

"Bother!" Mr. Tappitt was shaving just at this moment, and dashed
aside his razor for a moment to utter this one word. He intended to
signify how perfectly well he was aware that a muslin frock prepared
for an evening party would not fill the place of a substantial
morning dress.

"Well, my dear, I'm sure the girls ain't unreasonable; nor am I.
Five-and-thirty shillings apiece for them would do it all. And I
shan't want anything myself this year in September." Now Mr. Tappitt,
who was a man of sentiment, always gave his wife some costly article
of raiment on the 1st of September, calling her his partridge and
his bird,--for on that day they had been married. Mrs. Tappitt had
frequently offered to intromit the ceremony when calling upon his
generosity for other purposes, but the September gift had always been
forthcoming.

"Will thirty-five shillings a-piece do it?" said he, turning round
with his face all covered with lather. Then again he went to work
with his razor just under his right ear.

"Well, yes; I think it will. Two pounds each for the three shall do
it anyway."

Mr. Tappitt gave a little jump at this increased demand for fifteen
shillings, and not being in a good position for jumping, encountered
an unpleasant accident, and uttered a somewhat vehement exclamation.
"There," said he, "now I've cut myself, and it's your fault. Oh dear;
oh dear! When I cut myself there it never stops. It's no good doing
that, Margaret; it only makes it worse. There; now you've got the
soap and blood all down inside my shirt."

Mrs. Tappitt on this occasion was subjected to some trouble, for the
wound on Mr. Tappitt's cheek-bone declined to be stanched at once;
but she gained her object, and got the dresses for her daughters.
It was not taken by them as a drawback on their happiness that they
had to make the dresses themselves, for they were accustomed to such
work; but this necessity joined to all other preparations for the
party made them very busy. Till twelve at night on three evenings
they sat with their smart new things in their laps and their needles
in their hands; but they did not begrudge this, as Mrs. Butler
Cornbury was coming to the brewery. They were very anxious to get the
heavy part of the work done before the Rowans should arrive, doubting
whether they would become sufficiently intimate with Mary to tell her
all their little domestic secrets, and do their work in the presence
of their new friend during the first day of her sojourn in the house.
So they toiled like slaves on the Wednesday and Thursday in order
that they might walk about like ladies on the Friday and Saturday.

But the list of their guests gave them more trouble than aught else.
Whom should they get to meet Mrs. Butler Cornbury? At one time Mrs.
Tappitt had proposed to word certain of her invitations with a
special view to this end. Had her idea been carried out people who
might not otherwise have come were to be tempted by a notification
that they were especially asked to meet Mrs. Butler Cornbury. But
Martha had said that this she thought would not do for a dance.
"People do do it, my dear," Mrs. Tappitt had pleaded.

"Not for dancing, mamma," said Martha. "Besides, she would be sure to
hear of it, and perhaps she might not like it."

"Well, I don't know," said Mrs. Tappitt. "It would show that we
appreciated her kindness." The plan, however, was abandoned.

Of the Baslehurst folk there were so few that were fitted to meet
Mrs. Butler Cornbury! There was old Miss Harford, the rector's
daughter. She was fit to meet anybody in the county, and, as she was
good-natured, might probably come. But she was an old maid, and was
never very bright in her attire. "Perhaps Captain Gordon's lady would
come," Mrs. Tappitt suggested. But at this proposition all the girls
shook their heads. Captain Gordon had lately taken a villa close to
Baslehurst, but had shown himself averse to any intercourse with the
townspeople. Mrs. Tappitt had called on his "lady," and the call
had not even been returned, a card having been sent by post in an
envelope.

"It would be no good, mamma," said Martha, "and she would only make
us uncomfortable if she did come."

"She is always awfully stuck up in church," said Augusta.

"And her nose is red at the end," said Cherry.

Therefore no invitation was sent to Captain Gordon's house.

"If we could only get the Fawcetts," said Augusta. The Fawcetts were
a large family living in the centre of Baslehurst, in which there
were four daughters, all noted for dancing, and noted also for being
the merriest, nicest, and most popular girls in Devonshire. There was
a fat good-natured mother, and a thin good-natured father who had
once been a banker at Exeter. Everybody desired to know the Fawcetts,
and they were the especial favourites of Mrs. Butler Cornbury. But
then Mrs. Fawcett did not visit Mrs. Tappitt. The girls and the
mothers had a bowing acquaintance, and were always very gracious
to each other. Old Fawcett and old Tappitt saw each other in town
daily, and knew each other as well as they knew the cross in the
butter-market; but none of the two families ever went into each
other's houses. It had been tacitly admitted among them that the
Fawcetts were above the Tappitts, and so the matter had rested. But
now, if anything could be done? "Mrs. Butler Cornbury is all very
well, of course," said Augusta, "but it would be so nice for Mary
Rowan to see the Miss Fawcetts dancing here."

Martha shook her head, but at last she did write a note in the
mothers name. "My girls are having a little dance, to welcome a
friend from London, and they would feel so much obliged if your young
ladies would come. Mrs. Butler Cornbury has been kind enough to say
that she would join us, &c., &c., &c." Mrs. Tappitt and Augusta were
in a seventh heaven of happiness when Mrs. Fawcett wrote to say that
three of her girls would be delighted to accept the invitation; and
even the discreet Martha and the less ambitious Cherry were well
pleased.

"I declare I think we've been very fortunate," said Mrs. Tappitt.

"Only the Miss Fawcetts will get all the best partners," said Cherry.

"I'm not so sure of that," said Augusta, holding up her head.

But there had been yet another trouble. It was difficult for them to
get people proper to meet Mrs. Butler Cornbury; but what must they do
as to those people who must come and who were by no means proper to
meet her? There were the Griggses for instance, who lived out of town
in a wonderfully red brick house, the family of a retired Baslehurst
grocer. They had been asked before Mrs. Cornbury's call had been
made, or, I fear, their chance of coming to the party would have
been small. There was one young Griggs, a man very terrible in his
vulgarity, loud, rampant, conspicuous with villainous jewellery, and
odious with the worst abominations of perfumery. He was loathsome
even to the Tappitt girls; but then the Griggses and the Tappitts
had known each other for half a century, and among their ordinary
acquaintances Adolphus Griggs might have been endured. But what
should they do when he asked to be introduced to Josceline Fawcett?
Of all men he was the most unconscious of his own defects. He had
once shown some symptoms of admiration for Cherry, by whom he was
hated with an intensity of dislike that had amounted to a passion.
She had begged that he might be omitted from the list; but Mrs.
Tappitt had been afraid of angering their father.

The Rules also would be much in the way. Old Joshua Rule was a
maltster, living in Cawston, and his wife and daughter had been
asked before the accession of the Butler Cornbury dignity. Old Rule
had supplied the brewery with malt almost ever since it had been a
brewery; and no more harmless people than Mrs. Rule and her daughter
existed in the neighbourhood;--but they were close neighbours of the
Comforts, of Mrs. Cornbury's father and mother, and Mr. Comfort would
have as soon asked his sexton to dine with him as the Rules. The
Rules never expected such a thing, and therefore lived on very good
terms with the clergyman. "I'm afraid she won't like meeting Mrs.
Rule," Augusta had said to her mother; and then the mother had shaken
her head.

Early in the week, before Rachel had accepted the invitation, Cherry
had written to her friend. "Of course you'll come," Cherry had said;
"and as you may have some difficulty in getting here and home again,
I'll ask old Mrs. Rule to call for you. I know she'll have a place in
the fly, and she's very good-natured." In answer to this Rachel had
written a separate note to Cherry, telling her friend in the least
boastful words which she could use that provision had been already
made for her coming and going. "Mamma was up at Mr. Comfort's
yesterday," Rachel wrote, "and he was so kind as to say that Mrs.
Butler Cornbury would take me and bring me back. I am very much
obliged to you all the same, and to Mrs. Rule."

"What do you think?" said Cherry, who had received her note in the
midst of one of the family conferences; "Augusta said that Mrs.
Butler Cornbury would not like to meet Rachel Ray; but she is going
to bring her in her own carriage."

"I never said anything of the kind," said Augusta.

"Oh, but you did, Augusta; or mamma did, or somebody. How nice for
Rachel to be chaperoned by Mrs. Butler Cornbury!"

"I wonder what she'll wear," said Mrs. Tappitt, who had on that
morning achieved her victory over the wounded brewer in the matter of
the three dresses.

On the Friday morning Mrs. Rowan came with her daughter, Luke having
met them at Exeter on the Thursday. Mrs. Rowan was a somewhat stately
lady, slow in her movements and careful in her speech, so that the
girls were at first very glad that they had valiantly worked up their
finery before her coming. But Mary was by no means stately; she was
younger than them, very willing to be pleased, with pleasant round
eager eyes, and a kindly voice. Before she had been three hours in
the house Cherry had claimed Mary for her own, had told her all about
the party, all about the dresses, all about Mrs. Butler Cornbury and
the Miss Fawcetts, and a word or two also about Rachel Ray. "I can
tell you somebody that's almost in love with her." "You don't mean
Luke?" said Mary. "Yes, but I do," said Cherry; "but of course I'm
only in fun." On the Saturday Mary was hard at work herself assisting
in the decoration of the drawing-room, and before the all-important
Tuesday came even Mrs. Rowan and Mrs. Tappitt were confidential. Mrs.
Rowan perceived at once that Mrs. Tappitt was provincial,--as she
told her son, but she was a good motherly woman, and on the whole,
Mrs. Rowan condescended to be gracious to her.

At Bragg's End the preparations for the party required almost as much
thought as did those at the brewery, and involved perhaps deeper
care. It may be remembered that Mrs. Prime, when her ears were first
astounded by that unexpected revelation, wiped the crumbs from out of
her lap and walked off, wounded in spirit, to her own room. On that
evening Rachel saw no more of her sister. Mrs. Ray went up to her
daughter's bedroom, but stayed there only a minute or two. "What does
she say?" asked Rachel, almost in a whisper. "She is very unhappy.
She says that unless I can be made to think better of this she must
leave the cottage. I told her what Mr. Comfort says, but she only
sneers at Mr. Comfort. I'm sure I'm endeavouring to do the best I
can."

"It wouldn't do, mamma, to say that she should manage everything,
otherwise I'm sure I'd give up the party."

"No, my dear; I don't want you to do that,--not after what Mr.
Comfort says." Mrs. Ray had in truth gone to the clergyman feeling
sure that he would have given his word against the party, and that,
so strengthened, she could have taken a course that would have been
offensive to neither of her daughters. She had expected, too, that
she would have returned home armed with such clerical thunders
against the young man as would have quieted Rachel and have
satisfied Dorothea. But in all this she had been,--I may hardly
say disappointed,--but dismayed and bewildered by advice the very
opposite to that which she had expected. It was perplexing, but she
seemed to be aware that she had no alternative now, but to fight the
battle on Rachel's side. She had cut herself off from all anchorage
except that given by Mr. Comfort, and therefore it behoved her to
cling to that with absolute tenacity. Rachel must go to the party,
even though Dorothea should carry out her threat. On that night
nothing more was said about Dorothea, and Mrs. Ray allowed herself to
be gradually drawn into a mild discussion about Rachel's dress.

But there was nearly a week left to them of this sort of life. Early
on the following morning Mrs. Prime left the cottage, saying that she
should dine with Miss Pucker, and betook herself at once to a small
house in a back street of the town, behind the new church, in which
lived Mr. Prong. Have I as yet said that Mr. Prong was a bachelor?
Such was the fact; and there were not wanting those in Baslehurst who
declared that he would amend the fault by marrying Mrs. Prime. But
this rumour, if it ever reached her, had no effect upon her. The
world would be nothing to her if she were to be debarred by the
wickedness of loose tongues from visiting the clergyman of her
choice. She went, therefore, in her present difficulty to Mr. Prong.

Mr. Samuel Prong was a little man, over thirty, with scanty,
light-brown hair, with a small, rather upturned nose, with eyes by no
means deficient in light and expression, but with a mean mouth. His
forehead was good, and had it not been for his mouth his face would
have been expressive of intellect and of some firmness. But there
was about his lips an assumption of character and dignity which
his countenance and body generally failed to maintain; and there
was a something in the carriage of his head and in the occasional
projection of his chin, which was intended to add to his dignity, but
which did, I think, only make the failure more palpable. He was a
devout, good man; not self-indulgent; perhaps not more self-ambitious
than it becomes a man to be; sincere, hard-working, sufficiently
intelligent, true in most things to the instincts of his
calling,--but deficient in one vital qualification for a clergyman of
the Church of England; he was not a gentleman. May I not call it a
necessary qualification for a clergyman of any church? He was not a
gentleman. I do not mean to say that he was a thief or a liar; nor
do I mean hereby to complain that he picked his teeth with his fork
and misplaced his "h's." I am by no means prepared to define what
I do mean,--thinking, however, that most men and most women will
understand me. Nor do I speak of this deficiency in his clerical
aptitudes as being injurious to him simply,--or even chiefly,--among
folk who are themselves gentle; but that his efficiency for clerical
purposes was marred altogether, among high and low, by his misfortune
in this respect. It is not the owner of a good coat that sees
and admires its beauty. It is not even they who have good coats
themselves who recognize the article on the back of another. They who
have not good coats themselves have the keenest eyes for the coats
of their better-clad neighbours. As it is with coats, so it is with
that which we call gentility. It is caught at a word, it is seen at a
glance, it is appreciated unconsciously at a touch by those who have
none of it themselves. It is the greatest of all aids to the doctor,
the lawyer, the member of Parliament,--though in that position a man
may perhaps prosper without it,--and to the statesman; but to the
clergyman it is a vital necessity. Now Mr. Prong was not a gentleman.

Mrs. Prime told her tale to Mr. Prong, as Mrs. Ray had told hers to
Mr. Comfort. It need not be told again here. I fear that she made
the most of her sister's imprudence, but she did not do so with
intentional injustice. She declared her conviction that Rachel might
still be made to go in a straight course, if only she could be guided
by a hand sufficiently strict and armed with absolute power. Then she
went on to tell Mr. Prong how Mrs. Ray had gone off to Mr. Comfort,
as she herself had now come to him. It was hard,--was it not?--for
poor Rachel that the story of her few minutes' whispering under
the elm tree should thus be bruited about among the ecclesiastical
councillors of the locality. Mr. Prong sat with patient face and with
mild demeanour while the simple story of Rachel's conduct was being
told; but when to this was added the iniquity of Mr. Comfort's
advice, the mouth assumed the would-be grandeur, the chin came out,
and to any one less infatuated than Mrs. Prime it would have been
apparent that the purse was not made of silk, but that a coarser
material had come to hand in the manufacture.

"What shall the sheep do," said Mr. Prong, "when the shepherd
slumbers in the folds?" Then he shook his head and puckered up his
mouth.

"Ah!" said Mrs. Prime; "it is well for the sheep that there are still
left a few who do not run from their work, even in the heat of the
noonday sun."

Mr. Prong closed his eyes and bowed his head, and then reassumed that
peculiarly disagreeable look about his mouth by which he thought
to assert his dignity, intending thereby to signify that he would
willingly reject the compliment as unnecessary, were he not forced to
accept it as being true. He knew himself to be a shepherd who did not
fear the noonday heat; but he was wrong in this,--that he suspected
all other shepherds of stinting their work. It appeared to him that
no sheep could nibble his grass in wholesome content, unless some
shepherd were at work at him constantly with his crook. It was for
the shepherd, as he thought, to know what tufts of grass were rank,
and in what spots the herbage might be bitten down to the bare
ground. A shepherd who would allow his flock to feed at large under
his eye, merely watching his fences and folding his ewes and lambs
at night, was a truant who feared the noonday sun. Such a one had Mr.
Comfort become, and therefore Mr. Prong despised him in his heart.
All sheep will not endure such ardent shepherding as that practised
by Mr. Prong, and therefore he was driven to seek out for himself a
peculiar flock. These to him were the elect of Baslehurst, and of his
elect, Mrs. Prime was the most elect. Now this fault is not uncommon
among young ardent clergymen.

I will not repeat the conversation that took place between the two,
because they used holy words and spoke on holy subjects. In doing so
they were both sincere, and not, as regarded their language, fairly
subject to ridicule. In their judgment I think they were defective.
He sustained Mrs. Prime in her resolution to quit the cottage unless
she could induce her mother to put a stop to that great iniquity of
the brewery. "The Tappitts," he said, "were worldly people,--very
worldly people; utterly unfit to be the associates of the sister of
his friend. As to the 'young man,' he thought that nothing further
should be said at present, but that Rachel should be closely
watched,--very closely watched." Mrs. Prime asked him to call upon
her mother and explain his views, but he declined to do this. "He
would have been most willing,--so willing! but he could not force
himself where he would be unwelcome!" Mrs. Prime was, if necessary,
to quit the cottage and take up her temporary residence with Miss
Pucker; but Mr. Prong was inclined to think, knowing something of
Mrs. Ray's customary softness of character, that if Mrs. Prime were
firm, things would not be driven to such a pass as that. Mrs. Prime
said that she would be firm, and she looked as though she intended to
keep her word.

Mr. Prong's manner as he bade adieu to his favourite sheep was
certainly of a nature to justify that rumour to which allusion has
been made. He pressed Mrs. Prime's hand very closely, and invoked a
blessing on her head in a warm whisper. But such signs among such
people do not bear the meaning which they have in the outer world.
These people are demonstrative and unctuous,--whereas the outer world
is reticent and dry. They are perhaps too free with their love, but
the fault is better than that other fault of no love at all. Mr.
Prong was a little free with his love, but Mrs. Prime took it all in
good part, and answered him with an equal fervour. "If I can help
you, dear friend,"--and he still held her hand in his,--"come to me
always. You never can come too often."

"You can help me, and I will come, always," she said, returning
his pressure with mutual warmth. But there was no touch of earthly
affection in her pressure; and if there was any in his at its close,
there had, at any rate, been none at its commencement.

While Mrs. Prime was thus employed, Rachel and her mother became
warm upon the subject of the dress, and when the younger widow
returned home to the cottage, the elder widow was actually engaged
in Baslehurst on the purchase of trappings and vanities. Her little
hoard was opened, and some pretty piece of muslin was purchased by
aid of which, with the needful ribbons, Rachel might be made, not
fit, indeed, for Mrs. Butler Cornbury's carriage,--no such august
fitness was at all contemplated by herself,--but nice and tidy, so
that her presence need not be a disgrace. And it was pretty to see
how Mrs. Ray revelled in these little gauds for her daughter now that
the barrier of her religious awe was broken down, and that the waters
of the world had made their way in upon her. She still had a feeling
that she was being drowned, but she confessed that such drowning was
very pleasant. She almost felt that such drowning was good for her.
At any rate it had been ordered by Mr. Comfort, and if things went
astray Mr. Comfort must bear the blame. When the bright muslin was
laid out on the counter before her, she looked at it with a pleased
eye and touched it with a willing hand. She held the ribbon against
the muslin, leaning her head on one side, and enjoyed herself. Now
and again she would turn her face upon Rachel's figure, and she would
almost indulge a wish that this young man might like her child in the
new dress. Ah!--that was surely wicked. But if so, how wicked are
most mothers in this Christian land!

The morning had gone very comfortably with them during Dorothea's
absence. Mrs. Prime had hardly taken her departure before a note came
from Mrs. Butler Cornbury, confirming Mr. Comfort's offer as to the
carriage. "Oh, papa, what have you done?"--she had said when her
father first told her. "Now I must stay there all the night, for of
course she'll want to go on to the last dance!" But, like her father,
she was good-natured, and therefore, though she would hardly have
chosen the task, she resolved, when her first groans were over, to
do it well. She wrote a kind note, saying how happy she should be,
naming her hour,--and saying that Rachel should name the hour for her
return.

"It will be very nice," said Rachel, rejoicing more than she should
have done in thinking of the comfortable grandeur of Mrs. Butler
Cornbury's carriage.

"And are you determined?" Mrs. Prime asked her mother that evening.

"It is too late to go back now, Dorothea," said Mrs. Ray, almost
crying.

"Then I cannot remain in the house," said Dorothea. "I shall go to
Miss Pucker's,--but not till that morning; so that if you think
better of it, all may be prevented yet."

But Mrs. Ray would not think better of it, and it was thus that the
preparations were made for Mrs. Tappitt's--ball. The word "party" had
now been dropped by common consent throughout Baslehurst.



CHAPTER VII.

AN ACCOUNT OF MRS. TAPPITT'S BALL--COMMENCED.


Mrs. Butler Cornbury was a very pretty woman. She possessed that
peculiar prettiness which is so often seen in England, and which
is rarely seen anywhere else. She was bright, well-featured, with
speaking lustrous eyes, with perfect complexion, and full bust, with
head of glorious shape and figure like a Juno;--and yet with all her
beauty she had ever about her an air of homeliness which made the
sweetness of her womanhood almost more attractive than the loveliness
of her personal charms. I have seen in Italy and in America women
perhaps as beautiful as any that I have seen in England, but in
neither country does it seem that such beauty is intended for
domestic use. In Italy the beauty is soft, and of the flesh. In
America it is hard, and of the mind. Here it is of the heart,
I think, and as such is the happiest of the three. I do not say
that Mrs. Butler Cornbury was a woman of very strong feeling; but
her strongest feelings were home feelings. She was going to Mrs.
Tappitt's party because it might serve her husband's purposes; she
was going to burden herself with Rachel Ray because her father had
asked her; and her greatest ambition was to improve the worldly
position of the squires of Cornbury Grange. She was already
calculating whether it might not some day be brought about that her
little Butler should sit in Parliament for his county.

At nine o'clock exactly on that much to be remembered Tuesday the
Cornbury carriage stopped at the gate of the cottage at Bragg's End,
and Rachel, ready dressed, blushing, nervous, but yet happy, came
out, and mounting on to the step was almost fearful to take her
share of the seat. "Make yourself comfortable, my dear," said Mrs.
Cornbury, "you can't crush me. Or rather I always make myself
crushable on such occasions as this. I suppose we are going to have a
great crowd?" Rachel merely said that she didn't know. She supposed
there would be a good many persons. Then she tried to thank Mrs.
Cornbury for being so good to her, and of course broke down. "I'm
delighted,--quite delighted," said Mrs. Cornbury. "It's so good of
you to come with me. Now that I don't dance myself, there's nothing I
like so much as taking out girls that do."

"And don't you dance at all?"

"I stand up for a quadrille sometimes. When a woman has five children
I don't think she ought to do more than that."

"Oh, I shall not do more than that, Mrs. Cornbury."

"You mean to say you won't waltz?"

"Mamma never said anything about it, but I'm sure she would not like
it. Besides--"

"Well--"

"I don't think I know how. I did learn once, when I was very little;
but I've forgotten."

"It will soon come again to you if you like to try. I was very fond
of waltzing before I was married." And this was the daughter of Mr.
Comfort, the clergyman who preached with such strenuous eloquence
against worldly vanities! Even Rachel was a little puzzled, and was
almost afraid that her head was sinking beneath the waters.

There was a great fuss made when Mrs. Butler Cornbury's carriage
drove up to the brewery door, and Rachel almost felt that she could
have made her way up to the drawing-room more comfortably under Mrs.
Rule's mild protection. All the servants seemed to rush at her, and
when she found herself in the hall and was conducted into some inner
room, she was not allowed to shake herself into shape without the aid
of a maid-servant. Mrs. Cornbury,--who took everything as a matter of
course and was ready in a minute,--had turned the maid over to the
young lady with a kind idea that the young lady's toilet was more
important than that of the married woman. Rachel was losing her head
and knew that she was doing so. When she was again taken into the
hall she hardly remembered where she was, and when Mrs. Cornbury
took her by the arm and began to walk up-stairs with her, her
strongest feeling was a wish that she was at home again. On the first
landing,--for the dancing-room was upstairs,--they encountered Mr.
Tappitt, conspicuous in a blue satin waistcoat; and on the second
landing they found Mrs. Tappitt, magnificent in a green Irish poplin.
"Oh, Mrs. Cornbury, we are so delighted. The Miss Fawcetts are
here; they are just come. How kind of you to bring Rachel Ray. How
do you do, Rachel?" Then Mrs. Cornbury moved easily on into the
drawing-room, and Rachel still found herself carried with her.
She was half afraid that she ought to have slunk away from her
magnificent chaperon as soon as she was conveyed safely within the
house, and that she was encroaching as she thus went on; but still
she could not find the moment in which to take herself off. In the
drawing-room,--the room from which the carpets had been taken,--they
were at once encountered by the Tappitt girls, with whom the Fawcett
girls on the present occasion were so intermingled that Rachel hardly
knew who was who. Mrs. Butler Cornbury was soon surrounded, and a
clatter of words went on. Rachel was in the middle of the fray, and
some voices were addressed also to her; but her presence of mind was
gone, and she never could remember what she said on the occasion.

There had already been a dance,--the commencing operation of the
night's work,--a thin quadrille, in which the early comers had taken
part without much animation, and to which they had been driven up
unwillingly. At its close the Fawcett girls had come in, as had now
Mrs. Cornbury, so that it may be said that the evening was beginning
again. What had been as yet done was but the tuning of the fiddles
before the commencement of the opera. No one likes to be in at
the tuning, but there are those who never are able to avoid this
annoyance. As it was, Rachel, under Mrs. Cornbury's care, had been
brought upon the scene just at the right moment. As soon as the great
clatter had ceased, she found herself taken by the hand by Cherry,
and led a little on one side. "You must have a card, you know," said
Cherry handing her a ticket on which was printed the dances as they
were to succeed each other. "That first one is over. Such a dull
thing. I danced with Adolphus Griggs, just because I couldn't escape
him for one quadrille." Rachel took the card, but never having seen
such a thing before did not in the least understand its object. "As
you get engaged for the dances you must put down their names in this
way, you see,"--and Cherry showed her card, which already bore the
designations of several cavaliers, scrawled in hieroglyphics which
were intelligible to herself. "Haven't you got a pencil? Well, you
can come to me. I have one hanging here, you know." Rachel was
beginning to understand, and to think that she should not have
very much need for the pencil, when Mrs. Cornbury returned to her,
bringing a young man in her wake. "I want to introduce my cousin to
you, Walter Cornbury," said she. Mrs. Cornbury was a woman who knew
her duty as a chaperon, and who would not neglect it. "He waltzes
delightfully," said Mrs. Cornbury, whispering, "and you needn't be
afraid of being a little astray with him at first. He always does
what I tell him." Then the introduction was made; but Rachel had
no opportunity of repeating her fears, or of saying again that she
thought she had better not waltz. What to say to Mr. Walter Cornbury
she hardly knew; but before she had really said anything he had
pricked her down for two dances,--for the first waltz, which was just
going to begin, and some not long future quadrille. "She is very
pretty," Mrs. Butler Cornbury had said to her cousin, "and I want to
be kind to her." "I'll take her in hand and pull her through," said
Walter. "What a tribe of people they've got here, haven't they?"
"Yes, and you must dance with them all. Every time you stand up may
be as good as a vote." "Oh," said Walter, "I'm not particular;--I'll
dance as long as they keep the house open." Then he went back to
Rachel, who had already been at work with Cherry's pencil.

"If there isn't Rachel Ray going to waltz with Walter Cornbury," said
Augusta to her mother. Augusta had just refused the odious Griggs,
and was about to stand up with a clerk in the brewery, who was almost
as odious.

"It's because she came in the carriage," said Mrs. Tappitt; "but I
don't think she can waltz." Then she hurried off to welcome other
comers.

Rachel had hardly been left alone for a minute, and had been so much
bewildered by the lights and crowd and strangeness of everything
around her, that she had been unable to turn her thoughts to the one
subject on which during the last week her mind had rested constantly.
She had not even looked round the room for Luke Rowan. She had just
seen Mary Rowan in the crowd, but had not spoken to her. She had only
known her from the manner in which Cherry Tappitt had spoken to her,
and it must be explained that Rachel had not seen young Rowan since
that parting under the elm-trees. Indeed, since then she had seen
none of the Tappitt family. Her mother had said no word to her,
cautioning her that she had better not seek them in her evening
walks; but she had felt herself debarred from going into Baslehurst
by all that her sister had said, and in avoiding Luke Rowan she had
avoided the whole party from the brewery.

Now the room was partially cleared, the non-dancers being pressed
back into a border round the walls, and the music began. Rachel, with
her heart in her mouth, was claimed by her partner, and was carried
forward towards the ground for dancing, tacitly assenting to her fate
because she lacked words in which to explain to Mr. Cornbury how very
much she would have preferred to be left in obscurity behind the wall
of crinoline.

"Pray wait a minute or two," said she, almost panting.

"Oh, certainly. There's no hurry, only we'll stand where we can get
our place when we like it. You need not be a bit afraid of going on
with me. Patty has told me all about it, and we'll make it right in a
brace of turns." There was something very good-natured in his voice,
and she almost felt that she could ask him to let her sit down.

"I don't think I can," she said.

"Oh yes; come, we'll try!" Then he took her by the waist, and away
they went. Twice round the room he took her, very gently, as he
thought; but her head had gone from her instantly in a whirl of
amazement! Of her feet and their movements she had known nothing;
though she had followed the music with fair accuracy, she had done so
unconsciously, and when he allowed her to stop she did not know which
way she had been going, or at which end of the room she stood. And
yet she had liked it, and felt some little triumph as a conviction
came upon her that she had not conspicuously disgraced herself.

"That's charming," said he. She essayed to speak a word in answer,
but her want of breath did not as yet permit it.

"Charming!" he went on. "The music's perhaps a little slow, but we'll
hurry them up presently." Slow! It seemed to her that she had been
carried round in a vortex, of which the rapidity, though pleasant,
had been almost frightful. "Come; we'll have another start," said he;
and she was carried away again before she had spoken a word. "I'd no
idea that girl could waltz," said Mrs. Tappitt to old Mrs. Rule. "I
don't think her mother would like it if she saw it," said Mrs. Rule.
"And what would Mrs. Prime say?" said Mrs. Tappitt. However the ice
was broken, and Rachel, when she was given to understand that that
dance was done, felt herself to be aware that the world of waltzing
was open to her, at any rate for that night. Was it very wicked?
She had her doubts. If anybody had suggested to her, before Mrs.
Cornbury's carriage had called for her, that she would waltz on that
evening, she would have repudiated the idea almost with horror. How
easy is the path down the shores of the Avernus! but then,--was she
going down the shores of the Avernus?

She was still walking through the crowd, leaning on her partner's
arm, and answering his good-natured questions almost in
monosyllables, when she was gently touched on the arm by a fan, and
on turning found herself confronted by Luke Rowan and his sister.
"I've been trying to get at you so long," said he, making some sort
of half apology to Cornbury, "and haven't been able; though once I
very nearly danced you down without your knowing it."

"We're so much obliged to you for letting us escape," said Cornbury;
"are we not, Miss Ray?"

"We carried heavy metal, I can tell you," said Rowan. "But I must
introduce you to my sister. Where on earth have you been for these
ten days?" Then the introduction was made, and young Cornbury,
finding that his partner was in the hands of another lady, slipped
away.

"I have heard a great deal about you, Miss Ray," said Mary Rowan.

"Have you? I don't know who should say much about me." The words
sounded uncivil, but she did not know what words to choose.

"Oh, from Cherry especially;--and--and from my brother."

"I'm very glad to make your acquaintance," said Rachel.

"He told me that you would have been sure to come and walk with us,
and we have all been saying that you had disappeared."

"I have been kept at home," said Rachel, who could not help
remembering all the words of the churchyard interview, and feeling
them down to her finger nails. He must have known why she had not
again joined the girls from the brewery in their walks. Or had he
forgotten that he had called her Rachel, and held her fast by the
hand? Perhaps he did these things so often to other girls that he
thought nothing of them!

"You have been keeping yourself up for the ball," said Rowan.
"Precious people are right to make themselves scarce. And now what
vacancies have you got for me?"

"Vacancies!" said Rachel.

"You don't mean to say you've got none. Look here, I've kept all
these on purpose for you, although twenty girls have begged me to
dispose of them in their favour."

"Oh, Luke, how can you tell such fibs?" said his sister.

"Well;--here they are," and he showed his card.

"I'm not engaged to anybody," said Rachel; "except for one quadrille
to Mr. Cornbury,--that gentleman who just went away."

"Then you've no excuse for not filling up my vacancies,--kept on
purpose for you, mind." And immediately her name was put down for she
knew not what dances. Then he took her card and scrawled his own name
on it in various places. She knew that she was weak to let him thus
have his way in everything; but he was strong and she could not
hinder him.

She was soon left with Mary Rowan, as Luke went off to fulfil the
first of his numerous engagements. "Do you like my brother?" said
she. "But of course I don't mean you to answer that question. We all
think him so very clever."

"I'm sure he is very clever."

"A great deal too clever to be a brewer. But you mustn't say that I
said so. I wanted him to go into the army."

"I shouldn't at all like that for my brother--if I had one."

"And what would you like?"

"Oh, I don't know. I never had a brother;--perhaps to be a
clergyman."

"Yes; that would be very nice; but Luke would never be a clergyman.
He was going to be an attorney, but he didn't like that at all. He
says there's a great deal of poetry in brewing beer, but of course
he's only quizzing us. Oh, here's my partner. I do so hope I shall
see you very often while I'm at Baslehurst." Then Rachel was alone,
but Mrs. Tappitt came up to her in a minute. "My dear," said she,
"Mr. Griggs desires the honour of your hand for a quadrille." And
thus Rachel found herself standing up with the odious Mr. Griggs.
"I do so pity you," said Cherry, coming behind her for a moment.
"Remember, you need not do it more than once. I don't mean to do it
again."

After that she was allowed to sit still while a polka was being
performed. Mrs. Cornbury came to her saying a word or two; but she
did not stay with her long, so that Rachel could think about Luke
Rowan, and try to make up her mind as to what words she should say
to him. She furtively looked down upon her card and found that he
had written his own name to five dances, ending with Sir Roger de
Coverley at the close of the evening. It was quite impossible that
she should dance five dances with him, so she thought that she would
mark out two with her nail. The very next was one of them, and during
that she would explain to him what she had done. The whole thing
loomed large in her thoughts and made her feel anxious. She would
have been unhappy if he had not come to her at all, and now she was
unhappy because he had thrust himself upon her so violently,--or if
not unhappy, she was at any rate uneasy. And what should she say
about the elm-trees? Nothing, unless he spoke to her about them. She
fancied that he would say something about the arm in the cloud, and
if so, she must endeavour to make him understand that--that--that--.
She did not know how to fix her thoughts. Would it be possible to
make him understand that he ought not to have called her Rachel?

While she was thinking of all this Mr. Tappitt came and sat beside
her. "Very pretty; isn't it?" said he. "Very pretty indeed, I call
it."

"Oh yes, very pretty. I had no idea it would be so nice." To Mr.
Tappitt in his blue waistcoat she could speak without hesitation. Ah
me! It is the young men who receive all the reverence that the world
has to pay;--all the reverence that is worth receiving. When a man is
turned forty and has become fat, anybody can speak to him without
awe!

"Yes, it is nice," said Mr. Tappitt, who, however, was not quite
easy in his mind. He had been into the supper room, and had found
the waiter handling long-necked bottles, arranging them in rows,
apparently by the dozen. "What's that?" said he, sharply. "The
champagne, sir! there should have been ice, sir, but I suppose they
forgot it." Where had Mrs. T. procured all that wine? It was very
plain to him that she had got the better of him by some deceit. He
would smile, and smile, and smile during the evening; but he would
have it out with Mrs. Tappitt before he would allow that lady to have
any rest. He lingered in the room, pretending that he was overlooking
the arrangements, but in truth he was counting the bottles. After
all there was but a dozen. He knew that at Griggs's they sold it for
sixty shillings. "Three pounds!" he said to himself. "Three pounds
more; dear, dear!"

"Yes, it is nice!" he said to Rachel. "Mind you get a glass of
champagne when you go in to supper. By-the-by, shall I get a partner
for you? Here, Buckett, come and dance the next dance with Miss Ray."
Buckett was the clerk in the brewery. Rachel had nothing to say for
herself; so Buckett's name was put down on the card, though she would
rather not have danced with Buckett. A week or two ago, before she
had been taken up into Mrs. Cornbury's carriage, or had waltzed with
Mrs. Cornbury's cousin, or had looked at the setting sun with Luke
Rowan, she would have been sufficiently contented to dance with Mr.
Buckett,--if in those days she had ever dreamed of dancing with any
one. Then Mrs. Cornbury came to her again, bringing other cavaliers,
and Rachel's card began to be filled. "The quadrille before supper
you dance with me," said Walter Cornbury. "That's settled, you know."
Oh, what a new world it was, and so different from the Dorcas
meetings at Miss Pucker's rooms!

Then came the moment of the evening which, of all the moments, was
the most trying to her. Luke Rowan came to claim her hand for the
next quadrille. She had already spoken to him,--or rather he to her;
but that had been in the presence of a third person, when, of course,
nothing could be said about the sunset and the clouds,--nothing about
that promise of friendship. But now she would have to stand again
with him in solitude,--a solitude of another kind,--in a solitude
which was authorized, during which he might whisper what words he
pleased to her, and from which she could not even run away. It had
been thought to be a great sin on her part to have remained a moment
with him by the stile; but now she was to stand up with him beneath
the glare of the lights, dressed in her best, on purpose that he
might whisper to her what words he pleased. But she was sure--she
thought that she was sure, that he would utter no words so sweet, so
full of meaning, as those in which he bade her watch the arm in the
clouds.

Till the first figure was over for them he hardly spoke to her. "Tell
me," said he then, "why has nobody seen you since Saturday week
last?"

"I have been at home."

"Ah; but tell me the truth. Remember what we said as we
parted,--about being friends. One tells one's friend the real truth.
But I suppose you do not remember what we said?"

"I don't think I said anything, Mr. Rowan."

"Did you not? Then I must have been dreaming. I thought you promised
me your friendship." He paused for her answer, but she said nothing.
She could not declare to him that she would not be his friend. "But
you have not told me yet why it was that you remained at home.
Come;--answer me a fair question fairly. Had I offended you?" Again
she paused and made him no reply. It seemed to her that the room was
going round her, and that the music made her dizzy. If she told him
that he had not offended her would she not thereby justify him in
having called her Rachel?

"Then I did offend you?" said he.

"Oh, Mr. Rowan,--never mind now; you must go on with the figure," and
thus for a moment she was saved from her difficulty. When he had done
his work of dancing, she began hers, and as she placed both her hands
in his to make the final turn, she flattered herself that he would
not go back to the subject.

Nor did he while the quadrille lasted. As they continued to dance
he said very little to her, and before the last figure was over she
had almost settled down to enjoyment. He merely spoke a word or two
about Mrs. Cornbury's dress, and another word about the singular
arrangement of Mr. Griggs' jewellery, at which word she almost
laughed outright, and then a third word laudatory of the Tappitt
girls. "As for Cherry," said he "I'm quite in love with her for her
pure good-nature and hearty manners; and of all living female human
beings Martha is the most honest and just."

"Oh! I'll tell her that," said Rachel. "She will so like it."

"No, you mustn't. You mustn't repeat any of the things I tell you in
confidence." That word confidence again silenced her, and nothing
more was said till he had offered her his arm at the end of the
dance.

"Come away and have some negus on the stairs," he said. "The reason
I like these sort of parties is, that one is allowed to go into such
queer places. You see that little room with the door open. That's
where Mr. Tappitt keeps his old boots and the whip with which he
drives his grey horse. There are four men playing cards there now,
and one is seated on the end of an upturned portmanteau."

"And where are the old boots?"

"Packed away on the top of Mrs. Tappitt's bed. I helped to put them
there. Some are stuck under the grate because there are no fires now.
Look here; there's a seat in the window." Then he placed her in the
inclosure of an old window on the staircase landing, and brought her
lemonade, and when she had drunk it he sat down beside her.

"Hadn't we better go back to the dancing?"

"They won't begin for a few minutes. They're only tuning up again.
You should always escape from the hot air for a moment or two.
Besides, you must answer me that question. Did I offend you?"

"Please don't talk of it. Please don't. It's all over now."

"Ah, but it is not all over. I knew you were angry with me
because,--shall I say why?"

"No, Mr. Rowan, don't say anything about it."

"At any rate, I may think that you have forgiven me. But what if I
offend in the same way again? What if I ask permission to do it,
so that it may be no offence? Only think; if I am to live here in
Baslehurst all my life, is it not reasonable that I should wish you
to be my friend? Are you going to separate yourself from Cherry
Tappitt because you are afraid of me?"

"Oh, no."

"But is not that what you have done during the last week, Miss
Ray;--if it must be Miss Ray?" Then he paused, but still she said
nothing. "Rachel is such a pretty name."

"Oh, I think it so ugly."

"It's the prettiest name in the Bible, and the name most fit for
poetic use. Who does not remember Rachel weeping for her children?"

"That's the idea, and not the name. Ruth is twice prettier, and Mary
the sweetest of all."

"I never knew anybody before called Rachel," said he.

"And I never knew anybody called Luke."

"That's a coincidence, is it not?--a coincidence that ought to make
us friends. I may call you Rachel then?"

"Oh, no; please don't. What would people think?"

"Perhaps they would think the truth," said he. "Perhaps they would
imagine that I called you so because I liked you. But perhaps they
might think also that you let me do so because you liked me. People
do make such mistakes."

At this moment up came to them, with flushed face, Mr. Buckett.
"I have been looking for you everywhere," said he to Rachel. "It's
nearly over now."

"I am so sorry," said Rachel, "but I quite forgot."

"So I presume," said Mr. Buckett angrily, but at the same time he
gave his arm to Rachel and led her away. The fag end of some waltz
remained, and he might get a turn with her. People in his hearing had
spoken of her as the belle of the room, and he did not like to lose
his chance. "Oh, Mr. Rowan," said Rachel, looking back as she was
being led away. "I must speak one word to Mr. Rowan." Then she
separated herself, and returning a step or two almost whispered to
her late partner--"You have put me down for ever so many dances. You
must scratch out two or three of them."

"Not one," said he. "An engagement is an engagement."

"Oh, but I really can't."

"Of course I cannot make you, but I will scratch out nothing,--and
forget nothing."

Then she rejoined Mr. Buckett, and was told by him that young Rowan
was not liked in the brewery at all. "We think him conceited, you
know. He pretends to know more than anybody else."



CHAPTER VIII.

AN ACCOUNT OF MRS. TAPPITT'S BALL--CONCLUDED.


It came to be voted by public acclamation that Rachel Ray was the
belle of the evening. I think this was brought about quite as much
by Mrs. Butler Cornbury's powerful influence as by Rachel's beauty.
Mrs. Butler Cornbury having begun the work of chaperon carried it
on heartily, and talked her young friend up to the top of the tree.
Long before supper her card was quite full, but filled in a manner
that was not comfortable to herself,--for she knew that she had made
mistakes. As to those spaces on which the letter R was written, she
kept them very sacred. She was quite resolved that she would not
stand up with him on all those occasions,--that she would omit at
any rate two; but she would accept no one else for those two dances,
not choosing to select any special period for throwing him over. She
endeavoured to explain this when she waltzed with him, shortly before
supper; but her explanation did not come easy, and she wanted all
her attention for the immediate work she had in hand. "If you'd only
give yourself to it a little more eagerly," he said, "you'd waltz
beautifully."

"I shall never do it well," she answered. "I don't suppose I shall
ever try again."

"But you like it?"

"Oh yes; I like it excessively. But one can't do everything that one
likes."

"No; I can't. You won't let me do what I like."

"Don't talk in that way, Mr. Rowan. If you do you'll destroy all my
pleasure. You should let me enjoy it while it lasts." In this way she
was becoming intimate with him.

"How very nicely your house does for a dance," said Mrs. Cornbury to
Mrs. Tappitt.

"Oh dear,--I don't think so. Our rooms are so small. But it's very
kind of you to say so. Indeed, I never can be sufficiently obliged--"

"By-the-by," said Mrs. Cornbury, "what a nice girl Rachel Ray has
grown."

"Yes, indeed," said Mrs. Tappitt.

"And dances so well! I'd no idea of it. The young men seem rather
taken with her. Don't you think so?"

"I declare I think they are. I always fancy that is rather a
misfortune to a young girl,--particularly when it must mean nothing,
as of course it can't with poor Rachel."

"I don't see that at all."

"Her mother, you know, Mrs. Cornbury;--they are not in the way of
seeing any company. It was so kind of you to bring her here, and
really she does look very nice. My girls are very good-natured to
her. I only hope her head won't be turned. Here's Mr. Tappitt. You
must go down Mrs. Cornbury, and eat a little bit of supper." Then Mr.
Tappitt in his blue waistcoat led Mrs. Cornbury away.

"I am a very bad hand at supper," said the lady.

"You must take just one glass of champagne," said the gentleman. Now
that the wine was there, Mr. Tappitt appreciated the importance of
the occasion.

For the last dance before supper,--or that which was intended to be
the last,--Rachel had by long agreement been the partner of Walter
Cornbury. But now that it was over, the majority of the performers
could not go into the supper-room because of the crowd. Young
Cornbury therefore proposed that they should loiter about till their
time came. He was very well inclined for such loitering with Rachel.

"You're flirting with that girl, Master Walter," said Mrs. Cornbury.

"I suppose that's what she came for," said the cousin.

"By no means, and she's under my care; therefore I beg you'll talk no
nonsense to her."

Walter Cornbury probably did talk a little nonsense to her, but it
was very innocent nonsense. Most of such flirtations if they were
done out loud would be very innocent. Young men are not nearly so
pointed in their compliments as their elders, and generally confine
themselves to remarks of which neither mothers nor grandmothers
could disapprove if they heard them. The romance lies rather in
the thoughts than in the words of those concerned. Walter Cornbury
believed that he was flirting and felt himself to be happy, but he
had uttered nothing warmer to Rachel than a hope that he might meet
her at the next Torquay ball.

"I never go to public balls," said Rachel.

"But why not, Miss Ray?" said Walter.

"I never went to a dance of any description before this."

"But now that you've begun of course you'll go on." Mr. Cornbury's
flirtation never reached a higher pitch than that.

When he had got as far as that Luke Rowan played him a trick,--an
inhospitable trick, seeing that he, Rowan, was in some sort at home,
and that the people about him were bound to obey him. He desired
the musicians to strike up again while the elders were eating their
supper,--and then claimed Rachel's hand, so that he might have the
pleasure of serving her with cold chicken and champagne.

"Miss Ray is going into supper with me," said Cornbury.

"But supper is not ready," said Rowan, "and Miss Ray is engaged to
dance with me."

"Quite a mistake on your part," said Cornbury.

"No mistake at all," said Rowan.

"Indeed it is. Come, Miss Ray, we'll take a turn down into the hall,
and see if places are ready for us." Cornbury rather despised Rowan,
as being a brewer and mechanical; and probably he showed that he did
so.

"Places are not ready, so you need not trouble Miss Ray to go down as
yet. But a couple is wanted for a quadrille, and therefore I'm sure
she'll stand up."

"Come along, Rachel," said Cherry. "We just want you. This will be
the nicest of all, because we shall have room."

Rachel had become unhappy seeing that the two men were in earnest.
Had not Cherry spoken she would have remained with Mr. Cornbury,
thinking that to be her safer conduct; but Cherry's voice had
overpowered her, and she gave her arm to young Rowan, moving away
with slow, hesitating step.

"Of course Miss Ray will do as she pleases," said Cornbury.

"Of course she will," said Rowan.

"I am so sorry," said Rachel, "but I was engaged, and it seems I am
really wanted." Walter Cornbury bowed very stiffly, and there was an
end of his flirtation. "That's the sort of thing that always happens
when a fellow comes among this sort of people!" It was thus he
consoled himself as he went down solitary to his supper.

"That's all right," said Rowan; "now we've Cherry for our vis-à-vis,
and after that we'll go down to supper comfortably."

"But I said I'd go with him."

"You can't now, for he has gone without you. What a brick Cherry is!
Do you know what she said of you?"

"No; do tell me."

"I won't. It will make you vain."

"Oh, dear no; but I want Cherry to like me, because I am so fond of
her."

"She says you're by far-- But I won't tell you. I hate compliments,
and that would look like one. Come, who's forgetting the figure
now? I shouldn't wonder if young Cornbury went into the brewery and
drowned himself in one of the vats."

It was very nice,--very nice indeed. This was her third dance with
Luke Rowan, and she was beginning to think that the other two might
perhaps come off without any marked impropriety on her part. She was
a little unhappy about Mr. Cornbury,--on his cousin's account rather
than on his own. Mrs. Cornbury had been so kind to her that she
ought to have remained with Walter when he desired it. So she told
herself;--but yet she liked being taken down to supper by Luke
Rowan. She had one other cause of uneasiness. She constantly caught
Mrs. Tappitt's eye fixed upon herself, and whenever she did so
Mrs. Tappitt's eye seemed to look unkindly at her. She had also an
instinctive feeling that Augusta did not regard her with favour, and
that this disfavour arose from Mr. Rowan's attentions. It was all
very nice; but still she felt that there was danger around her, and
sometimes she would pause a moment in her happiness, and almost
tremble as she thought of things. She was dividing herself poles
asunder from Mrs. Prime.

"And now we'll go to supper," said Rowan. "Come, Cherry; do you
and Boyd go on first." Boyd was a friend of Rowan's. "Do you know,
I've done such a clever trick. This is my second descent among the
eatables. As I belong in a manner to the house I took down Miss
Harford, and hovered about her for five minutes. Then I managed
to lose myself in the crowd, and coming up here got the music up.
The fellows were just going off. We've plenty of time now, because
they're in the kitchen eating and drinking. I contrived all that
dodge that I might give you this glass of wine with my own hands."

"Oh, Mr. Rowan, it was very wrong!"

"And that's my reward! I don't care about its being wrong as long as
it's pleasant."

"What shocking morality!"

"All is fair in-- Well, never mind, you'll own it is pleasant."

"Oh, yes; it's very pleasant."

"Then I'm contented, and will leave the moral of it for Mr. Cornbury.
I'll tell you something further if you'll let me."

"Pray don't tell me anything that you ought not."

"I've done all I could to get up this party on purpose that we might
have you here."

"Nonsense."

"But I have. I have cared about it just because it would enable me to
say one word to you;--and now I'm afraid to say it."

She was sitting there close to him, and she couldn't go away. She
couldn't run as she had done from the stile. She couldn't show
any feeling of offence before all those who were around her; and
yet,--was it not her duty to do something to stop him? "Pray don't
say such things," she whispered.

"I tell you that I'm afraid to say it. Here; give me some wine.
You'll take some more. No? Well; shall we go? I am afraid to say it."
They were now out in the hall, standing idly there, with their backs
to another door. "I wonder what answer you would make me!"

"We had better go up-stairs. Indeed we had."

"Stop a moment, Miss Ray. Why is it that you are so unwilling even to
stay a moment with me?"

"I'm not unwilling. Only we had better go now."

"Do you remember when I held your arm at the stile?"

"No; I don't remember anything about it. You ought not to have
done it. Do you know, I think you are very cruel." As she made the
accusation, she looked down upon the floor, and spoke in a low,
trembling voice that almost convinced him that she was in earnest.

"Cruel!" said he. "That's hard too."

"Or you wouldn't prevent me enjoying myself while I am here, by
saying things which you ought to know I don't like."

"I have hardly thought whether you would like what I say or not; but
I know this; I would give anything in the world to make myself sure
that you would ever look back upon this evening as a happy one."

"I will if you'll come up-stairs, and--"

"And what?"

"And go on without,--without seeming to mind me so much."

"Ah, but I do mind you. Rachel--no; you shall not go for a minute.
Listen to me for one moment." Then he tried to stand before her, but
she was off from him, and ran up-stairs by herself. What was it that
he wished to say to her? She knew that she would have liked to have
heard it;--nay, that she was longing to hear it. But she was startled
and afraid of him, and as she gently crept in at the door of the
dancing-room, she determined that she would tell Mrs. Cornbury that
she was quite ready for the carriage. It was impossible that she
should go through those other two dances with Luke Rowan; and as for
her other engagements, they must be allowed to shift for themselves.
One had been made early in the evening with Mr. Griggs. It would be a
great thing to escape dancing with Mr. Griggs. She would ask Cherry
to make her apologies to everybody. As she entered the room she felt
ashamed of herself, and unable to take any place. She was oppressed
by an idea that she ought not to be walking about without some
gentleman with her, and that people would observe her. She was still
very near the door when she perceived that Mr. Rowan was also coming
in. She determined to avoid him if she could, feeling sure that
she could not stop him in anything that he might say, while so
many people would be close around them. And yet she felt almost
disappointment when she heard his voice as he talked merrily with
some one at the door. At that moment Mrs. Cornbury came up to her,
walking across the room on purpose to join her.

"What, all alone! I thought your hand was promised for every dance up
to five o'clock."

"I believe I'm engaged to some one now, but I declare I don't know
who it is. I dare say he has forgotten."

"Ah, yes; people do get confused a little just about this time. Will
you come and sit down?"

"Thank you, I should like that. But, Mrs. Cornbury, when you're ready
to go away, I am,--quite ready."

"Go away! Why I thought you intended to dance at least for the next
two hours."

In answer to this, Rachel declared that she was tired. "And, Mrs.
Cornbury, I want to avoid that man," and she pointed out Mr. Griggs
by a glance of her eye. "I think he'll say I'm engaged to him for the
next waltz, and--I don't like him."

"Poor man; he doesn't look very nice, certainly; but if that's all
I'll get you out of the scrape without running away." Then Mr. Griggs
came up, and, with a very low bow, struck out the point of his elbow
towards Rachel, expecting her immediately to put her hand within it.

"I'm afraid, sir, you must excuse Miss Ray just at present. She's too
tired to dance immediately."

Mr. Griggs looked at his card, then looked at Rachel, then looked
at Mrs. Cornbury, and stood twiddling the bunch of little gilt
playthings that hung from his chain. "That is too hard," said he;
"deuced hard."

"I'm very sorry," said Rachel.

"So shall I be,--uncommon. Really, Mrs. Cornbury, I think a turn or
two would do her good. Don't you?"

"I can't say I do. She says she would rather not, and of course you
won't press her."

"I don't see it in that light,--I really don't. A gentleman has his
rights you know, Mrs. Cornbury. Miss Ray won't deny--"

"Miss Ray will deny that she intends to stand up for this dance. And
one of the rights of a gentleman is to take a lady at her word."

"Really, Mrs. Cornbury, you are down upon one so hard."

"Rachel," said she, "would you mind coming across the room with me?
There are seats on the sofa on the other side." Then Mrs. Cornbury
sailed across the floor, and Rachel crept after her more dismayed
than ever. Mr. Griggs the while stood transfixed to his place,
stroking his mustaches with his hand, and showing plainly by his
countenance that he didn't know what he ought to do next. "Well,
that's cool," said he; "confounded cool!"

"Anything wrong, Griggs, my boy?" said a bank clerk, slapping him on
the back.

"I call it very wrong; very wrong, indeed," said Griggs; "but people
do give themselves such airs! Miss Cherry, may I have the honour of
waltzing with you?"

"Certainly not," said Cherry, who was passing by. Then Mr. Griggs
made his way back to the door.

Rachel felt that things were going wrong with her. It had so happened
that she had parted on bad terms with three gentlemen. She had
offended Mr. Cornbury and Mr. Griggs, and had done her best to make
Mr. Rowan understand that he had offended her! She conceived that
all the room would know of it, and that Mrs. Cornbury would become
ashamed of her. That Mrs. Tappitt was already very angry with her she
was quite sure. She wished she had not come to the ball, and began
to think that perhaps her sister might be right. It almost seemed to
herself that she had not known how to behave herself. For a short
time she had been happy,--very happy; but she feared that she had
in some way committed herself during the moments of her happiness.
"I hope you are not angry with me," she said, "about Mr. Griggs?"
appealing to her friend in a plaintive voice.

"Angry!--oh dear, no. Why should I be angry with you? I should be
angry with that man, only I'm a person that never gets angry with
anybody. You were quite right not to dance with him. Never be made
to dance with any man you don't like; and remember that a young lady
should always have her own way in a ball-room. She doesn't get much
of it anywhere else; does she, my dear? And now I'll go whenever you
like it, but I'm not the least in a hurry. You're the young lady, and
you're to have your own way. If you're quite in earnest, I'll get
some one to order the carriage."--Rachel said that she was quite
in earnest, and then Walter was called. "So you're going, are you?"
said he. "Miss Ray has ill-treated me so dreadfully that I can't
express my regret." "Ill-treated you, too, has she? Upon my word,
my dear, you've shown yourself quite great upon the occasion. When
I was a girl, there was nothing I liked so much as offending all my
partners." But Rachel was red with dismay, and wretched that such an
accusation should be made against her. "Oh, Mrs. Cornbury, I didn't
mean to offend him! I'll explain it all in the carriage. What will
you think of me?" "Think, my dear?--why, I shall think that you are
going to turn all the young men's heads in Baslehurst. But I shall
hear all about it from Walter to-morrow. He tells me of all his loves
and all his disappointments."

While the carriage was being brought round, Rachel kept close to
her chaperon; but every now and again her eyes, in spite of herself,
would wander away to Mr. Rowan. Was he in any way affected by her
leaving him, or was it all a joke to him? He was dancing now with
Cherry Tappitt, and Rachel was sure that all of it was a joke.
But it was a cruel joke,--cruel because it exposed her to so much
ill-natured remark. With him she would quarrel,--quarrel really.
She would let him know that he should not call her by her Christian
name just when it suited him to do so, and then take himself off
to play with others in the same way. She would tell Cherry, and
make Cherry understand that all walks and visiting and friendly
intercommunications must be abandoned because this young man would
take advantage of her position to annoy her! He should be made to
understand that she was not in his power! Then, as she thought of
this, she caught his eye as he made a sudden stop in the dance close
to her, and all her hard thoughts died away. Ah, dear, what was it
that she wanted of him?

At that moment they got up to go away. Such a person as Mrs. Butler
Cornbury could not, of course, escape without a parade of adieux. Mr.
Tappitt was searched up from the little room in which the card-party
held their meeting in order that he might hand the guest that had
honoured him down to her carriage; and Mrs. Tappitt fluttered about,
profuse in her acknowledgments for the favour done to them. "And we
do so hope Mr. Cornbury will be successful," she said, as she bade
her last farewell. This was spoken close to Mr. Tappitt's ear; and
Mrs. Cornbury flattered herself that after that Mr. Tappitt's vote
would be secure. Mr. Tappitt said nothing about his vote, but handed
the lady down stairs in solemn silence.

The Tappitt girls came and clustered about Rachel as she was going.
"I can't conceive why you are off so early," said Martha. "No,
indeed," said Mrs. Tappitt; "only of course it would be very wrong to
keep Mrs. Cornbury waiting when she has been so excessively kind to
you." "The naughty girl! It isn't that at all," said Cherry. "It's
she that is hurrying Mrs. Cornbury away." "Good night," said Augusta
very coldly. "And Rachel," said Cherry, "mind you come up to-morrow
and talk it all over; we shall have so much to say." Then Rachel
turned to go, and found Luke Rowan at her elbow waiting to take her
down. She had no alternative;--she must take his arm; and thus they
walked down stairs into the hall together.

"You'll come up here to-morrow," said he.

"No, no; tell Cherry that I shall not come."

"Then I shall go to Bragg's End. Will your mother let me call?"

"No, don't come. Pray don't."

"I certainly shall;--certainly, certainly! What things have you got?
Let me put your shawl on for you. If you do not come up to the girls,
I shall certainly go down to you. Now, good-night. Good-night, Mrs.
Cornbury." And Luke, getting hold of Rachel's reluctant hand, pressed
it with all his warmth.

"I don't want to ask indiscreet questions," said Mrs. Cornbury; "but
that young man seems rather smitten, I think."

"Oh, no," said Rachel, not knowing what to say.

"But I say,--oh, yes; a nice good-looking man he is too, and a
gentleman, which is more than I can say for all of them there. What
an escape you had of Mr. Griggs, my dear!"

"Yes, I had. But I was so sorry that you should have to speak to
him."

"Of course I spoke to him. I was there to fight your battles for you.
That's why married ladies go to balls. You were quite right not to
dance with him. A girl should always avoid any intimacy with such men
as that. It is not that he would have done you any harm; but they
stand in the way of your satisfaction and contentment. Balls are
given specially for young ladies; and it is my theory that they are
to make themselves happy while they are there, and not sacrifice
themselves to men whom they don't wish to know. You can't always
refuse when you're asked, but you can always get out of an engagement
afterwards if you know what you're about. That was my way when I was
a girl." And this was the daughter of Mr. Comfort, whose somewhat
melancholy discourses against the world's pleasures and vanities had
so often filled Rachel's bosom with awe!

Rachel sat silent, thinking of what had occurred at Mrs. Tappitt's;
and thinking also that she ought to make some little speech to her
friend, thanking her for all that she had done. Ought she not also to
apologise in some way for her own conduct? "What was that between you
and my cousin Walter?" Mrs. Cornbury asked, after a few moments.

"I hope I wasn't to blame," said Rachel. "But--"

"But what? Of course you weren't to blame;--unless it was in being
run after by so many gentlemen at once."

"He was going to take me down to supper,--and it was so kind of him.
And then while we were waiting because the room down-stairs was full,
there was another quadrille, and I was engaged to Mr. Rowan."

"Ah, yes; I understand. And so Master Walter got thrown once. His
wrath in such matters never lasts very long. Here we are at Bragg's
End. I've been so glad to have you with me; and I hope I may take
you again with me somewhere before long. Remember me kindly to your
mother. There she is at the door waiting for you." Then Rachel jumped
out of the carriage, and ran across the little gravel-path into the
house.

Mrs. Ray had been waiting up for her daughter, and had been listening
eagerly for the wheels of the carriage. It was not yet two o'clock,
and by ball-going people the hour of Rachel's return would have been
considered early; but to Mrs. Ray anything after midnight was very
late. She was not, however, angry, or even vexed, but simply pleased
that her girl had at last come back to her. "Oh, mamma, I'm afraid
it has been very hard upon you, waiting for me!" said Rachel; "but
I did come away as soon as I could." Mrs. Ray declared that she had
not found it all hard, and then,--with a laudable curiosity, seeing
how little she had known about balls,--desired to have an immediate
account of Rachel's doings.

"And did you get anybody to dance with you?" asked the mother,
feeling a mother's ambition that her daughter should have been
"respectit like the lave."

"Oh, yes; plenty of people asked me to dance."

"And did you find it come easy?"

"Quite easy. I was frightened about the waltzing, at first."

"Do you mean that you waltzed, Rachel?"

"Yes, mamma. Everybody did it. Mrs. Cornbury said she always waltzed
when she was a girl; and as the things turned out I could not help
myself. I began with her cousin. I didn't mean to do it, but I got so
ashamed of myself that I couldn't refuse."

Mrs. Ray still was not angry; but she was surprised, and perhaps a
little dismayed. "And did you like it?"

"Yes, mamma."

"Were they all kind to you?"

"Yes, mamma."

"You seem to have very little to say about it; but I suppose you're
tired."

"I am tired, but it isn't that. It seems that there is so much to
think about. I'll tell you everything to-morrow, when I get quiet
again. Not that there is much to tell."

"Then I'll wish you good-night, dear."

"Good-night, mamma. Mrs. Cornbury was so kind,--you can have no idea
how good-natured she is."

"She always was a good creature."

"If I'd been her sister she couldn't have done more for me. I feel
as though I were really quite fond of her. But she isn't a bit like
what I expected. She chooses to have her own way; but then she is so
good-humoured! And when I got into any little trouble she--"

"Well, what else did she do; and what trouble had you?"

"I can't quite describe what I mean. She seemed to make so much of
me;--just as she might have done if I'd been some grand young lady
down from London, or any, any;--you know what I mean."

Mrs. Ray sat with her candle in her hand, receiving great comfort
from the knowledge that her daughter had been "respectit." She knew
well what Rachel meant, and reflected, with perhaps a pardonable
pride, that she herself had "come of decent people." The Tappitts
were higher than her in the world, and so were the Griggses. But she
knew that her forbears had been gentlefolk, when there were, so to
speak, no Griggses and no Tappitts in existence. It was pleasant to
her to think that her daughter had been treated as a lady.

"And she did do me such a kindness. That horrid Mr. Griggs was going
to dance with me, and she wouldn't let him."

"I don't like that young man at all."

"Poor Cherry! you should hear her talk of him! And she would have
stayed ever so much longer if I had not pressed her to go; and then
she has such a nice way of saying things."

"She always had that, when she was quite a young girl."

"I declare I feel that I quite love her. And there was such a grand
supper. Champagne!"

"No!"

"I got some cold turkey. Mr. Rowan took me down to supper." These
last words were spoken very mildly, and Rachel, as she uttered them,
did not dare to look into her mother's face.

"Did you dance with him?"

"Yes, mamma, three times. I should have stayed later only I was
engaged to dance with him twice more; and I didn't choose to do so."

"Was he--? Did he--?"

"Oh, mamma; I can't tell you. I don't know how to tell you. I wish
you knew it all without my saying anything. He says he shall come
here to-morrow if I don't go up to the brewery; and I can't possibly
go there now, after that."

"Did he say anything more than that, Rachel?"

"He calls me Rachel, and speaks--I can't tell you how he speaks. If
you think it wrong, mamma, I won't ever see him again."

Mrs. Ray didn't know whether she ought to think it wrong or not. She
was inclined to wish that it was right and to believe that it was
wrong. A few minutes ago Rachel was unable to open her mouth, and was
anxious to escape to bed; but, now that the ice was broken between
her and her mother, they sat up for more than an hour talking about
Luke Rowan.

"I wonder whether he will really come?" Rachel said to herself, as
she laid her head upon her pillow--"and why does he want to come?"



CHAPTER IX.

MR. PRONG AT HOME.


Mrs. Tappitt's ball was celebrated on a Tuesday, and on the preceding
Monday Mrs. Prime moved herself off, bag and baggage, to Miss
Pucker's lodgings. Miss Pucker had been elated with a dismal joy
when the proposition was first made to her. "Oh, yes; it was very
dreadful. She would do anything;--of course she would give up the
front bedroom up-stairs to Mrs. Prime, and get a stretcher for
herself in the little room behind, which looked out on the tiles of
Griggs' sugar warehouse. She hadn't thought such a thing would have
been possible; she really had not. A ball! Mrs. Prime couldn't help
coming away;--of course not. And there would be plenty of room for
all her boxes in the small room behind the shop. Mrs. Ray's daughter
go to a ball!" And then some threatening words were said as to the
destiny of wicked people, which shall not be repeated here.

That flitting had been a very dismal affair. An old man out of
Baslehurst had come for Mrs. Prime's things with a donkey-cart, and
the old man, assisted by the girl, had carried them out together.
Rachel had remained secluded in her mother's room. The two sisters
had met at the same table at breakfast, but had not spoken over their
tea and bread and butter. As Rachel was taking the cloth away Mrs.
Prime had asked her solemnly whether she still persisted in bringing
perdition upon herself and her mother. "You have no right to ask me
such a question," Rachel had answered, and taking herself up-stairs
had secluded herself till the old man with the donkey, followed by
Mrs. Prime, had taken himself away from Bragg's End. Mrs. Ray, as her
eldest daughter was leaving her, stood at the door of her house with
her handkerchief to her eyes. "It makes me very unhappy, Dorothea;
so it does." "And it makes me very unhappy, too, mother. Perhaps my
sorrow in the matter is deeper than yours. But I must do my duty."
Then the two widows kissed each other with a cold unloving kiss, and
Mrs. Prime had taken her departure from Bragg's End Cottage. "It
will make a great difference in the housekeeping," Mrs. Ray said to
Rachel, and then she went to work at her little accounts.

It was Dorcas-day at Miss Pucker's, and as the work of the meeting
began soon after Mrs. Prime had unpacked her boxes in the front
bedroom and had made her little domestic arrangements with her
friend, that first day passed by without much tedium. Mrs. Prime was
used to Miss Pucker, and was not therefore grievously troubled by the
ways and habits of that lady, much as they were unlike those to which
she had been accustomed at Bragg's End; but on the next morning, as
she was sitting with her companion after breakfast, an idea did come
into her head that Miss Pucker would not be a pleasant companion for
life. She would talk incessantly of the wickednesses of the cottage,
and ask repeated questions about Rachel and the young man. Mrs. Prime
was undoubtedly very angry with her mother, and much shocked at
her sister, but she did not relish the outspoken sympathy of her
confidential friend. "He'll never marry her, you know. He don't think
of such a thing," said Miss Pucker over and over again. Mrs. Prime
did not find this pleasant when spoken of her sister. "And the young
men I'm told goes on anyhow, as they pleases at them dances," said
Miss Pucker, who in the warmth of her intimacy forgot some of those
little restrictions in speech with which she had burdened herself
when first striving to acquire the friendship of Mrs. Prime. Before
dinner was over Mrs. Prime had made up her mind that she must soon
move her staff again, and establish herself somewhere in solitude.

After tea she took herself out for a walk, having managed to decline
Miss Pucker's attendance, and as she walked she thought of Mr. Prong.
Would it not be well for her to go to him and ask his further advice?
He would tell her in what way she had better live. He would tell her
also whether it was impossible that she should ever return to the
cottage, for already her heart was becoming somewhat more soft than
was its wont. And as she walked she met Mr. Prong himself, intent on
his pastoral business. "I was thinking of coming to you to-morrow,"
she said, after their first salutation was over.

"Do," said he; "do; come early,--before the toil of the day's work
commences. I also am specially anxious to see you. Will nine be too
early,--or, if you have not concluded your morning meal by that time,
half-past nine?"

Mrs. Prime assured him that her morning meal was always concluded
before nine o'clock, and promised to be with him by that hour. Then
as she slowly paced up the High Street to the Cawston Bridge and
back again, she wondered within herself as to the matter on which Mr.
Prong could specially want to see her. He might probably desire to
claim her services for some woman's work in his sheepfold. He should
have them willingly, for she had begun to feel that she would sooner
co-operate with Mr. Prong than with Miss Pucker. As she returned down
the High Street, and came near to her own door, she saw the cause
of all her family troubles standing at the entrance to Griggs's
wine-store. He was talking to the shopman within, and as she passed
she frowned grimly beneath her widow's bonnet. "Send them to the
brewery at once," said Luke Rowan to the man. "They are wanted this
evening."

"I understand," said the man.

"And tell your fellow to take them round to the back door."

"All right," said the man, winking with one eye. He understood very
well that young Rowan was ordering the champagne for Mrs. Tappitt's
supper, and that it was thought desirable that Mr. Tappitt shouldn't
see the bottles going into the house.

Miss Pucker possessed at any rate the virtue of being early, so that
Mrs. Prime had no difficulty in concluding her "morning meal," and
being at Mr. Prong's house punctually at nine o'clock. Mr. Prong,
it seemed, had not been quite so steadfast to his purpose, for his
teapot was still upon the table, together with the debris of a large
dish of shrimps, the eating of small shell-fish being an innocent
enjoyment to which he was much addicted.

"Dear me; so it is; just nine. We'll have these things away in a
minute. Mrs. Mudge; Mrs. Mudge!" Whereupon Mrs. Mudge came forth,
and between the three the table was soon cleared. "I wish you hadn't
caught me so late," said Mr. Prong; "it looks as though I hadn't been
thinking of you." Then he picked up the stray shell of a shrimp, and
in order that he might get rid of it, put it into his mouth. Mrs.
Prime said she hoped she didn't trouble him, and that of course she
didn't expect him to be thinking about her particularly. Then Mr.
Prong looked at her in a way that was very particular out of the
corner of his eyes, and assured her that he had been thinking of
her all night. After that Mrs. Prime sat down on a horsehair-seated
chair, and Mr. Prong sat on another opposite to her, leaning back,
with his eyes nearly closed, and his hands folded upon his lap.

"I don't think Miss Pucker's will quite do for me," said Mrs. Prime,
beginning her story first.

"I never thought it would, my friend," said Mr. Prong, with his eyes
still nearly closed.

"She's a very good woman,--an excellent woman, and her heart is full
of love and charity. But--"

"I quite understand it, my friend. She is not in all things the
companion you desire."

"I am not quite sure that I shall want any companion."

"Ah!" sighed Mr. Prong, shaking his head, but still keeping his eyes
closed.

"I think I would rather be alone, if I do not return to them at the
cottage. I would fain return if only they--"

"If only they would return too. Yes! That would be a glorious end to
the struggle you have made, if you can bring them back with you from
following after the Evil One! But you cannot return to them now, if
you are to countenance by your presence dancings and love-makings
in the open air,"--why worse in the open air than in a close
little parlour in a back street, Mr. Prong did not say,--"and loud
revellings, and the absence of all good works, and rebellion against
the Spirit." Mr. Prong was becoming energetic in his language, and at
one time had raised himself in his chair, and opened his eyes. But he
closed them at once, and again fell back. "No, my friend," said he,
"no. It must not be so. They must be rescued from the burning; but
not so,--not so." After that for a minute or two they both sat still
in silence.

"I think I shall get two small rooms for myself in one of the quiet
streets, near the new church," said she.

"Ah, yes, perhaps so,--for a time."

"Till I may be able to go back to mother. It's a sad thing families
being divided, Mr. Prong."

"Yes, it is sad;--unless it tends to the doing of the Lord's work."

"But I hope;--I do hope, that all this may be changed. Rachel I know
is obstinate, but mother means well, Mr. Prong. She means to do her
duty, if only she had good teaching near her."

"I hope she may, I hope she may. I trust that they may both be
brought to see the true light. We will wrestle for them,--you and me.
We will wrestle for them,--together. Mrs. Prime, my friend, if you
are prepared to hear me with attention, I have a proposition to make
which I think you will acknowledge to be one of importance." Then
suddenly he sat bolt upright, opened his eyes wide, and dressed his
mouth with all the solemn dignity of which he was the master. "Are
you prepared to listen to me, Mrs. Prime?"

Mrs. Prime, who was somewhat astonished, said in a low voice that she
was prepared to listen.

"Because I must beg you to hear me out. I shall fail altogether in
reaching your intelligence,--whatever effect I might possibly have
upon your heart,--unless you will hear me to the end."

"I will hear you certainly, Mr. Prong."

"Yes, my friend, for it will be necessary. If I could convey to your
mind all that is now passing through my own, without any spoken word,
how glad should I be! The words of men, when taken at the best, how
weak they are! They often tell a tale quite different from that which
the creature means who uses them. Every minister has felt that in
addressing his flock from the pulpit. I feel it myself sadly, but I
never felt it so sadly as I do now."

Mrs. Prime did not quite understand him, but she assured him again
that she would give his words her best attention, and that she would
endeavour to gather from them no other meaning than that which seemed
to be his. "Ah,--seemed!" said he. "There is so much of seeming in
this deceitful world. But you will believe this of me, that whatever
I do, I do as tending to the strengthening of my hands in the
ministry." Mrs. Prime said that she would believe so much; and then
as she looked into her companion's face, she became aware that there
was something of weakness displayed in that assuming mouth. She did
not argue about it within her own mind, but the fact had in some way
become revealed to her.

"My friend," said he,--and as he spoke he drew his chair across the
rug, so as to bring it very near to that on which Mrs. Prime was
sitting--"our destinies in this world, yours and mine, are in many
things alike. We are both alone. We both of us have our hands full of
work, and of work which in many respects is the same. We are devoted
to the same cause: is it not so?" Mrs. Prime, who had been told that
she was to listen and not to speak, did not at first make any answer.
But she was pressed by a repetition of the question. "Is it not so,
Mrs. Prime?"

"I can never make my work equal to that of a minister of the Gospel,"
said she.

"But you can share the work of such a minister. You understand me
now. And let me assure you of this; that in making this proposition
to you, I am not self-seeking. It is not my own worldly comfort and
happiness to which I am chiefly looking."

"Ah," said Mrs. Prime, "I suppose not." Perhaps there was in her
voice the slightest touch of soreness.

"No;--not chiefly to that. I want assistance, confidential
intercourse, sympathy, a congenial mind, support when I am like to
faint, counsel when I am pressing on, aid when the toil is too heavy
for me, a kind word when the day's work is over. And you,--do you not
desire the same? Are we not alike in that, and would it not be well
that we should come together?" Mr. Prong as he spoke had put out his
hand, and rested it on the table with the palm upwards, as though
expecting that she would put hers within it; and he had tilted his
chair so as to bring his body closer to hers, and had dropped from
his face his assumed look of dignity. He was quite in earnest, and
being so had fallen away into his natural dispositions of body.

"I do not quite understand you," said Mrs. Prime. She did however
understand him perfectly, but thought it expedient that he should
be required to speak a little further before she answered him. She
wanted time also to arrange her reply. As yet she had not made up her
mind whether she would say yes or no.

"Mrs. Prime, I am offering to make you my wife. I have said nothing
of love, of that human affection which one of God's creatures
entertains for another;--not, I can assure you, because I do not feel
it, but because I think that you and I should be governed in our
conduct by a sense of duty, rather than by the poor creature-longings
of the heart."

"The heart is very deceitful," said Mrs. Prime.

"That is true,--very true; but my heart, in this matter, is not
deceitful. I entertain for you all that deep love which a man should
feel for her who is to be the wife of his bosom."

"But Mr. Prong--"

"Let me finish before you give me your answer. I have thought much
of this, as you may believe; and by only one consideration have I
been made to doubt the propriety of taking this step. People will
say that I am marrying you for,--for your money, in short. It is
an insinuation which would give me much pain, but I have resolved
within my own mind, that it is my duty to bear it. If my motives are
pure,"--here he paused a moment for a word or two of encouragement,
but received none,--"and if the thing itself be good, I ought not to
be deterred by any fear of what the wicked may say. Do you not agree
with me in that?"

Mrs. Prime still did not answer. She felt that any word of assent,
though given by her to a minor proposition, might be taken as
involving some amount of assent towards the major proposition. Mr.
Prong had enjoyed the advantage of thinking over his matrimonial
prospects in undisturbed solitude, but she had as yet possessed no
such advantage. As the idea had never before presented itself to her,
she did not feel inclined to commit herself hastily.

"And as regards money," he continued.

"Well," said Mrs. Prime, looking down demurely upon the ground, for
Mr. Prong had not at once gone on to say what were his ideas about
money.

"And as regards money,--need I hardly declare that my motives are
pure and disinterested? I am aware that in worldly affairs you are
at present better off than I am. My professional income from the
pew-rents is about a hundred and thirty pounds a year."--It must
be admitted that it was very hard work. By this time Mr. Prong
had withdrawn his hand from the table, finding that attempt to be
hopeless, and had re-settled his chair upon its four feet. He had
commenced by requesting Mrs. Prime to hear him patiently, but he had
probably not calculated that she would have listened with a patience
so cruel and unrelenting. She did not even speak a word when he
communicated to her the amount of his income. "That is what I receive
here," he continued, "and you are probably aware that I have no
private means of my own."

"I didn't know," said Mrs. Prime.

"No; none. But what then?"

"Oh, dear no."

"Money is but dross. Who feels that more strongly than you do?"

Mr. Prong in all that he was saying intended to be honest, and in
asserting that money was dross, he believed that he spoke his true
mind. He thought also that he was passing a just eulogium on Mrs.
Prime, in declaring that she was of the same opinion. But he was not
quite correct in this, either as regarded himself, or as regarded
her. He did not covet money, but he valued it very highly; and as
for Mrs. Prime, she had an almost unbounded satisfaction in her own
independence. She had, after all, but two hundred a year, out of
which she gave very much in charity. But this giving in charity was
her luxury. Fine raiment and dainty food tempted her not at all; but
nevertheless she was not free from temptations, and did not perhaps
always resist them. To be mistress of her money, and to superintend
the gifts, not only of herself but of others; to be great among the
poor, and esteemed as a personage in her district,--that was her
ambition. When Mr. Prong told her that money in her sight was dross,
she merely shook her head. Why was it that she wrote those terribly
caustic notes to the agent in Exeter if her quarterly payments were
ever late by a single week? "Defend me from a lone widow," the agent
used to say, "and especially if she's evangelical." Mrs. Prime
delighted in the sight of the bit of paper which conveyed to her the
possession of her periodical wealth. To her money certainly was not
dross, and I doubt if it was truly so regarded by Mr. Prong himself.

"Any arrangements that you choose as to settlements or the like of
that, could of course be made." Mr. Prong when he began, or rather
when he made up his mind to begin, had determined that he would use
all his best power of language in pressing his suit; but the work
had been so hard that his fine language had got itself lost in the
struggle. I doubt whether this made much difference with Mrs. Prime;
or it may be, that he had sustained the propriety of his words as
long as such propriety was needful and salutary to his purpose. Had
he spoken of the "like of that" at the opening of the negotiation, he
might have shocked his hearer; but now she was too deeply engaged in
solid serious considerations to care much for the words which were
used. "A hundred and thirty from pew-rents," she said to herself, as
he endeavoured, unsuccessfully, to look under her bonnet into her
face.

"I think I have said it all now," he continued. "If you will trust
yourself into my keeping I will endeavour, with God's assistance, to
do my duty by you. I have said but little personally of myself or of
my feelings, hoping that it might be unnecessary."

"Oh, quite so," said she.

"I have spoken rather of those duties which we should undertake
together in sweet companionship, if you will consent to--to--to be
Mrs. Prong, in short." Then he waited for an answer.

As she sat in her widow's weeds, there was not, to the eye, the
promise in her of much sweet companionship. Her old crape bonnet
had been lugged and battered about--not out of all shape, as hats
and bonnets are sometimes battered by young ladies, in which guise,
if the young ladies themselves be pretty, the battered hats and
bonnets are often more becoming than ever they were in their proper
shapes--but so as closely to fit her head, and almost hide her
face. Her dress was so made, and so put on, as to give to her the
appearance of almost greater age than her mother's. She had studied
to divest herself of all outward show of sweet companionship; but
perhaps she was not the less, on that account, gratified to find that
she had not altogether succeeded.

"I have done with the world, and all the world's vanities and cares,"
she said, shaking her head.

"No one can have done with the world as long as there is work in it
for him or her to do. The monks and nuns tried that, and you know
what they came to."

"But I am a widow."

"Yes, my friend; and have shown yourself, as such, very willing to do
your part. But do you not know that you could be more active and more
useful as a clergyman's wife than you can be as a solitary woman?"

"But my heart is buried, Mr. Prong."

"No; not so. While the body remains in this vale of tears, the heart
must remain with it." Mrs. Prime shook her head; but in an anatomical
point of view, Mr. Prong was no doubt strictly correct. "Other hopes
will arise,--and perhaps, too, other cares, but they will be sources
of gentle happiness."

Mrs. Prime understood him as alluding to a small family, and again
shook her head at the allusion.

"What I have said may probably have taken you by surprise."

"Yes, it has, Mr. Prong;--very much."

"And if so, it may be that you would wish time for consideration
before you give me an answer."

"Perhaps that will be best, Mr. Prong."

"Let it be so. On what day shall we say? Will Friday suit you? If I
come to you on Friday morning, perhaps Miss Pucker will be there."

"Yes, she will."

"And in the afternoon."

"We shall be at the Dorcas meeting."

"I don't like to trouble you to come here again."

Mrs. Prime herself felt that there was a difficulty. Hitherto she had
entertained no objection to calling on Mr. Prong at his own house.
His little sitting-room had been as holy ground to her,--almost as
part of the church, and she had taken herself there without scruple.
But things had now been put on a different footing. It might be that
that room would become her own peculiar property, but she could never
again regard it in a simply clerical light. It had become as it were
a bower of love, and she could not take her steps thither with the
express object of assenting to the proposition made to her,--or even
with that of dissenting from it. "Perhaps," said she, "you could call
at ten on Saturday. Miss Pucker will be out marketing." To this Mr.
Prong agreed, and then Mrs. Prime got up and took her leave. How
fearfully wicked would Rachel have been in her eyes, had Rachel made
an appointment with a young man at some hour and some place in which
she might be found alone! But then it is so easy to trust oneself,
and so easy also to distrust others.

"Good-morning," said Mrs. Prime; and as she went she gave her hand as
a matter of course to her lover.

"Good-bye," said he; "and think well of this if you can do so. If you
believe that you will be more useful as my wife than you can be in
your present position,--then--"

"You think it would be my duty to--"

"Well, I will leave that for you to decide. I merely wish to put
the matter before you. But, pray, understand this; money need be no
hindrance." Then, having said that last word, he let her go.

She walked away very slowly, and did not return by the most direct
road to Miss Pucker's rooms. There was much to be considered in
the offer that had been made to her. Her lot in life would be
very lonely if this separation from her mother and sister should
become permanent. She had already made up her mind that a continued
residence with Miss Pucker would not suit her; and although, on that
very morning, she had felt that there would be much comfort in living
by herself, now, as she looked forward to that loneliness, it had
for her very little attraction. Might it not be true, also, that she
could do more good as a clergyman's wife than could possibly come
within her reach as a single woman? She had tried that life once
already, but then she had been very young. As that memory came upon
her, she looked back to her early life, and thought of the hopes
which had been hers as she stood at the altar, now so many years ago.
How different had been everything with her then! She remembered the
sort of love she had felt in her heart, and told herself that there
could be no repetition of such love on Mr. Prong's behalf. She had
come round in her walk to that very churchyard stile at which she
had seen Rachel standing with Luke Rowan, and as she remembered some
passages in her own girlish days, she almost felt inclined to forgive
her sister. But then, on a sudden, she drew herself up almost with a
gasp, and went on quickly with her walk. Had she not herself in those
days walked in darkness, and had it not since that been vouchsafed
to her to see the light? In her few months of married happiness it
had been given to her to do but little of that work which might now
be possible to her. Then she had been married in the flesh; now she
would be married in the spirit;--she would be married in the spirit,
if it should, on final consideration, seem good to her to accept Mr.
Prong's offer in that light. Then unconsciously, she began to reflect
on the rights of a married woman with regard to money,--and also on
the wrongs. She was not sure as to the law, and asked herself whether
it would be possible for her to consult an attorney. Finally, she
thought it would not be practicable to do so before giving her answer
to Mr. Prong.

And she could not even ask her mother. As to that, too, she
questioned herself, and resolved that she could not so far lower
herself under existing circumstances. There was no one to whom she
could go for advice. But we may say this of her,--let her have asked
whom she would, she would have at least been guided by her own
judgment. If only she could have obtained some slight amount of legal
information, how useful it would have been!



CHAPTER X.

LUKE ROWAN DECLARES HIS PLANS AS TO THE BREWERY.


"The truth is, T., there was some joking among the young people
about the wine, and then Rowan went and ordered it." This was Mrs.
Tappitt's explanation about the champagne, made to her husband on the
night of the ball, before she was allowed to go to sleep. But this
by no means satisfied him. He did not choose, as he declared, that
any young man should order whatever he might think necessary for his
house. Then Mrs. Tappitt made it worse. "To tell the truth, T., I
think it was intended as a present to the girls. We are doing a great
deal to make him comfortable, you know, and I fancy he thought it
right to make them this little return." She should have known her
husband better. It was true that he grudged the cost of the wine; but
he would have preferred to endure that to the feeling that his table
had been supplied by another man,--by a young man whom he wished to
regard as subject to himself, but who would not be subject, and at
whom he was beginning to look with very unfavourable eyes. "A present
to the girls? I tell you I won't have such presents. And if it was
so, I think he has been very impertinent,--very impertinent indeed.
I shall tell him so,--and I shall insist on paying for the wine. And
I must say, you ought not to have taken it."

"Oh, dear T., I have been working so hard all night; and I do think
you ought to let me go to sleep now, instead of scolding me."

On the following morning the party was of course discussed in the
Tappitt family under various circumstances. At the breakfast-table
Mrs. Rowan, with her son and daughter, were present; and then a song
of triumph was sung. Everything had gone off with honour and glory,
and the brewery had been immortalized for years to come. Mrs. Butler
Cornbury's praises were spoken,--with some little drawback of a sneer
on them, because "she had made such a fuss with that girl Rachel
Ray;" and then the girls had told of their partners, and Luke had
declared it all to have been superb. But when the Rowans' backs were
turned, and the Tappitts were alone together, others besides old
Tappitt himself had words to say in dispraise of Luke. Mrs. Tappitt
had been much inclined to make little of her husband's objections
to the young man while she hoped that he might possibly become her
son-in-law. He might have been a thorn in the brewery, among the
vats, but he would have been a flourishing young bay-tree in the
outer world of Baslehurst. She had, however, no wish to encourage
the growth of a thorn within her own premises, in order that Rachel
Ray, or such as she, might have the advantage of the bay-tree. Luke
Rowan had behaved very badly at her party. Not only had he failed
to distinguish either of her own girls, but he had, as Mrs. Tappitt
said, made himself so conspicuous with that foolish girl, that all
the world had been remarking it.

"Mrs. Butler Cornbury seemed to think it all right," said Cherry.

"Mrs. Butler Cornbury is not everybody," said Mrs. Tappitt. "I didn't
think it right, I can assure you;--and what's more, your papa didn't
think it right."

"And he was going on all the evening as though he were quite master
in the house," said Augusta. "He was ordering the musicians to do
this and that all the evening."

"He'll find that he's not master. Your papa is going to speak to him
this very day."

"What!--about Rachel?" asked Cherry, in dismay.

"About things in general," said Mrs. Tappitt. Then Mary Rowan
returned to the room, and they all went back upon the glories of
the ball. "I think it was nice," said Mrs. Tappitt, simpering. "I'm
sure there was no trouble spared,--nor yet expense." She knew that
she ought not to have uttered that last word, and she would have
refrained if it had been possible to her;--but it was not possible.
The man who tells you how much his wine costs a dozen, knows that he
is wrong while the words are in his mouth; but they are in his mouth,
and he cannot restrain them.

Mr. Tappitt was not about to lecture Luke Rowan as to his conduct in
regard to Rachel Ray. He found some difficulty in speaking to his
would-be partner, even on matters of business, in a proper tone, and
with becoming authority. As he was so much the senior, and Rowan so
much the junior, some such tone of superiority was, as he thought,
indispensable. But he had great difficulty in assuming it. Rowan had
a way with him that was not exactly a way of submission, and Tappitt
would certainly not have dared to encounter him on any such matter as
his behaviour in a drawing-room. When the time came he had not even
the courage to allude to those champagne bottles; and it may be as
well explained that Rowan paid the little bill at Griggs's, without
further reference to the matter. But the question of the brewery
management was a matter vital to Tappitt. There, among the vats,
he had reigned supreme since Bungall ceased to be king, and for
continual mastery there it was worth his while to make a fight. That
he was under difficulties even in that fight he had already begun
to know. He could not talk Luke Rowan down, and make him go about
his work in an orderly, every-day, business-like fashion. Luke
Rowan would not be talked down, nor would he be orderly,--not
according to Mr. Tappitt's orders. No doubt Mr. Tappitt, under
these circumstances, could decline the partnership; and this he
was disposed to do; but he had been consulting lawyers, consulting
papers, and looking into old accounts, and he had reason to fear,
that under Bungall's will, Luke Rowan would have the power of
exacting from him much more than he was inclined to give.

"You'd better take him into the concern," the lawyer had said. "A
young head is always useful."

"Not when the young head wants to be master," Tappitt had answered.
"If I'm to do that the whole thing will go to the dogs." He did not
exactly explain to the lawyer that Rowan had carried his infatuation
so far as to be desirous of brewing good beer, but he did make it
very clear that such a partner would, in his eyes, be anything but
desirable.

"Then, upon my word, I think you'll have to give him the ten thousand
pounds. I don't even know but what the demand is moderate."

This was very bad news to Tappitt. "But suppose I haven't got ten
thousand pounds!" Now it was very well known that the property and
the business were worth money, and the lawyer suggested that Rowan
might take steps to have the whole concern sold. "Probably he might
buy it himself and undertake to pay you so much a year," suggested
the lawyer. But this view of the matter was not at all in accordance
with Mr. Tappitt's ideas. He had been brewer in Baslehurst for nearly
thirty years, and still wished to remain so. Mrs. Tappitt had been of
opinion that all difficulties might be overcome if only Luke would
fall in love with one of her girls. Mrs. Rowan had been invited to
Baslehurst specially with a view to some such arrangement. But Luke
Rowan, as it seemed to them both now, was an obstinate young man,
who, in matters of beer as well as in matters of love, would not be
guided by those who best knew how to guide him. Mrs. Tappitt had
watched him closely at the ball, and had now given him up altogether.
He had danced only once with Augusta, and then had left her the
moment the dance was over. "I should offer him a hundred and fifty
pounds a year out of the concern, and if he didn't like that let him
lump it," said Mrs. Tappitt. "Lump it!" said Mr. Tappitt. "That means
going to a London lawyer." He felt the difficulties of his position
as he prepared to speak his mind to young Rowan on the morning after
the party; but on that occasion his strongest feeling was in favour
of expelling the intruder. Any lot in life would be preferable to
working in the brewery with such a partner as Luke Rowan.

"I suppose your head's hardly cool enough for business," he said, as
Luke came in and took a stool in his office. Tappitt was sitting in
his customary chair, with his arm resting on a large old-fashioned
leather-covered table, which was strewed with his papers, and which
had never been reduced to cleanliness or order within the memory of
any one connected with the establishment. He had turned his chair
round from its accustomed place so as to face Rowan, who had perched
himself on a stool which was commonly occupied by a boy whom Tappitt
employed in his own office.

"My head not cool!" said Rowan. "It's as cool as a cucumber. I wasn't
drinking last night."

"I thought you might be tired with the dancing." Then Tappitt's mind
flew off to the champagne, and he determined that the young man
before him was too disagreeable to be endured.

"Oh, dear, no. Those things never tire me. I was across here with
the men before eight this morning. Do you know, I'm sure we could
save a third of the fuel by altering the flues. I never saw such
contrivances. They must have been put in by the coal-merchants, for
the sake of wasting coal."

"If you please, we won't mind the flues at present."

"I only tell you; it's for your sake much more than my own. If you
won't believe me, do you ask Newman to look at them the first time
you see him in Baslehurst."

"I don't care a straw for Newman."

"He's got the best concerns in Devonshire, and knows what he's about
better than any man in these parts."

"I dare say. But now, if you please, we won't mind him. The concerns,
as I have managed them, have done very well for me for the last
thirty years;--very well I may say also for your uncle, who
understood what he was doing. I'm not very keen for so many changes.
They cost a great deal of money, and as far as I can see don't often
lead to much profit."

"If we don't go on with the world," said Rowan, "the world will leave
us behind. Look at the new machinery they're introducing everywhere.
People don't do it because they like to spend their money. It's
competition; and there's competition in beer as well as in other
things."

For a minute or two Mr. Tappitt sat in silence collecting his
thoughts, and then he began his speech. "I'll tell you what it is,
Rowan, I don't like these new-fangled ways. They're very well for
you, I dare say. You are young, and perhaps you may see your way.
I'm old, and I don't see mine among all these changes. It's clear to
me that you and I could not go on together as partners in the same
concern. I should expect to have my own way,--first because I've a
deal of experience, and next because my share in the concern would be
so much the greatest."

"Stop a moment, Mr. Tappitt; I'm not quite sure that it would be much
the greatest. I don't want to say anything about that now; only if I
were to let your remark pass without notice it would seem that I had
assented."

"Ah; very well. I can only say that I hope you'll find yourself
mistaken. I've been over thirty years in the concern, and it would be
odd if I with my large family were to find myself only equal to you,
who have never been in the business at all, and ain't even married
yet."

"I don't see what being married has to do with it."

"Don't you? You'll find that's the way we look at these things down
in these parts. You're not in London here, Mr. Rowan."

"Certainly not; but I suppose the laws are the same. This is an
affair of capital."

"Capital!" said Mr. Tappitt. "I don't know that you've brought in any
capital."

"Bungall did, and I'm here as his representative. But you'd better
let that pass by just at present. If we can agree as to the
management of the business, you won't find me a hard man to deal
with as to our relative shares." Hereupon Tappitt scratched his head,
and tried to think. "But I don't see how we are to agree about the
management," he continued. "You won't be led by anybody."

"I don't know about that. I certainly want to improve the concern."

"Ah, yes; and so ruin it. Whereas I've been making money out of it
these thirty years. You and I won't do together; that's the long of
it and the short of it."

"It would be a putting of new wine into old bottles, you think?"
suggested Rowan.

"I'm not saying anything about wine; but I do think that I ought to
know something about beer."

"And I'm to understand," said Rowan, "that you have definitively
determined not to carry on the old concern in conjunction with me as
your partner."

"Yes; I think I have."

"But it will be as well to be sure. One can't allow one's self to
depend upon thinking."

"Well, I am sure; I've made up my mind. I've no doubt you're a very
clever young man, but I am quite sure we should not do together; and
to tell you the truth, Rowan, I don't think you'll ever make your
fortune by brewing."

"You think not?"

"No; never."

"I'm sorry for that."

"I don't know that you need be sorry. You'll have a nice income for
a single man to begin the world with, and there's other businesses
besides brewing,--and a deal better."

"Ah! But I've made up my mind to be a brewer. I like it. There's
opportunity for chemical experiments, and room for philosophical
inquiry, which gives the trade a charm in my eyes. I dare say it
seems odd to you, but I like being a brewer."

Tappitt only scratched his head, and stared at him. "I do indeed,"
continued Rowan. "Now a man can't do anything to improve his own
trade as a lawyer. A great deal will be done; but I've made up my
mind that all that must come from the outside. All trades want
improving; but I like a trade in which I can do the improvements
myself,--from the inside. Do you understand me, Mr. Tappitt?"
Mr. Tappitt did not understand him,--was very far indeed from
understanding him.

"With such ideas as those I don't think Baslehurst is the ground for
you," said Mr. Tappitt.

"The very ground!" said Rowan. "That's just it;--it's the very place
I want. Brewing, as I take it, is at a lower ebb here than in any
other part of England,"--this at any rate was not complimentary to
the brewer of thirty years' standing--"than in any other part of
England. The people swill themselves with the nasty juice of the
apple because sound malt and hops have never been brought within
their reach. I think Devonshire is the very county for a man who
means to work hard, and who wishes to do good; and in all Devonshire
I don't think there's a more fitting town than Baslehurst."

Mr. Tappitt was dumbfounded. Did this young man mean him to
understand that it was his intention to open a rival establishment
under his nose; to set up with Bungall's money another brewery in
opposition to Bungall's brewery? Could such ingratitude as that be in
the mind of any one? "Oh," said Tappitt; "I don't quite understand,
but I don't doubt but what you say is all very fine."

"I don't think that it's fine at all, Mr. Tappitt, but I believe that
it's true. I represent Mr. Bungall's interest here in Baslehurst, and
I intend to carry on Mr. Bungall's business in the town in which he
established it."

"This is Mr. Bungall's business;--this here, where I'm sitting, and
it is in my hands."

"The use of these premises depends on you certainly."

"Yes; and the name of the firm, and the--the--the--. In point of
fact, this is the old establishment. I never heard of such a thing in
all my life."

"Quite true; it is the old establishment; and if I should set up
another brewery here, as I think it probable I may, I shall not make
use of Bungall's name. In the first place it would hardly be fair;
and in the next place, by all accounts, he brewed such very bad beer
that it would not be a credit to me. If you'll tell me what your plan
is, then I'll tell you mine. You'll find that everything shall be
above-board, Mr. Tappitt."

"My plan? I've got no plan. I mean to go on here as I've always
done."

"But I suppose you intend to come to some arrangement with me. My
claims are these: I will either come into this establishment on an
equal footing with yourself, as regards share and management, or else
I shall look to you to give me the sum of money to which my lawyers
tell me I am entitled. In fact, you must either take me in or buy me
out."

"I was thinking of a settled income."

"No; it wouldn't suit me. I have told you what are my intentions, and
to carry them out I must either have a concern of my own, or a share
in a concern. A settled income would do me no good."

"Two hundred a-year," suggested Tappitt.

"Psha! Three per cent. would give me three hundred."

"Ten thousand pounds is out of the question, you know."

"Very well, Mr. Tappitt. I can't say anything fairer than I have
done. It will suit my own views much the best to start alone, but I
do not wish to oppose you if I can help it. Start alone I certainly
will, if I cannot come in here on my own terms."

After that there was nothing more said. Tappitt turned round,
pretending to read his letters, and Rowan descending from his seat
walked out into the yard of the brewery. His intention had been, ever
since he had looked around him in Baslehurst, to be master of that
place, or if not of that, to be master of some other. "It would break
my heart to be sending out such stuff as that all my life," he said
to himself, as he watched the muddy stream run out of the shallow
coolers. He had resolved that he would brew good beer. As to that
ambition of putting down the consumption of cider, I myself am
inclined to think that the habits of the country would be too strong
for him. At the present moment he lighted a cigar and sauntered
about the yard. He had now, for the first time, spoken openly of his
purpose to Mr. Tappitt; but, having done so, he resolved that there
should be no more delay. "I'll give him till Saturday for an answer,"
he said. "If he isn't ready with one by that time I'll manage it
through the lawyers." After that he turned his mind to Rachel Ray and
the events of the past evening. He had told Rachel that he would go
out to Bragg's End if she did not come into town, and he was quite
resolved that he would do so. He knew well that she would not come
in, understanding exactly those feelings of hers which would prevent
it. Therefore his walk to Bragg's End on that afternoon was a settled
thing with him. They were to dine at the brewery at three, and he
would go almost immediately after dinner. But what would he say to
her when he got there, and what would he say to her mother? He had
not even yet made up his mind that he would positively ask her on
that day to be his wife, and yet he felt that if he found her at home
he would undoubtedly do so. "I'll arrange it all," said he, "as I'm
walking over." Then he threw away the end of his cigar, and wandered
about for the next half-hour among the vats and tubs and furnaces.

Mr. Tappitt took himself into the house as soon as he found himself
able to do so without being seen by young Rowan. He took himself into
the house in order that he might consult with his wife as to this
unexpected revelation that had been made to him; or rather that he
might have an opportunity of saying to some one all the hard things
which were now crowding themselves upon his mind with reference to
this outrageous young man. Had anything ever been known, or heard, or
told, equal in enormity to this wickedness! He was to be called upon
to find capital for the establishment of a rival in his own town, or
else he was to bind himself in a partnership with a youth who knew
nothing of his business, but was nevertheless resolved to constitute
himself the chief manager of it! He who had been so true to Bungall
in his young days was now to be sacrificed in his old age to
Bungall's audacious representative! In the first glow of his anger
he declared to his wife that he would pay no money and admit of no
partnership. If Rowan did not choose to take his income as old Mrs.
Bungall had taken hers he might seek what redress the law would give
him. It was in vain that Mrs. Tappitt suggested that they would
all be ruined. "Then we will be ruined," said Tappitt, hot with
indignation; "but all Baslehurst,--all Devonshire shall know why."
Pernicious young man! He could not explain,--he could not even quite
understand in what the atrocity of Rowan's proposed scheme consisted,
but he was possessed by a full conviction that it was atrocious. He
had admitted this man into his house; he was even now entertaining as
his guests the man's mother and sister; he had allowed him to have
the run of the brewery, so that he had seen both the nakedness and
the fat of the land; and this was to be his reward! "If I were to
tell it at the reading-room," said Tappitt, "he would never be able
to show himself again in the High Street."

Mrs. Tappitt, who was anxious but not enraged, did not see the matter
quite in the same light, but she was not able to oppose her husband
in his indignation. When she suggested that it might be well for them
to raise money and pay off their enemy's claim, merely stipulating
that a rival brewery should not be established in Baslehurst, he
swore an oath that he would raise no money for such a purpose. He
would have no dealings with so foul a traitor except through his
lawyer, Honyman. "But Honyman thinks you'd better settle with him,"
pleaded Mrs. T. "Then I'll go to another lawyer," said Tappitt. "If
Honyman won't stand to me I'll go to Sharpit and Longfite. They won't
give way as long as there's a leg to stand on." For the time Mrs.
Tappitt let this pass. She knew how useless it would be to tell her
husband at the present moment that Sharpit and Longfite would be the
only winners in such a contest as that of which he spoke. At the
present moment Mr. Tappitt felt a pride in his anger, and was almost
happy in the fury of his wrath; but Mrs. Tappitt was very wretched.
If that nasty girl, Rachel Ray, had not come in the way all might
have been well.

"He shan't eat another meal in this house," said Tappitt. "I don't
care," he went on, when his wife pleaded that Luke Rowan must be
admitted to their table because of Mrs. Rowan and Mary. "You can say
what you like to them. They're welcome to stay if they like it, or
welcome to go; but he shan't put his feet under my mahogany again."
On this point, however, he was brought to relent before the hour
of dinner. Baslehurst, his wife told him, would be against him if
he turned his guests away from his house hungry. If a fight was
necessary for them, it would be everything to them that Baslehurst
should be with them in the fight. It was therefore arranged that
Mrs. Tappitt should have a conversation with Mrs. Rowan after dinner,
while the young people were out in the evening. "He shan't sleep in
this house to-morrow," said Tappitt, riveting his assertion with very
strong language; and Mrs. Tappitt understood that her communications
were to be carried on upon that basis.

At three o'clock the Tappitts and Rowans all sat down to dinner. Mr.
Tappitt ate his meal in absolute silence; but the young people were
full of the ball, and the elder ladies were very gracious to each
other. At such entertainments Paterfamilias is simply required to
find the provender and to carve it. If he does that satisfactorily,
silence on his part is not regarded as a great evil. Mrs. Tappitt
knew that her husband's mood was not happy, and Martha may have
remarked that all was not right with her father. To the others I am
inclined to think his ill humour was a matter of indifference.



CHAPTER XI.

LUKE ROWAN TAKES HIS TEA QUITE LIKE A STEADY YOUNG MAN.


It was the custom of the Miss Tappitts, during these long midsummer
days, to start upon their evening walk at about seven o'clock, the
hour for the family gathering round the tea-table being fixed at six.
But, in accordance with the same custom, dinner at the brewery was
usually eaten at one. At this immediate time with which we are now
dealing, dinner had been postponed till three, out of compliment to
Mrs. Rowan, Mrs. Tappitt considering three o'clock more fashionable
than one; and consequently the afternoon habits of the family were
disarranged. Half-past seven, it was thought, would be a becoming
hour for tea, and therefore the young ladies were driven to go out at
five o'clock, while the sun was still hot in the heavens.

"No," said Luke, in answer to his sister's invitation; "I don't think
I will mind walking to-day: you are all going so early." He was
sitting at the moment after dinner with his glass of brewery port
wine before him.

"The young ladies must be very unhappy that their hours can't be
made to suit you," said Mrs. Tappitt, and the tone of her voice was
sarcastic and acid.

"I think we can do without him," said Cherry, laughing.

"Of course we can," said Augusta, who was not laughing.

"But you might as well come all the same," said Mary.

"There's metal more attractive somewhere else," said Augusta.

"I cannot bear to see so much fuss made with the young men," said
Mrs. Tappitt. "We never did it when I was young. Did we, Mrs. Rowan?"

"I don't think there's much change," said Mrs. Rowan; "we used to be
very glad to get the young men when we could, and to do without them
when we couldn't."

"And that's just the way with us," said Cherry.

"Speak for yourself," said Augusta.

During all this time Mr. Tappitt spoke never a word. He also sipped
his glass of wine, and as he sipped it he brooded over his wrath.
Who were these Rowans that they should have come about his house and
premises, and forced everything out of its proper shape and position?
The young man sat there as though he were lord of everything,--so
Tappitt declared to himself; and his own wife was snubbed in her own
parlour as soon as she opened her mouth. There was an uncomfortable
atmosphere of discord in the room, which gradually pervaded them all,
and made even the girls feel that things were going wrong.

Mrs. Tappitt rose from her chair, and made a stiff bow across the
table to her guest, understanding that that was the proper way in
which to effect a retreat into the drawing-room; whereupon Luke
opened the door, and the ladies went. "Thank you, sir," said Mrs.
Tappitt very solemnly as she passed by him. Mrs. Rowan, going first,
had given him a loving little nod of recognition, and Mary had
pinched his arm. Martha uttered a word of thanks, intended for
conciliation; Augusta passed him in silence with her nose in the air;
and Cherry, as she went by, turned upon him a look of dismay. He
returned Cherry's look with a shake of his head, and both of them
understood that things were going wrong.

"I don't think I'll take any more wine, sir," said Rowan.

"Do as you like," said Tappitt. "It's there if you choose to take
it."

"It seems to me, Mr. Tappitt, that you want to quarrel with me," said
Luke.

"You can form your own opinion about that. I'm not bound to tell my
mind to everybody."

"Oh, no; certainly not. But it's very unpleasant going on in that way
in the same house. I'm thinking particularly of Mrs. Tappitt and the
girls."

"You needn't trouble yourself about them at all. You may leave me to
take care of them."

Luke had not sat down since the ladies left the room, and now
determined that he had better not do so. "I think I'll say good
afternoon," said Rowan.

"Good day to you," said Tappitt, with his face turned away, and his
eyes fixed upon one of the open windows.

"Well, Mr. Tappitt, if I have to say good-bye to you in that way in
your own house, of course it must be for the last time. I have not
meant to offend you, and I don't think I've given you ground for
offence."

"You don't, don't you?"

"Certainly not. If, unfortunately, there must be any disagreement
between us about matters of business, I don't see why that should be
brought into private life."

"Look here, young man," said Tappitt, turning upon him. "You lectured
me in my counting-house this morning, and I don't intend that you
shall lecture me here also. I'm drinking my own wine in my own
parlour, and choose to drink it in peace and quietness."

"Very well, sir; I will not disturb you much longer. Perhaps you will
make my apologies to Mrs. Tappitt, and tell her how much obliged I am
by her hospitality, but that I will not trespass upon it any longer.
I'll get a bed at the Dragon, and I'll write a line to my mother or
sister." Then Luke left the room, took his hat up from the hall, and
made his way out of the house.

He had much to occupy his mind at the present moment. He felt that he
was being turned out of Mr. Tappitt's house, but would not much have
regarded that if no one was concerned in it but Mr. Tappitt himself.
He had, however, been on very intimate terms with all the ladies of
the family; even for Mrs. Tappitt he had felt a friendship; and for
the girls--especially for Cherry--he had learned to entertain an easy
brotherly affection, which had not weighed much with him as it grew,
but which it was not in his nature to throw off without annoyance. He
had acknowledged to himself, as soon as he found himself among them,
that the Tappitts did not possess, in their ways and habits of life,
quite all that he should desire in his dearest and most intimate
friends. I do not know that he had thought much of this; but he had
felt it. Nevertheless he had determined that he would like them. He
intended to make his way in life as a tradesman, and boldly resolved
that he would not be above his trade. His mother sometimes reminded
him, with perhaps not the truest pride, that he was a gentleman.
In answer to this he had once or twice begged her to define the
word, and then there had been some slight, very slight, disagreement
between them. In the end the mother always gave way to the son; as
to whom she believed that the sun shone with more special brilliancy
for him than for any other of God's creatures. Now, as he left the
brewery house, he remembered how intimate he had been with them all
but a few hours since, arranging matters for their ball, and giving
orders about the place as though he had belonged to the family. He
had allowed himself to be at home with them, and to be one of them.
He was by nature impulsive, and had thus fallen instantly into the
intimacy which had been permitted to him. Now he was turned out of
the house; and as he walked across the churchyard to bespeak a bed
for himself at the inn, and write the necessary note to his sister,
he was melancholy and almost unhappy. He felt sure that he was right
in his views regarding the business, and could not accuse himself
of any fault in his manner of making them known to Mr. Tappitt; but,
nevertheless, he was ill at ease with himself in that he had given
offence. And with all these thoughts were mingled other thoughts
as to Rachel Ray. He did not in the least imagine that any of the
anger felt towards him at the brewery had been caused by his open
admiration of Rachel. It had never occurred to him that Mrs. Tappitt
had regarded him as a possible son-in-law, or that, having so
regarded him, she could hold him in displeasure because he had failed
to fall into her views. He had never regarded himself as being of
value as a possible future husband, or entertained the idea that he
was a prize. He had taken hold in good faith of the Tappitt right
hand which had been stretched out to him, and was now grieved that
that hand should be suddenly withdrawn.

But as he was impulsive, so also was he light-hearted, and when he
had chosen his bedroom and written the note to Mary, in which he
desired her to pack up his belongings and send them to him, he was
almost at ease as regarded that matter. Old Tappitt was, as he said
to himself, an old ass, and if he chose to make that brewery business
a cause of quarrel no one could help it. Mary was bidden in the
note to say very civil things to Mrs. Tappitt; but, at the same
time, to speak out the truth boldly. "Tell her," said he, "that I am
constrained to leave the house because Mr. Tappitt and I cannot agree
at the present moment about matters of business." When this was done
he looked at his watch, and started off on his walk to Bragg's End.

It has been said that Rowan had not made up his mind to ask Rachel
to be his wife,--that he had not made up his mind on this matter,
although he was going to Bragg's End in a mood which would very
probably bring him to such a conclusion. It will, I fear, be thought
from this that he was light in purpose as well as light in heart; but
I am not sure that he was open to any special animadversion of that
nature. It is the way of men to carry on such affairs without any
complete arrangement of their own plans or even wishes. He knew that
he admired Rachel and liked her. I doubt whether he had ever yet
declared to himself that he loved her. I doubt whether he had done so
when he started on that walk,--thinking it probable, however, that he
had persuaded himself of the fact before he reached the cottage door.
He had already, as we know, said words to Rachel which he should
not have said unless he intended to seek her as his wife;--he had
spoken words and done things of that nature, being by no means
perfect in all his ways. But he had so spoken and so acted without
premeditation, and now was about to follow up those little words
and little acts to their natural consequence,--also without much
premeditation.

Rachel had told her mother, on her return from the ball, that Luke
Rowan had promised to call; and had offered to take herself off from
the cottage for the whole afternoon, if her mother thought it wrong
that she should see him. Mrs. Ray had never felt herself to be in
greater difficulty.

"I don't know that you ought to run away from him," said she: "and
besides, where are you to go to?"

Rachel said at once that if her absence were desirable she would find
whither to betake herself. "I'd stay upstairs in my bedroom, for the
matter of that, mamma."

"He'd be sure to know it," said Mrs. Rowan, speaking of the young man
as though he were much to be feared;--as indeed he was much feared by
her.

"If you don't think I ought to go, perhaps it would be best that I
should stay," said Rachel, at last, speaking in a very low tone, but
still with some firmness in her voice.

"I'm sure I don't know what I'm to say to him," said Mrs. Ray.

"That must depend upon what he says to you, mamma," said Rachel.

After that there was no further talk of running away; but the morning
did not pass with them lightly or pleasantly. They made an effort
to sit quietly at their work, and to talk over the doings at Mrs.
Tappitt's ball; but this coming of the young man threw its shadow,
more or less, over everything. They could not talk, or even look at
each other, as they would have talked and looked had no such advent
been expected. They dined at one, as was their custom, and after
dinner I think it probable that each of them stood before her glass
with more care than she would have done on ordinary days. It was no
ordinary day, and Mrs. Ray certainly put on a clean cap.

"Will that collar do?" she said to Rachel.

"Oh, yes, mamma," said Rachel, almost angrily. She also had taken her
little precautions, but she could not endure to have such precautions
acknowledged, even by a word.

The afternoon was very tedious. I don't know why Luke should have
been expected exactly at three; but Mrs. Ray had, I think, made up
her mind that he might be looked for at that time with the greatest
certainty. But at three he was sitting down to dinner, and even at
half-past five had not as yet left his room at the "Dragon."

"I suppose that we can't have tea till he's been," said Mrs. Ray,
just at that hour; "that is, if he does come at all."

Rachel felt that her mother was vexed, because she suspected that Mr.
Rowan was not about to keep his word.

"Don't let his coming make any difference, mamma," said Rachel. "I
will go and get tea."

"Wait a few minutes longer, my dear," said Mrs. Ray.

It was all very well for Rachel to beg that it might make "no
difference." It did make a very great deal of difference.

"I think I'll go over and see Mrs. Sturt for a few minutes," said
Rachel, getting up.

"Pray don't, my dear,--pray don't; I should never know what to say to
him if he should come while you were away."

So Rachel again sat down.

She had just, for the second time, declared her intention of getting
tea, having now resolved that no weakness on her mother's part should
hinder her, when Mrs. Ray, from her seat near the window, saw the
young man coming over the green. He was walking very slowly, swinging
a big stick as he came, and had taken himself altogether away from
the road, almost to the verge of Mrs. Sturt's farmyard. "There he
is," said Mrs. Ray, with a little start. Rachel, who was struggling
hard to retain her composure, could not resist her impulse to jump
up and look out upon the green from behind her mother's shoulder.
But she did this from some little distance inside the room, so
that no one might possibly see her from the green. "Yes; there
he is, certainly," and, having thus identified their visitor,
she immediately sat down again. "He's talking to Farmer Sturt's
ploughboy," said Mrs. Ray. "He's asking where we live," said Rachel.
"He's never been here before."

Rowan, having completed his conversation with the ploughboy, which
by the way seemed to Mrs. Ray to have been longer than was necessary
for its alleged purpose, came boldly across the green, and without
pausing for a moment made his way through the cottage gate. Mrs. Ray
caught her breath, and could not keep herself quite steady in her
chair. Rachel, feeling that something must be done, got up from her
seat and went quickly out into the passage. She knew that the front
door was open, and she was prepared to meet Rowan in the hall.

"I told you I should call," said he. "I hope you'll let me come in."

"Mamma will be very glad to see you," she said. Then she brought him
up and introduced him. Mrs. Ray rose from her chair and curtseyed,
muttering something as to its being a long way for him to walk out
there to the cottage.

"I said I should come, Mrs. Ray, if Miss Ray did not make her
appearance at the brewery in the morning. We had such a nice party,
and of course one wants to talk it over."

"I hope Mrs. Tappitt is quite well after it,--and the girls," said
Rachel.

"Oh, yes. You know we kept it up two hours after you were gone. I
can't say Mr. Tappitt is quite right this morning."

"Is he ill?" asked Mrs. Ray.

"Well, no; not ill, I think, but I fancy that the party put him out
a little. Middle-aged gentlemen don't like to have all their things
poked away anywhere. Ladies don't mind it, I fancy."

"Ladies know where to find them, as it is they who do the poking
away," said Rachel. "But I'm sorry about Mr. Tappitt."

"I'm sorry, too, for he's a good-natured sort of a man when he's
not put out. I say, Mrs. Ray, what a very pretty place you have got
here."

"We think so because we're proud of our flowers."

"I do almost all the gardening myself," said Rachel.

"There's nothing I like so much as a garden, only I never can
remember the names of the flowers. They've got such grand names down
here. When I was a boy, in Warwickshire, they used to have nothing
but roses and sweetwilliams. One could remember them."

"We haven't got anything very grand here," said Rachel. Soon after
that they were sauntering out among the little paths and Rachel was
picking flowers for him. She felt no difficulty in doing it, as her
mother stood by her, though she would not for worlds have given him
even a rose if they'd been alone.

"I wonder whether Mr. Rowan would come in and have some tea," said
Mrs. Ray.

"Oh, wouldn't I," said Rowan, "if I were asked?"

Rachel was highly delighted with her mother, not so much on account
of her courtesy to their guest, as that she had shown herself equal
to the occasion, and had behaved, in an unabashed manner, as a
mistress of a house should do. Mrs. Ray had been in such dread of the
young man's coming, that Rachel had feared she would be speechless.
Now the ice was broken, and she would do very well. The merit,
however, did not belong to Mrs. Ray, but to Rowan. He had the gift of
making himself at home with people, and had done much towards winning
the widow's heart, when, after an interval of ten minutes, they two
followed Rachel into the house. Rachel then had her hat on, and was
about to go over the green to the farmer's house. "Mamma, I'll just
run over to Mrs. Sturt's for some cream," said she.

"Mayn't I go with you?" said Rowan.

"Certainly not," said Rachel. "You'd frighten Mrs. Sturt out of all
her composure, and we should never get the cream." Then Rachel went
off, and Rowan was again left with her mother.

He had seated himself at her request in an arm-chair, and there for a
minute or two he sat silent. Mrs. Ray was busy with the tea-things,
but she suddenly felt that she was oppressed by the stranger's
presence. While Rachel had been there, and even when they had been
walking among the flower-beds, she had been quite comfortable; but
now the knowledge that he was there, in the room with her, as he sat
silent in the chair, was becoming alarming. Had she been right to ask
him to stay for tea? He looked and spoke like a sheep; but then, was
it not known to all the world that wolves dressed themselves often in
that guise, so that they might carry out their wicked purposes? Had
she not been imprudent? And then there was the immediate trouble of
his silence. What was she to say to him to break it? That trouble,
however, was soon brought to an end by Rowan himself. "Mrs. Ray,"
said he, "I think your daughter is the nicest girl I ever saw in my
life."

Mrs. Ray instantly put down the tea-caddy which she had in her hand,
and started, with a slight gasp in her throat, as though cold water
had been thrown over her. At the instant she said nothing. What was
she to say in answer to so violent a proposition?

"Upon my word I do," said Luke, who was too closely engaged with his
own thoughts and his own feelings to pay much immediate attention
to Mrs. Ray. "It isn't only that she's good-looking, but there's
something,--I don't know what it is,--but she's just the sort of
person I like. I told her I should come to-day, and I have come on
purpose to say this to you. I hope you won't be angry with me."

"Pray, sir, don't say anything to her to turn her head."

"If I understand her, Mrs. Ray, it wouldn't be very easy to turn her
head. But suppose she has turned mine?"

"Ah, no. Young gentlemen like you are in no danger of that sort of
thing. But for a poor girl--"

"I don't think you quite understand me, Mrs. Ray. I didn't mean
anything about danger. My danger would be that she shouldn't care
twopence for me; and I don't suppose she ever will. But what I want
to know is whether you would object to my coming over here and seeing
her. I don't doubt but she might do much better."

"Oh dear no," said Mrs. Ray.

"But I should like to have my chance."

"You've not said anything to her yet, Mr. Rowan?"

"Well, no; I can't say I have. I meant to do so last night at the
party, but she wouldn't stay and hear me. I don't think she cares
very much about me, but I'll take my chance if you'll let me."

"Here she is," said Mrs. Ray. Then she again went to work with the
tea-caddy, so that Rachel might be led to believe that nothing
special had occurred in her absence. Nevertheless, had Rowan been
away, every word would have been told to her.

"I hope you like clotted cream," said Rachel, taking off her hat.
Luke declared that it was the one thing in all the world that he
liked best, and that he had come into Devonshire with the express
object of feasting upon it all his life. "Other Devonshire dainties
were not," he said, "so much to his taste. He had another object in
life. He intended to put down cider."

"I beg you won't do anything of the kind," said Mrs. Ray, "for I
always drink it at dinner." Then Rowan explained how that he was a
brewer, and that he looked upon it as his duty to put down so poor a
beverage as cider. The people of Devonshire, he averred, knew nothing
of beer, and it was his ambition to teach them. Mrs. Ray grew eager
in the defence of cider, and then they again became comfortable and
happy. "I never heard of such a thing in my life," said Mrs. Ray.
"What are the farmers to do with all their apple trees? It would be
the ruin of the whole country."

"I don't suppose it can be done all at once," said Luke.

"Not even by Mr. Rowan," said Rachel.

He sat there for an hour after their tea, and Mrs. Ray had in truth
become fond of him. When he spoke to Rachel he did so with the utmost
respect, and he seemed to be much more intimate with the mother than
with the daughter. Mrs. Ray's mind was laden with the burden of what
he had said in Rachel's absence, and with the knowledge that she
would have to discuss it when Rowan was gone; but she felt herself to
be happy while he remained, and had begun to hope that he would not
go quite yet. Rachel also was perfectly happy. She said very little,
but thought much of her different meetings with him,--of the arm in
the clouds, of the promise of his friendship, of her first dance, of
the little fraud by which he had secured her company at supper, and
then of those words he had spoken when he detained her after supper
in the hall. She knew that she liked him well, but had feared that
such liking might not be encouraged. But what could be nicer than
this,--to sit and listen to him in her mother's presence? Now she
was not afraid of him. Now she feared no one's eyes. Now she was
disturbed by no dread lest she might be sinning against rules of
propriety. There was no Mrs. Tappitt by, to rebuke her with an angry
look.

"Oh, Mr. Rowan, I'm sure you need not go yet," she said, when he got
up and sought his hat.

"Mr. Rowan, my dear, has got other things to do besides talking to
us."

"Oh no, he has not. He can't go and brew after eight o'clock."

"When my brewery is really going, I mean to brew all night; but just
at present I'm the idlest man in Baslehurst. When I go away I shall
sit upon Cawston Bridge and smoke for an hour, till some of the
Briggses of the town come and drive me away. But I won't trouble you
any longer. Good night, Mrs. Ray."

"Good night, Mr. Rowan."

"And I may come and see you again?"

Mrs. Ray was silent. "I'm sure mamma will be very happy," said
Rachel.

"I want to hear her say so herself," said Luke.

Poor woman! She felt that she was driven into a position from which
any safe escape was quite impossible. She could not tell her guest
that he would not be welcome. She could not even pretend to speak to
him with cold words after having chatted with him so pleasantly, and
with such cordial good humour; and yet, were she to tell him that
he might come, she would be granting him permission to appear there
as Rachel's lover. If Rachel had been away, she would have appealed
to his mercy, and have thrown herself, in the spirit, on her knees
before him. But she could not do this in Rachel's presence.

"I suppose business will prevent your coming so far out of town again
very soon."

It was a foolish subterfuge; a vain, silly attempt.

"Oh dear no," said he; "I always walk somewhere every day, and you
shall see me again before long." Then he turned to Rachel. "Shall you
be at Mr. Tappitt's to-morrow?"

"I don't quite know," said Rachel.

"I suppose I might as well tell you the truth and have done with it,"
said Luke, laughing. "I hate secrets among friends. The fact is Mr.
Tappitt has turned me out of his house."

"Turned you out?" said Mrs. Ray.

"Oh, Mr. Rowan!" said Rachel.

"That's the truth," said Rowan. "It's about that horrid brewery. He
means to be honest, and so do I. But in such matters it is so hard to
know what the right of each party really is. I fear we shall have to
go to law. But there's a lady coming in, so I'll tell you the rest of
it to-morrow. I want you to know it all, Mrs. Ray, and to understand
it too."

"A lady!" said Mrs. Ray, looking out through the open window. "Oh
dear, if here isn't Dorothea!"

Then Rowan shook hands with them both, pressing Rachel's very warmly,
close under her mother's eyes; and as he went out of the house into
the garden, he passed Mrs. Prime on the walk, and took off his hat to
her with great composure.



CHAPTER XII.

RACHEL RAY THINKS "SHE DOES LIKE HIM."


Luke Rowan's appearance at Mrs. Ray's tea-table, as described in
the last chapter, took place on Wednesday evening, and it may be
remembered that on the morning of that same day Mrs. Prime had been
closeted with Mr. Prong in that gentleman's parlour. She had promised
to give Mr. Prong an answer to his proposal on Saturday, and had
consequently settled herself down steadily to think of all that
was good and all that might be evil in such an arrangement as that
suggested to her. She wished much for legal advice, but she made up
her mind that that was beyond her reach, was beyond her reach as a
preliminary assistance. She knew enough of the laws of her country to
enable her to be sure that, though she might accept the offer, her
own money could be so tied up on her behalf that her husband could
not touch the principal of her wealth; but she did not know whether
things could be so settled that she might have in her own hands the
spending of her income. By three o'clock on that day she thought that
she would accept Mr. Prong, if she could be satisfied on that head.
Her position as a clergyman's wife,--a minister's wife she called
it,--would be unexceptionable. The company of Miss Pucker was
distasteful. Solitude was not charming to her. And then, could she
not work harder as a married woman than in the position which she
now held? and also, could she not so work with increased power and
increased perseverance? At three o'clock she had almost made up her
mind, but still she was sadly in need of counsel and information.
Then it occurred to her that her mother might have some knowledge
in this matter. In most respects her mother was not a woman of the
world; but it was just possible that in this difficulty her mother
might assist her. Her mother might at any rate ask of others, and
there was no one else whom she could trust to seek such information
for her. And if she did this thing she must tell her mother. It is
true that she had quarrelled with them both at Bragg's End; but there
are affairs in life which will ride over family quarrels and trample
them out, unless they be deeper and of longer standing than that
between Mrs. Prime and Mrs. Ray. Therefore it was that she appeared
at the cottage at Bragg's End just as Luke Rowan was leaving it.

She had entered upon the green with something of the olive-branch
in her spirit, and before she reached the gate had determined that,
as far as was within her power, all unkindness should be buried on
the present occasion; but when she saw Luke Rowan coming out of her
mother's door, she was startled out of all her good feeling. She had
taught herself to look on Rowan as the personification of mischief,
as the very mischief itself in regard to Rachel. She had lifted up
her voice against him. She had left her home and torn herself from
her family because it was not compatible with the rigour of her
principles that any one known to her should be known to him also!
But she had hardly left her mother's house when this most pernicious
cause of war was admitted to all the freedom of family intercourse!
It almost seemed to her that her mother must be a hypocrite. It was
but the other day that Mrs. Ray could not hear Luke Rowan's name
mentioned without wholesome horror. But where was that wholesome
horror now? On Monday, Mrs. Prime had left the cottage; on Tuesday,
Rachel had gone to a ball, expressly to meet the young man! and on
Wednesday the young man was drinking tea at Bragg's End cottage! Mrs.
Prime would have gone away without speaking a word to her mother or
sister, had such retreat been possible.

Stately and solemn was the recognition which she accorded to Luke's
salutation, and then she walked on into the house.

"Oh, Dorothea!" said her mother, and there was a tone almost of shame
in Mrs. Ray's voice.

"We're so glad to see you, Dolly," said Rachel, and in Rachel's voice
there was no tone of shame. It was all just as it should not be!

"I did not mean to disturb you, mother, while you were entertaining
company."

Mrs. Ray said nothing,--nothing at the moment; but Rachel took upon
herself to answer her sister. "You wouldn't have disturbed us at all,
even if you had come a little sooner. But you are not too late for
tea, if you'll have some."

"I've taken tea, thank you, two hours ago;" and she spoke as though
there were much virtue in the distance of time at which she had
eaten and drunk, as compared with the existing rakish and dissipated
appearance of her mother's tea-table. Tea-things about at eight
o'clock! It was all of a piece together.

"We are very glad to see you, at any rate," said Mrs. Ray; "I was
afraid you would not have come out to us at all."

"Perhaps it would have been better if I had not come."

"I don't see that," said Rachel. "I think it's much better. I hate
quarrelling, and I hope you're going to stay now you are here."

"No, Rachel, I'm not going to stay. Mother, it is impossible I should
see that young man walking out of your house in that way without
speaking of it; although I'm well aware that my voice here goes for
nothing now."

"That was Mr. Luke Rowan," said Mrs. Ray.

"I know very well who it was," said Mrs. Prime, shaking her head.
"Rachel will remember that I've seen him before."

"And you'll be likely to see him again if you stay here, Dolly," said
Rachel. This she said out of pure mischief,--that sort of mischief
which her sister's rebuke was sure to engender.

"I dare say," said Mrs. Prime; "whenever he pleases, no doubt. But I
shall not see him. If you approve of it, mother, of course I can say
nothing further,--nothing further than this, that I don't approve of
such things."

"But what ails him that he shouldn't be a very good young man?" says
Mrs. Ray. "And if it was so that he was growing fond of Rachel, why
shouldn't he? And if Rachel was to like him, I don't see why she
shouldn't like somebody some day as well as other girls." Mrs. Ray
had been a little put beside herself or she would hardly have said
so much in Rachel's presence. She had forgotten, probably, that
Rachel had not as yet been made acquainted with the nature of Rowan's
proposal.

"Mamma, don't talk in that way. There's nothing of that kind," said
Rachel.

"I don't believe there is," said Mrs. Prime.

"I say there is then," said Mrs. Ray; "and it's very ill-natured in
you, Dorothea, to speak and think in that way of your sister."

"Oh, very well. I see that I had better go back to Baslehurst at
once."

"So it is very ill-natured. I can't bear to have these sort of
quarrels; but I must speak out for her. I believe he's a very good
young man, with nothing bad about him at all, and he is welcome to
come here whenever he pleases. And as for Rachel, I believe she knows
how to mind herself as well as you did when you were her age; only
poor Mr. Prime was come and gone at that time. And as for his not
intending, he came out here just because he did intend, and only to
ask my permission. I didn't at first tell him he might because Rachel
was over at the farm getting the cream, and I thought she ought to be
consulted first; and if that's not straightforward and proper, I'm
sure I don't know what is; and he having a business of his own, too,
and able to maintain a wife to-morrow! And if a young man isn't to
be allowed to ask leave to see a young woman when he thinks he likes
her, I for one don't know how young people are to get married at
all." Then Mrs. Ray sat down, put her apron up to her eyes, and had a
great cry.

It was a most eloquent speech, and I cannot say which of her
daughters was the most surprised by it. As to Rachel, it must be
remembered that very much was communicated to her of which she had
hitherto known nothing. Very much indeed, we may say, so much that
it was of a nature to alter the whole tone and tenor of her life.
This young man of whom she had thought so much, and of whom she had
been so much in dread,--fearing that her many thoughts of him were
becoming dangerous,--this young man who had interested her so warmly,
had come out to Bragg's End simply to get her mother's leave to pay
his court to her. And he had done this without saying a word to
herself! There was something in this infinitely sweeter to her than
would have been any number of pretty speeches from himself. She had
hitherto been angry with him, though liking him well; she had been
angry with though almost loving him. She had not known why it was so,
but the cause had been this,--that he had seemed in their intercourse
together, to have been deficient in that respect which she had a
right to claim. But now all that sin was washed away by such a deed
as this. As the meaning of her mother's words sank into her heart,
and as she came to understand her mother's declaration that Luke
Rowan should be welcome to the cottage as her lover, her eyes became
full of tears, and the spirit of her animosity against her sister was
quenched by the waters of her happiness.

And Mrs. Prime was almost equally surprised, but was by no means
equally delighted. Had the whole thing fallen out in a different way,
she would probably have looked on a marriage with Luke Rowan as good
and salutary for her sister. At any rate, seeing that the world is
as it is, and that all men cannot be hard-working ministers of the
Gospel, nor all women the wives of such or their assistants in godly
ministrations, she would not have taken upon herself to oppose such
a marriage. But as it was, she had resolved that Luke Rowan was a
black sheep; that he was pitch, not to be touched without defilement;
that he was, in short, a man to be regarded by religious people as
anathema,--a thing accursed; and of that idea she was not able to
divest herself suddenly. Why had the young man walked about under the
churchyard elms at night? Why, if he were not wicked and abandoned,
did he wear that jaunty look,--that look which was so worldly? And,
moreover, he went to balls, and tempted others to do the like! In a
word, he was a young man manifestly of that class which was esteemed
by Mrs. Prime more dangerous than roaring lions. It was not possible
that she should give up her opinion merely because this roaring lion
had come out to her mother with a plausible story. Upon her at that
moment fell the necessity of forming a judgment to which it would be
necessary that she should hereafter abide. She must either at once
give in her adherence to the Rowan alliance; or else, if she opposed
it, she must be prepared to cling to that opposition. She was aware
that some such decision was now required, and paused for a moment
before she declared herself. But that moment only strengthened her
verdict against Rachel's lover. Could any serious young man have
taken off his hat with the flippancy which had marked that action
on his part? Would not any serious young man, properly intent on
matrimonial prospects, have been subdued at such a moment to a more
solemn deportment? Mrs. Prime's verdict was still against him, and
that verdict she proceeded to pronounce.

"Oh, very well; then of course I shall interfere no further. I
shouldn't have thought that Rachel's seeing him twice, in such a way
as that, too--hiding under the churchyard trees!"

"I wasn't hiding," said Rachel, "and you've no business to say so."
Her tears, however, prevented her from fighting her own battle
manfully, or with her usual courage.

"It looked very much like it, Rachel, at any rate. I should have
thought that mother would have wished you to have known a great deal
more about any young man before she encouraged you to regard him in
that way, than you can possibly know of Mr. Rowan."

"But how are they to know each other, Dorothea, if they mustn't see
one another?" said Mrs. Ray.

"I have no doubt he knows how to dance very cleverly. As Rachel
is being taught to live now, that may perhaps be the chief thing
necessary."

This blow did reach poor Mrs. Ray, who a week or two since would
certainly have agreed with her elder daughter in thinking that
dancing was sinful. Into this difficulty, however, she had been
brought by Mr. Comfort's advice. "But what else can she know of him?"
continued Mrs. Prime. "He is able to maintain a wife you say,--and
is that all that is necessary to consider in the choice of a husband,
or is that the chief thing? Oh, mother, you should think of your
responsibility at such a time as this. It may be very pleasant for
Rachel to have this young man as her lover, very pleasant while it
lasts. But what--what--what?" Then Mrs. Prime was so much oppressed
by the black weight of her own thoughts, that she was unable further
to express them.

"I do think about it," said Mrs. Ray. "I think about it more than
anything else."

"And have you concluded that in this way you can best secure Rachel's
welfare? Oh, mother!"

"He always goes to church on Sundays," said Rachel. "I don't know why
you are to make him out so bad." This she said with her eyes fixed
upon her mother, for it seemed to her that her mother was almost
about to yield.

A good deal might be said in excuse for Mrs. Prime. She was not
only acting for the best in accordance with her own lights, but the
doctrine which she now preached was the doctrine which had been held
by the inhabitants of the cottage at Bragg's End. The fault, if fault
there was, had been in the teaching under which had lived both Mrs.
Prime and her mother. In their desire to live in accordance with that
teaching, they had agreed to regard all the outer world, that is
all the world except their world, as wicked and dangerous. They had
never conceived that in forming this judgment they were deficient in
charity; nor, indeed, were they conscious that they had formed any
such judgment. In works of charity they had striven to be abundant,
but had taken simply the Dorcas view of that virtue. The younger and
more energetic woman had become sour in her temper under the _régime_
of this life, while the elder and weaker had retained her own
sweetness partly because of her weakness. But who can say that either
of them were other than good women,--good according to such lights
as had been lit for their guidance? But now the younger was stanch
to her old lessons while the elder was leaving them. The elder was
leaving them, not by force of her own reason, but under the necessity
of coming in contact with the world which was brought upon her by the
vitality and instincts of her younger child. This difficulty she had
sought to master, once and for ever, by a reference to her clergyman.
What had been the result of that reference the reader already knows.

"Mother," said Mrs. Prime, very solemnly, "is this young man such a
one as you would have chosen for Rachel's husband six months ago?"

"I never wished to choose any man for her husband," said Mrs. Ray. "I
don't think you ought to talk to me in that way, Dorothea."

"I don't know in what other way to talk to you. I cannot be
indifferent on such a subject as this. When you tell me, and that
before Rachel herself, that you have given this young man leave to
come and see her whenever he pleases."

"I never said anything of the kind, Dorothea."

"Did you not, mother? I am sure I understood you so."

"I said he had come to ask leave, and that I should be glad to see
him when he did come, but I didn't say anything of having told him
so. I didn't tell him anything of the kind; did I, Rachel? But I know
he will come, and I don't see why he shouldn't. And if he does, I
can't turn him out. He took his tea here quite like a steady young
man. He drank three large cups; and if, as Rachel says, he always
goes to church regularly, I don't know why we are to judge him and
say that he's anything out of the way."

"I have not judged him, mother."

Then Rachel spoke out, and we may say that it was needful that she
should do so. This offering of her heart had been discussed in her
presence in a manner that had been very painful to her, though the
persons discussing it had been her own mother and her own sister. But
in truth she had been so much affected by what had been said, there
had been so much in it that was first joyful and then painful to her,
that she had not hitherto been able to repress her emotions so as to
acquire the power of much speech. But she had struggled, and now so
far succeeded as to be able to come to her mother's support.

"I don't know, mamma, why anybody should judge him yet; and as to
what he has said to me, I'm sure no one has a right to judge him
unkindly. Dolly has been very angry with me because she saw me
speaking to him in the churchyard, and has said that I was--hiding."

"I meant that he was hiding."

"Neither of us were hiding, and it was an unkind word, not like a
sister. I have never had to hide from anybody. And as for--for--for
liking Mr. Rowan after such words as that, I will not say anything
about it to anybody, except to mamma. If he were to ask me to be--his
wife, I don't know what answer I should make,--not yet. But I shall
never listen to any one while mamma lives, if she wishes me not."
Then she turned to her mother, and Mrs. Ray, who had before been
driven to doubt by Mrs. Prime's words, now again became strong in her
resolution to cherish Rachel's lover.

"I don't believe she'll ever do anything to make me think that I
oughtn't to have trusted her," said Mrs. Ray, embracing Rachel and
speaking with her own eyes full of tears.

It now seemed to Mrs. Prime that there was nothing left for her but
to go. In her eagerness about her sister's affairs, she had for a
while forgotten her own; and now, as she again remembered the cause
that had brought her on the present occasion to Bragg's End, she felt
that she must return without accomplishing her object. After having
said so much in reprobation of her sister's love-affair, it was
hardly possible that she should tell the tale of her own. And yet
her need was urgent. She had pledged herself to give Mr. Prong an
answer on Friday, and she could hardly bring herself to accept that
gentleman's offer without first communicating with her mother on the
subject. Any such communication at the present moment was quite out
of the question.

"Perhaps it would be better that I should go and leave you," she
said. "If I can do no good, I certainly don't want to do any harm. I
wish that Rachel would have taken to what I think a better course of
life."

"Why, what have I done?" said Rachel, turning round sharply.

"I mean about the Dorcas meetings."

"I don't like the women there;--that's why I haven't gone."

"I believe them to be good, praiseworthy, godly women. But it is
useless to talk about that now. Good-night, Rachel," and she gave her
hand coldly to her sister. "Good-night, mother; I wish I could see
you alone to-morrow."

"Come here for your dinner," said Mrs. Ray.

"No;--but if you would come to me in the morning I should take it
kindly." This Mrs. Ray promised to do, and then Mrs. Prime walked
back to Baslehurst.

Rachel, when her sister was gone, felt that there was much to be said
between her and her mother. Mrs. Ray herself was so inconsequent in
her mental workings, so shandy-pated if I may say so, that it did not
occur to her that an entirely new view of Luke Rowan's purposes had
been exposed to Rachel during this visit of Mrs. Prime's, or that
anything had been said, which made a further explanation necessary.
She had, as it were, authorized Rachel to regard Rowan as her lover,
and yet was not aware that she had done so. But Rachel had remembered
every word. She had resolved that she would permit herself to form
no special intimacy with Luke Rowan without her mother's leave; but
she was also beginning to resolve that with her mother's leave, such
intimacy would be very pleasant. Of this she was quite sure within
her own heart,--that it should not be abandoned at her sister's
instigation.

"Mamma," she said, "I did not know that he had spoken to you in that
way."

"In what way, Rachel?" Mrs. Ray's voice was not quite pleasant. Now
that Mrs. Prime was gone, she would have been glad to have had the
dangerous subject abandoned for a while.

"That he had asked you to let him come here, and that he had said
that about me."

"He did then,--while you were away at Mrs. Sturt's."

"And what answer did you give him?"

"I didn't give him any answer. You came back, and I'm sure I was very
glad that you did, for I shouldn't have known what to say to him."

"But what was it that he did say, mamma?--that is, if you don't think
it wrong to tell me."

"I hardly know; but I don't suppose it can be wrong, for no young man
could have spoken nicer; and it made me happy to hear him,--so it
did, for the moment."

"Oh, mamma, do tell me!" and Rachel kneeled down before her.

"Well;--he said you were the nicest girl he had ever seen."

"Did he, mamma?" And the girl clung closer to her mother as she heard
the pleasant words.

"But I oughtn't to tell you such nonsense as that; and then he said
that he wanted to come out here and see you, and--and--and--; it is
simply this, that he meant to ask you to be his sweetheart, if I
would let him."

"And what did you say, mamma?"

"I couldn't say anything because you came back."

"But you told Dolly that you would be glad to see him whenever he
might choose to come here."

"Did I?"

"Yes; you said he was welcome to come whenever he pleased, and that
you believed him to be a very good young man."

"And so I do. Why should he be anything else?"

"I don't say that he's anything else; but, mamma--"

"Well, my dear."

"What shall I say to him if he does ask me that question? He has
called me by my name two or three times, and spoken to me as though
he wanted me to like him. If he does say anything to me like that,
what shall I answer?"

"If you think you don't like him well enough, you must tell him so,
of course."

"Yes, of course I must." Then Rachel was silent for a minute or
two. She had not as yet received the full answer which she desired.
In such an alternative as that which her mother had suggested, we
may say that she would have known how to frame her answer to the
young man without any advice from her mother. But there was another
alternative as to which she thought it well that she should have her
mother's judgment and opinion. "But, mamma, I think I do like him,"
said Rachel, burying her face.

"I'm sure I don't wonder at it," said Mrs. Ray, "for I like him very
much. He has a way with him so much nicer than most of the young men
now; and then, he's very well off, which, after all, must count for
something. A young woman should never fall in love with a man who
can't earn his bread, not if he was ever so religious or steady. And
he's very good-looking, too. Good looks are only skin-deep I know,
and they won't bring much comfort when sorrow comes; but I do own I
love to look on a young fellow with a sonsy face and a quick lively
step. Mr. Comfort seemed to think it would do very well if there was
to be any such thing; and if he's not able to tell, I'm sure I don't
know who ought to be. And nothing could be fairer than his coming out
here and telling me first. There's so many of them are sly; but there
was nothing sly about that."

In this way, with many more rambling words, with many kisses also,
and with some tears, Rachel Ray received from her mother permission
to regard Luke Rowan as her lover.



CHAPTER XIII.

MR. TAPPITT IN HIS COUNTING-HOUSE.


Luke Rowan, when he left the cottage, walked quickly back across the
green towards Baslehurst. He had sauntered out slowly on his road
from the brewery to Bragg's End, being in doubt as to what he would
do when he reached his destination; but there was no longer room for
doubt now; he had said that to Rachel's mother which made any further
doubt impossible, and he was resolved that he would ask Rachel to be
his wife. He had spoken to Mrs. Ray of his intention in that respect
as though he thought that such an offer on his part might probably be
rejected, and in so speaking had at the time spoken the truth; but he
was eager, sanguine, and self-confident by nature, and though he was
by no means disposed to regard himself as a conquering hero by whom
any young lady would only be too happy to find herself beloved, he
did not at the present moment look forward to his future fate with
despair. He walked quickly home along the dusty road, picturing to
himself a happy prosperous future in Baslehurst, with Rachel as his
wife, and the Tappitts living in some neighbouring villa on an income
paid to old Tappitt by him out of the proceeds of the brewery. That
was his present solution of the brewery difficulty. Tappitt was
growing old, and it might be quite as well not only for himself, but
for the cause of humanity in Devonshire, that he should pass the
remainder of his life in that dignity which comfortable retirement
from business affords. He did not desire Tappitt for a partner any
more than Tappitt desired him. Nevertheless he was determined to brew
beer, and was anxious to do so if possible on the spot where his
great-uncle Bungall had commenced operations in that line.

It may be well to explain here that Rowan was not without good
standing-ground in his dispute with Tappitt. Old Bungall's will had
somewhat confused matters, as it is in the nature of wills to do;
but it had been Bungall's desire that his full share in the brewery
should go to his nephew after his widow's death, should he on dying
leave a widow. Now it had happened that he had left a widow, and
that the widow had contrived to live longer than the nephew. She had
drawn an income of five hundred a year from the concern, by agreement
between her and her lawyer and Tappitt and his lawyer; and Tappitt,
when the elder Rowan, Bungall's nephew, died, had taught himself
to believe that all the affairs of the brewery must now remain for
ever in his own hands, unless he himself might choose to make other
provision. He knew that some property in the concern would pass away
from him when the old lady died, but he had not acknowledged to
himself that young Rowan would inherit from his father all the rights
which old Rowan would have possessed had he lived. Luke's father had
gone into other walks of life, and had lived prosperously, leaving
behind him money for his widow, and money also for his children; and
Tappitt, when he found that there was a young man with a claim to
a partnership in his business, had been not only much annoyed, but
surprised also. He had been, as we have seen, persuaded to hold out
the right hand of friendship, and the left hand of the partnership to
the young man. He had thought that he might manage a young man from
London who knew nothing of beer; and his wife had thought that the
young man might probably like to take a wife as well as an income
out of the concern; but, as we have seen, they had both been wrong
in their hopes. Luke chose to manage the brewery instead of being
managed; and had foolishly fallen in love with Rachel Ray instead of
taking Augusta Tappitt to himself as he should have done.

There was much certainly of harshness and cruelty in that idea of
an opposition brewery in Baslehurst to be established in enmity to
Bungall and Tappitt, and to be so established with Bungall's money,
and by Bungall's heir. But Luke, as he walked back to Baslehurst,
thinking now of his beer and now of his love, declared to himself
that he wanted only his own. Let Tappitt deal justly with him in that
matter of the partnership, and he would deal even generously with
Tappitt. The concern gave an income of some fifteen hundred pounds,
out of which Mrs. Bungall, as taking no share of the responsibility
or work, had been allowed to have a third. He was informed by his
lawyer that he was entitled to claim one-half of the whole concern.
If Tappitt would give in his adhesion to that villa arrangement, he
should still have his thousand a year for life, and Mrs. Tappitt
afterwards should have due provision, and the girls should have all
that could fairly be claimed for them. Or, if the villa scheme could
not be carried out quite at present, he, Rowan, would do two shares
of the work, and allow Tappitt to take two shares of the pay; but
then, in that case, he must be allowed scope for his improvements.
Good beer should be brewed for the people of Baslehurst, and the
eyes of Devonshire should be opened. Pondering over all this, and
resolving that he would speak out his mind openly to Rachel on the
morrow, Luke Rowan reached his inn.

"There's a lady, sir, up-stairs, as wishes to speak to you," said the
waiter.

"A lady?"

"Quite elderly, sir," said the waiter, intending to put an end to any
excitement on Rowan's part.

"It's the gentleman's own mother," said the chambermaid, in a tone
of reproof, "and she's in number two sitting-room, private." So Luke
went to number two sitting-room, private, and there he found his
mother waiting for him.

"This is very sad," she said, when their first greetings were over.

"About old Tappitt? yes, it is; but what could I do, mother? He's a
stupid old man, and pig-headed. He would quarrel with me, so that
I was obliged to leave the house. If you and Mary like to come into
lodgings while you stay here, I can get rooms for you."

But Mrs. Rowan explained that she herself did not wish to come to
any absolute or immediate rupture with Mrs. Tappitt. Of course their
visit would be shortened, but Mrs. Tappitt was disposed to be very
civil, as were the girls. Then Mrs. Rowan suggested whether there
might not be a reconciliation between Luke and the brewery family.

"But, mother, I have not quarrelled with the family."

"It comes to the same thing, Luke; does it not? Don't you think you
could say something civil to Mr. Tappitt, so as to--to bring him
round again? He's older than you are, you know, Luke."

Rowan perceived at once that his mother was ranging herself on the
Tappitt side in the contest, and was therefore ready to fight with
so much the more vigour. He was accustomed to yield to his mother in
all little things, Mrs. Rowan being a woman who liked such yieldings;
but for some time past he had held his own against her in all greater
matters. Now and again, for an hour or so, she would show that she
was vexed; but her admiration for him was so genuine, and her love so
strong, that this vexation never endured, and Luke had been taught
to think that his judgment was to be held supreme in all their joint
concerns. "Yes, mother, he is older than I am; but I do not know that
I can say anything particularly civil to him,--that is, more civil
than what I have said. The civility which he wants is the surrender
of my rights. I can't be so civil as that."

"No, Luke, I should be the last to ask you to surrender any of your
rights; you must be sure of that. But--oh, Luke, if what I hear is
true I shall be so unhappy!"

"And what have you heard, mother?"

"I am afraid all this is not about the brewery altogether."

"But it is about the brewery altogether;--about that and about
nothing else to any smallest extent. I don't at all know what you
mean."

"Luke, is there no young lady in the case?"

"Young lady! in what case;--in the case of my quarrel with old
Tappitt;--whether he and I have had a difference about a young lady?"

"No, Luke; you know I don't mean that."

"But what do you mean, mother?"

"I'm afraid that you know too well. Is there not a young lady whom
you've met at Mrs. Tappitt's, and whom you--you pretend to admire?"

"And suppose there is,--for the sake of the argument,--what has that
to do with my difference with Mr. Tappitt?" As Rowan asked this
question some slight conception of the truth flashed across his mind;
some faint idea came home to him of the connecting link between his
admiration for Rachel Ray and Mr. Tappitt's animosity.

"But is it so, Luke?" asked the anxious mother. "I care much more
about that than I do about all the brewery put together. Nothing
would make me so wretched as to see you make a marriage that was
beneath you."

"I don't think I shall ever make you wretched in that way."

"And you tell me that there is nothing in this that I have
heard;--nothing at all."

"No, by heavens!--I tell you no such thing. I do not know what you
may have heard. That you have heard falsehood and calumny I guess by
your speaking of a marriage that would be beneath me. But, as you
think it right to ask me, I will not deceive you by any subterfuge.
It is my purpose to ask a girl here in Baslehurst to be my wife."

"Then you have not asked her yet."

"You are cross-examining me very closely, mother. If I have not asked
her I am bound to do so; not that any binding is necessary,--for
without being bound I certainly should do so."

"And it is Miss Ray?"

"Yes, it is Miss Ray."

"Oh, Luke, then indeed I shall be very wretched."

"Why so, mother? Have you heard anything against her?"

"Against her! well; I will not say that, for I do not wish to say
anything against any young woman. But do you know who she is, Luke;
and who her mother is? They are quite poor people."

"And is that against them?"

"Not against their moral character certainly, but it is against them
in considering the expediency of a connection with them. You would
hardly wish to marry out of your own station. I am told that the
mother lives in a little cottage, quite in a humble sphere, and that
the sister--"

"I intend to marry neither the mother nor the sister; but Rachel Ray
I do intend to marry,--if she will have me. If I had been left to
myself I should not have told you of this till I had found myself to
be successful; as you have asked me I have not liked to deceive you.
But, mother, do not speak against her if you can say nothing worse of
her than that she is poor."

"You misunderstand me, Luke."

"I hope so. I do not like to think that that objection should be made
by you."

"Of course it is an objection, but it is not the one which I meant
to make. There may be many a young lady whom it would be quite
fitting that you should wish to marry even though she had not got a
shilling. It would be much pleasanter of course that the lady should
have something, though I should never think of making any serious
objection about that. But what I should chiefly look to would be the
young lady herself, and her position in life."

"The young lady herself would certainly be the main thing," said
Luke.

"That's what I say;--the young lady herself and her position in life.
Have you made any inquiries?"

"Yes, I have;--and am almost ashamed of myself for doing so."

"I have no doubt Mrs. Ray is very respectable, but the sort of people
who are her friends are not your friends. Their most particular
friends are the farmer's family that lives near them."

"How was it then that Mrs. Cornbury took her to the party?"

"Ah, yes; I can explain that. And Mrs. Tappitt has told me how sorry
she is that people should have been deceived by what has occurred."
Luke Rowan's brow grew black as Mrs. Tappitt's name was mentioned,
but he said nothing and his mother continued her speech. "Her girls
have been very kind to Miss Ray, inviting her to walk with them and
all that sort of thing, because of her being so much alone without
any companions of her own."

"Oh, that has been it, has it? I thought she had the farmer's family
out near where she lived."

"If you choose to listen to me, Luke, I shall be obliged to you, but
if you take me up at every word in that way, of course I must leave
you." Then she paused, but as Luke said nothing she went on with
her discourse. "It was in that way that she came to know the Miss
Tappitts, and then one of them, the youngest I think, asked her to
come to the party. It was very indiscreet; but Mrs. Tappitt did not
like to go back from her daughter's word, and so the girl was allowed
to come."

"And to make the blunder pass off easily, Mrs. Cornbury was induced
to take her?"

"Mrs. Cornbury happened to be staying with her father, in whose
parish they had lived for many years, and it certainly was very kind
of her. But it has been an unfortunate mistake altogether. The poor
girl has for a moment been lifted out of her proper sphere, and,--as
you must have seen yourself,--hardly knew how to behave herself. It
made Mrs. Tappitt very unhappy."

This was more than Luke Rowan was able to bear. His anger was not
against his own mother, but against the mistress of the brewery. It
was manifest that she had been maligning Rachel, and instigating his
mother to take up the cudgels against her. And he was vexed also
that his mother had not perceived that Rachel held, or was entitled
to hold, among women a much higher position than could be fairly
accorded to Mrs. Tappitt. "I do not care one straw for Mrs. Tappitt's
unhappiness," he said; "and as to Miss Ray's conduct at her house, I
do not think that there was anything in it that did not become her.
I do not know what you mean, the least in the world; and I think you
would have no such idea yourself, if Mrs. Tappitt had not put it into
your head."

"You should not speak in that way to your mother, Luke."

"I must speak strongly when I am defending my wife,--as I hope she
will be. I never heard of anything in my life so little as this
woman's conduct! It is mean, paltry jealousy, and nothing else. You,
as my mother, may think it better that I should not marry."

"But, my dear, I want you to marry."

"Then I will do as you want. Or you may think that I should find some
one with money, or with grand friends, or with a better connection.
It is natural that you should think like this. But why should she
want to belittle a young girl like Rachel Ray,--a girl that her own
daughters call their friend? I'll tell you why, mother. Because
Rachel Ray was admired and they were not."

"Is there anybody in Baslehurst that will say that she is your
equal?"

"I am not disposed to ask any one in Baslehurst just at present; and
I would not advise any one in Baslehurst to volunteer an opinion to
me on the subject. I intend that she shall be my equal,--my equal in
every respect, if I can make her so. I shall certainly ask her to
be my wife; and, mother, as my mind is positively made up on that
point,--as nothing on earth will alter me,--I hope you will teach
yourself to think kindly of her. I should be very unhappy if my house
could not be your home when you may choose to make it so."

But Mrs. Rowan, much as she was accustomed to yield to her son, could
not bring herself to yield in this matter,--or, at least, not to
yield with grace. She felt that the truth and wisdom all lay on her
side in the argument, though she knew that she had lacked words in
which to carry it on. She declared to herself that she was not at all
inclined to despise anybody for living in a small cottage, or for
being poor. She would have been delighted to be very civil to Mrs.
Ray herself, and could have patronized Rachel quite as kindly, though
perhaps not so graciously, as Mrs. Cornbury had done. But it was a
different thing when her son came to think of making this young woman
his wife! Old Mrs. Cornbury would have been very sorry to see either
of her sons make such an alliance. When anything so serious as
marriage was to be considered, it was only proper to remember that
Mrs. Ray lived in a cottage, and that farmer Sturt was her friend and
neighbour. But to all this prudence and wisdom Luke would not listen
at all, and at last Mrs. Rowan left him in dudgeon. Foolish and hasty
as he was, he could, as she felt, talk better than she could; and
therefore she retreated, feeling that she had been worsted. "I have
done my duty," said she, going away. "I have warned you. Of course
you are your own master and can do as you please." Then she left him,
refusing his escort, and in the last fading light of the long summer
evening, made her way back to the brewery.

Luke's first impulse was to start off instantly to the cottage, and
settle the matter out of hand; but before he had taken up his hat
for this purpose he remembered that he could not very well call at
Bragg's End on such a mission at eleven o'clock at night; so he threw
himself back on the hotel sofa, and gave vent to his feelings against
the Tappitt family. He would make them understand that they were not
going to master him. He had come down there disposed to do them all
manner of kindness,--to the extent even of greatly improving their
fortunes by improving the brewing business,--and they had taken
upon themselves to treat him as though he were a dependent. He did
not tell himself that a plot had been made to catch him for one of
the girls; but he accused them of jealousy, meanness, selfishness,
and all those sins and abominations by which such a plot would be
engendered. When, about an hour afterwards, he took himself off to
bed, he was full of wrath, and determined to display his wrath early
on the morrow. As he prayed for forgiveness on condition that he
forgave others, his conscience troubled him; but he gulped it down,
and went on with his angry feelings till sleep came upon him.

But in the morning some of this bitterness had worn away. His last
resolve overnight had been to go to the brewery before breakfast, at
which period of the day Mr. Tappitt was always to be found for half
an hour in his counting-house, and curtly tell the brewer that all
further negotiations between them must be made by their respective
lawyers; but as he was dressing, he reflected that Mr. Tappitt's
position was certainly one of difficulty, that amicable arrangements
would still be best if amicable arrangements were possible, and that
something was due to the man who had for so many years been his
uncle's partner. Mr. Tappitt, moreover, was not responsible for
any of those evil things which had been said about Rachel by Mrs.
Tappitt. Therefore, priding himself somewhat on his charity, he
entered Mr. Tappitt's office without the display of any anger on his
face.

The brewer was standing with his back to the empty fireplace, with
his hands behind the tails of his coat, and his eyes fixed upon a
letter which he had just read, and which lay open upon his desk.
Rowan advanced with his hand out, and Tappitt, hesitating a little as
he obeyed the summons, put out his own and just touched that of his
visitor; then hastily he resumed his position, with his arm behind
his coat-tail.

"I have come down," said Rowan, "because I thought it might be well
to have a little chat with you before breakfast."

The letter which lay open on the desk was from Rowan's lawyer in
London, and contained that offer on Rowan's part of a thousand a year
and retirement, to which Luke still looked as the most comfortable
termination of all their difficulties. Luke had almost forgotten that
he had, ten days since, absolutely instructed his lawyer to make the
offer; but there was the offer made, and lying on Tappitt's table.
Tappitt had been considering it for the last five minutes, and every
additional moment had added to the enmity which he felt against
Rowan. Rowan, at twenty-five, no doubt regarded Tappitt, who was
nearer sixty than fifty, as a very old man; but men of fifty-five
do not like to be so regarded, and are not anxious to be laid upon
shelves by their juniors. And, moreover, where was Tappitt to find
his security for the thousand a year,--as he had not failed to remark
to himself on his first glance over the lawyer's letter. Buy him
out, indeed, and lay him on one side! He hated Rowan with all his
heart;--and his hatred was much more bitter in its nature than
that which Rowan was capable of feeling for him. He remembered the
champagne; he remembered the young man's busy calling for things
in his own house; he remembered the sneers against the beer, and
the want of respect with which his experience in the craft had been
treated. Buy him out! No; not as long as he had a five-pound note to
spend, or a leg to stand upon. He was strong in his resolution now,
and capable of strength, for Mrs. Tappitt was also on his side. Mrs.
Rowan had not quite kept her secret as to what had transpired at the
inn, and Mrs. Tappitt was certain that Rachel Ray had succeeded. When
Tappitt declared that morning that he would fight it out to the last,
Mrs. T. applauded his courage.

"Oh! a little chat, is it?" said Tappitt. "About this letter that
I've just got, I suppose;" and he gave a contemptuous poke to the
epistle with one of his hands.

"What letter?" asked Rowan.

"Come now, young man, don't let us have any humbug and trickery,
whatever we may do. If there's anything I do hate, it's deceit."

All Rowan's wrath returned upon him instantly, redoubled and trebled
in its energy. "What do you mean, sir?" said he. "Who is trying to
deceive anybody? How dare you speak to me in such language as that?"

"Now, look here, Mr. Rowan. This letter comes from your man in Craven
Street, as of course you know very well. You have chosen to put our
business in the hands of the lawyers, and in the hands of the lawyers
it shall remain. I have been very wrong in attempting to have any
dealings with you. I should have known what sort of a man you were
before I let you put your foot in the concern. But I know enough of
you now, and, if you please, you'll keep yourself on the other side
of those gates for the future. D'ye hear me? Unless you wish to be
turned out by the men, don't you put your feet inside the brewery
premises any more." And Tappitt's face as he uttered these words was
a face very unpleasant to behold.

Luke was so astounded that he could not bethink himself at the moment
of the most becoming words in which to answer his enemy. His first
idea had prompted him to repudiate all present knowledge of the
lawyer's letter, seeing that the lawyer's letter had been the ground
of that charge against him of deceit. But having been thus kicked
out,--kicked out as far as words could kick him, and threatened with
personal violence should those words not be obeyed, he found himself
unable to go back to the lawyer's letter. "I should like to see any
one of your men dare to touch me," said he.

"You shall see it very soon if you don't take yourself off," said
Tappitt. Luckily the men were gone to breakfast, and opportunity for
violence was wanting.

Luke looked round, and then remembered that he and Tappitt were
probably alone in the place. "Mr. Tappitt," said he, "you're a very
foolish man."

"I dare say," said Tappitt; "very foolish not to give up my own
bread, and my wife's and children's bread, to an adventurer like
you."

"I have endeavoured to treat you with kindness and also with honesty,
and because you differ from me, as of course you have a right to do,
you think it best to insult me with all the Billingsgate you can
muster."

"If you don't go out of my counting-house, young man, I'll see if I
can't put you out myself;" and Tappitt, in spite of his fifty-five
years, absolutely put his hand down upon the poker.

There is no personal encounter in which a young man is so sure to
come by the worst as in that with a much older man. This is so surely
the case that it ought to be considered cowardly in an old man to
attack a young one. If an old man hit a young man over the head with
a walking-stick, what can the young man do, except run away to avoid
a second blow? Then the old man, if he be a wicked old man, as so
many are, tells all his friends that he has licked the young man.
Tappitt would certainly have acted in this way if the weapon in his
hand had been a stick instead of a poker. But Tappitt, when he saw
his own poker in his own hand, was afraid of it. If a woman attack a
man with a knife, the man will be held to have fought fairly, though
he shall have knocked her down in the encounter. And so also with an
old man, if he take a poker instead of a stick, the world will refuse
to him the advantage of his gray hairs. Some such an idea as this
came upon Tappitt--by instinct, and thus, though he still held the
poker, he refrained his hand.

"The man must be mad this morning," said Rowan, standing firmly
before him, with his two hands fixed upon his hips.

"Am I to send for the police?" said Tappitt.

"For a mad-doctor, I should think," said Rowan. Then Tappitt turned
round and rang a bell very violently. But as the bell was intended
to summon some brewery servant who was now away at his breakfast, it
produced no result.

"But I have no intention of staying here against your wish, Mr.
Tappitt, whether you're mad or only foolish. This matter must of
course be settled by the lawyers now, and I shall not again come on
to these premises unless I acquire a legal right to do so as the
owner of them." And then, having so spoken, Luke Rowan walked off.

Growling inwardly Tappitt deposited the poker within the upright
fender, and thrusting his hands into his trousers pockets stood
scowling at the door through which his enemy had gone. He knew that
he had been wrong; he knew that he had been very foolish. He was a
man who had made his way upwards through the world with fair success,
and had walked his way not without prudence. He had not been a man
of violence, or prone to an illicit use of pokers. He had never been
in difficulty for an assault; and had on his conscience not even
the blood of a bloody nose, or the crime of a blackened eye. He was
hard-working and peaceable; had been churchwarden three times, and
mayor of Baslehurst once. He was poor-law guardian and way-warden,
and filled customarily the various offices of a steady good citizen.
What had he to do with pokers, unless it were to extract heat
from his coals? He was ashamed of himself as he stood scowling at
the door. One fault he perhaps had; and of that fault he had been
ruthlessly told by lips that should have been sealed for ever on
such a subject. He brewed bad beer; and by whom had this been thrown
in his teeth? By Bungall's nephew,--by Bungall's heir,--by him who
claimed to stand in Bungall's shoes within that establishment! Who
had taught him to brew beer--bad or good? Had it not been Bungall?
And now, because in his old age he would not change these things, and
ruin himself in a vain attempt to make some beverage that should look
bright to the eye, he was to be turned out of his place by this chip
from the Bungall block, this stave out of one of Bungall's vats!
"_Ruat coelum, fiat justitia_," he said, as he walked forth to his
own breakfast. He spoke to himself in other language, indeed, though
the Roman's sentiment was his own. "I'll stand on my rights, though I
have to go into the poor-house."



CHAPTER XIV.

LUKE ROWAN PAYS A SECOND VISIT TO BRAGG'S END.


Early after breakfast on that morning,--that morning on which Tappitt
had for a moment thought of braining Luke Rowan with the poker,--Mrs.
Ray started from the cottage on her mission into Baslehurst. She was
going to see her daughter, Mrs. Prime, at Miss Pucker's lodgings, and
felt sure that the object of her visit was to be a further discourse
on the danger of admitting that wolf Rowan into the sheepfold at
Bragg's End. She would willingly have avoided the conference had she
been able to do so, knowing well that Mrs. Prime would get the better
of her in words when called upon to talk without having Rachel at her
back. And indeed she was not happy in her mind. It had been conceded
at the cottage as an understood thing that Rachel was to have this
man as her lover; but what, if after all, the man didn't mean to be a
lover in the proper sense; and what, if so meaning, he should still
turn out to be a lover of a bad sort,--a worldly, good-for-nothing,
rakish lover? "I wonder," says the wicked man in the play, "I wonder
any man alive would ever rear a daughter!" Mrs. Ray knew nothing of
the play, and had she done so, she would not have repeated such a
line. But the hardness of the task which Providence had allotted
to her struck her very forcibly on this morning. Rachel was dearer
to her than aught else in the world. For Rachel's happiness she
would have made any sacrifice. In Rachel's presence, and sweet
smile, and winning caresses was the chief delight of her existence.
Nevertheless, in these days the possession of Rachel was hardly a
blessing to her. The responsibility was so great; and, worse than
that as regarded her own comfort, the doubts were so numerous; and
then, they recurred over and over again, as often as they were
settled!

"I'm sure I don't know what she can have to say to me." Mrs. Ray, as
she spoke, was tying on her bonnet, and Rachel was standing close to
her with her light summer shawl.

"It will be the old story, mamma, I'm afraid; my terrible iniquity
and backslidings, because I went to the ball, and because I won't go
to Miss Pucker's. She'll want you to say that I shall go, or else be
sent to bed without my supper."

"That's nonsense, Rachel. Dorothea knows very well that I can't make
you go." Mrs. Ray was wont to become mildly petulant when things went
against her.

"But, mamma, you don't want me to go?"

"I don't suppose it's about Miss Pucker at all. It's about that other
thing."

"You mean Mr. Rowan."

"Yes, my dear. I'm sure I don't know what's for the best. When she
gets me to herself she does say such terrible things to me that it
quite puts me in a heat to have to go to her. I don't think anybody
ought to say those sort of things to me except a clergyman, or a
person's parents, or a schoolmaster, or masters and mistresses,
or such like." Rachel thought so too,--thought that at any rate a
daughter should not so speak to such a mother as was her mother; but
on that subject she said nothing.

"And I don't like going to that Miss Pucker's house," continued Mrs.
Ray. "I'm sure I don't want her to come here. I wouldn't go, only I
said that I would."

"I would go now, if I were you, mamma."

"Of course I shall go; haven't I got myself ready?"

"But I would not let her go on in that way."

"That's very easy said, Rachel; but how am I to help it? I can't tell
her to hold her tongue; and if I did, she wouldn't. If I am to go I
might as well start. I suppose there's cold lamb enough for dinner?"

"Plenty, I should think."

"And if I find poultry cheap, I can bring a chicken home in my
basket, can't I?" And so saying, with her mind full of various cares,
Mrs. Ray walked off to Baslehurst.

"I wonder when he'll come." Rachel, as she said or thought these
words, stood at the open door of the cottage looking after her mother
as she made her way across the green. It was a delicious midsummer
day, warm with the heat of the morning sun, but not yet oppressed
with the full blaze of its noonday rays. The air was alive with
the notes of birds, and the flowers were in their brightest beauty.
"I wonder when he'll come." None of those doubts which so harassed
her mother troubled her mind. Other doubts there were. Could it be
possible that he would like her well enough to wish to make her his
own? Could it be that any one so bright, so prosperous in the world,
so clever, so much above herself in all worldly advantages, should
come and seek her as his wife,--take her from their little cottage
and lowly ways of life? When he had first said that he would come
to Bragg's End, she declared to herself that it would be well that
he should see in how humble a way they lived. He would not call her
Rachel after that, she said to herself; or, if he did, he should
learn from her that she knew how to rebuke a man who dared to take
advantage of the humility of her position. He had come, and he had
not called her Rachel. He had come, and taking advantage of her
momentary absence, had spoken of her behind her back as a lover
speaks, and had told his love honestly to her mother. In Rachel's
view of the matter no lover could have carried himself with better
decorum or with a sweeter grace; but because he had so done, she
would not hold him to be bound to her. He had been carried away by
his feelings too rapidly, and had not as yet known how poor and lowly
they were. He should still have opened to him a clear path backwards.
Then if the path backwards were not to his mind, then in that case--.
I am not sure that Rachel ever declared to herself in plain terms
what in such case would happen; but she stood at the door as though
she was minded to stand there till he should appear upon the green.

"I wonder when he'll come." She had watched her mother's figure
disappear along the lane, and had plucked a flower or two to pieces
before she returned within the house. He will not come till the
evening, she determined,--till the evening, when his day's work in
the brewery would be over. Then she thought of the quarrel between
him and Tappitt, and wondered what it might be. She was quite sure
that Tappitt was wrong, and thought of him at once as an obstinate,
foolish, pigheaded old man. Yes; he would come to her, and she would
take care to be provided in that article of cream which he pretended
to love so well. She would not have to run away again. But how lucky
on that previous evening had been that necessity, seeing that it had
given opportunity for that great display of a lover's excellence on
Rowan's part. Having settled all this in her mind, she went into the
house, and was beginning to think of her household work, when she
heard a man's steps in the passage. She went at once out from the
sitting-room, and encountered Luke Rowan at the door.

"How d'ye do?" said he. "Is Mrs. Ray at home?"

"Mamma?--no. You must have met her on the road if you've come from
Baslehurst."

"But I could not meet her on the road, because I've come across the
fields."

"Oh!--that accounts for it."

"And she's away in Baslehurst, is she?"

"She's gone in to see my sister, Mrs. Prime." Rachel, still standing
at the door of the sitting-room, made no attempt of asking Rowan into
the parlour.

"And mayn't I come in?" he said. Rachel was absolutely ignorant
whether, under such circumstances, she ought to allow him to enter.
But there he was, in the house, and at any rate she could not turn
him out.

"I'm afraid you'll have to wait a long time if you wait for mamma,"
she said, slightly making way, so that he obtained admittance. Was
she not a hypocrite? Did she not know that Mrs. Ray's absence would
be esteemed by him as a great gain, and not a loss? Why did she
thus falsely talk of his waiting a long time? Dogs fight with their
teeth, and horses with their heels; swans with their wings, and cats
with their claws;--so also do women use such weapons as nature has
provided for them.

"I came specially to see you," said he; "not but what I should be
very glad to see your mother, too, if she comes back before I am
gone. But I don't suppose she will, for you won't let me stay so long
as that."

"Well, now you mention it, I don't think I shall, for I have got ever
so many things to do;--the dinner to get ready, and the house to look
after." This she did by way of making him acquainted with her mode
of life,--according to the plan which she had arranged for her own
guidance.

He had come into the room, had put down his hat, and had got himself
up to the window, so that his back was turned to her. "Rachel," he
said, turning round quickly, and speaking almost suddenly. Now he had
called her Rachel again, but she could find at the moment no better
way of answering him than by the same plaintive objection which she
had made before. "You shouldn't call me by my name in that way, Mr.
Rowan; you know you shouldn't."

"Did your mother tell you what I said to her yesterday?" he asked.

"What you said yesterday?"

"Yes, when you were away across the green."

"What you said to mamma?"

"Yes; I know she told you. I see it in your face. And I am glad she
did so. May I not call you Rachel now?"

As they were placed the table was still between them, so that he was
debarred from making any outward sign of his presence as a lover.
He could not take her hand and press it. She stood perfectly silent,
looking down upon the table on which she leaned, and gave no answer
to his question. "May I not call you Rachel now?" he said, repeating
the question.

I hope it will be understood that Rachel was quite a novice at this
piece of work which she now had in hand. It must be the case that
very many girls are not novices. A young lady who has rejected the
first half-dozen suitors who have asked for her love, must probably
feel herself mistress of the occasion when she rejects the seventh,
and will not be quite astray when she accepts the eighth. There
are, moreover, young ladies who, though they may have rejected and
accepted none, have had so wide an advantage in society as to be
able, when the moment comes, to have their wits about them. But
Rachel had known nothing of what is called society, and had never
before known either the trouble or the joy of being loved. So when
the question was pressed upon her, she trembled, and felt that her
breath was failing her. She had filled herself full of resolutions
as to what she would do when this moment came,--as to how she would
behave and what words she would utter. But all that was gone from her
now. She could only stand still and tremble. Of course he might call
her Rachel;--might call her what he pleased. To him, with his wider
experience, that now became manifest enough.

"You must give me leave for more than that, Rachel, if you would
not send me away wretched. You must let me call you my own." Then
he moved round the table towards her; and as he moved, though she
retreated from him, she did not retreat with a step as rapid as his
own. "Rachel,"--and he put out his hand to her--"I want you to be my
wife." She allowed the tips of her fingers to turn themselves toward
him, as though unable altogether to refuse the greeting which he
offered her, but as she did so she turned away from him, and bent
down her head. She had heard all she wanted to hear. Why did he not
go away, and leave her to think of it? He had named to her the word
so sacred between man and woman. He had said that he sought her for
his wife. What need was there that he should stay longer?

He got her hand in his, and then passed his arm round her waist.
"Say, love; say, Rachel;--shall it be so? Nay, but I will have an
answer from you. You shall look it to me, if you will not speak it;"
and he got his head round over her shoulder, as though to look into
her eyes.

"Oh, Mr. Rowan; pray don't;--pray don't pull me."

"But, dearest, say a word to me. You must say some word. Can you
learn to love me, Rachel?"

Learn to love him! The lesson had come to her very easily. How was it
possible, she had once thought, not to love him.

"Say a word to me," said Rowan, still struggling to look into her
face; "one word, and then I will let you go."

"What word?"

"Say to me, 'Dear Luke, I will be your wife.'"

She remained for a moment quite passive in his hands, trying to say
it, but the words would not come. Of course she would be his wife.
Why need he trouble her further?

"Nay, but, Rachel, you shall speak, or I will stay with you here till
your mother comes, and she shall answer for you. If you had disliked
me I think you would have said so."

"I don't dislike you," she whispered.

"And do you love me?" She slightly bowed her head. "And you will be
my wife?" Again she went through the same little piece of acting.
"And I may call you Rachel now?" In answer to this question she shook
herself free from his slackened grasp, and escaped away across the
room.

"You cannot forbid me now. Come and sit down by me, for of course I
have got much to say to you. Come and sit down, and indeed I will not
trouble you again."

Then she went to him very slowly, and sat with him, leaving her hand
in his, listening to his words, and feeling in her heart the full
delight of having such a lover. Of the words that were then spoken,
but very few came from her lips; he told her all his story of the
brewery quarrel, and was very eloquent and droll in describing
Tappitt as he brandished the poker.

"And was he going to hit you with it?" said Rachel, with all her eyes
open.

"Well, he didn't hit me," said Luke; "but to look at him he seemed
mad enough to do anything." Then he told her how at the present
moment he was living at the inn, and how it became necessary, from
this unfortunate quarrel, that he should go at once to London. "But
under no circumstances would I have gone," said he, pressing her hand
very closely, "without an answer from you."

"But you ought not to think of anything like that when you are in
such trouble."

"Ought I not? Well, but I do, you see." Then he explained to her that
part of his project consisted in his marrying her out of hand,--at
once. He would go up to London for a week or two, and then, coming
back, be married in the course of the next month.

"Oh, Mr. Rowan, that would be impossible."

"You must not call me Mr. Rowan, or I shall call you Miss Ray."

"But indeed it would be impossible."

"Why impossible?"

"Indeed it would. You can ask mamma;--or rather, you had better give
over thinking of it. I haven't had time yet even to make up my mind
what you are like."

"But you say that you love me."

"So I do, but I suppose I ought not; for I'm sure I don't know what
you are like yet. It seems to me that you're very fond of having
your own way, sir;--and so you ought," she added; "but really you
can't have your own way in that. Nobody ever heard of such a thing.
Everybody would think we were mad."

"I shouldn't care one straw for that."

"Ah, but I should,--a great many straws."

He sat there for two hours, telling her of all things appertaining to
himself. He explained to her that, irrespective of the brewery, he
had an income sufficient to support a wife,--"though not enough to
make her a fine lady like Mrs. Cornbury," he said.

"If you can give me bread and cheese, it's as much as I have a right
to expect," said Rachel.

"I have over four hundred a year," said he: and Rachel, hearing it,
thought that he could indeed support a wife. Why should a man with
four hundred a year want to brew beer?

"But I have got nothing," said Rachel; "not a farthing."

"Of course not," said Rowan; "it is my theory that unmarried girls
never ought to have anything. If they have, they ought to be
considered as provided for, and then they shouldn't have husbands.
And I rather think it would be better if men didn't have anything
either, so that they might be forced to earn their bread. Only they
would want capital."

Rachel listened to it all with the greatest content, and most
unalloyed happiness. She did not quite understand him, but she
gathered from his words that her own poverty was not a reproach in
his eyes, and that he under no circumstances would have looked for
a wife with a fortune. Her happiness was unalloyed at all she heard
from him, till at last he spoke of his mother.

"And does she dislike me?" asked Rachel, with dismay.

"It isn't that she dislikes you, but she's staying with that Mrs.
Tappitt, who is furious against me because,--I suppose it's because
of this brewery row. But indeed I can't understand it. A week ago I
was at home there; now I daren't show my nose in the house, and have
been turned out of the brewery this morning with a poker."

"I hope it's nothing about me," said Rachel.

"How can it be about you?"

"Because I thought Mrs. Tappitt looked at the ball as though--. But I
suppose it didn't mean anything."

"It ought to be a matter of perfect indifference whether it meant
anything or not."

"But how can it be so about your mother? If this is ever to lead to
anything--"

"Lead to anything! What it will lead to is quite settled."

"You know what I mean. But how could I become your wife if your
mother did not wish it?"

"Look here, Rachel; that's all very proper for a girl, I dare say.
If your mother thought I was not fit to be your husband, I won't say
but what you ought to take her word in such a matter. But it isn't
so with a man. It will make me very unhappy if my mother cannot be
friends with my wife; but no threats of hers to that effect would
prevent me from marrying, nor should they have any effect upon you.
I'm my own master, and from the nature of things I must look out for
myself."

This was all very grand and masterful on Rowan's part, and might in
theory be true; but there was that in it which made Rachel uneasy,
and gave to her love its first shade of trouble. She could not be
quite happy as Luke's promised bride, if she knew that she would not
be welcomed to that place by Luke's mother. And then what right had
she to think it probable that Luke's mother would give her such a
welcome? At that first meeting, however, she said but little herself
on the subject. She had pledged to him her troth, and she would not
attempt to go back from her pledge at the first appearance of a
difficulty. She would talk to her own mother, and perhaps his mother
might relent. But throughout it all there ran a feeling of dismay at
the idea of marrying a man whose mother would not willingly receive
her as a daughter!

"But you must go," said she at last. "Indeed you must. I have things
to do, if you have nothing."

"I'm the idlest man in the world at the present moment. If you turn
me out I can only go and sit at the inn."

"Then you must go and sit at the inn. If you stay any longer mamma
won't have any dinner."

"If that's so, of course I'll go. But I shall come back to tea."

As Rachel gave no positive refusal to this proposition, Rowan took
his departure on the understanding that he might return.

"Good-bye," said he. "When I come this evening I shall expect you to
walk with me."

"Oh, I don't know," said she.

"Yes, you will; and we will see the sun set again, and you will not
run from me this evening as though I were an ogre." As he spoke he
took her in his arms and held her, and kissed her before she had
time to escape from him. "You're mine altogether now," said he, "and
nothing can sever us. God bless you, Rachel!"

"Good-bye, Luke," and then they parted.

She had told him to go, alleging her household duties as her ground
for dismissing him; but when he was gone she did not at once betake
herself to her work. She sat on the seat which he had shared with
her, thinking of the thing which she had done. She was now betrothed
to this man as his wife, the only man towards whom her fancy had ever
turned with the slightest preference. So far love for her had run
very smoothly. From her first meetings with him, on those evenings
in which she had hardly spoken to him, his form had filled her eye,
and his words had filled her mind. She had learned to love to see him
before she understood what her heart was doing for her. Gradually,
but very quickly, all her vacant thoughts had been given to him, and
he had become the hero of her life. Now, almost before she had had
time to question herself on the matter, he was her affianced husband.
It had all been so quick and so very gracious that she seemed to
tremble at her own good fortune. There was that one little cloud in
the sky,--that frown on his mother's brow; but now, in the first
glow of her happiness, she could not bring herself to believe that
this cloud would bring a storm. So she sat there dreaming of her
happiness, and longing for her mother's return that she might tell
it all;--that it might be talked of hour after hour, and that Luke's
merits might receive their fitting mention. Her mother was not a
woman who on such an occasion would stint the measure of her praise,
or refuse her child the happiness of her sympathy.

But Rachel knew that she must not let the whole morning pass by in
idle dreams, happy as those dreams were, and closely as they were
allied to her waking life. After a while she jumped up with a start.
"I declare there will be nothing done. Mamma will want her dinner
though I'm ever so much going to be married."

But she had not been long on foot, or done much in preparation of the
cold lamb which it was intended they should eat that day, before she
heard her mother's footsteps on the gravel path. She ran out to the
front door full of her own news, though hardly knowing as yet in what
words she would tell it; but of her mother's news, of any tidings
which there might be to tell as to that interview which had just
taken place in Baslehurst, Rachel did not think much. Nothing that
Dorothea could say would now be of moment. So at least Rachel
flattered herself. And as for Dorothea and all her growlings, had
they not chiefly ended in this;--that the young man did not intend
to present himself as a husband? But he had now done so in a manner
which Rachel felt to be so satisfactory that even Dorothea's
criticism must be disarmed. So Rachel, as she met her mother, thought
only of the tale which she had to tell, and nothing of that which she
was to hear.

But Mrs. Ray was so full of her tale, was so conscious of the fact
that her tidings were entitled to the immediate and undivided
attention of her daughter, and from their first greeting on the
gravel path was so ready with her words, that Rachel, with all the
story of her happiness, was for a while obliterated.

"Oh, my dear," said Mrs. Ray, "I have such news for you!"

"So have I, mamma, news for you," said Rachel, putting out her hand
to her mother.

"I never was so warm in my life. Do let me get in; oh dear, oh
dear! It's no good looking in the basket, for when I came away from
Dorothea I was too full of what I had just heard to think of buying
anything."

"What have you heard, mamma?"

"I'm sure I hope she'll be happy; I'm sure I do. But it's a great
venture, a terribly great venture."

"What is it, mamma?" And Rachel, though she could not yet think that
her mother's budget could be equal in importance to her own, felt
that there was that which it was necessary that she should hear.

"Your sister is going to be married to Mr. Prong."

"Dolly?"

"Yes, my dear. It's a great venture; but if any woman can live
happy with such a man, she can do so. She's troubled about her
money;--that's all."

"Marry Mr. Prong! I suppose she may if she likes. Oh dear! I can't
think I shall ever like him."

"I never spoke to him yet, so perhaps I oughtn't to say; but he
doesn't look a nice man to my eyes. But what are looks, my dear?
They're only skin deep; we ought all of us to remember that always,
Rachel; they're only skin deep; and if, as she says, she only wants
to work in the vineyard, she won't mind his being so short. I dare
say he's honest;--at least I'm sure I hope he is."

"I should think he's honest, at any rate, or he wouldn't be what he
is."

"There's some of them are so very fond of money;--that is, if all
that we hear is true. Perhaps he mayn't care about it; let us hope
that he doesn't; but if so he's a great exception. However, she means
to have it tied up as close as possible, and I think she's right.
Where would she be if he was to go away some fine morning and leave
her? You see, he's got nobody belonging to him. I own I do like
people who have got people belonging to them; you feel sure, in a
sort of way, that they'll go on living in their own houses."

Rachel immediately reflected that Luke Rowan had people belonging to
him,--very nice people,--and that everybody knew who he was and from
whence he came.

"But she has quite made up her mind about it," continued Mrs. Ray;
"and when I saw that I didn't say very much against it. What was
the use? It isn't as though he wasn't quite respectable. He is a
clergyman, you know, my dear, though he never was at any of the
regular colleges; and he might be a bishop, just as much as if he had
been; so they tell me. And I really don't think that she would ever
have come back to the cottage,--not unless you had promised to have
been ruled by her in everything."

"I certainly shouldn't have done that;" and Rachel, as she made this
assurance with some little obstinacy in her voice, told herself that
for the future she meant to be ruled by a very different person
indeed.

"No, I suppose not; and I'm sure I shouldn't have asked you, because
I think it isn't the thing, dragging people away out of their own
parishes, here and there, to anybody's church. And I told her that
though I would of course go and hear Mr. Prong now and then if she
married him, I wouldn't leave Mr. Comfort, not as a regular thing.
But she didn't seem to mind that now, much as she used always to be
saying about it."

"And when is it to be, mamma?"

"On Friday; that is, to-morrow."

"To-morrow!"

"That is, she's to go and tell him to-morrow that she means to take
him,--or he's to come to her at Miss Pucker's lodgings. It's not to
be wondered at when one sees Miss Pucker, really; and I'm not sure
I'd not have done the same if I'd been living with her too; only I
don't think I ever should have begun. I think it's living with Miss
Pucker has made her do it; I do indeed, my dear. Well, now that I
have told you, I suppose I may as well go and get ready for dinner."

"I'll come with you, mamma. The potatoes are strained, and Kitty
can put the things on the table. Mamma"--and now they were on the
stairs,--"I've got something to tell also."

We'll leave Mrs. Ray to eat her dinner, and Rachel to tell her story,
merely adding a word to say that the mother did not stint the measure
of her praise, or refuse her child the happiness of her sympathy.
That evening was probably the happiest of Rachel's existence,
although its full proportions of joy were marred by an unforeseen
occurrence. At four o'clock a note came from Rowan to his "Dearest
Rachel," saying that he had been called away by telegraph to London
about that "horrid brewery business." He would write from there. But
Rachel was almost as happy without him, talking about him, as she
would have been in his presence, listening to him.



CHAPTER XV.

MATERNAL ELOQUENCE.


On the Friday morning there was a solemn conference at the brewery
between Mrs. Tappitt and Mrs. Rowan. Mrs. Rowan found herself to be
in some difficulty as to the line of action which she ought to take,
and the alliances which she ought to form. She was passionately
attached to her son, and for Mrs. Tappitt she had no strong liking.
But then she was very averse to this proposed marriage with Rachel
Ray, and was willing for a while to make a treaty with Mrs. Tappitt,
offensive and defensive, as against her own son, if by doing so she
could put a stop to so outrageous a proceeding on his part. He had
seen her before he started for London, and had told her both the
occurrences of the day. He had described to her how Tappitt had
turned him out of the brewery, poker in hand, and how, in consequence
of Tappitt's "pig-headed obstinacy," it was now necessary that their
joint affairs should be set right by the hand of the law. He had then
told her also that there was no longer any room for doubt or argument
between them as regarding Rachel. He had gone out to Bragg's End
that morning, had made his offer, and had been accepted. His mother
therefore would see,--so he surmised,--that, as any opposition on her
part must now be futile, she might as well take Rachel to her heart
at once. He went so far as to propose to her that she should go over
to Rachel in his absence,--"it would be very gracious if you could do
it to-morrow, mother," he said,--and go through that little process
of taking her future daughter-in-law to her heart. But in answer
to this Mrs. Rowan said very little. She said very little, but she
looked much. "My dear, I cannot move so quick as you do; I am older.
I am afraid, however, that you have been rash." He said something,
as on such occasions young men do, as to his privilege of choosing
for himself, as to his knowing what wife would suit him, as to
his contempt for money, and as to the fact,--"the undoubted fact,"
as he declared it,--and in that declaration I am prepared to go
hand-in-hand with him,--that Rachel Ray was a lady. But he was
clear-headed enough to perceive that his mother did not intend to
agree with him. "When we are married she will come round," he said
to himself, and then he took himself off by the night mail train to
London.

Under these circumstances Mrs. Rowan felt that her only chance
of carrying on the battle would be by means of a treaty with Mrs.
Tappitt. Had the affair of the brewery stood alone, Mrs. Rowan would
have ranged herself loyally on the side of her son. She would have
resented the uplifting of that poker, and shown her resentment by an
immediate withdrawal from the brewery. She would have said a word or
two,--a stately word or two,--as to the justice of her son's cause,
and have carried herself and her daughter off to the inn. As things
were now, her visit to the brewery must no doubt be curtailed in its
duration; but in the mean time might not a blow be struck against
that foolish matrimonial project,--an opportune blow, and by the aid
of Mrs. Tappitt? Therefore on that Friday morning, when Mr. Prong
was listening with enraptured ears to Mrs. Prime's acceptance of
his suit,--under certain pecuniary conditions,--Mrs. Rowan and Mrs.
Tappitt were sitting in conference at the brewery.

They agreed together at that meeting that Rachel Ray was the head and
front of the whole offence, the source of all the evil done and to
be done, and the one great sinner in the matter. It was clear to Mrs.
Rowan that Rachel could have no just pretensions to look for such a
lover or such a husband as her son; and it was equally clear to Mrs.
Tappitt that she could have had no right to seek a lover or a husband
out of the brewery. If Rachel Ray had not been there all might have
gone smoothly for both of them. Mrs. Tappitt did not, perhaps, argue
very logically as to the brewery business, or attempt to show either
to herself or to her ally that Luke Rowan would have made himself an
agreeable partner if he had kept himself free from all love vagaries;
but she was filled with an indefinite woman's idea that the mischief,
which she felt, had been done by Rachel Ray, and that against Rachel
and Rachel's pretensions her hand should be turned.

They resolved therefore that they would go out together and call at
the cottage. Mrs. Tappitt knew, from long neighbourhood, of what
stuff Mrs. Ray was made. "A very good sort of woman," she said
to Mrs. Rowan, "and not at all headstrong and perverse like her
daughter. If we find the young lady there we must ask her mamma to
see us alone." To this proposition Mrs. Rowan assented, not eagerly,
but with a slow, measured, dignified assent, feeling that she was
derogating somewhat from her own position in allowing herself to
be led by such a one as Mrs. Tappitt. It was needful that on this
occasion she should act with Mrs. Tappitt and connect herself
with the Tappitt interests; but all this she did with an air that
distinctly claimed for herself a personal superiority. If Mrs.
Tappitt did not perceive and understand this, it was her fault, and
not Mrs. Rowan's.

At two o'clock they stepped into a fly at the brewery door and had
themselves driven out to Bragg's End.

"Mamma, there's a carriage," said Rachel.

"It can't be coming here," said Mrs. Ray.

"But it is; it's the fly from the Dragon. I know it by the man's
white hat. And, oh dear, there's Mrs. Rowan and Mrs. Tappitt! Mamma,
I shall go away." And Rachel, without another word, escaped out into
the garden. She escaped, utterly heedless of her mother's little weak
prayer that she would remain. She went away quickly, so that not a
skirt of her dress might be visible. She felt instantly, by instinct,
that these two women had come out there especially as her enemies,
as upsetters of her happiness, as opponents of her one great hope in
life; and she knew that she could not fight her battle with them face
to face. She could not herself maintain her love stoutly and declare
her intention of keeping her lover to his word; and yet she did
intend to maintain her love, not doubting that he would be true to
his word without any effort on her part. Her mother would make a
very poor fight,--of that she was quite well aware. It would have
been well if her mother could have run away also. But, as that could
not be, her mother must be left to succumb, and the fight must be
carried on afterwards as best it might. The two ladies remained
at the cottage for about an hour, and during that time Rachel was
sequestered in the garden, hardening her heart against all enemies to
her love. If Luke would only stand by her, she would certainly stand
by him.

There was a good deal of ceremony between the three ladies when they
first found themselves together in Mrs. Ray's parlour. Mrs. Rowan
and Mrs. Tappitt were large and stiff in their draperies, and did
not fit themselves easily in among Mrs. Ray's small belongings;
and they were stately in their demeanour, conscious that they were
visiting an inferior, and conscious also that they were there on no
friendly mission. But the interview was commenced with a show of much
civility. Mrs. Tappitt introduced Mrs. Rowan in due form, and Mrs.
Rowan made her little bow, if with some self-asserting supremacy,
still with fitting courtesy. Mrs. Ray hoped that Mrs. Tappitt and
the young ladies were quite well, and then there was a short silence,
very oppressive to Mrs. Ray, but refreshing rather than otherwise to
Mrs. Rowan. It gave a proper business aspect to the visit, and paved
the way for serious words.

"Miss Rachel is out, I suppose," said Mrs. Tappitt.

"Yes, she is out," said Mrs. Ray. "But she's about the place
somewhere, if you want to see her." This she added in her weakness,
not knowing how she was to sustain the weight of such an interview
alone.

"Perhaps it is as well that she should be away just at present," said
Mrs. Rowan, firmly but mildly.

"Quite as well," said Mrs. Tappitt, as firmly, but less mildly.

"Because we wish to say a few words to you, Mrs. Ray," said Mrs.
Rowan.

"That is what has brought us out so early," said Mrs. Tappitt. It
was only half-past two now, and company visiting was never done at
Baslehurst till after three. "We want to say a few words to you, Mrs.
Ray, about a very serious matter. I'm sure you know how glad I've
always been to see Rachel with my girls, and I had her at our party
the other night, you know. It isn't likely therefore that I should be
disposed to say anything unkind about her."

"At any rate not to me, I hope," said Mrs. Ray.

"Not to anybody. Indeed I'm not given to say unkind things about
people. No one in Baslehurst would give me that character. But the
fact is, Mrs. Ray--"

"Perhaps, Mrs. Tappitt, you'll allow me," said Mrs. Rowan. "He's my
son."

"Oh, yes, certainly;--that is, if you wish it," said Mrs. Tappitt,
drawing herself up in her chair; "but I thought that perhaps, as I
knew Miss Ray so well--"

"If you don't mind, Mrs. Tappitt--" and Mrs. Rowan, as she again took
the words out of her friend's mouth, smiled upon her with a smile of
great efficacy.

"Oh, dear, certainly not," said Mrs. Tappitt, acknowledging by her
concession the superiority of Mrs. Rowan's nature.

"I believe you are aware, Mrs. Ray," said Mrs. Rowan, "that Mr. Luke
Rowan is my son."

"Yes, I'm aware of that."

"And I'm afraid you must be aware also that there have been
some,--some,--some talkings as it were, between him and your
daughter."

"Oh, yes. The truth is, ma'am, that he has offered himself to my
girl, and that she has accepted him. Whether it's for good or for
bad, the open truth is the best, Mrs. Tappitt."

"Truth is truth," said Mrs. Tappitt; "and deception is not truth."

"I didn't think it had gone anything so far as that," said Mrs.
Rowan,--who at the moment, perhaps, forgot that deception is not
truth; "and in saying that he has actually offered himself, you may
perhaps,--without meaning it, of course,--be attributing a more
positive significance to his word than he has intended."

"God forbid!" said Mrs. Ray very solemnly. "That would be a very sad
thing for my poor girl. But I think, Mrs. Rowan, you had better ask
him. If he says he didn't intend it, of course there will be an end
of it, as far as Rachel is concerned."

"I can't ask him just at present," said Mrs. Rowan, "because he has
gone up to London. He went away yesterday afternoon, and there's no
saying when he may be in Baslehurst again."

"If ever--," said Mrs. Tappitt, very solemnly. "Perhaps he has not
told you, Mrs. Ray, that that partnership between him and Mr. T. is
all over."

"He did tell us that there had been words between him and Mr.
Tappitt."

"Words indeed!" said Mrs. Tappitt.

"And therefore it isn't so easy to ask him," said Mrs. Rowan,
ignoring Mrs. Tappitt and the partnership. "But of course, Mrs. Ray,
our object in this matter must be the same. We both wish to see our
children happy and respectable." Mrs. Rowan, as she said this, put
great emphasis on the last word.

"As to my girl, I've no fear whatever but what she'll be
respectable," said Mrs. Ray, with more heat than Mrs. Tappitt had
thought her to possess.

"No doubt; no doubt. But what I'm coming to is this, Mrs. Ray; here
has this boy of mine been behaving foolishly to your daughter, as
young men will do. It may be that he has really said something to her
of the kind you suppose--"

"Said something to her! Why, ma'am, he came out here and asked my
permission to pay his addresses to her, which I didn't answer because
just at that moment Rachel came in from Farmer Sturt's opposite--"

"Farmer Sturt's!" said Mrs. Tappitt to Mrs. Rowan, in an under voice
and nodding her head. Whereupon Mrs. Rowan nodded her head also. One
of the great accusations made against Mrs. Ray had been that she
lived on the Farmer Sturt level, and not on the Tappitt level;--much
less on the Rowan level.

"Yes,--from Farmer Sturt's," continued Mrs. Ray, not at all
understanding this by-play. "So I didn't give him any answer at all."

"You wouldn't encourage him," said Mrs. Rowan.

"I don't know about that; but at any rate he encouraged himself, for
he came again the next morning when I was in Baslehurst."

"I hope Miss Rachel didn't know he was coming in your absence," said
Mrs. Rowan.

"It would look so sly;--wouldn't it?" said Mrs. Tappitt.

"No, she didn't, and she isn't sly at all. If she had known anything
she would have told me. I know what my girl is, Mrs. Rowan, and I
can depend on her." Mrs. Ray's courage was up, and she was inclined
to fight bravely, but she was sadly impeded by tears, which she now
found it impossible to control.

"I'm sure it isn't my wish to distress you," said Mrs. Rowan.

"It does distress me very much, then, for anybody to say that Rachel
is sly."

"I said I hoped she wasn't sly," said Mrs. Tappitt.

"I heard what you said," continued Mrs. Ray; "and I don't see why you
should be speaking against Rachel in that way. The young man isn't
your son."

"No," said Mrs. Tappitt, "indeed he's not;--nor yet he ain't Mr.
Tappitt's partner."

"Nor wishes to be," said Mrs. Rowan, with a toss of her head. It was
a thousand pities that Mrs. Ray had not her wits enough about her to
have fanned into a fire of battle the embers which glowed hot between
her two enemies. Had she done so they might probably have been made
to consume each other,--to her great comfort. "Nor wishes to be!"
Then Mrs. Rowan paused a moment, and Mrs. Tappitt assumed a smile
which was intended to indicate incredulity. "But Mrs. Ray," continued
Mrs. Rowan, "that is neither here nor there. Luke Rowan is my son,
and I certainly have a right to speak. Such a marriage as this would
be very imprudent on his part, and very disagreeable to me. From the
way in which things have turned out it's not likely that he'll settle
himself at Baslehurst."

"The most unlikely thing in the world," said Mrs. Tappitt. "I don't
suppose he'll ever show himself in Baslehurst again."

"As for showing himself, Mrs. Tappitt, my son will never be ashamed
of showing himself anywhere."

"But he won't have any call to come to Baslehurst, Mrs. Rowan. That's
what I mean."

"If he's a gentleman of his word, as I take him to be," said Mrs.
Ray, "he'll have a great call to show himself. He never can have
intended to come out here, and speak to her in that way, and ask her
to marry him, and then never to come back and see her any more! I
wouldn't believe it of him, not though his own mother said it!"

"I don't say anything," said Mrs. Rowan, who felt that her position
was one of some difficulty. "But we all do know that in affairs of
that kind young men do allow themselves to go great lengths. And the
greater lengths they go, Mrs. Ray, the more particular the young
ladies ought to be."

"But what's a young lady to do? How's she to know whether a young
man is in earnest, or whether he's only going lengths, as you call
it?" Mrs. Ray's eyes were still moist with tears; and, I grieve to
say that though, as far as immediate words are concerned, she was
fighting Rachel's battle not badly, still the blows of the enemy were
taking effect upon her. She was beginning to wish that Luke Rowan had
never been seen, or his name heard, at Bragg's End.

"I think it's quite understood in the world," said Mrs. Rowan, "that
a young lady is not to take a gentleman at his first word."

"Oh, quite," said Mrs. Tappitt.

"We've all of us daughters," said Mrs. Rowan.

"Yes, all of us," said Mrs. Tappitt. "That's what makes it so fitting
that we should discuss this matter together in a friendly feeling."

"My son is a very good young man,--a very good young man indeed."

"But a little hasty, perhaps," said Mrs. Tappitt.

"If you'll allow me, Mrs. Tappitt."

"Oh, certainly, Mrs. Rowan."

"A very good young man indeed; and I don't think it at all probable
that in such a matter as this he will act in opposition to his
mother's wishes. He has his way to make in the world."

"Which will never be in the brewery line," said Mrs. Tappitt.

"He has his way to make in the world," continued Mrs. Rowan, with
much severity; "and if he marries in four or five years' time, that
will be quite as soon as he ought to think of doing. I'm sure you
will agree with me, Mrs. Ray, that long engagements are very bad,
particularly for the lady."

"He wanted to be married next month," said Mrs. Ray.

"Ah, yes; that shows that the whole thing couldn't come to much. If
there was an engagement at all, it must be a very long one. Years
must roll by." From the artistic manner in which Mrs. Rowan allowed
her voice to dwell upon the words which signified duration of space,
any hope of a marriage between Luke and Rachel seemed to be put off
at any rate to some future century. "Years must roll by, and we all
know what that means. The lady dies of a broken heart, while the
gentleman lives in a bachelor's rooms, and dines always at his club.
Nobody can wish such a state of things as that, Mrs. Ray."

"I knew a girl who was engaged for seven years," said Mrs. Tappitt,
"and she wore herself to a thread-paper,--so she did. And then he
married his housekeeper after all."

"I'd sooner see my girl make up her mind to be an old maid than let
her have a long engagement," said Mrs. Rowan.

"And so would I, my girls, all three. If anybody comes, I say to
them, 'Let your papa see them. He'll know what's the meaning of it.'
It don't do for young girls to manage those things all themselves.
Not but what I think my girls have almost as much wit about them as I
have. I won't mention any names, but there's a young man about here
as well-to-do as any young man in the South Hams, but Cherry won't as
much as look at him." Mrs. Rowan again tossed her head. She felt her
misfortune in being burthened with such a colleague as Mrs. Tappitt.

"What is it you want me to do, Mrs. Rowan?" asked Mrs. Ray.

"I want you and your daughter, who I am sure is a very nice young
lady, and good-looking too,--"

"Oh, quite so," said Mrs. Tappitt.

"I want you both to understand that this little thing should be
allowed to drop. If my boy has done anything foolish I'm here to
apologize for him. He isn't the first that has been foolish, and
I'm afraid he won't be the last. But it can't be believed, Mrs. Ray,
that marriages should be run up in this thoughtless sort of way. In
the first place the young people don't know anything of each other;
absolutely nothing at all. And then,--but I'm sure I don't want to
insist on any differences that there may be in their positions in
life. Only you must be aware of this, Mrs. Ray, that such a marriage
as that would be very injurious to a young man like my son Luke."

"My child wouldn't wish to injure anybody."

"And therefore, of course, she won't think any more about it. All I
want from you is that you should promise me that."

"If Rachel will only just say that," said Mrs. Tappitt, "my daughters
will be as happy to see her out walking with them as ever."

"Rachel has had quite enough of such walking, Mrs. Tappitt; quite
enough."

"If harm has come of it, it hasn't been the fault of my girls," said
Mrs. Tappitt.

Then there was a pause among the three ladies, and it appeared that
Mrs. Rowan was waiting for Mrs. Ray's answer. But Mrs. Ray did not
know what answer she should make. She was already disposed to regard
the coming of Luke Rowan to Baslehurst as a curse rather than a
blessing. She felt all but convinced that Fate would be against
her and hers in that matter. She had ever been afraid of young men,
believing them to be dangerous, bringers of trouble into families,
roaring lions sometimes, and often wolves in sheep's clothing. Since
she had first heard of Luke Rowan in connection with her daughter she
had been trembling. If she could have acted in accordance with her
own feelings at this moment, she would have begged that Luke Rowan's
name might never again be mentioned in her presence. It would be
better for them, she thought, to bear what had already come upon
them, than to run further risk. But she could not give any answer
to Mrs. Rowan without consulting Rachel;--she could not at least
give any such answer as that contemplated without doing so. She had
sanctioned Rachel's love, and could not now undertake to oppose it.
Rachel had probably been deceived, and must bear her misfortune. But,
as the question stood at present between her and her daughter, she
could not at once accede to Mrs. Rowan's views in the matter. "I will
talk to Rachel," she said.

"Give her my kindest respects," said Mrs. Rowan; "and pray make her
understand that I wouldn't interfere if I didn't think it was for
both their advantages. Good-bye, Mrs. Ray." And Mrs. Rowan got up.

"Good-bye, Mrs. Ray," said Mrs. Tappitt, putting out her hand. "Give
my love to Rachel. I hope that we shall be good friends yet, for all
that has come and gone."

But Mrs. Ray would not accept Mrs. Tappitt's hand, nor would she
vouchsafe any answer to Mrs. Tappitt's amenities. "Good-bye, ma'am,"
she said to Mrs. Rowan. "I suppose you mean to do the best you can by
your own child."

"And by yours too," said Mrs. Rowan.

"If so, I can only say that you must think very badly of your own
son. Good-bye, ma'am." Then Mrs. Ray curtseyed them out,--not without
a certain amount of dignity, although her eyes were red with tears,
and her whole body trembling with dismay.

Very little was said in the fly between the two ladies on their
way back to the brewery, nor did Mrs. Rowan remain very long as a
visitor at Mrs. Tappitt's house. She had found herself compelled by
circumstances to take a part inimical to Mrs. Ray, but she felt in
her heart a much stronger animosity to Mrs. Tappitt. With Mrs. Ray
she could have been very friendly, only for that disastrous love
affair; but with Mrs. Tappitt she could not again put herself into
pleasant relations. I must point out how sadly unfortunate it was
that Mrs. Ray had not known how to fan that flame of anger to her own
and her daughter's advantage.

"Well, mamma," said Rachel, returning to the room as soon as she
heard the wheels of the fly in motion upon the road across the green.
She found her mother in tears,--hardly able to speak because of her
sobs. "Never mind it, mamma: of course I know the kind of things they
have been saying. It was what I expected. Never mind it."

"But, my dear, you will be broken-hearted."

"Broken-hearted! Why?"

"I know you will. Now that you have learned to love him, you'll never
bear to lose him."

"And must I lose him?"

"She says so. She says that he doesn't mean it, and that it's all
nonsense."

"I don't believe her. Nothing shall make me believe that, mamma."

"She says it would be ruinous to all his prospects, especially just
now when he has quarrelled about this brewery."

"Ruinous to him!"

"His mother says so."

"I will never wish him to do anything that shall be ruinous to
himself; never;--not though I were broken-hearted, as you call it."

"Ah, that is it, Rachel, my darling; I wish he had not come here."

Rachel went away across the room and looked out of the window upon
the green. There she stood in silence for a few minutes while her
mother was wiping her eyes and suppressing her sobs. Tears also had
run down Rachel's cheeks; but they were silent tears, few in number
and very salt. "I cannot bring myself to wish that yet," said she.

"But he has gone away, and what can you do if he does not come
again?"

"Do! Oh, I can do nothing. I could do nothing, even though he were
here in Baslehurst every day of his life. If I once thought that he
didn't wish me--to--be--his wife, I should not want to do anything.
But, mamma, I can't believe it of him. It was only yesterday that he
was here."

"They say that young men don't care what they say in that way
now-a-days."

"I don't believe it of him, mamma; his manner is so steadfast, and
his voice sounds so true."

"But then she is so terribly against it."

Then again they were silent for a while, after which Rachel ended
the conversation. "It is clear, at any rate, that you and I can do
nothing, mamma. If she expects me to say that I will give him up, she
is mistaken. Give him up! I couldn't give him up, without being false
to him. I don't think I'll ever be false to him. If he's false to me,
then,--then, I must bear it. Mamma, don't say anything to Dolly about
this just at present." In answer to which request Mrs. Ray promised
that she would not at present say anything to Mrs. Prime about Mrs.
Rowan's visit.

The following day and the Sunday were not passed in much happiness by
the two ladies at Bragg's End. Tidings reached them that Mrs. Rowan
and her daughter were going to London on the Monday, but no letter
came to them from Luke. By the Monday morning Mrs. Ray had quite made
up her mind that Luke Rowan was lost to them for ever, and Rachel
had already become worn with care. During that Saturday and Sunday
nothing was seen of Mrs. Prime at Bragg's End.


END OF VOL. I.


London:
Printed by William Clowes and Sons, Stamford Street
and Charing Cross.



      *      *      *      *      *      *


RACHEL RAY

A Novel.

by

ANTHONY TROLLOPE,

Author of
"Barchester Towers," "Castle Richmond," "Orley Farm," Etc.

In Two Volumes.

VOL. II.



London:
Chapman and Hall, 193, Piccadilly.
1863.
[The right of Translation is reserved.]

London: Printed by William Clowes and Sons,
Stamford Street and Charing Cross.



CONTENTS.

   CHAPTER I.     RACHEL RAY'S FIRST LOVE-LETTER.
   CHAPTER II.    ELECTIONEERING.
   CHAPTER III.   DR. HARFORD.
   CHAPTER IV.    MR. COMFORT CALLS AT THE COTTAGE.
   CHAPTER V.     SHOWING WHAT RACHEL RAY THOUGHT WHEN SHE SAT ON THE
                     STILE, AND HOW SHE WROTE HER LETTER AFTERWARDS.
   CHAPTER VI.    MRS. RAY GOES TO EXETER, AND MEETS A FRIEND.
   CHAPTER VII.   DOMESTIC POLITICS AT THE BREWERY.
   CHAPTER VIII.  MRS. RAY'S PENITENCE.
   CHAPTER IX.    THE ELECTION AT BASLEHURST.
   CHAPTER X.     THE BASLEHURST GAZETTE.
   CHAPTER XI.    CORNBURY GRANGE.
   CHAPTER XII.   IN WHICH THE QUESTION OF THE BREWERY IS SETTLED.
   CHAPTER XIII.  WHAT TOOK PLACE AT BRAGG'S END FARM.
   CHAPTER XIV.   MRS. PRIME READS HER RECANTATION.
   CHAPTER XV.    CONCLUSION.



RACHEL RAY


CHAPTER I.

RACHEL RAY'S FIRST LOVE-LETTER.


On the Monday evening, after tea, Mrs. Prime came out to the cottage.
It was that Monday on which Mrs. Rowan and her daughter had left
Baslehurst and had followed Luke up to London. She came out and sat
with her mother and sister for about an hour, restraining herself
with much discretion from the saying of disagreeable things about her
sister's lover. She had heard that the Rowans had gone away, and she
had also heard that it was probable that they would be no more seen
in Baslehurst. Mr. Prong had given it as his opinion that Luke would
not trouble them again by his personal appearance among them. Under
these circumstances Mrs. Prime had thought that she might spare her
sister. Nor had she said much about her own love affairs. She had
never mentioned Mr. Prong's offer in Rachel's presence; nor did she
do so now. As long as Rachel remained in the room the conversation
was very innocent and very uninteresting. For a few minutes the two
widows were alone together, and then Mrs. Prime gave her mother to
understand that things were not yet quite arranged between herself
and Mr. Prong.

"You see, mother," said Mrs. Prime, "as this money has been committed
to my charge, I do not think it can be right to let it go altogether
out of my own hands."

In answer to this Mrs. Ray had uttered a word or two agreeing with
her daughter. She was afraid to say much against Mr. Prong;--was
afraid, indeed, to express any very strong opinion about this
proposed marriage; but in her heart she would have been delighted to
hear that the Prong alliance was to be abandoned. There was nothing
in Mr. Prong to recommend him to Mrs. Ray.

"And is she going to marry him?" Rachel asked, as soon as her sister
was gone.

"There's nothing settled as yet. Dorothea wants to keep her money in
her own hands."

"I don't think that can be right. If a woman is married the money
should belong to the husband."

"I suppose that's what Mr. Prong thinks;--at any rate, there's
nothing settled. It seems to me that we know so little about him. He
might go away any day to Australia, you know."

"And did she say anything about--Mr. Rowan?"

"Not a word, my dear."

And that was all that was then said about Luke even between Rachel
and her mother. How could they speak about him? Mrs. Ray also
believed that he would be no more seen in Baslehurst; and Rachel
was well aware that such was her mother's belief, although it had
never been expressed. What could be said between them now,--or ever
afterwards,--unless, indeed, Rowan should take some steps to make it
necessary that his doings should be discussed?

The Tuesday passed and the Wednesday, without any sign from the young
man; and during these two sad days nothing was said at the cottage.
On that Wednesday his name was absolutely not mentioned between them,
although each of them was thinking of him throughout the day. Mrs.
Ray had now become almost sure that he had obeyed his mother's
behests, and had resolved not to trouble himself about Rachel any
further; and Rachel herself had become frightened if not despondent.
Could it be that all this should have passed over her and that it
should mean nothing?--that the man should have been standing there,
only three or four days since, in that very room, with his arm round
her waist, begging for her love, and calling her his wife;--and that
all of it should have no meaning? Nothing amazed her so much as her
mother's firm belief in such an ending to such an affair. What must
be her mother's thoughts about men and women in general if she could
expect such conduct from Luke Rowan,--and yet not think of him as one
whose falsehood was marvellous in its falseness!

But on the Thursday morning there came a letter from Luke addressed
to Rachel. On that morning Mrs. Ray was up when the postman passed by
the cottage, and though Rachel took the letter from the man's hand
herself, she did not open it till she had shown it to her mother.

"Of course it's from him," said Rachel.

"I suppose so," said Mrs. Ray, taking the unopened letter in her hand
and looking at it. She spoke almost in a whisper, as though there
were something terrible in the coming of the letter.

"Is it not odd," said Rachel, "but I never saw his handwriting
before? I shall know it now for ever and ever." She also spoke in a
whisper, and still held the letter as though she dreaded to open it.

"Well, my dear," said Mrs. Ray.

"If you think you ought to read it first, mamma, you may."

"No, Rachel. It is your letter. I do not wish you to imagine that I
distrust you."

Then Rachel sat herself down, and with extreme care opened the
envelope. The letter, which she read to herself very slowly, was as
follows:--


   MY OWN DEAREST RACHEL,

   It seems so nice having to write to you, though it would
   be much nicer if I could see you and be sitting with you
   at this moment at the churchyard stile. That is the spot
   in all Baslehurst that I like the best. I ought to have
   written sooner, I know, and you will have been very angry
   with me; but I have had to go down into Northamptonshire
   to settle some affairs as to my father's property, so that
   I have been almost living in railway carriages ever since
   I saw you. I am resolved about the brewery business more
   firmly than ever, and as it seems that "T"

--Mrs. Tappitt would occasionally so designate her lord, and her
doing so had been a joke between Luke and Rachel,--

   will not come to reason without a lawsuit, I must scrape
   together all the capital I have, or I shall be fifty years
   old before I can begin. He is a pig-headed old fool, and
   I shall be driven to ruin him and all his family. I would
   have done,--and still would do,--anything for him in
   kindness; but if he drives me to go to law to get what
   is as much my own as his share is his own, I will build
   another brewery just under his nose. All this will require
   money, and therefore I have to run about and get my
   affairs settled.

   But this is a nice love-letter,--is it not? However, you
   must take me as I am. Just now I have beer in my very
   soul. The grand object of my ambition is to stand and
   be fumigated by the smoke of my own vats. It is a fat,
   prosperous, money-making business, and one in which there
   is a clear line between right and wrong. No man brews bad
   beer without knowing it,--or sells short measure. Whether
   the fatness and the honesty can go together;--that is the
   problem I want to solve.

   You see I write to you exactly as if you were a man
   friend, and not my own dear sweet girl. But I am a very
   bad hand at love-making. I considered that that was all
   done when you nodded your head over my arm in token that
   you consented to be my wife. It was a very little nod, but
   it binds you as fast as a score of oaths. And now I think
   I have a right to talk to you about all my affairs, and
   expect you at once to get up the price of malt and hops in
   Devonshire. I told you, you remember, that you should be
   my friend, and now I mean to have my own way.

   You must tell me exactly what my mother has been doing and
   saying at the cottage. I cannot quite make it out from
   what she says, but I fear that she has been interfering
   where she had no business, and making a goose of herself.
   She has got an idea into her head that I ought to make a
   good bargain in matrimony, and sell myself at the highest
   price going in the market;--that I ought to get money,
   or if not money, family connexion. I'm very fond of
   money,--as is everybody, only people are such liars,--but
   then I like it to be my own; and as to what people call
   connexion, I have no words to tell you how I despise it.
   If I know myself I should never have chosen a woman as my
   companion for life who was not a lady; but I have not the
   remotest wish to become second cousin by marriage to a
   baronet's grandmother. I have told my mother all this, and
   that you and I have settled the matter together; but I see
   that she trusts to something that she has said or done
   herself to upset our settling. Of course, what she has
   said can have no effect on you. She has a right to speak
   to me, but she has none to speak to you;--not as yet. But
   she is the best woman in the world, and as soon as ever we
   are married you will find that she will receive you with
   open arms.

   You know I spoke of our being married in August. I wish it
   could have been so. If we could have settled it when I was
   at Bragg's End, it might have been done. I don't, however,
   mean to scold you, though it was your fault. But as it is,
   it must now be put off till after Christmas. I won't name
   a day yet for seeing you, because I couldn't well go to
   Baslehurst without putting myself into Tappitt's way. My
   lawyer says I had better not go to Baslehurst just at
   present. Of course you will write to me constantly,--to
   my address here; say, twice a week at least. And I shall
   expect you to tell me everything that goes on. Give my
   kind love to your mother.

   Yours, dearest Rachel,
   Most affectionately,

   LUKE ROWAN.


The letter was not quite what Rachel had expected, but, nevertheless,
she thought it very nice. She had never received a love-letter
before, and probably had never read one,--even in print; so that she
was in possession of no strong preconceived notions as to the nature
or requisite contents of such a document. She was a little shocked
when Luke called his mother a goose;--she was a little startled
when he said that people were "liars," having an idea that the word
was one not to be lightly used;--she was amused by the allusion to
the baronet's grandmother, feeling, however, that the manner and
language of his letter was less pretty and love-laden than she had
expected;--and she was frightened when he so confidently called upon
her to write to him twice a week. But, nevertheless, the letter was
a genial one, joyous, and, upon the whole, comforting. She read it
very slowly, going back over much of it twice and thrice, so that her
mother became impatient before the perusal was finished.

"It seems to be very long," said Mrs. Ray.

"Yes, mamma, it is long. It's nearly four sides."

"What can he have to say so much?"

"There's a good deal of it is about his own private affairs."

"I suppose, then, I mustn't see it."

"Oh yes, mamma!" And Rachel handed her the letter. "I shouldn't think
of having a letter from him and not showing it to you;--not as things
are now." Then Mrs. Ray took the letter and spent quite as much time
in reading it as Rachel had done. "He writes as though he meant to
have everything quite his own way," said Mrs. Ray.

"That's what he does mean. I think he will do that always. He's what
people call imperious; but that isn't bad in a man, is it?"

Mrs. Ray did not quite know whether it was bad in a man or no.
But she mistrusted the letter, not construing it closely so as to
discover what might really be its full meaning, but perceiving that
the young man took, or intended to take, very much into his own
hands; that he demanded that everything should be surrendered to
his will and pleasure, without any guarantee on his part that such
surrendering should be properly acknowledged. Mrs. Ray was disposed
to doubt people and things that were at a distance from her. Some
check could be kept over a lover at Baslehurst; or, if perchance the
lover had removed himself only to Exeter, with which city Mrs. Ray
was personally acquainted, she could have believed in his return. He
would not, in that case, have gone utterly beyond her ken. But she
could put no confidence in a lover up in London. Who could say that
he might not marry some one else to-morrow,--that he might not be
promising to marry half a dozen? It was with her the same sort of
feeling which made her think it possible that Mr. Prong might go
to Australia. She would have liked as a lover for her daughter a
young man fixed in business,--if not at Baslehurst, then at Totnes,
Dartmouth, or Brixham,--under her own eye as it were;--a young man
so fixed that all the world of South Devonshire would know of all
his doings. Such a young man, when he asked a girl to marry him, must
mean what he said. If he did not there would be no escape for him
from the punishment of his neighbours' eyes and tongues. But a young
man up in London,--a young man who had quarrelled with his natural
friends in Baslehurst,--a young man who was confessedly masterful
and impetuous,--a young man who called his own mother a goose,
and all the rest of the world liars, in his first letter to his
lady-love;--was that a young man in whom Mrs. Ray could place
confidence as a lover for her pet lamb? She read the letter very
slowly, and then, as she gave it back to Rachel, she groaned.

For nearly half an hour after that nothing was said in the cottage
about the letter. Rachel had perceived that it had not been thought
satisfactory by her mother; but then she was inclined to believe
that her mother would have regarded no letter as satisfactory until
arguments had been used to prove to her that it was so. This, at
any rate, was clear,--must be clear to Mrs. Ray as it was clear to
Rachel,--that Luke had no intention of shirking the fulfilment of his
engagement. And after all, was not that the one thing as to which
it was essentially necessary that they should be confident? Had she
not accepted Luke, telling him that she loved him? and was it not
acknowledged by all around her that such a marriage would be good
for her? The danger which they feared was the expectation of such
a marriage without its accomplishment. Even the forebodings of Mrs.
Prime had shown that this was the evil to which they pointed. Under
these circumstances what better could be wished for than a ready,
quick, warm assurance on Luke's part, that he did intend all that he
had said?

With Rachel now, as with all girls under such circumstances, the
chief immediate consideration was as to the answer which should be
given. Was she to write to him, to write what she pleased; and might
she write at once? She felt that she longed to have the pen in her
hand, and that yet, when holding it, she would have to think for
hours before writing the first word. "Mamma," she said at last,
"don't you think it's a good letter?"

"I don't know what to think, my dear. I doubt whether any letters of
that sort are good for much."

"Of what sort, mamma?"

"Letters from men who call themselves lovers to young girls. It would
be safer, I think, that there shouldn't be any;--very much safer."

"But if he hadn't written we should have thought that he had
forgotten all about us. That would not have been good. You said
yourself that if he did not write soon, there would be an end of
everything."

"A hundred years ago there wasn't all this writing between young
people, and these things were managed better then than they are now,
as far as I can understand."

"People couldn't write so much then," said Rachel, "because there
were no railways and no postage stamps. I suppose I must answer it,
mamma?" To this proposition Mrs. Ray made no immediate answer. "Don't
you think I ought to answer it, mamma?"

"You can't want to write at once."

"In the afternoon would do."

"In the afternoon! Why should you be in so much hurry, Rachel? It
took him four or five days to write to you."

"Yes; but he was down in Northamptonshire on business. Besides he
hadn't any letter from me to answer. I shouldn't like him to think--"

"To think what, Rachel?"

"That I had forgotten him."

"Psha!"

"Or that I didn't treat his letter with respect."

"He won't think that. But I must turn it over in my mind; and I
believe I ought to ask somebody."

"Not Dolly," said Rachel, eagerly.

"No, not your sister. I will not ask her. But if you don't mind,
my dear, I'll take the young man's letter out to Mr. Comfort, and
consult him. I never felt myself so much in need of somebody to
advise me. Mr. Comfort is an old man, and you won't mind his seeing
the letter."

Rachel did mind it very much, but she had no means of saving herself
from her fate. She did not like the idea of having her love-letter
submitted to the clergyman of the parish. I do not know any young
lady who would have liked it. But bad as that was, it was preferable
to having the letter submitted to Mrs. Prime. And then she remembered
that Mr. Comfort had advised that she might go to the ball, and that
he was father to her friend Mrs. Butler Cornbury.



CHAPTER II.

ELECTIONEERING.


And now, in these days,--the days immediately following the departure
of Luke Rowan from Baslehurst,--the Tappitt family were constrained
to work very hard at the task of defaming the young man who had
lately been living with them in their house. They were constrained
to do this by the necessities of their position; and in doing so by
no means showed themselves to be such monsters of iniquity as the
readers of the story will feel themselves inclined to call them.
As for Tappitt himself, he certainly believed that Rowan was so
base a scoundrel that no evil words against him could be considered
as malicious or even unnecessary. Is it not good to denounce a
scoundrel? And if the rascality of any rascal be specially directed
against oneself and one's own wife and children, is it not a duty to
denounce that rascal, so that his rascality may be known and thus
made of no effect? When Tappitt declared in the reading-room at
the Dragon, and afterwards in the little room inside the bar at
the King's Head, and again to a circle of respectable farmers and
tradesmen in the Corn Market, that young Rowan had come down to the
brewery and made his way into the brewery-house with a ready prepared
plan for ruining him--him, the head of the firm,--he thought that
he was telling the truth. And again, when he spoke with horror of
Rowan's intention of setting up an opposition brewery, his horror was
conscientious. He believed that it would be very wicked in a man to
oppose the Bungall establishment with money left by Bungall,--that
it would be a wickedness than which no commercial rascality could
be more iniquitous. His very soul was struck with awe at the idea.
That anything was due in the matter to the consumer of beer, never
occurred to him. And it may also be said in Tappitt's favour that
his opinion,--as a general opinion,--was backed by those around him.
His neighbours could not be made to hate Rowan as he hated him. They
would not declare the young man to be the very Mischief, as he did.
But that idea of a rival brewery was distasteful to them all. Most of
them knew that the beer was almost too bad to be swallowed; but they
thought that Tappitt had a vested interest in the manufacture of bad
beer;--that as a manufacturer of bad beer he was a fairly honest and
useful man;--and they looked upon any change as the work, or rather
the suggestion, of a charlatan.

"This isn't Staffordshire," they said. "If you want beer like that
you can buy it in bottles at Griggs'."

"He'll soon find where he'll be if he tries to undersell me," said
young Griggs. "All the same, I hope he'll come back, because he has
left a little bill at our place."

And then to other evil reports was added that special evil
report,--that Rowan had gone away without paying his debts. I am
inclined to think that Mr. Tappitt can be almost justified in his
evil thoughts and his evil words.

I cannot make out quite so good a case for Mrs. Tappitt and her two
elder daughters;--for even Martha, Martha the just, shook her head
in these days when Rowan's name was mentioned;--but something may
be said even for them. It must not be supposed that Mrs. Tappitt's
single grievance was her disappointment as regarded Augusta. Had
there been no Augusta on whose behalf a hope had been possible, the
predilection of the young moneyed stranger for such a girl as Rachel
Ray would have been a grievance to such a woman as Mrs. Tappitt. Had
she not been looking down on Rachel Ray and despising her for the
last ten years? Had she not been wondering among her friends, with
charitable volubility, as to what that poor woman at Bragg's End was
to do with her daughter? Had she not been regretting that the young
girl should be growing up so big, and promising to look so coarse?
Was it not natural that she should be miserable when she saw her
taken in hand by Mrs. Butler Cornbury, and made the heroine at her
own party, to the detriment of her own daughters, by the fashionable
lady in catching whom she had displayed so much unfortunate
ingenuity? Under such circumstances how could she do other than
hate Luke Rowan,--than believe him to be the very Mischief,--than
prophesying all manner of bad things for Rachel,--and assist her
husband tooth and nail in his animosity against the sinner?

Augusta was less strong in her feelings than her parents, but
of course she disliked the man who could admire Rachel Ray. As
regards Martha, her dislike to him,--or rather, her judicial
disapproval,--was founded on his social and commercial improprieties.
She understood that he had threatened her father about the
business,--and she had been scandalized in that matter of the
champagne. Cherry was very brave, and still stood up for him before
her mother and sisters;--but even Cherry did not dare to say a word
in his favour before her father. Mr. Tappitt had been driven to
forget himself, and to take a poker in his hand as a weapon of
violence! After that let no one speak a word on the offender's behalf
in Tappitt's house and within Tappitt's hearing!

In that affair of the champagne Rowan was most bitterly injured. He
had ordered it, if not at the request, at least at the instigation
of Mrs. Tappitt;--and he had paid for it. When he left Baslehurst he
owed no shilling to any man in it; and, indeed, he was a man by no
means given to owing money to any one. He was of a spirit masterful,
self-confident, and perhaps self-glorious;--but he was at the same
time honest and independent. That wine had been ordered in some
unusual way,--not at the regular counter, and in the same way the
bill for it had been paid. Griggs, when he made his assertion in the
bar-room at the King's Head, had stated what he believed to be the
truth. The next morning he chanced to hear that the account had been
settled, but not, at the moment, duly marked off the books. As far as
Griggs went that was the end of it. He did not again say that Rowan
owed money to him; but he never contradicted his former assertion,
and allowed the general report to go on,--that report which had been
founded on his own first statement. Thus before Rowan had been a week
out of the place it was believed all over the town that he had left
unpaid bills behind him.

"I am told that young man is dreadfully in debt," said Mr. Prong to
Mrs. Prime. At this time Mr. Prong and Mrs. Prime saw each other
daily, and were affectionate in their intercourse,--with a serious,
solemn affection; but affairs were by no means settled between them.
That affection was, however, strong enough to induce Mr. Prong to
take a decided part in opposing the Rowan alliance. "They say he owes
money all over the town."

"So Miss Pucker tells me," said Mrs. Prime.

"Does your mother know it?"

"Mother never knows anything that other people know. But he has gone
now, and I don't suppose we shall hear of him or see him again."

"He has not written to her, Dorothea?"

"Not that I know of."

"You should find out. You should not leave them in this danger. Your
mother is weak, and you should give her the aid of your strength.
The girl is your sister, and you should not leave her to grope in
darkness. You should remember, Dorothea, that you have a duty in this
matter."

Dorothea did not like being told of her duty in so pastoral a manner,
and resolved to be more than ever particular in the protection of
her own pecuniary rights before she submitted herself to Mr. Prong's
marital authority once and for ever. By Miss Pucker she was at any
rate treated with great respect, and was allowed perhaps some display
of pastoral manner on her own part. It began to be with her a matter
of doubt whether she might not be of more use in that free vineyard
which she was about to leave, than in that vineyard with closed doors
and a pastoral overseer, which she was preparing herself to enter. At
any rate she would be careful about the money. But, in the mean time,
she did agree with Mr. Prong that Rowan's proper character should
be made known to her mother, and with this view she went out to the
cottage and whispered into Mrs. Ray's astonished ears the fact that
Luke was terribly in debt.

"You don't say so!"

"But I do say so, mother. Everybody in Baslehurst is talking about
it. And they all say that he has treated Mr. Tappitt shamefully. Has
anything come from him since he went?"

Then Mrs. Ray told her elder daughter of the letter, and told her
also that she intended to consult Mr. Comfort. "Oh, Mr. Comfort!"
said Mrs. Prime, signifying her opinion that her mother was going to
a very poor counsellor. "And what sort of a letter was it?" said Mrs.
Prime, with a not unnatural desire to see it.

"It was an honest letter enough,--very honest to my thinking; and
speaking as though everything between them was quite settled."

"That's nonsense, mother."

"Perhaps it may be nonsense, Dorothea; but I am only telling you what
the letter said. He called his mother a goose; that was the worst
thing in it."

"You cannot expect that such a one as he should honour his parents."

"But his mother thinks him the finest young man in the world. And I
must say this for him, that he has always spoken of her as though he
loved her very dearly; and I believe he has been a most excellent
son. He shouldn't have said goose;--at any rate in a letter;--not to
my way of thinking. But perhaps they don't mind those things up in
London."

"I never knew a young man so badly spoken of at a place he'd left as
he is in Baslehurst. I think it right to tell you; but if you have
made up your mind to ask Mr. Comfort--"

"Yes; I have made up my mind to ask Mr. Comfort. He has sent to say
he will call the day after to-morrow." Then Mrs. Prime went back
home, having seen neither the letter nor her sister.

It may be remembered that an election was impending over the town of
Baslehurst, the coming necessities of which had induced Mrs. Butler
Cornbury to grace Mrs. Tappitt's ball. It was now nearly the end
of July, and the election was to be made early in September. Both
candidates were already in the field, and the politicians of the
neighbourhood already knew to a nicety how the affair would go. Mr.
Hart the great clothier from Houndsditch and Regent Street,--Messrs.
Hart and Jacobs of from 110 to 136 Houndsditch, and about as many
more numbers in Regent Street,--would come in at the top of the poll
with 173 votes, and Butler Cornbury, whose forefathers had lived in
the neighbourhood for the last four hundred years and been returned
for various places in Devonshire to dozens of parliaments, would be
left in the lurch with 171 votes. A petition might probably unseat
the Jew clothier; but then, as was well known, the Cornbury estate
could not bear the expenditure of the necessary five thousand pounds
for the petition, in addition to the twelve hundred which the
election itself was computed to cost. It was all known and thoroughly
understood; and men in Baslehurst talked about the result as though
the matter were past a doubt. Nevertheless there were those who were
ready to bet on the Cornbury side of the question.

But though the thing was thus accurately settled, and though its
termination was foreseen by so many and with so perfect a certainty,
still the canvassing went on. In fact there were votes that had
not even yet been asked, much less promised,--and again, much less
purchased. The Hart people were striving to frighten the Cornbury
people out of the field by the fear of the probable expenditure; and
had it not been for the good courage of Mrs. Butler Cornbury would
probably have succeeded in doing so. The old squire was very fidgety
about the money, and the young squire declared himself unwilling
to lean too heavily upon his father. But the lady of the household
declared her conviction that there was more smoke than fire, and more
threats of bribery than intention of bribing. She would go on, she
declared; and as her word passed for much at Cornbury Grange, the
battle was still to be fought.

Among the votes which certainly had not as yet been promised was that
of Mr. Tappitt. Mr. Hart in person had called upon him, but had not
been quite satisfied with his reception. Mr. Tappitt was a man who
thought much of his local influence and local privileges, and was by
no means disposed to make a promise of his vote on easy terms, at a
moment when his vote was becoming of so much importance. He was no
doubt a liberal as was also Mr. Hart; but in small towns politics
become split, and a man is not always bound to vote for a liberal
candidate because he is a liberal himself. Mr. Hart had been
confident in his tone, and had not sufficiently freed himself from
all outer taint of his ancient race to please Mr. Tappitt's taste.
"He's an impudent low Jew," he had said to his wife. "As for Butler
Cornbury he gives himself airs, and is too grand even to come and
ask. I don't think I shall vote at all." His wife had reminded him
how civil to them Mrs. Cornbury had been;--this was before the
morning of the poker;--but Tappitt had only sneered, and declared he
was not going to send a man to Parliament because his wife had come
to a dance.

But we, who know Tappitt best, may declare now that his vote was to
have been had by any one who would have joined him energetically in
abuse of Luke Rowan. His mind was full of his grievance. His heart
was laden with hatred of his enemy. His very soul was heavy with
that sorrow. Honyman, whom he had not yet dared to desert, had again
recommended submission to him, submission to one of the three terms
proposed. Let him take the thousand a year and go out from the
brewery. That was Honyman's first advice. If not that, then let him
admit his enemy to a full partnership. If that were too distasteful
to be possible, then let him raise ten thousand pounds on a mortgage
on the whole property, and buy Rowan out. Honyman thought that the
money might be raised if Tappitt were willing to throw into the
lump the moderate savings of his past life. But in answer to either
proposal Tappitt only raved. Had Mr. Hart known all about this, he
might doubtless have secured Tappitt's vote.

Butler Cornbury refused to call at the brewery. "The man's a
liberal," he said to his wife, "and what's the use? Besides he's just
the man I can't stand. We've always hated each other."

Whereupon Mrs. B. Cornbury determined to call on Mrs. Tappitt, and
to see Tappitt himself if it were possible. She had heard something
of the Rowan troubles, but not all. She had heard, too, of Rowan's
liking for Rachel Ray, having also seen something of it, as we know.
But, unfortunately for her husband's parliamentary interests, she had
not learned that the two things were connected together. And, very
unfortunately also for the same interests, she had taken it into her
head that Rachel should be married to young Rowan. She had conceived
a liking for Rachel; and being by nature busy, fond of employment,
and apt at managing other people's affairs, she had put her finger
on that match as one which she would task herself to further. This,
I say, was unfortunate as regards her husband's present views. Her
work, now in hand, was to secure Tappitt's vote; and to have carried
her point in that quarter, her surest method would have been to have
entered the brewery open-mouthed against Luke Rowan and Rachel Ray.

But the conversation, almost at once, led to a word in praise of
Rachel, and to following words in praise of Luke. Martha only was in
the room with her mother. Mrs. Cornbury did not at once begin about
the vote, but made, as was natural, certain complimentary speeches
about the ball. Really she didn't remember when she had seen anything
better done; and the young ladies looked so nice. She had indeed gone
away early; but she had done so by no means on her own account, but
because Rachel Ray had been tired. Then she said a nice good-natured
genial word or two about Rachel Ray and her performance on that
occasion. "It seemed to me," she added, "that a certain young
gentleman was quite smitten."

Then Mrs. Tappitt's brow became black as thunder, and Mrs. Cornbury
knew at once that she had trodden on unsafe ground,--on ground which
she should specially have avoided.

"We are all aware," Mrs. Tappitt said, "that the certain young
gentleman behaved very badly,--disgracefully, I may say;--but it
wasn't our fault, Mrs. Cornbury."

"Upon my word, Mrs. Tappitt, I didn't see anything amiss."

"I'm afraid everybody saw it. Indeed, everybody has been talking of
it ever since. As regards him, what he did then was only of a piece
with his general conduct, which it doesn't become me to name in
the language which it deserves. His behaviour to Mr. T. has been
shameful;--quite shameful."

"I had heard something, but I did not know there was anything like
that. I'm so sorry I mentioned his name."

"He has disagreed with papa about the brewery business," said Martha.

"It's more than that, Martha, as you know very well," continued Mrs.
Tappitt, still speaking in her great heat. "He has shown himself bad
in every way,--giving himself airs all over the town, and then going
away without paying his debts."

"I don't think we know that, mamma."

"Everybody says so. Your own father heard Sam Griggs say with his own
ears that there was a shop bill left there of I don't know how long.
But that's nothing to us. He came here under false pretences, and now
he's been turned out, and we don't want to have any more to do with
him. But, Mrs. Cornbury, I am sorry about that poor foolish girl."

"I didn't think her poor or foolish at all," said Mrs. Cornbury, who
had quite heart enough to forget the vote her husband wanted in her
warmth for her young friend.

"I must say, then, I did;--I thought her very foolish, and I didn't
at all like the way she went on in my house and before my girls. And
as for him, he doesn't think of her any more than he thinks of me. In
the first place, he's engaged to another girl."

"We are not quite sure that he's engaged, mamma," said Martha.

"I don't know what you call being sure, my dear. I can't say I've
ever heard it sworn to, on oath. But his sister Mary told your sister
Augusta that he was. I think that's pretty good evidence. But, Mrs.
Cornbury, he's one of those that will be engaged to twenty, if he can
find twenty foolish enough to listen to him. And for her, who never
was at a dance before, to go on with him like that;--I must say that
I thought it disgraceful!"

"Well, Mrs. Tappitt," said Mrs. Cornbury, speaking with much
authority in her voice, "I can only say that I didn't see it. She
was under my charge, and if it was as you say I must be very much to
blame,--very much indeed."

"I'm sure I didn't mean that," said Mrs. Tappitt, frightened.

"I don't suppose you did,--but I mean it. As for the young gentleman,
I know very little about him. He may be everything that is bad."

"You'll find that he is, Mrs. Cornbury."

"But as to Miss Ray, whom I've known all my life, and whose mother
my father has known for all her life, I cannot allow anything of
the kind to be said. She was under my charge; and when young ladies
are under my charge I keep a close eye upon them,--for their own
comfort's sake. I know how to manage for them, and I always look
after them. On the night of your party I saw nothing in Miss Ray's
conduct that was not nice, ladylike, and well-behaved. I must say so;
and if I hear a whisper to the contrary in any quarter, you may be
sure that I shall say so open-mouthed. How d'you do, Mr. Tappitt? I'm
so glad you've come in, as I specially wanted to see you." Then she
shook hands with Mr. Tappitt, who entered the room at the moment, and
the look and manner of her face was altered.

Mrs. Tappitt was cowed. If her husband had not come in at that moment
she might have said a word or two in her own defence, being driven to
do so by the absence of any other mode of retreating. But as he came
in so opportunely, she allowed his coming to cover her defeat. Strong
as was her feeling on the subject, she did not dare to continue her
attack upon Rachel in opposition to the defiant bravery which came
full upon her from Mrs. Cornbury's eyes. The words had been bad, but
the determined fire of those eyes had been worse. Mrs. Tappitt was
cowed, and allowed Rachel's name to pass away without further remark.

Mrs. Cornbury saw it all at a glance;--saw it all and understood it.
The vote was probably lost; but it would certainly be lost if Tappitt
and his wife discussed the matter before he had pledged himself.
The vote would probably be lost, even though Tappitt should, in his
ignorance of what had just passed, pledge himself to give it. All
that Mrs. Cornbury perceived, and knew that she could lose nothing by
an immediate request.

"Mr. Tappitt," said she, "I have come canvassing. The fact is this:
Mr. Cornbury says you are a liberal, and that therefore he has not
the face to ask you. I tell him that I think you would rather support
a neighbour from the county, even though there may be a shade of
difference in politics between you, than a stranger, whose trade and
religion cannot possibly recommend him, and whose politics, if you
really knew them, would probably be quite as much unlike your own as
are my husband's."

The little speech had been prepared beforehand, but was brought out
quite as naturally as though Mrs. Cornbury had been accustomed to
speak on her legs for a quarter of a century.

Mr. Tappitt grunted. The attack came upon him so much by surprise
that he knew not what else to do but to grunt. If Mr. Cornbury had
come with the same speech in his mouth, and could then have sided off
into some general abuse of Luke Rowan, the vote would have been won.

"I'm sure Mrs. Tappitt will agree with me," said Mrs. Cornbury,
smiling very sweetly upon the foe she had so lately vanquished.

"Women don't know anything about it," said Tappitt, meaning to snub
no one but his own wife, and forgetting that Mrs. Cornbury was a
woman. He blushed fiery red when the thought flashed upon him, and
wished that his own drawing-room floor would open and receive him;
nevertheless he was often afterwards heard to boast how he had put
down the politician in petticoats when she came electioneering to the
brewery.

"Well, that is severe," said Mrs. Cornbury, laughing.

"Oh, T.! you shouldn't have said that before Mrs. Cornbury!"

"I only meant my own wife, ma'am; I didn't indeed."

"I'll forgive your satire if you'll give me your vote," said Mrs.
Cornbury, with her sweetest smile. "He owes it me now; doesn't he,
Mrs. Tappitt?"

"Well,--I really think he do." Mrs. Tappitt, in her double
trouble,--in her own defeat and her shame on behalf of her
husband's rudeness,--was driven back, out of all her latter-day
conventionalities, into the thoughts and even into the language of
old days. She was becoming afraid of Mrs. Cornbury, and submissive,
as of old, to the rank and station of Cornbury Grange. In her terror
she was becoming a little forgetful of niceties learned somewhat late
in life. "I really think he do," said Mrs. Tappitt.

Tappitt grunted again.

"It's a very serious thing," he said.

"So it is," said Mrs. Cornbury, interrupting him. She knew that her
chance was gone if the man were allowed to get himself mentally upon
his legs. "It is very serious; but the fact that you are still in
doubt shows that you have been thinking of it. We all know how good
a churchman you are, and that you would not willingly send a Jew to
Parliament."

"I don't know," said Tappitt. "I'm not for persecuting even the
Jews;--not when they pay their way and push themselves honourably in
commerce."

"Oh, yes; commerce! There is nobody who has shown himself more
devoted to the commercial interests than Mr. Cornbury. We buy
everything in Baslehurst. Unfortunately our people won't drink beer
because of the cider."

"Tappitt doesn't think a bit about that, Mrs. Cornbury."

"I'm afraid I shall be called upon in honour to support my party,"
said Tappitt.

"Exactly; but which is your party? Isn't the Protestant religion of
your country your party? These people are creeping down into all
parts of the kingdom, and where shall we be if leading men like you
think more of shades of difference between liberal and conservative
than of the fundamental truths of the Church of England? Would you
depute a Jew to get up and speak your own opinions in your own
vestry-room?"

"That you wouldn't, T.," said Mrs. Tappitt, who was rather carried
away by Mrs. Cornbury's eloquence.

"Not in a vestry, because it's joined on to a church," said Tappitt.

"Or would you like a Jew to be mayor in Baslehurst;--a Jew in the
chair where you yourself were sitting only three years ago?"

"That wouldn't be seemly, because our mayor is expected to attend
in church on Roundabout Sunday." Roundabout Sunday, so called for
certain local reasons which it would be long to explain, followed
immediately on the day of the mayor's inauguration.

"Would you like to have a Jew partner in your own business?"

Mrs. Butler Cornbury should have said nothing to Mr. Tappitt as to
any partner in the brewery, Jew or Christian.

"I don't want any partner, and what's more, I don't mean to have
any."

"Mrs. Cornbury is in favour of Luke Rowan; she takes his side," said
Mrs. Tappitt, some portion of her courage returning to her as this
opportunity opened upon her. Mr. Tappitt turned his head full round
and looked upon Mrs. Cornbury with an evil eye. That lady knew that
the vote was lost, lost unless she would denounce the man whom Rachel
loved; and she determined at once that she would not denounce him.
There are many things which such a woman will do to gain such an
object. She could smile when Tappitt was offensive; she could smile
again when Mrs. Tappitt talked like a kitchenmaid. She could flatter
them both, and pretend to talk seriously with them about Jews and her
own Church feelings. She could have given up to them Luke Rowan,--if
he had stood alone. But she could not give up the girl she had
chaperoned, and upon whom, during that chaperoning, her good-will and
kindly feelings had fallen. Rachel had pleased her eye, and gratified
her sense of feminine nicety. She felt that a word said against Rowan
would be a word said also against Rachel; and therefore, throwing
her husband over for the nonce, she resolved to sacrifice the vote
and stand up for her friend. "Well, yes; I do," said she, meeting
Tappitt's eye steadily. She was not going to be looked out of
countenance by Mr. Tappitt.

"She thinks he'll come back to marry that young woman at Bragg's
End," said Mrs. Tappitt; "but I say that he'll never dare to show his
face in Baslehurst again."

"That young woman is making a great fool of herself," said Tappitt,
"if she trusts to a swindler like him."

"Perhaps, Mrs. Tappitt," said Mrs. Cornbury, "we needn't mind
discussing Miss Ray. It's not good to talk about a young lady in that
way, and I'm sure I never said that I thought she was engaged to
Mr. Rowan. Had I done so I should have been very wrong, for I know
nothing about it. What little I saw of the gentleman I liked;" and as
she used the word gentleman she looked Tappitt full in the face; "and
for Miss Ray, I've a great regard for her, and think very highly of
her. Independently of her acknowledged beauty and pleasant, ladylike
manners, she's a very charming girl. About the vote, Mr. Tappitt--;
at any rate you'll think of it."

But had he not been defied in his own house? And as for her, the
mother of those three finely educated girls, had not every word said
in Rachel's favour been a dagger planted in her own maternal bosom?
Whose courage would not have risen under such provocation?

Mrs. Cornbury had got up to go, but the indignant, injured Tappitts
resolved mutually, though without concert, that she should be
answered.

"I'm an honest man, Mrs. Cornbury," said the brewer, "and I like
to speak out my mind openly. Mr. Hart is a liberal, and I mean to
support my party. Will you tell Mr. Cornbury so with my compliments?
It's all nonsense about Jews not being in Parliament. It's not the
same as being mayors or churchwardens, or anything like that. I shall
vote for Mr. Hart; and, what's more, we shall put him in."

"And Mrs. Cornbury, if you have so much regard for Miss Rachel, you'd
better advise her to think no more of that young man. He's no good;
he's not indeed. If you ask, you'll find he's in debt everywhere."

"Swindler!" said Tappitt.

"I don't suppose it can be very bad with Miss Rachel yet, for she
only saw him about three times,--though she was so intimate with him
at our party."

Mrs. Butler Cornbury curtseyed and smiled, and got herself out of the
room. Mrs. Tappitt, as soon as she remembered herself, rang the bell,
and Mr. Tappitt, following her down to the hall door, went through
the pretence of putting her into her carriage.

"She's a nasty meddlesome woman," said Tappitt, as soon as he got
back to his wife.

"And how ever she can stand up and say all those things for that
girl, passes me!" said Mrs. Tappitt, holding up both her hands. "She
was flighty herself, when young; she was, no doubt; and now I suppose
she likes others to be the same. If that's what she calls manners, I
shouldn't like her to take my girls about."

"And him a gentleman!" said Tappitt. "If those are to be our
gentlemen I'd sooner have all the Jews out of Jerusalem. But they'll
find out their gentleman; they'll find him out! He'll rob that old
mother of his before he's done; you mark my words else." Comforting
himself with this hope he took himself back to his counting-house.

Mrs. Cornbury had smiled as she went, and had carried herself through
the whole interview without any sign of temper. Even when declaring
that she intended to take Rachel's part open-mouthed, she had spoken
in a half-drolling way which had divested her words of any tone of
offence. But when she got into her carriage, she was in truth very
angry. "I don't believe a word of it," she said to herself; "not a
word of it." That in which she professed to herself her own disbelief
was the general assertion that Rowan was a swindler, supported by the
particular assertion that he had left Baslehurst over head and ears
in debt. "I don't believe it." And she resolved that it should be her
business to find out whether the accusation were true or false. She
knew the ins and outs of Baslehurst life and Baslehurst doings with
tolerable accuracy, and was at any rate capable of unravelling such a
mystery as that. If the Tappitts in their jealousy were striving to
rob Rachel Ray of her husband by spreading false reports, she would
encourage Rachel Ray in her love by spreading the truth;--if, as she
believed, the truth should speak in Rowan's favour. She would have
considerable pleasure in countermining Mr. and Mrs. Tappitt.

As to Mr. Tappitt's vote for the election;--that was gone!



CHAPTER III.

DR. HARFORD.


The current of events forced upon Rachel a delay of three or four
days in answering her letter, or rather forced upon her that delay in
learning whether or no she might answer it; and this was felt by her
to be a grievous evil. It had been arranged that she should not write
until such writing should have received what might almost be called
a parochial sanction, and no idea of acting in opposition to that
arrangement ever occurred to her; but the more she thought of it
the more she was vexed; and the more she thought of it the more she
learned to doubt whether or no her mother was placing her in safe
tutelage. During these few weeks a great change came upon the girl's
character. When first Mrs. Prime had brought home tidings that Miss
Pucker had seen her walking and talking with the young man from the
brewery, angry as she had been with her sister, and disgusted as she
had been with Miss Pucker, she had acknowledged to herself that such
talking and walking were very dangerous, if not very improper, and
she had half resolved that there should be no more of them. And when
Mrs. Prime had seen her standing at the stile, and had brought home
that second report, Rachel, knowing what had occurred at that stile,
had then felt sure that she was in danger. At that time, though she
had thought much of Luke Rowan, she had not thought of him as a man
who could possibly be her husband. She had thought of him as having
no right to call her Rachel, because he could not possibly become
so. There had been great danger;--there had been conduct which she
believed to be improper though she could not tell herself that she
had been guilty. In her outlook into the world nothing so beautiful
had promised itself to her as having such a man to love her as Luke
Rowan. Though her mother was not herself ascetic,--liking tea and
buttered toast dearly, and liking also little soft laughter with
her child,--she had preached ascetisms till Rachel had learned to
think that the world was all either ascetic or reprobate. The Dorcas
meetings had become distasteful to her because the women were vulgar;
but yet she had half believed herself to be wrong in avoiding the
work and the vulgarity together. Idle she had never been. Since a
needle had come easy to her hand, and the economies of a household
had been made intelligible to her, she had earned her bread and
assisted in works of charity. She had read no love stories, and been
taught to expect no lover. She was not prepared to deny,--did not
deny even to herself,--that it was wrong that she should even like to
talk to Luke Rowan.

Then came the ball; or, rather, first came the little evening party,
which afterwards grew to be a ball. She had been very desirous of
going, not for the sake of any pleasure that she promised herself;
not for the sake of such pleasure as girls do promise themselves at
such gatherings; but because her female pride told her that it was
well for her to claim the right of meeting this young man,--well for
her to declare that nothing had passed between them which should make
her afraid to meet him. That some other hopes had crept in as the
evening had come nigh at hand,--hopes of which she had been made
aware only by her efforts in repressing them,--may not be denied. She
had been accused because of him; and she would show that no such
accusation had daunted her. But would he,--would he give occasion for
further accusation? She believed he would not; nay, she was sure; at
any rate she hoped he would not. She told herself that such was her
hope; but had he not noticed her she would have been wretched.

We know now in what manner he had noticed her, and we know also
whether she had been wretched. She had certainly fled from him. When
she left the brewery-house, inducing Mrs. Cornbury to bring her away,
she did so in order that she might escape from him. But she ran from
him as one runs from some great joy in order that the mind may revel
over it in peace. Then, little as she knew it, her love had been
given. Her heart was his. She had placed him upon her pinnacle,
and was prepared to worship him. She was ready to dress herself in
his eyes, to believe that to be good which he thought good, and to
repudiate that which he repudiated. When she bowed her head over his
breast a day or two afterwards, she could have spoken to him with the
full words of passionate love had not maiden fear repressed her.

But she had not even bowed her head for him, she had not acknowledged
to herself that such love was possible to her, till her mother had
consented. That her mother's consent had been wavering, doubtful,
expressed without intention of such expression,--so expressed that
Mrs. Ray hardly knew that she had expressed it,--was not understood
by Rachel. Her mother had consented, and, that consent having been
given, Rachel was not now disposed to allow of any steps backwards.
She seemed to have learned her rights, or to have assumed that she
had rights. Hitherto her obedience to her mother had been pure and
simple, although, from the greater force of her character, she had
in many things been her mother's leader. But now, though she was
ill inclined to rebel, though in this matter of the letter she had
obeyed, she was beginning to feel that obedience might become a
hardship. She did not say to herself, "They have let me love him, and
now they must not put out their hands to hold back my love;" but the
current of her feelings ran as though such unspoken words had passed
across her mind. She had her rights; and though she did not presume
that she could insist on them in opposition to her mother or her
mother's advisers, she knew that she would be wronged if those
rights were withheld from her. The chief of those rights was the
possession of her lover. If he was taken from her she would be as one
imprisoned unjustly,--as one robbed by those who should have been
his friends,--as one injured, wounded, stricken in the dark, and
treacherously mutilated by hands that should have protected him.
During these days she was silent, and sat with that look upon her
brow which her mother feared.

"I could not make Mr. Comfort come any sooner, Rachel," said Mrs.
Ray.

"No, mamma."

"I can see how impatient you are."

"I don't know that I'm impatient. I'm sure that I haven't said
anything."

"If you said anything I shouldn't mind it so much; but I can't bear
to see you with that unhappy look. I'm sure I only wish to do what's
best. You can't think it right that you should be writing letters to
a gentleman without being sure that it is proper."

"Oh, mamma, don't talk about it!"

"You don't like me to ask your sister; and I'm sure it's natural I
should want to ask somebody. He's nearly seventy years old, and he
has known you ever since you were born. And then he's a clergyman,
and therefore he'll be sure to know what's right. Not that I should
have liked to have said a word about it to Mr. Prong, because there's
a difference when they come from one doesn't know where."

"Pray, mamma, don't. I haven't made any objection to Mr. Comfort. It
isn't nice to be talked over in that way by anybody, that's all."

"But what was I to do? I'm sure I liked the young man very much. I
never knew a young man who took his tea so pleasant. And as for his
manners and his way of talking, I had it in my heart to fall in love
with him myself. I had indeed. As far as that goes, he's just the
young man that I could make a son of."

"Dear mamma! my own dearest mamma!" and Rachel, jumping up, threw
herself upon her mother's neck. "Stop there. You shan't say another
word."

"I'm sure I didn't mean to say anything unpleasant."

"No, you did not; and I won't be impatient."

"Only I can't bear that look. And you know what his mother said,--and
Mrs. Tappitt. Not that I care about Mrs. Tappitt; only a person's
mother is his mother, and he shouldn't have called her a goose."

It must be acknowledged that Rachel's position was not comfortable;
and it certainly would not have been improved had she known how many
people in Baslehurst were talking about her and Rowan. That Rowan was
gone everybody knew; that he had made love to Rachel everybody said;
that he never meant to come back any more most professed to believe.
Tappitt's tongue was loud in proclaiming his iniquities; and her
follies and injuries Mrs. Tappitt whispered into the ears of all her
female acquaintances.

"I'm sorry for her," Miss Harford said, mildly. Mrs. Tappitt was
calling at the rectory, and had made her way in. Mr. Tappitt was
an upholder of the old rector, and there was a fellow-townsman's
friendship between them.

"Oh yes;--very sorry for her," said Mrs. Tappitt.

"Very sorry indeed," said Augusta, who was with her mother.

"She always seemed to me a pretty, quiet, well-behaved girl," said
Miss Harford.

"Still waters run deepest, you know, Miss Harford," said Mrs.
Tappitt. "I should never have imagined it of her;--never. But she
certainly met him half-way."

"But we all thought he was respectable, you know," said Miss Harford.

Miss Harford was thoroughly good-natured; and though she had never
gone half-way herself, and had perhaps lost her chance from having
been unable to go any part of the way, she was not disposed to
condemn a girl for having been willing to be admired by such a one as
Luke Rowan.

"Well;--yes; at first we did. He had the name of money, you know, and
that goes so far with some girls. We were on our guard,"--and she
looked proudly round on Augusta,--"till we should hear what the young
man really was. He has thrown off his sheep's clothing now with a
vengeance. Mr. Tappitt feels quite ashamed that he should have
introduced him to any of the people here; he does indeed."

"That may be her misfortune, and not her fault," said Miss Harford,
who in defending Rachel was well enough inclined to give up Luke.
Indeed, Baslehurst was beginning to have a settled mind that Luke was
a wolf.

"Oh, quite so," said Mrs. Tappitt. "The poor girl has been very
unfortunate no doubt."

After that she took her leave of the rectory.

On that evening Mr. Comfort dined with Dr. Harford, as did also
Butler Cornbury and his wife, and one or two others. The chances of
the election formed, of course, the chief subject of conversation
both in the drawing-room and at the dinner-table; but in talking of
the election they came to talk of Mr. Tappitt, and in talking of
Tappitt they came to talk of Luke Rowan.

It has already been said that Dr. Harford had been rector of
Baslehurst for many years at the period to which this story refers.
He had nearly completed half a century of work in that capacity, and
had certainly been neither an idle nor an inefficient clergyman. But,
now in his old age, he was discontented and disgusted by the changes
which had come upon him; and though some bodily strength for further
service still remained to him, he had no longer any aptitude for
useful work. A man cannot change as men change. Individual men are
like the separate links of a rotatory chain. The chain goes on with
continuous easy motion as though every part of it were capable of
adapting itself to a curve, but not the less is each link as stiff
and sturdy as any other piece of wrought iron. Dr. Harford had in his
time been an active, popular man,--a man possessing even some liberal
tendencies in politics, though a country rector of nearly half a
century's standing. In his parish he had been more than a clergyman.
He had been a magistrate, and a moving man in municipal affairs. He
had been a politician, and though now for many years he had supported
the Conservative candidate, he had been loudly in favour of the
Reform Bill when Baslehurst was a close borough in the possession of
a great duke, who held property hard by. But liberal politics had
gone on and had left Dr. Harford high and dry on the standing-ground
which he had chosen for himself in the early days of his manhood. And
then had come that pestilent act of the legislature under which his
parish had been divided. Not that the Act of Parliament itself had
been violently condemned by the doctor on its becoming law. I doubt
whether he had then thought much of it.

But when men calling themselves Commissioners came actually upon
him and his, and separated off from him a district of his own town,
taking it away altogether from his authority, and giving it over to
such inexperienced hands as chance might send thither,--then Dr.
Harford became a violent Tory. And my readers must not conceive that
this was a question touching his pocket. One might presume that his
pocket would be in some degree benefited, seeing that he was saved
from the necessity of supplying the spiritual wants of a certain
portion of his parish. No shilling was taken from his own income,
which, indeed, was by no means excessive. His whole parish gave him
barely six hundred a year, out of which he had kept always one, and
latterly two curates. It was no question of money in any degree.
Sooner than be invaded and mutilated he would have submitted to an
order calling upon him to find a third curate,--could any power
have given such order. His parish had been invaded and his clerical
authority mutilated. He was no longer _totus teres atque rotundus_.
The beauty of his life was over, and the contentment of his mind
was gone. He knew that it was only left for him to die, spending
such days as remained to him in vague prophecies of evil against his
devoted country,--a country which had allowed its ancient parochial
landmarks to be moved, and its ecclesiastical fastnesses to be
invaded!

But perhaps hatred of Mr. Prong was the strongest passion of Dr.
Harford's heart at the present moment. He had ever hated the
dissenting ministers by whom he was surrounded. In Devonshire dissent
has waxed strong for many years, and the pastors of the dissenting
flocks have been thorns in the side of the Church of England
clergymen. Dr. Harford had undergone his full share of suffering
from such thorns. But they had caused him no more than a pleasant
irritation in comparison with what he endured from the presence of
Mr. Prong in Baslehurst. He would sooner have entertained all the
dissenting ministers of the South Hams together than have put his
legs under the same mahogany with Mr. Prong. Mr. Prong was to him the
evil thing! Anathema! He believed all bad things of Mr. Prong with
an absolute faith, but without any ground on which such faith should
have been formed. He thought that Mr. Prong drank spirits; that
he robbed his parishioners;--Dr. Harford would sooner have lost
his tongue than have used such a word with reference to those who
attended Mr. Prong's chapel;--that he had left a deserted wife on
some parish; that he was probably not in truth ordained. There was
nothing which Dr. Harford could not believe of Mr. Prong. Now all
this was, to say the least of it, a pity, for it disfigured the close
of a useful and conscientious life.

Dr. Harford of course intended to vote for Mr. Cornbury, but he
would not join loudly in condemnation of Mr. Tappitt. Tappitt had
stood stanchly by him in all parochial contests regarding the new
district. Tappitt opposed the Prong faction at all points. Tappitt as
churchwarden had been submissive to the doctor. Church of England
principles had always been held at the brewery, and Bungall had been
ever in favour with Dr. Harford's predecessor.

"He calls himself a Liberal, and always has done," said the doctor.
"You can't expect that he should desert his own party."

"But a Jew!" said old Mr. Comfort.

"Well; why not a Jew?" said the doctor. Whereupon Mr. Comfort, and
Butler Cornbury, and Dr. Harford's own curate, young Mr. Calclough,
and Captain Byng, an old bachelor, who lived in Baslehurst, all
stared at him; as Dr. Harford had intended that they should. "Upon
my word," said he, "I don't see the use for caring for that kind of
thing any longer; I don't indeed. In the way we are going on now, and
for the sort of thing we do, I don't see why Jews shouldn't serve
us as well in Parliament as Christians. If I am to have my brains
knocked out, I'd sooner have it done by a declared enemy than by one
who calls himself my friend."

"But our brains are not knocked out yet," said Butler Cornbury.

"I don't know anything about yours, but mine are."

"I don't think the world's coming to an end yet," said the captain.

"Nor do I. I said nothing about the world coming to an end. But if
you saw a part of your ship put under the command of a landlubber,
who didn't know one side of the vessel from the other, you'd think
the world had better come to an end than be carried on in that way."

"It's not the same thing, you know," said the captain. "You couldn't
divide a ship."

"Oh, well; you'll see."

"I don't think any Christian should vote for a Jew," said the curate.
"A verdict has gone out against them, and what is man that he should
reverse it?"

"Are you quite sure that you are reversing it by putting them into
Parliament?" said Dr. Harford. "May not that be a carrying on of the
curse?"

"There's consolation in that idea for Butler if he loses his
election," said Mr. Comfort.

"Parliament isn't what it was," said the doctor. "There's no doubt
about that."

"And who is to blame?" said Mr. Comfort, who had never supported the
Reform Bill as his neighbour had done.

"I say nothing about blame. It's natural that things should get worse
as they grow older."

"Dr. Harford thinks Parliament is worn out," said Butler Cornbury.

"And what if I do think so? Have not other things as great fallen
and gone into decay? Did not the Roman senate wear out, as you call
it? And as for these Jews, of whom you are speaking, what was the
curse upon them but the wearing out of their grace and wisdom? I am
inclined to think that we are wearing out; only I wish the garment
could have lasted my time without showing so many thin places."

"Now I believe just the contrary," said the captain. "I don't think
we have come to our full growth yet."

"Could we lick the French as we did at Trafalgar and Waterloo?" said
the doctor.

The captain thought a while before he answered, and then spoke with
much solemnity. "Yes," said he, "I think we could. And I hope the
time will soon come when we may."

"We shan't do it if we send Jews to Parliament," said Mr. Comfort.

"I must say I think Tappitt wrong," said young Cornbury. "Of course,
near as the thing is going, I'm sorry to lose his vote; but I'm not
speaking because of that. He has always pretended to hold on to the
Church party here, and the Church party has held on to him. His beer
is none of the best, and I think he'd have been wise to stick to his
old friends."

"I don't see the argument about the beer," said the doctor.

"He shouldn't provoke his neighbours to look at his faults."

"But the Jew's friends would find out that the beer is bad as well as
yours."

"The truth is," said Cornbury, "that Tappitt thinks he has a personal
grievance against me. He's as cross as a bear with a sore head at the
present moment, because this young fellow who was to have been his
partner has turned against him. There's some love affair, and my wife
has been there and made a mess of it. It's hard upon me, for I don't
know that I ever saw the young man in my life."

"I believe that fellow is a scamp," said the doctor.

"I hope not," said Mr. Comfort, thinking of Rachel and her hopes.

"We all hope he isn't, of course," said the doctor. "But we can't
prevent men being scamps by hoping. There are other scamps in
this town in whom, if my hoping would do any good, a very great
change would be made."--Everybody present knew that the doctor
alluded especially to Mr. Prong, whose condition, however, if the
doctor's hopes could have been carried out, would not have been
enviable.--"But I fear this fellow Rowan is a scamp, and I think he
has treated Tappitt badly. Tappitt told me all about it only this
morning."

"Audi alteram partem," said Mr. Comfort.

"The scamp's party you mean," said the doctor. "I haven't the means
of doing that. If in this world we suspend our judgment till we've
heard all that can be said on both sides of every question, we should
never come to any judgment at all. I hear that he's in debt; I
believe he behaved very badly to Tappitt himself, so that Tappitt
was forced to use personal violence to defend himself; and he has
certainly threatened to open a new brewery here. Now that's bad, as
coming from a young man related to the old firm."

"I think he should leave the brewery alone," said Mr. Comfort.

"Of course he should," said the doctor. "And I hear, moreover, that
he is playing a wicked game with a girl in your parish."

"I don't know about a wicked game," said the other. "It won't be a
wicked game if he marries her."

Then Rachel's chances of matrimonial success were discussed with
a degree of vigour which must have been felt by her to be highly
complimentary, had she been aware of it. But I grieve to say that
public opinion, as expressed in Dr. Harford's dining-room, went
against Luke Rowan. Mr. Tappitt was not a great man, either as a
citizen or as a brewer: he was not one to whom Baslehurst would even
rejoice to raise a monument; but such as he was he had been known for
many years. No one in that room loved or felt for him anything like
real friendship; but the old familiarity of the place was in his
favour, and his form was known of old upon the High Street. He was
not a drunkard, he lived becomingly with his wife, he had paid his
way, and was a fellow-townsman. What was it to Dr. Harford, or
even to Mr. Comfort, that he brewed bad beer? No man was compelled
to drink it. Why should not a man employ himself, openly and
legitimately, in the brewing of bad beer, if the demand for bad beer
were so great as to enable him to live by the occupation? On the
other hand, Luke Rowan was personally known to none of them; and they
were jealous that a change should come among them with any view of
teaching them a lesson or improving their condition. They believed,
or thought they believed, that Mr. Tappitt had been ill-treated in
his counting-house. It was grievous to them that a man with a wife
and three daughters should have been threatened by a young unmarried
man,--by a man whose shoulders were laden with no family burden.
Whether Rowan's propositions had been in truth good or evil, just
or unjust, they had not inquired, and would not probably have
ascertained had they done so. But they judged the man and condemned
him. Mr. Comfort was brought round to condemn him as thoroughly
as did Dr. Harford,--not reflecting, as he did so, how fatal his
condemnation might be to the happiness of poor Rachel Ray.

"The fact is, Butler," said the doctor, when Mr. Comfort had left
them, and gone to the drawing-room;--"the fact is, your wife has not
played her cards at the brewery as well as she usually does play
them. She has been taking this young fellow's part; and after that I
don't know how she was to expect that Tappitt would stand by you."

"No general can succeed always," said Cornbury, laughing.

"Well; some generals do. But I must confess your wife is generally
very successful. Come; we'll go up-stairs; and don't you tell her
that I've been finding fault. She's as good as gold, and I can't
afford to quarrel with her; but I think she has tripped here."

When the old doctor and Butler Cornbury reached the drawing-room the
names of Rowan and Tappitt had not been as yet banished from the
conversation; but to them had been added some others. Rachel's name
had been again mentioned, as had also that of Rachel's sister.

"Papa, who do you think is going to be married?" said Miss Harford.

"Not you, my dear, is it?" said the doctor.

"Mr. Prong is going to be married to Mrs. Prime," said Miss Harford,
showing by the solemnity of her voice that she regarded the subject
as one which should by its nature repress any further joke.

Nor was Dr. Harford inclined to joke when he heard such tidings as
these. "Mr. Prong!" said he. "Nonsense; who told you?"

"Well, it was Baker told me." Mrs. Baker was the housekeeper at the
Baslehurst rectory, and had been so for the last thirty years. "She
learned it at Drabbit's in the High Street, where Mrs. Prime had been
living since she left her mother's cottage."

"If that's true, Comfort," said the doctor, "I congratulate you on
your parishioner."

"Mrs. Prime is no parishioner of mine," said the vicar of Cawston.
"If it's true, I'm very sorry for her mother,--very sorry."

"I don't believe a word of it," said Mrs. Cornbury.

"Poor, wretched, unfortunate woman!" said the doctor. "Her little bit
of money is all in her own hands; is it not?"

"I believe it is," said Mr. Comfort.

"Ah, yes; I dare say it's true," said the vicar. "She's been running
after him ever since he's been here. I don't doubt it's true. Poor
creature!--poor creature! Poor thing!" And the doctor absolutely
sighed as he thought of the misery in store for Mr. Prong's future
bride. "It's an ill wind that blows nobody any good," he said after
a while. "He'll go off, no doubt, when he has got the money in his
hand, and we shall be rid of him. Poor thing;--poor thing!"

Before the evening was over Mrs. Cornbury and her father had again
discussed the question of Rachel's possible engagement with Luke
Rowan. Mr. Comfort had declared his conviction that it would be
dangerous to encourage any such hopes; whereas his daughter protested
that she would not see Rachel thrown over if she could help it.
"Don't condemn him yet, papa," she said.

"I don't condemn him at all, my dear; but I hardly think we shall
see him back at Baslehurst. And he shouldn't have gone away without
paying his debts, Patty!"



CHAPTER IV.

MR. COMFORT CALLS AT THE COTTAGE.


Mrs. Ray, in her trouble occasioned by Luke's letter, had walked up
to Mr. Comfort's house, but had not found him at home. Therefore
she had written to him, in his own study, a few very simple words,
telling the matter on which she wanted his advice. Almost any other
woman would have half hidden her real meaning under a cloud of
ambiguous words; but with her there was no question of hiding
anything from her clergyman. "Rachel has had a letter from young Mr.
Rowan," she said, "and I have begged her not to answer it till I have
shown it to you." So Mr. Comfort sent word down to Bragg's End that
he would call at the cottage, and fixed an hour for his coming. This
task was to be accomplished by him on the morning after Dr. Harford's
dinner; and he had thought much of the coming conference between
himself and Rachel's mother while Rowan's character was being
discussed at Dr. Harford's house: but on that occasion he had said
nothing to any one, not even to his daughter, of the application
which had been made to him by Mrs. Ray. At eleven o'clock he
presented himself at the cottage door, and, of course, found Mrs.
Ray alone. Rachel had taken herself over to Mrs. Sturt, and greatly
amazed that kindhearted person by her silence and confusion. "Why,
my dear," said Mrs. Sturt, "you hain't got a word to-day to throw at
a dog." Rachel acknowledged that she had not; and then Mrs. Sturt
allowed her to remain in her silence.

"Oh, Mr. Comfort, this is so good of you!" Mrs. Ray began as soon as
her friend was inside the parlour. "When I went up to the parsonage
I didn't think of bringing you down here all the way;--I didn't
indeed." Mr. Comfort assured her that he thought nothing of the
trouble, declared that he owed her a visit, and then asked after
Rachel.

"To tell you the truth, then, she's just stept across the green to
Mrs. Sturt's, so as to be out of the way. It's a trying time to her,
Mr. Comfort,--very; and whatever way it goes, she's a good girl,--a
very good girl."

"You needn't tell me that, Mrs. Ray."

"Oh! but I must. There's her sister thinks she's encouraged this
young man too freely, but--"

"By-the-by, Mrs. Ray, I've been told that Mrs. Prime is engaged to be
married herself."

"Have you, now?"

"Well, yes; I heard it in Baslehurst yesterday;--to Mr. Prong."

"She's kept it so close, Mr. Comfort, I didn't think anybody had
heard it."

"It is true, then?"

"I can't say she has accepted him yet. He has offered to
her;--there's no doubt about that, Mr. Comfort,--and she hasn't said
him no."

"Do let her look sharp after her money," said Mr. Comfort.

"Well, that's just it. She's not a bit inclined to give it up to him,
I can tell you."

"I can't say, Mrs. Ray, that the connexion is one that I like very
much, in any way. There's no reason at all why your eldest daughter
should not marry again, but--"

"What can I do, Mr. Comfort? Of course I know he's not just what he
should be,--that is, for a clergyman. When I knew he hadn't come
from any of the colleges, I never had any fancy for going to hear
him myself. But of course I should never have left your church, Mr.
Comfort,--not if anybody had come there. And if I could have had my
way with Dorothy, she would never have gone near him,--never. But
what could I do, Mr. Comfort? Of course she can go where she likes."

"Mr. Prime was a gentleman and a Christian," said the vicar.

"That he was, Mr. Comfort; and a husband for a young woman to be
proud of. But he was soon taken away from her--very soon! and she
hasn't thought much of this world since."

"I don't know what she's thinking of now."

"It isn't of herself, Mr. Comfort; not a bit. Dorothy is very stern;
but, to give her her due, it's not herself she's thinking of."

"Why does she want to marry him, then?"

"Because he's lonely without some one to do for him."

"Lonely!--and he should be lonely for me, Mrs. Ray."

"And because she says she can work in the vineyard better as a
clergyman's wife."

"Pshaw! work in the vineyard, indeed! But it's no business of mine;
and, as you say, I suppose you can't help it."

"Indeed I can't. She'd never think of asking me."

"I hope she'll look after her money, that's all. And what's all this
about my friend Rachel? I'd a great deal sooner hear that she was
going to be married,--if I knew that the man was worthy of her."

Then Mrs. Ray put her hand into her pocket, and taking out Rowan's
letter, gave it to the vicar to read. As she did so, she looked into
his face with eyes full of the most intense anxiety. She was herself
greatly frightened by the magnitude of this marriage question.
She feared the enmity of Mrs. Rowan; and she doubted the firmness
of Luke. She could not keep herself from reflecting that a young
man from London was very dangerous; that he might probably be a
wolf; that she could not be safe in trusting her one lamb into
such custody. But, nevertheless, she most earnestly hoped that Mr.
Comfort's verdict might be in the young man's favour. If he would
only say that the young man was not a wolf,--if he would only take
upon his own clerical shoulders the responsibility of trusting the
young man,--Mrs. Ray would become for the moment one of the happiest
women in Devonshire. With what a beaming face,--with what a true
joy,--with what smiles through her tears, would she then have
welcomed Rachel back from the farm-house! How she would have watched
her as she came across the green, beckoning to her eagerly, and
telling all her happy tale beforehand by the signs of her joy! But
there was to be no such happy tale as that told on this morning. She
watched the vicar's face as he read the letter, and soon perceived
that the verdict was to be given against the writer of it. I do not
know that Mrs. Ray was particularly quick at reading the countenances
of men, but, in this instance, she did read the countenance of Mr.
Comfort. We, all of us, read more in the faces of those with whom we
hold converse, than we are aware of doing. Of the truth, or want of
truth in every word spoken to us, we judge, in great part, by the
face of the speaker. By the face of every man and woman seen by us,
whether they speak or are silent, we form a judgment,--and in nine
cases out of ten our judgment is true. It is because our tenth
judgment,--that judgment which has been wrong,--comes back upon us
always with the effects of its error, that we teach ourselves to
say that appearances cannot be trusted. If we did not trust them
we should be walking ever in doubt, in darkness, and in ignorance.
As Mr. Comfort read the letter, Mrs. Ray knew that it would not be
allowed to her to speak words of happiness to Rachel on that day. She
knew that the young man was to be set down as dangerous; but she was
by no means aware that she was reading the vicar's face with precise
accuracy. Mr. Comfort had been slow in his perusal, weighing the
words of the letter; and when he had finished it he slowly refolded
the paper and put it back into its envelope. "He means what he says,"
said he, as he gave the letter back to Mrs. Ray.

"Yes; I think he means what he says."

"But we cannot tell how long he may mean it; nor can we tell as yet
whether such a connection would be good for Rachel, even if he should
remain stedfast in such meaning. If you ask me, Mrs. Ray--"

"I do ask you, Mr. Comfort."

"Then I think we should all of us know more about him, before we
allow Rachel to give him encouragement;--I do indeed."

Mrs. Ray could not quite repress in her heart a slight feeling of
anger against the vicar. She remembered the words,--so different not
only in their meaning, but in the tone in which they were spoken,--in
which he had sanctioned Rachel's going to the ball: "Young people
get to think of each other," he had then said, speaking with
good-humoured, cheery voice, as though such thinking were worthy of
all encouragement. He had spoken then of marriage being the happiest
condition for both men and women, and had inquired as to Rowan's
means. Every word that had then fallen from him had expressed his
opinion that Luke Rowan was an eligible lover. But now he was named
as though he were undoubtedly a wolf. Why had not Mr. Comfort said
then, at that former interview, when no harm had as yet been done,
that it would be desirable to know more of the young man before any
encouragement was given to him? Mrs. Ray felt that she was injured;
but, nevertheless, her trust in her counsellor was not on that
account the less.

"I suppose it must be answered," said Mrs. Ray.

"Oh, yes; of course it should be answered."

"And who should write it, Mr. Comfort?"

"Let Rachel write it herself. Let her tell him that she is not
prepared to correspond with him as yet, any further that is, you
understand, than the writing of that letter."

"And about,--about,--about what he says as to loving her, you know?
There has been a sort of promise between them, Mr. Comfort, and no
young man could have spoken more honestly than he did."

"And he meant honestly, no doubt; but you see, Mrs. Ray, it is
necessary to be so careful in these matters! It is quite evident his
mother doesn't wish this marriage."

"And he shouldn't have called her a goose; should he?"

"I don't think much about that."

"Don't you, now?"

"It was all meant in good-humour. But she thinks it a bad marriage
for him as regards money, and money considerations always go so far,
you know. And then he's away, and you've got no hold upon him."

"That's quite true, Mr. Comfort."

"He has quarrelled with the people here. And upon my word I'm
inclined to think he has not behaved very well to Mr. Tappitt."

"Hasn't he, now?"

"I'm afraid not, Mrs. Ray. They were talking about him last night in
Baslehurst, and I'm afraid he has behaved badly at the brewery. There
were words between him and Mr. Tappitt,--very serious words."

"Yes; I know that. He told Rachel as much as that. I think he said he
was going to law with Mr. Tappitt."

"And if so, the chances are that he may never be seen here again.
It's ill coming to a place where one is quarrelling with people. And
as to the lawsuit, it seems to me, from what I hear, that he would
certainly lose it. No doubt he has a considerable property in the
brewery; but he wants to be master of everything, and that can't be
reasonable, you know. And then, Mrs. Ray, there's worse than that
behind."

"Worse than that!" said Mrs. Ray, in whose heart every gleam of
comfort was quickly being extinguished by darkening shadows.

"They tell me that he has gone away without paying his debts. If that
is so, it shows that his means cannot be very good." Then why had Mr.
Comfort taken upon himself expressly to say that they were good at
that interview before Mrs. Tappitt's party? That was the thought in
the widow's mind at the present moment. Mr. Comfort, however, went
on with his caution. "And then, when the happiness of such a girl as
Rachel is concerned, it is impossible to be too careful. Where should
we all be if we found that we had given her to a scamp?"

"Oh dear, oh dear! I don't think he can be a scamp;--he did take his
tea so nicely."

"I don't say he is;--I don't judge him. But then we should be
careful. Why didn't he pay his debts before he went away? A young man
should always pay his debts."

"Perhaps he's sent it down in a money-order," said Mrs. Ray. "They
are so very convenient,--that is if you've got the money."

"If he hasn't I hope he will, for I can assure you I don't want to
think badly of him. Maybe he will turn out all right. And you may be
sure of this, Mrs. Ray, that if he is really attached to Rachel he
won't give her up, because she doesn't throw herself into his arms at
his first word. There's nothing becomes a young woman like a little
caution, or makes a young man think more of her. If Rachel fancies
that she likes him let her hold back a while and find out what sort
of stuff he's made of. If I were her I should just tell him that
I thought it better to wait a little before I made any positive
engagement."

"But, Mr. Comfort, how is she to begin it? You see he calls her
Dearest Rachel."

"Let her say Dear Mr. Rowan. There can't be any harm in that."

"She mustn't call him Luke, I suppose."

"I think she'd better not. Young men think so much of those things."

"And she's not to say 'Yours affectionately' at the end?"

"She'll understand all that when she comes to write the letter better
than we can tell her. Give her my love; and tell her from me I'm
quite sure she's a dear, good girl, and that it must be a great
comfort to you to know that you can trust her so thoroughly." Then,
having spoken these last words, Mr. Comfort took himself away.

Rachel, sitting in the window of Mrs. Sturt's large front kitchen on
the other side of the green, could see Mr. Comfort come forth from
the cottage and get into his low four-wheeled carriage, which, with
his boy in livery, had been standing at the garden gate during the
interview. Mrs. Sturt was away among the milk-pans, scalding cream or
preparing butter, and did not watch either Rachel or the visitor at
the cottage. But she knew with tolerable accuracy what was going on,
and with all her heart wished that her young friend might have luck
with her lover. Rachel waited for a minute or two till the little
carriage was out of sight, till the sound of the wheels could be no
longer heard, and then she prepared to move. She slowly got herself
up from her chair as though she were afraid to show herself upon the
green, and paused still a few moments longer before she left the
kitchen.

"So, thou's off," said Mrs. Sturt, coming in from the back regions of
her territory, with the sleeves of her gown tucked up, enveloped in a
large roundabout apron which covered almost all her dress. Mrs. Sturt
would no more have thought of doing her work in the front kitchen
than I should think of doing mine in the drawing-room. "So thou's off
home again, my lass," said Mrs. Sturt.

"Yes, Mrs. Sturt. Mr. Comfort has been with mamma,--about business;
and as I didn't want to be in the way I just came over to you."

"Thou art welcome, as flowers in May, morning or evening; but thee
knowest that, girl. As for Mr. Comfort,--it's cold comfort he is, I
always say. It's little I think of what clergymen says, unless it be
out of the pulpit or the like of that. What does they know about lads
and lasses?"

"He's a very old friend of mamma's."

"Old friends is always best, I'll not deny that. But, look thee here,
my girl; my man's an old friend too. He's know'd thee since he lifted
thee in his arms to pull the plums off that bough yonder; and he's
seen thee these ten years a deal oftener than Mr. Comfort. If they
say anything wrong of thy joe there, tell me, and Sturt 'll find out
whether it be true or no. Don't let ere a parson in Devonshire rob
thee of thy sweetheart. It's passing sweet, when true hearts meet.
But it breaks the heart, when true hearts part." With the salutary
advice contained in these ancient local lines Mrs. Sturt put her arms
round Rachel, and having kissed her, bade her go.

With slow step she made her way across the green, hardly daring to
look to the door of the cottage. But there was no figure standing
at the door; and let her have looked with all her eyes, there was
nothing there to have told her anything. She walked very slowly,
thinking as she went of Mrs. Sturt's words--"Don't let ere a parson
in Devonshire rob thee of thy sweetheart." Was it not hard upon her
that she should be subjected to the misery of such discussion, seeing
that she had given no hope, either to her lover or to herself, till
she had received full warranty for doing so? She would do what her
mother should bid her, let it be what it might; but she would be
wronged,--she felt that she would be wronged and injured, grievously
injured, if her mother should now bid her think of Rowan as one
thinks of those that are gone.

She entered the cottage slowly, and turning into the parlour, found
her mother seated there on the old sofa, opposite to the fireplace.
She was seated there in stiff composure, waiting the work which she
had to do. It was no customary place of hers, and she was a woman
who, in the ordinary occupations of her life, never deserted her
customary places. She had an old easy chair near the fireplace, and
another smaller chair close to the window, and in one of these she
might always be found, unless when, on special occasions like the
present, some great thing had occurred to throw her out of the
grooves of her life.

"Well, mamma?" said Rachel, coming in and standing before her mother.
Mrs. Ray, before she spoke, looked up into her child's face, and was
afraid. "Well, mamma, what has Mr. Comfort said?"

Was it not hard for Mrs. Ray that at such a moment she should have
had no sort of husband on whom to lean? Does the reader remember that
in the opening words of this story Mrs. Ray was described as a woman
who specially needed some standing-corner, some post, some strong
prop to bear her weight,--some marital authority by which she might
be guided? Such prop and such guiding she had never needed more
sorely than she needed them now. She looked up into Rachel's face
before she spoke, and was afraid. "He has been here, my dear," she
said, "and has gone away."

"Yes, mamma, I knew that," said Rachel. "I saw his phaeton drive off;
that's why I came over from Mrs. Sturt's."

Rachel's voice was hard, and there was no comfort in it. It was so
hard that Mrs. Ray felt it to be unkind. No doubt Rachel suffered;
but did not she suffer also? Would not she have given blood from her
breast, like the maternal pelican, to have secured from that clerical
counsellor a verdict that might have been comforting to her child?
Would she not have made any sacrifice of self for such a verdict,
even though the effecting of it must have been that she herself would
have been left alone and deserted in the world? Why, then, should
Rachel be stern to her? If misery was to fall on both of them, it was
not of her doing.

"I know you will think it's my fault, Rachel; but I cannot help it,
even though you should say so. Of course I was obliged to ask some
one; and who else was there that would be able to tell me so well
as Mr. Comfort? You would not have liked it at all if I had gone to
Dorothea; and as for Mr. Prong--"

"Oh! mamma, mamma, don't! I haven't said anything. I haven't
complained of Mr. Comfort. What has he said now? You forget that you
have not told me."

"No, my dear, I don't forget; I wish I could. He says that Mr. Rowan
has behaved badly to Mr. Tappitt, and that he hasn't paid his debts,
and that the lawsuit will be sure to go against him, and that he will
never show his face in Baslehurst again; and he says, too, that it
would be very wrong for you to correspond with him,--very; because a
young girl like you must be so careful about such things; and he says
he'll be much more likely to respect you if you don't,--don't,--don't
just throw yourself into his arms like. Those were his very words;
and then he says that if he really cares for you, he'll be sure to
come back again, and so you're to answer the letter, and you must
call him Dear Mr. Rowan. Don't call him Luke, because young men think
so much about those things. And you are to tell him that there isn't
to be any engagement, or any letter-writing, or anything of that sort
at all. But you can just say something friendly,--about hoping he's
quite well, or something of that kind. And then when you come to the
end, you had better sign yourself 'Yours truly.' It won't do to say
anything about affection, because one never knows how it may turn
out. And,--let me see; there was only one thing more. Mr. Comfort
says that you are a good girl, and that he is sure you have done
nothing wrong,--not even in a word or a thought; and I say so too.
You are my own beautiful child; and, Rachel,--I do so wish I could
make it all right between you."

Nobody can deny that Mrs. Ray had given, with very fair accuracy, an
epitome of Mr. Comfort's words; but they did not leave upon Rachel's
mind a very clear idea of what she was expected to do. "Go away in
debt!" she said; "who says so?"

"Mr. Comfort told me so just now. But perhaps he'll send the money in
a money-order, you know."

"I don't think he would go away in debt. And why should the lawsuit
go against him if he's got right on his side? He does not wish to do
any harm to Mr. Tappitt."

"I don't know about that, my dear; but at any rate they've
quarrelled."

"But why shouldn't that be Mr. Tappitt's fault as much as his? And as
for not showing his face in Baslehurst--! Oh, mamma! don't you know
him well enough to be sure that he will never be ashamed of showing
his face anywhere? He not show his face! Mamma, I don't believe a
word of it all,--not a word."

"Mr. Comfort said so; he did indeed." Then Mrs. Sturt's words came
back upon Rachel. "Don't let ere a parson in Devonshire rob thee of
thy sweetheart." This lover of hers was her only possession,--the
only thing of her own winning that she had ever valued. He was her
great triumph, the rich upshot of her own prowess,--and now she felt
that this parson was indeed robbing her. Had he been then present,
she would have risen up and spoken at him, as she had never spoken
before. The spirit of rebellion against all the world was strong
within her;--against all the world except that one weak woman who now
sat before her on the sofa. Her eyes were full of anger, and Mrs. Ray
saw that it was so; but still she was minded to obey her mother.

"It's no good talking," said Rachel; "but when they say that he's
afraid to show himself in Baslehurst, I don't believe them. Does he
look like a man afraid to show himself?"

"Looks are so deceitful, Rachel."

"And as for debts,--people, if they're called away by telegraph in a
minute, can't pay all that they owe. There are plenty of people in
Baslehurst that owe a deal more than he does, I'm sure. And he's got
his share in the brewery, so that nobody need be afraid."

"Mr. Comfort didn't say that you were to quarrel with him
altogether."

"Mr. Comfort! What's Mr. Comfort to me, mamma?" This was said in such
a tone that Mrs. Ray absolutely started up from her seat.

"But, Rachel, he is my oldest friend. He was your father's friend."

"Why did he not say it before, then? Why--why--why--? Mamma, I can't
throw him off now. Didn't I tell him that,--that,--that I would--love
him? Didn't you say that it might be so,--you yourself? How am I to
show my face, if I go back now? Mamma, I do love him, with all my
heart and all my strength, and nothing that anybody can say can make
any difference. If he owed ever so much money I should love him the
same. If he had killed Mr. Tappitt it wouldn't make any difference."

"Oh, Rachel!"

"No more it would. If Mr. Tappitt began it first, it wasn't his
fault."

"But Rachel, my darling,--what can we do? If he has gone away we
cannot make him come back again."

"But he wrote almost immediately."

"And you are going to answer it;--are you not?"

"Yes;--but what sort of an answer, mamma? How can I expect that he
will ever want to see me again when I have written to him in that
way? I won't say anything about hoping that he's very well. If I may
not tell him that he's my own, own, own Luke, and that I love him
with all my heart, I'll bid him stay away and not trouble himself any
further. I wonder what he'll think of me when I write in that way!"

"If he's constant-hearted he'll wait a while and then he'll come back
again."

"Why should he come back when I've treated him in that way? What have
I got to give him? Mamma, you may write the letter yourself, and put
in it what you please."

"Mr. Comfort said that you had better write it."

"Mr. Comfort! I don't know why I'm to do all that Mr. Comfort tells
me," and then those other words of Mrs. Sturt's recurred to her,
"It's little I think of what a clergyman says unless it be out of a
pulpit." After that there was nothing further said for some minutes.
Mrs. Ray still sat on the sofa, and as she gazed upon the table
which stood in the middle of the room, she wiped her eyes with her
handkerchief. Rachel was now seated in a chair with her back almost
turned to her mother, and was beating with her impatient fingers on
the table. She was very angry,--angry even with her mother; and she
was half broken-hearted, truly believing that such a letter as that
which she was desired to write would estrange her lover from her for
ever. So they sat, and for a few minutes no word was spoken between
them.

"Rachel," said Mrs. Ray at last, "if wrong has been done, is it not
better that it should be undone?"

"What wrong have I done?" said Rachel, jumping up.

"It is I that have done it,--not you."

"No, mamma; you have done no wrong."

"I should have known more before I let him come here and encouraged
you to think of him. It has been my fault. My dear, will you not
forgive me?"

"Mamma, there has been no fault. There is nothing to forgive."

"I have made you unhappy, my child," and then Mrs. Ray burst out into
open tears.

"No, mamma, I won't be unhappy;--or if I am I will bear it." Then she
got up and threw her arms round her mother's neck, and embraced her.
"I will write the letter, but I will not write it now. You shall see
it before it goes."



CHAPTER V.

SHOWING WHAT RACHEL RAY THOUGHT WHEN SHE SAT ON THE STILE,
AND HOW SHE WROTE HER LETTER AFTERWARDS.


Rachel, as soon as she had made her mother the promise that she would
write the letter, left the parlour and went up to her own room. She
had many thoughts to adjust in her mind which could not be adjusted
satisfactorily otherwise than in solitude, and it was clearly
necessary that they should be adjusted before she could write her
letter. It must be remembered, not only that she had never before
written a letter to a lover, but that she had never before written
a letter of importance to any one. She had threatened at one moment
that she would leave the writing of it to her mother; but there came
upon her a feeling, of which she was hardly conscious, that she
herself might probably compose the letter in a strain of higher
dignity than her mother would be likely to adopt. That her lover
would be gone from her for ever she felt almost assured; but still it
would be much to her that, on going, he should so leave her that his
respect might remain, though his love would be a thing of the past.
In her estimation he was a noble being, to have been loved by whom
even for a few days was more honour than she had ever hoped to win.
For a few days she had been allowed to think that her great fortune
intended him to be her husband. But Fate had interposed, and now
she feared that all her joy was at an end. But her joy should be so
relinquished that she herself should not be disgraced in the giving
of it up. She sat there alone for an hour, and was stronger, when
that hour was over, than she had been when she left her mother. Her
pride had supported her, and had been sufficient for her support in
that first hour of her sorrow. It is ever so with us in our misery.
In the first flush of our wretchedness, let the outward signs of our
grief be what they may, we promise to ourselves the support of some
inner strength which shall suffice to us at any rate as against the
eyes of the outer world. But anon, and that inner staff fails us; our
pride yields to our tears; our dignity is crushed beneath the load
with which we have burdened it, and then with loud wailings we own
ourselves to be the wretches which we are. But now Rachel was in the
hour of her pride, and as she came down from her room she resolved
that her sorrow should be buried in her own bosom. She had known what
it was to love,--had known it, perhaps, for one whole week,--and now
that knowledge was never to avail her again. Among them all she had
been robbed of her sweetheart. She had been bidden to give her heart
to this man,--her heart and hand; and now, when she had given all her
heart, she was bidden to refuse her hand. She had not ventured to
love till her love had been sanctioned. It had been sanctioned, and
she had loved; and now that sanction was withdrawn! She knew that she
was injured,--deeply, cruelly injured, but she would bear it, showing
nothing, and saying nothing. With this resolve she came down from her
room, and began to employ herself on her household work.

Mrs. Ray watched her carefully, and Rachel knew that she was watched;
but she took no outward notice of it, going on with her work, and
saying a soft, gentle word now and again, sometimes to her mother,
and sometimes to the little maiden who attended them. "Will you come
to dinner, mamma?" she said with a smile, taking her mother by the
hand.

"I shouldn't mind if I never sat down to dinner again," said Mrs.
Ray.

"Oh, mamma! don't say that; just when you are going to thank God for
the good things he gives you."

Then Mrs. Ray, in a low voice, as though rebuked, said the grace, and
they sat down together to their meal.

The afternoon went with them very slowly and almost in silence.
Neither of them would now speak about Luke Rowan; and to neither of
them was it as yet possible to speak about aught else. One word on
the subject was said during those hours. "You won't have time for
your letter after tea," Mrs. Ray said.

"I shall not write it till to-morrow," Rachel answered; "another day
will do no harm now."

At tea Mrs. Ray asked her whether she did not think that a walk would
do her good, and offered to accompany her; but Rachel, acceding to
the proposition of the walk, declared that she would go alone. "It's
very bad of me to say so, isn't it, when you're so good as to offer
to go with me?" But Mrs. Ray kissed her; saying, with many words,
that she was satisfied that it should be so. "You want to think of
things, I know," said the mother. Rachel acknowledged, by a slight
motion of her head, that she did want to think of things, and soon
after that she started.

"I believe I'll call on Dolly," she said. "It would be bad to
quarrel with her; and perhaps now she'll come back here to live with
us;--only I forgot about Mr. Prong." It was agreed, however, that she
should call on her sister, and ask her to dine at the cottage on the
following day.

She walked along the road straight into Baslehurst, and went at once
to her sister's lodgings. She had another place to visit before she
returned home, but it was a place for which a later hour in the
evening would suit her better. Mrs. Prime was at home; and Rachel,
on being shown up into the sitting-room,--a room in which every
piece of furniture had become known to her during those Dorcas
meetings,--found not only her sister sitting there, but also Miss
Pucker and Mr. Prong. Rachel had not seen that gentleman since she
had learned that he was to become her brother-in-law, and hardly knew
in what way to greet him; but it soon became apparent to her that no
outward show of regard was expected from her at that moment.

"I think you know my sister, Mr. Prong," said Dorothea. Whereupon
Mr. Prong rose from his chair, took Rachel's hand, pressing it
between his own, and then sat down again. Rachel, judging from his
countenance, thought that some cloud had passed also across the
sunlight of his love. She made her little speech, giving her mother's
love, and adding her own assurance that she hoped her sister would
come out and dine at the cottage.

"I really don't know," said Mrs. Prime. "Such goings about do cut up
one's time so much. I shouldn't be here again till--"

"Of course you'd stay for tea with us," said Rachel.

"And lose the whole afternoon!" said Mrs. Prime.

"Oh do!" said Miss Pucker. "You have been working so hard; hasn't she
now, Mr. Prong? At this time of the year a sniff of fresh air among
the flowers does do a body so much good." And Miss Pucker looked and
spoke as though she also would like the sniff of fresh air.

"I'm very well in health, and am thankful for it. I can't say that
it's needed in that way," said Mrs. Prime.

"But mamma will be so glad to see you," said Rachel.

"I think you ought to go, Dorothea," said Mr. Prong; and even Rachel
could perceive that there was some slight touch of authority in his
voice. It was the slightest possible intonation of a command; but,
nevertheless, it struck Rachel's ears.

Mrs. Prime merely shook her head and sniffed. It was not for a supply
of air that she used her nostrils on this occasion, but that she
might indicate some grain of contempt for the authority which Mr.
Prong had attempted to exercise. "I think I'd rather not, Rachel,
thank you;--not to dinner, that is. Perhaps I'll walk out in the
evening after tea, when the work of the day is over. If I come then,
perhaps my friend, Miss Pucker, may come with me."

"And if your esteemed mamma will allow me to pay my respects," said
Mr. Prong, "I shall be most happy to accompany the ladies."

It will be acknowledged that Rachel had no alternative left to her.
She said that her mother would be happy to see Mr. Prong, and happy
to see Miss Pucker also. As to herself, she made no such assertion,
being in her present mood too full of her own thoughts to care much
for the ordinary courtesies of life.

"I'm very sorry you won't come to dinner, Dolly," she said; but she
abstained from any word of asking the others to tea.

"If it had only been Mr. Prong," she said to her mother afterwards,
"I should have asked him; for I suppose he'll have to come to the
house sooner or later. But I wouldn't tell that horrid, squinting
woman that you wanted to see her, for I'm sure you don't."

"But we must give them some cake and a glass of sweet wine," said
Mrs. Ray.

"She won't have to take her bonnet off for that as she would for tea,
and it isn't so much like making herself at home here. I couldn't
bear to have to ask her up to my room."

On leaving the house in the High Street, which she did about eight
o'clock, she took her way towards the churchyard,--not passing down
Brewery Lane, by Mr. Tappitt's house, but taking the main street
which led from the High Street to the church. But at the corner, just
as she was about to leave the High Street, she was arrested by a
voice that was familiar to her, and, turning round, she saw Mrs.
Cornbury seated in a low carriage, and driving a pair of ponies.
"How are you, Rachel?" said Mrs. Cornbury, shaking hands with her
friend, for Rachel had gone out into the street up to the side of the
carriage, when she found that Mrs. Cornbury had stopped. "I'm going
by the cottage,--to papa's. I see you are turning the other way; but
if you've not much delay, I'll stay for you and take you home."

But Rachel had before her that other visit to make, and she was not
minded either to omit it or postpone it. "I should like it so much,"
said Rachel, "only--"

"Ah! well; I see. You've got other fish to fry. But, Rachel, look
here, dear." And Mrs. Cornbury almost whispered into her ear across
the side of the pony carriage. "Don't you believe quite all you hear.
I'll find out the truth, and you shall know. Good-bye."

"Good-bye, Mrs. Cornbury," said Rachel, pressing her friend's hand as
she parted from her. This allusion to her lover had called a blush
up over her whole face, so that Mrs. Cornbury well knew that she had
been understood. "I'll see to it," she said, driving away her ponies.

See to it! How could she see to it when that letter should have been
written? And Rachel was well aware that another day must not pass
without the writing of it.

She went down across the churchyard, leaving the path to the brewery
on her left, and that leading out under the elm trees to her right,
and went on straight to the stile at which she had stood with Luke
Rowan, watching the reflection of the setting sun among the clouds.
This was the spot which she had determined to visit; and she had come
hither hoping that she might again see some form in the heavens which
might remind her of that which he had shown her. The stile, at any
rate, was the same, and there were the trees beneath which they had
stood. There were the rich fields, lying beneath her, over which they
two had gazed together at the fading lights of the evening. There was
no arm in the clouds now, and the perverse sun was retiring to his
rest without any of that royal pageantry and illumination with which
the heavens are wont to deck themselves when their king goes to his
couch. But Rachel, though she had come thither to look for these
things and had not found them, hardly marked their absence. Her mind
became so full of him and of his words, that she required no outward
signs to refresh her memory. She thought so much of his look on that
evening, of the tones of his voice, and of every motion of his body,
that she soon forgot to watch the clouds. She sat herself down upon
the stile with her face turned away from the fields, telling herself
that she would listen for the footsteps of strangers, so that she
might move away if any came near her; but she soon forgot also to
listen, and sat there thinking of him alone. The words that had been
spoken between them on that occasion had been but trifling,--very few
and of small moment; but now they seemed to her to have contained
all her destiny. It was there that love for him had first come upon
her--had come over her with broad outspread wings like an angel;
but whether as an angel of darkness or of light, her heart had then
been unable to perceive. How well she remembered it all; how he had
taken her by the hand, claiming the right of doing so as an ordinary
farewell greeting; and how he had held her, looking into her face,
till she had been forced to speak some word of rebuke to him! "I did
not think you would behave like that," she had said. But yet at that
very moment her heart was going from her. The warm friendliness of
his touch, the firm, clear brightness of his eye, and the eager tone
of his voice, were even then subduing her coy unwillingness to part
with her maiden love. She had declared to herself then that she was
angry with him; but, since that, she had declared to herself that
nothing could have been better, finer, sweeter than all that he had
said and done on that evening. It had been his right to hold her, if
he intended afterwards to claim her as his own. "I like you so very
much," he had said; "why should we not be friends?" She had gone away
from him then, fleeing along the path, bewildered, ignorant as to
her own feelings, conscious almost of a sin in having listened to
him; but still filled with a wondrous delight that any one so good,
so beautiful, so powerful as he, should have cared to ask for her
friendship in such pressing words. During all her walk home she had
been full of fear and wonder and mysterious delight. Then had come
the ball, which in itself had hardly been so pleasant to her, because
the eyes of many had watched her there. But she thought of the moment
when he had first come to her in Mrs. Tappitt's drawing-room, just as
she was resolving that he did not intend to notice her further. She
thought of those repeated dances which had been so dear to her, but
which, in their repetition, had frightened her so grievously. She
thought of the supper, during which he had insisted on sitting by
her; and of that meeting in the hall, during which he had, as it
were, forced her to remain and listen to him,--forced her to stay
with him till, in her agony of fear, she had escaped away to her
friend and begged that she might be taken home! As she sat by Mrs.
Cornbury in the carriage, and afterwards as she had thought of it all
while lying in her bed, she had declared to herself that he had been
very wrong;--but since that, during those few days of her permitted
love, she had sworn to herself as often that he had been very right.

And he had been right. She said so to herself now again, though
the words which he had spoken and the things which he had done had
brought upon her all this sorrow. He had been right. If he loved
her it was only manly and proper in him to tell his love. And for
herself,--seeing that she had loved, had it not been proper and
womanly in her to declare her love? What had she done; when, at what
point, had she gone astray, that she should be brought to such a pass
as this? At the beginning, when he had held her hand on the spot
where she was now sitting, and again when he had kept her prisoner
in Mr. Tappitt's hall, she had been half conscious of some sin, half
ashamed of her own conduct; but that undecided fear of sin and shame
had been washed out, and everything had been made white as snow, as
pure as running water, as bright as sunlight, by the permission to
love this man which had been accorded to her. What had she since done
that she should be brought to such a pass as that in which she now
found herself?

As she thought of this she was bitter against all the world except
him;--almost bitter against her own mother. She had said that she
would obey in this matter of the letter, and she knew well that
she would in truth do as her mother bade her. But, sitting there,
on the churchyard stile, she hatched within her mind plans of
disobedience,--dreadful plans! She would not submit to this usage.
She would go away from Baslehurst without knowledge of any one, and
would seek him out in his London home. It would be unmaidenly;--but
what cared she now for that;--unless, indeed, he should care? All her
virgin modesty and young maiden fears,--was it not for him that she
would guard them, for his delight and his pride? And if she were to
see him no more, if she were to be forced to bid him go from her,
of what avail would it be now to her to cherish and maintain the
unsullied brightness of her woman's armour? If he were lost to her,
everything was lost. She would go to him, and throwing herself at
his feet would swear to him that life without his love was no longer
possible for her. If he would then take her as his wife she would
strive to bless him with all that the tenderness of a wife could
give. If he should refuse her,--then she would go away and die. In
such case what to her would be the judgment of any man or any woman?
What to her would be her sister's scorn and the malignant virtue
of such as Miss Pucker and Mr. Prong? What the upturned hands and
amazement of Mr. Comfort? It would have been they who had driven her
to this.

But how about her mother when she should have thus thrown herself
overboard from the ship and cast herself away from the pilotage which
had hitherto been the guide of her conduct? Why--why--why had her
mother deserted her in her need? As she thought of her mother she
knew that her plan of rebellion was nothing; but why--why had her
mother deserted her?

As for him, and these new tidings which had come to the cottage
respecting him, she would have cared for them not a jot. Mrs.
Cornbury had cautioned her not to believe all that she heard; but she
had already declined,--had altogether declined to believe any of it.
It was to her, whether believed or disbelieved, matter altogether
irrelevant. A wife does not cease to love her husband because he
gets into trouble. She does not turn against him because others have
quarrelled with him. She does not separate her lot from his because
he is in debt! Those are the times when a wife, a true wife, sticks
closest to her husband, and strives the hardest to lighten the weight
of his cares by the tenderness of her love! And had she not been
permitted to place herself in that position with regard to him
when she had been permitted to love him? In all her thoughts she
recognized the right of her mother to have debarred her from the
privilege of loving this man, if such embargo had been placed on her
before her love had been declared. She had never, even within her
own bosom, assumed to herself the right of such privilege without
authority expressed. But her very soul revolted against this
withdrawal of the sanction that had been given to her. The spirit
within her rebelled, though she knew that she would not carry on that
rebellion by word or deed. But she had been injured;--injured almost
to death; injured even to death itself as regarded all that life
could give her worth her taking! As she thought of this injury that
fierce look of which I have spoken came across her brow! She would
obey her pastors and masters. Yes; she would obey them. But she could
never again be soft and pliable within their hands. Obedience in
this matter was a necessity to her. In spite of that wild thought
of throwing off her maiden bonds and allowing her female armour to
be splashed and sullied in the gutter, she knew that there was that
which would hinder her from the execution of such scheme. She was
bound by her woman's lot to maintain her womanly purity. Let her
suffer as she might there was nothing for her but obedience. She
could not go forth as though she were a man, and claim her right to
stand or fall by her love. She had been injured in being brought to
such plight as this, but she would bear her injury as best might be
within her power.

She was still thinking of all this, and still sitting with her eyes
turned towards the tower of the church, when she was touched on
the back by a light hand. She turned round quickly, startled by
the touch,--for she had heard no footstep,--and saw Martha Tappitt
and Cherry. It was Cherry who had come close upon her, and it was
Cherry's voice that she first heard. "A penny for your thoughts,"
said Cherry.

"Oh, you have so startled me!" said Rachel.

"Then I suppose your thoughts were worth more than a penny. Perhaps
you were thinking of an absent knight." And then Cherry began to
sing--"Away, away, away. He loves and he rides away."

Poor Rachel blushed and was unable to speak. "Don't be so foolish,"
said Martha to her sister. "It's ever so long since we've seen you,
Rachel. Why don't you come and walk with us?"

"Yes, indeed,--why don't you?" said Cherry, whose good-nature was
quite as conspicuous as her bad taste. She knew now that she had
vexed Rachel, and was thoroughly sorry that she had done so. If any
other girl had quizzed her about her lover it would not have annoyed
her, and she had not understood at first that Rachel Ray might be
different from herself. "I declare we have hardly seen you since the
night of the party, and we think it very ill-natured in you not to
come to us. Do come and walk to-morrow."

"Oh, thank you;--not to-morrow, because my sister is coming out from
Baslehurst, to spend the evening with us."

"Well;--on Saturday, then," said Cherry, persistingly.

But Rachel would make no promise to walk with them on any day. She
felt that she must henceforth be divided from the Tappitts. Had not
he quarrelled with Mr. Tappitt; and could it be fitting that she
should keep up any friendship with the family that was hostile to
him? She was also aware that Mrs. Tappitt was among those who were
desirous of robbing her of her lover. Mrs. Tappitt was her enemy as
Mr. Tappitt was his. She asked herself no question as to that duty of
forgiving them the injuries they had done her, but she felt that she
was divided from them,--from Mr. and Mrs. Tappitt, and also from the
girls. And, moreover, in her present strait she wanted no friend. She
could not talk to any friend about her lover, and she could not bring
herself even to think on any other subject.

"It's late," she said, "and I must go home, as mamma will be
expecting me."

Cherry had almost replied that she had not been in so great a hurry
once before, when she had stood in the churchyard with another
companion; but she thought of Rachel's reproachful face when her last
little joke had been uttered, and she refrained.

"She's over head and ears in love," said Cherry to her sister, when
Rachel was gone.

"I'm afraid she has been very foolish," said Martha, seriously.

"I don't see that she has been foolish at all. He's a very nice
fellow, and as far as I can see he's just as fond of her as she is of
him."

"But we know what that means with young men," said Martha, who was
sufficiently serious in her way of thinking to hold by that doctrine
as to wolves in sheep's clothing in which Mrs. Ray had been educated.

"But young men do marry,--sometimes," said Cherry.

"But not merely for the sake of a pretty face or a good figure. I
believe mamma is right in that, and I don't think he'll come back
again."

"If he were my lover I'd have him back," said Cherry, stoutly;--and
so they went away to the brewery.

Rachel on her way home determined that she would write her letter
that night. Her mother was to read it when it was written; that was
understood to be the agreement between them; but there would be no
reason why she should not be alone when she wrote it. She could word
it very differently, she thought, if she sat alone over it in her own
bedroom, than she could do immediately under her mother's eye. She
could not pause and think and perhaps weep over it, sitting at the
parlour table, with her mother in her arm-chair, close by, watching
her. It needed that she should write it with tears, with many
struggles, with many baffled attempts to find the words that would
be wanted,--with her very heart's blood. It must not be tender. No;
she was prepared to omit all tenderness. And it must probably be
short;--but if so its very shortness would be another difficulty. As
she walked along she could not tell herself with what words she would
write it; but she thought that the words would perhaps come to her if
she waited long enough for them in the solitude of her own chamber.

She reached home by nine o'clock and sat with her mother for an hour,
reading out loud some book on which they were then engaged.

"I think I'll go to bed now, mamma," she said.

"You always want to go to bed so soon," said Mrs. Ray. "I think you
are getting tired of reading out loud. That will be very sad for me
with my eyes."

"No, I'm not, mamma, and I'll go on again for half an hour, if you
please; but I thought you liked going to bed at ten."

The watch was consulted, and as it was not quite ten Rachel did go on
for another half-hour, and then she went up to her bedroom.

She sat herself down at her open window and looked out for a while
upon the heavens. The summer moon was at its full, so that the green
before the cottage was as clear before her as in the day, and she
could see over into the gloom of Mr. Sturt's farmyard across it. She
had once watched Rowan as he came over the turf towards the cottage
swinging his stick in his hand, and now she gazed on the spot where
the Baslehurst road came in as though she expected that his figure
might again appear. She looked and looked, thinking of this, till she
would hardly have been surprised had that figure really come forth
upon the road. But no figure was to be seen, and after awhile she
withdrew from the window and sat herself down at the little table.
It was very late when she undressed herself and went to her bed,
and later still when her eyes, red with many tears, were closed
in sleep;--but the letter had been written and was ready for her
mother's inspection. This was the letter as it stood after many
struggles in the writing of it,--


   Bragg's End,
   Thursday, 186--

   MY DEAR MR. ROWAN,

   I am much obliged to you for having written the letter
   which I received from you the other day, and I should have
   answered it sooner, only mamma thought it best to see Mr.
   Comfort first, as he is our clergyman here, and to ask his
   advice. I hope you will not be annoyed because I showed
   your letter to mamma, but I could not receive any letter
   from you without doing so, and I may as well tell you that
   she will read this before it goes.

   And now that I have begun I hardly know how to write what
   I have to say. Mr. Comfort and mamma have determined that
   there must be nothing fixed as an engagement between us,
   and that for the present, at least, I may not correspond
   with you. This will be my first and last letter. As that
   will be so, of course I shall not expect you to write any
   more, and I know that you will be very angry. But if you
   understood all my feelings I think that perhaps you would
   not be very, very angry. I know it is true that when you
   asked me that question, I nodded my head as you say in
   your letter. If I had sworn the twenty oaths of which you
   speak they would not, as you say, have bound me tighter.
   But neither could bind me to anything against mamma's
   will. I thought that you were very generous to come to me
   as you did;--oh, so generous! I don't know why you should
   have looked to such a one as me to be your wife. But I
   would have done my best to make you happy, had I been able
   to do as I suppose you then wished me. But you well know
   that a man is very different from a girl, and of course I
   must do as mamma wishes.

   They say that as the business here about the brewery is so
   very unsettled they think it probable that you will not
   have to come back to Baslehurst any more; and that as our
   acquaintance has been so very short, it is not reasonable
   to suppose that you will care much about me after a little
   while. Perhaps it is not reasonable, and after this I
   shall have no right to be angry with you if you forget me.
   I don't think you will quite forget me; but I shall never
   expect or even hope to see you again.

Twice in writing her letter Rachel cut out this latter assertion, but
at last, sobbing in despair, she restored the words. What right would
she have to hope that he would come to her, after she had taken upon
herself to break that promise which had been conveyed to him, when
she bent her head over his arm?

   I shall not forget you, and I will always be your friend,
   as you said I should be. Being friends is very different
   to anything else, and nobody can say that I may not do
   that.

   I will always remember what you showed me in the clouds;
   and, indeed, I went there this very evening to see if I
   could see another arm. But there was nothing there, and I
   have taken that as an omen that you will not come back to
   Baslehurst.--

"To me," had been the words as she had first written them; but there
was tenderness in those words, and she found it necessary to alter
them.

   I will now say good-bye to you, for I have told you all
   that I have to tell. Mamma desires that I will remember
   her to you kindly.

   May God bless you and protect you always!

   Believe me to be
   Your sincere friend,

   RACHEL RAY.


In the morning she took down the letter in her hand and gave it to
her mother. Mrs. Ray read it very slowly and demurred over it at
sundry places. She especially demurred at that word about the omen,
and even declared that it ought to be expunged. But Rachel was very
stern and held her ground. She had put into the letter, she said, all
that she had been bidden to say. Such a word from herself to one who
had been so dear to her must be allowed to her.

The letter was not altered and was taken away by the postman that
evening.



CHAPTER VI.

MRS. RAY GOES TO EXETER, AND MEETS A FRIEND.


Six weeks passed over them at Bragg's End, and nothing was heard of
Luke Rowan. Rachel's letter, a copy of which was given in our last
chapter, was duly sent away by the postman, but no answer to it came
to Bragg's End. It must, however, be acknowledged that it not only
required no answer, but that it even refused to be answered. Rachel
had told her lover that he was not to correspond with her, and that
she certainly would not write to him again. Having so said, she had
no right to expect an answer; and she protested over and over again
that she did expect none. But still she would watch, as she thought
unseen, for the postman's coming; and her heart would sink within her
as the man would pass the gate without calling. "He has taken me at
my word," she said to herself very bitterly. "I deserve nothing else
from him; but--but--but--" In those days she was ever silent and
stern. She did all that her mother bade her, but she did little or
nothing from love. There were no more banquets, with clotted cream
brought over from Mrs. Sturt's. She would speak a word or two now and
then to Mrs. Sturt, who understood the whole case perfectly; but such
words were spoken on chance occasions, for Rachel now never went over
to the farm. Farmer Sturt's assistance had been offered to her; but
what could the farmer do for her in such trouble as hers?

During the whole of these six weeks she did her household duties;
but gradually she became slower in them and still more slow, and
her mother knew that her disappointment was becoming the source of
permanent misery. Rachel never said that she was ill; nor, indeed,
of any special malady did she show signs: but gradually she became
thin and wan, her cheeks assumed a haggard look, and that aspect of
the brow which her mother feared had become habitual to her. Mrs.
Ray observed her closely in all that she did. She knew well of those
watchings for the postman. She was always thinking of her child, and,
after a while, longing that Luke Rowan might come back to them, with
a heart almost as sore with longing as was that of Rachel herself.
But what could she do? She could not bring him back. In all that
she had done,--in giving her sanction to this lover, and again in
withdrawing it, she had been guided by the advice of her clergyman.
Should she go again to him and beg him to restore that young man to
them? Ah! no; great as was her trust in her clergyman she knew that
even he could not do that for her.

During all these weeks hardly a word was spoken openly between
the mother and daughter about the matter that chiefly occupied
the thoughts of them both. Luke Rowan's name was hardly mentioned
between them. Once or twice some allusion was made to the subject of
the brewery, for it was becoming generally known that the lawyers
were already at work on behalf of Rowan's claim; but even on such
occasions as these Mrs. Ray found that her speech was stopped by the
expression of Rachel's eyes, and by those two lines which on such
occasions would mark her forehead. In those days Mrs. Ray became
afraid of her younger daughter,--almost more so than she had ever
been afraid of the elder one. Rachel, indeed, never spoke as Mrs.
Prime would sometimes speak. No word of scolding ever passed her
mouth; and in all that she did she was gentle and observant. But
there was ever on her countenance that look of reproach which by
degrees was becoming almost unendurable. And then her words during
the day were so few! She was so anxious to sit alone in her own room!
She would still read to her mother for some hours in the evening;
but this reading was to her so manifestly a task, difficult and
distasteful!

It may be remembered that Mrs. Prime, with her lover, Mr. Prong, and
her friend Miss Pucker, had promised to call at Bragg's End on the
evening after Rachel's walk into Baslehurst. They did come as they
had promised, about half an hour after Rachel's letter to Luke had
been carried away by the postman. They had come, and had remained at
Bragg's End for an hour, eating cake and drinking currant wine, but
not having, on the whole, what our American friends call a good time
of it. That visit had been terrible to Mrs. Ray. Rachel had sat there
cold, hard, and speechless. Not only had she not asked Miss Pucker
to take off her bonnet, but she had absolutely declined to speak
to that lady. It was wonderful to her mother that she should thus,
in so short a time, have become wilful, masterful, and resolved in
following out her own purposes. Not one word on that occasion did
she speak to Miss Pucker; and Mrs. Prime, observing this, had grown
black and still blacker, till the horror of the visit had become
terrible to Mrs. Ray. Miss Pucker had grinned and smiled, and striven
gallantly, poor woman, to make the best of it. She had declared how
glad she had been to see Miss Rachel on the previous evening, and how
well Miss Rachel had looked, and had expressed quite voluminous hopes
that Miss Rachel would come to their Dorcas meetings. But to all this
Rachel answered not a syllable. Now and then she addressed a word
or two to her sister. Now and then she spoke to her mother. When Mr.
Prong specially turned himself to her, asking her some question, she
would answer him with one or two monosyllables, always calling him
Sir; but to Miss Pucker she never once opened her mouth. Mrs. Prime
became very angry,--very black and very angry; and the time of the
visit was a terrible time to Mrs. Ray.

But this visit is to be noticed in our story chiefly on account of
a few words which Mr. Prong found an opportunity of saying to Mrs.
Ray respecting his proposed marriage. Mrs. Ray knew that there were
difficulties about the money, and was disposed to believe, and
perhaps to hope, that the match would be broken off. But on this
occasion Mr. Prong was very marked in his way of speaking to Mrs.
Ray, as though everything were settled. Mrs. Ray was thoroughly
convinced by this that it was so, and her former beliefs and possible
hopes were all dispersed. But then Mrs. Ray was easily convinced by
any assertion. In thus speaking to his future mother-in-law he had
contrived to turn his back round upon the other three ladies, so as
to throw them together for the time, and thus make their position
the more painful. It must be acknowledged that Rachel was capable of
something great, after her determined resistance to Miss Pucker's
blandishments under such circumstances as these.

"Mrs. Ray," Mr. Prong had said,--and as he spoke his voice was soft
with mingled love and sanctity,--"I cannot let this moment pass
without expressing one word of what I feel at the prospect of
connecting myself with your amiable family."

"I'm sure I'm much obliged," Mrs. Ray had answered.

"Of course I am aware that Dorothea has mentioned the matter to you."

"Oh yes; she has mentioned it, certainly."

"And therefore I should be remiss, both as regards duty and manners,
if I did not take this opportunity of assuring you how much
gratification I feel in becoming thus bound up in family affection
with you and Miss Rachel. Family ties are sweet bonds of sanctified
love; and as I have none of my own,--nearer, that is, than Geelong,
the colony of Victoria, where my mother and brother and sisters have
located themselves,--I shall feel the more pleasure in taking you and
Miss Rachel to my heart."

This was complimentary to Mrs. Ray; but with her peculiar feelings as
to the expediency of people having their own belongings, she almost
thought that it would have been better for all parties if Mr. Prong
had gone to Geelong with the rest of the Prong family: this opinion,
however, she did not express. As to taking Mr. Prong to her heart,
she felt some doubts of her own capacity for such a performance.
It would be natural for her to love a son-in-law. She had loved
Mr. Prime very dearly, and trusted him thoroughly. She would have
been prepared to love Luke Rowan, had fate been propitious in that
quarter. But she could not feel secure as to loving Mr. Prong. Such
love, moreover, should come naturally, of its own growth, and not be
demanded categorically as a right. It certainly was a pity that Mr.
Prong had not made himself happy, with that happiness for which he
sighed, in the bosom of his family at Geelong. "I'm sure you're very
kind," Mrs. Ray had said.

"And when we are thus united in the bonds of this world," continued
Mr. Prong, "I do hope that other bonds, more holy in their nature
even than those of family, more needful even than them, may join us
together. Dorothea has for some months past been a constant attendant
at my church--"

"Oh, I couldn't leave Mr. Comfort; indeed I couldn't," said Mrs. Ray
in alarm. "I couldn't go away from my own parish church was it ever
so."

"No, no; not altogether, perhaps. I am not sure that it would be
desirable. But will it not be sweet, Mrs. Ray, when we are bound
together as one family, to pour forth our prayers in holy communion
together?"

"I think so much of my own parish church, Mr. Prong," Mrs. Ray
replied. After that Mr. Prong did not, on that occasion, press the
matter further, and soon turned round his chair so as to relieve the
three ladies behind him.

"I think we had better be going, Mr. Prong," said Mrs. Prime, rising
from her seat with a display of anger in the very motion of her
limbs. "Good-evening, mother: good-evening to you, Rachel. I'm afraid
our visit has put you out. Had I guessed as much, we would not have
come."

"You know, Dolly, that I am always glad to see you,--only you come to
us so seldom," said Rachel. Then with a very cold bow to Miss Pucker,
with a very warm pressure of the hand from Mr. Prong, and with a
sisterly embrace for Dorothea, that was not cordial as it should have
been, she bade them good-bye. It was felt by all of them that the
visit had been a failure;--it was felt so, at least, by all the Ray
family. Mr. Prong had achieved a certain object in discussing his
marriage as a thing settled; and as regarded Miss Pucker, she also
had achieved a certain object in eating cake and drinking wine in
Mrs. Ray's parlour.

For some weeks after that but little had been seen of Mrs. Prime at
the cottage; and nothing had been said of her matrimonial prospects.
Rachel did not once go to her sister's lodgings; and, on the few
occasions of their meeting, asked no questions as to Mr. Prong.
Indeed, as the days and weeks went on, her heart became too heavy to
admit of her asking any questions about the love affairs of others.
She still went about her work, as I have before said. She was not
ill,--not ill so as to demand the care due to an invalid. But she
moved about the house slowly, as though her limbs were too heavy for
her. She spoke little, unless when her mother addressed her. She
would sit for hours on the sofa doing nothing, reading nothing, and
looking at nothing. But still, at the postman's morning hours, she
would keep her eye upon the road over which he came, and that dull
look of despair would come across her face when he passed on without
calling at the cottage.

But on a certain morning towards the end of the six weeks the postman
did call,--as indeed he had called on other days, though bringing
with him no letter from Luke Rowan. Neither now, on this occasion,
did he bring a letter from Luke Rowan. The letter was addressed to
Mrs. Ray; and, as Rachel well knew from the handwriting, it was from
the gentleman who managed her mother's little money matters,--the
gentleman who had succeeded to the business left by Mr. Ray when he
died. So Rachel took the letter up to her mother and left it, saying
that it was from Mr. Goodall.

Mrs. Ray's small income arose partly from certain cottages in
Baslehurst, which had been let in lump to a Baslehurst tradesman, and
partly from shares in a gas company at Exeter. Now the gas company at
Exeter was the better investment of the two, and was considered to be
subject to less uncertainty than the cottages. The lease under which
the cottages had been let was out, and Mrs. Ray had been advised to
sell the property. Building ground near the town was rising in value;
and she had been advised by Mr. Goodall to part with her little
estate. Both Mrs. Ray and Rachel were aware that this business, to
them very important, was imminent; and now had come a letter from Mr.
Goodall, saying that Mrs. Ray must go to Exeter to conclude the sale.
"We should only bungle matters," Mr. Goodall had said, "if I were to
send the deeds down to you; and as it is absolutely necessary that
you should understand all about it, I think you had better come up on
Tuesday; you can get back to Baslehurst easily on the same day."

"My dear," said Mrs. Ray, coming into the parlour, "I must go to
Exeter."

"To-day, mamma?"

"No, not to-day, but on Tuesday. Mr. Goodall says I must understand
all about the sale. It is a dreadful trouble."

But, dreadful as the trouble was, it seemed that Mrs. Ray was not
made unhappy by the prospect of the little expedition. She fussed
and fretted as ladies do on such occasions, but--as is also common
with ladies,--the excitement of the journey was, upon the whole, a
gratification to her. She asked Rachel to accompany her, and at first
pressed her to do so strongly; but such work at the present moment
was not in accord with Rachel's mood, and at last she escaped from it
under the plea of expense.

"I think it would be foolish, mamma," she said. "Now that Dolly has
gone you will be run very close; and when Mr. Goodall first spoke
of selling the cottages, he said that perhaps you might be without
anything from them for a quarter."

"But he has sold them now, my dear; and there will be the money at
once."

"I don't see why you should throw away ten and sixpence, mamma," said
Rachel.

And as she spoke in that resolved and masterful tone, her mother, of
course, gave up the point. So when the Tuesday morning came, she went
with her mother only as far as the station.

"Don't mind meeting me, because I can't be sure about the train,"
said Mrs. Ray. "But I shall be back to-night, certainly."

"And I'll wait tea for you," said Rachel. Then, when her mother was
gone, she walked back to the cottage by herself.

She walked back at once, but took a most devious course. She was
determined to avoid the length of the High Street, and she was
determined also to avoid Brewery Lane; but she was equally determined
to pass through the churchyard. So she walked down from the railway
station to the hamlet at the bottom of the hill below the church,
and from thence went up by the field-path to the stile. In order to
accomplish this she went fully two miles out of her way, and now the
sun over her head was very hot. But what was the distance or the heat
of the sun to her when her object was to stand for a few moments in
that place? Her visit, however, to the spot which was so constantly
in her thoughts did her no good. Why had she been so injured? Why had
this sacrifice of herself been demanded from her? As she sat for a
moment on the stile this was the matter that filled her breast. She
had been exalted to the heavens when she first heard her mother speak
of Mr. Rowan as an acceptable suitor. She had been filled with joy as
though Paradise had been opened to her, when she found herself to be
the promised bride of Luke Rowan. Then had come her lover's letter,
and the clergyman's counsel, and her own reply; and after that the
gates of her Paradise had been closed against her! "I wonder whether
it's the same thing to him," she said to herself. "But I suppose not.
I don't think it can be the same thing or he would come. Wouldn't
I go to him if I were free as he is!" She barely rested in the
churchyard, and then walked on between the elms at a quick pace, with
a heart sore,--sore almost to breaking. She would never have been
brought to this condition had not her mother told her that she might
love him! Thence came her vexation of spirit. There was the cruelty.
All the world knew that this man had been her lover;--all her world
knew it. Cherry Tappitt had sung her little witless song about it.
Mrs. Tappitt had called at the cottage about it. Mr. Comfort had
given his advice about it. Mrs. Cornbury had whispered to her about
it out of her pony carriage. Mrs. Sturt had counselled her about it.
Mr. Prong had thought it very wrong on her part to love the man. Mr.
Sturt had thought it very right, and had offered his assistance. All
this would have been as nothing had her lover remained to her. Cherry
might have sung till her little throat was tired, and Mr. Prong might
have expressed his awe with outspread hands, and have looked as
though he expected the skies to fall. Had her Paradise not been
closed to her, all this talking would have been a thing of course.
But such talking,--such wide-spread knowledge of her condition, with
the gates of her Paradise closed against her, was very hard to bear!
And who had closed the gates? Her own hands had done it. He, her
lover, had not deserted her. He had done for her all that truth and
earnestness demanded, and perhaps as much as love required. Men were
not so soft as girls, she argued within her own breast. Let a man be
ever so true it could not be expected that he should stand by his
love after he had been treated with such cold indifference as had
been shown in her letter! She would have stood by her love, let his
letter have been as cold as it might. But then she was a woman, and
her love, once encouraged, had become a necessity to her. A man, she
said to herself, would be more proud but less stanch. Of course she
would hear no more from him. Of course the gates of her Paradise
were shut. Such were her thoughts as she walked home, and such the
thoughts over which she sat brooding alone throughout the entire day.

At half-past seven in the evening Mrs. Ray came back home, wearily
trudging across the green. She was very weary, for she had now walked
above two miles from the station. She had also been on her feet half
the day, and, which was probably worse than all the rest had she
known it, she had travelled nearly eighty miles by railway. She was
very tired, and would under ordinary circumstances have been disposed
to reckon up her grievances in the evening quite as accurately as
Rachel had reckoned hers in the morning. But something had occurred
in Exeter, the recollection of which still overcame the sense of
weariness which Mrs. Ray felt;--overcame it, or rather overtopped it;
so that when Rachel came out to her at the cottage door she did not
speak at once of her own weariness, but looked lovingly into her
daughter's face,--lovingly and anxiously, and said some little word
intended to denote affection.

"You must be very tired," said Rachel, who, with many self-reproaches
and much communing within her own bosom, had for the time vanquished
her own hard humour.

"Yes, I am tired, my dear; very. I thought the train never would have
got to the Baslehurst station. It stopped at all the little stations,
and really I think I could have walked as fast." A dozen years had
not as yet gone by since the velocity of these trains had been so
terrible to Mrs. Ray that she had hardly dared to get into one of
them!

"And whom have you seen?" said Rachel.

"Seen!" said Mrs. Ray. "Who told you that I had seen anybody?"

"I suppose you saw Mr. Goodall."

"Oh yes, I saw him of course. I saw him, and the cottages are all
sold. We shall have seven pounds ten a year more than before. I'm
sure it will be a very great comfort. Seven pounds ten will buy so
many things."

"But ten pounds would buy more."

"Of course it would, my dear. And I told Mr. Goodall I wished he
could make it ten, as it would make it sound so much more regular
like; but he said he couldn't do it because the gas has gone up so
much. He could have done it if I had sixty pounds, but of course I
hadn't."

"But, mamma, whom did you see except Mr. Goodall? I know you saw
somebody, and you must tell me."

"That's nonsense, Rachel. You can't know that I saw anybody." It
may, however, be well to explain at once the cause of Mrs. Ray's
hesitation, and that this may be done in the proper course, we will
go back to her journey to Exeter. All the incidents of her day may
be told very shortly; but there was one incident in her day which
filled her with so much anxiety, and almost dismay, that it must be
narrated.

On arriving at Exeter she got into an omnibus which would have taken
her direct to Mr. Goodall's office in the Close; but she was minded
to call at a shop in the High Street, and had herself put down at the
corner of one of those passages which lead from the High Street to
the Close. She got down from the step of the vehicle, very carefully,
as is the wont with middle-aged ladies from the country, and turned
round to walk directly into the shop; but before her, on the
pavement, she saw Luke Rowan. He was standing close to her, so that
it was impossible that they should have pretended to miss seeing each
other, even had they been so minded. Any such pretence would have
been impossible to Mrs. Ray, and would have been altogether contrary
to Luke Rowan's nature. He had been coming out of the shop, and had
been arrested at once by Mrs. Ray's figure as he saw it emerging from
the door of the omnibus.

"How d'you do?" said he, coming forward with outstretched hand, and
speaking as though there was nothing between him and Mrs. Ray which
required any peculiar word or tone.

"Oh, Mr. Rowan! is this you?" said she. "Dear, dear! I'm sure I
didn't expect to see you in Exeter."

"I dare say not, Mrs. Ray; and I didn't expect to see you. But the
odd thing is I've come here about the same business as you, though
I didn't know anything about it till yesterday."

"What business, Mr. Rowan?"

"I've bought your cottages in Baslehurst."

"No!"

"But I have, and I've paid for them too, and you're going this very
minute to Mr. Goodall to sign the deed of sale. Isn't that true? So
you see I know all about it."

"Well, that is strange! Isn't it, now?"

"The fact is I must have a bit of land at Baslehurst for building.
Tappitt will go on fighting; and as I don't mean to be beaten, I'll
have a place of my own there."

"And you'll pull down the cottages?"

"If I don't pull him down first, so as to get the old brewery. I was
obliged to buy your bit of ground now, as I might not have been able
to get any just when I wanted it. You've sold it a deal too cheap.
You tell Mr. Goodall I say so."

"But he says I'm to gain something by selling it."

"Does he? If it is so, I'm very glad of it. I only came down from
London yesterday to finish this piece of business, and I'm going back
to-day."

During all this time not a word had been said about Rachel. He had
not even asked after her in the ordinary way in which men ask after
their ordinary acquaintance. He had not looked as though he were in
the least embarrassed in speaking to Rachel's mother, and now it
seemed as though he were going away, as though all had been said
between them that he cared to say. Mrs. Ray at the first moment had
dreaded any special word; but now, as he was about to leave her, she
felt disappointed that no special word had been spoken. But he was
not as yet gone.

"I literally haven't a minute to spare," he said, offering her his
hand for a second time; "for I've two or three people to see before
I get to the train."

"Good-bye," said Mrs. Ray.

"Good-bye, Mrs. Ray. I don't think I've been very well treated among
you. I don't indeed. But I won't say any more about that at present.
Is she quite well?"

"Pretty well, thank you," said she, all of a tremble.

"I won't send her any message. As things are at present, no message
would be of any service. Good-bye." And so saying he went from her.

Mrs. Ray at that moment had no time for making up her mind as to
what she would do or say in consequence of this meeting,--or whether
she would do or say anything. She looked forward to all the leisure
time of her journey home for thinking of that; so she finished her
shopping and hurried on to Mr. Goodall's office without resolving
whether or no she would tell Rachel of the encounter. At Mr.
Goodall's she remained some little time, dining at that gentleman's
house as well as signing the deed, and asking questions about the gas
company. He had grateful recollections of kindnesses received from
Mr. Ray, and always exercised his hospitality on those rare occasions
which brought Mrs. Ray up to Exeter. As they sat at table he asked
questions about the young purchaser of the property which somewhat
perplexed Mrs. Ray. Yes, she said, she did know him. She had just
met him in the street and heard his news. Young Rowan, she told her
friend, had been at the cottage more than once, but no mention had
been made of his desire to buy these cottages. Was he well spoken of
in Baslehurst? Well;--she was so little in Baslehurst that she hardly
knew. She had heard that he had quarrelled with Mr. Tappitt, and she
believed that many people had said that he was wrong in his quarrel.
She knew nothing of his property; but certainly had heard somebody
say that he had gone away without paying his debts. It may easily
be conceived how miserable and ineffective she would be under this
cross-examination, although it was made by Mr. Goodall without any
allusion to Rachel.

"At any rate we have got our money," said Mr. Goodall; "and I suppose
that's all we care about. But I should say he's rather a harum-scarum
sort of fellow. Why he should leave his debts behind him I can't
understand, as he seems to have plenty of money."

All this made Mrs. Ray's task the more difficult. During the last
two or three weeks she had been wishing that she had not gone
to Mr. Comfort,--wishing that she had allowed Rachel to answer
Rowan's letter in any terms of warmest love that she might have
chosen,--wishing, in fact, that she had permitted the engagement
to go on. But now she began again to think that she had been right.
If this man were in truth a harum-scarum fellow was it not well
that Rachel should be quit of him,--even with any amount of present
sorrow? Thinking of this on her way back to Baslehurst she again made
up her mind that Rowan was a wolf. But she had not made up her mind
as to what she would, or what she would not tell Rachel about the
meeting, even when she reached her own door. "I will send her no
message," he had said. "As things are at present no message would be
of service." What had he meant by this? What purpose on his part did
these words indicate? These questions Mrs. Ray had asked herself, but
had failed to answer them.

But no resolution on Mrs. Ray's part to keep the meeting secret would
have been of avail, even had she made such resolution. The fact would
have fallen from her as easily as water falls from a sieve. Rachel
would have extracted from her the information, had she been ever so
determined not to impart it. As things had turned out she had at once
given Rachel to understand that she had met some one in Exeter whom
she had not expected to meet.

"But, mamma, whom did you see except Mr. Goodall?" Rachel asked. "I
know you saw somebody, and you must tell me."

"That's nonsense, Rachel; you can't know that I saw anybody."

After that there was a pause for some moments, and then Rachel
persisted in her inquiry. "But, mamma, I do know that you met
somebody."--Then there was another pause.--"Mamma, was it Mr. Rowan?"

Mrs. Ray stood convicted at once. Had she not spoken a word, the form
of her countenance when the question was asked would have answered it
with sufficient clearness. But she did speak a word. "Well; yes, it
was Mr. Rowan. He had come down to Exeter on business."

"And what did he say, mamma?"

"He didn't say anything,--at least, nothing particular. It is he that
has bought the cottages, and he had come down from London about that.
He told me that he wanted some ground near Baslehurst, because he
couldn't get the brewery."

"And what else did he say, mamma?"

"I tell you that he said nothing else."

"He didn't--didn't mention me then?"

Mrs. Ray had been looking away from Rachel during this
conversation,--had been purposely looking away from her. But now
there was a tone of agony in her child's voice which forced her to
glance round. Ah me! She beheld so piteous an expression of woe in
Rachel's face that her whole heart was melted within her, and she
began to wish instantly that they might have Rowan back again with
all his faults.

"Tell me the truth, mamma; I may as well know it."

"Well, my dear, he didn't mention your name, but he did say a word
about you."

"What word, mamma?"

"He said he would send no message because it would be no good."

"He said that, did he?"

"Yes, he said that. And so I suppose he meant it would be no good
sending anything till he came himself."

"No, mamma; he didn't mean quite that. I understand what he meant. As
it is to be so, he was quite right. No message could be of any use.
It has been my own doing, and I have no right to blame him. Mamma, if
you don't mind, I think I'll go to bed."

"My dear, you're wrong. I'm sure you're wrong. He didn't mean that."

"Didn't he, mamma?" And as she spoke a sad, weary, wobegone smile
came over her face,--a smile so sad and piteous that it went to her
mother's heart more keenly than would have done any sound of sorrow,
any sobs, or wail of grief. "But I think he did mean that, mamma.
It's no good doubting or fearing any longer. It's all over now."

"And it has been my fault!"

"No, dearest. It has not been your fault, nor do I think that it has
been mine. I think we'd better not talk of faults. Ah dear;--I do
wish he had never come here!"

"Perhaps it may be all well yet, Rachel."

"Perhaps it may,--in another world. It will never be well again for
me in this. Good-night, mamma. You must never think that I am angry
with you."

Then she went up stairs, leaving Mrs. Ray alone with her sorrow.



CHAPTER VII.

DOMESTIC POLITICS AT THE BREWERY.


In the mean time things were not going on very pleasantly at the
brewery, and Mr. Tappitt was making himself unpleasant in the
bosom of his family. A lawsuit will sometimes make a man extremely
pleasant company to his wife and children. Even a losing lawsuit will
sometimes do so, if he be well backed up in his pugnacity by his
lawyer, and if the matter of the battle be one in which he can take
a delight to fight. "Ah," a man will say, "though I spend a thousand
pounds over it, I'll stick to him like a burr. He shan't shake me
off." And at such times he is almost sure to be in a good humour,
and in a generous mood. Then let his wife ask him for money for
a dinner-party, and his daughters for new dresses. He has taught
himself for the moment to disregard money, and to think that he can
sow five-pound notes broadcast without any inward pangs. But such was
by no means the case with Mr. Tappitt. His lawyer Honyman was not
backing him up; and as cool reflection came upon him he was afraid of
trusting his interests to those other men, Sharpit and Longfite. And
Mrs. Tappitt, when cool reflection came on her, had begun to dread
the ruin which it seemed possible that terrible young man might
inflict upon them. She had learned already, though Mrs. Ray had not,
how false had been that report which had declared Luke Rowan to
be frivolous, idle, and in debt. To her it was very manifest that
Honyman was afraid of the young man; and Honyman, though he might
not be as keen as some others, was at any rate honest. Honyman also
thought that if the brewery were given up to Rowan that thousand a
year which had been promised would be paid regularly; and to this
solution of the difficulty Mrs. Tappitt was gradually bending herself
to submit as the best which an untoward fate offered to them. Honyman
himself had declared to her that Mr. Tappitt, if he were well
advised, would admit Rowan in as a partner, on equal terms as
regarded power and ultimate possession, but with that lion's share of
the immediate concern for himself which Rowan offered. But this she
knew that Tappitt would not endure; and she knew, also, that if he
were brought to endure it for a while, it would ultimately lead to
terrible sorrows. "They would be knocking each other about with the
pokers, Mr. Honyman," she had said; "and where would the custom be
when that got into the newspapers?" "If I were Mr. Tappitt, I would
just let him have his own way," Honyman had replied. "That shows that
you don't know Tappitt," had been Mrs. Tappitt's rejoinder. No;--the
thousand a year and dignified retirement in a villa had recommended
itself to Mrs. Tappitt's mind. She would use all her influence to
attain that position,--if only she could bring herself to feel
assured that the thousand a year would be forthcoming.

As to Tappitt himself, he was by no means so anxious to prolong the
battle as he had been at the time of Rowan's departure. His courage
for fighting was not maintained by good backing. Had Honyman clapped
him on the shoulder and bade him put ready money in his purse,
telling him that all would come out right eventually, and that Rowan
would be crushed, he would have gone about Baslehurst boasting
loudly, and would have been happy. Then Mrs. T. and the girls would
have had a merry time of it; and the Tappitts would have come out of
the contest with four or five hundred a year for life instead of the
thousand now offered to them, and nobody would have blamed anybody
for such a result. But Honyman had not spirit for such backing. In
his dull, slow, droning way he had shaken his head and said that
things were looking badly. Then Tappitt had cursed and had sworn, and
had half resolved to go to Sharpit and Longfite. Sharpit and Longfite
would have clapped him on the back readily enough, and have bade him
put plenty of money in his purse. But we may suppose that Fate did
not intend the ruin of Tappitt, seeing that she did not make him mad
enough to seek the counsels of Sharpit and Longfite. Fate only made
him very cross and unpleasant in the bosom of his family. Looking out
himself for some mode of escape from this terrible enemy that had
come upon him, he preferred the raising of the sum of money which
would be necessary to buy off Rowan altogether. Rowan had demanded
ten thousand pounds, but Tappitt still thought that seven, or, at any
rate, eight thousand would do it.

"I don't think he'll take less than ten," said Honyman, "because his
share is really worth as much as that."

This was very provoking; and who can wonder that Tappitt was not
pleasant company in his own house?

On the day after Mrs. Ray's visit to Exeter, Tappitt, as was now his
almost daily practice, made his way into Mr. Honyman's little back
room, and sat there with his hat on, discussing his affairs.

"I find that Mr. Rowan has bought those cottages of the widow Ray's,"
said Honyman.

"Nonsense!" shouted Tappitt, as though such a purchase on Rowan's
part was a new injury done to himself.

"Oh, but he has," said Honyman. "There's not a doubt in life about
it. If he does mean to build a new brewery, it wouldn't be a bad
place. You see it's out of the thoroughfare of the town, and yet, as
one may say, within a stone's throw of the High Street."

I will not repeat Mr. Tappitt's exclamation as he listened to these
suggestions of his lawyer, but it was of a nature to show that he had
not heard the news with indifference.

"You see he's such a fellow that you don't know where to have him,"
continued Honyman. "It's not only that he don't mind ruining you, but
he don't mind ruining himself either."

"I don't believe he's got anything to lose."

"Ah! that's where you're wrong. He has paid ready money for this bit
of land to begin with, or Goodall would never have let him have it.
Goodall knows what he's about as well as any man."

"And do you mean to tell me that he's going to put up buildings there
at once?" And Tappitt's face as he asked the question would have
softened the heart of any ordinary lawyer. But Honyman was one whom
nothing could harden and nothing soften.

"I don't know what he's going to put up, Mr. Tappitt, and I don't
know when. But I know this well enough; that when a man buys little
bits of property about a place it shows that he means to do something
there."

"If he had twenty thousand pounds, he'd lose it all."

"That's very likely; but the question is, how would you fare in the
mean time? If he hadn't this claim upon you, of course you'd let him
build what he liked, and only laugh at him." Then Mr. Tappitt uttered
another exclamation, and pulling his hat tighter on to his head,
walked out of the lawyer's office and returned to the brewery.

They dined at three o'clock at the brewery, and during dinner on
this day the father of the family made himself very disagreeable. He
scolded the maid-servant till the poor girl didn't know the spoons
from the forks. He abused the cook's performances till that valuable
old retainer declared that if "master got so rampageous he might
suit hisself, the sooner the better; she didn't care how soon; she'd
cooked victuals for his betters and would again." He snarled at
his daughters till they perked up their faces and came silently to
a mutual agreement that they would not condescend to notice him
further while he held on in his present mood. And he replied to his
wife's questions,--questions intended to be soothing and kindly
conjugal,--in such a tone that she determined to have it out with him
before she allowed him to go to bed. "She knew her duty," she said to
herself, "and she could stand a good deal. But there were some things
she couldn't stand and some things that weren't her duty." After
dinner Tappitt took himself out at once to his office in the brewery,
and then, for the first time, saw the "Baslehurst Gazette and
Totnes Chronicle" for that week. The "Baslehurst Gazette and Totnes
Chronicle" was an enterprising weekly newspaper, which had been
originally intended to convey on Sunday mornings to the inhabitants
of South Devonshire the news of the past week, and the paper still
bore the dates of successive Sundays. But it had gradually pushed
itself out into the light of its own world before its own date,
gaining first a night and then a day, till now, at the period of
which I am speaking, it was published on the Friday morning.

"You ought just to look at this," a burly old foreman had said,
handing him the paper in question, with his broad thumb placed upon
a certain column. This foreman had known Bungall, and though he
respected Tappitt, he did not fear him. "You should just look at
this. Of course it don't amount to nothing; but it's as well to
see what folks say." And he handed the paper to his master, almost
making a hole in it by screwing his thumb on to the spot he wished to
indicate.

Tappitt read the article, and his spirit was very bitter within
him. It was a criticism on his own beer written in no friendly tone.
"There is no reason," said the article, "why Baslehurst should be
flooded with a liquor which no Christian ought to be asked to drink.
Baslehurst is as capable of judging good beer from bad as any town in
the British empire. Let Mr. Tappitt look to it, or some young rival
will spring up beneath his feet and seize from his brow the hop-leaf
wreath which Bungall won and wore." This attack was the more cruel
because the paper had originally been established by Bungall's
money, and had, in old days, been altogether devoted to the Bungall
interest. That this paper should turn against him was very hard. But
what else had he a right to expect? It was known that he had promised
his vote to the Jew candidate, and the paper in question supported
the Cornbury interest. A man that lives in a glass house should throw
no stones. The brewer who brews bad beer should vote for nobody.

But Tappitt would not regard this attack upon him in its proper
political light. Every evil at present falling upon him was
supposed to come from his present enemy. "It's that dirty underhand
blackguard," he said to the foreman.

"I don't think so, Mr. Tappitt," said the foreman. "I don't think so
indeed."

"But I tell you it is," said Tappitt, "and I don't care what you
think."

"Just as you please, Mr. Tappitt," said the foreman, who thereupon
retired from the office, leaving his master to meditate over the
newspaper in solitude.

It was a very bitter time for the poor brewer. He was one of those
men whose spirit is not wanting to them while the noise and tumult
of contest are around them, but who cannot hold on by their own
convictions in the quiet hours. He could storm, and talk loud, and
insist on his own way while men stood around him listening and
perhaps admiring; but he was cowed when left by himself to think of
things which seemed to be adverse. What could he do, if those around
him, who had known him all his life as those newspaper people had
known him,--what could he do if they turned against him, and talked
of bad beer as Rowan had talked? He was not man enough to stand up
and face this new enemy unless he were backed by his old friends.
Honyman had told him that he would be beaten. How would it fare with
him and his family if he were beaten? As he sat in his little office,
with his hat low down over his eyes, balancing himself on the hind
legs of his chair, he abused Honyman roundly. Had Honyman been
possessed of wit, of skill, of professional craft,--had he been the
master of any invention, all might have been well. But the attorney
was a fool, an ass, a coward. Might it not be that he was a knave?
But luckily for Honyman, and luckily also for Mr. Tappitt himself,
this abuse did not pass beyond the precincts of Tappitt's own breast.
We all know how delightful is the privilege of abusing our nearest
friends after this fashion; but we generally satisfy ourselves with
that limited audience to which Mr. Tappitt addressed himself on the
present occasion.

In the mean time Mrs. Tappitt was sitting up-stairs in the brewery
drawing-room with her daughters, and she also was not happy in her
mind. She had been snubbed, and almost browbeaten, at dinner time,
and she also had had a little conversation in private with Mr.
Honyman. She had been snubbed, and, if she did not look well about
her, she was going to be ruined. "You mustn't let him go on with this
lawsuit," Mr. Honyman had said. "He'll certainly get the worst of it
if he does, and then he'll have to pay double." She disliked Rowan
quite as keenly as did her husband, but she was fully alive to the
folly of spiting Rowan by doing an injury to her own face. She would
speak to Tappitt that night very seriously, and in the mean time
she turned the Rowan controversy over in her own mind, endeavouring
to look at it from all sides. It had never been her custom to make
critical remarks on their father's conduct to any of the girls except
Martha; but on the present great occasion she waived that rule, and
discussed the family affairs in full female family conclave. "I don't
know what's come over your papa," she began by saying. "He seems
quite beside himself to-day."

"I think he is troubled about Mr. Rowan and this lawsuit," said the
sagacious Martha.

"Nasty man! I wish he'd never come near the place," said Augusta.

"I don't know that he's very nasty either," said Cherry. "We all
liked him when he was staying here."

"But to be so false to papa!" said Augusta. "I call it swindling,
downright swindling."

"One should know and understand all about it before one speaks in
that way," said Martha. "I dare say it is very vexatious to papa; but
after all perhaps Mr. Rowan may have some right on his side."

"I don't know about right," said Mrs. Tappitt. "I don't think he can
have any right to come and set himself up here in opposition, as one
may say, to the very ghost of his own uncle. I agree with Augusta,
and think it is a very dirty thing to do."

"Quite shameful," said Augusta, indignantly.

"But if he has got the law on his side," continued Mrs. Tappitt,
"it's no good your papa trying to go against that. Where should we be
if we were to lose everything and be told to pay more money than your
papa has got? It wouldn't be very pleasant to be turned out of the
house."

"I don't think he'd ever do it," said Cherry.

"I declare, Cherry, I think you are in love with the man," said
Augusta.

"If I ain't I know who was," said Cherry.

"As for love," said Mrs. Tappitt, "we all know who is in love with
him,--nasty little sly minx! In the whole matter nothing makes me so
angry as to think that she should have come here to our dance."

"That was Cherry's doing," said Augusta. This remark Cherry noticed
only by a grimace addressed specially to her sister. A battle in
Rachel's favour under present circumstances would have been so losing
an affair that Cherry had not pluck enough to adventure it on her
friend's behalf.

"But the question is,--what are we to do about the lawsuit?" said
Mrs. Tappitt. "It is easy to see from your papa's manner that he
is very much harassed. He won't admit him as a partner;--that's
certain."

"Oh dear! I should hope not," said Augusta.

"That's all very well," said Martha; "but if the young man can prove
his right, he must have it. Mamma, do you know what Mr. Honyman says
about it?"

"Yes, my dear, I do." Mrs. Tappitt's manner became very solemn, and
the girls listened with all their ears. "Yes, my dear, I do. Mr.
Honyman thinks your father should give way."

"And take him in as a partner?" said Augusta. "Papa has got that
spirit that he couldn't do it."

"It doesn't follow that your papa should take Mr. Rowan in as a
partner because he gives up the lawsuit. He might pay him the money
that he asks."

"But has he got it?" demanded Martha.

"Besides, it's such a deal; isn't it?" said Augusta.

"Or," continued Mrs. Tappitt, "your papa might accept his offer by
retiring with a very handsome income for us all. Your papa has been
in business for a great many years, working like a galley-slave.
Nobody knows how he has toiled and moiled, except me. It isn't any
joke being a brewer,--and having it all on himself as he has had. And
if young Rowan ever begins it, I wish him joy of it."

"But would he pay the income?" Martha asked.

"Mr. Honyman says that he would; and if he did not, there would be
the property to fall back upon."

"And where should we live?" said Cherry.

"That can't be settled quite yet. It must be somewhere near, so that
your papa might keep an eye on the concern, and know that it was
going all right. Perhaps Torquay would be the best place."

"Torquay would be delicious," said Cherry.

"And would that man come and live at the brewery?" said Augusta.

"Of course he would, if he pleased," said Martha.

"And bring Rachel Ray with him as his wife?" said Cherry.

"He'll never do that," said Mrs. Tappitt with energy.

"Never; never!" said Augusta,--with more energy.

In this way the large and influential feminine majority of the family
at the brewery was brought round to look at one of the propositions
made by Rowan without disfavour. It was not that that young man's
sins had been in any degree forgiven, but that they all perceived,
with female prudence, that it would be injudicious to ruin themselves
because they hated him. And then to what lady living in a dingy brick
house, close adjoining to the smoke and smells of beer-brewing,
would not the idea of a marine villa at Torquay be delicious? None
of the family, not even Mrs. Tappitt herself, had ever known what
annual profit had accrued to Mr. T. as the reward of his life's work.
But they had been required to live in a modest, homely way,--as
though that annual profit had not been great. Under the altered
circumstances, as now proposed, they would all know that papa had
a thousand a year to spend;--and what might not be done at Torquay
with a thousand a year? Before Mr. Tappitt came home for the
evening,--which he did not do on that day till past ten, having been
detained, by business, in the bar of the Dragon Inn,--they had all
resolved that the combined ease and dignity of a thousand a year
should be accepted.

Mr. Tappitt was still perturbed in spirit when he took himself to the
marital chamber. What had been the nature of the business which had
detained him at the bar of the Dragon he did not condescend to say,
but it seemed to have been of a nature not well adapted to smooth his
temper. Mrs. Tappitt perhaps guessed what that business had been; but
if so, she said nothing of the subject in direct words. One little
remark she did make, which may perhaps have had allusion to that
business.

"Bah!" she exclaimed, as Mr. Tappitt came near her; "if you must
smoke at all, I wish to goodness you'd smoke good tobacco."

"So I do," said Tappitt, turning round at her sharply. "It's best
mixed bird's-eye. As if you could know the difference, indeed!"

"So I do, T. I know the difference very well. It's all poison to
me,--absolute poison,--as you're very well aware. But that filthy
strong stuff that you've taken to lately, is enough to kill anybody."

"I haven't taken to any filthy strong stuff," said Tappitt.

This was the beginning of that evening's conversation. I am inclined
to think that Mrs. Tappitt had made her calculations, and had
concluded that she could put forth her coming observations more
efficaciously by having her husband in bad humour, than she could,
if she succeeded in coaxing him into a good humour. I think that she
made the above remarks, not solely because the fumes of tobacco were
distasteful to her, but because the possession of a grievance might
give her an opportunity of commencing the forthcoming debate with
some better amount of justified indignation on her own side. It was
not often that she begrudged Tappitt his pipe, or made ill-natured
remarks about his gin and water.

"T.," she said, when Tappitt had torn off his coat in some anger at
the allusion to "filthy strong stuff,"--"T., what do you mean to do
about this lawsuit?"

"I don't mean to do anything."

"That's nonsense, T.; you must do something, you know. What does Mr.
Honyman say?"

"Honyman is a fool."

"Nonsense, T.; he's not a fool. Or if he is, why have you let him
manage your affairs so long? But I don't believe he's a fool at all.
I believe he knows what he's talking about, quite as well as some
others, who pretend to be so clever. As to your going to Sharpit and
Longfite, it's quite out of the question."

"Who's talking of going to them?"

"You did talk of it."

"No I didn't. You heard me mention their names; but I never said that
I should go to them at all. I almost wish I had."

"Now, T., don't talk in that way, or you'll really put me beside
myself."

"I don't want to talk of it at all. I only want to go to bed."

"But we must talk of it, T. It's all very well for you to say you
don't want to talk of things; but what is to become of me and my
girls if everything goes astray at the brewery? You can't expect me
to sit by quiet and see you ruined."

"Who talks about my being ruined?"

"Well, I believe all Baslehurst pretty well is talking about it. If
a man will go on with a lawsuit when his own lawyer says he oughtn't,
what else can come to him but ruin?"

"You don't know anything about it. I wish you'd hold your tongue, and
let me go to bed."

"I do know something about it, Mr. Tappitt; and I won't hold my
tongue. It's all very well for you to bid me hold my tongue; but am
I to sit by and see you ruined, and the girls left without a bit to
eat or a thing to wear? Goodness knows I've never thought much about
myself. Nobody will ever say that of me. But it has come to this, T.;
that something must be settled about Rowan's claim. If he hasn't got
justice, he's got law on his side; and he seems to be one of those
who don't care much as long as he's got that. If you ask me, T.--"

"But I didn't ask you," said Tappitt.

Tappitt never actually succumbed in these matrimonial encounters, and
would always maintain courage for a sharp word, even to the last.

"No, I know you didn't;--and more shame to you, not to consult the
wife of your bosom and the mother of your children, when such an
affair as this has to be settled. But if you think I'm going to hold
my tongue, you're mistaken. I know very well how things are going.
You must either let this young man come in as a partner--"

"I'll be ----"

Tappitt would not have disgraced himself by such an exclamation in
his wife's bedroom as he then used if his business in the bar of the
Dragon had been legitimate.

"Very well, sir. I say nothing about the coarseness of your language
on the present occasion, though I might say a great deal if I
pleased. But if you don't choose to have him for a partner,--why then
you must do something else."

"Of course I must."

"Exactly;--and therefore the only thing is for you to take the offer
of a thousand a year that he has made. Now, T., don't begin cursing
and swearing again, because you know that can't do any good. Honyman
says that he'll pay the income;--and if he don't,--if he gets into
arrear with it, then you can come down upon him and turn him out.
Think how you'd like that! You've only just to keep a little ready
money by you, so that you'll have something for six months or so, if
he should get into arrear."

"And I'm to give up everything myself?"

"No, T.; you would not give up anything; quite the other way. You
would have every comfort round you that any man can possibly want.
You can't go on at it always, toiling and moiling as you're doing
now. It's quite dreadful for a man never to have a moment to himself
at your time of life, and of course it must tell on any constitution
if it's kept up too long. You're not the man you were, T.; and of
course you couldn't expect it."

"Oh, bother!"

"That's all very well; but it's my duty to see these things, and
to think of them, and to speak of them too. Where should I be, and
the girls, if you was hurried into your grave by working too hard?"
Mrs. Tappitt's voice, as this terrible suggestion fell from her, was
almost poetic, through the depth of its solemnity. "Do you think I
don't know what it is that takes you to the Dragon so late at night?"

"I don't go to the Dragon late at night."

"I'm not finding fault, T.; and you needn't answer me so sharp. It's
only natural you should want something to sustain you after such
slavery as you have to go through. I'm not unreasonable. I know very
well what a man is, and what it is he can do, and what he can't. It
would be all very well your going on if you had a partner you could
trust."

"Nothing on earth shall induce me to carry on with that fellow."

"And therefore you ought to take him at his word and retire. It would
be the gentlemanlike thing to do. Of course you'd have the power of
going over and seeing that things was straight. And if we was living
comfortable at some genteel place, such as Torquay or the like, of
course you wouldn't want to be going out to Dragons every evening
then. I shouldn't wonder if, in two or three years, you didn't find
yourself as strong as ever again."

Tappitt, beneath the clothes, insisted that he was strong; and made
some virile remark in answer to that further allusion to the Dragon.
He by no means gave way to his wife, or uttered any word of assent;
but the lady's scheme had been made known to him; the ice had been
broken; and Mrs. Tappitt, when she put out the candle, felt that she
had done a good evening's work.



CHAPTER VIII.

MRS. RAY'S PENITENCE.


Another fortnight went by, and still nothing further was heard at
Bragg's End from Luke Rowan. Much was heard of him in Baslehurst.
It was soon known by everybody that he had bought the cottages; and
there was a widely-spread and well-credited rumour that he was going
to commence the necessary buildings for a new brewhouse at once. Nor
were these tidings received by Baslehurst with all that horror,--with
that loud clamour of indignation,--which Tappitt conceived to be due
to them. Baslehurst, I should say, as a whole, received the tidings
with applause. Why should not Bungall's nephew carry on a brewery of
his own? Especially why should he not, if he were resolved to brew
good beer? Very censorious remarks about the Tappitt beer were to
be heard in all bar-rooms, and were re-echoed with vehemence in the
kitchens of the Baslehurst aristocracy.

"It ain't beer," said Dr. Harford's cook, who had come from the
midland counties, and knew what good beer was. "It's a nasty muddle
of stuff, not fit for any Christian who has to earn her victuals over
a kitchen fire."

It came to pass speedily that Luke Rowan was expected to build a new
brewery, and that the event of the first brick was looked for with
anxious expectation. And that false report which had spread itself
through Baslehurst respecting him and his debts had taken itself off.
It had been banished by a contrary report; and there now existed in
Baslehurst a very general belief that Rowan was a man of means,--of
very considerable means,--a man of substantial capital, whom to
have settled in the town would be very beneficial to the community.
That false statement as to the bill at Griggs' had been sifted, and
the truth made known,--and somewhat to the disgrace of the Tappitt
faction. The only article supplied by Griggs to Rowan's order had
been the champagne consumed at Tappitt's supper, and for this Rowan
had paid ready money within a week of the transaction. It was Mrs.
Cornbury who discovered all this, and who employed means for making
the truth known in Baslehurst. This truth also became known at last
to Mrs. Ray,--but of what avail was it then? She had desired her
daughter to treat the young man as a wolf, and as a wolf he had been
hounded off from her little sheep-cot. She heard now that he was
expected back at Baslehurst;--that he was a wealthy man; that he was
thought well of in the town; that he was going to do great things.
With what better possible husband could any young woman have been
blessed? And yet she had turned him away from her cottage as though
he had been a wolf!

It was from Mrs. Sturt that Mrs. Ray first learned the truth. Mr.
Sturt was a tenant on the Cornbury estate, and Mrs. Sturt was of
course well known to Mrs. Cornbury. That lady, when she had sifted to
the bottom the story of Griggs' bill, and had assured herself that
Rowan was by no means minded to surrender his interest in Baslehurst,
determined that the truth should be made known to Mrs. Ray. But she
was not willing to call on Mrs. Ray herself, nor did she wish to
present herself before Rachel at the cottage, unless she could bring
with her some more substantial comfort than could be afforded by
simple evidence as to Rowan's good character. She therefore took
herself to Mrs. Sturt, and discussed the matter with her.

"I suppose she does care about him," said Mrs. Cornbury, sitting in
Mrs. Sturt's little parlour that opened out upon the kitchen garden.
Mrs. Sturt was also seated, leaning on the corner of the table, with
the sleeves of her gown tucked up, ready for work when the Squire's
lady should be gone, but very willing to postpone her work as long as
the Squire's lady would stay and gossip with her.

"Oh! that she do, Mrs. Butler,--in her heart of hearts. If I know
anything of true love, she do love that young man."

"And he did offer to her? There can be no doubt about that, I
suppose."

"Not a doubt on earth, Mrs. Butler. She never told me so
outright,--nor yet didn't her mother;--but if he didn't, I'll give my
head for a cream cheese. Laws love you, Mrs. Butler, I know what's
what well enough. I know when a girl's wild and flighty, and thinks
of things as she oughtn't;--and I know when she's proper behaved, and
gives a young man encouragement only when it becomes her."

"Of course you do, Mrs. Sturt."

"It isn't for me, Mrs. Butler, to say anything against your papa.
Nobody can have more respect for their clergyman than Sturt has and
I; and before it was all settled like, Sturt never had a word with
Mr. Comfort about tithes; but, Mrs. Butler, I think your papa was
wrong here. As far as I can learn, it was he that told Mrs. Ray that
this young man wasn't all that he should be."

"Papa meant it for the best. There were strange things said about
him, you know."

"I never believes one word of what I hears, and never will. People
are such liars; bean't they, Mrs. Butler? And I didn't believe a word
again him. He's as fine a young man as you'd wish to see in a hundred
years, and of course that goes a long way with a young woman. Well,
Mrs. Butler, I'll tell Mrs. Ray what you say, but I'm afeard it's too
late; I'm afeard it is. He's of a stubborn sort, I think. He's one
of them that says, 'If you will not when you may, when you will you
shall have nay.'"

Mrs. Cornbury still entertained hope that the stubbornness of the
stubborn man might be overcome; but as to that she said nothing to
Mrs. Sturt.

Mrs. Sturt, with what friendly tact she possessed, made her
communication to Mrs. Ray, but it may be doubted whether more harm
than good was not thus done. "And he didn't owe a shilling then?"
asked Mrs. Ray.

"Not a shilling," said Mrs. Sturt.

"And he is going to come back to Baslehurst about this brewery
business?"

"There's not a doubt in life about that," answered Mrs. Sturt. If
these tidings could have come in time they would have been very
salutary; but what was Mrs. Ray to do with them now? She felt that
she could not honestly withhold them from Rachel; and yet she knew
not how to tell them without adding to Rachel's misery. It was very
improbable that Rachel should hear anything about Rowan from other
lips than her own. It was clear that Mrs. Sturt did not intend to
speak to her, and also clear that Mrs. Sturt expected that Mrs. Ray
would do so.

Rachel's demeanour at this time was cause of great sorrow to Mrs.
Ray. She never smiled. She sought no amusement. She read no books.
She spoke but little, and when she did speak her words were hard and
cold, and confined almost entirely to household affairs. Her mother
knew that she was not ill, because she ate and drank and worked. Even
Dorothea must have been satisfied with the amount of needlework which
she produced in these days. But though not ill, she was thin and
pale, and unlike herself. But perhaps of all the signs which her
mother watched so carefully, the signs which tormented her most were
those ever-present lines on her daughter's forehead,--lines which
Mrs. Ray had now learned to read correctly, and which indicated some
settled inward purpose, and an inward resolve that that purpose
should become the subject of no outward discussion. Rachel had
formerly been everything to her mother;--her friend, her minister,
her guide, her great comfort;--the subject on which could be lavished
all the soft tenderness of her nature, the loving object to whom
could be addressed all the little innocent petulances of her life.
But now Mrs. Ray did not dare to be either tender with Rachel, or
petulant. She hardly dared to speak to her on subjects that were not
indifferent. On this matter of Luke Rowan she did not dare to speak
to her. Rachel never upbraided her with words,--had never spoken
one word of reproach. But every moment of their passing life was an
unspoken reproach, so severe and heavy that the poor mother hardly
knew how to bear the burden of her fault.

As Mrs. Ray became more afraid of her younger daughter she became
less afraid of the elder. This was occasioned partly, no doubt, by
the absence of Mrs. Prime from the cottage. When there she only
came as a visitor; and no visitor to a house can hold such dominion
there as may be held by a domestic tyrant, present at all meals, and
claiming an ascendancy in all conversations. But it arose in part
also from the overwhelming solicitude which filled Mrs. Ray's heart
from morning to night, as she watched poor Rachel in her misery. Her
bowels yearned towards her child, and she longed to give her relief
with an excessive longing. Had the man been a very wolf indeed,--such
were her feelings at present,--I think that she would have welcomed
him to the cottage. In ordering his repulse she had done a deed of
which she had by no means anticipated the consequences, and now she
repented in the sackcloth and ashes of a sorrow-stricken spirit. Ah
me! what could she do to relieve that oppressed one! So thoroughly
did this desire override all others in her breast, that she
would snub Mrs. Prime without dreading or even thinking of the
consequences. Her only hopes and her only fears at the present moment
had reference to Rachel. Had Rachel proposed to her that they should
both start off to London and there search for Luke Rowan, I doubt
whether she would have had the heart to decline the journey.

In these days Mrs. Prime came to the cottage regularly twice a
week,--on Wednesdays and Saturdays. On Wednesday she came after tea,
and on Saturday she drank tea with her mother. On these occasions
much was, of course, said as to the prospect of her marriage with
Mr. Prong. Nothing was as yet settled, and Rachel had concluded, in
her own mind, that there would be no such wedding. As to Mrs. Ray's
opinion, she, of course, thought there would be a wedding or that
there would not, in accordance with the last words spoken by Mrs.
Prime to herself on the occasion of that special conversation.

"She'll never give up her money," Rachel had said, "and he'll never
marry her unless she does."

Mrs. Prime at this period acknowledged to her mother that she was not
happy.

"I want," said she, "to do what's right. But it's not always easy to
find out what is right."

"That's very true," said Mrs. Ray, thinking that there were
difficulties in the affairs of other people quite as embarrassing as
those of which Mrs. Prime complained.

"He says," continued the younger widow, "that he wants nothing for
himself, but that it is not fitting that a married woman should have
a separate income."

"I think he's right there," said Mrs. Ray.

"I quite believe what he says about himself," said Mrs. Prime. "It is
not that he wants my money for the money's sake, but that he chooses
to dictate to me how I shall use it."

"So he ought if he's to be your husband," said Mrs. Ray.

These conversations usually took place in Rachel's absence. When Mrs.
Prime came Rachel would remain long enough to say a word to her, and
on the Saturdays would pour out the tea for her and would hand to her
the bread and butter with the courtesy due to a visitor; but after
that she would take herself to her own bedroom, and only come down
when Mrs. Prime had prepared herself for going. At last, on one of
these evenings, there came a proposition from Mrs. Prime that she
should return to the cottage, and live again with her mother and
sister. She had not said that she had absolutely rejected Mr. Prong,
but she spoke of her return as though it had become expedient because
the cause of her going away had been removed. Very little had been
said between her and her mother about Rachel's love affair, nor was
Mrs. Prime inclined to say much about it now; but so much as that
she did say. "No doubt it's all over now about that young man, and
therefore, if you like it, I don't see why I shouldn't come back."

"I don't at all know about it's being all over," said Mrs. Ray, in a
hurried quick tone, and as she spoke she blushed with emotion.

"But I suppose it is, mother. From all that I can hear he isn't
thinking of her; and I don't suppose he ever did much."

"I don't know what he's thinking about, Dorothea; and I ain't sure
that there's any good talking about it. Besides, if you're going to
have Mr. Prong at last--"

"If I did, mother, it needn't prevent my coming here for a month or
two first. It wouldn't be quite yet certainly,--if at all. And I
thought that perhaps, if I am going to settle myself in that way,
you'd be glad that we should be altogether again for a little while."

"So I should, Dorothea,--of course. I have never wanted to be divided
from my children. Your going away was your own doing, not mine. I'm
sure it made me so wretched I didn't know what to do at the time.
Only other things have come since, that have pretty nearly put all
that out of my mind."

"But you can't think I was wrong to go when I felt it to be right."

"I don't know how that may be," said Mrs. Ray. "If you thought it
right to go I suppose you were right to go; but perhaps you shouldn't
have had such thoughts."

"Well, mother, we won't go back to that."

"No; we won't, if you please."

"This at any rate is certain, that Rachel, in departing from our
usual ways of life, has brought great unhappiness upon herself. I'm
afraid she is thinking of this young man now more than she ought to
do."

"Of course she is thinking of him. Why should she not think of him?"

"Why, mother! Surely it cannot be good that any girl should think of
a man who thinks nothing of her!"

Then Mrs. Ray spoke out,--as perhaps she had never spoken before.

"What right have you to say that he thinks nothing of her? Who can
tell? He did think of her,--as honestly as any man ever thought of
the woman he wished to mate with. He came to her fairly, and asked
her to be his wife. What can any man do more by a girl than that? And
she didn't say a word to him to encourage him till those she had a
right to look to had encouraged him too. So she didn't. And I don't
believe any woman ever had a child that behaved better, or truer, or
more maidenly than she has done. And I was a fool, and worse than a
fool, when I allowed any one to have an evil thought of her for a
moment."

"Do you mean me, mother?"

"I don't mean anybody except myself; so I don't." Mrs. Ray as she
spoke was weeping bitterly, and rubbing the tears from her red eyes
with her apron. "I've behaved like a fool to her,--worse than a
fool,--and I've broken her heart. Not think of him! How's a girl
not to think of a man day and night when she loves him better than
herself? Think of him! She'll think of him till she's in her grave.
She'll think of him till she's past all other thinking. I hate such
cruelty; and I hate myself for having been cruel. I shall never
forgive myself, the longest day I have to live."

"You only did your duty, mother."

"No; I didn't do my duty at all. It can't be a mother's duty to break
her child's heart and to be set against her by what anybody else can
say. She was ever and always the best child that ever lived; and
she came away from him, and strove to banish him from her thoughts,
and wouldn't own to herself that she cared for him the least in the
world, till he'd come here and spoken out straight, like a man as he
is. I tell you what, Dorothea, I'd go to London, on my knees to him,
if I could bring him back to her! I would. And if he comes here, I
will go to him."

"Oh, mother!"

"I know he loves her. He's not one of your inconstant ones that take
up with a girl for a week or so and then forgets her. But she has
offended him, and he's stubborn. She has offended him at my bidding,
and it's my doing;--and I'd humble myself in the dust to bring him
back to her;--so I would. Never tell me of her not thinking of him.
I tell you, Dorothea, she'll think of him always not because she has
loved him, but because she has been brought to confess her love."

Mrs. Ray was so strong in her mingled passion and grief, that Mrs.
Prime made no attempt to rebuke her. The daughter was indeed quelled
by her mother's vehemence, and felt that for the present the subject
of Rachel's love and Rachel's lover was not a fitting one for the
exercise of her own talents as a preacher. The tragedy had progressed
beyond the reach of her preaching. Mrs. Ray protested that Rachel
had been right throughout, and that she herself had been wrong only
when she had opposed Rachel's wishes. Such a view of the matter was
altogether at variance with that entertained by Mrs. Prime, who was
still of opinion that young people shouldn't be allowed to please
themselves, and who feared the approach of any lover who came with
lute in hand, and with light, soft, loving, worldly words. Men
and women, according to her theory, were right to marry and have
children; but she thought that such marriages should be contracted
not only in a solemn spirit, but with a certain dinginess of
solemnity, with a painstaking absence of mirth, that would divest
love of its worldly alloy. Rachel had gone about her business in a
different spirit, and it may almost be said that Mrs. Prime rejoiced
that she had failed. She did not believe in broken hearts; she did
believe in the efficacy of chastisement; and she thought that on the
whole the present state of affairs would be beneficial to her sister.
Had she been possessed of sufficient power she would now, on this
occasion, have preached her sermon again as she had preached it
before; but her mother's passion had overcome her, and she was unable
to express her convictions.

"I hope that she will be better soon," she said.

"I hope she will," said Mrs. Ray.

At this moment Rachel came down from her own room and joined them in
the parlour. She came in with that same look of sad composure on her
face, as though she were determined to speak nothing of her thoughts
to any one, and sat herself down near to her sister. In doing so,
however, she caught a glimpse of her mother's face, and saw that she
had been crying,--saw, indeed, that she was still crying at that
moment.

"Mamma," she said, "what is the matter;--has anything happened?"

"No, dear, nothing;--nothing has happened."

"But you would not cry for nothing. What is it, Dolly?"

"We have been talking," said Dorothea. "Things in this world are not
so pleasant in themselves that they can always be spoken of without
tears,--either outward tears or inward. People are too apt to think
that there is no true significance in their words when they say that
this world is a vale of tears."

"All the same. I don't like to see mamma crying like that."

"Don't mind it, Rachel," said Mrs. Ray. "If you will not regard me I
shall be better soon."

"I was saying that I thought I would come back to the cottage," said
Mrs. Prime; "that is, if mother likes it."

"But that did not make mamma cry."

"There were other things arose out of my saying so." Then Rachel
asked no further questions, but sat silent, waiting till her sister
should go.

"Of course we shall be very glad to have you back again if it suits
you to come," said Mrs. Ray. "I don't think it at all nice that a
family should be divided,--that is, as long as they are the same
family." Having received so much encouragement with reference to her
proposed return, Mrs. Prime took her departure and walked back to
Baslehurst.

For some minutes after they had been so left, neither Mrs. Ray nor
Rachel spoke. The mother sat rocking herself in her chair, and the
daughter remained motionless in the seat which she had taken when she
first came into the room. Their faces were not turned to each other,
but Rachel was so placed that she could watch her mother without
being observed. Every now and again Mrs. Ray would put her hand up to
her eyes to squeeze away the tears, and a low gurgling sound would
come from her, as though she were striving without success to repress
her sobs. She had thought that she would speak to Rachel when Mrs.
Prime was gone,--that she would confess her error in having sent
Rowan away, and implore her child to pardon her and to love her once
again. It was not, however, that she doubted Rachel's love,--that she
feared that Rachel was casting her out from her heart, or that she
was learning to hate her. She knew well enough that her child still
loved her. It was this,--that her life had become barren to her,
cold, and altogether tasteless without those thousand little signs of
ever-present affection to which she had been accustomed. If it was to
be always thus between them, what would the world be to her for the
remainder of her days? She could have borne to part with Rachel, had
Rachel married, as in parting with her she would have looked forward
to some future return of her girl's caresses; and in such case she
would at least have felt that her loss had come from no cessation of
the sweet loving nature of their mutual connexion. She would have
wept as she gave Rachel over to a husband, but her tears would have
been sweet as well as bitter. But there was nothing of sweetness
in her tears as she shed them now,--nothing of satisfaction in her
sorrow. If she could get Rachel to talk with her freely on the
matter, if she could find an opportunity for confessing herself to
have been wrong, might it not be that the soft caresses would be
restored to her,--caresses that would be soft, though moistened with
salt tears? But she feared to speak to her child. She knew that
Rachel's face was still hard and stern, and that her voice was not
the voice of other days. She knew that her daughter brooded over
the injury that had been done to her,--though she knew also that no
accusation was made, even in the girl's own bosom, against herself.
She thoroughly understood the state of Rachel's mind, but she was
unable to find the words that might serve to soften it.

"I suppose we may as well go to bed," she said at last, giving the
matter up, at any rate for that evening.

"Mamma, why were you crying when I came into the room?" said Rachel.

"Was I crying, my dear?"

"You are crying still, mamma. Is it I that make you unhappy?"

Mrs. Ray was anxious to declare that the reverse of that was
true,--that it was she who had made the other unhappy; but even
now she could not find the words in which to say this. "No," she
said; "it isn't you. It isn't anybody. I believe it's true what Mr.
Comfort has told us so often when he's preaching. It's all vanity and
vexation. There isn't anything to make anybody happy. I suppose I cry
because I'm foolisher than other people. I don't know that anybody is
happy. I'm sure Dorothea is not, and I'm sure you ain't."

"I don't want you to be unhappy about me, mamma."

"Of course you don't. I know that. But how can I help it when I see
how things have gone? I tried to do for the best, and I have--"
broken my child's heart, Mrs. Ray intended to say; but she failed
altogether before she got as far as that, and bursting out into a
flood of tears, hid her face in her apron.

Rachel still kept her seat, and her face was still hard and unmoved.
Her mother did not see it; she did not dare to look upon it; but she
knew that it was so; she knew her daughter would have been with her,
close to her, embracing her, throwing her arms round her, had that
face relented. But Rachel still kept her chair, and Mrs. Ray sobbed
aloud.

"I wish I could be a comfort to you, mamma," Rachel said after
another pause, "but I do not know how. I suppose in time we shall get
over this, and things will be as they used to be."

"They'll never be to me as they used to be before he came to
Baslehurst," said Mrs. Ray, through her tears.

"At any rate that is not his fault," said Rachel, almost angrily.
"Whoever may have done wrong, no one has a right to say that he has
done wrong."

"I'm sure I never said so. It is I that have done wrong," exclaimed
Mrs. Ray. "I know it all now, and I wish I'd never asked anybody but
just my own heart. I didn't mean to say anything against him, and I
don't think it. I'm sure I liked him as I never liked any young man
the first time of seeing him, that night he came out here to tea; and
I know that what they said against him was all false. So I do."

"What was all false, mamma?"

"About his going away in debt, and being a ne'er-do-well, and
about his going away from Baslehurst and not coming back any more.
Everybody has a good word for him now."

"Have they, mamma?" said Rachel. And Mrs. Ray learned in a moment,
from the tone of her daughter's voice, that a change had come over
her feeling. She asked her little question with something of the
softness of her old manner, with something of the longing loving
wishfulness which used to make so many of her questions sweet to her
mother's ears. "Have they, mamma?"

"Yes they have, and I believe it was those wicked people at the
brewery who spread the reports about him. As for owing anybody money,
I believe he's got plenty. Of course he has, or how could he have
bought our cottages and paid for them all in a minute? And I believe
he'll come back and live at Baslehurst; so I do; only--"

"Only what, mamma?"

"If he's not to come back to you I'd rather that he never showed his
face here again."

"He won't come to me, mamma. Had he meant it, he would have sent me a
message."

"Perhaps he meant that he wouldn't send the message till he came
himself," said Mrs. Ray.

But she made the suggestion in a voice so full of conscious doubt
that Rachel knew that she did not believe in it herself.

"I don't think he means that, mamma. If he did why should he keep me
in doubt? He is very true and very honest, but I think he is very
hard. When I wrote to him in that way after accepting the love he had
offered me, he was angered, and felt that I was false to him. He is
very honest, but I think he must be very hard."

"I can't think that if he loved you he would be so hard as that."

"Men are different from women, I suppose. I feel about him that
whatever he might do I should forgive it. But then I feel, also, that
he would never do anything for me to forgive."

"I'll never forgive him, never, if he doesn't come back again."

"Don't say that, mamma. You've no right even to be angry with
him, because it was we who told him that there was to be no
engagement,--after I had promised him."

"I didn't think he'd take you up so at the first word," said Mrs.
Ray;--and then there was again silence for a few minutes.

"Mamma," said Rachel.

"Well, Rachel."

Mrs. Ray was still rocking her chair, and had hardly yet repressed
that faint gurgling sound of half-controlled sobs.

"I am so glad to hear you say that you--respect him, and don't
believe of him what people have said."

"I don't believe a word bad of him, except that he oughtn't to take
huff in that way at one word that a girl says to him. He ought to
have known that you couldn't write just what letter you liked, as he
could."

"We won't say anything more about that. But as long as you don't
think him bad--"

"I don't think him bad. I don't think him bad at all. I think him
very good. I'd give all I have in the world to bring him back again.
So I would."

"Dear mamma!"

And now Rachel moved away from her chair and came up to her mother.

"And I know it's been all my fault. Oh, my child, I am so unhappy!
I don't get half an hour's sleep at night thinking of what I have
done;--I, that would have given the very blood out of my veins to
make you happy."

"No, mamma; it wasn't you."

"Yes, it was. I'd no business going away to other people after I had
told him he might come here. You, who had always been so good too!"

"You mustn't say again that you wish he hadn't come here."

"Oh! but I do wish it, because then he would have been nothing to
you. I do wish he hadn't ever come, but now I'd do anything to bring
him back again. I believe I'll go to him and tell him that it was my
doing."

"No, mamma, you won't do that."

"Why should I not? I don't care what people say. Isn't your happiness
everything to me?"

"But I shouldn't take him if he came in that way. What! beg him
to come and have compassion on me, as if I couldn't live without
him! No, mother; that wouldn't do. I do love him. I do love him. I
sometimes think I cannot live without his love. I sometimes feel as
though stories about broken hearts might be true. But I wouldn't have
him in that way. How could he love me afterwards, when I was his
wife? But, mamma, we'll be friends again;--shall we not? I've been so
unhappy that you should have thought ill of him!"

That night the mother and daughter shared the same bed together, and
Mrs. Ray was able to sleep. She would not confess to herself that
her sorrow had been lightened, because nothing had been said or done
to lessen that of her daughter; but on the morrow Rachel came and
hovered round her again, and the bitterness of Mrs. Ray's grief was
removed.



CHAPTER IX.

THE ELECTION AT BASLEHURST.


Towards the end of September the day of the election arrived, and
with it arrived Luke Rowan at Baslehurst. The vacancy had been
occasioned by the acceptance of the then sitting member of that
situation under the crown which is called the stewardship of the
manor of Helpholme. In other words an old gentleman who had done his
life's work retired and made room for some one more young and active.
The old member had kept his seat till the end of the session, just
leaving time for the moving for a new writ, and now the election was
about to be held, almost at the earliest day possible. It had been
thought that a little reflection would induce the Baslehurst people
to reject the smiles of the Jew tailor from London, and therefore as
little time for reflection was given to them as possible. The wealth,
the liberal politics, the generosity, and the successes of Mr. Hart
were dinned into their ears by a succession of speeches, and by an
overpowering flight of enormous posters; and then the Jewish hero,
the tailor himself, came among them, and astonished their minds by
the ease and volubility of his speeches. He did not pronounce his
words with any of those soft slushy Judaic utterances by which they
had been taught to believe he would disgrace himself. His nose was
not hookey, with any especial hook, nor was it thicker at the bridge
than was becoming. He was a dapper little man, with bright eyes,
quick motion, ready tongue, and a very new hat. It seemed that
he knew well how to canvass. He had a smile and a good word for
all,--enemies as well as friends. The task of abusing the Cornbury
party he left to his committee and backers. He spent a great deal of
money,--throwing it away in every direction in which he could do so,
without laying himself open to the watchful suspicion of the other
side. He ate and drank like a Christian, and only laughed aloud when
some true defender of the Protestant faith attempted to scare him
away out of the streets by carrying a gammon of bacon up on high.
Perhaps his strength as a popular candidate was best shown by his
drinking a pint of Tappitt's beer in the little parlour behind the
bar at the Dragon.

"He beats me there," said Butler Cornbury, when he heard of that
feat.

But the action was a wise one. The question as to Tappitt's brewery
and Tappitt's beer was running high at Baslehurst, and in no stronger
way could Mr. Hart have bound to him the Tappitt faction than by
swallowing in public that pint of beer. "Let me have a small glass of
brandy at once," said Mr. Hart to his servant, having retired to his
room immediately after the performance of the feat. His constitution
was good, and I may as well at once declare that before half an hour
had passed over his head he was again himself, and at his work.

The question of Tappitt's beer and Tappitt's brewery was running
high in Baslehurst, and had gotten itself involved in the mouths of
the people of Baslehurst, not only with the loves and sorrows of
poor Rachel Ray, but with the affairs of this election. We know how
Tappitt had been driven to declare himself a stanch supporter of the
Jew. He had become very stanch,--stanch beyond the promising of his
own vote,--stanch even to a final sitting on the Jew's committee,
and an active canvasser on the Jew's behalf. His wife, whose
passions were less strong than his own and her prudence greater, had
remonstrated with him on the matter. "You can vote against Cornbury,
if you please," she had said, "but do it quietly. Keep your toe in
your pump and say nothing. Just as we stand at present about the
business of Rowan's, it would almost be better that you shouldn't
vote at all." But Tappitt was an angry man, at this moment
uncontrollable by the laws of prudence, and he went into these
election matters heart and soul, to his wife's great grief. Butler
Cornbury, or Mrs. Butler Cornbury,--it was all the same to him
which,--had openly taken up Rowan's part in the brewery controversy.
A rumour had reached Tappitt that the inmates of Cornbury Grange had
loudly expressed a desire for good beer! Under such circumstances it
was not possible for him not to rush to the fight. He did rush into
the thick of it, and boasted among his friends that the Jew was safe.
I think he was right,--right at any rate as regarded his own peace
of mind. Nothing gives a man such spirit for a fight, as the act of
fighting. During these election days he was almost regardless of
Rowan. He was to second the nomination of the Jew, and so keen was
he as to the speech that he would make, and as to the success of what
he was doing against Mr. Cornbury, that he was able to talk down his
wife, and browbeat Honyman in his own office. Honyman was about to
vote for Butler Cornbury, was employed in the Cornbury interest, and
knew well on which side his bread was buttered. Sharpit and Longfite
were local attorneys for the Jew, and in this way Tappitt was thrown
into close intercourse with that eminent firm. "Of course we wouldn't
interfere," said Sharpit confidently to the brewer. "We never do
interfere with the clients of another firm. We never did such a thing
yet, and don't mean to begin. We find people drop into us quick
enough without that. But in a friendly way, Mr. Tappitt, let me
caution you, not to let your fine business be injured by that young
sharper."

Mr. Tappitt found this to be very kind,--and very sensible too. He
gave no authority to Sharpit on that occasion to act for him; but he
thought of it, resolving that he would set his shoulders firmly to
that wheel as soon as he had carried through this business of the
election.

But even in the matter of the election everything did not go well
with Tappitt. He had appertaining to his establishment a certain
foreman of the name of Worts, a heavy, respectable, useful man,
educated on the establishment by Bungall and bequeathed by Bungall
to Tappitt,--a man by no means ambitious of good beer, but very
ambitious of profits to the firm, a servant indeed almost invaluable
in such a business. But Tappitt had ever found him deficient in
this,--that he had a certain objectionable pride in having been
Bungall's servant, and that as such he thought himself absolved from
the necessity of subserviency to his latter master. Once a day indeed
he did touch his cap, but when that was done he seemed to fancy that
he was almost equal to Mr. Tappitt upon the premises. He never shook
in his shoes if Tappitt were angry, nor affected to hasten his steps
if Tappitt were in a hurry, nor would he even laugh at Tappitt's
jokes, if,--as was too usual,--such jokes were not mirth-moving in
their intrinsic nature. Clearly he was not at all points a good
servant, and Tappitt in some hours of his prosperity had ventured to
think that the brewery could go on without him. Now, since the day
in which Rowan's treachery had first loomed upon Tappitt, he had
felt much inclined to fraternize on easier terms with his foreman.
Worts when he touched his cap had been received with a smile, and
his advice had been asked in a flattering tone,--not demanded as
belonging to the establishment by right. Then Tappitt began to talk
of Rowan to his man, and to speak evil things of him, as was natural,
expecting a reciprocity of malignity from Worts. But Worts on such
occasions had been ominously silent. "H--m, I bean't so zure o'
that," Worts had once said, thus differing from his master on some
fundamental point of Tappitt strategy as opposed to Rowan strategy.
"Ain't you?" said Tappitt, showing his teeth. "You'd better go now
and look after those men at the carts." Worts had looked after the
men at the carts, but he had done so with an idea in his head that
perhaps he would not long look after Tappitt's men or Tappitt's
carts. He had not himself been ambitious of good beer, but the idea
had almost startled him into acquiescence by its brilliancy.

Now Worts had a vote in the borough, and it came to Tappitt's ears
that his servant intended to give that vote to Mr. Cornbury. "Worts,"
said he, a day or two before the election, "of course you intend to
vote for Mr. Hart?"

Worts touched his cap, for it was the commencement of the day.

"I don't jest know," said he. "I was thinking of woting for the young
squoire. I've know'd him ever since he was born, and I ain't never
know'd the Jew gentleman;--never at all."

"Look here, Worts; if you intend to remain in this establishment I
shall expect you to support the liberal interest, as I support it
myself. The liberal interest has always been supported in Baslehurst
by Bungall and Tappitt ever since Bungall and Tappitt have existed."

"The old maister, he wouldn't a woted for ere a Jew in
Christendom,--not agin the squoire. The old maister was allays for
the Protestant religion."

"Very well, Worts; there can't be two ways of thinking here, that's
all; especially not at such a time as this, when there's more
reason than ever why those connected with the brewery should all
stand shoulder to shoulder. You've had your bread out of this
establishment, Worts, for a great many years."

"And I've 'arned it hard;--no man can't say otherwise. The sweat
o' my body belongs to the brewery, but I didn't ever sell 'em my
wote;--and I don't mean." Saying which words, with an emphasis that
was by no means servile, Worts went out from the presence of his
master.

"That man's turning against me," said Tappitt to his wife at
breakfast time, in almost mute despair.

"What! Worts?" said Mrs. Tappitt.

"Yes;--the ungrateful hound. He's been about the place almost ever
since he could speak, for more than forty years. He's had two pound a
week for the last ten years;--and now he's turning against me."

"Is he going over to Rowan?"

"I don't know where the d---- he's going. He's going to vote for
Butler Cornbury, and that's enough for me."

"Oh, T., I wouldn't mind that; especially not just now. Only think
what a help he'll be to that man!"

"I tell you he shall walk out of the brewery the week after this, if
he votes for Cornbury. There isn't room for two opinions here, and I
won't have it."

For a moment or two Mrs. Tappitt sat mute, almost in despair. Then
she took courage and spoke out.

"T.," said she, "it won't do."

"What won't do?"

"All this won't do. We shall be ruined and left without a home. I
don't mind myself; I never did; but think of the girls! What would
they do if we was turned out of this?"

"Who's to turn you out?"

"I know. I see it. I am beginning to understand. T., that man would
not go against you and the brewery if he didn't know which way the
wind is blowing. Worts is wide awake,--quite wide; he always was. T.,
you must take the offer Rowan has made of a regular income and live
retired. If you don't do it,--I shall!" And Mrs. Tappitt, as she
spoke the audacious words, rose up from her chair, and stood with her
arms leaning upon the table.

"What!" said Tappitt, sitting aghast with his mouth open.

"Yes, T.; if you don't think of your family I must. What I'm saying
Mr. Honyman has said before; and indeed all Baslehurst is saying the
same thing. There's an offer made to you that will put your family on
a footing quite genteel,--no gentlefolks in the county more so; and
you, too, that are getting past your work!"

"I ain't getting past my work."

"I shouldn't say so, T., if it weren't for your own good,--and if
I'm not to know about that, who is? It's all very well going about
electioneering; and indeed it's just what gentlefolks is fit for when
they're past their regular work; And I'm sure I shan't begrudge it so
long as it don't cost anything; but that's not work you know, T."

"Ain't I in the brewery every day for seven or eight hours, and often
more?"

"Yes, T., you are; and what's like to come of it if you go on so?
What would be my feelings if I saw you brought into the house struck
down with apoplepsy and paralepsy because I let you go on in that way
when you wasn't fit? No, T.; I know my duty and I mean to do it. You
know Dr. Haustus said only last month that you were that bilious--"

"Pshaw! bilious! it's enough to make any man bilious!"

"Or any dog," he would have added, had he thought of it. Thereupon
Tappitt rushed away from his wife, back into his little office,
and from that soon made his way to the Jew's committee-room at the
Dragon, at which he was detained till nearly eleven o'clock at night.

"It's a kind of work in which one has to do as much after dinner as
before," he said to his wife when he got back.

"For the matter of that," said she, "I think the after-dinner work is
the chief part of it."

On the day of the election Luke Rowan was to be seen standing in the
High Street talking to Butler Cornbury the candidate. Rowan was not
an elector, for the cottages had not been in his possession long
enough to admit of his obtaining from them a qualification to vote;
but he was a declared friend of the Cornbury party. Mrs. Butler
Cornbury had sent a message to him saying that she hoped to see him
soon after the election should be over: on the following day or on
the next, and Butler Cornbury himself had come to him in the town.
Though absent from Baslehurst Rowan had managed to declare his
opinions before that time, and was suspected by many to have written
those articles in the "Baslehurst Gazette" which advocated the right
of any constituency to send a Jew to Parliament if it pleased, but
which proved at the same time that any constituency must be wrong to
send any Jew to Parliament, and that the constituency of Baslehurst
would in the present instance be specially wrong to send Mr. Hart to
Parliament. "We have always advocated," said one of these articles,
"the right of absolute freedom of choice for every borough and every
county in the land; but we trust that the day is far distant in
which the electors of England shall cease to look to their nearest
neighbours as their best representatives." There wasn't much in the
argument, but it suited the occasion, and added strength to Rowan's
own cause in the borough. All the stanch Protestants began to feel a
want of good beer. Questions very ill-natured as toward Tappitt were
asked in the newspapers. "Who owns The Spotted Dog at Busby-porcorum;
and who compels the landlord to buy his liquor at Tappitt's brewery?"
There were scores of questions of the same nature, all of which
Tappitt attributed, wrongly, to Luke Rowan. Luke had written that
article about freedom of election, but he had not condescended to
notice the beer at the Spotted Dog.

And there was another quarrel taking place in Baslehurst, on the
score of that election, between persons with whom we are connected
in this story. Mr. Prong had a vote in the borough, and was disposed
to make use of it; and Mrs. Prime, regarding her own position as Mr.
Prong's affianced bride, considered herself at liberty to question
Mr. Prong as to the use which he proposed to make of that vote.
To Mrs. Prime it appeared that anything done in any direction for
the benefit of a Jew was a sin not to be forgiven. To Mr. Prong it
seemed to be as great a sin not to do anything in his power for
the hindrance and vexation of those with whom Dr. Harford and Mr.
Comfort were connected by ties of friendship. Mrs. Prime, who, of
the two, was the more logical, would not disjoin her personal and
her scriptural hatreds. She also hated Dr. Harford; but she hated
the Jews more. She was not disposed to support a Jew in Baslehurst
because Mr. Comfort, in his doctrines, had fallen away from the
purity of his early promise. Her idea was that a just man and a good
Christian could not vote for either of the Baslehurst candidates
under the present unhappy local circumstances;--but that under
no circumstances should a Christian vote for a Jew. All this she
said, in a voice not so soft as should be the voice of woman to her
betrothed.

"Dorothea," said Mr. Prong very solemnly;--they were sitting at the
time in his own little front parlour, as to the due arrangement of
the furniture in which Mrs. Prime had already ventured to make some
slight alterations which had not been received favourably by Mr.
Prong,--"Dorothea, in this matter you must allow me to be the best
judge. Voting for Members of Parliament is a thing which ladies
naturally are not called upon to understand."

"Ladies can understand as well as gentlemen," said Mrs. Prime, "that
a curse has gone out from the Lord against that people; and gentlemen
have no more right than ladies to go against the will of the Lord."

It was in vain that Mr. Prong endeavoured to explain to her that the
curse attached to the people as a nation, and did not necessarily
follow units of that people who had adopted other nationalities.

"Let the units become Christians before they go into Parliament,"
said Mrs. Prime.

"I wish they would," said Mr. Prong. "I heartily wish they would: and
Mr. Hart, if he be returned, shall have my prayers."

But this did not at all suffice for Mrs. Prime, who, perhaps, in the
matter of argument had the best of it. She told her betrothed to his
face that he was going to commit a great sin, and that he was tempted
to this sin by grievous worldly passions. When so informed Mr. Prong
closed his eyes, crossed his hands meekly on his breast, and shook
his head.

"Not from thee, Dorothea," said he, "not from thee should this have
come."

"Who is to speak out to you if I am not?" said she.

But Mr. Prong sat in silence, and with closed eyes again shook his
head.

"Perhaps we had better part," said Mrs. Prime, after an interval of
five minutes. "Perhaps it will be better for both of us."

Mr. Prong, however, still shook his head in silence; and it was
difficult for a lady in Mrs. Prime's position to read accurately the
meaning of such shakings under such circumstances. But Mrs. Prime
was a woman sufficiently versed in the world's business to be able
to resolve that she would have an answer to her question when she
required an answer.

"Mr. Prong," she said, "I remarked just now that perhaps we had
better part."

"I heard the words," said Mr. Prong,--"I heard the cruel words." But
even then he did not open his eyes, or remove his hands from his
breast. "I heard the words, and I heard those other words, still
more cruel. You had better leave me now that I may humble myself in
prayer."

"That's all very well, Mr. Prong, and I'm sure I hope you will; but
situated as we are, of course I should choose to have an answer. It
seems to me that you dislike that kind of interference which I regard
as a wife's best privilege and sweetest duty. If this be so, it will
be better for us to part,--as friends of course."

"You have accused me of a great sin," he said; "of a great sin;--of a
great sin!"

"And so in my mind it would be."

"Judge not, lest ye be judged, Dorothea; remember that."

"That doesn't mean, Mr. Prong, that we are not to have our opinions,
and that we are not to warn those that are near us when we see them
walking in the wrong path. I might as well say the same to you, when
you--"

"No, Dorothea; it is my bounden duty. It is my work. It is that to
which I am appointed as a minister. If you cannot see the difference
I have much mistaken your character,--have much mistaken your
character."

"Do you mean to say that nobody but a clergyman is to know what's
right and what's wrong? That must be nonsense, Mr. Prong. I'm sorry
to say anything to grieve you,--" Mr. Prong was now shaking his head
again, with his eyes most pertinaciously closed,--"but there are some
things which really one can't bear."

But he only shook his head. His inward feelings were too many for
him, so that he could not at the present moment bring himself to give
a reply to the momentous proposition which his betrothed had made
him. Nor, indeed, had he at this moment fixed his mind as to the step
which Duty and Wisdom combined would call upon him to take in this
matter. The temper of the lady was not certainly all that he had
desired. As an admiring member of his flock she had taken all his
ghostly counsels as infallible; but now it seemed to him as though
most of his words and many of his thoughts and actions were made
subject by her to a bitter criticism. But in this matter he was
inclined to rely much upon his own strength. Should he marry the
lady, as he was still minded to do for many reasons, he would be to
her a loving, careful husband; but he would also be her lord and
master,--as was intended when marriage was made a holy ordinance. In
this respect he did not doubt himself or his own powers. Hard words
he could bear, and, as he thought, after a time control. So thinking,
he was not disposed to allow the lady to recede from her troth to
him, simply because in her anger she expressed a wish to do so.
Therefore he had wisely been silent, and had shaken his head in
reproach. But unfortunately the terms of their compact had not been
finally settled with reference to another heading. Mrs. Prime had
promised to be his wife, but she had burdened her promise with
certain pecuniary conditions which were distasteful to him,--which
were much opposed to that absolute headship and perfect mastery,
which, as he thought, should belong to the husband as husband. His
views on this subject were very strong, and he was by no means
inclined to abate one jot of his demand. Better remain single in
his work than accept the name of husband without its privileges!
But he had hoped that by mingled firmness and gentle words he might
bring his Dorothea round to a more womanly way of thinking. He had
flattered himself that there was a power of eloquence in him which
would have prevailed over her. Once or twice he thought that he was
on the brink of success. He knew well that there were many points in
his favour. A woman who has spoken of herself, and been spoken of,
as being on the point of marriage, does not like to recede; and his
Dorothea, though not specially womanly among women, was still a
woman. Moreover he had the law on his side,--the old law as coming
from the Scriptures. He could say that such a pecuniary arrangement
as that proposed by his Dorothea was sinful. He had said so,--as he
had then thought not without effect; but now she retaliated upon him
with accusation of another sin! It was manifestly in her power to
break away from him on that money detail. It seemed now to be her
wish to break away from him; but she preferred doing so on that other
matter. He began to fear that he must lose his wife, seeing that he
was resolved never to yield on the money question; but he did not
choose to be entrapped into an instant resignation of his engagement
by Dorothea's indignation on a point of abstruse Scripturo-political
morality. His Dorothea had assumed her indignation as a cloak for her
pecuniary obstinacy. It might be that he must yield; but he would not
surrender thus at the sound of a false summons. So he closed his eyes
very pertinaciously and shook his head.

"I think upon the whole," said she again, "that we had better make up
our minds to part." Then she stood up, feeling that she should thus
employ a greater power in forcing an answer from him. He must have
seen her motion through some cranny of his pertinaciously closed
eyes, for he noticed it by rising from his own chair, with both his
hands firmly fixed upon the table; but still he did not open his
eyes,--unless it might be to the extent of that small cranny.

"Good-bye, Mr. Prong," said she.

Then he altered the form of his hands, and taking them from the table
he dashed them together before his face. "God bless you, Dorothea!"
said he. "God bless you! God bless you!" And he put out his hands as
though blessing her in his darkness. She, perceiving the inutility of
endeavouring to shake hands with a man who wouldn't open his eyes,
moved away from her chair towards the door, purposely raising a sound
of motion with her dress, so that he might know that she was going.
In that I think she took an unnecessary precaution, for the cranny at
the corner of his eye was still at his disposal.

"Good-bye, Mr. Prong," she said again, as she opened the door for
herself.

"God bless you, Dorothea!" said he. "May God bless you!"

Then, without assistance at the front door she made her way out
into the street, and as she stepped along the pavement, she
formed a resolve,--which no eloquence from Mr. Prong could ever
overcome,--that she would remain a widow for the rest of her days.

At twelve o'clock on the morning of the election Mr. Hart was
declared by his own committee to be nine ahead, and was admitted
to be six ahead by Mr. Cornbury's committee. But the Cornbury folk
asserted confidently that in this they saw certain signs of success.
Their supporters were not men who could be whipped up to the poll
early in the day, whereas Hart's voters were all, more or less, under
control, and had been driven up hurriedly to the hustings so as
to make this early show of numbers. Mr. Hart was about everywhere
speaking, and so was Butler Cornbury; but in the matter of oratory I
am bound to acknowledge that the Jew had by much the mastery over the
Christian. There are a class of men,--or rather more than a class,
a section of mankind,--to whom a power of easy expression by means
of spoken words comes naturally. English country gentlemen, highly
educated as they are, undaunted as they usually are, self-confident
as they in truth are at the bottom, are clearly not in this
section. Perhaps they are further removed from it, considering the
advantages they have for such speaking, than any other class of men
in England,--or I might almost say elsewhere. The fact, for it is a
fact, that some of the greatest orators whom the world has known have
been found in this class, does not in any degree affect the truth of
my proposition. The best grapes in the world are perhaps grown in
England, though England is not a land of grapes. And for the same
reason. The value of the thing depends upon its rarity, and its value
instigates the efforts for excellence. The power of vocal expression
which seems naturally to belong to an American is to an ordinary
Englishman very marvellous; but in America the talking man is but
little esteemed. "Very wonderful power of delivery,--that of Mr.
So-and-So," says the Englishman, speaking of an American.

"Guess we don't think much of that kind of thing here," says the
Yankee. "There's a deal too much of that coin in circulation."

English country gentlemen are not to be classed among that section of
mankind which speaks easily in public, but Jews, I think, may be so
classed. The men who speak thus easily and with natural fluency, are
also they who learn languages easily. They are men who observe rather
than think, who remember rather than create, who may not have great
mental powers, but are ever ready with what they have, whose best
word is at their command at a moment, and is then serviceable though
perhaps incapable of more enduring service.

At any rate, as regarded oratory in Baslehurst the dark little man
with the bright new hat from London was very much stronger than
his opponent,--so much stronger that poor Butler Cornbury began
to sicken of elections and to wish himself comfortably at home at
Cornbury Grange. He knew that he was talking himself down while
the Israelitish clothier was talking himself up. "It don't matter,"
Honyman said to him comfortably. "It's only done for the show of the
thing and to fill up the day. If Gladstone were here he wouldn't talk
a vote out of them one way or the other;--nor yet the devil himself."
This consoled Butler Cornbury, but nevertheless he longed that the
day might be over.

And Tappitt spoke too more than once,--as did also Luke Rowan, in
spite of various noisy interruptions in which he was told that he was
not an elector, and in spite also of an early greeting with a dead
cat. Tappitt, in advocating the claims of Mr. Hart to be returned to
Parliament as member for Baslehurst, was clever enough to introduce
the subject of his own wrongs. And so important had this brewery
question become that he was listened to with every sign of interest
when he told the people for how many years Bungall and Tappitt had
brewed beer for them, there in Baslehurst. Doubtless he was met by
sundry interruptions from the Rowanites.

"What sort of tipple has it been, T.?" was demanded by one voice.

"Do you call that beer?" said a second.

"Where do you buy your hops?" asked a third.

But he went on manfully, and was buoyed up by a strong belief that he
was fighting his own battle with success.

Nor was Rowan slow to answer him. He was proud to say that he was
Bungall's heir, and as such he intended to continue Bungall's
business. Whether he could improve the quality of the old tap he
didn't know, but he would try. People had said a few weeks ago that
he had been hounded out of Baslehurst, and did not mean to come back
again. Here he was. He had bought property in Baslehurst. He meant
to live in Baslehurst. He pledged himself to brew beer in Baslehurst.
He already regarded himself as belonging to Baslehurst. And, being
a bachelor, he hoped that he might live to marry a wife out of
Baslehurst. This last assurance was received with unqualified
applause from both factions, and went far in obtaining for Rowan that
local popularity which was needful to him. Certainly the Rowan
contest added much to the popular interest of that election.

At the close of the poll on that evening it was declared by the mayor
that Mr. Butler Cornbury had been elected to serve the borough in
Parliament by a majority of one vote.



CHAPTER X.

THE BASLEHURST GAZETTE.


By one vote! Old Mr. Cornbury when he heard of it gasped with dismay,
and in secret regretted that his son had not been beaten. What seat
could be gained by one vote and not be contested, especially when
the beaten candidate was a Jew clothier rolling in money? And what
sums would not a petition and scrutiny cost? Butler Cornbury himself
was dismayed, and could hardly participate in the exultation of his
more enthusiastic wife. Mr. Hart of course declared that he would
petition, and that he was as sure of the seat as though he already
occupied it. But as it was known that every possible electioneering
device had been put in practice on his behalf during the last two
hours of the poll, the world at large in Baslehurst believed that
young Cornbury's position was secure. Tappitt and some few others
were of a different opinion. At the present moment Tappitt could not
endure to acknowledge to himself that he had been beaten. Nothing but
the prestige and inward support of immediate success could support
him in that contest, so much more important to himself, in which he
was now about to be engaged. That matter of the petition, however,
can hardly be brought into the present story. The political world
will understand that it would be carried on with great vigour.

The news of the election of Butler Cornbury reached the cottage
at Bragg's End by the voice of Mr. Sturt on the same evening; and
Mrs. Ray, in her quiet way, expressed much joy that Mr. Comfort's
son-in-law should have been successful, and that Baslehurst should
not have disgraced itself by any connexion with a Jew. To her it had
appeared monstrous that such a one should have been even permitted to
show himself in the town as a candidate for its representation. To
such she would have denied all civil rights, and almost all social
rights. For a true spirit of persecution one should always go to a
woman; and the milder, the sweeter, the more loving, the more womanly
the woman, the stronger will be that spirit within her. Strong love
for the thing loved necessitates strong hatred for the thing hated,
and thence comes the spirit of persecution. They in England who are
now keenest against the Jews, who would again take from them rights
that they have lately won, are certainly those who think most of the
faith of a Christian. The most deadly enemies of the Roman Catholics
are they who love best their religion as Protestants. When we look to
individuals we always find it so, though it hardly suits us to admit
as much when we discuss these subjects broadly. To Mrs. Ray it was
wonderful that a Jew should have been entertained in Baslehurst as a
future member for the borough, and that he should have been admitted
to speak aloud within a few yards of the church tower!

On the day but one after the election Mrs. Sturt brought over to
the cottage an extra sheet of the "Baslehurst Gazette," which had
been published out of its course, and which was devoted to the
circumstances of the election. I am not sure that Mrs. Sturt would
have regarded this somewhat dull report of the election speeches as
having any peculiar interest for Mrs. Ray and her daughter had it not
been for one special passage. Luke Rowan's speech about Baslehurst
was given at length, and in it was contained that public promise
as to his matrimonial intentions. Mrs. Sturt came into the cottage
parlour with the paper doubled into four, and with her finger on
a particular spot. To her it had seemed that Rowan's promise must
have been intended for Rachel, and it seemed also that nothing could
be more manly, straightforward, or gallant than that assurance. It
suited her idea of chivalry. But she was not quite sure that Rachel
would enjoy the publicity of the declaration, and therefore she was
prepared to point the passage out more particularly to Mrs. Ray.
"I've brought 'ee the account of it all," said she, still holding the
paper in her hand. "The gudeman,--he's done with t' paper, and you'll
keep it for good and all. One young man that we know of has made t'
finest speech of 'em all to my mind. Luik at that, Mrs. Ray." Then,
with a knowing wink at the mother, and a poke at the special words
with her finger, she left the sheet in Mrs. Ray's hand, and went her
way.

Mrs. Ray, who had not quite understood the pantomime, and whose eye
had not caught the words relating to marriage, saw however that the
column indicated contained the report of a speech made by Luke Rowan,
and she began it at the beginning and read it throughout. Luke had
identified himself with the paper, and therefore received from it
almost more than justice. His words were given at very full length,
and for some ten minutes she was reading before she came to the words
which Mrs. Sturt had hoped would be so delightful.

"What is it, mamma?" Rachel asked.

"A speech, my dear, made at the election."

"And who made it, mamma?"

Mrs. Ray hesitated for a moment before she answered, thereby letting
Rachel know full well who made the speech before the word was spoken.
But at last she did speak the word--"Mr. Rowan, my dear."

"Oh!" said Rachel; she longed to get hold of the newspaper, but she
would utter no word expressive of such longing. Since that evening on
which she had been bidden to look at the clouds she had regarded Luke
as a special hero, cleverer than other men around her, as a man born
to achieve things and make himself known. It was not astonishing
to her that a speech of his should be reported at length in the
newspaper. He was a man certain to rise, to make speeches, and to be
reported. So she thought of him; and so thinking had almost wished
that it were not so. Could she expect that such a one would stoop
to her? or that if he did so that she could be fit for him? He had
now perceived that himself, and therefore had taken her at her word,
and had left her. Had he been more like other men around her;--more
homely, less prone to rise, with less about him of fire and genius,
she might have won him and kept him. The prize would not have been
so precious; but still, she thought, it might have been sufficient
for her heart. A young man who could find printers and publishers to
report his words in that way, on the first moment of his coming among
them, would he turn aside from his path to look after her? Would he
not bring with him some grand lady down from London as his wife?

"Dear me!" said Mrs. Ray, quite startled. "Oh, dear! What do you
think he says?"

"What does he say, mamma?"

"Well, I don't know. Perhaps he mayn't mean it. I don't think I ought
to have spoken of it."

"If it's in the newspaper I suppose I should have heard of it, unless
you sent it back without letting me see it."

"She said we were to keep it, and it's because of that, I'm sure. She
was always the most good-natured woman in the world. I don't know
what we should have done if we hadn't found such a neighbour as Mrs.
Sturt."

"But what is it, mamma, that you are speaking of in the newspapers?"

"Mr. Rowan says--Oh, dear! I wish I'd let you come to it yourself.
How very odd that he should get up and say that kind of thing in
public before all the people. He says;--but any way I know he means
it because he's so honest. And after all if he means it, it doesn't
much matter where he says it. Handsome is that handsome does. There,
my dear; I don't know how to tell it you, so you had better read it
yourself."

Rachel with eager hands took the paper, and began the speech as her
mother had done, and read it through. She read it through till she
came to those words, and then she put the paper down beside her. "I
understand what you mean, mamma, and what Mrs. Sturt meant; but Mr.
Rowan did not mean that."

"What did he mean, my dear?"

"He meant them to understand that he intended to become a man of
Baslehurst like one of themselves."

"But then why did he talk about finding a wife there?"

"He wouldn't have said that, mamma, if he had meant anything
particular. If anything of that sort had been at all in his mind, it
would have kept him from saying what he did say."

"But didn't he mean that he intended to marry a Baslehurst lady?"

"He meant it in that sort of way in which men do mean such things. It
was his way to make them think well of him. But don't let us talk any
more about it, mamma. It isn't nice."

"Well, I'm sure I can't understand it," said Mrs. Ray. But she became
silent on the subject, and the reading of the newspaper was passed
over to Rachel.

This had not been completed when a step was heard on the gravel walk
outside, and Mrs. Ray, jumping up, declared it to be the step of
her eldest daughter. It was so, and Mrs. Prime was very soon in the
room. It was at this time about four o'clock in the afternoon, and
therefore, as the hour for tea at the cottage was half-past five, it
was naturally understood that Mrs. Prime had come there to join them
at their evening meal. After their first greeting she had seated
herself on the sofa, and there was that in her manner which showed
both to her mother and sister that she was somewhat confused,--that
she had something to say as to which there was some hesitation. "Do
take off your bonnet, Dorothea," said her mother.

"Will you come up-stairs, Dolly," said her sister, "and put your hair
straight after your walk?"

But Dolly did not care whether her hair was straight or tossed, as
the Irish girls say when the smoothness of their locks has been
disarranged. She took off her bonnet, however, and laid it on the
sofa beside her. "Mother," she said, "I've got something particular
that I want to say to you."

"I hope it's not anything serious the matter," said Mrs. Ray.

"Well, mother, it is serious. Things are serious mostly, I think,--or
should be."

"Shall I go into the garden while you are speaking to mamma?" said
Rachel.

"No, Rachel; not on my account. What I've got to say should be said
to you as well as to mother. It's all over between me and Mr. Prong."

"No!" said Mrs. Ray.

"I thought it would be," said Rachel.

"And why did you think so?" said Mrs. Prime, turning round upon her
sister, almost angrily.

"I felt that he wouldn't suit you, Dolly; that's why I thought so. If
it's all over now, I suppose there's no harm in saying that I didn't
like him well enough to hope he'd be my brother-in-law."

"But that couldn't make you think it. However, it's all over between
us. We agreed that it should be so this morning; and I thought it
right to come out and let you know at once."

"I'm glad you've told us," said Mrs. Ray.

"Was there any quarrel?" asked Rachel.

"No, Rachel, there was no quarrel; not what you call a quarrel,
I suppose. We found there were subjects of disagreement between
us,--matters on which we had adverse opinions; and therefore it was
better that we should part."

"It was about the money, perhaps?" said Mrs. Ray.

"Well, yes; it was in part about the money. Had I known then as much
as I do now about the law in such matters, I should have told Mr.
Prong from the first that it could not be. He is a good man, and I
hope I have not disturbed his happiness."

"I used to be afraid that he would disturb yours," said Rachel, "and
therefore I cannot pretend to regret it."

"That's not charitable, Rachel. But if you please we won't say
anything more about it. It's over, and that is enough. And now,
mother, I want to know if you will object to my returning here and
living at the cottage again."

Mrs. Ray could not bethink herself at the moment what answer she
might best make, and therefore for some moments she made none. For
herself she would have been delighted that her eldest daughter should
return to the cottage. Under no circumstances could she refuse her
own child a home under her own roof. But at the present moment she
could not forget the circumstances under which Mrs. Prime had gone,
and it militated sorely against Mrs. Ray's sense of justice that the
return should be made to depend on other circumstances. Mrs. Prime
had gone away in loud disapproval of Rachel's conduct; and now she
proposed to return, on this breaking up of her own matrimonial
arrangements, as though she had left the cottage because of her
proposed marriage. Mrs. Prime should be welcomed back, but her return
should be accompanied by a withdrawal of her accusation against
Rachel. Mrs. Ray did not know how to put her demand into words, but
her mind was clear on the subject.

"Well, mother," said Mrs. Prime; "is there any objection?"

"No, my dear; no objection at all: of course not. I shall be
delighted to have you back, and so, I'm sure, will Rachel; but--"

"But what? Is it about money?"

"Oh, dear, no! Nothing about money at all. If you do come back,--and
I'm sure I hope you will; and indeed it seems quite unnatural that
you should be staying in Baslehurst, while we are living here. But
I think you ought to say, my dear, that Rachel behaved just as she
ought to behave in all that matter about,--about Mr. Rowan, you
know."

"Don't mind me, mamma," said Rachel,--who could, however, have
smothered her mother with kisses, on hearing these words.

"But I think we all ought to understand each other, Rachel. You and
your sister can't go on comfortably together, if there's to be more
black looks about that."

"I don't know that there have been any black looks," said Mrs. Prime,
looking very black as she spoke.

"At any rate we should understand each other," continued Mrs. Ray,
with admirable courage. "I've thought a great deal about it since
you've been away. Indeed I haven't thought about much else. And I
don't think I shall ever forgive myself for having let a hard word be
said to Rachel about it."

"Oh, mamma, don't,--don't," said Rachel. But those meditated embraces
were continued in her imagination.

"I don't want to say any hard words," said Mrs. Prime.

"No; I'm sure you don't;--only they were said,--weren't they, now?
Didn't we blame her about being out there in the churchyard that
evening?"

"Mamma!" exclaimed Rachel.

"Well, my dear, I won't say any more;--only this. Your sister went
away because she thought you weren't good enough for her to live
with; and if she comes back again,--which I'm sure I hope she
will,--I think she ought to say that she's been mistaken."

Mrs. Prime looked very black, and no word fell from her. She sat
there silent and gloomy, while Mrs. Ray looked at the fireplace, lost
in wonder at her own effort. Whether she would have given way or not,
had she and Mrs. Prime been alone, I cannot say. That Mrs. Prime
would have uttered no outspoken recantation I feel sure. It was
Rachel at last who settled the matter.

"If Dolly comes back to live here, mamma," said she, "I shall take
that as an acknowledgment on her part that she thinks I am good
enough to live with."

"Well, my dear," said Mrs. Ray, "perhaps that'll do; only there
should be an understanding, you know."

Mrs. Prime at the moment said nothing; but when next she spoke her
words showed her intention of having her things brought back to the
cottage on the next day. I think it must be felt that Rachel had
won the victory. She felt it so herself, and was conscious that no
further attempt would be made to carry her off to Dorcas meetings
against her own will.



CHAPTER XI.

CORNBURY GRANGE.


Luke Rowan had been told that Mrs. Butler Cornbury wished to see him
when the election should be over; and on the evening of the election
the victorious candidate, before he returned home, asked Luke to
come to the Grange on the following Monday and stay till the next
Wednesday. Now it must be understood that Rowan during this period
of the election had become, in a public way, very intimate with
Cornbury. They were both young men, the new Member of Parliament
not being over thirty, and for the time they were together employed
on the same matter. Luke Rowan was one with whom such a man as
Mr. Cornbury could not zealously co-operate without reaching a
considerable extent of personal intimacy. He was pleasant-mannered,
free in speech, with a bold eye, assuming though not asserting his
equality with the best of those with whom he might be brought in
contact. Had Cornbury chosen to consider himself by reason of his
social station too high for Rowan's fellowship, he might of course
have avoided him; but he could not have put himself into close
contact with the man, without submitting himself to that temporary
equality which Rowan assumed, and to that temporary familiarity which
sprung from it. Butler Cornbury had thought little about it. He had
found Rowan to be a pleasant associate and an able assistant, and had
fallen into that mode of fellowship which the other man's ways and
words had made natural to him. When his wife begged him to ask Rowan
up to the Grange, he had been startled for a moment, but had at once
assented.

"Well," said he; "he's an uncommon pleasant fellow. I don't see why
he shouldn't come."

"I've a particular reason," said Mrs. Butler.

"All right," said the husband. "Do you explain it to my father." And
so the invitation had been given.

But Rowan was a man more thoughtful than Cornbury, and was specially
thoughtful as to his own position. He was a radical at heart if
ever there was a radical. But in saying this I must beg my reader
to understand that a radical is not necessarily a revolutionist
or even a republican. He does not, by reason of his social or
political radicalism, desire the ruin of thrones, the degradation
of nobles, the spoliation of the rich, or even the downfall of the
bench of bishops. Many a young man is frightened away from the just
conclusions of his mind and the strong convictions of his heart by
dread of being classed with those who are jealous of the favoured
ones of fortune. A radical may be as ready as any aristocrat to
support the crown with his blood, and the church with his faith. It
is in this that he is a radical; that he desires, expects, works for,
and believes in, the gradual progress of the people. No doctrine of
equality is his. Liberty he must have, and such position, high or
low, for himself and others, as each man's individual merits will
achieve for him. The doctrine of outward equality he eschews as a
barrier to all ambition, and to all improvement. The idea is as mean
as the thing is impracticable. But within,--is it in his soul or in
his heart?--within his breast there is a manhood that will own no
inferiority to the manhood of another. He retires to a corner that
an earl with his suite may pass proudly through the doorway, and he
grudges the earl nothing of his pride. It is the earl's right. But
he also has his right; and neither queen, nor earl, nor people shall
invade it. That is the creed of a radical.

Rowan, as I have said, was a man thoughtful as to his own position.
He had understood well the nature of the league between himself
and Butler Cornbury. It was his intention to become a brewer in
Baslehurst; and a brewer in Baslehurst would by no means be as the
mighty brewers of great name, who marry lord's daughters, and give
their daughters in marriage to mighty lords. He would simply be a
tradesman in the town. It might well be that he should not find the
society of the Tappitts and the Griggses much to his taste, but such
as it was he would make the best of it. At any rate he would make no
attempt to force his way into other society. If others came to him
let that be their look out. Now, when Cornbury asked him thus to come
to Cornbury Grange, as though they two were men living in the same
class of life,--as though they were men who might be bound together
socially in their homes as well as politically on the hustings, the
red colour came to his face and he hesitated for a moment in his
answer.

"You are very kind," said he.

"Oh! you must come," said Cornbury. "My wife particularly desires
it."

"She is very kind," said he. "But if you ask all your supporters over
to the Grange you'll get rather a mixed lot."

"I suppose I should; but I don't mean to do that. I shall be very
glad, however, to see you;--very glad."

"And I shall be very happy to come," said Rowan, having again
hesitated as he gave his answer.

"I wish I hadn't promised that I'd go there," he said to himself
afterwards. This was on the Sunday, after evening church,--an hour
or more after the people had all gone home, and he was sitting on
that stile, looking to the west, and thinking, as he looked, of that
sunset which he and another had seen as they stood there together.
He did wish that he had not undertaken to go to Mr. Cornbury's house.
What to him would be the society of such people as he should find
there,--to him who had laid out for himself a career that would
necessarily place his life among other associates? "I'll send and
excuse myself," he said. "I'll be called away to Exeter. I have
things to do there. I shall only get into a mess by knowing people
who will drop me when this ferment of the election is over." And yet
the idea of an intimacy at such a house as Cornbury Grange,--with
such people as Mrs. Butler Cornbury, was very sweet to him; only
this, that if he associated with them or such as them it must be on
equal terms. He could acknowledge them to be people apart from him,
as ice creams and sponge cakes are things apart from the shillingless
schoolboy. But as the schoolboy, if brought within the range of cakes
and creams, must devour them with unchecked relish, as though his
pocket were lined with coin; so must he, Rowan, carry himself with
these curled darlings of society if he found himself placed among
them. He liked cakes and creams, but had made up his mind that other
viands were as wholesome and more comfortably within his reach. Was
it worth his while to go to this banquet which would unsettle his
taste, and at which perhaps if he sat there at his ease, he might not
be wholly welcome? All his thoughts were not noble. He had declared
to himself that a certain thing could not be his except at a cost
which he would not pay, and yet he hankered for that thing. He had
declared to himself that no social position in which he might ever
find himself should make a change in him, on his inner self or on
his outward manner; and now he feared to go among these people, lest
he should find himself an inferior among superiors. It was not all
noble; but there was beneath it a basis of nobility. "I will go," he
said at last, fearing that if he did not, there would have been some
grain of cowardice in the motives of his action. "If they don't like
me it's their fault for asking me."

Of course as he sat there he was thinking of Rachel. Of course he had
thought of Rachel daily, almost hourly, since he had been with her
at the cottage, when she had bent her head over his shoulder, and
submitted to have his arm round her waist. But his thoughts of her
were not as hers of him. Nor is it often that a man's love is like
a woman's,--restless, fearful, uncomfortable, sleepless, timid, and
all-pervading. Not the less may it be passionate, constant, and
faithful. He had been angered by Rachel's letter to him,--greatly
angered. Of a truth when Mrs. Ray met him in Exeter he had no
message to send back to Cawston. He had done his part, and had been
rejected;--had been rejected too clearly because on the summing up of
his merits and demerits at the cottage, his demerits had been found
to be the heavier. He did not suspect that the calculation had been
made by Rachel herself; and therefore he had never said to himself
that all should be over between them. He had never determined that
there should be a quarrel between them. But he was angered, and he
would stand aloof from her. He would stand aloof from her, and would
no longer acknowledge that he was in any way bound by the words he
had spoken. All such bonds she had broken. Nevertheless I think he
loved her with a surer love after receiving that letter than he had
ever felt before.

He had been here, at this spot, every evening since his return
to Baslehurst; and here had thought much of his future life, and
something, too, of the days that were past. Looking to the left he
could see the trees that stood in front of the old brewery, hiding
the building from his eyes. That was the house in which old Bungall
had lived, and there Tappitt had lived for the last twenty years.
"I suppose," said he, speaking to himself, "it will be my destiny to
live there too, with the vats and beer barrels under my nose. But
what farmer ever throve who disliked the muck of his own farm-yard?"
Then he had thought of Tappitt and of the coming battle, and had
laughed as he remembered the scene with the poker. At that moment
his eye caught the bright colours of women's bonnets coming into the
field beneath him, and he knew that the Tappitt girls were returning
home from their walk. He had retired quickly round the chancel of the
church, and had watched, thinking that Rachel would be with them. But
Rachel, of course, was not there. He said to himself that they had
thrown her off; and said also that the time should come when they
should be glad to win from her a kind word and an encouraging smile.
His love for Rachel was as true and more strong than ever; but it was
of that nature that he was able to tell himself that it had for the
present moment been set aside by her act, and that it became him to
leave it for a while in abeyance.

"What on earth shall I do with myself all Tuesday?" he said again as
he walked away from the churchyard on the Sunday evening. "I don't
know what these people do with themselves when there's no hunting
and shooting. It seems unnatural to me that a man shouldn't have his
bread to earn,--or a woman either in some form." After that he went
back to his inn.

On the Monday he went out to Cornbury Grange late in the afternoon.
Butler Cornbury drove into Baslehurst with a pair of horses, and took
him back in his phaeton.

"Give my fellow your portmanteau. That's all right. You never were
at the Grange, were you? It's the prettiest five miles of a drive in
Devonshire; but the walk along the river is the prettiest walk in
England,--which is saying a great deal more."

"I know the walk well," said Rowan, "though I never was inside the
park."

"It isn't much of a park. Indeed there isn't a semblance of a park
about it. Grange is just the name for it, as it's an upper-class sort
of homestead for a gentleman farmer. We've lived there since long
before Adam, but we've never made much of a house of it."

"That's just the sort of place that I should like to have myself."

"If you had it you wouldn't be content. You'd want to pull down
the house and build a bigger one. It's what I shall do some day, I
suppose. But if I do it will never be so pretty again. I suppose that
fellow will petition; won't he?"

"I should say he would;--though he won't get anything by it."

"He knows his purse is longer than ours, and he'll think to frighten
us;--and, by George, he will frighten us too! My father is not a rich
man by any means."

"You should stand to your guns now."

"I mean to do so, if I can. My wife's father is made of money."

"What! Mr. Comfort?"

"Yes. He's been blessed with the most surprising number of unmarried
uncles and aunts that ever a man had. He's rather fond of me, and
likes the idea of my being in Parliament. I think I shall hint to him
that he must pay for the idea. Here we are. Will you come and take a
turn round the place before dinner?"

Rowan was then taken into the house and introduced to the old squire,
who received him with the stiff urbanity of former days.

"You are welcome to the Grange, Mr. Rowan. You'll find us very quiet
here; which is more, I believe, than can have been said of Baslehurst
these last two or three days. My daughter-in-law is somewhere with
the children. She'll be here before dinner. Butler, has that tailor
fellow gone back to London yet?"

Butler told his father that the tailor had at least gone away from
Baslehurst; and then the two younger men went out and walked about
the grounds till dinner time.

It was Mrs. Butler Cornbury who gave soul and spirit to daily
life at Cornbury Grange,--who found the salt with which the bread
was quickened, and the wine with which the heart was made glad.
Marvellous is the power which can be exercised, almost unconsciously,
over a company, or an individual, or even upon a crowd by one person
gifted with good temper, good digestion, good intellects, and good
looks. A woman so endowed charms not only by the exercise of her own
gifts, but she endows those who are near her with a sudden conviction
that it is they whose temper, health, talents, and appearance is
doing so much for society. Mrs. Butler Cornbury was such a woman as
this. The Grange was a popular house. The old squire was not found to
be very dull. The young squire was thought to be rather clever. The
air of the house was lively and bracing. Men and women did not find
the days there to be over long. And Mrs. Butler Cornbury did it all.

Rowan did not see her till he met her in the drawing-room, just
before dinner, when he found that two or three other ladies were
also staying there. She came up to him when he entered the room, and
greeted him as though he were an old friend. All conversation at that
moment of course had reference to the election. Thanks were given and
congratulations received; and when old Mr. Cornbury shook his head,
his daughter-in-law assured him that there would be nothing to fear.

"I don't know what you call nothing to fear, my dear. I call two
thousand pounds a great deal to fear."

"I shouldn't wonder if we don't hear another word about him," said
she.

The old man uttered a long sigh. "It seems to me," said he, "that no
gentleman ought to stand for a seat in Parliament since these people
have been allowed to come up. Purity of election, indeed! It makes me
sick. Come along, my dear." Then he gave his arm to one of the young
ladies, and toddled into the dining-room.

Mrs. Butler Cornbury said nothing special to Luke Rowan on that
evening, but she made the hours very pleasant to him. All those
half-morbid ideas as to social difference between himself and his
host's family soon vanished. The house was very comfortable, the
girls were very pretty, Mrs. Cornbury was very kind, and everything
went very well. On the following morning it was nearly ten when they
sat down to breakfast, and half the morning before lunch had passed
away in idle chat before the party bethought itself of what it should
do for the day. At last it was agreed that they would all stroll out
through the woods up to a special reach of the river which there ran
through a ravine of rock, called Cornbury Cleeves. Many in those
parts declared that Cornbury Cleeves was the prettiest spot in
England. I am not prepared to bear my testimony to the truth of that
very wide assertion. I can only say that I know no prettier spot. The
river here was rapid and sparkling; not rapid because driven into
small compass, for its breadth was greater and more regular in its
passage through the Cleeves than it was either above or below, but
rapid from the declivity of its course. On one side the rocks came
sheer down to the water, but on the other there was a strip of
meadow, or rather a grassy amphitheatre, for the wall of rocks at the
back of it was semi-circular, so as to enclose the field on every
side. There might be four or five acres of green meadow here; but
the whole was so interspersed with old stunted oak trees and thorns
standing alone that the space looked larger than it was. The rocks
on each side were covered here and there with the richest foliage;
and the spot might be taken to be a valley from which, as from that
of Rasselas, there was no escape. Down close upon the margin of the
water a bathing-house had been built, from which a plunge could be
taken into six or seven feet of the coolest, darkest, cleanest water
that a bather could desire in his heart.

"I suppose you never were here before," said Mrs. Cornbury to Rowan.

"Indeed I have," said he. "I always think it such a grand thing that
you landed magnates can't keep all your delights to yourself. I
dare say I've been here oftener than you have during the last three
months."

"That's very likely, seeing that it's my first visit this summer."

"And I've been here a dozen times. I suppose you'll think I'm a
villanous trespasser when I tell you that I've bathed in that very
house more than once."

"Then you've done more than I ever did; and yet we had it made
thinking it would do for ladies. But the water looks so black."

"Ah! I like that, as long as it's a clear black."

"I like bathing where I can see the bright stones like jewels at
the bottom. You can never do that in fresh water. It's only in some
nook of the sea, where there is no sand, when the wind outside has
died away, and when the tide is quiet and at its full. Then one can
drop gently in and almost fancy that one belongs to the sea as the
mermaids do. I wonder how the idea of mermaids first came?"

"Some one saw a crowd of young women bathing."

"But then how came they to have looking-glasses and fishes' tails?"

"The fishes' tails were taken as granted because they were in the
sea, and the looking-glasses because they were women," said Rowan.

"And the one with as much reason as the other. By-the-by, Mr. Rowan,
talking of women, and fishes' tails, and looking-glasses, and all
other feminine attractions, when did you see Miss Ray last?"

Rowan paused before he answered her, and looking round perceived that
he had strayed with Mrs. Cornbury to the furthest end of the meadow,
away from their companions. It immediately came across his mind that
this was the matter on which Mrs. Cornbury wished to speak to him,
and by some combative process he almost resolved that he would not be
spoken to on that matter.

"When did I see Miss Ray?" said he, repeating her question. "Two or
three days after Mrs. Tappitt's party. I have not seen her since
that."

"And why don't you go and see her?" said Mrs. Cornbury.

Now this was asked him in a tone which made it necessary that he
should either answer her question or tell her simply that he would
not answer it. The questioner's manner was so firm, so eager, so
incisive, that the question could not be turned away.

"I am not sure that I am prepared to tell you," said he.

"Ah! but I want you to be prepared," said she; "or rather, perhaps,
to tell the truth, I want to drive you to an answer without
preparation. Is it not true that you made her an offer, and that she
accepted it?"

Rowan thought a moment, and then he answered her, "It is true."

"I should not have asked the question if I had not positively known
that such was the case. I have never spoken a word to her about it,
and yet I knew it. Her mother told my father."

"Well?"

"And as that is so, why do you not go and see her? I am sure you are
not one of those who would play such a trick as that upon such a girl
with the mere purpose of amusing yourself."

"Upon no girl would I do so, Mrs. Cornbury."

"I feel sure of it. Therefore why do you not go to her?" They walked
along together for a few minutes under the rocks in silence, and then
Mrs. Cornbury again repeated her question, "Why do you not go to
her?"

"Mrs. Cornbury," he said, "you must not be angry with me if I say
that that is a matter which at the present moment I am not willing to
discuss."

"Nor must you be angry with me if, as Rachel's friend, I say
something further about it. As you do not wish to answer me, I will
ask no other question; but at any rate you will be willing to listen
to me. Rachel has never spoken to me on this subject--not a word; but
I know from others who see her daily that she is very unhappy."

"I am grieved that it should be so."

"Yes, I knew you would be grieved. But how could it be otherwise? A
girl, you know, Mr. Rowan, has not other things to occupy her mind as
a man has. I think of Rachel Ray that she would have been as happy
there at Bragg's End as the day is long, if no offer of love had
come in her way. She was not a girl whose head had been filled with
romance, and who looked for such things. But for that very reason is
she less able to bear the loss of it when the offer has come in her
way. I think, perhaps, you hardly know the depth of her character and
the strength of her love."

"I think I know that she is constant."

"Then why do you try her so hardly?"

Mrs. Cornbury had promised that she would ask no more questions; but
the asking of questions was her easiest mode of saying that which she
had to say. And Rowan, though he had declared that he would answer no
question, could hardly avoid the necessity of doing so.

"It may be that the trial is the other way."

"I know;--I understand. They made her write a letter to you. It
was my father's doing. I will tell you the whole truth. It was my
father's doing, and therefore it is that I think myself bound to
speak to you. Her mother came to him for advice, and he had heard
evil things spoken of you in Baslehurst. You will see that I am very
frank with you. And I will take some credit to myself too. I believed
such tidings to be altogether false, and I made inquiry which proved
that I was right. But my father had given the advice which he thought
best. I do not know what Rachel wrote to you, but a girl's letter
under such circumstances can hardly do more than express the will of
those who guide her. It was sad enough for her to be forced to write
such a letter, but it will be sadder still if you cannot be brought
to forgive it."

Then she paused, standing under the gray rock and looking up eagerly
into his face. But he made her no answer, nor gave her any sign. His
heart was very tender at that moment towards Rachel, but there was
that in him of the stubbornness of manhood which would not let him
make any sign of his tenderness.

"I will not press you to say anything, Mr. Rowan," she continued,
"and I am much obliged to you for having listened to me. I've known
Rachel Ray for many years, and that must be my excuse."

"No excuse is wanting," he said. "If I do not say anything it is not
because I am offended. There are things on which a man should not
allow himself to speak without considering them."

"Oh, certainly. Come; shall we go back to them at the bathing-house?
They'll think we've lost ourselves."

Thus Mrs. Cornbury said the words which she had desired to speak on
Rachel Ray's behalf.

When they reached the Grange there were still two hours left before
the time of dressing for dinner should come, and during these hours
Luke returned by himself to the Cleeves. He escaped from his host,
and retraced his steps, and on reaching the river sat himself down on
the margin, and looked into the cool dark running water. Had he been
severe to Rachel? He would answer no such question when asked by Mrs.
Cornbury, but he was very desirous of answering it to himself. The
women at the cottage had doubted him,--Mrs. Ray and her daughter,
with perhaps that other daughter of whom he had only heard; and he
had resolved that they should see him no more and hear of him no more
till there should be no further room for doubt. Then he would show
himself again at the cottage, and again ask Rachel to be his wife.
There was some manliness in this; but there was also a hardness in
his pride which deserved the rebuke which Mrs. Cornbury's words had
conveyed to him. He had been severe to Rachel. Lying there, with his
full length stretched upon the grass, he acknowledged to himself
that he had thought more of his own feelings than of hers. While Mrs.
Cornbury had been speaking he could not bring himself to feel that
this was the case. But now in his solitude he did acknowledge it.
What amount of sin had she committed against him that she should be
so punished by him who loved her? He took out her letter from his
pocket, and found that her words were loving, though she had not been
allowed to put into them that eager, pressing, speaking love which he
had desired.

"Spoken ill of me, have they?" said he to himself, as he got up to
walk back to the Grange. "Well, that was natural too. What an ass a
man is to care for such things as that!"

On that evening and the next morning the Cornburys were very gracious
to him; and then he returned to Baslehurst, on the whole well pleased
with his visit.



CHAPTER XII.

IN WHICH THE QUESTION OF THE BREWERY IS SETTLED.


During the day or two immediately subsequent to the election, Mr.
Tappitt found himself to be rather downhearted. The excitement of the
contest was over. He was no longer buoyed up by the consoling and
almost triumphant assurances of success for himself against his enemy
Rowan, which had been administered to him by those with whom he had
been acting on behalf of Mr. Hart. He was alone and thoughtful in
his counting-house, or else subjected to the pressure of his wife's
arguments in his private dwelling. He had never yet been won over to
say that he would agree to any proposition, but he knew that he must
now form some decision. Rowan would not even wait till the lawsuit
should be decided by legal means. If Mr. Tappitt would not consent
to one of the three propositions made to him, Rowan would at once
commence the building of his new brewery. "He is that sort of man,"
said Honyman, "that if he puts a brick down nothing in the world will
prevent him from going on."

"Of course it won't," said Mrs. Tappitt. "Oh dear, oh dear, T.! if
you go on in this way we shall all be ruined; and then people will
say that it was my fault, and that I ought to have had you inquired
into about your senses."

Tappitt gnashed his teeth and rushed out of the dining-room back into
his brewery. Among all those who were around him there was not one
to befriend him. Even Worts had turned against him, and had received
notice to go with a stern satisfaction which Tappitt had perfectly
understood.

Tappitt was in this frame of mind, and was seated on his office
stool, with his hat over his eyes, when he was informed by one of the
boys about the place that a deputation from the town had come to wait
upon him;--so he pulled off his hat, and begged that the deputation
might be shown into the counting-house. The deputation consisted of
three tradesmen who were desirous of convening a meeting with the
view of discussing the petition against Mr. Cornbury's return to
Parliament, and they begged that Mr. Tappitt would take the chair.
The meeting was to be held at the Dragon, and it was proposed that
after the meeting there should be a little dinner. Mr. Tappitt would
perhaps consent to take the chair at the dinner also. Mr. Tappitt
did consent to both propositions, and when the deputation withdrew,
he felt himself to be himself once more. His courage had returned
to him, and he would at once rebuke his wife for the impropriety of
the words she had addressed to him. He would rebuke his wife, and
would then proceed to meet Mr. Sharpit the attorney, at the Dragon,
and to take the chair at the meeting. It could not be that a young
adventurer such as Rowan could put down an old-established firm, such
as his own, or banish from the scene of his labours a man of such
standing in the town as himself! It was all the fault of Honyman,--of
Honyman who never was firm on any matter. When the meeting should be
over he would say a word or two to Sharpit, and see if he could not
put the matter into better training.

With a heavy tread, a tread that was intended to mark his
determination, he ascended to the drawing-room and from thence to the
bed-room above in which Mrs. Tappitt was then seated. She understood
the meaning of the footfall, and knew well that it indicated a
purpose of marital authority. A woman must have much less of natural
wit than had fallen to Mrs. Tappitt's share, who has not learned from
the experience of thirty years the meaning of such marital signs and
sounds. So she sat herself firmly in her seat, caught hold of the
petticoat which she was mending with a stout grasp, and prepared
herself for the battle. "Margaret," said he, when he had carefully
closed the door behind him, "I have come up to say that I do not
intend to dine at home to-day."

"Oh, indeed," said she. "At the Dragon, I suppose then."

"Yes; at the Dragon. I've been asked to take the chair at a popular
meeting which is to be held with reference to the late election."

"Take the chair!"

"Yes, my dear, take the chair at the meeting and at the dinner."

"Now, T., don't you make a fool of yourself."

"No, I won't; but Margaret, I must tell you once for all that that
is not the way in which I like you to speak to me. Why you should
have so much less confidence in my judgment than other people in
Baslehurst, I cannot conceive; but--"

"Now, T., look here; as for your taking the chair as you call it, of
course you can do it if you like it."

"Of course I can; and I do like it, and I mean to do it. But it isn't
only about that I've come to speak to you. You said something to me
to-day, before Honyman, that was very improper."

"What I say always is improper, I know."

"I don't suppose you could have intended to insinuate that you
thought that I was a lunatic."

"I didn't say so."

"You said something like it."

"No, I didn't, T."

"Yes you did, Margaret."

"If you'll allow me for a moment, T., I'll tell you what I did say,
and if you wish it, I'll say it again."

"No; I'd rather not hear it said again."

"But, T., I don't choose to be misunderstood, nor yet
misrepresented."

"I haven't misrepresented you."

"But I say you have misrepresented me. If I ain't allowed to speak
a word, of course it isn't any use for me to open my mouth. I hope
I know what my duty is and I hope I've done it;--both by you, T.,
and by the children. I know I'm bound to submit, and I hope I have
submitted. Very hard it has been sometimes when I've seen things
going as they have gone; but I've remembered my duty as a wife,
and I've held my tongue when any other woman in England would have
spoken out. But there are some things which a woman can't stand and
shouldn't; and if I'm to see my girls ruined and left without a roof
over their heads, or a bit to eat, or a thing to wear, it shan't be
for want of a word from me."

"Didn't they always have plenty to eat?"

"But where is it to come from if you're going to rush openmouthed
into the lion's jaws in this way? I've done my duty by you, T., and
no man nor yet no woman can say anything to the contrary. And if it
was myself only I'd see myself on the brink of starvation before
I'd say a word; but I can't see those poor girls brought to beggary
without telling you what everybody in Baslehurst is talking about;
and I can't see you, T., behaving in such a way and sit by and hold
my tongue."

"Behave in what way? Haven't I worked like a horse? Do you mean
to tell me that I am to give up my business, and my position, and
everything I have in the world, and go away because a young scoundrel
comes to Baslehurst and tells me that he wants to have my brewery? I
tell you what, Margaret, if you think I'm that sort of man, you don't
know me yet."

"I don't know about knowing you, T."

"No; you don't know me."

"If you come to that, I know very well that I have been deceived.
I didn't want to speak of it, but now I must. I have been made to
believe for these last twenty years that the brewery was all your
own, whereas it now turns out that you've only got a share in it, and
for aught I can see, by no means the best share. Why wasn't I told
all that before?"

"Woman!" shouted Mr. Tappitt.

"Yes; woman indeed! I suppose I am a woman, and therefore I'm to have
no voice in anything. Will you answer me one question, if you please?
Are you going to that man, Sharpit?"

"Yes, I am."

"Then, Mr. Tappitt, I shall consult my brothers." Mrs. Tappitt's
brothers were grocers in Plymouth; men whom Mr. Tappitt had never
loved. "They mayn't hold their heads quite as high as you do,--or
rather as you used to do when people thought that the establishment
was all your own; but such as it is nobody can turn them out of
their shop in the Market-place. If you are going to Sharpit, I shall
consult them."

"You may consult the devil, if you like it."

"Oh, oh! very well, Mr. Tappitt. It's clear enough that you're not
yourself any longer, and that somebody must take up your affairs and
manage them for you. If you'll follow my advice you'll stay at home
this evening and take a dose of physic and see Dr. Haustus quietly in
the morning."

"I shall do nothing of the kind."

"Very well. Of course I can't make you. As yet you're your own
master. If you choose to go to this silly meeting and then to drink
gin and water and to smoke bad tobacco till all hours at the Dragon,
and you in the dangerous state you are at present, I can't help
it. I don't suppose that anything I could do now, that is quite
immediately, would enable me to put you under fitting restraint."

"Put me where?" Then Mr. Tappitt looked at his wife with a look that
was intended to annihilate her, for the time being,--seeing that no
words that he could speak had any such effect,--and he hurried out of
the room without staying to wash his hands or brush his hair before
he went off to preside at the meeting.

Mrs. Tappitt remained where she was for about half an hour and then
descended among her daughters.

"Isn't papa going to dine at home?" said Augusta.

"No, my dear; your papa is going to dine with some friends of Mr.
Hart's, the candidate who was beaten."

"And has he settled anything about the brewery?" Cherry asked.

"No; not as yet. Your papa is very much troubled about it, and I fear
he is not very well. I suppose he must go to this electioneering
dinner. When gentlemen take up that sort of thing, they must go on
with it. And as they wish your father to preside over the petition, I
suppose he he can't very well help himself."

"Is papa going to preside over the petition?" asked Augusta.

"Yes, my dear."

"I hope it won't cost him anything," said Martha. "People say that
those petitions do cost a great deal of money."

"It's a very anxious time for me, girls; of course, you must all of
you see that. I'm sure when we had our party I didn't think things
were going to be as anxious as this, or I wouldn't have had a penny
spent in such a way as that. If your papa could bring himself to give
up the brewery, everything would be well."

"I do so wish he would," said Cherry, "and let us all go and live at
Torquay. I do so hate this nasty dirty old place."

"I shall never live in a house I like so well," said Martha.

"The house is well enough, my dears, and so is the brewery, but it
can't be expected that your father should go on working for ever as
he does at present. It's too much for his strength;--a great deal too
much. I can see it, though I don't suppose any one else can. No one
knows, only me, what your father has gone through in that brewery."

"But why doesn't he take Mr. Rowan's offer?" said Cherry.

"Everybody seems to say now that Rowan is ever so rich," said
Augusta.

"I suppose papa doesn't like the feeling of being turned out," said
Martha.

"He wouldn't be turned out, my dear; not the least in the world,"
said Mrs. Tappitt. "I don't choose to interfere much myself because,
perhaps, I don't understand it; but certainly I should like your papa
to retire. I have told him so; but gentlemen sometimes don't like to
be told of things."

Mrs. Tappitt could be very severe to her husband, could say to him
terrible words if her spirit were put up, as she herself was wont
to say. But she understood that it did not become her to speak ill
of their father before her girls. Nor would she willingly have been
heard by the servants to scold their master. And though she said
terrible things she said them with a conviction that they would not
have any terrible effect. Tappitt would only take them for what
they were worth, and would measure them by the standard which his
old experience had taught him to adopt. When a man has been long
consuming red pepper, it takes much red pepper to stimulate his
palate. Had Mrs. Tappitt merely advised her husband, in proper
conjugal phraseology, to relinquish his trade and to retire to
Torquay, her advice, she knew, would have had no weight. She was
eager on the subject, feeling convinced that this plan of retirement
was for the good of the family generally, and therefore she had
advocated it with energy. There may be those who think that a wife
goes too far in threatening a husband with a commission of lunacy,
and frightening him with a prospect of various fatal diseases; but
the dose must be adapted to the constitution, and the palate that is
accustomed to large quantities of red pepper must have quantities
larger than usual whenever some special culinary effect is to be
achieved. On the present occasion Mrs. Tappitt went on talking to
the girls of their father in language that was quite eulogistic. No
threat against the absent brewer passed her mouth,--or theirs. But
they all understood each other, and were agreed that everything was
to be done to induce papa to accept Mr. Rowan's offer.

"Then," said Cherry, "he'll marry Rachel Ray, and she'll be mistress
of the brewery house."

"Never!" said Mrs. Tappitt, very solemnly. "Never! He'll never be
such a fool as that."

"Never!" said Augusta. "Never!"

In the mean time the meeting went on at the Dragon. I can't say that
Mr. Tappitt was on this occasion called upon to preside over the
petition. He was simply invited to take the chair at a meeting of
a dozen men at Baslehurst who were brought together by Mr. Sharpit
in order that they might be induced by him to recommend Mr. Hart to
employ him, Mr. Sharpit, in getting up the petition in question; and
in order that there might be some sufficient temptation to these
twelve men to gather themselves together, the dinner at the Dragon
was added to the meeting. Mr. Tappitt took the chair in the big,
uncarpeted, fusty room upstairs, in which masonic meetings were held
once a month, and in which the farmers of the neighbourhood dined
once a week, on market days. He took the chair and some seven or
eight of his townsmen clustered round him. The others had sent word
that they would manage to come in time for the dinner. Mr. Sharpit,
before he put the brewer in his place of authority, prompted him
as to what he was to do, and in the course of a quarter of an hour
two resolutions, already prepared by Mr. Sharpit, had been passed
unanimously. Mr. Hart was to be told by the assembled people of
Baslehurst that he would certainly be seated by a scrutiny, and
he was to be advised to commence his proceedings at once. These
resolutions were duly committed to paper by one of Mr. Sharpit's
clerks, and Mr. Tappitt, before he sat down to dinner, signed a
letter to Mr. Hart on behalf of the electors of Baslehurst. When
the work of the meeting was completed it still wanted half an hour
to dinner, during which the nine electors of Baslehurst sauntered
about the yard of the inn, looked into the stables, talked to the
landlady at the bar, indulged themselves with gin and bitters,
and found the time very heavy on their hands. They were nine
decent-looking, middle-aged men, dressed in black not of the newest,
in swallow-tailed coats and black trousers, with chimney-pot hats,
and red faces; and as they pottered about the premises of the Dragon
they seemed to be very little at their ease.

"What's up, Jim?" said one of the postboys to the ostler.

"Sharpit's got 'em all here to get some more money out of that ere
Jew gent;--that's about the ticket," said the ostler.

"He's a clever un," said the postboy.

At last the dinner was ready; and the total number of the party
having now completed itself, the liberal electors of Baslehurst
prepared to enjoy themselves. No bargain had been made on the
subject, but it was understood by them all that they would not be
asked to pay for their dinner. Sharpit would see to that. He would
probably know how to put it into his little bill; and if he failed in
that the risk was his own.

But while the body of the liberal electors was peeping into the
stables and drinking gin and bitters, Mr. Sharpit and Mr. Tappitt
were engaged in a private conference.

"If you come to me," said Sharpit, "of course I must take it up. The
etiquette of the profession don't allow me to decline."

"But why should you wish to decline?" said Tappitt, not altogether
pleased by Mr. Sharpit's manner.

"Oh, by no means; no. It's just the sort of work I like;--not much to
be made by it, but there's injury to be redressed and justice to be
done. Only you see poor Honyman hasn't got much of a practice left to
him, and I don't want to take his bread out of his mouth."

"But I'm not to be ruined because of that!"

"As I said before, if you bring the business to me I must take it up.
I can't help myself, if I would. And if I do take it up I'll see you
through it. Everybody who knows me knows that of me."

"I suppose I shall find you at home about ten to-morrow?"

"Yes; I'll be in my office at ten;--only you should think it
well over, you know, Mr. Tappitt. I've nothing to say against Mr.
Honyman,--not a word. You'll remember that, if you please, if there
should be anything about it afterwards. Ah! you're wanted for the
chair, Mr. Tappitt. I'll come and sit alongside of you, if you'll
allow me."

The dinner itself was decidedly bad, and the company undoubtedly
dull. I am inclined to think that every individual there would have
dined more comfortably at home. A horrid mess concocted of old gravy,
catsup, and bad wine was distributed under the name of soup. Then
there came upon the table half a huge hake,--the very worst fish that
swims, a fish with which Devonshire is peculiarly invested. Some hard
dark brown mysterious balls were handed round, which on being opened
with a knife were found to contain sausage-meat, very greasy and by
no means cooked through. Even the _dura ilia_ of the liberal electors
of Baslehurst declined to make acquaintance with these dainties.
After that came the dinner, consisting of a piece of roast beef very
raw, and a leg of parboiled mutton, absolutely blue in its state of
rawness. When the gory mess was seen which displayed itself on the
first incision made into these lumps of meat, the vice-president
and one or two of his friends spoke out aloud. That hard and greasy
sausage-meat might have been all right for anything they knew to the
contrary, and the soup they had swallowed without complaint. But they
did know what should be the state of a joint of meat when brought
to the table, and therefore they spoke out in their anger. Tappitt
himself said nothing that was intended to be carried beyond the
waiter, seeing that beer from his own brewery was consumed in the tap
of the Dragon; but the vice-president was a hardware dealer with whom
the Dragon had but small connection of trade, and he sent terrible
messages down to the landlady, threatening her with the Blue Boar,
the Mitre, and even with that nasty little pothouse the Chequers.
"What is it they expects for their three-and-sixpence?" said the
landlady, in her wrath; for it must be understood that Sharpit knew
well that he was dealing with one who understood the value of money,
and that he did not feel quite sure of passing the dinner in Mr.
Hart's bill. Then came a pie with crust an inch thick, which nobody
could eat, and a cabinet pudding, so called, full of lumps of suet.
I venture to assert that each liberal elector there would have got
a better dinner at home, and would have been served with greater
comfort; but a public dinner at an inn is the recognized relaxation
of a middle-class Englishman in the provinces. Did he not attend
such banquets his neighbours would conceive him to be constrained
by domestic tyranny. Others go to them, and therefore he goes also.
He is bored frightfully by every speech to which he listens. He is
driven to the lowest depths of dismay by every speech which he is
called upon to make. He is thoroughly disgusted when he is called on
to make no speech. He has no point of sympathy with the neighbours
between whom he sits. The wine is bad. The hot water is brought to
him cold. His seat is hard and crowded. No attempt is made at the
pleasures of conversation. He is continually called upon to stand
up that he may pretend to drink a toast in honour of some person or
institution for which he cares nothing; for the hero of the evening,
as to whom he is probably indifferent; for the church, which
perhaps he never enters; the army, which he regards as a hotbed of
aristocratic insolence; or for the Queen, whom he reveres and loves
by reason of his nature as an Englishman, but against whose fulsome
praises as repeated to him ad nauseam in the chairman's speech his
very soul unconsciously revolts. It is all a bore, trouble, ennui,
nastiness, and discomfort. But yet he goes again and again,--because
it is the relaxation natural to an Englishman. The Frenchman who sits
for three hours tilted on the hind legs of a little chair with his
back against the window-sill of the café, with first a cup of coffee
before him and then a glass of sugar and water, is perhaps as much to
be pitied as regards his immediate misery; but the liquids which he
imbibes are not so injurious to him.

Mr. Tappitt with the eleven other liberal electors of Baslehurst went
through the ceremony of their dinner in the usual way. They drank
the health of the Queen, and of the volunteers of the county because
there was present a podgy little grocer who had enrolled himself in
the corps and who was thus enabled to make a speech; and then they
drank the health of Mr. Hart, whose ultimate return for the borough
they pledged themselves to effect. Having done so much for business,
and having thus brought to a conclusion the political work of the
evening, they adjourned their meeting to a cosy little parlour
near the bar, and then they began to be happy. Some few of the
number, including the angry vice-president, who sold hardware, took
themselves home to their wives. "Mrs. Tongs keeps him sharp enough by
the ears," said Sharpit, winking to Tappitt. "Come along, old fellow,
and we'll get a drop of something really hot." Tappitt winked back
again and shook his head with an affected laugh; but as he did so he
thought of Mrs. T. at home, and the terrible words she had spoken to
him;--and at the same moment an idea came across him that Mr. Sharpit
was a very dangerous companion.

About half a dozen entered the cosy little parlour, and there they
remained for a couple of hours. While sitting in that cosy little
parlour they really did enjoy themselves. About nine o'clock they
had a bit of the raw beef broiled, and in that guise it was pleasant
enough; and the water was hot, and the tobacco was grateful and the
stiffness of the evening was gone. The men chatted together and
made no more speeches, and they talked of matters which bore a true
interest to them. Sharpit explained to them how each man might be
assisted in his own business if this rich London tailor could be
brought in for the borough. And by degrees they came round to the
affairs of the brewery, and Tappitt, as the brandy warmed him, spoke
loudly against Rowan.

"By George!" said the podgy grocer, "if anybody would offer me a
thousand a year to give up, I'd take it hopping."

"Then I wouldn't," said Tappitt, "and what's more, I won't. But
brewing ain't like other businesses;--there's more in it than in most
others."

"Of course there is," said Sharpit; "it isn't like any common trade."

"That's true too," said the podgy grocer.

A man usually receives some compensation for having gone through the
penance of the chairman's duties. For the remainder of the evening he
is entitled to the flattery of his companions, and generally receives
it till they become tipsy and insubordinate. Tappitt had not the
character of an intemperate man, but on this occasion he did exceed
the bounds of a becoming moderation. The room was hot and the tobacco
smoke was thick. The wine had been bad and the brandy was strong.
Sharpit, too, urged him to new mixtures and stronger denunciations
against Rowan, till at last, at eleven o'clock, when he took himself
to the brewery, he was not in a condition proper for the father of
such daughters or for the husband of such a wife.

"Shall I see him home?" said the podgy grocer to Mr. Sharpit.

Tappitt, with the suspicious quickness of a drunken man, turned
sharply upon the podgy and abashed grocer, and abused him for his
insolence. He then made his way out of the inn-yard, and along the
High Street, and down Brewery Lane to his own door, knowing the way
as well as though he had been sober, and passing over it as quickly.
Nor did he fall or even stumble, though now and again he reeled
slightly. And as he went the idea came strongly upon him that
Sharpit was a dangerous man, and that perhaps at this very moment he,
Tappitt, was standing on the brink of a precipice. Then he remembered
that his wife would surely be watching for him, and as he made his
first attempt to insert the latch-key into the door his heart became
forgetful of the brandy, and sank low within his breast.

How affairs went between him and Mrs. Tappitt on that night I will
not attempt to describe. That she used her power with generosity I do
not doubt. That she used it with discretion I am quite convinced. On
the following morning at ten o'clock Tappitt was still in bed; but
a note had been written by Mrs. T. to Messrs. Sharpit and Longfite,
saying that the projected visit had, under altered circumstances,
become unnecessary. That Tappitt's head was racked with pain, and his
stomach disturbed with sickness, there can be no doubt, and as little
that Mrs. T. used the consequent weakness of her husband for purposes
of feminine dominion; but this she did with discretion and even with
kindness. Only a word or two was said as to the state in which he had
returned home,--a word or two with the simple object of putting that
dominion on a firm basis. After that Mrs. Tappitt took his condition
as an established fact, administered to him the comforts of her
medicine-chest and teapot, excused his illness to the girls as having
been produced by the fish, and never left his bedside till she had
achieved her purpose. If ever a man got tipsy to his own advantage,
Mr. Tappitt did so on that occasion. And if ever a man in that
condition was treated with forbearing kindness by his wife, Mr.
Tappitt was so treated then.

"Don't disturb yourself, T.," she said; "there's nothing wants doing
in the brewery, and if it did what would it signify in comparison
with your health? The brewery won't be much to you now, thank
goodness; and I'm sure you've had enough of it. Thirty years of such
work as that would make any man sick and weak. I'm sure I don't
wonder at your being ill;--not the least. The wonder is that you've
ever stood up against it so long as you have. If you'll take my
advice you'll just turn round and try to sleep for an hour or so."

Tappitt took her advice at any rate, so far that he turned round
and closed his eyes. Up to this time he had not given way about the
brewery. He had uttered no word of assent. But he was gradually
becoming aware that he would have to yield before he would be allowed
to put on his clothes. And now, in the base and weak condition of
his head and stomach, yielding did not seem to him to be so very
bad a thing. After all, the brewery was troublesome, the fight was
harassing. Rowan was young and strong, and Mr. Sharpit was very
dangerous. Rowan, too, had risen in his estimation as in that of
others, and he could not longer argue, even to himself, that the
stipulated income would not be paid. He did not sleep, but got into
that half-drowsy state in which men think of their existing affairs,
but without any power of active thought. He knew that he ought to be
in his counting-house and at work. He half feared that the world was
falling away from him because he was not there. He was ashamed of
himself, and sometimes almost entertained a thought of rising up and
shaking off his lethargy. But his stomach was bad, and he could not
bring himself to move. His head was tormented, and his pillow was
soft; and therefore there he lay. He wondered what was the time of
day, but did not think of looking at his watch which was under his
head. He heard his wife's steps about the room as she shaded some
window from his eyes, or crept to the door to give some household
order to one of her girls outside; but he did not speak to her,
nor she to him. She did not speak to him as long as he lay there
motionless, and when he moved with a small low groan she merely
offered him some beef tea.

It was nearly six o'clock, and the hour of dinner at the brewery
was long passed, when Mrs. Tappitt sat herself down by the
bedside determined to reap the fruit of her victory. He had just
raised himself in his bed and announced his intention of getting
up,--declaring, as he did so, that he would never again eat any of
that accursed fish. The moment of his renovation had come upon him,
and Mrs. Tappitt perceived that if he escaped from her now, there
might even yet be more trouble.

"It wasn't only the fish, T.," she said, with somewhat of sternness
in her eye.

"I hardly drank anything," said Tappitt.

"Of course I wasn't there to see what you took," said she; "but you
were very bad when you came home last night;--very bad indeed. You
couldn't have got in at the door only for me."

"That's nonsense."

"But it is quite true. It's a mercy, T., that neither of the girls
saw you. Only think! But there'll be nothing more of that kind, I'm
sure, when we are out of this horrid place; and it wouldn't have
happened now, only for all this trouble."

To this Tappitt made no answer, but he grunted, and again said that
he thought he would get up.

"Of course it's settled now, T., that we're to leave this place."

"I don't know that at all."

"Then, T., you ought to know it. Come now; just look at the common
sense of the thing. If we don't give up the brewery what are we to
do? There isn't a decent respectable person in the town in favour
of our staying here, only that rascal Sharpit. You desired me this
morning to write and tell him you'd have nothing more to do with
him; and so I did." Tappitt had not seen his wife's letter to the
lawyer,--had not asked to see it, and now became aware that his only
possible supporter might probably have been driven away from him.
Sharpit too, though dangerous as an enemy, was ten times more
dangerous as a friend!

"Of course you'll take that young man's offer. Shall I sit down and
write a line to Honyman, and tell him to come in the morning?"

Tappitt groaned again and again, said that he would get up, but
Mrs. T. would not let him out of bed till he had assented to her
proposition that Honyman should be again invited to the brewery. He
knew well that the battle was gone from him,--had in truth known it
through all those half-comatose hours of his bedridden day. But a
man, or a nation, when yielding must still resist even in yielding.
Tappitt fumed and fussed under the clothes, protesting that his
sending for Honyman would be useless. But the letter was written in
his name and sent with his knowledge; and it was perfectly understood
that that invitation to Honyman signified an unconditional surrender
on the part of Mr. Tappitt. One word Mrs. T. said as she allowed her
husband to escape from his prison amidst the blankets, one word by
which to mark that the thing was done, and one word only. "I suppose
we needn't leave the house for about a month or so,--because it would
be inconvenient about the furniture."

"Who's to turn you out if you stay for six months?" said Tappitt.

The thing was marked enough then, and Mrs. Tappitt retired in muffled
triumph,--retired when she had made all things easy for the simplest
ceremony of dressing.

"Just sponge your face, my dear," she said, "and put on your
dressing-gown, and come down for half an hour or so."

"I'm all right now," said Tappitt.

"Oh! quite so;--but I wouldn't go to the trouble of much dressing."
Then she left him, descended the stairs, and entered the parlour
among her daughters. When there she could not abstain from one
blast of the trumpet of triumph. "Well, girls," she said, "it's all
settled, and we shall be in Torquay now before the winter."

"No!" said Augusta.

"That'll be a great change," said Martha.

"In Torquay before the winter!" said Cherry. "Oh, mamma, how clever
you have been!"

"And now your papa is coming down, and you should thank him for what
he's doing for you. It's all for your sake that he's doing it."

Mr. Tappitt crept into the room, and when he had taken his seat in
his accustomed arm-chair, the girls went up to him and kissed him.
Then they thanked him for his proposed kindness in taking them out of
the brewery.

"Oh, papa, it is so jolly!" said Cherry.

Mr. Tappitt did not say much in answer to this;--but luckily there
was no necessity that he should say anything. It was an occasion on
which silence was understood as giving a perfect consent.



CHAPTER XIII.

WHAT TOOK PLACE AT BRAGG'S END FARM.


When Mrs. Tappitt had settled within her own mind that the brewery
should be abandoned to Rowan, she was by no means, therefore, ready
to assent that Rachel Ray should become the mistress of the brewery
house. "Never," she had exclaimed when Cherry had suggested such a
result; "never!" And Augusta had echoed the protestation, "Never,
never!" I will not say that she would have allowed her husband to
remain in his business in order that she might thus exclude Rachel
from such promotion, but she could not bring herself to believe that
Luke Rowan would be so fatuous, so ignorant of his own interests, so
deluded, as to marry that girl from Bragg's End! It is thus that the
Mrs. Tappitts of the world regard other women's daughters when they
have undergone any disappointment as to their own. She had no reason
for wishing well to Rowan, and would not have cared if he had taken
to his bosom a harpy in marriage; but she could not endure to hear of
the success of the girl whose attractions had foiled her own little
plan. "I don't believe that the man can ever be such a fool as that!"
she said again to Augusta, when on the evening of the day following
Tappitt's abdication, a rumour reached the brewery that Luke Rowan
had been seen walking out upon the Cawston road.

Mr. Honyman, in accordance with his instructions, called at the
brewery on that morning, and was received by Mr. Tappitt with a
sullen and almost savage submission. Mrs. T. had endeavoured to catch
him first, but in that she had failed; she did, however, manage to
see the attorney as he came out from her husband.

"It's all settled," said Honyman; "and I'll see Rowan myself before
half an hour is over."

"I'm sure it's a great blessing, Mr. Honyman," said the lady,--not on
that occasion assuming any of the glory to herself.

"It was the only thing for him," said Mr. Honyman;--"that is if he
didn't like to take the young man in as acting partner."

"That wouldn't have done at all," said Mrs. T. And then the lawyer
went his way.

In the mean time Tappitt sat sullen and wretched in the
counting-house. Such moments occur in the lives of most of
us,--moments in which the real work of life is brought to an
end,--and they cannot but be sad. It is very well to talk of ease and
dignity; but ease of spirit comes from action only, and the world's
dignity is given to those who do the world's work. Let no man put his
neck from out of the collar till in truth he can no longer draw the
weight attached to it. Tappitt had now got rid of his collar, and he
sat very wretched in his brewery counting-house.

"Be I to go, sir?"

Tappitt in his meditation was interrupted by these words, spoken
not in a rough voice, and looking up he saw Worts standing in the
counting-house before him. Worts had voted for Butler Cornbury,
whereas, had he voted for Mr. Hart, Mr. Hart would have been
returned; and, upon that, Worts, as a rebellious subject, had
received notice to quit the premises. Now his time was out, and he
came to ask whether he was to leave the scene of his forty years of
work. But what would be the use of sending Worts away even if the
wish to punish his contumacy still remained? In another week Worts
would be brought back again in triumph, and would tread those brewery
floors with the step almost of a master, while he, Tappitt, could
tread them only as a stranger, if he were allowed to tread them at
all.

"You can stay if you like," said Tappitt, hardly looking up at the
man.

"I know you be a going, Mr. Tappitt," said the man; "and I hear you
be a going very handsome like. Gentlefolk such as yeu needn't go on
working allays like uz. If so be yeu be a going, Mr. Tappitt, I hope
yeu and me'll part friendly. We've been together a sight o'
years;--too great a sight for uz to part unfriendly."

Mr. Tappitt admitted the argument, shook hands with the man, and then
of course took him into his immediate confidence with more warmth
than he would have done had there been no quarrel between them. And
I think he found some comfort in this. He walked about the premises
with Worts, telling him much that was true, and some few things that
were not strictly accurate. For instance, he said that he had made
up his mind to leave the place, whereas that action of decisive
resolution which we call making up our minds had perhaps been done by
Mrs. Tappitt rather than by him. But Worts took all these assertions
with an air of absolute belief which comforted the brewer. Worts was
very wise in his discretion on that day, and threw much oil on the
troubled waters; so that Tappitt when he left him bade God bless him,
and expressed a hope that the old place might still thrive for his
sake.

"And for your'n too, master," said Worts, "for yeu'll allays have the
best egg still. The young master, he'll only be a working for yeu."

There was comfort in this thought; and Tappitt, when he went into his
dinner, was able to carry himself like a man.

The tidings which had reached Mrs. Tappitt as to Rowan having been
seen on that evening walking on the Cawston road with his face
towards Bragg's End were true. On that morning Mr. Honyman had come
to him, and his career in life was at once settled for him.

"Mr. Tappitt is quite in time, Mr. Honyman," he had said. "But he
would not have been in time this day week unless he had consented
to pay for what work had been already done; for I had determined to
begin at once."

"The truth is, Mr. Rowan, you step into an uncommon good thing; but
Mr. Tappitt is tired of the work, and glad to give it up."

Thus the matter was arranged between them, and before nightfall
everybody in Baslehurst knew that Tappitt and Rowan had come to
terms, and that Tappitt was to retire upon a pension. There was some
little discrepancy as to the amount of Tappitt's annuity, the liberal
faction asserting that he was to receive two thousand a year, and
those of the other side cutting him down to two hundred.

On the evening of that day--in the cool of the evening--Luke Rowan
sauntered down the High Street of Baslehurst, and crossed over
Cawston bridge. On the bridge he was all alone, and he stood there
for a moment or two leaning upon the parapet looking down upon the
little stream beneath the arch. During the day many things had
occupied him, and he had hardly as yet made up his mind definitely
as to what he would do and what he would say during the hours of
the evening. From the moment in which Honyman had announced to him
Tappitt's intended resignation he became aware that he certainly
should go out to Bragg's End before that day was over. It had been
with him a settled thing, a thing settled almost without thought ever
since the receipt of Rachel's letter, that he would take this walk to
Bragg's End when he should have put his affairs at Baslehurst on some
stable footing; but that he would not take that walk before he had so
done.

"They say," Rachel had written in her letter, "they say that as the
business here about the brewery is so very unsettled, they think it
probable that you will not have to come back to Baslehurst any more."

In that had been the offence. They had doubted his stability, and,
beyond that, had almost doubted his honesty. He would punish them
by taking them at their word till both should be put beyond all
question. He knew well that the punishment would fall on Rachel,
whereas none of the sin would have been Rachel's sin; but he would
not allow himself to be deterred by that consideration.

"It is her letter," he said to himself, "and in that way will I
answer her. When I do go there again they will all understand me
better."

It had been, too, a matter of pride to him that Mr. Comfort and Mrs.
Butler Cornbury should thus be made to understand him. He would say
nothing of himself and his own purposes to any of them. He would
speak neither of his own means nor his own stedfastness. But he
would prove to them that he was stedfast, and that he had boasted
of nothing which he did not possess. When Mrs. Butler Cornbury had
spoken to him down by the Cleeves, asking him of his purpose, and
struggling to do a kind thing by Rachel, he had resolved at once that
he would tell her nothing. She should find him out. He liked her for
loving Rachel; but neither to her, nor even to Rachel herself, would
he say more till he could show them that the business about the
brewery was no longer unsettled.

But up to this moment--this moment in which he was standing on the
bridge, he had not determined what he would say to Rachel or to
Rachel's mother. He had never relaxed in his purpose of making Rachel
his wife since his first visit to the cottage. He was one who, having
a fixed resolve, feels certain of their ultimate success in achieving
it. He was now going to Bragg's End to claim that which he regarded
as his own; but he had not as yet told himself in what terms he would
put forward his claim. So he stood upon the bridge thinking.

He stood upon the bridge thinking, but his thoughts would only go
backwards, and would do nothing for him as to his future conduct.
He remembered his first walk with her, and the churchyard elms with
the setting sun, and the hot dances in Mrs. Tappitt's house; and he
remembered them without much of the triumph of a successful lover.
It had been very sweet, but very easy. In so saying to himself he by
no means threw blame upon Rachel. Things were easy, he thought, and
it was almost a pity that they should be so. As for Rachel, nothing
could have been more honest or more to his taste, than her mode of
learning to love him. A girl who, while intending to accept him,
could yet have feigned indifference, would have disgusted him at
once. Nevertheless he could not but wish that there had been some
castles for him to storm in his career. Tappitt had made but poor
pretence of fighting before he surrendered; and as to Rachel, it had
not been in Rachel's nature to make any pretence. He passed from the
bridge at last without determining what he would say when he reached
the cottage, but he did not pass on till he had been seen by the
scrutinizing eyes of Miss Pucker.

"If there ain't young Rowan going out to Bragg's End again!" she
said to herself, comforting herself, I fear, or striving to comfort
herself, with an inward assertion that he was not going there for
any good. Striving to comfort herself, but not effectually; for
though the assertion was made by herself to herself, yet it was not
believed. Though she declared, with well-pronounced mental words,
that Luke Rowan was going on that path for no good purpose, she felt
a wretched conviction at her heart's core that Rachel Ray would
be made to triumph over her and her early suspicions by a happy
marriage. Nevertheless she carried the tidings up into Baslehurst,
and as she repeated it to the grocer's daughters and the baker's wife
she shook her head with as much apparent satisfaction as though she
really believed that Rachel oscillated between a ruined name and a
broken heart.

He walked on very slowly towards Bragg's End, as though he almost
dreaded the interview, swinging his stick as was his custom, and
keeping his feet on the grassy edges of the road till he came to the
turn which brought him on to the green. When on the green he did not
take the highway, but skirted along under Farmer Sturt's hedge, so
that he had to pass by the entrance of the farmyard before he crossed
over to the cottage. Here, just inside her own gate, he encountered
Mrs. Sturt standing alone. She had been intent on the cares of
her poultry-yard till she had espied Luke Rowan; but then she had
forgotten chickens and ducks and all, and had given herself up to
thoughts of Rachel's happiness in having her lover back again.

"It's he as sure as eggs," she had said to herself when she first saw
him; "how mortal slow he do walk, to be sure! If he was coming as joe
to me I'd soon shake him into quicker steps than them."

"Oh, Mrs. Sturt!" said he, "I hope you're quite well," and he stopped
short at her gate.

"Pretty bobbish, thankee, Mr. Rowan; and how's yourself? Are you
going over to the cottage this evening?"

"Who's at home there, Mrs. Sturt?"

"Well, they're all at home; Mrs. Ray, and Rachel, and Mrs. Prime. I
doubt whether you know the eldest daughter, Mr. Rowan?"

Luke did not know Mrs. Prime, and by no means wished to spend any of
the hours of the present evening in making her acquaintance.

"Is Mrs. Prime there?" he asked.

"'Deed she is, Mr. Rowan. She's come back these last two days."

Thereupon Rowan paused for a moment, having carefully placed himself
inside the gate-posts of the farmyard so that he might not be seen by
the inmates of the cottage, if haply he had hitherto escaped their
eyes.

"Mrs. Sturt," said he, "I wonder whether you'd do me a great favour."

"That depends--" said Mrs. Sturt. "If it's to do any good to any of
them over there, I will."

"If I wanted to do harm to any of them I shouldn't come to you."

"Well, I should hope not. Is she and you going to be one, Mr. Rowan?
That's about the whole of it."

"It shan't be my fault if we're not," said Rowan.

"That's spoken honest," said the lady; "and now I'll do anything in
my power to bring you together. If you'll just go into my little
parlour, I'll bring her to you in five seconds; I will indeed, Mr.
Rowan. You won't mind going through the kitchen for once, will you?"

Luke did not mind going through the kitchen, and immediately found
himself shut up in Mrs. Sturt's back parlour, looking out among the
mingled roses and cabbages.

Mrs. Sturt walked quickly across the road to the cottage door, and
went at once to the open window of the sitting-room. Mrs. Ray was
there with a book in her hand,--a serious book, the perusal of which
I fear was in some degree due to the presence of her elder daughter;
and Mrs. Prime was there with another book, evidently very serious;
and Rachel was there too, seated on the sofa, deeply buried in the
manipulation of a dress belonging to her mother. Mrs. Sturt was sure
at once that they had not seen Luke Rowan as he passed inside the
farmyard gate, and that they did not suspect that he was near them.

"Oh, Mrs. Sturt, is that you?" said the widow, looking up. "You'll
just come in for a minute, won't you?" and Mrs. Ray showed by a
suppressed yawn that her attention had not been deeply fixed by that
serious book. Rachel looked up, and bade the visitor welcome with a
little nod; but it was not a cheery nod as it would have been in old
days, before her sorrow had come upon her.

"I'll have the cherries back in her cheeks before the evening's
over," said Mrs. Sturt to herself, as she looked at the pale-faced
girl. Mrs. Prime also made some little salutation to their neighbour;
but she did so with the very smallest expenditure of thoughts or
moments. Mrs. Sturt was all very well, but Mrs. Prime had greater
work on hand than gossiping with Mrs. Sturt.

"I'll not just come in, thankee, Mrs. Ray; but if it ain't troubling
you I want to speak a word to you outside; and a word to Rachel too,
if she don't mind coming."

"A word to me!" said Rachel getting up and putting down her dress.
Her thoughts now-a-days were always fixed on the same subject, and
it seemed that any special word to her must have reference to that.
Mrs. Ray also got up, leaving her mark in her book. Mrs. Prime went
on reading, harder than ever. There was to be some conference of
importance from which she could not but feel herself to be excluded
in a very special way. Something wicked was surely to be proposed,
or she would have been allowed to hear it. She said nothing, but her
head was almost shaken by the vehemence with which she read the book
in her lap.

Mrs. Sturt retired beyond the precincts of the widow's front garden
before she said a word. Rachel had followed her first through the
gate, and Mrs. Ray came after with her apron turned over her head.
"What is it, Mrs. Sturt?" said Rachel. "Have you heard anything?"

"Heard anything? Well; I'm always a hearing of something. Do you
slip across the green while I speak just one word to your mother.
And Rachel, wait for me at the gate. Mrs. Ray, he's in my little
parlour."

"Who? not Luke Rowan?"

"But he is though; that very young man! He's come over to make it up
with her. He's told me so with his own mouth. You may be as sure of
it as,--as,--as anything. You leave 'em to me, Mrs. Ray; I wouldn't
bring them together if it wasn't for good. It's my belief our pet
would a' died if he hadn't come back to her--it is then." And Mrs.
Sturt put her apron up to her eyes.

Rachel having paused for a moment, as she looked first at her mother
and then at Mrs. Sturt, had done as she was bidden, and had walked
quickly across the green. Mrs. Ray, when she heard her neighbour's
tidings, stood fixed by dismay and dread, mingled with joy. She had
longed for his coming back; but now that he was there, close upon
them, intending to do all that she had wished him to do, she was half
afraid of him! After all was he not a young man; and might he not,
even yet, be a wolf? She was horrorstricken at the idea of sending
Rachel over to see a lover, and looked back at the cottage window,
towards Mrs. Prime, as though to see whether she was being watched
in her iniquity. "Oh, Mrs. Sturt!" she said, "why didn't you give us
time to think about it?"

"Give you time! How could I give you time, and he here on the spot?
There's been too much time to my thinking. When young folk are
agreeable and the old folk are agreeable too, there can't be too
little time. Come along over and we'll talk of it in the kitchen
while they talks in the parlour. He'd a' been in there among you all
only for Mrs. Prime. She is so dour like for a young man to have to
say anything before her, of the likes of that. That's why I took him
into our place."

They overtook Rachel at the house door and they all went through
together into the great kitchen. "Oh, Rachel!" said Mrs. Ray. "Oh,
dear!"

"What is it, mamma?" said Rachel. Then looking into her mother's
face, she guessed the truth. "Mamma," she said, "he's here! Mr. Rowan
is here!" And she took hold of her mother's arm, as though to support
herself.

"And that's just the truth," said Mrs. Sturt, triumphantly. "He's
through there in the little parlour, and you must just go to him, my
dear, and hear what he's got to say to you."

"Oh, mamma!" said Rachel.

"I suppose you must do what she tells you," said Mrs. Ray.

"Of course she must," said Mrs. Sturt.

"Mamma, you must go to him," said Rachel.

"That won't do at all," said Mrs. Sturt.

"And why has he come here?" said Rachel.

"Ah! I wonder why," said Mrs. Sturt. "I wonder why any young man
should come on such an errand! But it won't do to leave him there
standing in my parlour by himself, so do you come along with me."

So saying Mrs. Sturt took Rachel by the arm to lead her away. Mrs.
Ray in this great emergency was perfectly helpless. She could simply
look at her daughter with imploring, loving eyes, and stand quivering
in doubt against the dresser. Mrs. Sturt had very decided views on
the matter. She had put Luke Rowan into the parlour with a promise
that she would bring Rachel to him there, and she was not going to
break her word through any mock delicacy. The two young people liked
one another, and they should have this opportunity of saying so in
each other's hearing. So she took Rachel by the arm, and opening the
door of the parlour led her into the room. "Mr. Rowan," she said,
"when you and Miss Rachel have had your say out, you'll find me and
her mamma in the kitchen." Then she closed the door and left them
alone.

Rachel, when first summoned out of the cottage, had felt at once
that Mrs. Sturt's visit must have reference to Luke Rowan. Indeed
everything with her in her present moods had some reference to
him,--some reference though it might be ever so remote. But now
before she had time to form a thought, she was told that he was there
in the same house with her, and that she was taken to him in order
that she might hear his words and speak her own. It was very sudden;
and for the space of a few moments she would have fled away from Mrs.
Sturt's kitchen had such flight been possible. Since Rowan had gone
from her there had been times in which she would have fled to him, in
which she would have journeyed alone any distance so that she might
tell him of her love, and ask whether she had got any right to hope
for his. But all that seemed to be changed. Though her mother was
there with her and her friend, she feared that this seeking of her
lover was hardly maidenly. Should he not have come to her,--every
foot of the way to her feet, and there have spoken if he had aught to
say, before she had been called on to make any sign? Would he like
her for thus going to him? But then she had no chance of escape. She
found herself in Mrs. Sturt's kitchen under her mother's sanction,
before she had been able to form any purpose; and then an idea did
come to her, even at that moment, that poor Luke would have had a
hard task of it in her sister's presence. When she was first told
that he was there in the farm-house parlour, her courage left her and
she dreaded the encounter; but she was able to collect her thoughts
as she passed out of the kitchen, and across the passage, and when
she followed Mrs. Sturt into the room she had again acquired the
power to carry herself as a woman having a soul of her own.

"Rachel!" Rowan said, stepping up to her and tendering his hand to
her. "I have come to answer your letter in person."

"I knew," she said, "when I wrote it, that my letter did not deserve
any answer. I did not expect an answer."

"But am I wrong now to bring you one in person? I have thought so
much of seeing you again! Will you not say a word of welcome to me?"

"I am glad to see you, Mr. Rowan."

"Mr. Rowan! Nay; if it is to be Mr. Rowan I may as well go back to
Baslehurst. It has come to that, that it must be Luke now, or there
must be no naming of names between us. You chided me once when I
called you Rachel."

"You called me so once, sir, when I should have chided you and did
not. I remember it well. You were very wrong, and I was very
foolish."

"But I may call you Rachel now?" Then, when she did not answer him at
the moment, he asked the question again in that imperious way which
was common with him. "May I not call you now as I please? If it be
not so my coming here is useless. Come, Rachel, say one word to me
boldly. Do you love me well enough to be my wife?"

She was standing at the open window, looking away from him, while he
remained at a little distance from her as though he would not come
close to her till he had exacted from her some positive assurance
of her love as a penance for the fault committed by her letter. He
certainly was not a soft lover, nor by any means inclined to abate
his own privileges. He paused a moment as though he thought that his
last question must elicit a plain reply. But no reply to it came. She
still looked away from him through the window, as though resolved
that she would not speak till his mood should have become more
tender.

"You said something in your letter," he continued, "about my affairs
here in Baslehurst being unsettled. I would not show myself here
again till that matter was arranged."

"It was not I," she said, turning sharply round upon him. "It was not
I who thought that."

"It was in your letter, Rachel."

"Do you know so little of a girl like me as to suppose that what was
written there came from me, myself? Did I not tell you that I said
what I was told to say? Did I not explain to you that mamma had gone
to Mr. Comfort? Did you not know that all that had come from him?"

"I only know that I read it in your letter to me,--the only letter
you had ever written to me."

"You are unfair to me, Mr. Rowan. You know that you are unfair."

"Call me Luke," he said. "Call me by my own name."

"Luke," she said, "you are unfair to me."

"Then by heavens it shall be for the last time. May things in this
world and the next go well with me as I am fair to you for the
future!" So saying he came up close to her, and took her at once in
his arms.

"Luke, Luke; don't. You frighten me; indeed you do."

"You shall give me a fair open kiss, honestly, before I leave
you,--in truth you shall. If you love me, and wish to be my wife,
and intend me to understand that you and I are now pledged to each
other beyond the power of any person to separate us by his advice,
or any mother by her fears, give me a bold, honest kiss, and I will
understand that it means all that."

Still she hesitated for a moment, turning her face away from him
while he held her by the waist. She hesitated while she was weighing
the meaning of his words, and taking them home to herself as her
own. Then she turned her neck towards him, still holding back her
head till her face was immediately under his own, and after another
moment's pause she gave him her pledge as he had asked it. Mrs.
Sturt's words had come true, and the cherries had returned to her
cheek.

"My own Rachel! And now tell me one thing: are you happy?"

"So happy!"

"My own one!"

"But, Luke,--I have been wretched;--so wretched! I thought you would
never come back to me."

"And did that make you wretched?"

"Ah!--did it? What do you think yourself? When I wrote that letter
to you I knew I had no right to expect that you would think of me
again."

"But how could I help thinking of you when I loved you?"

"And then when mamma saw you in Exeter, and you sent me no word of
message!"

"I was determined to send none till this business was finished."

"Ah! that was cruel. But you did not understand. I suppose no man can
understand. I couldn't have believed it myself till--till after you
had gone away. It seemed as though all the sun had deserted us, and
that everything was cold and dark."

They stood at the open window looking out upon the roses and cabbages
till the patience of Mrs. Sturt and of Mrs. Ray was exhausted. What
they said, beyond so much of their words as I have repeated, need not
be told. But when a low half-abashed knock at the door interrupted
them, Luke thought that they had hardly been there long enough to
settle the preliminaries of the affair which had brought him to
Bragg's End.

"May we come in?" said Mrs. Sturt very timidly.

"Oh, mamma, mamma!" said Rachel, and she hid her face upon her
mother's shoulder.



CHAPTER XIV.

MRS. PRIME READS HER RECANTATION.


Above an hour had passed after the interruption mentioned at the end
of the last chapter before Mrs. Ray and Rachel crossed back from the
farm-house to the cottage, and when they went they went alone. During
that hour they had been sitting in Mrs. Sturt's parlour; and when at
last they got up to go they did not press Luke Rowan to go with them.
Mrs. Prime was at the cottage, and it was necessary that everything
should be explained to her before she was asked to give her hand to
her future brother-in-law. The farmer had come in and had joked his
joke, and Mrs. Sturt had clacked over them as though they were a
brood of chickens of her own hatching; and Mrs. Ray had smiled and
cried, and sobbed and laughed till she had become almost hysterical.
Then she had jumped up from her seat, saying, "Oh, dear, what will
Dorothea think has become of us?" After that Rachel insisted upon
going, and the mother and daughter returned across the green, leaving
Luke at the farm-house, ready to take his departure as soon as Mrs.
Ray and Rachel should have safely reached their home.

"I knew thee was minded stedfast to take her," said Mrs. Sturt,
"when it came out upon the newspaper how thou hadst told them all in
Baslehurst that thou wouldst wed none but a Baslehurst lass."

In answer to this Luke protested that he had not thought of Rachel
when he was making that speech, and tried to explain that all
that was "soft sawder" as he called it, for the election. But the
words were too apposite to the event, and the sentiment too much
in accordance with Mrs. Sturt's chivalric views to allow of her
admitting the truth of any such assurance as this.

"I know," she said; "I know. And when I read them words in the
newspaper I said to the gudeman there, we shall have bridecake from
the cottage now before Christmas."

"For the matter of that, so you shall," said Luke, shaking hands with
her as he went, "or the fault will not be mine."

Rachel, as she followed her mother out from the farmyard gate, had
not a word to say. Could it have been possible she would have wished
to remain silent for the remainder of the evening and for the night,
so that she might have time to think of this thing which she had
done, and to enjoy the full measure of her happiness. Hitherto she
had hardly had any joy in her love. The cup had been hardly given to
her to drink before it had been again snatched away, and since then
she had been left to think that the draught for which she longed
would never again be offered to her lips. The whole affair had now
been managed so suddenly, and the action had been so quick, that she
had hardly found a moment for thought. Could it be that things were
so fixed that there was no room for further disappointment? She had
been scalded so cruelly that she still feared the hot water. Her
heart was sore with the old hurt, as the head that has ached will be
still sore when the actual malady has passed away. She longed for
hours of absolute quiet, in which she might make herself sure that
her malady had also passed away, and that the soreness which remained
came only from the memory of former pain. But there was no such
perfect rest within her reach as yet.

"Will you tell her or shall I?" said Mrs. Ray, pausing for a moment
at the cottage gate.

"You had better tell her, mamma."

"I suppose she won't set herself against it; will she?"

"I hope not, mamma. I shall think her very ill-natured if she does.
But it can't make any real difference now, you know."

"No; it can't make any difference. Only it will be so uncomfortable."

Then with half-frightened, muffled steps they entered their own
house, and joined Mrs. Prime in the sitting-room.

Mrs. Prime was still reading the serious book; but I am bound to say
that her mind had not been wholly intent upon it during the long
absence of her mother and sister. She had struggled for a time to
ignore the slight fact that her companions were away gossiping with
the neighbouring farmer's wife; she had made a hard fight with her
book, pinning her eyes down upon the page over and over again, as
though in pinning down her eyes she could pin down her mind also.
But by degrees the delay became so long that she was tantalized
into surmises as to the subject of their conversation. If it were
not wicked, why should not she have been allowed to share it? She
did not imagine it to be wicked according to the world's ordinary
wickedness;--but she feared that it was wicked according to that
tone of morals to which she was desirous of tying her mother down as
a bond slave. They were away talking about love and pleasure, and
those heart-throbbings in which her sister had so unfortunately been
allowed to indulge. She felt all but sure that some tidings of Luke
Rowan had been brought in Mrs. Sturt's budget of news, and she had
never been able to think well of Luke Rowan since the evening on
which she had seen him standing with Rachel in the churchyard. She
knew nothing against him; but she had then made up her mind that he
was pernicious, and she could not bring herself to own that she had
been wrong in that opinion. She had been loud and defiant in her
denunciation when she had first suspected Rachel of having a lover.
Since that she had undergone some troubles of her own by which the
tone of her remonstrances had been necessarily moderated; but even
now she could not forgive her sister such a lover as Luke Rowan. She
would have been quite willing to see her sister married, but the
lover should have been dingy, black-coated, lugubrious, having about
him some true essence of the tears of the valley of tribulation.
Alas, her sister's taste was quite of another kind!

"I'm afraid you will have been thinking that we were never coming
back again," said Mrs. Ray, as she entered the room.

"No, mother, I didn't think that. But I thought you were staying late
with Mrs. Sturt."

"So we were,--and really I didn't think we had been so long. But,
Dorothea, there was some one else over there besides Mrs. Sturt, and
he kept us."

"He! What he?" said Mrs. Prime. She had not even suspected that the
lover had been over there in person.

"Mr. Rowan, my dear. He has been at the farm."

"What! the young man that was dismissed from Mr. Tappitt's?"

It was ill said of her,--very ill said, and so she was herself aware
as soon as the words were out of her mouth. But she could not help
it. She had taken a side against Luke Rowan, and could not restrain
herself from ill-natured words. Rachel was still standing in the
middle of the room when she heard her lover thus described; but she
would not condescend to plead in answer to such a charge. The colour
came to her cheeks, and she threw up her head with a gesture of angry
pride, but at the moment she said nothing. Mrs. Ray spoke.

"It seems to me, Dorothea," she said, "that you are mistaken there. I
think he has dismissed Mr. Tappitt."

"I don't know much about it," said Mrs. Prime; "I only know that
they've quarrelled."

"But it would be well that you should learn, because I'm sure you
will be glad to think as well of your brother-in-law as possible."

"Do you mean that he is engaged to marry Rachel?"

"Yes, Dorothea. I think we may say that it is all settled
now;--mayn't we, Rachel? And a very excellent young man he is,--and
as for being well off, a great deal better than what a child of mine
could have expected. And a fine comely fellow he is, as a woman's eye
would wish to rest on."

"Beauty is but skin deep," said Mrs. Prime, with no little
indignation in her tone, that a thing so vile as personal comeliness
should have been mentioned by her mother on such an occasion.

"When he came out here and drank tea with us that evening," continued
Mrs. Ray, "I took a liking to him most unaccountable, unless it was
that I had a foreshadowing that he was going to be so near and dear
to me."

"Mother, there can have been nothing of the kind. You should not say
such things. The Lord in his providence allows us no foreshadowing of
that kind."

"At any rate I liked him very much; didn't I, Rachel?--from the first
moment I set eyes on him. Only I don't think he'll ever do away with
cider in Devonshire, because of the apple trees. But if people are
to drink beer it stands to reason that good beer will be better than
bad."

All this time Rachel had not spoken a word, nor had her sister
uttered anything expressive of congratulation or good wishes. Now,
as Mrs. Ray ceased, there came a silence in the room, and it was
incumbent on the elder sister to break it.

"If this matter is settled, Rachel--"

"It is settled,--I think," said Rachel.

"If it is settled I hope that it may be for your lasting happiness
and eternal welfare."

"I hope it will," said Rachel.

"Marriage is a most important step."

"That's quite true, my dear," said Mrs. Ray.

"A most important step, and one that requires the most exact
circumspection,--especially on the part of the young woman. I hope
you may have known Mr. Rowan long enough to justify your confidence
in him."

It was still the voice of a raven! Mrs. Prime as she spoke thus
knew that she was croaking, and would have divested herself of her
croak and spoken joyously, had such mode of speech been possible
to her. But it was not possible. Though she would permit no such
foreshadowings as those at which her mother had hinted, she had
committed herself to forebodings against this young man, to such
extent that she could not wheel her thoughts round and suddenly think
well of him. She could not do so as yet, but she would make the
struggle.

"God bless you, Rachel!" she said, when they parted for the night.
"You have my best wishes for your happiness. I hope you do not doubt
my love because I think more of your welfare in another world than in
this." Then she kissed her sister and they parted for the night.

Rachel now shared her mother's room; and from her mother, when they
were alone together, she received abundance of that sympathy for
which her heart was craving.

"You mustn't mind Dorothea," the widow said.

"No, mamma; I do not."

"I mean that you mustn't mind her seeming to be so hard. She means
well through it all, and is as affectionate as any other woman."

"Why did she say that he had been dismissed when she knew that it
wasn't true?"

"Ah, my dear! can't you understand? When she first heard of Mr.
Rowan--"

"Call him Luke, mamma."

"When she first heard of him she was taught to believe that he was
giddy, and that he didn't mean anything."

"Why should she think evil of people? Who taught her?"

"Miss Pucker, and Mr. Prong, and that set."

"Yes; and they are the people who talk most of Christian charity!"

"But, my dear, they don't mean to be uncharitable. They try to do
good. If Dorothea really thought that this young man was a dangerous
acquaintance what could she do but say so? And you can't expect
her to turn round all in a minute. Think how she has been troubled
herself about this affair of Mr. Prong's."

"But that's no reason she should say that Luke is dangerous.
Dangerous! What makes me so angry is that she should think everybody
is a fool except herself. Why should anybody be more dangerous to me
than to anybody else?"

"Well, my dear, I think that perhaps she is not so wrong there. Of
course everything is all right with you now, and I'm sure I'm the
happiest woman in the world to feel that it is so. I don't know how
to be thankful enough when I think how things have turned out;--but
when I first heard of him I thought he was dangerous too."

"But you don't think he is dangerous now, mamma?"

"No, my dear; of course I don't. And I never did after he drank tea
here that night; only Mr. Comfort told me it wouldn't be safe not to
see how things went a little before you,--you understand, dearest?"

"Yes, I understand. I ain't a bit obliged to Mr. Comfort, though I
mean to forgive him because of Mrs. Cornbury. She has behaved best
through it all,--next to you, mamma."

I am afraid it was late before Mrs. Ray went to sleep that night, and
I almost doubt whether Rachel slept at all. It seemed to her that in
the present condition of her life sleep could hardly be necessary.
During the last month past she had envied those who slept while she
was kept awake by her sorrow. She had often struggled to sleep as she
sat in her chair, so that she might escape for a few moments from the
torture of her waking thoughts. But why need she sleep now that every
thought was a new pleasure? There was no moment that she had ever
passed with him that had not to be recalled. There was no word of his
that had not to be re-weighed. She remembered, or fancied that she
remembered, her idea of the man when her eye first fell upon his
outside form. She would have sworn that her first glance of him had
conveyed to her far more than had ever come to her from many a day's
casual looking at any other man. She could almost believe that he had
been specially made and destined for her behoof. She blushed even
while lying in bed as she remembered how the gait of the man, and the
tone of his voice, had taken possession of her eyes and ears from
the first day on which she had met him. When she had gone to Mrs.
Tappitt's party, so consciously alive to the fact that he was to be
there, she had told herself that she was sure she thought no more of
him than of any other man that she might meet; but she now declared
to herself that she had been a weak fool in thus attempting to
deceive herself; that she had loved him from the first,--or at any
rate from that evening when he had told her of the beauty of the
clouds; and that from that day to the present hour there had been no
other chance of happiness to her but that chance which had now been
so wondrously decided in her favour. When she came down to breakfast
on the next morning she was very quiet,--so quiet that her sister
almost thought she was frightened at her future prospects; but I
think that there was no such fear. She was so happy that she could
afford to be tranquil in her happiness.

On that day Rowan came out to the cottage in the evening and was
formally introduced to Mrs. Prime. Mrs. Ray, I fear, did not find the
little tea-party so agreeable on that evening as she had done on the
previous occasion. Mrs. Prime did make some effort at conversation;
she did endeavour to receive the young man as her future
brother-in-law; she was gracious to him with such graciousness as she
possessed;--but the duration of their meal was terribly long, and
even Mrs. Ray herself felt relieved when the two lovers went forth
together for their evening walk. I think there must have been some
triumph in Rachel's heart as she tied on her hat before she started.
I think she must have remembered the evening on which her sister had
been so urgent with her to go to the Dorcas meeting;--when she had so
obstinately refused that invitation, and had instead gone out to meet
the Tappitt girls, and had met with them the young man of whom her
sister had before been speaking with so much horror. Now he was there
on purpose to take her with him, and she went forth with him, leaning
lovingly on his arm, while yet close under her sister's eyes. I think
there must have been a gleam of triumph in her face as she put her
hand with such confidence well round her lover's arm.

Girls do triumph in their lovers,--in their acknowledged and
permitted lovers, as young men triumph in their loves which are not
acknowledged or perhaps permitted. A man's triumph is for the most
part over when he is once allowed to take his place at the family
table, as a right, next to his betrothed. He begins to feel himself
to be a sacrificial victim,--done up very prettily with blue
and white ribbons round his horns, but still an ox prepared for
sacrifice. But the girl feels herself to be exalted for those few
weeks as a conqueror, and to be carried along in an ovation of which
that bucolic victim, tied round with blue ribbons on to his horns,
is the chief grace and ornament. In this mood, no doubt, both Rachel
and Luke Rowan went forth, leaving the two widows together in the
cottage.

"It is pretty to see her so happy, isn't it now?" said Mrs. Ray.

The question for the moment made Mrs. Prime uncomfortable and almost
wretched, but it gave her the opportunity which in her heart she
desired of recanting her error in regard to Luke Rowan's character.
She wished to give in her adhesion to the marriage,--to be known to
have acknowledged its fitness so that she could, with some true word
of sisterly love, wish her sister well. In Rachel's presence she
could not have first made this recantation. Though Rachel spoke no
triumph, there was a triumph in her eye, which prevented almost the
possibility of such yielding on the part of Dorothea. But when the
thing should have been once done, when she should once have owned
that Rachel was not wrong, then gradually she could bring herself
round to the utterance of some kindly expression.

"Pretty," she said; "yes, it is pretty. I do not know that anybody
ever doubted its prettiness."

"And isn't it nice too? Dear girl! It does make me so happy to see
her light-hearted again. She has had a sad time of it, Dorothea,
since we made her write that letter to him; a very sad time of it."

"People here, mother, do mostly have what you call a sad time of it.
Are we not taught that it is better for us that it should be so? Have
not you and I, mother, had a sad time of it? It would be all sad
enough if this were to be the end of it."

"Yes, just so; of course we know that. But it can't be wrong that she
should be happy now, when things are so bright all around her. You
wouldn't have thought it better for her, or for him either, that they
should be kept apart, seeing that they really love each other?"

"No; I don't say that. If they love one another of course it is right
that they should marry. I only wish we had known him longer."

"I am not sure that these things always go much better because young
people have known each other all their lives. It seems to be certain
that he is an industrious, steady young man. Everybody seems to speak
well of him now."

"Well, mother, I have nothing to say against him,--not a word. And
if it will give Rachel any pleasure,--though I don't suppose it will,
the least in the world; but if it would, she may know that I think
she has done wisely to accept him."

"Indeed it will; the greatest pleasure."

"And I hope they will be happy together for very many years. I love
Rachel dearly, though I fear she does not think so, and anything I
have said, I have said in love, not in anger."

"I'm sure of that, Dorothea."

"Now that she is to be settled in life as a married woman, of course
she must not look for counsel either to you or to me. She must obey
him, and I hope that God may give him grace to direct her steps
aright."

"Amen!" said Mrs. Ray, solemnly. It was thus that Mrs. Prime read her
recantation, which was repeated on that evening to Rachel with some
little softening touches. "You won't be living together in the same
house after a bit," said Mrs. Ray, thinking, with some sadness, that
those little evening festivities of buttered toast and thick cream
were over for her now,--"but I do hope you will be friends."

"Of course we will, mamma. She has only to put out her hand the least
little bit in the world, and I will go the rest of the way. As for
her living, I don't know what will be best about that, because Luke
says that of course you'll come and live with us."

It was two or three days after this that Rachel saw the Tappitt girls
for the first time since the fact of her engagement had become known.
It was in the evening, and she had been again walking with Luke, when
she met them; but at that moment she was alone. Augusta would have
turned boldly away, though they had all come closely together before
either had been aware of the presence of the other. But to this both
Martha and Cherry objected.

"We have heard of your engagement," said Martha, "and we congratulate
you. You have heard, of course, that we are going to move to Torquay,
and we hope that you will be comfortable at the brewery."

"Yes," said Augusta, "the place isn't what it used to be, and so
we think it best to go. Mamma has already looked at a villa near
Torquay, which will suit us delightfully."

Then they passed on, but Cherry remained behind to say another word.
"I am so happy," said Cherry, "that you and he have hit it off. He's
a charming fellow, and I always said he was to fall in love with you.
After the ball of course there wasn't a doubt about it. Mind you send
us cake, dear; and by-and-by we'll come and see you at the old place,
and be better friends than ever we were."



CHAPTER XV.

CONCLUSION.


Early in November Mr. Tappitt officially announced his intention
of abdicating, and the necessary forms and deeds and parchment
obligations were drawn out, signed and sealed, for the giving
up of the brewery to Luke Rowan. Mr. Honyman's clerk revelled in
thinly-covered folio sheets to the great comfort and profit of his
master; while Mr. Sharpit went about Baslehurst declaring that
Tappitt was an egregious ass, and hinting that Rowan was little
better than a clever swindler. What he said, however, had but little
effect on Baslehurst. It had become generally understood that Rowan
would spend money in the town, employing labour and struggling to
go ahead, and Baslehurst knew that such a man was desirable as a
citizen. The parchments were prepared, and the signatures were
written with the necessary amount of witnessing, and Tappitt and
Rowan once more met each other on friendly terms. Tappitt had
endeavoured to avoid this, pleading, both to Honyman and to his wife,
that his personal dislike to the young man was as great as ever; but
they had not permitted him thus to indulge his wrath. Mr. Honyman
pointed out to Mrs. Tappitt that such ill-humour might be very
detrimental to their future interests, and Tappitt had been made to
give way. We may as well declare at once that the days of Tappitt's
domestic dominion were over, as is generally the case with a man who
retires from work and allows himself to be placed, as a piece of
venerable furniture, in the chimney corner. Hitherto he, and he only,
had known what funds could be made available out of the brewery for
household purposes; and Mrs. Tappitt had been subject, at every turn
of her life, to provoking intimations of reduced profits: but now
there was the clear thousand a year, and she could demand her rights
in accordance with that sum. Tappitt, too, could never again stray
away from home with mysterious hints that matters connected with malt
and hops must be discussed at places in which beer was consumed. He
had no longer left to him any excuse for deviating from the regular
course of his life even by a hair's breadth; and before two years
were over he had learned to regard it almost as a favour to be
allowed to take a walk with one of his own girls. No man should
abdicate,--unless, indeed, he does so for his soul's advantage. As to
happiness in this life it is hardly compatible with that diminished
respect which ever attends the relinquishing of labour. Otium cum
dignitate is a dream. There is no such position at any rate for
the man who has once worked. He may have the ease or he may have
the dignity; but he can hardly combine the two. This truth the
unfortunate Tappitt learned before he had been three months settled
in the Torquay villa.

He was called upon to meet Rowan on friendly terms, and he obeyed.
The friendship was not very cordial, but such as it was it served its
purpose. The meeting took place in the dining-room of the brewery,
and Mrs. Tappitt was present on the occasion. The lady received her
visitor with some little affectation of grandeur, while T., standing
with his hands in his pockets on his own rug, looked like a whipped
hound. The right hand he was soon forced to bring forth, as Rowan
demanded it that he might shake it.

"I am very glad that this affair has been settled between us
amicably," said Luke, while he still held the hand of the abdicating
brewer.

"Yes; well, I suppose it's for the best," said Tappitt, bringing out
his words uncomfortably and with hesitation. "Take care and mind what
you're about, or I suppose I shall have to come back again."

"There'll be no fear of that, I think," said Rowan.

"I hope not," said Mrs. Tappitt, with a tone that showed that she
was much better able to master the occasion than her husband. "I
hope not; but this is a great undertaking for so young a man, and I
trust you feel your responsibility. It would be disagreeable to us,
of course, to have to return to the brewery after having settled
ourselves pleasantly at Torquay; but we shall have to do so if things
go wrong with you."

"Don't be frightened, Mrs. Tappitt; you shall never have to come back
here."

"I hope not; but it is always well to be on one's guard. I am
sure you must be aware that Mr. Tappitt has behaved to you very
generously; and if you have the high principle for which we are
willing to give you credit, and which you ought to possess for the
management of such an undertaking as the brewery, you will be careful
that me and my daughters shan't be put to inconvenience by any delay
in paying up the income regularly."

"Don't be afraid about that, Mrs. Tappitt."

"Into the bank on quarter day, if you please, Mr. Rowan. Short
accounts make long friends. And as Mr. T. won't want to be troubled
with letters and such-like, you can send me a line to Montpellier
Villa, Torquay, just to say that it's done."

"Oh, I'll see to that," said Tappitt.

"My dear, as Mr. Rowan is so young for the business there'll be
nothing like getting him to write a letter himself, saying that the
money is paid. It'll keep him up to the mark like, and I'm sure I
shan't mind the trouble."

"Don't you be alarmed about the money, Mrs. Tappitt," said Rowan,
laughing; "and in order that you may know how the old shop is going
on, I'll always send you at Christmas sixteen gallons of the best
stuff we're brewing."

"That will be a very proper little attention, Mr. Rowan, and we shall
be happy to drink success to the establishment. Here's some cake and
wine on the table, and perhaps you'll do us the favour to take a
glass,--so as to bury any past unkindness. T., my love, will you pour
out the wine?"

It was twelve o'clock in the day, and the port wine, which had been
standing for the last week in its decanter, was sipped by Luke Rowan
without any great relish. But it also served its purpose,--and the
burial service over past unkindness was performed with as much
heartiness as the nature of the entertainment admitted. It was not
as yet full four months since Rowan had filled Rachel's glass with
champagne in that same room. Then he had made himself quite at home
in the house as a member of Mr. Tappitt's family; but now he was
going to be at home there as master of the establishment. As he
put down the glass he could not help looking round the room, and
suggesting to himself the changes he would make. As seen at present,
the parlour of the brewery was certainly a dull room. It was very
long since the wainscoting had been painted, longer since the
curtains or carpets had been renewed. It was dark and dingy. But then
so were the Tappitts themselves. Before Rachel should be brought
there he would make the place as bright as herself.

They said to him no word about his marriage. As for Tappitt he said
few words about anything; and Mrs. Tappitt, with all her wish to be
gracious, could not bring herself to mention Rachel Ray. Even between
her and her daughters there was no longer any utterance of Rachel's
name. She had once declared to Augusta, with irrepressible energy,
that the man was a greater fool than she had ever believed possible,
but after that it had been felt that the calamity would be best
endured in silence.

When that interview in the dining-room was over, Rowan saw no more of
Mrs. Tappitt. Business made it needful that he should be daily about
the brewery, and there occasionally he met the poor departing man
wandering among the vats and empty casks like a brewer's ghost. There
was no word spoken between them as to business. The accounts, the
keys, and implements were all handed over through Worts; and Rowan
found himself in possession of the whole establishment with no more
trouble than would have been necessary in settling himself in a new
lodging.

That promise which he had half made of sending bridecake to Mrs.
Sturt before Christmas was not kept, but it was broken only by a
little. They were married early in January. In December Mrs. Rowan
came back to Baslehurst, and became the guest of her son, who was
then keeping a bachelor's house at the brewery. This lady's first
visit to the cottage after her return was an affair of great moment
to Rachel. Everything now had gone well with her except that question
of her mother-in-law. Her lover had come back to her a better lover
than ever; her mother petted her to her heart's content, speaking of
Luke as though she had never suspected him of lupine propensities;
Mr. Comfort talked to her of her coming marriage as though she had
acted with great sagacity through the whole affair, addressing her in
a tone indicating much respect, and differing greatly from that in
which he had been wont to catechise her when she was nothing more
than Mrs. Ray's girl at Bragg's End; and even Dolly had sent in her
adhesion, with more or less cordiality. But still she had feared
Mrs. Rowan's enmity, and when Luke told her that his mother was
coming to Baslehurst for the Christmas,--so that she might also
be present at the marriage,--Rachel felt that there was still a
cloud in her heavens. "I know your mother won't like me," she said
to Luke. "She made up her mind not to like me when she was here
before." Luke assured her that she did not understand his mother's
character,--asserting that his mother would certainly like any woman
that he might choose for his wife as soon as she should have been
made to understand that his choice was irrevocable. But Rachel
remembered too well the report as to that former visit to the cottage
which Mrs. Rowan had made together with Mrs. Tappitt; and when she
heard that Luke's mother was again in the parlour she went down from
her bedroom with hesitating step and an uneasy heart. Mrs. Rowan was
seated in the room with her mother and sister when she entered it,
and therefore the first words of the interview had been already
spoken. To Mrs. Ray the prospect of the visit had not been pleasant,
for she also remembered how grand and distant the lady had been when
she came to the cottage on that former occasion; but Rachel observed,
as she entered the room, that her mother's face did not wear that
look of dismay which was usual to her when she was in any presence
that was disagreeable to her.

"My dear child!" said Mrs. Rowan rising from her seat, and opening
her arms for an embrace. Rachel underwent the embrace, and kissed the
lady by whom she found herself to be thus enveloped. She kissed Mrs.
Rowan, but she could not, for the life of her, think of any word to
speak which would be fitting for the occasion.

"My own dear child!" said Mrs. Rowan again; "for you know that you
are to be my child now as well as your own mamma's."

"It is very kind of you to say so," said Mrs. Ray.

"Very kind, indeed," said Mrs. Prime; "and I'm sure that you will
find Rachel dutiful as a daughter." Rachel herself did not feel
disposed to give any positive assurance on that point. She intended
to be dutiful to her husband, and was inclined to think that
obedience in that direction was quite enough for a married woman.

"Now that Luke is going to settle himself for life," continued Mrs.
Rowan, "it is so very desirable that he should be married at once.
Don't you think so, Mrs. Ray?"

"Indeed, yes, Mrs. Rowan. I always like to hear of young men getting
married; that is when they've got anything to live upon. It makes
them less harum-scarum like."

"I don't think Luke was ever what you call harum-scarum," said Mrs.
Rowan.

"Mother didn't mean to say he was," said Mrs. Prime; "but marriage
certainly does steady a young man, and generally makes him much more
constant at Divine service."

"My Luke always did go to church very regularly," said Mrs. Rowan.

"I like to see young men in church," said Mrs. Ray. "As for the girls
they go as a matter of course; but young men are allowed so much of
their own way. When a man is a father of a family it becomes very
different." Hereupon Rachel blushed, and then was kissed again by
Luke's mother; and was made the subject of certain very interesting
prophecies, which embarrassed her considerably and which need not be
repeated here. After that interview she was never again afraid of her
mother-in-law.

"You'll love mamma, when you know her," said Mary Rowan to Rachel a
day or two afterwards. "Strangers and acquaintances generally think
that she is a very tremendous personage, but she always does what she
is asked by those who belong to her;--and as for Luke, she's almost
a slave to him." I won't say that Rachel resolved that Mrs. Rowan
should be a slave to her also, but she did resolve that she would
not be a slave to Mrs. Rowan. She intended henceforward to serve one
person and one person only.

Mrs. Butler Cornbury also called at the cottage; and her visit was
very delightful to Rachel,--not the less so perhaps because Mrs.
Prime was away at a Dorcas meeting. Had she been at the cottage all
those pleasant allusions to the transactions at the ball would hardly
have been made. "Don't tell me," said Mrs. Cornbury. "Do you think I
couldn't see how it was going to be with half an eye? I told Walter
that very night that he was a goose to suppose that you would go down
to supper with him."

"But, Mrs. Cornbury, I really intended it; only they had another
dance, and I was obliged to stand up with Mr. Rowan because I was
engaged to him."

"I don't doubt you were engaged to him, my dear."

"Only for that dance, I mean."

"Only for that dance, of course. But now you are engaged to him for
something else, and I tell you that I knew it was going to be so."

All this was very pretty and very pleasant; and when Mrs. Cornbury,
as she went away, made a special request that she might be invited to
the wedding, Rachel was supremely happy.

"Mamma," she said, "I do love that woman. I hardly know why, but I do
love her so much."

"It was always the same with Patty Comfort," said Mrs. Ray. "She had
a way of making people fond of her. They say that she can do just
what she likes with the old gentleman at the Grange."

It may be well that I should declare here that there was no scrutiny
as to the return of Butler Cornbury to Parliament,--to the great
satisfaction both of old Mr. Cornbury and of old Mr. Comfort. They
had been brought to promise that the needful funds for supporting
the scrutiny should be forthcoming; but the promise had been made
with heavy hearts, and the tidings of Mr. Hart's quiescence had been
received very gratefully both at Cornbury and at Cawston.

Luke and Rachel were married on New Year's Day at Cawston church, and
afterwards made a short marriage trip to Penzance and the Land's End.
It was cold weather for pleasure-travelling; but snow and winds and
rain affect young married people less, I think, than they do other
folk. Rachel when she returned could not bear to be told that it had
been cold. There was no winter, she said, at Penzance,--and so she
continued to say ever afterwards.

Mrs. Ray would not consent to abandon the cottage at Bragg's End. She
still remained its occupier in conjunction with Mrs. Prime, but she
passed more than half her time at the brewery. Mrs. Prime is still
Mrs. Prime; and will, I think, remain so, although Mr. Prong is
occasionally seen to call at the cottage.

It is, I think, now universally admitted by all Devonshire and
Cornwall that Luke Rowan has succeeded in brewing good beer; with
what results to himself I am not prepared to say. I do not, however,
think it probable that he will succeed in his professed object of
shutting up the apple orchards of the county.



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Transcriber's note:

   Obvious typographical errors have been corrected.

   Volume I, Chapter XII, paragraph 45. "She had pledged
   herself to give Mr. Prong an answer on Friday, . . ."
   The astute reader will recall from Chapter IX that Mrs.
   Prime asked Mr. Prong to call on Saturday, while Miss
   Pucker was shopping, to learn her answer to his proposal.

   Specific changes in wording of the text are listed below.

      Volume I, Chaper VII, paragraph 16. The word "walks" was
      changed to "walls" in the sentence: Now the room was
      partially cleared, the non-dancers being pressed back
      into a border round the WALLS, and the music began.

      Volume I, Chapter XIV, paragraph 1. "Excellence" was
      changed to "existence" in the sentence: In Rachel's
      presence, and sweet smile, and winning caresses was
      the chief delight of her EXISTENCE.

      Volume II, Chapter III, paragraph 2. The word "hopes" was
      changed to "hope" in the sentence: She told herself that
      such was her HOPE;. . .

      Volume II, Chapter XI, paragraph 32. "Dining-room" was
      changed to "drawing-room" in the sentence beginning: Rowan
      did not see her till he met her in the DRAWING-ROOM, just
      before dinner . . .

      Volume II, Chapter XII, paragraph 1. "Country-house" was
      changed to "counting-house" in the sentence: He was alone
      and thoughtful in his COUNTING-HOUSE, or else subjected to
      the pressure of his wife's arguments in his private dwelling.

      Volume II, Chapter XIII, paragraph 26. "Wives" was changed
      to "wife" in the sentence: Nevertheless she carried the
      tidings up into Baslehurst, and as she repeated it to the
      grocer's daughters and the baker's WIFE she shook her head
      with as much apparent satisfaction as though she really
      believed that Rachel oscillated between a ruined name and a
      broken heart.





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