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THE QUEST OF GLORY
BY THE SAME AUTHOR
THE VIPER OF MILAN
I WILL MAINTAIN
DEFENDER OF THE FAITH
GOD AND THE KING
THE QUEST OF GLORY
BY
MARJORIE BOWEN
“LA GLOIRE NOUS DONNE SUR LES CŒURS UNE AUTORITÉ NATURELLE QUI
NOUS TOUCHE SANS DOUTE AUTANT QUE NULLE DE NOS SENSATIONS ET
NOUS ÉTOURDIT PLUS SUR NOS MISÈRES QU’UNE VAINE DISSIPATION;
ELLE EST DONC RÉELLE EN TOUS SENS.”
MARQUIS DE VAUVENARGUES
METHUEN & CO. LTD.
36 ESSEX STREET W.C.
LONDON
_First Published in 1912_
CONTENTS
PART I
THE QUEST JOYFUL
I. PRAGUE, 1742
II. THE CHAPEL OF ST. WENCESLAS
III. CAROLA KOKLINSKA
IV. CARDINAL FLEURY’S BLUNDER
V. THE RETREAT FROM PRAGUE
VI. ON THE HEIGHTS
VII. THE HOME AT AIX
VIII. CLÉMENCE DE SÉGUY
IX. THE HERETIC
X. THE MAGICIAN
XI. M. DE RICHELIEU
XII. THE DIAMOND RING
XIII. THREE LETTERS
PART II
THE QUEST SORROWFUL
I. PARIS
II. A WALLED GARDEN
III. A PAVILION AT VERSAILLES
IV. DESPAIR
V. THE PAINTER
VI. IN THE GARDEN
VII. A PICTURE
VIII. VOLTAIRE
IX. REFLECTIONS
X. IN THE LOUVRE
XI. THE FÊTE
XII. AFTERWARDS
XIII. CLÉMENCE
XIV. IN THE CONVENT
PART III
THE QUEST TRIUMPHANT
I. THE FATHER
II. RETURN TO LIFE!
III. THE BETROTHED
IV. THE CONFLICT
V. THE DEPARTURE FROM AIX
VI. THE GARRET
VII. THE ROSES OF M. MARMONTEL
VIII. THE END OF THE QUEST
EPILOGUE
THE QUEST OF GLORY
PART I
THE QUEST JOYFUL
“Tout est très abject dans les hommes, la vertu, la gloire,
la vie; mais les choses les plus petites ont des proportions
reconnues. Le chêne est un grand arbre près du cerisier;
ainsi les hommes à l’égard les uns des autres.”--LE MARQUIS
DE VAUVENARGUES.
CHAPTER I
PRAGUE, 1742
The Austrian guns had ceased with the early sunset, and the desolate
city of Prague was silent, encompassed by the enemy and the hard,
continuous cold of a Bohemian December: in the hall of Vladislav in
the Hradcany, that ancient palace of ancient kings that rose above
the town, several French officers wrapped in heavy cloaks were walking
up and down, as they had done night after night since the dragging
siege began. In the vast spaces of the huge pillarless hall with the
high arched Gothic roof, bare walls and floor, imperfectly lit by a
few low-placed lamps, their figures looked slight to insignificance,
and the sound of their lowered voices was a mere murmur in the great
frozen stillness. At one end of the hall rose a tall carved wooden
throne and rows of benches divided from the main hall by a light
railing; these, which had once been the seats of the King and nobility
of Bohemia, were now decayed and broken, and behind the empty chair of
state was thrust a Bourbon flag tied with the blue and white colours
that the French carried in compliment to the Elector of Bavaria, whom
they, for many intricate reasons,--some wise, and some foolish, and
none just,--were seeking to place on the Austrian throne as Charles II.
These officers, who were the unquestioning instruments of this policy
of France, ceased talking presently and gathered round the degraded
throne before which burnt a handful of charcoal over an iron tripod.
The only near light was a heavy lamp suspended before the window; a
stench of rank oil and powder filled even the cold air, which rasped
the throat and the nostrils and had no freshness in it but only a
great lifeless chill.
There were four of these officers, and as they stood round the
struggling flame that leapt and sank on the brazier, the cross lights
of fire and lamp showed a great similarity in their persons. It was
noticeable how totally different they were from their surroundings;
no one ever would have thought that they were of the breed that had
built this vast barbaric hall or carved the bold monsters on the rude
throne: in every line they stood confessed foreign, alien to this
crude grandeur and of another nation, another civilization, old and
thrice refined.
They were all slight men, though two were tall; they all wore under
their cloaks the uniforms of the famous _régiment du roi_; and they
all had their hair as carefully powdered and curled and their linen
as fresh and elaborate as if they were at Versailles: yet it was now
several months since Prince Lobkowitz and his Hungarian Pandours had
driven the French into Prague.
Their manner was as similar as their persons: a composed gaiety,
an unconscious courtesy, an absolute reserve and command of emotion
were as common to each as the silver epaulettes and frogs of their
blue uniforms. The four faces the charcoal flame lit were proud and
delicate and much alike in feature, but one was distinguished, even
in that light, by the fresh attractiveness of its youthful beauty--the
beauty of dark colour, of soft eyes, of rich hair that pomade could
scarcely disguise, of ardent lips and eager expression that even the
formality of that universal noble manner could not conceal; a face
beautiful and lovable, and one that had not yet looked on twenty years.
He was the youngest as he was the tallest. His companions were much of
an age and much of a height, and nothing remarkable distinguished one
from the other save that one wore the gorgeous uniform of a colonel,
two that of captain; the youth’s rank was merely that of lieutenant.
They were all silent; there was absolutely nothing to talk about.
They had been shut up in Prague all the winter, and though they could
easily have broken through the loose ranks of the unskilful besiegers,
all thought of leaving the city was impossible until the spring.
Bohemia was ice from end to end, and even in the encampment in Prague
the Frenchmen died of cold.
The siege was almost without incident and quite without excitement;
the Austrians made no attempt to take the city by storm, and the
French made no sallies. News of the outside war was their one
diversion: all Europe was in arms; Spain and England had been the last
to march on to the universal battle-field; France was but one member
of a coalition that endeavoured to wrest new possessions from the
Empress-Queen, Maria Theresa, whom English gold and Magyar loyalty
alone supported. France had signed the Pragmatic Sanction that left
her heiress to her father’s empire, but that promise had been lightly
enough broken when France saw her advantage in allying herself with
Frederick of Prussia, who, after his seizure of Silesia, had become a
power in Europe. No Frenchman had any personal feeling about the war;
Prussian was the same as Austrian in the eyes of most, and very few
troubled to follow the ramifications of the policy that had led the
Ministers who ruled in Paris to side with the effete Elector rather
than the gallant Queen of Hungary in this struggle for the succession
of Charles V. Therefore, with no interest in the war, little news from
home, enclosed in a foreign and half-barbarous town among a people
strange and mostly unfriendly, the French, during the long months
of the nominal siege, were utterly overcome with weariness and a
dispirited lassitude from which these four standing over the charcoal
pan in the Vladislav Hall were not wholly free.
The opening of the door at the farther end of the hall caused them all
to turn with the expectancy born of monotony. Several figures entered
the shadows, themselves dark and casting shadows by reason of the
lantern the foremost held.
The officers moved forward. The light of dim lamp and swinging lantern
was merely confusing to the sight; the advancing group threw fantastic
blots of shade, and seemed to merge, subdivide, and merge again until
there might have been ten people or two coming down the great bare
aisle of the hall.
When the light above the throne at last flung its feeble illumination
over them, it disclosed a stout Bohemian servant carrying a lantern,
a young man in a splendid dress of scarlet and fur, and a woman rather
clumsily muffled in a military cloak which was caught up so as to show
her riding-boots and fantastic long spurs.
The officers saluted; the lady paused and looked at her companion,
who returned the salute and said in good French, “We are prisoners,
I believe.”
“Austrians?” asked the Colonel.
“No: Poles. On our way to Paris. We were captured by the Pandours,
who routed our escort, and then by a Bohemian regiment, who considered
us enemies”--he smiled engagingly. “But I have induced them to allow
me an audience of M. de Belleisle, who, I am certain, will allow us on
our way.”
“Why, doubtless,” returned the Frenchman, with disinterested courtesy;
“but it is severe weather for travelling, and in time of war, with a
lady.”
“My sister,” said the young Pole, “is used to the cold, for she has
lived all her life in Russia.”
The lady lifted a face pale with fatigue and shadowed with anxiety;
her black hair was very unbecomingly twisted tight round her head, and
she wore a fur cap of fox’s skin drawn down to her ears.
“I have a good reason to wish to hasten to Paris,” she said. “I am
summoned there by the Queen.”
She made an impatient gesture to the Bohemian who conducted them, and
with a weary little bow followed him through the small door that had
been cut in the high blank wall.
With a more elaborate courtesy her companion followed her, his heavy
tread echoing in the stillness even after the door had closed behind
him.
“I wish I were bound for Paris,” remarked the young Colonel, M. de
Biron.
One of the captains lightly echoed his wish; the other glanced at the
lieutenant and said in a very pleasing voice--
“No, M. le Duc, wish for a battle, which would suit us all better.”
M. de Biron smiled.
“You are very sanguine, Luc.”
“How sanguine, Monsieur?”
“You speak as if war was what it used to be in the days of Amathis
de Gaul: forays, single combats, pitched battles, one cause--reward,
honour, glory.”
The faint smile deepened on Luc de Clapiers’ face; he made no reply,
but the lieutenant flushed quickly and answered--
“Pardon me, Monsieur, but it seems to me like that still.”
The young Duke seated himself on one of the wooden benches and crossed
his slender feet.
“Even Luc,” he said, with an accent of slight amusement, “cannot
make this a crusade. We do not know exactly what we fight for--we
respect our enemies as much as our allies; we think the Ministers
fools, and know the generals jealous of each other. The country, that
never wanted the war, is being taxed to death to pay for it; we”--he
shrugged elegantly--“are ruining ourselves to keep ourselves in
weariness and idleness. We get no thanks. I see not the least chance
of promotion for any of us.”
“But, Monsieur,” cried the lieutenant eagerly, “you forget glory.”
“Glory!” repeated M. de Biron lightly.
Luc de Clapiers flashed a profound look at him in silence; the other
captain laughed.
“We are none of us,” he remarked, “like to get much glory in Prague.”
“Oh, hear d’Espagnac on that,” returned the Duke half mockingly; “he
hath not yet awakened from fairy tales.”
The exquisite young face of Georges d’Espagnac blushed into a
beautiful animation.
“A soldier,” he said, “may find glory anywhere, Monsieur le Duc.”
“In death, for instance,” replied M. de Biron, with a whimsical
gravity. “Yes, one might find that--any day.”
“No--I meant in life,” was the ardent answer. “Die--to die!” The young
voice was scornful of the word. “I mean to live for France, for glory.
What does it matter to me how long I stay in Prague--for what cause
the war is? I march under the French flag, and that is enough. I fight
for France--I am on the quest of glory, Monsieur.” He paused abruptly;
M. de Biron took a fan of long eagle feathers from the bench and
fanned the dying charcoal into a blaze.
“A long quest,” he said, not unkindly. He was thinking that he had
been ten years in the army himself, and only obtained his colonelcy by
reason of his rank and great influence at Court; Georges d’Espagnac,
of the provincial nobility, with no friend near the King, had no
bright prospects.
A little silence fell, then Luc de Clapiers spoke.
“A short or easy quest would be scarcely worth the achieving.”
M. d’Espagnac smiled brilliantly and rose. “It is splendid to think
there are difficulties in the world when one knows one can overcome
them--fight, overcome, achieve--chase the goddess, and clasp her at
last! To ride over obstacles and mount on opposition--nothing else is
life!”
His dark hazel eyes unclosed widely; he looked as magnificent, as
confident, as his words sounded. His cloak had fallen apart, and the
last blaze of the charcoal flame gave a red glow to the silver pomp
of his uniform; his face, his figure, his pose were perfect in human
beauty, human pride transformed by spiritual exaltation; his soul lay
like holy fire in his glance. So might St. Sebastian have looked when
he came the second time to deliver himself to martyrdom.
“I give you joy of your faith,” said M. de Biron.
“Oh, Monsieur, you shall give me joy of my achievement one day. I know
that I am going to succeed. God did not put this passion in men for
them to waste it.” He spoke without embarrassment as he spoke without
boasting, and with a pleasing personal modesty, as if his pride was
for humanity and not for himself.
Luc de Clapiers was looking at him with eyes that shone with
understanding and sympathy.
“Keep that faith of yours, d’Espagnac,” he said softly; “it is the
only thing in the world worth living for. Indeed, how could we live
but for the hope of glory--some day?”
“I trust you may both die a Maréchal de France,” remarked M. de Biron.
The charcoal sank out beyond recovery; a sudden cold blast of wind
blew through the upper part of the window that had been smashed by an
Austrian shell. M. de Biron rose with a shudder.
“It is warmer in the guardroom,” he declared.
Luc de Clapiers spoke to the Lieutenant.
“Will you come with me to the church?”
The young man answered readily. “Certainly, Monsieur.”
The Duke put his hand on the shoulder of the other captain.
“I do believe”--he smiled--“that Luc is on the same quest of glory.”
CHAPTER II
THE CHAPEL OF ST. WENCESLAS
The two young men left the palace and proceeded rapidly, by reason
of the intense cold, through the ways, covered and uncovered, that
led from the royal residence to the other buildings that, ringed by
half-destroyed fortifications, formed the Hradcany. The night was
moonless, and heavy clouds concealed the stars; lanterns placed at
irregular intervals alone lit the way, but Luc de Clapiers guided
his companion accurately enough to the entrance of the huge, soaring,
unfinished, and yet triumphant cathedral of St. Vitus.
“You have been here before?” he asked, as they stepped into the black
hollow of the porch. Though they were of the same regiment, the two
had never been intimate.
“No, Monsieur,” came the fresh young voice out of the dark, “and
you?--I have heard you reason on the new philosophy and speak as one
of those who follow M. de Voltaire--as one of those who do not believe
in God.”
“I do not believe that He can be confined in a church,” answered Luc
quietly. “Yet some churches are so beautiful that one must worship in
them.”
“What?” asked M. d’Espagnac, below his breath. “Glory, perhaps?”
The captain did not answer; he gently pushed open a small door to one
side of the porch. A thin glow of pale-coloured light fell over his
dark cloak and serene face; beyond him could be seen a glimmer like
jewels veiled under water. He pulled off his beaver and entered the
cathedral, followed softly by his companion. For a moment they stood
motionless within the door, which slipped silently into place behind
them.
The air was oppressive with the powerful perfume of strong incense,
and yet even more bitterly cold than the outer night; the light was
dim, flickering, rich, and luxurious, and came wholly from hanging
lamps of yellow, blue, and red glass. In what appeared the extreme
distance, the altar sparkled in the gleam of two huge candles of
painted wax, and behind and about it showed green translucent,
unsubstantial shapes of arches and pillars rising up and disappearing
in the great darkness of the roof, which was as impenetrable as a
starless heaven.
The church was bare of chair or pew or stool; the straight sweep of
the nave was broken only by the dark outlines of princely tombs where
lay the dust of former Bohemian kings and queens: their reclining
figures so much above and beyond humanity, yet so startlingly like
life, could be seen in the flood of ruby light that poured from the
lamps above them, with praying hands and reposeful feet, patient faces
and untroubled pillows on which the stately heads had not stirred for
centuries.
“This is very old, this church, is it not?” whispered M. d’Espagnac.
“Old? Yes, it was built in the days of faith. This is the legend”--he
turned to the left, where two lights of a vivid green cast an
unearthly hue over huge bronze gates that shut off a chapel of the
utmost magnificence and barbaric vividness. A brass ring hung from one
of these gates, and the Frenchman put out his fair hand and touched it.
“This is the chapel of St. Wenceslas,” he said. “He was a prince, and
he built this church; but before it was finished his brother murdered
him as he clung to this ring--and the church has never been completed.”
He pushed the heavy gate open, and the two stood surrounded by the
pomp and grave splendour of Eastern taste. From floor to ceiling the
walls were inlaid with Bohemian jewels set in patterns of gold; the
ceiling itself was covered with ancient but still glowing frescoes;
the altar was silver and gold and lumachella, the marble which holds
fire, and contained vessels of crude but dazzling colour and shape in
enamel, painted wood, and precious stones.
A mighty candelabrum which showed a beautiful and powerful figure of
Wenceslas stood before the altar, and lit, by a dozen wax candles, the
cuirass and helmet of the murdered saint, preserved in a curious case
of rock crystal which rested on the altar cover of purple silk and
scarlet fringing.
Above the altar hung a Flemish picture showing the murder of the
Prince by the fierce Boleslav; the colours were as bright as the gems
in the walls, and the faces had a lifelike look of distorted passion.
A pink marble shell of holy water stood near the entrance, and the
lieutenant, with the instinct of an ingrained creed, dipped in his
fingers and crossed himself. Luc de Clapiers did not perform this
rite, but passed to the altar rails and leant there thoughtfully, a
figure in strong contrast to his background.
“M. d’Espagnac,” he said, in a low, composed voice, “I liked the way
you spoke to-night. Forgive me--but I too have thought as you do--I
also live for glory.”
At hearing these words the youth flushed with a nameless and
inexpressible emotion; he came to the altar also and lowered his eyes
to the mosaic pavement that sparkled in the candlelight. He had only
been a year in the army and one campaign at the war; every detail
of his life still had the intoxication of novelty, and these words,
spoken by his captain amidst surroundings exotic as an Eastern fairy
tale, fired his ardent imagination and caught his spirit up to regions
of bewildering joy.
“You have everything in the world before you,” continued Luc de
Clapiers, and his voice, though very soft, had a note of great
inner strength. “If anyone should laugh or sneer because you desire
to give your life to glory, you must only pity them. M. de Biron,
for instance--those people cannot understand.” He moved his hand
delicately to his breast and turned his deep hazel eyes earnestly on
the youth. “You must not be discouraged. You are seeking for something
that _is_ in the world, something that other men have found--and
won--in different ways, but by the light of the same spirit--always.”
M. d’Espagnac sighed, very gently; his whitened hair and pure face
were of one paleness in the ghostly, dim, mingled light of coloured
lamp and flickering candle.
“I want to achieve myself,” he said simply. “There is something within
me which is great; therefore I feel very joyful. It is like a flame in
my heart which warms all my blood; it is like wings folded to my feet
which one day will open and carry me--above the earth.” He paused and
added, “You see I am speaking like a child, but it is difficult to
find a language for these thoughts.”
“It is impossible,” answered Luc de Clapiers under his breath; “the
holiest things in the world are those that have never been expressed.
The new philosophy is as far from them as the old bigotry, and Prince
Wenceslas, who died here five hundred years ago, knew as much of it as
we do who are so wise, so civilized--so bewildered, after all.”
The youth looked at him reverently; until to-day he had hardly noticed
the silent young soldier, for Luc de Clapiers had nothing remarkable
about his person or his manner.
“Monsieur, you think, then, that I shall achieve my ambitions?”
Hitherto he had been indifferent to encouragement; now he felt eager
for this man’s approval and confidence.
“Of course--you surely never doubt?”
“No.” Georges d’Espagnac smiled dreamily. “I have done nothing yet.
I have no task, no duty, no burden; there is nothing put to my
hand--everything is so golden that it dazzles me. I think that will
clear like dawn mists, and then I shall see what I am to do. You
understand, Monsieur?”
The young captain smiled in answer.
“I brought you here to say a prayer to St. Wenceslas,” he said.
M. d’Espagnac looked up at the picture above the altar.
A prince, and young; a saint, and brave; a knight, and murdered--it
was an ideal to call forth admiration and sorrow. The lieutenant went
on his knees and clasped his hands.
“Ah, Monsieur,” he said, half wistfully, “he was murdered--a villain’s
knife stopped his dreams. Death is unjust”--he frowned, “if I were to
die now, I should be unknown--empty-handed--forgotten. But it is not
possible,” he added sharply.
He drew from the bosom of his uniform a breviary in ivory with silver
clasps, opened it where the leaves held some dried flowers and a
folded letter, then closed it and bent his head against the altar rail
as if he wept.
Luc de Clapiers went to the bronze gates and looked thoughtfully
down the vast dusky aisles of the church, so cold, so alluring yet
confusing to the senses, so majestic and silent.
He stood so several minutes, then turned slowly to observe the young
figure kneeling before the barbaric Christian altar.
Georges d’Espagnac had raised his face; his cloak had fallen open on
the pale blue and silver of his uniform; the candle glowing on the
silken, crystal-encased armour of St. Wenceslas cast a pale reflected
light on to his countenance, which, always lovely in line and colour,
was now transformed by an unearthly passion into an exquisite nobility.
He was absolutely still in his exalted absorption, and only the liquid
lustre of his eyes showed that he lived, for his very breath seemed
suppressed.
The young captain looked at him tenderly. “Beautiful as the early
morning of spring,” he thought, “are the first years of youth.”
M. d’Espagnac rose suddenly and crossed himself.
“I would like to keep vigil here, as the knights used to,” he
said--his breath came quickly now. “How silent it is here and
vast--and holy; an outpost of heaven, Monsieur.”
His companion did not reply; he remained at the opening of the gates,
gazing through the coloured lights and shadows. The world seemed to
have receded from them; emotion and thought ceased in the bosom of
each; they were only conscious of a sensation, half awesome, half
soothing, that had no name nor expression.
The weary campaign, the monotonous round of duties, the sordid
details of the war, the prolonged weeks in Prague, the fatigues,
disappointments, and anxieties of their daily life--all memory of
these things went from them; they seemed to breathe a heavenly air
that filled their veins with delicious ardour, the silence rung with
golden voices, and the great dusks of the cathedral were full of
heroic figures that lured and beckoned and smiled.
A divine magnificence seemed to burn on the distant altar, like the
far-off but clearly visible goal of man’s supreme ambitions, nameless
save in dreams, the reward only of perfect achievement, absolute
victory--the glamour of that immaculate glory which alone can satisfy
the hero’s highest need.
To the two young men standing on the spot where the saintly prince
fell so many generations before, the path to this ultimate splendour
seemed straight and easy, the journey simple, the end inevitable.
The distant mournful notes of some outside clock struck the hour, and
M. d’Espagnac passed his hand over his eyes with a slight shiver; he
was on duty in another few minutes.
“Au revoir, Monsieur,” he said to the captain. Their eyes met; they
smiled faintly and parted.
M. d’Espagnac walked rapidly and lightly towards the main door of
the cathedral. He noticed now that it was very cold, with an intense,
clinging chill. He paused to arrange his mantle before facing the
outer air, and as he did so, saw suddenly before him a figure like
his own in a heavy military cloak.
The first second he was confused, the next he recognized the Polish
lady he had lately seen in the Vladislav Hall.
He voiced his instinctive thought.
“Why, Madame, I did not hear the door!”
“No,” she answered. “Did you not know that there was a secret passage
from the palace?” She added instantly--
“What is the name of your companion, Monsieur?”
He glanced where she glanced, at the slight figure of the young
captain standing by the bronze gates of the Wenceslas Chapel. He felt
a shyness in answering her; her manner was abrupt, and she seemed to
him an intruder in the church that had inspired such a religious mood
in him. She evidently instantly perceived this, for she said, with
direct haughtiness--
“I am the Countess Carola Koklinska.”
M. d’Espagnac bowed and flushed. He gave his own name swiftly.
“I am the Comte d’Espagnac, lieutenant in the _régiment du roi_;
my friend is Luc de Clapiers, Monsieur le Capitaine le Marquis de
Vauvenargues, of the same regiment, Madame la Comtesse.”
She laughed now, but in a spiritless fashion.
“Very well--I will speak to M. de Vauvenargues.”
CHAPTER III
CAROLA KOKLINSKA
The lady waited until M. d’Espagnac had left the church, then turned
directly to the gates of the Wenceslas Chapel, loosening, as she
moved, the heavy folds of her great cloak.
She came so directly towards him that the Marquis could not avoid
opening the gate and waiting as if he expected her, though in truth
he found her sudden appearance surprising.
“This is a famous chapel, is it not?” she remarked as she reached
him. She stepped into the deep glitter of the jewelled dusk, and the
Marquis felt the frozen air she brought in with her--cold even in the
cold. He smiled and waited. She stood a pace or two away from him, and
he could see her frosty breath.
“I am Carola Koklinska,” she added. “I have been in the church
some time, and I overheard what you said to your friend, M. de
Vauvenargues.”
He still was silent; his smile deepened slightly. She moved towards
the altar and stood in the exact spot where M. d’Espagnac had knelt;
with a broken sigh she shook off her mantle and cast it down on the
gorgeous pavement. She was dressed in a fantastic and brilliant
fashion: her long blue velvet coat, lined and edged with a reddish
fur, was tied under the arms by a scarlet sash heavy with gold
fringings; her crimson skirt came scarcely below her knees and showed
embroidered leather riding-boots and long glimmering spurs; her coat
was open at the bosom on a mass of fine lace and linen worked with
gold threads; she wore coral ornaments in her ears and a long scarlet
plume in her heavy cap of fox’s fur; her hands were concealed in thick
leather gloves embroidered with silk down the backs; in her sash were
a short sword and a gold-mounted riding-whip.
The Marquis noticed these details instantly, also that the lady
herself, in the setting of these strange Oriental garments, was pale
and fair and delicate as a white violet nourished on snow. She exhaled
a powerful perfume as of some Eastern rose or carnation: he had
noticed it when she crossed the Vladislav Hall.
“You are travelling to Paris?” he asked.
“I told you,” she replied, with a kind of delicate directness. “My
sister is maid-of-honour to the Queen Marie Leckinska, and as she is
to be married I am going to take her place. But we are delayed, it
seems. M. de Belleisle advises us to stay in the Hradcany till the
spring.”
“Prague,” said the Marquis, “is full of travellers and refugees. No
one would willingly journey this weather.”
“I would, save that we have lost our sledges, our horses, our
servants, our escort. Sometimes it is colder than this in Russia.”
“You will find it dreary in Prague, Mademoiselle,” said the Marquis
kindly; “but when you reach Paris you will be recompensed.”
She fixed her large, clear and light brown eyes on his face.
“I told you I had heard what you said, Monsieur. Are you usually so
indifferent to eavesdroppers?”
“I said nothing that anyone might not hear--though not perhaps
discuss,” he answered gently.
“You mean you will not talk of these things to a woman!” she exclaimed
quickly. “And I suppose I seem a barbarian to you. But perhaps I could
understand as well as that young officer.” Her voice was slow and sad.
“I come from an heroic and unfortunate country, Monsieur. I also have
dreamt of glory.”
Still he would not speak; her frankness was abashed before his gentle
reserve.
“I came here to attend Mass,” she said hurriedly. “There is Mass here?
I have not been inside a church for many weeks.”
“Service is held here and well attended,” he replied, “but it is yet
too early.”
She still kept her eyes on him.
“My brother is finding lodgings--he is to meet me here. I will stay
for the Mass.”
The Marquis moved just outside the bronze gates so that the light of
the green lamps cast a sea-pearl glow over his person. He was looking
towards the high altar, and Carola Koklinska observed him keenly.
He appeared older than his years, which were twenty-seven, and was of
a delicate, though dignified and manly, bearing. A little above the
medium height, he carried himself with the full majesty of youth and
health and the perfect ease of nobility and a long soldier’s training.
His face, in its refinement, repose, and slight hauteur of composure,
was typical of his nation and his rank; his expression was given a
singular charm by the great sweetness of the mouth and the impression
of reserved power conveyed by the deep hazel eyes, which were of a
peculiarly innocent and dreamy lustre--not eyes to associate with a
soldier, incongruous, indeed, with the stiff gorgeous uniform and the
pomaded curls that waved loosely round his low serene forehead.
The details of his dress were fashionable and exquisite: he wore
diamonds in his neckcloth and his sword-hilt was of great beauty. His
manner and whole poise were so utterly calm that the Countess Carola
felt it difficult to associate him with the ardent voice that had
spoken to Georges d’Espagnac. He had put her very completely outside
his thoughts. She winced under it as if it were a personal discourtesy.
“I regret I intruded,” she said sincerely.
The Marquis gave her a look of astonishment; her open glance met his;
he blushed, opened his lips to speak, but did not.
“I also can admire St. Wenceslas,” she added.
She pulled off her clumsy cap, and long trails of smoke-black hair
fell untidily over her resplendent coat. She went on one knee before
the altar, snatched off her gloves, and clasped above her head her
small hands, which were white, stiff, and creased from the pressure of
the leather.
“I have been discourteous,” said the Marquis, and the ready colour
heightened in his delicate cheek.
The Countess Carola took no heed; she was murmuring prayers in her own
language, which to his ears sounded uncouth, but not unpleasing. He
moved respectfully away. An acolyte was passing before the high altar;
the door was swinging to and fro as several people--French, Bavarian,
and Bohemian--entered the church for vespers.
M. de Vauvenargues looked back at the figure of the Polish lady.
She appeared to be praying with a real and rather sad fervour; her
strange, rich, and flamboyant dress, her disarranged hair, her
attitude of supplication made her a fitting figure for the sparkling
chapel; she looked more like a youth than a woman; she might have been
St. Wenceslas himself just before the knife of Boleslav was plunged
into his back.
The Marquis passed out into the bitter sombre night, which was filled
with the ringing of the bells of many churches. He made his way along
the dark terraces until he stood looking over the lights of Prague
below, the still more distant fires of the Austrians, the whole windy
depth of the night spread before him. Immediately beneath him he
could hear the rustling of the great bare trees in the Stags Ditch.
Presently the organ from the cathedral silenced these sounds and
rolled out gloomily and commandingly across the darkness.
M. de Vauvenargues, of ancient family and small fortune, had been
nine years in the army, had served in the Italian campaign of ’32,
and had as yet met with no distinction and could foresee no hope of
advancement; but it never occurred to him to doubt that the great
career that filled his dreams would be one day his. He never spoke of
his ambitions, yet he foresaw himself a Maréchal de France, carrying
the baton with the silver lilies, riding across Europe at the head of
a huge army.
Sometimes, as now, this vision was so intensely vivid that a little
shiver ran through his blood and his breath choked his throat and a
desire for action possessed him, so passionate that it shook his heart.
He found himself chafing--and not for the first time--at this long
idleness in Prague. He felt impatient with M. de Broglie for allowing
himself to be forced into the city, and impatient even with M. de
Belleisle for not moving before the winter set in, for now they could
not move for three, perhaps four, months.
Even if the Austrians disappeared from under the walls to-morrow it
would be impossible to stir from the city in this utter severity of
cold. M. de Vauvenargues saw that the generalship that had brought
them to lie useless in Prague was as wrong as the policy that had
offered assistance to Frederick of Prussia. He did not admire the war
nor the causes that had brought it about; but he was merely one of
thousands of pawns that had no choice as to where they stood.
The wind was so insistently chill that he moved from his post
overlooking the town and turned, still thoughtful, towards that
portion of the rambling buildings of the Hradcany where his regiment
was quartered.
Before he reached it he met his colonel, M. de Biron, who caught hold
of his arm rather eagerly.
“A messenger from Paris,” whispered the Duke. “Came with letters to M.
Belleisle--he has sent for M. de Broglie.”
The second in command was not loved by the Maréchal; that they should
be in consultation seemed to both the young officers as if the news
from France must be serious.
“When shall we know?” asked M. de Vauvenargues.
“Not before the morning,” sighed the colonel.
They entered the guardroom together: the chamber was full of the
perfume of Virginian tobacco and pleasantly warm. Georges d’Espagnac
was playing cards at a curious old table inlaid with ivory; his fair
young face was flushed with warmth and animation and showed dazzling
through the smoke wreaths.
CHAPTER IV
CARDINAL FLEURY’S BLUNDER
Maréchal de Belleisle lay full length on a couch of saffron-coloured
satin with his head raised on a pile of silk cushions.
His room was one of the royal apartments in the Hradcany, and was
most splendidly furnished with his own luxurious belongings: the floor
was covered with a silk carpet; the walls hung with bright tapestry;
the chairs were gilt and ash-wood; the many small tables held all
manner of rich articles of gold, tortoiseshell, porcelain, and enamel,
books richly bound, and caskets of sweets and preserved fruits. The
light came entirely from crystal lamps suspended from gilt chains and
supported by the ivory figures of flying cupids. A great clear fire
burnt on the hearth, and near it was an ormolu writing-desk, on which
were a few papers and a number of extravagant articles of gold and
precious stones.
The Maréchal was a man of middle life with an appearance denoting
great pride and energy. He wore a white and scarlet brocade
dressing-gown over black breeches and waistcoat of the extreme of
fashion; his feet and legs were bandaged to the knee; the upper part
of his person glittered with jewels--in the seals at his watch-chain,
in the heavy lace at his throat, and on his strong, smooth fingers.
His face was unnaturally pale and expressed a cold despair; his full
brown eyes stared in absorbed trouble across the beautiful little
room; and in his right hand he tightly grasped a letter from which
swung the seals of France. He moved his head with a quick breath as
his valet open the door and announced--
“Monsieur le Duc de Broglie.”
M. de Belleisle compressed his lips and his head sank back on the
pillows again. M. de Broglie entered; the door closed behind him; he
bowed and crossed to the fire.
“Be seated,” said the Maréchal, with a bitter kind of courtesy.
M. de Broglie brought his handkerchief to his lips with a little
cough. He was splendidly attired in full uniform, but wore his bright
chestnut hair unpowdered and tied with a turquoise ribbon. He was by
some years younger than the Maréchal and a man of great charm in his
appearance.
“You have heard from Paris?” he asked, glancing at the letter the
other held. “From M. de Fleury, Monsieur?” As he named the Minister
who guided the affairs of France the Maréchal groaned. “From M. de
Fleury?” he repeated, and looked sternly at the careless figure of
M. de Broglie. He, the Maréchal de Belleisle, restless, ambitious,
capable, confident, had planned this war. It was he who, dazzled by
visions of acquiring for France a large portion of the possessions of
the seemingly helpless Queen of Hungary, had travelled from court to
court of the little states of Germany animating them against Maria
Theresa; it was he who had persuaded Cardinal Fleury to offer the
alliance of France to Frederick of Prussia when that prince seized
Silesia; and it was he who had marched the French auxiliaries across
the Rhine and successfully counter-moved Prince Lobkowitz and his
Hungarians during several months of uneventful warfare.
From the first he had never liked M. de Broglie; his feeling became
bitter contempt when his illness left M. de Broglie in command and
that General’s first action was to allow himself and almost the entire
French force to be cornered in Prague.
M. de Belleisle, though unable to stand or ride, had insisted on
being carried into the city and reassuming his authority. Since then
the relations of the two, in their open enmity, had been matter for
comment to the whole army.
M. de Broglie saw, however, to-night a stronger passion than aversion
to himself in the Maréchal’s haggard face--saw, indeed, an expression
that caused him to check the careless courtesies with which he was
generally ready to vex his superior.
“I see this is serious,” he remarked; “but you leave me, Monsieur,
utterly at a loss.”
The Maréchal made a restless movement on his sumptuous couch and half
sat up, resting on his elbow. The long powdered curls that fell over
his black solitaire and embroidered shirt were no more colourless
than his face; his lips quivered and his eyes were narrowed as if he
restrained pain.
“M. de Broglie,” he said strongly, “you had better have been dead than
have brought the army into Prague.”
The younger General paled now, but raised his eyebrows haughtily; his
right hand closed over the smooth red silk tassels of his sword.
“This is an old subject, Monsieur,” he answered coldly. “I am ready to
answer for my conduct at Versailles--I have told you so before.”
“Versailles!” exclaimed the Maréchal grimly. “There are not many of
us, Monsieur, who will see Versailles again.”
M. de Broglie rose to his feet; the powerful firelight lent a false
colour to his face.
“What is your news from France, Maréchal?” he asked softly.
With a fierce gesture M. de Belleisle cast down the letter he held.
“This--we are to vacate Prague and join Maillelois at Eger--on the
instant.”
“It is not possible,” stammered M. de Broglie. The Maréchal
interrupted him passionately--
“My orders are there. The old man is in his dotage. Thirty leagues to
Eger along unbroken ice--a retreat in this weather, when the men are
dying under my eyes even in shelter.”
The Duc de Broglie was startled and shocked beyond concealment.
“It cannot be done!” he ejaculated.
“There are my orders,” answered the Maréchal bitterly. “How many men
does the Cardinal think I shall get to Eger? My God, it will be a
disaster to make Europe stare--and the end of the war.”
As he thought of the proud ambitions with which he had first meddled
in the affairs of Austria, the difficulty he had had in wringing
authority from Versailles for this alliance with Frederick of Prussia,
the trouble to persuade that crafty King himself to accept the
dangerous protection of France--as he thought of the splendid army
he had poured into Bohemia, and saw now the end of that army and of
the war in a catastrophe that would make France groan--and through no
fault of his own, but because of the ignorant blunder of a foolish old
priest in Paris--two haughty tears forced from his eyes and rolled
down his thin cheeks.
M. de Broglie was breathless as a tired runner; he put out his hand
mechanically and grasped an enamelled snuff-box that lay among the
frivolous trifles on the gilt desk.
“M. de Fleury does not know,” he whispered, “either a Bohemian winter
or the route from here to Eger.”
The Maréchal fixed him with fierce wet eyes.
“You are answerable for this, M. le Duc--you and you alone--and I must
pay for your careless folly.”
“Monsieur,” answered the other General, “I made Prague a shelter. I
did not imagine that any sane man would order a retreat from it--in
midwinter.”
From the table near his couch M. de Belleisle took a map rudely drawn
and coloured; he stared at the cross he had himself drawn which
denoted Eger, the quarters of M. de Maillelois.
“Sane!” he said furiously; “no one will think we are sane. King
Frederick will laugh at us and curse too. Oh, if I were in Versailles
or the old Cardinal here!”
He rang the elegant bell on the table and his valet instantly appeared.
“Draw the curtains,” ordered the Maréchal.
The man pulled back the soft straw-coloured silk from the blackness of
the window.
“Open the casement.”
The valet obeyed; a blast of frozen air set the lamp flickering.
“What manner of night is it?” asked the Maréchal.
“Snowing, Monseigneur,” shivered the valet.
The heavy flakes whirled in out of the darkness and settled on the
polished floor; the Maréchal looked at them in a bitter absorption.
“Close the window,” cried M. de Broglie; he was blenching in the deep
cold that had in an instant chilled the luxurious little chamber.
The valet obeyed and again drew the beautiful curtains over the
closed, barred window.
The Maréchal cast down the map on top of the letter from France and
asked for wine. When it was brought M. de Broglie put it aside in
silence, but M. de Belleisle drank heavily, then dropped into his
cushions with a sigh of physical pain.
When the servant had left, the younger man spoke; he had recovered his
composure and something of his self-confident manner.
“Do you mean to obey these orders, Monsieur?”
“I am a Maréchal de France, Monsieur le Duc, and I obey the orders of
France.”
Crippled by gout as he was he managed to sit upright, half supporting
himself against the carved back of the couch.
“M. de Fleury speaks for France--you have been too long in
Prague--abandon the town and join Maillelois, so you may make a dash
on Vienna,” he gasped. “Vienna!--we shall see hell sooner.”
With a quivering hand he pressed his handkerchief to his pallid lips,
then wiped the damp of pain from his brow.
“But it shall be done--do not think, Monsieur, that I shirk the duty.
France has spoken. You will make ready for a council to-night.”
M. de Broglie shrugged his shoulders.
“You at least, M. le Maréchal, are not fit to leave Prague.”
M. de Belleisle narrowed his clever eyes.
“While I can draw a breath to form a sentence I do not resign command
again,” he said with cold passion.
The Duke bowed.
“That is as you please, Monsieur.”
Their common responsibility, their mutual anxiety for a moment
obscured their jealous rivalry. M. de Broglie could not restrain a
little exclamation of despair.
“We shall not get ten regiments through!” he cried.
The Maréchal answered, rigid with secret pain and mental anguish--
“No more words--the fiat is there; we shall leave Prague to-morrow.
God have mercy on the poor devils in the ranks--fine men too,” he
added in spite of himself, “and, by Heaven, we _might_ have stormed
Vienna if I had had a chance!”
“You will hold the council here?” asked M. de Broglie.
“In my outer chamber--see to it for me, M. le Duc. I must confess that
I am a sick man and something overwhelmed.”
His colleague looked at him a moment, then crossed the room
impulsively and kissed the hand that lay on the brocaded velvet
cushions; then, with a deep obeisance, withdrew.
To reach the quarters of the aide-de-camp whose duty it would be to
summon the Generals to the sudden council, M. de Broglie had to pass
through the guardroom of this portion of the irregular buildings that
formed the Hradcany.
Two officers of the _régiment du roi_ sat by an insufficient fire; one
was reading, the other, of a singular and youthful beauty, was writing
a letter on a drum-head. As they rose and saluted M. de Broglie paused.
“Ah, M. de Vauvenargues,” he said excitedly, “what do you read?”
“Corneille, Monsieur,” answered the Marquis.
“I think you are a philosopher,” returned M. de Broglie. “I will give
you something to meditate upon. The army leaves Prague to-morrow.”
Georges d’Espagnac looked up with a flush of joy.
“Monsieur,” he cried, “then it is to be action at last!”
The Duke gave him a flickering look of pity.
“A retreat to Eger, my friend. I hope,” he added gravely, “we shall
all meet again there.”
He saluted and passed on.
“Oh!” exclaimed the Marquis softly--“a retreat in mid-December.”
He closed the volume of Corneille and glanced at the eager face of his
companion.
They could hear the wind that swirled the snow without.
CHAPTER V
THE RETREAT FROM PRAGUE
The French quitted Prague on the evening of the 16th of December,
leaving only a small garrison in the Hradcany; by the 18th the
vanguard had reached Pürgitz at the crossing of the rivers, and then
the snow, that had paused for two days, commenced towards evening and
the cold began to increase almost beyond human endurance.
At first their retreat had been harried by Austrian guns and charges
of the Hungarian Pandours, but the enemy did not follow them far. The
cannon was no longer in their ears; for twenty-four hours they marched
through the silence of a barren, deserted country.
The road was now so impassable, the darkness so impenetrable, the
storm so severe, the troops so exhausted that M. de Belleisle ordered
a halt, though all they had for camping-ground was a ragged ravine,
a strip of valley by the river, and, for the Generals, a few broken
houses in the devastated village of Pürgitz.
The officers of the _régiment du roi_ received orders to halt as they
were painfully making their way through the steep mountain paths; they
shrugged and laughed and proceeded without comment to make their camp.
It was impossible to put up the tents, both by reason of the heavy
storm of snow and the rocky ground; the best they could do was to fix
some of the canvas over the piled gun carriages and baggage wagons and
so get men and horses into some kind of shelter.
No food was sent them, and it was too dark for any search to be made.
It was impossible to find a spot dry enough to light a fire on. The
men huddled together under the rocks and rested with their heads on
their saddles within the feeble protection of the guns and carts.
The officers sat beneath a projecting point of rock, over which a
canvas had been hastily dragged, and muffled themselves in their
cloaks and every scrap of clothing they could find; behind them their
horses were fastened, patient and silent.
“I am sorry,” said M. de Vauvenargues, “that there are so many women
and feeble folk with us.”
“Another of M. de Belleisle’s blunders,” answered the Colonel calmly.
“He should have forced them to remain in Prague.”
“There was never a Protestant,” remarked Lieutenant d’Espagnac, “who
would remain in Prague at the mercy of the Hungarians.”
The other officers were silent; it seemed to them vexatious that
this already difficult retreat should be further hampered by the
presence of some hundred of refugees--men, women, and children,
French travellers, foreign inhabitants of Prague, Bavarians who wished
to return to their own country, Hussites who were afraid of being
massacred by the Pandours.
M. de Vauvenargues had it particularly in his mind; he had seen more
than one dead child on the route since they left Prague. Eger was
still many leagues off and both the weather and road increasing in
severity and difficulty.
“I wonder if Belleisle knew what he was doing,” he remarked
thoughtfully.
M. d’Espagnac laughed; his soaring spirits were not in the least cast
down. He had just managed, with considerable difficulty, to light
a lantern, which he hung from a dry point of rock. Its sickly ray
illuminated the group and showed features a little white and pinched
above the close wrapped cloaks; but Georges d’Espagnac bloomed like a
winter rose. There was no trace of fatigue on his ardent countenance;
he leant back against the cold grey rock under the lantern and began
to hum an aria of Glück’s that had been fashionable when he last saw
Paris. His hair was loosened from the ribbon and half freed from
powder; it showed in streaks of bright brown through the pomade.
“There will be no moving till dawn,” said M. de Biron with an air of
disgust. The snow was beginning to invade their temporary shelter.
Another officer spoke impatiently.
“There must be food--many of our men have not eaten since they
started. How many men does M. de Belleisle hope to get to Eger in this
manner?”
There was no answer: the blast of heavy snow chilled speech. Some
faint distant shouting and cries were heard, the neighing of a horse,
the rumble of a cart, then silence.
Georges d’Espagnac continued his song; he seemed in a happy dream.
Presently he fell asleep, resting his head against the shoulder of
the other lieutenant. M. de Biron and the second captain either slept
also or made a good feint of it. The Marquis rose and took the lantern
from the wall; it was unbearable to him to sit there in the darkness,
amid this silent company, while there was so much to do outside. The
thought of his hungry men pricked him. The food wagons must have
overlooked them. It was surely possible to find some member of the
commissariat department. The army could not have reached already such
a pitch of confusion.
He stepped softly from under the canvas. To his great relief he
found that the snow had almost ceased, but the air was glacial. As
he paused, endeavouring to see his way by means of the poor rays of
the lantern, his horse gave a low whinny after him. The Marquis felt
another pang--the poor brutes must be hungry too. He began to descend
the rocky path; he was cold even through his heavy fur mantle, and
his hands were stiff despite his fur gloves. The path was wet and
slippery, half frozen already, though the snow had only lain a moment.
In every crevice and hole in the rocks the soldiers were lying or
sitting; many of them were wrapped in the tent canvases and horses’
blankets; here and there was a dead mule with a man lying close for
warmth, or a wounded trooper dying helplessly in his stiffening blood.
The Marquis saw these sights intermittently and imperfectly by the
wavering light of his lantern. He set his teeth; after nine years’
service he was still sensitive to sights of horror.
When he reached the level ground by the river that was the principal
camping ground, he stopped bewildered amidst utter confusion.
There were neither tents, nor sentries, nor outposts, merely thousands
of men, lying abandoned to cold and hunger, amidst useless wagons of
furniture; and as the Marquis moved slowly across the field he saw no
other sight than this.
What might lie beyond the range of his lantern he could not tell, but
all he could see seemed abandoned to despair.
A man leading a mule knocked up against him; he also held a feeble
lantern; his dress and the chests the mule carried showed him to be a
surgeon.
“This is a pitiful sight, Monsieur,” he said. “Most of the wagons were
lost in that storm yesterday, and how am I to work with nothing?” He
lifted his shoulders and repeated, “with nothing?”
“Is there no food?” asked the Marquis.
“In Pürgitz, yes--but who is to distribute it on such a night?”
“We are like to have worse nights. Is M. de Belleisle in Pürgitz?”
“And some regiments. They are in luck, Monsieur.”
M. de Vauvenargues stood thoughtfully, and the surgeon passed on. Two
officers rode up on horseback, attended by a soldier with a torch; the
Marquis accosted them.
“Messieurs, I am Vauvenargues of the _régiment du roi_,” he said.
“We are encamped up the ravine, and there is no provision for men or
horses----”
By the light of the torch he recognized in the foremost officer M. de
Broglie, whose bright hair gleamed above a pale face.
“Maréchal,” he added, “I do not know how many will be alive by the
morning.”
“M. de Vauvenargues!” exclaimed the General, with a faint smile. “I am
helpless--absolutely helpless. The food wagons have not come up--some,
I believe, are lost.”
The Marquis looked at him keenly; M. de Broglie was so careless
in manner that the young officer suspected he was in truth deeply
troubled.
“Very well, Monsieur,” he answered. “I suppose we may look for some
relief with the dawn?”
“I think the orders will be to march at daybreak,” answered de
Broglie. He touched his beaver and rode on, first adding gravely,
“Pray God it does not snow again.”
The Marquis remained holding the lantern and looking at the huddled
shape of men and horses. A vast pity for the waste and unseen courage
of war gripped his heart; none of these men complained, the horses
dropped silently, the very mules died patiently--and what was the
use of it? The war was wanton, unprovoked, expensive, and, so far, a
failure; it had nothing heroic in its object, which was principally
to satisfy the ambitious vanity of M. de Belleisle and the vague
schemes of poor old well-meaning Cardinal Fleury who had never seen
a battle-field in his life.
The end seemed so inadequate to the sacrifice asked. The Marquis had
seen the soldiers suffer and die in Prague with secret pangs, but this
seemed a sheer devastation. It was impossible to stand still long in
that cold; it was obvious that nothing could be done till the dawn. He
pulled out his silver filigree watch, but it had stopped.
Slowly he moved through the camp. Now the snow had ceased, several
pitiful little fires were springing up in sheltered spots; and the men
were moving about in their heavy wraps, and the surgeons coming in and
out the groups of wounded and sick.
A dog barked in a home-sick fashion; there was not a star visible.
A Hussite pastor came within range of the Marquis’s lantern; he was
carrying a limp child, and murmuring, in the strange Bohemian, what
seemed a prayer.
Soon the flickering orbit of light fell on a Catholic priest kneeling
beside a dying man whose face was sharp and dull. He too prayed,
but the familiar Latin supplications were as outside the Marquis’s
sympathy as the Hussite’s appeal; he was tolerant to both, but his
thoughts just touched them, no more. A strange haughty sadness came
over his heart; he felt disdainful of humanity that could be so weak,
so cruel, so patient.
His lantern had evidently been near empty of oil, for it began to
flicker and flare, and finally sank out.
He put it from him and felt his way over a pile of rocks that rose up
suddenly sheer and sharp.
Nothing could be done till the dawn; it was doubtful even if he could
find his way back to his own regiment. He seated himself on the rock,
wrapped his cloak tightly about him, and waited.
He thought that he must be in some kind of shelter, for he did not
feel the wind, and here the cold was certainly less severe.
His sombre mood did not long endure; he ceased to see the darkness
filled with weary, dispirited, wounded men; rather he fancied it full
of light and even flowers, which were the thoughts, he fancied, and
aspirations of these poor tired soldiers.
Obedience, courage, endurance, strength blossomed rich as red roses
in the hearts of the feeblest of these sons of France--and in the
bosom of such as Georges d’Espagnac bloomed a very glory, as of white
passion flowers at midsummer and in his own heart there grew enough to
render the bloodstained night fragrant.
He smiled at his conceit, but it was very real to him. He had not
eaten since early the previous day; he wondered if he was beginning
to grow light-headed, as he had done once before in Italy when he had
been without food and several hours in the sun.
The reflection brought back a sudden picture of Italy, hard,
brightly-coloured, gorgeous, brilliant; he shivered with a great
longing for that purple sunshine that scorched the flesh and ran in
the blood.
In particular he recalled a field of wheat sloping to a sea which was
like a rough blue stone for colour, and huge-leaved chestnut trees of
an intense reddish green that cast a bronze shadow growing near, and
the loud humming of grasshoppers persistently--no, he thought, that
did not come in the wheat, but in the short dried grass, burnt gold as
new clay by the sun; the sun--that sun he had scarcely seen since he
left Paris.
A shuddering drowsiness overcame him; his head fell on his bosom, and
he sank to sleep.
When he woke it was with a sense of physical pain and the sensation
that light was falling about him in great flakes; his clearing senses
told him that this was the dawn, and that he was giddy. He sat up, to
find himself in a natural alcove of rock overgrown with a grey dry
moss frozen and glittering; a jutting point partially shut off his
vision, but he could see enough of dead men and horses and painfully
moving troops in the strip of ravine immediately below him. He
unfolded his cloak from his stiff limbs, and by the aid of his sword
rose to his feet. As he did so, he raised his eyes, and then gave an
involuntary cry of wonder and pleasure.
Immediately behind him was a silver fir, perhaps a hundred feet high,
as high at least as a village steeple, rising up, branch on branch,
till it tapered to a perfect finish; and in the flat topmost boughs
the sun, struggling through frowning blank grey clouds, rested with
a melancholy radiance.
The Marquis had seen many such trees in Bohemia, and there was nothing
extraordinary that he should, unwittingly, have slept under one; yet
his breath was shaken at the sight of the tall, unspoilt beauty of
this common silver fir with the sun in the upper branches, and he
could not tell why.
He supported himself against the trunk and closed his eyes for a
moment; his body was stabbed with pain, and his head seemed filled
with restless waves of sensation. He had never been robust, and it had
often been a keen trouble to him that he could not support hardship
like some men, like most soldiers. He set his teeth and with an effort
opened his eyes.
The first sight they met was that of a woman riding a white horse
coming round the fir tree.
He knew her instantly for the Countess Koklinska, and she evidently
knew him, for she reined up her horse, which she rode astride like a
man, and looked down at him with a direct glance of recognition.
“I have forgotten your name,” she said, “but I remember you, Monsieur.
You are ill,” she added.
He blushed that she should see his weakness, and mastered himself
sufficiently to step to her stirrup.
“I found a lodging in Pürgitz,” she said, “and food; but there has
been great suffering among your men.”
Her attire was the same as when he had seen her last--barbaric and
splendid, dark furs, scarlet powdered with gold, turquoise velvet and
crimson satin; her face was pinched and sallow, but her eyes were
clear and expressive under the thick long lashes.
“I wish we had no women with us,” said the Marquis faintly.
She dismounted before he had divined her intentions, and drew a silver
flask from her sash, and held it out to him in her white fur gloved
hands.
“Only a little poor wine,” she murmured humbly, and she had the cup
ready and the red wine poured out.
He thanked her gravely and drank with distaste; their heavy gloves
touched as he handed the horn goblet back to her and again their eyes
met.
In the pale, clear winter morning he looked dishevelled, pallid, and
sad, but his eyes were steady, and held the same look as had lightened
them in the chapel of St. Wenceslas.
“If there are no more storms, we shall do very well,” he remarked
quietly. “I think there are no more than twenty leagues to Eger, and
M. de Saxe took this route last year with but little loss.”
“Not in this weather,” returned the Countess Carola. “And M. de
Belleisle is not Maurice de Saxe.”
Both her remarks were true, but the Marquis would not confirm them; he
bowed gravely, as if displeased, and passed down the rocky path.
She remained beside the silver fir looking after him. The cold clouds
had closed over the feeble sun and the wind blew more icy; all the
sounds of a moving camp came with a sharp clearness through the pure,
glacial air.
The Marquis made his way up the ascent to where his regiment
bivouacked. His progress was slow; the sky became darker and lower
as he ascended, and his way was marked by the frozen dead and the
unconscious dying. He turned a point of rock to see the figure of
Georges d’Espagnac standing at the edge of a little precipice fanning
some glimmering sticks into a flame. Then the snow began; suddenly a
few flakes, then a dense storm that blended heaven and earth in one
whirl of white and cold.
CHAPTER VI
ON THE HEIGHTS
The snow fell without a break for three days; on the morning of the
fourth it ceased a little, and by the time M. de Belleisle had reached
Chiesch stopped.
The army had now been a week on the road, and the Maréchal hoped by a
forced march to reach Eger, on the borders of Bavaria, with those who
remained of the thirty thousand men who had marched out of Prague.
The famous _régiment du roi_, reduced to half their number, had fallen
out of the vanguard, and stumbled along as best they might through
the rocky ravines and high mounting roads. There was no longer any
order in the army; the retreat had been one horror of death; men fell
every moment, and were quickly buried in the silent snow; the wretched
refugees died by the hundred. The waste of life was appalling; M. de
Vauvenargues felt sick and delirious from the constant spectacle of
this helpless agony; men dropped to right and left of him, he passed
them at every step on the route; two of his fellow-officers had died
the same night; it was like a shrieking nightmare to the Marquis to
have to leave them, carrion in the snow; and now the strength of young
Georges d’Espagnac began to fail; both had long ago lost their horses;
M. de Biron himself was walking; there was indeed scarcely an animal
left in the army; gun carriages and wagons had been abandoned all
along the route as the mules died.
As the sombre evening obscured the awful sights along the line of
march, the thing that the Marquis had been dreading for the last two
days happened: Georges d’Espagnac lurched and fell insensible by his
side.
M. de Biron looked over his shoulder.
“Poor child,” he murmured; then, to the Marquis, “It is death to stop;
you can do no good. Come on.”
But M. de Vauvenargues shook his head and drew the wasted young figure
out of the ghastly march.
A wagon with a broken wheel rested close by with two dead mules still
in the traces and the corpse of a fair-haired woman flung across them,
just as she had crawled out of the way. The Marquis wondered vaguely
why they should have dragged this wagon so far; the covering at the
back was open, and the heavy canvas flaps rose and fell sluggishly in
the bitter wind, while from the interior had fallen a silver dessert
service that glittered curiously on the thick snow and some rolls of
straw-coloured silk that the Marquis had once seen hanging on the
walls of M. de Belleisle’s room in the Hradcany castle.
He winced at the bitter irony of it; yet the rolls of silk, when
shaken out, were some covering for the young Lieutenant, and the wagon
was some protection from the wind.
Beyond this he could do nothing; he knelt and took d’Espagnac’s head
on his knee for greater warmth, and waited.
It was little over a week since he had looked at the beautiful
inspired face turned upwards in the chapel of St. Wenceslas; he gazed
down now at the poor head on his lap, and the tears rose under his
lids.
Georges d’Espagnac was wasted till his blue uniform, tarnished and
torn, hung on him loosely; his face was so thin that even the hollows
in the temples showed clearly and of a bluish tinge, while the lips
were strained and distorted; all powder and dressing had left his
hair, which hung in a mass of damp locks of a startling brightness
about his shoulders; his right cheek was bruised by the fall from the
saddle when his horse died, and his gloveless right hand was cracked
and bleeding.
The Marquis felt his heart, and it was beating reluctantly and wearily.
There was no hope, he knew; at any moment the snow might begin again,
and this lovely life must go out as the other lives were going out,
unnoticed, unsweetened by any care, regret, or tenderness.
But it never occurred to M. de Vauvenargues to leave him, though
he knew that his own best, perhaps his only, chance of life lay in
movement, in pressing on.
The darkness fell slowly and with a certain dreadful heaviness; the
added ugliness of the distant bark of wolves completed the speechless
horror of the Marquis’s mood.
Still the army was trailing past him, bent figures supporting each
other, a few Generals still on horseback, a few wounded and women in
sledges or carts.
From an officer of the Black Musqueteers he begged a little wine that
brought a tinge of colour into d’Espagnac’s cheeks and proved how
pitifully easy it would have been to save him by warmth and care.
“There is only rough nursing here, Monsieur,” said the musqueteer
kindly; “leave him and save your own life, for I think the snow will
begin again.”
“Monsieur,” replied the Marquis gently, “he is so very young. And
maybe he will be conscious before he dies, and find himself alone and
hear the wolves. And it is such a little thing I do.”
And still the army went past like a procession in a dream of hell,
and every moment it became darker, until the fir trees and the rocks
were being lost in blackness and the howls of the wolves sounded
nearer. Presently came a woman walking with more energy than most, yet
stumbling under some burden that she held in her arms. At that moment
d’Espagnac suddenly recovered consciousness, and cried in a clear
voice--
“Let us get on our way, my dear Marquis--we ought to be at Eger
to-morrow night.”
The words made the woman pause and look round. The Marquis gazed at
her; he had last seen her on a white horse beneath a silver fir; and
though he had forgotten her since, he had now a passionate desire that
she should stop and speak to him.
As if in answer to this wish, she crossed directly to the wagon. The
young Count had fallen into a weak swoon again, and she looked down on
him calmly.
“Your friend is dying,” she said. “My God, how many more!”
She sat down on a round grey stone and put her hand to her head; then
the Marquis saw that she carried, wrapped to her breast, a small sick
child.
“You must go on,” he said, with energy. “You must not stop for us,
Mademoiselle.”
“I cannot walk any more,” she answered. “I am very strong, but I
cannot walk farther.”
“Where is your brother?” he asked.
“Dead,” she replied.
“Dead!”
“The word seems to mean nothing. I have a child here, dying too. I
thought it might be happier dying in some one’s arms.”
It was exactly his own thought about Georges; he smiled with his
courteous, sad sweetness, and putting the lieutenant’s head gently on
one of the still rolled-up curtains, rose.
“We are on the heights, are we not?” asked Carola. “I seem to have
been climbing all day.”
He approached her. “I think we are very high up,” he said gently.
“Will you give me the child, Mademoiselle?”
She resigned the pitiful burden without a word; the Marquis shuddered
as he felt the frail weight in his arms.
“So cold,” he murmured. “How could they bring children on such a march
as this! How far have you carried him?” he added.
“Since morning,” answered Carola; “and it is a girl, Monsieur.”
The Marquis looked down into the tiny crumpled white face in the folds
of the fur mantle, and laid the little creature down beside d’Espagnac.
“What can we do?” asked the Countess, in a broken voice.
“Nothing,” he answered gravely; “but if you have any strength at all,
you should join the march. It is your only chance, Mademoiselle.”
She shook her delicate head. “Please permit me to stay with you. We
might help each other. This is very terrible--the wolves are the
worst.” She set her lips, and her pinched face had a look of decided
strength. “Will the army be passing all night?” she added.
“I do not think so--surely there cannot be many more.”
“I was thinking when they go--perhaps the wolves----” She paused.
He was unused to these severe latitudes; there were wolves in France,
but they had never troubled him.
“They might attack us,” she finished, seeing he did not comprehend.
He took his pistols from his belt and laid them on the ground beside
him.
“I am armed,” he answered.
The Countess rose stiffly; her thick fur-lined cloak fell apart and
showed the bright colours of her dress beneath, the tags and braids
of gold, the vermilion sash and ruffled laces. “It is strange that I
should live and my brother die, is it not?” she said wearily. “He fell
from his horse and struck his head on a broken gun. Then he died very
quickly.” There was dried blood on her fur gloves and on the bosom of
her shirt. She went to the unconscious child and knelt beside her,
moved the wrappings from the pallid, dead-coloured face, and touched
the cheek. “I think she will never wake again--but your friend?” She
glanced at the Marquis, who was standing looking down at M. d’Espagnac.
“I can only watch him die,” he said.
The Countess drew from her bosom the flask she had offered to M. de
Vauvenargues four days before.
“This was filled this morning,” she explained, “and I cannot take it
for it makes me giddy.” She moved to the side of M. d’Espagnac and
raised his head tenderly and forced the spirits between his teeth.
“I think there is a lantern in the wagon,” said the Marquis, and
went to find it. The dark was now so thick that they could scarcely
see each other’s features, but he found the lantern and flint and
tinder and lit it, and the long yellow beams were some comfort in the
overwhelming sadness of the night.
The effect of the brandy on M. d’Espagnac was sudden and almost
terrible: he sat up amid the tumbled rolls of silk, and his cheeks
were red with fever and his eyes open in a forced fashion. He appeared
clear-headed and master of his senses; his glance rested on the Polish
lady and then on the Marquis. “You should not have waited for me,”
he muttered. “On--on to Eger. I shall soon be well.” He raised his
wasted, bleeding hands to his brilliant hair. “I am sick from seeing
people die,” he said. “It could never have been meant. O God, what
have we done?” He crossed himself.
“This is war, Georges,” answered the Marquis. “Remember the chapel of
St. Wenceslas and the words we spoke there.”
M. d’Espagnac shuddered and fell back on to the cloaks the Marquis had
piled under his head. Carola took his poor torn hand.
“Rest a little longer,” she said, “and then we can continue on our
way.”
Save for a few stragglers, the army had passed now. The isolation
seemed to increase with the dark, and the greedy howls of the wolves
came nearer.
The lieutenant struggled up again and cried impetuously, “I am not
going to die! That would be folly, for I have done nothing yet.”
“No, you shall not die,” answered Carola, and grasped his hand
tighter. The Marquis was on the other side of him. Georges d’Espagnac
laughed.
“You must not wait for me, Monsieur.” Then he closed his eyes, and
shiver after shiver shook his limbs.
The baby stirred and wailed dismally; in a moment Carola had it caught
up and pressed to her heart. The sick man whispered and moaned, then
suddenly sat up in violent delirium.
“I will not see any more die!” he cried. “No more, do you hear? These
people might have _done_ something--what were they born for? How much
farther? No food--no rest. How much farther? How far to Provence?”
The Marquis started; he was himself Provençal, and had not known M.
d’Espagnac came from his country; the word stirred agony in the heart
he controlled with such difficulty.
“Provence!” repeated the lieutenant. “They will want news of me, you
know, Monsieur. I must tell them--the quest of glory----”
Again the words stabbed M. de Vauvenargues. “Georges,” he murmured,
bending over him, “perhaps you have attained the quest.”
M. d’Espagnac laughed again.
“What a jest if I should die!” he muttered wildly. “My heart is quite
cold, it is freezing my blood. Perhaps I am in my grave, and this is
some one else speaking. How far to Eger?--how long to the Judgment
Day?”
“I am with you, Georges d’Espagnac,” said the Marquis. “We are alive.”
He seemed to hear that.
“Where?” he demanded.
“On the heights,” said M. de Vauvenargues.
It was now quite dark save for the light of the wagon lamp that
fell over the straw-coloured silk hangings of M. de Belleisle, the
beautiful anguished face framed in the gorgeous hair, the woman in her
barbaric splendour clasping the feeble child, and the slender figure
of the Marquis in his blue and silver uniform; it glimmered, too, on
the pieces of the Maréchal’s dessert service, and the sparkle of them
caught Carola’s eye.
“Do you travel with such things?” she asked. “Our nobles sleep on the
ground, and drink from horn----”
“M. de Belleisle must travel as a Maréchal de France,” answered the
Marquis. “But these things seem foolish now.”
A great giddy sickness was on him, and a distaste of life that could
be so wretched; the spirit within him was weary of the miserable flesh
that suffered so pitifully.
“Give me my sword,” said M. d’Espagnac. “I am starting out on a quest.
Do you hear? Jesu, have mercy upon me!”
Carola rose and walked up and down with the child.
“You are Catholic?” she asked.
“No,” answered the Marquis.
“An atheist?” she questioned.
“An ugly word, Mademoiselle”--he gave a little sigh; “but
yes--perhaps.”
“I am sorry for you,” said Carola; at which he smiled. “But your
friend?” she added. “We have no priest!” She seemed distressed at the
thought.
“His soul does not need shriving,” replied M. de Vauvenargues.
But the words seemed to have penetrated the lieutenant’s clouded
consciousness; he clamoured for a priest, for the last Sacrament, for
the Eucharist.
The Marquis caught him in his arms and held him strongly.
“None of that matters,” he said with power. “You are free of all
that--upon the heights.”
The voice calmed M. d’Espagnac; he rested his head on his captain’s
breast, and shuddered into silence.
The Marquis looked up to see Carola with empty arms.
“Where is the child?” he asked.
“Dead,” she answered, in a tired voice. “And I have laid her under the
wagon with my crucifix. I think she was a Hussite, but perhaps God
will forgive her, for she was too young to know error.”
“Do you suppose God’s charity less than yours, Mademoiselle?” answered
M. de Vauvenargues gently. “You sheltered a heretic child all
day--will not God shelter her through all eternity?”
She looked at him strangely.
“I feel very weary,” she said; “the wolves sound nearer.”
The Marquis thought of the two dead mules and the woman’s corpse that
Carola had not seen; he was stretching out his hand for his pistol
when d’Espagnac lifted his head.
“Thank you, Monsieur,” he said, and his voice was sweet and sane; “I
fear I incommode you and Mademoiselle.” He smiled and raised himself
on one arm. “You must not stay for me. I am very well. Dying, I
know--but very well.”
Carola came closer to him.
“I know the prayers of my church--shall I say them for you?”
He faintly shook his head.
“Thank you for your thought. But we are so far from churches.”
He was silent again, and the Marquis noticed with a shudder that the
great snowflakes were beginning to fall once more.
“How can we endure it?” murmured Carola, and the tears clung to her
stiff lids.
M. d’Espagnac moved again. “There are some letters in my pockets--if
you should return to France----”
“Yes, yes,” said the Marquis.
The lieutenant gave a little cough, and seemed to suddenly fall
asleep; they wrapped him up as well as they could and chafed his brow
and hands.
The snow increased and drifted round the wagon and began to cover them
softly.
Presently, as there was no further sound, the Marquis held a scrap of
the feather trimming of his hat before d’Espagnac’s lips and slipped
his hand inside the fine cold shirt.
They discovered that he was dead; had evidently drawn his last breath
on the word “France,” and resigned his soul without a sigh or struggle.
It was horrible and incredible to the Marquis in those first minutes;
why should he, never robust, and a girl of delicate make survive, and
Georges d’Espagnac, so young, strong, and full of vitality, die as
easily as the ailing child?
He bent low over the sunken face, and the loose strands of his hair
touched the frozen snow.
“The Quest of Glory,” said Carola, in a strange voice.
The Marquis looked up at her, and his eyes were full of light.
“Yes, Mademoiselle,” he said simply, and drew the heavy cloak over the
face of Georges d’Espagnac.
“A joyful quest!” she cried, in a hollow voice.
“Yes,” he said again, “a joyful quest.”
He rose, and the snow drifted on to his argent epaulettes, his torn
lace cravat and his loose hanging hair. He leant against the wagon
and put his hand to his side; now that they had the covered form of
the dead between them, the hideous loneliness became a hundredfold
intensified. Heavy tears forced themselves with difficulty from under
Carola’s lids and ran down her wan cheeks, but she made no sound of
sobbing.
“You are a brave woman,” said the Marquis very gently. “You must not
die. Give me your hand.”
She shook her head.
“Leave me here. Why should you trouble? Go on your way.”
She bent her head and then felt his hand on her shoulder, drawing her,
very tenderly, to her feet; she resisted her giddiness, which nearly
flung her into his arms, and murmured in a firmer voice--
“Very well. We are companions in misfortune and will stay together.”
She crossed herself and whispered some prayer over the dead. “It is
horrible to leave them,” she added, thinking of the wolves.
“He is not there,” answered the Marquis, “but ahead of us on the way
already.”
He unfastened the lantern from the wagon and, taking it in his left
hand, offered the right to the Countess.
An extraordinary sweetness had sprung up between them; they felt a
great tenderness for each other, a great respect.
As they made the first steps on the terrible, difficult route, with
the snow-filled blackness before them and their poor light showing
only death and horror, the Marquis said to his companion--
“If I could have spared you, Mademoiselle, any of this----”
She broke in upon his speech--
“We shall never forget each other all our lives, Monsieur.”
Then in silence they followed in the blood-stained track of the army
towards Eger.
CHAPTER VII
THE HOME AT AIX
The winter of the year 1742 had been the coldest, in every part of
Europe, that had been known since 1709, and the following spring was
also remarkable--for heat and sunshine and rainless days and nights.
By early April the chestnuts outside the residence of the Clapiers
family in Aix were in perfect bloom and the white, golden-hearted
flowers sprang from the wide bronze-green leaves and expanded to the
summer-like sun; beneath the trees was a deep rich-coloured shade that
lay up the double steps of the house and across the high door with its
fine moulding of handsome wood. The shutters were closed against the
heat; the whole street was empty of everything save the perfume of the
lilac, roses, and syringa growing in the gardens of the mansions.
This languid peace of afternoon was broken by the arrival of a
gentleman on horseback followed by a servant; he drew rein under the
chestnut trees, dismounted, gave his horse to the man, and rather
slowly ascended the pleasant shaded steps. Without knocking he opened
the door and stepped at once into the dark, cool hall. A clock struck
three, and he waited till the chimes had ceased, then opened a door on
his left and entered a large low room full of shadow that looked out
on to a great garden and a young beech covered with red-gold leaves in
which the sun blazed splendidly.
Luc de Clapiers stood gazing at the home he had not seen for nine
years. Nothing was altered. On just such a day as this he had left it;
but he remembered that the beech tree had been smaller then and not so
prodigal of glorious foliage.
There were the same dark walls, the same heavy mahogany furniture,
the same picture of “The Sacrifice of Isaac” opposite the window, the
same carved sideboard bearing silver and glass, the candlesticks and
snuffers, the brass lamp and the taper-holders. Above the mantelpiece
were, deep carved, the de Clapiers arms, still brightly coloured,
fasces of argent and silver and the chief or--and on the mantelpiece
the same dark marble clock.
Luc crossed to the window that was not far above the ground and looked
down the garden; in the distance were two gentlemen--one young and one
old--followed by three bright dogs.
Luc put his hand to his eyes, then unlatched the window, that opened
casement fashion. The sound, slight as it was, carried in the absolute
stillness; the two gentlemen who were approaching the house glanced up.
They beheld, framed in the darkness of the room, the slim figure of
a young soldier in a blue and silver uniform, wearing a light grey
travelling cloak.
“Luc!” cried the younger, and the other gave a great start.
Luc stepped from the window and crossed to his father. He went simply
on his knees before him and kissed his hands, while the old Marquis
murmured, “You never wrote to me! You never wrote to me!”
“No,” added the younger brother reproachfully, “you never wrote to us,
Luc.”
Luc admitted that he had not, beyond the first letter that told of his
return from Bohemia.
“I did not know if I should be able to come to Aix,” he said, “forgive
me, Monseigneur.”
“You have got leave now, my child?” cried the old Marquis, grasping
his shoulder.
“Yes, my father, I have some leisure now,” he answered rather sadly.
“Come into the house,” said his brother, who was much moved. “I can
hardly believe it is you--you have changed a great deal in nine years.”
They entered the house--the Marquise was abroad; the servants were
roused. Luc heard the orders for the preparation of his chamber and
the stabling of his horse with a thrill of pure pleasure; it seemed
that he had been very long away from home.
His father made him sit by his right at the long black table that was
now covered with wine glasses and dishes of fruit, and kept his eyes
fixed on him with an earnest look of affection.
“You are very pale and thin,” he said.
The brother touched the young soldier’s hand lovingly. “Have you been
ill, Luc?” he asked.
Luc blushed; he was conscious of his frail appearance, of his
occasional cough, of his languid movements.
“Yes, I was ill at Eger,” he admitted reluctantly, “after the retreat
from Prague.”
The other two men were silent. By that retreat M. de Belleisle’s name
had become accursed through France: in ten days he had lost nearly
twenty-two thousand men. The scandal and horror of it had brought M.
de Fleury to patch a hasty peace with Austria.
“And do you recall,” added Luc sadly, “Hippolyte de Seytres, Marquis
de Caumont, whom I wrote of to you very often? He was my ‘sous
lieutenant.’ I heard last week that he had died in Prague just before
the garrison capitulated in January.”
“I am sorry for de Caumont!” exclaimed the old Marquis, thinking of
the father.
“He was only eighteen,” said Luc, “and a sweet nature. M. d’Espagnac,
also, who came from Provence, died in my arms. I became delirious with
death.”
“It was very terrible?” questioned his father gravely.
“Ah, it was of all campaigns the most disastrous, the most
unfortunate. Let me not recall those black nights and days--those
marches with hunger and cold beside us, the disorder, the misery--the
poor remnant of a glorious army that at last reached the frontier of
France--leaving our blood and bones thick on the fields of Germany.”
His eyes and voice flashed and a clear colour dyed his cheek.
“Belleisle is punished,” he added. “His pride is cast down, his war
ended in failure. But is he humiliated enough for all the lives he so
wantonly flung away?”
“They say Cardinal Fleury cannot sleep at night because of it,”
remarked the old Marquis, “that he always sees snow and blood about
him. But you have returned to us, my son.”
Luc gave him a long, soft, mournful look, then glanced at his brother
Joseph.
“Yes, I lived,” he said thoughtfully; “but I have not come home
gloriously.”
“There is time ahead of you,” answered his father proudly. “I know
that promotion is slow. But M. de Biron told me he had no fault to
find with you.”
Luc sat silent. He was gazing intently at the fine figure and noble
face of the old man in his murrey-coloured velvet and delicate lawn
cravat, powdered peruke, and long embroidered satin waistcoat, his
firm right hand with the white cornelian signet ring that rested
on the table. His delicate features and steady eyes, his pose and
movements were all instinct with tradition, nobility of race, and
nobility of nature. He belonged to the pure stock of the provincial
aristocracy that had never waited at any court or been favoured by any
king, but who had been “grand seigneur” at the time of the Crusades.
The younger brother was like him and like Luc: sweetness and dignity
mingled in his features. He was dressed richly, but far from
extravagantly, and in a fashion some years old. His handsome brown
hair hung in natural curls round his face, unconfined by any ribbon.
His expression was at once more simple and less ardent than that of
the young captain, at whom he gazed with affection, respect, and
admiration.
Luc looked from one to the other of these two fair faces, both so
serene and loving in expression, and the paleness of his countenance
increased, a lustre as of tears came into his eyes. He put his hand
on to his father’s and clasped it so firmly that the signet ring was
pressed into his palm.
“No, not now,” he said--“not now.”
“What not now?” smiled the old Marquis.
“That is all I have to say, Monseigneur,” replied Luc, with a sudden
air of weariness. “Tell me what has happened in Provence.”
He turned his eyes on Joseph, who blushed and declared humbly that
the news of Aix was not worth offering to one who had seen Paris and
foreign countries.
“But heretics are spreading ever among us,” put in the older M. de
Vauvenargues. “And we very often hear the pernicious name of Voltaire.”
The captain’s hazel eyes dropped; he held his father’s hand even more
firmly.
“If there is a man who should be burnt in the market-place it is M.
de Voltaire,” continued the old Marquis. “He and his books and his
doctrines burnt--together.”
Luc removed his hand and rose; he asked if his mother would not soon
return, then raised his hitherto untouched glass of amber white wine
and drank it slowly. Joseph had a delicate feeling that his brother
would like to be alone with their father.
“I will see if your chamber is set,” he excused himself, and left them
quietly.
The Marquis was following him, but Luc set down his glass sharply and
said, “Father!”
The old man turned. He thought that this was the explanation of the
“not now” of Luc. He closed the door and returned to the table.
Luc stood with his head a little bent on his bosom, the sun, that
filtered through the beech leaves without, setting his silver
broideries aquiver with light and sparkling in the loosened threads of
his brown locks.
“My poor boy,”--his father took him gently by the shoulders--“you are
ill.”
Luc raised steady and beautifully smiling eyes. “No, Monseigneur, not
ill.” He paused a moment, then added, “But not strong--not strong
enough for a soldier.”
The Marquis did not comprehend. Luc laid his hands on his father’s
breast and a look of faintness came over his face, but his eyes glowed
more ardent and brilliant than ever.
“I must leave the army, father. I must send in my resignation
to-night. Bohemia broke my health. France--France has no further need
of me.”
“Luc!”
The old man stepped back and stood rigid, as if the words were so many
arrows to pinion him.
The young soldier took hold of the back of the dark mahogany chair in
which he had been sitting.
“Monseigneur,” he said with great sweetness, “I am a disappointment
to you that must be hard to bear.... I have been nine years in the
army and am no more than captain. I must now leave this honourable
employment with ruined health and a ruined fortune.”
The Marquis stood without movement. Luc proceeded to tell him, gently
and with courage, of the great expenses of the war, of his illness
at Eger, of the necessity he had been under of parting with most of
his property in Paris to meet his debts, of the doctor’s advice that
the bitter hardship of the retreat from Prague had sown the seeds of
perpetual weakness and suffering in his breast.
“But I shall live many years,” he finished, “and there are other ways
of glory.”
With these simple words was the tale told of his life’s hopes, his
dearest dreams utterly vanquished by brutal circumstance. Even his
father did not know what ambitions he had warmed in his heart only
a few months ago; even his father did not know from what horrors of
despair he had won his lofty sweetness of acceptance.
“You must not grieve, Monseigneur--soldiers expect such fates, and
I----” Then quite suddenly his voice failed him, and he turned away
his head, almost violently, and gazed at the placid gardens and the
gorgeous beech tree.
The Marquis’s chin sank on his bosom; he also had had his secret
dreams that he was now called upon to relinquish. This was his
favourite son standing before him and saying he was a useless invalid.
“A useless invalid”--the words surged up in the old noble’s throat
till he felt as if he had spoken them.
“Forgive me,” he muttered; “I was not expecting this--no, not
expecting this.” He raised his head and said in a firmer voice, “M. de
Caumont would be glad to be speaking to his son on any terms. I must
not be ungrateful--no, I must not be ungrateful.”
Luc turned towards his father eyes that seemed to have widened and
darkened. “I have thought of that,” he replied. “I once indeed wished
to die as Hippolyte and M. d’Espagnac, but I felt----” He paused
again; a certain diffidence that had always made him reserved and
a true modesty prevented him from uttering his deep conviction of
gifts--nay, genius--that must yet find expression and recognition.
No such thought consoled the old Marquis. He saw his son’s career
broken at the beginning and his son’s fortune lost. He was not himself
a wealthy man; he could do little more than give him a home--and it
was an inglorious end.
But the noble rallied.
“Your mother will be glad,” he said, with a pathetic smile. “I think
she has not had an easy moment since you went to the war.”
Luc could not answer. He saw that his father was looking not at
him, but at the famous uniform of the _régiment du roi_ that he
wore, and, like a picture suddenly thrust before his eyes, came the
long-forgotten recollection of the day his father had bought him his
commission and of their mutual pride in the trappings and symbols of
war: there had been a de Clapiers in the army for many hundred years.
Thinking of this, and seeing the old man’s wistful glance, Luc felt
the bitterness that had smitten him on his sick couch at Eger re-arise
in his heart.
“My God!” he cried softly, “it is hard to be a useless man.”
He kissed his father’s hand, and then went up softly to that chamber
he had left nine years ago in a tumult of glorious anticipation, of
surging ambitions, of pure resolutions. The anticipations had been
disappointed, the ambitions had ended, but the resolutions had been
kept. Luc de Clapiers had done nothing since he had left his boyhood’s
home of which any man could be ashamed.
He thought of his mother as he entered the room, for she had promised
to leave it untouched for him, and he saw at once how lovingly she
had kept her word. Certainly, the red and gold hangings on the bed
and the windows had been removed, but carefully preserved, for the
servants had already brought them out and laid them across the cabinet
by the window--the beautiful curved bow-window with the latticed panes
bearing the little coat of arms in each in leaded, coloured glass.
There were his chairs, his books, his candlesticks, his low, wide bed
with the four carved posts, his crucifix, his picture of St. Cecilia
with her music from the Italian, even his violin and his old torn
papers in a green portfolio. He went round the room, vaguely touching
these objects that were free even from a speck of dust.
Only one thing was missing--a wooden figure of St. George that had
stood on a bracket in the corner. Luc had been fervently religious
in his youth and passionately devoted to this image that he had even
wished to take to the army with him. His mother, he remembered, had
never liked this figure, which she had declared uncouth and hideous.
Now, it seemed, she had taken her revenge, for the bracket was empty.
Luc went to the window, where the chestnut leaves were peering against
the pane. The green of them, with the sun behind, was translucent as
jade, and the workmanship of the white curling flowers seemed a beauty
beyond bearing.
As Luc looked at them he took off his sword, his sash, his scarf,
his coat, and laid them across the old wand-bottomed chair in the
window-seat.
Then he crossed to the square tortoiseshell-framed mirror that hung by
the bed and looked at himself in the murky, greenish glass.
No longer a soldier ... he had taken off his uniform for the last
time. He stood the same as when he had last left this chamber, save
that it was then all before him, now all behind. He gazed at his own
face, white above the white shirt, still noble and pleasing, still
young, but frail and wasted and sad.
Instinctively he turned, as he had done in his childish troubles, to
the corner where St. George had stood. The loss struck him afresh as
he, for a second time, beheld an empty bracket, and was symbolic also,
for he had travelled far from the help of Christianity since he used
to pray to St. George; yet the vacant place smote him. He turned at
the opening of the door; a woman came towards him speechlessly, her
lips moving and her eyes full of a kind of trembling light.
He sprang to meet her and clasped her strongly; she thrust into his
arms what seemed a lump of wood.
“Safe, dear, safe. Did you think I had destroyed it?” she managed to
say.
He kissed her cheek and then her hands. She began crying with
pleasure. “St. George, Luc,” she murmured. “I have kept him very
carefully.”
The young soldier looked at the idol of his childhood; his emotions
reached the unbearable agony caused by dim recollections the hand of
tenderness beckons from the past. He laid St. George on the bed.
“Oh, my mother!” he cried, in a sinking voice. He fell on his knees,
hid his face, and wept.
CHAPTER VIII
CLÉMENCE DE SÉGUY
August had scorched the chestnut leaves and September withered them
into golden scrolls, and still Luc de Clapiers remained idle, but with
a burning heart, in the quiet home at Aix.
On a certain afternoon, when he was alone in his chamber writing,
the need for action, the thirst for fame blazed up through his sweet,
vain resignation beyond his power to restrain. The glory that he had
set himself to achieve had always been the glory of arms, and the
realization that this path was for ever closed to him came upon him
again suddenly as if he had but just been told that he no longer
belonged to the _régiment du roi_. He laid down his pen: he had been
writing an Elegy on the young de Caumont, for whom he had often,
during the war, written discourses on glory, and as he praised the
young soldier he had praised also d’Espagnac--the two, so young, so
beautiful, so brave, so pure, became one in his mind, and with them
there mingled the vision of another. He felt that he was lamenting
a third--his own youth, his own hopes that had been buried in the
snows of Bohemia. He had written of Hippolyte de Seytres, “He was
born ardent,” and it was true of himself. During these months of
idleness the fire of this ardour had increased in his heart until it
was unbearable. He sat quite still, with his hands clasped before him,
gazing at the thinning chestnut leaves and the blue sky behind them
that was spreading in all directions through a pile of loose clouds.
His serene face flushed with resolution. In that moment he felt a
scorn of himself that he had ever permitted poverty and ill-health
to hinder him in his designs on fortune. He was of a noble birth
that brought obligations, of gifts that brought obligations also;
he was young, laborious, serious, passionately desirous of serving
his country; and he was French, born at this most glorious period of
liberty of thought, splendour of achievement in every sphere. He must,
he could do something.
Of Paris and the great world there he knew only what he had heard
and read--the outside of it, glittering, young and hopeful, a
court led by a king whom France adored and Luc pictured as one like
himself--ardent, avid of glory, and with every opportunity to his
hand--and another court, no less powerful, of intellect and genius,
led by M. de Voltaire, a name that blazed in Europe. Luc had received
a scant education, and his long military preoccupation had given him
small leisure for study. He could scarcely spell out Latin, and he had
not read many books; but those he knew,--Corneille, Racine, Molière,
Pascal, La Fontaine, Boileau--he both loved and absorbed. They were as
so many torches to light his way.
M. de Voltaire himself he had always regarded with deep respect and
admiration. The daring atheist, the brilliant son of the people, the
caressed of kings and flattered of women, the greatest man of letters
of the age, the most decried and abused of human beings had no more
fervent disciple than the quiet young aristocrat who had watched his
splendour from afar. Luc thought of him now, and the tumult in his
heart rose higher.
“Shall I give up everything my soul urges me to because I had to leave
the army?” he murmured. “Must I live and die in Aix?”
But what was open to him? There was only one career worth comparing
with the military--that of diplomacy. He had studied law and history;
he felt capable of serving France by his pen as well as by his sword.
This thought of politics had come to him before; to-day it came and
would not be dismissed.
He rose impulsively and went to the shelf where his books stood; he
picked them up, one after another, and laid them down without opening
any of them.
An unnameable excitement had possession of him; an inner ecstasy made
his limbs tremble. He felt that the whole world was too confined for
his spirit; he felt that he grasped a sudden certainty that he would
and must attain glory.
He returned to his table, composing himself by a strong effort of
will, and wrote to M. de Biron, his former Colonel, asking his help
in his design of entering the diplomatic service.
When this was written and sealed his old calmness returned. He left
his room, gave the letter to a servant, and went into the garden.
The sky was one flushing dome of golden blue, glowing in the west with
the first hues of sunset. The leaves of the trees, the grasses, the
flowers, and herbs were all quivering in a low, warm breeze. The old
Marquis was seated on a stone bench by the carp pond, with his dogs
beside him; he was watching the water, stained a turquoise blue from
the sky and across which the blunt-faced carp floated, sparkling in
their scarlet, orange, and black scales.
Luc came up to the basin. His father smiled at him, but did not speak.
The young man was silent also; he was thinking, by some whimsical
connexion of ideas, of Carola Koklinska in her gay trappings as he
looked at the vivid fish.
He thought of her quiet ways, of her splendid clothes, of her great
strength. He, not she, had fallen ill after their ghastly march to
Eger. On his recovery he had been told that she had gone on with the
army to Paris.
She left a letter for him, in which she begged him to see her if he
could in Paris. She gave her sister’s name, which meant nothing to
Luc, but was well known in the capital, and said she was always to be
found at that lady’s hotel.
Luc had never written to her. She had become a curiously faint memory,
blotted with darkness and snow and horror, yet gleaming vividly in her
scarlet and gold through the Bohemian night.
The Marquis spoke and broke his thoughts. “You are very silent, Luc.”
The young man looked up instantly from the water.
“Monseigneur,” he said, “I have resolved to enter politics.”
His father flushed with surprise and pride. “I did not think you would
be long idle, Luc,” he answered affectionately; “but you have set
yourself a difficult career,” he added simply. “I have, as you know,
no influence at Court.”
“I have written to M. de Biron; he will give me introductions at
least. When I hear from him I will go to Paris.”
He spoke quietly, but in his eyes was a leaping light.
The old Marquis, both touched and pleased, rose and fondly laid his
hand on his shoulder.
“You are a true de Clapiers,” he said, then sighed a little, thinking
of the blue and silver uniform lying folded away in the chest in his
son’s room.
Luc divined the thought, the regret.
“I shall still serve France, Monseigneur,” he said.
“But I have no interest in Paris,” repeated the old noble half sadly,
“and I believe no one can succeed at Court without powerful friends.
And we--we are rather remote from the great world, here at Aix.”
Luc was not daunted by these words. Paris was to him a dream city
ruled by a dream king; there was nothing concrete in all the pictures
he formed of it. He knew he had ardour and talent and devotion to
offer, and he did not believe that these things were ever refused.
“If M. de Biron can give me no help I shall write to M. Amelot,” he
said quietly, naming the Minister for Foreign Affairs--“or to His
Majesty himself.”
For a nature that was reserved, almost timid, in all personal matters
this was an extraordinary resolution, and one that would not have
occurred to many men. The Marquis noted it with some amaze, but made
no comment. In these few months since Luc’s return from Bohemia his
father had learnt to recognize and respect something remarkable and
unfathomable in the character of his son.
The sunlight was fading with a sad rapidity. Luc left the garden to
return to the house; he entered the dining-room by the open windows.
A soft shadow was over everything, making the objects in the chamber
almost indistinguishable, but on the table showed the white square of
a letter. He picked it up and took it to the light of the pale length
of the window; it was heavily sealed with an elaborate and foreign
coat of arms and addressed to--
“MONSEIGNEUR
MONSEIGNEUR LE CAPITAINE LE MARQUIS DE VAUVENARGUES”
He opened it with inevitable curiosity, for the hand was unknown to
him; but as he broke the thick wax a strong Oriental perfume told him
the writer. It was from the Countess Koklinska. She wrote briefly
and with an air of serene friendliness, as might be used by one
writing from the Court to the country. She hoped that the Marquis was
recovered from his fatigues, and hoped she might see him in Paris. She
had heard that he had left the army, and asked abruptly on the last
line of her letter, “What is the next step in your career?”
At first Luc flushed as if she had said something insolent to his
face, then his blood stirred in answer to the challenge, and he
was, if anything, pleased by this reminder from one who, more than
either his father, his mother, or Joseph, understood his temper and
his ambitions. She had some right to ask; there was the true spirit
of heroism in her. She had been as a flame amid the horrors of the
retreat from Prague--a flame to light and warm--and had shown him that
a woman could tread the heights, as he conceived them. He recalled,
with a great tenderness, her poor, starved face bending over the sad
death-bed of Georges d’Espagnac, and he was grateful to her for the
last line, which showed that she also remembered.
And she hoped to see him in Paris. Paris! The word flashed with
untold possibilities; it dazzled with the name of King Louis and M. de
Voltaire. Luc was spurred by the desire to mount this moment and ride
to Paris, where the world’s thought, the world’s energy, the world’s
intellect were stored.
He crushed the letter into his pocket and began pacing up and down the
dark, old-fashioned room, where his father and Joseph would be content
to eat every meal until they died, but which to him was fast becoming
a prison, compared to which the steppes of Bohemia were preferable and
seemed, indeed, enviable liberty.
Here he could not mention the name of the arch heretic and infidel,
Voltaire; here he must still go to the church and listen to a service
that he felt outworn; here the new philosophy, the great dawn of new
ideas, new glories were unknown; and the soul of Luc was turning to
these things as the sunflower to the sun. He did not move when the
candles were brought in and placed on the mantelpiece and sideboard in
exactly the position in which they had stood for the last century, but
remained by the window looking out on to the evening.
The golden beech was veiled by the dusk; the gaudy autumn flowers
were unseen; the shapes of bushes and trees stood dark against a
translucent sky; a strong scent of herbs came and faded on the sweet
air.
In that moment Luc felt that life was endless, glorious, and
triumphant to those who had in their hearts this gift of energy,
this spur to achievement. He bowed his head in a kind of tumult of
thanksgiving, and such an agitation of joy filled his bosom that he
had to support himself against the tall window frame. The sound of the
opening door sounded, to his ecstatic mood, sharp as a pistol crack;
yet in reality the door was both opened and closed softly. Beyond the
candlelight stood a girl in a much-frilled rose-coloured muslin gown,
holding in her hand a bunch of drooping wild pinks.
She wore a chip straw hat tied under the chin with gold ribbons and a
white lace shawl over her shoulders.
When she saw Luc she laughed prettily and advanced to the table; her
extreme fairness seemed the greater by contrast with the shining dark
mahogany.
“Of course you do not recall me,” she said, in a delicate and pleasing
voice. “I am Clémence de Séguy, who saw you leave to join your
regiment nine years ago--when she was in the convent school.”
Luc made an effort to place and remember her; his instinctive courtesy
helped him, though his thoughts had been strangely scattered by her
sudden appearance.
“I remember no one like you, Mademoiselle,” he said, “in all Provence;
but your name is known to me as that of one of my father’s friends.”
She laughed as if pleased.
“Tell me about the war,” she answered.
As he looked at her he seemed to see the powerful face, slender
figure, and gorgeous garments of the Countess Carola standing beside
her in absolute contrast. The two could not have been more different;
the reality before Luc’s eyes was not so strong as the inner vision.
He put his hand to the fragrant letter in his pocket.
The Marquis entered and presented him with pretty ceremony. As Luc
kissed the girl’s fingers he thought of another hand that he would
soon salute in Paris--Paris.
CHAPTER IX
THE HERETIC
The answer from M. de Biron contained flat discouragement. In his
words seemed to lurk a smile at the simplicity of Luc: there were no
places at Court or even in obscure corners of France that were not
already allotted, long before they were vacant, to those who were
friends of pensioners of the Court favourites and the Ministers.
It was absurd to hope that anyone with no recommendation above his
talents could obtain even a clerk’s place in the Government, added
M. de Biron, and he advised Luc to spare himself the fatigue and
humiliation of further applications, and suggested that he should
abandon ideas that were certain to end in disappointment.
The letter was meant kindly, but it brought a flush of anger to Luc’s
cheek; then he laughed, and with the laugh his old serenity returned.
M. de Biron should not block his way; there were other channels. He
did not show the letter to his father, but merely told him that his
former Colonel could be no help.
The Marquis said nothing, but a few days later produced, with much
pride, a letter from M. de Caumont to M. de Richelieu, Governor of
Languedoc, asking for his interest for Luc, who was touched and moved
by his father’s thought.
Yet he was not altogether pleased. He had heard enough of M. de
Richelieu from Hippolyte, M. de Caumont’s son, who had never spoken of
him with anything but dislike, and he knew the Governor’s reputation
as the most famous man of fashion of the moment and a hard persecutor
of the Protestants in Languedoc.
But he could refuse neither his own father’s interest nor the help of
his dead friend’s father, and M. de Richelieu was a great gentleman
who could raise anyone where he would. It happened also that he was
now at Avignon, where he seldom enough made his residence, and Luc’s
direct enthusiasm resolved him to go there and present his letter
himself. His father was for sending it by messenger, and his mother
wished to detain him in Aix. He suspected her of tender little schemes
with regard to himself and Mademoiselle de Séguy, who had, with such
innocent coquetry, been sent in upon him that August evening, when,
as it happened, he had first made the resolve to enter politics. He
overruled this gentle opposition and left Aix in late September with
one servant and a good roan horse. Though his soul was serious it was
young. The freedom of the peaceful open country, the freshness of the
autumn air, the sight of the fields of grain--these simple things
affected his spirits to the height of exaltation. He felt his old
health return; he was as light-hearted as if he had never seen Bohemia.
But as they rode farther into Languedoc the surroundings changed: the
ground was neglected, the cottages mere huts, the peasantry silent and
ragged, the cattle poor and scarce. Luc, noticing this, fell into a
kind of gravity.
They took the journey easily. On the second day, when within easy
distance of Avignon, they stopped at a humble inn on the high road
shaded by a dusty grove of poplar trees.
Luc found two other travellers in the parlour. At the first glance
he was interested in them; he had a passion for studying character,
and could never observe strangers indifferently. He crossed to the
window, which looked on to a herb garden, and seated himself on
the chintz-covered window-seat and delicately watched the two, who
were engaged in eating omelette and salad at a round table near the
fire-place. One was a priest and a conspicuously handsome man, but
without attraction, for his dark face was hard and immobile and his
eyes, though very brilliant, expressionless; he wore the black robes
of a canon, which hung gracefully on his spare, powerful figure.
His companion was, as Luc knew at once, a foreigner; what else he
might be was not so easy to decide. His age might be between thirty
and forty. He was tall, well-made, and well-featured, with a rich
olive complexion and quickly moving brown eyes. He wore his own hair
hanging about his face, and there was more than a little of the
eccentric in his dress, which was of the brightest green silk lined
with black.
From the hard quality of his French, something vivid, self-confident,
gay, and yet indifferent in his manner and person, Luc believed he was
Italian.
He, on his part, was not long in noticing the slim young gentleman
in the window-seat, and, leaning back in his chair, he called out an
invitation to wine. Something in his cordial tone, his attitude, his
smile of gleaming, excellent teeth showed Luc that he was a fellow of
no breeding.
Without hesitation he civilly declined and left the room. As he closed
the door he heard the foreigner laugh good-naturedly and say something
to the priest in Italian marked by a beautiful Roman accent.
Luc had his own meal outside on one of the little tables under the
dusty vines, and before the middle of the afternoon rode on again,
meaning to reach Avignon before the night.
Towards evening they came to a miserable village, whose inhabitants
seemed in a considerable state of excitement: a great number of women
were talking and shrieking round the fountain in the market-place, and
three priests argued outside the porch of the poor little church.
The Marquis acknowledged their humble salutes, and was glad to be rid
of them and out in the open country again.
He had not long cleared the houses, however, before he overtook
a procession, which was evidently the cause of the commotion. It
consisted of four soldiers, a serjeant, and a prisoner, followed by
a crowd of peasants, mostly men and boys.
Luc’s hazel eyes flashed quickly to the prisoner, who walked between
the two foremost soldiers. She was a young peasant girl, finely made
and not more than eighteen years of age. Her blue skirt and red
bodice were worn, faded, and patched, her feet and arms bare; round
her coarse, sun-dried hair was a soiled white handkerchief. Her face,
though pale under the tincture of the weather, was composed and
serene, even though the crowd was assailing her with hideous names,
with horrible accusations, with handfuls of dirt and stones.
Her hands were tied behind her, and if her walk fell slowly the
soldiers urged her on with the points of their bayonets.
The Marquis reined up his horse to allow them to pass. He supposed
they were going to set her in the stocks for witchcraft or scolding;
that look on her face he supposed must be stupidity. The whole
spectacle roused in him sad distaste.
The rabble of peasantry, seeing that he was a gentleman, fell to
silence till they were well past him, then broke out again into shouts
and curses. The soldiers turned off the high road across a field that
led to a long slope and a little thin wood.
The Marquis remained still, with his patient servant behind him,
watching the little procession.
He noticed the girl stumble and saw one of the soldiers thrust at
her so that she fell on to her knees. The crowd at once broke into
laughter and pelted her with dirt.
Luc touched up his horse, crossed the field, and in a moment was among
them. One of the guard had dragged the prisoner to her feet; she was
being assailed by such horrid terms of abuse that he thought she must
be some shameless thief or murderess. He spoke to the serjeant with
quiet disgust, and his fine appearance, lofty manner, and long habit
of command served to win the man’s respectful answer: he could not,
he declared, keep the people off. As he spoke he threatened with his
sword the nearest of the crowd, which had already scattered at the
sight of the gentleman.
“The law,” said Luc, “is no matter for me to interfere with,” for he
saw the fellow pulling a warrant from his pocket; “but I will use my
whip on these should they further molest yonder wretch.”
He glanced at the prisoner, who stood for the moment isolated with her
head bent. Her feet and the edge of her dress were covered with mud;
her shoulders were bruised and her legs scratched and bleeding; her
face, which was handsome, but of low type, was flooded with sudden
colour and her wide lips twitched uncontrollably. The Marquis sickened
to see her; he was turning back when she looked up straight into his
face. Her eyes were large, far apart, and bloodshot, the lashes white
with dust. As she gazed at Luc her disfigured, almost stupid-looking
countenance was changed by a smile which was like a lady’s thanks for
courtesy.
Then she bent her head again and began to walk on painfully. The
soldiers closed round her, the serjeant fell in with a salute to the
Marquis, and the crowd followed, but at some distance and in silence.
Luc watched them till they were over the hill and out of sight; he
frowned in absorption and hardly troubled to notice two horsemen
who had joined him and reined their horses near his. When he turned,
indifferently, to look at them, he saw that they were the same
remarkable couple that he had noticed at the inn.
The Italian saluted him instantly.
“Monsieur,” he said with some eagerness, “where has the woman gone?”
“Over the hill,” answered Luc shortly.
The Italian rubbed his hands together softly.
“Well, well,” he said under his breath.
“What has the creature done?” asked the Marquis of the priest. “And
where have they brought her from?”
The priest named a village some leagues off, and the Italian remarked
that they had seen the procession earlier in the day, and that the
probable object of bringing her this distance was to terrorize the
countryside.
“What is her crime?” demanded the Marquis haughtily. He disliked
priests and foreigners in general and felt no reason to make an
exception for these two.
The priest fixed on him eyes that were metallic and twinkling in
their hardness; he made the sign of the cross and said, in a cultured,
toneless voice--
“The cursèd woman was a heretic.”
The Italian seemed amused.
“M. de Richelieu is working hard to purify Languedoc,” he remarked.
“What was her punishment?” asked Luc.
“An easy one,” returned the priest--“she will be hanged.”
Luc turned his head towards the speaker.
“Because she is a heretic?” he asked slowly.
“What else?”
The angry blood stained the Marquis’s delicate face. He knew these
things happened, but he had never before been brought close to them.
“You make me feel ashamed of my humanity,” he said.
“Are you a Protestant?” demanded the priest.
“No.”
“Perhaps you do not believe in the Gospels?” urged the other
maliciously.
Luc gazed at him with a kindling scorn.
“Neither in Gospels, nor Christ, nor God,” he said sternly, “nor any
of the symbols superstition uses--nor in anything you and your kind
worship.”
The priest was taken aback for a moment and did not answer, but the
Italian remarked cheerfully--
“A follower of M. de Voltaire.”
“A follower of no man,” returned Luc wearily. Some minutes passed
while the three horsemen seemed to be waiting silently. Then Luc moved
his horse away in the direction of the high road; he had seen the
soldiers, without their prisoner, and the straggling crowd coming back
over the crest of the hill.
The Italian cried after him--
“Are you for Avignon to-night, Monsieur?”
He answered without looking back. When he reached the main road again
the dark clouds that had been lowering all day broke and a steady rain
began to fall, hastening the short autumn twilight. After perhaps half
a league the road branched. The Marquis turned to the left, but soon
perceived that he had missed his way, for the dark was descending,
and there was no sign of the walls of Avignon on all the wide, gloomy
horizon.
The rain was steady, cold, and seemed not likely to cease. The only
building in sight was a deserted farmhouse with the roof half gone and
weeds and fallen masonry choking garden and yard.
Some of the lower rooms were, however, dry and sheltered, and in one
of them Luc, his servant, and the two horses took refuge for the night.
CHAPTER X
THE MAGICIAN
The Marquis, roused by his servant, woke to see the man standing in
misty moonlight by the square of window; with a languid distaste at
being called from sleep Luc rose.
“Monsigneur,” said the servant in a low voice, “there are those two,
the foreigner and the priest, and a third with them just gone into the
barn.”
He pointed to a building close to the house, from the large doorway of
which came a great blaze of light, strong and fitful, as if caused by
a bonfire.
The reflection of it trembled over the rough floor of the room, and it
was this that had aroused the servant to look from the window, when he
had, he declared, seen three men carrying lanterns cross the yard and
enter the barn; he swore to two being the Italian and the priest.
Luc considered; his curiosity was certainly roused and a sense of
distrust also. The barn was so lonely, the two strangers so peculiar
in appearance--and he recalled how the Italian had called after him,
“Are you going to Avignon to-night?” as if he wished to be sure that
he would be out of their way.
“What can it be?” he murmured to himself, and he thought of coining.
The light from the barn was increasing in intensity as he watched it,
and presently began to take on an artificial red tinge that lit up
windows and door with a lurid glow.
“I think they practise fireworks,” smiled Luc. He put on his hat,
took up his sword, and quietly stepped out into the dreary farm-yard,
followed by his servant.
The first objects that he beheld were three horses fastened to the
stump of an elder tree: two, those ridden by the travellers he had
met yesterday; the third, a black horse of great beauty. Keeping in
the shadows of the house, and avoiding the long trails of flickering
light, Luc and the servant gained the barn and crouched against the
wall of it, endeavouring to find some aperture. Voices raised loudly
and angrily came from within, among them the tones of the Italian
speaking in his own language with great vehemence.
At length Luc found a considerable hole in the loose and rotting
beams that composed the walls of the barn and, looking through, saw
an extraordinary scene.
In the centre of the building stood an iron brazier, which held a
large fire of vivid leaping flame; round this was drawn a chalk circle
marked with various figures and symbols, and beyond that a ring of
dead frogs and snakes.
Behind the brazier stood the Italian attired in a sweeping black robe
and a scarlet skullcap; he held in one hand a long white wand and in
the other a closed parchment-covered book.
Beside him stood the priest regarding him with an expression of
impatience and vexation. The exceeding brightness of the flames threw
over the features of both a glow of red, and gave even their dark
garments something of the colour of blood.
A third man was facing these two. He was standing quite close to
Luc; he had his hands behind his back, and wore a long tabinet
riding-cloak; his slight figure, scarcely of the medium height, was
of a remarkable grace; his hair was clubbed and unpowdered. Luc could
only see his profile, which was sensitive, attractive, and high bred.
This last man was manifestly a noble, which caused Luc some surprise.
He was gazing at him with curiosity when the priest suddenly moved and
disclosed a fourth occupant of the barn. Luc gave a long shudder of
horror and moved back from the hole.
It was the dead body of the heretic peasant woman, sitting upright
in a rude chair with the rope still round her swollen throat and the
harsh flare over her disfigured face, dropping jaw, and staring eyes.
“What is it, Monseigneur?” asked the servant eagerly.
“Have your pistols ready,” answered Luc in a stern whisper, “and get
to some vantage where you can see what is going on within.”
The man obeyed, creeping away through the mingled moonlight and
firelight until he found another notch in the wood of the wall.
Luc again looked into the barn. The priest had now thrown on some
powder that filled the whole building with smoke, the Italian was
shouting short sentences in an uncouth language, and the third man had
sprung forward and was staring at the corpse through the soft film of
the bluish smoke.
“She does not speak!” he cried. “She does not speak!”
The priest gave a furious exclamation and cast something dark and
heavy into the flames, and the Italian tore a chain from his neck
and flung it in the lap of the dead woman. A towering red and orange
flame, that seemed as if it would set the roof on fire, suddenly shot
up from the brazier, an unearthly and awful voice called out--
“Beware of she who comes from Bohemia!”
This was cut short by a passionate ejaculation; who it came from Luc
could not tell. All three men seemed to run together; the brazier
was overturned, and there was perfect darkness, broken by a shriek, a
groan, several short cries of fury, and the rip of unsheathing swords.
Luc ran round to the doorless opening that was the main entrance to
the barn; as he reached it a man came rushing out with a weapon in his
hand, bare in the moonlight. Luc seized him and flung the sword away.
The servant had come up now and stood ready with his pistol.
“Explain yourself,” demanded the Marquis.
The other, completely taken by surprise, wrenched himself free, but
made no attempt to escape.
“Are you the Devil?” he asked, with more eagerness than fear.
“No,” answered Luc in brief disgust.
Before he could say more the priest came out of the barn carrying a
lantern.
“What is this foul mummery?” asked Luc sternly. “I shall speak to the
Governor.”
Seeing his companion in the power of a stranger, the priest gave a cry
and made as if he would fly into the night.
But the other turned on him fiercely.
“By God, you are wanted here!” he cried, and the priest came back
instantly.
“This is a creditable affair for one of your cloth to be involved in,”
said Luc.
The priest ignored the comment, but his companion remarked with a
great degree of haughtiness--
“I suppose I have been disarmed by a gentleman?”
“Oh yes,” answered Luc quietly. “Take up your sword.”
The stranger turned and looked for it by the aid of the priest’s
lantern.
“Where is the Italian?” asked Luc.
“Escaped,” returned the other carelessly, slipping his weapon into the
scabbard.
“The rascal ran out by the back way,” added the priest.
“He hath left his horse,” remarked Luc, glancing at the three beasts.
“Being far too frightened to think of it,” was the answer, and the
stranger, with a sudden show of pleasantness, came up to the Marquis
and laid his hand on his shoulder.
“Come, my dear fellow,” he said, “do not look so grave. We have been
endeavouring to raise the Devil and have made a failure of it, that is
all.”
“A stale game,” said Luc scornfully. “And you were profaning the dead,
Monsieur.”
“A peasant! A heretic!” cried the other, with an instant return of
haughtiness. “And who are you to call me to account?” At this the
priest touched him on the arm, and he added in a quiet tone, “You
are scarcely a spy, Monsieur.”
“No,” said Luc wearily. His anger had changed into mere disgust.
“No--you know you were doing an illegal thing, a foolish thing, and a
horrible thing; but I am no judge of your actions. I will forget you,
Monsieur. Only I ask you to give that poor creature decent burial.”
He was turning away when the other caught him by the sleeve.
“Who are you?” he asked curiously. “I should like to know you. You
speak like M. de Voltaire.”
Luc had instantly resolved not to give his name.
“I am a private citizen of Provence,” he answered, “and I have
business in Avignon. The rain is over and I have had some rest, also
I do not care to remain here, so I will now ride on to the town.”
He made a grave bow and was turning away when the other again detained
him.
“You cannot ride to Avignon till it is light. Come with me--my name is
Armand, Monsieur Armand--I do not ask yours.”
“And I have not yours,” answered Luc.
The other laughed.
“Armand for to-night--and I swear it is my christened name. There is
supper in the house--I give you an invitation.”
The priest seemed impatient to be gone and annoyed at this
conversation, but Luc, despite his distaste of the whole thing,
was interested in the stranger, in his very shamelessness, in his
peculiar, gentle address, in his mention of M. de Voltaire. He felt
curious to see this man’s person, for they stood now in the shadow of
the barn, and the priest kept his lantern turned carefully away.
“Monsieur,” answered Luc, “at present I should not know you again; if
we go into the house I shall see your face.”
“I trust you,” answered M. Armand. He beckoned to the priest, and the
three entered the farm and the room next to that where the Marquis had
slept, and where his horse still stood. Luc found that it was in good
repair and rudely furnished, as if frequently used.
A deal table occupied the middle, and when the lantern was set on this
it showed several chairs, a cupboard, a plain couch with a coverlet,
and a stout box or chest with brass locks. M. Armand ordered the
priest to light candles; they were taken from the cupboard and placed
on the table in iron holders. The room was now in bright light,
and Luc and the stranger instantly looked at each other with calm
curiosity.
The Marquis beheld a man still young, but not so young as he had at
first believed, dressed in a dark grey riding-suit without ornament or
jewel, wearing high boots and a plain sword with a basket shell.
His face, which was singularly attractive, was rather broad for its
length and very finely shaped; it expressed wit, energy, and a great
deal of humour. His eyes were dark brown, large, and powerful. His
hair grew low on his brow, and was of a dull auburn, lacking in
brightness and colour, but of great length and thickness.
Luc, quick at reading men, could not read this one; he only knew
that there were great possibilities in that face, and that the whole
personality was not one to be ignored. His wonder at the hideous
ceremony in the barn increased.
The priest, with a heavy air of annoyance and displeasure, was
unpacking a basket of provisions which stood on the table; Luc
remembered seeing it behind his saddle the previous day.
There were a round of beef, a couple of loaves, a small cheese, and
a large pie in an earthenware dish, besides three bottles of wine.
M. Armand produced knives, forks, and plates from the cupboard, and
invited Luc to join them; his air was one of careless good-nature.
But the Marquis could not eat; he ignored the priest, and addressed
himself to M. Armand, who had seated himself on the corner of the
table and was taking his supper with good appetite.
“You spoke of M. de Voltaire,” he said. “Do you know him?”
“Oh, every one in Paris knows him.”
“But you know him?” insisted Luc.
“Yes.”
“And yet you, by the aid of a Christian priest, seek to raise the
Devil!” exclaimed the Marquis.
“I wanted to know something. The Devil should have entered into the
heretic and answered my questions; but the fellow cheated. Faugh! Do
not let us speak of it.”
Luc fixed his eyes on the handsome, pleasant face.
“What did you want to know?” he asked, with a smile.
“Something about a woman.” Monsieur Armand cut himself a slice of pie.
“I had that rascal fetched from Venice on purpose. The whim cost me
something.”
“I truly marvel at your folly,” said Luc calmly.
“Oh, there _is_ a Devil,” returned the other, with a sideway glance,
“and one might raise him, you know. But you have the fashionable tone
of Paris.”
“I have never been there save for a day in passing,” answered Luc
simply. “And I speak from conviction, not fashion.”
The priest, who had touched neither food nor wine, suddenly addressed
Luc.
“Where is your servant, Monsieur?”
“In the next room--where should he be?” Luc turned from him coldly.
“And now I will be on my way.”
He rose, and the priest made an instantaneous movement to guard the
door.
“Take some supper,” said M. Armand. “And do not be in such a hurry.”
Luc glanced from one to the other.
“I will go on my way,” he said sternly. “Do you seek to detain me?”
M. Armand was eating his pie leisurely; he looked at the priest
reflectively.
“You should have thought of the servant before,” he remarked.
“I have promised not to speak, and I can answer for my servant,”
answered Luc, guessing his thoughts.
“Do you think I am afraid?” asked the other, languidly raising his
bent brows. “We are not very likely to meet again,” he added.
“No,” assented the Marquis. “You interest me, though. I think your
priest here would like to kill me. I wish you joy of your holy
companion.”
“If I had my way, you would not leave here alive,” said the priest, in
a low, calm voice. “You are an atheist and a blasphemer, and a menace
to Holy Church.”
“And to your safety, Father,” smiled M. Armand. “But go, Monsieur. You
are a noble.”
Luc bowed.
“I will see the heretic is buried,” added M. Armand, “though she would
not speak. Adieu. I am sorry you would not have any supper.”
“Adieu,” returned Luc gravely. The priest moved from the door, and he
stepped out; the last glimpse he had of M. Armand was the picture of
him seated on the table finishing his pie.
On reaching the yard he found the priest had followed him, and was
standing a few paces off watching his movements. He called his
servant, and the man came round the corner of the farm leading the
two horses.
“Where have you been this while?” demanded the priest.
The fellow answered respectfully that he had been making the animals
ready.
Luc mounted and was turning out of the yard when the priest came to
his stirrup.
“Swear to me on the Gospels, on the Cross, that you will be silent
about what you have seen to-night,” he said, in a low voice.
“You heard my word,” answered Luc coldly. “And I have told you I
believe in neither Cross nor Gospels. Stand away--your habit smells
rank to me.”
The priest stepped softly back; the servant mounted, and the two rode
away.
They had gone perhaps half a league before the Marquis recollected
that he still did not know the road to Avignon; in his haste to be rid
of his companions he had never thought of this.
Instantly checking his horse, he looked back at his servant.
The dawn was breaking, and the man’s face appeared of a strange pallor.
“We do not know the way,” said Luc.
“Any way, Monseigneur,” answered the servant, “as long as we do not go
back.”
“What is the matter?” asked Luc sharply, for the fellow was plainly in
a fright.
“Monseigneur, I did not mean to tell you. I thought we should both be
murdered.”
“I thought that possible too,” replied the Marquis calmly. “Anything
else?”
“Oh, Monseigneur--there _was_ murder. I went back to the barn to fetch
my hat. I had the little lantern--and I could not forbear looking in;
and there was the foreigner lying dead from a sword-thrust.”
CHAPTER XI
M. DE RICHELIEU
Luc felt instantly that his servant spoke the truth, and saw instantly
how he had been deceived. There was no back door to the barn; the
young man, discovering he was being cheated, had run the poor
foreigner through and left him there to die. The priest knew it, and
hence his anxiety about the servant: he had dreaded the very thing
that had occurred--namely, that the fellow should return to the barn
and see the second corpse.
The Marquis’s first feeling was one of intense anger that a dissolute
young noble had been able so to fool him; he had accepted the tale of
the Italian’s escape like any child, and had sat down to bandy words
with one who was fresh from a miserable, cowardly murder.
“Why did you not tell me before?” he asked.
“Monseigneur, I thought you might wish to return, and then we stood a
good chance of being murdered.”
“Why?” demanded Luc sharply. “We were two to two, and one of them a
priest.”
“But, Monseigneur, he was armed under his habit, and I saw evil
intention in his face--and how could we tell how many more were in
hiding? With respect, Monsieur le Marquis, they were dealing with the
Devil.”
“Are you sure that the man was dead?” asked Luc.
“Monseigneur, perfectly sure. He lay in a strange attitude with one
leg drawn up, and I crept into the barn and felt him, and he was cold
with a hole in his chest and his fingers all cut where he had snatched
at the sword--and with the dead frogs and snakes and that other corpse
in the chair----”
The Marquis cut him short.
“You will be silent about this, Jean, until I give you leave to speak.
I shall not go back--now, at least.”
Jean, only too thankful that his master was not returning to what he
feared might be an outpost of hell, promised readily enough. They
proceeded along the straight road, looking out for some habitation
where they could ask their way.
Luc felt depressed, angry, and disgusted. He recalled the Italian’s
healthy face, his callous laughter, then the hideous little scene in
the barn with the horrid, foolish details of gross superstitions;
lastly, the calm serenity and haughtiness of the young man whose
careless manner had so deceived him; and the priest, in his mockery of
a habit--Luc wondered that he had not made some attempt at a disguise.
Evidently all of them had been pretty sure that they were not likely
to be interrupted; yet Monsieur Armand, as he called himself, had not
seemed very concerned, or even surprised, at being discovered.
Luc, riding along in the grey dawn, wearily followed out the
consequences of this wretched episode.
They would burn or bury the body of the foreigner, who was not likely
to be missed; they would probably burn the whole barn--who was to make
inquiries?
M. de Richelieu did not keep such a strict policing of Languedoc that
it was likely to come to his knowledge--well, the affair would be
hushed up; and he, Luc, saw no good in soiling his lips by any mention
of it, though he felt himself no longer bound by the promise he had
made the young rake.
The Italian charlatan had perhaps not lived so as to look for a better
end--let the whole thing be forgotten; Luc only hoped that he might
meet neither priest nor patron again.
As the sun rose above the horizon they came upon some poor scattered
farms where a peasant driving pigs put them on the road to Avignon,
which town they reached about noon of a misty autumn day. Luc put
up at a quiet inn, and, having ascertained that the Governor was in
residence but would soon be leaving for Paris, he sent his servant at
once with the introduction from the Marquis de Caumont and a letter
from himself requesting an interview.
Jean dispatched on this business, the Marquis shifted his linen,
breakfasted, and sat at the inn window overlooking the unfamiliar main
street of beautiful Avignon.
His head ached, his limbs were full of lassitude, and the incident
of the night hung unpleasantly before his mental vision. He tried
to replace this picture with others: with that of Clémence de Séguy
in her frilled rose-coloured muslin; with that of young d’Espagnac
kneeling in the chapel of St. Wenceslas. As he drove his thoughts back
to the Hradcany, he suddenly recalled that the voice last night which
the Italian had feigned to issue from the poor heretic’s dead lips had
said, “Beware of her who comes from Bohemia!” It was a coincidence
curious and distasteful that the wretched magician’s last words should
have been these; doubtless they referred to some intrigue of his
patron, but to Luc they recalled the Countess Carola, and he did not
care to think of her in any such connexion.
Her dark, gorgeous image, resolute among the snows, against the
sombre, pure background of silver firs and frozen skies, came before
him suddenly. He felt swiftly heartened as he pondered upon her; she
was a vision of mingled fire and ice that passed the allurement of the
senses and exquisitely attracted the spirit.
Luc shook off the depression of yesterday’s sordid adventure, and
his dreams all rushed back to his heart. His modest confidence that
something would come of his interview with the Governor occupied him
anew; he even allowed himself to picture his father’s pleasure at his
return with news of success.
Early in the afternoon Jean reappeared with a courteous note from M.
de Richelieu’s secretary: His Highness was departing for Versailles
to-morrow, but would M. le Marquis wait on him to-night at eight of
the clock?
Luc sent the servant back with his answering thanks for the
appointment, and went upstairs to unpack his finest suit; it was plain
enough, and the work of a country tailor, but Luc attired himself
gravely, with no thought for the fashion, and went out to find a
barber to powder and dress his hair. When this was done, it was
already dusk.
He could scarcely eat any dinner, and reluctantly admitted to himself
that he was nervous. His natural reserve made him shrink from waiting
on the great, and inherited pride made him shrink from asking a
favour; neither had his long soldier’s training fitted him for dealing
with a courtier like M. de Richelieu.
He felt he would be at a disadvantage with such a man, and the old
powerful longing for the army, for the career on which he had set his
heart, and to which he had devoted his best energies and earliest
youth, assailed him; but he angrily controlled this weakness, and
broke his thoughts by opening a little volume of Pascal he always
carried in his pocket.
At the appointed time he rode up to the Governor’s residence and gave
his name. He was at once ushered into a great painted antechamber with
a domed ceiling and white walls covered with a confusion of cupids,
wreaths of flowers, tambourines, flutes, masks, and garlands all very
elegantly drawn and coloured.
In each panel of the wall hung an oval mirror which had above it a
gilt sconce of perfumed wax candles; the chairs were of delicate
ash-wood and Aubusson tapestry. On a low green marble-topped table by
one of the windows was a portfolio of prints and a book bound in calf;
the name of the author caught Luc’s eye--it was M. de Voltaire.
Luc was not insensible to the charm and elegance of the apartment; he
was keenly sensitive to all beauty. The taste that he had never been
able to cultivate was accurate; he knew that paintings, furniture, and
every detail of the chamber were the most exquisite possible, and his
spirit expanded in the atmosphere; he did not even notice that he was
being kept waiting longer than was courteous.
Turning presently, thinking that he heard some one approach, Luc
caught sight of himself nearly full length in one of the oval mirrors.
He saw a slight, pale young man, with a serene and delicate face,
thoughtful hazel eyes, and a clear complexion, precise grey curls, and
a plain suit of violet cloth trimmed with silver, a rich lace cravat
tied very carefully, a simple sword, and a black ribbon round his
throat.
The strange surroundings made his own person appear strange; he looked
at himself as he might have looked at a mere acquaintance, critically,
yet almost disinterestedly.
He was still searching his own face when the folding-doors at the
end of the room opened, and a black page wearing a scarlet tunic and
turban silently motioned him to advance.
The Marquis followed him into the next room, and the beauty of the
little apartment was such as he had never seen; it steeped his soul in
sudden pleasurable languor. The page disappeared, and Luc looked about
him eagerly.
The walls were of pale ash-wood, smooth and watered like satin; the
carpet was of the same hue, but scattered with a design of dull pink
roses; the chairs were gilt and violet velvet; and the window was
hung with curtains of pale mauve and pink heavily fringed with gold,
and looped so as to show the ivory satin lining. One entire side of
the wall was covered by an exquisite piece of tapestry in a hundred
melting hues, showing the legend of Europa and the Bull; on the pale
carved wood mantelpiece stood a clock and candlesticks of rock crystal
and enamel, and a fine china bowl of lilacs, camellias, tuberoses, and
white syringa.
The whole was faintly lit by a silver and crystal lamp that hung by
slender chains from the ceiling, which was covered by drawn grey silk.
A cabinet of beautiful workmanship inlaid with painted china plaques,
a desk of marquetry and ormolu covered with rich articles, and an
exquisite lute of ivory and ebony tied with jade green ribbons
completed the furniture.
In one corner a white, violet, and gold brocade curtain was half drawn
away from a low couch that stood in an alcove; as Luc glanced at this
he saw with a start that a man was lying there, asleep or dozing, with
his head turned towards the wall.
He wore a soft blue satin dressing-gown and a cravat of flimsy lace
that hung in a cloud to the ground; his hair, which was curling
and unpowdered, flowed over his bosom and shoulders; his breeches,
waistcoat, and stockings were white; his feet thrust into gold
slippers.
His whole figure was considerably in shadow, but by his even breathing
he was certainly asleep.
Luc was first amused and then vexed; he made no doubt that this was
the Governor.
“M. de Richelieu,” he said, in a firm voice. “Your Highness----”
The sleeper stirred lightly, raised his head, and sat up.
Luc was looking at the “Monsieur Armand” of last night’s sordid
happenings.
CHAPTER XII
THE DIAMOND RING
Despite the different light, surroundings, and dress, the recognition
was instantaneous on each side. For a breathless instant the two men
gazed at each other. M. de Richelieu was the first to speak.
“So you are M. de Vauvenargues!” he said, and put his gold-slippered
feet to the ground and threw his head back with a cold haughtiness.
“I am M. de Vauvenargues,” answered Luc.
“You were introduced unceremoniously,” returned the Duke. “I did not
expect you so soon. Be seated, Monsieur le Marquis.”
Luc took one of the delicate chairs and fixed his eyes on the pale
carpet; he was conscious of a wretched feeling of disappointment, of
disgust, of a sense of personal failure.
“You look rather pale, Monsieur,” remarked the Governor, in those same
gentle tones that Luc had heard last night. “I trust you have had an
easy journey from Aix?”
The Marquis bowed in silence.
M. de Richelieu supported himself on his elbow on the pile of cushions
at the head of his couch.
“You bring the best of introductions,” he said. “M. de Caumont speaks
of you warmly--you were Hippolyte’s friend, and with him in Prague,
were you not?”
Luc was impressed, almost bewildered, by his composure, his quick
assumption of the courtly, gracious manner. Last night this calm had
surprised him; now he found it astounding. M. de Richelieu had not
changed colour, and was regarding him with unfaltering eyes.
But it was not in Luc to take up the matter on these terms; he
revolted against the situation, against the part he was evidently
expected to play. The slim, gorgeous young Governor, the sumptuous
little room became hateful to him. He rose.
“Monseigneur,” he said coldly, “I came here on a misunderstanding.”
M. de Richelieu interrupted.
“You came, I think, Monsieur, because you are desirous of entering
Government service--M. de Caumont asks my influence on your behalf.”
“I will not put you to that trouble, Highness,” answered Luc wearily.
The Duke laughed in his princely way, as if he was too great to be
easily offended; yet Luc thought he was vexed too, perhaps a little
confused.
“I shall be able to give you a position, Monsieur, immediately.”
Luc flushed almost as painfully as if some one had offered him money.
“You mistake me,” he said gravely.
“No, I think I estimate you fairly well,” answered the Governor
decidedly.
“In this you mistake me,” replied Luc, with a sudden flash in his
voice. “There is nothing in your gift, Monseigneur, that I would
accept.”
A look of wrathful amaze glimmered for an instant in the Duke’s brown
eyes, but he smiled, though coldly.
“For one who hopes to succeed in diplomacy,” he said, “you are
singularly simple.”
“Not so simple, Monseigneur, that I do not see the attempt of your
Highness to bribe a man who holds an unpleasant secret.”
M. de Richelieu did not alter the regal ease of his attitude, but he
suddenly changed his tone.
“Forgive me, my dear Marquis,” he said pleasantly, “but we evidently
do fail to understand each other, and that is a pity----”
Luc interrupted.
“Highness, this is the truth. I know that the wretched Italian was
murdered last night, and I know whose sword struck him down. You
deceived me easily,” he added simply, “and I know you are a great
man, who can amuse himself as he pleases--you have the law in your own
hands. But there is no employ under the Governor of Languedoc that I
would take.”
With the effort of saying these words the colour flooded his face; he
did not speak them with any grandeur, but with a frowning distaste.
M. de Richelieu flashed into fierce haughtiness.
“Do you imagine that you will better yourself by taking this story to
Versailles? You think you can ruin me, perhaps----”
“Monsieur!” cried Luc, raising his head.
M. de Richelieu was on his feet, a glittering, winning figure,
difficult to associate with the miserable scene in the barn.
“Well, if you think, Monsieur,” he said quietly, “that you would
gain a hearing against me, remember I am Armand du Plessis,” and Luc
realized suddenly what a great man, what a notable person he was
defying. He thought of his future career, and his heart sank; what
could he hope to achieve commencing with such a powerful enemy?
Something of this thought showed in his sensitive face, and the
Governor was quick to perceive and follow up his advantage.
“I have used _lettres de cachet_ on less occasion,” he said gently.
Luc turned so as to face him.
“Scarcely on men of my position, M. de Richelieu,” he answered
haughtily. “I am not of the bourgeois, to be threatened.”
He was stung now out of his shyness and reserve; he faced the Governor
as an equal and unabashed.
“As to last night, my own wish is to forget it,” he said sternly. “I
shall not speak for the sake of speaking--you know that. I should not
be silent for any threat’s sake if honour bade me speak--you know that
also, Monseigneur.”
M. de Richelieu was clearly puzzled; if at the same time vexed, or
alarmed, he did not show it. His face expressed wonder and even
amusement.
“It was only a jest last night,” he said lightly, “a common amusement.”
“It cost a man his life,” answered Luc wearily. “But I pray your
Highness not to speak of it.”
“Well,” returned the Duke, with utter callousness, “he was a knave,
and deserved it. He was cheating, and I had him brought from Venice on
purpose.”
Luc did not answer; he felt tired, disappointed, and downcast. His one
desire was to get away from this house and from Avignon.
“I can make yesterday’s meeting fortunate for both of us,” continued
the Duke. “I liked you from the first. I require another secretary----”
“I must refuse,” interrupted Luc. “I will take nothing, Monseigneur.”
M. de Richelieu looked at him narrowly.
“Where have you lived all your life?” he asked abruptly.
“In Aix and in camp,” replied Luc. His dreamy eyes brightened. “I have
been ten years with the army.”
“Why did you leave?”
“Because my health broke,” said Luc briefly. “There were not many of
us, Monsieur, who survived the retreat from Prague.”
“And now you wish to become a politician,” said M. de Richelieu. “I
suppose you are an idealist?”
Luc smiled to think of the utter hopelessness of endeavouring to
express his aspirations to this man.
“I have ideas,” he answered simply. “I think I could succeed in
statecraft.”
“Tell me some of your ideas--tell me something of what you would do
were you in power.”
The Duke was standing now in front of the many-coloured tapestry; his
slight figure, his elegant features, and rich dressing-gown gave him
an almost feminine appearance. A faint mockery curved his nostrils and
touched his speech.
“I would not have men like M. de Richelieu Governor over any province
of France,” answered Luc calmly.
Again that look of great haughtiness hardened the face of the Duke.
“You know nothing about M. de Richelieu,” he said.
He seated himself on the slender-legged chair under the tapestry and
began turning over a tray of engraved gems that stood on a little
tulip-wood table; yet absently, and with his brown eyes on Luc.
The two men whose lives, characters, and experiences were so
absolutely different that an impassable gulf existed between them
looked at each other as they might have gazed across the borders
of some strange country that they would never penetrate. M. de
Richelieu’s career had blazed high above the heads of men for all to
see, but it was unknown to Luc, who was ignorant of all the scandals
and gossip of his time; and Luc, to the Governor, was a man who came
from absolute obscurity, who was interestingly novel, but mainly to be
noticed because he held an uncomfortable knowledge of an unfortunate
incident the Duke wished forgotten. As he gazed at Luc, he was
considering what to do. Though he had been involved in many affairs
as doubtful and as dangerous as that of last night, though careless
recklessness was the keynote of his character and he was confident
in his great position and powerful name, yet a creditable witness to
a murder connected with an unlawful ceremony to which his confessor
was privy was not to be too lightly suffered to depart. The Duke had
enemies; if they knew of this, they could make a story of it that the
King would not dare disregard. From a spark like this might rise a
flame that would burn the very foundations of his greatness.
Malice was not in his nature, and he felt no unkindness towards the
cold young officer who so manifestly disliked him, but rather a
curiosity to know more of him and a half-amused liking.
“Monsieur,” he said at length, “this must be adjusted some way between
us. You seem to refuse my advances. Perhaps you think I am setting
some snare for you, but it is not so.”
This had never entered Luc’s thoughts. His outlook was so simple that
the other could never have guessed it; he merely wished to get away,
to forget it all, and try another road to success.
“Monseigneur,” he answered wearily, because his head was aching, and
the rosy light of the room and the scent of the flowers, that had at
first so pleased, now oppressed his senses, “we have nothing to fear
or gain from each other. Permit me to take my leave.”
With his stiff military bow he moved towards the door. M. de Richelieu
stepped forward and, with an almost affectionate gesture, caught his
arm.
“Be reasonable,” he said. “I lost my temper last night; but after all
the fellow was of no account--’tis over now.”
“So I wish it to be, your Highness,” replied Luc.
“But there is no need,” continued the Duke, “that it should prevent me
from doing you the service you came to request.”
Luc was silent; he was not insensible to M. de Richelieu’s beautiful
grace, to the complete attraction of his person and features that his
life, whatever it had been, had not in the least coarsened or spoilt.
Such was the power of this charm, delicate, manly, strong, that Luc,
though he despised the Duke without affectation, yet felt his scorn
overwhelmed in this physical nearness.
“Secretary to the Governor of Languedoc is not a post easily
obtained,” insisted M. de Richelieu. “And I think we should work well
together, Monsieur.”
“It is not in your power to give me what I seek, Monsieur,” replied
Luc sadly. “Indeed it is impossible.”
The Duke drew back a step.
“I implore you allow me to depart,” continued the Marquis. “We shall
never understand each other.”
M. de Richelieu twisted his fingers in the curls on his bosom.
“What object have you in keeping silence about last night?” he asked
shortly.
“What object,” returned Luc proudly, “have I in speaking?”
“Oh, you seem to have a great sympathy with heretics and charlatans
and the baser sort. And what of your servant?”
“He did not see your Highness in the full light. Besides, he was
a soldier, and is devoted to the house of de Clapiers; you may,
Monseigneur, be assured he will not speak.”
“That means that I have taken two obligations from you--my sword
last night and your promise now,” said the Duke very proudly. “It
is impossible, Monsieur le Marquis, that you should refuse to take
anything from me.”
“I want nothing of your Highness,” replied Luc; for he thought of the
Duke’s offers as so many bribes, nothing more.
M. de Richelieu was galled and angry; it was the first time in his
life that he had felt himself obliged to anyone. He was an adept in
bestowing favours, but had never before received one save from the
King. His breeding, however, took the defeat gracefully.
“I hope,” he said coldly, “that some day I may be able to balance
this.”
“There is nothing to balance,” returned Luc earnestly, for the whole
interview was irritating him. “Let your Highness forget it all and
forget me.”
“Will you go to Paris?” asked the Duke abruptly.
“Perhaps,” said Luc. His plans were all dashed to the ground, and he
had not yet formed others.
“Come to me, then, if you ever need help,” said M. de Richelieu, with
sudden and characteristic recklessness. “A Puritan like you is like to
get into trouble some way.”
“I am no Puritan,” returned Luc, flushing slightly, “but an atheist.”
M. de Richelieu crossed himself and, at the same time, laughed.
“Some day I must introduce you to Monsieur de Voltaire. As for me, I
see I can do nothing with you. I wish you success, Monsieur, but I am
not very hopeful.”
He did not hold out his hand, but bowed very grandly and rang a little
bell that stood near the tray of gems.
Luc returned the bow in silence, glad to take his departure; the black
page appeared, and conducted him from the mansion. Luc passed through
the beautiful apartments without any sense of pleasure now; he felt
exhausted, and even faint. He longed to be out in the night and under
the stars.
When he was on the threshold of the street door another page
breathlessly overtook him.
“Monseigneur, you left your glove,” he said.
Luc took the riding gauntlet, and felt something heavy in the palm.
The colour throbbed in his face; he shook out on to his hand a diamond
ring of exceptional beauty and remarkably set with sapphires.
“Yes, it is my glove,” he said to the page, who was hurrying away,
“but take this back to M. de Richelieu--it is a mistake.” He held out
the ring.
“Monseigneur said the jewel was yours,” returned the page.
“Well, then,” replied M. de Vauvenargues proudly, “take it as your
guerdon for bringing me the glove.”
He flung it on the carpet at the boy’s feet and left the Governor’s
house.
CHAPTER XIII
THREE LETTERS
Luc was back at Aix in the peace, the confinement, the even atmosphere
of his own home.
He told his father that M. de Richelieu had not been able to do
anything for him, and the old Marquis advised him to give up all
thoughts of any further career and settle down in Aix.
Luc listened patiently, but no advice could have shown less
understanding of his character; even while he listened his heart
was throbbing and his blood tingling with the desire of life, of
liberty, of action, of glory. The very moment he had stepped across
the threshold of his father’s house he had felt the ordered, sluggish
days fall round him like a chain; he saw the years stretch ahead in an
uneventful avenue, with an undistinguished tomb at the end, and every
nerve in his being cried out against it. His fruitless journey, the
heavy disappointment caused by coming into actual contact with one
of the men ruling France and finding him like M. de Richelieu, the
persecution, the degradation, the misery he had witnessed in riding
through Languedoc were but so many goads to urge him to a further
attempt on fortune.
Paris blazed even brighter in his visions, and he thought long and
often on the name of M. de Voltaire.
To please his parents, he still retained the forms of Christianity,
and never hinted that he held that doctrine of free-thinking which his
father so abhorred. But this reserve was another chain: he desired to
be with those with whom he could exchange ideas, from whom he could
gain wisdom, experience, and encouragement; not to have to be for ever
deferring to those opinions, habits, and traditions that he no longer
shared nor admired.
Hence the very affection that surrounded him at Aix, and which he had
often longed for when with the army, became first a useless thing to
him, and then another burden, another chain to hamper and clog him.
As, gradually and day by day, his father’s love made insidious demands
on him, as almost imperceptibly he found his native sweetness giving
way on many little points of difference, as he perceived affection
laying hands on the most secret sensations of his soul, he began to
revolt against this obligation of affection, of duty, of respect; he
longed to stand, a free man, with his own life to make according to
his own standards, unhindered by this fear of giving pain to those
who loved him--the fear which had already made him deny his beliefs,
and which now urged him to abandon his choicest hopes. His soul
rose up against this exacting, tender love, that burdened him with
responsibility; morally and mentally he stood alone, not desiring
support, and strong to meet anything, yet through his heart and
affections he was made captive to his father’s chair and his mother’s
apron.
Autumn passed into winter. Joseph married and left home; this was
another reason for Luc to remain. His mother clung to him with piteous
fondness; his father deferred to him in matters of business, relied on
him, treated him with courteous affection, dismissed all idea of his
leaving them--had not M. de Biron and M. de Richelieu both declared
politics hopeless?
Luc listened and waited; the chains became heavier every day. The
Marquise was preparing another in the shape of Clémence de Séguy,
a good girl, beautiful and well-dowered. Luc, looking into her fair
countenance, knew that she had never known an aspiration nor a sorrow
in all her life; she bloomed in Aix like the late lilies he had seen
in the garden the day of his return; pure flowers, modest with their
own sweetness, they kept their heads bent towards the earth, and never
lifted their petals towards heaven or the sun. Luc never looked at
Clémence that he did not think of the Countess Carola; red like the
trellis roses he pictured her, and, like them, for ever climbing and
breathing perfume to the utmost clouds.
Yet these days were not wholly wasted; in the evenings, he would
revive his forgotten knowledge of music, and play the clavichord to
his mother’s harp; and then his thoughts would fly wide, and drink at
immortal wells of unquenchable longing, and see the ineffable hues of
skies only to be glimpsed at by mortals.
Sometimes, when he was playing thus in the dark parlour, he would have
flashing premonitions of immortality in which this life seemed a mere
nothing that he could afford to waste; there was all eternity in which
to join Hippolyte and Georges in the quest for glory.
In these moments he felt an unbounded ecstasy, and his playing would
take on a richness and colour that transfigured the light music
he interpreted; then a veil would be dropped over the vision, and
there would come unbidden thoughts of the hopelessness of all high
endeavour, the sad end, the open failure of all noble, unselfish
lives, the uselessness of all great enthusiasms, all the gallant
efforts of the pure minorities of the world, all the eager aspirations
of reformers, preachers, prophets, swept away and forgotten in the
commonplace corruptions, needs, vices, failings, and blindness of
humanity. And these reflections were as a bitter blankness of soul to
Luc, and the comfortable room would darken round him like the jaw of
hell itself.
But with equal conviction would come the afterthought that these
broken lives, these lost causes, these ridiculed endeavours, these
failures, these minorities had handed on the light from one century
to another, and kept alive truth, courage, and all that is beautiful
in the heart of man. Luc felt the intense force of the stirrings in
his own bosom to be a response to these prophets, martyrs, lonely
standard-bearers who were calling him to be one of them, to come
forth from the sheltered happiness of common men and join the shadowy
multitude who had climbed and perished and left a glimmering name
behind. Life was little, yet tremendous; it was all a man had. Though
its doings, its greatest events were so small, yet some could make
marvels out of those few short years.
Millions did nothing with their lives, but all were not the same; the
oak is large compared to the cherry tree, thought Luc, and some men
can lift themselves. After the playing was over, and he was alone in
his chamber, he would put some of his thoughts on paper for want of a
better confidant--carefully concealing them, for his father considered
it degradation for a gentleman to compose a line of verse or prose.
So the winter passed, and Luc remained in Aix doing homage to custom
and family pride and family tradition and family affection. It
happened that, at Christmas, a friend came from Paris and spent a
few days with the de Clapiers; he was neither fashionable, nor of
the Court, nor any admirer of M. de Voltaire and the new school of
thought, but his speech unconsciously betrayed knowledge of a world
that was alive with energy, change, and endeavour. Luc did not speak
much with him, and never questioned him on any of those subjects on
which he was burning to be enlightened; but when the visitor had
left, Luc went to his chamber and wrote two letters, one to the
King, one to M. Amelot, Minister for Foreign Affairs, both with the
same request--that they would find him some employment for his eager
abilities.
It was an extraordinary act of courage on the part of a nature
reserved, shy, and socially timid; no one who knew him would have
credited him with it; but he made no confidant of any. When the two
letters were written, sealed, and lying ready for dispatch, Luc, with
a flush like fever in his cheek, took up the pen again and wrote a
third----
To M. de Voltaire.
A thousand hopes and questions rose in his bosom, eager for
expression; but modesty and pride together forbade that he should
put anything intimate before a stranger. He made the subject of his
letter his opinion of Corneille and Racine; he asked the judgment of
the great arbitrator of letters as to the relative merits of the two
geniuses; he expressed the criticism he had conceived on the rival
masters, and begged to know if he was right or wrong. He gave the
address of an inn he knew in Paris, and prayed that the answer might
be sent there, if M. de Voltaire deigned to answer.
He sealed this letter with more agitation than he had felt when
writing either to the King or to the Minister, and with all three in
his pocket went downstairs to post them.
When he reached the hall, he hesitated a moment, then turned into the
sombre withdrawing-room in the front. The candles had just been lit
and the curtains drawn, for, though not late, it was a wet, dreary day.
Round the hearth sat his mother, Joseph’s wife, and Clémence de Séguy;
Joseph was at the clavichord, his father on the sofa with a little
book in his hand.
The tender figures and light dresses of the women were surrounded with
soft shadows from the rosy firelight; Clémence held up a pink silk
hand-screen which cast a full glow of radiant light over her small
sweet features and pale curls.
The pretty whisper of talk was hushed as Luc entered and there was
a second’s pause, caused, though he did not guess it, by the instant
impression of extreme delicacy he made as he stood before the open
door, the candlelight full on him, and behind him the background of
the dark shadows of the hall.
He was unusually pale, and his eyes were too lustrous, too wide and
bright, too deeply shadowed for health. His dark, simple, and rather
careless dress, the plain waves of his smooth hair, accentuated the
impression he made of something uncommon, exceptional; but this sense
of difference was mainly caused by his expression, by a certain smile
and flash in his eyes, by an extraordinary sweetness in the lines of
the mouth and chin, by a proud look of motion in his carriage which
was like swiftness arrested.
His sudden silent appearance made all who gazed at him realize in a
flash his exceeding, uncommon beauty; it was as if they regarded a
stranger, they even felt afraid of him.
He, all unconscious, came to the table where his mother’s tambour
frame lay, and affectionately turned over the lengths of silks.
“How quickly you work!” he smiled.
Joseph, to conceal an unaccountable sense of confusion, commenced
playing a little old-fashioned “coranto,” which was the only piece he
knew perfectly by heart.
Clémence expressed her sense of the inexpressible in another way.
“How silent we all are!” she exclaimed, and rose.
Luc looked up instantly.
“I fear I disturbed you,” he said; she had come a few steps from the
hearth, and their eyes met.
“You look strange to-night,” murmured Clémence, as if they had been
alone.
“I have come to a resolution, that is all,” he answered quietly.
“Nothing so very momentous.” He smiled, and looked from the girl to
his father.
“Monseigneur, I have decided to go to Paris.”
The old Marquis put down his book.
“I thought you wished to remain in Aix,” he said, in a low voice.
“I cannot,” replied Luc. “Father, I must go.”
There was a note of almost entreaty in his voice, for his mother had
risen and Joseph ceased playing, and he foresaw protest and complaint;
Clémence had hung her head; all the old chains tightening about him.
“I must go,” he repeated.
“You have been away so much,” said the Marquise. “Will you not stay at
home now, Luc?”
“Madame,” he answered, “I shall return, but I must go, and soon, to
Paris.”
His father rose.
“But, dear Heaven, what chance have you in Paris?”
“I must make my own chances,” smiled Luc.
The old Marquis and Joseph both surveyed him with a certain pride. Luc
was indescribably touched to see that mingled look of satisfaction and
solicitude on their faces.
He crossed impulsively to the clavichord and the sofa, and held out
his hands, one to his father, one to his brother.
“Do not think I am eager to be gone,” he said, with a fine flush. “It
is only that I have not earned this home--yet.”
Joseph thought he referred to his fortune spent at the war, leaving
him dependent on their father, and blushed furiously.
“Luc----” he began desperately.
Their father interrupted.
“Joseph, he must go. I understand. He will be the head of the family,
and, bred a soldier, he finds this a poor life.... You shall go, Luc,
but we must see you back soon.... Your place is at Aix.”
PART II
THE QUEST SORROWFUL
“Voyez ce que fait la gloire: le tombeau ne peut l’obscurcir,
son nom règne encore sur la terre qu’elle a décorée; féconde
jusque dans les ruines et la nudité de la mort, ses exemples
la réproduisent, et elle s’accroît d’âge en âge. Cultivez-là
donc, car si vous la négligiez bientôt vous négligeriez la
vertu même, dont elle est la fleur. Ne croyez pas qu’on puisse
obtenir la vraie gloire sans la vraie vertu, ni qu’on puisse
se maintenir dans la vertu sans l’aide de la gloire.”--MARQUIS
DE VAUVENARGUES.
CHAPTER I
PARIS
Luc de Clapiers stood on the Pont Neuf gazing over the great city.
Below him curled the strong grey river that surged and swirled round
the stout central pier of the bridge; barges and boats with drab and
russet sails were passing up and down on the tide; from either bank
rose the fine tourelles, the splendid buildings, the straight houses
and tall churches of Paris.
The day was sunless, the sky heavy with loose clouds; the steady,
cheerful life of the city passed Luc in chariots, coaches, sedans, on
foot, and was absorbed into the fashionable quarters on the left and
the poorer quarters on the right.
Luc was acutely aware how complete a sense of isolation and of
loneliness this standing against the parapet of a bridge with busy
footsteps passing and never stopping gave him; all these people
were going to, or coming from, somewhere; all might be imagined as
having some definite occupation or pleasure or purpose; all might be
considered as knowing this city well, as having some claim on it, if
only the claim of familiarity, while he was a stranger with his place
still to find.
He had been in Paris a fortnight, and it was extraordinary how like
a shut door the city still seemed to him; he felt more utterly apart
from the spirit, motion, and meaning of the capital than he had ever
done when in Aix.
Inscrutable buildings portentous with locked secrets, inscrutable
river laden with boats going with unknown cargoes to unknown
destinations, inscrutable faces of rich and poor passing to and
fro, beautiful youth in a chariot flashing across the public way to
be absorbed in a narrow turning and seen no more, old age on foot
vanishing painfully in the dusk; the crowd leaving the opera, the
play, with pomp and laughter and comment; the shopkeepers behind their
counters, the idlers about the cafés, the priests, the sudden black
splendour of a funeral with candles looking strange in the daylight
and the crucifix exacting the homage of bent knees, all inscrutable
to those who held not the key of it, passing and repassing about the
river, and the Louvre and the church on the isle.
Mingled with these actual objects were the spiritual forces of which
the city was full, and which were to Luc fully as potent as the things
he saw; the air was full of an extraordinary inspiration, as if every
man who had struggled and thought and died in Paris had left some part
of his aspirations behind to enrich the city.
A wonderful gorgeous history was held in the stones of the ancient
buildings, in the holy glooms of the churches, in the crooked lines
of the famous streets; her children bloomed and faded, but the city
itself was imperishable, a thing never to be touched with decay.
No one once loving this city could ever love another so well.
Luc found the immortal charm of Paris enwrapping him with a sad power;
she was the cradle of all the glory of the Western world, the epitome
of all that man had achieved in this his last civilization; she had
seen all his passions burn themselves out and live again. But as yet
Luc was on her threshold, unadmitted, unnoticed.
None of his three letters had been answered. The truth of M. de
Biron’s advice was being proved every day: he was neither wanted nor
heeded; there was no place ready for him nor any hand held out to
welcome. Yet Luc, leaning against the heavy parapet and listening
to the steady sound of the passing footsteps, watching the deep
eddies of the water and the grey outlines of the buildings, felt no
discouragement; he measured his soul against even the mighty city, and
found it sufficient.
Last night he had walked past the hotel from which the Countess Carola
had written. There had been a festival within; all the windows were
lit, and the courtyard was blocked with carriages.
Luc had smiled to think of her dancing behind those walls--what if he
had come into her presence and asserted his claim to friendship based
on that march of horror from Prague?
He had not entered her mansion, nor did he think of waiting on her;
why he could not tell, save that all his life he had shrunk from
putting his dreams to the test of actuality: and he had dreams about
the Countess Carola, visions of her and pleasant imaginings, but no
knowledge; he did not care to alter this delicate attitude towards
the only woman who had ever interested him. No visions clouded his
remembrance of Clémence de Séguy: she stood out in his mind, clear-cut
and definite; he thought he knew her perfectly, to the bottom of her
simple soul.
She was pleasant to think on; he conjured up her picture now, rosy,
enveloped in a multitude of frills and ribbons--the grey city seemed
the greyer by contrast.
Then the mighty currents of the river swept away her picture as a
rose-leaf is swept away by a torrent, and the swish of it against
the ancient bridge beat on the heart of Luc the three words:
endeavour--achievement--fame.
The dusk was gathering, blurring the lines of the city, and a fine
rain began to fall. Luc moved from his station, and walked slowly back
to his lodgings in the fashionable Rue du Bac; his father had insisted
on his living with proper magnificence, and Luc felt his only sting of
failure when he considered the so far useless expenses.
When he entered his quiet, handsome rooms he found a letter.
His servant had been to the inn that Luc had given as his Paris
address, and had found this missive, which had been left the previous
day by a lackey whose splendour had startled the host. Luc’s heart
fluttered; he thought of the King, of M. Amelot----
When he had torn the seal, he saw it was from M. de Voltaire.
The great man wrote with charm, with generous frankness: he praised
his young correspondent’s taste, yet pointed out where it went
astray; he warmly encouraged the love of literature, the thirst for
knowledge--he hoped the Marquis would write to him again.
Luc put the letter down with a thrill of pure, intense pleasure; the
blood flushed into his cheeks and his heart beat quickly; at that
moment he felt an adoration for its writer.
He did not notice the darkening room, the rain that was falling
steadily without; he sat motionless on the stiff striped sofa forming
picture after picture of endless glory, for all his winged fancies had
been stirred into life by this encouragement.
Presently, before the room was quite dark, he wrote the following
letter to M. Amelot:--
“MONSEIGNEUR,--I am sufficiently disappointed that the
letter I have had the honour to write to you, and that which
I sent under cover to you for the King, have not attracted
your attention.
“It is not surprising, perhaps, that a Minister so
occupied should not find time to examine such letters;
but, Monseigneur, permit me to tell you that it is this
discouragement, given to those gentlemen who have nothing to
offer but their loyalty, that causes the coldness so often
remarked in the provincial nobility and extinguishes in them
all emulation for court favour.
“I have passed, Monseigneur, all my youth far from the
distractions of the world, in tasks that render me fit
for the position towards which my character impels me,
and I dare to think that a training so laborious puts me,
at least, on a level with those who have spent all their
fortune on their intrigues and their pleasures. I am well
aware, Monseigneur, that the hopes that I have founded on
my own ardour are likely to be deceived; my health will not
permit me to continue my services at the war. I have written
to M. le Duc de Biron asking him to accept my resignation,
and there remains nothing to me in my present situation but
to again put my case before you, Monseigneur, and to await
the grace of your reply. Pardon me, Monseigneur, if this
letter is not sufficiently measured in expression.--I am,
Monseigneur, your devoted servant,
“VAUVENARGUES”
This letter was written in a breath and on the instant sealed and
dispatched; the inspiration to write it had come from the few lines of
M. de Voltaire’s note. It was not a letter many would have sent to a
Minister. Luc was not versed in the method of addressing the great; he
wrote from his heart, urged on by the burning desire for action, for
achievement, for fame.
When the letter had gone he went to the window and looked out on the
steady rain and straight-fronted houses, lit with the glimmer of oil
lamps, that hid Paris from his vision.
What was the cloud, the confusion, the barrier that came between him
and the attainment of his desires? There was some key somewhere that
unlocked the door of Paris, of life--of that life which meant the
scope to exercise, to strain the energies, to put the utmost into
endeavour. Where was such a life?
For ten years Luc had been waiting--always round the corner was the
promised goal--everything had been beautiful with the glamour of
romance. But, looked at coldly, what had these ten years been but
wasted? Luc was starting fresh on another road, and seemed as far as
ever from the summit of his ambitions. Yet it could not be possible
that he was going to remain for ever obscure; he could not believe
that.
There was a little narrow balcony with a fine railing before his
window. Luc drew the curtains, opened the wet glass, and stepped out.
The air was pure and clear, the rain fresh and delicate. The long
twisted length of the Rue du Bac glistened with the reflected light
of the pools between the cobbles.
Luc thrilled to the mystery and inspiration of the silent city with
its hidden activities, to the subtle pleasure of the rain and the
lamplight. He thought--he knew not why--of the King, young, ardent,
brave, with the riches of the world rolled to his feet--the King--of
France!
Luc shivered even to imagine the glorious pride of that position. He
leant on the railing, regardless of the rain that was falling, and
looked up and down the street that was all he could see of Paris.
A sedan-chair came from the direction of the river, carried by two
bearers in plain livery; it was--though Luc did not recognize it as
such--a hired chair. It stopped at the house nearly opposite Luc. A
gentleman put his head out and said something in a low voice; the
chair moved a few doors higher up. Meanwhile from the opposite end of
the street came two other men carrying, not a sedan-chair, but a large
black coffin, on the lid of which was a shield-shaped plate that threw
off the hesitating rays of the lamplight.
Luc watched with interest; his mood was too exalted to feel any horror
at the sudden appearance of this sombre object. These little pictures
shown him by the great city attracted him strangely. The sedan-chair
had stopped; a tall gentleman had alighted and paid the bearers, who
turned back the way they had come. None of them noticed what was being
borne, shoulder high, towards them.
The sedan passed round a turn of the street out of sight, the late
occupant hesitated a second, then came back to the house exactly
opposite Luc, who stood only a few feet above him, and could observe
him perfectly in the strong beams of the powerful lamp which at this
point was swung across the street by a rope from house to house.
The gentleman was unusually tall and of an unusual grace and perfect
balance in his walk. He was wrapped in the close, elegant folds of
a fine fawn cloth cloak, and wore a black hat pulled well over his
eyes. He approached the door and, putting out a hand gloved in white
doeskin, knocked four times in succession.
At this moment the coffin-bearers, with a slow, steady, silent step,
had reached the point where he stood, and he, all unconscious,
stepped backwards and looked up at the windows of the house where he
sought admission (which were all in darkness), and in so doing ran
against the foremost man and the foot of the coffin. The street was
narrow indeed at this place, and the men, in endeavouring to avoid a
collision, made a misstep and thrust the gentleman against the wall
with the side of the coffin.
He gave a cry that Luc heard distinctly--a terrible sound of terror,
amaze, and despair--and threw up his hands, dropping the cane he
carried. The coffin-bearers recovered their balance and passed on
muttering, but the gentleman remained crouching against the wall,
staring after them, with no effort to move. His terror was so
evident and so incomprehensible that Luc held his breath to watch.
The stranger’s hat had fallen off, and his full powdered curls were
uncovered. Luc could see his breast heaving and his hands clutching
at the wet wall behind him. Presently he raised his face and flung
back his head, as if he were faint or gasping for breath. The garish
lamplight fell full on his countenance, which gave Luc a genuine start
of surprise. It was the most perfectly beautiful, the most attractive
face he had ever seen in man or woman, in painting or sculpture, or,
indeed, ever imagined. M. de Richelieu’s charm was as nothing compared
to the grandeur of this face, which seemed to hold the flower and
perfection of human loveliness even now, when the eyes were closed and
the colouring hidden by the ill-light.
The expression of the man was as remarkable as his beauty. Luc
had never seen such anguish, such fear, such utter terror on any
countenance of all the dying and dead he had ever looked on in the
war; it was a haunted look--the look a poet might conceive for a
damned soul.
After a full moment the man pulled himself together with a long
shudder and knocked again desperately. This time the door was opened
almost instantly, and he staggered into the house, leaving his cane
and hat on the cobbles.
A second after the door was opened again and a servant stepped out,
picked up the beaver and cane, retired, and softly closed the door.
The curious little incident seemed over. Luc stepped back into his
room, now in total darkness, and was about to call for candles when
the window directly opposite suddenly flashed full of crystal light.
From where Luc stood he had a complete picture of the interior of this
room where the light had appeared; it was a very luxurious apartment,
and gleamed the colour of an opal across the dusky street. But Luc’s
attention was arrested, not by the room, but by the two people within
it: one was the gentleman who had just entered the house, the other
a woman of exquisite fairness wearing a gown of white lace and grey
silk. When Luc first looked across she was holding the man by the
shoulders and gazing anxiously into his face; with a languid movement
of loathing and fear he put her hands down. An overblown white rose
fell from his cravat and scattered its petals on the polished floor
between them. The lady made a movement of considerable alarm and
distress, and the gentleman, who seemed never to look at her, cast
himself along a gilt couch, and Luc had another glimpse of his perfect
face, with the expression of almost unendurable fear and gloom, as he
raised it for a moment before hiding it in the satin cushions.
The lady, who was herself of great beauty, seemed both angry and
frightened. She retreated from the couch, then, with an obvious start,
saw the uncovered window, came across the room and impatiently lowered
the heavy velvet curtain, which, falling into place, completely shut
the rest of the little scene from Luc’s gaze.
CHAPTER II
A WALLED GARDEN
Luc made little of the incident of the house opposite, but had
enough curiosity to ask the doorkeeper of his own hotel who owned
the mansion, for the extraordinary beauty and terror of the tall man
who had arrived in the sedan remained in his mind even through other
thoughts. He was told that both the houses opposite were empty, and
only inhabited by a caretaker. It was believed they belonged to some
noble who was always at Versailles; at least it was not supposed
that they were for sale. Luc, considerably surprised, was drawn by
this to give some attention to the house where he had last night
observed the little scene through the first-floor window. It was,
like the neighbouring mansion, closed and shuttered, and had an air
of long desertion; no sign nor coat of arms nor any ornamentation
distinguished it. It was neither large nor pretentious, boasted no
courtyard, nor even a lamp over the plain door. It became clear to
Luc that it was used for some intrigue, romantic, political, sordid,
or commonplace, and that last night the lady, shaken out of long
caution by her companion’s terror, had carried a lamp into a front
room, forgetting that the shutters had been taken down. Luc would
have thought no more of it, save that he could not easily dismiss the
unusual beauty of the face upturned in the lamplight, nor the peculiar
sick terror shown by a man, presumably on a gallant adventure, at the,
after all, common enough sight of a coffin being carried through the
streets.
Yet soon enough his own affairs engrossed him wholly, and the silent
little drama was dismissed from his mind.
He answered M. Voltaire’s letter; he longed to wait on him, but dare
not intrude on the great man. M. de Caumont was now in Paris, and
Luc went to see him, taking the eulogy written on his son, Hippolyte
de Seytres. M. de Caumont was warm and pleasant, but Luc was not
inspired to show the tender words he had written on his dead friend.
M. de Caumont was not like his son. Luc keenly felt the difference;
his native shyness rushed over him and tied his tongue. He spoke
neither of his hopes, his letter to M. Amelot, nor of M. de Voltaire’s
letter to him. He left M. de Caumont’s hotel with a feeling of slight
depression, and was walking absorbed in sad thought down the quiet
street when a coach drew up and Carola Koklinska’s voice hailed him.
Luc paused and uncovered. The coach was at a standstill beside the
posts that divided the footway from the road; the blind had been
pulled aside, and the lady was looking from the window. Luc had
recognized her voice instantly; he would not so soon have recognized
her person. She wore a dark red “capuchin” closed under the chin, and
her hair showed in the folds of it, white and stiff with pomade.
“You in Paris!” she said swiftly. “Why was I not to know?” she added
gravely.
His real reasons would have seemed absurd in speech, and he was slow
with inventions; he blushed and looked at her seriously.
“I am going home,” said Carola. “Will you come with me, Monsieur? I
have a garden I should like to show you.”
He bowed in acceptance, still silent. Her lackey dismounted from
behind and opened the coach door; Luc stepped into the interior, which
was lined with white satin and full of a keen perfume.
He took the seat opposite the Countess; she occupied the whole of hers
with her full skirts, which were of gold brocade of an unusual Eastern
pattern, and the long clinging folds of the crimson “capuchin.”
Her dark face looked the darker for the powdered hair; the cheeks
were still hollow, but all her outline was curved and soft, and her
lips were a warm, pale red; her rather sombre eyes were clear and
reflective in expression. She wore diamond ear-rings of remarkable
size and brilliance, and all her garments and the appointments of her
coach showed of noticeable richness. Luc reflected how unaware of her
wealth and position he had been when they were climbing the Bohemian
rocks together.
“I thought you would come to Paris,” she remarked. “Do you wish to
enter politics? You should be at Versailles.”
“Why, perhaps, Madame,” assented Luc. “But Paris is very interesting
to one who knows so little of the cities of the world as myself.”
She gave him a full look.
“Oh,” she said slowly; then she added, “But you must meet people, know
people, court people--and every one worth meeting, knowing, courting
is at Versailles. Shall I help you?”
“I should be deeply grateful,” answered the Marquis simply. “I have no
acquaintances at the Court.”
Carola did not answer; she was gazing out of the window. He had
already, in Bohemia, guessed her to be a woman of few words, and this
impression was confirmed, for the only opening for conversation they
had--the campaign of last year--she never mentioned.
The coach drove soon through the massive gates of an hotel that Luc
took to be the residence of her brother-in-law, and the Marquis
handed her out at the steps of the fine door; it was not the house
that had been pointed out to him as the Hôtel Dubussy. As he alighted
he noticed a light curricle pass along the street driven by a lady
ostentatiously placed high and alone on the box with a black servant
behind. Her dress was pale and showy; veils and ribbons flew behind
her. The passers-by stared, and so did Luc, for he recognized in her
fair, slightly over-opulent beauty the woman whom he had seen last
night in the house opposite.
“Who is that lady?” he asked, for the Countess was looking at her very
keenly.
Carola again gave him her full, almost blank glance.
“I do not know,” she answered, rather strangely, he thought, then
added, all in a breath, “Do not let us go into the house; I want to
show you the garden.”
She led the way to a door at the side of the mansion--a tall door with
a ring-shaped handle--and, opening it, beckoned the Marquis to follow
her. They went down a narrow stone passage with a wall one side and
the house the other; then the opening of another gate admitted them
into the garden.
Luc had been prepared for splendour of statuary, walk, arbour, and
fountain, after the designs of Lenôtre, or perhaps some Eastern
fantasy of trellises and hanging creepers. What he saw, as Carola
Koklinska motioned him to pass her, was utterly different.
He found himself in a large garden bounded by high walls on all sides
save one, where the sombre, dark pile of the mansion overshadowed
it; a narrow, neglected gravel path ran round under the walls, from
which it was only separated by an unkempt edging of long grass and
thick-leaved weeds. At the extreme end of the garden, which was of
considerable length, was a row of seven very tall poplar trees which
caught the last rays of sunlight in their topmost branches. For the
rest the garden was a mere stretch of fresh May-time grass neglected
and growing tall enough to bend in a sad fashion before the slight
evening breeze.
Near the poplars was a plain wooden seat, and behind this showed the
sole flowers in the garden--a clump of wallflowers growing out of, and
on, the high brick wall.
Luc noticed the poplars first, for their great height and straightness
reminded him of the silver firs in Bohemia, then the flowers, their
sturdy charm and the bold lustre of their colouring.
“Do you like this place, Monsieur?” asked Carola, as she closed the
door behind her.
“It reminds me of a convent or a prison, Madame,” he answered; “but it
is doubtless a fair place for meditation.”
They were walking slowly down the gravel path, towards the poplar
trees. Luc looked back and saw that the windows of the house were all
shuttered, and that there was no sign of life.
“Is this your sister’s hotel, Countess?” he asked.
“No,” she answered; “mine. I told you that I came to Paris to attend
the Queen; but I have left that employment. I lead a life of leisure.
I am not so often at the Court.”
“Forgive me,” he said, for he felt as if he had asked her for an
explanation; “but I thought you wrote to me from the Hôtel Dubussy----”
“I did,” she interrupted. “Madame Dubussy is my sister; but I no
longer live there.”
Luc looked at her and smiled.
“Do you know that I passed her house the other night and wondered if
you were within? There was a great festival. Some one told me it was
the Hôtel Dubussy, but when I saw this house I thought perhaps I had
been mistaken.”
Carola drew the slim folds of the red “capuchin” over her stiff skirts.
“You are now in my house, a little outside the Porte St. Antoine. It
is rather a lonely part of Paris,” she said. “I have not been to my
sister’s house for some weeks.”
Luc did not answer. He liked her measured speech; she was careful with
words. His rare dealings with women had taught him that it was an
unusual gift in them. Even his mother at times threw words about in a
cloud regardless of their meaning, almost of their sense, and he had
known little Clémence de Séguy deal in tangled periods that left her
panting and worsted by her own language. But Carola used the foreign
tongue that was so familiar to her with cautious care; her almost
hesitating choice of sentences gave her a marvellous air of sincerity.
“Perhaps,” she continued, “you are wondering why I live here. You used
to call me ‘Mademoiselle’ in Bohemia, but I am a widow.”
This fact, that explained both her wealth and her freedom, gave him
that shock always given by a discovery about some one of whom we have
known nothing, but imagined much.
“I should have realized that, I think,” he said simply; “but you
seemed to me very young, Madame.”
They had now reached the bench under the wallflowers. Carola seated
herself.
“I am thirty,” she said; “I looked the same at twenty. The man I
was with in Bohemia was my husband’s brother. Madame Dubussy is his
sister. Now tell me about yourself. Why did you come to Paris?”
Luc smiled; his whole exquisite face changed and lit. There was
nothing in his heart that he could explain to a woman; the idea of it
made him smile.
“I intend to enter politics, as you surmised,” he answered. “I am a
poor man, Madame, and have had to begin my career afresh.”
“Did they want you to remain in Aix?” she asked.
“My family? Yes.”
“But you have a great ambition, Monsieur.”
He was still smiling.
“How do you know so much about me?” he asked.
For the first time an expression came into her serene voice; it was an
expression of tenderness.
“Anyone would know everything about you, Monsieur, by looking at your
face,” she answered; then she turned and picked a spray of wallflower
from behind her and turned it over and over between her fingers.
The Marquis seated himself on the other end of the bench; he was
wondering what whim caused her to keep this dreary, closed-in, barren
garden, what fancy made her bring him there, where they were as
remote from the world as they had been when enwrapped by the Bohemian
snowstorms.
The whole square of grass was in shadow; only in the upper leaves of
the poplars the reluctant light still quivered. The air was rather
cool and the sky a dome of colourless light.
“There is a street at the end of the garden,” said Carola--“the Rue
Deauville, still the place is very quiet.”
“Will you continue to live here?” he asked, for this abode seemed
neither like her home nor the residence of any wealthy noblewoman,
pretentious to stateliness though it was.
“No,” answered the Countess. “I am going to Vienna this summer.”
She was still occupied in twirling the sprig of wallflower and did not
raise her eyes. The gorgeous quality of her appearance, delicate and
complete, was an anomaly with the humble and neglected garden. Her
hood had slipped back, and the long, stiff grey curls hung against her
neck and threw up the dusky shadow under her chin.
“It is strange enough,” said Luc, “that we two, meeting so curiously
in war-time, should be sitting here in this utter peace.”
“Do you regret the war?” she asked.
He would not answer that. She saw the pride that held him silent in
the profile turned towards her.
“You are better suited,” she said, “for war than politics, Monsieur.”
She was looking now at him, not at the flower turning in her fingers.
“My God,” she cried, with sudden soft force, “I wonder if you know
what kind of work politics is!”
He thought of M. de Richelieu.
“I know well enough,” he said; “but there are great men still in
France, and I am resolved to serve the King.”
“Have you seen the King?” she asked quickly.
“No, Madame.”
“Ah, well, they call him Louis the Well-Beloved, do they not?”
“How could he be otherwise--young, glorious, brave, the hope of
France?” A flash came into his voice and he raised his brows in a
little frown, as was his habit when excited.
Carola Koklinska moved in her seat, so that her silk mantle fell apart
over the long sheen of her gold gown.
“You must come to the fête at Versailles next week,” she said.
“M. de Caumont, who is a friend of my family, requested my presence
there with him,” answered Luc. “Shall I see you there, Madame?”
“Yes--oh yes.”
Luc was pleased with this meeting. Carola’s gravity, reserve, the
slight mystery of her background all encouraged the abstract ideas of
strength, purity, and spirituality that he had associated with her
image.
“I have often thought of you,” he said, with a very tender chivalry,
“and always as an inspiration.”
She coloured painfully.
“You are on the quest of glory, are you not?” she asked in a breath.
“You have my secret,” he answered, half wistfully, half proudly. For
the moment both his reserve and his strength gave way before the
impulse to utterly confide in this strange, cold creature and take her
comfort, her admonitions, maybe her praise; but he checked the desire,
though she might have read it in his hazel eyes as he turned them
softly, yet mysteriously, on her. She rose, and he hardened instantly
into utter reserve.
“I have no company to-night, or I would desire you to stay,” she said.
“Some time you must come. I hope you will be very successful, Monsieur
le Marquis.”
The words were very formal, but as she spoke she held out her right
hand. Luc took it as he formed his answer, and dropped his grave eyes
from her face to her fingers.
A curious little shock of surprise and dismay brought the colour to
his cheeks. On the Countess’s forefinger was a diamond ring curiously
set round with points formed of sapphires--the very jewel Luc had
flung at the feet of the page in the Governor’s house at Avignon, or
its exact counterpart.
“Why are you silent?” she asked rather haughtily, and withdrew her
hand.
“The ring you wear reminded me of another I saw in the possession of
some one so different from you, Countess, that the mere connexion gave
me a start.”
“Which ring?” She wore several.
“The diamond, Madame, on your first finger.”
“That is very extraordinary!” she exclaimed.
“In what way, Madame?”
She flushed now.
“Oh, I did not know there were two such rings, that is all.” She
seemed desirous of dismissing the subject, and he had no excuse for
pressing it, though he wondered that she should not carelessly have
told him how she came by the jewel, and so have set at rest his first
impression--that she was wearing the actual jewel M. de Richelieu had
offered him as a bribe.
“I hope I shall see you at Versailles,” she said. She was walking
towards the gate, and her stiff skirts rustled on the untidy gravel
path. “I think you are on a sorrowful quest,” she added timidly;
“forgive me.”
“Believe me that I am happy,” he answered gravely.
Above the dark bulk of the house was the primrose-coloured moon,
a thin crescent; there was a shiver in the air. Luc looked at the
Countess, and thought that her eyes were suddenly flushed with tears.
“If I could help you, if I could prevent it,” she began passionately,
then checked herself and held out, curiously enough, her left hand.
“Good-bye,” she said.
He kissed her fingers and left her. As he passed along the darkening
street before her house he thought that he had never known the fading
of the sky and the first glimmering of the moon of such poignant
beauty.
CHAPTER III
A PAVILION AT VERSAILLES
The Marquis took lodgings the following week in the little town that
centred round the palace and park of Versailles, and there met his
former colonel, M. de Biron.
The young Duke was amiable, if cynical, at Luc’s persistence in
endeavouring to enter politics; he came to his rooms and attempted to
enlighten him as to the state of the Court and the characters of the
men who guided it. Luc smiled and forgot what he said as soon as the
words were spoken; he knew M. de Biron was shallow, and he gave little
weight to his impressions of men or affairs.
M. de Caumont had offered to present him to the King, but had not yet
arrived at Versailles; and M. de Biron urged him not to wait, but to
at once attend His Majesty.
Luc’s strict code of courtesy would not permit him to slight M. de
Caumont by ignoring the introduction offered and accepted; but when M.
de Biron brought him an invitation for one of the fête days on which
the King would not be present, he decided to go, with some bold idea
under his shy manner of meeting M. Amelot and speaking to him directly.
He was now corresponding regularly with M. de Voltaire, and though
the subject of their letters was still the respective merits of
Corneille and Racine, Luc drew from the great man’s words a far
wider inspiration than mere enthusiasm for the famous poets. He had
always--almost without knowing it--been fond of letters, and now, in
his unavoidable leisure, he had begun writing down his thoughts, and
hopes, and aspirations.
The very day that he went for the first time to the palace he had
put the last sentence to a paper he had written on the glorious and
beloved young King.
Since he had left Aix his desire for meditation had increased and
emphasized his shyness, which was almost sufficient to render him
awkward despite his native grace and breeding. Certainly his first
experiences of the château were not pleasant to him; the gorgeous park
was too vast, too full of people. He felt too utterly uncongenial to
their obvious gaiety. Not that his temper or his mood was gloomy,
or that he was incapable of the exquisite pleasures of youth and
carelessness--there was probably no one there who could have brought
a keener delight to the enjoyment of the fair things of life--but
Luc had too fine a nature to be satisfied by sensation at second
hand. Because every one else affected light-heartedness, because
the coloured lamps were lit in the trees, because all were rich and
presumably happy, his soul could not keep festival.
M. de Biron soon left him. He felt as lonely as he had done when
standing on the Pont Neuf, and as serene. As soon as he could
disengage himself from the crowd he made his way from the terraces,
arbours, and fountains in front of the great château, and turned down
one of the magnificent alleys that opened mysteriously and alluring
into dusky vistas lit only by occasional beams from the young moon.
He walked rapidly, his spirits rising with the solitude. He had soon
passed the garlands of rich lights swung from tree to tree, the
couples walking slowly with swish of silk, soon completely lost sight
of the wonderful palace raised up luminous against the spring sky, and
distanced the fine strains of music from the violins and hautboys.
He reached a beautiful glade across which deer were wandering; the
silence was so marvellous that he caught his breath. Regardless of
where he was, of Ministers, of M. de Biron, he continued his way
through the spring night. The trees were almost in full leaf, and
not a tremble disturbed their dignity. Luc crossed the glade and came
into a little grove of elms, beyond which a small lake lay argent and
motionless.
A sudden gust of perfume made him shiver with pleasure. All round the
water were planted thick rose bushes full in flower; the long trails
of foliage and blossom fell over and touched the smooth surface of the
lake. A little bridge of twisted rustic wood led to a pavilion that
shone, shaded with delicate trees, from a tiny island on the bosom of
the water.
A peach-coloured light issued from the windows and open door of this
pavilion and fell in long, still reflections across the water.
In a thicket of white thorn beyond a nightingale was singing, and
there were clouds of a pearl-blue colour lying softly about the moon.
Luc paused by the bridge; the exquisite enchantment of the place
and hour captivated his senses. He drew a sigh and bent over the
roses; their perfume came and went like the drawing of a breath. The
nightingale halted in his importunate song and was still. Luc could
not stay his feet; he softly crossed the little bridge and approached
the door of the pavilion that seemed the centre of this magic spot.
The flood of tremulous pink-gold light showed more roses clustering
close about the doorstep: white roses these, turned now to all hues of
soft amber and ivory and shimmering away into the luminous shadow that
concealed the walls of the pavilion.
Luc supposed that this was but one of the lavish festal arrangements;
he had seen several pavilions in the park, though none as remote as
this. As there was not a sign of movement nor any whisper of voices he
thought the place empty.
With his usual light step unconsciously still further subdued he
entered the pavilion.
It was one room, oval shaped, with white walls and ceiling and four
windows shaded with peach-tinted silk and open on the lake.
On the panels between the windows hung delicate drawings in pastel
framed by gilt ribbons, and in front of one window was a small table
of kingswood, which bore some tall Venetian wineglasses and a blue
enamel dish of bonbons. The furniture consisted of a low couch covered
with pale rich satin cushions all embroidered with garlands and
coronals of flowers, several chairs of the most delicate shape and
make, and a gold clavichord and harp, both wreathed with natural white
roses.
The light came from a silver lamp shaded with silk that hung from the
ceiling.
In one corner was a pink satin screen, and as Luc’s first glance
was satisfying him that he was alone in this delicious apartment, a
gentleman came round this screen and stepped to the nearest window,
evidently without seeing the Marquis, who was, indeed, half in the
shadow of the outer air. This gentleman was of an appearance befitting
the occupier of such an exquisite place. He wore a white velvet coat
so embroidered with gold and pearl that the skirts stood stiff about
him; his waistcoat was pale violet silk glittering with crystal
flowers; his sword-hilt was gold and diamond; and there were diamonds
in the black cravat which fell over the gorgeous lace on his bosom.
This much and the extreme grace of his tall person Luc noticed in an
instant; in the next he was aware that he looked at the man whom he
had seen a few days before in the Rue du Bac cowering before the black
coffin. Even though he could only see a profile and the long grey
curls that flowed beside it he was sure.
Almost immediately the gentleman turned and was looking at him with
a pair of great dark blue eyes of a marvellous colour and lustre.
The face proved as fascinatingly beautiful as Luc had believed from
his brief glimpse. The expression was now reserved, haughty, and
melancholy; the perfect mouth with the dark upper lip, that showed
how deep-hued his hair was beneath the powder, was set firmly, the
cleft chin slightly raised. Handsome as the face was in line of
feature, the most noticeable thing about it was the superb colour of
the eyes--literally a sapphire blue, soft and yet flashing and vivid
as the tint of a summer sky at even. Luc had read of such eyes in
poetry, but had never thought to see them looking at him from a human
face. With one hand, half hidden in the delicate lace at his wrist,
holding back the fine silk curtain that concealed the silver lake, the
gentleman stood, very much at his ease, and addressed Luc.
“Do I know you?” he asked languidly.
It seemed to Luc an extraordinary question.
“No,” he answered on a smile. “I am, like yourself, one of His
Majesty’s guests.”
The other seemed to consider that answer with a kind of cold
reflection; his superb eyes travelled over Luc’s person with an open
scrutiny which the Marquis resented.
“I break upon your leisure, Monsieur,” he said.
“Stay,” answered the handsome gentleman calmly; “I am tired of being
alone. Perhaps you are amusing.”
Luc smiled again.
“Are you in want of amusement, Monsieur,” he asked, “on such a
night--in such a spot?”
The blue eyes stared.
“Such a night?” their owner repeated blankly.
“Do you,” asked Luc, “see no difference ’twixt one night and another?”
The beautiful face smiled.
“Why, you _are_ amusing.”
Luc laughed out loud.
“I never was thought to be so before,” he answered.
The gorgeous stranger moved the pink screen behind him and revealed a
small gilt table covered with cards.
“Do you play?” he asked.
“I never had the time or the money,” said the Marquis simply. “You do?”
“I was the finest gambler in France, they say, before I was ten years
old,” was the listless reply; as he spoke he took the white chair
before the card table.
“Why, those who brought you up have something to answer for,” smiled
Luc. He took off his hat and seated himself on the corner of the sofa,
an elegant dark figure in his deep blue velvet against the light
background.
The other man was silent a moment, then he said in an even voice--
“God judge them--I think they have.”
He interested Luc intensely, by reason of his great beauty, his tragic
melancholy, and something indefinable in his manner that Luc could not
place. He was obviously a noble--possibly a great noble--but his air
was the air of some class Luc had never met. He was as much puzzled
by it as if he had suddenly found himself talking to some shopkeeper
of the Rue St. Honoré in disguise as a gentleman, or some foreigner
passing as a Frenchman; yet he could not have named what this man did
or said that was out of the ordinary.
“Monsieur,” he said, “you seem to me very melancholy, and yet,
methinks, you appear one of fortune’s favourites.”
“In what way?” was the almost wondering answer.
Luc was near moved to laughter again, then to a great pity.
“You have youth and health, I know, Monsieur, and, I think, money and
leisure--probably a great name and power. Am I right?”
“I have all those,” answered the other wearily. “But what have those
things to do with content?”
“There are men,” smiled Luc, “who have neither money nor health nor
power, only great ambitions--unsatisfied.”
“Ambitions!” The blue eyes widened.
“If you have power you can gratify your ambitions, doubtless,
Monsieur,” remarked the Marquis dryly; “but you seem to me one who
hath known nothing but ease.”
The other leant forward a little; his gaze was fixed on Luc in an
interested fashion.
“Who are you?”
Luc’s shyness returned.
“I was a soldier,” he said briefly; “I am now merely M. de
Vauvenargues, who has still his use to find.”
“What do you wish to do?”
“To serve the King,” answered Luc without affectation.
“The King! I suppose it is a profitable employment to serve the King.”
The sneer was so manifest that Luc replied with some warmth--
“No, Monsieur; but it is honourable, and I look for honour.”
“Then,” returned the gentleman with even deeper scorn, “you are unique
in France.”
Luc flushed to his brow and his reserve vanished again.
“If you think that,” he replied earnestly, “it is clear that you have
never been with the army.”
“The army!” repeated the other with an air of cynical haughtiness,
and Luc began to be impatient with the gloomy voluptuary who appeared
to be sunk in such a sloth of mind that he was incapable even of
appreciation.
“Had you been with us during the retreat from Prague, Monsieur, you
would know how real heroism can be; there was neither profit nor glory
for many thousands there who lay down to die in the snow--content to
serve the King.”
The stranger gazed at him without a change of expression.
“What do _you_ hope for at Court?” he asked.
“I have nothing to offer but my zeal,” replied Luc, “and I expect
nothing but some scope in which to serve His Majesty.”
He was answered by a short laugh.
“I repeat that you are quite unique, Monsieur.”
“There are more men in France than you or I could count, Monsieur, who
feel as I,” returned Luc proudly, “and you are unfortunate that you
have spent your life in such a fashion as never to have met them.”
The other narrowed his eyes with that superb insolence that seemed to
Luc at variance with his obvious high breeding.
“I can assure you,” he said, “you _are_ unique--at least in my
experience,” he added, with no softening in his voice, which was as
beautiful as his person, but marred with an inflexion of gloom and
scorn.
Luc rose; he longed to be out in the night again, alone with his own
aspirations.
“We waste time very foolishly,” he said. “Pardon me that I intruded on
you, Monsieur.” He turned towards the door and looked with joy on the
moonlit lake.
“Waste time!” repeated the other; “you use extraordinary words. How
can one waste what is so endless, so wearisome?”
Luc paused, with his hand on the pale, glimmering door. His impulse
was to leave without more words, but as he looked at the other man the
circumstances of his first knowledge of him, and the sumptuous beauty
of this spoilt favourite of fortune, moved him to further speech;
curiosity and a certain almost passionate contempt stirred him. For
this man was not like M. de Richelieu; he redeemed himself with no
gaiety or wit or energy, but seemed too proud or too supine to make
the least effort to please or even to comprehend others.
“How old are you?” asked Luc abruptly.
“Twenty-seven,” was the answer, given in a kind of haughty surprise.
“And tired of life!” smiled the Marquis. “Is there anything in the
world you have not enjoyed to satiety? is there anything under heaven
you are not weary of?”
The other answered with deep melancholy.
“You are quite right, Monsieur, there is nothing that can give me the
least pleasure; I find everything very miserable and stale.”
“Yet,” said Luc, thinking of the black coffin, “probably you are
afraid of death.”
The cynic crossed himself with a trembling hand and paled perceptibly.
“How dare you use that word?” he cried. “Have I not said that I will
not hear it? But those who believe are saved,” he added, with more
animation than he had yet shown, “and I am saved, for I believe. No
one can say that I am not a religious man.”
“You hang between loathing of life and fear of damnation, then,”
returned Luc, marvelling. “Monsieur, I very greatly pity you that your
superstitions bring you no greater comfort.”
“Superstitions?”
“I take it you are a Christian,” said the Marquis calmly.
The other shrank back from him.
“And you?” he asked.
“I follow a creed that enables me to smile at death and hell-fire,”
said Luc simply.
“An atheist!” murmured the stranger. “Well, _you_ are damned,” he
added with a sullen satisfaction. He crossed himself again and
muttered a few words of a prayer. “There are too many of you in
France,” he continued, “and now I think you begin to creep into the
Court.”
“We speak of matters too deep, Monsieur, for our acquaintance,”
answered the Marquis.
“An atheist!” repeated the other. “How can God’s blessing be upon us
with such corrupting France?”
The grossness and superstition of this man’s slavish religion fired
Luc to a sudden fine wrath.
“It is such as you, Monsieur, who corrupt Court and city and nation,”
he said quietly; “such as you, dulled by luxury, enervated by ease,
afraid of death, afraid of life, staled by amusement and frivolity,
cynical of any good in others, contemptuous of honour and glory--it is
such as you who cause the people to curse the nobility--yea, even to
shake them in their loyalty; it is such as you who have no right to
serve the King with your weary flatteries; it is such as you who are
not needed in this our splendid France.”
“I--not needed?”
“I speak as a soldier and plainly. I am no older than you, Monsieur,
and not of your doubtless great position, but I have seen things--seen
men live and die with no hope or reward save the glory of serving the
King of France.”
Luc’s grey eyes lost their dreaminess as he thought of the young
monarch who was his lodestar.
“Little can I offer His Majesty but an unstained sword; but that is
more worthy of his acceptance than anything your wealth could bring.”
The wonderful blue eyes darkened with a sneer.
“You have a high conception of the King!”
“Yes,” smiled Luc proudly. “I know what real loyalty is--no courtier
can teach me. I have walked among the dying, who eased their torments
by murmuring the name of King Louis. I have beheld men spurred to
great achievement by the thought of him; his name is a power that you
perhaps cannot conceive of. I believe with thousands that he will, in
the splendid ardour of his youth, lead France to greater glories that
she has yet attained. Louis the Great will be overshadowed by Louis
the Well Beloved!”
His thin cheek flushed with enthusiasm; he looked beyond the gorgeous
pavilion to the exquisite night.
“His Majesty is to be envied,” said the other coldly.
Luc drew a deep breath.
“To be envied! Imagine, on such a night as this, to stand beneath the
heavens, young, a king--and King of France! The whole world waiting to
give you her best--the power, the scope, the ardent love and devotion
at your feet. Ah, Monsieur, to be such a man is to almost pass
humanity.”
He turned impetuously to find his listener watching him curiously with
the same expression of cold melancholy, and a certain chill came over
his own ardour.
“I do not know why I speak so,” he said with a flush, “nor why I have
been drawn to talk at all.”
“Because,” replied the other wearily, “you are a fool.” He yawned and
then gave a little sigh.
Luc’s instant anger as instantly died, for there was something tragic
in the beautiful face so utterly hopeless, so blind to the spiritual,
so weary of the senses.
“Good night, Monsieur,” said the Marquis gravely.
The other made no answer. His blue eyes fluttered lazily from Luc
and rested on the floor; his chin sunk on the jewelled laces on
his breast. The absolute indifference of his manner was a marked
discourtesy. The Marquis gave him a narrowed glance and left him.
As Luc saw the water, the sky, the roses, and the moonlight, the image
of the jaded, sad, and sneering young man went from his mind; he could
not think melancholy thoughts on such a night of gold and pearl, dark
trees and fragrant flowers.
CHAPTER IV
DESPAIR
As Luc stood at the window of his modest bedroom the night of the
fête, he was thinking of two definite themes, curiously woven and
twisted into one strand of reflection.
The first theme was the diamond ring he had seen the Countess Carola
wearing. He wondered how she came by it, and he was rather vexed by
the thought that perhaps the page had never told his master it had
been refused, but kept and sold it secretly; for that it was the same
jewel he had held in his hand in the Governor’s house at Avignon that
was now in the possession of the Polish lady he did not, in his heart,
for a moment doubt.
The second theme, in no way connected, yet mingled, with the other,
was the man he had held that curious conversation with in the
fairylike pavilion at Versailles--a man with life strong within him,
yet tired of life, the most melancholy of spectacles, and one new to
Luc.
While men like this one and M. de Richelieu held the great places
of the land, perhaps M. de Biron was right in saying that penniless,
unsupported zeal would find no scope in Paris.
Perhaps, after all, Roland was dead at Roncesvalles, Charlemagne
buried, and all the peers perished, taking chivalry with them to their
graves.
The moon had long since set, and a vivid dawn was spreading above the
housetops of the little town.
Luc softly opened the window and looked out, up and down the bare,
silent little street, fresh and clean in the new light. Supposing it
was all a delusion, supposing glory always evaded him, vanished into
clouds of disappointment, supposing he was always met by the cold look
those blue eyes had turned on him last night?
Ah, well, in that case it would have been far better if he had died
with Hippolyte de Seytres in Prague or with Georges d’Espagnac among
the snow and darkness. And Carola--his highest thoughts had clung to
the vision of her very tenderly. But what did he know of her?
In the cold silence of the dawn he asked himself if he loved her,
if she was worthy to be loved; also what her eyes had said when she
raised them from the wallflower stalk she was turning about in her
long, expressive, smooth fingers.
He thought those eyes, so full of inspiration and courage and
eagerness, had said, “This is love--somewhere between us--shall we
find it or lose it?”
He trembled at the thought, which he had, till now, never dared
formulate; but he could not dismiss it. That look of hers had touched
his conception of her with fire. He now admitted to himself that
he had been stung keenly to see her wearing a jewel once in the
possession of M. de Richelieu; it caused him to think of the wretched
magician’s last words, addressed to the young Duke: “Beware of her
who comes from Bohemia!” He found himself wishing that she was neither
so wealthy nor so highly placed; yet it was no matter to him. If she
was worthy to be loved he could love her as Rudel loved the Lady of
Tripoli, and she need never know it even. He sternly checked his
thoughts. What did he know of her? She was a foreigner; her conduct
towards him had been always cold; and he--he had his place to find,
his way to make, his goal to achieve.
He closed the window and sat down rather wearily, resting his head
against the mullions. The little room was full of a melancholy light,
the furniture enveloped with heavy shadows. A large black crucifix
above the curtained bed showed distinct and gloomy; it recalled to
Luc the noble of the pavilion, with his horror of death, his distaste
of life, weighed down by the shadow of the Cross, blind to the roses,
yawning in the face of the moon.
He rose with a little shiver and began pacing up and down the room;
his old fierce yearning for his former life suddenly rushed over him.
He wanted to be away from all these people, out on the march again
with his beloved companions, Hippolyte and Georges.
He paused and clutched the back of a chair in his effort to control
this sudden passionate desire for the past, and fixed his eyes on the
square of lightening sky above the roofs that were slowly beginning to
take on colour and shape and shadow.
A decided but light knock at his door recalled him to commonplace
things. He glanced instinctively at the brass bracket clock near the
window; it was a little after three o’clock. He wondered who could be
rousing him at this hour, and almost persuaded himself that he had not
heard the knock, when it was repeated, firmly, twice.
The Marquis went to the door at once and opened it. Immediately
outside, half obscured by the dim shadows of the landing, was a young
man, fully dressed like himself.
“Your pardon, Monsieur,” he said at once, in an even, sweet voice;
“are you not an Abbé?”
“No,” answered Luc, greatly amazed.
“Ah, forgive me; I thought I had been told that an Abbé lodged here.”
He seemed slightly disappointed, but made no movement of leaving.
“Are you staying in this house, Monsieur?” asked Luc.
“Yes; I have the chambers opposite.” He glanced with a smile at Luc’s
blue velvet and black satins, court sword and powdered hair. “You have
not been sleeping either, I perceive,” he added.
“I was at the fête last night,” answered the Marquis, “and fell into
thought when I returned, and now it seems strange to go to bed by
daylight.”
The young man hesitated a moment, while Luc held the door courteously
open.
“Are you alone?” he asked at last.
“I have my servant--he is asleep in the other chamber.”
Again the other hesitated, then said with a kind of wistful
earnestness--
“Monsieur, would you come to my room and keep me company a little
while? I thought if you had been a priest I could have asked this
in the name of God. As it is, may I ask it in the name of our common
youth, our common humanity?”
“I have no reason in the world for refusing,” answered the Marquis;
“but if you require a priest, shall I not go for one? There is, I
think, a convent near by.”
The young man shook his head.
“No, if you will come, Monsieur--just for a little while.”
Luc closed his own door and followed the other across the landing into
the room opposite.
He found it was much larger than his own and rather gloomily
furnished. The house was old, and the floor was sloping in this room
and the two windows with the deep sills had slightly sunk; the walls
were panelled in black waxed oak, and the ceiling was low and beamed.
A heavy bed, with dark blue brocade curtains drawn closely round
it, stood in one corner, and near it hung a long mirror in a thick
tortoiseshell frame; in the murky depths of the greenish glass the
rest of the chamber was reflected.
A brass hand-lamp and an hour-glass stood on a circular worm-eaten oak
table between the windows, from which the sombre tapestry curtains had
been looped back.
Hanging on the wall above this table was a black crucifix similar to
that which the Marquis had in his own apartment.
The few chairs were large and worn, with sunken seats and arms
polished with much use. The occupier of this ordinary, yet gloomy,
apartment offered one of these chairs to the Marquis and took one
himself, seating himself with his back to the light and his face
towards Luc.
The light, though increasing every moment, was still grey and
colourless, and only entered with difficulty through the deep-set
small windows.
Luc looked keenly at the stranger.
He saw a man of no more than his own age, of the appearance of a
well-bred gentleman, dressed in a worn suit of dark red corded
tabinet, with a plain muslin shirt ruffled at the neck and wrists; he
wore a simple sword, ornamented by a bunch of steel tassels hanging
from the scabbard, and a lady’s handkerchief, deeply bordered with
lace, beneath the black band of his neck ribbon.
Owing to the way in which he sat and his attitude, with his head
slightly bent, Luc could not clearly distinguish his features; but his
hair, which was a bright brown, inclined to reddish, and gathered into
a club, was full in the meagre light of the window.
“In what way can I serve you, Monsieur?” asked the Marquis. He was
slightly interested, slightly diverted, but weary mentally and languid
after his sleepless night. His pure, proud face was thrown up by the
strengthening dawn against the old black chair in which he sat, and
his deep grey eyes rested on the other with perfect courtesy and
perfect serenity.
“I am the Marquis de Vauvenargues, formerly of the _régiment du roi_,”
he said.
The young man moved suddenly, looped the curtain yet farther back, and
pulled his chair round so that the light fell over his face; it was
like taking a mask from his features, so suddenly were countenance and
personality revealed.
He had, as the Marquis noticed with a slight sense of horror,
something of the look of Georges d’Espagnac in his fair, regular
outline; but his expression was one of hopeless despair, keen
wretchedness, and bitter self-contempt. His light brown eyes were sunk
and shadowed, his mouth strained, his cheeks hollow; over his whole
face was a bluish tinge that contrasted with the bright colour of his
hair. This might have been caused by the chill, hard light of the
dawn, or the effect of ill-health. Whatever the reason of it, it gave
him a peculiar, ghastly appearance.
Luc sat forward in his chair; for the second time within a few
hours he was looking at an expression of absolute despair on a
young, fair face. He compared the two countenances--the seen and the
remembered--and there was this great difference in them, that, whereas
the noble in the pavilion had revealed the bitter languor of satiety,
the faded distaste of life caused by unending pleasure and cloying
luxury, this man looked like one who had burnt out his soul in some
useless endeavour, and was now on the verge of uttermost failure.
“Monsieur,” said the Marquis, not without a tremor in his tone, “why
did you ask my company?”
“Ah,” replied the other, in a voice that had retained more of its
youth and freshness than his face, “you are afraid that I am about to
disturb your tranquillity by some recital of grief; but you need not
be. And besides,” he added, “you are as serene as a very old monk who
has never left his cloister--I can see it in your eyes.”
“Not so serene,” replied Luc, “that I am not troubled by the sight of
despair, and I have looked on it before this night.”
“Very well, Monsieur,” was the answer: “return to your room and forget
I ever broke in upon your meditations.”
“Who are you?” asked Luc.
“A painter--perhaps a poet.”
“What have you done with your life,” asked the Marquis, “that at your
age you seem so hopeless?”
The painter smiled bitterly.
“I have wasted all my years in the quest of glory.”
Luc felt the blood beating at his heart.
“And you have found----?” he questioned half fearfully.
“I have found that there is no such thing as glory on earth. And I
have no belief in any heaven.”
As he spoke these words his face took on another tinge of pallor and a
certain rigidity came over his features, giving them a look of death.
“You are unfortunate,” said Luc; “but you cannot say glory is not
there because you have not achieved it with a paint-brush and a few
yards of canvas.”
The painter broke into long and harsh laughter.
“That is good, very good!” he cried. “And you still believe in it,
though you have failed to gain it with your sword and your cannon and
all your noisy details of war?”
The Marquis rose and paced up and down the waxed, uneven floor. The
painter’s laughter ended suddenly.
“If you could question the god, the creature, the beast who made me,”
he said fiercely, “you would see that I commenced my life searching
for the ideal--the ideal love, the ideal work, the ideal reward at
the end of it; and though my heart was pure, my courage high, and my
industry enormous, I failed in everything--the world played me false
every time, every time; and now I am a moral bankrupt, who does not
even possess the asset of hope.”
“You have had terrible experiences, to make you speak like this,”
answered the Marquis, in a moved tone.
“I have had all experiences, and I have found out that glory is only
the lure used to beguile us to our wretched, our solitary ends.”
“I think,” said Luc, “you never discovered the true meaning of it.”
The painter lifted eyes in which there gleamed the feeble remains of
what had once been the noble fires of enthusiasm and ambition.
“I understand the meaning very well,” he replied; then he rose from
his chair and stood looking out at the neat quiet street.
Luc was silent. Tremendous thoughts assailed him--why could he not
bring comfort down from the clouds to console this man?--why could
he not lend him a spark from his own fire to rekindle the desire for
glory in his breast?
Presently he said--
“Monsieur, you are still so young.” The words sounded commonplace even
to himself, and the artist made no answer.
“I should like to see your pictures,” said the Marquis. Now the light
was strengthening, he observed a pile of canvases standing against the
wall by the side of the bed.
The painter answered without turning his head--
“I painted a picture once that Watteau, or Boucher, or Fragonard might
have been pleased to sign. It was a portrait of the woman I loved.”
“Where is it now?” asked Luc.
“In her house, I think. I found her in the gutters of St. Antoine--she
left me in a silk dress I had starved myself to buy, I never succeeded
after that, and as I went down she went up, and now you will find very
high personages indeed at her little suppers. She is now, I believe, a
spy among the Courts of Europe--and once she was my inspiration,” he
added, in a dry tone.
The sordidness of this disgusted Luc.
“It is weakness to pin your fortunes to the skirts of a woman,” he
said.
The painter looked at him.
“Are _you_ going your way uncheered by any thought of any woman? Can
you manage without laying your ambitions at some one’s feet?”
Luc flushed.
“I have never met the woman who could break my heart,” he answered.
“Yet----” added the painter. “As for my picture,” he continued, “I
took her, for some reason, as Bellona, with the hounds in leash and
her drapery carried by a light wind. The drapery was very well put in.”
The daylight was now full in the sombre room, and the dark furniture
stood out clear against the shining walls; it fully revealed, too,
the young artist, and showed that his peculiar pallor was no trick of
light, but the colour of his face.
Luc watched him keenly. There seemed a wildness in his words, in his
expression, in his action in asking for the company of a stranger,
that made Luc think that perhaps some anguish had sent him out of his
wits; but even while he was thinking this, and wondering what comfort
he could offer, the painter turned in a perfectly composed manner, and
raising the hour-glass from the table between the windows, looked at
it with a smile.
The sand had nearly run through.
“Now I will keep you no longer, Monsieur,” he said, in an even
voice. “And if you wish to see my pictures--there is one I should
like to show you, a little later in the morning; it is not yet quite
completed.”
Luc could see no brushes, paints, or easel in the plain bedchamber,
nor any sign that the painter could finish any canvas; again he
thought he detected a wildness in the man’s speech.
“I shall be glad to see you again,” he said. “I fear this visit,
Monsieur, has been of little use; but since you would give me no
confidence, I could give you no consolation.”
The painter smiled; he was still looking at the hour-glass.
“Where there is no hope, how can there be any consolation?” he
replied. “You have rendered me all the service I required--half an
hour’s company.”
He set down the hour-glass, went to the door and opened it.
“You are searching for glory, are you not, Monsieur?” he asked, as Luc
passed him. “Well, the word is a lie; there is no such thing--it is
all a cloud of delusion; and when you have pierced the cloud, you find
there is nothing there but the blankness of despair.”
“No!” cried Luc, with energy. “No!”
The painter shook his head in contradiction with a ghastly smile and
closed the door on the Marquis, who heard immediately the bolts being
slipped into place.
CHAPTER V
THE PAINTER
Luc heard that the King and M. Amelot had returned to Paris early
the same morning that he had been in converse with the young painter.
There was now nothing to keep him in Versailles: he had not seen the
Countess Carola, and yesterday M. de Biron, who was now rejoining his
regiment, could tell him nothing of her. She was probably still in
Paris.
Versailles, at least, had no attractions for Luc; he was more than
ever anxious to see M. Amelot, as a second crisis had arisen between
France, Austria, and the advancing power of Prussia. Now Fleury was
dead, greater things were hoped from the diplomats of Paris, and Luc
believed that he might find this a favourable moment for obtaining
employment in politics.
A few days before he came to Versailles he had heard from his father;
he re-read the letter now, and it revived the sense of the dead weight
of the chains of home. His father was waiting eagerly for news of his
success; his mother wanted him back, and sent anxious inquiries after
his health; Joseph and all his friends would have been so happy if he
would have returned after his hardships at the war and settled down in
Aix----
Why could he not do it? He loved them all; he often felt ill and
lonely. Why not go back and forget these vain visions that M. de
Biron so laughed at? Why not marry Mademoiselle de Séguy and take
up the life his father and his brother were leading? His sense of
responsibility towards his parents was heavy: they had done everything
for him, he nothing for them; he grudged even the money his stay in
Paris was costing. Joseph had never been able to afford to come to
Court.
That they should be indulgent, even making sacrifices for him, was the
last intolerable chain; how could he proceed on his way fettered by
obligation, burdened by affection and sentiment? He wept a little over
this love that was so rare and precious, and yet so useless!
He almost wished that he was penniless, friendless--_Master_ of
himself, with no one to care if he lived or died; a state that was
supposed to be the epitome of human misery. But the man so situated
was at least free.
Other thoughts instantly checked and thrust this aside, but it had
been formed.
After all, what all these conflicting emotions amounted to was that
he must in some way justify himself; must obey the passionate impulse
within him, and obtain a scope for his energies.
He left his chamber, and walked near the great park where he had met
the beautiful young noble in the peach-coloured light of the pavilion
last night. One sentence of his kept recurring to Luc; it was the only
moment when he had shown any glimpse of feeling, and it was when Luc
had said, “Those who brought you up have something to answer for,” and
the young man had answered, in a moved tone, “God judge them--I think
they have!”
Luc felt sorry for him, but contemptuous too; he wondered if he
should see him again entering the house in the Rue du Bac, or if
the adventure of the coffin had caused him to abandon his place of
rendezvous. Somehow Luc did not think he would risk the narrow street
again after dark. How extraordinary cowardice was----
The Marquis could not remotely conceive the fear of death as an active
factor in anyone’s life.
As he sat over his dinner in an inn near the populous market square,
he thought of the young painter whose quest for glory had brought
him to despair, even to madness. Glory--what was it that so many, in
this frivolous age, pursued with panting breath and staring eyes? The
great sceptic Voltaire, even as the great believer Bossuet, had been
swept on to achievement by the desire of it; the blue-eyed noble who
might have had it by lifting his finger sat inert and melancholy; the
obscure young artist was livid with anguish because he had missed it.
Where was it, what was it? A kind of frenzy, a wordless exaltation;
perhaps the only sign there is of the godlike in man; the gateway
to the infinite; the talisman that would turn the world to gold and
heaven into a reality; the pursuit of the San Graal; the journey to
the land of Canaan; the search for El Dorado, for the Islands of the
Blest--under all these symbols had the quest of glory been disguised.
Luc trembled in his heart, for who had yet found the Fortunate Isles?
By the time he returned to his lodgings, his servant had packed his
portmanteau and had the horses ready for their return to Paris. It was
considerably past midday, and later than he had intended; he thought
of the artist, and asked Jean if he had seen him go out.
The man answered “No,” and Luc crossed the landing and knocked on the
door opposite.
There was no answer, and after waiting a little, Luc, who was already
in his riding-cloak, turned the handle and entered the sombre,
old-fashioned bedchamber where he had found himself in that morning’s
dawn.
He then saw that his servant had been mistaken, for the painter had
certainly gone out; the room was empty.
The Marquis was leaving again when he noticed on the dark table
between the windows where the brass lamp and hour-glass stood a folded
piece of paper. He approached, and saw it was addressed to himself. It
contained only a few lines, and was unsigned.
“MONSIEUR,--I am unfortunately obliged to leave you on a
journey I have long contemplated. As you were courteous
enough to wish to see some of my work, you will find my
first and last masterpiece on the bed--I call it ‘The End
of the Quest of Glory.’ It has the merit of truth, at least.”
Luc glanced round the room: not a thing had been disarranged--some
clothes even still lay across a chair; a portmanteau stood, loosely
unstrapped, at the foot of the bed. Luc felt an absolute conviction
that no one had left this room since he had himself, several hours
before--save one way----
“Suicide,” he said, and folded the letter across. Then, with a
callousness that surprised himself, he went to the bed and pulled
aside the heavy blue brocade curtains, which were drawn closely
together as they had been before.
He saw what he had expected to see: the young painter, prone and
still, with fixed open eyes and a sneer on his stiff lips.
Luc stood gazing; his serene brows contracted with an expression of
pity, anger, and regret. He stooped and laid his hand on the dulled
hair of the young suicide, damp with the death-agony.
The coverlet was slightly disturbed by the last struggle of departing
life, the dead man’s limbs slightly contracted, as if he had died in
the convulsion of a shudder. His left hand and arm lay across his
breast, showing that his final action had been to draw the curtains
about him.
Luc thought of the bitter sarcasm of the letter, and the hand he laid
on the painter’s forehead quivered. There was no mark of any violence;
the young painter had evidently made an end of himself with poison.
Luc moved away from the bed; he checked an almost mechanical impulse
to lay the melancholy crucifix hanging above the bed on the dead man’s
breast, and, moving to the canvases piled against the wall, turned the
first two or three round. They were marked and defaced by a knife,
which had completely disfigured the original paintings.
Luc looked no more. A sword lay across a chair, and near it an open
snuff-box filled with gold pieces. The Marquis felt a blankness of all
sensation save weariness and aversion. He left the room and called the
servant of the house, and soon the chamber of the dead was filled with
people, with question, curiosity, wonder.
Nothing, it appeared, was known of the dead man. He had come a few
days before by the coach from Paris; he had given his name as Henri
de Bèze; the day before he had paid for his week’s lodging. He had
received no letters while in Versailles, nor, as far as could be
known, had he sent any. No one had visited him, but he had been much
from the house.
Nor did a search among his effects provide any further information.
If he had had any papers, he had destroyed them. He had died with his
story, which might have been common or tragical, wrapped at least in
the dignity of silence.
There was enough money in the snuff-box to pay for his decent burial.
A manifest suicide, and one who had died without absolution or any of
the offices of the Church, his grave would be in the lonely strip of
land outside consecrated ground where play-actors and vagabonds and
Jews were laid.
Luc returned to his own room, his head sick with fatigue, and seated
himself by the window. In the commotion, his departure for Paris had
been delayed; he wondered if he should return to-day. A slackness had
fallen on his thoughts.
While he was answering the respectful questions of the master of the
house concerning his brief acquaintance with the dead man, he had been
recalling his short stay in the painter’s chamber during the dawn of
this same day. Evidently the painter had drunk the poison before he
had asked for company, and Luc had been talking to a dying man who was
measuring his life by the grains of sand in an hour-glass; for Luc
recalled how he had taken up the hour-glass, and seeing that the sands
were nearly run through, had abruptly ended the interview.
Luc found himself picturing what had happened in the room after he had
left it. He had heard the door bolted--but afterwards the dying man
had altered that with some change of thought, probably when the idea
of his ironical letter occurred to him.
“He had a bitter humour,” thought Luc, with a sweet amaze. As for
himself, the melancholy, the disgust, and the pity roused in him
by the hopeless cynicism of the young painter’s sudden end had not
extinguished or even for a second damped the fires of his own ardour;
they only burnt the clearer and brighter in contrast with the gloom he
had just witnessed in two other human beings--the luxurious, soulless
youth and worn-out painter. He felt like a man walking on an upland in
the full light of the sun, while below him others struggled through
the mists and morasses, shadows and sloughs of a dismal valley, and
never lifted their eyes to the sun. He might look down on these
blinded people, he might pity, though he could not comfort them; but
they could not long trouble him nor put a shade across his bright path.
As he sat at the window watching the clean empty street, a very
handsome equipage swept round the corner, swinging on its leathers.
With a faint flush Luc recognized the liveries and arms of Carola
Koklinska, and when the coach drew up before the door his heart gave
a little lift into a region that knew not melancholy.
He saw one of her servants descending, and on a sudden impulse went
down himself. The house was still full of the tragedy, the modest
establishment disorganized; the doctor and the magistrate’s clerk
were busy in the chamber of the dead man. Luc met the lackey in the
doorway, and a sudden confusion seized him that perhaps the Countess
was not in the coach, or perhaps had not come to see him.
While he hesitated, the servant inquired if he was M. de Vauvenargues.
Luc responded, and added, “If your mistress is in the coach, I will
come and speak to her.”
Then, before the man could answer, he caught sight of the Countess at
the coach window, holding back the stamped leather blind.
Luc, bare-headed and with the sun shining in his loosely curled fine
hair, came to the coach step.
“I found out from M. de Biron where you were lodging,” said Carola,
“and called on my way back to Paris to leave a message for you,
Monsieur.”
She spoke in her usual cold, rather precise accents, and her delicate
face was rather sad and tired in expression.
“You were not at the fête last night,” she added. “I wished to present
you to M. Amelot.”
“Madame,” he answered, “I was there, but certainly did not see you.”
The Countess leant a little way from the window of the coach; she had
a gold and scarlet figured scarf round her dark, unpowdered hair.
“What has happened?” she asked. “You look--strange.”
Luc remembered that he had not been to bed that night, and was,
despite his inner exaltation, feeling giddy and weary. Of late he
could ill stand any fatigue; he recalled also the suicide that for
the moment he had completely forgotten.
“A man died this morning,” he answered gravely, “in the room opposite
mine--died by his own hand, Madame.”
“You must be so used to death,” she answered. She looked up at the
house, and straight, as by a kind of instinct, at the drawn heavy
curtains of the painter’s room. “Who was he?” she asked.
“Why should I sadden you?” he answered. “And who the man was, no one
knows.”
“Oh,” she answered quickly, “it does not sadden me at all.” She smiled
wistfully. “But you are very pale, Monsieur le Marquis.”
Luc looked into her clear, ardent brown eyes, that were fixed on him
with an eager and intense expression. A wave of faintness came over
him; he felt impelled to catch at the long embroidered window strap
that hung over the side of the coach door to prevent himself from
falling. He could make no answer.
“This is my message,” said the Countess, rather hurriedly and in a
lowered voice: “I want you to come to my garden to-morrow about four
o’clock. Knock at the door in the Rue Deauville--you remember that it
is the street that runs at the end of the garden. You will know the
door, for the knocker is shaped like a woman’s head.”
Luc caught his breath; he was still feeling dizzy. His look was a
question as to what she meant.
“Do you care to come?” she said. “It is a question of politics.”
“I am very honoured,” he answered formally.
“You can be of use to me,” remarked the Countess. “I shall be grateful
if you will come--but perhaps you are not leaving Versailles so soon?”
“Yes,” he replied, “I was leaving immediately. Of course I will come,
Madame.”
She sighed and leant back in her coach.
“Very well, Monsieur, the Rue Deauville.”
Luc bowed, and the sumptuous coach rolled noisily down the narrow
cobbled street.
CHAPTER VI
IN THE GARDEN
Luc stood in the Rue Deauville before a flat, narrow door in the high
wall behind which rose the tall poplars of Carola’s garden.
He took the knocker in his hand and looked at it; it was, as the
Countess had described, a woman’s head, smoothly cast in bronze, and
the face had a reserved yet wild expression, a look of terror and
bitterness.
A soft little wind was blowing, and the sun was extraordinarily
bright. Luc looked up and down the street with an idle, unexplainable
reluctance to knock. He did not care for the rendezvous--he did not
even greatly wish to see Carola; he felt to the full the desire that
had more or less possessed him of late--the desire to be alone and
free--even from those things he loved and admired.
When he at length did knock, the door was opened instantly, and the
Countess stood the other side of the portal. He saluted her gravely,
and passed into the queer, lonely garden.
They stood for a moment side by side between the trunks of the poplar
trees. She wore a light cloak like a man’s riding mantle, and her
black hair was unpowdered.
“I am glad you have come, Monsieur le Marquis,” she said.
“I have come wondering why you asked me, Madame,” he answered.
She led the way to the one seat beneath the wallflowers, and when they
reached it turned and replied--
“I always liked you, I always wanted to serve you. Ambition is so
splendid! You have the makings of a great man.”
Luc coloured and looked at her gravely.
“I too have always been ambitious,” she continued, with a slight
nervousness; “but women tire--and they cannot achieve what men
achieve.” She paused a second, then added hastily, “I can put you
on the path to obtain what you desire.”
Luc had the impression that she was not saying what she really wished,
but was confused by some agitation into, contrary to her wont, using
evasive words.
“You leave me at a loss, Madame,” he answered, with a gentle dignity.
“I only understand that you condescend towards me, and for that I am
proudly grateful.”
Carola glanced quickly at the firm yet sensitive and delicate lines of
his profile--for he did not look towards her as he spoke. She seated
herself, but he remained standing.
“Since I was a young girl I have moved among Courts,--France, Austria,
Russia,”--she said, “and I have made the acquaintance of some powerful
people.” She pressed to her lips a little handkerchief embroidered
with gold thread. “One is in the house now--I want you to meet him.
He has, I know, a post for you, if you will accept it.”
The Marquis answered earnestly--
“I only wish for some scope in which to work, Madame--the humblest
position, if it will but allow me the bare chance of--some
achievement.”
Carola suddenly held out her hand.
“I wish I knew you a little better!” she cried, with sudden passion.
“I may be making a blunder, Monsieur!”
Luc glanced at her in surprise.
“I think you know all there is to know of me,” he replied, with a
slight smile. Indeed, his life had been so simple, so open in outward
action, that she might, by the simplest inquiries from M. de Biron,
have elicited all of it and his character too.
“We none of us know each other.” Her outstretched hand rested on his
plain basket sword-hilt. “You might surprise me a hundred ways, and
I you. When you are absent from me, so many things I should like to
say rise in my mind; when you come, you bring a barrier with you that
makes speech impossible.”
Luc’s hazel eyes darkened; with his ungloved right hand he raised hers
from the steel shell of his sword.
“You see, Monsieur,” she added proudly, “that I admit to thinking of
you.”
She rose, leaving her hand in his. They were of a height, and he
looked straight into her face, which was fully illuminated by the
strong beams of the sun. He could see the fine lines round her large,
misty eyes, the red powder rubbed into her cheeks, and the veins
showing under the dark skin of the hollow temples and thin throat.
Her thick lashes and slender brows were artificially darkened; the sun
showed the bluish look of the pencil round the heavy lids. He noticed
that her hand was very cold in his.
“You are different indeed!” she exclaimed, with a certain bitterness.
“Different?” he asked.
She withdrew her hand.
“From all of them!” She appeared to be struggling with some excitement
or agitation. “What is in your mind? Where are you going? What do you
mean to do? You will have to use the world as you find it--like every
one else.”
Luc smiled.
“I am so exactly the same as every one else, Madame,” he said, in a
deprecating tone. “I am just struggling for some little sphere in
which I can let my soul spread its wings--I have that restlessness
to achieve something which many better men lack,” he added, thinking
of his father and Joseph; “yet I dare not profane it, for it is the
highest thing I know.” He fixed his eyes on her gravely, and she moved
towards the wallflowers, away from him.
“I wish I had left you alone,” she said.
Luc flushed swiftly.
“Have you found me so ungrateful?”
“You have nothing to be grateful for,” she replied, narrowing her eyes
on him, “I only fear that some day you may come to dislike me.”
She had not said or done anything to destroy the mental image
he cherished of a slightly mysterious creature, fiery and pure,
disdainful of the world and at heart tender and a little sad; he
therefore smiled at her words, which he thought showed her ignorance
of his conception of her, and looked at her with his serene,
enthusiastic glance, before which her dark eyes fell.
“You are very sure of your own creeds,” she said irrelevantly, “and
narrow too, at the best--I think.”
He admitted to not following her thought, and she answered his
admission by a half-scornful, half-terrified little laugh.
“Do you really not understand me?” she asked.
Luc felt a sudden beat at his heart, as if his life was about to
fulfil its most splendid promise; his eyes were dazzled by her
face, which seemed to him to be suddenly illuminated from within and
transfigured. Her actual presence and his cherished vision of her were
for that moment fused in one; he saw her robe edged with flame, and
her head crowned with points of light, and her eyes of a steady and
immortal brilliance.
“Is it possible?” he said. “Is it possible?”
“You know if it is or no,” she answered, and took a sudden step
towards him with her head high.
To his unfaltering gaze she was as unsubstantial as the sunbeams about
her and as mysterious as the living flowers growing in the dusty old
wall.
“I cannot believe it,” said Luc--“that this is going to happen to me!”
“Hush!” she whispered, “hush!”
If he had put out his hand he could have touched her, but he made no
movement, and she paused when there was a foot between them.
“Won’t you speak to me?” he said. “Tell me how much I may dare?”
She never ceased to gaze at him.
“You know--everything,” she answered. “Why need we speak?”
“I know nothing,” murmured Luc, “and I am afraid to guess.”
“Afraid!” echoed Carola. “I too am afraid, bitterly afraid.”
She turned her eyes from him and sank on to the seat with her head
bent.
Luc stepped impulsively towards her.
“I have dreamt of you so often,” he said gravely; his lips were
quivering and his eyes filled with tears. “You could never
understand----”
He laid his hand very lightly on her cloak; she looked up suddenly and
said almost fiercely--
“Do not kiss me--do not touch me.”
He would as soon have thought of trying to clasp the rainbow or press
his lips to a moonbeam. He started, and flushed, and winced.
“Not you,” she continued. “I could so easily hate you if you were to
bring it to that. I also have had my dreams.”
She was suddenly stripped of glory; her voice was even a little harsh;
her attitude of shrinking distaste had nothing of the divine in it.
Luc stared at her with a sudden terror; she seemed to be changing
under his very eyes.
She rose again, drooping yet stately, and drew her cloak about her.
“Nothing has happened!” she exclaimed vehemently. “Do you
hear--nothing has happened!”
“Why do you deny yourself?” cried Luc. “Why are you lying to me?”
“Nothing has happened!” she repeated; “nothing. Keep your dreams.”
It seemed to Luc that she, while she spoke, was looking beyond him at
some one else, and with a throbbing brain he turned and gazed towards
the gloomy back of the house.
There was, as he had expected, a man coming slowly towards them.
Luc stiffened and narrowed his eyes.
“This is the man who will be useful to you,” said Carola, in an
ordinary tone.
The stranger, who wore a black velvet mantle and a hat with a high
white plumage fastened by a steel loop and button that glittered in
the strong sun, approached at an easy gait. When he uncovered to the
Countess, Luc recognized, with an angry heart, M. de Richelieu.
The Duke marked him with instant and unmistakeable surprise.
“Is this your friend, Madame?” he said, in no pleased tone.
“You know each other?” asked Carola.
“We have a slight acquaintance,” answered the Duke grandly.
“One I shall not presume on, Monsieur,” said Luc, burning to think
that perhaps M. de Richelieu thought he wished to solicit the benefits
he had once refused.
“You did not expect to see me nor I you,” replied M. de Richelieu,
absolutely composed and courteous, “but our previous knowledge of each
other need not interfere with the matter on hand now.”
Luc bowed, not at all satisfied. He did not desire any favour, direct
or indirect, from M. de Richelieu; he did not like to see him on
these terms of intimacy with the Countess; he did not wish such a
man introduced into his life.
The only thing that kept him from proudly taking his leave was the
conviction that both Carola and the Duke had been quite innocent of
planning the situation, she being ignorant that M. de Richelieu and he
had met before, and the Duke being unaware that her protégé was M. de
Vauvenargues.
Therefore Luc felt that his refusal to listen to their proposals would
be ungrateful to Carola, and put him in a foolish position towards the
Duke, who had already gracefully carried off the encounter.
The Countess on her part appeared confused; she obviously wondered
when these two had met, and why Luc had not mentioned his acquaintance
with the Duke.
“You know M. le Maréchal!” she exclaimed. “Then my task--to bring you
to an understanding of each other--is the lighter.”
“I understand M. de Vauvenargues perfectly,” answered M. de Richelieu;
and, as if unwilling to prolong the conversation, he turned back
towards the house.
Luc, regarding him with an habitually keen observation, noticed that
he was considerably older than he had appeared on either of the two
previous occasions on which Luc had seen him.
In the lurid lights of the barn, in the shadowed softness of his own
luxurious apartment, he had seemed in his first youth; but now the
direct sunbeams that showed the red powder on Carola’s fine skin
revealed the face of M. de Richelieu as that of a man of middle
age, despite his slender, upright figure and careful dressing. His
charm was none the less; his slightly broad countenance wore the
same expression of almost irresistible daring gaiety and serene
self-confidence. Luc smiled at him in his heart, and so was half won.
The three entered the house by a side door and ascended a back
staircase. Luc thought the place seemed little used, a great mansion
often shut up. He neither saw nor heard servants.
Carola went ahead with M. de Richelieu; he, as if disdainful of being
overheard, said in a voice hardly lowered--
“You have chosen the wrong man, Madame; but if you wish to go on with
the comedy, I shall not interfere.”
Carola’s reply was such a mere murmur that Luc did not hear; nor did
he care what she said. He was content to leave this doubtful adventure
in her hands--whichever way it ended, he would come to some issue with
her before he left.
They entered upon a long wide corridor, the heavy candelabra and
gilt-legged furniture covered with linen on which the dust lay
thickly; the floor was of black and white squares of marble, the
windows were shuttered, the air struck musty and yet chill.
Carola opened a high door half-way down this corridor, and the two men
followed her into an ornately furnished room, where the sun streamed
in a melancholy fashion over silk screens, silk-hung walls, carved
chairs, and Eastern rugs. The room had an air of having been long
deserted or only used casually; the sunbeams showed dust everywhere,
and one of the wings of the elaborate shutters was still closed.
On a long crimson-striped sofa lay Carola’s hat, gloves, and cane. She
seated herself near on a fantastic chair of a Chinese pattern; behind
her was a picture covered by a faded pink curtain.
Luc looked at her and at nothing else. The presence of M. de Richelieu
was no longer anything to him; he was waiting for the explanation of
this mystery,--Carola Koklinska,--an explanation that had seemed on
the point of being revealed in the garden. What was she?--did she
or did she not fulfil his ideal of the spiritual power of perfect
woman?--did he love her as he knew he was capable of loving? He stood
against the closed shutter with his grave hazel eyes on her face. She
was colourless save for the false blush on her cheeks: he disliked
that artificial glow, and thought of her as she was among the Bohemian
snows, haggard and disfigured, yet more pleasing to him then than now.
M. de Richelieu glanced from one to the other with an eye of hawk-like
brightness.
“Do you wish me to speak?” he asked Carola, and cast his hat on to a
little tulip-wood table.
She bent her head, and the Duke turned with a quiet magnificence of
manner to Luc.
“Monsieur le Marquis, may I have--for a little--your attention?”
With an effort Luc took his eyes from Carola; he was not concerned
with what M. de Richelieu had to say.
In an even voice, with the air of one who courteously, but without
conviction, discharges a duty, the Duke began speaking. He related,
from the inside, politics that Luc knew already from the outside;
he gave details of the present state of affairs between the Courts
of France, Austria, England, and Prussia; he indicated the web of
intrigues that was continually being spun beyond the scrutiny of the
public eye. Luc listened without interest; he had already guessed
that M. de Richelieu intended, through the influence of the Countess,
to offer him some adventurous chance in politics, and he had already
resolved to refuse--he began, in fact, to understand.
Even while the Duke was speaking, Luc’s mind was still busy with the
problem of Carola. Once or twice he allowed his glance to rest on
her: she was seated with her pallid face supported between her long
ringless hands; her cloak had fallen apart, and a crystal heart that
hung round her neck by a thin silver chain swung and twinkled above
her knees.
M. de Richelieu proceeded to unfold a plan for the confusion of
Maria Theresa. A young man had been prepared and instructed for the
principal rôle in this intrigue, but unfortunately had lost his life
in a duel; and Madame la Comtesse having declared she knew of some one
to take his place---- The Duke paused.
“What is the task you wish me to undertake, Monsieur?” asked Luc,
without raising his head; while the Duke was speaking, a great many
things had become slowly plain.
M. de Richelieu told him with an almost crude brevity. He was to go to
the Austrian Court and proclaim himself neglected by his country; he
was to offer to serve Maria, the unfortunate Empress-Queen; he was to
creep into her confidences, and forward them to the French Ministers.
“Madame la Comtesse is going to Austria,” finished the Duke; “you
would work in collusion.”
An extraordinary calmness came over Luc. He slightly moved his
attitude against the shutter.
“In what capacity, Madame, are you going to the Court of Austria?” he
asked.
She made no answer.
The Duke looked steadily at Luc.
“You refuse, of course?” he said.
The Marquis smiled.
“I thank you, Monsieur, for the compliment. Your position is
awkward--and I am grateful for your courtesy.” He pressed his
handkerchief to his pale but firm lips.
The Duke gave a little bow.
“You did not understand?”
“No--but now I do.”
Carola, still holding her head in her hands, looked with great tragic
eyes from one to another. M. de Richelieu crossed over to her and laid
his hand on her shoulder.
“I always promised you, Madame, that you should have your own way
in your whims--and I have done what you asked me to. Unfortunately,
Monsieur de Vauvenargues refuses.”
“He has had no time to consider,” she said, without changing her
attitude.
Luc stepped from the window.
“One word, M. le Duc--this is your house?”
“Yes,” answered M. de Richelieu, with the slightest lift of his
delicate brows.
“You know that,” breathed Carola; “from the first you must have
known----”
“No,” said Luc. “I am from the provinces.”
The Duke’s clear glance went from one to another; he spoke very
gravely, with an even pride.
“I told Madame she had made a mistake. Perhaps Madame will explain?”
He picked up his hat.
“Shall I leave you to explain?” he insisted, looking full at Carola.
“Leave me to solve my enigma,” said Luc, with a smile. “Give me five
minutes, M. le Duc----”
“Are you so quick?” responded M. de Richelieu. “I will give you half
an hour in which to weary of guessing your riddle.”
His charming face relaxed into a soft and fleeting smile, he bowed low
to the haggard lady on the sofa, and left her alone with Luc.
CHAPTER VII
A PICTURE
Carola moved her long hands so that they covered her face.
“What are you?” asked Luc dreamily. “What are you?”
She dropped her hands and looked at him.
“I do not know. Whatever men label me, I think. To you at least I was
a beacon of pure flame--was I not?”
“You have quenched that light now, Madame,” he answered quietly.
“I could not believe that you had not found out--till you came
to-day,” she said. “And yet I wondered, too--for you are one of
those who care----”
She rose, erect in the stiff folds of her brocade gown.
“So you will not come to Austria?” she asked.
He smiled. “Did you think I would? You know my ambitions.”
Some passion ran through her and tightened her whole frame; she
clasped her hands together and pressed them against her bosom.
“Do you dare to despise me?” she cried. “Do you accuse me of fooling
you?”
“I fooled myself,” he answered quietly. “You seemed to me wonderful.”
The real blood outshone the paint on her cheeks.
“Am I less wonderful,” she asked, “because I come from the
gutter?--because I am a wanton and spy?”
“Not less wonderful to M. de Richelieu,” answered Luc, “but to me you
no longer exist save as a shadowy riddle. That can be no grief to you,
Madame.”
She unclasped her hands and raised her head; she took up her hat and
flung it down again; she cast herself on the settee and pulled at the
heavy lace on her bosom. All the while he watched her, never moving.
“I wanted to help you,” she said, breathing quickly. “It is not my
fault that you blindly accepted me--M. de Biron must know. I wished
to help you ever since we tramped the snow together in Bohemia.”
He thought of her with the dead child in her arms and holding the
dying head of Georges d’Espagnac; he looked at her tenderly.
“Poor soul!” he whispered.
The words seemed to sting her into fierceness.
“Am I so soiled that you pity me?” she demanded. “I pity you too--you
who are flinging everything away for glory--glory!” She laid a
passionate sneer on the word, but Luc was unmoved.
“I believe that you wished to help me--I think you must have a
generous soul, Madame. But you cannot help me.”
“So it seems,”--she became slack and weary again, and the blood ebbed
from her face,--“and yet there was a chance for one not so nice about
his means.”
Luc raised his hand and let it fall.
“Before I go, tell me why you wished to help me. I cannot understand
why you should have any interest in one so different from your world.”
She buried her face in the cushions at the head of the sofa and did
not answer.
The room seemed very silent and remote to Luc; the dusty motes in the
sunbeams conveyed a sense of desolation; they seemed very far away
from the world. The windows looked on the neglected garden, and there
was not a sound from without.
He stared at the woman with the hidden face. His vision of a
flame-like purity, scornful of the world, yet kind, serene, and
lovely, was gone for ever, but towards this creature who was so brave,
so mysterious, yet so commonplace, so rare and yet so cheap, the tool
of party intrigue, the slave of men like M. de Richelieu, he felt a
cold pity, a cold tenderness, a disenchanted interest. She had been
slowly revealed to him from the moment that M. de Richelieu crossed
the long grass towards them; she was now as plain to him as she ever
could be. He did not regret so much this exposure of the uses to which
she had put her gift of lovely life, but the fact that she had been
able so long to fling a false glittering light over his own path.
But now he was completely free of her; this light was, as he had told
her, for ever quenched, and those higher, holier fires that were the
true objects of his devotion burnt the brighter and more gloriously.
She lifted her face; it was pale and marked on the cheek with a red
line from the rough bullion edging of one of the cushions.
“I wonder how you would judge me if you knew the whole truth?” she
said. There was a weakness in this that yet further cast her outside
his sympathies.
“Neither you nor I know the whole truth of anything,” he answered.
“You are too courteous.” Her voice had sunk to a trembling whisper.
She seemed very angry. “Why do you not tell me to my face that you
think yourself degraded by my mere presence? Dear God, I wonder where
you will find the woman you imagine! You are too severe for this
frivolous age!”
Her delicate railing meant nothing to him; he felt as he had felt in
the Governor’s house at Avignon--like one who has been diverted from
his path, and is anxious to return to it. He took up his beaver and
his green cloak.
His serenity seemed to exasperate her almost beyond endurance; she
sat up on the sofa, and the crystal heart depending from her bosom
shuddered with her distressed breaths.
“What have I done to you?” she asked frantically. “What have I done to
you? Never heed others--what have I done to _you_?”
He answered her gently.
“In truth, nothing. I shall never have anything to say against
you--why should I?”
She eyed him keenly and made another attempt to get within his guard.
“Why do you refuse my help?”
“Because I will not pay the terms,” he answered even more gently, and
stood with his cloak over his arm waiting his dismissal.
“You _do_ scorn me,” she urged.
“Believe me, Madame, no.”
She paused and beat her foot on the ground.
“I will go,” he said, “if you are willing.”
“Stay,” she answered; “listen. There was one time--when you were on
your knees to my image--when you _almost_ loved me, when you thought
of me as your wife.”
He coloured and did not move.
“You thought I was too wealthy and too great a lady, but you had
dreams of me. Just now, in the garden, you were ready for my signal.”
“Well?” he said unsteadily. “Well?”
“Would you make me your wife now?”
Luc stared at her, the red deepening in his face.
“M. de Richelieu would be willing,” she added.
“Madame!” he cried. “I am noble.”
Carola laughed.
“I have touched you at last,” she answered feverishly. “You _do_
despise me.”
Luc was silenced and convicted; there fell a silence neither could
break. The brilliant sun was hidden by a cloud, and a greyness entered
the gorgeous but dreary little room.
“Good-bye,” said Carola at length.
She rose, and so unsteadily that she had to catch hold of the sofa
for aid; it slipped back under her hand, and the movement dragged
the faded red drapery from the picture behind her. A brilliant
oil-painting of a dark-haired woman clad in drapery ruffled by a light
wind stepping through an undergrowth of fairy bushes with two hounds
in leash, flashed out on Luc.
Something stirred in his memory; he saw that the face was the face of
Carola herself, younger, more blooming, and more gay.
“Who painted that picture?” he asked.
She looked swiftly over her shoulder; then went behind the sofa,
picked up the drapery, and flung it over the heavy frame.
“I thought it had been moved,” she murmured.
“You were the model?” asked Luc. “And the subject is Bellona?”
“Yes.” She looked bewildered.
Luc saw again, very clearly, the old-fashioned chamber in Versailles
and the young suicide lying there; he saw this picture perhaps even
more vividly than the dark-eyed woman watching him from behind the
striped settee.
“What is the matter?” asked Carola heavily.
Luc collected himself and took a step away from her while he looked at
her with sudden flashing keenness.
She was bare indeed now, bare of the last glamour of any
illusion--“from the gutters of St. Antoine,” the dead man had said.
Her brocades, her jewels, her paint now seemed to hang on her as so
many rags that made no pretence to hide the stark crude thing they
fluttered round. Luc could not believe that a little while before
she had dazzled his vision--she was no longer even mysterious. He had
nothing more to say to her; a weary disgust sealed his spirit; his
face flushed with changes of thought, but he ended on silence.
“Ah, you are moved now, I think,” said Carola, in her old precise
tones--“by what, I wonder?”
Luc put his hand on the door knob; he had nothing to say to her.
“Will you not even speak to me?” she asked; she was gazing at him with
great intentness.
He opened the door and went out, closing it after him.
In the corridor he found M. de Richelieu seated on one of the
linen-covered chairs, whistling a little air under his breath and
beating time to it by delicate movements of his bare right hand.
Seeing the Marquis, he rose.
Luc paused; the two men were face to face. Luc noted that M. de
Richelieu’s handsome eyes were full of amusement. He could not wonder;
he smiled too, with his head a little thrown back.
“Who was she?” he asked; “eh, M. le Maréchal?”
The Duke slightly lifted his shoulders.
“I don’t know. She is quite marvellous. She came from”--he opened and
threw out his hand--“nothing.”
Luc bowed.
“Adieu, Monsieur. I regret if I have incommoded you by this
visit--forgive my ignorance.”
“I am still in your debt,” returned the Duke. “Tell me, now we meet
again, is there any way I can serve you?”
He spoke with a winning air of grandeur and perfect courtesy. Luc
responded--
“Yes,” he said suddenly, “you can present me to M. de Voltaire.”
“With the best will in the world,” replied M. de Richelieu. “You are,
I perceive, already something of a philosopher. Where is your lodging?”
“In the Rue du Bac.”
“You shall hear from me.”
The Duke accompanied him to the dark side staircase, directed him
carefully as to his way out, and then took leave of him.
Luc passed out of the house, out of the garden into the courtyard,
through the great iron gates, and so into the untidy, sordid street
that led to the wretched noisy quarter of St. Antoine. The sun was
out again, vivid and steady; it would be shining over a certain poor
funeral in Versailles. Luc felt sorry, as much for her as for the dead
man; possibly she was the finer material. He wished that he had never
seen either of them.
A strong Eastern scent clung to his cloak; he shook it out to the wind
and turned home.
CHAPTER VIII
VOLTAIRE
Luc dismissed Carola Koklinska from his thoughts as he would have
brushed a dead leaf from his coat, but he could not so easily banish
the sensation that something distasteful and sad had occurred; this
clung to him like the vague remembrance of an evil dream. His stately
lodgings seemed more lonely; the aspect of the city had something
hard, even cruel and menacing, in it; he felt farther from the
accomplishment of his desires. The usual letter from home awoke an
even deeper sense of responsibility and of yearning, the extraordinary
mingled feelings of desire for freedom from everything and desire to
fulfil his duty to the utmost towards those whom he loved and honoured.
Yet his sweet serenity lifted him above any sense of struggle; he was
like one waiting for commands.
If M. Amelot did not answer his letter within a day or two, he meant
to wait on him personally and force the issue. It must be possible
for a noble with talents and energy to obtain, without bribery or
intrigue, some honest post in politics. If, however, it was not so,
then Luc meant to violently alter his life, to in some way strike
directly for what his soul wanted, what it must have.
On the day following the pitiful little adventure with the Countess
Koklinska he again saw the graceful cavalier enter the house opposite.
This time a cloak and a low-pulled hat masked the features, but Luc
was sure of the remarkably fine and well-set figure; the stranger was,
too, just sufficiently above the ordinary stature to be conspicuous
anywhere, in any dress.
The man who waited on the chambers happened to be in the room, and Luc
remarked to him on the mysterious character of the house opposite.
He was answered that the place was commonly believed to be the
residence of one of the fortune-tellers with which Paris swarmed;
one of the houses where attempts were made to raise the Devil, to pry
into the future; where potions, charms, and maybe poisons were sold;
a place of rendezvous also for intrigues that had some reason for
concealment, or, in themselves, lacked the element of that mystery
that alone made them alluring.
Many great people, even the greatest, the man averred, would go to
these places, and take the utmost pains with their disguises--which,
however, very seldom deceived anyone, as all the world knew that
all the world went. But the mystery was the great charm, and many
adventures appeared palatable when undertaken in a cloak and mask
that would have seemed stale enough enacted in broad daylight.
“Of course,” finished the fellow, “since La Voisine was burnt in the
Place de la Grêve, they have been more careful, these people; but
nevertheless, Monseigneur, they become very bold, for they say the
King himself visits them often enough, and that everybody knows it;
and His Highness the Regent encouraged them to a great extent, though
they say he never raised the Devil.”
Luc smiled; he thought of M. de Richelieu. He wondered if such men had
_not_ raised the Devil, in very tangible form indeed, and set him up
as master over France.
So it was said that the King spent his leisure with these tawdry
prophetesses and cheap tricksters! Since he came to Paris Luc had
heard several ends of gossip about the King that, true or not, served
to a little blur his vivid picture of the young Louis he was so
ardent to serve, whom he _had_ served for ten strenuous years without
recognition or reward.
It was a frivolous age, a restless age, an age of change, of great
possibilities. France was brilliant yet corrupt, energetic yet
slothful. Paris did not dazzle so much to Luc’s near sight as it had
done to his distant gaze. Carola Koklinska became to him as a symbol
of the city--so calm, lofty, high, and bright from a distance, so
mean, dishonoured, falsely glittering near, yet with an immortal heart
concealed somewhere behind the gaudy shams.
Paris was great, was eternal, held the seed of all future thought,
was the theatre of all present action; yet her streets were thronged
by the foppish, the foolish, the ignorant, and the starving. Her
government was in the hands of men like M. de Richelieu, who in their
turn were influenced by women like Carola--greedy soldiers of fortune
who kept the point of view of the gutter from whence they came.
Luc’s heart swelled to a sense of agony--the agony of powerlessness.
All the pageant that passed by him he knew only by glimpses; he was
outside, he could do nothing--nay, worse than that, he was even
being swept along with the others, no better than they, a mere
inarticulate creature played upon by the devices of those he met. Even
M. de Richelieu, in his opulent consciencelessness, was expressing,
fulfilling himself, turning circumstances into what he wished them
to be, making his life what he wanted it; even Carola had forced the
hand of Fate to satisfy her sordid ambition; while he was baffled,
thwarted, like a thing chained.
He thought of the young man whom he had met in the pavilion at
Versailles, and whom he had just seen enter the house opposite.
He lulled his slothful soul by juggling with the poor lures of
charlatans. He could actually drive his lagging, empty days faster
by such spurs as these!
Luc had not yet conceived the task, the responsibility, the goal that
would satisfy the hunger of _his_ soul.
Ill-health, moderate means, an obscure position in the great
world--these were his disadvantages. And was it possible that the
fire of his desires could not surmount these paltry things?
Where was the secret by which men, poorer, meaner, more hampered
than he, had _forced_ glory out of their lives, had wrung greatness
out of their own souls? He sat with his elbows on the elegant ormolu
desk and his face hidden in his hands, shuddering, for his body bent
and shivered with the power of the passions that drove through it.
The damp broke out on his forehead, his heart struggled in his side,
his hands and feet were cold, his mouth dry, his closed eyes hot in
their sockets. He clenched his hands under his face till he felt the
bones of the palms with his finger-tips. Reality swung into a dazzling
darkness that pulsed before him, out of which he could force nothing
tangible but an enigma with the face of Carola. He raised his head at
last and sat back in his chair. At these moments his bodily weakness
asserted itself, and when he most wished to get beyond and above the
flesh he was reminded of it by a cold weight in all his limbs and the
heat of the blood in his temples.
He gave a little sigh, then quickly turned his head, seized with an
uncontrollable conviction that he was not alone. Yet it was with a
considerable start that he saw a slight, strange gentleman standing
inside the door keenly observing him.
Luc stared without rising; his visionary mood had scarcely cleared.
He gazed eagerly at his visitor in silence. He saw a man no longer
young, yet impossible to associate with any idea of age, dressed
richly and fashionably in brown velvet that glittered with gold braid,
erect, graceful, and of an extraordinary appearance of animation and
energy; his face, framed in a grey peruke, was so pale as to be livid;
the features were delicate, strongly cut, remarkable; there was an
upward slant to eyebrows and nostrils, and the mouth was wide, thin,
and smiling, while his brown eyes held a world of passion, power, and
force in their glance which was at once challenging, mocking, and
good-humoured.
He held an agate-handled cane and his hat under his arm. All the
appointments of his person were costly and modish; he wore patches,
jewellery, and fine ruffles.
“I have surprised you, M. le Marquis,” he observed, with a deepening
of his smile and in a voice changeful and melodious.
Luc sprang to his feet; he knew face and figure from a dozen prints,
from a hundred descriptions.
“Voltaire!” he cried.
The stranger bowed.
“I am welcome?” he asked.
“I am honoured beyond expression,” stammered Luc, with simple and
genuine self-abasement.
M. de Voltaire looked sharply at the man who had sent him such
remarkable letters, and of whom he had had such a remarkable account
from M. de Richelieu.
He was surprised to see one so young, so delicately beautiful,
so timid in manner, for Luc stood blushing like a child, and his
sensitive features expressed vast confusion. The great man seated
himself and threw back his head.
“M. de Richelieu gave me your address,” he remarked; “but I did not
wait for his company to make the acquaintance of one of whom I have
formed such a high opinion.”
“Monsieur,” answered Luc earnestly, “I fear I have been presumptuous
in forcing myself on your notice; but for the interest you have taken
in me I am passionately grateful.”
M. de Voltaire was secretly, immensely gratified. He had not climbed
from an attorney’s clerk to be a friend of kings without meeting very
severe rebuffs on the way. Even now, courted as he was, the nobles he
consorted with reminded him often enough, in covert ways, that he was
not ‘born.’ But here was a Marquis, a soldier, who sincerely bowed
down to him. He had been greatly flattered when he received Luc’s
first letter; now his vast vanity, quick to take offence, quick to
respond to admiration, was even more flattered by the young noble’s
ardent homage.
And a finer feeling than vanity moved M. de Voltaire’s great generous
heart; he thought that he saw in this frail, boyish-looking, blushing,
slightly awkward soldier a kindred soul.
On his part Luc was struggling with an overwhelming sense of humility
in being thus suddenly sought out by the man whom, of all others, he
most admired and respected.
“Oh, Monsieur!” he exclaimed, “you cannot guess how much I have hoped
to one day meet you.”
“A soldier,” smiled M. de Voltaire, “and yet you found time for
philosophy and the arts!”
Luc, who was standing like a scholar before his master, answered in
nervous haste--
“I know nothing about either, Monsieur, nothing----”
The great man interrupted.
“I gather from your letters that you are in quest of glory--therefore
you know a great deal about both. If you have the penetration to see,
M. le Marquis, that there is nothing in the world like even the dim
sparkle of glory--I, at least, can teach you nothing.”
As he spoke his eyes flashed as if a positive red fire sparkled from
them; so strong was the effect of his presence that Luc felt as if he
were being physically touched and held.
M. de Voltaire rose. He had the grand manner consciously--not
unconsciously like M. de Richelieu--yet defined from the theatrical
by his passionate genius that gave his very flourishes an air of
conviction. He stepped up to the Marquis and held out his hand.
“Monseigneur,” he said, with a large air of grandeur, “I should like
to be your friend.”
Luc clasped the thin right hand that had been so active and powerful
in the cause of truth and freedom, and tears lent a lustre to his eyes.
“Monsieur,” he answered, “I have nothing to offer one like you but my
devotion--I have had very few friends--but if you will be troubled
with me I will pledge my service to you--always.”
M. de Voltaire looked at him thoughtfully.
“You have the spirit,” he said--“yes, you have the spirit that
is to waken France and re-create her. Do you not feel it, see it
everywhere--the dawn of something better than we have ever known?”
He began walking up and down the room, as if his restless heart could
not brook his body to stand still.
“What are you going to do with your life?” he asked abruptly.
It was Carola’s demand, as Luc instantly remembered with a sense of
pain.
“I wish to fulfil myself,” he answered. “I can do that by serving
France. I am in Paris now, waiting my chance.”
M. de Voltaire paused before the high white marble chimneypiece.
“In what way are you hoping to serve France?” he asked sharply.
Luc answered with a grave enthusiasm--
“I served in the army ten years, Monsieur, and unfortunately lost my
health during the retreat from Prague. It is now my ambition to enter
politics.”
The powerful eyes of M. de Voltaire narrowed and glittered.
“You know what the politics of France are? You know what kind of a
world this Paris is?”
Luc drew a deep breath; he thought of Carola, of M. de Richelieu, of
the young suicide of Versailles.
“Monsieur,” he replied earnestly, “my life has been passed in a kind
of seclusion, I being always with the army and often abroad, and I
have had little time even for meditation, and in truth I might well be
engulfed in this great world of which I know so little, and where I
have already experienced some falls, were it not that I have certain
thoughts, ideals so fixed that I cannot conceive them altering, and so
I _must_ go on.”
“Ah!” cried M. de Voltaire softly, “you will succeed; but not in the
way you think perhaps. Politics are poor scope after all.”
“Yet you are in them, Monsieur.”
“As I was in the Bastille!” flashed M. de Voltaire, “as I have been
everything and said everything and deceived them all--all the little
dolls who dance to whatever tune is played the loudest. I have been
many characters, I have laughed at all France, and now I am--Voltaire!
And all France steps to the pace I set--therefore I know something of
kings and queens and courtiers and beggars.” He paused and smiled,
laying his hand on his heart with a quick, passionate gesture. “I have
tried most weapons,” he continued, “and the pen is the most powerful
of all. Monseigneur, you have thought, you can express yourself--use
your pen to lift yourself above the age--write--write from your soul,
never heed what you know--write what you feel!”
Luc caught his breath.
“Monsieur--do you mean that I should write and--publish?”
“Yes.”
Luc flushed. Instinct, training, tradition were too powerful for even
M. de Voltaire’s fiery urgings to move. Though he struggled against
the impression he felt as if he had been insulted; then he laughed,
and the great man before whom he had stood abashed was swept with that
laugh on to a different plane. In the next perfectly courteous words
that Luc spoke, it was the Marquis addressing the attorney’s clerk.
“But, Monsieur, I am a gentleman,” he said simply.
M. de Voltaire looked at him for a moment of silence.
“Would you rather be such as M. de Richelieu or such as I?” he asked
at last.
Luc did not see the point.
“M. de Richelieu does nothing that a gentleman may not do,” he
answered; “he does not write books.”
“No--and he has all the seven deadly sins to his credit, which, I
suppose, makes a fine patent of nobility,” remarked M. de Voltaire
slowly.
Luc flushed; he found that it was necessary to explain.
“When one is ‘born’ there are things one cannot do, Monsieur.
I could no more publish my writings than”--he hesitated for an
illustration--“than a stage player could wear a sword.”
M. de Voltaire was very pale; his whole figure trembled.
“Monsieur le Marquis!” he said in a terrible voice, “you have
ambitions, you have desires, you have your soul to satisfy, you are
searching for glory--I do not doubt that you have in fancy scaled
the highest peak of achievement--and all the while you are bound and
gagged and tied to earth because you are born a gentleman. Are not
your eyes open on the changes about you? Do you not see that we--that
I--are sweeping away God and rank and all the barriers that come
between man and man? You are young, Monsieur le Marquis; you may live
to see the day when kings are cast down and peasants are called to the
government of their country. This is the age of light and freedom;
your rank is but a clog to you--your genius might raise you to be a
light over France!”
He spoke with such force, passion, such energy of gesture and emphasis
that Luc had the sense that something new was being violently
disclosed to his view. He sank into the chair before the desk and
fixed his eyes, dark with emotion, on the extraordinary animated face
of the speaker. He had nothing to say; his own instincts, that were
until then unquestioned, taken for granted, never put into words, were
unchanged, for they were rooted almost as deeply as life itself.
“Go your way,” said M. de Voltaire more quietly--“spend your strength
for another ten years in politics as you have in war--give your
talents to the service of the superstitious young profligate who
sleeps on the throne of thrones.”
“Monsieur!” cried Luc, “do you speak of the King?”
“Of His Most Christian Majesty,” replied M. de Voltaire, “of Louis
de Bourbon, who is always on his knees to a certain Jesus Christ or a
certain Marquise de Pompadour, the lady who rules France and who is my
very good friend.”
“The King is the King,” answered Luc, reddening, “and I serve him.”
“If you have rejected their Christian God, why do you not reject their
Christian King?” demanded M. de Voltaire. “Make your court to the lady
I mention; she has great good sense. Use these things, bow down to
them, make your way through them, but do not _believe_ in them.”
“I believe in the King,” returned Luc, in a tone of great agitation.
“I must believe in him whom I have seen hundreds die for.”
“Hundreds of thousands have died for Christ,” flashed M. de
Voltaire--“do you therefore believe in Him?”
“No,” answered Luc; “but I know there is a God, and I love not to talk
of these matters. As for His Majesty--if I did not believe in him
could I serve him?”
“Serve France,” interrupted M. de Voltaire. “Put aside all prejudice,
superstition, your rank, your family, come to Paris, go into a
garret--be one of us--start as I started--be _free_, express your own
soul, write your thoughts, and laugh at the world!”
Luc looked at him with steady hazel eyes, then shook his head.
“I cannot,” he said, in firm, positive tones and with a faint smile.
CHAPTER IX
REFLECTIONS
Luc was no more moved from his way by M. de Voltaire’s impetuous entry
into his life than he had been by the unveiling of Carola or by the
glimpse he had of the frivolous, cynical Court.
M. de Voltaire was alive, vivid, great. Luc admired him almost to
adoration for his intellect and his courage, but he did not in the
least waver from the plain path he had set himself, nor did the words
of the fiery philosopher affect his scheme of life.
He was going along the way prescribed by tradition, by his instinct,
by his birth. He was a noble, a soldier; he owed allegiance to the
King, respect to his father, reverence to his name and blazon. That he
could not believe in the dogma of the Church was no reason for him to
disbelieve in loyalty and honour.
Certainly he had wished to be free, but had always rejected the
thought as a temptation; and to give up his rank, his family, his
noble ambitions to devote himself to literature seemed to him pure
sacrilege. He did not even dwell on the suggestion long, but dismissed
it as an impossibility.
If the King were nothing in himself--well, he was a symbol, and Luc,
with the obstinacy of the idealist, refused to believe that the world
was what the caustic vision of M. de Voltaire saw it.
When the first excitement of the great man’s visit was over, Luc
returned to his old serenity, went to his desk, and wrote another
letter to M. Amelot. Whatever the Court was, it was a vehicle. He had
never supposed that he could attain his goal without stepping through
some mud; there were only two ways open to a man of rank--the army and
the Court.
“Unless,” thought Luc, “the heavens open to direct me I will tread the
way my father trod.”
He had parted from M. de Voltaire with friendly courteousness on each
side, based on real liking and admiration. Luc had been inspired and
the older man piqued by the interview; it had ended on a mutual laugh
and a promise of future intercourse. The Marquis in no way abated his
homage of M. de Voltaire, who, on his side, had taken a sudden liking
for the young soldier.
That evening a letter arrived from Aix. The old Marquis spoke out at
last: Would Luc return home and marry Clémence de Séguy? Her father
was more than willing, she was a good girl of rank and qualities, a
match for the honour of the house, in every way suitable. Might not
he formally request her hand?
Luc put the letter down and set his lips. He had just decided to hug
his chains, to be loyal to every tie, to fulfil every duty, to take
up the life his ancestors had led--therefore he had no excuse to
refuse this match, and Clémence shone brightly beside the tarnished
image of Carola. He wrote immediately saying that if he obtained an
appointment, or the sure promise of one, he would return to Aix to
marry Mlle de Séguy, and as he sealed the letter he felt like a man
who has made his own decision irrevocable. The suggestion was not
unexpected; but even yesterday he would not have been sure of his
answer. Now M. de Voltaire’s bold speech had shown him clearly enough
his own mind.
Later that day, when his letters were dispatched, he left the house
and walked up and down the pleasant quays by the river, possessed by
a great sense of peace and exaltation. It had been a day overbrimming
with sunshine, and now, in the hour of twilight, there was a soft glow
left over water, trees, buildings, and sky--a reflection of light;
rosy, clear, tender, and melancholy.
Luc passed by M. de Voltaire’s house near the Rue Bréa, and walked
slowly on towards the island of the city and the great church of
Notre-Dame de Paris with her two mighty towers. Here the houses
began to get poorer and meaner, there were more beggars and fewer
sedan-chairs, the shops were more frequent and dirty, the churches
looked neglected. Luc paused to lean over the narrow wall of the
embankment and look at the great river that widened here to divide
into the arms that clasped the island and the church. The water
swirled, deep and ruddy coloured from the last glow of the sun, round
the piles of the bridge that led to the splendid porch of Notre-Dame;
beyond the darkening pile of the church it rolled in a silver-grey
flood between flat banks and isolated groups of buildings now
beginning to show black against the paling sky.
Luc was lost in deep, sweet, and nameless thoughts when he was roused
by the practised whine of beggary loud and insistent in his ear.
He turned to see a creature in the most miserable attire thrusting out
a trembling, grasping hand for charity.
Luc started, for the face of this being was so broken, tortured,
disfigured (almost beyond likeness to humanity) by the most violent
ravages of smallpox that it seemed more some kind of sad-beaten ape
than a man.
The monotonous demand for money continued to issue from the bloodless
lips; the half-blind eyes winked and peered at Luc with a stifled
appeal. The Marquis pulled out his purse and gave the fellow a silver
coin in silence, his delicate senses revolted beyond expression at the
nearness of the wretched creature. When the beggar, seeing silver for
the first time for many months, snatched at Luc’s coat in gratitude it
was more than he could endure; he drew back sharply against the wall.
“Eh, Monseigneur,” mumbled the fellow, crouching away, “pardon me, and
may the good saints bless you.”
Luc’s tender heart was instantly moved; he regretted that he had
been betrayed into an act of pride which had further humbled one so
unfortunate.
“God pity you and release you,” he said; then he noticed that the
beggar had only one leg and dragged himself awkwardly by means of a
rude crutch. The fellow saw his benefactor’s glance, and with a sudden
odd animation in his voice said--
“I lost that in Bohemia, Monseigneur.”
“You were a soldier!” exclaimed Luc.
“Yes, Monseigneur--was wounded; then the cold and the smallpox.” He
dropped into his mumble again; his senses seemed clouded. “There were
not many came home at all,” he muttered, and hopped off with the coin
between his teeth.
Luc stood gazing after him. That pitiful object had perhaps been a
gay soldier a couple of years ago. He did not care to follow out his
reflections, but abruptly drew his cloak about him and returned to his
lodgings.
He found awaiting him a letter from M. Amelot, requesting his
attendance at the Louvre on the following day.
CHAPTER X
IN THE LOUVRE
A gorgeous young man, with beautiful dark blue eyes and a face set
in lines of gloom and discontent, lounged on a sofa piled with white
satin cushions with silver tassels, eating elaborate bonbons out of
a gold dish on a small table beside him. The window near looked on
to the river and Paris; it was a private apartment in the Louvre,
extravagantly furnished.
By the window stood M. de Richelieu looking often at the river and
occasionally at his companion.
“I ask it as a favour,” he said.
The other did not trouble to raise his lids.
“Ask M. Amelot,” he replied; “_I_ can do nothing.”
“You can advise him--make a suggestion.”
“I have no influence with him,” returned the young man with weary
peevishness. “Besides, it is too much trouble.”
The sunlight shot a ray between the heavy silk curtains and shone on
the speaker’s handsome face and disarranged dark hair that flowed over
his shoulders and was only partially powdered.
“You know M. Amelot will do nothing to oblige me,” persisted M. de
Richelieu; “he is a tiresome fool at best.”
The other half raised himself on the couch and turned his superb eyes
on the Duke.
“Maréchal,” he said with an air of authority, “I am tired of the
subject.”
“Oh, it is as good a subject as another, sire,” returned M. de
Richelieu good-humouredly, “and I do not often ask your Majesty for
favours.”
“No,” retorted Louis; “you generally take them.”
He yawned, and sighed, and glanced distastefully round the room.
“Come, sire,” urged M. de Richelieu, “it is only a few words to M.
Amelot.”
“I tell you he never takes my advice,” answered the King; “and I
really know nothing about his business, so I have to be silent when he
speaks, which makes our interviews very dull. Besides, I do not like
him, and I do not wish to see him.”
“Write him a note, then,” returned M. de Richelieu, coming from the
window.
“Mon Dieu, Maréchal,” said Louis peevishly, “I am not sure that I like
your protégé either.”
“You do not know him, sire,” replied the Maréchal, surprised.
“Yes, I do. He wandered into my pavilion at Versailles. I think he
is a little insane. Besides,” added His Majesty with some touch of
animation, “he does not believe in God.”
“Neither do I,” responded the Duke gaily.
“I know, my dear Maréchal, and it lies on my conscience that I give
you my countenance,” said the King with a melancholy sigh. “But I pray
for you,” he added sincerely.
“Your Majesty can pray for M. de Vauvenargues,” replied M. de
Richelieu.
Louis frowned.
“Do you think I can put up prayers for every heretic and disbeliever
in the kingdom? As for your Vauvenargues, why are you so eager to
oblige him?”
The Maréchal lifted his eyebrows and gave a whimsical little smile.
“Because he obliged me once, and I do not wish to be indebted to the
fellow.”
“You can give him a post in Languedoc,” said the King obstinately.
“He will not take it--he must not know that I am behind this--he
thinks anything from me would be a bribe.”
“Oh, he is one of that type, is he?” said Louis, leaning back on
his cushions wearily. “I thought so. Well, I do not like them.” He
selected another bonbon, then threw it down with disgust.
“Nevertheless,” persisted M. de Richelieu calmly, “your Majesty is
going to ask M. Amelot to give this young man a post in the next
embassy to Madrid.”
Louis was silent a moment; his soft, great eyes had a brooding look.
“What does he know about you?” he asked at length with some interest.
“Oh, it is not an amusing story,” replied the Maréchal, seating
himself at a little desk that stood in a corner and commencing to
write.
Louis rose to his full splendid height and crossed to the
chimneypiece; his dark blue satins, embroidered with steel, his
paste buttons and buckles glittered from the head to the foot of his
magnificent person. He yawned, took a spray of jasmine from a black
enamel vase, and fastened it into the rich folds of his cravat.
“What are you writing, Maréchal?” he asked, glancing over his shoulder.
“Your letter to M. Amelot, sire.”
“How I dislike people who make me do what I do not want to do,”
complained the King reflectively.
M. de Richelieu brought the letter and a quill over to the King.
Louis eyed both with distaste.
The Maréchal smiled and waited.
“If I sign, will you help me with La Chateauroux?” asked Louis at
length.
M. de Richelieu lifted his shoulder with an expressive gesture.
“What do you want me to do with her?” he demanded, putting letter and
pen on the mantelpiece.
“Do with her?” repeated the King impatiently. “Get her into a convent,
send her back to her husband, find her another, banish her to the
country, promise her anything, as long as you get her out of the
palace. The Marquise absolutely refuses to allow her to remain.”
“If I make Madame de Chateauroux leave the Louvre peaceably I shall
want more than your Majesty’s signature to that paper,” replied the
Marshal.
“You promised yesterday you would see her for me,” protested Louis.
“When I was not sober,” said M. de Richelieu; “and afterwards you told
her she should stay.”
“Well, I was not sober either,” responded the King sullenly. “Can you
not accuse her of treason and get her into the Bastille? Nothing less
will stop her tongue. Get rid of her so that I never see her again,
and I will make your Vauvenargues anything you wish.”
“Mon Dieu,” responded the Marshal, “your Majesty drives a hard
bargain; if Madame la Duchesse was to hear you she would buy us both
a potion from the old witch in the Rue du Bac.”
Louis shivered.
“I consulted her yesterday,” he said, lowering his voice; “she was
very vague. I think Madame la Duchesse pays her to deceive me, for she
said I had better beware of the Marquise and the atheist who is her
friend--that is M. de Voltaire.”
The Duke took the now dry quill, redipped it in the ink, and presented
it to Louis.
“Sign, sire,” he said amiably, “and we will discuss La Chateauroux
afterwards.”
With an impatient exclamation the King scrawled his signature to the
few lines of writing in the Maréchal’s beautiful hand.
“That appoints M. de Vauvenargues secretary to the next embassy to
Spain,” remarked M. de Richelieu, “and is a clear affront to M.
Amelot, who has his nephew preparing for the post,” he added with
malicious levity as he rang the silver and sardonyx hand-bell on the
desk.
An usher in white livery instantly appeared. M. de Richelieu gave him
the note, folded carelessly across.
“For the Minister of Foreign Affairs,” he said.
When they were alone again Louis sighed discontentedly.
“I shall be plagued out of my life,” he complained.
“No, sire,” replied M. de Richelieu. “I told M. Amelot yesterday to
write to this young man and command him to the Louvre to-day, and that
your Majesty intended giving him a post.”
“Impudent!” cried Louis. “You took all this upon yourself? Really,
Maréchal, you might as well be King of France.”
“I suppose,” replied the Duke, “I should fill the position as well as
your Majesty.”
“I suppose you would,” agreed the King indifferently.
“Meanwhile--suggest something to pass the time.”
The Maréchal mentioned several amusements, all of which the King
languidly rejected.
“Well, then, some business!” exclaimed M. de Richelieu. He snatched
up a blue portfolio with gold ribbons and opened it, scattering
the papers over the desk. “All these to be read, considered, and
signed--M. de Voltaire’s instructions on his secret embassy to
Berlin--the war--the question about the Chevalier St. George--the
Austrian affair--Canada--Flanders--”
“Mon Dieu!” cried Louis impatiently. “How many more?”
“A great many, sire.”
Louis cursed his Minister wearily, crossed to the desk, took up the
pen, and began signing the documents, one after another, as the
Maréchal, laughing, put them before him.
“I would never have employed this Voltaire,” he remarked with an air
of distaste, “but the Marquise says he is a great man.”
The volatile Duke was soon weary of handing out the papers; he hurried
them, signed and unsigned, back into the portfolio.
“It is time for the audience with the new envoy from Russia,” he said,
glancing at the pale pink marble clock.
Louis cast down his pen and moved away towards the window, from which
he could see the dusty gold prospect of Paris, and the tawny glitter
of the river, and the flutter of the trees in the palace garden and
along the quays.
“Maréchal,” he said reflectively, “I am much loved in Paris. Yesterday
when I drove out there was the very mob shouting. I think I shall go
to the war again,” he added--“to Flanders.”
“To please Paris, sire?” asked the Maréchal, who, now the King’s back
was turned, was skilfully abstracting from the portfolio some of the
papers which happened to be against the interest of certain friends of
his. “Certainly the people like nothing better than a hero.”
Louis laughed with a depth of bitterness that was surprisingly in
contrast to the almost stupid apathy of his usual demeanour.
“I was well trained to be a hero to please the French,” he said. He
turned and laid his white right hand, still strong for all its idle
slackness, on M. de Richelieu’s shoulder. “Come, Maréchal, let us
attend our audience.”
The Duke closed the portfolio with an air of nonchalance and rose; the
King’s hand slipped to his arm and rested there on the Duke’s black
sleeve that was stiff with coloured sequin embroidery.
The two--the King still leaning on the Maréchal’s arm--left His
Majesty’s private apartments for the long galleries of the Louvre.
As M. de Richelieu was lifting the purple curtain from the entrance
of the antechamber of the audience room he saw a solitary young man
coming down the corridor.
“This is my Vauvenargues,” he smiled.
Louis paused, looked back, and, seeing the young man, smiled also.
Luc, grave, alert, serenely glad of his appointment as secretary to
the embassy to Madrid which had just been conferred on him by M.
Amelot, came on along the gallery, unconscious of the two gentlemen
half concealed by the heavy folds of the great velvet curtain until
he was just upon them. Then he raised his eyes, to see M. de Richelieu
regarding him closely and the tall gentleman with the beautiful face,
whose wonderful deep blue eyes were now lit by a kind of amusement.
Luc was irresistibly attracted to this face with the loose curls
dishevelled round the short, fine features, which he now saw for the
first time in broad daylight.
M. de Richelieu realized in an instant that Luc did not know the King.
“I congratulate you on your appointment, M. le Marquis,” he said.
Luc uncovered; a flush rose to his brow as a sudden thought stung him.
“Do I owe this appointment to your influence, Maréchal?” he asked.
“No, Monsieur,” replied M. de Richelieu, smiling broadly; “to this
gentleman’s.”
Louis’ blue eyes flickered over the slim, erect figure of the young
noble. He remembered perfectly well his last meeting and all that Luc
had said. He was essentially good-humoured, and the present situation
diverted him.
“Monseigneur,” said the Marquis with dignity, “I have the honour of
your acquaintance, not of your name.”
He waited with his hat in his hand and the colour deepening in his
face, for he felt acutely that the Maréchal was laughing at him.
“I do not know to whom I am indebted,” he added.
“Monsieur,” answered Louis, “to the King of France.”
“His Majesty!” stammered Luc, bewildered.
“I am the King,” smiled Louis with a lazy, soft grandeur.
Luc’s quick mind saw it all in a flash of pain--his first sight of
this man, their meeting, the unplaceable manner, his own foolish,
impetuous words. He rallied to the shock as he had rallied to many
a cavalry charge; he faced the blue eyes unflinchingly, though his
face became as colourless as the soft folds of muslin under his black
velvet stock.
“I stand at your Majesty’s mercy,” he said, in a faint but even voice.
“You remember our meeting, Monsieur?” asked Louis.
“Yes, sire.”
Louis advanced a step. Luc did not lower his eyes; the two men looked
at each other with a steady intentness.
“You spoke of the King of France,” said Louis, “and you gave him too
many virtues, Monsieur. It is a rare fault, for the King has more
detractors than defenders. I hope you may keep your loyalty in your
new employment.” He smiled a little sadly, and the blue eyes clouded
and flashed.
Luc was disarmed; the languid young idler was transformed into the
man who might indeed be the King of his imaginings--a man who was too
great to be affronted, too noble to remember trivialities. Luc was
aware of nothing in that moment but a passionate desire to serve the
King--to instantly prove his loyalty; the generous blood surged back
into his face.
“Your Majesty will have no idle servant in me,” he said, and his voice
quivered a little now.
Louis held out his large, shapely hand.
“Sire!” cried Luc, overwhelmed. He sank on one knee and kissed the
King’s fingers with throbbing lips.
“We hope to see you on your return from Spain,” said Louis as he rose.
“Your Majesty!” murmured Luc. He took his dismissal with a dignity
above a courtier’s and stepped backwards, bowing low.
Louis was silent for a little after Luc had gone, but M. de Richelieu
laughed, as if he were in possession of a delicious jest.
“What is the matter, Maréchal?” asked Louis at length, turning sleepy
eyes on him.
“I was thinking that, after all, your Majesty does it better than I
could.”
Louis gave him a sideway glance, revealing, it seemed, that he was not
so unconscious of his own arts as he appeared to be.
“Ah,” he answered languidly. “I did not like the fellow,” he added
thoughtfully; “he has a bright look of death. I hope he will not come
back.” With a sudden shudder he continued, “keep these dying men away
from me, Richelieu!”
“Dying?” echoed the Maréchal, startled. “Why, he is well enough--La
Koklinska was in love with him last week.”
“All the same, I do not think he has long to live,” replied the King
gloomily.
A sound of voices and the tap of high-heeled shoes came from the end
of the corridor.
Louis turned his beautiful face with a startled movement.
“Mon Dieu,” he cried, angry and paling, “it is Madame de Chateauroux!”
He caught M. de Richelieu by the arm and drew him sharply into the
audience chamber.
CHAPTER XI
THE FÊTE
A honey-coloured haze of autumn glory hung over the trees and fields
outside Aix, where a fête was being held, this perfect day in late
October. Among the crowds who wandered in and out of the trees,
the booths, the stalls were Luc de Clapiers and his promised wife,
Clémence de Séguy. He had returned home for his betrothal and to
prepare for the appointment he was to take up in the spring. His
prospects were suddenly pure gold to him; the sense of the opportunity
ahead, of the achievement within his grasp, of success, of fulfilment
mingled with the joy of pleasing his father, of satisfying all those
claims of family affection and family pride, which had so often seemed
a chain and a clog, into one ecstasy of living that was crowned by
the gentle passion and happy devotion of Clémence, who seemed to
have no wish in the world but to shine for him. Her soft youth, her
grave ignorance, her pretty follies and lofty ideals of constancy,
self-sacrifice, and truth won from him a tender respect and a generous
gratitude that seemed to her perfect love. When she was absent from
him he did not often think of her. She filled her place in his mind as
his promised wife; over his soul she had no dominion.
They paused before a stage in front of a tent set among a group of elm
trees. A little group of townsfolk in their best clothes were watching
a marionette show that was nearly concluded. Above the tent fluttered
long red pennons against the blue sky and gold leaves; the stage was
hung at the back with white curtains and in front with a striped
tapestry of many colours, on the edge of which, where it trailed in
the golden dust, a man in green velvet with a comical painted face sat
beating a scarlet drum.
From the back of the tent sounded a brisk, lively music, to which the
puppets danced a _finale_, fluttering their laces and spangles.
Clémence laughed instinctively and laid her hand on Luc’s sleeve.
“Is it not beautiful?” she said. She had never been out of Aix in her
life, and never to a fair before: she was only eighteen.
The marionettes disappeared, and a little girl not above six years old
sprang on to the stage with a coil of rope in her hand.
“I should like to stay,” said Clémence.
There was a thin semicircle of seats about the stage; at one end of
this, in the front, they seated themselves.
The small performer deftly fastened the rope from one end to the other
of the stage, about five feet from the ground, and commenced walking
across it. She wore an apple-green coloured bodice and a white skirt
with a red frill; she had a small, dark face, and frowned down at the
rope with her arms spread wide and her body swaying.
Clémence leant forward and watched with grave absorption. Luc looked
at her, studied her with covert intensity, which she was too occupied
with the performance to notice.
Her face was slightly flushed, the lips parted, the absorbed eyes
shaded by the brim of her straw hat; between her warm-coloured, fine
neck and the frilled cambric of her fichu rolled a cluster of brown
curls that caught the sunlight in threads of gold; her small and
helpless-looking hands, covered in fine black silk mittens, were
folded in her lap; the full folds of her pale violet silk gown fell
over the chair and touched the dust.
Luc marvelled at her. That adorable little face had never expressed
sorrow, weariness, depression, anger, or any sad passion; it was
untouched by yearning, longing--by any struggle; it was, save for
the full development of its beauty, the face of an infant; and yet
she had calmly pledged herself to the stormy virtues of constancy,
self-abnegation, self-sacrifice, unending fidelity--more than he had
ever asked of her.
“I used to consider her a child,” thought Luc; “but she is nearer
an angel.” Then he forgot the stage under the trees, the passing
holiday-makers, and even the near presence of his betrothed, and was
only aware of the sunshine, which carried him back to Paris and the
Pont Neuf--and the river flowing past the Louvre and the isle of the
city (always the river ran through all his dreams and visions)--and
the Rue du Bac at night with the street lights gleaming through the
rain--and then the sunshine again over the poplar trees on the quays
and the spires of the churches.
He thought, too, of M. de Voltaire, and how that great man would smile
to think that he, Luc, was supremely happy in the prospect of his
modest appointment and his simple wife.
A timid touch on his sleeve roused him. Clémence was gazing at him
with shining eyes.
“Is it not wonderful?” she whispered.
Luc glanced at the stage; the child had raised herself by one hand
on the rope upright into the air, her feet close together, her green
tights a vivid line of colour, and her white and crimson skirts a
ruffle round her waist.
A man came from the back of the stage and caught the child in his
arms; he wore a robe of loose pattern composed of squares of black and
white, and he began to execute a fantastic dance with the child on his
shoulder.
The man in green velvet left off beating the drum, and began
collecting from the crowd in a pink and gold shaded shell.
Luc’s gaze wandered from the performers, and he watched the mummer’s
extravagant bows and grimaces as he solicited his guerdon from the
spectators.
Presently he stopped before a lady who stood in the shade under one
of the elm trees, and who was remarkable both for a certain air of
the great world not common to the nobility of Aix, and for the fact
that she was alone with only a black page in attendance. Luc could not
see her face, for she wore a heavy-plumed beaver, and her figure was
disguised by a scarlet riding-cloak, yet she interested him by reason
of an extraordinary mixture of humility and defiance in her air,
conveyed by something in her pose, the droop of her shoulders, and the
set of her head.
She gave the player a coin, and he passed on; she remained under the
tree, a conspicuous figure, and one of a mournfulness out of place in
this time of carnival.
Several people looked at her; some stopped to stare.
Luc wondered who she was, why she was here alone and apart from the
general gaiety.
He was looking at her when she came slowly out of the shadow, her page
behind her, and as she moved into the sunlight Luc recognized Carola
Koklinska.
“The show is over,” said Clémence regretfully.
A gaudy painted curtain had been drawn across the little stage, and
the people were moving away to other booths.
“Shall we go?” asked Luc.
“Yes; it is rather cold,” she answered shyly. She rose from the little
green chair, and as she turned Carola, walking in front of the poles
and canvas, was full in her vision.
Carola looked over her shoulder and saw the girl; the two gazed
directly at each other.
“Who is that lady?” asked Clémence, for she saw Luc’s salutation and
the stranger’s faint, answering smile.
“A Polish Countess,” he answered, “whom I met in Prague and in Paris.”
“Why, what is she here for--alone?” questioned Mademoiselle de Séguy.
“And will you not present me to her?” Her ardent desire to be gracious
to any acquaintance of his showed in her eager words.
Luc smiled.
“I never knew her well enough,” he said, “and it seems she does not
wish to speak to me.”
Certainly Carola, without a backward look, had disappeared in the
crowd. Clémence seemed disappointed.
“I wish she had stayed,” she remarked sincerely.
Luc made no answer; he was wondering what had brought Carola to Aix.
He had thought that she was still in Austria; he supposed she might be
on her way to Avignon; yet he knew M. de Richelieu was in Paris, and
under any circumstances it seemed curious that she should be alone at
a public fête--she who had always affected such magnificence.
A little sigh from Clémence recalled him from his momentary reflection.
“It is cold,” she repeated timidly.
“Come out into the sun,” he answered, and they moved slowly away from
the crowd, beyond the elms, and so beyond the fête, into a little
slope of meadow land where the grass was yet untrod and green. The
western distance, blue, hazed, and mysterious, was half hid by a belt
of beech trees, whose boughs bent beneath a load of tawny, orange,
gold, and crimson leaves.
The distant, mechanical music of the fête was in the air, and
occasional gusts of laughter and of applause broke the monotonous
rhythm of the melody.
Luc and Clémence moved farther and farther away from these sounds; the
streaming sunlight wrapped them in warmth and glory, the beech trees
were a dazzle of golden colour before their eyes, and the sky overhead
was clear blue without a trace of cloud. The girl sighed, looked at
the trees, the heavens, then at the ground.
“Are you sad, my dear?” asked Luc very tenderly.
“No,” she answered in a thin voice; “only I should like to
do--something--for you.”
“For me?” His face flashed into a charming smile.
“Yes.” She lifted her childlike countenance and her voice
was stronger. “Sometimes I wish that you were poor or lonely
or--despised--that I might prove what I can only say now.”
He was abashed and overwhelmed. He saw tears of sincerity glittering
on her long, drooping lashes; the heroic in his own soul was quick to
salute the heroic rising to him in hers.
He stopped and turned to face her.
“You must not say that,” he said, taking her by the shoulders very
gently. “I do not deserve that you should say that, Clémence.”
She shuddered and bent her head lower.
“I am such an ordinary woman--but now I feel I could do something
great--for you. I--I cared for you before you ever thought of me, you
know. When you were in Paris--I used--to--pray--every night--that you
might come back.”
She gave a quivering little laugh. He looked at her with intense
earnestness, and the blood flushed into his face.
“You will have my life’s entire homage, Clémence,” he responded
gravely. “To have you for my wife is beyond my desert. I want you to
do nothing for me but be yourself and smile on my endeavours to please
you.”
He took his hands lightly from her shoulders, and she clung weakly and
gently to his arm.
“You do believe I would do anything in the world for you?” she said in
a kind of broken passion. “Oh, I feel so foolish, so ignorant--and you
have a great career before you. But if I ever have a chance----”
“What makes you speak like this?” he asked in a tone of reverent
wonder. “I have done nothing for you----”
“Oh, oh!” she murmured, as if she concealed a secret pain. “You do not
understand me. But if you are ever in any misfortune----”
“You are the sweetest child in the world,” Luc interrupted, “and you
must not think of misfortune--I trust never to bring you within the
shadow of any trouble.”
She gave a little fluttering sigh and slipped her arm from his. They
reached a low fence that separated the meadow from the beech trees and
there they rested, looking, through a break in the ruddy foliage, at
the sweet expanse of open country.
Luc’s heart was singing within him. All sense of struggle, of discord,
of loneliness, of hopes deferred, of ambitions cheated was over; the
road was open, free. He would tread it in the old ways of honour and
nobility; he would fulfil himself, and at the same time respect his
name, his blazon, and the traditions of his race. His companion was
beside him and prepared to follow him with more than conventional
affection, while he experienced a new and exquisite pleasure in
offering her all the devotion of a hitherto untouched heart. In truth
it seemed to Luc, as he gazed over the prospect of Provence, that
here, in his native place, among his own people, he had found the
peace he had looked for uselessly abroad; here, in simple Clémence,
were the high virtues he had once thrilled to think he had met in
Carola Koklinska.
The sun glowed to its setting; superb bars of purple and scarlet began
to burn out of the dense gold of the west; a low, clear breeze arose
and swept over the grass.
Clémence broke the charmed silence.
“Are you sure of me?” she asked with panting force.
He gave her a quick smile; the glamour of all his visions and hopes
transfigured the moment.
“As I am sure of God,” he said. He raised the cold, mittened hand from
the fence and kissed it.
“Ah, Luc,” she said below her breath, “Luc!”
They went slowly back towards the fête with the sun behind them and
their shadows long across the grass before them, and all the air
circled with glory and the ineffable light of the setting sun.
As they entered the grounds of the fair they met the old Marquis and
Joseph.
If Luc had needed any completion of his happiness he would have found
it in the radiant demeanour of his father, whose every wish had been
now fulfilled and satisfied. He did not know of Luc’s correspondence
with M. de Voltaire; in Aix, Luc attended Mass, and never mentioned
the new philosophy that guided Paris. There was nothing to trouble the
elder M. de Vauvenargues’s touching pleasure in his sons.
Coloured lamps began to appear in the trees, mingling their twinkling
beams with the sanguine fires of the sun, and music sounded with
renewed gaiety from the gaudy tents.
Luc de Clapiers was content.
CHAPTER XII
AFTERWARDS
The last generous glow of October had passed into the first chill of
November; the white haze of an early frost lay over the fields as Luc,
but a few days after the fête, rode across the fields where he had
walked with Clémence on his way home from the house of the Comte de
Séguy.
He noted, even in his happy mood, a certain sadness in the deserted
spot that had been so gay. The fair was over, the travelling players
had gone, leaving behind them worn grass, scattered rubbish, and
trampled bushes; in one corner of the field a ragged tent still
stood with a long blue and scarlet streamer fluttering above it. Luc
wondered at that, for there was no indication of anyone having been
left behind; but he rode on briskly towards the gates of Aix, and was
striking out of the fields into the high road when round the group of
elms, where the stage had been but so short a time before, rode Carola
Koklinska.
It seemed as if she would have passed him without a word, but he drew
rein, and then she checked her horse also.
“You wonder to see me in Aix,” she said.
It was sunless and near to twilight. She wore a dark dress and hat,
and in her whole person was no colour whatever; her face was pallid,
and the blood only showed faintly in her lips; her mount was a fine
white horse--an animal such as she had ridden when she came round the
silver firs in Bohemia.
“Certainly; I thought you were in Austria, Madame,” said Luc with a
grave smile.
She looked at him steadily through the cold, uncertain light.
“I have been a failure in Austria,” she answered. “Perhaps you have
not heard, Monsieur, that I have been a failure altogether.”
“No,” said the Marquis; “I have heard nothing of you. I was surprised
to see you the other day--here, at the fête.”
“I came,” she replied, still gazing at him, “because I shall not be
likely to ever hear music or see gaiety again--not even this little
simple country merry-making.”
The wind blew sharply between them and a few dead leaves fell from the
elm on to Carola’s lap.
“Is M. de Richelieu in Paris?” asked Luc.
“M. de Richelieu”--she spoke without heat or bitterness--“is now the
servant of Madame de la Poplinière, and M. Amelot, who was my friend,
has fallen. The Marquise de Pompadour has changed the face of the
Court; every post is now filled by her creatures. Besides, I was very
stupid in Austria--I was found out.”
Her horse shook his head and the bridle silver twinkled in the
stillness.
Luc asked her what she had once asked him--
“What are you going to do with your life?”
“I have made my choice.” Her answer was ready. “M. de Richelieu is
generous--he gives one--alternatives. I have an estate in Poland, my
husband’s estate. I could go there, with a pension--I could die--like
Madame de Chateauroux--I could go into a convent. I have decided on
the last.”
“Why?” asked Luc, leaning a little forward on his saddle.
“Because I am tired.” Her dark, heavy-lidded eyes were still clear
and steady. “You must not think that I am more holy than I ever was.
I have simply done what I meant to--come to the usual end--and I am
tired.”
“Will your religion console you for the loss of the world?” smiled Luc.
“Yes,” she answered swiftly. “Do you remember me in the chapel of St.
Wenceslas? I _believe_.”
“Are you putting this resolve in practice--at once?”
She answered in her old precise tones.
“I am journeying to a convent near Avignon which is under a certain
obligation to me. I was generous to them and they will be generous to
me.”
“Alone?” asked Luc gently. “You are travelling alone?”
She smiled.
“I had my page. He left me yesterday with most of my jewels. Yes, I am
alone. As you may remember, Monsieur, I am not afraid--of such things
as travelling alone.”
He did remember her in Bohemia, and a glow came into his heart.
“I think you have a fine courage, Madame.”
“Yes?” she assented indifferently. “There are so many kinds of
courage, are there not? I,” she added, “have been cowardly enough in
some things.”
Luc sat silent, looking down at the dark mane of his patient horse.
“You are to have your chance in the spring,” continued Carola. “I
am glad--and about Mademoiselle de Séguy. In great sincerity I
congratulate you. I believe and hope this lady will not disappoint
you.”
“I believe so also, Madame,” said Luc proudly.
Carola sighed.
“I am leaving Aix to-night,” she said. “Good-bye, Monsieur le Marquis.”
Luc took off his hat.
“Good-bye, Madame. I shall still think of our journey to Eger as
an--inspiration.”
“Thank you,” answered Carola.
She touched up her horse; and so it seemed that they were about to
part for ever, he journeying towards the dark gates of the town and
his brilliant future, she towards her convent and her obscure end. So
they would have parted had not a sudden sound checked them, made them
pause, drawn them once more together.
It was the imploring, weak wail of a child rising out of the empty
dusk. They both listened, and it was repeated.
“O God!” cried Carola, with sudden passion. “I have heard that cry in
dreams!”
“Some child is lost,” said Luc.
“And in pain,” she added quickly.
He turned his horse’s head, and went back with her along the way he
had come, across the worn grass of the fair ground, which was strewn
with confetti, torn paper, and ragged muslin roses.
The crying continued. It sounded near, yet very feeble; it could
scarcely rise above the sound of the horses’ hoofs or the jingle of
the harness.
The twilight seemed to have descended very rapidly; it was now almost
dark, but the clouds were breaking above a rising moon, and the last
glow of daylight was mingled with a cold, unearthly radiance. Luc felt
chilly even beneath his riding mantle; the memory of the march from
Prague seemed to linger in the faintly bitter air.
Carola paused and looked over her shoulder at the man, who was a
little behind her.
“Stop,” she said. “You had better ride home, Monsieur.”
“What do you mean?”
“Have you not heard about the plague?”
“The plague?”
“The smallpox,” she said intensely. “They say it will be bad in
Provence this winter. They wish to keep it from the towns. I was told,
at my inn, that they suspected it among the players, and had ordered
them away suddenly.”
“Well?” questioned Luc keenly.
Carola pointed her whip towards the corner of the field where the
solitary tent stood.
“The crying comes from there,” she said. “They have left somebody
behind.”
“Ah!” cried Luc, “some one infected--some one ill!”
“I think so--at least it is possible.”
Luc had heard of such things often enough. The smallpox was the dread
and the scourge of the country; his father had earned recognition from
the Court by his heroic fight with an epidemic in Aix many years ago.
Luc had heard him speak of how the sick and dying had been cast out by
their own kin.
“I will see if there is anyone abandoned in the tent,” he said.
Carola laid her hand on his bridle.
“No,” she cried, with energy. “Return home, Monsieur. You have others
to think of--remember, reflect. You must not risk it.”
Luc smiled.
“Am I to watch you go--and then ride away?”
“Ah,” she answered, “what does it matter about me? There is a _maison
de Dieu_ at my convent; the nuns would take in the sick.”
“Madame, simply because there may be some danger, I cannot leave you.”
“You have never had the smallpox?”
“No.”
“Then,” she said, in great agitation, “you must not come. Think of
Mademoiselle de Séguy.”
“She would bid me go,” smiled Luc. “And we make much out of
nothing--maybe it is not the plague.”
He took her hand gently from his reins and rode across to the tent.
By the time he had dismounted and fastened his horse to a little
broken elm tree she was on foot also and beside him, leading her horse.
“If you were to ride into the town, could you not find some one who
would come?” she asked.
“Many,” he answered; “but why should I? This has come my way. Do you
ride on, Madame.”
“O God!” cried Carola desperately, “supposing it is the plague?”
Luc lifted the tent flap and entered. The air was heavy and foul; it
was completely dark. Luc stepped cautiously; he could hear nothing.
He began to think Carola had been mistaken, and that the tent was
empty, when she appeared behind him with the lantern from her saddle,
lit, in her hand. The beautiful beams disclosed the sagging canvas,
the tipping centre pole, a confusion of articles, clothes, cooking
utensils, stools, and paper hats and crowns cast over the ground.
Carola held the lantern higher.
In one corner a child lay along a pile of garments, staring at the
light with glazed eyes; her face was white and disfigured with purple
stains like bruises, her lips were covered with blood. Seeing these
two looking at her, she began to wail incoherently.
Both Luc and Carola recognized her by her apple-green bodice and red
and white skirts: she was the little dancer on the tight-rope at the
fête.
Luc made a step forward, but Carola caught his arm.
“It _is_ the smallpox!” she whispered. “What are we going to do?”
Luc looked at her.
“You should not be here,” he said.
The child began to talk in some kind of patois.
“She is saying her prayers,” said Luc, who knew the dialect of the
district. He shook his arm free from Carola, went to the humble bed,
and took the small, cold, heavy hand of the sick child in his. “What
is the matter, eh?” he asked, in a tone of great tenderness. “You are
not alone now.”
“You have done a mad thing,” said Carola, in a quivering voice. “You
cannot return to Aix now.”
He lifted his calm, beautiful face, round which the soft locks of
hazel hair had loosened.
“No,” he said, very gravely--“not until I know if this is the smallpox
or not.”
He put his arm round the child, and, taking his laced handkerchief
from his pocket, wiped the blood from the sore lips. The little
creature drooped her swollen face against the silk muslin and lace on
his bosom.
Carola set the lantern on a stool and looked round the tent.
“Here is nothing,” she said. “What can we do.” Luc looked up.
“Your convent, Madame. You say they would take in the sick?”
“Yes--that is our only chance to save the child.”
“And to avoid Aix,” added the Marquis quietly. “How far is this
convent?”
“Twenty miles, perhaps.”
She came to the other side of the couch and knelt down.
“Give _me_ the child,” she said passionately. “You do not know what
you are doing--what it means. For God’s sake----!”
“Hush,” answered Luc gently. “I know very well--hush.”
The little girl lay in a stupor in his arms; as the blood came to her
mouth he wiped it away. His face was utterly pale, but serene; he was
thinking of Clémence and the beggar on the Paris quay.
Carola looked at him, and controlled herself with an effort.
“You sacrifice so much,” she said, in a very low voice; “I nothing.
You were wrong not to let me undertake this.”
“Could you have carried her?” he asked, with a little smile.
And to both of them came the thought of the child she had borne over
the Bohemian mountains.
“That was younger,” she murmured.
And in the strangeness of their being alone again with the dying,
isolated alone again from the world, they looked at each other in
silence.
“What shall I do?” whispered Carola.
“We will go to your convent. I think the moon will hold. There is no
other way, and perhaps we may prevent the plague spreading to Aix. All
this”--he looked round the tent--“must be burnt.” He rose from his
knees, lifting the child, who cried bitterly when her aching body was
moved.
“We will go at once,” he said, with his simple air of decision. “Some
one might find us here.”
Two slender figures in their long dark cloaks, they left the tent--he
carrying the child, she the lantern. When they breathed the clear air
again both gave a deep sigh of relief.
It was now dark, but the moon was abroad though swimming behind a
feeble veil of clouds; the cold was insidious, keen, mysterious; the
grey and silver sky seemed very remote, the trees still as a painted
fantasy; the little wind had utterly died away. Luc’s face was a pale
oval above the mantle that wrapt his burden, which he carried easily
enough for all his slight look.
Carola glanced at him and bit her lower lip.
“It is going to be a cold night,” she said. She went back into the
tent and brought out a woollen cloak, a tawdry striped thing of blue
and yellow. “Wrap her in this, Monsieur.”
Luc gave up the child, who coughed and muttered deliriously; between
them they rolled her in the player’s mantle. Luc wiped her face and
her lips with his stained handkerchief.
Both were silent now; like creatures in the grip of fate, they seemed
to act almost mechanically.
Leaving the child under the trees, they collected the paper roses, the
card-board hats and crowns, and piling them together in front of the
tent, lit them from a ragged brand of paper turned into a torch by the
lantern flame.
The first attempts were fruitless, but presently the muslin began to
flare and the fire rose up strong and clear.
Luc and Carola stepped back; the ragged edges of the tent caught; in
a few moments a fantastic bonfire lit the dark and lonely field, and
illuminated the steadfast faces of the man and woman who watched their
work. When the flames were sweeping untroubled over the infected spot,
the two, still without a word, turned to their horses. When they had
unfastened them, Luc spoke.
“Can you lift her up if I mount?” he asked.
“I will try.”
He carried the child to his horse’s side, then gave her to Carola as
he sprang into the saddle; then as he stooped to her, Carola felt his
bare cold hands touch hers as the little girl, not without difficulty,
was lifted on to his saddle-bow.
“You know the way; you must lead,” he said.
She stood for a second, looking up at him. The glow of the fire
brought out every line of his face, so fine and true and serene,
and yet the face of a man who knew what he had undertaken, what was
before him, for there was a kind of awe in his expression, and yet
an exaltation; his lips were delicately compressed, his nostrils
delicately distended, and his eyes were wild and dark. He was looking
over the huddled form of the child in front of him that he held to his
bosom with his right hand; his gaze went beyond Carola and beyond the
flames. She thought he had forgotten she was there.
She mounted and brought her horse alongside his.
“Ah, Madame,” he murmured, with a start.
They rode together out of the light of the flames.
CHAPTER XIII
CLÉMENCE
The lantern failed, and the moonlight was often obscured, or
completely blotted out by the passing sullen clouds.
Luc’s right arm was stiff about the heavy child and his left hand
cold on the bridle; his very blood was chill. It seemed to him that
the creeping bitterness of the night was more intense than all the
hurricane snows of Bohemia. He seldom moved his head, and his body was
cramped in one position with the weight of the little girl against it;
but his mind had never been clearer, more alert, more active.
Picture after picture flashed before him with agonizing vividness--all
that had gone to make his life since his return from Bohemia to
his last parting, a few hours ago, with Clémence in her father’s
house formed and faded with mechanical repetition, and against the
background of their visionary memories raced his thoughts.
It came to this: a little while ago he had been happy with the
ecstatic happiness of youth--of proud, ambitious youth; he had seen
honourable labour behind, honourable labour ahead; he had felt love
rest against his heart, and seen glory hovering very near. And now--he
was riding through the dark, with disease, corruption, perhaps death,
in his arms; riding away from the home to which he had lately pledged
himself, away from Clémence and all she stood for--with a woman
associated with humiliation and sadness for his companion--with great
chances that he would never be able to turn back again to those things
he had left behind.
Yet he was conscious all the time of the highest exaltation perhaps
that he had ever known--an intermittent sensation, now weaker, now
stronger, that, however, held his heart up steadily.
The night seemed endless. Only once did they meet anyone--some
peasants in a cart, who stopped and seemed to wonder at them.
“We carry the plague!” cried Carola as they galloped past, and they
heard the men’s cries of terror and supplications to God.
The child began to stir in Luc’s arms. He himself felt faint; the
night wind brought on his cough, which had troubled him since his last
campaign. He tried to comfort the little girl; she became still again,
and, he thought, heavier.
He turned to Carola beside him; since they started she had not spoken
to him.
“It must be near the dawn,” he said.
“I do not know,” she answered, and added, after a little, “Are we not
off the road? I think we have lost the way.”
The moon was setting. Luc had been dwelling so in his thoughts that
he had not noticed through what growing blackness they were riding.
A wind was up, and they could hear it shaking some trees near with a
deep rustling sound.
“Poplar trees,” came Carola’s voice; and he thought, as he knew she
thought, of the poplar trees in the garden off the Rue Deauville.
They drew rein; he had no light whatever, and her lantern had gone out.
“We must wait for the dawn,” said Carola again. “I cannot find the
way. The dawn must be soon now, I think.”
He heard her dismount and sigh.
“This is grass--a field,” she continued. “We have left the road. How
is the child?”
He turned back the woollen cloak that was damp with dew and delicately
touched the small face in the hollow of his arm.
“Very cold,” he answered. “Ah!”
“What is it?” asked Carola.
“Her eyes are wide open and her mouth, but she does not move.”
“Dead?” asked Carola.
“I think--dead.”
He moved his cramped arm from under his burden and laid her across his
shoulder while he dismounted; out of the dark came Carola’s hand and
touched his arm, then her other hand, and took the child from him.
“We must let the horses go,” he said. “It is raining. Perhaps we could
find some shelter.”
Carola’s voice came faintly, as if it was a long way off.
“The child is dead. I cannot feel her heart at all. What soft hair she
has!”
Luc heard the jingle of harness as the horses moved away. The rain
fell with a cold sting on his bare hands, his blood was frozen, his
limbs stiff; the darkness lay like a weight on his eyes.
“We must wait here for the light,” he said.
He heard Carola move.
“Yes, we will wait,” she answered. “Perhaps we had better have stayed
in the tent--yet what chance had she there? Oh, my dear, my poor
dear!” and he heard her kiss the little tight-rope dancer.
“Give me your hand,” he said; “we might find the trees.” He turned to
where he thought she was, and presently felt her hand again, ungloved,
in his. With his right hand flung before him, he discovered the long
narrow trunks of the trees.
“Here!” he called to his companion. She withdrew her hand from his;
he guessed that she was still carrying the child. There was a little
pause, then he heard her cast herself on the ground.
“O God, believe that I am tired, tired!” she cried out.
Luc leant against the tree-trunk, gazing across the blackness. For
the second time they were alone together in the cold and dark with a
dead child between them; it seemed to him a symbol of what separated
them and yet what brought them together: death and sorrow--but
endeavour and exaltation. The enigma that had seemed to have poorly
solved itself in the house of M. de Richelieu was now suddenly again
unsolvable. Was she not brave and kind?--what she had appeared in
Bohemia--had not all his estimates been utterly wrong? And what was
the meaning of this constant crossing of their lives--connected always
with death?
He put his hand wearily to his forehead; her voice came up from the
ground, near his feet.
“These fields are not new to me, Monsieur de Vauvenargues. I have
slept under these trees before. I used to watch the sheep here when I
was a little ragged child. Sometimes I used to go to Aix with milk,
and see you, Monsieur le Marquis, riding with your brother. Then I had
another name--it was before I went to Paris.”
“So you are from Provence?” he murmured.
“Yes. Here I was born, homeless, nameless; and here I shall die,
homeless, nameless also. I have done what I wished to, and I regret
nothing.”
Luc could not speak; that their lives should have been so twisted
together strangely troubled him.
She seemed to divine his silence.
“I could not help this. For Mademoiselle de Séguy’s sake, I would have
done anything it had not happened.”
The rosy face of Clémence with her devoted eyes sprang out of the
blackness to confront Luc; he shivered and put his hands over his
forehead.
“Why do you not speak?” came the weak voice from his feet. “Are you
thinking of the future?”
“Yes,” said Luc, with an effort.
He felt that she shuddered.
“Are you--afraid?” she asked, in a tone of horror.
“Yes,” said Luc simply.
The terror of that admission filled the darkness.
Luc set his back against the tree. He could feel the fine rain on his
hands and dripping from his hat; he coughed and shivered.
“In Bohemia we were on the heights,” came Carola’s voice; “but this is
the lowlands, and there is not one star.”
Luc was thinking again of Paris, and the river, and the beggar on
the quay, and of Clémence as she had stood in her father’s hall to
say good-bye to him with soft lamplight over her face that seemed to
express something never to be put into words, and her gown, lace,
perfume, and pale colours.
“Speak, Monsieur le Marquis, speak!” the woman’s voice implored. “I am
here with a dead child.”
“She _is_ dead, then?” asked Luc.
“I cannot warm her or make her move.” The answer was unsteady and
wistful. “Yes, she is dead.”
Luc was thinking now of his home, of his family waiting for him, of
their wonder at his absence. He recalled the work he had meant to do
to-night and the letters he had intended to write. He was now as cut
off from that as if he had been swept to another world.
A sob came shivering up to him; he started with a sense of his great
selfishness.
“Rise up, Madame,” he said; “rise up. Take my hand, and stand beside
me. It has happened that those brought as near contagion as you are
have escaped.”
She did not answer.
“And it may not be the smallpox,” added Luc, against his own deep
conviction.
This time she answered.
“I know it is. We are infected, perhaps doomed. As for me, it is no
matter; but you--your future?”
Luc made no reply; darkness lay on his brain as well as before his
eyes. He felt his strength, almost his life, being drawn from him by
the chill and the damp; it seemed worse than the snows of Bohemia. He
realized how weak he had been since his illness at Eger; how even the
burden of a child and the cold of a night in one of his native fields
was almost beyond his endurance.
He turned towards the spot where Carola must be still seated.
“You are cold, Madame? Take my cloak--I am warm enough.”
“No--no!” she said sharply. “I have my own, and I have often slept out
in an old thin shawl--I should be used to it.”
“And I,” answered Luc sadly--“I who was a soldier.”
He was unclasping his cloak with numb fingers when he heard her rise
to her feet; she touched his shoulder.
“I am warm,” she said.
Her hand trembled down his arm, found his hand and held it. He let her
clasp it between hers, which were, as she said, warm. The touch of her
soft palms caused a wave of mingled anguish and pleasure to rise to
his heart. She came closer; he felt her heavy cloak sweep his foot;
the faint Eastern perfume he always associated with her crept into his
nostrils; his head sunk slightly on his chest, and he shivered.
She drew his cold hand to her bosom. He felt, with a quickening of
all his senses, the stiff smoothness of her satin gown, the straining
of her breast against the silk cords, and even the hasty beating of
her heart. She raised his hand, and he felt her throat, her chin, and
finally her lips.
A soft and timid kiss was lightly pressed on his fingers--the kiss of
a suppliant, of one who asks for mercy.
Then she brought his slack hand down to her bosom again.
“You are very cold, Monsieur,” she said; her voice was infinitely sad.
Luc saw her as a humble peasant girl with black hair hanging about her
shoulders and bare feet. The great lady had disappeared; he thought
only of the girl she had described, keeping sheep in the fields and
sleeping under the trees. His brain was numb, and fantasy dazed him.
He put out his free hand and caught her shoulder; though he felt the
rich velvet of her cloak, he still imagined her as the poor peasant
orphan.
She came closer; he felt her breath, and knew her face was very near
his. She loosened his hand, and he raised it to her other shoulder.
He felt velvet, hard embroidery, and the rise and fall of her breath
shaking her frame under his delicate grasp.
“I think the dawn is breaking,” he said. “You and I are strange
company to watch the sun rise.”
And he laughed under his breath.
The brim of her hat touched his beaver as she sharply turned her head.
“My God, yes, the dawn!” she murmured. She drew away from him
altogether. They were facing east, it seemed, for the sky before
them was a watery grey, faint, faint and melancholy; a blue of misty
silver, a mere promise of light. Slowly the shapes of things began to
form out of the darkness; a pallid glow overspread the heavens; the
rain ceased.
Luc never moved. He put his hand before his eyes; in his ears was the
rustle of the poplar leaves, sounding very far away. A deeper chill
seemed to seize his limbs, to penetrate to his very heart, which was
beating faintly, reluctantly, and with a certain sense of pain.
He made an effort to free himself from the invading host of fancies
that beset him, and lifted his eyes from the shelter of his palm.
The wet, colourless world was revealed about him; a long gleam of
yellow silver divided earth from sky. He saw before him flat meadow
land, a few bare trees, a distant wood.
He moved stiffly and looked round for Carola.
Under one of the poplars was the figure of the young woman standing
in much the same attitude as that he had observed at the fête a
few days ago, very still, her head slightly bent, her whole pose
expressing containment, humility, and yet a certain pride. His
fantasy of a peasant girl was dispelled now. Her clothes, though wet
and mud-stained, showed of an incongruous grandeur: the dress that
trailed over the damp fallen leaves was brocade and shot with gold
threads, the white feathers on her drooping beaver were fastened with
a jewelled clasp, and in her ears hung long red diamonds.
She seemed to feel his gaze on her, for she raised and turned her
head. Her black hair had fallen under her hat and lay heavy in the
folds of her violet velvet cloak.
“We can go on our way now,” she said evenly.
Luc looked at what lay between him and her: a bundle wrapped in the
gaudy striped mummer’s cloak; at one end two small feet clad in bright
green stockings showed, and at the other a fair damp curl had fallen
between the folds of the wrap.
He glanced away, utterly sick; not all the dead that had lined the way
from Prague to Eger had power to move him as this little corpse. He
heard Carola coming over the leaves, but would not look round.
Now the sun was above the horizon, the whole landscape was brightening
rapidly; a faint sparkle of gold began to appear on the wet leaves, on
the wet grass. Luc saw the two horses waiting with drooping heads not
far off. With a long shiver he moved towards them; when he returned
with the bridles in his hand, he found Carola kneeling beside the
little girl, who was now decently covered from head to foot in the
velvet cloak, which folded her like a rich pall.
Carola was praying. She held between her bare ringless hands a silver
and ivory rosary. Her head was bowed reverently, so that her face was
hidden by the shade of her hat. The strengthening sun gleamed on the
red and gold and brown of the riding-habit that revealed her slight,
womanly figure.
Luc stood watching her.
“Do you find consolation in that, Madame?” he asked gently.
She looked up; then, seeing he was holding the horses, rose, slipping
the rosary back into the bosom of her gown.
“If not there, where else?” she asked, very sadly. “God is the only
kind person I know.”
She came towards her horse, and he helped her to mount. When she was
in the saddle he gave her his cloak, and she took it now, without a
word, and shivered into it. The dawn seemed colder than the night.
“Do you remember the story of Madame de Montespan and the pigs?” she
asked, leaning a little towards Luc.
He stared at her.
“She was very beautiful and very great,” continued Carola, “and when
King Louis loved her there were no flowers in France considered worthy
to lie on her breast. Then when she fell into disgrace she left the
Court and died--still beautiful. And they took her heart to bury it
at a certain convent; and the peasant who carried it became weary of
the journey, and cast the heart into a ditch, and turned back--and
_no one cared_. And some pigs nosing in the ditch ate the heart of
the beautiful Marquise, and lay down that night in their sty with
the proudest blood in France staining their jaws--and _no one cared_
except God!” Her eyes flashed. “I think He remembered it against King
Louis.”
“Why do you tell me this?” asked Luc, with a shudder.
“Because I have been thrown to the ditch and the swine,” she answered;
“and out of the dirt I ask God to remember that I have paid for some
of my sins--here on earth.”
He did not understand her, but her speech held him. With his hand on
his bridle, he looked up at her, his haggard, resolute, and beautiful
face clear in the light of the rising sun.
“M. de Richelieu----” he began.
“Let M. de Richelieu be!” answered Carola. “It is _you_ who have
punished me most.”
“I?” he questioned.
“You--to-night--when I was lonely as the damned--and facing death and
hell--and you would not kiss me.”
Luc looked at her steadily.
“You have cast my heart alive to the swine,” she said, in a trembling
voice, “and God will remember it against you.”
He caught her meaning through a confusion of pain. He realized his own
self-absorption; he saw, suddenly and very vividly, her point of view.
“You think I hold you in contempt?” he said hoarsely.
“Why not?” she answered. “Why not?”
Luc shook his head.
“I am not fine, and I am not true,” said Carola. “There is no paint on
my face now, and you must see I am a very common creature, Monsieur le
Marquis.”
Luc’s hand was so slack on the bridle that his horse began cropping
the thin blades of grass that sprouted between the dead leaves.
“Give me the child,” said the Countess.
The day was quite bright now; fields of emerald, skies of pale azure,
trees of faint gold were about them as he raised his burden to her
saddle. The purple velvet trailed over the wet sides of her white
horse; he flung across his own holster the coarse striped mantle, and
mounted.
“These nuns,” she said, “are very good. They had, three years ago,
when the plague was bad, a hundred people in their hospice.”
Luc offered to take the mummer’s child from her, but she refused. They
rode from the fields on to the flat, muddy grey road. The horses were
weary, and Carola, using only one hand, rode awkwardly. They went
slowly across a country that was wet, glimmering, and silent.
Luc’s thoughts began to stir like waking birds, first shivering, then
mounting into the circle of the sunlight. All disturbing pictures of
the past vanished from his mind; he only saw the future, an ineffable
blaze of glory. He spoke aloud, lifting his face to the fragrant early
heavens.
“Whatever happens, I will overcome,” he said.
Carola looked at him, and seemed to shrink into herself. They neither
of them spoke until they had crossed a river by a low bridge, and
ridden up to the walls and outbuildings of an ancient abbey and
convent.
Luc dismounted and helped Carola from her horse. Between them they
laid the little girl on the long grass beneath the wall. Luc fastened
the horses to a staple that was there for that purpose; his hands
were very cold and his whole body shivering. When he came back to the
narrow door, he found Carola standing beside the great iron bell.
Above her head an ash drooped over the wall; the hard scarlet fruit
hung against the grey stone and mortar. She had removed her hat;
through the fine black ringlets showed the long red diamonds, flame
in crystal, that glittered in her ears. Under Luc’s black cloak, her
dress gleamed rich, and soft, and bright. Her face was pallid, hollow,
and expressionless.
Luc stepped towards her. She thought he meant to ring, and moved
aside; but he stopped before her, looking at her intently.
She glanced up at that: her eyes were bloodshot, and the lids swollen.
He saw that she must have been crying, silently, in the dark. She
seemed frightened and very humble. She held herself flat against the
wall, and the beaver she held dropped from her loosening fingers.
Luc took off his hat. His face was serene and proud; his long locks
of hazel-coloured hair, escaping from the black ribbon, blew over his
forehead and shoulders; his cravat and the thick lace on his bosom
stirred in this same breeze. The beautiful lines of his face showed
fatigue but no sadness, and his eyes were clear and radiant.
“What is your name?” he asked.
“Clémence,” she answered.
“Clémence!”
“It is true--that was my name in Provence,” she murmured. “I would
never have told you--why did you ask?”
“Clémence,” he repeated. He stood with his hat in his hand as if he
was in attendance on a great lady.
“Why do you not ring?” she asked hoarsely.
He made a gesture with his sword hand towards the convent.
“You know what we go into,” he said: “perhaps death--perhaps hideous
corruption.”
She smiled bravely.
“There is no need that a nun should be--desirable.”
“You are not afraid?”
“No.”
“Ah--I saw a man once--who had been a soldier--disfigured.”
“I know. I have seen them. I hope it may be me, not you. Ring,
Monsieur.”
“One moment. We are set apart from the world, you and I, Clémence. We
have met many times, very strangely. I think this is going to be the
last time.”
“The last time,” she echoed. “And you--are afraid?”
“Afraid that I may miss death, and live--useless. Afraid
of--her--afterwards; afraid--of fear.” He smiled grandly as he spoke.
“I am the only person who will ever know that,” she said proudly.
He held out his right hand; she put hers into it, and then he cast his
hat away, and suddenly clasped her.
“Take the last kiss I have to give in this gorgeous world!” she cried.
As he kissed her, she sobbed in her throat; and her quick tears wetted
his cheek as their lips met the second time. He kissed the ends of her
hair, her neck, her hands, the brocade that covered her bosom, then
let her free of his embrace, and pulled the long iron chain.
As the strident clang of the bell echoed through the convent, he
picked up her beaver and gave it her.
“You know?” she asked. Her lips were still throbbing, so that she
could scarcely speak.
“Know?” he murmured unsteadily.
“The great--the useless--love I have always had--for you.”
The convent door opened.
CHAPTER XIV
IN THE CONVENT
Luc sat in the front room of the gardener’s cottage, looking out on
the whitewashed wall of the hospice.
He felt utterly weary; the exaltation and the ecstatic visions of the
morning had faded. In the next room the dead child lay waiting for her
coffin; a sound of sawing wood came harshly from a shed near by.
Luc rested his elbows on his knees and his face in his hands; he had
taken off his sword, and laid it across the wand-bottomed chair by the
window. As he sat motionless, he noticed the pale November sunlight
sparkling along the scabbard, the shell, and the quillons.
“A useless sword,” he found himself saying. He looked round the room,
at the bare walls, the rough furniture, the image of St. Joseph in
a corner niche. It seemed to him like a prison cell, though he had
often lodged more rudely. The plaster image and the faint stale scent
of incense filled him with disgust; he longed for Paris and the great
muddy river, or for Aix and his own home. The door that gave on to the
garden opened, and Luc rose stiffly to meet the person he expected,
the nun the lay sister had promised to send.
The Countess had not given him the name of the convent, but he
recalled that it was an order of Ursuline sisters. Since his
childhood, he had seen them walking in twos through the streets of Aix.
The nun closed the door, and looked at him with steady courtesy. Her
face, her hands, and her serge robe were all faded and worn; the line
of white that enclosed her face was vivid in contrast to her parched
and withered skin; her eyes were inscrutable, her whole expression
worldly and slightly amused.
“You will remain our guest, Monsieur?” she said.
“I have no right,” answered Luc. “I should have left before but that I
feared to carry the infection.”
“You did a reckless thing,” said the nun quietly. “The child died of
the black smallpox. I have nursed many cases.”
“And never been stricken yourself, sister?” asked Luc gently.
“No.”
“I may be as fortunate.”
The alert grey eyes glanced slowly over his graceful person, his
beautiful face. “You may, Monsieur de Vauvenargues. At least, you are
in good hands here. The house of de Clapiers has always been generous
to us. You do not remember the Great Plague? I worked with your father
then in Aix.”
Luc coloured and his eyes narrowed.
“I do not like to stay, my sister.”
She smiled.
“You think we are afraid, perhaps? Madame la Comtesse knew better. And
where would you go, Monsieur?”
He was indeed at a loss. He shook his head, and her smile deepened.
“If I stay, my sister, I must work. You have sick here?”
“Yes, Monsieur.”
“I can help you. I have learnt, in war, to do little services for the
sick.”
“If you wish, Monsieur. They are all very miserable, humble people.”
Luc looked at her quickly, and the colour flushed deeper into his
sensitive face.
“I must tell you one thing, my sister. I have no right to your
hospitality, as I said. I do not believe.”
“Ah?” she said gravely.
“I am a follower of M. de Voltaire.”
“And we are followers of Christ,” answered the nun serenely, “and in
His name we bid you welcome, whoever you are.”
Luc bent his head.
“May I remain here, in this cottage?”
“If you wish. But the Abbess would desire you to have the guest-house,
Monsieur.”
“I would rather be here, my sister.”
The nun smiled again.
“The man is old, and has had the plague,” she answered; “that is your
reason, I think. Very well; I will tell the Abbess. We have sent a
messenger to Monsieur your father. And that is all I have to say,
Monsieur.”
Luc thanked her reverently. He was glad when she again left him, for
her calm, expressionless presence oppressed him. He set his lips and
went to the window, where his sight was bounded by the white sunny
walls of the hospice; he longed to see a wide sweep of country, a
distant horizon.
The sawing ceased, and there was a sound of hammering in its place,
as of nails being knocked in. Luc began pacing up and down the narrow
room. He picked up his sword presently and strapped it on; as he drew
the thong through the last buckle, Carola entered. He looked over his
shoulder at her, moved his lips, but did not speak.
She had not changed her gown, but she wore no jewellery, and her hair
was drawn away from her face and fastened on her neck.
“I came to see the child,” she said. “I want this buried with her.”
She held out a narrow white hand on which lay a diamond ring with
sapphire points.
“M. de Richelieu told me its history,” she continued--“the bribe, the
wages, that you refused and that I took. This is the last of it.”
“You have a strange fancy,” said Luc.
She passed him and went into the inner room.
He waited for her return with a blank mind, listening to the even
blows of the coffin-maker.
After a few moments she came back and crossed to the wide hearth,
where a meagre fire burned. An iron saucepan of soup stood on the
tiles; she placed it on the fire, Luc the while looking at her. When
she rose from her knees, she was once more face to face with him.
“You are staying here?” she asked.
“Yes.”
“Probably I shall not see you again,” she said. “I put on the habit of
a novice to-morrow.”
“I wish,” answered Luc, “I found it so easy to leave the world, but
while I breathe I cannot. Even this confinement irks me. If I live, I
shall go back to my ambitions.”
“Something is wrong,” said Carola; “you or I--or God.”
“Why?” he answered, with a grave gentleness. “I thought you had found
happiness.”
“I have found an opiate, Monsieur.”
They were both silent; then she turned towards the door.
Her splendid dress was as incongruous here as it had been in the wet
fields; it jarred on Luc to see her in such surroundings.
He turned suddenly and followed her. “You beautiful, foolish woman,”
he cried, “what are you doing in a convent? Go back to Versailles.”
“Is that your advice to me?” she asked slowly.
“Advice! I know not--but this is death.”
“Yes, death,” answered Carola.
She lifted the latch of the door.
“Will you pray for me?” smiled Luc.
“Yes.”
“Then put your prayers this way--that if I am stricken I may die.”
“Death for both of us, then, it seems,” she replied. “How suddenly it
has come, Monsieur.”
Luc pressed his hands to his bosom.
“My God, my God!” he cried fiercely, “I want to _live_ or _die_--do
you not understand? I have seen them--half blind, crawling, hideous.”
“But your spirit would be always beautiful,” said Carola gently, “and
always triumphant.”
They stood looking at each other, the width of the room between them.
A bar of clear sunlight fell through the half-open door across her
gown and across the floor. The sounds from the carpenter’s shed came
distinctly, and then presently the cold call of the convent bell.
Luc remained in an attitude of arrested movement, with his hands at
his heart and his deep eyes on her. Unnatural beauty rested on his
absorbed face, which was flushed and quivering.
“Monsieur,” said Carola, “when you have attained--but words are
useless; and after all, I do not think that you will ever forget me.”
“No, Clémence,” he answered, with great sweetness.
“You will remember me for my name’s sake.”
She opened the door a little wider; she was a thing of gorgeous
colours and delicate shape against the whitewashed wall.
“Good-bye,” she said.
A great faintness came over Luc; he held himself erect with
difficulty; he felt that something was going out of his life that
would never come into it again, as he had felt last night that he
was riding away from a world he would never enter more. Ambition,
resolution, fear were all lost in a sudden anguish of regret.
“Good-bye,” repeated the woman.
“Good-bye,” answered Luc.
A sense of the inevitable held him passive. She went out quietly; the
latch clicked into place. He turned his head towards the window and
saw her pass the white wall of the hospice; she was looking down, and
he noticed that the black coil of hair at the nape of her neck had
become loosened and was slipping free in long ringlets. She passed
and was gone.
He stood for a while gazing at the blank window, then walked to the
inner door and leant against it heavily.
The wall seemed transparent; it was as if he could see the chamber
within, the pallet bed, the little corpse with the ring hidden in her
shroud.
The convent bell ceased.
The door through which Carola had gone opened, and the gardener and a
boy entered, carrying between them a rough wood coffin, of a ghastly
smallness.
“Eh, Monsieur, we are late for breakfast,” said the man.
The boy nodded towards the fire.
“But Monseigneur has put the soup on, and it is boiling over.”
PART III
THE QUEST TRIUMPHANT
“Quand je parle de vertu, je ne parle point de ces qualités
imaginaires qui n’appartiennent pas à la nature humaine:
je parle de cette force et de cette grandeur de l’âme, qui,
comparée aux sentiments des esprits faibles, méritent les
noms que je leur donne.”--_Discours sur le caractère des
différent siècles_, MARQUIS DE VAUVENARGUES.
“Insensés que nous sommes, nous craignons toujours d’être
dupes ou de l’activité, ou de la gloire, ou de la vertu!
Mais qui fait plus de dupes véritables que l’oubli de ces
mêmes choses? qui fait des promesses plus trompeures que
l’oisiveté?”--_Discours sur la gloire._
CHAPTER I
THE FATHER
“My son is coming home to-morrow,” said the old Marquis.
Mademoiselle de Séguy drew the white fur of her hood closer together
under her chin.
“Yes,” she answered; “it has seemed a long time.”
“Two months,” said M. de Vauvenargues, “two months. He saved Aix, you
know.”
“Oh yes,” replied the girl vaguely. “Oh yes.”
They were walking up and down the hard gravel paths of the garden of
Luc’s home in Aix; a faint film of frost lay over the water in the
fountain basin, but the air was clear and bright, and through the damp
rotting leaves on the flower-beds the first white and green of the
snowdrops showed.
“Why has he been away so long?” asked Clémence again. “He was out of
the plague in a few days.”
“He has been gaining strength,” returned the Marquis. “He was very,
very ill. The doctor told me that it was one of God’s marvels that he
has recovered at all. He has never been strong since the campaign in
Bohemia.”
The girl glanced covertly at the noble, proud, and haggard face of her
companion.
“There is something I want to ask you,” she said hurriedly.
“Yes, my child,” he answered gravely.
“Is he--will he be able to go to Madrid?”
A dark look clouded the old man’s eyes.
“Why do you want to know? Is it not enough that he is coming home
to-morrow?” he replied.
“Yes; ah, yes. But I wondered--his career.”
The Marquis flashed round on her.
“Do you think of his career when his life has only been spared by a
miracle?”
She shrank away from him.
“For his sake I think of it,” she answered piteously. “He was always
so ardent for--glory.”
An expression so terrible, so swiftly distorting, passed over the fine
features of the Marquis that Clémence stopped in her walk to stare at
him.
“Come into the house,” he said, gripping her arm. “_I_ wish to speak
to _you_.”
She murmured some awed response, and came obediently.
They entered the dark, heavy dining-room by the window where Luc had
stood the day of his return from the war, and watched his father, his
brother, and the bright dogs in the summer garden.
The Marquis closed the window. There was a great fire on the hearth,
and Clémence crouched close to it, mechanically loosening her furred
cloak and pulling off her doeskin gloves.
M. de Vauvenargues seated himself on the other side of the long black
polished table. His erect, massive figure; his old-fashioned, handsome
clothes; his aristocratic, proud, yet simple and kindly face, were
flooded with red light from the fire, which threw it up against the
sombre background of the dark chamber that always, even on the most
brilliant day, seemed filled with shadows.
He leant a little forward, and fixed his eyes on the rosy vision of
the young girl in her white fur, white silk, and gold laces.
“You love Luc, do you not?” he asked, in a terrible voice.
Her eyes widened, holding his in a full stare of terror.
“Take care what you commit yourself to,” he continued. “Think before
you answer. Do you love my son?”
“Yes,” answered Clémence. “How strange for you to ask me, Monseigneur!”
“You have never been to see him--not even when all fear of infection
was over.”
She flushed painfully.
“He did not wish me to--you told me so yourself.”
“Well, you will see him to-morrow, Clémence.” The strong voice was
touched with tenderness and sorrow. “And you love him? You know what
that means?--Love?”
“Yes, yes,” shivered Clémence.
For a while--a very little while--the Marquis was silent; then he
said--
“Luc will not be able to go to Madrid.”
“Ah!” she murmured.
“He wrote yesterday,” continued the Marquis, “to refuse the post. He
will never be able to do any work again.”
Clémence clenched her hands on her lap.
“He is--not strong enough?”
“No.”
“He has--no career?”
“No.”
“I do not quite understand.” She frowned over her words. “He is
recovered?”
“He will never completely recover.”
“Monseigneur, you frighten me. What has happened to Luc?”
“Whatever has happened it can make no difference to us who love him,”
answered the Marquis. His eyes held Clémence with a power before which
she blenched.
“No, of course not,” she said in a laboured way “But--I am sorry for
Luc,” she ended feebly.
“Mademoiselle,” replied M. de Vauvenargues proudly, “this is not a
thing one is _sorry_ for. It is a great tragedy.”
“A--tragedy?”
“The word frightens you? But remember that it is in your power to
soften it. Luc has lost everything--but you.”
“Oh!” she murmured again. “Yet if he is well----”
The Marquis lifted his head still higher, never taking his eyes from
her changing face.
“You have seen people who have had the plague?”
She gave some miserable little exclamation under her breath. He waited
for her to find words.
“He is changed?” she managed at last.
“Yes.”
She tried to smile.
“Well, I suppose--not much.”
“A great deal.”
Clémence rose, sat down, and rose again.
“Changed--very much?”
“So changed,” said the Marquis slowly, “that only those who love him
would know him.”
“Monseigneur, you try to frighten me!”
“You have to see him to-morrow.”
Her breast heaved and her soft eyes were rebellious.
“He was--beautiful,” she murmured. “I think he had no right. He did
not think of me.”
“He kept the plague from you--from Aix.”
She took no notice.
“For a vagabond’s child,” she continued--“for the sake of a thing of
nought!”
“No,” interrupted the Marquis sternly, “for the sake of his honour.”
Clémence dropped again into the great black chair by the fire.
“You will be here to welcome him to-morrow?” he added. “He speaks of
you so often.”
She did not reply.
“Why do you not answer?” he asked harshly.
“Oh, I shall be here,” she answered. “I was thinking of--how
differently--I dreamed it.”
She rose again, picked up her swansdown-edged muff, her gloves, her
cane, and fastened her cloak at the chin.
“Good-bye, Monseigneur,” she said timidly. “My father will bring
me to-morrow. I will go now--I think--the horses will be tired--of
waiting.”
She curtsied and was turning away when the Marquis rose suddenly and
stood between her and the door.
“Mademoiselle,” he said hoarsely.
She stopped and looked at him. He was no longer erect, no longer
haughty. He looked old and bitterly troubled. He stood in a
deprecating attitude before her delicate young loveliness.
“Forgive me if I was harsh,” he said thickly. “I have no right perhaps
to ask what I do.”
She shuddered violently.
“I entreat you not to forsake my son,” continued the old man
passionately--“I implore you.”
She closed her eyes.
“I will not deceive you, Mademoiselle. He is--to a woman’s eyes--you
may imagine.”
She shrank against the wall.
The Marquis continued, forcing the words out in almost incoherent
agitation--
“You know what I wish to say, Mademoiselle. You must see him
to-morrow. His strength has gone--and his comeliness. He could not
use--a sword--or ride a horse--he---- Oh, my God!”
He brought his hands to his grey hair with a gesture of agony.
Clémence quivered into a little sob; she opened her eyes fearfully.
“This is a great scourge,” continued the Marquis, struggling for
command over himself--“a great scourge. I want to tell you everything.
He is--almost--blind.”
His head sank as if he had confessed a crime. But this humiliation of
his fine nobility was lost on Clémence; his words alone impressed her.
“Why was I not told before?” she asked frantically.
“We had not the courage,” the old man confessed. “And if you love
him----”
“Oh, if I love him!” she interrupted. “I loved the Luc de Clapiers
that was!”
“He is still the same in spirit, still my son, still your lover. Why,
this is a chance for you.” He spoke with piteous eagerness. “You used
to say how you wished you could prove your love. Do you not remember?
Luc told me once--he spoke like a man who holds the Eucharist in his
hands when he told me that you had said you wished you could prove----
This is your chance.”
Her heaving bosom, her eyes, the rise and fall of colour in her cheeks
bespoke desperation.
“And you have told me again--just now, that you love him.”
“Monseigneur, give me time--let me think. This is very terrible. I
pity him--oh, how I pity him!”
“Pity him! You should be proud of him.”
“Yes, that too--but I am distracted--give me time.”
“There is no time. He is coming home to-morrow. There is your chance,
Mademoiselle; you must meet him--as if--he were _the same_.”
She put her hands before her eyes.
“I do not think--I can,” she whispered.
The Marquis flashed into wild anger.
“Then you never loved _him_! You were toying with youth and gallantry,
and his devotion was but like a brooch to your gown--and you vowed
constancy because it sounded pretty, and you liked to be with him
because he was a graceful cavalier--you did not love him for his noble
soul as it walked before God!”
She cowered and trembled under his fierce rush of words.
“But you pretended you did, Mademoiselle, and now you shall pay the
penalty of your pretence.”
She could not answer. He caught her wrist. Then his wrath died, and he
was old, and broken, and pitiful again.
“Mademoiselle--my son used to kiss you?”
She stared forlornly.
“Think of him when he used to kiss you.”
Her face flushed.
“Ah, Monseigneur!”
“Forgive an old man, very humble before your beauty. I think no one
else ever kissed you?”
“Never,” she said fiercely--“never--nor he often; I could not bear it,
for I loved him--too much.”
She drew her hand away, and as if her own words had loosened memories
of too sweet a rapture to be endured she began to weep hotly.
“You can never forsake him!” cried the Marquis. “No--no--and you will
make life so pleasant to him that he will not regret even--glory.”
He took the hem of her cloak and kissed it.
“Thank God for women like you.”
She looked up with wet and terrified eyes.
“Do not praise me--I do not know myself--I must have been very
young--a few months ago--I said things I did not understand. Let me
go, Monseigneur.”
She made an effort to pass him, but he arrested her.
“You will not leave me like this, Mademoiselle. He is not so
changed--I wanted to prepare you, that is all--his mother thought
there was very little difference.”
“Ah, his mother,” murmured Clémence. “I was to be his wife.”
“You will be. I will do anything for you--anything. You shall live in
Aix--we shall all worship you--and you will be happy.”
“But if I cannot make _him_ happy?” she asked mournfully.
“You will, you will, you must! He loves you--there will be nothing
else in the world for him.” The old man could not contain his anguish
of apprehension. “Do not tell me that you could forsake him!”
She dried her eyes on a little handkerchief she took from her muff;
after a few seconds of self-control she spoke gently--
“Monseigneur, I shall be here to-morrow. I am not going to break the
promise I gave Luc. I am quite--content--only a little shocked. Please
do not grieve so--he might have died, you know.” She smiled wistfully.
He kissed her hands, and she felt his hard wrung tears on them. When
he raised his head she leant forward and kissed his poor wrinkled
cheek, then left him swiftly with no backward look.
“_Might_ have died,” she wailed to herself as she shivered down
the hall; “he _ought_ to have died for every one’s sake--feeble,
disfigured, nearly--blind!”
Such a tumult of terror seized her as she fled from the house of the
de Clapiers that she was aware of nothing but the tremendous beating
of her heart that seemed to echo through her whole body.
CHAPTER II
RETURN TO LIFE!
Luc de Clapiers lay on the humble bed in the back room of the
gardener’s cottage; in the outer chamber his servant was packing and
gossiping with the convent porter.
Luc was fully dressed. His sword, hat, and cloak, sent yesterday from
Aix (since all his infected clothing had been burned), lay across a
chair beneath the window.
Outside the birds were singing, and their flying shadows crossed and
recrossed the white corner of the hospice wall. Presently Luc raised
himself on one elbow.
“Jean!” he called.
The man came instantly.
“What time is it, Jean?”
“About half-past two, Monseigneur.”
“Thank you. I am going into the chapel for a little while. I shall be
back when Monsieur, my father, comes.”
He rose stiffly and feebly, and stood leaning against the end of the
bed.
“What is that which continually goes past the window, Jean?”
“Birds, Monseigneur--only little birds.”
Luc smiled.
“Indeed, I cannot see them, Jean.”
The servant waited, not looking at his master. Presently Luc gave a
little nod of dismissal, and Jean returned to the outer room.
Luc decided not to go to the chapel. He had thought that the dark,
cool spaces, the nuns behind their grille, the subdued singing might
bring him fortitude and peace; but now he rejected that idea as
weakness.
He had also wished to inquire after Carola Koklinska before he left
the convent. Yet to what purpose? She was lost to the world, and
her name had not passed his lips once during the brief agony of his
illness and the long agony of his convalescence.
He recalled his last interview with her and his words, “If I am
stricken, pray that I may die.”
And now his worst horror had been realized, and he was cast back on
life to die slowly from day to day--an object of disgust and pity. He
knew, though no one else had been told, that he had not very long to
live. The doctor gave him a few years--five, or six, or seven.
Three days ago he had first seen himself in a mirror. Two days ago he
had written to M. Amelot saying that his health did not permit him to
take up the appointment at Madrid.
And to-day he had to see Clémence de Séguy.
He had gently told Jean to leave the mirror, and it hung against the
wall at the foot of his bed.
He turned to it now, took it down and brought it to the full light of
the window, held it between his hands, and gazed into it.
He could only see very imperfectly. Objects had lost their sharp
outlines, their true colours; things beyond the radius of his own
outstretched hand were dim and obscure. He peered into the mirror
with the stoop and concentration of gaze of an old man.
He saw, as behind a blur, his own face, chalk-white, scarred, and
seamed with a faint bluish colour; his eyes frayed, and swollen,
yet sunk; his mouth strained and distorted--a face without bloom,
or youth, or softness--a terrible face, from which all beauty, all
expression had been swept, for in the ruins of these pale features was
not one trace of the fair, mobile, spiritual countenance that had once
shown to the world the soul of Luc de Clapiers.
His fine hazel hair had gone. He wore a curled white peruke, which
further altered his appearance. He was so feeble he could not hold
himself erect; he stooped from the shoulders and was gauntly thin.
Presently he put the mirror on the bed, and two difficult tears forced
themselves out of his worn eyes and ran down his disfigured cheeks.
Outside the birds were flying to and fro, and the fragrant perfumes of
early spring swelled and receded on the full breeze.
The scent of earth, of flowers, of young trees came to Luc’s nostrils.
He shuddered like one struck on an open wound.
He went to the window, stood with his hands on the rough sill, looking
on to the little patch of herb garden and the whitewashed corner of
the building.
“Come, face it,” he said to himself. “You are young, full of energy,
of ardour, of ambition, of desire for glory; you can appreciate all
that is good and beautiful. Yet now, at the flower of your age,
you are deprived of everything that makes life desirable; you have
only a few more years to live, and they will be full of pain and
suffering--then--an obscure death. And all your gifts, your ardours,
your hopes, your ambitions will perish with you, leaving no glimmer
behind. Face that, Luc de Clapiers--face that!”
There was nothing left--nothing but the pitying love of those who
would smooth his way to death, and to a proud soldier’s soul such
tenderness was unendurable.
He picked up the sword he could never use again and buckled it on
slowly, then left the cottage and turned, after all, towards the
chapel attached to the convent. The service was nearly over. Luc
seated himself near the door in the shadows. The nuns were behind
their grille; in the body of the chapel were a few lay sisters.
Presently Luc went on his knees and prayed from a bitterly humbled
heart--prayed incoherently, passionately to the God of his
forefathers--
_“God! O God! what have I done? What offence armed your wrath against
me? You have filled my life with bitterness. Pleasure, health, youth
are robbed from me--glory that flattered so long the dream of an
ambitious soul--all is gone!_
“_I let my glance fall on the enchanting gifts of the world, and
suddenly they are all taken from me. Miseries, cares, regrets
overwhelm my soul!_”
The silent prayer beat in his brain. His heart swooned in his side.
He felt roof and walls vanish from about him and a sensation as if he
were surrounded by clear heavens and a multitude of swaying clouds.
But the murmur of the service was in his ears only a human thing. The
God he prayed to was foreign; he could not find help here.
“_O my soul, show thyself strong in these great trials, be patient,
trust in thyself; thy ills will end. Nothing is stable; the earth
itself and the skies vanish as a dream. The dawn of eternity will
light the bottom of the tomb, and death shall have no dark places
left!_”
The service was over; the nuns departed from behind the grille, the
lay sisters moved away, but Luc remained on his knees.
Yet his thoughts had swept swiftly far from the God to whom this
church was consecrated. Out of his own soul he had drawn strength and
sweetness.
“_How can there be a struggle with misfortune and evil when man is
stronger than either?_” he asked himself. And at one bound his heart
leapt to life and energy.
He rose to his feet.
“_I dedicated my life to virtue and glory. What prevents me from using
the few years left to me in the service of the best things I know? I
am stronger than Fate. There is nothing mightier in creation than the
soul lodged in me. I and God are one. I need not fear anything, for I
am the highest tribunal and the most powerful law, and I can satisfy
myself._”
His hand touched the smooth, cold pillar beside him. The feel of the
stone, the sting of the incense were repugnant to him. The heat and
glow in his heart warmed his frail body. He drew his thin, stooping
shoulders erect and left the chapel.
The image of Carola came fiercely to his mind. He trembled to think
that perhaps she had been one of those shrouded figures behind the
grille. Across the black gulf of his illness he beheld her figure
beneath the iron bell and the clusters of ash berries. He heard her
words, and felt her sobbing lips under his kiss and her cold hands in
his.
A sister was crossing the courtyard, carrying a basket filled with
herbs. Luc turned on his heel and saluted her.
“I am leaving to-day, my sister. Before I go, may I ask you a
question?”
“Yes, Monseigneur.”
“There was a lady came with me--Madame Koklinska.”
“Yes.”
“It was her intention to enter your order.”
“She became a novice, Monseigneur, and helped for a while in the
hospice.”
“For a while?” The scent of the bruised and fainting herbs was borne
on him overpoweringly.
“She took the smallpox, Monseigneur, within a few days of you. She
died, I think, a month ago. We had only one other death from the
plague.”
“Thank you, my sister,” answered Luc gravely.
The sister passed on, and Luc stood silent in the sunny courtyard.
Dead! In what faith, in what mood, in what repentance, remorse, or
fear? Dead without consolation, or love, among strangers--young and
beautiful, and, he knew, without fear.
For a moment he was shaken by a wild revulsion, a desperate revolt
against his own renewed triumphant exaltation and proud freedom.
In that moment he would have put on all the shackles of her creed
in return for the certain hope of seeing her again; he would have
embraced any faith that had promised him that they should meet once
more--even for a few minutes. A little while before and he had been
prepared to believe that he would never see her again--prepared even
not to think of her. Now he would have paid any price just to see her
tired face and listen to her low, precise voice. He went back to the
gardener’s cottage, and his eyes sought the little cheap plaster image
of St. Joseph in the corner. If one could _believe_. He shook off the
temptation, the delusion--she was gone. When he had seen her pass the
white wall of the hospice she had left him for ever--and he had known
it even then.
“I--suppose--I--loved--her,” he said to himself; but he had no
understanding of any emotion outside confusion and loneliness. He did
not see the room or the sunshine, but a white, sparkling expanse of
snow, a great silver fir, and a woman on a white horse who leant from
the saddle and looked at him.
He found his father standing where she had stood when he had seen her
for the last time.
“I have come for you, Luc.”
The old Marquis stood erect and proud, handsomely dressed, composed.
“Clémence is waiting for you,” he continued. “She would have
accompanied me, but I thought you would rather meet her at home.”
The name hurt and startled Luc. He made an effort to think coherently.
He forced his thoughts on to the coming moments.
“Monseigneur,” he asked, “Mademoiselle de Séguy--knows?”
“Knows what?” demanded the Marquis in a still voice.
Luc’s dim eyes filled with tenderness. He answered very gently--
“Knows that she is free, my father.”
The old man gallantly kept his pose, his calm.
“You must not speak like that, Luc. Mademoiselle de Séguy loves
you--nothing makes any difference to her. She is eager----”
“Ah, hush!” said Luc sadly, yet serenely. “Look at me,
Monseigneur--look at me--think of her--of any woman. I have known a
long while that it could never be. Surely neither you nor she think I
would ask this sacrifice?”
“This is not the language of love,” said the Marquis firmly. “Do you
not recall how she wished to prove herself? how she wished to show
what her affection meant?”
Luc did remember, with a swift, sharp sense of longing and regret, the
brief days he had spent with his promised wife--her vows--her devotion.
“God bless her for her brave loyalty,” he said unsteadily; “but my
life is too broken now ever to be joined to another. She is a sweet
woman. I hope she will find great happiness.”
“With you, Luc, with you,” cried the Marquis vehemently. “She is
waiting for you; she is constant to you. Do not cast away the best
thing left to you.”
“My father,” cried Luc, “do not you tempt me! I have faced it all. I
counted the cost that night I rode here. I knew then I had lost her.
Do not speak of it.”
Something in his quivering tone quelled the old man.
“You will at least see her?” he asked humbly, in the wild hope that
Clémence’s pity and generous tenderness might overcome his son’s
resolution. “She looks upon you as her future husband.”
“I will see her,” answered Luc, and his scarred face flushed dully. “I
fear I have given her some pain--and you, and my mother, Monseigneur.
I must adjust it all as best I may.”
And while he spoke he was thinking, “She left no message. I wonder if
she spoke of me, or thought of me at all?”
“Our home is at Aix,” said the old Marquis, “and you are my eldest
son. I, as you know, was never eager for you to go to Paris--but you
had then--ambitions--and I acceded to them. Now I shall be glad to
have you at home, and after a little while you also, Luc, will be glad
to be with your own people.”
Through Luc’s brain ran the weary question, “If I had known it was for
the last time, would it have made any difference? Yet I did know.”
Aloud he said--
“Mademoiselle must be free, my father. It was never in my mind that
she believed herself bound.”
“But you have promised me that you will see her.”
“Yes,” answered Luc sadly. “Poor child!”
The Marquis hesitated, looked on the ground, then raised his head
suddenly.
“Luc,” he said, “this alliance is an honour to M. de Séguy and to his
daughter.”
The bowed young man turned his disfigured eyes on his father with
another kind of pride.
“My God, look at me!” he said.
M. de Vauvenargues shivered, but the haughty expression of his face
did not relax.
“You are Luc de Clapiers, and my eldest son,” he answered.
“And for that reason I shall not marry Mademoiselle de Séguy,” said
Luc gently, “because it would be so--unworthy.”
A dark flush came over the Marquis’s face. He turned abruptly and
left the room. His heavy, proud tread echoed with a sound of authority
through the confined, silent spaces of the convent.
Luc remained for a moment with his dim gaze resting on the door
through which _she_ had passed for the last time. He could recall
every fold of her brocade gown, every line and shade in her face,
every curl and twist in the long, loose knot of her dark hair.
He wondered where her grave was, and how she had looked in her shroud.
His vivid fancy pictured her the thing of loathing into which the
hideous disease she died of had turned her--and shuddered back from
that image, and saw her again standing against the whitewashed walls
saying, “Good-bye.”
“Clémence,” he said under his breath, and saw two women--one forgone
and lost, one to forgo and lose.
CHAPTER III
THE BETROTHED
He met her in his father’s house that evening. He entered upon her
through the folding doors of the withdrawing-room, and saw her before
she saw him.
The sight of her filled him with an almost intolerable yearning and
longing for that happiness he must never enjoy. She was standing
by the fire-place. A lamp was on a low table beside her, and it
illuminated a gentle beauty that seemed divine to the man who had
crawled back mutilated from the embrace of death.
Her vows, her kisses, her joy in his presence, her tremulous hopes of
pleasing him rushed back to him. Her fair figure in its setting of
light, warmth, comfort, and luxury could not have been more alluring
to him. Yet he never hesitated for an instant in his resolution that
all the things she stood for were things that must be lost to him for
ever.
She was standing very erect, looking into the fire. Her gown was pink
and her bosom covered with lace. She held a prayer-book in her left
hand.
While Luc still waited, lightly holding the curtain apart, she moved
and lowered the lamp.
“Mademoiselle,” said Luc.
Her shaking hand shot the wick into darkness.
“Why, Luc,” she cried in a trembling voice, “the light has gone out!”
He noted the relief in her tone, and guessed something of the effort
to which she had nerved herself; it made him the stronger.
“Mademoiselle,” he said, “it is very gracious of you to permit me to
take this farewell of you.”
Her voice answered weakly out of the fire-flushed darkness--
“Farewell? Farewell?”
He came into the room cautiously and feeling his way by the furniture.
The darkness was darkness indeed to him. He could see nothing of her
but a rosy glimmer where her skirt caught the direct glow of the
flames.
He paused by the head of a sofa which had stood against the wall since
he was a child, and gripped the smooth, familiar curl of the back.
“You were never afraid that I should ask more of you than ‘farewell,’
were you, Mademoiselle?” he said sweetly in his tired, slightly hoarse
voice.
She fortified herself by memories, by the thought of the old Marquis,
of his mother, by her own ideals. She tried to stifle her fatal pity
that wished to weep over him, and to summon instead some ghost of last
summer’s love to help her.
“Luc,” she said, with surprising steadiness, “you must not assume that
I am inconstant, ignoble. You need me more than ever.”
He interrupted her, very gently.
“But you have no need of me.”
“Yes--ah, yes. This is a strange greeting for you to give me--Luc.”
Her voice rose desperately. “Everything is as it was before.”
“No,” he said; “everything is changed. You know it--you knew it when
you turned the lamp out.”
She was silent.
“God knows,” he continued slowly, “that it would be pleasant to
me to believe what you say--to deceive myself, to sweeten my
great loneliness by your loyal duty, by your tender service--by
all the gracious phantoms you would conjure from the grave of
your dead love--but I am not the coward who would take your sweet
self-sacrifice.”
“You make _me_ a coward!” came her voice, very low. “What am I to say?”
“Farewell,” he answered.
He heard her move and saw the blur of her pink skirt pass out of the
firelight.
“No,” she said, “I _will_ be true--I _will_ keep my vows--I have no
right----”
“Nor I,” he put in quickly. He paused a moment, then said quietly, “I
have no career before me. I shall always be my father’s pensioner, and
I shall always be an invalid--and, though no one knows it, the doctor
warned me that I have only a few years to live.”
“Oh!” shuddered Clémence.
He cautiously moved a little nearer to her, treading delicately and
feeling his way.
“There is nothing to grieve over--and nothing to regret,” he said,
“save that I ever entangled your life with mine, Mademoiselle. Yet
it has given me the very sweetest memories--and afterwards, in the
long years ahead of you, when you are honoured and loved as you are
worthy of being, it cannot lessen your happiness to remember that you
were the fairest, most sacred thing in the life of a man who did not
know--much joy.”
He paused and coughed. She was sobbing childishly.
“Your tears will be repaid you,” he added in a faltering voice. “You
weep for a man who worships you, and who blesses God for having known
you--and when you think afterwards of how much it meant to me to meet
this tenderness I could not take, you will not regret those tears,
Clémence.”
He heard her sobs lessen as she struggled to master her tears; he
heard her move towards him.
“Take me,” she muttered. “I wish it--I meant what I said--I am yours.
I could make you happier--let me--I _will_ keep my word.”
“Ah, hush!” he answered hoarsely; “you have not even seen me.”
“You take away my courage,” she interrupted. “I could have done
it--you would never have known.” She broke into sobs again. “Why did
you do it? Why was everything so cruel? I think I shall go mad. Luc,
Luc, I loved you--on my soul I did! I would have died for you. But why
did you go away and come back changed--changed to me? You do not want
my love! You refuse my faith! Who was that woman you went with? Where
is she now?”
“Dead--dead--dead.”
“Ah! Does it matter to you?”
Luc felt his way nearer to her. He moved into the dim circle of the
fire-glow; he could make out her misty shape.
“Do you not want me?” she asked, and her voice was steady now.
“Yes,” said Luc--“more than I ever wanted you. You asked about
the--Countess. She was brave and kind and, I think, had virtues I
know not of. I was never more than outside her life--she was not of
the same blood--she did not understand. You do--you know what I can
do--you will not tempt me.”
“Tempt you,” she repeated softly. “But if I _wanted_ it?”
“But you do not, Clémence,” he said gravely and sadly. “You are only
pretending for my sake, for my father’s sake, for the sake of your own
ideals. And presently you would come to hate me.”
She rose and moved restlessly.
“Do--you--not believe in love,” she asked hesitatingly “in love being
stronger than--anything?”
“Yes.”
“Then why cannot we--surmount this?”
Luc was silent.
“Why?” persisted Clémence.
He thought she was straining towards him through the darkness.
“Ah, my dear,” he cried brokenly, “if you loved me--how different! You
said just now, ‘I could have done it--you would never have known.’ Do
not try to deceive me.”
There was a long silence, then she answered in a muffled but steady
tone--
“You are right, Monsieur. I will not dare to force on you my ideas.
You must act by your own--I will not humiliate you by insisting on
your taking any sacrifice. I am speaking very coldly. Forgive me. My
heart is not cold. I see there was not in either of our affections
anything strong enough to weather storms--and you want the rest of
your life free. And I see that you cannot keep me to an old promise--a
de Clapiers, Monsieur, can only behave as you have behaved.”
She gave a great sigh, as if she was exhausted, and a chill sense of
desolation filled the room.
“Tell me,” said Luc--“you were afraid?”
“Yes,” she admitted lifelessly; “but I would have done it.”
“Mademoiselle, I never doubted your courage.”
“I--did not lie to you,” came her toneless voice, “when I vowed--I
meant----”
“I know,” he said--“I know.”
“And your father--your poor father----”
“He has courage too,” answered Luc, and he laughed. “Light the lamp
now, Mademoiselle,” he added.
“No--my eyes are too tired,” she replied hastily.
“Mademoiselle, I am going to strike a light; but first--may I kiss
your hand?”
He heard her rise. The fire was dying out and he saw the long gleam
of her gown in the faint beams, then her shape came between him and
the glow and her hand rested on his. He kissed her fingers, then
said, “You would have despised me if I had married you,”--his voice
strengthened--“but now you will think of me kindly.”
She drew away from him, and seemed to be absorbed and lost in the
unbearable darkness.
“I want to see you,” said Luc between his teeth.
He took the flint and tinder from his pocket and struck it with a
steady hand. As the flame flared up he strained his dim eyes across it
to gaze at her. He saw her in an atmosphere of fire--the air all about
her was red. Her face was more beautiful than he cared to realize; her
eyes looked straight at him across the flame, and they were strained,
wide, and dark with terror.
The still burning tinder fell from his fingers; he put his foot on it.
A voice he would not have recognized as hers came out of the obscurity.
“You--you are not--much changed.”
Luc laughed.
“Heaven bless you,” he said sweetly.
She seemed to move desperately; he heard her push a chair aside.
“Oh--God--_God_!” she cried on a note of fainting anguish.
He felt her skirts brush past him, the door opened, a shaft of light
penetrated the darkness for a second, then the door closed.
She was gone.
Luc fumbled his way to the sofa where she must have been seated; the
cushions were still warm where her face had rested, her tears fallen.
He spread his hands over them and shivered from head to foot.
He had never wanted her so much, in all the days of their summer
courtship, as he wanted her now.
Yet he was glad she was gone, glad it was over.
She was as lost now as that other Clémence who also had closed a door
on him and left him alone.
His grasp tightened on the silk cushions. Out of the depths of his
pain and regret flashed the alluring vision of the phantom he had
chased all his life.
“Glory!” he said under his breath, “still to be--achieved--not
with”--he rose, staggering like one intoxicated--“the body”--he
clutched the chimneypiece--“but--with--the soul!”
CHAPTER IV
THE CONFLICT
The elder Marquis de Vauvenargues put down the _Gazette_ in which
he had been reading of the opening of the spring campaign and the
progress of the Chevalier de St. George through Scotland, and looked
across the dining-room at his eldest son.
Luc stood before the window half concealed by the long folds of
the dark crimson curtains. It was late afternoon in March, and the
garden was grey, misty, and fragrant; beyond the trees, just blurred
with green, glowed the pale, clear blue of the fading sky, mournful,
remote, and calm.
“Mademoiselle de Séguy is leaving for Paris to-morrow,” said the
Marquis.
“Ah!” answered Luc, without moving his head.
M. de Vauvenargues paused a moment, then added in a low tone--
“It need not have been, Luc, it need not have been.”
The young man did not reply, and his father sighed.
“You were always obstinate, Luc,” he added with a sad tenderness,
“from the day you insisted on entering the army--which was Joseph’s
place--as the second son.”
Luc moved now; he turned his back to the window, facing now the long,
dark room, the table on which the fine cloth, cakes, and wine still
gleamed, facing the figure of his father in full peruke and black
velvet, brilliants and much Michelin lace.
“I am going to prove myself still further obstinate, Monseigneur,”
he said. He stifled a cough and braced his stooping figure. “I have
wished--for some weeks--since I returned from the convent--to speak
to you. I think this is my chance.”
The old man folded the paper across mechanically, and the great
ruffles round his wrists shook with the quivering of his fair hands.
“What can you have to say, Luc?” he asked quickly.
His son came slowly to the table with the hesitating and uncertain
step that was the accompaniment of his imperfect sight.
“I want to tell you, Monseigneur, what I mean to do.”
He seated himself on the old, high-backed walnut chair with the
fringed leather seat which had been his since the time he had sat
there, a stately child in skirts, murmuring grace or eating sugared
macaroons.
“What you mean to do?” repeated the Marquis.
Luc raised his face. In the cold light of the early year and the
shadows of the dark room this face looked like a mask of colourless
clay modelled in lines of perpetual pain. The white curls of his wig
fell either side on to his green coat, and his hands were again white,
one holding the back of the black chair, one resting on the lace cloth.
He looked at his father steadily, and the blood receded from the
Marquis’s strong features.
“What do you mean to do?” he asked. “Eh, Luc?”
“Monseigneur,”--though the voice was hoarse and broken by constant
coughing, there were in it the old sweet notes--“I fear to give you
pain. Yet I cannot think that you will not understand.”
“I am ready,” said his father, “to do anything you wish--you know
that--anything.”
Again Luc braced himself with an obvious effort; his bent shoulders
straightened and he held up his head.
“I want--I mean to--go to Paris.”
“To--Paris! You want to leave Aix!”
“Monseigneur, I must.”
“Luc,”--the Marquis also was endeavouring to remain calm,--“why do you
wish to leave your home? What do you intend to do in Paris?”
The young man answered swiftly--
“Give myself a chance--a last chance.”
“But you have refused your appointment.”
“Forgive me--I do not mean in that way--that is over. You know. Now
it is--my soul, unaided. I must satisfy myself before I die. Who knows
what is after? And if I leave my life at this I shall have been a
sluggard. _I shall not have expressed what was in me to express._”
He pressed his handkerchief to his lips and gave a little sigh, as if
what he had said and the force with which he had spoken exhausted him.
The Marquis stared at him with troubled eyes.
“Explain yourself, Luc. If you wish to go you shall--but----” he
paused, at a loss.
“I must go,” answered Luc. “I have not very long--not much time. Here
I merely let you watch me die.”
“Luc--Luc.”
“I must speak--forgive me again--you may think I go against my duty.”
The Marquis was crumpling the edge of the cloth in nervous fingers.
“What is the object of this resolution?” he demanded. “Tell me
clearly. I have a right to know.”
Luc answered steadily and sweetly--
“It is hard to pain you, Monseigneur, and before I speak I would
implore you to consider that I have not come to this resolution
without struggles--so intense, so bitter that I thought I could not
live and endure them.”
“You frighten me,” said the Marquis. “You always had a wild
heart--what has it prompted you to now?”
Luc bent his head.
“I know a man in Paris who is shaping the thought of France. I told
him once what I meant to do, what goal I set myself, and he gave me
advice that I rejected. Now other ways are closed to me I shall take
this. I think, after all, that he was right. I am going to Paris
to join this man and his friends--the people who are making the
future of France, of the world. They will help me to so live my last
years, to so express the thoughts that come to me that I may die not
utterly useless--perhaps even achieving that inward glory that is the
paradise of the soul.” His voice rose full and clear with emotion and
enthusiasm, and his marred eyes flashed with something of the old fire
the Luc of yester year had so often darted on the world.
The old Marquis sat very still. He looked grey, and hard, and massive;
his fine right hand clutched and unclutched on the table.
“Who is this man?” he asked.
Luc paused for a moment, then said, without fear or bravado--
“Voltaire.”
It was the first time that name had been mentioned in this house
without loathing or contempt; it was the first time M. de Vauvenargues
had heard it on the lips of his son. His face worked with passion: a
heavy flush stained his cheeks, and his eyes were almost hidden by his
over-hanging, frowning brows.
“You mean to leave Aix to become a follower of M. de Voltaire?” he
said in a low, trembling voice.
“Yes.”
“How--what do you mean to do?”
“I mean to collect my writings, to publish them--to write again.”
“How do you mean to live?”
“As they lived when they began.”
“And you will _write_?”
“Yes--I _must_.”
The Marquis rose, and his face was distorted.
“Have you forgotten that you are my son--my eldest son?”
“No.” Luc rose also, and stood fronting his father, the table between
them.
“And yet you propose to disgrace your blazon!”
“Better disgrace my blazon than my genius!” answered Luc. “I have been
fettered all my life--now I have no more time to waste. I am going to
answer at _my_ tribunal, remember, Monseigneur, not at yours--and _my_
judge is not pleased with the things that please Him who judges you.”
“You speak blasphemy!” thundered the Marquis. “This twice-damned
atheist has poisoned you! There is but one God--beware of Him!”
Luc did not move nor speak. There was no defiance nor anger in his
attitude, but a great stillness and sweetness in his air, terrible to
his father, who checked his passion as swiftly as he had given it rein
and said in a controlled, low, and baffled voice--
“We must speak of these things quietly, Luc. You cannot mean what you
say--no, it is not possible. Your whole life cannot have been a lie.”
“My life,” answered Luc quietly, “has borne witness to the truth as it
was revealed to me.”
“Yet, if you _do_ mean what you say, you have deceived me until this
moment.”
The young man brought his hands to his bosom.
“I never dared tell you what I really believed, Monseigneur,” he said.
“Besides, there was no need. I had resolved on the accepted path of
honour; I was going the way you had gone, your father before you; I
meant to pay all respect to your God; I meant to take a wife of your
rank, your faith, your choice--now Fate has ordered differently.” He
paused, then added in a deeply moved voice, “I have nothing left save
the _truth_ that is in _myself_.”
The old man turned and pointed haughtily to the shield carved above
the marble chimneypiece, the fasces of blue and silver, the golden
chief.
“You have that,” he answered with inexpressible pride. “You have your
name, me, your house.”
“It is not enough,” said Luc in the same tone. “I want, Monseigneur,
my own soul.”
“Leave that in God’s hands,” flashed the Marquis.
“It is in my own,” answered Luc. “Monseigneur, we have come to this
issue, and between us--now--it must be decided. I remember when I was
a boy you found me writing and reading. You burnt my books and papers;
you forbade me to make the acquaintance of men of literature; you
instilled into me ideas I am scarcely free of yet. But it is no use--I
belong to my age, I am one with those men in Paris.”
“With Voltaire, atheist, _canaille_.”
“With him, Monseigneur.”
“My son tells this to me!” cried the old man wildly. “If you want to
read books, read the history of your house; you will find them much
good company and not one pedant! You will be the first of your race
to so disgrace yourself!”
With equal fire and decision Luc answered--
“Nothing can move me. I am what I am. There is only that one thing
for me to do. I will not betray my inspiration because I am a man of
quality--I would sooner degrade my rank than degrade my spirit.”
The Marquis moved back and put out his hand against the chimneypiece.
The encroaching shadows began to strengthen in the long, dark chamber;
they were over the face of the old noble, these shadows, and gave it a
look of hardness, of dreariness, of implacable wrath--a terrible look
and a terrible face to be turned on that other marred face opposite, a
terrible glance for eyes to dart on those other eyes, half blind, but
valiant, that watched patiently.
“There is only one thing for _me_ to do,” he said, in bitter mockery
of his son’s words. “If you mean what you say, if you hold the beliefs
you avow, you leave at once and for ever the house of de Clapiers, you
will never look on me or your mother again, and you will not obtain
from me a single louis if you are starving--as you will starve in your
folly and wickedness.”
The old clock struck the half-hour. Those same bells had chimed when
Luc had first come into his father’s presence in his fine uniform and
been blessed with proud gladness by the man who was spurning him now.
Luc trembled a little, then sat down.
“I meant,” he replied, “all I said, Monseigneur.”
“And I also mean what I say.”
Luc was silent; his hands fell into his lap. His father remained
motionless, erect, hard, grey in the grey shadows.
“I must go--even on these terms I must go.” His voice was yearning,
full of regret, of sorrow, but not of weakness.
“Then go--at once.”
The young man got to his feet.
“Like--this?”
“At once.”
“Monseigneur!”--he held his hands out across the table--“is there
nothing in the past that can prevent you from parting so from
me--nothing?”
“The present kills the past. You choose to forget your blazon, your
quality, your name--you are then nothing to me. I shall forget my
eldest son as he has forgotten me.”
Luc answered feverishly, desperately--
“Take care, Monseigneur--you will never be able to undo what you do
now--never. Think of it--what a difference it would make to me if I
had a kind remembrance of you to take with me into the last endeavour
of my life.”
“Go--leave my presence. I do not wish to hear your voice.”
“My father!”
“Go!”
“Will you hear me?”
“Hear you! What do you think it is to me to hear _my son_ speak as you
have spoken?”
“Be merciful! Remember I shall never have a child to speak to me--I
have nothing but myself.”
The Marquis winced and his face quivered.
“You have boasted that before!” he cried.
“No boast,” said Luc steadily--“the truth.”
“Then on that truth we part. Go to Paris and never think of me again.”
Luc stood for a full minute silent.
“I think you mean it,” he said at last. “I know I might waste my
passion on you. I shall never trouble you any more, Monseigneur.”
The shadows gathered with steady swiftness. Luc was reminded of other
darknesses: of the retreat from Prague, his journey with Carola to the
convent, his parting with Clémence. He put his frail hand over his
eyes to shut out the pallid bitterness of his father’s face.
“I must see my mother,” he said. “I think she would wish to say
farewell.”
Without a word the Marquis pulled the long bell rope. Luc heard his
quick orders, when the servant appeared--“To beg Madame for her
presence.”
“Thank you, Monseigneur,” he said hoarsely. He seated himself and sank
his face in his hands. Were there still depths of anguish, of regret
to be sounded? Were there still delicate pangs of pain as yet unknown
to him?
He heard the door open. He looked up, to perceive the Marquise
entering the room--to perceive her, between his blurred sight and the
shadows, very dimly, a gleam of rose-coloured brocade, a flash of
brilliants in the fire-glow.
“Madame,” said M. de Vauvenargues, in a voice hard and bitter, “I have
brought you here to say farewell to your son.”
Luc was on his feet. He began to speak--he did not know what he was
saying.
“No,” interrupted the Marquis. “Hear me first, Madame.”
Madame de Vauvenargues laid her hand on his cuff.
“What has come between you two?” she asked. “Joseph, how is this
possible?”
“God and honour have come between us,” he answered. “Luc is going to
Paris--to--Voltaire--to earn his bread among mountebanks by writing
blasphemies. He--a de Clapiers!--he elects to go down into the gutter.”
“Hush, Monseigneur, hush!” she implored. “There is some mistake. Luc,
Luc--speak to me--tell me what you wish.”
His own voice sounded hollow and weary to him as he answered--
“I am a follower of M. de Voltaire, Madame. I choose to use what life
I have left in the profession of letters--I am going to Paris for that
purpose.”
“You hear!” cried the Marquis--“you hear!”
His wife held herself erect.
“Luc,” she said, “you will not persist in this wicked folly.”
“Alas!” he answered with great sweetness, “does it seem that to you,
my mother?”
“Voltaire!” she murmured.
“Say your farewells,” commanded the Marquis fiercely.
Luc came slowly round the table, feeling his way by the edge of it.
“You, at least, will not let me go with harsh words,” he said
unsteadily.
“Tell me one thing!” she flashed--“do you turn your back on God?”
He was beyond all subterfuge. Lies seemed then too flimsy to
handle--things that broke at a touch--only truth was strong enough for
his mood.
“On the God of the Gospels, yes,” he answered. “But what has that to
do with you and me?”
She crossed herself and shrank back against her husband.
“You deny Christ?” she asked, quivering.
“I am speaking to _you_, mother,” he answered passionately. “I am in
great need of you, I am very lonely and weak with regrets--give me a
kind farewell.”
“Do you deny Christ?” she repeated, and clutched her husband’s hand.
Luc lurched and caught hold of the back of the settle by the
fire-place.
“Shall a dead man come between us?” he asked, and his voice was faint.
“The Living God!” answered his mother.
Luc straightened himself.
“I deny Him--before my own soul I deny Him. If He is more to you than
your son--then I go--free--even of your love--free,” he laughed. “I
cannot see you. Shall I go like this? Mother, does your God let you
cast me off like this?”
She stood, taut and cold, at her husband’s side.
“I have no more to say to you,” she replied. “With great anguish I
shall pray for you.”
“Is it possible,” murmured Luc--“is it possible?”
The Marquis spoke now.
“Madame, you have heard for yourself what manner of son we have. I
have told him never to think or speak of us again. Was I right?”
She steadied herself against his shoulder.
“Quite--right.”
“I have bidden him go to Paris--to never set foot in Aix again. Again,
was I right?”
“Quite--right.”
“I tell him, before you, to look for no pity, no charity, no
recognition from us until he has made his peace with his outraged God.
Marguérite, am I right?”
She replied now in one word--
“Yes.”
Luc drew a little broken sigh.
“Farewell,” he said.
His father did not answer nor move from his haughty attitude, but his
mother said in an awful voice--
“Farewell, and Christ have mercy on you.”
He could not see either of them. In moving to the door he stumbled
several times against the furniture, for the deep twilight meant utter
darkness to his partial blindness.
The two before the fire heard his awkward steps, his fumbling for the
handle of the door, and never moved.
When he at last had gone from them utterly, the Marquis caught his
wife by the shoulders and looked down into her face.
“Never speak his name to me again,” he cried; “never! never!”
CHAPTER V
THE DEPARTURE FROM AIX
Luc sat in a corner of the Paris post-chaise which was driving through
the dark away from Aix. It was over now. He was free of everything;
his own master; on his own road to his own goal.
Though, knowing his father, he must have known this utter breach
would follow his confession of his faith and belief, yet no previous
preparation could soften the pang of the suddenness with which the
thing had happened. For years he had been aware that if he spoke what
was in his mind his father would be moved to terrible wrath; yet it
was none the less awful that he was riding away from Aix, from his
home, for ever.
His mother, too. She had let him go with less kindness than he had
often seen her show to poor beseechers of charity at her gate.
Jean, his own body-servant, had shrunk from him--he had packed his
portmanteaus himself; the other servants had kept out of his way. He
seemed to have left the house under a silent curse.
He roused himself; demanded of himself what he was doing brooding on
the past. His justification lay in the future. He looked round the
interior of the coach, which was full of mist, and shadow, and the
wavering light of an oil lamp that hung above the red upholstered worn
back of the seat opposite him.
It was a chilly night, the road rough, and progress slow. Luc’s weak
sight slowly made out the other passengers. His mental preoccupation
had been such that till now he had not noticed them.
One, who sat opposite him, under the lamp, was an ordinary middle-aged
citizen, wrapped in a frieze coat and wearing a grey wig. He was half
asleep, and his head shook to and fro on his breast with the rattling
of the coach. The remaining passenger was a woman, so muffled from
head to foot in a dark mantle that face, figure, hands, and feet were
hidden--probably she was asleep.
Luc had never been in a public coach before. The close smell, the worn
fittings, the near presence of strangers--it was all new to him, as
were the joltings and lurching in the heavy leathers. He reflected
that henceforth all his life would be as strange, as different as
this from what he had hitherto known; that from now on he would have
to consider things from another standpoint--the soldier, the noble
existed no longer. He was a man broken in health, with very little
longer to live, adventuring to Paris. He schooled himself to endure
the monotony of the cold, the dim light, the two silent figures, the
slow motion. He closed his eyes and endeavoured to sleep.
His senses were slipping into a languid, bitter-sweet confusion, when
a stinging blast of air roused him. He sat up, shivering and coughing.
The window farthest from him had been opened, and a thin curl of mist,
icy cold, entered the coach. The man opposite slept and nodded, and
the lady by the open window held her head turned away, and seemed to
be gazing out at the darkness.
Luc’s courtesy would not permit him to ask her to close the window,
though to have it wide to the night in such weather seemed folly.
The cold crept up to him, and clung to him. Recollections of all that
cold had meant in his life came to him: the cold in Bohemia; the cold
outside Aix; even the delicate chill of evening in the garden off the
Rue Deauville. And all these associations were with Carola Koklinska,
and he recalled that she had told him how she used to lie shivering
under the trees when she was a child--cold, cold, cold.
Wherever her soul might be, her body was cold now, stiff in the frosty
earth. He too, he shivered as he had not under the snows of Pürgitz.
Again he closed his eyes, yet soon opened them.
Now the window was shut.
He stared, for he had not heard the sound of closing. When he
reflected, he had not heard the sound of opening either, nor had the
lady changed her attitude--and it was not possible that she could have
pulled the thick strap, moved down or up the ponderous frame of wood,
the heavy sheet of glass, without some sound, and without disturbing
the folds of the cloak across her hands.
Luc admitted to himself, with a little quiver, that his sight was
more and more failing him. In these last few weeks he could not trust
himself about objects even so near as was this window, that could
never have been opened.
He wondered where the cold came from, for it was increasing till every
bone ached. Yet his fellow-travellers were quiet. Could it be his
fancy conjuring up the past, the snow, the chill--and Carola, Clémence
that was? His head sank sideways on his breast, and he fixed his
blurred vision on the silent figure of the woman in the corner. Since
he could not see her face, he might please himself by imagining it;
since he was free to picture her as he would, he might believe she had
black hair in long fine ringlets, dark eyes and hollowed cheeks, and a
fair throat softly shadowed.
The coach rattled on with cumbrous pace. The lantern flame flared and
dipped in the socket; the man in the frieze coat sank huddled together
in a deeper sleep; and the cold became more intense, more searching,
till Luc felt as if some creature of ice were embracing him.
Presently, and for the first time, the lady in the corner moved. She
did not turn her head from gazing at the darkness, but she drew her
hand from under her cloak (that Luc now perceived to be of purple
velvet) and laid it on the seat between them.
It was a bare hand, white, and thin, and long.
Luc stared down at this hand, leant forward to bridge the space
between them. On the second of the fingers was a diamond ring with
sapphire points. Luc had seen a child with such a ring in her shroud
buried in the convent graveyard. He drooped against the back of
the seat; the hand came nearer, and it seemed to him that his sight
suddenly became as perfect as it once had been, for he saw every
line and curve and shadow, every tint and crease in the delicate hand
creeping closer to him across the worn red velvet of the seat; saw the
blue and white sparkle of the stones in the lamplight, and the minute
details of their carved silver setting.
She still did not look round. Luc put out his own hand, and the long
fingers rested on his. The deep cold increased till he felt that every
drop of blood in his body was chilled.
The coach jolted, the lamp shook violently, and the flame sank out;
darkness joined the cold. The coach vanished from about Luc; he felt
himself being drawn by that icy hand through soft blackness. Cloudy
pictures of all he had lost oppressed him: he heard his father’s
voice, very far off; his mother’s last cruel dismissal, coming too
from a great distance. He thought he was under the earth, lying in
a grave with Carola Koklinska. His own hand was now so cold that he
did not know whether or no another was resting in it. A faint Eastern
perfume, luxurious and warm, pervaded the universal cold; a sense of
comfort, of delight, stayed the long ache of regret in Luc’s heart, as
if herbs had been placed on a wound.
He thought he was back in Bohemia, sleeping on the frozen ground, and
that presently the dawn would break like a frosty lily, and he would
look up to see a lady in a habit of Oriental gaudiness ride round a
tall silver fir, in the topmost boughs of which the sun would sparkle
among the snow crystals.
But it was another light that broke across the peaceful, grateful
darkness that surrounded Luc. He sat up shivering, to find himself
in the close, worn interior of a public coach, the door of which was
being held open by the guard, who carried a lantern that cast a strong
yellow glow.
The coach had stopped. Luc’s fellow-passenger was yawning and shaking
himself.
“Ah, Messieurs,” the guard was saying, “a thousand pardons--the light
has gone out!”
“Eh?” yawned the man in the frieze coat. “Well, I think we have both
been asleep, have we not, Monsieur?”
He smiled courteously at Luc.
“It would seem so,” shuddered the Marquis. Beyond the stout figure of
the guard, clumsy with heavy capes, he could see the misty lights of
an inn, and a group of men standing in front of the yellow square of
the door.
“The lady?” he asked. “Has the lady got out here?”
The fellow shook his head.
“There was no passenger save you two from Aix, Monsieur. Some others
join us at the next stage.”
Luc glanced at his fellow-traveller, who was chafing his hands
vigorously.
“Did you not think that there was a lady in that corner?” he asked
faintly.
When he saw the look turned on him, he repented having spoken.
“You have been dreaming, Monsieur,” was the brusque answer. “We have
been alone in the coach since Aix.”
Luc controlled himself.
“Forgive me,” he said simply. “My sight is not very good, and there
were so many shadows I thought I saw a lady in a dark mantle seated
in that corner.”
The little man laughed.
“Mon Dieu, no, Monsieur.” He spoke pleasantly, being affected, almost
unconsciously, by the sweetness and gentleness of the slight stooping
gentleman who was so terribly marked by the smallpox and seemed to
breathe with such an effort.
The guard entered to relight the lantern, and the two travellers
descended and stood in the strip of light outside the inn, where the
coachman, some peasants, and two starved-looking people, who had been
travelling outside, were drinking hot spiced wine with wolfish relish.
Luc felt the night wind touch his face. He walked out of the radius of
light, away from the sound of the talk, and stood facing the dark high
road.
_Can she, then, come back--has she, then, remembered? Did she mean to
comfort me?_
He breathed strongly and drew himself erect.
_Why should I fear sorrow and loss? Who am I that I should hope to be
free of grief and regret? I have not offended the Being who put me
here, and I fear nothing._
He stood motionless, for the wind was rising higher, and passed him
with a sound like the sweep of a woman’s skirt. He thought to feel a
touch, a breath, to hear a voice, a sigh.
But the wind passed, and a great stillness fell.
Luc returned to the coach.
“Will you not have a glass of wine, Monsieur?” asked the man in the
frieze coat. “It is a bitter night for spring.”
The Marquis declined pleasantly.
“I suppose we are near the dawn?” he added.
“I think it will be light before the next stage, Monsieur.”
They mounted the step, entered, and closed the door. A heavy smell of
oil hung in the air, and the lamp burnt raggedly. From without came
the clink of glasses and money, voices, and the stamp of feet.
Luc was roused from the exaltation of his inner thoughts by the
question--
“How far are you travelling, Monsieur?”
“To Paris.”
“Ah, a long way.”
“Yes, a long way.”
“A fine city, Paris,” said the other, pulling on his gloves.
“Fine, indeed, Monsieur.”
They took their seats, and the coach started with a noisy effort.
The elder traveller was soon asleep again, but Luc sat awake, alert,
watching the blurred misty glass turn a cold white as the dawn came
slowly.
CHAPTER VI
THE GARRET
When Luc looked from the window of his room across the Isle of St.
Louis he realized the great gulf he had set between himself and his
past.
The chamber was high up in a tall, straight-fronted house that had
once been of some pretensions to splendour, and a man with good vision
could have seen a strange array of twisted roofs and chimney-stacks
beneath the two dominant towers of Notre-Dame de Paris; and even Luc’s
ruined sight could discern a vast, if blurred, sweep of houses, sky,
and clouds.
Looking down into the street, he could dimly see the dirty
house-fronts; the kennels with their up-piled garbage; the poor
wine-shop; the people between poverty and draggled fashion, who came
and went in this heart of the city that was now so decayed, yet
retained still some remnants of splendour; a certain air of being
old and royal; a certain pretence of being prosperous and refined;
a poor enough pretence, and one fast wearing thin, still there, and
sometimes, as on Sundays, when the small lawyers and men of letters
with their ladies walked abroad, worn jauntily enough.
Newly polished swords, newly powdered wigs, gold lace, and hooped
petticoats would then grace the rambling streets. Sedan-chairs would
cross the cobbles, and sometimes a great man would dash past in a
coach and four to one of the hotels the Isle still boasted, where the
wit and learning of France gathered occasionally.
Often though, too, this romantic and brave pretence would be
abandoned, and the truth stick through, like sharp elbows through a
threadbare coat. And bitter penury, and coarse licence, and desperate
lawlessness showed openly enough in the narrow streets; and starved
faces would be common enough for those who liked to count them,
and rebellious talk common enough for those who cared to listen;
and people at squalid doorways would curse the war, and taxes, and
sometimes the nobles. Even the King did not seem so beloved in
these dark streets as he was at Versailles. But the priests, and
the tax-gatherers, and the little officials had the people well in
hand, and Luc had seen them go, obediently enough, to the church to
celebrate a victory--and victories came plentifully.
Maurice de Saxe was handing brilliant laurels to Louis, who wore
them gracefully, and pleased France, it seemed. For France endured
the Marquise de Pompadour and certain creatures of hers, such as the
brothers Paris, Devernay, and others who flourished and fattened,
and used the country like a pot of gold, into which they could dip
their fists and enrich themselves, under the cynical approval of the
melancholy King.
Luc saw France differently from this poor quarter. Paris had seemed
another city viewed from the Rue du Bac. The war had been different,
too, viewed in the light of the gala lamps of Versailles, or by the
camp fires of Bohemia.
There was no glory to gild these humble lives, no hope, no lure to
lead them on. Luc watched, and was troubled. Could France flower
from such a soil? Would the light of the coming age of freedom ever
overcome the dark windings of the religion of Pompadour and peasant,
ever dissipate the errors taught by the ignorant to the ignorant, by
dirty priests to sullen minds?
Luc watched the sky at evening. That was as pure, as remote, as golden
above the stale odours of the crooked streets as above the untouched
fields of Provence. And he dared to hope that the golden age was
coming.
For himself, he did not wince from the ignoble melancholy of his
surroundings. His poverty did not trouble him, nor had he once
regretted the impulse that had driven him from home. He was living
on about five francs a day. His money, that had come from the sale of
what was left of his personal property after the expenses of the war,
would, at this rate, last him three years, and he did not think to
live so long. Indeed, his weakness increased so on him, his attacks of
illness were so frequent and severe, that he often thought it might be
weeks only before the end.
Sometimes he would lie all day alone on his poor bed, gazing up at the
strip of sky, unable to move or sleep, smiling at the sunshine which,
towards evening (the hour he loved the most), would dazzle over his
bare boards like the skirts of Glory herself.
When his strength was with him, he wrote. Many of his papers were with
his brother Joseph, who had once shown a furtive interest in them. Luc
sent a noble letter asking for them, but received no reply. He smiled,
thinking of the furious Joseph casting the manuscripts into the fire.
Such as he had in his own possession, and those his solitary
meditations had produced, he collected, and sent to one of the great
booksellers.
The work was taken. For the sake of those who had disowned him, Luc
made the last sacrifice, and the modest little volume appeared without
any name on the title-page.
It made no success whatever, fell dead from its birth, and was
forgotten. No one made any remark upon it, for no one read it.
“They would say I was a complete failure,” smiled Luc.
He sent a copy of his book to M. de Voltaire, with some timidity,
for the great man was now historiographer to the Court and deep in
politics, being the acknowledged protégé of the Marquise; and then,
with the slow, painful effort of his infirmities, he commenced to
write another. He had so elevated himself that he was not even
disappointed by the failure of the book that contained the inmost
convictions of his soul. He saw now that glory was not only reached
by the road of success.
Six months after he had come to Paris, and a few days after he had
sent his book to Voltaire, one fair, clear afternoon in October,
he sat at his window, overlooking Paris. It seemed to him that he
overlooked the future too; that this window of his poor room was the
outlook of some watch-tower, from which he could see the doings of
posterity unfold into the distance.
Wars and ministries, kings and soldiers, shrank to the size of
puppet-shows viewed on the fringe of the changing future. Soon,
everything that agitated the world now would be a mere name. Soon
again--not even that--fresh creeds, fresh codes, would replace the
old; and through all the changing dynasties of thought that would
reign, nothing would count but the memory of the few men who had risen
above their age, and handed from one generation to another the pure
lamp of the truth as it had been revealed to them; of virtue, as it
had been permitted to them to practise; of heroism, as they had been
able to accomplish it.
It was easier on the battle-field or in the Cabinet, but it was
possible in a garret. It was easier with a body vigorous and healthy;
it was possible with a body broken and dying. It was easier when
surrounded by encouragement, attention, acclaim; but it was possible,
alone and unnoticed, to win a place in that galaxy of glory that
lights eternity.
Luc had on his window-sill an evergreen plant with gold leaves,
straight and tall in shape, like the silver fir of Bohemia, or the
poplars of the Rue Deauville.
He opened the window now, and moved the pot, and admired the glint
of the sun on the glossy leaves. The sight of this little plant, so
strong, so silent, gave him an extraordinary sensation—it was so noble
in its intense life, and yet so helpless. Luc sometimes felt abashed
before the gold foliage rising out of the common pot on the dirty sill.
He thought now that the soil felt dry, and turned to get water. In
that moment the door opened and a man stepped into the room.
“Who are you, Monsieur?” asked Luc pleasantly.
The other swept off his hat.
“Do you not know me, Monsieur le Marquis?”
Luc strained his eyes.
“Come a little nearer. Ah!”--as the other obeyed--“Monsieur de
Richelieu!”
“Yes.”
The Duke glanced round the plaster walls, the raftered ceiling, the
shabby furniture. Then his bold dark eyes rested on the meagre figure
of Luc, clothed in garments still too good for his surroundings, and
he flushed, and a shade came over his broad low brow.
“Do you live here?” he asked.
“Yes, Maréchal.”
Luc indicated a chair, and M. de Richelieu seated himself. The
splendour of his velvets, laces, brilliants, and all his extravagant
appointments, looked strange enough in this room. His charming face
was red between the flowing curls, and he gazed at Luc with an
expression of amazement.
“Yesterday,” he said, “M. de Voltaire brought your book to the Hôtel
d’Antin, and I was reading it last night. Good God—a man of your
quality! I wish you could have accepted the Spanish appointment.”
Luc seated himself on the low chair by the hearth, on which a few
sticks were burning.
“I wished so also,” he said quietly. “But you see for yourself,
Monseigneur, that my health would not permit.”
The Maréchal seemed unable to find words.
Luc leant forward and narrowed his weak eyes.
“Have you come to offer me patronage, Monsieur?” he asked.
The Duke answered with a noble air--
“It would not be possible for anyone to offer M. de Vauvenargues
patronage. I heard from M. de Voltaire that you were here, and I came
to be instructed in philosophy.”
“A Maréchal de France comes to be instructed in philosophy in a
garret!” smiled Luc; “and from one with whom he discovered long since
that he had nothing in common!”
The Duke looked down at his open hand, that he lightly struck with his
gauntlet, which was heavily embroidered with wreaths of roses, of gold
ribbon, and of violets.
“We have something in common,” he said--“Madame la Comtesse Koklinska.”
Luc rose and leant against the mean mantelshelf.
“Yes, we have that memory in common,” he answered calmly.
“When did you see her last?” asked the Duke.
“She is dead,” said Luc, looking at him.
M. de Richelieu glanced up swiftly. There was a curious sense of
stillness in the room. When the Duke spoke, his tone was also low.
“When did she die?”
“In a convent in Aix--nearly a year ago. So you did not know?”
“But I might have guessed that no other reason would have prevented
her from coming back.”
“If she had lived, M. de Maréchal, she would never have come back. She
died in the habit of a novice.”
“Ah--well, after all, that is what they all do. Did she speak of me?”
“She said, Monsieur, you had done--what they all do.”
M. de Richelieu laughed softly.
“She was a clever woman. I never knew her deceived. She was, in her
way, quite marvellous. But I did not come to speak of her.”
“No, Monsieur, but to look on a curiosity, I suppose?”
M. de Richelieu rose to his feet with a shimmer of his violet watered
silks, and said a curious thing.
“Are you--with the world forgone--happy?” he asked.
Luc looked over the house-tops at the setting sun that glittered over
the roofs of the Isle of St. Louis.
“Yes,” he answered. He coughed, put his hand to the plain linen
ruffles on his bosom, and sat down again in the worn chair.
“And yet you have lost everything!” exclaimed the Maréchal.
“I keep my soul,” smiled Luc; and his pallid, disfigured face glowed
for a second into its old likeness.
“I have _my_ soul,” said the Maréchal, “and all the world besides.
What have you that I have not?”
“Nothing, maybe,” replied Luc gravely.
“Ah,” insisted the Court favourite, “you have the power to come and
live--like this.” His superb gesture was as if he indicated a kennel.
“You have the power to sacrifice things that must be sweet to you.
What inspires you?”
“The love of glory, Monsieur,” smiled Luc. “Call it that. But what is
the use of words? My life marches to a different music from yours.”
“Do you despise me?” asked the Maréchal quickly, eagerly.
Luc considered a moment before he lifted his head and answered
quietly--
“I think I do.”
“So M. de Voltaire says sometimes; but he is not a man of quality. I
thought you despised me when we first met. Why?”
“You had such great opportunities,” answered Luc.
“I have made great use of them. There is no one more powerful in
France, except La Pompadour.”
“That is a proud boast,” said the Marquis. “I recommend it for your
epitaph, Monsieur le Maréchal.”
The Duke put his hand swiftly to the gold lace on his bosom.
“You hold me in contempt,” he said, with a fine smile, “but I can feel
no scorn for you. How do you do it?”
Luc lifted his head.
“Are you so discontented with your own life that you must come prying
into mine?” he said evenly. “You have what you wanted. Be satisfied,
as I am.”
M. de Richelieu’s face paled with a sudden passion.
“There is _nothing_ can satisfy me! I begin to find the world
very stale, so much of it is foolish. But _you_ seem to have found
something new. Tell me, for I no longer see anything gilded in all the
world. There is a tarnish over the gold pieces, and over the women’s
hair--and both were bright enough to me once.”
Luc leant forward, and with a bent poker stirred the fire into a
sparkle of embers.
“I fear, Monsieur le Maréchal,” he said, “that you begin to grow old.”
The Duke laughed.
“Old!” he repeated. “Old!” He rose. “My God! do you think I am _old_?
Look at me, Monsieur--am I _old_?”
Luc turned his head towards him.
“I can scarcely see you at all,” he said serenely. “I only see
something gold and purple. I am, Monsieur, half blind.”
The Duke stared at him.
“If I was stricken like you, I would fall on my sword!” he exclaimed
impulsively.
“Each has his own courage,” replied Luc.
“How long will you stay here?” asked the Maréchal abruptly.
“Until I die, Monsieur.”
“By Heaven, no. Come to the Hôtel d’Antin. You are a great man. Since
I am growing old I need a philosopher at my side, and--I always liked
you, Luc de Vauvenargues.”
The Marquis rose.
“I suppose it was you who obtained me the Spanish appointment after
all?” he asked suddenly.
“Do you bear me malice for that?”
“No,” said Luc, “no. But I am glad that I have chosen a way where I
can walk unaided.”
“Will you come to the Hôtel d’Antin?”
“Monseigneur, this time I have not come to Paris to become a pensioner
of the great.”
This answer, spoken with pride, but sweetly, caused the blood to flush
to M. de Richelieu’s side curls.
“So my philosopher rejects me!” he cried. “And I have prostrated
myself at the feet of the wise man without learning the secret of
perpetual youth or happiness! Farewell, Monsieur de Vauvenargues.”
He bowed and stepped towards the door. When he had opened it he paused
with the latch in his hand.
“Where is she buried?” he asked.
Luc did not answer.
“I mean La Koklinska,” insisted the resplendent Maréchal.
“In our hearts,” answered the Marquis swiftly. “Let her lie at peace.”
“Your pardon,” said M. de Richelieu. “I would have dedicated something
to her memory.”
“You can, Monsieur--your silence.”
The Duke bowed again.
“My silence, then, until we three meet in the Elysian Fields, when
we shall be able to have an interesting conversation. Again, and till
then, farewell.”
“Farewell, Monsieur le Maréchal.”
The door closed on the gorgeous courtier, and Luc was alone as usual
in the cold, darkening room, with the fire sinking on the hearth and
the sun fading without over the roofs of Paris.
CHAPTER VII
THE ROSES OF M. MARMONTEL
Luc stood again on the bridge, leaning on the parapet, and watching
the river and the people passing to and fro.
It was midsummer of the year ’46, and unusually hot. Most of the women
wore roses--red, white, and pink. There were many boats on the river,
and an air of gay carelessness over Paris; yet the war had not been
so brilliantly successful of late. The English mastery of the seas was
ruining commerce, and the Saxon troops were marching on Provence. The
taxes were heavier than ever, and starved faces and bitter tongues
more frequent in the poorer quarters where Luc lived.
If anyone had remarked a slim young noble, richly dressed, looking
with earnest eyes at the river from this old bridge of St. Germain
some three years ago, and had happened to pass this spot now, they
would not have recognized that graceful figure in the prematurely aged
man in the shabby clothes who leant heavily against the parapet, whose
face was so disfigured and expressionless, who wore no sword, but
helped himself with a black cane.
But Luc de Clapiers was happier than he had been when last he mused
above the Seine. As his body fell into decay and painful feebleness
his spirit seemed to mount more and more triumphantly. Sometimes he
felt as if he held all the thought of all the world in the hollow
of his hand; as if he soared above and beyond his age with the
great immortals who rule over eternity. In his dreams he beheld most
beautiful landscapes; when he lay down on his bed vistas opened up of
strange and gorgeous countries, exquisite almost beyond bearing, and
a path would run from the bare boards of his garret straight to the
heart of some woodland that dipped to uncharted seas of delight.
Music came from a boat that passed beneath the bridge; the sound of it
across the water was tremblingly sweet to Luc’s ears. He thought there
was something sublime and sad in the notes; that there was a message
in them that no human voice could convey.
He straightened himself against the parapet, then went on his way. At
the corner of the bridge he met a beggar woman dragging a child. She
cast an appealing glance at Luc, who paused, fumbled a silver coin
from his pocket, and gave it her. The action reminded him that he had
only a few gold pieces left in the world. He had planned his resources
to last twice as long, but it had been easy to deny himself everything
but charity. That it was not in his nature to forgo, nor were the
instincts of a life at a moment to be altered. He never chaffered,
and therefore paid double what every one else did in the Isle.
Last winter the man who lived in the room opposite his, a clarionet
player at the Opera, had been ill, and Luc had paid to prevent the
fellow being turned into the street, paid the expenses of his short
illness, and finally his humble funeral.
For his book he had received nothing. For the next edition that he
was revising, with the advice of M. de Voltaire, he also expected to
receive nothing. He had friends,--Voltaire himself, Saint Vincent,
and others,--but the noble blood in him prevented him from ever
considering their possible assistance. He could only think of writing
pamphlets, or doing translations; but he knew little Greek or Latin,
and only a scanty Italian.
As he returned home through the sunny streets he recalled his father’s
words: “Not a louis from me, if you are starving--as, in your folly
and wickedness, you will starve.”
He thought of his parents, of Joseph, and Aix, with great tenderness.
He was glad he had resisted the bookseller’s entreaty to put his name
to his book, even though by his refusal he had probably lost a good
chance of ensuring the success of his labour; for he had spared the
proud old aristocrat the shame of seeing his name on the title-page
of a work of philosophy; of hearing his name associated with Voltaire,
with literature, with poverty, with the ignominy of writing and
printing a book.
“He would say,” thought Luc, “how right he was--what an utter failure
I am.”
He opened the door of his room, and entered with great weariness. The
stairs, steep and dark, fatigued him immensely. The garret, being
directly under the roof, was suffocatingly hot. He felt his head ache
and his limbs tremble. The food placed for him on the table near the
window he turned from, though the little girl who waited on him had
arranged glass and plate, salad and meat, black bread, and thin wine
in a tall bottle, neatly enough.
On this same table lay a bundle of proofs tried round with a twist of
twine.
Luc took them up, balanced them in his hand, and put them down again.
He was only able to read them with great difficulty.
“After all,” he mused, with a melancholy smile, “perhaps they _are_
worth nothing--who knows?”
He sat very still, considering what he was to do for money. The people
he was dealing with were poor. He could not bear the thought of being
in their debt, or of asking them for any kindness that he could not
reward. He reflected that it cost something even to die decently,
and he might live some time longer. He smiled to think that he was
balancing the probable length of his life against the probable length
of his purse, and at the reflection that a hundred pistoles would put
him out of all anxiety. His sweet humour took the whole thing with a
laugh.
Presently he went to the window. A foul, stale smell was rising from
the old winding street. Dirty, sharp-faced children played in the
brilliant patch of sunshine that fell between two decayed houses and
stained the cobbles.
At the doorless entrances dishevelled women stood talking, and
gathered round the wine-shop were a few men of a better sort, with
their shirts open for the heat, who emptied their glasses silently,
then went about their business, silently also. Luc’s feeble sight
could make out none of this, nor did he look down, but across the
irregular roofs to the ineffable glory of the gold and purple August
sky.
He put his hands on the sill; the stinging heat of it was grateful to
his chill blood. He closed his eyes, and felt the sunshine like a red
sword across his lids. He leant his sick head against the mullions.
The clock of a church near by struck four; it reminded him that this
was the hour and the day when he was generally visited by Voltaire
or one of his friends--Diderot, d’Alembert, Saint Vincent. Luc loved
these men, as he could not fail to love those whose warm regard was
sweetening his closing years, but he would not live their lives. The
Pompadour was their patroness, and they lived on that corruption that
they secretly laughed at. Luc could not ever have brought himself
to kneel at the footstool of the Marquise; his pure integrity, his
absolute independence, and his complete obscurity divided him as
sharply as his birth from the group of brilliant men to whom by right
of genius he belonged.
All of these men had achieved success; combined, they made a power
equal to that of the ancient royalty itself. They were preparing--in
the _Encyclopædia_ to which they were devoting their enthusiasm, their
gifts of logic, of reason, of sarcasm, of eloquence--thunderbolts that
would shake God Himself. Yet they one and all agreed to honour the
unknown young aristocrat whose austere philosophy condemned half their
actions, but whose sweetness and heroism won their admiration and
respect.
M. de Voltaire came to Luc’s chamber this blazing afternoon, and not
alone. He brought with him a young man, very splendidly attired, with
a fine ardent face and bold eyes, full of an eager, joyous life. M. de
Voltaire presented him briefly--
“M. le Marquis--M. Marmontel.”
Luc caught the young man’s hand, and drew him gently into the
sunlight, straining his half-blind eyes to make out the person of his
visitor.
For Jean François Marmontel was the favourite of Paris, petted,
caressed, extolled; the incarnation of success; one young, vigorous,
and in the seat of glory; one physically what Luc had been before the
Bohemia war, and from the worldly point of view in that position Luc
had so yearned and longed for, so confidently hoped to attain.
Luc had failed in arms, in politics, in letters. He had lost love,
and health, and all hope of material triumph. He had even won hate
from those nearest to him in blood. He was dying, slowly, and in a
fashion humiliating. He was disfigured, feeble, half blind, bowed with
weakness and great pain.
M. de Voltaire thought of this as he watched him looking so earnestly
at the young man who was so crowned with gifts, with success,
strength, and vigour.
M. Marmontel wore roses like the women who had passed to and fro
the Pont St. Germain--sweet-smelling red roses, thrust into the
black velvet ribbon that fastened the long lace ends of his cravat.
His bright, sparkling brown hair was tied with a blue velvet knot;
his white waistcoat was flourished with wreaths of flowers in many
colours; his face was slightly flushed under the eyes that were fixed
on the man before him, with a look of mingled humility, apprehension,
and self-confidence, only to be seen in the faces of the very youthful
and very happy.
Luc, with painful, laboured searching, made out these details. His
grasp tightened on the straight young fingers.
“I congratulate M. Marmontel from the depths of my heart,” he said.
And his voice was so soft, so sweet, so sincere that the man to whom
he spoke gave a slight start. He was expecting another voice from this
frail, ill creature.
“What does it feel like,” continued Luc, in the same warm tones, “to
be _young_ and _famous_? To have achieved so soon?”
“Monseigneur, you overwhelm me,” answered the young author frankly.
Luc smiled. His scarred face--the delicate traits of which had been
so for ever ruined--changed with this smile in such a fashion--
inexpressible, but not to be ignored--that M. Marmontel, with a sense
of shock, knew he was in the presence of something very rare and
beautiful, and his own achievement seemed a crude thing.
“I have done nothing,” he said. “I hope some day--but at
present--nothing, Monsieur.”
He lowered his eyes, confused.
The low, sweet, aristocrat’s voice answered--
“You must not undervalue yourself, nor your great rewards. I am
grateful you found time to come here.” He gave a little gesture round
the miserable room, a gesture that was the man of quality’s dismissal
of his surroundings. And indeed M. Marmontel, though used to the most
splendid hotels of Paris, had forgotten the garret from the moment Luc
had spoken.
M. de Voltaire began to talk: of the great world; of the world of
letters; of the world beyond Paris, beyond France; of the future, and
the great changes that were coming with a swiftness almost terrible.
But for once Luc was not listening to the speech of M. de Voltaire; he
was looking tenderly, lovingly, at the favourite of fortune, the man
in the flush of his youth and fame, the man who had won glory at the
first effort.
He thought of d’Espagnac and de Seytres--of how beautiful and
ardent they had been, and how forgotten they were in their foreign
graves--and his soul rushed back to his own early youth and his
opening dreams. This man had realized his--this man had everything
gorgeous in the world before him; he was modest and fine, but his
extraordinary sense of triumph was betrayed in his clear laugh. He
laughed often at M. de Voltaire’s remarks. No shade of envy or even of
regret touched Luc. He did not think of himself at all; only he felt a
little wonder at the thought of the two young officers whom he had so
loved.
“Surely they too were worthy to be crowned,” he thought wistfully. And
his heart swelled as he recalled Hippolyte dying in the hospital, and
Georges in the snow.
When the two rose to take their leave, Luc, after his farewells to M.
de Voltaire, laid a wasted hand on the younger man’s soft satin sleeve.
“Monsieur,” he said, with his unconquerable air of the great
gentleman, “I have not held any roses in my hand since I came to
Paris--seeing yours reminded me. Might I ask them of you--to remember
you by, when you are gone?”
M. Marmontel unfastened the red blooms without a word, and held them
out.
“Thank you,” smiled Luc. “You have honoured me. I give you all my good
wishes--that your genius may make you happy as it has made you great.”
The young man did not answer. He seemed abashed.
When they had gone, Luc went to the table and put the flowers beside
the proofs of his book.
The sun was near the setting, but the room was still brilliant with
ruddy light.
Luc stood quite still, his hands resting on the edge of the table. He
closed his eyes and bent his head.
“Is there no charm to bring any of you back?” he asked, in a low
voice. “For a moment? You _know_ now. Come back to me, dear. There is
nothing in the way now, nothing. You know I am lonely, do you not?”
He swayed a little against the table, and set his teeth.
“Come back; come--_back_.”
He sank on his knees, and rested his face against the wand-bottomed
chair.
“I love you--is it not strong enough? Come--_back_.”
For a while he shivered in the summer silence of the dying afternoon,
and his blood ran passionately in his tired body.
Then he lifted his swimming head, and fumbled for the roses that
had been worn by the man who was happy, and loved, and young, and
famous,--the the man who had everything he had hoped to have, and
was everything that he had hoped to be,--and he laid the petals to
his lips, and presently wept into their hearts, because he too was
young, and some things that were dead could not be forgotten, and
some hopes that were unfulfilled and some desires that were
unsatisfied could not be for ever silenced.
CHAPTER VIII
THE END OF THE QUEST
On a pale, bitter day in the following spring, Luc de Clapiers made
his way with a steady, purposeful slowness to a certain house in the
Isle where there was a garden. It was the hotel of some nobleman,
neglected and shut up. The garden was neglected too, but there was
grass in it, green now, and two trees, just beginning to be flushed
with leaves that crossed their boughs before the shuttered windows and
closed doors.
In the centre of this garden was a fountain, broken and dried up. The
basin was grey with dead moss, and in the centre rose a defaced figure
with a pitying face and a bare bosom girdled beneath with drapery, in
the folds of which the little birds nested.
Luc, when he reached this spot, leant against the high rusty iron
railings, and stared at the grass and the two trees.
He was fatigued and hungry. A week ago his recent means of support
had been taken from him. During the winter he had earned his living as
a bookseller’s hack, by writing prefaces, by indexing, by correcting
proofs, even by copying letters and delivering books. The work
threatened him with utter blindness. He began to make many mistakes.
At last another man was put in his place, and Luc was at a loss indeed.
He had some time since taken a cheaper room, and he had sold
everything he could sell.
Yesterday, to pay the debt he owed for his poor lodging, he had parted
with what he would not have sold for bread--what he had hoarded
jealously so long--his sword: the sword his father had given him
before he went to the war; a beautiful weapon of Toledo steel, with
shell and quillons inlaid with gold.
Half the price of it lay in Luc’s pocket, and this money caused him
the first sensation of shame he had known in his life. He held on to
the railings to steady himself, and looked at the peaceful enclosure
of the ruined garden.
His great dread was that he might live long enough to become an object
of M. de Voltaire’s charity. He had winced from nothing yet, but he
did wince from that.
The second version of his book had been for long refused on account of
the ill success of the first. After many endeavours, a bookseller had
been at last persuaded to take it; but there remained a good deal to
be done before the sheets were ready for the press, and Luc was too
ill to write.
“I must finish that,” he kept saying to himself. “I must finish that.”
The fresh bare boughs, through which two little birds were flying, the
long blades of grass moving slightly to and fro in the wind, even the
noble lines of the empty house and the calm face of the broken statue,
soothed Luc.
“Why should I trouble about any of it?” he asked himself. “Once I am
dead, I shall so soon forget it all.”
He returned to the squalid little street, the miserable house where he
lodged, and climbed to his room, which was dark and scarcely furnished
at all. The narrow window looked blankly on the house opposite. There
was no view, even over roofs, and the sun only entered for a brief
while at early dawn.
Luc, coughing painfully, latched the door, and feebly made his way to
the table that stood beside the mattress on which he slept. He put his
hand in his pocket, took out the money, and laid it, a little pile of
silver pieces, on the table.
“Should I die to-night, I suppose that would be enough to bury me,” he
said to himself, with a little smile.
A cry filled the room as water fills a glass into which it is flung
suddenly--rang round and round walls and ceiling--
“Luc! Luc! _Luc!_”
The Marquis turned in slow bewilderment; he dimly saw the figure of a
man advancing from the window.
“I have been waiting for you,” said this person, in a terribly moved
voice.
“Who are you?” asked Luc. He knew nothing, save that this was not one
of his friends.
“Who am I? Do you not know me?”
“No--yet----”
“Can you not see me?”
“I can see very little--hardly at all. I know your voice.”
“I am Joseph de Clapiers.”
Luc made a step backward. His face, that had seemed utterly bloodless,
was suddenly stained with a great flush of colour.
“I am sorry you have come,” he said. His thought was that it would
have been better, far better, if he could have died before any of his
family, or indeed anyone connected with his old life, had seen him in
what must to them be degradation unspeakable.
“How did you find me?” he asked. He endeavoured, with the rising
yearning of old affection, to make out his brother’s face, but Joseph
stood too far from him. To Luc he was featureless.
“Some one I know heard a man called Marmontel speak of you. I traced
you through that. They told me here that this was your room, and I
waited for you.” He spoke in a controlled, though harsh and strained
voice. After that first fierce cry he had gained command of himself.
“I am sorry you came,” repeated Luc, with quiet sweetness. “We had no
farewell in Aix, but you would have kept a more pleasant memory of me
if you had not come. Will you not sit down?” he added. He himself sank
into the rough wood chair by the table; indeed, his limbs were shaking
so that he could not stand.
Joseph came near enough for Luc to see his fresh comeliness; near
enough for them to touch each other, and for the elder to divine the
wrath and horror in the face of the younger. He suddenly saw himself
as if a mirror hung before him, and the blood again swept his face.
“Why did you come?” he asked under his breath.
Joseph stared at him cruelly. Luc no longer bore any sign or mark of
a gentleman. He wore a clumsy grey coat, worn, and a little frayed
at the cuffs; his waistcoat, which was of a dingy yellow colour, was
stained with ink; his neckcloth was coarse, though newly washed and
folded neatly; his stockings were thick and woollen, his shoes heavy.
He wore no wig, and his hair was long again, and tied with a black
ribbon, but colourless and grey about the front, as if it had been
powdered. Joseph marked the absence of sword, watch, and ring. He did
not mark the fine freshness of the rough attire, nor reflect on the
effort this decent cleanliness meant to the man who lived alone, half
blind, and in such poverty.
“My father!” he murmured. “My father!”
“Did he send you?” asked Luc.
“No.”
“Has he ever spoken of me?”
“No.”
“Nor my mother?”
“No.”
“You--think they are right?”
“Yes.”
“Why are you here?” asked Luc patiently.
“Because,” was the fierce answer, “I cannot endure a de Clapiers to
die in a hospital, and be buried at the expense of public charity.”
The elder brother lifted his ruined face and smiled.
“What do you want of me?” he asked.
“You must come to my hotel----”
Luc interrupted.
“You cannot coax back when dying the man you have cast out,” he said
gently. “Nor would it soothe your pride if he should expire on your
hearth. You think I am disgraced, accursed. You perhaps even hate me.”
“I think I do,” breathed Joseph heavily.
Luc rose.
“Then leave me. I have so little time left for anything; none at all
for hate. I want to die alone. Go your way, Joseph. When I left Aix
something broke that is past mending.”
“I think the Devil possesses you,” cried Joseph. “But you are Luc de
Clapiers, and you shall not live in beggary among the scum of Paris.”
“I _am_ Luc de Clapiers,” replied the Marquis--“remember it. I am not
what I look, but what I was born: a gentleman of quality, who upholds
his own honour--as well here as in Aix, as well here as in Bohemia. Be
content; I shall not disgrace you.”
Joseph half laughed.
“Disgrace! I think you deny God?”
“And the Devil--and all you believe, perhaps, Joseph,”--his voice had
an exalted yet tender note,--“but maybe I shall sleep well just the
same in my unconsecrated grave.”
The younger man stepped back, clenched his strong right hand, and
struck his breast.
“For the honour of our nobility, for the respect you once bore our
mother, in the name of the God you outrage, I conjure you come with
me. Let a priest shrive you----”
Luc broke in with a sudden flash of vitality.
“Do you think I am going to be false to all I believe--now?
Now,”--he dropped into his chair again; his strength was slipping
from him, but he beat the words out with a great labour of his
breath,--“now--when--I have--so nearly won?”
“You! You who have failed in everything you have undertaken!”
Luc put a thin, trembling hand on the book--a small humble volume--and
the loose sheets of paper lying on the table.
“I have administered to the truth within me,” he said, and, still
keeping his hand on the book, he forced himself to raise his head,
that had sunk, through sheer bodily weakness, into his bosom, until he
looked his brother in the face.
“You have dishonoured a noble house,” said Joseph hoarsely; “and I
shall never forgive you, dead or living.”
“Ah!” answered Luc softly, regretfully. “The pity of such words
as those!” His head drooped a little again. “The pity,” he added
wistfully, “of all our fierce passions, our curses, our hatreds, our
wrongs to one another, when there is so little any of us can do, and
so little time to do it in. And we waste our few chances. Do not hate
me--Joseph. I shall always love you.”
The younger brother was silent. It might be his heart prompted him
to forgive; that old affection stirred. But the wrong against his
religion, his pride, his order was too strong; the offences he raged
against were unforgivable; the wrath, the disgust, the shame he had
nourished in his heart since Luc’s departure from Aix were rather
fanned than mollified by the sight of the dying man who had aroused
these emotions.
Luc took advantage of his silence to speak again.
“Since you _have_ come, Joseph,” he said, “let us part in friendship.
We are the two last of our family, and--after all--that is something.”
“Will you leave this?” demanded the younger man, not kindly, but with
a suppressed violence. “Will you come with me?”
“No,” replied Luc. “This is my place now. And it is easier for me to
refuse you, Joseph, because I know that pride, not love, asks this.”
“Pride!” echoed Joseph. “_You_ have the damnable pride of the
Devil. You prefer your garret--your accursed book”--he snatched
the thin volume from under Luc’s frail fingers, and cast it on the
ground--“your outcast friends--to your family, your honour, your home.”
The Marquis made a faint gesture of sorrow and protest. “This is not
needful,” he murmured. But Joseph’s vigorous voice overbore his feeble
tones.
“Very well, then,” he continued; “die in the miserable loft your
dishonourable conduct has brought you to, and leave us to endure your
disgrace--as we have endured it since you left Aix!”
Luc got to his feet again, and stood holding on to the edge of the
table.
“You will be able to blot me from your annals very completely soon,”
he said. “When I am dead, no one will speak of me, and you can forget.”
He lifted his hand and let it fall. The little pile of silver pieces
was knocked over by the gesture, and the money rolled across the floor
to the feet of the younger brother.
“Is this Voltaire’s charity?” he cried.
Luc lifted his head, and smiled.
“No. I sold my sword this morning. So you see I can pay for my own
coffin, Joseph.”
He sat down again and hid his face in his two hands, as if he was
greatly fatigued, and wished to compose his thoughts. There was a
dignity about this movement and pose, as if he had withdrawn himself
into final silence. Joseph had no more weapons; his wrath flared
impotently. He stared fiercely at his brother, and set his scarlet
heel on the book he had flung on the floor; then, in white haughtiness
and bitter speechlessness, left the garret.
“I am tired,” said Luc to himself; “tired--tired.”
He dropped his hands, and rose and looked round for the crushed volume
Joseph had spurned with his foot. As he stooped to pick it up he heard
a soft yet swelling crash of music.
“Soldiers,” he murmured, “going to the--war.”
The music gathered in strength until it culminated in an almost
intolerable crescendo of passionate exaltation. It seemed to be very
near, almost in the room. Luc found himself on his knees, quivering
in the sound of it. The music began to paint pictures in the garret,
and Luc’s blindness did not prevent his seeing them: gorgeous banners
draped the bare rafters, and a procession with flags, shields, and
drums crossed the humble floor, and broke away the mean walls, and let
in the great clouds and the strong sunbeams, and showed a vast span of
pure light that dazzled into the infinite distance.
A company with sublime tread was passing over this bridge, and they
smiled at Luc.
He felt the clouds closing round him and the light enveloping him. One
of the martial figures was a woman who looked at him with royal eyes.
Luc rose. He felt himself straight and strong. He held out his arms
towards the rolling golden clouds that entered through the broken
walls, towards the procession that crossed the arc of light.
“O God of mine, whom I have laboured not to offend, take me back
whence I came!” he cried.
As he spoke, he felt himself drawn into the company with the flags and
swords, and with immortal light on his face he set his foot on the end
of the dazzling arc.
* * * * *
M. de Voltaire, that evening, found him lying across the floor, with
his head on his book, his right hand where his sword should have been,
and the silver pieces scattered about him sparkling in the cold spring
moonlight that fell through the high, open garret window.
EPILOGUE
A girl in a straight white muslin gown, and a cap with green ribbons,
was seated on the brim of a fountain in the garden of a house in Aix,
listening dutifully to an old man, who, with the self-absorption
of extreme age, was talking of the past in a low, slightly fretful
voice. Clémence de Fortia disguised a wandering attention. She had a
letter in the bosom of her gown that she wished to read and re-read in
private--a letter from a young deputy in Paris, full of the wonders,
the scandals, the terrors of these last years of the century and first
years of the French Republic.
It was midsummer, and the garden was knee-deep in flowers, all
coloured by the sun and shaken by the warm breeze. The old man sat
on a wicker chair under the tree that shaded the fountain with a rug
about his knees. He must have been over eighty years of age, and he
was dressed in the fashion of that period that was now completely
over, and in the style of that aristocracy that had lately fallen,
terribly and for ever.
“Your grandmother was betrothed to my elder brother once, Mademoiselle
Clémence,” he said, taking up his broken talk after a pause.
“Why, I did not know that you ever had a brother, Monsieur,” she
answered, interested.
A look of distress and regret passed over the fine old face.
“He died fifty years ago,” he murmured, “in Paris--in the arms of M.
de Voltaire. Fifty years! I have lived too long.”
“Ah, no!” smiled the young girl brightly. “The times have been very
terrible, but I cannot help thinking that all is very new and glorious
now.”
“Your grandmother would never have said that.” The old Marquis de
Vauvenargues fixed her with sad eyes. “But you are a child of your
generation, despite the blood in your veins.”
“Things have changed so!” she said, humouring him.
“Ah, yes!--things have changed!” he repeated. And his chin sank on the
lace ruffles on his breast. “I meant that when I said I had lived too
long. I should have wished to die before I saw the things I have seen
in France.”
Clémence de Fortia laid her warm pink fingers over his dry white hands.
“I know,” she said. “But here we escaped the worst; and--somehow----”
She paused; she was thinking of the letter near her heart. What did
changing dynasties matter after all, was her reflection, when the
essential things were the same? Aloud she finished her sentence with a
smile: “It is so pleasant in the garden, Monsieur, that I cannot help
being happy!”
The old man smiled also, but his eyes were dim with memories.
“Here is my father!” cried Mademoiselle de Fortia, springing to her
feet. “And you will want to talk to him!”
She ran across the sunny grass to meet a man of middle age, dressed in
the fashion of the Revolution.
“M. de Vauvenargues is sad to-day,” she whispered. “I tried to comfort
him, but he is so very, very old. And I have heard from Paris.” She
blushed defiantly.
“What do they say in Paris?” asked the Marquis de Fortia.
“They _say_ General Bonaparte is going to marry Madame de Beauharnais.
But she is not young, and he is quite well thought of, is he not?”
“I will relieve you of your post,” smiled her father. “Go and read
your gossip, child.”
She laughed, and ran away into the rose garden with her hands at her
bosom.
M. de Fortia went to the old man, who was staring before him at the
water that dripped by the river deity into the basin of the fountain
from the mouth of the urn. He looked up as his friend approached, and
said abruptly, in his high voice--
“Do you think Voltaire, a great man?”
“Certainly--one of the greatest.”
“He thought my brother had genius.”
“Your brother?”
“My elder brother----” He paused, seemed to make an effort of memory.
“Luc--yes, his name was Luc I have not spoken that name for half a
hundred years. Luc--I believe we were fond of each other. He used
to--write.”
He nodded at the fountain.
“Well, I have his manuscripts and his book upstairs. I thought of them
last night. I am an old man, and the last of a family that has been
very proud, as you know, my friend, very proud.”
He paused again.
“But perhaps, when I am dead, our name will not suffer--in these
days--when things are so different, and who is to remember us?” His
voice sank, and an expression of profound melancholy clouded his face.
“What do you wish me to do?” asked M. de Fortia, bending over him.
The last of the de Clapiers drew a key from his pocket, and presented
it with a trembling hand.
“You will find the box in my desk. When I am dead, publish my brothers
writings--with his name. We used to think he had disgraced our blazon;
but now--perhaps--his book might even keep alive--in the new era
coming--the noble name”--pride lit the dim eyes--“of Vauvenargues.”
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Transcriber’s Notes
The following corrections have been made in the text:
Part 1, Chapter 8, paragraph 12
- ‘vived’ replaced with ‘vivid’
(he looked at the vivid fish)
Part 2, Chapter 8, paragraph 45
- ‘Monseiur’ replaced with ‘Monsieur’
(“Monsieur,” he answered,)
Part 2, Chapter 9, paragraph 20
- ‘Monsiegneur’ replaced with ‘Monseigneur’
(“I lost that in Bohemia, Monseigneur.”)
Part 2, Chapter 13, paragraph 42
- ‘Seguy’ replaced with ‘Séguy’
(For Mademoiselle de Séguy’s sake,)
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