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Being the Story of his Adventure to Southward in the Year '62

By Arthur Colton

Doubleday & McClure Co. New York


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|If anyone would understand how Ben Cree comes to be what he is for
better or worse, he should know first the Commodore Inn and what it
meant in those days to have the great wharves for a playground. And I
cannot conceive to this day how one can amuse oneself, or be satisfied
with any neat door-yard or inland village street, unless one is born a
girl with a starched pinafore, which I should think would be a pity.

First, then, you should picture the Commodore Inn; its red bricks
streaked with the rain and the beat of damp winds; its high veranda,
with the paint coming off the white pillars, and the worn stone steps
leading underneath. In front is the brick sidewalk, the cobbled street,
the bit of open space with Harrier's junk-shop on the right corner; and
then the warehouses on either side, all leading down to the slip, Doty's
Slip, which is flanked by noble wharves, with huge piles leaning awry
and very slippery. The warehouses are roomy and full of queer smells, as
if the varied merchandize of fifty years had left something for its
old friends, the warehouses, to remember it by. The contents of these
warehouses changed continually: cotton, tobacco, slabs of crude rubber,
and multitudes of boxes whose contents might be learned sometimes by
asking the wharf-master, if you did not mind his cuffing you on the
ears. Next there would be the river and its hurrying tides, its choppy
waves, the ferryboats, sailboats, and tugs going to and fro: to right
and left--seen well by climbing the warehouse roofs--are masts of
many ships with innumerable amusing ropes, other wharves with the like
slippery brown piles and dark places underneath where the water thieves
hid and bored holes up through the planks into the molasses barrels. Mr.
Hooley, the wharf policeman, told me of that, and there was much that
was attractive in it. For there was a time, before my ideas became
settled, when I thought of many different careers. To be a wharf
policeman seemed too ambitious a thought, too vain and far away; so that
I asked Mr. Hooley's advice about water thieving, having respect for his

"Naw, Bennie Ben," he said, "'tis low. 'Tis not for the son of yer
father, an' yer mother a lady as was ever bor-rn."

"Do you think I could be a wharf policeman, Mr. Hooley?"

"Ah," he said, looking mysterious, "who knows that? Don't ye let young
Dillon lick ye, an' maybe--but 'tis a long way fer ye to grow."

But I was speaking of the river. The navy yard lay nearly opposite, and
the Wallabout, as that water is called behind the Government Cob Dock.
And that stretch of busy river, with its tumult and tides, I love still
no less, and love the thick smell of the wharves and warehouses.

My two grandfathers, Benson and Cree, were shipping merchants together,
"Benson & Cree," long ago, when you did not have to go beyond the Harlem
for a bit of country. Indeed, my Grandmother Cree, I am told, had a
great flower and vegetable garden, and there was an orchard behind the
house, where in my time was but a little yard. The house was built for
some colonial gentleman's residence, and my grandfathers bought it
when prosperity came to them. And there they lived together with their
families, and there were my father and mother born, for they were
cousins, and also Uncle Benson and the two others who went down off
Barnegat: a great, warmhearted house, red-walled and white-pillared.

The firm in its best days owned five ships. And by an odd arrangement
one of them was always sailed by a member of the firm. They had their
turns, one abroad and one at home. From this came the rhyme,=

````"Benson and Cree,

````One at home and one at sea";=

my father used to sing it, when absent-minded, to a queer haphazard
tune. And I have heard Harrier, the junk-shop man, sing it too. But my
father, if he saw me listening, would stop and seem ashamed, which I
could not explain at first.

My father was an only child, and my mother an only daughter, but there
were once three Benson boys. I am not sure of my Grandfather Cree, nor
of my two grandmothers, at what dates they died, but in the year 1838
three of the five ships were lost: one of them with Grandfather Benson
(in what waters is unknown), one of them with two of his sons off
Bamegat, and one of them left a tilted wreck in the mid-Atlantic. And
that same year my father made his last voyage, though still young in a
way; for he came back with his knee crushed by the smack of a loose spar
in a heavy sea, and walked with a crutch forever after.

When my time came, there was no firm of Benson & Cree. Our fortunes
had not fallen altogether, but were moderate enough. Only three persons
remained of the two families. Uncle Ben Benson was captain and part
owner of the _Saratoga_, a good ship, carrying steam and sail, and
landing merchandize at Doty's Slip. The house was now the Commodore
Inn, kept by Tom Cree, my father. Ah, that was a brave man, loud-voiced,
joyful! I believe I would break my knee willingly, and carry a crutch
to the end of my days, to be so good a man, so simple and full of the
pleasure of things.

My mother was singularly quiet in her ways, but I think the success
of the Commodore came from my father's popularity and my mother's
management, and it was her hand that was on the tiller.

And now, speaking of the Commodore as if it were a ship, I come to what
is properly the beginning of this story.

Very few of those who came to the Commodore--and they were mostly
seafaring folk of the better class--ever saw my mother. She never
appeared on the front porch with the pillars, where my father sat often
and shouted heartily to any friend in sight; but she was always above,
and often in her sewing-room that looked out on the little garden in the
rear. I never knew her to come out of the front door, or to look from
the windows on the slip; but whenever she went abroad it was through the
back door and the little garden, gliding so quietly, so gently, that
it seemed wonderful to me, who could not move, any more than could my
father, without a thunderous racket. I can see her plainly, with her
black shawl and sweet still face under an overhanging bonnet, going out
through the little garden.

How early or in what way I learned it I am not sure, but it seems as if
it had always been a settled thing that I must not speak to her of the
slip, or the river, or the ships, or anything in view from the
front porch; but things which could be seen from the windows of her
sewing-room, the garden, the people in the other street, the carriages
and 'busses, steeples and distant roofs, these I might talk about. When
Uncle Benson came home, once a year perhaps, the difference between the
porch or inn parlour and the sewing-room was notable. For below the talk
was all of the sea, winds, and islands, and full queer phrases of the

My father loud and merry, and my uncle full of dry stories; my father's
huge beard rumpled on his chest with laughter; Uncle Benson, as always
when ashore, clean shaven and very natty in his clothes. But when we
went above to the sewing-room, my mother would make tea on the hob,
while the two men played backgammon, and you would have thought, for all
that was said of it, that there was no sea at all, flowing and wrapped
about the world. It was all quiet talk of the house, the new minister at
the Broadway Church, and how it were well for Bennie to mind better his

All this did not seem strange to me until it was explained, and then it
seemed strange. For the things one is accustomed to when a little child
appear only a part of common nature, whatever they are, and no more to
be wondered at than tides and the flight of gulls.

I had learned the story of that sudden, disastrous year, '38, though
not from my father. He was a man curiously without shrewdness to suspect
what I might be thinking, and without that kind of courage--if I may
say so with affection--which enables a man to approach at need a subject
which is sad or sore to him inwardly. So that, while I had my own
thoughts, the thing was not all explained till I was a well-grown,
clumsy lad.

In this while it had come slowly upon me, until at last it was a great
conviction, that I must be neither a water-thief, nor policeman, nor a
doctor driving his carriage, nor a preacher in a carpeted pulpit, but a
seaman and sometime a ship-captain like Uncle Benson, which idea became
a hunger and thirst. But when I told my father of it, he looked at me
queerly, and told me to mind my books. And I noticed that he would talk
no more of sea matters when I was near, and would send me away from the
inn parlour to go up to the sewing-room. So, whenever I pressed him to
say I was to be a sailor, he would put it aside with a look on his face
that puzzled me, for it was not only sadness, but fear. The sweat would
come on his forehead and his hand shake. I think I was little comfort
to anyone in those days, knocking about the streets and wharves, idle,
sullen, and restless, wronging those in my thoughts who loved me most.

That old song I took to humming to myself--=

````"Benson and Cree,

````One at home and one at sea,"=

till I had fairly got it changed, so that it ran--=

````"Bennie Ben Cree,

````Come away to the sea,"=

and the lilt of the tune never failed to put a beating in my ears and a
burning in my eyes, and fill my head with foolish fancies. I would sing
it to Harrier in his shop, and Harrier would say, "Aye, aye, sonny!
Them's new words."

So it was come the year '61; and late in the month of May the _Saratoga_
lay in the slip being fitted out for government use to blockade Southern
ports, and sometime, then or later, was towed across to the navy yard.
She was sold to the service, with the option of repurchase if not
destroyed, and Uncle Benson was enlisted to command her, and looked a
fit proper man in his uniform, which excited me almost beyond endurance.

Now I am come to a scene in the little inn parlour behind the public
room. It was my father's office, and in a manner his room of state. You
should see in mind a square room with pleasant curtains and a gay carpet
on the floor, a round stove with no fire in it at this time; there
are six or eight stout chairs of varied shape, about the number of my
father's cronies, who came evenings to pack themselves in, and make the
air white with smoke and salty with old sea memories. In the corner is
a snug desk, and about the walls models of "Benson & Cree's" five ships;
portraits of the family, and a painting of an unlikely looking coast; on
one side shelves with a few books, but mainly pink and white shells, and
stuffed fishes.

Uncle Benson and my father are sitting looking at me, who am standing
awkwardly enough and shifting my feet about. Uncle Benson is saying,
"We're going to put it to you, Ben," and my father bursts in nervously:

"That's it, Ben. We're going to put it to you, just how it is, don't you
see?" My uncle coughed, and beginning in an oddly stiff and formal way
told the story of the year 1838, for the most part what I knew already,
as I told him, not meaning to be impolite.

"Aye, Ben," said he, quietly, "but I'm going on. You don't know that
your mother, for a year or more----"

"Eighteen months," said my father, leaning forward and speaking huskily.

"Eighteen months. Well, well, a wonderful woman, your mother, but women
take trouble different ways. Some take it hard."

I stared at them, bewildered enough, while they looked long at each
other, seeming to take comfort from it. Uncle Benson, leaning forward,
touched my father's knee.

"You and me, Tom, we most gave it up."

And my father pulled his beard fiercely.

"Gave what up?" I cried. "What was it?"

"Aye," said my father with a start, "we're going to put it to you, Ben."

"Why," said Uncle Benson softly, "'twas a shock she had, 'twas a tough
time, and you weren't a man, Tom, to see what to do."

"No good at all," said my father, shaking his head.

Again they fell to looking at each other, and there seemed to be no
ending of my impatience.

"Oh," said Uncle Benson at last, "but we're not putting it to you, Ben."

"Aye," said my father, "we're going to put it to you."

And my uncle went on.

"Eighteen months it was, and right you are. A moaning, trembling,
walking the floor like one as has a bad dream and no let up. Wrong,
wrong in her head, and by times very wild, Ben, and suffering terrible
with fancies; by times not knowing anyone, and always it was some one
going down with the seas clapping over him. She said the sea was
hungry and cruel, Ben, having her fancies, poor woman. She used to tell
a-whispering, how she could hear the big seas mad and raging all about
her, and at other times little waves on the beach, like a beast sipping
and licking its lips. Fancies she had very odd. And when you were born
it came back again, but only for a few weeks. And other whiles it has
been as we see now, quite right. But she would so shrink and tremble at
any speaking of the sea that we quit saying anything, as you know well,
and I hope and trust she has had no pain from that, nor looked upon salt
water, these twenty years.

"So now it's put to you, Ben, for you want to go out with me, and I'm
thinking for the matter of the war she'd be no more than other women
perhaps, but for the rest it's different. And now we've put it to you,
we'll ask what you think." I was fumbling with my jacket, struggling not
to see how the case stood, which nevertheless seemed clear enough, and
my eyes were hot with thinking of things greater and stranger than I had
known before. "I think as you do," I said at last, as stiff and steady
as I could make out.

"Aye," said he, "and that's all right. But I'll tell you what I think.
We've been saying, he and I, it might come all right in time, and if a
Ben Benson Cree must be a landsman after all he should have the credit
of seeing the thing for himself, and what was reasonable and right.
That's how we put it. But now it's been many years, and a man can't tell
but things may be quiet, and she might make no trouble at all. A man
can't tell, now, can he?"

"Why, no," my father burst in nervously. "How can he? We put it to you,
how can he?"

"And it's a job I don't hanker for, but I'm going to do it for you, Ben,
sort of hitch it in with conversation, sort of by the way."

"That's it," said my father. "You hitch it in sort of by the way."

My uncle stood up, buttoned his coat, and went softly from the room..

My father sat quite silent, but his face was full of trouble and fear,
like that of a child who is frightened at the wind or the dark, though
in a bodily sense I suppose he was a man that never feared anything. He
pawed his great beard with a shaking hand, a hand bigger than mine is
now, which is no small affair.

So we waited for a time that no doubt seemed longer than it was; I do
not know how long, or what Uncle Benson said by way of conversation.
But at last there was a sudden cry and something fell, jarring the floor
with a dull, soft sound.

My father jumped forward. I shot past him and up the stairway, he
struggling and thumping behind with his crutch. In the sewing-room Uncle
Benson was lifting my mother to the sofa. She lay with her hands to her
face, murmuring, moaning, in a swift incessant way to make one shiver,
with her pretty bright hair loose on her forehead.

"Here!" cried my uncle, sharply. "Tell her it won't be. Quick, boy!"

I fell on my knees beside her crying:

"I'll never go, if you don't like, never, never!"

The murmuring and moaning ceased gradually. She took both hands from
her face and put them around my neck, and my father and Uncle Benson,
bending over her, gave a great sigh that was like a sob, both together;
and looking up I saw my father gripping the other's shoulder, as if to
hold himself up.

"Two fools, Tom, two fools," said Uncle Benson grimly.

Then my father did what I think was an odd thing, but keen; for he
stumped over to the cupboard and brought out the backgammon board. And
there they played backgammon it might be an hour, making their points
vigorously with great racket, as if nothing else could interest them, my
mother the while holding hard to my rough head.

So the _Saratoga_ sailed away in due time, and left me behind to make
a poor pretense at books, but to get along better when the summer came,
with helping in the business of the inn.


|It was in the latter part of September that I first observed the three
strangers at the corner table in the public room, though they may have
been there before. Afterwards, whenever passing through, I would look
for them, and they were noticeable men; the eldest of the three an
easy-looking gentleman with an air of commanding and greyish hair and
beard; the second, who always sat beside him against the wall, was odd
and humorous in his manner and had a look of imperturbable happiness,
round faced, smooth-shaven, with straight hair and rather long, thin
lips sticking out when something amused him, a well-muscled, large-framed
man; the third stranger always sat opposite the others, with his back
and square, slender shoulders to the rest of the room. And when all
three men were there, the first two seemed to talk to the third loudly
and genially; but sometimes these two came alone, and then they talked
to each other and were more quiet.

One afternoon I stood within the door that led from the long verandah to
the hall and floor above, the door of the public close beside it; and my
father was asleep in his chair far at the other end of the verandah.

I heard the three strangers come to the door of the public, heard the
third say good-by, not two yards from my ear, and go down the steps
briskly. And in a moment the elder stranger spoke thus in a drawling

"He's close, Dan, he is. He takes a man's confidence like it belonged to
him natchully, but he don't appear to have any opinion on it. Hey?"

"Folks are diff'ent, cap," said the other blandly. "You don' expect a
te'apin to open hisself. He can't 'ithout bustin', an' he may be a very
good sort of te'apin an' a warm-hearted te'apin. An' another man comes
along whoopin', 'How d'ye do! Here's me. Who are you?' like he couldn't
help his candor, Ever hear o' the snake in the gyarden o' Eden, cap? He
was very co'dial, that snake."

"Still," said the first, "I shan't open on him till the time comes, He
can have his choice then."

"As how, cap?"

"Not here. Offshore."

With that they went down the steps also. My father woke with the noise,
and they nodded to him pleasantly.

After a time Tony, the waiter in the public, came out and winked at me

"Those fellies is fittin' a ship," he said. "Say, she's jus' goin' in
der navvy yard. Say, I hear 'em tell she's a keener."

My father only gazed down the slip with absent, pathetic eyes, thinking,
as always, those September days, of what was slipping away from us in
the white-curtained room above that looked out on the garden.

When I think of the thing we call death in a general way, spelling it
maybe with a capital, it never seems to me a going down at sea--and
I have seen that--or any violent accident; but it seems like a
white-curtained room with a little breeze blowing the curtain in, and
outside you hear the rattle and mutter of the city, as though it were
making comments on the matter in a hoarse undertone. A broad white bed
is near the wall, the doctor and nurse are sometimes in and out of the
room, and on the pillows is a thin white face with the hair drawn neatly
back. The lips are moving with a faint sound, and the eyes look out
softly and peacefully, at me kneeling beside, and my father sitting with
his chin on his crutch and his beard rumpled. There is a lost look in
his eyes, wide and lonely; like a man under whom a ship is going down at
sunset, who sees the sun for the last time and the red clouds doing his
burial service. My mother is speaking; her voice is not like any sound
that seems natural to the earth, but thin, creeping, and slow, like
the mists you see in the early morning that cling and whisper to slack

"You were always my big boy, Tom," she says, "like Ben, only bigger."

"Ben's growing," says my father, hoarsely.

"You'll not remember it against me, Ben, for it was not I. And he shall
go to sea, Tom, remember, like all the Bensons and Crees, all sailing
folk and proud to be, proud to be all sailing folk. But I'm glad you're
not a woman, Ben, for the sea's hard on women, very hard." When I went
to school in the brick schoolhouse on Willet Street I studied Latin in
a green-covered book of selections, which for the most part I greatly
disliked. There was a passage ending with these words, "sunt lacrimæ
rerum"; and what "lacrimæ rerum" means I find less easy to say in common
English than I did then, when we called it "the tears of things," and
appeared to satisfy the master with that. But now I suppose it might
mean, there is a hidden sorrow in the middle of God's universe that
likely has been there always. However it may be, I suppose it quite
beyond a plain man to describe his idea of the matter. But whenever I
think of those words, "lacrimæ rerum," they sound to me as if spoken in
my mother's voice, sighing, plaintive, and moving away from me; or as if
she might have meant the same thing in saying, "The sea's hard on women,
very hard."

The wind blew the curtain in so that it wavered in the room. "Lacrimæ
rerum. The sea's hard on women," a kind of sighing sound that moved far
and far away.

It was now come to the latter part of November, and about the middle of
a certain morning I heard Tony calling my name. At my coming he winked
in a manner to make me think he knew all about something, only that he
always winked to show his knowingness, whether he knew anything or not.
He pointed with his thumb to the door of the inn parlour, where I went
in, and found my father sitting with the three strangers.

Their names, as I came to hear them, were these: the eldest, Captain
Cavarly; the odd-looking one, Mr. Dan Morgan; and the third, Mr. Sabre
Calhoun--a curious name, and he was tall and thin, and, like his name,
not to be quickly forgotten. Indeed, he was a man I never understood,
and, seeing that I came to have such chances of knowing him as do not
commonly fall between men, there must have been something odd with him
or with me. He had sandy hair, and grey eyes that seemed very lively and

"I make you acquainted with these gentlemen," said my father, "if the
captain don't mind your hearing his yarn."

"Shuly," said he, with a fine wave of his hand. "Glad to know you."

Mr. Calhoun nodded.

"Why, why," said Mr. Morgan, looking at my red cheeks. "You ain't got
any liver complaint. Well, sir, when I was so old I used to bust the
seams o' my clo'es, an' it hurt my feelins te'ible. I grew like a yellow
punkin, ve'y similar."

The captain went on with the story, which my coming had interrupted.

"Well, sir, then I started for Washington in a hurry, to see the
Sec'etary o' the Navy, an ol' gen'lman from hereabout 'ith a beard like
a palm leaf fan, yes, sir; an' I said to him, 'Sir, this country is
fairly leakin 'ith pat'iotism. Here's parties, that don't wish their
names known for private reasons--say they're Baltimore parties, but they
want me to tell you, 'Here's the _Octarara_ in Baltimore docks, small
and steady, steam ten knots, an' here's Cavarly an' Dan Morgan knowin'
the coast better'n Webster's Primer consid'able. Let the Gove'nment
commission her, an' Cavarly an' Dan'll raise the crew an' run her for
high an' mighty? An' there you are, sir.' An' there he was, that
ol' gen'lman 'ith the palm leaf beard, calm as a fish in his natchul
element, an' me bustin' 'ith glory.

"'The Gove'nment doesn't commission privateers,' he says. 'Do I
understand the parties offer this vessel to the Gove'nment? In that
case----' Then I saw of co'se it would have to be all regular, an' quite
right he was though too much like ref'ige'ated fish, an' I inte'upted
him. 'The parties wouldn' be satisfied unless Morgan an' I sailed her,
bein' sort of in it ourselves----'

"'In fact you are the parties,' said he.

"I said, 'Not altogther. But it would be like this, sir. If we offer
the _Octarara_, an' the Gove'nment puts her in commission, and furnishes
equipments, arms, ammunition, mess, the parties might see it was
only right the Gov'n-ment should put in its own crew, quite regular,
especially gunners, sir. Sir,' I said, 'I reckon I can take the
_Octarara_ into the back dooryard of Virginia closer'n most, but put it
you wanted to target practice on the back door--I'm no gunner myself.'

"'Ah,' lie says, 'but you're not in the service now. That will of
co'se be neces-sa'y. Well, sir, the Administ'ation appreciates your
gen'osity,' he says. 'You'll convey the Administ'ation's thanks to these
myste'ous parties,' he says, looking extraor'nary calm an' fishy. An' I
goes back to Baltimore feelin' a trifle damp, but still pat'iotic. Well,
sir, they're prompt at that Department, if they are damp. In three
days I got orders to take the _Octarara_ up here to be fitted out an'
commissioned an' manned, an' instead of a family party there won't be
but four Baltimore men aboard her."

"They couldn't have anything that looked like privateering," said my
father, after a pause, "with a lot of Confederate privateers locked up
in the Tombs here for piracy."

"Tha's what I said to Dan. 'Twasn't reason to be sure. Dan wanted the
family party; but he saw reason, an' brought the _Octarara_ up, an' I
came later, an' here we are, bustin' 'ith pat'iot-ism and ordered to
Hampton Roads, maybe they know when. I don't myself."

"Yes, sir," broke in Mr. Morgan. "They do say huntin' blockade is like
a dog after fleas, respectin' their liveliness, ve'y similar; him not
knowin' where they are till he's bit."

Captain Cavarly seemed to disapprove of this saying, glancing sharply
at Mr. Morgan, whether because he felt it a slur on the navy, or for
another reason, I could not guess at that time; moreover, they all now
fell to looking at me inquiringly, which made me nervous and out of

"I'll have to refer you to the p'oper official, Mr. Cree," said Cavarly.

"Ben, boy," said my father, in a voice quickly growing husky, while his
eyes looked dim and sad, "your uncle advises you ship naval apprentice,
and he thinks you're as well not aboard the _Saratoga_ as yet."

"He's quite right, sir," said Cavarly. "There was no favo'itism where I
learned seamanship."

"Man can't throw the necessa'y belayin' pins at his relative," said Mr.
Morgan. "It lace'ates the feelin's."

"And Captain Cavarly is good enough to----"

"Oh, tha's all right, tha's all right."

"He'll see if he can't get you a berth with him, if you like, Ben,
supposing you feel that way."

My father paused, looking troubled and uncertain, while Cavarly
murmured, "Tha's all right," soothingly, and Morgan, "Don' lace'ate the

For me, I felt bewildered, and my heart seemed to be pumping my head
full of confusion, so that I stammered, saying I would go. Then Cavarly
and Morgan and my father went on talking, while Calhoun sat quietly
listening, and I was content enough to have no further notice taken of

So it came about that I went with my father and Captain Cavarly that
afternoon, and climbed to a little upstairs office, where an orderly
stood within the door; and there I was examined and entered a naval
apprentice, with the privilege of full seamanship in a year, all the
while in that state of excitement I would not have known the difference
if they had listed me a porpoise with the privilege of becoming a whale.

And afterwards we went by ferry to the navy yard, and saw the _Octarara_
lying in dock, two-masted, side-wheeled, as steaming vessels mostly
were in those days; neat though small; it might be less than two hundred
tons, but a wonder in my eyes and very threatening to the Southern
Confederacy. There seemed to be little doing on the _Octarara_, though
the yard was full of noise and bustle. We found Morgan playing a banjo
in the cabin and singing:=

```"This world is full o' trouble an' sin;

```Don' keep me mournin' here, 0 Lord!

```Don' keep me mournin' long."=

"Howdy, Mr. Cree," he said. "The cap'en, he's troubled because we ain'
goin' to be fit in time to crush the Southern Confede'acy. It's the sins
an' sorrows o' this world troubles me. 'Don' keep me mournin' long.'
Your son, sir, hasn't the liver complaint?"

And, seeing Cavarly looking at him uneasily, he fell to playing his
banjo again.

The captain's trouble, which Morgan spoke of, lest the _Octarara_ should
not be fit in time to crush the Confederacy, seemed to me more and more
natural. For the weeks went by, and the yard all the time rushed with
work, and it seemed a slight on the _Octarara_, that wonderful craft,
that they passed her by in the way of preparation. December slipped
away. On Christmas Day my father had the captains, Morgan and Calhoun,
up to a handsome dinner, where there was great exchange of cordiality,
and much grumbling at the delay, with great comfort taken out of the

It was notable how gladly we listened to Calhoun. The captain
particularly seemed to ponder on what he said, and turn it over in his
mind, as if looking for a secret meaning. The great variety of Calhoun's
information was odd in one not very old in years, and especially his
knowledge of foreign lands and seas, trade lines and ocean navigation
at large, whereas I gathered that Cavarly had never been beyond coasting

Calhoun in his talk let himself be easily led to speak of the South
Atlantic, and what amount of American shipping was found there. And
all through it ran the stream of his personal adventure, from which
I thought, even so early in my knowledge of him, that seldom was so
foolhardy a man, to walk into any danger or adventure, wherever he could
find it, and walk out again when ready to do so. Indeed, I think this of
Calhoun, and may say so now, that he was never so pleased and satisfied,
as when edging along in some peculiar and perilous circumstance, and
that he would go far out of his way to find that circumstance. It is a
secret hid in the nature of many that they love nothing better than the
chance to fight skilfully for their own lives, and seek this chance by
jungles, glaciers, and high seas. But I never knew one who sought it
more inquisitively than Calhoun.

In January Cavarly went away, and was gone, it might be, a week, but
whether to Washington or Baltimore he did not say. Morgan said he was
"after a list of Southern cities desirable to bombard."

And it was the 17th of February when we stood out into the river at
last. My father was among a crowd of people cheering on the dock in the
Wall about Canal.

The wind was blowing bitter and cold, and cakes of ice were floating
about us, as we slid into the bay after a tug that made a great swash
and tumult in front. But the sky was as clear as if it were the first
and newest of all days.


|The _Octarara_ might have ranked as a gunboat or a second-class
cruiser, and it might be the Government did not rank her very high, for
the only regular military aboard were three gunners and Simpson, chief
gunner. Cavarly made Simpson master-at-arms, and set him drilling the
crew, and left him mostly alone at it. Himself and Morgan, who ranked as
mate, seemed to take no part in it, but to look on in a pleased kind of
way, and find it quite amusing. They sailed the ship, with the other two
Baltimore men, Gerry and Still, steersmen, and the engineers and stokers
did nothing but oil cranks and polish brass. For Cavarly appeared to be
in no hurry, nor anxious to use up coal, and nobody minded that,
except Simpson. I did not like Simpson. Neither did Simpson like the
_Octarara_, nor anything about her, and this with his falling foul of me
immediately made me think him a person impossible to please.

"Cap'n Cavarly," said Simpson, "beg-gin' your pardon, does that there
boy belong fore or aft?"

"I reckon he belongs to you," said Cavarly cheerfully. "Discipline.
Tha's it. Discipline."

"Git for'ard, you young pup!" cried Simpson, "ef you'll 'low me, cap'n.
Pick up them lanyards. You hear me!"

"Haw, haw!" said Cavarly softly, and, looking back with furtive eyes
from a safe distance, I saw Dan Morgan also and Calhoun by the taffrail
laughing, and I thought it treacherous and unfriendly.

The next four days and nights I was hating Simpson busily, and wishing
the deep sea between him and me. We were ever and again up to "repel
boarders." and nothing in sight but the blank sea, or maybe a glimpse
of the low peaceful Jersey coast. Seeing me idle or in any way happy put
Simpson in a mad rage; but I could wish that gruff warrant officer no
worse ill luck than such a raw and mixed crew as ours to put in shape,
with a captain and mate appearing to regard him as a joke and taking no
responsibility themselves. What could be more distressful to such a man
than to have for superior officers Dan Morgan, playing his banjo half
the day; Cavarly, looking on with an everlasting cigar, and a mysterious
gentleman supercargo like Calhoun?

The wind was clean and steady, and Cavarly kept the _Octarara_ close
reefed, at half her speed; she crept down the coast with little shift of
sail day or night, and on the 20th passed some fifteen miles to seaward
of Delaware Bay. Except for Simpson drilling and roughing, it was an
idle enough crew.

I was not so ignorant of sailing--what with knocking about wharves
and handling catboats on the river--as not to know that Cavarly was
purposely taking his time; and if I had been, the talk in the forecastle
would have set me thinking, though for that matter. I did not know that
the forecastle always criticizes the cabin, as one of the rights of
labour. I did not think much of Simpson's opinion, through simple
dislike, beginning things with such general misjudgment of men as maybe
is the case with most; but Simpson was not alone in thinking the conduct
of the cabin peculiar.

After the morning drill exercise on the 20th there were more black-clay
pipes going around the small safety stove in the forecastle than could
be counted in the smoke. A dingy place, the forecastle, at best, but one
that a man may grow to like well enough, if not over-squeamish. Simpson
was there, and Gerry, and the bos'en, Hames, and an Irishman named
Tobin, whose hair was red and thin.

"Will we get there, do ye think, Jimmie Hames?" said Tobin.


"Aw, beyant. Will it be while we're still young?"

"It ain't that we won't git there," said Hames slowly. "It's why the
ol' man don't want to git there soon as he kin. He don't, an' that's
straight. Here's Gerry now, that comed with him from Baltimore. I asks
him now, why don't he?"

Gerry puffed deliberately.

"Why," he said at last, "I come f'om Baltimore. I don't deny it, do I?
But if you asks, why don't he? I says, I reckon he has sec'et orders.
But, I says, he never showed 'em to me. An'," he went on with ponderous
scorn, "the Sec'etary o' the Navy come f'om Connecticut, same as you.
Wha'd he tell you them see'et orders was, when you took dinner with him
an' was int'oduced to three rear admirals?"

"Orders!" growled Simpson. "That's all right. He can hitch his hawser
to a porpoise, if he's ordered. What's my business? That ain't. But
what does the Government do next? Why they commissions the porpoise.
_Course_, they do. It's politics. Makes volunteer naval officers as
don't know a shell from a round shot till it busts in their ear. An'
that ain't my business either. Oh, no!"

"Easy, gunner, easy," said Gerry, who was a slow, heavy man. "I don't
know see'et orders natchully, but I hears talk. I hears like this.
I hears this boat's offered the Gove'nment by parties for a birthday
present, supposin' Cavarly's cap'n an' the Gove'nment fits her out.
An' the Gove'nment says, 'Hum.' says he, 'is he competent?' 'None
better,' says they, 'for coast sailin'. 'An' there's Dan Morgan,'says
they, 'sailed the Delaware an' southe'n tidewater these twenty years.'
'But,' says the Gove'nment, 'there might be a disagreement with the
enemy,' says he, speakin' sa'castic. 'There you have us,' says the
parties. 'Give him a master-at-arms an' gunners.' 'Ah!' says the
Gove'nment. 'Jus' so. Take Simpson,' says he, an' cuts a caper, bein'
that pleased. Now I asks, what's t'oublin' you? Ain't you competent?
Ain't the cap'n standin' off an' givin' you free board? Ain't you as
good as a commissioned officer, barrin' fo'c'stle bunk? What's t'oublin'
you? That's what I asks."

Simpson grumbled, but in a mollified way.

"I ain't sayin' he can't handle the ship."

"Cap'n Cavarly," said Hames, "is a good man I make no doubts, an' comin'
from Maryland his principles is a credit to him."

"I come from Maryland."

"Sartain, sartain," said Hames, soothingly, "an' your principles is a
credit to you."

"Glad o' that," said Gerry in his heavy manner.

"But," Hames went on, "who's this here Calhoun? Tell me that."

"I do' know."

"That's the point. A chap in gen'le-man's shore clothes, occupies a
cabin an' no words. Goes snoopin' round like he owned the airth. Looks
like a summer boarder. That's what I don't like. The cap'n an' the mate,
they's pleasant chaps. I ain't down on 'em. But they're keerless, ain't
they? Playin' banjos an' smokin' seegars. They ain't suspicious. 'Taint
their natur'. Fellow comes along, seegars in both pockets, playin' the
banjo with his elbow. Maybe he says he wants to write a book for the
glory of his ken-try. Maybe he lies. Acts friendly anyhow. Cap'n asks
him to jine 'em, bein' keerless an' happy, thinkin' it might be a good
thing for the glory of his kentry. How do we know, you an' me?"

"Don't know," murmured Gerry. "Cap'n's business.

"Calhoun!" said Simpson angrily. He'd better not come Calhounin' round

All that day I could think of nothing but Calhoun, and how he must be
a slippery villain, such as novels and plays describe very plainly, and
always destroy in the end to everyone's satisfaction. So I went on to
imagining Ben Cree standing by to distinguish himself, as a fellow of
his age should, according to the story books, where there is apt to
be such a one, remarkably young, with his pockets full of virtue and
talent, and missing his destiny unless he can find a rascal to surprise
with his virtue and talent. The only trouble was that Ben Cree was a
numskull. I had gotten so far in the plot as to see without doubt that
Calhoun was a disguised Confederate.

The _Octarara_ passed Cape Henlopen about noon, and drew in to the low,
sandy shore. By and by Gerry showed me where the Maryland dividing line
came down.

The great moon rose--out of the sea it seemed to rise--and it was as if
a path of bright metals were laid for it, supposing it wished to step
down to the _Octarara_ with dignity.

The air on deck was cold, but not bitterly so, the wind lessening, and
the topsails and jibs spread full. A man or two was on the fore-deck,
looking landward. I heard Tobin saying, "What's he drawin' in for,

"I do' know."

And then Dan Morgan aft called for Simpson.

More men came on deck. Simpson went aft and returned.

"Goin' to come to," he growled. "Says he's expectin' orders. Durn likely
he'll get 'em next month. What's my business? That ain't."

Simpson went below growling in his throat.

"Sec'et orders," said Gerry soothingly, and followed him.

But it was not until late, and the moon high in the air, that the anchor
was dropped, with great bustle, in the midst of that strange quiet and
brilliance of the night. The shore could be made out now dimly under the
moon, and the soft moan of beach waves be heard, so near it was. Looking
aft as we went below I could see the cabin lights all lit and shining up
the companionway. Gerry and Still stayed up on watch.

I lay long awake in my narrow bunk, not able to sleep for foolishness,
and acting out the plots of three or four mixed stories. One snore was
added to another till the whole was a rumble like the bass of an organ.
The smoky lantern hanging near the scuttle hardly swayed, for the sea
was very still.

After a long time, it might have been an hour, I sat up and wondered if
I dared go on deck. It took me some time to decide, what with imagining
Simpson waking up and coming at me roaring.

Even getting on a pea jacket seemed an adventure, but done at last. I
crept to the hatchway, shoes in hand and dreading Simpson, and so up and
lifted the hatch. I wanted to get across behind the ship's boat on
the port side, and look my fill at the shining water and the low-lying
mysterious shore; and this I succeeded in doing. I heard steps coming
forward along the main deck, and, peering over the top of the boat,
seemed to make out it was Gerry, a good-natured man, but certainly one
who would send me below where I belonged. I lifted a loose edge of the
canvas that covered the boat, and crawled in, half frightened and half
pleased with the excitement and conceit of the stratagem; much as in
earlier days I used to hide behind boxes on the wharf, when Mr. Hooley
went by with his buttons and club, and suppose myself a criminal and Mr.
Hooley looking for me, that large, friendly officer.

Raising the loose edge of canvas I could see the full sweep of the deck,
and sideways over the rail the moonlit water and shore. I could not
see Gerry, but heard him stop by the hatch. There he seemed to stand
quietly. I rubbed my fingers to warm them. It was not uncomfortable
under the thick canvas.

On the quarter deck in the bright light of the companion way was Still,
as if on guard like Gerry by the fore hatch, and by the rail, looking
shorewards, were Cavarly and Morgan. Calhoun was not to be seen. Cavarly
held a red lantern, and moved it once up and down, once to and fro,
and stopped. Again up and down, to and fro, and stopped. I rubbed my
fingers, and my scalp prickled. I wondered what he would be doing with
a red lantern, like a switch tender; then I thought of Gerry and the
"sec'et orders." Presently there would come out a boat to be sure. What
could Ben Cree ask better? and Mr. Hooley right beyond question that
water thieving was low.

I peered from under the edge of canvas shorewards. A red light was there
but a moment, and disappeared, whether on shore or in a boat, I could
not tell. And so peering and straining, my eyes became blurred with the
darkness and the glitter together, so that red lights and cloudy shapes
seemed to be everywhere, and I had to rub them to be sure it was no
ghost of a three-master, instead of a heavily oared boat coming aboard

But it was coming, now plainly in sight, bringing the "sec'et orders."
Secret orders! Boat! Three boats there were, loaded to the water's edge
with men.

They came one behind the other, noiselessly, without clatter or clang of
oarlock, or drip of blade, low in the water, dim in the moonlight, three
masses of black heads and shoulders.

The oarlocks and blades were wrapped in cloths for muffling, making the
rowing stiff but without noise.

Ben Cree was a scared one in a moment, and resembled no hero of his
recollection, crouching in the ship's boat, bewildered, and not in the
least wishing to jump out and demand the surrender of anything in sight.

They were wonderfully quiet. I could not hear a whisper, only the
tap-tap of feet, as they came forward one by one and took stations about
the hatch. Then I heard Cavarly speaking, first softly, then sharp and

"Everyone cover his man, and stand for orders. Down with you!"

They went down with a roar, and so much confused noise rose up
immediately that I made out but one separate sound, the sharp crack of
a single pistol. It was quiet a moment, and then only Cavarly's voice
giving commands. I lifted the edge of the canvas once more. The main
deck was empty, except for one man at the gangway. On the quarter deck
Calhoun was standing in the light of the companion. He walked forward
and spoke to the man at the gangway.

A stream of men were coming up the fore hatch now, marching aft, two
by two, at intervals of twenty feet, and passing quite near me. Simpson
went first, his mouth working terribly with shame and anger. The rear
man of each couple held a level pistol, and the moonlight shone on the
barrel. Calhoun came along by them, sat on the end of the ship's boat
over me and fell to whistling softly. Jimmie Hames passed, limping and
half carried. He swore at Calhoun, who stopped whistling a moment and
took it up again. Each man sent his prisoner down the gangway, and fell
into line with his pistol lifted and ready.

Cavarly came forward, when that was settled, and sat on the edge of the
ship's boat.

"Mr. Calhoun," he began, "this here's a Confede'ate privateer."

"So I suppose. Very clever, captain."

"I hold letters of marque, quite regular, from Richmond."

"So I suppose."

"So you suppose. Jus' so. Will you have a cigar?"

Followed the sharp scratching of a match.

"You don't call yourself a citizen of anything in particular, hey?
You've sailed the South Atlantic conside'able. I haven't myself. Tha's
my point. But lookin' at it as a commercial speculation--tha's your
point--why, I can offer you the regular qua'ter deck commissions, hey?"

"As a commercial speculation," said Calhoun, "it's no good. You get
prizes, but what then? You can't sell them. Your ports are blocked.
That's neither your point nor mine, captain."

"Well--then, wha's your point?"

"I take it you're out fighting according to your opinions. That's your
point. As for me, I see two of my own. First, you've laid out a fair
sized circus for this cruise. I like circuses. I'd rather do a tight
rope than eat."

"Jus' so," said Cavarly doubtfully. "Tha's right."

"Second point, this crew, that's leaving us unkindly, is ready to swear
me up for treason to a man. They think I'm the snake in the grass. Gerry
told you that."

"So he did! He did that."

"Well, now, if you ask me, do I swear everlasting something or other,
I say, no. But if it comes to go or stay, I stay, supposing I have the
choice. Those are my points."

"You ain't ve'y cordial, tha's a fact."

"Speaking of points, however, is it good enough?"

"Oh, yes! Good enough."

And the two men rose and walked aft. The three boats got off quickly.
Simpson, I think it was, stood up in the stem of the last, and yelled
something hoarse and shrieking. They slid away in the moonlight, grew
dim and dimmer. If anyone should ask why I did not show myself and go
ashore where I belonged, there is no answer in me. It might have been
the foolishness that came natural to me, or that, being too astonished
to do anything, I did nothing.

The next thing I did was nearly as odd. The engines fell to groaning and
pumping below monotonously, as their steam came to a head, and in time
all bustle near me had ceased. And, being healthy and tired, lying not
uncomfortably, I fell fast asleep under the close canvas of the ship's


|A ship's boat has a flat board running the lengthway and well enough to
sleep on, but from beneath go out ribs which are prominent and sharp. I
awoke with someone jerking and tipping, making my dreams uncomfortable;
and before any waking thought had come he had banged my head on a rib of
the boat, so that I yelled aloud, and thought presently I would get up,
and there would be a fight. But there was none.

The dragging and tipping of the boat stopped, someone lifted the canvas
and pulled me out by the collar. I stood on the fore deck, blinking
in the broad sunlight foolishly, and around me were a group of strange

"Hi!" said one. "What is it? Take it aft."

Two men shoved me along before them, till we came down into the cabin,
and there were Cavarly, Morgan, and Calhoun taking breakfast cheerfully.
Surprised they were to see me, and Cavarly not pleased, but Morgan began
to laugh wonderfully, and said I would be the death of him.

"Mark my words, you sinful young oyster. If you don't die first o' the
liver complaint, you'll be the death o' me."

Cavarly asked how I came to stay aboard.

"Aye," he said, "you hadn't crossed my mind these twenty-four hours,
tha's a fact."

I did not like his pointing out that way how unimportant I was, and I
asked boldly where we were going.

"Due east now," said Cavarly gently. "Why, sonny, we're goin' to dest'oy
commerce down the South Atlantic. You ain't any business here."

"You're goin' to attack the flag o' your country," said Morgan, leaning
forward and wrinkling his mouth. I grew very hot in the face and shouted
angrily, "I'm not, either!"

"Yep. You're goin' to perfo'm prodigies o' valour an' implant a tin
sword in the chest o' your uncle."

"I won't!"

"Yep. You'll come home cove'd with glory an' gore, an' a full-rigged
ship in each pocket, an' be hung at the Fede'al Gove'nment's expense,
the rest o' your relatives attendin' the ce'emony."

The captain and Calhoun and the two men were laughing loudly, and, not
being able to stay angry to any purpose, I said nothing, and presently
felt more calm, but I thought I would not mind being the death of Dan
Morgan. He drew more amusement from me, and my attacking the flag of the
country, than seemed right.

There was a boy with a green jacket in the school on Willet Street once
who made it plain that he was for States' Rights. I think he did not
know what they were. And we tied a rope around him and his green jacket,
and took off the well-top in the yard, and let him down, so that he
came up very wet, we were that interested in the subject, and most of us
Whigs or Free Soilers, without knowing what these meant either. You do
not have to know what politics mean, or patriotism, or any brave words,
in order to feel strongly about them. But if anyone in Willet Street
had hinted himself able to attack the flag of his country, it would have
been bad for him.

Cavarly looked troubled, and rubbed his forehead with his hand.

"Look here, Ben. I don' like this business."

"Make him cabin boy," said Calhoun. "Land him with the first crew we

"That's so. I wouldn't like to play it low on the landlord. He's a white
man, your father, Ben, hey? He ain't ve'y penet'ative, sort o' simple.
But he's hones'. My! he's hones'."

So I became cabin boy on the _Nameless_, as they called the _Octarara_
now, having smeared out the beautifully painted name over the anchor
holes; and I was set to very common jobs, to sweep, to clean, and fetch
and carry gentlemen's meals, quite melancholy at first and disgusted
with my luck. I was possessed of a sense of being loose and anchorless
in the world. I could not feel my bearings after so great a revolution.
As if the sky and the sea were to change places, it might be
questionable in a man's mind whether it were proper to walk on his hands
or his feet. Or, if he enters a strange city with his north and south
wrong, he will not easily make friends with the compass in that place.

Yet they all seemed inclined to make it up to me with good-nature. Gerry
and Still would teach me steering, how to hold the wheel so that the
needle did not waver; to feel the good ship answer the shove of my hand
made me feel as important as the north wind. Calhoun would call me to
come where he sat in the lee of the cabin and talk with him, and while
we talked he would watch me narrowly. Cavarly seemed to have me on
his mind to trouble him, for he had taken a liking to my father--"Not
pene-t'ative, he ain't, Ben, but he's hones'." And Dan Morgan would
bring his banjo evenings by the cabin windows, and there bellow at the
moon like a sick calf:=

```"This world is full o' trouble an' sin,

```Don' keep me mournin' long!"=

But I did not see why a fellow with red cheeks like mine should move him
so to speak of the liver complaint.

Cavarly was sparing coal no longer. The _Nameless_ cut her way eastward,
her black snake of smoke streaming off behind. And, though the wind was
cold and bit the skin of one's face till it felt like sharp medicine in
the mouth, yet the sky continued clear. I liked to watch the foam of the
wake, its infinite bubbling, and the swarthy, rumpled sea, stretching
away all about till the sky came down to it gracefully and both were
clamped together on the horizon. So that during those days, 22d, 23d,
and 24th, if I have counted right, I cannot say that I was in great
despair, though plainly making a false start and not in any way to fame
and fortune.

Cavarly's idea was to go east a bit, and then turn sharply south, to
fall in the track of commerce between the Northern cities and South
America, Cape Horn, and the Indian Ocean, in this manner to escape the
pursuit he expected would follow him, and pick up prizes in seas where
there was little likelihood of interference.

The 25th of February broke with a great white mist everywhere, clinging
to the sea in a feathery, sticky way. The ship had turned, and was going
due south, not at full speed any longer, but quite leisurely.

Calhoun called me where he sat against the rail that morning, tipping
his chair and smoking, and then fell to asking how I liked things, and
how I would get home from foreign parts. He said:

"It seems to me, if I were you, I shouldn't care for South America.
Seems to me I'd prefer the United States most anywhere. But you haven't
the choice, have you? That's a pity."

"No, I haven't," I said gloomily, and did not thank him for putting in
me troubles and wishes that were of no use.

The deck now was empty, except for Still at the wheel some distance
away. Cavarly was forward, and Morgan somewhere below. Calhoun went on
in a quiet, even tone:

"That's a pity. But a man can't tell, you know, till he's thought it
over, can he? Why, I heard once of a fellow that wanted to go to San
Francisco in a ship that was bound from Honolulu round the Horn. That
didn't seem good judgment. And yet he went to 'Frisco all right. How?
Well, it was this way. He sort of thought it over."

He smoked thoughtfully a moment, then put his hand in his pocket, took
out a piece of iron three inches long, and looked at it as if it had
been his watch, lying in the palm of his hand.

"He sort of thought it over. 'Now,' he says, 'here's the fact: a ship
always sails by the needle in the compass. The way she depends on that
measly little thing is pathetic. If she wants to go south, she goes
opposite the needle. If she wants to go east or west or anyhow, she goes
at proper angles with that needle. It's singular, it's pathetic, but
it's true,' says the fellow I'm telling you of. 'Now,' he says, 'this
ship wants to go south, and she sails against the needle. Now, it stands
to reason, if I point that piece of ironmongery west, this ship'll sail
east, and that's 'Frisco. Don't it?' he says. 'Why not?' Well, sir, he
went over that again, and maybe three or four times, and the more he
thought it over the more it appeared to be correct. And what did he do?
Did he stick a pin into the little thing? Not he. He persuaded it. He
argued with it according to its nature. He thought the best way to treat
things was according to their nature. He took a magnet, which is a piece
of iron--um--something like this one--it happened to look like this
one. A magnet is a piece of iron, as you might say, with a ghost in it,
something sticky in its vitals. He got a chance to hold the wheel by
himself. He put that magnet into the binnacle on the little shelf under
the compass, on the right side of the needle, just half-way round the
circle. Course, if he'd wanted to go west instead of east, say, such
a direction as from here to the United States, he'd have put it on the
left side corresponding. Well, sir, that magnet, such was the stickiness
of its vitals, it pulled the business end of the needle around plumb
over it, and there it stayed. Then this fellow I'm telling you of, he
put the ship about, taking caution not to disturb anyone, taking great
caution, because he thought it wouldn't be right to disturb anyone, and
pointed her for 'Frisco. And that needle kept on telling a yarn that
would have made a keg of nails blush. Yes, sir, it lied steady for
twenty-four days without turning a hair--wet weather it was, or misty,
like this--till they brought up on the coast of California, and the
fellow I'm telling you of, well, he sloped. Course, if a ship's going
south, and a man can't help himself, he can't. But this fellow sort of
thought it over, and it seemed to him, the needle being a good liar and
the sun not coming out to mess things, that there wasn't any real need
of his going to the Horn. That was his opinion."

A moment later I was standing alone by the rail and staring blankly
after Calhoun, where he strolled slowly forward and grew dim in the
mist. The little piece of black iron had got into my hand. It was no
more than three inches long and sharp at the corners. The only sounds
about the misty ship were the slow shoving of the engines below, and
Still at the wheel whistling.

I wondered at Calhoun, that singular man, and wondered at this business
altogether which I was in. For Cavarly and Morgan had played their great
trick, and here was Calhoun tricking them, and how should I know what he
might be doing with me, he a man so full of stratagem. I thought there
would be no way of telling that, and I had better play the part that
seemed to be laid out for me; but I felt very lonely and troubled, and
not cheerful, not as I used to in setting off fire crackers behind Mr.
Hooley, though that was considered perilous enough.

I went up to Still, thinking to fall into talk with him indifferently,
but my throat was gaspy and choked in an odd way. Still's pipe was out,
and he wanted me to go forward and fetch him his plug.

"Oh!" I said, with my knees shaking disgracefully, "you go, and let me
hold the wheel."

"Hardly, Bennie, hardly. An' you learnin' seaman's duty o' me that way!"

Some footsteps were coming along the deck, and I thought the chance was
gone; but it was Calhoun.

"I can steer good. Honest, Still. You see."

"Don't mind that," said Still apologetically to Calhoun, "but 'twouldn't
be right to leave him alone, sir."

"I'll stay here," said Calhoun.

"Ve'y good, sir."

He hurried away. Calhoun sat down, with his back to me and his feet
braced on the rail.

After all there was nothing difficult about it. I slipped the little
black iron to its place, in the binnacle, to the left of the compass. It
went in too far, so that the needle swung to east by south, and I had
to pull the iron back. The needle lay trembling at right angles with the
ship, and I began to turn the wheel nervously.

"The fellow I was telling you of," remarked Calhoun without looking
around, "he took his time, so as not to disturb anyone. He didn't
fidget. He kept his eye on the compass, counted eight points, and turned
the wheel back."

The ship swung softly and steadily; the needle crept from point to
point, till the quarter was covered. Still came along the deck, looming
in the mist and puffing his pipe.

"Hold her steady, Bennie," he said. "Seaman's duty."

And there was nothing in the white sea-fog to betray; Calhoun's back was
as non-committal as the fog; the little black iron with its ghost inside
it lay on the shelf in the binnacle silently too.

But the ship, slipping along through the fog so quietly, with so much
misunderstanding aboard her, seemed to me something uncanny. I felt as
if we were under a spell, and afterwards as if all the seamen looked at
me oddly, wondering that so chubby-cheeked a boy should dare interfere
with a ship's compass; and, when Morgan would call me "a sinful oyster
who would be the death of him," I longed to tell him what a mixed man he
was, with no cause to joke at all. Sometimes Cavarly's remorse at having
to drop me at some distant port would give me a twist of conscience in

On the third day--that would be the 28th--the fog turned to a soaking
rain, and after that the wind rose in the northwest, which Cavarly took
for southwest. On the 1st of March we crossed a steamer going east--or
north, as Cavarly thought. It looked like a passenger steamer. He
thought it could not be American in the waters where he supposed
himself, and going in that direction, and so let it pass.

The morning of the 2d broke with the gale still blowing but the rain had
ceased. A large, double-funnelled something was coming down our wake, a
dusky spot in the gray half-daylight far away, with two towers of black
smoke over her.

There was trouble on the _Nameless_ when the stranger was made out by
the growing light to be a cruiser, nearly large enough to carry the
Nameless for a long boat, and with the starred and striped flag floating

There is an odd thing about that flag, when you meet it on the high seas
and the wind is blowing hard--namely, that of all flags I know it is
the most alive, when the wind blows, the most eager and keen, with the
stripes flowing and darting like snakes, and the stars seeming to dance
with the joy of excitement. So that there is none better to go into
battle, or come down the street when the fifes are piping ahead; but if
you want something to signify peace and quiet, you would be as well off
with not such bristling stars and fewer stripes, for the stars will leap
and the stripes show their energy wherever the wind blows.

The Nameless did not alter her course, but got up steam and plunged on
with great thumping and thunder of engines. The cruiser seemed hardly to
be gaining. I noticed Calhoun on the roof of the cabin looking forward,
and wondered if we were near land. I think Calhoun must have somehow
kept the bearings and known where we were, for the lookout cried "Land!"
at near eleven o'clock. Cavarly took it for the Bermudas at first,
but probably knowing the Bermudas to have a high, rocky coast, he came
forward and scanned the shore a long time through his glass silently.
It seemed to be a low-lying, sandy shore, with little growth, if any.
Through a glass you could make out the great surf piling upon it, white
and dangerous. I went on the roof of the cabin, and Calhoun told me
softly those were the banks of the Carolinas, meaning that low belt,
outlying along the coast, a breakwater of sand pressed up by the sea,
with quiet waters commonly within.

The ship turned to the quarter and headed south.

By twelve another spot of black smoke rose on the edge of the sea, and
this was from the south. In half an hour it was made out to be another
cruiser, smaller, and floating the striped flag.

Cavarly walked the deck, gripping his hands, and his face seemed to grow
gray and lined with the pain of his thoughts.

He ordered the men to be called aft, and spoke, standing by the cabin

"I'm not sayin' what that shore is. I don' know, not me. We lost our
bearings. It looks to me mighty cur'ous. But I'm sayin' there's no
Yankee's goin' to capture my ship. _Nameless_ she is, an' _Nameless_ she
goes. I'm goin' to beach her."

Someone cried, "Beach her, cap'n. We're in it."

After that, as it seemed to me, there was nothing but roar and tumult,
with moments passing like seconds, till the cruise of the _Nameless_
ended. I remember a shell from one of the cruisers that skipped along
the water beside us--like those flat stones we used to throw slanting
into the East River--and burst with a crack and spatter of spray just
ahead. I remember how the surf towered and bubbled and roared at the
ship's bows, and how I was cast headlong on the deck when she grounded.

They fired her too near the powder, and she blew up before the last had
left, and one of the boats foundered in the surf.

I remember how bitterly the men worked, drawing the other boats over the
sand hills, a quarter of a mile it might be, to the water within. The
cruisers lay off shore, not daring to lower boats for the high seas and
surf. But the strangest sight to me was the six drowned men, lying in
the wash, and among them with his lips pursed out, as if amused and
smiling up into the wild sky, that singular man, Dan Morgan. For he
looked as if he liked it well enough, lying dead in the wash of the sea,
and thought it odd at any rate that Bennie Cree should have been the
death of him.


|The island seemed to stretch endlessly north and south, and to average
half a mile in width; but there was a long slice of bay from the inner
sound, nearly opposite to where the ship lay rolling in the surf and
burning sullenly. Cavarly went over the sand hills and saw it, and made
out a forested shore across the water, and saw the sail of a fishing
boat in the distance.

They left Gerry and me to draw the bodies up the sand, and give them
such poor graves as we could scoop with our hands.

It was dark before the boats were brought to the inner beach. I heard
Calhoun telling Cavarly there would be no landing from the cruisers till
daybreak, and probably none at all.

"What would they do it for? The ship's burned."

"I don' calculate till I know where we are."

"Well--suppose it's the Bahamas. They wouldn't then."

"Bahamas! How come we to get to the Bahamas? Ho, they wouldn't."

I think he knew it was the United States, and no Bahamas.

We were wet, shivering, and exhausted. The night was dark, the wind
cold and of spray. Cavarly ordered us to scatter, and each find dry
sand among the dunes, if he could, to cover himself with. What with the
darkness and the shrieking wind, at twenty feet from your next neighbour
you were quite alone, seeing and hearing nothing of him. Presently I was
stumbling among sliding sand heaps; and after I had found a sheltered
spot, I did not care where it was, but scraped off the wet top sand and,
burying myself in the dry beneath, there lay shaking and gasping with
the chill till I fell asleep.

The morning broke with the grey, driving clouds still over us. We got
away, without looking to see whether the cruisers on the other side were
waiting or not, every man with sand on his hair and clothes, a silent
and pale-faced company. Few had slept for the wet and cold.

I was in the boat with Cavarly, and saw him gazing at the distant shore
and wrinkling his brow and pulling his beard. A thin, sallow man it was,
named Henry, who pulled the bow oar and kept his head turned over his
shoulder. Presently he unshipped his oar, got up and looked ahead.

"Cap'n," he said, "beggin' your pardon, that's Redwood, North Ca'lina."

"I reckon like enough," growled Cavarly.

"Happen I was bo'n over there," said Henry. "Drove the mules to a mule
windlass, what they haul seines with, on that same beach. That's Tommy
Todd's boathouse, an' he lives back o' them pitch pines."

"Sit down," said Cavarly, "an' pull for Tommy Todd's."

The men gave a faint cheer and shouted to the boat behind. But Cavarly
looked no more cheerful than before.

We drew to the shore, where an old weather-beaten boathouse stood, the
mule windlass before it, two uprights with a monstrous spool between;
and we straggled wearily up the beach, seeing in the distance a long,
shambling house among the pitch pines, with smoke rising from the
chimney. There Henry beat upon the door, opened it to a sound within,
and we streamed into a low, smoky room where a man and a woman sat at
breakfast. A fat negro woman was frying bacon on a stove, and an old
negro man sat bent over in a chair.

"Hiop! Jemima!" cried the man at the table. "Four, six, eight! Hol' on!
Too many."

"Don' you know me, Tommy Todd? I'm Pete Henry."

"Maybe you be. Jemima! You're sociable, Pete Henry. Ten, twelve! Been
gettin' acquainted, ain't you! Fourteen, fifteen! Jemima!"

Cavarly introduced himself and made Mr. Todd more calm, for he seemed
an excitable man and sarcastic. He was square-set, but bony, and wore a
thin, gray chin beard and a faded black coat with dangling tails.

Mrs. Todd screeched when we first began to pour in, the fat negro woman
jabbered wildly and crowded herself back of the stove, and the old
negro man cried out in astonishment, "An' mah name's Tuppentine!" But
presently we were seated about everywhere, and mainly on the floor,
eating corn bread and bacon, which the fat cook fried for us, rolling
her eyes as if it had come to her that we would ask for fried cook, when
there was no more bacon.

"Druv in by the Yankees! Jemima!" said Mr. Todd.

I heard him telling Cavarly, if he went down to Redwood early the next
morning, there might be a steamer which would take him round through the
Sound and up the Chowan River to a railroad at some place, and so from
there to Richmond.

After that the men lay all about the house, and slept. I went out of
doors and found the sun shining. Cavarly, Gerry, and Still were standing
near the door. They all turned and looked at me. Cavarly frowned
suddenly, as if with a twinge of pain, and pulled his beard.

I went down on the sand and by the boathouse found a warm, drowsy place
in the sun and out of the breeze. Far across the water I could see the
low yellow lines of the Banks. I lay there an hour or more, contented
as an ox, or any healthy animal that has been through sore labour and
afterwards been given a stomachful and bit of sun to lie in. Only I was
stiff and sore. And it was sad, looking across the water, to think of
Dan Morgan in his scooped grave, with the sands and the sea about him.

Calhoun came round the boathouse, and sat down near me.

"They're on to us," he said.

I started and felt as if struck with a stone.


"Calmly, Bennie Ben. Cavarly's been talking with Still and keeping the
corner of his eye on me till I'm nervous. It's pretty straight anyhow.
He couldn't help coming to it. You didn't suppose the old man was
foolish? Now, if he comes to you about it, you'd better give in. Lying
isn't your style. You're not gifted that way, meaning no offense. You
couldn't do it without looking as if you'd burgled a bank. If he comes
to me, I don't know. It looks to me like a circus with a tight-rope
dancing very neat. I don't see how you could better it."

Calhoun smoothed his cheek thoughtfully, and seemed to be balancing the
nice chances.

"Somebody's coming down, Bennie Ben. Hear 'em? Cavarly saw me. Thinks
he'll take us together. If they don't say anything, we don't say
anything. That's our point."

He slid down the sand about thirty feet, and lay in the sun, with his
hat over his face. I did not know anything better to do than to seem
asleep, and probably had my mouth shut tight and hands stiff, so that
anyone could see through me if he chose to take the trouble.

The footsteps came round the corner and stopped beside me, then moved
down the sand. In a moment I opened my eyes a crack. Cavarly was sitting
on the sand near Calhoun, Gerry and Still standing behind him. Calhoun
had just pushed his hat from his face.

"Warm here," he said.

"I'm thinking," said Cavarly, "we'll take that boat and go up to
Richmond. But you an' Ben Cree there, I was thinkin' you're some

"Why," said Calhoun, looking surprised, "don't you want us to go with

"Oh, yes, yes! Not that at all. Glad to have you. But it might happen
you'd have some idea--Course I don' know. But you ain't really bound----"

"Why," continued Calhoun, "if you're thinking of sending Ben to his
people, you'd better take him with you as far as you go. Maybe you could
see him through to Baltimore."

"Hey! that's so," said Cavarly cheerfully. "An' wha's your point?"

"Mine! Well, you see my position. What would you advise, as a friend?"

Cavarly hesitated and spoke stiffly, with embarrassment. "I don' know as
I'm up to that. Appears most natural to go to Richmond."

"Just so. And what point would there be in not staying by you. We go
to--what you call it--Redwood, to-morrow? Early?"

"Six o'clock."

"All right."

I sat up as the three men passed, but they hardly looked at me, and said
nothing. Calhoun kept his hat over his face till their footsteps died
away, then turned around.

"Captain didn't argue that well," he remarked. "He ought to be dead
sure, and he isn't."

"Well," I said, "he might feel sure of it when we got to Richmond, and
then he'd arrest us, wouldn't he?"

"Richmond! We're not going to Richmond. We're going to light out of here

I thought Calhoun was difficult to follow in his plans, and waited for

"Why, see here, Bennie Ben!" he said indignantly. "Here's the old man
going round looking like a suppressed wildcat and thinking I'm not on to
him! That's absurd. It don't give me any credit. He ought to be sure we
fiddled with his compass, and he ought to know I'm on to him. Must be
he's busted with his ship. Why, he's a clever man, Bennie, but look how
he's doing! Course, if a fellow is going to do another fellow, he has to
make up his mind."

"But where are we going?"

"North. Follow the pole star. You lie by that pantry door to-night,
Bennie Ben. I figure it out like _x_ plus _y_."

Calhoun settled his hat over his face and seemed to give himself
genuinely to sleep. He said nothing more till we heard Mr. Todd
shouting, "Hiop! Dinner!"

And in the afternoon he fell to wandering about aimlessly. I did not
dare follow him, so that I was more than half unhappy with tickling
curiosity, and glad when night came, and I had no longer to carry about
in daylight a secret that made me nervous. If Calhoun had heard me on
the point of telling Cavarly that I hoped to see him again another time,
he would not have thought himself so infallible a plotter.

Mrs. Todd had learned from the men how I first fell among them--a thin
woman and not very talkative. She brought me another blanket, where I
lay by the pantry door, and said:

"Now, don't ye mind, don't ye mind;" which set me to swallowing lumps
in my throat suddenly. It had not occurred to me those many days to be
homesick, and it was a poor time to begin. She touched my hair with
dry, bony fingers, and I remembered having seen a queer black and white
drawing over the mantelpiece in the next room, of a medium-sized boy
in a short jacket. It could not have been a good drawing, for he looked
very flattened out. I sat up quickly to stop the homesickness, and

"Is he your son, in the drawing?"

"He's dead," she answered gruffly, and then in a moment repeated quite
softly: "Don't ye mind, don't ye mind."

By and by the great kitchen, or living room, was full of men, snoring
and wheezing in the dark. Before the lamp was put out I saw Calhoun in a
rocking-chair, with his feet under the stove. I lay still, and looked
at the two windows which glimmered with the dim moonlight outdoors, and
that waiting seemed to be something endless and ghostly.

I did not hear Calhoun till he lay beside me, nor did I hear him open
the pantry door, so softly and slowly he moved. But we went through the
door, and closed it.

The moonlight shone in the pantry window. I remember taking things from
a tin pan and putting them in my pockets. They were a sort of sweet,
crusty biscuit. Calhoun put a piece of silver where were no more
biscuits, and we slid through the window, and crept along in the shadow
of the house.

"Hiop!" said someone close by and softly, through the crack of a window
next the pantry. "Hol' on."

We stopped short.. The window went up slowly, and Mr. Todd leaned out in
his shirt.

"Where you goin' th'ough my window?"

"Going to cut and run," said Calhoun despondently, "if you don't object.
If you do, we yield the point. You needn't make a row."

"Wha' for you goin'?"

"Captain's down on us."

"Jemima! But I bet you chaps is Yanks, both of ye. Tell ye how I guess

Mrs. Todd appeared as a white outline further back in the room, and said

"Hey?" said Mr. Todd.

"Let 'em alone," she whispered angrily. "Hey? Wha' for?"

"You let 'em alone."

"Well," said he, grumbling and hesitating, "I don' know as there's
anythin' in it for me. Hol' on now----"

She pulled him back and closed the window softly, and so we came away
from the house of Tommy Todd.

It was cold, with a thin slip of moon shivering over the sea. We struck
to the rear of the house, through a great pine wood, where the trunks
had been scraped for turpentine, and looked like rows of tombstones
filing to right and left; and at the end of a mile we fell upon a fair
travelled highway, leading a little westward of the pole star.

For that night it was nothing but putting one foot before another, hour
after hour, at first eagerly, and at the end only with the dull intent
to keep it up till sunrise. At sunrise we passed over a black creek,
through a bit of cypress swamp, and into a great pine wood on either
side of the road. And here we left the road for a secret, sunny spot to
sleep in, finding it well enough, for the wood was full of open spaces,
and bottomed over with ridges and hollows of sand.

We were too leg-weary to talk, and only munched biscuits, blinking and
drowsing. And, when I woke again, the sun was far around and one of my
ears full of sand.

Now Calhoun and I fell to talking--or he talked and I grunted mostly,
with the pains in me; and it came upon me that we were in no small boy's
trouble, and that, if we ever got out, I might ask people to call me a
man and very likely they would.

"Somebody's after us hard just now, I take it," said Calhoun, "unless
they're all gone steamboating. It would be a good thing to get north of
the Potomac, Bennie Ben, and the longer we're in Virginia the hotter
it will be. For see here, now! Suppose the whole Confederacy gets to
frothing at the mouth, and cavorting round like a crazy elephant, and
shouting, 'Who did up Cavarly? Ben Cree. Who messed his compass? Ben
Cree. Where's Ben Cree? In Virginia.' And suppose the Confederacy comes
stamping all over Virginia after you, neglecting the war shameful. What!
Maybe they'd ask for me, too? Why, then we get out of this. That's our

I was so stiff with the night's tramp, and lame, so tied about and shot
through with queer pains, coming from exposure, that I walked but a
few steps, and fell down, and could not rise for the knots in my

"I'm dead lame, Calhoun," I said with a sob. "There's an awful pain
going through me. I can't tramp again."

He came back and lifted me, putting his arm under my shoulder and
saying, "Why, you're a good man, Bennie, but we pushed hard last night,"
and so helped me slowly through the wood.

It is oftentimes, in cities and among comfortable folk, that one hears
talk of friendship; but I notice that, in the famous examples of this
thing in old times, it always lay between men who saw trouble together,
and maybe the open sky at night, and knew what it was to be two alone
among enemies. For the man that you have been hungry with, and weary,
and frightened, and comforted is never like other men to you again. And,
though I suppose men may have friendship for each other for pleasant
companionship, and that may be one kind; still, when they have walked
together in narrow ways of fortune there comes to be another bond which
is quite different.

So much we were thinking of this new trouble and what would come of
it, that we hardly looked before us on coming to the road till someone
shouted quite near; and there were a mule team, resting in the shadow,
a loaded waggon, and at either end Tommy Todd and the old, bent negro,


|The waggon was loaded with barrels and bags, and plainly Mr. Todd was
taking produce to some market. The great lean mules hung their heads and
flopping ears hear the ground.

"Hiop!" said Mr. Todd. "Here you be! An' the cap'n pine blank mad like a
teeter end hornet! Well, sirs, I'm s'prised!"

Calhoun went up calmly, as if he had naturally supposed Mr. Todd would
be resting his mules about there. I remember that Calhoun once said to
me: "If a man expects corn for dinner, and finds it's turnips, what will
he do? It depends on the man, Bennie. I generally eat turnips." And in
the way of a figure of speech, he did, taking events easily, as they
came to him.

"Going my way!" said Calhoun, "I declare! And here's Bennie Cree with
cramps in his legs and crimps in his chest, just waiting for you."

"Why, get aboard," cried Mr. Todd. "Get aboard."

And presently we were riding comfortably, Calhoun beside Mr. Todd, and I
on a bag behind that had something lumpy inside it.

"Mad, was he?" said Calhoun. "So as to miss his boat?"

"Not he. No, sir. But he went off r'arin' an' tearin' like he'd caught
the Old Boy. He cer'nly did. He ac' rippanacious. He say you two Yanks
fool him both ends, an' he'd plough up Vaginia an' sow grass seed but
he'd get you. He did so."

"Offered a reward, did he? Say, about a hundred apiece. Course, he isn't
foolish. More, was it?"

"Jemima! How----"

Mr. Todd looked startled and suspicious.

"Left some of his men, too? Course he did. And if they catch us you
don't get the reward. That's what's in it for you."

"Hiop! No, that's so."

"And where are you bound for now, Mr. Todd?"

"Canal," said Mr. Todd, seeming a little subdued.

"Going to ship market stuff to Norfolk?"

"You're a clean guesser," grumbled Mr. Todd. "Cleanest I ever see. I was
goin' to take it there myself."

"I see. Norfolk's blockaded. You're going to take a boat load by the
Swamp Canal. Use your own mules, maybe. Good idea."

"Jemima!" said Mr. Todd, "you're a clean guesser."

The old negro sat on a barrel, looking down at me, so bent over that his
solemn, wrinkled face, with its fringe of dusty grey beard, was near his
knees. He gave a soft chuckle and motioned to the two men in front.

"Marse Tommy, he gettin' he min' wukkin'. Oomm! He studyin'! Don' git no
fish 'way fom _him_. No-o-o!"

He began to hug his knees with pleasure at thinking how clever Mr. Todd
was about to be; and so we were believing very earnestly, both of us,
each in the greater brilliancy of his own hero.

"Dey's oodles an' oodles o' folks meek out dey play kiyi wi' Marse
Tommy, an' hit tu'n out quar. I don' know, but hit peahs to me dey's
pow'ful misfo'tu-nate."

Turpentine shook his head and chuckled again.

"Well," said Calhoun, "you're after that reward naturally."

"Oh!" said Mr. Todd, "'tain't likely I'd get it, no, other folks bein'
smarte'n me."

"But suppose, being in trouble and seeing no other way out, we thought
we might as well go to Norfolk with you and take our chances. Course,
we'd try to slip you there. That would be our point. And your point
would be to see we didn't."

"Jemima!" said Mr. Todd sarcastically. "Ain't you fixin' things pretty

"Well, course, I don't know that we could get clear of you any better
than we could Cavarly's men. Likely we'd slip up either way. We take our
chances. But how's your point? Why, if Cavarly's men catch sight of us,
they grab us. Course, they want the reward. Give and take's the rule. We
give you a chance at the reward, and take a chance to cut loose, sort of
exchanging commodities. Now, that's square."

"My, my!" said Mr. Todd with bland admiration, "ain't it the beatenest
thing, the way you go on makin' plans! Saves me a heap o' trouble. Ain't
got a jackknife to trade for a mule, have ye? Jemima!"

"Well, what do you say?"

"Me! I don' say nothin'.''

"Tha's it!" said Turpentine softly. "He don' say nothin'. Oomm! He min'

We went on now jogging steadily, rather to the west than north, and the
sand ridges, that had lain along between creek and creek, disappeared
from the landscape. It was a continuous swampy country, a wall of reeds
and matted briars on either side of the road, and great, gloomy trees
standing apart, with mosses hanging. In breaks of the reeds there would
be black pools, and creeks like ditches for the stillness of the water,
secret, furtive, with twisted knees of cypress root sticking out of the
banks, and half-sunken logs, from which the turtles plumped off solidly.
The moss dripped, the very air was wet. The wind made always a hissing
in the reeds.

The road was bad, full of deep holes, and sometimes made of uncertain
logs, which the mules tiptoed over in an experienced manner. I learned
to roll about with the waggon. Turpentine swung on his barrel like a
weathervane, and seemed often to be going off into the reeds.

It grew dark, and the stars came out. The frogs were gulping about us.
Turpentine crawled down from his barrel grumbling, and pulled out a
blanket from below the seat; and I was glad to take a corner of it and
be friendly, though neither of us made conversation, being fretful with
the cold and damp.

So we went on many hours, all for the most part silently, and at
last--but how late I do not know--drew up beside a house. Two or three
other buildings were near, standing blackly in the night. There was a
huge negro with a lantern, and a white man, lean and tall, who said,
"Howdy, Tommy." And after that I lay down somewhere on a corn-husk
mattress, fever and aches for company, not thinking where we might be,
or knowing till morning that we were come to the great canal.

I sat up in the dim morning, and looked about. It was a small, low room.
Calhoun lay on a mattress against the door. It struck me with wonder and
some shame, how careful he was, how watchful of little things. Yet
for this matter, it seemed to me, if Mr. Todd had wished to make us
prisoners there, he would have had no need to surprise us in the night.

Presently there were noises outside, and, when Calhoun woke, we rose and
opened the door, which led into a kind of kitchen where a young woman
in a neat apron was cooking. Outdoors we found Turpentine and the black
giant I had seen the night before unloading the waggon into a canal
boat, somewhat small, perhaps forty feet long. For the broad canal ran
close to the house, with a wet, slippery tow path beside it. Mr. Todd
was down in the hold of the boat, which seemed well laden, and, as
I judged, for the most part, with garden stuff, fish in barrels, and
vegetables in bags. But the middle of it was free for living in. I made
out, by peering in, a pile of corn husks and straw for sleeping, and
a stove with the pipe wired along, to take the smoke to where it could
float up freely through the scuttle. The scuttle door was lifted back on
hinges, and a padlock hung from it. A ladder ran down inside.

After breakfast, where the woman with the apron sat at the head of the
table, and Calhoun talked with the lean man and Mr. Todd, we went back
to the boat, and found one of the mules at the tow rope, and the other
aboard, tied forward. Mr. Todd took the helm. Turpentine started the tow
mule, shouting at him, "G'long now! You hyah me! I skin you toof." The
young woman waved her apron from the door. But this seemed surprising,
that the big negro, Gamp, did not go ashore but sat with his feet
hanging down the scuttle, and his bulk of shoulders slouched forward. He
seemed ready to go to sleep in the sun.

Calhoun looked at him a moment, then at Mr. Todd, and afterwards went
fore, where he leaned against the rail whistling to himself.

Big Gamp showed that Mr. Todd had surely been working his mind. Calhoun
and I had no purpose to escape while in the Swamp, where we would be
lost forever likely in its jungles and black gulfs. But Mr. Todd might
think us desperate to that extent, and cause us to be tied up below by
the monstrous black man, big enough to throttle an ox, and silent, and
savage-eyed. For though I was stout for my age, and Calhoun a sinewy,
enduring man, and both of us ready to fight, yet we could clearly do
nothing with Gamp. Old Turpentine might count for little, but Mr. Todd
seemed stronger, heavier than either of us.

I went forward to Calhoun, and he was not cheerful, though it seemed to
be not the prospect which troubled him so much, but that he suspected
himself of a mistake.

"That man, Todd, Bennie," he said, "I figured him wrong. I didn't put
him high enough. He's cornered me."

"Why doesn't he make sure of us now?"

"Maybe he'd rather keep things agreeable while he can. That's good
sense. Why, he's figuring right. He's a better man than Cavarly. Why,
look here! We can't light out into this swamp. The nigger'd corral us in
ten minutes."

Calhoun fell again into gloomy silence, staring at the wild, tangled,
and hopeless jungle that slipped slowly past us. Old Turpentine
was plodding ahead behind his mule, and even the hump of his stolid
shoulders was discouraging. "Folks meek out dey play kiyi wi' Marse
Tommy. Peahs to me dey pow'ful misfo'tunate."

I had grown almost to think Calhoun infallible with his courage and
wits. It went hard with us both to have him beaten by that farmer and
seine-fisher, with two negroes. It was Calhoun's pride--a weakness, if
one chooses, at least what gave him most delight--to look at life and
every experience as a kind of game, which he played to win, measuring
himself with other men.

"I've pulled you into it, Bennie," he said slowly. "I shouldn't have
done it. Cavarly'd have seen you out, if I'd let you alone to begin

"That's not square," I said half angrily.


"Don't we go together? Anyhow I want my share. Why, Calhoun, I say--I
don't like that talk. I say, you're all right with me, and I won't have

Calhoun looked at me curiously and said:

"Shake, Bennie."

We shook hands secretly below the rail.

But nothing of importance came that day. We crawled through the same
black water, past the same wet, tangled growth and towering dark trees,
with sometimes a shift of mules, and sometimes Turpentine at the helm
and big Gamp on the tow path.

Calhoun and I went below before dark, with the hope of quieting Mr.
Todd's mind, supposing him to be uneasy; and later, when the boat was
fastened and the mule brought aboard, we all ate together, though saying
little. Big Gamp took down the ladder and slept with his head on it.
More threatening still it was that Mr. Todd lay with a shot gun across
his knees, an odd-looking weapon, with a great lump of a hammer. So
that I lay long awake, watching the dim red glimmer of the lantern, and
listening to the hoarse breathing of the great negro. But my "crimps and
cramps" were mainly gone.

The night passed quietly, and so too the following morning. Mr. Todd
carried his shot gun about, and said nothing. By afternoon we were out
of the wilderness of swamp, for there were open fields in sight, and we
passed under a bridge, and saw small shanties, and little pickaninnies
fishing and playing about the tow path. And though the mouths of cannon
were hot that day a few miles to the north, it was peaceful on the old
canal boat, or appeared so. The water rippled, the tow rope sagged, and
we lay about in the sun and were silent.

In this way the time of action came jump upon us, out of the quiet and
the waiting.

The sun was just set; the canal boat had stopped; the tow mule was
nibbling grass by the path. Mr. Todd stepped forward, gun in hand, and
Gamp behind him:

"I reckon we'll go below."

And Calhoun said, referring to Gamp and the gun:

"It appears to be about as you say."

Below Turpentine had taken the top off the little stove and was frying
something on the coals. Gamp shuffled into a corner, and came out with
his fists full of rope, of the size of lanyards or clothesline, and his
fists looked like quarters of beef or the ends of battering rams.

"Now, I'm puttin' it to ye," said Mr.

Todd, "ain't I treated ye reasonable? But a man's got to be precautions,
ain't he? Jemima! Such slippery chaps as you's not goin' to follow me
into Norfolk same as trained pups."

"Your argument," said Calhoun, standing up straight and slim, "is fine,
sir, fine."

"My, my!" said Mr. Todd soothingly. "An' I see you an' me's goin' to
agree. Business, jus' business. Gamp!"

Gamp shuffled up to Calhoun, and Mr. Todd turned to me. But now, so
swift an impulse came over me to fight, to run, to leap into the midst
of things, that it seemed like a flash and burst, an explosion within
me; and I crouched, dodged Mr. Todd, and ran blind-headlong into old
Turpentine. We fell together against the stove, sending it flying along
the floor, with a crash of pipe and scatter of coals and burning wood
all over the com husks and straw. I jumped for the ladder. The straw
and husks blazed up behind me. Mr. Todd dropped his gun and ran into the
midst of the flame and smoke, stamping and shouting.

From the top of the ladder I saw big Gamp dragging Calhoun by the
collar, as if he weighed no more than an old coat, dragging him over the
gun on the floor. Calhoun's hand touched the gun, and gripped it. How
he twisted his feet under him I could not guess. It was something too
limber and swift to follow. It seemed one movement to stand up, to swing
the old gun two-handed with a crash on big Gamp's head, who dropped in a
heap. The gun snapped, the butt spun across the floor, and Calhoun came
up the ladder with the barrel.

I caught but a glimpse from the deck into the smoky red pit below, saw
Mr. Todd stamping, saw big Gamp rising, with horrible, glaring eyes
and dripping mouth, heard him roar like a bull from the bottom of his
throat. Turpentine sat up on the floor, rubbing his scalp: "An' mah
name's Tuppentine." Then Calhoun slammed down the scuttle and slipped
the padlock.

We jumped for the shore and ran. There were woods beyond the tow path
but a short distance, and no house was in sight.

"They'll burn!" I cried, as we reached the woods.

"Burn!" said Calhoun. "The nigger'll smash the scuttle with his finger.

I looked over my shoulder, and half saw the great black head and
shoulders heave up through the splintered scuttle.

We ran on through the open woods, circling towards the north. It was
growing dusky, and, when we came to the open fields, it was dark enough
for lights to be burning in a distant cluster of cabins. Then we found a
railroad track running east and west.

"They'll hunt us this way!" I said gasping, and Calhoun:

"The other side the canal!"

We ran westward along the track to a trestle-bridge over the canal, on
which we crawled hands and knees, seeing stars reflected in the dark
water, and beyond came at last upon a road that seemed to lead as we
wished, under the pole star, northward, where should lie the blockading


|We left the railroad behind us and took that northern highway. It was
still early in the night when we passed a big plantation. There was a
white house hack from the road, with pillars and lighted windows. We
had slipped aside, hearing the sound of a galloping horse. It came
up swiftly from the south, a white horse or light grey, and the rider
turned him in at the wide gate into the shadows of the driveway. Then
the front door went open: there were women's voices, and the cries of
laughter, of children; the man ran up the steps, and the light from the
hall shone on his grey uniform and braided bat; the door closed, and we
plodded on in the dark.

Beyond were cabins scattered in the fields, and presently a wood, and
a little peak-roofed building close by the road, lighted and noisy with
singing; and we slipped aside again, avoiding the light. It was a negro
service. We could see the crowded black heads through the windows, and
even hear the words of the hymn, following a queer, plaintive tune. The
preacher on the platform shouted and swung his arms:=

```"Oh, don' you heah the trumpet blow?

`````Lulah! Lulah!

```Don' you heah the trumpet blow?

`````All the mountains fall."=

"Notheh!" cried the preacher. "Thank God foh' notheh! Don' drap 'im!"=

```"Someone meet me in the dark--

`````Lulah! Lulah!

```Someone meet me in the dark,

`````Lif' me when I fall."=

And we plodded on "in the dark." The wood gave way to open flat fields,
and glimmering sky, where the Dipper hung, with its pointers signaling
the pole star.

"Looks like we're most out of it, Bennie," said Calhoun; "but you can't
tell. I'm not figuring so much as I was."

"Why not?''

"Well, it's this way. Why, look at it! I figured the thing out, but it
was you that flopped the ship around, and nothing in it but trouble for
you. You had no use for it. And what made the old lady pull Tommy Todd
off us? Not me. I didn't count on her at all. Then I figured us into
the hold of Tommy Todd's canal boat in a bad way, and it was you
bumped heads with Turpentine and fired Tommy Todd's bedding, sort of
off-hand-how-d'ye-do; and I'd been figuring all day, like _x_ plus _y_.
Shucks! Flip a cent. Hear those niggers singing?"

"What did it mean, 'Meet me in the dark, Lift me when I fall,' and all

"Don't know. Means you might quit figuring. It's too dark, this world,
too dark."

I said, "That other man was glad to get home," and Calhoun was silent.
He seemed to be low in his mind.

It was a half-hour later that we heard again the galloping of a horse
behind us. It came up and passed where we hid; it was the white horse
or light grey; but if the rider had seen us and wished to see more, he
misjudged his distance badly. He stopped far beyond, rode through the
low bushes to the fence and looked over; then rode to and fro, peering
about him, I suppose, for the light was not enough to be sure. But we
heard the trampling of his horse too clearly, and he came as near as
fifty feet; finally he turned into the road and went northward at a

We saw no one any more, and all along the way the cabins and
dwelling-houses were dark. It might have been three o'clock when we came
upon a broad river or inlet, which the road followed closely from there
on, circling around to the east along a bushy and swampy shore. Houses
were frequent, piers running into the river, rowboats drawn among the
reeds, sailboats anchored, piles of oyster shells, and the smell of the
oyster trade everywhere. Calhoun thought the river should be the west
branch of the Elizabeth River, and that Portsmouth and Norfolk should
lie to the east a few miles. At last the opposite shore was quite lost,
for we were come to the open tideway of the Elizabeth River, and there,
somewhere across the water and through the dimness, lay the James and
the northern ships.

The morning was breaking now, with a thick mist on the river. Between
the road and shore was a broad space of reeds and thick tangled
undergrowth. A path led through it from the pier where the boats lay,
and across the road to a large house, rather new and flimsy-looking,
with long piazzas, and a sign, which I have heard read at that time,
"Smith's Hotel," but we did not go near enough to read it.

We went down the path to the boats, and thought out which to take when
the time came, and found the place where the oars were thrust among the
reeds, for a poor attempt to hide them, if that were meant. One of the
boats was covered on the bottom with oysters in their knotted shells.
We were glad enough of that, and carried maybe half a bushel into the
thicket, and fell to breakfasting on them, feeling more cheerful, though
raw oysters in a damp thicket of a misty morning are no luxury.

I woke from a sleep, that I thought had been short and surely was
uncomfortable, to hear a voice shouting from the path to someone down by
the pier.

"Hey, landlo'd!" it said. "Can I put up a bill on your post?" and I
thought it was familiar, but could not place it. Calhoun was motioning
me to lie still. The steps of several men crunched the sand on the
beach, and the speaker went to meet them. The "landlo'd" seemed to be
deaf, and spoke very loudly himself.

"Wha'd you say? What you got there?"

They probably stood in a group at the end of the path, and the first
speaker read his "bill" aloud, the others perhaps reading too, for I
caught only certain words: "Reward--forty years--slim, lively--boy--well
grown--Redwood, South Ca'lina"; and then it came upon me that he was
reading a placard and description of Calhoun and me, and that himself
was no other than Gerry, the steersman. That was unpleasant, but I
wished he would read the description more clearly and read it all.

"Well, now," said the landlord, "tha's a circumstance, ain't it?"

He seemed to be appealing to the others about him, for there was a
murmur which amounted to agreement that it was a circumstance. "Why, I'm
reckonin' you're near the right track. Eh? Why, Major Sandfo'd--You know


"Eh? Where'd you come from? Major Sandfo'd, Sandfo'd Plantation. He
rode th'ough here las 'night; said your men came up by the canal an' got
loose below his place somewhere an' mos' bu'nt up the canal boat. Eh?
He said he thought he saw someone on the road, but mought a' been wrong,
'cause he met his niggers comin' f'om their-meetin', an' they tol' him
nobody had passed. Niggers mought lie. Eh? But he didn' find 'em, if he
saw 'em. But they came by the canal. Major said so. Don' you know him?"

They all went up the path together making various comments, but the last
I heard of Gerry's voice was when he said:

"Fetches us inside ten miles, don' it? Might a took the fork to
Po'tsmouth. But you better watch your boats, landlo'd."

Someone else said:

"Hot work down the river," meaning the cannonading.

The cannonading kept up its beat and thrill all through the afternoon.
It was the 8th of March. We did not know anything peculiar about the 8th
of March. There was an iron-sided thing careering around the James River
the while, and eating up tall ships, and feeling much too comfortable
over it. We were thinking about Gerry, and the landlord, and the boats.

Towards dusk someone came stamping and puffing in the bushes, and we
made out that he was come to hide the oars back among the brakes and
leaves. We argued it must be the landlord, who seemed to be fat and
short of wind, as well as deaf.

We waited again a long time. Calhoun rose once and peered about, but
lay down again and said there was still a light at the hotel. At last
everything was dark and silent, so far as we could make out.

We crept along till we found the oars, thrust here and there among the
brakes, and took four of them, and so out into the starlight on the
beach. I stepped into a boat, and Calhoun shoved the prow. But we had
surely made a noise--some unnoticed clatter of oars--for the feet of men
were coming now, thumping and stamping down the path. Calhoun shoved
and leaped in, and we shot out over the shallow. But one of the men
ran across the strip of beach into the water and caught the prow; and
Calhoun thrust with his oar handle, so that he fell over and made a
splash; and we got the oars in and rowed away.

They were the landlord and two other men. The two others fell to
shouting in the landlord's ear, "Oars! oars!" and all three ran into the
bushes. We had gotten away so far that the shore was too dim to see, but
I thought they had given up. Calhoun listened and heard their oarlocks.
So we fell to, and pulled till my ears sang and my arms felt wooden,
north by west, down the river, which was there broad like a bay; and we
kept this pace some two miles, and were near the island they call Craney
Island, where were Confederate batteries.

They were good watermen. They out-rowed us fairly, drew nearer and
nearer till I could see that there were two in the stem with an oar
apiece, and the third man pulling two oars.

"They've got no guns," said Calhoun. "They'd have drawn on us."

But I only gasped and grunted for answer. Calhoun stopped rowing.

"Will you fight, Bennie?"

There was almost a laugh in his voice, as if he were happy, like a
little boy thinking of a fine new game. And somehow I was glad too, and
cried, "Yes!" feeling I would rather fight the Confederate batteries
than pull through another half-hour so desperately.

"Turn out in the river then. Let's have room."

And so, when they caught us, we were near the middle of the river and
far away from either shore.

"Hoi!" said the one in the prow.

"Ye would, would ye!"

He leaned over to catch the stern of our boat. I stood up and swung my
oar behind.

"Go easy, sonny," said one of those in the stem. "You're wo'th money,
wo'th money. Look out there!"

I brought the oar down with a flat slap on the first man's head, who
pitched into the water, hitting our boat with his shoulder. And Calhoun
pulled hard and sudden, so that I fell forward across my oar, and
scrambled up very bewildered.

The other boat had swung around with the shove of the man who went over,
for he came up away from it. Either he could not swim or had lost his
head with the blow, for he cried out and sank again: and one from the
stem, but not the landlord, dove in, while the landlord howled words at
us that had no sense except to express anger, which they did very well.

We pulled away. I seemed to make out from the sounds that they were
lifting the half-drowned man aboard, but we saw no more of them. Someone
on Craney Island fired his gun off. It sounded very sharp and near.
There was a light-boat ahead, marking the channel, and someone there
who shouted; but we turned aside, and went far over to the right till
we touched the reeds along the eastern shore, and so came out into the

There followed a silent, dogged, weary space of time--of rowing and
resting, and rowing again--dark water slapping the boat sides, and the
same thing on and on.

The moon rose late, and when there should have been dawn, came a mist
instead, which was worse than the night, for now we might row past the
ships and not see them, whereas in the dark we should have seen the

We came suddenly close to a tall ship: the watch heard us first, and
called "Ahoy!" a voice dropping down from overhead in the white mist.

"Is this the _Saratoga?_"

A lantern came down on a rope and stopped over us, and heads were thrust
out over the rail. They seemed to be satisfied we were not dangerous;
I think we did not look so, only two men in a small rowboat, with faces
white and weary, who spoke in thin voices. I thought my voice sounded
queer and dreary.

"Is this the Saratoga?"

"Who are you?"

"Escaped from the south."

"You don't say!" The heads consulted.

"Is this the _Saratoga?_"

"What? The Saratoga lies two hundred yards astern of us."

"Captain Benson?"

"What? Aye, Cap'n Benson." lanterns traveled and gathered to the stern
of the ship to watch us move away. They looked like a cluster of dim
stars in the mist.

"Ahoy!" the voice cried after us, and we stopped rowing. "Are you Ben


"Well, I'll be dished!"

And here is evidently where this story ends, since it is not a
biography; for a story should know its own right beginning and end, just
as a biography should not maunder over neighboring generations. The rest
is only coming aboard the _Saratoga_--where I had a dim, weary notion
of familiar faces, and went to sleep in a bunk, and woke to see Uncle
Benson standing over me, very prim and natty. "Well, Bennie!" he said,
"it seems to me you've been out pretty late nights." And I had slept
near a dozen hours, while the _Monitor_ and the _Merrimac_ were
rubbing the muzzles of their cannon together, in plain sight from the
_Saratoga's_ deck, making a mess of naval warfare.

Calhoun afterwards went off and enlisted, and fell in some Western
fighting. Cavarly I have seen since, indeed not so long ago, and shaken
hands with quite friendly, and Ben Cree has worn a captain's title these
years and has wondered whether he ever deserved it.

For while a man is in the thick of his life he speculates little; he
fights, he stays quiet, he runs, as seems best to his sense and suited
to his feelings or the way he has been trained; he has few opinions on
the subject, and those only fitting each event. Everything about him
seems at that time but a stage, where he plays his part hastily and
quite absorbed.

But afterwards he would like to think he has played his part well,
and he hardly knows. Sometimes there is a bit of handclapping here and
there, but the Author and Master of the play says nothing till it is all
over and the curtain has fallen.

"Some folks," Calhoun used to say, "want to know everything before
they've done anything. Why, Bennie, you don't know two and two make four
till you've put 'em together. Why? Because they _don't_ make four till
you've put 'em together."

"But you know they _will_ make four," I would answer for the argument.

"Well," he would say, "I've known a two and two that was as good as a
dozen. And I've known another two and two that was worse than nothing."

That was an odd man whom I never understood.

But I think if I were to choose one man to go with into the wilderness,
it would be Calhoun and no other; and I suppose that is one kind of
friendship, as the old poets declare. For the matter of knowing and
doing, it is good arithmetic for a man to know how to put two and two
together so as to make whatever he needs. That is Ben Cree's saying,
the sense of which he learned from one Sabre Calhoun, when they lay out
nights on sand or in undergrowth and watched the pole star hopefully.

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