Title: A Strange Story — Complete
Author: Lytton, Edward Bulwer Lytton, Baron
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A STRANGE STORY


By Edward Bulwer Lytton

 (Lord Lytton)



PREFACE.

Of the many illustrious thinkers whom the schools of France have
contributed to the intellectual philosophy of our age, Victor Cousin,
the most accomplished, assigns to Maine de Biran the rank of the most
original.

In the successive developments of his own mind, Maine de Biran may,
indeed, be said to represent the change that has been silently at
work throughout the general mind of Europe since the close of the
last century. He begins his career of philosopher with blind faith in
Condillac and Materialism. As an intellect severely conscientious in the
pursuit of truth expands amidst the perplexities it revolves, phenomena
which cannot be accounted for by Condillac’s sensuous theories open
to his eye. To the first rudimentary life of man, the animal life,
“characterized by impressions, appetites, movements, organic in their
origin and ruled by the Law of Necessity,” (1) he is compelled to add,
“the second, or human life, from which Free-will and Self-consciousness
emerge.” He thus arrives at the union of mind and matter; but still a
something is wanted,--some key to the marvels which neither of these
conditions of vital being suffices to explain. And at last the grand
self-completing Thinker attains to the Third Life of Man in Man’s Soul.


   “There are not,” says this philosopher, towards the close of his last
    and loftiest work,--“there are not only two principles opposed to
    each other in Man,--there are three.  For there are in him three
    lives and three orders of faculties.  Though all should be in accord
    and in harmony between the sensitive and the active faculties
    which constitute Man, there would still be a nature superior, a
    third life which would not be satisfied; which would make felt
    (ferait sentir) the truth that there is another happiness, another
    wisdom, another perfection, at once above the greatest human
    happiness, above the highest wisdom, or intellectual and moral
    perfection of which the human being is susceptible.” (2)

Now, as Philosophy and Romance both take their origin in the Principle
of Wonder, so in the “Strange Story” submitted to the Public it will be
seen that Romance, through the freest exercise of its wildest vagaries,
conducts its bewildered hero towards the same goal to which Philosophy
leads its luminous Student, through far grander portents of Nature, far
higher visions of Supernatural Power, than Fable can yield to Fancy.
That goal is defined in these noble words:--


   “The relations (rapports) which exist between the elements and the
    products of the three lives of Man are the subjects of meditation,
    the fairest and finest, but also the most difficult.  The Stoic
    Philosophy shows us all which can be most elevated in active life;
    but it makes abstraction of the animal nature, and absolutely fails
    to recognize all which belongs to the life of the spirit.
    Its practical morality is beyond the forces of humanity.  Christianity
    alone embraces the whole Man.  It dissimulates none of the sides of
    his nature, and avails itself of his miseries and his weakness in
    order to conduct him to his end in showing him all the want that he
    has of a succor more exalted.” (3)

In the passages thus quoted, I imply one of the objects for which this
tale has been written; and I cite them, with a wish to acknowledge one
of those priceless obligations which writings the lightest and most
fantastic often incur to reasoners the most serious and profound.

But I here construct a romance which should have, as a romance, some
interest for the general reader. I do not elaborate a treatise submitted
to the logic of sages. And it is only when “in fairy fiction drest” that
Romance gives admission to “truths severe.”

I venture to assume that none will question my privilege to avail
myself of the marvellous agencies which have ever been at the legitimate
command of the fabulist.

To the highest form of romantic narrative, the Epic, critics, indeed,
have declared that a supernatural machinery is indispensable. That the
Drama has availed itself of the same license as the Epic, it would be
unnecessary to say to the countrymen of Shakspeare, or to the generation
that is yet studying the enigmas of Goethe’s “Faust.” Prose Romance has
immemorially asserted, no less than the Epic or the Drama, its heritage
in the Realm of the Marvellous. The interest which attaches to the
supernatural is sought in the earliest Prose Romance which modern times
take from the ancient, and which, perhaps, had its origin in the lost
Novels of Miletus; (4) and the right to invoke such interest has, ever
since, been maintained by Romance through all varieties of form
and fancy,--from the majestic epopee of “Telemaque” to the graceful
fantasies of “Undine,” or the mighty mockeries of “Gulliver’s Travels”
 down to such comparatively commonplace elements of wonder as yet
preserve from oblivion “The Castle of Otranto” and “The Old English
Baron.”

Now, to my mind, the true reason why a supernatural agency is
indispensable to the conception of the Epic, is that the Epic is the
highest and the completest form in which Art can express either Man or
Nature, and that without some gleams of the supernatural, Man is not man
nor Nature, nature.

It is said, by a writer to whom an eminent philosophical critic justly
applies the epithets of “pious and profound:” (5)


   “Is it unreasonable to confess that we believe in God, not by reason
    of the Nature which conceals Him, but by reason of the Supernatural
    in Man which alone reveals and proves Him to exist?...  Man reveals
    God: for Man, by his intelligence, rises above Nature; and in virtue
    of this intelligence is conscious of himself as a power not only
    independent of, but opposed to, Nature, and capable of resisting,
    conquering, and controlling her.”(6)

If the meaning involved in the argument, of which I have here made but
scanty extracts, be carefully studied, I think that we shall find
deeper reasons than the critics who dictated canons of taste to the last
century discovered,--why the supernatural is indispensable to the Epic,
and why it is allowable to all works of imagination, in which Art looks
on Nature with Man’s inner sense of a something beyond and above her.

But the Writer who, whether in verse or prose, would avail himself of
such sources of pity or terror as flow from the Marvellous, can only
attain his object in proportion as the wonders he narrates are of a kind
to excite the curiosity of the age he addresses.

In the brains of our time, the faculty of Causation is very markedly
developed. People nowadays do not delight in the Marvellous according to
the old childlike spirit. They say in one breath, “Very extraordinary!”
 and in the next breath ask, “How do you account for it?” If the Author
of this work has presumed to borrow from science some elements of
interest for Romance, he ventures to hope that no thoughtful reader--and
certainly no true son of science--will be disposed to reproach him. In
fact, such illustrations from the masters of Thought were essential to
the completion of the purpose which pervades the work.

That purpose, I trust, will develop itself in proportion as the story
approaches the close; and whatever may appear violent or melodramatic
in the catastrophe, will, perhaps, be found, by a reader capable of
perceiving the various symbolical meanings conveyed in the story,
essential to the end in which those meanings converge, and towards which
the incidents that give them the character and interest of of fiction,
have been planned and directed from the commencement.

Of course, according to the most obvious principles of art, the narrator
of a fiction must be as thoroughly in earnest as if he were the narrator
of facts. One could not tell the most extravagant fairy-tale so as to
rouse and sustain the attention of the most infantine listener, if the
tale were told as if the taleteller did not believe in it. But when the
reader lays down this “Strange Story,” perhaps he will detect, through
all the haze of romance, the outlines of these images suggested to his
reason: Firstly, the image of sensuous, soulless Nature, such as
the Materialist had conceived it; secondly, the image of Intellect,
obstinately separating all its inquiries from the belief in the
spiritual essence and destiny of man, and incurring all kinds of
perplexity and resorting to all kinds of visionary speculation before it
settles at last into the simple faith which unites the philosopher and
the infant; and thirdly, the image of the erring but pure-thoughted
visionary, seeking over-much on this earth to separate soul from mind,
till innocence itself is led astray by a phantom, and reason is lost in
the space between earth and the stars. Whether in these pictures there
be any truth worth the implying, every reader must judge for himself;
and if he doubt or deny that there be any such truth, still, in the
process of thought which the doubt or denial enforces, he may chance on
a truth which it pleases himself to discover.


   “Most of the Fables of AEsop,”--thus says Montaigne in his
    charming essay “Of Books”(7)--“have several senses and meanings, of
    which the Mythologists choose some one that tallies with the fable.
    But for the most part ‘t is only what presents itself at the first
    view, and is superficial; there being others more lively, essential,
    and internal, into which they had not been able to penetrate;
    and”--adds Montaigne--“the case is the very same with me.”

(1) OEuvres inedites de Maine de Biran, vol. i. See introduction.

(2) OEuvres inedites de Maine de Biran, vol. iii. p. 546
(Anthropologie).

(3) OEuvres inedites de Maine de Biran, vol. iii. p. 524.

(4) “The Golden Ass” of Apuleius.

(5) Sir William Hamilton: Lectures on Metaphysics, p. 40.

(6) Jacobi: Von der Gottlichen Dingen; Werke, p. 424-426.

(7) Translation, 1776, Yol. ii. p. 103.



CHAPTER I.

In the year 18-- I settled as a physician at one of the wealthiest of
our great English towns, which I will designate by the initial L----.
I was yet young, but I had acquired some reputation by a professional
work, which is, I believe, still amongst the received authorities on the
subject of which it treats. I had studied at Edinburgh and at Paris, and
had borne away from both those illustrious schools of medicine whatever
guarantees for future distinction the praise of professors may concede
to the ambition of students. On becoming a member of the College of
Physicians, I made a tour of the principal cities of Europe, taking
letters of introduction to eminent medical men, and gathering from many
theories and modes of treatment hints to enlarge the foundations of
unprejudiced and comprehensive practice. I had resolved to fix my
ultimate residence in London. But before this preparatory tour was
completed, my resolve was changed by one of those unexpected events
which determine the fate man in vain would work out for himself. In
passing through the Tyro, on my way into the north of Italy, I found in
a small inn, remote from medical attendance, an English traveller seized
with acute inflammation of the lungs, and in a state of imminent danger.
I devoted myself to him night and day; and, perhaps more through careful
nursing than active remedies, I had the happiness to effect his complete
recovery. The traveller proved to be Julius Faber, a physician of great
distinction, contented to reside, where he was born, in the provincial
city of L----, but whose reputation as a profound and original
pathologist was widely spread, and whose writings had formed no
unimportant part of my special studies. It was during a short holiday
excursion, from which he was about to return with renovated vigour, that
he had been thus stricken down. The patient so accidentally met with
became the founder of my professional fortunes. He conceived a warm
attachment for me,--perhaps the more affectionate because he was a
childless bachelor, and the nephew who would succeed to his wealth
evinced no desire to succeed to the toils by which the wealth had been
acquired. Thus, having an heir for the one, he had long looked about for
an heir to the other, and now resolved on finding that heir in me.
So when we parted Dr. Faber made me promise to correspond with him
regularly, and it was not long before he disclosed by letter the
plans he had formed in my favour. He said that he was growing old;
his practice was beyond his strength; he needed a partner; he was not
disposed to put up to sale the health of patients whom he had learned to
regard as his children: money was no object to him, but it was an object
close at his heart that the humanity he had served, and the reputation
he had acquired, should suffer no loss in his choice of a successor. In
fine, he proposed that I should at once come to L---- as his partner,
with the view of succeeding to his entire practice at the end of two
years, when it was his intention to retire.

The opening into fortune thus afforded to me was one that rarely
presents itself to a young man entering upon an overcrowded profession;
and to an aspirant less allured by the desire of fortune than the hope
of distinction, the fame of the physician who thus generously offered
to me the inestimable benefits of his long experience and his cordial
introduction was in itself an assurance that a metropolitan practice is
not essential to a national renown.

I went, then, to L----, and before the two years of my partnership had
expired, my success justified my kind friend’s selection, and far more
than realized my own expectations. I was fortunate in effecting
some notable cures in the earliest cases submitted to me, and it is
everything in the career of a physician when good luck wins betimes for
him that confidence which patients rarely accord except to lengthened
experience. To the rapid facility with which my way was made, some
circumstances apart from professional skill probably contributed. I was
saved from the suspicion of a medical adventurer by the accidents of
birth and fortune. I belonged to an ancient family (a branch of the once
powerful border-clan of the Fenwicks) that had for many generations held
a fair estate in the neighbourhood of Windermere. As an only son I had
succeeded to that estate on attaining my majority, and had sold it to
pay off the debts which had been made by my father, who had the costly
tastes of an antiquary and collector. The residue on the sale insured me
a modest independence apart from the profits of a profession; and as I
had not been legally bound to defray my father’s debts, so I obtained
that character for disinterestedness and integrity which always in
England tends to propitiate the public to the successes achieved by
industry or talent. Perhaps, too, any professional ability I might
possess was the more readily conceded, because I had cultivated with
assiduity the sciences and the scholarship which are collaterally
connected with the study of medicine. Thus, in a word, I established
a social position which came in aid of my professional repute, and
silenced much of that envy which usually embitters and sometimes impedes
success.

Dr. Faber retired at the end of the two years agreed upon. He went
abroad; and being, though advanced in years, of a frame still robust,
and habits of mind still inquiring and eager, he commenced a lengthened
course of foreign travel, during which our correspondence, at first
frequent, gradually languished, and finally died away.

I succeeded at once to the larger part of the practice which the labours
of thirty years had secured to my predecessor. My chief rival was a
Dr. Lloyd, a benevolent, fervid man, not without genius, if genius be
present where judgment is absent; not without science, if that may be
science which fails in precision,--one of those clever desultory men
who, in adopting a profession, do not give up to it the whole force and
heat of their minds. Men of that kind habitually accept a mechanical
routine, because in the exercise of their ostensible calling their
imaginative faculties are drawn away to pursuits more alluring.
Therefore, in their proper vocation they are seldom bold or
inventive,--out of it they are sometimes both to excess. And when they
do take up a novelty in their own profession they cherish it with an
obstinate tenacity, and an extravagant passion, unknown to those quiet
philosophers who take up novelties every day, examine them with the
sobriety of practised eyes, to lay down altogether, modify in part, or
accept in whole, according as inductive experiment supports or destroys
conjecture.

Dr. Lloyd had been esteemed a learned naturalist long before he was
admitted to be a tolerable physician. Amidst the privations of his
youth he had contrived to form, and with each succeeding year he had
perseveringly increased, a zoological collection of creatures, not
alive, but, happily for the beholder, stuffed or embalmed. From what I
have said, it will be truly inferred that Dr. Lloyd’s early career as
a physician had not been brilliant; but of late years he had gradually
rather aged than worked himself into that professional authority and
station which time confers on a thoroughly respectable man whom no one
is disposed to envy, and all are disposed to like.

Now in L---- there were two distinct social circles,--that of the
wealthy merchants and traders, and that of a few privileged families
inhabiting a part of the town aloof from the marts of commerce, and
called the Abbey Hill. These superb Areopagites exercised over the wives
and daughters of the inferior citizens to whom all of L----, except the
Abbey Hill, owed its prosperity, the same kind of mysterious influence
which the fine ladies of May Fair and Belgravia are reported to hold
over the female denizens of Bloomsbury and Marylebone.

Abbey Hill was not opulent; but it was powerful by a concentration
of its resources in all matters of patronage. Abbey Hill had its own
milliner and its own draper, its own confectioner, butcher, baker, and
tea-dealer; and the patronage of Abbey Hill was like the patronage
of royalty,--less lucrative in itself than as a solemn certificate of
general merit. The shops on which Abbey Hill conferred its custom
were certainly not the cheapest, possibly not the best; but they were
undeniably the most imposing. The proprietors were decorously pompous,
the shopmen superciliously polite. They could not be more so if they had
belonged to the State, and been paid by a public which they benefited
and despised. The ladies of Low Town (as the city subjacent to the Hill
had been styled from a date remote in the feudal ages) entered those
shops with a certain awe, and left them with a certain pride. There they
had learned what the Hill approved; there they had bought what the Hill
had purchased. It is much in this life to be quite sure that we are in
the right, whatever that conviction may cost us. Abbey Hill had been
in the habit of appointing, amongst other objects of patronage, its own
physician. But that habit had fallen into disuse during the latter years
of my predecessor’s practice. His superiority over all other medical
men in the town had become so incontestable, that, though he was
emphatically the doctor of Low Town, the head of its hospitals and
infirmaries, and by birth related to its principal traders, still as
Abbey Hill was occasionally subject to the physical infirmities of
meaner mortals, so on those occasions it deemed it best not to push
the point of honour to the wanton sacrifice of life. Since Low Town
possessed one of the most famous physicians in England, Abbey Hill
magnanimously resolved not to crush him by a rival. Abbey Hill let him
feel its pulse.

When my predecessor retired, I had presumptuously expected that the Hill
would have continued to suspend its normal right to a special physician,
and shown to me the same generous favour it had shown to him, who had
declared me worthy to succeed to his honours. I had the more excuse for
this presumption because the Hill had already allowed me to visit a fair
proportion of its invalids, had said some very gracious things to me
about the great respectability of the Fenwick family, and sent me some
invitations to dinner, and a great many invitations to tea.

But my self-conceit received a notable check. Abbey Hill declared that
the time had come to reassert its dormant privilege; it must have a
doctor of its own choosing,--a doctor who might, indeed, be permitted
to visit Low Town from motives of humanity or gain, but who must
emphatically assert his special allegiance to Abbey Hill by fixing
his home on that venerable promontory. Miss Brabazon, a spinster of
uncertain age but undoubted pedigree, with small fortune but high nose,
which she would pleasantly observe was a proof of her descent from
Humphrey Duke of Gloucester (with whom, indeed, I have no doubt, in
spite of chronology, that she very often dined), was commissioned to
inquire of me diplomatically, and without committing Abbey Hill too much
by the overture, whether I would take a large and antiquated mansion, in
which abbots were said to have lived many centuries ago, and which was
still popularly styled Abbots’ House, situated on the verge of the Hill,
as in that case the “Hill” would think of me.

“It is a large house for a single man, I allow,” said Miss Brabazon,
candidly; and then added, with a sidelong glance of alarming sweetness,
“but when Dr. Fenwick has taken his true position (so old a family!)
amongst us, he need not long remain single, unless he prefer it.”

I replied, with more asperity than the occasion called for, that I had
no thought of changing my residence at present, and if the Hill wanted
me, the Hill must send for me.

Two days afterwards Dr. Lloyd took Abbots’ House, and in less than a
week was proclaimed medical adviser to the Hill. The election had been
decided by the fiat of a great lady, who reigned supreme on the sacred
eminence, under the name and title of Mrs. Colonel Poyntz.

“Dr. Fenwick,” said this lady, “is a clever young man and a gentleman,
but he gives himself airs,--the Hill does not allow any airs but its
own. Besides, he is a new comer: resistance to new comers, and, indeed,
to all things new, except caps and novels, is one of the bonds that keep
old established societies together. Accordingly, it is by my advice that
Dr. Lloyd has taken Abbots’ House; the rent would be too high for his
means if the Hill did not feel bound in honour to justify the trust he
has placed in its patronage. I told him that all my friends, when they
were in want of a doctor, would send for him; those who are my friends
will do so. What the Hill does, plenty of common people down there will
do also,--so that question is settled!” And it was settled.

Dr. Lloyd, thus taken by the hand, soon extended the range of his visits
beyond the Hill, which was not precisely a mountain of gold to doctors,
and shared with myself, though in a comparatively small degree, the much
more lucrative practice of Low Town.

I had no cause to grudge his success, nor did I. But to my theories of
medicine his diagnosis was shallow, and his prescriptions obsolete. When
we were summoned to a joint consultation, our views as to the proper
course of treatment seldom agreed. Doubtless he thought I ought to have
deferred to his seniority in years; but I held the doctrine which youth
deems a truth and age a paradox,--namely, that in science the young men
are the practical elders, inasmuch as they are schooled in the latest
experiences science has gathered up, while their seniors are cramped by
the dogmas they were schooled to believe when the world was some decades
the younger.

Meanwhile my reputation continued rapidly to advance; it became more
than local; my advice was sought even by patients from the metropolis.
That ambition, which, conceived in early youth, had decided my career
and sweetened all its labours,--the ambition to take a rank and leave
a name as one of the great pathologists to whom humanity accords a
grateful, if calm, renown,--saw before it a level field and a certain
goal.

I know not whether a success far beyond that usually attained at the age
I had reached served to increase, but it seemed to myself to justify,
the main characteristic of my moral organization,--intellectual pride.

Though mild and gentle to the sufferers under my care, as a necessary
element of professional duty, I was intolerant of contradiction from
those who belonged to my calling, or even from those who, in general
opinion, opposed my favourite theories. I had espoused a school of
medical philosophy severely rigid in its inductive logic. My creed was
that of stern materialism. I had a contempt for the understanding of men
who accepted with credulity what they could not explain by reason. My
favourite phrase was “common-sense.” At the same time I had no prejudice
against bold discovery, and discovery necessitates conjecture, but
I dismissed as idle all conjecture that could not be brought to a
practical test.

As in medicine I had been the pupil of Broussais, so in metaphysics I
was the disciple of Condillac. I believed with that philosopher that
“all our knowledge we owe to Nature; that in the beginning we can
only instruct ourselves through her lessons; and that the whole art of
reasoning consists in continuing as she has compelled us to commence.”
 Keeping natural philosophy apart from the doctrines of revelation, I
never assailed the last; but I contended that by the first no accurate
reasoner could arrive at the existence of the soul as a third principle
of being equally distinct from mind and body. That by a miracle man
might live again, was a question of faith and not of understanding. I
left faith to religion, and banished it from philosophy. How define with
a precision to satisfy the logic of philosophy what was to live again?
The body? We know that the body rests in its grave till by the process
of decomposition its elemental parts enter into other forms of
matter. The mind? But the mind was as clearly the result of the bodily
organization as the music of the harpsichord is the result of the
instrumental mechanism. The mind shared the decrepitude of the body in
extreme old age, and in the full vigour of youth a sudden injury to the
brain might forever destroy the intellect of a Plato or a Shakspeare.
But the third principle,--the soul,--the something lodged within the
body, which yet was to survive it? Where was that soul hidden out of
the ken of the anatomist? When philosophers attempted to define it, were
they not compelled to confound its nature and its actions with those
of the mind? Could they reduce it to the mere moral sense, varying
according to education, circumstances, and physical constitution? But
even the moral sense in the most virtuous of men may be swept away by
a fever. Such at the time I now speak of were the views I held,--views
certainly not original nor pleasing; but I cherished them with as fond a
tenacity as if they had been consolatory truths of which I was the
first discoverer. I was intolerant to those who maintained opposite
doctrines,--despised them as irrational, or disliked them as
insincere. Certainly if I had fulfilled the career which my ambition
predicted,--become the founder of a new school in pathology, and summed
up my theories in academical lectures,--I should have added another
authority, however feeble, to the sects which circumscribe the interest
of man to the life that has its close in his grave.

Possibly that which I have called my intellectual pride was more
nourished than I should have been willing to grant by the self-reliance
which an unusual degree of physical power is apt to bestow. Nature had
blessed me with the thews of an athlete. Among the hardy youths of
the Northern Athens I had been preeminently distinguished for feats
of activity and strength. My mental labours, and the anxiety which
is inseparable from the conscientious responsibilities of the medical
profession, kept my health below the par of keen enjoyment, but had in
no way diminished my rare muscular force. I walked through the crowd
with the firm step and lofty crest of the mailed knight of old, who
felt himself, in his casement of iron, a match against numbers. Thus the
sense of a robust individuality, strong alike in disciplined reason
and animal vigour, habituated to aid others, needing no aid for itself,
contributed to render me imperious in will and arrogant in opinion. Nor
were such defects injurious to me in my profession; on the contrary,
aided as they were by a calm manner, and a presence not without that
kind of dignity which is the livery of self-esteem, they served to
impose respect and to inspire trust.



CHAPTER II.

I had been about six years at L---- when I became suddenly involved in
a controversy with Dr. Lloyd. Just as this ill-fated man appeared at the
culminating point of his professional fortunes, he had the imprudence
to proclaim himself not only an enthusiastic advocate of mesmerism as a
curative process, but an ardent believer of the reality of somnambular
clairvoyance as an invaluable gift of certain privileged organizations.
To these doctrines I sternly opposed myself,--the more sternly, perhaps,
because on these doctrines Dr. Lloyd founded an argument for the
existence of soul, independent of mind, as of matter, and built
thereon a superstructure of physiological fantasies, which, could it
be substantiated, would replace every system of metaphysics on which
recognized philosophy condescends to dispute.

About two years before he became a disciple rather of Puysegur than
Mesmer (for Mesmer hard little faith in that gift of clairvoyance of
which Puysegur was, I believe, at least in modern times, the first
audacious asserter), Dr. Lloyd had been afflicted with the loss of a
wife many years younger than himself, and to whom he had been tenderly
attached. And this bereavement, in directing the hopes that consoled
him to a world beyond the grave, had served perhaps to render him more
credulous of the phenomena in which he greeted additional proofs of
purely spiritual existence. Certainly, if, in controverting the notions
of another physiologist, I had restricted myself to that fair antagonism
which belongs to scientific disputants anxious only for the truth, I
should need no apology for sincere conviction and honest argument; but
when, with condescending good-nature, as if to a man much younger than
himself, who was ignorant of the phenomena which he nevertheless denied,
Dr. Lloyd invited me to attend his seances and witness his cures, my
amour propre became aroused and nettled, and it seemed to me necessary
to put down what I asserted to be too gross an outrage on common-sense
to justify the ceremony of examination. I wrote, therefore, a small
pamphlet on the subject, in which I exhausted all the weapons that irony
can lend to contempt. Dr. Lloyd replied; and as he was no very skilful
arguer, his reply injured him perhaps more than my assault. Meanwhile,
I had made some inquiries as to the moral character of his favourite
clairvoyants. I imagined that I had learned enough to justify me in
treating them as flagrant cheats, and himself as their egregious dupe.

Low Town soon ranged itself, with very few exceptions, on my side. The
Hill at first seemed disposed to rally round its insulted physician, and
to make the dispute a party question, in which the Hill would have been
signally worsted, when suddenly the same lady paramount, who had secured
to Dr. Lloyd the smile of the Eminence, spoke forth against him, and the
Eminence frowned.

“Dr. Lloyd,” said the Queen of the Hill, “is an amiable creature, but on
this subject decidedly cracked. Cracked poets may be all the better for
being cracked,--cracked doctors are dangerous. Besides, in deserting
that old-fashioned routine, his adherence to which made his claim to
the Hill’s approbation, and unsettling the mind of the Hill with wild
revolutionary theories, Dr. Lloyd has betrayed the principles on which
the Hill itself rests its social foundations. Of those principles Dr.
Fenwick has made himself champion; and the Hill is bound to support him.
There, the question is settled!”

And it was settled.

From the moment Mrs. Colonel Poyntz thus issued the word of command,
Dr. Lloyd was demolished. His practice was gone, as well as his repute.
Mortification or anger brought on a stroke of paralysis which, disabling
my opponent, put an end to our controversy. An obscure Dr. Jones, who
had been the special pupil and protege of Dr. Lloyd, offered himself as
a candidate for the Hill’s tongues and pulses. The Hill gave him little
encouragement. It once more suspended its electoral privileges, and,
without insisting on calling me up to it, the Hill quietly called me
in whenever its health needed other advice than that of its visiting
apothecary. Again it invited me, sometimes to dinner, often to tea; and
again Miss Brabazon assured me by a sidelong glance that it was no fault
of hers if I were still single.

I had almost forgotten the dispute which had obtained for me so
conspicuous a triumph, when one winter’s night I was roused from sleep
by a summons to attend Dr Lloyd, who, attacked by a second stroke a few
hours previously, had, on recovering sense, expressed a vehement desire
to consult the rival by whom he had suffered so severely. I dressed
myself in haste and hurried to his house.

A February night, sharp and bitter; an iron-gray frost below, a spectral
melancholy moon above. I had to ascend the Abbey Hill by a steep, blind
lane between high walls. I passed through stately gates, which stood
wide open, into the garden ground that surrounded the old Abbots’
House. At the end of a short carriage-drive the dark and gloomy building
cleared itself from leafless skeleton trees,--the moon resting keen and
cold on its abrupt gables and lofty chimney-stacks. An old woman-servant
received me at the door, and, without saying a word, led me through a
long low hall, and up dreary oak stairs, to a broad landing, at which
she paused for a moment, listening. Round and about hall, staircase, and
landing were ranged the dead specimens of the savage world which it had
been the pride of the naturalist’s life to collect. Close where I stood
yawned the open jaws of the fell anaconda, its lower coils hidden, as
they rested on the floor below, by the winding of the massive stairs.
Against the dull wainscot walls were pendent cases stored with grotesque
unfamiliar mummies, seen imperfectly by the moon that shot through the
window-panes, and the candle in the old woman’s hand. And as now she
turned towards me, nodding her signal to follow, and went on up the
shadowy passage, rows of gigantic birds--ibis and vulture, and huge sea
glaucus--glared at me in the false light of their hungry eyes.

So I entered the sick-room, and the first glance told me that my art was
powerless there.

The children of the stricken widower were grouped round his bed, the
eldest apparently about fifteen, the youngest four; one little girl--the
only female child--was clinging to her father’s neck, her face pressed
to his bosom, and in that room her sobs alone were loud.

As I passed the threshold, Dr. Lloyd lifted his face, which had been
bent over the weeping child, and gazed on me with an aspect of strange
glee, which I failed to interpret. Then as I stole towards him softly
and slowly, he pressed his lips on the long fair tresses that streamed
wild over his breast, motioned to a nurse who stood beside his pillow to
take the child away, and in a voice clearer than I could have expected
in one on whose brow lay the unmistakable hand of death, he bade
the nurse and the children quit the room. All went sorrowfully, but
silently, save the little girl, who, borne off in the nurse’s arms,
continued to sob as if her heart were breaking.

I was not prepared for a scene so affecting; it moved me to the quick.
My eyes wistfully followed the children so soon to be orphans, as one
after one went out into the dark chill shadow, and amidst the bloodless
forms of the dumb brute nature, ranged in grisly vista beyond the
death-room of man. And when the last infant shape had vanished, and the
door closed with a jarring click, my sight wandered loiteringly around
the chamber before I could bring myself to fix it on the broken form,
beside which I now stood in all that glorious vigour of frame which had
fostered the pride of my mind. In the moment consumed by my mournful
survey, the whole aspect of the place impressed itself ineffaceably
on lifelong remembrance. Through the high, deepsunken casement, across
which the thin, faded curtain was but half drawn, the moonlight rushed,
and then settled on the floor in one shroud of white glimmer, lost under
the gloom of the death-bed. The roof was low, and seemed lower still
by heavy intersecting beams, which I might have touched with my lifted
hand. And the tall guttering candle by the bedside, and the flicker from
the fire struggling out through the fuel but newly heaped on it, threw
their reflection on the ceiling just over my head in a reek of quivering
blackness, like an angry cloud.

Suddenly I felt my arm grasped; with his left hand (the right side was
already lifeless) the dying man drew me towards him nearer and nearer,
till his lips almost touched my ear, and, in a voice now firm, now
splitting into gasp and hiss, thus he said, “I have summoned you to gaze
on your own work! You have stricken down my life at the moment when it
was most needed by my children, and most serviceable to mankind. Had
I lived a few years longer, my children would have entered on manhood,
safe from the temptations of want and undejected by the charity
of strangers. Thanks to you, they will be penniless orphans.
Fellow-creatures afflicted by maladies your pharmacopoeia had failed
to reach came to me for relief, and they found it. ‘The effect of
imagination,’ you say. What matters, if I directed the imagination to
cure? Now you have mocked the unhappy ones out of their last chance of
life. They will suffer and perish. Did you believe me in error? Still
you knew that my object was research into truth. You employed against
your brother in art venomous drugs and a poisoned probe. Look at me! Are
you satisfied with your work?”

I sought to draw back and pluck my arm from the dying man’s grasp. I
could not do so without using a force that would have been inhuman. His
lips drew nearer still to my ear.

“Vain pretender, do not boast that you brought a genius for epigram to
the service of science. Science is lenient to all who offer experiment
as the test of conjecture. You are of the stuff of which inquisitors are
made. You cry that truth is profaned when your dogmas are questioned.
In your shallow presumption you have meted the dominions of nature, and
where your eye halts its vision, you say, ‘There nature must close;’
in the bigotry which adds crime to presumption, you would stone the
discoverer who, in annexing new realms to her chart, unsettles your
arbitrary landmarks. Verily, retribution shall await you! In those
spaces which your sight has disdained to explore you shall yourself be
a lost and bewildered straggler. Hist! I see them already! The gibbering
phantoms are gathering round you!”

The man’s voice stopped abruptly; his eye fixed in a glazing stare;
his hand relaxed its hold; he fell back on his pillow. I stole from the
room; on the landing-place I met the nurse and the old woman-servant.
Happily the children were not there. But I heard the wail of the female
child from some room not far distant.

I whispered hurriedly to the nurse, “All is over!” passed again under
the jaws of the vast anaconda, and on through the blind lane between the
dead walls, on through the ghastly streets, under the ghastly moon, went
back to my solitary home.



CHAPTER III.

It was some time before I could shake off the impression made on me by
the words and the look of that dying man.

It was not that my conscience upbraided me. What had I done? Denounced
that which I held, in common with most men of sense in or out of my
profession, to be one of those illusions by which quackery draws profit
from the wonder of ignorance. Was I to blame if I refused to treat
with the grave respect due to asserted discovery in legitimate science
pretensions to powers akin to the fables of wizards? Was I to descend
from the Academe of decorous science to examine whether a slumbering
sibyl could read from a book placed at her back, or tell me at L----
what at that moment was being done by my friend at the Antipodes?

And what though Dr. Lloyd himself might be a worthy and honest man, and
a sincere believer in the extravagances for which he demanded an equal
credulity in others, do not honest men every day incur the penalty
of ridicule if, from a defect of good sense, they make themselves
ridiculous? Could I have foreseen that a satire so justly provoked
would inflict so deadly a wound? Was I inhumanly barbarous because the
antagonist destroyed was morbidly sensitive? My conscience, therefore,
made me no reproach, and the public was as little severe as my
conscience. The public had been with me in our contest; the public knew
nothing of my opponent’s deathbed accusations; the public knew only that
I had attended him in his last moments; it saw me walk beside the bier
that bore him to his grave; it admired the respect to his memory which
I evinced in the simple tomb that I placed over his remains, inscribed
with an epitaph that did justice to his unquestionable benevolence and
integrity; above all, it praised the energy with which I set on foot a
subscription for his orphan children, and the generosity with which I
headed that subscription by a sum that was large in proportion to my
means.

To that sum I did not, indeed, limit my contribution. The sobs of the
poor female child rang still on my heart. As her grief had been keener
than that of her brothers, so she might be subjected to sharper trials
than they, when the time came for her to fight her own way through the
world; therefore I secured to her, but with such precautions that the
gift could not be traced to my hand, a sum to accumulate till she was
of marriageable age, and which then might suffice for a small wedding
portion; or if she remained single, for an income that would place
her beyond the temptation of want, or the bitterness of a servile
dependence.

That Dr. Lloyd should have died in poverty was a matter of surprise at
first, for his profits during the last few years had been considerable,
and his mode of life far from extravagant. But just before the date of
our controversy he had been induced to assist the brother of his lost
wife, who was a junior partner in a London bank, with the loan of his
accumulated savings. This man proved dishonest; he embezzled that and
other sums intrusted to him, and fled the country. The same sentiment of
conjugal affection which had cost Dr. Lloyd his fortune kept him silent
as to the cause of the loss. It was reserved for his executors to
discover the treachery of the brother-in-law whom he, poor man, would
have generously screened from additional disgrace.

The Mayor of L----, a wealthy and public-spirited merchant, purchased
the museum, which Dr. Lloyd’s passion for natural history had induced
him to form; and the sum thus obtained, together with that raised
by subscription, sufficed not only to discharge all debts due by the
deceased, but to insure to the orphans the benefits of an education that
might fit at least the boys to enter fairly armed into that game, more
of skill than of chance, in which Fortune is really so little blinded
that we see, in each turn of her wheel, wealth and its honours pass away
from the lax fingers of ignorance and sloth, to the resolute grasp of
labour and knowledge.

Meanwhile a relation in a distant county undertook the charge of the
orphans; they disappeared from the scene, and the tides of life in a
commercial community soon flowed over the place which the dead man had
occupied in the thoughts of his bustling townsfolk.

One person at L----, and only one, appeared to share and inherit the
rancour with which the poor physician had denounced me on his death-bed.
It was a gentleman named Vigors, distantly related to the deceased,
and who had been, in point of station, the most eminent of Dr. Lloyd’s
partisans in the controversy with myself, a man of no great scholastic
acquirements, but of respectable abilities. He had that kind of power
which the world concedes to respectable abilities when accompanied
with a temper more than usually stern, and a moral character more than
usually austere. His ruling passion was to sit in judgment upon others;
and being a magistrate, he was the most active and the most rigid of all
the magistrates L---- had ever known.

Mr. Vigors at first spoke of me with great bitterness, as having ruined,
and in fact killed, his friend, by the uncharitable and unfair acerbity
which he declared I had brought into what ought to have been an
unprejudiced examination of simple matter of fact. But finding no
sympathy in these charges, he had the discretion to cease from making
them, contenting himself with a solemn shake of his head if he heard my
name mentioned in terms of praise, and an oracular sentence or two,
such as “Time will show,” “All’s well that ends well,” etc. Mr. Vigors,
however, mixed very little in the more convivial intercourse of
the townspeople. He called himself domestic; but, in truth, he was
ungenial,--a stiff man, starched with self-esteem. He thought that his
dignity of station was not sufficiently acknowledged by the merchants of
Low Town, and his superiority of intellect not sufficiently recognized
by the exclusives of the Hill. His visits were, therefore, chiefly
confined to the houses of neighbouring squires, to whom his reputation
as a magistrate, conjoined with his solemn exterior, made him one of
those oracles by which men consent to be awed on condition that the awe
is not often inflicted. And though he opened his house three times
a week, it was only to a select few, whom he first fed and then
biologized. Electro-biology was very naturally the special entertainment
of a man whom no intercourse ever pleased in which his will was not
imposed upon others. Therefore he only invited to his table persons whom
he could stare into the abnegation of their senses, willing to say that
beef was lamb, or brandy was coffee, according as he willed them to say.
And, no doubt, the persons asked would have said anything he willed,
so long as they had, in substance, as well as in idea, the beef and the
brandy, the lamb and the coffee. I did not, then, often meet Mr. Vigors
at the houses in which I occasionally spent my evenings. I heard of his
enmity as a man safe in his home hears the sough of a wind on a common
without. If now and then we chanced to pass in the streets, he looked
up at me (he was a small man walking on tiptoe) with a sullen scowl of
dislike; and from the height of my stature, I dropped upon the small man
and sullen scowl the affable smile of supreme indifference.



CHAPTER IV.

I had now arrived at that age when an ambitious man, satisfied with
his progress in the world without, begins to feel in the cravings of
unsatisfied affection the void of a solitary hearth. I resolved to
marry, and looked out for a wife. I had never hitherto admitted into my
life the passion of love. In fact, I had regarded that passion, even
in my earlier youth, with a certain superb contempt,--as a malady
engendered by an effeminate idleness, and fostered by a sickly
imagination.

I wished to find in a wife a rational companion, an affectionate and
trustworthy friend. No views of matrimony could be less romantic, more
soberly sensible, than those which I conceived. Nor were my requirements
mercenary or presumptuous. I cared not for fortune; I asked nothing
from connections. My ambition was exclusively professional; it could be
served by no titled kindred, accelerated by no wealthy dower. I was
no slave to beauty. I did not seek in a wife the accomplishments of a
finishing-school teacher.

Having decided that the time had come to select my helpmate, I imagined
that I should find no difficulty in a choice that my reason would
approve. But day upon day, week upon week, passed away, and though among
the families I visited there were many young ladies who possessed more
than the qualifications with which I conceived that I should be amply
contented, and by whom I might flatter myself that my proposals would
not be disdained, I saw not one to whose lifelong companionship I should
not infinitely have preferred the solitude I found so irksome.

One evening, in returning home from visiting a poor female patient whom
I attended gratuitously, and whose case demanded more thought than that
of any other in my list,--for though it had been considered hopeless in
the hospital, and she had come home to die, I felt certain that I could
save her, and she seemed recovering under my care,--one evening--it was
the fifteenth of May--I found myself just before the gates of the house
that had been inhabited by Dr. Lloyd. Since his death the house had been
unoccupied; the rent asked for it by the proprietor was considered high;
and from the sacred Hill on which it was situated, shyness or pride
banished the wealthier traders. The garden gates stood wide open, as
they had stood on the winter night on which I had passed through them
to the chamber of death. The remembrance of that deathbed came vividly
before me, and the dying man’s fantastic threat rang again in my
startled ears. An irresistible impulse, which I could not then account
for, and which I cannot account for now,--an impulse the reverse of that
which usually makes us turn away with quickened step from a spot that
recalls associations of pain,--urged me on through the open gates up the
neglected grass-grown road, urged me to look, under the weltering sun of
the joyous spring, at that house which I had never seen but in the gloom
of a winter night, under the melancholy moon. As the building came in
sight, with dark-red bricks, partially overgrown with ivy, I perceived
that it was no longer unoccupied. I saw forms passing athwart the open
windows; a van laden with articles of furniture stood before the door;
a servant in livery was beside it giving directions to the men who were
unloading. Evidently some family was just entering into possession.
I felt somewhat ashamed of my trespass, and turned round quickly to
retrace my steps. I had retreated but a few yards, when I saw before me,
at the entrance gates, Mr. Vigors, walking beside a lady apparently of
middle age; while, just at hand, a path cut through the shrubs gave view
of a small wicketgate at the end of the grounds. I felt unwilling not
only to meet the lady, whom I guessed to be the new occupier, and to
whom I should have to make a somewhat awkward apology for intrusion, but
still more to encounter the scornful look of Mr. Vigors in what appeared
to my pride a false or undignified position. Involuntarily, therefore, I
turned down the path which would favour my escape unobserved. When about
half way between the house and the wicket-gate, the shrubs that had
clothed the path on either side suddenly opened to the left, bringing
into view a circle of sward, surrounded by irregular fragments of old
brickwork partially covered with ferns, creepers, or rockplants, weeds,
or wild flowers; and, in the centre of the circle, a fountain, or rather
well, over which was built a Gothic monastic dome, or canopy, resting
on small Norman columns, time-worn, dilapidated. A large willow overhung
this unmistakable relic of the ancient abbey. There was an air of
antiquity, romance, legend about this spot, so abruptly disclosed amidst
the delicate green of the young shrubberies. But it was not the ruined
wall nor the Gothic well that chained my footstep and charmed my eye.

It was a solitary human form, seated amidst the mournful ruins.

The form was so slight, the face so young, that at the first glance I
murmured to myself, “What a lovely child!” But as my eye lingered
it recognized in the upturned thoughtful brow, in the sweet, serious
aspect, in the rounded outlines of that slender shape, the inexpressible
dignity of virgin woman.

A book was on her lap, at her feet a little basket, half-filled with
violets and blossoms culled from the rock-plants that nestled amidst the
ruins. Behind her, the willow, like an emerald waterfall, showered down
its arching abundant green, bough after bough, from the tree-top to the
sward, descending in wavy verdure, bright towards the summit, in the
smile of the setting sun, and darkening into shadow as it neared the
earth.

She did not notice, she did not see me; her eyes were fixed upon the
horizon, where it sloped farthest into space, above the treetops and
the ruins,--fixed so intently that mechanically I turned my own gaze to
follow the flight of hers. It was as if she watched for some expected,
familiar sign to grow out from the depths of heaven; perhaps to greet,
before other eyes beheld it, the ray of the earliest star.

The birds dropped from the boughs on the turf around her so fearlessly
that one alighted amidst the flowers in the little basket at her feet.
There is a famous German poem, which I had read in my youth, called the
Maiden from Abroad, variously supposed to be an allegory of Spring, or
of Poetry, according to the choice of commentators: it seemed to me
as if the poem had been made for her. Verily, indeed, in her, poet
or painter might have seen an image equally true to either of those
adornments of the earth; both outwardly a delight to sense, yet both
wakening up thoughts within us, not sad, but akin to sadness.

I heard now a step behind me, and a voice which I recognized to be that
of Mr. Vigors. I broke from the charm by which I had been so lingeringly
spell-bound, hurried on confusedly, gained the wicket-gate, from which a
short flight of stairs descended into the common thoroughfare. And there
the every-day life lay again before me. On the opposite side, houses,
shops, church-spires; a few steps more, and the bustling streets! How
immeasurably far from, yet how familiarly near to, the world in which we
move and have being is that fairy-land of romance which opens out from
the hard earth before us, when Love steals at first to our side, fading
back into the hard earth again as Love smiles or sighs its farewell!



CHAPTER V.

And before that evening I had looked on Mr. Vigors with supreme
indifference! What importance he now assumed in my eyes! The lady with
whom I had seen him was doubtless the new tenant of that house in which
the young creature by whom my heart was so strangely moved evidently had
her home. Most probably the relation between the two ladies was that
of mother and daughter. Mr. Vigors, the friend of one, might himself be
related to both, might prejudice them against me, might--Here, starting
up, I snapped the thread of conjecture, for right before my eyes, on the
table beside which I had seated myself on entering my room, lay a card
of invitation:--


            MRS. POYNTZ.
              At Home,
         Wednesday, May 15th.
      Early.

Mrs. Poyntz,--Mrs. Colonel Poyntz, the Queen of the Hill? There, at her
house, I could not fail to learn all about the new comers, who could
never without her sanction have settled on her domain.

I hastily changed my dress, and, with beating heart, wound my way up the
venerable eminence.

I did not pass through the lane which led direct to Abbots’ House (for
that old building stood solitary amidst its grounds a little apart
from the spacious platform on which the society of the Hill was
concentrated), but up the broad causeway, with vistaed gaslamps; the
gayer shops still-unclosed, the tide of busy life only slowly ebbing
from the still-animated street, on to a square, in which the four main
thoroughfares of the city converged, and which formed the boundary of
Low Town. A huge dark archway, popularly called Monk’s Gate, at the
angle of this square, made the entrance to Abbey Hill. When the arch was
passed, one felt at once that one was in the town of a former day. The
pavement was narrow and rugged; the shops small, their upper stories
projecting, with here and there plastered fronts, quaintly arabesque.
An ascent, short, but steep and tortuous, conducted at once to the old
Abbey Church, nobly situated in a vast quadrangle, round which were
the genteel and gloomy dwellings of the Areopagites of the Hill. More
genteel and less gloomy than the rest--lights at the windows and flowers
on the balcony--stood forth, flanked by a garden wall at either side,
the mansion of Mrs. Colonel Poyntz.

As I entered the drawing-room, I heard the voice of the hostess; it
was a voice clear, decided, metallic, bell-like, uttering these words:
“Taken Abbots’ House? I will tell you.”



CHAPTER VI.

Mrs. Poyntz was seated on the sofa; at her right sat fat Mrs. Bruce, who
was a Scotch lord’s grand-daughter; at her left thin Miss Brabazon,
who was an Irish baronet’s niece. Around her--a few seated, many
standing--had grouped all the guests, save two old gentlemen, who had
remained aloof with Colonel Poyntz near the whist-table, waiting for the
fourth old gentleman who was to make up the rubber, but who was at that
moment spell-bound in the magic circle which curiosity, that strongest
of social demons, had attracted round the hostess.

“Taken Abbots’ House? I will tell you.--Ah, Dr. Fenwick, charmed to see
you. You know Abbots’ House is let at last? Well, Miss Brabazon, dear,
you ask who has taken it. I will inform you,--a particular friend of
mine.”

“Indeed! Dear me!” said Miss Brabazon, looking confused. “I hope I did
not say anything to--”

“Wound my feelings. Not in the least. You said your uncle Sir Phelim
employed a coachmaker named Ashleigh, that Ashleigh was an uncommon
name, though Ashley was a common one; you intimated an appalling
suspicion that the Mrs. Ashleigh who had come to the Hill was the coach
maker’s widow. I relieve your mind,--she is not; she is the widow of
Gilbert Ashleigh, of Kirby Hall.”

“Gilbert Ashleigh,” said one of the guests, a bachelor, whose parents
had reared him for the Church, but who, like poor Goldsmith, did not
think himself good enough for it, a mistake of over-modesty, for he
matured into a very harmless creature. “Gilbert Ashleigh? I was at
Oxford with him,--a gentleman commoner of Christ Church. Good-looking
man, very; sapped--”

“Sapped! what’s that?--Oh, studied. That he did all his life. He married
young,--Anne Chaloner; she and I were girls together; married the same
year. They settled at Kirby Hall--nice place, but dull. Poyntz and I
spent a Christmas there. Ashleigh when he talked was charming, but he
talked very little. Anne, when she talked, was commonplace, and she
talked very much. Naturally, poor thing,---she was so happy. Poyntz and
I did not spend another Christmas there. Friendship is long, but life is
short. Gilbert Ashleigh’s life was short indeed; he died in the seventh
year of his marriage, leaving only one child, a girl. Since then, though
I never spent another Christmas at Kirby Hall, I have frequently spent a
day there, doing my best to cheer up Anne. She was no longer talkative,
poor dear. Wrapped up in her child, who has now grown into a beautiful
girl of eighteen--such eyes, her father’s--the real dark blue--rare;
sweet creature, but delicate; not, I hope, consumptive, but delicate;
quiet, wants life. My girl Jane adores her. Jane has life enough for
two.”

“Is Miss Ashleigh the heiress to Kirby Hall?” asked Mrs. Bruce, who had
an unmarried son.

“No. Kirby Hall passed to Ashleigh Sumner, the male heir, a cousin.
And the luckiest of cousins! Gilbert’s sister, showy woman (indeed all
show), had contrived to marry her kinsman, Sir Walter Ashleigh Haughton,
the head of the Ashleigh family,--just the man made to be the reflector
of a showy woman! He died years ago, leaving an only son, Sir James,
who was killed last winter, by a fall from his horse. And here, again,
Ashleigh Summer proved to be the male heir-at-law. During the minority
of this fortunate youth, Mrs. Ashleigh had rented Kirby Hall of his
guardian. He is now just coming of age, and that is why she leaves.
Lilian Ashleigh will have, however, a very good fortune,--is what we
genteel paupers call an heiress. Is there anything more you want to
know?”

Said thin Miss Brabazon, who took advantage of her thinness to wedge
herself into every one’s affairs, “A most interesting account. What
a nice place Abbots’ House could be made with a little taste! So
aristocratic! Just what I should like if I could afford it!
The drawing-room should be done up in the Moorish style, with
geranium-coloured silk curtains, like dear Lady L----‘s boudoir at
Twickenham. And Mrs. Ashleigh has taken the house on lease too, I
suppose!” Here Miss Brabazon fluttered her fan angrily, and then
exclaimed, “But what on earth brings Mrs. Ashleigh here?”

Answered Mrs. Colonel Poyntz, with the military frankness by which she
kept her company in good humour, as well as awe,--

“Why do any of us come here? Can any one tell me?”

There was a blank silence, which the hostess herself was the first to
break.

“None of us present can say why we came here. I can tell you why Mrs.
Ashleigh came. Our neighbour, Mr. Vigors, is a distant connection of
the late Gilbert Ashleigh, one of the executors to his will, and the
guardian to the heir-at-law. About ten days ago Mr. Vigors called on me,
for the first time since I felt it my duty to express my disapprobation
of the strange vagaries so unhappily conceived by our poor dear friend
Dr. Lloyd. And when he had taken his chair, just where you now sit,
Dr. Fenwick, he said in a sepulchral voice, stretching out two fingers,
so,--as if I were one of the what-do-you-call-’ems who go to sleep when
he bids them, ‘Marm, you know Mrs. Ashleigh? You correspond with her?’
‘Yes, Mr. Vigors; is there any crime in that? You look as if there
were.’ ‘No crime, marm,’ said the man, quite seriously. ‘Mrs.
Ashleigh is a lady of amiable temper, and you are a woman of masculine
understanding.’”

Here there was a general titter. Mrs. Colonel Poyntz hushed it with a
look of severe surprise. “What is there to laugh at? All women would be
men if they could. If my understanding is masculine, so much the better
for me. I thanked Mr. Vigors for his very handsome compliment, and he
then went on to say that though Mrs. Ashleigh would now have to leave
Kirby Hall in a very few weeks, she seemed quite unable to make up her
mind where to go; that it had occurred to him that, as Miss Ashleigh was
of an age to see a little of the world, she ought not to remain buried
in the country; while, being of quiet mind, she recoiled from the
dissipation of London. Between the seclusion of the one and the turmoil
of the other, the society of L---- was a happy medium. He should be glad
of my opinion. He had put off asking for it, because he owned his belief
that I had behaved unkindly to his lamented friend, Dr. Lloyd; but he
now found himself in rather an awkward position. His ward, young Sumner,
had prudently resolved on fixing his country residence at Kirby Hall,
rather than at Haughton Park, the much larger seat which had so suddenly
passed to his inheritance, and which he could not occupy without a vast
establishment, that to a single man, so young, would be but a cumbersome
and costly trouble. Mr. Vigors was pledged to his ward to obtain him
possession of Kirby Hall, the precise day agreed upon, but Mrs. Ashleigh
did not seem disposed to stir,--could not decide where else to go. Mr.
Vigors was loth to press hard on his old friend’s widow and child. It
was a thousand pities Mrs Ashleigh could not make up her mind; she had
had ample time for preparation. A word from me at this moment would
be an effective kindness. Abbots’ House was vacant, with a garden so
extensive that the ladies would not miss the country. Another party was
after it, but--‘Say no more,’ I cried; ‘no party but my dear old friend
Anne Ashleigh shall have Abbots’ House. So that question is settled.’
I dismissed Mr. Vigors, sent for my carriage, that is, for Mr. Barker’s
yellow fly and his best horses,--and drove that very day to Kirby Hall,
which, though not in this county, is only twenty-five miles distant. I
slept there that night. By nine o’clock the next morning I had secured
Mrs. Ashleigh’s consent, on the promise to save her all trouble; came
back, sent for the landlord, settled the rent, lease, agreement; engaged
Forbes’ vans to remove the furniture from Kirby Hall; told Forbes to
begin with the beds. When her own bed came, which was last night, Anne
Ashleigh came too. I have seen her this morning. She likes the place,
so does Lilian. I asked them to meet you all here to-night; but Mrs.
Ashleigh was tired. The last of the furniture was to arrive today;
and though dear Mrs. Ashleigh is an undecided character, she is not
inactive. But it is not only the planning where to put tables and chairs
that would have tried her today: she has had Mr. Vigors on her hands
all the afternoon, and he has been--here’s her little note--what are the
words? No doubt ‘most overpowering and oppressive;’ no, ‘most kind and
attentive,’--different words, but, as applied to Mr. Vigors, they mean
the same thing.

“And now, next Monday---we must leave them in peace till then--you will
all call on the Ashleighs. The Hill knows what is due to itself; it
cannot delegate to Mr. Vigors, a respectable man indeed, but who does
not belong to its set, its own proper course of action towards those
who would shelter themselves on its bosom. The Hill cannot be kind and
attentive, overpowering or oppressive by proxy. To those newborn into
its family circle it cannot be an indifferent godmother; it has towards
them all the feelings of a mother,--or of a stepmother, as the case may
be. Where it says ‘This can be no child of mine,’ it is a stepmother
indeed; but in all those whom I have presented to its arms, it has
hitherto, I am proud to say, recognized desirable acquaintances, and to
them the Hill has been a mother. And now, my dear Mr. Sloman, go to your
rubber; Poyntz is impatient, though he don’t show it. Miss Brabazon,
love, we all long to see you seated at the piano,--you play so divinely!
Something gay, if you please; something gay, but not very noisy,--Mr.
Leopold Symthe will turn the leaves for you. Mrs. Bruce, your own
favourite set at vingt-un, with four new recruits. Dr. Fenwick, you are
like me, don’t play cards, and don’t care for music; sit here, and talk
or not, as you please, while I knit.”

The other guests thus disposed of, some at the card-tables, some round
the piano, I placed myself at Mrs. Poyntz’s side, on a seat niched in
the recess of a window which an evening unusually warm for the month of
May permitted to be left open. I was next to one who had known Lilian
as a child, one from whom I had learned by what sweet name to call
the image which my thoughts had already shrined. How much that I still
longed to know she could tell me! But in what form of question could I
lead to the subject, yet not betray my absorbing interest in it? Longing
to speak, I felt as if stricken dumb; stealing an unquiet glance towards
the face beside me, and deeply impressed with that truth which the Hill
had long ago reverently acknowledged,--namely, that Mrs. Colonel Poyntz
was a very superior woman, a very powerful creature.

And there she sat knitting, rapidly, firmly; a woman somewhat on the
other side of forty, complexion a bronze paleness, hair a bronze brown,
in strong ringlets cropped short behind,--handsome hair for a man; lips
that, when closed, showed inflexible decision, when speaking, became
supple and flexible with an easy humour and a vigilant finesse; eyes
of a red hazel, quick but steady,--observing, piercing, dauntless eyes;
altogether a fine countenance,--would have been a very fine countenance
in a man; profile sharp, straight, clear-cut, with an expression, when
in repose, like that of a sphinx; a frame robust, not corpulent; of
middle height, but with an air and carriage that made her appear tall;
peculiarly white firm hands, indicative of vigorous health, not a vein
visible on the surface.

There she sat knitting, knitting, and I by her side, gazing now on
herself, now on her work, with a vague idea that the threads in the
skein of my own web of love or of life were passing quick through those
noiseless fingers. And, indeed, in every web of romance, the fondest,
one of the Parcae is sure to be some matter-of-fact She, Social Destiny,
as little akin to romance herself as was this worldly Queen of the Hill.



CHAPTER VII.

I have given a sketch of the outward woman of Mrs. Colonel Poyntz. The
inner woman was a recondite mystery deep as that of the sphinx, whose
features her own resembled. But between the outward and the inward woman
there is ever a third woman,--the conventional woman,--such as the whole
human being appears to the world,--always mantled, sometimes masked.

I am told that the fine people of London do not recognize the title
of “Mrs. Colonel.” If that be true, the fine people of London must be
clearly in the wrong, for no people in the universe could be finer than
the fine people of Abbey Hill; and they considered their sovereign had
as good a right to the title of Mrs. Colonel as the Queen of England has
to that of “our Gracious Lady.” But Mrs. Poyntz herself never assumed
the title of Mrs. Colonel; it never appeared on her cards,--any more
than the title of “Gracious Lady” appears on the cards which convey the
invitation that a Lord Steward or Lord Chamberlain is commanded by
her Majesty to issue. To titles, indeed, Mrs. Poyntz evinced no
superstitious reverence. Two peeresses, related to her, not distantly,
were in the habit of paying her a yearly visit which lasted two or three
days. The Hill considered these visits an honour to its eminence. Mrs.
Poyntz never seemed to esteem them an honour to herself; never boasted
of them; never sought to show off her grand relations, nor put herself
the least out of the way to receive them. Her mode of life was free from
ostentation. She had the advantage of being a few hundreds a year
richer than any other inhabitant of the Hill; but she did not devote her
superior resources to the invidious exhibition of superior splendour.
Like a wise sovereign, the revenues of her exchequer were applied to the
benefit of her subjects, and not to the vanity of egotistical parade. As
no one else on the Hill kept a carriage, she declined to keep one. Her
entertainments were simple, but numerous. Twice a week she received the
Hill, and was genuinely at home to it. She contrived to make her parties
proverbially agreeable. The refreshments were of the same kind as those
which the poorest of her old maids of honour might proffer; but they
were better of their kind, the best of their kind,--the best tea, the
best lemonade, the best cakes. Her rooms had an air of comfort, which
was peculiar to them. They looked like rooms accustomed to receive, and
receive in a friendly way; well warmed, well lighted, card-tables and
piano each in the place that made cards and music inviting; on the walls
a few old family portraits, and three or four other pictures said to be
valuable and certainly pleasing,--two Watteaus, a Canaletti, a Weenix;
plenty of easy-chairs and settees covered with a cheerful chintz,--in
the arrangement of the furniture generally an indescribable careless
elegance. She herself was studiously plain in dress, more conspicuously
free from jewelry and trinkets than any married lady on the Hill. But
I have heard from those who were authorities on such a subject that she
was never seen in a dress of the last year’s fashion. She adopted the
mode as it came out, just enough to show that she was aware it was out;
but with a sober reserve, as much as to say, “I adopt the fashion as far
as it suits myself; I do not permit the fashion to adopt me.” In short,
Mrs. Colonel Poyntz was sometimes rough, sometimes coarse, always
masculine, and yet somehow or other masculine in a womanly way; but she
was never vulgar because never affected. It was impossible not to allow
that she was a thorough gentlewoman, and she could do things that
lower other gentlewomen, without any loss of dignity. Thus she was an
admirable mimic, certainly in itself the least ladylike condescension of
humour. But when she mimicked, it was with so tranquil a gravity, or so
royal a good humour, that one could only say, “What talents for society
dear Mrs. Colonel has!” As she was a gentlewoman emphatically, so the
other colonel, the he-colonel, was emphatically a gentleman; rather shy,
but not cold; hating trouble of every kind, pleased to seem a cipher in
his own house. If the sole study of Mrs. Colonel had been to make
her husband comfortable, she could not have succeeded better than by
bringing friends about him and then taking them off his hands. Colonel
Poyntz, the he-colonel, had seen, in his youth, actual service; but had
retired from his profession many years ago, shortly after his marriage.
He was a younger brother of one of the principal squires in the country;
inherited the house he lived in, with some other valuable property in
and about L----, from an uncle; was considered a good landlord; and
popular in Low Town, though he never interfered in its affairs. He was
punctiliously neat in his dress; a thin youthful figure, crowned with a
thick youthful wig. He never seemed to read anything but the newspapers
and the “Meteorological Journal:” was supposed to be the most
weatherwise man in all L----. He had another intellectual
predilection,--whist; but in that he had less reputation for wisdom.
Perhaps it requires a rarer combination of mental faculties to win
an odd trick than to divine a fall in the glass. For the rest, the
he-colonel, many years older than his wife, despite the thin youthful
figure, was an admirable aid-de-camp to the general in command, Mrs.
Colonel; and she could not have found one more obedient, more devoted,
or more proud of a distinguished chief.

In giving to Mrs. Colonel Poyntz the appellation of Queen of the Hill,
let there be no mistake. She was not a constitutional sovereign; her
monarchy was absolute. All her proclamations had the force of laws.

Such ascendancy could not have been attained without considerable
talents for acquiring and keeping it. Amidst all her off-hand, brisk,
imperious frankness, she had the ineffable discrimination of tact.
Whether civil or rude, she was never civil or rude but what she carried
public opinion along with her. Her knowledge of general society must
have been limited, as must be that of all female sovereigns; but she
seemed gifted with an intuitive knowledge of human nature, which she
applied to her special ambition of ruling it. I have not a doubt that if
she had been suddenly transferred, a perfect stranger, to the world of
London, she would have soon forced her way to its selectest circles,
and, when once there, held her own against a duchess.

I have said that she was not affected: this might be one cause of her
sway over a set in which nearly every other woman was trying rather to
seem, than to be, a somebody.

But if Mrs. Colonel Poyntz was not artificial, she was artful, or
perhaps I might more justly say artistic. In all she said and did there
were conduct, system, plan. She could be a most serviceable friend, a
most damaging enemy; yet I believe she seldom indulged in strong likings
or strong hatreds. All was policy,--a policy akin to that of a grand
party chief, determined to raise up those whom, for any reason of state,
it was prudent to favour, and to put down those whom, for any reason of
state, it was expedient to humble or to crush.

Ever since the controversy with Dr. Lloyd, this lady had honoured me
with her benignest countenance; and nothing could be more adroit
than the manner in which, while imposing me on others as an oracular
authority, she sought to subject to her will the oracle itself.

She was in the habit of addressing me in a sort of motherly way, as if
she had the deepest interest in my welfare, happiness, and reputation.
And thus, in every compliment, in every seeming mark of respect, she
maintained the superior dignity of one who takes from responsible
station the duty to encourage rising merit; so that, somehow or other,
despite all that pride which made me believe that I needed no helping
hand to advance or to clear my way through the world, I could not shake
off from my mind the impression that I was mysteriously patronized by
Mrs. Colonel Poyntz.

We might have sat together five minutes, side by side in silence as
complete as if in the cave of Trophonius--when without looking up from
her work, Mrs. Poyntz said abruptly,--

“I am thinking about you, Dr. Fenwick. And you--are thinking about some
other woman. Ungrateful man!”

“Unjust accusation! My very silence should prove how intently my
thoughts were fixed on you, and on the weird web which springs under
your hand in meshes that bewilder the gaze and snare the attention.”

Mrs. Poyntz looked up at me for a moment--one rapid glance of the bright
red hazel eye--and said,--

“Was I really in your thoughts? Answer truly.”

“Truly, I answer, you were.”

“That is strange! Who can it be?”

“Who can it be? What do you mean?”

“If you were thinking of me, it was in connection with some other
person,--some other person of my own sex. It is certainly not poor dear
Miss Brabazon. Who else can it be?”

Again the red eye shot over me, and I felt my cheek redden beneath it.

“Hush!” she said, lowering her voice; “you are in love!”

“In love!--I! Permit me to ask you why you think so?”

“The signs are unmistakable; you are altered in your manner, even in the
expression of your face, since I last saw you; your manner is generally
quiet and observant,--it is now restless and distracted; your expression
of face is generally proud and serene,--it is now humbled and
troubled. You have something on your mind! It is not anxiety for your
reputation,--that is established; nor for your fortune,--that is made;
it is not anxiety for a patient or you would scarcely be here. But
anxiety it is,--an anxiety that is remote from your profession, that
touches your heart and is new to it!”

I was startled, almost awed; but I tried to cover my confusion with a
forced laugh.

“Profound observer! Subtle analyst! You have convinced me that I must
be in love, though I did not suspect it before. But when I strive to
conjecture the object, I am as much perplexed as yourself; and with you,
I ask, who can it be?”

“Whoever it be,” said Mrs. Poyntz, who had paused, while I spoke, from
her knitting, and now resumed it very slowly and very carefully, as if
her mind and her knitting worked in unison together,--“whoever it be,
love in you would be serious; and, with or without love, marriage is
a serious thing to us all. It is not every pretty girl that would suit
Allen Fenwick.”

“Alas! is there any pretty girl whom Allen Fenwick would suit?”

“Tut! You should be above the fretful vanity that lays traps for a
compliment. Yes; the time has come in your life and your career when
you would do well to marry. I give my consent to that,” she added with
a smile as if in jest, and a slight nod as if in earnest. The knitting
here went on more decidedly, more quickly. “But I do not yet see the
person. No! ‘T is a pity, Allen Fenwick” (whenever Mrs. Poyntz called
me by my Christian name, she always assumed her majestic motherly
manner),--“a pity that, with your birth, energies, perseverance,
talents, and, let me add, your advantages of manner and person,--a pity
that you did not choose a career that might achieve higher fortunes and
louder fame than the most brilliant success can give to a provincial
physician. But in that very choice you interest me. My choice has been
much the same,--a small circle, but the first in it. Yet, had I been a
man, or had my dear Colonel been a man whom it was in the power of a
woman’s art to raise one step higher in that metaphorical ladder which
is not the ladder of the angels, why, then--what then? No matter! I
am contented. I transfer my ambition to Jane. Do you not think her
handsome?”

“There can be no doubt of that,” said I, carelessly and naturally.

“I have settled Jane’s lot in my own mind,” resumed Mrs. Poyntz,
striking firm into another row of knitting. “She will marry a country
gentleman of large estate. He will go into parliament. She will study
his advancement as I study Poyntz’s comfort. If he be clever, she will
help to make him a minister; if he be not clever, his wealth will make
her a personage, and lift him into a personage’s husband. And, now that
you see I have no matrimonial designs on you, Allen Fenwick, think if it
will be worth while to confide in me. Possibly I may be useful--”

“I know not how to thank you; but, as yet, I have nothing to confide.”

While thus saying, I turned my eyes towards the open window beside which
I sat. It was a beautiful soft night, the May moon in all her splendour.
The town stretched, far and wide, below with all its numberless
lights,--below, but somewhat distant; an intervening space was covered,
here, by the broad quadrangle (in the midst of which stood, massive and
lonely, the grand old church), and, there, by the gardens and scattered
cottages or mansions that clothed the sides of the hill.

“Is not that house,” I said, after a short pause, “yonder with the three
gables, the one in which--in which poor Dr. Lloyd lived--Abbots’ House?”

I spoke abruptly, as if to intimate my desire to change the subject of
conversation. My hostess stopped her knitting, half rose, looked forth.

“Yes. But what a lovely night! How is it that the moon blends into
harmony things of which the sun only marks the contrast? That stately
old church tower, gray with its thousand years, those vulgar tile-roofs
and chimney-pots raw in the freshness of yesterday,--now, under the
moonlight, all melt into one indivisible charm!”

As my hostess thus spoke, she had left her seat, taking her work with
her, and passed from the window into the balcony. It was not often that
Mrs. Poyntz condescended to admit what is called “sentiment” into
the range of her sharp, practical, worldly talk; but she did so at
times,--always, when she did, giving me the notion of an intellect much
too comprehensive not to allow that sentiment has a place in this life,
but keeping it in its proper place, by that mixture of affability and
indifference with which some high-born beauty allows the genius, but
checks the presumption, of a charming and penniless poet. For a few
minutes her eyes roved over the scene in evident enjoyment; then, as
they slowly settled upon the three gables of Abbots’ House, her face
regained that something of hardness which belonged to its decided
character; her fingers again mechanically resumed her knitting, and she
said, in her clear, unsoftened, metallic chime of voice, “Can you guess
why I took so much trouble to oblige Mr. Vigors and locate Mrs. Ashleigh
yonder?”

“You favoured us with a full explanation of your reasons.”

“Some of my reasons; not the main one. People who undertake the task
of governing others, as I do, be their rule a kingdom or a hamlet, must
adopt a principle of government and adhere to it. The principle that
suits best with the Hill is Respect for the Proprieties. We have not
much money; entre nous, we have no great rank. Our policy is, then, to
set up the Proprieties as an influence which money must court and rank
is afraid of. I had learned just before Mr. Vigors called on me that
Lady Sarah Bellasis entertained the idea of hiring Abbots’ House.
London has set its face against her; a provincial town would be more
charitable. An earl’s daughter, with a good income and an awfully bad
name, of the best manners and of the worst morals, would have made sad
havoc among the Proprieties. How many of our primmest old maids would
have deserted tea and Mrs. Poyntz for champagne and her ladyship! The
Hill was never in so imminent a danger. Rather than Lady Sarah Bellasis
should have had that house, I would have taken it myself, and stocked it
with owls.

“Mrs. Ashleigh turned up just in the critical moment. Lady Sarah is
foiled, the Proprieties safe, and so that question is settled.”

“And it will be pleasant to have your early friend so near you.”

Mrs. Poyntz lifted her eyes full upon me.

“Do you know Mrs. Ashleigh?”

“Not in the least.”

“She has many virtues and few ideas. She is commonplace weak, as I
am commonplace strong. But commonplace weak can be very lovable. Her
husband, a man of genius and learning, gave her his whole heart,--a
heart worth having; but he was not ambitious, and he despised the
world.”

“I think you said your daughter was very much attached to Miss Ashleigh?
Does her character resemble her mother’s?”

I was afraid while I spoke that I should again meet Mrs. Poyntz’s
searching gaze, but she did not this time look up from her work.

“No; Lilian is anything but commonplace.”

“You described her as having delicate health; you implied a hope that
she was not consumptive. I trust that there is no serious reason for
apprehending a constitutional tendency which at her age would require
the most careful watching!”

“I trust not. If she were to die--Dr. Fenwick, what is the matter?”

So terrible had been the picture which this woman’s words had brought
before me, that I started as if my own life had received a shock.

“I beg pardon,” I said falteringly, pressing my hand to my heart; “a
sudden spasm here,--it is over now. You were saying that--that--”

“I was about to say-” and here Mrs. Poyntz laid her hand lightly on
mine,--“I was about to say that if Lilian Ashleigh were to die, I should
mourn for her less than I might for one who valued the things of the
earth more. But I believe there is no cause for the alarm my words so
inconsiderately excited in you. Her mother is watchful and devoted; and
if the least thing ailed Lilian, she would call in medical advice. Mr.
Vigors would, I know, recommend Dr. Jones.”

Closing our conference with those stinging words, Mrs. Poyntz here
turned back into the drawing-room.

I remained some minutes on the balcony, disconcerted, enraged. With
what consummate art had this practised diplomatist wound herself into my
secret! That she had read my heart better than myself was evident from
that Parthian shaft, barbed with Dr. Jones, which she had shot over her
shoulder in retreat. That from the first moment in which she had decoyed
me to her side, she had detected “the something” on my mind, was perhaps
but the ordinary quickness of female penetration. But it was with no
ordinary craft that the whole conversation afterwards had been so shaped
as to learn the something, and lead me to reveal the some one to whom
the something was linked. For what purpose? What was it to her? What
motive could she have beyond the mere gratification of curiosity?
Perhaps, at first, she thought I had been caught by her daughter’s showy
beauty, and hence the half-friendly, half-cynical frankness with which
she had avowed her ambitious projects for that young lady’s matrimonial
advancement. Satisfied by my manner that I cherished no presumptuous
hopes in that quarter, her scrutiny was doubtless continued from that
pleasure in the exercise of a wily intellect which impels schemers and
politicians to an activity for which, without that pleasure itself,
there would seem no adequate inducement. And besides, the ruling passion
of this petty sovereign was power; and if knowledge be power, there is
no better instrument of power over a contumacious subject than that hold
on his heart which is gained in the knowledge of its secret.

But “secret”! Had it really come to this? Was it possible that the mere
sight of a human face, never beheld before, could disturb the whole
tenor of my life,--a stranger of whose mind and character I knew
nothing, whose very voice I had never heard? It was only by the
intolerable pang of anguish that had rent my heart in the words,
carelessly, abruptly spoken, “if she were to die,” that I had felt how
the world would be changed to me, if indeed that face were seen in it no
more! Yes, secret it was no longer to myself, I loved! And like all on
whom love descends, sometimes softly, slowly, with the gradual wing of
the cushat settling down into its nest, sometimes with the swoop of the
eagle on his unsuspecting quarry, I believed that none ever before loved
as I loved; that such love was an abnormal wonder, made solely for
me, and I for it. Then my mind insensibly hushed its angrier and more
turbulent thoughts, as my gaze rested upon the roof-tops of Lilian’s
home, and the shimmering silver of the moonlit willow, under which I had
seen her gazing into the roseate heavens.



CHAPTER VIII.

When I returned to the drawing-room, the party was evidently about to
break up. Those who had grouped round the piano were now assembled round
the refreshment-table. The cardplayers had risen, and were settling or
discussing gains and losses. While I was searching for my hat, which
I had somewhere mislaid, a poor gentleman, tormented by tic-doloureux,
crept timidly up to me,--the proudest and the poorest of all the
hidalgos settled on the Hill. He could not afford a fee for a
physician’s advice; but pain had humbled his pride, and I saw at a
glance that he was considering how to take a surreptitious advantage of
social intercourse, and obtain the advice without paying the fee. The
old man discovered the hat before I did, stooped, took it up, extended
it to me with the profound bow of the old school, while the other hand,
clenched and quivering, was pressed into the hollow of his cheek,
and his eyes met mine with wistful mute entreaty. The instinct of my
profession seized me at once. I could never behold suffering without
forgetting all else in the desire to relieve it.

“You are in pain,” said I, softly. “Sit down and describe the symptoms.
Here, it is true, I am no professional doctor, but I am a friend who is
fond of doctoring, and knows something about it.”

So we sat down a little apart from the other guests, and after a few
questions and answers, I was pleased to find that his “tic” did not
belong to the less curable kind of that agonizing neuralgia. I was
especially successful in my treatment of similar sufferings, for which I
had discovered an anodyne that was almost specific. I wrote on a leaf of
my pocketbook a prescription which I felt sure would be efficacious, and
as I tore it out and placed it in his hand, I chanced to look up, and
saw the hazel eyes of my hostess fixed upon me with a kinder and softer
expression than they often condescended to admit into their cold and
penetrating lustre. At that moment, however, her attention was drawn
from me to a servant, who entered with a note, and I heard him say,
though in an undertone, “From Mrs. Ashleigh.”

She opened the note, read it hastily, ordered the servant to wait
without the door, retired to her writing-table, which stood near the
place at which I still lingered, rested her face on her hand, and seemed
musing. Her meditation was very soon over. She turned her head, and to
my surprise, beckoned to me. I approached.

“Sit here,” she whispered: “turn your back towards those people, who are
no doubt watching us. Read this.”

She placed in my hand the note she had just received. It contained but a
few words, to this effect:--


   DEAR MARGARET,--I am so distressed.  Since I wrote to you a few
   hours ago, Lilian is taken suddenly ill, and I fear seriously.  What
   medical man should I send for?  Let my servant have his name and
   address.

                                                    A.  A.

I sprang from my seat.

“Stay,” said Mrs. Poyntz. “Would you much care if I sent the servant to
Dr. Jones?”

“Ah, madam, you are cruel! What have I done that you should become my
enemy?”

“Enemy! No. You have just befriended one of my friends. In this world
of fools intellect should ally itself with intellect. No; I am not your
enemy! But you have not yet asked me to be your friend.”

Here she put into my hands a note she had written while thus speaking.
“Receive your credentials. If there be any cause for alarm, or if I can
be of use, send for me.” Resuming the work she had suspended, but with
lingering, uncertain fingers, she added, “So far, then, this is settled.
Nay, no thanks; it is but little that is settled as yet.”



CHAPTER IX.

In a very few minutes I was once more in the grounds of that old gable
house; the servant, who went before me, entered them by the stairs and
the wicket-gate of the private entrance; that way was the shortest.
So again I passed by the circling glade and the monastic well,--sward,
trees, and ruins all suffused in the limpid moonlight.

And now I was in the house; the servant took up-stairs the note with
which I was charged, and a minute or two afterwards returned and
conducted me to the corridor above, in which Mrs. Ashleigh received me.
I was the first to speak.

“Your daughter--is--is--not seriously ill, I hope. What is it?”

“Hush!” she said, under her breath. “Will you step this way for a
moment?” She passed through a doorway to the right. I followed her,
and as she placed on the table the light she had been holding, I looked
round with a chill at the heart,--it was the room in which Dr. Lloyd had
died. Impossible to mistake. The furniture indeed was changed, there was
no bed in the chamber; but the shape of the room, the position of the
high casement, which was now wide open, and through which the moonlight
streamed more softly than on that drear winter night, the great square
beams intersecting the low ceiling,--all were impressed vividly on my
memory. The chair to which Mrs. Ashleigh beckoned me was placed just on
the spot where I had stood by the bedhead of the dying man.

I shrank back,--I could not have seated myself there. So I remained
leaning against the chimney-piece, while Mrs. Ashleigh told her story.

She said that on their arrival the day before, Lilian had been in more
than usually good health and spirits, delighted with the old house,
the grounds, and especially the nook by the Monk’s Well, at which Mrs.
Ashleigh had left her that evening in order to make some purchases in
the town, in company with Mr. Vigors. When Mrs. Ashleigh returned, she
and Mr. Vigors had sought Lilian in that nook, and Mrs. Ashleigh then
detected, with a mother’s eye, some change in Lilian which alarmed her.
She seemed listless and dejected, and was very pale; but she denied that
she felt unwell. On regaining the house she had sat down in the room in
which we then were,--“which,” said Mrs. Ashleigh, “as it is not required
for a sleeping-room, my daughter, who is fond of reading, wished to fit
up as her own morning-room, or study. I left her here and went into the
drawing-room below with Mr. Vigors. When he quitted me, which he did
very soon, I remained for nearly an hour giving directions about the
placing of furniture, which had just arrived, from our late residence.
I then went up-stairs to join my daughter, and to my terror found her
apparently lifeless in her chair. She had fainted away.”

I interrupted Mrs. Ashleigh here. “Has Miss Ashleigh been subject to
fainting fits?”

“No, never. When she recovered she seemed bewildered, disinclined to
speak. I got her to bed, and as she then fell quietly to sleep, my mind
was relieved. I thought it only a passing effect of excitement, in a
change of abode; or caused by something like malaria in the atmosphere
of that part of the grounds in which I had found her seated.”

“Very likely. The hour of sunset at this time of year is trying to
delicate constitutions. Go on.”

“About three quarters of an hour ago she woke up with a loud cry, and
has been ever since in a state of great agitation, weeping violently,
and answering none of my questions. Yet she does not seem light-headed,
but rather what we call hysterical.”

“You will permit me now to see her. Take comfort; in all you tell me I
see nothing to warrant serious alarm.”



CHAPTER X.

To the true physician there is an inexpressible sanctity in the sick
chamber. At its threshold the more human passions quit their hold on
his heart. Love there would be profanation; even the grief permitted to
others he must put aside. He must enter that room--a calm intelligence.
He is disabled for his mission if he suffer aught to obscure the
keen quiet glance of his science. Age or youth, beauty or deformity,
innocence or guilt, merge their distinctions in one common
attribute--human suffering appealing to human skill.

Woe to the households in which the trusted Healer feels not on his
conscience the solemn obligations of his glorious art! Reverently as in
a temple, I stood in the virgin’s chamber. When her mother placed her
hand in mine, and I felt the throb of its pulse, I was aware of no
quicker beat of my own heart. I looked with a steady eye on the face
more beautiful from the flush that deepened the delicate hues of
the young cheek, and the lustre that brightened the dark blue of the
wandering eyes. She did not at first heed me, did not seem aware of
my presence; but kept murmuring to herself words which I could not
distinguish.

At length, when I spoke to her, in that low, soothing tone which we
learn at the sick-bed, the expression of her face altered suddenly; she
passed the hand I did not hold over her forehead, turned round, looked
at me full and long, with unmistakable surprise, yet not as if the
surprise displeased her,--less the surprise which recoils from the
sight of a stranger than that which seems doubtfully to recognize an
unexpected friend. Yet on the surprise there seemed to creep something
of apprehension, of fear; her hand trembled, her voice quivered, as she
said,--

“Can it be, can it be? Am I awake? Mother, who is this?”

“Only a kind visitor, Dr. Fenwick, sent by Mrs. Poyntz, for I was uneasy
about you, darling. How are you now?”

“Better. Strangely better.”

She removed her hand gently from mine, and with an involuntary modest
shrinking turned towards Mrs. Ashleigh, drawing her mother towards
herself, so that she became at once hidden from me.

Satisfied that there was here no delirium, nor even more than the slight
and temporary fever which often accompanies a sudden nervous attack in
constitutions peculiarly sensitive, I retired noiselessly from the
room, and went, not into that which had been occupied by the ill-fated
Naturalist, but down-stairs into the drawing-room, to write my
prescription. I had already sent the servant off with it to the
chemist’s before Mrs. Ashleigh joined me.

“She seems recovering surprisingly; her forehead is cooler; she
is perfectly self-possessed, only she cannot account for her own
seizure,--cannot account either for the fainting or the agitation with
which she awoke from sleep.”

“I think I can account for both. The first room in which she
entered--that in which she fainted--had its window open; the sides of
the window are overgrown with rank creeping plants in full blossom. Miss
Ashleigh had already predisposed herself to injurious effects from the
effluvia by fatigue, excitement, imprudence in sitting out at the fall
of a heavy dew. The sleep after the fainting fit was the more disturbed,
because Nature, always alert and active in subjects so young, was
making its own effort to right itself from an injury. Nature has nearly
succeeded. What I have prescribed will a little aid and accelerate that
which Nature has yet to do, and in a day or two I do not doubt that your
daughter will be perfectly restored. Only let me recommend care to avoid
exposure to the open air during the close of the day. Let her avoid also
the room in which she was first seized, for it is a strange phenomenon
in nervous temperaments that a nervous attack may, without visible
cause, be repeated in the same place where it was first experienced. You
had better shut up the chamber for at least some weeks, burn fires in
it, repaint and paper it, sprinkle chloroform. You are not, perhaps,
aware that Dr. Lloyd died in that room after a prolonged illness. Suffer
me to wait till your servant returns with the medicine, and let me
employ the interval in asking you a few questions. Miss Ashleigh, you
say, never had a fainting fit before. I should presume that she is not
what we call strong. But has she ever had any illness that alarmed you?”

“Never.”

“No great liability to cold and cough, to attacks of the chest or
lungs?”

“Certainly not. Still I have feared that she may have a tendency to
consumption. Do you think so? Your questions alarm me!”

“I do not think so; but before I pronounce a positive opinion, one
question more. You say you have feared a tendency to consumption. Is
that disease in her family? She certainly did not inherit it from you.
But on her father’s side?”

“Her father,” said Mrs. Ashleigh, with tears in her eyes, “died young,
but of brain fever, which the medical men said was brought on by over
study.”

“Enough, my dear madam. What you say confirms my belief that your
daughter’s constitution is the very opposite to that in which the seeds
of consumption lurk. It is rather that far nobler constitution,
which the keenness of the nervous susceptibility renders delicate but
elastic,--as quick to recover as it is to suffer.”

“Thank you, thank you, Dr. Fenwick, for what you say. You take a load
from my heart; for Mr. Vigors, I know, thinks Lilian consumptive, and
Mrs. Poyntz has rather frightened me at times by hints to the same
effect. But when you speak of nervous susceptibility, I do not quite
understand you. My daughter is not what is commonly called nervous. Her
temper is singularly even.”

“But if not excitable, should you also say that she is not
impressionable? The things which do not disturb her temper may, perhaps,
deject her spirits. Do I make myself understood?”

“Yes, I think I understand your distinction; but I am not quite sure
if it applies. To most things that affect the spirits she is not more
sensitive than other girls, perhaps less so; but she is certainly very
impressionable in some things.”

“In what?”

“She is more moved than any one I ever knew by objects in external
nature, rural scenery, rural sounds, by music, by the books that she
reads,--even books that are not works of imagination. Perhaps in all
this she takes after her poor father, but in a more marked degree,--at
least, I observe it more in her; for he was very silent and reserved.
And perhaps also her peculiarities have been fostered by the seclusion
in which she has been brought up. It was with a view to make her a
little more like girls of her own age that our friend, Mrs. Poyntz,
induced me to come here. Lilian was reconciled to this change; but she
shrank from the thoughts of London, which I should have preferred. Her
poor father could not endure London.”

“Miss Ashleigh is fond of reading?”

“Yes, she is fond of reading, but more fond of musing. She will sit by
herself for hours without book or work, and seem as abstracted as if in
a dream. She was so even in her earliest childhood. Then she would tell
me what she had been conjuring up to herself. She would say that she had
seen--positively seen--beautiful lands far away from earth; flowers and
trees not like ours. As she grew older this visionary talk displeased
me, and I scolded her, and said that if others heard her, they would
think that she was not only silly but very untruthful. So of late years
she never ventures to tell me what, in such dreamy moments, she suffers
herself to imagine; but the habit of musing continues still. Do you not
agree with Mrs. Poyntz that the best cure would be a little cheerful
society amongst other young people?”

“Certainly,” said I, honestly, though with a jealous pang. “But here
comes the medicine. Will you take it up to her, and then sit with her
half an hour or so? By that time I expect she will be asleep. I will
wait here till you return. Oh, I can amuse myself with the newspapers
and books on your table. Stay! one caution: be sure there are no flowers
in Miss Ashleigh’s sleeping-room. I think I saw a treacherous rose-tree
in a stand by the window. If so, banish it.”

Left alone, I examined the room in which, oh, thought of joy! I had
surely now won the claim to become a privileged guest. I touched the
books Lilian must have touched; in the articles of furniture, as yet
so hastily disposed that the settled look of home was not about them,
I still knew that I was gazing on things which her mind must associate
with the history of her young life. That luteharp must be surely hers,
and the scarf, with a girl’s favourite colours,--pure white and pale
blue,--and the bird-cage, and the childish ivory work-case, with
implements too pretty for use,--all spoke of her.

It was a blissful, intoxicating revery, which Mrs. Ashleigh’s entrance
disturbed.

Lilian was sleeping calmly. I had no excuse to linger there any longer.

“I leave you, I trust, with your mind quite at ease,” said I. “You will
allow me to call to-morrow, in the afternoon?”

“Oh, yes, gratefully.”

Mrs. Ashleigh held out her hand as I made towards the door.

Is there a physician who has not felt at times how that ceremonious fee
throws him back from the garden-land of humanity into the market-place
of money,--seems to put him out of the pale of equal friendship, and
say, “True, you have given health and life. Adieu! there, you are paid
for it!” With a poor person there would have been no dilemma, but
Mrs. Ashleigh was affluent: to depart from custom here was almost
impertinence. But had the penalty of my refusal been the doom of never
again beholding Lilian, I could not have taken her mother’s gold. So I
did not appear to notice the hand held out to me, and passed by with a
quickened step.

“But, Dr. Fenwick, stop!”

“No, ma’am, no! Miss Ashleigh would have recovered as soon without me.
Whenever my aid is really wanted, then--but Heaven grant that time may
never come! We will talk again about her to-morrow.”

I was gone,--now in the garden ground, odorous with blossoms; now in the
lane, inclosed by the narrow walls; now in the deserted streets, over
which the moon shone full as in that winter night when I hurried from
the chamber of death. But the streets were not ghastly now, and the moon
was no longer Hecate, that dreary goddess of awe and spectres, but the
sweet, simple Lady of the Stars, on whose gentle face lovers have gazed
ever since (if that guess of astronomers be true) she was parted from
earth to rule the tides of its deeps from afar, even as love, from love
divided, rules the heart that yearns towards it with mysterious law.



CHAPTER XI.

With what increased benignity I listened to the patients who visited me
the next morning! The whole human race seemed to be worthier of love,
and I longed to diffuse amongst all some rays of the glorious hope that
had dawned upon my heart. My first call, when I went forth, was on the
poor young woman from whom I had been returning the day before, when an
impulse, which seemed like a fate, had lured me into the grounds where I
had first seen Lilian. I felt grateful to this poor patient; without her
Lilian herself might be yet unknown to me.

The girl’s brother, a young man employed in the police, and whose pay
supported a widowed mother and the suffering sister, received me at the
threshold of the cottage.

“Oh, sir, she is so much better to-day; almost free from pain. Will she
live now; can she live?”

“If my treatment has really done the good you say; if she be really
better under it, I think her recovery may be pronounced. But I must
first see her.”

The girl was indeed wonderfully better. I felt that my skill was
achieving a signal triumph; but that day even my intellectual pride was
forgotten in the luxurious unfolding of that sense of heart which had so
newly waked into blossom.

As I recrossed the threshold, I smiled on the brother, who was still
lingering there,--

“Your sister is saved, Wady. She needs now chiefly wine, and good though
light nourishment; these you will find at my house; call there for them
every day.”

“God bless you, sir! If ever I can serve you--” His tongue faltered, he
could say no more.

Serve me, Allen Fenwick--that poor policeman! Me, whom a king could not
serve! What did I ask from earth but Fame and Lilian’s heart? Thrones
and bread man wins from the aid of others; fame and woman’s heart he can
only gain through himself.

So I strode gayly up the hill, through the iron gates, into the fairy
ground, and stood before Lilian’s home.

The man-servant, on opening the door, seemed somewhat confused, and said
hastily before I spoke,--

“Not at home, sir; a note for you.”

I turned the note mechanically in my hand; I felt stunned.

“Not at home! Miss Ashleigh cannot be out. How is she?”

“Better, sir, thank you.”

I still could not open the note; my eyes turned wistfully towards
the windows of the house, and there--at the drawing-room window--I
encountered the scowl of Mr. Vigors. I coloured with resentment, divined
that I was dismissed, and walked away with a proud crest and a firm
step.

When I was out of the gates, in the blind lane, I opened the note. It
began formally. “Mrs. Ashleigh presents her compliments,” and went on to
thank me, civilly enough, for my attendance the night before, would not
give me the trouble to repeat my visit, and inclosed a fee, double the
amount of the fee prescribed by custom. I flung the money, as an asp
that had stung me, over the high wall, and tore the note into shreds.
Having thus idly vented my rage, a dull gnawing sorrow came heavily down
upon all other emotions, stifling and replacing them. At the mouth of
the lane I halted. I shrank from the thought of the crowded streets
beyond; I shrank yet more from the routine of duties, which stretched
before me in the desert into which daily life was so suddenly smitten. I
sat down by the roadside, shading my dejected face with a nervous hand.
I looked up as the sound of steps reached my ear, and saw Dr. Jones
coming briskly along the lane, evidently from Abbots’ House. He must
have been there at the very time I had called. I was not only dismissed
but supplanted. I rose before he reached the spot on which I had seated
myself, and went my way into the town, went through my allotted round of
professional visits; but my attentions were not so tenderly devoted,
my skill so genially quickened by the glow of benevolence, as my poorer
patients had found them in the morning. I have said how the physician
should enter the sick-room. “A Calm Intelligence!” But if you strike a
blow on the heart, the intellect suffers. Little worth, I suspect, was
my “calm intelligence” that day. Bichat, in his famous book upon Life
and Death, divides life into two classes,--animal and organic. Man’s
intellect, with the brain for its centre, belongs to life animal; his
passions to life organic, centred in the heart, in the viscera. Alas!
if the noblest passions through which alone we lift ourselves into the
moral realm of the sublime and beautiful really have their centre in the
life which the very vegetable, that lives organically, shares with us!
And, alas! if it be that life which we share with the vegetable, that
can cloud, obstruct, suspend, annul that life centred in the brain,
which we share with every being howsoever angelic, in every star
howsoever remote, on whom the Creator bestows the faculty of thought!



CHAPTER XII.

But suddenly I remembered Mrs. Poyntz. I ought to call on her. So I
closed my round of visits at her door. The day was then far advanced,
and the servant politely informed me that Mrs. Poyntz was at dinner. I
could only leave my card, with a message that I would pay my respects to
her the next day. That evening I received from her this note:--


   Dear Dr. Fenwick,--I regret much that I cannot have the pleasure of
   seeing you to-morrow.  Poyntz and I are going to visit his brother, at
   the other end of the county, and we start early.  We shall be away some
   days.  Sorry to hear from Mrs. Ashleigh that she has been persuaded by
   Mr. Vigors to consult Dr. Jones about Lilian. Vigors and Jones both
   frighten the poor mother, and insist upon consumptive tendencies.
   Unluckily, you seem to have said there was little the matter.  Some
   doctors train their practice as some preachers fill their churches,--by
   adroit use of the appeals to terror.  You do not want patients, Dr.
   Jones does.  And, after all, better perhaps as it is.
                           Yours, etc.
                                                 M. Poyntz.

To my more selfish grief, anxiety for Lilian was now added. I had seen
many more patients die from being mistreated for consumption than from
consumption itself. And Dr. Jones was a mercenary, cunning, needy man,
with much crafty knowledge of human foibles, but very little skill in
the treatment of human maladies. My fears were soon confirmed. A few
days after I heard from Miss Brabazon that Miss Ashleigh was seriously
ill, kept her room. Mrs. Ashleigh made this excuse for not immediately
returning the visits which the Hill had showered upon her. Miss Brabazon
had seen Dr. Jones, who had shaken his head, said it was a serious case;
but that time and care (his time and his care!) might effect wonders.

How stealthily at the dead of the night I would climb the Hill and look
towards the windows of the old sombre house,--one window, in which a
light burned dim and mournful, the light of a sick-room,--of hers!

At length Mrs. Poyntz came back, and I entered her house, having fully
resolved beforehand on the line of policy to be adopted towards the
potentate whom I hoped to secure as an ally. It was clear that neither
disguise nor half-confidence would baffle the penetration of so keen an
intellect, nor propitiate the good will of so imperious and resolute a
temper. Perfect frankness here was the wisest prudence; and after
all, it was most agreeable to my own nature, and most worthy of my own
honour.

Luckily, I found Mrs. Poyntz alone, and taking in both mine the hand
she somewhat coldly extended to me, I said, with the earnestness of
suppressed emotion,--

“You observed when I last saw you, that I had not yet asked you to be
my friend. I ask it now. Listen to me with all the indulgence you can
vouchsafe, and let me at least profit by your counsel if you refuse to
give me your aid.”

Rapidly, briefly, I went on to say how I had first seen Lilian, and how
sudden, how strange to myself, had been the impression which that first
sight of her had produced.

“You remarked the change that had come over me,” said I; “you divined
the cause before I divined it myself,--divined it as I sat there beside
you, thinking that through you I might see, in the freedom of social
intercourse, the face that was then haunting me. You know what has
since passed. Miss Ashleigh is ill; her case is, I am convinced,
wholly misunderstood. All other feelings are merged in one sense of
anxiety,--of alarm. But it has become due to me, due to all, to incur
the risk of your ridicule even more than of your reproof, by stating to
you thus candidly, plainly, bluntly, the sentiment which renders alarm
so poignant, and which, if scarcely admissible to the romance of some
wild dreamy boy, may seem an unpardonable folly in a man of my years and
my sober calling,--due to me, to you, to Mrs. Ashleigh, because still
the dearest thing in life to me is honour. And if you, who know Mrs.
Ashleigh so intimately, who must be more or less aware of her plans or
wishes for her daughter’s future,--if you believe that those plans or
wishes lead to a lot far more ambitious than an alliance with me could
offer to Miss Ashleigh, then aid Mr. Vigors in excluding me from the
house; aid me in suppressing a presumptuous, visionary passion. I cannot
enter that house without love and hope at my heart; and the threshold
of that house I must not cross if such love and such hope would be a sin
and a treachery in the eyes of its owner. I might restore Miss Ashleigh
to health; her gratitude might--I cannot continue. This danger must
not be to me nor to her, if her mother has views far above such a
son-in-law. And I am the more bound to consider all this while it is yet
time, because I heard you state that Miss Ashleigh had a fortune, was
what would be here termed an heiress. And the full consciousness that
whatever fame one in my profession may live to acquire, does not
open those vistas of social power and grandeur which are opened
by professions to my eyes less noble in themselves,--that full
consciousness, I say, was forced upon me by certain words of your own.
For the rest, you know my descent is sufficiently recognized as that
amidst well-born gentry to have rendered me no mesalliance to families
the most proud of their ancestry, if I had kept my hereditary estate and
avoided the career that makes me useful to man. But I acknowledge that
on entering a profession such as mine--entering any profession except
that of arms or the senate--all leave their pedigree at its door, an
erased or dead letter. All must come as equals, high-born or low-born,
into that arena in which men ask aid from a man as he makes himself; to
them his dead forefathers are idle dust. Therefore, to the advantage of
birth I cease to have a claim. I am but a provincial physician, whose
station would be the same had he been a cobbler’s son. But gold retains
its grand privilege in all ranks. He who has gold is removed from
the suspicion that attaches to the greedy fortune-hunter. My private
fortune, swelled by my savings, is sufficient to secure to any one I
married a larger settlement than many a wealthy squire can make. I need
no fortune with a wife; if she have one, it would be settled on herself.
Pardon these vulgar details. Now, have I made myself understood?”

“Fully,” answered the Queen of the Hill, who had listened to me quietly,
watchfully, and without one interruption, “fully; and you have done
well to confide in me with so generous an unreserve. But before I say
further, let me ask, what would be your advice for Lilian, supposing
that you ought not to attend her? You have no trust in Dr. Jones;
neither have I. And Annie Ashleigh’s note received to-day, begging me
to call, justifies your alarm. Still you think there is no tendency to
consumption?”

“Of that I am certain so far as my slight glimpse of a case that to me,
however, seems a simple and not uncommon one, will permit. But in
the alternative you put--that my own skill, whatever its worth, is
forbidden--my earnest advice is that Mrs. Ashleigh should take her
daughter at once to London, and consult there those great authorities to
whom I cannot compare my own opinion or experience; and by their counsel
abide.”

Mrs. Poyntz shaded her eyes with her hand for a few moments, and seemed
in deliberation with herself. Then she said, with her peculiar smile,
half grave, half ironical,--

“In matters more ordinary you would have won me to your side long ago.
That Mr. Vigors should have presumed to cancel my recommendation to a
settler on the Hill was an act of rebellion, and involved the honour
of my prerogative; but I suppressed my indignation at an affront so
unusual, partly out of pique against yourself, but much more, I think,
out of regard for you.”

“I understand. You detected the secret of my heart; you knew that Mrs.
Ashleigh would not wish to see her daughter the wife of a provincial
physician.”

“Am I sure, or are you sure, that the daughter herself would accept that
fate; or if she accepted it, would not repent?”

“Do you not think me the vainest of men when I say this,--that I cannot
believe I should be so enthralled by a feeling at war with my reason,
unfavoured by anything I can detect in my habits of mind, or even by the
dreams of a youth which exalted science and excluded love, unless I was
intimately convinced that Miss Ashleigh’s heart was free, that I could
win, and that I could keep it! Ask me why I am convinced of this, and I
can tell you no more why I think that she could love me than I can tell
you why I love her!”

“I am of the world, worldly; but I am a woman, womanly,--though I may
not care to be thought it. And, therefore, though what you say is,
regarded in a worldly point of view, sheer nonsense, regarded in a
womanly point of view, it is logically sound. But still you cannot know
Lilian as I do. Your nature and hers are in strong contrast. I do not
think she is a safe wife for you. The purest, the most innocent creature
imaginable, certainly that, but always in the seventh heaven; and you
in the seventh heaven just at this moment, but with an irresistible
gravitation to the solid earth, which will have its way again when
the honeymoon is over--I do not believe you two would harmonize by
intercourse. I do not believe Lilian would sympathize with you, and I am
sure you could not sympathize with her throughout the long dull course
of this workday life. And, therefore, for your sake, as well as hers, I
was not displeased to find that Dr. Jones had replaced you; and now, in
return for your frankness, I say frankly, do not go again to that house.
Conquer this sentiment, fancy, passion, whatever it be. And I will
advise Mrs. Ashleigh to take Lilian to town. Shall it be so settled?”

I could not speak. I buried my face in my hands--misery, misery,
desolation!

I know not how long I remained thus silent, perhaps many minutes. At
length I felt a cold, firm, but not ungentle hand placed upon mine; and
a clear, full, but not discouraging voice said to me,--

“Leave me to think well over this conversation, and to ponder well the
value of all you have shown that you so deeply feel. The interests of
life do not fill both scales of the balance. The heart, which does not
always go in the same scale with the interests, still has its weight in
the scale opposed to them. I have heard a few wise men say, as many a
silly woman says, ‘Better be unhappy with one we love, than be happy
with one we love not.’ Do you say that too?”

“With every thought of my brain, every beat of my pulse, I say it.”

“After that answer, all my questionings cease. You shall hear from me
to-morrow. By that time, I shall have seen Annie and Lilian. I shall
have weighed both scales of the balance,--and the heart here, Allen
Fenwick, seems very heavy. Go, now. I hear feet on the stairs, Poyntz
bringing up some friendly gossiper; gossipers are spies.”

I passed my hand over my eyes, tearless, but how tears would have
relieved the anguish that burdened them! and, without a word, went down
the stairs, meeting at the landing-place Colonel Poyntz and the old man
whose pain my prescription had cured. The old man was whistling a merry
tune, perhaps first learned on the playground. He broke from it to
thank, almost to embrace me, as I slid by him. I seized his jocund
blessing as a good omen, and carried it with me as I passed into the
broad sunlight. Solitary--solitary! Should I be so evermore?



CHAPTER XIII.

The next day I had just dismissed the last of my visiting patients, and
was about to enter my carriage and commence my round, when I received a
twisted note containing but these words:--


   Call on me to-day, as soon as you can.

                                           M. Poyntz.

A few minutes afterwards I was in Mrs. Poyntz’s drawing-room.

“Well, Allen Fenwick” said she, “I do not serve friends by halves. No
thanks! I but adhere to a principle I have laid down for myself. I spent
last evening with the Ashleighs. Lilian is certainly much altered,--very
weak, I fear very ill, and I believe very unskillfully treated by Dr.
Jones. I felt that it was my duty to insist on a change of physician;
but there was something else to consider before deciding who that
physician should be. I was bound, as your confidante, to consult your
own scruples of honour. Of course I could not say point-blank to Mrs.
Ashleigh, ‘Dr. Fenwick admires your daughter, would you object to him
as a son-in-law?’ Of course I could not touch at all on the secret with
which you intrusted me; but I have not the less arrived at a conclusion,
in agreement with my previous belief, that not being a woman of the
world, Annie Ashleigh has none of the ambition which women of the world
would conceive for a daughter who has a good fortune and considerable
beauty; that her predominant anxiety is for her child’s happiness, and
her predominant fear is that her child will die. She would never oppose
any attachment which Lilian might form; and if that attachment were for
one who had preserved her daughter’s life, I believe her own heart would
gratefully go with her daughter’s. So far, then, as honour is concerned,
all scruples vanish.”

I sprang from my seat, radiant with joy. Mrs. Poyntz dryly continued:
“You value yourself on your common-sense, and to that I address a few
words of counsel which may not be welcome to your romance. I said that
I did not think you and Lilian would suit each other in the long
run; reflection confirms me in that supposition. Do not look at me so
incredulously and so sadly. Listen, and take heed. Ask yourself what, as
a man whose days are devoted to a laborious profession, whose ambition
is entwined with its success, whose mind must be absorbed in its
pursuits,--ask yourself what kind of a wife you would have sought to
win; had not this sudden fancy for a charming face rushed over your
better reason, and obliterated all previous plans and resolutions.
Surely some one with whom your heart would have been quite at rest; by
whom your thoughts would have been undistracted from the channels into
which your calling should concentrate their flow; in short, a serene
companion in the quiet holiday of a trustful home! Is it not so?”

“You interpret my own thoughts when they have turned towards marriage.
But what is there in Lilian Ashleigh that should mar the picture you
have drawn?”

“What is there in Lilian Ashleigh which in the least accords with the
picture? In the first place, the wife of a young physician should not
be his perpetual patient. The more he loves her, and the more worthy she
may be of love, the more her case will haunt him wherever he goes. When
he returns home, it is not to a holiday; the patient he most cares for,
the anxiety that most gnaws him, awaits him there.”

“But, good heavens! why should Lilian Ashleigh be a perpetual patient?
The sanitary resources of youth are incalculable. And--”

“Let me stop you; I cannot argue against a physician in love! I will
give up that point in dispute, remaining convinced that there is
something in Lilian’s constitution which will perplex, torment, and
baffle you. It was so with her father, whom she resembles in face and in
character. He showed no symptoms of any grave malady. His outward form
was, like Lilian’s, a model of symmetry, except in this, that, like
hers, it was too exquisitely delicate; but when seemingly in the midst
of perfect health, at any slight jar on the nerves he would become
alarmingly ill. I was sure that he would die young, and he did so.”

“Ay, but Mrs. Ashleigh said that his death was from brain-fever, brought
on by over-study. Rarely, indeed, do women so fatigue the brain. No
female patient, in the range of my practice, ever died of purely mental
exertion.”

“Of purely mental exertion, no; but of heart emotion, many female
patients, perhaps? Oh, you own that! I know nothing about nerves; but I
suppose that, whether they act on the brain or the heart, the result
to life is much the same if the nerves be too finely strung for life’s
daily wear and tear. And this is what I mean, when I say you and Lilian
will not suit. As yet, she is a mere child; her nature undeveloped, and
her affections therefore untried. You might suppose that you had won her
heart; she might believe that she gave it to you, and both be deceived.
If fairies nowadays condescended to exchange their offspring with those
of mortals, and if the popular tradition did not represent a fairy
changeling as an ugly peevish creature, with none of the grace of its
parents, I should be half inclined to suspect that Lilian was one of the
elfin people. She never seems at home on earth; and I do not think she
will ever be contented with a prosaic earthly lot. Now I have told you
why I do not think she will suit you. I must leave it to yourself to
conjecture how far you would suit her. I say this in due season, while
you may set a guard upon your impulse; while you may yet watch, and
weigh, and meditate; and from this moment on that subject I say no more.
I lend advice, but I never throw it away.”

She came here to a dead pause, and began putting on her bonnet and
scarf, which lay on the table beside her. I was a little chilled by her
words, and yet more by the blunt, shrewd, hard look and manner which
aided the effect of their delivery; but the chill melted away in the
sudden glow of my heart when she again turned towards me and said,--

“Of course you guess, from these preliminary cautions, that you are
going into danger? Mrs. Ashleigh wishes to consult you about Lilian, and
I propose to take you to her house.”

“Oh, my friend, my dear friend, how can I ever repay you?” I caught her
hand, the white firm hand, and lifted it to my lips.

She drew it somewhat hastily away, and laying it gently on my shoulder,
said, in a soft voice, “Poor Allen, how little the world knows either
of us! But how little perhaps we know ourselves! Come, your carriage is
here? That is right; we must put down Dr. Jones publicly and in all our
state.”

In the carriage Mrs. Poyntz told me the purport of that conversation
with Mrs. Ashleigh to which I owed my re-introduction to Abbots’ House.
It seems that Mr. Vigors had called early the morning after my first
visit! had evinced much discomposure on hearing that I had been
summoned! dwelt much on my injurious treatment of Dr. Lloyd, whom,
as distantly related to himself, and he (Mr. Vigors) being distantly
connected with the late Gilbert Ashleigh, he endeavoured to fasten upon
his listener as one of her husband’s family, whose quarrel she was bound
in honour to take up. He spoke of me as an infidel “tainted with French
doctrines,” and as a practitioner rash and presumptuous; proving his own
freedom from presumption and rashness by flatly deciding that my opinion
must be wrong. Previously to Mrs. Ashleigh’s migration to L----, Mr.
Vigors had interested her in the pretended phenomena of mesmerism. He
had consulted a clairvoyante, much esteemed by poor Dr. Lloyd, as
to Lilian’s health, and the clairvoyante had declared her to be
constitutionally predisposed to consumption. Mr. Vigors persuaded Mrs.
Ashleigh to come at once with him and see this clairvoyante herself,
armed with a lock of Lilian’s hair and a glove she had worn, as the
media of mesmerical rapport.

The clairvoyante, one of those I had publicly denounced as an impostor,
naturally enough denounced me in return. On being asked solemnly by
Mr. Vigors “to look at Dr. Fenwick and see if his influence would be
beneficial to the subject,” the sibyl had become violently agitated, and
said that, “when she looked at us together, we were enveloped in a black
cloud; that this portended affliction and sinister consequences; that
our rapport was antagonistic.” Mr. Vigors then told her to dismiss my
image, and conjure up that of Dr. Jones. Therewith the somnambule became
more tranquil, and said: “Dr. Jones would do well if he would be guided
by higher lights than his own skill, and consult herself daily as to the
proper remedies. The best remedy of all would be mesmerism. But since
Dr. Lloyd’s death, she did not know of a mesmerist, sufficiently gifted,
in affinity with the patient.” In fine, she impressed and awed Mrs.
Ashleigh, who returned in haste, summoned Dr. Jones, and dismissed
myself.

“I could not have conceived Mrs. Ashleigh to be so utterly wanting in
common-sense,” said I. “She talked rationally enough when I saw her.”

“She has common-sense in general, and plenty of the sense most common,”
 answered Mrs. Poyntz; “but she is easily led and easily frightened
wherever her affections are concerned, and therefore, just as easily as
she had been persuaded by Mr. Vigors and terrified by the somnambule,
I persuaded her against the one, and terrified her against the other. I
had positive experience on my side, since it was clear that Lilian had
been getting rapidly worse under Dr. Jones’s care. The main obstacles
I had to encounter in inducing Mrs. Ashleigh to consult you again
were, first, her reluctance to disoblige Mr. Vigors, as a friend and
connection of Lilian’s father; and, secondly, her sentiment of shame
in re-inviting your opinion after having treated you with so little
respect. Both these difficulties I took on myself. I bring you to her
house, and, on leaving you, I shall go on to Mr. Vigors, and tell him
what is done is my doing, and not to be undone by him; so that matter
is settled. Indeed, if you were out of the question, I should not suffer
Mr. Vigors to re-introduce all these mummeries of clairvoyance and
mesmerism into the precincts of the Hill. I did not demolish a man I
really liked in Dr. Lloyd, to set up a Dr. Jones, whom I despise, in his
stead. Clairvoyance on Abbey Hill, indeed! I saw enough of it before.”

“True; your strong intellect detected at once the absurdity of the whole
pretence,--the falsity of mesmerism, the impossibility of clairvoyance.”

“No, my strong intellect did nothing of the kind. I do not know whether
mesmerism be false or clairvoyance impossible; and I don’t wish to know.
All I do know is, that I saw the Hill in great danger,--young ladies
allowing themselves to be put to sleep by gentlemen, and pretending
they had no will of their own against such fascination! Improper and
shocking! And Miss Brabazon beginning to prophesy, and Mrs. Leopold
Smythe questioning her maid (whom Dr. Lloyd declared to be highly
gifted) as to all the secrets of her friends. When I saw this, I said,
‘The Hill is becoming demoralized; the Hill is making itself ridiculous;
the Hill must be saved!’ I remonstrated with Dr. Lloyd as a friend; he
remained obdurate. I annihilated him as an enemy, not to me but to the
State. I slew my best lover for the good of Rome. Now you know why I
took your part,--not because I have any opinion, one way or the other,
as to the truth or falsehood of what Dr. Lloyd asserted; but I have a
strong opinion that, whether they be true or false, his notions were
those which are not to be allowed on the Hill. And so, Allen Fenwick,
that matter was settled.”

Perhaps at another time I might have felt some little humiliation
to learn that I had been honoured with the influence of this great
potentate not as a champion of truth, but as an instrument of policy;
and I might have owned to some twinge of conscience in having assisted
to sacrifice a fellow-seeker after science--misled, no doubt, but
preferring his independent belief to his worldly interest--and sacrifice
him to those deities with whom science is ever at war,--the Prejudices
of a Clique sanctified into the Proprieties of the World. But at that
moment the words I heard made no perceptible impression on my mind. The
gables of Abbots’ House were visible above the evergreens and lilacs;
another moment, and the carriage stopped at the door.



CHAPTER XIV.

Mrs. Ashleigh received us in the dining-room. Her manner to me, at
first, was a little confused and shy. But my companion soon communicated
something of her own happy ease to her gentler friend. After a short
conversation we all three went to Lilian, who was in a little room on
the ground-floor, fitted up as her study. I was glad to perceive that my
interdict of the deathchamber had been respected.

She reclined on a sofa near the window, which was, however, jealously
closed; the light of the bright May-day obscured by blinds and
curtains; a large fire on the hearth; the air of the room that of a
hot-house,--the ignorant, senseless, exploded system of nursing into
consumption those who are confined on suspicion of it! She did not heed
us as we entered noiselessly; her eyes were drooped languidly on the
floor, and with difficulty I suppressed the exclamation that rose to my
lips on seeing her. She seemed within the last few days so changed, and
on the aspect of the countenance there was so profound a melancholy!
But as she slowly turned at the sound of our footsteps, and her eyes met
mine, a quick blush came into the wan cheek, and she half rose, but sank
back as if the effort exhausted her. There was a struggle for breath,
and a low hollow cough. Was it possible that I had been mistaken, and
that in that cough was heard the warning knell of the most insidious
enemy to youthful life?

I sat down by her side; I lured her on to talk of indifferent
subjects,--the weather, the gardens, the bird in the cage, which was
placed on the table near her. Her voice, at first low and feeble, became
gradually stronger, and her face lighted up with a child’s innocent,
playful smile. No, I had not been mistaken! That was no lymphatic,
nerveless temperament, on which consumption fastens as its lawful prey;
here there was no hectic pulse, no hurried waste of the vital flame.
Quietly and gently I made my observations, addressed my questions,
applied my stethoscope; and when I turned my face towards her mother’s
anxious, eager eyes, that face told my opinion; for her mother sprang
forward, clasped my hand, and said, through her struggling tears,--

“You smile! You see nothing to fear?”

“Fear! No, indeed! You will soon be again yourself, Miss Ashleigh, will
you not?”

“Yes,” she said, with her sweet laugh, “I shall be well now very soon.
But may I not have the window open; may I not go into the garden? I so
long for fresh air.”

“No, no, darling,” exclaimed Mrs. Ashleigh, “not while the east winds
last. Dr. Jones said on no account. On no account, Dr. Fenwick, eh?”

“Will you take my arm, Miss Ashleigh, for a few turns up and down
the room?” said I. “We will then see how far we may rebel against Dr.
Jones.”

She rose with some little effort, but there was no cough. At first
her step was languid; it became lighter and more elastic after a few
moments.

“Let her come out,” said I to Mrs. Ashleigh. “The wind is not in the
east, and, while we are out, pray bid your servant lower to the last bar
in the grate that fire,--only fit for Christmas.”

“But--”

“Ah, no buts! He is a poor doctor who is not a stern despot.”

So the straw hat and mantle were sent for. Lilian was wrapped with
unnecessary care, and we all went forth into the garden. Involuntarily
we took the way to the Monk’s Well, and at every step Lilian seemed to
revive under the bracing air and temperate sun. We paused by the well.

“You do not feel fatigued, Miss Ashleigh?”

“No.”

“But your face seems changed. It is grown sadder.”

“Not sadder.”

“Sadder than when I first saw it,--saw it when you were seated here!” I
said this in a whisper. I felt her hand tremble as it lay on my arm.

“You saw me seated here!”

“Yes. I will tell you how some day.”

Lilian lifted her eyes to mine, and there was in them that same surprise
which I had noticed on my first visit,--a surprise that perplexed me,
blended with no displeasure, but yet with a something of vague alarm.

We soon returned to the house.

Mrs. Ashleigh made me a sign to follow her into the drawing-room,
leaving Mrs. Poyntz with Lilian.

“Well?” said she, tremblingly.

“Permit me to see Dr. Jones’s prescriptions. Thank you. Ay, I thought
so. My dear madam, the mistake here has been in depressing nature
instead of strengthening; in narcotics instead of stimulants. The main
stimulants which leave no reaction are air and light. Promise me that I
may have my own way for a week,--that all I recommend will be implicitly
heeded?”

“I promise. But that cough,--you noticed it?”

“Yes. The nervous system is terribly lowered, and nervous exhaustion is
a strange impostor; it imitates all manner of complaints with which
it has no connection. The cough will soon disappear! But pardon my
question. Mrs. Poyntz tells me that you consulted a clairvoyants about
your daughter. Does Miss Ashleigh know that you did so?”

“No; I did not tell her.”

“I am glad of that. And pray, for Heaven’s sake, guard her against all
that may set her thinking on such subjects. Above all, guard her against
concentring attention on any malady that your fears erroneously ascribe
to her. It is amongst the phenomena of our organization that you cannot
closely rivet your consciousness on any part of the frame, however
healthy, but it will soon begin to exhibit morbid sensibility. Try
to fix all your attention on your little finger for half an hour, and
before the half hour is over the little finger will be uneasy, probably
even painful. How serious, then, is the danger to a young girl, at the
age in which imagination is most active, most intense, if you force
upon her a belief that she is in danger of a mortal disease! It is a
peculiarity of youth to brood over the thought of early death much more
resignedly, much more complacently, than we do in maturer years. Impress
on a young imaginative girl, as free from pulmonary tendencies as you
and I are, the conviction that she must fade away into the grave, and
though she may not actually die of consumption, you instil slow poison
into her system. Hope is the natural aliment of youth. You impoverish
nourishment where you discourage hope. As soon as this temporary illness
is over, reject for your daughter the melancholy care which seems to her
own mind to mark her out from others of her age. Rear her for the air,
which is the kindest life-giver; to sleep with open windows: to be out
at sunrise. Nature will do more for her than all our drugs can do. You
have been hitherto fearing Nature; now trust to her.”

Here Mrs. Poyntz joined us, and having, while I had been speaking,
written my prescription and some general injunctions, I closed my advice
with an appeal to that powerful protectress.

“This, my dear madam, is a case in which I need your aid, and I ask
it. Miss Ashleigh should not be left with no other companion than her
mother. A change of faces is often as salutary as a change of air.
If you could devote an hour or two this very evening to sit with Miss
Ashleigh, to talk to her with your usual cheerfulness, and--”

“Annie,” interrupted Mrs. Poyntz, “I will come and drink tea with you at
half-past seven, and bring my knitting; and perhaps, if you ask him, Dr.
Fenwick will come too! He can be tolerably entertaining when he likes
it.”

“It is too great a tax on his kindness, I fear,” said Mrs. Ashleigh.
“But,” she added cordially, “I should be grateful indeed if he would
spare us an hour of his time.”

I murmured an assent which I endeavoured to make not too joyous.

“So that matter is settled,” said Mrs. Poyntz; “and now I shall go to
Mr. Vigors and prevent his further interference.”

“Oh, but, Margaret, pray don’t offend him,--a connection of my poor
dear Gilbert’s. And so tetchy! I am sure I do not know how you’ll manage
to--”

“To get rid of him? Never fear. As I manage everything and everybody,”
 said Mrs. Poyntz, bluntly. So she kissed her friend on the forehead,
gave me a gracious nod, and, declining the offer of my carriage, walked
with her usual brisk, decided tread down the short path towards the
town.

Mrs. Ashleigh timidly approached me, and again the furtive hand
bashfully insinuated the hateful fee.

“Stay,” said I; “this is a case which needs the most constant watching.
I wish to call so often that I should seem the most greedy of doctors if
my visits were to be computed at guineas. Let me be at ease to effect
my cure; my pride of science is involved in it. And when amongst all the
young ladies of the Hill you can point to none with a fresher bloom, or
a fairer promise of healthful life, than the patient you intrust to my
care, why, then the fee and the dismissal. Nay, nay; I must refer you to
our friend Mrs. Poyntz. It was so settled with her before she brought me
here to displace Dr. Jones.” Therewith I escaped.



CHAPTER XV.

In less than a week Lilian was convalescent; in less than a fortnight
she regained her usual health,--nay, Mrs. Ashleigh declared that she
had never known her daughter appear so cheerful and look so well. I had
established a familiar intimacy at Abbots’ House; most of my evenings
were spent there. As horse exercise formed an important part of my
advice, Mrs. Ashleigh had purchased a pretty and quiet horse for her
daughter; and, except the weather was very unfavourable, Lilian now
rode daily with Colonel Poyntz, who was a notable equestrian, and often
accompanied by Miss Jane Poyntz, and other young ladies of the Hill.
I was generally relieved from my duties in time to join her as she
returned homewards. Thus we made innocent appointments, openly, frankly,
in her mother’s presence, she telling me beforehand in what direction
excursions had been planned with Colonel Poyntz, and I promising to fall
in with the party--if my avocations would permit. At my suggestion,
Mrs. Ashleigh now opened her house almost every evening to some of the
neighbouring families; Lilian was thus habituated to the intercourse of
young persons of her own age. Music and dancing and childlike games made
the old house gay. And the Hill gratefully acknowledged to Mrs. Poyntz,
“that the Ashleighs were indeed a great acquisition.”

But my happiness was not uncheckered. In thus unselfishly surrounding
Lilian with others, I felt the anguish of that jealousy which is
inseparable from those earlier stages of love, when the lover as yet
has won no right to that self-confidence which can only spring from the
assurance that he is loved.

In these social reunions I remained aloof from Lilian. I saw her courted
by the gay young admirers whom her beauty and her fortune drew around
her,--her soft face brightening in the exercise of the dance, which the
gravity of my profession rather than my years forbade to join; and her
laugh, so musically subdued, ravishing my ear and fretting my heart
as if the laugh were a mockery on my sombre self and my presumptuous
dreams. But no, suddenly, shyly, her eyes would steal away from those
about her, steal to the corner in which I sat, as if they missed me,
and, meeting my own gaze, their light softened before they turned away;
and the colour on her cheek would deepen, and to her lip there came a
smile different from the smile that it shed on others. And then--and
then--all jealousy, all sadness vanished, and I felt the glory which
blends with the growing belief that we are loved.

In that diviner epoch of man’s mysterious passion, when ideas of
perfection and purity, vague and fugitive before, start forth and
concentre themselves round one virgin shape,--that rises out from the
sea of creation, welcomed by the Hours and adorned by the Graces,--how
the thought that this archetype of sweetness and beauty singles himself
from the millions, singles himself for her choice, ennobles and lifts
up his being! Though after-experience may rebuke the mortal’s illusion,
that mistook for a daughter of Heaven a creature of clay like himself,
yet for a while the illusion has grandeur. Though it comes from the
senses which shall later oppress and profane it, the senses at first
shrink into shade, awed and hushed by the presence that charms them. All
that is brightest and best in the man has soared up like long-dormant
instincts of Heaven, to greet and to hallow what to him seems life’s
fairest dream of the heavenly! Take the wings from the image of Love,
and the god disappears from the form!

Thus, if at moments jealous doubt made my torture, so the moment’s
relief from it sufficed for my rapture. But I had a cause for disquiet
less acute but less varying than jealousy.

Despite Lilian’s recovery from the special illness which had more
immediately absorbed my care, I remained perplexed as to its cause
and true nature. To her mother I gave it the convenient epithet of
“nervous;” but the epithet did not explain to myself all the symptoms I
classified by it. There was still, at times, when no cause was apparent
or conjecturable, a sudden change in the expression of her countenance,
in the beat of her pulse; the eye would become fixed, the bloom would
vanish, the pulse would sink feebler and feebler till it could be
scarcely felt; yet there was no indication of heart disease, of
which such sudden lowering of life is in itself sometimes a warning
indication. The change would pass away after a few minutes, during which
she seemed unconscious, or, at least, never spoke--never appeared to
heed what was said to her. But in the expression of her countenance
there was no character of suffering or distress; on the contrary,
a wondrous serenity, that made her beauty more beauteous, her very
youthfulness younger; and when this spurious or partial kind of syncope
passed, she recovered at once without effort, without acknowledging
that she had felt faint or unwell, but rather with a sense of recruited
vitality, as the weary obtain from a sleep. For the rest her spirits
were more generally light and joyous than I should have premised from
her mother’s previous description. She would enter mirthfully into the
mirth of young companions round her: she had evidently quick perception
of the sunny sides of life; an infantine gratitude for kindness; an
infantine joy in the trifles that amuse only those who delight in tastes
pure and simple. But when talk rose into graver and more contemplative
topics, her attention became earnest and absorbed; and sometimes a rich
eloquence, such as I have never before nor since heard from lips so
young, would startle me first into a wondering silence, and soon into a
disapproving alarm: for the thoughts she then uttered seemed to me too
fantastic, too visionary, too much akin to the vagaries of a wild though
beautiful imagination. And then I would seek to check, to sober,
to distract fancies with which my reason had no sympathy, and the
indulgence of which I regarded as injurious to the normal functions of
the brain.

When thus, sometimes with a chilling sentence, sometimes with a
half-sarcastic laugh, I would repress outpourings frank and musical
as the songs of a forest-bird, she would look at me with a kind of
plaintive sorrow,--often sigh and shiver as she turned away. Only in
those modes did she show displeasure; otherwise ever sweet and docile,
and ever, if, seeing that I had pained her, I asked forgiveness,
humbling herself rather to ask mine, and brightening our reconciliation
with her angel smile. As yet I had not dared to speak of love; as yet I
gazed on her as the captive gazes on the flowers and the stars through
the gratings of his cell, murmuring to himself, “When shall the doors
unclose?”



CHAPTER XVI.

It was with a wrath suppressed in the presence of the fair ambassadress,
that Mr. Vigors had received from Mrs. Poyntz the intelligence that I
had replaced Dr. Jones at Abbots’ House not less abruptly than Dr. Jones
had previously supplanted me. As Mrs. Poyntz took upon herself the whole
responsibility of this change, Mr. Vigors did not venture to condemn it
to her face; for the Administrator of Laws was at heart no little in awe
of the Autocrat of Proprieties; as Authority, howsoever established, is
in awe of Opinion, howsoever capricious.

To the mild Mrs. Ashleigh the magistrate’s anger was more decidedly
manifested. He ceased his visits; and in answer to a long and
deprecatory letter with which she endeavoured to soften his resentment
and win him back to the house, he replied by an elaborate combination
of homily and satire. He began by excusing himself from accepting
her invitations, on the ground that his time was valuable, his habits
domestic; and though ever willing to sacrifice both time and habits
where he could do good, he owed it to himself and to mankind to
sacrifice neither where his advice was rejected and his opinion
contemned. He glanced briefly, but not hastily, at the respect with
which her late husband had deferred to his judgment, and the benefits
which that deference had enabled him to bestow. He contrasted the
husband’s deference with the widow’s contumely, and hinted at the
evils which the contumely would not permit him to prevent. He could
not presume to say what women of the world might think due to deceased
husbands, but even women of the world generally allowed the claims of
living children, and did not act with levity where their interests were
concerned, still less where their lives were at stake. As to Dr. Jones,
he, Mr. Vigors, had the fullest confidence in his skill. Mrs. Ashleigh
must judge for herself whether Mrs. Poyntz was as good an authority upon
medical science as he had no doubt she was upon shawls and ribbons. Dr.
Jones was a man of caution and modesty; he did not indulge in the
hollow boasts by which charlatans decoy their dupes; but Dr. Jones had
privately assured him that though the case was one that admitted of no
rash experiments, he had no fear of the result if his own prudent system
were persevered in. What might be the consequences of any other system,
Dr. Jones would not say, because he was too high-minded to express his
distrust of the rival who had made use of underhand arts to supplant
him. But Mr. Vigors was convinced, from other sources of information
(meaning, I presume, the oracular prescience of his clairvoyants), that
the time would come when the poor young lady would herself insist on
discarding Dr. Fenwick, and when “that person” would appear in a very
different light to many who now so fondly admired and so reverentially
trusted him. When that time arrived, he, Mr. Vigors, might again be of
use; but, meanwhile, though he declined to renew his intimacy at Abbots’
House, or to pay unavailing visits of mere ceremony, his interest in
the daughter of his old friend remained undiminished, nay, was rather
increased by compassion; that he should silently keep his eye upon
her; and whenever anything to her advantage suggested itself to him,
he should not be deterred by the slight with which Mrs. Ashleigh
had treated his judgment from calling on her, and placing before her
conscience as a mother his ideas for her child’s benefit, leaving to
herself then, as now, the entire responsibility of rejecting the advice
which he might say, without vanity, was deemed of some value by those
who could distinguish between sterling qualities and specious pretences.

Mrs. Ashleigh’s was that thoroughly womanly nature which instinctively
leans upon others. She was diffident, trustful, meek, affectionate. Not
quite justly had Mrs. Poyntz described her as “commonplace weak,” for
though she might be called weak, it was not because she was commonplace;
she had a goodness of heart, a sweetness of disposition, to which
that disparaging definition could not apply. She could only be called
commonplace inasmuch as in the ordinary daily affairs of life she had a
great deal of ordinary daily commonplace good-sense. Give her a routine
to follow, and no routine could be better adhered to. In the allotted
sphere of a woman’s duties she never seemed in fault. No household, not
even Mrs. Poyntz’s, was more happily managed. The old Abbots’ House had
merged its original antique gloom in the softer character of pleasing
repose. All her servants adored Mrs. Ashleigh; all found it a pleasure
to please her; her establishment had the harmony of clockwork; comfort
diffused itself round her like quiet sunshine round a sheltered spot.
To gaze on her pleasing countenance, to listen to the simple talk that
lapsed from her guileless lips, in even, slow, and lulling murmur, was
in itself a respite from “eating cares.” She was to the mind what the
colour of green is to the eye. She had, therefore, excellent sense in
all that relates to every-day life. There, she needed not to consult
another; there, the wisest might have consulted her with profit. But
the moment anything, however trivial in itself, jarred on the routine to
which her mind had grown wedded, the moment an incident hurried her out
of the beaten track of woman’s daily life, then her confidence forsook
her; then she needed a confidant, an adviser; and by that confidant
or adviser she could be credulously lured or submissively controlled.
Therefore, when she lost, in Mr. Vigors, the guide she had been
accustomed to consult whenever she needed guidance, she turned;
helplessly and piteously, first to Mrs. Poyntz, and then yet more
imploringly to me, because a woman of that character is never quite
satisfied without the advice of a man; and where an intimacy more
familiar than that of his formal visits is once established with a
physician, confidence in him grows fearless and rapid, as the natural
result of sympathy concentrated on an object of anxiety in common
between himself and the home which opens its sacred recess to his
observant but tender eye. Thus Mrs. Ashleigh had shown me Mr. Vigors’s
letter, and, forgetting that I might not be as amiable as herself,
besought me to counsel her how to conciliate and soften her lost
husband’s friend and connection. That character clothed him with dignity
and awe in her soft forgiving eyes. So, smothering my own resentment,
less perhaps at the tone of offensive insinuation against myself than
at the arrogance with which this prejudiced intermeddler implied to a
mother the necessity of his guardian watch over a child under her
own care, I sketched a reply which seemed to me both dignified and
placatory, abstaining from all discussion, and conveying the assurance
that Mrs. Ashleigh would be at all times glad to hear, and disposed to
respect, whatever suggestion so esteemed a friend of her husband would
kindly submit to her for the welfare of her daughter.

There all communication had stopped for about a month since the date of
my reintroduction to Abbots’ House. One afternoon I unexpectedly met Mr.
Vigors at the entrance of the blind lane, I on my way to Abbots’ House,
and my first glance at his face told me that he was coming from it, for
the expression of that face was more than usually sinister; the sullen
scowl was lit into significant menace by a sneer of unmistakable
triumph. I felt at once that he had succeeded in some machination
against me, and with ominous misgivings quickened my steps.

I found Mrs. Ashleigh seated alone in front of the house, under a large
cedar-tree that formed a natural arbour in the centre of the sunny lawn.
She was perceptibly embarrassed as I took my seat beside her.

“I hope,” said I, forcing a smile, “that Mr. Vigors has not been telling
you that I shall kill my patient, or that she looks much worse than she
did under Dr. Jones’s care?”

“No,” she said. “He owned cheerfully that Lilian had grown quite strong,
and said, without any displeasure, that he had heard how gay she had
been, riding out and even dancing,--which is very kind in him, for he
disapproves of dancing, on principle.”

“But still I can see he has said something to vex or annoy you; and, to
judge by his countenance when I met him in the lane, I should conjecture
that that something was intended to lower the confidence you so kindly
repose in me.”

“I assure you not; he did not mention your name, either to me or to
Lilian. I never knew him more friendly; quite like old times. He is a
good man at heart, very, and was much attached to my poor husband.”

“Did Mr. Ashleigh profess a very high opinion of Mr. Vigors?”

“Well, I don’t quite know that, because my dear Gilbert never spoke to
me much about him. Gilbert was naturally very silent. But he shrank from
all trouble--all worldly affairs--and Mr. Vigors managed his estate, and
inspected his steward’s books, and protected him through a long lawsuit
which he had inherited from his father. It killed his father. I don’t
know what we should have done without Mr. Vigors, and I am so glad he
has forgiven me.”

“Hem! Where is Miss Ashleigh? Indoors?”

“No; somewhere in the grounds. But, my dear Dr. Fenwick, do not leave me
yet; you are so very, very kind, and somehow I have grown to look upon
you quite as an old friend. Something has happened which has put me out,
quite put me out.”

She said this wearily and feebly, closing her eyes as if she were indeed
put out in the sense of extinguished.

“The feeling of friendship you express,” said I, with earnestness, “is
reciprocal. On my side it is accompanied by a peculiar gratitude. I am
a lonely man, by a lonely fireside, no parents, no near kindred, and in
this town, since Dr. Faber left it, without cordial intimacy till I knew
you. In admitting me so familiarly to your hearth, you have given me
what I have never known before since I came to man’s estate,--a glimpse
of the happy domestic life; the charm and relief to eye, heart, and
spirit which is never known but in households cheered by the face of
woman. Thus my sentiment for you and yours is indeed that of an old
friend; and in any private confidence you show me, I feel as if I were
no longer a lonely man, without kindred, without home.”

Mrs. Ashleigh seemed much moved by these words, which my heart had
forced from my lips; and, after replying to me with simple unaffected
warmth of kindness, she rose, took my arm, and continued thus as we
walked slowly to and fro the lawn: “You know, perhaps, that my poor
husband left a sister, now a widow like myself, Lady Haughton.”

“I remember that Mrs. Poyntz said you had such a sister-in-law, but I
never heard you mention Lady Haughton till now. Well!”

“Well, Mr. Vigors has brought me a letter from her, and it is that which
has put me out. I dare say you have not heard me speak before of Lady
Haughton, for I am ashamed to say I had almost forgotten her existence.
She is many years older than my husband was; of a very different
character. Only came once to see him after our marriage. Hurt me by
ridiculing him as a bookworm; offended him by looking a little down on
me, as a nobody without spirit and fashion, which was quite true. And,
except by a cold and unfeeling letter of formal condolence after I lost
my dear Gilbert, I have never heard from her since I have been a widow,
till to-day. But, after all, she is my poor husband’s sister, and his
eldest sister, and Lilian’s aunt; and, as Mr. Vigors says, ‘Duty is
duty.’”

Had Mrs. Ashleigh said “Duty is torture,” she could not have uttered the
maxim with more mournful and despondent resignation.

“And what does this lady require of you, which Mr. Vigors deems it your
duty to comply with?”

“Dear me! What penetration! You have guessed the exact truth. But I
think you will agree with Mr. Vigors. Certainly I have no option; yes, I
must do it.”

“My penetration is in fault now. Do what? Pray explain.”

“Poor Lady Haughton, six months ago, lost her only son, Sir James. Mr.
Vigors says he was a very fine young man, of whom any mother would have
been proud. I had heard he was wild; Mr. Vigors says, however, that he
was just going to reform, and marry a young lady whom his mother chose
for him, when, unluckily, he would ride a steeplechase, not being
quite sober at the time, and broke his neck. Lady Haughton has been, of
course, in great grief. She has retired to Brighton; and she wrote to me
from thence, and Mr. Vigors brought the letter. He will go back to her
to-day.”

“Will go back to Lady Haughton? What! Has he been to her? Is he, then,
as intimate with Lady Haughton as he was with her brother?”

“No; but there has been a long and constant correspondence. She had a
settlement on the Kirby Estate,--a sum which was not paid off during
Gilbert’s life; and a very small part of the property went to Sir James,
which part Mr. Ashleigh Sumner, the heir-at-law to the rest of the
estate, wished Mr. Vigors, as his guardian, to buy during his minority,
and as it was mixed up with Lady Haughton’s settlement her consent was
necessary as well as Sir James’s. So there was much negotiation, and,
since then, Ashleigh Sumner has come into the Haughton property, on poor
Sir James’s decease; so that complicated all affairs between Mr. Vigors
and Lady Haughton, and he has just been to Brighton to see her. And
poor Lady Haughton, in short, wants me and Lilian to go and visit her.
I don’t like it at all. But you said the other day you thought sea air
might be good for Lilian during the heat of the summer, and she seems
well enough now for the change. What do you think?”

“She is well enough, certainly. But Brighton is not the place I would
recommend for the summer; it wants shade, and is much hotter than L----”

“Yes; but unluckily Lady Haughton foresaw that objection, and she has a
jointure-house some miles from Brighton, and near the sea. She says the
grounds are well wooded, and the place is proverbially cool and healthy,
not far from St. Leonard’s Forest. And, in short, I have written to say
we will come. So we must, unless, indeed, you positively forbid it.”

“When do you think of going?”

“Next Monday. Mr. Vigors would make me fix the day. If you knew how I
dislike moving when I am once settled; and I do so dread Lady Haughton,
she is so fine, and so satirical! But Mr. Vigors says she is very much
altered, poor thing! I should like to show you her letter, but I had
just sent it to Margaret--Mrs. Poyntz--a minute or two before you came.
She knows something of Lady Haughton. Margaret knows everybody. And we
shall have to go in mourning for poor Sir James, I suppose; and Margaret
will choose it, for I am sure I can’t guess to what extent we should
be supposed to mourn. I ought to have gone in mourning before--poor
Gilbert’s nephew--but I am so stupid, and I had never seen him. And--But
oh, this is kind! Margaret herself,--my dear Margaret!”

We had just turned away from the house, in our up-and-down walk; and
Mrs. Poyntz stood immediately fronting us. “So, Anne, you have actually
accepted this invitation--and for Monday next?”

“Yes. Did I do wrong?”

“What does Dr. Fenwick say? Can Lilian go with safety?”

I could not honestly say she might not go with safety, but my heart sank
like lead as I answered,--

“Miss Ashleigh does not now need merely medical care; but more than half
her cure has depended on keeping her spirits free from depression. She
may miss the cheerful companionship of your daughter, and other young
ladies of her own age. A very melancholy house, saddened by a recent
bereavement, without other guests; a hostess to whom she is a stranger,
and whom Mrs. Ashleigh herself appears to deem formidable,--certainly
these do not make that change of scene which a physician would
recommend. When I spoke of sea air being good for Miss Ashleigh, I
thought of our own northern coasts at a later time of the year, when
I could escape myself for a few weeks and attend her. The journey to a
northern watering-place would be also shorter and less fatiguing; the
air there more invigorating.”

“No doubt that would be better,” said Mrs. Poyntz, dryly; “but so far
as your objections to visiting Lady Haughton have been stated, they
are groundless. Her house will not be melancholy; she will have other
guests, and Lilian will find companions, young like herself,--young
ladies--and young gentlemen too!”

There was something ominous, something compassionate, in the look which
Mrs. Poyntz cast upon me, in concluding her speech, which in itself was
calculated to rouse the fears of a lover. Lilian away from me, in
the house of a worldly-fine lady--such as I judged Lady Haughton to
be--surrounded by young gentlemen, as well as young ladies, by admirers,
no doubt, of a higher rank and more brilliant fashion than she had yet
known! I closed my eyes, and with strong effort suppressed a groan.

“My dear Annie, let me satisfy myself that Dr. Fenwick really does
consent to this journey. He will say to me what he may not to you.
Pardon me, then, if I take him aside for a few minutes. Let me find you
here again under this cedar-tree.”

Placing her arm in mine, and without waiting for Mrs. Ashleigh’s answer,
Mrs. Poyntz drew me into the more sequestered walk that belted the lawn;
and when we were out of Mrs. Ashleigh’s sight and hearing, said,--

“From what you have now seen of Lilian Ashleigh, do you still desire to
gain her as your wife?”

“Still? Oh, with an intensity proportioned to the fear with which I now
dread that she is about to pass away from my eyes--from my life!”

“Does your judgment confirm the choice of your heart? Reflect before you
answer.”

“Such selfish judgment as I had before I knew her would not confirm
but oppose it. The nobler judgment that now expands all my reasonings,
approves and seconds my heart. No, no; do not smile so sarcastically.
This is not the voice of a blind and egotistical passion. Let me
explain myself if I can. I concede to you that Lilian’s character is
undeveloped; I concede to you, that amidst the childlike freshness and
innocence of her nature, there is at times a strangeness, a mystery,
which I have not yet traced to its cause. But I am certain that the
intellect is organically as sound as the heart, and that intellect and
heart will ultimately--if under happy auspices--blend in that felicitous
union which constitutes the perfection of woman. But it is because
she does, and may for years, may perhaps always, need a more devoted,
thoughtful care than natures less tremulously sensitive, that my
judgment sanctions my choice; for whatever is best for her is best for
me. And who would watch over her as I should?”

“You have never yet spoken to Lilian as lovers speak?”

“Oh, no, indeed.”

“And, nevertheless, you believe that your affection would not be
unreturned?”

“I thought so once; I doubt now,--yet, in doubting, hope. But why do you
alarm me with these questions? You, too, forebode that in this visit I
may lose her forever?”

“If you fear that, tell her so, and perhaps her answer may dispel your
fear.”

“What! now, already, when she has scarcely known me a month. Might I not
risk all if too premature?”

“There is no almanac for love. With many women love is born the moment
they know they are beloved. All wisdom tells us that a moment once gone
is irrevocable. Were I in your place, I should feel that I approached a
moment that I must not lose. I have said enough; now I shall rejoin Mrs.
Ashleigh.”

“Stay--tell me first what Lady Haughton’s letter really contains to
prompt the advice with which you so transport, and yet so daunt, me when
you proffer it.”

“Not now; later, perhaps,--not now. If you wish to see Lilian alone, she
is by the Old Monk’s Well; I saw her seated there as I passed that way
to the house.”

“One word more,--only one. Answer this question frankly, for it is one
of honour. Do you still believe that my suit to her daughter would not
be disapproved of by Mrs. Ashleigh?”

“At this moment I am sure it would not; a week hence I might not give
you the same answer.”

So she passed on with her quick but measured tread, back through the
shady walk, on to the open lawn, till the last glimpse of her pale gray
robe disappeared under the boughs of the cedar-tree. Then, with a
start, I broke the irresolute, tremulous suspense in which I had vainly
endeavoured to analyze my own mind, solve my own doubts, concentrate my
own will, and went the opposite way, skirting the circle of that haunted
ground,--as now, on one side its lofty terrace, the houses of the
neighbouring city came full and close into view, divided from my
fairy-land of life but by the trodden murmurous thoroughfare winding low
beneath the ivied parapets; and as now, again, the world of men abruptly
vanished behind the screening foliage of luxuriant June.

At last the enchanted glade opened out from the verdure, its borders
fragrant with syringa and rose and woodbine; and there, by the gray
memorial of the gone Gothic age, my eyes seemed to close their unquiet
wanderings, resting spell-bound on that image which had become to me the
incarnation of earth’s bloom and youth.

She stood amidst the Past, backed by the fragments of walls which man
had raised to seclude him from human passion, locking, under those lids
so downcast, the secret of the only knowledge I asked from the boundless
Future.

Ah! what mockery there is in that grand word, the world’s fierce
war-cry,--Freedom! Who has not known one period of life, and that so
solemn that its shadows may rest over all life hereafter, when one
human creature has over him a sovereignty more supreme and absolute than
Orient servitude adores in the symbols of diadem and sceptre? What crest
so haughty that has not bowed before a hand which could exalt or humble!
What heart so dauntless that has not trembled to call forth the voice
at whose sound open the gates of rapture or despair! That life alone is
free which rules, and suffices for itself. That life we forfeit when we
love!



CHAPTER XVII.

How did I utter it? By what words did my heart make itself known? I
remember not. All was as a dream that falls upon a restless, feverish
night, and fades away as the eyes unclose on the peace of a cloudless
heaven, on the bliss of a golden sun. A new morrow seemed indeed upon
the earth when I woke from a life-long yesterday,--her dear hand in
mine, her sweet face bowed upon my breast.

And then there was that melodious silence in which there is no sound
audible from without; yet within us there is heard a lulling celestial
music, as if our whole being, grown harmonious with the universe, joined
from its happy deeps in the hymn that unites the stars.

In that silence our two hearts seemed to make each other understood, to
be drawing nearer and nearer, blending by mysterious concord into the
completeness of a solemn union, never henceforth to be rent asunder.

At length I said softly: “And it was here on this spot that I first saw
you,--here that I for the first time knew what power to change our world
and to rule our future goes forth from the charm of a human face!”

Then Lilian asked me timidly, and without lifting her eyes, how I had
so seen her, reminding me that I promised to tell her, and had never yet
done so.

And then I told her of the strange impulse that had led me into the
grounds, and by what chance my steps had been diverted down the path
that wound to the glade; how suddenly her form had shone upon my
eyes, gathering round itself the rose hues of the setting sun, and how
wistfully those eyes had followed her own silent gaze into the distant
heaven.

As I spoke, her hand pressed mine eagerly, convulsively, and, raising
her face from my breast, she looked at me with an intent, anxious
earnestness. That look!--twice before it had thrilled and perplexed me.

“What is there in that look, oh, my Lilian, which tells me that there
is something that startles you,--something you wish to confide, and yet
shrink from explaining? See how, already, I study the fair book from
which the seal has been lifted! but as yet you must aid me to construe
its language.”

“If I shrink from explaining, it is only because I fear that I cannot
explain so as to be understood or believed. But you have a right to know
the secrets of a life which you would link to your own. Turn your face
aside from me; a reproving look, an incredulous smile, chill--oh, you
cannot guess how they chill me, when I would approach that which to me
is so serious and so solemnly strange.”

I turned my face away, and her voice grew firmer as, after a brief
pause, she resumed,--

“As far back as I can remember in my infancy, there have been moments
when there seems to fall a soft hazy veil between my sight and the
things around it, thickening and deepening till it has the likeness
of one of those white fleecy clouds which gather on the verge of the
horizon when the air is yet still, but the winds are about to rise; and
then this vapour or veil will suddenly open, as clouds open, and let in
the blue sky.”

“Go on,” I said gently, for here she came to a stop. She continued,
speaking somewhat more hurriedly,--

“Then, in that opening, strange appearances present them selves to
me, as in a vision. In my childhood these were chiefly landscapes of
wonderful beauty. I could but faintly describe them then; I could not
attempt to describe them now, for they are almost gone from my memory.
My dear mother chid me for telling her what I saw, so I did not impress
it on my mind by repeating it. As I grew up, this kind of vision--if
I may so call it--became much less frequent, or much less distinct; I
still saw the soft veil fall, the pale cloud form and open, but often
what may then have appeared was entirely forgotten when I recovered
myself, waking as from a sleep. Sometimes, however, the recollection
would be vivid and complete; sometimes I saw the face of my lost father;
sometimes I heard his very voice, as I had seen and heard him in my
early childhood, when he would let me rest for hours beside him as he
mused or studied, happy to be so quietly near him, for I loved him, oh,
so dearly! and I remember him so distinctly, though I was only in my
sixth year when he died. Much more recently--indeed, within the last few
months--the images of things to come are reflected on the space that
I gaze into as clearly as in a glass. Thus, for weeks before I came
hither, or knew that such a place existed, I saw distinctly the old
House, yon trees, this sward, this moss-grown Gothic fount; and, with
the sight, an impression was conveyed to me that in the scene before me
my old childlike life would pass into some solemn change. So that when I
came here, and recognized the picture in my vision, I took an affection
for the spot,--an affection not without awe, a powerful, perplexing
interest, as one who feels under the influence of a fate of which a
prophetic glimpse has been vouchsafed. And in that evening, when you
first saw me, seated here--”

“Yes, Lilian, on that evening--”

“I saw you also, but in my vision--yonder, far in the deeps of
space,--and--and my heart was stirred as it had never been before; and
near where your image grew out from the cloud I saw my father’s face,
and I heard his voice, not in my ear, but as in my heart, whispering--”

“Yes, Lilian--whispering--what?”

“These words,--only these,--‘Ye will need one another.’ But then,
suddenly, between my upward eyes and the two forms they had beheld,
there rose from the earth, obscuring the skies, a vague, dusky vapour,
undulous, and coiling like a vast serpent,--nothing, indeed, of its
shape and figure definite, but of its face one abrupt glare; a flash
from two dread luminous eyes, and a young head, like the Medusa’s,
changing, more rapidly than I could have drawn breath, into a grinning
skull. Then my terror made me bow my head, and when I raised it again,
all that I had seen was vanished. But the terror still remained, even
when I felt my mother’s arm round me and heard her voice. And then, when
I entered the house, and sat down again alone, the recollection of what
I had seen--those eyes, that face, that skull--grew on me stronger and
stronger till I fainted, and remember no more, until my eyes, opening,
saw you by my side, and in my wonder there was not terror. No, a sense
of joy, protection, hope, yet still shadowed by a kind of fear or awe,
in recognizing the countenance which had gleamed on me from the skies
before the dark vapour had risen, and while my father’s voice had
murmured, ‘Ye will need one another.’ And now--and now--will you love
me less that you know a secret in my being which I have told to no
other,--cannot construe to myself? Only--only, at least, do not mock me;
do not disbelieve me! Nay, turn from me no longer now: now I ask to meet
your eyes. Now, before our hands can join again, tell me that you do not
despise me as untruthful, do not pity me as insane.”

“Hush, hush!” I said, drawing her to my breast. “Of all you tell me
we will talk hereafter. The scales of our science have no weights fine
enough for the gossamer threads of a maiden’s pure fancies. Enough for
me--for us both--if out from all such illusions start one truth, told
to you, lovely child, from the heavens; told to me, ruder man, on the
earth; repeated by each pulse of this heart that woos you to hear and
to trust,--now and henceforth through life unto death, ‘Each has need of
the other,’--I of you, I of you! my Lilian! my Lilian!”



CHAPTER XVIII.

In spite of the previous assurance of Mrs. Poyntz, it was not without an
uneasy apprehension that I approached the cedar-tree, under which Mrs.
Ashleigh still sat, her friend beside her. I looked on the fair creature
whose arm was linked in mine. So young, so singularly lovely, and with
all the gifts of birth and fortune which bend avarice and ambition the
more submissively to youth and beauty, I felt as if I had wronged what a
parent might justly deem her natural lot.

“Oh, if your mother should disapprove!” said I, falteringly. Lilian
leaned on my arm less lightly. “If I had thought so,” she said with her
soft blush, “should I be thus by your side?”

So we passed under the boughs of the dark tree, and Lilian left me and
kissed Mrs. Ashleigh’s cheek; then, seating herself on the turf, laid
her head on her mother’s lap. I looked on the Queen of the Hill, whose
keen eye shot over me. I thought there was a momentary expression of
pain or displeasure on her countenance; but it passed. Still
there seemed to me something of irony, as well as of triumph or
congratulation, in the half-smile with which she quitted her seat, and
in the tone with which she whispered, as she glided by me to the open
sward, “So, then, it is settled.”

She walked lightly and quickly down the lawn. When she was out of sight
I breathed more freely. I took the seat which she had left, by Mrs.
Ashleigh’s side, and said, “A little while ago I spoke of myself as a
man without kindred, without home, and now I come to you and ask for
both.”

Mrs. Ashleigh looked at me benignly, then raised her daughter’s face
from her lap, and whispered, “Lilian;” and Lilian’s lips moved, but I
did not hear her answer. Her mother did. She took Lilian’s hand, simply
placed it in mine, and said, “As she chooses, I choose; whom she loves,
I love.”



CHAPTER XIX.

From that evening till the day Mrs. Ashleigh and Lilian went on the
dreaded visit, I was always at their house, when my avocations allowed
me to steal to it; and during those few days, the happiest I had ever
known, it seemed to me that years could not have more deepened my
intimacy with Lilian’s exquisite nature, made me more reverential of its
purity, or more enamoured of its sweetness. I could detect in her but
one fault, and I rebuked myself for believing that it was a fault.
We see many who neglect the minor duties of life, who lack watchful
forethought and considerate care for others, and we recognize the
cause of this failing in levity or egotism. Certainly, neither of those
tendencies of character could be ascribed to Lilian. Yet still in daily
trifles there was something of that neglect, some lack of that care and
forethought. She loved her mother with fondness and devotion, yet it
never occurred to her to aid in those petty household cares in which her
mother centred so much of habitual interest. She was full of tenderness
and pity to all want and suffering, yet many a young lady on the Hill
was more actively beneficent,--visiting the poor in their sickness, or
instructing their children in the Infant Schools. I was persuaded
that her love for me was deep and truthful; it was clearly void of all
ambition; doubtless she would have borne, unflinching and contented,
whatever the world considers to be a sacrifice and privation,--yet I
should never have expected her to take her share in the troubles
of ordinary life. I could never have applied to her the homely but
significant name of helpmate. I reproach myself while I write for
noticing such defect--if defect it were--in what may be called the
practical routine of our positive, trivial, human existence. No doubt it
was this that had caused Mrs. Poyntz’s harsh judgment against the wisdom
of my choice. But such chiller shade upon Lilian’s charming nature was
reflected from no inert, unamiable self-love. It was but the consequence
of that self-absorption which the habit of revery had fostered. I
cautiously abstained from all allusion to those visionary deceptions,
which she had confided to me as the truthful impressions of spirit, if
not of sense. To me any approach to what I termed “superstition” was
displeasing; any indulgence of fantasies not within the measured
and beaten track of healthful imagination more than displeased me in
her,--it alarmed. I would not by a word encourage her in persuasions
which I felt it would be at present premature to reason against, and
cruel indeed to ridicule. I was convinced that of themselves these
mists round her native intelligence, engendered by a solitary and musing
childhood, would subside in the fuller daylight of wedded life. She
seemed pained when she saw how resolutely I shunned a subject dear to
her thoughts. She made one or two timid attempts to renew it, but
my grave looks sufficed to check her. Once or twice indeed, on such
occasions, she would turn away and leave me, but she soon came back;
that gentle heart could not bear one unkindlier shade between itself
and what it loved. It was agreed that our engagement should be, for the
present, confided only to Mrs. Poyntz. When Mrs. Ashleigh and Lilian
returned, which would be in a few weeks at furthest, it should be
proclaimed; and our marriage could take place in the autumn, when I
should be most free for a brief holiday from professional toils.

So we parted-as lovers part. I felt none of those jealous fears
which, before we were affianced, had made me tremble at the thought of
separation, and had conjured up irresistible rivals. But it was with a
settled, heavy gloom that I saw her depart. From earth was gone a glory;
from life a blessing.



CHAPTER XX.

During the busy years of my professional career, I had snatched leisure
for some professional treatises, which had made more or less sensation,
and one of them, entitled “The Vital Principle; its Waste and Supply,”
 had gained a wide circulation among the general public. This last
treatise contained the results of certain experiments, then new in
chemistry, which were adduced in support of a theory I entertained as to
the re-invigoration of the human system by principles similar to
those which Liebig has applied to the replenishment of an exhausted
soil,--namely, the giving back to the frame those essentials to its
nutrition, which it has lost by the action or accident of time; or
supplying that special pabulum or energy in which the individual
organism is constitutionally deficient; and neutralizing or
counterbalancing that in which it super-abounds,--a theory upon which
some eminent physicians have more recently improved with signal success.
But on these essays, slight and suggestive, rather than dogmatic, I set
no value. I had been for the last two years engaged on a work of much
wider range, endeared to me by a far bolder ambition,--a work upon which
I fondly hoped to found an enduring reputation as a severe and
original physiologist. It was an Inquiry into Organic Life, similar in
comprehensiveness of survey to that by which the illustrious Muller, of
Berlin, has enriched the science of our age; however inferior, alas! to
that august combination of thought and learning in the judgment which
checks presumption, and the genius which adorns speculation. But at that
day I was carried away by the ardour of composition, and I admired my
performance because I loved my labour. This work had been entirely laid
aside for the last agitated month; now that Lilian was gone, I resumed
it earnestly, as the sole occupation that had power and charm enough to
rouse me from the aching sense of void and loss.

The very night of the day she went, I reopened my manuscript. I had left
off at the commencement of a chapter Upon Knowledge as derived from our
Senses. As my convictions on this head were founded on the well-known
arguments of Locke and Condillac against innate ideas, and on the
reasonings by which Hume has resolved the combination of sensations
into a general idea to an impulse arising merely out of habit, so I set
myself to oppose, as a dangerous concession to the sentimentalities or
mysticism of a pseudo-philosophy, the doctrine favoured by most of our
recent physiologists, and of which some of the most eminent of German
metaphysicians have accepted the substance, though refining into a
subtlety its positive form,--I mean the doctrine which Muller himself
has expressed in these words:--


   “That innate ideas may exist cannot in the slightest degree be denied:
    it is, indeed, a fact.  All the ideas of animals, which are induced by
    instinct, are innate and immediate: something presented to the mind, a
    desire to attain which is at the same time given.  The new-born lamb
    and foal have such innate ideas, which lead them to follow their
    mother and suck the teats.  Is it not in some measure the same with
    the intellectual ideas of man?” (1)

To this question I answered with an indignant “No!” A “Yes” would have
shaken my creed of materialism to the dust. I wrote on rapidly, warmly.
I defined the properties and meted the limits of natural laws, which I
would not admit that a Deity himself could alter. I clamped and soldered
dogma to dogma in the links of my tinkered logic, till out from my page,
to my own complacent eye, grew Intellectual Man, as the pure formation
of his material senses; mind, or what is called soul, born from and
nurtured by them alone; through them to act, and to perish with the
machine they moved. Strange, that at the very time my love for Lilian
might have taught me that there are mysteries in the core of the
feelings which my analysis of ideas could not solve, I should so
stubbornly have opposed as unreal all that could be referred to the
spiritual! Strange, that at the very time when the thought that I might
lose from this life the being I had known scarce a month had just before
so appalled me, I should thus complacently sit down to prove that,
according to the laws of the nature which my passion obeyed, I must
lose for eternity the blessing I now hoped I had won to my life! But how
distinctly dissimilar is man in his conduct from man in his systems!
See the poet reclined under forest boughs, conning odes to his mistress;
follow him out into the world; no mistress ever lived for him there!(2)
See the hard man of science, so austere in his passionless problems;
follow him now where the brain rests from its toil, where the heart
finds its Sabbath--what child is so tender, so yielding, and soft?

But I had proved to my own satisfaction that poet and sage are dust,
and no more, when the pulse ceases to beat. And on that consolatory
conclusion my pen stopped.

Suddenly, beside me I distinctly heard a sigh,--a compassionate,
mournful sigh. The sound was unmistakable. I started from my seat,
looked round, amazed to discover no one,--no living thing! The windows
were closed, the night was still. That sigh was not the wail of the
wind. But there, in the darker angle of the room, what was that? A
silvery whiteness, vaguely shaped as a human form, receding, fading,
gone! Why, I know not--for no face was visible, no form, if form it
were, more distinct than the colourless outline,--why, I know not, but
I cried aloud, “Lilian! Lilian!” My voice came strangely back to my own
ear; I paused, then smiled and blushed at my folly. “So I, too, have
learned what is superstition,” I muttered to myself. “And here is an
anecdote at my own expense (as Muller frankly tells us anecdotes of the
illusions which would haunt his eyes, shut or open),--an anecdote I may
quote when I come to my chapter on the Cheats of the Senses and Spectral
Phantasms.” I went on with my book, and wrote till the lights waned in
the gray of the dawn. And I said then, in the triumph of my pride, as
I laid myself down to rest, “I have written that which allots with
precision man’s place in the region of nature; written that which
will found a school, form disciples; and race after race of those
who cultivate truth through pure reason shall accept my bases if they
enlarge my building.” And again I heard the sigh, but this time it
caused no surprise. “Certainly,” I murmured, “a very strange thing is
the nervous system!” So I turned on my pillow, and, wearied out, fell
asleep.

(1) Muller’s “Elements of Physiology,” vol. ii. p. 134. Translated by
Dr. Baley.

(2) Cowley, who wrote so elaborate a series of amatory poems, is said
“never to have been in love but once, and then he never had resolution
to tell his passion.”--Johnson’s “Lives of the Poets:” COWLEY.



CHAPTER XXI.

The next day, the last of the visiting patients to whom my forenoons
were devoted had just quitted me, when I was summoned in haste to attend
the steward of a Sir Philip Derval not residing at his family seat,
which was about five miles from L----. It was rarely indeed that persons
so far from the town, when of no higher rank than this applicant, asked
my services.

But it was my principle to go wherever I was summoned; my profession
was not gain, it was healing, to which gain was the incident, not
the essential. This case the messenger reported as urgent. I went on
horseback, and rode fast; but swiftly as I cantered through the village
that skirted the approach to Sir Philip Derval’s park, the evident care
bestowed on the accommodation of the cottagers forcibly struck me. I
felt that I was on the lands of a rich, intelligent, and beneficent
proprietor. Entering the park, and passing before the manor-house, the
contrast between the neglect and the decay of the absentee’s stately
Hall and the smiling homes of his villagers was disconsolately mournful.

An imposing pile, built apparently by Vanbrugh, with decorated
pilasters, pompous portico, and grand perron (or double flight of stairs
to the entrance), enriched with urns and statues, but discoloured,
mildewed, chipped, half-hidden with unpruned creepers and ivy. Most of
the windows were closed with shutters, decaying for want of paint; in
some of the casements the panes were broken; the peacock perched on the
shattered balustrade, that fenced a garden overgrown with weeds. The
sun glared hotly on the place, and made its ruinous condition still more
painfully apparent. I was glad when a winding in the park-road shut
the house from my sight. Suddenly I emerged through a copse of ancient
yew-trees, and before me there gleamed, in abrupt whiteness, a building
evidently designed for the family mausoleum, classical in its outline,
with the blind iron door niched into stone walls of massive thickness,
and surrounded by a funereal garden of roses and evergreens, fenced with
an iron rail, party-gilt.

The suddenness with which this House of the Dead came upon me heightened
almost into pain, if not into awe, the dismal impression which the
aspect of the deserted home in its neighbourhood had made. I spurred my
horse, and soon arrived at the door of my patient, who lived in a fair
brick house at the other extremity of the park.

I found my patient, a man somewhat advanced in years, but of a robust
conformation, in bed: he had been seized with a fit, which was supposed
to be apoplectic, a few hours before; but was already sensible, and out
of immediate danger. After I had prescribed a few simple remedies, I
took aside the patient’s wife, and went with her to the parlour below
stairs, to make some inquiry about her husband’s ordinary regimen and
habits of life. These seemed sufficiently regular; I could discover no
apparent cause for the attack, which presented symptoms not familiar to
my experience. “Has your husband ever had such fits before?”

“Never!”

“Had he experienced any sudden emotion? Had he heard any unexpected
news; or had anything happened to put him out?”

The woman looked much disturbed at these inquiries. I pressed them more
urgently. At last she burst into tears, and clasping my hand, said, “Oh,
doctor, I ought to tell you--I sent for you on purpose--yet I fear you
will not believe me: my good man has seen a ghost!”

“A ghost!” said I, repressing a smile. “Well, tell me all, that I may
prevent the ghost coming again.”

The woman’s story was prolix. Its substance was this. Her husband,
habitually an early riser, had left his bed that morning still earlier
than usual, to give directions about some cattle that were to be sent
for sale to a neighbouring fair. An hour afterwards he had been found by
a shepherd, near the mausoleum, apparently lifeless. On being removed to
his own house, he had recovered speech, and bidding all except his wife
leave the room, he then told her that on walking across the park towards
the cattle-sheds, he had seen what appeared to him at first a pale light
by the iron door of the mausoleum. On approaching nearer, this light
changed into the distinct and visible form of his master, Sir Philip
Derval, who was then abroad,--supposed to be in the East, where he had
resided for many years. The impression on the steward’s mind was so
strong, that he called out, “Oh, Sir Philip!” when looking still
more intently, he perceived that the face was that of a corpse. As he
continued to gaze, the apparition seemed gradually to recede, as
if vanishing into the sepulchre itself. He knew no more; he became
unconscious. It was the excess of the poor woman’s alarm, on hearing
this strange tale, that made her resolve to send for me instead of the
parish apothecary. She fancied so astounding a cause for her husband’s
seizure could only be properly dealt with by some medical man reputed
to have more than ordinary learning; and the steward himself objected to
the apothecary in the immediate neighbourhood, as more likely to annoy
him by gossip than a physician from a comparative distance.

I took care not to lose the confidence of the good wife by parading too
quickly my disbelief in the phantom her husband declared that he had
seen; but as the story itself seemed at once to decide the nature of the
fit to be epileptic, I began to tell her of similar delusions which, in
my experience, had occurred to those subjected to epilepsy, and
finally soothed her into the conviction that the apparition was clearly
reducible to natural causes. Afterwards, I led her on to talk about
Sir Philip Derval, less from any curiosity I felt about the absent
proprietor than from a desire to re-familiarize her own mind to his
image as a living man. The steward had been in the service of Sir
Philip’s father, and had known Sir Philip himself from a child. He was
warmly attached to his master, whom the old woman described as a man of
rare benevolence and great eccentricity, which last she imputed to his
studious habits. He had succeeded to the title and estates as a minor.
For the first few years after attaining his majority, he had mixed much
in the world. When at Derval Court his house had been filled with gay
companions, and was the scene of lavish hospitality; but the estate
was not in proportion to the grandeur of the mansion, still less to the
expenditure of the owner. He had become greatly embarrassed; and some
love disappointment (so it was rumoured) occurring simultaneously with
his pecuniary difficulties, he had suddenly changed his way of life,
shut himself up from his old friends, lived in seclusion, taking to
books and scientific pursuits, and as the old woman said vaguely and
expressively, “to odd ways.” He had gradually by an economy that,
towards himself, was penurious, but which did not preclude much
judicious generosity to others, cleared off his debts; and, once more
rich, he had suddenly quitted the country, and taken to a life of
travel. He was now about forty-eight years old, and had been eighteen
years abroad. He wrote frequently to his steward, giving him minute and
thoughtful instructions in regard to the employment, comforts, and homes
of the peasantry, but peremptorily ordering him to spend no money on the
grounds and mansion, stating as a reason why the latter might be allowed
to fall into decay, his intention to pull it down whenever he returned
to England.

I stayed some time longer than my engagements well warranted at my
patient’s house, not leaving till the sufferer, after a quiet sleep, had
removed from his bed to his armchair, taken food, and seemed perfectly
recovered from his attack.

Riding homeward, I mused on the difference that education makes, even
pathologically, between man and man. Here was a brawny inhabitant of
rural fields, leading the healthiest of lives, not conscious of the
faculty we call imagination, stricken down almost to Death’s door by
his fright at an optical illusion, explicable, if examined, by the same
simple causes which had impressed me the night before with a moment’s
belief in a sound and a spectre,--me who, thanks to sublime education,
went so quietly to sleep a few minutes after, convinced that no phantom,
the ghostliest that ear ever heard or eye ever saw, can be anything else
but a nervous phenomenon.



CHAPTER XXII.

That evening I went to Mrs. Poyntz’s; it was one of her ordinary
“reception nights,” and I felt that she would naturally expect my
attendance as “a proper attention.”

I joined a group engaged in general conversation, of which Mrs. Poyntz
herself made the centre, knitting as usual,--rapidly while she talked,
slowly when she listened.

Without mentioning the visit I had paid that morning, I turned the
conversation on the different country places in the neighbourhood, and
then incidentally asked, “What sort of a man is Sir Philip Derval? Is it
not strange that he should suffer so fine a place to fall into decay?”
 The answers I received added little to the information I had already
obtained. Mrs. Poyntz knew nothing of Sir Philip Derval, except as a man
of large estates, whose rental had been greatly increased by a rise in
the value of property he possessed in the town of L----, and which lay
contiguous to that of her husband. Two or three of the older inhabitants
of the Hill had remembered Sir Philip in his early days, when he was
gay, high-spirited, hospitable, lavish. One observed that the only
person in L---- whom he had admitted to his subsequent seclusion was
Dr. Lloyd, who was then without practice, and whom he had employed as an
assistant in certain chemical experiments.


Here a gentleman struck into the conversation. He was a stranger to
me and to L----, a visitor to one of the dwellers on the Hill, who had
asked leave to present him to its queen as a great traveller and an
accomplished antiquary.

Said this gentleman: “Sir Philip Derval? I know him. I met him in the
East. He was then still, I believe, very fond of chemical science; a
clever, odd, philanthropical man; had studied medicine, or at least
practised it; was said to have made many marvellous cures. I became
acquainted with him in Aleppo. He had come to that town, not much
frequented by English travellers, in order to inquire into the murder of
two men, of whom one was his friend and the other his countryman.”

“This is interesting,” said Mrs. Poyntz, dryly. “We who live on this
innocent Hill all love stories of crime; murder is the pleasantest
subject you could have hit on. Pray give us the details.”

“So encouraged,” said the traveller, good-humouredly, “I will not
hesitate to communicate the little I know. In Aleppo there had lived for
some years a man who was held by the natives in great reverence. He had
the reputation of extraordinary wisdom, but was difficult of access;
the lively imagination of the Orientals invested his character with
the fascinations of fable,--in short, Haroun of Aleppo was popularly
considered a magician. Wild stories were told of his powers, of his
preternatural age, of his hoarded treasures. Apart from such disputable
titles to homage, there seemed no question, from all I heard, that his
learning was considerable, his charities extensive, his manner of life
irreproachably ascetic. He appears to have resembled those Arabian sages
of the Gothic age to whom modern science is largely indebted,--a mystic
enthusiast, but an earnest scholar. A wealthy and singular Englishman,
long resident in another part of the East, afflicted by some languishing
disease, took a journey to Aleppo to consult this sage, who, among
his other acquirements, was held to have discovered rare secrets in
medicine,--his countrymen said in ‘charms.’ One morning, not long after
the Englishman’s arrival, Haroun was found dead in his bed, apparently
strangled, and the Englishman, who lodged in another part of the town,
had disappeared; but some of his clothes, and a crutch on which he
habitually supported himself, were found a few miles distant from
Aleppo, near the roadside. There appeared no doubt that he, too, had
been murdered, but his corpse could not be discovered. Sir Philip Derval
had been a loving disciple of this Sage of Aleppo, to whom he assured me
he owed not only that knowledge of medicine which, by report, Sir
Philip possessed, but the insight into various truths of nature, on the
promulgation of which, it was evident, Sir Philip cherished the ambition
to found a philosophical celebrity for himself.”

“Of what description were those truths of nature?” I asked, somewhat
sarcastically.

“Sir, I am unable to tell you, for Sir Philip did not inform me, nor
did I much care to ask; for what may be revered as truths in Asia are
usually despised as dreams in Europe. To return to my story: Sir
Philip had been in Aleppo a little time before the murder; had left the
Englishman under the care of Haroun. He returned to Aleppo on hearing
the tragic events I have related, and was busy in collecting such
evidence as could be gleaned, and instituting inquiries after our
missing countryman at the time I myself chanced to arrive in the city.
I assisted in his researches, but without avail. The assassins remained
undiscovered. I do not myself doubt that they were mere vulgar robbers.
Sir Philip had a darker suspicion of which he made no secret to me; but
as I confess that I thought the suspicion groundless, you will pardon
me if I do not repeat it. Whether since I left the East the Englishman’s
remains have been discovered, I know not. Very probably; for I
understand that his heirs have got hold of what fortune he left,--less
than was generally supposed. But it was reported that he had buried
great treasures, a rumour, however absurd, not altogether inconsistent
with his character.”

“What was his character?” asked Mrs. Poyntz.

“One of evil and sinister repute. He was regarded with terror by the
attendants who had accompanied him to Aleppo. But he had lived in a
very remote part of the East, little known to Europeans, and, from all I
could learn, had there established an extraordinary power, strengthened
by superstitious awe. He was said to have studied deeply that knowledge
which the philosophers of old called ‘occult,’ not, like the Sage
of Aleppo, for benevolent, but for malignant ends. He was accused of
conferring with evil spirits, and filling his barbaric court (for
he lived in a kind of savage royalty) with charmers and sorcerers. I
suspect, after all, that he was only, like myself, an ardent antiquary,
and cunningly made use of the fear he inspired in order to secure his
authority, and prosecute in safety researches into ancient sepulchres or
temples. His great passion was, indeed, in excavating such remains, in
his neighbourhood; with what result I know not, never having penetrated
so far into regions infested by robbers and pestiferous with malaria. He
wore the Eastern dress, and always carried jewels about him. I came
to the conclusion that for the sake of these jewels he was murdered,
perhaps by some of his own servants (and, indeed, two at least of his
suite were missing), who then at once buried his body, and kept their
own secret. He was old, very infirm; could never have got far from the
town without assistance.”

“You have not yet told us his name,” said Mrs. Poyntz.

“His name was Grayle.”

“Grayle!” exclaimed Mrs. Poyntz, dropping her work. “Louis Grayle?”

“Yes; Louis Grayle. You could not have known him?”

“Known him! No; but I have often heard my father speak of him. Such,
then, was the tragic end of that strong dark creature, for whom, as a
young girl in the nursery, I used to feel a kind of fearful admiring
interest?”

“It is your turn to narrate now,” said the traveller.

And we all drew closer round our hostess, who remained silent some
moments, her brow thoughtful, her work suspended.

“Well,” said she at last, looking round us with a lofty air, which
seemed half defying, “force and courage are always fascinating, even
when they are quite in the wrong. I go with the world, because the world
goes with me; if it did not--” Here she stopped for a moment, clenched
the firm white hand, and then scornfully waved it, left the sentence
unfinished, and broke into another.

“Going with the world, of course we must march over those who stand
against it. But when one man stands single-handed against our march, we
do not despise him; it is enough to crush. I am very glad I did not see
Louis Grayle when I was a girl of sixteen.” Again she paused a moment,
and resumed: “Louis Grayle was the only son of a usurer, infamous for
the rapacity with which he had acquired enormous wealth. Old Grayle
desired to rear his heir as a gentleman; sent him to Eton. Boys are
always aristocratic; his birth was soon thrown in his teeth; he was
fierce; he struck boys bigger than himself,--fought till he was
half killed. My father was at school with him; described him as
a tiger-whelp. One day he--still a fag--struck a sixth-form boy.
Sixth-form boys do not fight fags; they punish them. Louis Grayle was
ordered to hold out his hand to the cane; he received the blow, drew
forth his schoolboy knife, and stabbed the punisher. After that, he left
Eton. I don’t think he was publicly expelled--too mere a child for that
honour--but he was taken or sent away; educated with great care under
the first masters at home. When he was of age to enter the University,
old Grayle was dead. Louis was sent by his guardians to Cambridge, with
acquirements far exceeding the average of young men, and with unlimited
command of money. My father was at the same college, and described him
again,--haughty, quarrelsome, reckless, handsome, aspiring, brave.
Does that kind of creature interest you, my dears?” (appealing to the
ladies).

“La!” said Miss Brabazon; “a horrid usurer’s son!”

“Ay, true; the vulgar proverb says it is good to be born with a silver
spoon in one’s mouth: so it is when one has one’s own family crest on
it; but when it is a spoon on which people recognize their family
crest, and cry out, ‘Stolen from our plate chest,’ it is a heritage that
outlaws a babe in his cradle. However, young men at college who want
money are less scrupulous about descent than boys at Eton are. Louis
Grayle found, while at college, plenty of wellborn acquaintances willing
to recover from him some of the plunder his father had extorted from
theirs. He was too wild to distinguish himself by academical honours,
but my father said that the tutors of the college declared there were
not six undergraduates in the University who knew as much hard and dry
science as wild Louis Grayle. He went into the world, no doubt, hoping
to shine; but his father’s name was too notorious to admit the son into
good society. The Polite World, it is true, does not examine a scutcheon
with the nice eye of a herald, nor look upon riches with the stately
contempt of a stoic; still the Polite World has its family pride and
its moral sentiment. It does not like to be cheated,--I mean, in
money matters; and when the son of a man who has emptied its purse and
foreclosed on its acres rides by its club-windows, hand on haunch, and
head in the air, no lion has a scowl more awful, no hyena a laugh more
dread, than that same easy, good-tempered, tolerant, polite, well-bred
World which is so pleasant an acquaintance, so languid a friend, and--so
remorseless an--enemy. In short, Louis Grayle claimed the right to be
courted,--he was shunned; to be admired,--he was loathed. Even his old
college acquaintances were shamed out of knowing him. Perhaps he
could have lived through all this had he sought to glide quietly into
position; but he wanted the tact of the well-bred, and strove to storm
his way, not to steal it. Reduced for companions to needy parasites,
he braved and he shocked all decorous opinion by that ostentation of
excess, which made Richelieus and Lauzuns the rage. But then Richelieus
and Lauzuns were dukes! He now very naturally took the Polite World into
hate,--gave it scorn for scorn. He would ally himself with Democracy;
his wealth could not get him into a club, but it would buy him into
parliament; he could not be a Lauzun, nor, perhaps, a Mirabeau, but he
might be a Danton. He had plenty of knowledge and audacity, and with
knowledge and audacity a good hater is sure to be eloquent. Possibly,
then, this poor Louis Grayle might have made a great figure, left his
mark on his age and his name in history; but in contesting the borough,
which he was sure to carry, he had to face an opponent in a real fine
gentleman whom his father had ruined, cool and highbred, with a tongue
like a rapier, a sneer like an adder. A quarrel of course; Louis Grayle
sent a challenge. The fine gentleman, known to be no coward (fine
gentlemen never are), was at first disposed to refuse with contempt. But
Grayle had made himself the idol of the mob; and at a word from Grayle,
the fine gentleman might have been ducked at a pump, or tossed in
a blanket,--that would have made him ridiculous; to be shot at is a
trifle, to be laughed at is serious. He therefore condescended to accept
the challenge, and my father was his second.

“It was settled, of course, according to English custom, that both
combatants should fire at the same time, and by signal. The antagonist
fired at the right moment; his ball grazed Louis Grayle’s temple. Louis
Grayle had not fired. He now seemed to the seconds to take slow and
deliberate aim. They called out to him not to fire; they were rushing to
prevent him, when the trigger was pulled, and his opponent fell dead on
the field. The fight was, therefore, considered unfair; Louis Grayle was
tried for his life: he did not stand the trial in person.(1) He escaped
to the Continent; hurried on to some distant uncivilized lands; could
not be traced; reappeared in England no more. The lawyer who conducted
his defence pleaded skilfully. He argued that the delay in firing was
not intentional, therefore not criminal,--the effect of the stun which
the wound in the temple had occasioned. The judge was a gentleman, and
summed up the evidence so as to direct the jury to a verdict against
the low wretch who had murdered a gentleman; but the jurors were not
gentlemen, and Grayle’s advocate had of course excited their sympathy
for a son of the people, whom a gentleman had wantonly insulted. The
verdict was manslaughter; but the sentence emphatically marked the
aggravated nature of the homicide,--three years’ imprisonment. Grayle
eluded the prison, but he was a man disgraced and an exile,--his
ambition blasted, his career an outlaw’s, and his age not yet
twenty-three. My father said that he was supposed to have changed his
name; none knew what had become of him. And so this creature, brilliant
and daring, whom if born under better auspices we might now be all
fawning on, cringing to,--after living to old age, no one knows
how,--dies murdered at Aleppo, no one, you say, knows by whom.”

“I saw some account of his death in the papers about three years ago,”
 said one of the party; “but the name was misspelled, and I had no idea
that it was the same man who had fought the duel which Mrs. Colonel
Poyntz has so graphically described. I have a very vague recollection of
the trial; it took place when I was a boy, more than forty years since.
The affair made a stir at the time, but was soon forgotten.”

“Soon forgotten,” said Mrs. Poyntz; “ay, what is not? Leave your place
in the world for ten minutes, and when you come back somebody else has
taken it; but when you leave the world for good, who remembers that you
had ever a place even in the parish register?”

“Nevertheless,” said I, “a great poet has said, finely and truly,


   “‘The sun of Homer shines upon us still.’”

“But it does not shine upon Homer; and learned folks tell me that we
know no more who and what Homer was, if there was ever a single Homer
at all, or rather, a whole herd of Homers, than we know about the man in
the moon,--if there be one man there, or millions of men. Now, my dear
Miss Brabazon, it will be very kind in you to divert our thoughts
into channels less gloomy. Some pretty French air--Dr. Fenwick, I have
something to say to you.” She drew me towards the window. “So Annie
Ashleigh writes me word that I am not to mention your engagement. Do you
think it quite prudent to keep it a secret?”

“I do not see how prudence is concerned in keeping it secret one way or
the other,--it is a mere matter of feeling. Most people wish to abridge,
as far as they can, the time in which their private arrangements are the
topic of public gossip.”

“Public gossip is sometimes the best security for the due completion of
private arrangements. As long as a girl is not known to be engaged,
her betrothed must be prepared for rivals. Announce the engagement, and
rivals are warned off.”

“I fear no rivals.”

“Do you not? Bold man! I suppose you will write to Lilian?”

“Certainly.”

“Do so, and constantly. By-the-way, Mrs. Ashleigh, before she went,
asked me to send her back Lady Haughton’s letter of invitation. What
for,--to show to you?”

“Very likely. Have you the letter still? May I see it?”

“Not just at present. When Lilian or Mrs. Ashleigh writes to you, come
and tell me how they like their visit, and what other guests form the
party.”

Therewith she turned away and conversed apart with the traveller.

Her words disquieted me, and I felt that they were meant to do so,
wherefore I could not guess. But there is no language on earth which has
more words with a double meaning than that spoken by the Clever Woman,
who is never so guarded as when she appears to be frank.

As I walked home thoughtfully, I was accosted by a young man, the son
of one of the wealthiest merchants in the town. I had attended him with
success some months before, in a rheumatic fever: he and his family were
much attached to me.

“Ah, my dear Fenwick, I am so glad to see you; I owe you an
obligation of which you are not aware,--an exceedingly pleasant
travelling-companion. I came with him to-day from London, where I have
been sight-seeing and holidaymaking for the last fortnight.”

“I suppose you mean that you kindly bring me a patient?”

“No, only an admirer. I was staying at Fenton’s Hotel. It so happened
one day that I had left in the coffee-room your last work on the Vital
Principle, which, by the by, the bookseller assures me is selling
immensely among readers as non-professional as myself. Coming into the
coffee-room again, I found a gentleman reading the book. I claimed it
politely; he as politely tendered his excuse for taking it. We made
acquaintance on the spot. The next day we were intimate. He expressed
great interest and curiosity about your theory and your experiments. I
told him I knew you. You may guess if I described you as less clever in
your practice than you are in your writings; and, in short, he came
with me to L----, partly to see our flourishing town, principally on my
promise to introduce him to you. My mother, you know, has what she calls
a dejeuner tomorrow,--dejeuner and dance. You will be there?”

“Thank you for reminding me of her invitation. I will avail myself of
it if I can. Your new friend will be present? Who and what is he,--a
medical student?”

“No, a mere gentleman at ease, but seems to have a good deal of general
information. Very young, apparently very rich, wonderfully good-looking.
I am sure you will like him; everybody must.”

“It is quite enough to prepare me to like him that he is a friend of
yours.” And so we shook hands and parted.

(1) Mrs. Poyntz here makes a mistake in law which, though very evident,
her listeners do not seem to have noticed. Her mistake will be referred
to later.



CHAPTER XXIII.

It was late in the afternoon of the following day before I was able to
join the party assembled at the merchant’s house; it was a villa about
two miles out of the town, pleasantly situated amidst flower-gardens
celebrated in the neighbourhood for their beauty. The breakfast had been
long over; the company was scattered over the lawn,--some formed into
a dance on the smooth lawn; some seated under shady awnings; others
gliding amidst parterres, in which all the glow of colour took a glory
yet more vivid under the flush of a brilliant sunshine; and the ripple
of a soft western breeze. Music, loud and lively, mingled with the
laughter of happy children, who formed much the larger number of the
party.

Standing at the entrance of an arched trellis, that led from the hardier
flowers of the lawn to a rare collection of tropical plants under a
lofty glass dome (connecting, as it were, the familiar vegetation of the
North with that of the remotest East), was a form that instantaneously
caught and fixed my gaze. The entrance of the arcade was covered with
parasite creepers, in prodigal luxuriance, of variegated gorgeous
tints,--scarlet, golden, purple; and the form, an idealized picture of
man’s youth fresh from the hand of Nature, stood literally in a frame of
blooms.

Never have I seen human face so radiant as that young man’s. There was
in the aspect an indescribable something that literally dazzled. As one
continued to gaze, it was with surprise; one was forced to acknowledge
that in the features themselves there was no faultless regularity; nor
was the young man’s stature imposing, about the middle height. But the
effect of the whole was not less transcendent. Large eyes, unspeakably
lustrous; a most harmonious colouring; an expression of contagious
animation and joyousness; and the form itself so critically fine, that
the welded strength of its sinews was best shown in the lightness and
grace of its movements.

He was resting one hand carelessly on the golden locks of a child that
had nestled itself against his knees, looking up to his face in that
silent loving wonder with which children regard something too strangely
beautiful for noisy admiration; he himself was conversing with the
host, an old gray-haired, gouty man, propped on his crutched stick, and
listening with a look of mournful envy. To the wealth of the old man all
the flowers in that garden owed their renewed delight in the summer
air and sun. Oh, that his wealth could renew to himself one hour of the
youth whose incarnation stood beside him, Lord, indeed, of Creation; its
splendour woven into his crown of beauty, its enjoyments subject to his
sceptre of hope and gladness.

I was startled by the hearty voice of the merchant’s son. “Ah, my dear
Fenwick, I was afraid you would not come,--you are late. There is
the new friend of whom I spoke to you last night; let me now make you
acquainted with him.” He drew my arm in his, and led me up to the
young man, where he stood under the arching flowers, and whom he then
introduced to me by the name of Margrave.

Nothing could be more frankly cordial than Mr. Margrave’s manner. In a
few minutes I found myself conversing with him familiarly, as if we
had been reared in the same home, and sported together in the same
playground. His vein of talk was peculiar, off-hand, careless, shifting
from topic to topic with a bright rapidity.

He said that he liked the place; proposed to stay in it some weeks;
asked my address, which I gave to him; promised to call soon at an
early hour, while my time was yet free from professional visits. I
endeavoured, when I went away, to analyze to myself the fascination
which this young stranger so notably exercised over all who approached
him; and it seemed to me, ever seeking to find material causes for all
moral effects, that it rose from the contagious vitality of that rarest
of all rare gifts in highly-civilized circles,--perfect health; that
health which is in itself the most exquisite luxury; which, finding
happiness in the mere sense of existence, diffuses round it, like an
atmosphere, the harmless hilarity of its bright animal being. Health,
to the utmost perfection, is seldom known after childhood; health to the
utmost cannot be enjoyed by those who overwork the brain, or admit the
sure wear and tear of the passions. The creature I had just seen gave
me the notion of youth in the golden age of the poets,--the youth of the
careless Arcadian, before nymph or shepherdess had vexed his heart with
a sigh.



CHAPTER XXIV.

The house I occupied at L---- was a quaint, old-fashioned building, a
corner-house. One side, in which was the front entrance, looked upon
a street which, as there were no shops in it, and it was no direct
thoroughfare to the busy centres of the town, was always quiet, and
at some hours of the day almost deserted. The other side of the house
fronted a lane; opposite to it was the long and high wall of the garden
to a Young Ladies’ Boarding-school. My stables adjoined the house,
abutting on a row of smaller buildings, with little gardens before them,
chiefly occupied by mercantile clerks and retired tradesmen. By the lane
there was a short and ready access both to the high turnpike-road, and
to some pleasant walks through green meadows and along the banks of a
river.

This house I had inhabited since my arrival at L----, and it had to
me so many attractions, in a situation sufficiently central to be
convenient for patients, and yet free from noise, and favourable to
ready outlet into the country for such foot or horse exercise as my
professional avocations would allow me to carve for myself out of what
the Latin poet calls the “solid day,” that I had refused to change it
for one better suited to my increased income; but it was not a house
which Mrs. Ashleigh would have liked for Lilian. The main objection to
it in the eyes of the “genteel” was, that it had formerly belonged to a
member of the healing profession who united the shop of an apothecary
to the diploma of a surgeon; but that shop had given the house a special
attraction to me; for it had been built out on the side of the house
which fronted the lane, occupying the greater portion of a small gravel
court, fenced from the road by a low iron palisade, and separated
from the body of the house itself by a short and narrow corridor that
communicated with the entrance-hall. This shop I turned into a rude
study for scientific experiments, in which I generally spent some early
hours of the morning, before my visiting patients began to arrive. I
enjoyed the stillness of its separation from the rest of the house; I
enjoyed the glimpse of the great chestnut-trees, which overtopped the
wall of the school-garden; I enjoyed the ease with which, by opening the
glazed sash-door, I could get out, if disposed for a short walk, into
the pleasant fields; and so completely had I made this sanctuary my own,
that not only my man-servant knew that I was never to be disturbed when
in it, except by the summons of a patient, but even the housemaid
was forbidden to enter it with broom or duster, except upon special
invitation. The last thing at night, before retiring to rest, it was the
man-servant’s business to see that the sash-window was closed, and the
gate to the iron palisade locked; but during the daytime I so often went
out of the house by that private way that the gate was then very seldom
locked, nor the sash-door bolted from within. In the town of L----
there was little apprehension of house-robberies,--especially in the
daylight,--and certainly in this room, cut off from the main
building, there was nothing to attract a vulgar cupidity. A few of the
apothecary’s shelves and cases still remained on the walls, with, here
and there, a bottle of some chemical preparation for experiment; two or
three worm-eaten, wooden chairs; two or three shabby old tables; an
old walnut-tree bureau without a lock, into which odds and ends were
confusedly thrust, and sundry ugly-looking inventions of mechanical
science, were, assuredly, not the articles which a timid proprietor
would guard with jealous care from the chances of robbery. It will be
seen later why I have been thus prolix in description. The morning after
I had met the young stranger by whom I had been so favourably impressed,
I was up as usual, a little before the sun, and long before any of my
servants were astir. I went first into the room I have mentioned, and
which I shall henceforth designate as my study, opened the window,
unlocked the gate, and sauntered for some minutes up and down the silent
lane skirting the opposite wall, and overhung by the chestnut-trees
rich in the garniture of a glorious summer; then, refreshed for work,
I re-entered my study, and was soon absorbed in the examination of
that now well-known machine, which was then, to me at least, a
novelty,--invented, if I remember right, by Dubois-Reymond, so
distinguished by his researches into the mysteries of organic
electricity. It is a wooden cylinder fixed against the edge of a table;
on the table two vessels filled with salt and water are so placed that,
as you close your hands on the cylinder, the forefinger of each hand
can drop into the water; each of the vessels has a metallic plate,
and communicates by wires with a galvanometer with its needle. Now the
theory is, that if you clutch the cylinder firmly with the right hand,
leaving the left perfectly passive, the needle in the galvanometer will
move from west to south; if, in like manner, you exert the left arm,
leaving the right arm passive, the needle will deflect from west to
north. Hence, it is argued that the electric current is induced through
the agency of the nervous system, and that, as human Will produces the
muscular contraction requisite, so is it human Will that causes
the deflection of the needle. I imagine that if this theory were
substantiated by experiment, the discovery might lead to some sublime
and unconjectured secrets of science. For human Will, thus actively
effective on the electric current, and all matter, animate or inanimate,
having more or less of electricity, a vast field became opened to
conjecture. By what series of patient experimental deduction might not
science arrive at the solution of problems which the Newtonian law of
gravitation does not suffice to solve; and--But here I halt. At the
date which my story has reached, my mind never lost itself long in the
Cloudland of Guess.

I was dissatisfied with my experiment. The needle stirred, indeed,
but erratically, and not in directions which, according to the theory,
should correspond to my movement. I was about to dismiss the trial with
some uncharitable contempt of the foreign philosopher’s dogmas, when
I heard a loud ring at my street-door. While I paused to conjecture
whether my servant was yet up to attend to the door, and which of my
patients was the most likely to summon me at so unseasonable an hour,
a shadow darkened my window. I looked up, and to my astonishment beheld
the brilliant face of Mr. Margrave. The sash to the door was already
partially opened; he raised it higher, and walked into the room. “Was it
you who rang at the street-door, and at this hour?” said I.

“Yes; and observing, after I had rung, that all the shutters were still
closed, I felt ashamed of my own rash action, and made off rather than
brave the reproachful face of some injured housemaid, robbed of her
morning dreams. I turned down that pretty lane,--lured by the green
of the chestnut-trees,--caught sight of you through the window, took
courage, and here I am! You forgive me?” While thus speaking, he
continued to move along the littered floor of the dingy room, with the
undulating restlessness of some wild animal in the confines of its den,
and he now went on, in short fragmentary sentences, very slightly linked
together, but smoothed, as it were, into harmony by a voice musical and
fresh as a sky lark’s warble. “Morning dreams, indeed! dreams that waste
the life of such a morning. Rosy magnificence of a summer dawn! Do you
not pity the fool who prefers to lie a bed, and to dream rather than to
live? What! and you, strong man, with those noble limbs, in this den! Do
you not long for a rush through the green of the fields, a bath in the
blue of the river?”

Here he came to a pause, standing, still in the gray light of the
growing day, with eyes whose joyous lustre forestalled the sun’s, and
lips which seemed to laugh even in repose.

But presently those eyes, as quick as they were bright, glanced over the
walls, the floor, the shelves, the phials, the mechanical inventions,
and then rested full on my cylinder fixed to the table. He approached,
examined it curiously, asked what it was. I explained. To gratify him
I sat down and renewed my experiment, with equally ill success. The
needle, which should have moved from west to south, describing an angle
of from thirty degrees to forty or even fifty degrees, only made a few
troubled, undecided oscillations.

“Tut,” cried the young man, “I see what it is; you have a wound in your
right hand.”

That was true; I had burned my band a few days before in a chemical
experiment, and the sore had not healed.

“Well,” said I, “and what does that matter?”

“Everything; the least scratch in the skin of the hand produces chemical
actions on the electric current, independently of your will. Let me
try.”

He took my place, and in a moment the needle in the galvanometer
responded to his grasp on the cylinder, exactly as the inventive
philosopher had stated to be the due result of the experiment.

I was startled.

“But how came you, Mr. Margrave, to be so well acquainted with a
scientific process little known, and but recently discovered?”

“I well acquainted! not so. But I am fond of all experiments that relate
to animal life. Electricity, especially, is full of interest.”

On that I drew him out (as I thought), and he talked volubly. I was
amazed to find this young man, in whose brain I had conceived thought
kept one careless holiday, was evidently familiar with the physical
sciences, and especially with chemistry, which was my own study by
predilection. But never had I met with a student in whom a knowledge so
extensive was mixed up with notions so obsolete or so crotchety. In one
sentence he showed that he had mastered some late discovery by Faraday
or Liebig; in the next sentence he was talking the wild fallacies
of Cardan or Van Helmont. I burst out laughing at some paradox about
sympathetic powders, which he enounced as if it were a recognized truth.

“Pray tell me,” said I, “who was your master in physics; for a cleverer
pupil never had a more crack-brained teacher.”

“No,” he answered, with his merry laugh, “it is not the teacher’s fault.
I am a mere parrot; just cry out a few scraps of learning picked up here
and there. But, however, I am fond of all researches into Nature; all
guesses at her riddles. To tell you the truth, one reason why I have
taken to you so heartily is not only that your published work caught my
fancy in the dip which I took into its contents (pardon me if I say dip,
I never do more than dip into any book), but also because young ----
tells me that which all whom I have met in this town confirm; namely,
that you are one of those few practical chemists who are at once
exceedingly cautious and exceedingly bold,--willing to try every new
experiment, but submitting experiment to rigid tests. Well, I have an
experiment running wild in this giddy head of mine, and I want you,
some day when at leisure, to catch it, fix it as you have fixed that
cylinder, make something of it. I am sure you can.”

“What is it?”

“Something akin to the theories in your work. You would replenish or
preserve to each special constitution the special substance that may
fail to the equilibrium of its health. But you own that in a large
proportion of cases the best cure of disease is less to deal with the
disease itself than to support and stimulate the whole system, so as to
enable Nature to cure the disease and restore the impaired equilibrium
by her own agencies. Thus, if you find that in certain cases of nervous
debility a substance like nitric acid is efficacious, it is because
the nitric acid has a virtue in locking up, as it were, the nervous
energy,--that is, preventing all undue waste. Again, in some cases of
what is commonly called feverish cold, stimulants like ammonia assist
Nature itself to get rid of the disorder that oppresses its normal
action; and, on the same principle, I apprehend, it is contended that
a large average of human lives is saved in those hospitals which
have adopted the supporting system of ample nourishment and alcoholic
stimulants.”

“Your medical learning surprises me,” said I, smiling; “and without
pausing to notice where it deals somewhat superficially with disputable
points in general, and my own theory in particular, I ask you for the
deduction you draw from your premises.”

“It is simply this: that to all animate bodies, however various, there
must be one principle in common,--the vital principle itself. What if
there be one certain means of recruiting that principle; and what if
that secret can be discovered?”

“Pshaw! The old illusion of the mediaeval empirics.”

“Not so. But the mediaeval empirics were great discoverers. You sneer at
Van Helmont, who sought, in water, the principle of all things; but Van
Helmont discovered in his search those invisible bodies called gases.
Now the principle of life must be certainly ascribed to a gas.(1) And
what ever is a gas chemistry should not despair of producing! But I can
argue no longer now,--never can argue long at a stretch; we are wasting
the morning; and, joy! the sun is up! See! Out! come out! out! and greet
the great Lifegiver face to face.”

I could not resist the young man’s invitation. In a few minutes we
were in the quiet lane under the glinting chestnut-trees. Margrave was
chanting, low, a wild tune,--words in a strange language.

“What words are those,--no European language, I think; for I know a
little of most of the languages which are spoken in our quarter of the
globe, at least by its more civilized races.”

“Civilized race! What is civilization? Those words were uttered by men
who founded empires when Europe itself was not civilized! Hush, is it
not a grand old air?” and lifting his eyes towards the sun, he gave vent
to a voice clear and deep as a mighty bell! The air was grand; the words
had a sonorous swell that suited it, and they seemed to me jubilant and
yet solemn. He stopped abruptly as a path from the lane had led us into
the fields, already half-bathed in sunlight, dews glittering on the
hedgerows.

“Your song,” said I, “would go well with the clash of cymbals or the
peal of the organ. I am no judge of melody, but this strikes me as that
of a religious hymn.”

“I compliment you on the guess. It is a Persian fire-worshipper’s hymn
to the sun. The dialect is very different from modern Persian. Cyrus the
Great might have chanted it on his march upon Babylon.”

“And where did you learn it?”

“In Persia itself.”

“You have travelled much, learned much,--and are so young and so fresh.
Is it an impertinent question if I ask whether your parents are yet
living, or are you wholly lord of yourself?”

“Thank you for the question,--pray make my answer known in the town.
Parents I have not,--never had.”

“Never had parents!”

“Well, I ought rather to say that no parents ever owned me. I am a
natural son, a vagabond, a nobody. When I came of age I received an
anonymous letter, informing me that a sum--I need not say what, but
more than enough for all I need--was lodged at an English banker’s in
my name; that my mother had died in my infancy; that my father was also
dead--but recently; that as I was a child of love, and he was unwilling
that the secret of my birth should ever be traced, he had provided for
me, not by will, but in his life, by a sum consigned to the trust of the
friend who now wrote to me; I need give myself no trouble to learn more.
Faith, I never did! I am young, healthy, rich,--yes, rich! Now you know
all, and you had better tell it, that I may win no man’s courtesy and no
maiden’s love upon false pretences. I have not even a right, you see, to
the name I bear. Hist! let me catch that squirrel.”

With what a panther-like bound he sprang! The squirrel eluded his grasp,
and was up the oak-tree; in a moment he was up the oak-tree too. In
amazement I saw him rising from bough to bough; saw his bright eyes and
glittering teeth through the green leaves. Presently I heard the sharp
piteous cry of the squirrel, echoed by the youth’s merry laugh; and
down, through that maze of green, Hargrave came, dropping on the grass
and bounding up, as Mercury might have bounded with his wings at his
heels.

“I have caught him. What pretty brown eyes!”

Suddenly the gay expression of his face changed to that of a savage; the
squirrel had wrenched itself half-loose, and bitten him. The poor brute!
In an instant its neck was wrung, its body dashed on the ground;
and that fair young creature, every feature quivering with rage, was
stamping his foot on his victim again and again! It was horrible. I
caught him by the arm indignantly. He turned round on me like a wild
beast disturbed from its prey,--his teeth set, his hand lifted, his eyes
like balls of fire.

“Shame!” said I, calmly; “shame on you!”

He continued to gaze on me a moment or so, his eye glaring, his breath
panting; and then, as if mastering himself with an involuntary effort,
his arm dropped to his side, and he said quite humbly, “I beg your
pardon; indeed I do. I was beside myself for a moment; I cannot bear
pain;” and he looked in deep compassion for himself at his wounded hand.
“Venomous brute!” And he stamped again on the body of the squirrel,
already crushed out of shape.

I moved away in disgust, and walked on.

But presently I felt my arm softly drawn aside, and a voice, dulcet as
the coo of a dove, stole its way into my ears. There was no resisting
the charm with which this extraordinary mortal could fascinate even
the hard and the cold; nor them, perhaps, the least. For as you see in
extreme old age, when the heart seems to have shrunk into itself, and
to leave but meagre and nipped affections for the nearest relations if
grown up, the indurated egotism softens at once towards a playful child;
or as you see in middle life, some misanthrope, whose nature has been
soured by wrong and sorrow, shrink from his own species, yet make
friends with inferior races, and respond to the caress of a dog,--so,
for the worldling or the cynic, there was an attraction in the freshness
of this joyous favourite of Nature,--an attraction like that of a
beautiful child, spoilt and wayward, or of a graceful animal, half
docile, half fierce.

“But,” said I, with a smile, as I felt all displeasure gone, “such
indulgence of passion for such a trifle is surely unworthy a student of
philosophy!”

“Trifle,” he said dolorously. “But I tell you it is pain; pain is no
trifle. I suffer. Look!”

I looked at the hand, which I took in mine. The bite no doubt had been
sharp; but the hand that lay in my own was that which the Greek sculptor
gives to a gladiator; not large (the extremities are never large
in persons whose strength comes from the just proportion of all the
members, rather than the factitious and partial force which continued
muscular exertion will give to one part of the frame, to the comparative
weakening of the rest), but with the firm-knit joints, the solid
fingers, the finished nails, the massive palm, the supple polished skin,
in which we recognize what Nature designs the human hand to be,--the
skilled, swift, mighty doer of all those marvels which win Nature
herself from the wilderness.

“It is strange,” said I, thoughtfully; “but your susceptibility to
suffering confirms my opinion, which is different from the popular
belief,--namely, that pain is most acutely felt by those in whom the
animal organization being perfect, and the sense of vitality exquisitely
keen, every injury or lesion finds the whole system rise, as it were, to
repel the mischief and communicate the consciousness of it to all those
nerves which are the sentinels to the garrison of life. Yet my theory
is scarcely borne out by general fact. The Indian savages must have a
health as perfect as yours; a nervous system as fine,--witness their
marvellous accuracy of ear, of eye, of scent, probably also of touch;
yet they are indifferent to physical pain; or must I mortify your pride
by saying that they have some moral quality defective in you which
enables them to rise superior to it?”

“The Indian savages,” said Margrave, sullenly, “have not a health
as perfect as mine, and in what you call vitality--the blissful
consciousness of life--they are as sticks and stones compared to me.”

“How do you know?”

“Because I have lived with them. It is a fallacy to suppose that the
savage has a health superior to that of the civilized man,--if the
civilized man be but temperate; and even if not, he has the stamina
that can resist for years the effect of excesses which would destroy the
savage in a month. As to the savage’s fine perceptions of sense, such
do not come from exquisite equilibrium of system, but are hereditary
attributes transmitted from race to race, and strengthened by training
from infancy. But is a pointer stronger and healthier than a mastiff,
because the pointer through long descent and early teaching creeps
stealthily to his game and stands to it motionless? I will talk of this
later; now I suffer! Pain, pain! Has life any ill but pain?”

It so happened that I had about me some roots of the white lily, which I
meant, before returning home, to leave with a patient suffering from one
of those acute local inflammations, in which that simple remedy often
affords great relief. I cut up one of these roots, and bound the cooling
leaves to the wounded hand with my handkerchief.

“There,” said I. “Fortunately if you feel pain more sensibly than
others, you will recover from it more quickly.” And in a few minutes my
companion felt perfectly relieved, and poured out his gratitude with an
extravagance of expression and a beaming delight of countenance which
positively touched me.

“I almost feel,” said I, “as I do when I have stilled an infant’s
wailing, and restored it smiling to its mother’s breast.”

“You have done so. I am an infant, and Nature is my mother. Oh, to be
restored to the full joy of life, the scent of wild flowers, the song of
birds, and this air--summer air--summer air!”

I know not why it was, but at that moment, looking at him and hearing
him, I rejoiced that Lilian was not at L----. “But I came out to bathe.
Can we not bathe in that stream?”

“No. You would derange the bandage round your hand; and for all bodily
ills, from the least to the gravest, there is nothing like leaving
Nature at rest the moment we have hit on the means which assist her own
efforts at cure.”

“I obey, then; but I so love the water.”

“You swim, of course?”

“Ask the fish if it swim. Ask the fish if it can escape me! I delight to
dive down--down; to plunge after the startled trout, as an otter does;
and then to get amongst those cool, fragrant reeds and bulrushes, or
that forest of emerald weed which one sometimes finds waving under clear
rivers. Man! man! could you live but an hour of my life you would know
how horrible a thing it is to die!”

“Yet the dying do not think so; they pass away calm and smiling, as you
will one day.”

“I--I! die one day--die!” and he sank on the grass, and buried his face
amongst the herbage, sobbing aloud.

Before I could get through half a dozen words I meant to soothe, he
had once more bounded up, dashed the tears from his eyes, and was again
singing some wild, barbaric chant. Abstracting itself from the appeal to
its outward sense by melodies of which the language was unknown, my mind
soon grew absorbed in meditative conjectures on the singular nature,
so wayward, so impulsive, which had forced intimacy on a man grave and
practical as myself.

I was puzzled how to reconcile so passionate a childishness, so
undisciplined a want of self-control, with an experience of mankind so
extended by travel, with an education desultory and irregular indeed,
but which must, at some time or other, have been familiarized to severe
reasonings and laborious studies. In Margrave there seemed to be wanting
that mysterious something which is needed to keep our faculties, however
severally brilliant, harmoniously linked together,--as the string by
which a child mechanically binds the wildflowers it gathers, shaping
them at choice into the garland or the chain.

(1) “According to the views we have mentioned, we must ascribe life to
a gas, that is, to an aeriform body.”--Liebig: “Organic Chemistry,”
 Mayfair’s translation, p.363.--It is perhaps not less superfluous to add
that Liebig does not support the views “according to which life must be
ascribed to a gas,” than it would be to state, had Dugald Stewart been
quoted as writing, “According to the views we have mentioned the mind
is but a bundle of impressions,” that Dugald Stewart was not supporting,
but opposing, the views of David Hume. The quotation is merely meant to
show, in the shortest possible compass, that there are views entertained
by speculative reasoners of our day which, according to Liebig, would
lead to the inference at which Margrave so boldly arrives. Margrave
is, however, no doubt, led to his belief by his reminiscences of Van
Helmont, to whose discovery of gas he is referring. Van Helmont plainly
affirms “that the arterial spirit of our life is of the nature of a
gas;” and in the same chapter (on the fiction of elementary complexions
and mixtures) says, “Seeing that the spirit of our life, since it is a
gas, is most mightily and swiftly affected by any other gas,” etc. He
repeats the same dogma in his treatise on “Long Life,” and indeed very
generally throughout his writings, observing, in his chapter on the
Vital Air, that the spirit of life is a salt, sharp vapour, made of the
arterial blood, etc. Liebig, therefore, in confuting some modern notions
as to the nature of contagion by miasma, is leading their reasonings
back to that assumption in the Brawn of physiological science by which
the discoverer of gas exalted into the principle of life the substance
to which he first gave the name, now so familiarly known. It is
nevertheless just to Van Helmont to add that his conception of the vital
principle was very far from being as purely materialistic as it
would seem to those unacquainted with his writings; for he carefully
distinguishes that principle of life which he ascribes to a gas, and by
which he means the sensuous animal life, from the intellectual immortal
principle of soul. Van Helmont, indeed, was a sincere believer of Divine
Revelation. “The Lord Jesus is the way, the truth, and the life,” says
with earnest humility this daring genius, in that noble chapter “On
the completing of the mind by the ‘prayer of silence,’ and the loving
offering tip of the heart, soul, and strength to the obedience of
the Divine will,” from which some of the most eloquent of recent
philosophers, arguing against materialism, have borrowed largely in
support and in ornament of their lofty cause.



CHAPTER XXV.

My intercourse with Margrave grew habitual and familiar. He came to
my house every morning before sunrise; in the evenings we were again
brought together: sometimes in the houses to which we were both invited,
sometimes at his hotel, sometimes in my own home.

Nothing more perplexed me than his aspect of extreme youthfulness,
contrasted with the extent of the travels, which, if he were to be
believed, had left little of the known world unexplored. One day I asked
him bluntly how old he was.

“How old do I look? How old should you suppose me to be?”

“I should have guessed you to be about twenty, till you spoke of having
come of age some years ago.”

“Is it a sign of longevity when a man looks much younger than he is?”

“Conjoined with other signs, certainly!”

“Have I the other signs?”

“Yes, a magnificent, perhaps a matchless, constitutional organization.
But you have evaded my question as to your age; was it an impertinence
to put it?”

“No. I came of age--let me see--three years ago.”

“So long since? Is it possible? I wish I had your secret!”

“Secret! What secret?”

“The secret of preserving so much of boyish freshness in the wear and
tear of man-like passions and man-like thoughts.”

“You are still young yourself,--under forty?”

“Oh, yes! some years under forty.”

“And Nature gave you a grander frame and a finer symmetry of feature
than she bestowed on me.”

“Pooh! pooh! You have the beauty that must charm the eyes of woman, and
that beauty in its sunny forenoon of youth. Happy man! if you love and
wish to be sure that you are loved again.”

“What you call love--the unhealthy sentiment, the feverish folly--left
behind me, I think forever, when--”

“Ay, indeed,--when?”

“I came of age!”

“Hoary cynic! and you despise love! So did I once. Your time may come.”

“I think not. Does any animal, except man, love its fellow she-animal as
man loves woman?”

“As man loves woman? No, I suppose not.”

“And why should the subject animals be wiser than their king? But to
return: you would like to have my youth and my careless enjoyment of
youth?”

“Can you ask,--who would not?” Margrave looked at me for a moment with
unusual seriousness, and then, in the abrupt changes common to his
capricious temperament, began to sing softly one of his barbaric
chants,--a chant different from any I had heard him sing before, made,
either by the modulation of his voice or the nature of the tune, so
sweet that, little as music generally affected me, this thrilled to my
very heart’s core. I drew closer and closer to him, and murmured when he
paused,--

“Is not that a love-song?”

“No;” said he, “it is the song by which the serpent-charmer charms the
serpent.”



CHAPTER XXVI.

Increased intimacy with my new acquaintance did not diminish the charm
of his society, though it brought to light some startling defects,
both in his mental and moral organization. I have before said that
his knowledge, though it had swept over a wide circuit and dipped into
curious, unfrequented recesses, was desultory and erratic. It certainly
was not that knowledge, sustained and aspiring, which the poet assures
us is “the wing on which we mount to heaven.” So, in his faculties
themselves there were singular inequalities, or contradictions. His
power of memory in some things seemed prodigious, but when examined it
was seldom accurate; it could apprehend, but did not hold together with
a binding grasp what metaphysicians call “complex ideas.” He thus seemed
unable to put it to any steadfast purpose in the sciences of which
it retained, vaguely and loosely, many recondite principles. For
the sublime and beautiful in literature he had no taste whatever. A
passionate lover of nature, his imagination had no response to the arts
by which nature is expressed or idealized; wholly unaffected by poetry
or painting. Of the fine arts, music alone attracted and pleased him.
His conversation was often eminently suggestive, touching on much,
whether in books or mankind, that set one thinking; but I never remember
him to have uttered any of those lofty or tender sentiments which form
the connecting links between youth and genius; for if poets sing to the
young, and the young hail their own interpreters in poets, it is because
the tendency of both is to idealize the realities of life,--finding
everywhere in the real a something that is noble or fair, and making the
fair yet fairer, and the noble nobler still.

In Margrave’s character there seemed no special vices, no special
virtues; but a wonderful vivacity, joyousness, animal good-humour. He
was singularly temperate, having a dislike to wine, perhaps from that
purity of taste which belongs to health absolutely perfect. No healthful
child likes alcohol; no animal, except man, prefers wine to water.

But his main moral defect seemed to me in a want of sympathy, even where
he professed attachment. He who could feel so acutely for himself,
be unmanned by the bite of a squirrel, and sob at the thought that he
should one day die, was as callous to the sufferings of another as a
deer who deserts and butts from him a wounded comrade.

I give an instance of this hardness of heart where I should have least
expected to find it in him.

He had met and joined me as I was walking to visit a patient on the
outskirts of the town, when we fell in with a group of children, just
let loose for an hour or two from their day-school. Some of these
children joyously recognized him as having played with them at their
homes; they ran up to him, and he seemed as glad as themselves at the
meeting.

He suffered them to drag him along with them, and became as merry and
sportive as the youngest of the troop.

“Well,” said I, laughing, “if you are going to play at leap-frog, pray
don’t let it be on the high road, or you will be run over by carts
and draymen; see that meadow just in front to the left,--off with you
there!”

“With all my heart,” cried Margrave, “while you pay your visit. Come
along, boys.”

A little urchin, not above six years old, but who was lame, began to
cry; he could not run,--he should be left behind.

Margrave stooped. “Climb on my shoulder, little one, and I’ll be your
horse.”

The child dried its tears, and delightedly obeyed. “Certainly,” said I
to myself, “Margrave, after all, must have a nature as gentle as it is
simple. What other young man, so courted by all the allurements that
steal innocence from pleasure, would stop in the thoroughfares to play
with children?”

The thought had scarcely passed through my mind when I heard a scream of
agony. Margrave had leaped the railing that divided the meadow from the
road, and, in so doing, the poor child, perched on his shoulder, had,
perhaps from surprise or fright, loosened its hold and fallen heavily;
its cries were piteous. Margrave clapped his hands to his ears, uttered
an exclamation of anger, and not even stopping to lift up the boy, or
examine what the hurt was, called to the other children to come on, and
was soon rolling with them on the grass, and pelting them with daisies.
When I came up, only one child remained by the sufferer,-his little
brother, a year older than himself. The child had fallen on his arm,
which was not broken, but violently contused. The pain must have been
intense. I carried the child to his home, and had to remain there some
time. I did not see Margrave till the next morning. When he then called,
I felt so indignant that I could scarcely speak to him. When at last
I rebuked him for his inhumanity, he seemed surprised; with difficulty
remembered the circumstance, and then merely said, as if it were the
most natural confession in the world,

“Oh, nothing so discordant as a child’s wail. I hate discords. I am
pleased with the company of children; but they must be children who
laugh and play. Well, why do you look at me so sternly? What have I said
to shock you?”

“Shock me! you shock manhood itself! Go; I cannot talk to you now. I am
busy.”

But he did not go; and his voice was so sweet, and his ways so winning,
that disgust insensibly melted into that sort of forgiveness one accords
(let me repeat the illustration) to the deer that forsakes its comrade.
The poor thing knows no better. And what a graceful beautiful thing this
was!

The fascination--I can give it no other name--which Margrave exercised,
was not confined to me; it was universal,--old, young, high, low, man,
woman, child, all felt it. Never in Low Town had stranger, even the most
distinguished by fame, met with a reception so cordial, so flattering.
His frank confession that he was a natural son, far from being to his
injury, served to interest people more in him, and to prevent all those
inquiries in regard to his connections and antecedents which would
otherwise have been afloat. To be sure, he was evidently rich,--at least
he had plenty of money. He lived in the best rooms in the principal
hotel; was very hospitable; entertained the families with whom he had
grown intimate; made them bring their children,--music and dancing
after dinner. Among the houses in which he had established familiar
acquaintance was that of the mayor of the town, who had bought Dr.
Lloyd’s collection of subjects in natural history. To that collection
the mayor had added largely by a very recent purchase. He had arranged
these various specimens, which his last acquisitions had enriched by
the interesting carcasses of an elephant and a hippopotamus, in a large
wooden building contiguous to his dwelling, which had been constructed
by a former proprietor (a retired fox-hunter) as a riding-house; and
being a man who much affected the diffusion of knowledge, he proposed
to open this museum to the admiration of the general public, and, at
his death, to bequeath it to the Athenaeum or Literary Institute of
his native town. Margrave, seconded by the influence of the mayor’s
daughters, had scarcely been three days at L---- before he had persuaded
this excellent and public-spirited functionary to inaugurate the opening
of his museum by the popular ceremony of a ball. A temporary corridor
should unite the drawing-rooms, which were on the ground floor, with
the building that contained the collection; and thus the fete would be
elevated above the frivolous character of a fashionable amusement, and
consecrated to the solemnization of an intellectual institute. Dazzled
by the brilliancy of this idea, the mayor announced his intention to
give a ball that should include the surrounding neighbourhood, and be
worthy, in all expensive respects, of the dignity of himself and the
occasion. A night had been fixed for the ball,--a night that became
memorable indeed to me! The entertainment was anticipated with a lively
interest, in which even the Hill condescended to share. The Hill did
not much patronize mayors in general; but when a Mayor gave a ball for
a purpose so patriotic, and on a scale so splendid, the Hill liberally
acknowledged that Commerce was, on the whole, a thing which the Eminence
might, now and then, condescend to acknowledge without absolutely
derogating from the rank which Providence had assigned to it amongst the
High Places of earth. Accordingly, the Hill was permitted by its Queen
to honour the first magistrate of Low Town by a promise to attend
his ball. Now, as this festivity had originated in the suggestion of
Margrave, so, by a natural association of ideas, every one, in talking
of the ball, talked also of Margrave.

The Hill had at first affected to ignore a stranger whose debut had been
made in the mercantile circle of Low Town. But the Queen of the Hill now
said, sententiously, “This new man in a few days has become a Celebrity.
It is the policy of the Hill to adopt Celebrities, if the Celebrities
pay respect to the Proprieties. Dr. Fenwick is requested to procure Mr.
Margrave the advantage of being known to the Hill.”

I found it somewhat difficult to persuade Margrave to accept the Hill’s
condescending overture. He seemed to have a dislike to all societies
pretending to aristocratic distinction,--a dislike expressed with a
fierceness so unwonted, that it made one suppose he had, at some time
or other, been subjected to mortification by the supercilious airs that
blow upon heights so elevated. However, he yielded to my instances, and
accompanied me one evening to Mrs. Poyntz’s house. The Hill was encamped
there for the occasion. Mrs. Poyntz was exceedingly civil to him, and
after a few commonplace speeches, hearing that he was fond of music,
consigned him to the caressing care of Miss Brabazon, who was at
the head of the musical department in the Queen of the Hill’s
administration.

Mrs. Poyntz retired to her favourite seat near the window, inviting me
to sit beside her; and while she knitted in silence, in silence my eye
glanced towards Margrave, in the midst of the group assembled round the
piano.

Whether he was in more than usually high spirits, or whether he was
actuated by a malign and impish desire to upset the established laws of
decorum by which the gayeties of the Hill were habitually subdued into
a serene and somewhat pensive pleasantness, I know not; but it was not
many minutes before the orderly aspect of the place was grotesquely
changed.

Miss Brabazon having come to the close of a complicated and dreary
sonata, I heard Margrave abruptly ask her if she could play the
Tarantella, that famous Neapolitan air which is founded on the legendary
belief that the bite of the tarantula excites an irresistible desire to
dance. On that highbred spinster’s confession that she was ignorant of
the air, and had not even heard of the legend, Margrave said, “Let me
play it to you, with variations of my own.” Miss Brabazon graciously
yielded her place at the instrument. Margrave seated himself,--there was
great curiosity to hear his performance. Margrave’s fingers rushed over
the keys, and there was a general start, the prelude was so unlike any
known combination of harmonious sounds. Then he began a chant--song I
can scarcely call it--words certainly not in Italian, perhaps in some
uncivilized tongue, perhaps in impromptu gibberish. And the torture of
the instrument now commenced in good earnest: it shrieked, it groaned,
wilder and noisier. Beethoven’s Storm, roused by the fell touch of
a German pianist, were mild in comparison; and the mighty voice,
dominating the anguish of the cracking keys, had the full diapason of a
chorus. Certainly I am no judge of music, but to my ear the discord was
terrific,--to the ears of better informed amateurs it seemed ravishing.
All were spellbound; even Mrs. Poyntz paused from her knitting, as the
Fates paused from their web at the lyre of Orpheus. To this breathless
delight, however, soon succeeded a general desire for movement. To my
amazement, I beheld these formal matrons and sober fathers of families
forming themselves into a dance, turbulent as a children’s ball at
Christmas; and when, suddenly desisting from his music, Margrave started
up, caught the skeleton hand of lean Miss Brabazon, and whirled her
into the centre of the dance, I could have fancied myself at a witch’s
sabbat. My eye turned in scandalized alarm towards Mrs. Poyntz. That
great creature seemed as much astounded as myself. Her eyes were fixed
on the scene in a stare of positive stupor. For the first time, no
doubt, in her life, she was overcome, deposed, dethroned. The awe of her
presence was literally whirled away. The dance ceased as suddenly as it
had begun. Darting from the galvanized mummy whom he had selected as his
partner, Margrave shot to Mrs. Poyntz’s side, and said, “Ten thousand
pardons for quitting you so soon, but the clock warns me that I have an
engagement elsewhere.” In another moment he was gone.

The dance halted, people seemed slowly returning to their senses,
looking at each other bashfully and ashamed.

“I could not help it, dear,” sighed Miss Brabazon at last, sinking into
a chair, and casting her deprecating, fainting eyes upon the hostess.

“It is witchcraft,” said fat Mrs. Bruce, wiping her forehead.

“Witchcraft!” echoed Mrs. Poyntz; “it does indeed look like it. An
amazing and portentous exhibition of animal spirits, and not to be
endured by the Proprieties. Where on earth can that young savage have
come from?”

“From savage lands,” said I,--“so he says.”

“Do not bring him here again,” said Mrs. Poyntz. “He would soon turn the
Hill topsy-turvy. But how charming! I should like to see more of him,”
 she added, in an under voice, “if he would call on me some morning, and
not in the presence of those for whose Proprieties I am responsible.
Jane must be out in her ride with the colonel.”

Margrave never again attended the patrician festivities of the Hill.
Invitations were poured upon him, especially by Miss Brabazon and the
other old maids, but in vain.

“Those people,” said he, “are too tamed and civilized for me; and so
few young persons among them. Even that girl Jane is only young on the
surface; inside, as old as the World or her mother. I like youth, real
youth,--I am young, I am young!”

And, indeed, I observed he would attach himself to some young person,
often to some child, as if with cordial and special favour, yet for
not more than an hour or so, never distinguishing them by the same
preference when he next met them. I made that remark to him, in rebuke
of his fickleness, one evening when he had found me at work on my
Ambitious Book, reducing to rule and measure the Laws of Nature.

“It is not fickleness,” said he,--“it is necessity.”

“Necessity! Explain yourself.”

“I seek to find what I have not found,” said he; “it is my necessity
to seek it, and among the young; and disappointed in one, I turn to the
other. Necessity again. But find it at last I must.”

“I suppose you mean what the young usually seek in the young; and if,
as you said the other day, you have left love behind you, you now wander
back to re-find it.”

“Tush! If I may judge by the talk of young fools, love may be found
every day by him who looks out for it. What I seek is among the rarest
of all discoveries. You might aid me to find it, and in so doing aid
yourself to a knowledge far beyond all that your formal experiments can
bestow.”

“Prove your words, and command my services,” said I, smiling somewhat
disdainfully.

“You told me that you had examined into the alleged phenomena of animal
magnetism, and proved some persons who pretend to the gift which the
Scotch call second sight to be bungling impostors. You were right. I
have seen the clairvoyants who drive their trade in this town; a common
gipsy could beat them in their own calling. But your experience must
have shown you that there are certain temperaments in which the gift
of the Pythoness is stored, unknown to the possessor, undetected by the
common observer; but the signs of which should be as apparent to the
modern physiologist, as they were to the ancient priest.”

“I at least, as a physiologist, am ignorant of the signs: what are
they?”

“I should despair of making you comprehend them by mere verbal
description. I could guide your observation to distinguish them
unerringly were living subjects before us. But not one in a million has
the gift to an extent available for the purposes to which the wise would
apply it. Many have imperfect glimpses; few, few indeed, the unveiled,
lucent sight. They who have but the imperfect glimpses mislead and
dupe the minds that consult them, because, being sometimes marvellously
right, they excite a credulous belief in their general accuracy; and as
they are but translators of dreams in their own brain, their assurances
are no more to be trusted than are the dreams of commonplace sleepers.
But where the gift exists to perfection, he who knows how to direct and
to profit by it should be able to discover all that he desires to know
for the guidance and preservation of his own life. He will be forewarned
of every danger, forearmed in the means by which danger is avoided.
For the eye of the true Pythoness matter has no obstruction, space no
confines, time no measurement.”

“My dear Margrave, you may well say that creatures so gifted are rare;
and, for my part, I would as soon search for a unicorn, as, to use your
affected expression, for a Pythoness.”

“Nevertheless, whenever there come across the course of your practice
some young creature to whom all the evil of the world is as yet unknown,
to whom the ordinary cares and duties of the world are strange and
unwelcome; who from the earliest dawn of reason has loved to sit apart
and to muse; before whose eyes visions pass unsolicited; who converses
with those who are not dwellers on the earth, and beholds in the space
landscapes which the earth does not reflect--”

“Margrave, Margrave! of whom do you speak?”

“Whose frame, though exquisitely sensitive, has still a health and
a soundness in which you recognize no disease; whose mind has a
truthfulness that you know cannot deceive you, and a simple intelligence
too clear to deceive itself; who is moved to a mysterious degree by
all the varying aspects of external nature,--innocently joyous,
or unaccountably sad,--when, I say, such a being comes across your
experience, inform me; and the chances are that the true Pythoness is
found.”

I had listened with vague terror, and with more than one exclamation of
amazement, to descriptions which brought Lilian Ashleigh before me;
and I now sat mute, bewildered, breathless, gazing upon Margrave, and
rejoicing that, at least, Lilian he had never seen.

He returned my own gaze steadily, searchingly, and then, breaking into a
slight laugh, resumed:--

“You call my word ‘Pythoness’ affected. I know of no better. My
recollections of classic anecdote and history are confused and dim;
but somewhere I have read or heard that the priests of Delphi were
accustomed to travel chiefly into Thrace or Thessaly, in search of the
virgins who might fitly administer their oracles, and that the oracles
gradually ceased in repute as the priests became unable to discover the
organization requisite in the priestesses, and supplied by craft and
imposture, or by such imperfect fragmentary developments as belong now
to professional clairvoyants, the gifts which Nature failed to afford.
Indeed, the demand was one that mast have rapidly exhausted so limited
a supply. The constant strain upon faculties so wearying to the vital
functions in their relentless exercise, under the artful stimulants by
which the priests heightened their power, was mortal, and no Pythoness
ever retained her life more than three years from the time that her gift
was elaborately trained and developed.”

“Pooh! I know of no classical authority for the details you so
confidently cite. Perhaps some such legends may be found in the
Alexandrian Platonists, but those mystics are no authority on such a
subject. After all;” I added, recovering from my first surprise, or awe,
“the Delphic oracles were proverbially ambiguous, and their responses
might be read either way,--a proof that the priests dictated the verses,
though their arts on the unhappy priestess might throw her into real
convulsions, and the real convulsions, not the false gift, might shorten
her life. Enough of such idle subjects! Yet no! one question more. If
you found your Pythoness, what then?”

“What then? Why, through her aid I might discover the process of an
experiment which your practical science would assist me to complete.”

“Tell me of what kind is your experiment; and precisely because such
little science as I possess is exclusively practical, I may assist you
without the help of the Pythoness.”

Margrave was silent for some minutes, passing his hand several times
across his forehead, which was a frequent gesture of his, and then
rising, he answered, in listless accents,--

“I cannot say more now, my brain is fatigued; and you are not yet in the
right mood to hear me. By the way, how close and reserved you are with
me!”

“How so?”

“You never told me that you were engaged to be married. You leave me,
who thought to have won your friendship, to hear what concerns you so
intimately from a comparative stranger.”

“Who told you?”

“That woman with eyes that pry and lips that scheme, to whose house you
took me.”

“Mrs. Poyntz! is it possible? When?”

“This afternoon. I met her in the street; she stopped me, and, after
some unmeaning talk, asked if I had seen you lately; if I did not find
you very absent and distracted: no wonder;--you were in love. The young
lady was away on a visit, and wooed by a dangerous rival.”

“Wooed by a dangerous rival!”

“Very rich, good-looking, young. Do you fear him? You turn pale.”

“I do not fear, except so far as he who loves truly, loves humbly,
and fears not that another may be preferred, but that another may be
worthier of preference than himself. But that Mrs. Poyntz should tell
you all this does amaze me. Did she mention the name of the young lady?”

“Yes; Lilian Ashleigh. Henceforth be more frank with me. Who knows? I
may help you. Adieu!”



CHAPTER XXVII.

When Margrave had gone, I glanced at the clock,--not yet nine. I
resolved to go at once to Mrs. Poyntz. It was not an evening on
which she received, but doubtless she would see me. She owed me an
explanation. How thus carelessly divulge a secret she had been enjoined
to keep; and this rival, of whom I was ignorant? It was no longer a
matter of wonder that Margrave should have described Lilian’s peculiar
idiosyncrasies in his sketch of his fabulous Pythoness. Doubtless Mrs.
Poyntz had, with unpardonable levity of indiscretion, revealed all of
which she disapproved in my choice. But for what object? Was this
her boasted friendship for me? Was it consistent with the regard she
professed for Mrs. Ashleigh and Lilian? Occupied by these perplexed and
indignant thoughts, I arrived at Mrs. Poyntz’s house, and was admitted
to her presence. She was fortunately alone; her daughter and the colonel
had gone to some party on the Hill. I would not take the hand she held
out to me on entrance; seated myself in stern displeasure, and proceeded
at once to inquire if she had really betrayed to Mr. Margrave the secret
of my engagement to Lilian.

“Yes, Allen Fenwick; I have this day told, not only Mr. Margrave, but
every person I met who is likely to tell it to some one else, the secret
of your engagement to Lilian Ashleigh. I never promised to conceal it;
on the contrary, I wrote word to Anne Ashleigh that I would therein
act as my own judgment counselled me. I think my words to you were that
‘public gossip was sometimes the best security for the completion of
private engagements.’”

“Do you mean that Mrs. or Miss Ashleigh recoils from the engagement with
me, and that I should meanly compel them both to fulfil it by calling in
the public to censure them--if--if--Oh, madam, this is worldly artifice
indeed!”

“Be good enough to listen to me quietly. I have never yet showed you the
letter to Mrs. Ashleigh, written by Lady Haughton, and delivered by Mr.
Vigors. That letter I will now show to you; but before doing so I must
enter into a preliminary explanation. Lady Haughton is one of those
women who love power, and cannot obtain it except through wealth and
station,--by her own intellect never obtain it. When her husband died
she was reduced from an income of twelve thousand a year to a jointure
of twelve hundred, but with the exclusive guardianship of a young son, a
minor, and adequate allowances for the charge; she continued, therefore,
to preside as mistress over the establishments in town and country;
still had the administration of her son’s wealth and rank. She stinted
his education, in order to maintain her ascendancy over him. He became
a brainless prodigal, spendthrift alike of health and fortune. Alarmed,
she saw that, probably, he would die young and a beggar; his only hope
of reform was in marriage. She reluctantly resolved to marry him to a
penniless, well-born, soft-minded young lady whom she knew she could
control; just before this marriage was to take place he was killed by
a fall from his horse. The Haughton estate passed to his cousin, the
luckiest young man alive,--the same Ashleigh Sumner who had already
succeeded, in default of male issue, to poor Gilbert Ashleigh’s
landed possessions. Over this young man Lady Haughton could expect no
influence. She would be a stranger in his house. But she had a niece!
Mr. Vigors assured her the niece was beautiful. And if the niece
could become Mrs. Ashleigh Sumner, then Lady Haughton would be a less
unimportant Nobody in the world, because she would still have her
nearest relation in a Somebody at Haughton Park. Mr. Vigors has his
own pompous reasons for approving an alliance which he might help to
accomplish. The first step towards that alliance was obviously to bring
into reciprocal attraction the natural charms of the young lady and the
acquired merits of the young gentleman. Mr. Vigors could easily induce
his ward to pay a visit to Lady Haughton, and Lady Haughton had only to
extend her invitations to her niece; hence the letter to Mrs. Ashleigh,
of which Mr. Vigors was the bearer, and hence my advice to you, of which
you can now understand the motive. Since you thought Lilian Ashleigh the
only woman you could love, and since I thought there were other women in
the world who might do as well for Ashleigh Sumner, it seemed to me
fair for all parties that Lilian should not go to Lady Haughton’s in
ignorance of the sentiments with which she had inspired you. A girl can
seldom be sure that she loves until she is sure that she is loved.
And now,” added Mrs. Poyntz, rising and walking across the room to
her bureau,--“now I will show you Lady Haughton’s invitation to Mrs.
Ashleigh. Here it is!”

I ran my eye over the letter, which she thrust into my hand, resuming
her knitting-work while I read.

The letter was short, couched in conventional terms of hollow affection.
The writer blamed herself for having so long neglected her brother’s
widow and child; her heart had been wrapped up too much in the son she
had lost; that loss had made her turn to the ties of blood still left to
her; she had heard much of Lilian from their common friend, Mr. Vigors;
she longed to embrace so charming a niece. Then followed the invitation
and the postscript. The postscript ran thus, so far as I can remember:--


   “Whatever my own grief at my irreparable bereavement, I am no egotist;
    I keep my sorrow to myself.  You will find some pleasant guests at my
    house, among others our joint connection, young Ashleigh Sumner.”

“Woman’s postscripts are proverbial for their significance,” said Mrs.
Poyntz, when I had concluded the letter and laid it on the table; “and
if I did not at once show you this hypocritical effusion, it was simply
because at the name Ashleigh Sumner its object became transparent,
not perhaps to poor Anne Ashleigh nor to innocent Lilian, but to my
knowledge of the parties concerned, as it ought to be to that shrewd
intelligence which you derive partly from nature, partly from the
insight into life which a true physician cannot fail to acquire. And if
I know anything of you, you would have romantically said, had you seen
the letter at first, and understood its covert intention, ‘Let me not
shackle the choice of the woman I love, and to whom an alliance so
coveted in the eyes of the world might, if she were left free, be
proffered.’”

“I should not have gathered from the postscript all that you see in it;
but had its purport been so suggested to me, you are right, I should
have so said. Well, and as Mr. Margrave tells me that you informed him
that I have a rival, I am now to conclude that the rival is Mr. Ashleigh
Sumner?”

“Has not Mrs. Ashleigh or Lilian mentioned him in writing to you?”

“Yes, both; Lilian very slightly, Mrs. Ashleigh with some praise, as a
young man of high character, and very courteous to her.”

“Yet, though I asked you to come and tell me who were the guests at Lady
Haughton’s, you never did so.”

“Pardon me; but of the guests I thought nothing, and letters addressed
to my heart seemed to me too sacred to talk about. And Ashleigh Sumner
then courts Lilian! How do you know?”

“I know everything that concerns me; and here, the explanation is
simple. My aunt, Lady Delafield, is staying with Lady Haughton. Lady
Delafield is one of the women of fashion who shine by their own light;
Lady Haughton shines by borrowed light, and borrows every ray she can
find.”

“And Lady Delafield writes you word--”

“That Ashleigh Sumner is caught by Lilian’s beauty.”

“And Lilian herself--”

“Women like Lady Delafield do not readily believe that any girl
could refuse Ashleigh Sumner; considered in himself, he is steady and
good-looking; considered as owner of Kirby Hall and Haughton Park, he
has, in the eyes of any sensible mother, the virtues of Cato and the
beauty of Antinous.”

I pressed my hand to my heart; close to my heart lay a letter from
Lilian, and there was no word in that letter which showed that her heart
was gone from mine. I shook my head gently, and smiled in confiding
triumph.

Mrs. Poyntz surveyed me with a bent brow and a compressed lip.

“I understand your smile,” she said ironically. “Very likely Lilian may
be quite untouched by this young man’s admiration, but Anne Ashleigh may
be dazzled by so brilliant a prospect for her daughter; and, in short, I
thought it desirable to let your engagement be publicly known throughout
the town to-day. That information will travel; it will reach Ashleigh
Sumner through Mr. Vigors, or others in this neighbourhood, with whom I
know that he corresponds. It will bring affairs to a crisis, and before
it may be too late. I think it well that Ashleigh Sumner should leave
that house; if he leave it for good, so much the better. And, perhaps,
the sooner Lilian returns to L---- the lighter your own heart will be.”

“And for these reasons you have published the secret of--”

“Your engagement? Yes. Prepare to be congratulated wherever you go. And
now if you hear either from mother or daughter that Ashleigh Sumner has
proposed, and been, let us say, refused, I do not doubt that, in the
pride of your heart, you will come and tell me.”

“Rely upon it, I will; but before I take leave, allow me to ask why you
described to a young man like Mr. Margrave--, whose wild and strange
humours you have witnessed and not approved--any of those traits of
character in Miss Ashleigh which distinguish her from other girls of her
age?”

“I? You mistake. I said nothing to him of her character. I mentioned her
name, and said she was beautiful, that was all.”

“Nay, you said that she was fond of musing, of solitude; that in her
fancies she believed in the reality of visions which might flit before
her eyes as they flit before the eyes of all imaginative dreamers.”

“Not a word did I say to Mr. Margrave of such peculiarities in Lilian;
not a word more than what I have told you, on my honour!”

Still incredulous, but disguising my incredulity with that convenient
smile by which we accomplish so much of the polite dissimulation
indispensable to the decencies of civilized life, I took my departure,
returned home, and wrote to Lilian.



CHAPTER XXVIII.

The conversation with Mrs. Poyntz left my mind restless and disquieted.
I had no doubt, indeed, of Lilian’s truth; but could I be sure that
the attentions of a young man, with advantages of fortune so brilliant,
would not force on her thoughts the contrast of the humbler lot and the
duller walk of life in which she had accepted as companion a man removed
from her romantic youth less by disparity of years than by gravity
of pursuits? And would my suit now be as welcomed as it had been by a
mother even so unworldly as Mrs. Ashleigh? Why, too, should both mother
and daughter have left me so unprepared to hear that I had a rival; why
not have implied some consoling assurance that such rivalry need not
cause me alarm? Lilian’s letters, it is true, touched but little on any
of the persons round her; they were filled with the outpourings of
an ingenuous heart, coloured by the glow of a golden fancy. They were
written as if in the wide world we two stood apart alone, consecrated
from the crowd by the love that, in linking us together, had hallowed
each to the other. Mrs. Ashleigh’s letters were more general and
diffusive,--detailed the habits of the household, sketched the guests,
intimated her continued fear of Lady Haughton, but had said nothing more
of Mr. Ashleigh Sumner than I had repeated to Mrs. Poyntz. However, in
my letter to Lilian I related the intelligence that had reached me, and
impatiently I awaited her reply.

Three days after the interview with Mrs. Poyntz, and two days before the
long-anticipated event of the mayor’s ball, I was summoned to attend
a nobleman who had lately been added to my list of patients, and whose
residence was about twelve miles from L----. The nearest way was through
Sir Philip Derval’s park. I went on horseback, and proposed to stop on
the way to inquire after the steward, whom I had seen but once since his
fit, and that was two days after it, when he called himself at my
house to thank me for my attendance, and to declare that he was quite
recovered.

As I rode somewhat fast through the park, I came, however, upon the
steward, just in front of the house. I reined in my horse and accosted
him. He looked very cheerful.

“Sir,” said he, in a whisper, “I have heard from Sir Philip; his letter
is dated since--since-my good woman told you what I saw,--well, since
then. So that it must have been all a delusion of mine, as you told her.
And yet, well--well--we will not talk of it, doctor; but I hope you have
kept the secret. Sir Philip would not like to hear of it, if he comes
back.”

“Your secret is quite safe with me. But is Sir Philip likely to come
back?”

“I hope so, doctor. His letter is dated Paris, and that’s nearer home
than he has been for many years; and--but bless me! some one is coming
out of the house,--a young gentleman! Who can it be?”

I looked, and to my surprise I saw Margrave descending the stately
stairs that led from the front door. The steward turned towards him,
and I mechanically followed, for I was curious to know what had brought
Margrave to the house of the long-absent traveller.

It was easily explained. Mr. Margrave had heard at L---- much of the
pictures and internal decorations of the mansion. He had, by dint
of coaxing (he said, with his enchanting laugh), persuaded the old
housekeeper to show him the rooms.

“It is against Sir Philip’s positive orders to show the house to any
stranger, sir; and the housekeeper has done very wrong,” said the
steward.

“Pray don’t scold her. I dare say Sir Philip would not have refused me a
permission he might not give to every idle sightseer. Fellow-travellers
have a freemasonry with each other; and I have been much in the same
far countries as himself. I heard of him there, and could tell you more
about him, I dare say, than you know yourself.”

“You, sir! pray do then.”

“The next time I come,” said Margrave, gayly; and, with a nod to me,
he glided off through the trees of the neighbouring grove, along the
winding footpath that led to the lodge.

“A very cool gentleman,” muttered the steward; “but what pleasant ways
he has! You seem to know him, sir. Who is he, may I ask?”

“Mr. Margrave,--a visitor at L----, and he has been a great traveller,
as he says; perhaps he met Sir Philip abroad.”

“I must go and hear what he said to Mrs. Gates; excuse me, sir, but I am
so anxious about Sir Philip.”

“If it be not too great a favour, may I be allowed the same privilege
granted to Mr. Margrave? To judge by the outside of the house, the
inside must be worth seeing; still, if it be against Sir Philip’s
positive orders--”

“His orders were, not to let the Court become a show-house,--to admit
none without my consent; but I should be ungrateful indeed, doctor, if I
refused that consent to you.”

I tied my horse to the rusty gate of the terrace-walk, and followed
the steward up the broad stairs of the terrace. The great doors were
unlocked. We entered a lofty hall with a domed ceiling; at the back of
the hall the grand staircase ascended by a double flight. The design was
undoubtedly Vanbrugh’s,--an architect who, beyond all others, sought
the effect of grandeur less in space than in proportion; but Vanbrugh’s
designs need the relief of costume and movement, and the forms of a more
pompous generation, in the bravery of velvets and laces, glancing amid
those gilded columns, or descending with stately tread those broad
palatial stairs. His halls and chambers are so made for festival and
throng, that they become like deserted theatres, inexpressibly desolate,
as we miss the glitter of the lamps and the movement of the actors.

The housekeeper had now appeared,--a quiet, timid old woman. She excused
herself for admitting Margrave--not very intelligibly. It was plain
to see that she had, in truth, been unable to resist what the steward
termed his “pleasant ways.”

As if to escape from a scolding, she talked volubly all the time,
bustling nervously through the rooms, along which I followed her
guidance with a hushed footstep. The principal apartments were on the
ground-floor, or rather, a floor raised some ten or fifteen feet above
the ground; they had not been modernized since the date in which they
were built. Hangings of faded silk; tables of rare marble, and mouldered
gilding; comfortless chairs at drill against the walls; pictures, of
which connoisseurs alone could estimate the value, darkened by dust or
blistered by sun and damp, made a general character of discomfort. On
not one room, on not one nook, still lingered some old smile of home.

Meanwhile, I gathered from the housekeeper’s rambling answers to
questions put to her by the steward, as I moved on, glancing at the
pictures, that Margrave’s visit that day was not his first. He had been
to the house twice before,--his ostensible excuse that he was an amateur
in pictures (though, as I had before observed, for that department of
art he had no taste); but each time he had talked much of Sir Philip. He
said that though not personally known to him, he had resided in the same
towns abroad, and had friends equally intimate with Sir Philip; but when
the steward inquired if the visitor had given any information as to
the absentee, it became very clear that Margrave had been rather asking
questions than volunteering intelligence.

We had now come to the end of the state apartments, the last of which
was a library. “And,” said the old woman, “I don’t wonder the gentleman
knew Sir Philip, for he seemed a scholar, and looked very hard over the
books, especially those old ones by the fireplace, which Sir Philip,
Heaven bless him, was always poring into.”

Mechanically I turned to the shelves by the fireplace, and examined the
volumes ranged in that department. I found they contained the works
of those writers whom we may class together under the title of
mystics,--Iamblichus and Plotinus; Swedenborg and Behmen; Sandivogius,
Van Helmont, Paracelsus, Cardan. Works, too, were there, by writers less
renowned, on astrology, geomancy, chiromancy, etc. I began to understand
among what class of authors Margrave had picked up the strange notions
with which he was apt to interpolate the doctrines of practical
philosophy.

“I suppose this library was Sir Philip’s usual sitting-room?” said I.

“No, sir; he seldom sat here. This was his study;” and the old woman
opened a small door, masked by false book backs. I followed her into a
room of moderate size, and evidently of much earlier date than the rest
of the house. “It is the only room left of an older mansion,” said the
steward in answer to my remark. “I have heard it was spared on account
of the chimneypiece. But there is a Latin inscription which will tell
you all about it. I don’t know Latin myself.”

The chimneypiece reached to the ceiling. The frieze of the lower part
rested on rude stone caryatides; the upper part was formed of oak panels
very curiously carved in the geometrical designs favoured by the taste
prevalent in the reigns of Elizabeth and James, but different from any
I had ever seen in the drawings of old houses,--and I was not quite
unlearned in such matters, for my poor father was a passionate antiquary
in all that relates to mediaeval art. The design in the oak panels was
composed of triangles interlaced with varied ingenuity, and enclosed in
circular bands inscribed with the signs of the Zodiac.

On the stone frieze supported by the caryatides, immediately under the
woodwork, was inserted a metal plate, on which was written, in Latin, a
few lines to the effect that “in this room, Simon Forman, the seeker
of hidden truth, taking refuge from unjust persecution, made those
discoveries in nature which he committed, for the benefit of a wiser
age, to the charge of his protector and patron, the worshipful Sir Miles
Derval, knight.”

Forman! The name was not quite unfamiliar to me; but it was not without
an effort that my memory enabled me to assign it to one of the most
notorious of those astrologers or soothsayers whom the superstition of
an earlier age alternately persecuted and honoured.

The general character of the room was more cheerful than the statelier
chambers I had hitherto passed through, for it had still the look of
habitation,--the armchair by the fireplace; the kneehole writing-table
beside it; the sofa near the recess of a large bay-window, with
book-prop and candlestick screwed to its back; maps, coiled in their
cylinders, ranged under the cornice; low strong safes, skirting
two sides of the room, and apparently intended to hold papers and
title-deeds, seals carefully affixed to their jealous locks. Placed on
the top of these old-fashioned receptacles were articles familiar to
modern use,--a fowling-piece here, fishing-rods there, two or three
simple flower-vases, a pile of music books, a box of crayons. All
in this room seemed to speak of residence and ownership,--of the
idiosyncrasies of a lone single man, it is true, but of a man of one’s
own time,--a country gentleman of plain habits but not uncultivated
tastes.

I moved to the window; it opened by a sash upon a large balcony, from
which a wooden stair wound to a little garden, not visible in front of
the house, surrounded by a thick grove of evergreens, through which
one broad vista was cut, and that vista was closed by a view of the
mausoleum.

I stepped out into the garden,--a patch of sward with a fountain in the
centre, and parterres, now more filled with weeds than flowers. At the
left corner was a tall wooden summer-house or pavilion,--its door wide
open. “Oh, that’s where Sir Philip used to study many a long summer’s
night,” said the steward.

“What! in that damp pavilion?”

“It was a pretty place enough then, sir; but it is very old,--they say
as old as the room you have just left.”

“Indeed, I must look at it, then.”

The walls of this summer-house had once been painted in the arabesques
of the Renaissance period; but the figures were now scarcely traceable.
The woodwork had started in some places, and the sunbeams stole through
the chinks and played on the floor, which was formed from old tiles
quaintly tessellated and in triangular patterns; similar to those I
had observed in the chimneypiece. The room in the pavilion was large,
furnished with old worm-eaten tables and settles. “It was not only here
that Sir Philip studied, but sometimes in the room above,” said the
steward.

“How do you get to the room above? Oh, I see; a stair case in the
angle.” I ascended the stairs with some caution, for they were crooked
and decayed; and, on entering the room above, comprehended at once why
Sir Philip had favoured it.

The cornice of the ceiling rested on pilasters, within which the
compartments were formed into open unglazed arches, surrounded by a
railed balcony. Through these arches, on three sides of the room, the
eye commanded a magnificent extent of prospect. On the fourth side the
view was bounded by the mausoleum. In this room was a large telescope;
and on stepping into the balcony, I saw that a winding stair mounted
thence to a platform on the top of the pavilion,--perhaps once used as
an observatory by Forman himself.

“The gentleman who was here to-day was very much pleased with this
look-out, sir,” said the housekeeper. “Who would not be? I suppose Sir
Philip has a taste for astronomy.”

“I dare say, sir,” said the steward, looking grave; “he likes most
out-of-the-way things.”

The position of the sun now warned me that my time pressed, and that I
should have to ride fast to reach my new patient at the hour appointed.
I therefore hastened back to my horse, and spurred on, wondering
whether, in the chain of association which so subtly links our pursuits
in manhood to our impressions in childhood, it was the Latin inscription
on the chimneypiece that had originally biassed Sir Philip Derval’s
literary taste towards the mystic jargon of the books at which I had
contemptuously glanced.



CHAPTER XXIX.

I did not see Margrave the following day, but the next morning, a little
after sunrise, he walked into my study, according to his ordinary habit.

“So you know something about Sir Philip Derval?” said I. “What sort of a
man is he?”

“Hateful!” cried Margrave; and then checking himself, burst out into
his merry laugh. “Just like my exaggerations! I am not acquainted with
anything to his prejudice. I came across his track once or twice in the
East. Travellers are always apt to be jealous of each other.”

“You are a strange compound of cynicism and credulity; but I should have
fancied that you and Sir Philip would have been congenial spirits, when
I found, among his favourite books, Van Helmont and Paracelsus. Perhaps
you, too, study Swedenborg, or, worse still, Ptolemy and Lilly?”

“Astrologers? No! They deal with the future! I live for the day; only I
wish the day never had a morrow!”

“Have you not, then that vague desire for the something beyond,--that
not unhappy, but grand discontent with the limits of the immediate
Present, from which man takes his passion for improvement and progress,
and from which some sentimental philosophers have deduced an argument in
favour of his destined immortality?”

“Eh!” said Margrave, with as vacant a stare as that of a peasant whom
one has addressed in Hebrew. “What farrago of words is this? I do not
comprehend you.”

“With your natural abilities,” I asked with interest, “do you never feel
a desire for fame?”

“Fame? Certainly not. I cannot even understand it!”

“Well, then, would you have no pleasure in the thought that you had
rendered a service to humanity?”

Margrave looked bewildered; after a moment’s pause, he took from the
table a piece of bread that chanced to be there, opened the window, and
threw the crumbs into the lane. The sparrows gathered round the crumbs.

“Now,” said Margrave, “the sparrows come to that dull pavement for the
bread that recruits their lives in this world; do you believe that one
sparrow would be silly enough to fly to a house-top for the sake of some
benefit to other sparrows, or to be chirruped about after he was dead?
I care for science as the sparrow cares for bread,--it may help me to
something good for my own life; and as for fame and humanity, I care
for them as the sparrow cares for the general interest and posthumous
approbation of sparrows!”

“Margrave, there is one thing in you that perplexes me more than
all else--human puzzle as you are--in your many eccentricities and
self-contradictions.”

“What is that one thing in me most perplexing?”

“This: that in your enjoyment of Nature you have all the freshness of a
child, but when you speak of Man and his objects in the world, you talk
in the vein of some worn-out and hoary cynic. At such times, were I
to close my eyes, I should say to myself, ‘What weary old man is thus
venting his spleen against the ambition which has failed, and the love
which has forsaken him?’ Outwardly the very personation of youth, and
revelling like a butterfly in the warmth of the sun and the tints of the
herbage, why have you none of the golden passions of the young,--their
bright dreams of some impossible love, their sublime enthusiasm for
some unattainable glory? The sentiment you have just clothed in the
illustration by which you place yourself on a level with the sparrows is
too mean and too gloomy to be genuine at your age. Misanthropy is among
the dismal fallacies of gray beards. No man, till man’s energies leave
him, can divorce himself from the bonds of our social kind.”

“Our kind! Your kind, possibly; but I--” He swept his hand over his
brow, and resumed, in strange, absent, and wistful accents: “I wonder
what it is that is wanting here, and of which at moments I have a
dim reminiscence.” Again he paused, and gazing on me, said with more
appearance of friendly interest than I had ever before remarked in his
countenance, “You are not looking well. Despite your great physical
strength, you suffer like your own sickly patients.”

“True! I suffer at this moment, but not from bodily pain.”

“You have some cause of mental disquietude?”

“Who in this world has not?”

“I never have.”

“Because you own you have never loved. Certainly, you never seem to care
for any one but yourself; and in yourself you find an unbroken sunny
holiday,--high spirits, youth, health, beauty, wealth. Happy boy!”

At that moment my heart was heavy within me.

Margrave resumed,--

“Among the secrets which your knowledge places at the command of your
art, what would you give for one which would enable you to defy and
to deride a rival where you place your affections, which could lock to
yourself, and imperiously control, the will of the being whom you desire
to fascinate, by an influence paramount, transcendent?”

“Love has that secret,” said I,--“and love alone.”

“A power stronger than love can suspend, can change love itself. But if
love be the object or dream of your life, love is the rosy associate
of youth and beauty. Beauty soon fades, youth soon departs. What if
in nature there were means by which beauty and youth can be fixed into
blooming duration,--means that could arrest the course, nay, repair the
effects, of time on the elements that make up the human frame?”

“Silly boy! Have the Rosicrucians bequeathed to you a prescription for
the elixir of life?”

“If I had the prescription I should not ask your aid to discover its
ingredients.”

“And is it in the hope of that notable discovery you have studied
chemistry, electricity, and magnetism? Again I say, Silly boy!”

Margrave did not heed my reply. His face was overcast, gloomy, troubled.

“That the vital principle is a gas,” said he, abruptly, “I am fully
convinced. Can that gas be the one which combines caloric with oxygen?”

“Phosoxygen? Sir Humphrey Davy demonstrates that gas not to be, as
Lavoisier supposed, caloric, but light, combined with oxygen; and he
suggests, not indeed that it is the vital principle itself, but the
pabulum of life to organic beings.” (1)

“Does he?” said Margrave, his, face clearing up. “Possibly, possibly,
then, here we approach the great secret of secrets. Look you, Allen
Fenwick: I promise to secure to you unfailing security from all the
jealous fears that now torture your heart; if you care for that fame
which to me is not worth the scent of a flower, the balm of a breeze,
I will impart to you a knowledge which, in the hands of ambition, would
dwarf into commonplace the boasted wonders of recognized science. I will
do all this, if, in return, but for one month you will give yourself up
to my guidance in whatever experiments I ask, no matter how wild they
may seem to you.”

“My dear Margrave, I reject your bribes as I would reject the moon and
the stars which a child might offer to me in exchange for a toy; but I
may give the child its toy for nothing, and I may test your experiments
for nothing some day when I have leisure.”

I did not hear Margrave’s answer, for at that moment my servant entered
with letters. Lilian’s hand! Tremblingly, breathlessly, I broke the
seal. Such a loving, bright, happy letter; so sweet in its gentle
chiding of my wrongful fears! It was implied rather than said that
Ashleigh Sumner had proposed and been refused. He had now left the
house. Lilian and her mother were coming back; in a few days we should
meet. In this letter were inclosed a few lines from Mrs. Ashleigh. She
was more explicit about my rival than Lilian had been. If no allusion
to his attentions had been made to me before, it was from a delicate
consideration for myself. Mrs. Ashleigh said that “the young man had
heard from L---- of our engagement, and--disbelieved it;” but, as Mrs.
Poyntz had so shrewdly predicted, hurried at once to the avowal of his
own attachment, and the offer of his own hand. On Lilian’s refusal his
pride had been deeply mortified. He had gone away manifestly in more
anger than sorrow.


   “Lady Delafield, dear Margaret Poyntz’s aunt, had been most kind in
    trying to soothe Lady Haughton’s disappointment, which was rudely
    expressed,--so rudely,” added Mrs. Ashleigh, “that it gives us an
    excuse to leave sooner than had been proposed,--which I am very glad
    of.  Lady Delafield feels much for Mr. Sumner; has invited him to
    visit her at a place she has near Worthing.  She leaves to-morrow in
    order to receive him; promises to reconcile him to our rejection,
    which, as he was my poor Gilbert’s heir, and was very friendly at
    first, would be a great relief to my mind.  Lilian is well, and so
    happy at the thoughts of coming back.”

When I lifted my eyes from these letters I was as a new man, and the
earth seemed a new earth. I felt as if I had realized Margrave’s idle
dreams,--as if youth could never fade, love could never grow cold.

“You care for no secrets of mine at this moment,” said Margrave,
abruptly.

“Secrets!” I murmured; “none now are worth knowing. I am loved! I am
loved!”

“I bide my time,” said Margrave; and as my eyes met his, I saw there
a look I had never seen in those eyes before, sinister, wrathful,
menacing. He turned away, went out through the sash-door of the study;
and as he passed towards the fields under the luxuriant chestnut-trees,
I heard his musical, barbaric chant,--the song by which the
serpent-charmer charms the serpent,--sweet, so sweet, the very birds on
the boughs hushed their carol as if to listen.

(1) See Sir Humphrey Davy on Heat, Light, and the Combinations of Light



CHAPTER XXX.

I called that day on Mrs. Poyntz, and communicated to her the purport of
the glad news I had received.

She was still at work on the everlasting knitting, her firm fingers
linking mesh into mesh as she listened; and when I had done, she laid
her skein deliberately down, and said, in her favourite characteristic
formula,--

“So at last?--that is settled!”

She rose and paced the room as men are apt to do in reflection, women
rarely need such movement to aid their thoughts; her eyes were fixed
on the floor, and one hand was lightly pressed on the palm of the
other,--the gesture of a musing reasoner who is approaching the close of
a difficult calculation.

At length she paused, fronting me, and said dryly,--

“Accept my congratulations. Life smiles on you now; guard that smile,
and when we meet next, may we be even firmer friends than we are now!”

“When we meet next,--that will be to-night--you surely go to the mayor’s
great ball? All the Hill descends to Low Town to-night.”

“No; we are obliged to leave L---- this afternoon; in less than two
hours we shall be gone,--a family engagement. We may be weeks away; you
will excuse me, then, if I take leave of you so unceremoniously. Stay,
a motherly word of caution. That friend of yours, Mr. Margrave! Moderate
your intimacy with him; and especially after you are married. There is
in that stranger, of whom so little is known, a something which I cannot
comprehend,--a something that captivates and yet revolts. I find
him disturbing my thoughts, perplexing my conjectures, haunting my
fancies,--I, plain woman of the world! Lilian is imaginative; beware of
her imagination, even when sure of her heart. Beware of Margrave. The
sooner he quits L---- the better, believe me, for your peace of mind.
Adieu! I must prepare for our journey.”

“That woman,” muttered I, on quitting her house, “seems to have some
strange spite against my poor Lilian, ever seeking to rouse my own
distrust of that exquisite nature which has just given me such proof of
its truth. And yet--and yet--is that woman so wrong here? True! Margrave
with his wild notions, his strange beauty!--true--true--he might
dangerously encourage that turn for the mystic and visionary which
distresses me in Lilian. Lilian should not know him. How induce him to
leave L----? Ah, those experiments on which he asks my assistance! I
might commence them when he comes again, and then invent some excuse to
send him for completer tests to the famous chemists of Paris or Berlin.”



CHAPTER XXXI.

It is the night of the mayor’s ball! The guests are assembling fast;
county families twelve miles round have been invited, as well as the
principal families of the town. All, before proceeding to the room set
apart for the dance, moved in procession through the museum,--homage to
science before pleasure!

The building was brilliantly lighted, and the effect was striking,
perhaps because singular and grotesque. There, amidst stands of flowers
and evergreens, lit up with coloured lamps, were grouped the dead
representatives of races all inferior--some deadly--to man. The fancy of
the ladies had been permitted to decorate and arrange these types of the
animal world. The tiger glared with glass eyes from amidst artificial
reeds and herbage, as from his native jungle; the grisly white bear
peered from a mimic iceberg. There, in front, stood the sage elephant,
facing a hideous hippopotamus; whilst an anaconda twined its long spire
round the stem of some tropical tree in zinc. In glass cases, brought
into full light by festooned lamps, were dread specimens of the reptile
race,--scorpion and vampire, and cobra capella, with insects of gorgeous
hues, not a few of them with venomed stings.

But the chief boast of the collection was in the varieties of the
Genus Simia,--baboons and apes, chimpanzees, with their human visage,
mockeries of man, from the dwarf monkeys perched on boughs lopped from
the mayor’s shrubberies, to the formidable ourangoutang, leaning on his
huge club.

Every one expressed to the mayor admiration, to each other antipathy,
for this unwonted and somewhat ghastly, though instructive, addition to
the revels of a ballroom.

Margrave, of course, was there, and seemingly quite at home, gliding
from group to group of gayly-dressed ladies, and brilliant with
a childish eagerness to play off the showman. Many of these grim
fellow-creatures he declared he had seen, played, or fought with. He
had something true or false to say about each. In his high spirits he
contrived to make the tiger move, and imitated the hiss of the terribly
anaconda. All that he did had its grace, its charm; and the buzz of
admiration and the flattering glances of ladies’ eyes followed him
wherever he moved.

However, there was a general feeling of relief when the mayor led the
way from the museum into the ballroom. In provincial parties guests
arrive pretty much within the same hour, and so few who had once paid
their respects to the apes and serpents, the hippopotamus and the tiger,
were disposed to repeat the visit, that long before eleven o’clock the
museum was as free from the intrusion of human life as the wilderness in
which its dead occupants had been born.

I had gone my round through the rooms, and, little disposed to be
social, had crept into the retreat of a window-niche, pleased to think
myself screened by its draperies,--not that I was melancholy, far from
it; for the letter I had received that morning from Lilian had raised my
whole being into a sovereignty of happiness high beyond the reach of
the young pleasure-hunters, whose voices and laughter blended with that
vulgar music.

To read her letter again I had stolen to my nook, and now, sure that
none saw me kiss it, I replaced it in my bosom. I looked through the
parted curtain; the room was comparatively empty; but there, through the
open folding-doors, I saw the gay crowd gathered round the dancers,
and there again, at right angles, a vista along the corridor afforded a
glimpse of the great elephant in the deserted museum.

Presently I heard, close beside me, my host’s voice.

“Here’s a cool corner, a pleasant sofa, you can have it all to yourself.
What an honour to receive you under my roof, and on this interesting
occasion! Yes, as you say, there are great changes in L---- since you
left us. Society has much improved. I must look about and find some
persons to introduce to you. Clever! oh, I know your tastes. We have
a wonderful man,--a new doctor. Carries all before him; very high
character, too; good old family, greatly looked up to, even apart from
his profession. Dogmatic a little,--a Sir Oracle,--‘Lets no dog bark;’
you remember the quotation,--Shakspeare. Where on earth is he? My dear
Sir Philip, I am sure you would enjoy his conversation.”

Sir Philip! Could it be Sir Philip Derval to whom the mayor was giving
a flattering yet scarcely propitiatory description of myself? Curiosity
combined with a sense of propriety in not keeping myself an unsuspected
listener; I emerged from the curtain, but silently, and reached the
centre of the room before the mayor perceived me. He then came up to me
eagerly, linked his arm in mine, and leading me to a gentleman seated on
a sofa, close by the window I had quitted, said,--

“Doctor, I must present you to Sir Philip Derval, just returned to
England, and not six hours in L----. If you would like to see the museum
again, Sir Philip, the doctor, I am sure, will accompany you.”

“No, I thank you; it is painful to me at present to see, even under
your roof, the collection which my poor dear friend, Dr. Lloyd, was so
proudly beginning to form when I left these parts.”

“Ay, Sir Philip, Dr. Lloyd was a worthy man in his way, but sadly duped
in his latter years; took to mesmerism, only think! But our young doctor
here showed him up, I can tell you.”

Sir Philip, who had acknowledged my first introduction to his
acquaintance by the quiet courtesy with which a well-bred man goes
through a ceremony that custom enables him to endure with equal ease and
indifference, now evinced by a slight change of manner how little the
mayor’s reference to my dispute with Dr. Lloyd advanced me in his good
opinion. He turned away with a bow more formal than his first one, and
said calmly,

“I regret to hear that a man so simple-minded and so sensitive as Dr.
Lloyd should have provoked an encounter in which I can well conceive him
to have been worsted. With your leave, Mr. Mayor, I will look into your
ballroom. I may perhaps find there some old acquaintances.”

He walked towards the dancers, and the mayor, linking his arm in mine,
followed close behind, saying in his loud hearty tones,--

“Come along, you too, Dr. Fenwick, my girls are there; you have not
spoken to them yet.”

Sir Philip, who was then half way across the room, turned round
abruptly, and, looking me full in the face, said,--

“Fenwick, is your name Fenwick,--Allen Fenwick?”

“That is my name, Sir Philip.”

“Then permit me to shake you by the hand; you are no stranger, and no
mere acquaintance to me. Mr. Mayor, we will look into your ballroom
later; do not let us keep you now from your other guests.”

The mayor, not in the least offended by being thus summarily dismissed,
smiled, walked on, and was soon lost amongst the crowd.

Sir Philip, still retaining my hand, reseated himself on the sofa, and
I took my place by his side. The room was still deserted; now and then
a straggler from the ballroom looked in for a moment, and then sauntered
back to the central place of attraction.

“I am trying to guess,” said I, “how my name should be known to you.
Possibly you may, in some visit to the Lakes, have known my father?”

“No; I know none of your name but yourself,--if, indeed, as I doubt not,
you are the Allen Fenwick to whom I owe no small obligation. You were a
medical student at Edinburgh in the year ----?”

“Yes.”

“So! At that time there was also at Edinburgh a young man, named Richard
Strahan. He lodged in a fourth flat in the Old Town.”

“I remember him very well.”

“And you remember, also, that a fire broke out at night in the house
in which he lodged; that when it was discovered there seemed no hope
of saving him. The flames wrapped the lower part of the house; the
staircase had given way. A boy, scarcely so old as himself, was the only
human being in the crowd who dared to scale the ladder that even then
scarcely reached the windows from which the smoke rolled in volumes;
that boy penetrated into the room, found the inmate almost insensible,
rallied, supported, dragged him to the window, got him on the
ladder,--saved his life then: and his life later, by nursing with a
woman’s tenderness, through the fever caused by terror and excitement,
the fellow-creature he had rescued by a man’s daring. The name of that
gallant student was Allen Fenwick, and Richard Strahan is my nearest
living relation. Are we friends now?”

I answered confusedly. I had almost forgotten the circumstances referred
to. Richard Strahan had not been one of my more intimate companions, and
I had never seen nor heard of him since leaving college. I inquired what
had become of him.

“He is at the Scotch Bar,” said Sir Philip, “and of course without
practice. I understand that he has fair average abilities, but no
application. If I am rightly informed, he is, however, a thoroughly
honourable, upright man, and of an affectionate and grateful
disposition.”

“I can answer for all you have said in his praise. He had the qualities
you name too deeply rooted in youth to have lost them now.”

Sir Philip remained for some moments in a musing silence; and I took
advantage of that silence to examine him with more minute attention than
I had done before, much as the first sight of him had struck me.

He was somewhat below the common height,--so delicately formed that one
might call him rather fragile than slight. But in his carriage and air
there was remarkable dignity. His countenance was at direct variance
with his figure; for as delicacy was the attribute of the last, so power
was unmistakably the characteristic of the first. He looked fully
the age his steward had ascribed to him,--about forty-eight; at a
superficial glance, more, for his hair was prematurely white,--not gray,
but white as snow. But his eyebrows were still jet black, and his eyes,
equally dark, were serenely bright. His forehead was magnificent,--lofty
and spacious, and with only one slight wrinkle between the brows. His
complexion was sunburnt, showing no sign of weak health. The outline of
his lips was that which I have often remarked in men accustomed to
great dangers, and contracting in such dangers the habit of
self-reliance,--firm and quiet, compressed without an effort. And
the power of this very noble countenance was not intimidating, not
aggressive; it was mild, it was benignant. A man oppressed by some
formidable tyranny, and despairing to find a protector, would, on seeing
that face, have said, “Here is one who can protect me, and who will!”

Sir Philip was the first to break the silence.

“I have so many relations scattered over England, that fortunately not
one of them can venture to calculate on my property if I die childless,
and therefore not one of them can feel himself injured when, a few weeks
hence, he shall read in the newspapers that Philip Derval is married.
But for Richard Strahan at least, though I never saw him, I must do
something before the newspapers make that announcement. His sister was
very dear to me.”

“Your neighbours, Sir Philip, will rejoice at your marriage, since, I
presume, it may induce you to settle amongst them at Derval Court.”

“At Derval Court! No! I shall not settle there.” Again he paused a
moment or so, and then went on: “I have long lived a wandering life, and
in it learned much that the wisdom of cities cannot teach. I return to
my native land with a profound conviction that the happiest life is the
life most in common with all. I have gone out of my way to do what I
deemed good, and to avert or mitigate what appeared to me evil. I pause
now and ask myself, whether the most virtuous existence be not that
in which virtue flows spontaneously from the springs of quiet everyday
action; when a man does good without restlessly seeking it, does good
unconsciously, simply because he is good and he lives. Better, perhaps,
for me, if I had thought so long ago! And now I come back to England
with the intention of marrying, late in life though it be, and with such
hopes of happiness as any matter-of-fact man may form. But my hope will
not be at Derval Court. I shall reside either in London or its immediate
neighbourhood, and seek to gather round me minds by which I can correct,
if I cannot confide to them, the knowledge I myself have acquired.”

“Nay, if, as I have accidentally heard, you are fond of scientific
pursuits, I cannot wonder, that after so long an absence from England,
you should feel interest in learning what new discoveries have been
made, what new ideas are unfolding the germs of discoveries yet to be.
But, pardon me, if in answer to your concluding remark, I venture to say
that no man can hope to correct any error in his own knowledge, unless
he has the courage to confide the error to those who can correct. La
Place has said, ‘Tout se tient dans le chaine immense des verites;’
and the mistake we make in some science we have specially cultivated is
often only to be seen by the light of a separate science as specially
cultivated by another. Thus, in the investigation of truth, frank
exposition to congenial minds is essential to the earnest seeker.”

“I am pleased with what you say,” said Sir Philip, “and I shall be still
more pleased to find in you the very confidant I require. But what was
your controversy with my old friend, Dr. Lloyd? Do I understand our host
rightly, that it related to what in Europe has of late days obtained the
name of mesmerism?”

I had conceived a strong desire to conciliate the good opinion of a man
who had treated me with so singular and so familiar a kindness, and it
was sincerely that I expressed my regret at the acerbity with which I
had assailed Dr. Lloyd; but of his theories and pretensions I could not
disguise my contempt. I enlarged on the extravagant fallacies involved
in a fabulous “clairvoyance,” which always failed when put to plain test
by sober-minded examiners. I did not deny the effects of imagination on
certain nervous constitutions. “Mesmerism could cure nobody; credulity
could cure many. There was the well-known story of the old woman tried
as a witch; she cured agues by a charm. She owned the impeachment, and
was ready to endure gibbet or stake for the truth of her talisman,--more
than a mesmerist would for the truth of his passes! And the charm was a
scroll of gibberish sewn in an old bag and given to the woman in a freak
by the judge himself when a young scamp on the circuit. But the charm
cured? Certainly; just as mesmerism cures. Fools believed in it. Faith,
that moves mountains, may well cure agues.”

Thus I ran on, supporting my views with anecdote and facts, to which Sir
Philip listened with placid gravity.

When I had come to an end he said: “Of mesmerism, as practised in
Europe, I know nothing except by report. I can well understand that
medical men may hesitate to admit it amongst the legitimate resources of
orthodox pathology; because, as I gather from what you and others say
of its practice, it must, at the best, be far too uncertain in its
application to satisfy the requirements of science. Yet an examination
of its pretensions may enable you to perceive the truth that lies hid
in the powers ascribed to witchcraft; benevolence is but a weak agency
compared to malignity; magnetism perverted to evil may solve half the
riddles of sorcery. On this, however, I say no more at present. But
as to that which you appear to reject as the most preposterous and
incredible pretension of the mesmerists, and which you designate by
the word ‘clairvoyance,’ it is clear to me that you have never yourself
witnessed even those very imperfect exhibitions which you decide at once
to be imposture. I say imperfect, because it is only a limited number of
persons whom the eye or the passes of the mesmerist can effect; and
by such means, unaided by other means, it is rarely indeed that the
magnetic sleep advances beyond the first vague shadowy twilight-dawn of
that condition to which only in its fuller developments I would apply
the name of ‘trance.’ But still trance is as essential a condition of
being as sleep or as waking, having privileges peculiar to itself. By
means within the range of the science that explores its nature and its
laws, trance, unlike the clairvoyance you describe, is producible in
every human being, however unimpressible to mere mesmerism.”

“Producible in every human being! Pardon me if I say that I will give
any enchanter his own terms who will produce that effect upon me.”

“Will you? You consent to have the experiment tried on yourself?”

“Consent most readily.”

“I will remember that promise. But to return to the subject. By the
word ‘trance’ I do not mean exclusively the spiritual trance of the
Alexandrian Platonists. There is one kind of trance,--that to which all
human beings are susceptible,--in which the soul has no share: for of
this kind of trance, and it was of this I spoke, some of the inferior
animals are susceptible; and, therefore, trance is no more a proof of
soul than is the clairvoyance of the mesmerists, or the dream of our
ordinary sleep, which last has been called a proof of soul, though any
man who has kept a dog must have observed that dogs dream as vividly as
we do. But in this trance there is an extraordinary cerebral activity, a
projectile force given to the mind, distinct from the soul, by which
it sends forth its own emanations to a distance in spite of material
obstacles, just as a flower, in an altered condition of atmosphere,
sends forth the particles of its aroma. This should not surprise you.
Your thought travels over land and sea in your waking state; thought,
too, can travel in trance, and in trance may acquire an intensified
force. There is, however, another kind of trance which is truly called
spiritual, a trance much more rare, and in which the soul entirely
supersedes the mere action of the mind.”

“Stay!” said I; “you speak of the soul as something distinct from the
mind. What the soul may be, I cannot pretend to conjecture; but I cannot
separate it from the intelligence!”

“Can you not? A blow on the brain can destroy the intelligence! Do you
think it can destroy the soul?


   ‘From Marlbro’s eyes the tears of dotage flow,
    And Swift expires, a driveller and a show.’

“Towards the close of his life even Kant’s giant intellect left him.
Do you suppose that in these various archetypes of intellectual man
the soul was worn out by the years that loosened the strings, or made
tuneless the keys, of the perishing instrument on which the mind
must rely for all notes of its music? If you cannot distinguish the
operations of the mind from the essence of the soul, I know not by
what rational inductions you arrive at the conclusion that the soul is
imperishable.”

I remained silent. Sir Philip fixed on me his dark eyes quietly and
searchingly, and, after a short pause, said,--

“Almost every known body in nature is susceptible of three several
states of existence,--the solid, the liquid, the aeriform. These
conditions depend on the quantity of heat they contain. The same object
at one moment may be liquid; at the next moment solid; at the next
aeriform. The water that flows before your gaze may stop consolidated
into ice, or ascend into air as a vapour. Thus is man susceptible of
three states of existence,--the animal, the mental, the spiritual; and
according as he is brought into relation or affinity with that occult
agency of the whole natural world, which we familiarly call heat, and
which no science has yet explained, which no scale can weigh, and no eye
discern, one or the other of these three states of being prevails, or is
subjected.”

I still continued silent, for I was unwilling discourteously to say to a
stranger so much older than myself, that he seemed to me to reverse
all the maxims of the philosophy to which he made pretence, in founding
speculations audacious and abstruse upon unanalogous comparisons that
would have been fantastic even in a poet. And Sir Philip, after another
pause, resumed with a half smile,--

“After what I have said, it will perhaps not very much surprise you
when I add that but for my belief in the powers I ascribe to trance, we
should not be known to each other at this moment.”

“How? Pray explain!”

“Certain circumstances, which I trust to relate to you in detail
hereafter, have imposed on me the duty to discover, and to bring human
laws to bear upon, a creature armed with terrible powers of evil. This
monster, for without metaphor, monster it is, not man like ourselves,
has, by arts superior to those of ordinary fugitives, however dexterous
in concealment, hitherto for years eluded my research. Through the
trance of an Arab child, who, in her waking state, never heard of his
existence, I have learned that this being is in England, is in L----. I
am here to encounter him. I expect to do so this very night, and under
this very roof.”

“Sir Philip!”

“And if you wonder, as you well may, why I have been talking to you with
this startling unreserve, know that the same Arab child, on whom I thus
implicitly rely, informs me that your life is mixed up with that of the
being I seek to unmask and disarm,--to be destroyed by his arts or his
agents, or to combine in the causes by which the destroyer himself shall
be brought to destruction.”

“My life!--your Arab child named me, Allen Fenwick?”

“My Arab child told me that the person in whom I should thus naturally
seek an ally was he who had saved the life of the man whom I then meant
for my heir, if I died unmarried and childless. She told me that I
should not be many hours in this town, which she described minutely,
before you would be made known to me. She described this house, with
yonder lights, and yon dancers. In her trance she saw us sitting
together, as we now sit. I accepted the invitation of our host, when he
suddenly accosted me on entering the town, confident that I should
meet you here, without even asking whether a person of your name were a
resident in the place; and now you know why I have so freely unbosomed
myself of much that might well make you, a physician, doubt the
soundness of my understanding. The same infant, whose vision has been
realized up to this moment, has warned me also that I am here at great
peril. What that peril may be I have declined to learn, as I have ever
declined to ask from the future what affects only my own life on this
earth. That life I regard with supreme indifference, conscious that
I have only to discharge, while it lasts, the duties for which it is
bestowed on me, to the best of my imperfect power; and aware that minds
the strongest and souls the purest may fall into the sloth habitual to
predestinarians, if they suffer the action due to the present hour to be
awed and paralyzed by some grim shadow on the future! It is only where,
irrespectively of aught that can menace myself, a light not struck out
of my own reason can guide me to disarm evil or minister to good, that
I feel privileged to avail myself of those mirrors on which things,
near and far, reflect themselves calm and distinct as the banks and the
mountain peak are reflected in the glass of a lake. Here, then, under
this roof, and by your side, I shall behold him who--Lo! the moment has
come,--I behold him now!”

As he spoke these last words, Sir Philip had risen, and, startled by
his action and voice, I involuntarily rose too. Resting one hand on
my shoulder, he pointed with the other towards the threshold of the
ballroom. There, the prominent figure of a gay group--the sole male
amidst a fluttering circle of silks and lawn, of flowery wreaths,
of female loveliness and female frippery--stood the radiant image of
Margrave. His eyes were not turned towards us. He was looking down, and
his light laugh came soft, yet ringing, through the general murmur.

I turned my astonished gaze back to Sir Philip; yes, unmistakably it was
on Margrave that his look was fixed. Impossible to associate crime with
the image of that fair youth! Eccentric notions, fantastic speculations,
vivacious egotism, defective benevolence,--yes. But crime! No!
impossible!

“Impossible,” I said aloud. As I spoke, the group had moved on. Margrave
was no longer in sight. At the same moment some other guests came from
the ballroom, and seated themselves near us.

Sir Philip looked round, and, observing the deserted museum at the end
of the corridor, drew me into it.

When we were alone, he said in a voice quick and low, but decided,--

“It is of importance that I should convince you at once of the nature
of that prodigy which is more hostile to mankind than the wolf is to the
sheepfold. No words of mine could at present suffice to clear your
sight from the deception which cheats it. I must enable you to judge for
yourself. It must be now and here. He will learn this night, if he has
not learned already, that I am in the town. Dim and confused though his
memories of myself may be, they are memories still; and he well knows
what cause he has to dread me. I must put another in possession of his
secret. Another, and at once! For all his arts will be brought to bear
against me, and I cannot foretell their issue. Go, then; enter that
giddy crowd, select that seeming young man, bring him hither. Take care
only not to mention my name; and when here, turn the key in the door, so
as to prevent interruption,--five minutes will suffice.”

“Am I sure that I guess whom you mean? The young light-hearted man,
known in this place under the name of Margrave? The young man with the
radiant eyes, and the curls of a Grecian statue?”

“The same; him whom I pointed out. Quick, bring him hither.”

My curiosity was too much roused to disobey. Had I conceived that
Margrave, in the heat of youth, had committed some offence which placed
him in danger of the law and in the power of Sir Philip Derval, I
possessed enough of the old borderer’s black-mail loyalty to have given
the man whose hand I had familiarly clasped a hint and a help to escape.
But all Sir Philip’s talk had been so out of the reach of common-sense,
that I rather expected to see him confounded by some egregious illusion
than Margrave exposed to any well-grounded accusation. All, then, that
I felt as I walked into the ballroom and approached Margrave was that
curiosity which, I think, any one of my readers will acknowledge that,
in my position, he himself would have felt.

Margrave was standing near the dancers, not joining them, but talking
with a young couple in the ring. I drew him aside.

“Come with me for a few minutes into the museum; I wish to talk to you.”

“What about,--an experiment?”

“Yes, an experiment.”

“Then I am at your service.”

In a minute more, he had followed me into the desolate dead museum. I
looked round, but did not see Sir Philip.



CHAPTER XXXII.

MARGRAVE threw himself on a seat just under the great anaconda; I closed
and locked the door. When I had done so, my eye fell on the young man’s
face, and I was surprised to see that it had lost its colour; that
it showed great anxiety, great distress; that his hands were visibly
trembling.

“What is this?” he said in feeble tones, and raising himself half from
his seat as if with great effort. “Help me up! come away! Something in
this room is hostile to me, hostile, overpowering! What can it be?”

“Truth and my presence,” answered a stern, low voice; and Sir Philip
Derval, whose slight form the huge bulk of the dead elephant had before
obscured from my view, came suddenly out from the shadow into the full
rays of the lamps which lit up, as if for Man’s revel, that mocking
catacomb for the playmates of Nature which he enslaves for his service
or slays for his sport. As Sir Philip spoke and advanced, Margrave sank
back into his seat, shrinking, collapsing, nerveless; terror the most
abject expressed in his staring eyes and parted lips. On the other hand,
the simple dignity of Sir Philip Derval’s bearing, and the mild power of
his countenance, were alike inconceivably heightened. A change had come
over the whole man, the more impressive because wholly undefinable.

Halting opposite Margrave he uttered some words in a language unknown to
me, and stretched one hand over the young man’s head. Margrave at once
became stiff and rigid, as if turned to stone. Sir Philip said to me,--

“Place one of those lamps on the floor,--there, by his feet.”

I took down one of the coloured lamps from the mimic tree round which
the huge anaconda coiled its spires, and placed it as I was told.

“Take the seat opposite to him, and watch.”

I obeyed.

Meanwhile, Sir Philip had drawn from his breast-pocket a small
steel casket, and I observed, as he opened it, that the interior was
subdivided into several compartments, each with its separate lid; from
one of these he took and sprinkled over the flame of the lamp a few
grains of a powder, colourless and sparkling as diamond dust. In a
second or so, a delicate perfume, wholly unfamiliar to my sense, rose
from the lamp.

“You would test the condition of trance; test it, and in the spirit.”

And, as he spoke, his hand rested lightly on my head. Hitherto, amidst
a surprise not unmixed with awe, I had preserved a certain defiance, a
certain distrust. I had been, as it were, on my guard.

But as those words were spoken, as that hand rested on my head, as that
perfume arose from the lamp, all power of will deserted me. My first
sensation was that of passive subjugation; but soon I was aware of a
strange intoxicating effect from the odour of the lamp, round which
there now played a dazzling vapour. The room swam before me. Like a man
oppressed by a nightmare, I tried to move, to cry out, feeling that to
do so would suffice to burst the thrall that bound me: in vain.

A time that seemed to me inexorably long, but which, as I found
afterwards, could only have occupied a few seconds, elapsed in this
preliminary state, which, however powerless, was not without a vague
luxurious sense of delight. And then suddenly came pain,--pain, that in
rapid gradations passed into a rending agony. Every bone, sinew, nerve,
fibre of the body, seemed as if wrenched open, and as if some hitherto
unconjectured Presence in the vital organization were forcing itself
to light with all the pangs of travail. The veins seemed swollen to
bursting, the heart labouring to maintain its action by fierce spasms. I
feel in this description how language fails me. Enough that the anguish
I then endured surpassed all that I have ever experienced of physical
pain. This dreadful interval subsided as suddenly as it had commenced.
I felt as if a something undefinable by any name had rushed from me,
and in that rush that a struggle was over. I was sensible of the passive
bliss which attends the release from torture, and then there grew on
me a wonderful calm, and, in that calm, a consciousness of some lofty
intelligence immeasurably beyond that which human memory gathers from
earthly knowledge. I saw before me the still rigid form of Margrave, and
my sight seemed, with ease, to penetrate through its covering of flesh,
and to survey the mechanism of the whole interior being.

“View that tenement of clay which now seems so fair, as it was when I
last beheld it, three years ago, in the house of Haroun of Aleppo!”

I looked, and gradually, and as shade after shade falls on the mountain
side, while the clouds gather, and the sun vanishes at last, so the form
and face on which I looked changed from exuberant youth into infirm old
age,--the discoloured wrinkled skin, the bleared dim eye, the flaccid
muscles, the brittle sapless bones. Nor was the change that of age
alone; the expression of the countenance had passed into gloomy
discontent, and in every furrow a passion or a vice had sown the seeds
of grief.

And the brain now opened on my sight, with all its labyrinth of cells. I
seemed to have the clew to every winding in the maze.

I saw therein a moral world, charred and ruined, as, in some fable I
have read, the world of the moon is described to be; yet withal it was
a brain of magnificent formation. The powers abused to evil had been
originally of rare order,--imagination, and scope, the energies that
dare, the faculties that discover. But the moral part of the brain had
failed to dominate the mental,--defective veneration of what is good
or great; cynical disdain of what is right and just; in fine, a great
intellect first misguided, then perverted, and now falling with the
decay of the body into ghastly but imposing ruins,--such was the world
of that brain as it had been three years ago. And still continuing to
gaze thereon, I observed three separate emanations of light,--the one of
a pale red hue, the second of a pale azure, the third a silvery spark.

The red light, which grew paler and paler as I looked, undulated from
the brain along the arteries, the veins, the nerves. And I murmured to
myself, “Is this the principle of animal life?”

The azure light equally permeated the frame, crossing and uniting with
the red, but in a separate and distinct ray, exactly as, in the outer
world, a ray of light crosses or unites with a ray of heat, though in
itself a separate individual agency. And again I murmured to myself, “Is
this the principle of intellectual being, directing or influencing that
of animal life; with it, yet not of it?”

But the silvery spark! What was that? Its centre seemed the brain; but
I could fix it to no single organ. Nay, wherever I looked through the
system, it reflected itself as a star reflects itself upon water. And I
observed that while the red light was growing feebler and feebler, and
the azure light was confused, irregular,--now obstructed, now hurrying,
now almost lost,--the silvery spark was unaltered, undisturbed. So
independent was it of all which agitated and vexed the frame, that I
became strangely aware that if the heart stopped in its action, and the
red light died out; if the brain were paralyzed, that energetic mind
smitten into idiotcy, and the azure light wandering objectless as a
meteor wanders over the morass,--still that silver spark would shine
the same, indestructible by aught that shattered its tabernacle. And
I murmured to myself, “Can that starry spark speak the presence of the
soul? Does the silver light shine within creatures to which no life
immortal has been promised by Divine Revelation?”

Involuntarily I turned my sight towards the dead forms in the motley
collection, and lo, in my trance or my vision, life returned to them
all!--to the elephant and the serpent; to the tiger, the vulture, the
beetle, the moth; to the fish and the polypus, and to yon mockery of man
in the giant ape.

I seemed to see each as it lived in its native realm of earth, or of
air, or of water; and the red light played more or less warm through the
structure of each, and the azure light, though duller of hue, seemed to
shoot through the red, and communicate to the creatures an intelligence
far inferior indeed to that of man, but sufficing to conduct the current
of their will, and influence the cunning of their instincts. But in
none, from the elephant to the moth, from the bird in which brain was
the largest to the hybrid in which life seemed to live as in plants,--in
none was visible the starry silver spark. I turned my eyes from the
creatures around, back again to the form cowering under the huge
anaconda, and in terror at the animation which the carcasses took in
the awful illusions of that marvellous trance; for the tiger moved as
if scenting blood, and to the eyes of the serpent the dread fascination
seemed slowly returning.

Again I gazed on the starry spark in the form of the man. And I murmured
to myself, “But if this be the soul, why is it so undisturbed and
undarkened by the sins which have left such trace and such ravage in the
world of the brain?” And gazing yet more intently on the spark, I became
vaguely aware that it was not the soul, but the halo around the soul,
as the star we see in heaven is not the star itself, but its circle of
rays; and if the light itself was undisturbed and undarkened, it was
because no sins done in the body could annihilate its essence, nor
affect the eternity of its duration. The light was clear within the
ruins of its lodgment, because it might pass away, but could not be
extinguished.

But the soul itself in the heart of the light reflected back on my own
soul within me its ineffable trouble, humiliation, and sorrow; for
those ghastly wrecks of power placed at its sovereign command it was
responsible, and, appalled by its own sublime fate of duration, was
about to carry into eternity the account of its mission in time. Yet
it seemed that while the soul was still there, though so forlorn and so
guilty, even the wrecks around it were majestic. And the soul, whatever
sentence it might merit, was not among the hopelessly lost; for in its
remorse and its shame, it might still have retained what could serve
for redemption. And I saw that the mind was storming the soul, in some
terrible rebellious war,--all of thought, of passion, of desire, through
which the azure light poured its restless flow, were surging up round
the starry spark, as in siege. And I could not comprehend the war, nor
guess what it was that the mind demanded the soul to yield. Only the
distinction between the two was made intelligible by their antagonism.
And I saw that the soul, sorely tempted, looked afar for escape from
the subjects it had ever so ill controlled, and who sought to reduce to
their vassal the power which had lost authority as their king. I could
feel its terror in the sympathy of my own terror, the keenness of my own
supplicating pity. I knew that it was imploring release from the perils
it confessed its want of strength to encounter. And suddenly the starry
spark rose from the ruins and the tumult around it,--rose into space and
vanished; and where my soul had recognized the presence of soul, there
was a void. But the red light burned still, becoming more and more
vivid; and as it thus repaired and recruited its lustre, the whole
animal form, which had been so decrepit, grew restored from decay,
grew into vigour and youth: and I saw Margrave as I had seen him in
the waking world, the radiant image of animal life in the beauty of its
fairest bloom.

And over this rich vitality and this symmetric mechanism now reigned
only, with the animal life, the mind. The starry light fled and the soul
vanished, still was left visible the mind,--mind, by which sensations
convey and cumulate ideas, and muscles obey volition; mind, as in those
animals that have more than the elementary, instincts; mind, as it might
be in men, were men not immortal. As my eyes, in the Vision, followed
the azure light, undulating as before, through the cells of the brain,
and crossing the red amidst the labyrinth of the nerves, I perceived
that the essence of that azure light had undergone a change: it had lost
that faculty of continuous and concentred power by which man improves on
the works of the past, and weaves schemes to be developed in the future
of remote generations; it had lost all sympathy in the past, because
it had lost all conception of a future beyond the grave; it had lost
conscience, it had lost remorse; the being it informed was no longer
accountable through eternity for the employment of time. The azure light
was even more vivid in certain organs useful to the conservation of
existence, as in those organs I had observed it more vivid among some of
the inferior animals than it is in man,--secretiveness, destructiveness,
and the ready perception of things immediate to the wants of the day;
and the azure light was brilliant in cerebral cells, where before it had
been dark, such as those which harbour mirthfulness and hope, for
there the light was recruited by the exuberant health of the joyous
animal-being. But it was lead-like, or dim, in the great social organs,
through which man subordinates his own interest to that of his species,
and utterly lost in those through which man is reminded of his duties to
the throne of his Maker.

In that marvellous penetration with which the Vision endowed me, I
perceived that in this mind, though in energy far superior to many;
though retaining, from memories of the former existence, the relics of a
culture wide and in some things profound; though sharpened and quickened
into formidable, if desultory, force whenever it schemed or aimed at the
animal self-conservation which now made its master--impulse or instinct;
and though among the reminiscences of its state before its change
were arts which I could not comprehend, but which I felt were dark
and terrible, lending to a will never checked by remorse arms that no
healthful philosophy has placed in the arsenal of disciplined genius;
though the mind in itself had an ally in a body as perfect in strength
and elasticity as man can take from the favour of nature,--still, I say,
I felt that the mind wanted the something without which men never could
found cities, frame laws, bind together, beautify, exalt the elements
of this world, by creeds that habitually subject them to a reference to
another. The ant and the bee and the beaver congregate and construct;
but they do not improve. Man improves because the future impels onward
that which is not found in the ant, the bee, and the beaver,--that which
was gone from the being before me.

I shrank appalled into myself, covered my face with my hands, and
groaned aloud: “Have I ever then doubted that soul is distinct from
mind?”

A hand here again touched my forehead, the light in the lamp was
extinguished, I became insensible; and when I recovered I found myself
back in the room in which I had first conversed with Sir Philip Derval,
and seated, as before, on the sofa, by his side.



CHAPTER XXXIII.

My recollections of all which I have just attempted to describe were
distinct and vivid; except with respect to time, it seemed to me as
if many hours must have elapsed since I had entered the museum with
Margrave; but the clock on the mantelpiece met my eyes as I turned them
wistfully round the room; and I was indeed amazed to perceive that five
minutes had sufficed for all which it has taken me so long to narrate,
and which in their transit had hurried me through ideas and emotions so
remote from anterior experience.

To my astonishment now succeeded shame and indignation,--shame that
I, who had scoffed at the possibility of the comparatively credible
influences of mesmeric action, should have been so helpless a puppet
under the hand of the slight fellow-man beside me, and so morbidly
impressed by phantasmagorieal illusions; indignation that, by some fumes
which had special potency over the brain, I had thus been, as it were,
conjured out of my senses; and looking full into the calm face at my
side, I said, with a smile to which I sought to convey disdain,--

“I congratulate you, Sir Philip Derval, on having learned in your
travels in the East so expert a familiarity with the tricks of its
jugglers.”

“The East has a proverb,” answered Sir Philip, quietly, “that the
juggler may learn much from the dervish, but the dervish can learn
nothing from the juggler. You will pardon me, however, for the effect
produced on you for a few minutes, whatever the cause of it may be,
since it may serve to guard your whole life from calamities, to which
it might otherwise have been exposed. And however you may consider that
which you have just experienced to be a mere optical illusion, or the
figment of a brain super-excited by the fumes of a vapour, look within
yourself, and tell me if you do not feel an inward and unanswerable
conviction that there is more reason to shun and to fear the creature
you left asleep under the dead jaws of the giant serpent, than there
would be in the serpent itself, could hunger again move its coils, and
venom again arm its fangs.”

I was silent, for I could not deny that that conviction had come to me.

“Henceforth, when you recover from the confusion or anger which
now disturbs your impressions, you will be prepared to listen to my
explanations and my recital in a spirit far different from that with
which you would have received them before you were subjected to the
experiment, which, allow me to remind you, you invited and defied. You
will now, I trust, be fitted to become my confidant and my assistant;
you will advise with me how, for the sake of humanity, we should act
together against the incarnate lie, the anomalous prodigy which glides
through the crowd in the image of joyous beauty. For the present I quit
you. I have an engagement, on worldly affairs, in the town this night.
I am staying at L----, which I shall leave for Derval Court tomorrow
evening. Come to me there the day after to-morrow, at any hour that may
suit you the best. Adieu!”

Here Sir Philip Derval rose and left the room. I made no effort to
detain him. My mind was too occupied in striving to recompose itself and
account for the phenomena that had scared it, and for the strength of
the impressions it still retained.

I sought to find natural and accountable causes for effects so abnormal.

Lord Bacon suggests that the ointments with which witches anointed
themselves might have had the effect of stopping the pores and
congesting the rain, and thus impressing the sleep of the unhappy dupes
of their own imagination with dreams so vivid that, on waking, they were
firmly convinced that they had been borne through the air to the Sabbat.

I remember also having heard a distinguished French traveller--whose
veracity was unquestionable--say, that he had witnessed extraordinary
effects produced on the sensorium by certain fumigations used by an
African pretender to magic. A person, of however healthy a brain;
subjected to the influence of these fumigations, was induced to believe
that he saw the most frightful apparitions.

However extraordinary such effects, they were not incredible,--not at
variance with our notions of the known laws of nature. And to the vapour
or the odours which a powder applied to a lamp had called forth, I was,
therefore, prepared to ascribe properties similar to those which Bacon’s
conjecture ascribed to the witches’ ointment, and the French traveller
to the fumigations of the African conjuror.

But, as I came to that conclusion, I was seized with an intense
curiosity to examine for myself those chemical agencies with which
Sir Philip Derval appeared so familiar; to test the contents in that
mysterious casket of steel. I also felt a curiosity no less eager, but
more, in spite of myself, intermingled with fear, to learn all that Sir
Philip had to communicate of the past history of Margrave. I could but
suppose that the young man must indeed be a terrible criminal, for a
person of years so grave, and station so high, to intimate accusations
so vaguely dark, and to use means so extraordinary, in order to enlist
my imagination rather than my reason against a youth in whom there
appeared none of the signs which suspicion interprets into guilt.

While thus musing, I lifted my eyes and saw Margrave himself there
at the threshold of the ballroom,--there, where Sir Philip had first
pointed him out as the criminal he had come to L---- to seek and disarm;
and now, as then, Margrave was the radiant centre of a joyous group. Not
the young boy-god Iacchus, amidst his nymphs, could, in Grecian frieze
or picture, have seemed more the type of the sportive, hilarious
vitality of sensuous nature. He must have passed unobserved by me, in my
preoccupation of thought, from the museum and across the room in which
I sat; and now there was as little trace in that animated countenance of
the terror it had exhibited at Sir Philip’s approach, as of the change
it had undergone in my trance or my fantasy.

But he caught sight of me, left his young companions, came gayly to my
side.

“Did you not ask me to go with you into that museum about half an hour
ago, or did I dream that I went with you?”

“Yes; you went with me into that museum.”

“Then pray what dull theme did you select to set me asleep there?”

I looked hard at him, and made no reply. Somewhat to my relief, I now
heard my host’s voice,--

“Why, Fenwick, what has become of Sir Philip Derval?”

“He has left; he had business.” And, as I spoke, again I looked hard on
Margrave.

His countenance now showed a change; not surprise, not dismay,
but rather a play of the lip, a flash of the eye, that indicated
complacency,--even triumph.

“So! Sir Philip Derval! He is in L----; he has been here to-night? So!
as I expected.”

“Did you expect it?” said our host. “No one else did. Who could have
told you?”

“The movements of men so distinguished need never take us by surprise.
I knew he was in Paris the other day. It is natural eno’ that he should
come here. I was prepared for his coming.”

Margrave here turned away towards the window, which he threw open and
looked out.

“There is a storm in the air,” said he, as he continued to gaze into the
night.

Was it possible that Margrave was so wholly unconscious of what had
passed in the museum as to include in oblivion even the remembrance of
Sir Philip Derval’s presence before he had been rendered insensible, or
laid asleep? Was it now only for the first time that he learned of
Sir Philip’s arrival in L----, and visit to that house? Was there any
intimation of menace in his words and his aspect?

I felt that the trouble of my thoughts communicated itself to my
countenance and manner; and, longing for solitude and fresh air, I
quitted the house. When I found myself in the street I turned round and
saw Margrave still standing at the open window, but he did not appear to
notice me; his eyes seemed fixed abstractedly on space.



CHAPTER XXXIV.

I walked on slowly and with the downcast brow of a man absorbed in
meditation. I had gained the broad place in which the main streets of
the town converged, when I was overtaken by a violent storm of rain. I
sought shelter under the dark archway of that entrance to the district
of Abbey Hill which was still called Monk’s Gate. The shadow within
the arch was so deep that I was not aware that I had a companion till
I heard my own name, close at my side. I recognized the voice before I
could distinguish the form of Sir Philip Derval.

“The storm will soon be over,” said he, quietly. “I saw it coming on in
time. I fear you neglected the first warning of those sable clouds, and
must be already drenched.”

I made no reply, but moved involuntarily away towards the mouth of the
arch.

“I see that you cherish a grudge against me!” resumed Sir Philip. “Are
you, then, by nature vindictive?”

Somewhat softened by the friendly tone of this reproach, I answered,
half in jest, half in earnest,--

“You must own, Sir Philip, that I have some little reason for the
uncharitable anger your question imputes to me. But I can forgive you,
on one condition.”

“What is that?”

“The possession for half an hour of that mysterious steel casket which
you carry about with you, and full permission to analyze and test its
contents.”

“Your analysis of the contents,” returned Sir Philip, dryly, “would
leave you as ignorant as before of the uses to which they can be
applied; but I will own to you frankly, that it is my intention to
select some confidant among men of science, to whom I may safely
communicate the wonderful properties which certain essences in that
casket possess. I invite your acquaintance, nay, your friendship, in the
hope that I may find such a confidant in you. But the casket contains
other combinations, which, if wasted, could not be resupplied,--at least
by any process which the great Master from whom I received them placed
within reach of my knowledge. In this they resemble the diamond; when
the chemist has found that the diamond affords no other substance by
its combustion than pure carbonic-acid gas, and that the only chemical
difference between the costliest diamond and a lump of pure charcoal is
a proportion of hydrogen less than 1/100000 part of the weight of the
substance, can the chemist make you a diamond?

“These, then, the more potent, but also the more perilous of the
casket’s contents, shall be explored by no science, submitted to no
test. They are the keys to masked doors in the ramparts of Nature, which
no mortal can pass through without rousing dread sentries never seen
upon this side her wall. The powers they confer are secrets locked in
my breast, to be lost in my grave; as the casket which lies on my breast
shall not be transferred to the hands of another, till all the rest
of my earthly possessions pass away with my last breath in life and my
first in eternity.”

“Sir Philip Derval,” said I, struggling against the appeals to fancy
or to awe, made in words so strange, uttered in a tone of earnest
conviction, and heard amidst the glare of the lightning, the howl of the
winds, and the roll of the thunder,--“Sir Philip Derval, you accost
me in a language which, but for my experience of the powers at your
command, I should hear with the contempt that is due to the vaunts of a
mountebank, or the pity we give to the morbid beliefs of his dupe. As it
is, I decline the confidence with which you would favour me, subject to
the conditions which it seems you would impose. My profession abandons
to quacks all drugs which may not be analyzed, all secrets which may not
be fearlessly told. I cannot visit you at Derval Court. I cannot trust
myself, voluntarily, again in the power of a man, who has arts of which
I may not examine the nature, by which he can impose on my imagination
and steal away my reason.”

“Reflect well before you decide,” said Sir Philip, with a solemnity
that was stern. “If you refuse to be warned and to be armed by me, your
reason and your imagination will alike be subjected to influences
which I can only explain by telling you that there is truth in those
immemorial legends which depose to the existence of magic.”

“Magic!”

“There is magic of two kinds,--the dark and evil, appertaining to
witchcraft or necromancy; the pure and beneficent, which is but
philosophy, applied to certain mysteries in Nature remote from the
beaten tracks of science, but which deepened the wisdom of ancient
sages, and can yet unriddle the myths of departed races.”

“Sir Philip,” I said, with impatient and angry interruption, “if you
think that a jargon of this kind be worthy a man of your acquirements
and station, it is at least a waste of time to address it to me. I am
led to conclude that you desire to make use of me for some purpose which
I have a right to suppose honest and blameless, because all you know of
me is, that I rendered to your relation services which can not lower my
character in your eyes. If your object be, as you have intimated, to aid
you in exposing and disabling man whose antecedents have been those of
guilt, and who threatens with danger the society which receives him,
you must give me proofs that are not reducible to magic; and you must
prepossess me against the person you accuse, not by powders and fumes
that disorder the brain, but by substantial statements, such as justify
one man in condemning another. And, since you have thought fit to
convince me that there are chemical means at your disposal, by which the
imagination can be so affected as to accept, temporarily, illusions for
realities, so I again demand, and now still more decidedly than before,
that while you address yourself to my reason, whether to explain your
object or to vindicate your charges against a man whom I have admitted
to my acquaintance, you will divest yourself of all means and agencies
to warp my judgment so illicit and fraudulent as those which you
own yourself to possess. Let the casket, with all its contents, be
transferred to my hands, and pledge me your word that, in giving that
casket, you reserve to yourself no other means by which chemistry can be
abused to those influences over physical organization, which ignorance
or imposture may ascribe to--magic.”

“I accept no conditions for my confidence, though I think the better of
you for attempting to make them. If I live, you will seek me yourself,
and implore my aid. Meanwhile, listen to me, and--”

“No; I prefer the rain and the thunder to the whispers that steal to my
ear in the dark from one of whom I have reason to beware.”

So saying, I stepped forth, and at that moment the lightning flashed
through the arch, and brought into full view the face of the man beside
me. Seen by that glare, it was pale as the face of a corpse, but its
expression was compassionate and serene.

I hesitated, for the expression of that hueless countenance touched me;
it was not the face which inspires distrust or fear.

“Come,” said I, gently; “grant my demand. The casket--”

“It is no scruple of distrust that now makes that demand; it is a
curiosity which in itself is a fearful tempter. Did you now possess what
at this moment you desire, how bitterly you would repent!”

“Do you still refuse my demand?”

“I refuse.”

“If then you really need me, it is you who will repent.”

I passed from the arch into the open space. The rain had passed, the
thunder was more distant. I looked back when I had gained the opposite
side of the way, at the angle of a street which led to my own house.
As I did so, again the skies lightened, but the flash was comparatively
slight and evanescent; it did not penetrate the gloom of the arch; it
did not bring the form of Sir Philip into view; but, just under the base
of the outer buttress to the gateway, I descried the outline of a
dark figure, cowering down, huddled up for shelter, the outline so
indistinct, and so soon lost to sight as the flash faded, that I
could not distinguish if it were man or brute. If it were some chance
passer-by, who had sought refuge from the rain, and overheard any part
of our strange talk, “the listener,” thought I with a half-smile, “must
have been mightily perplexed.”



CHAPTER XXXV.

On reaching my own home, I found my servant sitting up for me with the
information that my attendance was immediately required. The little boy
whom Margrave’s carelessness had so injured, and for whose injury he had
shown so little feeling, had been weakened by the confinement which
the nature of the injury required, and for the last few days had been
generally ailing. The father had come to my house a few minutes before
I reached it, in great distress of mind, saying that his child had been
seized with fever, and had become delirious. Hearing that I was at the
mayor’s house, he had hurried thither in search of me.

I felt as if it were almost a relief to the troubled and haunting
thoughts which tormented me, to be summoned to the exercise of a
familiar knowledge. I hastened to the bedside of the little sufferer,
and soon forgot all else in the anxious struggle for a human life. The
struggle promised to be successful; the worst symptoms began to yield
to remedies prompt and energetic, if simple. I remained at the house,
rather to comfort and support the parents, than because my continued
attendance was absolutely needed, till the night was well-nigh gone; and
all cause of immediate danger having subsided, I then found myself once
more in the streets. An atmosphere palely clear in the gray of dawn had
succeeded to the thunder-clouds of the stormy night; the streetlamps,
here and there, burned wan and still. I was walking slowly and wearily,
so tired out that I was scarcely conscious of my own thoughts, when, in
a narrow lane, my feet stopped almost mechanically before a human form
stretched at full length in the centre of the road right in my path. The
form was dark in the shadow thrown from the neighbouring houses. “Some
poor drunkard,” thought I, and the humanity inseparable from my calling
not allowing me to leave a fellow-creature thus exposed to the risk
of being run over by the first drowsy wagoner who might pass along
the thoroughfare, I stooped to rouse and to lift the form. What was
my horror when my eyes met the rigid stare of a dead man’s. I started,
looked again; it was the face of Sir Philip Derval! He was lying on
his back, the countenance upturned, a dark stream oozing from the
breast,--murdered by two ghastly wounds, murdered not long since, the
blood was still warm. Stunned and terror-stricken, I stood bending over
the body. Suddenly I was touched on the shoulder.

“Hollo! what is this?” said a gruff voice.

“Murder!” I answered in hollow accents, which sounded strangely to my
own ear.

“Murder! so it seems.” And the policeman who had thus accosted me lifted
the body.

“A gentleman by his dress. How did this happen? How did you come here?”
 and the policeman glanced suspiciously at me.

At this moment, however, there came up another policeman, in whom I
recognized the young man whose sister I had attended and cured.

“Dr. Fenwick,” said the last, lifting his hat respectfully, and at the
sound of my name his fellow-policeman changed his manner and muttered an
apology.

I now collected myself sufficiently to state the name and rank of the
murdered man. The policemen bore the body to their station, to which I
accompanied them. I then returned to my own house, and had scarcely sunk
on my bed when sleep came over me. But what a sleep! Never till then had
I known how awfully distinct dreams can be. The phantasmagoria of the
naturalist’s collection revived. Life again awoke in the serpent and the
tiger, the scorpion moved, and the vulture flapped its wings. And there
was Margrave, and there Sir Philip; but their position of power was
reversed, and Margrave’s foot was on the breast of the dead man. Still
I slept on till I was roused by the summons to attend on Mr. Vigors, the
magistrate to whom the police had reported the murder.

I dressed hastily and went forth. As I passed through the street, I
found that the dismal news had already spread. I was accosted on my way
to the magistrate by a hundred eager, tremulous, inquiring tongues.

The scanty evidence I could impart was soon given.

My introduction to Sir Philip at the mayor’s house, our accidental
meeting under the arch, my discovery of the corpse some hours afterwards
on my return from my patient, my professional belief that the deed must
have been done a very short time, perhaps but a few minutes, before I
chanced upon its victim. But, in that case, how account for the long
interval that had elapsed between the time in which I had left Sir
Philip under the arch and the time in which the murder must have been
committed? Sir Philip could not have been wandering through the streets
all those hours. This doubt, however, was easily and speedily cleared
up. A Mr. Jeeves, who was one of the principal solicitors in the town,
stated that he had acted as Sir Philip’s legal agent and adviser
ever since Sir Philip came of age, and was charged with the exclusive
management of some valuable house-property which the deceased had
possessed in L----; that when Sir Philip had arrived in the town late in
the afternoon of the previous day, he had sent for Mr. Jeeves; informed
him that he, Sir Philip, was engaged to be married; that he wished to
have full and minute information as to the details of his house property
(which had greatly increased in value since his absence from England),
in connection with the settlements his marriage would render necessary;
and that this information was also required by him in respect to a
codicil he desired to add to his will.

He had, accordingly, requested Mr. Jeeves to have all the books and
statements concerning the property ready for his inspection that night,
when he would call, after leaving the ball which he had promised the
mayor, whom he had accidentally met on entering the town, to attend.
Sir Philip had also asked Mr. Jeeves to detain one of his clerks in his
office, in order to serve, conjointly with Mr. Jeeves, as a witness to
the codicil he desired to add to his will. Sir Philip had accordingly
come to Mr. Jeeves’s house a little before midnight; had gone carefully
through all the statements prepared for him, and had executed the fresh
codicil to his testament, which testament he had in their previous
interview given to Mr. Jeeves’s care, sealed up. Mr. Jeeves stated that
Sir Philip, though a man of remarkable talents and great acquirements,
was extremely eccentric, and of a very peremptory temper, and that the
importance attached to a promptitude for which there seemed no pressing
occasion did not surprise him in Sir Philip as it might have done in an
ordinary client. Sir Philip said, indeed, that he should devote the
next morning to the draft for his wedding settlements, according to the
information of his property which he had acquired; and after a visit of
very brief duration to Derval Court, should quit the neighbourhood and
return to Paris, where his intended bride then was, and in which city it
had been settled that the marriage ceremony should take place.

Mr. Jeeves had, however, observed to him, that if he were so soon to
be married, it was better to postpone any revision of testamentary
bequests, since after marriage he would have to make a new will
altogether.

And Sir Philip had simply answered,--

“Life is uncertain; who can be sure of the morrow?”

Sir Philip’s visit to Mr. Jeeves’s house had lasted some hours, for
the conversation between them had branched off from actual business
to various topics. Mr. Jeeves had not noticed the hour when Sir Philip
went; he could only say that as he attended him to the street-door, he
observed, rather to his own surprise, that it was close upon daybreak.

Sir Philip’s body had been found not many yards distant from the hotel
at which he had put up, and to which, therefore, he was evidently
returning when he left Mr. Jeeves,--an old-fashioned hotel, which had
been the principal one at L---- when Sir Philip left England, though now
outrivalled by the new and more central establishment in which Margrave
was domiciled.

The primary and natural supposition was that Sir Philip had been
murdered for the sake of plunder; and this supposition was borne out by
the fact to which his valet deposed, namely,--

That Sir Philip had about his person, on going to the mayor’s house, a
purse containing notes and sovereigns; and this purse was now missing.

The valet, who, though an Albanian, spoke English fluently, said that
the purse had a gold clasp, on which Sir Philip’s crest and initials
were engraved. Sir Philip’s watch was, however, not taken.

And now, it was not without a quick beat of the heart that I heard
the valet declare that a steel casket, to which Sir Philip attached
extraordinary value, and always carried about with him, was also
missing.

The Albanian described this casket as of ancient Byzantine workmanship,
opening with a peculiar spring, only known to Sir Philip, in whose
possession it had been, so far as the servant knew, about three years:
when, after a visit to Aleppo, in which the servant had not accompanied
him, he had first observed it in his master’s hands. He was asked if
this casket contained articles to account for the value Sir Philip set
on it,--such as jewels, bank-notes, letters of credit, etc. The man
replied that it might possibly do so; he had never been allowed the
opportunity of examining its contents; but that he was certain the
casket held medicines, for he had seen Sir Philip take from it some
small phials, by which he had performed great cures in the East, and
especially during a pestilence which had visited Damascus, just after
Sir Philip had arrived at that city on quitting Aleppo. Almost every
European traveller is supposed to be a physician; and Sir Philip was a
man of great benevolence, and the servant firmly believed him also to be
of great medical skill. After this statement, it was very naturally
and generally conjectured that Sir Philip was an amateur disciple of
homoeopathy, and that the casket contained the phials or globules in use
among homoeopathists.

Whether or not Mr. Vigors enjoyed a vindictive triumph in making me feel
the weight of his authority, or whether his temper was ruffled in the
excitement of so grave a case, I cannot say, but his manner was stern
and his tone discourteous in the questions which he addressed to me.
Nor did the questions themselves seem very pertinent to the object of
investigation.

“Pray, Dr. Fenwick,” said he, knitting his brows, and fixing his eyes on
me rudely, “did Sir Philip Derval in his conversation with you mention
the steel casket which it seems he carried about with him?”

I felt my countenance change slightly as I answered, “Yes.”

“Did he tell you what it contained?”

“He said it contained secrets.”

“Secrets of what nature,--medicinal or chemical? Secrets which a
physician might be curious to learn and covetous to possess?”

This question seemed to me so offensively significant that it roused my
indignation, and I answered haughtily, that “a physician of any degree
of merited reputation did not much believe in, and still less covet,
those secrets in his art which were the boast of quacks and pretenders.”

“My question need not offend you, Dr. Fenwick. I put it in another
shape: Did Sir Philip Derval so boast of the secrets contained in his
casket that a quack or pretender might deem such secrets of use to him?”

“Possibly he might, if he believed in such a boast.”

“Humph!--he might if he so believed. I have no more questions to put to
you at present, Dr. Fenwick.”

Little of any importance in connection with the deceased or his murder
transpired in the course of that day’s examination and inquiries.

The next day, a gentleman distantly related to the young lady to whom
Sir Philip was engaged, and who had been for some time in correspondence
with the deceased, arrived at L----. He had been sent for at the
suggestion of the Albanian servant, who said that Sir Philip had stayed
a day at this gentleman’s house in London, on his way to L----, from
Dover.

The new comer, whose name was Danvers, gave a more touching pathos to
the horror which the murder had excited. It seemed that the motives
which had swayed Sir Philip in the choice of his betrothed were
singularly pure and noble. The young lady’s father--an intimate college
friend--had been visited by a sudden reverse of fortune, which had
brought on a fever that proved mortal. He had died some years ago,
leaving his only child penniless, and had bequeathed her to the care and
guardianship of Sir Philip.

The orphan received her education at a convent near Paris; and when
Sir Philip, a few weeks since, arrived in that city from the East, he
offered her his hand and fortune.

“I know,” said Mr. Danvers, “from the conversation I held with him
when he came to me in London, that he was induced to this offer by the
conscientious desire to discharge the trust consigned to him by his old
friend. Sir Philip was still of an age that could not permit him to take
under his own roof a female ward of eighteen, without injury to her
good name. He could only get over that difficulty by making the ward
his wife. ‘She will be safer and happier with the man she will love and
honour for her father’s sake,’ said the chivalrous gentleman, ‘than she
will be under any other roof I could find for her.’”

And now there arrived another stranger to L----, sent for by Mr. Jeeves,
the lawyer,--a stranger to L----, but not to me; my old Edinburgh
acquaintance, Richard Strahan.

The will in Mr. Jeeves’s keeping, with its recent codicil, was opened
and read. The will itself bore date about six years anterior to the
testator’s tragic death: it was very short, and, with the exception of
a few legacies, of which the most important was L10,000 to his ward, the
whole of his property was left to Richard Strahan, on the condition that
he took the name and arms of Derval within a year from the date of Sir
Philip’s decease. The codicil, added to the will the night before his
death, increased the legacy to the young lady from L10,000 to L30,000,
and bequeathed an annuity of L100 a year to his Albanian servant.
Accompanying the will, and within the same envelope, was a sealed
letter, addressed to Richard Strahan, and dated at Paris two weeks
before Sir Philip’s decease. Strahan brought that letter to me. It ran
thus:--


   “Richard Strahan, I advise you to pull down the house called Derval
    Court, and to build another on a better site, the plans of which, to
    be modified according to your own taste and requirements, will be
    found among my papers.  This is a recommendation, not a command.  But
    I strictly enjoin you entirely to demolish the more ancient part,
    which was chiefly occupied by myself, and to destroy by fire, without
    perusal, all the books and manuscripts found in the safes in my study.
    I have appointed you my sole executor, as well as my heir, because I
    have no personal friends in whom I can confide as I trust I may do in
    the man I have never seen, simply because he will bear my name and
    represent my lineage.  There will be found in my writing-desk, which
    always accompanies me in my travels, an autobiographical work, a
    record of my own life, comprising discoveries, or hints at discovery,
    in science, through means little cultivated in our age.  You will not
    be surprised that before selecting you as my heir and executor, from a
    crowd of relations not more distant, I should have made inquiries in
    order to justify my selection.  The result of those inquiries informs
    me that you have not yourself the peculiar knowledge nor the habits of
    mind that could enable you to judge of matters which demand the
    attainments and the practice of science; but that you are of an
    honest, affectionate nature, and will regard as sacred the last
    injunctions of a benefactor.  I enjoin you, then, to submit the
    aforesaid manuscript memoir to some man on whose character for
    humanity and honour you can place confidential reliance, and who is
    accustomed to the study of the positive sciences, more especially
    chemistry, in connection with electricity and magnetism.  My desire is
    that he shall edit and arrange this memoir for publication; and that,
    wherever he feels a conscientious doubt whether any discovery, or hint
    of discovery, therein contained would not prove more dangerous than
    useful to mankind, he shall consult with any other three men of
    science whose names are a guarantee for probity and knowledge, and
    according to the best of his judgment, after such consultation,
    suppress or publish the passage of which he has so doubted.  I own the
    ambition which first directed me towards studies of a very unusual
    character, and which has encouraged me in their pursuit through many
    years of voluntary exile, in lands where they could be best
    facilitated or aided,--the ambition of leaving behind me the renown of
    a bold discoverer in those recesses of nature which philosophy has
    hitherto abandoned to superstition.  But I feel, at the moment in
    which I trace these lines, a fear lest, in the absorbing interest of
    researches which tend to increase to a marvellous degree the power of
    man over all matter, animate or inanimate, I may have blunted my own
    moral perceptions; and that there may be much in the knowledge which I
    sought and acquired from the pure desire of investigating hidden
    truths, that could be more abused to purposes of tremendous evil than
    be likely to conduce to benignant good.  And of this a mind
    disciplined to severe reasoning, and uninfluenced by the enthusiasm
    which has probably obscured my own judgment, should be the
    unprejudiced arbiter.  Much as I have coveted and still do covet
    that fame which makes the memory of one man the common inheritance of
    all, I would infinitely rather that my name should pass away with my
    breath, than that I should transmit to my fellowmen any portion of
    a knowledge which the good might forbear to exercise and the bad might
    unscrupulously pervert.  I bear about with me, wherever I wander, a
    certain steel casket.  I received this casket, with its contents, from
    a man whose memory I hold in profound veneration.  Should I live to
    find a person whom, after minute and intimate trial of his character,
    I should deem worthy of such confidence, it is my intention to
    communicate to him the secret how to prepare and how to use such of
    the powders and essences stored within that casket as I myself have
    ventured to employ.  Others I have never tested, nor do I know how
    they could be resupplied if lost or wasted.  But as the contents of
    this casket, in the hands of any one not duly instructed as to the
    mode of applying them, would either be useless, or conduce, through
    inadvertent and ignorant misapplication, to the most dangerous
    consequences; so, if I die without having found, and in writing named,
    such a confidant as I have described above, I command you immediately
    to empty all the powders and essences found therein into any running
    stream of water, which will at once harmlessly dissolve them.  On
    no account must they be cast into fire!

   “This letter, Richard Strahan, will only come under your eyes in case
    the plans and the hopes which I have formed for my earthly future
    should be frustrated by the death on which I do not calculate, but
    against the chances of which this will and this letter provide.  I am
    about to revisit England, in defiance of a warning that I shall be
    there subjected to some peril which I refused to have defined, because
    I am unwilling that any mean apprehension of personal danger should
    enfeeble my nerves in the discharge of a stern and solemn duty.  If I
    overcome that peril, you will not be my heir; my testament will be
    remodelled; this letter will be recalled and destroyed.  I shall form
    ties which promise me the happiness I have never hitherto found,
    though it is common to all men,--the affections of home, the caresses
    of children, among whom I may find one to whom hereafter I may
    bequeath, in my knowledge, a far nobler heritage than my lands.  In
    that case, however, my first care would be to assure your own
    fortunes.  And the sum which this codicil assures to my betrothed
    would be transferred to yourself on my wedding-day.  Do you know why,
    never having seen you, I thus select you for preference to all my
    other kindred; why my heart, in writing thus, warms to your image?
    Richard Strahan, your only sister, many years older than yourself--you
    were then a child--was the object of my first love.  We were to have
    been wedded, for her parents deceived me into the belief that she
    returned my affection.  With a rare and nobler candour, she herself
    informed me that her heart was given to another, who possessed not my
    worldly gifts of wealth and station.  In resigning my claims to her
    hand, I succeeded in propitiating her parents to her own choice.  I
    obtained for her husband the living which he held, and I settled on
    your sister the dower which, at her death, passed to you as the
    brother to whom she had shown a mother’s love, and the interest of
    which has secured you a modest independence.

   “If these lines ever reach you, recognize my title to reverential
    obedience to commands which may seem to you wild, perhaps irrational;
    and repay, as if a debt due from your own lost sister, the affection
    I have borne to you for her sake.”

While I read this long and strange letter, Strahan sat by my side,
covering his face with his hands, and weeping with honest tears for the
man whose death had made him powerful and rich.

“You will undertake the trust ordained to me in this letter,” said he,
struggling to compose himself. “You will read and edit this memoir;
you are the very man he himself would have selected. Of your honour and
humanity there can be no doubt, and you have studied with success the
sciences which he specifies as requisite for the discharge of the task
he commands.”

At this request, though I could not be wholly unprepared for it, my
first impulse was that of a vague terror. It seemed to me as if I were
becoming more and more entangled in a mysterious and fatal web. But this
impulse soon faded in the eager yearnings of an ardent and irresistible
curiosity.

I promised to read the manuscript, and in order that I might fully imbue
my mind with the object and wish of the deceased, I asked leave to make
a copy of the letter I had just read. To this Strahan readily assented,
and that copy I have transcribed in the preceding pages.

I asked Strahan if he had yet found the manuscript. He said, “No, he
had not yet had the heart to inspect the papers left by the deceased.
He would now do so. He should go in a day or two to Derval Court, and
reside there till the murderer was discovered, as doubtless he soon must
be through the vigilance of the police. Not till that discovery was made
should Sir Philip’s remains, though already placed in their coffin, be
consigned to the family vault.”

Strahan seemed to have some superstitious notion that the murderer might
be more secure from justice if his victim were thrust unavenged into the
tomb.



CHAPTER XXXVI.

The belief prevalent in the town ascribed the murder of Sir Philip to
the violence of some vulgar robber, probably not an inhabitant of L----.
Mr. Vigors did not favour that belief. He intimated an opinion, which
seemed extravagant and groundless, that Sir Philip had been murdered,
for the sake not of the missing purse, but of the missing casket. It was
currently believed that the solemn magistrate had consulted one of
his pretended clairvoyants, and that this impostor had gulled him
with assurances, to which he attached a credit that perverted into
egregiously absurd directions his characteristic activity and zeal.

Be that as it may, the coroner’s inquest closed without casting any
light on so mysterious a tragedy.

What were my own conjectures I scarcely dared to admit,--I certainly
could not venture to utter them; but my suspicions centred upon
Margrave. That for some reason or other he had cause to dread Sir
Philip’s presence in L---- was clear, even to my reason. And how could
my reason reject all the influences which had been brought to bear on my
imagination, whether by the scene in the museum or my conversation
with the deceased? But it was impossible to act on such
suspicions,--impossible even to confide them. Could I have told to any
man the effect produced on me in the museum, he would have considered
me a liar or a madman. And in Sir Philip’s accusations against Margrave,
there was nothing tangible,--nothing that could bear repetition. Those
accusations, if analyzed, vanished into air. What did they imply?--that
Margrave was a magician, a monstrous prodigy, a creature exceptional to
the ordinary conditions of humanity. Would the most reckless of mortals
have ventured to bring against the worst of characters such a charge,
on the authority of a deceased witness, and to found on evidence so
fantastic the awful accusation of murder? But of all men, certainly I--a
sober, practical physician--was the last whom the public could excuse
for such incredible implications; and certainly, of all men, the last
against whom any suspicion of heinous crime would be readily entertained
was that joyous youth in whose sunny aspect life and conscience alike
seemed to keep careless holiday. But I could not overcome, nor did I
attempt to reason against, the horror akin to detestation, that had
succeeded to the fascinating attraction by which Margrave had before
conciliated a liking founded rather on admiration than esteem.

In order to avoid his visits I kept away from the study in which I had
habitually spent my mornings, and to which he had been accustomed to
so ready an access; and if he called at the front door, I directed
my servant to tell him that I was either from home or engaged. He
did attempt for the first few days to visit me as before, but when my
intention to shun him became thus manifest, desisted naturally enough,
as any other man so pointedly repelled would have done.

I abstained from all those houses in which I was likely to meet him,
and went my professional round of visits in a close carriage, so that I
might not be accosted by him in his walks.

One morning, a very few days after Strahan had shown me Sir Philip
Derval’s letter, I received a note from my old college acquaintance,
stating that he was going to Derval Court that afternoon; that he should
take with him the memoir which he had found, and begging me to visit
him at his new home the next day, and commence my inspection of the
manuscript. I consented eagerly.

That morning, on going my round, my carriage passed by another drawn up
to the pavement, and I recognized the figure of Margrave standing beside
the vehicle, and talking to some one seated within it. I looked back,
as my own carriage whirled rapidly by, and saw with uneasiness and
alarm that it was Richard Strahan to whom Margrave was thus familiarly
addressing himself. How had the two made acquaintance?

Was it not an outrage on Sir Philip Derval’s memory, that the heir he
had selected should be thus apparently intimate with the man whom he had
so sternly denounced? I became still more impatient to read the memoir:
in all probability it would give such explanations with respect to
Margrave’s antecedents, as, if not sufficing to criminate him of legal
offences, would at least effectually terminate any acquaintance between
Sir Philip’s successor and himself.

All my thoughts were, however, diverted to channels of far deeper
interest even than those in which my mind had of late been so
tumultuously whirled along, when, on returning home, I found a note from
Mrs. Ashleigh. She and Lilian had just come back to L----, sooner than
she had led me to anticipate. Lilian had not seemed quite well the last
day or two, and had been anxious to return.



CHAPTER XXXVII.

Let me recall it--softly,--softly! Let me recall that evening spent
with her!--that evening, the last before darkness rose between us like a
solid wall.

It was evening, at the close of summer. The sun had set, the twilight
was lingering still. We were in the old monastic garden,--garden so
quiet, so cool, so fragrant. She was seated on a bench under the one
great cedar-tree that rose sombre in the midst of the grassy lawn with
its little paradise of flowers. I had thrown myself on the sward at
her feet; her hand so confidingly lay in the clasp of mine. I see her
still,--how young, how fair, how innocent!

Strange, strange! So inexpressibly English; so thoroughly the creature
of our sober, homely life! The pretty delicate white robe that I touch
so timorously, and the ribbon-knots of blue that so well become the
soft colour of the fair cheek, the wavy silk of the brown hair! She is
murmuring low her answer to my trembling question.

“As well as when last we parted? Do you love me as well still?”

“There is no ‘still’ written here,” said she, softly pressing her hand
to her heart. “Yesterday is as to-morrow in the Forever.”

“Ah, Lilian! if I could reply to you in words as akin to poetry as your
own!”

“Fie! you who affect not to care for poetry!”

“That was before you went away; before I missed you from my eyes, from
my life; before I was quite conscious how precious you were to me, more
precious than common words can tell! Yes, there is one period in love
when all men are poets, however the penury of their language may belie
the luxuriance of their fancies. What would become of me if you ceased
to love me?”

“Or of me, if you could cease to love?”

“And somehow it seems to me this evening as if my heart drew nearer to
you,--nearer as if for shelter.”

“It is sympathy,” said she, with tremulous eagerness,--“that sort of
mysterious sympathy which I have often heard you deny or deride; for I,
too, feel drawn nearer to you, as if there were a storm at hand. I was
oppressed by an indescribable terror in returning home, and the moment I
saw you there came a sense of protection.”

Her head sank on my shoulder: we were silent some moments; then we both
rose by the same involuntary impulse, and round her slight form I twined
my strong arm of man. And now we are winding slow under the lilacs and
acacias that belt the lawn. Lilian has not yet heard of the murder,
which forms the one topic of the town, for all tales of violence and
blood affected her as they affect a fearful child. Mrs. Ashleigh,
therefore, had judiciously concealed from her the letters and the
journals by which the dismal news had been carried to herself. I need
scarcely say that the grim subject was not broached by me. In fact,
my own mind escaped from the events which had of late so perplexed
and tormented it; the tranquillity of the scene, the bliss of Lilian’s
presence, had begun to chase away even that melancholy foreboding which
had overshadowed me in the first moments of our reunion. So we came
gradually to converse of the future,--of the day, not far distant, when
we two should be as one. We planned our bridal excursion. We would visit
the scenes endeared to her by song, to me by childhood,--the banks
and waves of my native Windermere,--our one brief holiday before life
returned to labour, and hearts now so disquieted by hope and joy settled
down to the calm serenity of home.

As we thus talked, the moon, nearly rounded to her full, rose amidst
skies without a cloud. We paused to gaze on her solemn haunting beauty,
as where are the lovers who have not paused to gaze? We were then on the
terrace walk, which commanded a view of the town below. Before us was
a parapet wall, low on the garden side, but inaccessible on the outer
side, forming part of a straggling irregular street that made one of
the boundaries dividing Abbey Hill from Low Town. The lamps of the
thoroughfares, in many a line and row beneath us, stretched far away,
obscured, here and there, by intervening roofs and tall church towers.
The hum of the city came to our ears, low and mellowed into a lulling
sound. It was not displeasing to be reminded that there was a world
without, as close and closer we drew each to each,--worlds to one
another! Suddenly there carolled forth the song of a human voice,--a
wild, irregular, half-savage melody, foreign, uncomprehended words,--air
and words not new to me. I recognized the voice and chant of Margrave. I
started, and uttered an angry exclamation.

“Hush!” whispered Lilian, and I felt her frame shiver within my
encircling arm. “Hush! listen! Yes; I have heard that voice before--last
night--”

“Last night! you were not here; you were more than a hundred miles
away.”

“I heard it in a dream! Hush, hush!”

The song rose louder; impossible to describe its effect, in the midst
of the tranquil night, chiming over the serried rooftops, and under
the solitary moon. It was not like the artful song of man, for it was
defective in the methodical harmony of tune; it was not like the song of
the wild-bird, for it had no monotony in its sweetness: it was wandering
and various as the sounds from an AEolian harp. But it affected the
senses to a powerful degree, as in remote lands and in vast solitudes I
have since found the note of the mocking-bird, suddenly heard, affects
the listener half with delight, half with awe, as if some demon creature
of the desert were mimicking man for its own merriment. The chant now
had changed into an air of defying glee, of menacing exultation; it
might have been the triumphant war-song of some antique barbarian race.
The note was sinister; a shadow passed through me, and Lilian had closed
her eyes, and was sighing heavily; then with a rapid change, sweet as
the coo with which an Arab mother lulls her babe to sleep, the melody
died away. “There, there, look,” murmured Lilian, moving from me, “the
same I saw last night in sleep; the same I saw in the space above, on
the evening I first knew you!”

Her eyes were fixed, her hand raised; my look followed hers, and rested
on the face and form of Margrave. The moon shone full upon him, so full
as if concentrating all its light upon his image. The place on which
he stood (a balcony to the upper story of a house about fifty yards
distant) was considerably above the level of the terrace from which we
gazed on him. His arms were folded on his breast, and he appeared to be
looking straight towards us. Even at that distance, the lustrous youth
of his countenance appeared to me terribly distinct, and the light of
his wondrous eye seemed to rest upon us in one lengthened, steady ray
through the limpid moonshine. Involuntarily I seized Lilian’s hand, and
drew her away almost by force, for she was unwilling to move, and as
I led her back, she turned her head to look round; I, too, turned in
jealous rage! I breathed more freely. Margrave had disappeared!

“How came he there? It is not his hotel. Whose house is it?” I said
aloud, though speaking to myself.

Lilian remained silent, her eyes fixed upon the ground as if in deep
revery. I took her hand; it did not return my pressure. I felt cut to
the heart when she drew coldly from me that hand, till then so frankly
cordial. I stopped short: “Lilian, what is this? you are chilled towards
me. Can the mere sound of that man’s voice, the mere glimpse of that
man’s face, have--” I paused; I did not dare to complete my question.

Lilian lifted her eyes to mine, and I saw at once in those eyes a
change. Their look was cold; not haughty, but abstracted. “I do not
understand you,” she said, in a weary, listless accent. “It is growing
late; I must go in.”

So we walked on moodily, no longer arm in arm, nor hand in hand. Then it
occurred to me that, the next day, Lilian would be in that narrow world
of society; that there she could scarcely fail to hear of Margrave, to
meet, to know him. Jealousy seized me with all its imaginary terrors,
and amidst that jealousy, a nobler, purer apprehension for herself.
Had I been Lilian’s brother instead of her betrothed, I should not have
trembled less to foresee the shadow of Margrave’s mysterious influence
passing over a mind so predisposed to the charm which Mystery itself
has for those whose thoughts fuse their outlines in fancies, whose world
melts away into Dreamland. Therefore I spoke.

“Lilian, at the risk of offending you-alas! I have never done so before
this night--I must address to you a prayer which I implore you not to
regard as the dictate of a suspicion unworthy you and myself. The person
whom you have just heard and seen is, at present, much courted in the
circles of this town. I entreat you not to permit any one to introduce
him to you. I entreat you not to know him. I cannot tell you all my
reasons for this petition; enough that I pledge you my honour that those
reasons are grave. Trust, then, in my truth, as I trust in yours. Be
assured that I stretch not the rights which your heart has bestowed
upon mine in the promise I ask, as I shall be freed from all fear by a
promise which I know will be sacred when once it is given.”

“What promise?” asked Lilian, absently, as if she had not heard my
words.

“What promise? Why, to refuse all acquaintance with that man; his name
is Margrave. Promise me, dearest, promise me.”

“Why is your voice so changed?” said Lilian. “Its tone jars on my ear,”
 she added, with a peevishness so unlike her, that it startled me more
than it offended; and without a word further, she quickened her pace,
and entered the house.

For the rest of the evening we were both taciturn and distant towards
each other. In vain Mrs. Ashleigh kindly sought to break down our mutual
reserve. I felt that I had the right to be resentful, and I clung to
that right the more because Lilian made no attempt at reconciliation.
This, too, was wholly unlike herself, for her temper was ordinarily
sweet,--sweet to the extreme of meekness; saddened if the slightest
misunderstanding between us had ever vexed me, and yearning to ask
forgiveness if a look or a word had pained me. I was in hopes that,
before I went away, peace between us would be restored. But long ere her
usual hour for retiring to rest, she rose abruptly, and, complaining
of fatigue and headache, wished me “good-night,” and avoided the hand I
sorrowfully held out to her as I opened the door.

“You must have been very unkind to poor Lilian,” said Mrs. Ashleigh,
between jest and earnest, “for I never saw her so cross to you before.
And the first day of her return, too!”

“The fault is not mine,” said I, somewhat sullenly; “I did but ask
Lilian, and that as a humble prayer, not to make the acquaintance of
a stranger in this town against whom I have reasons for distrust and
aversion. I know not why that prayer should displease her.”

“Nor I. Who is the stranger?”

“A person who calls himself Margrave. Let me at least entreat you to
avoid him!”

“Oh, I have no desire to make acquaintance with strangers. But, now
Lilian is gone, do tell me all about this dreadful murder. The servants
are full of it, and I cannot keep it long concealed from Lilian. I was
in hopes that you would have broken it to her.”

I rose impatiently; I could not bear to talk thus of an event the
tragedy of which was associated in my mind with circumstances so
mysterious. I became agitated and even angry when Mrs. Ashleigh
persisted in rambling woman-like inquiries,--“Who was suspected of
the deed? Who did I think had committed it? What sort of a man was Sir
Philip? What was that strange story about a casket?” Breaking from such
interrogations, to which I could give but abrupt and evasive answers, I
seized my hat and took my departure.



CHAPTER XXXVIII.

Letter from Allen Fenwick to Lilian Ashleigh.


   “I have promised to go to Derval Court to-day, and shall not return
    till to-morrow.  I cannot bear the thought that so many hours should
    pass away with one feeling less kind than usual resting like a cloud
    upon you and me.  Lilian, if I offended you, forgive me!  Send me one
    line to say so!--one line which I can place next to my heart and
    cover with grateful kisses till we meet again!”

Reply.


   “I scarcely know what you mean, nor do I quite understand my own state
    of mind at this moment.  It cannot be that I love you less--and
    yet--but I will not write more now.  I feel glad that we shall not
    meet for the next day or so, and then I hope to be quite recovered.  I
    am not well at this moment.  Do not ask me to forgive you; but if it
    is I who am in fault, forgive me, oh, forgive me, Allen!”

And with this unsatisfactory note, not worn next to my heart, not
covered with kisses, but thrust crumpled into my desk like a creditor’s
unwelcome bill, I flung myself on my horse and rode to Derval Court.
I am naturally proud; my pride came now to my aid. I felt bitterly
indignant against Lilian, so indignant that I resolved on my return to
say to her, “If in those words, ‘And yet,’ you implied a doubt whether
you loved me less, I cancel your vows, I give you back your freedom.”
 And I could have passed from her threshold with a firm foot, though with
the certainty that I should never smile again.

Does her note seem to you who may read these pages to justify such
resentment? Perhaps not. But there is an atmosphere in the letters
of the one we love which we alone--we who love--can feel, and in the
atmosphere of that letter I felt the chill of the coming winter.

I reached the park lodge of Derval Court late in the day. I had occasion
to visit some patients whose houses lay scattered many miles apart,
and for that reason, as well as from the desire for some quick bodily
exercise which is so natural an effect of irritable perturbation of
mind, I had made the journey on horseback instead of using a carriage
that I could not have got through the lanes and field-paths by which
alone the work set to myself could be accomplished in time.

Just as I entered the park, an uneasy thought seized hold of me with
the strength which is ascribed to presentiments. I had passed through
my study (which has been so elaborately described) to my stables, as
I generally did when I wanted my saddle-horse, and, in so doing, had
doubtless left open the gate to the iron palisade, and probably the
window of the study itself. I had been in this careless habit for
several years, without ever once having cause for self-reproach. As I
before said, there was nothing in my study to tempt a thief; the
study was shut out from the body of the house, and the servant sure at
nightfall both to close the window and lock the gate; yet now, for the
first time, I felt an impulse, urgent, keen, and disquieting, to ride
back to the town, and see those precautions taken. I could not guess
why, but something whispered to me that my neglect had exposed me to
some great danger. I even checked my horse and looked at my watch; too
late!--already just on the stroke of Strahan’s dinner-hour as fixed in
his note; my horse, too, was fatigued and spent: besides, what folly!
what bearded man can believe in the warnings of a “presentiment”? I
pushed on, and soon halted before the old-fashioned flight of stairs
that led up to the Hall. Here I was accosted by the old steward; he had
just descended the stairs, and as I dismounted he thrust his arm into
mine unceremoniously, and drew me a little aside.

“Doctor, I was right; it was his ghost that I saw by the iron door of
the mausoleum. I saw it again at the same place last night, but I had no
fit then. Justice on his murderer! Blood for blood!”

“Ay!” said I, sternly; for if I suspected Margrave before, I felt
convinced now that the inexpiable deed was his. Wherefore convinced?
Simply because I now hated him more, and hate is so easily convinced!
“Lilian! Lilian!” I murmured to myself that name; the flame of my hate
was fed by my jealousy. “Ay!” said I, sternly, “murder will out.”

“What are the police about?” said the old man, querulously; “days pass
on days, and no nearer the truth. But what does the new owner care? He
has the rents and acres; what does he care for the dead? I will never
serve another master. I have just told Mr. Strahan so. How do I know
whether he did not do the deed? Who else had an interest in it?”

“Hush, hush!” I cried; “you do not know how wildly you are talking.”

The old man stared at me, shook his head, released my arm, and strode
away.

A labouring man came out of the garden, and having unbuckled the
saddle-bags, which contained the few things required for so short a
visit, I consigned my horse to his care, and ascended the perron.
The old housekeeper met me in the hall, and conducted me up the great
staircase, showed me into a bedroom prepared for me, and told me that
Mr. Strahan was already waiting dinner for me. I should find him in the
study. I hastened to join him. He began apologizing, very unnecessarily,
for the state of his establishment. He had as yet engaged no new
servants. The housekeeper with the help of a housemaid did all the work.

Richard Strahan at college had been as little distinguishable from other
young men as a youth neither rich nor poor, neither clever nor stupid,
neither handsome nor ugly, neither audacious sinner nor formal saint,
possibly could be.

Yet, to those who understood him well, he was not without some of those
moral qualities by which a youth of mediocre intellect often matures
into a superior man.

He was, as Sir Philip had been rightly informed, thoroughly honest
and upright. But with a strong sense of duty, there was also a certain
latent hardness. He was not indulgent. He had outward frankness with
acquaintances, but was easily roused to suspicion. He had much of the
thriftiness and self-denial of the North countryman, and I have no doubt
that he had lived with calm content and systematic economy on an income
which made him, as a bachelor, independent of his nominal profession,
but would not have sufficed, in itself, for the fitting maintenance of a
wife and family. He was, therefore, still single.

It seems to me even during the few minutes in which we conversed before
dinner was announced, that his character showed a new phase with his new
fortunes. He talked in a grandiose style of the duties of station and
the woes of wealth. He seemed to be very much afraid of spending, and
still more appalled at the idea of being cheated. His temper, too, was
ruffled; the steward had given him notice to quit. Mr. Jeeves, who had
spent the morning with him, had said the steward would be a great loss,
and a steward at once sharp and honest was not to be easily found.

What trifles can embitter the possession of great goods! Strahan had
taken a fancy to the old house; it was conformable to his notions, both
of comfort and pomp, and Sir Philip had expressed a desire that the old
house should be pulled down. Strahan had inspected the plans for the new
mansion to which Sir Philip had referred, and the plans did not please
him; on the contrary, they terrified.

“Jeeves says that I could not build such a house under L70,000 or
L80,000, and then it will require twice the establishment which will
suffice for this. I shall be ruined,” cried the man who had just come
into possession of at least ten thousand a year.

“Sir Philip did not enjoin you to pull down the old house; he only
advised you to do so. Perhaps he thought the site less healthy than
that which he proposes for a new building, or was aware of some other
drawback to the house, which you may discover later. Wait a little and
see before deciding.”

“But, at all events, I suppose I must pull down this curious old
room,--the nicest part of the old house!”

Strahan, as he spoke, looked wistfully round at the quaint oak
chimneypiece; the carved ceiling; the well-built solid walls, with
the large mullion casement, opening so pleasantly on the sequestered
gardens. He had ensconced himself in Sir Philip’s study, the chamber in
which the once famous mystic, Forman, had found a refuge.

“So cozey a room for a single man!” sighed Strahan. “Near the stables
and dog-kennels, too! But I suppose I must pull it down. I am not bound
to do so legally; it is no condition of the will. But in honour and
gratitude I ought not to disobey poor Sir Philip’s positive injunction.”

“Of that,” said I, gravely, “there cannot be a doubt.” Here our
conversation was interrupted by Mrs. Gates, who informed us that dinner
was served in the library. Wine of great age was brought from the long
neglected cellars; Strahan filled and re-filled his glass, and, warmed
into hilarity, began to talk of bringing old college friends around him
in the winter season, and making the roof-tree ring with laughter and
song once more.

Time wore away, and night had long set in, when Strahan at last rose
from the table, his speech thick and his tongue unsteady. We returned to
the study, and I reminded my host of the special object of my visit to
him,--namely, the inspection of Sir Philip’s manuscript.

“It is tough reading,” said Strahan; “better put it off till tomorrow.
You will stay here two or three days.”

“No; I must return to L---- to-morrow. I cannot absent myself from
my patients. And it is the more desirable that no time should be lost
before examining the contents of the manuscript, because probably they
may give some clew to the detection of the murderer.”

“Why do you think that?” cried Strahan, startled from the drowsiness
that was creeping over him.

“Because the manuscript may show that Sir Philip had some enemy, and who
but an enemy could have had a motive for such a crime? Come, bring forth
the book. You of all men are bound to be alert in every research
that may guide the retribution of justice to the assassin of your
benefactor.”

“Yes, yes. I will offer a reward of L5,000 for the discovery. Allen,
that wretched old steward had the insolence to tell me that I was the
only man in the world who could have an interest in the death of his
master; and he looked at me as if he thought that I had committed
the crime. You are right; it becomes me, of all men, to be alert. The
assassin must be found. He must hang.”

While thus speaking, Strahan had risen, unlocked a desk, which stood on
one of the safes, and drawn forth a thick volume, the contents of which
were protected by a clasp and lock. Strahan proceeded to open this lock
by one of a bunch of keys, which he said had been found on Sir Philip’s
person.

“There, Allen, this is the memoir. I need not tell you what store I
place on it,--not, between you and me, that I expect it will warrant
poor Sir Philip’s high opinion of his own scientific discoveries; that
part of his letter seems to me very queer, and very flighty. But he
evidently set his heart on the publication of his work, in part if
not in whole; and, naturally, I must desire to comply with a wish so
distinctly intimated by one to whom I owe so much. I beg you, therefore,
not to be too fastidious. Some valuable hints in medicine, I have reason
to believe, the manuscript will contain, and those may help you in your
profession, Allen.”

“You have reason to believe! Why?”

“Oh, a charming young fellow, who, with most of the other gentry
resident at L----, called on me at my hotel, told me that he had
travelled in the East, and had there heard much of Sir Philip’s
knowledge of chemistry, and the cures it had enabled him to perform.”

“You speak of Mr. Margrave. He called on you?”

“Yes.”

“You did not, I trust, mention to him the existence of Sir Philip’s
manuscript.”

“Indeed I did; and I said you had promised to examine it. He seemed
delighted at that, and spoke most highly of your peculiar fitness for
the task.”

“Give me the manuscript,” said I, abruptly, “and after I have looked at
it to-night, I may have something to say to you tomorrow in reference to
Mr. Margrave.”

“There is the book,” said Strahan; “I have just glanced at it, and find
much of it written in Latin; and I am ashamed to say that I have so
neglected the little Latin I learned in our college days that I could
not construe what I looked at.”

I sat down and placed the book before me; Strahan fell into a doze, from
which he was wakened by the housekeeper, who brought in the tea-things.

“Well,” said Strahan, languidly, “do you find much in the book that
explains the many puzzling riddles in poor Sir Philip’s eccentric life
and pursuits?”

“Yes,” said I. “Do not interrupt me.”

Strahan again began to doze, and the housekeeper asked if we should want
anything more that night, and if I thought I could find my way to my
bedroom.

I dismissed her impatiently, and continued to read. Strahan woke up
again as the clock struck eleven, and finding me still absorbed in the
manuscript, and disinclined to converse, lighted his candle, and telling
me to replace the manuscript in the desk when I had done with it, and be
sure to lock the desk and take charge of the key, which he took off the
bunch and gave me, went upstairs, yawning.

I was alone in the wizard Forman’s chamber, and bending over a stranger
record than had ever excited my infant wonder, or, in later years,
provoked my sceptic smile.



CHAPTER XXXIX.

The Manuscript was written in a small and peculiar handwriting, which,
though evidently by the same person whose letter to Strahan I had read,
was, whether from haste or some imperfection in the ink, much more hard
to decipher. Those parts of the Memoir which related to experiments, or
alleged secrets in Nature, that the writer intimated a desire to submit
exclusively to scholars or men of science, were in Latin,--and Latin
which, though grammatically correct, was frequently obscure. But all
that detained the eye and attention on the page necessarily served to
impress the contents more deeply on remembrance.

The narrative commenced with the writer’s sketch of his childhood. Both
his parents had died before he attained his seventh year. The orphan
had been sent by his guardians to a private school, and his holidays had
been passed at Derval Court. Here his earliest reminiscences were those
of the quaint old room, in which I now sat, and of his childish wonder
at the inscription on the chimneypiece--who and what was the Simon
Forman who had there found a refuge from persecution? Of what nature
were the studies he had cultivated, and the discoveries he boasted to
have made?

When he was about sixteen, Philip Derval had begun to read the many
mystic books which the library contained; but without other result
on his mind than the sentiment of disappointment and disgust. The
impressions produced on the credulous imagination of childhood vanished.
He went to the University; was sent abroad to travel: and on his return
took that place in the circles of London which is so readily conceded to
a young idler of birth and fortune. He passed quickly over that period
of his life, as one of extravagance and dissipation, from which he was
first drawn by the attachment for his cousin to which his letter to
Strahan referred. Disappointed in the hopes which that affection had
conceived, and his fortune impaired, partly by some years of reckless
profusion, and partly by the pecuniary sacrifices at which he had
effected his cousin’s marriage with another, he retired to Derval Court,
to live there in solitude and seclusion. On searching for some old
title-deeds required for a mortgage, he chanced upon a collection of
manuscripts much discoloured, and, in part, eaten away by moth or damp.
These, on examination, proved to be the writings of Forman. Some of
them were astrological observations and predictions; some were upon the
nature of the Cabbala; some upon the invocation of spirits and the magic
of the dark ages. All had a certain interest, for they were interspersed
with personal remarks, anecdotes of eminent actors in a very stirring
time, and were composed as Colloquies, in imitation of Erasmus,--the
second person in the dialogue being Sir Miles Derval, the patron and
pupil; the first person being Forman, the philosopher and expounder.

But along with these shadowy lucubrations were treatises of a more
uncommon and a more startling character,--discussions on various occult
laws of nature, and detailed accounts of analytical experiments. These
opened a new, and what seemed to Sir Philip a practical, field of
inquiry,--a true border-land between natural science and imaginative
speculation. Sir Philip had cultivated philosophical science at the
University; he resumed the study, and tested himself the truth of
various experiments suggested by Forman. Some, to his surprise, proved
successful, some wholly failed. These lucubrations first tempted the
writer of the memoir towards the studies in which the remainder of his
life had been consumed. But he spoke of the lucubrations themselves
as valuable only where suggestive of some truths which Forman had
accidentally approached, without being aware of their true nature and
importance. They were debased by absurd puerilities, and vitiated by the
vain and presumptuous ignorance which characterized the astrology of the
middle ages. For these reasons the writer intimated his intention (if
he lived to return to England) to destroy Forman’s manuscripts, together
with sundry other books, and a few commentaries of his own upon studies
which had for a while misled him,--all now deposited in the safes of the
room in which I sat.

After some years passed in the retirement of Derval Court, Sir Philip
was seized with the desire to travel, and the taste he had imbibed for
occult studies led him towards those Eastern lands in which they took
their origin, and still retain their professors.

Several pages of the manuscript were now occupied with minute statements
of the writer’s earlier disappointment in the objects of his singular
research. The so-called magicians, accessible to the curiosity of
European travellers, were either but ingenious jugglers, or produced
effects that perplexed him by practices they had mechanically learned,
but of the rationale of which they were as ignorant as himself. It was
not till he had resided some considerable time in the East, and acquired
a familiar knowledge of its current languages and the social habits of
its various populations, that he became acquainted with men in whom he
recognized earnest cultivators of the lore which tradition ascribes to
the colleges and priesthoods of the ancient world,--men generally living
remote from others, and seldom to be bribed by money to exhibit their
marvels or divulge their secrets. In his intercourse with these sages,
Sir Philip arrived at the conviction that there does exist an art of
magic, distinct from the guile of the conjuror, and applying to certain
latent powers and affinities in nature,--a philosophy akin to that which
we receive in our acknowledged schools, inasmuch as it is equally based
on experiment, and produces from definite causes definite results. In
support of this startling proposition, Sir Philip now devoted more than
half his volume to the details of various experiments, to the process
and result of which he pledged his guarantee as the actual operator. As
most of these alleged experiments appeared to me wholly incredible, and
as all of them were unfamiliar to my practical experience, and
could only be verified or falsified by tests that would require no
inconsiderable amount of time and care, I passed with little heed over
the pages in which they were set forth. I was impatient to arrive at
that part of the manuscript which might throw light on the mystery in
which my interest was the keenest. What were the links which connected
the existence of Margrave with the history of Sir Philip Derval? Thus
hurrying on, page after page, I suddenly, towards the end of the volume,
came upon a name that arrested all my attention,--Haroun of Aleppo. He
who has read the words addressed to me in my trance may well conceive
the thrill that shot through my heart when I came upon that name, and
will readily understand how much more vividly my memory retains that
part of the manuscript to which I now proceed, than all which had gone
before.


   “It was,” wrote Sir Philip, “in an obscure suburb of Aleppo that I at
    length met with the wonderful man from whom I have acquired a
    knowledge immeasurably more profound and occult than that which may be
    tested in the experiments to which I have devoted so large a share of
    this memoir.  Haroun of Aleppo had, indeed, mastered every secret in
    nature which the nobler, or theurgic, magic seeks to fathom.

   “He had discovered the great Principle of Animal Life, which had
    hitherto baffled the subtlest anatomist.  Provided only that the great
    organs were not irreparably destroyed, there was no disease that he
    could not cure; no decrepitude to which he could not restore vigour:
    yet his science was based on the same theory as that espoused by the
    best professional practitioner of medicine, namely, that the true art
    of healing is to assist nature to throw off the disease; to summon, as
    it were, the whole system to eject the enemy that has fastened on a
    part.  And thus his processes, though occasionally varying in the
    means employed, all combined in this,--namely, the re-invigourating
    and recruiting of the principle of life.”

No one knew the birth or origin of Haroun; no one knew his age. In
outward appearance he was in the strength and prime of mature manhood;
but, according to testimonies in which the writer of the memoir
expressed a belief that, I need scarcely say, appeared to me egregiously
credulous, Haroun’s existence under the same name, and known by the same
repute, could be traced back to more than a hundred years. He told Sir
Philip that he had thrice renewed his own life, and had resolved to do
so no more; he had grown weary of living on. With all his gifts, Haroun
owned himself to be consumed by a profound melancholy. He complained
that there was nothing new to him under the sun; he said that, while
he had at his command unlimited wealth, wealth had ceased to bestow
enjoyment, and he preferred living as simply as a peasant; he had tired
out all the affections and all the passions of the human heart; he was
in the universe as in a solitude. In a word, Haroun would often repeat,
with mournful solemnity: “‘The soul is not meant to inhabit this earth
and in fleshy tabernacle for more than the period usually assigned to
mortals; and when by art in repairing the walls of the body we so retain
it, the soul repines, becomes inert or dejected. He only,” said Haroun,
“would feel continued joy in continued existence who could preserve in
perfection the sensual part of man, with such mind or reason as may
be independent of the spiritual essence, but whom soul itself has
quitted!--man, in short, as the grandest of the animals, but without the
sublime discontent of earth, which is the peculiar attribute of soul.”

One evening Sir Philip was surprised to find at Haroun’s house another
European. He paused in his narrative to describe this man. He said
that for three or four years previously he had heard frequent mention,
amongst the cultivators of magic, of an orientalized Englishman engaged
in researches similar to his own, and to whom was ascribed a terrible
knowledge in those branches of the art which, even in the East, are
condemned as instrumental to evil. Sir Philip here distinguished at
length, as he had so briefly distinguished in his conversation with me,
between the two kinds of magic,--that which he alleged to be as pure
from sin as any other species of experimental knowledge, and that by
which the agencies of witchcraft are invoked for the purposes of guilt.

The Englishman, to whom the culture of this latter and darker kind of
magic was ascribed, Sir Philip Derval had never hitherto come across. He
now met him at the house of Haroun; decrepit, emaciated, bowed down with
infirmities, and racked with pain. Though little more than sixty, his
aspect was that of extreme old age; but still on his face there were
seen the ruins of a once singular beauty, and still, in his mind, there
was a force that contrasted the decay of the body. Sir Philip had never
met with an intellect more powerful and more corrupt. The son of a
notorious usurer, heir to immense wealth, and endowed with the talents
which justify ambition, he had entered upon life burdened with the
odium of his father’s name. A duel, to which he had been provoked by
an ungenerous taunt on his origin, but in which a temperament fiercely
vindictive had led him to violate the usages prescribed by the social
laws that regulate such encounters, had subjected him to a trial in
which he escaped conviction either by a flaw in the technicalities of
legal procedure, or by the compassion of the jury;(1) but the moral
presumptions against him were sufficiently strong to set an indelible
brand on his honour, and an insurmountable barrier to the hopes which
his early ambition had conceived. After this trial he had quitted his
country, to return to it no more. Thenceforth, much of his life had been
passed out of sight or conjecture of civilized men in remote regions and
amongst barbarous tribes. At intervals, however, he had reappeared in
European capitals; shunned by and shunning his equals, surrounded by
parasites, amongst whom were always to be found men of considerable
learning, whom avarice or poverty subjected to the influences of
his wealth. For the last nine or ten years he had settled in Persia,
purchased extensive lands, maintained the retinue, and exercised more
than the power of an Oriental prince. Such was the man who, prematurely
worn out, and assured by physicians that he had not six weeks of life,
had come to Aleppo with the gaudy escort of an Eastern satrap, had
caused himself to be borne in his litter to the mud-hut of Haroun the
Sage, and now called on the magician, in whose art was his last hope, to
reprieve him from the--grave.

He turned round to Sir Philip, when the latter entered the room, and
exclaimed in English, “I am here because you are. Your intimacy with
this man was known to me. I took your character as the guarantee of his
own. Tell me that I am no credulous dupe. Tell him that I, Louis Grayle,
am no needy petitioner. Tell me of his wisdom; assure him of my wealth.”

Sir Philip looked inquiringly at Haroun, who remained seated on his
carpet in profound silence.

“What is it you ask of Haroun?”

“To live on--to live on! For every year of life he can give me, I will
load these floors with gold.”

“Gold will not tempt Haroun.”

“What will?”

“Ask him yourself; you speak his language.”

“I have asked him; he vouchsafes me no answer.”

Haroun here suddenly roused himself as from a revery. He drew from under
his robe a small phial, from which he let fall a single drop into a
cup of water, and said, “Drink this; send to me tomorrow for such
medicaments as I may prescribe. Return hither yourself in three days;
not before!”

When Grayle was gone, Sir Philip, moved to pity, asked Haroun if,
indeed, it were within the compass of his art to preserve life in a
frame that appeared so thoroughly exhausted. Haroun answered, “A
fever may so waste the lamp of life that one ruder gust of air could
extinguish the flame, yet the sick man recovers. This sick man’s
existence has been one long fever; this sick man can recover.”

“You will aid him to do so?”

“Three days hence I will tell you.”

On the third day Grayle revisited Haroun, and, at Haroun’s request,
Sir Philip came also. Grayle declared that he had already derived
unspeakable relief from the remedies administered; he was lavish in
expressions of gratitude; pressed large gifts on Haroun, and seemed
pained when they were refused. This time Haroun conversed freely,
drawing forth Grayle’s own irregular, perverted, stormy, but powerful
intellect.

I can best convey the general nature of Grayle’s share in the dialogue
between himself, Haroun, and Derval--recorded in the narrative in words
which I cannot trust my memory to repeat in detail--by stating the
effect it produced on my own mind. It seemed, while I read, as if
there passed before me some convulsion of Nature,--a storm, an
earthquake,--outcries of rage, of scorn, of despair, a despot’s
vehemence of will, a rebel’s scoff at authority; yet, ever and anon,
some swell of lofty thought, some burst of passionate genius,--abrupt
variations from the vaunt of superb defiance to the wail of intense
remorse.

The whole had in it, I know not what of uncouth but colossal,--like the
chant, in the old lyrical tragedy, of one of those mythical giants, who,
proud of descent from Night and Chaos, had held sway over the elements,
while still crude and conflicting, to be crushed under the rocks,
upheaved in their struggle, as Order and Harmony subjected a brightening
Creation to the milder influences throned in Olympus. But it was not
till the later passages of the dialogue in which my interest was now
absorbed, that the language ascribed to this sinister personage lost
a gloomy pathos not the less impressive for the awe with which it was
mingled. For, till then, it seemed to me as if in that tempestuous
nature there were still broken glimpses of starry light; that a
character originally lofty, if irregular and fierce, had been embittered
by early and continuous war with the social world, and had, in that
war, become maimed and distorted; that, under happier circumstances, its
fiery strength might have been disciplined to good; that even now,
where remorse was so evidently poignant, evil could not be irredeemably
confirmed.

At length all the dreary compassion previously inspired vanished in one
unqualified abhorrence.

The subjects discussed changed from those which, relating to the common
world of men, were within the scope of my reason. Haroun led his
wild guest to boast of his own proficiency in magic, and, despite my
incredulity, I could not overcome the shudder with which fictions,
however extravagant, that deal with that dark Unknown abandoned to the
chimeras of poets, will, at night and in solitude, send through the
veins of men the least accessible to imaginary terrors.

Grayle spoke of the power he had exercised through the agency of evil
spirits,--a power to fascinate and to destroy. He spoke of the aid
revealed to him, now too late, which such direful allies could afford,
not only to a private revenge, but to a kingly ambition. Had he acquired
the knowledge he declared himself to possess before the feebleness of
the decaying body made it valueless, how he could have triumphed over
that world which had expelled his youth from its pale! He spoke of means
by which his influence could work undetected on the minds of others,
control agencies that could never betray, and baffle the justice that
could never discover. He spoke vaguely of a power by which a spectral
reflection of the material body could be cast, like a shadow, to a
distance; glide through the walls of a prison, elude the sentinels of
a camp,--a power that he asserted to be when enforced by concentrated
will, and acting on the mind, where in each individual temptation
found mind the weakest--almost infallible in its effect to seduce or to
appall. And he closed these and similar boasts of demoniacal arts, which
I remember too obscurely to repeat, with a tumultuous imprecation on
their nothingness to avail against the gripe of death. All this lore he
would communicate to Haroun, in return for what? A boon shared by the
meanest peasant,--life, common life; to breathe yet a while the air,
feel yet a while the sun.

Then Haroun replied. He said, with a quiet disdain, that the dark art to
which Grayle made such boastful pretence was the meanest of all abuses
of knowledge, rightly abandoned, in all ages, to the vilest natures. And
then, suddenly changing his tone, he spoke, so far as I can remember the
words assigned to him in the manuscript, to this effect,--

“Fallen and unhappy wretch, and you ask me for prolonged life!--a
prolonged curse to the world and to yourself. Shall I employ spells to
lengthen the term of the Pestilence, or profane the secrets of Nature to
restore vigour and youth to the failing energies of Crime?”

Grayle, as if stunned by the rebuke, fell on his knees with despairing
entreaties that strangely contrasted his previous arrogance. “And it
was,” he said, “because his life had been evil that he dreaded death. If
life could be renewed he would repent, he would change; he retracted his
vaunts, he would forsake the arts he had boasted, he would re-enter the
world as its benefactor.”

“So ever the wicked man lies to himself when appalled by the shadow of
death,” answered Haroun. “But know, by the remorse which preys on thy
soul, that it is not thy soul that addresses this prayer to me. Couldst
thou hear, through the storms of the Mind, the Soul’s melancholy
whisper, it would dissuade thee from a wish to live on. While I speak,
I behold it, that Soul,--sad for the stains on its essence, awed by the
account it must render, but dreading, as the direst calamity, a renewal
of years below, darker stains and yet heavier accounts! Whatever the
sentence it may now undergo, it has a hope for mercy in the remorse
which the mind vainly struggles to quell. But darker its doom if longer
retained to earth, yoked to the mind that corrupts it, and enslaved to
the senses which thou bidst me restore to their tyrannous forces.”

And Grayle bowed his head and covered his face with his hands in silence
and in trembling.

Then Sir Philip, seized with compassion, pleaded for him. “At least,
could not the soul have longer time on earth for repentance?” And while
Sir Philip was so pleading, Grayle fell prostrate in a swoon like that
of death. When he recovered, his head was leaning on Haroun’s knee, and
his opening eyes fixed on the glittering phial which Haroun held, and
from which his lips had been moistened.

“Wondrous!” he murmured: “how I feel life flowing back to me. And that,
then, is the elixir! it is no fable!”

His hands stretched greedily as to seize the phial, and he cried
imploringly, “More, more!” Haroun replaced the vessel in the folds of
his robe, and answered,--

“I will not renew thy youth, but I will release thee from bodily
suffering: I will leave the mind and the soul free from the pangs of
the flesh, to reconcile, if yet possible, their long war. My skill may
afford thee months yet for repentance; Seek, in that interval, to
atone for the evil of sixty years; apply thy wealth where it may most
compensate for injury done, most relieve the indigent, and most aid the
virtuous. Listen to thy remorse; humble thyself in prayer.”

Grayle departed, sighing heavily and muttering to himself. The next day
Haroun summoned Sir Philip Derval, and said to him,--

“Depart to Damascus. In that city the Pestilence has appeared. Go
thither thou, to heal and to save. In this casket are stored the surest
antidotes to the poison of the plague. Of that essence, undiluted and
pure, which tempts to the undue prolongation of soul in the prison of
flesh, this casket contains not a drop. I curse not my friend with so
mournful a boon. Thou hast learned enough of my art to know by what
simples the health of the temperate is easily restored to its balance,
and their path to the grave smoothed from pain. Not more should Man
covet from Nature for the solace and weal of the body. Nobler gifts far
than aught for the body this casket contains. Herein are the essences
which quicken the life of those duplicate senses that lie dormant
and coiled in their chrysalis web, awaiting the wings of a future
development,--the senses by which we can see, though not with the eye,
and hear, but not by the ear. Herein are the links between Man’s mind
and Nature’s; herein are secrets more precious even than these,--those
extracts of light which enable the Soul to distinguish itself from the
Mind, and discriminate the spiritual life, not more from life carnal
than life intellectual. Where thou seest some noble intellect, studious
of Nature, intent upon Truth, yet ignoring the fact that all animal life
has a mind and Man alone on the earth ever asked, and has asked, from
the hour his step trod the earth, and his eye sought the Heaven, ‘Have
I not a soul; can it perish?’--there, such aids to the soul, in the
innermost vision vouchsafed to the mind, thou mayst lawfully use. But
the treasures contained in this casket are like all which a mortal can
win from the mines he explores,--good or ill in their uses as they pass
to the hands of the good or the evil. Thou wilt never confide them but
to those who will not abuse! and even then, thou art an adept too versed
in the mysteries of Nature not to discriminate between the powers that
may serve the good to good ends, and the powers that may tempt the
good--where less wise than experience has made thee and me--to the ends
that are evil; and not even to thy friend the most virtuous--if less
proof against passion than thou and I have become--wilt thou confide
such contents of the casket as may work on the fancy, to deafen the
conscience and imperil the soul.”

Sir Philip took the casket, and with it directions for use, which he did
not detail. He then spoke to Haroun about Louis Grayle, who had inspired
him with a mingled sentiment of admiration and abhorrence, of pity and
terror. And Haroun answered thus, repeating the words ascribed to
him, so far as I can trust, in regard to them--as to all else in this
marvellous narrative--to a memory habitually tenacious even in ordinary
matters, and strained to the utmost extent of its power, by the
strangeness of the ideas presented to it, and the intensity of my
personal interest in whatever admitted a ray into that cloud which,
gathering fast over my reason, now threatened storm to my affections,--

“When the mortal deliberately allies himself to the spirits of evil,
he surrenders the citadel of his being to the guard of its enemies; and
those who look from without can only dimly guess what passes within
the precincts abandoned to Powers whose very nature we shrink to
contemplate, lest our mere gaze should invite them. This man, whom thou
pitiest, is not yet everlastingly consigned to the fiends, because
his soul still struggles against them. His life has been one long war
between his intellect, which is mighty, and his spirit, which is feeble.
The intellect, armed and winged by the passions, has besieged and
oppressed the soul; but the soul has never ceased to repine and to
repent. And at moments it has gained its inherent ascendancy, persuaded
revenge to drop the prey it had seized, turned the mind astray from
hatred and wrath into unwonted paths of charity and love. In the long
desert of guilt, there have been green spots and fountains of good. The
fiends have occupied the intellect which invoked them, but they have
never yet thoroughly mastered the soul which their presence appalls. In
the struggle that now passes within that breast, amidst the flickers of
waning mortality, only Allah, whose eye never slumbers, can aid.”

Haroun then continued, in words yet more strange and yet more deeply
graved in my memory,--

“There have been men (thou mayst have known such), who, after an illness
in which life itself seemed suspended, have arisen, as out of a sleep,
with characters wholly changed. Before, perhaps, gentle and good and
truthful, they now become bitter, malignant, and false. To the persons
and the things they had before loved, they evince repugnance and
loathing. Sometimes this change is so marked and irrational that their
kindred ascribe it to madness,--not the madness which affects them in
the ordinary business of life, but that which turns into harshness and
discord the moral harmony that results from natures whole and complete.
But there are dervishes who hold that in that illness, which had for its
time the likeness of death, the soul itself has passed away, and an evil
genius has fixed itself into the body and the brain, thus left void of
their former tenant, and animates them in the unaccountable change from
the past to the present existence. Such mysteries have formed no part
of my study, and I tell you the conjecture received in the East without
hazarding a comment whether of incredulity or belief. But if, in this
war between the mind which the fiends have seized, and the soul which
implores refuge of Allah; if, while the mind of yon traveller now
covets life lengthened on earth for the enjoyments it had perverted
its faculties to seek and to find in sin, and covets so eagerly that it
would shrink from no crime and revolt from no fiend that could promise
the gift, the soul shudderingly implores to be saved from new guilt,
and would rather abide by the judgment of Allah on the sins that have
darkened it than pass forever irredeemably away to the demons,--if this
be so, what if the soul’s petition be heard; what if it rise from the
ruins around it; what if the ruins be left to the witchcraft that seeks
to rebuild them? There, if demons might enter, that which they sought
as their prize has escaped them; that which they find would mock them by
its own incompleteness even in evil. In vain might animal life the most
perfect be given to the machine of the flesh; in vain might the mind,
freed from the check of the soul, be left to roam at will through a
brain stored with memories of knowledge and skilled in the command of
its faculties; in vain, in addition to all that body and brain bestow on
the normal condition of man, might unhallowed reminiscences gather all
the arts and the charms of the sorcery by which the fiends tempted the
soul, before it fled, through the passions of flesh and the cravings of
mind: the Thing, thus devoid of a soul, would be an instrument of evil,
doubtless,--but an instrument that of itself could not design, invent,
and complete. The demons themselves could have no permanent hold on
the perishable materials. They might enter it for some gloomy end which
Allah permits in his inscrutable wisdom; but they could leave it no
trace when they pass from it, because there is no conscience where
soul is wanting. The human animal without soul, but otherwise made
felicitously perfect in its mere vital organization, might ravage and
destroy, as the tiger and the serpent may destroy and ravage, and,
the moment after, would sport in the sunlight harmless and rejoicing,
because, like the serpent and the tiger, it is incapable of remorse.”

“Why startle my wonder,” said Derval, “with so fantastic an image?”

“Because, possibly, the image may come into palpable form! I know, while
I speak to thee, that this miserable man is calling to his aid the evil
sorcery over which he boasts his control. To gain the end he desires, he
must pass through a crime. Sorcery whispers to him how to pass
through it, secure from the detection of man. The soul resists, but
in resisting, is weak against the tyranny of the mind to which it has
submitted so long. Question me no more. But if I vanish from thine eyes,
if thou hear that the death which, to my sorrow and in my foolishness I
have failed to recognize as the merciful minister of Heaven, has removed
me at last from the earth, believe that the pale Visitant was welcome,
and that I humbly accept as a blessed release the lot of our common
humanity.”

Sir Philip went to Damascus. There he found the pestilence raging, there
he devoted himself to the cure of the afflicted; in no single instance,
so at least he declared, did the antidotes stored in the casket fail in
their effect. The pestilence had passed, his medicaments were exhausted,
when the news reached him that Haroun was no more. The Sage had been
found, one morning, lifeless in his solitary home, and, according to
popular rumour, marks on his throat betrayed the murderous hand of the
strangler. Simultaneously, Louis Grayle had disappeared from the city,
and was supposed to have shared the fate of Haroun, and been secretly
buried by the assassins who had deprived him of life. Sir Philip
hastened to Aleppo. There he ascertained that on the night in which
Haroun died, Grayle did not disappear alone; with him were also missing
two of his numerous suite,--the one, an Arab woman, named Ayesha, who
had for some years been his constant companion, his pupil and associate
in the mystic practices to which his intellect had been debased, and who
was said to have acquired a singular influence over him, partly by
her beauty and partly by the tenderness with which she had nursed him
through his long decline; the other, an Indian, specially assigned
to her service, of whom all the wild retainers of Grayle spoke with
detestation and terror. He was believed by them to belong to that
murderous sect of fanatics whose existence as a community has only
recently been made known to Europe, and who strangle their unsuspecting
victim in the firm belief that they thereby propitiate the favour of the
goddess they serve. The current opinion at Aleppo was, that if those
two persons had conspired to murder Haroun, perhaps for the sake of the
treasures he was said to possess, it was still more certain that they
had made away with their own English lord, whether for the sake of the
jewels he wore about him, or for the sake of treasures less doubtful
than those imputed to Haroun, and of which the hiding-place would be to
them much better known.


   “I did not share that opinion,” wrote the narrator, “for I assured
    myself that Ayesha sincerely loved her awful master; and that love
    need excite no wonder, for Louis Grayle was one whom if a woman, and
    especially a woman of the East, had once loved, before old age and
    infirmity fell on him, she would love and cherish still more devotedly
    when it became her task to protect the being who, in his day of power
    and command, had exalted his slave into the rank of his pupil and
    companion.  And the Indian whom Grayle had assigned to her service was
    allowed to have that brute kind of fidelity which, though it recoils
    from no crime for a master, refuses all crime against him.

   “I came to the conclusion that Haroun had been murdered by order
    of Louis Grayle,--for the sake of the elixir of life,--murdered by
    Juma the Strangler; and that Grayle himself had been aided in his
    flight from Aleppo, and tended, through the effects of the
    life-giving drug thus murderously obtained, by the womanly love of the
    Arab woman Ayesha.  These convictions (since I could not, without
    being ridiculed as the wildest of dupes, even hint at the vital
    elixir) I failed to impress on the Eastern officials, or even on a
    countryman of my own whom I chanced to find at Aleppo.  They only
    arrived at what seemed the common-sense verdict,--namely, that Haroun
    might have been strangled, or might have died in a fit (the body,
    little examined, was buried long before I came to Aleppo); and that
    Louis Grayle was murdered by his own treacherous dependents.  But all
    trace of the fugitives was lost.

   “And now,” wrote Sir Philip, “I will state by what means I discovered
    that Louis Grayle still lived,--changed from age into youth; a new
    form, a new being; realizing, I verily believe, the image which
    Haroun’s words had raised up, in what then seemed to me the
    metaphysics of fantasy,---criminal, without consciousness of crime;
    the dreadest of the mere animal race; an incarnation of the blind
    powers of Nature,--beautiful and joyous, wanton and terrible and
    destroying!  Such as ancient myths have personified in the idols of
    Oriental creeds; such as Nature, of herself, might form man in her
    moments of favour, if man were wholly the animal, and spirit were no
    longer the essential distinction between himself and the races to
    which by superior formation and subtler perceptions he would still be
    the king.

   “But this being is yet more dire and portentous than the mere animal
    man, for in him are not only the fragmentary memories of a pristine
    intelligence which no mind, unaided by the presence of soul, could
    have originally compassed, but amidst that intelligence are the
    secrets of the magic which is learned through the agencies of spirits
    the most hostile to our race.  And who shall say whether the fiends do
    not enter at their will this void and deserted temple whence the soul
    has departed, and use as their tools, passive and unconscious, all the
    faculties which, skilful in sorcery, still place a mind at the
    control of their malice?

   “It was in the interest excited in me by the strange and terrible fate
    that befell an Armenian family with which I was slightly acquainted,
    that I first traced--in the creature I am now about to describe, and
    whose course I devote myself to watch, and trust to bring to a
    close--the murderer of Haroun for the sake of the elixir of youth.

   “In this Armenian family there were three daughters; one of them--”

I had just read thus far when a dim shadow fell over the page, and a
cold air seemed to breathe on me,--cold, so cold, that my blood halted
in my veins as if suddenly frozen! Involuntarily I started, and looked
up, sure that some ghastly presence was in the room. And then, on the
opposite side of the wall, I beheld an unsubstantial likeness of a human
form. Shadow I call it, but the word is not strictly correct, for it was
luminous, though with a pale shine. In some exhibition in London
there is shown a curious instance of optical illusion; at the end of
a corridor you see, apparently in strong light, a human skull. You are
convinced it is there as you approach; it is, however, only a reflection
from a skull at a distance. The image before me was less vivid, less
seemingly prominent than is the illusion I speak of. I was not deceived.
I felt it was a spectrum, a phantasm; but I felt no less surely that it
was a reflection from an animate form,--the form and face of Margrave;
it was there, distinct, unmistakable. Conceiving that he himself must
be behind me, I sought to rise, to turn round, to examine. I could not
move: limb and muscle were overmastered by some incomprehensible
spell. Gradually my senses forsook me; I became unconscious as well as
motionless. When I recovered, I heard the clock strike three. I must
have been nearly two hours insensible! The candles before me were
burning low. My eyes rested on the table; the dead man’s manuscript was
gone!

(1) The reader will here observe a discrepancy between Mrs. Poyntz’s
account and Sir Philip Derval’s narrative. According to the former,
Louis Grayle was tried in his absence from England, and sentenced
to three years’ imprisonment, which his flight enabled him to evade.
According to the latter, Louis Grayle stood his trial, and obtained an
acquittal. Sir Philip’s account must, at least, be nearer the truth than
the lady’s, because Louis Grayle could not, according to English law,
have been tried on a capital charge without being present in court. Mrs.
Poyntz tells her story as a woman generally does tell a story,--sure to
make a mistake when she touches on a question of law; and--unconsciously
perhaps to herself--the woman of the World warps the facts in her
narrative so as to save the personal dignity of the hero, who has
captivated her interest, not from the moral odium of a great crime, but
the debasing position of a prisoner at the bar. Allen Fenwick, no doubt,
purposely omits to notice the discrepancy between these two statements,
or to animadvert on the mistake which, in the eyes of a lawyer, would
discredit Mrs. Poyntz’s. It is consistent with some of the objects for
which Allen Fenwick makes public his Strange Story, to invite the reader
to draw his own inferences from the contradictions by which, even in the
most commonplace matters (and how much more in any tale of wonder!), a
fact stated by one person is made to differ from the same fact stated by
another. The rapidity with which a truth becomes transformed into fable,
when it is once sent on its travels from lip to lip, is illustrated
by an amusement at this moment in fashion. The amusement is this: In a
party of eight or ten persons, let one whisper to another an account
of some supposed transaction, or a piece of invented gossip relating to
absent persons, dead or alive; let the person, who thus first hears the
story, proceed to whisper it, as exactly as he can remember what he has
just heard, to the next; the next does the same to his neighbour, and so
on, till the tale has run the round of the party. Each narrator, as soon
as he has whispered his version of the tale, writes down what he has
whispered. And though, in this game, no one has had any interest to
misrepresent, but, on the contrary, each for his own credit’s sake
strives to repeat what he has heard as faithfully as he can, it will
be almost invariably found that the story told by the first person has
received the most material alterations before it has reached the
eighth or the tenth. Sometimes the most important feature of the whole
narrative is altogether omitted; sometimes a feature altogether new and
preposterously absurd has been added. At the close of the experiment one
is tempted to exclaim, “How, after this, can any of those portions of
history which the chronicler took from hearsay be believed?” But, above
all, does not every anecdote of scandal which has passed, not through
ten lips, but perhaps through ten thousand, before it has reached us,
become quite as perplexing to him who would get at the truth, as the
marvels he recounts are to the bewildered reason of Fenwick the Sceptic?



CHAPTER XL.

The dead man’s manuscript was gone. But how? A phantom might delude my
eye, a human will, though exerted at a distance, might, if the tales
of mesmerism be true, deprive me of movement and of consciousness; but
neither phantom nor mesmeric will could surely remove from the table
before me the material substance of the book that had vanished! Was I to
seek explanation in the arts of sorcery ascribed to Louis Grayle in the
narrative? I would not pursue that conjecture. Against it my reason rose
up half alarmed, half disdainful. Some one must have entered the room,
some one have removed the manuscript. I looked round. The windows were
closed, the curtains partly drawn over the shutters, as they were before
my consciousness had left me: all seemed undisturbed. Snatching up one
of the candles, fast dying out, I went into the adjoining library, the
desolate state-rooms, into the entrance-hall, and examined the outer
door, barred and locked! The robber had left no vestige of his stealthy
presence.

I resolved to go at once to Strahan’s room and tell him of the loss
sustained. A deposit had been confided to me, and I felt as if there
were a slur on my honour every moment in which I kept its abstraction
concealed from him to whom I was responsible for the trust. I hastily
ascended the great staircase, grim with faded portraits, and found
myself in a long corridor opening on my own bedroom; no doubt also on
Strahan’s. Which was his? I knew not. I opened rapidly door after door,
peered into empty chambers, went blundering on, when to the right,
down a narrow passage. I recognized the signs of my host’s
whereabouts,--signs familiarly commonplace and vulgar; signs by
which the inmate of any chamber in lodging-house or inn makes himself
known,--a chair before a doorway, clothes negligently thrown on it,
beside it a pair of shoes. And so ludicrous did such testimony of common
every-day life, of the habits which Strahan would necessarily have
contracted in his desultory unluxurious bachelor’s existence,--so
ludicrous, I say, did these homely details seem to me, so grotesquely at
variance with the wonders of which I had been reading, with the wonders
yet more incredible of which I myself had been witness and victim, that
as I turned down the passage, I heard my own unconscious half-hysterical
laugh; and, startled by the sound of that laugh as if it came from some
one else, I paused, my hand on the door, and asked myself: “Do I dream?
Am I awake? And if awake what am I to say to the commonplace mortal I
am about to rouse? Speak to him of a phantom! Speak to him of some weird
spell over this strong frame! Speak to him of a mystic trance in which
has been stolen what he confided to me, without my knowledge! What will
he say? What should I have said a few days ago to any man who told such
a tale to me?” I did not wait to resolve these questions. I entered the
room. There was Strahan sound asleep on his bed. I shook him roughly. He
started up, rubbed his eyes. “You, Allen,--you! What the deuce?--what ‘s
the matter?”

“Strahan, I have been robbed!--robbed of the manuscript you lent me. I
could not rest till I had told you.”

“Robbed, robbed! Are you serious?”

By this time Strahan had thrown off the bed-clothes, and sat upright,
staring at me.

And then those questions which my mind had suggested while I was
standing at his door repeated themselves with double force. Tell this
man, this unimaginative, hard-headed, raw-boned, sandy-haired North
countryman,--tell this man a story which the most credulous school-girl
would have rejected as a fable! Impossible!

“I fell asleep,” said I, colouring and stammering, for the slightest
deviation from truth was painful to me, “and-and--when I awoke--the
manuscript was gone. Some one must have entered and committed the
theft--”

“Some one entered the house at this hour of the night and then only
stolen a manuscript which could be of no value to him! Absurd! If
thieves have come in it must be for other objects,--for plate, for
money. I will dress; we will see!”

Strahan hurried on his clothes, muttering to himself and avoiding my
eye. He was embarrassed. He did not like to say to an old friend what
was on his mind; but I saw at once that he suspected I had resolved to
deprive him of the manuscript, and had invented a wild tale in order to
conceal my own dishonesty.

Nevertheless, he proceeded to search the house. I followed him in
silence, oppressed with my own thoughts, and longing for solitude in
my own chamber. We found no one, no trace of any one, nothing to
excite suspicion. There were but two female servants sleeping in the
house,--the old housekeeper, and a country girl who assisted her. It was
not possible to suspect either of these persons; but in the course of
our search we opened the doors of their rooms. We saw that they were
both in bed, both seemingly asleep: it seemed idle to wake and question
them. When the formality of our futile investigation was concluded,
Strahan stopped at the door of my bedroom, and for the first time fixing
his eyes on me steadily, said,--

“Allen Fenwick, I would have given half the fortune I have come
into rather than this had happened. The manuscript, as you know, was
bequeathed to me as a sacred trust by a benefactor whose slightest wish
it is my duty to observe religiously. If it contained aught valuable to
a man of your knowledge and profession, why, you were free to use its
contents. Let me hope, Allen, that the book will reappear to-morrow.”

He said no more, drew himself away from the hand I involuntarily
extended, and walked quickly back towards his own room.

Alone once more, I sank on a seat, buried my face in my hands, and
strove in vain to collect into some definite shape my own tumultuous
and disordered thoughts. Could I attach serious credit to the marvellous
narrative I had read? Were there, indeed, such powers given to man, such
influences latent in the calm routine of Nature? I could not believe
it; I must have some morbid affection of the brain; I must be under an
hallucination. Hallucination? The phantom, yes; the trance, yes. But
still, how came the book gone? That, at least, was not hallucination.

I left my room the next morning with a vague hope that I should find the
manuscript somewhere in the study; that, in my own trance, I might
have secreted it, as sleep-walkers are said to secrete things, without
remembrance of their acts in their waking state.

I searched minutely in every conceivable place. Strahan found me still
employed in that hopeless task. He had breakfasted in his own room, and
it was past eleven o’clock when he joined me. His manner was now hard,
cold, and distant, and his suspicion so bluntly shown that my distress
gave way to resentment.

“Is it possible,” I cried indignantly, “that you, who have known me
so well, can suspect me of an act so base, and so gratuitously base?
Purloin, conceal a book confided to me, with full power to copy from it
whatever I might desire, use its contents in any way that might seem to
me serviceable to science, or useful to me in my own calling!”

“I have not accused you,” answered Strahan, sullenly. “But what are
we to say to Mr. Jeeves; to all others who know that this manuscript
existed? Will they believe what you tell me?”

“Mr. Jeeves,” I said, “cannot suspect a fellow-townsman, whose character
is as high as mine, of untruth and theft. And to whom else have you
communicated the facts connected with a memoir and a request of so
extraordinary a nature?”

“To young Margrave; I told you so!”

“True, true. We need not go farther to find the thief. Margrave has been
in this house more than once. He knows the position of the rooms. You
have named the robber!”

“Tut! what on earth could a gay young fellow like Margrave want with
a work of such dry and recondite nature as I presume my poor kinsman’s
memoir must be?”

I was about to answer, when the door was abruptly opened, and the
servant-girl entered, followed by two men, in whom I recognized the
superintendent of the L---- police and the same subordinate who had
found me by Sir Philip’s corpse.

The superintendent came up to me with a grave face, and whispered in my
ear. I did not at first comprehend him. “Come with you,” I said, “and to
Mr. Vigors, the magistrate? I thought my deposition was closed.”

The superintendent shook his head. “I have the authority here, Dr.
Fenwick.”

“Well, I will come, of course. Has anything new transpired?”

The superintendent turned to the servant-girl, who was standing with
gaping mouth and staring eyes.

“Show us Dr. Fenwick’s room. You had better put up, sir, whatever things
you have brought here. I will go upstairs with you,” he whispered again.
“Come, Dr. Fenwick, I am in the discharge of my duty.”

Something in the man’s manner was so sinister and menacing that I felt
at once that some new and strange calamity had befallen me. I turned
towards Strahan. He was at the threshold, speaking in a low voice to
the subordinate policeman, and there was an expression of amazement and
horror in his countenance. As I came towards him he darted away without
a word.

I went up the stairs, entered my bedroom, the superintendent close
behind me. As I took up mechanically the few things I had brought
with me, the police-officer drew them from me with an abruptness that
appeared insolent, and deliberately searched the pockets of the coat
which I had worn the evening before, then opened the drawers in the
room, and even pried into the bed.

“What do you mean?” I asked haughtily.

“Excuse me, sir. Duty. You are-”

“Well, I am what?”

“My prisoner; here is the warrant.”

“Warrant! on what charge?”

“The murder of Sir Philip Derval.”

“I--I! Murder!” I could say no more.

I must hurry over this awful passage in my marvellous record. It is
torture to dwell on the details; and indeed I have so sought to chase
them from my recollection, that they only come back to me in hideous
fragments, like the incoherent remains of a horrible dream.

All that I need state is as follows: Early on the very morning on which
I had been arrested, a man, a stranger in the town, had privately sought
Mr. Vigors, and deposed that on the night of the murder, he had been
taking refuge from a sudden storm under shelter of the eaves and
buttresses of a wall adjoining an old archway; that he had heard men
talking within the archway; had heard one say to the other, “You still
bear me a grudge.” The other had replied, “I can forgive you on one
condition.” That he then lost much of the conversation that ensued,
which was in a lower voice; but he gathered enough to know that the
condition demanded by the one was the possession of a casket which the
other carried about with him; that there seemed an altercation on this
matter between the two men, which, to judge by the tones of voice, was
angry on the part of the man demanding the casket; that, finally, this
man said in a loud key, “Do you still refuse?” and on receiving the
answer, which the witness did not overhear, exclaimed threateningly, “It
is you who will repent,” and then stepped forth from the arch into the
street. The rain had then ceased, but by a broad flash of lightning
the witness saw distinctly the figure of the person thus quitting the
shelter of the arch,--a man of tall stature, powerful frame, erect
carriage. A little time afterwards, witness saw a slighter and older man
come forth from the arch, whom he could only examine by the flickering
ray of the gas-lamp near the wall, the lightning having ceased, but whom
he fully believed to be the person he afterwards discovered to be Sir
Philip Derval.

He said that he himself had only arrived at the town a few hours before;
a stranger to L----, and indeed to England, having come from the United
States of America, where he had passed his life from childhood. He had
journeyed on foot to L----, in the hope of finding there some distant
relatives. He had put up at a small inn, after which he had strolled
through the town, when the storm had driven him to seek shelter. He had
then failed to find his way back to the inn, and after wandering about
in vain, and seeing no one at that late hour of night of whom he could
ask the way, he had crept under a portico and slept for two or three
hours. Waking towards the dawn, he had then got up, and again sought to
find his way to the inn, when he saw, in a narrow street before him,
two men, one of whom he recognized as the taller of the two to whose
conversation he had listened under the arch; the other he did not
recognize at the moment. The taller man seemed angry and agitated, and
he heard him say, “The casket; I will have it.” There then seemed to be
a struggle between these two persons, when the taller one struck down
the shorter, knelt on his breast, and he caught distinctly the gleam of
some steel instrument. That he was so frightened that he could not stir
from the place, and that though he cried out, he believed his voice was
not heard. He then saw the taller man rise, the other resting on the
pavement motionless; and a minute or so afterwards beheld policemen
coming to the place, on which he, the witness, walked away. He did not
know that a murder had been committed; it might be only an assault; it
was no business of his, he was a stranger. He thought it best not to
interfere, the police having cognizance of the affair. He found out his
inn; for the next few days he was absent from L---- in search of his
relations, who had left the town, many years ago, to fix their residence
in one of the neighbouring villages.

He was, however, disappointed; none of these relations now survived. He
had now returned to L----, heard of the murder, was in doubt what to
do, might get himself into trouble if, a mere stranger, he gave
an unsupported testimony. But, on the day before the evidence was
volunteered, as he was lounging in the streets, he had seen a gentleman
pass by on horseback, in whom he immediately recognized the man who,
in his belief, was the murderer of Sir Philip Derval. He inquired of a
bystander the name of the gentleman; the answer was “Dr. Fenwick.” That,
the rest of the day, he felt much disturbed in his mind, not liking to
volunteer such a charge against a man of apparent respectability and
station; but that his conscience would not let him sleep that night,
and he had resolved at morning to go to the magistrate and make a clean
breast of it.

The story was in itself so improbable that any other magistrate but
Mr. Vigors would perhaps have dismissed it in contempt. But Mr. Vigors,
already so bitterly prejudiced against me, and not sorry, perhaps,
to subject me to the humiliation of so horrible a charge, immediately
issued his warrant to search my house. I was absent at Derval Court; the
house was searched. In the bureau in my favourite study, which was left
unlocked, the steel casket was discovered, and a large case-knife, on
the blade of which the stains of blood were still perceptible. On
this discovery I was apprehended; and on these evidences, and on the
deposition of this vagrant stranger, I was not, indeed, committed to
take my trial for murder, but placed in confinement, all bail for my
appearance refused, and the examination adjourned to give time for
further evidence and inquiries. I had requested the professional aid of
Mr. Jeeves. To my surprise and dismay, Mr. Jeeves begged me to excuse
him. He said he was pre-engaged by Mr. Strahan to detect and prosecute
the murderer of Sir P. Derval, and could not assist one accused of the
murder. I gathered from the little he said that Strahan had already been
to him that morning and told him of the missing manuscript, that Strahan
had ceased to be my friend. I engaged another solicitor, a young man of
ability, and who professed personal esteem for me. Mr. Stanton (such
was the lawyer’s name) believed in my innocence; but he warned me that
appearances were grave, he implored me to be perfectly frank with him.
Had I held conversation with Sir Philip under the archway as reported by
the witness? Had I used such or similar words? Had the deceased said, “I
had a grudge against him”? Had I demanded the casket? Had I threatened
Sir Philip that he would repent? And of what,--his refusal?

I felt myself grow pale, as I answered, “Yes; I thought such or similar
expressions had occurred in my conversation with the deceased.”

“What was the reason of the grudge? What was the nature of this casket,
that I should so desire its possession?”

There, I became terribly embarrassed. What could I say to a keen,
sensible, worldly man of law,--tell him of the powder and the fumes, of
the scene in the museum, of Sir Philip’s tale, of the implied identity
of the youthful Margrave with the aged Grayle, of the elixir of life,
and of magic arts? I--I tell such a romance! I,--the noted adversary of
all pretended mysticism; I,--I a sceptical practitioner of medicine! Had
that manuscript of Sir Philip’s been available,--a substantial record
of marvellous events by a man of repute for intellect and learning,--I
might perhaps have ventured to startle the solicitor of L------ with my
revelations. But the sole proof that all which the solicitor urged me
to confide was not a monstrous fiction or an insane delusion had
disappeared; and its disappearance was a part of the terrible mystery
that enveloped the whole. I answered therefore, as composedly as I
could, that “I could have no serious grudge against Sir Philip, whom I
had never seen before that evening; that the words which applied to
my supposed grudge were lightly said by Sir Philip, in reference to a
physiological dispute on matters connected with mesmerical phenomena;
that the deceased had declared his casket, which he had shown me at the
mayor’s house, contained drugs of great potency in medicine; that I had
asked permission to test those drugs myself; and that when I said he
would repent of his refusal, I merely meant that he would repent of
his reliance on drugs not warranted by the experiments of professional
science.”

My replies seemed to satisfy the lawyer so far, but “how could I account
for the casket and the knife being found in my room?”

“In no way but this; the window of my study is a door-window opening on
the lane, from which any one might enter the room. I was in the habit,
not only of going out myself that way, but of admitting through that
door any more familiar private acquaintance.”

“Whom, for instance?”

I hesitated a moment, and then said, with a significance I could not
forbear, “Mr. Margrave! He would know the locale perfectly; he would
know that the door was rarely bolted from within during the daytime:
he could enter at all hours; he could place, or instruct any one to
deposit, the knife and casket in my bureau, which he knew I never kept
locked; it contained no secrets, no private correspondence,--chiefly
surgical implements, or such things as I might want for professional
experiments.”

“Mr. Margrave! But you cannot suspect him--a lively, charming young man,
against whose character not a whisper was ever heard--of connivance with
such a charge against you,--a connivance that would implicate him in the
murder itself; for if you are accused wrongfully, he who accuses you is
either the criminal or the criminal’s accomplice, his instigator or his
tool.”

“Mr. Stanton,” I said firmly, after a moment’s pause, “I do suspect
Mr. Margrave of a hand in this crime. Sir Philip, on seeing him at the
mayor’s house, expressed a strong abhorrence of him, more than hinted
at crimes he had committed, appointed me to come to Derval Court the
day after that on which the murder was committed. Sir Philip had known
something of this Margrave in the East; Margrave might dread exposure,
revelations--of what I know not; but, strange as it may seem to you,
it is my conviction that this young man, apparently so gay and so
thoughtless, is the real criminal, and in some way which I cannot
conjecture has employed this lying vagabond in the fabrication of a
charge against myself. Reflect: of Mr. Margrave’s antecedents we know
nothing; of them nothing was known even by the young gentleman who first
introduced him to the society of this town. If you would serve and
save me, it is to that quarter that you will direct your vigilant and
unrelaxing researches.”

I had scarcely so said when I repented my candour, for I observed in the
face of Mr. Stanton a sudden revulsion of feeling, an utter incredulity
of the accusation I had thus hazarded, and for the first time a doubt of
my own innocence. The fascination exercised by Margrave was universal;
nor was it to be wondered at: for besides the charm of his joyous
presence, he seemed so singularly free from even the errors common
enough with the young,--so gay and boon a companion, yet a shunner of
wine; so dazzling in aspect, so more than beautiful, so courted, so
idolized by women, yet no tale of seduction, of profligacy, attached
to his name! As to his antecedents, he had so frankly owned himself
a natural son, a nobody, a traveller, an idler; his expenses, though
lavish, were so unostentatious, so regularly defrayed; he was so wholly
the reverse of the character assigned to criminals, that it seemed as
absurd to bring a charge of homicide against a butterfly or a goldfinch
as against this seemingly innocent and delightful favourite of humanity
and nature.

However, Mr. Stanton said little or nothing, and shortly afterwards left
me, with a dry expression of hope that my innocence would be cleared
in spite of evidence that, he was bound to say, was of the most serious
character.

I was exhausted. I fell into a profound sleep early that night; it might
be a little after twelve when I woke, and woke as fully, as completely,
as much restored to life and consciousness, as it was then my habit to
be at the break of day. And so waking, I saw, on the wall opposite
my bed, the same luminous phantom I had seen in the wizard’s study
at Derval Court. I have read in Scandinavian legends of an apparition
called the Scin-Laeca, or shining corpse. It is supposed in the northern
superstition, sometimes to haunt sepulchres, sometimes to foretell doom.
It is the spectre of a human body seen in a phosphoric light; and
so exactly did this phantom correspond to the description of such an
apparition in Scandinavian fable that I knew not how to give it a better
name than that of Scin-Laeca,--the shining corpse.

There it was before me, corpse-like, yet not dead; there, as in the
haunted study of the wizard Forman!--the form and the face of Margrave.
Constitutionally, my nerves are strong, and my temper hardy, and now
I was resolved to battle against any impression which my senses might
receive from my own deluding fancies. Things that witnessed for the
first time daunt us witnessed for the second time lose their terror.
I rose from my bed with a bold aspect, I approached the phantom with a
firm step; but when within two paces of it, and my hand outstretched to
touch it, my arm became fixed in air, my feet locked to the ground. I
did not experience fear; I felt that my heart beat regularly, but an
invincible something opposed itself to me. I stood as if turned to
stone. And then from the lips of this phantom there came a voice, but a
voice which seemed borne from a great distance,--very low, muffled, and
yet distinct; I could not even be sure that my ear heard it, or whether
the sound was not conveyed to me by an inner sense.

“I, and I alone, can save and deliver you,” said the voice. “I will do
so; and the conditions I ask, in return, are simple and easy.”

“Fiend or spectre, or mere delusion of my own brain,” cried I, “there
can be no compact between thee and me. I despise thy malice, I reject
thy services; I accept no conditions to escape from the one or to obtain
the other.”

“You may give a different answer when I ask again.”

The Scin-Laeca slowly waned, and, fading first into a paler shadow, then
vanished. I rejoiced at the reply I had given. Two days elapsed before
Mr. Stanton again came to me; in the interval the Scin-Laeca did not
reappear. I had mustered all my courage, all my common-sense, noted down
all the weak points of the false evidence against me, and felt calm and
supported by the strength of my innocence.

The first few words of the solicitor dashed all my courage to the
ground; for I was anxious to hear news of Lilian, anxious to have
some message from her that might cheer and strengthen me, and my first
question was this,--

“Mr. Stanton, you are aware that I am engaged in marriage to Miss
Ashleigh. Your family are not unacquainted with her. What says, what
thinks she of this monstrous charge against her betrothed?”

“I was for two hours at Mrs. Ashleigh’s house last evening,” replied
the lawyer; “she was naturally anxious to see me as employed in your
defence. Who do you think was there? Who, eager to defend you, to
express his persuasion of your innocence, to declare his conviction
that the real criminal would be soon discovered,--who but that same Mr.
Margrave; whom, pardon me my frankness, you so rashly and groundlessly
suspected.”

“Heavens! Do you say that he is received in that house; that he--he is
familiarly admitted to her presence?”

“My good sir, why these unjust prepossessions against a true friend? It
was as your friend that, as soon as the charge against you amazed
and shocked the town of L----, Mr. Margrave called on Mrs. Ashleigh,
presented to her by Miss Brabazon, and was so cheering and hopeful
that--”

“Enough!” I exclaimed,--“enough!”

I paced the room in a state of excitement and rage, which the lawyer in
vain endeavoured to calm, until at length I halted abruptly: “Well, and
you saw Miss Ashleigh? What message does she send to me--her betrothed?”

Mr. Stanton looked confused. “Message! Consider, sir, Miss Ashleigh’s
situation--the delicacy--and--and--”

“I understand, no message, no word, from a young lady so respectable to
a man accused of murder.”

Mr. Stanton was silent for some moments, and then said quietly, “Let us
change this subject; let us think of what more immediately presses. I
see you have been making some notes: may I look at them?”

I composed myself and sat down. “This accuser! Have inquiries really
been made as to himself, and his statement of his own proceedings? He
comes, he says, from America: in what ship? At what port did he land? Is
there any evidence to corroborate his story of the relations he tried to
discover; of the inn at which he first put up, and to which he could not
find his way?”

“Your suggestions are sensible, Dr. Fenwick. I have forestalled them. It
is true that the man lodged at a small inn,--the Rising Sun; true
that he made inquiries about some relations of the name of Walls, who
formerly resided at L----, and afterwards removed to a village ten
miles distant,--two brothers, tradesmen of small means but respectable
character. He at first refused to say at what seaport he landed, in what
ship he sailed. I suspect that he has now told a falsehood as to these
matters. I sent my clerk to Southampton, for it is there he said that
he was put on shore; we shall see: the man himself is detained in close
custody. I hear that his manner is strange and excitable; but that he
preserves silence as much as possible. It is generally believed that
he is a bad character, perhaps a returned convict, and that this is the
true reason why he so long delayed giving evidence, and has been since
so reluctant to account for himself. But even if his testimony should
be impugned, should break down, still we should have to account for the
fact that the casket and the case-knife were found in your bureau; for,
granting that a person could, in your absence, have entered your study
and placed the articles in your bureau, it is clear that such a person
must have been well acquainted with your house, and this stranger to
L---- could not have possessed that knowledge.”

“Of course not. Mr. Margrave did possess it!”

“Mr. Margrave again! oh, sir!”

I arose and moved away with an impatient gesture. I could not trust
myself to speak. That night I did not sleep; I watched impatiently,
gazing on the opposite wall for the gleam of the Scin-Laeca. But the
night passed away, and the spectre did not appear.



CHAPTER XLI.

The lawyer came the next day, and with something like a smile on his
lips. He brought me a few lines in pencil from Mrs. Ashleigh; they were
kindly expressed, bade me be of good cheer; “she never for a moment
believed in my guilt; Lilian bore up wonderfully under so terrible a
trial; it was an unspeakable comfort to both to receive the visits of a
friend so attached to me, and so confident of a triumphant refutation of
the hideous calumny under which I now suffered as Mr. Margrave!”

The lawyer had seen Margrave again,--seen him in that house. Margrave
seemed almost domiciled there!

I remained sullen and taciturn during this visit. I longed again for the
night. Night came. I heard the distant clock strike twelve, when again
the icy wind passed through my hair, and against the wall stood the
luminous Shadow.

“Have you considered?” whispered the voice, still as from afar. “I
repeat it,--I alone can save you.”

“Is it among the conditions which you ask, in return, that I shall
resign to you the woman I love?”

“No.”

“Is it one of the conditions that I should commit some crime,--a crime
perhaps heinous as that of which I am accused?”

“No.”

“With such reservations, I accept the conditions you may name, provided
I, in my turn, may demand one condition from yourself.”

“Name it.”

“I ask you to quit this town. I ask you, meanwhile, to cease your visits
to the house that holds the woman betrothed to me.”

“I will cease those visits. And before many days are over, I will quit
this town.”

“Now, then, say what you ask from me. I am prepared to concede it. And
not from fear for myself, but because I fear for the pure and innocent
being who is under the spell of your deadly fascination. This is your
power over me. You command me through my love for another. Speak.”

“My conditions are simple. You will pledge yourself to desist from all
charges of insinuation against myself, of what nature soever. You will
not, when you meet me in the flesh, refer to what you have known of my
likeness in the Shadow. You will be invited to the house at which I may
be also a guest; you will come; you will meet and converse with me as
guest speaks with guest in the house of a host.”

“Is that all?”

“It is all.”

“Then I pledge you my faith; keep your own.”

“Fear not; sleep secure in the certainty that you will soon be released
from these walls.”

The Shadow waned and faded. Darkness settled back, and a sleep, profound
and calm, fell over me.

The next day Mr. Stanton again visited me. He had received that morning
a note from Mr. Margrave, stating that he had left L---- to pursue, in
person, an investigation which he had already commenced through another,
affecting the man who had given evidence against me, and that, if his
hope should prove well founded, he trusted to establish my innocence,
and convict the real murderer of Sir Philip Derval. In the research he
thus volunteered, he had asked for, and obtained, the assistance of the
policeman Waby, who, grateful to me for saving the life of his sister,
had expressed a strong desire to be employed in my service.

Meanwhile, my most cruel assailant was my old college friend, Richard
Strahan. For Jeeves had spread abroad Strahan’s charge of purloining the
memoir which had been entrusted to me; and that accusation had done me
great injury in public opinion, because it seemed to give probability to
the only motive which ingenuity could ascribe to the foul deed imputed
to me. That motive had been first suggested by Mr. Vigors. Cases are
on record of men whose life had been previously blameless, who have
committed a crime which seemed to belie their nature, in the monomania
of some intense desire. In Spain, a scholar reputed of austere
morals murdered and robbed a traveller for money in order to purchase
books,--books written, too, by Fathers of his Church! He was intent on
solving some problem of theological casuistry. In France, an antiquary,
esteemed not more for his learning than for amiable and gentle
qualities, murdered his most intimate friend for the possession of
a medal, without which his own collection was incomplete. These, and
similar anecdotes, tending to prove how fatally any vehement desire,
morbidly cherished, may suspend the normal operations of reason and
conscience, were whispered about by Dr. Lloyd’s vindictive partisan;
and the inference drawn from them and applied to the assumptions against
myself was the more credulously received, because of that over-refining
speculation on motive and act which the shallow accept, in their
eagerness to show how readily they understand the profound.

I was known to be fond of scientific, especially of chemical
experiments; to be eager in testing the truth of any novel invention.
Strahan, catching hold of the magistrate’s fantastic hypothesis, went
about repeating anecdotes of the absorbing passion for analysis and
discovery which had characterized me in youth as a medical student, and
to which, indeed, I owed the precocious reputation I had obtained.

Sir Philip Derval, according not only to report, but to the direct
testimony of his servant, had acquired in the course of his travels many
secrets in natural science, especially as connected with the healing
art,--his servant had deposed to the remarkable cures he had effected
by the medicinals stored in the stolen casket. Doubtless Sir Philip,
in boasting of these medicinals in the course of our conversation,
had excited my curiosity, inflamed my imagination; and thus when I
afterwards suddenly met him in a lone spot, a passionate impulse had
acted on a brain heated into madness by curiosity and covetous desire.

All these suppositions, reduced into system, were corroborated by
Strahan’s charge that I had made away with the manuscript supposed to
contain the explanations of the medical agencies employed by Sir Philip,
and had sought to shelter my theft by a tale so improbable, that a man
of my reputed talent could not have hazarded it if in his sound
senses. I saw the web that had thus been spread around me by hostile
prepossessions and ignorant gossip: how could the arts of Margrave
scatter that web to the winds? I knew not, but I felt confidence in his
promise and his power. Still, so great had been my alarm for Lilian,
that the hope of clearing my own innocence was almost lost in my joy
that Margrave, at least, was no longer in her presence, and that I had
received his pledge to quit the town in which she lived.

Thus, hours rolled on hours, till, I think, on the third day from that
night in which I had last beheld the mysterious Shadow, my door
was hastily thrown open, a confused crowd presented itself at the
threshold,--the governor of the prison, the police superintendent,
Mr. Stanton, and other familiar faces shut out from me since my
imprisonment. I knew at the first glance that I was no longer an outlaw
beyond the pale of human friendship. And proudly, sternly, as I had
supported myself hitherto in solitude and suspense, when I felt warm
hands clasping mine, heard joyous voices proffering congratulations, saw
in the eyes of all that my innocence had been cleared, the revulsion of
emotion was too strong for me,--the room reeled on my sight, I fainted.
I pass, as quickly as I can, over the explanations that crowded on me
when I recovered, and that were publicly given in evidence in court next
morning. I had owed all to Margrave. It seems that he had construed
to my favour the very supposition which had been bruited abroad to my
prejudice. “For,” said he, “it is conjectured that Fenwick committed the
crime of which he is accused in the impulse of a disordered reason. That
conjecture is based upon the probability that a madman alone could have
committed a crime without adequate motive. But it seems quite clear that
the accused is not mad; and I see cause to suspect that the accuser is.”
 Grounding this assumption on the current reports of the witness’s
manner and bearing since he had been placed under official surveillance,
Margrave had commissioned the policeman Waby to make inquiries in
the village to which the accuser asserted he had gone in quest of his
relations, and Waby had there found persons who remembered to have heard
that the two brothers named Walls lived less by the gains of the petty
shop which they kept than by the proceeds of some property consigned to
them as the nearest of kin to a lunatic who had once been tried for
his life. Margrave had then examined the advertisements in the daily
newspapers. One of them, warning the public against a dangerous maniac,
who had effected his escape from an asylum in the west of England,
caught his attention. To that asylum he had repaired.

There he learned that the patient advertised was one whose propensity
was homicide, consigned for life to the asylum on account of a murder,
for which he had been tried. The description of this person exactly
tallied with that of the pretended American. The medical superintendent
of the asylum, hearing all particulars from Margrave, expressed a strong
persuasion that the witness was his missing patient, and had himself
committed the crime of which he had accused another. If so, the
superintendent undertook to coax from him the full confession of all
the circumstances. Like many other madmen, and not least those whose
propensity is to crime, the fugitive maniac was exceedingly cunning,
treacherous, secret, and habituated to trick and stratagem,--more subtle
than even the astute in possession of all their faculties, whether to
achieve his purpose or to conceal it, and fabricate appearances against
another. But while, in ordinary conversation, he seemed rational enough
to those who were not accustomed to study him, he had one hallucination
which, when humoured, led him always, not only to betray himself, but to
glory in any crime proposed or committed. He was under the belief that
he had made a bargain with Satan, who, in return for implicit obedience,
would bear him harmless through all the consequences of such submission,
and finally raise him to great power and authority. It is no unfrequent
illusion of homicidal maniacs to suppose they are under the influence
of the Evil One, or possessed by a Demon. Murderers have assigned as the
only reason they themselves could give for their crime, that “the Devil
got into them,” and urged the deed. But the insane have, perhaps, no
attribute more in common than that of superweening self-esteem. The
maniac who has been removed from a garret sticks straws in his hair
and calls them a crown. So much does inordinate arrogance characterize
mental aberration, that, in the course of my own practice, I have
detected, in that infirmity, the certain symptom of insanity, long
before the brain had made its disease manifest even to the most familiar
kindred.

Morbid self-esteem accordingly pervaded the dreadful illusion by which
the man I now speak of was possessed. He was proud to be the protected
agent of the Fallen Angel. And if that self-esteem were artfully
appealed to, he would exult superbly in the evil he held himself ordered
to perform, as if a special prerogative, an official rank and privilege;
then, he would be led on to boast gleefully of thoughts which the most
cynical of criminals in whom intelligence was not ruined would shrink
from owning; then, he would reveal himself in all his deformity with as
complacent and frank a self-glorying as some vain good man displays in
parading his amiable sentiments and his beneficent deeds.

“If,” said the superintendent, “this be the patient who has escaped from
me, and if his propensity to homicide has been, in some way, directed
towards the person who has been murdered, I shall not be with him a
quarter of an hour before he will inform me how it happened, and detail
the arts he employed in shifting his crime upon another; all will be
told as minutely as a child tells the tale of some school-boy exploit,
in which he counts on your sympathy, and feels sure of your applause.”

Margrave brought this gentleman back to L----, took him to the mayor,
who was one of my warmest supporters: the mayor had sufficient influence
to dictate and arrange the rest. The superintendent was introduced to
the room in which the pretended American was lodged. At his own desire
a select number of witnesses were admitted with him. Margrave excused
himself; he said candidly that he was too intimate a friend of mine to
be an impartial listener to aught that concerned me so nearly.

The superintendent proved right in his suspicions, and verified his
promises. My false accuser was his missing patient; the man recognized
Dr. ---- with no apparent terror, rather with an air of condescension,
and in a very few minutes was led to tell his own tale, with a gloating
complacency both at the agency by which he deemed himself exalted, and
at the dexterous cunning with which he had acquitted himself of the
task, that increased the horror of his narrative.

He spoke of the mode of his escape, which was extremely ingenious, but
of which the details, long in themselves, did not interest me, and
I understood them too imperfectly to repeat. He had encountered a
sea-faring traveller on the road, whom he had knocked down with a stone,
and robbed of his glazed hat and pea-jacket, as well as of a small
sum in coin, which last enabled him to pay his fare in a railway that
conveyed him eighty miles away from the asylum. Some trifling remnant
of this money still in his pocket, he then travelled on foot along the
high-road till he came to a town about twenty miles distant from L----;
there he had stayed a day or two, and there he said “that the Devil had
told him to buy a case-knife, which he did.” “He knew by that order that
the Devil meant him to do something great.” “His Master,” as he called
the fiend, then directed him the road he should take. He came to L----,
put up, as he had correctly stated before, at a small inn, wandered at
night about the town, was surprised by the sudden storm, took shelter
under the convent arch, overheard somewhat more of my conversation with
Sir Philip than he had previously deposed,--heard enough to excite his
curiosity as to the casket: “While he listened his Master told him he
must get possession of that casket.” Sir Philip had quitted the archway
almost immediately after I had done so, and he would then have attacked
him if he had not caught sight of a policeman going his rounds. He had
followed Sir Philip to a house (Mr. Jeeves’s). “His Master told him
to wait and watch.” He did so. When Sir Philip came forth, towards the
dawn, he followed him, saw him enter a narrow street, came up to him,
seized him by the arm, demanded all he had about him. Sir Philip tried
to shake him off,--struck at him. What follows I spare the reader. The
deed was done. He robbed the dead man both of the casket and the
purse that he found in the pockets; had scarcely done so when he heard
footsteps. He had just time to get behind the portico of a detached
house at angles with the street when I came up. He witnessed, from his
hiding-place, the brief conference between myself and the policemen,
and when they moved on, bearing the body, stole unobserved away. He was
going back towards the inn, when it occurred to him that it would be
safer if the casket and purse were not about his person; that he asked
his Master to direct him how to dispose of them: that his Master guided
him to an open yard (a stone-mason’s) at a very little distance from
the inn; that in this yard there stood an old wych-elm tree, from the
gnarled roots of which the earth was worn away, leaving chinks and
hollows, in one of which he placed the casket and purse, taking from the
latter only two sovereigns and some silver, and then heaping loose mould
over the hiding-place. That he then repaired to his inn, and left
it late in the morning, on the pretence of seeking for his
relations,--persons, indeed, who really had been related to him, but
of whose death years ago he was aware. He returned to L---- a few days
afterwards, and in the dead of the night went to take up the casket and
the money. He found the purse with its contents undisturbed; but the
lid of the casket was unclosed. From the hasty glance he had taken of it
before burying it, it had seemed to him firmly locked,--he was alarmed
lest some one had been to the spot. But his Master whispered to him not
to mind, told him that he might now take the casket, and would be guided
what to do with it; that he did so, and, opening the lid, found the
casket empty-; that he took the rest of the money out of the purse, but
that he did not take the purse itself, for it had a crest and initials
on it, which might lead to the discovery of what had been done; that
he therefore left it in the hollow amongst the roots, heaping the mould
over it as before; that in the course of the day he heard the people at
the inn talk of the murder, and that his own first impulse was to get
out of the town immediately, but that his Master “made him too wise for
that,” and bade him stay; that passing through the streets, he saw me
come out of the sash-window door, go to a stable-yard on the other side
of the house, mount on horseback and ride away; that he observed the
sash-door was left partially open; that he walked by it and saw the
room empty; there was only a dead wall opposite; the place was solitary,
unobserved; that his Master directed him to lift up the sash gently,
enter the room, and deposit the knife and the casket in a large
walnut-tree bureau which stood unlocked near the window. All that
followed--his visit to Mr. Vigors, his accusation against myself, his
whole tale--was, he said, dictated by his Master, who was highly pleased
with him, and promised to bring him safely through. And here he turned
round with a hideous smile, as if for approbation of his notable
cleverness and respect for his high employ.

Mr. Jeeves had the curiosity to request the keeper to inquire how, in
what form, or in what manner, the Fiend appeared to the narrator, or
conveyed his infernal dictates. The man at first refused to say; but
it was gradually drawn from him that the Demon had no certain and
invariable form: sometimes it appeared to him in the form of a rat;
sometimes even of a leaf, or a fragment of wood, or a rusty nail; but
that his Master’s voice always came to him distinctly, whatever shape he
appeared in; only, he said, with an air of great importance, his Master,
this time, had graciously condescended, ever since he left the asylum,
to communicate with him in a much more pleasing and imposing aspect than
he had ever done before,--in the form of a beautiful youth, or, rather,
like a bright rose-coloured shadow, in which the features of a young
man were visible, and that he had heard the voice more distinctly than
usual, though in a milder tone, and seeming to come to him from a great
distance.

After these revelations the man became suddenly disturbed. He shook from
limb to limb, he seemed convulsed with terror; he cried out that he had
betrayed the secret of his Master, who had warned him not to describe
his appearance and mode of communication, or he would surrender his
servant to the tormentors. Then the maniac’s terror gave way to fury;
his more direful propensity made itself declared; he sprang into the
midst of his frightened listeners, seized Mr. Vigors by the throat, and
would have strangled him but for the prompt rush of the superintendent
and his satellites. Foaming at the mouth, and horribly raving, he was
then manacled, a strait-waistcoat thrust upon him, and the group so
left him in charge of his captors. Inquiries were immediately directed
towards such circumstantial evidence as might corroborate the details he
had so minutely set forth. The purse, recognized as Sir Philip’s, by the
valet of the deceased, was found buried under the wych-elm. A policeman
despatched, express, to the town in which the maniac declared the knife
to have been purchased, brought back word that a cutler in the place
remembered perfectly to have sold such a knife to a seafaring man, and
identified the instrument when it was shown to him. From the chink of a
door ajar, in the wall opposite my sash-window, a maid-servant, watching
for her sweetheart (a journeyman carpenter, who habitually passed that
way on going home to dine), had, though unobserved by the murderer, seen
him come out of my window at a time that corresponded with the dates of
his own story, though she had thought nothing of it at the moment. He
might be a patient, or have called on business; she did not know that
I was from home. The only point of importance not cleared up was that
which related to the opening of the casket,--the disappearance of the
contents; the lock had been unquestionably forced. No one, however,
could suppose that some third person had discovered the hiding-place and
forced open the casket to abstract its contents and then rebury it. The
only probable supposition was that the man himself had forced it open,
and, deeming the contents of no value, had thrown them away before he
had hidden the casket and purse, and, in the chaos of his reason, had
forgotten that he had so done. Who could expect that every link in a
madman’s tale would be found integral and perfect? In short, little
importance was attached to this solitary doubt. Crowds accompanied me
to my door, when I was set free, in open court, stainless; it was
a triumphal procession. The popularity I had previously enjoyed,
superseded for a moment by so horrible a charge, came back to me tenfold
as with the reaction of generous repentance for a momentary doubt.
One man shared the public favour,--the young man whose acuteness had
delivered me from the peril, and cleared the truth from so awful a
mystery; but Margrave had escaped from congratulation and compliment; he
had gone on a visit to Strahan, at Derval Court.

Alone, at last, in the welcome sanctuary of my own home, what were my
thoughts? Prominent amongst them all was that assertion of the madman,
which had made me shudder when repeated to me: he had been guided to the
murder and to all the subsequent proceedings by the luminous shadow of
the beautiful youth,--the Scin-Laeca to which I had pledged myself. If
Sir Philip Derval could be believed, Margrave was possessed of powers,
derived from fragmentary recollections of a knowledge acquired in a
former state of being, which would render his remorseless intelligence
infinitely dire and frustrate the endeavours of a reason, unassisted
by similar powers, to thwart his designs or bring the law against his
crimes. Had he then the arts that could thus influence the minds of
others to serve his fell purposes, and achieve securely his own evil
ends through agencies that could not be traced home to himself?

But for what conceivable purpose had I been subjected as a victim to
influences as much beyond my control as the Fate or Demoniac Necessity
of a Greek Myth? In the legends of the classic world some august
sufferer is oppressed by powers more than mortal, but with an ethical
if gloomy vindication of his chastisement,--he pays the penalty of crime
committed by his ancestors or himself, or he has braved, by arrogating
equality with the gods, the mysterious calamity which the gods alone can
inflict. But I, no descendant of Pelops, no OEdipus boastful of a wisdom
which could interpret the enigmas of the Sphynx, while ignorant even of
his own birth--what had I done to be singled out from the herd of men
for trials and visitations from the Shadowland of ghosts and sorcerers?
It would be ludicrously absurd to suppose that Dr. Lloyd’s dying
imprecation could have had a prophetic effect upon my destiny; to
believe that the pretences of mesmerizers were specially favoured by
Providence, and that to question their assumptions was an offence of
profanation to be punished by exposure to preternatural agencies. There
was not even that congruity between cause and effect which fable seeks
in excuse for its inventions. Of all men living, I, unimaginative
disciple of austere science, should be the last to become the sport
of that witchcraft which even imagination reluctantly allows to the
machinery of poets, and science casts aside into the mouldy lumber-room
of obsolete superstition.

Rousing my mind from enigmas impossible to solve, it was with intense
and yet most melancholy satisfaction that I turned to the image of
Lilian, rejoicing, though with a thrill of awe, that the promise
so mysteriously conveyed to my senses had, hereto, been already
fulfilled,--Margrave had left the town; Lilian was no longer subjected
to his evil fascination. But an instinct told me that that fascination
had already produced an effect adverse to all hope of happiness for me.
Lilian’s love for myself was gone. Impossible otherwise that she--in
whose nature I had always admired that generous devotion which is
more or less inseparable from the romance of youth--should have never
conveyed to me one word of consolation in the hour of my agony and
trial; that she, who, till the last evening we had met, had ever been
so docile, in the sweetness of a nature femininely submissive to my
slightest wish, should have disregarded my solemn injunction, and
admitted Margrave to acquaintance, nay, to familiar intimacy,--at
the very time, too, when to disobey my injunctions was to embitter my
ordeal, and add her own contempt to the degradation imposed upon my
honour! No, her heart must be wholly gone from me; her very nature
wholly warped. A union between us had become impossible. My love for
her remained unshattered; the more tender, perhaps, for a sentiment of
compassion. But my pride was shocked, my heart was wounded. My love was
not mean and servile. Enough for me to think that she would be at
least saved from Margrave. Her life associated with his!--contemplation
horrible and ghastly!--from that fate she was saved. Later, she would
recover the effect of an influence happily so brief. She might form some
new attachment, some new tie; but love once withdrawn is never to be
restored--and her love was withdrawn from me. I had but to release her,
with my own lips, from our engagement,--she would welcome that release.
Mournful but firm in these thoughts and these resolutions, I sought Mrs.
Ashleigh’s house.



CHAPTER XLII.

It was twilight when I entered, unannounced (as had been my wont in our
familiar intercourse), the quiet sitting-room in which I expected to
find mother and child. But Lilian was there alone, seated by the open
window, her hands crossed and drooping on her knee, her eye fixed upon
the darkening summer skies, in which the evening star had just stolen
forth, bright and steadfast, near the pale sickle of a half-moon that
was dimly visible, but gave as yet no light.

Let any lover imagine the reception he would expect to meet from his
betrothed coming into her presence after he had passed triumphant
through a terrible peril to life and fame--and conceive what ice froze
my blood, what anguish weighed down my heart, when Lilian, turning
towards me, rose not, spoke not, gazed at me heedlessly as if at some
indifferent stranger--and--and--But no matter. I cannot bear to recall
it even now, at the distance of years! I sat down beside her, and took
her hand, without pressing it; it rested languidly, passively in mine,
one moment; I dropped it then, with a bitter sigh.

“Lilian,” I said quietly, “you love me no longer. Is it not so?”

She raised her eyes to mine, looked at me wistfully, and pressed her
hand on her forehead; then said, in a strange voice, “Did I ever love
you? What do you mean?”

“Lilian, Lilian, rouse yourself; are you not, while you speak, under
some spell, some influence which you cannot describe nor account for?”

She paused a moment before she answered, calmly, “No! Again I ask what
do you mean?”

“What do I mean? Do you forget that we are betrothed? Do you forget how
often, and how recently, our vows of affection and constancy have been
exchanged?”

“No, I do not forget; but I must have deceived you and myself--”

“It is true, then, that you love me no more?”

“I suppose so.”

“But, oh, Lilian, is it that your heart is only closed to me; or
is it--oh, answer truthfully--is it given to another,--to him--to
him--against whom I warned you, whom I implored you not to receive? Tell
me, at least, that your love is not gone to Margrave--”

“To him! love to him! Oh, no--no--”

“What, then, is your feeling towards him?”

Lilian’s face grew visibly paler, even in that dim light. “I know not,”
 she said, almost in a whisper; “but it is partly awe--partly--”

“What?”

“Abhorrence!” she said almost fiercely, and rose to her feet, with a
wild defying start.

“If that be so,” I said gently, “you would not grieve were you never
again to see him--”

“But I shall see him again,” she murmured in a tone of weary sadness,
and sank back once more into her chair.

“I think not,” said I, “and I hope not. And now hear me and heed me,
Lilian. It is enough for me, no matter what your feelings towards
another, to learn from yourself that the affection you once professed
for me is gone. I release you from your troth. If folks ask why we two
henceforth separate the lives we had agreed to join, you may say, if
you please, that you could not give your hand to a man who had known the
taint of a felon’s prison, even on a false charge. If that seems to you
an ungenerous reason, we will leave it to your mother to find a better.
Farewell! For your own sake I can yet feel happiness,--happiness to hear
that you do not love the man against whom I warn you still more solemnly
than before! Will you not give me your hand in parting--and have I not
spoken your own wish?”

She turned away her face, and resigned her hand to me in silence.
Silently I held it in mine, and my emotions nearly stifled me. One
symptom of regret, of reluctance, on her part, and I should have fallen
at her feet, and cried, “Do not let us break a tie which our vows should
have made indisoluble; heed not my offers, wrung from a tortured heart!
You cannot have ceased to love me!” But no such symptom of relenting
showed itself in her, and with a groan I left the room.



CHAPTER XLIII.

I was just outside the garden door, when I felt an arm thrown round me,
my cheek kissed and wetted with tears. Could it be Lilian? Alas, no!
It was her mother’s voice, that, between laughing and crying, exclaimed
hysterically: “This is joy, to see you again, and on these thresholds. I
have just come from your house; I went there on purpose to congratulate
you, and to talk to you about Lilian. But you have seen her?”

“Yes; I have but this moment left her. Come this way.” I drew Mrs.
Ashleigh back into the garden, along the old winding walk, which the
shrubs concealed from view of the house. We sat down on a rustic seat
where I had often sat with Lilian, midway between the house and the
Monks’ Well. I told the mother what had passed between me and her
daughter; I made no complaint of Lilian’s coldness and change; I did not
hint at its cause. “Girls of her age will change,” said I, “and all
that now remains is for us two to agree on such a tale to our curious
neighbours as may rest the whole blame on me. Man’s name is of robust
fibre; it could not push its way to a place in the world, if it could
not bear, without sinking, the load idle tongues may lay on it. Not so
Woman’s Name: what is but gossip against Man, is scandal against Woman.”

“Do not be rash, my dear Allen,” said Mrs. Ashleigh, in great distress.
“I feel for you, I understand you; in your case I might act as you do. I
cannot blame you. Lilian is changed,--changed unaccountably. Yet sure
I am that the change is only on the surface, that her heart is really
yours, as entirely and as faithfully as ever it was; and that later,
when she recovers from the strange, dreamy kind of torpor which appears
to have come over all her faculties and all her affections, she would
awake with a despair which you cannot conjecture to the knowledge that
you had renounced her.”

“I have not renounced her,” said I, impatiently; “I did but restore her
freedom of choice. But pass by this now, and explain to me more fully
the change in your daughter, which I gather from your words is not
confined to me.”

“I wished to speak of it before you saw her, and for that reason came to
your house. It was on the morning in which we left her aunt’s to return
hither that I first noticed some thing peculiar in her look and manner.
She seemed absorbed and absent, so much so that I asked her several
times to tell me what made her so grave; but I could only get from her
that she had had a confused dream which she could not recall distinctly
enough to relate, but that she was sure it boded evil. During the
journey she became gradually more herself, and began to look forward
with delight to the idea of seeing you again. Well, you came that
evening. What passed between you and her you know best. You complained
that she slighted your request to shun all acquaintance with Mr.
Margrave. I was surprised that, whether your wish were reasonable or
not, she could have hesitated to comply with it. I spoke to her about it
after you had gone, and she wept bitterly at thinking she had displeased
you.”

“She wept! You amaze me. Yet the next day what a note she returned to
mine!”

“The next day the change in her became very visible to me. She told me,
in an excited manner, that she was convinced she ought not to marry you.
Then came, the following day, the news of your committal. I heard of
it, but dared not break it to her. I went to our friend the mayor, to
consult with him what to say, what to do; and to learn more distinctly
than I had done from terrified, incoherent servants, the rights of so
dreadful a story. When I returned, I found, to my amazement, a young
stranger in the drawing-room; it was Mr. Margrave,--Miss Brabazon
had brought him at his request. Lilian was in the room, too, and my
astonishment was increased, when she said to me with a singular smile,
vague but tranquil: ‘I know all about Allen Fenwick; Mr. Margrave has
told me all. He is a friend of Allen’s. He says there is no cause
for fear.’ Mr. Margrave then apologized to me for his intrusion in a
caressing, kindly manner, as if one of the family. He said he was so
intimate with you that he felt that he could best break to Miss Ashleigh
information she might receive elsewhere, for that he was the only man
in the town who treated the charge with ridicule. You know the wonderful
charm of this young man’s manner. I cannot explain to you how it was,
but in a few moments I was as much at home with him as if he had been
your brother. To be brief, having once come, he came constantly. He
had moved, two days before you went to Derval Court, from his hotel to
apartments in Mr. ----‘s house, just opposite. We could see him on his
balcony from our terrace; he would smile to us and come across. I did
wrong in slighting your injunction, and suffering Lilian to do so. I
could not help it, he was such a comfort to me,--to her, too--in her
tribulation. He alone had no doleful words, wore no long face; he alone
was invariably cheerful. ‘Everything,’ he said, ‘would come right in a
day or two.’”

“And Lilian could not but admire this young man, he is so beautiful.”

“Beautiful? Well, perhaps. But if you have a jealous feeling, you were
never more mistaken. Lilian, I am convinced, does more than dislike him;
he has inspired her with repugnance, with terror. And much as I own I
like him, in his wild, joyous, careless, harmless way, do not think I
flatter you if I say that Mr. Margrave is not the man to make any girl
untrue to you,--untrue to a lover with infinitely less advantages than
you may pretend to. He would be a universal favourite, I grant; but
there is something in him, or a something wanting in him, which makes
liking and admiration stop short of love. I know not why; perhaps,
because, with all his good humour, he is so absorbed in himself, so
intensely egotistical, so light; were he less clever, I should say so
frivolous. He could not make love, he could not say in the serious tone
of a man in earnest, ‘I love you.’ He owned as much to me, and owned,
too, that he knew not even what love was. As to myself, Mr. Margrave
appears rich; no whisper against his character or his honour ever
reached me. Yet were you out of the question, and were there no stain on
his birth, nay, were he as high in rank and wealth as he is favoured by
Nature in personal advantages, I confess I could never consent to trust
him with my daughter’s fate. A voice at my heart would cry, ‘No!’ It
may be an unreasonable prejudice, but I could not bear to see him touch
Lilian’s hand!”

“Did she never, then--never suffer him even to take her hand?”

“Never. Do not think so meanly of her as to suppose that she could be
caught by a fair face, a graceful manner. Reflect: just before she had
refused, for your sake, Ashleigh Sumner, whom Lady Haughton said ‘no
girl in her senses could refuse;’ and this change in Lilian really began
before we returned to L----,--before she had even seen Mr. Margrave.
I am convinced it is something in the reach of your skill as
physician,--it is on the nerves, the system. I will give you a proof
of what I say, only do not betray me to her. It was during your
imprisonment, the night before your release, that I was awakened by her
coming to my bedside. She was sobbing as if her heart would break. ‘O
mother, mother!’ she cried, ‘pity me, help me! I am so wretched.’ ‘What
is the matter, darling?’ ‘I have been so cruel to Allen, and I know I
shall be so again. I cannot help it. Do not question me; only if we are
separated, if he cast me off, or I reject him, tell him some day perhaps
when I am in my grave--not to believe appearances; and that I, in my
heart of hearts, never ceased to love him!’”

“She said that! You are not deceiving me?”

“Oh, no! how can you think so?”

“There is hope still,” I murmured; and I bowed my head upon my hands,
hot tears forcing their way through the clasped fingers.

“One word more,” said I; “you tell me that Lilian has a repugnance to
this Margrave, and yet that she found comfort in his visits,--a comfort
that could not be wholly ascribed to cheering words he might say about
myself, since it is all but certain that I was not, at that time,
uppermost in her mind. Can you explain this apparent contradiction?”

“I cannot, otherwise than by a conjecture which you would ridicule.”

“I can ridicule nothing now. What is your conjecture?”

“I know how much you disbelieve in the stories one hears of animal
magnetism and electro-biology, otherwise--”

“You think that Margrave exercises some power of that kind over Lilian?
Has he spoken of such a power?”

“Not exactly; but he said that he was sure Lilian possessed a faculty
that he called by some hard name, not clairvoyance, but a faculty, which
he said, when I asked him to explain, was akin to prevision,--to second
sight. Then he talked of the Priestesses who had administered the
ancient oracles. Lilian, he said, reminded him of them, with her deep
eyes and mysterious smile.”

“And Lilian heard him? What said she?”

“Nothing; she seemed in fear while she listened.”

“He did not offer to try any of those arts practised by professional
mesmerists and other charlatans?”

“I thought he was about to do so, but I forestalled him, saying I never
would consent to any experiment of that kind, either on myself or my
daughter.”

“And he replied--”

“With his gay laugh, ‘that I was very foolish; that a person possessed
of such a faculty as he attributed to Lilian would, if the faculty were
developed, be an invaluable adviser.’ He would have said more, but I
begged him to desist. Still I fancy at times--do not be angry--that he
does somehow or other bewitch her, unconsciously to herself; for she
always knows when he is coming. Indeed, I am not sure that he does not
bewitch myself, for I by no means justify my conduct in admitting him
to an intimacy so familiar, and in spite of your wish; I have reproached
myself, resolved to shut my door on him, or to show by my manner that
his visits were unwelcome; yet when Lilian has said, in the drowsy
lethargic tone which has come into her voice (her voice naturally
earnest and impressive, though always low), ‘Mother, he will be here in
two minutes; I wish to leave the room and cannot,’ I, too, have felt
as if something constrained me against my will; as if, in short, I were
under that influence which Mr. Vigors--whom I will never forgive for his
conduct to you--would ascribe to mesmerism. But will you not come in and
see Lilian again?”

“No, not to-night; but watch and heed her, and if you see aught to make
you honestly believe that she regrets the rupture of the old tic from
which I have released her--why, you know, Mrs. Ashleigh, that--that--”
 My voice failed; I wrung the good woman’s hand, and went my way.

I had always till then considered Mrs. Ashleigh--if not as Mrs. Poyntz
described her--“commonplace weak”--still of an intelligence somewhat
below mediocrity. I now regarded her with respect as well as grateful
tenderness; her plain sense had divined what all my boasted knowledge
had failed to detect in my earlier intimacy with Margrave,--namely,
that in him there was a something present, or a something wanting, which
forbade love and excited fear. Young, beautiful, wealthy, seemingly
blameless in life as he was, she would not have given her daughter’s
hand to him!



CHAPTER XLIV.

The next day my house was filled with visitors. I had no notion that I
had so many friends. Mr. Vigors wrote me a generous and handsome letter,
owning his prejudices against me on account of his sympathy with poor
Dr. Lloyd, and begging my pardon for what he now felt to have been
harshness, if not distorted justice. But what most moved me was the
entrance of Strahan, who rushed up to me with the heartiness of old
college days. “Oh, my dear Allen, can you ever forgive me; that I should
have disbelieved your word,--should have suspected you of abstracting my
poor cousin’s memoir?”

“Is it found, then?”

“Oh, yes; you must thank Margrave. He, clever fellow, you know, came
to me on a visit yesterday. He put me at once on the right scent. Only
guess; but you never can! It was that wretched old housekeeper who
purloined the manuscript. You remember she came into the room while you
were looking at the memoir. She heard us talk about it; her curiosity
was roused; she longed to know the history of her old master, under his
own hand; she could not sleep; she heard me go up to bed; she thought
you might leave the book on the table when you, too, went to rest. She
stole downstairs, peeped through the keyhole of the library, saw you
asleep, the book lying before you, entered, took away the book softly,
meant to glance at its contents and to return it. You were sleeping so
soundly she thought you would not wake for an hour; she carried it into
the library, leaving the door open, and there began to pore over it. She
stumbled first on one of the passages in Latin; she hoped to find some
part in plain English, turned over the leaves, putting her candle close
to them, for the old woman’s eyes were dim, when she heard you make some
sound in your sleep. Alarmed, she looked round; you were moving uneasily
in your seat, and muttering to yourself. From watching you she was soon
diverted by the consequences of her own confounded curiosity and folly.
In moving, she had unconsciously brought the poor manuscript close to
the candle; the leaves caught the flame; her own cap and hand burning
first made her aware of the mischief done. She threw down the book; her
sleeve was in flames; she had first to tear off the sleeve, which
was, luckily for her, not sewn to her dress. By the time she recovered
presence of mind to attend to the book, half its leaves were reduced to
tinder. She did not dare then to replace what was left of the manuscript
on your table; returned with it to her room, hid it, and resolved to
keep her own secret. I should never have guessed it; I had never
even spoken to her of the occurrence; but when I talked over the
disappearance of the book to Margrave last night, and expressed my
disbelief of your story, he said, in his merry way: ‘But do you think
that Fenwick is the only person curious about your cousin’s odd ways
and strange history? Why, every servant in the household would have been
equally curious. You have examined your servants, of course?’ ‘No, I
never thought of it.’ ‘Examine them now, then. Examine especially that
old housekeeper. I observe a great change in her manner since I came
here, weeks ago, to look over the house. She has something on her
mind,--I see it in her eyes.’ Then it occurred to me, too, that the
woman’s manner had altered, and that she seemed always in a tremble and
a fidget. I went at once to her room, and charged her with stealing the
book. She fell on her knees, and told the whole story as I have told
it to you, and as I shall take care to tell it to all to whom I have so
foolishly blabbed my yet more foolish suspicions of yourself. But can
you forgive me, old friend?”

“Heartily, heartily! And the book is burned?”

“See;” and he produced a mutilated manuscript. Strange, the part
burned--reduced, indeed, to tinder--was the concluding part that related
to Haroun,--to Grayle: no vestige of that part was left; the earlier
portions were scorched and mutilated, though in some places still
decipherable; but as my eye hastily ran over those places, I saw only
mangled sentences of the experimental problems which the writer had so
minutely elaborated.

“Will you keep the manuscript as it is, and as long as you like?” said
Strahan.

“No, no; I will have nothing more to do with it. Consult some other
man of science. And so this is the old woman’s whole story? No
accomplice,--none? No one else shared her curiosity and her task?”

“No. Oddly enough, though, she made much the same excuse for her pitiful
folly that the madman made for his terrible crime; she said, ‘the Devil
put it into her head.’ Of course he did, as he puts everything wrong
into any one’s head. That does not mend the matter.”

“How! did she, too, say she saw a Shadow and heard a voice?”

“No; not such a liar as that, and not mad enough for such a lie. But
she said that when she was in bed, thinking over the book, something
irresistible urged her to get up and go down into the study; swore she
felt something lead her by the hand; swore, too, that when she first
discovered the manuscript was not in English, something whispered in her
ear to turn over the leaves and approach them to the candle. But I had
no patience to listen to all this rubbish. I sent her out of the
house, bag and baggage. But, alas! is this to be the end of all my wise
cousin’s grand discoveries?”

True, of labours that aspired to bring into the chart of science new
worlds, of which even the traditionary rumour was but a voice from the
land of fable--nought left but broken vestiges of a daring footstep! The
hope of a name imperishable amidst the loftiest hierarchy of Nature’s
secret temple, with all the pomp of recorded experiment, that applied to
the mysteries of Egypt and Chaldaea the inductions of Bacon, the tests
of Liebig--was there nothing left of this but what, here and there,
some puzzled student might extract, garbled, mutilated, perhaps
unintelligible, from shreds of sentences, wrecks of problems! O mind of
man, can the works, on which thou wouldst found immortality below, be
annulled into smoke and tinder by an inch of candle in the hand of an
old woman!

When Strahan left me, I went out, but not yet to visit patients. I stole
through by-paths into the fields; I needed solitude to bring my thoughts
into shape and order. What was delusion, and what not? Was I right or
the Public? Was Margrave really the most innocent and serviceable of
human beings, kindly affectionate, employing a wonderful acuteness for
benignant ends? Was I, in truth, indebted to him for the greatest
boon one man can bestow on another,--for life rescued, for fair name
justified? Or had he, by some demoniac sorcery, guided the hand of the
murderer against the life of the person who alone could imperil his own?
Had he, by the same dark spells, urged the woman to the act that had
destroyed the only record of his monstrous being,--the only evidence
that I was not the sport of an illusion in the horror with which he
inspired me?

But if the latter supposition could be admissible, did he use his
agents only to betray them afterwards to exposure, and that, without any
possible clew to his own detection as the instigator? Then, there came
over me confused recollections of tales of mediaeval witchcraft, which
I had read in boyhood. Were there not on judicial record attestation and
evidence, solemn and circumstantial, of powers analogous to those
now exercised by Margrave,--of sorcerers instigating to sin through
influences ascribed to Demons; making their apparitions glide through
guarded walls, their voices heard from afar in the solitude of dungeons
or monastic cells; subjugating victims to their will, by means which
no vigilance could have detected, if the victims themselves had not
confessed the witchcraft that had ensnared, courting a sure and infamous
death in that confession, preferring such death to a life so haunted?
Were stories so gravely set forth in the pomp of judicial evidence,
and in the history of times comparatively recent, indeed to be massed,
pell-mell together, as a moles indigesta of senseless superstition,--all
the witnesses to be deemed liars; all the victims and tools of the
sorcerers, lunatics; all the examiners or judges, with their solemn
gradations--lay and clerical--from Commissions of Inquiry to Courts of
Appeal,--to be despised for credulity, loathed for cruelty; or, amidst
records so numerous, so imposingly attested, were there the fragments of
a terrible truth? And had our ancestors been so unwise in those laws we
now deem so savage, by which the world was rid of scourges more awful
and more potent than the felon with his candid dagger? Fell instigators
of the evil in men’s secret hearts, shaping into action the vague,
half-formed desire, and guiding with agencies impalpable, unseen, their
spell-bound instruments of calamity and death.

Such were the gloomy questions that I--by repute, the sternest advocate
of common-sense against fantastic errors; by profession, the searcher
into flesh and blood, and tissue and nerve and sinew, for the causes
of all that disease the mechanism of the universal human frame; I,
self-boasting physician, sceptic, philosopher, materialist--revolved,
not amidst gloomy pines, under grim winter skies, but as I paced slow
through laughing meadows, and by the banks of merry streams, in the
ripeness of the golden August: the hum of insects in the fragrant grass,
the flutter of birds amid the delicate green of boughs checkered by
playful sunbeams and gentle shadows, and ever in sight of the resorts of
busy workday man,--walls, roof-tops, church-spires rising high; there,
white and modern, the handwriting of our race, in this practical
nineteenth century, on its square plain masonry and Doric shafts, the
Town-Hall, central in the animated marketplace. And I--I--prying into
long-neglected corners and dust-holes of memory for what my reason had
flung there as worthless rubbish; reviving the jargon of French law, in
the proces verbal, against a Gille de Retz, or an Urbain Grandier, and
sifting the equity of sentences on witchcraft!

Bursting the links of this ghastly soliloquy with a laugh at my own
folly, I struck into a narrow path that led back towards the city, by
a quiet and rural suburb; the path wound on through a wide and solitary
churchyard, at the base of the Abbey-hill. Many of the former dwellers
on that eminence now slept in the lowly burial-ground at its foot; and
the place, mournfully decorated with the tombs which still jealously
mark distinctions of rank amidst the levelling democracy of the grave,
was kept trim with the care which comes half from piety, and half from
pride.

I seated myself on a bench, placed between the clipped yew-trees that
bordered the path from the entrance to the church porch, deeming vaguely
that my own perplexing thoughts might imbibe a quiet from the quiet of
the place.

“And oh,” I murmured to myself, “oh that I had one bosom friend to
whom I might freely confide all these torturing riddles which I cannot
solve,--one who could read my heart, light up its darkness, exorcise its
spectres; one in whose wisdom I could welcome a guide through the Nature
which now suddenly changes her aspect, opening out from the walls with
which I had fenced and enclosed her as mine own formal garden;--all her
pathways, therein, trimmed to my footstep; all her blooms grouped and
harmonized to my own taste in colour; all her groves, all her caverns,
but the soothing retreats of a Muse or a Science; opening out--opening
out, desert on desert, into clewless and measureless space! Gone is the
garden! Were its confines too narrow for Nature? Be it so! The Desert
replaces the garden, but where ends the Desert? Reft from my senses are
the laws which gave order and place to their old questionless realm. I
stand lost and appalled amidst Chaos. Did my Mind misconstrue the laws
it deemed fixed and immutable? Be it so! But still Nature cannot be
lawless; Creation is not a Chaos. If my senses deceive me in some
things, they are still unerring in others; if thus, in some things,
fallacious, still, in other things, truthful. Are there within me senses
finer than those I have cultured, or without me vistas of knowledge
which instincts, apart from my senses, divine? So long as I deal
with the Finite alone, my senses suffice me; but when the Infinite is
obtruded upon me there, are my senses faithless deserters? If so, is
there aught else in my royal resources of Man--whose ambition it is,
from the first dawn of his glory as Thinker, to invade and to subjugate
Nature,--is there aught else to supply the place of those traitors, the
senses, who report to my Reason, their judge and their sovereign, as
truths seen and heard tales which my Reason forfeits her sceptre if she
does not disdain as lies? Oh, for a friend! oh, for a guide!”

And as I so murmured, my eye fell upon the form of a kneeling child,--at
the farther end of the burial-ground, beside a grave with its new
headstone gleaming white amidst the older moss-grown tombs, a female
child, her head bowed, her hands clasped. I could see but the outline
of her small form in its sable dress,--an infant beside the dead. My eye
and my thoughts were turned from that silent figure, too absorbed in my
own restless tumult of doubt and dread, for sympathy with the grief or
the consolation of a kneeling child. And yet I should have remembered
that tomb! Again I murmured with a fierce impatience, “Oh, for a friend!
oh, for a guide!”

I heard steps on the walk under the yews; and an old man came in sight,
slightly bent, with long gray hair, but still with enough of vigour for
years to come, in his tread, firm, though slow, in the unshrunken muscle
of his limbs and the steady light of his clear blue eye. I started.
Was it possible? That countenance, marked, indeed, with the lines of
laborious thought, but sweet in the mildness of humanity, and serene
in the peace of conscience! I could not be mistaken. Julius Faber was
before me,--the profound pathologist, to whom my own proud self-esteem
acknowledged inferiority, without humiliation; the generous benefactor
to whom I owed my own smooth entrance into the arduous road of fame
and fortune. I had longed for a friend, a guide; what I sought stood
suddenly at my side.



CHAPTER XLV.

Explanation on Faber’s part was short and simple. The nephew whom he
designed as the heir to his wealth had largely outstripped the liberal
allowance made to him, had incurred heavy debts; and in order to
extricate himself from the debts, had plunged into ruinous speculations.
Faber had come back to England to save his heir from prison or outlawry,
at the expense of more than three-fourths of the destined inheritance.
To add to all, the young man had married a young lady without fortune;
the uncle only heard of this marriage on arriving in England.
The spendthrift was hiding from his creditors in the house of his
father-in-law, in one of the western counties. Faber there sought
him; and on becoming acquainted with his wife, grew reconciled to the
marriage, and formed hopes of his nephew’s future redemption. He
spoke, indeed, of the young wife with great affection. She was good and
sensible; willing and anxious to encounter any privation by which her
husband might reprieve the effects of his folly. “So,” said Faber, “on
consultation with this excellent creature--for my poor nephew is so
broken down by repentance, that others must think for him how to exalt
repentance into reform--my plans were determined. I shall remove my
prodigal from all scenes of temptation. He has youth, strength, plenty
of energy, hitherto misdirected. I shall take him from the Old World
into the New. I have decided on Australia. The fortune still left to me,
small here, will be ample capital there. It is not enough to maintain us
separately, so we must all live together. Besides, I feel that, though
I have neither the strength or the experience which could best serve a
young settler on a strange soil, still, under my eye, my poor boy will
be at once more prudent and more persevering. We sail next week.”

Faber spoke so cheerfully that I knew not how to express compassion;
yet, at his age, after a career of such prolonged and distinguished
labour, to resign the ease and comforts of the civilized state for
the hardships and rudeness of an infant colony, seemed to me a dreary
prospect; and, as delicately, as tenderly as I could to one whom I loved
and honoured as a father, I placed at his disposal the fortune which, in
great part, I owed to him,--pressing him at least to take from it enough
to secure to himself, in his own country, a home suited to his years
and worthy of his station. He rejected all my offers, however earnestly
urged on him, with his usual modest and gentle dignity; and assuring me
that he looked forward with great interest to a residence in lands new
to his experience, and affording ample scope for the hardy enjoyments
which had always most allured his tastes, he hastened to change the
subject.

“And who, think you, is the admirable helpmate my scape-grace has had
the saving good luck to find? A daughter of the worthy man who undertook
the care of poor Dr. Lloyd’s orphans,--the orphans who owed so much to
your generous exertions to secure a provision for them; and that child,
now just risen from her father’s grave, is my pet companion, my darling
ewe lamb,--Dr. Lloyd’s daughter Amy.”

Here the child joined us, quickening her pace as she recognized the old
man, and nestling to his side as she glanced wistfully towards myself.
A winning, candid, lovable child’s face, somewhat melancholy, somewhat
more thoughtful than is common to the face of childhood, but calm,
intelligent, and ineffably mild. Presently she stole from the old man,
and put her hand in mine.

“Are you not the kind gentleman who came to see him that night when he
passed away from us, and who, they all say at home, was so good to my
brothers and me? Yes, I recollect you now.” And she put her pure face to
mine, wooing me to kiss it.

I kind! I good! I--I! Alas! she little knew, little guessed, the
wrathful imprecation her father had bequeathed to me that fatal night!

I did not dare to kiss Dr. Lloyd’s orphan daughter, but my tears fell
over her hand. She took them as signs of pity, and, in her infant
thankfulness, silently kissed me.

“Oh, my friend!” I murmured to Faber, “I have much that I yearn to say
to you--alone--alone! Come to my house with me, be at least my guest as
long as you stay in this town.”

“Willingly,” said Faber, looking at me more intently than he had done
before, and with the true eye of the practised Healer, at once soft and
penetrating.

He rose, took my arm, and whispering a word in the ear of the little
girl, she went on before us, turning her head, as she gained the gate,
for another look at her father’s grave. As we walked to my house, Julius
Faber spoke to me much of this child. Her brothers were all at school;
she was greatly attached to his nephew’s wife; she had become yet more
attached to Faber himself, though on so short an acquaintance; it had
been settled that she was to accompany the emigrants to Australia.

“There,” said he, “the sum, that some munificent, but unknown friend
of her father has settled on her, will provide her no mean dower for a
colonist’s wife, when the time comes for her to bring a blessing to
some other hearth than ours.” He went on to say that she had wished
to accompany him to L----, in order to visit her father’s grave before
crossing the wide seas; “and she has taken such fond care of me all the
way, that you might fancy I were the child of the two. I come back to
this town, partly to dispose of a few poor houses in it which still
belong to me, principally to bid you farewell before quitting the Old
World, no doubt forever. So, on arriving to-day, I left Amy by herself
in the churchyard while I went to your house, but you were from home.
And now I must congratulate you on the reputation you have so rapidly
acquired, which has even surpassed my predictions.”

“You are aware,” said I, falteringly, “of the extraordinary charge from
which that part of my reputation dearest to all men has just emerged!”

He had but seen a short account in a weekly journal, written after my
release. He asked details, which I postponed.

Reaching my home, I hastened to provide for the comfort of my two
unexpected guests; strove to rally myself, to be cheerful. Not till
night, when Julius Faber and I were alone together, did I touch on
what was weighing at my heart. Then, drawing to his side, I told him
all,--all of which the substance is herein written, from the deathscene
in Dr. Lloyd’s chamber to the hour in which I had seen Dr. Lloyd’s child
at her father’s grave. Some of the incidents and conversations which had
most impressed me I had already committed to writing, in the fear
that, otherwise, my fancy might forge for its own thraldom the links
of reminiscence which my memory might let fall from its chain. Faber
listened with a silence only interrupted by short pertinent questions;
and when I had done, he remained thoughtful for some moments; then the
great physician replied thus:--

“I take for granted your conviction of the reality of all you tell
me, even of the Luminous Shadow, of the bodiless Voice; but, before
admitting the reality itself, we must abide by the old maxim, not to
accept as cause to effect those agencies which belong to the
Marvellous, when causes less improbable for the effect can be rationally
conjectured. In this case are there not such causes? Certainly there
are--”

“There are?”

“Listen; you are one of those men who attempt to stifle their own
imagination. But in all completed intellect, imagination exists, and
will force its way; deny it healthful vents, and it may stray into
morbid channels. The death-room of Dr. Lloyd deeply impressed your
heart, far more than your pride would own. This is clear from the
pains you took to exonerate your conscience, in your generosity to the
orphans. As the heart was moved, so was the imagination stirred; and,
unaware to yourself, prepared for much that subsequently appealed to
it. Your sudden love, conceived in the very grounds of the house so
associated with recollections in themselves strange and romantic;
the peculiar temperament and nature of the girl to whom your love was
attracted; her own visionary beliefs, and the keen anxiety which infused
into your love a deeper poetry of sentiment,--all insensibly tended to
induce the imagination to dwell on the Wonderful; and, in overstriving
to reconcile each rarer phenomenon to the most positive laws of Nature,
your very intellect could discover no solution but in the Preternatural.

“You visit a man who tells you he has seen Sir Philip Derval’s ghost; on
that very evening, you hear a strange story, in which Sir Philip’s name
is mixed up with a tale of murder, implicating two mysterious pretenders
to magic,--Louis Grayle and the Sage of Aleppo. The tale so interests
your fancy that even the glaring impossibility of a not unimportant part
of it escapes your notice,--namely, the account of a criminal trial in
which the circumstantial evidence was more easily attainable than in all
the rest of the narrative, but which could not legally have taken place
as told. Thus it is whenever the mind begins, unconsciously, to admit
the shadow of the Supernatural; the Obvious is lost to the eye that
plunges its gaze into the Obscure. Almost immediately afterwards you
become acquainted with a young stranger, whose traits of character
interest and perplex, attract yet revolt you. All this time you are
engaged in a physiological work which severely tasks the brain, and in
which you examine the intricate question of soul distinct from mind.

“And, here, I can conceive a cause deep-hid amongst what metaphysicians
would call latent associations, for a train of thought which disposed
you to accept the fantastic impressions afterwards made on you by
the scene in the Museum and the visionary talk of Sir Philip Derval.
Doubtless, when at college you first studied metaphysical speculation
you would have glanced over Beattie’s ‘Essay on Truth’ as one of the
works written in opposition to your favourite, David Hume.”

“Yes, I read the book, but I have long since forgotten its arguments.”

“Well in that essay, Beattie(1) cites the extraordinary instance of
Simon Browne, a learned and pious clergyman, who seriously disbelieved
the existence of his own soul; and imagined that, by interposition of
Divine power, his soul was annulled, and nothing left but a principle of
animal life, which he held in common with the brutes! When, years ago, a
thoughtful imaginative student, you came on that story, probably enough
you would have paused, revolved in your own mind and fancy what kind
of a creature a man might be, if, retaining human life and merely
human understanding, he was deprived of the powers and properties which
reasoners have ascribed to the existence of soul. Something in this
young man, unconsciously to yourself, revives that forgotten train of
meditative ideas. His dread of death as the final cessation of being,
his brute-like want of sympathy with his kind, his incapacity to
comprehend the motives which carry man on to scheme and to build for a
future that extends beyond his grave,--all start up before you at the
very moment your reason is overtasked, your imagination fevered, in
seeking the solution of problems which, to a philosophy based upon your
system, must always remain insoluble. The young man’s conversation not
only thus excites your fancies,--it disturbs your affections. He speaks
not only of drugs that renew youth, but of charms that secure love. You
tremble for your Lilian while you hear him! And the brain thus tasked,
the imagination thus inflamed, the heart thus agitated, you are
presented to Sir Philip Derval, whose ghost your patient had supposed he
saw weeks ago.

“This person, a seeker after an occult philosophy, which had possibly
acquainted him with some secrets in nature beyond the pale of our
conventional experience, though, when analyzed, they might prove to be
quite reconcilable with sober science, startles you with an undefined
mysterious charge against the young man who had previously seemed to you
different from ordinary mortals. In a room stored with the dead things
of the brute soulless world, your brain becomes intoxicated with
the fumes of some vapour which produces effects not uncommon in the
superstitious practices of the East; your brain, thus excited, brings
distinctly before you the vague impressions it had before received.
Margrave becomes identified with the Louis Grayle of whom you had
previously heard an obscure and, legendary tale, and all the anomalies
in his character are explained by his being that which you had
contended, in your physiological work, it was quite possible for man
to be,--namely, mind and body without soul! You were startled by the
monster which man would be were your own theory possible; and in order
to reconcile the contradictions in this very monster, you account
for knowledge, and for powers that mind without soul could not have
attained, by ascribing to this prodigy broken memories of a former
existence, demon attributes from former proficiency in evil magic.
My friend, there is nothing here which your own study of morbid
idiosyncracies should not suffice to solve.”

“So, then,” said I, “you would reduce all that have affected my senses
as realities into the deceit of illusions? But,” I added, in a whisper,
terrified by my own question, “do not physiologists agree in this:
namely, that though illusory phantasms may haunt the sane as well as the
insane, the sane know that they are only illusions, and the insane do
not.”

“Such a distinction,” answered Faber, “is far too arbitrary and rigid
for more than a very general and qualified acceptance. Muller, indeed,
who is perhaps the highest authority on such a subject, says, with
prudent reserve, ‘When a person who is not insane sees spectres
and believes, them to be real, his intellect must be imperfectly
exercised.’(2) He would, indeed, be a bold physician who maintained that
every man who believed he had really seen a ghost was of unsound mind.
In Dr. Abercrombie’s interesting account of spectral illusions, he tells
us of a servant-girl who believed she saw, at the foot of her bed,
the apparition of Curran, in a sailor’s jacket and an immense pair of
whiskers.(3) No doubt the spectre was an illusion, and Dr. Abercrombie
very ingeniously suggests the association of ideas by which the
apparition was conjured up with the grotesque adjuncts of the jacket
and the whiskers; but the servant-girl, in believing the reality of the
apparition, was certainly not insane. When I read in the American
public journals(4) of ‘spirit manifestations,’ in which large numbers of
persons, of at least the average degree of education, declare that they
have actually witnessed various phantasms, much more extraordinary
than all which you have confided to me, and arrive, at once, at the
conclusion that they are thus put into direct communication with
departed souls, I must assume that they are under an illusion; but I
should be utterly unwarranted in supposing that, because they credited
that illusion, they were insane. I should only say with Muller, that in
their reasoning on the phenomena presented to them, ‘their intellect was
imperfectly exercised.’ And an impression made on the senses, being in
itself sufficiently rare to excite our wonder, may be strengthened till
it takes the form of a positive fact, by various coincidences which
are accepted as corroborative testimony, yet which are, nevertheless,
nothing more than coincidences found in every day matters of business,
but only emphatically noticed when we can exclaim, ‘How astonishing!’
In your case such coincidences have been, indeed, very signal, and might
well aggravate the perplexities into which your reason was thrown. Sir
Philip Derval’s murder, the missing casket, the exciting nature of the
manuscript, in which a superstitious interest is already enlisted by
your expectation to find in it the key to the narrator’s boasted powers,
and his reasons for the astounding denunciation of the man whom you
suspect to be his murderer,--in all this there is much to confirm, nay,
to cause, an illusion; and for that very reason, when examined by strict
laws of evidence, in all this there is but additional proof that the
illusion was--only illusion. Your affections contribute to strengthen
your fancy in its war on your reason. The girl you so passionately love
develops, to your disquietude and terror, the visionary temperament
which, at her age, is ever liable to fantastic caprices. She hears
Margrave’s song, which you say has a wildness of charm that affects
and thrills even you. Who does not know the power of music? and of all
music, there is none so potential as that of the human voice. Thus, in
some languages, charm and song are identical expressions; and even when
a critic, in our own sober newspapers, extols a Malibran or a Grisi, you
may be sure that he will call her ‘enchantress.’ Well, this lady, your
betrothed, in whom the nervous system is extremely impressionable, hears
a voice which, even to your ear, is strangely melodious, and sees a form
and face which, even to your eye, are endowed with a singular character
of beauty. Her fancy is impressed by what she thus hears and sees; and
impressed the more because, by a coincidence not very uncommon, a face
like that which she beholds has before been presented to her in a dream
or a revery. In the nobleness of genuine, confiding, reverential love,
rather than impute to your beloved a levity of sentiment that would seem
to you a treason, you accept the chimera of ‘magical fascination.’
In this frame of mind you sit down to read the memoir of a mystical
enthusiast. Do you begin now to account for the Luminous Shadow? A
dream! And a dream no less because your eyes were open and you believed
yourself awake. The diseased imagination resembles those mirrors which,
being themselves distorted, represent distorted pictures as correct.

“And even this Memoir of Sir Philip Derval’s--can you be quite sure that
you actually read the part which relates to Haroun and Louis Grayle? You
say that, while perusing the manuscript, you saw the Luminous Shadow,
and became insensible. The old woman says you were fast asleep. May you
not really have fallen into a slumber, and in that slumber have dreamed
the parts of the tale that relate to Grayle,--dreamed that you beheld
the Shadow? Do you remember what is said so well by Dr. Abercrombie,
to authorize the explanation I suggest to you: ‘A person under the
influence of some strong mental impression falls asleep for a few
seconds, perhaps without being sensible of it: some scene or person
appears in a dream, and he starts up under the conviction that it was a
spectral appearance.’” (5)

“But,” said I, “the apparition was seen by me again, and when,
certainly, I was not sleeping.”

“True; and who should know better than a physician so well read as
yourself that a spectral illusion once beheld is always apt to return
again in the same form? Thus, Goethe was long haunted by one image,--the
phantom of a flower unfolding itself, and developing new flowers.(6)
Thus, one of our most distinguished philosophers tells us of a lady
known to himself, who would see her husband, hear him move and speak,
when he was not even in the house.(7) But instances of the facility with
which phantasms, once admitted, repeat themselves to the senses, are
numberless. Many are recorded by Hibbert and Abercrombie, and
every physician in extensive practice can add largely, from his own
experience, to the list. Intense self-concentration is, in itself, a
mighty magician. The magicians of the East inculcate the necessity
of fast, solitude, and meditation for the due development of their
imaginary powers. And I have no doubt with effect; because fast,
solitude, and meditation--in other words, thought or fancy intensely
concentred--will both raise apparitions and produce the invoker’s belief
in them. Spinello, striving to conceive the image of Lucifer for his
picture of the Fallen Angels, was at last actually haunted by the Shadow
of the Fiend. Newton himself has been subjected to a phantom, though
to him, Son of Light, the spectre presented was that of the sun! You
remember the account that Newton gives to Locke of this visionary
appearance. He says that ‘though he had looked at the sun with his
right eye only, and not with the left, yet his fancy began to make an
impression upon his left eye as well as his right; for if he shut his
right and looked upon the clouds, or a book, or any bright object with
his left eye, he could see the sun almost as plain as with the right, if
he did but intend his fancy a little while on it;’ nay, ‘for some months
after, as often as he began to meditate on the phenomena, the spectrum
of the sun began to return, even though he lay in bed at midnight, with
his curtains drawn!’ Seeing, then, how any vivid impression once made
will recur, what wonder that you should behold in your prison the
Shining Shadow that had first startled you in a wizard’s chamber when
poring over the records of a murdered visionary? The more minutely
you analyze your own hallucinations--pardon me the word--the more they
assume the usual characteristics of a dream; contradictory, illogical,
even in the marvels they represent. Can any two persons be more totally
unlike each other, not merely as to form and years, but as to all the
elements of character, than the Grayle of whom you read, or believe
you read, and the Margrave in whom you evidently think that Grayle is
existent still? The one represented, you say, as gloomy, saturnine, with
vehement passions, but with an original grandeur of thought and will,
consumed by an internal remorse; the other you paint to me as a joyous
and wayward darling of Nature, acute yet frivolous, free from even
the ordinary passions of youth, taking delight in innocent amusements,
incapable of continuous study, without a single pang of repentance
for the crimes you so fancifully impute to him. And now, when your
suspicions, so romantically conceived, are dispelled by positive facts,
now, when it is clear that Margrave neither murdered Sir Philip Derval
nor abstracted the memoir, you still, unconsciously to yourself, draw
on your imagination in order to excuse the suspicion your pride of
intellect declines to banish, and suppose that this youthful sorcerer
tempted the madman to the murder, the woman to the theft--”

“But you forget the madman said ‘that he was led on by the Luminous
Shadow of a beautiful youth,’ that the woman said also that she was
impelled by some mysterious agency.”

“I do not forget those coincidences; but how your learning would dismiss
them as nugatory were your imagination not disposed to exaggerate them!
When you read the authentic histories of any popular illusion, such
as the spurious inspirations of the Jansenist Convulsionaries, the
apparitions that invaded convents, as deposed in the trial of Urbain
Grandier, the confessions of witches and wizards in places the
most remote from each other, or, at this day, the tales of
‘spirit-manifestation’ recorded in half the towns and villages of
America,--do not all the superstitious impressions of a particular time
have a common family likeness? What one sees, another sees, though there
has been no communication between the two. I cannot tell you why these
phantasms thus partake of the nature of an atmospheric epidemic; the
fact remains incontestable. And strange as may be the coincidence
between your impressions of a mystic agency and those of some other
brains not cognizant of the chimeras of your own, still, is it not
simpler philosophy to say, ‘They are coincidences of the same nature
which made witches in the same epoch all tell much the same story of
the broomsticks they rode and the sabbats at which they danced to the
fiend’s piping,’ and there leave the matter, as in science we must leave
many of the most elementary and familiar phenomena inexplicable as to
their causes,--is not this, I say, more philosophical than to insist
upon an explanation which accepts the supernatural rather than leave the
extraordinary unaccounted for?”

“As you speak,” said I, resting my downcast face upon my hand, “I should
speak to any patient who had confided to me the tale I have told to
you.”

“And yet the explanation does not wholly satisfy you? Very likely: to
some phenomena there is, as yet, no explanation. Perhaps Newton himself
could not explain quite to his own satisfaction why he was haunted at
midnight by the spectrum of a sun; though I have no doubt that some
later philosopher whose ingenuity has been stimulated by Newton’s
account, has, by this time, suggested a rational solution of
that enigma.(8) To return to your own case. I have offered such
interpretations of the mysteries that confound you as appear to me
authorized by physiological science. Should you adduce other facts which
physiological science wants the data to resolve into phenomena always
natural, however rare, still hold fast to that simple saying of Goethe:
‘Mysteries are not necessarily miracles.’ And if all which physiological
science comprehends in its experience wholly fails us, I may then
hazard certain conjectures in which, by acknowledging ignorance, one is
compelled to recognize the Marvellous (for as where knowledge enters,
the Marvellous recedes, so where knowledge falters, the Marvellous
advances); yet still, even in those conjectures, I will distinguish the
Marvellous from the Supernatural. But, for the present, I advise you to
accept the guess that may best quiet the fevered imagination which any
bolder guess would only more excite.”

“You are right,” said I, rising proudly to the full height of my
stature, my head erect and my heart defying. “And so let this subject
be renewed no more between us. I will brood over it no more myself.
I regain the unclouded realm of my human intelligence; and, in that
intelligence, I mock the sorcerer and disdain the spectre.”

(1) Beattie’s “Essay on Truth,” part i. c. ii. 3. The story of Simon
Browne is to be found in “The Adventurer.”

(2) Miller’s Physiology of the Senses, p. 394.

(3) Abercrombie on the Intellectual Powers, p. 281. (15th edition.)

(4) At the date of Faber’s conversation with Allen Fenwick, the
(so-called) spirit manifestations had not spread from America over
Europe. But if they had, Faber’s views would, no doubt, have remained
the same.

(5) Abercrombie on the Intellectual Powers, p. 278. (15th edition.)

This author, not more to be admired for his intelligence than his
candour, and who is entitled to praise for a higher degree of original
thought than that to which he modestly pretends, relates a curious
anecdote illustrating “the analogy between dreaming and spectral
illusion, which he received from the gentleman to which it occurred,--an
eminent medical friend:” “Having sat up late one evening, under
considerable anxiety for one of his children, who was ill, he fell
asleep in his chair, and had a frightful dream, in which the prominent
figure was an immense baboon. He awoke with the fright, got up
instantly, and walked to a table which was in the middle of the room.
He was then quite awake, and quite conscious of the articles around him;
but close by the wall in the end of the apartment he distinctly saw the
baboon making the same grimaces which he had seen in his dreams; and
this spectre continued visible for about half a minute.” Now, a man
who saw only a baboon would be quite ready to admit that it was but an
optical illusion; but if, instead of a baboon, he had seen an intimate
friend, and that friend, by some coincidence of time, had died about
that date, he would be a very strong-minded man if he admitted for the
mystery of seeing his friend the same natural solution which he would
readily admit for seeing a baboon.

(6) See Muller’s observations on this phenomenon, “Physiology of the
Senses,” Baley’s translation, p. 1395.

(7) Sir David Brewster’s Letters on Natural Magic, p. 39.

(8) Newton’s explanation is as follows: “This story I tell you to let
you understand, that in the observation related by Mr. Boyle, the man’s
fancy probably concurred with the impression made by the sun’s light
to produce that phantasm of the sun which he constantly saw in bright
objects, and so your question about the cause of this phantasm involves
another about the power of the fancy, which I must confess is too hard a
knot for me to untie. To place this effect in a constant motion is hard,
because the sun ought then to appear perpetually. It seems rather
to consist in a disposition of the sensorium to move the imagination
strongly, and to be easily moved both by the imagination and by the
light as often as bright objects are looked upon.”--Letter from Sir I.
Newton to Locke, Lord Kinq’s Life of Locke, vol. i. pp. 405-408.

Dr. Roget (Animal and Vegetable Physiology considered with reference to
Natural Theology, “Bridgewater Treatise,” pp. 524, 525) thus refers to
this phenomenon, which he states “all of us may experience “:--

“When the impressions are very vivid” (Dr. Roget is speaking of visual
impressions), “another phenomenon often takes place,--namely, their
subsequent recurrence after a certain interval, during which they are
not felt, and quite independently of any renewed application of the
cause which had originally excited them.” (I mark by italics the words
which more precisely coincide with Julius Faber’s explanations.) “If,
for example, we look steadfastly at the sun for a second or two, and
then immediately close our eyes, the image, or spectrum, of the sun
remains for a long time present to the mind, as if the light were still
acting on the retina. It then gradually fades and disappears; but if
we continue to keep the eyes shut, the same impression will, after
a certain time, recur, and again vanish: and this phenomenon will be
repeated at intervals, the sensation becoming fainter at each renewal.
It is probable that these reappearances of the image, after the
light which produced the original impression has been withdrawn, are
occasioned by spontaneous affections of the retina itself which are
conveyed to the sensorium. In other cases, where the impressions are
less strong, the physical changes producing these changes are perhaps
confined to the sensorium.”

It may be said that there is this difference between the spectrum of the
sun and such a phantom as that which perplexed Allen Fenwick,--namely,
that the sun has been actually beheld before its visionary appearance
can be reproduced, and that Allen Fenwick only imagines he has seen the
apparition which repeats itself to his fancy. “But there are grounds for
the suspicion” (says Dr. Hibbert, “Philosophy of Apparitions,” p. 250),
“that when ideas of vision are vivified to the height of sensation, a
corresponding affection of the optic nerve accompanies the illusion.”
 Muller (“Physiology of the Senses,” p. 1392, Baley’s translation) states
the same opinion still more strongly; and Sir David Brewster, quoted
by Dr. Hibbert (p. 251) says: “In examining these mental impressions, I
have found that they follow the motions of the eyeball exactly like the
spectral impressions of luminous objects, and that they resemble them
also in their apparent immobility when the eye is displaced by an
external force. If this result (which I state with much diffidence, from
having only my own experience in its favour) shall be found generally
true by others, it will follow that the objects of mental contemplation
may be seen as distinctly as external objects, and will occupy the same
local position in the axis of vision, as if they had been formed by the
agency of light.” Hence the impression of an image once conveyed to the
senses, no matter how, whether by actual or illusory vision, is liable
to renewal, “independently of any renewed application of the cause which
had originally excited it,” and the image can be seen in that renewal
“as distinctly as external objects,” for indeed “the revival of the
fantastic figure really does affect those points of the retina which had
been previously impressed.”



CHAPTER XLVI.

Julius Faber and Amy Lloyd stayed in my house three days, I and in their
presence I felt a healthful sense of security and peace. Amy wished to
visit her father’s house, and I asked Faber, in taking her there, to
seize the occasion to see Lilian, that he might communicate to me his
impression of a case so peculiar. I prepared Mrs. Ashleigh for this
visit by a previous note. When the old man and the child came back, both
brought me comfort. Amy was charmed with Lilian, who had received her
with the sweetness natural to her real character, and I loved to hear
Lilian’s praise from those innocent lips.

Faber’s report was still more calculated to console me.

“I have seen, I have conversed with her long and familiarly. You were
quite right,--there is no tendency to consumption in that exquisite, if
delicate, organization; nor do I see cause for the fear to which your
statement had pre-inclined me. That head is too nobly formed for any
constitutional cerebral infirmity. In its organization, ideality,
wonder, veneration, are large, it is true, but they are balanced by
other organs, now perhaps almost dormant, but which will come into
play as life passes from romance into duty. Something at this moment
evidently oppresses her mind. In conversing with her, I observe
abstraction, listlessness; but I am so convinced of her truthfulness,
that if she has once told you she returned your affection, and pledged
to you her faith, I should, in your place, rest perfectly satisfied that
whatever be the cloud that now rests on her imagination, and for the
time obscures the idea of yourself, it will pass away.”

Faber was a believer in the main divisions of phrenology, though he did
not accept all the dogmas of Gall and Spurzheim; while, to my mind,
the refutation of phrenology in its fundamental propositions had been
triumphantly established by the lucid arguments of Sir W. Hamilton.(1)
But when Faber rested on phrenological observations assurances in honour
of Lilian, I forgot Sir W. Hamilton, and believed in phrenology. As
iron girders and pillars expand and contract with the mere variations
of temperature, so will the strongest conviction on which the human
intellect rests its judgment vary with the changes of the human heart;
and the building is only safe where these variations are foreseen and
allowed for by a wisdom intent on self-knowledge.(2)

There was much in the affection that had sprung up between Julius Faber
and Amy Lloyd which touched my heart and softened all its emotions. This
man, unblessed, like myself, by conjugal and parental ties, had, in his
solitary age, turned for solace to the love of a child, as I, in the
pride of manhood, had turned to the love of woman. But his love was
without fear, without jealousy, without trouble. My sunshine came to
me in a fitful ray, through clouds that had gathered over my noon; his
sunshine covered all his landscape, hallowed and hallowing by the calm
of declining day.

And Amy was no common child. She had no exuberant imagination; she was
haunted by no whispers from Afar; she was a creature fitted for the
earth,--to accept its duties and to gladden its cares. Her tender
observation, fine and tranquil, was alive to all the important household
trifles by which, at the earliest age, man’s allotted soother asserts
her privilege to tend and to comfort. It was pleasant to see her
moving so noiselessly through the rooms I had devoted to her venerable
protector, knowing all his simple wants, and providing for them as if by
the mechanism of a heart exquisitely moulded to the loving uses of life.
Sometimes when I saw her setting his chair by the window (knowing, as
I did, how much he habitually loved to be near the light) and smoothing
his papers (in which he was apt to be unmethodical), placing the mark
in his book when he ceased to read, divining, almost without his glance,
some wish passing through his mind, and then seating herself at his
feet, often with her work--which was always destined for him or for one
of her absent brothers,--now and then with the one small book that
she had carried with her, a selection of Bible stories compiled for
children,--sometimes when I saw her thus, how I wished that Lilian,
too, could have seen her, and have compared her own ideal fantasies with
those young developments of the natural heavenly Woman!

But was there nothing in that sight from which I, proud of my arid
reason even in its perplexities, might have taken lessons for myself?

On the second evening of Faber’s visit I brought to him the draft of
deeds for the sale of his property. He had never been a man of business
out of his profession; he was impatient to sell his property, and
disposed to accept an offer at half its value. I insisted on taking
on myself the task of negotiator; perhaps, too, in this office I was
egotistically anxious to prove to the great physician that which he
believed to be my “hallucination” had in no way obscured my commonsense
in the daily affairs of life. So I concluded, and in a few hours,
terms for his property that were only just, but were infinitely more
advantageous than had appeared to himself to be possible. But as I
approached him with the papers, he put his finger to his lips. Amy was
standing by him with her little book in her hand, and his own Bible lay
open on the table. He was reading to her from the Sacred Volume itself,
and impressing on her the force and beauty of one of the Parables, the
adaptation of which had perplexed her; when he had done, she kissed him,
bade him goodnight, and went away to rest. Then said Faber thoughtfully,
and as if to himself more than me,--

“What a lovely bridge between old age and childhood is religion! How
intuitively the child begins with prayer and worship on entering life,
and how intuitively on quitting life the old man turns back to prayer
and worship, putting himself again side by side with the infant!”

I made no answer, but, after a pause, spoke of fines and freeholds,
title-deeds and money; and when the business on hand was concluded,
asked my learned guest if, before he departed, he would deign to look
over the pages of my ambitious Physiological Work. There were parts of
it on which I much desired his opinion, touching on subjects in which
his special studies made him an authority as high as our land possessed.

He made me bring him the manuscript, and devoted much of that night and
the next day to its perusal.

When he gave it me back, which was not till the morning of his
departure, he commenced with eulogies on the scope of its design, and
the manner of its execution, which flattered my vanity so much that
I could not help exclaiming, “Then, at least, there is no trace of
‘hallucination’ here!”

“Alas, my poor Allen! here, perhaps, hallucination, or self-deception,
is more apparent than in all the strange tales you confided to me. For
here is the hallucination of the man seated on the shores of Nature,
and who would say to its measureless sea, ‘So far shalt thou go and no
farther;’ here is the hallucination of the creature, who, not content
with exploring the laws of the Creator, ends with submitting to his
interpretation of some three or four laws, in the midst of a code of
which all the rest are in a language unknown to him, the powers and
free-will of the Lawgiver Himself; here is the hallucination by which
Nature is left Godless, because Man is left soulless. What would matter
all our speculations on a Deity who would cease to exist for us when we
are in the grave? Why mete out, like Archytas, the earth and the sea,
and number the sands on the shore that divides them, if the end of this
wisdom be a handful of dust sprinkled over a skull!


   “‘Nec quidquam tibi prodest
     Aerias tentasse dornos, animoque rotundum
     Percurrisse polum naorituro.’

“Your book is a proof of the soul that you fail to discover. Without a
soul, no man would work for a Future that begins for his fame when the
breath is gone from his body. Do you remember how you saw that little
child praying at the grave of her father? Shall I tell you that in her
simple orisons she prayed for the benefactor,--who had cared for
the orphan; who had reared over dust that tomb which, in a Christian
burial-ground, is a mute but perceptible memorial of Christian hopes;
that the child prayed, haughty man, for you? And you sat by, knowing
nought of this; sat by, amongst the graves, troubled and tortured with
ghastly doubts, vain of a reason that was sceptical of eternity, and yet
shaken like a reed by a moment’s marvel. Shall I tell the child to pray
for you no more; that you disbelieve in a soul? If you do so, what is
the efficacy of prayer? Speak, shall I tell her this? Shall the infant
pray for you never more?”

I was silent; I was thrilled.

“Has it never occurred to you, who, in denying all innate perceptions
as well as ideas, have passed on to deductions from which poor Locke,
humble Christian that he was, would have shrunk in dismay,--has it never
occurred to you as a wonderful fact, that the easiest thing in the
world to teach a child is that which seems to metaphysical schoolmen the
abstrusest of all problems? Read all those philosophers wrangling about
a First Cause, deciding on what are miracles, and then again deciding
that such miracles cannot be; and when one has answered another, and
left in the crucible of wisdom a caput mortuum of ignorance, then turn
your eyes, and look at the infant praying to the invisible God at his
mother’s knees. This idea, so miraculously abstract, of a Power the
infant has never seen, that cannot be symbolled forth and explained to
him by the most erudite sage,--a Power, nevertheless, that watches
over him, that hears him, that sees him, that will carry him across the
grave, that will enable him to live on forever,--this double mystery
of a Divinity and of a Soul, the infant learns with the most facile
readiness, at the first glimpse of his reasoning faculty. Before you can
teach him a rule in addition, before you can venture to drill him into
his horn-book, he leaps, with one intuitive spring of all his ideas,
to the comprehension of the truths which are only incomprehensible to
blundering sages! And you, as you stand before me, dare not say, ‘Let
the child pray for me no more!’ But will the Creator accept the child’s
prayer for the man who refuses prayer for himself? Take my advice, pray!
And in this counsel I do not overstep my province. I speak not as a
preacher, but as a physician. For health is a word that comprehends
our whole organization, and a just equilibrium of all faculties and
functions is the condition of health. As in your Lilian the equilibrium
is deranged by the over-indulgence of a spiritual mysticism which
withdraws from the nutriment of duty the essential pabulum of sober
sense, so in you the resolute negation of disciplined spiritual
communion between Thought and Divinity robs imagination of its noblest
and safest vent. Thus, from opposite extremes, you and your Lilian meet
in the same region of mist and cloud, losing sight of each other and of
the true ends of life, as her eyes only gaze on the stars and yours only
bend to the earth. Were I advising her, I should say: ‘Your Creator has
placed the scene of your trial below, and not in the stars.’ Advising
you, I say: ‘But in the trial below, man should recognize education for
heaven.’ In a word, I would draw somewhat more downward her fancy,
raise somewhat more upward your reason. Take my advice then,--Pray.
Your mental system needs the support of prayer in order to preserve its
balance. In the embarrassment and confusion of your senses, clearness
of perception will come with habitual and tranquil confidence in Him who
alike rules the universe and reads the heart. I only say here what
has been said much better before by a reasoner in whom all Students of
Nature recognize a guide. I see on your table the very volume of Bacon
which contains the passage I commend to your reflection. Here it is.
Listen: ‘Take an example of a dog, and mark what a generosity and
courage he will put on when he finds himself maintained by a man who, to
him, is instead of a God, or melior natura, which courage is manifestly
such as that creature, without that confidence of a better nature
than his own, could never attain. So man, when he resteth and assureth
himself upon Divine protection and favour, gathereth a force and faith
which human nature could not obtain.’(3) You are silent, but your
gesture tells me your doubt,--a doubt which your heart, so femininely
tender, will not speak aloud lest you should rob the old man of a hope
with which your strength of manhood dispenses,--you doubt the efficacy
of prayer! Pause and reflect, bold but candid inquirer into the laws
of that guide you call Nature. If there were no efficacy in prayer;
if prayer were as mere an illusion of superstitious fantasy as aught
against which your reason now struggles, do you think that Nature
herself would have made it amongst the most common and facile of all
her dictates? Do you believe that if there really did not exist that
tie between Man and his Maker--that link between life here and life
hereafter which is found in what we call Soul alone--that wherever you
look through the universe, you would behold a child at Prayer? Nature
inculcates nothing that is superfluous. Nature does not impel the
leviathan or the lion, the eagle or the moth, to pray; she impels only
man. Why? Because man only has soul, and Soul seeks to commune with the
Everlasting, as a fountain struggles up to its source. Burn your book.
It would found you a reputation for learning and intellect and courage,
I allow; but learning and intellect and courage wasted against a truth,
like spray against a rock! A truth valuable to the world, the world will
never part with. You will not injure the truth, but you will mislead
and may destroy many, whose best security is in the truth which you so
eruditely insinuate to be a fable. Soul and Hereafter are the heritage
of all men; the humblest, journeyman in those streets, the pettiest
trader behind those counters, have in those beliefs their prerogatives
of royalty. You would dethrone and embrute the lords of the earth by
your theories. For my part, having given the greater part of my life
to the study and analysis of facts, I would rather be the author of the
tritest homily, or the baldest poem, that inculcated that imperishable
essence of the soul to which I have neither scalpel nor probe, than be
the founder of the subtlest school, or the framer of the loftiest verse,
that robbed my fellow-men of their faith in a spirit that eludes the
dissecting-knife,--in a being that escapes the grave-digger. Burn your
book! Accept This Book instead; Read and Pray.”

He placed his Bible in my hand, embraced me, and, an hour afterwards,
the old man and the child left my hearth solitary once more.

(1) The summary of this distinguished lecturer’s objections to
phrenology is to be found in the Appendix to vol i. of “Lectures on
Metaphysics,” p. 404, et seq. Edition 1859.

(2) The change of length of iron girders caused by variation of
temperature has not unfrequently brought down the whole edifice into
which they were admitted. Good engineers and architects allow for such
changes produced by temperature. In the tubular bridge across the Menai
Straits, a self-acting record of the daily amount of its contraction and
expansion is ingeniously Contrived.

(3) Bacon’s “Essay on Atheism.” This quotation is made with admirable
felicity and force by Dr. Whewell, page 378 of Bridgewater Treatise
on Astronomy and General Physics considered with reference to Natural
Theology.



CHAPTER XLVII.

That night, as I sat in my study, very thoughtful and very mournful, I
resolved all that Julius Faber had said; and the impression his words
had produced became gradually weaker and weaker, as my reason, naturally
combative, rose up with all the replies which my philosophy suggested.
No; if my imagination had really seduced and betrayed me into monstrous
credulities, it was clear that the best remedy to such morbid tendencies
towards the Superstitious was in the severe exercise of the faculties
most opposed to Superstition,--in the culture of pure reasoning, in the
science of absolute fact. Accordingly, I placed before me the very book
which Julius Faber had advised me to burn; I forced all my powers of
mind to go again over the passages which contained the doctrines that
his admonition had censured; and before daybreak, I had stated the
substance of his argument, and the logical reply to it, in an elaborate
addition to my chapter on “Sentimental Philosophers.” While thus
rejecting the purport of his parting counsels, I embodied in another
portion of my work his views on my own “illusions;” and as here my
commonsense was in concord with his, I disposed of all my own previous
doubts in an addition to my favourite chapter “On the Cheats of the
Imagination.” And when the pen dropped from my hand, and the day-star
gleamed through the window, my heart escaped from the labour of my mind,
and flew back to the image of Lilian. The pride of the philosopher died
out of me, the sorrow of the man reigned supreme, and I shrank from the
coming of the sun, despondent.



CHAPTER XLVIII.

Not till the law had completed its proceedings, and satisfied the public
mind as to the murder of Sir Philip Derval, were the remains of the
deceased consigned to the family mausoleum. The funeral was, as may be
supposed, strictly private, and when it was over, the excitement caused
by an event so tragical and singular subsided. New topics engaged the
public talk, and--in my presence, at least--the delicate consideration
due to one whose name had been so painfully mixed up in the dismal
story forbore a topic which I could not be expected to hear without
distressful emotion. Mrs. Ashleigh I saw frequently at my own house;
she honestly confessed that Lilian had not shown that grief at the
cancelling of our engagement which would alone justify Mrs. Ashleigh in
asking me again to see her daughter, and retract my conclusions against
our union. She said that Lilian was quiet, not uncheerful, never spoke
of me nor of Margrave, but seemed absent and pre-occupied as before,
taking pleasure in nothing that had been wont to please her; not in
music, nor books, nor that tranquil pastime which women call work, and
in which they find excuse to meditate, in idleness, their own fancies.
She rarely stirred out, even in the garden; when she did, her eyes
seemed to avoid the house in which Margrave had lodged, and her steps
the old favourite haunt by the Monks’ Well. She would remain silent for
long hours together, but the silence did not appear melancholy. For
the rest, her health was more than usually good. Still Mrs. Ashleigh
persisted in her belief that, sooner or later, Lilian would return to
her former self, her former sentiments for me; and she entreated me not,
as yet, to let the world know that our engagement was broken off. “For
if,” she said, with good sense, “if it should prove not to be broken
off, only suspended, and afterwards happily renewed, there will be two
stories to tell when no story be needed. Besides, I should dread the
effect on Lilian, if offensive gossips babbled to her on a matter that
would excite so much curiosity as the rupture of a union in which our
neighbours have taken so general an interest.”

I had no reason to refuse acquiescence in Mrs. Ashleigh’s request, but
I did not share in her hopes; I felt that the fair prospects of my life
were blasted; I could never love another, never wed another; I resigned
myself to a solitary hearth, rejoiced, at least, that Margrave had not
revisited at Mrs. Ashleigh’s,--had not, indeed, reappeared in the
town. He was still staying with Strahan, who told me that his guest
had ensconced himself in Forman’s old study, and amused himself with
reading--though not for long at a time--the curious old books and
manuscripts found in the library, or climbing trees like a schoolboy,
and familiarizing himself with the deer and the cattle, which would
group round him quite tame, and feed from his hand. Was this the
description of a criminal? But if Sir Philip’s assertion were really
true; if the criminal were man without soul; if without soul, man would
have no conscience, never be troubled by repentance, and the vague dread
of a future world,--why, then, should not the criminal be gay despite
his crimes, as the white bear gambols as friskly after his meal on
human flesh? These questions would haunt me, despite my determination to
accept as the right solution of all marvels the construction put on my
narrative by Julius Faber.

Days passed; I saw and heard nothing of Margrave. I began half to
hope that, in the desultory and rapid changes of mood and mind which
characterized his restless nature, he had forgotten my existence.

One morning I went out early on my rounds, when I met Straban
unexpectedly.

“I was in search of you,” he said, “for more than one person has told me
that you are looking ill and jaded. So you are! And the town now is hot
and unhealthy. You must come to Derval Court for a week or so. You can
ride into town every day to see your patients. Don’t refuse. Margrave,
who is still with me, sends all kind messages, and bade me say that he
entreats you to come to the house at which he also is a guest!”

I started. What had the Scin-Laeca required of me, and obtained to that
condition my promise? “If you are asked to the house at which I also
am a guest, you will come; you will meet and converse with me as
guest speaks to guest in the house of a host!” Was this one of the
coincidences which my reason was bound to accept as coincidences, and
nothing more? Tut, tut! Was I returning again to my “hallucinations”?
Granting that Faber and common-sense were in the right, what was this
Margrave? A man to whose friendship, acuteness, and energy I was under
the deepest obligations,--to whom I was indebted for active services
that had saved my life from a serious danger, acquitted my honour of a
horrible suspicion. “I thank you,” I said to Strahan, “I will come; not,
indeed, for a week, but, at all events, for a day or two.”

“That’s right; I will call for you in the carriage at six o’clock. You
will have done your day’s work by then?”

“Yes; I will so arrange.”

On our way to Derval Court that evening, Strahan talked much about
Margrave, of whom, nevertheless, he seemed to be growing weary.

“His high spirits are too much for one,” said he; “and then so
restless,--so incapable of sustained quiet conversation. And, clever
though he is, he can’t help me in the least about the new house I shall
build. He has no notion of construction. I don’t think he could build a
barn.”

“I thought you did not like to demolish the old house, and would content
yourself with pulling down the more ancient part of it?”

“True. At first it seemed a pity to destroy so handsome a mansion; but
you see, since poor Sir Philip’s manuscript, on which he set such store,
has been too mutilated, I fear, to allow me to effect his wish with
regard to it, I think I ought at least scrupulously to obey his other
whims. And, besides, I don’t know, there are odd noises about the old
house. I don’t believe in haunted houses; still there is something
dreary in strange sounds at the dead of night, even if made by rats, or
winds through decaying rafters. You, I remember at college, had a taste
for architecture, and can draw plans. I wish to follow out Sir Philip’s
design, but on a smaller scale, and with more attention to comfort.”

Thus he continued to run on, satisfied to find me a silent and attentive
listener. We arrived at the mansion an hour before sunset, the westering
light shining full against the many windows cased in mouldering
pilasters, and making the general dilapidation of the old place yet more
mournfully evident.

It was but a few minutes to the dinner-hour. I went up at once to the
room appropriated to me,--not the one I had before occupied. Strahan
had already got together a new establishment. I was glad to find in
the servant who attended me an old acquaintance. He had been in my own
employ when I first settled at L----, and left me to get married. He and
his wife were now both in Strahan’s service. He spoke warmly of his
new master and his contentment with his situation, while he unpacked my
carpet-bag and assisted me to change my dress. But the chief object of
his talk and his praise was Mr. Margrave.

“Such a bright young gentleman, like the first fine day in May!”

When I entered the drawing-room, Margrave and Strahan were both there.
The former was blithe and genial, as usual, in his welcome. At dinner,
and during the whole evening till we retired severally to our own rooms,
he was the principal talker,--recounting incidents of travel, always
very loosely strung together, jesting, good-humouredly enough, at
Strahan’s sudden hobby for building, then putting questions to me about
mutual acquaintances, but never waiting for an answer; and every now
and then, as if at random, startling us with some brilliant aphorism, or
some suggestion drawn from abstract science or unfamiliar erudition. The
whole effect was sparkling, but I could well understand that, if long
continued, it would become oppressive. The soul has need of pauses of
repose,--intervals of escape, not only from the flesh, but even from the
mind. A man of the loftiest intellect will experience times when
mere intellect not only fatigues him, but amidst its most original
conceptions, amidst its proudest triumphs, has a something trite and
commonplace compared with one of those vague intimations of a spiritual
destiny which are not within the ordinary domain of reason; and, gazing
abstractedly into space, will leave suspended some problem of severest
thought, or uncompleted some golden palace of imperial poetry, to
indulge in hazy reveries, that do not differ from those of an innocent,
quiet child! The soul has a long road to travel--from time through
eternity. It demands its halting hours of contemplation. Contemplation
is serene. But with such wants of an immortal immaterial spirit,
Margrave had no fellowship, no sympathy; and for myself, I need scarcely
add that the lines I have just traced I should not have written at the
date at which my narrative has now arrived.



CHAPTER XLIX.

I had no case that necessitated my return to L---- the following day.
The earlier hours of the forenoon I devoted to Strahan and his building
plans. Margrave flitted in and out of the room fitfully as an April
sunbeam, sometimes flinging himself on a sofa, and reading for a few
minutes one of the volumes of the ancient mystics, in which Sir Philip’s
library was so rich. I remember it was a volume of Proclus. He read that
crabbed and difficult Greek with a fluency that surprised me. “I picked
up the ancient Greek,” said he, “years ago, in learning the modern.”
 But the book soon tired him; then he would come and disturb us, archly
enjoying Strahan’s peevishness at interruption; then he would throw open
the window and leap down, chanting one of his wild savage airs; and
in another moment he was half hid under the drooping boughs of a broad
lime-tree, amidst the antlers of deer that gathered fondly round him.
In the afternoon my host was called away to attend some visitors of
importance, and I found myself on the sward before the house, right in
view of the mausoleum and alone with Margrave.

I turned my eyes from that dumb House of Death wherein rested the corpse
of the last lord of the soil, so strangely murdered, with a strong
desire to speak out to Margrave the doubts respecting himself that
tortured me. But--setting aside the promise to the contrary, which I had
given, or dreamed I had given, to the Luminous Shadow--to fulfil that
desire would have been impossible,--impossible to any one gazing on that
radiant youthful face! I think I see him now as I saw him then: a white
doe, that even my presence could not scare away from him, clung lovingly
to his side, looking up at him with her soft eyes. He stood there like
the incarnate principle of mythological sensuous life. I have before
applied to him that illustration; let the repetition be pardoned.
Impossible, I repeat it, to say to that creature, face to face, “Art
thou the master of demoniac arts, and the instigator of secret murder?”
 As if from redundant happiness within himself, he was humming, or rather
cooing, a strain of music, so sweet, so wildly sweet, and so unlike the
music one hears from tutored lips in crowded rooms! I passed my hand
over my forehead in bewilderment and awe.

“Are there,” I said unconsciously,--“are there, indeed, such prodigies
in Nature?”

“Nature!” he cried, catching up the word; “talk to me of Nature! Talk of
her, the wondrous blissful mother! Mother I may well call her. I am her
spoiled child, her darling! But oh, to die, ever to die, ever to lose
sight of Nature!--to rot senseless, whether under these turfs or within
those dead walls--”

I could not resist the answer,--

“Like yon murdered man! murdered, and by whom?”

“By whom? I thought that was clearly proved.”

“The hand was proved; what influence moved the hand?”

“Tush! the poor wretch spoke of a Demon. Who can tell? Nature herself
is a grand destroyer. See that pretty bird, in its beak a writhing worm!
All Nature’s children live to take life; none, indeed, so lavishly as
man. What hecatombs slaughtered, not to satisfy the irresistible sting
of hunger, but for the wanton ostentation of a feast, which he may
scarcely taste, or for the mere sport that he finds in destroying! We
speak with dread of the beasts of prey: what beast of prey is so dire
a ravager as man,--so cruel and so treacherous? Look at yon flock
of sheep, bred and fattened for the shambles; and this hind that I
caress,--if I were the park-keeper, and her time for my bullet had come,
would you think her life was the safer because, in my own idle whim, I
had tamed her to trust to the hand raised to slay her?”

“It is true,” said I,--“a grim truth. Nature, on the surface so loving
and so gentle, is full of terror in her deeps when our thought descends
into their abyss!”

Strahan now joined us with a party of country visitors. “Margrave is
the man to show you the beauties of this park,” said he. “Margrave knows
every bosk and dingle, twisted old thorn-tree, or opening glade, in its
intricate, undulating ground.”

Margrave seemed delighted at this proposition; and as he led us through
the park, though the way was long, though the sun was fierce, no one
seemed fatigued. For the pleasure he felt in pointing out detached
beauties which escaped an ordinary eye was contagious. He did not talk
as talks the poet or the painter; but at some lovely effect of light
amongst the tremulous leaves, some sudden glimpse of a sportive rivulet
below, he would halt, point it out to us in silence, and with a kind
of childlike ecstasy in his own bright face, that seemed to reflect the
life and the bliss of the blithe summer day itself.

Thus seen, all my doubts in his dark secret nature faded away,--all my
horror, all my hate; it was impossible to resist the charm that breathed
round him, not to feel a tender, affectionate yearning towards him as to
some fair happy child. Well might he call himself the Darling of Nature.
Was he not the mysterious likeness of that awful Mother, beautiful as
Apollo in one aspect, direful as Typhon in another?



CHAPTER L.

 “What a strange-looking cane you have, sir!” said a little girl, who was one of the party, and who had entwined her arm round Margrave’s. “Let me look at it.”

“Yes,” said Strahan, “that cane, or rather walking-staff, is worth
looking at. Margrave bought it in Egypt, and declares that it is very
ancient.”

This staff seemed constructed from a reed: looked at, it seemed light,
in the hand it felt heavy; it was of a pale, faded yellow, wrought
with black rings at equal distances, and graven with half obliterated
characters that seemed hieroglyphic. I remembered to have seen Margrave
with it before, but I had never noticed it with any attention until now,
when it was passed from hand to hand. At the head of the cane there was
a large unpolished stone of a dark blue.

“Is this a pebble or a jewel?” asked one of the party.

“I cannot tell you its name or nature,” said Margrave; “but it is said
to cure the bite of serpents(1), and has other supposed virtues,--a
talisman, in short.”

He here placed the staff in my hands, and bade me look at it with care.
Then he changed the conversation and renewed the way, leaving the
staff with me, till suddenly I forced it back on him. I could not have
explained why, but its touch, as it warmed in my clasp, seemed to send
through my whole frame a singular thrill, and a sensation as if I no
longer felt my own weight,--as if I walked on air.

Our rambles came to a close; the visitors went away; I re-entered the
house through the sash-window of Forman’s study. Margrave threw his hat
and staff on the table, and amused himself with examining minutely the
tracery on the mantelpiece. Strahan and myself left him thus occupied,
and, going into the adjoining library, resumed our task of examining the
plans for the new house. I continued to draw outlines and sketches
of various alterations, tending to simplify and contract Sir Philip’s
general design. Margrave soon joined us, and this time took his seat
patiently beside our table, watching me use ruler and compass with
unwonted attention.

“I wish I could draw,” he said; “but I can do nothing useful.”

“Rich men like you,” said Strahan, peevishly, “can engage others,
and are better employed in rewarding good artists than in making bad
drawings themselves.”

“Yes, I can employ others; and--Fenwick, when you have finished with
Strahan I will ask permission to employ you, though without reward; the
task I would impose will not take you a minute.”

He then threw himself back in his chair, and seemed to fall into a doze.

The dressing-bell rang; Strahan put away the plans,--indeed, they were
now pretty well finished and decided on. Margrave woke up as our host
left the room to dress, and drawing me towards another table in the
room, placed before me one of his favourite mystic books, and, pointing
to an old woodcut, said,

“I will ask you to copy this for me; it pretends to be a facsimile of
Solomon’s famous seal. I have a whimsical desire to have a copy of it.
You observe two triangles interlaced and inserted in a circle?--the
pentacle, in short. Yes, just so. You need not add the astrological
characters: they are the senseless superfluous accessories of the
dreamer who wrote the book. But the pentacle itself has an intelligible
meaning; it belongs to the only universal language, the language of
symbol, in which all races that think--around, and above, and below
us--can establish communion of thought. If in the external universe any
one constructive principle can be detected, it is the geometrical;
and in every part of the world in which magic pretends to a written
character, I find that its hieroglyphics are geometrical figures. Is
it not laughable that the most positive of all the sciences should thus
lend its angles and circles to the use of--what shall I call it?--the
ignorance?--ay, that is the word--the ignorance of dealers in magic?”

He took up the paper, on which I had hastily described the triangles and
the circle, and left the room, chanting the serpent-charmer’s song.

(1) The following description of a stone at Corfu, celebrated as an
antidote to the venom of the serpent’s bite, was given to me by an
eminent scholar and legal functionary in that island:--

DESCRIPTION of THE BLUESTONE.--This stone is of an oval shape 1 2/10 in.
long, 7/10 broad, 3/10 thick, and, having been broken formerly, is now
set in gold.

When a person is bitten by a poisonous snake, the bite must be opened
by a cut of a lancet or razor longways, and the stone applied within
twenty-four hours. The stone then attaches itself firmly on the wound,
and when it has done its office falls off; the cure is then complete.
The stone must then be thrown into milk, whereupon it vomits the poison
it has absorbed, which remains green on the top of the milk, and the
stone is then again fit for use.

This stone has been from time immemorial in the family of Ventura, of
Corfu, a house of Italian origin, and is notorious, so that peasants
immediately apply for its aid. Its virtue has not been impaired by the
fracture. Its nature or composition is unknown.

In a case where two were stung at the same time by serpents, the stone
was applied to one, who recovered; but the other, for whom it could not
be used, died.

It never failed but once, and then it was applied after the twenty-four
hours.

Its colour is so dark as not to be distinguished from black.


                                                P. M. COLQUHOUN.

Corfu, 7th Nov., 1860.

Sir Emerson Tennent, in his popular and excellent work on Ceylon, gives
an account of “snake stones” apparently similar to the one at Corfu,
except that they are “intensely black and highly polished,” and which
are applied, in much the same manner, to the wounds inflicted by the
cobra-capella.

QUERY.-Might it not be worth while to ascertain the chemical properties
of these stones, and, if they be efficacious in the extraction of venom
conveyed by a bite, might they not be as successful if applied to the
bite of a mad dog as to that of a cobra-capella?



CHAPTER LI.

When we separated for the night, which we did at eleven o’clock,
Margrave said,--

“Good-night and good-by. I must leave you to-morrow, Strahan, and before
your usual hour for rising. I took the liberty of requesting one of your
men to order me a chaise from L----. Pardon my seeming abruptness, but
I always avoid long leave-takings, and I had fixed the date of my
departure almost as soon as I accepted your invitation.”

“I have no right to complain. The place must be dull indeed to a gay
young fellow like you. It is dull even to me. I am meditating flight
already. Are you going back to L----?”

“Not even for such things as I left at my lodgings. When I settle
somewhere and can give an address, I shall direct them to be sent to me.
There are, I hear, beautiful patches of scenery towards the north, only
known to pedestrian tourists. I am a good walker; and you know, Fenwick,
that I am also a child of Nature. Adieu to you both; and many thanks to
you, Strahan, for your hospitality.”

He left the room.

“I am not sorry he is going,” said Strahan, after a pause, and with a
quick breath as if of relief. “Do you not feel that he exhausts one? An
excess of oxygen, as you would say in a lecture.”

I was alone in my own chamber; I felt indisposed for bed and for sleep;
the curious conversation I had held with Margrave weighed on me. In that
conversation, we had indirectly touched upon the prodigies which I had
not brought myself to speak of with frank courage, and certainly nothing
in Margrave’s manner had betrayed consciousness of my suspicions; on the
contrary, the open frankness with which he evinced his predilection for
mystic speculation, or uttered his more unamiable sentiments, rather
tended to disarm than encourage belief in gloomy secrets or sinister
powers. And as he was about to quit the neighbourhood, he would not
again see Lilian, not even enter the town of L----. Was I to ascribe
this relief from his presence to the promise of the Shadow; or was I
not rather right in battling firmly against any grotesque illusion, and
accepting his departure as a simple proof that my jealous fears had been
amongst my other chimeras, and that as he had really only visited
Lilian out of friendship to me, in my peril, so he might, with his
characteristic acuteness, have guessed my jealousy, and ceased his
visits from a kindly motive delicately concealed? And might not the same
motive now have dictated the words which were intended to assure me
that L---- contained no attractions to tempt him to return to it? Thus,
gradually soothed and cheered by the course to which my reflections led
me, I continued to muse for hours. At length, looking at my watch, I
was surprised to find it was the second hour after midnight. I was just
about to rise from my chair to undress, and secure some hours of sleep,
when the well-remembered cold wind passed through the room, stirring the
roots of my hair; and before me stood, against the wall, the Luminous
Shadow.

“Rise and follow me,” said the voice, sounding much nearer than it had
ever done before.

And at those words I rose mechanically, and like a sleepwalker.

“Take up the light.”

I took it. The Scin-Laeca glided along the wall towards the threshold,
and motioned me to open the door. I did so. The Shadow flitted on
through the corridor. I followed, with hushed footsteps, down a small
stair into Forman’s study. In all my subsequent proceedings, about to be
narrated, the Shadow guided me, sometimes by voice, sometimes by sign.
I obeyed the guidance, not only unresistingly, but without a desire to
resist. I was unconscious either of curiosity or of awe,--only of a
calm and passive indifference, neither pleasurable nor painful. In this
obedience, from which all will seemed extracted, I took into my hands
the staff which I had examined the day before, and which lay on the
table, just where Margrave had cast it on re-entering the house. I
unclosed the shutter to the casement, lifted the sash, and, with the
light in my left hand, the staff in my right, stepped forth into the
garden. The night was still; the flame of the candle scarcely trembled
in the air; the Shadow moved on before me towards the old pavilion
described in an earlier part of this narrative, and of which the
mouldering doors stood wide open. I followed the Shadow into the
pavilion, up the crazy stair to the room above, with its four great
blank unglazed windows, or rather arcades, north, south, east, and west.
I halted on the middle of the floor: right before my eyes, through the
vista made by breathless boughs, stood out from the moonlit air the
dreary mausoleum. Then, at the command conveyed to me, I placed the
candle on a wooden settle, touched a spring in the handle of the staff;
a lid flew back, and I drew from the hollow, first a lump of some dark
bituminous substance, next a smaller slender wand of polished steel, of
which the point was tipped with a translucent material, which appeared
to me like crystal. Bending down, still obedient to the direction
conveyed to me, I described on the floor with the lump of bitumen (if
I may so call it) the figure of the pentacle with the interlaced
triangles, in a circle nine feet in diameter, just as I had drawn it
for Margrave the evening before. The material used made the figure
perceptible, in a dark colour of mingled black and red. I applied the
flame of the candle to the circle, and immediately it became lambent
with a low steady splendour that rose about an inch from the floor; and
gradually front this light there emanated a soft, gray, transparent mist
and a faint but exquisite odour. I stood in the midst of the circle,
and within the circle also, close by my side, stood the Scin-Laeca,--no
longer reflected on the wall, but apart from it, erect, rounded into
more integral and distinct form, yet impalpable, and from it there
breathed an icy air. Then lifting the wand, the broader end of which
rested in the palm of my hand, the two forefingers closing lightly over
it in a line parallel with the point, I directed it towards the wide
aperture before me, fronting the mausoleum. I repeated aloud some words
whispered to me in a language I knew not: those words I would not trace
on this paper, could I remember them. As they came to a close, I heard
a howl from the watch-dog in the yard,--a dismal, lugubrious howl.
Other dogs in the distant village caught up the sound, and bayed in
a dirge-like chorus; and the howling went on louder and louder. Again
strange words were whispered to me, and I repeated them in mechanical
submission; and when they, too, were ended, I felt the ground tremble
beneath me, and as my eyes looked straight forward down the vista, that,
stretching from the casement, was bounded by the solitary mausoleum,
vague formless shadows seemed to pass across the moonlight,--below,
along the sward, above, in the air; and then suddenly a terror, not
before conceived, came upon me.

And a third time words were whispered; but though I knew no more of
their meaning than I did of those that had preceded them, I felt a
repugnance to utter them aloud. Mutely I turned towards the Scin-Laeca,
and the expression of its face was menacing and terrible; my will became
yet more compelled to the control imposed upon it, and my lips commenced
the formula again whispered into my ear, when I heard distinctly a voice
of warning and of anguish, that murmured “Hold!” I knew the voice; it
was Lilian’s. I paused; I turned towards the quarter from which the
voice had come, and in the space afar I saw the features, the form
of Lilian. Her arms were stretched towards me in supplication, her
countenance was deadly pale, and anxious with unutterable distress. The
whole image seemed in unison with the voice,--the look, the attitude,
the gesture of one who sees another in deadly peril, and cries,
“Beware!”

This apparition vanished in a moment; but that moment sufficed to free
my mind from the constraint which had before enslaved it. I dashed the
wand to the ground, sprang from the circle, rushed from the place. How
I got into my own room I can remember not,--I know not; I have a
vague reminiscence of some intervening wandering, of giant trees, of
shroud-like moonlight, of the Shining Shadow and its angry aspect, of
the blind walls and the iron door of the House of the Dead, of spectral
images,--a confused and dreary phantasmagoria. But all I can recall with
distinctness is the sight of my own hueless face in the mirror in my
own still room, by the light of the white moon through the window; and,
sinking down, I said to myself, “This, at least, is an hallucination or
a dream!”



CHAPTER LII.

A heavy sleep came over me at daybreak, but I did not undress nor go to
bed. The sun was high in the heavens when, on waking, I saw the servant
who had attended me bustling about the room.

“I beg your pardon, sir, I am afraid I disturbed you; but I have been
three times to see if you were not coming down, and I found you so
soundly asleep I did not like to wake you. Mr. Strahan has finished
breakfast, and gone out riding; Mr. Margrave has left,--left before six
o’clock.”

“Ah, he said he was going early.”

“Yes, sir; and he seemed so cross when he went. I could never have
supposed so pleasant a gentleman could put himself into such a passion!”

“What was the matter?”

“Why, his walking-stick could not be found; it was not in the hall. He
said he had left it in the study; we could not find it there. At last he
found it himself in the old summerhouse, and said--I beg pardon--he said
he was sure you had taken it there: that some one, at all events, had
been meddling with it. However, I am very glad it was found, since he
seems to set such store on it.”

“Did Mr. Margrave go himself into the summer-house to look for it?”

“Yes, sir; no one else would have thought of such a place; no one likes
to go there, even in the daytime.”

“Why?”

“Why, sir, they say it is haunted since poor Sir Philip’s death; and,
indeed, there are strange noises in every part of the house. I am
afraid you had a bad night, sir,” continued the servant, with evident
curiosity, glancing towards the bed, which I had not pressed, and
towards the evening-dress which, while he spoke, I was rapidly changing
for that which I habitually wore in the morning. “I hope you did not
feel yourself ill?”

“No! but it seems I fell asleep in my chair.”

“Did you hear, sir, how the dogs howled about two o’clock in the
morning? They woke me. Very frightful!”

“The moon was at her full. Dogs will bay at the moon.”

I felt relieved to think that I should not find Strahan in the
breakfast-room; and hastening through the ceremony of a meal which I
scarcely touched, I went out into the park unobserved, and creeping
round the copses and into the neglected gardens, made my way to the
pavilion. I mounted the stairs; I looked on the floor of the upper room;
yes, there still was the black figure of the pentacle, the circle. So,
then, it was not a dream! Till then I had doubted. Or might it not still
be so far a dream that I had walked in my sleep, and with an imagination
preoccupied by my conversations with Margrave,--by the hieroglyphics
on the staff I had handled, by the very figure associated with
superstitious practices which I had copied from some weird book at
his request, by all the strange impressions previously stamped on my
mind,--might I not, in truth, have carried thither in sleep the staff,
described the circle, and all the rest been but visionary delusion?
Surely, surely, so common-sense, and so Julius Faber would interpret the
riddles that perplexed me! Be that as it may, my first thought was to
efface the marks on the floor. I found this easier than I had ventured
to hope. I rubbed the circle and the pentacle away from the boards with
the sole of my foot, leaving but an undistinguishable smudge behind. I
know not why, but I felt the more nervously anxious to remove all such
evidences of my nocturnal visit to that room, because Margrave had so
openly gone thither to seek for the staff, and had so rudely named me to
the servant as having meddled with it. Might he not awake some suspicion
against me? Suspicion, what of? I knew not, but I feared!

The healthful air of day gradually nerved my spirits and relieved my
thoughts. But the place had become hateful to me. I resolved not to wait
for Strahan’s return, but to walk back to L----, and leave a message for
my host. It was sufficient excuse that I could not longer absent myself
from my patients; accordingly I gave directions to have the few things
which I had brought with me sent to my house by any servant who might
be going to L----, and was soon pleased to find myself outside the
park-gates and on the high-road.

I had not gone a mile before I met Strahan on horseback. He received
my apologies for not waiting his return to bid him farewell without
observation, and, dismounting, led his horse and walked beside me on
my road. I saw that there was something on his mind; at last he said,
looking down,--

“Did you hear the dogs howl last night?”

“Yes! the full moon!”

“You were awake, then, at the time. Did you hear any other sound? Did
you see anything?”

“What should I hear or see?”

Strahan was silent for some moments; then he said, with great
seriousness,--

“I could not sleep when I went to bed last night; I felt feverish and
restless. Somehow or other, Margrave got into my head, mixed up in some
strange way with Sir Philip Derval. I heard the dogs howl, and at
the same time, or rather a few minutes later, I felt the whole house
tremble, as a frail corner-house in London seems to tremble at night
when a carriage is driven past it. The howling had then ceased, and
ceased as suddenly as it had begun. I felt a vague, superstitious alarm;
I got up, and went to my window, which was unclosed (it is my habit
to sleep with my windows open); the moon was very bright, and I saw, I
declare I saw along the green alley that leads from the old part of
the house to the mausoleum--No, I will not say what I saw or believed I
saw,--you would ridicule me, and justly. But, whatever it might be, on
the earth without or in the fancy within my brain, I was so terrified,
that I rushed back to my bed, and buried my face in my pillow. I would
have come to you; but I did not dare to stir. I have been riding hard
all the morning in order to recover my nerves. But I dread sleeping
again under that roof, and now that you and Margrave leave me, I shall
go this very day to London. I hope all that I have told you is no bad
sign of any coming disease; blood to the head, eh?”

“No; but imagination overstrained can produce wondrous effects. You do
right to change the scene. Go to London at once, amuse yourself, and--”

“Not return, till the old house is razed to the ground. That is my
resolve. You approve? That’s well. All success to you, Fenwick. I will
canter back and get my portmanteau ready and the carriage out, in time
for the five o’clock train.”

So then he, too, had seen--what? I did not dare and I did not desire
to ask him. But he, at least, was not walking in his sleep! Did we both
dream, or neither?



CHAPTER LIII.

There is an instance of the absorbing tyranny of every-day life which
must have struck all such of my readers as have ever experienced one of
those portents which are so at variance with every-day life, that the
ordinary epithet bestowed on them is “supernatural.”

And be my readers few or many, there will be no small proportion of them
to whom once, at least, in the course of their existence, a something
strange and eerie has occurred,--a something which perplexed and
baffled rational conjecture, and struck on those chords which vibrate to
superstition. It may have been only a dream unaccountably verified,--an
undefinable presentiment or forewarning; but up from such slighter and
vaguer tokens of the realm of marvel, up to the portents of ghostly
apparitions or haunted chambers, I believe that the greater number of
persons arrived at middle age, however instructed the class, however
civilized the land, however sceptical the period, to which they belong,
have either in themselves experienced, or heard recorded by intimate
associates whose veracity they accept as indisputable in all ordinary
transactions of life, phenomena which are not to be solved by the wit
that mocks them, nor, perhaps, always and entirely, to the contentment
of the reason or the philosophy that explains them away. Such phenomena,
I say, are infinitely more numerous than would appear from the instances
currently quoted and dismissed with a jest; for few of those who have
witnessed them are disposed to own it, and they who only hear of them
through others, however trustworthy, would not impugn their character
for common-sense by professing a belief to which common-sense is a
merciless persecutor. But he who reads my assertion in the quiet of his
own room, will perhaps pause, ransack his memory, and find there, in
some dark corner which he excludes from “the babbling and remorseless
day,” a pale recollection that proves the assertion not untrue.

And it is, I say, an instance of the absorbing tyranny of everyday life,
that whenever some such startling incident disturbs its regular tenor of
thought and occupation, that same every-day life hastens to bury in its
sands the object which has troubled its surface; the more unaccountable,
the more prodigious, has been the phenomenon which has scared and
astounded us, the more, with involuntary effort, the mind seeks to rid
itself of an enigma which might disease the reason that tries to solve
it. We go about our mundane business with renewed avidity; we feel the
necessity of proving to ourselves that we are still sober, practical
men, and refuse to be unfitted for the world which we know, by
unsolicited visitations from worlds into which every glimpse is soon
lost amid shadows. And it amazes us to think how soon such incidents,
though not actually forgotten, though they can be recalled--and recalled
too vividly for health--at our will, are nevertheless thrust, as it
were, out of the mind’s sight as we cast into lumber-rooms the crutches
and splints that remind us of a broken limb which has recovered its
strength and tone. It is a felicitous peculiarity in our organization,
which all members of my profession will have noticed, how soon, when
a bodily pain is once passed, it becomes erased from the
recollection,--how soon and how invariably the mind refuses to linger
over and recall it. No man freed an hour before from a raging toothache,
the rack of a neuralgia, seats himself in his armchair to recollect and
ponder upon the anguish he has undergone. It is the same with certain
afflictions of the mind,--not with those that strike on our affections,
or blast our fortunes, overshadowing our whole future with a sense of
loss; but where a trouble or calamity has been an accident, an episode
in our wonted life, where it affects ourselves alone, where it is
attended with a sense of shame and humiliation, where the pain
of recalling it seems idle, and if indulged would almost madden
us,--agonies of that kind we do not brood over as we do over the death
or falsehood of beloved friends, or the train of events by which we are
reduced from wealth to penury. No one, for instance, who has escaped
from a shipwreck, from the brink of a precipice, from the jaws of
a tiger, spends his days and nights in reviving his terrors past,
re-imagining dangers not to occur again, or, if they do occur, from
which the experience undergone can suggest no additional safeguards. The
current of our life, indeed, like that of the rivers, is most rapid in
the midmost channel, where all streams are alike comparatively slow in
the depth and along the shores in which each life, as each river, has a
character peculiar to itself. And hence, those who would sail with the
tide of the world, as those who sail with the tide of a river, hasten
to take the middle of the stream, as those who sail against the tide
are found clinging to the shore. I returned to my habitual duties and
avocations with renewed energy; I did not suffer my thoughts to dwell on
the dreary wonders that had haunted me, from the evening I first met
Sir Philip Derval to the morning on which I had quitted the house of
his heir; whether realities or hallucinations, no guess of mine could
unravel such marvels, and no prudence of mine guard me against their
repetition. But I had no fear that they would be repeated, any more than
the man who had gone through shipwreck, or the hairbreadth escape from
a fall down a glacier, fears again to be found in a similar peril.
Margrave had departed, whither I knew not, and, with his departure,
ceased all sense of his influence. A certain calm within me, a
tranquillizing feeling of relief, seemed to me like a pledge of
permanent delivery.

But that which did accompany and haunt me, through all my occupations
and pursuits, was the melancholy remembrance of the love I had lost in
Lilian. I heard from Mrs. Ashleigh, who still frequently visited
me, that her daughter seemed much in the same quiet state of
mind,--perfectly reconciled to our separation, seldom mentioning my
name, if mentioning it, with indifference; the only thing remarkable in
her state was her aversion to all society, and a kind of lethargy that
would come over her, often in the daytime. She would suddenly fall into
sleep and so remain for hours, but a sleep that seemed very serene and
tranquil, and from which she woke of herself. She kept much within her
own room, and always retired to it when visitors were announced.

Mrs. Ashleigh began reluctantly to relinquish the persuasion she had so
long and so obstinately maintained, that this state of feeling towards
myself--and, indeed, this general change in Lilian--was but temporary
and abnormal; she began to allow that it was best to drop all thoughts
of a renewed engagement,--a future union. I proposed to see Lilian in
her presence and in my professional capacity; perhaps some physical
cause, especially for this lethargy, might be detected and removed.
Mrs. Ashleigh owned to me that the idea had occurred to herself: she
had sounded Lilian upon it: but her daughter had so resolutely opposed
it,--had said with so quiet a firmness “that all being over between us,
a visit from me would be unwelcome and painful,”--that Mrs. Ashleigh
felt that an interview thus deprecated would only confirm estrangement.
One day, in calling, she asked my advice whether it would not be better
to try the effect of change of air and scene, and, in some other place,
some other medical opinion might be taken? I approved of this suggestion
with unspeakable sadness.

“And,” said Mrs. Ashleigh, shedding tears, “if that experiment prove
unsuccessful, I will write and let you know; and we must then consider
what to say to the world as a reason why the marriage is broken off. I
can render this more easy by staying away. I will not return to L----
till the matter has ceased to be the topic of talk, and at a distance
any excuse will be less questioned and seem more natural. But
still--still--let us hope still.”

“Have you one ground for hope?”

“Perhaps so; but you will think it very frail and fallacious.”

“Name it, and let me judge.”

“One night--in which you were on a visit to Derval Court--”

“Ay, that night.”

“Lilian woke me by a loud cry (she sleeps in the next room to me, and
the door was left open); I hastened to her bedside in alarm; she was
asleep, but appeared extremely agitated and convulsed. She kept calling
on your name in a tone of passionate fondness, but as if in great
terror. She cried, ‘Do not go, Allen--do not go--you know not what you
brave!--what you do!’ Then she rose in her bed, clasping her hands. Her
face was set and rigid; I tried to awake her, but could not. After a
little time, she breathed a deep sigh, and murmured, ‘Allen, Allen!
dear love! did you not hear, did you not see me? What could thus baffle
matter and traverse space but love and soul? Can you still doubt me,
Allen?--doubt that I love you now, shall love you evermore?--yonder,
yonder, as here below?’ She then sank back on her pillow, weeping, and
then I woke her.”

“And what did she say on waking?”

“She did not remember what she had dreamed, except that she had passed
through some great terror; but added, with a vague smile, ‘It is over,
and I feel happy now.’ Then she turned round and fell asleep again, but
quietly as a child, the tears dried, the smile resting.”

“Go, my dear friend, go; take Lilian away from this place as soon as you
can; divert her mind with fresh scenes. I hope!--I do hope! Let me know
where you fix yourself. I will seize a holiday,--I need one; I will
arrange as to my patients; I will come to the same place; she need not
know of it, but I must be by to watch, to hear your news of her. Heaven
bless you for what you have said! I hope!--I do hope!”



CHAPTER LIV.

Some days after, I received a few lines from Mrs. Ashleigh. Her
arrangements for departure were made. They were to start the next
morning. She had fixed on going into the north of Devonshire, and
staying some weeks either at Ilfracombe or Lynton, whichever place
Lilian preferred. She would write as soon as they were settled.

I was up at my usual early hour the next morning. I resolved to go out
towards Mrs. Ashleigh’s house, and watch, unnoticed, where I might,
perhaps, catch a glimpse of Lilian as the carriage that would convey her
to the railway passed my hiding-place.

I was looking impatiently at the clock; it was yet two hours before the
train by which Mrs. Ashleigh proposed to leave. A loud ring at my bell!
I opened the door. Mrs. Ashleigh rushed in, falling on my breast.

“Lilian! Lilian!”

“Heavens! What has happened?”

“She has left! she is gone,--gone away! Oh, Allen, how?--whither? Advise
me. What is to be done?”

“Come in--compose yourself--tell me all,--clearly, quickly. Lilian
gone,--gone away? Impossible! She must be hid somewhere in the
house,--the garden; she, perhaps, did not like the journey. She may
have crept away to some young friend’s house. But I talk when you should
talk: tell me all.”

Little enough to tell! Lilian had seemed unusually cheerful the night
before, and pleased at the thought of the excursion. Mother and daughter
retired to rest early: Mrs. Ashleigh saw Lilian sleeping quietly before
she herself went to bed. She woke betimes in the morning, dressed
herself, went into the next room to call Lilian--Lilian was not there.
No suspicion of flight occurred to her. Perhaps her daughter might be
up already, and gone downstairs, remembering something she might wish
to pack and take with her on the journey. Mrs. Ashleigh was confirmed
in this idea when she noticed that her own room door was left open. She
went downstairs, met a maidservant in the hall, who told her, with alarm
and surprise, that both the street and garden doors were found unclosed.
No one had seen Lilian. Mrs. Ashleigh now became seriously uneasy.
On remounting to her daughter’s room, she missed Lilian’s bonnet and
mantle. The house and garden were both searched in vain. There could be
no doubt that Lilian had gone,--must have stolen noiselessly at night
through her mother’s room, and let herself out of the house and through
the garden.

“Do you think she could have received any letter, any message, any
visitor unknown to you?”

“I cannot think it. Why do you ask? Oh, Allen, you do not believe there
is any accomplice in this disappearance! No, you do not believe it. But
my child’s honour! What will the world think?”

Not for the world cared I at that moment. I could think only of Lilian,
and without one suspicion that imputed blame to her.

“Be quiet, be silent; perhaps she has gone on some visit and will
return. Meanwhile, leave inquiry to me.”



CHAPTER LV.

It seemed incredible that Lilian could wander far without being
observed. I soon ascertained that she had not gone away by the
railway--by any public conveyance--had hired no carriage; she must
therefore be still in the town, or have left it on foot. The greater
part of the day was consumed in unsuccessful inquiries, and faint hopes
that she would return; meanwhile the news of her disappearance had
spread: how could such news fail to do so?

An acquaintance of mine met me under the archway of Monks’ Gate. He
wrung my hand and looked at me with great compassion.

“I fear,” said he, “that we were all deceived in that young Margrave. He
seemed so well conducted, in spite of his lively manners. But--”

“But what?”

“Mrs. Ashleigh was, perhaps, imprudent to admit him into her house
so familiarly. He was certainly very handsome. Young ladies will be
romantic.”

“How dare you, sir!” I cried, choked with rage. “And without any
colouring to so calumnious a suggestion! Margrave has not been in the
town for many days. No one knows even where he is.”

“Oh, yes, it is known where he is. He wrote to order the effects which
he had left here to be sent to Penrith.”

“When?”

“The letter arrived the day before yesterday. I happened to be calling
at the house where he last lodged, when at L----, the house opposite
Mrs. Ashleigh’s garden. No doubt the servants in both houses gossip with
each other. Miss Ashleigh could scarcely fail to hear of Mr. Margrave’s
address from her maid; and since servants will exchange gossip, they may
also convey letters. Pardon me, you know I am your friend.”

“Not from the moment you breathe a word against my betrothed wife,” said
I, fiercely.

I wrenched myself from the clasp of the man’s hand, but his words still
rang in my ears. I mounted my horse; I rode into the adjoining suburbs,
the neighbouring villages; there, however, I learned nothing, till,
just at nightfall, in a hamlet about ten miles from L----, a labourer
declared he had seen a young lady dressed as I described, who passed
by him in a path through the fields a little before noon; that he was
surprised to see one so young, so well dressed, and a stranger to the
neighbourhood (for he knew by sight the ladies of the few families
scattered around) walking alone; that as he stepped out of the path to
make way for her, he looked hard into her face, and she did not heed
him,--seemed to gaze right before her, into space. If her expression had
been less quiet and gentle, he should have thought, he could scarcely
say why, that she was not quite right in her mind; there was a strange
unconscious stare in her eyes, as if she were walking in her sleep. Her
pace was very steady,--neither quick nor slow. He had watched her till
she passed out of sight, amidst a wood through which the path wound its
way to a village at some distance.

I followed up this clew. I arrived at the village to which my informant
directed me, but night had set in. Most of the houses were closed, so I
could glean no further information from the cottages or at the inn. But
the police superintendent of the district lived in the village, and to
him I gave instructions which I had not given, and, indeed, would have
been disinclined to give, to the police at L----. He was intelligent
and kindly; he promised to communicate at once with the different
police-stations for miles round, and with all delicacy and privacy. It
was not probable that Lilian could have wandered in one day much farther
than the place at which I then was; it was scarcely to be conceived that
she could baffle my pursuit and the practised skill of the police. I
rested but a few hours, at a small public-house, and was on horseback
again at dawn. A little after sunrise I again heard of the wanderer. At
a lonely cottage, by a brick-kiln, in the midst of a wide common, she
had stopped the previous evening, and asked for a draught of milk. The
woman who gave it to her inquired if she had lost her way. She said
“No;” and, only tarrying a few minutes, had gone across the common; and
the woman supposed she was a visitor at a gentleman’s house which was at
the farther end of the waste, for the path she took led to no town, no
village. It occurred to me then that Lilian avoided all high-roads, all
places, even the humblest, where men congregated together. But where
could she have passed the night? Not to fatigue the reader with the
fruitless result of frequent inquiries, I will but say that at the end
of the second day I had succeeded in ascertaining that I was still
on her track; and though I had ridden to and fro nearly double the
distance--coming back again to places I had left behind--it was at the
distance of forty miles from L---- that I last heard of her that second
day. She had been sitting alone by a little brook only an hour before.
I was led to the very spot by a woodman--it was at the hour of twilight
when he beheld her; she was leaning her face on her hand, and seemed
weary. He spoke to her; she did not answer, but rose and resumed her
way along the banks of the streamlet. That night I put up at no inn; I
followed the course of the brook for miles, then struck into every path
that I could conceive her to have taken,--in vain. Thus I consumed
the night on foot, tying my horse to a tree, for he was tired out, and
returning to him at sunrise. At noon, the third day, I again heard of
her, and in a remote, savage part of the country. The features of the
landscape were changed; there was little foliage and little culture, but
the ground was broken into moulds and hollows, and covered with patches
of heath and stunted brushwood. She had been seen by a shepherd, and
he made the same observation as the first who had guided me on her
track,--she looked to him “like some one walking in her sleep.” An hour
or two later, in a dell, amongst the furze-bushes, I chanced on a
knot of ribbon. I recognized the colour Lilian habitually wore; I felt
certain that the ribbon was hers. Calculating the utmost speed I could
ascribe to her, she could not be far off, yet still I failed to discover
her. The scene now was as solitary as a desert. I met no one on my way.
At length, a little after sunset, I found myself in view of the sea.
A small town nestled below the cliffs, on which I was guiding my weary
horse. I entered the town, and while my horse was baiting went in search
of the resident policeman. The information I had directed to be sent
round the country had reached him; he had acted on it, but without
result. I was surprised to hear him address me by name, and looking at
him more narrowly, I recognized him for the policeman Waby. This young
man had always expressed so grateful a sense of my attendance on his
sister, and had, indeed, so notably evinced his gratitude in prosecuting
with Margrave the inquiries which terminated in the discovery of
Sir Philip Derval’s murderer, that I confided to him the name of the
wanderer, of which he had not been previously informed; but which it
would be, indeed, impossible to conceal from him should the search in
which his aid was asked prove successful,--as he knew Miss Ashleigh by
sight. His face immediately became thoughtful. He paused a minute or
two, and then said,--

“I think I have it, but I do not like to say; I may pain you, sir.”

“Not by confidence; you pain me by concealment.”

The man hesitated still: I encouraged him, and then he spoke out
frankly.

“Sir, did you never think it strange that Mr. Margrave should move from
his handsome rooms in the hotel to a somewhat uncomfortable lodging,
from the window of which he could look down on Mrs. Ashleigh’s garden? I
have seen him at night in the balcony of that window, and when I noticed
him going so frequently into Mrs. Ashleigh’s house during your unjust
detention, I own, sir, I felt for you--”

“Nonsense! Mr. Margrave went to Mrs. Ashleigh’s house as my friend. He
has left L---- weeks ago. What has all this to do with--”

“Patience, sir; hear me out. I was sent from L---- to this station (on
promotion, sir) a fortnight since last Friday, for there has been a
good deal of crime hereabouts; it is a bad neighbourhood, and full of
smugglers. Some days ago, in watching quietly near a lonely house, of
which the owner is a suspicious character down in my books, I saw, to my
amazement, Mr. Margrave come out of that house,--come out of a private
door in it, which belongs to a part of the building not inhabited by the
owner, but which used formerly, when the house was a sort of inn, to
be let to night lodgers of the humblest description. I followed him;
he went down to the seashore, walked about, singing to himself; then
returned to the house, and re-entered by the same door. I soon learned
that he lodged in the house,--had lodged there for several days. The
next morning, a fine yacht arrived at a tolerably convenient creek about
a mile from the house, and there anchored. Sailors came ashore, rambling
down to this town. The yacht belonged to Mr. Margrave; he had purchased
it by commission in London. It is stored for a long voyage. He had
directed it to come to him in this out-of-the-way place, where no
gentleman’s yacht ever put in before, though the creek or bay is handy
enough for such craft. Well, sir, is it not strange that a rich young
gentleman should come to this unfrequented seashore, put up with
accommodation that must be of the rudest kind, in the house of a man
known as a desperate smuggler, suspected to be worse; order a yacht to
meet him here; is not all this strange? But would it be strange if he
were waiting for a young lady? And if a young lady has fled at night
from her home, and has come secretly along bypaths, which must have
been very fully explained to her beforehand, and is now near that young
gentleman’s lodging, if not actually in it--if this be so, why, the
affair is not so very strange after all. And now do you forgive me,
sir?”

“Where is this house? Lead me to it.”

“You can hardly get to it except on foot; rough walking, sir, and about
seven miles off by the shortest cut.”

“Come, and at once; come quickly. We must be there before--before--”

“Before the young lady can get to the place. Well, from what you say
of the spot in which she was last seen, I think, on reflection, we may
easily do that. I am at your service, sir. But I should warn you
that the owners of the house, man and wife, are both of villanous
character,--would do anything for money. Mr. Margrave, no doubt,
has money enough; and if the young lady chooses to go away with Mr.
Margrave, you know I have no power to help it.”

“Leave all that to me; all I ask of you is to show me the house.”

We were soon out of the town; the night had closed in; it was very dark,
in spite of a few stars; the path was rugged and precipitous, sometimes
skirting the very brink of perilous cliffs, sometimes delving down to
the seashore--there stopped by rock or wave--and painfully rewinding up
the ascent.

“It is an ugly path, sir, but it saves four miles; and anyhow the road
is a bad one.”

We came, at last, to a few wretched fishermen’s huts. The moon had now
risen, and revealed the squalor of poverty-stricken ruinous hovels; a
couple of boats moored to the shore, a moaning, fretful sea; and at a
distance a vessel, with lights on board, lying perfectly still at anchor
in a sheltered curve of the bold rude shore. The policeman pointed to
the vessel.

“The yacht, sir; the wind will be in her favour if she sails tonight.”

We quickened our pace as well as the nature of the path would permit,
left the huts behind us, and about a mile farther on came to a solitary
house, larger than, from the policeman’s description of Margrave’s
lodgement, I should have presupposed: a house that in the wilder parts
of Scotland might be almost a laird’s; but even in the moonlight it
looked very dilapidated and desolate. Most of the windows were closed,
some with panes broken, stuffed with wisps of straw; there were the
remains of a wall round the house; it was broken in some parts (only its
foundation left). On approaching the house I observed two doors,--one
on the side fronting the sea, one on the other side, facing a patch of
broken ground that might once have been a garden, and lay waste within
the enclosure of the ruined wall, encumbered with various litter; heaps
of rubbish, a ruined shed, the carcass of a worn-out boat. This latter
door stood wide open,--the other was closed. The house was still and
dark, as if either deserted, or all within it retired to rest.

“I think that open door leads at once to the rooms Mr. Margrave hires;
he can go in and out without disturbing the other inmates. They used to
keep, on the side which they inhabit, a beer-house, but the magistrates
shut it up; still, it is a resort for bad characters. Now, sir, what
shall we do?

“Watch separately. You wait within the enclosure of the wall, hid by
those heaps of rubbish, near the door; none can enter but what you will
observe them. If you see her, you will accost and stop her, and call
aloud for me; I shall be in hearing. I will go back to the high part
of the ground yonder--it seems to me that she must pass that way; and
I would desire, if possible, to save her from the humiliation, the--the
shame of coming within the precincts of that man’s abode. I feel I may
trust you now and hereafter. It is a great thing for the happiness and
honour of this poor young lady and her mother, that I may be able to
declare that I did not take her from that man, from any man--from that
house, from any house. You comprehend me, and will obey? I speak to you
as a confidant,--a friend.”

“I thank you with my whole heart, sir, for so doing. You saved my
sister’s life, and the least I can do is to keep secret all that would
pain your life if blabbed abroad. I know what mischief folks’ tongues
can make. I will wait by the door, never fear, and will rather lose my
place than not strain all the legal power I possess to keep the young
lady back from sorrow.”

This dialogue was interchanged in close hurried whisper behind the
broken wall, and out of all hearing. Waby now crept through a wide gap
into the inclosure, and nestled himself silently amidst the wrecks of
the broken boat, not six feet from the open door, and close to the wall
of the house itself. I went back some thirty yards up the road, to the
rising ground which I had pointed out to him. According to the best
calculation I could make--considering the pace at which I had cleared
the precipitous pathway, and reckoning from the place and time at which
Lilian had been last seen-she could not possibly have yet entered that
house. I might presume it would be more than half an hour before she
could arrive; I was in hopes that, during the interval, Margrave might
show himself, perhaps at the door, or from the windows, or I might even
by some light from the latter be guided to the room in which to find
him. If, after waiting a reasonable time, Lilian should fail to appear,
I had formed my plan of action; but it was important for the success of
that plan that I should not lose myself in the strange house, nor bring
its owners to Margrave’s aid,--that I should surprise him alone and
unawares. Half an hour, three quarters, a whole hour thus passed. No
sign of my poor wanderer; but signs there were of the enemy from whom
I resolved, at whatever risk, to free and to save her. A window on the
ground-floor, to the left of the door, which had long fixed my attention
because I had seen light through the chinks of the shutters, slowly
unclosed, the shutters fell back, the casement opened, and I beheld
Margrave distinctly; he held something in his hand that gleamed in the
moonlight, directed not towards the mound on which I stood, nor towards
the path I had taken, but towards an open space beyond the ruined wall
to the right. Hid by a cluster of stunted shrubs I watched him with a
heart that beat with rage, not with terror. He seemed so intent in his
own gaze as to be unheeding or unconscious of all else. I stole from my
post, and, still under cover, sometimes of the broken wall, sometimes of
the shaggy ridges that skirted the path, crept on, on till I reached the
side of the house itself; then, there secure from his eyes, should he
turn them, I stepped over the ruined wall, scarcely two feet high in
that place, on--on towards the door. I passed the spot on which the
policeman had shrouded himself; he was seated, his back against the ribs
of the broken boat. I put my hand to his mouth that he might not cry out
in surprise, and whispered in his ear; he stirred not. I shook him by
the arm: still he stirred not. A ray of the moon fell on his face. I
saw that he was in a profound slumber. Persuaded that it was no natural
sleep, and that he had become useless to me, I passed him by. I was
at the threshold of the open door, the light from the window close by
falling on the ground; I was in the passage; a glimmer came through the
chinks of a door to the left; I turned the handle noiselessly, and, the
next moment, Margrave was locked in my grasp.

“Call out,” I hissed in his ear, “and I strangle you before any one can
come to your help.”

He did not call out; his eye, fixed on mine as he writhed round, saw,
perhaps, his peril if he did. His countenance betrayed fear, but as
I tightened my grasp that expression gave way to one of wrath and
fierceness; and as, in turn, I felt the grip of his hand, I knew that
the struggle between us would be that of two strong men, each equally
bent on the mastery of the other.

I was, as I have said before, endowed with an unusual degree of physical
power, disciplined in early youth by athletic exercise and contest. In
height and in muscle I had greatly the advantage over my antagonist;
but such was the nervous vigour, the elastic energy of his incomparable
frame, in which sinews seemed springs of steel, that had our encounter
been one in which my strength was less heightened by rage, I believe
that I could no more have coped with him than the bison can cope with
the boa; but I was animated by that passion which trebles for a time
all our forces,--which makes even the weak man a match for the strong.
I felt that if I were worsted, disabled, stricken down, Lilian might be
lost in losing her sole protector; and on the other hand, Margrave had
been taken at the disadvantage of that surprise which will half unnerve
the fiercest of the wild beasts; while as we grappled, reeling and
rocking to and fro in our struggle, I soon observed that his attention
was distracted,--that his eye was turned towards an object which he
had dropped involuntarily when I first seized him. He sought to drag me
towards that object, and when near it stooped to seize. It was a bright,
slender, short wand of steel. I remembered when and where I had seen it,
whether in my waking state or in vision; and as his hand stole down to
take it from the floor, I set on the wand my strong foot. I cannot tell
by what rapid process of thought and association I came to the belief
that the possession of a little piece of blunted steel would decide the
conflict in favor of the possessor; but the struggle now was concentred
on the attainment of that seemingly idle weapon. I was becoming
breathless and exhausted, while Margrave seemed every moment to gather
up new force, when collecting all my strength for one final effort, I
lifted him suddenly high in the air, and hurled him to the farthest end
of the cramped arena to which our contest was confined. He fell, and
with a force by which most men would have been stunned; but he recovered
himself with a quick rebound, and, as he stood facing me, there was
something grand as well as terrible in his aspect. His eyes literally
flamed, as those of a tiger; his rich hair, flung back from his knitted
forehead, seemed to erect itself as an angry mane; his lips, slightly
parted, showed the glitter of his set teeth; his whole frame seemed
larger in the tension of the muscles, and as, gradually relaxing his
first defying and haughty attitude, he crouched as the panther crouches
for its deadly spring, I felt as if it were a wild beast, whose rush
was coming upon me,--wild beast, but still Man, the king of the animals,
fashioned forth from no mixture of humbler races by the slow revolutions
of time, but his royalty stamped on his form when the earth became fit
for his coming.(1)

At that moment I snatched up the wand, directed it towards him, and
advancing with a fearless stride, cried,--

“Down to my feet, miserable sorcerer!”

To my own amaze, the effect was instantaneous. My terrible antagonist
dropped to the floor as a dog drops at the word of his master. The
muscles of his frowning countenance relaxed, the glare of his wrathful
eyes grew dull and rayless; his limbs lay prostrate and unnerved, his
head rested against the wall, his arms limp and drooping by his side.
I approached him slowly and cautiously; he seemed cast into a profound
slumber.

“You are at my mercy now!” said I.

He moved his head as in sign of deprecating submission.

“You hear and understand me? Speak!”

His lips faintly muttered, “Yes.”

“I command you to answer truly the questions I shall address to you.”

“I must, while yet sensible of the power that has passed to your hand.”

“Is it by some occult magnetic property in this wand that you have
exercised so demoniac an influence over a creature so pure as Lilian
Ashleigh?”

“By that wand and by other arts which you could not comprehend.”

“And for what infamous object,--her seduction, her dishonour?”

“No! I sought in her the aid of a gift which would cease did she cease
to be pure. At first I but cast my influence upon her that through her
I might influence yourself. I needed your help to discover a secret.
Circumstances steeled your mind against me. I could no longer hope that
you would voluntarily lend yourself to my will. Meanwhile, I had found
in her the light of a loftier knowledge than that of your science;
through that knowledge, duly heeded and cultivated, I hoped to divine
what I cannot of myself discover. Therefore I deepened over her mind
the spells I command; therefore I have drawn her hither as the loadstone
draws the steel, and therefore I would have borne her with me to the
shores to which I was about this night to sail. I had cast the inmates
of the house and all around it into slumber, in order that none might
witness her departure; had I not done so, I should have summoned others
to my aid, in spite of your threat.”

“And would Lilian Ashleigh have passively accompanied you, to her own
irretrievable disgrace?”

“She could not have helped it; she would have been unconscious of her
acts; she was, and is, in a trance; nor, had she gone with me, would
she have waked from that state while she lived; that would not have been
long.”

“Wretch! and for what object of unhallowed curiosity do you exert an
influence which withers away the life of its victim?”

“Not curiosity, but the instinct of self-preservation. I count on no
life beyond the grave. I would defy the grave, and live on.”

“And was it to learn, through some ghastly agencies, the secret of
renewing existence, that you lured me by the shadow of your own image on
the night when we met last?”

The voice of Margrave here became very faint as he answered me, and his
countenance began to exhibit the signs of an exhaustion almost mortal.

“Be quick,” he murmured, “or I die. The fluid which emanates from that
wand, in the hand of one who envenoms that fluid with his own hatred
and rage, will prove fatal to my life. Lower the wand from my forehead!
low--low,--lower still!”

“What was the nature of that rite in which you constrained me to share?”

“I cannot say. You are killing me. Enough that you were saved from a
great danger by the apparition of the protecting image vouchsafed to
your eye; otherwise you would--you would--Oh, release me! Away! away!”

The foam gathered to his lips; his limbs became fearfully convulsed.

“One question more: where is Lilian at this moment? Answer that
question, and I depart.”

He raised his head, made a visible effort to rally his strength, and
gasped out,--

“Yonder. Pass through the open space up the cliff, beside a thorn-tree;
you will find her there, where she halted when the wand dropped from my
hand. But--but--beware! Ha! you will serve me yet, and through her! They
said so that night, though you heard them not. They said it!” Here his
face became death-like; he pressed his hand on his heart, and shrieked
out, “Away! away! or you are my murderer!”

I retreated to the other end of the room, turning the wand from him, and
when I gained the door, looked back; his convulsions had ceased, but he
seemed locked in a profound swoon.

I left the room,--the house,--paused by Waby; he was still sleeping.
“Awake!” I said, and touched him with the wand. He started up at once,
rubbed his eyes, began stammering out excuses. I checked them, and bade
him follow me. I took the way up the open ground towards which Margrave
had pointed the wand, and there, motionless, beside a gnarled fantastic
thorn-tree, stood Lilian. Her arms were folded across her breast; her
face, seen by the moonlight, looked so innocent and so infantine, that I
needed no other evidence to tell me how unconscious she was of the peril
to which her steps had been drawn. I took her gently by the hand. “Come
with me,” I said in a whisper, and she obeyed me silently, and with a
placid smile.

Rough though the way, she seemed unconscious of fatigue. I placed her
arm in mine, but she did not lean on it. We got back to the town. I
obtained there an old chaise and a pair of horses. At morning Lilian was
under her mother’s roof. About the noon of that day fever seized her;
she became rapidly worse, and, to all appearance, in imminent danger.
Delirium set in; I watched beside her night and day, supported by an
inward conviction of her recovery, but tortured by the sight of her
sufferings. On the third day a change for the better became visible; her
sleep was calm, her breathing regular.

Shortly afterwards she woke out of danger. Her eyes fell at once on me,
with all their old ineffable tender sweetness.

“Oh, Allen, beloved, have I not been very ill? But I am almost well
now. Do not weep; I shall live for you,--for your sake.” And she bent
forward, drawing my hand from my streaming eyes, and kissed me with a
child’s guileless kiss on my burning forehead.

(1) And yet, even if we entirely omit the consideration of the soul,
that immaterial and immortal principle which is for a time united to his
body, and view him only in his merely animal character, man is still
the most excellent of animals.--Dr. Kidd, On the Adaptation of External
Nature to the Physical Condition of Man (Sect. iii. p. 18).



CHAPTER LVI.

Lilian recovered, but the strange thing was this: all memory of the
weeks that had elapsed since her return from visiting her aunt was
completely obliterated; she seemed in profound ignorance of the charge
on which I had been confined,--perfectly ignorant even of the existence
of Margrave. She had, indeed, a very vague reminiscence of her
conversation with me in the garden,--the first conversation which had
ever been embittered by a disagreement,--but that disagreement itself
she did not recollect. Her belief was that she had been ill and
light-headed since that evening. From that evening to the hour of her
waking, conscious and revived, all was a blank. Her love for me was
restored, as if its thread had never been broken. Some such instances of
oblivion after bodily illness or mental shock are familiar enough to the
practice of all medical men;(1) and I was therefore enabled to appease
the anxiety and wonder of Mrs. Ashleigh, by quoting various examples of
loss, or suspension, of memory. We agreed that it would be necessary
to break to Lilian, though very cautiously, the story of Sir Philip
Derval’s murder, and the charge to which I had been subjected. She could
not fail to hear of those events from others. How shall I express her
womanly terror, her loving, sympathizing pity, on hearing the tale,
which I softened as well as I could?

“And to think that I knew nothing of this!” she cried, clasping my hand;
“to think that you were in peril, and that I was not by your side!”

Her mother spoke of Margrave, as a visitor,--an agreeable, lively
stranger; Lilian could not even recollect his name, but she seemed
shocked to think that any visitor had been admitted while I was in
circumstances so awful! Need I say that our engagement was renewed?
Renewed! To her knowledge and to her heart it had never been interrupted
for a moment. But oh! the malignity of the wrong world! Oh, that strange
lust of mangling reputations, which seizes on hearts the least wantonly
cruel! Let two idle tongues utter a tale against some third person,
who never offended the babblers, and how the tale spreads, like fire,
lighted none know how, in the herbage of an American prairie! Who shall
put it out?

What right have we to pry into the secrets of other men’s hearths? True
or false, the tale that is gabbled to us, what concern of ours can it
be? I speak not of cases to which the law has been summoned, which
law has sifted, on which law has pronounced. But how, when the law is
silent, can we assume its verdicts? How be all judges where there has
been no witness-box, no cross-examination, no jury? Yet, every day we
put on our ermine, and make ourselves judges,--judges sure to condemn,
and on what evidence? That which no court of law will receive. Somebody
has said something to somebody, which somebody repeats to everybody!

The gossip of L---- had set in full current against Lilian’s fair
name. No ladies had called or sent to congratulate Mrs. Ashleigh on her
return, or to inquire after Lilian herself during her struggle between
life and death.

How I missed the Queen of the Hill at this critical moment! How I longed
for aid to crush the slander, with which I knew not how to grapple,--aid
in her knowledge of the world and her ascendancy over its judgments! I
had heard from her once since her absence, briefly but kindly expressing
her amazement at the ineffable stupidity which could for a moment have
subjected me to a suspicion of Sir Philip Derval’s strange murder, and
congratulating me heartily on my complete vindication from so monstrous
a charge. To this letter no address was given. I supposed the omission
to be accidental, but on calling at her house to inquire her direction,
I found that the servants did not know it.

What, then, was my joy when just at this juncture I received a note from
Mrs. Poyntz, stating that she had returned the night before, and would
be glad to see me.

I hastened to her house. “Ah,” thought I, as I sprang lightly up the
ascent to the Hill, “how the tattlers will be silenced by a word from
her imperial lips!” And only just as I approached her door did it strike
me how difficult--nay, how impossible--to explain to her--the hard
positive woman, her who had, less ostensibly but more ruthlessly than
myself, destroyed Dr. Lloyd for his belief in the comparatively rational
pretensions of clairvoyance--all the mystical excuses for Lilian’s
flight from her home? How speak to her--or, indeed, to any one--about
an occult fascination and a magic wand? No matter: surely it would be
enough to say that at the time Lilian had been light-headed, under the
influence of the fever which had afterwards nearly proved fatal, The
early friend of Anne Ashleigh would not be a severe critic on any tale
that might right the good name of Anne Ashleigh’s daughter. So assured,
with a light heart and a cheerful face, I followed the servant into the
great lady’s pleasant but decorous presence-chamber.

(1) Such instances of suspense of memory are recorded in most
physiological and in some metaphysical works. Dr. Abercrombie notices
some, more or less similar to that related in the text: “A young lady
who was present at a catastrophe in Scotland, in which many people lost
their lives by the fall of the gallery of a church, escaped without any
injury, but with the complete loss of the recollection of any of the
circumstances; and this extended not only to the accident, but to
everything that had occurred to her for a certain time before going to
church. A lady whom I attended some years ago in a protracted illness,
in which her memory became much impaired, lost the recollection of a
period of about ten or twelve years, but spoke with perfect consistency
of things as they stood before that time.” Dr. Aberercmbie adds: “As far
as I have been able to trace it, the principle in such cases seems to
be, that when the memory is impaired to a certain degree, the loss of
it extends backward to some event or some period by which a particularly
deep impression had been made upon the mind.”--ABERCROMBIE: On the
Intellectual Powers, pp. 118, 119 (15th edition).



CHAPTER LVII.

Mrs. Poyntz was on her favourite seat by the window, and for a wonder,
not knitting--that classic task seemed done; but she was smoothing and
folding the completed work with her white comely hand, and smiling
over it, as if in complacent approval, when I entered the room. At the
fire-side sat the he-colonel inspecting a newly-invented barometer;
at another window, in the farthest recess of the room, stood Miss Jane
Poyntz, with a young gentleman whom I had never before seen, but
who turned his eyes full upon me with a haughty look as the servant
announced my name. He was tall, well proportioned, decidedly handsome,
but with that expression of cold and concentred self-esteem in his
very attitude, as well as his countenance, which makes a man of merit
unpopular, a man without merit ridiculous.

The he-colonel, always punctiliously civil, rose from his seat, shook
hands with me cordially, and said, “Coldish weather to-day; but we
shall have rain to-morrow. Rainy seasons come in cycles. We are about to
commence a cycle of them with heavy showers.” He sighed, and returned to
his barometer.

Miss Jane bowed to me graciously enough, but was evidently a little
confused,--a circumstance which might well attract my notice, for I had
never before seen that high-bred young lady deviate a hairsbreadth from
the even tenor of a manner admirable for a cheerful and courteous ease,
which, one felt convinced, would be unaltered to those around her if an
earthquake swallowed one up an inch before her feet.

The young gentleman continued to eye me loftily, as the heir-apparent to
some celestial planet might eye an inferior creature from a half-formed
nebula suddenly dropped upon his sublime and perfected, star.

Mrs. Poyntz extended to me two fingers, and said frigidly, “Delighted to
see you again! How kind to attend so soon to my note!”

Motioning me to a seat beside her, she here turned to her husband, and
said, “Poyntz, since a cycle of rain begins tomorrow, better secure your
ride to-day. Take these young people with you. I want to talk with Dr.
Fenwick.”

The colonel carefully put away his barometer, and saying to his
daughter, “Come!” went forth. Jane followed her father; the young
gentleman followed Jane.

The reception I had met chilled and disappointed me. I felt that Mrs.
Poyntz was changed, and in her change the whole house seemed changed.
The very chairs looked civilly unfriendly, as if preparing to turn their
backs on me. However, I was not in the false position of an intruder; I
had been summoned; it was for Mrs. Poyntz to speak first, and I waited
quietly for her to do so.

She finished the careful folding of her work, and then laid it at rest
in the drawer of the table at which she sat. Having so done, she turned
to me, and said,--

“By the way, I ought to have introduced to you my young guest, Mr.
Ashleigh Sumner. You would like him. He has talents,--not showy, but
solid. He will succeed in public life.”

“So that young man is Mr. Ashleigh Sumner? I do not wonder that Miss
Ashleigh rejected him.”

I said this, for I was nettled, as well as surprised, at the coolness
with which a lady who had professed a friendship for me mentioned that
fortunate young gentleman, with so complete an oblivion of all the
antecedents that had once made his name painful to my ear.

In turn, my answer seemed to nettle Mrs. Poyntz.

“I am not so sure that she did reject; perhaps she rather misunderstood
him; gallant compliments are not always proposals of marriage. However
that be, his spirits were not much damped by Miss Ashleigh’s disdain,
nor his heart deeply smitten by her charms; for he is now very happy,
very much attached to another young lady, to whom he proposed three
days ago, at Lady Delafield’s, and not to make a mystery of what all our
little world will know before tomorrow, that young lady is my daughter
Jane.”

“Were I acquainted with Mr. Sumner, I should offer to him my sincere
congratulations.”

Mrs. Poyntz resumed, without heeding a reply more complimentary to Miss
Jane than to the object of her choice,--

“I told you that I meant Jane to marry a rich country gentleman, and
Ashleigh Sumner is the very country gentleman I had then in my thoughts.
He is cleverer and more ambitious than I could have hoped; he will be a
minister some day, in right of his talents, and a peer, if he wishes it,
in right of his lands. So that matter is settled.”

There was a pause, during which my mind passed rapidly through links
of reminiscence and reasoning, which led me to a mingled sentiment of
admiration for Mrs. Poyntz as a diplomatist and of distrust for Mrs.
Poyntz as a friend. It was now clear why Mrs. Poyntz, before so little
disposed to approve my love, had urged me at once to offer my hand to
Lilian, in order that she might depart affianced and engaged to the
house in which she would meet Mr. Ashleigh Sumner. Hence Mrs. Poyntz’s
anxiety to obtain all the information I could afford her of the sayings
and doings at Lady Haughton’s; hence, the publicity she had so suddenly
given to my engagement; hence, when Mr. Sumner had gone away a rejected
suitor, her own departure from L----; she had seized the very moment
when a vain and proud man, piqued by the mortification received from
one lady, falls the easier prey to the arts which allure his suit to
another. All was so far clear to me. And I--was my self-conceit less
egregious and less readily duped than that of yon glided popinjay’s!
How skilfully this woman had knitted me into her work with the noiseless
turn of her white hands! and yet, forsooth, I must vaunt the superior
scope of my intellect, and plumb all the fountains of Nature,--I, who
could not fathom the little pool of this female schemer’s mind!

But that was no time for resentment to her or rebuke to myself. She was
now the woman who could best protect and save from slander my innocent,
beloved Lilian. But how approach that perplexing subject?

Mrs. Poyntz approached it, and with her usual decision of purpose, which
bore so deceitful a likeness to candour of mind.

“But it was not to talk of my affairs that I asked you to call, Allen
Fenwick.” As she uttered my name, her voice softened, and her manner
took that maternal, caressing tenderness which had sometimes amused and
sometimes misled me. “No, I do not forget that you asked me to be your
friend, and I take without scruple the license of friendship. What are
these stories that I have heard already about Lilian Ashleigh, to whom
you were once engaged?”

“To whom I am still engaged.”

“Is it possible? Oh, then, of course the stories I have heard are all
false. Very likely; no fiction in scandal ever surprises me. Poor dear
Lilian, then, never ran away from her mother’s house?”

I smothered the angry pain which this mode of questioning caused me; I
knew how important it was to Lilian to secure to her the countenance
and support of this absolute autocrat; I spoke of Lilian’s long previous
distemper of mind; I accounted for it as any intelligent physician,
unacquainted with all that I could not reveal, would account. Heaven
forgive me for the venial falsehood, but I spoke of the terrible charge
against myself as enough to unhinge for a time the intellect of a girl
so acutely sensitive as Lilian; I sought to create that impression as to
the origin of all that might otherwise seem strange; and in this state
of cerebral excitement she had wandered from home--but alone. I had
tracked every step of her way; I had found and restored her to her home.
A critical delirium had followed, from which she now rose, cured in
health, unsuspicious that there could be a whisper against her name. And
then, with all the eloquence I could command, and in words as adapted as
I could frame them to soften the heart of a woman, herself a mother, I
implored Mrs. Poyntz’s aid to silence all the cruelties of calumny, and
extend her shield over the child of her own early friend.

When I came to an end, I had taken, with caressing force, Mrs. Poyntz’s
reluctant hands in mine. There were tears in my voice, tears in my eyes.
And the sound of her voice in reply gave me hope, for it was unusually
gentle. She was evidently moved. The hope was soon quelled.

“Allen Fenwick,” she said, “you have a noble heart; I grieve to see how
it abuses your reason. I cannot aid Lilian Ashleigh in the way you ask.
Do not start back so indignantly. Listen to me as patiently as I have
listened to you. That when you brought back the unfortunate young
woman to her poor mother, her mind was disordered, and became yet more
dangerously so, I can well believe; that she is now recovered, and
thinks with shame, or refuses to think at all, of her imprudent flight,
I can believe also; but I do not believe, the World cannot believe, that
she did not, knowingly and purposely, quit her mother’s roof, and in
quest of that young stranger so incautiously, so unfeelingly admitted
to her mother’s house during the very time you were detained on the
most awful of human accusations. Every one in the town knows that Mr.
Margrave visited daily at Mrs. Ashleigh’s during that painful period;
every one in the town knows in what strange out-of-the-way place this
young man had niched himself; and that a yacht was bought, and lying in
wait there. What for? It is said that the chaise in which you brought
Miss Ashleigh back to her home was hired in a village within an easy
reach of Mr. Margrave’s lodging--of Mr. Margrave’s yacht. I rejoice that
you saved the poor girl from ruin; but her good name is tarnished; and
if Anne Ashleigh, whom I sincerely pity, asks me my advice, I can but
give her this: ‘Leave L----, take your daughter abroad; and if she
is not to marry Mr. Margrave, marry her as quietly and as quickly as
possible to some foreigner.’”

“Madam! madam! this, then, is your friendship to her--to me! Oh, shame
on you to insult thus an affianced husband! Shame on me ever to have
thought you had a heart!”

“A heart, man!” she exclaimed, almost fiercely, springing up, and
startling me with the change in her countenance and voice. “And little
you would have valued, and pitilessly have crushed this heart, if I had
suffered myself to show it to you! What right have you to reproach me?
I felt a warm interest in your career, an unusual attraction in your
conversation and society. Do you blame me for that, or should I blame
myself? Condemned to live amongst brainless puppets, my dull occupation
to pull the strings that moved them, it was a new charm to my life
to establish friendship and intercourse with intellect and spirit
and courage. Ah! I understand that look, half incredulous, half
inquisitive.”

“Inquisitive, no; incredulous, yes! You desired my friendship, and how
does your harsh judgment of my betrothed wife prove either to me or to
her mother, whom you have known from your girlhood, the first duty of a
friend,--which is surely not that of leaving a friend’s side the moment
that he needs countenance in calumny, succour in trouble!”

“It is a better duty to prevent the calumny and avert the trouble. Leave
aside Anne Ashleigh, a cipher that I can add or abstract from my sum
of life as I please. What is my duty to yourself? It is plain. It is to
tell you that your honour commands you to abandon all thoughts of Lilian
Ashleigh as your wife. Ungrateful that you are! Do you suppose it was no
mortification to my pride of woman and friend, that you never approached
me in confidence except to ask my good offices in promoting your
courtship to another; no shock to the quiet plans I had formed as to
our familiar though harmless intimacy, to hear that you were bent on a
marriage in which my friend would be lost to me?”

“Not lost! not lost! On the contrary, the regard I must suppose you had
for Lilian would have been a new link between our homes.”

“Pooh! Between me and that dreamy girl there could have been no
sympathy, there could have grown up no regard. You would have been
chained to your fireside, and--and--but no matter. I stifled my
disappointment as soon as I felt it,--stifled it, as all my life I
have stifled that which either destiny or duty--duty to myself as to
others--forbids me to indulge. Ah, do not fancy me one of the weak
criminals who can suffer a worthy liking to grow into a debasing love! I
was not in love with you, Allen Fenwick.”

“Do you think I was ever so presumptuous a coxcomb as to fancy it?”

“No,” she said, more softly; “I was not so false to my household ties
and to my own nature. But there are some friendships which are as
jealous as love. I could have cheerfully aided you in any choice which
my sense could have approved for you as wise; I should have been pleased
to have found in such a wife my most intimate companion. But that silly
child!--absurd! Nevertheless, the freshness and enthusiasm of your love
touched me; you asked my aid, and I gave it. Perhaps I did believe
that when you saw more of Lilian Ashleigh you would be cured of a fancy
conceived by the eye--I should have known better what dupes the wisest
men can be to the witcheries of a fair face and eighteen! When I found
your illusion obstinate, I wrenched myself away from a vain regret,
turned to my own schemes and my own ambition, and smiled bitterly to
think that, in pressing you to propose so hastily to Lilian, I made your
blind passion an agent in my own plans. Enough of this. I speak thus
openly and boldly to you now, because now I have not a sentiment that
can interfere with the dispassionate soundness of my counsels. I repeat,
you cannot now marry Lilian Ashleigh; I cannot take my daughter to visit
her; I cannot destroy the social laws that I myself have set in my petty
kingdom.”

“Be it as you will. I have pleaded for her while she is still Lilian
Ashleigh. I plead for no one to whom I have once given my name. Before
the woman whom I have taken from the altar, I can place, as a shield
sufficient, my strong breast of man. Who has so deep an interest in
Lilian’s purity as I have? Who is so fitted to know the exact truth
of every whisper against her? Yet when I, whom you admit to have some
reputation for shrewd intelligence,--I, who tracked her way,--I, who
restored her to her home,--when I, Allen Fenwick, am so assured of her
inviolable innocence in thought as in deed, that I trust my honour to
her keeping,--surely, surely, I confute the scandal which you yourself
do not believe, though you refuse to reject and to annul it?”

“Do not deceive yourself, Allen Fenwick,” said she, still standing
beside me, her countenance now hard and stern. “Look where I stand, I am
the World! The World, not as satirists depreciate, or as optimists extol
its immutable properties, its all-persuasive authority. I am the World!
And my voice is the World’s voice when it thus warns you. Should you
make this marriage, your dignity of character and position would be
gone! If you look only to lucre and professional success, possibly they
may not ultimately suffer. You have skill, which men need; their need
may still draw patients to your door and pour guineas into your purse.
But you have the pride, as well as the birth of a gentleman, and the
wounds to that pride will be hourly chafed and never healed. Your strong
breast of man has no shelter to the frail name of woman. The World, in
its health, will look down on your wife, though its sick may look up
to you. This is not all. The World, in its gentlest mood of indulgence,
will say compassionately, ‘Poor man! how weak, and how deceived! What an
unfortunate marriage!’ But the World is not often indulgent,--it looks
most to the motives most seen on the surface. And the World will more
frequently say, ‘No; much too clever a man to be duped! Miss Ashleigh
had money. A good match to the man who liked gold better than honour.’”

I sprang to my feet, with difficulty suppressing my rage; and,
remembering it was a woman who spoke to me, “Farewell, madam,” said
I, through my grinded teeth. “Were you, indeed, the Personation of The
World, whose mean notions you mouth so calmly, I could not disdain
you more.” I turned to the door, and left her still standing erect and
menacing, the hard sneer on her resolute lip, the red glitter in her
remorseless eye.



CHAPTER LVIII.

If ever my heart vowed itself to Lilian, the vow was now the most
trustful and the most sacred. I had relinquished our engagement before;
but then her affection seemed, no matter from what cause; so estranged
from me, that though I might be miserable to lose her, I deemed that she
would be unhappy in our union. Then, too, she was the gem and darling of
the little world in which she lived; no whisper assailed her: now I knew
that she loved me; I knew that her estrangement had been involuntary;
I knew that appearances wronged her, and that they never could be
explained. I was in the true position of man to woman: I was the shield,
the bulwark, the fearless confiding protector! Resign her now because
the world babbled, because my career might be impeded, because my good
name might be impeached,--resign her, and, in that resignation, confirm
all that was said against her! Could I do so, I should be the most
craven of gentlemen, the meanest of men!

I went to Mrs. Ashleigh, and entreated her to hasten my union with her
daughter, and fix the marriage-day.

I found the poor lady dejected and distressed. She was now sufficiently
relieved from the absorbing anxiety for Lilian to be aware of the change
on the face of that World which the woman I had just quitted personified
and concentred; she had learned the cause from the bloodless lips of
Miss Brabazon.

“My child! my poor child!” murmured the mother. “And she so
guileless,--so sensitive! Could she know what is said, it would kill
her. She would never marry you, Allen,--she would never bring shame to
you!”

“She never need learn the barbarous calumny. Give her to me, and at
once; patients, fortune, fame, are not found only at L----. Give her
to me at once. But let me name a condition: I have a patrimonial
independence, I have amassed large savings, I have my profession and my
repute. I cannot touch her fortune--I cannot,--never can! Take it while
you live; when you die, leave it to accumulate for her children, if
children she have; not to me; not to her--unless I am dead or ruined!”

“Oh, Allen, what a heart! what a heart! No, not heart, Allen,--that bird
in its cage has a heart: soul--what a soul!”



CHAPTER LIX.

How innocent was Lilian’s virgin blush when I knelt to her, and prayed
that she would forestall the date that had been fixed for our union, and
be my bride before the breath of the autumn had withered the pomp of
the woodland and silenced the song of the birds! Meanwhile, I was so
fearfully anxious that she should risk no danger of hearing, even
of surmising, the cruel slander against her--should meet no cold
contemptuous looks, above all, should be safe from the barbed talk of
Mrs. Poyntz--that I insisted on the necessity of immediate change of air
and scene. I proposed that we should all three depart, the next day, for
the banks of my own beloved and native Windermere. By that pure mountain
air, Lilian’s health would be soon re-established; in the church
hallowed to me by the graves of my fathers our vows should be plighted.
No calumny had ever cast a shadow over those graves. I felt as if my
bride would be safer in the neighbourhood of my mother’s tomb.

I carried my point: it was so arranged. Mrs. Ashleigh, however, was
reluctant to leave before she had seen her dear friend, Margaret Poyntz.
I had not the courage to tell her what she might expect to hear from
that dear friend, but, as delicately as I could, I informed her that I
had already seen the Queen of the Hill, and contradicted the gossip that
had reached her; but that as yet, like other absolute sovereigns, the
Queen of the Hill thought it politic to go with the popular stream,
reserving all check on its direction till the rush of its torrent might
slacken; and that it would be infinitely wiser in Mrs. Ashleigh to
postpone conversation with Mrs. Poyntz until Lilian’s return to L----
as my wife. Slander by that time would have wearied itself out, and Mrs.
Poyntz (assuming her friendship to Mrs. Ashleigh to be sincere) would
then be enabled to say with authority to her subjects, “Dr. Fenwick
alone knows the facts of the story, and his marriage with Miss Ashleigh
refutes all the gossip to her prejudice.”

I made that evening arrangements with a young and rising practitioner to
secure attendance on my patients during my absence. I passed the greater
part of the night in drawing up memoranda to guide my proxy in each
case, however humble the sufferer. This task finished, I chanced, in
searching for a small microscope, the wonders of which I thought
might interest and amuse Lilian, to open a drawer in which I kept the
manuscript of my cherished Physiological Work, and, in so doing, my eye
fell upon the wand which I had taken from Margrave. I had thrown it into
that drawer on my return home, after restoring Lilian to her mother’s
house, and, in the anxiety which had subsequently preyed upon my mind,
had almost forgotten the strange possession I had as strangely acquired.
There it now lay, the instrument of agencies over the mechanism of
nature which no doctrine admitted by my philosophy could accept, side by
side with the presumptuous work which had analyzed the springs by which
Nature is moved, and decided the principles by which reason metes out,
from the inch of its knowledge, the plan of the Infinite Unknown.

I took up the wand and examined it curiously. It was evidently the work
of an age far remote from our own, scored over with half-obliterated
characters in some Eastern tongue, perhaps no longer extant. I found
that it was hollow within. A more accurate observation showed, in
the centre of this hollow, an exceedingly fine thread-like wire, the
unattached end of which would slightly touch the palm when the wand was
taken into the hand. Was it possible that there might be a natural and
even a simple cause for the effects which this instrument produced?
Could it serve to collect, from that great focus of animal heat and
nervous energy which is placed in the palm of the human hand, some such
latent fluid as that which Reichenbach calls the “odic,” and which,
according to him, “rushes through and pervades universal Nature”? After
all, why not? For how many centuries lay unknown all the virtues of
the loadstone and the amber? It is but as yesterday that the forces of
vapour have become to men genii more powerful than those conjured up by
Aladdin; that light, at a touch, springs forth from invisible air; that
thought finds a messenger swifter than the wings of the fabled Afrite.
As, thus musing, my hand closed over the wand, I felt a wild thrill
through my frame. I recoiled; I was alarmed lest (according to the plain
common-sense theory of Julius Faber) I might be preparing my imagination
to form and to credit its own illusions. Hastily I laid down the wand.
But then it occurred to me that whatever its properties, it had so
served the purposes of the dread Fascinator from whom it had been
taken, that he might probably seek to repossess himself of it; he might
contrive to enter my house in my absence; more prudent to guard in my
own watchful keeping the incomprehensible instrument of incomprehensible
arts. I resolved, therefore, to take the wand with me, and placed it
in my travelling-trunk, with such effects as I selected for use in the
excursion that was to commence with the morrow. I now lay down to rest,
but I could not sleep. The recollections of the painful interview with
Mrs. Poyntz became vivid and haunting. It was clear that the sentiment
she had conceived for me was that of no simple friendship,--something
more or something less, but certainly something else; and this
conviction brought before me that proud hard face, disturbed by a
pang wrestled against but not subdued, and that clear metallic voice,
troubled by the quiver of an emotion which, perhaps, she had never
analyzed to herself. I did not need her own assurance to know that this
sentiment was not to be confounded with a love which she would have
despised as a weakness and repelled as a crime; it was an inclination
of the intellect, not a passion of the heart. But still it admitted a
jealousy little less keen than that which has love for its cause,--so
true it is that jealousy is never absent where self-love is always
present. Certainly, it was no susceptibility of sober friendship which
had made the stern arbitress of a coterie ascribe to her interest in
me her pitiless judgment of Lilian. Strangely enough, with the image of
this archetype of conventional usages and the trite social life, came
that of the mysterious Margrave, surrounded by all the attributes with
which superstition clothes the being of the shadowy border-land that
lies beyond the chart of our visual world itself. By what link were
creatures so dissimilar riveted together in the metaphysical chain of
association? Both had entered into the record of my life when my life
admitted its own first romance of love. Through the aid of this cynical
schemer I had been made known to Lilian. At her house I had heard the
dark story of that Louis Grayle, with whom, in mocking spite of my
reason, conjectures, which that very reason must depose itself before
it could resolve into distempered fancies, identified the enigmatical
Margrave. And now both she, the representative of the formal world most
opposed to visionary creeds, and he, who gathered round him all the
terrors which haunt the realm of fable, stood united against me,--foes
with whom the intellect I had so haughtily cultured knew not how to
cope. Whatever assault I might expect from either, I was unable
to assail again. Alike, then, in this, are the Slander and the
Phantom,--that which appalls us most in their power over us is our
impotence against them.

But up rose the sun, chasing the shadows from the earth, and brightening
insensibly the thoughts of man. After all, Margrave had been baffled
and defeated, whatever the arts he had practised and the secrets he
possessed. It was, at least, doubtful whether his evil machinations
would be renewed. He had seemed so incapable of long-sustained fixity
of purpose, that it was probable he was already in pursuit of some new
agent or victim; and as to this commonplace and conventional spectre,
the so-called World, if it is everywhere to him whom it awes, it is
nowhere to him who despises it. What was the good or bad word of a Mrs.
Poyntz to me? Ay, but to Lilian? There, indeed, I trembled; but still,
even in trembling, it was sweet to think that my home would be her
shelter,--my choice her vindication. Ah! how unutterably tender and
reverential Love becomes when it assumes the duties of the guardian, and
hallows its own heart into a sanctuary of refuge for the beloved!



CHAPTER LX.

The beautiful lake! We two are on its grassy margin,--twilight melting
into night; the stars stealing forth, one after one. What a wonderful
change is made within us when we come from our callings amongst men,
chafed, wearied, wounded; gnawed by our cares, perplexed by the doubts
of our very wisdom, stung by the adder that dwells in cities,--Slander;
nay, even if renowned, fatigued with the burden of the very names that
we have won! What a change is made within us when suddenly we find
ourselves transported into the calm solitudes of Nature,--into scenes
familiar to our happy dreaming childhood; back, back from the dusty
thoroughfares of our toil-worn manhood to the golden fountain of our
youth! Blessed is the change, even when we have no companion beside us
to whom the heart can whisper its sense of relief and joy. But if the
one in whom all our future is garnered up be with us there, instead of
that weary World which has so magically vanished away from the eye and
the thought, then does the change make one of those rare epochs of life
in which the charm is the stillness. In the pause from all by which our
own turbulent struggles for happiness trouble existence, we feel with a
rapt amazement how calm a thing it is to be happy. And so as the night,
in deepening, brightened, Lilian and I wandered by the starry lake.
Conscious of no evil in ourselves, how secure we felt from evil! A
few days more--a few days more, and we two should be as one! And that
thought we uttered in many forms of words, brooding over it in the long
intervals of enamoured silence.

And when we turned back to the quiet inn at which we had taken up our
abode, and her mother, with her soft face, advanced to meet us, I said
to Lilian,--

“Would that in these scenes we could fix our home for life, away and
afar from the dull town we have left behind us, with the fret of its
wearying cares and the jar of its idle babble!”

“And why not, Allen? Why not? But no, you would not be happy.”

“Not be happy, and with you? Sceptic, by what reasoning do you arrive at
that ungracious conclusion?”

“The heart loves repose and the soul contemplation, but the mind needs
action. Is it not so?”

“Where learned you that aphorism, out of place on such rosy lips?”

“I learned it in studying you,” murmured Lilian, tenderly.

Here Mrs. Ashleigh joined us. For the first time I slept under the same
roof as Lilian. And I forgot that the universe contained an enigma to
solve or an enemy to fear.



CHAPTER LXI.

Twenty days--the happiest my life had ever known--thus glided on. Apart
from the charm which love bestows on the beloved, there was that in
Lilian’s conversation which made her a delightful companion. Whether it
was that, in this pause from the toils of my career, my mind could
more pliantly supple itself to her graceful imagination, or that her
imagination was less vague and dreamy amidst those rural scenes, which
realized in their loveliness and grandeur its long-conceived ideals,
than it had been in the petty garden-ground neighboured by the stir and
hubbub of the busy town,--in much that I had once slighted or contemned
as the vagaries of undisciplined fancy, I now recognized the sparkle
and play of an intuitive genius, lighting up many a depth obscure to
instructed thought. It is with some characters as with the subtler and
more ethereal order of poets,--to appreciate them we must suspend the
course of artificial life; in the city we call them dreamers, on the
mountain-top we find them interpreters.

In Lilian, the sympathy with Nature was not, as in Margrave, from the
joyous sense of Nature’s lavish vitality; it was refined into exquisite
perception of the diviner spirit by which that vitality is informed.
Thus, like the artist, from outward forms of beauty she drew forth the
covert types, lending to things the most familiar exquisite meanings
unconceived before. For it is truly said by a wise critic of old, that
“the attribute of Art is to suggest infinitely more than it expresses;”
 and such suggestions, passing from the artist’s innermost thought into
the mind that receives them, open on and on into the Infinite of Ideas,
as a moonlit wave struck by a passing oar impels wave upon wave along
one track of light.

So the days glided by, and brought the eve of our bridal morn. It had
been settled that, after the ceremony (which was to be performed by
license in the village church, at no great distance, which adjoined my
paternal home, now passed away to strangers), we should make a short
excursion into Scotland, leaving Mrs. Ashleigh to await our return at
the little inn.

I had retired to my own room to answer some letters from anxious
patients, and having finished these I looked into my trunk for a
Guide-Book to the North, which I had brought with me. My hand came upon
Margrave’s wand, and remembering that strange thrill which had passed
through me when I last handled it, I drew it forth, resolved to examine
calmly if I could detect the cause of the sensation. It was not now
the time of night in which the imagination is most liable to credulous
impressions, nor was I now in the anxious and jaded state of mind in
which such impressions may be the more readily conceived. The sun was
slowly setting over the delicious landscape; the air cool and serene; my
thoughts collected,--heart and conscience alike at peace. I took, then,
the wand, and adjusted it to the palm of the hand as I had done before.
I felt the slight touch of the delicate wire within, and again the
thrill! I did not this time recoil; I continued to grasp the wand, and
sought deliberately to analyze my own sensations in the contact. There
came over me an increased consciousness of vital power; a certain
exhilaration, elasticity, vigour, such as a strong cordial may produce
on a fainting man. All the forces of my frame seemed refreshed,
redoubled; and as such effects on the physical system are ordinarily
accompanied by correspondent effects on the mind, so I was sensible of a
proud elation of spirits,--a kind of defying, superb self-glorying. All
fear seemed blotted out from my thought, as a weakness impossible to
the grandeur and might which belong to Intellectual Man; I felt as if
it were a royal delight to scorn Earth and its opinions, brave Hades
and its spectres. Rapidly this new-born arrogance enlarged itself
into desires vague but daring. My mind reverted to the wild phenomena
associated with its memories of Margrave. I said half-aloud, “if a
creature so beneath myself in constancy of will and completion of
thought can wrest from Nature favours so marvellous, what could not be
won from her by me, her patient persevering seeker? What if there be
spirits around and about, invisible to the common eye, but whom we can
submit to our control; and what if this rod be charged with some occult
fluid, that runs through all creation, and can be so disciplined as to
establish communication wherever life and thought can reach to beings
that live and think? So would the mystics of old explain what perplexes
me. Am I sure that the mystics of old duped them selves or their pupils?
This, then, this slight wand, light as a reed in my grasp, this, then,
was the instrument by which Margrave sent his irresistible will through
air and space, and by which I smote himself, in the midst of his
tiger-like wrath, into the helplessness of a sick man’s swoon! Can the
instrument at this distance still control him; if now meditating evil,
disarm and disable his purpose?” Involuntarily, as I revolved these
ideas, I stretched forth the wand, with a concentred energy of desire
that its influence should reach Margrave and command him. And since I
knew not his whereabout, yet was vaguely aware that, according to any
conceivable theory by which the wand could be supposed to carry its
imagined virtues to definite goals in distant space, it should be
pointed in the direction of the object it was intended to affect, so I
slowly moved the wand as if describing a circle; and thus, in some point
of the circle--east, west, north, or south--the direction could not fail
to be true. Before I had performed half the circle, the wand of itself
stopped, resisting palpably the movement of my hand to impel it onward.
Had it, then, found the point to which my will was guiding it, obeying
my will by some magnetic sympathy never yet comprehended by any
recognized science? I know not; but I had not held it thus fixed for
many seconds, before a cold air, well remembered, passed by me, stirring
the roots of my hair; and, reflected against the opposite wall, stood
the hateful Scin-Laeca. The Shadow was dimmer in its light than when
before beheld, and the outline of the features was less distinct; still
it was the unmistakable lemur, or image, of Margrave.

And a voice was conveyed to my senses, saying, as from a great distance,
and in weary yet angry accents,

“You have summoned me? Wherefore?”

I overcame the startled shudder with which, at first, I beheld the
Shadow and heard the Voice.

“I summoned you not,” said I; “I sought but to impose upon you my will,
that you should persecute, with your ghastly influences, me and mine
no more. And now, by whatever authority this wand bestows on me, I so
abjure and command you!”

I thought there was a sneer of disdain on the lip through which the
answer seemed to come,--

“Vain and ignorant, it is but a shadow you command. My body you have
cast into a sleep, and it knows not that the shadow is here; nor, when
it wakes, will the brain be aware of one reminiscence of the words that
you utter or the words that you hear.”

“What, then, is this shadow that simulates the body? Is it that which in
popular language is called the soul?”

“It is not: soul is no shadow.”

“What then?”

“Ask not me. Use the wand to invoke Intelligences higher than mine.”

“And how?”

“I will tell you not. Of yourself you may learn, if you guide the wand
by your own pride of will and desire; but in the hands of him who has
learned not the art, the wand has its dangers. Again I say you have
summoned me! Wherefore?”

“Lying shade, I summoned thee not.”

“So wouldst thou say to the demons, did they come in their terrible
wrath, when the bungler, who knows not the springs that he moves, calls
them up unawares, and can neither control nor dispel. Less revengeful
than they, I leave thee unharmed, and depart.”

“Stay. If, as thou sayest, no command I address to thee--to thee, who
art only the image or shadow--can have effect on the body and mind of
the being whose likeness thou art, still thou canst tell me what passes
now in his brain. Does it now harbour schemes against me through the
woman I love? Answer truly.”

“I reply for the sleeper, of whom I am more than a likeness, though only
the shadow. His thought speaks thus: ‘I know, Allen Fenwick, that in
thee is the agent I need for achieving the end that I seek. Through the
woman thou lovest, I hope to subject thee. A grief that will harrow thy
heart is at hand; when that grief shall befall, thou wilt welcome my
coming. In me alone thy hope will be placed; through me alone wilt thou
seek a path out of thy sorrow. I shall ask my conditions: they will make
thee my tool and my slave!’”

The shadow waned,--it was gone. I did not seek to detain it, nor, had I
sought, could I have known by what process. But a new idea now possessed
me. This shadow, then, that had once so appalled and controlled me,
was, by its own confession, nothing more than a shadow! It had spoken of
higher Intelligences; from them I might learn what the Shadow could
not reveal. As I still held the wand firmer and firmer in my grasp, my
thoughts grew haughtier and bolder. Could the wand, then, bring those
loftier beings thus darkly referred to before me? With that thought,
intense and engrossing, I guided the wand towards the space, opening
boundless and blue from the casement that let in the skies. The wand no
longer resisted my hand.

In a few moments I felt the floors of the room vibrate; the air was
darkened; a vaporous, hazy cloud seemed to rise from the ground without
the casement; an awe, infinitely more deep and solemn than that which
the Scin-Laeca had caused in its earliest apparition, curdled through my
veins, and stilled the very beat of my heart.

At that moment I heard, without, the voice of Lilian, singing a simple,
sacred song which I had learned at my mother’s knees, and taught to her
the day before: singing low, and as with a warning angel’s voice. By an
irresistible impulse I dashed the wand to the ground, and bowed my head
as I had bowed it when my infant mind comprehended, without an effort,
mysteries more solemn than those which perplexed me now. Slowly I raised
my eyes, and looked round; the vaporous, hazy cloud had passed away, or
melted into the ambient rose-tints amidst which the sun had sunk.

Then, by one of those common reactions from a period of overstrained
excitement, there succeeded to that sentiment of arrogance and daring
with which these wild, half-conscious invocations had been fostered and
sustained, a profound humility, a warning fear.

“What!” said I, inly, “have all those sound resolutions, which my reason
founded on the wise talk of Julius Faber, melted away in the wrack of
haggard, dissolving fancies! Is this my boasted intellect, my vaunted
science! I--I, Allen Fenwick, not only the credulous believer, but the
blundering practitioner, of an evil magic! Grant what may be possible,
however uncomprehended,--grant that in this accursed instrument of
antique superstition there be some real powers--chemical, magnetic, no
matter what--by which the imagination can be aroused, inflamed, deluded,
so that it shapes the things I have seen, speaks in the tones I have
heard,--grant this, shall I keep ever ready, at the caprice of will, a
constant tempter to steal away my reason and fool my senses? Or if,
on the other hand, I force my sense to admit what all sober men must
reject; if I unschool myself to believe that in what I have just
experienced there is no mental illusion; that sorcery is a fact, and a
demon world has gates which open to a key that a mortal can forge,--who
but a saint would not shrink from the practice of powers by which each
passing thought of ill might find in a fiend its abettor? In either
case--in any case--while I keep this direful relic of obsolete arts, I
am haunted,--cheated out of my senses, unfitted for the uses of life.
If, as my ear or my fancy informs me, grief--human grief--is about to
befall me, shall I, in the sting of impatient sorrow, have recourse to
an aid which, the same voice declares, will reduce me to a tool and
a slave,--tool and slave to a being I dread as a foe? Out on these
nightmares! and away with the thing that bewitches the brain to conceive
them!”

I rose; I took up the wand, holding it so that its hollow should not
rest on the palm of the hand. I stole from the house by the back way,
in order to avoid Lilian, whose voice I still heard, singing low, on
the lawn in front. I came to a creek, to the bank of which a boat
was moored, undid its chain, rowed on to a deep part of the lake, and
dropped the wand into its waves. It sank at once; scarcely a ripple
furrowed the surface, not a bubble arose from the deep. And, as the boat
glided on, the star mirrored itself on the spot where the placid waters
had closed over the tempter to evil.

Light at heart, I sprang again on the shore, and hastening to Lilian,
where she stood on the silvered, shining sward, clasped her to my
breast.

“Spirit of my life!” I murmured, “no enchantments for me but thine!
Thine are the spells by which creation is beautified, and, in that
beauty, hallowed. What though we can see not into the measureless future
from the verge of the moment; what though sorrow may smite us while we
are dreaming of bliss, let the future not rob me of thee, and a balm
will be found for each wound! Love me ever as now, oh, my Lilian; troth
to troth, side by side, till the grave!”

“And beyond the grave,” answered Lilian, softly.



CHAPTER LXII.

Our vows are exchanged at the altar, the rite which made Lilian my wife
is performed; we are returned from the church amongst the hills, in
which my fathers had worshipped; the joy-bells that had pealed for my
birth had rung for my marriage. Lilian has gone to her room to prepare
for our bridal excursion; while the carriage we have hired is waiting
at the door. I am detaining her mother on the lawn, seeking to cheer and
compose her spirits, painfully affected by that sense of change in the
relations of child and parent which makes itself suddenly felt by the
parent’s heart on the day that secures to the child another heart on
which to lean.

But Mrs. Ashleigh’s was one of those gentle womanly natures which, if
easily afflicted, are easily consoled. And, already smiling through her
tears, she was about to quit me and join her daughter, when one of the
inn-servants came to me with some letters, which had just been delivered
by the postman. As I took them from the servant, Mrs. Ashleigh asked if
there were any for her. She expected one from her housekeeper at L----,
who had been taken ill in her absence, and about whom the kind mistress
felt anxious. The servant replied that there was no letter for her, but
one directed to Miss Ashleigh, which he had just sent up to the young
lady.

Mrs. Ashleigh did not doubt that her housekeeper had written to
Lilian, whom she had known from the cradle and to whom she was tenderly
attached, instead of to her mistress; and, saying something to me to
that effect, quickened her steps towards the house.

I was glancing over my own letters, chiefly from patients, with a rapid
eye, when a cry of agony, a cry as if of one suddenly stricken to the
heart, pierced my ear,--a cry from within the house. “Heavens! was that
Lilian’s voice?” The same doubt struck Mrs. Ashleigh, who had already
gained the door. She rushed on, disappearing within the threshold and
calling to me to follow. I bounded forward, passed her on the stairs,
was in Lilian’s room before her.

My bride was on the floor prostrate, insensible: so still, so
colourless, that my first dreadful thought was that life had gone. In
her hand was a letter, crushed as with a convulsive sudden grasp.

It was long before the colour came back to her cheek, before the breath
was perceptible on her lip. She woke, but not to health, not to sense.
Hours were passed in violent convulsions, in which I momentarily feared
her death. To these succeeded stupor, lethargy, not benignant sleep.
That night, my bridal night, I passed as in some chamber to which I had
been summoned to save youth from the grave. At length--at length--life
was rescued, was assured! Life came back, but the mind was gone. She
knew me not, nor her mother. She spoke little and faintly; in the words
she uttered there was no reason.

I pass hurriedly on; my experience here was in fault, my skill
ineffectual. Day followed day, and no ray came back to the darkened
brain. We bore her, by gentle stages, to London. I was sanguine of good
result from skill more consummate than mine, and more especially devoted
to diseases of the mind. I summoned the first advisers. In vain! in
vain!



CHAPTER LXIII.

And the cause of this direful shock? Not this time could it be traced
to some evil spell, some phantasmal influence. The cause was clear, and
might have produced effects as sinister on nerves of stronger fibre if
accompanied by a heart as delicately sensitive, an honour as exquisitely
pure.

The letter found in her hand was without name; it was dated from L----,
and bore the postmark of that town. It conveyed to Lilian, in the biting
words which female malice can make so sharp, the tale we had sought
sedulously to guard from her ear,--her flight, the construction that
scandal put upon it. It affected for my blind infatuation a contemptuous
pity; it asked her to pause before she brought on the name I offered
to her an indelible disgrace. If she so decided, she was warned not to
return to L----, or to prepare there for the sentence that would exclude
her from the society of her own sex. I cannot repeat more, I cannot
minute down all that the letter expressed or implied, to wither the
orange blossoms in a bride’s wreath. The heart that took in the venom
cast its poison on the brain, and the mind fled before the presence of
a thought so deadly to all the ideas which its innocence had heretofore
conceived.

I knew not whom to suspect of the malignity of this mean and miserable
outrage, nor did I much care to know. The handwriting, though evidently
disguised, was that of a woman, and, therefore, had I discovered the
author, my manhood would have forbidden me the idle solace of revenge.
Mrs. Poyntz, however resolute and pitiless her hostility when once
aroused, was not without a certain largeness of nature irreconcilable
with the most dastardly of all the weapons that envy or hatred can
supply to the vile. She had too lofty a self-esteem and too decorous a
regard for the moral sentiment of the world that she typified, to do,
or connive at, an act which degrades the gentlewoman. Putting her aside,
what other female enemy had Lilian provoked? No matter! What other woman
at L---- was worth the condescension of a conjecture?

After listening to all that the ablest of my professional brethren
in the metropolis could suggest to guide me, and trying in vain their
remedies, I brought back my charge to L----. Retaining my former
residence for the visits of patients, I engaged, for the privacy of my
home, a house two miles from the town, secluded in its own grounds, and
guarded by high walls.

Lilian’s mother removed to my mournful dwelling-place. Abbot’s House, in
the centre of that tattling coterie, had become distasteful to her, and
to me it was associated with thoughts of anguish and of terror. I could
not, without a shudder, have entered its grounds,--could not, without a
stab at the heart, have seen again the old fairy-land round the Monks’
Well, nor the dark cedar-tree under which Lilian’s hand had been placed
in mine; and a superstitious remembrance, banished while Lilian’s angel
face had brightened the fatal precincts, now revived in full force. The
dying man’s curse--had it not been fulfilled?

A new occupant for the old house was found within a week after Mrs.
Ashleigh had written from London to a house-agent at L----, intimating
her desire to dispose of the lease. Shortly before we had gone to
Windermere, Miss Brabazon had become enriched by a liberal life-annuity
bequeathed to her by her uncle, Sir Phelim. Her means thus enabled her
to move from the comparatively humble lodging she had hitherto occupied
to Abbot’s House; but just as she had there commenced a series of
ostentatious entertainments, implying an ambitious desire to dispute
with Mrs. Poyntz the sovereignty of the Hill, she was attacked by some
severe malady which appeared complicated with spinal disease, and after
my return to L---- I sometimes met her, on the spacious platform of the
Hill, drawn along slowly in a Bath chair, her livid face peering forth
from piles of Indian shawls and Siberian furs, and the gaunt figure
of Dr. Jones stalking by her side, taciturn and gloomy as some sincere
mourner who conducts to the grave the patron on whose life he himself
had conveniently lived. It was in the dismal month of February that I
returned to L----, and I took possession of my plighted nuptial home on
the anniversary of the very day in which I had passed through the dead
dumb world from the naturalist’s gloomy death-room.



CHAPTER LXIV.

Lilian’s wondrous gentleness of nature did not desert her in the
suspension of her reason. She was habitually calm,--very silent; when
she spoke it was rarely on earthly things, on things familiar to her
past, things one could comprehend. Her thought seemed to have quitted
the earth, seeking refuge in some imaginary heaven. She spoke of
wanderings with her father as if he were living still; she did not seem
to understand the meaning we attach to the word “Death.” She would sit
for hours murmuring to herself: when one sought to catch the words, they
seemed in converse with invisible spirits. We found it cruel to disturb
her at such times, for if left unmolested, her face was serene,--more
serenely beautiful than I had seen it even in our happiest hours; but
when we called her back to the wrecks of her real life, her eye became
troubled, restless, anxious, and she would sigh--oh, so heavily! At
times, if we did not seem to observe her, she would quietly resume her
once favourite accomplishments,--drawing, music. And in these her
young excellence was still apparent, only the drawings were strange and
fantastic: they had a resemblance to those with which the painter Blake,
himself a visionary, illustrated the Poems of the “Night Thoughts” and
“The Grave,”--faces of exquisite loveliness, forms of aerial grace,
coming forth from the bells of flowers, or floating upwards amidst
the spray of fountains, their outlines melting away in fountain or in
flower. So with her music: her mother could not recognize the airs she
played, for a while so sweetly and with so ineffable a pathos, that
one could scarcely hear her without weeping; and then would come, as
if involuntarily, an abrupt discord, and, starting, she would cease and
look around, disquieted, aghast.

And still she did not recognize Mrs. Ashleigh nor myself as her mother,
her husband; but she had by degrees learned to distinguish us both from
others. To her mother she gave no name, seemed pleased to see her, but
not sensibly to miss her when away; me she called her brother: if longer
absent than usual, me she missed. When, after the toils of the day, I
came to join her, even if she spoke not, her sweet face brightened. When
she sang, she beckoned me to come near to her, and looked at me fixedly,
with eyes ever tender, often tearful; when she drew she would pause and
glance over her shoulder to see that I was watching her, and point to
the drawings with a smile of strange significance, as if they conveyed
in some covert allegory messages meant for me; so, at least, I
interpreted her smile, and taught myself to say, “Yes, Lilian, I
understand!”

And more than once, when I had so answered, she rose, and kissed
my forehead. I thought my heart would have broken when I felt that
spirit-like melancholy kiss.

And yet how marvellously the human mind teaches itself to extract
consolations from its sorrows. The least wretched of my hours were
those that I had passed in that saddened room, seeking how to establish
fragments of intercourse, invent signs, by which each might interpret
each, between the intellect I had so laboriously cultured, so arrogantly
vaunted, and the fancies wandering through the dark, deprived of their
guide in reason. It was something even of joy to feel myself needed for
her guardianship, endeared and yearned for still by some unshattered
instinct of her heart; and when, parting from her for the night, I stole
the moment in which on her soft face seemed resting least of shadow, to
ask, in a trembling whisper, “Lilian, are the angels watching over
you?” and she would answer “Yes,” sometimes in words, sometimes with a
mysterious happy smile--then--then I went to my lonely room, comforted
and thankful.



CHAPTER LXV.

The blow that had fallen on my hearth effectually, inevitably killed
all the slander that might have troubled me in joy. Before the awe of a
great calamity the small passions of a mean malignity slink abashed. I
had requested Mrs. Ashleigh not to mention the vile letter which Lilian
had received. I would not give a triumph to the unknown calumniator, nor
wring forth her vain remorse, by the pain of acknowledging an indignity
to my darling’s honour; yet, somehow or other, the true cause of
Lilian’s affliction had crept out,--perhaps through the talk of
servants,--and the public shock was universal. By one of those instincts
of justice that lie deep in human hearts, though in ordinary moments
overlaid by many a worldly layer, all felt (all mothers felt especially)
that innocence alone could have been so unprepared for reproach. The
explanation I had previously given, discredited then, was now accepted
without a question. Lilian’s present state accounted for all that ill
nature had before misconstrued. Her good name was restored to its maiden
whiteness, by the fate that had severed the ties of the bride. The
formal dwellers on the Hill vied with the franker, warmer-hearted
households of Low Town in the nameless attentions by which sympathy and
respect are rather delicately indicated than noisily proclaimed. Could
Lilian have then recovered and been sensible of its repentant homage,
how reverently that petty world would have thronged around her! And, ah!
could fortune and man’s esteem have atoned for the blight of hopes that
had been planted and cherished on ground beyond their reach, ambition
and pride might have been well contented with the largeness of the
exchange that courted their acceptance. Patients on patients crowded on
me. Sympathy with my sorrow seemed to create and endear a more trustful
belief in my skill. But the profession I had once so enthusiastically
loved became to me wearisome, insipid, distasteful; the kindness heaped
on me gave no comfort,--it but brought before me more vividly the
conviction that it came too late to avail me: it could not restore to me
the mind, the love, the life of my life, which lay dark and shattered in
the brain of my guileless Lilian. Secretly I felt a sullen resentment.
I knew that to the crowd the resentment was unjust. The world itself is
but an appearance; who can blame it if appearances guide its laws? But
to those who had been detached from the crowd by the professions of
friendship,--those who, when the slander was yet new, and might have
been awed into silence had they stood by my side,--to the pressure of
their hands, now, I had no response.

Against Mrs. Poyntz, above all others, I bore a remembrance of
unrelaxed, unmitigable indignation. Her schemes for her daughter’s
marriage had triumphed: Jane was Mrs. Ashleigh Sumner. Her mind was,
perhaps, softened now that the object which had sharpened its worldly
faculties was accomplished: but in vain, on first hearing of my
affliction, had this she-Machiavel owned a humane remorse, and, with all
her keen comprehension of each facility that circumstances gave to
her will, availed herself of the general compassion to strengthen the
popular reaction in favour of Lilian’s assaulted honour; in vain had
she written to me with a gentleness of sympathy foreign to her habitual
characteristics; in vain besought me to call on her; in vain waylaid
and accosted me with a humility that almost implored forgiveness. I
vouchsafed no reproach, but I could imply no pardon. I put between her
and my great sorrow the impenetrable wall of my freezing silence.

One word of hers at the time that I had so pathetically besought her
aid, and the parrot-flock that repeated her very whisper in noisy
shrillness would have been as loud to defend as it had been to defame;
that vile letter might never have been written. Whoever its writer, it
surely was one of the babblers who took their malice itself from the
jest or the nod of their female despot; and the writer might have
justified herself in saying she did but coarsely proclaim what the
oracle of worldly opinion, and the early friend of Lilian’s own mother,
had authorized her to believe.

By degrees, the bitterness at my heart diffused itself to the
circumference of the circle in which my life went its cheerless
mechanical round. That cordial brotherhood with his patients, which is
the true physician’s happiest gift and humanest duty, forsook my
breast. The warning words of Mrs. Poyntz had come true. A patient that
monopolized my thought awaited me at my own hearth! My conscience became
troubled; I felt that my skill was lessened. I said to myself, “The
physician who, on entering the sick-room, feels, while there, something
that distracts the finest powers of his intellect from the sufferer’s
case is unfit for his calling.” A year had scarcely passed since my
fatal wedding day, before I had formed a resolution to quit L---- and
abandon my profession; and my resolution was confirmed, and my goal
determined, by a letter I received from Julius Faber.

I had written at length to him, not many days after the blow that had
fallen on me, stating all circumstances as calmly and clearly as my
grief would allow; for I held his skill at a higher estimate than that
of any living brother of my art, and I was not without hope in the
efficacy of his advice. The letter I now received from him had been
begun, and continued at some length, before my communication reached
him; and this earlier portion contained animated and cheerful
descriptions of his Australian life and home, which contrasted with the
sorrowful tone of the supplement written in reply to the tidings with
which I had wrung his friendly and tender heart. In this, the latter
part of his letter, he suggested that if time had wrought no material
change for the better, it might be advisable to try the effect of
foreign travel. Scenes entirely new might stimulate observation, and
the observation of things external withdraw the sense from that brooding
over images delusively formed within, which characterized the kind of
mental alienation I had described. “Let any intellect create for itself
a visionary world, and all reasonings built on it are fallacious: the
visionary world vanishes in proportion as we can arouse a predominant
interest in the actual.”

This grand authority, who owed half his consummate skill as a
practitioner to the scope of his knowledge as a philosopher, then
proceeded to give me a hope which I had not dared of myself to form. He
said:--


   “I distinguish the case you so minutely detail from that insanity which
    is reason lost; here it seems rather to be reason held in suspense.
    Where there is hereditary predisposition, where there is organic
    change of structure in the brain,--nay, where there is that kind of
    insanity which takes the epithet of moral, whereby the whole
    character becomes so transformed that the prime element of sound
    understanding, conscience itself, is either erased or warped into the
    sanction of what in a healthful state it would most disapprove,--it is
    only charlatans who promise effectual cure.  But here I assume that
    there is no hereditary taint; here I am convinced, from my own
    observation, that the nobility of the organs, all fresh as yet in the
    vigour of youth, would rather submit to death than to the permanent
    overthrow of their equilibrium in reason; here, where you tell me the
    character preserves all its moral attributes of gentleness and purity,
    and but over-indulges its own early habit of estranged contemplation;
    here, without deceiving you in false kindness, I give you the
    guarantee of my experience when I bid you ‘hope!’  I am persuaded
    that, sooner or later, the mind, thus for a time affected, will right
    itself; because here, in the cause of the malady, we do but deal with
    the nervous system.  And that, once righted, and the mind once
    disciplined in those practical duties which conjugal life
    necessitates, the malady itself will never return; never be
    transmitted to the children on whom your wife’s restoration to health
    may permit you to count hereafter.  If the course of travel I
    recommend and the prescriptions I conjoin with that course fail you,
    let me know; and though I would fain close my days in this land, I
    will come to you.  I love you as my son.  I will tend your wife as my
    daughter.”

Foreign travel! The idea smiled on me. Julius Faber’s companionship,
sympathy, matchless skill! The very thought seemed as a raft to a
drowning mariner. I now read more attentively the earlier portions of
his letter. They described, in glowing colours, the wondrous country in
which he had fixed his home; the joyous elasticity of its atmosphere;
the freshness of its primitive, pastoral life; the strangeness of its
scenery, with a Flora and a Fauna which have no similitudes in the
ransacked quarters of the Old World. And the strong impulse seized me to
transfer to the solitudes of that blithesome and hardy Nature a spirit
no longer at home in the civilized haunts of men, and household gods
that shrank from all social eyes, and would fain have found a wilderness
for the desolate hearth, on which they had ceased to be sacred if
unveiled. As if to give practical excuse and reason for the idea that
seized me, Julius Faber mentioned, incidentally, that the house and
property of a wealthy speculator in his immediate neighbourhood were on
sale at a price which seemed to me alluringly trivial, and, according to
his judgment, far below the value they would soon reach in the hands of
a more patient capitalist. He wrote at the period of the agricultural
panic in the colony which preceded the discovery of its earliest
gold-fields. But his geological science had convinced him that strata
within and around the property now for sale were auriferous, and
his intelligence enabled him to predict how inevitably man would be
attracted towards the gold, and how surely the gold would fertilize the
soil and enrich its owners. He described the house thus to be sold--in
case I might know of a purchaser. It had been built at a cost unusual
in those early times, and by one who clung to English tastes amidst
Australian wilds, so that in this purchase a settler would escape the
hardships he had then ordinarily to encounter; it was, in short, a home
to which a man more luxurious than I might bear a bride with wants less
simple than those which now sufficed for my darling Lilian.

This communication dwelt on my mind through the avocations of the day
on which I received it, and in the evening I read all, except the
supplement, aloud to Mrs. Ashleigh in her daughter’s presence. I desired
to see if Faber’s descriptions of the country and its life, which in
themselves were extremely spirited and striking, would arouse Lilian’s
interest. At first she did not seem to heed me while I read; but when
I came to Faber’s loving account of little Amy, Lilian turned her eyes
towards me, and evidently listened with attention. He wrote how the
child had already become the most useful person in the simple household.
How watchful the quickness of the heart had made the service of the eye;
all their associations of comfort had grown round her active, noiseless
movements; it was she who had contrived to monopolize the management,
or supervision, of all that added to Home the nameless, interior charm.
Under her eyes the rude furniture of the log-house grew inviting with
English neatness; she took charge of the dairy; she had made the garden
gay with flowers selected from the wild, and suggested the trellised
walk, already covered with hardy vine. She was their confidant in every
plan of improvement, their comforter in every anxious doubt, their nurse
in every passing ailment, her very smile a refreshment in the weariness
of daily toil. “How all that is best in womanhood,” wrote the old man,
with the enthusiasm which no time had reft from his hearty, healthful
genius,--“how all that is best in womanhood is here opening fast into
flower from the bud of the infant’s soul! The atmosphere seems to suit
it,--the child-woman in the child-world!”

I heard Lilian sigh; I looked towards her furtively; tears stood in her
softened eyes; her lip was quivering. Presently, she began to rub her
right hand over the left--over the wedding-ring--at first slowly; then
with quicker movement.

“It is not here,” she said impatiently; “it is not here!”

“What is not here?” asked Mrs. Ashleigh, hanging over her.

Lilian leaned back her head on her mother’s bosom, and answered
faintly,--

“The stain! Some one said there was a stain on this hand. I do not see
it, do you?”

“There is no stain, never was,” said I; “the hand is white as your own
innocence, or the lily from which you take your name.”

“Hush! you do not know my name. I will whisper it. Soft!--my name is
Nightshade! Do you want to know where the lily is now, brother? I will
tell you. There, in that letter. You call her Amy,--she is the
lily; take her to your breast, hide her. Hist! what are those bells?
Marriage-bells. Do not let her hear them; for there is a cruel wind that
whispers the bells, and the bells ring out what it whispers, louder and
louder,


“‘Stain on lily Shame on lily,  Wither lily.’

“If she hears what the wind whispers to the bells, she will creep away
into the dark, and then she, too, will turn to Nightshade.”

“Lilian, look up, awake! You have been in a long, long dream: it is
passing away. Lilian, my beloved, my blessed Lilian!”

Never till then had I heard from her even so vague an allusion to the
fatal calumny and its dreadful effect, and while her words now pierced
my heart, it beat, amongst its pangs, with a thrilling hope.

But, alas! the idea that had gleamed upon her had vanished already. She
murmured something about Circles of Fire, and a Veiled Woman in black
garments; became restless, agitated, and unconscious of our presence,
and finally sank into a heavy sleep.

That night (my room was next to hers with the intervening door open)
I heard her cry out. I hastened to her side. She was still asleep, but
there was an anxious labouring expression on her young face, and yet
not an expression wholly of pain--for her lips were parted with a
smile,--that glad yet troubled smile with which one who has been
revolving some subject of perplexity or fear greets a sudden thought
that seems to solve the riddle, or prompt the escape from danger; and
as I softly took her hand she returned my gentle pressure, and inclining
towards me, said, still in sleep,--

“Let us go.”

“Whither?” I answered, under my breath, so as not to awake her; “is it
to see the child of whom I read, and the land that is blooming out of
the earth’s childhood?”

“Out of the dark into the light; where the leaves do not change; where
the night is our day, and the winter our summer. Let us go! let us go!”

“We will go. Dream on undisturbed, my bride. Oh, that the dream could
tell you that my love has not changed in our sorrow, holier and deeper
than on the day in which our vows were exchanged! In you still all my
hopes fold their wings; where you are, there still I myself have my
dreamland!”

The sweet face grew bright as I spoke; all trouble left the smile;
softly she drew her hand from my clasp, and rested it for a moment on my
bended head, as if in blessing.

I rose; stole back to my own room, closing the door, lest the sob I
could not stifle should mar her sleep.



CHAPTER LXVI.

I unfolded my new prospects to Mrs. Ashleigh. She was more easily
reconciled to them than I could have supposed, judging by her habits,
which were naturally indolent, and averse to all that disturbed their
even tenor. But the great grief which had befallen her had roused up
that strength of devotion which lies dormant in all hearts that are
capable of loving another more than self. With her full consent I wrote
to Faber, communicating my intentions, instructing him to purchase the
property he had so commended, and inclosing my banker’s order for the
amount, on an Australian firm. I now announced my intention to retire
from my profession; made prompt arrangements with a successor to my
practice; disposed of my two houses at L----; fixed the day of my
departure. Vanity was dead within me, or I might have been gratified by
the sensation which the news of my design created. My faults became at
once forgotten; such good qualities as I might possess were exaggerated.
The public regret vented and consoled itself in a costly testimonial,
to which even the poorest of my patients insisted on the privilege to
contribute, graced with an inscription flattering enough to have served
for the epitaph on some great man’s tomb. No one who has served an art
and striven for a name is a stoic to the esteem of others; and sweet
indeed would such honours have been to me had not publicity itself
seemed a wrong to the sanctity of that affliction which set Lilian apart
from the movement and the glories of the world.

The two persons most active in “getting up” this testimonial were,
nominally, Colonel Poyntz--in truth, his wife--and my old disparager,
Mr. Vigors! It is long since my narrative has referred to Mr. Vigors. It
is due to him now to state that, in his capacity of magistrate, and in
his own way, he had been both active and delicate in the inquiries set
on foot for Lilian during the unhappy time in which she had wandered,
spellbound, from her home. He, alone, of all the more influential
magnates of the town, had upheld her innocence against the gossips that
aspersed it; and during the last trying year of my residence at L----,
he had sought me, with frank and manly confessions of his regret for his
former prejudice against me, and assurances of the respect in which he
had held me ever since my marriage--marriage but in rite--with Lilian.
He had then, strong in his ruling passion, besought me to consult his
clairvoyants as to her case. I declined this invitation so as not to
affront him,--declined it, not as I should once have done, but with no
word nor look of incredulous disdain. The fact was, that I had conceived
a solemn terror of all practices and theories out of the beaten track of
sense and science. Perhaps in my refusal I did wrong. I know not. I was
afraid of my own imagination. He continued not less friendly in spite
of my refusal. And, such are the vicissitudes in human feeling, I
parted from him whom I had regarded as my most bigoted foe with a warmer
sentiment of kindness than for any of those on whom I had counted on
friendship. He had not deserted Lilian. It was not so with Mrs. Poyntz.
I would have paid tenfold the value of the testimonial to have erased,
from the list of those who subscribed to it, her husband’s name.

The day before I quitted L----, and some weeks after I had, in fact,
renounced my practice, I received an urgent entreaty from Miss Brabazon
to call on her. She wrote in lines so blurred that I could with
difficulty decipher them, that she was very ill, given over by Dr.
Jones, who had been attending her. She implored my opinion.



CHAPTER LXVII.

On reaching the house, a formal man-servant, with indifferent face,
transferred me to the guidance of a hired nurse, who led me up the
stairs, and, before I was well aware of it, into the room in which Dr.
Lloyd had died. Widely different, indeed, the aspect of the walls, the
character of the furniture! The dingy paperhangings were replaced by
airy muslins, showing a rose-coloured ground through their fanciful
openwork; luxurious fauteuils, gilded wardrobes, full-length mirrors, a
toilet-table tricked out with lace and ribbons; and glittering with an
array of silver gewgaws and jewelled trinkets,--all transformed the sick
chamber of the simple man of science to a boudoir of death for the vain
coquette. But the room itself, in its high lattice and heavy ceiling,
was the same--as the coffin itself has the same confines, whether it be
rich in velvets and bright with blazoning, or rude as a pauper’s shell.

And the bed, with its silken coverlet, and its pillows edged with the
thread-work of Louvain, stood in the same sharp angle as that over which
had flickered the frowning smoke-reek above the dying, resentful foe.
As I approached, a man, who was seated beside the sufferer, turned round
his face, and gave me a silent kindly nod of recognition. He was Mr.
C----, one of the clergy of the town, the one with whom I had the most
frequently come into contact wherever the physician resigns to the
priest the language that bids man hope. Mr. C-----, as a preacher,
was renowned for his touching eloquence; as a pastor, revered for his
benignant piety; as friend and neighbour, beloved for a sweetness of
nature which seemed to regulate all the movements of a mind eminently
masculine by the beat of a heart tender as the gentlest woman’s.

This good man; then whispering something to the sufferer which I did
not overhear, stole towards me, took me by the hand, and said, also in
a whisper, “Be merciful as Christians are.” He led me to the bedside,
there left me, went out, and closed the door.

“Do you think I am really dying, Dr. Fenwick?” said a feeble voice. “I
fear Dr. Jones has misunderstood my case. I wish I had called you in at
the first, but--but I could not--I could not! Will you feel my pulse?
Don’t you think you could do me good?”

I had no need to feel the pulse in that skeleton wrist; the aspect of
the face sufficed to tell me that death was drawing near.

Mechanically, however, I went through the hackneyed formulae of
professional questions. This vain ceremony done, as gently and
delicately as I could, I implied the expediency of concluding, if not
yet settled, those affairs which relate to this world.

“This duty,” I said, “in relieving the mind from care for others to whom
we owe the forethought of affection, often relieves the body also
of many a gnawing pain, and sometimes, to the surprise of the most
experienced physician, prolongs life itself.”

“Ah,” said the old maid, peevishly, “I understand! But it is not my will
that troubles me. I should not be left to a nurse from a hospital if my
relations did not know that my annuity dies with me; and I forestalled
it in furnishing this house, Dr. Fenwick, and all these pretty things
will be sold to pay those horrid tradesmen!--very hard!--so hard!--just
as I got things about me in the way I always said I would have them if
I could ever afford it! I always said I would have my bedroom hung
with muslin, like dear Lady L----‘s; and the drawing-room in
geranium-coloured silk: so pretty. You have not seen it: you would not
know the house, Dr. Fenwick. And just when all is finished, to be taken
away and thrust into the grave. It is so cruel!” And she began to weep.
Her emotion brought on a violent paroxysm, which, when she recovered
from it, had produced one of those startling changes of mind that are
sometimes witnessed before death,--changes whereby the whole character
of a life seems to undergo solemn transformation. The hard will becomes
gentle, the proud meek, the frivolous earnest. That awful moment when
the things of earth pass away like dissolving scenes, leaving death
visible on the background by the glare that shoots up in the last
flicker of life’s lamp.

And when she lifted her haggard face from my shoulder, and heard my
pitying, soothing voice, it was not the grief of a trifler at the loss
of fondled toys that spoke in the fallen lines of her lip, in the woe of
her pleading eyes.

“So this is death,” she said. “I feel it hurrying on. I must speak.
I promised Mr. C---- that I would. Forgive me, can you--can you? That
letter--that letter to Lilian Ashleigh, I wrote it! Oh, do not look
at me so terribly; I never thought it could do such evil! And am I not
punished enough? I truly believed when I wrote that Miss Ashleigh was
deceiving you, and once I was silly enough to fancy that you might have
liked me. But I had another motive; I had been so poor all my life--I
had become rich unexpectedly; I set my heart on this house--I had always
fancied it--and I thought if I could prevent Miss Ashleigh marrying you,
and scare her and her mother from coming back to L----, I could get the
house. And I did get it. What for?--to die. I had not been here a
week before I got the hurt that is killing me--a fall down the
stairs,--coming out of this very room; the stairs had been polished. If
I had stayed in my old lodging, it would not have happened. Oh, say you
forgive me! Say, say it, even if you do not feel you can! Say it!” And
the miserable woman grasped me by the arm as Dr. Lloyd had grasped me.

I shaded my averted face with my hands; my heart heaved with the agony
of my suppressed passion. A wrong, however deep, only to myself, I could
have pardoned without effort; such a wrong to Lilian,--no! I could not
say “I forgive.”

The dying wretch was perhaps more appalled by my silence than she would
have been by my reproach. Her voice grew shrill in her despair.

“You will not pardon me! I shall die with your curse on my head! Mercy!
mercy! That good man, Mr. C----, assured me you would be merciful. Have
you never wronged another? Has the Evil One never tempted you?”

Then I spoke in broken accents: “Me! Oh, had it been I whom you
defamed--but a young creature so harmless, so unoffending, and for so
miserable a motive!”

“But I tell you, I swear to you, I never dreamed I could cause such
sorrow; and that young man, that Margrave, put it into my head!”

“Margrave! He had left L---- long before that letter was written!”

“But he came back for a day just before I wrote: it was the very day.
I met him in the lane yonder. He asked after you,--after Miss Ashleigh;
and when he spoke he laughed, and I said, ‘Miss Ashleigh had been ill,
and was gone away;’ and he laughed again. And I thought he knew more
than he would tell me, so I asked him if he supposed Mrs. Ashleigh would
come back, and said how much I should like to take this house if she did
not; and again he laughed, and said, ‘Birds never stay in the nest after
the young ones are hurt,’ and went away singing. When I got home, his
laugh and his song haunted me. I thought I saw him still in my room,
prompting me to write, and I sat down and wrote. Oh, pardon, pardon me!
I have been a foolish poor creature, but never meant to do such harm.
The Evil One tempted me! There he is, near me now! I see him yonder!
there, at the doorway. He comes to claim me! As you hope for mercy
yourself, free me from him! Forgive me!”

I made an effort over myself. In naming Margrave as her tempter, the
woman had suggested an excuse, echoed from that innermost cell of my
mind, which I recoiled from gazing into, for there I should behold his
image. Inexpiable though the injury she had wrought against me and mine,
still the woman was human--fellow-creature-like myself;--but he?

I took the pale hand that still pressed my arm, and said, with firm
voice,--

“Be comforted. In the name of Lilian, my wife, I forgive you for her and
for me as freely and as fully as we are enjoined by Him, against whose
precepts the best of us daily sin, to forgive--we children of wrath--to
forgive one another!”

“Heaven bless you!--oh, bless you!” she murmured, sinking back upon her
pillow.

“Ah!” thought I, “what if the pardon I grant for a wrong far deeper than
I inflicted on him whose imprecation smote me in this chamber, should
indeed be received as atonement, and this blessing on the lips of the
dying annul the dark curse that the dead has left on my path through the
Valley of the Shadow!”

I left my patient sleeping quietly,--the sleep that precedes the last.
As I went down the stairs into the hall, I saw Mrs. Poyntz standing at
the threshold, speaking to the man-servant and the nurse.

I would have passed her with a formal bow, but she stopped me.

“I came to inquire after poor Miss Brabazon,” said she.

“You can tell me more than the servants can: is there no hope?”

“Let the nurse go up and watch beside her. She may pass away in the
sleep into which she has fallen.”

“Allen Fenwick, I must speak with you--nay, but for a few minutes. I
hear that you leave L---- to-morrow. It is scarcely among the chances
of life that we should meet again.” While thus saying, she drew me along
the lawn down the path that led towards her own home. “I wish,” said
she, earnestly, “that you could part with a kindlier feeling towards me;
but I can scarcely expect it. Could I put myself in your place, and be
moved by your feelings, I know that I should be implacable; but I--”

“But you, madam, are The World! and the World governs itself, and
dictates to others, by laws which seem harsh to those who ask from its
favour the services which the World cannot tender, for the World admits
favourites, but ignores friends. You did but act to me as the World ever
acts to those who mistake its favour for its friendship.”

“It is true,” said Mrs. Poyntz, with blunt candour; and we continued to
walk on silently. At length she said abruptly, “But do you not rashly
deprive yourself of your only consolation in sorrow? When the heart
suffers, does your skill admit any remedy like occupation to the mind?
Yet you abandon that occupation to which your mind is most accustomed;
you desert your career; you turn aside, in the midst of the race, from
the fame which awaits at the goal; you go back from civilization itself,
and dream that all your intellectual cravings can find content in the
life of a herdsman, amidst the monotony of a wild! No, you will repent,
for you are untrue to your mind!”

“I am sick of the word ‘mind’!” said I, bitterly. And therewith I
relapsed into musing.

The enigmas which had foiled my intelligence in the unravelled Sibyl
Book of Nature were mysteries strange to every man’s normal practice
of thought, even if reducible to the fraudulent impressions of outward
sense; for illusions in a brain otherwise healthy suggest problems in
our human organization which the colleges that record them rather guess
at than solve. But the blow which had shattered my life had been dealt
by the hand of a fool. Here, there were no mystic enchantments. Motives
the most commonplace and paltry, suggested to a brain as trivial and
shallow as ever made the frivolity of woman a theme for the satire of
poets, had sufficed, in devastating the field of my affections, to blast
the uses for which I had cultured my mind; and had my intellect been as
great as heaven ever gave to man, it would have been as vain a shield as
mine against the shaft that had lodged in my heart. While I had, indeed,
been preparing my reason and my fortitude to meet such perils, weird and
marvellous, as those by which tales round the winter fireside scare the
credulous child, a contrivance--so vulgar and hackneyed that not a day
passes but what some hearth is vexed by an anonymous libel--had
wrought a calamity more dread than aught which my dark guess into the
Shadow-Land unpierced by Philosophy could trace to the prompting of
malignant witchcraft. So, ever this truth runs through all legends of
ghost and demon--through the uniform records of what wonder accredits
and science rejects as the supernatural--lo! the dread machinery whose
wheels roll through Hades! What need such awful engines for such mean
results? The first blockhead we meet in our walk to our grocer’s can
tell us more than the ghost tells us; the poorest envy we ever aroused
hurts us more than the demon. How true an interpreter is Genius to Hell
as to Earth! The Fiend comes to Faust, the tired seeker of knowledge;
Heaven and Hell stake their cause in the Mortal’s temptation. And what
does the Fiend to astonish the Mortal? Turn wine into fire, turn love
into crime. We need no Mephistopheles to accomplish these marvels every
day!

Thus silently thinking, I walked by the side of the world-wise woman;
and when she next spoke, I looked up, and saw that we were at the Monks’
Well, where I had first seen Lilian gazing into heaven!

Mrs. Poyntz had, as we walked, placed her hand on my arm; and, turning
abruptly from the path into the glade, I found myself standing by her
side in the scene where a new sense of being had first disclosed to my
sight the hues with which Love, the passionate beautifier, turns into
purple and gold the gray of the common air. Thus, when romance has ended
in sorrow, and the Beautiful fades from the landscape, the trite and
positive forms of life, banished for a time, reappear, and deepen our
mournful remembrance of the glories they replace. And the Woman of the
World, finding how little I was induced to respond to her when she
had talked of myself, began to speak, in her habitual clear, ringing
accents, of her own social schemes and devices,--

“I shall miss you when you are gone, Allen Fenwick; for though, during
the last year or so, all actual intercourse between us has ceased,
yet my interest in you gave some occupation to my thoughts when I sat
alone,--having lost my main object of ambition in settling my daughter,
and having no longer any one in the house with whom I could talk of the
future, or for whom I could form a project. It is so wearisome to count
the changes which pass within us, that we take interest in the changes
that pass without. Poyntz still has his weather-glass; I have no longer
my Jane.”

“I cannot linger with you on this spot,” said I, impatiently turning
back into the path; she followed, treading over fallen leaves. And
unheeding my interruption, she thus continued her hard talk,--

“But I am not sick of my mind, as you seem to be of yours; I am only
somewhat tired of the little cage in which, since it has been alone, it
ruffles its plumes against the flimsy wires that confine it from wider
space. I shall take up my home for a time with the new-married couple:
they want me. Ashleigh Sumner has come into parliament. He means to
attend regularly and work hard, but he does not like Jane to go into
the world by herself, and he wishes her to go into the world, because he
wants a wife to display his wealth for the improvement of his position.
In Ashleigh Sumner’s house I shall have ample scope for my energies,
such as they are. I have a curiosity to see the few that perch on the
wheels of the State and say, ‘It is we who move the wheels!’ It will
amuse me to learn if I can maintain in a capital the authority I
have won in a country town; if not, I can but return to my small
principality. Wherever I live I must sway, not serve. If I succeed--as I
ought, for in Jane’s beauty and Ashleigh’s fortune I have materials
for the woof of ambition, wanting which here, I fall asleep over my
knitting--if I succeed, there will be enough to occupy the rest of my
life. Ashleigh Sumner must be a power; the power will be represented and
enjoyed by my child, and created and maintained by me! Allen Fenwick,
do as I do. Be world with the world, and it will only be in moments of
spleen and chagrin that you will sigh to think that the heart may be
void when the mind is full. Confess you envy me while you listen.”

“Not so; all that to you seems so great appears to me so small! Nature
alone is always grand, in her terrors as well as her charms. The World
for you, Nature for me. Farewell!”

“Nature!” said Mrs. Poyntz, compassionately. “Poor Allen Fenwick! Nature
indeed,--intellectual suicide! Nay, shake hands, then, if for the last
time.”

So we shook hands and parted, where the wicket-gate and the stone stairs
separated my blighted fairy-land from the common thoroughfare.



CHAPTER LXVIII.

That night as I was employed in collecting the books and manuscripts
which I proposed to take with me, including my long-suspended
physiological work, and such standard authorities as I might want to
consult or refer to in the portions yet incompleted, my servant entered
to inform me, in answer to the inquiries I had sent him to make, that
Miss Brabazon had peacefully breathed her last an hour before. Well!
my pardon had perhaps soothed her last moments; but how unavailing her
death-bed repentance to undo the wrong she had done!

I turned from that thought, and, glancing at the work into which I
had thrown all my learning, methodized into system with all my art, I
recalled the pity which Mrs. Poyntz had expressed for my meditated waste
of mind. The tone of superiority which this incarnation of common-sense
accompanied by uncommon will assumed over all that was too deep or too
high for her comprehension had sometimes amused me; thinking over it
now, it piqued. I said to myself, “After all, I shall bear with me such
solace as intellectual occupation can afford. I shall have leisure to
complete this labour; and a record that I have lived and thought may
outlast all the honours which worldly ambition may bestow upon Ashleigh
Summer!” And, as I so murmured, my hand, mechanically selecting the
books I needed, fell on the Bible that Julius Faber had given to me.

It opened at the Second Book of Esdras, which our Church places amongst
the Apocrypha, and is generally considered by scholars to have been
written in the first or second century of the Christian era,(1)--but in
which the questions raised by man in the remotest ages, to which we can
trace back his desire “to comprehend the ways of the Most High,” are
invested with a grandeur of thought and sublimity of word to which I
know of no parallel in writers we call profane.

My eye fell on this passage in the lofty argument between the Angel
whose name was Uriel, and the Prophet, perplexed by his own cravings for
knowledge:--


   “He (the Angel) answered me, and said, I went into a forest, into a
    plain, and the trees took counsel,

   “And said, Come, let us go and make war against the sea, that it may
    depart away before us, and that we may make us more woods.

   “The floods of the sea also in like manner took counsel, and said,
    Come, let us go up and subdue the woods of the plain, that there also
    we may make us another country.

   “The thought of the wood was in vain, for the fire came and consumed it.

   “The thought of the floods of the sea came likewise to nought, for the
    sand stood up and stopped them.

   “If thou wert judge now betwixt these two, whom wouldst thou begin to
    justify; or whom wouldst thou condemn?

   “I answered and said, Verily it is a foolish thought that they both
    have devised; for the ground is given unto the wood, and the sea also
    hath his place to bear his floods.

   “Then answered he me, and said, Thou hast given a right judgment; but
    why judgest thou not thyself also?

   “For like as the ground is given unto the wood, and the sea to his
    floods, even so they that dwell upon the earth may understand nothing
    but that which is upon the earth; and He that dwelleth above the
    heavens may only understand the things that are above the height of
    the heavens.”

I paused at those words, and, closing the Sacred Volume, fell into deep,
unquiet thought.

(1) Such is the supposition of Jahn. Dr. Lee, however, is of opinion
that the author was contemporary, and, indeed, identical, with the
author of the Book of Enoch.



CHAPTER LXIX.

I had hoped that the voyage would produce some beneficial effect upon
Lilian; but no effect, good or bad, was perceptible, except, perhaps,
a deeper silence, a gentler calm. She loved to sit on the deck when the
nights were fair, and the stars mirrored on the deep. And once thus, as
I stood beside her, bending over the rail of the vessel, and gazing on
the long wake of light which the moon made amidst the darkness of an
ocean to which no shore could be seen, I said to myself, “Where is
my track of light through the measureless future? Would that I could
believe as I did when a child! Woe is me, that all the reasonings I take
from my knowledge should lead me away from the comfort which the peasant
who mourns finds in faith! Why should riddles so dark have been thrust
upon me,--me, no fond child of fancy; me, sober pupil of schools the
severest? Yet what marvel--the strangest my senses have witnessed or
feigned in the fraud they have palmed on me--is greater than that
by which a simple affection, that all men profess to have known, has
changed the courses of life prearranged by my hopes and confirmed by my
judgment? How calmly before I knew love I have anatomized its mechanism,
as the tyro who dissects the web-work of tissues and nerves in the dead!
Lo! it lives, lives in me; and, in living, escapes from my scalpel, and
mocks all my knowledge. Can love be reduced to the realm of the senses?
No; what nun is more barred by her grate from the realm of the senses
than my bride by her solemn affliction? Is love, then, the union of
kindred, harmonious minds? No, my beloved one sits by my side, and I
guess not her thoughts, and my mind is to her a sealed fountain. Yet I
love her more--oh, ineffably more!--for the doom which destroys the two
causes philosophy assigns to love--in the form, in the mind! How can I
now, in my vain physiology, say what is love, what is not? Is it love
which must tell me that man has a soul, and that in soul will be found
the solution of problems never to be solved in body or mind alone?”

My self-questionings halted here as Lilian’s hand touched my shoulder.
She had risen from her seat, and had come to me.

“Are not the stars very far from earth?” she said.

“Very far.”

“Are they seen for the first time to-night?”

“They were seen, I presume, as we see them, by the fathers of all human
races!”

“Yet close below us they shine reflected in the waters; and yet, see,
wave flows on wave before we can count it!”

“Lilian, by what sympathy do you read and answer my thought?”

Her reply was incoherent and meaningless. If a gleam of intelligence had
mysteriously lighted my heart to her view, it was gone. But drawing her
nearer towards me, my eye long followed wistfully the path of light,
dividing the darkness on either hand, till it closed in the sloping
horizon.



CHAPTER LXX.

The voyage is over. At the seaport at which we landed I found a letter
from Faber. My instructions had reached him in time to effect the
purchase on which his descriptions had fixed my desire. The stock, the
implements of husbandry, the furniture of the house, were included in
the purchase. All was prepared for my arrival, and I hastened from
the then miserable village, which may some day rise into one of the
mightiest capitals of the world, to my lodge in the wilderness.

It was the burst of the Australian spring, which commences in our autumn
month of October. The air was loaded with the perfume of the acacias.
Amidst the glades of the open forest land, or climbing the craggy banks
of winding silvery creeks,(1) creepers and flowers of dazzling hue
contrasted the olive-green of the surrounding foliage. The exhilarating
effect of the climate in that season heightens the charm of the
strange scenery. In the brilliancy of the sky, in the lightness of the
atmosphere, the sense of life is wondrously quickened. With the very
breath the Adventurer draws in from the racy air, he feels as if
inhaling hope.

We have reached our home, we are settled in it; the early unfamiliar
impressions are worn away. We have learned to dispense with much that we
at first missed, and are reconciled to much that at first disappointed
or displeased.

The house is built but of logs; the late proprietor had commenced, upon
a rising ground, a mile distant, a more imposing edifice of stone, but
it is not half finished.

This log-house is commodious, and much has been done, within and
without, to conceal or adorn its primitive rudeness. It is of irregular,
picturesque form, with verandas round three sides of it, to which the
grape-vine has been trained, with glossy leaves that clamber up to the
gable roof. There is a large garden in front, in which many English
fruit-trees have been set, and grow fast amongst the plants of the
tropics and the orange-trees of Southern Europe. Beyond stretch undulous
pastures, studded not only with sheep, but with herds of cattle, which
my speculative predecessor had bred from parents of famous stock, and
imported from England at mighty cost; but as yet the herds had been of
little profit, and they range their luxuriant expanse of pasture with
as little heed. To the left soar up, in long range, the many-coloured
hills; to the right meanders a creek, belted by feathery trees; and
on its opposite bank a forest opens, through frequent breaks, into
park-like glades and alleys. The territory, of which I so suddenly find
myself the lord, is vast, even for a colonial capitalist.

It had been originally purchased as “a special survey,” comprising
twenty thousand acres, with the privilege of pasture over forty thousand
more. In very little of this land, though it includes some of the
most fertile districts in the known world, has cultivation been even
commenced. At the time I entered into possession, even sheep were barely
profitable; labour was scarce and costly. Regarded as a speculation, I
could not wonder that my predecessor fled in fear from his domain. Had
I invested the bulk of my capital in this lordly purchase, I should
have deemed myself a ruined man; but a villa near London, with a hundred
acres, would have cost me as much to buy, and thrice as much to keep
up. I could afford the investment I had made. I found a Scotch bailiff
already on the estate, and I was contented to escape from rural
occupations, to which I brought no experience, by making it worth his
while to serve me with zeal. Two domestics of my own, and two who
had been for many years with Mrs. Ashleigh, had accompanied us: they
remained faithful and seemed contented. So the clockwork of our mere
household arrangements went on much the same as in our native home.
Lilian was not subjected to the ordinary privations and discomforts that
await the wife even of the wealthy emigrant. Alas! would she have heeded
them if she had been?

The change of scene wrought a decided change for the better in her
health and spirits, but not such as implied a dawn of reviving reason.
But her countenance was now more rarely overcast. Its usual aspect was
glad with a soft mysterious smile. She would murmur snatches of songs,
that were partly borrowed from English poets, and partly glided away
into what seemed spontaneous additions of her own,--wanting intelligible
meaning, but never melody nor rhyme. Strange, that memory and
imitation--the two earliest parents of all inventive knowledge--should
still be so active, and judgment--the after faculty, that combines the
rest into purpose and method--be annulled!

Julius Faber I see continually, though his residence is a few miles
distant. He is sanguine as to Lilian’s ultimate recovery; and, to my
amazement and to my envy, he has contrived, by some art which I cannot
attain, to establish between her and himself intelligible communion. She
comprehends his questions, when mine, though the simplest, seem to her
in unknown language; and he construes into sense her words, that to me
are meaningless riddles.

“I was right,” he said to me one day, leaving her seated in the garden
beside her quiet, patient mother, and joining me where I lay--listless
yet fretful--under the shadeless gum-trees, gazing not on the flocks
and fields that I could call my own, but on the far mountain range, from
which the arch of the horizon seemed to spring,--“I was right,” said the
great physician; “this is reason suspended, not reason lost. Your wife
will recover; but--”

“But what?”

“Give me your arm as I walk homeward, and I will tell you the conclusion
to which I have come.”

I rose, the old man leaned on me, and we went down the valley along the
craggy ridges of the winding creek. The woodland on the opposite bank
was vocal with the chirp and croak and chatter of Australian birds,--all
mirthful, all songless, save that sweetest of warblers, which some early
irreverent emigrant degraded to the name of magpie, but whose note is
sweeter than the nightingale’s, and trills through the lucent air with
a distinct ecstatic melody of joy that dominates all the discords, so
ravishing the sense, that, while it sings, the ear scarcely heeds the
scream of the parrots.

(1) Creek is the name given by Australian colonists to precarious water
Courses and tributary streams.



CHAPTER LXXI.

 “You may remember,” said Julius Faber, “Sir Humphry Davy’s eloquent description of the effect produced on him by the inhalation of nitrous oxide. He states that he began to lose the perception of external things; trains of vivid visible images rapidly passed through his mind, and were connected with words in such a manner as to produce perceptions perfectly novel. ‘I existed,’ he said, ‘in a world of newly-connected and newly-modified ideas.’ When he recovered, he exclaimed: ‘Nothing exists but thoughts; the universe is composed of impressions, ideas, pleasures, and pains!’

“Now observe, that thus a cultivator of positive science, endowed with
one of the healthiest of human brains, is, by the inhalation of a gas,
abstracted from all external life,--enters into a new world, which
consists of images he himself creates and animates so vividly that, on
waking, he resolves the universe itself into thoughts.”

“Well,” said I, “but what inference do you draw from that voluntary
experiment, applicable to the malady of which you bid me hope the cure?”

“Simply this: that the effect produced on a healthful brain by the
nitrous oxide may be produced also by moral causes operating on the
blood, or on the nerves. There is a degree of mental excitement in which
ideas are more vivid than sensations, and then the world of external
things gives way to the world within the brain.(1) But this, though a
suspension of that reason which comprehends accuracy of judgment, is
no more a permanent aberration of reason than were Sir Humphry Davy’s
visionary ecstasies under the influence of the gas. The difference
between the two states of suspension is that of time, and it is but an
affair of time with our beloved patient. Yet prepare yourself. I fear
that the mind will not recover without some critical malady of the
body!”

“Critical! but not dangerous?--say not dangerous! I can endure the pause
of her reason; I could not endure the void in the universe if her life
were to fade from the earth.”

“Poor friend! would not you yourself rather lose life than reason?”

“I--yes! But we men are taught to set cheap value on our own lives; we
do not estimate at the same rate the lives of those we love. Did we do
so, Humanity would lose its virtues.”

“What, then! Love teaches that there is something of nobler value than
mere mind? Yet surely it cannot be the mere body? What is it, if
not that continuance of being which your philosophy declines to
acknowledge,--namely, soul? If you fear so painfully that your Lilian
should die, is it not that you fear to lose her forever?”

“Oh, cease, cease!” I cried impatiently. “I cannot now argue on
metaphysics. What is it that you anticipate of harm to her life? Her
health has been stronger ever since her affliction. She never seems to
know ailment now. Do you not perceive that her cheek has a more hardy
bloom, her frame a more rounded symmetry, than when you saw her in
England?”

“Unquestionably. Her physical forces have been silently recruiting
themselves in the dreams which half lull, half amuse her imagination.
Imagination! that faculty, the most glorious which is bestowed on the
human mind, because it is the faculty which enables thought to create,
is of all others the most exhausting to life when unduly stimulated and
consciously reasoning on its own creations. I think it probable that
had this sorrow not befallen you, you would have known a sorrow yet
graver,--you would have long survived your Lilian. As it is now, when
she recovers, her whole organization, physical and mental, will have
undergone a beneficent change. But, I repeat my prediction,--some severe
malady of the body will precede the restoration of the mind; and it
is my hope that the present suspense or aberration of the more wearing
powers of the mind may fit the body to endure and surmount the physical
crisis. I remember a case, within my own professional experience,
in many respects similar to this, but in other respects it was less
hopeful. I was consulted by a young student of a very delicate physical
frame, of great mental energies, and consumed by an intense ambition.
He was reading for university honours. He would not listen to me when I
entreated him to rest his mind. I thought that he was certain to obtain
the distinction for which he toiled, and equally certain to die a few
months after obtaining it. He falsified both my prognostics. He so
overworked himself that, on the day of examination, his nerves were
agitated, his memory failed him; he passed, not without a certain
credit, but fell far short of the rank amongst his fellow competitors
to which he aspired. Here, then, the irritated mind acted on the
disappointed heart, and raised a new train of emotions. He was first
visited by spectral illusions; then he sank into a state in which the
external world seemed quite blotted out. He heeded nothing that was said
to him; seemed to see nothing that was placed before his eyes,--in a
word, sensations became dormant, ideas preconceived usurped their place,
and those ideas gave him pleasure. He believed that his genius was
recognized, and lived amongst its supposed creations enjoying an
imaginary fame. So it went on for two years, during which suspense of
his reason, his frail form became robust and vigorous. At the end of
that time he was seized with a fever, which would have swept him in
three days to the grave had it occurred when I was first called in to
attend him. He conquered the fever, and, in recovering, acquired the
full possession of the intellectual faculties so long suspended. When I
last saw him, many years afterwards, he was in perfect health, and the
object of his young ambition was realized; the body had supported the
mind,--he had achieved distinction. Now what had so, for a time, laid
this strong intellect into visionary sleep? The most agonizing of human
emotions in a noble spirit,--shame! What has so stricken down your
Lilian? You have told me the story: shame!--the shame of a nature
pre-eminently pure. But observe that, in his case as in hers, the shock
inflicted does not produce a succession of painful illusions: on
the contrary, in both, the illusions are generally pleasing. Had the
illusions been painful, the body would have suffered, the patient died.
Why did a painful shock produce pleasing illusions? Because, no matter
how a shock on the nerves may originate, if it affects the reason, it
does but make more vivid than impressions from actual external objects
the ideas previously most cherished. Such ideas in the young student
were ideas of earthly fame; such ideas in the young maiden are ideas
of angel comforters and heavenly Edens. You miss her mind on the earth,
and, while we speak, it is in paradise.”

“Much that you say, my friend, is authorized by the speculations of
great writers, with whom I am not unfamiliar; but in none of those
writers, nor in your encouraging words, do I find a solution for
much that has no precedents in my experience,--much, indeed, that has
analogies in my reading, but analogies which I have hitherto despised
as old wives’ fables. I have bared to your searching eye the weird
mysteries of my life. How do you account for facts which you cannot
resolve into illusions,--for the influence which that strange being,
Margrave, exercised over Lilian’s mind or fancy, so that for a time her
love for me was as dormant as is her reason now; so that he could draw
her--her whose nature you admit to be singularly pure and modest--from
her mother’s home? The magic wand; the trance into which that wand threw
Margrave himself; the apparition which it conjured up in my own
quiet chamber when my mind was without a care and my health without
a flaw,--how account for all this: as you endeavoured, and perhaps
successfully, to account for all my impressions of the Vision in the
Museum, of the luminous, haunting shadow in its earlier apparitions,
when my fancy was heated, my heart tormented, and, it might be, even the
physical forces of this strong frame disordered?”

“Allen,” said the old pathologist, “here we approach a ground which few
physicians have dared to examine. Honour to those who, like our bold
contemporary, Elliotson, have braved scoff and sacrificed dross in
seeking to extract what is practical in uses, what can be tested by
experiment, from those exceptional phenomena on which magic sought to
found a philosophy, and to which philosophy tracks the origin of magic.”

“What! do I understand you? Is it you, Julius Faber, who attach faith
to the wonders attributed to animal magnetism and electro-biology, or
subscribe to the doctrines which their practitioners teach?”

“I have not examined into those doctrines, nor seen with my own eyes the
wonders recorded, upon evidence too respectable, nevertheless, to permit
me peremptorily to deny what I have not witnessed.(2) But wherever I
look through the History of Mankind in all ages and all races, I find a
concurrence in certain beliefs which seem to countenance the theory that
there is in some peculiar and rare temperaments a power over forms of
animated organization, with which they establish some unaccountable
affinity; and even, though much more rarely, a power over inanimate
matter. You are familiar with the theory of Descartes, ‘that those
particles of the blood which penetrate to the brain do not only serve to
nourish and sustain its substance, but to produce there a certain very
subtle Aura, or rather a flame very vivid and pure, that obtains the
name of the Animal Spirits;’ (3) and at the close of his great fragment
upon Man, he asserts that ‘this flame is of no other nature than all the
fires which are in inanimate bodies.’(4) This notion does but forestall
the more recent doctrine that electricity is more or less in all, or
nearly all, known matter. Now, whether in the electric fluid or some
other fluid akin to it of which we know still less, thus equally
pervading all matter, there may be a certain magnetic property more
active, more operative upon sympathy in some human constitutions than in
others, and which can account for the mysterious power I have spoken of,
is a query I might suggest, but not an opinion I would hazard. For an
opinion I must have that basis of experience or authority which I do not
need when I submit a query to the experience and authority of others.
Still, the supposition conveyed in the query is so far worthy of
notice, that the ecstatic temperament (in which phrase I comprehend all
constitutional mystics) is peculiarly sensitive to electric atmospheric
influences. This is a fact which most medical observers will have
remarked in the range of their practice. Accordingly, I was prepared
to find Mr. Hare Townshend, in his interesting work,(5) state that he
himself was of ‘the electric temperament,’ sparks flying from his hair
when combed in the dark, etc. That accomplished writer, whose veracity
no one would impugn, affirms that between this electrical endowment and
whatever mesmeric properties he might possess, there is a remarkable
relationship and parallelism. Whatever state of the atmosphere tends to
accumulate and insulate electricity in the body, promotes equally’ (says
Mr. Townshend) ‘the power and facility with which I influence others
mesmerically.’ What Mr. Townshend thus observes in himself, American
physicians and professors of chemistry depose to have observed in those
modern magicians, the mediums of (so-called) ‘spirit manifestation.’
They state that all such mediums are of the electric temperament, thus
everywhere found allied with the ecstatic, and their power varies in
proportion as the state of the atmosphere serves to depress or augment
the electricity stored in themselves. Here, then, in the midst of
vagrant phenomena, either too hastily dismissed as altogether the tricks
of fraudful imposture, or too credulously accepted as supernatural
portents--here, at least, in one generalized fact, we may, perhaps, find
a starting point, from which inductive experiment may arrive, soon
or late, at a rational theory. But however the power of which we are
speaking (a power accorded to special physical temperament) may or may
not be accounted for by some patient student of nature, I am persuaded
that it is in that power we are to seek for whatever is not wholly
imposture, in the attributes assigned to magic or witchcraft. It is well
said, by a writer who has gone into the depth of these subjects with the
research of a scholar and the science of a pathologist, ‘that if magic
had exclusively reposed on credulity and falsehood, its reign would
never have endured so long; but that its art took its origin in singular
phenomena, proper to certain affections of the nerves, or manifested in
the conditions of sleep. These phenomena, the principle of which was
at first unknown, served to root faith in magic, and often abused even
enlightened minds. The enchanters and magicians arrived, by divers
practices, at the faculty of provoking in other brains a determined
order of dreams, of engendering hallucinations of all kinds, of inducing
fits of hypnotism, trance, mania, during which the persons so affected
imagined that they saw, heard, touched, supernatural beings, conversed
with them, proved their influences, assisted at prodigies of which magic
proclaimed itself to possess the secret. The public, the enchanters,
and the enchanted were equally dupes.’(6) Accepting this explanation,
unintelligible to no physician of a practice so lengthened as mine
has been, I draw from it the corollary, that as these phenomena are
exhibited only by certain special affections, to which only certain
special constitutions are susceptible, so not in any superior faculties
of intellect, or of spiritual endowment, but in peculiar physical
temperaments, often strangely disordered, the power of the sorcerer
in affecting the imagination of others is to be sought. In the native
tribes of Australasia the elders are instructed in the arts of this
so-called sorcery, but only in a very few constitutions does instruction
avail to produce effects in which the savages recognize the powers of a
sorcerer: it is so with the Obi of the negroes. The fascination of Obi
is an unquestionable fact, but the Obi man cannot be trained by formal
lessons; he is born a fascinator, as a poet is born a poet. It is so
with the Laplanders, of whom Tornoeus reports that of those instructed
in the magical art ‘only a few are capable of it.’ ‘Some,’ he says, ‘are
naturally magicians.’ And this fact is emphatically insisted upon by
the mystics of our own middle ages, who state that a man must be born
a magician; in other words, that the gift is constitutional, though
developed by practice and art. Now, that this gift and its practice
should principally obtain in imperfect states of civilization, and fade
into insignificance in the busy social enlightenment of cities, may be
accounted for by reference to the known influences of imagination. In
the cruder states of social life not only is imagination more frequently
predominant over all other faculties, but it has not the healthful vents
which the intellectual competition of cities and civilization affords.
The man who in a savage tribe, or in the dark feudal ages, would be a
magician, is in our century a poet, an orator, a daring speculator,
an inventive philosopher. In other words, his imagination is drawn to
pursuits congenial to those amongst whom it works. It is the tendency
of all intellect to follow the directions of the public opinion amidst
which it is trained. Where a magician is held in reverence or awe, there
will be more practitioners of magic than where a magician is despised
as an impostor or shut up as a lunatic. In Scandinavia, before the
introduction of Christianity, all tradition records the wonderful
powers of the Vala, or witch, who was then held in reverence and honour.
Christianity was introduced, and the early Church denounced the Vala as
the instrument of Satan, and from that moment down dropped the majestic
prophetess into a miserable and execrated old hag!”

“The ideas you broach,” said I, musingly, “have at moments crossed me,
though I have shrunk from reducing them to a theory which is but one of
pure hypothesis. But this magic, after all, then, you would place in the
imagination of the operator, acting on the imagination of those whom it
affects? Here, at least, I can follow you, to a certain extent, for here
we get back into the legitimate realm of physiology.”

“And possibly,” said Faber, “we may find hints to guide us to useful
examination, if not to complete solution of problems that, once
demonstrated, may lead to discoveries of infinite value,--hints, I say,
in two writers of widely opposite genius, Van Helmont and Bacon.
Van Helmont, of all the mediaeval mystics, is, in spite of his many
extravagant whims, the one whose intellect is the most suggestive to the
disciplined reasoners of our day. He supposed that the faculty which he
calls Fantasy, and which we familiarly call Imagination,--is invested
with the power of creating for itself ideas independent of the senses,
each idea clothed in a form fabricated by the imagination, and
becoming an operative entity. This notion is so far favoured by modern
physiologists, that Lincke reports a case where the eye itself was
extirpated; yet the extirpation was followed by the appearance of
luminous figures before the orbit. And again, a woman, stone-blind,
complained of ‘luminous images, with pale colours, before her eyes.’
Abercrombie mentions the case ‘of a lady quite blind, her eyes being
also disorganized and sunk, who never walked out without seeing a
little old woman in a red cloak, who seemed to walk before her.’(7)
Your favourite authority, the illustrious Miller, who was himself in
the habit of ‘seeing different images in the field of vision when he
lay quietly down to sleep, asserts that these images are not merely
presented to the fancy, but that even the images of dreams are really
seen,’ and that ‘any one may satisfy himself of this by accustoming
himself regularly to open his eyes when waking after a dream,--the
images seen in the dream are then sometimes visible, and can be observed
to disappear gradually.’ He confirms this statement not only by the
result of his own experience, but by the observations made by Spinoza,
and the yet higher authority of Aristotle, who accounts for spectral
appearance as the internal action of the sense of vision.(8) And this
opinion is favoured by Sir David Brewster, whose experience leads him
to suggest ‘that the objects of mental contemplation may be seen as
distinctly as external objects, and will occupy the same local position
in the axis of vision as if they had been formed by the agency of
light.’ Be this as it may, one fact remains,--that images can be seen
even by the blind as distinctly and vividly as you and I now see the
stream below our feet and the opossums at play upon yonder boughs.
Let us come next to some remarkable suggestions of Lord Bacon. In his
Natural History, treating of the force of the imagination, and the help
it receives ‘by one man working by another,’ he cites an instance he
had witnessed of a kind of juggler, who could tell a person what card
he thought of. He mentioned this ‘to a pretended learned man, curious in
such things,’ and this sage said to him, ‘It is not the knowledge of the
man’s thought, for that is proper to God, but the enforcing of a thought
upon him, and binding his imagination by a stronger, so that he could
think of no other card.’ You see this sage anticipated our modern
electro-biologists! And the learned man then shrewdly asked Lord Bacon,
‘Did the juggler tell the card to the man himself who had thought of it,
or bid another tell it?’ ‘He bade another tell it,’ answered Lord Bacon.
‘I thought so,’ returned his learned acquaintance, ‘for the juggler
himself could not have put on so strong an imagination; but by telling
the card to the other, who believed the juggler was some strange man who
could do strange things, that other man caught a strong imagination.’(9)
The whole story is worth reading, because Lord Bacon evidently thinks
it conveys a guess worth examining. And Lord Bacon, were he now living,
would be the man to solve the mysteries that branch out of mesmerism or
(so-called) spiritual manifestation, for he would not pretend to despise
their phenomena for fear of hurting his reputation for good sense.
Bacon then goes on to state that there are three ways to fortify the
imagination. ‘First, authority derived from belief in an art and in the
man who exercises it; secondly, means to quicken and corroborate the
imagination; thirdly, means to repeat and refresh it.’ For the second
and the third he refers to the practices of magic, and proceeds
afterwards to state on what things imagination has most force,--‘upon
things that have the lightest and easiest motions, and, therefore, above
all, upon the spirits of men, and, in them, on such affections as
move lightest,--in love, in fear, in irresolution. And,’ adds Bacon,
earnestly, in a very different spirit from that which dictates to the
sages of our time the philosophy of rejecting without trial that which
belongs to the Marvellous,--‘and whatsoever is of this kind, should be
thoroughly inquired into.’ And this great founder or renovator of the
sober inductive system of investigation even so far leaves it a matter
of speculative inquiry, whether imagination may not be so powerful
that it can actually operate upon a plant, that he says: ‘This likewise
should be made upon plants, and that diligently; as if you should tell
a man that such a tree would die this year, and will him, at these and
these times, to go unto it and see how it thriveth.’ I presume that
no philosopher has followed such recommendations: had some great
philosopher done so, possibly we should by this time know all the
secrets of what is popularly called witchcraft.”

And as Faber here paused, there came a strange laugh from the fantastic
she-oak-tree overhanging the stream,--a wild, impish laugh.

“Pooh! it is but the great kingfisher, the laughing-bird of the
Australian bush,” said Julius Faber, amused at my start of superstitious
alarm.

We walked on for some minutes in musing silence, and the rude log-hut in
which my wise companion had his home came in view,--the flocks grazing
on undulous pastures, the lone drinking at a watercourse fringed by the
slender gum-trees, and a few fields, laboriously won from the luxuriant
grassland, rippling with the wave of corn.

I halted, and said, “Rest here for a few moments, till I gather up the
conclusions to which your speculative reasoning seems to invite me.”

We sat down on a rocky crag, half mantled by luxuriant creepers with
vermilion buds.

“From the guesses,” said I, “which you have drawn from the erudition of
others and your own ingenious and reflective inductions, I collect this
solution of the mysteries, by which the experience I gain from my
senses confounds all the dogmas approved by my judgment. To the rational
conjectures by which, when we first conversed on the marvels that
perplexed me, you ascribe to my imagination, predisposed by mental
excitement, physical fatigue or derangement, and a concurrence
of singular events tending to strengthen such predisposition, the
phantasmal impressions produced on my senses,--to these conjectures
you now add a new one, more startling and less admitted by sober
physiologists. You conceive it possible that persons endowed with a rare
and peculiar temperament can so operate on imagination, and, through
the imagination, on the senses of others, as to exceed even the powers
ascribed to the practitioners of mesmerism and electro-biology, and give
a certain foundation of truth to the old tales of magic and witchcraft.
You imply that Margrave may be a person thus gifted, and hence the
influence he unquestionably exercised over Lilian, and over, perhaps,
less innocent agents, charmed or impelled by his will. And not
discarding, as I own I should have been originally induced to do,
the queries or suggestions adventured by Bacon in his discursive
speculations on Nature, to wit, ‘that there be many things, some of them
inanimate, that operate upon the spirits of men by secret sympathy and
antipathy,’ and to which Bacon gave the quaint name of ‘imaginants,’ so
even that wand, of which I have described to you the magic-like effects,
may have had properties communicated to it by which it performs the work
of the magician, as mesmerists pretend that some substance mesmerized
by them can act on the patient as sensibly as if it were the mesmerizer
himself. Do I state your suppositions correctly?”

“Yes; always remembering that they are only suppositions, and
volunteered with the utmost diffidence. But since, thus seated in the
early wilderness, we permit ourselves the indulgence of childlike guess,
may it not be possible, apart from the doubtful question whether a man
can communicate to an inanimate material substance a power to act upon
the mind or imagination of another man--may it not, I say, be possible
that such a substance may contain in itself such a virtue or property
potent over certain constitutions, though not over all. For instance, it
is in my experience that the common hazel-wood will strongly affect some
nervous temperaments, though wholly without effect on others. I remember
a young girl, who having taken up a hazel-stick freshly cut, could not
relax her hold of it; and when it was wrenched away from her by force,
was irresistibly attracted towards it, repossessed herself of it, and,
after holding it a few minutes, was cast into a kind of trance, in which
she beheld phantasmal visions. Mentioning this curious case, which I
supposed unique, to a learned brother of our profession, he told me that
he had known other instances of the effect of the hazel upon nervous
temperaments in persons of both sexes. Possibly it was some such
peculiar property in the hazel that made it the wood selected for the
old divining-rod. Again, we know that the bay-tree, or laurel, was
dedicated to the oracular Pythian Apollo. Now wherever, in the old
world, we find that the learning of the priests enabled them to exhibit
exceptional phenomena, which imposed upon popular credulity, there was a
something or other which is worth a philosopher’s while to explore;
and, accordingly, I always suspected that there was in the laurel
some property favourable to ecstatic vision in highly impressionable
temperaments. My suspicion, a few years ago, was justified by the
experience of a German physician, who had under his care a cataleptic
or ecstatic patient, and who assured me that he found nothing in this
patient so stimulated the state of ‘sleep-waking,’ or so disposed that
state to indulge in the hallucinations of prevision, as the berry of
the laurel.(10) Well, we do not know what this wand that produced a
seemingly magical effect upon you was really composed of. You did not
notice the metal employed in the wire, which you say communicated a
thrill to the sensitive nerves in the palm of the hand. You cannot tell
how far it might have been the vehicle of some fluid force in nature. Or
still more probably, whether the pores of your hand insensibly imbibed,
and communicated to the brain, some of those powerful narcotics from
which the Buddhists and the Arabs make unguents that induce visionary
hallucinations, and in which substances undetected in the hollow of the
wand, or the handle of the wand itself, might be steeped.(11) One thing
we do know, namely, that amongst the ancients, and especially in the
East, the construction of wands for magical purposes was no commonplace
mechanical craft, but a special and secret art appropriated to men who
cultivated with assiduity all that was then known of natural science
in order to extract from it agencies that might appear supernatural.
Possibly, then, the rods or wands of the East, of which Scripture makes
mention, were framed upon some principles of which we in our day are
very naturally ignorant, since we do not ransack science for the same
secrets; and thus, in the selection or preparation of the material
employed, mainly consisted whatever may be referrible to natural
philosophical causes in the antique science of Rhabdomancy, or
divination and enchantment by wands. The staff, or wand, of which you
tell me, was, you say, made of iron or steel and tipped with crystal.
Possibly iron and crystal do really contain some properties not hitherto
scientifically analyzed, and only, indeed, potential over exceptional
temperaments, which may account for the fact that iron and crystal have
been favourites with all professed mystics, ancient and modern. The
Delphic Pythoness had her iron tripod, Mesmer his iron bed; and many
persons, indisputably honest, cannot gaze long upon a ball of crystal
but what they begin to see visions. I suspect that a philosophical cause
for such seemingly preternatural effects of crystal and iron will be
found in connection with the extreme impressionability to changes in
temperatures which is the characteristic both of crystal and iron.
But if these materials do contain certain powers over exceptional
constitutions, we do not arrive at a supernatural but at a natural
phenomenon.”

“Still,” said I, “even granting that your explanatory hypotheses hit
or approach the truth;--still what a terrible power you would assign to
man’s will over men’s reason and deeds!”

“Man’s will,” answered Faber, “has over men’s deeds and reason, habitual
and daily, power infinitely greater and, when uncounterbalanced,
infinitely more dangerous than that which superstition exaggerates in
magic. Man’s will moves a war that decimates a race, and leaves behind
it calamities little less dire than slaughter. Man’s will frames, but it
also corrupts laws; exalts, but also demoralizes opinion; sets the world
mad with fanaticism, as often as it curbs the heart’s fierce instincts
by the wisdom of brother-like mercy. You revolt at the exceptional,
limited sway over some two or three individuals which the arts of a
sorcerer (if sorcerer there be) can effect; and yet, at the very moment
in which you were perplexed and appalled by such sway, or by your
reluctant belief in it, your will was devising an engine to unsettle the
reason and wither the hopes of millions!”

“My will! What engine?”

“A book conceived by your intellect, adorned by your learning, and
directed by your will, to steal from the minds of other men their
persuasion of the soul’s everlasting Hereafter.”

I bowed my head, and felt myself grow pale.

“And if we accept Bacon’s theory of ‘secret sympathy,’ or the plainer
physiological maxim that there must be in the imagination, morbidly
impressed by the will of another, some trains of idea in affinity with
such influence and preinclined to receive it, no magician could warp you
to evil, except through thoughts that themselves went astray. Grant
that the Margrave who still haunts your mind did really, by some occult,
sinister magnetism, guide the madman to murder, did influence the
servant-woman’s vulgar desire to pry into the secrets of her ill-fated
master, or the old maid’s covetous wish and envious malignity: what
could this awful magician do more than any commonplace guilty adviser,
to a mind predisposed to accept the advice?”

“You forget one example which destroys your argument,--the spell which
this mysterious fascinator could cast upon a creature so pure from all
guilt as Lilian!”

“Will you forgive me if I answer frankly?”

“Speak.”

“Your Lilian is spotless and pure as you deem her, and the fascination,
therefore, attempts no lure through a sinful desire; it blends with
its attraction no sentiment of affection untrue to yourself. Nay, it is
justice to your Lilian, and may be melancholy comfort to you, to state
my conviction, based on the answers my questions have drawn from her,
that you were never more cherished by her love than when that love
seemed to forsake you. Her imagination impressed her with the illusion
that through your love for her you were threatened with a great
peril. What seemed the levity of her desertion was the devotion of
self-sacrifice. And, in her strange, dream-led wanderings, do not think
that she was conscious of the fascination you impute to this mysterious
Margrave: in her belief it was your own guardian angel that guided her
steps, and her pilgrimage was ordained to disarm the foe that menaced
you, and dissolve the spell that divided her life from yours! But had
she not, long before this, willingly prepared herself to be so deceived?
Had not her fancies been deliberately encouraged to dwell remote from
the duties we are placed on the earth to perform? The loftiest faculties
in our nature are those that demand the finest poise, not to fall from
their height and crush all the walls that they crown. With exquisite
beauty of illustration, Hume says of the dreamers of ‘bright fancies,’
‘that they may be compared to those angels whom the Scriptures represent
as covering their eyes with their wings.’ Had you been, like my nephew,
a wrestler for bread with the wilderness, what helpmate would your
Lilian have been to you? How often would you have cried out in
justifiable anger, ‘I, son of Adam, am on earth, not in Paradise! Oh,
that my Eve were at home on my hearth, and not in the skies with the
seraphs!’ No Margrave, I venture to say, could have suspended the
healthful affections, or charmed into danger the wide-awake soul of my
Amy. When she rocks in its cradle the babe the young parents intrust to
her heed; when she calls the kine to the milking, the chicks to their
corn; when she but flits through my room to renew the flowers on the
stand, or range in neat order the books that I read, no spell on her
fancy could lead her a step from the range of her provident cares! At
day she is contented to be on the commonplace earth; at evening she and
I knock together at the one door of heaven, which opes to thanksgiving
and prayer; and thanksgiving and prayer send us back, calm and hopeful,
to the task that each morrow renews.”

I looked up as the old man paused, and in the limpid clearness of the
Australian atmosphere, I saw the child he thus praised standing by the
garden-gate, looking towards us, and though still distant she seemed
near. I felt wroth with her. My heart so cherished my harmless,
defenceless Lilian, that I was jealous of the praise taken from her to
be bestowed on another.

“Each of us,” said I, coldly, “has his or her own nature, and the uses
harmonious to that nature’s idiosyncrasy. The world, I grant, would get
on very ill if women were not more or less actively useful and quietly
good, like your Amy. But the world would lose standards that exalt and
refine, if no woman were permitted to gain, through the indulgence of
fancy, thoughts exquisite as those which my Lilian conceived, while
thought, alas! flowed out of fancy. I do not wound you by citing your
Amy as a type of the mediocre; I do not claim for Lilian the rank we
accord to the type of genius. But both are alike to such types in this:
namely, that the uses of mediocrity are for every-day life, and the uses
of genius, amidst a thousand mistakes which mediocrity never commits,
are to suggest and perpetuate ideas which raise the standard of the
mediocre to a nobler level. There would be fewer Amys in life if there
were no Lilian! as there would be far fewer good men of sense if there
were no erring dreamer of genius!”

“You say well, Allen Fenwick. And who should be so indulgent to the
vagaries of the imagination as the philosophers who taught your youth
to doubt everything in the Maker’s plan of creation which could not
be mathematically proved? ‘The human mind,’ said Luther, ‘is like a
drunkard on horseback; prop it on one side, and it falls on the other.’
So the man who is much too enlightened to believe in a peasant’s
religion, is always sure to set up some insane superstition of his own.
Open biographical volumes wherever you please, and the man who has no
faith in religion is a man who has faith in a nightmare. See that type
of the elegant sceptics,--Lord Herbert of Cherbury. He is writing a book
against Revelation; he asks a sign from heaven to tell him if his book
is approved by his Maker, and the man who cannot believe in the miracles
performed by his Saviour gravely tells us of a miracle vouchsafed to
himself. Take the hardest and strongest intellect which the hardest
and strongest race of mankind ever schooled and accomplished. See the
greatest of great men, the great Julius Caesar! Publicly he asserts
in the Senate that the immortality of the soul is a vain chimera. He
professes the creed which Roman voluptuaries deduced from Epicurus,
and denies all Divine interference in the affairs of the earth. A great
authority for the Materialists--they have none greater! They can show
on their side no intellect equal to Caesar’s! And yet this magnificent
freethinker, rejecting a soul and a Deity, habitually entered his
chariot muttering a charm; crawled on his knees up the steps of a temple
to propitiate the abstraction called ‘Nemesis;’ and did not cross the
Rubicon till he had consulted the omens. What does all this prove?--a
very simple truth. Man has some instincts with the brutes; for instance,
hunger and sexual love. Man has one instinct peculiar to himself, found
universally (or with alleged exceptions in savage States so rare, that
they do not affect the general law(12)),--an instinct of an invisible
power without this earth, and of a life beyond the grave, which that
power vouchsafes to his spirit. But the best of us cannot violate an
instinct with impunity. Resist hunger as long as you can, and, rather
than die of starvation, your instinct will make you a cannibal; resist
love when youth and nature impel to it, and what pathologist does not
track one broad path into madness or crime? So with the noblest instinct
of all. Reject the internal conviction by which the grandest thinkers
have sanctioned the hope of the humblest Christian, and you are
servile at once to some faith inconceivably more hard to believe. The
imagination will not be withheld from its yearnings for vistas beyond
the walls of the flesh, and the span of the present hour. Philosophy
itself, in rejecting the healthful creeds by which man finds his
safeguards in sober prayer and his guide through the wilderness of
visionary doubt, invents systems compared to which the mysteries of
theology are simple. Suppose any man of strong, plain understanding had
never heard of a Deity like Him whom we Christians adore, then ask this
man which he can the better comprehend in his mind, and accept as a
natural faith,--namely, the simple Christianity of his shepherd or the
Pantheism of Spinoza? Place before an accomplished critic (who comes
with a perfectly unprejudiced mind to either inquiry), first, the
arguments of David Hume against the gospel miracles, and then the
metaphysical crotchets of David Hume himself. This subtle philosopher,
not content, with Berkeley, to get rid of matter,--not content, with
Condillac, to get rid of spirit or mind,--proceeds to a miracle greater
than any his Maker has yet vouchsafed to reveal. He, being then alive
and in the act of writing, gets rid of himself altogether. Nay, he
confesses he cannot reason with any one who is stupid enough to think he
has a self. His words are: ‘What we call a mind is nothing but a heap
or collection of different perceptions or objects united together by
certain relations, and supposed, though falsely, to be endowed with
perfect simplicity and identity. If any one, upon serious and candid
reflection, thinks he has a different notion of himself, I must confess
I can reason with him no longer.’ Certainly I would rather believe all
the ghost stories upon record than believe that I am not even a ghost,
distinct and apart from the perceptions conveyed to me, no matter
how,--just as I am distinct and apart from the furniture in my room,
no matter whether I found it there or whether I bought it. If some old
cosmogonist asked you to believe that the primitive cause of the
solar system was not to ‘be traced to a Divine Intelligence, but to
a nebulosity, originally so diffused that its existence can with
difficulty be conceived, and that the origin of the present system of
organized beings equally dispensed with the agency of a creative mind,
and could be referred to molecules formed in the water by the power
of attraction, till by modifications of cellular tissue in the gradual
lapse of ages, one monad became an oyster and another a Man,--would you
not say this cosmogony could scarce have misled the human understanding
even in the earliest dawn of speculative inquiry? Yet such are the
hypotheses to which the desire to philosophize away that simple
proposition of a Divine First Cause, which every child can comprehend,
led two of the greatest geniuses and profoundest reasoners of modern
times,--La Place and La Marck.(13) Certainly, the more you examine those
arch phantasmagorists, the philosophers who would leave nothing in the
universe but their own delusions, the more your intellectual pride may
be humbled. The wildest phenomena which have startled you are not more
extravagant than the grave explanations which intellectual presumption
adventures on the elements of our own organism and the relations between
the world of matter and the world of ideas.”

Here our conversation stopped, for Amy had now joined us, and, looking
up to reply, I saw the child’s innocent face between me and the furrowed
brow of the old man.

(1) See, on the theory elaborated from this principle, Dr. Hibbert’s
interesting and valuable work on the “Philosophy of Apparitions.”

(2) What Faber here says is expressed with more authority by one of the
most accomplished metaphysicians of our time (Sir W. Hamilton):

“Somnambulism is a phenomenon still more astonishing (than dreaming).
In this singular state a person performs a regular series of rational
actions, and those frequently of the most difficult and delicate nature;
and what is still more marvellous, with a talent to which he could make
no pretension when awake. (Cr. Ancillon, Essais Philos. ii. 161.) His
memory and reminiscence supply him with recollections of words and
things which, perhaps, never were at his disposal in the ordinary
state,--he speaks more fluently a more refined language. And if we
are to credit what the evidence on which it rests hardly allows us to
disbelieve, he has not only perception of things through other channels
than the common organs of sense, but the sphere of his cognition
is amplified to an extent far beyond the limits to which sensible
perception is confined. This subject is one of the most perplexing in
the whole compass of philosophy; for, on the one hand, the phenomena are
so remarkable that they cannot be believed, and yet, on the other, they
are of so unambiguous and palpable a character, and the witnesses to
their reality are so numerous, so intelligent, and so high above every
suspicion of deceit, that it is equally impossible to deny credit to
what is attested by such ample and un exceptionable evidence.”--Sir W.
Hamilton: Lectures on Metaphysics and Logic, vol. ii. p. 274.

This perplexity, in which the distinguished philosopher leaves the
judgment so equally balanced that it finds it impossible to believe, and
yet impossible to disbelieve, forms the right state of mind in which
a candid thinker should come to the examination of those more
extraordinary phenomena which he has not himself yet witnessed, but
the fair inquiry into which may be tendered to him by persons above
the imputation of quackery and fraud. Muffler, who is not the
least determined, as he is certainly one of the most distinguished,
disbelievers of mesmeric phenomena, does not appear to have witnessed,
or at least to have carefully examined, them, or he would, perhaps, have
seen that even the more extraordinary of those phenomena confirm, rather
than contradict, his own general theories, and may be explained by the
sympathies one sense has with another,--“the laws of reflection through
the medium of the brain.” (Physiology of the Senses, p. 1311.) And
again by the maxim “that the mental principle, or cause of the mental
phenomena, cannot be confined to the brain, but that it exists in a
latent state in every part of the organism.” (Ibid., p. 1355.) The
“nerve power,” contended for by Mr. Bain, also may suggest a rational
solution of much that has seemed incredible to those physiologists who
have not condescended to sift the genuine phenomena of mesmerism from
the imposture to which, in all ages, the phenomena exhibited by what may
be called the ecstatic temperament have been applied.

(3) Descartes, L’Homme, vol. iv. p. 345. Cousin’s Edition.

(4) Ibid., p. 428.

(5) Facts in Mesmerism.

(6) La Magic et l’Astrologie dans l’Antiquitd et an Moyen-Age. Par L. F.
Alfred Maury, Membre de Institut. p. 225.

(7) “She had no illusions when within doors.”--Abercrombie, On the
Intellectual Powers, p. 277. (15th Edition.)

(8) Muller, Physiology of the Senses, Baley’s translation, pp.
1068-1395, and elsewhere. Mr. Bain, in his thoughtful and suggestive
work on the “Senses and Intellect,” makes very powerful use of these
statements in support of his proposition, which Faber advances in other
words, namely, “the return of the nervous currents exactly on their old
track in revived sensations.”

(9) Perhaps it is for the reason suggested in the text, namely, that the
magician requires the interposition of a third imagination between
his own and that of the consulting believer, that any learned adept in
(so-called) magic will invariably refuse to exhibit without the presence
of a third person. Hence the author of “Dogme et Rituel de la Haute
Magic,” printed at Parisy 1852-53--a book less remarkable for its
learning than for the earnest belief of a scholar of our own day in the
reality of the art of which he records the history--insists much on the
necessity of rigidly observing Le Ternaire, in the number of persons who
assist in an enchanter’s experiments.

(10) I may add that Dr. Kerner instances the effect of laurel-berries
on the Seeress of Prevorst, corresponding with that asserted by Julius
Faber in the text.

(11) See for these unguents the work of M. Maury, before quoted, “La
Magic et l’Astrologie,” etc., p. 417.

(12) It seems extremely doubtful whether the very few instances in
which it has been asserted that a savage race has been found without
recognition of a Deity and a future state would bear searching
examination. It is set forth, for example, in most of the popular works
on Australia, that the Australian savages have no notion of a Deity or
a Hereafter, that they only worship a devil, or evil spirit. This
assumption, though made more peremptorily, and by a greater number of
writers than any similar one regarding other savages, is altogether
erroneous, and has no other foundation than the ignorance of the
writers. The Australian savages recognize a Deity, but He is too august
for a name in their own language; in English they call Him the Great
Master,--an expression synonymous with “The Great Lord.” They believe
in a hereafter of eternal joy, and place it amongst the stars.--See
Strzelecki’s Physical Description of New South Wales.

(13) See the observations on La Place and La Marck in the Introduction
to Kirby’s “Bridgewater Treatise.”



CHAPTER LXXII.

I turned back alone. The sun was reddening the summits of the distant
mountain-range, but dark clouds, that portended rain, were gathering
behind my way and deepening the shadows in many a chasm and hollow which
volcanic fires had wrought on the surface of uplands undulating like
diluvian billows fixed into stone in the midst of their stormy swell. I
wandered on and away from the beaten track, absorbed in thought. Could
I acknowledge in Julius Faber’s conjectures any basis for logical
ratiocination; or were they not the ingenious fancies of that empirical
Philosophy of Sentiment by which the aged, in the decline of severer
faculties, sometimes assimilate their theories to the hazy romance of
youth? I can well conceive that the story I tell will be regarded by
most as a wild and fantastic fable; that by some it may be considered a
vehicle for guesses at various riddles of Nature, without or within
us, which are free to the license of romance, though forbidden to the
caution of science. But, I--I--know unmistakably my own identity, my
own positive place in a substantial universe. And beyond that knowledge,
what do I know? Yet had Faber no ground for his startling parallels
between the chimeras of superstition and the alternatives to faith
volunteered by the metaphysical speculations of knowledge? On the
theorems of Condillac, I, in common with numberless contemporaneous
students (for, in my youth, Condillac held sway in the schools, as now,
driven forth from the schools, his opinions float loose through the
talk and the scribble of men of the world, who perhaps never opened his
page),--on the theorems of Condillac I had built up a system of thought
designed to immure the swathed form of material philosophy from all
rays and all sounds of a world not material, as the walls of some blind
mausoleum shut out, from the mummy within, the whisper of winds and the
gleaming of stars.

And did not those very theorems, when carried out to their strict and
completing results by the close reasonings of Hume, resolve my own
living identity, the one conscious indivisible me, into a bundle
of memories derived from the senses which had bubbled and duped my
experience, and reduce into a phantom, as spectral as that of the
Luminous Shadow, the whole solid frame of creation?

While pondering these questions, the storm whose forewarnings I had
neglected to heed burst forth with all the suddenness peculiar to the
Australian climes. The rains descended like the rushing of floods. In
the beds of watercourses, which, at noon, seemed dried up and exhausted,
the torrents began to swell and to rave; the gray crags around them were
animated into living waterfalls. I looked round, and the landscape was
as changed as a scene that replaces a scene on the player’s stage. I
was aware that I had wandered far from my home, and I knew not what
direction I should take to regain it. Close at hand, and raised above
the torrents that now rushed in many a gully and tributary creek, around
and before me, the mouth of a deep cave, overgrown with bushes and
creeping flowers tossed wildly to and fro between the rain from above
and the spray of cascades below, offered a shelter from the storm.
I entered,--scaring innumerable flocks of bats striking against me,
blinded by the glare of the lightning that followed me into the cavern,
and hastening to resettle themselves on the pendants of stalactites, or
the jagged buttresses of primaeval wall.

From time to time the lightning darted into the gloom and lingered
amongst its shadows; and I saw, by the flash, that the floors on which I
stood were strewed with strange bones, some amongst them the fossilized
relics of races destroyed by the Deluge. The rain continued for more
than two hours with unabated violence; then it ceased almost as suddenly
as it had come on, and the lustrous moon of Australia burst from the
clouds shining bright as an English dawn, into the hollows of the
cave. And then simultaneously arose all the choral songs of the
wilderness,--creatures whose voices are heard at night,--the loud whir
of the locusts, the musical boom of the bullfrog, the cuckoo note of the
morepork, and, mournful amidst all those merrier sounds, the hoot of the
owl, through the wizard she-oaks and the pale green of the gum-trees.

I stepped forth into the open air and gazed, first instinctively on the
heavens, next, with more heedful eye, upon the earth. The nature of the
soil bore the evidence of volcanic fires long since extinguished. Just
before my feet, the rays fell full upon a bright yellow streak in the
block of quartz half imbedded in the soft moist soil. In the midst of
all the solemn thoughts and the intense sorrows which weighed upon heart
and mind, that yellow gleam startled the mind into a direction remote
from philosophy, quickened the heart to a beat that chimed with no
household affections. Involuntarily I stooped; impulsively I struck the
block with the hatchet, or tomahawk, I carried habitually about me, for
the purpose of marking the trees that I wished to clear from the waste
of my broad domain. The quartz was shattered by the stroke, and left
disburied its glittering treasure. My first glance had not deceived me.
I, vain seeker after knowledge, had, at least, discovered gold. I took
up the bright metal--gold! I paused; I looked round; the land that
just before had seemed to me so worthless took the value of Ophir. Its
features had before been as unknown to me as the Mountains of the Moon,
and now my memory became wonderfully quickened. I recalled the rough map
of my possessions, the first careless ride round their boundaries.
Yes, the land on which I stood--for miles, to the spur of those farther
mountains--the land was mine, and, beneath its surface, there was gold!
I closed my eyes; for some moments visions of boundless wealth, and of
the royal power which such wealth could command, swept athwart my brain.
But my heart rapidly settled back to its real treasure. “What matters,”
 I sighed, “all this dross? Could Ophir itself buy back to my Lilian’s
smile one ray of the light which gave ‘glory to the grass and splendour
to the flower’?”

So muttering, I flung the gold into the torrent that raged below, and
went on through the moonlight, sorrowing silently,--only thankful for
the discovery that had quickened my reminiscence of the landmarks by
which to steer my way through the wilderness.

The night was half gone, for even when I had gained the familiar track
through the pastures, the swell of the many winding creeks that now
intersected the way obliged me often to retrace my steps; to find,
sometimes, the bridge of a felled tree which had been providently left
unremoved over the now foaming torrent, and, more than once, to swim
across the current, in which swimmers less strong or less practised
would have been dashed down the falls, where loose logs and torn trees
went clattering and whirling: for I was in danger of life. A band of
the savage natives were stealthily creeping on my track,--the natives
in those parts were not then so much awed by the white man as now. A
boomerang(1) had whirred by me, burying itself amongst the herbage close
before my feet. I had turned, sought to find and to face these dastardly
foes; they contrived to elude me. But when I moved on, my ear, sharpened
by danger, heard them moving, too, in my rear. Once only three hideous
forms suddenly faced me, springing up from a thicket, all tangled with
honeysuckles and creepers of blue and vermilion. I walked steadily up
to them. They halted a moment or so in suspense; but perhaps they were
scared by my stature or awed by my aspect; and the Unfamiliar, though
Human, had terror for them, as the Unfamiliar, although but a Shadow,
had had terror for me. They vanished, and as quickly as if they had
crept into the earth.

At length the air brought me the soft perfume of my well-known acacias,
and my house stood before me, amidst English flowers and English
fruit-trees, under the effulgent Australian moon. Just as I was opening
the little gate which gave access from the pastureland into the garden,
a figure in white rose up from under light, feathery boughs, and a hand
was laid on my arm. I started; but my surprise was changed into fear
when I saw the pale face and sweet eyes of Lilian.

“Heavens! you here! you! at this hour! Lilian, what is this?”

“Hush!” she whispered, clinging to me; “hush! do not tell: no one knows.
I missed you when the storm came on; I have missed you ever since.
Others went in search of you and came back. I could not sleep, but the
rest are sleeping, so I stole down to watch for you. Brother, brother,
if any harm chanced to you, even the angels could not comfort me; all
would be dark, dark! But you are safe, safe, safe!” And she clung to me
yet closer.

“Ah, Lilian, Lilian, your vision in the hour I first beheld you was
indeed prophetic,--‘each has need of the other.’ Do you remember?”

“Softly, softly,” she said, “let me think!” She stood quietly by my
side, looking up into the sky, with all its numberless stars, and its
solitary moon now sinking slow behind the verge of the forest. “It comes
back to me,” she murmured softly,--“the Long ago,--the sweet Long ago!”

I held my breath to listen.

“There, there!” she resumed, pointing to the heavens; “do you see?
You are there, and my father, and--and--Oh! that terrible face, those
serpent eyes, the dead man’s skull! Save me! save me!”

She bowed her head upon my bosom, and I led her gently back towards
the house. As we gained the door which she had left open, the starlight
shining across the shadowy gloom within, she lifted her face from my
breast, and cast a hurried fearful look round the shining garden, then
into the dim recess beyond the threshold.

“It is there--there!--the Shadow that lured me on, whispering that if
I followed it I should join my beloved. False, dreadful Shadow! it will
fade soon,--fade into the grinning horrible skull. Brother, brother,
where is my Allen? Is he dead--dead--or is it I who am dead to him?”

I could but clasp her again to my breast, and seek to mantle
her shivering form with my dripping garments, all the while my
eyes--following the direction which hers had taken--dwelt on the walls
of the nook within the threshold, half lost in darkness, half white in
starlight. And there I, too, beheld the haunting Luminous Shadow, the
spectral effigies of the mysterious being, whose very existence in the
flesh was a riddle unsolved by my reason. Distinctly I saw the Shadow,
but its light was far paler, its outline far more vague, than when I
had beheld it before. I took courage, as I felt Lilian’s heart beating
against my own. I advanced, I crossed the threshold,--the Shadow was
gone.

“There is no Shadow here,--no phantom to daunt thee, my life’s life,”
 said I, bending over Lilian.

“It has touched me in passing; I feel it--cold, cold, cold!” she
answered faintly.

I bore her to her room, placed her on her bed, struck a light, watched
over her. At dawn there was a change in her face, and from that
time health gradually left her; strength slowly, slowly, yet to me
perceptibly, ebbed from her life away.

(1) A missile weapon peculiar to the Australian savages.



CHAPTER LXXIII.

Months upon months have rolled on since the night in which Lilian had
watched for my coming amidst the chilling airs--under the haunting moon.
I have said that from the date of that night her health began gradually
to fail, but in her mind there was evidently at work some slow
revolution. Her visionary abstractions were less frequent; when they
occurred, less prolonged. There was no longer in her soft face that
celestial serenity which spoke her content in her dreams, but often a
look of anxiety and trouble. She was even more silent than before; but
when she did speak, there were now evident some struggling gleams of
memory. She startled us, at times, by a distinct allusion to the
events and scenes of her early childhood. More than once she spoke
of commonplace incidents and mere acquaintances at L----. At last
she seemed to recognize Mrs. Ashleigh as her mother; but me, as Allen
Fenwick, her betrothed, her bridegroom, no! Once or twice she spoke
to me of her beloved as of a stranger to myself, and asked me not to
deceive her--should she ever see him again? There was one change in
this new phase of her state that wounded me to the quick. She had
always previously seemed to welcome my presence; now there were hours,
sometimes days together, in which my presence was evidently painful to
her. She would become agitated when I stole into her room, make signs to
me to leave her, grow yet more disturbed if I did not immediately obey,
and become calm again when I was gone.

Faber sought constantly to sustain my courage and administer to my hopes
by reminding me of the prediction he had hazarded,--namely, that through
some malady to the frame the reason would be ultimately restored.

He said, “Observe! her mind was first roused from its slumber by the
affectionate, unconquered impulse of her heart. You were absent; the
storm alarmed her, she missed you,--feared for you. The love within
her, not alienated, though latent, drew her thoughts into definite
human tracks. And thus, the words that you tell me she uttered when
you appeared before her were words of love, stricken, though as yet
irregularly, as the winds strike the harp-strings from chords of
awakened memory. The same unwonted excitement, together with lengthened
exposure to the cold night-air, will account for the shock to her
physical system, and the languor and waste of strength by which it has
been succeeded.”

“Ay, and the Shadow that we both saw within the threshold. What of
that?”

“Are there no records on evidence, which most physicians of very
extended practice will perhaps allow that their experience more or
less tend to confirm--no records of the singular coincidences between
individual impressions which are produced by sympathy? Now, whether you
or your Lilian were first haunted by this Shadow I know not. Perhaps
before it appeared to you in the wizard’s chamber it had appeared to
her by the Monks’ Well. Perhaps, as it came to you in the prison, so it
lured her through the solitudes, associating its illusory guidance with
dreams of you. And again, when she saw it within your threshold, your
fantasy, so abruptly invoked, made you see with the eyes of your Lilian!
Does this doctrine of sympathy, though by that very mystery you two
loved each other at first,--though, without it, love at first sight were
in itself an incredible miracle,--does, I say, this doctrine of sympathy
seem to you inadmissible? Then nothing is left for us but to revolve the
conjecture I before threw out. Have certain organizations like that of
Margrave the power to impress, through space, the imaginations of those
over whom they have forced a control? I know not. But if they have, it
is not supernatural; it is but one of those operations in Nature so rare
and exceptional, and of which testimony and evidence are so imperfect
and so liable to superstitious illusions, that they have not yet been
traced--as, if truthful, no doubt they can be, by the patient genius of
science--to one of those secondary causes by which the Creator ordains
that Nature shall act on Man.”

By degrees I became dissatisfied with my conversations with Faber. I
yearned for explanations; all guesses but bewildered me more. In his
family, with one exception, I found no congenial association. His nephew
seemed to me an ordinary specimen of a very trite human nature,--a young
man of limited ideas, fair moral tendencies, going mechanically right
where not tempted to wrong. The same desire of gain which had urged him
to gamble and speculate when thrown in societies rife with such example,
led him, now in the Bush, to healthful, industrious, persevering labour.
“Spes fovet agricolas,” says the poet; the same Hope which entices
the fish to the hook impels the plough of the husband-man. The
young farmer’s young wife was somewhat superior to him; she had more
refinement of taste, more culture of mind, but, living in his life, she
was inevitably levelled to his ends and pursuits; and, next to the babe
in the cradle, no object seemed to her so important as that of guarding
the sheep from the scab and the dingoes. I was amazed to see how quietly
a man whose mind was so stored by life and by books as that of Julius
Faber--a man who had loved the clash of conflicting intellects, and
acquired the rewards of fame--could accommodate himself to the cabined
range of his kinsfolks’ half-civilized existence, take interest in their
trivial talk, find varying excitement in the monotonous household of a
peasant-like farmer. I could not help saying as much to him once. “My
friend,” replied the old man, “believe me that the happiest art of
intellect, however lofty, is that which enables it to be cheerfully at
home with the Real!”

The only one of the family in which Faber was domesticated in whom I
found an interest, to whose talk I could listen without fatigue, was the
child Amy. Simple though she was in language, patient of labour as the
most laborious, I recognized in her a quiet nobleness of sentiment,
which exalted above the commonplace the acts of her commonplace life.
She had no precocious intellect, no enthusiastic fancies, but she had an
exquisite activity of heart. It was her heart that animated her sense
of duty, and made duty a sweetness and a joy. She felt to the core
the kindness of those around her; exaggerated, with the warmth of her
gratitude, the claims which that kindness imposed. Even for the blessing
of life, which she shared with all creation, she felt as if singled
out by the undeserved favour of the Creator, and thus was filled with
religion, because she was filled with love.

My interest in this child was increased and deepened by my saddened and
not wholly unremorseful remembrance of the night on which her sobs had
pierced my ear,--the night from which I secretly dated the mysterious
agencies that had wrenched from their proper field and career both my
mind and my life. But a gentler interest endeared her to my thoughts
in the pleasure that Lilian felt in her visits, in the affectionate
intercourse that sprang up between the afflicted sufferer and the
harmless infant. Often when we failed to comprehend some meaning
which Lilian evidently wished to convey to us--we, her mother and her
husband--she was understood with as much ease by Amy, the unlettered
child, as by Faber, the gray-haired thinker.

“How is it,--how is it?” I asked, impatiently and jealously, of Faber.
“Love is said to interpret where wisdom fails, and you yourself talk
of the marvels which sympathy may effect between lover and beloved; yet
when, for days together, I cannot succeed in unravelling Lilian’s wish
or her thought--and her own mother is equally in fault--you or
Amy, closeted alone with her for five minutes, comprehend and are
comprehended.”

“Allen,” answered Faber, “Amy and I believe in spirit; and she, in whom
mind is dormant but spirit awake, feels in such belief a sympathy which
she has not, in that respect, with yourself, nor even with her mother.
You seek only through your mind to conjecture hers. Her mother has sense
clear enough where habitual experience can guide it, but that sense is
confused, and forsakes her when forced from the regular pathway in which
it has been accustomed to tread. Amy and I through soul guess at soul,
and though mostly contented with earth, we can both rise at times into
heaven. We pray.”

“Alas!” said I, half mournfully, half angrily, “when you thus speak of
Mind as distinct from Soul, it was only in that Vision which you bid
me regard as the illusion of a fancy stimulated by chemical vapours,
producing on the brain an effect similar to that of opium or the
inhalation of the oxide gas, that I have ever seen the silver spark of
the Soul distinct from the light of the Mind. And holding, as I do, that
all intellectual ideas are derived from the experiences of the body,
whether I accept the theory of Locke, or that of Condillac, or that into
which their propositions reach their final development in the wonderful
subtlety of Hume, I cannot detect the immaterial spirit in the material
substance,--much less follow its escape from the organic matter in which
the principle of thought ceases with the principle of life. When the
metaphysician, contending for the immortality of the thinking faculty,
analyzes Mind, his analysis comprehends the mind of the brute, nay, of
the insect, as well as that of man. Take Reid’s definition of Mind, as
the most comprehensive which I can at the moment remember: ‘By the mind
of a man we understand that in him which thinks, remembers, reasons, and
wills.(1) But this definition only distinguishes the mind of man from
that of the brute by superiority in the same attributes, and not by
attributes denied to the brute. An animal, even an insect, thinks,
remembers, reasons, and wills.(1) Few naturalists will now support the
doctrine that all the mental operations of brute or insect are to
be exclusively referred to instincts; and, even if they do, the word
‘instinct’ is a very vague word,--loose and large enough to cover an
abyss which our knowledge has not sounded. And, indeed, in proportion as
an animal like the dog becomes cultivated by intercourse, his instincts
grow weaker, and his ideas formed by experience (namely, his mind), more
developed, often to the conquest of the instincts themselves. Hence,
with his usual candour, Dr. Abercrombie--in contending ‘that everything
mental ceases to exist after death, when we know that everything
corporeal continues to exist, is a gratuitous assumption contrary to
every rule of philosophical inquiry’--feels compelled, by his reasoning,
to admit the probability of a future life even to the lower animals.
His words are: ‘To this anode of reasoning it has been objected that it
would go to establish an immaterial principle in the lower animals which
in them exhibits many of the phenomena of mind. I have only to answer,
Be it so. There are in the lower animals many of the phenomena of
mind, and with regard to these, we also contend that they are entirely
distinct from anything we know of the properties of matter, which is all
that we mean, or can mean, by being immaterial.’(2) Am I then driven to
admit that if man’s mind is immaterial and imperishable, so also is that
of the ape and the ant?”

“I own,” said Faber, with his peculiar smile, arch and genial, “that if
I were compelled to make that admission, it would not shock my pride.
I do not presume to set any limit to the goodness of the Creator; and
should be as humbly pleased as the Indian, if in--


   “‘yonder sky,
    My faithful dog should bear me company.’

“You are too familiar with the works of that Titan in wisdom and error,
Descartes, not to recollect the interesting correspondence between the
urbane philosopher and our combative countryman, Henry More,(3) on this
very subject; in which certainly More has the best of it when Descartes
insists on reducing what he calls the soul (l’ame) of brutes into the
same kind of machines as man constructs from inorganized matter. The
learning, indeed, lavished on the insoluble question involved in
the psychology of the inferior animals is a proof at least of the
all-inquisitive, redundant spirit of man.(4) We have almost a literature
in itself devoted to endeavours to interpret the language of brutes.(5)
Dupont de Nemours has discovered that dogs talk in vowels, using only
two consonants, G, Z, when they are angry. He asserts that cats
employ the same vowels as dogs; but their language is more affluent in
consonants, including M, N, B, R, V, F. How many laborious efforts have
been made to define and to construe the song of the nightingale! One
version of that song, by Beckstein, the naturalist, published in 1840,
I remember to have seen. And I heard a lady, gifted with a singularly
charming voice, chant the mysterious vowels with so exquisite a pathos,
that one could not refuse to believe her when she declared that she
fully comprehended the bird’s meaning, and gave to the nightingale’s
warble the tender interpretation of her own woman’s heart.

“But leaving all such discussions to their proper place amongst the
Curiosities of Literature, I come in earnest to the question you have
so earnestly raised; and to me the distinction between man and the
lower animals in reference to a spiritual nature designed for a future
existence, and the mental operations whose uses are bounded to an
existence on earth, seems ineffaceably clear. Whether ideas or even
perceptions be innate or all formed by experience is a speculation
for metaphysicians, which, so far as it affects the question of as
immaterial principle, I am quite willing to lay aside. I can well
understand that a materialist may admit innate ideas in Man, as he
must admit them in the instinct of brutes, tracing them to hereditary
predispositions. On the other hand, we know that the most devout
believers in our spiritual nature have insisted, with Locke, in denying
any idea, even of the Deity, to be innate.

“But here comes my argument. I care not how ideas are formed,--the
material point is, how are the capacities to receive ideas formed? The
ideas may all come from experience, but the capacity to receive the
ideas must be inherent. I take the word ‘capacity’ as a good plain
English word, rather than the more technical word ‘receptivity,’
employed by Kant. And by capacity I mean the passive power(6) to
receive ideas, whether in man or in any living thing by which ideas
are received. A man and an elephant is each formed with capacities to
receive ideas suited to the several places in the universe held by each.

“The more I look through Nature the more I find that on all varieties
of organized life is carefully bestowed the capacity to receive the
impressions, be they called perceptions or ideas, which are adapted to
the uses each creature is intended to derive from them. I find, then,
that Man alone is endowed with the capacity to receive the ideas of
a God, of Soul, of Worship, of a Hereafter. I see no trace of such a
capacity in the inferior races; nor, however their intelligence may be
refined by culture, is such capacity ever apparent in them.

“But wherever capacities to receive impressions are sufficiently general
in any given species of creature to be called universal to that species,
and yet not given to another species, then, from all analogy throughout
Nature, those capacities are surely designed by Providence for the
distinct use and conservation of the species to which they are given.

“It is no answer to me to say that the inherent capacities thus bestowed
on Man do not suffice in themselves to make him form right notions of
a Deity or a Hereafter; because it is plainly the design of Providence
that Man must learn to correct and improve all his notions by his
own study and observation. He must build a hut before he can build a
Parthenon; he must believe with the savage or the heathen before he
can believe with the philosopher or Christian. In a word, in all his
capacities, Man has only given to him, not the immediate knowledge of
the Perfect, but the means to strive towards the Perfect. And thus one
of the most accomplished of modern reasoners, to whose lectures you must
have listened with delight, in your college days, says well:--


   “‘Accordingly the sciences always studied with keenest interest are
     those in a state of progress and uncertainty; absolute certainty and
     absolute completion would be the paralysis of any study, and the last
     worst calamity that could befall Man, as he is at present
     constituted, would be that full and final possession of speculative
     truth which he now vainly anticipates as the consummation of his
     intellectual happiness.’(7)

“Well, then, in all those capacities for the reception of impressions
from external Nature which are given to Man and not to the brutes, I see
the evidence of Man’s Soul. I can understand why the inferior animal
has no capacity to receive the idea of a Deity and of Worship--simply
because the inferior animal, even if graciously admitted to a future
life, may not therein preserve the sense of its identity. I can
understand even why that sympathy with each other which we men possess
and which constitutes the great virtue we emphatically call Humanity,
is not possessed by the lesser animals (or, at least, in a very rare and
exceptional degree) even where they live in communities, like beavers,
or bees, or ants; because men are destined to meet, to know, and to love
each other in the life to come, and the bond between the brute ceases
here.

“Now the more, then, we examine the inherent capacities bestowed
distinctly and solely on Man, the more they seem to distinguish him from
the other races by their comprehension of objects beyond his life upon
this earth.


   “‘Man alone,’ says Muller, ‘can conceive abstract notions; and it is in
     abstract notions--such as time, space, matter, spirit, light, form,
     quantity, essence--that man grounds, not only all philosophy, all
     science, but all that practically improves one generation for the
     benefit of the next.’

“And why? Because all these abstract notions unconsciously lead the mind
away from the material into the immaterial,--from the present into the
future. But if Man ceases to exist when he disappears in the grave, you
must be compelled to affirm that he is the only creature in existence
whom Nature or Providence has condescended to deceive and cheat by
capacities for which there are no available objects. How nobly and how
truly has Chalmers said:--


   “‘What inference shall we draw from this remarkable law in Nature that
     there is nothing waste and nothing meaningless in the feelings and
     faculties wherewith living creatures are endowed?  For each desire
     there is a counterpart object; for each faculty there is room and
     opportunity for exercise either in the present or the coming
     futurity.  Now, but for the doctrine of immortality, Man would be an
     exception to this law,-he would stand forth as an anomaly in Nature,
     with aspirations in his heart for which the universe had no antitype
     to offer, with capacities of understanding and thought that never
     were to be followed by objects of corresponding greatness through the
     whole history of his being!

              ............

   “‘With the inferior animals there is a certain squareness of
     adjustment, if we may so term it, between each desire and its
     correspondent gratification.  The one is evenly met by the other, and
     there is a fulness and definiteness of enjoyment up to the capacity
     of enjoyment.  Not so with Man, who, both from the vastness of his
     propensities and the vastness of his powers, feels himself chained
     and beset in a field too narrow for him.  He alone labours under the
     discomfort of an incongruity between his circumstances and his
     powers; and unless there be new circumstances awaiting him in a more
     advanced state of being, he, the noblest of Nature’s products here,
     would turn out to be the greatest of her failures.’(8)

“This, then, I take to be the proof of Soul in Man, not that he has a
mind--because, as you justly say, inferior animals have that, though
in a lesser degree--but because he has the capacities to comprehend, as
soon as he is capable of any abstract ideas whatsoever, the very truths
not needed for self-conservation on earth, and therefore not given to
yonder ox and opossum,--namely, the nature of Deity, Soul, Hereafter.
And in the recognition of these truths, the Human society, that excels
the society of beavers, bees, and ants, by perpetual and progressive
improvement on the notions inherited from its progenitors, rests its
basis. Thus, in fact, this world is benefited for men by their belief
in the next, while the society of brutes remains age after age the same.
Neither the bee nor the beaver has, in all probability, improved since
the Deluge.

“But inseparable from the conviction of these truths is the impulse of
prayer and worship. It does not touch my argument when a philosopher of
the school of Bolingbroke or Lucretius says, ‘that the origin of prayer
is in Man’s ignorance of the phenomena of Nature.’ That it is fear or
ignorance which, ‘when rocked the mountains or when groaned the ground,
taught the weak to bend, the proud to pray.’ My answer is, the brutes
are much more forcibly impressed by natural phenomena than Man is; the
bird and the beast know before you and I do when the mountain will rock
and the ground groan, and their instinct leads them to shelter; but it
does not lead them to prayer. If my theory be right that Soul is to be
sought not in the question whether mental ideas be innate or formed by
experience, by the sense, by association or habit, but in the inherent
capacity to receive ideas, then, the capacity bestowed on Man alone,
to be impressed by Nature herself with the idea of a Power superior to
Nature, with which Power he can establish commune, is a proof that to
Man alone the Maker has made Nature itself proclaim His existence,--that
to Man alone the Deity vouchsafes the communion with Himself which comes
from prayer.”

“Even were this so,” said I, “is not the Creator omniscient? If
all-wise, all-foreseeing? If all-foreseeing, all-pre-ordaining? Can the
prayer of His creature alter the ways of His will?”

“For the answer to a question,” returned Faber, “which is not
unfrequently asked by the clever men of the world, I ought to refer you
to the skilled theologians who have so triumphantly carried the reasoner
over that ford of doubt which is crossed every day by the infant. But
as we have not their books in the wilderness, I am contented to draw my
reply as a necessary and logical sequence from the propositions I have
sought to ground on the plain observation of Nature. I can only guess
at the Deity’s Omniscience, or His modes of enforcing His power by the
observation of His general laws; and of all His laws, I know of none
more general than the impulse which bids men pray,--which makes Nature
so act, that all the phenomena of Nature we can conceive, however
startling and inexperienced, do not make the brute pray, but there
is not a trouble that can happen to Man, but what his impulse is to
pray,--always provided, indeed, that he is not a philosopher. I say not
this in scorn of the philosopher, to whose wildest guess our obligations
are infinite, but simply because for all which is impulsive to Man,
there is a reason in Nature which no philosophy can explain away. I do
not, then, bewilder myself by seeking to bind and limit the Omniscience
of the Deity to my finite ideas. I content myself with supposing that
somehow or other, He has made it quite compatible with His Omniscience
that Man should obey the impulse which leads him to believe that, in
addressing a Deity, he is addressing a tender, compassionate, benignant
Father, and in that obedience shall obtain beneficial results. If that
impulse be an illusion, then we must say that Heaven governs the earth
by a lie; and that is impossible, because, reasoning by analogy, all
Nature is truthful,--that is, Nature gives to no species instincts
or impulses which are not of service to it. Should I not be a shallow
physician if, where I find in the human organization a principle or
a property so general that I must believe it normal to the healthful
conditions of that organization, I should refuse to admit that Nature
intended it for use? Reasoning by all analogy, must I not say the
habitual neglect of its use must more or less injure the harmonious
well-being of the whole human system? I could have much to add upon
the point in dispute by which the creed implied in your question would
enthrall the Divine mercy by the necessities of its Divine wisdom, and
substitute for a benignant Deity a relentless Fate. But here I should
exceed my province. I am no theologian. Enough for me that in all
my afflictions, all my perplexities, an impulse, that I obey as an
instinct, moves me at once to prayer. Do I find by experience that the
prayer is heard, that the affliction is removed, the doubt is solved?
That, indeed, would be presumptuous to say. But it is not presumptuous
to think that by the efficacy of prayer my heart becomes more fortified
against the sorrow, and my reason more serene amidst the doubt.”

I listened, and ceased to argue. I felt as if in that solitude, and
in the pause of my wonted mental occupations, my intellect was growing
languid, and its old weapons rusting in disuse. My pride took alarm. I
had so from my boyhood cherished the idea of fame, and so glorified the
search after knowledge, that I recoiled in dismay from the thought that
I had relinquished knowledge, and cut myself off from fame. I resolved
to resume my once favourite philosophical pursuits, re-examine and
complete the Work to which I had once committed my hopes of renown; and,
simultaneously, a restless desire seized me to communicate, though but
at brief intervals, with other minds than those immediately within my
reach,--minds fresh from the old world, and reviving the memories of
its vivid civilization. Emigrants frequently passed my doors, but I had
hitherto shrunk from tendering the hospitalities so universally accorded
in the colony. I could not endure to expose to such rough strangers my
Lilian’s mournful affliction, and that thought was not less intolerable
to Mrs. Ashleigh. I now hastily constructed a log-building a few hundred
yards from the house, and near the main track taken by travellers
through the spacious pastures. I transported to this building my books
and scientific instruments. In an upper story I placed my telescopes and
lenses, my crucibles and retorts. I renewed my chemical experiments; I
sought to invigorate my mind by other branches of science which I had
hitherto less cultured,--meditated new theories on Light and Colour,
collected specimens in Natural History, subjected animalcules to my
microscope, geological fossils to my hammer. With all these quickened
occupations of thought, I strove to distract myself from sorrow, and
strengthen my reason against the illusion of my fantasy. The Luminous
Shadow was not seen again on my wall, and the thought of Margrave
himself was banished.

In this building I passed many hours of each day; more and more
earnestly plunging my thoughts into depths of abstract study, as
Lilian’s unaccountable dislike to my presence became more and more
decided. When I thus ceased to think that my life cheered and comforted
hers, my heart’s occupation was gone. I had annexed to the apartment
reserved for myself in the log-hut a couple of spare rooms, in which I
could accommodate passing strangers. I learned to look forward to their
coming with interest, and to see them depart with regret; yet, for
the most part, they were of the ordinary class of colonial
adventurers,--bankrupt tradesmen, unlucky farmers, forlorn mechanics,
hordes of unskilled labourers, now and then a briefless barrister, or a
sporting collegian who had lost his all on the Derby. One day, however,
a young man of education and manners that unmistakably proclaimed the
cultured gentleman of Europe, stopped at my door. He was a cadet of
a noble Prussian family, which for some political reasons had settled
itself in Paris; there he had become intimate with young French nobles,
and living the life of a young French noble had soon scandalized his
German parents, forestalled his slender inheritance, and been compelled
to fly his father’s frown and his tailor’s bills. All this he told me
with a lively frankness which proved how much the wit of a German can
be quickened in the atmosphere of Paris. An old college friend, of birth
inferior to his own, had been as unfortunate in seeking to make money as
this young prodigal had been an adept in spending it. The friend, a
few years previously, had accompanied other Germans in a migration to
Australia, and was already thriving; the spendthrift noble was on his
way to join the bankrupt trader, at a German settlement fifty miles
distant from my house. This young man was unlike any German I ever met.
He had all the exquisite levity by which the well-bred Frenchman gives
to the doctrines of the Cynic the grace of the Epicurean. He owned
himself to be good for nothing with an elegance of candour which not
only disarmed censure, but seemed to challenge admiration; and, withal,
the happy spendthrift was so inebriate with hope,--sure that he should
be rich before he was thirty. How and wherefore rich, he could have
no more explained than I can square the circle. When the grand serious
German nature does Frenchify itself, it can become so extravagantly
French!

I listened, almost enviously, to this light-hearted profligate’s babble,
as we sat by my rude fireside,--I, sombre man of science and sorrow,
he, smiling child of idleness and pleasure, so much one of Nature’s
courtier-like nobles, that there, as he smoked his villanous pipe, in
his dust-soiled shabby garments, and with his ruffianly revolver stuck
into his belt, I would defy the daintiest Aristarch who ever presided as
critic over the holiday world not to have said, “There smiles the
genius beyond my laws, the born darling of the Graces, who in every
circumstance, in every age, like Aristippus, would have socially
charmed; would have been welcome to the orgies of a Caesar or a Clodius,
to the boudoirs of a Montespan or a Pompadour; have lounged through the
Mulberry Gardens with a Rochester and a Buckingham, or smiled from the
death-cart, with a Richelieu and a Lauzun, a gentleman’s disdain of a
mob!”

I was so thinking as we sat, his light talk frothing up from his
careless lips, when suddenly from the spray and the sparkle of that
light talk was flung forth the name of Margrave.

“Margrave!” I exclaimed. “Pardon me. What of him?”

“What of him! I asked if, by chance, you knew the only Englishman I ever
had the meanness to envy?”

“Perhaps you speak of one person, and I thought of another.”

“Pardieu, my dear host, there can scarcely be two Margraves! The one of
whom I speak flashed like a meteor upon Paris, bought from a prince of
the Bourse a palace that might have lodged a prince of the blood-royal,
eclipsed our Jew bankers in splendour, our jeunesse doree in good looks
and hair-brain adventures, and, strangest of all, filled his salons with
philosophers and charlatans, chemists and spirit-rappers; insulting the
gravest dons of the schools by bringing them face to face with the most
impudent quacks, the most ridiculous dreamers,--and yet, withal, himself
so racy and charming, so bon prince, so bon enfant! For six months he
was the rage at Paris: perhaps he might have continued to be the rage
there for six years, but all at once the meteor vanished as suddenly as
it had flashed. Is this the Margrave whom you know?”

“I should not have thought the Margrave whom I knew could have
reconciled his tastes to the life of cities.”

“Nor could this man: cities were too tame for him. He has gone to some
far-remote wilds in the East,--some say in search of the Philosopher’s
Stone; for he actually maintained in his house a Sicilian adventurer,
who, when at work on that famous discovery, was stifled by the fumes of
his own crucible. After that misfortune, Margrave took Paris in disgust,
and we lost him.”

“So this is the only Englishman whom you envy! Envy him? Why?”

“Because he is the only Englishman I ever met who contrived to be rich
and yet free from the spleen; I envied him because one had only to look
at his face and see how thoroughly he enjoyed the life of which your
countrymen seem to be so heartily tired. But now that I have satisfied
your curiosity, pray satisfy mine. Who and what is this Englishman?”

“Who and what was he supposed at Paris to be?”

“Conjectures were numberless. One of your countrymen suggested that
which was the most generally favoured. This gentleman, whose name I
forget, but who was one of those old roues who fancy themselves young
because they live with the young, no sooner set eyes upon Margrave, than
he exclaimed, ‘Louis Grayle come to life again, as I saw him forty-four
years ago! But no--still younger, still handsomer--it must be his son!”

“Louis Grayle, who was said to be murdered at Aleppo?”

“The same. That strange old man was enormously rich; but it seems that
he hated his lawful heirs, and left behind him a fortune so far below
that which he was known to possess that he must certainly have disposed
of it secretly before his death. Why so dispose of it, if not to enrich
some natural son, whom, for private reasons, he might not have wished
to acknowledge, or point out to the world by the signal bequest of
his will? All that Margrave ever said of himself and the source of his
wealth confirmed this belief. He frankly proclaimed himself a natural
son, enriched by a father whose name he knew not nor cared to know.”

“It is true. And Margrave quitted Paris for the East. When?”

“I can tell you the date within a day or two, for his flight preceded
mine by a week; and, happily, all Paris was so busy in talking of it,
that I slipped away without notice.”

And the Prussian then named a date which it thrilled me to hear, for
it was in that very month, and about that very day, that the Luminous
Shadow had stood within my threshold.

The young count now struck off into other subjects of talk: nothing more
was said of Margrave. An hour or two afterwards he went on his way, and
I remained long gazing musingly on the embers of the dying glow on my
hearth.

(1) “Are intelligence and instinct, thus differing in their relative
proportion in man as compared with all other animals, yet the same in
kind and manner of operation in both? To this question we must give
at once an affirmative answer. The expression of Cuvier, regarding the
faculty of reasoning in lower animals, ‘Leur intelligence execute des
operations du meme genre,’ is true in its full sense. We can in no
manner define reason so as to exclude acts which are at every moment
present to our observation, and which we find in many instances to
contravene the natural instincts of the species. The demeanour and acts
of the dog in reference to his master, or the various uses to which
he is put by man, are as strictly logical as those we witness in the
ordinary transactions of life.”--Sir Henry Holland, chapters on “Mental
Physiology,” p. 220.

The whole of the chapter on Instincts and Habits in this work should
be read in connection with the passage just quoted. The work itself, at
once cautious and suggestive, is not one of the least obligations which
philosophy and religion alike owe to the lucubrations of English medical
men.

(2) Abercrombie’s Intellectual Powers, p. 26. (15th Edition.)

(3) OEuvres de Descartes, vol. x. p. 178, et seq. (Cousin’s Edition.)

(4) M. Tissot the distinguished Professor of Philosophy at Dijon, in his
recent work, “La Vie dans l’Homme,” p. 255, gives a long and illustrious
list of philosophers who assign a rational soul (ame) to the inferior
animals, though he truly adds, “that they have not always the courage of
their opinion.”

(5) Some idea of the extent of research and imagination bestowed on this
subject may be gleaned from the sprightly work of Pierquin de Gemblouz,
“Idiomologie des Animaux,” published at Paris, 1844.

(6) “Faculty is active power: capacity is passive power.”--Sir W.
Hamilton: Lectures on Metaphysics and Logic, vol. i. p.178.

(7) Sir W. Hamilton’s “Lectures,” vol. i. p. 10.

(8) Chalmers, “Bridgewater Treatise,” vol. ii. pp. 28, 30. Perhaps I
should observe, that here and elsewhere in the dialogues between Faber
and Fenwick, it has generally been thought better to substitute the
words of the author quoted for the mere outline or purport of the
quotation which memory afforded to the interlocutor.



CHAPTER LXXIV.

My Work, my Philosophical Work--the ambitious hope of my intellectual
life--how eagerly I returned to it again! Far away from my household
grief, far away from my haggard perplexities--neither a Lilian nor a
Margrave there!

As I went over what I had before written, each link in its chain of
reasoning seemed so serried, that to alter one were to derange all; and
the whole reasoning was so opposed to the possibility of the wonders I
myself had experienced, so hostile to the subtle hypotheses of a Faber,
or the childlike belief of an Amy, that I must have destroyed the entire
work if I had admitted such contradictions to its design!

But the work was I myself!--I, in my solid, sober, healthful mind,
before the brain had been perplexed by a phantom. Were phantoms to be
allowed as testimonies against science? No; in returning to my Book, I
returned to my former Me!

How strange is that contradiction between our being as man and our being
as Author! Take any writer enamoured of a system: a thousand things may
happen to him every day which might shake his faith in that system;
and while he moves about as mere man, his faith is shaken. But when he
settles himself back into the phase of his being as author, the mere act
of taking pen in hand and smoothing the paper before him restores his
speculations to their ancient mechanical train. The system, the beloved
system, reasserts its tyrannic sway, and he either ignores, or moulds
into fresh proofs of his theory as author, all which, an hour before,
had given his theory the lie in his living perceptions as man.

I adhered to my system,--I continued my work. Here, in the barbarous
desert, was a link between me and the Cities of Europe. All else might
break down under me. The love I had dreamed of was blotted out from the
world, and might never be restored; my heart might be lonely, my life be
an exile’s. My reason might, at last, give way before the spectres which
awed my senses, or the sorrow which stormed my heart. But here at least
was a monument of my rational thoughtful Me,--of my individualized
identity in multiform creation. And my mind, in the noon of its force,
would shed its light on the earth when my form was resolved to its
elements. Alas! in this very yearning for the Hereafter, though but the
Hereafter of a Name, could I see only the craving of Mind, and hear not
the whisper of Soul!

The avocation of a colonist, usually so active, had little interest for
me. This vast territorial lordship, in which, could I have endeared its
possession by the hopes that animate a Founder, I should have felt all
the zest and the pride of ownership, was but the run of a common to the
passing emigrant, who would leave no son to inherit the tardy products
of his labour. I was not goaded to industry by the stimulus of need.
I could only be ruined if I risked all my capital in the attempt to
improve. I lived, therefore, amongst my fertile pastures, as careless of
culture as the English occupant of the Highland moor, which he rents for
the range of its solitudes.

I knew, indeed, that if ever I became avaricious, I might swell my
modest affluence into absolute wealth. I had revisited the spot in which
I had discovered the nugget of gold, and had found the precious metal
in rich abundance just under the first coverings of the alluvial soil.
I concealed my discovery from all. I knew that, did I proclaim it, the
charm of my bush-life would be gone. My fields would be infested by all
the wild adventurers who gather to gold as the vultures of prey round
a carcass; my servants would desert me, my very flocks would be
shepherdless!

Months again rolled on months. I had just approached the close of my
beloved Work, when it was again suspended, and by an anguish keener than
all which I had previously known.

Lilian became alarmingly ill. Her state of health, long gradually
declining, had hitherto admitted checkered intervals of improvement, and
exhibited no symptoms of actual danger. But now she was seized with a
kind of chronic fever, attended with absolute privation of sleep,
an aversion to even the lightest nourishment, and an acute nervous
susceptibility to all the outward impressions of which she had long
seemed so unconscious; morbidly alive to the faintest sound, shrinking
from the light as from a torture. Her previous impatience at my entrance
into her room became aggravated into vehement emotions, convulsive
paroxysms of distress; so that Faber banished me from her chamber, and,
with a heart bleeding at every fibre, I submitted to the cruel sentence.

Faber had taken up his abode in my house and brought Amy with him; one
or the other never left Lilian, night or day. The great physician spoke
doubtfully of the case, but not despairingly.

“Remember,” he said, “that in spite of the want of sleep, the abstinence
from food, the form has not wasted as it would do were this fever
inevitably mortal. It is upon that phenomenon I build a hope that I have
not been mistaken in the opinion I hazarded from the first. We are now
in the midst of the critical struggle between life and reason; if she
preserve the one, my conviction is that she will regain the other.
That seeming antipathy to yourself is a good omen. You are inseparably
associated with her intellectual world; in proportion as she revives to
it, must become vivid and powerful the reminiscences of the shock that
annulled, for a time, that world to her. So I welcome, rather than fear,
the over-susceptibility of the awakening senses to external sights
and sounds. A few days will decide if I am right. In this climate the
progress of acute maladies is swift, but the recovery from them is yet
more startlingly rapid. Wait, endure, be prepared to submit to the will
of Heaven; but do not despond of its mercy.”

I rushed away from the consoler,--away into the thick of the forests,
the heart of the solitude. All around me, there, was joyous with life;
the locust sang amidst the herbage; the cranes gambolled on the banks of
the creek; the squirrel-like opossums frolicked on the feathery boughs.
“And what,” said I to myself,--“what if that which seems so fabulous in
the distant being whose existence has bewitched my own, be substantially
true? What if to some potent medicament Margrave owes his glorious
vitality, his radiant youth? Oh, that I had not so disdainfully turned
away from his hinted solicitations--to what?--to nothing guiltier
than lawful experiment. Had I been less devoted a bigot to this vain
schoolcraft, which we call the Medical Art, and which, alone in this
age of science, has made no perceptible progress since the days of
its earliest teachers--had I said, in the true humility of genuine
knowledge, ‘these alchemists were men of genius and thought; we owe to
them nearly all the grand hints of our chemical science,--is it likely
that they would have been wholly drivellers and idiots in the one faith
they clung to the most?’--had I said that, I might now have no fear
of losing my Lilian. Why, after all, should there not be in Nature one
primary essence, one master substance; in which is stored the specific
nutriment of life?”

Thus incoherently muttering to the woods what my pride of reason would
not have suffered me gravely to say to my fellow-men, I fatigued my
tormented spirits into a gloomy calm, and mechanically retraced my
steps at the decline of day. I seated myself at the door of my solitary
log-hut, lean ing my cheek upon my hand, and musing. Wearily I looked
up, roused by a discord of clattering hoofs and lumbering wheels on the
hollow-sounding grass-track. A crazy groaning vehicle, drawn by four
horses, emerged from the copse of gum-trees,--fast, fast along the road,
which no such pompous vehicle had traversed since that which had
borne me--luxurious satrap for an early colonist--to my lodge in the
wilderness. What emigrant rich enough to squander in the hire of such
an equipage more than its cost in England, could thus be entering on my
waste domain? An ominous thrill shot through me.

The driver--perhaps some broken-down son of luxury in the Old World, fit
for nothing in the New World but to ply, for hire, the task that might
have led to his ruin when plied in sport--stopped at the door of my hut,
and called out, “Friend, is not this the great Fenwick Section, and is
not yonder long pile of building the Master’s house?”

Before I could answer I heard a faint voice, within the vehicle,
speaking to the driver; the last nodded, descended from his seat, opened
the carriage-door, and offered his arm to a man, who, waving aside the
proffered aid, descended slowly and feebly; paused a moment as if for
breath, and then, leaning on his staff, walked from the road, across
the sward rank with luxuriant herbage, through the little gate in the
new-set fragrant wattle-fence, wearily, languidly, halting often, till
he stood facing me, leaning both wan and emaciated hands upon his staff,
and his meagre form shrinking deep within the folds of a cloak lined
thick with costly sables. His face was sharp, his complexion of a
livid yellow, his eyes shone out from their hollow orbits, unnaturally
enlarged and fatally bright. Thus, in ghastly contrast to his former
splendour of youth and opulence of life, Margrave stood before me.

“I come to you,” said Margrave, in accents hoarse and broken, “from the
shores of the East. Give me shelter and rest. I have that to say which
will more than repay you.”

Whatever, till that moment, my hate and my fear of this unexpected
visitant, hate would have been inhumanity, fear a meanness, conceived
for a creature so awfully stricken down.

Silently, involuntarily, I led him into the house. There he rested a few
minutes, with closed eyes and painful gasps for breath. Meanwhile, the
driver brought from the carriage a travelling-bag and a small wooden
chest or coffer, strongly banded with iron clamps. Margrave, looking up
as the man drew near, exclaimed fiercely, “Who told you to touch
that chest? How dare you? Take it from that man, Fenwick! Place it
here,--here by my side!”

I took the chest from the driver, whose rising anger at being so
imperiously rated in the land of democratic equality was appeased by the
gold which Margrave lavishly flung to him.

“Take care of the poor gentleman, squire,” he whispered to me, in the
spontaneous impulse of gratitude, “I fear he will not trouble you long.
He must be monstrous rich. Arrived in a vessel hired all to himself, and
a train of outlandish attendants, whom he has left behind in the town
yonder. May I bait my horses in your stables? They have come a long
way.”

I pointed to the neighbouring stables, and the man nodded his thanks,
remounted his box, and drove off.

I returned to Margrave. A faint smile came to his lips as I placed the
chest beside him.

“Ay, ay,” he muttered. “Safe! safe! I shall soon be well again,--very
soon! And now I can sleep in peace!”

I led him into an inner room, in which there was a bed. He threw himself
on it with a loud sigh of relief. Soon, half raising himself on his
elbow, he exclaimed, “The chest--bring it hither! I need it always
beside me! There, there! Now for a few hours of sleep; and then, if I
can take food, or some such restoring cordial as your skill may suggest,
I shall be strong enough to talk. We will talk! we will talk!”

His eyes closed heavily as his voice fell into a drowsy mutter: a moment
more and he was asleep.

I watched beside him, in mingled wonder and compassion. Looking into
that face, so altered yet still so young, I could not sternly question
what had been the evil of that mystic life, which seemed now oozing away
through the last sands in the hour-glass. I placed my hand softly on his
pulse: it scarcely beat. I put my ear to his breast, and involuntarily
sighed, as I distinguished in its fluttering heave that dull, dumb
sound, in which the heart seems knelling itself to the greedy grave!

Was this, indeed, the potent magician whom I had so feared!--this the
guide to the Rosicrucian’s secret of life’s renewal, in whom, but an
hour or two ago, my fancies gulled my credulous trust!

But suddenly, even while thus chiding my wild superstitions, a fear,
that to most would seem scarcely less superstitious, shot across me.
Could Lilian be affected by the near neighbourhood of one to whose
magnetic influence she had once been so strangely subjected? I left
Margrave still sleeping, closed and locked the door of the hut, went
back to my dwelling, and met Amy at the threshold. Her smile was so
cheering that I felt at once relieved.

“Hush!” said the child, putting her finger to her lips, “she is so
quiet! I was coming in search of you, with a message from her.”

“From Lilian to me--what! to me!”

“Hush! About an hour ago, she beckoned me to draw near to her, and then
said, very softly: ‘Tell Allen that light is coming back to me, and it
all settles on him--on him. Tell him that I pray to be spared to walk by
his side on earth, hand-in-hand to that heaven which is no dream, Amy.
Tell him that,--no dream!’”

While the child spoke my tears gushed, and the strong hands in which
I veiled my face quivered like the leaf of the aspen. And when I could
command my voice, I said plaintively,--

“May I not, then, see her?--only for a moment, and answer her message
though but by a look?”

“No, no!”

“No! Where is Faber?”

“Gone into the forest, in search of some herbs, but he gave me this note
for you.”

I wiped the blinding tears from my eyes, and read these lines:--

“I have, though with hesitation, permitted Amy to tell you the cheering
words, by which our beloved patient confirms my belief that reason
is coming back to her,--slowly, labouringly, but if she survive, for
permanent restoration. On no account attempt to precipitate or disturb
the work of nature. As dangerous as a sudden glare of light to eyes long
blind and newly regaining vision in the friendly and soothing dark would
be the agitation that your presence at this crisis would cause. Confide
in me.”

I remained brooding over these lines and over Lilian’s message long and
silently, while Amy’s soothing whispers stole into my ear, soft as
the murmurs of a rill heard in the gloom of forests. Rousing myself at
length, my thoughts returned to Margrave. Doubtless he would soon awake.
I bade Amy bring me such slight nutriment as I thought best suited to
his enfeebled state, telling her it was for a sick traveller, resting
himself in my hut. When Amy returned, I took from her the little basket
with which she was charged, and having, meanwhile, made a careful
selection from the contents of my medicine-chest, went back to the
hut. I had not long resumed my place beside Margrave’s pillow before he
awoke.

“What o’clock is it?” he asked, with an anxious voice.

“About seven.”

“Not later? That is well; my time is precious.”

“Compose yourself, and eat.”

I placed the food before him, and he partook of it, though sparingly,
and as if with effort. He then dozed for a short time, again woke up,
and impatiently demanded the cordial, which I had prepared in the mean
while. Its effect was greater and more immediate than I could have
anticipated, proving, perhaps, how much of youth there was still left in
his system, however undermined and ravaged by disease. Colour came back
to his cheek, his voice grew perceptibly stronger. And as I lighted the
lamp on the table near us--for it was growing dark--he gathered himself
up, and spoke thus,--

“You remember that I once pressed on you certain experiments. My object
then was to discover the materials from which is extracted the specific
that enables the organs of life to expel disease and regain vigour. In
that hope I sought your intimacy,--an intimacy you gave, but withdrew.”

“Dare you complain? Who and what was the being from whose intimacy I
shrank appalled?”

“Ask what questions you please,” cried Margrave, impatiently, “later--if
I have strength left to answer them; but do not interrupt me, while
I husband my force to say what alone is important to me and to you.
Disappointed in the hopes I had placed in you, I resolved to repair
to Paris,--that great furnace of all bold ideas. I questioned learned
formalists; I listened to audacious empirics. The first, with all their
boasted knowledge, were too timid to concede my premises; the second,
with all their speculative daring, too knavish to let me trust to their
conclusions. I found but one man, a Sicilian, who comprehended the
secrets that are called occult, and had the courage to meet Nature and
all her agencies face to face. He believed, and sincerely, that he was
approaching the grand result, at the very moment when he perished from
want of the common precautions which a tyro in chemistry would have
taken. At his death the gaudy city became hateful; all its pretended
pleasures only served to exhaust life the faster. The true joys of youth
are those of the wild bird and wild brute, in the healthful enjoyment
of Nature. In cities, youth is but old age with a varnish. I fled to the
East; I passed through the tents of the Arabs; I was guided--no matter
by whom or by what--to the house of a Dervish, who had had for his
teacher the most erudite master of secrets occult, whom I knew years ago
at Aleppo---Why that exclamation?”

“Proceed. What I have to say will come--later.”

“From this Dervish I half forced and half purchased the secret I sought
to obtain. I now know from what peculiar substance the so-called elixir
of life is extracted; I know also the steps of the process through which
that task is accomplished. You smile incredulously. What is your doubt?
State it while I rest for a moment. My breath labours; give me more of
the cordial.”

“Need I tell you my doubt? You have, you say, at your command the elixir
of life of which Cagliostro did not leave his disciples the recipe; and
you stretch out your hand for a vulgar cordial which any village chemist
could give you!”

“I can explain this apparent contradiction. The process by which the
elixir is extracted from the material which hoards its essence is one
that requires a hardihood of courage which few possess. This Dervish,
who had passed through that process once, was deaf to all prayer, and
unmoved by all bribes, to attempt it again. He was poor; for the secret
by which metals may be transmuted is not, as the old alchemists seem to
imply, identical with that by which the elixir of life is extracted. He
had only been enabled to discover, in the niggard strata of the lands
within range of his travel, a few scanty morsels of the glorious
substance. From these he had extracted scarcely enough of the elixir to
fill a third of that little glass which I have just drained. He guarded
every drop for himself. Who that holds healthful life as the one boon
above all price to the living, would waste upon others what prolongs
and recruits his own being? Therefore, though he sold me his secret, he
would not sell me his treasure.”

“Any quack may sell you the information how to make not only an elixir,
but a sun and a moon, and then scare you from the experiment by tales
of the danger of trying it! How do you know that this essence which the
Dervish possessed was the elixir of life, since, it seems, you have not
tried on yourself what effect its precious drops could produce? Poor
wretch, who once seemed to me so awfully potent! do you come to the
Antipodes in search of a drug that only exists in the fables by which a
child is amused?”

“The elixir of life is no fable,” cried Margrave, with a kindling of
eye, a power of voice, a dilatation of form, that startled me in one
just before so feeble. “That elixir was bright in my veins when we last
met. From that golden draught of the life-spring of joy I took all that
can gladden creation. What sage would not have exchanged his wearisome
knowledge for my lusty revels with Nature? What monarch would not have
bartered his crown, with its brain-ache of care, for the radiance that
circled my brows, flashing out from the light that was in me? Oh again,
oh again! to enjoy the freedom of air with the bird, and the glow of the
sun with the lizard; to sport through the blooms of the earth, Nature’s
playmate and darling; to face, in the forest and desert, the pard and
the lion,--Nature’s bravest and fiercest,--her firstborn, the heir of
her realm, with the rest of her children for slaves!”

As these words burst from his lips, there was a wild grandeur in the
aspect of this enigmatical being which I had never beheld in the former
time of his affluent, dazzling youth. And, indeed, in his language, and
in the thoughts it clothed, there was an earnestness, a concentration, a
directness, a purpose, which had seemed wanting to his desultory talk
in the earlier days I expected that reaction of languor and exhaustion
would follow his vehement outbreak of passion, but, after a short pause,
he went on with steady accents. His will was sustaining his strength. He
was determined to force his convictions on me, and the vitality, once so
rich, rallied all its lingering forces to the aid of its intense desire.

“I tell you, then,” he resumed, with deliberate calmness, “that, years
ago, I tested in my own person that essence which is the sovereign
medicament. In me, as you saw me at L----, you beheld the proof of its
virtues. Feeble and ill as I am now, my state was incalculably more
hopeless when formerly restored by the elixir. He from whom I then
took the sublime restorative died without revealing the secret of its
composition. What I obtained was only just sufficient to recruit the
lamp of my life, then dying down--and no drop was left for renewing the
light which wastes its own rays in the air that it gilds. Though the
Dervish would not sell me his treasure, he permitted me to see it.
The appearance and odour of this essence are strangely
peculiar,--unmistakable by one who has once beheld and partaken of
it. In short, I recognized in the hands of the Dervish the bright
life-renewer, as I had borne it away from the corpse of the Sage of
Aleppo.”

“Hold! Are you then, in truth, the murderer of Haroun, and is your true
name Louis Grayle?”

“I am no murderer, and Louis Grayle did not leave me his name. I again
adjure you to postpone, for this night at least, the questions you wish
to address to me.

“Seeing that this obstinate pauper possessed that for which the pale
owners of millions, at the first touch of palsy or gout, would consent
to be paupers, of course I coveted the possession of the essence even
more than the knowledge of the substance from which it is extracted. I
had no coward fear of the experiment, which this timid driveller had not
the nerve to renew. But still the experiment might fail. I must traverse
land and sea to find the fit place for it, while, in the rags of the
Dervish, the unfailing result of the experiment was at hand. The Dervish
suspected my design, he dreaded my power. He fled on the very night
in which I had meant to seize what he refused to sell me. After all, I
should have done him no great wrong; for I should have left him wealth
enough to transport himself to any soil in which the material for the
elixir may be most abundant; and the desire of life would have given
his shrinking nerves the courage to replenish its ravished store. I
had Arabs in my pay, who obeyed me as hounds their master. I chased the
fugitive. I came on his track, reached a house in a miserable village,
in which, I was told, he had entered but an hour before. The day was
declining, the light in the room imperfect. I saw in a corner what
seemed to me the form of the Dervish,--stooped to seize it, and my hand
closed on an asp. The artful Dervish had so piled his rags that they
took the shape of the form they had clothed, and he had left, as a
substitute for the giver of life, the venomous reptile of death.

“The strength of my system enabled me to survive the effect of the
poison; but during the torpor that numbed me, my Arabs, alarmed, gave no
chase to my quarry. At last, though enfeebled and languid, I was again
on my horse. Again the pursuit, again the track! I learned--but this
time by a knowledge surer than man’s--that the Dervish had taken his
refuge in a hamlet that had sprung up over the site of a city once famed
through Assyria. The same voice that informed me of his whereabouts
warned me not to pursue. I rejected the warning. In my eager impatience
I sprang on to the chase; in my fearless resolve I felt sure of the
prey. I arrived at the hamlet wearied out, for my forces were no longer
the same since the bite of the asp. The Dervish eluded me still; he had
left the floor, on which I sank exhausted, but a few minutes before my
horse stopped at the door. The carpet, on which he had rested, still
lay on the ground. I dismissed the youngest and keenest of my troop in
search of the fugitive. Sure that this time he would not escape, my eyes
closed in sleep.

“How long I slept I know not,--a long dream of solitude, fever, and
anguish. Was it the curse of the Dervish’s carpet? Was it a taint in
the walls of the house, or of the air, which broods sickly and rank over
places where cities lie buried? I know not; but the Pest of the East
had seized me in slumber. When my senses recovered I found myself alone,
plundered of my arms, despoiled of such gold as I had carried about
me. All had deserted and left me, as the living leave the dead whom the
Plague has claimed for its own. As soon as I could stand I crawled from
the threshold. The moment my voice was heard, my face seen, the whole
squalid populace rose as on a wild beast,--a mad dog. I was driven from
the place with imprecations and stones, as a miscreant whom the Plague
had overtaken while plotting the death of a holy man. Bruised and
bleeding, but still defying, I turned in wrath on that dastardly rabble;
they slunk away from my path. I knew the land for miles around. I had
been in that land years, long years ago. I came at last to the road
which the caravans take on their way to Damascus. There I was found,
speechless and seemingly lifeless, by some European travellers. Conveyed
to Damascus, I languished for weeks between life and death. But for the
virtue of that essence, which lingered yet in my veins, I could not
have survived--even thus feeble and shattered. I need not say that I
now abandoned all thought of discovering the Dervish. I had at least his
secret, if I had failed of the paltry supply he had drawn from its uses.
Such appliances as he had told me were needful are procured in the East
with more ease than in Europe. To sum up, I am here, instructed in
all the knowledge, and supplied with all the aids, which warrant me in
saying, ‘Do you care for new life in its richest enjoyments, if not for
yourself, for one whom you love and would reprieve from the grave? Then,
share with me in a task that a single night will accomplish, and ravish
a prize by which the life that you value the most will be saved from
the dust and the worm, to live on, ever young, ever blooming, when each
infant, new-born while I speak, shall have passed to the grave. Nay,
where is the limit to life, while the earth hides the substance by which
life is renewed?”

I give as faithfully as I can recall them the words in which Margrave
addressed me. But who can guess by cold words transcribed, even were
they artfully ranged by a master of language, the effect words produce
when warm from the breath of the speaker? Ask one of an audience which
some orator held enthralled, why his words do not quicken a beat in the
reader’s pulse, and the answer of one who had listened will be, “The
words took their charm from the voice and the eye, the aspect, the
manner, the man!” So it was with the incomprehensible being before me.
Though his youth was faded, though his beauty was dimmed, though my
fancies clothed him with memories of abhorrent dread, though my reason
opposed his audacious beliefs and assumptions, still he charmed and
spell-bound me; still he was the mystical fascinator; still, if
the legends of magic had truth for their basis, he was the born
magician,--as genius, in what calling soever, is born with the gift to
enchant and subdue us.

Constraining myself to answer calmly, I said, “You have told me your
story; you have defined the object of the experiment in which you ask me
to aid. You do right to bid me postpone my replies or my questions. Seek
to recruit by sleep the strength you have so sorely tasked. To-morrow--”

“To-morrow, ere night, you will decide whether the man whom out of
all earth I have selected to aid me shall be the foe to condemn me to
perish! I tell you plainly I need your aid, and your prompt aid. Three
days from this, and all aid will be too late!”

I had already gained the door of the room, when he called to me to come
back.

“You do not live in this but, but with your family yonder. Do not tell
them that I am here; let no one but yourself see me as I now am. Lock
the door of the hut when you quit it. I should not close my eyes if I
were not secure from intruders.”

“There is but one in my house, or in these parts, whom I would except
from the interdict you impose. You are aware of your own imminent
danger; the life, which you believe the discovery of a Dervish will
indefinitely prolong, seems to my eye of physician to hang on a thread.
I have already formed my own conjecture as to the nature of the disease
that enfeebles you. But I would fain compare that conjecture with the
weightier opinion of one whose experience and skill are superior to
mine. Permit me, then, when I return to you to-morrow, to bring with
me the great physician to whom I refer. His name will not, perhaps, be
unknown to you: I speak of Julius Faber.”

“A physician of the schools! I can guess well enough how learnedly he
would prate, and how little he could do. But I will not object to his
visit, if it satisfies you that, since I should die under the hands of
the doctors, I may be permitted to indulge my own whim in placing my
hopes in a Dervish. Yet stay. You have, doubtless, spoken of me to this
Julius Faber, your fellow-physician and friend? Promise me, if you bring
him here, that you will not name me,--that you will not repeat to him
the tale I have told you, or the hope which has led me to these shores.
What I have told you, no matter whether, at this moment, you consider me
the dupe of a chimera, is still under the seal of the confidence which a
patient reposes in the physician he himself selects for his confidant. I
select you, and not Julius Faber!”

“Be it as you will,” said I, after a moment’s reflection. “The moment
you make yourself my patient, I am bound to consider what is best for
you. And you may more respect, and profit by, an opinion based upon your
purely physical condition than by one in which you might suppose the
advice was directed rather to the disease of the mind than to that of
the body.”

“How amazed and indignant your brother-physician will be if he ever see
me a second time! How learnedly he will prove that, according to all
correct principles of science and nature, I ought to be dead!”

He uttered this jest with a faint weary echo of his old merry, melodious
laugh, then turned his face to the wall; and so I left him to repose.



CHAPTER LXXV.

I found Mrs. Ashleigh waiting for me in our usual sitting-room. She
was in tears. She had begun to despond of Lilian’s recovery, and she
infected me with her own alarm. However, I disguised my participation in
her fears, soothed and sustained her as I best could, and persuaded her
to retire to rest. I saw Faber for a few minutes before I sought my
own chamber. He assured me that there was no perceptible change for the
worse in Lilian’s physical state since he had last seen me, and that her
mind, even within the last few hours, had become decidedly more clear.
He thought that, within the next twenty-four hours, the reason would
make a strong and successful effort for complete recovery; but he
declined to hazard more than a hope that the effort would not exhaust
the enfeebled powers of the frame. He himself was so in need of a few
hours of rest that I ceased to harass him with questions which he could
not answer, and fears which he could not appease. Before leaving him
for the night, I told him briefly that there was a traveller in my but
smitten by a disease which seemed to me so grave that I would ask
his opinion of the case, if he could accompany me to the hut the next
morning.

My own thoughts that night were not such as would suffer me to sleep.

Before Margrave’s melancholy state much of my former fear and abhorrence
faded away. This being, so exceptional that fancy might well invest him
with preternatural attributes, was now reduced by human suffering to
human sympathy and comprehension; yet his utter want of conscience was
still as apparent as in his day of joyous animal spirits. With what
hideous candour he had related his perfidy and ingratitude to the man
to whom, in his belief, he owed an inestimable obligation, and with what
insensibility to the signal retribution which in most natures would have
awakened remorse!

And by what dark hints and confessions did he seem to confirm the
incredible memoir of Sir Philip Derval! He owned that he had borne from
the corpse of Haroun the medicament to which he ascribed his recovery
from a state yet more hopeless than that under which he now laboured! He
had alluded, rapidly, obscurely, to some knowledge at his command
“surer than man’s.” And now, even now the mere wreck of his former
existence--by what strange charm did he still control and confuse my
reason? And how was it that I felt myself murmuring, again and again,
“But what, after all, if his hope be no chimera, and if Nature do hide a
secret by which I could save the life of my beloved Lilian?”

And again and again, as that thought would force itself on me, I rose
and crept to Lilian’s threshold, listening to catch the faintest sound
of her breathing. All still, all dark! In that sufferer recognized
science detects no mortal disease, yet dares not bid me rely on its
amplest resources of skill to turn aside from her slumber the stealthy
advance of death; while in yon log-hut one whose malady recognized
science could not doubt to be mortal has composed himself to sleep,
confident of life! Recognized science?--recognized ignorance! The
science of to-day is the ignorance of to-morrow! Every year some bold
guess lights up a truth to which, but the year before, the schoolmen of
science were as blinded as moles.

“What, then,” my lips kept repeating,--“what if Nature do hide a secret
by which the life of my life can be saved? What do we know of the
secrets of Nature? What said Newton himself of his knowledge? ‘I am like
a child picking up pebbles and shells on the sand, while the great ocean
of Truth lies all undiscovered around me!’ And did Newton himself, in
the ripest growth of his matchless intellect, hold the creed of the
alchemists in scorn? Had he not given to one object of their research,
in the transmutation of metals, his days and his nights? Is there proof
that he ever convinced himself that the research was the dream, which
we, who are not Newtons, call it?(1) And that other great sage, inferior
only to Newton--the calculating doubt-weigher, Descartes--had he not
believed in the yet nobler hope of the alchemists,--believed in some
occult nostrum or process by which human life could attain to the age of
the Patriarchs?” (2)

In thoughts like these the night wore away, the moonbeams that streamed
through my window lighting up the spacious solitudes beyond,--mead and
creek, forest-land, mountaintop,--and the silence without broken by
the wild cry of the night hawk and the sibilant melancholy dirge of
the shining chrysococyx,(3)--bird that never sings but at night, and
obstinately haunts the roofs of the sick and dying, ominous of woe and
death.

But up sprang the sun, and, chasing these gloomy sounds, out burst the
wonderful chorus of Australian groves, the great kingfisher opening the
jocund melodious babble with the glee of his social laugh.

And now I heard Faber’s step in Lilian’s room,--heard through the door
her soft voice, though I could not distinguish the words. It was not
long before I saw the kind physician standing at the threshold of my
chamber. He pressed his finger to his lip, and made me a sign to follow
him. I obeyed, with noiseless tread and stifled breathing. He awaited me
in the garden under the flowering acacias, passed his arm in mine, and
drew me into the open pasture-land.

“Compose yourself,” he then said; “I bring you tidings both of gladness
and of fear. Your Lilian’s mind is restored: even the memories which
had been swept away by the fever that followed her return to her home in
L---- are returning, though as yet indistinct. She yearns to see you, to
bless you for all your noble devotion, your generous, greathearted love;
but I forbid such interview now. If, in a few hours, she become either
decidedly stronger or decidedly more enfeebled, you shall be summoned
to her side. Even if you are condemned to a loss for which the sole
consolation must be placed in the life hereafter, you shall have, at
least, the last mortal commune of soul with soul. Courage! courage!
You are man! Bear as man what you have so often bid other men submit to
endure.”

I had flung myself on the ground,--writhing worm that had no home but
on earth! Man, indeed! Man! All, at that moment, I took from manhood was
its acute sensibility to love and to anguish!

But after all such paroxysms of mortal pain, there comes a strange
lull. Thought itself halts, like the still hush of water between two
descending torrents. I rose in a calm, which Faber might well mistake
for fortitude.

“Well,” I said quietly, “fulfil your promise. If Lilian is to pass away
from me, I shall see her, at least, again; no wall, you tell me, between
our minds; mind to mind once more,--once more!”

“Allen,” said Faber, mournfully and softly, “why do you shun to repeat
my words--soul to soul?”

“Ay, ay,--I understand. Those words mean that you have resigned all hope
that Lilian’s life will linger here, when her mind comes back in full
consciousness; I know well that last lightning flash and the darkness
which swallows it up!”

“You exaggerate my fears. I have not resigned the hope that Lilian will
survive the struggle through which she is passing, but it will be cruel
to deceive you--my hope is weaker than it was.”

“Ay, ay. Again, I understand! Your science is in fault,--it desponds.
Its last trust is in the wonderful resources of Nature, the vitality
stored in the young!”

“You have said,--those resources of Nature are wondrous. The vitality
of youth is a fountain springing up from the deeps out of sight, when, a
moment before, we had measured the drops oozing out from the sands, and
thought that the well was exhausted.”

“Come with me,--come. I told you of another sufferer yonder. I want your
opinion of his case. But can you be spared a few minutes from Lilian’s
side?”

“Yes; I left her asleep. What is the case that perplexes your eye of
physician, which is usually keener than mine, despite all the length of
my practice?”

“The sufferer is young, his organization rare in its vigour. He has gone
through and survived assaults upon life that are commonly fatal. His
system has been poisoned by the fangs of a venomous asp, and shattered
by the blast of the plague. These alone, I believe, would not suffice
to destroy him. But he is one who has a strong dread of death; and while
the heart was thus languid and feeble, it has been gnawed by emotions
of hope or of fear. I suspect that he is dying, not from the bite of the
reptile, not from the taint of the pestilence, but from the hope and the
fear that have overtasked the heart’s functions. Judge for yourself.”

We were now at the door of the hut. I unlocked it: we entered. Margrave
had quitted his bed, and was pacing the room slowly. His step was less
feeble, his countenance less haggard than on the previous evening.

He submitted himself to Faber’s questioning with a quiet indifference,
and evidently cared nothing for any opinion which the great physician
might found on his replies.

When Faber had learned all he could, he said, with a grave smile: “I see
that my advice will have little weight with you; such as it is, at least
reflect on it. The conclusions to which your host arrived in his view
of your case, and which he confided to me, are, in my humble judgment,
correct. I have no doubt that the great organ of the heart is
involved in the cause of your sufferings; but the heart is a noble and
much-enduring organ. I have known men in whom it has been more severely
and unequivocally affected with disease than it is in you, live on for
many years, and ultimately die of some other disorder. But then life was
held, as yours must be held, upon one condition,--repose. I enjoin you
to abstain from all violent action, to shun all excitements that cause
moral disturbance. You are young: would you live on, you must live as
the old. More than this,--it is my duty to warn you that your tenure
on earth is very precarious; you may attain to many years; you may be
suddenly called hence tomorrow. The best mode to regard this uncertainty
with the calm in which is your only chance of long life, is so to
arrange all your worldly affairs, and so to discipline all your human
anxieties, as to feel always prepared for the summons that may come
without warning. For the rest, quit this climate as soon as you can,--it
is the climate in which the blood courses too quickly for one who should
shun all excitement. Seek the most equable atmosphere, choose the most
tranquil pursuits; and Fenwick himself, in his magnificent pride of
stature and strength, may be nearer the grave than you are.”

“Your opinion coincides with that I have just heard?” asked Margrave,
turning to me.

“In much--yes.”

“It is more favourable than I should have supposed. I am far from
disdaining the advice so kindly offered. Permit me, in turn, two or
three questions, Dr. Faber. Do you prescribe to me no drugs from your
pharmacopoeia?”

“Drugs may palliate many sufferings incidental to organic disease, but
drugs cannot reach organic disease itself.”

“Do you believe that, even where disease is plainly organic, Nature
herself has no alternative and reparative powers, by which the organ
assailed may recover itself?”

“A few exceptional instances of such forces in Nature are upon record;
but we must go by general laws, and not by exceptions.”

“Have you never known instances--do you not at this moment know one--in
which a patient whose malady baffles the doctor’s skill, imagines or
dreams of a remedy? Call it a whim if you please, learned sir; do you
not listen to the whim, and, in despair of your own prescriptions,
comply with those of the patient?”

Faber changed countenance, and even started. Margrave watched him and
laughed.

“You grant that there are such cases, in which the patient gives the law
to the physician. Now, apply your experience to my case. Suppose some
strange fancy had seized upon my imagination--that is the doctor’s cant
word for all phenomena which we call exceptional--some strange fancy
that I had thought of a cure for this disease for which you have no
drugs; and suppose this fancy of mine to be so strong, so vivid, that to
deny me its gratification would produce the very emotion from which you
warn me as fatal,--storm the heart, that you would soothe to repose, by
the passions of rage and despair,--would you, as my trusted physician,
concede or deny me my whim?”

“Can you ask? I should grant it at once, if I had no reason to know that
the thing that you fancied was harmful.”

“Good man and wise doctor! I have no other question to ask. I thank
you.”

Faber looked hard on the young, wan face, over which played a smile
of triumph and irony; then turned away with an expression of doubt and
trouble on his own noble countenance. I followed him silently into the
open air.

“Who and what is this visitor of yours?” he asked abruptly.

“Who and what? I cannot tell you.”

Faber remained some moments musing, and muttering slowly to himself,
“Tut! but a chance coincidence,--a haphazard allusion to a fact which he
could not have known!”

“Faber,” said I, abruptly, “can it be that Lilian is the patient in
whose self-suggested remedies you confide more than in the various
learning at command of your practised skill?”

“I cannot deny it,” replied Faber, reluctantly. “In the intervals of
that suspense from waking sense, which in her is not sleep, nor yet
altogether catalepsy, she has, for the last few days, stated accurately
the precise moment in which the trance--if I may so call it--would
pass away, and prescribed for herself the remedies that should be then
administered. In every instance, the remedies so self-prescribed, though
certainly not those which would have occurred to my mind, have proved
efficacious. Her rapid progress to reason I ascribe to the treatment
she herself ordained in her trance, without remembrance of her own
suggestions when she awoke. I had meant to defer communicating these
phenomena in the idiosyncrasy of her case until our minds could more
calmly inquire into the process by which ideas--not apparently derived,
as your metaphysical school would derive all ideas, from preconceived
experiences--will thus sometimes act like an instinct on the human
sufferer for self-preservation, as the bird is directed to the herb
or the berry which heals or assuages its ailments. We know how the
mesmerists would account for this phenomenon of hygienic introvision and
clairvoyance. But here, there is no mesmerizer, unless the patient can
be supposed to mesmerize herself. Long, however, before mesmerism was
heard of, medical history attests examples in which patients who baffled
the skill of the ablest physicians have fixed their fancies on some
remedy that physicians would call inoperative for good or for harm,
and have recovered by the remedies thus singularly self-suggested. And
Hippocrates himself, if I construe his meaning rightly, recognizes the
powers for self-cure which the condition of trance will sometimes bestow
on the sufferer, ‘where’ (says the father of our art) ‘the sight
being closed to the external, the soul more truthfully perceives the
affections of the body.’ In short--I own it--in this instance, the skill
of the physician has been a compliant obedience to the instinct called
forth in the patient; and the hopes I have hitherto permitted myself to
give you were founded on my experience that her own hopes, conceived
in trance, had never been fallacious or exaggerated. The simples that
I gathered for her yesterday she had described; they are not in our
herbal. But as they are sometimes used by the natives, I had the
curiosity to analyze their chemical properties shortly after I came to
the colony, and they seemed to me as innocent as lime-blossoms. They
are rare in this part of Australia, but she told me where I should find
them,--a remote spot, which she has certainly never visited. Last night,
when you saw me disturbed, dejected, it was because, for the first time,
the docility with which she had hitherto, in her waking state, obeyed
her own injunctions in the state of trance, forsook her. She could not
be induced to taste the decoction I had made from the herbs; and if you
found me this morning with weaker hopes than before, this is the real
cause,--namely, that when I visited her at sunrise, she was not in sleep
but in trance, and in that trance she told me that she had nothing more
to suggest or reveal; that on the complete restoration of her senses,
which was at hand, the abnormal faculties vouchsafed to trance would be
withdrawn. ‘As for my life,’ she said quietly, as if unconscious of our
temporary joy or woe in the term of its tenure here,--‘as for my life,
your aid is now idle; my own vision obscure; on my life a dark and cold
shadow is resting. I cannot foresee if it will pass away. When I strive
to look around, I see but my Allen--’”

“And so,” said I, mastering my emotions, “in bidding me hope, you did
not rely on your own resources of science, but on the whisper of Nature
in the brain of your patient?”

“It is so.”

We both remained silent some moments, and then, as he disappeared within
my house, I murmured,--

“And when she strives to look beyond the shadow, she sees only me! Is
there some prophet-hint of Nature there also, directing me not to scorn
the secret which a wanderer, so suddenly dropped on my solitude, assures
me that Nature will sometimes reveal to her seeker? And oh! that dark
wanderer--has Nature a marvel more weird than himself?”

(1) “Besides the three great subjects of Newton’s labours--the fluxional
calculus, physical astronomy, and optics--a very large portion of his
time, while resident in his college, was devoted to researches of which
scarcely a trace remains. Alchemy, which had fascinated so many eager
and ambitious minds, seems to have tempted Newton with an overwhelming
force. What theories he formed, what experiments he tried, in that
laboratory where, it is said, the fire was scarcely extinguished for
weeks together, will never be known. It is certain that no success
attended his labours; and Newton was not a man--like Kepler--to detail
to the world all the hopes and disappointments, all the crude and
mystical fancies, which mixed themselves up with his career of
philosophy... Many years later we find Newton in correspondence with
Locke, with reference to a mysterious red earth by which Boyle, who
was then recently dead, had asserted that he could effect the grand
desideratum of multiplying gold. By this time, however, Newton’s faith
had become somewhat shaken by the unsatisfactory communications which
he had himself received from Boyle on the subject of the golden recipe,
though he did not abandon the idea of giving the experiment a further
trial as soon as the weather should become suitable for furnace
experiments.”--Quarterly Review, No. 220, pp. 125, 126.

(2) Southey, in his “Doctor,” vol. vi. p. 2, reports the conversation of
Sir Kenelm Digby with Descartes, in which the great geometrician said,
“That as for rendering man immortal, it was what he could not venture
to promise, but that he was very sure he could prolong his life to the
standard of the patriarchs.” And Southey adds, “that St. Evremond, to
whom Digby repeated this, says that this opinion of Descartes was well
known both to his friends in Holland and in France.” By the stress
Southey lays on this hearsay evidence, it is clear that he was not
acquainted with the works and biography of Descartes, or he would have
gone to the fountain-head for authority on Descartes’s opinions, namely,
Descartes himself. It is to be wished that Southey had done so, for
no one more than he would have appreciated the exquisitely candid and
lovable nature of the illustrious Frenchman, and the sincerity with
which he cherished in his heart whatever doctrine he conceived in his
understanding. Descartes, whose knowledge of anatomy was considerable,
had that passion for the art of medicine which is almost inseparable
from the pursuit of natural philosophy. At the age of twenty-four he
had sought (in Germany) to obtain initiation into the brotherhood of the
Rosicrucians, but unluckily could not discover any member of the society
to introduce him. “He desired,” says Cousin, “to assure the health of
man, diminish his ills, extend his existence. He was terrified by the
rapid and almost momentary passage of man upon earth. He believed it
was not, perhaps, impossible to prolong its duration.” There is a hidden
recess of grandeur in this idea, and the means proposed by Descartes for
the execution of his project were not less grand. In his “Discourse on
Method,” Descartes says, “If it is possible to find some means to render
generally men more wise and more able than they have been till now, it
is, I believe, in medicine that those means must be sought... I am sure
that there is no one, even in the medical profession, who will not
avow that all which one knows of the medical art is almost nothing
in comparison to that which remains to learn, and that one could be
exempted from an infinity of maladies, both of body and mind, and even,
perhaps, from the decrepitude of old age, if one had sufficient lore
of their causes and of all the remedies which nature provides for them.
Therefore, having design to employ all my life in the research of a
science so necessary, and having discovered a path which appears to me
such that one ought infallibly, in following, to find it, if one is
not hindered prematurely by the brevity of life or by the defects of
experience, I consider that there is no better remedy against those two
hindrances than to communicate faithfully to the public the little
I have found,” etc. (“Discours de la Methode,” vol. i. OEuvres de
Descartes, Cousin’s Edition.) And again, in his “Correspondence” (vol.
ix. p. 341), he says: “The conservation of health has been always the
principal object of my studies, and I have no doubt that there is a
means of acquiring much knowledge touching medicine which, up to this
time, is ignored.” He then refers to his meditated Treatise on Animals
as only an entrance upon that knowledge. But whatever secrets Descartes
may have thought to discover, they are not made known to the public
according to his promise. And in a letter to M. Chanut, written in 1646
(four years before he died), he says ingenuously: “I will tell you in
confidence that the notion, such as it is, which I have endeavoured to
acquire in physical philosophy, had greatly assisted me to establish
certain foundations for moral philosophy; and that I am more easily
satisfied upon this point than I am on many others touching medicine, to
which I have, nevertheless, devoted much more time. So that”--(adds the
grand thinker, with a pathetic nobleness )--“so that, instead of finding
the means to preserve life, I have found another good, more easy and
more sure, which is--not to fear death.”

(3) Chrysococyx lucidus,--namely, the bird popularly called the shining
or bronzed cuckoo. “Its note is an exceedingly melancholy whistle, heard
at night, when it is very annoying to any sick or nervous person who
may be inclined to sleep. I have known many instances where the bird
has been perched on a tree in the vicinity of the room of an invalid,
uttering its mournful notes, and it was only with the greatest
difficulty that it could be dislodged from its position.”--Dr. Bennett:
Gatherings of a Naturalist in Australasia.



CHAPTER LXXVI.

I strayed through the forest till noon, in debate with myself, and
strove to shape my wild doubts into purpose, before I could nerve and
compose myself again to face Margrave alone.

I re-entered the hut. To my surprise, Margrave was not in the room in
which I had left him, nor in that which adjoined it. I ascended the
stairs to the kind of loft in which I had been accustomed to pursue my
studies, but in which I had not set foot since my alarm for Lilian had
suspended my labours. There I saw Margrave quietly seated before the
manuscript of my Ambitious Work, which lay open on the rude table, just
as I had left it, in the midst of its concluding summary.

“I have taken the license of former days, you see,” said Margrave,
smiling, “and have hit by chance on a passage I can understand without
effort. But why such a waste of argument to prove a fact so simple? In
man, as in brute, life once lost is lost forever; and that is why life
is so precious to man.”

I took the book from his hand, and flung it aside in wrath. His approval
revolted me more with my own theories than all the argumentative rebukes
of Faber.

“And now,” I said, sternly, “the time has come for the explanation
you promised. Before I can aid you in any experiment that may serve to
prolong your life, I must know how far that life has been a baleful and
destroying influence?”

“I have some faint recollection of having saved your life from an
imminent danger, and if gratitude were the attribute of man, as it is of
the dog, I should claim your aid to serve mine as a right. Ask me what
you will. You must have seen enough of me to know that I do not affect
either the virtues or vices of others. I regard both with so supreme an
indifference, that I believe I am vicious or virtuous unawares. I know
not if I can explain what seems to have perplexed you, but if I cannot
explain I have no intention to lie. Speak--I listen! We have time enough
now before us.”

So saying, he reclined back in the chair, stretching out his limbs
wearily. All round this spoilt darling of Material Nature were the
aids and appliances of Intellectual Science,--books and telescopes
and crucibles, with the light of day coming through a small circular
aperture in the boarded casement, as I had constructed the opening for
my experimental observation of the prismal rays.

While I write, his image is as visible before my remembrance as if
before the actual eye,--beautiful even in its decay, awful even in its
weakness, mysterious as is Nature herself amidst all the mechanism by
which our fancied knowledge attempts to measure her laws and analyze her
light.

But at that moment no such subtle reflections delayed my inquisitive
eager mind from its immediate purpose,--who and what was this creature
boasting of a secret through which I might rescue from death the life of
her who was my all upon the earth?

I gathered rapidly and succinctly together all that I knew and all that
I guessed of Margrave’s existence and arts. I commenced from my vision
in that mimic Golgotha of creatures inferior to man, close by the scene
of man’s most trivial and meaningless pastime. I went on,--Derval’s
murder; the missing contents of the casket; the apparition seen by the
maniac assassin guiding him to the horrid deed; the luminous haunting
shadow; the positive charge in the murdered man’s memoir connecting
Margrave with Louis Grayle, and accusing him of the murder of Haroun;
the night in the moonlit pavilion at Derval Court; the baneful influence
on Lilian; the struggle between me and himself in the house by the
seashore,--the strange All that is told in this Strange Story.

But warming as I spoke, and in a kind of fierce joy to be enabled thus
to free my own heart of the doubts that had burdened it, now that I
was fairly face to face with the being by whom my reason had been so
perplexed and my life so tortured. I was restrained by none of the fears
lest my own fancy deceived me, with which in his absence I had striven
to reduce to natural causes the portents of terror and wonder. I stated
plainly, directly, the beliefs, the impressions which I had never dared
even to myself to own without seeking to explain them away. And coming
at last to a close, I said: “Such are the evidences that seem to me to
justify abhorrence of the life that you ask me to aid in prolonging.
Your own tale of last night but confirms them. And why to me--to me--do
you come with wild entreaties to lengthen the life that has blighted
my own? How did you even learn the home in which I sought unavailing
refuge? How--as your hint to Faber clearly revealed--were you aware
that, in yon house, where the sorrow is veiled, where the groan is
suppressed, where the foot-tread falls ghostlike, there struggles now
between life and death my heart’s twin, my world’s sunshine? Ah!
through my terror for her, is it a demon that tells you how to bribe my
abhorrence into submission, and supple my reason into use to your ends?”

Margrave had listened to me throughout with a fixed attention, at times
with a bewildered stare, at times with exclamations of surprise, but
not of denial. And when I had done, he remained for some moments silent,
seemingly stupefied, passing his hand repeatedly over his brow, in the
gesture so familiar to him in former days.

At length he said quietly, without evincing any sign either of
resentment or humiliation,--

“In much that you tell me I recognize myself; in much I am as lost in
amazement as you in wild doubt or fierce wrath. Of the effect that you
say Philip Derval produced on me I have no recollection. Of himself I
have only this,--that he was my foe, that he came to England intent on
schemes to shorten my life or destroy its enjoyments. All my faculties
tend to self-preservation; there, they converge as rays in a focus; in
that focus they illume and--they burn. I willed to destroy my intended
destroyer. Did my will enforce itself on the agent to which it was
guided? Likely enough. Be it so. Would you blame me for slaying the
tiger or serpent--not by the naked hand, but by weapons that arm it? But
what could tiger and serpent do more against me than the man who
would rob me of life? He had his arts for assault, I had mine for
self-defence. He was to me as the tiger that creeps through the jungle,
or the serpent uncoiling his folds for the spring. Death to those whose
life is destruction to mine, be they serpent or tiger or man! Derval
perished. Yes! the spot in which the maniac had buried the casket was
revealed to me--no matter how; the contents of the casket passed into
my hands. I coveted that possession because I believed that Derval had
learned from Haroun of Aleppo the secret by which the elixir of life is
prepared, and I supposed that some stores of the essence would be found
in his casket. I was deceived--not a drop! What I there found I knew
not how to use or apply, nor did I care to learn. What I sought was not
there. You see a luminous shadow of myself; it haunts, it accosts, it
compels you. Of this I know nothing. Was it the emanation of my intense
will really producing this spectre of myself, or was it the thing
of your own imagination,--an imagination which my will impressed and
subjugated? I know not. At the hours when my shadow, real or supposed,
was with you, my senses would have been locked in sleep. It is true,
however, that I intensely desire to learn from races always near to
man, but concealed from his every-day vision, the secret that I believed
Philip Derval had carried with him to the tomb; and from some cause
or another I cannot now of myself alone, as I could years ago, subject
those races to my command,--I must, in that, act through or with the
mind of another. It is true that I sought to impress upon your waking
thoughts the images of the circle, the powers of the wand, which, in
your trance or sleep-walking, made you the involuntary agent of my will.
I knew by a dream--for by dreams, more or less vivid, are the results
of my waking will sometimes divulged to myself--that the spell had been
broken, the discovery I sought not effected. All my hopes were then
transferred from yourself, the dull votary of science, to the girl whom
I charmed to my thraldom through her love for you and through her
dreams of a realm which the science of schools never enters. In her,
imagination was all pure and all potent; and tell me, O practical
reasoner, if reason has ever advanced one step into knowledge except
through that imaginative faculty which is strongest in the wisdom of
ignorance, and weakest in the ignorance of the wise. Ponder this, and
those marvels that perplex you will cease to be marvellous. I pass on
to the riddle that puzzles you most. By Philip Derval’s account I am,
in truth, Louis Grayle restored to youth by the elixir, and while yet
infirm, decrepit, murdered Haroun,--a man of a frame as athletic as
yours! By accepting this notion you seem to yourself alone to unravel
the mysteries you ascribe to my life and my powers. O wise philosopher!
O profound logician! you accept that notion, yet hold my belief in the
Dervish’s tale a chimera! I am Grayle made young by the elixir, and yet
the elixir itself is a fable!”

He paused and laughed, but the laugh was no longer even an echo of
its former merriment or playfulness,--a sinister and terrible laugh,
mocking, threatening, malignant.

Again he swept his hand over his brow, and resumed,--

“Is it not easier to so accomplished a sage as you to believe that the
idlers of Paris have guessed the true solution of that problem, my
place on this earth? May I not be the love-son of Louis Grayle? And when
Haroun refused the elixir to him, or he found that his frame was too far
exhausted for even the elixir to repair organic lesions of structure in
the worn frame of old age, may he not have indulged the common illusion
of fathers, and soothed his death-pangs with the thought that he should
live again in his son? Haroun is found dead on his carpet--rumour said
strangled. What proof of the truth of that rumour? Might he not
have passed away in a fit? Will it lessen your perplexity if I state
recollections? They are vague,--they often perplex myself; but so far
from a wish to deceive you, my desire is to relate them so truthfully
that you may aid me to reduce them into more definite form.”

His face now became very troubled, the tone of his voice very
irresolute,--the face and the voice of a man who is either
blundering his way through an intricate falsehood, or through obscure
reminiscences.

“This Louis Grayle! this Louis Grayle! I remember him well, as one
remembers a nightmare. Whenever I look back, before the illness of which
I will presently speak, the image of Louis Grayle returns to me. I see
myself with him in African wilds, commanding the fierce Abyssinians.
I see myself with him in the fair Persian valley,--lofty, snow-covered
mountains encircling the garden of roses. I see myself with him in the
hush of the golden noon, reclined by the spray of cool fountains,--now
listening to cymbals and lutes, now arguing with graybeards on secrets
bequeathed by the Chaldees,--with him, with him in moonlit nights,
stealing into the sepulchres of mythical kings. I see myself with him
in the aisles of dark caverns, surrounded by awful shapes, which have no
likeness amongst the creatures of earth. Louis Grayle! Louis Grayle! all
my earlier memories go back to Louis Grayle! All my arts and powers, all
that I have learned of the languages spoken in Europe, of the sciences
taught in her schools, I owe to Louis Grayle. But am I one and the same
with him? No--I am but a pale reflection of his giant intellect. I have
not even a reflection of his childlike agonies of sorrow. Louis Grayle!
He stands apart from me, as a rock from the tree that grows out from its
chasms. Yes, the gossip was right; I must be his son.”

He leaned his face on both hands, rocking himself to and fro. At length,
with a sigh, he resumed,--

“I remember, too, a long and oppressive illness, attended with racking
pains, a dismal journey in a wearisome litter, the light hand of the
woman Ayesha, so sad and so stately, smoothing my pillow or fanning my
brows. I remember the evening on which my nurse drew the folds of the
litter aside, and said, ‘See Aleppo! and the star of thy birth shining
over its walls!’

“I remember a face inexpressibly solemn and mournful. I remember the
chill that the calm of its ominous eye sent through my veins,--the face
of Haroun, the Sage of Aleppo. I remember the vessel of crystal he bore
in his hand, and the blessed relief from my pains that a drop from
the essence which flashed through the crystal bestowed! And then--and
then--I remember no more till the night on which Ayesha came to my couch
and said, ‘Rise.’

“And I rose, leaning on her, supported by her. We went through dim
narrow streets, faintly lit by wan stars, disturbing the prowl of the
dogs, that slunk from the look of that woman. We came to a solitary
house, small and low, and my nurse said, ‘Wait.’

“She opened the door and went in; I seated myself on the threshold. And
after a time she came out from the house, and led me, still leaning on
her, into her chamber.

“A man lay, as in sleep, on the carpet, and beside him stood another
man, whom I recognized as Ayesha’s special attendant,--an Indian.
‘Haroun is dead,’ said Ayesha. ‘Search for that which will give thee new
life. Thou hast seen, and wilt know it, not I.’

“And I put my hand on the breast of Haroun--for the dead man was he--and
drew from it the vessel of crystal.

“Having done so, the frown of his marble brow appalled me. I staggered
back, and swooned away.

“I came to my senses, recovering and rejoicing, miles afar from the
city, the dawn red on its distant wall. Ayesha had tended me; the elixir
had already restored me.

“My first thought, when full consciousness came back to me, rested
on Louis Grayle, for he also had been at Aleppo; I was but one of his
numerous train. He, too, was enfeebled and suffering; he had sought the
known skill of Haroun for himself as for me; and this woman loved and
had tended him as she had loved and tended me. And my nurse told me that
he was dead, and forbade me henceforth to breathe his name.

“We travelled on,--she and I, and the Indian her servant,--my strength
still renewed by the wondrous elixir. No longer supported by her, what
gazelle ever roved through its pasture with a bound more elastic than
mine?

“We came to a town, and my nurse placed before me a mirror. I did not
recognize myself. In this town we rested, obscure, till the letter there
reached me by which I learned that I was the offspring of love, and
enriched by the care of a father recently dead. Is it not clear that
Louis Grayle was this father?”

“If so, was the woman Ayesha your mother?”

“The letter said that ‘my mother had died in my infancy.’ Nevertheless,
the care with which Ayesha had tended me induced a suspicion that made
me ask her the very question you put. She wept when I asked her, and
said, ‘No, only my nurse. And now I needed a nurse no more.’ The day
after I received the letter which announced an inheritance that allowed
me to vie with the nobles of Europe, this woman left me, and went back
to her tribe.”

“Have you never seen her since?”

Margrave hesitated a moment, and then answered, though with seeming
reluctance, “Yes, at Damascus. Not many days after I was borne to that
city by the strangers who found me half-dead on their road, I woke one
morning to find her by my side. And she said, ‘In joy and in health you
did not need me. I am needed now.”’

“Did you then deprive yourself of one so devoted? You have not made this
long voyage--from Egypt to Australia--alone,--you, to whom wealth gave
no excuse for privation?”

“The woman came with me; and some chosen attendants. I engaged to
ourselves the vessel we sailed in.”

“Where have you left your companions?”

“By this hour,” answered Margrave, “they are in reach of my summons; and
when you and I have achieved the discovery--in the results of which we
shall share--I will exact no more from your aid. I trust all that rests
for my cure to my nurse and her swarthy attendants. You will aid me now,
as a matter of course; the physician whose counsel you needed to guide
your own skill enjoins you to obey my whim--if whim you still call
it; you will obey it, for on that whim rests your own sole hope of
happiness,--you, who can love--I love nothing but life. Has my frank
narrative solved all the doubts that stood between you and me, in the
great meeting-grounds of an interest in common?”

“Solved all the doubts! Your wild story but makes some the darker,
leaving others untouched: the occult powers of which you boast, and
some of which I have witnessed,--your very insight into my own household
sorrows, into the interests I have, with yourself, in the truth of a
faith so repugnant to reason--”

“Pardon me,” interrupted Margrave, with that slight curve of the lip
which is half smile and half sneer, “if, in my account of myself, I
omitted what I cannot explain, and you cannot conceive: let me first
ask how many of the commonest actions of the commonest men are purely
involuntary and wholly inexplicable. When, for instance, you open your
lips and utter a sentence, you have not the faintest idea beforehand
what word will follow another. When you move a muscle can you tell me
the thought that prompts to the movement? And, wholly unable thus to
account for your own simple sympathies between impulse and act, do you
believe that there exists a man upon earth who can read all the riddles
in the heart and brain of another? Is it not true that not one drop of
water, one atom of matter, ever really touches another? Between each and
each there is always a space, however infinitesimally small. How, then,
could the world go on, if every man asked another to make his whole
history and being as lucid as daylight before he would buy and sell
with him? All interchange and alliance rest but on this,--an interest in
common. You and I have established that interest: all else, all you ask
more, is superfluous. Could I answer each doubt you would raise, still,
whether the answer should please or revolt you, your reason would come
back to the same starting-point,--namely, In one definite proposal have
we two an interest in common?”

And again Margrave laughed, not in mirth, but in mockery. The laugh
and the words that preceded it were not the laugh and the words of the
young. Could it be possible that Louis Grayle had indeed revived to
false youth in the person of Margrave, such might have been his laugh
and such his words. The whole mind of Margrave seemed to have undergone
change since I last saw him; more rich in idea, more crafty even in
candour, more powerful, more concentred. As we see in our ordinary
experience, that some infirmity, threatening dissolution, brings forth
more vividly the reminiscences of early years, when impressions were
vigorously stamped, so I might have thought that as Margrave neared the
tomb, the memories he had retained from his former existence, in a being
more amply endowed, more formidably potent, struggled back to the brain;
and the mind that had lived in Louis Grayle moved the lips of the dying
Margrave.

“For the powers and the arts that it equally puzzles your reason to
assign or deny to me,” resumed my terrible guest, “I will say briefly
but this: they come from faculties stored within myself, and doubtless
conduce to my self-preservation,--faculties more or less, perhaps (so
Van Helmont asserts), given to all men, though dormant in most; vivid
and active in me because in me self-preservation has been and yet is the
strong master-passion, or instinct; and because I have been taught how
to use and direct such faculties by disciplined teachers,--some by Louis
Grayle, the enchanter; some by my nurse, the singer of charmed songs.
But in much that I will to have done, I know no more than yourself how
the agency acts. Enough for me to will what I wish, and sink calmly into
slumber, sure that the will would work somehow its way. But when I have
willed to know what, when known, should shape my own courses, I could
see, without aid from your pitiful telescopes, all objects howsoever
far. What wonder in that? Have you no learned puzzle-brained
metaphysicians who tell you that space is but an idea, all this palpable
universe an idea in the mind, and no more? Why am I an enigma as dark as
the Sibyls, and your metaphysicians as plain as a hornbook?” Again the
sardonic laugh. “Enough: let what I have said obscure or enlighten your
guesses, we come back to the same link of union, which binds man to man,
bids States arise from the desert, and foeman embrace as brothers. I
need you and you need me; without your aid my life is doomed; without my
secret the breath will have gone from the lips of your Lilian before the
sun of to-morrow is red on the hill-tops.”

“Fiend or juggler,” I cried in rage, “you shall not so enslave and
enthrall me by this mystic farrago and jargon. Make your fantastic
experiment on yourself if you will: trust to your arts and your powers.
My Lilian’s life shall not hang on your fiat. I trust it--to--”

“To what--to man’s skill? Hear what the sage of the college shall tell
you, before I ask you again for your aid. Do you trust to God’s saving
mercy? Ah, of course you believe in a God? Who, except a philosopher,
can reason a Maker away? But that the Maker will alter His courses to
hear you; that, whether or not you trust in Him, or in your doctor,
it will change by a hairbreadth the thing that must be--do you believe
this, Allen Fenwick?”

And there sat this reader of hearts! a boy in his aspect, mocking me and
the graybeards of schools.

I could listen no more; I turned to the door and fled down the stairs,
and heard, as I fled, a low chant: feeble and faint, it was still the
old barbaric chant, by which the serpent is drawn from its hole by the
charmer.



CHAPTER LXXVII.

To those of my readers who may seek with Julius Faber to explore,
through intelligible causes, solutions of the marvels I narrate,
Margrave’s confession may serve to explain away much that my own
superstitious beliefs had obscured. To them Margrave is evidently
the son of Louis Grayle. The elixir of life is reduced to some simple
restorative, owing much of its effect to the faith of a credulous
patient: youth is so soon restored to its joy in the sun, with or
without an elixir. To them Margrave’s arts of enchantment are reduced
to those idiosyncrasies of temperament on which the disciples of Mesmer
build up their theories,--exaggerated, in much, by my own superstitions;
aided, in part, by such natural, purely physical magic as, explored by
the ancient priest-crafts, is despised by the modern philosophies, and
only remains occult because Science delights no more in the slides of
the lantern which fascinated her childhood with simulated phantoms. To
them Margrave is, perhaps, an enthusiast, but, because an enthusiast,
not less an impostor. “L’Homme se pique,” says Charron. Man cogs the
dice for himself ere he rattles the box for his dupes. Was there
ever successful impostor who did not commence by a fraud on his own
understanding? Cradled in Orient Fableland, what though Margrave
believes in its legends; in a wand, an elixir; in sorcerers or Afrites?
That belief in itself makes him keen to detect, and skilful to profit
by, the latent but kindred credulities of others. In all illustrations
of Duper and Duped through the records of superstition--from the guile
of a Cromwell, a Mahomet, down to the cheats of a gypsy--professional
visionaries are amongst the astutest observers. The knowledge that
Margrave had gained of my abode, of my affliction, or of the innermost
thoughts in my mind, it surely demanded no preternatural aids to
acquire. An Old Bailey attorney could have got at the one, and any
quick student of human hearts have readily mastered the other. In fine,
Margrave, thus rationally criticised, is no other prodigy (save in
degree and concurrence of attributes simple, though not very common)
than may be found in each alley that harbours a fortune-teller who has
just faith enough in the stars or the cards to bubble himself while he
swindles his victims; earnest, indeed, in the self-conviction that he
is really a seer, but reading the looks of his listeners, divining
the thoughts that induce them to listen, and acquiring by practice
a startling ability to judge what the listeners will deem it most
seer-like to read in the cards or divine from the stars.

I leave this interpretation unassailed. It is that which is the most
probable; it is clearly that which, in a case not my own, I should have
accepted; and yet I revolved and dismissed it. The moment we deal
with things beyond our comprehension, and in which our own senses are
appealed to and baffled, we revolt from the Probable, as it seems to
the senses of those who have not experienced what we have. And the same
principle of Wonder that led our philosophy up from inert ignorance into
restless knowledge, now winding back into shadow land, reverses its
rule by the way, and, at last, leaves us lost in the maze, our knowledge
inert, and our ignorance restless.

And putting aside all other reasons for hesitating to believe that
Margrave was the son of Louis Grayle,--reasons which his own narrative
might suggest,--was it not strange that Sir Philip Derval, who had
instituted inquiries so minute, and reported them in his memoir with so
faithful a care, should not have discovered that a youth, attended by
the same woman who had attended Grayle, had disappeared from the town
on the same night as Grayle himself disappeared? But Derval had related
truthfully, according to Margrave’s account, the flight of Ayesha and
her Indian servant, yet not alluded to the flight, not even to the
existence of the boy, who must have been of no mean importance in the
suite of Louis Grayle, if he were, indeed, the son whom Grayle had made
his constant companion, and constituted his principal heir. Not many
minutes did I give myself up to the cloud of reflections through which
no sunbeam of light forced its way. One thought overmastered all;
Margrave had threatened death to my Lilian, and warned me of what I
should learn from the lips of Faber, “the sage of the college.” I stood,
shuddering, at the door of my home; I did not dare to enter.

“Allen,” said a voice, in which my ear detected the unwonted tremulous
faltering, “be firm,--be calm. I keep my promise. The hour is come in
which you may again see the Lilian of old, mind to mind, soul to soul.”

Faber’s hand took mine, and led me into the house.

“You do, then, fear that this interview will be too much for her
strength?” said I, whisperingly.

“I cannot say; but she demands the interview, and I dare not refuse it.”



CHAPTER LXXVIII.

I left Faber on the stairs, and paused at the door of Lilian’s room. The
door opened suddenly, noiselessly, and her mother came out with one hand
before her face, and the other locked in Amy’s, who was leading her as a
child leads the blind. Mrs. Ashleigh looked up, as I touched her, with
a vacant, dreary stare. She was not weeping, as was her womanly wont in
every pettier grief, but Amy was. No word was exchanged between us. I
entered, and closed the door; my eyes turned mechanically to the corner
in which was placed the small virgin bed, with its curtains white as a
shroud. Lilian was not there. I looked around, and saw her half reclined
on a couch near the window. She was dressed, and with care. Was not that
her bridal robe?

“Allen! Allen!” she murmured. “Again, again my Allen--again, again your
Lilian!” And, striving in vain to rise, she stretched out her arms in
the yearning of reunited love. And as I knelt beside her, those arms
closed round me for the first time in the frank, chaste, holy tenderness
of a wife’s embrace.

“Ah!” she said, in her low voice (her voice, like Cordelia’s, was ever
low), “all has come back to me,--all that I owe to your protecting,
noble, trustful, guardian love!”

“Hush! hush! the gratitude rests with me; it is so sweet to love, to
trust, to guard! my own, my beautiful--still my beautiful! Suffering has
not dimmed the light of those dear eyes to me! Put your lips to my
ear. Whisper but these words: ‘I love you, and for your sake I wish to
live.’”

“For your sake, I pray--with my whole weak human heart--I pray to live!
Listen. Some day hereafter, if I am spared, under the purple blossoms
of yonder waving trees I shall tell you all, as I see it now; all that
darkened or shone on me in my long dream, and before the dream closed
around me, like a night in which cloud and star chase each other! Some
day hereafter, some quiet, sunlit, happy, happy day! But now, all I
would say is this: Before that dreadful morning--” Here she paused,
shuddered, and passionately burst forth, “Allen, Allen! you did
not believe that slanderous letter! God bless you! God bless you!
Great-hearted, high-souled--God bless you, my darling! my husband! And
He will! Pray to Him humbly as I do, and He will bless you.” She
stooped and kissed away my tears; then she resumed, feebly, meekly,
sorrowfully,--

“Before that morning I was not worthy of such a heart, such a love as
yours. No, no; hear me. Not that a thought of love for another ever
crossed me! Never, while conscious and reasoning, was I untrue to you,
even in fancy. But I was a child,--wayward as the child who pines for
what earth cannot give, and covets the moon for a toy. Heaven had been
so kind to my lot on earth, and yet with my lot on earth I was secretly
discontented. When I felt that you loved me, and my heart told me that I
loved again, I said to myself, ‘Now the void that my soul finds on
earth will be filled.’ I longed for your coming, and yet when you went
I murmured, ‘But is this the ideal of which I have dreamed?’ I asked
for an impossible sympathy. Sympathy with what? Nay, smile on me,
dearest!--sympathy with what? I could not have said. Ah, Allen, then,
then, I was not worthy of you! Infant that I was, I asked you to
understand me: now I know that I am a woman, and my task is to study
you. Do I make myself clear? Do you forgive me? I was not untrue to you;
I was untrue to my own duties in life. I believed, in my vain conceit,
that a mortal’s dim vision of heaven raised me above the earth; I did
not perceive the truth that earth is a part of the same universe as
heaven! Now, perhaps, in the awful affliction that darkened my reason,
my soul has been made more clear. As if to chastise but to teach me, my
soul has been permitted to indulge its own presumptuous desire; it has
wandered forth from the trammels of mortal duties and destinies; it
comes back, alarmed by the dangers of its own rash and presumptuous
escape from the tasks which it should desire upon earth to perform.
Allen, Allen, I am less unworthy of you now! Perhaps in my darkness one
rapid glimpse of the true world of spirit has been vouchsafed to me.
If so, how unlike to the visions my childhood indulged as divine! Now,
while I know still more deeply that there is a world for the angels, I
know, also, that the mortal must pass through probation in the world of
mortals. Oh, may I pass through it with you, grieving in your griefs,
rejoicing in your joy!”

Here language failed her. Again the dear arms embraced me, and the dear
face, eloquent with love, hid itself on my human breast.



CHAPTER LXXIX.

That interview is over! Again I am banished from Lilian’s room; the
agitation, the joy of that meeting has overstrained her enfeebled
nerves. Convulsive tremblings of the whole frame, accompanied with
vehement sobs, succeeded our brief interchange of sweet and bitter
thoughts. Faber, in tearing me from her side, imperiously and sternly
warned me that the sole chance yet left of preserving her life was in
the merciful suspense of the emotions that my presence excited. He
and Amy resumed their place in her chamber. Even her mother shared my
sentence of banishment. So Mrs. Ashleigh and I sat facing each other in
the room below; over me a leaden stupor had fallen, and I heard, as a
voice from afar or in a dream, the mother’s murmured wailings,

“She will die! she will die! Her eyes have the same heavenly look as my
Gilbert’s on the day on which his closed forever. Her very words are his
last words,--‘Forgive me all my faults to you.’ She will die! she will
die!”

Hours thus passed away. At length Faber entered the room; he spoke first
to Mrs. Ashleigh,--meaningless soothings, familiar to the lips of all
who pass from the chamber of the dying to the presence of mourners, and
know that it is a falsehood to say “hope,” and a mockery as yet, to say,
“endure.”

But he led her away to her own room, docile as a wearied child led to
sleep, stayed with her some time, and then returned to me, pressing me
to his breast father-like.

“No hope! no hope!” said I, recoiling from his embrace. “You are silent.
Speak! speak! Let me know the worst.”

“I have a hope, yet I scarcely dare to bid you share it; for it grows
rather out of my heart as man than my experience as physician. I cannot
think that her soul would be now so reconciled to earth, so fondly, so
earnestly, cling to this mortal life, if it were about to be summoned
away. You know how commonly even the sufferers who have dreaded death
the most become calmly resigned to its coming, when death visibly
reveals itself out from the shadows in which its shape has been guessed
and not seen. As it is a bad sign for life when the patient has lost all
will to live on, so there is hope while the patient, yet young and with
no perceptible breach in the great centres of life (however violently
their forts may be stormed), has still intense faith in recovery,
perhaps drawn (who can say?) from the whispers conveyed from above to
the soul.

“I cannot bring myself to think that all the uses for which a reason,
always so lovely even in its errors, has been restored, are yet
fulfilled. It seems to me as if your union, as yet so imperfect, has
still for its end that holy life on earth by which two mortal beings
strengthen each other for a sphere of existence to which this is the
spiritual ladder. Through yourself I have hope yet for her. Gifted with
powers that rank you high in the manifold orders of man,--thoughtful,
laborious, and brave; with a heart that makes intellect vibrate to every
fine touch of humanity; in error itself, conscientious; in delusion,
still eager for truth; in anger, forgiving; in wrong, seeking how to
repair; and, best of all, strong in a love which the mean would have
shrunk to defend from the fangs of the slanderer,--a love, raising
passion itself out of the realm of the senses, made sublime by the
sorrows that tried its devotion,--with all these noble proofs in
yourself of a being not meant to end here, your life has stopped short
in its uses, your mind itself has been drifted, a bark without rudder
or pilot, over seas without shore, under skies without stars. And
wherefore? Because the mind you so haughtily vaunted has refused its
companion and teacher in Soul.

“And therefore, through you, I hope that she will be spared yet to live
on; she, in whom soul has been led dimly astray, by unheeding the checks
and the definite goals which the mind is ordained to prescribe to its
wanderings while here; the mind taking thoughts from the actual and
visible world, and the soul but vague glimpses and hints from the
instinct of its ultimate heritage. Each of you two seems to me as yet
incomplete, and your destinies yet uncompleted. Through the bonds of
the heart, through the trials of time, ye have both to consummate your
marriage. I do not--believe me--I do not say this in the fanciful wisdom
of allegory and type, save that, wherever deeply examined, allegory and
type run through all the most commonplace phases of outward and material
life. I hope, then, that she may yet be spared to you; hope it, not from
my skill as physician, but my inward belief as a Christian. To perfect
your own being and end, ‘Ye will need one another!’”

I started--the very words that Lilian had heard in her vision!

“But,” resumed Faber, “how can I presume to trace the numberless links
of effect up to the First Cause, far off--oh; far off--out of the scope
of my reason. I leave that to philosophers, who would laugh my meek hope
to scorn. Possibly, probably, where I, whose calling has been but to
save flesh from the worm, deem that the life of your Lilian is needed
yet, to develop and train your own convictions of soul, Heaven in its
wisdom may see that her death would instruct you far more than her life.
I have said, Be prepared for either,--wisdom through joy, or wisdom
through grief. Enough that, looking only through the mechanism by which
this moral world is impelled and improved, you know that cruelty is
impossible to wisdom. Even a man, or man’s law, is never wise but when
merciful. But mercy has general conditions; and that which is mercy to
the myriads may seem hard to the one, and that which seems hard to the
one in the pang of a moment may be mercy when viewed by the eye that
looks on through eternity.”

And from all this discourse--of which I now, at calm distance of time,
recall every word--my human, loving heart bore away for the moment but
this sentence, “Ye will need one another;” so that I cried out,
“Life, life, life! Is there no hope for her life? Have you no hope as
physician? I am a physician, too; I will see her. I will judge. I will
not be banished from my post.”

“Judge, then, as physician, and let the responsibility rest with you. At
this moment, all convulsion, all struggle, has ceased; the frame is
at rest. Look on her, and perhaps only the physician’s eye could
distinguish her state from death. It is not sleep, it is not trance, it
is not the dooming coma from which there is no awaking. Shall I call it
by the name received in our schools? Is it the catalepsy in which life
is suspended, but consciousness acute? She is motionless, rigid; it
is but with a strain of my own sense that I know that the breath still
breathes, and the heart still beats. But I am convinced that though she
can neither speak, nor stir, nor give sign, she is fully, sensitively
conscious of all that passes around her. She is like those who have seen
the very coffin carried into their chamber, and been unable to cry
out, ‘Do not bury me alive!’ Judge then for yourself, with this intense
consciousness and this impotence to evince it, what might be the effect
of your presence,--first an agony of despair, and then the complete
extinction of life!”

“I have known but one such case,--a mother whose heart was wrapped up in
a suffering infant. She had lain for two days and two nights, still, as
if in her shroud. All save myself said, ‘Life is gone.’ I said, ‘Life
still is there.’ They brought in the infant, to try what effect its
presence would produce; then her lips moved, and the hands crossed upon
her bosom trembled.”

“And the result?” exclaimed Faber, eagerly. “If the result of your
experience sanction your presence, come; the sight of the babe rekindled
life?”

“No; extinguished its last spark! I will not enter Lilian’s room. I will
go away,--away from the house itself. That acute consciousness! I know
it well! She may even hear me move in the room below, hear me speak at
this moment. Go back to her, go back! But if hers be the state which I
have known in another, which may be yet more familiar to persons of far
ampler experience than mine, there is no immediate danger of death. The
state will last through to-day, through to-night, perhaps for days to
come. Is it so?”

“I believe that for at least twelve hours there will be no change in her
state. I believe also that if she recover from it, calm and refreshed,
as from a sleep, the danger of death will have passed away.”

“And for twelve hours my presence would be hurtful?”

“Rather say fatal, if my diagnosis be right.”

I wrung my friend’s hand, and we parted.

Oh, to lose her now!--now that her love and her reason had both
returned, each more vivid than before! Futile, indeed, might be
Margrave’s boasted secret; but at least in that secret was hope. In
recognized science I saw only despair.

And at that thought all dread of this mysterious visitor vanished,--all
anxiety to question more of his attributes or his history. His life
itself became to me dear and precious. What if it should fail me in the
steps of the process, whatever that was, by which the life of my Lilian
might be saved!

The shades of evening were now closing in. I remembered that I had left
Margrave without even food for many hours. I stole round to the back of
the house, filled a basket with elements more generous than those of
the former day; extracted fresh drugs from my stores, and, thus laden,
hurried back to the hut. I found Margrave in the room below, seated on
his mysterious coffer, leaning his face on his hand. When I entered, he
looked up, and said,--

“You have neglected me. My strength is waning. Give me more of the
cordial, for we have work before us to-night, and I need support.”

He took for granted my assent to his wild experiment; and he was right.

I administered the cordial. I placed food before him, and this time
he did not eat with repugnance. I poured out wine, and he drank it
sparingly, but with ready compliance, saying, “In perfect health, I
looked upon wine as poison; now it is like a foretaste of the glorious
elixir.”

After he had thus recruited himself, he seemed to acquire an energy
that startlingly contrasted his languor the day before; the effort of
breathing was scarcely perceptible; the colour came back to his cheeks;
his bended frame rose elastic and erect.

“If I understood you rightly,” said I, “the experiment you ask me to aid
can be accomplished in a single night?”

“In a single night,--this night.”

“Command me. Why not begin at once? What apparatus or chemical agencies
do you need?”

“Ah!” said Margrave, “formerly, how I was misled! Formerly, how my
conjectures blundered! I thought, when I asked you to give a month to
the experiment I wish to make, that I should need the subtlest skill of
the chemist. I then believed, with Van Helmont, that the principle of
life is a gas, and that the secret was but in the mode by which the gas
might be rightly administered. But now all that I need is contained
in this coffer, save one very simple material,--fuel sufficient for a
steady fire for six hours. I see even that is at hand, piled up in your
outhouse. And now for the substance itself,--to that you must guide me.”

“Explain.”

“Near this very spot is there not gold--in mines yet undiscovered?--and
gold of the purest metal?”

“There is. What then? Do you, with the alchemists, blend in one
discovery gold and life?”

“No. But it is only where the chemistry of earth or of man produces
gold, that the substance from which the great pabulum of life is
extracted by ferment can be found. Possibly, in the attempts at that
transmutation of metals, which I think your own great chemist, Sir
Humphry Davy, allowed might be possible, but held not to be worth the
cost of the process,--possibly, in those attempts, some scanty grains
of this substance were found by the alchemists, in the crucible, with
grains of the metal as niggardly yielded by pitiful mimicry of Nature’s
stupendous laboratory; and from such grains enough of the essence might,
perhaps, have been drawn forth, to add a few years of existence to some
feeble graybeard,--granting, what rests on no proofs, that some of the
alchemists reached an age rarely given to man. But it is not in the
miserly crucible, it is in the matrix of Nature herself, that we must
seek in prolific abundance Nature’s grand principle,--life. As the
loadstone is rife with the magnetic virtue, as amber contains the
electric, so in this substance, to which we yet want a name, is found
the bright life-giving fluid. In the old goldmines of Asia and Europe
the substance exists, but can rarely be met with. The soil for its
nutriment may there be well-nigh exhausted. It is here, where Nature
herself is all vital with youth, that the nutriment of youth must be
sought. Near this spot is gold; guide me to it.”

“You cannot come with me. The place which I know as auriferous is some
miles distant, the way rugged. You can not walk to it. It is true I have
horses, but--”

“Do you think I have come this distance and not foreseen and forestalled
all that I want for my object? Trouble your self not with conjectures
how I can arrive at the place. I have provided the means to arrive at
and leave it. My litter and its bearers are in reach of my call. Give me
your arm to the rising ground, fifty yards from your door.”

I obeyed mechanically, stifling all surprise. I had made my resolve, and
admitted no thought that could shake it. When we reached the summit of
the grassy hillock, which sloped from the road that led to the seaport,
Margrave, after pausing to recover breath, lifted up his voice, in a
key, not loud, but shrill and slow and prolonged, half cry and half
chant, like the nighthawk’s. Through the air--so limpid and still,
bringing near far objects, far sounds--the voice pierced its way,
artfully pausing, till wave after wave of the atmosphere bore and
transmitted it on.

In a few minutes the call seemed re-echoed, so exactly, so cheerily,
that for the moment I thought that the note was the mimicry of the shy
mocking Lyre-Bird, which mimics so merrily all that it hears in its
coverts, from the whir of the locust to the howl of the wild dog.

“What king,” said the mystical charmer, and as he spoke he carelessly
rested his hand on my shoulder, so that I trembled to feel that this
dread son of Nature, Godless and soulless, who had been--and, my heart
whispered, who still could be--my bane and mind-darkener, leaned upon
me for support, as the spoilt younger-born on his brother,--“what king,”
 said this cynical mocker, with his beautiful boyish face,--“what king in
your civilized Europe has the sway of a chief of the East? What link is
so strong between mortal and mortal, as that between lord and slave?
I transport yon poor fools from the land of their birth; they preserve
here their old habits,--obedience and awe. They would wait till they
starved in the solitude,--wait to hearken and answer my call. And I, who
thus rule them, or charm them--I use and despise them. They know that,
and yet serve me! Between you and me, my philosopher, there is but one
thing worth living for,--life for oneself.”

Is it age, is it youth, that thus shocks all my sense, in my solemn
completeness of man? Perhaps, in great capitals, young men of pleasure
will answer, “It is youth; and we think what he says!” Young friends, I
do not believe you.



CHAPTER LXXX.

Along the grass-track I saw now, under the moon, just risen, a strange
procession, never seen before in Australian pastures. It moved on,
noiselessly but quickly. We descended the hillock, and met it on the
way,--a sable litter, borne by four men, in unfamiliar Eastern
garments; two other servitors, more bravely dressed, with yataghans and
silver-hilted pistols in their belts, preceded this sombre equipage.
Perhaps Margrave divined the disdainful thought that passed through my
mind, vaguely and half-unconsciously; for he said, with a hollow, bitter
laugh that had replaced the lively peal of his once melodious mirth,--

“A little leisure and a little gold, and your raw colonist, too, will
have the tastes of a pacha.”

I made no answer. I had ceased to care who and what was my tempter. To
me his whole being was resolved into one problem: Had he a secret by
which death could be turned from Lilian?

But now, as the litter halted, from the long dark shadow which it cast
upon the turf the figure of a woman emerged and stood before us. The
outlines of her shape were lost in the loose folds of a black mantle,
and the features of her face were hidden by a black veil, except only
the dark, bright, solemn eyes. Her stature was lofty, her bearing
majestic, whether in movement or repose.

Margrave accosted her in some language unknown to me. She replied in
what seemed to me the same tongue. The tones of her voice were sweet,
but inexpressibly mournful. The words that they uttered appeared
intended to warn, or deprecate, or dissuade; but they called to
Margrave’s brow a lowering frown, and drew from his lips a burst of
unmistakable anger. The woman rejoined, in the same melancholy music of
voice. And Margrave then, leaning his arm upon her shoulder, as he had
leaned it on mine, drew her away from the group into a neighbouring
copse of the flowering eucalypti,--mystic trees, never changing the hues
of their pale-green leaves, ever shifting the tints of their ash-gray,
shedding bark. For some moments I gazed on the two human forms, dimly
seen by the glinting moonlight through the gaps in the foliage. Then
turning away my eyes, I saw, standing close at my side, a man whom I had
not noticed before. His footstep, as it stole to me, had fallen on the
sward without sound. His dress, though Oriental, differed from that of
his companions, both in shape and colour; fitting close to the breast,
leaving the arms bare to the elbow, and of a uniform ghastly white, as
are the cerements of the grave. His visage was even darker than those of
the Syrians or Arabs behind him, and his features were those of a bird
of prey,--the beak of the eagle, but the eye of the vulture. His cheeks
were hollow; the arms, crossed on his breast, were long and fleshless.
Yet in that skeleton form there was a something which conveyed the idea
of a serpent’s suppleness and strength; and as the hungry, watchful
eyes met my own startled gaze, I recoiled impulsively with that inward
warning of danger which is conveyed to man, as to inferior animals, in
the very aspect of the creatures that sting or devour. At my movement
the man inclined his head in the submissive Eastern salutation, and
spoke in his foreign tongue, softly, humbly, fawningly, to judge by his
tone and his gesture.

I moved yet farther away from him with loathing, and now the human
thought flashed upon me: was I, in truth, exposed to no danger in
trusting myself to the mercy of the weird and remorseless master of
those hirelings from the East,--seven men in number, two at least of
them formidably armed, and docile as bloodhounds to the hunter, who
has only to show them their prey? But fear of man like myself is not
my weakness; where fear found its way to my heart, it was through
the doubts or the fancies in which man like myself disappeared in the
attributes, dark and unknown, which we give to a fiend or a spectre.
And, perhaps, if I could have paused to analyze my own sensations, the
very presence of this escort-creatures of flesh and blood-lessened the
dread of my incomprehensible tempter. Rather, a hundred times, front and
defy those seven Eastern slaves--I, haughty son of the Anglo-Saxon who
conquers all races because he fears no odds--than have seen again on the
walls of my threshold the luminous, bodiless Shadow! Besides: Lilian!
Lilian! for one chance of saving her life, however wild and chimerical
that chance might be, I would have shrunk not a foot from the march of
an army.

Thus reassured and thus resolved, I advanced, with a smile of disdain,
to meet Margrave and his veiled companion, as they now came from the
moonlit copse.

“Well,” I said to him, with an irony that unconsciously mimicked his
own, “have you taken advice with your nurse? I assume that the dark form
by your side is that of Ayesha.”

The woman looked at me from her sable veil, with her steadfast solemn
eyes, and said, in English, though with a foreign accent: “The nurse
born in Asia is but wise through her love; the pale son of Europe
is wise through his art. The nurse says, ‘Forbear!’ Do you say,
‘Adventure’?”

“Peace!” exclaimed Margrave, stamping his foot on the ground. “I take no
counsel from either; it is for me to resolve, for you to obey, and for
him to aid. Night is come, and we waste it; move on.”

The woman made no reply, nor did I. He took my arm and walked back to
the hut. The barbaric escort followed. When we reached the door of
the building, Margrave said a few words to the woman and to the
litter-bearers. They entered the hut with us. Margrave pointed out to
the woman his coffer, to the men the fuel stowed in the outhouse. Both
were borne away and placed within the litter. Meanwhile, I took from
the table, on which it was carelessly thrown, the light hatchet that I
habitually carried with me in my rambles.

“Do you think that you need that idle weapon?” said Margrave. “Do you
fear the good faith of my swarthy attendants?”

“Nay, take the hatchet yourself; its use is to sever the gold from the
quartz in which we may find it embedded, or to clear, as this shovel,
which will also be needed, from the slight soil above it, the ore that
the mine in the mountain flings forth, as the sea casts its waifs on the
sands.”

“Give me your hand, fellow-labourer!” said Margrave, joyfully. “Ah,
there is no faltering terror in this pulse! I was not mistaken in the
Man. What rests, but the Place and the Hour? I shall live! I shall
live!”



CHAPTER LXXXI.

Margrave now entered the litter, and the Veiled Woman drew the black
curtains round him. I walked on, as the guide, some yards in
advance. The air was still, heavy, and parched with the breath of the
Australasian sirocco.

We passed through the meadow-lands, studded with slumbering flocks; we
followed the branch of the creek, which was linked to its source in
the mountains by many a trickling waterfall; we threaded the gloom of
stunted, misshapen trees, gnarled with the stringy bark which makes one
of the signs of the strata that nourish gold; and at length the moon,
now in all her pomp of light, mid-heaven amongst her subject stars,
gleamed through the fissures of the cave, on whose floor lay the relics
of antediluvian races, and rested in one flood of silvery splendour upon
the hollows of the extinct volcano, with tufts of dank herbage, and wide
spaces of paler sward, covering the gold below,--Gold, the dumb symbol
of organized Matter’s great mystery, storing in itself, according as
Mind, the informer of Matter, can distinguish its uses, evil and good,
bane and blessing.

Hitherto the Veiled Woman had remained in the rear, with the
white-robed, skeleton-like image that had crept to my side unawares with
its noiseless step. Thus in each winding turn of the difficult path at
which the convoy following behind me came into sight, I had seen, first,
the two gayly-dressed, armed men, next the black bier-like litter, and
last the Black-veiled Woman and the White-robed Skeleton.

But now, as I halted on the tableland, backed by the mountain and
fronting the valley, the woman left her companion, passed by the litter
and the armed men, and paused by my side, at the mouth of the moonlit
cavern.

There for a moment she stood, silent, the procession below mounting
upward laboriously and slow; then she turned to me, and her veil was
withdrawn.

The face on which I gazed was wondrously beautiful, and severely awful.
There was neither youth nor age, but beauty, mature and majestic as that
of a marble Demeter.

“Do you believe in that which you seek?” she asked, in her foreign,
melodious, melancholy accents.

“I have no belief,” was my answer. “True science has none. True science
questions all things, takes nothing upon credit. It knows but three
states of the mind,--Denial, Conviction, and that vast interval between
the two, which is not belief, but suspense of judgment.”

The woman let fall her veil, moved from me, and seated herself on a crag
above that cleft between mountain and creek, to which, when I had first
discovered the gold that the land nourished, the rain from the clouds
had given the rushing life of the cataract; but which now, in the
drought and the hush of the skies, was but a dead pile of stones.

The litter now ascended the height: its bearers halted; a lean hand tore
the curtains aside, and Margrave descended, leaning, this time, not on
the Black-veiled Woman, but on the White-robed Skeleton.

There, as he stood, the moon shone full on his wasted form; on his
face, resolute, cheerful, and proud, despite its hollowed outlines and
sicklied hues. He raised his head, spoke in the language unknown to me,
and the armed men and the litter-bearers grouped round him, bending low,
their eyes fixed on the ground. The Veiled Woman rose slowly and came to
his side, motioning away, with a mute sign, the ghastly form on which he
leaned, and passing round him silently, instead, her own sustaining arm.
Margrave spoke again a few sentences, of which I could not even guess
the meaning. When he had concluded, the armed men and the litter-bearers
came nearer to his feet, knelt down, and kissed his hand. They then
rose, and took from the bier-like vehicle the coffer and the fuel. This
done, they lifted again the litter, and again, preceded by the armed
men, the procession descended down the sloping hillside, down into the
valley below.

Margrave now whispered, for some moments, into the ear of the hideous
creature who had made way for the Veiled Woman. The grim skeleton bowed
his head submissively, and strode noiselessly away through the long
grasses,--the slender stems, trampled under his stealthy feet, relifting
themselves, as after a passing wind. And thus he, too, sank out of sight
down into the valley below. On the tableland of the hill remained only
we three,--Margrave, myself, and the Veiled Woman.

She had reseated herself apart, on the gray crag above the dried
torrent. He stood at the entrance of the cavern, round the sides of
which clustered parasital plants, with flowers of all colours, some
amongst them opening their petals and exhaling their fragrance only in
the hours of night; so that, as his form filled up the jaws of the dull
arch, obscuring the moonbeam that strove to pierce the shadows that
slept within, it stood now--wan and blighted--as I had seen it first,
radiant and joyous, literally “framed in blooms.”



CHAPTER LXXXII.

 “So,” said Margrave, turning to me, “under the soil that spreads around us lies the gold which to you and to me is at this moment of no value, except as a guide to its twin-born,--the regenerator of life!”

“You have not yet described to me the nature of the substance which we
are to explore, nor of the process by which the virtues you impute to it
are to be extracted.”

“Let us first find the gold, and instead of describing the life-amber,
so let me call it, I will point it out to your own eyes. As to the
process, your share in it is so simple, that you will ask me why I seek
aid from a chemist. The life-amber, when found, has but to be subjected
to heat and fermentation for six hours; it will be placed, in a small
caldron which that coffer contains, over the fire which that fuel
will feed. To give effect to the process, certain alkalies and other
ingredients are required; but these are prepared, and mine is the task
to commingle them. From your science as chemist I need and ask nought.
In you I have sought only the aid of a man.”

“If that be so, why, indeed, seek me at all? Why not confide in those
swarthy attendants, who doubtless are slaves to your orders?”

“Confide in slaves! when the first task enjoined to them would be to
discover, and refrain from purloining gold! Seven such unscrupulous
knaves, or even one such, and I, thus defenceless and feeble! Such is
not the work that wise masters confide to fierce slaves. But that is
the least of the reasons which exclude them from my choice, and fix my
choice of assistant on you. Do you forget what I told you of the danger
which the Dervish declared no bribe I could offer could tempt him a
second time to brave?”

“I remember now; those words had passed away from my mind.”

“And because they had passed away from your mind, I chose you for my
comrade. I need a man by whom danger is scorned.”

“But in the process of which you tell me I see no possible danger unless
the ingredients you mix in your caldron have poisonous fumes.”

“It is not that. The ingredients I use are not poisons.”

“What other danger, except you dread your own Eastern slaves? But, if
so, why lead them to these solitudes; and, if so, why not bid me be
armed?”

“The Eastern slaves, fulfilling my commands, wait for my summons where
their eyes cannot see what we do. The danger is of a kind in which
the boldest son of the East would be more craven, perhaps, than the
daintiest Sybarite of Europe, who would shrink from a panther and laugh
at a ghost. In the creed of the Dervish, and of all who adventure into
that realm of nature which is closed to philosophy and open to magic,
there are races in the magnitude of space unseen as animalcules in the
world of a drop. For the tribes of the drop, science has its microscope.
Of the host of yon azure Infinite magic gains sight, and through them
gains command over fluid conductors that link all the parts of creation.
Of these races, some are wholly indifferent to man, some benign to him,
and some dreadly hostile. In all the regular and prescribed conditions
of mortal being, this magic realm seems as blank and tenantless as yon
vacant air. But when a seeker of powers beyond the rude functions by
which man plies the clockwork that measures his hours, and stops when
its chain reaches the end of its coil, strives to pass over those
boundaries at which philosophy says, ‘Knowledge ends,’--then he is like
all other travellers in regions unknown; he must propitiate or brave the
tribes that are hostile,--must depend for his life on the tribes that
are friendly. Though your science discredits the alchemist’s dogmas,
your learning informs you that all alchemists were not ignorant
impostors; yet those whose discoveries prove them to have been the
nearest allies to your practical knowledge, ever hint in their mystical
works at the reality of that realm which is open to magic,--ever hint
that some means less familiar than furnace and bellows are essential
to him who explores the elixir of life. He who once quaffs that elixir,
obtains in his very veins the bright fluid by which he transmits the
force of his will to agencies dormant in nature, to giants unseen in the
space. And here, as he passes the boundary which divides his allotted
and normal mortality from the regions and races that magic alone can
explore, so, here, he breaks down the safeguard between himself and the
tribes that are hostile. Is it not ever thus between man and man? Let a
race the most gentle and timid and civilized dwell on one side a river
or mountain, and another have home in the region beyond, each, if it
pass not the intervening barrier, may with each live in peace. But
if ambitious adventurers scale the mountain, or cross the river, with
design to subdue and enslave the population they boldly invade, then
all the invaded arise in wrath and defiance,--the neighbours are changed
into foes. And therefore this process--by which a simple though rare
material of nature is made to yield to a mortal the boon of a life which
brings, with its glorious resistance to Time, desires and faculties to
subject to its service beings that dwell in the earth and the air and
the deep--has ever been one of the same peril which an invader must
brave when he crosses the bounds of his nation. By this key alone you
unlock all the cells of the alchemist’s lore; by this alone understand
how a labour, which a chemist’s crudest apprentice could perform, has
baffled the giant fathers of all your dwarfed children of science.
Nature, that stores this priceless boon, seems to shrink from conceding
it to man; the invisible tribes that abhor him, oppose themselves to
the gain that might give them a master. The duller of those who were
the life-seekers of old would have told you how some chance,
trivial, unlooked-for, foiled their grand hope at the very point of
fruition,--some doltish mistake, some improvident oversight, a defect
in the sulphur, a wild overflow in the quicksilver, or a flaw in the
bellows, or a pupil who failed to replenish the fuel, by falling asleep
by the furnace. The invisible foes seldom vouchsafe to make themselves
visible where they can frustrate the bungler, as they mock at his toils
from their ambush. But the mightier adventurers, equally foiled in
despite of their patience and skill, would have said, ‘Not with us rests
the fault; we neglected no caution, we failed from no oversight. But out
from the caldron dread faces arose, and the spectres or demons dismayed
and baffled us.’ Such, then, is the danger which seems so appalling to
a son of the East, as it seemed to a seer in the dark age of Europe. But
we can deride all its threats, you and I. For myself, I own frankly I
take all the safety that the charms and resources of magic bestow. You,
for your safety, have the cultured and disciplined reason which reduces
all fantasies to nervous impressions; and I rely on the courage of one
who has questioned, unquailing, the Luminous Shadow, and wrested from
the hand of the magician himself the wand which concentred the wonders
of will!”

To this strange and long discourse I listened without interruption, and
now quietly answered,--

“I do not merit the trust you affect in my courage; but I am now on my
guard against the cheats of the fancy, and the fumes of a vapour can
scarcely bewilder the brain in the open air of this mountain-land. I
believe in no races like those which you tell me lie viewless in space,
as do gases. I believe not in magic; I ask not its aids, and I dread not
its terrors. For the rest, I am confident of one mournful courage,--the
courage that comes from despair. I submit to your guidance, whatever it
be, as a sufferer whom colleges doom to the grave submits to the quack
who says, ‘Take my specific and live!’ My life is nought in itself; my
life lives in another. You and I are both brave from despair; you would
turn death from yourself, I would turn death from one I love more than
myself. Both know how little aid we can win from the colleges, and both,
therefore, turn to the promises most audaciously cheering. Dervish or
magician, alchemist or phantom, what care you and I? And if they fail
us, what then? They cannot fail us more than the colleges do!”



CHAPTER LXXXIII.

The gold has been gained with an easy labour. I knew where to seek for
it, whether under the turf or in the bed of the creek. But Margrave’s
eyes, hungrily gazing round every spot from which the ore was disburied,
could not detect the substance of which he alone knew the outward
appearance. I had begun to believe that, even in the description given
to him of this material, he had been credulously duped, and that no such
material existed, when, coming back from the bed of the watercourse, I
saw a faint yellow gleam amidst the roots of a giant parasite plant, the
leaves and blossoms of which climbed up the sides of the cave with its
antediluvian relics. The gleam was the gleam of gold, and on removing
the loose earth round the roots of the plant, we came on--No, I will
not, I dare not, describe it. The gold-digger would cast it aside,
the naturalist would pause not to heed it; and did I describe it, and
chemistry deign to subject it to analysis, could chemistry alone detach
or discover its boasted virtues?

Its particles, indeed, are very minute, not seeming readily to
crystallize with each other; each in itself of uniform shape and size,
spherical as the egg which contains the germ of life, and small as the
egg from which the life of an insect may quicken.

But Margrave’s keen eye caught sight of the atoms upcast by the light
of the moon. He exclaimed to me, “Found! I shall live!” And then, as he
gathered up the grains with tremulous hands, he called out to the Veiled
Woman, hitherto still seated motionless on the crag. At his word she
rose and went to the place hard by, where the fuel was piled, busying
herself there. I had no leisure to heed her. I continued my search in
the soft and yielding soil that time and the decay of vegetable life had
accumulated over the Pre-Adamite strata on which the arch of the cave
rested its mighty keystone.

When we had collected of these particles about thrice as much as a
man might hold in his hand, we seemed to have exhausted their bed. We
continued still to find gold, but no more of the delicate substance, to
which, in our sight, gold was as dross.

“Enough,” then said Margrave, reluctantly desisting. “What we have
gained already will suffice for a life thrice as long as legend
attributes to Haroun. I shall live,--I shall live through the
centuries.”

“Forget not that I claim my share.”

“Your share--yours! True--your half of my life! It is true.” He paused
with a low, ironical, malignant laugh; and then added, as he rose and
turned away, “But the work is yet to be done.”



CHAPTER LXXXIV.

While we had thus laboured and found, Ayesha had placed the fuel where
the moonlight fell fullest on the sward of the tableland,--a part of it
already piled as for a fire, the rest of it heaped confusedly close at
hand; and by the pile she had placed the coffer. And there she stood,
her arms folded under her mantle, her dark image seeming darker still
as the moonlight whitened all the ground from which the image rose
motionless. Margrave opened his coffer, the Veiled Woman did not aid
him, and I watched in silence, while he as silently made his weird and
wizard-like preparations.



CHAPTER LXXXV.

On the ground a wide circle was traced by a small rod, tipped apparently
with sponge saturated with some combustible naphtha-like fluid, so that
a pale lambent flame followed the course of the rod as Margrave guided
it, burning up the herbage over which it played, and leaving a distinct
ring, like that which, in our lovely native fable-talk, we call the
“Fairy’s Ring,” but yet more visible because marked in phosphorescent
light. On the ring thus formed were placed twelve small lamps, fed with
the fluid from the same vessel, and lighted by the same rod. The light
emitted by the lamps was more vivid and brilliant than that which
circled round the ring.

Within the circumference, and immediately round the woodpile, Margrave
traced certain geometrical figures, in which--not without a shudder,
that I overcame at once by a strong effort of will in murmuring to
myself the name of “Lilian”--I recognized the interlaced triangles which
my own hand, in the spell enforced on a sleep-walker, had described on
the floor of the wizard’s pavilion. The figures were traced, like the
circle, in flame, and at the point of each triangle (four in number) was
placed a lamp, brilliant as those on the ring. This task performed, the
caldron, based on an iron tripod, was placed on the wood-pile. And then
the woman, before inactive and unheeding, slowly advanced, knelt by the
pile, and lighted it. The dry wood crackled and the flame burst forth,
licking the rims of the caldron with tongues of fire.

Margrave flung into the caldron the particles we had collected, poured
over them first a liquid, colourless as water, from the largest of the
vessels drawn from his coffer, and then, more sparingly, drops from
small crystal phials, like the phials I had seen in the hand of Philip
Derval.

Having surmounted my first impulse of awe, I watched these proceedings,
curious yet disdainful, as one who watches the mummeries of an enchanter
on the stage.

“If,” thought I, “these are but artful devices to inebriate and fool my
own imagination, my imagination is on its guard, and reason shall not,
this time, sleep at her post!”

“And now,” said Margrave, “I consign to you the easy task by which
you are to merit your share of the elixir. It is my task to feed and
replenish the caldron; it is Ayesha’s to heed the fire, which must not
for a moment relax in its measured and steady heat. Your task is the
lightest of all it is but to renew from this vessel the fluid that burns
in the lamps, and on the ring. Observe, the contents of the vessel must
be thriftily husbanded; there is enough, but not more than enough, to
sustain the light in the lamps, on the lines traced round the caldron,
and on the farther ring, for six hours. The compounds dissolved in this
fluid are scarce,--only obtainable in the East, and even in the East
months might have passed before I could have increased my supply.

“I had no months to waste. Replenish, then, the light only when it
begins to flicker or fade. Take heed, above all, that no part of the
outer ring--no, not an inch--and no lamp of the twelve, that are to its
zodiac like stars, fade for one moment in darkness.”

I took the crystal vessel from his hand.

“The vessel is small,” said I, “and what is yet left of its contents is
but scanty; whether its drops suffice to replenish the lights I cannot
guess,--I can but obey your instructions. But, more important by far
than the light to the lamps and the circle, which in Asia or Africa
might scare away the wild beasts unknown to this land--more important
than light to a lamp, is the strength to your frame, weak magician! What
will support you through six weary hours of night-watch?”

“Hope,” answered Margrave, with a ray of his old dazzling style. “Hope!
I shall live,--I shall live through the centuries!”



CHAPTER LXXXVI.

One hour passed away; the fagots under the caldron burned clear in
the sullen sultry air. The materials within began to seethe, and their
colour, at first dull and turbid, changed into a pale-rose hue; from
time to time the Veiled Woman replenished the fire, after she had done
so reseating herself close by the pyre, with her head bowed over her
knees, and her face hid under her veil.

The lights in the lamps and along the ring and the triangles now began
to pale. I resupplied their nutriment from the crystal vessel. As
yet nothing strange startled my eye or my ear beyond the rim of the
circle,--nothing audible, save, at a distance, the musical wheel-like
click of the locusts, and, farther still, in the forest, the howl of
the wild dogs, that never bark; nothing visible, but the trees and the
mountain-range girding the plains silvered by the moon, and the arch of
the cavern, the flush of wild blooms on its sides, and the gleam of dry
bones on its floor, where the moonlight shot into the gloom.

The second hour passed like the first. I had taken my stand by the side
of Margrave, watching with him the process at work in the caldron, when
I felt the ground slightly vibrate beneath my feet, and, looking up,
it seemed as if all the plains beyond the circle were heaving like the
swell of the sea, and as if in the air itself there was a perceptible
tremor.

I placed my hand on Margrave’s shoulder and whispered, “To me earth and
air seem to vibrate. Do they seem to vibrate to you?”

“I know not, I care not,” he answered impetuously. “The essence is
bursting the shell that confined it. Here are my air and my earth!
Trouble me not. Look to the circle! feed the lamps if they fail.”

I passed by the Veiled Woman as I walked towards a place in the ring in
which the flame was waning dim; and I whispered to her the same question
which I had whispered to Margrave. She looked slowly around, and
answered, “So is it before the Invisible make themselves visible! Did
I not bid him forbear?” Her head again drooped on her breast, and her
watch was again fixed on the fire.

I advanced to the circle and stooped to replenish the light where it
waned. As I did so, on my arm, which stretched somewhat beyond the line
of the ring, I felt a shock like that of electricity. The arm fell to
my side numbed and nerveless, and from my hand dropped, but within the
ring, the vessel that contained the fluid. Recovering my surprise or my
stun, hastily with the other hand I caught up the vessel, but some of
the scanty liquid was already spilled on the sward; and I saw with a
thrill of dismay, that contrasted indeed the tranquil indifference with
which I had first undertaken my charge, how small a supply was now left.

I went back to Margrave, and told him of the shock, and of its
consequence in the waste of the liquid.

“Beware,” said he, “that not a motion of the arm, not an inch of the
foot, pass the verge of the ring; and if the fluid be thus unhappily
stinted, reserve all that is left for the protecting circle and the
twelve outer lamps! See how the Grand Work advances! how the hues in the
caldron are glowing blood-red through the film on the surface!”

And now four hours of the six were gone; my arm had gradually recovered
its strength. Neither the ring nor the lamps had again required
replenishing; perhaps their light was exhausted less quickly, as it
was no longer to be exposed to the rays of the intense Australian moon.
Clouds had gathered over the sky, and though the moon gleamed at times
in the gaps that they left in blue air, her beam was more hazy and
dulled. The locusts no longer were heard in the grass, nor the howl of
the dogs in the forest. Out of the circle, the stillness was profound.

And about this time I saw distinctly in the distance a vast Eye! It drew
nearer and nearer, seeming to move from the ground at the height of some
lofty giant. Its gaze riveted mine; my blood curdled in the blaze from
its angry ball; and now as it advanced larger and larger, other Eyes, as
if of giants in its train, grew out from the space in its rear; numbers
on numbers, like the spearheads of some Eastern army, seen afar by pale
warders of battlements doomed to the dust. My voice long refused an
utterance to my awe; at length it burst forth shrill and loud,--

“Look! look! Those terrible Eyes! Legions on legions! And hark! that
tramp of numberless feet; they are not seen, but the hollows of earth
echo the sound of their march!”

Margrave, more than ever intent on the caldron, in which, from time to
time, he kept dropping powders or essences drawn forth from his coffer,
looked up, defyingly, fiercely.

“Ye come,” he said, in a low mutter, his once mighty voice sounding
hollow and labouring, but fearless and firm,--“ye come,--not to conquer,
vain rebels!--ye whose dark chief I struck down at my feet in the tomb
where my spell had raised up the ghost of your first human master, the
Chaldee! Earth and air have their armies still faithful to me, and still
I remember the war-song that summons them up to confront you! Ayesha!
Ayesha! recall the wild troth that we pledged amongst roses; recall the
dread bond by which we united our sway over hosts that yet own thee as
queen, though my sceptre is broken, my diadem reft from my brows!”

The Veiled Woman rose at this adjuration. Her veil now was withdrawn,
and the blaze of the fire between Margrave and herself flushed, as with
the rosy bloom of youth, the grand beauty of her softened face. It was
seen, detached as it were, from her dark-mantled form; seen through the
mist of the vapours which rose from the caldron, framing it round like
the clouds. that are yieldingly pierced by the light of the evening
star.

Through the haze of the vapour came her voice, more musical, more
plaintive than I had heard it before, but far softer, more tender; still
in her foreign tongue; the words unknown to me, and yet their sense,
perhaps, made intelligible by the love, which has one common language
and one common look to all who have loved,--the love unmistakably heard
in the loving tone, unmistakably seen in the loving face.

A moment or so more, and she had come round from the opposite side of
the fire-pile, and bending over Margrave’s upturned brow, kissed it
quietly, solemnly; and then her countenance grew fierce, her crest rose
erect; it was the lioness protecting her young. She stretched forth her
arm from the black mantle, athwart the pale front that now again bent
over the caldron,--stretched it towards the haunted and hollow-sounding
space beyond, in the gesture of one whose right hand has the sway of the
sceptre. And then her voice stole on the air in the music of a chant,
not loud, yet far-reaching; so thrilling, so sweet, and yet so solemn,
that I could at once comprehend how legend united of old the spell of
enchantment with the power of song. All that I recalled of the effects
which, in the former time, Margrave’s strange chants had produced on the
ear that they ravished and the thoughts they confused, was but as the
wild bird’s imitative carol, compared to the depth and the art and the
soul of the singer, whose voice seemed endowed with a charm to enthrall
all the tribes of creation, though the language it used for that charm
might to them, as to me, be unknown. As the song ceased, I heard, from
behind, sounds like those I had heard in the spaces before me,--the
tramp of invisible feet, the whir of invisible wings, as if armies were
marching to aid against armies in march to destroy.

“Look not in front nor around,” said Ayesha. “Look, like him, on the
caldron below. The circle and the lamps are yet bright; I will tell you
when the light again fails.”

I dropped my eyes on the caldron.

“See,” whispered Margrave, “the sparkles at last begin to arise, and the
rose-hues to deepen,--signs that we near the last process.”



CHAPTER LXXXVII.

The fifth hour had passed away, when Ayesha said to me, “Lo! the circle
is fading; the lamps grow dim. Look now without fear on the space
beyond; the eyes that appalled thee are again lost in air, as lightnings
that fleet back into cloud.”

I looked up, and the spectres had vanished. The sky was tinged with
sulphurous hues, the red and the black intermixed. I replenished the
lamps and the ring in front, thriftily, heedfully; but when I came to
the sixth lamp, not a drop in the vessel that fed them was left. In a
vague dismay, I now looked round the half of the wide circle in rear of
the two bended figures intent on the caldron. All along that disk the
light was already broken, here and there flickering up, here and there
dying down; the six lamps in that half of the circle still twinkled, but
faintly, as stars shrinking fast from the dawn of day. But it was not
the fading shine in that half of the magical ring which daunted my eye
and quickened with terror the pulse of my heart; the Bushland beyond
was on fire. From the background of the forest rose the flame and the
smoke,--the smoke, there, still half smothering the flame. But along the
width of the grasses and herbage, between the verge of the forest and
the bed of the water-creek just below the raised platform from which I
beheld the dread conflagration, the fire was advancing,--wave upon wave,
clear and red against the columns of rock behind,--as the rush of a
flood through the mists of some Alp crowned with lightnings.

Roused from my stun at the first sight of a danger not foreseen by the
mind I had steeled against far rarer portents of Nature, I cared no more
for the lamps and the circle. Hurrying back to Ayesha, I exclaimed: “The
phantoms have gone from the spaces in front; but what incantation or
spell can arrest the red march of the foe, speeding on in the rear!
While we gazed on the caldron of life, behind us, unheeded, behold the
Destroyer!”

Ayesha looked, and made no reply; but, as by involuntary instinct,
bowed her majestic head, then rearing it erect, placed herself yet
more immediately before the wasted form of the young magician (he still
bending over the caldron, and hearing me not in the absorption and hope
of his watch),--placed herself before him, as the bird whose first care
is her fledgling.

As we two there stood, fronting the deluge of fire, we heard Margrave
behind us, murmuring low, “See the bubbles of light, how they sparkle
and dance! I shall live, I shall live!” And his words scarcely died in
our ears before, crash upon crash, came the fall of the age-long trees
in the forest; and nearer, all near us, through the blazing grasses, the
hiss of the serpents, the scream of the birds, and the bellow and tramp
of the herds plunging wild through the billowy red of their pastures.

Ayesha now wound her arms around Margrave, and wrenched him, reluctant
and struggling, from his watch over the seething caldron. In rebuke; of
his angry exclamations, she pointed to the march of the fire, spoke in
sorrowful tones a few words in her own language, and then, appealing to
me in English, said,--

“I tell him that here the Spirits who oppose us have summoned a foe that
is deaf to my voice, and--”

“And,” exclaimed Margrave, no longer with gasp and effort, but with the
swell of a voice which drowned all the discords of terror and of agony
sent forth from the Phlegethon burning below,--“and this witch, whom I
trusted, is a vile slave and impostor, more desiring my death than my
life. She thinks that in life I should scorn and forsake her, that in
death I should die in her arms! Sorceress, avaunt! Art thou useless and
powerless now when I need thee most? Go! Let the world be one funeral
pyre! What to me is the world? My world is my life! Thou knowest that
my last hope is here,--that all the strength left me this night will die
down, like the lamps in the circle, unless the elixir restore it. Bold
friend, spurn that sorceress away. Hours yet ere those flames can assail
us! A few minutes more, and life to your Lilian and me!”

Thus having said, Margrave turned from us, and cast into the caldron
the last essence yet left in his empty coffer. Ayesha silently drew her
black veil over her face; and turned, with the being she loved, from the
terror he scorned, to share in the hope that he cherished.

Thus left alone, with my reason disenthralled, disenchanted, I
surveyed more calmly the extent of the actual peril with which we were
threatened, and the peril seemed less, so surveyed.

It is true all the Bush-land behind, almost up to the bed of the creek,
was on fire; but the grasses, through which the flame spread so rapidly,
ceased at the opposite marge of the creek. Watery pools were still, at
intervals, left in the bed of the creek, shining tremulous, like waves
of fire, in the glare reflected from the burning land; and even where
the water failed, the stony course of the exhausted rivulet was a
barrier against the march of the conflagration. Thus, unless the wind,
now still, should rise, and waft some sparks to the parched combustible
herbage immediately around us, we were saved from the fire, and our work
might yet be achieved.

I whispered to Ayesha the conclusion to which I came. “Thinkest thou,”
 she answered, without raising her mournful head, “that the Agencies of
Nature are the movements of chance? The Spirits I invoked to his aid
are leagued with the hosts that assail. A mightier than I am has doomed
him!”

Scarcely had she uttered these words before Margrave exclaimed, “Behold
how the Rose of the alchemist’s dream enlarges its blooms from the folds
of its petals! I shall live, I shall live!”

I looked, and the liquid which glowed in the caldron had now taken a
splendour that mocked all comparisons borrowed from the lustre of gems.
In its prevalent colour it had, indeed, the dazzle and flash of the
ruby; but out from the mass of the molten red, broke coruscations of all
prismal hues, shooting, shifting, in a play that made the wavelets them
selves seem living things, sensible of their joy. No longer was there
scum or film upon the surface; only ever and anon a light rosy vapour
floating up, and quick lost in the haggard, heavy, sulphurous air,
hot with the conflagration rushing towards us from behind. And these
coruscations formed, on the surface of the molten ruby, literally the
shape of a Rose, its leaves made distinct in their outlines by sparks of
emerald and diamond and sapphire.

Even while gazing on this animated liquid lustre, a buoyant delight
seemed infused into my senses; all terrors conceived before were
annulled; the phantoms, whose armies had filled the wide spaces in
front, were forgotten; the crash of the forest behind was unheard.
In the reflection of that glory, Margrave’s wan cheek seemed already
restored to the radiance it wore when I saw it first in the framework of
blooms.

As I gazed, thus enchanted, a cold hand touched my own.

“Hush!” whispered Ayesha, from the black veil, against which the rays of
the caldron fell blunt, and absorbed into Dark. “Behind us, the light of
the circle is extinct, but there we are guarded from all save the brutal
and soulless destroyers. But before!--but before!--see, two of the
lamps have died out!--see the blank of the gap in the ring Guard that
breach,--there the demons will enter.”

“Not a drop is there left in his vessel by which to replenish the lamps
on the ring.”

“Advance, then; thou hast still the light of the soul, and the demons
may recoil before a soul that is dauntless and guiltless. If not, Three
are lost!--as it is, One is doomed.”

Thus adjured, silently, involuntarily, I passed from the Veiled Woman’s
side, over the sere lines on the turf which had been traced by the
triangles of light long since extinguished, and towards the verge of
the circle. As I advanced, overhead rushed a dark cloud of wings,--birds
dislodged from the forest on fire, and screaming, in dissonant terror,
as they flew towards the farthermost mountains; close by my feet hissed
and glided the snakes, driven forth from their blazing coverts, and
glancing through the ring, unscared by its waning lamps; all undulating
by me, bright-eyed and hissing, all made innocuous by fear,--even the
terrible Death-adder, which I trampled on as I halted at the verge of
the circle, did not turn to bite, but crept harmless away. I halted at
the gap between the two dead lamps, and bowed my head to look again into
the crystal vessel. Were there, indeed, no lingering drops yet left,
if but to recruit the lamps for some priceless minutes more? As I thus
stood, right into the gap between the two dead lamps strode a gigantic
Foot. All the rest of the form was unseen; only, as volume after volume
of smoke poured on from the burning land behind, it seemed as if one
great column of vapour, eddying round, settled itself aloft from the
circle, and that out from that column strode the giant Foot. And, as
strode the Foot, so with it came, like the sound of its tread, a roll of
muttered thunder.

I recoiled, with a cry that rang loud through the lurid air.

“Courage!” said the voice of Ayesha. “Trembling soul, yield not an inch
to the demon!”

At the charm, the wonderful charm, in the tone of the Veiled Woman’s
voice, my will seemed to take a force more sublime than its own.
I folded my arms on my breast, and stood as if rooted to the spot,
confronting the column of smoke and the stride of the giant Foot. And
the Foot halted, mute.

Again, in the momentary hush of that suspense, I heard a voice,--it was
Margrave’s.

“The last hour expires, the work is accomplished! Come! come! Aid me to
take the caldron from the fire; and quick!--or a drop may be wasted in
vapour--the Elixir of Life from the caldron!”

At that cry I receded, and the Foot advanced.

And at that moment, suddenly, unawares, from behind, I was stricken
down. Over me, as I lay, swept a whirlwind of trampling hoofs and
glancing horns. The herds, in their flight from the burning pastures,
had rushed over the bed of the watercourse, scaled the slopes of the
banks. Snorting and bellowing, they plunged their blind way to the
mountains. One cry alone, more wild than their own savage blare, pierced
the reek through which the Brute Hurricane swept. At that cry of wrath
and despair I struggled to rise, again dashed to earth by the hoofs and
the horns. But was it the dream-like deceit of my reeling senses, or did
I see that giant Foot stride past through the close-serried ranks of
the maddening herds? Did I hear, distinct through all the huge uproar of
animal terror, the roll of low thunder which followed the stride of that
Foot?



CHAPTER LXXXVIII.

When my sense had recovered its shock, and my eyes looked dizzily round,
the charge of the beasts had swept by; and of all the wild tribes
which had invaded the magical circle, the only lingerer was the brown
Death-adder, coiled close by the spot where my head had rested. Beside
the extinguished lamps which the hoofs had confusedly scattered, the
fire, arrested by the watercourse, had consumed the grasses that fed it,
and there the plains stretched, black and desert as the Phlegroean
Field of the Poet’s Hell. But the fire still raged in the forest
beyond,--white flames, soaring up from the trunks of the tallest trees,
and forming, through the sullen dark of the smoke-reek, innumerable
pillars of fire, like the halls in the City of fiends.

Gathering myself up, I turned my eyes from the terrible pomp of the
lurid forest, and looked fearfully down on the hoof-trampled sward for
my two companions.

I saw the dark image of Ayesha still seated, still bending, as I had
seen it last. I saw a pale hand feebly grasping the rim of the magical
caldron, which lay, hurled down from its tripod by the rush of
the beasts, yards away from the dim fading embers of the scattered
wood-pyre. I saw the faint writhings of a frail wasted frame, over which
the Veiled Woman was bending. I saw, as I moved with bruised limbs to
the place, close by the lips of the dying magician, the flash of the
ruby-like essence spilled on the sward, and, meteor-like, sparkling up
from the torn tufts of herbage.

I now reached Margrave’s side. Bending over him as the Veiled Woman
bent, and as I sought gently to raise him, he turned his face, fiercely
faltering out, “Touch me not, rob me not! You share with me! Never!
never! These glorious drops are all mine! Die all else! I will live! I
will live!” Writhing himself from my pitying arms, he plunged his face
amidst the beautiful, playful flame of the essence, as if to lap the
elixir with lips scorched away from its intolerable burning. Suddenly,
with a low shriek, he fell back, his face upturned to mine, and on that
face unmistakably reigned Death!

Then Ayesha tenderly, silently, drew the young head to her lap, and it
vanished from my sight behind her black veil.

I knelt beside her, murmuring some trite words of comfort; but she
heeded me not, rocking herself to and fro as the mother who cradles a
child to sleep. Soon the fast-flickering sparkles of the lost elixir
died out on the grass; and with their last sportive diamond-like tremble
of light, up, in all the suddenness of Australian day, rose the sun,
lifting himself royally above the mountain-tops, and fronting the meaner
blaze of the forest as a young king fronts his rebels. And as there,
where the bush-fires had ravaged, all was a desert, so there, where
their fury had not spread, all was a garden. Afar, at the foot of the
mountains, the fugitive herds were grazing; the cranes, flocking back
to the pools, renewed the strange grace of their gambols; and the great
kingfisher, whose laugh, half in mirth, half in mockery, leads the choir
that welcome the morn,--which in Europe is night,--alighted bold on
the roof of the cavern, whose floors were still white with the bones of
races, extinct before--so helpless through instincts, so royal through
Soul--rose Man!

But there, on the ground where the dazzling elixir had wasted its
virtues,--there the herbage already had a freshness of verdure which,
amid the duller sward round it, was like an oasis of green in a desert.
And there wild-flowers, whose chill hues the eye would have scarcely
distinguished the day before, now glittered forth in blooms of
unfamiliar beauty. Towards that spot were attracted myriads of happy
insects, whose hum of intense joy was musically loud. But the form of
the life-seeking sorcerer lay rigid and stark; blind to the bloom of the
wild-flowers, deaf to the glee of the insects,--one hand still resting
heavily on the rim of the emptied caldron, and the face still hid behind
the Black Veil. What! the wondrous elixir, sought with such hope and
well-nigh achieved through such dread, fleeting back to the earth from
which its material was drawn, to give bloom, indeed,--but to herbs: joy
indeed,--but to insects!

And now, in the flash of the sun, slowly wound up the slopes that led to
the circle the same barbaric procession which had sunk into the valley
under the ray of the moon. The armed men came first, stalwart and tall,
their vests brave with crimson and golden lace, their weapons gayly
gleaming with holiday silver. After them, the Black Litter. As they came
to the place, Ayesha, not raising her head, spoke to them in her own
Eastern tongue. A wail was her answer. The armed men bounded forward,
and the bearers left the litter.

All gathered round the dead form with the face concealed under the black
veil; all knelt, and all wept. Far in the distance, at the foot of the
blue mountains, a crowd of the savage natives had risen up as if from
the earth; they stood motionless, leaning on their clubs and spears, and
looking towards the spot on which we were,--strangely thus brought into
the landscape, as if they too, the wild dwellers on the verge which
Humanity guards from the Brute, were among the mourners for the
mysterious Child of mysterious Nature! And still, in the herbage,
hummed the small insects, and still, from the cavern, laughed the great
kingfisher. I said to Ayesha, “Farewell! your love mourns the dead,
mine calls me to the living. You are now with your own people, they may
console you; say if I can assist.”

“There is no consolation for me! What mourner can be consoled if the
dead die forever? Nothing for him is left but a grave; that grave shall
be in the land where the song of Ayesha first lulled him to sleep. Thou
assist Me,--thou, the wise man of Europe! From me ask assistance. What
road wilt thou take to thy home?”

“There is but one road known to me through the maze of the
solitude,--that which we took to this upland.”

“On that road Death lurks, and awaits thee! Blind dupe, couldst thou
think that if the grand secret of life had been won, he whose head rests
on my lap would have yielded thee one petty drop of the essence which
had filched from his store of life but a moment? Me, who so loved and
so cherished him,--me he would have doomed to the pitiless cord of my
servant, the Strangler, if my death could have lengthened a hair-breadth
the span of his being. But what matters to me his crime or his madness?
I loved him! I loved him!”

She bowed her veiled head lower and lower; perhaps, under the veil, her
lips kissed the lips of the dead. Then she said whisperingly,--

“Juma the Strangler, whose word never failed to his master, whose prey
never slipped from his snare, waits thy step on the road to thy home!
But thy death cannot now profit the dead, the beloved. And thou hast had
pity for him who took but thine aid to design thy destruction. His life
is lost, thine is saved.”

She spoke no more in the tongue that I could interpret. She spoke, in
the language unknown, a few murmured words to her swarthy attendants;
then the armed men, still weeping, rose, and made a dumb sign to me
to go with them. I understood by the sign that Ayesha had told them to
guard me on my way; but she gave no reply to my parting thanks.



CHAPTER LXXXIX.

I descended into the valley; the armed men followed. The path, on that
side of the watercourse not reached by the flames, wound through meadows
still green, or amidst groves still unscathed. As a turning in the way
brought in front of my sight the place I had left behind, I beheld the
black litter creeping down the descent, with its curtains closed, and
the Veiled Woman walking by its side. But soon the funeral procession
was lost to my eyes, and the thoughts that it roused were erased. The
waves in man’s brain are like those of the sea, rushing on, rushing over
the wrecks of the vessels that rode on their surface, to sink, after
storm, in their deeps. One thought cast forth into the future now
mastered all in the past: “Was Lilian living still?” Absorbed in the
gloom of that thought, hurried on by the goad that my heart, in its
tortured impatience, gave to my footstep, I outstripped the slow stride
of the armed men, and, midway between the place I had left and the home
which I sped to, came, far in advance of my guards, into the thicket in
which the bushmen had started up in my path on the night that Lilian
had watched for my coming. The earth at my feet was rife with creeping
plants and many-coloured flowers, the sky overhead was half-hid by
motionless pines. Suddenly, whether crawling out from the herbage,
or dropping down from the trees, by my side stood the white-robed and
skeleton form,--Ayesha’s attendant, the Strangler.

I sprang from him shuddering, then halted and faced him. The hideous
creature crept towards me, cringing and fawning, making signs of
humble good-will and servile obeisance. Again I recoiled,--wrathfully,
loathingly; turned my face homeward, and fled on. I thought I had
baffled his chase, when, just at the mouth of the thicket, he dropped
from a bough in my path close behind me. Before I could turn, some
dark muffling substance fell between my sight and the sun, and I felt a
fierce strain at my throat. But the words of Ayesha had warned me; with
one rapid hand I seized the noose before it could tighten too closely,
with the other I tore the bandage away from my eyes, and, wheeling round
on the dastardly foe, struck him down with one spurn of my foot. His
hand, as he fell, relaxed its hold on the noose; I freed my throat from
the knot, and sprang from the copse into the broad sunlit plain. I saw
no more of the armed men or the Strangler. Panting and breathless, I
paused at last before the fence, fragrant with blossoms, that divided my
home from the solitude.

The windows of Lilian’s room were darkened; all within the house seemed
still.

Darkened and silenced Home! with the light and sounds of the jocund day
all around it. Was there yet hope in the Universe for me? All to which I
had trusted Hope had broken down! The anchors I had forged for her hold
in the beds of the ocean, her stay from the drifts of the storm, had
snapped like the reeds which pierce the side that leans on the barb of
their points, and confides in the strength of their stems. No hope in
the baffled resources of recognized knowledge! No hope in the daring
adventures of Mind into regions unknown; vain alike the calm lore of the
practised physician, and the magical arts of the fated Enchanter! I
had fled from the commonplace teachings of Nature, to explore in her
Shadow-land marvels at variance with reason. Made brave by the grandeur
of love, I had opposed without quailing the stride of the Demon, and by
hope, when fruition seemed nearest, had been trodden into dust by the
hoofs of the beast! And yet, all the while, I had scorned, as a dream
more wild than the word of a sorcerer, the hope that the old man and the
child, the wise and the ignorant, took from their souls as inborn.
Man and fiend had alike failed a mind, not ignoble, not skilless, not
abjectly craven; alike failed a heart not feeble and selfish, not dead
to the hero’s devotion, willing to shed every drop of its blood for
a something more dear than an animal’s life for itself! What
remained--what remained for man’s hope?--man’s mind and man’s heart thus
exhausting their all with no other result but despair! What remained
but the mystery of mysteries, so clear to the sunrise of childhood, the
sunset of age, only dimmed by the clouds which collect round the noon
of our manhood? Where yet was Hope found? In the soul; in its every-day
impulse to supplicate comfort and light, from the Giver of soul,
wherever the heart is afflicted, the mind is obscured.

Then the words of Ayesha rushed over me: “What mourner can be consoled,
if the Dead die forever?” Through every pulse of my frame throbbed that
dread question. All Nature around seemed to murmur it. And suddenly, as
by a flash from heaven, the grand truth in Faber’s grand reasoning shone
on me, and lighted up all, within and without. Man alone, of all earthly
creatures, asks, “Can the Dead die forever?” and the instinct that urges
the question is God’s answer to man! No instinct is given in vain.

And born with the instinct of soul is the instinct that leads the soul
from the seen to the unseen, from time to eternity, from the torrent
that foams towards the Ocean of Death, to the source of its stream, far
aloft from the Ocean.

“Know thyself,” said the Pythian of old. “That precept descended from
Heaven.” Know thyself! Is that maxim wise? If so, know thy soul. But
never yet did man come to the thorough conviction of soul but what
he acknowledged the sovereign necessity of prayer. In my awe, in my
rapture, all my thoughts seemed enlarged and illumined and exalted. I
prayed,--all my soul seemed one prayer. All my past, with its pride and
presumption and folly, grew distinct as the form of a penitent, kneeling
for pardon before setting forth on the pilgrimage vowed to a shrine.
And, sure now, in the deeps of a soul first revealed to myself, that the
Dead do not die forever, my human love soared beyond its brief trial of
terror and sorrow. Daring not to ask from Heaven’s wisdom that Lilian,
for my sake, might not yet pass away from the earth, I prayed that my
soul might be fitted to bear with submission whatever my Maker might
ordain. And if surviving her--without whom no beam from yon material sun
could ever warm into joy a morrow in human life--so to guide my steps
that they might rejoin her at last, and, in rejoining, regain forever!

How trivial now became the weird riddle that, a little while before, had
been clothed in so solemn an awe! What mattered it to the vast interests
involved in the clear recognition of Soul and Hereafter, whether or not
my bodily sense, for a moment, obscured the face of the Nature I should
one day behold as a spirit? Doubtless the sights and the sounds which
had haunted the last gloomy night, the calm reason of Faber would strip
of their magical seemings; the Eyes in the space and the Foot in the
circle might be those of no terrible Demons, but of the wild’s savage
children whom I had seen, halting, curious and mute, in the light of the
morning. The tremor of the ground (if not, as heretofore, explicable by
the illusory impression of my own treacherous senses) might be but the
natural effect of elements struggling yet under a soil unmistakably
charred by volcanoes. The luminous atoms dissolved in the caldron
might as little be fraught with a vital elixir as are the splendours of
naphtha or phosphor. As it was, the weird rite had no magic result. The
magician was not rent limb from limb by the fiends. By causes as natural
as ever extinguished life’s spark in the frail lamp of clay, he had died
out of sight--under the black veil.

What mattered henceforth to Faith, in its far grander questions and
answers, whether Reason, in Faber, or Fancy, in me, supplied the more
probable guess at a hieroglyph which, if construed aright, was but a
word of small mark in the mystical language of Nature? If all the arts
of enchantment recorded by Fable were attested by facts which Sages were
forced to acknowledge, Sages would sooner or later find some cause
for such portents--not supernatural. But what Sage, without cause
supernatural, both without and within him, can guess at the wonders he
views in the growth of a blade of grass, or the tints on an insect’s
wing? Whatever art Man can achieve in his progress through time, Man’s
reason, in time, can suffice to explain. But the wonders of God? These
belong to the Infinite; and these, O Immortal! will but develop new
wonder on wonder, though thy sight be a spirit’s, and thy leisure to
track and to solve an eternity.

As I raised my face from my clasped hands, my eyes fell full upon a
form standing in the open doorway. There, where on the night in which
Lilian’s long struggle for reason and life had begun, the Luminous
Shadow had been beheld in the doubtful light of a dying moon and a yet
hazy dawn; there, on the threshold, gathering round her bright locks
the aureole of the glorious sun, stood Amy, the blessed child! And as I
gazed, drawing nearer and nearer to the silenced house, and that Image
of Peace on its threshold, I felt that Hope met me at the door,--Hope in
the child’s steadfast eyes, Hope in the child’s welcoming smile!

“I was at watch for you,” whispered Amy. “All is well.”

“She lives still--she lives! Thank God! thank God!”

“She lives,--she will recover!” said another voice, as my head sunk on
Faber’s shoulder. “For some hours in the night her sleep was disturbed,
convulsed. I feared, then, the worst. Suddenly, just before the dawn,
she called out aloud, still in sleep,--

“‘The cold and dark shadow has passed away from me and from
Allen,--passed away from us both forever!’

“And from that moment the fever left her; the breathing became soft,
the pulse steady, and the colour stole gradually back to her cheek. The
crisis is past. Nature’s benign Disposer has permitted Nature to restore
your life’s gentle partner, heart to heart, mind to mind--”

“And soul to soul,” I cried, in my solemn joy. “Above as below, soul to
soul!” Then, at a sign from Faber, the child took me by the hand and led
me up the stairs into Lilian’s room.

Again those clear arms closed around me in wife-like and holy love, and
those true lips kissed away my tears,--even as now, at the distance of
years from that happy morn, while I write the last words of this Strange
Story, the same faithful arms close around me, the same tender lips kiss
away my tears.

THE END.





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