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                         JOURNAL OF A SOLDIER

                                  OF

                          THE SEVENTY-FIRST,


                           GLASGOW REGIMENT,

                       HIGHLAND LIGHT INFANTRY,

                          FROM 1806 TO 1815.

                              EDINBURGH:

          PRINTED FOR WILLIAM AND CHARLES TAIT, 78, PRINCE’S
                 STREET; ADAM BLACK, 57, SOUTH BRIDGE;
            G. AND W. B. WHITTAKER, LONDON; AND JAMES BRASH
                           AND CO. GLASGOW.

                                 1819.



ADVERTISEMENT

_The Publishers have taken pains to ascertain the accuracy of the
statements in the following Journal, and the result has confirmed them
in the belief, that the Writer of it has related nothing but what passed
under his own observation._

_His education sufficiently accounts for his expressing himself better
than could have been expected from a private soldier. No alteration has
been made upon his language, farther than the correction of a few of the
more obvious verbal inaccuracies._

_Edinburgh_, 29_th_ _March_, 1819



CONTENTS.


The Writer’s parentage and education, _page_ 1. Attempts the stage,
and fails, 5. Joins a recruiting party, and sails for the Isle of
Wight, 9. Adventure there, 16.

Sails for South America, 18. Arrival at Madeira, 19. Arrival at the
Cape of Good Hope, and account of Cape Town, _ib._ Arrival at the
River la Plata, and situation of the English army, 24. Battle of
Monte Video, 25. Account of the inhabitants, 31. Conversation with
a Spanish priest, 36.

Arrival of General Whitelock, and departure for Buenos Ayres, 37.
Attack of the town, 40. Taken prisoner, 42. Anecdotes of the
battle, and prisoners, 43. Generous behaviour of the Spanish
priest, 44.

Arrival at Cork, 46. Sails in an expedition under the command of
Sir Arthur Wellesley, 52. Battle of Rolleia, 54. Description of
Vimiera, 56. Battle of Vimiera, 57. Behaviour of the peasants at
night, after the battle, 59.

Marches to Abrantes, 61. Kindness of the Spaniards at Badajos,
_ib._ Arrival at Escurial, and retreat to Salamanca, 62. Dreadful
state of the weather, _ib._

Commencement of the retreat to Corunna, 64. Duke of Ossuna’s Palace
at Benevente much destroyed, 67. Skirmish at Benevente, 68. Arrival
at Astorga, Description of General Romana’s army, 69.

Sufferings of the army between Astorga and Villa Franca, 70. March
from Villa Franca, 73. Cruelty of the French, 74. Arrival at
Castro, 77. March to Lugo, bravery of the stragglers, _ib._
Skirmishes at Lugo, 84. Desperation of the men, 86.

Arrival at Corunna, 87. Battle of Corunna, 90. Noble conduct of the
Spaniards, 95.

Arrival in England, and kindness of the people, 98. Sails for
Flushing, 99. Bombardment of Flushing, 100. Takes the fever, and
sent back to England, 104.

Embarked for Lisbon, 107. Description of the town, 108. Joins the
army at Sabral, 111. Action at Sabral, 112. Retreat of the French,
121. Cruelties of the French, 122. Retreat of the French from
Santarem, 127.

Battle of Fuentes de Honore, 130. Distressing March to Albuera,
139. March after General Girard, 143. Total route of his army, 146.
Storming of Fort Almarez, 152. Retreat from Burgos, 157. Manners of
the Spanish peasants, 170. Description of the Fandango, 175.
Departure from Boho, 177.

Battle of Vittoria, 180. Action in front of Maya, 186. Battles in
the Pyrennees, 188. Dreadful state of the wounded, 189. Battle
before Pamplona, 192. Sufferings of our army on the heights, 195.
Battle of Orthes, 198. Crosses the Nive, 199. Battle of Bayonne,
202. Severe fighting before Aris, 205.

Battle of Toulouse, 207. Return to Ireland, 211. Embarked for North
America, 213. Returns to England, 214. Sails for Antwerp, _ib._
Marched to Louis, _ib._ Arrival at Waterloo, 215.

Battle of Waterloo, 218. March to Paris, 225. Anecdotes there, 226.
Conclusion, 227.



                         JOURNAL OF A SOLDIER

                                OF THE

                    SEVENTY-FIRST REGIMENT OF FOOT.


From motives of delicacy, which the narrative will explain, I choose to
conceal my name, the knowledge of which can be of little importance to
the reader. I pledge myself to write nothing but what came under my own
observation, and what I was personally engaged in.

I was born of poor but respectable parents, in Edinburgh, who bestowed
upon me an education superior to my rank in life. It was their ambition
to educate me for one of the learned professions; my mother wishing me
to be a clergyman, my father to be a writer. They kept from themselves
many comforts, that I might appear genteel, and attend the best schools:
my brothers and sister did not appear to belong to the same family. My
parents had three children, two boys and a girl, besides myself. On me
alone was lavished all their care. My brothers, John and William, could
read and write, and at the age of twelve years, were bound apprentices
to trades. My sister, Jane, was made, at home, a servant of all-work to
assist my mother; I alone was a gentleman in a house of poverty.

My father had, for sometime, been in a bad state of health, and unable
to follow his usual employment. I was unable to earn any thing for our
support. In fact, I was a burden upon the family. The only certain
income we had, was the board of my two brothers, and a weekly allowance
from a benefit society of which my father was a member. The whole sum
was five shillings for my brothers, and six from the society, which were
soon to be reduced to three, as the time of full sick-money was almost
expired.

I do confess, (as I intend to conceal nothing,) this distressed state of
affairs softened not my heart. I became sullen and discontented at the
abridgment of my usual comforts; and, unnatural wretch that I was! I
vented that spleen upon my already too distressed parents. My former
studies were no longer followed, for want of means to appear as I was
wont. That innate principle of exertion, that can make a man struggle
with, and support him in the greatest difficulties, had been stifled in
me by indulgence and indolence. I forsook my former school-fellows, and
got acquainted with others, alas! not for the better.

I was now sixteen years of age, tall and well made, of a genteel
appearance and address. Amongst my new acquaintances, were a few who had
formed themselves into a spouting club, where plays were acted to small
parties of friends, who were liberal in their encomiums. I was quite
bewildered with their praise, and thought of nothing but becoming
another Rosicus,--making a fortune and acquiring a deathless name. I
forsook my classical authors for Shakespeare, and the study of the
stage. Thus, notwithstanding the many tears of my mother, and entreaties
of my father, I hurried to ruin. I was seldom at home, as my parents
constantly remonstrated with me on the folly of my proceedings. This I
could not endure: I had been encouraged and assisted by them in all my
former whims. All my undertakings were looked upon, by them, as the
doings of a superior genius. To be crossed now, I thought the most
unjust and cruel treatment.

I had, through the interference of my new acquaintances, got introduced
to the Manager of the Theatre at Edinburgh, who was pleased with my
manner and appearance. The day was fixed on which I was to make my
trial. I had now attained the summit of my first ambition. I had not the
most distant doubt of my success. Universal applause, crowded houses,
and wealth, all danced before my imagination. Intoxicated with joy, I
went home to my parents. Never shall the agony of their looks be effaced
from my memory. My mother’s grief was loud and heart-rending, but my
father’s harrowed up my very soul. It was the look of despair--the
expression of his blasted prospects he had so long looked forward to,
with hopes and joy,--hopes, that had supported him in all his toil and
privations, crushed in the dust. It was too much; his eyes at length
filled with tears, and, raising them to heaven, he only said, or rather
groaned, “God, thy ways are just and wise--thou hast seen it necessary
to punish my foolish partiality and pride. But, O God! forgive the
instrument of my punishment.” Must I confess, I turned upon my heel and
said, with the most cool indifference, (so much had the indulgence of my
former life blunted my feelings towards my parents,) “When I am courted
and praised by all, and have made you independent, you will think
otherwise of my choice.” “Never, never,” he replied,--“you bring my grey
hairs with sorrow to the grave."--“Thomas, Thomas, you will have our
deaths to answer for,” was all my mother could say;--tears and sobs
choked her utterance.

I was immoveable in my resolves. The bills were printed, and I had given
my word. This was the last time I ever saw them both. The scene has
embittered all my former days, and still haunts me in all my hours of
thought. Often, like an avenging spirit, it starts up in my most
tranquil hours, and deprives me of my peace. Often, in the dead of
night, when on duty, a solitary sentinel, has it wrung from my breast a
groan of remorse.

Scarce had I left the house, when a sensation of horror at what I had
done pierced my heart. I thought the echo of my steps sounded, “You
will have our deaths to answer for."--I started, and turned back
to throw myself at the feet of my parents, and implore their
forgiveness.--Already I was at the door, when I met one of my new
acquaintances, who inquired what detained me? I said, “I must not go; my
parents are against my going, and I am resolved to obey them.” He
laughed at my weakness, as he called it. I stood unmoved. Then, with an
affected scorn, he said I was afraid, conscious I was unable to perform
what I had taken upon me. Fired by his taunts, my good resolves
vanished, and I once more left my parents’ door, resolved to follow the
bent of my own inclinations.

I went to the Theatre, and prepared for my appearance. The house was
crowded to excess. I came upon the stage with a fluttering heart, amidst
universal silence. I bowed, and attempted to speak; my lips obeyed the
impulse, but my voice had fled. In that moment of bitter agony and
shame, my punishment commenced.--I trembled; a cold sweat oozed through
every pore; my father and mother’s words rung in my ears; my senses
became confused--hisses began from the audience--I utterly failed. From
the confusion of my mind, I could not even comprehend the place in which
I stood. To conclude, I shrunk unseen from the theatre, bewildered, and
in a state of despair.

I wandered the whole night. In the morning early, meeting a party of
recruits about to embark, I rashly offered to go with them; my offer was
accepted, and I embarked at Leith, with seventeen others, for the Isle
of Wight, in July, 1806.

The morning was beautiful and refreshing. A fine breeze wafted us from
the roads. The darkness of the preceding night only tended to deepen
the gloomy agitation of my mind; but the beauties of the morning scene
stole over my soul, and stilled the perturbation of my mind. The violent
beat of the pulse at my temples subsided, and I, as it were, awoke from
a dream. I turned my eyes from the beauties of the Forth, to the deck of
the vessel on which I stood; I had not yet exchanged words with any of
my fellow-recruits; I now inquired of the sergeant, to what regiment I
had engaged myself? His answer was, “To the gallant 71st; you are a
noble lad, and shall be an officer.” He ran on in this fulsome cant for
some time. I heard him not. Tantallon[1] and the Bass[2] were only a
little way from us; we were quickly leaving behind all that was dear to
me, and all I ought to regret. The shores of Lothian had vanished; we
had passed Dunbar; I was seized with a sudden agitation; a menacing
voice seemed to ask, “What do you here? What is to become of your
parents?” The blood forsook my heart; a delirium followed, and I fell on
the deck.

I have no recollection of what passed for some days. I was roused out of
my lethargy by a bustle over my head. It was the fearful noise of a
storm, which had overtaken us in Yarmouth roads. The looks of despair,
and the lamentable cries of the passengers, pierced me. I looked upon
myself as the only cause of our present danger--like Jonah, overtaken in
my guilty flight. The thought of acknowledging myself the sole cause of
the storm, more than once crossed my mind. I certainly would have done
so, had not the violent rocking of the vessel disqualified me from
leaving the bed on which I lay. I was obliged to press my feet against
one side, and my shoulder against another, to preserve myself from
receiving contusions. Striving to assuage the anguish of my feelings in
prayer, I was the only composed person there. All around me were
bewailing their fate in tears and lamentations. I had seen nothing of
the storm, as the passengers were all kept down below, to prevent their
incommoding the seamen. During its continuance, I had made up my mind
with regard to my future proceedings. As an atonement for my past
misconduct, I resolved to undergo all the dangers and fatigues of a
private soldier for seven years. This limitation of service I was
enabled to adopt, by the excellent bill brought into Parliament by the
late Mr. Windham.

Without further accident, we arrived safe at the Isle of Wight, where I
was enlisted, and sworn to serve my king and country faithfully for the
space of seven years, for which I received a bounty of eleven guineas.
The price thus paid for my liberty was the first money I could ever call
my own. Of this sum it required about four pounds to furnish my
necessaries, assisted by the sale of my present-clothing; of the
remainder, I sent five pounds to my parents, with the following letter:

NEWPORT BARRACKS,
_Isle of Wight, July, 1806_.

FATHER,

     If a disobedient and undutiful son may still address you by that
     dear and now much-valued name;--and my mother!--the blood forsakes
     my heart, and my hand refuses to move, when I think upon that
     unhallowed night I left your peaceful roof to follow my foolish and
     way ward inclinations. O, I have suffered, and must ever suffer,
     for my guilty conduct. Pardon me! pardon me! I can hardly
     hope--yet--O drive me not to despair! I have doomed myself to seven
     years’ punishment. I made this choice in an hour of shame. I could
     not appear in Edinburgh after what had happened. Never shall I
     again do any thing to bring shame upon myself or you. The hope of
     your pardon and forgiveness alone sustains me. Again I implore
     pardon on my knees. Would I could lay my head at your feet! then
     would I not rise till you pronounced my pardon, and raised to your
     embrace

Your wretched
THOMAS.



Now I began to drink the cup of bitterness. How different was my
situation from what it had been! Forced from bed at five o’clock each
morning, to get all things ready for drill; then drilled for three
hours with the most unfeeling rigour, and often beat by the sergeant for
the faults of others--I, who had never been crossed at home--I, who
never knew fatigue, was now fainting under it. This I bore without a
murmur, as I had looked to it in my engagement. My greatest sufferings
were where I had not expected them.

I could not associate with the common soldiers; their habits made me
shudder. I feared an oath--they never spoke without one: I could not
drink--they loved liquor: They gamed--I knew nothing of play. Thus was I
a solitary individual among hundreds. They lost no opportunity of
teasing me. “Saucy Tom,” or “The distressed Methodist,” were the names
they distinguished me by. I had no way of redress, until an event
occurred, that gave me, against my will, an opportunity to prove that
my spirit was above insult. A recruit who had joined at the same time
with myself, was particularly active in his endeavours to turn me into
ridicule. One evening I was sitting in a side-window reading. Of an old
newspaper he made a fool’s cap, and, unperceived by me, placed it upon
my head. Fired at the insult, I started up and knocked him down.--“Clear
the room; a ring, a ring,--the Methodist is going to fight,” was
vociferated from all sides. Repenting my haste, yet determined not to
affront myself, I stood firm, and determined to do my utmost. My
antagonist, stunned by the violence of the blow, and surprised at the
spirit I displayed, rose slowly, and stood irresolute. I demanded an
apology. He began to bluster and threaten, but I saw at once that he was
afraid; and, turning from him, said in a cool decided manner, “If you
dare again insult me, I will chastise you as you deserve; you are
beneath my anger.” I again sat down, and resumed my reading, as if
nothing had happened.

From this time I was no longer insulted; and I became much esteemed
among my fellow-soldiers, who before despised me. Still I could not
associate with them. Their pleasures were repugnant to my feelings.

There was one of my fellow-soldiers, Donald M‘Donald, who seemed to take
pleasure in my company. We became attached to each other. He came up in
the same smack with myself: He was my bed-fellow, and became my firm
friend. Often would he get himself into altercations on my account.
Donald could read and write. This was the sum of his education. He was
innocent, and ignorant of the world; only 18 years of age, and had
never been a night from home before he left his father’s house, more
than myself. To be a soldier was the height of his ambition. He had come
from near Inverness to Edinburgh on foot, with no other intention than
to enlist in the 71st. His father had been a soldier in it, and was now
living at home after being discharged. Donald called it _his regiment_,
and would not have taken the bounty from any other.

To increase my grief, I was ordered to embark for the Cape of Good Hope,
fifteen days after my arrival in the Isle of Wight, and before I had
received an answer to my letter to my father. If my mind had been at
ease, I would have enjoyed this voyage much. We had very pleasant
weather, and were not crowded in our births. There were six soldiers to
a birth, and we were at liberty to be on deck all day if we chose.

The first land I saw after leaving the Channel, was Porto Santo. It is
very low, yet we could distinguish it plainly while we were 30 miles
off. It has the appearance of a collection of small hills ending in
peaks. In a short time after, we had a most pleasant sight; the island
of Madeira, covered with delightful verdure. The view of it calmed me
greatly, and I felt just as I had done the first time I saw the country
after a long illness, in which my life was despaired of. How much was
that pleasure increased when we anchored between the Desertas and the
island! The weather was beautiful and clear; we lay at a distance of not
more than six or seven miles, at most, from the shore. The island is
quite unlike Porto Santo. It seems to be one continued mountain, running
from east to west, covered with stately trees and verdure. Every spot
looked more luxuriant than another. As it is approached from the east,
it has the appearance of a crescent, or new moon, the corners pointed
towards you.

While we lay there, we had boats alongside every day with oranges,
lemons, figs, and many other fruits, which we purchased at a rate that
surprised us, considering how dearly we had been accustomed to purchase
them in England. As soon as we cast anchor, the health-boat came
alongside, to inquire the state of the crew and passengers. This is
always done before any communication is allowed with the island. We had
the pleasure to tell them that there was not a sick person onboard; that
we only wanted a supply of water, and were to sail as soon as possible.

Funchal is the largest town on the island. It is situated on the north
side of a hill towards the ocean, covering the hill from the summit to
the base. The houses reach to the water’s edge, and they all look as if
they were newly built, they are so white and clean. Another range of
hills is seen rising above the one on which the town is built; these are
also covered with houses, vineyards, and plantations of fruit trees.
Nothing could be more charming to our eyes, which had ached so long in
looking over a boundless expanse of sea.

Having completed our supply of water, we set sail for the Cape of Good
Hope. As we sailed onwards, I was often surprised at the immense numbers
of fishes of all descriptions that played round our vessel. When the
weather was calm, fish of every kind, the dolphin, flying-fish, &c. were
mixed harmlessly together. The shark was seen playing amongst them, and
they not in the least alarmed. Small and large, all seemed collected
before us to display the beauties and riches of Divine Providence in the
great deep. In a dark night, the sea seemed sparkling with fire.

I inquired the cause of this assemblage of fishes, and their tameness,
at an old sailor. He informed me, that the cause was the reflection of
the copper on the ship’s bottom, and that they were never seen unless
the vessel was coppered.

It was early in the morning when we first beheld the land about the Cape
of Good Hope. We soon after could distinguish a hill, called the Sugar
Loaf, and next reached a low island, called Robben Island. We anchored
in Table Bay, and were, disembarked next day.

Cape Town lies in a valley, the sides of which rise gently to the foot
of the mountains that encompass it on all sides; those near the town are
of a great height. The houses of the town are all coloured white or
yellow. They are mostly built of stone, and appear as if they were not a
month old, they are so clean. The streets are paved with flagstones,
which I am told are brought from India. They are very agreeable in so
hot a climate, being very cool.

I expected to see few people here but Dutch, but I found a collection of
all the nations in the world. No doubt the Dutch are the most numerous,
but there are a great many Germans, Swiss, French, British, Irish, &c.
all very much assimilated to each other: The Dutch have made the French
more grave; the French, the Dutch less sedate. Every class of foreigners
seems the better for being thus mixed with others. All are equally
industrious, all seem happy and content.

I remained only three weeks at the Cape. I was again embarked in an
expedition against South America, under Sir Samuel Achmuty and
Brigadier-General Lumley. We arrived in the River La Plata in October
1806, when we were informed that the Spaniards had retaken Buenos Ayres,
and that our troops only possessed Maldonado, a small space on the side
of the river, about five or six miles farther up than Monte Video. On
our disembarkation, we found the remains of the army in the greatest
want of every necessary belonging to an army, and quite disheartened. On
the land side, they were surrounded by about 400 horsemen, who cut off
all their foraging parties, and intercepted all supplies. These horsemen
were not regular soldiers, but the inhabitants of the country, who had
turned out to defend their homes from the enemy.

Soon after our arrival at Maldonado, the Spaniards advanced out of Monte
Video to attack us. They were about 600, and had, besides, a number of
great guns with them. They came upon us in two columns, the right
consisting of Cavalry, the left of infantry, and bore so hard upon our
out-picquet of 400 men, that Colonel Brown, who commanded our left,
ordered Major Campbell, with three companies of the 40th regiment, to
its support. These charged the head of the column: the Spaniards stood
firm and fought bravely; numbers fell on both sides; but the gallant
40th drove them back with the point of the bayonet. Sir Samuel Auchmuty
ordered the rifle corps, and light battalion, to attack the rear of
their column, which was done with the utmost spirit. Three cheers were
the signal of our onset. The Spaniards fled; and the right column,
seeing the fate of their left, set spurs to their horses, and fled
without having shared in the action. There remained in our possession
one general, and a great number of prisoners, besides one of their great
guns. They left about 300 dead on the field. We had very few wounded
prisoners, and these were taken in the pursuit. I saw them carry their
people back to the town as soon as they were hurt. Our loss was much
less than theirs.

After this action, we saw no more of our troublesome guests, the
horsemen, who used to brave us in our lines, and even wound our people
in the camp.

This was the first blood I had ever seen shed in battle; the first time
the cannon had roared in my hearing charged with death. I was not yet
seventeen years of age, and had not been six months from home. My limbs
bending under me with fatigue, in a sultry clime, the musket and
accoutrements that I was forced to carry were insupportably oppressive.
Still I bore all with invincible patience. During the action, the
thought of death never once crossed my mind. After the firing commenced,
a still sensation stole over my whole frame, a firm determined torpor,
bordering on insensibility. I heard an old soldier answer, to a youth
like myself, who inquired what he should do during the battle, “Do your
duty.”

As the battalion to which I belonged returned from the pursuit, we
passed, in our way to the camp, over the field of the dead. It was too
much for my feelings. I was obliged to turn aside my head from the
horrid sight. The birds of prey seemed to contend with those who were
burying the slain, for the possession of the bodies. Horrid sight! Men
who, in the morning, exulting trode forth in strength; whose minds, only
fettered by their bodies, seemed to feel restraint, now lay shockingly
mangled, and a prey to animals--and I had been an assistant in this work
of death! I almost wished I had been a victim.

Until the 2nd of November, my fatigue was great: constructing batteries
and other works, we were forced to labour night and day. My hands, when
I left home, were white and soft; now they were excoriated and brown,
and, where they were unbroken, as hard as horn. Often overpowered by
fatigue, sleep has sealed my eyes;--I have awoke groaning with thirst,
and the intense heat of my hands. It was then I felt, in all its horror,
the folly of my former conduct. Bitter was the sigh that acknowledged
my punishment was just.

In the storming of Monte Video, I had no share. We remained with the
camp to protect the rear. While we lay before the town, the shells of
the enemy were falling often near where I stood; one, in particular,
seemed as if it would fall at our feet. A young officer ran backwards
and forwards, as if he would hide himself; an old soldier said to him,
with all the gravity of a Turk, “You need not hide, Sir; if there is any
thing there for you, it will find you out.” The young man looked
confused, stood to his duty, and I never saw him appear uneasy
again,--so soon was he converted to the warrior’s doctrine.

We marched into Monte Video the day after the assault, where I remained
seven months. It is a most delightful country, were it not so hot. The
evening is the only tolerable time of the day. The sea-breeze sets in
about eight or nine o’clock in the morning, which mitigates the heat a
good deal; yet I suffered much. It was now the middle of December.
Summer had commenced with all its sweets, on a scale I had no conception
of; neither can I convey any idea of it in words. We had the greatest
abundance of every article of food, and, as the summer advanced, the
choicest fruit, indeed even more than we could consume, and at length we
loathed it.

I had been along with the other youths appointed to Sir Samuel
Auchmuty’s guard, as the least fatiguing duty. I would have been
comparatively happy, had I known my parents were well, and had pardoned
me: the uncertainty of this, and reflections on my past conduct, kept
me in a state of continual gloom.

I was billeted upon a young widow, who did all in her power to make me
comfortable, alongst with her aged father. Her husband had been slain in
the first attack of our troops upon the place, and she remained
inconsolable. During the seven months I remained in Monte Video, she
behaved to me like a mother. To her I was indebted for many comforts.
Never shall I forget Maria de Parides: she was of a small figure, yet
elegant in her appearance. Like the other women of the country, she was
very brown, her eyes sparkling, black as jet, her teeth equal and white.
She wore her own hair, when dressed, as is the fashion of the country,
in plaits down her back. It was very long, and of a glossy black. Her
dress was very plain: a black veil covered her head, and her mantilla
was tied in the most graceful manner under her chin. This was the common
dress of all the women; the only difference was in the colour of their
mantillas and shoes. These they often wore of all colours, and sometimes
the veil was white. The men wore the cloak and hat of the Spaniards; but
many of them had sandals, and a great many wanted both shoes and
stockings. The native women were the most uncomely I ever beheld. They
have broad noses, thick lips, and are of very small stature. Their hair,
which is long, black, and hard to the feel, they wear frizzled up in
front, in the most hideous manner, while it hangs down their backs below
the waist. When they dress, they stick in it feathers and flowers, and
walk about in all the pride of ugliness. The men are short of stature,
stout made, and have large joints. They are brave, but indolent to
excess. I have seen them galloping about on horseback, almost naked,
with silver spurs on their bare heels, perhaps an old rug upon their
shoulders. They fear not pain. I have seen them with hurts ghastly to
look at, yet they never seemed to mind them. As for their idleness, I
have seen them lie stretched for a whole day, gazing upon the river, and
their wives bring them their victuals; and, if they were not pleased
with the quantity, they would beat them furiously. This is the only
exertion they ever make, readily venting their fury upon their wives.
They prefer flesh to any other food, and they eat it almost raw, and in
quantities which a European would think impossible.

I had little opportunity of seeing the better sort of Spanish settlers,
as they had all left the place before we took it; and, during the
siege, those I had any opportunity of knowing, were of the poorer sort,
who used to visit Maria de Parides and her father, Don Santanos. They
are ignorant in the extreme, and very superstitious. Maria told me, with
the utmost concern, that the cause of her husband’s death was his being
bewitched by an old Indian, to whom he had refused some partridges, as
he returned from hunting, a few days before the battle. As I became
acquainted with the language, I observed many singular traits of
character. When Maria, or old Santanos, yawned, they crossed their mouth
with the utmost haste, to prevent the Devil going down their throats. If
Santanos sneezed, Maria called, “Jesus!” his answer was, “_Muchas
gracias_,” “Many thanks."--When they knock at any door, they say, “_Ave
Maria purissima_;” they open at once, as they think no one with an evil
intent will use this holy phrase. When they meet a woman, they say, “_A
sus pies senora_,” or, “_Beso los pies de Usted_,” “I lay myself at your
feet,” or, “I kiss your feet.” As they part, he says, “_Me tengo a sus
pies de Usted_,” or, “_Baxo de sus pies_,” “I am at your feet,” or,
“Keep me at your feet;” she replies, “_Beso a Usted la mano,
Cavallero_,” “I kiss your hand, Sir.” When they leave any one, they say,
“_Vaya Usted con Dios_,” or, “_Con la Virgen_,” “May God, (or, the Holy
Virgin,) attend you.” When they are angry, it is a common phrase with
them, “_Vaya Usted con cien mil Demonios_,” “Begone with a hundred
thousand Devils."--Maria was concerned that I should be a heretic, and
wished much I would change my religion and become a Catholic, as the
only means of my salvation. In vain I said to her, “_Muchos caminos al
cielo_,” “Many roads to heaven.” There were few priests in the town, as
they had thought it better to move off to Buenos Ayres, with the church
plate, &c. before we took the town, than trust to their prayers and our
generosity. Maria, however, got one to convert me, as her own
father-confessor had gone with the rest. It was in the afternoon, on my
return from guard, I first met him. His appearance made an impression on
me, much in his favour; he was tall and graceful, and wore his beard,
which was grey and full, giving a venerable cast to his face, and
softening the wrinkles that time had made in his forehead. Maria
introduced me to him as a young man who was willing to receive
instruction, and one she wished much to believe in all the doctrines of
the Holy Church, that I might not be lost for ever through my unbelief.
He then began to say a great deal about the errors of the Protestants,
and their undone state, since they had left the true church. The only
answer I made was, “Muchos caminos al cielo.” He shook his head, and
said, all heretics were a stubborn sort of people, but begged me to
consider of what he said. I answered, certainly I would, and we parted
friends. Maria was much disappointed at my not being convinced at once;
and her father, Santanos, said he had no doubt that I would yet become a
good Catholic, and remain with them. I loved them the more for their
disinterested zeal: their only wish was for my welfare.

Thus had I passed my time, until the arrival of General Whitelock, with
reinforcements, in the beginning of June, 1807. It was the middle of
winter at Monte Video; the nights were frosty, with now and then a
little snow, and great showers of hail as large as beans. In the day,
dreadful rains deluged all around. We had sometimes thunder and
lightning. One night in particular, the whole earth seemed one continued
blaze; the mountain on the side of which the town is built, re-echoed
the thunder, as if it would rend in pieces. The whole inhabitants
flocked to the churches, or kneeled in the streets.

On the arrival of the reinforcements, we were formed into a brigade,
alongst with the light companies of the 36th, 38th, 40th, 87th, and four
companies of the 95th regiments. On the 28th June, we assembled near
Ensenada de Barragon, with the whole army, and commenced our march
towards Buenos Ayres.

The country is almost all level, and covered with long clover that
reached to our waists, and large herds of bullocks and horses, which
seemed to run wild. The weather was very wet. For days I had not a dry
article on my body. We crossed many morasses in our march, in one of
which I lost my shoes, and was under the necessity of marching the rest
of the way bare-footed. We passed the river at a ford called Passorico,
under the command of Major-General Gower. Here we drove back a body of
the enemy. We were next day joined by General Whitelock, and the
remainder of the army. Upon his joining us, the line was formed by Sir
Samuel Auchmuty on the left, stretching towards a convent called the
Recolletta, distant from the left about two miles. Two regiments were
stationed on the right. Brigadier-General Crawford’s brigade occupied
the centre, and possessed the principal avenues to the town, which was
distant from the great square and fort three miles. Three regiments
extended towards the Residenta, on the right. The town and suburbs are
built in squares of about 140 yards on each side; and all the houses are
flat on the top for the use of the inhabitants, who go upon them to
enjoy the cool of the evening. These, we were told, they meant to occupy
with their slaves, and fire down upon us as we charged through the
streets. From the disposition of our army, the town was nearly
surrounded. We remained under arms on the morning of the 5th of July,
waiting the order to advance. Judge our astonishment when the word was
given to march without ammunition, with fixed bayonets only. “We are
betrayed,” was whispered through the ranks. “Mind your duty, my lads;
onwards, onwards, Britain for ever,” were the last words I heard our
noble Captain Brookman utter. He fell as we entered the town. Onwards
we rushed, carrying every thing before us, scrambling over ditches, and
other impediments which the inhabitants had placed in our way. At the
corner of every street, and flanking all the ditches, they had placed
cannon that thinned our ranks every step we took. Still onwards we
drove, up one street, down another, until we came to the church of St.
Domingo, where the colours of the 71st regiment had been placed, as a
trophy, over the shrine of the Virgin Mary. We made a sally into it, and
took them from that disgraceful resting-place, where they had remained
ever since the surrender of General Beresford to General Liniers. Now we
were going to sally out in triumph. The Spaniards had not been idle. The
entrances of the church were barricaded, and cannon placed at each
entrance. We were forced to surrender, and were marched to prison.

It was there I first learned the complete failure of our enterprise.
During the time we were charging through the streets, many of our men
made sallies into the houses in search of plunder; and many were
encumbered with it at the time of our surrender. One sergeant of the
38th had made a longish hole in his wooden canteen, like that over the
money drawer in the counter of a retail shop; into it he slipped all the
money he could lay his hands upon. As he came out of a house he had been
ransacking, he was shot through the head. In his fall the canteen burst,
and a great many doubloons ran in all directions on the street. Then
commenced a scramble for the money, and about eighteen men were shot,
grasping at the gold they were never to enjoy. They even snatched it
from their dying companions, although they themselves were to be in the
same situation the next moment.

We were all searched, and every article that was Spanish taken from us;
but we were allowed to keep the rest. During the search, one soldier,
who had a good many doubloons, put them into his camp-kettle, with flesh
and water above them; placed all upon a fire, and kept them safe. There
were about one hundred of us, who had been taken in the church, marched
out of prison to be shot, unless we produced a gold crucifix of great
value, that was amissing. We stood in a large circle of Spaniards and
Indians. Their levelled pieces and savage looks gave us little to hope,
unless the crucifix was produced. It was found on the ground on the
spot where we stood; but it was not known who had taken it. The troops
retired, and we were allowed to go back to prison without further
molestation.

Four days after we were made prisoners, the good priest I had conversed
with in the house of Maria de Parides, came to me in prison, and offered
to obtain my release, if I would only say that I would, at any future
time, embrace the Catholic faith. He held out many inducements. I
thanked him kindly for his offer, but told him it was impossible I ever
could. He said, “I have done my duty as a servant of God; now I will do
it as a man.” He never again spoke to me of changing my religion; yet he
visited me every day with some comfort or another.

Donald M‘Donald was quite at home all the time we had been in South
America. He was a good Catholic[3], and much caressed by the Spaniards.
He attended mass regularly; bowed to all processions; and was in their
eyes every thing a good Catholic ought to be. He often thought of
remaining at Buenos Ayres, under the protection of the worthy priest; he
had actually agreed to do so, when the order for our release arrived. We
were to join General Whitelock on the next day, after fourteen days’
confinement. Donald was still wavering, yet most inclined to stay. I
sung to him, “Lochaber no more[4]!” the tears started into his eyes--he
dashed them off--“Na, na! I canna stay, I’d maybe _return to Lochaber
nae mair_.” The good priest was hurt at his retracting his promise, yet
was not offended. He said “It is natural. I once loved Spain above all
the other parts of the world; but----“ here he checked himself, gave us
his blessing, and ten doubloons a-piece, and left us. We immediately,
upon our release, set out on our return to Britain, and had an agreeable
and quick passage, in which nothing particular occurred.

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It was on the 25th December, 1807, after an absence of seventeen months
from Britain, that I landed at the Cove of Cork in Ireland. A thrill of
joy ran through my whole body, and prompted a fervid inward ejaculation
to God, who had sustained me through so many dangers, and brought me to
a place where I might hear if my parents had pardoned me, or if my
misconduct had shortened the period of their lives. The uncertainty of
this embittered all my thoughts, and gave additional weight to all my
fatigues. How differently did the joy of our return act upon my
fellow-soldiers!--to them it was a night of riot and dissipation.
Immediately on our arrival, our regiment was marched to Middleton
Barracks, where we remained one month; during which time I wrote to my
father, and sent to him the amount of the ten doubloons I had received
from the good priest. In the course of post I received the following
letter, inclosed in one from my brother. It had been returned to them by
the Post-office at the Isle of Wight.

“_Edinburgh, 5th August, 1806._

“DEAR THOMAS,

     “We received your letter from the Isle of Wight, which gave us much
     pleasure. I do not mean to add to your sorrows by any reflection
     upon what is past, as you are now sensible of your former faults,
     and the cruelty of your desertion. Let it be a lesson to you in
     future. It had nearly been our deaths. Your mother, brothers, and
     myself, searched in every quarter that night you left us; but it
     pleased God we should not find you. Had we only known you were
     alive, we would have been happy. We praise God you are safe, and
     send you our forgiveness and blessings. The money you have sent, we
     mean to assist to purchase your discharge, if you will leave the
     army and come to us again. You say you have made a vow to remain
     seven years.--It was rash to do so, if you have vowed solemnly.
     Write us on receipt of this, that I may know what course to pursue.

“YOUR LOVING PARENT.”



“_Edinburgh, 5th January, 1808._

“Dear Brother,

     “We received your letter with joy. It has relieved our minds from
     much uneasiness; but, alas! he who would have rejoiced most is no
     more. My heart bleeds for you on receipt of this; but on no
     account, I beseech you, think your going away caused his death. You
     know he had been long badly before you left us; and it pleased God
     to take him to his reward shortly after your departure. He received
     your letter two days before his death. He was, at the time, propped
     up in bed. It was a beautiful fore-noon. William and myself were at
     his bedside; Jean and our dear mother each held a hand. Our father
     said in his usual manner, ‘My dear children, I feel the time at
     hand in which I am to bid adieu to this scene of troubles. I would
     go to my final abode content and happy, would it please God to let
     me hear of Thomas; if dead, that our ashes might mingle together;
     if alive, to convey to him my pardon and blessings; for, ere now, I
     feel conscious, he mourns for his faults.’ As he spoke, your letter
     arrived. He opened it himself; and, as he read, his face beamed
     with joy, and the tears ran down his cheeks: ‘Gallant, unfortunate
     boy, may God bless and forgive you as I do.’ He gave me the letter
     to read to my mother aloud. While I read it, he seemed to pray
     fervently. He then desired me to write to you as he would dictate.
     This letter was returned to us again. I now send it you under
     cover of this. Your mother is well, and sends you her blessings;
     but wishes you to leave the army, and come home. The money you sent
     just now, and the five pounds before, will purchase your discharge.
     Send us the happy intelligence you will do so. I remain

“YOUR LOVING BROTHER.”



On receipt of this letter, I became unfit to do or think on any thing
but the fatal effects of my folly. I fell into a lowness of spirits,
that continued with me until my arrival in Spain; when the fatigue and
hardship I was forced to undergo, roused me from my lethargy. I was now
more determined to remain with the army, to punish myself, than ever.
This I wrote to my brother, and desired him to make my mother as
comfortable as possible with the money I had sent.

We remained only one month in Middleton Barracks, when we were again
marched to Cork Barracks, where I remained until the 27th June, 1808,
when I was embarked with the troops on an expedition under Sir Arthur
Wellesley, consisting of nine regiments of infantry. We remained at
anchor until the 12th July, when we set sail for the coast of Portugal,
where we arrived on the 29th July, at Mondego Bay. We began to disembark
on the 1st of August. The weather was so rough and stormy, that we were
not all landed until the 5th. On our leaving the ships, each man got
four pound of biscuit, and four pound of salt beef, cooked on board. We
marched for twelve miles up to the knees in sand, which caused us to
suffer much from thirst; for the marching made it rise and cover us. We
lost four men of our regiment, who died of thirst. We buried them where
they fell. At night we came to our camp ground, in a wood, where we
found plenty of water; to us more acceptable than any thing besides on
earth. We here built large huts, and remained four days. We again
commenced our march alongst the coast, towards Lisbon. In our advance,
we found all the villages deserted, except by the old and destitute, who
cared not what became of them. On the 13th there, was a small skirmish
between the French and our cavalry, after which the French retired.

On the 14th we reached a village called Alcobaco, which the French had
left the night before. Here were a great many wine stores, that had been
broken open by the French. In a large wine cask we found a French
soldier, drowned, with all his accoutrements.

On the morning of the 17th we were under arms an hour before day. Half
an hour after sunrise, we observed the enemy in a wood. We received
orders to retreat. Having fallen back about two miles, we struck to the
right, in order to come upon their flank, whilst the 9th, 29th, and 5th
battalion of the 60th, attacked them in front. They had a very strong
position on a hill. The 29th advanced up the hill, not perceiving an
ambush of the enemy, which they had placed on each side of the road. As
soon as the 29th was right between them, they gave a volley, which
killed, or Wounded, every man in the grenadier company except seven.
Unmindful of their loss, they drove on, and carried the entrenchments.
The engagement lasted until about four o’clock, when the enemy gave way.
We continued the pursuit till darkness put a stop to it. The 71st had
only one man killed, and one wounded: we were manœuvring all day to
turn their flank, so that our fatigue was excessive, though our loss was
but small. This was the battle of Rolleia, a small town at the entrance
of a hilly part of the country. We marched the whole of the 18th and
19th without meeting any resistance. On the 19th, we encamped at the
village of Vimeira, and took up a position alongst a range of mountains.

On the 20th, we marched out of our position to cover the disembarkation
of four regiments, under General Anstruther. We saw a few French
cavalry, who kept manœuvring, but did not offer to attack us.

On the 21st we were all under arms an hour before day-break. After
remaining same time, we were dismissed, with orders to parade again at
10 o’clock, to attend divine service; for this was a Sabbath morning.
How unlike the Sabbaths I was wont to enjoy! Had it not been for the
situation in which I had placed myself, I could have enjoyed it much.

Vimeira is situated in a lovely valley, through which the small river
Maceira winds, adding beauty to one of the sweetest scenes, surrounded
on all sides by mountains and the sea, from which the village is distant
about three miles. There is a deep ravine that parts the heights, over
which the Lourinha road passes. We were posted on these mountains, and
had a complete view of the valley below. I here, for a time, indulged in
one of the most pleasing reveries I had enjoyed since I left home. I was
seated upon the side of a mountain, admiring the beauties beneath. I
thought of home;--Arthur’s Seat, and the level between it and the sea,
all stole over my imagination. I became lost in contemplation, and was
happy for a time. Soon my day-dream broke and vanished from my sight.
The bustle around was great. There was no trace of a day of rest. Many
were washing their linen in the river, others cleaning their firelocks;
every man was engaged in some employment. In the midst of our
preparation for divine service, the French columns began to make their
appearance on the opposite hills. “To arms, to arms!” was beat at
half-past eight o’clock. Every thing was packed up as soon as possible,
and left on the camp ground. We marched out two miles to meet the enemy,
formed line, and lay under cover of a hill for about an hour, until they
came to us. We gave them one volley, and three cheers--three distinct
cheers. Then all was as still as death. They came upon us, crying and
shouting to the very point of our bayonets. Our awful silence and
determined advance they could not stand. They put about and fled without
much resistance. At this charge we took thirteen guns, and one General.
We advanced into a hollow, and formed again; then returned in file from
the right, in companies, to the rear. The French came down upon us
again. We gave them another specimen of a charge, as effectual as our
first, and pursued them three miles. In our first charge, I felt my mind
waver; a breathless sensation came over me. The silence was appalling. I
looked alongst the line--It was enough to assure me: The steady
determined scowl of my companions assured my heart, and gave me
determination. How unlike the noisy advance of the French! It was in
this second charge, our piper, George Clark, was wounded in the groin.
We remained at our advance until sunset, then retired to our
camp-ground. The ground was so unequal, that I saw little of this
battle, which forced the French to evacuate Portugal.

On my return from the pursuit at Monte Video, the birds of prey were
devouring the slain. Here I beheld a sight, for the first time, even
more horrible; the peasantry prowling about, more ferocious than the
beasts and birds of prey, finishing the work of death, and carrying away
whatever they thought worthy of their grasp. Avarice and revenge were
the causes of these horrors. No fallen Frenchman, that showed the least
signs of life, was spared. They even seemed pleased with mangling the
dead bodies. When light failed them, they kindled a great fire, and
remained around it all night, shouting like as many savages. My
sickened fancy felt the same as if it were witnessing a feast of
cannibals.

Next morning we perceived a column of the enemy upon the sand hills. We
were all in arms to receive them, but it turned out to be a flag of
truce. We returned to our old camp ground, where we remained three days,
during the time the terms of a capitulation were arranging. We then got
orders to march to Lisbon. On our arrival there, the French flag was
flying on all the batteries and forts. We were encamped outside of the
town, and marched in our guards next day, to take possession and relieve
all the French guards. At the same time the French flag was hauled down,
and we hoisted, in its stead, the Portuguese standard. We remained in
camp until the day the French were to embark. We were then marched in
to protect them from the inhabitants. But notwithstanding all we could
do, it was not in our power to hinder some of their sick from being
murdered. The Portuguese were so much enraged at our interference in
behalf of the French, that it was unsafe for two or three soldiers to be
seen alone. The French had given the Portuguese much cause to hate them;
and the latter are not a people who can quickly forgive an injury, or
let slip any means of revenge, however base.

On the 27th October, we quitted Lisbon, and marched to Abrantes, where
we remained fourteen days. Then we marched to Camponia, and remained
there for an order to enter Spain.

The first place we arrived at in Spain was Badajos, where we were very
kindly treated by the inhabitants and Spanish soldiers. We remained
there about a fortnight, when the division commanded by General Sir John
Hope, to which I belonged, received orders to march towards Madrid. We
halted at Escurial, about seven leagues from Madrid, and remained there
five days; but were at length forced to retreat to Salamanca.

Two days before our arrival at Salamanca, we were forced to form
ourselves into a square, to repel the attacks of the enemy; and in that
position we remained all night. It was one of the severest nights of
cold I ever endured in my life. At that time we wore long hair, formed
into a club at the back of our heads. Mine was frozen to the ground in
the morning, and when I attempted to rise, my limbs refused to support
me for some time. I felt the most excruciating pains over all my body,
before the blood began to circulate. We marched forty-seven miles this
day, before encamping, and about nine miles to a town next morning,
where the inhabitants were very kind to us. They brought out, into the
market-place, large tubfuls of accadent, (a liquor much used in Spain,)
that we might take our pleasure of it; and every thing they had that we
stood in need of. This day we are under the necessity of burying six
guns, on account of the horses failing, being quite worn down by
fatigue. The head-quarters of the army were at Salamanca. Our division
was quartered three leagues from it, at Alva de Tormes. On the 14th of
December, we advanced to a place called Torro; the roads were bad; the
weather very severe; all around was covered with snow. Our fatigue was
dreadful, and our sufferings almost more than we could endure.

On the 24th of December, our head-quarters were at Sahagun. Every heart
beat with joy. We were all under arms, and formed to attack the enemy.
Every mouth breathed hope: “We will beat them to pieces, and have our
ease, and enjoy ourselves,” said my comrades. I even preferred any short
struggle, however severe, to the dreadful way of life we were at this
time pursuing. With heavy hearts, we received orders to retire to our
quarters: “And won’t we be allowed to fight? sure we’d beat them,” said
an Irish lad near me; “by Saint Patrick, we beat them so easy, the
General means to march us to death, and fight them after!”

Next morning, we fell back upon Majorga, on the road to Benevente.

On the 25th, Christmas day, we commenced our route for the sea-coast,
melancholy and dejected, sinking under extreme cold and fatigue, as if
the very elements had conspired against us: then commenced the first day
of our retreat.

On the 26th, it rained the whole day without intermission. The soil here
is of a deep rich loam, and the roads were knee-deep with clay: to form
a regular march was impossible, yet we kept in regiments; but our
sufferings were so great, that many of our troops lost all their natural
activity and spirits, and became savage in their dispositions. The idea
of running away from an enemy we had beat with so much ease at Vimeira,
without even firing a shot, was too galling to their feelings. Each
spoke to his fellow, even in common conversation, with bitterness; rage
flashing from their eyes, even on the most trifling occasions of
disagreement.

The poor Spaniards had little to expect from such men as these, who
blamed them for their inactivity; every one found at home was looked
upon as a traitor to his country. “The British are here to fight for the
liberty of Spain, and why is not every Spaniard under arms and fighting?
The cause is not ours, and are we to be the only sufferers?” Such was
the common language of the soldiers; and from these feelings pillage and
outrage naturally arose. The conduct of the men, in this respect, called
forth, on the 27th, a severe reprimand from the Commander-in-Chief.

We halted at Benevente for one night. Just as the last division of our
army entered into the town, the drums beat to arms. Every man was on the
alert, and at his post in an instant. The cavalry poured out at the
gates to meet the enemy, but the French did not like the manner and
spirit that appeared amongst us. They retired from the heights, and we
endeavoured to pass the night in the best manner in our power.

28th, the Spaniards now gave us no assistance, save what was enforced.
The Duke of Ossuna has here a castle surpassing any thing I had ever
seen. It was such, on our arrival, as I have read the description of in
books of fairy tales. I blush for our men--I would blame them too--Alas!
how can I, when I think upon their dreadful situation, fatigued and wet,
shivering, perishing with cold?--no fuel to be got, not even straw to
lie upon. Can men in such a situation admire the beauties of art? Alas!
only so far as they relieve his cruel and destroying wants. Every thing
that would burn, was converted into fuel, and even the fires were
placed against the walls, that they might last longer and burn better.
Many of our men slept all night wrapt in rich tapestry, which had been
torn down to make bed-clothes.

Scarce was our rear-guard within the town, ere the alarm was sounded. We
rushed to our posts, pushing the inhabitants out of our way. Women and
children crowded the streets, wringing their hands, and calling upon
their saints for protection. The opposite plain was covered with
fugitives. The French, as usual, liked not the spirit with which we
formed, and the ardour with which our cavalry issued from the gates.
They were content to look upon us from the neighbouring heights. The
bridges were ordered to be destroyed, which was done before day. That
over the Ezla had been destroyed to little purpose, as a ford was found
only 300 yards farther down the river. The picquets hastened thither,
and were skirmishing with four squadrons of the Imperial Guards, who had
already formed on the bank. The 10th Hussars were sent for. On their
arrival, General Stewart, with them and the picquets, charged and drove
the Imperial Guard into the river. They crossed in the utmost confusion,
but formed on the opposite bank. Some pieces of artillery that had been
placed at the bridge, soon dispersed them. General Lefebvre, commander
of the Imperial Guards, and seventy prisoners, were the fruits of this
action. We were told, by the Spaniards, that Buonaparte saw this affair
from the heights.

On the 30th, we reached Astorga, which we were led to believe was to be
our resting-place, and the end of our fatigues. Here we found the army
of General Romana. I can convey no description of it in words. It had
more the appearance of a large body of peasants, driven from their
homes, famished and in want of every thing, than a regular army.
Sickness was making dreadful havoc amongst them. It was whispered we
were to make a stand here. This was what we all wished, though none
believed. We had been told so at Benevente; but our movements had not
the smallest appearance of a retreat, in which we were to face about and
make a stand; they were more like a shameful flight.

From Astorga to Villa Franca de Bierzo, is about sixty miles. From
Salamanca to Astorga may be called the first and easiest part of this
tragedy, in which we endured many privations and I much fatigue; from
Astorga to Villa Franca, the second, and by far the more severe part.
Here we suffered misery without a glimpse of comfort. At Astorga, there
were a great many pairs of shoes destroyed. Though a fourth of the army
were in want of them, and I among the rest, yet they were consumed
alongst with the other stores in the magazines. The first sixteen miles,
the road lay wholly up the mountain, to the summit of Foncebadon; and
the country was open. At this time it was a barren waste of snow. At the
top of the mountain is a pass, which is one of the strongest, they say,
in Europe. It is about eight or nine miles long. All the way through
this pass, the silence was only interrupted by the groans of the men,
who, unable to proceed farther, laid themselves down in despair to
perish in the snow; or where the report of a pistol told the death of a
horse, which had fallen down, unable to proceed. I felt an unusual
listlessness steal over me. Many times have I said, “These men who have
resigned themselves to their fate, are happier than I. What have I to
struggle for? Welcome death! happy deliverer!” These thoughts passed in
my mind involuntarily. Often have I been awakened out of this state of
torpor, by my constant friend Donald, when falling out of the line of
march to lie down in despair. The rain poured in torrents; the melted
snow was half knee-deep in many places, and stained by the blood that
flowed from our wounded and bruised feet. To add to our misery, we were
forced by turns to drag the baggage. This was more than human nature
could sustain. Many waggons were abandoned, and much ammunition
destroyed. Our arrival at Villa Franca closed the second act of our
tragedy.

From Villa Franca we set out on the 2d January, 1809. What a New-year’s
day had we passed! Drenched with rain, famished with cold and hunger,
ignorant when our misery was to cease. This was the most dreadful period
of my life. How differently did we pass our _hogmonay_[5] from the
manner our friends were passing their’s at home. Not a voice said, “I
wish you a happy new-year;” each seemed to look upon his neighbour as an
abridgment to his own comforts. His looks seemed to say, “One or other
of the articles you wear would be of great use to me; your shoes are
better than those I possess; if you were dead they would be mine.”

Before we set out, there were more magazines destroyed. Great numbers
would not leave the town, but concealed themselves in the wine cellars,
which they had broken open, and were left there; others, after we were
gone, followed us. Many came up to the army dreadfully cut and wounded
by the French cavalry, who rode through the long lines of these lame
defenceless wretches, slashing among them as a school-boy does amongst
thistles. Some of them, faint and bleeding, were forced to pass alongst
the line as a warning to others.--Cruel warning! Could the urgency of
the occasion justify it? There was something in the appearance of these
poor, emaciated, lacerated wretches, that sickened me to look upon. Many
around me said, “Our commanders are worse than the French: will they
not even let us die in peace, if they cannot help us?” Surely this was
one way to tantalize the men, and render them familiar to scenes of
cruelty.

Dreadful as our former march had been, it was from Villa Franca that the
march of death may be said to have begun. On the day after we left that
place, we were attacked by the French, but drove them back, and renewed
our forlorn march.

From Villa Franca to Castro is one continued toil up Monte del Cebiero.
It was one of the sweetest scenes I ever beheld, could our eyes have
enjoyed any thing that did not minister to our wants. There was nothing
to sustain our famished bodies, or shelter them from the rain or snow.
We were either drenched with rain or crackling with ice. Fuel we could
find none. The sick and wounded that we had been still enabled to drag
with us in the waggons, were now left to perish in the snow. The road
was one line of bloody foot-marks, from the sore feet of the men; and on
its sides lay the dead and the dying. Human nature could do no more.
Donald M‘Donald, the hardy Highlander, began to fail. He, as well as
myself, had long been bare-footed and lame; he, that had encouraged me
to proceed, now himself lay down to die. For two days he had been almost
blind, and unable, from a severe cold, to hold up his head. We sat down
together--not a word escaped our lips. We looked around--then at each
other, and closed our eyes. We felt there was no hope. We would have
given in charge a farewell to our friends; but who was to carry it?
There were, not far from us, here and there, above thirty in the same
situation with ourselves. There was nothing but groans, mingled with
execrations, to be heard, between the pauses of the wind. I attempted to
pray, and recommend myself to God; but my mind was so confused, I could
not arrange my ideas. I almost think I was deranged. We had not sat half
an hour; sleep was stealing upon me; when I perceived a bustle around
me. It was an advanced party of the French: unconscious of the action, I
started upon my feet, levelled my musket, which I had still retained,
fired, and formed with the other stragglers. The French faced about and
left us. There were more of them than of us. The action, and the
approach of danger in a shape which we had it in our power to repel,
roused our dormant feelings, and we joined at Castro.

From Castro to Lugo is about forty-eight miles, where we were promised
two days’ rest. Why should I continue longer this melancholy narrative?
Donald fell out again from sickness; and I from lameness and fatigue.
When the French arrived, we formed with the others as before, and they
fell back. I heard them, more than once, say, as they turned from the
points of our bayonets, that they would rather face a hundred fresh
Germans, than ten dying English. So great was the alarm we caused in
them. How mortifying to think, at these moments, that we were suffering
all our misery, flying from an enemy who dared not fight us, and fled
from us, poor wretches as we were! How unaccountable was our situation!
None could be more galling to our feelings. While we ran, they
pursued;--the moment we faced about, they halted: If we advanced, they
retired. Never had we fought but with success; never were we attacked,
but we forced them to retire. “Let us all unite, whether our officers
will or not, and annihilate these French cowards, and shew our country
it is not our fault that we run thus; let us secure our country from
disgrace, and take a sweet revenge.” This was the language of the more
spirited men, and in it the others joined, from a hope of relieving
their miseries.

With feelings such as these, with a gradual increase of sufferings, we
struggled onwards. Towards the close of this journey, my mind became
unfit for any minute observation. I only marked what I myself was forced
to encounter. How I was sustained, I am unable to conceive. My life was
misery. Hunger, cold, and fatigue, had deprived death of all its
horrors. My present sufferings I felt; what death was I could only
guess. “I will endure every thing in the hope of living to smooth the
closing years of my mother’s life, and atone for my unkindness. Merciful
God! support me.” These ejaculations were always the close of my
melancholy musing, after which I felt a new invigoration, though many
times my reflections were broken short by scenes of horror that came in
my way. One, in particular, I found, after I came home, had been much
talked of. After we had gained the summit of Monte del Castro, and were
descending, I was roused by a crowd of soldiers. My curiosity prompted
me to go to it; I knew it must be no common occurrence that could
attract _their_ sympathy. Judge of the feelings which I want words to
express. In the centre lay a woman, young and lovely, though cold in
death, and a child, apparently about six or seven months old, attempting
to draw support from the breast of its dead mother. Tears filled every
eye, but no one had the power to aid; while we stood around, gazing on
the interesting object, then on each other,--none offered to speak, each
heart was so full. At length one of General Moore’s staff-officers came
up, and desired the infant to be given to him. He rolled it in his
cloak, amidst the blessings of every spectator. Never shall I efface the
benevolence of his look from my heart, when he said, “Unfortunate
infant, you will be my future care.” From the few remaining waggons we
had been able to bring with us, women and children, who had hitherto
sustained, without perishing, all our aggravated sufferings, were every
now and then laid out upon the snow frozen to death. An old tattered
blanket, or some other piece of garment, was all the burial that was
given them; the soldiers who perished lay uncovered, until the next fall
of snow, or heavy drift, concealed their bodies.

Amidst scenes like these, we arrived at Lugo. Here we were to have
obtained two days’ rest, but fate was not yet weary of enjoying our
miseries. On our arrival, I tried all in my power to find a place for
Donald: The best I could find was a bake-house. He lay down in one of
the baking-troughs: I put a sack over him. In two minutes the steam
began to rise out of the trough in a continued cloud; he fell asleep,
and I went in search of some refreshment. I was not half an hour away
when I returned with a little bread; he was still asleep, and as dry as
a bone: I was wet as mire. I felt inclined more than once to wake him; I
did not, but lay down on a sack, and fell asleep. I awoke before him,
quite dry. There were three or four more lying down on the floor beside
me, asleep. My haversack had been rifled while I slept, and my little
store of bread was gone. It was vain to complain--I had no resource;
cautiously I examined those around me asleep, but found nothing. Again I
sallied forth; and, to my great joy, I saw a soldier lying unable to
rise, he was so drunk. His haversack seemed pretty full: I went to him,
and found in it a large piece of beef, and some bread. I scrupled not to
appropriate them to myself. I hastened back to Donald, and we had a good
meal together. I felt stronger, and Donald was in better spirits. The
bridges between Villa Franca and Lugo had been imperfectly destroyed.
The French made their appearance on the 5th of January, and took up a
position opposite to our rear guard; a small valley only dividing them
from it. This night we remained standing in the fields until day broke,
our arms piled. The sky was one continued expanse of stars; not a cloud
to be seen, and the frost was most intense. Words fail me to express
what we suffered from the most dreadful cold. We alternately went to the
calm side of each other, to be sheltered from the wind. In this manner,
when day at length broke upon us, we had retrograded over two fields
from the spot where we had piled our arms. Many had lain down through
the night overcome by sleep, from which the last trumpet, only, will
awaken them.

On the 6th, the enemy attacked our out-posts; but were received by our
fatigued and famished soldiers with as much bravery as if they had
passed the night in comfortable barracks: they repulsed the French in
every assault. The sound of the battle roused our drooping
hearts--“Revenge or death,” said my comrades, a savage joy glistening in
their eyes. But the day closed without any attack farther on either
side. On the 7th they came upon us again, and were more quickly repulsed
than on the day before. From the first moment of the attack, and as long
as the French were before us, discipline was restored, and the officers
were as punctually obeyed as if we had been on parade at home. We felt
not our sufferings; so anxious were we to end them by a victory which we
were certain of obtaining. But Soult seemed to know our spirits better
than our own commanders; and, after these two last samples, kept a
respectful distance. We stood to our arms until the evening, the enemy
in front, amidst snow, rain, and storms. Fires were then lighted, and
we commenced our retreat after dark.

Before our reserve left Lugo, general orders were issued, warning and
exhorting us to keep order, and march together; but, alas! how could men
observe order amidst such sufferings? or men, whose feet were naked and
sore, keep up with men, who, being more fortunate, had better shoes and
stronger constitutions? The officers, in many points, suffered as much
as the men. I have seen officers of the guards, and others, worth
thousands, with pieces of old blankets wrapt round their feet and legs,
the men pointing at them with a malicious satisfaction, saying, “There
goes three thousand a-year;” or, “There goes the prodigal son on his
return to his father, cured of his wanderings.” Even in the midst of all
our sorrows, there was a bitterness of spirit, a savageness of wit,
that made a jest of its own miseries. The great fault of our soldiers,
at this time, was an inordinate desire for spirits of any kind. They
sacrificed their life and safety for drink, in many ways; for they lay
down intoxicated upon the snow, and slept the sleep of death; or,
staggering behind, were overtaken and cut down by the merciless French
soldiers: the most favourable event was to be taken prisoners. So great
was their propensity to drown their misery in liquor, that we were often
exposed to cold and rain for a whole night, in order that we might be
kept from the wine stores of a neighbouring town. Why should I detain
the reader longer on our march?--every day of which was like the day
that was past, save in our inability to contend with our hardships.

We arrived at Corunna on the 11th January, 1809. How shall I describe
my sensations at the first sight of the ocean? I felt all my former
despondency drop from my mind. My galled feet trode lighter on the icy
road. Every face near me seemed to brighten up. Britain and the Sea are
two words which cannot be disunited. The sea and home appeared one and
the same. We were not cast down at there being no transports or ships of
war there. They had been ordered to Vigo, but they were hourly expected.
On the 13th, the French made their appearance on the opposite side of
the river Mero. They took up a position near a village, called Perillo,
on the left flank, and occupied the houses along the river. We could
perceive their numbers hourly increasing. On the 14th, they commenced a
cannonade on our position; but our artillery soon forced them to
withdraw their guns, and fall back. On this day, our friends the tars
made their appearance, and all was bustle, preparing for embarkation.
The whole artillery was embarked, save seven six-pounders and one
howitzer, which were placed in line, and four Spanish guns, which were
kept as a reserve. Our position was such, that we could not use many
guns. The sick and dismounted cavalry were sent on board with all
expedition. I supported my friend Donald, who was now very weak, and
almost blind. On my return to the camp, I witnessed a most moving scene.
The beach was covered with dead horses, and resounded with the reports
of the pistols that were carrying this havoc amongst them. The animals,
as if warned by the dead bodies of their fellows, appeared frantic,
neighed and screamed in the most frightful manner. Many broke loose and
galloped alongst the beach, with their manes erect, and their mouths
wide open.

Our preparations continued until the 16th, when every thing was
completed; and we were to begin our embarkation at four o’clock. About
mid-day, we were all under arms, when intelligence arrived that the
French were advancing. We soon perceived them pouring down upon our
right wing: our advanced picquets had commenced firing. The right had a
bad position, yet if we lost it, our ruin was inevitable. Lord William
Bentinck’s brigade, composed of the 4th, 42d, and 50th, had the honour
of sustaining it against every effort of the French, although the latter
had every advantage in numbers and artillery. They commenced a heavy
fire, from eleven great guns, placed in a most favourable manner on the
hill. Two strong columns advanced on the right wing, the one along the
road, the other skirting its edges; a third advanced on the centre; a
fourth approached slowly on the left; while a fifth remained half way
down the hill, in the same direction, to take advantage of the first
favourable moment. It was at this time that Sir David Baird had his arm
shattered. The space between the two lines was much intercepted by stone
walls and hedges. It was perceived by Sir John Moore, as the two lines
closed, that the French extended a considerable way beyond the right
flank of the British, and a strong body of them were seen advancing up
the valley. To turn it, one-half of the fourth was ordered to fall back,
and form an obtuse angle with the other half. This was done as correctly
as could be wished, and a severe flanking fire commenced upon the
advancing French. The 50th, after climbing over an enclosure, got right
in front of the French, charged, and drove them out of the village
Elvina. In this charge, they lost Major Napier, who was wounded and made
prisoner. Major Stanhope was mortally wounded. Sir John was at the head
of every charge. Every thing was done under his own eye. “Remember
Egypt!” said he, and the 42d drove all before them, as the gallant 50th
had done. The Guards were ordered to their support. Their ammunition
being all spent through some mistake, they were falling back:
“Ammunition is coming, you have your bayonets,” said Sir John. This was
enough; onwards they rushed, overturning every thing. The enemy kept up
their hottest fire upon the spot where they were. It was at this moment
Sir John received his death wound. He was borne off the field by six
soldiers of the 42d, and the Guards. We now advanced to the support of
the right, led by Lord Paget. Colonel Beckwith, with the rifle corps,
pushed all before him, and nearly took one of their cannon; but a very
superior column forced him to retire. Lord Paget, however, repulsed this
column, and dispersed every thing before him: when the left wing of the
French being quite exposed, they withdrew and attacked our centre, under
Mannington and Leith; but this position being good, they were easily
repulsed. They likewise failed in every attempt on our left. A
body of them had got possession of a village on the road to Betanzos,
and continued to fire under cover of it, till dislodged by
Lieutenant-Colonel Nicolls.--Shortly after this, night put a period to
the battle of Corunna. At ten o’clock, General Hope ordered the army to
march off the field by brigades, leaving strong picquets to guard the
embarkation. I remained in the rear guard, commanded by Major General
Beresford, occupying the lines in front of Corunna. We had made great
fires, and a few of the freshest of our men were left to keep them up,
and run round them to deceive the enemy. At dawn there was little to
embark, save the rear-guard, and the reserve, commanded by Major-General
Hill, who had occupied a promontory behind Corunna. We were scarcely
arrived on the beach, ere the French began to fire upon the transports
in the harbour, from the heights of St. Lucia. Then all became a scene
of confusion. Several of the masters of the transports cut their cables.
Four of the transports ran ashore. Not having time to get them off, we
were forced to burn them. The ships of war soon silenced the French
guns, and we saw no more of them. There was no regularity in our taking
the boats. The transport that I got to, had part of seven regiments on
board.

The Spaniards are a courageous people: the women waved their
handkerchiefs to us from the rocks, whilst the men manned the batteries
against the French, to cover our embarkation. Unmindful of themselves,
they braved a superior enemy to assist a friend who was unable to afford
them further relief,--whom they had no prospect of ever seeing again.

Secure within the wooden walls, bad as our condition was, I felt
comparatively happy in being so fortunate as to be on board the same
vessel with Donald. In relieving his wants, I felt less my own, and was
less teased by the wit and ribaldry of my fellow-sufferers; who, now
that they were regularly served with provisions, and exempt from the
fatigues of marching and the miseries of cold, were as happy in their
rags and full bellies as any men in England.

For two days after we came on board, I felt the most severe pains
through my whole body: the change was so great from the extreme cold of
the winter nights, which we had passed almost without covering, to the
suffocating heat of a crowded transport. This was not the most
disagreeable part: vermin began to abound; we had not been without them
in our march, but now we had dozens for one we had then. In vain we
killed them, they appeared to increase from the ragged and dirty
clothes, of which we had no means of freeing ourselves. Complaint was
vain. Many were worse than myself; I had escaped without a wound, and,
thank God! though I had not a shirt upon my back, I had my health,
after the two first days, as well as ever I had it.

On the morning of the tenth day after our embarkation, I was condoling
with Donald, who was now quite blind. “I will never be a soldier again,
O Thomas! I will be nothing but Donald the blind man. Had I been
killed,--if you had left me to die in Spain,--it would have been far
better to have lain still in a wreath of snow, than be, all my life, a
blind beggar, a burden on my friends. Oh! if it would please God to take
my life from me!"--“Land a-head! Old England once again!” was called
from mouth to mouth. Donald burst into tears: “I shall never see
Scotland again; it is me that is the poor dark man!” A hundred ideas
rushed upon my mind, and overcame me. Donald clasped me to his breast:
our tears flowed uninterrupted.

We anchored that same day at Plymouth, but were not allowed to land; our
Colonel kept us on board until we got new clothing. Upon our landing,
the people came round us, showing all manner of kindness, carrying the
lame and leading the blind. We were received into every house as if we
had been their own relations. How proud did I feel to belong to such a
people!

We were marched to Ashford barracks, in the County of Kent, where we
remained from the month of February, 1809, until we were marched to
Gosport camp, where the army was forming for a secret expedition. During
the five weeks we lay in camp, Donald joined us in good health and
spirits. All the time I lay at Ashford, I had letters regularly from my
mother, which whiled away the time.

We sailed from the Downs on the 28th of July, and reached Flushing in
thirty hours, where we landed without opposition. Our regiment was the
first that disembarked. We were brigaded, alongst with the 68th and 85th
regiments, under the command of Major-General De Rollenburgh. Here,
again, as in South America, I was forced to work in the trenches, in
forming the batteries against Flushing. On the night of the 7th of
August, the French sallied out upon our works, but were quickly forced
back with great loss. They were so drunk, many of them, that they could
not defend themselves; neither could they run away: we, in fact, gave up
the pursuit, our hearts would not allow us to kill such helpless
wretches, a number of whom could not even ask for mercy.

On the evening of the 10th, we had a dreadful storm of thunder and rain.
At the same time the French Governor opened the sluices, and broke down
the sea dikes, when the water poured in upon us, and we were forced to
leave the trenches. However, on the 13th, in the evening, we commenced a
dreadful fire upon the town, from the batteries and vessels in the
harbour, which threw bombs and rockets on one side, whilst the batteries
plyed them with round-shot on the other. I was stunned and bewildered by
the noise; the bursting of bombs and falling of chimneys, all adding to
the incessant roar of the artillery. The smoke of the burning houses and
guns, formed, altogether, a scene not to be remembered but with horror,
which was increased, at every cessation from firing, (which was very
short,) by the piercing shrieks of the inhabitants, the wailings of
distress, and howling of dogs. The impression was such as can never be
effaced. After night fell, the firing ceased, save from the mortar
batteries; the noise was not so dreadful; the eye was now the sense that
conveyed horror to the mind; the enemy had set fire to Old Flushing,
whilst the New Town was kept burning by the shells and rockets. The dark
flare of the burning, the reflection on the water and sky, made all the
space, as far as the eye could reach, appear an abyss of fire. The faint
tracks of the bombs, and luminous train of the rockets, darting towards
and falling into the flames, conveyed an idea to my mind so appalling,
that I turned away and shuddered.

This night our regiment was advanced a good way in front, upon a sea
dike, through which the enemy had made a cut to let the water in upon
our works. Towards midnight, when the tide was ebb, Colonel Pack made a
sally into one of the enemy’s batteries. We crossed the cut in silence;
Colonel Pack entered first, and struck off the sentinel’s head at one
blow. We spiked their guns, after a severe brush. At the commencement,
as I leaped into the works, an officer seized my firelock before I could
recover my balance, and was in the act to cut me down; the sword was
descending, when the push of a bayonet forced him to the ground: It was
Donald, who fell upon us both. I extricated myself as soon as possible,
rose and fell to work; there was no time to congratulate. The enemy had
commenced a heavy fire upon us, and we were forced to retire with forty
prisoners. We lost a great number of men, killed, wounded, and missing.
Donald was amongst the latter, but joined in the morning.

Next morning, Monnet surrendered, and we marched into Flushing, scarce a
house of which had escaped; all was a scene of death and desolation. The
wet and fatigue of the last few days had made me ill. I was scarce able
to stand, yet I did not report myself sick. I thought it would wear off.
Next night I was upon guard: the night was clear and chill; a thin white
vapour seemed to extend around as far as I could see; the only part free
from it were the sand heights. It covered the low place where we lay,
and was such as you see early in the morning before the sun is risen,
but more dense. I felt very uncomfortable in it; my two hours I thought
never would expire; I could not breathe with freedom. Next morning, I
was in a burning fever at times, at other times trembling and chilled
with cold; I was unfit to rise or walk upon my feet. The surgeon told me
I had taken the country disorder. I was sent to the hospital; my disease
was the same as that of which hundreds were dying. My spirits never left
me; a ray of hope would break in upon me the moment I got ease between
the attacks of this most severe malady.

I was sent, with many others, to Braeburnlees, where I remained eight
weeks ill--very ill indeed. All the time I was in the hospital, my soul
was oppressed by the distresses of my fellow-sufferers, and shocked at
the conduct of the hospital men. Often have I seen them fighting over
the expiring bodies of the patients, their eyes not yet closed in death,
for articles of apparel that two had seized at once, cursing and oaths
mingling with the dying groans and prayers of the poor sufferers. How
dreadful to think, as they were carried from each side of me, it might
be my turn next! There was none to comfort, none to give a drink of
water with a pleasant countenance. I had now time to reflect with
bitterness on my past conduct; here I learned the value of a parent’s
kindness. I had been unable to write since my illness, and I longed to
tell my mother where I was, that I might hear from her. I crawled along
the wall of the hospital to the door, to see if I could find one more
convalescent than myself, to bring me paper. I could not trust the
hospital men with the money. To see the face of heaven, and breathe the
pure air, was a great inducement to this difficult exertion. I feebly,
and with anxious joy, pushed up the door: horrid moment! dreadful sight!
Donald lay upon the barrow, at the stair-head, to be carried to the
dead-room; his face was uncovered, and part of his body naked. The light
forsook my eyes, I became dreadfully sick, and fell upon the body. When
I recovered again, there was a vacancy of thought and incoherence of
ideas, that remained with me for some time; and it was long before I
could open a door without feeling an unpleasant sensation. When I became
convalescent, I soon recovered my wonted health; the regiment arrived at
Braeburnlees upon Christmas day, and I commenced my duties as a soldier.
By the death of Donald, I had again become a solitary individual, nor
did I again form a friendship while we lay here, which was until May,
1810; at which time we got the route for Deal. We remained there until
the month of September, when an order came for a draught of 600 men for
service in Portugal, of which number I was one.

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There were six companies of 100 men each, embarked in two frigates, 300
in each. I was on board the Melpomene. During the six days’ sail to
Lisbon, my thoughts were not the most agreeable. I was on my way to that
country in which I had already suffered so much. My health was good, but
my spirits were very low; I could not yet bring myself to associate with
the other men, so as to feel pleasure in their amusements. I found it
necessary to humour them in many things, and be obliging to all. I was
still called saucy, and little courted by my comrades to join them. I
had changed my bed-fellow more than once, they not liking my dry manner,
as they called it. On the seventh day after leaving Deal, we were
landed at Blackhorse Square, Lisbon, amidst the shouts of the
inhabitants. We were marched to the top of the town, and billeted in a
convent. A good many were billeted in the town, the convent being not
large enough to contain us. I was billeted upon a cook-shop. Two years
before, while encamped before Lisbon, I had often wished to enter the
town; now, I as ardently wished to leave it. I was sickened every hour
of the day with the smell of garlic and oil; every thing there is fried
in oil that will fry. Oil and garlic is their universal relish.
Cleanliness they have not the least conception of. The town is a
dunghill from end to end; their principal squares are not even free from
heaps of filth. You may make a shift to walk by the side of the streets
with clean shoes, but cross one if you dare. I inquired at one of our
regiment, who had been left sick, if they had any scavengers? “Yes,”
said he, “they have one.” “He will have a great many under him?” “None.”
“What folly, to have only one to such a city!” “And that one only when
he may please to come.” “You joke with me.” “No, I don’t; the rain is
their street-cleaner; he will be here soon, there will be clean streets
while he remains; then they prepare work for him again.”

To my great joy, we paraded in the grand square, on the seventh day
after arrival, and marched in sections to the music of our bugles, to
join the army, having got our camp equipments, consisting of a
camp-kettle and bill-hook to every six men, a blanket, a canteen and
haversack, to each man. Orders had been given that each soldier, on his
march, should carry alongst with him three days’ provision. Our mess of
six, cast lots who should be cook the first day, as we were to carry the
kettle day about; the lot fell to me. My knapsack contained two shirts,
two pair of stockings, one pair overalls, two shoebrushes, a
shaving-box, one pair spare shoes, and a few other articles; my
greatcoat and blanket above the knapsack: my canteen with water was
slung over my shoulder, on one side; my haversack with beef and bread,
on the other; sixty round of ball cartridge, and the camp-kettle above
all.

I was now well broke down by what I had been in my first campaign with
Moore. How different was Tom marching to school with his satchel on his
back, from Tom with his musket and kitt[6], a private soldier, an atom
of an army, unheeded by all, his comforts sacrificed to ambition, his
untimely death talked of with indifference, and only counted in the
gross with hundreds, without a sigh.

We halted on the first night at a palace belonging to the Queen of
Portugal, called Safrea, where we were joined by the Honourable Henry
Cadogan, our Colonel. Next day, the 14th October, 1810, we joined the
army at Sabral de Monte Agraco, a small town surrounded by hills. On the
front is a hill, called by our men Windmill Hill, from a number of
windmills which were upon it; in the rear, another they called Gallows
Hill, from a gibbet standing there. We had not been three hours in the
town, and were busy cooking, when the alarm sounded. There were nine
British, and three Portuguese regiments in the town. We were all drawn
up, and remained under arms, expecting every moment to receive the
enemy, whose skirmishers covered Windmill Hill. In about an hour, the
light companies of all the regiments were ordered out, alongst with the
71st. Colonel Cadogan called to us, at the foot of the hill, “My lads,
this is the first affair I have ever been in with you; show me what you
can do, now or never.” We gave a hurra, and advanced up the hill,
driving their advanced skirmishers before us, until about half-way up,
when we commenced a heavy fire, and were as hotly received. In the mean
time, the remaining regiments evacuated the town. The enemy pressed so
hard upon us, we were forced to make the best of our way down the hill,
and were closely followed by the French, through the town, up Gallows
Hill. We got behind a mud wall, and kept our ground in spite of their
utmost efforts. Here we lay upon our arms all night. Next morning, by
day-break, there was not a Frenchman to be seen. As soon as the sun was
fairly up, we advanced into the town, and began a search for provisions,
which were now become very scarce; and, to our great joy, found a large
store-house full of dry fish, flour, rice, and sugar, besides bales of
cloth. All now became bustle and mirth; fires were kindled, and every
man became a cook. Scones[7] were the order of the day. Neither flour
nor sugar were wanting, and the water was plenty; so I fell to bake
myself a flour scone. Mine was mixed and laid upon the fire, and I,
hungry enough, watching it. Though neither neat nor comely, I was
anticipating the moment when it would be eatable. Scarce was it warm,
ere the bugle sounded to arms. Then was the joy that reigned a moment
before turned to execrations. I snatched my scone off the fire, raw as
it was, put it into my haversack, and formed. We remained under arms
until dark; and then took up our old quarters upon Gallows Hill, where I
ate my raw scone, sweetly seasoned by hunger. In our advance to the
town, we were much entertained by some of our men, who had got over a
wall, the day before, when the enemy were in the rear, and now were put
to their shifts to get over again, and scarce could make it out.

Next morning, the French advanced to a mud wall, about forty yards in
front of the one we lay behind. It rained heavily this day, and there
was very little firing. During the night, we received orders to cover
the bugle and tartans of our bonnets with black crape, which had been
served out to us during the day, and to put on our great-coats. Next
morning, the French seeing us thus, thought we had retired, and left
Portuguese to guard the heights. With dreadful shouts, they leaped over
that wall before which they had stood, when guarded by British. We were
scarce able to withstand their fury. To retreat was impossible; all
behind being ploughed land, rendered deep by the rain. There was not a
moment to hesitate. To it we fell pell-mell, French and British mixed
together. It was a trial of strength in single combat; every man had his
opponent, many had two. I got one up to the wall on the point of my
bayonet. He was unhurt; I would have spared him, but he would not spare
himself. He cursed and defied me, nor ceased to attack my life, until he
fell, pierced by my bayonet; his breath died away in a curse and menace.
This was the work of a moment: I was compelled to this extremity. I was
again attacked, but my antagonist fell, pierced by a random shot. We
soon forced them to retire over the wall, cursing their mistake. At this
moment I stood gasping for breath, not a shoe on my feet; my bonnet had
fallen to the ground. Unmindful of my situation, I followed the enemy
over the wall. We pursued them about a mile, and then fell back to the
scene of our struggle. It was covered with dead and wounded, bonnets and
shoes trampled and stuck in the mud. I recovered a pair of shoes:
whether they had been mine or not I cannot tell; they were good. Here I
first got any plunder. A French soldier lay upon the ground dead; he had
fallen backwards; his hat had fallen off his head, which was kept up by
his knapsack. I struck the hat with my foot, and felt it rattle; seized
it in a moment, and in the lining found a gold watch and silver
crucifix. I kept them; as I had as good a right to them as any other.
Yet they were not valuable in my estimation. At this time, life was held
by so uncertain a tenure, and my comforts were so scanty, that I would
have given the watch for a good meal and a dry shirt. There was not a
dry stitch on my back at the time, nor for the next two days.

In a short time the French sent in a flag of truce, for leave to carry
off their wounded, which was granted. They advanced to their old ground,
and we lay looking at each other for three days, the two first of which
the rain never ceased to pour; the third day was good and dry. During
this time, the French withdrew their lines, and left only picquets. On
the third day, an officer and twelve men went to the wall, as the French
sentinels were become very remiss. He looked over, and saw a picquet of
fifty men playing cards and amusing themselves. Our party levelled their
muskets, and gave them a volley. They took to their heels, officers and
all. There was no further attack made that day, and we retired behind
the line batteries at night, quite worn out with hunger and fatigue. For
five nights I had never been in bed, and, during a good part of that
time, it had rained hard. We were upon ploughed land, which was rendered
so soft, that we sunk over the shoes at every step. The manner in which
I passed the night was thus: I placed my canteen upon the ground, put my
knapsack above, and sat upon it, supporting my head upon my hands, my
musket between my knees resting upon my shoulder, and my blanket over
all--ready to start in a moment at the least alarm. The nights were
chill: indeed, in the morning I was so stiff, I could not stand or move
with ease for some time; my legs were benumbed to the knees. I was
completely wet three nights out of the five. A great number of the men
took the fever and ague, after we retired behind the lines. I was not a
whit the worse.

On our arrival behind the lines, our brigade, consisting of the 50th,
71st, and 92d, commanded by Major-General Sir William Erskine, was
quartered in a small village called Sabreira. Our first care was to
place outposts and sentinels between the batteries, about twenty yards
distant from each other. We communicated with the Foot Guards on our
right, and the Brunswick infantry on our left. Those off duty were
employed throwing up batteries and breast-works, or breaking up the
roads. The day after we fell into the lines, the French placed sentinels
in front of us without any dispute. There was a small valley and stream
of water between us.

We remained thus for five weeks; every day, when off duty, forming
defensive works, or breaking up the roads; it being a place that no army
could pass, save upon the highway. The advanced picquet of the French
lay in a windmill: ours, consisting of one captain, two subalterns, and
400 men, in a small village. There was only a distance of about 150
yards between us. We learned, from the deserters, that the French were
much in want of provisions. To provoke them, our sentinels, at times,
would fix a biscuit to the point of their bayonets, and present to them.
One day the French had a bullock, in endeavouring to kill which their
butcher missed his blow, and the animal ran off right into our lines.
The French looked so foolish. We hurraed at them, secured the bullock,
brought him in front, killed him in style. They looked on, but dared not
approach to seize him. Shortly after an officer and four men came with a
flag of truce, and supplicated, in the most humble manner, for the half
of the bullock, which they got for godsake.

On the evening of the 14th November the French made their outposts
stronger than they had yet been, and kindled great fires after dark. We
were all under arms an hour before day, expecting to be attacked; but
when the day dawned there was not a Frenchman to be seen. As soon as the
sun was up, we set off after them. When we arrived at Sobral, we found a
great number of our men, who had been wounded on the 14th and 15th
October, besides a greater proportion of French wounded and sick. We
were told by our men, that the weakly men, and the baggage of the
French army, had been sent off eight days before. We were halted at
Sobral until provisions came up; when three days allowance was served
out to each man. We again commenced our advance. The weather was very
bad. It rained for a great part of the time without intermission. On the
fourth day we took about 100 prisoners, who had concealed themselves in
a wood.

This retreat brought to my mind the Corunna race. We could not advance
100 yards without seeing dead soldiers of the enemy stretched upon the
road, or at a little distance from it, who had lain down to die, unable
to proceed through hunger and fatigue. We could not pity them, miserable
as they were. Their retreat resembled more that of famished wolves than
men. Murder and devastation marked their way; every house was a
sepulchre, a cabin of horrors! Our soldiers used to wonder why the
Frenchmen were not swept by heaven from the earth, when they witnessed
their cruelties. In a small town called Safrea, I saw twelve dead bodies
lying in one house upon the floor! Every house contained traces of their
wanton barbarity. Often has a shade of doubt crossed my mind, when
reading the accounts of former atrocities; often would I think--they are
exaggerated--thank God we live in more civilized times. How dreadfully
were my doubts removed. I cease to describe, least I raise doubts
similar to my own.

At this time I got a distaste I could never overcome. A few of us went
into a wine-store, where there was a large tun, with a ladder to get to
the top, in which was a hole about two feet square. There was not much
wine in it, so we buckled our canteen straps together, until a
camp-kettle attached to them reached the liquor. We drew it up once,--we
all drank: down it went again--it got entangled with something at the
bottom of the tun--a candle was lowered;--to our great disappointment,
the corpse of a French soldier lay upon the bottom! Sickness came upon
me, and for a long time afterwards I shuddered at the sight of red wine.
The Portuguese soldiers never would drink red wine, if white could be
got. When I asked the reason, their reply was, they knew how it was
made.

We continued our pursuit, every day taking more or less prisoners who
were unable to keep up with the main army, until we came in front of
Santarem. Here we piled arms upon the sandy ground: the French were in
possession of the heights. Colonel Cadogan made the smartest of the men
run races, in front, for rum. From this sport we were suddenly called to
form line for attack: but the French position was too strong for us. By
this time it was quite dark, and we had a large plain to cross, to a
village where we were to halt all night. In our march we were put into
confusion, and a good number of the men knocked over by a flock of
goats, of which we caught a few, which made a delicious supper for us.
On our arrival at the village we were forced to break up the doors, as
the inhabitants would not let us in. Next morning was very wet. The
following evening we halted at a village; but two Portuguese regiments
had been before us, and swept all away. We sent out parties to forage,
and got some Indian corn, which we ground, ourselves, at a mill; the
inhabitants having all fled. We were then quartered in a convent in
Alcanterina, where we lay from the beginning of December, until 5th
March, 1811. Provisions were very scarce. Fatigue parties were sent out
every day for Indian corn and pot herbs. We had beef, but we could not
subsist upon beef alone, which was seldom good, being far driven, very
tough, and lean. An accident procured us a short relief: some of our
men, amusing themselves in piercing the ceiling with their bayonets,
discovered a trap door, and found a great concealed store of food and
valuables. We fared well while it lasted. Having very little duty, our
time was spent at foot-ball. We were very badly off for shoes, but, by
good luck, discovered a quantity of leather in a tan-yard. Those who
found it helped themselves first, and were wasting it. The Colonel then
ordered each man a pair of soles and heels, to be put up in his
knapsack.

The French gave us the slip at the commencement of their retreat, by
placing wooden guns in their batteries, and stuffing old clothes with
straw, which they put in place of their sentinels. By this means their
retreat was not discovered for two days; and only then, by one of our
cavalry riding up to their lines, to take a sentinel prisoner who
appeared asleep. As soon as it was ascertained there was a trick, we set
off after them, and beginning to come up with them, took a good many
prisoners. Our advance was so rapid, that provisions could not be
brought up to us. We were often two days without bread. The rear of the
army being always served first, we, who were in advance, seldom got
enough. For four or five days we were so close up with the French, that
we had skirmishes with them every day; but having received no bread for
three days, we were forced to halt for two, until we got a supply.
During these two days I had an opportunity of witnessing the desolation
caused by the French soldiers. In one small village I counted seventeen
dead bodies of men, women, and children; and most of the houses were
burnt to the ground.

The Portuguese were not unrevenged of their destroyers, great numbers of
whom had lain down unable to proceed, from wounds or fatigue, and had
been either killed by the peasantry, or died, unheard, amongst the
devastation themselves or their fellows had made.

At this time we were forced either to forage or starve, as we were far
in advance of our supplies. I was now as much a soldier as any of my
comrades, when it fell to my turn. At this time I was so fortunate as
to procure the full of my haversack of Indian corn heads, which we used
to call turkeys. I was welcomed with joy; we rubbed out some of our
corn, and boiled it with a piece of beef; roasted some of our turkeys,
and were happy. Bread, at length, coming up, we received three days
allowance a-man, and recommenced our advance; but never came up with the
enemy until they reached the Aguida, on the 9th April, 1811.

We were marched into winter quarters. Our division, the 2d, was posted
in a small town called Alberguira, on the frontiers of Spain, where we
remained till the 30th April. During our stay I had an adventure of a
disagreeable kind. I was strolling, as usual, when I heard a voice;
pleading in the most earnest manner, in great distress. I hastened to
the spot, and found a Portuguese muleteer taking a bundle from a girl.
I ran up to him and bade him desist: he flew into a passion, drew his
knife, and made a stab at me. I knocked him down with my fist; the girl
screamed and wept. I stood on my guard, and bade him throw away his
knife. He rose, his eyes glistening with rage, and stabbed furiously at
me. In vain I called to him: I drew my bayonet. I had no choice, yet,
unwilling to kill, I held it by the point, and knocked him to the ground
with the hilt as he rushed to close with me; left him there, and brought
home the weeping girl to her parents.

On the 30th of April we set off for Fuentes de Honore, where we arrived,
after a fatiguing march of three days, and formed line about two miles
in rear of the town, hungry and weary, having had no bread for the last
two days. On the 3d of May, at day-break, all the cavalry and sixteen
light companies occupied the town. We stood under arms until three
o’clock, when a staff-officer rode up to our Colonel, and gave orders
for our advance. Colonel Cadogan put himself at our head, saying, “My
lads, you have had no provision these two days; there is plenty in the
hollow in front, let us down and divide it.” We advanced as quick as we
could run, and met the light companies retreating as fast as they could.
We continued to advance at double quick time, our firelocks at the
trail, our bonnets in our hands. They called to us, “71st, you will come
back quicker than you advance.” We soon came full in front of the enemy.
The Colonel cries, “Here is food, my lads, cut away.” Thrice we waved
our bonnets, and thrice we cheered; brought our firelocks to the
charge, and forced them back through the town.

How different the duty of the French officers from ours. They,
stimulating the men by their example; the men vociferating, each chafing
each, until they appear in a fury, shouting to the points of our
bayonets. After the first huzza the British officers, restraining their
men, still as death. “Steady, lads, steady,” is all you hear, and that
in an under tone.

The French had lost a great number of men in the streets. We pursued
them about a mile out of the town, trampling over the dead and wounded;
but their cavalry bore down upon us, and forced us back into the town,
where we kept our ground in spite of their utmost efforts. In this
affair my life was most wonderfully preserved. In forcing the French
through the towns, during our first advance, a bayonet went through
between my side and clothes to my knapsack, which stopped its progress.
The Frenchman to whom the bayonet belonged, fell, pierced by a musket
ball from my rear-rank man. Whilst freeing myself from the bayonet, a
ball took off part of my right shoulder wing, and killed my rear rank
man, who fell upon me. Narrow as this escape was, I felt no uneasiness,
I was become so inured to danger and fatigue.

During this day the loss of men was great. In our retreat back to the
town, when we halted to check the enemy, who bore hard upon us in their
attempts to break our line, often was I obliged to stand with a foot
upon each side of a wounded man, who wrung my soul with prayers I could
not answer, and pierced my heart with his cries, to be lifted out of the
way of the cavalry. While my heart bled for them, I have shaken them
rudely off. We kept up our fire until long after dark. About one o’clock
in the morning we got four ounces of bread served out to each man, which
had been collected out of the haversacks of the Foot Guards. After the
firing had ceased, we began to search through the town, and found plenty
of flour, bacon, and sausages, on which we feasted heartily, and lay
down in our blankets wearied to death. My shoulder was as black as a
coal, from the recoil of my musket; for, this day, I had fired 107 round
of ball-cartridge. Sore as I was, I slept as sound as a top, till I was
awakened by the loud call of the bugle, an hour before day. Soon as it
was light the firing commenced, and was kept up until about ten o’clock,
when Lieutenant Stewart, of our regiment, was sent with a flag of truce,
for leave to carry off our wounded from the enemy’s lines, which was
granted, and at the same time they carried off theirs from ours. As soon
as the wounded were all got in, many of whom had lain bleeding all
night, many, both a day and a night, the French brought down a number of
bands of music to a level piece of ground, about ninety or a hundred
yards broad, that lay between us. They continued to play until sunset,
whilst the men were dancing and diverting themselves at foot-ball. We
were busy cooking the remainder of our sausages, bacon, and flour. After
dark, a deserter from the French told us, that there were five regiments
of grenadiers picked out to storm the town. In the French army, the
grenadiers are all in regiments by themselves. We lay down, fully
accoutred, as usual, and slept in our blankets. An hour before day we
were ready to receive the enemy. About half-past nine o’clock, a great
gun from the French line, which was answered by one from ours, was the
signal to engage. Down they came, shouting as usual. We kept them at bay
in spite of their cries and formidable looks. How different their
appearance from ours! their hats set round with feathers, their beards
long and black, gave them a fierce look; their stature was superior to
ours. Most of us were young. We looked like boys,--they like savages!
but we had the true spirit in us. We foiled them in every attempt to
take the town, until about eleven o’clock, when we were overpowered and
forced through the streets, contesting every inch. A French dragoon, who
was dealing death around, forced his way up to near where I stood;
every moment I expected to be cut down. My piece was empty; there was
not a moment to lose; I got a stab at him beneath the ribs, upwards; he
gave a back stroke before he fell, and cut the stock of my musket in
two: thus I stood unarmed. I soon got another, and fell to work again.
During the preceding night we had been reinforced by the 79th regiment,
Colonel Cameron commanding, who was killed about this time.
Notwithstanding all our efforts the enemy forced us out of the town, and
then halted and formed close column betwixt us and it. While they stood
thus, the havoc amongst them was dreadful. Gap after gap was made by our
cannon, and as quickly filled up. Our loss was not so severe, as we
stood in open files. While we stood thus firing at each other, as quick
as we could, the 88th regiment advanced from the lines, charged the
enemy, and forced them to give way. As we passed over the ground where
they had stood, it lay two and three deep of dead and wounded. While we
drove them before us through the town, in turn, they were reinforced,
which only served to increase the slaughter. We forced them out and kept
possession all day. After sunset, the enemy sent in a flag of truce, for
leave to carry off their wounded and bury their dead, which was granted.
About ten o’clock, we were relieved, and retired back to our lines. In
these affairs we lost four officers, and two taken prisoners, besides
400 men killed and wounded. This statement, more than any words of mine,
will give an idea of the action at Fuentes de Honore. On my arrival in
the lines, when unpacking my knapsack, I found a ball had pierced into
the centre of if, and dimpled the back of my shoebrush. We remained
seven days in the lines, the French showing themselves three or four
times a-day. On the 7th, they retired, and we went back to our old
quarters in Alberguira.

While here, we received a draught of 200 men, and again set off. Our
division consisted of the 24th, 42d, 50th, 71st, 79th, 92d, and one
battalion of the King’s German Legion. We were assembled after dark, and
marched off all that night, next day, and night following, when we
arrived at a town, situated upon a hill, called Pennemacore. The heat
was so great we were unable to keep together. I do not believe that ten
men of a company marched into the town together; they had lain down upon
the road, or straggled behind, unable to climb the hill. Two men
belonging to the Foot Guards fell down dead, and one of the 50th, from
heat and thirst. Two or three times my sight grew dim; my mouth was dry
as dust; my lips one continued blister. I had water in my canteen, but
it tasted bitter as soot, and it was so warm it made me sick. At this
time I first tried a thing which gave me a little relief: I put a small
pebble into my mouth and sucked it; this I always did afterwards, in
similar situations, and found drought easier to be borne.

Early next morning, the 50th, 71st, and 92d, were marched on; and the
remainder of the division returned to their old quarters at Alberguira.
After a most distressing march of seven days we arrived at Badajos,
where we remained one night; then marched, nine miles, to a town called
Talavera Real, where we halted three days; then marched, at six o’clock
in the evening, to the camp at Albuera, a few days after the battle,
which had been the cause of our rapid movement. We remained in camp at
Albuera a short time, then marched to Elvas, a strong town on the
Portuguese frontier, opposite Badajos. We remained here four days, and
then marched into camp at Toro de Moro, where we remained for a
considerable time. Here I enjoyed the beauties of the country more than
at any former period. Often, when off duty, have I wandered into the
woods to enjoy the cool refreshing shade of the cork trees, and breathe
the richly perfumed air, loaded with the fragrance of innumerable
aromatic plants. One evening, as I lay in the wood thinking upon home,
sweeter than all the surrounding sweets, almost overcome by my
sensations, I heard, at a small distance, music: I listened some time
ere I could be satisfied it was so: it ceased all at once, then began
sweeter than before. I arose, and approached nearer, to avoid the noise
of a small burn that ran rippling near where I had been reclining; I
soon knew the air; I crept nearer, and could distinguish the words. I
became riveted to the spot; that moment compensated for all I had
suffered in Spain. I felt that pleasure which softens the heart and
overflows at the eyes. The words that first struck my ear, were,

    “Why did I leave my Jeanie, my daddy’s cot an’ a’,
    To wander from my country, sweet Caledonia.”

Soon as the voice ceased I looked through the underwood, and saw four or
five soldiers seated on the turf, who sung, in their turn, Scotland’s
sweetest songs of remembrance. When they retired, I felt as if I was
bereft of all enjoyment. I slowly retired to the camp, to reflect, and
spend a sleepless night. Every opportunity I returned to the scene of my
happiness, and had the pleasure, more than once, to enjoy this company
unseen. While encamped here we received a draft of 350 men from England.
Shortly after we marched to Burbo, to protect the siege of Badajos. We
lay here till the 17th June, when Soult raised the siege, and we retired
to Portalegre. We then were marched to Castello de Vido, another hill
town about two leagues from Portalegre.

On the 22d October we received information that General Girard, with
4000 men, infantry and cavalry, was collecting contributions in
Estremadura, and had cut off part of our baggage and supplies. We
immediately set off from Portalegre, along with the brigade commanded by
General Hill, and, after a most fatiguing march, the weather very bad,
we arrived at Malpartida. The French were only ten miles distant. By a
near cut, on the Merida road, through Aldea del Cano, we got close up to
them on the 27th, at Alcuesca, and were drawn up in columns, with great
guns, ready to receive them. They had heard nothing of our approach. We
went into the town. It was now nigh ten o’clock, the enemy were in
Arroyo del Molino, only three miles distant. We got half a pound of rice
served out to each man, to be cooked immediately. Hunger made little
cooking necessary. The officers had orders to keep their men silent. We
were placed in the houses, but our wet and heavy accoutrements were, on
no account, to be taken off. At twelve o’clock we received our
allowance of rum, and shortly after the serjeants tapped at the doors,
calling not above their breath. We turned out, and at slow time
continued our march. The whole night was one continued pour of rain.
Weary and wet to the skin, we trudged on without exchanging a word;
nothing breaking the silence of the night save the howling of the
wolves. The tread of the men was drowned by the pattering of the rain.
When day at length broke, we were close upon the town. The French posts
had been withdrawn into it, but the embers still glowed in their fires.
During the whole march, the 71st had been with the cavalry and
horse-artillery as an advanced guard. General Hill rode up to our
Colonel, and ordered him to make us clean out our pans, (as the rain had
wet all the priming,) form square, and retire a short distance, lest
the French cavalry had seen us and should make an attack: however, the
drift was so thick they could not; it blew right in their faces when
they looked our way. The Colonel told us off in three divisions, and
gave us orders to charge up three separate streets of the town, and
force our way, without halting, to the other side. We shouldered our
arms. The General, taking off his hat, said, “God be with you--quick
march.” On reaching the gates we gave three cheers, and in we went, the
inhabitants calling, “Live the English,” our piper playing “Hey Johnny
Cope;” the French swearing, fighting in confusion, running here and
there, some in their shirts, some half accoutred. The streets were
crowded with baggage, and men ready to march, all now in one heap of
confusion. On we drove: our orders were to take no prisoners, and
neither to turn to the right nor left until we reached the other side of
the town. As we advanced, I saw the French General come out of a house,
frantic with rage. Never will I forget the grotesque figure he made, as
he threw his cocked hat upon the ground and stamped upon it, gnashing
his teeth. When I got the first glance of him he had many medals on his
breast. In a minute his coat was as bare as a private’s. We formed under
cover of some old walls. A brigade of French stood in view. We got
orders to fire,--not ten pieces in a company went off, the powder was
again so wet with the rain. A brigade of Portuguese artillery came up.
We gave the enemy another volley, leaped the wall, formed column, and
drove them over the hill, down which they threw all their baggage before
they surrendered. In this affair we took about 3000 prisoners, 1600
horse, and 6 pieces of artillery, with a great quantity of baggage, &c.

We were again marched back to Portalegre, where the horses were sold and
divided amongst the men, according to their rank: I got 2_s._ 6_d._ for
my share, but I had provided myself a good assortment of necessaries out
of the French stores at Molino.

We remained at Portalegre until the campaign began, in the month of
January, 1812. We were in advance, covering the operations against
Ciudad Rodrigo and Badajos. We had a most fatiguing spring, marching and
counter-marching between Merida and Almandralajo. We were first marched
to Merida, but Dombrossky fled with the utmost precipitation. We then
marched against Drouet, who was at Almandralajo; but he likewise set off
for Zafra, leaving his stores and ammunition to us--a welcome gift. The
weather was so wet, the very shoes were soaked off our feet; and many
were the contrivances we fell upon to keep them on.

Almandralajo is a low swampy place, the worst town I ever was in in
Spain: our men called it Almandralajo Craco, (cursed.) Seldom a day
passed but we had a skirmish with the enemy at Merida or Almandralajo.
In the month of March we got the route for Albuera, where we formed our
lines, and were working at the batteries day and night. An alarm was
given three different times, and we were marched on to the position; but
nothing occurred, and we fell back. When I first came upon the spot
where the battle of Albuera had been fought, I felt very sad; the whole
ground was still covered with the wrecks of an army, bonnets,
cartridge-boxes, pieces of belts, old clothes, and shoes; the ground in
numerous ridges, under which lay many a heap of mouldering bones. It was
a melancholy sight; it made us all very dull for a short time.

The whole army receiving orders to advance, we moved in solid columns,
cavalry on right and left. The enemy fell back as we advanced. Our
brigade was marched up a hill, where we had a beautiful view of the
armies, threatening each other like two thunder clouds charged with
death. Shortly after we were marched into the valley, the enemy fired
two or three round shot at us, which did no harm. We were encamped till
next day at noon, when we set off, pursuing them for two days, and were
then marched back to Almandralajo Craco, where we lay till the beginning
of April.

Next we advanced to cover the operations against Badajos, which
surrendered on the 6th, the day of our arrival. Next morning the band
played _The Downfall of Paris_. We remained until May, when we were
marched to Almaraz, where the French had two forts which intercepted our
supplies, as they commanded the bridge over the Tagus. Our brigade,
consisting of the 50th, 71st, and 92d Regiments, set off and marched all
day until noon. On the second day our officers got orders that every
person in the village of Almaraz should be put to death, there being
none but those belonging to the enemy in it. We marched all night until
break of day next morning, when we halted on a height opposite the large
fort, just as they fired their morning gun. As the day broke up, they
got sight of our arrival, and gave us a shell or two, which did us no
harm. We were moved down the hill out of their view. Then we were
marched to the height again, where we stood under arms for a short time,
until we were ordered to pile arms and take off our packs. We remained
thus until twelve o’clock, when we got half an allowance of liquor: oxen
were brought up and killed on the spot;, each man received two pounds of
beef in lieu of bread. We got this for three days.

On the evening of the third day, General Hill ordered our left companies
to move down to the Valley, to cover his recognisance. When he returned,
the officers were called. A scaling-ladder was given to each section of
a company of the left wing, with the exception of two companies. We
moved down the hill in a dismal manner; it was so dark we could not see
three yards before us. The hill was very steep, and we were forced to
wade through whins and scramble down rocks, still carrying the ladders.
When day-light, on the morning of the 19th, at length showed us to each
other, we were scattered all over the foot of the hill like strayed
sheep, not more in one place than were held together by a ladder. We
halted, formed, and collected the ladders, then moved on. We had a
hollow to pass through to get at the battery. The French had cut a part
of the brae-face away, and had a gun that swept right through into the
hollow. We made a rush past it, to get under the brae on the other side.
The French were busy cooking, and preparing to support the other fort,
thinking we would attack it first, as we had lain next it. On our
approach the French sentinel fired and retired. We halted, fixed
bayonets, and moved on in double quick time: we did not receive above
four shot from the battery until we were under the works, and had the
ladders placed to the walls. Their entrenchment proved deeper than we
expected, which caused us to splice our ladders under the wall, during
which time they annoyed us much by throwing grenades, stones, and logs
over it; but not a Frenchman durst be seen on the top, for we stood with
our pieces cocked and presented. As soon as the ladders were spliced, we
forced them from the works, and out of the town, at the point of the
bayonet, down the hill and over the bridge. They were in such haste they
cut the bridge before all their men had got over, and numbers were
either drowned or taken prisoners. One of our men had the honour to be
the first to mount the works. Fort Napoleon fired two or three shot into
Fort Almaraz. We took the hint from this circumstance, and turned the
guns of Almaraz on Fort Napoleon, and forced the enemy to leave it. It
being a bridge of boats, two companies were sent, with brooms, to burn
and cut it away: but the enemy being in superior force upon the other
side, compelled them to retire under cover until reinforced. We moved
forward to the village of Almaraz, and found plenty of provisions, which
had been very scarce with us for some days. We filled our haversacks,
and burned the town; then encamped close by it all night; and marched
next morning, leaving a company of sappers and miners to blow up the
works. We marched back to our old quarters, and continued marching up
and down watching the motions of the enemy.

On the night of the 22d July, when we were in a wood, we received the
joyful news of the defeat of Marmont at Salamanca, and got a double
allowance of liquor. Colonel Cadogan took the end of a horn, called a _a
tot_, and drank, “Success to the British arms.” Some of us had money,
and sent to the village for liquor. We made a little treat in the best
manner we could, and passed a joyful night.

We advanced to Aranjuez, where we lay for some time. It is a palace of
the King of Spain. The whole country is beautiful; fruit was very plenty
and of all kinds. We were eight days in the Escurial, and continued to
watch the motions of the French alongst the Tagus, skirmishing almost
every day. Individuals of the 13th and 14th Light Dragoons used to
engage in single combat with the horsemen of the enemy. Often whole
squadrons would be brought to engage by two men beginning. We remained
thus skirmishing till Lord Wellington raised the siege of Burgos, when
we fell back to the Iacamah on the beginning of November, then on Alba
Tormes, where we skirmished two days and two nights. A part of us here
were lining a wall, the French in great strength in front. One of our
lads let his hat fall over when taking cartridges from it, laid his
musket against the wall, went over to the enemy’s side, and came back
again unhurt. At this very time the button of my stock was shot off.

The short time we remained at Tormes we were very ill off for
provisions. One of our men, Thomas Cadwell, found a piece of meat near
the hospital on the face of the brae: he brought it home and cooked it.
A good part of it was eaten before one of the men, perceiving him, said,
“What is that you are eating?” Tom said it was meat he had found. The
others looked and knew it to be the fore arm of a man; the hand was not
at it--it was only the part from a little below the elbow and above the
wrist. The man threw it away, but never looked squeamish; he said it was
very sweet, and was never a bit the worse.

The French left strong picquets in front, stole down the river, and
crossed, hoping to surprise us and come upon our rear. We immediately
blew up the bridge and retired. Many of our men had to ford the river.
We left a Spanish garrison in the fort and retired to the heights. There
was a mill on the river side near the bridge, wherein a number of our
men were helping themselves to flour during the time the others were
fording. Our Colonel rode down and forced them out, throwing a handful
of flour on each man as he passed out of the mill. When we were drawn up
on the height, he rode along the column, looking for the millers, as we
called them. At this moment a hen put her head out of his coat-pocket,
and looked first to one side and then to another. We began to laugh; we
could not restrain ourselves. He looked amazed and furious at us, then
around. At length the Major rode up to him, and requested him to kill
the fowl outright, and put it into his pocket. The Colonel, in his turn,
laughed, called his servant, and the millers were no more looked after.

We moved along the heights for two or three miles towards the main body
of the army, and lay down in column for a few minutes, until Lord
Wellington came up and reconnoitred the movements of the enemy, when we
immediately got orders to follow the line of march. We continued to
follow for some time, until we came to a place covered over with old
ammunition barrels and the wrecks of an army. This was the ground the
battle of Salamanca had been fought on. We got not a moment to reflect.
The word was given, “Fix bayonets, throw off all lumber;” and we were
moved up the hill at double quick time. We pushed up as hard as
possible, reached the top almost out of breath, and met the enemy right
in front. They were not twenty paces from us. We gave them a volley. Two
companies of the German Legion were sent to keep them in play whilst the
lines were forming. Two brigades came up at double quick time. We formed
in three lines, and forced them to retire. They lost in their flight a
great number of men by the fire of our cannon. After dark we withdrew
our lines and encamped in a wood. We were in great want of necessaries,
having very little bread or beef amongst us, and no water. I set off in
quest of some, slung round with canteens belonging to the mess. After
searching about for a long time, faint and weary, I was going to give up
in despair, and sat down to reflect what I should do. Numbers were
moving around looking anxiously for water of any kind--quality was of no
moment. I thought I heard a bustle on my right. I leaped up, ran towards
it; I heard voices and the croaking of frogs. Tempting sound! I stopped
not to reflect. As I drew near, the sound became more distinct; I heard
the welcome words, “Water, water.” In I ran, up to the knees amongst
mules and men, and putting down my head, drank a sweet draught of it,
dirty as it was; then filled my canteens and came off quite happy. The
croaking of the frogs was pleasanter music at that time and more welcome
than any other sound. When I came to the camp ground I was welcomed
with joy. We got our allowance of liquor, and mixed it with the water,
then lay down and slept till an hour before day, when we moved on to our
old position on the hills. The French lay in column close by Salamanca.
We remained there till Lord Wellington perceived the French were
endeavouring to get into our rear, to cut off our communications, they
being very superior in force. The army received orders to draw up in
column and move off in brigades, each brigade in succession; leaving the
71st for the rear guard. I, at this time, got a post, being for fatigue,
with other four. We were sent to break biscuit, and make a mess for Lord
Wellington’s hounds. I was very hungry, and thought it a good job at the
time, as we got our own fill while we broke the biscuit, a thing I had
not got for some days. When thus engaged, the prodigal son never once
was out of my mind; and I sighed, as I fed the dogs, over my humble
situation and ruined hopes. As we followed the army, Colonel Cadogan
made us halt in a plain upon ploughed land, where he began to drill us.
We were wet and weary, and like to faint with hunger. The ground was so
soft from the rain, we could scarce keep the step. The French were
coming down from the heights. “Now,” says he, “there they are; if you
are not quicker in your movements, I will leave you every one to them.”
At this moment General Hill’s aid-de-camp rode up, saying, “Move on and
cover the brigade of artillery, by the General’s order, or you will be
all prisoners in five minutes.” We immediately left off drill, and
marched on until dark, under a heavy rain and over miserable roads, one
shoe in our hand, the other on our knapsack. As we entered a wood we
were agreeably annoyed by the grunting of hogs and squeaking of pigs.
“There is a town here,” says my comrade. We all longed for “pile arms.”
At length the word was given, and cooks ordered to cut wood. More cooks
than one turned out of each mess, and went in different directions in
search of forage. All this time the whole wood resounded with the
reports of muskets. It resembled a wood contested by the enemy. At
length our cooks returned, one with a pig, another with a skin of wine,
or with flour, and we made a hearty supper, and lay down happy and
contented. Next morning we continued the line of march under a heavy
rain; the horses were scarce able to drag the cannon through the mud. We
marched thus, about eight miles, and halted at a village, where we
encamped and cooked the remains of our pork. Every one was engaged
cooking or cutting wood, when the French made their appearance on the
opposite heights. The bugle sounded to fall in; immediately we formed
square to receive cavalry. They galloped down close to our square. We
had not time to load our pieces; and many of us were only half
accoutred, they had come so quick upon us. Many of them were very much
in liquor: three or four galloped into the centre of our square; we
opened to receive them. A brigade of guns coming to our relief, they put
to the right about and fled. We stood under arms for some time. A
brigade of French infantry was drawn up on the opposite heights. It
being only their advanced guard, Lord Wellington gave orders to pile
arms, but to remain accoutred. We stood in this position, the rain
pouring upon us, until we were forced to lie down through fatigue. Day
at length appearing, we got orders to move on after the army in
sections, the enemy having retired through the night. We had not moved
thus two miles, until the French advance came down upon us, picking up
every individual who fell out. The cries of the women and children were
dreadful as we left them. We were retiring in square, playing a howitzer
from the centre, to keep their cavalry in check. We continued to move on
in this manner, sending out the left company to fire and retire. The
rain poured; the roads were knee-deep; when one had to stop all were
obliged to stop. Each of the enemy’s cavalry had a foot soldier behind
him, who formed when they came close. When we were halted, and advanced
to charge, they mounted and retired. At length we forded the Agueda, and
encamped on the opposite side. Rear-guards and quarter-guards were
immediately sent out, and picquets planted. We were not an hour and a
half encamped, when a dreadful firing commenced on our left. We were all
under arms in a moment. The firing continued very severe for the space
of two hours. We then piled arms, and began to cut wood to lay under us,
that the water might run below, as the rain continued to pour in
torrents. We might as well have lain in the river. We were up an hour
before day, and wrung out our blankets, emptied our shoes of the water,
each man trembling like the leaf of a tree. We followed the line of
march for about four leagues, and encamped in a plain, expecting to be
attacked every moment. The French did not advance this night. Next
night we were marched into a town. Serjeants were called out for
quarters; and we were put in by sections into the best quarters they
could find. This town we called the _reeky_ town; it was the most smoky
place I ever was in. The serjeants got two months’ pay for each man;
every one had a little. Canteens were immediately in requisition; wine
and _accadent_ were the only words you could hear. Three dollars for
wine, and one for accadent, made a joyful night and a merry mess. We had
no care; the song went round: we were as merry as if we had not suffered
in our retreat. The recollection of our wants made our present
enjoyments doubly dear. Next morning we did the best we could to clean
ourselves, but we made a very shabby figure. Our haversacks were black
with grease: we could not get the marks of the pork out, all we could
do. Here we remained eight days, then marched to Porto Banyes, where we
received a draught of 150 men from England, and staid about eight days,
then marched to Monte Moso. We got here a new kitt. Before this we were
completely in rags; and it used to be our daily labour to pick the
vermin off ourselves. We were quartered in the villages until Colonel
Cadogan arrived from England, who inspected and reviewed us in our new
clothes. We looked very well. The Colonel told us “we were as fat as
fowls.”

During the time the 50th were in Boho, the French made an attempt to
surprise it. We were marched up to it at double quick time. We ran up
hill for four miles, and were formed in the town, and marched up to the
walls, making as great a show as possible. The French stood in column
on the opposite side of the town. We had picquets of the 50th posted on
the outside. Boho being a town of great trade, the French hoped to get a
supply of clothing; but finding they could not succeed they retired, and
we went back to our old cantonments. In a few days we relieved the 50th,
and marched into Boho; at which place we remained all winter, and until
the month of May 1813, when the campaign commenced. I got a most
excellent billet; everything was in plenty; fruit in abundance. I was
regarded as a son of the family; partook with them at meals; and, if any
thing was better than another, my part was in it. I amused myself, when
off duty, in teaching the children to read; for which my hosts thought
they never could be grateful enough. I have often thought the Spaniards
resembled the Scots in their manner of treating their children. How has
my heart warmed, when I have seen the father, with his wife by his side,
and the children round them, repeating the Lord’s prayer and the 23d
Psalm, at evening before they went to bed! Once a week the children were
catechised. When I told them they did the same in Scotland, they looked
at me with astonishment, and asked “If heretics did so?” The priests
often drew comparisons much to our disadvantage from the conduct of our
men. They even said every heretic in England was as bad as them.

One afternoon I had walked into the churchyard, and after having
wandered through it, I lay down in the shade of the wall, near a grave
that appeared to have been lately made. While lying thus, I heard a sob:
I looked towards the place whence it came, and perceived a beautiful
female kneeling beside a grave, devoutly counting her rosary--her tears
falling fast upon the ground. I lay, afraid to move, least the noise
might disturb her. She remained for some time, absorbed in devotion;
then rose from her knees, and, taking a small jar of holy water,
sprinkled the grave, and retired undisturbed by me. I mentioned the
circumstance to no one, but, day after day, I was an unperceived witness
of this scene. At length she saw me as she approached, and was retiring
in haste. I came near her. She stood to let me pass. I said, “My
presence shall give you no uneasiness: Adieu!” “Stay,” she said, “are
you Don Galves’ good soldier?” I replied, “I live with him.” “Stay, you
can feel for me: I have none to feel for, nor advise me. Blessed Virgin,
be my friend!” She looked to heaven; her eyes beaming resignation and
hope, the tears dropping on her bosom. I stretched out my hand to her:
my eyes, I believe, were wet. I did not speak. “None,” she said
mournfully, “can again have my hand: I gave it to Francisco.” “‘Tis the
hand of friendship.” “I can have no friend but death.--You do not pray
for the dead; you cannot pray with me.” I said, “I will listen to
your’s.” She then began her usual prayers; then rose and sprinkled the
grave with holy water, I inquired, “Whose grave do you water?” “My
mother’s.” “How long has she been dead?” “Five years.” “Five years! have
you done thus so long?” “Alas, no! my mother had been released[8]; but
five weeks ago my mournful task again began; ’tis for Francisco: Adieu.”
She sobbed and retired with a hurried step. I dare not embellish, lest
this incident should not be credited; but I feel this is a cold account
of what passed. I have not taken away, neither have I added a word that
did not pass between us. From Galves I learned that Francisco had fallen
in a Guerilla party. It is the belief in Spain, that every drop of holy
water sprinkled upon the grave, quenches a flame in purgatory.

We had passed the winter in the most agreeable manner: we lived well.
The inhabitants were on good terms with us: we had every thing in
abundance; and amusements were not wanting. We had bull fights, at which
we used to exhibit our powers. Several of our men were hurt. Our
horsemen were particularly good bull fighters; and the women used to
give them great praise. Often we had dancings in the evening: sometimes
we got two or three of our band; and then we had dancing in style. Wine
and mirth we never wanted: Music was our great want. The peasants used
to dance to the sound of their rattles, consisting of two pieces of hard
wood, which they held between their fingers, and by shaking their hands,
kept time in the same manner as the boys, in Edinburgh and other parts,
play what they call, “_cockledum ditt_.” They call them _castanetts_.
They have one dance which I never saw in any other place: they call it
_fandango_. I can hardly say it is a dance, for it is scarcely decent.
The dancers first run to each other, as if they are looking for one
another; then the woman runs away, the man follows: next he runs, and
she follows. This they do alternately; all the time using the most
expressive gestures, until both seem overcome; when they retire, and
another couple take their place. This dance had a great effect upon us;
but the Spaniards saw it without being moved, and laughed at the quick
breathing and amorous looks of our men.

The winter in Boho was the shortest I ever passed in Spain; yet we
remained in that town until May 1813. The only disagreeable thing was,
that the wolves, which were very numerous, used to visit us at our
advanced posts, when on duty through the night. One night, while on duty
at the bridge, I thought I was to have fallen a prey to a very large
wolf. My orders were, to be on the alert, and if I heard the least
sound, to place my ear upon the ground, to distinguish if it were the
tread of men or of horses, and give the alarm. The night was starry, and
a little cloudy, when, about half past one o’clock, I could distinguish
the tread of an animal. I believed it to be a stray mule, or ass; but at
length could distinguish a large wolf, a few yards from the bridge, in
the middle of the road, looking full upon me. I levelled my piece, and
stood, my eyes fixed on his: I durst not fire, lest I should miss him,
and give a false alarm. I expected him every moment to spring upon me.
We stood thus looking upon each other, until the tread of the serjeant
and guard to relieve me were heard, then the beast scampered off, and
relieved me from my disagreeable situation.

May came at length, and we were obliged to leave our kind hosts. I never
before felt regret at quitting a town in Spain. That morning we marched,
the town was deserted by its inhabitants, who accompanied us a good way;
girls weeping and running into the ranks to be protected from their
parents, and hanging upon their old acquaintances; parents tearing away
and scolding their children; soldiers and inhabitants singing or
exchanging adieus. Almost every man had his handkerchief on the muzzle
of his firelock. Don Galves’ children, weeping, took leave of me. I
never saw them again. May God bless them! At length we were left to
reflect upon our absent friends, and commence the toils of war afresh.
We lay in camp until the whole army joined; then were reviewed by Lord
Wellington, and received orders to take the line of march, and follow
the enemy. We marched over a great part of Spain, quite across the
country; many parts of which were very beautiful, more particularly that
before we crossed the Ebro. But we were so harassed by fatigue, in our
long marches, that we never left the camp; and were too weary to pay
much attention to any thing that did not relieve our wants. We continued
to advance until the 20th of June, when, reaching the neighbourhood of
Vittoria, we encamped upon the face of a hill. Provisions were very
scarce. We had not a bit of tobacco, and were smoking leaves and herbs.
Colonel Cadogan rode away and got us half a pound of tobacco a man,
which was most welcome. Next morning we got up as usual. The first piper
played for parade; the second did not play at the usual time. We began
to suspect all was not right. We remained thus until eleven o’clock,
then received orders to fall in and follow the line of march. During our
march we fell to one side, to allow a brigade, of guns to pass us at
full speed. “Now,” said my comrades, “we will have work to do before
night.” We crossed a river, and as we passed through a village, we saw,
on the other side of the road, the French camp, and their fires still
burning just as they had left them. Not a shot had been fired at this
time. We observed a large Spanish column moving along the heights on our
right. We halted and drew up in column. Orders were given to brush out
our locks, oil them, and examine our flints; we being in the rear. These
were soon followed by orders to open out from the centre, to allow the
71st to advance. Forward we moved up the hill. The firing was now very
heavy. Our rear had not engaged before word came for the Doctor to
assist Colonel Cadogan, who was wounded. Immediately we charged up the
hill, the piper playing, “Hey Johnny Cope.” The French had possession of
the top, but we soon forced them back, and drew up in column on the
height; sending out four companies to our left to skirmish. The
remainder moved on to the opposite height. As we advanced, driving them
before us, a French officer, a pretty fellow, was pricking and forcing
his men to stand. They heeded him not,--he was very harsh:--“Down with
him!” cried one near me; and down he fell, pierced by more than one
ball. Scarce were we upon the height, when a heavy column, dressed in
great-coats, with white covers on their hats, exactly resembling the
Spanish, gave us a volley, which put us to the right about at double
quick time down the hill, the French close behind, through the whins.
The four companies got the word, the French were on them. They likewise
thought them Spaniards, until they got a volley that killed or wounded
almost every one of them. We retired to the height covered by the 50th,
who gave the pursuing column a volley which checked their speed. We
moved up the remains of our shattered regiment to the height. Being in
great want of ammunition, we were again served with sixty rounds a man,
and kept up our fire for some time, until the bugle sounded to cease
firing. We lay on the height for some time. Our drought was excessive;
there was no water upon the height, save one small spring, which was
rendered useless. One of our men, in the heat of the action, called out
he would have a drink, let the world go as it would. He stooped to
drink; a ball pierced his head--he fell with it in the well, which was
discoloured by brains and blood. Thirsty as we were, we could not taste
it. At this time, the Major had the command, our second Colonel being
wounded. There were not 300 of us on the height able to do duty, out of
above 1000 who drew rations in the morning. The cries of the wounded
were most heart-rending. The French, on the opposite height, were
getting under arms: we could give no assistance, as the enemy appeared
to be six to one of us. Our orders were to maintain the height while
there was a man of us. The word was given to shoulder arms. The French,
at the same moment, got under arms. The engagement began in the plains:
the French were amazed, and soon put to the right about through
Vittoria. We followed as quick as our weary limbs would carry us. Our
legs were full of thorns, and our feet bruised upon the roots of the
trees. Coming to a bean field at the bottom of the heights, immediately
the column was broke, and every man filled his haversack. We continued
to advance until it was dark, and then encamped on a height above
Vittoria. This was the dullest encampment I ever made. We had left 700
men behind,--none spoke--each hung his head, mourning the loss of a
friend and comrade. About twelve o’clock, a man of each company was sent
to receive half a pound of flour for each man, at the rate of our
morning’s strength; so that there was more than could be used by those
who had escaped. I had fired 108 rounds this day. Next morning we awoke,
dull, stiff, and weary. I could scarce touch my head with my right
hand--my shoulder was as black as, coal. We washed out our firelocks,
and moved on again about twelve o’clock in the line of march.

Towards the afternoon of 22d, the day after the battle of Vittoria, a
great number of our men joined, who had made their escape, after being
taken the day before. We encamped and passed a night of congratulation;
mutual hardships made us all brothers. The slain were forgot in our joy
for those we had gained thus unexpectedly. Next morning, we made a more
respectable appearance on parade, being now about 800 strong. The day
following we continued our march. In the afternoon, we had a dreadful
storm of thunder and rain. A Portuguese officer and his horse were
killed by it. We encamped upon the face of a hill, the rain continuing
to pour. The storm not abating, we could not get our tents up, and were
exposed all night to its violence.

Next day we arrived before Pamplona, where we lay for some time. One
night we were ordered under arms at twelve o’clock; the report was, that
Pamplona was to be stormed. We marched until day-break, then drew up in
a hollow in the rear of the town, when we got orders to fall back to our
old camp ground. Soon after we were relieved by a division of Spanish,
and marched towards the Pyrenees, where we soon fell in with our old
play-fellows the French, and had a very severe skirmish in the front of
the village of Maya. The regiment was divided into two columns; the
right commanded by Major Walker, the left by Major M‘Kenzie. We remained
under arms all night, the French keeping up their fire. Next morning we
forced them over the heights, into their own country, in style; then
encamped. Fatigue parties were called to make rows and rain-works. Our
two rear companies were appointed to move to the heights in the rear,
upon the first alarm, and maintain them while a man should remain. The
signal was three great guns; on the report of the first of which every
man was to stand to his arms. One day we sent out a fatigue party, to
cut wood to make arm-racks. They were not come back when a gun was
fired. We stood to our arms, making ready to engage. It was a false
alarm. Our fatigue parties were out for forage, and we were busy
cooking, when the signal was given on the 25th July. The two rear
companies, moved to the heights, the rest of the regiment to the alarm
post, where we had work enough upon our arrival. The French were in
great force, moving up the heights in solid column. We killed great
numbers of them in their advance; but they still moved on. We were
forced to give way, and continued thus to retire, maintaining every
height to the last, contesting every foot of ground. At length we were
forced to the height where our old quarter-guard used to be posted. We
maintained our position against them a considerable time; during which,
we had the mortification to see the French making merry in our camp,
eating the dinner we had cooked for ourselves. What could we do? they
were so much superior in numbers.

I have often admired the bravery of the French officers. This day, while
I was in the rear-guard, covering the retreat, about two dozen of us
were pursued and molested by a company of the French. Out of breath, and
unable to run farther, we cried, “Let us make a stand and get breath,
else we will never reach the top.” “Take your will,” returned the
officers. Immediately we faced about--the French halted--their officers
pricked them on. We formed front, across the road, and charged;--the
French officers in the rear, urging their troops forward. All would not
do--the men forced their officers fairly over the hill and ran. We had
what we wished--an unmolested retreat--and moved slowly up the height.
We were then joined by a brigade of Brunswickers,--gave three cheers,
and charged the French along the heights, keeping up our fire till dark.
A part of the regiment made fires, while the remainder kept their ground
upon the main height, until about twelve o’clock. We then marched off
towards the Black Forest, leaving our wounded, whose cries were
piercing; but we could not help them. Numbers continued to follow us,
crawling on their hands and knees, filling the air with their groans.
Many, who could not do so, held out their hands, supplicating to be
taken with us. We tore ourselves away, and hurried to get out of sight.
We could not bear it.

The roads were very bad, the rain continued to pour, and we made but
little way. At day-break we formed on the outside of Maya, and got
orders to cook; but scarce had we begun when the French made their
appearance. We immediately moved on to a stronger height on the opposite
side, and encamped. Here we got three days’ allowance of beef and bread
served out to each man, and an allowance of liquor. As soon as cooking
was over, we marched on to the Black Forest, and never halted, until two
o’clock in the morning. The night was dark and stormy. The wounded
officers were carried in blankets on the shoulders of the men, and the
wounded soldiers, who had been enabled still to keep up with us, made
the heart bleed at their cries; while the forcing up of the baggage
caused such a noise, that the whole was a scene of misery and
confusion. We halted to allow the baggage to get forward. Shortly after
day-light the French advance came up with our rear-guard, consisting of
a brigade of Portuguese, which continued to skirmish all the way through
the forest. We lost a great number of men in this forest, unable to keep
up through illness and fatigue, and not a few from the effects of
liquor. It was found necessary to stave the stores of liquor; and the
men were carrying it away in their bonnets. Many were intoxicated, and
carried upon the shoulders of their comrades. We at length got out of
the forest and encamped. Picquets were posted, and we began to cook; but
we had scarcely commenced when the French were again upon us. The camp
was moved, and we marched until two hours after dark. We were then drawn
up in column, and lay down on the bare ground until next morning. The
French moved about two miles, and then turned off on their left towards
Pamplona, thinking there was nothing to stop them. We remained here
until morning: day was scarce broke when we heard three guns fired
towards our right. All were under arms in a moment, and we stood in this
situation a considerable time. The noise of artillery and musketry was
incessant on our right, but towards the afternoon the firing ceased, and
the French were forced from the heights opposite Pamplona. After Lord
Wellington had defeated them, they retreated by our right. We got orders
to occupy a height in the wood. Two companies were sent at extended
order down the wood, where we were not long before the enemy began to
appear; and the firing commenced with their skirmishers. After doing
our utmost for some time, we were forced to retire to the top of the
height; and, when we arrived upon it, they were so numerous, it was vain
to contend. We gave them two or three volleys, and retired through a
small village, they following close in the rear. Then we drew up along
the side of a strong rock, close by the main road, determined to defend
it to the last. Lord Wellington sent a division to our assistance. The
enemy seeing them approach, drew up and continued to annoy us for some
time; then fell back upon the village and encamped. There were some fine
fields of grain here, which they set fire to. We lay down fatigued and
weary, having been constantly engaged almost the whole afternoon. Next
morning, the 5th of August, the enemy began to retire, we following
close at their heels through the Black Forest. They retired back into
France. We halted upon our old camp ground for the space of half an
hour, and then returned to our old quarters at Maya. We were very
melancholy, the whole bringing to our minds the time when we last left
it, and our wounded and dying comrades. After encamping on a height on
the other side for two or three days, we were marched round to the
heights of Roncesvalles, where we encamped, relieving a brigade of the
7th division. We lay here for a considerable time, working like galley
slaves, from morning till evening, in building batteries and
blockhouses. All the time I had been a soldier, my labour could not
stand in the least comparison with my fatigues at this time. Orders were
given that the heights should be kept by the 3d and 4th division, week
about, (_alternately_.) We retired, moving down, and encamped on the
other side of the village. A short time afterwards, we got orders for
duty on the heights on the opposite side,--of which we were glad,
thinking that the work would not be so severe. But we were disagreeably
undeceived. Our labour was incessant; every day we were either on guard
or on fatigue. All the time we remained here, we were not a night in bed
out of two: besides, the weather was dreadful; we had always either snow
or hail, the hail often as large as nuts. We were forced to put our
knapsacks on our heads, to protect us from its violence. The mules, at
these times, used to run crying up and down, hurt by the stones. The
frost was most severe, accompanied by high winds. Often, for whole days
and nights, we could not get a tent to stand. Many of us were
frost-bitten, and others were found dead at their posts. At this time I
cursed my hard fate, and groaned over my folly. Frequently have I been
awakened, through the night, by the sobs of those around me in the tent;
more especially, by the young soldiers, who had not been long from their
mothers’ fire-sides. They often spent the darkness of the night in
tears. The weather was so dreadful, the 92d regiment got grey trousers
served out to them; they could not live with their kilts,--the cold
would have killed them. In about two days after we went down to the
valley, the day being good, the French came down from the heights
nearest France. General Stewart being there at the same time with our
advanced post, and seeing their manœuvres, ordered us to advance
towards them. We soon beat them back, and retired to our post. A few
days afterwards, the weather was so very bad, that great numbers of the
men fell sick. We were then forced to leave the heights and encamp in
the valley, leaving strong picquets in the block-houses on the main
pass, which were relieved daily. Fatigue parties were sent up to work,
nevertheless, every day the weather would permit. At this time we buried
two guns of Captain Mitchell’s brigade of artillery, which displeased
him much. Through intercession, General Stewart ordered up a fatigue
party to raise them again. We were covered by the picquets, and, with
great difficulty, at length got them raised and brought down to the
valley. Each man on fatigue got an extra allowance of grog, the only
welcome recompence.

We lay here for some time, frequently attacked in the block-houses by
the French, and at length received orders to leave our purgatory in the
heights, and move round towards Maya. We marched that whole afternoon
and all night, until next morning; when the whole army formed on the
other side of Maya. We were appointed the brigade of reserve, being far
in the rear and very much fatigued. An attack was begun, almost as soon
as we arrived. We moved towards the enemy’s works, which were very
strong; but we forced them out, then moved round to our own right, the
remainder of the army pursuing them. Their camp-ground, which was hutted
like a little town, was occupied by us during the night.

November 10.--We, next morning, continued to move to our own right until
we came to a village called Cambo, on the outside of which the enemy had
batteries planted, and strong works. We kept up a severe fire for some
time, but could not storm their works on account of the depth of the
entrenchments. They found out that the Spanish troops, under Morillo,
were fording the river on their right. We retired back into camp, and
lay there two days: the weather was so bad we could not move out.

On the afternoon they blew up the bridge over the Nive, and retired out
of the town. We then marched into it and were cantoned, and lay there
for a considerable time, the French on one side and we on the other; our
sentinel and their’s, on the bridge, not five yards asunder. The night
before we crossed, the French came down to the banks of the river, with
their music, and gave us a tune or two. We thought to change their tune
before next night. We were then to be all under arms at a minute’s
notice. About nine o’clock, the whole of our in-lying picquets were
called to cover a party of sappers and miners, in raising a battery to
cover our fording ground; and the sentinel on the broken bridge received
orders to shoot the French sentinel, on the first gun for alarm being
fired. Both were walking from one parapet to another,--the Frenchman
unconscious of any unusual danger,--the English sentinel listening, and
often looking to the victim; his heart revolting from the deed he dared
not disobey. The match touched the signal gun; next moment the French
sentinel fell into the river, pierced by a ball. As soon as the sappers
and miners had constructed the battery, we moved back into the town, and
remained until an hour before day. We were drawn up on our fording
ground;--orders were given that not a man should speak above his breath.
The whole being prepared,--the word was given to pass the river when
three guns were fired on our left. Our right wing was sent out to cover
the fording. The left forded the river; but we had not reached the
opposite bank, when we received a volley from the enemy’s picquets. We
gave three cheers,--splashed through the water; they retired, and we
pursued them. The regiment formed upon the top of the height, sending
out two companies to follow the enemy close; but they never came up with
them.

All the night of the 11th of December, we lay in camp upon the face of a
height near the Spaniards. In the afternoon of the 12th, we received
orders to move round towards Bayonne, where we were quartered along the
main road. There we remained a few days, until we received orders to
march to our own right to assist a Spanish force who were engaged with
superior numbers. We set off by day-light, in the morning of the 13th,
towards them, and were moving on when General Hill sent an aid-de-camp
after us, saying, “That is not the direction,--follow me.” We put to the
right-about, to the main road towards Bayonne. We soon came to the scene
of action, and were immediately engaged. We had continued firing,
without intermission, for five hours, advancing and retreating, and lost
a great number of men, but could not gain a bit of ground. Towards
evening we were relieved by a brigade which belonged to another
division. As many of us as could be collected were drawn up. General
Hill gave us great praise for our behaviour this day, and ordered an
extra allowance of liquor to each man. We were marched back to our old
quarters along the road side. The day’s service had been very severe,
but now I took it with the coolest indifference; I felt no alarm; it was
all of course. I began to think my body charmed. My mind had come to
that pass--I took every thing as it came without a thought. If I was at
ease, with plenty, I was happy: If in the midst of the enemy’s fire, or
of the greatest privations, I was not concerned. I had been in so many
changes of plenty and want, ease and danger, they had ceased to be
anticipated either with joy or fear.

We lay upon the road-side for two or three days, having two companies,
three leagues to the rear, carrying the wounded to the hospital. We were
next cantoned three leagues above Bayonne, along the side of the river.
We had strong picquets planted along the banks. The French were cantoned
upon the other side. Never a night passed that we were not molested by
boats passing up and down the river with provisions and necessaries to
the town. Our orders were to turn out, and keep up a constant fire upon
them while passing. We had two grasshopper guns planted upon the side of
the river, by means of which we one night sunk a boat loaded with
clothing for the army, setting it on fire with red hot shot. Next day we
were encamped in the rear of the town, being relieved by a brigade of
Portuguese. We remained in camp two or three days, expecting to be
attacked, the enemy having crossed above us on the river. We posted
picquets in the town near our camp. At length receiving orders to march,
we moved on until we came to a river on our right, which ran very swift.
Part of the regiment having crossed, we got orders to come to the
right-about, and were marched back to our old camp ground. Next morning
we received orders to take another road towards Salvatero, where we
encamped that night, and remained until the whole army assembled the
following day. About two o’clock in the afternoon we were under arms,
and moved towards the river, covered by a brigade of artillery. We
forded, and continued to skirmish alongst the heights until the town was
taken. We lost only one man during the whole time. We encamped upon the
other side of the town; and next morning, followed the line of march,
until we came before a town called Aris. We had severe fighting before
we got into it. We were led on by an aid-de-camp. The contest lasted
until after dark. We planted picquets in different streets of the town;
the enemy did the same in others. Different patroles were sent out,
during the night; but the French were always found on the alert. They
retired before day-light; and we marched into the town, with our music
at the head of the regiments. The town appeared then quite desolate, not
worth twopence; but we were not three days in it until the French
inhabitants came back, opened their shops and houses, and it became a
fine lively place. There was a good deal of plundering the first night;
for the soldiers going into the houses, and finding no person within,
helped themselves. The people have a way of keeping their fowls in cans,
full of grease, about the size of a hen. This we found out by accident;
for, wanting some grease to fry in cooking, we took one of these cans,
and cut out the fowl. We commenced a search for the grease cans, and
were very successful. The fowls were excellent. We lay here a
considerable time, then were marched towards Toulouse, and halted at a
village four leagues from it, with orders to turn out on a moment’s
notice. We were drawn out at twelve o’clock at night, and marched close
up to the town, designing to throw a bridge over the river; but it ran
so swift, that we failed in our attempt. We then kindled fires in all
quarters, and returned to the village. Next morning we marched round
towards the main road to Toulouse, and were cantoned along the road. We
lay here for some time, and were, every morning, under arms an hour
before day. At length, on the 10th of April, we received orders to
attack Toulouse, and moved on by another road, on the opposite side from
the one we had lain upon. We were drawn up in column, in rear of a
house, and remained there for some time, sending out the flank
companies to skirmish; and, at length, forced the enemy back upon their
works. The contest now began to be more severe. A brigade of guns coming
up, played upon their works for some time, and then retired, night
coming on. We were posted in the different streets of the suburbs, to
watch the enemy’s motions. At last we got our allowance of liquor served
out, and retired to our cantonment.

I shall ever remember an adventure that happened to me towards the
afternoon. We were in extended order, firing and retiring. I had just
risen to run behind my file, when a spent shot struck me on the groin,
and took the breath from me. “God receive my soul!” I said; and sat down
resigned. The French were advancing fast. I laid my musket down, and
gasped for breath. I was sick, and put my canteen to my head, but could
not taste the water: however, I washed my mouth, and grew less faint. I
looked to my thigh, and seeing no blood, took resolution to put my hand
to the part to feel the wound. My hand was unstained by blood; but the
part was so painful that I could not touch it. At this moment of
helplessness the French came up. One of them made a charge at me, as I
sat pale as death. In another moment I would have been transfixed, had
not his next man forced the point past me: “Do not touch the good Scot,”
said he; and then, addressing himself to me, added, “Do you remember
me?” I had not recovered my breath sufficiently to speak distinctly: I
answered, “No."--“I saw you at Sobral,” he replied. Immediately I
recognized him to be a soldier whose life I had saved from a Portuguese,
who was going to kill him as he lay wounded. “Yes I know you,” I
replied. “God bless you!” cried he; and giving me a pancake out of his
hat, moved on with his fellows, the rear of whom took my knapsack, and
left me lying. I had fallen down for greater security. I soon recovered
so far as to walk, though with pain, and joined the regiment, next
advance. We were quartered in wine stores, where we lay for a
considerable time, sending out a regiment, each night, on duty. The 71st
happened to be the regiment on duty, on the night in which the French
evacuated Toulouse. We immediately gave notice, and marched into the
town; halted half an hour, until the cavalry passed through it, and then
moved on after them. We fell in with a number of the enemy’s sick and
wounded, whom we sent back to the town. We halted at Villa Franca, and
were cantoned. Soult lay in a town on the heights, in front, about one
league and a half from us. We remained here two or three days; when we
were all turned out, cavalry and artillery, the French being under arms.
Three guns were fired. The French did not seem inclined to attack us. We
were encamped again. In the course of the day, flags of truce were
passing between the armies. At length, General Soult came in his
carriage, guarded by a squadron of his cavalry. We then got word that
Buonaparte was deposed, and we were soon to have peace. Joy beamed on
every face, and made every tongue eloquent. We sung and drank that whole
night, and talked of home. Next morning falling back to Toulouse, we
were cantoned there, and lay for a long time, looking anxiously for
orders to embark for England. At length we marched to Bourdeaux, were
reviewed by Lord Wellington, and embarked for Ireland.

We arrived at Cork in June 1814. I had now been seven years and eleven
months a soldier, and, therefore, hoped for my discharge. I had still
one year to serve, although enlisted for seven. Being only sixteen years
of age, my seven years were counted from my eighteenth. Had I called
myself seventeen, I should have now been free: but I scorned to lie;
neither was I aware of this circumstance. Upon our arrival at Cork, we
were marched to Limerick, and lay there a long time; then got the route
for Cork to embark for America. I wanted but a few months to be free. I
sought my discharge, but was refused. I was almost tempted to desert. I
lamented my becoming a soldier at this time more than I had done on the
retreat, or upon the Pyrennees. To be so near home and almost free, and
yet to be sent across the Atlantic, was very galling. I knew not what to
do. I kept my honour, and embarked. What vexed me, was some being
discharged who had not been so long soldiers as I had been; only they
were above eighteen when they enlisted.

We lay on board six weeks before setting sail. When on our way, a
schooner fired a gun and brought us to, and gave us orders for Deal. My
heart bounded with joy: “Freedom, freedom!"--I would not have taken a
thousand pounds to stay,--I would have left the army without a shirt. I
was oppressed all the time I was on board; my mind dwelt on nothing but
home. If any one asked a question or spoke to me, I was so absent that I
seldom answered to the point. After the ship was put about for England,
a load was taken from my mind, and I became more happy. We landed all
our heavy baggage at Deal, then sailed round to Gravesend and
disembarked. We lay there only one afternoon, then were put on board the
smacks, and were landed at Antwerp.

Next morning we were marched to Louis, where we lay, quartered in the
different villages around, until the 16th of June, 1815. We used to be
drilled every day. We were going out, for a field day, on the 16th, when
we were ordered back and formed on one side of the village. We stopped
here a short time; then were sent to quarters to pack up every thing and
march. We immediately marched off towards the French frontier. We had a
very severe march of sixteen miles, expecting to halt and be quartered
in every town through which we passed. We knew not where we were
marching. About one o’clock in the morning, we were halted in a village.
A brigade of Brunswickers marching out, we took their quarters, hungry
and weary. Next morning, the 17th, we got our allowance of liquor, and
moved on until the heat of the day; when we encamped, and our baggage
was ordered to take the high road to Brussels. We sent out fatigue
parties for water, and set a cooking. Our fires were not well kindled,
when we got orders to fall in, and move on along the high road towards
Waterloo. The whole length of the road was very much crowded by
artillery and ammunition carts, all advancing towards Waterloo. The
troops were much embarrassed in marching, the roads were so crowded. As
soon as we arrived on the ground, we formed in column. The rain began
to pour. The firing had never ceased all yesterday and to day, at a
distance. We encamped and began to cook; when the enemy came in sight,
and again spoiled our cooking. We advanced towards them. When we reached
the height they retired; which caused the whole army to get under arms
and move to their positions. Night coming on, we stood under arms for
some time. The army then retired to their own rear, and lay down under
arms, leaving the 71st in advance. During the whole night, the rain
never ceased. Two hours after day-break, General Hill came down, taking
away the left subdivision of the 10th company to cover his recognisance.
Shortly afterwards we got half an allowance of liquor, which was the
most welcome thing I ever received. I was so stiff and sore from the
rain, I could not move with freedom for some time. A little afterwards
the weather clearing up, we began to clean our arms and prepare for
action. The whole of the opposite heights were, covered by the enemy.

A young lad, who had joined but a short time before, said to me, while
we were cleaning: “Tom, you are an old soldier, and have escaped often,
and have every chance to escape this time also. I am sure I am to
fall."--“Nonsense, be not gloomy."--“I am certain,” he said: “All I ask
is, that you will tell my parents, when you get home, that I ask God’s
pardon for the evil I have done, and the grief I have given them. Be
sure to tell I died praying for their blessing and pardon.” I grew dull
myself, but gave him all the heart I could. He only shook his head: I
could say nothing to alter his belief.

The artillery had been tearing away, since day-break, in different parts
of the line. About twelve o’clock, we received orders to fall in, for
attack. We then marched up to our position, where we lay on the face of
a brae, covering a brigade of guns. We were so overcome by the fatigue
of the two days’ march, that, scarce had we lain down, until many of us
fell asleep. I slept sound for some time, while the cannon-balls,
plunging in amongst us, killed a great many. I was suddenly awakened. A
ball struck the ground a little below me, turned me heels-over-head,
broke my musket in pieces, and killed a lad at my side. I was stunned
and confused, and knew not whether I was wounded or not. I felt a
numbness in my arm for sometime. We lay thus about an hour and a half
under a dreadful fire, which cost us about 60 men, while we had never
fired a shot. The balls were falling thick amongst us. The young man I
lately spoke of, lost his legs by a shot, at this time. They were cut
very close: he soon bled to death. “Tom,” said he, “remember your
charge: my mother wept sore when my brother died in her arms. Do not
tell her all how I died; if she saw me thus, it would break her heart:
farewell, God bless my parents!” He said no more, his lips quivered, and
he ceased to breathe. About two o’clock, a squadron of lancers came
down, hurraying, to charge the brigade of guns: they knew not what was
in the rear. General Barnes gave the word, “Form square.” In a moment,
the whole brigade were on their feet, ready to receive the enemy. The
General said, “Seventy-first, I have often heard of your bravery, I
hope it will not be worse, than it has been, to-day.” Down they came
upon our square. We soon put them to the right-about. Shortly after, we
received orders to move to the heights. Onwards we marched, and stood
for a short time in square, receiving cavalry every now and then. The
noise and smoke were dreadful. At this time, I could see but a very
little way from me; but, all around, the wounded and slain lay very
thick. We then moved on, in column, for a considerable way, and formed
line; gave three cheers, fired a few volleys, charged the enemy, and
drove them back. At this moment, a squadron of cavalry rode furiously
down upon our line. Scarce had we time to form. The square was only
complete in front, when they were upon the points of our bayonets. Many
of our men were out of place. There was a good deal of jostling for a
minute or two, and a good deal of laughing. Our quarter-master lost his
bonnet in riding into the square,--got it up,--put it on, back foremost,
and wore it thus all day. Not a moment had we to regard our dress. A
French General lay dead in the square; he had a number of ornaments upon
his breast. Our men fell to plucking them off, pushing each other as
they passed, and snatching at them. We stood in square for some time,
whilst the 13th dragoons and a squadron of French dragoons were engaged.
The 13th dragoons retiring to the rear of our column, we gave the French
a volley, which put them to the right-about; then the 13th at them
again. They did this for some time, we cheering the 13th, and feeling
every blow they received. When a Frenchman fell, we shouted; and when
one of the 13th, we groaned. We wished to join them, but were forced to
stand in square. The whole army retired to the heights in the rear, the
French closely pursuing to our formation, where we stood, four deep, for
a considerable time. As we fell back, a shot cut the straps of the
knapsack of one near me: it fell, and was rolling away; he snatched it
up, saying, “I am not to lose you that way, you are all I have in the
world;” tied it on the best manner he could, and marched on.

Lord Wellington came riding up. We formed square, with him in our
centre, to receive cavalry. Shortly the whole army received orders to
advance. We moved forwards in two columns, four deep, the French
retiring at the same time. We were charged several times, in our
advance. This was our last effort; nothing could impede us; the whole
of the enemy retired, leaving their guns and ammunition, and every other
thing behind. We moved on towards a village, and charged right through,
killing great numbers, the village was so crowded. We then formed on the
other side of it, and lay down under the canopy of heaven, hungry and
wearied to death.

We had been oppressed, all day, by the weight of our blankets and great
coats, which were drenched with rain, and lay upon our shoulders like
logs of wood. Scarce was my body stretched upon the ground, when sleep
closed my eyes. Next morning, when I awoke, I was quite stupid. The
whole night my mind had been harassed by dreams: I was fighting and
charging, re-acting the scenes of the day, which were strangely jumbled
with the scenes I had been in before. I rose up and looked around, and
began to recollect. The events of the 18th came before me one by one;
still they were confused, the whole appearing as an unpleasant dream. My
comrades began to awake and talk of it; then the events were embodied as
realities. Many an action had I been in, wherein the individual
exertions of our regiment had been much greater, and our fighting more
severe; but never had I been where the firing was so dreadful, and the
noise so great. When I looked over the field of battle, it was covered
and heaped in many places; figures moving up and down upon it, the
wounded crawling along the rows of dead, was a horrible spectacle: yet I
looked on with less concern, I must say, at the moment, than I have felt
at an accident when in quarters. I have been sad at the burial of a
comrade who died of sickness in the hospital, and followed him almost
in tears, yet have I seen, after a battle, fifty men put into the same
trench, and comrades amongst them, almost with indifference. I looked
over the field of Waterloo as a matter of course--a matter of small
concern.

In the morning we got half an allowance of liquor, and remained here
until mid-day, under arms, then received orders to cook. When cooking
was over, we marched on towards France. Nothing particular happened
before reaching Paris, where we lay in the lines until the French
capitulated. We had our posts planted at each side of the city. The
French troops retired, and we got under arms and marched towards the
gates. We had a cannon on each side of the gate, and gunners with
lighted matches standing by them. We marched into the city; passed Lord
Wellington, who stood at the gates, and were encamped on the main road
in the Thuilleries, where we remained all the time we were here.

In marching through the city, a lad, dressed as a Frenchman, was looking
up the companies very anxiously: one of our men said, “Knock the French
fellow down.” “Dinna be sae fast man,” said he; we stared to hear broad
Scotch in Paris at this time: “I am looking for my cousin,"--he added,
naming him; but he had been left behind, wounded.

When we were in camp before the Thuilleries, the first day, two girls
were looking very eagerly up and down the regiment, when we were on
parade: “Do you wish a careless husband, my dear?” said one of our
lads.--“May be; will you be’t?” said a Glasgow voice. “Where the devil
do you come from?” said the rough fellow. “We’re Paisley lasses; this is
our regiment: we want to see if there’s ony body here we ken.” The
soldier, who was a Glasgow lad, could not speak. There is a music in our
native tongue, in a foreign land, where it is not to be looked for, that
often melts the heart when we hear it unexpectedly. These two girls had
found their way from Paisley to Paris, and were working at tambouring,
and did very well.

We lay three months in Paris. All that time I saw very little of it: I
did not care to ask leave from the camp. At length we were marched to
Flanders, to winter quarters; and I got my discharge. I left my comrades
with regret; but the service with joy. I came down to the coast to
embark, with light steps and a joyful heart, singing, “When wild war’s
deadly blast was blawn.” I was poor as poor could be; but I had hope
before me, and pleasing dreams of home, I had saved nothing this
campaign; and the money I had before was all gone. Government found me
the means of getting to Edinburgh. Hope and joy were my companions,
until I entered the Firth. I was on deck; the morning began to dawn; the
shores of Lothian began to rise out of the mist. “There is the land of
cakes,” said the captain. A sigh escaped me,--recollections crowded upon
me--painful recollections. I went below to conceal my feelings, and
never came up until the vessel was in the harbour. I ran from her, and
hid myself in a public-house. All the time I had been away was forgot. I
felt as if I had been in Leith the day before. I was so foolish as to
think I would be known, and laughed at. In about half an hour, I
reasoned myself out of my foolish notions, but could not bring myself to
go up the Walk to Edinburgh. I went by the Easter Road. Every thing was
strange to me, so many alterations had taken place; yet I was afraid to
look any person in the face, lest he should recognise me. I was
suffering as keenly, at this moment, as when I went away: I felt my face
burning with shame. At length, I reached the door of the last house I
had been in, before leaving Edinburgh. I had not power to knock: happy
was it for me, that I did not. A young girl came into the stair. I asked
her if Mrs. ---- lived there. “No,” she said, “she has flitted long
ago.” “Where does she live?” “I do not know."--Where to go I knew not. I
came down stairs, and recognised a sign which had been in the same place
before I went away. In I went, and inquired. The landlord knew me.
“Tom,” said he, “are you come back safe? Poor fellow! give me your
hand.” “Does my mother live?"--“Yes, yes; come in, and I will send for
her,--not to let the surprise be too great.” Away he went. I could not
remain, but followed him; and, the next minute, I was in the arms of my
mother.

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I have been with my mother, these fourteen months. She is sinking fast
to the grave. I am happy I am here to lay her head in it.--Jeanie has
been married, these five years, and goes between her own and her
mother’s house, to take care of her.--John is in London, following out
his business.--William has been in Glasgow.


                _Letter by the Writer of the Journal to
                his Friend, inclosing the last part of
                           the manuscript._


_Edinburgh, May, 1818._


DEAR JOHN,

These three months, I can find nothing to do. I am a burden on Jeanie
and her husband. I wish I was a soldier again. I cannot even get
labouring work. God will bless those, I hope, who have been good to me.
I have seen my folly. I would be useful, but can get nothing to do. My
mother is at her rest,--God receive her soul!--I will go to South
America. Maria de Parides will put me in a way to do for myself, and be
a burden to no one. Or, I shall go to Spain, and live in Boho.--I will
go to Buenos Ayres.--Farewell! John, this is all I have to leave you.
It is your’s: do with it as you think proper. If I succeed in the South,
I will return and lay my bones beside my parents: if not, I will never
come back.


FINIS.


FOOTNOTES:

 [1] A ruinous castle on the shore.

 [2] A rocky islet in the river Forth.

 [3] Many of the Scottish Highlanders are Roman Catholics, particularly
 those of the name of M‘Donald.

 [4] A favourite national air.

 [5] The last day of the year is so called in Scotland.

 [6] Kitt, a term for a soldier’s necessaries.

 [7] Thin flat cakes.

 [8] From purgatory.

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Typographical errors corrected by the etext transcriber:

better than our own commandders;=> better than our own commanders; {pg
85}

On the the fourth=> On the fourth {pg 122}

but never came up up with the enemy=> but never came up with the enemy
{pg 129}

and giving me a a pancake => and giving me a pancake {pg 210}

when we we were all turned out=> when we were all turned out {pg 211}





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