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´╗┐Title: Undertow
Author: Norris, Kathleen Thompson, 1880-1966
Language: English
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We need no gifts, whose thoughts and prayers maintain Through all the
years a strong and stronger chain, Yet take the little gift, the
visible sign Of the deep love between your heart and mine.


Chapter One

The marriage of Albert Bradley and Anne Polk Barrett was as close as
anything comes, in these prosaic days, to a high adventure. Nancy's
Uncle Thomas, a quiet, gentle old Southerner who wore tan linen suits
when he came to New York, which was not often, and Bert's mother, a
tiny Boston woman who had lived in a diminutive Brookline apartment
since her three sons had struck out into the world for themselves,
respectively assured the young persons that they were taking a grave
chance. However different their viewpoint of life, old Mrs. Bradley and
old Mr. Polk could agree heartily in that.

Of course there was much to commend the union. Nancy was beautiful, she
came of gentlefolk, and she liked to assert that she was practical, she
"had been a workin' woman for yeahs." This statement had reference to a
comfortable and informal position she held with a private association
for the relief of the poor. Nancy was paid fifteen dollars a week,
seven of which she in turn paid to the pretty young widow, an old
family friend only a few years older than herself, with whom she
boarded. Mrs. Terhune was rich, in a modest way, and frequently refused
the money entirely. But she took it often enough to make the blooming
Nancy feel quite self-supporting, and as Nancy duly reported at the
sunshiny office of the Southern Ladies' Helping Hand every morning, or
almost every morning, the girl had some reason to feel that she had
solved her financial and domestic problem.

Bert was handsome, too, and his mother knew everybody who was any body
in Boston. If Nancy's grandfather Polk had been Chief Justice of the
Supreme Court of Maryland, why, Bert was the seventh of his name in
direct descent, and it was in Bert's great-great-grandfather's home
that several prominent citizens of Boston had assumed feathers and
warpaint for a celebrated tea-party a great many years ago.

More than that, Bert was at a sensible age for matrimony, twenty-five,
and Nancy, like all southern girls, had ripened early, and at
twenty-two had several years of dancing and flirting behind her. There
was nothing impulsive about the affair. The two had trotted about their
adopted city for perhaps two years before Bert brought Nancy the
enormous diamond that his mother had given him years ago for just this
wonderful time. Circumstances had helped them to know each other well.
Nancy knew the sort of play that made Bert stutter with enthusiasm as
they walked home, and Bert knew that Nancy made adorable little faces
when she tried on hats, and that her salary was fifteen dollars a week.
At this time, and for some years later, Bert was only one of several
renting agents employed by the firm of Pearsall and Pearsall, City Real
Estate. He moved his office from one new office-building downtown to
another, sometimes warmed by clanking new radiators, sometimes carrying
a gasoline stove with him into the region of new plaster and paint. His
name was not important enough to be included in the list of tenants in
the vestibule, he was merely "Renting Office, Tenth Floor." And Nancy
knew that when he had been a few months longer with Pearsall and
Pearsall, they would pay him exactly thirteen hundred dollars a year.

That was the objection, money. Mother and Uncle Tom thought that that
was not enough; Nancy and Bert worked it all out on paper, and thought
it more than sufficient. They always had a splendid balance, on paper.
Meanwhile, Mrs. Terhune went on refusing Nancy's board now and then,
and slipping bank-notes into Nancy's purse now and then, and Bert
continued to board with the southern gentlewomen to whom he had paid
ten dollars a week for three years. He felt like a son in the Venables'
house, by this time.

It was at the Venables' boarding-house, indeed, that he first had met
the dark-eyed and vivacious Nancy, who was intimate with the faded
daughters of the family, Miss Augusta and Miss Sally Anne. When Nancy's
Uncle Thomas came to the city for one of his infrequent visits, she
always placed him in Mrs. Venable's care.

Bert's first impression of her was of a supernaturally clever person,
hopelessly surrounded by "beaux." She had so many admirers that even
Miss Augusta, who had had a disappointment, warmed into half-forgotten
coquetries while she amused Bert, for whom Miss Nancy had no time. They
seemed to Bert, whose youth had known responsibility and hardship, a
marvellously happy and light-hearted crowd. They laughed continuously,
and they extracted from the chameleon city pleasures that were
wonderfully innocent and fresh. It was as if these young exiles had
brought from their southern homes something of leisure, something of
spaciousness and pure sweetness that the more sophisticated youth of
the city lacked. Their very speech, softly slurred and lazy, held a
charm for Bert, used to his mother's and his aunts' crisp consonants.
He called Nancy "my little southern girl" in his heart, from the hour
he met her, and long afterward he told her that he had loved her all
that time.

He could not free the cramped muscles of his spirit to meet her quite
on her own ground; it was his fate sometimes to reach the laugh just as
all the others grew suddenly serious, and as often he took their airy
interest heavily, and chained them with facts, from which they
fluttered like a flight of butterflies. But he had his own claim, and
it warmed the very fibres of his lonely heart when he saw that Nancy
was beginning to recognize that claim.

When they all went out to the theatre and supper, it was his
pocket-book that never failed them. And what a night that was when,
eagerly proffering the fresh bills to Lee Porter, who was giving the
party, he looked up to catch a look of protest, and shame, and
gratitude, in Nancy's lovely eyes!

"No, now, Lee, you shall not take it!" she laughed richly. Bert thought
for a second that this was more than mere persiflage, for the
expression on the girl's face was new. Later he reminded himself that
they all used curious forms of speech. "I just was too tired to get up
this morning," a girl who had actually gotten up would say, or someone
would comment upon a late train: "The old train actually never did get

After a while he took Nancy to lunch once or twice, and one day took
her to the Plaza, where his mother happened to be staying with Cousin
Mary Winthrop and Cousin Anna Baldwin, and his mother said that Nancy
was a sweet, lovely girl. Bert had quite a thrill when he saw the
familiar, beautiful face turned seriously and with pretty concern
toward his mother, and he liked Nancy's composure among the rather
formal older women. She managed her tea and her gloves and her
attentions prettily, thought Bert. When he took her home at six o'clock
he was conscious that he had passed an invisible barrier in their
relationship; she knew his mother. They were of one breed.

But that night, when he went back to the hotel to dine, his mother drew
him aside.

"Not serious, dear--between you and Miss Barrett, I mean?"

Bert laughed in pleasant confusion.

"Well, I--of course I admire her awfully. Everyone does. But I don't
know that I'd have a chance with her." Suddenly and unbidden there
leaped into his heart the glorious thought of possessing Nancy.
Nancy--his wife, making a home and a life for unworthy him! He flushed
deeply. His mother caught the abashed murmur, "...thirteen hundred a

"Exactly!" she said incisively, almost triumphantly. But her eyes,
closely watching his expression, were anxious. "I don't believe in
having things made too easy for young persons," she added, smiling.
"But that--that really is too hard."

"Yep. That's too hard," Bert agreed.

"It isn't fair to the girl to ask it," added his mother gently.

"That's true," Bert said a little heavily, after a pause. "It isn't
fair--to Nancy."

The next night Nancy wondered why his manner was so changed, and why he
spoke so bitterly of his work, and what was the matter with him anyway.
She reflected that perhaps he was sorry his mother's visit was over.
For two or three weeks he seemed restless and discontented, and equally
unwilling to be included in the "Dutch treats," or to be left out of
them. And then suddenly the bad mood passed, and Bert was his kind and
appreciative and generous self again. Clark Belknap, also of Maryland,
who had plenty of money and a charming personality and manner as well,
began to show the familiar symptoms toward Nancy, and Bert told himself
that Clark would be an admirable match for her. Also his Cousin Mary
wrote him that his second cousin Dorothy Hayes Hamilton was going to be
in New York for a few weeks, and asked him to take her about a little,
and see that she had a nice time. Cousin Mary, as was usual, enclosed a
generous check to insure the nice time, and little Dorothy proved to be
a very rose of a girl, just as unspoiled as if her fortune had been
half a dollar instead of half a million and full of pride in her big
cousin, whose Harvard record she evidently knew by heart.

Bert willingly took her about, and they became good friends. He did not
see much of Nancy now, and one of the times he did see her was
unfortunate. He and Dorothy had been having tea at a roof-garden, after
a long delightful day in Dorothy's car, and now he was to take her to
her hotel. Just as he was holding the little pongee wrap, and Dorothy
was laughing up at him from under the roses on her hat, he saw Nancy,
going out between two older women. His look just missed hers; he knew
she had seen him; had perhaps been watching him, but he could not catch
her eye again.

It was a hot night, and Nancy looked a little pale and, although as
trim and neat as usual, a little shabby. Her pretty hands in old gloves
she had washed herself, her pretty eyes patiently fixed upon the faces
of the women who were boring her in her youth and freshness with the
business of sickness and poverty, her whole gentle, rather weary
aspect, smote Bert's heart with a pain that was half a fierce joy.
Never had he loved her in her gaiety and her indifference as he loved
her now, when she looked so sweetly, so almost sorrowfully.

A week later he went to see her.

"Well, Mister Bert Bradley," she smiled at him, unfastening the string
from the great box of roses that had simultaneously arrived from some
other admirer, "I didn't know what to make of you! And who was the
more-than-pretty little girl that you were squiring on the Waldorf roof
last week?"

"Just my cousin, Dorothy Hamilton. She went back to Boston to-day.
She's finished school, and had a year abroad, and now she isn't quite
sure what she wants to do. How's Mr. Belknap?"

She narrowed her eyes at him mischievously.

"Don't you think you're smart! These are from him. He's very well. He
took me to the theatre last night, and we had a wonderful time. Come
with me into the kitchen, while I put these in water."

"Take good care of them!" Bert said witheringly. But she only laughed
at him from the sink. He followed her into the small, hot, neat
kitchen, with the clean empty pint bottle and the quarter-pint bottle
turned upside down near the bright faucets, and the enamel handles of
the gas stove all turned out in an even row. Bert remembered that the
last time he had been here was a cold May morning, when he and Nancy
had made countless hot cakes. He had met her at church, and walked home
with her, and while they were luxuriously finishing the last of the hot
cakes the others had burst in, with the usual harum-scarum plans for
the day. But that was May, and now it was July, and somehow the bloom
seemed to be gone from their relationship.

They talked pleasantly, and after awhile Mrs. Terhune came in and
talked, too. She was distressed about some shares she held in a
traction company and Bert was able to be of real service to her, taking
a careful memorandum, and promising to see her about it in a day. "For
I expect we'll see you round here in a day or two," she said with
simple archness. She was well used to the demands of Nancy's beaux.
Nancy looked particularly innocent and expectant at this, "Perhaps Mr.
Bradley might come in and cheer you up, if I go off with Mrs.
Featherstone for the week-end?" she suggested pleasantly. Mrs.
Featherstone had been Virginia Belknap.

Bert presently bade her a cold good-bye. His reassurance to Mrs.
Terhune was made the next day by telephone, and life became dark and
dull to him. Certain things hurt him strangely--the sight of places
where she had taken off the shabby gloves; and had seated herself
happily opposite him for luncheon or tea; the sound of music she had
hummed. He wanted to see her--not feverishly, nothing extreme, except
that he wanted it every second of the time. A mild current of wanting
to see Nancy underran all his days; he could control it, he decided,
and to an extent he did. He ate and worked and even slept in spite of
it. But it was always there, and it tired him, and made him feel old
and sad.

And then they met; Bert idling through the September sweetness and
softness and goldness of the park, Nancy briskly taking her
business-like way from West Eightieth to East Seventy-second Street.
What Nancy experienced in the next hour Bert could only guess, he knew
that she was glad to see him, and that for some reason she was entirely
off guard. For himself, he was like a thirsty animal that reaches
trees, and shade, and the wide dimpling surface of clear waters. He had
so often imagined meeting her, and had so longed to meet her, that he
was actually a little confused, and wanted shakily to laugh, and to
cling to her.

He walked to Seventy-second Street, with her and then to tea at a tiny
place in Madison Avenue called the Prince Royal. And she settled
herself opposite him, just as in his dreams--only so much more
sweetly--and smiled at him from her dear faithful blue eyes, as she
laid aside her gloves.

She was wearing a large diamond, surrounded by topazes. Bert knew that
he had never seen this ring before, although it did not look like a new
one. However, the age of the ring signified nothing. He wondered if
Clark Belknap's mother had ever worn it, and if Clark had just given it
to Nancy...

She was full of heavenly interest and friendliness. But when they were
walking home she told him that she was so sorry--she couldn't ask him
to dine, because she was going out. She asked him for the next day, but
his board of directors was having a monthly meeting that night, and he
had to be there. How about Saturday?

Saturday she was going out of town, a special meeting of the Red Cross.
They hung there. Nancy was perhaps ashamed to go on through the list of
days, Bert would not ungenerously force her. He left her, thrilled and
yet dissatisfied. He looked back almost with envy to his state of a few
hours earlier, when he had been hoping that he might meet her.

Chapter Two

The week dragged by. The undercurrent of longing to see Nancy flowed on
and on. Bert wanted nothing else--just Nancy. He had been spending the
summer with a friend, at the friend's uptown house, but now he thought
he would go out to the Venables, and show some interest in his
newly-papered room and hear them speak of her.

He rang their bell with a thumping heart. It was four o'clock in the
afternoon. She might even be here! Or they might tell him she was
engaged to Clark Belknap of Maryland. ... Bert felt so sick at the
thought that it seemed a fact. He wanted to run away.

Miss Augusta, red-eyed, opened the door. Beyond her he was somehow
vaguely aware of darkness, and weeping, and the subdued rustling of
gowns. Po' Nancy Barrett was here--he knew that? Well, didn't he know
that the dea' old Colonel had passed away suddenly--Miss Augusta's
tears flowed afresh. Nancy had come in unexpectedly to lunch, and the
telegram from her aunt had come while she was there. "Tell Nancy
Brother Edward passed on at five o'clock. Come home at once."

Bert listened dazedly, in the shabby old parlour with the scrolled
flowery carpet, and the statues, and the square piano. He comforted
Miss Augusta, he even put one arm about her. Was there something he
could do?--he asked the forlorn, empty question merely as a matter of

"I don't suppose yo' could send some telegrams..." Miss Augusta said,
blowing her nose damply. "Po' child, she hasn't got a brother, nor
anyone to depend on now in the hour of her bitteh need!"

Bert's heart leaped.

"Just tell me!" he begged. "And what about trains, and arrangements?
Will she go down? And clothes?--would she need something--"

This last item had been attended. Mama and Sis' Sally Anne had gone
down town, po' child, she didn't want much. And yes, she was going
down, to-morrow--that night, if it could be managed.

"But Nancy herself had better see yo'," Miss Augusta said disappearing.
Bert waited, his heart thundering. Murmuring and tears came from some
remote region. Then quietly and slowly Nancy, in new black, came in.
And Bert knew that to the end of the world, as long as he should
breathe, life would mean Nancy's life to him; and the world was only

They sat down on the slippery horsehair, and talked softly and quickly.
Ticket--train--telegrams--the little money that was necessary--he
advised her about them all. He called her "Nancy" to-day, for the first
time. He remembered afterward that she had called him nothing. She went
to get Mrs. Venable, after a while, and later Sis' Sally Anne drew him
aside and told him to make Nancy drink her good hot tea. She drank it,
at his command. Clark Belknap came that evening; others came--all too
late. Before the first of them, Bert had taken her to the train, had
made her as comfortable as he could, had sat beside her, with her soft
gloved hand tight in his, murmuring to her that she had so much to be
thankful for--no pain, no illness, no real age. But she had left him,
she said, her lip trembling and her eyes brimming again. He reminded
her of her pretty, dependent step-mother, of the two little
half-brothers who were just waiting for Nancy to come and straighten
everything out.

"Yes--I've got to keep up for them!" she said, smiling bravely. And in
a tense undertone she added, "You're wonderful to me!"

"And will you have some supper--just to break the evening?"

"I had tea." She leaned back, and shut her eyes. "I couldn't--eat!" she
whispered pitifully. His response was to put his clean, folded
handkerchief into her hand, and at that she opened the wet eyes, and
smiled at him shakily.

"Just some soup--or a salad," he urged. "Will you promise me, Nancy?"

"I promise you I'll try," she said in parting.

Walking home with his head in a whirl, Bert said to himself: "This is
the second of October. I'll give her six months. On the second of April
I'll ask her."

However, he asked her on Christmas night, after the Venables' wonderful
Christmas dinner, when they all talked of the Civil War as if it were
yesterday, and when old laces, old jet and coral jewelry, and frail old
silk gowns were much in evidence. They were sitting about the coal fire
in the back drawing-room, when Nancy and Bert chanced to be alone. Mrs.
Venables had gone to brew some punch, with Sis' Sally Anne's help. The
other young men of the party were assisting them, Augusta had gone to
the telephone.

Bert always remembered the hour. The room was warm, fragrant of spicy
evergreen. There was a Rogers group on the marble mantle, and two
Dresden china candlesticks that reflected themselves in the watery
dimness of the mirror above. Nancy, slender and exquisite, was in
unrelieved, lacy black; her hair was as softly black as her gown. Her
white hands were locked in her lap. Something had reminded her of old
Christmases, and she had told Bert of running in to her mother's room,
early in the chilly morning, to shout "Christmas Gift!"

Not moving his sympathetic eyes from her Checking Page back In, Please
Wait ... to town again, and his own pleasure in their visit was talking
of Nancy; how wise, how sweet, how infinitely desirable she was.
Dorothy had wanted Cousin Albert to come to her for Thanksgiving. No, a
thousand thanks--but Miss Barrett was so much alone now. He must be
near her. Dorothy kept her thoughts on the subject to herself, but he
so far impressed his mother that her own hopes came to be his, she
dreaded the thought of what might happen to her boy if that southern
girl did not chance to care for him.

But the southern girl cared. She locked the lace-clad arms about his
neck, on this memorable Christmas night and laid her cheek against his.
"Are you sure you want me, Bert?" she whispered.

They had not much altered their positions when Mrs. Venables came back
half an hour later, and a general time of kissing, crying and laughing

Chapter Three

It was a happy time, untroubled by the thought of money that was soon
to be so important. Bert's various aunts and cousins sent him checks,
and Nancy's stepmother sent her all her own mother's linen and silver,
and odd pieces of mahogany on which the freight charges were frightful,
and laces and an oil portrait or two. The trousseau was helped from all
sides, every week had its miracle; and the hats, and the embroidered
whiteness, and the smart street suit and the adorable kitchen ginghams
accumulated as if by magic. Bert's mother sent delightfully monogrammed
bed and table-linen, almost weekly. Nancy said it was preposterous for
poor people to start in with such priceless possessions!

Among the happy necessities of the time was the finding of a proper
apartment. Nancy and Bert spent delightful Saturdays and Sundays
wandering in quest of it; beginning half-seriously in February, when it
seemed far too early to consider this detail, and continuing with
augmented earnestness through the three succeeding months. Eventually
they got both tired and discouraged, and felt dashed in the very
opening of their new life, but finally the place was found, and they
loved it instantly, and leased it without delay. It was in a new
apartment house, in East Eleventh Street, four shiny and tiny rooms, on
a fourth floor. Everything was almost too compact and convenient, Nancy
thought; the ice box, gas stove, dumb-waiter, hanging light over the
dining table, clothes line, and garbage chute, were already in place.
It left an ambitious housekeeper small margin for original arrangement,
but of course it did save money and time. The building was of pretty
cream brick, clean and fresh, the street wide, and lined with dignified
old brownstone houses, and the location perfect. She smothered a dream
of wide old-fashioned rooms, quaintly furnished in chintzes and white
paint. They had found no such enchanting places, except at exorbitant
rents. Seventy-five dollars, or one hundred dollars, were asked for the
simplest of them, and the plumbing facilities, and often the janitor
service, were of the poorest. So Nancy abandoned the dream, and
enthusiastically accepted the East Eleventh Street substitute, Bert
becoming a tenant in the "George Eliot," at a rental of thirty-five
dollars a month. Some of the old Barrett furniture was too large for
the place, but what she could use Nancy arranged with exquisite taste:
fairly dancing with pleasure over the sitting room, where her chair and
Bert's were in place, and the little droplight lighted on the little
table. In this room they were going to read Dickens out loud, on winter

They were married on a hot April morning, a morning whose every second
seemed to Nancy flooded with strange perfumes, and lighted with
unearthly light. The sky was cloudless; the park bowered in fresh
green; the streets, under new shadows, clean-swept and warm. Her gown
was perfection, her new wide hat the most becoming she had ever worn;
the girls, in their new gowns and hats, seemed so near and dear to her
to-day. She was hardly conscious of Bert, but she remembered liking his
big brother, who kissed her in so brotherly a fashion. Winter was over,
the snow was gone at last, the trying and depressing rains and the cold
were gone, too, and she and Bert were man and wife, and off to Boston
for their honeymoon.

Chapter Four

They had been married eleven days, and were loitering over a Sunday
luncheon in their tiny home, when they first seriously discussed
finances; not theoretical finances, but finances as bounded on one side
by Bert's worn, brown leather pocket-book, and on the other by his
bank-book, with its confusing entries in black and red ink.

Here on the table were seventeen dollars and eighty cents. Nancy had
flattened the bills, and arranged the silver in piles, as they talked.
This was Sunday; Bert would be paid on Saturday next. Could Nancy
manage on that?

Nancy felt a vague alarm. But she had been a wage earner herself. She
rose to the situation at once.

"Manage what, Bert? If you mean just meals, of course I can! But I
won't have this much every week for meals ...?"

Bert took out a fountain pen, and reached for a blank envelope.

"Do you mind working it out?--I think it's such fun!"

"I love it!" Nancy brought her brightest face to the problem. "Now
let's see--what have we? Exactly one hundred a month."

"Thirteen hundred a year," he corrected.

"Yes, but let's not count that extra hundred, Bee!" Nancy, like all
women, had given her new husband a new name. "Let's save that and have
it to blow in, all in a heap, for something special?"

"All right." Bert digressed long enough to catch the white hand and
kiss it, and say: "Isn't it wonderful--our sitting here planning things
together? Aren't we going to have FUN!"

"Rent, thirty-five," Nancy began, after an interlude. Bert, who had
secured a large sheet of clean paper, made a neat entry, "Rent, $35."

"You make such nice, firm figures, mine are always wavy!" observed
Nancy irrelevantly, at this. This led nowhere.

"Now one quarter of that rent ought to come out every week," Bert
submitted presently. "Eight dollars and a half must be put aside every

"Out of this, too?" Nancy asked, touching the money on the table.

"Well, that's all that's left of half my salary, drawn in advance,"
Bert said, pondering. "Yes, you see--we pay a month in advance on the

"And what have we besides this, Bee? Your Aunt Mary's check, and--and
what else?"

"Aunt Mary's hundred, which will certainly take care of the freight
bills," Bert calculated, "and that's all, except this."

"But, Bert--but, Bert--all that money we had in Boston?"

Bert pointed to the table.

"You behold the remainder."

"Weren't we the extravagant wretches!" mused Nancy.
"Taxis--tea-parties--breakfast upstairs--silly pink silk stockings for
Nancy, a silly pongee vest for Bert--"

"But oh, what a grand time!" her husband finished unrepentantly.

"Wasn't it!" Nancy agreed dreamily. But immediately she was
businesslike again. "However, the lean years have set in," she
announced. "I'll have to count on a dollar a week laundry--laundry and
rent nine dollars and a half; piano and telephone at the rate of three
dollars a month--that's a dollar and a half more; milk, a quart of milk
and half a pint of cream a day, a dollar and seventy-five cents more;
what does that leave, Bert?"

"It leaves twelve dollars and twenty-five cents," said Bert.

"But what about your lunches, dearest?"

"Gosh! I forgot them," Bert stated frankly. "I'll keep 'em under
fifteen cents a day," he added, "call it a dollar a week!"

"You can't!" protested Nancy, with a look of despair.

"I can if I've got to. Besides, we'll be off places, Sundays, and I'll
come home for lunch Saturday, and you'll feed me up."

"But, Bert," she began again presently, "I'll have to get ice, and car
fares, and drugs, and soap, and thread, and butter, and bread, and
meat, and salad-oil, and everything else in the world out of that
eleven-fifty!" Bert was frowning hard.

"You can't have the whole eleven-fifty," he told her reluctantly, "I
can walk one way, to Forty-Eighth Street, but I can't walk both. I'll
have to have some car fare. And my office suit has got to be pressed
about once every two weeks--"

"And newspapers!" added Nancy, dolefully. "Seven cents more!" And they
both burst into laughter. "But, Bee," she said presently, ruffling his
hair, as she sat on the arm of his chair, "really I do not know what we
will do in case of dentist's bills, or illness, or when our clothes
wear out. What do people do? Is thirty-five too much rent, or what?"

"I'm darned if I know what they do!" Bert mused.

Chapter Five

They both were destined to learn how it was managed, and being young
and healthy and in love, they learned easily, and with much laughter
and delight. Bert's share was perhaps the easier, for although he
manfully walked to his office, polished his own shoes, and ate a
tiresome and unsatisfying lunch five days a week, he had his reward on
the sixth and seventh days, when Nancy petted and praised him.

Her part was harder. She never knew what it was to be free from
financial concern. She fretted and contrived until the misspending of
five cents seemed a genuine calamity to her, She walked to cheap
markets, and endured the casual scorn of cheap clerks. She ironed
Bert's ties and pressed his trousers, saving car fares by walking,
saving hospitality by letting her old friends see how busy and absorbed
she was, saving food by her native skill and ingenuity.

But they lived royally, every meal was a triumph, every hour strangely
bright. Of cooking meat, especially the more choice cuts, Nancy did
little this year, but there was no appetizing combination of
vegetables, soups, salads, hot breads, and iced drinks that she did not
try. Bert said, and he meant it, that he had never lived so well in his
life, and certainly the walls of the little apartment in the "George
Eliot" were packed with joy. When their microscopic accounts balanced
at the end of the week, they celebrated with a table-d'hote dinner down
town--dinners from which they walked home gloriously happy, Nancy
wondering over and over again HOW the restaurateurs could manage it,
Bert, over his cigar, estimating carefully: "Well, Sweet, there wasn't
much cost to that soup, delicious as it was, and I suppose they buy
that sole down at the docks, in the early morning..."

When Nancy had learned that she could live without a telephone, and had
cut down the milk bill, and limited Bert to one butter ball per meal,
she found she could manage easily. In August they gave two or three
dinners, and Nancy displayed her pretty table furnishings to "the
girls," and gave them the secret of her iced tea. She told her husband
that they got along because he was "so wonderful"; she felt that no
financial tangle could resist Bert's neatly pencilled little
calculations, but Bert praised only her--what credit to him that he did
not complain, when he was the most fortunate man in the world?

They came to be proud of their achievement. Nancy had Buckley Pearsall,
Bert's chief, and his wife, to dinner, and kindly Mrs. Pearsall could
not enough praise the bride and her management. Later the Pearsalls
asked the young Bradleys down to their Staten Island home for a
week-end. "And think of the pure gain of not buying a thing for three
days!" exulted Nancy, thereby convulsing her lord. She brought back
late corn, two jars of Mrs. Pearsall's preserved peaches, a great box
of grapes to be made into jelly, and a basket of tomatoes. Bert said
that she was a grafter, but he knew as well as she that Nancy's
pleasure in taking the gifts had given Mrs. Pearsall a genuine joy.

With none of the emergencies they had dreaded, and with many and
unexpected pleasures, the first winter went by. Sometimes Bert got a
theatre pass, sometimes old friends or kinspeople came to town, and
Bert and Nancy went to one of the big hotels to dinner, and stared
radiantly about at the bright lights, and listened to music again, and
were whirled home in a taxicab.

"That party cost your Cousin Edith about twenty-five dollars," Nancy,
rolling up her hair-net thoughtfully, would say late at night, with a
suppressed yawn. "The dinner check was fourteen, and the tickets
eight--it cost her more than twenty-five dollars! Doesn't that seem
wicked, Bert? And all that delicious chicken that we hardly
touched--dear me, what fun I could have with twenty-five dollars! There
are so many things I'd like to buy that I never do; just silly things,
you know--nice soaps and powders, and fancy cheeses and an alligator
pear, and the kind of toilet water you love so--don't you remember you
bought it in Boston when we honeymooned?"

Perhaps a shadow would touch Bert's watching face, and he would come to
put an arm about her and her loosened cloud of hair.

"Poor old girl, it isn't much fun for you! Do you get tired of it,

"Bert," she said, one night in a mood of gravity and confidence that he
loved, and had learned to watch for, "I never get tired. And sometimes
I feel sure that the most wonderful happiness that ever is felt in this
world comes to two people who love each other, and who have to make
sacrifices for each other! I mean that. I mean that I don't think
riches, or travel, or great gifts and achievements bring a greater
happiness than ours. I think a king, dying," smiled Nancy, trying not
to be too serious, "might wish that, for a while at least, he had been
able to wear shabby shoes for the woman he loved, and had had years of
poking about a great city with her, and talking and laughing and
experimenting and working over their problem together!"

Bert kissed the thoughtful eyes, but did not speak.

"But just the same," Nancy presently went on, "sometimes I do get--just
a little frightened. I feel as if perhaps we had been a little too
brave. When your cousins, and mine, ask us how we do it, and make so
much of it, it makes me feel a little uneasy. Suppose we really aren't
able to swing it ...?"

Bert knew how to meet this mood, and he never failed her. He put his
arm about her, tonight, and gave her his sunniest smile.

"We could pay less rent, dear."

This fired Nancy. Of course they could. She had seen really possible
places, in inaccessible neighbourhoods, which rented far more
reasonably. She had seen quite sunny and clean flats for as little as
fourteen and sixteen dollars a month. Her housekeeping abilities
awakened to the demand. What did she and Bert care about neighbourhoods
and the casual dictates of fashion? They were a world in themselves,
and they needed no other company.

"Everyone said that we'd never get this far," Bert reminded her
hearteningly. She was immediately reassured, and fell to enthusiastic
planning for Christmas.

Chapter Six

It was their first Christmas, and they spent it alone together. Bert
and Nancy knew that they would not spend another Christmas alone, and
the shadowy hope for April lent a new tone even to their gayety, and
deepened the exquisite happiness of the dark, snowbound day. The tiny
house was full of laughter, for Bert had given his wife all the little
things she had from time to time whimsically desired. The fancy
cheeses, and the perfumes and soaps, made her laugh and laugh as she
unwrapped them. There were fuzzy wash-cloths--a particular fancy of
hers--and new library paste and new hair-pins, and a can-opener that
made her exclaim: "Bert, that was cute of you!" and even an alligator
pear. A bewildered look came into Nancy's eyes as she went on
investigating her bulging stocking--gloves, and silk hosiery, and new
little enamelled pins for her collars, and the piano score of the opera
she so loved--where had the money come from?

"My firm gave us each ten," Bert explained, grinning.

"And you spent it ALL on me!" Nancy said, stricken. "You poked about
and got me every blessed thing I ever wanted in this world--you

"Why not?" he asked. "You're the only thing I have, Nance! And such
LITTLE things, dear."

"It isn't the things--it's your thinking of them," Nancy said. "And
eating wretched lunches while you planned them! You make me cry--and
meanwhile, my beloved little chicken will roast himself dry!"

She rushed into her kitchen. Bert rushed after her; his days at home
were a succession of interruptions for Nancy, no topic was too
insignificant for their earnest discussion, and no pleasure too small
to share. To-day the chief object of their interest was his mother's
Christmas present to him, a check for fifty dollars, "for my boy's
winter coat."

They looked at the slip of paper at regular intervals. To Bert it
brought a pleasant thought of the thin, veiny hand that had penned it,
the little silk-clad form and trimly netted gray hair. He remembered
his mother's tiny sitting room, full of begonias and winter sunshine
and photographs of the family, with a feeling that while mother could
never again know rapturous happiness like his own, yet it was good to
think of her as content and comfortable, with her tissue-wrapped
presents from the three daughters-in-law lying on her table.

But to Nancy the check meant the future only: it meant her handsome
Bert dressed at last in suitable fashion, in a "big, fuzzy, hairy
coat." She pointed out various men's coats in the windows they passed
that afternoon, and on the other young men who were walking with wives
and babies.

But Bert had his own ideas. When Nancy met him down town a day or two
later, to go pick the coat, she found him quite unmanageable. He said
that there was no hurry about the coat--they were right here in the
housekeeping things, why not look at fireless cookers? In the end they
bought an ice-cream freezer, and a fireless cooker, and two pairs of
arctic overshoes, and an enormous oval-shaped basket upon which the
blushing Nancy dropped a surreptitious kiss when the saleswoman was not
looking, and a warm blue sweater for Nancy, and, quite incidentally, an
eighteen-dollar overcoat for Bert.

Nancy's lip trembled over this last purchase. They were nice overcoats,
remarkable for the price, indeed--"marked down from twenty-five."
But--but she had wanted him to spend every cent of the fifty dollars
for a STUNNING coat! Bert laughed at her April face. He took her
triumphantly to the fifty-cent luncheon and they talked over it for a
blissful hour. And when she left him at the office door, Nancy consoled
herself by drifting into one of the near-by second-hand bookshops, and
buying him a tiny Keats, "Pepy's Diary" somewhat shabby as to cover,
and George's "Progress and Poverty," at ten cents apiece. These books
were piled at Bert's place that night, and gave him almost as much
pleasure as the overcoat did.

And even Nancy had to confess that the disputed garment looked warm and
thick, when it came home in its green box, and that it was "fun" to
open the other packages, and find the sweater, looking so wooly and
comfortable, and the big basket destined for so precious a freight! She
and Bert laughed and chattered over the thick papers and strings that
bound the freezer and the cooker, and made chocolate ice-cream for
dinner on Sunday, and never ate their breakfast oatmeal without a
rapturous appreciation of the cooker.

Chapter Seven

She was still the centre of his universe and her own when she walked
with her hand on his arm, to the little hospital around the corner, on
a sweet April morning. The slow coming of spring had brought her a new
tenderness and a new dependence, and instinctively she felt that, when
she came home again, she would be a new Nancy. The wistfulness that
marks any conscious human change had been hers for many days now; she
was not distrustful, she was not unhappy, but she was sobered and

"We HAVE been happy, haven't we, Bert?" she said, more than once.

"We always will be, my darling! You know that."

But she would only smile at him wisely, for reply. She was still happy,
happier perhaps than ever. But she knew that she was no longer the
mistress of her own happiness--it lay in other hands now.

So the universe was turned upside down for Nancy, and she lost, once
and for all her position as its centre. The world, instead of a safe
and cheerful place, became full of possible dangers for the baby,
Albert the eighth. Nancy, instead of a self-reliant, optimistic woman,
was only a weary, feeble, ignorant person who doubted her own power to
protect this priceless treasure.

He was a splendid baby--that was part of the trouble. He was too
splendid, he had never been equalled, and could never be replaced, and
she would go stark, staring mad if anything happened to him! Nancy
almost went mad, as it was. If the Cullinan Diamond had been placed in
Nancy's keeping, rather than worry about it as she worried about
Junior, she would have flung it gaily into the East River. But she
could not dispose of the baby; her greatest horror was the thought of
ever separating from him, the fear that some day Bert might want to
send him, the darling, innocent thing, at fourteen, to boarding-school,
or that there might be a war, and Junior might enlist!

She showed him to visiting friends in silence. When Nancy had led them
in to the bedroom, and raised a shade so that the tempered sun light
revealed the fuzzy head and shut eyes and rotund linen-swathed form of
Junior, she felt that words were unnecessary. She never really saw the
baby's face, she saw something idealized, haloed, angelic. In later
year she used to say that none of the hundreds of snapshots Bert took
of him really did the child justice. Junior had been the most
exquisitely beautiful baby that any one ever saw, everyone said so.

When Bert got home at night, she usually had a request to make of him.
Would he just LOOK at Junior? No, he was all RIGHT, only he had hardly
wanted his three o'clock nursing, and he was sleeping so HARD--

And at this point, if she was tired--and she was always tired!--Nancy
would break into tears. "Bert--hadn't we better ask Colver to come and
see him?" she would stammer, eagerly.

Ten minutes later she would be laughing, as she served Bert his dinner.
Of course he was all right, only, being alone with him all day, she got
to worrying. And she was tired.

Poor Nancy, she was not to know rest or leisure for many years to come.
She was clever, and as resolutely as she had solved their first, simple
problem, she set about solving this new one. They had forty dollars a
week with which to manage now, but the extra money seemed only a
special dispensation to provide for the growing demands of Junior.

Junior needed a coach, a crib, new shirts--"he is getting immense, the
darling!" was Nancy's one rapturous comment, when four of these were
bought at sixty cents each. In November he needed two quarts of milk
daily, and what his mother called "an ouncer" to take the top-milk
safely from the bottle, and a small ice box for the carefully prepared
bottles, and the bottles themselves. He always needed powder and
safety-pins and new socks, and presently he had to have a coloured
woman to do his washing, for Nancy was growing stronger and more
interested in life in general, and came to the conclusion that he might
safely be left for a few moments with Esmeralda, now and then.

He paid for these favours in his own way, and neither Bert nor Nancy
ever felt that it was inadequate. When his sober fat face wrinkled into
a smile of welcome to his father, Bert was moved almost to tears. When
she wheeled him through the streets, royally benign after a full
bottle, rosy-cheeked in his wooly white cap, Nancy felt almost too
rich. Junior filled all the gaps in her life, it mattered not what she
lacked while she had Junior.

The forty dollar income melted as quickly as the twenty-five dollar
one, and far more mysteriously. Nancy would have felt once that forty
dollars every week was riches, but between Junior's demands, and the
little leakage of Esmeralda's wages, and her hearty lunch twice a week,
and the milk, and the necessarily less-careful marketing, they seemed
to be just where they were before.

"There must be some way of living that we can afford!" mused Nancy, one
March morning at the breakfast table, when the world looked
particularly bright to the young Bradleys. Junior, curly-headed,
white-clad, and excited over a hard crust of toast, sat between his
parents, who interrupted their meal to kiss his fat fists, the dewy
back of his neck under the silky curls, and even the bare toes that
occasionally appeared on the board.

This was Sunday, and for months it had been the custom to weigh Junior
on Sunday, a process that either put Nancy and Bert into a boastful
mood for the day, or reduced the one to tearful silence, and the other
to apprehensive bravado. But now the baby was approaching his first
anniversary, and it was perfectly obvious that his weight was no longer
a matter of concern. He was so large, so tall, and so fat that one of
Nancy's daily satisfactions was to have other mothers, in the park, ask
her his age. She looked at him with fond complacency rather than
apprehension now, feeling that every month and week of his life made
him a little more sure of protracted existence, and herself a little
more safe as his mother.

"How do you mean--afford?" Bert asked. "We pay our bills, and we're not
in debt."

"When I say 'afford,'" Nancy answered, "I mean that we do not live
without a frightful amount of worry and fuss about money. To just keep
out of debt, and make ends meet, is not my idea of life!"

"It's the way lots of people live--if they're lucky," Bert submitted,
picking Junior's damp crust from the floor, eyeing it dubiously, and
substituting another crust in its place.

"Well, it's all wrong!" Nancy stated positively. "There should be a
comfortable living for everyone in this world who works even half as
hard as you do--and if any one wants to work harder, let him have the

"That's socialism, Nance."

She raised her pretty brows innocently.

"Is it? Well, I'm not a socialist. I guess I just don't understand."

She knew, as the weeks went by, that there were other things she could
not understand. Toil as she might, from morning until night, there was
always something undone. It puzzled her strangely.

Other women had even harder problems, what did THEY do? Few women had
steady, clever husbands like Bert. Few had energy and enthusiasm like
hers. But she was so tired, all the time, that even when the daily
routine ran smoothly, and the marketing and Junior's naps and meals
occurred on schedule time, the result hardly seemed worth while. She
whisked through breakfast and breakfast dishes, whisked through the
baby's bath, had her house in order when he awakened from his nap,
wheeled him to market, wheeled him home for another bottle and another
nap. Then it was time for her own meal, and there were a few more
dishes, and some simple laundry work to do, and then again the boy was
dressed, and the perambulator was bumped out of the niche below the
stairs, and they went out again. The hardest hour of all, in the warm
lengthening days of spring, was between five and six. Junior was tired
and cross, dinner preparations were under way, the table must be set,
one more last bottle warmed. When Bert came in, Nancy, flushed and
tired, was ready, and he might play for a few minutes with Junior
before he was tucked up. But the relaxation of the meal was trying to
Nancy, and the last dishes a weary drag. She would go to her chair,
when they were done, and sit stupidly staring ahead of her. Sometimes,
in this daze, she would reach for the fallen sheets of the evening
paper, and read them indifferently. Sometimes she merely battled with
yawns, before taking herself wearily to bed.

"Can I get you your book, dear?" Bert might ask.

"No-o-o! I'm too sleepy. I put my head down on the bed beside Junior
to-day, and I've been as heavy as lead ever since! Besides, I forgot to
wash my hands, and they're dishwatery."

"What tires you so, do you suppose?"

"Oh, nothing special, and everything! I think watching the baby is very
tiring. He never uses all my time, and yet I can't do anything else
while I have him. And then he's getting so mischievous--he makes work!"

"What'll you do next year?" Bert questioned sometimes dubiously.

"Oh, we'll manage!" And with a sleepy smile, and a sleepy kiss, Nancy
would trail away, only too grateful to reach her bed after the hard

Bert had carefully calculated upon her spring wardrobe, and she became
quite her animated self over the excitement of selecting new clothes.
They left Esmeralda in charge of Junior, and made an afternoon of it,
and dined down town in the old way. Over the meal Bert told her that he
had made exactly three hundred dollars at a blow, in a commission, and
that she and the boy were going to the country for six weeks.

This led to a wonderful hour, when they compared feelings, and reviewed
their adventure. Nancy marvelled at the good fortune that followed
them, "we are marvellously lucky, aren't we, Bert?" she asked,
appreciatively. She had just spent almost a hundred dollars for her
summer clothes and the boy's! And now they were really going to the
blessed country, to be free for six weeks from planning meals and
scraping vegetables and stirring cereals. Radiantly, they discussed
mountains and beaches, even buying a newspaper, on the hot walk home,
to pore over in search of the right place.

Chapter Eight

"The Old Hill House," on the north Connecticut line, seemed almost too
good to be true. It was an unpretentious country hotel, and Nancy and
Junior settled themselves in one of its hot, second-story rooms feeling
almost guiltily happy. Nancy kissed Bert good-bye on the first Monday
morning assuring him that she had NOTHING to do! To go down to meals,
and they were good meals, without the slightest share in the work of
preparing them, and to be able to wear dainty clothes without the
ruinous contact with the kitchen, seemed too luxurious.

But she was not quite idle, none-the-less. Junior had to have his
morning bath, after breakfast, and while he was in the tub, his mother
washed six bottles in the hand-basin. Then, on a tiltish alcohol stove,
Nancy had to boil his barley for twenty endless minutes. When the stove
upset there was an additional half-hour's hard work, but even when it
did not, it was usually ten o'clock before she went down to the kitchen
for his two quarts of milk. Then came the usual careful work with the
"ouncer," and the six filled bottles were put into Nancy's own small
ice-box, to which one of the maids was then supposed to bring a small
piece of ice. The left-over milk was taken back to the kitchen, and
Nancy washed the little saucepan in her hand-basin, and put away stove
and barley. By this time Junior was ready for another bottle, and when
he went to sleep his mother went down to the laundry with an arm-full
of small garments.

There was no other way. Labour was scarce in the village, and Nancy
could get no one of the housemaids to take upon herself this daily
task. Women from the outside were not allowed in the hotel laundry, and
so the task fell naturally to the baby's mother. She assumed it gladly,
but when the line of snowy linen was blowing free in the summer wind,
and the cake of soap had been put on its special rafter, and the tubs
were draining, Nancy usually went up to her bedroom, tiptoeing in
because of the sleeper, and flung herself down for a heavy nap.

After luncheon she gathered in her linen and watched by the wideawake
baby. Then they went down to the cool shade by the creek, and Junior
threw stones, and splashed fat hands in the shallows, and his mother
watched him adoringly. It never entered her head that she was anything
but privileged to be able to slave for him. He was always and supremely
worth while. Nancy's only terrors were that something would happen to
rob her of the honour. She wanted no other company; Junior was her
world, except when Saturday's noon train brought Bert. She told her
husband, and meant it, that she was too happy; they did not need the

But sometimes the world intruded, and turned Nancy's hard-won
philosophy to ashes. She did not want to be idle, and she did not want
to be rich, but when she saw women younger than herself, in no visible
way inferior, who were both, her calm was shattered for a time.

One day she and Bert wheeled the boy, in his small cart, down a
pleasant unfamiliar roadway, and across a rustic bridge, and, smiling
over their adventure, found themselves close to a low, wide-spreading
Colonial house, with striped awnings shading its wide porches, and
girls and men in white grouped about a dozen tea-tables. Tennis courts
were near by, and several motor-cars stood beside the pebbled drive.

A gray-uniformed attendant came to them, civilly. Did they wish to see
some member of the club! "Oh, it is a club then," Bert asked, a little
too carelessly. "It is the Silver River Country Club, sir."

"Oh, well, we'll get out of here, then," Bert said good naturedly, as
he turned the perambulator on the gravel under a hundred casual eyes.
He and Nancy chatted quite naturally about their mistake, as they
re-crossed the rustic bridge, and went up the unfamiliar roadway again.
But a cloud lay over them for the rest of that day, and that night
Nancy said:

"What must one have--or be--to belong to a thing like that, Bert?"

"To--oh, that club?" Bert answered, "Oh, it isn't so much. A hundred
initiation, and a hundred a year, I suppose."

"We could do that--some year," Nancy predicted.

"Well, it isn't only that. There's no use joining a country club," Bert
said musingly, "unless you can do the thing decently. It means signing
checks for tea, and cocktails, and keeping a car, and the Lord knows
what! It means tennis rackets and golf sticks and tips and playing
bridge for a stake. It all counts up!"

"Where do all those people get the money?" Nancy asked resentfully.
"They looked common, to me!"

"We'll get there, never you fret!" Bert answered vaguely. But long
after he was asleep his wife lay awake in the hot hotel bedroom, and
thought darkly of fate. She came of gentle stock, and she would meet
her lot bravely, but oh, how she longed for ease, for a little luxury,
for coolness and darkness and silence and service, for frothy laces and
the touch of silk!

Lights came up from the lawn before the hotel. It was Sunday night, and
the young people were making the most of the precious week-end. Nancy
heard a clock somewhere strike ten, and then the single stroke for the
half-hour. She got up and sat beside the window; the night was
insufferably close, with not a breath of air.

Junior sighed; his mother arose, stricken, and lighted a shaded lamp.
Half-past-ten and she had forgotten his bottle!

When she carried it over to him, he was wide awake, his face sober, his
aureole of bright hair damp with the heat. But at the sight of his
playfellow his four new teeth came suddenly into sight. Here was
"Mugger," the unfailing solace and cheer of his life. He gave her a
beatific smile, and seized the bottle with a rapturous "glug." Bert was
roused by her laughter, and the soft sound of kisses.

Chapter Nine

When the second boy came, in early December the Bradleys decided to
move. They moved into a plain, old-fashioned flat, with two enormous
rooms, two medium-sized, and two small ones, in an unfashionable
street, and in a rather inaccessible block. There was a drug store at
the corner opposite them, but the park was only a long block away, and
the back rooms were flooded with sunshine. Nancy had only two flights
of stairs to climb, instead of four, and plenty of room for the two
cribs and the high chair. Also she had room for Elite, the coloured
girl who put herself at the Bradleys' disposal for three dollars a
week. Elite knew nothing whatever, but she had willing hands and
willing feet. She had the sudden laugh of a maniac, but she held some
strange power over the Bradley babies and they obeyed her lightest word.

They moved on the day after Christmas, when Edward Barrett Bradley was
only three weeks old. Elite and Bert did the moving, and Nancy only
laughed weakly at their experiences. Junior contracted chicken-pox
during this time, and the family was quarantined on New Year's Eve.

Bert and his wife celebrated the occasion with a quart of oysters,
eaten with hat-pins from a quart measure. The invalid slumbered in the
same room, behind a screen. He was having a very light attack, and
Nancy, who had been hanging over him all day, was reassured to-night,
and in wild spirits. She laughed the tears into her eyes when Albert
Senior, hearing the tentative horns at nine o'clock, telephoned the
fish market for the wherewithal to celebrate. Bert had been hanging
pictures, and was dirty and tired, but they got quite hysterical with
merriment over their feast. The "new boy," as they called the baby,
presently was brought in, and had his own meal, before the
old-fashioned coal fire. Nancy sat dreaming over the small curved form.

"We'll think this is very funny, some day!" she said, dauntlessly.

Bert merely looked at her. But after a while he tried to tell her what
he thought about it, and so made their third New Year memorable to her

She settled down quickly, in the new quarters; some visionary,
romancing phase of Nancy's character and Nancy's roses disappeared for
a time. She baked and boiled, sewed on buttons, bandaged fingers, rose
gallantly to the days' demands. She learned the economical value of
soups and salads, and schooled herself, at least every other day, to
leave the boys for an hour or two with Elite, and walk out for a little
bracing solitude. Bert watched her in admiring amazement. His wife was
a wonder!

Sometimes, on a cold afternoon, she walked down to meet Bert, and they
went together to dinner. Their talk was practical now, of suits and
rubber overshoes and milk bills. And Nancy was too tired to walk home;
they went home in the rubber-scented dampness of a surface car.

Sometimes, as she went through the morning routine, the baths, bottles,
dishes, the picking up, the disheartening conferences over the ice box,
she wondered what had become of the old southern belle, Nancy Barrett,
who had laughed and flirted and only a few years ago, who had been such
a strong and pretty and confident egotist? There was no egotism left in
Nancy now, she was only a busy woman in a world of busy women. She knew
backache and headache, and moods of weary irritation. The cut of her
gowns, the little niceties of table-service or of children's clothing
no longer concerned her. She merely wanted her family comfortable, fed
and housed and clothed, and well. Nancy could advise other women about
the capable handling of children, before her firstborn was three years

They never went to "The Old Hill House" again, but they found a
primitive but comfortable hotel in the Maine woods, for Ned's second
summer, and for several summers after that. Here Nancy slept and
tramped and rested happily, welcoming Bert rapturously every week-end.
In near-by cabins, young matrons like herself were likewise solving the
children's summer problem, she was never lonely, and the eight free,
pine-scented weeks were cloudlessly happy. She told Bert that it was
the only sensible solution for persons in moderate circumstances; old
clothes, simple food, utter solitude.

"There are no comparisons to spoil things," Nancy said, contentedly. "I
know I'm small-minded, Bert. But seeing things I can't have does upset
me, somehow!"

Chapter Ten

Nevertheless, she accepted the invitation that came from Bert's cousin
Dorothy, one autumn, for a week-end visit. Dorothy had married now, and
had a baby. She was living in a rented "place," up near Rhinecliff, she
wrote, and she wanted to see something of Cousin Bert.

Neither Bert nor Nancy could afterward remember exactly why they went.
It was partly curiosity, perhaps; partly the strong lure exerted by
Dorothy's casual intimation that "the car" would come for them, and
that this particular week-end was "the big dance, at the club." Bert
chanced to have a new suit, and Nancy had a charming blue taffeta that
seemed to her good enough for any place or anybody.

The boys were asked, but they did not take them. Ned was almost two
now, and Junior past three, and they behaved beautifully with Hannah,
the quiet old Danish woman who had been with them since they came back
from the woods, the year before. Nancy, full of excited anticipation,
packed her suit-case daintily, and fluttered downstairs as happily as a
girl, when a hundredth glance at the street showed the waiting motor at

Hawkes was the chauffeur. "To Mr. Bradley's office please, Hawkes,"
said Nancy. She could not think of anything friendly to say to him, as
they wheeled through the streets. Bert kept them waiting, and once or
twice she said "I can't think what's delaying Mr. Bradley." But Hawkes
did not answer.

Presently Bert came out and greeted Nancy and Hawkes.

"But I thought Mrs. Benchley was coming into town to-day," Bert said.
Dorothy was now Mrs. George Benchley. Hawkes spoke at last. "An old
friend of Mrs. Benchley has unexpectedly arrived this morning, sir, and
she has changed her mind." "Oh, all right," said Bert, grinning at
Nancy as the pleasant drive began.

It was all wonderful; the bright autumn sunshine, the sense of freedom
and leisure in the early afternoon, and the lovely roads they followed.
Bert however, seemed to be thinking of his sons, and asked of them more
than once. And Nancy could not rid herself of an uncomfortable
suspicion that whoever Dorothy's old friend was, she had changed
Dorothy's plans, and perhaps made the coming of the Bradleys untimely.
Now and then husband and wife smiled at each other and said "This is

Dorothy's "place" was a beautiful estate, heavily wooded, wound with
white driveways, and equipped with its own tennis courts, and its
boathouse on the river. The house was enormous, and naturally had
assumed none of the personality of its occupants, in this casual summer
tenancy. There were countless rooms, all filled with tables and chairs
and rugs and desks and bowls of flowers; and several maids came and
went in the interest of the comfort of the house. There were seven or
eight other guests besides the Bradleys, and they all seemed to know
each other well. The unexpected guest was a young Mrs. Catlin
affectionately mentioned by Dorothy in every other breath as "Elaine";
she and Dorothy had been taken to Europe together, after their
schooldays, and had formed an intimacy then.

Dorothy came into the big hall to meet her cousin and his wife, and,
with a little laugh, kissed Bert. She looked particularly young and
lovely in what Nancy supposed to be a carefully-selected costume; later
she realized that all Dorothy's clothes gave this impression. She said
that the baby was out, when Nancy asked for him, and that Katharine
would take care of them.

Katharine, an impassive maid, led them upstairs, and to the large room
in which their suit cases already stood. Dorothy had said, "After you
change, come down and have something to drink!" but Nancy had nothing
prettier than the taffeta, except her evening gown, and as the sunshine
was streaming into the room, she could not change to that. So she
merely freshened her appearance, and wasted fifteen or twenty minutes
in a close inspection of the room, before they went down. To her
somewhat shy question Bert responded enthusiastically, "You look

They went through empty open rooms, talking as naturally as they could,
and smilingly joined the others on the porch. Tea and other drinks were
being dispensed by Elaine, whose attention was meanwhile absorbed by
two young men. Dorothy, lying almost flat in a wicker chair, with her
small silk-shod ankles crossed, was lazily arguing some question of
golf scores.

She introduced the new-comers, and as Bert, somewhat more at home in
his cousin's house than his wife was, fell into conversation with the
middle-aged man nearest him, Dorothy dutifully addressed herself to
Nancy. They spoke of Bert's mother, and of Boston, and Dorothy asked
Nancy if she liked tennis--or golfing--or yachting? There was to be
quite a large dance at the club to-night, and an entertainment before

"Isn't Dorothy a wonder, Mrs. Bradley?" asked Elaine. "She's going to
have twenty people to dinner, she runs this big house, she's got a baby
not yet six months old, and she looks about sixteen!"

"You must have wonderful maids," suggested Nancy, smiling.

"I have!" said Dorothy amusedly, "They're crazy about me--I don't know
why, because I work them like dogs. But of course we're away a lot, and
then they always have parties," she added, "and they run things pretty
much to suit themselves. But we have good meals, don't we, Elaine?" she
asked, childishly.

"Heavenly!" said Elaine. Nancy, trying to appear brightly sympathetic,
smiled again.

But she and Bert dressed for dinner almost silently, an hour later. It
was all delightful and luxurious, truly, and they were most
considerately and hospitably accepted by the entire establishment. But
something was wrong. Nancy did not know what it was, and she did not
want to risk a mere childish outburst, so easily construed into
jealousy. Perhaps it WAS jealousy.

She found herself arguing, as she dressed. This sort of thing was not
LIFE, after all. The quiet wife of an obscure man, rejoicing in her
home and her children, had a thousand times more real pleasure. These
well-dressed idle people didn't count, after all. ...

"Sort of nice of Dorothy to send Hawkes in for us," Bert said; "Did you
hear her explain that she thought we'd be more comfortable with Hawkes,
so she and Mrs. Catlin kept the younger man?"

"Considerate!" Nancy said, lifelessly.

"Isn't it a wonder she isn't spoiled?" Bert pursued.

"Really it is!"

"Benchley looks like an ass," Bert conceded. "But he's not so bad. He's
in the firm now, you know, and Dorothy was just telling me that he's
taken hold wonderfully."

"Isn't that nice?" Nancy said, mildly. She was struggling with her
hair, which entirely refused to frame her face in its usual rich waves,
and lay flat or split into unexpected partings despite her repeated
efforts. "How's that now, Bert?" she asked, turning toward him with an
arrangement half-completed.

"Well--that's all RIGHT--" he began uncertainly. Nancy, dropping the
brown strands, and tossing the whole hot mass free, felt that she could
burst into tears.

Chapter Eleven

The dinner was an ordeal; her partner was unfortunately interested only
in motor-cars, of which Nancy could find little that was intelligent to
say. She felt like what she was, a humble relative out of her element.
After dinner they were all packed into cars, and swept to the club.

Darkness and the sound of a comedian's voice in monologue warned them
as they entered that the entertainment was begun; after much
whispering, laughing and stumbling however, they were piloted to
chairs, and for perhaps an hour and a half Nancy was quite alone, and
much entertained. Then the lights went up, and the crowd surged noisily
to and fro.

She lost sight of Bert, but was duly introduced to new people; and they
spoke of the successful entertainment, and of the club-house. Nancy
danced only once or twice, and until almost two o'clock sat talking,
principally with a pleasant old lady, who had a daughter to chaperon.

Then the first departures began, and Nancy had a merry good-night from
Dorothy, called over the latter's powdered shoulder as she danced, and
went home. She was silent, as she undressed, but Bert, yawning, said
that he had had a good time. He said that Dorothy had urged them to
stay until Monday morning, but he did not see how he could make it. He
hated to get started late at the office Monday morning. Nancy eagerly

"You do feel so?" he asked, in satisfaction. "Well, that settles it,
then! We'll go home to-morrow."

And home they did go, on the following afternoon. Nancy, counting the
hours, nevertheless enjoyed the delicious breakfast, when she had quite
a spirited chat with one or two of the men guests, who were the only
ones to appear. Then she and Bert walked into the village to church,
and wandering happily home, were met by Dorothy in the car, and whirled
to the club. Here the pleasant morning air was perfumed with strong
cigars already, and while Bert played nine holes of golf, and covered
himself with glory, Nancy won five rubbers of bridge, and gained the
respect of Dorothy and Elaine at the same time. She was more like her
spontaneous self at luncheon than at any other time during the visit,
and driving home, agreed with Bert that, when you got to know them,
Dorothy's set was not so bad!

"Her baby is frightfully ugly, but that doesn't matter so much, with a
boy," said Nancy. "And I don't think that a woman like Elaine is so
rude as she is stupid. They simply can't see anything else but their
way of thinking, and dressing, and talking, and so they stare at you as
if you were a Hottentot! I had a nice time, especially to-day--but
never again!"

"Dorothy never did have any particular beau," Bert observed, "She just
likes to dress in those little silky, stripy things, and have everyone
praising her, all the time. She'll ask us again, sometime, when she
remembers us."

Chapter Twelve

But it was almost a year before Dorothy thought of her cousins again,
and then the proud Nancy wrote her that the arrival of Anne Bradley was
daily expected, and no plans could be made at present. Anne duly came,
a rose of a baby, and Nancy said that luck came with her.

Certainly Anne was less than a week old when Bert told his wife that
old Souchard, whose annoying personality had darkened all Bert's office
days, had retired, gone back to Paris! And Bert was head man, "in the
field." His salary was not what Souchard's had been, naturally, but the
sixty dollars would be doubled, some weeks, by commissions; there would
be lots of commissions, now! Now they could save, announced Nancy.

But they did not save. They moved again, to a pleasanter apartment, and
Hannah did washing and cooking, and Grace came, to help with the
children. Nancy began to make calls again, and had the children's
pictures taken, for Grandmother Bradley, and sometimes gave luncheons,
with cards to follow. She and Bert could go to the theatre again, and,
if it was raining, could come home in a taxicab.

It was a modest life, even with all this prosperity. Nancy had still
enough to do, mending piled up, marketing grew more complicated, and on
alternate Thursdays and Sundays she herself had to fill Hannah's place,
or Grace's place. They began to think that life would be simpler in the
country, and instead of taking the children to the parks, as was their
happy Sunday custom, they went now to Jersey, to Westchester, and to
Staten Island.

The houses they passed, hundreds and hundreds of them, filled them with
enthusiasm. Sunday was a pleasant day, in the suburbs. The youngsters,
everywhere, were in white--frolicking about open garage doors,
bareheaded on their bicycles, barefooted beside beaches or streams.
Their mothers, also white-clad, were busy with agreeable
pursuits--gathering roses, or settling babies for naps in shaded
hammocks. Lawn mowers clicked in the hands of the white-clad men, or a
group of young householders gathered for tennis, or for consultation
about a motor-car.

Nancy and Bert began to tentatively ask about rents, to calculate coal
and commutation tickets. The humblest little country house, with rank
neglected grass about it, and a kitchen odorous of new paint and old
drains, held a strange charm for them.

"They could LIVE out-of-doors!" said Nancy, of the children. "And I
want their memories to be sweet, to be homelike and natural. The city
really isn't the place for children!"

"I'd like it!" Bert said, for like most men he was simple in his
tastes, and a vision of himself and his sons cutting grass, picking
tomatoes and watering gooseberry bushes had a certain appeal. "I'd like
to have the Cutters out for a week-end!" he suggested. Nancy smiled a
little mechanically. She did not like Amy Cutter.

"And we could ask the Featherstones!" she remembered suddenly.

"Gosh! Joe Featherstone is the limit!" Bert said, mildly.

"Well, however!" Nancy concluded, hastily, "We COULD have people out,
that's the main thing!"

Chapter Thirteen

For a year or two the Bradleys kept up these Sunday expeditions without
accomplishing anything definite. But they accomplished a great amount
of indirect happiness, ate a hundred picnic lunches, and accumulated
ten times that many amusing, and inspiring, and pleasant,
recollections. Bert carried the lovely Anne; Nancy had the thermos
bottle and Anne's requirements in a small suit-case; and the boys had a
neat cardboard box of lunch apiece.

And then some months after their seventh anniversary, Bert sold the
Witcher Place.

This was the most important financial event of their lives. The Witcher
Place had been so long in the hands of Bert's firm for sale that it had
become a household word in the Bradley family, and in other families.
Nobody ever expected to pocket the handsome commission that the owner
and the firm between them had placed upon the deal, and to Nancy the
thing was only a myth until a certain autumn Sunday, when she and Bert
and the children were roaming about the Jersey hills, and stumbled upon
the place.

There it was; the decaying mansion, the neglected avenue and garden,
the acres and acres of idle orchard and field. The faded signposts
identified it, "Apply to the Estate of Eliot Witcher."

"Bert, this isn't the Witcher Place!" exclaimed his wife.

Bert was as interested as she. They pushed open the old gate, and ate
their luncheon that day sitting on the lawn, under the elms that the
first Eliot Witcher had planted a hundred years ago. The children ran
wild over the garden, Anne took her nap on the leaf-strewn side porch.

"Bert--they never want two hundred thousand dollars for just this!"

Bert threw away his cigar, and flung himself luxuriously down for a nap.

"They'll get it, Nance. Somebody'll develop a real estate deal here
some day. They must have a hundred acres here. You'll see it--'Witcher
Park' or 'Witcher Manor.' The old chap who inherited it is as rich as
Croesus, he was in the office the other day, he wants to sell.--Hello!
I was in the office--garden--and so I said--if you please--"

Bert was going to sleep. His wife laughed sympathetically as the
staggering words stopped, and deep and regular breathing took their
place. She sat on in the afternoon sunlight, looking dreamily about
her, and trying to picture life here a hundred years ago; the gracious
young mistress of the new mansion, the ringlets and pantalettes, the
Revolutionary War still well remembered, and the last George on the
throne. And now the house was cold and dead, and strange little boys,
in sandals and sturdy galatea, were shouting in the stable.

Perhaps she was drowsy herself; she started awake, and touched Bert. An
old man and a young man had come in the opened gate, and were speaking
to her.

"I beg your pardon!" It was the young man. "But--but do you own this

"No--just picnicking!" said Bert, wide awake.

"But it is for sale?" asked the old man. Bert got up, and brushed the
leaves from his clothes, and the three men walked down the drive
together. Nancy, half-comprehending, all-hoping looked after them. She
saw Bert give the young man his card, and glance at the same time at
the faded sign, as if he appealed to it to confirm his claim.

She hardly dared speak when he came back. Anne awoke, and the boys must
be summoned for the home trip. Bert moved dreamily, he seemed dazed.
Only once did he speak of the Witcher Place that night, and then it was
to say:

"Perry--that's that old chap's name--said that he would be in this
week, at the office. I'll bet he doesn't come."

"No, I don't suppose he will," Nancy said.

"I impressed it on his son that it meant--something, to me, to have him
ask for me, if he DID come," said Bert, then.

"Bert, you'd better skip lunches, this week," Nancy suggested

"I will--that's a good idea," he said. She noticed that he was more
than usually gentle and helpful with the children, that night. Nancy
felt his strain, and her own, and went through Monday sick with

"Nothing doing!" said Bert cheerfully, coming in on Monday evening.
Tuesday went by--Wednesday went by. On Thursday Nancy had an especially
nice dinner, because Bert's mother had come down, for a few days'
visit. The two women were good friends, and Nancy was never so capable,
brisk, and busy as when these sharp but approving eyes were upon her.

The elder Mrs. Bradley approved of the children heartily, and boasted
about them and their clever mother when she went home. Bert's wife was
so careful as to manners, so sensible about food and clothes, such a
wonderful manager.

To-night Anne was in her grandmother's lap, commandingly directing the
reading of a fairy-story. Whenever the plot seemed thin to Anne she
threw in a casual demand for additional lions, dragons or giants, as
her fancy dictated. Mrs. Bradley giving Nancy a tremendously amused and
sympathetic smile, supplied these horrors duly, and the boys,
supposedly eating their suppers at one end of the dining-room table,
alternately laughed at Anne and agonized with her.

Nancy was superintending the boys, the elderly woman had a comfortable
chair by the fire, and Hannah was slowly and ponderously setting the
table. It was a pretty scene for Bert's eyes to find, as he came in,
and he gave his mother and his wife a more than usually affectionate

Nancy followed him into their room, taking Anne. She was pleased that
the children had been so sweet with their grandmother, pleased that her
deep dish pie had come out so well, happy to be cosy and safe at home
while the last heavy rains of October battened at the windows.

She had lowered Anne, already undressed, into her crib when Bert
suddenly drew her away, and tipped up her face with his hand under her
chin, and stared into her surprised eyes.

"Well, old girl, I got it! It was all settled inside of twenty minutes,
at five o'clock!"

"The--? But Bert---I don't understand--" Nancy stammered. And then
suddenly, with a rush of awed delight, "Bert Bradley! Not the Witcher

"Yep!" Bert answered briefly. "He took it. It's all settled."

Chapter Fourteen

So the Bradleys had a bank account. And even before the precious money
was actually paid them, and deposited in the bank, Nancy knew what they
were going to do with it. There was only one sensible thing for young
persons who were raising a family on a small salary to do. They must
buy a country home.

No more city, no more rent-paying for Nancy and Bert. The bank account
had just five figures. Nancy and Bert said that they could buy a lovely
home anywhere for nine thousand, and have a whole thousand left for
furniture and incidentals. They could begin to live!

A week later they began their hunt, and all through the white winter
and the lovely spring they hunted. They asked friends about it, and
read magazines, and the advertisements in the Sunday papers.

Unfortunately, however, in all the Saturdays and the Sundays they spent
hunting for their home, they never saw anything that cost just nine
thousand dollars. There were hundreds of places that cost sixty-five
hundred or seven thousand. After that prices made a clean leap to ten
thousand, to twelve thousand, to fourteen--"No, it's no use our looking
at those!" said the young Bradleys, sighing.

They learned a great deal about houses, and some of their dreams died
young. It was no use, the agents told Nancy, to think about a pretty,
shabby, old farm-house, for those had been snapped up. If she found
one, it would be a foolish investment, because it probably would be
surrounded by unrestricted property. Restrictions were great things,
and all developments had them in large or small degree. There were
developments that obliged the purchaser of land to submit his building
plans to a committee, before he could build.

Nancy laughed that she shouldn't care for THAT. And when restrictions
interfered with her plans she very vigorously opposed them. She told
Bert that she would not consider places that did not allow fences, and
chickens, and dogs, and all the other pleasant country things.

Sometimes, in an economical mood, the Bradleys looked at the six and
seven thousand dollar bargains. It had to be admitted that some of them
were extremely nice. Nice neighbourhoods, young trees set out along the
street--trees about the size of carriage whips--nice sunny bathroom,
nice bedrooms--"we could change these papers," Nancy always said--good
kitchen and closets, gas all ready to connect, and an open fireplace in
the dining room. And so back to the front hall again, and to a rather
blank moment when the agent obviously expected a definite decision, and
the Bradleys felt unable to make it.

"What don't you like about the place?" the agent would ask.

"Well--" Bert would flounder. "I don't know. I'll talk it over with my

"Better decide to take it, Mr. Bradley," the agent, whoever he was,
would urge seriously, "We're selling these places awfully fast, and
when they're gone you won't find anything else like them. It's only
because this chap that's been holding this property suddenly--"

"Yes, I know, you told me about his dropping dead," Bert would hastily
remind him. "Well--I'll see. I'll let you know. Come on, kids!"

And the Bradley family would walk away, not too hastily, but without
looking back.

"I don't know--but it was so like all the others," Nancy would
complain, "It was so utterly commonplace! Now there, Bert, right in the
village street, with the trees, is a lovely place, marked 'For Sale.'
Do let's just pass it!"

"Darling girl, you couldn't touch that for twenty thousand. Right there
by the track, too!"

"But it looks so homelike!"

"That old barn in the back looks sort of odd to me; they've got a sort
of livery stable there in the back, Nance, you couldn't stand that!"

"No." Nancy's tone and manner would droop, she would go slowly by,
discouraged and tired until another week end.

Chapter Fifteen

One day Bert told Nancy that a man named Rogers had been in the office,
and had been telling him about a place called Marlborough Gardens.
Usually Bert's firm did not touch anything small enough to interest him
as a home, but in this case the whole development was involved, and the
obliging Mr. Rogers chanced to mention to Bert that he had some
bargains down there at the Gardens.

"There's nothing in it for him, you understand?" said Bert to his wife,
"But he's an awfully decent fellow, and he got interested. I told him
about what we'd been doing, and he roared. He says that we're to come
down Sunday, and see what he's got, and if we don't like it he can at
any rate give us some dope about the rest of the places."

"And where is it, Bert?"

"It's down on the Sound side of Long Island, thirty-seven minutes out
of town, right on the water."

"Oh, Bert, it sounds wonderful?"

"He says that it's the most amazing thing that ever has been put on the
market. He says that Morgan and Rockefeller both have put money into
it, on the quiet."

"Well, if they can risk their little all, we can take a chance!"
giggled Nancy.

"Of course that isn't generally known," Bert warned her, "but it just
goes to show you that it's a BIG THING. He was telling me about this
feller that had a gorgeous home just built there, and his wife's mother
gets ill, and they all move to California. He said I could look at it,
and that it would speak for itself."

"Did he say whether there were any trees?"

"He said this particular place had wonderful trees."

"And what's the price, Bee?"

Bert knew that this was his weak point.

"He didn't say, old girl."

Nancy looked rueful, her castle in the dust.

"Oh, BERT! It may be something awful!"

"No, it won't, for I'd just been telling him what we were looking at,
don't you see!"

"Oh, that so?" Nancy was relieved. "But it will be the first thing _I_
ask him," she predicted.

Chapter Sixteen

However, on Sunday she forgot to ask him. The circumstances were so
unexpectedly pleasant as to banish from her head any pre-arranged plan
of procedure. It was a glowing June day, soft, perfumed, and breezy.
The Bradleys went to Butler's Hill, which was "our station," as Nancy
said, and there the agent met them, with a car. He drove them himself
the short mile from the railroad to Marlborough Gardens.

"Isn't it one of those frightfully smart developments?" Nancy asked,
smiling uneasily.

"It's considered the finest home development on Long Island," the agent
admitted readily, "The place I'm going to show you--I'm going to show
you two or three--but the special place I want to show you, was built
for a HOME. There isn't a finer building anywhere. Lansing, the man who
built it, was a splendid fellow, with a lovely wife--lovely woman. But
her mother lives in California, and she got to worrying--"

"Mr. Bradley told me," Nancy said sympathetically.

"Homes, and home-makers," pursued the agent, "That's what we need. The
people we have here are all quiet, home-loving folks, we don't want
show, we don't want display--"

"Well, that's our idea!" Bert approved. And he rather vexed his
inconsistent wife by adding hardily, "Remember that my top figure is
ten thousand, Rogers, will you?"

"Now, you wait and see what I have to show you, and then we'll talk
turkey," the other man said goodnaturedly. Anne, sitting on her
mother's lap beside him, gave him a sudden smile at the word she

He wheeled the car smoothly through the great gates of cement, looped
with iron chains, that shut off the village herd from the sacred
ground. Nancy gave Bert an ecstatic glance; this was wonderful! The
scattered homes were all beautiful, all different. Some were actual
mansions, with wide-spreading wings and half a dozen chimneys, but some
were small and homelike, etched with the stretching fingers of new
vines, and surrounded by park-like gardens. Even about the empty plots
hedges had been planted, and underbrush raked away, and the effect was
indescribably trim and orderly, "like England," said Nancy, who had
never seen England.

As they slowly circled about, they caught glimpses of tennis courts,
beyond the lawns and trees, glimpses of the blue water of the bay,
glimpses of white, curving driveways. Here a shining motor-car stood
purring, there men in white paused with arrested rackets, to glance up
at the strangers from their tennis. Nancy looked at Bert and Bert at
Nancy, and their eyes confessed that never in all the months of hunting
had they seen anything like THIS!

Presently they came to the end of the road, and to a richly wooded plot
that formed a corner to the whole tract. A garden had been planted, but
it was neglected now, and weeds had pushed up here and there between
the bricks of the path. The house was low and spreading, under great
locust and elm trees, a shingled brown house, with two red chimneys and
cottage casements. Over one hedge the Bradleys looked down at the
pebbled beach that belonged to all the residents of Marlborough Gardens.

"Lansing called this place 'Holly Court,'" said the agent, leading them
to the front porch door, to which he skillfully fitted a key, "That big
holly bush there gave it its name; the bush is probably fifty years
old. Step in, Mrs. Bradley!"

"But notice the lovely Dutch door first, Bert," Nancy said eagerly.
"See, Anne! On a hot day you can have it half open and half shut, isn't
that cunning?"

"The house is full of charming touches," Mr. Rogers said, "And you may
always trust a woman's eye to find them, Mr. Bradley! Women are natural
home-makers. My wife'll often surprise me; 'Why, you've not got half
enough closets, Paul,' she'll say. There's one open fire-place, Mrs.
Bradley, in your reception hall. You see the whole plan of the house is
informal. You've got another fire-place in the dining room, and one in
the master bedroom upstairs. Here's a room they used as a
den--bookshelves, and so on, and then beyond is another tiled
porch--very convenient for breakfast, or tea. You see Lansing lived
here; never has been rented, or anything like that. He's selling it for
practically what it cost him!"

"And what's that?" asked Bert, smiling, but not quite at his ease.

"Now, you wait a few minutes, Mr. Business Man!" Mr. Rogers said, "What
you think, and what I think, doesn't count much beside what this little
lady thinks. She's got to live in the house, and if SHE likes it, why I
guess you and I can come to terms!"

Nancy threw her husband a glance full of all amused tolerance at this,
but in her secret soul she rather liked it.

They went upstairs, where there were hardwood floors, and two
bathrooms, and mirrors in the bathroom doors. There was another
bathroom in the attic, and a fourth upstairs in the garage, with two
small bedrooms in each place. They must expect us to keep four maids,
Nancy hastily computed.

There was an upstair porch; "To shake a rug, Mrs. Bradley, or to dry
your hair, or for this young lady's supper," said the delightful Mr.
Rogers. A back stairway led down to tempting culinary regions; a sharp
exclamation burst from Nancy at the sight of the great ice box, and the
tiled sinks.

They walked about the plot, a large one. At the back, beside the
garage, they could look over a small but healthy hedge to more beach,
clustered with unusual shells at low tide, and the straggling outskirts
of the village. From the front, they looked straight down a wide
tree-shaded street, that lost itself in a peaceful vista of great trees
and vine-smothered stone walls. "Holly Court" was quiet, it was
naturally isolated, it seemed to Nancy already like home.

Even now, however, Mr. Rogers would not talk terms. He drove them about
again, passing other houses, all happily and prosperously occupied. He
told Nancy about this family and that.

"What'd that house cost?" Bert would demand.

"Ah well, THAT. That belongs to Ingram, of the Ingram Thorn Coal
people, you know. I suppose Mr. Ingram has invested forty or fifty
thousand dollars in that place, in one way and another. The tennis

And so on and on. Presently they passed the pretty, unpretentious
club-house, built close to the water. A few light sails were dipping
and shaking on the bay, children were gathered in a little knot beside
an upturned canoe, on the shore. Several cars were parked on the drive
outside the club, and Nancy felt decidedly self-conscious as she and
Bert and the children walked onto the awninged porch that was the tea

"Now this club belongs to the place," Mr. Rogers said, "You're buying
here--and I don't mind telling you, Mr. Bradley, that I want you to buy
here," he broke off to admit persuasively--"because you and your wife
are the sort of people we need here. You won't find anything anywhere
that is backed by the same interest, you won't. However, about the
club. Your buying here makes you a member of this club----"

"Oh, is that SO!" Nancy exclaimed, in delighted surprise.

"Oh, yes," said the agent. "The dues are merely nominal--for the upkeep
of the place."

"Of course!" said the Bradleys.

"Your dues entitle you to all the privileges of the club--I believe the
bathhouses are a little extra, but everything else is yours. You can
bring a friend here to tea, give a card party here--there are dances
and dinners all winter long."

"Mother, are we coming here to live?" asked Junior, over his chocolate.

"I don't know," Nancy answered, feeling that she could cry with
nervousness. She hardly tasted her tea, she hardly saw the men and
women that drifted to and fro. Her heart was choking her with hope and
fear, and she knew that Bert was nervous, too.

At last Mr. Rogers returned to the subject of "Holly Court," he wanted
to know first what they thought of it. Oh, it was perfect, said Nancy
and Bert together. It was just what they wanted, only-- Good, the agent
said. He went on to say that he would have bought the house himself,
but that his wife's father had an old home in Flushing, and while the
old gentleman lived, he wanted them there. But he belonged to the
Marlborough Gardens Club, and kept a boat there. Now, he had been
authorized to put a special price on this place of Lansings, and he was
going to tell them frankly why. They knew as well as he did that a
hundred foot square plot, and trees like that, so near the water, COST
MONEY. He digressed to tell them just how property had soared in price,
during even his own time.

"The truth is," he said, "that Lansing, when he picked that site,
picked it for trees, and quiet, and view--it didn't make any difference
to him that it was a corner site, and a little out of the main

"But I LIKE that about it!" Nancy said eagerly. "I love the isolation
and the quiet. Nobody will bother us there----"

Bert saw that she was already moving in. He turned a rather anxious
look from her to the agent.

Chapter Seventeen

Twenty-five thousand. It was out at last, falling like a stone on the
Bradleys' hearts. Nancy could hardly keep the bitter tears from her
eyes. Bert, more hardy, barked out a short laugh. "I'm a fool to let it
go," said the agent frankly; "I'm all tied up with other things. But I
have no hesitation in saying this; you buy it, put the garden in shape,
sit tight for a few years, and I'll turn it over for you for forty
thousand, and throw in my commission!"

"Nix!" said Bert, honestly, "Nothing stirring! It's too big a
proposition for us, we couldn't swing it. It may be all you say, but
I'm raising a family; I can't go into twenty-five-thousand-dollar

"I don't see why--" began the agent, unruffled.

"I do!" Bert interrupted him, cheerfully.

"Now look here, Mr. Bradley," said Mr. Rogers, patiently. "Let's get
the real dope on this thing. You want a home. You don't want a
contract-made, cheaply constructed place in some community that your
wife and children will outgrow before they're five years older! Now,
here you get a place that every year is going to improve. There isn't
so much of this Sound shore that is lying around waiting to be bought.
I can show you----"

"Nothing stirring, I tell you!" Bert repeated, "Don't hand me out a lot
of dope about it. I can see for myself what it is, I like it, the
Missus likes it, it's a dandy proposition--for a millionaire. But I
couldn't touch it with a ten-foot pole!"

Nancy's lip began to tremble. She was tired, and somehow--somehow it
all seemed such a waste, if they weren't to have it! She busied herself
untying Anne's napkin, and sent the three children on a gingerly tour
of inspection down to the beach.

"Now listen a moment!" Mr. Rogers said. And Nancy added gently, almost

"Do just LISTEN to him, Bert!"

"You pay rent, don't you?" began Mr. Rogers, "Sixty, you said? That's
seven hundred and twenty dollars a year, and you have nothing to show
for it! But you'd consider seventy-five or a hundred cheap enough for a
place like this wouldn't you?"

"I could go--a hundred, yes," Bert admitted, clearing his throat.

"You don't HAVE to go any hundred," the agent said, triumphantly. "And
besides that, isn't it to your advantage to live in your own house, and
have a home that you can be proud of, and pay everything over your
interest toward your mortgage? We have people here who only paid two or
three thousand down, we don't push you--that isn't our idea. If you
can't meet our terms, we'll meet yours. You've got your nest-egg,
whatever it is----"

"As a matter of fact, I've got ten thousand to start with," Bert said
slowly. "But that's all I have got, Rogers," he added firmly, "And I
don't propose----"

"You've GOT ten thousand?" asked the agent, with a kindly smile. And
immediately his vehemence gave way to a sort of benign amusement. "Why,
my dear boy," he said genially, "What's the matter with you? There's a
mortgage of twelve thousand on that place now; you pay your ten, and 6
per cent, on the rest--that's something a little more than sixty
dollars a month--and then you clear off your loan, or not, as suits
you! I don't have to tell you that that's good business. How much of
the holdings of Pearsall and Pearsall are clear of mortgages! We carry
'em on every inch of our land, right to the hilt too. If you're getting
the equivalent of 8 or 9 per cent, on your money, you should worry
about the man that carries the loan. You're paying 6 per cent, on
somebody's twelve thousand now, don't forget that..."

Chapter Eighteen

An hour later they went to see Holly Court again. It was even lovelier
than ever in the sweet spring twilight. Triangles of soft light lay
upon its dusty, yet polished, floors. Bert said that the place
certainly needed precious little furniture; Nancy added eagerly that
one maid could do all the work. She drew a happy sketch of Bert and his
friends, arriving hot and weary from the city, on summer afternoons,
going down to the bay for a plunge, and coming back to find supper
spread on the red-tiled porch. Bert liked the idea of winter fires,
with snow and darkness outside and firelight and warmth within, and the
Bradleys' friends driving up jolly and cold for an hour's talk, and a
cup of tea.

"What do you think, dear?" said Bert to his wife, very low, when the
agent had considerately withdrawn for a few minutes, and they could
confer. "Think!" repeated Nancy, in delicate reproach, "Why, I suppose
there is only one thing to think, Bert!"

"You--you like it, then?" he asked, a little nervously. "Of course,
it's a corking place, and all that. And, as Rogers says, with what we
have we could swing it easily. You see dear, I pay ten thousand, and
take up twelve thousand more as a mortgage. Even then there's three

Nancy looked despair.

"But that could be covered by a second mortgage," he reminded her,
quickly. "That's a very ordinary thing. Everyone does that. Rogers will
fix it up for me."

"Really, Bert?" she asked doubtfully.

"Oh, certainly! We do it every day, in the office. However, we've got
to think this thing over seriously. It's twice--in fact, it's more than
twice what we said. There's the interest on the mortgage, and the cost
of the move, and my commutation, and club dues. Then of course,
living's a little higher--there are no shops, just telephone service,
the shops are in the village."

"But think of car fares--and how simply the children can dress," Nancy
countered quickly. "And if they have all outdoors to play in, why, I
could let Anna go, and just send out the laundry!"

"Well, we could think it over----" Bert began uncomfortably, but she
cut him short. They had been standing beside one of the windows, and
looking out at the soft twilight under the trees; now Nancy turned to
her husband a pale, tense face, and rather bright eyes.

"Albert," said she, quickly and breathlessly, "if I could have a home
like this I'd manage somehow! You've been saying we could have a nurse
to help with the children--but I'd have one servant all my life--I'd do
my own work! To have our friends down here--to have the children grow
up in these surroundings--to have that club to go to--! We're not
building for this year, or next year, dear. We've got the children's
future to think of. Mind, I'm not trying to influence you, Bert," said
Nancy, her eager tone changing suddenly to a flat, repressed voice,
"You are the best judge, of course, and whatever you decide will be
right. But I merely think that this is the loveliest place I ever saw
in my life, and exactly what we've been hunting for--only far, far
nicer!--and that if we can't have it we'd simply better give up
house-hunting, because it's a mere waste of time, and resign ourselves
to living in that detestable city for ever and ever! Of course to go on
as we are going on, means no friends and no real home life for the
children, everyone admits that the city is NO PLACE FOR CHILDREN, and
another thing, we'll never find anything like this again! But you do as
you think best. Only I--that's what I feel, if you ask me."

And having talked the colour into her cheeks, and the tears into her
eyes, Nancy turned her back upon her husband, and looked out into the
garden again.

Chapter Nineteen

That same week Bert brought home the deeds, and put them down on the
dinner table before her. Nancy usually started the meal promptly at
half past six, so that the children's first raging appetites might be
partly assuaged; bread was buttered, milk poured, bibs tied, and all
the excitement of commencing the meal abated when Bert came in. It was
far from being the ideal arrangement, both parents admitted that, but
like a great many other abridgements and changes in the domestic
routine, it worked. The rule was that no one was to interrupt Dad until
he had talked a little to Mother, and had his soup, and this worked
well, too. It was while the soup-plates were going out that Bert
usually lifted his daughter bodily into his arms, and paid some little
attention to his sons.

But to-night he came rushing in like a boy, and the instant Nancy saw
the cause of his excitement, she was up from her place, and as wild
with pleasure as a girl. The deeds! The actual title to Holly Court!
Then it was all right? It was all right! It was theirs. Nancy showed
the stamped and ruled and folded paper to the children. Oh, she had
been so much afraid that something would go wrong. She had been so

Nothing else was talked of that night, or for many days and nights.
Bert said that they might as well move at once, no use paying rent when
you owned a place, and he and Nancy entered into delightful
calculations as to the placing of rugs and tables and chairs. The
things might come out of storage now--wouldn't the banjo clock and the
pineapple bed look wonderful in Holly Court! The children rejoiced in
the parental decision to go and see it again next Sunday, and take
lunch this time, and be all by themselves, and really get to know the

Curiously, neither Nancy nor Bert could distinctly remember anything
but its most obvious features, now. Just how the stairs came down into
the pantry, and how the doors into the bedrooms opened, they were
unable to remember. But it was perfection, they remembered that.

And on Sunday, as eager as the children, they went down to Marlborough
Gardens again, to find it all lovelier and better than their memory of
it. After that they went every Sunday until they moved, and Holly Court
seemed to grow better and better. The school and county taxes were
already paid, and the receipts given him, and there was no rent!
Husband and wife, eyeing the dignified disposition of the furniture,
the white crib in the big dressing room next to their own, the boys'
narrow beds separated by strips of rug and neat little dressers, the
spare room with the pineapple bed, and the blue scarfs lettered
"Perugia--Perugia--Perugia"--looked into each other's eyes and said
that they had done well.

Chapter Twenty

The rest of that summer, and the fall, were like an exquisite dream.
All the Bradleys were well, and happier than their happiest dream.
Nancy took the children swimming daily on the quiet, deserted beach
just above the club grounds; on Saturdays and Sundays they all went
swimming. She made her own bed every morning, and the children's beds,
and she dusted the beautiful drawing room, and set the upper half of
the Dutch door at a dozen angles, trying to decide which was the
prettiest. She and Anne made a little ceremony of filling the vases
with flowers, and the boys were obliged to keep the brick paths and the
lawn clear of toys.

Nancy made a quiet boast in those days that they let the neighbours
alone, and the neighbours let them alone. But she did meet one or two
of the Marlborough Beach women, and liked them. And three times during
the summer she and Bert asked city friends to visit them; times of
pride and pleasure for the Bradleys. Their obvious prosperity, their
handsome children, and the ideal home could not but send everyone away
admiring. It was after the last of these visits that Bert told his wife
that they ought to join the club.

"I don't quite understand that--don't we belong?" Nancy asked.

"The Club belongs to all the owners of Marlborough Beach," Bert
explained. "But--but I feel a little awkward about butting in there.
However, now that this fellow Biggerstaff, that I meet so much in the
train, seems to be so well inclined, suppose you and I dress up and
wander over there for tea, on Sunday? We'll leave the kids here, and
just try it."

Nancy somewhat reluctantly consented to the plan, observing that she
didn't want to do the wrong thing. But it proved the right thing, for
not only did the friendly Biggerstaff come over to the Bradleys
tea-table, but he brought pretty Mrs. Biggerstaff, and left her with
the new-comers while he went off to find other men and women to
introduce. The Bradleys met the Roses, and the Seward Smiths and
gray-haired Mrs. Underhill, with her son, and his motherless boys--the
hour was confused, but heart-warming. When the Bradleys went home in
the Roses' car, they felt that they had been honestly welcomed to
Marlborough Gardens. Nancy was so excited that she did not want any
supper; she sat with Anne in her lap chattering about the social
possibilities opening before her.

"Rose tells me that the club dues are fifty a year," Bert said, "and
some of the bathhouses are five, and the others twenty each. The
twenties are dandies--twelve feet square, with gratings, and wooden
hooks, and lots of space. However, we don't have to decide that until
next year. Of course you sign for teas and all that but the cards and
card-tables and so on, are supplied by the club, and the tennis courts
and lockers and so on, are absolutely free."

"Isn't that wonderful?" Nancy said.

"Well, Rose said they weren't trying to make anything out of it--it's a
family club, and it's here for the general convenience of the Gardens.
Now, for instance, if a fellow from outside joins, he pays one hundred
and fifty initiation fee, and seventy-five a year."

"H'm!" said Nancy, in satisfaction. The Marlborough Gardens Yacht Club
was not for the masses. "All we need for the children is a five-dollar
bath house," she added presently, "For we're so near that it's really
easier for you and me to walk over in our bathing suits."

"Oh, sure!" Bert agreed easily. "Unless, of course," he added after a
pause, "all the other fellows do something else."

"Oh of course!" agreed Nancy, little dreaming that she and her husband
were in these words voicing the new creed that was to be theirs.

Chapter Twenty-one

Up to this time it might have been said that the Bradleys had grasped
their destiny, and controlled it with a high hand. Now their destiny
grasped them, and they became its helpless prey. Neither Nancy nor Bert
was at all conscious of this; in deciding to do just what all the other
persons at the Gardens did, they merely felt that they were accepted,
that they were a part at last of this wholly fascinating and desirable

At first it meant only that they went to the fortnightly dinner at the
club, and danced, on alternate Saturday nights. Nancy danced
exquisitely, even after her ten busy and tiring years, and Bert was
always proud of her when he saw her dancing. The dances broke up very
late; the Bradleys were reproached for going home at two o'clock. They
both usually felt a little tired and jaded the next day, and not quite
so ready to tramp with the children, or superintend brush fires or
snow-shovelling as had once been their happy fashion.

But they were fresh and eager at four o'clock when Marlborough Gardens
came in for tea by the fire, or when the telephone summoned them to
some other fireside for tea. It rarely was tea; Nancy wondered that
even the women did not care for tea. They sometimes drank it, and
crunched cinnamon toast, after card parties, but on Saturdays and
Sundays, when men were in the group, stronger drinks were the fashion,
cocktails and highballs, or a bowl of punch. The Bradleys were charming
people, Marlborough Gardens decided warm-heartedly; they had watched
the pretty new-comer and her splashing, sturdy children, all through
the first quiet summer--the children indeed, were all good friends
already. The grown-ups followed suit.

Motor-cars began to come down the short lane that ended at the gate of
Holly Court, and joyous and chattering men and women to come in to tea.
Nancy loved this, and to see a group of men standing about his blazing
logs filled Bert's heart with pride. It was rather demoralizing in a
domestic sense, dinner was delayed, and their bedtime consequently
delayed, and Dora, the cook was disgruntled at seven o'clock, when it
was still impossible to set the dinner table. But Nancy, rather than
disturb her guests, got a second servant, an enormous Irishwoman named
Agnes, who carried the children off quietly for a supper in the
kitchen, when tea-time callers came, and managed them far more easily
than their mother could.

Before the second summer came Nancy had come to be ashamed of some of
her economies that first summer. Taking the children informally across
the back of the empty Somers' place, and letting them bathe on the
deserted beach next to the club, wearing faded cottons, and picknicking
as near as the Half Mile Light, seemed rather shabby performances.
These things had seemed luxury a year ago, but she wondered now how she
could have done them. Sometimes she reminded Bert of the much older
times, of the oyster party and the hat-pins, or the terrible summer at
The Old Hill House, but she never spoke of them above her breath.

On the contrary, she had to watch carefully not to inadvertently admit
to Marlborough Gardens that the financial standing of the Bradleys was
not quite all the heart might have desired. Nancy had no particular
sense of shame in the matter, she would have really enjoyed discussing
finances with these new friends. But money, as money, was never
mentioned. It flowed in a mysterious, and apparently inexhaustible
stream through the hands of these young men and women, and while many
of them knew acute anxiety concerning it, it was not the correct thing
to speak of it. They had various reasons for doing, or not doing,
various things. But money never influenced them. Oliver Rose kept a
boat, kept a car and gave up his boat, took to golf and said he might
sell his big car--but he seemed to be wasting, rather than saving,
money, by these casual transfers. Mrs. Seward Smith said that her
husband wanted her to go into town for the winter, but that it was a
bore, and she hated big hotels. Mrs. Biggerstaff suggested lazily that
they all wait until February and then go to Bermuda, and although they
did not go, Nancy never heard anyone say that the holiday was too
expensive. Everybody always had gowns and maids and dinners enough;
there was no particular display. Old Mrs. Underhill indeed dressed with
the quaint simplicity of a Quaker, and even gay little Mrs. Fielding,
who had been divorced, and was a daughter of the railroad king, Lowell
Lang, said that she hated Newport and Easthampton because the women
dressed so much. She dressed more beautifully than any other women at
Marlborough Gardens, but was quite unostentatious and informal.

Nancy's cheeks burned when she remembered something she had innocently
said to Mrs. Fielding, in the early days of their acquaintance. The
fare to the city was seventy cents, and Nancy commented with a sort of
laughing protest upon the quickness with which her mileage books were
exhausted, between the boys' dentist appointments, shopping trips, the
trips twice a month that helped to keep Agnes and Dora happy, and the
occasional dinner and theatre party she herself had with Bert.

"Besides that," she smiled ruefully, "There's the cab fare to the
station, that wretched Kilroy charges fifty cents each way, even for
Anne, and double after ten o'clock at night, so that it almost pays Mr.
Bradley and myself to stay in town!"

"I never go in the train, I don't believe I've ever made the trip that
way," said Mrs. Fielding pleasantly. And immediately she added, "Thorn
has nothing to do, and it saves me any amount of fatigue, having him
follow me about!"

"But what do you do with the car, if you stay in for the theatre?"
Nancy asked, a day or two later, after she and Bert had made some
calculations as to the expense of this.

"Oh, Thorn leaves it in some garage, there are lots of them. And he
gets his dinner somewhere, and goes to a show himself, I suppose!" Mrs.
Fielding said. Nancy made no answer, but when she and Bert were next
held on a Fifth Avenue crossing, she spoke of it again. Hundreds of men
and women younger than Nancy and Bert were sitting in that river of
motor-cars--how easily for granted they seemed to feel them!

"Just as I am beginning to take my lovely husband and children, and my
beautiful home for granted," Nancy said sensibly, giving herself a
little shake. "We have too much now, and here I am wondering what it
would be like to have a motor-car!"

And the next day she spoke carelessly at the club of the smaller

"This is a wonderful bath house of yours, Mrs. Ingram; but aren't there
smaller ones?"

Mrs. Ingram, a distinguished-looking, plain woman of forty, with the
pleasantest smile in the world, turned quickly from the big dressing
room she had just engaged, and was inspecting.

"Yes, there are, Mrs. Bradley, they're in that little green row, right
against the wall of the garages. We had to have them, you know, for the
children, and a bachelor or two, who couldn't use a big one, and then
of course the maids love to go in, in the mornings--my boys used one
until last year, preferred it!"

And she smiled at the two tall boys in crumpled linen, who were testing
the pegs and investigating the advantages of the room. Nancy had meant
to be firm about that bathhouse, but she did not feel quite equal to it
at this moment. She allowed her fancy to play for one delightful minute
with the thought of a big dressing room; the one right next to Mrs.
Ingram's, with the green awning!

"But twenty dollars a season is an outrageous rent for a bathhouse!"
she said to Bert that night.

"Oh, I don't know," he said comfortably, "We've got the money. It
amounts only to about five dollars a month, after all. I vote for the
big one."

"Well, of course it'll be just the most glorious luxury that ever WAS,"
Nancy agreed happily. She loved the water, and Bert enjoyed nothing so
much in the world as an hour's swimming with the children, but before
that second summer was over they could not but see that their
enthusiasm was unshared by the majority of their neighbours. The
children all went in daily, at the stillwater, and the few young girls
Marlborough Gardens boasted also went in, on Sundays, in marvellous
costumes. At these times there was much picturesque grouping on the
pier, and the float, and much low conversation between isolated
couples, while flying soft hair was drying. Also the men of all ages
went in, for perhaps ten minutes brisk overhand exercise, and came
gasping out for showers and rough towelling.

But Nancy's women friends did not care for sea-bathing, and she came to
feel that there was something just a trifle provincial in the open
joyousness with which the five Bradleys gathered for their Sunday riot.
If there was a morning tide they were comparatively unnoticed, although
there were always a few boats going out, and few men on the tennis
courts. But when the tide was high in the afternoon, even Bert admitted
that it was "darned conspicuous" for the family to file across the
vision of the women who were playing bridge on the porch, and for Anne
to shriek over her water-wings and the boys to yell, as they inevitably
did yell, "Gee--it's cold!"

Their real reason for more or less abandoning the habit was that there
was so much else to do. Bert played golf, Nancy learned to score tennis
as she watched it, and to avoid applause for errors, and to play
excellent bridge for quarter-cent points. She went to two or three
luncheons sometimes in a single week; and cold Sunday lunches, with
much passing of beer and sharing of plates, were popular at Marlborough
Gardens. Holly Court was especially suited to this sort of hospitality,
and it was an easy sort to extend. Nancy sent the children off with
Agnes, bribed her cook, bribed the laundress to wash all the table
linen twice weekly, and on special occasions employed a large,
efficient Swedish woman from the village for a day, or a week-end.
"I'll get Christiana," was one of the phrases that fell frequently from
Nancy's lips.

Chapter Twenty-two

Miraculously, finances stood the strain. Bert was doing well, and
sometimes made several good commissions together--not as large as the
famous commission, but still important. Neither he nor Nancy kept
accounts any more, bills were paid as they came in, and money was put
into the bank as it came in. Nancy had a check book, but she rarely
used it. Sometimes, when Mrs. Biggerstaff or Mrs. Underhill asked her
to join a Girls' Home Society or demanded a prize for the Charity
Bridge, Nancy liked to show herself ready to help, but for other
purposes she needed no money. She ordered all household goods by
telephone, signed "chits" at the club, kept her bridge winnings loose
in a small enamelled box, ready for losing, and, when she went into
town, charged on her accounts right and left, and met Bert for
luncheon. So that, when they really had their first serious talk about
money, Nancy was able to say with a quite plausible air of innocence,
"Well, Bert, I haven't asked you for one cent since the day I needed
mileage. I don't WASTE money! I never DID."

"Well, we've got it!" Bert said uncomfortably, on the day of this talk.
He had vaguely hoped, as the month went by, that it was going to show
him well ahead financially. However, if things "broke even," he might
well congratulate himself. Certainly they were having a glorious time,
there was no denying that.

"Do you recognize us, Bert?" Nancy sometimes asked him exultingly, as
she tucked herself joyously into somebody's big tonneau, or snatched
open a bureau drawer to find fresh prettiness for some unexpected
outing. "Do you remember our wanting to join the Silver River Country
Club! That little club!"

"Gosh, it's queer!" Bert would agree, grinning. And late in the second
summer he said, "If I put the Buller deal over, I think I'll get a car!"

"Well, honestly, I think we ought to have a car," Nancy said seriously,
after a flashing look of delight, "It isn't an extravagance at all,
Bert, if you really figure it out. The man does errands for you, saves
you I don't know how much cab fare, takes care of the place, and Mary
Ingram's man has a garbage incinerator--and saves that expense! Then,
it's one of the things you truly ought to have, down here. You have
friends down Saturday, you play golf, you play bridge after
dinner--well and good. Sunday morning we swim, and come home to lunch,
and then what? You can't ask other friends in to lunch and then propose
that they take us in their cars down the island somewhere? And yet
that's what they do; and I assure you it embarrasses me, over and over

"Oh, we'll have to have a car--I'm glad you see it," said Bert.

The Buller deal being duly completed, they got their car. The
picturesque garage was no longer useless. A silent, wizened little
Frenchman and his wife took possession of the big room over the
kitchen, Pierre to manage the garden and the car, Pauline to cook--she
was a marvellous cook. Nancy kept Agnes, and got a little maid besides,
who was to make herself generally useful in dining room and bedrooms.

The new arrangement worked like a charm. There was no woman in the
Gardens who did not envy the Bradleys their cook, and Nancy felt the
possession of Pauline a real feather in her cap. Pauline exulted in
emergencies, and Nancy and Bert experienced a fearful delight when they
put her to the test, and sat bewildered at their own table, while the
dainty courses followed one another from some mysterious source to
which Pauline alone held the clue.

The children were somewhat in the background now, but they seemed well
cared for, and contented enough when they made their occasional
appearances before their mother's friends. There was a fine private
school in the Gardens, and although the fees for the two boys, with
music lessons twice weekly, came to thirty dollars a month, Nancy paid
it without self-reproach. The alternative was to send them into the
village public school, which was attended by not one single child from
the Gardens. The Ingram boys went away to boarding school at Pomfret,
Dorothy Rose boarded in New York, and the Underbill boys had a tutor,
who also had charge of one or two other boys preparing for college
preparatory schools. While the boys were away Anne drifted about with
her mother, or more often with Agnes, or was allowed to go to play with
Cynthia Biggerstaff or Harriett Fielding.

Chapter Twenty-three

Life spun on. The Bradleys felt that they had never really lived
before. They rushed, laughed, played cards, dressed, danced, and sat at
delicious meals from morning until night. There were so many delightful
plans continually waiting, that sometimes it was hard to choose between
them. The Fieldings wanted them to dine, to meet friends from
Chicago--but that was the same night that the Roses and Joe Underhill
were going in to see the new musical comedy--

"This is Bert--" a voice at Nancy's telephone would say, in the middle
of a sweet October morning, "Nance...Tom Ingram picked me up, and
brought me in...and he was saying that Mrs. Ingram has to come into
town this afternoon...and that, since you do, why don't you have Pierre
bring you both in in the car, and meet us after your shopping, and have
a little dinner somewhere and take in a show? You can let Pierre go
back, do you see? ... and the Ingrams will bring us back in their car.
Now, can you get hold of Mrs. Ingram, and fix it up, and telephone me
later? ..."

Nancy's first thought, so strong is habit, might be that she had just
secured ducks for dinner, Bert's favourite dinner, and that she had
promised Anne to take her with her brothers to see the big cows and
prize sheep at the Mineola Fair. But that could wait, and if Anne and
the boys were promised a little party, and ice cream--and if Pauline
had no dinner to get she would readily make the ice cream--

"Ingram is here... he wants to know what you think..." Bert's impatient
voice might say. And Nancy felt that she had no choice but to respond:

"That will be lovely, Bert! I'll get hold of Mrs. Ingram right away.
And I'll positively telephone you in fifteen minutes."

The rest of the day would be rush and excitement, Nancy felt that she
never would grow used to the delicious idleness of it all. During the
week there were evenings that might have been as quiet as the old
evenings, nothing happened, and if anybody came in it was only the
Fieldings, or Mrs. Underhill and her son, for a game of bridge. But
domestic peace is a habit, after all, and the Bradleys had lost the
habit. Nancy was restless, beside her own hearth, even while she
spangled a gown for the Hallowe'en ball, and discussed with Bert the
details of the paper chase at the club, and the hunt breakfast to
follow. She would ask Bert what the others were doing to-night, and
would spring up full of eager anticipation when the inevitable rap of
the brass knocker came.

Saturdays and Sundays were almost always a time of complete absorption.
Everyone had company to entertain, everyone had plans. Nancy and Bert
would come gaily into their home, on a Saturday afternoon, flushed from
a luncheon party, and would entertain the noisy crowd in the dining
room. After that the chugging of motors began again on the drive, and
the watching children saw their parents depart in a trail of gay

Chapter Twenty-four

There was a brief halt when a fourth child, Priscilla, was born. It was
in the quiet days that followed Priscilla's birth, that the Bradleys
began to look certain unpleasant facts squarely in the face. They were
running steadily deeper and deeper into debt. There were no sensational
expenditures, but there were odd bills left unpaid, from midsummer,
from early fall, from Christmas.

"And I don't see where we can cut down," said Bert, gloomily.

It was dusk of a bitter winter day. Nancy was lying on a wide couch
beside her bedroom fire, Priscilla snuffled in a bassinet near by. In a
lighted room adjoining, a nurse was washing bottles. The coming of the
second daughter had somehow brought husband and wife nearer together
than they had been for a long time, even now Nancy had been wrapped in
peaceful thought; this was like the old times, when she had been tired
and weak, and Bert had sat and talked about things, beside her! She
brought her mind resolutely to bear upon all the distasteful
suggestions contained in his involuntary remark.

"What specially worries you, Bert?" she asked.

He turned to her in quick gratitude for her sympathy.

"Nothing special, dear. We just get in deeper and deeper, that's all.
The table, and the servants, and the car, and your bill at
Landmann's--nothing stays within any limit any more! I don't know where
we stand, half the time. It's not that!" He pulled at his pipe for a
moment in silence. "It's not that!" he burst out, "but I don't think we
get much out of it!"

Nancy glanced at him quickly, and then stared into the fire for a
moment of silence. Then she said in a low tone:

"I don't believe we do!"

"I like Biggerstaff--and I like Rose and Fielding well enough!" Bert
added presently, after profound thought, "but I don't like 'em all day
and all night! I don't like this business of framing something up every
Sunday--a lot of fur coats and robes, and all of us getting out
half-frozen to eat dinners we don't want, all over the place--"

"And hours and hours of making talk with women I really don't care
about, for me!" Nancy said. "I love Mary Ingram," she said presently,
"and the Biggerstaffs. But that's about all."

"Exactly," said her husband grimly. "But it's not the Ingrams nor the
Biggerstaffs who made our club bill sixty dollars this month," he added.

"Bert! It wasn't!"

"Oh, yes it was. Everyone of us had to take four tickets to the dance,
you know, and we had two bottles of wine New Year's Eve; it all counts
up. But part of it was for Atherton, that cousin of Collins, he asked
me to sign for him because he had more than the regulation number of

"But Bert, he'll surely pay you?"

"Maybe he will, maybe he won't; it's just one of those things you can't

"I could let Hannah go," mused Nancy, "but in the rush last summer I
let her help Pauline--waiting on table. Now Pauline won't set her foot
out of the kitchen for love or money."

"And Pauline is wished on us as long as we keep Pierre," Bert said,
"No, you'll need 'em all now, with the baby to run. But we'll try to
pull in a little where we can. My bills for the car are pretty heavy,
and we've got a Tiffany bill for the Fielding kid's present, and the
prizes for the card party. That school of the boys--it's worth all
this, is it?"

Nancy did not answer; her brow was clouded with thought. Doctor,
school, maids, car, table--it was all legitimate expense. Where might
it be cut? For a few minutes they sat in silence, thinking. Then Bert
sighed, shrugged his shoulders, and walked over to look down at

"Hello, Goo-goo!" said he: "You're having a grand little time with your
blanket, aren't you?"

"I'll truly take the whole thing in hand," Nancy said, noticing with a
little pang that dear old Bert was looking older, and grayer, than he
had a few years ago. "When I come downstairs, self-denial week will set

Her tone brought him to her side; he stooped to kiss the smiling face
between the thick braids.

"You always stand by me, Nance!" he said gratefully.

Chapter Twenty-five

There was no stopping half way, however. The current had caught the
Bradleys and it carried them on. There was no expense that could be
lessened without weakening the whole structure. Nancy grew sick of
bills, bills that came in the mail, that were delivered, and that piled
up on her desk. She honestly racked her brain to discover the
honourable solution; there was no solution. Even while she pondered,
Priscilla in her arms, the machinery that she and Bert had so eagerly
constructed went on of its own power.

"The cleaner's man, Hannah?" Nancy would ask, sighing. "You'll have to
give him all those things; the boys' white coats are absolutely no good
to them until they're cleaned, and Mr. Bradley really needs the vests.
And put in my blue waist, and all those gloves, and the lace waist,
too--no use letting it wait!"

"The things to-day came collect, Mrs. Bradley," Hannah might
respectfully remind her.

"Oh, of course! And how much was it?--eleven-forty? Heavens! What made
it so big?"

"Two suits, and your velvet dress, and one of Anne's dresses. And the
man came for your furs this morning, and the awning place telephoned
that they would send a man out to measure the porches. Mr. Bradley sent
a man back from the station to ask you about plants; but you were
asleep, and I didn't like to wake you!"

It was always something. Just as Nancy thought that the household
expenses had been put behind her for a few days at least, a fresh crop
sprang up. A room must be papered, the spare room needed curtains,
Bert's racket was broken, the children clamoured for new bathing-suits.
Nancy knew two moods in the matter. There was the mood in which she
simply refused to spend money, and talked darkly to the children of
changes, and a life devoid of all this ridiculous waste; and there was
the mood in which she told herself desperately that they would get
through somehow, everyone else did, one had to live, after all. In the
latter mood she ordered new glasses and new towels, and white shoes for
all four children, and bottles of maraschino cherries, and tins of
caviar and the latest novel, and four veils at a time.

"Mrs. Albert Bradley, Marlborough Gardens--by self," Nancy said
smoothly, swimming through the great city shops. Sometimes she was a
little scared when the boxes and boxes and boxes came home, but after
all, they really needed the things, she told herself. But needed or
not, she and Bert began to quarrel about money, and to resent each
other's extravagances. The sense of an underlying financial distress
permeated everything they did; Nancy's face developed new expressions,
she had a sharp look for the moment in which Bert told her that he was
going to take their boys and the Underhill boys to the Hippodrome, or
that he was going to play poker again. Bert rarely commented upon her
own recklessness, further than to patiently ejaculate, "Lord!"

"Why do you say that, Bert?" she might ask, with violent self-control.

"Nothing, my dear, nothing!" Bert would return to his newspaper, or his
razor. "I was just thinking. No matter!"

Nancy would stand, eyeing him sulphurously.

"But just what do you mean, Bert?" she would pursue. "Do you mean that
you don't think I should have gotten the suit? I can't wear that
fur-trimmed suit into the summer, you know. The hat was eighteen
dollars--do you think there's another woman in the Gardens who pays no
more than that? Lots of men haven't four lovely children and a home to
support, they haven't wives who make all their friends welcome, as I
do. Perhaps you feel that they are better off? If you don't--I don't
see what you have to complain about. ..." And she would take her own
way of punishing him for his air of detachment and superiority. Bert
was not blameless, himself. It was all very well for Bert to talk of
economy and self-denial, but Bert himself paid twelve dollars a pair
for his golf-shoes, and was the first man at the club to order
champagne at the dance suppers.

Smouldering with indignation, Nancy would shrug off her misgivings. Why
should she hesitate over furs and new hangings for the study and the
present for the Appletons, when Bert was so reckless? It would all be
paid for, somehow.

"And why should I worry," Nancy asked herself, "and try to save a few
cents here and there, when Bert is simply flinging money right and

But for all her ready argument, Nancy was sometimes wretchedly unhappy.
She had many a bitter cry about it all--tears interrupted by the
honking of motors in the road, and ended with a dash of powder, a cold
towel pressed to hot eyes, and the cheerful fiction of a headache. It
was all very well to laugh and chat over the tea-cups, to accept
compliments upon her lovely home and her lovely children, but she knew
herself a hypocrite even while she did so. She could not say what was
wrong, but something was wrong.

Even the children seemed changed to her in these days. The boys were
nice-looking, grinning little lads, in their linen suits and white
canvas hats, but somehow they did not seem to belong to her any more.
Her own boys, whose high chairs had stood in her kitchen a few years
ago, while she cut cookies for them and their father, seemed to have no
confidences to unfold, and no hopes to share with their mother, now.
Sometimes they quite obviously avoided the society of the person who
must eternally send them to wash their hands, and exclaim at the
condition of their knees. Sometimes they whined and teased to go with
her in the motor, and had to be sternly asked by their father if they
wished to be punished. Pierre took them about with him on week days,
and they played with the other boys of the Gardens, eating too much and
staying up too late, but rarely in the way.

Anne was a shy, inarticulate little blonde now, thin, sensitive, and
plain. Her hair was straight, and she had lost her baby curls. Nancy
did what she could for her, with severe little smocks of blue and lemon
colour, and duly started her to school with the boys. But Anne cried
herself into being sick, at school, and it was decided to keep her at
home for a while. So Anne followed Agnes about, Agnes and the radiant
Priscilla, who was giggling her way through a dimpled, rose-pink
babyhood; the best of the four, and the easiest to manage. Priscilla
chewed her blue ribbons peacefully, through all domestic ups and downs,
and never cried when the grown-ups went away, and left her with Agnes.

Chapter Twenty-six

Worse than any real or fancied change in the children, however, was the
unmistakable change in Bert. Heartsick, Nancy saw it. It was not that
he failed as a husband, Bert would never do that; but the bloom seemed
gone from their relationship, and Nancy felt sometimes that he was
almost a stranger. He never looked at her any more, really looked at
her, in the old way. He hardly listened to her, when she tried to
engage him in casual talk; to hold him she must speak of the immediate
event--the message Joe had left for him, the plan for to-morrow's
luncheon. He was popular with the men, and his wife would hear him
chucklingly completing arrangements with them for this affair or that,
even while she was frantically indicating, with everything short of
actual speech, that she did not want to go to Little Mateo's to dinner;
she did not want to be put into the Fieldings' car, while he went off
with Oliver Rose in his roadster.

"Are you crazy!" she would exclaim, in a fierce undertone when they
were upstairs dressing, "Didn't you see that I don't want to go
to-night? I can't understand you sometimes. Bert, you'll fall in with a
plan that I absolutely--"

"Now, look here, Nancy, look here! Weren't you and Mrs. Rose the two
that cooked this whole scheme up last night--"

"She suggested it, and I merely said that I thought SOMETIME it would
be fun--"

"Oh, well, if you plan a thing and then go back on it--"

This led nowhere. In silence the Bradleys would finish their dressing,
in silence descend to the joyous uproar of the cars. But Nancy
despaired of the possibility of ever impressing Bert, through a
dignified silence, with a sense of her displeasure. How could she
possibly be silent under these circumstances? What was the use, anyway?
Bert was tired, irritable, he had not meant to annoy her. It was just
that they both were nervously tense; presently they would find some way
of lessening the strain.

But--she began to wish that he would not drink quite so much. The other
men did, of course, but then they were more used to it than Bert.
Perhaps this constant stimulation accounted for Bert's nervous
irritability, for the indefinable hardening and estranging. Nancy was
not prudish, she had seen wine on her father's table since she was a
baby, she enjoyed it herself, now and then. But to have cocktails
served even at the women's luncheons; to have every host, whatever the
meal, preface it with the slishing of chopped ice and the clink of tiny
glasses, worried her. Bert even mixed a cocktail when he and she dined
alone now, and she knew that when he had had two or three, he would
want something more, would eagerly ask her if she would like to "stir
up something" for the evening--how about a run over to the Ocean House,
with the Fieldings? And wherever they went, there was more drinking.

"Let's make a rule," she proposed one day. "Let's confine our
hospitality to persons we really and truly like. Nobody shall come here
without express invitation!"

"You're on!" Bert agreed enthusiastically.

Ten minutes later it chanced that two motor-loads of persons they both
thoroughly disliked poured into Holly Court, and Nancy rushed out to
scramble some sandwiches together in the frigid atmosphere of the
kitchen, where Pauline and Hannah were sourly attacking the ruins of a
company lunch.

"It's maddening," she said to Bert, later, when the intruders had
honked away into the late summer afternoon, "But what can we do? Such a
sweet day, and we have that noisy crowd to lunch, and then this!"

"Well, we're having a lot of fun out of it, anyway!" Bert said,
half-heartedly. Nancy did not answer.

Chapter Twenty-seven

But Nancy began to ask herself seriously; was it such fun? When house
and maids and children, garden, car, table-linen and clothes had all
been brought to the standard of Marlborough Gardens, was the result
worth while? Who enjoyed them, who praised them? It was all taken for
granted here; the other women were too deep in their own problems to
note more than the satisfactory fact; the Bradleys kept the social law.

It was a terrible law. It meant that Nancy must spend every waking
moment of her life in thought about constantly changing trifles--about
the strip of embroidered linen that curtained the door, about the
spoons that were placed on the table, about a hundred details of her
dress, about every towel and plate, every stocking and hat-pin she
possessed. She must watch the other women, and see how salad-dressing
must be served, and what was the correct disposition of grapefruit. And
more than that she must be reasonably conversant with the books and
poetry of the day, the plays and the political atmosphere. She must
always have the right clothing to wear, and be ready to change her
plans at any time. She must be ready to run gaily down to the door at
the most casual interruption; leaving Agnes to finish Priscilla's bath
just because Seward Smith felt in a mood to come and discuss the
fairness of golf handicaps with his pretty, sensible neighbour.

She did not realize that she had been happier years ago, when every
step Junior and Ned and Anne took was with Mother's hand for guide, but
she often found herself thinking of those days with a sort of wistful
pain at her heart. Life had had a flavour then that it somehow lacked
now. She had been tired, she had been too busy. But what richness the
memories had; memories of three small heads about a kitchen table,
memories of limp little socks and crumpled little garments left like
dropped petals in Mother's lap, at the end of the long day.

"Are we the same people?" mused Nancy. "Have I really my car and my
man; is it the same old Bert whose buckskin pumps and whose silk
handkerchiefs are imitated by all these rich men? No wonder we've lost
our bearings a little, we've gone ahead--if it IS ahead--too fast!"

They were getting from life, she mused, just what everyone wanted to
get from life; home, friends, children, amusement. They lived near the
greatest city, they could have anything that art and science provided,
for the mere buying, no king could sleep in a softer bed, or eat more
delicious fare. When Mary Ingram asked Nancy to go to the opera matinee
with her, Nancy met women whose names had been only a joke to her, a
few years ago. She found them rather like other persons, simple,
friendly, interested in their nurseries and their gardens and anxious
to reach their own firesides for tea. When Nancy and Bert went out with
the Fieldings they had a different experience; they had dinners that
were works of art, the finest box in the theatre, and wines that came
cobwebbed and dusty to the table.

So that there was no height left to scale; "if we could only afford
it," mused Nancy. Belle Fielding could afford it, of course; her
trouble was that the Fielding name was perhaps a trifle too surely
connected with fabulous sums of money. And Mary Ingram could afford
anything, despite her simple clothes and her fancy for long tramps and
quiet evenings with her delicate husband and two big boys. Nancy
sometimes wondered that with the Ingram income anyone could be
satisfied with Marlborough Gardens, but after all, what was there
better in all the world? Europe?--but that meant hotel cooking for the
man. Nancy visualized an apartment in a big city hotel, a bungalow in
California, a villa in Italy, and came back to the Gardens. Nothing was
finer than this.

"If we could only appreciate it!" she said again, sighing. "And if we
need only see the people we like--and if time didn't fly so!" And of
course if there were more money! She reflected that if she might go
back a few years, to the time of their arrival at the Gardens, she
might build far more wisely for her own happiness and Bert's. They had
been drawn in, they had followed the crowd, it was impossible to
withdraw now. Nancy knew that something was troubling Bert in these
days, she guessed it to be the one real cause for worry. She began
almost to hope that he felt financial trouble near, it would be a
relief to fling aside, the whole pretence to say openly and boldly, "we
must economize," and to go back to honest, simple living again. They
could rent Holly Court--

Fired with enthusiasm, she looked for her check book, and for Bert's,
and with the counterfoils before her made some long calculations. The
result horrified her. She and Bert between them had spent ten thousand
dollars in twelve months. Nearly ten times the sum upon which they had
been so happy, years ago! The loans upon the property still stood,
twelve thousand dollars, and the additional three, they had never
touched it. There was a bank balance, of course, but as Nancy
courageously opened and read bill after bill, and flattened the whole
into orderly pile under a paper weight, she saw their total far
exceeded the money on hand to meet them. They could wait of course, but
meanwhile debts were not standing still.

It was a quiet August afternoon; the house was still, but from the
shady lawn on the water side, Nancy could hear Priscilla crooning like
a dove, and hear Agnes's low voice, and Anne's high-pitched little
treble. For a long while she sat staring into space, her brows knit.
Ten thousand dollars--when they could have lived luxuriously for five!
The figures actually frightened her. Why, they should have cleared off
half the mortgage now, they might easily have cleared it all. And if
anything happened to Bert, what of herself and the four children left
absolutely penniless, with a mortgaged home?

"This is wicked," Nancy decided soberly. "It isn't conscientious. We
both must be going crazy, to go on as we do. I am going to have a long
talk with Bert to-night. This can't go on!"

"Interrupting?" smiled pretty Mrs. Seward Smith, from the Dutch doorway.

Nancy jumped up, full of hospitality.

"Oh, come in, Mrs. Smith. I was just going over my accounts--"

"You are the cleverest creature; fancy doing that with everything else
you do!" the caller said, dropping into a chair. "I'm only here for one
second--and I'm bringing two messages from my husband. The first is,
that he has your tickets for the tennis tournament with ours, we'll all
be together; so tell Mr. Bradley that he mustn't get them. And then,
what did you decide about the hospital? You see Mr. Ingram promised
fifty dollars if we could find nine other men to promise that, and make
it an even thousand from the Gardens, and Mr. Bradley said that even if
he only gave twenty-five himself he would find someone else to give the
other twenty-five. Tell him there's no hurry, but Ward wants to know
sometime before the first. I didn't know whether he remembered it or

"I'll remind him!" Nancy promised brightly. She walked with her guest
to the car, and stood in the bright warm clear sunlight smiling
good-byes. "So many thanks for the tickets--and I'll tell Bert about
the hospital to-night!"

But when the car was gone she went slowly back. She eyed the cool
porchway sombrely, the opened casement windows, the blazing geraniums
in their boxes. Pauline was hanging checked glass towels on the line,
Nancy caught a glimpse of her big bare arms, over the brick wall that
shielded the kitchen yard. It was a lovely home, it was a most
successful establishment; surely, surely, things would improve, it
would never be necessary to go away from Holly Court.

Chapter Twenty-eight

Bert was very late, that night. The children were all asleep, and Nancy
had dined, and was dreaming over her black coffee when, at nine
o'clock, he came in. He was not hungry--just hot and tired--he wanted
something cool. He had lunched late, in town, with both the Pearsalls,
had not left the table until four o'clock. And he had news for her. He
was leaving Pearsall and Pearsall.

Nancy looked at him stupefied. What did he mean? Panic seized her, and
under her panic something rose and exulted. Perhaps it was
trouble--perhaps Bert needed his wife again!

"I'm going in for myself," said Bert. "Now, don't look so scared; it
may be slow for a while, but there's big money in it, for me. I'm going
to be Albert Bradley, Real Estate. You see, I've been advising Fred to
handle this new proposition, down the Island, but he's young, and he's
rich, and his father's an old man. Fred won't keep up the business when
old Buck retires. He didn't want to handle it and they both asked me
why I didn't go into it for myself. There's a pot of money in it,
Nance, if I can swing it. However, I never thought of it until
Biggerstaff asked me if I knew about anything of that kind--he's got
some money to put in, and so has Ingram. This was last week. Well, I
went to see. ..."

Nancy listened, frightened and thrilled. Fear was uppermost; before
this she had seen something of daring business ventures in her southern
childhood. But on the other hand, there was the possibility of "big
money," and they needed money! They needed, as Bert said, to get out of
the ranks, to push in before the next fellow pushed in. She had a
vision of herself telling the other women of the Gardens that Mr.
Bradley had gone into business for himself; that the Pearsalls were
going to throw anything they could his way. It sounded dignified--Bert
with a letter head, and an office in Broadway!

She was lost in a complacent dream when Bert's voice awakened her.

"So that, if Buck does lend it, that means the interest on fifty
thousand. ..."

"Fifty thousand?" Nancy repeated, alarmed.

"Well, perhaps not quite that. I've got to figure it as closely as I
can. ..." Nancy's colour had faded a trifle.

"Bert, you would be MAD to get into it, or into anything, as deep as
that!" she said breathlessly. Bert, dashed in the midst of his
confident calculations, turned something like a snarl upon her.

"Well, what am I going to do?" he asked angrily. "It's all very well
for you to sit there and advise me to keep out of it, but what am I
going to do? It's a chance, and I believe in taking it. I know my
market, I know how these things are handled. If I can swing this in the
next three or four years, I can swing other things. It means that we
step right into the rich class--"

"But if you fail--?" Nancy suggested, impressed in spite of herself.

"You keep your end of things going," he urged her, in a sombre voice,
"and I'll take care of mine!"

"I'll try, Bert, I'll do the best I can." With something of her old,
comradely spirit, she laid her hand on his arm. "I'll let Hannah go--at
least I will as soon as the Berrys' visit is over. And what about our
going to the Sewalls', Bert, that's going to be an expensive trip.
Shall I get out of that?"

"No," Bert decided thoughtfully. "I may want to get Sewall into this
thing. We'll have to go there--I wish to the deuce we could get rid of
Pauline and Pierre; but I don't see myself taking care of the car,

"Everyone envies us Pauline," Nancy observed. And seeing that he was
still scowling thoughtfully at his black-coffee cup, she touched his
hand affectionately again, and set herself seriously to soothe him.
"But we'll find ways of economizing, dear. I'll watch the bills, and
I'll scold Pauline again about the butter and eggs and meat that she
wastes. You must remember that you have a big family, Bert. You're
raising four healthy children, and you have a car, and a man, and a
beautiful home, and a delightful group of friends, and two or three
fine clubs--"

But for once Bert was not easily quieted. He put his head in his hands
and gave a sort of groan.

"Don't tell me what I've got--I know it all! Lord, I lie awake nights
wondering what would happen to the crowd of you--However!" And
dismissing the topic, he glanced at his watch. "I think I'll turn in
before anybody comes in, Nance. I need sleep." With a long tired yawn,
he started for the big square stairway; paused at her desk. "What're
all those?"

"Bills, Bert. I'm sorry to have you see them now. But we ought to pay
some of them--I've been going over things, this afternoon. Now,
especially if you're going to make a fresh start, we ought to
straighten things out. We ought to plan that we can spend so much
money, and stick to that."

Bert flipped the pile with a careless finger.

"We never will!" he said morosely. "We never HAVE."

"Oh, Bert--we used to clear everything off on the first of the month,
and then celebrate, don't you remember?"

He jerked his head impatiently.

"What's the use of harking back to that? That was years ago, and things
are different now. We'll pull out of it, I'm not worried. Only, where
we can, I think we ought to cut down."

"Dentist--" Nancy said musingly. She had come over to stand beside him,
and now glanced at one of the topmost bills. "You HAVE to have a
dentist," she argued.

"Well, I'm too tired to go over 'em now!" Bert said, unsympathetically.
"Leave 'em there--I'll take them all up in a day or two!"

"But I was thinking," Nancy said, following him upstairs, "That while
you are about it, borrowing money for the new venture, you know--why
not borrow an extra thousand or two, and clear this all up, and then we
can really start fresh. You see interest on a thousand is only fifty
dollars a year, and that--"

"That's nonsense!" Bert answered, harshly, "Borrowing money for a
business is one thing, and borrowing money to pay for household bills
is another! I don't propose to shame myself before men like Biggerstaff
and Ingram by telling them that I can't pay my butcher's bill!"

"I wish you wouldn't take that tone with me," Nancy said, sharply, "I
merely meant to make a suggestion that might be helpful--"

A bitter quarrel followed, the bitterest they had ever known. Bert left
the house without speaking to his wife the next morning, and Nancy
looked out into the still August sunshine with a heavy weight on her
heart, as, scowling, he wheeled the car under the maples, and swept
away. She went about all day long silent and brooding, answering the
children vaguely, and with occasional deep sighs. She told Mrs. Smith
that Mr. Bradley would let her know about the hospital money right
away, and planned a day at the tennis tournament, and a dinner after
it, between periods of actual pain. It was all so stupid--it was all so
sad and hopeless and unnecessary!

Bert had not meant what he said to her; she had not meant what she said
to him, and they both knew it. But an ugly silence lasted between them
for several days. They spoke to each other civilly, before other
people; they dressed and went about with an outward semblance of
pleasantness, and at home they spoke to the servants and the children.

Chapter Twenty-nine

No formal reconciliation ended this time of discomfort. Guests came to
the house, and Bert addressed his wife with some faint spontaneity, and
Nancy eagerly answered him. They never alluded to the quarrel; it might
have been better if they had argued and cried and laughed away the
pain, in the old way.

But they needed each other less now, and life was too full to be
checked by a few moments of misunderstanding. Nancy learned to keep
absolutely silent when Bert was launched upon one of his favourite
tirades against her extravagance; perhaps the most maddening attitude
she could have assumed. She would listen politely, her eyes wandering,
her thoughts quite as obviously astray.

"But a lot you care!" Bert would finish angrily, "You go on and on,
it's charge and charge and charge--SOMEBODY'LL pay for it all! You've
got to do as the other women do, no matter how crazy it is! I ask
you--I ask you honestly, do you know what our Landmann bill was last

"I've told you I didn't know, Bert," Nancy might answer patiently.

"Well, you ought to know!"

"I know this," Nancy sometimes said gently, "that you are not yourself
to-day; you've been eating too much, drinking too much, and going too
hard. You can't do it, Bert, you aren't made that way. ..."

Then it was Bert's turn to be icily silent, under the pleasant, even
tones of his wife's voice. Sometimes he desperately planned to break
the rule of hospitality, to frighten Nancy by letting guests and
neighbours see that something was wrong with the Bradleys. But he never
had courage enough, it always seemed simpler and wiser to keep the
surface smooth. Nancy, on her part, saw that there was nothing to gain
by a break of any sort. Bert was not the type to be intimidated by
sulks and silences, and more definite steps might quickly carry the
situation out of her hands. The present with Bert was difficult, but a
future that did not include him was simply unthinkable. No, a woman who
had four young children to consider had no redress; she could only
endure. Nancy liked the martyr role, and frequently had cause, or
imagined she had cause, for assuming it.

Chapter Thirty

"The whole trouble is that Bert loves neither the children nor myself
any more!" she decided bitterly, on a certain August afternoon, when,
with three other young wives and mothers, she was playing bridge at the
club. It was a Saturday, and Bert was on the tennis courts, where the
semi-finals in the tournament were being played. Nancy had watched all
morning, and had lunched with the other women; the men merely snatched
lunch, still talking of the play. Nancy had noticed disapprovingly that
Bert was flushed and excited, her asides to him seemed to fall upon
unhearing ears. He seemed entirely absorbed in what Oliver Rose and Joe
Underhill were saying; he had lost his own chance for the cup, but was
in high spirits, and was to umpire the afternoon games.

After luncheon Nancy rather discontentedly settled down to bridge, with
Elsie Fielding, Ruth Biggerstaff and a young Mrs. Billings who had only
recently come back to her home in the Gardens, after some years of
travel. They were all pretty and gracious women, and just such a group
as the Nancy of a few years ago would have envied heartily.

But to-day she felt deeply depressed, she knew not why. Perhaps
watching the tennis had given her a slight headache; perhaps Bert's
cavalier treatment of her latest idea of economizing, submitted to him
only a few hours ago, still rankled in her breast.

"Bert," she had said to him suddenly, during a breakfast-table
dissertation in which he had dwelt upon the business capability of some
women, and the utter lack of it in others, "Why not rent Holly Court
and go somewhere else for a year or two?"

Even as she spoke she had been smitten with a sudden dread of all this
must entail for herself. But before she could qualify it, Bert's angry
and impatient answer had come:

"Don't talk nonsense! Do you want everyone to think that, now I'm out
for myself, I can't make a go of it? What would Ingram and Biggerstaff
think, if I began to talk money tightness? I didn't leave the firm, and
strike out for myself to give in this soon!"

Nancy had shrunk back, instantly silenced. She had not spoken to him
again until Oliver Rose called, to remind them of the tennis, and then,
hating herself while she did it, Nancy had forced herself to speak to
Bert, and Bert had somewhat gruffly replied. Once at the club, all
signs of the storm must be quickly brushed aside, but the lingering
clouds lay over her heart now, and she felt desolate and troubled. She
did not want to excuse herself and go home, she did not want to go out
and watch more tennis, but she felt vaguely that she did not want to
play bridge, either. The other women bored her.

Chapter Thirty-one

Dummy again. She seemed to be dummy often, this afternoon. They were
playing for quarter cents, but even that low stake, Nancy thought
irritably, ran up into a considerable sum, when one's partner bid as
madly as young Mrs. Billings bid. She was doubled, and redoubled, and
she lost and lost; Nancy saw Elsie's white hand, with its gold pencil,
daintily scoring four hundred--two hundred--three hundred.

"I thought I might as well try it," said Mrs. Billings blithely, "but
you didn't give me much help, partner!"

"I didn't bid, you know," Nancy reminded her.

"Oh, I know you didn't--it was entirely my own fault! Well, now, let's
try again. ..."

Suddenly it seemed to Nancy all wrong--her sitting here in the tempered
summer light, playing cards throughout the afternoon. Inherited from
some conscientious ancestor, shame stirred for a few minutes in her
blood and she hated herself, and the club, and the women she played
with. This was not a woman's work in the world. Her children scattered
about their own affairs, her household in the hands of strange women,
her husband playing another game, with other idle men, and she, the
wife and mother and manager, sitting idle, with bits of pasteboard in
her hands. She was not even at home, she was in a public club--

She laughed out, as the primitive wave of feeling brought her to the
crude analysis. It was funny--life was funny. For a few strange minutes
she felt as curiously alien to the Marlborough Gardens Yacht Club as if
she had been dropped from another world on to its porch. She had been a
tired, busy woman, a few years ago; by what witchcraft had she been
brought to this? Mrs. Billings was playing four hearts, doubled. Nancy
was too deep in uneasy thought to care much what befell the hand. She
began to plan changes, always her panacea in a dark mood. She would
give up daytime playing, like Mary Ingram. And she would never play
except at home, or in some other woman's home. Nancy was no prude, but
she was suddenly ashamed. She was ashamed to have new-comers at the
club pass by, and see that she had nothing else to do, this afternoon,
but watch a card game.

Sam Biggerstaff came to the door, and nodded to his wife. Nancy smiled
at him; "Will I do?" No, he wanted Ruth.

So his wife put her cards in Nancy's hand, and went out to talk to him.
Nancy laughed, when she came back.

"You score two tricks doubled, Ruth. I think that's too hard, after I
played them!"

"Shameful!" said Mrs. Biggerstaff, in her breathless way, slipping into
her seat. Two or three more hands were played, then Mrs. Fielding said

"Is the tennis finished? Who won? Aren't they all quiet--all of a

The other two women glanced up idly, but Mrs. Biggerstaff said quietly:

"I dealt. No trumps."

"Right off, like that!" Nancy laughed. But Mrs. Billings said:

"No--but AREN'T they quiet? And they were making such a noise! You know
they were clapping and laughing so, a few minutes ago!"

"They must have finished," Mrs. Fielding said, looking at her hand
quizzically. "You said no trump. Partner, let's try two spades!"

"Billy was going to come in to tell me," persisted Mrs. Billings, "Just
wait a minute--!" And leaning back in her chair, she called toward the
tea-room. "Steward; will you send one of the boys down to ask how the
tennis went? Tell Mr. Billings I want to know how it went!"

The steward came deferentially forward.

"I believe they didn't finish their game, Mrs. Billings. The fire--you
know. I think all the gentlemen went to the fire--"

"Where is there a fire!" demanded two or three voices. Nancy's
surprised eyes went from the steward's face to Mrs. Biggerstaff's, and
some instinct acted long before her fear could act, and she felt her
soul grow sick within her.

"Where is it?" she asked, with a thickening throat, and then
suspiciously and fearfully. "Ruth, WHERE WAS IT?" And even while she
asked, she said to herself, with a wild hurry and flutter of mind and
heart, "It's our house--that's what Sam stopped to tell Ruth--it's
Holly Court--but I don't care--I don't care, as long as Agnes was
there, to get the children out--"

It was all instantaneous, the steward's stammering explanation, Ruth
Biggerstaff's terrified eyes, the little whimper of fear and sympathy
from the other women. Nancy felt that there was more--more--

"What'd Sam tell you, Ruth? For God's sake--"

"Now, Nancy--now, Nancy--" said the Mrs. Biggerstaff, panting like a
frightened child, "Sam said you weren't to be frightened--we don't know
a thing--listen, dear, we'll telephone! That's what we'll do--it was
silly of me, but I thought perhaps we could keep you from being
scared--from just this--"

"But--but what did you hear, Ruth? Who sent in the alarm?" Nancy asked,
with dry lips. She was at the club, and Holly Court seemed a thousand
impassable miles away. To get home--to get home--

"Your Pauline telephoned! Nancy, wait! And she distinctly said--Sam
told this of his own accord--" Mrs. Biggerstaff had her arms tight
about Nancy, who was trembling very much. Nancy's agonized look was
fixed with pathetic childish faith upon the other woman's eyes. "Sam
told me that she distinctly said that the children were all out with
Agnes! She asked to speak to Bert, but Bert was watching a side-line,
so Sam came--"

Nancy's gaze flashed to the clock that ticked placidly over the wide
doorway. Three o'clock. And three o'clock said, as clearly as words
"Priscilla's nap." Agnes had tucked her in her crib, with a
"cacker"--and had taken the other children for their promised walk with
the new puppy. Pauline had rushed out of the house at the first alarm--

And Priscilla's mother was here at the club. Nancy felt that she was
going to get dizzy, she turned an ashen face to Mrs. Biggerstaff.

"The baby--Priscilla!" she said, in a sharp whisper. "Oh, Ruth--did
they remember her! Oh, God, did they remember her! Oh, baby--baby!"

Chapter Thirty-two

The last words were no more than a breath of utter agony. A second
later Nancy turned, and ran. She did not hear the protest that followed
her, nor realize that, as she had taken off her wide-brimmed hat for
the card-game, she was bare-headed under the burning August sun. She
choked back the scream that seemed her only possible utterance, and
fought the deadly faintness that assailed her. Unhearing, unseeing,
unthinking, she ran across the porch, and down the steps to the drive.

Here she paused, checkmated. For every one of the motor-sheds was
empty, and not a car was in sight on the lawns or driveway, where
usually a score of them stood. The green, clipped grass, and the
blossoming shrubs, baking in the afternoon heat, were silent and
deserted. The flame of geraniums, and the dazzle of the empty white
courts, smote her eyes. She heard Mrs. Fielding's feet flying down the
steps, and turned a bewildered, white face toward her.

"Elsie--there's not a car! What shall I do?"

"Listen, dear," said the new-comer, breathlessly, "Ruth is telephoning
for a car--"

But Nancy's breath caught on a short, dry sob, and she shook her head.

"All the way to the village--it can't be here for half an hour! Oh, no,
I can't wait--I can't wait--"

And quite without knowing what she did, or hoped to do, she began to
run. The crunched gravel beneath her flying feet was hot, and the mile
of road between her and Holly Court lay partly in the white sunlight,
but she thought only of Priscilla--the happy, good, inexacting little
baby, who had been put in her crib--with her "cacker"--and left
there--and left there--

"My baby!" she said out loud, in a voice of agony. "You were having
your nap--and mother a mile away!"

She passed the big stone gateway of the club, and the road--endless it
looked--lay before her. Nancy felt as helpless as one bound in a
malignant dream. She could make no progress, her most frantic efforts
seemed hardly more than standing still. A sharp pain sprang to her
side, she pressed her hand over it. No use; she would only kill herself
that way, she must get her breath.

Oh, why had she left her--even for a single second! So small, so gay,
so helpless; how could any mother leave her. She had been so merry, in
her high chair at breakfast, she had toddled off so dutifully with
Agnes, when Nancy had left the doleful boys and the whimpering Anne, to
go to the club. The little gold crown of hair--the small buckskin
slippers--Nancy could see them now. They were the real things, and it
was only a terrible dream that she was running here through the
merciless heat--

"Get in here, Mrs. Bradley!" said a voice. One of the Ingram boys had
brought his roadster to a stop beside her. She turned upon him her
tear-streaked face.

"Oh, Bob, tell me--what's happened?"

"I don't know," he said, in deep concern. "I just happened to go into
the club, and Mrs. Biggerstaff sent me after you! I don't know--I guess
it's not much of a fire!"

Nancy did not answer. She shut her lips tight, and turned her eyes
toward the curve in the road. Even while they rushed toward it, a great
mushroom of smoke rose and flattened itself against the deep blue
summer sky, widening and sinking over the tops of the trees. Presently
they could hear the confused shouts and groans that always surround
such a scene, and the hiss of water.

A turn of the road; Holly Court at last. Her escort murmured something,
but Nancy did not answer. She had only one sick glance for the scene
before them; the fringe of watchers about the house, the village
fire-company struggling and shouting over the pitifully inadequate
hose, the shining singed timbers of Holly Court. A great funnel of heat
swept up above the house, and the green under-leaves on the trees
crackled and crisped. From the casement windows smoke trickled or
puffed, the roof was falling, in sections, and at every crash and every
uprush of sparks the crowd uttered a sympathetic gasp.

The motor, curving up on the lawn, passed the various other vehicles
that obstructed the drive. As the mistress of the house arrived, and
was recognized, there was a little pitiful stir in the crowd. Nancy
remembered some of this long afterward, remembered seeing various
household goods--the piano, and some rugs, and some loose
books--carefully ranged at one side, remembered a glimpse of Pauline
crying, and chattering French, and Pierre patting his wife's shoulder.
She saw familiar faces, and unfamiliar faces, as in a dream.

But under her dream hammered the one agonized question: The
children--the children--ah, where were they? Nancy stumbled from the
car, asked a sharp question. The villager who heard it presented her a
blank and yet not unkindly face. He didn't know, ma'am, he didn't know
anything--he had just come.

She knew now that she was losing her reason, that she would never be
sane again if anything--anything had happened--

The crowd parted as she ran forward. And she saw, with a lightning look
that burned the picture on her brain for all her life, the boys blessed
little figures--and Anne leaning on her father's knee, as he sat on an
overturned bookcase--and against Bert's shoulder the little fat, soft
brown hand, and the sunny crown of hair that were Priscilla's--

Chapter Thirty-three

Blinded with an exquisite rush of tears, somehow Nancy reached them,
and fell on her knees at her husband's side, and caught her baby to her
heart. Three hundred persons heard the sobbing cry she gave, and the
flames flung off stars and arrows for more than one pair of sympathetic
eyes. But she neither knew nor cared. She knew only that Bert's arms
and the boys' arms were about her, and that Anne's thin little cheek
was against her hair, and that her hungry lips were devouring the
baby's sweet, bewildered face. She was crying as if there could be no
end to her tears, crying happily and trying to laugh as she cried, and
as she let the waves of relief and joy sweep over her in a reviving

Bert was in his shirt sleeves, and Priscilla still had on only the
short embroidered petticoat that she wore while she slept; her small
feet were bare. The boys were grimed with ashes and soot, and Anne was
pale and speechless with fright. But they were all together, father,
mother, and children, and that was all that mattered in the world--all
that would ever count, for Nancy, again.

"Don't cry, dearest!" said Bert, the tears streaming down his own
blackened face. "She's all right, dear! We're all here, safe and sound,
we're all right!"

But Nancy cried on, her arms strained about them all, her wet face
against her husband's, and his arm tight across her shoulder.

"Oh, Bert--I ran so! And I didn't know--I didn't know what to be afraid
of--what to think! And I RAN so--!"

"You poor girl--you shouldn't have done it. But dearest, we're all
right now. What a scare you got--and my God, what a scare _I_ got! But
I got to her, Nance--don't look so, dear. I was in plenty of time, and
even if I hadn't been, Agnes would have got her out. She ran all the
way from Ingrams' and she was only a few minutes after me! It's all
right now, Nance."

Nancy dried her eyes, swaying back on her knees to face him.

"I was playing cards--Bert, if anything had happened I think I should
never have been sane again--"

"I was on the court, you know," Bert said. "Underhill's kid came up, on
his bicycle. He shouted at me, and I ran, and jumped into the car, Rose
following. I met Agnes, running back to the house, with the children--I
called out 'Where's Priscilla?' and she shouted back--she shouted
back:' Oh, Mr. Bradley--oh, Mr. Bradley--'" And overcome by the hideous
recollection, Bert choked, and began to unbutton and button the top of
his daughter's little petticoat.

"We were all out walkin'," Ned volunteered eagerly. "And Joe Underbill
went by on his bike. And he yelled at us, 'You'd better go home, your
house is on fire!' and Anne began to cry, didn't you, Anne? So Agnes
said a prayer, right out loud, didn't she, Junior? And then Dad and Mr.
Rose went by us in the car on a run--we were way up by Ingrams'--and
then Anne and Agnes cried, and I guess we all cried some--"

"And mother, lissun," Junior added. "They didn't get the baby out until
after they got out the piano! They got the piano out before they got
Priscilla! Because Pauline ran over to Wallaces', and Hannah was
walking into the village for the mail, and when Dad got here and yelled
to the men, they said they hadn't seen any baby--they thought the house
was empty--"

Nancy turned deathly pale, her eyes reaching Bert's, her lips moving
without a sound.

"I tried the front stairway, but it was--well, I couldn't," Bert said.
"I kept thinking that she must have been got out, by somebody--but I
knew it was only a question of minutes--if she wasn't! All the time I
kept saying 'You're a fool--they couldn't have forgotten her--!' and
Rose kept yelling that she must be somewhere, with someone, but I
didn't--somehow I didn't dare let the few minutes we had go by without
making sure! So I ran round to the side, and got in that window, and
unlocked that door; Hannah must have locked it. I ran upstairs--she was
just waking up. She was sitting up in her crib, rubbing her eyes, and a
little bit scared and puzzled--smoke was in there, then--but she held
out her little arms to me--I was in time, thank God--I thought we'd
never get here--but we were in time!"

And again overcome by the memory of that moment, he brushed his
brimming eyes against Priscilla's bright little head, and his voice

"But Baby couldn't have burned--Baby couldn't have burned, could she,
Mother?" Anne asked, bursting suddenly into bitter crying. Her anxious
look had been going from one face to another, and now she was half
frantic with fright.

Nancy sat down on a box, and lifted her elder daughter into her lap.

"No, my precious, Daddy was in time," she said, in her old firm
motherly voice, with her comforting arms about the small and tearful
girl. "Daddy and Mother were both rushing home as fast as they could
come, that's what mothers and fathers are for. And now we're all safe
and sound together, and you mustn't cry any more!"

"But our house is burned down!" said Junior dolefully. "And you're
crying, Mother!" he added accusingly.

Nancy smiled as she dried her eyes, and dried Anne's, and the children
laughed shakily as she exhibited the sooty handkerchief.

"Mother's crying for joy and gratitude and relief, Junior!" she said.
"Why," and her reassuring voice was a tonic to the children, "Why, what
do Dad and I care about an old house!" she said cheerfully. "We'd
rather have ten houses burn down than have one of you children sick,
even for a day!"

"Don't you care?" exulted Anne between two violent kisses, her lips
close to her mother's, her thin arms tight about her mother's neck.

"We care about you, and the boys, and the baby, Anne," said Bert, "but
that's all. Why, I sort of think I'm glad to see that house burn down!
It used to worry Mother and me a good deal, and now it won't worry us
any more! How about that, Mother?"

And his reddened eyes, in his soot--and perspiration-streaked face, met
Nancy's with the old smile of fun and courage, and her eyes met his.
Something the children missed passed between them; hours of
conciliatory talk could not have accomplished what that look did, years
of tears and regret would not so thoroughly have washed away the
accumulated burden of heartache and resentment and misunderstanding.

Chapter Thirty-four

"Then we're going to be gipsies, aren't we?" exulted Junior.

His mother had straightened her hair, and turned the box upon which she
sat for the better accommodation of Anne and herself. Now she was
placidly watching the flames devour Holly Court; the pink banners that
blew loose in the upswirling gray fumes, and the little busy sucking
tongues that wrapped themselves about an odd cornice or window frame
and devoured it industriously. She saw her bedroom paper, the green
paper with the white daisies--Bert had thought that a too-expensive
paper--scarred with great gouts of smoke, and she saw the tangled pipes
of her own bathroom curve and drop down in a blackened mass, and all
the time her arm encircled Anne, and the child's heart beat less and
less fitfully, and Nancy's soul was steeped in peace.

"You'll get some insurance, Bert?" asked one of the many neighbours who
were hovering about the family group, waiting for a suitable moment in
which to offer sympathy. The first excitement of the reunion over, they
gathered nearer; Fielding and Oliver Rose coatless and perspiring from
their struggles with the furniture, a dozen others equally concerned
and friendly.

"Fourteen thousand," grinned Bert, "and I carry a thirteen-thousand
loan on her!"

"Gosh, that is tough luck, Brad! She's a dead loss then, for she's gone
like paper, and there won't be ten dollars' worth of salvage. You had
some furniture insurance?"

"Not a cent!" Bert said cheerfully. He glanced about at his excited
sons; his wife, bareheaded, and still pale, if smiling; his daughter
just over her tears; and his baby, plump and happy in her little white
petticoat. "I guess we got most everything out of the house that I care
much about!" smiled Bert.

Chapter Thirty-five

For two hours more the Bradleys sat as they were, and watched the swift
ruin of their home. Nancy's hot face cooled by degrees, and she showed
an occasional faint interest in the details of the calamity; this chair
was saved, that was good; this clock was in ruins, no matter. She did
not loosen her hold on Anne, and the little girl sat contentedly in her
mother's lap, but the boys foraged, and shouted as they dashed to and
fro. Over and over again she reassured them; it was too bad, of course,
but Mother and Dad did not mind very much. She thanked the neighbours
who brought chairs and pillows and odd plates, and piled them near her.

She and Bert were wrapped in a sort of stupor, after the events of the
hot afternoon. Bert seemed to forget that a meal and a sleeping place
must be provided for his tribe, and that his face was shockingly dirty,
and he wore no coat. He found it delicious to have the placid Priscilla
finish her interrupted nap in his arms, and enjoyed his sons' comments
as they came and went. Neither husband nor wife spoke much of the fire,
but a rather gay conversation was carried on and there was much
philosophical laughter of the sort that such an occasion always breeds.

"I might know that you would save that statue, Jack," said Bert to one
of the young Underhills. "We've been trying to break that for eleven

"If that's the case," the youth said solemnly, and Nancy's old happy
laugh rang out as he flung the plaster Psyche in a smother of white
fragments against the chimney.

"I suppose it would be only decent for me to get started at something,"
she said, after a while. "It seems senseless to sit here and merely

"For pity's sake sit still if you can," old Mrs. Underbill said
affectionately. "The fire company's going, and people are all leaving
now, anyway. And we've got to go, too, but Joe will be over again
later--to bring you back with us. Just try to keep calm, Nancy, and
don't worry!"

Worry? Nancy knew that she had not been so free from actual worry for a
long, long time. She remembered a dinner engagement with a pleasant
reflection that it could not be kept. To-morrow, too, with its
engagement to play cards and dine and dance, was now freed. And
Monday--when she had promised to go to town and look for hats with
Dorothy, and Tuesday, when those women were coming for lunch--it was
all miraculously cancelled. A mere chance had loosed the bonds that
neither her own desperate resolution nor Bert's could break. She was
Nancy Bradley again, a wife and mother and housekeeper first, and
everything else afterward.

What would they do now--where would they go? She did not care. She had
been afraid of a hundred contingencies only this morning, fretted with
tiny necessities, annoyed by inessential details. Now a real event had
come along, and she could breathe again.

"I wonder what I've been afraid of, all this time?" mused Nancy. And
she smiled over a sudden, mutinous thought. How many of the women she
knew would be glad to have their houses burned down between luncheon
and dinner on a summer Saturday? She turned to Bert. "Pierre and
Pauline may now consider themselves as automatically dismissed," she

"They have already come to that conclusion," Bert said, with some
relish. "I am to figure out what I owe them, and mail them a check.
Some of their things they got out--most of them, I guess. I saw someone
putting their trunk on a wagon, awhile back, and I imagine that we have
parted forever."

"Hannah transfers herself this night to the Fielding menage," Nancy
added after a while. "Which reduces our staff to Agnes. I never want to
part with Agnes. You can't buy tears and loyalty like that; they're a
gift from God, Where do we spend the night, by the way?"

Bert gazed at her calmly.

"I have not the faintest idea, my dear woman!" Then they laughed in the
old fashion, together.

"But do look at the sunlight coming down through the trees, and the
water beyond there," Nancy presently said. "Isn't it a lovely
place--Holly Court? Really this is a wonderful garden."

"That's what I was thinking," Bert agreed. It had been many months,
perhaps years, since the Bradleys had commented upon the sunlight, as
it fell all summer long through the boughs of their own trees.

Gradually the crowd melted away, and the acrid odour of wet wood
mingled with the smell of burning. And gradually that second odour gave
way to the persuasive sweetness of the summer evening, the sharp,
delicate fragrance that is loosed when the first dew falls, and the
perfumes of reviving flowers. Holly Court still smoked sulkily, and
here and there in its black ruins some special object flamed brightly:
Nancy's linen chest and the pineapple bed went on burning when the
other things were done. It was nearly sunset when the Bradleys walked
slowly about the wreck, and laughed or bemoaned themselves as they
recognized what was gone, or what was left.

Chapter Thirty-six

That night they slept in the garage. With a flash of her old
independence, Nancy so decided it. She was firm in declining the
hospitable offers that would have scattered the Bradleys among the
neighbouring homes for the night.

"No, no--we're all together," Nancy said, smiling. "I don't want to
separate again, for a while." She calmly estimated the salvage--beds
and bedding, some chairs, rugs, and small tables, tumbled heaps of the
children's clothes, and odd lots of china and glass.

Priscilla was presently set to amuse herself, on a rug on the lawn, and
the enraptured children and Agnes and the new puppy bustled joyfully
about among the heterogeneous possessions of the evicted family, under
Nancy's direction. There was much hilarity, as the new settling began,
the boys were miracles of obedience and intelligence, and Anne laughed
some colour into her face for the first time in weeks. Nancy was in her
element, there was much to do, and she was the only person who knew how
it should be done. Even Bert stood amazed at her efficiency, and
accepted her orders admiringly.

In the exquisite summer twilight she sent him to the Biggerstaffs'.
Nobody had yet found sleeping wear for the man of the family, that was
message one. And message two was the grateful acceptance of the fresh
milk that had been offered. Everybody he met wanted to add something to
these modest demands. Bert had not felt himself so surrounded with
affection and sympathy for many years. At seven o'clock he was back at
the garage, heavily laden, but cheerful.

Nancy leaned out of the upper window, where geraniums in boxes bloomed
as they had bloomed when first the Bradleys came to Holly Court and
called out joyfully, "See how nice we are!" The children, laughing and
stumbling over each other, were carrying miscellaneous loads of
clothing and bedding upstairs. Bert picked up two pillows and an odd
bureau drawer full of garments, and followed them. His wife, busy and
smiling, greeted him.

"That's lovely, dear--and that just about finishes us, up here. You see
we've cleared out these two big rooms, and the Ingrams' man came just
in time to set up the beds. This is our room, and Agnes and the girls
will have the other. The boys will have to sleep on the double couch
downstairs, to-morrow they can have a tent on the lawn right back of
us. Bring that drawer here, it goes in this chest. I thought it was
missing, but we'll straighten everything out to-morrow, and see where
we stand. The piano's out there on the lawn, and I wish you'd cover it
with something, unless you get some one after supper to help you move
it in. It goes in the corner where the boys' sleds were, downstairs.
Supper's ready, Bert, if you are!"

"Perhaps you'd like me to dress?" Bert said, deeply amused. Anne and
her brothers laughed uproariously, as they all went down the narrow

"No, but do come down and see how nice it is!" his wife said eagerly.
Hanging on his arm, she showed him the comfort downstairs. The big room
that had been large enough to house two cars had been swept, and the
rugs laid over the concrete floor. Through a westerly window crossed by
rose-vines the last light of the long day fell softly upon a small
table set for supper. Priscilla was already in her high chair demanding
food. At the back of the room, on the long table once used for tools
and tubes, Agnes was busy with a coal-oil stove and Nancy's copper
blazer. A heartening aroma of fresh coffee was mingling with other good
odours from that region.

Chapter Thirty-seven

Contentedly, the Bradleys dined. Bert served scrambled eggs and canned
macaroni to the ravenous children--a meal that was supplemented by a
cold roast fowl from the Rose's, a sheet of rolls brought at the last
moment by the Fieldings' man, sweet butter and peach ice-cream from the
Seward Smiths, and a tray of various delicacies from the concerned and
sympathetic Ingrams. Every one was hungry and excited, and more than
once the boys made their father shout with laughter. They were amusing
kids, his indulgent look said to his wife.

At the conclusion of the meal little Anne went around the table, and
got into her father's lap.

"'Member I used to do this when I was just a little girl?" Anne asked,
happily. Nancy and Bert looked for a second at each other over the
relaxed little head. It was almost dark now, Priscilla was silent in
her mother's arms, even the boys were quiet. Bert smoked, and Nancy
spoke now and then to the sleepy baby.

It was with an effort that she roused herself, to lead the little
quartette upstairs. And even as she did so she remembered this old
sensation, the old reluctance to leave after-dinner quiet and
relaxation for the riot of the nursery. Smiling, she carried the baby
upstairs, and settled the chattering children in all the novelty of the
bare wide rooms.

Bert could hear the diminishing trills of talk and laughter, the
repeated good-nights. The oblong of light from the upper window faded
suddenly from the lawn. Somewhere from the big closet at the back,
lately filled with slip-covers and new tires, Agnes hummed over the
subdued click and tinkle of dishes and silver, and he could hear
Nancy's feet coming carefully down the steep, unfamiliar stairway.
Presently she joined him in the soft early darkness of the doorway,
silently took the wide arm of his porch-chair, and leaned against his
shoulder. Bert put his arm about her.

It was a heavenly summer evening, luminous even before the moon-rising.
The last drift of smoke was gone, and the garden drenched with scent.
Under the first stars the shrubs and trees stood in panoramic
perspective; the lawns looked wide and smooth. Down the street, under a
dark arch of elms, the lights of other houses showed yellow and warm;
now and then a motor-car swept by, sending a circle of white light for
a few moments against the gloom.

"Dead, dear?" Bert asked, after awhile. Nancy sighed contentedly before
she answered:

"Tired, of course--a little!"

"Well," summarized Bert, after another pause, "we have now reduced our
problem somewhat. A man, his wife, his children. There we are!"

"A roof above his head, a maid-servant, and all the Sunday meals in the
house!" Nancy added optimistically.

"A barn roof," amended Bert.

"Barns have sheltered babies before this," Nancy reflected whimsically.
Again she sighed. "I suppose babies do burn to death, sometimes, Bert?
One sees it in the paper; just a line or two. I remember--"

"Don't let your mind dwell on that side of it, Nance. For that matter a
brick might fall off the roof on our heads now."

"Yes, I know. But Priscilla was my responsibility, and I was a mile

"You'll be a mile away from her many a time and oft," Bert reminded her

"When I have to be," she conceded, slowly. "But to-day--" Her voice
sank, and Bert, glancing sidewise at her, saw that her face was very
thoughtful. "Bert," she said, "we have a good deal to be thankful for."

"Everything in the world!"

Chapter Thirty-eight

Another silence. Then Nancy said briskly:

"Well! Listen to what I've planned, Bert, and tell me what you think.
Item one: this is vacation, but when it's over I want to start Anne and
the boys in at the village school. They can cut right across the field
at the back here, it's just a good walk for them. They're frantic to
go, instead of to Fraulein, and I'm perfectly satisfied to have them!"

"Sure you are?" the man asked, a little touched, for this had been a
long-disputed point.

"Oh, quite! Just as you and I did. And then, item two: Agnes is a good
plain cook, and Priscilla is an angel. I'll walk to market every day,
and send out the laundry, and keep Priscilla with me. So that makes
Agnes our entire domestic staff--she's enthusiastic, so don't begin to
curl your lips over it. Then we'll have to have a floor in here, and
cut a window in the closet back there, and put in a little gas stove,
and before winter we'll put on a little addition--a kitchen in back,
with a room for the boys above. And we'll shut the big double doors,
and I'll have another window box right across their windows, and
curtain the whole place in plain net. The boys can sleep in the tent
for the time being. There's a furnace, but we'll have to make some
provision for coal--"

"But, my good woman, you don't propose to make this arrangement
permanent, I suppose?" Bert said, bewilderedly. "Why, I meant to spend
to-morrow looking about--"

"Why shouldn't it be permanent?" Nancy demanded. "We can kitch and dine
and sit in the big room, we'll have all the room we want, upstairs.
It's the only place in the world where we don't have to pay rent. It's
quiet, it's off the main road, nobody will see what we are doing here,
and nobody'll care!"

"They'll see us fast enough," Bert said doubtfully. "I never heard of
any one doing it--I don't know what people would say!"

"Bert," Nancy assured him seriously, "I don't care what they say. I've
been thinking it all over, and I believe I can risk the opinion of
Marlborough Gardens! Some of them will drop us, and you and I know who
they are. How much do we care? And the others will realize that we are
hard hit financially, and trying to catch up. Mary Ingram came over
while you were away, perfectly aghast. She had just heard of it. I told
her what we were trying to do, and she said--well, she said just the
one thing that really could have helped me. She said: 'You'll have
great fun--we lived in our garage while the house was being built, and
it was quite the happiest summer we ever had down here!'" Nancy had
squared herself on the arm of his chair so that Bert could see her
bright eyes in the dark. "It was just like Mary, to put it that way,"
she went on. "For of course even Holly Court was never as large as the
Ingrams' garage, and all those brick arches and things join it to the
house anyway, but it made me think how much wiser it is to do things
your own way, instead of some other people's way! And, Bert, we're
going to have such fun! We'll keep the car, and you can run it on
Sundays, and perhaps I will a little, during the week, and at night or
when it rains we can cover it with a tarpaulin, and we'll have picnics
with the children all summer long! And I'll make you 'chicken Nancy'
again, and popovers, on Sunday mornings! I love to cook. I love to tell
stories to children. I love to pack mashy suppers and get all dirty and
hot dragging them to the beach, and I love to stuff my own Thanksgiving
turkey, in my own way! We haven't had a real Thanksgiving turkey for
four or five years! We'll have no rent--Agnes gets thirty--light will
be almost nothing, and coal about a tenth of what it was--Bert, we'll
spend about two hundred a month, all told!"

"I don't say yet that you ought to try it," Bert said suddenly, in his
old, excited, earnest way. "But of course that would--well, it would
just about make me. I could plunge into the other thing, I wouldn't
have this place on my mind!"

"There are some bills, you know, Bert."

"The extra thousand will take care of those!"

"So that we start in with a clean slate. Oh, Bert!" Nancy's voice was
as exultant as a child's. "Bert--my fur coat, and your coat! I've just
remembered they're in storage! Isn't that luck!"

Bert laughed at her face.

"Funny how your viewpoint on luck changes. This morning you had the
coat and the Lord knows how much silver and glass and lace besides--"

"Oh, I know. But that's the kind of a woman I am, Bert. I don't like
things to come to me so fast that I can't taste them. I don't like
having four servants, I get more satisfaction out of one. And if I am
hospitable, I'd rather give meals and rooms to persons who really need
them, than to others who have left better meals and better rooms to
come and share mine!

"Why, Bert dear," Nancy's cheek was against his now, "the thought of
waking up in the morning and realizing that nobody expects anything of
me makes me feel young again! It makes me feel as if I was breathing
fresh air deep down into my lungs. We haven't room for servants, we
have no guest room, I simply can't do anything but amuse Priscilla and
make desserts. We'll have the children at the dinner table every night,
and nights that Agnes is off, I'll have a dotted black and white
percale apron for you--"

This was old history, there had been a dotted percale apron years ago,
and Nancy was joking, but Bert did not laugh. He made a gruff sound,
and tightened his arm.

"Bert," said his wife, seriously, "Bert, when I kissed you this
afternoon, dirty and hot and sooty as you were, I knew that I'd been
missing something for a long time!"

Again Bert made a gruff sound, and this time he kissed his wife, but he
did not speak for a moment. When he did, it was with a long, deep

"Lord--Lord--Lord!" said he.

"Why do you say that?" asked Nancy.

"Oh, I was just thinking!" Bert stretched in his chair, to the infinite
peril of his equilibrium and hers. "I was just thinking what a
wonderful thing it is to be married, and to climb and fall, and succeed
and fail, and all the rest of it!" he said contentedly. "I'll bet you
there are lots of rich men who would like to try it again! I was just
thinking what corking times we're going to have this year, what it's
going to be like to have my little commutation punched like the rest of
'em, and come home in the dark, winter nights, to just my own wife and
my own kids! I like company now and then--the Biggerstaffs and the
Ingrams--but I like you all the year round. We'll--we'll read Dickens
this winter!"

Nancy gave a laugh that was half a sob.

"Bert--we were always going to read Dickens! Do you remember?"

"Do I remember!" He smoked for a while in silence. Then he chuckled.
"Do you remember the Sunday breakfasts in the East Eleventh Street
flat? With real cream and corn bread? Do you remember wheeling Junior
through the park?"

Nancy cleared her throat.

"I remember it all!"

There was another silence. Then Bert straightened suddenly, and asked
with concern:

"Nancy--what is it? You're all tired out, you poor little girl. Don't,
dear--don't cry, Nancy!"

Nancy, groping for his handkerchief, battling with tears, feeling his
kiss on her wet cheek, laughed shakily in the dark.

"I--I can't help it, Bert!" said she. "I'm--I'm so happy!"


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