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´╗┐Title: A Roman Lawyer in Jerusalem : First Century
Author: Story, William Wetmore, 1819-1895
Language: English
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       A Roman Lawyer in Jerusalem

              First Century


               W.W. Story


  Marcus, abiding in Jerusalem,
  Greeting to Caius, his best friend in Rome!
  _Salve!_ these presents will be borne to you
  By Lucius, who is wearied with this place,
  Sated with travel, looks upon the East
  As simply hateful--blazing, barren, bleak,
  And longs again to find himself in Rome,
  After the tumult of its streets, its trains
  Of slaves and clients, and its villas cool
  With marble porticoes beside the sea,
  And friends and banquets--more than all, its games--
  This life seems blank and flat. He pants to stand
  In its vast circus all alive with heads
  And quivering arms and floating robes--the air
  Thrilled by the roaring _fremitus_ of men--
  The sunlit awning heaving overhead,
  Swollen and strained against its corded veins
  And flapping out its hem with loud report--
  The wild beasts roaring from the pit below--
  The wilder crowd responding from above
  With one long yell that sends the startled blood
  With thrill and sudden flush into the cheeks--
  A hundred trumpets screaming--the dull thump
  Of horses galloping across the sand--
  The clang of sabbards, the sharp clash of steel--
  Live swords, that whirl a circle of grey fire--
  Brass helmets flashing 'neath their streaming hair--
  A universal tumult--then a hush
  Worse than the tumult--all eyes staining down
  To the arena's pit--all lips set close--
  All muscles strained--and then that sudden yell,
  _Habet!_--That's Rome, says Lucius! so it is!
  That is, 'tis _his_ Rome--'tis not yours and mine.

  And yet, great Jupiter here at my side,
  He stands with face aside as if he saw
  The games he thus describes, and says, "That's life!
  Life! life! my friend, and this is simply death!
  Ah! for my Rome!" I jot his very words
  Just as he utters them. I hate these games,
  And Darius knows it, yet he will go on,
  And all against my will he stirs my blood--
  I suspend my letter for a while.

  A walk has calmed me--I begin again--
  Letting this last page, since it is written, stand.
  Lucius is going: you will see him soon
  In our great Forum, there with him will walk,
  And hear him rail and rave against the East.
  I stay behind--for these bare silences,
  These hills that in the sunset melt and burn,
  This proud stern people, these dead seas and lakes,
  These sombre cedars, this intense still sky,
  To me, o'erwearied with life's din and strain,
  Are grateful as the solemn blank of night
  After the fierce day's irritant excess;
  Besides, a deep absorbing interest
  Detains me here, fills up my mind, and sways
  My inmost thoughts--has got, as 'twere a gripe
  Upon my very life, as strange as new.
  I scarcely know how well to speak of this,
  Fearing your raillery at best--at worst
  Even your contempt; yet, spite of all, I speak.

  First, do not deem me to have lost my head,
  Sunstruck, as that man Paulus was at Rome.
  No, I am sane as ever, and my pulse
  Beats even, with no fever in my blood.
  And yet I half incline to think his words,
  Wild as they were, were not entirely wild.
  Nay, shall I dare avow it? I half tend,
  Here in this place, surrounded by these men--
  Despite the jeering natural at first,
  And then the pressure of my life-long thought
  Trained up against it--to excuse his faith,
  And half admit the Christus he thinks God
  Is, at the least, a most mysterious man.
  Bear with me if I now avow so much:
  When next we meet I will expose my mind,
  But now the subject I must scarcely touch.

  How many a time, while sauntering up and down
  The Forum's space, or pausing 'neath the shade
  Of some grand temple, arch, or portico,
  Have we discussed some knotty point of law,
  Some curious case, whose contradicting facts
  Looked Janus-faced to innocence and guilt.
  I see you now arresting me, to note
  With quiet fervor and uplifted hand
  Some subtle view or fact by me o'erlooked,
  And urging me, who always strain my point
  (Being too much, I know, a partisan),
  To pause, and press not to the issue so,
  But more apart, with less impetuous zeal,
  Survey as from an upper floor the facts.

  I need you now to rein me in, too quick
  To ride a whim beyond the term of Truth,
  For here a case comes up to which in vain
  I seek a clue: you could clear up my mind,
  But you are absent--so I send these notes.

  The case is of one Judas, Simon's son,
  Iscariot called--a Jew--and one of those
  Who followed Christus, held by some a god,
  But deemed by others to have preached and taught
  A superstition vile, of which one point
  Was worship of an ass; but this is false!
  Judas, his follower, all the sect declare,
  Bought by a bribe of thirty silver coins,
  Basely betrayed his master unto death.
  The question is--Did Judas, doing this,
  Act from base motives and commit a crime?
  Or, all things taken carefully in view,
  Can he be justified in what he did?

  Here on the spot, surrounded by the men
  Who acted in the drama, I have sought
  To study out this strange and tragic case.
  Many are dead--as Herod, Caiaphas,
  And also Pilate--a most worthy man,
  Under whose rule, but all without his fault,
  And, as I fancy, all against his will,
  Christus was crucified. This I regret:
  His words with me would have the greatest weight;
  But Lysias still is living, an old man,
  The chief of the Centurions, whose report
  Is to be trusted, as he saw and heard,
  Not once, but many a time and oft, this man.
  His look and bearing, Lysias thus describes:
  "Tall, slender, not erect, a little bent;
  Brows arched and dark; a high-ridged lofty head;
  Thin temples, veined and delicate; large eyes,
  Sad, very serious, seeming as it were
  To look beyond you, and whene'er he spoke
  Illumined by an inner lamping light--
  At times, too, gleaming with a strange wild fire
  When taunted by the rabble in the streets;
  A Jewish face, complexion pale but dark;
  Thin, high-art nostrils, quivering constantly;
  Long nose, full lips, hands tapering, full of veins;
  His movements nervous; as he walked he seemed
  Scarcely to heed the persons whom he passed,
  And for the most part gazed upon the ground.

  "As for his followers, I knew them all--
  A strange mad set and full of fancies wild--
  John, Peter, James--and Judas best of all--
  All seemed to me good men without offence--
  A little crazed--but who is wholly sane?
  They went about and cured the sick and halt,
  And gave away their money to the poor,
  And all their talk was charity and peace.
  If Christus thought and said he was a god,
  'Twas harmless madness, not deserving death.
  What most aroused the wealthy Rabbis' rage
  Was that he set the poor against the rich,
  And cried that rich men all would go to hell,
  And, worst of all, roundly denounced the priests,
  With all their rich phylacteries and robes--
  Said they were hypocrites who made long prayers,
  And robbed poor widows and devoured their means;
  And were at best but whited sepulchres:
  And this it was that brought him to the Cross.

  "Those who went with him and believed in him
  Were mostly dull, uneducated men,
  Simple and honest, dazed by what he did,
  And misconceiving every word he said.
  He led them with him in a spell-bound awe,
  And all his cures they called miraculous.
  They followed him like sheep where'er he went,
  With feelings mixed of wonder, fear and love.
  Yes! I suppose they loved him, though they fled
  Stricken with fear when we arrested him."

  "What! all--all fled?" I asked. "Did none remain?"
  "Not one," he said--"all left him to his fate,
  Not one dared own he was a follower--
  Not one gave witness for him of them all.
  Stop! When I say not one of them, I mean
  No one but Judas--Judas whom they call
  The traitor--who betrayed him to his death.
  He rushed into the council-hall and cried,
  ''Tis I have sinned--Christus is innocent.'"

  And here I come to what of all I've heard
  Most touched me--I for this my letter write.
  Paulus, you know, had only for this man,
  This Judas, words of scorn and bitter hate.
  Mark now the different view that Lysias took,
  When, urged by me, his story thus he told:

  "Some say that Judas was a base, vile man
  Who sold his master for the meanest bribe;
  Others again insist he was most right,
  Giving to justice one who merely sought
  To overthrow the Church, subvert the law,
  And on its ruins build himself a throne.
  I, knowing Judas--and none better knew--
  I, caring naught for Christus more than him,
  But hating lies, the simple truth will tell,
  No man can say I ever told a lie--
  I am too old now to begin. Besides,
  The truth is truth, and let the truth be told.
  Judas, I say, alone of all the men
  Who followed Christus thought that he was God.
  Some feared him for his power of miracles;
  Some were attracted by a sort of spell;
  Some followed him to hear his sweet, clear voice
  And gentle speaking, hearing with their ears,
  And knowing not the sense of what he said--
  But one alone believed he was the Lord,
  The true Messiah of the Jews. That one
  Was Judas--he alone of all the crowd.

  "He to betray his master for a bribe!
  He last of all. I say this friend of mine
  Was brave when all the rest were cowards there.
  His was a noble nature: frank and bold,
  Almost to rashness bold, yet sensitive,
  Who took his dreams for firm realities--
  Who once believing, all in all believed--
  Rushing at obstacles and scorning risk,
  Ready to venture all to gain his end,
  No compromise or subterfuge for him,
  His act went from his thought straight to the butt;
  Yet with this ardent and impatient mood
  Was joined a visionary mind that took
  Impressions quick and fine, yet deep as life.
  Therefore it was that in this subtle soil
  The master's words took root and grew and flowered.
  He heard and followed and obeyed; his faith
  was serious, earnest, real--winged to fly;
  He doubted not, like some who walked with him--
  Desired no first place, as did James and John--
  Denied him not with Peter: not to him
  His master said, 'Away! thou'rt an offence;
  Get thee behind me, Satan!'--not to him,
  'Am I so long with ye who know me not?'
  Fixed as a rock, untempted by desires
  To gain the post of honor when his Lord
  Should come to rule--chosen from out the midst
  Of six-score men as his apostle--then
  Again selected to the place of trust,
  Unselfish, honest, he among them walked.

  "That he was honest, and was so esteemed,
  Is plain from this--they chose him out of all
  To bear the common purse, and take and pay.
  John says he was a thief, because he grudged
  The price that for some ointment once was paid,
  And urged 'twere better given to the poor.
  But did not Christus ever for the poor
  Lift up his voice--'Give all things to the poor!
  Sell everything and give all to the poor!'
  And Judas, who believed, not made believe,
  Used his own words, and Christus, who excused
  The gift because of love, rebuked him not.
  Thief! ay, he 'twas, this very thief, they chose
  To bear the purse and give alms to the poor.
  I, for my part, see nothing wrong in this."

  "But why, if Judas was a man like this,
  Frank, noble, honest"--here I interposed--
  "Why was it that he thus betrayed his Lord?"

  "This question oft did I revolve," said he,
  "When all the facts were fresh, and oft revolved
  In latter days, and with no change of mind;
  And this is my solution of the case:

  "Daily he heard his master's voice proclaim,
  'I am the Lord! the Father lives in me!
  Who knoweth me knows the eternal God!
  He who believes in me shall never die!
  No! he shall see me with my angels come
  With power and glory here upon the earth
  To judge the quick and dead! Among you here
  Some shall not taste of death before I come
  God's kingdom to establish on the earth!'

  "What meant these words? They seethed in Judas' soul.
  Here is my God--Messias, King of kings,
  Christus, the Lord--the Saviour of us all.
  How long shall he be taunted and reviled,
  And threatened by this crawling scum of men?
  Oh, who shall urge the coming of that day
  When he in majesty shall clothe himself
  And stand before the astounded world its King?'
  Long brooding over this inflamed his soul,
  And, ever rash in schemes as wild in thought,
  At last he said, 'No longer will I bear
  This ignominy heaped upon my Lord.
  No man hath power to harm the Almighty One.
  Ay, let men's hands be lifted, then at once,
  Effulgent like the sun, swift like the sword,
  The jagged lightning flashes from the cloud,
  Shall he be manifest--the living God--
  And prostrate all shall on the earth adore!'

  "Such was his thought when at the passover
  The Lord with his disciples met and supped:
  And Christus saw the trouble in his mind,
  And said 'Behold, among you here is one
  That shall betray me--he to whom I give
  This sop,' and he the sop to Judas gave;
  And added--'That thou doest, quickly do;'
  And Judas left him, hearing these last words--
  'Now shall the Son of man be glorified.'

  "Ah yes! his master had divined his thought--
  His master should be glorified through him.

  "Straight unto me and the high priests he came,
  Filled with this hope, and said, 'Behold me here,
  Judas, a follower of Christus! Come!
  I will point out my master whom you seek!'
  And out at once they sent me with my band;
  And as we went, I said, rebuking him,
  'How, Judas, is it you who thus betray
  The Lord and master whom you love, to death?'
  And, smiling, then he answered, 'Fear you not
  Do you your duty; take no heed of me.'
  'Is not this vile?' I said; 'I had not deemed
  Such baseness in you.' 'Though it seems so now,'
  Still smiling he replied, 'wait till the end.'
  Then turning round as to himself he said,
  'Now comes the hour that I have prayed to see--
  The hour of joy to all who know the truth.'

  "'Is this man mad?' I thought, and looked at him;
  And, in the darkness creeping swiftly on,
  His face was glowing, almost shone with light;
  And rapt as if in visionary thought
  He walked beside me, gazing at the sky.

  "Passing at last beyond the Cedron brook
  We reached a garden on whose open gate
  Dark vines were loosely swinging. Here we paused
  And lifted up our torches, and beheld
  Against the blank white wall a shadowy group,
  There waiting motionless, without a word;
  A moment, and with rapid, nervous step
  Judas alone advanced, and, as he reached
  The tallest figure lifted quick his head;
  And crying, 'Master! Master!' kissed his cheek.
  We, knowing it was Christus, forward pressed.
  Malchus was at my side, when suddenly
  A sword flashed out from one among them there,
  And sheared his ear. At once our swords flashed out,
  But Christus, lifting up his hand, said, 'Peace,
  Sheathe thy sword, Peter--I must drink the cup.'
  And I cried also, 'Peace, and sheathe your swords,'
  Then on his arm I placed my hand, and said,
  'In the law's name.' He nothing said, but reached
  His arm out, and we bound his hands with cords.
  This done I turned, but all the rest had fled,
  And he alone was left to meet his fate.

  "My men I ordered then to take and bear
  Their prisoner to the city; and at once
  They moved away, I, seeing not our guide,
  Cried, 'Judas!' but no answer: then a groan
  So sad and deep it startled me. I turned,
  And there against the wall, with ghastly face,
  And eyeballs starting in a frenzied glare,
  As in a fit, lay Judas; his weak arms
  Hung lifeless down, his mouth half open twitched,
  His hands were clutched and clinched into his robes,
  And now and then his breast heaved with a gasp.
  Frightened I dashed some water in his face,
  Spoke to him, lifted him, and rubbed his hands.
  At last the sense came back into his eyes,
  Then with a sudden spasm fled again,
  And to the ground he dropped. I searched him o'er,
  Fearing some mortal wound, yet none I found.
  Then with a gasp again the life returned,
  And stayed, but still with strong convulsion twitched.
  'Speak, Judas! Speak!' I cried. What does this mean?
  No answer! 'Speak, man!' Then at last he groaned.
  'Go, leave me, leave me, Lysias. Oh, my God!
  What have I done? Oh, Christus! Master, Lord.
  Forgive me, oh, forgive me!' Then a cry
  Of agony that pierced me to the heart,
  As groveling on the ground he turned away
  And hid his face, and shuddered in his robes.
  Was this the man whose face an hour ago
  Shone with a joy so strange? What means it all?
  Is this a sudden madness? 'Speak!' I cried.
  'What means this, Judas? Be a man and speak?'
  Yet there he lay, and neither moved nor spoke.
  I thought that he had fainted, till at last,
  Sudden he turned, grasped my arm, and cried,
  'Say, Lysias, is this true, or am I mad?'
  'What true?' I said. 'True that you seized the Lord!
  You could not seize him--he is God the Lord!
  I thought I saw you seize him. Yet I know
  That was impossible, for he is God!
  And yet you live--you live. He spared you, then.
  Where am I? what has happened? A black cloud
  Came o'er me when you laid your hands on him.
  Where are they all? Where is he? Lysias, speak?'

  "'Judas,' I said, 'what folly is all this?
  Christus my men have bound and borne away!
  The rest have fled. Rouse now and come with me;
  My men await me, rouse yourself and come!'

  "Throwing his arms up, in a fit he fell,
  With a loud shriek that pierced the silent night.
  I could not stay, but, calling instant aid,
  We bore him quick to the adjacent house.
  And placing him in kindly charge, I left,
  Joining my men who stayed for me below.

  "Straight to the high priest's house we hurried on,
  And Christus in an inner room we placed,
  Set at his door a guard, and then came out.
  After a time there crept into the hall
  Where round the blazing coals we sat, a man,
  Who in the corner crouched. 'What man are you?'
  Cried some one; and I turning, looked at him.
  'Twas Peter. ''Tis a fellow of that band
  That followed Christus, and believed in him.'
  ''Tis false!' cried Peter; and he cursed and swore.
  'I know him not--I never saw the man.'
  But I said nothing. Soon he went away.

  "That night I saw not Judas. The next day,
  Ghastly, clay-white, a shadow of a man,
  With robes all soiled and torn, and tangled beard,
  Into the chamber where the council sat
  Came feebly staggering: scarce should I have known
  'Twas Judas, with that haggard, blasted face:
  So had that night's great horror altered him.
  As one all blindly walking in a dream
  He to the table came--against it leaned--
  Glared wildly round a while; then, stretching forth,
  from his torn robes, a trembling hand, flung down,
  As if a snake had stung him, a small purse,
  That broke and scattered its white coins about,
  And, with a shrill voice, cried, 'Take back the purse
  'Twas not for that foul dross I did the deed--
  'Twas not for that--oh, horror! not for that!
  But that I did believe he was the Lord;
  And that he is the Lord I still believe.
  But oh, the sin!--the sin! I have betrayed
  The innocent blood, and I am lost!--am lost!'
  So crying, round his face his robes he threw,
  And blindly rushed away; and we, aghast,
  Looked round--and no one for a moment spoke.

  "Seeing that face, I could but fear the end;
  For death was in it, looking through his eyes.
  Nor could I follow to arrest the fate
  That drove him madly on with scorpion whip.

  "At last the duty of the day was done,
  And night came on. Forth from the gates I went,
  Anxious and pained by many a dubious thought,
  To seek for Judas, and to comfort him.
  The sky was dark with heavy lowering clouds;
  A lifeless, stifling air weighed on the world;
  A dreadful silence like a nightmare lay
  Crouched on its bosom, waiting, grim and grey.
  In horrible suspense of some dread thing.
  A creeping sense of death, a sickening smell,
  Infected the dull breathing of the wind.
  A thrill of ghosts went by me now and then,
  And made my flesh creep as I wandered on.
  At last I came to where a cedar stretched
  Its black arms out beneath a dusky rock,
  And, passing through its shadow, all at once
  I started; for against the dubious light
  A dark and heavy mass that to and fro
  Slung slowly with its weight, before me grew.
  A sick dread sense came over me; I stopped--
  I could not stir. A cold and clammy sweat
  Oozed out all over me; and all my limbs,
  Bending with tremulous weakness like a child's,
  Gave way beneath me. Then a sense of shame
  Aroused me. I advanced, stretched forth my hand
  And pushed the shapeless mass; and at my touch
  It yielding swung--the branch above it creaked--
  And back returning struck against my face.
  A human body! Was it dead or not?
  Swiftly my sword I drew and cut it down,
  And on the sand all heavily it dropped.
  I plucked the robes away, exposed the face--
  'Twas Judas, as I feared, cold, stiff, and dead;
  That suffering heart of his had ceased to beat."

  Thus Lysias spoke, and ended. I confess
  This story of poor Judas touched me much.
  What horrible revulsions must have passed
  Across that spirit in those few last hours!
  What storms, that tore up life even to its roots!
  Say what you will--grant all the guilt--and still
  What pangs of dread remorse--what agonies
  Of desperate repentance, all too late,
  In that wild interval between the crime
  And its last sad atonement!--life, the while,
  Laden with horror all too great to bear,
  And pressing madly on to death's abyss;
  This was no common mind that thus could feel--
  No vulgar villain sinning for reward!

  _Was_ he a villain lost to sense of shame?
  Ay, so say John and Peter and the rest;
  And yet--and yet this tale that Lysias tells
  Weighs with me more the more I ponder it;
  For thus I put it: Either Judas was,
  As John affirms, a villain and a thief,
  A creature lost to shame and base at heart--
  Or else, which is the view that Lysias takes,
  He was a rash and visionary man
  Whose faith was firm, who had no thought of crime,
  But whom a terrible mistake drove mad.
  Take but John's view, and all to me is blind.
  Call him a villain who, with greed of gain,
  For thirty silver pieces sold his Lord.
  Does not the bribe seem all too small and mean?
  He held the common purse, and, were he thief,
  Had daily power to steal, and lay aside
  A secret and accumulating fund;
  So doing, he had nothing risked of fame,
  While here he braved the scorn of all the world.
  Besides, why chose they for their almoner
  A man so lost to shame, so foul with greed?
  Or why, from some five-score of trusted men,
  Choose him as one apostle among twelve?
  Or why, if he were known to be so vile,
  (And who can hide his baseness at all times?)
  Keep him in close communion to the last?
  Naught in his previous life, or acts, or words,
  Shows this consummate villain that, full-grown,
  Leaps all at once to such a height of crime.

  Again, how comes it that this wretch, whose heart
  Is eased to shame, flings back the paltry bribe?
  And, when he knows his master is condemned,
  Rushes in horror out to seek his death?
  Whose fingers pointed at him in the crowd?
  Did all men flee his presence till he found
  Life too intolerable? Nay; not so!
  Death came too close upon the heels of crime,
  He had but done what all his tribe deemed just:
  All the great mass--I mean the upper class--
  The Rabbis, all the Pharisees and Priests
  Ay, and the lower mob as well who cried,
  "Give us Barabbas! Christus to the cross!"
  These men were all of them on Judas's side,
  And Judas had done naught against the law.
  Were he this villain, he had but to say,
  "I followed Christus till I found at last
  He aimed at power to overthrow the State.
  I did the duty of an honest man.
  I traitor! you are traitors who reprove."
  Besides, such villains scorn the world's reproof.

  Or he might say--"You call this act a crime?
  What crime was it to say I know this man?
  I said no ill of him. If crime there be,
  'Twas yours who doomed him unto death, not mine."
  A villain was he? So Barabbas was!
  But did Barabbas go and hang himself,
  Weary of life--the murderer and thief?
  This coarse and vulgar way will never do.
  Grant him a villain, all his, acts must be
  Acts of a villain; if you once admit
  Remorse so bitter that it leads to death,
  And death so instant on the heels of crime,
  You grant a spirit sensitive to shame,
  So sensitive that life can yield no joys
  To counterbalance one bad act;--but then
  A nature such as this, though led astray,
  When greatly tempted, is no thorough wretch.
  Was the temptation great? could such a bribe
  Tempt such a nature to a crime like this?
  I say, to me it simply seems absurd.
  Peter at least was not so sensitive.
  He cursed and swore, denying that he knew
  Who the man Christus was; but after all
  He only wept--he never hanged himself.

  But take the other view that Lysias takes,
  All is at once consistent, clear, complete.
  Firm in the faith that Christus was his God
  The great Messiah sent to save the world,
  He, seeking for a sign--not for himself,
  But to show proof to all that he was God
  Conceived this plan, rash if you will, but grand.
  "Thinking him man," he said, "mere mortal man,
  They seek to seize him--I will make pretence
  To take the public bribe and point him out,
  And they shall go, all armed with swords and staves,
  Strong with the power of law, to seize on him--
  And at their touch he, God himself, shall stand
  Revealed before them, and their swords drop,
  And prostrate all before him shall adore,
  And cry, 'Behold the Lord and King of all!'"
  But when the soldiers laid their hands on him
  And bound him as they would a prisoner vile,
  With taunts, and mockery, and threats of death--
  He all the while submitting--then his dream
  Burst into fragments with a crash: aghast
  The whole world reeled before him; the dread truth
  Swooped like a sea upon him, bearing down
  His thoughts in wild confusion. He who dreamed
  To open the gates of glory to his Lord,
  Opened in their stead the prison's jarring door,
  And saw above him his dim dream of Love
  Change to a Fury stained with blood and crime.
  And then a madness seized him, and remorse
  With pangs of torture drove him down to death.

  Conceive with me that sad and suffering heart
  If this be true that Lysias says--Conceive!
  Alas! Orestes, not so sad thy fate,
  For the Apollo pardoned, purified--
  Thy Furies were appeased, thy peace returned,
  But Judas perished tortured unto death,
  Unpardoned, unappeased, unpurified.
  And long as Christus shall be known of men
  His name shall bear the brand of infamy,
  The curse of generations still unborn.

  Thus much of him: I leave the question here,
  Touching on naught beyond, for Lucius waits--
  I hear him fuming in the court below,
  Cursing his servants and Jerusalem,
  And giving them to the infernal gods.
  The sun is sinking--all the sky's afire--
  And vale and mountain glow like molten ore
  In the intense full splendor of its rays.
  A half-hour hence all will be dull and grey;
  And Lucius only waits until the shade
  Sweeps down the plain then mounts and makes his way
  On through the blinding desert to the sea,
  And thence his galley bears him on to Rome.

  _Salve et vale!_--may good fortune wait
  On you and all your household! Greet for me
  Titus and Livia--in a word, all friends.

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