Title: Time and the Woman
Author: Dewey, G. Gordon, 1916-
Language: English
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                          TIME and the WOMAN

                          By Dewey, G. Gordon

[Transcriber's Note: This etext was produced from Orbit volume 1 number
2, 1953. Extensive research did not uncover any evidence that the U.S.
copyright on this publication was renewed.]

[Sidenote: HER ONLY PASSION WAS BEAUTY--BEAUTY WHICH WOULD LAST FOREVER.
AND FOR IT--SHE'D DO ANYTHING!]

[Illustration ]


Ninon stretched. And purred, almost. There was something lazily catlike
in her flexing; languid, yet ferally alert. The silken softness of her
couch yielded to her body as she rubbed against it in sensual delight.
There was almost the litheness of youth in her movements.

It was true that some of her joints seemed to have a hint of stiffness
in them, but only _she_ knew it. And if some of the muscles beneath her
polished skin did not respond with quite the resilience of the youth
they once had, only _she_ knew that, too. _But they would again_, she
told herself fiercely.

She caught herself. She had let down her guard for an instant, and a
frown had started. She banished it imperiously. Frowns--just one
frown--could start a wrinkle! And nothing was as stubborn as a wrinkle.
One soft, round, white, long-nailed finger touched here, and here, and
there--the corners of her eyes, the corners of her mouth, smoothing
them.

Wrinkles acknowledged only one master, the bio-knife of the facial
surgeons. But the bio-knife could not thrust deep enough to excise the
stiffness in a joint; was not clever enough to remold the outlines of a
figure where they were beginning to blur and--sag.

No one else could see it--yet. But Ninon could!

Again the frown almost came, and again she scourged it fiercely into the
back of her mind. Time was her enemy. But she had had other enemies, and
destroyed them, one way or another, cleverly or ruthlessly as
circumstances demanded. Time, too, could be destroyed. Or enslaved.
Ninon sorted through her meagre store of remembered reading. Some old
philosopher had said, "If you can't whip 'em, join 'em!" Crude, but apt.

Ninon wanted to smile. But smiles made wrinkles, too. She was content to
feel that sureness of power in her grasp--the certain knowledge that
she, first of all people, would turn Time on itself and destroy it. She
would be youthful again. She would thread through the ages to come, like
a silver needle drawing a golden filament through the layer on layer of
the cloth of years that would engarment her eternal youth. Ninon knew
how.

Her shining, gray-green eyes strayed to the one door in her apartment
through which no man had ever gone. There the exercising machines; the
lotions; the unguents; the diets; the radioactive drugs; the records of
endocrine transplantations, of blood transfusions. She dismissed them
contemptuously. Toys! The mirages of a pseudo-youth. She would leave
them here for someone else to use in masking the downhill years.

There, on the floor beside her, was the answer she had sought so long. A
book. "Time in Relation to Time." The name of the author, his academic
record in theoretical physics, the cautious, scientific wording of his
postulates, meant nothing to her. The one thing that had meaning for her
was that Time could be manipulated. And she would manipulate it. For
Ninon!

The door chimes tinkled intimately. Ninon glanced at her watch--Robert
was on time. She arose from the couch, made sure that the light was
behind her at just the right angle so he could see the outlines of her
figure through the sheerness of her gown, then went to the door and
opened it.

A young man stood there. Young, handsome, strong, his eyes aglow with
the desire he felt, Ninon knew, when he saw her. He took one quick step
forward to clasp her in his strong young arms.

"Ninon, my darling," he whispered huskily.

Ninon did not have to make her voice throaty any more, and that annoyed
her too. Once she had had to do it deliberately. But now, through the
years, it had deepened.

"Not yet, Robert," she whispered. She let him feel the slight but firm
resistance so nicely calculated to breach his own; watched the deepening
flush of his cheeks with the clinical sureness that a thousand such
experiences with men had given her.

Then, "Come in, Robert," she said, moving back a step. "I've been
waiting for you."

She noted, approvingly, that Robert was in his spaceman's uniform, ready
for the morrow's flight, as he went past her to the couch. She pushed
the button which closed and locked the door, then seated herself beside
the young spaceman on the silken couch.

His hands rested on her shoulders and he turned her until they faced
each other.

"Ninon," he said, "you are so beautiful. Let me look at you for a long
time--to carry your image with me through all of time and space."

Again Ninon let him feel just a hint of resistance, and risked a tiny
pout. "If you could just take me with you, Robert...."

Robert's face clouded. "If I only could!" he said wistfully. "If there
were only room. But this is an experimental flight--no more than two can
go."

Again his arms went around her and he leaned closer.

"Wait!" Ninon said, pushing him back.

"Wait? Wait for what?" Robert glanced at his watch. "Time is running
out. I have to be at the spaceport by dawn--three hours from now."

Ninon said, "But that's three hours, Robert."

"But I haven't slept yet tonight. There's been so much to do. I should
rest a little."

"I'll be more than rest for you."

"Yes, Ninon.... Oh, yes."

"Not yet, darling." Again her hands were between them. "First, tell me
about the flight tomorrow."

The young spaceman's eyes were puzzled, hurt. "But Ninon, I've told you
before ... there is so much of you that I want to remember ... so little
time left ... and you'll be gone when I get back...."

Ninon let her gray-green eyes narrow ever so slightly as she leaned away
from him. But he blundered on.

"... or very old, no longer the Ninon I know ... oh, all right. But you
know all this already. We've had space flight for years, but only
rocket-powered, restricting us to our own system. Now we have a new kind
of drive. Theoretically we can travel faster than light--how many times
faster we don't know yet. I'll start finding out tomorrow, with the
first test flight of the ship in which the new drive is installed. If it
works, the universe is ours--we can go anywhere."

"Will it work?" Ninon could not keep the avid greediness out of her
voice.

Robert said, hesitantly, "We think it will. I'll know better by this
time tomorrow."

"What of you--of me--. What does this mean to us--to people?"

Again the young spaceman hesitated. "We ... we don't know, yet. We think
that time won't have the same meaning to everyone...."

"... When you travel faster than light. Is that it?"

"Well ... yes. Something like that."

"And I'll be--old--or dead, when you get back? If you get back?"

Robert leaned forward and buried his face in the silvery-blonde hair
which swept down over Ninon's shoulders.

"Don't say it, darling," he murmured.

This time Ninon permitted herself a wrinkling smile. If she was right,
and she knew she was, it could make no difference now. There would be no
wrinkles--there would be only the soft flexible skin, naturally soft and
flexible, of real youth.

She reached behind her, over the end of the couch, and pushed three
buttons. The light, already soft, dimmed slowly to the faintest of
glows; a suave, perfumed dusk as precisely calculated as was the exact
rate at which she let all resistance ebb from her body.

Robert's voice was muffled through her hair. "What were those clicks?"
he asked.

Ninon's arms stole around his neck. "The lights," she whispered, "and a
little automatic warning to tell you when it's time to go...."

The boy did not seem to remember about the third click. Ninon was not
quite ready to tell him, yet. But she would....

       *       *       *       *       *

Two hours later a golden-voiced bell chimed, softly, musically. The
lights slowly brightened to no more than the lambent glow which was all
that Ninon permitted. She ran her fingers through the young spaceman's
tousled hair and shook him gently.

"It's time to go, Robert," she said.

Robert fought back from the stubborn grasp of sleep. "So soon?" he
mumbled.

"And I'm going with you," Ninon said.

This brought him fully awake. "I'm sorry, Ninon. You can't!" He sat up
and yawned, stretched, the healthy stretch of resilient youth. Then he
reached for the jacket he had tossed over on a chair.

Ninon watched him with envious eyes, waiting until he was fully alert.

"Robert!" she said, and the youth paused at the sharpness of her voice.
"How old are you?"

"I've told you before, darling--twenty-four."

"How old do you think I am?"

He gazed at her in silent curiosity for a moment, then said, "Come to
think of it, you've never told me. About twenty-two or -three, I'd say."

"Tomorrow is my birthday. I'll be fifty-two."

He stared at her in shocked amazement. Then, as his gaze went over the
smooth lines of her body, the amazement gave way to disbelief, and he
chuckled. "The way you said it, Ninon, almost had me believing you. You
can't possibly be that old, or anywhere near it. You're joking."

Ninon's voice was cold. She repeated it: "I am fifty-two years old. I
knew your father, before you were born."

This time she could see that he believed it. The horror he felt was easy
to read on his face while he struggled to speak. "Then ... God help
me ... I've been making love to ... an old woman!" His voice was low,
bitter, accusing.

Ninon slapped him.

He swayed slightly, then his features froze as the red marks of her
fingers traced across his left cheek. At last he bowed, mockingly, and
said, "Your pardon, Madame. I forgot myself. My father taught me to be
respectful to my elders."

For that Ninon could have killed him. As he turned to leave, her hand
sought the tiny, feather-light beta-gun cunningly concealed in the folds
of her gown. But the driving force of her desire made her stay her hand.

"Robert!" she said in peremptory tones.

The youth paused at the door and glanced back, making no effort to
conceal the loathing she had aroused in him. "What do you want?"

Ninon said, "You'll never make that flight without me.... Watch!"

Swiftly she pushed buttons again. The room darkened, as before. Curtains
at one end divided and rustled back, and a glowing screen sprang to life
on the wall revealed behind them. And there, in life and movement and
color and sound and dimension, she--and Robert--projected themselves,
together on the couch, beginning at the moment Ninon had pressed the
three buttons earlier. Robert's arms were around her, his face buried in
the hair falling over her shoulders....

The spaceman's voice was doubly bitter in the darkened room. "So that's
it," he said. "A recording! Another one for your collection, I suppose.
But of what use is it to you? I have neither money nor power. I'll be
gone from this Earth in an hour. And you'll be gone from it,
permanently--at your age--before I get back. I have nothing to lose, and
you have nothing to gain."

Venomous with triumph, Ninon's voice was harsh even to her ears. "On the
contrary, my proud and impetuous young spaceman, I have much to gain,
more than you could ever understand. When it was announced that you were
to be trained to command this experimental flight I made it my business
to find out everything possible about you. One other man is going. He
too has had the same training, and could take over in your place. A
third man has also been trained, to stand by in reserve. You are
supposed to have rested and slept the entire night. If the Commandant of
Space Research knew that you had not...."

"I see. That's why you recorded my visit tonight. But I leave in less
than an hour. You'd never be able to tell Commander Pritchard in time to
make any difference, and he'd never come here to see...."

Ninon laughed mirthlessly, and pressed buttons again. The screen
changed, went blank for a moment, then figures appeared again. On the
couch were she and a man, middle-aged, dignified in appearance,
uniformed. Blane Pritchard, Commandant of Space Research. His arms were
around her, and his face was buried in her hair. She let the recording
run for a moment, then shut it off and turned up the lights.

To Robert, she said, "I think Commander Pritchard would be here in five
minutes if I called and told him that I have information which seriously
affects the success of the flight."

The young spaceman's face was white and stricken as he stared for long
moments, wordless, at Ninon. Then in defeated tones he said, "You
scheming witch! What do you want?"

There was no time to gloat over her victory. That would come later.
Right now minutes counted. She snatched up a cloak, pushed Robert out
through the door and hurried him along the hall and out into the street
where his car waited.

"We must hurry," she said breathlessly. "We can get to the spaceship
ahead of schedule, before your flight partner arrives, and be gone from
Earth before anyone knows what is happening. I'll be with you, in his
place."

Robert did not offer to help her into the car, but got in first and
waited until she closed the door behind her, then sped away from the
curb and through the streets to the spaceport.

Ninon said, "Tell me, Robert, isn't it true that if a clock recedes from
Earth at the speed of light, and if we could watch it as it did so, it
would still be running but it would never show later time?"

The young man said gruffly, "Roughly so, according to theory."

"And if the clock went away from Earth faster than the speed of light,
wouldn't it run backwards?"

The answer was curtly cautious. "It might appear to."

"Then if people travel at the speed of light they won't get any older?"

Robert flicked a curious glance at her. "If you could watch them from
Earth they appear not to. But it's a matter of relativity...."

Ninon rushed on. She had studied that book carefully. "And if people
travel faster than light, a lot faster, they'll grow younger, won't
they?"

Robert said, "So that's what's in your mind." He busied himself with
parking the car at the spaceport, then went on: "You want to go back in
the past thirty years, and be a girl again. While I grow younger, too,
into a boy, then a child, a baby, at last nothing...."

"I'll try to be sorry for you, Robert."

Ninon felt again for her beta-gun as he stared at her for a long minute,
his gaze a curious mixture of amusement and pity. Then, "Come on," he
said flatly, turning to lead the way to the gleaming space ship which
poised, towering like a spire, in the center of the blast-off basin. And
added, "I think I shall enjoy this trip, Madame, more than you will."

The young man's words seemed to imply a secret knowledge that Ninon did
not possess. A sudden chill of apprehension rippled through her, and
almost she turned back. But no ... there was the ship! There was youth;
and beauty; and the admiration of men, real admiration. Suppleness in
her muscles and joints again. No more diets. No more transfusions. No
more transplantations. No more the bio-knife. She could smile again, or
frown again. And after a few years she could make the trip again ... and
again....

       *       *       *       *       *

The space ship stood on fiery tiptoes and leaped from Earth, high into
the heavens, and out and away. Past rusted Mars. Past the busy
asteroids. Past the sleeping giants, Jupiter and Saturn. Past pale
Uranus and Neptune; and frigid, shivering Pluto. Past a senseless,
flaming comet rushing inward towards its rendezvous with the Sun. And on
out of the System into the steely blackness of space where the stars
were hard, burnished points of light, unwinking, motionless; eyes--eyes
staring at the ship, staring through the ports at Ninon where she lay,
stiff and bruised and sore, in the contoured acceleration sling.

The yammering rockets cut off, and the ship seemed to poise on the ebon
lip of a vast Stygian abyss.

Joints creaking, muscles protesting, Ninon pushed herself up and out of
the sling against the artificial gravity of the ship. Robert was already
seated at the controls.

"How fast are we going?" she asked; and her voice was rusty and harsh.

"Barely crawling, astronomically," he said shortly. "About forty-six
thousand miles a minute."

"Is that as fast as the speed of light?"

"Hardly, Madame," he said, with a condescending chuckle.

"Then make it go faster!" she screamed. "And faster and faster--hurry!
What are we waiting for?"

The young spaceman swivelled about in his seat. He looked haggard and
drawn from the strain of the long acceleration. Despite herself, Ninon
could feel the sagging in her own face; the sunkenness of her eyes. She
felt tired, hating herself for it--hating having this young man see
her.

He said, "The ship is on automatic control throughout. The course is
plotted in advance; all operations are plotted. There is nothing we can
do but wait. The light drive will cut in at the planned time."

"Time! Wait! That's all I hear!" Ninon shrieked. "Do something!"

Then she heard it. A low moan, starting from below the limit of
audibility, then climbing, up and up and up and up, until it was a
nerve-plucking whine that tore into her brain like a white-hot tuning
fork. And still it climbed, up beyond the range of hearing, and up and
up still more, till it could no longer be felt. But Ninon, as she
stumbled back into the acceleration sling, sick and shaken, knew it was
still there. The light drive!

She watched through the ports. The motionless, silent stars were moving
now, coming toward them, faster and faster, as the ship swept out of the
galaxy, shooting into her face like blazing pebbles from a giant
slingshot.

She asked, "How fast are we going now?"

Robert's voice sounded far off as he replied, "We are approaching the
speed of light."

"Make it go faster!" she cried. "Faster! Faster!"

She looked out the ports again; looked back behind them--and saw shining
specks of glittering blackness falling away to melt into the sootiness
of space. She shuddered, and knew without asking that these were stars
dropping behind at a rate greater than light speed.

"Now how fast are we going?" she asked. She was sure that her voice was
stronger; that strength was flowing back into her muscles and bones.

"Nearly twice light speed."

"Faster!" she cried. "We must go much faster! I must be young again.
Youthful, and gay, and alive and happy.... Tell me, Robert, do you feel
younger yet?"

He did not answer.

       *       *       *       *       *

Ninon lay in the acceleration sling, gaining strength, and--she
knew--youth. Her lost youth, coming back, to be spent all over again.
How wonderful! No woman in all of time and history had ever done it. She
would be immortal; forever young and lovely. She hardly noticed the
stiffness in her joints when she got to her feet again--it was just from
lying in the sling so long.

She made her voice light and gay. "Are we not going very, very fast,
now, Robert?"

He answered without turning. "Yes. Many times the speed of light."

"I knew it ... I knew it! Already I feel much younger. Don't you feel it
too?"

He did not answer, and Ninon kept on talking. "How long have we been
going, Robert?"

He said, "I don't know ... depends on where you are."

"It must be hours ... days ... weeks. I should be hungry. Yes, I think I
am hungry. I'll need food, lots of food. Young people have good
appetites, don't they, Robert?"

He pointed to the provisions locker, and she got food out and made it
ready. But she could eat but a few mouthfuls. _It's the excitement_, she
told herself. After all, no other woman, ever, had gone back through the
years to be young again....

       *       *       *       *       *

Long hours she rested in the sling, gaining more strength for the day
when they would land back on Earth and she could step out in all the
springy vitality of a girl of twenty. And then as she watched through
the ingenious ports she saw the stars of the far galaxies beginning to
wheel about through space, and she knew that the ship had reached the
halfway point and was turning to speed back through space to Earth,
uncounted light-years behind them--or before them. And she would still
continue to grow younger and younger....

She gazed at the slightly-blurred figure of the young spaceman on the
far side of the compartment, focussing her eyes with effort. "You are
looking much younger, Robert," she said. "Yes, I think you are becoming
quite boyish, almost childish, in appearance."

He nodded slightly. "You may be right," he said.

"I must have a mirror," she cried. "I must see for myself how much
younger I have become. I'll hardly recognize myself...."

"There is no mirror," he told her.

"No mirror? But how can I see...."

"Non-essentials were not included in the supplies on this ship. Mirrors
are not essential--to men."

The mocking gravity in his voice infuriated her. "Then you shall be my
mirror," she said. "Tell me, Robert, am I not now much younger? Am I not
becoming more and more beautiful? Am I not in truth the most desirable
of women?... But I forget. After all, you are only a boy, by now."

He said, "I'm afraid our scientists will have some new and interesting
data on the effects of time in relation to time. Before long we'll begin
to decelerate. It won't be easy or pleasant. I'll try to make you as
comfortable as possible."

Ninon felt her face go white and stiff with rage. "What do you mean?"

Robert said, coldly brutal, "You're looking your age, Ninon. Every year
of your fifty-two!"

Ninon snatched out the little beta-gun, then, leveled it and fired. And
watched without remorse as the hungry electrons streamed forth to strike
the young spaceman, turning him into a motionless, glowing figure which
rapidly became misty and wraith-like, at last to disappear, leaving only
a swirl of sparkling haze where he had stood. This too disappeared as
its separate particles drifted to the metallite walls of the space ship,
discharged their energy and ceased to sparkle, leaving only a thin film
of dust over all.

       *       *       *       *       *

After a while Ninon got up again from the sling and made her way to the
wall. She polished the dust away from a small area of it, trying to make
the spot gleam enough so that she could use it for a mirror. She
polished a long time, until at last she could see a ghostly reflection
of her face in the rubbed spot.

Yes, unquestionably she was younger, more beautiful. Unquestionably Time
was being kind to her, giving her back her youth. She was not sorry that
Robert was gone--there would be many young men, men her own age, when
she got back to Earth. And that would be soon. She must rest more, and
be ready.

The light drive cut off, and the great ship slowly decelerated as it
found its way back into the galaxy from which it had started. Found its
way back into the System which had borne it. Ninon watched through the
port as it slid in past the outer planets. Had they changed? No, she
could not see that they had--only she had changed--until Saturn loomed
up through the port, so close by, it looked, that she might touch it.
But Saturn had no rings. Here was change. She puzzled over it a moment,
frowning then forgot it when she recognized Jupiter again as Saturn fell
behind. Next would be Mars....

But what was this? Not Mars! Not any planet she knew, or had seen
before. Yet there, ahead, was Mars! A new planet, where the asteroids
had been when she left! Was this the same system? Had there been a
mistake in the calculations of the scientists and engineers who had
plotted the course of the ship? Was something wrong?

But no matter--she was still Ninon. She was young and beautiful. And
wherever she landed there would be excitement and rushing about as she
told her story. And men would flock to her. Young, handsome men!

She tottered back to the sling, sank gratefully into the comfort of it,
closed her eyes, and waited.

       *       *       *       *       *

_The ship landed automatically, lowering itself to the land on a pillar
of rushing flame, needing no help from its passenger. Then the flame
died away--and the ship--and Ninon--rested, quietly, serenely, while the
rocket tubes crackled and cooled. The people outside gathered at a safe
distance from it, waiting until they could come closer and greet the
brave passengers who had voyaged through space from no one knew where._

_There was shouting and laughing and talking, and much speculation._

_"The ship is from Maris, the red planet," someone said._

_And another: "No, no! It is not of this system. See how the hull is
pitted--it has traveled from afar."_

_An old man cried: "It is a demon ship. It has come to destroy us all."_

_A murmur went through the crowd, and some moved farther back for
safety, watching with alert curiosity._

_Then an engineer ventured close, and said, "The workmanship is similar
to that in the space ship we are building, yet not the same. It is
obviously not of our Aerth."_

_And a savant said, "Yes, not of this Aerth. But perhaps it is from a
parallel time stream, where there is a system with planets and peoples
like us."_

_Then a hatch opened in the towering flank of the ship, and a ramp slid
forth and slanted to the ground. The mingled voices of the crowd
attended it. The fearful ones backed farther away. Some stood their
ground. And the braver ones moved closer._

_But no one appeared in the open hatch; no one came down the ramp. At
last the crowd surged forward again._

_Among them were a youth and a girl who stood, hand in hand, at the foot
of the ramp, gazing at it and the ship with shining eyes, then at each
other._

_She said, "I wonder, Robin, what it would be like to travel through far
space on such a ship as that."_

_He squeezed her hand and said, "We'll find out, Nina. Space travel will
come, in our time, they've always said--and there is the proof of it."_

_The girl rested her head against the young man's shoulder. "You'll be
one of the first, won't you, Robin? And you'll take me with you?"_

_He slipped an arm around her. "Of course. You know, Nina, our
scientists say that if one could travel faster than the speed of light
one could live in reverse. So when we get old we'll go out in space,
very, very fast, and we'll grow young again, together!"_

_Then a shout went up from the two men who had gone up the ramp into the
ship to greet whoever was aboard. They came hurrying down, and Robin and
Nina crowded forward to hear what they had to report._

_They were puffing from the rush of their excitement. "There is no one
alive on the ship," they cried. "Only an old, withered, white-haired
lady, lying dead ... and alone. She must have fared long and far to have
lived so long, to be so old in death. Space travel must be pleasant,
indeed. It made her very happy, very, very happy--for there is a smile
on her face."_





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