Title: The Lure of the Labrador Wild
Author: Wallace, Dillon, 1863-1939
Language: English
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THE LURE OF THE LABRADOR WILD

  The Story of the Exploring Expedition
  Conducted by Leonidas Hubbard, Jr.


by

Dillon Wallace



  L.H.

  Here, b'y, is the issue of our plighted troth.
  Why I am the scribe and not you, God knows:
      and you have his secret.

  D.W.



  "There's no sense in going further--it's the edge of cultivation,"
  So they said, and I believed it...
  Till a voice, as bad as Conscience, rang interminable changes
  On one everlasting Whisper day and night repeated--so:
  "Something hidden.  Go and find it.  Go and look behind the Ranges--
  Something lost behind the Ranges.  Lost and waiting for you.  Go!"
        --Kipling's "The Explorer."



PREFACE TO THE SIXTH EDITION

Three years have passed since Hubbard and I began that fateful journey
into Labrador of which this volume is a record.  A little more than a
year has elapsed since the first edition of our record made its
appearance from the press.  Meanwhile I have looked behind the ranges.
Grand Lake has again borne me upon the bosom of her broad, deep waters
into the great lonely wilderness that lured Hubbard to his death.

It was a day in June last year that found me again at the point where
some inexplicable fate had led Hubbard and me to pass unexplored the
bay that here extends northward to receive the Nascaupee River, along
which lay the trail for which we were searching, and induced us to
take, instead, that other course that carried us into the dreadful
Susan Valley.  How vividly I saw it all again--Hubbard resting on his
paddle, and then rising up for a better view, as he said, "Oh, that's
just a bay and it isn't worth while to take time to explore it.  The
river comes in up here at the end of the lake.  They all said it was at
the end of the lake." And we said, "Yes, it is at the end of the lake;
they all said so," and went on, for that was before we knew--Hubbard
never knew.  A perceptible current, a questioning word, the turn of a
paddle would have set us right.  No current was noticed, no word was
spoken, and the paddle sent us straight toward those blue hills yonder,
where Suffering and Starvation and Death were hidden and waiting for
us. How little we expected to meet these grim strangers then.  That
July day came back to me as if it had been but the day before.  I
believe I never missed Hubbard so much as at that moment.  I never felt
his loss so keenly as then.  An almost irresistible impulse seized me
to go on into our old trail and hurry to the camp where we had left him
that stormy October day and find if he were not after all still there
and waiting for me to come back to him.

Reluctantly I thrust the impulse aside.  Armed with the experience
gained upon the former expedition, and information gleaned from the
Indians, I turned into the northern trail, through the valley of the
Nascaupee, and began a journey that carried me eight hundred miles to
the storm-swept shores of Ungava Bay, and two thousand miles with dog
sledge over endless reaches of ice and snow.

While I struggled northward with new  companions, Hubbard was always
with me to inspire and urge me on.  Often and often at night as I sat,
disheartened and alone, by the camp-fire while the rain beat down and
the wind soughed drearily through the firtops, he would come and sit by
me as of old, and as of old I would hear his gentle voice and his words
of encouragement.  Then I would go to my blankets with new courage,
resolved to fight the battle to the end.

One day our camp was pitched upon the shores of Lake Michikamau, and as
I looked for the first time upon the waters of the lake which Hubbard
had so longed to reach, I lived over again that day when he returned
from his climb to the summit of the great grey mountain which now bears
his name, with the joyful news that there just behind the ridge lay
Michikamau; then the weary wind-bound days that followed and the race
down the trail with all its horrors; our kiss and embrace; and my final
glimpse of the little white tent in which he lay.

And so with the remembrance of his example as an inspiration the work
was finished by me, the survivor, but to Hubbard and to his memory
belong the credit and the honour, for it was only through my training
with him and this inspiration received from him that I was able to
carry to successful completion what he had so well planned.

My publishers inform me that five editions of our story have found
their way into the hearts and homes of those who cannot visit the great
northern wilds, but who love to hear about them.  I shall avail myself
of this opportunity to thank these readers for the kindly manner in
which they have received the book.  This reception of it has been
especially gratifying to me because of the lack of confidence I had in
my ability to tell the story of Hubbard's life and glorious death as I
felt it should be told.

The writing of the story was a work of love.  I wished not only to
fulfil my last promise to my friend to write the narrative of his
expedition, but I wished also to create a sort of memorial to him. I
wanted the world to know Hubbard as he was, his noble character, his
devotion to duty, and his faith, so strong that not even the severe
hardships he endured in the desolate north, ending only with death,
could make him for a moment forget the simple truths that he learned
from his mother on the farm in old Michigan.  I wanted the young men to
know these things, for they could not fail to be the better for having
learned them; and I wanted the mothers to know what men mothers can
make of their sons.

An unknown friend writes me, "To dare and die so divinely and leave
such a record is to be transfigured on a mountain top, a master symbol
to all men of cloud-robed human victory, angel-attended by reverence
and peace...a gospel of nobleness and faith."  And another, "How truly
'God moves in a mysterious way His wonders to perform.'  Mr.  Hubbard
went to find Lake Michikamau; he failed, but God spelled 'Success' of
'Failure,' and you brought back a message which should be an
inspiration to every soul to whom it comes.  The life given up in the
wilds of Labrador was not in vain."  Space will not permit me to quote
further from the many letters of this kind that have come to me from
all over the United States and Canada, but they tell me that others
have learned to know Hubbard as he was and as his friends knew him, and
that our book has not failed of its purpose.

The storms of two winters have held in their icy grasp the bleak land
in which he yielded up his life for a principle, and the flowers of two
summers have blossomed upon his grave, overlooking the Hudson.  But it
was only his body that we buried there.  His spirit still lives, for
his was a spirit too big and noble to be bound by the narrow confines
of a grave.  His life is an example of religious faith, strong
principle, and daring bravery that will not be forgotten by the young
men of our land.

    New York, June 1, 1906.   D. W.



PREFACE TO ELEVENTH EDITION


As the eleventh edition of this book goes to press, the opportunity is
given for a brief prefatory description of a pilgrimage to Hubbard's
death-place in the Labrador Wilderness from which I have just returned.

For many years it had been my wish to re-visit the scene of those
tragic experiences, and to permanently and appropriately mark the spot
where Hubbard so heroically gave up his life a decade ago. Judge
William J. Malone, of Bristol, Connecticut, one of the many men who
have received inspiration from Hubbard's noble example, was my
companion, and at Northwest River we were joined by Gilbert Blake, who
was a member of the party of four trappers who rescued me in 1903.  We
carried with us a beautiful bronze tablet, which was designed to be
placed upon the boulder before which Hubbard's tent was pitched when he
died.  Wrapped with the tablet was a little silk flag and Hubbard's
college pennant, lovingly contributed by his sister, Mrs. Arthur C.
Williams, of Detroit, Michigan.  These were to be draped upon the
tablet when erected and left with it in the wilderness.  Our plan was
to ascend and explore the lower Beaver River to the point where Hubbard
discovered it, and where, in 1903, we abandoned our canoe to re-cross
to the Susan River Valley a few days before his death.  Here it was our
expectation to follow the old Hubbard portage trail to Goose Creek and
thence down Goose Creek to the Susan River.

Of our journey up the Beaver River suffice it to say that we met with
many adventures, but proceeded without serious accident until one day
our canoe was submerged in heavy rapids, the lashings gave way, and to
our consternation the precious tablet, together with the flag and
pennant, was lost in the flood.  After two days' vain effort to recover
the tablet and flags we continued on the river until at length further
ascent seemed unpractical.  From this point, with packs on our backs,
we made a difficult foot journey of several days to the Susan River
valley.

I shall not attempt to describe my feelings when at last we came into
the valley where Hubbard died and where we had suffered so much.  Man
changes with the fleeting years and a civilized world changes, but the
untrod wilderness never changes.  Before us lay the same rushing river
I remembered so well, the same starved forest of spruce with its
pungent odor, and there was the clump of spruce trees in which our last
camp was pitched just as I had seen it last.  Malone and Blake remained
by the river bank while I approached alone what to me was sacred
ground.  Time fell away, and I believe that I expected, when I stepped
beside the boulder before which his tent was pitched when we said our
last farewell on that dismal October morning ten years ago, to hear
Hubbard's voice welcome me as of old.  The charred wood of his camp
fire might, from all appearances, have but just grown cold.  The
boughs, which I had broken and arranged for his couch, and upon which
he slept and died, were withered but undisturbed, and I could identify
exactly the spot where he lay.  There were his worn old moccasins, and
one of the leather mittens, which, in his last entry in his diary he
said he might eat if need be.  Near the dead fire were some spoons and
other small articles, as we had left them, and scattered about were
remnants of our tent.

Lovingly we put ourselves to our task.  Judge Malone, with a brush
improvised from Blake's stiff hair, and with white lead intended for
canoe repairs, lettered upon the boulder this inscription:

                    Leonidas Hubbard, Jr.,
                      Intrepid Explorer
                            And
                      Practical Christian
                         Died Here
                        Oct. 18, 1903.
                    "Whither I go ye know,
                     and the way ye know."
                          John XIV.--4.

Then with hammer and chisel I cut the inscription deep into the rock,
and we filled the letters with white lead to counteract the effect of
the elements.

It was dark when the work was finished, and by candlelight, beneath the
stars, I read, from the same Testament I used in 1903, the fourteenth
of John and the thirteenth of First Corinthians, the chapters which I
read to Hubbard on the morning of our parting. Judge Malone read the
Fiftieth Psalm.  We sang some hymns and then knelt about the withered
couch of boughs, each of us three with the feeling that Hubbard was
very close to us.

In early morning we shouldered our packs again, and with a final look
at Hubbard's last camp, turned back to the valley of the Beaver and new
adventures.

                                    DILLON WALLACE.

Beacon-on-the-Hudson, November eighteenth, 1913.



CONTENTS


     I.  The Object of the Expedition
    II.  Off at Last
   III.  On the Edge of the Wilderness
    IV.  The Plunge into the Wild
     V.  Still in the Awful Valley
    VI.  Searching for a Trail
   VII.  On a Real River at Last
  VIII.  "Michikamau or Bust!"
    IX.  And There was Michikamau!
     X.  Prisoners of the Wind
    XI.  We Give It Up
   XII.  The Beginning of the Retreat
  XIII.  Hubbard's Grit
   XIV.  Back Through the Ranges
    XV.  George's Dream
   XVI.  At the Last Camp
  XVII.  The Parting
 XVIII.  Wandering Alone
   XIX.  The Kindness of the Breeds
    XX.  How Hubbard Went to Sleep
   XXI.  From Out the Wild
  XXII.  A Strange Funeral Procession
 XXIII.  Over the Ice
  XXIV.  Hubbard's Message



Acknowledgment is due Mr. Frank  Barkley Copley, a personal and
literary friend  of Mr. Hubbard, for assistance rendered in the
preparation of this volume.

D. W.

New York, January, 1905.



THE LURE OF THE LABRADOR WILD



I. THE OBJECT OF THE EXPEDITION

"How would you like to go to Labrador, Wallace?"  It was a snowy night
in late November, 1901, that my friend, Leonidas Hubbard, Jr., asked me
this question.  All day he and I had been tramping through the snow
among the Shawangunk Mountains in southern New York, and when the
shades of evening fell we had built a lean-to of boughs to shelter us
from the storm.  Now that we had eaten our supper of bread and bacon,
washed down with tea, we lay before our roaring campfire, luxuriating
in its glow and warmth.

Hubbard's question was put to me so abruptly that it rather startled me.

"Labrador!" I exclaimed.  "Now where in the world is Labrador?"

Of course I knew it was somewhere in the north-eastern part of the
continent; but so many years had passed since I laid away my old school
geography that its exact situation had escaped my memory, and the only
other knowledge I had retained of the country was a confused sense of
its being a sort of Arctic wilderness.  Hubbard proceeded to enlighten
me, by tracing with his pencil, on the fly-leaf of his notebook, an
outline map of the peninsula.

"Very interesting," I commented. "But why do you wish to go there?"

"Man," he replied, "don't you realise it's about the only part of the
continent that hasn't been explored?  As a matter of fact, there isn't
much more known of the interior of Labrador now than when Cabot
discovered the coast more than four hundred years ago." He jumped up to
throw more wood on the fire.  "Think of it, Wallace!" he went on, "A
great unknown land right near home, as wild and primitive to-day as it
has always been!  I want to see it. I want to get into a really wild
country and have some of the experiences of the old fellows who
explored and opened up the country where we are now."

Resuming his place by the blazing logs, Hubbard unfolded to me his
plan, then vague and in the rough, of exploring a part of the unknown
eastern end of the peninsula.  Of trips such as this he had been
dreaming since childhood.  When a mere boy on his father's farm in
Michigan, he had lain for hours out under the trees in the orchard
poring over a map of Canada and making imaginary journeys into the
unexplored.  Boone and Crockett were his heroes, and sometimes he was
so affected by the tales of their adventures that he must needs himself
steal away to the woods and camp out for two or three days.

It was at this period that he resolved to head some day an exploring
expedition of his own, and this resolution he forgot neither while a
student nor while serving as a newspaper man in Detroit and New York.
At length, through a connection he made with a magazine devoted to
out-of-door life, he was able to make several long trips into the wild.
Among other places, he visited the Hudson Bay region, and once
penetrated to the winter hunting ground of the Mountaineer Indians,
north of Lake St. John, in southern Labrador.  These trips, however,
failed to satisfy him; his ambition was to reach a region where no
white man had preceded him. Now, at the age of twenty-nine, he believed
that his ambition was about to be realised.

"It's always the way, Wallace," he said; "when a fellow starts on a
long trail, he's never willing to quit.  It'll be the same with you if
you go with me to Labrador.  You'll say each trip will be the last, but
when you come home you'll hear the voice of the wilderness calling you
to return, and it will lure you away again and again.  I thought my
Lake St. John trip was something, but while there I stood at the
portals of the unknown, and it brought back stronger than ever the old
longing to make discoveries, so that now the walls of the city seem to
me a prison and I simply must get away."

My friend's enthusiasm was contagious.  It had never previously
occurred to me to undertake the game of exploration; but, like most
American boys, I had had youthful dreams of going into a great wild
country, even as my forefathers had gone, and Hubbard's talk brought
back the old juvenile love of adventure.  That night before we lay down
to sleep I said: "Hubbard, I'll go with you."  And so the thing was
settled--that was how Hubbard's expedition had its birth.

More than a year passed, however, before Hubbard was able to make
definite arrangements to get away.  I believe it was in February, 1903,
that the telephone bell in my law office rang, and Hubbard's voice at
the other end of the wire conveyed to me the information that he had
"bully news."

"Is that so?" I said.  "What's up?

"The Labrador trip is all fixed for this summer," was the excited
reply.  "Come out to Congers to-night without fail, and we'll talk it
over."

In accordance with his invitation, I went out that evening to visit my
friend in his suburban home.  I shall never forget the exuberance of
his joy.  You would have thought he was a boy about to be released from
school.  By this time he had become the associate editor of the
magazine for which he had been writing, but he had finally been able to
induce his employers to consent to the project upon which he had set
his heart and grant him a leave of absence.

"It will be a big thing, Wallace," he said in closing; "it ought to
make my reputation."

Into the project of penetrating the vast solitudes of desolate
Labrador, over which still brooded the fascinating twilight of the
mysterious unknown, Hubbard, with characteristic zeal, threw his whole
heart and soul.  Systematically and thoroughly he went about planning,
in the minutest detail, our outfit and entire journey. Every possible
contingency received the most careful consideration.

In order to make plain just what he hoped to accomplish and the
conditions against which he had to provide, the reader's patience is
asked for a few minutes while something is told of what was known of
Labrador at the time Hubbard was making preparations for his expedition.

The interior of the peninsula of Labrador is a rolling plateau, the
land rising more or less abruptly from the coast to a height of two
thousand or more feet above the level of the sea.  Scattered over this
plateau are numerous lakes and marshes.  The rivers and streams
discharging the waters of the lakes into the sea flow to the four
points of the compass--into the Atlantic and its inlets on the east,
into Ungava Bay on the north, Hudson Bay and James Bay on the west, and
the Gulf of St. Lawrence on the south.  Owing to the abrupt rise of the
land from the coast these rivers and streams are very swift and are
filled with a constant succession of falls and rapids; consequently,
their navigation in canoes--the only possible way, generally speaking,
to navigate them--is most difficult and dangerous.  In this, to a large
extent, lies the explanation as to why only a few daring white men have
ever penetrated to the interior plateau; the condition of the rivers,
if nothing else, makes it impossible to transport sufficient food to
sustain a party for any considerable period, and it is absolutely
necessary to run the risk of obtaining supplies from a country that may
be plentiful with game one year and destitute of it the next, and in
which the vegetation is the scantiest.

The western part of the peninsula, although it, too, contains vast
tracts in which no white man has set foot, is somewhat better known
than the eastern, most of the rivers that flow into Hudson and James
Bays having been explored and correctly mapped.  Hubbard's objective
was the eastern and northern part of the peninsula, and it is with this
section that we shall hereafter deal.  Such parts of this territory as
might be called settled lie in the region of Hamilton Inlet and along
the coast.

Hamilton Inlet is an arm of the Atlantic extending inland about one
hundred and fifty miles in a southwesterly direction.  At its entrance,
which is two hundred miles north of Cape Charles, the inlet is some
forty miles wide.  Fifty miles inland from the settlement of Indian
Harbour (which is situated on one of the White Bear Islands, near the
north coast of the inlet at its entrance), is the Rigolet Post of the
Hudson's Bay Company--the "Old Company," as its agents love to call
it--and here the inlet narrows down to a mere channel; but during the
next eighty miles of its course inland it again widens, this section of
it being known as Groswater Bay or Lake Melville.

The extreme western end of the inlet is called Goose Bay.  Into this
bay flows the Grand or Hamilton River, one of the largest in Labrador.
From its source among the lakes on the interior plateau, the Grand
River first sweeps down in a southeasterly direction and then bends
northeasterly to reach the end of Hamilton Inlet.  The tributaries of
the lakes forming the headwaters of the Grand River connect it
indirectly with Lake Michikamau (Big Water).  This, the largest lake in
eastern Labrador, is between eighty and ninety miles in length, with a
width varying from six to twenty-five miles.

The Grand River, as well as a portion of Lake Michikamau, some years
ago was explored and correctly mapped; but the other rivers that flow
to the eastward have either been mapped only from hearsay or not at
all.  Of the several rivers flowing into Ungava Bay, the Koksoak alone
has been explored.  This river, which is the largest of those flowing
north, rises in lakes to the westward of Lake Michikamau.  Next to the
Koksoak, the George is the best known of the rivers emptying into
Ungava Bay, as well as the second largest; but while it has been
learned that its source is among the lakes to the northward of
Michikamau, it has been mapped only from hearsay.

Now if the reader will turn to the accompanying map of Labrador made by
Mr. A. P. Low of the Canadian Geological Survey, he will see that the
body of water known as Grand Lake is represented thereon merely as the
widening out of a large river, called the Northwest, which flows from
Lake Michikamau to Groswater Bay or Hamilton Inlet, after being joined
about twenty miles above Grand Lake by a river called the Nascaupee.
Relying upon this map, Hubbard planned to reach early in the summer the
Northwest River Post of the Hudson's Bay Company, which is situated at
the mouth of the Northwest River, ascend the river to Lake Michikamau,
and then, from the northern end of that lake, beat across the country
to the George River.

The Geological Survey map is the best of Labrador extant, but its
representation as to the Northwest River (made from hearsay) proved to
be wholly incorrect, and the mistake it led us into cost us dear.
After the rescue, I thoroughly explored Grand Lake, and, as will be
seen from my map, I discovered that no less than five rivers flow into
it, which are known to the natives as the Nascaupee, the Beaver, the
Susan, the Crooked, and the Cape Corbeau.  The Nascaupee is the
largest, and as the inquiries I made among the Indians satisfied me
that it is the outlet of Lake Michikamau, it is undoubtedly the river
that figures on the Geological Survey map as the Northwest, while as
for the river called on the map the Nascaupee, it is in all likelihood
non-existent.  There is a stream known to the natives as Northwest
River, but it is merely the strait, one hundred yards wide and three
hundred yards long, which, as shown on my map, connects Groswater Bay
with what the natives call the Little Lake, this being the small body
of water that lies at the lower end of Grand Lake, the waters of which
it receives through a rapid.

Hubbard hoped to reach the George River in season to meet the Nenenot
or Nascaupee Indians, who, according to an old tradition, gather on its
banks in late August or early September to attack with spears the herds
of caribou that migrate at that time, passing eastward to the sea
coast.  It is reported that while the caribou are swimming the river
the Indians each year kill great numbers of them, drying the flesh for
winter provisions and using the skins to make clothing and
wigwam-covering.  Hubbard wished not only to get a good story of the
yearly slaughter, but to spend some little time studying the habits of
the Indians, who are the most primitive on the North American continent.

Strange as it may seem to some, the temperature in the interior of
Labrador in midsummer sometimes rises as high as 90 degrees or more,
although at sunset it almost invariably drops to near the freezing
point and frost is liable at any time.  But the summer, of course, is
very short.  It may be said to begin early in July, by which time the
snow and ice are all gone, and to end late in August.  There is just a
hint of spring and autumn.  Winter glides into summer, and summer into
winter, almost imperceptibly, and the winter is the bitter winter of
the Arctic.

If the season were not too far advanced when he finished studying the
Indians, Hubbard expected to cross the country to the St. Lawrence and
civilisation; otherwise to retrace his steps over his upward trail.  In
the event of our failure to discover the Indian encampment, and our
finding ourselves on the George short of provisions, Hubbard planned to
run down the swift-flowing river in our canoe to the George River Post
at its mouth, and there procure passage on some fishing vessel for
Newfoundland; or, if that were impossible, to outfit for winter, and
when the ice formed and the snow came, return overland with dogs.

Hubbard knew that by ascending the Grand River he would be taking a
surer, if longer, route to Lake Michikamau; but it was a part of his
project to explore the unknown country along the river mapped as the
Northwest.  I have called this country unknown.  It is true that in the
winter of 1838 John McLean, then the agent of the Hudson's Bay Company
at Fort Chimo, a post situated on the Koksoak River about twenty miles
above its mouth, passed through a portion of this country in the course
of a journey he made with dogs from his post to Northwest River Post.
His route was up the Koksoak and across country to the northern end of
Lake Michikamau, which he followed for some little distance.  After
leaving the lake he again travelled eastward across country until at
length he came upon the "Northwest" or Nascaupee River at a point
probably not far above Grand Lake, from which it was easy travelling
over the ice to the post.  The record left by him of the journey,
however, is very incomplete, and the exact route he took is by no means
certain.

Whatever route it was, he returned over it the same winter to Fort
Chimo.  His sufferings during this trip were extreme.  He and his party
had to eat their dogs to save themselves from starvation, and even then
they would surely all have perished had it not been for an Indian who
left the party fifty miles out of Chimo and fortunately had strength
enough to reach the post and send back relief.  Later McLean made
several summer trips with a canoe up the George River from Ungava Bay
and down the Grand River to Hamilton Inlet; but never again did he
attempt to penetrate the country lying between Lake Michikamau and
Hamilton Inlet to the north of Grand River.  The fact was that he found
his Grand River trips bad enough; the record he has left of them is a
story of a continuous struggle against heartbreaking hardships and of
narrow escapes from starvation.

It is asserted that a priest once crossed with the Indians from
Northwest River Post to Ungava Bay by the Nascaupee route; but the
result of my inquiries in Labrador convinced me that the priest in
question travelled by way of the Grand River, making it certain that
previous to Hubbard's expedition no white man other than McLean had
ever crossed the wilderness between Hamilton Inlet and Lake Michikamau
by any route other than the aforesaid Grand River. As has been pointed
out, McLean made but a very incomplete record of his journey that took
him through the country north of the Grand River, so that Hubbard's
project called for his plunge into a region where no footsteps would be
found to guide him.  Not only this, but the George River country, which
it was his ultimate purpose to reach, was, and still remains, terra
incognita; for although McLean made several trips up and down this
river, he neither mapped it nor left any definite descriptions
concerning it.

Here, then, was an enterprise fully worthy of an ambitious and
venturesome spirit like Hubbard.  Here was a great, unknown wilderness
into which even the half-breed native trappers who lived on its
outskirts were afraid to penetrate, knowing that the wandering bands of
Indians who occasionally traversed its fastnesses themselves frequently
starved to death in that inhospitable, barren country.  There was
danger to be faced and good "copy" to be obtained.

And so it was ho for the land of "bared boughs and grieving winds"!



II. OFF AT LAST

Labrador's uncertain game supply presented more than one vexed problem
for Hubbard to solve.  Naturally it would be desirable to take with us
sufficient provisions to guard against all contingencies; but such were
the conditions of the country for which we were bound, that if the
expedition were at all heavily loaded it would be impossible for it to
make any headway.  Hubbard, therefore, decided to travel light.  Then
arose the question as to how many men to take with us.  If the party
were large--that is, up to a certain limit--more food might possibly be
carried for each member than if the party were small; but if game
proved plentiful, there would be no danger from starvation whether the
party were large or small; for then short stops could be made to kill
animals, dry the flesh and make caches, after the manner of the
Indians, as supply bases to fall back upon should we be overtaken by an
early winter.  And if the game should prove scarce, a small party could
kill, on a forced march, nearly, if not quite, as much as a large
party; and requiring a proportionately smaller amount of food to
maintain it, would consequently have a better chance of success. Taking
all things into consideration, Hubbard decided that the party should be
small.

To guard against possible disappointment in the way of getting men,
Hubbard wrote to the agent of the Hudson's Bay Company at Rigolet,
asking whether any could be obtained for a trip into the interior
either at that post or at Northwest River.  The agent replied that such
a thing was highly improbable, as the visits of the Indians to these
posts had become infrequent and the other natives were afraid to
venture far inland.  Hubbard then engaged through the kind offices of
Mr. S. A. King, who was in charge of the Hudson's Bay Company Post at
Missanabie, Ontario, the services of a Cree Indian named Jerry, that we
might have at least one man upon whom we could depend.  Jerry was to
have come on to New York City to meet us.  At next to the last moment,
however, a letter from Mr. King informed us that Jerry had backed down.
The Indian was not afraid of Labrador, it appeared, but he had heard of
the dangers and pitfalls of New York, and when he learned that he
should have to pass through that city, his courage failed him; he
positively refused to come, saying he did not "want to die so soon."

We never had occasion to regret Jerry's faint-heartedness.  Mr. King
engaged for us another man who, he  wrote, was an expert canoeman and
woodsman and a good cook.  The man proved to be all that he was
represented to be--and more.  I do not believe that in all the north
country we could have found a better woodsman.  But he was something
more than a woodsman--he was a hero.  Under the most trying
circumstances he was calm, cheerful, companionable, faithful.  Not only
did he turn out to be a man of intelligence, quick of perception and
resourceful, but he turned out to be a man of character, and I am proud
to introduce him to the reader as my friend George Elson, a half-breed
Cree Indian from down on James Bay.

The first instance of George's resourcefulness that we noted occurred
upon his arrival in New York.  Hubbard and I were to have taken him in
charge at the Grand Central Station, but we were detained and George
found no one to meet him.  Despite the fact that he had never been in a
city before, and all was new to him, his quick eye discovered that the
long line of cabs in front of the station were there to hire.  He
promptly engaged one, was driven to Hubbard's office and awaited his
employer's arrival as calm and unruffled as though his surroundings
were perfectly familiar.

Our canoe and our entire outfit were purchased in New York, with the
exception of a gill net, which, alas! we decided to defer selecting
until we reached Labrador.  Our preparations for the expedition were
made with a view of sailing from St. Johns, Newfoundland, for Rigolet,
when the steamer Virginia Lake, which regularly plies during the summer
between the former port and points on the Labrador coast, should make
her first trip north of the year.  A letter from the Reid-Newfoundland
Company, which operates the steamer, informed us that she would
probably make her first trip to Labrador in the last week in June, and
in order to connect with her, we made arrangements to sail from New
York to St. Johns on June 20th, 1903, on the Red Cross Line steamer
Silvia.  On the 19th Hubbard personally superintended the placing of
our outfit on board ship, that nothing might be overlooked.

As the Silvia slowly got under way at ten o'clock the next morning, we
waved a last farewell to the little knot of friends who had gathered on
the Brooklyn pier to see us off.  We were all very light-hearted and
gay that morning; it was a relief to be off at last and have the worry
of the preparation over.  Mrs. Hubbard was a member of the party; she
was to accompany her husband as far as Battle Harbour, the first point
on the Labrador coast touched by the Virginia Lake.

June 24th was my birthday, and early that morning, before we sailed
from Halifax, at which port we lay over for a day, Hubbard came into my
stateroom with a pair of camp blankets that he had been commissioned by
my sisters to present to me.  He had told me he had enough blankets in
his outfit and to take none with me.  How strangely things sometimes
turn out!  Those blankets which Hubbard had withheld in order that I
might be agreeably surprised, were destined to fulfil an office, up
there in the wilds for which we were bound, such as we little
suspected.  We reached St. Johns on the morning of Friday, the 26th,
and promptly upon our arrival were introduced to the mysterious ways of
the Reid-Newfoundland Company. The Virginia Lake, we were told, already
had gone north to Labrador, was overdue on her return trip and might
not be in for several days.  Hubbard, however, set immediately to work
purchasing the provisions for his expedition and supervising their
packing. The following day, on the advice of the general passenger
agent of the Reid-Newfoundland Company, we took the evening train on
their little narrow-gauge railroad to Whitbourne, en route to Broad
Cove, where we were informed we should find excellent trout fishing and
could pleasantly pass the time while awaiting the steamer.

The Reid-Newfoundland Company failed to carry out its agreement as to
our transportation to Broad Cove, and we had considerable trouble in
reaching there, but we found that no misrepresentation had been made as
to the fishing; during the two days we were at Broad Cove we caught all
the trout we cared for.  Having received word that the Virginia Lake
had returned to St. Johns, and would again sail north on Tuesday, June
30th, Hubbard and Mrs. Hubbard on the morning of that day took the
train to St. Johns, to board the steamer there and see that nothing of
our outfit was left behind. George and I broke camp in time to take the
evening train on the branch road to Harbour Grace, where, it was
agreed, we should rejoin the others, the steamer being scheduled to put
in there on its way north.

When I had our camp baggage transferred next morning to the wharf, and
George and I had arrived there ourselves, we found also waiting for the
steamer several prospectors who were going to "The Labrador," as the
country is known to the Newfoundlanders, to look for gold, copper, and
mica.  All of them apparently were dreaming of fabulous wealth.  None,
I was told, was going farther than the lower coast; they did not
attempt to disguise the fact that they feared to venture far into the
interior.

Around the wharves little boats were unloading caplin, a small fish
about the size of a smelt.  I was informed that these fish sold for ten
cents a barrel, and were used for bait and fertiliser.  My astonishment
may be imagined, therefore, when I discovered that on the Virginia Lake
they charged thirty-five cents for three of these little fish fried.

At ten o'clock our boat came in, and a little after noon we steamed out
of the harbour, Hubbard and I feeling that now we were fairly on our
way to the scene of our work.  Soon after rejoining Hubbard, I learned
something more of the mysterious ways of the Reid-Newfoundland Company.
The company's general passenger agent, avowing deep interest in our
enterprise, had presented Hubbard with passes to Rigolet for his party.
Hubbard accepted them gratefully, but upon boarding the steamer he was
informed that the passes did not include meals.  Now such were the
prices charged for the wretchedly-cooked food served on the Virginia
Lake that a moderately hungry man could scarcely have his appetite
killed at a less expense than six dollars a day.  So Hubbard returned
the passes to the general passenger agent with thanks, and purchased
tickets, which did include meals, and which reduced the cost
considerably.

The Virginia Lake is a steamer of some seven hundred tons burden. She
is subsidised by the Newfoundland Government to carry the mails during
the fishing season to points on the Labrador coast as far north as
Nain.  She is also one of the sealing fleet that goes to "the ice" each
tenth of March.  When she brings back her cargo of seals to St. Johns,
she takes up her summer work of carrying mail, passengers, and freight
to The Labrador--always a welcome visitor to the exiled fishermen in
that lonely land, the one link that binds them to home and the outside
world.  She has on board a physician to set broken bones and deal out
drugs to the sick, and a customs officer to see that not a dime's worth
of merchandise of any kind or nature is landed until a good round
percentage of duty is paid to him as the representative of the
Newfoundland Government, which holds dominion over all the east coast
of Labrador.  This customs officer is also a magistrate, a secret
service officer, a constable, and what not I do not know--pretty much
the whole Labrador Government, I imagine.

The accommodations on the Virginia Lake were quite inadequate for the
number of passengers she carried.  The stuffy little saloon was so
crowded that comfort was out of the question.  I had to use some rather
impressive language to the steward to induce him to assign to me a
stateroom.  Finally, he surrendered his own room.  The ventilation was
poor and the atmosphere vile, but we managed to pull through.  Our
fellow-passengers were all either prospectors or owners of fishing
schooners.

There was much ice to be seen when the heavy veil of grey fog lifted
sufficiently for us to see anything, and until we had crossed the
Strait of Belle Isle our passage was a rough one.  It was on the Fourth
of July that we saw for the first time the bleak, rock-bound coast of
Labrador.  In all the earth there is no coast so barren, so desolate,
so brutally inhospitable as the Labrador coast from Cape Charles, at
the Strait of Belle Isle on the south, to Cape Chidley on the north.
Along these eight hundred miles it is a constant succession of bare
rocks scoured clean and smooth by the ice and storms of centuries, with
not a green thing to be seen, save now and then a bunch of stunted
shrubs that have found a foothold in some sheltered nook in the rocks,
and perchance, on some distant hill, a glimpse of struggling spruce or
fir trees.  It is a fog-ridden, dangerous coast, with never a
lighthouse or signal of any kind at any point in its entire length to
warn or guide the mariner.

The evening was well upon us when we saw the rocks off Cape Charles
rising from the water, dismal, and dark, and forbidding.  All day the
rain had been falling, and all day the wind had been blowing a gale,
lashing the sea into a fury.  Our little ship was tossed about like a
cork, with the seas constantly breaking over her decks.  Decidedly our
introduction to Labrador was not auspicious. Battle Harbour, twelve
miles north of Cape Charles, was to have been our first stop; but there
are treacherous hidden reefs at the entrance, and with that sea the
captain did not care to trust his ship near them.  So he ran on to
Spear Harbour, just beyond, where we lay to for the night.  The next
day I made the following entry in my diary:

"Early this morning we moved down to Battle Harbour, where Mrs. Hubbard
left us to return home.  It was a most dismal time and place for her to
part from her husband, but she was very brave.  It was not yet six
o'clock, and we had had no breakfast, when she stepped into the small
boat to go ashore.  A cold, drizzling rain was falling, and the place
was in appearance particularly dreary; no foliage nor green thing to be
seen--nothing but rocks, cold and high and bleak, with here and there
patches of snow.  They pointed out to us a little house clinging to the
rocks high up.  There she is to stay until the steamer comes to take
her home, to spend a summer of doubts and hopes and misgivings.  Poor
little woman!  It is so hard for those we leave behind.  I stood aside
with a big lump in my throat as they said their farewell."  Up there in
the dark wilderness for which we were bound Hubbard talked with me
frequently of that parting.

On July 6th, the day after we left Battle Harbour, the captain informed
us for the first time that the boat would not go to Rigolet on the way
up, and gave us the option of getting off at Indian Harbour at the
entrance to Hamilton Inlet or going on to Nain with him and getting off
at Rigolet on the way back.  Hubbard chose the former alternative,
hearing which the customs officer came to us and hinted that nothing
could be landed until we had had an interview with him.  The result of
the interview was that Hubbard paid duty on our entire outfit.

The next morning, Tuesday, July 7th, we reached Indian Harbour. Amid a
chorus of "Good-bye, boys, and good luck!" we went ashore, to set foot
for the first time on Labrador soil, where we were destined to
encounter a series of misadventures that should call for the exercise
of all our fortitude and manhood.



III. ON THE EDGE OF THE WILDERNESS

The island of the White Bear group upon which is situated the
settlement of Indian Harbour is rocky and barren.  The settlement
consists of a trader's hut and a few fishermen's huts built of frame
plastered over with earth or moss, and the buildings of the Royal
National Mission to Deep Sea Fishermen, a non-sectarian institution
that maintains two stations on the Labrador coast and one at St.
Anthony in Newfoundland, each with a hospital attached. The work of the
mission is under the general supervision of Dr. Wilfred T. Grenfell,
who, in summer, patrols the coast from Newfoundland to Cape Chidley in
the little floating hospital, the steamer Strathcona, and during the
winter months, by dog team, visits the people of these inhospitable
shores.  The main station in Labrador is at Battle Harbour, and at this
time Dr. Cluny Macpherson was the resident physician.

Dr. Simpson, a young English physician and lay missionary, was in
charge of the station at Indian Harbour.  This station, being
maintained primarily for the benefit of the summer fishermen from
Newfoundland, is closed from October until July.  Dr. Simpson had a
little steamer, the Julia Sheridan, which carried him on his visits to
his patients among the coast folk.  We were told by the captain of the
Virginia Lake that the Julia Sheridan would arrive at Indian Harbour on
the afternoon of the day we reached there; that she would immediately
steam to Rigolet and Northwest River with the mails, and that we
undoubtedly could arrange for a passage on her. This was the reason
that Hubbard elected to get off at Indian Harbour.

The trained nurse, the cook, and the maid-of-all-work connected with
the Indian Harbour hospital ("sisters," they call them, although they
do not belong to any order) boarded the Virginia Lake at Battle Harbour
and went ashore with me in the ship's boat, when I landed with the
baggage.  Hubbard and George went ashore in our canoe.  A line of
Newfoundlanders and "livyeres" stood ready to greet us upon our
arrival.  "Livyeres" is a contraction of live-heres, and is applied to
the people who live permanently on the coast.  The coast people who
occasionally trade in a small way are known as "planters."  In Hamilton
Inlet, west of Rigolet, all of the trappers and fishermen are called
planters.  There the word livyere is never heard, it having originated
with with the Newfoundland fishermen, who do not go far into the inlet.

The "sisters" who landed with us had difficulty in opening their
hospital, as the locks had become so rusted and corroded that the keys
would not turn.  We offered our assistance, and after removing the
boards that had been nailed over the windows to protect them from the
winter storms, we found it necessary to take out a pane of glass in
order that Hubbard might unlatch a window, crawl through and take the
lock off the door.  The sisters then told us that Dr. Simpson might not
arrive with the Julia Sheridan until the following day, and extended to
us the hospitality of the station, which we thankfully accepted, taking
up our temporary abode in one of the vacant wards of the hospital.

Our first afternoon on Labrador soil we spent in assorting and packing
our outfit, while the Newfoundlanders and livyeres stood around and
admired our things, particularly the canoe, guns, and sheath-knives.
Their curiosity was insatiable; they inquired the cost of every
conceivable thing.

The next afternoon (Wednesday) Dr. Simpson arrived on his steamer, and,
to our great disappointment, we learned that the Julia would not start
on the trip down the inlet until after the return of the Virginia Lake
from the north, which would probably be on Friday or Saturday.  The
Labrador summer being woefully short, Hubbard felt that every hour was
precious, and he chafed under our enforced detention.  We were
necessarily going into the interior wholly unprepared for winter
travel, and hence must complete our work and make our way out of the
wilderness before the rivers and lakes froze and canoe travel became
impossible.  Hubbard felt the responsibility he had assumed, and could
imagine the difficulties that awaited us should his plans miscarry.
Accordingly, he began to look around immediately among the fishermen
and livyeres for someone with a small boat willing to take us down the
fifty miles to Rigolet.  Finally, after much persuasion and an offer of
fifteen dollars, he induced a young livyere, Steve Newell by name, to
undertake the task.

Steve was a characteristic livyere, shiftless and ambitionless.  He
lived a few miles down the inlet with his widowed mother and his
younger brothers and sisters.  For a week he would work hard and
conscientiously to support the family, and then take a month's rest.
We had happened upon him in one of his resting periods, but as soon as
Hubbard had pinned him down to an agreement he put in an immediate plea
for money.

"I'se huntin' grub, sir," he begged.  "I has t' hunt grub all th' time,
sir.  Could 'un spare a dollar t' buy grub, sir?"

Hubbard gave him the dollar, and he forthwith proceeded to the trader's
hut to purchase flour and molasses, which, with fat salt pork, are the
great staples of the Labrador natives, although the coast livyeres
seldom can afford the latter dainty.  While we were preparing to start,
Hubbard asked Steve what he generally did for a living.

"I hunts in winter an' fishes in summer, sir," was   the reply.

"What do you hunt?

"Fur an' partridges, sir.  I trades the fur for flour and molasses,
sir, an' us eats th' partridges."

"What kind of fur do you find here?"

"Foxes is about all, sir, an' them's scarce; only a   chance one, sir."

"Do you catch enough fur to keep you in flour and   molasses?"

"Not always, sir.  Sometimes us has only partridges t' eat, sir."

We started at five o'clock in the evening in Steve's boat, the
Mayflower, a leaky little craft that kept one man pretty busy bailing
out the water.  She carried one ragged sail, and Steve sculled and
steered with a rough oar about eighteen feet long.  An hour after we
got under way a blanket of grey fog, thick and damp, enveloped us; but
so long are the Labrador summer days that there still was light to
guide us when at eleven o'clock Steve said:

"Us better land yere, sir.  I lives yere, an' 'tis a good spot t' stop
for th' night, sir."

I wondered what sort of an establishment Steve maintained, and drawing
an inference from his personal appearance, I had misgivings as to its
cleanliness.  However, anything seemed better than chilling fog, and
land we did--in a shallow cove where we bumped over a partly submerged
rock and manoeuvred with difficulty among others, that raised their
heads ominously above the water.  As we approached, we made out through
the fog the dim outlines, close to the shore, of a hut partially
covered with sod.  Our welcome was tumultuous--a combination of the
barking of dogs and the shrill screams of women demanding to know who
we were and what we wanted. There were two women, tall, scrawny, brown,
with hair flying at random.  The younger one had a baby in her arms.
She was Steve's married sister.  The other woman was his mother.  Each
was loosely clad in a dirty calico gown.  Behind them clustered a group
of dirty, half-clad children.

Steve ushered us into the hut, which proved to have two rooms, the
larger about eight by ten feet.  The roof was so low that none of us
could stand erect except in the centre, where it came to a peak. In the
outer room were two rough wooden benches, and on a rickety table a
dirty kerosene lamp without a chimney shed gloom rather than light.  An
old stove, the sides of which were bolstered up with rocks, filled the
hut with smoke to the point of suffocation when a fire was started.
The floor and everything else in the room were innocent of soap and
water.

George made coffee, which he passed around with hardtack to everybody.
Then all but Steve and our party retired to the inner room, one of the
women standing a loose door against the aperture. Steve curled up in an
old quilt on one of the benches, while Hubbard, George and I spread a
tarpaulin on the floor and rolled in our blankets upon it.

We were up betimes the next morning after a fair night's sleep on the
floor.  We again served hardtack and coffee to all, and at five o'clock
were once more on our way.  A thick mantle of mist obscured the shore,
and Hubbard offered Steve a chart and compass.  "Ain't got no learnin',
sir; I can't read, sir," said the young livyere. So Hubbard directed
the course in the mist while Steve steered. Later in the day the wind
freshened and blew the mist away, and at length developed into a gale.
Finally the sea rose so high that Steve thought it well to seek the
protection of a harbour, and we landed in a sheltered cove on one of
the numerous islands that strew Hamilton Inlet, where we then were--Big
Black Island, it is called.

George had arisen that morning with a lame back, and when we reached
the island he could scarcely move.  The place was so barren of timber
we could not find a stick long enough to act as a centre pole for our
tent, and it was useless to try to pitch it.  However, the moss, being
thick and soft, made a comfortable bed, and after we had put a mustard
plaster on George's back to relieve his lumbago, we rolled him in two
of our blankets under the lee of a bush and let him sleep.  Then, as
evening came on, Hubbard and I started for a stroll along the shore.
The sun was still high in the heavens, and the temperature mildly cool.

A walk of a mile or so brought us to the cabin of one Joe Lloyd, a
livyere.  Lloyd proved to be an intelligent old Englishman who had gone
to Labrador as a sailor lad on a fishing schooner to serve a
three-years' apprenticeship.  He did not go home with his ship, and
year after year postponed his return, until at last he married an
Eskimo and bound himself fast to the cold rocks of Labrador, where he
will spend the remainder of his life, eking out a miserable existence,
a lonely exile from his native England.

After he had greeted us, Lloyd asked: "Is all the world at peace, sir?"
He had heard of the Boer war, and was pleased when we told him that it
had ended in a victory for the British arms.  His hunger for news
touched us deeply, and we told him all that we could recall of recent
affairs of public interest.  I have said that his hunger for news
touched us.  As a matter of fact, few things have impressed me as being
more pathetic than that old man's life up there on that isolated and
desolate island, where he spends most of his time wistfully longing to
hear something of the great world, and painfully recalling the pleasant
memories of his childhood's home and friends, and the green fields and
spring blossoms he never will know again.  And Lloyd's story is the
story of perhaps the majority of the settlers on The Labrador.

The old man had a fresh-caught salmon, and we bought it from him. We
then sat for a few minutes in his cabin.  This was a miserable affair,
not exceeding eight by ten feet, and, like Steve's home, so low we
could not stand erect in it.  The floor was paved with large, flat
stones, and the only vent for the smoke from the wretched fireplace was
a hole in the roof.  Midway between the fire and the hole hung a trout
drying.  In this room Lloyd and his Eskimo wife live out their life.
During our visit the wife sat there without uttering a word.  Her
silence was characteristic; for, somewhat unlike our women, the women
of Labrador talk but little.

When we had bidden Lloyd farewell, we carried the salmon we had
obtained from him back to camp, where Hubbard tried to plank it on a
bit of wreckage picked up on the shore.  It fell into the fire, and
there was great excitement until, by our united efforts, we had rescued
it, and had seen part of it safely reposing in the frying pan, while
Steve set to work boiling the remainder in our kettle with slices of
bacon.  As the gale continued to blow, it was decided that we should
remain in camp until early morning.  Hubbard directed Steve to pull the
boat around to a place where it would be near the water at low tide.
He and I then threw down the tent, lay on it, pulled a blanket over us
and prepared for sleep.  It was about eleven o'clock, and darkness was
just beginning to fall.  Out in the bay a whale was blowing, and in the
distance big gulls were screaming.  It was our first night out in the
open in Labrador, and all was new and entrancing; and as slumber
gradually enwrapped us, it seemed to us that we had fallen upon
pleasant times.

At one o'clock (Friday morning) we awoke.  By the light of the
brilliant moon we made coffee, called George and Steve and ate our
breakfast of cold salmon and hardtack.  George's lumbago was very bad,
and he was unable to do any work.  The rest of us portaged the outfit
two hundred yards to the boat, which, owing to Steve's miscalculations
as to the tide, we found high and dry on the rocks. Working in the
shallow water, with a cloud of mosquitoes around our heads, it took us
until 4.30 o'clock to launch her, by which time daylight long since had
returned.

Once more afloat, we found that the wind had entirely died away, and
Steve's sculling pushed the boat along but slowly.  Grampuses raised
their big backs everywhere, and seals, upon which they prey, were
numerous.  The water was alive with schools of caplin.  At eleven
o'clock we made Pompey Island, a mossy island of Laurentian rock about
thirty-five miles from Indian Harbour.  Here we stopped for luncheon,
and after much looking around, succeeded in finding enough sticks to
build a little fire.  I made flapjacks, and Hubbard melted sugar for
syrup.

While we were eating, I discovered in the far distance the smoke of a
steamer.  We supposed it to be the Julia Sheridan.  Rushing our things
into the boat, we put off as quickly as possible to intercept her.  We
fired three or four shots from our rifle, but got only a salute in
recognition.  Then Hubbard and I scramble into the canoe, which we had
in tow, and began to paddle with might and main to head her off.  As we
neared her, we fired again.  At that she came about--it was the
Virginia Lake.  They took us on board, bag, baggage, and canoe, and
Steve was dismissed.

In an hour we were in sight of Rigolet, and I saw a Hudson's Bay
Company Post for the first time in my life.  As our steamer approached,
a flag was run up in salute to the top of a tall staff, and when it had
been caught by the breeze, the Company's initials, H. B. C., were
revealed.  The Company's agents say these letters have another
significance, namely, "Here Before Christ," for the flag travels ahead
of the missionaries.

The reservation of Rigolet is situated upon a projection of land, with
a little bay on one side and the channel into which Hamilton Inlet
narrows at this point on the other.  Long rows of whitewashed
buildings, some of frame and some of log, extend along the water front,
coming together at the point of the projection so as to form two sides
of an irregular triangle.  A little back of the row on the bay side,
and upon slightly higher ground, stands the residence of the agent, or
factor as he is officially called, this building being two stories high
and otherwise the most pretentious of the group.  It is commonly called
the "Big House," and near it is the tall flagstaff.  Between the rows
of buildings and the shore is a broad board walk, which leads down near
the apex of the triangle to a small wharf of logs.  It was at this
wharf that our little party landed.

Hubbard presented his letter of introduction from Commissioner Chipman
of the Hudson's Bay Company to Mr. James Fraser, the factor, and we
received a most cordial welcome, being made at home at the Big House.
We found the surroundings and people unique and interesting.  There
were lumbermen, trappers, and fishermen--a motley gathering of
Newfoundlanders, Nova Scotians, Eskimos and "breeds," the latter being
a comprehensive name for persons whose origin is a mixture in various
combinations and proportions of Eskimo, Indian, and European.  All were
friendly and talkative, and hungry for news of the outside world.

Lying around everywhere, or skulking about the reservation, were big
Eskimo dogs that looked for all the world like wolves in subjection.
We were warned not to attempt to play with them, as they were extremely
treacherous.  Only a few days before a little Eskimo boy who stumbled
and fell was set upon by a pack and all but killed before the brutes
were driven off.  The night we arrived at Rigolet the pack killed one
of their own number and ate him, only a little piece of fur remaining
in the morning to tell the tale.

Within an hour after we reached the post, Dr. Simpson arrived on the
Julia Sheridan; but as he had neglected to bring the mail for Northwest
River Post that the Virginia Lake had left at Indian Harbour, he had to
return at once.  Dr. Simpson not being permitted by his principles to
run his boat on Sunday, unless in a case of great necessity, we were
told not to expect the Julia Sheridan back from Indian Harbour until
Monday noon; and so we were compelled to possess our souls in patience
and enjoy the hospitality of Mr. Fraser.  I must confess that while I
was anxious to get on, I was at the same time not so greatly
disappointed at our enforced delay; it gave me an opportunity to see
something of the novel life of the post.

While at Rigolet we of course tried to get all the information possible
about the country to which we were going.  No Indians had been to the
post for months, and the white men and Eskimos knew absolutely nothing
about it.  At length Hubbard was referred to "Skipper" Tom Blake, a
breed, who had trapped at the upper or western end of Grand Lake.  From
Blake he learned that Grand Lake was forty miles long, and that canoe
travel on it was good to its upper end, where the Nascaupee River
flowed into it.  Blake believed we could paddle up the Nascaupee some
eighteen or twenty miles, where we should find the Red River, a wide,
shallow, rapid stream that flowed into the Nascaupee from the south.
Above this point he had no personal knowledge of the country, and
advised us to see his son Donald, whom he expected to arrive that day
from his trapping grounds on Seal Lake.  Donald, he said, had been
farther inland and knew more about the country than anyone else on the
coast.

Donald did arrive a little later, and upon questioning him Hubbard
learned that Seal Lake, which, he said, was an expansion of the
Nascaupee River, had been the limit of his travels inland.  Donald
reiterated what his father had told us of Grand Lake and the lower
waters of the Nascaupee, adding that for many miles above the point
where the Nascaupee was joined by the Red we should find canoe travel
impossible, as the Nascaupee "tumbled right down off the mountains."
Up the Nascaupee as far as the Red River he had sailed his boat.  He
had heard from the Indians that the Nascaupee came from Lake
Michikamau, and he believed it to be a fact.  This convinced us that
the Nascaupee was the river A. P. Low, of the Geological Survey, had
mapped as the Northwest.  The Red River Donald had crossed in winter
some twenty miles above its mouth, and while it was wide, it was so
shallow and swift that he was sure it would not admit of canoeing.  He
could not tell its source, and was sure the Indians had never travelled
on it.  In answer to Hubbard's inquiries as to the probability of our
getting fish and game, Donald said there were bears along the
Nascaupee, but few other animals.  He had never fished the waters above
Grand Lake, but believed plenty of fish were there.  On Seal Lake there
was a "chance" seal, and he had taken an occasional shot at them, but
they were very wild and he had never been able to kill any.

Strange as it may seem, none of the men with whom we talked mentioned
that more than one river flowed into Grand Lake, although they
unquestionably knew that such was the case.  Their silence about this
important particular was probably due to the fact, that while the
Labrador people are friendly to strangers, they are somewhat shy and
rarely volunteer information, contenting themselves, for the most part,
with simple answers to direct questions.  Furthermore, they are seldom
able to adopt a point of view different from their own, and thus are
unable to realise the amount of guidance a stranger in their country
needs.  In fact I discovered later that Skipper Blake and his son, who
have spent all their lives in the vicinity of Hamilton Inlet, never
dreamed anyone could miss the mouth of the Nascaupee River, as they
themselves knew so well how to find it.

We were sitting in the office of the post on Sunday, comfortably away
from the fog that lay thick outside, when we were startled by a
steamship whistle.  Out we all ran, and there, in the act of dropping
her anchor, was the Pelican, the company's ship from England.  In the
heavy fog she had stolen in and whistled before the flag was raised,
which feat Captain Grey, who commands the Pelican, regarded as a great
joke on the post.  Once a year the Pelican arrives from England, and
the day of her appearance is the Big Day for all the Labrador posts, as
she brings the year's supplies together with boxes and letters from
home for the agents and the clerks.  From Rigolet she goes to Ungava,
then returns to Rigolet for the furs there and once more steams for
England.

We found Captain Grey to be a jolly, cranky old seadog of the old
school.  He has been with the Hudson's Bay Company for thirty years,
and has sailed the northern seas for fifty.  He shook his head
pessimistically when he heard about our expedition.  "You'll never get
back," he said.  "But if you happen to be at Ungava when I get there,
I'll bring you back."  "Sandy" Calder, the owner of lumber mills on
Sandwich Bay and the Grand River, who came from Cartwright Post on
Sandwich Bay with Captain Grey on the Pelican, also predicted the
failure of our enterprise.  But Hubbard said to me that he had heard
such prophecies before; that they made the work seem all the bigger,
and that he could do it and would.

At noon on Monday Dr. Simpson came with the Julia Sheridan, and we said
good-bye to Rigolet.  The voyage down the inlet to Northwest River Post
was without incident, except that the good doctor was much concerned as
to the outcome of our venture, saying: "Don't leave your bones up there
to whiten, boys, if you can possibly help it."  We reached Northwest
River at two o'clock on Tuesday afternoon, and found the post to be
much the same as Rigolet, except that its whitewashed buildings were
all strung out in one long row.  The welcome we received from Mr.
Thomas Mackenzie, the agent there in charge, was most gratifying in its
heartiness.  Mr. Mackenzie is a bachelor, tall, lean, high-spirited,
and the soul hospitality.  Hubbard promptly dubbed him a "bully
fellow." Probably this was partly due to the fact that he was the first
man in Labrador to give us any encouragement.  We had not been there an
hour when he became infected with Hubbard's enthusiasm and said he
would pack up that night and be ready to start with us in the morning,
if he only were free to do so.

To our great disappointment and chagrin, we found that Mackenzie had no
fish nets to sell.  We had been unable to obtain any at Rigolet, and
now we were told that none was to be had anywhere in that part of
Labrador.  Hubbard realised fully the importance of a gill net as a
part of our equipment and had originally intended to purchase one
before leaving New York; but he was advised by Mr. A. P. Low of the
Canadian Geological Survey that it would be better to defer its
purchase until we reached Rigolet Post or Northwest River, where he
said we could get a net such as would be best adapted to the country.
Hubbard had no reason to doubt the accuracy of this information, as Mr.
Low had previously spent several months at these posts when engaged in
the work of mapping out the peninsula.  Conditions, however, had
changed, unfortunately for us, since Mr. Low's visit to Labrador.
Seeing the quandary we were in, Mackenzie got out an old three-inch
gill net that had been lying in a corner of one of his buildings.  He
said he was afraid it was worn out, but if we could make any use of it,
we might take it.  We, too, had our doubts as to its utility; but, as
it was the best obtainable, Hubbard accepted it thankfully and
Mackenzie had two of his men unravel it and patch it up.

During the afternoon we got our outfit in shape, ready for the start in
the morning.  Following is a summary of the outfit taken from an
inventory made at Indian Harbour: Our canoe was 18 feet long, canvas
covered, and weighed about 80 pounds.  The tent was of the type known
as miner's, 6 1/2 x 7 feet, made of balloon silk and waterproofed.  We
had three pairs of blankets and one single blanket; two tarpaulins;
five duck waterproof bags; one dozen small waterproof bags of balloon
silk for note books; two .45-70 Winchester rifles; two 10-inch barrel
.22-calibre pistols for shooting grouse and other small game; 200
rounds of .45-70 and 1,000 rounds of .22-calibre cartridges; 3 1/4 x 4
1/4 pocket folding kodak with Turner-Reich Verastigmat lens; thirty
rolls of films of one dozen exposures each, in tin cans, waterproofed
with electricians' tape; a sextant and artificial horizon; two
compasses and our cooking utensils and clothing.

At Indian Harbour we had four 45-pound sacks of flour, but Hubbard gave
one sack to the pilot of the Julia Sheridan, and out of another sack he
had given the cook on the Julia sufficient flour for one baking of
bread, and we had also used some of this bag on our way from Indian
Harbour to Rigolet.  This left two 45-pound bags and about thirty
pounds in the third bag, or 120 pounds in all.  There were, perhaps, 25
pounds of bacon, 13 pounds lard, 20 pounds flavoured pea meal, 9 pounds
plain pea flour in tins, 10 pounds tea, 5 pounds coffee, 8 pounds
hardtack, 10 pounds milk powder, 10 pounds rice, 8 pounds dried apples,
7 pounds salt, 7 or 8 pounds tobacco and 30 pounds sugar.

This outfit, it will be remembered, was designed for three men. Hubbard
tried to hire some of the native to accompany us a few miles into the
interior and carry additional provisions that we might cache, but
failed; they were all "too busy."

Mackenzie treated us royally during the evening we spent at his post,
and we enjoyed his hospitality to the utmost, knowing that it was to be
our last night under shelter for weeks to come.  Now we were on the
very edge of the wilderness.  To-morrow we should enter the unknown.



IV.  THE PLUNGE INTO THE WILD

It was nine o'clock on Wednesday morning, July 15, that we made the
start.  Our canoe, laden deep with our outfit, was drawn up with its
prow resting snugly on the sandy bottom of the little strait that is
locally known as the Northwest River.  Mackenzie and a group of swarthy
natives gathered on the shore to see us off.  All but the high-spirited
agent were grave and sceptical, and shook their heads at our
persistency in going into a country we had been so frequently warned
against.

The atmosphere was crisp, pure, and exhilarating. The fir trees and
shrubs gave out a delicious perfume, and their waving tops seemed to
beckon us on.  The sky was deep blue, with here and there a feathery
cloud gliding lazily over its surface.  The bright sunlight made our
hearts bound and filled our bodies with vigour, and as we stood there
on the edge of the unknown and silent world we had come so far to see,
our hopes were high, and one and all we were eager for the battle with
the wild.

"I wish I were going with you; good-bye and Godspeed!" shouted
Mackenzie, as we pushed the canoe into deep water and dipped our
paddles into the current.  In a moment he and the grave men that stood
with him were lost to view.  Up through the strait into the Little Lake
we paddled, thence to the rapid where the waters of Grand Lake pour
out.  With one end of a tracking line, Hubbard sprang into the shallow
water near the shore below the swift-running stream, and with the other
end fastened to the bow of the canoe, pulled it through the rapid.  A
"planter's" family in a cabin near by watched us wonderingly.

Then we were in Grand Lake.  Hubbard remarked that it looked like Lake
George, save that the hills were lower.  For a few miles above its
outlet the shores on both sides of the lake are low.  Then on the south
come bluffs that rise, stern and grand in their nudity, almost
perpendicularly from the deep, clear water, while on the north come
lower hills, the most part wooded, that retreat more gently from the
rocky shore.  Heading for the extreme upper of the lake, where Low's
map and the natives had led us to expect we should find the Northwest
or Nascaupee River, we paddled along the north shore to a point where
we stopped among the rocks for a luncheon of flapjacks and syrup.

We were away without waste of time, paddling diagonally across the lake
to the south shore. The fleecy clouds had now thickened, and a few
drops of rain had fallen.  In our course across the lake we passed Cape
Corbeau (Raven), but were so far out that the mouth of the river of
that name, which is just east of it, escaped our attention.  Cape
Corbeau, it had been named by a French missionary, because the ravens
build their nests on its rocky top, and, perched high up, croak at you
warningly from afar.  Always the ravens are there.  Involuntarily, as
one croaked above our heads, "Nevermore" echoed through my mind.  "And
my soul from out that shadow shall be lifted nevermore."  There were
dark shadows ahead of us among the rocks and the forests, and--But in a
moment the thought was drowned and forgotten in the beauties of the
scenery.  Beauties?--yes; for bleak and desolate Labrador has a beauty
and a charm all its own.

Two hours after passing Cape Corbeau the rain began to pour, and at
7.30 o'clock, when we made camp on the south shore, we were well
soaked.  We resumed our journey at 5.30 in the morning.  A stiff breeze
was blowing, but by keeping in the lee of the shore we made good
progress.  At ten o'clock, when we found it necessary to cross to the
north shore so as to shorten the distance, there was a rising sea, and
we had to lighten the canoe and ferry the cargo over in two loads.

It was soon after one o'clock that we reached the upper end of the
lake, where we found a stream about 125 yards wide that flowed with a
swift current from out a little lake.  Into this lake after luncheon we
paddled, and when we reached its upper end, there was the mouth of a
river, which we immediately hailed as the Nascaupee, the stream that
was to lead us up to Lake Michikamau.  Its mouth was wide, and it
seemed to answer so well all the descriptions we had heard of the river
for which we were searching that the possibility of our being mistaken
never once entered our heads; in fact, we remained under the impression
that it was the Nascaupee until the last.

But we were mistaken.  We had passed the Nascaupee five miles below,
where it empties, together with the Crooked River, into a deep bay
extending northward from Grand Lake.  At its mouth the Nascaupee is
divided by an island into two streams, and this island is so thickly
covered with trees, and the streams on either side of it are so narrow,
that when we crossed along in front of the bay no break in the line of
woods at the mouth of the river was perceptible.  Perhaps it will be
said we should have explored the bay.  I know now myself that should
have been done, but in justice to Hubbard it must be remembered that
none of us then had any reason to suppose we should find a river at any
place other than the extreme upper end of the lake.  Time and time
again Hubbard had asked the few natives who had been there if the
Nascaupee entered Grand Lake at its extreme upper end, and the answer
invariably had been: "Yes, sir; he do."  Furthermore, it will have to
be taken into consideration how hard pressed Hubbard was by the fear
that the short summer would end before he had completed his work, and
by the consequent necessity of pushing on with all possible speed.

The river up which we started to ascend with light hearts was the
Susan, a river which was to introduce us promptly to heart-breaking
hardships, a river which is to me associated with the most tragic
memories.

On the southerly side of the little lake Porcupine Hill raises its
spruce-covered head a thousand feet above the water.  Proceeding up the
Susan, we found that the river valley was enclosed by low ridges
covered with spruce and a few scattering white birch and aspen trees.
For the most part the banks of the river were steep and high; where
they were low the river formed little pond expansions.  For a mile
above its mouth we had good canoeing.  Up to this point the river was
not more than thirty yards wide, and was deep, with little current.
Then it began gradually to widen and become shallow and swift, with a
boulder-strewn bottom.  Soon we had to jump into the water, and with
Hubbard at the end of the tracking line, and George and I at either end
of the canoe, haul, lift, and push the heavily laden boat up the river,
while we floundered over the boulders. Sometimes we would be able to
get into the canoe and pole, but never for long.  Around the worst
places we portaged the whole outfit, canoe and all.  It was desperately
hard work, and when night came on and we went into camp, we were only
two miles above the little lake.

Hard as it was, we should not have minded our work in the rapids so
much had it not been for the flies.  For the first time we now realised
the full form of what had been told us about the fly pest of Labrador.
We had considered them annoying at Rigolet and Northwest River, but as
soon as we began to buck the rapids they came upon us in clouds.  They
got into our nostrils, into our ears, into our mouths, into our eyes
even, and our faces and hands were streaked with blood from their
bites.  They were villainous, hellish.  Hubbard frequently remarked
that the mosquitoes seemed friendly in contrast--and the mosquitoes
were by no means considerate of our feelings and comfort either.  We
had purchased some cheesecloth at Rigolet for face nets, but the trial
we had given it during the afternoon had proved that it was too closely
woven for us to see through it and do our work, and it was useful only
as some measure of protection for our ears and necks.  On our faces we
also tried some "fly dope" that we had purchased in New York, but it
kept the pests away for a few minutes only.

The ordinary Labrador fly is smaller than a pinhead.  You do not feel
it until after it has had its bite, and then the sensation is like that
of a fiery itch.  In addition to this kind, we had to withstand the
attacks of flies called by the natives "bulldogs." These beasts are
about the size of the top joint of one's thumb. They are well named.
When they bite, you feel it immediately beyond a doubt.  We used to say
they bit out pieces of our flesh entire and flew up into the trees to
eat them, and we used frequently to beg George to try his luck at
shooting the brutes. However, it must be said to the credit of both
kinds of flies that they have one good habit--they "knock off" work at
the approach of the cool of evening, thus giving you a chance to bathe
as well as sleep.

The rain was still pouring when we pitched our tent that first night,
but we had a good supper and were reasonably cheerful. There were
flapjacks dripping with the syrup of melted sugar, and bacon, and hot
bread, and coffee.

"With this sort of work before us," said Hubbard, "we must keep well
fed."

"The river," said I, "certainly is the limit.  If the Indians have to
travel on it much, I feel sorry for them."

"Well," said Hubbard, "we've surely got our work cut out.  At this rate
we're going to make pretty slow progress."

"Blake told us," I ventured, "we could paddle up the river eighteen or
twenty miles, and that he had sailed his boat up that far.  I'd be
willing to bet he never sailed it up this stream."

"Oh," replied Hubbard, "he was mistaken in the distance.  This must be
the place where he said the river tumbled off the mountain. What do you
say, boys," he added, "to throwing away some of the outfit?  We'll
never make any progress if we attempt to carry it all."

"Let's stick to it a little longer," suggested George.

However, we decided to abandon some clothing and a pail containing
about four pounds of lard; and as George, particularly, was opposed to
leaving behind us any provisions, it was decided to eat of them
lavishly and pay no attention to the hunt for the present.

All night it continued to rain, and we broke camp and started forward
on Friday morning, July 17, in a drenching downpour. George thought
this was rather hard.  While Hubbard was out of hearing, he told me
that the Indians never travelled in the rain, and that he had never
been expected to do so before.  The fact was that George had never
before been on an expedition where there was so much necessity for
haste.

We found the river on the second day to be even worse than our worst
fears had pictured it, and it kept growing worse as we ascended.  The
water was so swift and shoal that we could take only a part of the
outfit in the canoe, which meant that we had to return at intervals for
the rest and track all the way, Hubbard pulling on the line while
George and I waded and pushed.  Sometimes we were scarcely knee deep in
the water, and at other times we would sink up to our armpits.
Frequently we were swept off our feet.  Once or twice we forced the
canoe and outfit through the thick willows and alders that lined the
river, and dragged them up the steep bank and attempted to portage; but
the country here had been burned and fallen trees were piled high in
every direction, so that we were compelled to return to the river and
resume our efforts in the raging torrent.

The work was awful, it was heartrending; and though we exerted
ourselves to the utmost from six o'clock in the morning until eight at
night, we advanced our camp only two miles that day.  And when we
gathered around the fire at night, how we did "cuss" that river! None
of us, however, was discouraged, nor flinched at the prospect. Our
oil-tanned, cowhide moccasins and woollen trousers were beginning to
show the result of the attacks of bush, rock, and water, but our blue
flannel shirts and soft felt hats were still quite respectable.  Our
coats we had left behind us as an unnecessary encumbrance.

While George was cooking breakfast on Saturday morning (July 18), a red
squirrel barked at us from a near-by tree.  Drawing his pistol from its
holster, Hubbard said:

"Wallace, let's see who shall have the honour of bringing to George the
first game of the trip."

I acquiesced, and walking around the tree, caught the first glimpse of
the squirrel.  At it I carefully aimed my pistol, and down it came.  It
made a tiny morsel for three men, but as the "first game of the trip,"
we hugely enjoyed it when George served it in a pot of soup.

At six o'clock we broke camp and laboured on, facing the same desperate
conditions that we had met the day before.  It is true that the rain
had ceased to fall, but the good weather brought out the flies in
increasing swarms.  We fairly breathed flies, and we dreaded them far
more than the hard work.  Since they attacked us first, we had left our
faces unwashed so as to retain the "dope," and they were streaming with
a mixture of grease, dirt, blood, and perspiration.

The return of the sun also sent the mercury soaring.  At noon that
Saturday it registered 90 degrees in the shade.  Always at sunset,
however, the temperature dropped with startling suddenness, and a
variation of from fifty to sixty degrees between the maximum and
minimum record for one day was not an unusual thing as long as summer
lasted.

Floundering up the boulder-strewn river that Saturday, we found the
heat so oppressive that it seemed to us we had got into the torrid zone
instead of up to within a few hundred miles of the Arctic Circle.  We
resolved, however, that the obstacles interposed against our advance by
the unfeeling wild should make us fight only the harder, George and I
receiving much inspiration from Hubbard, to whom difficulties were a
blessing and whose spirit remained indomitable up to the very end.  And
when we sat down to our evening meal by a cosey fire, we had the
satisfaction of knowing that we had doubled our previous day's record
and were four miles further up the river.

On our first Sunday out we remained in camp to rest.  We were all
pretty tired, and enjoyed the long sleep in the morning.  The day was
fine, but very warm.  In the morning Hubbard caught about twenty small
trout, and after luncheon he and George went up the river on a scouting
trip.  When they returned in the evening, they reported important
discoveries.  First they had come upon a small, rocky stream flowing
into our river from the south, which stream Hubbard felt sure must be
the Red River the Blakes had told us about, and a mile above that a
two-mile stretch of good water.  But the discovery that pleased Hubbard
the most was some old cuttings that apparently had been made by
Indians; he was of the opinion, as were all of us, that they indicated
we really were on the Mountaineer Indian trail to Michikamau, and that
we undoubtedly soon should come upon lakes and other good water that
would carry us through; and the discoveries of the scouting trip buoyed
up our spirits wonderfully.

On Monday morning (July 20) George took an axe and cut us a portage
route from our camp through a swamp a mile and a half to the foot of a
hill.  This route we covered three times.  It was impossible for one
man alone to carry the canoe through the swamp, and in addition to it
and the firearms we had at this period to transport about five hundred
pounds of baggage made up into packs of about seventy-five pounds each.
At first Hubbard and I found seventy-five pounds a pretty good load to
carry, and neither of us could get even that on his back without help
from George; but later on we learned to back and carry with comparative
ease a hundred pounds or more.  In packing we never used either
shoulder or chest straps, relying solely upon the head strap, which
passes across the forehead.

When, after much groaning and sweating, we finally arrived with all of
our outfit at the foot of the hill, it took the combined efforts of all
three of us to get the canoe to the top, whence we followed an old
caribou trail for a mile along the summit, camping just above the
smooth water that Hubbard and George had seen on Sunday. We were all
completely exhausted when we reached camp.  While staggering along with
the canoe a hundred yards from the tent, I became so weak that I
suddenly sank to the ground and the others had to come to my rescue and
bring in the canoe.  But the night was cool and starry, and we sat long
by our fire and talked and drank pea soup and tea, and when it came
time for us to turn in to our soft bed of fragrant spruce boughs, our
troubles had been quite forgotten.

The good water that Hubbard and George thought was two miles long
shortened down, when we actually came to it the next morning, to less
than half a mile, affording us only a meagre opportunity to make use of
the canoe.  For a little distance we again bucked the rapids, and then
left the river for a rough portage of a mile and a half over the hills
on the shore.  Again at night we were exhausted, but again we had a
fine camp on a point overlooking the river.  The crisp air came laden
with the perfume of spruce and balsam.  On the surrounding hills the
fir trees were darkly silhouetted against the sky, radiant with its
myriads of stars. The roar of the river could be heard dying away into
a mere murmur among the hills below.

"Boys," said Hubbard, after we had made a good supper of a mess of
trout I had caught at midday, "this pays for all the hard work."

Undoubtedly Hubbard was in fine fettle that evening, and as we lay
before the fire with that delicious feeling of languor which comes from
conscientious toil, he entertained George and me with quotations from
his favourite author, Kipling, while we puffed comfortably upon our
pipes.  One verse he dwelt upon, as it seemed particularly appropriate
to our position.  It was:

   When first under fire, if you're wishful to duck,
   Don't look or take heed of the man that is struck;
   Be thankful you're living and trust to your luck,
   And march to your front like a soldier."



V. STILL IN THE AWFUL VALLEY

The next day (Wednesday, July 22) was by far the most disheartening of
our journey up the valley of the Susan.  We portaged all day through
gullies and swamps and over rough ridges, covering in all about two
miles and a half.  All of us were overcome by the hard work in the
burning sun and the poisonous bites of the flies.  I was the most
susceptible to the attacks of the flies; for ten days I was fairly sick
from the poison they instilled.  The faces, bands, and wrists of all of
us were badly swollen and very sore. My face was so swollen I could
scarcely see.

In the morning when we started forward the temperature was down to
thirty-three degrees, but at noon it had risen to ninety-two. Hubbard
was attacked with diarrhoea, and I with vomiting.  We were all too
exhausted to eat when we stopped for luncheon, and lay on the moss for
an hour's rest, with the tent drawn over us to protect us from the
flies.

On a low, barren knoll we cached that day eighty rounds of .45-70
cartridges and 300 rounds of .22's, George marking the spot with a
circle of stakes.  That left us 120 rounds of .45-70's and 500 rounds
of .22's.  It had become strictly necessary to lighten our packs, and
we had begun to drop odds and ends every day.

In the afternoon Hubbard shot with his pistol a spruce partridge
(grouse); it was the first seen by us on the trip.  Together with a
yellowlegs George had shot, it seasoned a pot of pea soup.  We camped
that night on a bluff, barren point, and Hubbard named it "Partridge
Point" in bonour of our first bird.

On Thursday (July 23) Hubbard lay in the tent all day sick.  All he was
able to eat was some hardtack dipped in tea.  At his request George and
I scouted for trails.  Each of us carried a rifle and wore at his belt
a pistol and a cup in addition to the sheath knife we never were
without.  In our pockets we placed a half-pound package of pea meal.
George started westward up the river, and I put for a high, barren bill
two miles to the north.  As I climbed the hill I heard gulls on the
other side, which told me water lay in that direction, and when I
reached the top, there at my feet, like a silver setting in the dark
green forest, lay a beautiful little shoe-shaped lake.  For miles and
miles beyond the ridge I was on, the country was flat and covered with
a thick spruce growth.

To the northeast of the lake at my feet I could see the glimmer of
other water among the trees, and I decided to go on and investigate.
In doing so, I managed to get myself lost. Descending the hill to the
lake, I made my way through the thick spruce growth in the swamp along
the shore.  A splash in the water startled me, and soon I found the
fresh tracks of a caribou.  As he had winded me, I knew it was useless
to try to follow him. Pressing my way on to the northeast, I came upon
another small lake and several small creeks.  At midday I built a fire
and made a cup of pea meal porridge.  While waiting for my meal to
cook, I read a letter that a friend had given me in New York, "to be
opened after one week's canoeing in Labrador."  It was like a letter
just received from home.

In the afternoon the sun became obscured by gathering clouds, and in
the thick underbrush through which my course led me I could see
scarcely twenty yards ahead.  I attempted to get my direction with the
compass, but the needle would not respond.  Trusting, however, to my
ability to find my course without it, I made my way on past two more
lakes.  A grouse fluttered up before me, and I brought it down with a
pistol shot.  After tying it to my belt, I decided it was time to turn
back home, as we called our camp, and struck off by what I hoped would
be a short cut through the swamp.  Then it was that I lost my bearings,
and at dusk, when I hoped to reach the first lake I had seen in the
morning, I found myself on the shore of a lake I had never seen before.

Too weary to cook the grouse, or even build a fire and make a cup of
porridge, I threw myself on a flat rock, pillowed my head on the trunk
of a fallen spruce tree, drew a handkerchief over my face to keep away
the clouds of mosquitoes, and slept soundly.  At dawn I arose, built a
fire, repaired my compass, and ate a cup of porridge.  I was not
frightened, because with my compass again in working order I knew I
should have no difficulty in finding the river, which must be somewhere
to the south and which must lead me back to camp.  So to the southward
I took my course, pushing my way through thick brush and over marshes
where the ground under my feet went up and down like the waves of the
sea.

Towards noon I reached a barren hill, and from its summit saw the river
just beyond and the site of one of our old camping places that I knew
was eighteen miles below our last camp.  Down to the shore of the river
I hurried, and built a fire for luncheon.  The partridge at my belt had
been torn into shreds by the bushes, and again a cup of porridge had to
serve me for a meal.  It was dark when I reached camp, to find Hubbard
greatly worried and George away looking for me.

There had been some good-natured arguments between Hubbard and me as to
the merits of our respective compasses, and as he now appeared to have
the better of it, he took advantage of the occasion to chaff me
unmercifully.  Then when George returned they both had fun with me for
getting lost.

"That's all right," I said, "your turn, Hubbard, will come later. You
haven't been lost yet, because you haven't been out of sight of camp
alone.  Anyway, I just stayed out for a quiet evening by myself."

My absence on Friday did not delay our progress any; for Hubbard was
still unable to travel.  On Saturday (July 25) he had not yet fully
recovered, but he decided to push forward.  A drizzling rain was
falling as we started.  Each of us carried a load some four miles up
the valley and returned; and then Hubbard, with a second load, went
ahead to make camp, while George and I, with the remainder of the
baggage, endeavoured to drag the canoe upstream. Darkness came on when
we were two miles below camp.  While fording the river, I was carried
off my feet by the current and nearly swept over the fall with a pack
around my neck.

Then George and I left the canoe on the bank for the night, and each
with his pack proceeded to push his way through the thick willows and
alders and over the rocks.  It was so dark we could not see each other.
Falling down constantly and struggling to our feet again, we stumbled
on through the pitchy blackness and down-pouring rain, until suddenly
we discerned the glowing light of our campfire and came upon Hubbard
frying bacon.  George and I were too tired to eat; we were glad to lie
down in our wet clothes on the bed of spruce boughs that was ready for
us and forget our troubles in sleep.

We rested on Sunday--and ate.  A partridge I had shot the day before
was served stewed with rice and bacon for dinner, while for supper we
had twenty-two trout that Hubbard caught in the morning, served with
apple sauce and hot bread.  This high living fully recompensed us for
our hard fight against nature and the elements, and once more full of
hope we lay down to sleep.

In the morning (Monday, July 27) Hubbard arose with a feeling of
depression, but fair progress during the day brightened him up.  A
typical fall wind blew all day, and we were very wet and very cold when
we went into camp at night.  But with the coming of evening the clouds
were driven away before the wind, affording us an occasional glimpse of
the new moon hanging low in the heavens; and this, together with the
sound of the river and the roaring campfire, soon cheered us up.  No
matter how weary and discouraged we were during the day, our evening
fire invariably brought to us a feeling of indescribable happiness, a
sweet forgetfulness of everything but the moment's comfort.

Our fire that Monday night was no exception to the general rule, but
after supper, while we were luxuriantly reclining before it on a couch
of boughs, Hubbard gave expression to a strange feeling that had been
growing on him and me in the last few days.  It was almost as if the
solitude were getting on our nerves.  Hubbard was munching a piece of
black chocolate, which he dipped at intervals in a bit of sugar held in
the palm of his left hand, when he said:

"It's queer, but I have a feeling that is getting stronger from day to
day, that we are the only people left in the world.  Have you fellows
experienced any such feeling?"

"Yes," said I; "I have.  I have been feeling that we must forever be
alone, going on, and on, and on, from portage to portage, through this
desolate wilderness."

"That's it exactly," said Hubbard.  "You sort of feel, that as you are
now, so you always have been and always will be; and your past life is
like a dream, and your friends like dream-folk.  What a strange
sensation it is!  Have you felt that way, George?"

George took the pipe from his mouth, blew out a cloud of tobacco smoke
to join the smoke of the fire, and spat meditatively over his shoulder.

"Don't know as I have," he grunted.  "I know there's mighty good
huntin' down the bay; and I've been thinkin' of Rupert's House [the
Hudson's Bay Company Post on James Bay where he was born], and what the
fellus I know there are doin' these days.  I can't say they seem like
dream-folks to me; they're real enough, all right."

Hubbard and I laughed.  Solitude was an old story to our friend, the
English-Indian, and our "feelings" must have seemed to him highly
artificial, if not affected.

Our progress on Tuesday and Wednesday (July 28 and 29) was the old
story of hard tracking in the river and difficult portaging.  The
weather was cloudy and a chill wind blew.  On Tuesday we advanced our
camp a little more than three miles, and on Wednesday a little more
than four.  This continued slow work gave Hubbard serious concern, and
the condition of our larder and wardrobe was not reassuring.  Our bacon
and sugar were going fast.  Fish had become an absolute necessity, and
our catches had been alarmingly small. There was also a lamentable lack
of game.  Far below we had heard the chatter of the last red squirrel,
and seen the last bear signs and the last tree barked by porcupines.
There were caribou trails a-plenty, but seldom a fresh track.  A
solitary rabbit had crossed our trail since we entered the valley, and
there were no more rabbit runs visible.  We could only hope that as we
neared the "height of land," we should find more game--find plenty of
caribou, at least, on the moss-covered barrens.  We had also noted a
change in the timber growth; neither birch nor aspen had we seen for a
week.

Our moccasins were breaking through the bottoms, and this was a serious
matter; for while George had an extra pair, Hubbard and I had only
those on our feet.  Hubbard's feet were very sore.  Two of his toe
nails came off on Wednesday night, and a wide crack, which must have
made walking very painful, appeared in one of his heels. The nearest
thing we had to adhesive plaster was electrician's tape, and with this
he bandaged his heel, and tied it and his toes up with pieces of cotton
rags we had brought for cleaning rifles.

It was on Thursday, July 30, that we reached the point where another
good-sized stream comes into the Susan, or where the river may be said
to divide into two branches.  We found that the southerly branch came
over a low fall from the west, while the other, or northerly branch,
flowed down from the northwest.  The southerly branch was fully as
large as the northerly--narrower but deeper--and not nearly so swift
and rocky.

We were very uncertain as to which branch to follow, and Hubbard sent
George on a scouting trip up the southerly stream, which we shall call
Goose Creek, while he himself climbed a knoll to get a look at the
country.  A half mile or so up Goose Creek George found a blaze
crossing the stream from north to south, which he pronounced a winter
blaze made by trappers, as the cuttings were high up on the trees and
freshly made.  Half a mile above the blaze George came upon the rotten
poles of an old Indian wigwam, and this discovery made Hubbard happy;
he accepted it as evidence that Goose Creek was the river mapped as the
"Northwest" and the Indian route to Michikamau.  Accordingly it was
decided to follow the southerly branch, and to leave the main stream at
this point.

I was glad to leave the valley of the Susan.  Our whole course up the
valley had been torturous and disheartening.  We had been out fifteen
days from Northwest River Post and had covered only eighty miles.
Hubbard had been ill, and I had been ill.  Always, as we pressed
onward, I dreaded the prospect of retracing our steps through the Susan
Valley.  I hated the valley from end to end.  I have more reason to
hate it now.  To me it is the Valley of the Shadow of Death.



VI. SEARCHING FOR A TRAIL

When we portaged into Goose Creek on Friday, July 31st, Hubbard had
quite recovered from his illness, I, too, was well again, and our
appetites had returned.  It is true that my legs and feet were much
swollen from the continuous work in the cold river, but the swelling
caused me no inconvenience.  All of us, in fact, were in better shape
for the fight against the wild than at any time since the start.

For three or four miles up Goose Creek the rapids were almost
continuous, and we had to portage for practically the whole of the
distance.  On August 1st and 2d the weather was cold, with a raw wind
and a continuous downpour of rain.  At night the rain kept up a steady
drop, drop, drop through our tent.  On the 2d, owing to the inclemency
of the weather, we did not travel; but the morning of the 3d brought
brilliant sunshine and with the perfume of the forest in our nostrils
we pushed on, soon reaching a flatter and a marshy country, where the
creek deepened and narrowed with a sluggish current.  Here the paddling
was good, and for a little way we made rapid progress.

In this marshy stretch by the creek's bank we saw a beaver house, and
George stepped out of the canoe to examine it.

"They're livin' here," he remarked.  "If we're not too far away when we
camp to-night, I'm comin' down with a rifle and watch for 'em.  They
come out to play in the water in the evenin' and it's not hard to get
'em."

"What's the use of killing them?" I asked.  "What could you do with a
beaver if you got him?"

"I'd cook it, and we'd have a good snack of beaver meat," said George.
"They're the finest kind of eatin', and I'd go a good way for a piece
of beaver tail; it's nice and greasy, and better than anything you ever
ate."

As we paddled on, George continued to extol the virtues of beaver meat,
expatiating on many a "good snack" of it that he had consumed.
However, he did not return to the beaver house, for more important
things that evening claimed our attention.

It was on this day that we reached a point where our branch creek
itself separated into two branches. Upon scouting them, we discovered
that each of these branches had for its origin a lake, the two bodies
of water from which they flowed being close together some three miles
to the westward.  Apparently they were small lakes, but we hoped to
find that they belonged to a chain that would carry us into the
country, and their discovery encouraged us to push on.

This hope was strengthened by Indian wigwam poles that we found in the
vicinity.  The poles, it is true, were old, indicating that the Indians
had not been there for several years; but as it had been a long time
since they had ceased to visit regularly Northwest River Post, we
thought we had reason to believe that the poles marked what had been a
permanent trail rather than the course of a hunting expedition.
Hubbard was particularly observant of these old Indian signs.  He was
anxious to find them, and delighted when he did find them.  "Here are
the signs," he would say, "we are on the right trail."  But we were not
on the right trail.  The right trail--the Nascaupee route--was miles to
the northward.  We eventually did stumble upon a trail to Michikamau,
but it was another one--a very old one--and we found it only to lose it
again.

While we were following up Goose Creek the condition of our
commissariat troubled us not a little.  The scarcity of game had forced
us to draw heavily upon our stores.  Only a little of our lard and a
small part of our twenty-five pounds of bacon remained. "We must hustle
for grub, boys," Hubbard frequently remarked.  Our diet, excepting on
particular occasions, was bread and tea, fish when we could get them,
and sometimes a little pea soup.  The pea meal, plain and flavoured,
was originally intended as a sort of emergency ration, but we had drawn
on our stock of it alarmingly. Our flour, too, was going rapidly, and
the time was drawing near when we felt that the ration of bread must be
cut down.

The only thing, perhaps, that we really craved was fresh meat.  For
several days after leaving the post we had experienced a decided
craving for acids, but that craving had been partially satisfied when,
on the barren hills that border the Valley of the Susan, we found a few
cranberries that had survived the winter.  Every day while we were on
Goose Creek we caught a few small trout.  When we halted for any
purpose, Hubbard always whipped the stream.  He was a tireless as well
as an expert fisherman.  He would fish long after I had become
discouraged, and catch them in pools where they positively refused to
rise for me.  The trout thus obtained were relished, but a fish diet is
not strengthening, neither is it satisfying, and as we had had no fresh
meat since the day we landed at Indian Harbour a month before, our
longing for it had become importunate.

Imagine our joy, then, when on August 3d, the day we discovered the
petering out of Goose Creek, some fresh meat came our way.  Most
unexpectedly was the day turned into one of feasting and thanksgiving.
As we were preparing, soon after passing the beaver house, to pack at
the foot of a rapid just below a little pond expansion, Hubbard saw
four geese swimming slowly down the stream. He and George had just
lifted their packs from the canoe, while I, some little distance off,
had mine on my back.  Hubbard had his rifle in his hands.  George, who
caught sight of the geese almost as soon as Hubbard, grabbed my rifle
from the canoe.  "Drop!" cried Hubbard, and down we all fell behind the
little bank over which the birds had been sighted.  There was fresh
meat swimming towards us, and while we lay waiting for it to come in
sight around the little head of land the excitement was intense.

Soon the leader appeared, and Hubbard and George fired almost
simultaneously.  If ever there was a goose that had his goose cooked,
it was that poor, unfortunate leader.  One of the bullets from the
.45-70 rifles that were aimed at him went through his neck, cutting the
bone clean and leaving his head hanging by two little bits of skin.
The other bullet bored a hole through his body, breaking both wings. I
did not blame him when he keeled over. The leader disposed of, Hubbard
and George again fired in quick succession, and two of the other geese
dropped just as they were turning back upstream and vainly trying to
rise on their wings, which were useless so soon after the moulting
season.  The second shot emptied George's rifle.  He threw it down,
grabbed a paddle and went after one of the birds, which, only slightly
wounded, was flopping about in the water.

Meanwhile Hubbard had fired twice at the fourth goose and missed both
times.  His rifle also being empty now, he cast it aside, seized his
pistol, ran around the bank and jumped into the water in time to head
off the remaining goose as it was flopping upstream. That brought the
goose between him and George, and the bird was so bewildered that
Hubbard had time to fire at him twice with his pistol and kill him,
while George effectually disposed of the wounded goose by swatting him
over the head with the paddle.  Thus all four birds were ours, and our
exultation knew no bounds.  We shouted, we threw our hats in the air
and shouted again.  Lifting the birds critically, we estimated that we
had on hand about fifty pounds of goose meat.

More luck came to us that same day when we halted for luncheon at the
foot of some rapid water.  As soon as we stopped, Hubbard, as usual,
cast a fly, and almost immediately landed a half-pound trout.  Then, as
fast as I could split them and George fry them, another and another,
all big ones, fell a victim to his skill.  The result was that we had
all the trout we could eat that noon, and we ate a good many.

It was late in the afternoon when we reached the point where the two
brooks joined to form Goose Creek.  Our scouting was finished in less
than two hours, and we went into camp early: for, as Hubbard expressed
it, we were to have a "heap big feed," and George reminded us that it
would take a good while to roast a goose.  Our camp was pitched at the
foot of a semi-barren ridge a half-mile above the junction of the
brooks.  George built a big fire--much bigger than usual.  At the back
he placed the largest green log he could find.  Just in front of the
fire, and at each side, he fixed a forked stake, and on these rested a
cross pole.  From the centre of the pole he suspended a piece of stout
twine, which reached nearly to the ground, and tied the lower end into
a noose.

Then it was that the goose, nicely prepared for cooking, was brought
forth.  Through it at the wings George stuck a sharp wooden pin,
leaving the ends to protrude on each side.  Through the legs he stuck a
similar pin in a similar fashion.  This being done, he slipped the
noose at the end of the twine over the ends of one of the pins.  And lo
and behold! the goose was suspended before the fire.

It hung low--just high enough to permit the placing of a dish under it
to catch the gravy.  Now and then George gave it a twirl so that none
of its sides might have reason to complain at not receiving its share
of the heat.  The lower end roasted first, seeing which, George took
the goose off, reversed it and set it twirling again. After a time he
sharpened a sliver of wood, stuck it into the goose and examined the
wound critically.

"Smells like a Christmas goose when one goes through the kitchen dead
hungry before dinner," said Hubbard.

"Um-m-n!" I commented.

In a little while George tried the sharp splinter again.  Hubbard and I
watched him anxiously.  White juice followed the stick.  Two hours had
passed, and the goose was done!

Events now came crowding thick and fast.  First, George put the
steaming brown goose in his mixing basin, and deftly and rapidly
disjointed it with his sheath knife.  Meanwhile, with nervous haste,
Hubbard and I had drawn our knives, and with the tin basin of goose
before us, all three of us plumped down in a half-circle on the thick
moss in the light of the bright-blazing fire.  Many of the rules of
etiquette were waived.  We stood not on the order of our falling to,
but fell to at once.  We eat, and we eat, at first ravenously, then
more slowly.  With his mouth full of the succulent bird, George allowed
he would rather have goose than caribou.  "I prefer goose to anything
else," said he, and proceeded to tell us of goose hunts "down the bay"
and of divers big Indian feasts.  At length all the goose was gone but
one very small piece.  "I'll eat that for a snack before I sleep," said
George, as he started to put the giblets to stew for breakfast.

The fire died down until nothing remained save a heap of glowing
embers.  For a long time we sat in the darkness over an extra pot of
tea.  At first, silence; and then, while George and I puffed
complacently on our pipes, Hubbard, who never smoked, entertained us
with more of Kipling.  "The Feet of the Young Men" was one of his
favourites, and that night he put more than his usual feeling into the
words:

  "Now the Four-way Lodge is opened, now the Hunting Winds are loose--
  Now the Smokes of Spring go up to clear the brain;
  Now the Young Men's hearts are troubled for the whisper of the Trues,
  Now the Red Gods make their medicine again!
  Who hath seen the beaver busied?
  Who hath watched the black-tail mating?
  Who hath lain alone to hear the wild-goose cry?
  Who hath worked the chosen water where the ouananiche is waiting,
  Or the sea-trout's jumping--crazy for the fly?

  He must go--go--go away from here!
  On the other side the world he's overdue.
  'Send your road is clear before you when the old
      Spring-fret comes o'er you
  And the Red Gods call for you!"


Again the silence.  The northern lights flashed and swept in fantastic
shapes across the sky, illuminating the fir tops in the valley and
making the white lichens gleam on the barren hill above us.  We thought
of the lake ahead with its old wigwams, and the promise it held out of
an easy trail to Michikamau made us feel sure that the worst part of
our journey was ended.  Thus we sat supremely happy and content until
long past midnight, when we went to our tent and our bed of fragrant
spruce boughs, to be lulled asleep by the murmuring waters of the creek
below.

The brooks into which Goose Creek divided near our camp of course would
not permit of canoeing, and the morning after our feast (August 4) we
portaged through a swamp into the lake that fed the southerly one.  We
called this small body of water Mountaineer Lake, because the
Mountaineer Indians had been there.  Besides numerous cuttings and the
remains of wigwams, we found the ruins of a drying stage where they had
cured meat or fish. From Goose Camp to the lake shore George carried
the canoe, and Hubbard and I each a pack.  Then while George and I
returned for the remaining packs, Hubbard waited by the lake.  As he
sat there alone, a caribou waded into the water less than a hundred
feet away, stopped and looked fearlessly at him for a few moments, and
then walked leisurely off into the woods.

"It seemed as if he wanted to shake hands with me," Hubbard said when
he told us of the incident.  He had to let the deer depart in peace,
because both rifles were back with the last loads at Goose Camp, and
his pistol was in his bag.  Needless to say, we were bitterly
disappointed at losing the first deer we had seen, and it taught us the
lesson always to take one rifle forward with the first load on a
portage.

We spent the afternoon scouting in different directions, and discovered
that the only inlet to Mountaineer Lake ended in a bog a mile or so up.
A mile or more to the westward, however, George discovered another and
much larger lake, which in honour of him we shall call Lake Elson.  An
old trail led from Mountaineer Lake to Lake Elson, which George
pronounced to be a caribou trail, but which Hubbard believed to be an
old portage, because it led from lake to lake by the most direct
course.  There were no axe cuttings, however, to indicate that the
Indians had followed it.

We tried the troll in Mountaineer Lake, but caught nothing. Apparently
there was nothing there but trout, of which fish I caught eight at the
inlet.  I shot with my pistol a muskrat that was swimming in the lake,
but George did not cook it, as he said the flesh would be too strong at
that season.  It was raining again and the mosquitoes were out in
millions, but with three geese still on hand and a good lake ahead we
were indifferent to such troubles as that, although our clothing was
not now in a condition successfully to withstand much bad weather.

Rags, in fact, were beginning to appear upon us all.  One of Hubbard's
trousers legs was ripped clear down the front, and it was continually
streaming behind in the wind and getting caught in the bushes, despite
his efforts to keep it in place with pieces of twine.  At length he
patched it with a piece of white duffel, and exhibited his tailoring
feat to us with much pride.

About noon on August 5, after a two-mile portage, we reached Lake
Elson.  On the way Hubbard sighted two caribou.  He dropped his pack
and grabbed his rifle.  They were 250 yards away and partially hidden
by the timber, and as they were approaching him, he waited, believing
he would get a better shot.  But, while he was waiting, what he called
a "cussed little long-legged bird" scared them off, by giving a sharp,
shrill cry of alarm, which the deer evidently were clever enough to
construe as meaning that something out of the ordinary was happening.

Lake Elson proved to be about three and a half miles long and a half
mile wide.  It lay in a basin surrounded by wooded hills.  The
northerly portion was dotted with low, mound-like islands of drift,
with two or three irregular, rocky islands, all completely wooded. It
was a beautiful sheet of water, and, like all the lakes in Labrador, as
clear as crystal and very cold.  On the northerly side there were
narrow straits and inlets, doubtless connecting the lake with others to
the northwest that were hidden by the growth.

The outlet was at the southern end.  It flowed through a pass in a low
ridge of hills that extended for a great distance east and west, and
emptied into a small lake, the waters of which were discharged through
a creek that flowed through a pass in another low ridge that ran
parallel with the first as far as we could see. Between the two ridges
was a marsh that extended westward for many miles.  The ridges and the
hills surrounding the lakes were covered with spruce and balsam.
Nowhere along our route since we left Northwest River Post, however,
had we seen any timber of commercial value; the largest trees did not
exceed eight inches in diameter, the generality being much smaller.

We were somewhat disconcerted upon finding no further signs of Indians,
and feared we had lost the trail.  Neither trapper's blaze nor
trapper's cutting was to be seen; for now we were beyond their zone and
in a country that apparently no white man and no breed had ever viewed.
We selected a site for our camp near the outlet at the southern end of
the lake.  In the afternoon Hubbard and George went to some bluffs that
could be seen two or three miles to the southward, to scout for a route
to Michikamau and find the Indian trail if possible.  I remained behind
to make camp.

The days were now shortening rapidly; it was dark before eight o'clock.
In the grey of the twilight George returned.  When he hailed me, I was
fishing in the outlet just below the camp, standing on a rock in
midstream to which I had waded.

"Come 'long up to camp," he called.  Once in the wilderness, we made no
distinctions as to master and servant; we were all companions together.
Hence George's familiar manner of address.

"When I land two more trout," I shouted back.

"You've got enough; come 'long now," he pleaded. There was that in his
tone that excited my curiosity; he seemed all of a sudden to have
acquired an unusual fondness for my society.  "What's the matter,
George?" I asked.

"I've been about lost," he returned.  "Come on and I'll tell you."

I was astonished.  I had seen George drop a pack in the bush, where
everything for miles around looked alike to me, and without marking the
spot or apparently taking note of any guiding signs, he would go
directly to it again.  I was with him one pitch-dark night when he left
a pack among alders and willows in the depth of a marsh, and in the
morning he went back two miles straight to the very spot.  How a man
that could do this could get lost was beyond my understanding.  I
hurried up to camp.

"How did it happen, George?" I asked.

"I just got turned 'round," he replied.  "I didn't have any grub, and I
didn't have a pistol, or a fishhook, or any way to get grub, and I
didn't have a compass, and I was scared."

"But don't you know how you got lost?" I persisted.

"No, I don't," said George.  "I just got lost.  But I found myself
pretty quick.  I never got lost before."

The only way I could account for it was that he had permitted his
thoughts to wander.  I asked him what he would have done if he had not
been able to find his way back.

"Gone to the highest hill I could see," he answered with a grin, "and
made the biggest smoke I could make at its top, and waited for you
fellus to find me."

While we were talking George was busily engaged in making the fire,
putting a goose to boil and preparing water for tea.  The twilight
deepened, and ere we realised it darkness had come.  Every moment we
expected to hear Hubbard, but he did not appear.

"Another man lost," said I, with a forced lightness that illy concealed
the anxiety George and I both felt; we knew that Hubbard not only had
nothing to eat, but no matches to make a fire.

Frequently we stopped our work and talk, to peer into the gathering
night and listen for the breaking of a twig.  At length I took my rifle
and fired at intervals half a dozen shots; but the reports echoed and
died away without a reply.  A damp north wind chilled the air, and the
gloom seemed particularly oppressive.

"Hubbard will have a hard night out there in the bush," said George.

"Yes," I replied; "I don't suppose we can expect him back now before
morning; and when a man is lost in this wild country it's pretty hard
to find a little tent all by itself."

I was thinking of my own experience farther back, and what might happen
should Hubbard fail to find us or we him.  He was not so fortunate as I
had been, in that there was no river to guide his return. However, at
five o'clock in the morning he appeared. He had spent a miserable night
on a ridge two miles to the southward, wet and shivering, with no fire,
and tormented by mosquitoes.  He reported that from the ridge he could
hear the roar of a rapid. Darkness had prevented him from going on, and
he had not seen the rapid, but he was sure it was a part of a big river.

At first he was loath to admit he had been lost, doubtless remembering
how he and George had "guyed" me when I had been out all night and my
prediction that his turn would come; but when George confessed to
having gone astray also, he made a clean breast of it, telling us he
was "lost good and plenty, and scared some, too."  Now I had my
innings, and I must confess I took great delight in returning some of
the chaff they had given me.

Hubbard decreed, in consequence of these experiences--getting
lost--that thereafter each man at all times should have on his person
an emergency kit, to consist of matches, a piece of fish line, some
hooks and two or three flies, enclosed in a film box waterproofed with
electrician's tape.

We remained in our camp on Lake Elson for two days in order to scout
and dry fish.  It was the best fishing place we had yet come to.
During our stay we had all the trout we could eat, and we dried and
smoked forty-five large ones.  The scouting proved that Hubbard's "big
river" was an important discovery.  It lay two miles to the south of
us, flowing to the southeast.  Hubbard sent George to look at it, and
he reported that it certainly came from large lakes, as it was big,
deep and straight.  Could it come from Lake Michikamau?

While George was away Hubbard and I took a trip in the canoe around the
lake and through some inlets.  At the northeast we discovered a creek
flowing into the lake, and as there were some old Indian wigwams and
cuttings near it, indicating the possibility of its being part of a
trail, we seriously considered the advisability of following it up.
From a knoll near by we could see to the northwest other lakes into
which the creek might possibly lead us; but, after returning to camp,
we considered the situation fully in the light of George's report of
the big river, and we decided that to the big river we should go.

This decision was not to prove an error of judgment; for the big river
was none other than the Beaver--an important part of an old trail of
the Indians to Lake Michikamau.



VII. ON A REAL RIVER AT LAST

We broke camp in the forenoon of August 7th, and a few hours later,
after making two trips back and forth, we arrived with our baggage on
the bank of our new river.  At last we had a real river to travel on,
its average width being between 100 and 150 yards.  None of us, of
course, then knew that our real river was the Beaver, and that in
taking to it we had stumbled upon an old Indian route to Lake
Michikamau.  If we had known this, it would have made a great
difference in our fortunes.

Immediately below the point where we portaged into the river, wooded
ridges on either side hugged it close, forming a narrow valley.  Just
above us the valley broadened, and a mile or so up a big hill reared
its barren summit above the black spruce trees at its base, standing
there like a lonely sentinel among the little hills that bordered the
widening river basin.  Despite the fact that we had reached a real
river, we still had rapids to encounter, and we had to make so many
short portages that after we had ascended the river two miles it was
time to camp.

We pitched our tent on a rising plateau just below a stretch of rushing
water.  As soon as we stopped, Hubbard tried to fish, and while I made
camp he landed fifteen trout averaging nearly half a pound each.  They
were most welcome, as the time had come when we had to live off the
country.  Our bread ration was now cut down to one-third of a loaf a
day for each man.  As we had no lard, it was made simply of flour,
baking powder, and water.  It was baked in our frying pan, and a loaf
was about eight inches in diameter and one inch thick, so that our
daily ration was but a morsel.  We also decided that from now on we
should use pea meal only on rare occasions, and to reserve our other
provisions, with the exception of a few dried apples, tea, coffee and a
little chocolate and cocoa, to give us a start should we at any time
find it necessary to make a sudden dash for the Post.

Our clothing was rapidly disintegrating.  The front of Hubbard's
trouser leg was all torn open again, and once more he had to resort to
pieces of twine.  We had frequent discussions at this period as to
whose appearance was the most beautiful.  For a time Hubbard and I
would claim the distinction each for himself, but it usually ended by
our conceding the distinction to George.  As a matter of fact, with our
unkempt hair and beards and our rags, we now formed as tough looking a
party of tramps as ever "came down the pike." That night in camp I cut
up my canvas leggings and used pieces of the canvas to rebottom my
moccasins, sewing it on with shoemaker's thread.

It was a glorious evening.  A big moon rising over the bluffs beyond us
transformed the river into a silvery thread stretching far down through
the dark valley.  Behind us the black spruce forest made our roaring
fire seem more cheerful in contrast.  A cold east wind had driven away
the flies and the mosquitoes. Supper eaten, our cup of contentment was
full to the brim.  After all, the wilderness was not so inhospitable.
Who would be anywhere else, if he could? Not one of us.

With the sensation that we were the only people in Labrador, a fancy
struck me and I suggested to my companions that we ought to organise
some sort of government.

"We'll make you, Hubbard," I said, "the head of the nation and call you
the Great Mogul.  Of course you will be commander-in-chief of the army
and navy and have unlimited power.  We're your subjects."

"I suspect," replied Hubbard, "you are looking for a political job.
However, I, of course, stand ready, like our politicians at home, to
serve the country when duty calls--if there's enough in it.  As the
Great Mogul of Labrador, I appoint you, Wallace, Chief Justice and also
Secretary of State.  George I shall appoint Admiral of the Navy."

"Where are my ships?" asked George.

"Ships!", exclaimed Hubbard.  "Well, there will be only one for the
present.  But she's a good staunch one--eighteen feet long, with a beam
of thirty-three and a half inches.  And she carries two quick-fire
rifles."

With these and other conceits we whiled away the beautiful evening
hours.  What a difference there was in the morning!  We awoke--it was
Saturday, August 8--to find that the east wind had increased in force
and was accompanied by a driving, chilling rain.  Reluctantly we broke
camp, and began a day of back-breaking, disheartening work.  The wind
soughed dismally through the forests, and it was as though late autumn
had overtaken us in a night.  The spruce boughs, watersoaked, seemed to
hang low for no other purpose than to strike us in the face at every
step, and the willows and alders along the river that now and again
obstructed our way appeared to be thicker and wetter than ever.

Under these conditions we had made six portages, the longest of which
was about three-quarters of a mile, and covered in all about four and a
half miles, when one o'clock came and we gave up the fight for the day,
to make our Sunday camp and try to get fish.  We were ravenously
hungry, and ate even the heads of the dried trout we had for luncheon,
these being the last of those we caught and smoked on Lake Elson.
During the afternoon we put out for the first time the old gill net
Mackenzie had given us, and by hard work with the rod caught a few more
trout for supper.

It still poured on Sunday morning.  Hubbard fished all day, and I the
greater part of the forenoon.  The net product of our labor was
forty-five trout, most of them little fellows.  The gill net yielded us
nothing.  In the afternoon George and I took the rifles and started out
in different directions to look for caribou. Neither of us found any
fresh tracks.  I returned at dusk, to find George already in camp and
our supper of boiled fish ready to be eaten.  Our sugar was all gone by
this time, and our supply of salt was so low that we were using hardly
any.  In spite of us the salt had been wet in the drenching rains we
had encountered all up the Susan Valley, and a large part of it had
dissolved.

While we all craved sugar and other sweets, I believe Hubbard suffered
the most from their absence.  Perhaps the fact that George and I used
tobacco and he did not, was the explanation.  He was continually
discussing the merits of various kinds of cake, candies, and sweet
things generally.  Our conversation too often turned to New York
restaurants, and how he would visit various ones of them for particular
dishes.  Bread undoubtedly was what we craved the most.  "I believe
I'll never refuse bread again," Hubbard would say, "so long as there's
a bit on the table."

Monday (August 10) brought with it no abatement of the driving rain and
cold east wind.  Working industriously for half an hour before
breakfast, Hubbard succeeded in landing a single small trout, which
fell to me, while he and George ate thick pea meal porridge, of which
they were very fond.  We made several short portages during the
morning, and, despite the dismal weather, our spirits brightened; for
we came upon old wigwam poles and axe cuttings, which we accepted as
proof that we were now surely on the Indian trail to Michikamau.
Towards noon Hubbard said:

"Well, boys, we're on the right road, we've covered three miles this
morning, and this rain is killing, so we'll pitch camp now, and wait
for the weather to clear and try to get some fish ahead. There are fish
here, I know, and when the wind changes we'll get them."

After warming ourselves by a big fire and eating luncheon, Hubbard and
I took our rods and fished the greater part of the afternoon, catching
between us twelve or fifteen trout.

"You had better cook them all for supper, George," said Hubbard. "This
is my mother's birthday, and in honour of it we'll have an extra loaf
of bread and some of her dried apples.  And I tell you what, boys, I
wish I could see her now."

On the following day (Tuesday, August 11) the weather had somewhat
moderated, but the east wind continued, and the rain still fell during
all the forenoon.  We could get no fish at our camp, and at two in the
afternoon started forward, all of us hungry and steadily growing
hungrier.  Hubbard whipped the water at the foot of every rapid and
tried every pool, but succeeded in getting only a very few trout.
While he fished, George and I made the portages, and thus, pushing on
as rapidly as possible, we covered about four miles.

While George and I were scouting on Sunday, we had each caught sight of
a ridge of rocky mountains extending in a northerly and southerly
direction, which we estimated to be from twenty to twenty-five miles to
the westward.  Previous to Tuesday, these mountains had not been
visible from the river valley, but on that day they suddenly came into
view, and they made us stop and think, for they lay directly across our
course.  However, we did not feel much uneasiness then, as we decided
that our river must flow through a pass in the mountains far to the
north, and follow them down before turning east.

Our camp on Tuesday night was rather a dreary one; but before noon on
Wednesday (August 12) the clouds broke, big patches of blue sky began
to appear, and with a bit of sunshine now and again, our hearts
lightened as we proceeded on our journey.

At the foot of a half-mile portage Hubbard caught fourteen trout, and
our luncheon was secure.  Three more portages we made, covering in all
about three miles, and then we shouted for joy, for there ahead of us
lay open water.  Along it for five miles we gaily canoed before
stopping for luncheon.  Hungry? Yes, we were hungry even after
devouring the fourteen trout and drinking the water they were boiled
in--I could have eaten fifty like them myself--but our spirits were
high, and we made merry.  For the first time since leaving Grand Lake
there was good water behind us and good water before us.

At the last rapid we portaged the country had flattened out.  Wide
marshes extended along the south bank of the river, with now and then a
low hill of drift.  The north side was followed by a low ridge of
drift, well wooded.  We landed for luncheon on the south bank, at the
foot of a wooded knoll, and there we made an interesting discovery,
namely, the remains of an old Indian camp and the ruins of two large
birch-bark canoes.  In November, at Northwest River Post, I heard the
story of those canoes.

Twelve years before, it appears, the band of Indians that had camped
there, being overtaken by early ice, was forced to abandon its canoes
and make a dash for the Post.  Game was scarce, and the fish had gone
to deeper waters.  The Indians pushed desperately on overland, but one
by one they fell, until at last the gaunt fiend, Starvation, had
claimed them all.  Since that time no Indian has ever travelled that
trail--the route to Michikamau upon which we had stumbled was thereupon
abandoned.  The Indians believe the trail is not only unlucky, but
haunted; that if while on it they should escape Starvation--that
terrible enemy which nearly always dogs them so closely--they are
likely to encounter the spirits of them that died so many years ago.

Not knowing anything of this tragic story, we merrily ate our luncheon
on the very spot where others in desperation had faced death.  It was
to us an old Indian camp, and an additional reason for believing we
were on the right trail, that was all.  While we ate, the sun came out
brilliantly, and we resumed our paddling feeling ready for almost
anything that might happen.  And something soon did happen--something
that made the day the most memorable so far of the trip.

No rapids intercepted our progress, and in an hour we had paddled three
miles, when, at a place where the river widened, a big woodland stag
caribou suddenly splashed into the water from the northern shore, two
hundred yards ahead.  I seized my rifle, and, without waiting for the
canoe to stop, fired.  The bullet went high.  The caribou raised his
head and looked at us inquisitively. Then Hubbard fired, and with the
dying away of the report of his rifle, George and I shouted: "You hit
'im, Hubbard; you've got 'im!" The wounded caribou sank half way to his
knees, but struggled to his feet again.  As he did so, Hubbard sent
another shot at him, but missed.  Slowly the big deer turned, and began
to struggle up the bank. Again Hubbard and I fired, but both shots went
low.

We ran the canoe to shore, and while I made it fast, Hubbard and George
ran breathlessly ahead to where the caribou had disappeared. I followed
at once, and soon came upon them and the caribou, which fallen thirty
yards from the river with a bullet through his body just back of the
left shoulder.  A trail of blood marked his path from the river to
where he lay.  As the animal floundered there in the moss, Hubbard,
with the nervous impetuosity he frequently displayed, fired again
against George's protest, the bullet entering the caribou's neck and
passing down through his tongue the full length.  Then George caught
the thrashing animal by the antlers, and while he held its head down
Hubbard cut its throat.

We made our camp right where the caribou fell.  It was an ideal spot on
the high bank above the river, being flat and thickly covered with
white moss.  The banks at this point were all sand drift; we could not
find a stone large enough to whet our knives. George made a stage for
drying while Hubbard and I dressed the deer.  Our work finished, we all
sat down and roasted steaks on sticks and drank coffee.  The knowledge
that we were now assured of a good stock of dried meat, of course,
added to the hilarity of feast.  As we thought it best to hoard our
morsel of flour, it was a feast of venison and venison alone.

While waiting for our meat to dry, we had to remain in camp for three
or four days.  On the next afternoon (Thursday, August 13) Hubbard and
I paddled about three miles up the river to look for fish, but we got
no bites, probably because of the cold; in the morning there had been a
fringe of ice on the river shore.

"We'll take it easy," said Hubbard while we were paddling upstream,
"and make a little picnic of it. I'm dead tired myself.  How do you
feel, Wallace?"

"I feel tired, too," I said.  "I have to make an extra effort to do any
work at all."

Hubbard was inclined to attribute this tired feeling to the freedom
from strain after our nerve-racking work of the last few weeks, while I
hazarded the opinion that our purely meat diet had made us lazy.
Probably it was due to both causes.

As Hubbard was anxious to obtain definite knowledge as to what effect
the high ridge of rocky mountains had upon our river, George and I,
with the object of ascertaining the river's course, left camp in the
canoe on Friday morning (August 14), taking with us, in addition to our
emergency kits, our cups, some tea, and enough caribou ribs for
luncheon.  We portaged around a few short rapids, and then, about eight
miles above our camp, came upon a lake expansion of considerable size
with many inlets.  On the northerly side of the lake was a high, barren
hill, which afforded us a splendid view of the surrounding country.

Winding away to the southeast was the river we had ascended.  To the
west was a series of lake expansions connected by narrow straits, and
beyond them were the mountains, which we estimated rose about 2,500
feet above the country at their base.  In sheltered places on their
sides, patches of ice and snow glistened in the sunshine.  Barren
almost to their base, not a vestige of vegetation to be seen anywhere
on their tops or sides, they presented a scene of desolate grandeur,
standing out against the blue sky like a grim barrier placed there to
guard the land beyond. As I gazed upon them, some lines from Kipling's
"Explorer" that I had often heard Hubbard repeat were brought forcibly
to my mind:

  "Something hidden.  Go and find it.  Go and look behind the Ranges--
  Something lost behind the Ranges.  Lost and waiting for you.  Go!"

Let us call these ranges the Kipling Mountains.

To the north, hill after hill, with bald top rising above the stunted
trees on its sides, limited our range of vision.  Far away to the south
stretched a rolling, wooded country.  To the eastward the country was
flatter, with irregular ranges of low hills, all covered with a thick
growth of spruce and fir balsam.  Beyond the point where the water
flowed from it southeasterly into the river we had ascended, the lake
at the foot of our hill seemed to extend directly eastward for four for
five miles; but the thick wood of the valleys and low-lying hills made
it difficult to see just where it ended, so that from where we stood it
was impossible to tell what course the river took--whether it came from
the east, bending about in the lake expansion below us, or flowed from
the west through the lake expansions beyond.  Away off to the northeast
an apparently large lake could be discerned, with numerous mound-like
islands dotting its surface.

For a long time we stood and gazed about us.  Far to the southeast a
tiny curl of smoke rose heavenward in the clear atmosphere.  That was
Hubbard's campfire--the only sign of life to be seen in all that wide
wilderness.  The scene was impressive beyond description. It gave me a
peculiar feeling of solemnity and awe that I shall never forget.

We found on our hill a few dead twigs of sub-Arctic shrubbery with
which to make a fire to broil our caribou ribs, and gathered some
mildly acid berries of a variety neither of us had ever seen before,
which we ate as a dessert.  After luncheon George said he thought we
had better go to the westward to look for the river.

"But how can it come through those mountains?" I asked.

"I don't know as it can," he replied.  "But," pointing to one of the
range, "I want to take a look at the country beyond from that high
mountain."

So we returned to our canoe, and paddled to the westward a few miles
through two lake expansions, which brought us to the foot of the
mountains.  We landed at a place where a small creek tumbled down
through a rocky pass.  George went up his mountain alone. During his
absence, with my emergency kit, I caught ten six-inch trout to be
divided between us for supper, as only two of our caribou ribs
remained.  Near dark George came back.  After climbing half way to the
summit of his mountain, he had encountered perpendicular walls of rock
that blocked his further progress.

We made a fire of old wigwam poles, and roasted our fish before it on a
flat stone.  A quart of hot tea between us washed down our meagre
supper, and then we made a bed of boughs.  But when we tried to sleep
the icy wind that blew through the pass caused us to draw closer to the
fire, before which we alternately sat and lay shivering throughout the
night.  Having brought no axe with us, we could not build a fire of any
size.  I do not believe either of us slept more than half an hour.

"Which would you rather have, Wallace, a piece of bread or a blanket?"
George would ask at frequent intervals.

"Bread," I always answered.  At that he would chuckle.  We had tasted
nothing but venison and fish since the day we killed the caribou, and
for bread we had an inexpressible craving.

"Anyway," George would say, "this cold will weaken the flies."  And
with this reflection he continued to comfort us as the nights became
chillier.

In the morning we had to break the ice to get water for our tea, which
with the two remaining caribou ribs constituted our breakfast.  George
then made another attempt at his mountain. Again he failed to reach the
summit, and I failed to induce any more trout to rise.  In a somewhat
despondent mood we turned back, and paddled for some distance into the
lake expansions to the eastward of the point where our river flowed
out.  Although we were compelled to start for "home" before obtaining
any definite knowledge of the course of the river, we were of the
opinion that it came from the east.  For all we knew, however, the
river might end in those lake expansions; we could not tell, as no
current could be discerned, and having no food we could not continue
the search.

It was five o'clock in the evening when we reached camp, tired out and
as hungry as two wolves, and we astonished Hubbard with the amount of
venison we put out of sight.  While George was temporarily out of
hearing, Hubbard said:

"It's bully good to see you back again, Wallace.  I was disappointed
when you didn't come back last night, and I've been dead lonesome.  I
got thinking of my wife and home, and the good things to eat there, and
was on the verge of homesickness."

"We were mightily disappointed, too, at not getting back," said I
between mouthfuls.  "Up there on the lakes we put in the toughest night
yet, and we were thinking of the venison and warm blankets down here at
camp."

Hubbard was much discouraged and depressed at our report of the
uncertain course of the river, although he was careful to conceal his
feelings from George.

The next day (Sunday, August 16) we cut up our canvas guncases and used
some of the material to re-bottom our moccasins.  What was left over we
put away carefully for future use.  George cracked the caribou bones
and boiled out the marrow grease.  He stripped the fat from the
entrails and tried out the tallow, preserving even the cracklings or
scraps.  "We'll be glad to eat 'em yet," said he. One of the hoofs he
dressed and put with our store of meat.  We preserved everything but
the head, the entrails and three of the hoofs.  The tallow we found an
excellent substitute for lard.

In the afternoon Hubbard and I caught thirty trout in an hour at the
rapid a mile and a half above our camp, and a few more in the river
close by the camp.  High living during the day raised all of our
spirits.  For breakfast we had the caribou heart, which George thought
at first he would roast but changed his mind and served stewed.  For
dinner we had the tongue, the tidbit of the animal, boiled with pieces
of other parts.  Hubbard's second bullet had torn out the centre of the
tongue, but what there was of it was delicious.  And at night we had
the trout caught during the afternoon, to which, as a Sunday luxury,
was added a cake of bread.

When we gathered around the fire in the evening Hubbard had entirely
recovered from his depression and took a more hopeful view of the
river.  We discussed the matter thoroughly, and decided that the river
George and I had seen coming from the eastward must take a turn farther
north and break through the Kipling Mountains, and that it might prove
to be Low's Northwest River we all thought was possible.

At the same time we could not disguise the fact that it was extremely
probable we should have to portage over the mountains, and the prospect
was far from pleasing; but, ragged and almost barefooted though we
were, not a man thought of turning back, and on Monday morning, August
17th, we prepared to leave Camp Caribou and solve the problem as to
where lay the trail of Michikamau.



VIII. "MICHIKAMAU OR BUST!"

The temperature was three degrees below freezing when grey dawn at half
past four o'clock that Monday morning bid us up and on.  The crisp air
and the surpassing beauty of the morning stirred within us new hope and
renewed ambition.  And the bags of jerked venison and the grease gave
us faith that we should succeed in reaching our goal.  Though we had
some food in stock, there was to be no cessation in our effort to get
fish; our plan was for Hubbard to try his rod at the foot of every
rapid while George and I did the portaging.

Before midday Hubbard had forty trout, one of them sixteen inches
long--the biggest we had caught yet.  We stopped for luncheon on the
sandy shore of a pretty little lake expansion, and ate the whole
morning's catch, fried in caribou tallow, with unsweetened coffee to
wash it down.  Then on we pushed towards the Kipling Mountains.  At a
narrow strait between two lakes we left Hubbard to fish, George and I
going on two miles farther to the place where we had spent that chilly
night while scouting, and where our camp for this night was to be
pitched.

Our object in going there was to give George another chance to view the
country on the other side of the mountain range.  This time he was to
try another peak.  As he disappeared up the mountain side, I paddled
back to get Hubbard, who was awaiting me with a good string of big
trout.  The two-mile stretch of lake from where Hubbard was fishing to
our camping ground was as smooth as a sheet of glass. The sun hanging
low over the mountains and reflecting their nude forms in the silvery
water, and the dark green forest of fir trees on the shores moved
Hubbard to exclamations of delight.

"Oh, if it could be painted just as it appears now!" he said. "Why,
Wallace, this one scene is worth all the groaning we've done to get
here.  It's grand! grand!"

At dark George returned to camp with the report that from his peak he
could see only higher mountains looming up to the westward.  In the
shadow of the grey rocks of the grim old mountains that so stubbornly
held their secret of what lay beyond, we had a good supper of trout and
were happy, though through the gulch the creek roared defiance at us,
and off in the night somewhere a loon would break out at intervals in
derisive laughter.  At the base of the mountains the narrow lake
reflected a million stars, and in their kindly light the snow and ice
patches on the slopes above us gleamed white and brilliant.

With our day's work the listlessness from which we had recently
suffered had entirely disappeared, and we felt ready to undertake any
task, the more difficult the better.  Hubbard suggested giving up route
hunting if our river ended where we then were, and striking right
across the mountains with our outfit on our backs, and we received the
suggestion with enthusiasm.  He talked, too, a great deal about
snowshoeing in winter to St. Augustine on the St. Lawrence, cutting
across country from the Kenemish River, which flows into Groswater Bay
opposite Northwest River Post.  This trip, which he held out as a
possibility in the event of our missing the last steamer out from
Rigolet, seemed to appeal to him immensely.

"I don't care if we are too late for the steamer," he said; "that
snowshoeing trip would be a great stunt."

We found a great many wigwam poles near and in the pass hard by our
camp, while by the creek we came across the remains of both summer and
winter camps, probably those of hunters.  "One of the beggars was
high-toned," said George; "he had a stove."  This was evidenced by the
arrangement of stones within the circle of wigwam poles, and a few
pieces of wood cut stove-size.

On Tuesday morning (August 18) we turned back and into the long, narrow
lake expansions to the eastward, and soon satisfied ourselves that this
was the right course.  Our thermometer registered 28 degrees that
morning.  The day dawned clear and perfect; it was a morning when one
draws in long breaths, and one's nerves tingle, and life is a joy.
Early in the forenoon we reached rapids and quickly portaged around
them; all were short, the largest being not more than half a mile.  At
ten o'clock we ate luncheon at the foot of one of the rapids where we
caught, in a few minutes, fourteen large trout.  Just above this rapid
the river opened into long, narrow lakes, and the canoeing was superb.
Suddenly the river took a sharp turn to the westward, and appeared to
lead directly into the mountains.  At that we sent up three rousing
cheers--the river problem seemed to be solved; apparently the road to
Michikamau lay straight before us.

A little above the bend in the river we came upon an old gander and
goose and two unfeathered young. The gander with a great squawk and
flapping wings took to the bush, but we killed the old goose with a
rifle, and George "knocked over," as he expressed it, one of the young
ones with a pistol.  More luck (and food) came to us a little later.
While George and I portaged around the last rapid that evening, Hubbard
caught fifty trout averaging over a pound each. They jumped greedily to
the fly, four or five rising at every cast.

Above this rapid the river again took the form of a long, narrow
lake--a lake so beautiful that we were entranced.  It was evening when
we arrived, and the very spirit of peace seemed to brood over the
place. Undoubtedly we were the first white men that had ever invaded
its solitude, and the first human beings of any kind to disturb its
repose for many years.  On the north a barren, rocky bluff rose high
above the water; at all other places the shores were low and wooded.  A
few miles to the westward could be seen the barren Kipling Mountains,
and between them and us was a ridge of low hills covered with
black-green spruce.  The sun was setting in our faces as we paddled
slowly along the lake, and as it went down behind the mountains a veil
was gradually drawn over the lovely scene.  Not a breath of air was
stirring, and hardly a sound broke the stillness save the ripple at the
bow of the canoe and the soft splash of the paddles.  In the placid
waters two otters were swimming and diving.  One was timid and remained
at a distance, but the other was bold and inquisitive and came close to
the canoe. Here and there all over the lake, its mirror-like surface
was broken by big jumping trout.  Two loons laughed at us as we drew
the canoe on to the sandy beach of a low jutting point, and they
continued to laugh while we pitched our camp in the green woods near
the shore and prepared our supper of roast goose.  It was a feast day.
With goose, plenty of trout and good water for paddling, it was a time
to eat, drink, and be merry.

Our high spirits still remained when we broke camp in the morning
(Wednesday, August 19), but they were destined soon to be dashed. Not
long after we started we found ourselves in good-sized lakes, with arms
extending in every direction.  All day we hunted for the river, but
found only small streams emptying into the lakes.  The country now was
much rougher, and much more rocky and barren, than any we had seen
since we left the coast.  The trees were more stunted and gnarled, and
the streams usually had a bed-rock bottom. In the course of the day
Hubbard shot three rock ptarmigans--"rockers," George called them.
They were the first we had seen, and were still wearing their mottled
summer dress; later in the season they are a pure, spotless white.
Towards evening we made our way to a point on the northwesterly part of
the lakes where a small stream came through a mountain pass, and there
went into camp.

We were much disappointed at our failure to find the river, but not
disheartened.  In order to make certain that we had not overlooked it,
we decided to paddle back the next day as far as the last rapid and
make one more careful search.  Failing then to find the river, we
should portage through the mountain pass at the entrance to which we
had camped.

"Do you remember," asked Hubbard, "the slogan of the old Pike's
Peakers?--'Pike's Peak or Bust?'"

"Yes," said I; "and very often they busted."

"Well," said Hubbard, "we'll adopt it and change it to our needs.
'Michikamau or Bust,' will be our watchword now."

And sitting around the fire, we all took it up and repeated
determinedly, "Michikamau or Bust!"

The morning of the next day (Thursday, August 20) we occupied in
mending our moccasins with parts of the caribou skin.  George also took
the venison from the bags and hung it over the fire to give it a little
more drying, as it had begun to mould.  In the afternoon Hubbard and I,
in accordance with the plan we had adopted, paddled back over our
course and re-explored the lower lakes.  We discovered nothing new.
The fact was that these lakes were the source of the Beaver River.

While we were paddling about we came upon two old and two young loons.
The old ones tried to lure us away from their young, by coming very
near the canoe.  The young loons made frequent dives, but we succeeded
in catching one of them.  Finally, however, we restored it to its
parents, and when the loon family was re-united there was great
rejoicing in the household.  In the pool at the foot of the last rapid
we spent an hour fishing, and caught eighty-one trout, averaging,
perhaps, a half-pound each.  Upon our return to camp in the evening we
dressed our catch and hung the fish to dry over a slow, smoky fire.

The river having come to an end, our only course now was to cross the
mountains, and on Friday (August 21), with "Michikamau or Bust!" for
our slogan, we began our portage along the stream that flowed through
the pass near our camp.  A heavy rain was falling. During the first
part of the day, in the course of which we crossed three small ponds,
the travelling was fairly good; but during the latter part it was
exceedingly rough and difficult.  We pitched our tent that night on the
divide; in other words, we had reached the place where small streams
flowed both east and west.

The cold rain continued when we broke camp the next morning (Saturday,
August 22).  For a time we again encountered rough work, forcing a
passage over rocks and through thick brush and scrambling down high
banks, and then, as we neared the end of the pass, the portage became
less difficult.  Before noon we came upon a lake of considerable size
and unmistakable signs that in directing our course through the pass we
had kept upon the old Indian trail.  On the edge of the lake--we shall
call it Lake Hope--trees had been blazed to make plain the exact point
where the portage trail left the water, and near this place were sweat
holes where the medicine men had given baths to the sick.  Much drift
wood showing axe cuttings was on the shore, and we picked up an old
canoe paddle of Indian make.  All this led us to believe we were on
waters connected directly with Lake Michikamau (which was the fact),
and we thought that possibly we had reached a deep bay said to extend
from the main body of the lake some thirty miles in a southeasterly
direction.

Where we launched our canoe the mountain pass was very narrow, and on
the southerly side, rising almost perpendicularly from the water to a
height of eight or nine hundred feet, stood a hill of absolutely bare
rock.  The wind was blowing the rain in sheets over its face, and,
despite the wet and chill, we paused to enjoy the grandeur of the
scene.  We had travelled about six miles through the pass, and this
hill marked its end; the mountain barrier that at one time seemed so
formidable had not proved so difficult to cross after all.  And in
accomplishing the pass we had reached the great interior plateau--the
land that lay hidden behind the ranges.

After we had paddled along Lake Hope a hundred yards, we struck a
sharp-pointed rock that tore a hole through the bottom of the canoe.
This accident forced us to take refuge on a near-by island where George
could repair the damage and procure gum from the spruce trees to cover
the patch.

Sunshine came with Sunday morning (August 23), and we dried our
blankets and camp outfit before starting forward, so that it was after
ten o'clock when we quit the island.  Lake Hope proved to be long and
narrow, and we soon realised that it could not be Michikamau's
southeast bay; but at the western end we hoped to find a strait
connecting it with another lake, and as we approached the western end
with a feeling of uncertainty as to what lay beyond, George remarked:
"It's like goin' into a room where there's a Christmas tree."

Sure enough there was a strait, and as we turned into it, we saw beyond
big water stretching away to the westward for miles. "There's a
Christmas tree without a doubt," said Hubbard.  We felt positive now
that this second lake was Michikamau's southeast bay, and we broke the
solemn stillness of the wilderness with three lusty cheers.  It is
violating no confidence to say here that the second lake was not
Michikamau's southeast bay; it was simply the peculiarly-shaped body of
water that appears on my map under the name, Lost Trail Lake.

Two and a half miles up Lost Trail Lake we climbed a barren ridge,
where we found blueberries, mossberries and bake-apple berries. The
latter berry is salmon-coloured, and grows on a plant resembling that
of the strawberry.  The berry itself resembles in form the raspberry,
and has a flavour like that of a baked apple, from which fact it
derives its name.  It ripens after the first frost.  The mossberry is
small and black, resembling in shape and size the blueberry, and is
sweet and palatable after being touched with frost.  It is usually
found on the moss clinging to rocks.  On the ridge it grew in
abundance, and we ate a great many.  The blueberry of Labrador is
similar to the blueberry of the United States.

Some distance beyond where we got the berries we went into camp.
Trolling on the way, we caught a namaycush (lake trout), the first we
had seen on the trip.  In our camp on Lost Trail Lake we were held all
of Monday (August 24) by a gale that beat the water into a fury.  We
took advantage of the opportunity to try our gill net, sinking it on
the lee shore, but it was so rotten it would not hold a fish large
enough to get fast in it, and we finally threw it away as a useless
encumbrance.

In the course of the day Hubbard and climbed a hill not far away, while
I remained in camp to do some "chores."  They found bake-apple berries
in abundance--the only spot we came across where they grew in any great
quantity--and had a good look at a lake we had previously sighted two
miles to the north.  This lake was larger than the one we were on,
being about twenty-five miles long; it was, in fact, the largest body
of water by far that we had seen since leaving Grand Lake.  Its size
impressed Hubbard with the fatal belief that it, rather than Lost Trail
Lake, was connected with Michikamau, and to it he decided to go.  Our
experience there led us to call it Lake Disappointment.

We portaged into it on Tuesday morning (August 25).  Our course was
over a neck of land which was mostly soft marsh partially covered with
spruce.  We did not know then that in abandoning Lost Trail Lake for
Lake Disappointment we were wandering from the Indian trail to
Michikamau.  Some Indians I met during the winter at Northwest River
Post told me that a river flowed out of the western end of Lost Trail
Lake into the very southeast bay of Lake Michikamau we were longing so
much to see. This was the trail.  And we lost it.

We ate our luncheon on the southern shore of Lake Disappointment. That
afternoon and the next two days (August 26 and 27) we spent in paddling
about the lake in a vain search for a river.  Thirty or more miles a
day we paddled, and found nothing but comparatively small creeks.  One
of these we followed almost to its source, and then returned to the
lake again.  We were living pretty well. While we were on these lakes
near the mountains we killed four geese and one spruce-grouse, and
caught about eighty half-pound trout, two two-pound namaycush and a
five-pound pike.

The pike we got in this unsportsmanlike manner: We were fishing for
trout in a creek that emptied into Lake Disappointment in a succession
of falls, and found that while there were some above the lower fall,
none could be induced to rise where the creek at the foot of the lower
fall made an ideal pool for them.  We were lunching on a rock near this
pool when Hubbard suddenly remarked:

"There's only one reason why trout don't rise here."

"What's that?" I asked.

"Pike," he answered laconically, and left his luncheon to fasten a
trolling hook on his trout line.  After he had fixed a piece of cork to
the line for a "bobber," he baited the hook with a small live trout and
dropped it into the pool.  "Now we'll have a pike," said he.

Scarcely had he resumed his luncheon when the cork bobbed under, and he
grabbed his rod to find a big fish on the other end.  He played it
around until it was near the shore, and as it arose to the surface I
put a pistol bullet through its head.  Then Hubbard hauled in the line,
and he had our five-pound pike.

There were two occasions when we felt particularly like feasting. One
was when we were progressing with a clear course ahead and were happy,
and the other was when we were not sure of the way and were blue.  That
night we were blue; so we had a feast of goose and pike.  Hubbard
planked the pike, and it was excellent.  All of our food was eaten now
without salt, but we were getting used to its absence.

After our feast Hubbard astonished George and me by taking out a new
pipe I had brought along to trade with the Indians, and filling it with
the red willow bark George and I had been mixing with our tobacco.  We
watched him curiously as he lighted it; for, with the exception of a
puff or two on a cigarette, he had never smoked before.  He finished
the pipe without flinching.  I asked him how he liked it.

"Pretty good," he said.  Then after a pause he added: "And I'll tell
you what; if ever I start out again on another expedition of this sort,
I am going to learn to smoke; watching you fellows makes me believe it
must be a great comfort."

George and I had been mixing red willow bark with our tobacco, because
our stock had become alarmingly low.  In fact, it would have been
entirely gone had not Hubbard presented us with some black plug chewing
he had purchased at Rigolet to trade with the Indians.  The plugs,
having been wet, had run together in one mass; but we dried it out
before the fire, and, mixed with the bark, it was not so bad.  Later on
George and I took to drying out the tea leaves and mixing them with the
tobacco.

On Wednesday morning (August 26) when we left camp to continue the
search for a river, we decided to leave the caribou skin behind us; its
odour had become most offensive, and in spite of our efforts to keep
out the flies they had filled it with blows and it was now fairly
crawling with maggots.  On Thursday when we were passing the same way,
George gave a striking example of his prescience.  He was at the stern
paddle, and turned the canoe to the place where we had left the hide.

"What are you stopping for?" asked Hubbard.

"I thought I would get that caribou skin, wash it off, and take it
along," said George.

"What in the world do you expect to do with it?

"Well," answered George quietly, "we may want to eat it some day."

Hubbard and I both laughed.  Nevertheless Hubbard jumped out of the
canoe with George and helped him wash the skin, and we took it along.
And, as George predicted, the day came when we were glad we did.

It was on Thursday night that, disgusted and weary, we gave up the
search for a river.  Our camp was on the north shore of Lake
Disappointment, down near the western end.  Hubbard now expressed the
opinion that we should have to portage north or northwest across
country.  His idea was that by proceeding north we should eventually
reach the river that Low had mapped as flowing from Michikamau, the
so-called Northwest.  If we reached the latitude in which the river was
supposed to be and could not find it, Hubbard's plan then called for
our turning directly west.

The situation that confronted us was serious.  Hubbard had recently had
another attack of diarrhoea, and was weak.  The patches we put on our
moccasins would last only a day or two, and we were practically
barefoot.  Our rags were hanging in strips.  Our venison was going
rapidly, and our flour was practically gone.  To portage across country
meant that we should probably not have many opportunities for fishing,
as we should not have any stream to follow.  Getting game had proved
uncertain.  Even were we to face towards home, we had not sufficient
provisions to carry us half way to Northwest River Post.

That Thursday evening in camp we discussed the situation from all
sides.  We knew that if we pressed on winter in all probability would
overtake us before we reached a post, but we decided that we should
fight our way on to Lake Michikamau and the George River. There was no
doubt about it, we were taking a long chance; nevertheless, we refused
to entertain the thought of turning back. Daring starvation, we should
on the morrow start overland and see what lay beyond the hills to the
northward.  "Michikamau or Bust!" was still our slogan.



IX. AND THERE WAS MICHIKAMAU!

From the northwesterly end of Lake Disappointment we portaged on Friday
(August 28) across a neck of land to two small, shallow lakes that lay
to the northward, and in the teeth of a gale paddled to the northern
shore of the farther lake.  There we went into camp for the day in
order that Hubbard might rest, as he was still weak from the effects of
his recent illness.  We took advantage of the opportunity to patch up
our moccasins and clothing as best we could, and held a long
consultation, the outcome of which was, that it was decided that for
the present, at least, we should leave behind us our canoe and the bulk
of our camp equipment, including the tent, and push on with light
packs, consisting of one blanket for each man, an axe, the two pistols,
one rifle, and our stock of food.

Before us there apparently stretched miles of rough, rocky country. Our
equipment and stock of food at this time made up into four packs of
about 100 pounds each.  The canoe, water-soaked and its crevices filled
with sand, must now have weighed nearly a hundred pounds.  It was a
most awkward thing to carry over one's head when the wind blew, and
where there were rocks there was danger of the carrier falling and
breaking, not only the canoe, but his own bones.  This meant that if
our entire outfit were taken along, practically every bit of land we
travelled would have to be covered twice.  In leaving the canoe behind,
we, of course, should have to take chances on meeting intervening
lakes; but, once in the region of northern Michikamau, there seemed a
fair chance of our falling in with Indians that would take us down the
George River, and the advantages of light travel were obvious with
winter fast approaching.

The stock of food we had to carry would not weigh us down.  The dried
venison had been reduced to a few pounds, so that we had to eat of it
sparingly and make our principal diet on boiled fish and the water in
which it was cooked.  We had just a bit of flour, enough to serve bread
at rare intervals as a great dainty.  Nothing remained of our caribou
tallow and marrow grease.  It is true we held in reserve the "emergency
ration"; but this consisted only of eighteen pounds of pea meal, a pint
of rice, and a small piece of bacon.  This ration we had pledged
ourselves to use only in case of the direst necessity, should we be
compelled to make a forced retreat, and we felt we must not think of it
at this time as food on hand.

In camp on Friday night I could see that Hubbard was worrying
considerably.  Nervously active by habit, he found delay doubly hard.
The days we had spent on Lake Disappointment in a vain search for a
river had been particularly trying on his nerves, and had left him a
prey to many fears.  The spectre of an early winter in this sub-Arctic
land began to haunt him constantly.  The days were slipping away and
were becoming visibly shorter with each sunset.  If we could get to the
Indians on the George, we should be safe; for they would give us warm
skins for clothing and replenish our stock of food.  But should we meet
with more delays, and arrive on the George too late for the caribou
migration, and fail to find the Indians, what then?  Well, then, our
fate would be sealed. Hubbard was the leader of the expedition and he
felt himself responsible, not only for his own life, but, to a large
extent, for ours.  It is little wonder, therefore, that he brooded over
the possibilities of calamity, but with youth, ambition, and the ardent
spirit that never will say die, he invariably fought off his fears, and
bent himself more determinedly than ever to achieve the purpose for
which he had set out.  Frequently he confided his fears to me, but was
careful to conceal all traces of them from George.

In light marching order we went out on Saturday morning (August 29),
making rapid progress to the northward, through a thick growth of small
spruce timber and over a low ridge; but scarcely had we gone a mile
when we were compelled to halt.  There in front of us was a small lake
extending east and west.  It was not more than an eighth of a mile
across it, but a long distance around it.  Back we went for the canoe,
and at the same time brought forward the whole camp outfit.  Again we
tried light marching order, and again a lake compelled us to go back
for the canoe and outfit. And thus it was all day: a stretch of a mile
or so; then a long, narrow lake to cross, until finally we were forced
to admit that our plan of proceeding with light packs and without the
canoe was impracticable.

Hubbard was feeling stronger on Saturday evening, and we had a pleasant
camp.  George made a big fire of tamarack, and we lay before it on a
couch of spruce boughs and ate tough boiled venison and drank the
broth; and, feeling we had made some progress, we were happy, despite
the fact that we were in the midst of a trackless wilderness with our
way to Michikamau and the Indians as uncertain as ever.

Sunday morning (August 30) broke superbly beautiful, and the day
continued clear and mild.  We made an early start; for every hour had
become precious.  While we were doing this cross-country work without
any streams to guide us, it was George's custom to go ahead all the way
from half a mile to two miles and blaze a trail, so that when we were
travelling back and forth bringing up the packs and the canoe we might
not go astray.  In the course of the morning we came to two small
lakes, which we paddled over.

We had believed that our goose chases were over; for these birds now
having grown their feathers, could fly, and were generally beyond the
reach of our pistols and the uncertain aim of a rifle at anything on
the wing.  For two days we had heard them flying, and now and then
would see them high in the air.  But while we were crossing one of the
small lakes this Sunday, five geese walked gravely down the bank and
into the water ahead of the canoe.  One of them we got with a pistol
shot; the others flew away.  In another lake we reached late in the day
we came upon five or six ducks.  They were not far away, but dived so
frequently we were unable to shoot them with pistol or rifle.  A
shotgun might have enabled us to get nearly all the geese as well as
the ducks and other game we saw on the wing and in the water on other
occasions. We often expressed the regret that we had no shotgun with
us.  At one time Hubbard had intended that one should be taken, but
later decided that the ammunition would be too bulky.

A low, semi-barren ridge running east and west lay just beyond the
small blue-green lake in which we saw the ducks towards evening. About
seven miles beyond the ridge to the north was a short range of high,
barren mountains that were perhaps a trifle lower than the Kipling
Mountains.  Upon ascending the ridge we heard the rushing of water on
the other side, which sound proved to come from a small fall on a
stream expanding and stretching out, to the eastward in long, narrow
lakes.  Apparently these lakes were the headquarters of a small river
flowing to the southeast, and in all probability here was the source of
the Red River, which, as I have described, flows into the Nascaupee
some fifteen or eighteen miles above Grand Lake.

The whole character of the country had now changed.  It was very rocky
and steadily growing more barren.  Ridges and hills extended to the
mountains on the north.  Great boulders were piled in confusion behind
us and in front of us.  Portaging over them had been most difficult and
dangerous.  A misstep might have meant a broken leg, and as it was, the
skin had been pretty nearly all knocked off of our shins from the
instep to the knee.

Below the fall we had discovered was a deep pool in which Hubbard
caught, with his emergency kit and a tamarack pole, twenty trout
averaging twelve inches in length.  We camped near this pool.  The hard
work of the day had brought on Hubbard another attack of his old
illness; apparently it was only by a great exertion of will-power that
he kept moving at all during the afternoon, and at night he was very
weak.  Before supper he drank a cup of strong tea as a stimulant, and
was taken immediately with severe vomiting.

Watching his suffering, the thought came to me whether, disregarding
all other considerations, I should not at this point strongly insist on
the party turning back.  I was aware, however, of the grim
determination of the man to get his work done, and was convinced of the
uselessness of any attempt to sway him from his purpose.  Moreover, I
myself was hopeful of our ability to reach the caribou grounds; I felt
sure that Hubbard's grit would carry him through.  Looking back now, I
can see I should have at least attempted to turn him back, but I am
still convinced it would have been useless.  I thoroughly believe only
one thing would have turned the boy back at that time--force.

After this vomiting ceased, Hubbard said he felt better, but he ate
sparingly of the boiled fish we had for supper.  George and I also felt
a bit weak, and our stomachs were continually crying out for bread or
some other grain food.  As we reclined before the fire, Hubbard had
George tell us of various Indian dishes he had prepared.  After he had
entered into these gastronomic details with great gusto, George
suddenly said:

"Wouldje believe it, fellus?--I once threw away a whole batch of
cookies."

"No!" we both cried.

"Fact," said George.

"For Heaven's sake," said Hubbard, "why did you do it?"

"Well," said George, "it was when I first went cookin' in a surveyor's
camp.  The cookies wasn't as good as I thought they ought to be, and I
was so ashamed of 'em that I took the whole lot out and buried 'em.
Supposin'," added George, in an awed whisper, "supposin' we had 'em
now!"

"Why what in the world would you do with them?" asked Hubbard.

"Um!" grunted George.  "Well, I guess we'd find a way to use 'em, all
right."

The story of the buried cookies started us all to talking of doughnuts,
and cake, and pie, and Hubbard extolled the merits of the chocolate
served at one of the New York hotels.

"Wallace," he at length asked, "do you like pig's knuckles?"

"I like," I replied, "anything that can be eaten."

"Well," confided Hubbard, "I know a place down on Park Row where they
serve the best pigs' knuckles you  ever ate.  I used to go there for
them when I was on the old Daily News.  They cook them just right, and
serve a big plate of nice greasy cabbage or sauerkraut with them, and a
cup of pretty good coffee.  We'll have to go there some time when we
get back."

And until it was time to go to sleep Hubbard continued to talk of the
good dinners he had eaten when a child and of those his wife had
recently prepared at his Congers home.

As he had decided that before proceeding farther we should know
something of the country that lay to the northward, Hubbard on Monday
morning (August 31) sent George on a scouting trip to the short range
of mountains just ahead.  He and I planned to spend the day catching
and drying fish.  For some reason the fish refused to rise near the
camp, and Hubbard, who was so weak he could hardly stand, returned to
lie down, while I went farther down the stream. Towards luncheon-time I
returned with only two or three small fish. Hubbard was still resting
in the tent, but soon after I had begun to repair my fishing rod by the
fire he came out and joined me.

"Oh, how glad I'll be, Wallace," he said, "to get to Michikamau and
finish my work here and get home again!  I've been wondering when that
will be.  I'm afraid," he added slowly, "I've been a bit homesick
to-day."

"We'll surely get there soon, old man," I said encouragingly, "and when
we do get there, we'll appreciate it more than ever.  Just think how it
will be to eat good bread, and all we want of it." "Yes," he said, "and
then we'll be glad we came here, and can laugh at the recollection of
these terrible ridges, and the whole awful country, and the hard times
we've been through.  I'm dead glad I had just you two fellows come with
me.  If I'd had a single man that growled about the grub and work, or
wanted to quit, it would have been hell.  But we haven't had a growl or
a word about quitting or turning back."

"There's no reason for quitting," said I.  "And as for growling,
there's no call for it.  We've done the best we could, and that's
enough to make any real man satisfied."

"That's so," said Hubbard.  "Take things as they come and make the best
of them--that's good philosophy.  I was thinking that here it is the
last of August, and we don't know where we are; and it bothered me some
as I lay there in the tent.  But we've done our best and ought to be
satisfied."

In the afternoon I took my rod and went about three miles to the
westward, where I came upon an isolated pond with no apparent outlet.
Everywhere I could see the trout jumping, and by sundown had as long a
string of them as I could conveniently carry.  It was an hour after
dark when I reached camp.  George had returned, and they were beginning
to fear that I was lost.

George had climbed the mountains, and he reported a fair line of travel
to the northwest, with a "long lake that looked like a river," and,
some distance northwest of that, "big water" and a tolerably good route
for portages.  What he told us led Hubbard to decide to continue on
with the canoe and our entire outfit.  George brought back with him two
grouse he had shot.

The next morning (Tuesday, September 1) Hubbard was much better, and we
began September with a renewed effort.  It was rough and painful
portaging over rocks and knolls.  Every forty or fifty rods we came
upon deep ponds with water so clear we could see the pebbles on the
bottom.  Between these ponds boulders were piled indiscriminately.  In
directing our course to the northwest we avoided the mountains that had
lain just ahead.  For two days we pushed on among the boulders, then
over a wide marsh and through a heavy spruce growth, which brought us,
on September 3d, to George's "lake that looked like a river."  Let us
call it Mary Lake.

Along Lake Mary we paddled, in the pouring rain that began that day,
some five miles to its western end; and there, near a creek that flowed
into it, we found the remains of an old Indian camp. George looked the
camp over critically and remarked:

"The beggars killed two caribou, and they broke every bone up and
boiled out the last drop of grease."

"What was it--a summer or a winter camp?" asked Hubbard.

"A summer," said George.  "And they'd been fishing, too.  There's a
good fishing place--just try it!"

We did try it, and we had a fairly good catch of large trout.  For
supper we had a few of the trout boiled, together with the water, with
one spoonful of flour for each man stirred in.  We ate the fish entire,
entrails, head, and all, and from that time on we let no part of the
fish we caught be thrown away.  Everything now in the way of food
George divided carefully into three equal parts, even the fish broth.
By this time we had not enough flour on hand to make more than half a
dozen cakes of bread, and we continued to use only a spoonful or two a
day for each man, mixing it with game or fish broth; in this way we
hoped it would satisfy to some extent our craving for grain, and last
longer.

As evening approached the sky cleared, and a big full moon tipped the
fir trees with silver and set Lake Mary to gleaming.  The air was
filled with the perfume of the balsam and spruce, and it acted as a
tonic on our spirits and drove away the depression of the day's work in
the rain.  Hubbard seemed to be as full of vim as ever, and all of us
were quite contented.

Sitting on the couch of boughs, George looked up at the sky and said:

"There's a fine Indian story about that moon."

Of course Hubbard and I begged that he tell it to us.

"Well," said George, "it's a long story about a boy and girl that lived
together in a wigwam by a great water.  Their father and mother were
dead, and the boy had learned to be a great hunter, because he had to
hunt for them both, though he was young.  One day he found a tree that
was very high, and he climbed it, and told his sister to climb it with
him; and they climbed higher and higher, and as they climbed, the tree
grew taller and taller; and after a while they reached the moon.  And
then the boy laid down to sleep, and after a while he woke up with a
bright light shinin' in his face--it was the sun passin' 'long that
way.  The boy said he would set a snare for the sun and catch it, and
the next night he had his snare set when the sun came 'long, and he
caught the sun, and then it was always bright on the moon.

"There's a lot more to that story," added George, after a pause, "and
I'll tell it to you some time; but it's too long and too late to tell
it to-night."

Unfortunately we never heard the continuation of the tale.  George
often hinted at interesting folklore stories about the milky way and
different stars, and various other things in nature; but this was the
nearest approach to a story we ever wrung from him.

From our last camp on Lake Disappointment to our camp at the western
end of Lake Mary we had travelled about twenty-five miles. In leaving
the latter camp on September 4th we inclined our course directly west,
to reach the "big water" George had seen from his mountain.  During the
next four days we encountered bad weather. As evening came on the sky
would clear and remain clear until morning, when the clouds and rain
would reappear.  On the 4th there was sleet with the rain, and on the
6th we had our first snow, which soon was washed away, however, by rain.

Our progress on the 4th was along the edge of a marsh between two low,
wooded ridges, and then over the marsh and through several ponds, upon
the shore of one of which we camped early in order that George might
climb a hill, view the country and decide upon the shortest and best
route to the "big water."  He reported it about three miles ahead.

It had been our rule to defer our bathing until the evening's chill had
quieted the flies, but now there was no need of that, as the colder
weather had practically killed them for the season.  About this time I
noticed that Hubbard did not take his usual bath, and I remarked:

"The weather is getting pretty cold for bathing in the open, isn't it?"

"Yes," said Hubbard; "but I wouldn't let that stop me if I weren't
ashamed of my bones.  To tell you the truth, Wallace, I'm like a
walking skeleton."

It was true.  We were all very thin, but our lack of food told upon
Hubbard's appearance the most, as he was naturally slender.

The "big water" George thought was only three miles away proved to be
like the wisp of hay that is held before the donkey's nose to lead him
on.  Day after day we floundered through swamps and marshes, over
rocky, barren hills, and through thick growths of willows and alders,
and at the end of the day's journey it would apparently be as far off
as ever.  The explanation was that in the rarefied atmosphere of
interior Labrador distances are very deceptive; when George reported
that the "big water" was three miles ahead it must have been fully
fifteen.

On the 5th, while crossing the barrens we came upon some blueberries
and after eating our fill we were able to gather enough to supply each
man with a big dish of them for supper.  We were working our way over
some bluffs on the afternoon of the 6th, when George, who was carrying
the canoe, became separated from Hubbard and me.  The wind was blowing
hard, and he had difficulty in keeping the boat above his head.
Suddenly I heard a call, and, looking back, saw George running after
me, empty-handed.  Hubbard did not hear the call, and went on.  I
dropped my pack, and waited for George to come up.

"You fellus better wait for me," he panted.  "I can't manage the canoe
alone in the wind, and if we get separated, I might strike the lake one
place and you somewhere else.  And," added George, sententiously, "you
fellus have got the grub."

We shouted to Hubbard to wait, and when he answered, George and I
returned for the canoe.  Hubbard, however, kept on, and George and I
carried the canoe ahead until we reached the thick woods into which he
had disappeared; then George went back for my pack. Presently we heard
Hubbard call from the depths of the woods, and a little later the sound
of an axe.

As we learned later, he had dropped his pack, and was blazing a trail
towards us in order that he might find it again.  He was as nervous as
George had been over his narrow escape from being permanently separated
from the rest of the party, and at a time when such a happening would
have had serious consequences for us all.  Under the best of
circumstances, the prospect of being left alone in the midst of that
inhospitable wilderness was enough to appal.

On the 7th we reached a creek, and launched the canoe.  Hubbard went
ahead to fish below the rapids in the creek while George and I brought
down the canoe and outfit, making several short portages. That night we
camped two miles down the stream.  Hubbard had caught, by hard work,
thirty small trout, half of which we ate for supper.

We were still ravenously hungry after we finished the trout, but the
bag contained only one more meal of venison and we did not dare draw on
it.  This, together with the difficulty we were having in reaching the
"big water," set Hubbard to worrying again.  He was especially anxious
about the sufficiency of the material he had gathered for a story,
fearing that if he failed to reach the caribou grounds there would not
be enough to satisfy his publishers.  I told him I thought he already
had enough for a "bang-up" story.

"Anyway," I said, "we'll reach the caribou grounds, and see the Indians
yet.  George and I will go with you to the last ditch; you can count on
us to the finish."

"All right," said Hubbard, evidently relieved.  "If you boys aren't
sick of it, it's on to the caribou grounds, late or no late.  But I
feel I've got you fellows in a tight place."

"We came with our eyes open," I replied, "and it's not your fault."

On the morning of September 8th, following our stream out to a shoal,
rocky bay, we reached the "big water" at last.  It was the great body
of water that I have mapped out as Windbound Lake. Forty miles we had
portaged from Lake Disappointment.   We were practically out of food of
any kind.  Looking over the great expanse of water stretching miles
away to the westward, we wondered what our new lake had in store for us
of hope and success, of failure and, despair.  Would it lead us to
Michikamau?  If not, what were we to do?

On its farther shore, about twenty miles to the northwest, rose in
solemn majesty a great, grey mountain, holding its head high above all
the surrounding world.  It shall be known as Mount Hubbard.  To this
mountain we decided to paddle and view the country. Instinctively we
felt that Michikamau lay on the other side.  We launched our canoe
after a light luncheon of trout and a small ptarmigan George had shot.
Once in the course of the afternoon we stopped paddling to climb a low
ridge near the shore and eat cranberries, which we found in abundance
on its barren top.  From the ridge we could see water among the hills
in every direction. In the large lake at our feet were numerous wooded
islands.

We camped at dusk on one of these islands, and on Wednesday, September
9th, launched our canoe at daybreak, to resume our journey to Mount
Hubbard.  We reached its base before ten o'clock. Blueberries grew in
abundance on the side of the mountain, which, together with the country
near it, had been burned.  One of us, it was decided, should remain
behind to pick berries, while the others climbed to the summit.  I
volunteered for the berrypicking, but I shall always regret it was not
possible for me to go along.

Before Hubbard and George returned, I had our mixing basin filled with
berries, and the kettle half full.  The day was clear, crisp and
delightful--one of those perfect days when the atmosphere is so pure
and transparent that minute objects can be distinguished for miles.  On
the earth and on the water, not a thing of life was to be seen.  The
lake, relieved here and there with green island-spots; the cold rocks
of distant mountains to the northeast; the low, semi-barren ridges and
hills that we had travelled over bounding the lake to the eastward, and
a ridge of green hills west of the lake that extended southward from
behind Mount Hubbard as far as the eye could reach--all combined to
complete a scene of vast and solemn beauty; and I, alone on the
mountain side picking blueberries, felt an inexpressible sense of
loneliness--felt myself the only thing of life in all that boundless
wilderness-world.

From the moment Hubbard and George had left me, I had not seen or heard
them.  But up the mountain they went through the burnt spruce forest,
up for four miles over rocks, up and up to the top; and then to the
westernmost side of the peak they went and looked--looked to the West;
and there, only a few miles away, lay Michikamau with its ninety-mile
expanse of water--the lake we so long had sought for and fought so
desperately to reach.  It was there, just beyond the ridge I had seen
extending to the southward.



X. PRISONERS OF THE WIND

It was four o'clock in the afternoon, when the sun was getting low,
that I, near the base of the mountain and still industriously picking
berries, heard a shout from Hubbard and George at the canoe on the
shore of the lake below.  I was anxious to hear the result of their
journey, and hurried down.

"It's there! it's there!" shouted Hubbard, as I came within talking
distance.  "Michikamau is there, just behind the ridge.  We saw the big
water; we saw it!"

In our great joy we fairly hugged each other, while George stood apart
with something of Indian stoicism, but with a broad grin, nevertheless,
expanding his good-natured features.  We felt that Windbound Lake must
be directly connected with Michikamau, and that we were now within easy
reach of the caribou grounds and a land of plenty.  It is true that
from the mountain top Hubbard and George had been unable to trace out
the connection, as Windbound Lake was so studded with islands, and had
so many narrow arms reaching out in the various directions between low,
thickly-wooded ridges, that their view of the waters between them and
Michikamau was more or less obscured; but they had no doubt that the
connection was there.

"And," added Hubbard, after I had heard all about the great discovery,
"good things never come singly.  Look there!"

I looked where he pointed, and there on the rocks near George's feet
lay a pile of ptarmigans and one small rabbit.  I picked them up and
counted them with nervous joy; there were nine--nine ptarmigans, and
the rabbit.

"You see," said Hubbard reverently, "God always gives us food when we
are really in great need, and He'll carry us through that way; in the
wilderness He'll send us manna."  On similar occasions in the past
Hubbard had made like remarks to this, and he continued to make them on
similar occasions in the future.  Invariably they were made with a
simplicity that robbed them of all cant; they came from the man's real
nature.

While George dressed three of the birds, Hubbard and I built a fire on
the rocks by the shore.  Since early morning, when we had a breakfast
of thin soup made with three thin slices of bacon and three spoonfuls
of flour, we had had nothing to eat, and our hunger was such, that
while dinner was cooking, we each took the entrails of a bird, wrapped
them as George told us the Indians did, on the end of a stick, broiled
them over the fire and ate them greedily. And when the ptarmigans were
boiled what a glorious feast we had! In using a bit of bacon for soup
in the morning we had drawn for the first time on our "emergency
ration"--the situation seemed to warrant it; nevertheless, we were as
bent as ever on hoarding this precious little stock of food.

At five o'clock we paddled up the lake to the northeast, to begin our
search for the connection with Michikamau.  Hubbard dropped a troll as
we proceeded, and caught two two-pound namaycush, which, when we went
into camp at dusk on a small island, George boiled entire, putting into
the pot just enough flour to give the water a milky appearance.  With
this supper we had some of the blueberries stewed, and Hubbard said
they would have been the "real thing if we only had a little sugar for
them."

All day on September 10th we continued our search for the connection
with Michikamau, finally directing our course to the southwest where a
mountain seemed to offer a view of the waters in that direction.  It
was dark when we reached its base, and we went into camp preparatory to
climbing to the summit in the morning.  We had been somewhat delayed by
wind squalls that made canoeing dangerous, and before we made camp rain
began to fall.  We caught no fish on the troll that day, but Hubbard
shot a large spruce-grouse.  At our evening meal we ate the last of our
ptarmigans and rabbit.

"George," said Hubbard, after we had eaten our supper, "you have a few
more of mother's dried apples there.  How would it be to stew them
to-night, and stir in a little flour to thicken them? Wouldn't they
thicken up better if you were to cook them to-night and let them stand
until morning?"

"Guess they would," replied George.  "There ain't many of 'em here.
Shall I put them all to cook?

"Yes," said Hubbard, "put them all to cook, and we'll eat them for
breakfast with that small trout Wallace caught and the two ptarmigan
entrails."

In the morning (September 11th) we drew lots for the trout, and George
won.  So he took the fish, and Hubbard and I each an entrail, and, with
the last of the apples before us that Hubbard's mother had dried, sat
down to breakfast.

"How well," said Hubbard, "I remember the tree on the old Michigan farm
from which these apples came!  And now," he added, "I'm eating the last
of the fruit from it that I shall probably ever eat."

"Why," said George, "don't you expect to get back to eat any more?"

"That isn't it," replied Hubbard.  "Father signed a contract for the
sale of the farm last spring, and they're to deliver the property over
to its new owners on the fifteenth of this month. Father wanted me to
come to the farm and run it, as he's too old to do the work any longer;
but I had other ambitions.  I feel half sorry now I didn't; for after
all it's home to me, and always will be wherever I go in the world.
How often I've watched mother gathering these apples to dry!  And then,
the apple butter!  Did you ever eat apple butter, boys?"

George had not, but I had.

"Well," continued Hubbard, "there was an old woman lived near us who
could make apple butter better than anybody else.  Mother used to have
her come over one day each fall and make a big lot for us. And, say,
but wasn't it delicious!

"I've told you, Wallace, about the maple sugaring on the farm, and you
had some of the syrup I brought from there when I visited father and
mother before I came away on this trip.  We used to bring to the house
the very first syrup we made in the spring, while it was hot--the
first, you know, is always the best--and mother would have a nice pan
of red hot tea biscuits, and for tea she'd serve the biscuits with
cream and the hot new syrup.  And sometimes we'd mix honey with the
syrup; for father was a great man with bees; he kept a great many of
them and had quantities of honey.  He had a special house where he kept
his honey, and in which was a machine to separate it from the comb when
the comb was not well filled.  In the honey house on a table he always
had a plate with a pound comb of white clover honey, and spoons to eat
it with; and he invited every visitor to help himself.

"Once, I remember, a neighbour called on father, and was duly taken out
to the honey house.  He ate the whole pound.  'Will you have some
more?' asked father.  'Don't care if I do,' said the neighbour.  So
father set out another pound comb, which the neighbour proceeded to put
out of sight with a facility fully equal to that with which he
demolished the first.  'Have some more,' said father.  'Thanks,' said
the neighbour, 'but maybe I've had enough.' I used to wonder how the
man ever did it, but I guess I myself could make two pounds of honey
disappear if I had it now."

Hubbard poured some tea in the cup that had contained his share of the
apple sauce, and after carefully stirring into the tea the bit of sauce
that clung to the cup, he poured it all into the kettle in which the
sauce had been cooked and stirred it again that he might get the last
bit of the apples from the tree on that far-away Michigan farm.  Then
he poured it all back into his cup and drank it.

"I believe it sweetened the tea just a little," he said, "and that's
the last of mother's sweet apples."

Breakfast eaten, we had no dinner to look forward to.  Of course there
was the "emergency ration," but we felt we must not draw on that to any
extent as yet.  Hubbard was much depressed, perhaps because of his
reminiscences of home and perhaps because of our desperate situation.
We still had to find the way to Michikamau, and the cold rain that fell
this morning warned us that winter was near.

The look from the mountain top near our camp revealed nothing, owing to
the heavy mist and rain.  Once more in the canoe, we started southward
close to the shore, to hunt for a rapid we had heard roaring in the
distance.  Trolling by the way, we caught one two-pound namaycush.  The
rapid proved to be really a fall where a good-sized stream emptied into
the lake.  We had big hopes of trout, but found the stream too shoal
and rapid, with almost no pools, and we caught only a dozen small ones.

Towards evening we took a northwesterly course in the canoe in search
of the lake's outlet to Michikamau.  While paddling we got a
seven-pound namaycush, which enabled us to eat that night.  Our camp
was on a rock-bound island, partially covered with stunted gnarled
spruce and fir trees.  The weather had cleared and the heavens were
bright with stars when we drew our canoe high upon the boulder-strewn
shore, clear of the breaking waves.  The few small trout we had caught
we stowed away in the bow of the canoe, as they were to be reserved for
breakfast.

Early in the morning (September 12th) we were awakened by a northeast
gale that threatened every moment to carry our tent from its
fastenings, and as we peered out through the flaps, rain and snow
dashed in our faces.  The wind also was playing high jinks with the
lake; it was white with foam, and the waves, dashing against the rocks
on the shore, threw the spray high in the air. Evidently there was no
hope of launching the canoe that day, and assuming indifference of the
driving storm that threatened to uncover us, we settled down for a
much-needed morning sleep.  At ten o'clock George crawled out to build
a fire in the lee of some bushes and boil trout for a light breakfast.
Soon he stuck his head in the tent, and his face told us something had
happened even before he said:

"Well, that's too bad."

"What's too bad?" asked Hubbard anxiously.

"Somebody's stole the trout we left in the canoe."

"Who?" asked Hubbard and I together.

"Otter or somebody--maybe a marten."  (George always referred to
animals as persons.)

We all went again to look and make sure the fish were not there
somewhere; but they were really gone, and we looked at one another and
laughed, and continued to make light of it as we ate a breakfast of
soup made of three little slices of bacon, with two or three spoonfuls
of flour and rice.

We occupied the day in talking--visiting, Hubbard called it--and
mending.  Hubbard made a handsome pair of moccasins, using an old flour
sack for the uppers and a pair of skin mittens for the feet. George did
some neat work on his moccasins and clothing, and I made my trousers
look quite respectable again, and ripped up one pair of woollen socks
to get yarn to darn the holes in another.  Altogether it was rather a
pleasant day, even though Hubbard's display of his beautiful new
moccasins did savour of ostentation and thereby excite much
heartburning on the part of George and me.

Our second day on the island was Sunday, September 13th.  We awoke to
find that the wind, rain, and sleet were still with us.  Our breakfast
was the same as all our meals of the previous day--thin bacon soup.
The morning we spent in reading from the Bible. Hubbard read Philemon
aloud and told us the story.  I read aloud from the Psalms.  George,
who received his religious training in a mission of the Anglican Church
on James Bay, listened to our reading with reverent attention.

Towards noon the storm began to moderate, and in a short stroll about
the island we found some blueberries and currants, which we fell upon
and devoured.  At one o'clock the wind abated to such an extent that we
succeeded in leaving the island and reaching the mainland to the
northeast.  The wind continuing to abate, we paddled several miles in
the afternoon looking in vain for the outlet.  In the course of our
search we caught a namaycush, and immediately put to shore to eat it.
While it was being cooked we picked nearly a gallon of cranberries on a
sandy knoll.  We camped near this spot, and for supper had a pot of the
cranberries stewed, leaving enough for two more meals.

For several days past now, when George and I were alone, he had
repeated to me stories of Indians that had starved to death, or had
barely escaped starvation, and a little later he spoke of these things
in Hubbard's presence.  To me he would tell how weak he was becoming,
and how Indians would get weaker and weaker and then give up to it and
die.  He also spoke of how he had heard the big northern loons cry at
night farther back on the trail, which cries, he said, the Indians
regarded as sure signs of coming calamity. At the same time he was
cheerful and courageous, never suggesting such a thing as turning back.
His state of mind was to me very interesting.  Apparently two natures
were at war within him.  One--the Indian--was haunted by superstitious
fears; the other--the white man--rejected these fears and invariably
conquered them.  In other words, the Indian in him was panicky, but the
white man held him fast.  And in seeing him master his superstitious
nature, I admired him the more.

Until this time it had been Hubbard's custom to retire to his blankets
early, while George and I continued to toast our shins by the fire and
enjoy our evening pipe.  Then George would turn in, and I, while the
embers died, would sit alone for an hour or so and let my fancy form
pictures in the coals or carry me back to other days.  In our Sunday
night's camp on Windbound Lake, however, Hubbard sat with me long after
George was lost in sleep, and together we talked of the home folks and
exchanged confidences.

I observed now a great change in Hubbard.  Heretofore the work he had
to do had seemed almost wholly to occupy his thoughts.  Now he craved
companionship, and he loved to sit with me and dwell on his home and
his wife, his mother and sister, and rehearse his early struggles in
the university and in New York City.  Undoubtedly the boy was beginning
to suffer severely from homesickness--he was only a young fellow, you
know, with a gentle, affectionate nature that gripped him tight to the
persons and objects he loved.  Our little confidential talks grew to be
quite the order of things, and often as the days went by we confessed
to each other that we looked forward to them during all the weary work
hours; they were the bright spots in our dreary life.

A tremendous gale with dashes of rain ushered in Monday morning,
September 14th.  Again we were windbound, with nothing to do but remain
where we were and make the best of it.  A little of our thin soup had
to serve for breakfast.  Then we all slept till ten o'clock, when
Hubbard and I went out to the fire and George took a stroll through the
bush on the shore, in the hope of seeing something to shoot.  While I
cleaned my rifle and pistol, Hubbard and I chatted about good things to
eat and the days of yore.

"Well, Wallace," he said, "I suppose that father and mother are to-day
leaving the old farm forever, and that I never can call it home again.
I dreamed of it last night.  Over fifty years ago father cleared that
land when he was a young man and that part of Michigan was a
wilderness.  He made a great farm of it, and it has been his home ever
since.  How I hate to think of them going away and leaving it to
strangers who don't love it or care more for it than any other plot of
ground where good crops can be raised!  Daisy [his sister] and I grew
up together there, and I used to tell her my ambitions, and she was
always interested.  Daisy gave me more encouragement in my work than
anyone else in the world.  I'd never have done half so well with my
work if it hadn't been for Daisy."

After a moment's silence, he continued:

"That hickory cleaning rod for the rifle we lost on a portage on the
big river [the Beaver] father cut himself on the old farm and shaped it
and gave it to me.  That's the reason I hated so to lose it.  If we go
back that way, we must try to find it.  Father wanted to come with me
on this trip; he wanted to take care of me.  He always thinks of me as
a child; he's never quite realised I'm a grown man.  As old as he is, I
believe he could have stood this trip as well as I have.  He was a
forty-niner in California, you know, and has spent a lot of his life in
the bush."

When George returned--empty-handed, alas!--we had our dinner.  The menu
was not very extensive--it began with stewed cranberries and ended
there.  The acid from the unsweetened berries made our mouths sore,
but, as George remarked, "it was a heap better than not eatin' at all."

Perhaps I should say here that these were the hungriest days of our
journey.  What we suffered later on, the good Lord only knows; but we
never felt the food-craving, the hunger-pangs as now.  In our enforced
idleness it was impossible for us to prevent our thoughts from dwelling
on things to eat, and this naturally accentuated our craving.  Then,
again, as everyone that has had such an experience knows, the pangs of
hunger are mitigated after a certain period has been passed.

In the afternoon George and I took the pistols and ascended a low ridge
in the rear of the camp to look for ptarmigans.  Soon George exclaimed
under his breath:

"There's two!  Get down low and don't let 'em see you; the wind blows
so they'll be mighty wild.  I'll belly round to that bush over there
and take a shot."

He crawled or wriggled along to the bush, which was the nearest cover
and about forty yards from the birds.  With a dinner in prospect, I
watched him with keen anxiety.  I could see him lying low and carefully
aiming his pistol.  Suddenly, bang!--and one of the birds fluttered
straight up high in the air, trying desperately to sustain itself; then
fell into the brush on the hillside below. At that George raised his
head and gave a peculiar laugh--a laugh of wild exultation--an Indian
laugh.  He was the Indian hunter then.  I never heard him laugh so
again, nor saw him look quite as he did at that moment.  As the other
bird flew away, he rose to his feet and shouted:

"I hit 'im!--did you see how he went?  Now we'll find 'im."

But we didn't.  We beat the bushes high and low for an hour, and
finally in disappointment and disgust gave up the search.  The bird lay
there dead somewhere, but we never found it, and we returned to camp
empty-handed and perhaps, through anticipation, hungrier than ever.

On Tuesday (September 15th) the high west wind had not abated, and the
occasional sleet-squalls continued.  We were dreary and disconsolate
when we came out of the tent and huddled close to the fire.  For the
first time Hubbard heard George tell his stories of Indians that
starved.  And there we were still windbound and helpless, with stomachs
crying continually for food.  And the caribou migration was soon to
begin, if it had not already begun, and there seemed no prospect of the
weather clearing.

We made an inventory of the food we were hoarding for an emergency, and
found that in addition to about two pounds of flour, we had eighteen
pounds of pea meal, a little less than a pint of rice, and a half a
pound of bacon.  George then told another story of Indians that
starved.  At length he stopped talking, and we sat silent for a long
while, staring blankly at the blazing logs.

Slowly the minutes crawled.  In great gusts the wind swept down,
howling dismally among the trees and driving the sleet into our faces.
Still we sat cowering in silence when Hubbard arose, pushed the loose
ends of the partially burned sticks into the fire and stood with his
back to the blaze, apparently deep in thought. Presently, turning
slowly towards the lake, he walked down through the intervening brush
and stood alone on the sandy shore contemplating the scene before
him--the dull, lowering skies, the ridges in the distance, the lake in
its angry mood protesting against his further advance, the low, wooded
land that hid the gate to Michikamau.

Weather-beaten, haggard, gaunt and ragged, he stood there watching;
then seemed to be lost completely in thought, forgetful of the wind and
weather and dashing spray.  Finally he turned about briskly, and, with
quick, nervous steps, pushed through the brush to the fire, where
George and I were still sitting in silence.  Suddenly, and without a
word of introduction, he said:

"Boys, what do you say to turning back?"



XI. WE GIVE IT UP

For a moment I was dazed at the thought--the thought of turning back
without ever seeing the Indians or caribou hunt, and I could not speak.
George, however, soon found his tongue.  He was still willing to go on,
if need be, and risk his life with us.

"I came to go with you fellus," he said, "and I want to do what you
fellus do."

"But," I said to Hubbard, "don't you think it will be easier to reach
the Indians on the George, or even the George River Post, than
Northwest River Post?  We must surely be near the Indians; we shall
probably see the smoke of their wigwams when we reach Michikamau.  It
is likely we shall find them camping on the big lake--either
Mountaineers or Nascaupee--and if we get to them they'll surely help
us."

"Yes," answered Hubbard, "if we get to them they'll help us; but these
miserable westerly and northwesterly gales may keep us on these waters
indefinitely, or even on the shore of Michikamau at a spot where we may
not be able to launch our canoe or reach the Indians for days, and that
would be fatal.  The caribou migration is surely begun, and perhaps is
over already, and there's no use in going ahead."

I saw his point and acquiesced.  "I suppose it's best to turn back as
soon as the wind will let us," I said; "for it's likely to subside only
for a few hours at a time at this season, and perhaps if we don't get
out when we can, we may never get out at all.  But what does George
say?" I asked, turning to our plucky companion.

"Oh," said he, "I'd like to turn back, and I think it's safest; but I'm
goin' to stick to you fellus, and I'm goin' where you go."

"Well," said Hubbard, "what's the vote?--shall we turn back or go on?"

"Turn back," said I.

"Very well, then" he replied quietly; "that's settled."

The decision reached, George's face brightened perceptibly, and I must
confess we all felt better; a great burden seemed to have been lifted
from our shoulders.  It had required courage for Hubbard to acknowledge
himself defeated in his purpose, but the acknowledgment once made, we
thought of only one thing--how to reach home most quickly.  Hubbard was
now satisfied that the record of our adventures would make a "bully
story," even without the material he had hoped to gather on the George,
and his mind being easy on that point, he discussed with animation
plans for the homeward trip.

"We'll have to catch some fish here," he said, "to take us over the
long portage to Lake  Disappointment.  We ought to be able to dry a
good bit of namaycush, and on the way we'll probably have a good catch
of trout at the long lake [Lake Mary], and another good catch where I
used the tamarack pole.  And then when we get to Lake Disappointment we
ought to get more namaycush."

"Yes," said I; "and the berries should help us some."

"What do you think the chances of getting caribou are?" Hubbard asked
George.

"We saw some comin' up," replied George, "and there ought to be more
now; I guess we'll find 'em."

"If we kill some caribou," continued Hubbard, "I think we'd better turn
to and build a log shack, cure the meat, make toboggans and snowshoes,
wait for things to freeze up, and then push on to the post over the
snow and ice.  We can get some dogs at the post, and we'll be in good
shape to push right on without delay to the St. Lawrence.  It'll make a
bully trip, and we'll have lots of grub. What would we need to get at
the post, George?"

"Well," said George, "we'd need plenty of flour, pork, lard, beans,
sugar, tea, and bakin' powder; and we might take some condensed milk,
raisins, currants, rice, and molasses, and I'd make somethin' good
sometimes."

"That's a good idea," said Hubbard, whose mouth was evidently watering
even as mine was.  "And we might take some butter, too. And how would
oatmeal go for porridge?--don't you think that would be bully on a cold
morning?"

"Yes," assented George; "we could eat molasses on it, or thin up the
condensed milk."

"We shall probably have caribou meat that we can take along frozen,"
Hubbard went on.  "Frozen caribou meat is bully; it's better than when
it's fresh killed.  Did you ever eat any, Wallace?"

"No," said I; "the only caribou meat I've ever eaten was what we've had
here."

"Then," said Hubbard, "there's a rare treat in store for you.  The
first I ever ate was on my Lake St. John trip.  The Indian I had with
me used to chop off pieces of frozen caribou with an axe, and fry it
with lard, and we'd just drink down the grease.  It was fine."

"It's great," said George.

"Well," said Hubbard, coming back to the present, "I'm dead glad we've
decided to strike for the post.  If this wind will ever let up, we must
get at it and catch some fish.  I lay awake most of last night thinking
it all over and planning it all."

"I was awake most of the time, too," said George; "my feet were mighty
cold."

There was no fishing on the day we decided to turn back, as the wind
confined us to camp, and all we had to eat was rice and bacon soup; but
our anticipations of home to some extent overcame the clamour of our
stomachs, and we passed the time chatting about the things we intended
to do when we regained "God's country."

"I'm going to take a vacation," said Hubbard.  "I'll visit father and
mother, if they're in the east, and sister Daisy, and maybe go to
Canada with my wife and stay a little while with her people. What will
you do, boys?"

I told of my plans to visit various relatives, and then George
described a trip he was going to make to visit a sister whom he had not
seen since he was a little boy, closing the description with a vivid
account of the good things he would have to eat, and what he would cook
himself.  It was always so--no matter what our conversation was about,
it sooner or later developed into a discussion of gastronomy.

In the evening Hubbard had me make out a list of the restaurants we
intended to visit when we got back to New York and take George to. I
have the list yet, but since my return I have never had the heart to go
near any of the places it mentions.  From the talk about restaurants
Hubbard suddenly turned to lumber camps, asking George and me if we had
ever visited one.  We replied that we had not, and wondered what had
brought lumber camps into his mind.  We soon learned.

"You've missed something," he said.  "We'll make it a point to call at
Sandy Calder's camp when we go back, and make him give us a feed of
pork and beans and molasses to sop our bread in.  They're sure to have
them."

"Do they have cake and pie?" asked George.

"Yes, in unlimited quantities; and doughnuts, too--at least they used
to in the Michigan lumber camps I've visited."

"That sounds good," I remarked--"the pork and beans and molasses, best
of all.  When I was a boy I was fond of bread and molasses--good, black
molasses--but I haven't eaten any since.  I'd like to have a chance at
some now."

"So should I," said Hubbard; "I'd just roll my bread in it lumberjack
fashion."

"Do they have gingerbread in the camps?" asked George.

"Yes," said Hubbard; "gingerbread is always on the table."

"How do they make it?

"Well, I don't just know; but I'll tell you what, George--if you want
to know, I'll ask Mrs. Hubbard to show you when we get home, and I know
she'll be delighted to do it.  She's the best cook I ever knew."

"Do you think she would mind?"

"Oh, no; she'd be very glad to do it.  You must stop at our house for a
while before you go back to Missanabie, and she will teach you to cook
a good many things."

And so our conversation continued until we turned to our blankets and
sought the luxury of sleep, I to dream I was revelling in a stack of
gingerbread as high as a house that my sisters had baked to welcome me
home.

To our ever-increasing dismay, the northwest gale continued to blow
almost unceasingly during the next few days.  Sometimes towards evening
the wind would moderate sufficiently to permit us to troll with
difficulty along the lee shore of an island, but seldom were we
rewarded with more than a single namaycush, and so far from our getting
enough fish to carry us over our long portage to Lake Disappointment,
we did not catch enough for our daily needs, and were compelled to draw
on our little store of emergency provisions. On Wednesday (September
16th) we ate the last bit of bacon and the last handful of rice we had
so carefully hoarded.  We succeeded that day in reaching the rapid
where we caught the few trout that some animal stole from us, and there
we camped.  From this point we believed we could more readily gain the
bay where we had entered the lake, and begin our retreat when the wind
subsided.

The Canada jay, a carrion bird about the size Of a robin that is
generally known through the north as the "whiskey jack," had always
hovered about our camps and been very tame when, in the earlier days of
our trip, we had refuse to throw away; but now these birds called at us
from a greater distance, seeming to know we were looking at them with
greedy eyes.  George told us that their flesh had saved many an Indian
from starvation, and that the Indians looked upon them with a certain
veneration and would kill them only in case of the direst need.  Our
compunctions against eating carrion birds had entirely disappeared, and
the course of the whiskey jacks in holding aloof from camp when they
were most needed used to make George furious.

"See the blamed beggars!" he would ejaculate.  "Just look at 'em! We've
been feedin' 'em right long, and now when it's their turn to feed us,
look at 'em go!"

On Thursday (September 17th) George got his revenge.  Stealthily he
crept upon a whiskey jack in the bush and shot it with a pistol.
"They're pretty tough," he said, upon returning with his prize to camp,
"and will take a long time to cook."  We did not care for that; we ate
that bird, bones and all, stewed in a big pot of water with two or
three spoonfuls of flour and an equal amount of pea meal.

That was our breakfast.  We had no luncheon; for although we spent the
entire day trolling up and down the lee shore, it was not until evening
that we caught any fish.  The wind was icy and set us all a-shiver, our
hands were benumbed by the cold water, and we were just beginning to
despair when we landed a two-pound namaycush, and a little later a
five-pounder.  Then, wet to the skin and chilled to the bone, we
paddled back to camp, to cheer ourselves up with a good fire and a
supper of one-third of the larger fish, a dish of stewed sour
cranberries and plenty of hot tea.

"I feel more satisfied every time I think of our decision to turn
back," said Hubbard, as, with supper eaten, we reclined comfortably
before the fire.  "I had a pretty hard night of it though, on Monday;
for I hated to turn back without seeing the Indians."

"I was awake thinkin' about it, too," said George.  "I told you about
havin' cold feet, and that they kept me awake."  He paused, and we felt
that something was coming.  At length out it came: "Well, they did, but
that wind out in the lake kept me awake more than the cold feet.  I
knew that wind was makin' the huntin' good down the bay, the game was
comin' down there now, and the young fellus I used to hunt with had
been wishin' for this very wind that was keepin' us here, and they were
glad to see it, and were out shootin' waveys [a species of wild goose];
and here we boys was, up against it for sure."

Hubbard and I had to laugh at George's confession, and we joked him a
little about being homesick.

"Well," said Hubbard, "we'll soon get away now; this wind must let up
some time.  Talking about the bay reminds me that I want to arrange for
a trip to Hudson's Bay next summer.  I want a nice, easy trip that I
can take Mrs. Hubbard on.  I'd like to go up early and return in the
fall, and maybe get some wavey shooting.  Could you get one or two good
men besides yourself to go with us, George?"

George said he thought he could, and after Hubbard had invited me to
make one of the party, they went into minute details as to the food
they would take with them, planning an elaborate culinary outfit.

Just before George went to bed, Hubbard and I, using the trees that
stood close to the fire for a support, stretched a tarpaulin over our
heads, to shelter us from the rain and sleet.  Beyond the circle of our
bright-blazing fire the darkness was profound.  As the wind in great
blasts swept over the tops of the trees, its voice was raised to
piercing shrieks that gradually died away into low moans.  We thought
of the vast wilderness lying all about us under the pall of a moonless
and starless night.  Where had all the people in the world gone to,
anyway?

But, sitting there on our couch of boughs beneath the tarpaulin, in the
grateful warmth of the high-leaping flames, we found it very cosey.
And we talked of the places and persons that were somewhere beyond the
solitudes.

"You don't mind sitting here for a while and chatting, do you, b'y?"
said Hubbard.  "It's very cold and shivery in the tent." "B'y" was a
word we had picked up from the Newfoundland fishermen, who habitually
use it in addressing one another, be the person addressed old or young.
At first Hubbard and I called each other "b'y" in jest, but gradually
it became with us a term almost of endearment.

"No, b'y," I answered; "I would much rather be out here with you than
in the tent."

"I was thinking," said Hubbard, "of how I loved, in the evening after
dinner last winter, to sit before the wood fire in our grate at
Congers, and watch the blaze with Mina [Mrs. Hubbard] near me. What a
feeling of quiet, and peace, and contentment, would come to me
then!--I'd forget all about the grind at the office and the worries of
the day.  That's real happiness, Wallace--a good wife and a cheerful
fireside.  What does glory and all that amount to, after all?  I've let
my work and my ambition bother me too much. I've hardly taken time for
my meals.  In the morning I'd hurry through breakfast and run for my
train.  I haven't given my wife and my home the attention they deserve.
That wife of mine, Wallace, deserves a great deal of attention.  She's
always thinking of my comfort, and doing things to please me, and
cooking things I like.  But I must be boring you with all this talk
about my own affairs."

"No, b'y," I said; "I like to hear about them.  I've always been
interested in witnessing how happy you and your wife have been
together."

"She's been a good wife to me, Wallace; and as time has gone on since
our marriage we've grown closer and closer together."

"I see you're like every other man that gets a good wife--you've found
the real key to the house of a man's happiness."

"That's so.  A single man, or a man with an uncongenial wife whom he
doesn't love and who doesn't love him, may be as rich as Croesus, and
gain all the honours in the world, and he won't possess an atom of the
happiness of a poor man congenially married. Did I ever tell you about
the day I was married?--the trouble I had?"

"I don't remember that you did.  Although I suspected something unusual
on foot, I didn't hear of your marriage until after the deed was done.
You didn't take me into your confidence, you know."

"That was because we had never camped together then, b'y.  If we had
camped together, I'd have told you all about it.  Mina and I had not
intended to get married so soon.  We were to have been married in the
spring, but that January I received an assignment for a trip through
the South, and I knew it would keep me away until after our wedding
date.  I didn't want to postpone the wedding, so I decided, if I could
get Mina's consent, to make my trip our honeymoon.  She was at her
parents' home in Canada, and there was no time to lose, and I
telegraphed asking her to come on at once and get married.  She was a
brick and consented, and then I was in such a nervous state of
anticipation I was afraid the folks where I was stopping would discover
something was up, so the day before I expected Mina to arrive I ran
over to Jersey to spend the night with my old friend Dr. Shepard, the
minister.

"Well, Mina's train was due at the Grand Central Station early in the
morning, and I had to catch a train from Jersey a little after five
o'clock to meet her.  I was afraid I'd oversleep, and I kept awake
nearly all night.  Long before the train was due I was down at the
station and took a seat in the waiting room.  And what do you suppose I
did?"

"What?" said I.

"Why," said Hubbard, with a cheerful grin, "I fell to thinking so hard
about what was going to happen that I sat there in the station and let
the train I was so afraid to lose come and go without ever hearing it."

Under the sleet-covered tarpaulin, there in the interior of Labrador,
Hubbard and I laughed heartily.

"And was the bride-elect kept waiting?" I asked.

"No," said Hubbard; "I hustled over a couple of miles to another line
and got a train there, and as Mina fortunately didn't arrive as early
as expected, I was in time."

The fire had died down and the darkness was beginning to close in upon
us.  I arose to renew the fire, and when the logs had begun to blaze
again, and I had resumed my seat, I saw that the drawn and haggard look
had returned to Hubbard's face, and that he was staring wistfully out
over the fire into the impenetrable gloom.

"What is it, b'y?" I said.

"That was a great trip, Wallace--that southern trip.  I want to visit
some of the places again with Mina and live over our honeymoon.  And,"
he went on--"yes, I want some more of the good southern cooking.  You
ought to eat their cornbread, Wallace!--there's nothing like it
anywhere else in the world.  They cook corn meal in a dozen ways, from
corn pone to really delicate dishes. And they know how to cook
chickens, too.  Their chickens and yams and cornbread are great.  It
makes my mouth water to think of even the meals I've eaten in the
mountaineers' cabins--wild hog, good and greasy; wild honey, hoecake,
and strong black coffee.  When I get home I'm going to experiment in
camp with cooking corn meal, and I've got an idea that a young sucking
pig roasted before the fire like George roasted the goose would be
great."

There we were, plunged once more into a discussion about food, and it
was after midnight when the talk about roasting pigs, and stuffing
pigs, and baking this, and baking that, came to an end. Even then
Hubbard was loath to seek the tent, it was so "cold and shivery"; but
he expressed himself as being fairly comfortable when he had followed
my example and toasted himself thoroughly before the fire immediately
before turning in with a pair of socks on his feet that had been hung
up to warm.

On Friday (September 18th) a fierce northwest gale again kept us on the
lee shore, and all we got on the troll was a three-quarter-pound
namaycush.  Hubbard and I also fished conscientiously at the rapid near
which we were still camping, and our combined efforts yielded us only
two eight-inch trout and a twenty-inch trout. Trying as we were to get
fish ahead for our long portage, it was most depressing.

Despite the steady gnaw, gnaw at the pit of our stomachs, we had cut
down our meals to the minimum amount of food that would keep us alive;
we were so weak we no longer were sure where our feet were going to
when we put them down.  But all the fish we had to smoke was two or
three.  And on Friday night we ate the last bit of our flour; it was
used to thicken the water in which we boiled for supper some entrails,
a namaycush head and the two little trout we had caught during the day.

All that night the northwest gale was accompanied by gusts of rain and
snow.  On Saturday (September 19th) the mercury dropped to 32 degrees,
and the air was raw.  Not a single fish were we able to catch.  George
and I smoked a pipe for breakfast, while Hubbard imbibed the
atmosphere.  A bit of the smoked fish we had hoped to keep, boiled with
a dash of pea meal in the water, did us for luncheon and supper.

Heretofore we had slept each rolled in his own blanket, but it was so
cold in the tent that night we had to make a common bed by spreading
one blanket beneath us on a tarpaulin and lying spoon-fashion with the
other two blankets drawn over us.  The blankets were decidedly narrow
for three men to get under, and it was necessary for us to lie very
close together indeed; but our new method enabled us to keep fairly
warm and we continued its use.

On Sunday (September 20th) the temperature dropped to 29 and the
squalls continued.  In desperation we broke camp in the morning and
tried to cross the lake with our outfit, but the wind soon drove us
back to shelter.  While we were out on the lake we caught a namaycush
on the troll, and this fish we had for luncheon, together with some
cranberries we found on a ridge near where we had taken refuge on the
shore.  A little later I was attacked with vomiting and faintness.
When I tried to swing an axe, I reeled and all but lost consciousness.

Late in the afternoon the squalls subsided, and we made another attempt
to escape from the prison in which we were slowly starving. Fortunately
the wind continued fair and there were no cross-seas; and on and on we
paddled in the direction of--home!  Oh, the great relief of it!  For
nearly two weeks we had been held on that dreadful lake.  Day after day
the relentless storm had raged, while hunger leered at us and tormented
us with its insistent clamour as we, with soaked rags and shivering
bodies, strove vainly to prevent the little stock of food from
diminishing that we felt was our only hold on life.  And now we were
going home!

Darkness had long since fallen when we reached an island near the point
where we had entered the lake.  In a driving rain we pitched our camp.
For supper we had the last of the little stock of fish that we had been
able to dry.  This meant that, in addition to our stock of tea, the
only food we had left on hand was sixteen pounds of pea meal.  But we
did not worry.  We were going home.  And on Monday morning, September
21st, though the wind was again blowing a gale, and the passage among
the spray-covered rocks was filled with risk, we paddled over to the
mainland, ready to begin our race for life down the trail we had fought
so hard to ascend.



XII. THE BEGINNING OF THE RETREAT

Upon reaching the mainland we stopped to assort and dry our baggage.
All of us felt we had entered upon a race against starvation, and
everything that was not strictly necessary to aid our progress to
Northwest River Post we threw away.  In addition to many odds and ends
of clothing we abandoned about three pounds of tea.  Tea was the one
thing of which we had carried an abundance, and though we had used it
freely, we had more than we deemed necessary to carry us through.

While we were nearing the shore, we sighted three little ducklings
bobbing up and down in the tumbling waves and repeatedly diving. They
were too far off to reach with a pistol, and Hubbard took his rifle.
It seemed almost like attacking a fly with a cannon, but with our
thoughts on grub, none of us was impressed with its incongruity then.
After Hubbard had fired two or three shots, one of the ducklings
suddenly turned over.  We paddled to it with feverish haste, and found
that it had been stunned by a ball that had barely grazed its bill.  It
was a lucky shot; for if the bullet had gone through the duckling's
body there would have been little left of it to eat.

While George and I were drying the camp equipment, Hubbard caught five
small trout in the stream that emptied into the lake at this point--the
stream we had followed down.  These fish we ate for luncheon.  Once
more ready to start, we pushed up the stream to the place where we had
last camped before reaching the lake, and there we again pitched our
tent.  For supper we made soup of the duckling.  It was almost like
coming home to reach this old camping ground, and it cheered us
considerably.  The first day of the forty-mile portage we had to make
before reaching fairly continuous water had been, as a whole,
depressing.  Rain, accompanied by a cold wind, began to fall early in
the afternoon.  The weather was so cold, in fact, that the trout would
not rise after we caught the five near the lake, and this made us
uneasy as to how the fishing would prove farther down the trail.  The
day's journey, moreover, had made it clear, in spite of our efforts to
hide the fact from one another, that we were much weaker than when we
last had made portages.  We had reached the stage where none of us
could carry the canoe alone.  Decidedly we were not the same men that
had set out so blithely from the post eight weeks before.  As for
myself, I had shortened my belt thirteen inches since July 15th.

It became the custom now for George and me to go ahead with the canoe
for a mile or so while Hubbard brought forward in turn each of the
three packs for about an eighth of a mile.  Then George and I would
return to him, and, each taking a pack, we would advance to the place
where the canoe had been left.  Sometimes, however, this routine was
varied, Hubbard now and then helping George with the canoe while I
juggled with the packs until they returned to me. Despite the fact that
we had fewer as well as lighter packs to carry than on the up trail,
our progress was slower because of our increasing weakness.  Whereas it
had taken us three days on the up trail to portage the fifteen miles
between Lake Mary and Windbound Lake, it now took us five days to cover
the same ground.

On Tuesday, the 22d, the second day of our portage, it rained all the
time, and for the greater part of the day we floundered through marshes
and swamps.  We caught no fish and killed no game.  Hubbard tried to
stalk a goose in a swamp, wading above his knees in mud and water to
get a shot; but he finally had to fire at such long range that he
missed, and the bird flew away, to our great disappointment.  Our day's
food consisted of half a pound of pea meal for each man.  During the
day Hubbard had an attack of vomiting, and at night, when we reached
our second camping ground above the lake, we were all miserable and
thoroughly soaked, though still buoyed up by the knowledge that we were
going home.

The cold rain continued on the 23d until late in the day, when the sky
cleared and evening set in cold and crisp.  That day I was attacked
with vomiting.  Our food was the same as on the day previous, with the
addition of some mossberries and cranberries we found on the barren
ridge over which we crossed.  It was another day of hard portaging on
stomachs crying for food, and when we pitched our camp we were so
exhausted that we staggered like drunken men.  Silent and depressed, we
took our places on the seat of boughs that George had prepared by the
roaring fire; but after we had eaten our meagre supper and drunk our
tea, and our clothes had begun to dry in the genial glow, we found our
tongues again; and, half forgetting that, starving and desperate, we
were still in the midst of the wilderness, far from human help, we once
more talked of the homes that were calling to us over the dreary
wastes; talked of the dear people that would welcome us back and of the
good things they would give us to eat; talked until far into the night,
dreading to go to the cold tent and the wet blankets.

We awoke on the morning of the 24th to find six inches of snow on the
ground and the storm still raging, with the temperature down to 28.
Soon after we began plodding through the snow on a pea-soup breakfast,
George left us to hunt geese.  The night before he had told Hubbard he
would kill a goose in the morning, if he were permitted to go on with a
rifle.  He had heard the geese flying, and believed they had alighted
for the night in a small lake some distance ahead.  The knowledge that
he was a famous goose hunter "down the bay" made his confidence
impressive; still we were doubtful about his succeeding in his quest;
for the geese had been so hard to approach of late we were beginning to
fear we should never shoot any more.  For half an hour after George had
taken his pack and a rifle and gone on, Hubbard and I slowly followed
his trail through the snow.  Then in the distance we heard a "Bang!"
and after a short interval, "Bang!--Bang!"--three shots in all.

"He's seen them," said Hubbard.

"And shot one," said I.

"I'm not so sure of that," returned Hubbard; "I'm afraid they flew and
he tried to wing them, and if that's the case the chances are against
him."

Presently we came upon George's pack near the western end of the little
lake, and we stopped and anxiously waited for him to appear. In a few
moments he came.

"You can kick me," he began with apparent disgust; then, observing the
look of keen disappointment upon Hubbard's haggard face, he quickly
changed his tone.  "That's all right, fellus," he said; "I got a goose.
I saw 'em out there fifty yards from shore, and I bellied along through
the brush as close as I dared, and fired and knocked one over.  Then
the others flew out about two hundred yards farther, and I thought I'd
chance another shot; for if I didn't try I wouldn't get another, and if
I did I might knock one over.  So I shot again and did get another.
Then the rest of the flock rose up, and I tried to wing one, but
missed, and they've gone now.  But there's two dead ones out in the
lake."

Joy?--the word fails to express our feeling.  George and I hurried back
for the canoe, and when we paddled out, there, sure enough, were the
two geese, one dead and the other helpless with a broken wing.  George
ended the life of the wounded goose with a pistol, and we paddled back
to our packs and built a big fire in the lee of a thick clump of trees.
The snow had turned into a fierce, driving rain, but that did not
bother us.  To dress the geese did not take long.  We put the giblets
and entrails to boil immediately, and, to quiet our impatience while
waiting for them to cook, George cut from the necks a piece of skin and
fat for each of us.  These we warmed on the end of a stick, taking
great care not to heat them enough to permit a single drop of the oil
to escape from the fat; then, half raw as they were, we ate them down
greedily and found them delicious.  It was really wonderful how much
happiness that bit of game brought us.  As we were eating the giblets
and entrails and drinking the broth, we freely admitted that never
before had we sat down to such a banquet.

"And," remarked Hubbard, "just think how original is our menu. I'll bet
there isn't a menu in New York that contains boiled goose entrails."

On the 25th the fierce northwest gale still blew, and the air was again
filled with snow.  But still we pushed onward.  Let the wind blow, and
the snow and rain come as they liked, they could not stop us--we were
going home.  We portaged this day to another of our old camps by a
small lake.  On the evening before we had eaten the wings and feet of
the geese boiled.  For breakfast we had half a goose, for luncheon we
had pea soup, and at night we had the other half of the goose left over
from the morning.  We scorched the bones in the fire and ate even them.
These meals did not begin to satisfy our appetites, but they were
sufficient to give us a little new life.

While we were sitting around the fire Hubbard wished me to promise to
spend Thanksgiving Day with him that year--if we reached home in time.
For two years I had spent the day at his home, and Thanksgiving, he
said, must be our reunion day always.  No matter what happened, we must
always make a special effort to spend that day together in the years to
come.  We must never drift apart.  We were brothers, comrades--more
than brothers.  We had endured the greatest hardships together, had
fought our way through that awful country together, had starved
together; and never had there been misunderstanding, never a word of
dissension.

From this time on we talked less about what we should eat when we
reached civilisation.  True, we would sometimes lapse into restaurant
and home-dinner talks, but we fought against it as much as possible,
realising that to permit our thoughts to dwell on good things to eat
accentuated our distress.  Gradually we talked more and more of
childhoods days, and incidents, long forgotten, came vividly before us.
It was a psychological phenomenon I cannot account for; but it was the
case with all of us--Hubbard, George, and myself.

During these trying times we had one never-failing source of amusement,
which, because it was the only one, was all the more valued and taken
advantage of.  I refer to our appearance.  George had shaved once since
we had gone into the country, but neither Hubbard nor I had known the
caress of a razor since we left the post on July 15th.  None of us had
felt the loving touch of the scissors upon his hair since leaving New
York in June, and our heads were shaggy masses of more or less
dishevelled and tangled locks.  Long-continued exposure to sun and
storm and the smoke of campfires had covered our faces with a deep coat
of brown.  Our eyes were sunken deep into their sockets.  Our lips were
drawn to thin lines over our teeth.  The skin of our faces and hands
was stretched tight over the bones.  We were almost as thin, and almost
the colour of the mummies one sees in museums.

As for our clothing, it was still hanging upon us, and that is about
all that can be said of it.  Our trousers, full of rents, were tied
together with pieces of fish line.  The bottoms of our moccasins were
so hopelessly gone that we had our feet wrapped in rags, with pieces of
fishline tied around what remained of the uppers.  Our flannel shirts
were full of rents.  Around our necks we wore red bandanna
handkerchiefs.  Our soft felt hats had become shapeless things so full
of rents that if it were not for the bandanna handkerchiefs we wore in
them our hair would have protruded at every point.

Frequently we would picture ourselves walking into our homes or through
the streets of New York as we then were, and laugh at the thought.
"Wallace," Hubbard would say, "the cops wouldn't let you walk a block;
they'd run you in sure.  You're the most disreputable-looking
individual I ever saw, by long odds."  And I would retort: "I'd make a
good second to you; for you're the worst that ever happened."

It was on Saturday morning, the 26th, that we reached the western end
of Lake Mary and completed fifteen miles of our forty-mile portage.  We
pitched our tent, as we had done before, on the site of the old Indian
camp, near the brook George had pointed out as a good fishing place.
The rain and wind continued in the morning, but at midday the sun came
out and we were able to dry our blankets.  Always we waited for the sun
to dry the blankets; for we had had so many articles of clothing burned
while hanging before the fire we did not dare to trust the blankets
near it.

While we were following our old trail to the lake, Hubbard decapitated
a duck with a rifle bullet, and we went into camp with high hopes of
more food in the way of fish.  Hubbard's rod was hopelessly broken, so
he took mine, now much wound with linen thread, but, still usable if
not very pliable, and while I made camp and George prepared the duck
for luncheon, he caught twenty trout of fair size, which caused our
spirits to run high.

Luncheon over, Hubbard resumed his fishing, and I stole away with my
rifle along the marshes in the hope of seeing a caribou.  When I
returned towards dusk without having sighted any game, I found a stage
over the fire and George hanging up trout to dry.  Hubbard, it
appeared, had caught ninety-five more.  Our exultation knew no bounds.
We had not dreamed of any such catch as that.  By remaining in camp and
fishing another day, we should, at this rate, be able to dry nearly
enough trout to see us through to Lake Disappointment.

We were as happy and as free from care as children.  Our great success
here made us feel sure that down below, where we had caught so many
fish on our inbound journey, we should again get plenty--all we should
need, in fact--and our safety seemed assured.  We admitted we had felt
doubts as to the outcome, which we had not expressed out of
consideration for one another.  But now we felt we could look forward
to reaching home as a certainty.  And, feeling freer to indulge our
fancies, our talk at once returned to the good things we were going to
eat.

Sunday, the 27th, was warm and clear, with a southwest wind, and
everything seemed favourable for more fish.  For breakfast we ate the
last of our goose, and for luncheon trout entrails and roe. While
George and I were drying fish during the forenoon, Hubbard caught fifty
more.  One big fellow had sores all over his body, and we threw it
aside.  Towards noon the fish ceased to rise, the pool probably being
fished out.  After luncheon I again left camp with my rifle in the vain
hope of sighting a caribou.

The gloom of night was beginning to gather when I returned.  As I
approached, stepping noiselessly on the mossy carpet of the forest, I
saw Hubbard sitting alone by the bright-burning fire, mending his
moccasins.  Something in his attitude made me pause.  He was
bareheaded, and his long, unkempt hair hung half way down to his
shoulders.  As he sat there in the red glow of the fire, with the
sombre woods beyond and the lonely stretch of lake below, and I took
note of his emaciated form and his features so haggard and drawn, I
seemed for the first time to realise fully the condition to which the
boy had been brought by his sufferings.  And while I stood there, still
unobserved, I heard him softly humming to himself:

   "Rock of Ages, cleft for me,
    Let me hide myself in Thee."

How strangely the old hymn sounded among those solitudes!  After a
little I again started to advance, and as I stepped upon a dry branch
Hubbard stopped his singing and looked up quickly.

"Wallace," he exclaimed, "I'm glad to see you! George and I have been
having a long Sunday talk and we missed you.  We were wishing you'd
come.  No luck?"

"No," said I; "nothing but old trails; not a fresh track anywhere. What
were you talking about?"

"We had a chapter from the Bible and a little talk about it.  I've been
thinking about my class of boys in the Sunday-school at Congers, and
how glad I'll be to get back to them again; I've a lot I want to tell
them.  It's restful just to think of that little church, and this
Sunday afternoon I've been thinking about it a good deal."

George was lying in the tent, and Hubbard and I joined him and
continued our conversation there.  Hubbard spoke of the luck we had had
in catching trout, saying: "It's God's way of taking care of us so long
as we do our best."  It was wonderful to see how, as his body became
weaker, his spirit grew brighter.  Steadily he became more gentle and
affectionate; the more he suffered the more his faith in the God of his
youth seemed to increase.

Early the next morning (September 28th) George, who was the first to be
stirring, poked his head into the tent, and with an air of mystery
asked me for my pistol.  A moment later we heard a shot. Hubbard and I
both looked out, to see George returning with empty hands and an
expression of deep chagrin.

"What are you shooting at now?" asked Hubbard.

"The blackest marten I ever saw," said George.  "I knocked him over,
but he got on his feet again and was into the lake and away before I
could reach him.  The beggar was right here in camp tryin' to make off
with that fish with sores we threw away.  He might have made good
eatin' if we'd got him."

As the day was squally with snow, and a heavy wind was kicking up a sea
on the lake, we decided to remain in camp another day and smoke the
fish a little more.  While we kept the smoke going under the stage, we
sat by the fire and chatted.  The day's rations consisted of three fish
for each man at each of the three meals.  By way of a little variety we
roasted some of the fish on sticks.  We were all very weak, but George
explained that away.

"The Indians," he said, "always go to pieces after they've been hard up
for a while and finally get grub.  Then they feed up and get strong
again.  It's the grub comin' all of a sudden that makes you weak.  Your
mind feelin' easier, you feel you can't do anything."

Hubbard and I agreed that George was right.  Our minds certainly had
relaxed; homeward bound with enough fish on hand to last us for several
days, we had no doubts as to the future.  We decided, however, that
whatever the weather conditions in the morning might be, we should
break camp and push on with the greatest possible speed, as it was the
part of wisdom to make our supply of fish carry us down the back trail
as far as possible.  So we went to our blankets more than eager for the
morning's start, and more confident we should get out safely than at
any time since we began the retreat.



XIII. HUBBARD'S GRIT

Two things soon became plain after our struggle back to the post was
resumed.  One was that winter was fast closing in upon us; the other
was that Hubbard's condition was such as might well cause the gravest
concern.  The morning that we broke camp on Lake Mary (Tuesday,
September 29th), was ushered in by a gale from the west and driving
snow.  The mercury had dropped to 24, and all of us were a-shiver when
we issued from the tent.  While George and I were preparing the outfit
for travel Hubbard caught twelve trout in the pool.  On the lake we
encountered as heavy a sea as our little canoe could weather, and we
had to struggle hard for an hour to reach the farther shore.  Upon
landing, Hubbard was again attacked with diarrhoea.  George and I
carried the packs up the high bank to a sheltered spot in the woods,
but when I returned to Hubbard he insisted on helping me to carry the
canoe.  Up the steep ascent we laboured, and then, as we put the canoe
down, Hubbard said:

"I'm dead tired and weak, boys; I think I'll have to take a little
rest."

After building him a roaring log fire, George and I carried the canoe a
mile and a half ahead through the driving snow, which was of the wet
kind that clings to every bush and tree, robing the woods in a pure and
spotless white that inevitably suggests fairyland.  But I was not in a
mood to admire the beauty of it all. Upon our return to Hubbard he
announced that we should have to camp where we were for the day, that
he might have time to recuperate. The delay affected him keenly.  We
should eat nearly as much food in our idleness as we should in moving
onward, and the thought of drawing on our thirty-five pounds of dried
fish without making progress was anything but pleasant.

The wintry weather did not worry us; for we knew the snow then falling
would disappear before the ground became covered for good, and we felt
sure we should reach the Susan Valley before freezing-up time, in which
event ice would assist rather than retard our progress, as even with
the Susan River open it would be impossible to use the canoe in its
shoal, rapid waters.  As for Hubbard's condition, I suppose it worried
me more than anyone else.  George had failed to note the signs of
increasing weakness in our leader that I had, and Hubbard himself was
so under the influence of his indomitable spirit that for a long time
he apparently did not realise the possibility of an utter collapse.

By the campfire that night he was confident we should be able to make
up the next day for the delay caused by his weakness.  For a long time
he sat silently gazing into the fire, but as he had just been
expressing a longing to see his wife, if only for a moment, I knew he
did not see the blaze before him.  He was looking into another fire--a
big, wood fire in an old-fashioned fireplace in the cheerful
sitting-room of a far-away Congers home, and his wife was by his side.
He put out his arm to draw her closer to him.  I could see it all and
understand--understand the look of perfect happiness that his fancy's
picture brought to his face.  But when George arose to throw some more
logs on the fire, the shower of sparks that flew heavenward brought him
suddenly back to reality--to the snow-covered woods of Labrador.

"I hope we shall be able to find another house in Congers with a
fireplace such as our old one had," he said, turning to me as if he
knew I had been reading his thoughts.  "In the evening we sit long
before the fire without lighting a lamp.  Sometimes we make believe
we're camping, and make our tea and broil some bacon or melt some
cheese for our crackers over the coals, and have a jolly time.  I want
you, b'y, to visit us often and join us in those teas, and see if you
don't find them as delightful as we do."

The next morning (September 30th) Hubbard said he was much better, and
gave the order to advance.  We made a short march, camping just beyond
the long swamp on the edge of the boulder-strewn country we had found
so hard to traverse on the upward trail.  On the way we stopped for a
pot of tea at a place in the swamp where we had previously camped, and
there discovered a treasure; namely, the bones of a caribou hoof we had
used in making soup.  We seized upon the bones eagerly, put them in the
fire and licked the grease off them as it was drawn out by the heat.
Then we cracked them and devoured the bit of grease we found inside.

It was agreed that from this point George and I should carry the canoe
about two miles ahead, while Hubbard carried the packs to a convenient
place beyond the swamps and there pitched camp.  It was about dusk when
George and I, after a laborious struggle among the boulders and brush,
put the canoe down and turned back.  As we approached the place that
had been selected for a camp, we looked expectantly for the glow of the
fire, but none was to be seen.  At length we heard axe strokes, and
came upon Hubbard cutting wood. He greeted us with rather a wan smile.

"I've been slow, boys," he said.  "I haven't got the firewood cut yet,
nor the boughs for the bed.  I've only just pitched the tent."

"I'll get the other axe," I said quickly, "and help you while George
builds the fire."

"No, no," he protested; "you get the boughs while I'm getting the wood."

"I can get the boughs after we have the wood chopped; it won't take me
long and you must let me help you."

At that Hubbard said, "Thank you, b'y," in a tone of great relief. Then
he added slowly, "I'm still a bit weak, and it's hard to work fast
to-night."

It was the first time since we left the post that he consented to
anyone doing any part of his share of the work.  It is true that since
we had turned back I had been relieving him of his share of carrying
the canoe, but I was able to do so only by telling him I much preferred
toting the boat to juggling with the packs.  From this time on,
however, he consented, with less resistance, to George or myself doing
this or that while he rested by the fire. The fact was he had reached
the stage where he was kept going only by his grit.

October began with tremendous gales and a driving rain mixed with
sleet, that removed all traces of the snow.  The sleet stung our faces,
and we frequently had to take refuge from the blasts in the lee of
bushes and trees so as to recover our breath; but we managed to advance
our camp three miles on the first, pitching the tent on the shore of
one of the limpid ponds among the boulders.  For supper we ate the last
of the dried fish, which again left us with only the diminishing stock
of pea meal, and none of us did much talking when we crouched about the
fire.

On Friday (October 2d), with high hopes of getting fish, we hurried
ahead with our packs to the pool where Hubbard had caught the big trout
with his emergency kit and the tamarack pole, and near which we had
camped for a day while he rested and George made a trip to the
mountains from which he discovered Lake Mary and Windbound Lake.  The
sight of the old camping place brought back to me the remembrance of
how sick Hubbard had been there a month before, and how the thought had
come to me to try to make him give up the struggle.

The weather was very unfavourable for trouting--a cold west wind was
blowing accompanied by snow squalls--but Hubbard caught two within a
few minutes, and George boiled them with a bit of pea meal for
luncheon.  Then, leaving Hubbard to try for more fish, George and I
went back to the canoe.  While we were returning to camp, George shot a
duck with my rifle.  It was a very fat black duck, and we gloated long
over its fine condition.  Only three more trout rewarded Hubbard's
afternoon's work.  However, we had duck for supper, and were nearer
home, and that comforted us.

I remember that while we sat by the fire that evening George produced
from somewhere in the recesses of his pockets a New York Central
Railroad timetable on which was printed a buffet lunch menu, and handed
it to us with the suggestion that we give our orders for breakfast.
Hubbard examined it and quickly said:

"Give me a glass of cream, some graham gems, marmalade, oatmeal and
cream, a jelly omelette, a sirloin steak, lyonnaise potatoes, rolls,
and a pot of chocolate.  And you might bring me also," he added, "a
plate of griddle cakes and maple syrup."

Every dish on that menu card from end to end we thoroughly discussed,
our ultimate conclusion being that each of us would take a full portion
of everything on the list and might repeat the order.

It was on this evening also that, while calculating the length of time
it would take us to travel from point to point on our back trail, we
began the discussion as to whether it would be better to stick to the
canoe on the "big river" (the Beaver) and follow it down to its mouth,
wherever that might be, or abandon the canoe at the place where we had
portaged into the river from Lake Elson, and make a dash overland with
light packs to the Susan Valley and down that valley to the hunters'
cabins we had seen at the head of Grand Lake, where we hoped we might
find a cache of provisions.  Hubbard was strongly in favour of the
latter plan, while George and I favoured the former.  As the reader
knows, I had a great dread of the Susan Valley, and expressed my
feelings freely.  But we all had the idea that the "big river" emptied
into Goose Bay (the extreme western end of Hamilton Inlet), and Hubbard
reasoned that we might reach the broad waters of the bay far from a
house, be windbound indefinitely and die of starvation on the shore.
On the other hand, we were sure of the route through the Susan Valley,
and, in his opinion, it would be better to bear the ills we had borne
before than fly to others we know not of.  I cannot deny that his
argument had weight, but we decided that for the present we should hold
the matter in abeyance.  One thing we felt reasonably sure of, and that
was we should get fish in the big river, and we eagerly counted the
days it would take us to reach it.

Bright and cold and crisp was Saturday morning (October 3d), with black
wind-driven clouds and occasional snow squalls later in the day.  About
noon, when Hubbard had gone ahead with a pack, George and I sighted two
small black ducks while we were canoeing across a pond.  They were
quietly swimming about fifty yards in front of us. I passed my rifle
ahead to George.  He carefully knelt in the canoe, and took a
deliberate aim while I held my breath.  Then, Crack! went the rifle,
and but one duck rose on the wing.  Quick as a flash, without removing
the rifle from his shoulder, George threw the lever forward and back.
Instantly the rifle again spoke, and the bird in the air tumbled over
and over into the water.  The first duck had been decapitated; the
other received a bullet through its body.

The moment was intense; for we had only a little fish for breakfast,
and the outlook for other meals had seemed dismal indeed; but George
was stoicism itself; not a word did he utter, nor did a feature of his
face change.  When, after picking up the ducks, we touched the shore, I
jumped out, took his hand and said "George, you're a wonder."  But he
only grinned in his good-natured way and remarked: "We needed 'em."
Tying the birds' legs together, he slung them over his shoulder, and
proudly we marched to the place where Hubbard was awaiting us, to make
his heart glad with our good fortune.  One of the ducks we ate on the
spot, and the other we had for supper at our camp by a little pond
among the moonlit hills.

The thermometer registered only 10 degrees above zero on Sunday morning
(October 4th), but there was not a cloud in the sky, and we should have
enjoyed the crisp, clear air had it not been for the ever-present
spectre of starvation.  All the food we had besides the pea meal was
two of the fish Hubbard had caught two days before.  One of these we
ate for breakfast, boiled with a little pea meal.  Our old trail led us
up during the forenoon to the shore of one of the larger of the small
lakes with which the country abounded.  This lake we crossed with
difficulty, being compelled to break the ice ahead of the canoe with
our paddles.

On the opposite shore we stopped to make a fire for tea--that was all
we thought we should have for luncheon; just tea.  George stepped into
the timber to get wood, and in a moment returned and asked me for my
pistol.

"I saw a partridge in there," he said quietly.

Presently Hubbard and I heard the pistol crack, and we counted, at
short intervals, four shots.

"There's something up," said Hubbard, and we started to our feet just
as George came in view with a grin on his face and four spruce-grouse
in his hand.  He always did those things in that quiet, matter-of-fact
way.

Two of the birds George cooked immediately, and as he served to each an
equal share, Hubbard said:

"Boys, we should thank the Lord for this food.  It has seemed
sometimes, I know, as if He had forgotten us; but He has not.  Just now
when we needed food so much He gave us these partridges.  Let us thank
Him."

So we bowed our heads for a moment, we three gaunt, ragged men, sitting
there by our fire in the open, with the icy lake at our backs and the
dark wilderness of fir trees before us.

During the afternoon we bagged two more grouse.  Hubbard shot them as
they fluttered up before him on the trail, and a meal on the morrow was
assured.  The day's work practically completed our forty-mile portage;
for we camped at night on the first little lake north of Lake
Disappointment.  It was well that we had about reached fairly
continuous water.  None of us would have been able to stand much longer
the strain of those rough portages day after day.  Fortunate as we had
been in getting game at critical moments since leaving Windbound Lake,
the quantity of food we had eaten was far below that which was
necessary to sustain the strength of men who had to do hard physical
work.

It had become so that when we tried to sit down our legs would give way
and we would tumble down.  Hubbard was failing daily.  He habitually
staggered when he walked, and on this last day of our long portage he
came near going all to pieces nervously.  When he started to tell me
something about his wife's sister, he could not recall her name,
although it had been perfectly familiar, and this and other lapses of
memory appeared to frighten him.  For a long time he sat very still
with his face buried in his hands, doubtless striving to rally his
forces.  And the most pitiable part of it was his fear that George and
I should notice his weakness and lose courage.

But he rallied--rallied so as again to become the inspirer of George
and me, he who was the weakest physically of the three.



XIV. BACK THROUGH THE RANGES

In our camp on the first little lake north of Lake Disappointment we
ate on Monday morning (October 5th) the last of the grouse we had
killed on the previous day, and when we started forward we again were
down to the precious little stock of pea meal.  In a storm of snow and
rain we floundered with the packs and canoe through a deep marsh, until
once more we stood on the shore of the big lake where we had spent the
weary days searching for a river--Lake Disappointment.  We built a fire
on the shore to dry our rags and warm ourselves; for we were soaked
through and shivering with the cold.  Then we launched the canoe and
paddled eastward.

Late in the afternoon we landed on an island that contained a
semi-barren knoll, but which otherwise was wooded with small spruce.
On the knoll we found an abundance of mossberries, and soon after we
had devoured them we happened upon a supper in the form of two
spruce-grouse.  George and Hubbard each shot one.  The sun's journey
across the sky was becoming noticeably shorter and shorter, and before
we had realised that the day was spent, night began to close in upon
us, and we pitched camp on the island.

In the morning (October 6) our breakfast flew right into camp. George
crawled out early to build a fire, and a moment later stuck his head in
the tent with the words, "Your pistol, Wallace."  I handed it out to
him, and almost immediately we heard a shot.  Then George reappeared,
holding up another spruce-grouse.

"This grub came right to us," he said; "I knocked the beggar over close
by the fire."

While we were eating the bird, Hubbard told us he had been dreaming
during the night of home.  Nearly every day now we heard that he had
been dreaming the night before of his wife or his mother; they were
always giving him good things to eat, or he was going to good dinners
with them.

It had rained hard during the night, but with early morning there came
again the mixture of rain and snow we had endured on the day before.
When we put off in the canoe, we headed for the point where we expected
to make the portage across the two-mile neck of land that separated
Lake Disappointment from Lost Trail Lake; but soon we were caught by a
terrific gale, and for half an hour we sat low in the canoe doing our
best with the paddles to keep it headed to the wind and no one speaking
a word.  The foam dashed over the sides of our little craft, soaking us
from head to foot.  Tossed violently about by the big seas, we for a
time expected that every moment would be our last.  Had George been
less expert with the stern paddle, we surely should have been swamped.
As it was we managed, after a desperate struggle, to gain the lee side
of a small, rocky island, upon which we took refuge.

At length the wind abated and the lake became calmer, and, venturing
out once more, we made for the mainland some distance to the west of
where we had intended to make our portage.  There we stumbled upon a
river of considerable size flowing in a southwesterly direction from
Lake Disappointment into Lost Trail Lake.  This river we had missed on
the up trail and here had lost the old Indian trail to Michikamau.  I
volunteered to take my rifle and hunt across the neck of land
separating the two lakes while Hubbard and George ran the rapids; but
presently I heard them calling to me, and, returning to the river,
found them waiting on the bank.

"We'll camp just below here for the night," said Hubbard, "and finish
the river in the morning.  I couldn't manage my end of the canoe in a
rapid we were shooting and we got on a rock.  You'd better shoot the
rapids with George after this."

I suppose Hubbard's weakness prevented him from turning the canoe
quickly enough when occasion required, and he realised it.

All we had to eat that night was a little thin soup made from the pea
meal, and an even smaller quantity had to serve us for breakfast.  In
the morning (October 7th) we shot the rapids without incident down into
Lost Trail Lake, and, turning to the eastward, were treated to a
delightful view of the Kipling Mountains, now snow-capped and
cold-looking, but appearing to us so much like old friends that it did
our hearts good to see them.  It was an ideal Indian summer day, the
sun shining warmly down from a cloudless sky.  Looking at the
snow-capped peaks that bounded the horizon in front of me, I thought of
the time when I had stood gazing at them from the other side, and of
the eagerness I had felt to discover what lay hidden beyond.

  "Something hidden.  Go and find it.  Go and look behind the Ranges--
   Something lost behind the Ranges.  Lost and waiting for you.  Go!"

Well, we had gone.  And we had found what lay hidden behind the ranges.
But were we ever to get out to tell about it?

We stopped on the shore of Lost Trail Lake to eat some badly-needed
cranberries and mossberries.  The mossberries, having been frozen, were
fairly sweet, and they modified, to some extent, the acid of the
cranberries, so that taken together they made a luncheon for which we,
in our great need, were duly grateful.  After eating as many of the
berries as our stomachs would hold, we were able to pick a pan of them
to take with us.

Paddling on, we passed through the strait connecting Lost Trail Lake
with Lake Hope, and, recalling with grim smiles the enthusiastic cheers
we had sent up there a few weeks before, sped rapidly across Lake Hope
to the entrance of our old mountain pass, camping for the night on a
ridge near the old sweat holes of the medicine men.  Our supper
consisted of a little more pea soup and half of the panful of berries.

While we were lying spoon-fashion under the blankets at night, it was
the custom for a man who got tired of lying on one side to say "turn,"
which word would cause the others to flop over immediately, usually
without waking.  On this night, however, I said "turn over," and as we
all flopped, Hubbard, who had been awake, remarked: "That makes me
think of the turnovers and the spicerolls mother used to make for me."
And then he and I lay for an hour and talked of the baking days at the
homes of our childhood.  Under-the-blanket talks like this were not
infrequent.  "Are you awake, b'y?" Hubbard would ask.  "Yes, b'y," I
would reply, and so we would begin.  If we happened to arouse George,
which was not usual, Hubbard would insist on his describing over and
over again the various Indian dishes he had prepared.

Weak as we were upon leaving Lake Hope (October 8), we did an heroic
day's work.  We portaged the entire six miles through the mountain
pass, camping at night on the westernmost of the lakes that constitute
the headwaters of the Beaver River, once more on the other side of the
ranges.  We did this on a breakfast of pea soup and the rest of our
berries, and a luncheon of four little trout that Hubbard caught in the
stream that flows through the pass.  I shot a spruce grouse in the
pass, and this bird we divided between us for supper.  It was a
terrible day.  The struggle through the brush and up the steep inclines
with the packs and the canoe so exhausted me that several times I
seemed to be on the verge of a collapse, and I found it hard to conceal
my condition. Once Hubbard said to me:

"Speak stronger, b'y.  Put more force in your voice.  It's so faint
George'll surely notice it, and it may scare him."

That was always the way with Hubbard.  Despite his own pitiable
condition, he was always trying to help us on and give us new courage.
As a matter of fact, his own voice was getting so weak and low that we
frequently had to ask him to repeat.

And the day ended in a bitter disappointment.  On our uptrail we had
had a good catch of trout at the place where the stream flowing out of
the pass fell into the lake near our camp, and it was the hope of
another good catch there that kept us struggling on to reach the end of
the pass before night.  But Hubbard whipped the pool at the foot of the
fall in vain.  Not a single fish rose.  The day had been bright and
sunshiny, but the temperature was low and the fish had gone to deeper
waters.

It was a dismal camp.  The single grouse we had for supper served only
to increase our craving for food.  And there we were, with less than
two pounds of pea meal on hand and the fish deserting us, more than one
hundred and fifty miles from the post at Northwest River.  By the fire
Hubbard again talked of home.

"I dreamed last night," he said, "that you and I, Wallace, were very
weak and very hungry, and we came all at once upon the old farm in
Michigan, and mother was there, and she made us a good supper of hot
tea biscuits with maple syrup and honey to eat on them.  And how we ate
and ate!"

But George's customary grin was missing.  In silence he took the tea
leaves from the kettle and placed them on a flat stone close by the
fire, and in silence he occasionally stirred them with a twig that he
broke from a bush at his back.  At length, the tea leaves having dried
sufficiently, he filled his pipe from them, and I filled my pipe.  We
had not had any tobacco to smoke for many days.

The silence continued.  On my right sat George, his cheeks sunken, his
eyes deep down in their sockets, his long black hair falling over his
ears--there he sat stiffly erect, puffing his tea leaves with little
apparent satisfaction and gazing stoically into the fire.  I could
guess what was passing through his mind--the stories of the Indians
that starved.

On my left was Hubbard.  He had assumed the attitude that of late had
become characteristic when he was dreaming of his wife and his mother
and his far-away home.  His elbows were resting on his knees, and his
hands were supporting his head.  His long hair hid his bony fingers and
framed his poor, wan face.  His sunken eyes, with their look of wistful
longing, were fixed on the blazing logs.

The silence became so oppressive that I had to break it:

"George," I said, "were you never hungry before?"

"Never in my life was short of grub till now," he answered shortly.

At that Hubbard, aroused from his reverie, looked up.

"Well, I can tell you, George," he said, "there are worse places than
Labrador to starve in."

"How's that?" grunted George.

"If you had been as hungry as I have been in New York City, you'd know
what I mean," said Hubbard.  "It's a heap worse to be hungry where
there's lots of grub around you than in the bush where there's none.  I
remember that when I first went to New York, and was looking for work,
I found myself one rainy night with only five cents in my pocket.  It
was all the money I had in the world, and I hadn't any friends in the
city, and I didn't want to write home, because nearly all the people
there had no faith in my venture.  I was soaking wet and good and
hungry; I hadn't been eating much for several days.  Well, I went to a
bakery and blew in my last nickel on stale rolls and crullers and took
them to my room.  Then I took off my wet clothes and got into bed to
get warm and snug, and there I ate my rolls and crullers, and they were
bully.  Yes, I remember that although my room rent was overdue, and I
didn't know where my breakfast was coming from, I was supremely happy;
I sort of felt I was doing the best I could."

We went to bed that night feeling that our lives now depended on
whether fish could be caught below.

More than anxious were we for the morrow, because then we should go to
the first rapid on the Beaver River below the lakes, and there in the
pool, where two fishings had yielded us more than one hundred and
thirty trout on the up trail, test our fortunes.

The morning (October 9th) dawned crisp and wintry.  The sun rose in a
cloudless sky and set all the lake a-glinting.  On the peaks of the
Kipling Mountains the sunbeams kissed the snow, causing it to gleam and
scintillate in brilliant contrast to the deep blue of the heavens above
and the dark green of the forests below.  Under normal circumstances we
should have paused to drink in the beauty of it all; but as we in our
faithful old canoe paddled quickly down over the lake I am afraid that
none of us thought of anything save the outcome of the test we were to
make of our fortunes at the rapid for which we were bound.  It is
difficult to be receptive to beauty when one has had only a little
watered pea meal for breakfast after a long train of lean and hungry
days.  We were glad only that the sun was modifying the chill air of
the dawn, thus increasing our chance of getting fish.

How friendly the narrow lake looked where we had seen the otter at play
at sunset and where the loons had laughed at us so derisively.  And the
point, where we had camped that August night and roasted our goose
seemed very homelike.  We stopped there for a moment to look for bones.
There were a few charred ones where the fire had been.  They crumbled
without much pressure, and we ate them.  No trout were jumping in the
lake now--its mirror-like surface was unbroken.  All was still, very
still.  To our somewhat feverish imagination it seemed as if all nature
were bating its breath as if tensely waiting for the outcome at the
fishing pool.

I can hardly say what we expected.  I fear my own faith was weak, but I
believe Hubbard's was strong--his was the optimistic temperament.  How
glad we were to feel the river current as it caught the canoe and
hurried it on to the rapid!  Suddenly, as we turned a point in the
stream, the sound of the rushing waters came to us.  A few moments more
and we were there.  Just above the rapid we ran the canoe ashore, and
Hubbard with his rod hurried down to the pool and cast a fly upon the
water.



XV. GEORGE'S DREAM

Since the weather had become colder we always fished with bait, if any
were available, and so, when after a few minutes a small trout took
Hubbard's fly, he made his next cast with a fin cut from his first
catch.  Before he cast the fly, George and I ran the canoe through the
rapid to a point just below the pool where we had decided to camp.
Then, leaving George to finish the work of making camp, I took my rod
and joined Hubbard.  All day long, and until after dusk, we fished.  We
got sixty.  But they were all tiny, not averaging more than six inches
long.

The test of our fortunes was not encouraging.  Hubbard especially was
disappointed, as he had been cherishing the hope that we might catch
enough to carry us well down the trail.  And what were sixty little
fish divided among three ravenous men!  We ate fifteen of them for
luncheon and eighteen for supper, and began to fear the worst.  The pea
meal now was down to one and a half pounds.

It was late when we gave up trying to get more fish, but we sat long by
the fire considering the possibility of finding scraps at the camp down
the Beaver where we had killed the caribou on August 12.  The head, we
remembered, had been left practically untouched, and besides the bones
there were three hoofs lying about somewhere, if they had not been
carried off by animals.  We knew that these scraps had been rotting for
two months, but we looked forward hopefully to reaching them on the
morrow.

No lovelier morning ever dawned than that of Saturday (October 10th),
and until midday the weather was balmy and warm; but in the afternoon
clouds began to gather attended by a raw west wind. While George and I
shot the rapids, Hubbard fished them, catching in all seventeen little
trout.  Some of the rapids George and I went through in the canoe we
should never, under ordinary conditions, have dreamed of shooting.  But
George expressed the sentiments of all of us when he said: "We may as
well drown as starve, and it's a blamed sight quicker."  Only when the
river made actual falls did George and I resort to portaging.  However,
we did not make the progress we had hoped, and much disappointed that
we could not reach Camp Caribou that night, we camped at the foot of
the last fall above the lake expansion on the shore of which George and
I had ascended a hill to be rewarded with a splendid view of the
country and the Kipling Mountains.  Our day's food consisted of three
trout each at each of our three meals.

Sunday (October 11th) was another perfect day.  It was wintry, but we
had become inured to the cold.  We each had a pair of skin mittens,
which although practically gone as to the palms, served to protect our
hands from the winds.  Before we started forward I read aloud John
xvii.  Again in the morning we divided nine little trout among us, and
the remaining eight we had for luncheon.  The weather was now so cold
that do what we would we never again could induce a trout, large or
small, to take the bait or rise to the fly.

In the course of the day George took two long shots at ducks, and
missed both times; it would have been phenomenal if he hadn't. There
was one fall that we could not shoot, and we landed on the bank to
unload the canoe.  All three of us tried to lift the canoe so as to
carry it about thirty yards down to where we could again launch it, but
we were unable to get it to our heads and it fell to ground with a
crash.  Then we looked at one another and understood.  No one spoke,
but we all understood.  Up to this time Hubbard and I had kept up the
fiction that we were "not so weak," but now all of us knew that
concealment no longer was possible, and the clear perception came to us
that if we ever got out of the wilderness it would be only by the grace
of God.

With difficulty we dragged the canoe to the launching place, and on the
way found the cleaning rod Hubbard's father had made for him, which had
been lost while we were portaging around the fall on our upward
journey.  Hubbard picked the rod up tenderly and put it in the canoe.

An hour before sunset we reached Camp Caribou, the place where we had
broiled those luscious steaks that 12th of August and had merrily
talked and feasted far into the night.  Having dragged the canoe up on
the sandy shore, we did not wait to unload it, but at once staggered up
the bank to begin our eager search for scraps. The head of the caribou,
dried and worm-eaten, was where we had left it.  The bones we had cut
the meat from were there.  The remnants of the stomach, partially
washed away, were there.  But we found only two hoofs.  We had left
three.  Up and down and all around the camp we searched for that other
hoof; but it was gone.

"Somebody's taken it," said George.  "Somebody's taken it, sure--a
marten or somebody."

When all the refuse we could find had been collected, and the tent had
been pitched on the spot where it stood before, George got a fire going
and prepared our banquet of bones and hoofs.  The bit of hair that
clung to the skin on the upper part of the hoofs he singed off by
holding them a moment in the fire.  Then, taking an axe, he chopped the
hoofs and bones up together, and placed some of the mess in the kettle
to boil.  A really greasy, though very rancid, broth resulted.  Some of
the bones and particularly the hoofs were maggoty, but, as Hubbard
said, the maggots seemed to make the broth the richer, and we drank it
all.  It tasted good. For some time we sat gnawing the gristle and
scraps of decayed flesh that clung to the bones, and we were honestly
thankful for our meal.

The bones from which we made our broth were not thrown away.  On the
contrary we carefully took them from the kettle and placed them with
the other bones, to boil and reboil them until the last particle of
grease had been extracted.  There was little left on the head save the
hide, but that also was placed with the pile of bones, as well as the
antlers, which were in velvet, and what remained of the stomach and its
contents.

After we had finished gnawing our bones, George sat very quiet as if
brooding over some great problem.  Finally he arose, brought his camp
bag to the fire, and, resuming his seat, went low into the recesses of
the bag.  Still holding his hand in the bag, he looked at me and
grinned.

"Well?" said I.

"Sh-h-h," he replied, and slowly withdrawing his hand held up--an ounce
package of cut plug tobacco!

I stared at the tobacco, and then again caught George's eye.  Our
smiles became beatific.

"I've been savin' this for when we needed it most," said George. "And I
guess the time's come."

He handed me the package, and I filled my pipe, long unused to anything
save leaves from the teapot and red willow bark.  Then George filled
his pipe.

From the fire we took brands and applied them to the tobacco. Deep,
deep were our inhalations of the fragrant smoke.

"George," said I, "however in the world could you keep it so long?"

"Well," said George--puff, puff--"well, when we were gettin' so short
of grub"--puff--"thinks I"--puff--"the time's comin'"--puff,
puff--"when we'll need cheerin' up"--puff--"and, says I,"--puff--"I'll
just sneak this away until that time comes."

"George," said I, lying back and watching the smoke curl upward in the
light of the fire, "you are not a half bad sort of a fellow."

"Wallace," said be, "we'll have a pipeful of this every night until it
is gone."

"I'd try it, too," said Hubbard wistfully, "but I know it would make me
sick, so I'll drink a little tea."

After he had had his tea, he read to us the First Psalm.  These
readings from the Bible brought with them a feeling of indescribable
comfort, and I fancy we all went to our blankets that night content to
know that whatever was, was for the best.

With the first signs of dawn we were up and had another pot of bone
broth.  Again the morning (October 12th) was crisp and beautiful, and
the continuance of the good weather gave us new courage.  While the
others broke camp, I went on down the river bank in the hope of finding
game, but when, after I had walked a mile, they overtook me with the
canoe I had seen nothing.  While boiling bones at noon, we
industriously employed ourselves in removing the velvet skin from the
antlers and singeing the hair off.  In the afternoon we encountered
more rapids.  Once Hubbard relieved me at the stern paddle, but he was
too weak to act quickly, and we had a narrow escape from being
overturned.

While making camp at night, George heard a whiskey jack calling, and he
sneaked off into the brush and shot it.  We reserved it as a dainty for
breakfast.  As we sat by the fire gnawing bones and chewing up scorched
pieces of antlers, we again discussed the question as to whether we
should stick to the canoe and run the river out to its mouth or abandon
the canoe where we had entered the river.  As usual George and I urged
the former course.

"When you're in the bush stick to your canoe as long as you can," said
George; "that's always a good plan."

But Hubbard was firm in the belief that we should take the route we
knew, and renewed his argument about the possibility of getting
windbound on Goose Bay, into which we thought the river flowed. Being
windbound had for him especial terrors, due, I suppose, to his normally
active nature.  Another thing that inclined him towards taking the old
trail was his strong faith that we should get trout in the outlet to
Lake Elson, where we had such a successful fishing on the inbound
journey.  He argued, furthermore, that along what we then thought was
the Nascaupee River we should be able to recover the provisions we had
abandoned soon after plunging into the wild.

"However," he said in closing, "we'll see how we feel about it
to-morrow.  I'll sleep on it."

I remember I dreaded so much a return to the Susan Valley that I told
Hubbard it seemed like suicide to leave the river we were on and
abandon the canoe.  I felt strongly on the subject and expressed my
opinion freely.  But it was a question of judgment about which one
man's opinion was as likely to be right as another's and, recognising
this, we never permitted our discussions as to the best course to
follow to create any ill-feeling.

On Tuesday (October 13th) the weather continued to favour us.  We shot
the rapids without a mishap, and camped at night within three miles of
where we had entered the river.  But still the question about leaving
it was undecided.  The whiskey jack and a bit of pea meal helped our
pot of bone broth at breakfast, and in addition to more broth we had in
the evening some of the caribou stomach and its contents and a part of
a moccasin that Hubbard had made from the caribou skin and had worn
full of holes.  Boiled in the kettle the skin swelled thick and was
fairly palatable.


Clouds and a sprinkle of rain introduced the morning of Wednesday
(October 14th).  While the bones were boiling for breakfast, George
brought out the caribou skin that he had picked up on the shore of Lake
Disappointment after we had abandoned it.  Now as he put a piece of it
in the kettle, we recalled his prophecy that some day we might want to
eat it, and laughed.  Into the pot also went one-sixth of a pound of
pea meal together with a few lumps of flour that we carefully scraped
from a bag we had thrown away in the summer and found near the camp.
While we were eating this breakfast (and really enjoying it) we again
considered the problem as to whether or not we should leave the river.
In the course of the discussion George said quietly:

"I had a strange dream about that last night, fellus."

We urged him to tell us what it was.

"It was a strange dream," he repeated, and hesitated.  Then: "Well, I
dreamed the Lord stood before me, very beautiful and bright, and He had
a mighty kind look on His face, and He said to me: 'George, don't leave
this river--just stick to it and it will take you out to Grand Lake
where you'll find Blake's cache with lots of grub, and then you'll be
all right and safe.  I can't spare you any more fish, George, and if
you leave this river you won't get any more.  Just stick to this river,
and I'll take you out safe.'

"The Lord was all smilin' and bright," continued George, "and He looked
at me very pleasant.  Then He went away, and I dreamed we went right
down the river and came out in Grand Lake near where we had left it
comin' up, and we found Blake there, and he fed us and gave us all the
grub we wanted, and we had a fine time."

It was quite evident that George was greatly impressed by his dream.  I
give it here simply for what it is worth.  At the same time I cannot
help characterising it as remarkable, not to say extraordinary; for
none of us had had even a suspicion that the river we were on emptied
into Grand Lake at all, much less that its mouth was near the point
where we left the lake.  But I myself attached no importance to the
dream at the time, whatever I may think now; I was chiefly influenced,
I suppose, in my opposition to the abandonment of the river by the
unspeakable dread I had felt all along of returning to the Susan
Valley--was it a premonition?--and no doubt it was only natural that
Hubbard should disregard the dream.

"It surely was an unusual dream," he said to George; "but it isn't
possible, as you know, for this river to empty into Grand Lake. We were
talking about leaving the river until late last night, and you had it
on your mind--that's what made you dream about it."

"May be it was," said George calmly; "but it was a mighty strange
dream, and we'd better think about it before we leave the river. Stick
to the canoe, Hubbard, that's what I say.  Wallace and I 'll shoot the
rapids all right.  They're sure to be not so bad as we've had, and I
think they'll be a lot better.  We can run 'em, can't we, Wallace?"

I added my opinion to George's that there would be more water to cover
the rocks farther down, and said that however bad the rapids might be I
should venture to take the stern paddle in every one that George dared
to tackle.  But Hubbard only said:

"I still think, boys, we should take the trail we know."

"That means suicide," I said for the second time, rather bitterly, I
fear.  "We'll surely leave our bones in that awful valley over there.
We're too weak to accomplish that march."

Once more Hubbard marshalled his arguments in favour of the overland
route, and George and I said no more that morning.

Soon after we relaunched the canoe something occurred to change the
current of our thoughts.  A little way ahead of us, swimming slowly
down the river, George espied a duck.  No one spoke while we landed
him, rifle in hand, on the bank.  Cautiously he stole down among the
alders and willows that lined the shore, and then crawled on hands and
knees through the marsh until the duck was opposite to him.  It seemed
a very small thing for a rifle target while it was moving, and as
George put the rifle to his shoulder and carefully aimed, Hubbard and I
watched him with nerves drawn to a tension.  Once he lowered the rifle,
changed his position slightly, then again raised the weapon to his
shoulder.  He was deliberation personified.  Would he never fire?  But
suddenly the stillness of the wilderness was broken by a loud, clear
report. And Hubbard and I breathed again, breathed a prayer of
gratitude, as we saw the duck turn over on its back.  With his long
black hair falling loosely over his ears, ragged, and dripping wet with
the marsh water, George arose and returned to us.  Stopping for a
moment before entering the canoe, he looked heavenward and reverently
said:

"The Lord surely guided that bullet."

It was still early in the morning when we arrived at the point where we
had portaged into the river.  George prepared the duck--small it was
but very fat--for a delicious, glorious luncheon, and while it was
cooking we had our last discussion as to whether or not we should leave
the river.

"Well," I at length said to Hubbard, "a final decision can be deferred
no longer.  It's up to you, b'y--which route are we to take?"

"I firmly believe," said Hubbard, "that we should stick to our old
trail."

George and I said no more.  The question was settled.  Hubbard was the
leader.  Immediately after luncheon we set to work preparing for the
march overland.  In addition to several minor articles of equipment, we
decided to leave behind us the artificial horizon, the sextant box, and
one of the axes.  When our light packs had been prepared, we turned the
canoe bottom up on the river bank.  I hated to leave it.  I turned once
to pat and stroke the little craft that had carried us so far in
safety.  To me it was one of our party--a dear friend and comrade.  It
seemed cruel to abandon it there in the midst of the wilderness.  In my
abnormal state of mind I could scarcely restrain the tears.

But the best of friends must part, and so, shouldering our light packs,
we bid the canoe a last farewell, and staggered forward to the horrors
in store for us on the trail below.



XVI. AT THE LAST CAMP

We began our march back to the Susan Valley with a definite plan. Some
twenty-five miles below, on the Susan River, we had abandoned about
four pounds of wet flour; twelve or fifteen miles below the flour there
was a pound of powdered milk, and four or five miles still further down
the trail a pail with perhaps four pounds of lard.  Hubbard considered
the distances and mapped out each day's march as he hoped to accomplish
it.  We had in our possession, besides the caribou bones and hide, one
and one-sixth pounds of pea meal.  Could we reach the flour?  If so,
that perhaps would take us on to the milk powder, and that to the lard;
and then we should be within easy distance of Grand Lake and Blake's
winter hunting cache.

Hubbard was hopeful; George and I were fearful.  Hubbard's belief that
we should be able to reach the flour was largely based on his
expectation that we should get fish in the outlet to Lake Elson. His
idea was that the water of the lake would be much warmer than that of
the river.  He had, poor chap! the fatal faculty, common to persons of
the optimistic temperament, of making himself believe what he wanted to
believe.  Neither George nor I remarked on the possibilities or
probabilities of our getting fish in Lake Elson's outlet, and just
before we said good-bye to the canoe Hubbard turned to me and said:

"Wallace, don't you think we'll get them there?  Aren't you hopeful we
shall?"

"Yes, I hope," I answered.  "But I fear.  The fish, you know, b'y,
haven't been rising at all for several days, and perhaps it's better
not to let our hopes run too high; for then, if they fail us, the
disappointment won't be so hard to bear."

"Yes, that's so," he replied; "but it makes me feel good to look
forward to good fishing there.  We will get fish there, we will! Just
say we will, b'y; for that makes me feel happy."

"We will--we'll say we will," I repeated to comfort him.

Under ordinary conditions we should have found our packs, in their
depleted state, very easy to carry; but, as it was, they weighed us
down grievously as we trudged laboriously up the hill from the river
and over the ridge to the marsh on the farther side of which lay Lake
Elson.  On the top of the ridge and on the slope where it descended to
the marsh we found a few mossberries, which we ate while we rested.
Crossing the marsh, we stepped from bog to bog when we could, but a
large part of the time were knee-deep in the icy water and mud.  Our
feet at this time were wrapped in pieces of a camp blanket, tied to
what remained of the moccasin uppers with pieces of our old trolling
line.  George and I were all but spent when we reached our old camping
ground on the outlet to Lake Elson, and what it cost Hubbard to get
across that marsh I can only imagine.

As soon as we arrived Hubbard tried the fish.  It did not take him long
to become convinced that there was no hope of inducing any to rise.  It
was a severe blow to him, but he rallied his courage and soon
apparently was as full of confidence as ever that we should be able to
reach the flour.  While Hubbard was trying the fish, George looked the
old camp over carefully for refuse, and found two goose heads, some
goose bones, and the lard pail we had emptied there.

"I'll heat the pail," he said, "and maybe there'll be a little grease
sticking to it that we can stir in our broth."  Then, after looking at
us for a moment, he put his hand into the pail and added: "I've got a
little surprise here.  I thought I'd keep it until the bones were
boiled, but I guess you might as well have it now."

From out of the pail he brought three little pieces of bacon--just a
mouthful for each.  I cannot remember what we said, but as I write I
can almost feel again the thrill of joy that came to me upon beholding
those little pieces of bacon.  They seemed like a bit of food from
home, and they were to us as the rarest dainty.

George reboiled the bones with a piece of the hide and the remainder of
the deer's stomach, and with this and the goose bones and heads we
finished our supper.  We were fairly comfortable when we went to rest.
The hunger pangs were passing now.  I have said that at this time I was
in an abnormal state of mind.  I suppose that was true of us all.  The
love of life had ceased to be strong upon us.  For myself I know that I
was conscious only of a feeling that I must do all I could to preserve
my life and to help the others.  Probably it was the beginning of the
feeling of indifference, or reconciliation with the inevitable, that
mercifully comes at the approach of death.

In the morning (Thursday, October 15th) we again went over our
belongings, and decided to abandon numerous articles we had hitherto
hoped to carry through with us--my rifle and cartridges, some pistol
ammunition, the sextant, the tarpaulin, fifteen rolls of photograph
films, my fishing rod, maps, and note book, and various other odds and
ends, including the cleaning rod Hubbard's father had made for him.

"I wonder where father and mother are now," said Hubbard, as he took a
last look at the cleaning rod.  For a few moments he clung to it
lovingly; then handed it to me with the words, "Put it with your rifle
and fishing rod, b'y."  And as I removed the cartridge from the
magazine, and held the rifle up for a last look before wrapping it in
the tarpaulin, he said: "It almost makes me cry to see you leave the
fishing rod.  If it is at all possible, we must see that the things are
recovered.  If they are, I want you to promise me that when you die
you'll will the rod to me.  It has got us more grub than anything else
in the outfit, and it's carried us over some bad times.  I'd like to
have it, and I'd keep and cherish it always."

I promised him that he certainly should have it.  Well, the rod was
recovered.  And now when I look at the old weather-beaten piece of wood
as it reposes comfortably in my den at home, I recall this incident,
and my imagination carries me back to those last fishing days when
Hubbard used it; and I can see again his gaunt form arrayed in rags as
he anxiously whipped the waters on our terrible struggle homeward.  It
is the only thing I have with which he was closely associated during
those awful days, and it is my most precious possession.

As we were chewing on a piece of hide and drinking the water from the
reboiled bones at breakfast, Hubbard told us he had had a realistic
dream of rejoining his wife.  The boy was again piteously homesick, and
when we shouldered with difficulty our lightened packs and began the
weary struggle on, my heart was heavy with a great dread.  Dark clouds
hung low in the sky, but the day was mild.  Once or twice while
skirting Lake Elson we halted to pick the few scattering mossberries
that were to be found, once we halted to make tea to stimulate us, and
at our old camp on Mountaineer Lake we again boiled the bones and used
the water to wash down another piece of the caribou hide.

In the afternoon George took the lead, I followed, and Hubbard brought
up the rear.  Suddenly George stopped, dropped his pack, and drew
Hubbard's pistol, which he carried because he was heading the
procession.  Hubbard and I also halted and dropped our packs. Into the
brush George disappeared, and we heard, at short intervals, the pistol
crack three times.  Then George reappeared with three spruce-grouse.
How our hearts bounded!  How we took George's hand and pressed it,
while his face lighted up with the old familiar grin!  We fingered the
birds to make sure they were good and fat.  We turned them over and
over and gloated over them. George plucked them at once that we might
see their plump bodies. It is true we were not so very hungry, but
those birds meant that we could travel just so much the farther.

We pushed on that we might make our night camp at the place where we
had held the goose banquet on the 3d of August--that glorious night
when we were so eager to proceed, when the northern lights illuminated
the heavens and the lichens gleamed on the barren hill.  Hubbard, I
noticed, was lagging, and I told George quietly to set a slower pace.
Then, to give Hubbard encouragement, I fell to the rear.  The boy was
staggering fearfully, and I watched him with increasing consternation.
"We must get him out of here!  We must!  We must!" I kept saying to
myself.  The camping place was only two hundred yards away when he sank
on the trail.  I was at his side in a moment.  He looked up at me with
a pitiful smile, and spoke so low I could scarcely hear him.

"B'y, I've got to rest here--a little--just a little while...you
understand...My legs--have given out."

"That's right, b'y, take a little rest," I said.  "You'll be all right
soon.  But rest a little.  I'll rest a bit with you; and then we'll
leave your pack here, and you walk to camp light, and I'll come back
for your pack."

In a few minutes he got bravely up.  We left his pack and together
walked slowly on to join George at the old goose camp on Goose Creek.
Then I returned for the pack that had been left behind.

George boiled one of the grouse for supper.  Hubbard told us he was not
discouraged.  His weakness, he said, was only momentary, and he was
sure he would be quite himself in the morning, ready to continue the
march homeward.  After supper, as he was lying before the fire, he
asked me, if I was not too tired, to read him the latter part of the
sixth chapter of Matthew.  I took the Book and read as he requested,
closing with the words:

"Wherefore, if God so clothe the grass of the field, which to-day is,
and to-morrow is cast into the oven, shall he not much more clothe you,
O ye of little faith?  Therefore take no thought, saying, What shall we
eat? or, What shall we drink? or, Wherewithal shall we be clothed? (For
after all these things do the Gentiles seek:) for your heavenly Father
knoweth that ye have need of all these things.  But seek ye first the
kingdom of God and His righteousness; and all these things shall be
added unto you.  Take therefore no thought for the morrow; for the
morrow shall take thought for the things of itself.  Sufficient unto
the day is the evil thereof."

"How beautiful, how encouraging that is!" said Hubbard, as I put away
the Book.  He crawled into the tent to go to sleep. Then: "I'm so
happy, b'y, so very, very happy to-night...for we're going home...we're
going home."  And he slept.

Before I lay down I wrote in my diary:

"Hubbard is in very bad shape--completely worn out physically and
mentally--but withal a great hero, never complaining and always trying
to cheer us up."

George said he was sick when he went to rest, and that added to my
concern.

Friday morning (October 16th) came clear, mild, and beautiful.  I was
up at break of day to start the fire, and soon was followed by George
and a little later by Hubbard.  We all said we were feeling better.
George shot a foolhardy whiskey jack that ventured too near the camp,
and it went into the pot with a grouse for breakfast.  The meal eaten,
we all felt very much stronger, but decided that more outfit must be
abandoned.  I gave George my extra undershirt and a blue flannel shirt,
both of which he donned.  Every scrap we thought at the time we could
do without, including many photograph films and George's blanket, was
cached.

After Hubbard read aloud John xv, we resumed the struggle. Naturally
George and I relieved Hubbard of everything he would permit us to.  The
fact was, we could not have taken much more and moved.  When Hubbard
broke down on the trail, it was strictly necessary for me to make two
trips with the packs; although his weighed something less than ten
pounds, I could not have carried it in addition to my own if my life
had depended upon it.

Just below the place where Hubbard caught so many fish that day in
August that we killed the geese, we stopped for a moment to rest.
Hardly had we halted when George grabbed Hubbard's rifle, exclaiming,
"Deer!"  About four hundred yards below us, a magnificent caribou, his
head held high, dashed across the stream and into the bush.  He was on
our lee and had winded us.  No shot was fired.  One fleeting glance,
and he was gone.  Our feelings can be imagined.  His capture would have
secured our safety.

We struggled on.  At midday we ate our last grouse.  At this stopping
place George abandoned his waterproof camp bag and his personal effects
that he might be able to carry Hubbard's rifle. This relieved Hubbard
of seven pounds, but he again failed before we reached our night camp.
It was like the previous evening. With jaws set he tottered grimly on
until his legs refused to carry him farther, and he sank to the ground.
Again I helped him into camp, and returned for his pack.

We pitched the tent facing a big rock so that the heat from the fire,
blazing between, might be reflected into the tent, the front of which
was thrown wide open.  Of course George and I did all the camp work.
Fortunately there was not much to do; our camps being pitched on the
sites of previous ones, we had stakes ready to hand for the tent, and
in this part of the country we were able to find branches and logs that
we could burn without cutting.  We still had one axe with us, but
neither George nor I had the strength to swing it.

The night was cold and damp.  For supper we had another piece of the
caribou hide, and water from the much-boiled bones with what I believed
was the last of the pea meal--about two spoonfuls that Hubbard shook
into the pot from the package, which he then threw away.  As we
reclined in the open front of the tent before the fire, I again read
from the Bible, and again a feeling of religious exaltation came to
Hubbard.  "I'm so happy, and oh! so sleepy," he murmured, and was
quiet.  He did not make his usual entry in his diary.  In my own diary
for this date I find:

"Hubbard's condition is pitiable, but he bears himself like the hero
that he is--trying always to cheer and encourage us.  He is visibly
failing.  His voice is very weak and low.  I fear he will break down at
every step.  O God, what can we do!  How can we save him!"

On Saturday (October 17th) threatening clouds overcast the sky, and a
raw wind was blowing.  It penetrated our rags and set us a-shiver.  At
dawn we had more water from the bones and more of the hide.  Cold and
utterly miserable, we forced our way along.  Our progress was becoming
slower and slower.  But every step was taking us nearer home, we said,
and with that thought we encouraged ourselves.  At noon we came upon
our first camp above the Susan River.  There George picked up one of
our old flour bags.  A few lumps of mouldy flour were clinging to it,
and he scraped them carefully into the pot to give a little substance
to the bone water.  We also found a box with a bit of baking powder
still in it.  The powder was streaked with rust from the tin, but we
ate it all.

Then Hubbard made a find--a box nearly half full of pasty mustard.
After we had each eaten a mouthful, George put the remainder in the
pot.  He was about to throw the box away when Hubbard asked that it be
returned to him.  Hubbard took the box and sat holding it in his hand.

"That box came from Congers," he said, as if in a reverie.  "It came
from my home in Congers.  Mina has had this very box in her hands.  It
came from the little grocery store where I've been so often.  Mina
handed it to me before I left home.  She said the mustard might be
useful for plasters.  We've eaten it instead.  I wonder where my girl
is now.  I wonder when I'll see her again. Yes, she had that very box
in her hands-in her hands!  She's been such a good wife to me."

Slowly he bent his head, and the tears trickled down his cheeks.

George and I turned away.

It was near night when we reached the point near the junction of the
Susan River and Goose Creek where we were to cross the river to what
had been our last camping ground in the awful valley, and which was to
prove our last camp in Labrador.  Hubbard staggered along during the
afternoon with the greatest difficulty, and finally again sank to the
ground, completely exhausted.  George took his pack across the river.
While he crouched there on the trail, Hubbard's face bore an expression
of absolute despair.  At length I helped him to his feet, and in
silence we forded the shallow stream.

Our camp was made a short distance below the junction of the streams,
among the fir trees a little way from the river bank. Here and there
through the forest were numerous large rocks. Before one of these we
pitched the tent, with the front of it open to receive the heat from
the fire as it was reflected from the rock.  More bone water and hide
served us for supper, with the addition of a yeast cake from a package
George had carried throughout the trip and never used.  Huddling in the
front of the tent, we counselled.

"Well, boys," said Hubbard, "I'm busted.  I can't go any
farther--that's plain.  I can't go any farther.  We've got to do
something."

In the silence the crackling of the logs became pronounced.

"George," Hubbard continued, "maybe you had better try to reach Blake's
camp, and send in help if you're strong enough to get there.  If you
find a cache, and don't find Blake, try to get back with some of the
grub.  There's that old bag with a little flour in it--you might find
that.  And then the milk powder and the lard farther down.  Maybe
Wallace could go with you as far as the flour and bring back a little
of it here.  What do you say, b'y?"

"I say it's well," I answered.  "We've got to do something at once."

"It's the only thing to do," said George.  "I'm willin', and I'll do
the best I can to find Blake and get help."

"Then," said Hubbard, "you'd better start in the morning, boys. If you
don't find the bag, you'd better go on with George, Wallace; for then
there would be no use of your trying to get back here.  Yes, boys,
you'd better start in the morning.  I'll be quite comfortable here
alone until help comes."

"I'll come back, flour or no flour," I said, dreading the thought of
his staying there alone in the wilderness.

We planned it all before Hubbard went to sleep.  George and I, when we
started in the morning, were to carry as little as possible.  I thought
I should be able to reach the flour bag and be back within three days.
We were to prepare for Hubbard a supply of wood, and leave him
everything on hand that might be called food--the bones and the
remainder of the hide, a sack with some lumps of flour sticking to it
that I had recovered at this camp, and the rest of the yeast cakes.
George and I were to depend solely on the chance of finding game.

"I'm much relieved now," said Hubbard, when it had all been settled.
"I feel happy and contented.  I feel that our troubles are about ended.
I am very, very happy and contented."

He lay down in his blanket.  After a little he said: "B'y, I'm rather
chilly; won't you make the fire a little bigger."

I threw on more wood, and when I sat down I told him I should keep the
fire going all night; for the air was damp and chill.

"Oh, thank you, b'y," he murmured, "thank you.  You're so good." After
another silence, the words came faintly: "B'y, won't you read to me
those two chapters we've had before?--the fourteenth of John and the
thirteenth of First Corinthians... I'd like to hear them again, b'y...
I'm very... sleepy... but I want to hear you read before... I go... to
sleep."

Leaning over so that the light of the fire might shine on the Book, I
turned to the fourteenth of John and began: "'Let not your heart be
troubled'" I paused to glance at Hubbard.  He was asleep. Like a weary
child, he had fallen asleep with the first words. The dancing flames
lit up his poor, haggard, brown face; but upon it now there was no look
of suffering; it was radiant with peace.

George lay by his side, also asleep.  Thus I began a night of weary
vigil and foreboding.  My heart was heavy with a presentiment of
something dreadful.  In the forest beyond the fire the darkness was
intense.  There was a restless stir among the fir tops; then a weary,
weary sighing.  The wind had arisen.  I dozed. But what was that! I sat
suddenly erect.

On the canvas above me sounded a patter, patter, patter.  Rain!

Gradually the real and the seeming became blended.  Beyond the
fire-glow, on the edge of the black pall of night, horrid shapes began
to gather.  They leered at me, and mocked me, and oh! they were telling
me something dreadful was going to happen.  A sudden jerk, and I sat up
and stared wildly about me. Nothing but the sighing tree-tops, and the
patter, patter, patter of the rain. The fire had died down.  I
struggled to my feet, and threw on more wood.

Again the horrid shapes leered at me from out the gloom.  Then I heard
myself exclaiming, "No, no, no!" The nameless dread was strong upon me.
I listened intently for Hubbard's breathing.  Had it ceased?  I crawled
over and peered long and anxiously at his face--his face which was so
spectral and wan in the uncertain firelight.  Twice I did this.  A
confused sense of things evil and malicious, a confused sense of
sighing wind and pattering rain, a confused sense of starts and jerks
and struggles with wood, and the night wore on.

The black slowly faded into drab.  The trees, dripping with moisture,
gradually took shape.  The day of our parting had come.



XVII. THE PARTING

It was a drizzling rain, and the sombre clouds hung low in the sky.
The wind appeared to be steadily increasing.    The day was Sunday,
October 18th.  Presently George sat up, rubbed his eyes and gazed about
him for a moment in bewilderment.

"Mornin', Wallace," he said, when he had collected his senses, "that
blamed rain will make the travellin' hard, won't it?"

He tied the pieces of blanket to his feet, and started for the river to
get a kettle of water with which to reboil the bones. The movement
aroused Hubbard, and he, too, sat up.

"How's the weather, b'y?" he asked.

"It makes me think of Longfellow's 'Rainy Day,"' I replied.  "'The day
is cold, and dark, and dreary.'"

"Yes," he quickly returned; "but

   "'Be still, sad heart, and cease repining;
     Behind the clouds is the sun still shining.'"

I looked at him with admiration.

"Hubbard," I exclaimed, "you're a wonder!  You've a way of making our
worst troubles seem light.  I've been sitting here imagining all sorts
things."

"There's no call to worry, by," he smilingly said; "we'll soon have
grub now, and then we can rest and sleep--and get strong."

He arose from his blanket, and walked out of the tent to look at the
sky.  Slowly he returned, and sank wearily down.

"I'm feeling stronger and better than I did last night," he said; "but
I'm too weak to walk or stand up long."

When our breakfast of bones and hide boiled with a yeast cake was
ready, he sat up in the tent to receive his share.  While drinking the
water and chewing the hide, we again carefully considered how long it
should take George to reach Grand Lake, and how long it would be before
help could arrive, if he were able to obtain any, and how long it would
require me to reach the flour and return. It was, roughly speaking,
forty miles to Grand Lake, and fifteen miles to the flour.

That there was room for doubt as to whether my strength would carry me
to the flour and back again, we all recognised; and we fully realised,
that if George failed to reach Grand Lake, or, reaching there, failed
to find Blake or Blake's cache, our doom would be sealed; but so long
had death been staring us in the face that it had ceased to have for us
any terror.  It was agreed, however, that each man should do his best
to live as long as possible.  I told Hubbard I should do my utmost to
be back in three days, even if I did not find the flour.

Hubbard remained seated in the front of the tent while George and I
went about gathering a supply of wood that we thought should last him
until someone returned.  George also brought a kettle of water from the
river, and thoughtfully placed it near the fire for Hubbard's use in
boiling the bones and hide, all of which we left with him together with
the yeast and some tea.  I also turned over to him the pair of blankets
he had delivered to me at Halifax--the birthday gift from my sisters.

These preparations for Hubbard's comfort completed, George and I
returned to the tent to arrange the kits we were to take with us.
Hubbard sat in the middle of the tent towards the rear; George and I on
either side of him in the front.  Hubbard gave George his pistol and
compass, and I had my own pistol and compass.  The pistols we fastened
to our belts along with a sheath knife and tin cup.  Having a case for
my compass, I wore it also on my belt; George placed his in his pocket.
Each of us had half a blanket, this to be our only covering at night.
George placed his half, together with a tea pail and some tea, in the
waterproof bag he had been using to carry food.  This bag he bound with
a pack strap, leaving a loop to sling over his shoulder.  I also bound
my half a blanket with a pack strap, thinking as I did so that I soon
might want to eat the strap.  And then, when George and I had filled
our waterproof boxes with wax taper matches, and placed a handful of
pistol cartridges in our pockets, we were ready to start.

At this point I suggested it might be well for each man to make a note
of such disposition as he desired made of his effects. George made an
entry in his note book, and asked Hubbard to write when we were gone a
letter to Mr. King, the Hudson's Bay Company's agent at Missanabie, in
reference to his (George's) affairs at that post.  I then made the last
entry in my diary, and with it wrote what I believed might be a last
message to my sisters and my friend and associate in business, Mr.
Alonzo G. McLaughlin.  I put the diary with my other papers in my camp
bag, and placed the bag in the rear of the tent, where the note Hubbard
was to write for George was also to be placed; we believed that if
worst came to worst the tent was more likely to be found than our
bodies down on the trail.  Hubbard had been watching us silently while
we did these things, and now he said:

"Wallace, if you get out of this, and I don't, you'll have to write the
story of the trip."

I expressed some doubt as to my ability, but he made me promise I would
do the best I could.  I also promised, at his request, that if I
survived him I should place his diary in his wife's hands.

"Thank you, b'y," he said.  "And now before you leave me won't you read
to me again?--I want to hear that fourteenth chapter of John and the
thirteenth of First Corinthians.  I fell asleep last night while you
were reading, I was so tired.  I'm sleepy now, very sleepy; but I'll
keep awake this time while you read."

I got my testament from my camp bag and read both chapters through,
noting as I read that the look of happiness and peace was returning to
Hubbard's poor, wan face.  When I had finished, he said quietly:

"Thank you, b'y, thank you very much.  Isn't that comforting?--'Let not
your heart be troubled.' It makes me feel good.  I've faith that we'll
all be saved.  I'm not worried.  McLean was caught just as we are.  He
sent a man for help and got out all right.  God will send us help, too."

"Yes," said I, "and we shall soon be safe home."

"We'll soon be safe home" repeated Hubbard--"safe home.  How happy that
makes me feel!"

It was time for George and me to go.  But I could not say good-bye just
yet.  I turned my back to Hubbard and faced the fire.  The tears were
welling up into my eyes, and I struggled for self-control.  George sat
silent, too, and his face was strangely drawn.  For a full ten minutes
we sat silently gazing into the fire.  Finally George arose.

"Well, Wallace, we'd better start now."

"Yes," I said; "we'd better start."

I collected myself as best I could, and, turning to Hubbard, held out
my hand.

"Good-bye, b'y; I'll be back soon."  And then, as I looked into his
poor, wistful eyes, I broke down and sobbed.

I crawled over to him, and put my arm about him.  I kissed his cheek,
and he kissed my cheek.  We embraced each other, and for a moment held
our faces close together.  Then I drew away.

George was crying, too.  The dear fellow went over to Hubbard, stooped
and kissed his cheek.

"With God's help, I'll save you, Hubbard!"

Hubbard kissed his cheek, and they embraced.

George slung his bundle on his shoulder, and I took up mine.  We turned
to go.  But I had to return.  I stooped and again kissed Hubbard's
cheek, and he again kissed mine.  He was quite calm--had been calm
throughout.  Only his eyes shone with that look of wistful longing.

"Good-bye, boys, and God be with you!"

"Good-bye!"

"Good-bye!"

And George and I left him.  About twenty yards away I turned for a last
look at the tent.  Hubbard evidently had immediately lain down; for he
was not to be seen.  All I saw was the little peak of balloon silk that
had been our home for so many weeks, the fire blazing between it and
the big rock, the kettle of water by the fire, and the white moss and
the dripping wet fir trees all about.

      *      *      *      *      *

Some one hundred and fifty yards farther on George and I forded a
brook, after which our course was through closely-grown, diminutive fir
trees until we came to a series of low, barren knolls.  On these knolls
we found some mossberries.  Then we pushed on. It was dreadfully slow
travelling.  The wind was in the east, and was rising.  The drizzling
rain had become a downpour, and it was dashed into our faces in sheets.
The cold was increasing.  Our hands were stiff and numb.  Somewhat
after midday George threw down his pack.  "We'll have a spell [rest]
and a cup of tea to warm us up," he said.

I did not protest.  The previous night had been a trying one, and I was
very tired.  We drew together some wood.  With his sheath-knife George
whittled some shavings, and a fire was soon blazing. When the kettle
had been placed over the fire to boil, George drew out of his bag a
package--yes, it was a half-pound package of pea meal!  At first I
could not believe my eyes, and I stood stupidly staring as George
prepared to stir some of it into the kettle.  At length I found my
tongue.

"George," I cried indignantly, "where did you get that pea meal?"

"Hubbard gave it to me this morning while you were gettin' wood," he
answered promptly.

"But why did you take it?

"He made me take it.  I didn't want to, but he said I must.  He said
we'd be workin' hard, and we'd need it, and if we didn't have somethin'
to eat, we couldn't travel far and couldn't get help to him.  We ought
to have it as much for his sake as for ours, he said, and I had to take
it from him to make him feel right."

Hubbard had evidently reserved that last half-pound of pea meal to be
used in a last extremity, and as the argument he had used to force it
on George had been at least specious, I could say nothing.  George put
one-third of the package (one-sixth of a pound) into the kettle, and we
each drank a pint of the soup.  It was very thin, but it did us good.

After a half-hour's rest, we pressed on as rapidly as possible, but
when night overtook us we could not have travelled more than six miles
from camp.  To the storm, as well as our weakness, was due our slow
progress.  As the afternoon wore on, the storm became furious.  The
rain descended in drenching sheets, and staggering blasts of wind drove
it into our faces.  Even if darkness had not stopped us, further
progress in the face of the tempest would have been impossible.

We selected for our bivouac as sheltered a spot as possible in a spruce
growth, hauled together a good supply of small dead trees and made a
fire.  For supper we had one-half of what remained of the pea meal,
reserving the other half (one-sixth of a pound) for breakfast.  There
was a little comfort to be gained from the fire. The rain still
descended upon us in sheets.  The blast of wind drove the smoke into
our eyes and blinded us.  Despite our weariness we could not sleep.
George lay down, but I sat crouching before the fire.  We tried to keep
our pieces of blanket over our heads, but when we did so we nearly
suffocated.  Now and again one or the other would rise to throw on more
wood.  Towards midnight the wind shifted, and snow began to fall.  It
fell as I never saw snow fall before.  And the wind never ceased, and
the smoke was more blinding than ever, and the night grew colder.

There were fully six inches of snow on the ground when the clouds broke
just before dawn, and before the first rays of the sun greeted us the
wind died away.  It was Monday, October 19th.  With the return of
daylight we ate the rest of the pea meal, and resumed our march down
the valley.  The daylight proved that my eyes had been greatly affected
by the smoke of our night's fire. Everything had a hazy appearance.
George complained of the same trouble.  Soon after we started, George
came upon a grouse track in the fresh snow, and followed it to a clump
of bushes a short distance off.  He aimed his pistol with great care,
but the bullet only knocked a few feathers out of the bird, and it flew
away, to George's keen chagrin and my bitter disappointment.

The flour bag we were to look for was on the opposite or south side of
the river, and it was necessary to cross.  Before noon we reached a
place at which George said it would be as easy to ford the stream as at
any other.  The icy water came almost up to our armpits, but we made
the other shore without mishap.  There we halted to build a fire and
thaw ourselves out; for immediately upon emerging from the river our
clothing froze hard and stiff. While waiting we had some hot tea, and
as quickly as possible pushed on.  We must reach the flour bag that
night.

I found it hard to keep the pace George was setting, and began to lag
wofully.  Several times he had to wait for me to overtake him. We came
upon a caribou trail in the snow, and followed it so long as it kept
our direction.  To some extent the broken path aided our progress.  In
the afternoon we came upon another grouse track. George followed it to
a clump of trees, where the bird was discovered sitting on a limb.
This time his aim was accurate, and the bird fell at his feet.  Quickly
he plucked the wings, cut them off and handed me one with the remark:
"They say raw partridge is good when a fellus' weak."  It was
delicious.  I ate the wing, warm with the bird's life blood, bones and
all, and George ate the other wing.

I soon found it utterly impossible to keep George's pace, and became so
exhausted that I was forced to take short rests.  At length I told
George he had better go ahead and look for the flour; that I should
rest, follow his trail and overtake him later.  He went on, but just
over the bare knoll we were crossing I found him sitting in the snow
waiting for me.

"I don't feel right to go ahead and leave you," he said.  "Do you see
that second knoll?"  He pointed to one of a series of round barren
knolls about half a mile down the river.

"Yes," I answered.

"Well, don't you remember it?  No?  Why, that's where we camped when we
threw the flour away, and that's where we'll stop to-night.  We'd
better eat a mouthful to help us on."

He had plucked the head and neck of the grouse, and now proceeded to
cut them off near the body.  To me he gave the neck, and ate the head
himself--raw, of course.

It was just dusk when we reached the knoll George had designated.
Straightway he went to a bush, ran his hand under it and pulled
out--the bag we were looking for.  We opened it eagerly.  As has been
said, we left about four pounds of flour in it.  Now there was a lump
of green and black mould.  However, we rejoiced at finding it; for it
was something and it might sustain our lives. It might send George to
the lard, and keep Hubbard and me until help could arrive.

On this side of the Susan the country for some distance had been
burned; but, while there were no standing trees, and the place was
entirely unsheltered, fallen spruce trees covered the ground in every
direction, so we found no difficulty in getting together a good pile of
dry wood for our night's fire, and we soon had a rousing big one going.
For supper we ate all of the grouse boiled with some of the flour mould
stirred in.  It was a splendid supper.

I had not sat long before the fire when I felt a strange sensation in
my eyes.  It was as if they had been filled with sharp splinters, and I
found it impossible to open them.  I was afflicted with
smoke-blindness, which is almost identical in its effect to
snow-blindness.  George filled my pipe with dried tea leaves and just a
bit of his precious tobacco; then lit it for me, as I could not see to
do it myself.  After our smoke we lay down, and I slept heavily; it was
practically the first sleep I had had in three days.  Some time in the
night George awoke me to make me eat a little of a concoction of the
mouldy flour and water, cooked thick and a trifle burned after the
style of nekapooshet, an Indian dish of which George was very fond.  At
the first signs of dawn he again roused me, saying:

"It's time to be up, Wallace.  We're goin' to have more snow to travel
in."

He was right.  The clouds were hanging low and heavy, and the first
scattering flakes were falling of a storm that was to last for ten
days.  I was able to open my eyes in the morning, but everything still
looked hazy.  We boiled some of the wretched mouldy flour for
breakfast, and then divided what remained, George taking the larger
share, as he had the most work to do.  Looking critically at my share,
he asked:

"How long can you keep alive on that?"

"It will take me two days to reach Hubbard," I replied, "and the two of
us might live three days more on it--on a pinch."

"Do you think you can live as long as that?" said George, looking me
hard in the eye.

"I'll try," I said.

"Then in five days I'll have help to you, if there's help to be had at
Grand Lake.  Day after to-morrow I'll be at Grand Lake. Those fellus'll
be strong and can reach camp in two days, so expect 'em."

It was time for us to separate.

"George," I asked, "have you your Testament with you?"

"It's the Book of Common Prayer," he said, drawing it from his pocket;
"but it's got the Psalms in it."

He handed me the tiny leather-covered book, but I could not see the
print; the haze before my eyes was too thick.  I returned the book to
him, and asked him to read one of the Psalms.  Quite at haphazard, I am
sure, he turned to the ninety-first, and this is what he read:

"Whoso dwelleth under the defence of the Most High; shall abide under
the shadow of the Almighty.

"I will say unto the Lord, Thou art my hope, and my stronghold: my God,
in him will I trust.

"For he shall deliver thee from the snare of the hunter: and from the
noisome pestilence.

"He shall defend thee under his wings, and thou shalt be safe under his
feathers: his faithfulness and truth shall be thy shield and buckler.

"Thou shalt not be afraid for any terror by night: nor for the arrow
that flieth by day;

"For the pestilence that walketh in darkness: nor for the sickness that
destroyeth in the noon-day.

"A thousand shall fall beside thee, and ten thousand at thy right hand:
but it shall not come nigh thee.

"Yea, with thine eyes shalt thou behold: and see the reward of the
ungodly.

"For thou, Lord, art my hope: thou hast set thine house of defence very
high.

"There shall be no evil happen unto thee: neither shall any plague come
nigh thy dwelling.

"For he shall give his angels charge over thee: to keep thee In all thy
ways.

"They shall bear thee in their hands: that thou hurt not thy foot
against a stone.

"Thou shalt go upon the lion and adder: the young lion and the dragon
shalt thou tread under thy feet.

"Because He hath set His love upon me, therefore will I deliver him: I
will set him up, because he hath known my name.

"He shall call upon me, and I will hear him: yea, I am with him in
trouble; I will deliver him and bring him to bonour.

"With long life will I satisfy him: and show him my salvation"


The Psalm made a deep impression upon me.  "For he shall give his
angels charge over thee: to keep thee in all thy ways."  How strange it
seems, in view of what happened to me, that George should have read
that sentence.

We arose to go on our separate ways, George twenty-five miles down the
valley to Grand Lake, and I fifteen miles up the valley to Hubbard.
The snow was falling thick and fast.

"You'd better make a cape of your blanket," suggested George. "Let me
fix it for you."

He placed the blanket around my shoulders, and on either side of the
cloth where it came together under my chin made a small hole with his
knife.  Through these holes he ran a piece of our old trolling line,
and tied the ends.  Then he similarly arranged his own blanket.

I held out my hand to him.

"Good-bye, George.  Take care of yourself."

He clasped my hand warmly.

"Good-bye, Wallace.  Expect help in five days."

Near the top of a knoll I stopped and looked back.  With my afflicted
eyes I could barely make out George ascending another knoll.  He also
stopped and looked back.  I waved my hand to him, and he waved his hand
to me and shouted something unintelligible. Then he disappeared in the
snow, and as he disappeared a silence came on the world, to remain
unbroken for ten days.



XVIII. WANDERING ALONE

With every hour the storm gathered new force, and over the barren
knolls, along which my course for some distance lay, the snow whirled
furiously.  The track George and I had made on our downward journey
soon was obliterated.  Once in the forenoon, as I pushed blindly on
against the storm, I heard a snort, and, looking up, beheld, only a few
yards away, a big caribou.  He was standing directly in my path.  For a
second he regarded me, with his head thrown back in fear and wonder;
and then, giving another snort, he dashed away into the maze of
whirling snow.

My eyes troubled me greatly, and the pain at length grew so intense
that I was forced to sit down in the snow for perhaps half an hour with
both eyes tightly closed.  I was keeping some distance from the river,
as the obstructions here were fewer than near the bank.  In the
afternoon it occurred to me that I might have turned in my course, and
I took my compass from its case, to satisfy myself that I was going in
the right direction; but my sight was so impaired that I could not read
the dial, nor be certain which way the needle pointed.  And I wondered
vaguely whether I was becoming totally blind.

My day's progress was not satisfactory.  I had hoped to reach the place
where George and I had forded the river, and cross to the north shore
before bivouacking, but in the deepening snow it was impossible.  With
the first indications of night, I halted in a thick spruce grove near
the river and drew together a fairly good supply of dead wood.  On the
under side of the branches of the fir trees was generally to be found a
thick growth of hairy moss, and with a handful of this as tinder it did
not take me long to get a good fire blazing.  Close to the fire I threw
a pile of spruce boughs that I broke from low branches and the smaller
trees.  I melted snow in my cup for water, and in this put a few lumps
of mould from the flour bag, eating the mixture after it had cooked a
while.  On the couch of boughs by the fire I spent a fairly comfortable
night, waking only at intervals to throw on more wood and shake the
snow from my back.

The storm was still raging in the morning (Wednesday, October 21st).
With the first grey streaks of dawn, I boiled another cup of snow water
and mould, and then, slinging the flour bag over my shoulder, began my
day's struggle.  The snow was now knee-deep. Soon I reached the fording
place.  The river was beginning to freeze over.  For two or three yards
from shore the ice bore my weight; then I sank up to my waist in the
cold current. Approaching the other shore, I broke the outer ice with
my arms until it became thick enough to permit me to climb out upon it.

The ice that immediately formed on my clothing make walking impossible,
and reluctantly I halted to build a fire and dry myself.  This took
fully an hour and a half, to my extreme vexation.  I realised now that
my hope of reaching Hubbard that night was vain.  While I dried my
clothing, I made a cup of tea. I had just enough left for two brewings,
so after drinking the tea I preserved the leaves for further use,
wrapping them carefully in a bit of rag.  Once more on my way up the
valley, I found, to my consternation and almost despair, that my eyes
would again compel me to stop, and for nearly an hour I sat with them
closed.  That night, with the snow still falling, though very lightly,
I made my couch of boughs by a fairly comfortable fire, and rested well.

On Thursday morning (October 22d) a light snow was failing, and the
weather was very cold.  The cup of thin gruel that I made from the
green lumps of mould nauseated me, and I had to brew some tea to settle
my stomach and stimulate me.  With my piece of blanket drawn over my
head to protect my ears from the biting wind, and with my hands wrapped
in the folds, I continued my struggle towards camp.  I had to force my
way, blindly and desperately, through thick clumps of fir trees, and as
the branches were hanging low under their weight of feathery snow, I
continually received a deluge of snow in my face.

My stock of matches was small and time was precious, and I did not stop
at noon to build a fire.  Even when night began to close in upon me I
still plodded on, believing that I now must be near Hubbard.  The snow
was falling gently, and as there was a moon behind the clouds the night
was sufficiently light for me to make my way tediously through the
trees, with the roar of the rapids to guide me.  It must have been near
midnight when, utterly exhausted, I was forced to abandon the hope of
finding Hubbard before morning.  Fearing that the mould would again
sicken me, I ate nothing when I halted; I simply collected a few dry
sticks and huddled for the remainder of the night by a miserable fire,
dozing and awaking with a shudder from awful dreams.

The storm continued during the night, and with the morning of Friday
(October 23d) broke upon the world and me with renewed fury.  I
prepared myself another dose of the mould, and forced it down.  I was
nervously anxious to get on and find Hubbard.  I knew I must be near
him now, although the snow had changed the whole face of the country
and obliterated all the landmarks.  Soon I crossed a brook, frozen and
covered with snow, that I felt must be the one near our camp.  Eagerly
I looked about me for the tent. Because of the falling snow and the
snow-bent branches, I could scarcely see twenty yards in any direction.
From snow-covered rock to snow-covered rock I went, believing each in
turn to be the tent, but always to meet disappointment.  Repeatedly I
stopped to peer into the maze of snow for smoke.  But there was none.
Again and again I shouted.  But there was no answer.  The tent was
really near me, but it kept its secret well.

I travelled on and on.  I became desperate.  Over and over I repeated
to myself, "I must find Hubbard before night comes--I must find him--I
must--I must."  At length the first signs of night warned me that I
must collect my wood, that I might be as comfortable as possible
through the dreary hours of darkness.  As night came on the storm
moderated.  The wind ceased.  An unwonted, solemn, awful stillness came
upon the world.  It seemed to choke me.  I was filled with an
unutterable, a sickening dread. Hubbard's face as I had last seen it
was constantly before me. Was he looking and waiting for me?  Why could
I not find him?  I must find him in the morning.  I must, I must.
Before going to sleep I made some more gruel and tea, drinking them
both as a duty.

The snow was falling gently on Saturday (October 24th), the wind had
mercifully abated, and the temperature was somewhat milder. After more
gruel and the last cup of tea I was to have in my lonely wanderings, I
renewed my search for Hubbard.  I decided that possibly I was below the
camp, and pushed on to the westward. Finally I became convinced I was
in a part of the country I had never seen before.  I began to feel that
possibly I was far above the camp; that a rescuing party had found
Hubbard, and that, as my tracks in the snow had been covered, they had
abandoned the hope of finding me and had returned.  They might even
have passed me in the valley below; it was quite possible.  But perhaps
George's strength had failed him, and help never would come to any of
us.

I turned about, and again started down the valley.  After a time I
attempted to cross the ice on the river, to try and discover some
familiar landmark on the south shore.  In midstream, where the current
had not permitted thick ice to form, I broke through.  The water was
nearly up to my armpits.  Standing there with the icy current swirling
about me, I said, "What's the use?"  It seemed to me I had reached the
limit of human endurance.  Instead of trying to struggle on, how much
pleasanter to permit myself to sink beneath the water and thus end it
all!  It would be such a relief to die.

Then there came to me the remembrance that it was my duty to live as
long as I could.  I must do my best.  As long as I had any strength
left, I must exert myself to live.  With a great effort I climbed out
on the hard ice, and made my way back to the north shore.  Night was
approaching.  I staggered into the spruce growth, and there came upon
the same brook I have previously mentioned as crossing.  Near its bank
I made my night fire.  That fire was within two hundred yards of the
tent.  Perhaps it is just as well that I did not know it.

The snow, which had fallen rather mildly, all day, thickened with the
coming of night.  All the loose wood was now buried under the snow, and
it was with difficulty that I gathered a scant supply for the night.
My wet rags were freezing hard and stiff.  I moved about, half-dazed.
I broke only a few branches for my bed, and sat down.  Scarcely had I
done so when a woman's voice came to me, kindly and low and encouraging.

"Hadn't you better break a few more boughs?" it said.  "You will rest
better then."

There was no mistaking the voice.  It was clear and distinct.  It was
the voice of my wife, who had been dead for more than three years.  I
remember it did not impress me as being at all strange that my wife,
who was dead, should be speaking to me up there in the Labrador
wilderness.  It seemed to me perfectly natural that she should be
looking after my comfort, even as she had done in life.  I arose and
broke the boughs.

I am not a spiritist.  I have never taken any stock in the theory that
the spirits of the dead are able to communicate with the living.  So
far as I have thought about them at all, it has been my opinion that
spiritists are either fools or frauds.  But I am endeavouring to give a
faithful account of my feelings and sensations at the time of which I
am writing, and the incident of the voice cannot be ignored.  Perhaps
it was all a delusion--an hallucination, if you will, due to the
gradual breaking down of my body and mind.  As to that, the reader can
form his own conclusions.  Certain it is, that from this time on, when
I needed help and encouragement the most, I felt a vague assurance that
my wife was by my side; and I verily believe, that if it had not been
for this,--hallucination, delusion, actuality, reality, or whatever it
may have been,--I should now be in a land where the truth about these
things is probably known for certain.

At times I even thought I saw my wife.  And often, often throughout
those terrible days her voice came to me, kindly and low and
encouraging.  When I felt I really could plod no farther through the
snow, her voice would tell me not to lose heart, but to do my best, and
all would be right in the end.  And when, wearied beyond measure at
night, I would fall into a heavy sleep, and my fire would burn low, a
hand on my shoulder would arouse me, and her voice would tell me to get
up and throw on more wood.  Now and again I fancied I heard the voice
of my mother, who died when I was a boy, also encouraging and
reassuring me.  Indescribably comforting were those voices, whatever
their origin may have been. They soothed me, and brought balm for my
loneliness.  In the wilderness, and amid the falling snow, those that
loved me were ministering unto me and keeping me from harm.  At least,
so it seemed to me.  And now, as I think of those dear voices, and feel
once more that loving touch on my shoulder, there comes back to me that
verse from the Psalm George read at our parting--"For He shall give His
angels charge over thee, to keep thee in all thy ways."

It is all like a half-dream to me now.  I know that after Saturday
night (October 24th), when I bivouacked within a stone's throw of
Hubbard's tent, I lost all count of the days, and soon could not recall
even the month.  I travelled on and on, always down the valley.
Sometimes I fancied I heard men shouting, and I would reply.  But the
men did not come, and I would say to myself over and over again, "Man
proposes, God disposes; it is His will and best for all."

The flour mould nauseated me to such an extent that for a day at a time
I could not force myself to eat it.  The snow clogged in all that was
left of my cowhide moccasins (larigans), and I took them off and
fastened them to my belt, walking thereafter in my stocking feet.  I
wore two pairs of woollen socks, but holes already were beginning to
appear in the toes and heels.  The bushes tore away the legs of my
trousers completely, and my drawers, which thus became the sole
protection of my legs from the middle of my thighs down, had big holes
in them.  Each night I cut a piece of leather from my moccasin uppers,
and boiled it in my cup until morning, when I would eat it and drink
the water.  I found afterward, carefully preserved in my match box, one
of the brass eyelets from the moccasins.  Probably I put it away
thinking I might have to eat even that.

I knew there was something the matter with my feet; they complained to
me every night.  They seemed to me like individuals that were dependent
upon me, and they told me it was my duty to care for them.  But I gave
no heed to their complaints.  I had enough to do to care for myself.
My feet must look out for themselves.  Why should I worry about them?

And still it snowed, night and day--sometimes gently, sometimes
blindingly; but always it snowed.  Once while plodding along the side
of a rocky hill, I staggered over the edge of a shelving rock and fell
several feet into a snow drift.  I was uninjured, but extricating
myself was desperately hard work, and it was very pleasant and soft in
the snow, and I was so tired and sleepy.  Why not give it up and go to
sleep?  But she was with me, and she whispered, "Struggle on, and all
will be well," and reluctantly I dragged my poor old body out.

There were times when the feeling was strong upon me that I had been
alone and wandering on forever, and that, like the Wandering Jew, I
must go on forever.  At other times I fancied I was dead, and that the
snow-covered wilderness was another world. Instinctively I built my
fire at night under the stump of a fallen tree, if I could find one;
for the rotten wood would smoulder until morning, and a supply of other
wood was very hard to get.

One evening I remember crossing the river, which had now gone into its
long winter sleep tucked away under a blanket of ice and snow, and
building a fire under a rotten stump on the south side behind a bank
near the shore.  I felt that I must be well down the valley.  My supply
of wood was miserably small, but I had worked hard all day and could
not gather any more.  I fell down by the fire and struggled against
sleep.  She told me I must not sleep. When I dozed, her hand on my
shoulder would arouse me.  Thus the night passed.

At dawn I realised in a vague sort of way that the clouds had at last
broken away; that the weather was clear and biting cold. Before me was
the river.  It had been a raging torrent when I first saw it; now it
lay quiet and still under its heavy winter blanket.  At my back the low
bank with its stunted spruce trees hid the ridge of barren, rocky hills
and knolls that lay beyond.

A few embers of the rotten stump were smouldering, sending skyward,
with each fitful gust of the east wind, a fugitive curl of smoke.  A
few yards away lay a dead tree, with its branches close to the snow.
If I could break some of those branches off, and get them back to my
smouldering stump, I might fan the embers into a blaze, get some heat
and melt snow in my cup for a hot drink.  Not that I craved the drink
or anything else, but it perhaps would give me strength to go just a
little farther.

I pulled my piece of ragged blanket over my shoulders and struggled to
my feet.  It was no use.  I swayed dizzily about, took a few steps
forward and fell.  I crawled slowly back to the smouldering stump and
tried to think.  I felt no pain; I was just weary to the last degree.
Should I not now be justified in surrendering to the overpowering
desire to sleep?  Perhaps, I argued, it would strengthen me.  I could
no longer walk; why not sleep?  But still I was told that I must not...

Was Hubbard still waiting and watching for me to come back?--somewhere
in that still wilderness of snow  was he waiting and watching and
hoping?  Perhaps he was dead, and at rest.  Poor Hubbard...

Why did not the men come to look for us--the trappers that George was
to send?  Had they come and missed me, and gone away again? Or was
George, brave fellow, lying dead on the trail somewhere below?  How
long had I been wandering, anyway...

My sisters in far-away New York, were they hoping and praying to hear
from me?  Perhaps they never would.  There was a certain grave in a
little cemetery on the banks of the dear old Hudson. It had been
arranged that I should lie beside that grave when I went to sleep
forever.  Would they find my bones and take them back?...

How enthusiastic Hubbard had been for this expedition!  It was going to
make his reputation, he thought.  Well, well, man proposes, God
disposes; it was His will and best for all.

I found myself dozing, and with an effort to recover myself sat up
straight.  The sun was making its way above the horizon.  I looked at
it and hoped that its warming rays would give me strength to do my
duty--my duty to live as long as I could.  Anyway, the storms had
passed! the storms had passed!

I dozed again.  It may have been that I was entering upon my final
sleep.  But gradually I became hazily conscious of an unusual sound.
Was it a shout?  I was aroused.  I made a great effort and got on my
feet.  I listened.  There it was again!  It was a shout, I felt sure it
was a shout!  With every bit of energy at my command, I sent up an
answering "Hello!"  All was silent.  I began to fear that again I had
been deceived.  Then over the bank above me came four swarthy men on
snow-shoes, with big packs on their backs.



XIX. THE KINDNESS OF THE BREEDS

The unintelligible words that George shouted to me from the knoll after
we parted on Tuesday (October 20th) were an injunction to keep near the
river, as the men he would send to rescue Hubbard and me would look for
us there.  As he proceeded down the valley his progress was slow and
tedious, owing to his weakness, the rough country, and the deepening
snow.  Towards noon he came upon the newly made track of a porcupine,
followed it a short distance into a clump of trees, where he soon saw
the round quill-covered animal in the snow and shot it.  Immediately he
built a fire, and singed off quills and hair.  Then, as he related to
me afterwards, he considered, talking aloud to himself, what was best
to do with his prize.

"There's them fellus up there without grub," he said.  "Maybe I'd
better turn about and take 'em this porcupine.  But if I do, it won't
last long, and then we'll be worse off than ever.  This snow's gettin'
deeper all the time, and if it gets so deep I can't walk without
snowshoes, we'll all die for sure.  No, I'd better go on with this
porcupine to help me."

So after boiling a piece of the porcupine in his tea kettle and eating
it, he continued down the valley.  By his fires be always talked to
himself to keep himself company, and that night he said:

"This 's been a tough day, and I ain't where I ought to be.  But I'll
eat a good snack of this porcupine now with some of the flour, and in
the mornin' I'll have another good snack, and that'll make me stronger
and I can travel farther to-morrow.  I ought to get most to Grand Lake
to-morrow night."

But so far from getting anywhere near Grand Lake the next day, he did
not complete his twenty-five-mile journey for several days to come.
The snow became so deep he could hardly push through it. He carefully
hoarded the bones of his porcupine, thinking he might have to eat them;
but Providence sent him more food.  When the first porcupine was eaten,
he came upon and killed another, and when that was gone, he shot a
third.  He also succeeded in shooting several grouse.  If it had not
been for this game, he would not have lived to do the hard work that
was before him.

The pieces of blanket in which his feet were wrapped were continually
coming off, and frequent halts were necessary to readjust them.  He
must not let his feet freeze; for then he would not be able to walk,
and not only would he perish himself, but "there'd be no hope for them
fellus up there."  One day he came upon a man's track.  He was
exultant.  That it was a trapper's trail he had no doubt.  Staggering
along it with all the speed he could command, he shouted wildly at
every step.  Presently he discovered that he was following his own
trail; he had been travelling in a circle.  The discovery made him
almost frantic. He stopped to reason with and calm himself.  Said he,
so that all the listening wilderness might hear:

"Them fellus up there in the snow have got to be saved.  I said to
Hubbard, 'With God's help I'll save you,' and I'm a-goin' to if my legs
hold out and there's anybody at Grand Lake."  And then he went on.

His progress down the valley that day was only a mile and a half. It
was most discouraging.  He must do better.  The powdered milk we had
abandoned he did not find, but on October 26th he recovered our old
lard pail.  Some of the lard he ate, some he used in cooking a grouse,
and the rest he took along with him.

Below the place where he bivouacked that night the snow was not so
deep, and early the next morning George once more beheld the broad
waters of Grand Lake.  The journey he had expected to make in three
days had actually taken him seven.  He arrived at Grand Lake three days
after I, wandering in the valley above, lost all track of time.

A few miles above its mouth the Susan River bends to the southward, and
from that direction reaches the little lake that lies just north of the
extreme western end of Grand Lake, so that George, proceeding down the
river on the south bank, eventually came to the little lake's western
shore.  Along this shore he made his way until he reached the point of
land formed by the little lake and the branch of the Beaver River that
flows a little south of east to merge its waters in the little lake
with those of the Susan.  The water here had not been frozen, and
George found his further progress arrested.  He was in a quandary.  The
trapper's tilt for which he was bound was on the south shore of Grand
Lake about seven or eight miles from its western end, and in order to
reach the tilt he would have to continue on south around the end of the
lake.

The land on the other side of the swirling stream to which George had
come was the island at the mouth of the Beaver that separates it into
two branches, and which forms the western shore of the swift stream or
strait that, flowing to the southward, discharges the waters of the
little lake into Grand Lake.  George thought, however, that this island
was a part of the western boundary of Grand Lake, and he determined to
reach it.  But how?  To swim across was impossible.  Well, then, he
would build a raft.  And, although he had no implements, he did.  He
hauled together several fallen trees, laid them in a row and bound them
at one end with his pack strap and at the other with a piece of our old
trolling line.  When this was done, he hacked himself a pole with his
sheath-knife, threw his bag containing a piece of a porcupine and some
grouse on the raft, launched it, jumped on it himself and pushed out
into the stream.

One or two good shoves George gave with his pole, and then found he no
longer could touch bottom.  He was at the mercy of the swift current.
Down into the little lake he was swept, and thence through the strait
right out into Grand Lake.  A high sea was running, and the frail raft
promptly began to fall to pieces. "Have I escaped starvin' only to
drown?" thought George.  It certainly looked like it.  "But," said he
to himself, "if I drown them fellus up there will be up against it for
sure."  So he determined not to drown.  He got down on his hands and
knees, and, although the icy seas broke relentlessly over him, he held
the floating sticks in place, at the same time clinging tenaciously to
his food bag; for, as he confided to me later, "it would have been just
as bad to escape drownin' only to starve as it would have been to
escape starvin' only to drown."

Farther out on the broad bosom of the lake George was carried. "Now,"
said he, "if I jump, I'll drown; and if I don't, I'll drown anyway.  So
I guess I'll hang on a little longer."  And hang on he did for
something like two hours, when the wind caught his raft and drove it
back to the southern end of the island at the mouth of the Beaver.
"You can't lose me," said George, as he landed. He and his game bag
were saved, but his difficulties were not ended by any means.

While the wind was driving him back, George caught sight of the branch
of the Beaver that flows almost due south directly into Grand Lake,
forming the island's western shore.  Standing on this shore, he made a
shrewd guess.  "I'll bet," he said, "my dream was right, and here we
have the same river we were on when we said good-bye to the canoe."
What interested him the most, however, was a row boat he espied a
little south of the island on the opposite shore.  Apparently it had
been abandoned.  "If can reach that boat," said George, "and it'll
float and I don't find Blake or any grab at his tilt, I'll put right
off for the post, and send help from there to them fellus up there."

There was no doubt about it, he would have to take chances with another
raft.  Although his rags were beginning to freeze to his body, he did
not stop to build a fire, neither did he wait to eat anything.  At
first it seemed hopeless to try to launch a raft; for the bank on the
western side of the island was very steep. Farther north, however, ice
had formed in the river for some distance from the shore, and to this
ice George dragged fallen trees and bound them as he had done before.
It was the labour of hours, the trees having to be dragged for
considerable distances. Once more afloat, George found no difficulty in
touching bottom with his pole, and in the gathering dusk he reached the
other shore.

Supposing that he was still many miles from a place where there was any
possibility of finding a human being, he decided to bivouac for the
night; but first he must examine the rowboat he had sighted from the
island.  This made necessary the fording of a small stream.  Hardly had
he emerged from the water, when, from among the spruce trees farther
back from the shore, there came a sound that brought him to a sudden
standstill and set his heart to thumping wildly against his ribs.  It
was a most extraordinary sound to hear when one supposed one was alone
in a wilderness, and when all had been solemnly still save for the
dashing of waves upon a shore.  On the night air there came floating to
George the cry of a little child.

"When I heard that youngster scream," said George, in telling me about
the incident, "I knew folks was there, and I dropped my bag, and I tore
my piece of blanket from my shoulders, and I runned and I runned."

In the course of the summer Donald Blake had built himself a log house
on the spot to which George was so wildly fleeing.  The rowboat George
had spied belonged to him, but the house, standing back in a thick
clump of trees, had not been visible from the water.  On the evening of
George's arrival, Donald and his brother Gilbert were away, and
Donald's wife and another young woman who stayed with her to keep her
company were alone.  The latter young woman, with Mrs. Blake's baby in
her arms, was standing at the door of the house, when suddenly she
heard a crashing noise in the bush in front of her, and the next moment
there loomed up before her affrighted vision in the gloaming the
apparition of a gaunt and ragged man, dripping wet, and running towards
her with long, black hair and straggling beard streaming in the wind.
She turned and fled into the house.

"O Mrs. Blake! O Mrs. Blake!" she cried, "'tis somethin' dreadful
comin'! 'tis sure a wild man!"

Greatly alarmed, Mrs. Blake went to the door.  George, panting and
still dripping, stood before her.

"Lord ha' mercy!" she piously exclaimed, throwing up her arms.

"Don't be scared, ladies," panted George; "I couldn't hurt a rabbit.
Ain't there any men here?"

His ingratiating manner reassured the frightened women, and
explanations followed.  All the natives of the vicinity of Hamilton
Inlet had been wondering what had become of us, and Mrs. Blake quickly
grasped the situation.  Kindness itself, she took George in.  Donald
and Gilbert, she said, would be back directly. She made him hot tea,
and put on the table for him some grouse stew, molasses, and bread and
butter, all the time imploring him to sit down and warm himself.  But
George was too excited to sit down.  Up and down he paced, the melting
ice on his rags making tiny rivulets on his hostess's spotless floor.
Most of the breeds who live near the western end of Hamilton Inlet are
remarkably cleanly, this probably being due to their Scotch blood.

George at length calmed himself sufficiently to turn his attention to
the meal that had been prepared for him.  He had salt for his meat,
molasses to sweeten his tea and a bountiful supply of good bread.  He
ate greedily, which fact he soon had cause to regret; for later in the
evening he began to bloat, and for several days thereafter he writhed
with the colic.  But for the present he thought of nothing save the
satisfaction of the appetite that had been regenerated by the food he
had been able to obtain after leaving me.  It was especially difficult
for him to tear himself away from the bread.  As there must be an end
to all things, however, George eventually stopped eating, and then he
started to go for his bag.  But Mrs. Blake said:

"No, Donald'll get he. Sit down, sir, and rest."

A little later Donald and Gilbert appeared.  We had made Donald's
acquaintance, it will be remembered, at Rigolet; it was he who had
sailed his boat up the Nascaupee and had given us the most information
about that river.  When he had heard George's story, there was no need
to urge him to make haste.  Lithe, ambitious, and in the habit of doing
a dozen things at a time, Donald was activity itself.  His brother
Gilbert, a young fellow of seventeen, commonly called Bert, was also
eager to start to the rescue of Hubbard and me.  They told George it
was fortunate he had arrived when he did, as in a day or so they would
have been away on their trapping paths.

"But didn't you see Allen Goudie's tilt, sir?" asked Donald, when
George had finished telling about his trip down what he supposed to be
the Nascaupee River.  "She's on th' Nascaupee right handy to th' bank,
and in fair sight from th' river, sir."

"If there's a tilt on the Nascaupee," said George, "you can kick me."

Donald asked him to tell more about the river we were on, and George
drew a rough map of its leading features.  Then it was that George
learned that the river of our distress was really the Susan.

"And we passed right by the mouth of the Nascaupee?" he asked.

He was informed that such was the case.

"Well," said George, "I'll be blamed!"  "Blamed" was George's most
violent expletive; I never heard him use profanity.

Donald told George he must not think of going back with the rescuing
party, as his weakness would retard its progress.  So George marked on
the map he had made of the Susan's course the general situation of our
last camp.  He warned Donald that the deep snow up the valley might
have prevented me from reaching the tent, but that in any event they
would find me near the river.

Hearing that, Donald quickly decided that more men were needed for the
rescuing party; for if either Hubbard or I was found alone the party
would have to separate in order to continue the search for the other
man.  The packs, besides, would be too heavy for two men to carry and
make the rapid progress that was necessary. Fortunately Allen Goudie
and a young fellow named Duncan McLean were at the former's winter tilt
on the Nascaupee, seven miles across the lake from Donald's.  The hour
was late and the lake was rough, but Donald and Gilbert started for
them in their rowboat immediately after making ready their packs of
provisions and camp equipment, prepared for an early start up the Susan
the next day.

At noon (October 28th) they were back with both Allen and Duncan, and
at once loaded the packs into the boat.  Then the four men rowed up
through the little lake to the first rapid on the Susan, hauled the
boat up on the shore, donned their snowshoes, shouldered their packs,
and started up the valley.  Running when they could, which the rough
country would not permit of their doing often, they camped at night ten
miles above their boat.

The next morning (October 29th) they cached some provisions to lighten
their packs, and as they proceeded fired a rifle at intervals, thinking
there was now a chance of coming upon either Hubbard or me.  As a
matter of fact they must have passed me towards evening.  They were on
the north side of the river, and it was the evening when I staggered
down the north shore, to cross the ice at dusk and make my last bivouac
in the lee of a bank on the south shore.  Whether I had crossed the
river before they came along, or whether, hidden by the trees and the
falling snow, I passed them unobserved on the same shore, I do not
know; the fact is, they camped that night about a mile and a half above
me, and about twelve miles below Hubbard's tent.

There was only one thing that saved me from being left alone to
die--these trappers' keen sense of smell.  In the morning (October
30th) while they were breaking camp preparatory to continuing on up the
valley, Donald Blake fancied that he smelled smoke.  He spoke to Allen
Goudie about it, and both men stood and sniffed the air.  Yes, Allen
smelled smoke, too.  It was unmistakable.  The wind was blowing up the
valley; therefore someone must have a fire below them.  Hastily
finishing the work of breaking camp, the four men shouldered their
packs and turned back.

Close down to the shore of the river they scrambled, and hurried on,
shouting and discharging a rifle.  At length they paused, to give
exclamations of satisfaction.  They had found my track leading across
the ice to the other shore.  Only a moment they paused, and then,
following the trail, they broke into a run, redoubling their shouts and
repeatedly discharging the rifle. They had smelled my smouldering
rotten stump, but if a whiff of smoke was now rising it was too small
for them to see.  My trail, however, led them to the bank over which
they heard my feeble answering shout.  So down the bank they scrambled,
to come to a sudden halt, transfixed with amazement, as they told me
afterwards, that such a wreck as I could stand and live.

The spectacle I presented certainly must have been an unusual one--a
man all skin and bones, standing in drawers and stocking feet, with the
remnants of a pair of trousers about his hips, there in the midst of
the snow-covered forest.  They were heavily clad and had their caps
pulled far down over their ears to protect them from the biting wind,
while I did not even have my hat on.

It was some time before I could realise that living men were before me.
As if in a half-dream, I stood stupidly gazing at them.  But with the
return of sensibility I recollected that George had gone to find Donald
Blake, and gradually it dawned upon me that he was there.  I spoke his
name "Donald Blake."  At that Donald stepped forward and grasped my
hand warmly and firmly like an old friend.

"Did George get out and send you?" I asked.

"Yes, sir; it was he that sent us, sir.  He's safe at my house."

"Have you found Hubbard?"

"Not yet, sir.  We smelled smoke a mile and a half above, where our
camp was last night, an' came down to find you, sir."

I remember telling Donald that he had better leave me something to eat,
and go on to Hubbard as fast as he could.  He replied that Duncan and
Bert, the two young fellows, would stay with me, while he and Allen
would continue on up the valley.  During this talk, the kind-hearted
trappers had not been idle.  While two of them cut wood for a rousing
fire and put the kettle on for tea, the others made a cosey couch close
to the blaze and sat me on it. They gave me a very small piece of bread
and butter.

"You'd better eat just a small bit at first, sir," said Allen. "You're
fair starved, and much grub at th' beginnin' might be th' worse for
you."

Before I had my tea, Donald and Allen were ready to start.  Allen
hesitated for a moment; then asked:

"If the other man be dead, sir?"

"Dead?" I said.  "Oh, no, he won't be dead.  You'll find him in the
tent waiting for you."

"But if he be dead?" persisted Allen.  "He may be, and we sure can't
bring th' body out now, sir."

Although still struggling against the fear that my reason told me was
only too well founded, I requested, that in the event of what they
thought possible proving to be the case, they wrap the body in the
blankets they would find in the tent, and build for it a stage high
enough from the ground to protect it from animals.  I also asked that
they bring back with them all the things they should find in the tent,
including the rifle and camera, and especially the books and papers of
all descriptions.

Promising that all should be done as I wished, and again cautioning me
against eating too much, Allen and Donald departed, leaving me a prey
to anxiety and fear as to the news they should bring back.



XX. HOW HUBBARD WENT TO SLEEP

A pot of hot tea soon was ready, and I drank some of it.

"I hopes you feels better, sir," then spoke young Duncan MacLean. "A
smoke'll taste good now.  Got a pipe, sir?"

I produced my pipe, and he held out to me a plug of tobacco.

"Take he an' fill th' pipe, sir."

With the plug in my possession, I drew my sheath-knife to cut it. But
Gilbert Blake objected.

"He's a big un, sir, to cut tobacca with.  Let me fill he, sir."

Obediently I handed him my pipe to be filled, and when it had been
returned to me one of the boys struck a match and held it to the bowl
while I puffed.  Then Duncan took the plug from the log where Gilbert
had left it, and, holding it out to me, said:

"He's yours, sir; I brought he for you.  An'," added Duncan
impressively, "there's more when he's gone, sir."

The tea and the great leaping blaze warmed me, the tobacco stimulated
me, and my tongue was loosed.  I talked and I talked. It was good to
have human society and human sympathy again.  The boys told me how
George had finally reached them after his struggles, and what news of
the world they had heard.  After a little they gave me a bit more
bread, and told me I had better sleep while they built a break to keep
the wind, which had shifted to the west, from my couch.  And, while
watching them fell trees for the wind-break and vaguely wondering
whether I should ever be strong and able to move about like that again,
I did go to sleep.

When, after an hour had passed, I awoke, the boys made me drink more
tea and eat another piece of bread.  Then Duncan took his rifle, and
remarking, "The 's deer signs right handy, an' a bit o' deer's meat
might do you good, sir," strode off into the bush. Late in the
afternoon he returned without having been rewarded in his hunt, and
took a seat with Gilbert near my feet as I reclined on the boughs.
Twilight came and then darkness, and I, lying before the crackling
flames, wondered, as they burned ever brighter, whether Donald and
Allen had yet found Hubbard, and hoped against hope that they had found
him alive.  Instinctively I felt that I should prepare for the worst,
but I cudgelled my brain for specious arguments to make myself believe
he had survived, and went on hoping.

My feet had been paining me all day.  I tried to take off my socks, but
blood clots held them fast to the raw flesh.  The fact was, they had
been frozen.  It was hardly to be wondered at--the wonder was, how I,
wandering for ten days in a bitter snowstorm almost naked as to my
lower extremities, escaped with my life. Under ordinary circumstances,
a physician has told me, the exposure would have killed me in short
order; but, having been living in the open for months, I had become
gradually inured to the cold, and the effect of the exposure was thus
greatly mitigated.  There were only two or three nights on the entire
trip when any of us went to bed with dry feet, and that none of us ever
had the slightest symptom of a cold certainly speaks volumes for an
out-of-door life.

Although I ate very sparingly on the day the trappers found me, I soon
began to suffer greatly from bloating and nausea.  In the night I was
very ill.  The boys did everything they could for me. They were
excellent nurses, those rough, brown fellows of the forest,
anticipating my every wish.  When once or twice in the night I tried to
walk a few steps from the fire to relieve my nausea, their faces and
actions showed plainly their concern. That I might not stagger into the
fire, they would rise to stand between it and me.  One of them remained
awake all night, to keep the fire going and to help me should I need
anything.

The sun was again showing itself above the horizon, setting the expanse
of fir trees and snow aglow, and the boys, having placed the kettle
over the fire for breakfast, were cutting more wood, when Donald and
Allen suddenly came over the bank, as they had done on the morning
before.  Their packs were as large as ever, and they had Hubbard's
rifle.  I knew at once that the worst had happened.  "His wife and
mother!"--like lightning the thought flashed through my mind.  A
dizziness came over me, and for a moment I could not breathe.  Donald
spoke:

"Yesterday evenin' we found th' tent, sir.  He were fastened up tight
with pins on th' inside, an' hadn't been opened since th' snow began.
Says I to Allen, sir, 'Th' poor man's dead, 'tis sure he's dead.'  An'
Allen he opened th' tent; for I had no heart to do it, sir, and there
th' poor man was, wrapped all up in th' blankets as if sleepin', sir.
But he were dead, sir, dead; and he were dead for a long time.  So
there was nothin' to do but to wrap th' poor man safe in th' things
that were there, an' bring back th' papers an' other things, sir."

We kept silent, we five men, until Donald added:

"We saw a place when right handy to th' tent where you'd had a fire by
a brook, sir."

"Yes," I said; "I built that fire--so that really was the brook near
our tent!"

"'Twere th' mercy of God, sir," said Allen, "that you didn't know th'
poor man were there dead; you would ha' given up yourself, sir."

Having a superstitious horror of the dead, Donald would not touch the
body, and without assistance Allen had been unable to place it on a
stage as I wished.  However, he arranged it carefully on the ground,
where, he assured me, it would be perfectly safe.  He suggested that I
permit them to bury the body where it was, as it would be quite
impossible to transport it over the rough country for weeks to come, or
until Grand Lake had frozen solid and the ice on the Susan River rapids
become hard enough to bear the weight of men with a sled.  Both Donald
and Allen were willing to go back to the log-house on Grand Lake, and
get the tools necessary for digging the grave.

But it would be bad enough for me to return home without Hubbard alive,
and I felt that I simply must get the body out and take it with me.
And, although the trappers could not understand my reasons, I refused
to consent to its burial in the wilderness.  In spite of their superior
knowledge of the country and the weather conditions, I felt that the
body could be taken down to the post later, but recognised the
impracticability, if not impossibility, of undertaking the task
immediately.

When Donald and Allen turned over to me the papers they had found in
the tent, I took up Hubbard's diary wondering if he had left a last
message.  In the back part of the book was a letter to his mother, a
note to his wife, the evident attempt again to write to his wife, and
the letter to the agent at Missanabie written on George's behalf.  From
these I turned hastily to the diary proper. Yes, there was an entry
written on the day George and I had left him, and this is what I read:


"Sunday, October 18th, 1903.

"Alone in camp, junction Nascaupee and some other stream--estimated
(overestimated, I hope) distance above head of Grand Lake 33 miles.

"For two days past we have travelled down our old trail with light
packs.  We left a bit of flour--wet--about 11 miles below here--12
miles (approx.) below that about a pound of milk powder--4 miles below
that about 4 pounds of lard.  We counted on all these to help us out in
our effort to reach the head of Grand Lake where we hoped to find
Skipper Tom Blake's trapping camp and cache.  On Thursday, as stated, I
busted.  Friday and Saturday it was the same.  I saw it was probably
hopeless for me to try to go farther with the boys, so we counselled
last night and decided they should take merely half a blanket each,
socks, etc., some tea, tea pail, cups and the pistols, and go on.  They
will try to reach the flour to-morrow.  Then Wallace will try to bring
a little and come back to me.  George will go on to the milk and lard
and to Skipper Blake's, if he can, and send or lead help to us.  I want
to say here that they are two of the very best, bravest and grandest
men I ever knew, and if I die it will not be because they did not put
forth their best efforts.  Our past two days have been trying ones.  I
have not written my diary because so very weak.  Day before yesterday
we caught sight of a caribou, but it was on our lee, and winding us got
away before a shot could be fired. Yesterday at our old camp we found
the end we had cut from a flour bag.  It had a bit of flour sticking to
it.  We boiled it with our old caribou bones, and it strengthened the
broth a little.  We also found a can of mustard we had thrown away.
Mina gave it to me as we were coming away, saying she had no use for it
and it might be good for plasters here.  I sat and held it in my hand a
long time thinking how it came from Congers and our home, and what a
happy home it was, and what a dear, dear girl presided.  Then I took a
bite of it and it was very good.  We mixed some in our bone soup and it
seemed to stimulate us.  We had a bit of caribou skin in that same pot.
It swelled up thick and was very good.  Last night I fell asleep while
the boys were reading to me.  This morning I was very, very sleepy.
After the boys left--they left me tea, the caribou bones and another
end of a flour sack found here, a rawhide caribou moccasin and some
yeast cakes--I drank a cup of strong tea and some bone broth.  I also
ate some of the really delicious rawhide (boiled with bones) and it
made me stronger--strong to write this.  The boys have only tea and 1-2
pound of pea meal.  Our parting was most affecting.  I did not feel so
bad.  George said: 'The Lord help us, Hubbard.  With His help I'll save
you if I can get out.'  Then he cried.  So did Wallace.  Wallace
stooped and kissed my cheek with his poor, sunken bearded lips--several
times--and I kissed his.  George did the same, and I kissed his cheek.
Then they went away.  God bless and help them.

"I am not so greatly in doubt as to the outcome.  I believe they will
reach the flour and be strengthened, that Wallace will reach me, that
George will find Blake's cache and camp and send help. So I believe we
will all get out.  My tent is pitched in open-tent style in front of a
big rock.  The rock reflects the fire, but now it is going out because
of the rain.  I think I shall let it go and close the tent till rain is
over, thus keeping out wind and saving wood.  To-night or to-morrow
perhaps the weather will improve, so I can build fire, eat the rest of
my moccasins and have some more bone broth.  Then I can boil my belt
and oil-tanned moccasins and a pair of cowhide mittens.  They ought to
help some.

"I am not suffering.  The acute pangs of hunger have given way to
indifference.  I'm sleepy.  I think death from starvation is not so
bad.  But let no one suppose I expect it.  I am prepared--that is all.
I think the boys will be able, with the Lord's help, to save me."

Bravo, Hubbard! nothing could down your spirit for long, could there?
So high was your spirit that you could not know it was impossible for
your poor old body to hold it any longer.  Your hand was firm when you
wrote, b'y, speaking eloquently of that which most of all was you.  "It
is a man's game," you said one day, in referring to our desperate
struggle to reach those we loved.  Well, you played it to the limit,
b'y, and it was a man's death.  My friend, I am proud of you.

      *      *      *      *      *

Putting down the coverless book in which Hubbard's brave last words had
been written, I sat and thought.  The tea, the bones and the other
things we had left with him had been found in the tent with the body.
The tent was closed as he said he was going to close it, and the snow,
which began to fall that Sunday night, had not been disturbed.  He had
been found well wrapped in the blankets, as if sleeping.  Yes, it was
quite evident that after making that last entry in his diary on the day
we left him, he had lain down, and there all alone amid the solitudes
of desolate Labrador, there in the wild that had called to him with a
voice to which he must needs harken, had gone to sleep, and sleeping
had not awakened.



XXI. FROM OUT THE WILD

Donald and Allen returned at once to the log house on Grand Lake,
leaving with the boys and me their tent and tent-stove.  Donald also
gave me a pair of high sealskin boots with large, soft moccasin
bottoms.  It was their expectation that we should remain in camp until
they got back with other things to aid my journey out; but, although I
was still very ill, and the heated tent was comfortable, I found
waiting irksome, and at daylight the next morning (Sunday, November
1st) the boys and I pulled up stakes. To protect my hands during the
journey I made a pair of mittens from a piece of blanket duffel that
had been brought back from the tent where Hubbard was.

A pretty good path had been trodden in the snow by the trips of my
rescuers up and down the valley, and following along it, with Duncan
and Gilbert on their snowshoes ahead of me packing it down still
further, I did not sink very deeply; nevertheless, such was the
condition of my feet that every step I took was painful.  As the boys
carried all that was to be carried, I managed, however, to walk about
ten miles during the day.  We camped at a place where the four trappers
on their journey in had cached a fat porcupine.  For supper I ate a bit
of the meat and drank some of the broth, and found it very nourishing.

On the following day we met Donald and Allen as they were returning to
aid us.  Allen brought with him a pair of trousers to cover my
half-naked legs.  At sunset we reached the rowboat, which had been left
near the mouth of the Susan, and as we approached Donald's log-house
something more than an hour later a rifle was fired as a signal that we
were coming.  When we landed, George was there on the starlit shore to
welcome us.  I hardly knew him.  His hair had been cut, he had shaved
off his ragged beard, and he was dressed in clean clothing that Donald
had lent him.  He, of course, had heard of Hubbard's death from Donald
and Allen, and when he clasped my hand in a firm grip to help me from
the boat, he said:

"Well, Wallace, Hubbard's gone."

"Yes," I said, "Hubbard's gone."

He was good enough to say he was glad I had escaped, and then in
silence we followed the trail up to the house the first human
habitation I had seen for months.  There was only one room in the
house, and there all of us, men and women alike, slept as well as ate;
but it was scrupulously clean--the floor, table, chests and benches had
been scoured until they shone and to me it seemed luxurious.  The
family did everything for me that was within their power.  Donald gave
me fresh underclothes, and his wife made me drink some tea and eat some
rice and grouse soup before I lay down on the bed of skins and blankets
they had prepared for me on the floor by the stove.

My two-days' walk had completely exhausted me, and I had a severe
attack of colic and nausea.  George then told me of his sufferings.
Mrs. Blake, it appeared, had baked a batch of appetising buns, and
George, not profiting by his experience after his indiscretion on the
night of his arrival, had partaken thereof with great liberality, the
result being such as to induce the reflection, "Have I escaped drownin'
and starvin' only to die of over-feedin'?"

The women of the household slept in bunks fastened to the wall, and
while they prepared themselves for their night's rest the lamps were
turned low and we men discreetly turned our backs. Just before this
incident we had family worship, which consisted of readings from the
Bible and the Anglican Book of Common Prayer, in accordance with the
usual custom of the household.  Donald, our host, professed not to be a
religious man, but never a day passed that he did not offer thanks to
his Maker, he regularly subscribed one-tenth of his income to the
support of the Methodist Mission, he would not kill a deer or any other
animal on Sunday if it came right up to his door, his whole life and
his thoughts were decent and clean, and he was ever ready to abandon
his work and go to the rescue of those who needed help.  It may be
thought strange that he should observe the forms of the Anglican Church
in his family worship and subscribe to the Methodist Mission.  The
explanation is, that denominations cut absolutely no figure in
Labrador; to those simple-hearted people, whose blood, for the most
part, is such a queer mixture of Scotch, Eskimo, and Indian, there is
only one church--the Church of Jesus Christ,--and whenever a Christian
missionary comes along they will flock from miles with the same
readiness to hear him whatever division of the Church may claim his
allegiance.

So accustomed had I become to living in the open that I soon found the
atmosphere of the closed room unendurable, and several times during the
night I had to go out to breathe.  I was down on the shore of Grand
Lake for a breath of the crisp winter air when the sun rose.  It was
glorious.  Not a cloud was there in all the deep blue vault of the
heavens, and, as the sunbeams peeked over Cape Corbeau, the lake was
set a-shimmering and the snow on the surrounding hills radiated tiny
shafts of fire.  It was to me as if the sun were rising on a new world
and a new life.  Our hardships and their culminating tragedy seemed to
belong to a dim and distant past.  What a beautiful world it was after
all! and how I thanked God that I lived!

Allen Goudie had offered George and me the use of his sailboat in
returning to Northwest River Post, and it was agreed that he and Duncan
should row us over to his tilt on the Nascaupee.  So after breakfast
George and I said good-bye to Donald and the rest of his household, and
three hours later were welcomed by Allen's wife. Again we received
every attention that kindly hearts could suggest.  We remained at
Allen's two days while he and Duncan made a pair of oars and fitted up
the sailboat for our trip to the post.  With the soap and warm water
and bandages provided by Mrs. Goudie I was able to dress my feet.  One
foot especially had been affected, and from it I cut with a jack knife
much gangrenescent flesh.

It was on Thursday morning, November 5th, that George and I, warmly
dressed in Donald's and Allen's clothes, set sail in a snowstorm for
the post through the thin ice that was forming in the river.  Upon
reaching Grand Lake we found the wind adverse and the snow so thick we
could not see our course, but after we had hovered about a fire on the
shore until well into the afternoon, the wind shifted to the west and
the storm abated, enabling us to proceed a little farther on our
journey, or until signs of approaching night compelled us to take
refuge in a trapper's tilt near Cape Blanc on the southern shore.  This
was the tilt that George, in his struggle out, had supposed he would
have to reach to get help.  It was about six by seven feet, and as it
contained a tent-stove we were able to make ourselves comfortable for
the night after our supper of tea and bread and butter and molasses
thoughtfully provided by Mrs. Goudie.

The next morning was clear and beautiful, and although there was
scarcely wind enough to fill the single sail of our little craft, we
made an early start.  Towards noon the wind freshened and soon was
blowing furiously.  The seas ran high, but George and I had become so
used to rough weather and had faced danger so often that we ran right
on in front of the gale, I at the tiller, and he handling the sail rope
and bailing the water out when occasionally we shipped a sea.  The rate
at which we travelled quickly brought us to the rapid at the eastern
end of the lake, and through this we shot down into the Little Lake,
and thence through the strait known as the Northwest River out into
Groswater Bay.  It was about 3.30 o'clock in the afternoon when,
turning sharply in below the post wharf, we surprised Mackenzie, the
agent, and Mark Blake, the company's servant, in the act of sawing wood
close down by the shore.

That they were astonished by the sudden appearance of the boat with its
strange-looking occupants, was evident.  They dropped their crosscut
saw, and stood staring.  In a moment, however, Mackenzie recognised
George, who, having had a hair cut and a shave, looked something like
his old self, and came to the conclusion that the other occupant of the
boat must be I.  He came quickly forward, and, grasping my hand as I
stepped from the boat, asked abruptly:

"Where's Hubbard?"

"Dead," I said.  "Dead of starvation eighty miles from here."

Mark Blake, a breed but not related to Donald, took charge of George,
and as Mackenzie and I walked to the post house, I gave him a brief
account of Hubbard's death and my rescue.  He had been warmly attracted
to Hubbard, and his big heart was touched.  I saw him hastily brush
away a tear.  Taking me into the kitchen, he instructed his little
housekeeper, Lillie Blake, Mark's niece, to give me a cup of cocoa and
some soda biscuit and butter, while he made a fire in the dining-room
stove.  Lillie cried all the time she was preparing my lunch.

"I feels so sorry for you, sir," she  said. "An' 'tis dreadful th' poor
man's starvin', an' he were such a pretty man.  In th' summer I says,
before you went t' th' bush, sir, he's sure a pretty man. 'Tis
wonderful sad, 'tis wonderful sad t' have he die so."

Oh, that pleasant kitchen, with the floor and all the woodwork scrubbed
white and the rows of shining utensils on the shelves! And the comfort
of the great wood-burning stove roaring out a tune to us on that frosty
winter evening!  As I sat there sipping the deliciously rich cocoa,
Mackenzie joined me, and while Lillie cooked the dinner I must tell him
over and over again my story. And in spite of herself the
tender-hearted little housekeeper would cry and cry.

The dinner, which consisted of grouse, potatoes, marmalade, bread, and
tea, was served in the dining room, which was also the living room.
Mackenzie sat at the head of the table, I at the foot, and on a lounge
to one side sat Atikamish, a small Mountaineer Indian hunting dog,
gravely alert for the bones his master would occasionally toss to him.
Atikamish had very good table manners. He caught the bones neatly and
deftly, and he invariably chewed them up without leaving his seat or
changing his position.  My appetite was returning, and I ate well; but
it was fully two weeks before I could eat without experiencing distress
later.  When that blessed time arrived, I never could get enough;
Lillie was always pressing me to eat, and for a time I had at least six
meals a day.

After dinner Mackenzie got Mark Blake to cut my hair and shave off my
beard.  Then he took me to my room upstairs, where a stove was
crackling out a welcome and a big tub of warm water had been prepared
for me.  After my bath, he again came up to rub my legs, which were
much swollen from frostbite, and to dress my foot with salve.  In a
suit of Mackenzie's flannel pajamas I then went to my soft bed, and lay
snug and warm under the blankets.  It was the first real bed I had lain
in for nearly four months, and oh, the luxury of it!

It is impossible for me to express the gratitude I feel towards those
good friends.  They nursed me with the tenderest care. Mackenzie's big
Scotch heart and the woman's sympathetic instinct of the little
housekeeper anticipated my every want, and he and she never could seem
to satisfy themselves with doing things for my comfort.  When I left
the post with Hubbard I weighed 170 pounds; a week after my return I
weighed ninety-five.  But with the care they took of me my general
health was soon restored, and I rapidly put on flesh.

My difficulties, however, were not yet ended.  Hubbard's body was still
to be recovered from the wild and repatriated, and during the long
months that ensued before it could be reached I lived in constant dread
lest it should be destroyed by animals, until at length the dread
amounted almost to an obsession.  Moreover, the gangrene in my foot
became worse, and if it had not been for the opportune arrival in that
dreary land of an unfortunate young medical student, it in all
likelihood would have killed me.



XII. A STRANGE FUNERAL PROCESSION

The young medical student was George Albert Hardy, of Prince Edward
Island.  Everybody called him "Doctor," and for all practical purposes
he was a regular physician and surgeon; for if he had been able to do
two or three months' more hospital work he would have received his
degree.  The reason he had hastily abandoned his studies and sought
professional service with the lumber company that maintains camps at
the western end of the Hamilton Inlet was that he had fallen a victim
to consumption.  He arrived at Northwest River Post on November 8th on
a small schooner that brought supplies from Rigolet for Mackenzie and
the Muddy Lake lumber camp at the mouth of the Grand River.

The schooner remained only an hour at Northwest River, and Dr. Hardy
had to continue on to Muddy Lake with her, but he found time to operate
on my left foot, which was badly affected, and advise me how to
continue its treatment myself.  The doctor said that the mail boat, the
Virginia Lake, which had carried him to Rigolet, would return there
within three weeks for her last trip to Newfoundland of the season, and
he urged me to take advantage of that opportunity to go home, and get
proper treatment for my feet. The temptation was great, but I felt it
was my duty not to leave Labrador without Hubbard's body.

It was my plan to engage dog teams and start with the body for the
coast so soon as it could be brought to the post.  Everybody agreed
that it could not be recovered before January, and Mackenzie argued
strongly against the practicability of transporting it with dogs,
suggesting that we place it in the old post mission chapel until
navigation opened in the spring, when it could be sent home on the mail
steamer.  But I knew I must get home as soon as possible, and my mind
was made up to take the body with me, if I had to haul it all the way
to Quebec.

The great toe on my left foot growing steadily worse, it became
necessary for me again to see the doctor.  Groswater Bay and Goose Bay
by this time were frozen solid, and on December 4th I travelled to
Muddy Lake, where Dr. Hardy was stationed, by dog team and komatik,
Willie Ikey, an Eskimo employed by Monsieur Duclos, the manager of the
French trading post across the Northwest River, acting as my driver.
Upon my arrival I was cordially welcomed by Mr. Sidney Cruikshanks, the
lumber "boss"; Mr. James McLean, the storekeeper, and Dr. Hardy.  It
was arranged that I should stop and sleep with the doctor at McLean's
house. The doctor did some more cutting, and under his careful
treatment my foot so improved that it was thought I could with safety
return to the post on December 15th, to prepare letters and telegrams
for the winter mail, which was scheduled to leave there by dog team for
Quebec on the 18th.  It was the 20th before the mail got away, and with
it went the first news of Hubbard's death to reach his relatives and
friends.

My dispatches, forwarded from Chateau Bay, the outpost of the Canadian
coast telegraph service, were received in New York on January 22d, the
letters two months later.

Immediately upon my return to Northwest River, my feet began to trouble
me again.  Word was sent to Dr. Hardy, who, regarding it as a call of
duty, arrived on December 31st.  I very much regret to say, that in
responding to the call, Dr. Hardy received a chill that hastened, if it
did not cause, his death.  After examining my feet upon his arrival, he
advised me to return with him to Muddy Lake.  So it was arranged that
George, with Mackenzie's dogs and komatik, should drive Dr. Hardy and
me to the Kenemish lumber camp, twelve miles across Groswater Bay,
where there was a patient that required attention, and that from there
Hardy and I should go on to Muddy Lake with other dogs.  Alas! the
doctor never saw Muddy Lake again.

Before starting, I learned from Allen Goudie and Duncan MacLean, who
came from the interior to spend New Year's Day, that Grand Lake was
frozen hard and an attempt might be made to bring out Hubbard's body.
Accordingly, I engaged Duncan MacLean and Tom Blake, also a breed, to
undertake the task with George, and to recover, so far as possible, the
photographic films and other articles we had abandoned at Goose Camp
and Lake Elson.  Blake was the father of Mackenzie's housekeeper, and
lived at the rapid at the eastern end of Grand Lake.  As he had, at the
request of friends, frequently prepared bodies for burial, it was
arranged that he should head the expedition, while George acted as
guide, and the agreement was that, weather permitting, the party should
start inland on January 6th.  A coffin, made by the carpenter at
Kenemish was all ready to receive the body when it should arrive at the
post.

George was to have driven Dr. Hardy and me to Kenemish on January 3d,
but as there was a stiff wind blowing and the thermometer registered 40
degrees below zero, we postponed our departure until the following day.
The morning was clear, and the temperature was 34 below.  The dogs,
with a great howling and jumping, had hardly settled down to the slow
trot which with only fair travelling is their habitual gait, when we
observed that the sky was clouding, and in an incredibly short time the
first snowflakes of the gathering storm began to fall.  Soon the snow
was so thick that it shut us in as with a curtain, and eventually even
old Aillik, our leader, was lost to view.

"Bear well t' th' east'ard, an' keep free o' th' bad ice; the's sure t'
be bad ice handy t' th' Kenemish," had been Mark Blake's parting
injunction.  So George kept well to the eastward as, hour after hour,
we forged our way on through the bending, drifting snow.  At length we
came upon land, but what land we did not know. The storm had abated by
this time, and a fresh komatik track was visible, which we proceeded to
follow.  On all sides of us ice was piled in heaps as high as a house.
We had been travelling altogether about six hours, and the storm had
ceased, when we came upon a tilt on the shore of a deep bay, and, close
by it, a man making passes with a stick at a large wolf, which,
apparently emboldened by hunger, was jumping and snarling about waiting
for a chance to spring in upon him.

The noise of our approaching komatik caused the wolf to slink off, and
then the man hurried to the tilt, reappeared with a rifle and shot the
beast as it still prowled among the ice hills.  He proved to be Uriah
White, a trapper.  Not at all excited by his adventure, he welcomed us
to his tilt.  In throwing off his mittens to fire his rifle at the
wolf, he had exposed his naked hands to the bitter cold, and they had
been frost-bitten.  While thawing out his hands at a safe distance from
the stove, he informed us that he had been "handy 'nuf to he [meaning
the wolf] to see that he were a she."

The condition of my feet had not permitted me to leave the komatik
during our long journey, and I suffered severely from the cold. George
and, alas! Hardy, were also thoroughly chilled, though they had
occasionally exercised themselves by running behind.  Uriah prepared
for us some hot tea and hardtack, and gave us our bearings.  We were
about four miles east of Kenemish, and an hour later we arrived there.

The lumber camp at the mouth of the Kenemish River is composed of a saw
mill, a storehouse in which also live the native helpers, a cookhouse,
a part of which is given over to lodgings for the Nova Scotian
lumbermen, and a log stable for the horses that do the general work
about the camp and in the woods.  Hugh Dunbar, the engineer, extended a
warm welcome to the doctor and me, and his wife, who did the camp
cooking, made us comfortable in the cookhouse.  I was destined to
remain at the camp for many weeks, and I cannot help testifying to the
gratitude I feel to those lumber folk, especially Mr. and Mrs. Dunbar,
Wells Bently, the storekeeper; Tom Fig, the machinist, and Archie
McKennan, Leigh Stanton and James Greenan.

The chill he had received during the trip from Northwest River so
affected Dr. Hardy that he was unable to proceed to Muddy Lake. Two
days after our arrival he had a severe hemorrhage, and the following
day another.  They forced him to take to his bed, and thereafter he
rose only occasionally for half an hour's rest in a chair.  He was a
deeply religious nature, and, realising that he was doomed, he awaited
the slow approach of death with calm resignation.

And my feet steadily grew worse.  Three days after our arrival at
Kenemish I could not touch them to the floor.  The doctor and I lay on
couches side by side.  I could not even bear the weight of the
bed-clothes on my feet, and Dunbar built a rack from the hoops of an
old flour barrel to protect them.  Under the doctor's direction, Mrs.
Dunbar every day removed the bandages from my feet, cleansed them with
carbolic acid water and rebandaged them. Dunbar and the other men
carried me in their arms when it was necessary for me to be taken from
my couch.  My temperature ran up until it reached 103 1/2.  The doctor
then said there was only one way to save my life--to cut off my legs.

"And," he added, "I'm the only one here that knows how to do it, and
I'm too weak to undertake it.  So were both going to die, Wallace.
There's nothing to fear in that, though, if you trust in God."

The doctor was an accomplished player of the violin, but he had left
his own instrument at Muddy Lake, and the only one he could obtain at
Kenemish was a miserable affair that gave him little satisfaction.  So
while he lay dying by the side of his patient who he thought was also
dying, he, for the most part, gratified his love of music and sought to
comfort us both by softly singing in his sympathetic tenor voice the
grand old hymns of the church. "Lead Kindly Light" and "Nearer My God
to Thee" were his favourites, and every syllable was enunciated clearly
and distinctly.

But he was mistaken in thinking that I, too, was to die.  Soon there
was an improvement noticeable in the condition of both of my feet, and
gradually they grew better.

"It's truly a miracle that the Lord is working," said the doctor. "You
were beyond human aid.  I've prayed from the bottom of my heart that
you'd get well.  I've prayed a dozen times a day, and now the prayer is
answered.  It's the only one of my prayers," he added sadly, "that has
been answered since I have been in Labrador."

During January and February the cold was terrific.  The spirit
thermometer at the camp was scaled down to 64 degrees below zero, and
on several days the spirit disappeared below the scale mark before 8
o'clock in the evening.  For a week the temperature never, even at
midday, rose above 40 below.  The old natives of the bay said there
never had been such a winter before.  Not a man in the camp escaped
without a frozen nose and the cheeks and chins of all of them were
black from being nipped by the frost.  Bently declared that he froze
his nose in bed, and Mrs. Bently bore witness to the truth of the
statement.  But Bently's nose was frosted on an average of once a day.

Nearly all of this time I lay at the lumber camp worrying about
Hubbard's body.  One day late in January, when I had been hoping that
the body had been safely brought out, Mackenzie and George arrived from
Northwest River with the news that the storms had been so continuous it
had not been deemed wise to attempt the journey inland.  I wished to be
removed at once to the post, thinking that my presence there might
hasten matters, but Dr. Hardy said there would be no use of having two
dead men, and I was forced to be content with promises that the
expedition would get under way as soon as possible.

Early in February the doctor said I might try my feet on the floor.
The result was the discovery that my knees would not bear me, and that
I should have to learn to walk all over again. Recovering the use of my
legs was a tedious job, and it was not until February 29th that I was
able to return to Northwest River. After leaving Kenemish I never saw
the unfortunate young doctor again; for he died on March 22d.

Back at Northwest River, I was able to stir things up a bit, and bright
and early on Tuesday morning, March 8th, George, Tom Blake, and Duncan
MacLean, composing the expedition that was to recover Hubbard's body,
at last left the post, prepared for their difficult journey into the
interior.  I regretted much that my physical condition made it
impossible for me to accompany them. Their provisions were packed on an
Indian flat sled or toboggan, and their tent and other camp equipment
on a sled with broad flat runners that I had obtained especially for
the transportation of the body from some Indians that visited the post.
At the rapid they were to get Tom Blake's dogs to haul their loads to
Donald Blake's at the other end of Grand Lake.  After that, the hauling
was all to be done by hand, as it is quite impossible to use dogs in
cross-country travelling in Labrador.

In the course of the afternoon snow squalls developed, and all day
Wednesday and Thursday the snow fell heavily.  I knew the storm would
interfere with the progress of the men, but I hoped they had succeeded
in reaching Donald's, and were at that point holding themselves in
readiness to proceed.  What was my disappointment, then, when towards
noon on Sunday Douglas and Henry Blake, Tom's two young sons, came to
the post to announce that their father was at home!  He had made a
start up Grand Lake, they said, but the storms had not permitted the
party to advance any farther than the Cape Corbeau tilt.

Douglas had accompanied the men to Cape Corbeau, which point it had
taken an entire day to reach, as the dogs, even with the men on their
snowshoes tramping a path ahead, sank so deeply in the snow that they
could hardly flounder along, to say nothing of hauling a load.  It was
evident, therefore, that the dogs would retard rather than accelerate
the progress of the party on Grand Lake, and when the Cape Corbeau tilt
was reached on Tuesday night it was decided that Douglas should take
them back to the rapid. On Wednesday morning the storm was raging so
fiercely that it was considered unsafe to go ahead for the present.
George, moreover, complained of a lame ankle, and said he required a
rest.  So Tom came to the conclusion that if he remained at the tilt he
would be eating the "stock of grub" to no purpose, and when Douglas
turned homeward with the dogs he went with him.  George and Duncan were
to stay at the tilt until the travelling became better, Douglas said,
and then push on to Donald's and wait for Tom there.

Douglas's story made it plain that the weather conditions on Grand Lake
had been fierce enough to appal any man, but as there had been no snow
since Friday night I could not understand what Tom was doing at the
rapid on Sunday, and with Mackenzie's consent I had Mark immediately
harness the post dogs and drive me up to his house.  I arrived there
considerably incensed by his inactivity, but I must say that his
explanation was adequate.  He asked me if I had been able to see
anything of Grand Lake, and made me realise what it meant to be out
there with a high west wind of Arctic bitterness drifting the snow in
great clouds down its thirty-seven miles of unbroken expanse.  There
was no doubt that the men had done the best they could, and after
instructing Tom that, if more provisions were needed, to obtain them at
Donald's at my expense, and receiving from him an assurance that he
would again start for Hubbard's body as soon as the weather would
permit, I returned, mollified, to the post.

It was on this day (Sunday, March 13th) that I received my first news
from home and the outside world, Monsieur Duclos, who had been on a
trip north, bringing me two telegrams from New York. They conveyed to
me the comforting assurance that all was well at home, being replies to
the dispatches I had sent in December. Received at Chateau Bay, they
had been forwarded to me three hundred and fifty miles by dog teams and
snowshoe travellers.

Tom Blake started on Monday morning, the 14th, and Tuesday at noon
joined George and Duncan at Donald's.  On Wednesday the three men began
their march up the Susan.  The weather continuing fair, they made good
progress and had no difficulty in finding the site of our last camp.
Hubbard's body, with the tent lying flat on top of it, was under eight
feet of snow.  Near the spot a wolverine had been prowling, but the
body was too deeply buried for any animal to scent it, and in its quiet
resting place it lay undisturbed. It was fortunate that it had not been
placed on a stage, as I had suggested; for in that event it would
undoubtedly have been destroyed.

Continuing on inland, the men recovered the photographic films, the
sextant, my fishing rod, and other odds and ends we had dropped on the
trail as far back as Lake Elson.  Tom and Duncan praised George
unstintingly for the unvarying accuracy with which he located the
things.  With the country and smaller trees buried under a great depth
of snow, and no landmarks to guide him, George would lead the other men
on, and, with no searching about or hesitancy, stop and say, "We'll dig
here."  And not once did his remarkable instinct play him false.

"'Tis sure wonderful," said Tom, in telling me about it.  "I ne'er
could ha' done it, an' no man on Th' Labrador could ha' done it, sir.
Not even th' Mountaineers could ha' done it."  And Duncan seconded
Tom's opinion.

On Sunday, March 27th, I was sitting in the cosey post house wondering
where George and the others were, when suddenly George appeared from
out the snow that the howling gale was whirling about.  My long
suspense was ended.  The body had been recovered in good condition,
George said.  Wrapped in the blankets that Hubbard had round him when
died--the blankets he had so gaily presented me with that June morning
on the Silvia--and our old tarpaulin, which George had recovered
farther back on the trail, it had been dragged on the Indian sled forty
miles down over the sleeping Susan River, and thence out over Grand
Lake to the Cape Corbeau tilt, where the men had been compelled to
leave it the day before owing to the heavy snowstorm that then
prevailed.  From the tilt the men had gone on to Tom's house at the
rapid to spend the night, and George had now come down to the post to
relieve my mind with the news that the body was safe.

It was arranged that the next morning George and Duncan should take the
post dogs and komatik, drive up to Cape Corbeau and bring the body
down.  The morning was calm and fine, and they started early.   It was
a strange funeral procession that returned.  The sun was setting when,
on their way back, with the body lashed to the komatik, they passed
over the rapid where Hubbard that beautiful July morning had sprung
vigorously into the water to track the canoe into Grand Lake.  How full
of hope and pleasurable anticipation he had been when we paddled
through the Little Lake! Over the snow and ice that now hid the lake
the seven dogs that were hauling his corpse strained and tugged, ever
and anon breaking into a trot as George and Duncan, running on their
snowshoes on either side of the komatik, urged them forward with Eskimo
exclamations or cracked their long whip over a laggard.  No need to
urge any one of them on, however, when they came in sight of the post.
Darkness was falling.  Knowing that their daily meal was near at hand,
the dogs broke into a run, and with much howling and jumping swung
around the point and up to the buildings.



XXIII. OVER THE ICE

With the body at the post, it was my intention to hire dog teams, and,
accompanied by George, start with it at once for home, travelling up
Hamilton Inlet to the ocean, and then down along the coast to Battle
Harbour, or some port farther south, where we might happen on a ship
that would take us away from the land where we had suffered so much.
More than three weeks elapsed, however, before we could get away from
the Northwest River.  It was about 325 miles over the ice to Battle
Harbour, and Mackenzie and the others continued to argue against the
feasibility of my plan.  For a time it did seem as if it would be
impossible to carry it out. First of all, I had trouble with Hubbard's
coffin.  When we received the body, the plain spruce box that had been
made for it was found not to be deep enough.  I sent over a request to
James Greenan, the carpenter at Kenemish, that another one be made as
speedily as possible.  He replied that the last board they had on hand
had been used in making a coffin for poor Dr. Hardy, but said that if I
would return to him the coffin we had, he believed he could raise the
sides to the requisite height.  Mackenzie immediately despatched Mark
with the dogs and komatik to carry the coffin to Kenemish, and on April
4th it was returned with the necessary alterations.  The body meanwhile
had lain wrapped in the blankets and tarpaulin in a storehouse where
the temperature practically was as low as it was out of doors.  Now we
placed it in the box with salt as a preservative, and everything was
ready for our long journey.

Then arose the question as to where I could get dogs.  Two teams were
needed, one for the body and one for our baggage.  Not a dog owner
could I find who would undertake the task.  I sent imploring messages
for twenty-five miles around, but all to no purpose. They would not
even undertake the ninety-mile journey to Rigolet. Some, I knew, did
not like the idea of travelling with a corpse, and others, like Tom
Blake, did not have enough dogs to haul our loads.  In despair I went
to Monsieur Duclos on April 19th and urged him to lend me his team to
take us as far as Rigolet, telling him that Mackenzie was willing to
let us have his team for the trip to Rigolet, but that another was
needed.  The French post dogs had just returned from a long journey,
and Monsieur Duclos said they were not fit for travel, but finally, to
my great joy, he very kindly consented to let me have them, with
Belfleur, a French-Indian, as driver, after they had a couple of days'
rest.

It was Mackenzie's custom to make an annual trip to Rigolet on post
business, and this usually took place in May; but he expedited his
arrangements so as to be able to leave with us and thus save his dogs
an additional journey.  Belfleur arrived with his dogs early on the
morning of April 21st.  Unfortunately Fred Blake, Mackenzie's driver,
was not on hand, but it was decided that Belfleur should go ahead with
George and the coffin, and that Mackenzie and I should follow with the
baggage the next morning. It was nine o'clock when the eight dogs that
were to haul the two men and the coffin got under way.  All the natives
were sorry to see George go, his genial manners and cheerful grin
having made him a prime favourite.  Mackenzie's little housekeeper and
Mark Blake's wife, who had been George's hostess, wept copiously.

Mackenzie, Fred Blake, and I got off at six o'clock the next morning.
Our seven big dogs were howling and straining on the long traces as I
said good-bye to all the good friends that had been so kind to me and
had gathered to see me leave.  It took us until evening of the
following day to reach Rigolet.  The Eskimo dogs almost invariably
leave a house and arrive at one with a great flourish, but between
times they settle down to a gentle pace and have to be urged on with
exclamations and much snapping of the whip.  Ours were much better
travellers than those belonging to the French post, and, despite the
fact that they had a heavier load to haul and were one less in number,
we overtook George and Belfleur on the afternoon of the second day.  A
part of the time Mackenzie and Fred ran beside the komatik on their
snowshoes to get warm, but my knees were still so weak that I had to
stick to the komatik all the way.  We spent the night at the log cabin
of a breed, and before noon the next day came to the cabin of one Bell
Shepard, where we learned George and Belfleur had spent their second
night.

It is considered a gross beach of etiquette on The Labrador to pass a
man's house without stopping for bread and tea, and so we had to turn
in to see Bell.  As he served us with refreshment, he gave us a
startling bit of news, to wit: that there was a great war raging in the
outside world, with Great Britain, the United States, and Japan on one
side, and Russia, France, and Germany on the other.

"I's sure 'tis true, sir," he insisted, upon observing that Mackenzie
and I appeared incredulous.  "I's just come frum Rigolet, an' Scott,
th' trader, had th' word by th' telegraph to Chateau.  So 'tis sure
true, sir, an' 'tis bad word for us poor folk on Th' Labrador, with th'
prices to go up, as they tells me they sure will, on flour an' pork."

We found out later that such a report had really spread up the coast
from dog driver to dog driver until it had reached Rigolet, and it was
not until I got to Battle Harbour that I learned that its basis was the
beginning of the conflict between Russia and Japan.

At Rigolet we were again hospitably received by Fraser, the factor.
The news of Hubbard's death had preceded us; in fact it had been
carried up and down the coast all the way from Cape Charles to Cape
Chidley.  Awaiting me was a letter from Dr. Cluny Macpherson, of the
Deep Sea Mission at Battle Harbour, who, I was informed, had recently
been to Rigolet and had hoped to see me. The letter proved to contain
much valuable information as to stopping places and the probabilities
of getting dogs between Rigolet and Battle Harbour, as well as the good
news that a steamer was expected at Battle Harbour early in May.

I also learned from Fraser that Mr. Whitney, editor of Outing magazine,
of which Hubbard had been the associate editor, had sent a message to
the telegraph operator at Chateau Bay requesting him to lend me every
assistance possible and "to spare no expense." Well-meant though the
message was, it had the effect of increasing my difficulties.  Duly
exaggerated and embellished, it had spread up the coast until every dog
owner gained the impression that a little gold mine was about to pass
through his country.  I found this out when I tried to get dog teams to
carry me to Cartwright Post, the next stage on my journey.  A haughty
person named Jerry Flowers, it appeared, had a monopoly just then of
the dog-team business in the vicinity of Rigolet, and when we arrived
at the post he proceeded to deal with me in the high-handed manner
common to trust magnates.  The regular rate paid by traders for
transportation over the eighty odd miles between Rigolet and Cartwright
was from ten to twelve dollars a team, but for the two teams I needed
Jerry expected me to pay him sixty dollars.

While I was still arguing with the immovable Jerry, John Williams, an
old livyere, fortunately arrived from West Bay, which is half way to
Cartwright, and Fraser used his influence with John to such good
purpose that he consented to take us with his dog team at least as far
as his home at the regular rate.  John had only six dogs, but he told
us we should be able to get an additional team at William Mugford's two
miles beyond Rigolet.

The strait at Rigolet was open, and when, late in the afternoon of
Monday, April 25th, we bade Mackenzie and Fraser farewell, George and
I, with our baggage and Hubbard's body, were taken across through the
cakes of floating ice in one of the Company's big boats, manned by a
crew of brawny post servants.

On the other shore we loaded the baggage and coffin on John's komatik,
and with him driving the dogs and George and I walking behind on
snowshoes, we reached Mugford's at dusk.  There we stopped for the
night, being served with the meals that the people all down the coast
usually eat at that time of the year--bread and molasses and tea.  With
one or two exceptions we had to sleep on the floor at the places where
we stopped; for the houses generally contained only one room divided by
a partition.  Almost all of the houses had low extensions used as a
storage place, and there Hubbard's body would rest over night.  Never
did we pay anything for our entertainment; poor as the people are, they
would be greatly offended if a traveller they took in offered them
money.

Generally speaking, we had good weather for our long journey to Battle
Harbour and pretty fair going.  Day after day we followed the coast
line south, crossing from neck of land to neck of land over the frozen
bays and inlets.  Sometimes we encountered ridges on the necks of land,
and then we would have to help the dogs haul the loads to the top.
Resuming our places on the komatiks, we would coast down the slopes,
with the dogs racing madly ahead to keep from being run over.  If the
descent was very steep, a drag in the form of a hoop of braided walrus
hide would be thrown over the front of one of the komatik runners, but
even then the dogs would have to run their hardest to preserve a safe
distance between them and us, and out on the smooth ice of the bays we
would shoot, to skim along with exhilarating swiftness.  As we
proceeded south we were interested in observing signs of spring.
Towards the end of our journey we encountered much soft snow and
water-covered ice.

Mugford agreed to help us out with his four dogs as far as West Bay.
Arriving there, we found that only one team was procurable for the rest
of the trip to Cartwright, so John Williams continued on with us all
the way.  Forty or fifty miles a day is about all that dogs can be
expected to accomplish with average going, and we spent two days
between Rigolet and Cartwright, reaching the Hudson's Bay Company Post
at Sandwich Bay on the evening of Wednesday, April 27th, to receive
kindly welcome from the agent, Mr. Swaffield.  Again at Cartwright we
had some difficulty in getting dogs, and it was not until Friday
morning that we could push on.  These delays were exasperating, for I
was bent on catching the steamer that Dr. Macpherson informed me in his
letter was due at Battle Harbour early in May.

Our journey resumed, it was a case of fighting dog owners all the way.
Seal Islands, about ninety miles farther down the coast, we reached on
Saturday night, April 30th.  There we had the good fortune to be
entertained by a quaint character in the person of Skipper George
Morris, a native trader.  He had been expecting us, and he greeted me
as if I had been his long-lost brother.

"Dear eyes!" he exclaimed, wringing my hand in his bluff, cordial way;
"Dear eyes! but I'se glad to see you--wonderful glad!"

The skipper's house was far above the average of those on the coast.
It had two floors with two rooms each, and his good wife kept
everything clean and bright.  Soon after our arrival the skipper got
out for our edification two shotguns--one single, and the other
double-barrelled--each of which was fully six feet long from butt to
muzzle and had a bore of one and one-half inches.

"Th' Boers ha' been fightin' England," said he, "an' I got un [the gun]
t' fight, sir.  Dear eyes! if th' Boers ha' come handy t' us, I thinks
I could ha' kept un off, sir.  I knows I could wi' them guns.  I'd sure
ha' shot through their schooners, sir, if un was big as th' mail boat
an' steamers like th' mail boat.  I'd ha' shot through un, sir, an' th'
mail boat's a big un, sir, as you knows."

The next day was May Day.  I knew that at home the birds and the
flowers had returned, and that in dear old New York gay parties of
children were probably marching to the parks.  What a May Day it was on
The Labrador!  The morning ushered in a heavy snow storm, with a
tremendous gale.  Thinking of the steamer due at Battle Harbour, I
suggested that, despite the storm, we might make a start.  But the
skipper exclaimed:

"Dear eyes! an' start in this gale!  No, no, th' dogs could ne'er face
un, sir."

And as George and our drivers thought likewise, we spent the day
resting with the old skipper and his wife, warmly housed and faring
sumptuously on wild duck, while the storm outside seemed to shake the
world to its very foundations.

On May 2d the snow had almost ceased falling and the wind had somewhat
subsided, when at eleven o'clock we parted from the quaint old skipper
whose "Dear eyes!" continued to lend emphasis to his remarks up to the
last that we saw of him.  Rounding a point of land soon after leaving
Seal Islands, we came suddenly upon two runaway dogs from a team that
had been stormbound at Seal Islands like ourselves.  The runaways were
thoroughly startled by our sudden appearance, and took to their heels,
with our teams, composed respectively of ten dogs and twelve dogs,
after them. The ice we were on had been swept clear of snow by the
wind, the hauling was easy, and our dogs almost flattened themselves
out in their effort to get at the strangers and chew them up.  The pace
became terrific, but there was nothing to do but hold on tight and
trust to luck.  For perhaps five miles our wild ride lasted, and then,
the strange dogs turning to the snow-covered land, our teams abandoned
the race and condescended to pay some heed to their masters' excited
observations.  Fortunately the chase had carried us in the direction
for which we were bound.

Early in the afternoon we reached a cache of cod heads, and stopped
while the dogs were fed one each.  Poor brutes! they had had nothing to
eat since Friday night--this was Monday--and I imagine a rather scant
meal even then; for at this time of the year the stock of salt seal
meat and fat and dried cod heads and caplin that the natives put up in
the summer and fall for dog food is nearly exhausted, and what remains
is used very economically. Often the dogs receive only one scanty meal
every other day.  Our drivers had intended to feed their teams at Seal
Islands, but on account of the scarcity of dog food none could be
purchased.

At four o'clock in the afternoon we reached Norman Bay, where we found
a miserable hut unoccupied save by an abundance of filth, two cats, and
one hen.  As there were no tracks visible in the snow, the people
evidently had been away since the storm began on Saturday night.  We
built a fire in the stove, made tea and fed ourselves, the cats, and
the hen from our grub bag.  I invariably insisted that our drivers
travel as long as there was light, which at this season lasted until
after eight o'clock, and we pushed on until we came to Corbett's Bite,
a place that also rejoices in the name of New York, the same having
been facetiously bestowed upon it by some fisherman wag, because four
small huts had been collected there to make a "city."

The inhabitants of New York had all moved to their fishing quarters
farther out on the coast when we arrived, and we took possession for
the night of the best of the huts.  Filth and slush lay an inch deep on
the floor of the single room.  A hole in the roof provided a means of
escape for the smoke from the fire we built in an improvised fireplace,
and, at the same time, a constant source of fear on our part lest some
of the dogs which roamed at will over the roof, fall through it and
into our fire. An old bench and loose boards taken from a
semi-partition in the room served as beds for our party, and we passed
a fairly comfortable night.

We were off at daylight, and at half-past eight that morning (May 3d)
reached Williams Harbour, where I had hoped to engage the teams of John
and James Russell and proceed immediately to Battle Harbour, which
place was now only a few miles off.  But the Russells were away and did
not return until night, so that we were unable to proceed until the
following morning.  With their teams of eight and six dogs the Russells
got us away early, however, and at half-past eleven that morning (May
4th) we arrived at Fox Harbour, eight miles across the bay from Battle
Harbour.  Now a new problem presented itself, which was all the more
exasperating for the reason that we were in sight of our goal.  The ice
pack was in the bay, and it was quite impossible to cross it until the
wind might shift and blow the pack out.  It is true that by a tortuous
trail some thirty miles around we could with dogs reach Cape Charles,
just below Battle Harbour; but none of the few drivers that knew the
trail was anxious to undertake the journey, and as the probabilities
were that even if we did succeed in reaching Cape Charles we should be
in the same fix there as where we were, our only course seemed to be to
remain at Fox Harbour and wait.  No vessel, they told us, had yet
arrived either at Battle Harbour or Cape Charles.

George Wakeham, an old English fisherman from Devonshire, who had spent
forty years of his life on The Labrador and had an Eskimo wife,
welcomed us to his house.  Near it was an eminence called Watch Hill,
from which the general situation of the ice pack could be observed.
Day after day I climbed Watch Hill, and for hours at a time with a
telescope viewed the ice and gazed longingly at Battle Harbour in the
distance.  On the morning of the ninth day the pack appeared to be
spreading, and I decided to run the risk of getting fast in the ice,
and make at least an attempt to start. So George and I and the five
natives that were to row us over got the boat afloat, prepared for a
start immediately after luncheon.

Meanwhile George and I ascended Watch Hill for another look at the ice
pack.  Upon scanning the distant shore line through the telescope we
discovered a speck moving in the bay away over near Battle Harbour.  A
little later we were assured that it was a big row-boat laboriously
making its way through the ice.  It came nearer and nearer, obviously
headed for Fox Harbour.  At noon it arrived, and its brawny crew of
fishermen said they had come for us.  Dr. Macpherson had sent them.
The steamer that the doctor had written me was expected had arrived at
Cape Charles with a cargo for a new whale factory, and probably would
sail for Newfoundland the next day.  Having heard we were on our way
down the coast, and divining that we were held at Fox Harbour by the
ice, Dr. Macpherson had sent the boat so that we might be sure to get
the steamer.  I marvelled greatly at these evidences of the doctor's
thoughtfulness for us who were absolute strangers to him, and was
deeply touched.

We placed the coffin in the boat, together with our baggage, and
started at once.  The men had instructions to take us directly to the
ship as she lay off Cape Charles, and after a row of about thirteen
miles we reached her at five o'clock in the afternoon. She was the
Aurora, one of the Newfoundland sealing fleet.  It was like reaching
home to be on shipboard again, and I felt that my troubles were ended.
The mate, Patrick Dumphry, informed me, however, that her commander,
Captain Abraham Kean, was at Battle Harbour, and that the steamer would
not sail before the following night.  So, wishing to have Hubbard's
coffin prepared for the voyage, and to meet and thank Dr. Macpherson, I
had the men row me back the five miles to Battle Harbour.

There I learned that, upon receiving the first news of my proposed
attempt to bring out Hubbard's body, Dr. Macpherson had made a special
trip of twenty-five miles to Chateau Bay, to telegraph to New York
suggesting that arrangements be made with Bowering & Co., the owners of
the Aurora, to have that steamer pick us up at Battle Harbour.  Perhaps
I should say here that the kindness of the doctor to us was only what
might have been expected from a gentleman by birth and breeding who,
with his charming wife, buries himself on the desolate coast of
Labrador, in order to do his Master's work.  Pitiable indeed would be
the condition of the poor folk on The Labrador were it not for Dr.
Grenfell and his brave co-workers of the Deep Sea Mission.  For
hundreds of miles along the coast they travel on their errands of
mercy, braving the violent storms of the bitter Arctic winter, sleeping
in the meanest of huts, and frequently risking their lives in open
boats on the raging sea.  Many is the needy one for whom they have
found work, many is the stricken soul that they have comforted, and
many is the life that their medical skill has saved.

At the doctor's house I received my first letters from home, and the
first accurate news of what had been transpiring in the outside world.
While there I also met Captain Kean. Unfortunately the people in New
York had not made the arrangement Dr. Macpherson had suggested, but the
captain assumed the responsibility of carrying us to Newfoundland,
saying that we should go as his guests.  He is a former member of the
Newfoundland parliament, and a man of influence as well as initiative,
and it was lucky for us that he commanded the Aurora, else we, in all
probability, should have had to push farther down the coast with dogs,
or waited at Battle Harbour for the first appearance of the mail boat.

The next day (Friday, May 13th) a firm of traders at Battle Harbour,
under Dr. Macpherson's supervision, lined Hubbard's coffin with sheet
lead and sealed it hermetically.  The body was still frozen and in good
condition.  In the afternoon we were taken to the Aurora by Dr.
Macpherson and a crew of his men, and established in the cabin, while
Hubbard's coffin was carefully stowed away in the hold, there to remain
until it was transferred at St. Johns to the Silvia, the steamer on
which my old friend, so full of life and ambition, had sailed from New
York, and which now was to carry him back a corpse.

Because of a delay in getting her unloaded, the Aurora did not sail
until Saturday evening.  The sky was all aglow with a gorgeous sunset
when we weighed anchor and steamed out of Cape Charles Harbour down
across the straits of Belle Isle.  The night was equally glorious.  As
darkness fell, the sky and sea were illuminated by the northern lights.
There was no wind and the sea was calm.  Close to our port side an
iceberg with two great spires towered high above us; another large
iceberg was on our starboard. Before us Belle Isle and the French shore
were dimly visible. Behind us the rocky coast of Labrador gradually
faded away.



XXIV. HUBBARD'S MESSAGE

Out voyage from Labrador to Newfoundland was uneventful, and on Tuesday
morning, May 17th, the Aurora steamed into St. Johns Harbour.  I was on
the bridge with Captain Kean when we passed through the narrows,
eagerly looking to see if the ship was there that was to take us home.
To my great satisfaction the Silvia was at her wharf, and George and I
lost no time in presenting ourselves to my old friend Captain Farrell,
her commander, who was engaged on deck when we arrived.  He literally
took me to his arms in welcome, and like everyone in St. Johns showed
me the greatest consideration and kindness.  Bowring & Company, the
owners of the Aurora, placed at my disposal their steam launch and such
men as I needed, to aid me in the transference of the body from the
Aurora to the Silvia, and they would make no charge for either this
service or for our passage from Cape Charles to St. Johns.

On Friday morning, May 20th, the Silvia sailed from St. John's, and one
week later (Friday the 27th), with her flag at half mast, steamed
slowly to her dock in Brooklyn.

It was a sad home-coming.  Scarcely a year before, Hubbard,
light-hearted and gay, filled with hope and ambition and manly vigour,
had stood by my side on that very deck as together we waved farewell to
the friends that were gathered now to welcome George and me back.  I
thought of how, when we were fighting our way across the desolate
wilderness, he had talked of, and planned for, this hour; and thought
of his childlike faith that God would take care of us and lead us
safely out.  And then I asked myself why George and I, whose faith was
so much the weaker, had been spared, while Hubbard, who never lost
sight of the religion of his youth, was left to die.  I felt that I was
the least deserving.  And I lived.  And Hubbard died.  Why?  I had no
answer to the question. That was God's secret.  Perhaps Hubbard's work,
in the fulness of His plan, had been completed.  Perhaps He still had
work for me to do.

We laid him to rest in a beautiful spot in the little cemetery at
Haverstraw, at the very foot of the mountains that he used to roam, and
overlooking the grand old Hudson that he loved so well. The mountains
will know him no more, and never again will he dip his paddle into the
placid waters of the river; but his noble character, his simple faith,
a faith that never wavered, but grew the stronger in his hour of
trouble, his bravery, his indomitable will--these shall not be
forgotten; they shall remain a living example to all who love bravery
and self-sacrifice.

The critics have said that Hubbard was foolhardy, and without proper
preparation he plunged blindly into an unknown wilderness. I believe
the early chapters of this narrative show that these criticisms are
unfounded, and that Hubbard took every precaution that could occur to a
reasonable mind.  Himself a thorough student of wilderness travel, in
making his preparations for the journey he sought the advice of men of
wider experience as to every little detail and acted upon it.

Others tell how fish-nets might have been made from willow bark "after
the manner of the Indians," and describe other means of securing food
that they claim men familiar with woodcraft would have resorted to.
The preceding chapters show how impracticable it would have been for us
to have consumed our small stock of provisions while manufacturing a
fish-net from bark; and how we did resort to every method at our
command of procuring food. Unfortunately we fell upon a year of
paucity.  The old men of the country bore witness that never before
within their memory had there been such a scarcity of game.

But by far the most serious criticism of all, to my mind, is that
against the object of the expedition.  It has been said that, even had
Hubbard succeeded in accomplishing everything that he set out to do,
the result would have been of little or no value to the world.  In
answer to this I cannot do better than to quote from the eloquent
tribute to Hubbard's expedition made by his old college friend, Mr.
James A. LeRoy, in the magazine issued by the Alumni Association of
their alma mater.

"Editorial wiseacres," says Mr. LeRoy, "may preach that such efforts as
Hubbard made are of no great immediate value to the world, even if
successful.  But the man who is born with the insatiable desire to do
something, to see what other men have not seen, to push into the waste
places of the world, to make a new discovery, to develop a new theme or
enrich an old, to contribute, in other words, to the fund of human
knowledge, is always something more than a mere seeker for notoriety;
he belongs, however slight may be his actual contribution to knowledge,
however great his success or complete his failure, to that minority
which has from the first kept the world moving on, while the vast
majority have peacefully travelled on with it in its course.  The
unpoetical critic will not understand him, will find it easy to call
him a dreamer; yet it is from dreams like these that have come the
world's inspirations and its great achievements."

Without any trace of the finicality that so often is pure morbidity,
Hubbard was the most conscientious man I ever knew, a man who was
continually thinking of others and how he might help them.  Doubtless
some will see in his brave life's struggle only a determination to win
for himself a recognised place as a writer and expert upon out-of-door
life; but those who were privileged to enjoy his intimacy know that the
deep, underlying purpose of the man was to fit himself to deliver to
the world a message that he felt to be profoundly true--a message that
should inspire his fellow-men to encounter the battle of life without
flinching, that should make them realise that unceasing endeavour and
loyalty to God, their conscience and their brothers are indeed worth
while. He died before he reached the goal of his ambition, but I do not
believe that his message was undelivered.

Only men that have camped together in a lonely, uninhabited country can
in any degree comprehend the bond of affection and love that drew
Hubbard and me ever closer to each other, as the Labrador Wild lured us
on and on into the depths of its desolate waste.  "The work must be
done," he used to say, "and if one of us falls before it is completed,
the other must finish it."  His words ring in my ear as a call to duty.
I see his dear, brave face before me now.  I feel his lips upon my
cheek.  The smoke of the camp-fire is in my blood.  The fragrance of
the forest is in my nostrils.  Perhaps it is God's will that I finish
the work of exploration that Hubbard began.





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