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´╗┐Title: A Spirit in Prison
Author: Hichens, Robert
Language: English
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A SPIRIT IN PRISON

By Robert Hichens



Original Transcriber\x92s Note: This text was prepared from a 1908 edition,
published by Harper & Brothers, New York and London.



A SPIRIT IN PRISON



CHAPTER I

Somewhere, not far off on the still sea that held the tiny islet in a
warm embrace, a boy\x92s voice was singing \x93Napoli Bella.\x94

Vere heard the song as she sat in the sun with her face set towards
Nisida and the distant peak of Ischia; and instinctively she shifted her
position, and turned her head, looking towards the calm and untroubled
water that stretched between her and Naples. For the voice that sang
of the beautiful city was coming towards her from the beautiful city,
hymning the siren it had left perhaps but two hours ago.

On his pedestal set upon rock San Francesco seemed to be attentive to
the voice. He stood beyond the sheltered pool of the sea that divided
the islet from the mainland, staring across at Vere as if he envied her;
he who was rooted in Italy and deprived of her exquisite freedom.
His beard hung down to his waist, his cross protruded over his left
shoulder, and his robe of dusty grayish brown touched his feet, which
had never wandered one step since he was made, and set there to keep
watch over the fishermen who come to sleep under the lee of the island
by night.

Now it was brilliant daylight. The sun shone vividly over the Bay of
Naples, over the great and vital city, over Vesuvius, the long line of
the land towards Sorrento, over Capri with its shadowy mountain, and
Posilippo with its tree-guarded villas. And in the sharp radiance of May
the careless voice of the fisher-boy sang the familiar song that Vere
had always known and seldom heeded.

To-day, why she did not know, Vere listened to it attentively. Something
in the sound of the voice caught her attention, roused within her a
sense of sympathy.

Carelessness and happiness make a swift appeal to young hearts, and
this voice was careless, and sounded very happy. There was a deliberate
gruffness in it, a determination to be manly, which proved the vocalist
to be no man. Vere knew at once that a boy was singing, and she felt
that she must see him.

She got up, went into the little garden at the edge of the cliff, and
looked over the wall.

There was a boat moving slowly towards her, not very far away. In it
were three figures, all stripped for diving, and wearing white cotton
drawers. Two were sitting on the gunwale with their knees drawn up
nearly to their chins. The third was standing, and with a languid,
but strong and regular movement, was propelling the boat forward with
big-bladed oars. This was the singer, and as the boat drew nearer Vere
could see that he had the young, lithe form of a boy.

While she watched, leaning down from her eyrie, the boat and the song
stopped, and the singer let go his oars and turned to the men behind
him. The boat had reached a place near the rocks that was good ground
for _frutti di mare_.

Vere had often seen the divers in the Bay of Naples at their curious
toil. Yet it never ceased to interest her. She had a passion for the
sea, and for all things connected with it. Now she leaned a little lower
over the wall, with her eyes fixed on the boat and its occupants.

Upon the water she saw corks floating, and presently one of the men
swung himself round and sat facing the sea, with his back to the boat
and his bare legs dipping into the water. The boy had dropped down
to the bottom of the craft. His hands were busy arranging clothes, or
tackle, and his lusty voice again rang out to the glory of \x93Napoli,
bella Napoli.\x94 There was something infectious in his happy-go-lucky
light-heartedness. Vere smiled as she listened, but there was a
wistfulness in her heart. At that moment a very common desire of young
and vigorous girls assailed her--the desire to be a boy; not a boy born
of rich parents, destined to the idle, aimless life of aristocratic
young Neapolitans, but a brown, badly dressed, or scarcely dressed at
all boy of the people.

She was often light-hearted, careless. But was she ever as light-hearted
and careless as that singing boy? She supposed herself to be free. But
was she, could she ever be at liberty as he was?

The man who had been dipping his feet in the sea rested one hand on the
gunwale, let his body droop forward, dropped into the water, paddled for
a moment, reached one of the floating corks, turned over head downwards,
describing a circle which showed his chocolate-colored back arched,
kicked up his feet and disappeared. The second man lounged lazily from
the boat into the sea and imitated him. The boy sat still and went
on singing. Vere felt disappointed. Was not he going to dive too? She
wanted him to dive. If she were that boy she would go in, she felt
sure of it, before the men. It must be lovely to sink down into the
underworld of the sea, to rifle from the rocks their fruit, that grew
thick as fruit on the trees. But the boy--he was lazy, good for nothing
but singing. She was half ashamed of him. Whimsically, and laughing to
herself at her own absurdity, she lifted her two hands, brown with the
sun, to her lips, and cried with all her might:

\x93Va dentro, pigro! Va dentro!\x94

As her voice died away, the boy stopped singing, sprang into the sea,
kicked up his feet and disappeared.

Vere was conscious of a thrill that was like a thrill of triumph.

\x93He obeyed me!\x94 she thought.

A pleasant feeling of power came to her. From her eyrie on the rock she
was directing these strange sea doings. She was ruling over the men of
the sea.

The empty boat swayed softly on the water, but its three former
occupants were all hidden by the sea. It seemed as if they would never
come up again. Vere began to hold her breath as they were holding
theirs. At last a dark head rose above the surface, then another. The
two men paddled for a minute, drawing the air into their lungs. But the
boy did not reappear.

As the seconds passed, Vere began to feel proud of him. He was doing
that which she would have tried to do had she been a boy. He was
rivalling the men.

Another second slipped away--and another. He was more than rivalling, he
was beating the men.

They dived once more. She saw the sun gleam on their backs, which looked
polished as they turned slowly over, almost like brown porpoises.

But the boy remained hidden beneath the veil of water.

Vere began to feel anxious. What if some accident had happened? What
if he had been caught by the seaweed, or if his groping hand had been
retained by some crevice of the rock? There was a pain at her heart.
Her quick imagination was at work. It seemed to her as if she felt his
agony, took part in his struggle to regain his freedom. She clinched
her small hands and set her teeth. She held her breath, trying to feel
exactly as he was feeling. And then suddenly she lifted her hands up to
her face, covering her nostrils. What a horrible sensation it was, this
suffocation, this pressing of the life out of the body, almost as one
may push a person brutally out of a room! She could bear it no more, and
she dropped her hands. As she did so the boy\x92s dark head rose above the
sea.

Vere uttered a cry of joy.

\x93Brave! Bravo!\x94

She felt as if he had returned from the dead. He was a wonderful boy.

\x93Bravo! Bravissimo!\x94

Serenely unconscious of her enthusiasm, the boy swam slowly for a
moment, breathing the air into his lungs, then serenely dived again.

\x93Vere!\x94 called a woman\x92s voice from the house--\x93Vere!\x94

\x93Madre!\x94 cried the girl in reply, but without turning away from the sea.
\x93I am here! Do come out! I want to show you something.\x94

On a narrow terrace looking towards Naples a tall figure appeared.

\x93Where are you?\x94

\x93Here! here!\x94

The mother smiled and left the terrace, passed through a little gate,
and almost directly was standing beside the girl, saying:

\x93What is it? Is there a school of whales in the Bay, or have you sighted
the sea-serpent coming from Capri?\x94

\x93No, no! But--you see that boat?\x94

\x93Yes. The men are diving for _frutti di mare_, aren\x92t they?\x94

Vere nodded.

\x93The men are nothing. But there is a boy who is wonderful.\x94

\x93Why? What does he do?\x94

\x93He stays under water an extraordinary time. Now wait. Have you got a
watch, Madre?\x94

\x93Yes.\x94

\x93Take it out, there\x92s a darling, and time him. I want to know--there he
is! You see!\x94

\x93Yes.\x94

\x93Have you got your watch? Wait till he goes under! Wait a minute! There!
He\x92s gone! Now begin.\x94

She drew into her lungs a long breath, and held it. The mother smiled,
keeping her eyes obediently on the watch which lay in her hand.

There was a silence between them as the seconds passed.

\x93Really,\x94 began the mother presently, \x93he must be--\x94

\x93Hush, Madre, hush!\x94

The girl had clasped her hands tightly. Her eyes never left the sea.
The tick, tick of the watch was just audible in the stillness of the May
morning. At last--

\x93There he is!\x94 cried the girl. \x93Quick! How long has he been under?\x94

\x93Just fifty seconds.\x94

\x93I wonder--I\x92m sure it\x92s a record. If only Gaspare were here! When will
he be back from Naples with Monsieur Emile?\x94

\x93About twelve, I should think. But I doubt if they can sail.\x94 She looked
out to sea, and added: \x93I think the wind is changing to scirocco. They
may be later.\x94

\x93He\x92s gone down again!\x94

\x93I never saw you so interested in a diver before,\x94 said the mother.
\x93What made you begin to look at the boy?\x94

\x93He was singing. I heard him, and his voice made me feel--\x94 She paused.

\x93What?\x94 said her mother.

\x93I don\x92t know. _Un poco diavolesca_, I\x92m afraid. One thing, though! It
made me long to be a boy.\x94

\x93Did it?\x94

\x93Yes! Madre, tell me truly--sea-water on your lips, as the fishermen
say--now truly, did you ever want me to be a boy?\x94

Hermione Delarey did not answer for a moment. She looked away over the
still sea, that seemed to be slowly losing its color, and she thought of
another sea, of the Ionian waters that she had loved so much. They had
taken her husband from her before her child was born, and this child\x92s
question recalled to her the sharp agony of those days and nights in
Sicily, when Maurice lay unburied in the Casa del Prete, and afterwards
in the hospital at Marechiaro--of other days and nights in Italy, when,
isolated with the Sicilian boy, Gaspare, she had waited patiently for
the coming of her child.

\x93Sea-water, Madre, sea-water on your lips!\x94

Her mother looked down at her.

\x93Do you think I wished it, Vere?\x94

\x93To-day I do.\x94

\x93Why to-day?\x94

\x93Because I wish it so much. And it seems to me as if perhaps I wish it
because you once wished it for me. You thought I should be a boy?\x94

\x93I felt sure you would be a boy.\x94

\x93Madre! How strange!\x94

The girl was looking up at her mother. Her dark eyes--almost Sicilian
eyes they were--opened very wide, and her lips remained slightly parted
after she had spoken.

\x93I wonder why that was?\x94 she said at length.

\x93I have wondered too. It may have been that I was always thinking of
your father in those days, recalling him--well, recalling him as he had
been in Sicily. He went away from me so suddenly that somehow his
going, even when it had happened, for a long time seemed to be an
impossibility. And I fancied, I suppose, that my child would be him in a
way.\x94

\x93Come back?\x94

\x93Or never quite gone.\x94

The girl was silent for a moment.

\x93Povera Madre mia!\x94 at last she said.

But she did not seem distressed for herself. No personal grievance,
no doubt of complete love assailed her. And the fact that this was so
demonstrated, very quietly and very completely, the relation existing
between this mother and this child.

\x93I wonder, now,\x94 Vere said, presently, \x93why I never specially wished to
be a boy until to-day--because, after all, it can\x92t be from you that the
wish came. If it had been it must have come long ago. And it didn\x92t. It
only came when I heard that boy\x92s voice. He sings like all the boys,
you know, that have ever enjoyed themselves, that are still enjoying
themselves in the sun.\x94

\x93I wish he would sing once more!\x94 said Hermione.

\x93Perhaps he will. Look! He\x92s getting into the boat. And the men are
stopping too.\x94

The boy was very quick in his movements. Almost before Vere had finished
speaking he had pulled on his blue jersey and white trousers, and again
taken the big oars in his hands. Standing up, with his face set towards
the islet, he began once more to propel the boat towards it. And as he
swung his body slowly to and fro he opened his lips and sang lustily
once more,

  \x93O Napoli, bella Napoli!\x94

Hermione and Vere sat silently listening as the song grew louder and
louder, till the boat was almost in the shadow of the islet, and the
boy, with a strong stroke of the left oar turned its prow towards the
pool over which San Francesco watched.

\x93They\x92re going into the Saint\x92s Pool to have a siesta,\x94 said Vere.
\x93Isn\x92t he a splendid boy, Madre?\x94

As she spoke the boat was passing almost directly beneath them, and they
saw its name painted in red letters on the prow, _Sirena del Mare_. The
two men, one young, one middle-aged, were staring before them at the
rocks. But the boy, more sensitive, perhaps, than they were to the
watching eyes of women, looked straight up to Vere and to her mother.
They saw his level rows of white teeth gleaming as the song came out
from his parted lips, the shining of his eager dark eyes, full of the
careless merriment of youth, the black, low-growing hair stirring in
the light sea breeze about his brow, bronzed by sun and wind. His
slight figure swayed with an easy motion that had the grace of perfectly
controlled activity, and his brown hands gripped the great oars with
a firmness almost of steel, as the boat glided under the lee of the
island, and vanished from the eyes of the watchers into the shadowy pool
of San Francesco.

When the boat had disappeared, Vere lifted herself up and turned round
to her mother.

\x93Isn\x92t he a jolly boy, Madre?\x94

\x93Yes,\x94 said Hermione.

She spoke in a low voice. Her eyes were still on the sea where the boat
had passed.

\x93Yes,\x94 she repeated, almost as if to herself.

For the first time a little cloud went over Vere\x92s sensitive face.

\x93Madre, how horribly I must have disappointed you,\x94 she said.

The mother did not break into protestations. She always treated her
child with sincerity.

\x93Just for a moment, Vere,\x94 she answered. \x93And then, very soon, you made
me feel how much more intimate can be the relationship between a mother
and a daughter than between a mother and any son.\x94

\x93Is that true, really?\x94

\x93I think it is.\x94

\x93But why should that be?\x94

\x93Don\x92t you think that Monsieur Emile can tell you much better than I? I
feel all the things, you know, that he can explain.\x94

There was a touch of something that was like a half-hidden irony in her
voice.

\x93Monsieur Emile! Yes, I think he understands almost everything about
people,\x94 said Vere, quite without irony. \x93But could a man explain such a
thing as well as a woman? I don\x92t think so.\x94

\x93We have the instincts, perhaps, men the vocabulary. Come, Vere, I want
to look over into the Saint\x92s Pool and see what those men are doing.\x94

Vere laughed.

\x93Take care, Madre, or Gaspare will be jealous.\x94

A soft look came into Hermione\x92s face.

\x93Gaspare and I know each other,\x94 she said, quietly.

\x93But he could be jealous--horribly jealous.\x94

\x93Of you, perhaps, Vere, but never of me. Gaspare and I have passed
through too much together for anything of that kind. Nobody could ever
take his place with me, and he knows it quite well.\x94

\x93Gaspare\x92s a darling, and I love him,\x94 said Vere, rather inconsequently.
\x93Shall we look over into the Pool from the pavilion, or go down by the
steps?\x94

\x93We\x92ll look over.\x94

They passed in through a gateway to the narrow terrace that fronted the
Casa del Mare facing Vesuvius, entered the house, traversed a little
hall, came out again into the air by a door on its farther side, and
made their way to a small pavilion that looked upon the Pool of San
Francesco. Almost immediately below, in the cool shadow of the cliff,
the boat was moored. The two men, lying at full length in it, their
faces buried in their hands, were already asleep. But the boy, sitting
astride on the prow, with his bare feet dangling on each side of it
to the clear green water, was munching slowly, and rather seriously, a
hunch of yellow bread, from which he cut from time to time large pieces
with a clasp knife. As he ate, lifting the pieces of bread to his mouth
with the knife, against whose blade he held them with his thumb, he
stared down at the depths below, transparent here almost to the sea
bed. His eyes were wide with reverie. He seemed another boy, not the
gay singer of five minutes ago. But then he had been in the blaze of the
sun. Now he was in the shade. And swiftly he had caught the influence of
the dimmer light, the lack of motion, the delicate hush at the feet of
San Francesco.

This time he did not know that he was being watched. His reverie,
perhaps, was too deep, or their gaze less concentrated than it had been
before. And after a moment, Hermione moved away.

\x93You are going in, Madre?\x94

\x93Yes.\x94

\x93Do you mind if I give something to that boy?\x94

\x93Do you mean money?\x94

\x93Oh no. But the poor thing\x92s eating dry bread, and--\x94

\x93And what, you puss?\x94

\x93Well, he\x92s a very obedient boy.\x94

\x93How can you know that?\x94

\x93He was idling in the boat, and I called out to him to jump into the
sea, and he jumped in immediately.\x94

\x93Do you think because he heard you?\x94

\x93Certainly I do.\x94

\x93You conceited little creature! Perhaps he was only pleasing himself!\x94

\x93No, Madre, no. I think I should like to give him a little reward
presently--for his singing too.\x94

\x93Get him a dolce, then, from Carmela, if there is one. And you can give
him some cigarettes.\x94

\x93I will. He\x92ll love that. Oh dear! I wish he didn\x92t make me dissatisfied
with myself!\x94

\x93Nonsense, Vere!\x94

Hermione bent down and kissed her child. Then she went rather quickly
away from the pavilion and entered the Casa del Mare.



CHAPTER II

After her mother had gone, Vere waited for a moment, then ran lightly to
the house, possessed herself of a dolce and a packet of cigarettes, and
went down the steps to the Pool of San Francesco, full of hospitable
intentions towards the singing boy. She found him still sitting astride
of the boat\x92s prow, not yet free of his reverie apparently; for when
she gave a low call of \x93Pescator!\x94 prolonging the last syllable with the
emphasis and the accent of Naples, but always softly, he started, and
nearly dropped into the sea the piece of bread he was lifting to his
mouth. Recovering himself in time to save the bread deftly with one
brown hand, he turned half round, leaning on his left arm, and stared at
Vere with large, inquiring eyes. She stood by the steps and beckoned to
him, lifting up the packet of cigarettes, then pointing to his sleeping
companions:

\x93Come here for a minute!\x94

The boy smiled, sprang up, and leaped onto the islet. As he came to her,
with the easy, swinging walk of the barefooted sea-people, he pulled up
his white trousers, and threw out his chest with an obvious desire to
\x93fare figura\x94 before the pretty Padrona of the islet. When he reached
her he lifted his hand to his bare head forgetfully, meaning to take off
his cap to her. Finding that he had no cap, he made a laughing grimace,
threw up his chin and, thrusting his tongue against his upper teeth and
opening wide his mouth, uttered a little sound most characteristically
Neapolitan--a sound that seemed lightly condemnatory of himself. This
done, he stood still before Vere, looking at the cigarettes and at the
dolce.

\x93I\x92ve brought these for you,\x94 she said.

\x93Grazie, Signorina.\x94

He did not hold out his hand, but his eyes, now devoted entirely to
the cigarettes, began to shine with pleasure. Vere did not give him the
presents at once. She had something to explain first.

\x93We mustn\x92t wake them,\x94 she said, pointing towards the boat in which the
men were sleeping. \x93Come a little way with me.\x94

She retreated a few steps from the sea, followed closely by the eager
boy.

\x93We sha\x92n\x92t disturb them now,\x94 she said, stopping. \x93Do you know why I\x92ve
brought you these?\x94

She stretched out her hands, with the dolce and the cigarettes.

The boy threw his chin up again and half shut his eyes.

\x93No, Signorina.\x94

\x93Because you did what I told you.\x94

She spoke rather with the air of a little queen.

\x93I don\x92t understand.\x94

\x93Didn\x92t you hear me call out to you from up there?\x94--she pointed to the
cliff above their heads--\x93when you were sitting in the boat? I called to
you to go in after the men.\x94

\x93Why?\x94

\x93Why! Because I thought you were a lazy boy.\x94

He laughed. All his brown face gave itself up to laughter--eyes, teeth,
lips, cheeks, chin. His whole body seemed to be laughing. The idea of
his being lazy seemed to delight his whole spirit.

\x93You would have been lazy if you hadn\x92t done what I told you,\x94 said
Vere, emphatically, forcing her words through his merriment with
determination. \x93You know you would.\x94

\x93I never heard you call, Signorina.\x94

\x93You didn\x92t?\x94

He shook his head several times, bent down, dipped his fingers in the
sea, put them to his lips: \x93I say it.\x94

\x93Really?\x94

There was a note of disappointment in her voice. She felt dethroned.

\x93But then, you haven\x92t earned these,\x94 she said, looking at him almost
with rebuke, \x93if you went in of your own accord.\x94

\x93I go in because it is my mestiere, Signorina,\x94 the boy said, simply. \x93I
go in by force.\x94

He looked at her and then again at the cigarettes. His expression said,
\x93Can you refuse me?\x94 There was a quite definite and conscious attempt to
cajole her to generosity in his eyes, and in the pose he assumed. Vere
saw it, and knew that if there had been a mirror within reach at
that moment the boy would have been looking into it, frankly admiring
himself.

In Italy the narcissus blooms at all seasons of the year.

She was charmed by the boy, for he did his luring well, and she was
susceptible to all that was naturally picturesque. But a gay little
spirit of resistance sprang up like a flame and danced within her.

She let her hands fall to her sides.

\x93But you like going in?\x94

\x93Signorina?\x94

\x93You enjoy diving?\x94

He shrugged his shoulders, and again used what seemed with him a
favorite expression.

\x93Signorina, I must enjoy it, by force.\x94

\x93You do it wonderfully. Do you know that? You do it better than the
men.\x94

Again the conscious look came into the boy\x92s face and body, as if his
soul were faintly swaggering.

\x93There is no one in the Bay who can dive better than I can,\x94 he
answered. \x93Giovannino thinks he can. Well, let him think so. He would
not dare to make a bet with me.\x94

\x93He would lose it if he did,\x94 said Vere. \x93I\x92m sure he would. Just now
you were under water nearly a minute by my mother\x92s watch.\x94

\x93Where is the Signora?\x94 said the boy, looking round.

\x93Why d\x92you ask?\x94

\x93Why--I can stay under longer than that.\x94

\x93Now, look here!\x94 said the girl, eagerly. \x93Never mind Madre! Go down
once for me, won\x92t you? Go down once for me, and you shall have the
dolce and two packets of cigarettes.\x94

\x93I don\x92t want the dolce, Signorina; a dolce is for women,\x94 he said,
with the complete bluntness characteristic of Southern Italians and of
Sicilians.

\x93The cigarettes, then.\x94

\x93Va bene. But the water is too shallow here.\x94

\x93We\x92ll take my boat.\x94

She pointed to a small boat, white with a green line, that was moored
close to them.

\x93Va bene,\x94 said the boy again.

He rolled his white trousers up above his knees, stripped off his blue
jersey, leaving the thin vest that was beneath it, folded the jersey
neatly and laid it on the stones, tightened his trousers at the back,
then caught hold of the rope by which Vere\x92s boat was moored to the
shore and pulled the boat in.

Very carefully he helped Vere into it.

\x93I know a good place,\x94 he said, \x93where you can see right down to the
bottom.\x94

Taking the oars he slowly paddled a little way out to a deep clear pool
of the sea.

\x93I\x92ll go in here, Signorina.\x94

He stood up straight, with his feet planted on each side of the boat\x92s
prow, and glanced at the water intimately, as might a fish. Then he
shot one more glance at Vere and at the cigarettes, made the sign of the
cross, lifted his brown arms above his head, uttered a cry, and dived
cleanly below the water, going down obliquely till he was quite dim in
the water.

Vere watched him with deep attention. This feat of the boy fascinated
her. The water between them made him look remote, delicate and
unearthly--neither boy nor fish. His head, she could see, was almost
touching the bottom. She fancied that he was actually touching bottom
with his hands. Yes, he was. Bending low over the water she saw his
brown fingers, stretched out and well divided, promenading over the
basin of the sea as lightly and springily as the claws of a crab
tip-toeing to some hiding-place. Presently he let himself down a little
more, pressed his flat palms against the ground, and with the impetus
thus gained made his body shoot back towards the surface feet foremost.
Then bringing his body up till it was in a straight line with his feet,
he swam slowly under water, curving first in this direction then in
that, with a lithe ease that was enchantingly graceful. Finally, he
turned over on his back and sank slowly down until he looked like a
corpse lying at the bottom of the sea.

Then Vere felt a sickness of fear steal over her, and leaning over the
sea till her face almost touched the water, she cried out fiercely:

\x93Come up! Come up! Presto! Presto!\x94

As the boy had seemed to obey her when she cried out to him from the
summit of the cliff, so he seemed to obey her now.

When her voice died down into the sea-depths he rose from those depths,
and she saw his eyes laughing, his lips laughing at her, freed from the
strange veil of the water, which had cast upon him a spectral aspect,
the likeness of a thing deserted by its soul.

\x93Did you hear me that time?\x94 Vere said, rather eagerly.

The boy lifted his dark head from the water to shake it, drew a long
breath, trod water, then threw up his chin with the touch of tongue
against teeth which is the Neapolitan negative.

\x93You didn\x92t! Then why did you come up?\x94

He swam to the boat.

\x93It pleased me to come.\x94

She looked doubtful.

\x93I believe you are birbante,\x94 she said, slowly. \x93I am nearly sure you
are.\x94

The boy was just getting out, pulling himself up slowly to the boat by
his arms, with his wet hands grasping the gunwale firmly. He looked at
Vere, with the salt drops running down his sunburnt face, and dripping
from his thick, matted hair to his strong neck and shoulders. Again his
whole face laughed, as, nimbly, he brought his legs from the water and
stood beside her.

\x93Birbante, Signorina?\x94

\x93Yes. Are you from Naples?\x94

\x93I come from Mergellina, Signorina.\x94

Vere looked at him half-doubtfully, but still with innocent admiration.
There was something perfectly fearless and capable about him that
attracted her.

He rowed in to shore.

\x93How old are you?\x94 she asked.

\x93Sixteen years old, Signorina.\x94

\x93I am sixteen, too.\x94

They reached the islet, and Vere got out. The boy followed her, fastened
the boat, and moved away a few steps. She wondered why, till she saw him
stop in a sun-patch and let the beams fall full upon him.

\x93You aren\x92t afraid of catching cold?\x94 she asked.

He threw up his chin. His eyes went to the cigarettes.

\x93Yes,\x94 said Vere, in answer to the look, \x93you shall have one. Here!\x94

She held out the packet. Very carefully and neatly the boy, after
holding his right hand for a moment to the sun to get dry, drew out a
cigarette.

\x93Oh, you want a match!\x94

He sprang away and ran lightly to the boat. Without waking his
companions he found a matchbox and lit the cigarette. Then he came back,
on the way stopping to get into his jersey.

Vere sat down on a narrow seat let into the rock close to the sun-patch.
She was nursing the dolce on her knee.

\x93You won\x92t have it?\x94 she asked.

He gave her his usual negative, again stepping full into the sun.

\x93Well, then, I shall eat it. You say a dolce is for women!\x94

\x93Si, Signorina,\x94 he answered, quite seriously.

She began to devour it slowly, while the boy drew the cigarette smoke
into his lungs voluptuously.

\x93And you are only sixteen?\x94 she asked.

\x93Si, Signorina.\x94

\x93As young as I am! But you look almost a man.\x94

\x93Signorina, I have always worked. I am a man.\x94

He squared his shoulders. She liked the determination, the resolution in
his face; and she liked the face, too. He was a very handsome boy, she
thought, but somehow he did not look quite Neapolitan. His eyes lacked
the round and staring impudence characteristic of many Neapolitans she
had seen. There was something at times impassive in their gaze. In shape
they were long, and slightly depressed at the corners by the cheeks, and
they had full, almost heavy, lids. The features of the boy were small
and straight, and gave no promise of eventual coarseness. He was
splendidly made. When Vere looked at him she thought of an arrow. Yet he
was very muscular, and before he dived she had noticed that on his arms
the biceps swelled up like smooth balls of iron beneath the shining
brown skin.

\x93What month were you born in?\x94 she asked.

\x93Signorina, I believe I was born in March. I believe I was sixteen last
March.\x94

\x93Then I am older than you are!\x94

This seemed to the boy a matter of indifference, though it was evidently
exercising the girl beside him. She had finished the dolce now, and he
was smoking the last fraction of an inch of the cigarette, economically
determined to waste none of it, even though he burnt his fingers.

\x93Have another cigarette,\x94 Vere added, after a pause during which she
considered him carefully. \x93You can\x92t get anything more out of that one.\x94

\x93Grazie, Signorina.\x94

He took it eagerly.

\x93Do tell me your name, won\x92t you?\x94 Vere went on.

\x93Ruffo, Signorina.\x94

\x93Ruffo--that\x92s a nice name. It sounds strong and bold. And you live at
Mergellina?\x94

\x93Si, Signorina. But I wasn\x92t born there. I wasn\x92t born in Naples at
all.\x94

\x93Where were you born?\x94

\x93In America, Signorina, near New York. I am a Sicilian.\x94

\x93A Sicilian, are you!\x94

\x93Si, Signorina.\x94

\x93I am a little bit Sicilian, too; only a little tiny bit--but still--\x94

She waited to see the effect upon him. He looked at her steadily with
his long bright eyes.

\x93You are Sicilian, Signorina?\x94

\x93My great-grandmother was.\x94

\x93Si?\x94

His voice sounded incredulous.

\x93Don\x92t you believe me?\x94 she cried, rather hotly.

\x93Ma si, Signorina! Only--that\x92s not very Sicilian, if the rest is
English. You are English, Signorina, aren\x92t you?\x94

\x93The rest of me is. Are you all Sicilian?\x94

\x93Signorina, my mother is Sicilian.\x94

\x93And your father, too?\x94

\x93Signorina, my father is dead,\x94 he said, in a changed voice. \x93Now I live
with my mother and my step-father. He--Patrigno--he is Neapolitan.\x94

There was a movement in the boat. The boy looked round.

\x93I must go back to the boat, Signorina,\x94 he said.

\x93Oh, must you?\x94 Vere said. \x93What a pity! But look, they are really still
asleep.\x94

\x93I must go back, Signorina,\x94 he protested.

\x93You want to sleep, too, perhaps?\x94

He seized the excuse.

\x93Si, Signorina. Being under the sea so much--it tires the head and the
eyes. I want to sleep, too.\x94

His face, full of life, denied his words, but Vere only said:

\x93Here are the cigarettes.\x94

\x93Grazie, Signorina.\x94

\x93And I promised you another packet. Well, wait here--just here, d\x92you
see?--under the bridge, and I\x92ll throw it down, and you must catch it.\x94

\x93Si, Signorina.\x94

He took his stand on the spot she pointed out, and she disappeared up
the steps towards the house.

\x93Madre! Madre!\x94

Hermione heard Vere\x92s voice calling below a moment later.

\x93What is it?\x94

There was a quick step on the stairs, and the girl ran in.

\x93One more packet of cigarettes--may I? It\x92s instead of the dolce. Ruffo
says only women eat sweet things.\x94

\x93Ruffo!\x94

\x93Yes, that\x92s his name. He\x92s been diving for me. You never saw anything
like it! And he\x92s a Sicilian. Isn\x92t it odd? And sixteen--just as I am.
May I have the cigarettes for him?\x94

\x93Yes, of course. In that drawer there\x92s a whole box of the ones Monsieur
Emile likes.\x94

\x93There would be ten cigarettes in a packet. I\x92ll give him ten.\x94

She counted them swiftly out.

\x93There! And I\x92ll make him catch them all, one by one. It will be more
fun than throwing only a packet. Addio, mia bella Madre! Addi-io!
Addi-io!\x94

And singing the words to the tune of \x93Addio, mia bella Napoli,\x94 she
flitted out of the room and down the stairs.

\x93Ruffo! Ruffo!\x94

A minute later she was leaning over the bridge to the boy, who stood
sentinel below. He looked up, and saw her laughing face full of merry
mischief, and prepared to catch the packet she had promised him.

\x93Ruffo, I\x92m so sorry, but I can\x92t find another packet of cigarettes.\x94

The boy\x92s bright face changed, looked almost sad, but he called up:

\x93Non fa niente, Signorina!\x94 He stood still for a moment, then made a
gesture of salutation, and added; \x93Thank you, Signorina. A rivederci!\x94

He moved to go to the boat, but Vere cried out, quickly:

\x93Wait, Ruffo! Can you catch well?\x94

\x93Signorina?\x94

\x93Look out now!\x94

Her arm was thrust out over the bridge, and Ruffo, staring up, saw a big
cigarette--a cigarette such as he had never seen--in her small fingers.
Quickly he made a receptacle of his joined hands, his eyes sparkling and
his lips parted with happy anticipation.

\x93One!\x94

The cigarette fell and was caught.

\x93Two!\x94

A second fell. But this time Ruffo was unprepared, and it dropped on the
rock by his bare feet.

\x93Stupido!\x94 laughed the girl.

\x93Ma, Signorina--!\x94

\x93Three!\x94

It had become a game between them, and continued to be a game until all
the ten cigarettes had made their journey through the air.

Vere would not let Ruffo know when a cigarette was coming, but kept him
on the alert, pretending, holding it poised above him between his finger
and thumb until even his eyes blinked from gazing upward; then dropping
it when she thought he was unprepared, or throwing it like a missile.
But she soon knew that she had found her match in the boy. And when he
caught the tenth and last cigarette in his mouth she clapped her hands,
and cried out so enthusiastically that one of the men in the boat heaved
himself up from the bottom, and, choking down a yawn, stared with heavy
amazement at the young virgin of the rocks, and uttered a \x93Che Diavolo!\x94
 under his stiff mustache.

Vere saw his astonishment, and swiftly, with a parting wave of her hand
to Ruffo, she disappeared, leaving her prot\xE9g\xE9 to run off gayly with his
booty to his comrades of the _Sirena del Mare_.



CHAPTER III

\x93I can see the boat, Vere,\x94 said Hermione, when the girl came back, her
eyes still gleaming with memories of the fun of the cigarette game with
Ruffo.

\x93Where, Madre?\x94

She sat down quickly beside her mother on the window-seat, leaning
against her confidentially and looking out over the sea. Hermione put
her arm round the girl\x92s shoulder.

\x93There! Don\x92t you see!\x94 She pointed. \x93It has passed Casa Pantano.\x94

\x93I see! Yes, that is Gaspare, and Monsieur Emile in the stern. They
won\x92t be late for lunch. I almost wish they would, Madre.\x94

\x93Why?\x94

\x93I\x92m not a bit hungry. Ruffo wouldn\x92t eat the dolce, so I did.\x94

\x93Ruffo! You seem to have made great friends with that boy.\x94

She did not speak rebukingly, but with a sort of tender amusement.

\x93I really have,\x94 returned Vere.

She put her head against her mother\x92s shoulder.

\x93Isn\x92t this odd, Madre? Twice in the short time I\x92ve known Ruffo, he\x92s
obeyed me. The first time he was in the boat. I called out to him to
dive in, and he did it instantly. The second time he was under water,
at the very bottom of the sea. He looked as if he were dead, and for a
minute I felt frightened. So I called out to him to come up, and he came
up directly.\x94

\x93But that only shows that he\x92s a polite boy and does what you wish.\x94

\x93No, no. He didn\x92t hear me either time. He had no idea I had called. But
each time I did, without hearing me he had the sudden wish to do what I
wanted. Now, isn\x92t that curious?\x94

She paused.

\x93Madre?\x94 she added.

\x93You think you influenced him?\x94

\x93Don\x92t you think I did?\x94

\x93Perhaps so. There\x92s a sympathetic link of youth between you. You
are gloriously young, both of you, little daughter. And youth turns
naturally to youth, though I\x92m afraid old age doesn\x92t always turn
naturally to old age.\x94

\x93What do you know about old age, Madre? You haven\x92t a gray hair.\x94

She spoke with anxious encouragement.

\x93It\x92s true. My hair declines to get gray.\x94

\x93I don\x92t believe you\x92ll ever be gray.\x94

\x93Probably not. But there\x92s another grayness--Life behind one instead of
before; the emotional--\x94

She stopped herself. This was not for Vere.

\x93They\x92re close in,\x94 she said, looking out of the window.

She waved her hand. The big man in the stern of the boat took off
his hat in reply, and waved his hand, too. The rower pulled with the
vivacity that comes to men near the end of a task, and the boat shot
into the Pool of the Saint, where Ruffo was at that moment enjoying his
third cigarette.

\x93I\x92ll run down and meet Monsieur Emile,\x94 said Vere.

And she disappeared as swiftly as she had come.

The big man who got out of the boat could not claim Hermione\x92s immunity
from gray hairs. His beard was lightly powdered with them, and though
much of the still thick hair on his head was brown, and his figure was
erect, and looked strong and athletic--he seemed what he was, a man of
middle age, who had lived, and thought, and observed much. His eyes
had the peculiar expression of eyes that have seen very many and very
various sights. It was difficult to imagine them not looking keenly
intelligent. The vivacity of youth was no longer in them, but the
vividness of intellect, of an intellect almost fiercely alive and
tenacious of its life, was never absent from them.

As Artois got out, the boat\x92s prow was being held by the Sicilian,
Gaspare, now a man of thirty-five, but still young-looking. Many
Sicilians grow old quickly--hard life wears them out. But Gaspare\x92s fate
had been easier than that of most of his contemporaries and friends of
Marechiaro. Ever since the tragic death of the beloved master, whom he
still always spoke of as \x93mio Padrone,\x94 he had been Hermione\x92s faithful
attendant and devoted friend. Yes, she knew him to be that--she wished
him to be that. Their stations in life might be different, but they had
come to sorrow together. They had suffered together and been in sympathy
while they suffered. He had loved what she had loved, lost it when she
had lost it, wept for it when she had wept.

And he had been with her when she had waited for the coming of the
child.

Hermione really cared for three people: Gaspare was one of them. He knew
it. The other two were Vere and Emile Artois.

\x93Vere,\x94 said Artois, taking her two hands closely in his large hands,
and gazing into her face with the kind, even affectionate directness
that she loved in him: \x93do you know that to-day you are looking
insolent?\x94

\x93Insolent!\x94 said the girl. \x93How dare you!\x94

She tried to take her hands away.

\x93Insolently young,\x94 he said, keeping them authoritatively.

\x93But I am young. What do you mean, Monsieur Emile?\x94

\x93I? It is your meaning I am searching for.\x94

\x93I sha\x92n\x92t let you find it. You are much too curious about people.
But--I\x92ve been having a game this morning.\x94

\x93A game! Who was your playmate?\x94

\x93Never mind.\x94

But her bright eyes went for the fraction of a second to Ruffo, who
close by in the boat was lying at his ease, his head thrown back, and
one of the cigarettes between his lips.

\x93What! That boy there?\x94

\x93Nonsense! Come along! Madre has been sitting at the window for ages
looking out for the boat. Couldn\x92t you sail at all Gaspare?\x94

Artois had let go her hands, and now she turned to the Sicilian.

\x93To Naples, Signorina, and nearly to the Antico Giuseppone coming back.\x94

\x93But we had to do a lot of tacking,\x94 said Artois. \x93Mon Dieu! That boy is
smoking one of my cigarettes! You sacrilegious little creature! You have
been robbing my box!\x94

Gaspare\x92s eyes followed Artois\x92 to Ruffo, who was watching them
attentively, but who now looked suddenly sleepy.

\x93It belongs to Madre.\x94

\x93It was bought for me.\x94

\x93I like you better with a pipe. You are too big for cigarettes. And
besides, artists always smoke pipes.\x94

\x93Allow me to forget that I try to be an artist when I come to the
island, Vere.\x94

\x93Yes, yes, I will,\x94 she said, with a pretty air of relenting. \x93You
poor thing, here you are a king incognito, and we all treat you quite
familiarly. I\x92ll even go first, regardless of etiquette.\x94 And she went
off to the steps that led upward to the house.

Artois followed her. As he went he said to Ruffo in the Neapolitan
dialect:

\x93It\x92s a good cigarette, isn\x92t it? You are in luck this morning.\x94

\x93Si, Signore,\x94 said the boy, smiling. \x93The Signorina gave me ten.\x94

And he blew out a happy cloud.

There was something in his welcoming readiness of response, something
in his look and voice, that seemed to stir within the tenacious mind of
Artois a quivering chord of memory.

\x93I wonder if I have spoken to that boy in Naples?\x94 he thought, as he
mounted the steps behind Vere.

Hermione met him at the door of her room, and they went in almost
directly to lunch with Vere. When the meal was over Vere disappeared,
without saying why, and Hermione and Artois returned to Hermione\x92s room
to have coffee. By this time the day was absolutely windless, the sky
had become nearly white, and the sea was a pale gray, flecked here and
there with patches of white.

\x93This is like a June day of scirocco,\x94 said Artois, as he lit his pipe
with the air of a man thoroughly at home. \x93I wonder if it will succeed
in affecting Vere\x92s spirits. This morning, when I arrived, she looked
wildly young. But the day held still some blue then.\x94

Hermione was settling herself slowly in a low chair near the window that
faced Capri. The curious, rather ghastly light from the sea fell over
her.

\x93Vere is very sensitive to almost all influences,\x94 she said. \x93You know
that, Emile.\x94

\x93Yes,\x94 he said, throwing away the match he had been using; \x93and the
influence of this morning roused her to joy. What was it?\x94

\x93She was very excited watching a diver for _frutti di mare_.\x94

\x93A boy about seventeen or eighteen, black hair, Arab eyes, bronze
skin, a smile difficult to refuse, and a figure almost as perfect as a
Nubian\x92s, but rather squarer about the shoulders?\x94

\x93You have seen him, then?\x94

\x93Smoking ten of my special Khali Targa cigarettes, with his bare toes
cocked up, and one hand drooping into the Saint\x92s Pool.\x94

Hermione smiled.

\x93My cigarettes! They\x92re common property here,\x94 she said.

\x93That boy can\x92t be a pure-bred Neapolitan, surely. And yet he speaks the
language. There\x92s no mistaking the blow he gives to the last syllable of
a sentence.\x94

\x93He\x92s a Sicilian, Vere says.\x94

\x93Pure bred?\x94

\x93I don\x92t know.\x94

\x93I fancy I must have run across him somewhere in or about Naples. It is
he who made Vere, as I told her, look so insolently young this morning.\x94

\x93Ah, you noticed! I, too, thought I had never seen her so full of the
inner spirit of youth--almost as he was in Sicily.\x94

\x93Yes,\x94 Artois said, gravely. \x93In some things she is very much his
daughter.\x94

\x93In some things only?\x94 asked Hermione.

\x93Don\x92t you think so? Don\x92t you think she has much of you in her also? I
do.\x94

\x93Has she? I don\x92t know that I see it. I don\x92t know that I want to see
it. I always look for him in Vere. You see, I dreamed of having a boy.
Vere is instead of the boy I dreamed of, the boy--who never came, who
will never come.\x94

\x93My friend,\x94 said Artois, very seriously and gently, \x93are you still
allowing your mind to dwell upon that old imagination? And with Vere
before you, can you regard her merely as a substitute, an understudy?\x94

An energy that was not free from passion suddenly flamed up in Hermione.

\x93I love Vere,\x94 she said. \x93She is very close to me. She knows it. She
does not doubt me or my love.\x94

\x93But,\x94 he quietly persisted, \x93you still allow your mind to rove
ungoverned among those dangerous ways of the past?\x94

\x93Emile,\x94 she said, still speaking with vehemence, \x93it may be very easy
to a strong man like you to direct his thoughts, to keep them out of one
path and guide them along another. It may be--I don\x92t know whether it
is; but I don\x92t pretend to such strength. I don\x92t believe it is ever
given to women. Perhaps even strength has its sex--I sometimes think
so. I have my strength, believe me. But don\x92t require of me the peculiar
strength that is male.\x94

\x93The truth is that you love living in the past as the Bedouin loves
living in the desert.\x94

\x93It was my oasis,\x94 she answered, simply.

\x93And all these years--they have made no difference?\x94

\x93Did you think they would? Did you think they had?\x94

\x93I hoped so. I thought--I had begun to think that you lived again in
Vere.\x94

\x93Emile, you can always stand the truth, can\x92t you? Don\x92t say you can\x92t.
That would hurt me horribly. Perhaps you do not know how sometimes I
mentally lean on you. And I like to feel that if you knew the
absolute truth of me you would still look upon me with the same kind,
understanding eyes as now. Perhaps no one else would. Would you, do you
think?\x94

\x93I hope and believe I could,\x94 he said. \x93You do not live in Vere. Is that
it?\x94

\x93I know it is considered the right, the perfectly natural thing that a
mother, stricken as I have been, should find in time perfect peace and
contentment in her child. Even you--you spoke of \x91living again.\x92 It\x92s
the consecrated phrase, Emile, isn\x92t it? I ought to be living again in
Vere. Well, I\x92m not doing that. With my nature I could never do that. Is
that horrible?\x94

\x93Ma pauvre amie!\x94 he said.

He bent down and touched her hand.

\x93I don\x92t know,\x94 she said, more calmly, as if relieved, but still with an
undercurrent of passion, \x93whether I could ever live again in the life of
another. But if I did it would be in the life of a man. I am not made to
live in a woman\x92s life, really to live, giving out the force that is
in me. I know I\x92m a middle-aged woman--to these Italians here more than
that, an old woman. But I\x92m not a finished woman, and I never shall
be till I die. Vere is my child. I love her tenderly; more than
that--passionately. She has always been close to me, as you know. But
no, Emile, my relation to Vere, hers to me, does not satisfy all my need
of love, my power to love. No, no, it doesn\x92t. There\x92s something in me
that wants more, much more than that. There\x92s something in me that--I
think only a son of his could have satisfied my yearning. A son might
have been Maurice come back to me, come back in a different, beautiful,
wonderfully pure relation. I prayed for a son. I needed a son. Don\x92t
misunderstand me, Emile; in a way a son could never have been so close
to me as Vere is,--but I could have lived in him as I can never live in
Vere. I could have lived in him almost as once I lived in Maurice. And
to-day I--\x94

She got up suddenly from her chair, put her arms on the window-frame,
and leaned out to the strange, white day.

\x93Emile,\x94 she said, in a moment, turning round to him, \x93I want to get
away, on to the sea. Will you row me out, into the Grotto of Virgil?[*]
It\x92s so dreadfully white here, white and ghastly. I can\x92t talk naturally
here. And I should like to go on a little farther, now I\x92ve begun. It
would do me good to make a clean breast of it, dear brother confessor.
Shall we take the little boat and go?\x94

     [*] The grotto described in this book is not really the
     Grotto of Virgil, but it is often called so by the fishermen
     along the coast.

\x93Of course,\x94 he said.

\x93I\x92ll get a hat.\x94

She was away for two or three minutes. During that time Artois stood
by the window that looked towards Ischia. The stillness of the day was
intense, and gave to his mind a sensation of dream. Far off across the
gray-and-white waters, partially muffled in clouds that almost resembled
mist, the mountains of Ischia were rather suggested, mysteriously
indicated, than clearly seen. The gray cliffs towards Bagnoli went
down into motionless water gray as they were, but of a different, more
pathetic shade.

There was a luminous whiteness in the sky that affected the eyes, as
snow does.

Artois, as he looked, thought this world looked very old, a world
arranged for the elderly to dwell in. Was it not, therefore, an
appropriate setting for him and for Hermione? As this idea came into his
mind it sent a rather bitter smile to his lips, and Hermione, coming in
just then, saw the smile and said,--

\x93What is it, Emile? Why are you smiling?\x94

\x93Perhaps I will tell you when we are on the sea,\x94 he answered.

He looked at her. She had on a black hat, over which a white veil was
fastened. It was tied beneath her chin, and hung down in a cloud over
her breast. It made him think of the strange misty clouds which brooded
about the breasts of the mountains of Ischia.

\x93Shall we go?\x94 she said.

\x93Yes. What is Vere doing?\x94

\x93She is in her room.\x94

\x93What is she doing there?\x94

\x93Reading, I suppose. She often shuts herself up. She loves reading
almost more than I do.\x94

\x93Well?\x94

Hermione led the way down-stairs. When they were outside, on the crest
of the islet, the peculiar sickliness of the weather struck them both
more forcibly.

\x93This is the strangest scirocco effect I think I have ever seen,\x94 said
Artois. \x93It is as if nature were under the influence of a drug, and had
fallen into a morbid dream, with eyes wide open, and pale, inert and
folded hands. I should like to see Naples to-day, and notice if this
weather has any effect upon that amazing population. I wonder if my
young friend, Marchese Isidoro Panacci--By-the-way, I haven\x92t told you
about him?\x94

\x93No.\x94

\x93I must. But not now. We will continue our former conversation. Where
shall we find the boat, the small one?\x94

\x93Gaspare will bring it--Gaspare! Gaspare!\x94

\x93Signora!\x94 cried a strong voice below.

\x93La piccola barca!\x94

\x93Va bene, Signora!\x94

They descended slowly. It would have been almost impossible to do
anything quickly on such a day. The smallest movement, indeed, seemed
almost an outrage, likely to disturb the great white dreamer of the sea.
When they reached the foot of the cliff Gaspare was there, holding the
little craft in which Vere had gone out with Ruffo.

\x93Do you want me, Signora?\x94

\x93No, thank you, Gaspare. Don Emilio will row me. We are only going a
very little way.\x94

She stepped in. As Artois followed her he said to Gaspare:

\x93Those fishermen have gone?\x94

\x93Five minutes ago, Signore. There they are!\x94

He pointed to a boat at some distance, moving slowly in the direction of
Posilipo.

\x93I have been talking with them. One says he is of my country, a
Sicilian.\x94

\x93The boy?\x94

\x93Si, Signore, the giovinotto. But he cannot speak Sicilian, and he has
never been in Sicily, poveretto!\x94

Gaspare spoke with an accent of pity in which there was almost a hint of
contempt.

\x93A rivederci, Signore,\x94 he added, pushing off the little boat.

\x93A rivederci, Gaspare.\x94

Artois took the oars and paddled very gently out, keeping near to the
cliffs of the opposite shore.

\x93Even San Francesco looks weary to-day,\x94 he said, glancing across the
pool at the Saint on his pedestal. \x93I should not be surprised if, when
we return, we find that he has laid down his cross and is reclining like
the tired fishermen who come here in the night. Where shall we go?\x94

\x93To the Grotto of Virgil.\x94

\x93I wonder if Virgil was ever in his grotto? I wonder if he ever came
here on such a day of scirocco as this, and felt that the world was very
old, and he was even older than the world?\x94

\x93Do you feel like that to-day?\x94

\x93I feel that this is a world suitable for the old, for those who have
white hairs to accord with the white waters, and whose nights are the
white nights of age.\x94

\x93Was that why you were smiling so strangely just now when I came in?\x94

\x93Yes.\x94

He rowed on softly. The boat slipped out of the Pool of the Saint, and
then they saw the Capo Coroglio and the Island of Nisida with its
fort. On their right, and close to them, rose the weary-looking cliffs,
honey-combed with caverns, and seamed with fissures as an old and
haggard face is seamed with wrinkles that tell of many cares.

\x93Here is the grotto,\x94 said Hermione, almost directly. \x93Row in gently.\x94

He obeyed her and turned the boat, sending it in under the mighty roof
of rock.

A darkness fell upon them. They had a safe, enclosed sensation in
escaping for a moment from the white day, almost as if they had escaped
from a white enemy.

Artois let the oars lie still in the water, keeping his hands lightly
upon them, and both Hermione and he were silent for a few minutes,
listening to the tiny sounds made now and then by drops of moisture
which fell from the cavern roof softly into the almost silent sea. At
last Artois said:

\x93You are out of the whiteness now. This is a shadowed place like a
confessional, where murmuring lips tell to strangers the stories of
their lives. I am not a stranger, but tell me, my friend, about yourself
and Vere. Perhaps you scarcely know how deeply the mother and child
problem interests me--that is, when mother and child are two real
forces, as you and Vere are.\x94

\x93Then you think Vere has force?\x94

\x93Do not you?\x94

\x93What kind of force?\x94

\x93You mean physical, intellectual, or moral? Suppose I say she has the
force of charm!\x94

\x93Indeed she has that, as he had. That is one of the attributes she
derives from Maurice.\x94

\x93Yes. He had a wonderful charm. And then, Vere has passion.\x94

\x93You think so?\x94

\x93I am sure of it. Where does she get that from?\x94

\x93He was full of the passion of the South.\x94

\x93I think Vere has a touch of Northern passion in her, too, combined
perhaps with the other. And that, I think, she derives from you. Then I
discern in Vere intellectual force, immature, embryonic if you like, but
unmistakable.\x94

\x93That does not come from me,\x94 Hermione said, suddenly, almost with
bitterness.

\x93Why--why will you be unnecessarily humiliated?\x94 Artois exclaimed.

His voice was confusedly echoed by the cavern, which broke into faint,
but deep mutterings. Hermione looked up quickly to the mysterious vault
which brooded above them, and listened till the chaotic noises died
away. Then she said:

\x93Do you know what they remind me of?\x94

\x93Of what?\x94

\x93My efforts. Those efforts I made long ago to live again in work.\x94

\x93When you wrote?\x94

\x93Yes, when I tried to throw my mind and my heart down upon paper. How
strange it was! I had Vere--but she wasn\x92t enough to still the ache. And
I knew what work can be, what a consolation, because I knew you. And
I stretched out my hands to it--I stretched out my soul. And it was no
use; I wasn\x92t made to be a successful writer. When I spoke from my heart
to try and move men and save myself, my words were seized, as yours were
just now by the rock--seized, and broken, and flung back in confusion.
They struck my heart like stones. Emile, I\x92m one of those people who can
only do one thing: I can only feel.\x94

\x93It is true that you could never be an artist. Perhaps you were made to
be an inspiration.\x94

\x93But that\x92s not enough. The role of starter to those who race--I haven\x92t
the temperament to reconcile myself to that. It\x92s not that I have in me
a conceit which demands to be fed. But I have in me a force that clamors
to exercise itself. Only when I was living on Monte Amato with Maurice
did I feel that the force was being used as God meant it to be used.\x94

\x93In loving?\x94

\x93In loving passionately something that was utterly worthy to be loved.\x94

Artois was silent. He knew Hermione\x92s mistake. He knew what had never
been told him: that Maurice had been false to her for the love of the
peasant girl Maddalena. He knew that Maurice had been done to death by
the betrayed girl\x92s father, Salvatore. And Gaspare knew these things,
too. But through all these years these two men had so respected silence,
the nobility of it, the grand necessity of it in certain circumstances
of life, that they had never spoken to each other of the black truth
known to them both. Indeed, Artois believed that even now, after more
than sixteen years, if he ventured one word against the dead man Gaspare
would be ready to fly at his throat in defence of the loved Padrone. For
this divined and persistent loyalty Artois had a sensation of absolute
love. Between him and Gaspare there must always be the barrier of a
great and mutual reserve. Yet that very reserve, because there was
something truly delicate, and truly noble in it, was as a link of steel
between them. They were watchdogs of Hermione. They had been watchdogs
through all these years, guarding her from the knowledge of a truth. And
so well had they done her service that now to-day she was able to say,
with clasped hands and the light of passion in her eyes:

\x93Something that was utterly worthy to be loved.\x94

When Artois spoke again he said:

\x93And that force cannot be fully used in loving Vere?\x94

\x93No, Emile. Is that very horrible, very unnatural?\x94

\x93Why should it be?\x94

\x93I have tried--I have tried for years, Emile, to make Vere enough. I
have even been false with myself. I have said to myself that she was
enough. I did that after I knew that I could never produce work of any
value. When Vere was a baby I lived only for her. Again, when she was
beginning to grow up, I tried to live, I did live only for her. And I
remember I used to say, I kept on saying to myself, \x91This is enough for
me. I do not need any more than this. I have had my life. I am now
a middle-aged woman. I must live in my child. This will be my
satisfaction. This is my satisfaction. This is using rightly and
naturally all that force I feel within me.\x92 I kept on saying this. But
there is something within one which rises up and defies a lie--however
beautiful the lie is, however noble it is. And I think even a lie can
sometimes be both. Don\x92t you, Emile?\x94

It almost seemed to him for a moment that she knew his lie and
Gaspare\x92s.

\x93Yes,\x94 he said. \x93I do think so.\x94

\x93Well, that lie of mine--it was defied. And it had no more courage.\x94

\x93I want you to tell me something,\x94 he said, quietly. \x93I want you to tell
me what has happened to-day.\x94

\x93To-day?\x94

\x93Yes. Something has happened either to-day or very recently--I am
sure of it--that has stirred up within you this feeling of acute
dissatisfaction. It was always there. But something has called it into
the open. What has done that?\x94

Hermione hesitated.

\x93Perhaps you don\x92t know,\x94 he said.

\x93I was wondering--yes, I do know. I must be truthful with myself--with
you. I do know. But it seems so strange, so almost inexplicable, and
even rather absurd.\x94

\x93Truth often seems absurd.\x94

\x93It was that boy, that diver for _frutti di mare_--Ruffo.\x94

\x93The boy with the Arab eyes?\x94

\x93Yes. Of course I have seen many boys full of life and gayety and music.
There are so many in Italy. But--well, I don\x92t know--perhaps it was
partly Vere.\x94

\x93How do you mean?\x94

\x93Vere was so interested in him. It may have been that. Or perhaps it
was something in his look and in his voice when he was singing. I don\x92t
really know what it was. But that boy made me feel--more horribly than
I have ever felt before--that Vere is not enough. Emile, there is some
hunger, so persistent, so peculiar, so intense, that one feels as if it
must be satisfied eventually, as if it were impossible for it not to be
satisfied. I think that human hunger for immortal life is like that, and
I think my hunger for a son is like that. I know my hunger can never
be satisfied. And yet it lives on in me just as if it knew more than
I know, as if it knew that it could and must. After all these years I
can\x92t, no, I can\x92t reconcile myself to the fact that Maurice was taken
from me so utterly, that he died without stamping himself upon a son. It
seems as if it couldn\x92t be. And I feel to-day that I cannot bear that it
is.\x94

There were tears standing in her eyes. She had spoken with a force of
feeling, with a depth of sincerity, that startled Artois, intimately as
he knew her. Till this moment he had not quite realized the wonderful
persistence of love in the hearts of certain women, and not only the
persistence of love\x92s existence, but of its existence undiminished,
unabated by time.

\x93How am I to bear it?\x94 she said, as he did not speak.

\x93I cannot tell. I am not worthy to know. And besides, I must say to you,
Hermione, that one of the greatest mysteries in human life, at any rate
to me, is this: how some human beings do bear the burdens laid upon
them. Christ bore His cross. But there has only been, since the
beginning of things, one Christ, and it is unthinkable that there can
ever be another. But all those who are not Christ, how is it they bear
what they do bear? It is easy to talk of bravery, the necessity for it
in life. It is always very easy to talk. The thing that is impossible
is to understand. How can you come to me to help you, my friend? And
suppose I were to try. How could I try, except by saying that I think
Vere is very worthy to be loved with all your love?\x94

\x93You love Vere, don\x92t you, Emile?\x94

\x93Yes.\x94

\x93And I do. You don\x92t doubt that?\x94

\x93Never.\x94

\x93After all I have said, the way I have spoken, you might.\x94

\x93I do not doubt it for a moment.\x94

\x93I wonder if there is any mother who would not, if I spoke to her as I
have spoken to you to-day?\x94

\x93I think there is a great deal of untruth spoken of mother\x92s love,
a great deal of misconception about it, as there is about most very
strange, and very wonderful and beautiful things. But are you so sure
that if your husband had stamped himself upon a boy this force within
you could have been satisfied?\x94

\x93I have believed so.\x94

She was silent. Then she added, quietly, \x93I do believe so.\x94

He did not speak, but sat looking down at the sea, which was full of dim
color in the cave.

\x93I think you are doubting that it would have been so?\x94 she said, at
last.

\x93Yes, that is true. I am doubting.\x94

\x93I wonder why?\x94

\x93I cannot help feeling that there is passion in you, such passion as
could not be satisfied in any strict, maternal relationship.\x94

\x93But I am old, dear Emile,\x94 she said, very simply.

\x93When I was standing by that window, looking at the mountains of Ischia,
I was saying to myself, \x91This is an old, tired world, suitable for
me--and for you. We are in our right environment to-day.\x92 I was saying
that, Hermione, but was I believing it, really? I don\x92t think I was. And
I am ten years older than you, and I have been given a nature that was,
I think, always older than yours could ever be.\x94

\x93I wonder if that is so.\x94

She looked at him very directly, even searchingly, not with eager
curiosity, but with deep inquiry.

\x93You know, Emile,\x94 she added, \x93I tell you very much, but you tell me
very little. Not that I wish to ask anything--no. I respect all your
reserve. And about your work: you tell me all that. It is a great thing
in my life, your work. Perhaps you don\x92t realize how sometimes I live in
the book that you are doing, almost as if I were writing it myself. But
your inner life--\x94

\x93But I have been frankness itself with you,\x94 said Artois. \x93To no one
have I ever said so much as to you.\x94

\x93Yes, I know, about many things. But about emotion, love,--not
friendship, the other love--do you get on without that? When you say
your nature has always been older than mine, do you mean that it has
always been harder to move by love, that it has had less need of love?\x94

\x93I think so. For many years in my life I think that work has filled the
place love occupies in many, perhaps in most men\x92s lives. Everything
comes second to work. I know that, because if any one attempts to
interfere with my work, or to usurp any of the time that should be
given to it, any regard I may have for that person turns at once to
irritation, almost to hatred.\x94

\x93I have never done that?\x94

\x93You--no. Of course, I have been like other men. When I was young--well,
Hermione, after all I am a Frenchman, and though I am of Normandy, still
I passed many years in Paris, as you know.\x94

\x93All that I understand. But the real thing? Such as I have known?\x94

\x93I have never broken my heart for any one, though I have known
agitations. But even those were long ago. And since I was thirty-five
I have never felt really dominated by any one. Before that time I
occasionally passed under the yoke, I believe, like other men. Why do
you fix your eyes on me like that?\x94

\x93I was wondering if you could ever pass under the yoke again.\x94

\x93Honestly, I do not think so. I am not sure. When can one be certain
that one will never be, or do, this or that? Surely,\x94--he smiled,--\x93you
are not afraid for me?\x94

\x93I do not say that. But I think you have forces in you not fully
exercised even by your work.\x94

\x93Possibly. But there the years do really step in and count for
something, even for much. There is no doubt that as the years increase,
the man who cares at all for intellectual pleasures is able to care
for them more, is able to substitute them, without keen regret, without
wailing and gnashing of teeth, for certain other pleasures, to which,
perhaps, formerly he clung. That is why the man who is mentally and
bodily--you know what I mean?\x94

\x93Yes.\x94

\x93Has such an immense advantage in years of decline over the man who is
merely a bodily man.\x94

\x93I am sure that is true. But--\x94

\x93What is it?\x94

\x93The heart? What about that?\x94

\x93Perhaps there are some hearts that can fulfil themselves sufficiently
in friendship.\x94

As Artois said this his eyes rested upon Hermione with an expression in
them that revealed much that he never spoke in words. She put out her
hand, and took his, and pressed it, holding hers over it upon the oar.

\x93Emile,\x94 she said, \x93sometimes you make me feel unworthy and ungrateful
because--because I still need, I dare to need more than I have been
given. Without you I don\x92t know how I should have faced it.\x94

\x93Without me you would never have had to face it.\x94

That was the cry that rose up perpetually in the heart of Artois, the
cry that Hermione must never hear. He said to her now:

\x93Without you, Hermione, I should be dust in the dust of Africa!\x94

\x93Perhaps we each owe something to the other,\x94 she said. \x93It is blessed
to have a debt to a friend.\x94

\x93Would to God that I could pay all my debt to you!\x94 Artois exclaimed.

Again the cavern took up his voice and threw it back to the sea in
confused and hollow mutterings. They both looked up, as if some one were
above them, warning them or rebuking them. At that instant they had the
feeling that they were being watched. But there was only the empty gray
sea about them, and over their heads the rugged, weary rock that had
leaned over the sea for countless years.

\x93Hark!\x94 said Artois, \x93it is telling me that my debt to you can never be
paid: only in one way could it be partially discharged. If I could
show you a path to happiness, the happiness you long for, and need, the
passionate happiness of the heart that is giving where it rejoices to
give--for your happiness must always be in generosity--I should have
partially paid my debt to you. But that is impossible.\x94

\x93I\x92ve made you sad to-day by my complaining,\x94 she said, with
self-rebuke; \x93I\x92m sorry. You didn\x92t realize?\x94

\x93How it was with you? No, not quite--I thought you were more at peace
than you are.\x94

\x93Till to-day I believe I was half deceived too.\x94

\x93That singing boy, that--what is his name?\x94

\x93Ruffo.\x94

\x93That Ruffo, I should like to run a knife into him under the left
shoulder-blade. How dare he, a ragamuffin from some hovel of Naples,
make you know that you are unhappy?\x94

\x93How strange it is what outside things, or people who have no connection
with us or with our lives, can do to us unconsciously!\x94 she said. \x93I
have heard a hundred boys sing on the Bay, seen a hundred rowing their
boats into the Pool--and just this one touches some chord, and all the
strings of my soul quiver.\x94

\x93Some people act upon us somewhat as nature does sometimes. And Vere
paid the boy. There is another irony of unconsciousness. Vere, bone of
your bone, flesh of your flesh, rewards your pain-giver. How we hide
ourselves from those we love best and live with most intimately! You,
her mother, are a stranger to Vere. Does not to-day prove it?\x94

\x93Ah, but Vere is not a stranger to me. That is where the mother has the
advantage of the child.\x94

Artois did not make any response to this remark. To cover his silence,
perhaps, he grasped the oars more firmly and began to back the boat out
of the cave. Both felt that it was no longer necessary to stay in this
confessional of the rock.

As they came out under the grayness of the sky, Hermione, with a change
of tone, said:

\x93And your friend? The Marchese--what is his name?\x94

\x93Isidoro Panacci.\x94

\x93Tell me about him.\x94

\x93He is a very perfect type of a complete Neapolitan of his class. He has
scarcely travelled at all, except in Italy. Once he has been in Paris,
where I met him, and once to Lucerne for a fortnight. Both his
father and mother are Neapolitans. He is a charming fellow, utterly
unintellectual, but quite clever; shrewd, sharp at reading character,
marvellously able to take care of himself, and hold his own with
anybody. A cat to fall on his feet! He is apparently born without any
sense of fear, and with a profound belief in destiny. He can drive
four-in-hand, swim for any number of hours without tiring, ride--well,
as an Italian cavalry officer can ride, and that is not badly. His
accomplishments? He can speak French--abominably, and pick out all
imaginable tunes on the piano, putting instinctively quite tolerable
basses. I don\x92t think he ever reads anything, except the _Giorno_
and the _Mattino_. He doesn\x92t care for politics, and likes cards, but
apparently not too much. They\x92re no craze with him. He knows Naples
inside out, and is as frank as a child that has never been punished.\x94

\x93I should think he must be decidedly attractive?\x94

\x93Oh, he is. One great attraction he has--he appears to have no sense
at all that difference of age can be a barrier between two men. He is
twenty-four, and I am what I am. He is quite unaware that there is any
gulf between us. In every way he treats me as if I were twenty-four.\x94

\x93Is that refreshing or embarrassing?\x94

\x93I find it generally refreshing. His family accepts the situation with
perfect naivete. I am welcomed as Doro\x92s chum with all the good-will in
the world.\x94

Hermione could not help laughing, and Artois echoed her laugh.

\x93Merely talking about him has made you look years younger,\x94 she
declared. \x93The influence of the day has lifted from you.\x94

\x93It would not have fallen upon Isidoro, I think. And yet he is full
of sentiment. He is a curious instance of a very common Neapolitan
obsession.\x94

\x93What is that?\x94

\x93He is entirely obsessed by woman. His life centres round woman. You
observe I use the singular. I do that because it is so much more plural
than the plural in this case. His life is passed in love-affairs, in a
sort of chaos of amours.\x94

\x93How strange that is!\x94

\x93You think so, my friend?\x94

\x93Yes. I never can understand how human beings can pass from love to
love, as many of them do. I never could understand it, even before
I--even before Sicily.\x94

\x93You are not made to understand such a thing.\x94

\x93But you do?\x94

\x93I? Well, perhaps. But the loves of men are not as your love.\x94

\x93Yet his was,\x94 she answered. \x93And he was a true Southerner, despite his
father.

\x93Yes, he was a true Southerner,\x94 Artois replied.

For once he was off his guard with her, and uttered his real thought
of Maurice, not without a touch of the irony that was characteristic of
him.

Immediately he had spoken he was aware of his indiscretion. But Hermione
had not noticed it. He saw by her eyes that she was far away in Sicily.
And when the boat slipped into the Saint\x92s Pool, and Gaspare came to the
water\x92s edge to hold the prow while they got out, she rose from her seat
slowly, and almost reluctantly, like one disturbed in a dream that she
would fain continue.

\x93Have you seen the Signorina, Gaspare?\x94 she asked him. \x93Has she been
out?\x94

\x93No, Signora. She is still in the house.\x94

\x93Still reading!\x94 said Artois. \x93Vere must be quite a book-worm!\x94

\x93Will you stay to dinner, Emile?\x94

\x93Alas, I have promised the Marchesino Isidoro to dine with him. Give
me a cup of tea _a la Russe_, and one of Ruffo\x92s cigarettes, and then
I must bid you adieu. I\x92ll take the boat to the Antico Giuseppone, and
then get another there as far as the gardens.\x94

\x93One of Ruffo\x92s cigarettes!\x94 Hermione echoed, as they went up the steps.
\x93That boy seems to have made himself one of the family already.\x94

\x93Yet I wish, as I said in the cave, that I had put a knife into him
under the left shoulder-blade--before this morning.\x94

They spoke lightly. It seemed as if each desired for the moment to get
away from their mood in the confessional of Virgil\x92s Grotto, and from
the sadness of the white and silent day.

As to Ruffo, about whom they jested, he was in sight of Naples, and not
far from Mergellina, still rowing with tireless young arms, and singing
to \x93Bella Napoli,\x94 with a strong resolve in his heart to return to the
Saint\x92s Pool on the first opportunity and dive for more cigarettes.



CHAPTER IV

At the Antico Giuseppone, Artois left the boat from the islet and,
taking another, was rowed towards the public gardens of Naples, whose
trees were faintly visible far off across the Bay. Usually he talked
familiarly to any Neapolitan with whom he found himself, but to-day he
was taciturn, and sat in the stern of the broad-bottomed craft looking
towards the city in silence while the boatman plied his oars. The
memory of his conversation with Hermione in the Grotto of Virgil, of
her manner, the look in her eyes, the sound of her voice there, gave him
food for thought that was deep and serious.

Although Artois had an authoritative, and often an ironical manner that
frightened timid people, he was a man capable of much emotion and of
great loyalty. He did not easily trust or easily love, but in those
whose worth he had thoroughly proved he had a confidence as complete as
that of a child. And where he placed his complete confidence he placed
also his affection. The one went with the other almost as inevitably as
the wave goes with the wind.

In their discussion about the emotion of the heart Artois had spoken the
truth to Hermione. As he had grown older he had felt the influence of
women less. The pleasures of sentiment had been gradually superceded
in his nature--or so at least he honestly believed--by the purely
intellectual pleasures. More and more completely and contentedly had
he lived in his work, and in the life of preparation for it. This life
could never be narrow, for Artois was a traveller, and studied many
lands.

In the years that had elapsed since the tragedy in Sicily, when the
husband of Hermione had met his death suddenly in the sea, almost in
sight of the home of the girl he had betrayed, the fame of Artois had
grown steadily. And he was jealous of his fame almost as a good woman is
jealous of her honor. This jealousy had led him to a certain selfishness
of which he was quite aware--even to a certain hardness such as he had
hinted to Hermione. Those who strove, or seemed likely to strive to
interrupt him in his work, he pushed out of his life. Even if they were
charming women he got rid of them. And the fact that he did so proved
to him, and not improbably to them, that he was more wrapped up in the
gratification of the mind than in the gratification of the heart, or
of the body. It was not that the charm of charming women had ceased to
please him, but it seemed to have ceased really to fascinate him.

Long ago, before Hermione married, he had felt for her a warm and
intimate friendship. He had even been jealous of Maurice. Without being
at all in love, he had cared enough for Hermione to be jealous. Before
her marriage he had looked forward in imagination down a vista of long
years, and had seen her with a husband, then with children, always more
definitely separated from himself.

And he had seen himself exceptionally alone, even almost miserably
alone.

Then fate had spun tragedy into her web. He had nearly died in Africa,
and had been nursed back to life by this friend of whom he had been
jealous. And they had gone together to Sicily, to the husband whose
memory Hermione still adored. And then had followed swiftly the murder,
the murderer\x92s departure to America, saved by the silence of Gaspare,
and the journey of the bereaved woman to Italy, where Artois had left
her and returned to France.

Once more Artois had his friend, released from the love of another man.
But he wished it were not so. Hermione\x92s generosity met with a full
response of generosity from him. All his egotism and selfishness dropped
from him then, shaken down like dead leaves by the tempest of a genuine
emotion. His knowledge of her grief, his understanding of its depth,
brought to him a sorrow that was keen, and even exquisitely painful. For
a long while he was preoccupied by an intense desire to assuage it. He
strove to do so by acting almost in defiance of his nature, by fostering
deception. From the Abetone Hermione had written him letters, human
documents--the tale of the suffering of a woman\x92s heart. Many reserves
she had from him and from every one. The most intimate agony was for her
alone, and she kept it in her soul as the priest keeps the Sacred Host
in its tabernacle. But some of her grief she showed in her letters, and
some of her desire for comfort. And without any definite intention,
she indicated to her subtle and devoted friend the only way in which he
could console her.

For once, driven by his emotion, he took that way.

He allowed Hermione to believe that he agreed with her in the conception
she had formed of her husband\x92s love for her. It was difficult for him
to do this, for he had an almost cruel passion for truth, and generally
a clear insight into human character. Far less than many others would
have condemned did he, in his mind, condemn the man who was dead for
the sin against love that he had committed. He had understood Maurice
as Hermione had not understood him, and knowledge is full of pardon. But
though he could pardon easily he could not easily pretend. By pretending
he sinned against himself, and helped his friend some steps along the
way to peace. He thought he had helped her to go much farther along that
way than she had gone. And he thought that Vere had helped her, too.

Now the hollow mutterings of the rock in Virgil\x92s Grotto seemed to be
in his heart, as he realized how permanent was the storm in Hermione\x92s
nature. Something for her he had done. And something--much more, no
doubt--Vere had done. But how little it all was!

Their helplessness gave him a new understanding of woman.

Hermione had allowed him great privileges, had allowed him to protect
her, had taken his advice. After Vere was born she had wished to go back
again to Sicily. The house of the priest, where she had been so happy,
and so sad, drew her. She longed for it. She desired to make it her
home. He had fought against her in this matter, and had been aided by
Gaspare.

There had been a subtle understanding, never expressed, between the boy
and him.

Artois had played upon her intellect, had appealed, too, to her mother\x92s
heart.

He had not urged her to try to forget, but he had urged her not morbidly
to remember, not to cherish and to foster the memory of the tragedy
which had broken her life. To go back to that tiny home, solitary in its
beautiful situation, in the changed circumstances which were hers, would
be, he told her, to court and to summon sorrow. He was even cruel to be
kind. When Hermione combated his view, assuring him that to her
Monte Amato was like a sacred place, a place hallowed by memories of
happiness, he recalled the despair in which that happiness had ended.
With all the force at his command, and it was great, he drew the picture
of the life that would be in comparison with the life that had been. And
he told her finally that what she wished to do was morbid, was unworthy
of her strength of character, was even wicked now that she was a mother.
He brought before her mind those widows who make a cult of their dead.
Would she be one of them? Would she steep a little child in such an
atmosphere of memories, casting a young and tender mind backward into a
cruel past instead of leading it forward into a joyous present? Maurice
had been the very soul of happiness. Vere must be linked with the
sunbeams. With his utmost subtlety Artois described and traced the
effect upon a tiny and sensitive child of a mother\x92s influence, whether
for good or evil, until Hermione, who had a deep reverence for his
knowledge of all phases of human nature, at last, almost in despite of
the truth within her, of the interior voice which said to her, \x93With you
and Vere it would not be so,\x94 caught alarm from his apparent alarm, drew
distrust of herself from his apparent distrust of her.

Gaspare, too, played his part. When Hermione spoke to him of returning
to the priest\x92s house, almost wildly, and with the hot energy that
bursts so readily up in Sicilians, he begged her not to go back to the
_maledetta casa_ in which his Padrone\x92s dead body had lain. As he spoke
a genuine fear of the cottage came upon him. All the latent superstition
that dwells in the contadino was stirred as dust by a wind. In clouds
it flew up about his mind. Fear looked out of his great eyes. Dread was
eloquent in his gestures. And he, too, referred to the child, to the
_povera piccola bambina_. It would cast ill-luck on the child to bring
her up in a chamber of death. Her saint would forsake her. She too would
die. The boy worked himself up into a fever. His face was white. Drops
of sweat stood on his forehead.

He had set out to be deceptive--what he would have called _un poco
birbante_, and he had even deceived himself. He knew that it would
be dangerous for his Padrona to live again near Marechiaro. Any day
a chance scrap of gossip might reach her ears. In time she would
be certain almost to hear something of the dead Padrone\x92s close
acquaintance with the dwellers in the Casa delle Sirene. She would
question him, perhaps. She would suspect something. She would inquire.
She would search. She would find out the hideous truth. It was this
fear which made him argue on the same side as Artois. But in doing so he
caught another fear from his own words. He became really natural, really
truthful in his fear. And--she scarcely knew why--Hermione was even more
governed by him than by Artois. He had lived with them in the Casa
del Prete, had been an intimate part of their life there. And he was
Sicilian of the soil. The boy had a real power to move, to dominate her,
which he did not then suspect.

Again and again he repeated those words, \x93_La povera bambina--la povera
piccola bambina_.\x94 And at last Hermione was overcome.

\x93I won\x92t go to Sicily,\x94 she said to Artois. \x93For if I went there I could
only go to Monte Amato. I won\x92t go until Vere is old enough to wish to
go, to wish to see the house where her father and I were happy.\x94

And she had never gone back. For Artois had not been satisfied with this
early victory.

In returning from a tour in North America the following spring, when
Vere was nearly two years old, he had paid a visit to Marechiaro, and,
while there, had seen the contadino from whom Hermione had rented, and
still rented, the house of the priest. The man was middle-aged, ignorant
but shrewd, and very greedy. Artois made friends with him, and casually,
over a glass of _moscato_, talked about his affairs and the land
question in Sicily. The peasant became communicative and, of course,
loud in his complaining. His land yielded nothing. The price of almonds
had gone down. The lemon crop had been ruined by the storms. As to the
vines--they were all devoured by the phylloxera, and he had no money to
buy and plant vines from America. Artois hinted that he received a good
rent from the English lady for the cottage on Monte Amato. The contadino
acknowledged that he received a fair price for the cottage and the land
about it; but the house, he declared, would go to rack and ruin with no
one ever in it, and the land was lying idle, for the English lady would
have everything left exactly as it had been when she lived there with
her husband. Artois seized upon this hint of what was in the peasant\x92s
mind, and bemoaned with him his situation. The house ought to be
occupied, the land all about it, up to the very door, and behind upon
the sunny mountain-side, planted with American vines. If it belonged to
him that was what he would do--plant American vines, and when the years
of yielding came, give a good percentage on all the wine made and sold
to the man who had tended the vineyard.

The peasant\x92s love of money awoke. He only let the cottage to
Hermione year by year, and had no contract with her extending beyond a
twelve-months\x92 lease. Before Artois left Marechiaro the tender treachery
was arranged. When the year\x92s lease was up, the contadino wrote to her
declining to renew it. She answered, protesting, offering more money.
But it was all in vain. The man replied that he had already let the
cottage and the land around it to a grower of vines for a long term of
years, and that he was getting double the annual price she offered.

Hermione was indignant and bitterly distressed. When this letter reached
her she was at Fiesole with Vere in a villa which she had taken. She
would probably have started at once for Sicily; but Vere was just then
ill with some infantile complaint, and could not be left. Artois,
who was in Rome, and had received from her the news of this carefully
arranged disaster, offered to go to Sicily on her behalf--and actually
went. He returned to tell her that the house of the priest was already
occupied by contadini, and all the land up to the very door in process
of being dug up and planted with vines. It was useless to make any
further offer. The thing was done.

Hermione said nothing, but Artois saw in her eyes how keenly she was
suffering, and turned his own eyes away. He was only trying to preserve
her from greater unhappiness, the agony of ever finding out the truth;
but he felt guilty at that moment, and as if he had been cruel to the
woman who roused all his tenderness, all his protective instinct.

\x93I shall not go back to Marechiaro now,\x94 Hermione said. \x93I shall not
go back even to see the grave. I could never feel that anything of his
spirit lingered there. But I did feel, I should have felt again, as if
something of him still loved that little house on the mountain, still
stayed among the oak-trees. It seemed to me that when I took Vere to the
Casa del Prete she would have learned to know something of her father
there that she could never have learned to know in another place. But
now--no, I shall not go back. If I did I should even lose my memories,
perhaps, and I could not bear that.\x94

And she had not returned. Gaspare went to Marechiaro sometimes, to see
his family and his friends. He visited the grave and saw that it was
properly kept. But Hermione remained in Italy. For some time she lived
near Florence, first at Fiesole, later at Bellosguardo. When the summer
heat came she took a villa at the Abetone. Or she spent some months with
Vere beside the sea. As the girl grew older she developed a passion
for the sea, and seemed to care little for the fascination of the pine
forests. Hermione, noting this, gave up going to the Abetone and took
a house by the sea for the whole summer. Two years they were at Santa
Margherita, one year at Sorrento.

Then, sailing one evening on the sea towards Bagnoli, they saw the house
on the islet beyond the Pool of San Francesco. Vere was enchanted by it.

\x93To live in it,\x94 she exclaimed, \x93would be almost like living in the
sea!\x94

Hermione, too, was fascinated by its situation, the loneliness, the
wildness, yet the radiant cheerfulness of it. She made inquiries, found
that it was owned by a Neapolitan who scarcely ever went there, and
eventually succeeded in getting it on a long lease. For two years now
she and Vere had spent the summer there.

Artois had noticed that since Hermione had been in the Casa del Mare
an old desire had begun to revive in her. She spoke more frequently of
Sicily. Often she stood on the rock and looked across the sea, and
he knew that she was thinking of those beloved coasts--of the Ionian
waters, of the blossoming almond-trees among the olives and the rocks,
of the scarlet geraniums glowing among the thorny cactus, of the giant
watercourses leading up into the mountains. A hunger was awake in her,
now that she had a home so near the enchanted island.

He realized it. But he was no longer much afraid. So many years had
passed that even if Hermione revisited Marechiaro he believed there
would be little or no danger now of her ever learning the truth. It had
never been known in the village, and if it had been suspected, all the
suspicions must have long ago died down. He had been successful in his
protection. He was thankful for that. It was the one thing he had been
able to do for the friend who had done so much for him.

The tragedy had occurred because of him. Because of him all knowledge
of it had been kept from Hermione, and would now be kept from her
forever--because of him and Gaspare.

This he had been able to do. But how powerless he was, and how powerless
was Vere!

Now he looked vaguely at the villas of Posilipo, and he realized this
thoroughly.

Something for her he had done, and something Vere had done. But how
little it all was!

To-day a new light had been thrown upon Hermione, and he realized what
she was as he had never realized it before. No, she was right. She could
never live fully in a girl child--she was not made to do that. Why had
he ever thought, hoped that perhaps it might be so, that perhaps Vere
might some day completely and happily fill her life? Long ago he had
encouraged her to work, to write. Misled by her keen intelligence, her
enthusiasm, her sincerity and vitality, by the passion that was in her,
the great heart, the power of feeling, the power of criticising
and inspiring another which she had freely shown to him, Artois had
believed--as he had once said to her in London--that she might be an
artist, but that she preferred to be simply a woman. But he found it
was not so. Hermione had not the peculiar gift of the writer. She could
feel, but she could not arrange. She could discern, but she could not
expose. A flood of words came to her, but not the inevitable word. She
could not take that exquisite leap from the known into the unknown
which genius can take with the certainty of alighting on firm ground.
In short, she was not formed and endowed to be an artist. About such
matters Artois knew only how to be sincere. He was sincere with his
friend, and she thanked him for being so.

One possible life was taken from Hermione, the life of the artist who
lives in the life of the work.

There remained the life in Vere.

To-day Artois knew from Hermione\x92s own lips that she could not live
completely in her child, and he felt that he had been blind as men are
often blind about women, are blind because they are secretly selfish.
The man lives for himself, but he thinks it natural, even distinctively
womanly, that women should live for others--for him, for some other
man, for their children. What man finds his life in his child? But the
woman--she surely ought to, and without difficulty. Hermione had been
sincere to-day, and Artois knew his blindness, and knew his secret
selfishness.

The gray was lifting a little over Naples, the distant shadowy form of
Vesuvius was becoming clearer, more firm in outline. But the boatman
rowed slowly, influenced by the scirocco.

How, then, was Hermione to live? How was she to find happiness or peace?
It was a problem which he debated with an ardor that had in it something
of passion. And he began to wonder how it would have been if he had
acted differently, if he had allowed her to find out what he suspected
to be the exact truth of the dead man. Long ago he had saved her from
suffering. But by doing so had he not dedicated her, not to a greater,
but to a longer suffering? He might have defiled a beautiful memory. He
must have done so had he acted differently. But if he had defiled it,
might not Hermione have been the subject of a great revulsion? Horror
can kill, but it can also cure. It can surely root out love. But from
such a heart as Hermione\x92s?

Despite all his understanding of women, Artois felt at a loss to-day. He
could not make up his mind what would have been the effect upon Hermione
if she had learned that her husband had betrayed her.

Presently he left that subject and came to Vere.

When he did this he was conscious at once of a change within him. His
tenderness and pity for Hermione were replaced by another tenderness and
pity. And these were wholly for Vere. Hermione was suffering because
of Maurice. But Vere was surely suffering, subconsciously, because of
Hermione.

There were two links in the chain of suffering, that between Maurice and
Hermione, and that between Hermione and Vere.

For a moment he felt as if Vere were bereaved, were motherless. The
sensation passed directly he realized the exaggeration in his mind. But
he still felt as if the girl were deprived of something which she ought
to possess, which, till now, he had thought she did possess. It seemed
to him that Vere stood quite outside of her mother\x92s life, instead of
in it, in its centre, its core; and he pitied the child, almost as he
pitied other children from time to time, children to whom their parents
were indifferent. And yet Hermione loved Vere, and Vere could not know
what he had only known completely to-day--that the mother often felt
lonely with the child.

Vere did not know that, but surely some day she would find it out.

Artois knew her character well, knew that she was very sensitive, very
passionate, quick to feel and quick to understand. He discovered in her
qualities inherited both from her father and her mother, attributes both
English and Sicilian. In appearance she resembled her father. She had
\x93thrown back\x94 to the Sicilian ancestor, as he had. She had the Southern
eyes, the Southern grace, the Southern vivacity and warmth that had made
him so attractive. But Artois divined a certain stubbornness in Vere
that had been lacking in the dead man, a stubbornness that took its rise
not in stupidity but in a secret consciousness of force.

Vere, Artois thought, might be violent, but would not be fickle. She had
a loyalty in her that was Sicilian in its fervor, a sense of gratitude
such as the contadini have, although by many it is denied to them; a
quick and lively temper, but a disposition that responded to joy,
to brightness, to gayety, to sunlight, with a swiftness, almost a
fierceness, that was entirely un-English.

Her father had been the dancing Faun. She had not, could never have his
gift of thoughtlessness. For she had intellect, derived from Hermione,
and an old truthfulness that was certainly not Sicilian. Often there
were what Artois called \x93Northern Lights\x94 in her sincerity. The strains
in her, united, made, he thought, a fascinating blend. But as yet she
was undeveloped--an interesting, a charming child, but only a child.
In many ways she was young for her age. Highly intelligent, she was
anything rather than \x93knowing.\x94 Her innocence was like clear water in a
spring. The graciousness of youth was hers to the full.

As Artois thought of it he was conscious, as of a new thing, of the
wonderful beauty of such innocent youth.

It was horrible to connect it with suffering. And yet that link in the
chain did exist. Vere had not something that surely she ought to have,
and, without consciously missing it, she must sometimes subtly, perhaps
vaguely, be aware that there was a lack in her life. Her mother gave her
great love. But she was not to her mother what a son would have been.
And the love that is mingled with regret has surely something shadowy in
it.

Maurice Delarey had been as the embodiment of joy. It was strange that
from the fount of joy sorrow was thrown up. But so it was. From him
sorrow had come. From him sorrow might still come, even for Vere.

In the white and silent day Artois again felt the stirring of intuition,
as he had felt it long ago. But now he roused himself, and resolutely,
almost angrily, detached his mind from its excursions towards the
future.

\x93Do you often think of to-morrow?\x94 he suddenly said to the boatman,
breaking from his silence.

\x93Signore?\x94

\x93Do you often wonder what is going to happen to-morrow, what you will
do, whether you will be happy or sad?\x94

The man threw up his head.

\x93No, Signore. Whatever comes is destiny. If I have food to-day it is
enough for me. Why should I bother about to-morrow\x92s maccheroni?\x94

Artois smiled. The boat was close in now to the platform of stone that
projected beneath the wall of the Marina.

As he stepped out he gave the boatman a generous _buonamano_.

\x93You are quite right, comrade,\x94 he said. \x93It is the greatest mistake in
the world to bother about to-morrow\x92s maccheroni.\x94



CHAPTER V

Three days after Artois\x92 conversation with Hermione in the Grotto of
Virgil the Marchesino Isidoro Panacci came smiling into his friend\x92s
apartments in the Hotel Royal des Etrangers. He was smartly dressed in
the palest possible shade of gray, with a bright pink tie, pink socks,
brown shoes of the rather boat-like shape affected by many young
Neopolitans, and a round straw hat, with a small brim, that was set
slightly on the side of his curly head. In his mouth was a cigarette,
and in his buttonhole a pink carnation. He took Artois\x92 hand with his
left hand, squeezed it affectionately, murmured \x93Caro Emilio,\x94 and sat
down in an easy attitude on the sofa, putting his hat and stick on a
table near by.

It was quite evident that he had come for no special reason. He had just
dropped in, as he did whenever he felt inclined, to gossip with
\x93Caro Emilio,\x94 and it never occurred to him that possibly he might
be interrupting an important piece of work. The Marchesino could not
realize work. He knew his friend published books. He even saw him
sometimes actually engaged in writing them, pen in hand. But he was sure
anybody would far rather sit and chatter with him, or hear him play a
valse on the piano, or a bit of the \x93Boheme,\x94 than bend over a table all
by himself. And Artois always welcomed him. He liked him. But it was not
only that which made him complaisant. Doro was a type, and a singularly
perfect one.

Now Artois laid down his pen, and pulled forward an arm-chair opposite
to the sofa.

\x93Mon Dieu, Doro! How fresh you look, like a fish just pulled out of the
sea!\x94

The Marchesino showed his teeth in a smile which also shone in his round
and boyish eyes.

\x93I have just come out of the sea. Papa and I have been bathing at
the Eldorado. We swam round the Castello until we were opposite your
windows, and sang \x91Funiculi, funicula!\x92 in the water, to serenade you.
Why didn\x92t you hear us? Papa has a splendid voice, almost like Tamagno\x92s
in the gramophone, when he sings the \x91Addio\x92 from \x91Otello.\x92 Of course
we kept a little out at sea. Papa is so easily recognized by his red
mustaches. But still you might have heard us.\x94

\x93I did.\x94

\x93Then why didn\x92t you come unto the balcony, amico mio?\x94

\x93Because I thought you were street singers.\x94

\x93Davvero? Papa would be angry. And he is in a bad temper to-day anyhow.\x94

\x93Why?\x94

\x93Well, I believe Gilda Mai is going to bring a _causa_ against Viviano.
Of course he won\x92t marry her, and she never expected he could. Why, she
used to be a milliner in the Toledo. I remember it perfectly, and now
Sigismondo--But it\x92s really Gilda that has made papa angry. You see, he
has paid twice for me, once four thousand lire, and the other time three
thousand five hundred. And then he has lost a lot at Lotto lately. He
has no luck. And then he, too, was in a row yesterday evening.\x94

\x93The Marchese?\x94

\x93Yes, in the Chiaia. He slapped Signora Merani\x92s face twice before every
one.\x94

\x93Diavolo! What! a lady?\x94

\x93Well, if you like to call her so,\x94 returned Doro, negligently. \x93Her
husband is an impiegato of the Post-office, or something of the kind.\x94

\x93But why should the Marchese slap her face in the Chiaia?\x94

\x93Because she provoked him. They took a flat in the house my father owns
in the Strada Chiatamone. After a time they got behind with the rent. He
let them stay on for six months without paying, and then he turned them
out. What should he do?\x94 Doro began to gesticulate. He held his right
hand up on a level with his face, with the fingers all drawn together
and pressed against the thumb, and moved it violently backwards and
forwards, bringing it close to the bridge of his nose, then throwing
it out towards Artois. \x93What else, I say? Was he to give his beautiful
rooms to them for nothing? And she with a face like--have you, I ask
you, Emilio, have you seen her teeth?\x94

\x93I have never seen the Signora in my life!\x94

\x93You have never seen her teeth? Dio Mio!\x94 He opened his two hands, and,
lifting his arms, shook them loosely above his head, shutting his eyes
for an instant as if to ward off some dreadful vision. \x93They are like
the keys of a piano from Bordicelli\x92s! Basta!\x94 He dropped his hands
and opened his eyes. \x93Yesterday papa was walking in the Chiaia. He met
Signori Merani, and she began to abuse him. She had a red parasol. She
shook it at him! She called him vigliacco--papa, a Panacci, dei Duchi di
Vedrano! The parasol--it was a bright red, it infuriated papa. He told
the Signora to stop. She knows his temper. Every one in Naples knows our
tempers, every one! I, Viviano, even Sigismondo, we are all the same,
we are all exactly like papa. If we are insulted we cannot control
ourselves. You know it, Emilio!\x94

\x93I am perfectly certain of it,\x94 said Artois. \x93I am positive you none of
you can.\x94

\x93It does not matter whether it is a man or a woman. We must do something
with our hands. We have got to. Papa told the Signora he should strike
her at once unless she put down the red parasol and was silent. What did
she do, the imbecile? She stuck out her face like this,\x94--he thrust
his face forward with the right cheek turned towards Artois--\x93and said,
\x91Strike me! strike me!\x92 Papa obeyed her. Poom! Poom! He gave her a smack
on each cheek before every one. \x91You want education!\x92 he said to her.
\x91And I shall give it you.\x92 And now she may bring a _processo_ too. But
did you really think we were street singers?\x94 He threw himself back,
took the cigarette from his mouth, and laughed. Then he caught hold of
his blond mustache with both hands, gave it an upward twist, at the same
time pouting his big lips, and added:

\x93We shall bring a _causa_ against you for that!\x94

\x93No, Doro, you and I must never quarrel. By the way, though, I want to
see you angry. Every one talks of the Panacci temper, but when I am with
you I always see you smiling or laughing. As to the Marchese, he is as
lively as a boy. Viviano--\x94

\x93Oh, Viviano is a buffone. Have you ever seen him imitate a monkey from
whom another monkey has snatched a nut?\x94

\x93No.\x94

\x93It is like this--\x94

With extraordinary suddenness he distorted his whole face into the
likeness of an angry ape, hunching his shoulders and uttering fierce
simian cries.

\x93No, I can\x92t do it.\x94

With equal suddenness and self-possession he became his smiling self
again.

\x93Viviano has studied in the monkey-house. And the monk looking the other
way when he passes along the Marina where the women are bathing in the
summer! He shall do that for you on Sunday afternoon when you come
to Capodimonte. It makes even mamma die of laughing, and you know
how religious she is. But then, of course, men--that does not matter.
Religion is for women, and they understand that quite well.\x94

The Marchesino never made any pretence of piety. One virtue he had
in the fullest abundance. He was perfectly sincere with those whom he
considered his friends. That there could be any need for hypocrisy never
occurred to him.

\x93Mamma would hate it if we were saints,\x94 he continued.

\x93I am sure the Marchesa can be under no apprehension on that score,\x94
 said Artois.

\x93No, I don\x92t think so,\x94 returned the Marchesino, quite seriously.

He had a sense of humor, but it did not always serve him. Occasionally
it was fitful, and when summoned by irony remained at a distance.

\x93It is true, Emilio, you have never seen me angry,\x94 he continued,
reverting to the remark of Artois; \x93you ought to. Till you have seen a
Panacci angry you do not really know him. With you, of course, I could
never be angry--never, never. You are my friend, my comrade. To you I
tell everything.\x94

A sudden remembrance seemed to come to him. Evidently a new thought had
started into his active mind, for his face suddenly changed, and became
serious, even sentimental.

\x93What is it?\x94 asked Artois.

\x93To-day, just now in the sea, I have seen a girl--Madonna! Emilio, she
had a little nose that was perfect--perfect. How she was simpatica! What
a beautiful girl!\x94

His whole face assumed a melting expression, and he pursed his lips in
the form of a kiss.

\x93She was in the sea, too?\x94 asked Artois.

\x93No. If she had been! But I was with papa. It was just after we had been
serenading you. She had heard us, I am sure, for she was laughing. I
dived under the boat in which she was. I did all my tricks for her. I
did the mermaid and the seal. She was delighted. She never took her eyes
from me. As to papa--she never glanced at him. Poor papa! He was angry.
She had her mother with her, I think--a Signora, tall, flat, ugly, but
she was simpatica, too. She had nice eyes, and when I did the seal she
could not help laughing, though I think she was rather sad.\x94

\x93What sort of boat were they in?\x94 Artois asked, with sudden interest.

\x93A white boat with a green line.\x94

\x93And they were coming from the direction of Posilipo?\x94

\x93Ma si! Emilio, do you know them? Do you know the perfect little nose?\x94

The Marchesino laid one hand eagerly on the arm of his friend.

\x93I believe you do! I am sure of it! The mother--she is flat as
a Carabiniere, and quite old, but with nice eyes, sympathetic,
intelligent. And the girl is a little brown--from the sun--with eyes
full of fun and fire, dark eyes. She may be Italian, and yet--there is
something English, too. But she is not blonde, she is not cold. And
when she laughs! Her teeth are not like the keys of a piano from
Bordicelli\x92s. And she is full of passion, of flame, of sentiment, as
I am. And she is young, perhaps sixteen. Do you know her? Present me,
Emilio! I have presented you to all my friends.\x94

\x93Mio caro, you have made me your debtor for life.\x94

\x93It isn\x92t true!\x94

\x93Indeed it is true. But I do not know who these ladies are. They may be
Italians. They may be tourists. Perhaps to-morrow they will have left
Naples. Or they may come from Sorrento, Capri. How can I tell who they
are?\x94

The Marchesino suddenly changed. His ardor vanished. His gesticulating
hands fell to his sides. His expressive face grew melancholy.

\x93Of course. How can you tell? Directly I was out of the sea and dressed,
I went to Santa Lucia. I examined every boat, but the white boat with
the green line was not there, Basta!\x94

He lit a fresh cigarette and was silent for a moment. Then he said:

\x93Emilio caro, will you come out with me to-night?\x94

\x93With pleasure.\x94

\x93In the boat. There will be a moon. We will dine at the Antico
Giuseppone.\x94

\x93So far off as that?\x94 Artois said, rather abruptly.

\x93Why not? To-day I hate the town. I want tranquility. At the Antico
Giuseppone there will be scarcely any one. It is early in the season.
And afterwards we will fish for sarde, or saraglie. Take me away from
Naples, Emilio; take me away! For to-night, if I stay--well, I feel that
I shall not be santo.\x94

Artois burst into his big roaring laugh.

\x93And why do you want to be santo to-night?\x94 he asked.

\x93The beautiful girl! I wish to keep her memory, if only for one night.\x94

\x93Very well, then. We will fish, and you shall be a saint.\x94

\x93Caro Emilio! Perhaps Viviano will come, too. But I think he will be
with Lidia. She is singing to-night at the Teatro Nuovo. Be ready at
half-past seven. I will call for you. And now I shall leave you.\x94

He got up, went over to a mirror, carefully arranged his tie, and put on
his straw hat at exactly the most impudent angle.

\x93I shall leave you to write your book while I meet papa at the villa.
Do you know why papa is so careful to be always at the villa at four
o\x92clock just now?\x94

\x93No!\x94

\x93Nor does mamma! If she did! Povera mamma! But she can always go to
Mass. A rivederci, Emilio.\x94

He moved his hat a little more to one side and went out, swinging his
walking-stick gently to and fro in a manner that was pensive and almost
sentimental.



CHAPTER VI

The Marchesino Panacci was generally very sincere with his friends,
and the boyish expression in his eyes was not altogether deceptive,
for despite his wide knowledge of certain aspects of life, not wholly
admirable, there was really something of the simplicity of a child--of a
child that could be very naughty--in his disposition. But if he could
be na\xEFve he could also be mischievous and even subtle, and he was very
swift in grasping a situation, very sharp in reading character, very
cunning in the pursuit of his pleasure, very adroit in deception, if
he thought that publicity of pursuit would be likely to lead to the
frustration of his purpose.

He had seen at once that Artois either knew, or suspected, who were the
occupants of the white boat with the green line, and he had also seen
that, influenced perhaps by one of those second thoughts which lead men
into caution, Artois desired to conceal his knowledge, or suspicion.
Instantly the Marchesino had, therefore, dropped the subject, and as
instantly he had devised a little plan to clear the matter up.

The Marchesino knew that when Artois had arrived in Naples he had had no
friends in the town or neighborhood. But he also knew that recently an
Englishwoman, an old friend of the novelist, had come upon the scene,
that she was living somewhere not far off, and that Artois had been to
visit her once or twice by sea. Artois had spoken of her very casually,
and the Marchesino\x92s interest in her had not been awakened. He was not
an inquisitive man by nature, and was always very busy with his own
pursuit of pleasure. But he remembered now that once he had seen his
friend being rowed in the direction of Posilipo, and that in the evening
of the same day Artois had mentioned having been to visit his English
friend. This fact had suggested to the Marchesino that if his suspicion
were correct, and the ladies in the white boat with the green line were
this English friend and a daughter, they probably lived in some villa as
easily reached by sea as by land. Such villas are more numerous towards
the point of the Capo di Posilipo than nearer Naples, as the high road,
after the Mergellina, mounts the hill and diverges farther and farther
from the sea. The Antico Giuseppone is a small waterside ristorante at
the point of the Capo di Posilipo, a little below the Villa Rosebery.

The Marchesino\x92s suggestion of a dinner there that evening had been
prompted by the desire to draw his friend into the neighborhood of his
charmer of the sea. Once there he might either find some pretext for
making her acquaintance through Artois--if Artois did know her--or, if
that were impossible, he might at least find out where she lived. By the
manner of Artois when the Antico Giuseppone was mentioned, he knew at
once that he was playing his cards well. The occupants of the white
boat were known to the novelist. They did live somewhere near the Antico
Giuseppone. And certainly Artois had no desire to bring about his--the
Marchesino\x92s--acquaintance with them.

That this was so, neither surprised nor seriously vexed the Marchesino.
He knew a good deal of his friend\x92s character, knew that Artois, despite
his geniality and friendliness, was often reserved--even with him.
During their short intimacy he had certainly told Artois a great deal
more about his affairs with women than had been told to him in return.
This fact was borne in upon him now. But he did not feel angry. A
careless good-nature was an essential part of his character. He did not
feel angry at his friend\x92s secrecy, but he did feel mischievous. His
lively desire to know the girl with \x93the perfect little nose\x94 was backed
up now by another desire--to teach \x93Caro Emilio\x94 that it was better to
meet complete frankness with complete frankness.

He had strolled out of his friend\x92s room pensively, acting the
melancholy youth who had lost all hope of succeeding in his desire; but
directly the door was shut his manner changed. Disregarding the lift, he
ran lightly down the stairs, made his way swiftly by the revolving door
into the street, crossed it, and walked towards the harbor of Santa
Lucia, where quantities of pleasure-boats lie waiting for hire, and the
boatmen are gathered in knots smoking and gossiping, or are strolling
singly up and down near the water\x92s edge, keeping a sharp look-out for
possible customers.

As the Marchesino turned on the bridge that leads towards Castel dell\x92
Ovo one of these boatmen met him and saluted him.

\x93Good-day, Giuseppe,\x94 said the Marchesino, addressing him familiarly
with a broad Neapolitan accent.

\x93Good-day, Signorino Marchesino,\x94 replied the man. \x93Do you want a boat?
I will take you for--\x94

The Marchesino drew out his cigarette case.

\x93I don\x92t want a boat. But perhaps you can tell me something.\x94

\x93What is it, Signorino Marchesino?\x94 said the man, looking eagerly at the
cigarette case which was now open, and which displayed two tempting rows
of fat Egyptian cigarettes reposing side by side.

\x93Do you know a boat--white with a green line--which sometimes comes into
the harbor from the direction of Posilipo? It was here this afternoon,
or it passed here. I don\x92t know whether it went on to the Arsenal.\x94

\x93White with a green line?\x94 said the man. \x93That might be--who was there
in it, Signorino Marchesino?\x94

\x93Two ladies, one old and one very young. The young lady--\x94

\x93Those must be the ladies from the island,\x94 interrupted the man. \x93The
English ladies who come in the summer to the Casa del Mare as they call
it, on the island close to the Grotto of Virgilio by San Francesco\x92s
Pool. They were here this afternoon, but they\x92re gone back. Their boat
is white with a green line, Signorino Marchesino.\x94

\x93Grazie, Giuseppe,\x94 said the Marchesino, with an immovable countenance.
\x93Do you smoke cigarettes?\x92

\x93Signorino Marchesino, I do when I have any soldi to buy them with.\x94

\x93Take these.\x94

The Marchesino emptied one side of his cigarette case into the boatman\x92s
hand, called a hired carriage, and drove off towards the Villa--the
horse going at a frantic trot, while the coachman, holding a rein in
each hand, ejaculated, \x93A--ah!\x94 every ten seconds, in a voice that was
fiercely hortatory.

Artois, from his window, saw the carriage rattle past, and saw his
friend leaning back in it, with alert eyes, to scan every woman passing
by. He stood on the balcony for a moment till the noise of the wheels on
the stone pavement died away. When he returned to his writing-table the
mood for work was gone. He sat down in his chair. He took up his
pen. But he found himself thinking of two people, the extraordinary
difference between whom was the cause of his now linking them together
in his mind. He found himself thinking of the Marchesino and of Vere.

Not for a moment did he doubt the identity of the two women in the white
boat. They were Hermione and Vere. The Marchesino had read him rightly,
but Artois was not aware of it. His friend had deceived him, as almost
any sharp-witted Neapolitan can deceive even a clever forestiere.
Certainly he did not particularly wish to introduce his friend to
Vere. Yet now he was thinking of the two in connection, and not without
amusement. What would they be like together? How would Vere\x92s divine
innocence receive the amiable seductions of the Marchesino? Artois,
in fancy, could see his friend Doro for once completely disarmed by a
child. Vere\x92s innocence did not spring from folly, but was backed up
by excellent brains. It was that fact which made it so beautiful. The
innocence and the brains together might well read Doro a pretty little
lesson. And Vere after the lesson--would she be changed? Would she lose
by giving, even if the gift were a lesson?

Artois had certainly felt that his instinct told him not to do what Doro
wanted. He had been moved, he supposed now, by a protective sentiment.
Vere was delicious as she was. And Doro--he was delightful as he was.
The girl was enchanting in her ignorance. The youth--to Artois the
Marchesino seemed almost a boy, indeed, often quite a boy--was admirable
in his precocity. He embodied Naples, its gay _furberia_, and yet
that was hardly the word--perhaps rather one should say its sunny
naughtiness, its reckless devotion to life purged of thought. And
Vere--what did she embody? Not Sicily, though she was in some ways so
Sicilian. Not England; certainly not that!

Suddenly Artois was conscious that he knew Doro much better than he knew
Vere. He remembered the statement of an Austrian psychologist, that men
are far more mysterious than women, and shook his head over it now. He
felt strongly the mystery that lay hidden deep down in the innocence of
Vere, in the innocence of every girl-child of Vere\x92s age who had brains,
temperament and perfect purity. What a marvellous combination they made!
He imagined the clear flame of them burning in the night of the world of
men. Vere must be happy.

When he said this to himself he knew that, perhaps for the first
time, he was despairing of something that he ardently desired. He was
transferring a wish, that was something like a prayer in the heart
of one who had seldom prayed. He was giving up hope for Hermione and
fastening hope on Vere. For a moment that seemed like treachery, like an
abandoning of Hermione. Since their interview on the sea Artois had
felt that, for Hermione, all possibility of real happiness was over. She
could not detach her love. It had been fastened irrevocably on Maurice.
It was now fastened irrevocably on Maurice\x92s memory. Long ago, had she,
while he was alive, found out what he had done, her passion for him
might have died, and in the course of years she might have been able
to love again. But now it was surely too late. She had lived with her
memory too long. It was her blessing--to remember, to recall, how love
had blessed her life for a time. And if that memory were desecrated now
she would be as one wrecked in the storm of life. Yet with that memory
how she suffered!

What could he do for her? His chivalry must exercise itself. He must
remain in the lists, if only to fight for Hermione in Vere. And the
Marchesino? Artois seemed to divine that he might be an enemy in certain
circumstances.

A warmth of sentiment, not very common in Artois, generated within him
by such thoughts as these, thoughts that detained him from work, still
glowed in his heart when evening fell and the Marchesino came gayly in
to take him out upon the sea.

\x93There\x92s a little wind, Emilio,\x94 he said, as they got into the boat in
the harbor of Santa Lucia; \x93we can sail to the Antico Giuseppone. And
after dinner we\x92ll fish for sarde. Isn\x92t it warm? One could sleep out on
such a night.\x94

They had two men with them. When they got beyond the breakwater the sail
was set, the Marchesino took the helm, and the boat slipped through the
smooth sea, rounded the rocks on which the old fort stands to stare at
Capri, radiant now as a magic isle in the curiously ethereal light of
evening, and headed for the distant point of land which hid Ischia
from their eyes. The freedom of the Bay of Naples was granted them--the
freedom of the sea. As they ran out into the open water, and Artois saw
the round gray eyes of the Marchesino dancing to the merry music of a
complete bodily pleasure, he felt like a man escaping. He looked back
at the city almost as at a sad life over, and despite his deep and
persistent interest in men he understood the joy of the hermit who casts
them from him and escapes into the wilds. The radiance of the Bay, one
of the most radiant of all the inlets of the sea, bold and glaring
in the brilliant daytime, becomes exquisitely delicate towards night.
Vesuvius, its fiery watcher, looks like a kindly guardian, until perhaps
the darkness shows the flame upon its flanks, the flame bursting forth
from the mouth it opens to the sky; and the coast-line by Sorrento, the
lifted crest of Capri, even the hill of Posilipo, appear romantic and
enticing, calling lands holding wonderful pleasures for men, joys
in their rocks and trees, joys in their dim recesses, joys and soft
realities fulfilling every dream upon their coasts washed by the
whispering waves.

The eyes of the Marchesino were dancing with physical pleasure. Artois
wondered how much he felt the beauty of the evening, and how. His friend
evidently saw the question in his eyes, for he said:

\x93The man who knows not Naples knows not pleasure.\x94

\x93Is that a Neapolitan saying?\x94 asked Artois.

\x93Yes, and it is true. There is no town like Naples for pleasure.
Even your Paris, Emilio, with all its theatres, its cocottes, its
restaurants--no, it is not Naples. No wonder the forestiere come here.
In Naples they are free. They can do what they will. They know we shall
not mind. We are never shocked.\x94

\x93And do you think we are easily shocked in Paris?\x94

\x93No, but it is not the same. You have not Vesuvius there. You have not
the sea, you have not the sun.\x94

Artois began laughingly to protest against the last statement, but the
Marchesino would not have it.

\x93No, no, it shines--I know that,--but it is not the sun we have here.\x94

He spoke to the seamen in the Neapolitan dialect. They were brown,
muscular fellows. In their eyes were the extraordinary boldness
and directness of the sea. Neither of them looked gay. Many of the
Neapolitans who are much upon the sea have serious, even grave faces.
These were intensely, almost overpoweringly male. They seemed to partake
of the essence of the elements of nature, as if blood of the sea ran in
their veins, as if they were hot with the grim and inner fires of the
sun. When they spoke their faces showed a certain changefulness that
denoted intelligence, but never lost the look of force, of an almost
tense masculinity ready to battle, perpetually alive to hold its own.

The Marchesino was also very masculine, but in a different way and more
consciously than they were. He was not cultured, but such civilization
as he had endowed him with a power to catch the moods of others not
possessed by these men, in whom persistence was more visible than
adroitness, unless indeed any question of money was to the fore.

\x93We shall get to the Giuseppone by eight, Emilio,\x94 the Marchesino said,
dropping his conversation with the men, which had been about the best
hour and place for their fishing. \x93Are you hungry?\x94

\x93I shall be,\x94 said Artois. \x93This wind brings an appetite with it. How
well you steer!\x94

The Marchesino nodded carelessly.

As the boat drew ever nearer to the point, running swiftly before
the light breeze, its occupants were silent. Artois was watching the
evening, with the eyes of a lover of nature, but also with the eyes
of one who takes notes. The Marchesino seemed to be intent on his
occupation of pilot. As to the two sailors, they sat in the accustomed
calm and staring silence of seafaring men, with wide eyes looking
out over the element that ministered to their wants. They saw it
differently, perhaps, from Artois, to whom it gave now an intense
aesthetic pleasure, differently from the Marchesino, to whom it was
just a path to possible excitement, possible gratification of a new
and dancing desire. They connected it with strange superstitions, with
gifts, with deprivations, with death. Familiar and mysterious it was
purely to them as to all seamen, like a woman possessed whose soul is
far away.

Just as the clocks of Posilipo were striking eight the Marchesino
steered the boat into the quay of the Antico Guiseppone.

Although it was early in the season a few deal tables were set out by
the waterside, and a swarthy waiter, with huge mustaches and a napkin
over his arm, came delicately over the stones to ask their wishes.

\x93Will you let me order dinner, Emilio?\x94 said the Marchesino: \x93I know
what they do best here.\x94

Artois agreed, and while the waiter shuffled to carry out the
Marchesino\x92s directions the two friends strolled near the edge of the
sea.

The breeze had been kindly. Having served them well it was now
dying down to its repose, leaving the evening that was near to night
profoundly calm. As Artois walked along the quay he felt the approach of
calm like the approach of a potentate, serene in the vast consciousness
of power. Peace was invading the sea, irresistible peace. The night was
at hand. Already Naples uncoiled its chain of lamps along the Bay. In
the gardens of Posilipo the lights of the houses gleamed. Opposite,
but very far off across the sea, shone the tiny flames of the houses
of Portici, of Torre del Greco, of Torre Annunziata, of Castellamare.
Against the gathering darkness Vesuvius belched slowly soft clouds of
rose-colored vapor, which went up like a menace into the dim vault of
the sky. The sea was without waves. The boats by the wharf, where
the road ascends past the villa Rosebery to the village of Posilipo,
scarcely moved. Near them, in a group, lounging against the wall and
talking rapidly, stood the two sailors from Naples with the boatmen
of the Guiseppone. Oil lamps glimmered upon two or three of the deal
tables, round one of which was gathered a party consisting of seven
large women, three children, and two very thin middle-aged men with
bright eyes, all of whom were eating oysters. Farther on, from a small
arbor that gave access to a fisherman\x92s house, which seemed to be
constructed partially in a cave of the rock, and which was gained by a
steep and crumbling stairway of stone, a mother called shrilly to some
half-naked little boys who were fishing with tiny hand-nets in the
sea. By the table which was destined to the Marchesino and Artois three
ambulant musicians were hovering, holding in their broad and dirty hands
two shabby mandolins and a guitar. In the distance a cook with a white
cap on his head and bare arms was visible, as he moved to and fro in the
lighted kitchen of the old ristorante, preparing a \x93zuppa di pesce\x94 for
the gentlemen from Naples.

\x93Che bella notte!\x94 said the Marchesino, suddenly.

His voice sounded sentimental. He twisted his mustaches and added:

\x93Emilio, we ought to have brought two beautiful women with us to-night.
What are the moon and the sea to men without beautiful women?\x94

\x93And the fishing?\x94 said Artois.

\x93To the devil with the fishing,\x94 replied the young man. \x93Ecco! Our
dinner is ready, with thanks to the Madonna!\x94

They sat down, one on each side of the small table, with a smoking lamp
between them.

\x93I have ordered vino bianco,\x94 said the Marchesino, who still looked
sentimental. \x93Cameriere, take away the lamp. Put it on the next table.
Va bene. We are going to have \x91zuppa di pesce,\x92 gamberi and veal
cutlets. The wine is Capri. Now then,\x94 he added, with sudden violence
and the coarsest imaginable Neapolitan accent, \x93if you fellows play
\x91Santa Lucia,\x92 \x91Napoli Bella,\x92 or \x91Sole mio\x92 you\x92ll have my knife in
you. I am not an Inglese. I am a Neapolitan. Remember that!\x94

He proved it with a string of gutter words and oaths, at which the
musicians smiled with pleasure. Then, turning again to Artois, he
continued:

\x93If one doesn\x92t tell them they think one is an imbecile. Emilio caro, do
you not love to see the moon with a beautiful girl?\x94

His curious assumption that Artois and he were contemporaries because
they were friends, and his apparently absolute blindness to the fact
that a man of sixty and a man of twenty-four are hardly likely to
regard the other sex with an exactly similar enthusiasm, always secretly
entertained the novelist, who made it his business with this friend to
be accommodating, and who seldom, if ever, showed himself authoritative,
or revealed any part of his real inner self.

\x93Ma si!\x94 he replied; \x93the night and the moon are made for love.\x94

\x93Everything is made for love,\x94 returned the Marchesino. \x93Take plenty of
soaked bread, Emilio. They know how to make this zuppa here. Everything
is made for love.--Look! There is a boat coming with women in it!\x94

At a short distance from the shore a rowing boat was visible; and from
it now came shrill sounds of very common voices, followed by shouts of
male laughter.

\x93Perhaps they are beautiful,\x94 said the Marchesino, at once on the alert.

The boat drew in to the quay, and from it there sprang, with much noise
and many gesticulations, two over-dressed women--probably, indeed almost
certainly, _canzonettiste_--and the two large young men, whose brown
fingers and whose chests gleamed with false diamonds. As they passed the
table where the two friends were sitting, the Marchesino raked the women
with his bold gray eyes. One of them was large and artificially blonde,
with a spreading bust, immense hips, a small waist, and a quantity of
pale dyed hair, on which was perched a bright blue hat. The other was
fiercely dark, with masses of coarse black hair, big, blatant eyes that
looked quite black in the dim lamplight, and a figure that suggested a
self-conscious snake. Both were young. They returned the Marchesino\x92s
stare with vigorous impudence as they swung by.

\x93What sympathetic creatures!\x94 he murmured. \x93They are two angels.
I believe I have seen one of them at the Margherita. What was her
name--Maria Leoni, I fancy.\x94

He looked enviously at the young men. The arrival of the lobster
distracted his attention for the moment; but it was obvious that the
appearance of these women had increased the feeling of sentimentality
already generated in him by the softness and stillness of the night.

The three musicians, rendered greedy rather than inspired by the
presence of more clients, now began to pluck a lively street tune from
their instruments; and the waiter, whose mustaches seemed if possible
bigger now that night was truly come, poured the white wine into the
glasses with the air of one making a libation.

As the Marchesino ate, he frequently looked towards the party at the
neighboring table. He was evidently filled with envy of the two men
whose jewels glittered as they gesticulated with their big brown hands.
But presently their pleasure and success recalled to him something
which he had momentarily forgotten, the reason why he had planned this
expedition. He was in pursuit. The recollection cheered him up, restored
to him the strength of his manhood, put him right with himself. The envy
and the almost sickly sentimentality vanished from him, and he broke
into the usual gay conversation which seldom failed him, either by day
or night.

It was past nine before they had finished their coffee. The two boatmen
had been regaled and had drunk a bottle of wine, and the moon was rising
and making the oil lamps of the Guiseppone look pitiful. From the table
where the canzonettiste were established came peals of laughter, which
obviously upset the seven large and respectable women who had been
eating oysters, and who now sat staring heavily at the gay revellers,
while the two thin middle-aged men with bright eyes began to look
furtively cheerful, and even rather younger than they were. The
musicians passed round a small leaden tray for soldi, and the waiter
brought the Marchesino the bill, and looked inquiringly at Artois, aware
that he at least was not a Neapolitan. Artois gave him something and
satisfied the musicians, while the Marchesino disputed the bill, not
because he minded paying, but merely to prove that he was a Neapolitan
and not an imbecile. The matter was settled at last, and they went
towards the boat; the Marchesino casting many backward glances towards
the two angels, who, with their lovers, were becoming riotous in their
gayety as the moon came up.

\x93Are we going out into the Bay?\x94 said Artois, as they stepped into the
boat, and were pushed off.

\x93Where is the best fishing-ground?\x94 asked the Marchesino of the elder of
the two men.

\x93Towards the islet, Signorino Marchesino,\x94 he replied at once, looking
his interlocutor full in the face with steady eyes, but remaining
perfectly grave.

Artois glanced at the man sharply. For the first time it occurred to
him that possibly his friend had arranged this expedition with a purpose
other than that which he had put forward. It was not the fisherman\x92s
voice which had made Artois wonder, but the voice of the Marchesino.

\x93There are generally plenty of sarde round the islet,\x94 continued the
fisherman, \x93but if the Signori would not be too tired it would be best
to stay out the night. We shall get many more fish towards morning, and
we can run the boat into the Pool of San Francesco, and have some sleep
there, if the Signori like. We others generally take a nap there, and
go to work further on in the night. But of course it is as the Signori
prefer.\x94

\x93They want to keep us out all night to get more pay,\x94 said the
Marchesino to Artois, in bad French.

He had divined the suspicion that had suddenly risen up in his friend,
and was resolved to lay it to rest, without, however, abandoning his
purpose, which had become much more ardent with the coming of the night.
The voices of the laughing women were ringing in his ears. He felt
adventurous. The youth in him was rioting, and he was longing to be gay,
as the men with those women were being gay.

\x93What do you think, Emilio caro?\x94 he asked.

Then before Artois could reply, he said:

\x93After all, what do a few soldi matter? Who could sleep in a room on
such a night? It might be August, when one bathes at midnight, and sings
canzoni till dawn. Let us do as he says. Let us rest in the--what is the
pool?\x94 he asked of the fishermen, pretending not to know the name.

\x93The pool of San Francesco, Signorino Marchesino.\x94

\x93Pool of San Francesco. I remember now. That is the place where all the
fishermen along the coast towards Nisida go to sleep. I have slept there
many times when I was a boy, and so has Viviano. To-night shall we do as
the fishermen, Emilio?\x94

There was no pressure in his careless voice. His eyes for the moment
looked so simple, though as eager as a child\x92s.

\x93Anything you like, mon ami,\x94 said Artois.

He did not want to go to San Francesco\x92s Pool with the Marchesino, but
he did not wish to seem reluctant to go. And he said to himself now that
his interior hesitation was absurd. Night had fallen. By the time they
reached the Pool the inmates of the Case del Mare would probably be
asleep. Even if they were not, what did it matter? The boat would lie
among the vessels of the fishermen. The Marchesino and he would share
the fishermen\x92s repose. And even if Hermione and Vere should chance
to be out of doors they would not see him, or, if they did, would not
recognize him in the night.

His slight uneasiness, prompted by a vague idea that the Marchesino was
secretly mischievous, had possibly some plan in his mind connected with
the islet, was surely without foundation.

He told himself so as the fisherman laid hold of their oars and set the
boat\x92s prow towards the point of land which conceals the small harbor of
the Villa Rosebery.

The shrill voices of the two singers died away from their ears, but
lingered in the memory of the Marchesino, as the silence of the sea took
the boat to itself, the sea silence and the magic of the moon.

He turned his face towards the silver, beyond which, hidden as yet, was
the islet where dwelt the child he meant to know.



CHAPTER VII

Although Hermione had told Artois that she could not find complete rest
and happiness in her child, that she could not live again in Vere fully
and intensely as she had lived once, as she still had it in her surely
to live, she and Vere were in a singularly close relationship. They had
never yet been separated for more than a few days. Vere had not been to
school, and much of her education had been undertaken by her mother. In
Florence she had been to classes and lectures. She had had lessons
in languages, French, German, and Italian, in music and drawing. But
Hermione had been her only permanent teacher, and until her sixteenth
birthday she had never been enthusiastic about anything without
carrying her enthusiasm to her mother, for sympathy, explanation, or
encouragement.

Sorrow had not quenched the elan of Hermione\x92s nature. What she had told
Artois had been true--she was not a finished woman, nor would she ever
be, so long as she was alive and conscious. Her hunger for love, her
passionate remembrance of the past, her incapacity to sink herself in
any one since her husband\x92s death, her persistent, though concealed,
worship of his memory, all these things proved her vitality. Artois was
right when he said that she was a force. There was something in her that
was red-hot, although she was now a middle-aged woman. She needed much
more than most people, because she had much more than most people have
to give.

Her failure to express herself in an art had been a tragedy. From this
tragedy she turned, not with bitterness, but perhaps with an almost
fiercer energy, to Vere. Her intellect, released from fruitless toil,
was running loose demanding some employment. She sought that employment
in developing the powers of her child. Vere was not specially studious.
Such an out-of-door temperament as hers could never belong to a bookworm
or a recluse. But she was naturally clever, as her father had not been,
and she was enthusiastic not only in pleasure but in work. Long ago
Hermione, trying with loving anxiety to educate her boyish husband, to
make him understand certain subtleties of her own, had found herself
frustrated. When she made such attempts with Vere she was met half way.
The girl understood with swiftness even those things with which she was
not specially in sympathy. Her father\x92s mind had slipped away, ever so
gracefully, from all which it did not love. Vere\x92s could grasp even an
unloved subject. There was mental grit in her--Artois knew it. In all
her work until her sixteenth year Vere had consulted her mother. Nothing
of her child till then was ever hidden from Hermione, except those
things which the human being cannot reveal, and sometimes scarcely
knows of. The child drew very much from her mother, responded to
her enthusiasm, yet preserved instinctively, and quite without
self-consciousness, her own individuality.

Artois had noticed this, and this had led him to say that Vere also was
a force.

But when she was sixteen Vere woke up to something. Until now no one but
herself knew to what. Sometimes she shut herself up alone in her room
for long periods. When she came out she looked lazy, her mother thought,
and she liked to go then to some nook of the rocks and sit alone, or to
push a boat out into the centre of the Saint\x92s Pool, and lie in it with
her hands clasped behind her head looking up at the passing clouds or at
the radiance of the blue.

Hermione knew how fond Vere was of reading, and supposed that this love
was increasing as the child grew older. She sometimes felt a little
lonely, but she was unselfish. Vere\x92s freedom was quite innocent. She,
the mother, would not seek to interfere with it. Soon after dinner on
the evening of the Marchesino\x92s expedition with Artois, Vere had got up
from the sofa, on which she had been sitting with a book of Rossetti\x92s
poems in her hand, had gone over to one of the windows, and had stood
for two or three minutes looking out over the sea. Then she had turned
round, come up to her mother and kissed her tenderly--more tenderly,
Hermione thought, even than usual.

\x93Good-night, Madre mia,\x94 she had said.

And then, without another word, she had gone swiftly out of the room.

After Vere had gone the room seemed very silent. In the evening, if they
stayed in the house, they usually sat in Hermione\x92s room up-stairs.
They had been sitting there to-night. The shutters were not closed. The
window that faced the sea towards Capri was open. A little moonlight
began to mingle subtly with the light from the two lamps, to make it
whiter, cleaner, suggestive of outdoor things and large spaces. Hermione
had been reading when Vere was reading. She did not read now Vere was
gone. Laying down her book she sat listening to the silence, realizing
the world without. Almost at her feet was the sea, before her a
wide-stretching expanse, behind her, confronted by the desolate rocks,
the hollow and mysterious caverns. In the night, the Saint, unwearied,
watched his Pool. Not very far off, yet delightfully remote, lay Naples
with its furious activities, its gayeties, its intensities of sin, of
misery, of pleasure. In the Galleria, tourists from the hotels and
from the ships were wandering rather vaguely, watched and followed
by newspaper sellers, by touts, by greedy, pale-faced boys, and old,
worn-out men, all hungry for money and indifferent how it was gained.
Along the Marina, with its huge serpent of lights, the street singers
and players were making their nightly pilgrimage, pausing, wherever they
saw a lighted window or a dark figure on a balcony, to play and sing
the tunes of which they were weary long ago. On the wall, high above
the sea, were dotted the dilettante fishermen with their long rods and
lines. And below, before each stone staircase that descended to the
water, was a waiting boat, and in the moonlight rose up the loud cry of
\x93Barca! Barca!\x94 to attract the attention of any casual passer-by.

And here, on this more truly sea-like sea, distant from the great crowd
and from the thronging houses, the real fishermen who live by the sea
were alert and at work, or were plunged in the quiet sleep that is a
preparation for long hours of nocturnal wakefulness.

Hermione thought of it all, was aware of it, felt it, as she sat there
opposite to the open window. Then she looked over to her writing-table,
on which stood a large photograph of her dead husband, then to the sofa
where Vere had been. She saw the volume of Rossetti lying beside the
cushion that still showed a shallow dent where the child\x92s head had been
resting.

And then she shut her eyes, and asked her imagination to take her away
for a moment, over the sea to Messina, and along the curving shore, and
up by winding paths to a mountain, and into a little room in a tiny,
whitewashed house, not the house of the sea, but of the priest. It still
stood there, and the terrace was still before it. And the olive-trees
rustled, perhaps, just now in the wind beneath the stars.

Yes, she was there. Lucrezia and Gaspare were in bed. But she and
Maurice were sitting in the straw chairs on each side of the table,
facing the open French window and the flight of shallow steps that led
down to the terrace.

Faintly she heard the whisper of the sea about the islet, but she would
not let it hinder her imagination: she translated it by means of her
imagination into the whisper of the wind low down there, in the ravine
among the trees. And that act made her think of the ravine, seemed
presently to set her in the ravine. She was there in the night with
Gaspare. They were hurrying down towards the sea. He was behind her,
and she could hear his footsteps--longing to go faster. But she was
breathless, her heart was beating, there was terror in her soul. What
was that? A rattle of stones in the darkness, and then an old voice
muttering \x93Benedicite!\x94

She opened her eyes and moved suddenly, like one intolerably stirred.
What a foe the imagination can be--what a foe! She got up and went to
the window. She must drive away that memory of the ravine, of all that
followed after. Often she lingered with it, but to-night, somehow, she
could not, she dared not. She was less brave than usual to-night.

She leaned out of the window.

\x93Am I a fool?\x94

That was what she was saying to herself. And she was comparing herself
now with other people, other women. Did she know one who could not
uproot an old memory, who could suffer, and desire, and internally weep,
after more than sixteen years?

\x93I suppose it is preposterous.\x94

She deliberately chose that ugly word to describe her own condition
of soul. But instantly it seemed to her as if far down in that soul
something rose up and answered:

\x93No, it is not. It is beautiful. It is divine. It is more--it is due. He
gave you the greatest gift. He gave you what the whole world is always
seeking; even in blindness, even in ignorance, even in terrible vice. He
gave you love. How should you forget him?\x94

Far away on the sea that was faintly silvered by the moon there was
a black speck. It was, or seemed from the distance to be, motionless.
Hermione\x92s eyes were attracted to it, and again her imagination carried
her to Sicily. She stood on the shore by the inlet, she saw the boat
coming in from the open sea. Then it stopped midway--like that boat.

She heard Gaspare furiously weeping.

But the boat moved, and the sound that was in her imagination died away,
and she said to herself, \x93All that was long ago.\x94

The boat out there was no doubt occupied by Neapolitan fishermen, and
she was here on the islet in the Sea of Naples, and Sicily was far
away across the moonlit waters. As to Gaspare--she was sure he was not
weeping, faithful though he was to the memory of the dead Padrone.

And Vere? Hermione wondered what Vere was doing. She felt sure, though
she did not know why, that Vere had not gone to bed. She realized
to-night that her child was growing up rapidly, was passing from the
stage of childhood to the stage of girlhood, was on the threshold of
all the mysterious experiences that life holds for those who have ardent
temperaments and eager interests, and passionate desires and fearless
hearts.

To-night Hermione felt very strongly the difference between the father
and the daughter. There was a gravity in Vere, a firmness that Maurice
had lacked. Full of life and warmth as she was, she was not the pure
spirit of joy that he had been in those first days in Sicily. She was
not irresponsible. She was more keenly aware of others, of just how they
were feeling, of just how they were thinking, than Maurice had been.

Vere was very individual.

With that thought there came to Hermione a deeper sense of loneliness.
She was conscious now in this moment, as she had never been conscious
before, of the independence of her child\x92s character. The knowledge of
this independence seemed to come upon her suddenly--she could not tell
why; and she saw Vere apart from her, detached, like a column in a
lonely place.

Vere must not escape from her. She must accompany her child step by
step. She must not be left alone. She had told Emile that she could not
live again in Vere. And that was true. Vere was not enough. But Vere was
very much. Without Vere, what would her life be?

A wave of melancholy flowed over her to-night, a tide come from she knew
not where. Making an effort to stem it, she recalled her happiness with
Maurice after that day of the Tarantella. How groundless had really been
her melancholy then! She had imagined him escaping from her, but he had
remained with her, and loved her. He had been good to her until the end,
tender and faithful. If she had ever had a rival, that rival had been
Sicily. Always her imagination was her torturer.

Her failure in art had been a tragedy because of this. If she could have
set her imagination free in an art she would have been far safer than
she was. Emile Artois was really lonelier than she, for he had not
a child. But his art surely saved him securely from her sense of
desolation. And then he was a man, and men must need far less than
women do. Hermione felt that it was so. She thought of Emile in his most
helpless moment, in that period when he was ill in Kairouan before she
came. Even then she believed that he could not have felt quite so much
alone as she did now; for men never long to be taken care of as women
do. And yet she was well, in this tranquil house which was her own--with
Vere, her child, and Gaspare, her devoted servant.

As mentally she recounted her benefits, the strength there was in her
arose, protesting. She called herself harsh names: egoist, craven,
_faineant_. But it was no use to attack herself. In the deeps of her
poor, eager, passionate, hungry woman\x92s nature something wept, and
needed, and could not be comforted, and could not be schooled. It
complained as one feeble, but really it must be strong; for it was
pitilessly persistent in its grieving. It had a strange endurance. Life,
the passing of the years, could not change it, could not still it. Those
eternal hungers of which Hermione had spoken to Artois--they must have
their meaning. Somewhere, surely, there are the happy hunting-grounds,
dreamed of by the red man--there are the Elysian Fields where the souls
that have longed and suffered will find the ultimate peace.

There came a tap at the door.

Hermione started up from the cushion against which she had pressed
her head, and opened her eyes, instinctively laying her hand on Vere\x92s
volume of Rossetti, and pretending to read it.

\x93Avanti!\x94 she said.

The door opened and Gaspare appeared. Hermione felt an immediate
sensation of comfort.

\x93Gaspare,\x94 she said, \x93what is it? I thought you were in bed.\x94

\x93Ha bisogna Lei?\x94 he said.

It was a most familiar phrase to Hermione. It had been often on
Gaspare\x92s lips when he was a boy in Sicily, and she had always loved it,
feeling as if it sprang from a nature pleasantly ready to do anything
in her service. But to-night it had an almost startling appropriateness,
breaking in as if in direct response to her gnawing hunger of the heart.
As she looked at Gaspare, standing by the door in his dark-blue clothes,
with an earnest expression on his strong, handsome face, she felt as
if he must have come just then because he was conscious that she had so
much need of help and consolation. And she could not answer \x93no\x94 to his
simple question.

\x93Come in, Gaspare,\x94 she said, \x93and shut the door. I\x92m all alone. I
should like to have a little talk with you.\x94

He obeyed her, shut the door gently, and came up to her with the
comfortable confidence of one safe in his welcome, desired not merely as
a servant but as a friend by his Padrona.

\x93Did you want to say anything particular, Gaspare?\x94 Hermione asked him.
\x93Here--take a cigarette.\x94

She gave him one. He took it gently, twitching his nose as he did so.
This was a little trick he had when he was pleased.

\x93You can smoke it here, if you like.\x94

\x93Grazie, Signora.\x94

He lit it gravely and took a whiff. Then he said:

\x93The Signorina is outside.\x94

\x93Is she?\x94

Hermione looked towards the window.

\x93It is a lovely night.\x94

\x93Si, Signora.\x94

He took another whiff, and turned his great eyes here and there, looking
about the room. Hermione began to wonder what he had to say to her. She
was certain that he had come to her for some reason other than just to
ask if she had need of him.

\x93It does the Signorina good to get a breath of air before she goes to
bed,\x94 Hermione added, after a moment of silence. \x93It makes her sleep.\x94

\x93Si, Signora.\x94

He still stood calmly beside her, but now he looked at her with the odd
directness which had been characteristic of him as a boy, and which he
had not lost as a man.

\x93The Signorina is getting quite big, Signora,\x94 he said. \x93Have you
noticed? Per Dio! In Sicily, if the Signorina was a Sicilian, the
giovinotti would be asking to marry her.\x94

\x93Ah, but, Gaspare, the Signorina is not a Sicilian,\x94 she said. \x93She
is English, you know, and English girls do not generally think of such
things till they are much older than Sicilians.\x94

\x93But, Signora,\x94 said Gaspare, with the bluntness which in him was
never rudeness, but merely the sincerity which he considered due to his
Padrona--due also to himself, \x93my Padrone was like a real Sicilian,
and the Signorina is his daughter. She must be like a Sicilian too, by
force.\x94

\x93Your Padrone, yes, he was a real Sicilian,\x94 Hermione said softly.
\x93But, well, the Signorina has much more English blood in her veins than
Sicilian. She has only a little Sicilian blood.\x94

\x93But the Signorina thinks she is almost a Sicilian. She wishes to be a
Sicilian.\x94

\x93How do you know that, Gaspare?\x94 she asked, smiling a little at his
firmness and persistence.

\x93The Signorina said so the other day to the giovinotto who had the
cigarettes, Signora. I talked to him, and he told me. He said the
Signorina had said to him that she was partly a Sicilian, and that he
had said \x91no,\x92 that she was English. And when he said that--he said to
me--the Signorina was quite angry. He could see that she was angry by
her face.\x94

\x93I suppose that is the Sicilian blood, Gaspare. There is some in the
Signorina\x92s veins, of course. And then, you know, both her father and
I loved your country. I think the Signorina must often long to see
Sicily.\x94

\x93Does she say so?\x94 asked Gaspare, looking rather less calm.

\x93She has not lately. I think she is very happy here. Don\x92t you?\x94

\x93Si, Signora. But the Signorina is growing up now, and she is a little
Sicilian anyhow, Signora.\x94

He paused, looking steadily at his Padrona.

\x93What is it, Gaspare? What do you want to say to me?\x94

\x93Signora, perhaps you will say it is not my business, but in my country
we do not let girls go about by themselves after they are sixteen. We
know it is better not. Ecco!\x94

Hermione had some difficulty in not smiling. But she knew that if she
smiled he might be offended. So she kept her countenance and said:

\x93What do you mean, Gaspare? The Signorina is nearly always with me.\x94

\x93No, Signora. The Signorina can go wherever she likes. She can speak to
any one she pleases. She is free as a boy is free.\x94

\x93Certainly she is free. I wish her to be free.\x94

\x93Va bene, Signora, va bene.\x94

A cloud came over his face, and he moved as if to go. But Hermione
stopped him.

\x93Wait a minute, Gaspare. I want you to understand. I like your care
for the Signorina. You know I trust you and depend on you more than on
almost any one. But you must remember that I am English, and in England,
you know, things in some ways are very different from what they are in
Sicily. Any English girl would be allowed the freedom of the Signorina.\x94

\x93Why?\x94

\x93Why not? What harm does it do? The Signorina does not go to Naples
alone.\x94

\x93Per Dio!\x94 he interrupted, in a tone almost of horror.

\x93Of course I should never allow that. But here on the island--why, what
could happen to her here? Come, Gaspare, tell me what it is you are
thinking of. You haven\x92t told me yet. I knew directly you came in that
you had something you wanted to say. What is it?\x94

\x93I know it is not my business,\x94 he said. \x93And I should never speak to
the Signorina, but--\x94

\x93Well, Gaspare?\x94

\x93Signora, all sorts of people come here to the island--men from Naples.
We do not know them. We cannot tell who they are. And they can all see
the Signorina. And they can even talk to her.\x94

\x93The fishermen, you mean?\x94

\x93Any one who comes in a boat.\x94

\x93Well, but scarcely any one ever comes but the fishermen. You know
that.\x94

\x93Oh, it was all very well when the Signorina was a little girl, a child,
Signora,\x94 he said, almost hotly. \x93But now it is different. It is quite
different.\x94

Suddenly Hermione understood. She remembered what Vere had said about
Gaspare being jealous. He must certainly be thinking of the boy-diver,
of Ruffo.

\x93You think the Signorina oughtn\x92t to talk to the fishermen?\x94 she said.

\x93What do we know of the fishermen of Naples, Signora? We are not
Neapolitans. We are strangers here. We do not know their habits. We
do not know what they think. They are different from us. If we were
in Sicily! I am a Sicilian. I can tell. But when men come from Naples
saying they are Sicilians, how can I tell whether they are ruffiani or
not?\x94

Gaspare\x92s inner thought stood revealed.

\x93I see, Gaspare,\x94 Hermione said, quietly. \x93You think I should not have
let the Signorina talk to that boy the other day. But I saw him myself,
and I gave the Signorina leave to take him some cigarettes. And he dived
for her. She told me all about it. She always tells me everything.\x94

\x93I do not doubt the Signorina,\x94 said Gaspare. \x93But I thought it was my
duty to tell you what I thought, Signora. Why should people come here
saying they are of my country, saying they are Sicilians, and talking as
the Neapolitans talk?\x94

\x93Well, but at the time, you didn\x92t doubt that boy was what he said he
was, did you?\x94

\x93Signora, I did not know. I could not know. But since then I have been
thinking.\x94

\x93Well, Gaspare, you are quite right to tell me. I prefer that. I have
much faith in you, and always shall have. But we must not say anything
like this to the Signorina. She would not understand what we meant.\x94

\x93No, Signora. The Signorina is too good.\x94

\x93She would not understand, and I think she would be hurt\x94--Hermione
used the word \x93_offesa_,\x94--\x93as you would be if you fancied I thought
something strange about you.\x94

\x93Si, Signora.\x94

\x93Good-night, Gaspare.\x94

\x93Good-night, Signora. Buon riposo.\x94

He moved towards the door. When he reached it he stopped and added:

\x93I am going to bed, Signora.\x94

\x93Go. Sleep well.\x94

\x93Grazie, Signora. The Signorina is still outside, I am sure.\x94

\x93She goes out for a minute nearly every evening, Gaspare. She likes the
air and to look at the sea.\x94

\x93Si, Signora; in a minute I shall go to bed. Buon riposo.\x94

And he went out.

When he had gone Hermione remained at first where she was. But Gaspare
had effectually changed her mood, had driven away what she chose to
call her egoism, had concentrated all her thoughts on Vere. He had never
before spoken like this about the child. It was a sudden waking up on
his part to the fact that Vere was growing up to womanhood.

When he chose, Gaspare could always, or nearly always, make his Padrona
catch his mood, there was something so definite about him that he made
an impression. And, though he was easily inclined to be suspicious
of those whom he did not know well, Hermione knew him to be both
intelligent and shrewd, especially about those for whom he had
affection. She wondered now whether it were possible that Gaspare saw,
understood, or even divined intuitively, more clearly than she did--she,
a mother!

It was surely very unlikely.

She remembered that Gaspare had a jealous nature, like most of his
countrymen.

Nevertheless he had suddenly made the islet seem different to her.
She had thought of it as remote, as pleasantly far away from Naples,
isolated in the quiet sea. But it was very easy to reach from Naples,
and, as Gaspare had said, what did they know, or understand, of the
Neapolitans, they who were strangers in the land?

She wondered whether Vere was still outside. To-night she certainly
envisaged Vere newly. Never till to-night had she thought of her as
anything but a child; as characteristic, as ardent, as determined
sometimes, perhaps as forceful even, but always with a child\x92s mind
behind it all.

But to the people of the South Vere was already a woman--even to
Gaspare, who had held her in his arms when she was in long clothes. At
least Hermione supposed so now, after what Gaspare had said about the
giovinotti, who, in Sicily, would have been wishing to marry Vere, had
she been Sicilian. And perhaps even the mind of Vere was more grown-up
than her mother had been ready to suppose.

The mother was conscious of a slight but distinct uneasiness. It was
vague. Had she been asked to explain it she could not, perhaps, have
done so.

Presently, after a minute or two of hesitation, she went to the window
that faced north, opened it, and stood by, listening. It was from the
sea on this side that the fishermen who lived in the Mergellina, and in
the town of Naples, came to the islet. It was from this direction that
Ruffo had come three days ago.

Evidently Gaspare had been turning over the boy\x92s acquaintance with
Vere in his mind all that time, disapproving of it, secretly condemning
Hermione for having allowed it. No, not that; Hermione felt that he was
quite incapable of condemning her. But he was a watchdog who did not
bark, but who was ready to bite all those who ventured to approach his
two mistresses unless he was sure of their credentials. And of this
boy\x92s, Ruffo\x92s, he was not sure.

Hermione recalled the boy; his brown healthiness, his laughing eyes and
lips, his strong young body, his careless happy voice. And she found
herself instinctively listening by the window to hear that voice again.

Now, as she looked out, the loveliness of the night appealed to her
strongly, and she felt sure that Vere must be still outside, somewhere
under the moon.

Just beneath the window was the narrow terrace, on to which she had
stepped out, obedient to Vere\x92s call, three days ago. Perhaps Vere was
there, or in the garden beyond. She extinguished the lamp. She went to
her bedroom to get a lace shawl, which she put over her head and drew
round her shoulders like a mantilla. Then she looked into Vere\x92s room,
and found it empty.

A moment later she was on the terrace bathed in the radiance of the
moon.



CHAPTER VIII

Vere was outside under the stars. When she had said good-night and had
slipped away, it was with the desire to be alone, to see no one, to
speak with no one till next morning. But the desires of the young change
quickly, and Vere\x92s presently changed.

She came out of the house, and passing over the bridge that connected
together the two cliffs of which the islet was composed, reached the
limit of the islet. At the edge of the precipice was a seat, and there
she sat down. For some time she rested motionless, absorbing the beauty
and the silence of the night. She was looking towards Ischia. She wished
to look that way, to forget all about Naples, the great city which lay
behind her.

Here were the ancient caves darkening with their mystery the silver
wonder of the sea. Here the venerable shore stretched towards lands she
did not know. They called to the leaping desires of her heart as the
city did not call. They carried her away.

Often, from this seat, on dark and moonless nights, she had watched the
fishermen\x92s torches flaring below her in the blackness, and had thrilled
at the mystery of their occupation, and had imagined them lifting from
the sea strange and wonderful treasures, that must change the current of
their lives: pearls such as had never before been given to the breasts
of women, caskets that had lain for years beneath the waters, bottles in
which were stoppered up magicians who, released, came forth in smoke, as
in the Eastern story.

Once she had spoken of this last imagination to Gaspare, and had seen
his face suddenly change and look excited, vivid, and then sad. She had
asked him why he looked like that, and, after a moment of hesitation, he
had told her how, long ago, before she was born, his Padrone had read
to him such a tale as they lay together upon a mountain side in Sicily.
Vere had eagerly questioned him, and he, speaking with vehemence in the
heat of his recollection, had brought before her a picture of that scene
in his simple life; had shown her how he lay, and how the Padrone
lay, he listening, the Padrone, book in hand, reading about the \x93mago
africano.\x94 He had even told Vere of their conversation afterwards, and
how he had said that he would always be free, that he would never be
\x93stoppered up,\x94 like the \x93mago africano.\x94 And when she had wondered at
his memory growing still more excited he had told her many other things
of which his Padrone and he had talked together, and had made her feel
the life of the past on Monte Amato as no cultured person, she believed,
could ever have made her feel it. But when she had sought to question
him about her father\x92s death he had become silent, and she had seen that
it would be impossible to make him obey her and tell her all the details
that she longed to know.

To-night Vere could see no fishermen at work. The silver of the sea
below her was unbroken by the black forms of gliding boats, the silence
was unbroken by calling voices. And to-night she was glad that it was
so; for she was in the mood to be quite alone. As she sat there very
still she seemed to herself to be drawing nearer to the sea, and drawing
the sea to her. Indeed, she was making some such imaginative attempt as
her mother was making in the house--to become, in fancy at least, one
with something outside of her, to be fused with the sea, as her mother
desired to be fused with her. But Vere\x92s endeavor was not tragic, like
her mother\x92s, but was almost tenderly happy. She thought she felt the
sea responding to her as she responded to the sea. And she was very glad
in that thought.

Presently she began to wonder about the fishermen.

How did they feel about the sea? To her the sea was romantic and
personal. Was it romantic and personal to them? They were romantic to
her because of their connection with the sea, which had imprinted
upon them something of itself, showed forth in them, by means of them,
something surely of its own character; but probably, almost certainly,
she supposed, they were unconscious of this. They lived by the sea.
Perhaps they thought of it as of a vast money-bag, into which they
dipped their hands to get enough to live by. Or perhaps they thought of
it as an enemy, against which they lived in perpetual war, from which
they wrung, as it were at the sword\x92s point, a poor and precarious
booty.

As she sat thinking about this Vere began to change in her desire, to
wish there were some fishermen out to-night about the islet, and that
she could have speech of them. She would like to find out from one of
them how they regarded the sea.

She smiled as she imagined a conversation between herself and some
strong, brown, wild Neapolitan, she questioning and he replying. How
he would misunderstand her! He would probably think her mad. And yet
sometimes the men of the sea in their roughness are imaginative. They
are superstitious. But a man--no, she could not question a man. Her mind
went to the boy diver, Ruffo. She had often thought about Ruffo during
the last three days. She had expected to see him again. He had said
nothing about returning to the islet, but she had felt sure he would
return, if only in the hope of being given some more cigarettes. Boys
in his position, she knew well, do not get a present of Khali Targa
cigarettes every day of the week. How happy he had looked when he was
smoking them! She remembered exactly the expression of his brown face
now, as she sat watching the empty, moonlit sea. It was not greedy. It
was voluptuous. She remembered seeing somewhere a picture of some Sultan
of the East reclining on a divan and smoking a chibouk. She thought
Ruffo had looked rather like the Sultan, serenely secure of all earthly
enjoyment. At that moment the Pool of San Francesco had stood to the boy
for the Paradise of Mahomet.

But Ruffo had not come again.

Each morning Vere had listened for his voice, had looked down upon the
sea for his boat, but all in vain. On the third day she had felt almost
angry with him unreasonably. But then she remembered that he was not his
own master, not the owner of the boat. Of course, he could not do what
he liked. If he could--well, then he would have come back. She was
positive of that.

If he ever did come back, she said to herself now, she would question
him about the sea. She would get at his thoughts about the sea, at his
feelings. She wondered if they could possibly be at all like hers. It
was unlikely, she supposed. They two were so very different. And yet--!

She smiled to herself again, imagining question and answer with Ruffo.
He would not think her mad, even if she puzzled him. They understood
each other. Even her mother had said that they seemed to be in sympathy.
And that was true. Difference of rank need not, indeed cannot, destroy
the magic chain if it exists, cannot prevent its links from being
forged. She knew that her mother was in sympathy with Gaspare, and
Gaspare with her mother. So there was no reason why she should not be in
sympathy with Ruffo.

If he were here to-night she would begin at once to talk to him about
the sea. But of course he would never come at night to the islet.

Vere knew that the Neapolitan fishermen usually keep each to his own
special branch of the common profession. By this time of night, no
doubt, Ruffo was in his home at the Mergellina, sitting in the midst of
his family, or was strolling with lively companions of his own age, or,
perhaps, was fast asleep in bed.

Vere felt that it would be horrible to go to bed on such a night, to
shut herself in from the moon and the sea. The fishermen who slept in
the shelter of the Saint\x92s Pool were enviable. They had the stars above
them, the waters about them, the gentle winds to caress them as they lay
in the very midst of romance.

She wondered whether there were any boats in the Saint\x92s Pool to-night.
She had not been to see. A few steps and she could look over. She got up
and went back to the bridge, treading softly because she was thinking of
repose. There she stopped and looked down. She saw two boats on the far
side of the Pool almost at the feet of the Saint. The men in them must
be lying down, for Vere could see only the boats, looking black, and
filled with a confused blackness--of sails probably, and sleeping men.
The rest of the pool was empty, part of it bright with the radiance of
the moon, part of it shading away to the mysterious dimness of still
water at night under the lee of cliffs.

For some time the girl stood, watching. Just at that moment her active
brain almost ceased to work, stilled by the reverie that is born of
certain night visions. Without these motionless boats the Pool of the
Saint would have been calm. With them, its stillness seemed almost
ineffably profound. The hint of life bound in the cores of sleep,
prisoner to rest, deepened Nature\x92s impression and sent Vere into
reverie. There were no trees here. No birds sang, for although it was
the month of the nightingales, none ever came to sing to San Francesco.
No insects chirped or hummed. All was stark and almost fearfully still
as in a world abandoned; and the light fell on the old faces of the
rocks faintly, as if it feared to show the ravages made in them by the
storms of the long ages they had confronted and defied.

Vere had a sensation of sinking very slowly down into a gulf, as she
stood there, not falling, but sinking, down into some world of quiet
things, farther and farther down, leaving all the sounds of life far up
in light above her. And descent was exquisite, easy and natural, and,
indeed, inevitable. Nothing called her from below. For where she was
going there were no voices. Yet she felt that at last there would be
something to receive her; mystical stillness, mystical peace.

A silky sound--far off--checked that imaginative descent that seemed
so physical, first merely arrested it, then, always silky, but growing
louder, took her swiftly and softly back to the summit she had left. Now
she was conscious again of herself and of the night. She was listening.
The sound that had broken her reverie was the gentle sweep of big-bladed
oars through the calm sea. As she knew this she saw, away to the right,
a black shadow stealing across the silver waste beyond the islet. It
pushed its way to the water at her very feet, and chose that as its
anchorage.

The figure of the rower stood up straight and black for a moment,
looking lonely in the night.

Vere could not see his face, but she knew at once that he was Ruffo. Her
inclination was to bend down with the soft cry of \x93Pescator!\x94 which she
had sent to him on the sunny morning of their meeting. She checked it,
why she scarcely knew, in obedience to some imperious prompting of her
nature. But she kept her eyes on him. And they were full of will. She
was willing him not to lie down in the bottom of the boat and sleep. She
knew that he and his companions must have come to the pool at that hour
to rest. There were three other men in the boat. Two had been sitting
on the gunwale of it, and now lay down. The third, who was in the bows,
exchanged some words with the rower, who replied. Vere could hear
the sound of their voices, but not what they said. The conversation
continued for two or three minutes, while Ruffo was taking in the oars
and laying them one on each side of the boat. When he had done this he
stretched up his arms to their full length above his head, and a loud
noise of a prolonged yawn came up to Vere, and nearly made her laugh.
Long as it was, it seemed to her to end abruptly. The arms dropped down.

She felt sure he had seen her watching, and stayed quite still,
wondering what he was going to do. Perhaps he would tell the other man.
She found herself quickly hoping that he would not. That she was there
ought to be their little secret.

All this that was passing through her mind was utterly foreign to any
coquetry. Vere had no more feeling of sex in regard to Ruffo than she
would have had if she had been a boy herself. The sympathy she felt with
him was otherwise founded, deep down in mysteries beyond the mysteries
of sex.

Again Ruffo and the man who had not lain down spoke together. But the
man did not look up to Vere. He must have looked if his attention had
been drawn to the fact that she was there--a little spy upon the men of
the sea, considering them from her eminence.

Ruffo had not told. She was glad.

Presently the man moved from his place in the bows. She saw him lift
a leg to get over into the stern, treading carefully in order not to
trample on his sleeping companions. Then his black figure seemed to shut
up like a telescope. He had become one with the dimness in the boat, was
no longer detached from it. Only Ruffo was still detached. Was he going
to sleep, too?

A certain tenseness came into Vere\x92s body. She kept her eyes, which she
had opened very wide, fixed upon the black figure. It remained standing.
The head moved. He was certainly looking up. She realized that he was
not sleepy, despite that yawn,--that he would like to speak to her--to
let her know that he knew she was there.

Perhaps he did not dare to--or, not that, perhaps fishermen\x92s etiquette,
already enshrined in his nature, did not permit him to come ashore. The
boat was so close to the land that he could step on to it easily.

She leaned down.

\x93Pescator!\x94

It was scarcely more than a whisper. But the night was so intensely
still that he heard it. Or, if not that, he felt it. His shadow--so
it seemed in the shadow of the cliff--flitted out of the boat and
disappeared.

He was coming--to have that talk about the sea.



CHAPTER IX

\x93Buona sera, Signorina.\x94

\x93Buona sera, Ruffo.\x94

She did not feign surprise when he came up to her.

\x93So you fish at night?\x94 she said. \x93I thought the divers for _frutti di
mare_ did not do that.\x94

\x93Signorina, I have been taken into the boat of Mandano Giuseppe.\x94

He spoke rather proudly, and evidently thought she would know of whom he
was telling her. \x93I fish for sarde now.\x94

\x93Is that better for you?\x94

\x93Si, Signorina, of course.\x94

\x93I am glad of that.\x94

\x93Si, Signorina.\x94

He stood beside her quite at his ease. To-night he had on a cap, but it
was pushed well off his brow, and showed plenty of his thick, dark hair.

\x93When did you see me?\x94 she asked.

\x93Almost directly, Signorina.\x94

\x93And what made you look up?\x94

\x93Signorina?\x94

\x93Why did you look up directly?\x94

\x93Non lo so, Signorina.\x94

\x93I think it was because I made you feel that I was there,\x94 she said. \x93I
think you obey me without knowing it. You did the same the other day.\x94

\x93Perhaps, Signorina.\x94

\x93Have you smoked all the cigarettes?\x94

She saw him smile, showing his teeth.

\x93Si, Signorina, long ago. I smoked them the same day.\x94

\x93You shouldn\x92t. It is bad for a boy, and you are younger than I am, you
know.\x94

The smile grew wider.

\x93What are you laughing at?\x94

\x93I don\x92t know, Signorina.\x94

\x93Do you think it is funny to be younger than I am?\x94

\x93Si, Signorina.\x94

\x93I suppose you feel quite as if you were a man?\x94

\x93If I could not work as well as a man Giuseppe would not have taken me
into his boat. But of course with a lady it is all different. A lady
does not have to work. Poor women get old very soon, Signorina.\x94

\x93Your mother, is she old?\x94

\x93My mamma! I don\x92t know. Yes, I suppose she is rather old.\x94

He seemed to be considering.

\x93Si, Signorina, my mamma is rather old. But then she has had a lot of
trouble, my poor mamma!\x94

\x93I am sorry. Is she like you?\x94

\x93I don\x92t know, Signorina; I have never thought about it. What does it
matter?\x94

\x93It may not matter, but such things are interesting sometimes.\x94

\x93Are they, Signorina?\x94

Then, evidently with a polite desire to please her and carry on the
conversation in the direction indicated by her, he added:

\x93And are you like your Signora Madre, Signorina?\x94

Vere felt inclined to smile, but she answered, quite seriously.

\x93I don\x92t believe I am. My mother is very tall, much taller than I am,
and not so dark. My eyes are much darker than hers and quite different.\x94

\x93I think you have the eyes of a Sicilian, Signorina.\x94

Again Vere was conscious of a simple effort on the part of the boy to
be gallant. And he had a good memory too. He had not forgotten her
three-days\x92-old claim to Sicilian blood. The night mitigated the
blunders of his temperament, it seemed. Vere could not help being
pleased. There was something in her that ever turned towards the Sicily
she had never seen. And this boy had not seen Sicily either.

\x93Isn\x92t it odd that you and I have never seen Sicily?\x94 she said, \x93and
that both our mothers have? And mine is all English, you know.\x94

\x93My mamma would be very glad to kiss the hand of your Signora Mother,\x94
 replied Ruffo. \x93I told her about the kind ladies who gave me cigarettes,
and that the Signorina had never seen her father. When she heard that
the Signorina was born after her father was dead, and that her father
had died in Sicily, she said--my poor mamma!--\x91If ever I see the
Signorina\x92s mother, I shall kiss her hand. She was a widow before she
was a mother; may the Madonna comfort her.\x92 My mamma spoke just like
that, Signorina. And then she cried for a long time. But when Patrigno
came in she stopped crying at once.\x94

\x93Did she? Why was that?\x94

\x93I don\x92t know, Signorina.\x94

Vere was silent for a moment. Then she said:

\x93Is your Patrigno kind to you, Ruffo?\x94

The boy looked at her, then swiftly looked away.

\x93Kind enough, Signorina,\x94 he answered.

Then they both kept silence. They were standing side by side thus,
looking down rather vaguely at the Saint\x92s pool, when another boat
floated gently into it, going over to the far side, where already
lay the two boats at the feet of San Francesco. Vere saw it with
indifference. She was accustomed to the advent of the fishermen at this
hour. Ruffo stared at it for a moment with a critical inquiring gaze.
The boat drew up near the land and stopped. There was a faint murmur of
voices, then silence again.

The Marchesino had told the two sailors that they could have an hour or
two of sleep before beginning to fish.

The men lay down, shut their eyes, and seemed to sleep at once. But
Artois and the Marchesino, lounging on a pile of rugs deftly arranged
in the bottom of the stern of the boat, smoked their cigars in a silence
laid upon them by the night silence of the Pool. Neither of them had as
yet caught sight of the figures of Vere and Ruffo, which were becoming
more clearly relieved as the moon rose and brought a larger world within
its radiance, of its light. Artois was satisfied that the members of the
Casa del Mare were in bed. As they approached the house he had seen no
light from its windows. The silence about the islet was profound, and
gave him the impression of being in the very heart of the night. And
this impression lasted, and so tricked his mind that he forgot that the
hour was not really late. He lay back, lazily smoking his cigar, and
drinking in the stark beauty round about him, a beauty delicately and
mysteriously fashioned by the night, which, as by a miracle, had laid
hold of bareness and barren ugliness, and turned them to its exquisite
purposes, shrinking from no material in its certainty of its own power
to transform.

The Marchesino, too, lay back, with his great, gray eyes staring about
him. While the feelings of his friend had moved towards satisfaction,
his had undergone a less pleasant change. His plan seemed to be going
awry, and he began to think of himself as of a fool. What had he
anticipated? What had he expected of this expedition? He had been, as
usual, politely waiting on destiny. He had come to the islet in the hope
that Destiny would meet him there and treat him with every kindness and
hospitality, forestalling his desires. But lo! He was abandoned in a
boat among a lot of taciturn men, while the object of all his thoughts
and pains, his plots and hopes, was, doubtless, hermetically sealed in
the home on the cliff above him.

Several Neapolitan words, familiar in street circles, ran through his
mind, but did not issue from his lips, and his face remained perfectly
calm--almost seraphic in expression.

Out of the corners of his eyes he stole a glance at \x93caro Emilio.\x94 He
wished his friend would follow the example of the men and go to sleep.
He wanted to feel himself alone in wakefulness and unobserved. For he
was not resigned to an empty fate. The voices of the laughing women at
the Antico Giuseppone still rang through his memory. He was adventurous
by nature. What he would do if Emilio would only slumber he did not
know. But it was certain he would do something. The islet, dark and
distinct in outline beneath the moon, summoned him. Was he a Neapolitan
and not beneath her window? It was absurd. And he was not at all
accustomed to control himself or to fight his own impulses. For the
moment \x93caro Emilio\x94 became \x93maledetto Emilio\x94 in his mind. Sleepless as
Providence, Emilio reclined there. A slightly distracted look came into
the Marchesino\x92s eyes as he glanced away from his friend and stared once
more at the islet, which he longed so ardently to invade.

This time he saw the figures of Vere and Ruffo above him in the
moonlight, which now sharply relieved them. He gazed. And as he gazed
they moved away from the bridge, going towards the seat where Vere had
been before she had seen Ruffo.

Vere had on a white dress.

The heart of the Marchesino leaped. He was sure it was the girl of the
white boat. Then the inhabitants of the house on the islet were not
asleep, were not even in bed. They--she at least, and that was all he
cared for--were out enjoying the moon and the sea. How favorable was the
night! But who was with her?

The Marchesino had very keen eyes. And now he used them with almost
fierce intensity. But Ruffo was on the far side of Vere. It was not
possible to discern more than that he was male, and taller than the girl
in the white dress.

Jealousy leaped up in the Marchesino, that quick and almost frivolous
jealousy which, in the Southerner, can so easily deepen into the
deadliness that leads to crime. Not for a moment did he doubt that the
man with Vere was a lover. This was a blow which, somehow, he had not
expected. The girl in the white boat had looked enchantingly young. When
he had played the seal for her she had laughed like a child. He--even
he, who believed in no one\x92s simplicity, made sceptical by his own
naughtiness so early developed towards a fine maturity!--had not
expected anything like this. And these English, who pride themselves
upon their propriety, their stiffness, their cold respectability! These
English misses!

\x93Ouf!\x94

It was out of the Marchesino\x92s mouth before he was aware of it, an
exclamation of cynical disgust.

\x93What\x92s the matter, amico mio?\x94 said Artois, in a low voice.

\x93Niente!\x94 said the Marchesino, recollecting himself. \x93Are not you going
to sleep?\x94

\x93Yes,\x94 said Artois, throwing away his cigar end. \x93I am. And you?\x94

\x93I too!\x94

The Marchesino was surprised by his friend\x92s reply. He did not
understand the desire of Artois not to have his sense of the romance of
their situation broken in upon by conversation just then. The romance of
women was not with Artois, but the romance of Nature was. He wanted to
keep it. And now he settled himself a little lower in the boat, under
the shadow of its side, and seemed to be giving himself to sleep.

The Marchesino thanked the Madonna, and made his little pretence of
slumber too, but he kept his head above the gunwale, leaning it on his
arm with a supporting cushion beneath; and though he really did shut
both his eyes for a short time, to deceive caro Emilio, he very soon
opened them again, and gazed towards the islet. He could not see the
two figures now. Rage seized him. First the two men at the Antico
Giuseppone, and now this man on the islet! Every one was companioned.
Every one was enjoying the night as it was meant to be enjoyed. He--he
alone was the sport of \x93il maledetto destino.\x94 He longed to commit some
act of violence. Then he glanced cautiously round without moving.

The two sailors were sleeping. He could hear their regular and rather
loud breathing. Artois lay quite still. The Marchesino turned his body
very carefully so that he might see the face of his friend. As he did
so Artois, who had been looking straight up at the stars, shut his eyes,
and simulated sleep. His suspicion of Doro, that this expedition had
been undertaken with some hidden motive, was suddenly renewed by this
sly and furtive movement, which certainly suggested purpose and the
desire to conceal it.

So caro Emilio slept very peacefully, and breathed with the calm
regularity of a sucking child. But in this sleep of a child he was
presently aware that the boat was moving--in fact was being very
adroitly moved. Though his eyes were shut he felt the moonlight leave
his face presently, and knew they were taken by the shadow of the islet.
Then the boat stopped.

A moment later Artois was aware that the boat contained three people
instead of four.

The Marchesino had left it to take a little stroll on shore.

Artois lay still. He knew how light is the slumber of seamen in a boat
with the wide airs about them, and felt sure that the sailors must have
been waked by the tour of the boat across the Pool. Yet they had not
moved, and they continued apparently to sleep. He guessed that a glance
from their \x93Padrone\x94 had advised them not to wake. And this was the
truth.

At the first movement of the boat both the men had looked up and had
received their message from the Marchesino\x92s expressive eyes. They
realized at once that he had some design which he wished to keep from
the knowledge of his friend, the forestiere. Of course it must be
connected with a woman. They were not particularly curious. They had
always lived in Naples, and knew their aristocracy. So they merely
returned the Marchesino\x92s glance with one of comprehension and composed
themselves once more to repose.

The Marchesino did not come back, and presently Artois lifted himself up
a little, and looked out.

The boat was right under the lee of the islet, almost touching the
shore, but the sea was so perfectly still that it scarcely moved, and
was not in any danger of striking against the rock. The sailors had seen
that, too, before they slept again.

Artois sat quite up. He wondered a good deal what his friend was
doing. One thing was certain--he was trespassing. The islet belonged to
Hermione, and no one had any right to be upon it without her invitation.
Artois had that right, and was now considering whether or not he
should use it, follow the Marchesino and tell him--what he had not told
him--that the owner of the islet was the English friend of whom he had
spoken.

For Artois the romance of the night in which he had been revelling
was now thoroughly disturbed. He looked again towards the two sailors,
suspecting their sleep. Then he got up quietly, and stepped out of the
boat onto the shore. His doing so gave a slight impetus to the boat,
which floated out a little way into the Pool. But the men in it seemed
to sleep on.

Artois stood still for a moment at the edge of the sea. His great limbs
were cramped, and he stretched them. Then he went slowly towards the
steps. He reached the plateau before the Casa del Mare. The Marchesino
was not there. He looked up at the house. As he did so the front door
opened and Hermione came out, wrapped in a white lace shawl.

\x93Emile?\x94 she said, stopping with her hand on the door. \x93Why--how
extraordinary!\x94

She came to him.

\x93Have you come to pay us a nocturnal visit, or--there\x92s nothing the
matter?\x94

\x93No,\x94 he said.

For perhaps the first time in his life he felt embarrassed with
Hermione. He took her hand.

\x93I don\x92t believe you meant me to know you were here,\x94 she said, guided
by the extraordinary intuition of woman.

\x93To tell the truth,\x94 he answered, \x93I did not expect to see you. I
thought you were all in bed.\x94

\x93Oh no. I have been on the terrace and in the garden. Vere is out
somewhere. I was just going to look for her.\x94

There was a distinct question in her prominent eyes as she fixed them on
him.

\x93No, I haven\x92t seen Vere,\x94 he said, answering it.

\x93Are you alone?\x94 she asked, abruptly.

\x93No. You remember my mentioning my friend, the Marchesino Panacci?
Well, he is with me. We were going to fish. The fishermen suggested our
sleeping in the Saint\x92s Pool for an hour or two first. I found Doro gone
and came to look for him.\x94

There was still a faint embarrassment in his manner.

\x93I believe you have seen him,\x94 he added. \x93He was bathing the other day
when you were passing in the boat,--I think it was you. Did you see a
young man who did some tricks in the water?\x94

\x93Oh yes, an impudent young creature. He pretended to be a porpoise and
a seal. He made us laugh. Vere was delighted with him. Is that your
friend? Where can he be?\x94

\x93Where is Vere?\x94 said Artois.

Their eyes met, and suddenly his embarrassment passed away.

\x93You don\x92t mean that--?\x94

\x93My friend, you know what these Neapolitans are. Doro came back from his
bathe raving about Vere. I did not tell him I knew her. I think--I am
sure he has guessed it, and much more. Let us go and find him. It seems
you are to know him. E il destino.\x94

\x93You don\x92t want me to know him?\x94 she said, as they turned away from the
house.

\x93I don\x92t know that there is any real reason why you should not. But my
instinct was against the acquaintance. Where can Vere be? Does she often
come out alone at night?\x94

\x93Very often. Ah! There she is, beyond the bridge, and--is that the
Marchesino Panacci with her? Why--no, it\x92s--\x94

\x93It is Ruffo,\x94 Artois said.

Vere and the boy were standing near the edge of the cliff and talking
earnestly together, but as Hermione and Artois came towards them they
turned round as if moved by a mutual impulse. Ruffo took off his cap and
Vere cried out:

\x93Monsieur Emile!\x94

She came up to him quickly. He noticed that her face looked
extraordinarily alive, that her dark eyes were fiery with expression.

\x93Good-evening, Vere,\x94 he said.

He took her small hand.

\x93Buona sera, Ruffo,\x94 he added.

He looked from one to the other, and saw the perfect simplicity of both.

\x93Tell me, Vere,\x94 he said. \x93Have you seen any one on the islet to-night?\x94

\x93Yes, just now. Why? What made you think so?\x94

\x93Well?\x94

\x93A man--a gentleman came. I told him he was trespassing.\x94

Artois smiled. Ruffo stood by, his cap in his hand, looking attentively
at Vere, who had spoken in French. She glanced at him, and suddenly
broke into Italian.

\x93He was that absurd boy we saw in the sea, Madre, the other day, who
pretended to be a seal, and made me laugh. He reminded me of it, and
asked me if I didn\x92t recognize him.\x94

\x93What did you say?\x94

\x93I said \x91No\x92 and \x91Good-night.\x92\x94

\x93And did he go?\x94 asked Artois.

\x93No, he would not go. I don\x92t know what he wanted. He looked quite odd,
as if he were feeling angry inside, and didn\x92t wish to show it. And
he began trying to talk. But as I didn\x92t really know him--after all,
laughing at a man because he pretends to be a seal is scarcely knowing
him, is it, Monsieur Emile?\x94

\x93No,\x94 he said, smiling at her smile.

\x93I said \x91good-night\x92 again in such a way that he had to go.\x94

\x93And so he went!\x94 said Artois.

\x93Yes. Do you know him, Monsieur Emile?\x94

\x93Yes. He came with me to-night.\x94

A little look of penitence came into the girl\x92s face.

\x93Oh, I am sorry.\x94

\x93Why should you be?\x94

\x93Well, he began saying something about knowing friends of mine, or--I
didn\x92t really listen very much, because Ruffo was telling me all
about the sea--and I thought it was all nonsense. He was absurdly
complimentary first, you see! and so, when he began about friends, I
only said \x91good-night\x92 again. And--and I\x92m really afraid I turned my
back upon him. And now he\x92s a friend of yours. Monsieur Emile! I am
sorry!\x94

Already the Marchesino had had that lesson of which Artois had thought
in Naples. Artois laughed aloud.

\x93It doesn\x92t matter, Vere. My friend is not too sensitive.\x94

\x93Buona sera, Signorina! Buona sera, Signora! Buon riposo!\x94

It was Ruffo preparing to go, feeling that he scarcely belonged to this
company, although he looked in no way shy, and had been smiling broadly
at Vere\x92s narrative of the discomfiture of the Marchesino.

\x93Ruffo,\x94 said Hermione, \x93you must wait a moment.\x94

\x93Si, Signora?\x94

\x93I am going to give you a few more cigarettes.\x94

Vere sent a silent but brilliant \x93Thank you\x94 to her mother. They all
walked towards the house.

Vere and her mother were in front, Artois and Ruffo behind. Artois
looked very closely and even curiously at the boy.

\x93Have I ever seen you before?\x94 he asked, as they came to the bridge.

\x93Signore?\x94

\x93Not the other morning. But have we ever met in Naples?\x94

\x93I have seen you pass by sometimes at the Mergellina, Signore.\x94

\x93That must be it then!\x94 Artois thought, \x93I have seen you there without
consciously noticing you.\x94

\x93You live there?\x94 he said.

\x93Si, Signore; I live with my mamma and my Patrigno.\x94

\x93Your Patrigno,\x94 Artois said, merely to continue the conversation. \x93Then
your father is dead?\x94

\x93Si, Signore, my Babbo is dead.\x94

They were on the plateau now, before the house.

\x93If you will wait a moment, Ruffo, I will fetch the cigarettes,\x94 said
Hermione.

\x93Let me go, Madre,\x94 said Vere, eagerly.

\x93Very well, dear.\x94

The girl ran into the house. As she disappeared they heard a quick step,
and the Marchesino came hurrying up from the sea. He took off his hat
when he saw Hermione, and stopped.

\x93I was looking for you, Emilio.\x94

He kept his hat in his hand. Evidently he had recovered completely
from his lesson. He looked gay and handsome. Artois realized how very
completely the young rascal\x92s desires were being fulfilled. But of
course the introduction must be made. He made it quietly.

\x93Marchese Isidoro Panacci--Mrs. Delarey.\x94

The Marchesino bent and kissed Hermione\x92s hand. As he did so Vere came
out of the house, her hands full of Khali Targa cigarettes, her face
eager at the thought of giving pleasure to Ruffo.

\x93This is my daughter, Vere,\x94 Hermione said. \x93Vere, this is the Marchese
Isidoro Panacci, a friend of Monsieur Emile\x92s.\x94

The Marchesino went to kiss Vere\x92s hand, but she said:

\x93I\x92m very sorry--look!\x94

She showed him that they were full of cigarettes, and so escaped from
the little ceremony. For those watching it was impossible to know
whether she wished to avoid the formal salutation of the young man\x92s
lips or not.

\x93Here, Ruffo!\x94 she said. She went up to the boy. \x93Put your hands
together.\x94

Ruffo gladly obeyed. He curved his brown hands into a cup, and Vere
filled this cup with the big cigarettes, while Hermione, Artois, and
the Marchesino looked on; each one of them with a fixed attention
which--surely--the action scarcely merited. But there was something
about those two, Vere and the boy, which held the eyes and the mind.

\x93Good-night, Ruffo. You must carry them to the boat. They\x92ll be crushed
if you put them into your trousers-pocket.\x94

\x93Si, Signorina!\x94

He waited a moment. He wanted to salute them, but did not know how to.
That was evident. His expressive eyes, his whole face told it to them.

Artois suddenly set his lips together in his beard. For an instant it
seemed to him that the years had rolled back, that he was in London, in
Caminiti\x92s restaurant, that he saw Maurice Delarey, with the reverential
expression on his face that had been so pleasing. Yes, the boy Ruffo
looked like him in that moment, as he stood there, wishing to do his
devoir, to be polite, but not knowing how to.

\x93Never mind, Ruffo,\x94 It was Vere\x92s voice. \x93We understand! Or--shall I?\x94
 A laughing look came into her face. She went up to the boy and, with a
delicious, childish charm and delicacy, that quite removed the action
from impertinence, she took his cap off. \x93There!\x94 She put it gently back
on his dark hair. \x93Now you\x92ve been polite to us. Buona notte!\x94

\x93Buona notte, Signorina.\x94

The boy ran off, half laughing, and carrying carefully the cigarettes in
his hands still held together like a cup.

Hermione and Artois were smiling. Artois felt something for Vere just
then that he could hardly have explained, master though he was of
explanation of the feelings of man. It seemed to him that all the
purity, and the beauty, and the whimsical unselfconsciousness, and the
touchingness of youth that is divine, appeared in that little, almost
comic action of the girl. He loved her for the action, because she was
able to perform it just like that. And something in him, suddenly adored
youth in a way that seemed new to his heart.

\x93Well,\x94 said Hermione, when Ruffo had disappeared. \x93Will you come in?
I\x92m afraid all the servants are in bed, but--\x94

\x93No, indeed it is too late,\x94 Artois said.

Without being aware of it he spoke with an authority that was almost
stern.

\x93We must be off to our fishing,\x94 he added. \x93Good-night. Good-night,
Vere.\x94

\x93Good-night, Signora.\x94

The Marchesino bowed, with his hat in his hand. He kissed Hermione\x92s
hand again, but he did not try to take Vere\x92s.

\x93Good-night,\x94 Hermione said.

A glance at Artois had told her much that he was thinking.

\x93Good-night, Monsieur Emile,\x94 said Vere. \x93Good-night, Marchese. Buona
pesca!\x94

She turned and followed her mother into the house.

\x93Che simpatica!\x94

It was the Marchesino\x92s voice, breathing the words through a sigh: \x93Che
simpatica Signorina!\x94 Then an idea seemed to occur to him, and he looked
at his friend reproachfully. \x93And you knew the girl with the perfect
little nose, Emilio--all the time you knew her!\x94

\x93And all the time you knew I knew her!\x94 retorted Artois.

They looked at each other in the eyes and burst out laughing.

\x93Emilio, you are the devil! I will never forgive you. You do not trust
me.\x94

\x93Caro amico, I do trust you--always to fall in love with every girl you
meet. But\x94--and his voice changed--\x93the Signorina is a child. Remember
that, Doro.\x94

They were going down the steps to the sea. Almost as Artois spoke they
reached the bottom, and saw their boat floating in the moonlight nearly
in the centre of the Pool. The Marchesino stood still.

\x93My dear Emilio,\x94 he said, staring at Artois with his great round eyes,
\x93you make me wonder whether you know women.\x94

Artois felt amused.

\x93Really?\x94 he said.

\x93Really! And yet you write books.\x94

\x93Writing books does not always prove that one knows much. But explain to
me.\x94

They began to stroll on the narrow space at the sea edge. Close by lay
the boat to which Ruffo belonged. The boy was already in it, and they
saw him strike a match and light one of the cigarettes. Then he lay back
at his ease, smoking, and staring up at the moon.

\x93A girl of sixteen is not a child, and I am sure the Signorina is
sixteen. But that is not all. Emilio, you do not know the Signorina.\x94

Artois repressed a smile. The Marchesino was perfectly in earnest.

\x93And you--do you know the Signorina?\x94 Artois asked.

\x93Certainly I know her,\x94 returned the Marchesino with gravity.

They reached Ruffo\x92s boat. As they did so, the Marchesino glanced at it
with a certain knowing impudence that was peculiarly Neapolitan.

\x93When I came to the top of the islet the Signorina was with that boy,\x94
 the Marchesino continued.

\x93Well?\x94 said Artois.

\x93Oh, you need not be angry, Emilio caro.\x94

\x93I am not angry,\x94 said Artois.

Nor was he. It is useless to be angry with racial characteristics,
racial points of view. He knew that well. The Marchesino stared at him.

\x93No, I see you are not.\x94

\x93The Signorina was with that boy. She has talked to him before. He has
dived for her. He has sung for her! She has given him cigarettes,
taken from her mother\x92s box, with her mother\x92s consent. Everything the
Signorina does her mother knows and approves of. You saw the Signora
send the Signorina for more cigarettes to give the boy to-night.
Ebbene?\x94

\x93Ebbene. They are English!\x94

And he laughed.

\x93Madre mia!\x94

He laughed again, seized his mustaches, twisted them, and went on.

\x93They are English, but for all that the Signorina is a woman. And as to
that boy--\x94

\x93Perhaps he is a man.\x94

\x93Certainly he is. Dio mio, the boy at least is a Neapolitan.\x94

\x93No, he isn\x92t.\x94

\x93He is not?\x94

\x93He\x92s a Sicilian.\x94

\x93How do you know?\x94

\x93I was here the other day when he was diving for _frutti di mare_.\x94

\x93I have seen him at the Mergellina ever since he was a child.\x94

\x93He says he is a Sicilian.\x94

\x93Boys like that say anything if they can get something by it. Perhaps
he thought you liked the Sicilians better than the Neapolitans. But
anyhow--Sicilian or Neapolitan, it is all one! He is a Southerner, and
at fifteen a Southerner is already a man. I was.\x94

\x93I know it. But you were proving to me that the Signorina is a woman.
The fact that she, an English girl, is good friends with the fisher boy
does not prove it.\x94

\x93Ah, well!\x94

The Marchesino hesitated.

\x93I had seen the Signorina before I came to meet you at the house.\x94

\x93Had you?\x94

\x93Didn\x92t you know it?\x94

\x93Yes, I did.\x94

\x93I knew she told you.\x94

\x93What?\x94

\x93She told you! she told you! She is birbante. She is a woman, for she
pretended as only a woman can pretend.\x94

\x93What did she pretend?\x94

\x93That she was not pleased at my coming, at my finding out where she
lived, and seeking her. Why, Emilio, even when I was in the sea, when I
was doing the seal, I could read the Signorina\x92s character. She showed
me from the boat that she wanted me to come, that she wished to know me.
Ah, che simpatica! Che simpatica ragazza!\x94

The Marchesino looked once more at Ruffo.

\x93Come here a minute!\x94 he said, in a low voice, not wishing to wake the
still sleeping fishermen.

The boy jumped lightly out and came to them. When he stood still the
Marchesino said, in his broadest Neapolitan:

\x93Now then, tell me the truth! I\x92m a Neapolitan, not a forestiere. You\x92ve
seen me for years at the Mergellina.\x94

\x93Si, Signore.\x94

\x93You\x92re a Napolitano.\x94

\x93No, Signore. I am a Sicilian.\x94

There was a sound of pride in the boy\x92s voice.

\x93I am quite sure he speaks the truth,\x94 Artois said, in French.

\x93Why do you come here?\x94 asked the Marchesino.

\x93Signore, I come to fish.\x94

\x93For cigarettes?\x94

\x93No, Signore, for sarde. Buona notte, Signore.\x94

He turned away from them with decision, and went back to his boat.

\x93He is a Sicilian,\x94 said Artois. \x93I would swear to it.\x94

\x93Why? Hark at his accent.\x94

\x93He is a Sicilian!\x94

\x93But why are you so sure?\x94

Artois only said:

\x93Are you going to fish?\x94

\x93Emilio, I cannot fish to-night. My soul is above such work as fishing.
It is indeed. Let us go back to Naples.\x94

\x93Va bene.\x94

Artois was secretly glad. He, too, had no mind--or was it no heart?--for
fishing that night, after the episode of the islet. They hailed the
sailors, who were really asleep this time, and were soon far out on the
path of the moonlight setting their course towards Naples.



CHAPTER X

On the following morning Hermione and Vere went for an excursion to
Capri. They were absent from the island for three nights. When
they returned they found a card lying upon the table in the little
hall--\x93Marchese Isidoro Panacci di Torno\x94--and Gaspare told them that
it had been left by a Signore, who had called on the day of their
departure, and had seemed very disappointed to hear that they were gone.

\x93I do not know this Signore,\x94 Gaspare added, rather grimly.

Vere laughed, and suddenly made her eyes look very round, and staring,
and impudent.

\x93He\x92s like that, Gaspare,\x94 she said.

\x93Vere!\x94 said her mother.

Then she added to Gaspare:

\x93The Marchese is a friend of Don Emilio\x92s. Ah! and here is a letter from
Don Emilio.\x94

It was lying beside the Marchese\x92s card with some other letters.
Hermione opened it first, and read that Artois had been unexpectedly
called away to Paris on business, but intended to return to Naples as
soon as possible, and to spend the whole summer on the Bay.

\x93I feel specially that this summer I should like to be near you,\x94 he
wrote. \x93I hope you wish it.\x94

At the end of the letter there was an allusion to the Marchesino,
\x93that gay and admirably characteristic Neapolitan product, the Toledo
incarnate.\x94

There was not a word of Vere.

Hermione read the letter aloud to Vere, who was standing beside her,
evidently hoping to hear it. When she had finished, Vere said:

\x93I am glad Monsieur Emile will be here all the summer.\x94

\x93Yes.\x94

\x93But why specially this summer, Madre?\x94

\x93I am not sure what he means by that,\x94 Hermione answered.

But she remembered the conversation in the Grotto of Virgil, and
wondered if her friend thought she needed the comfort of his presence.

\x93Well, Madre?\x94

Vere\x92s bright eyes were fixed upon her mother.

\x93Well, Vere? What is it?\x94

\x93Is there no message for me from Monsieur Emile?\x94

\x93No, Vere.\x94

\x93How forgetful of him! But never mind!\x94 She went upstairs, looking
disappointed.

Hermione re-read the letter. She wondered, perhaps more than Vere, why
there was no message for the child. The child--she was still calling
Vere that in her mind, even after the night conversation with Gaspare.
Two or three times she re-read that sentence, \x93I feel specially that
this summer I should like to be near you,\x94 and considered it; but she
finally put the letter away with a strong feeling that most of its
meaning lay between the lines, and that she had not, perhaps, the power
to interpret it.

Vere had said that Emile was forgetful. He might be many things, but
forgetful he was not. One of his most characteristic qualities was his
exceptionally sharp consciousness of himself and of others. Hermione
knew that he was incapable of writing to her and forgetting Vere while
he was doing so.

She did not exactly know why, but the result upon her of this letter was
a certain sense of depression, a slight and vague foreboding. And yet
she was glad, she was even thankful, to know that her friend, was going
to spend the summer on the Bay. She blamed herself for her melancholy,
telling herself that there was nothing in the words of Artois to make
her feel sad. Yet she continued to feel sad, to feel as if some grievous
change were at hand, as if she had returned to the island to confront
some untoward fate. It was very absurd of her. She told herself that.

The excursion to Capri had been a cheerful one. She had enjoyed it. But
all the time she had been watching Vere, studying her, as she had not
watched and studied her before. Something had suddenly made her feel
unaccustomed to Vere. It might be the words of Gaspare, the expression
in the round eyes of the Marchesino, or something new, or newly
apparent, in Vere. She did not know. But she did know that now the
omission of Artois to mention Vere in his letter seemed to add to the
novelty of the child for her.

That seemed strange, yet it was a fact. How absolutely mysterious are
many of the currents of our being, Hermione thought. They flow far off
in subterranean channels, unseen by us, and scarcely ever realized,
but governing, carrying our lives along upon their deeps towards the
appointed end.

Gaspare saw that his Padrona was not quite as usual, and looked at her
with large-eyed inquiry, but did not at first say anything. After tea,
however, when Hermione was sitting alone in the little garden with a
book, he said to her bluntly:

\x93Che ha Lei?\x94

Hermione put the book down in her lap.

\x93That is just what I don\x92t know, Gaspare.\x94

\x93Perhaps you are not well.\x94

\x93But I believe I am, perfectly well. You know I am always well. I never
even have fever. And you have that sometimes.\x94

He continued to look at her searchingly.

\x93You have something.\x94

He said it firmly, almost as if he were supplying her with information
which she needed and had lacked.

Hermione made a sound that was like a little laugh, behind which there
was no mirth.

\x93I don\x92t know what it is.\x94

Then, after a pause, she added that phrase which is so often upon
Sicilian lips:

\x93Ma forse e il destino.\x94

Gaspare moved his head once as if in acquiescence.

\x93When we are young, Signora,\x94 he said, \x93we do what we want, but we have
to want it. And we think we are very free. And when we are old we don\x92t
feel to want anything, but we have to do things just the same. Signora,
we are not free. It is all destiny.\x94

And again he moved his head solemnly, making his liquid brown eyes look
more enormous than usual.

\x93It is all destiny,\x94 Hermione repeated, almost dreamily.

Just then she felt that it was so--that each human being, and she most
of all, was in the grasp of an inflexible, of an almost fierce guide,
who chose the paths, and turned the feet of each traveller, reluctant
or not, into the path the will of the guide had selected. And now, still
dreamily, she wondered whether she would ever try to rebel if the path
selected for her were one that she hated or feared, one that led into
any horror of darkness, or any horror of too great light. For light,
too, can be terrible, a sudden great light that shines pitilessly upon
one\x92s own soul. She was of those who possess force and impulse, and she
knew it. She knew, too, that these are often rebellious. But to-day it
seemed to her that she might believe so much in destiny, be so entirely
certain of the inflexible purpose and power of the guide, that
her intellect might forbid her to rebel, because of rebellion\x92s
fore-ordained inutility. Nevertheless, she supposed that if it was her
instinct to rebel, she would do so at the psychological moment, even
against the dictates of her intellect.

Gaspare remained beside her quietly. He often stood near her after they
had been talking together, and calmly shared the silence with her. She
liked that. It gave her an impression of his perfect confidence in her,
his perfect ease in her company.

\x93Don\x92t you ever think that you can put a knife into destiny, Gaspare,\x94
 she asked him presently, using an image he would be likely to
understand, \x93as you might put a knife into a man who tried to force you
to do something you didn\x92t wish to do?\x94

\x93Signora, what would be the use? The knife is no good against Destiny,
nor the revolver either. And I have the permesso to carry one,\x94 he
added, with a smile, as if he realized that he was being whimsical.

\x93Well, then, we must just hope that Destiny will be very kind to us, be
a friend to us, a true comrade. I shall hope that and so must you.\x94

\x93Si, Signora.\x94

He realized that the conversation was finished, and went quietly away.

Hermione kept the letter of Artois. When he came back to the Bay she
wanted to show it to him, to ask him to read for her the meaning
between its lines. She put it away in her writing-table drawer, and then
resolved to forget the peculiar and disagreeable effect it had made upon
her.

A fortnight passed away before Artois\x92 return. June came in upon the
Bay, bringing with it a more vivid life in the environs of Naples.
As the heat of the sun increased the vitality of the human motes that
danced in its beams seemed to increase also, to become more blatant,
more persistent. The wild oleander was in flower. The thorny cactus put
forth upon the rim of its grotesque leaves pale yellow blossoms to
rival the red geraniums that throng about it insolently in Italy. In the
streets of the city ragged boys ran by crying, \x93Fragole!\x94 and holding
aloft the shallow baskets in which the rosy fruit made splashes of happy
color. The carters wore bright carnations above their dusty ears. The
children exposed their bare limbs to the sun, and were proud when they
were given morsels of ice wrapped up in vine leaves to suck in the
intervals of their endless dances and their play. On the hill of
Posilipo the Venetian blinds of the houses, in the gardens clouded by
the rounded dusk of the great stone pines, were thrust back, the windows
were thrown open, the glad sun-rays fell upon the cool paved floors,
over which few feet had trodden since the last summer died. Loud was the
call of \x93Aqua!\x94 along the roads where there were buildings, and all the
lemons of Italy seemed to be set forth in bowers to please the eyes with
their sharp, yet soothing color, and tempt the lips with their poignant
juice. Already in the Galleria, an \x93avviso\x94 was prominently displayed,
stating that Ferdinando Bucci, the famous maker of Sicilian ice-creams,
had arrived from Palermo for the season. In the Piazza del Plebiscito,
hundreds of chairs were ranged before the bandstand, and before the
kiosk where the women sing on the nights of summer near the Caffe Turco.
The \x93Margherita\x94 was shutting up. The \x93Eldorado\x94 was opening. And all
along the sea, from the vegetable gardens protected by brushwood hedges
on the outskirts of the city towards Portici, to the balconies of
the \x93Mascotte,\x94 under the hill of Posilipo, the wooden bathing
establishments were creeping out into the shallow waters, and displaying
proudly to the passers-by above their names: \x93Stabilimento Elena,\x94
 \x93Stabilimento Donn\x92 Anna,\x94 \x93Stabilimento delle Sirene,\x94 \x93Il piccolo
Paradiso.\x94

And all along the sea by night there was music.

From the Piazza before the Palace the band of the Caffe Gambrinus sent
forth its lusty valses. The posturing women of the wooden kiosk caught
up the chain of sound, and flung it on with their shrill voices down the
hill towards Santa Lucia, where, by the waterside and the crowding
white yachts, the itinerant musicians took it into the keeping of their
guitars, their mandolins, their squeaky fiddles, and their hot and
tremulous voices. The \x93Valse Bleu,\x94 \x93Santa Lucia,\x94 \x93Addio, mia bella
Napoli,\x94 \x93La Frangese,\x94 \x93Sole Mio,\x94 \x93Marechiaro,\x94 \x93Carolina,\x94 \x93La
Ciociara\x94; with the chain of lights the chain of songs was woven round
the bay; from the Eldorado, past the Hotel de Vesuve, the Hotel Royal,
the Victoria, to the tree-shaded alleys of the Villa Nazionale, to the
Mergellina, where the naked urchins of the fisherfolk took their evening
bath among the resting boats, to the \x93Scoglio di Frisio,\x94 and upwards to
the Ristorante della Stella, and downwards again to the Ristorante del
Mare, and so away to the point, to the Antico Giuseppone.

Long and brilliant was the chain of lamps, and long and ardent was the
chain of melodies melting one into the other, and stretching to the wide
darkness of the night and to the great stillness of the sea. The night
was alive with music, with the voices that beat like hearts over-charged
with sentimental longings.

But at the point where stood the Antico Giuseppone the lights and the
songs died out. And beyond there was the mystery, the stillness of the
sea.

And there, beyond the chain of lights, the chain of melodies, the islet
lay in its delicate isolation; nevertheless, it, too, was surely not
unaware of the coming of summer. For even here, Nature ran up her
flag to honor her new festival. High up above the rock on the mainland
opposite there was a golden glory of ginestra, the broom plant, an
expanse of gold so brilliant, so daring in these bare surroundings, that
Vere said, when she saw it:

\x93There is something cruel even in beauty, Madre. Do you like successful
audacity?\x94

\x93I think I used to when I was your age,\x94 said Hermione. \x93Anything
audacious was attractive to me then. But now I sometimes see through it
too easily, and want something quieter and a little more mysterious.\x94

\x93The difference between the Marchesino and Monsieur Emile?\x94 said the
girl, with a little laugh.

Hermione laughed, too.

\x93Do you think Monsieur Emile mysterious?\x94 she asked.

\x93Yes--certainly. Don\x92t you?\x94

\x93I have known him so intimately for so many years.\x94

\x93Well, but that does not change him. Does it?\x94

\x93No. But it may make him appear very differently to me from the way in
which he shows himself to others.\x94

\x93I think if I knew Monsieur Emile for centuries I should always wonder
about him.\x94

\x93What is it in Emile that makes you wonder?\x94 asked her mother, with a
real curiosity.

\x93The same thing that makes me wonder when I look at a sleepy lion.\x94

\x93You call Emile sleepy!\x94 said Hermione.

\x93Oh, not his intellect, Madre! Of course that is horribly, horribly wide
awake.\x94

And Vere ran off to her room, or the garden, or the Saint\x92s Pool--who
knew where?--leaving her mother to say to herself, as she had already
said to herself in these last days of the growing summer, \x93When I said
that to Emile, what a fool I was!\x94 She was thinking of her statement
that there was nothing in her child that was hidden from her. As if in
answer to that statement, Vere was unconsciously showing to her day by
day the folly of it. Emile had said nothing. Hermione remembered that,
and realized that his silence had been caused by his disagreement. But
why had he not told her she was mistaken? Perhaps because she had just
been laying bare to him the pain that was in her heart. Her call had
been for sympathy, not merely for truth. She wondered whether she was
a coward. Since they had returned from Capri the season and Vere had
surely changed. Then, and always afterwards, Hermione thought of those
three days in Capri as a definite barrier, a dividing line between two
periods. Already, while in Capri, she had begun to watch her child in
a new way. But that was, perhaps, because of an uneasiness, partly
nervous, within herself. In Capri she might have been imagining. Now she
was not imagining, she was realizing.

Over the sea came to the islet the intensity of summer. Their world was
changing. And in this changing world Vere was beginning to show forth
more clearly than before her movement onward--whither?

As yet the girl herself was unconscious of her mother\x92s new
watchfulness. She was happy in the coming of summer, and in her
happiness was quite at ease, like a kitten that stretches itself
luxuriously in the sun. To Vere the world never seemed quite awake
till the summer came. Only in the hot sunshine did there glow the
truthfulness and the fulness of life. She shared it with the ginestra.
She saw and felt a certain cruelty in the gold, but she did not fear
or condemn it, or wish it away. For she was very young, and though
she spoke of cruelty she did not really understand it. In it there was
force, and force already appealed to the girl as few things did. As,
long ago, her father had gloried in the coming of summer to the South,
she gloried in it now. She looked across the Pool of the Saint to the
flood of yellow that was like sunlight given a body upon the cliff
opposite, and her soul revelled within her, and her heart rose up and
danced, alone, and yet as if in a glad company of dancers, all of whom
were friends. Her brain, too, sprang to the alert. The sun increased the
feeling of intelligence within her.

And then she thought of her room, of the hours she passed shut in there,
and she was torn by opposing impulses.

But she told no one of them. Vere could keep her secrets although she
was a girl.

How the sea welcomed the summer! To many this home on the island would
have seemed an arid, inhospitable place, desolate and lost amid a cruel
world of cliffs and waters. It was not so to Vere. For she entered into
the life of the sea. She knew all its phases, as one may know all the
moods of a person loved. She knew when she would find it intensely calm,
at early morning and when the evening approached. At a certain hour,
with a curious regularity, the breeze came, generally from Ischia, and
turned it to vivacity. A temper that was almost frivolous then possessed
it, and it broke into gayeties like a child\x92s. The waves were small, but
they were impertinently lively. They made a turmoil such as urchins make
at play. Heedless of reverence, but not consciously impious, they flung
themselves at the feet of San Francesco, casting up a tiny tribute of
spray into the sun.

Then Vere thought that the Saint looked down with pleasure at them, as a
good old man looks at a crowd of laughing children who have run against
him in the street, remembering his own youth. For even the Saints were
young! And, after that, surely the waves were a little less boisterous.
She thought she noted a greater calm. But perhaps it was only that the
breeze was dying down as the afternoon wore on.

She often sat and wondered which she loved best--the calm that lay upon
the sea at dawn, or the calm that was the prelude to the night. Silvery
were these dawns of the summer days. Here and there the waters gleamed
like the scales of some lovely fish. Mysterious lights, like those in
the breast of the opal, shone in the breast of the sea, stirred,
surely travelled as if endowed with life, then sank away to the far-off
kingdoms that man may never look on. Those dawns drew away the girl\x92s
soul as if she were led by angels, or, like Peter, walked upon the deep
at some divine command. She felt that though her body was on the islet
the vital part of her, the real \x93I,\x94 was free to roam across the great
expanse that lay flat and still and delicately mysterious to the limits
of eternity.

She had strange encounters there, the soul of her, as she went towards
the East.

The evening calm was different. There was, Vere thought, less of heaven
about it, but perhaps more of the wonder of this world. And this made
her feel as if she had been nearer to heaven at her birth than she would
be at her death. She knew nothing of the defilements of life. Her purity
of mind was very perfect; but, taking a parable from Nature, she applied
it imaginatively to Man, and she saw him covered with dust because of
his journey through the world. Poor man!

And then she pitied herself too. But that passed. For if the sea at
evening held most of the wonder of this world, it was worth the
holding. Barely would she substitute the heavenly mysteries for it.
The fishermen\x92s boats were dreams upon a dream. Each sail was akin to
a miracle. A voice that called across the water from a distance brought
tears to Vere\x92s eyes when the magic was at its fullest. For it seemed
to mean all things that were tender, all things that were wistful, all
things that trembled with hope--that trembled with love.

With summer Vere could give herself up to the sea, and not only
imaginatively but by a bodily act.

Every day, and sometimes twice a day, she put on her bathing-dress in
the Casa del Mare, threw a thin cloak over her, and ran down to the edge
of the sea, where Gaspare was waiting with the boat. Hermione did
not bathe. It did not suit her now. And Gaspare was Vere\x92s invariable
companion. He had superintended her bathing when she was little. He
had taught her to swim. And with no one else would he ever trust his
Padroncina when she gave herself to the sea. Sometimes he would row her
out to a reef of rocks in the open water not too many yards from the
island, and she would dive from them. Sometimes, if it was very hot, he
would take her to the Grotto of Virgil. Sometimes they went far out to
sea, and then, like her father in the Ionian Sea before the Casa delle
Sirene, Vere would swim away and imagine that this was her mode of
travel, that she was journeying alone to some distant land, or that she
had been taken by the sea forever.

But very soon she would be sure to hear the soft splash of oars
following her, and, looking back, would see the large, attentive eyes of
the faithful Gaspare cautiously watching her dark head. Then she would
lift up one hand, and call to him to go, and say she did not want him,
that she wished to be alone, smiling and yet imperious. He only followed
quietly and inflexibly. She would dive. She would swim under water. She
would swim her fastest, as if really anxious to escape him. It was a
game between them now. But always he was there, intent upon her safety.

Vere did not know the memories within Gaspare that made him such a
guardian to the child of the Padrone he had loved; but she loved him
secretly for his watchfulness, even though now and then she longed to
be quite alone with the sea. And this she never was when bathing, for
Hermione had exacted a promise from her not to go to bathe without
Gaspare. In former days Vere had once or twice begun to protest against
this prohibition, but something in her mother\x92s eyes had stopped her.
And she had remembered:

\x93Father was drowned in the sea.\x94

Then, understanding something of what was in her mother\x92s heart, she
threw eager arms about her, and anxiously promised to be good.

One afternoon of the summer, towards the middle of June, she prolonged
her bathe in the Grotto of Virgil until Gaspare used his authority, and
insisted on her coming out of the water.

\x93One minute more, Gaspare! Only another minute!\x94

\x93Ma Signorina!\x94

She dived. She came up.

\x93Ma veramente Signorina!\x94

She dived again.

Gaspare waited. He was standing up in the boat with the oars in his
hands, ready to make a dash at his Padroncina directly she reappeared,
but she was wily, and came up behind the boat with a shrill cry that
startled him. He looked round reproachfully over his shoulder.

\x93Signorina,\x94 he said, turning the boat round, \x93you are like a wicked
baby to-day.\x94

\x93What is it, Gaspare?\x94 she asked, this time letting him come towards
her.

\x93I say that you are like a wicked baby. And only the other day I was
saying to the Signora--\x94

\x93What were you saying?\x94

She swam to the boat and got in.

\x93What?\x94 she repeated, sitting down on the gunwale, while he began to row
towards the islet.

\x93I was saying that you are nearly a woman now.\x94

Vere seemed extraordinarily thin and young as she sat there in her
dripping bathing-dress, with her small, bare feet distilling drops into
the bottom of the boat, and her two hands, looking drowned, holding
lightly to the wood on each side of her. Even Gaspare, as he spoke, was
struck by this, and by the intensely youthful expression in the eyes
that now regarded him curiously.

\x93Really, Gaspare?\x94

Vere asked the question quite seriously.

\x93Si, Signorina.\x94

\x93A woman!\x94

She looked down, as if considering herself. Her wet face had become
thoughtful, and for a moment she said nothing.

\x93And what did mother say?\x94 she asked, looking up again. \x93But I know. I
am sure she laughed at you.\x94

Gaspare looked rather offended. His expressive face, which always showed
what he was feeling, became almost stern, and he began to row faster
than before.

\x93Why should the Signora laugh? Am I an imbecile, Signorina?\x94

\x93You?\x94

She hastened to correct the impression she had made.

\x93Why, Gaspare, you are our Providence!\x94

\x93Va bene, but--\x94

\x93I only meant that I am sure Madre wouldn\x92t agree with you. She thinks
me quite a child. I know that.\x94

She spoke with conviction, nodding her head.

\x93Perhaps the Signora does not see.\x94

Vere smiled.

\x93Gaspare, I believe you are horribly sharp,\x94 she said. \x93I often think
you notice everything. You are birbante, I am half afraid of you.\x94

Gaspare smiled, too. He had quite recovered his good humor. It pleased
him mightily to fancy he had seen what the Padrona had not seen.

\x93I am a man, Signorina,\x94 he observed, quietly. \x93And I do not speak till
I know. Why should I? And I was at your baptism. When we came back to
the house I put five lire on the bed to bring you luck, although you
were not a Catholic. But it is just the same. Your Saint will take care
of you.\x94

\x93Well, but if I am almost a woman--what then, Gaspare?\x94

\x93Signorina?\x94

\x93Mustn\x92t I play about any more? Mustn\x92t I do just what I feel inclined
to, as I did in the grotto just now?\x94

\x93Three is no harm in that, Signorina. I was only joking then. But--\x94

He hesitated, looking at her firmly with his unfaltering gaze.

\x93But what? I believe you want to scold me about something. I am sure you
do.\x94

\x93No, Signorina, never! But women cannot talk to everybody, as children
can. Nobody thinks anything of what children say. People only laugh
and say \x91Ecco, it\x92s a baby talking.\x92 But when we are older it is all
different. People pay attention to us. We are of more importance then.\x94

He did not mention Ruffo. He was too delicate to do that, for
instinctively he understood how childish his Padroncina still was. And,
at that moment, Vere did not think of Ruffo. She wondered a little what
Gaspare was thinking. That there was some special thought behind his
words, prompting them, she knew. But she did not ask him what it was,
for already they were at the islet, and she must run in, and put on her
clothes. Gaspare put her cloak carefully over her shoulders, and she
hurried lightly up the steps and into her room. Her mother was not in
the house. She had gone to Naples that day to see some poor people
in whom she was interested. So Vere was alone. She took off her
bathing-dress, and began to put on her things rather slowly. Her whole
body was deliciously lulled by its long contact with the sea. She felt
gloriously calm and gloriously healthy just then, but her mind was
working vigorously though quietly.

A woman! The word sounded a little solemn and heavy, and, somehow,
dreadfully respectable. And she thought of her recent behavior in the
Grotto, and laughed aloud. She was so very slim, too. The word woman
suggested to her some one more bulky than she was. But all that was
absurd, of course. She was thinking very frivolously to-day.

She put on her dress and fastened it. At the age of sixteen she had put
up her hair, but now it was still wet, and she had left it streaming
over her shoulders. In a moment she was going out onto the cliff to let
the sun dry it thoroughly. The sun was so much better than any towel.
With her hair down she really looked like a child, whatever Gaspare
thought. She said that to herself, standing for a moment before the
glass. Vere was almost as divinely free from self-consciousness as her
father had been. But the conversation in the boat had made her think of
herself very seriously, and now she considered herself, not without keen
interest.

\x93I am certainly not a wicked baby,\x94 she said to herself. \x93But I don\x92t
think I look at all like a woman.\x94

Her dark eyes met the eyes in the glass and smiled.

\x93And yet I shall be seventeen quite soon. What can have made Gaspare
talk like that to Madre? I wonder what he said exactly. And then that
about \x91women cannot talk to everybody as children can.\x92 Now what--?\x94

Ruffo came into her mind.

\x93Ah!\x94 she said, aloud.

The figure in the glass made a little gesture. It threw up its hand.

\x93That\x92s it! That\x92s it! Gaspare thinks--\x94

\x93Signorina! Signorina!\x94

Gaspare\x92s voice was speaking outside the door. And now there came a
firm knock. Vere turned round, rather startled. She had been very much
absorbed by her colloquy.

\x93What is it, Gaspare?\x94

\x93Signorina, there\x92s a boat coming in from Naples with Don Emilio in it.\x94

\x93Don Emilio! He\x92s come back! Oh!\x94 There was a pause. Then she cried out,
\x93Capital! Capital!\x94

She ran to the door and opened it.

\x93Just think of Don Emilio\x92s being back already, Gaspare. But Madre! She
will be sorry.\x94

\x93Signorina?\x94

\x93Why? What\x92s the matter?\x94

\x93Are you coming out like that?\x94

\x93What?--Oh, you mean my hair?\x94

\x93Si, Signorina.\x94

\x93Gaspare, you ought to have been a lady\x92s maid! Go and bring in Don
Emilio to Madre\x92s room. And--wait--you\x92re not to tell him Madre is away.
Now mind!\x94

\x93Va bene, Signorina.\x94

He went away.

\x93Shall I put up my hair?\x94

Vere went again to the glass, and stood considering herself.

\x93For Monsieur Emile! No, it\x92s too absurd! Gaspare really is... I
sha\x92n\x92t!\x94

And she ran out just as she was to meet Artois.



CHAPTER XI

When she reached her mother\x92s sitting-room Artois was already there
speaking to Gaspare by a window. He turned rather quickly as Vere came
in, and exclaimed:

\x93Vere! Why--\x94

\x93Oh!\x94 she cried, \x93Gaspare hasn\x92t gone!\x94

A look almost of dread, half pretence but with some reality in it, too,
came into her face.

\x93Gaspare, forgive me! I was in such a hurry. And it is only Don Emilio!\x94

Her voice was coaxing. Gaspare looked at his Padroncina with an attempt
at reprobation; but his nose twitched, and though he tried to compress
his lips they began to stretch themselves in a smile.

\x93Signorina! Signorina!\x94 he exclaimed. \x93Madonna!\x94

On that exclamation he went out, trying to make his back look
condemnatory.

\x93Only Don Emilio!\x94 Artois repeated.

Vere went to him, and took and held his hand for a moment.

\x93Yes--only! That\x92s my little compliment. Madre would say of you. \x91He\x92s
such an old shoe!\x92 Such compliments come from the heart, you know.\x94

She still held his hand.

\x93I should have to put my hair up for anybody else. And Gaspare wanted me
to for you.\x94

Artois was looking rather grave and tired. She noticed that now, and
dropped his hand and moved towards a bell.

\x93Tea!\x94 she said, \x93all alone with me--for a treat!\x94

\x93Isn\x92t your mother in?\x94

\x93No. She\x92s gone to Naples. I\x92m very, very sorry. Make the best of
it, Monsieur Emile, for the sake of my _amour propre_. I said I was
sorry--but that was only for you, and Madre.\x94

Artois smiled.

\x93Is an old shoe a worthy object of gross flattery?\x94 he said.

\x93No.\x94

\x93Then--\x94

\x93Don\x92t be cantankerous, and don\x92t be subtle, because I\x92ve been bathing.\x94

\x93I notice that.\x94

\x93And I feel so calm and delicious. Tea, please, Giulia.\x94

The plump, dark woman who had opened the door smiled and retreated.

\x93So calm and so delicious, Monsieur Emile, and as if I were made of
friendliness from top to toe.\x94

\x93The all-the-world feeling. I know.\x94

He sat down, rather heavily.

\x93You are tired. When did you come?\x94

\x93I arrived this morning. It was hot travelling, and I shared my
compartment in the wagon-lit with a German gentleman very far advanced
in several unaesthetic ailments. Basta! Thank Heaven for this. Calm and
delicious!\x94

His large, piercing eyes were fixed upon Vere.

\x93And about twelve,\x94 he added, \x93or twelve-and-a-half.\x94

\x93I?\x94

\x93Yes, you. I am not speaking of myself, though I believe I am calm
also.\x94

\x93I am a woman--practically.\x94

\x93Practically?\x94

\x93Yes; isn\x92t that the word people always put in when they mean \x91that\x92s a
lie\x92?\x94

\x93You mean you aren\x92t a woman! This afternoon I must agree with you.\x94

\x93It\x92s the sea! But just now, when you were coming, I was looking at
myself in the glass and saying, \x91You\x92re a woman\x92--solemnly, you know, as
if it was a dreadful truth.\x94

Artois had sat down on a sofa. He leaned back now with his hands behind
his head. He still looked at Vere, and, as he did so, he heard the faint
whisper of the sea.

\x93Child of nature,\x94 he said--\x93call yourself that. It covers any age, and
it\x92s blessedly true.\x94

Giulia came in at this moment with tea. She smiled again broadly on
Artois, and received and returned his greeting with the comfortable and
unembarrassed friendliness of the Italian race. As she went out she was
still smiling.

\x93Addio to the German gentleman with the unaesthetic ailments!\x94 said
Artois.

An almost boyish sensation of sheer happiness invaded him. It made him
feel splendidly, untalkative. And he felt for a moment, too, as if his
intellect lay down to sleep.

\x93Cara Giulia!\x94 he added, after a rapturous silence.

\x93What?\x94

\x93Carissima Giulia!\x94

\x93Yes, Giulia is--\x94

\x93They all are, and the island, and the house upon it, and this clear
yellow tea, and this brown toast, and this butter from Lombardy. They
all are.\x94

\x93I believe you are feeling good all over, Monsieur Emile.\x94

\x93San Gennaro knows I am.\x94

He drank some tea, and ate some toast, spreading the butter upon it with
voluptuous deliberation.

\x93Then I\x92m sure he\x92s pleased.\x94

\x93Paris, hateful Paris!\x94

\x93Oh, but that\x92s abusive. A person who feels good all over should not say
that.\x94

\x93You are right, Vere. But when are you not right? You ought always to
wear your hair down, mon enfant, and always to have just been bathing.\x94

\x93And you ought always to have just been travelling.\x94

\x93It is true that a dreadful past can be a blessing as well as a curse.
It is profoundly true. Why have I never realized that before?\x94

\x93If I am twelve and a half, I think you are about--about--\x94

\x93For the love of the sea make it under twenty, Vere.\x94

\x93Nineteen, then.\x94

\x93Were you going to make it under twenty?\x94

\x93Yes, I was.\x94

\x93I don\x92t believe you. Yes, I do, I do! You are an artist. You realize
that truth is a question of feeling, not a question of fact. You
penetrate beneath the gray hairs as the prosaic never do. This butter is
delicious! And to think that there have been moments when I have feared
butter, when I have kept an eye upon a corpulent future. Give me some
more, plenty more.\x94

Vere stretched out her hand to the tea-table, but it shook. She drew it
back, and burst into a peal of laughter.

\x93What are you laughing at?\x94 said Artois, with burlesque majesty.

\x93At you. What\x92s the matter with you, Monsieur Emile? How can you be so
foolish?\x94

She lay back in her chair, with her hair streaming about her, and her
thin body quivered, as if the sense of fun within her were striving to
break through its prison walls.

\x93This,\x94 said Artois, \x93this is sheer impertinence. I venture to inquire
for butter, and--\x94

\x93To inquire! One, two, three, four--five pats of butter right in front
of you! And you inquire--!\x94

Artois suddenly sent out a loud roar to join her childish treble.

The tea had swept away his previous sensation of fatigue, even the happy
stolidity that had succeeded it for an instant. He felt full of life
and gayety, and a challenging mental activity. A similar challenging
activity, he thought, shone in the eyes of the girl opposite to him.

\x93Thank God I can still be foolish!\x94 he exclaimed. \x93And thank God that
there are people in the world devoid of humor. My German friend was
without humor. Only that fact enabled me to endure his prodigious
collection of ailments. But for the heat I might even have revelled in
them. He was asthmatic, without humor; dyspeptic, without humor. He had
a bad cold in the head, without humor, and got up into the top berth
with two rheumatic legs and a crick in the back, without humor. Had he
seen the fun of himself, the fun would have meant much less to me.\x94

\x93You cruel person!\x94

\x93There is often cruelty in humor--perhaps not in yours, though, yet.\x94

\x93Why do you say--yet, like that?\x94

\x93The hair is such a kindly veil that I doubt the existence of cruelty
behind it.\x94

He spoke with a sort of almost tender and paternal gentleness.

\x93I don\x92t believe you could ever be really cruel, Monsieur Emile.\x94

\x93Why not?\x94

\x93I think you are too intelligent.\x94

\x93Why should that prevent me?\x94

\x93Isn\x92t cruelty stupid, unimaginative?\x94

\x93Often. But it can be brilliant, artful, intellectual, full of
imagination. It can be religious. It can be passionate. It can be
splendid. It can be almost everything.\x94

\x93Splendid!\x94

\x93Like Napoleon\x92s cruelty to France. But why should I educate you in
abominable knowledge?\x94

\x93Oh,\x94 said the girl, thrusting forward her firm little chin, \x93I have no
faith in mere ignorance.\x94

\x93Yet it does a great deal for those who are not ignorant.\x94

\x93How?\x94

\x93It shows them how pretty, how beautiful even, sometimes, was the place
from which they started for their journey through the world.\x94

Vere was silent for a moment. The sparkle of fun had died out of her
eyes, which had become dark with the steadier fires of imagination. The
strands of her thick hair, falling down on each side of her oval face,
gave to it a whimsically mediaeval look, suggestive of legend. Her
long-fingered, delicate, but strong little hands were clasped in her
lap, and did not move. It was evident that she was thinking deeply.

\x93I believe I know,\x94 she said, at last. \x93Yes, that was my thought, or
almost.\x94

\x93When?\x94

She hesitated, looking at him, not altogether doubtfully, but with a
shadow of reserve, which might easily, he fancied, grow deeper, or fade
entirely away. He saw the resolve to speak come quietly into her mind.

\x93You know, Monsieur Emile, I love watching the sea,\x94 she said, rather
slowly and carefully. \x93Especially at dawn, and in the evening before
it is dark. And it always seems to me as if at dawn it is more heavenly
than it is after the day has happened, though it is so very lovely then.
And sometimes that has made me feel that our dawn is our most beautiful
time--as if we were nearest the truth then. And, of course, that is
when we are most ignorant, isn\x92t it? So I suppose I have been thinking a
little bit like you. Haven\x92t I?\x94

She asked it earnestly. Artois had never heard her speak quite like
this before, with a curious deliberation that was nevertheless without
self-consciousness. Before he could answer she added, abruptly, as if
correcting, or even almost condemning herself:

\x93I can put it much better than that. I have.\x94

Artois leaned forward. Something, he did not quite know what, made him
feel suddenly a deep interest in what Vere said--a strong curiosity
even.

\x93You have put it much better?\x94 he said.

Vere suddenly looked conscious. A faint wave of red went over her face
and down to her small neck. Her hands moved and parted. She seemed half
ashamed of something for a minute.

\x93Madre doesn\x92t know,\x94 she murmured, as if she were giving him a reason
for something. \x93It isn\x92t interesting,\x94 she added. \x93Except, of course, to
me.\x94

Artois was watching her.

\x93I think you really want to tell me,\x94 he said now.

\x93Oh yes, in a way I do. I have been half wanting to for a long time--but
only half.\x94

\x93And now?\x94

She looked at him, but almost instantly looked down again, with a sort
of shyness he had never seen in her before. And her eyes had been full
of a strange and beautiful sensitiveness.

\x93Never mind, Vere,\x94 he said quickly, obedient to those eyes, and
responding to their delicate subtlety. \x93We all have our righteous
secrets, and should all respect the righteous secrets of others.\x94

\x93Yes, I think we should. And I know you would be the very last, at least
Madre and you, to--I think I\x92m being rather absurd, really.\x94 The last
words were said with a sudden change of tone to determination, as if
Vere were taking herself to task. \x93I\x92m making a lot of almost nothing.
You see, if I am a woman, as Gaspare is making out, I\x92m at any rate a
very young one, am I not?\x94

\x93The youngest that exists.\x94

As he said that Artois thought, \x93Mon Dieu! If the Marchesino could only
see her now!\x94

\x93If humor is cruel, Monsieur Emile,\x94 Vere continued, \x93you will laugh at
me. For I am sure, if I tell you--and I know now I\x92m going to--you will
think this fuss is as ridiculous as the German\x92s cold in the head, and
poor legs, and all. I wrote that about the sea.\x94

She said the last sentence with a sort of childish defiance.

\x93Wait,\x94 said Artois. \x93Now I begin to understand.\x94

\x93What?\x94

\x93All those hours spent in your room. Your mother thought you were
reading.\x94

\x93No,\x94 she said, still rather defiantly; \x93I\x92ve been writing that, and
other things--about the sea.\x94

\x93How? In prose?\x94

\x93No. That\x92s the worst of it, I suppose.\x94

And again the faint wave of color went over her face to her neck.

\x93Do you really feel so criminal? Then what ought I to feel?\x94

\x93You? Now that is really cruel!\x94 she cried, getting up quickly, almost
as if she meant to hurry away.

But she only stood there in front of him, near the window.

\x93Never mind!\x94 she said. \x93Only you remember that Madre tried. She had
never said much about it to me. But now and then from just a word I know
that she feels bad, that she wishes very much she could do something.
Only the other day she said to me, \x91We have the instinct, men the
vocabulary.\x92 She was meaning that you had. She even told me to ask you
something that I had asked her, and she said, \x91I feel all the things
that he can explain.\x92 And there was something in her voice that hurt
me--for her. And Madre is so clever. Isn\x92t she clever?\x94

\x93Yes.\x94

\x93And if Madre can\x92t do things, you can imagine that I feel rather absurd
now that I\x92m telling you.\x94

\x93Yes, being just as you are, Vere, I can quite imagine that you do. But
we can have sweet feelings of absurdity that only arise from something
moral within us, a moral delicacy. However, would you like me to look at
what you have been writing about the sea?\x94

\x93Yes, if you can do it quite seriously.\x94

\x93I could not do it in any other way.\x94

\x93Then--thank you.\x94

She went out of the room, not without a sort of simple dignity that was
utterly removed from conceit or pretentiousness.

What a strange end, this, to their laughter!

Vere was away several minutes, during which at first Artois sat quite
still, leaning back, with his great frame stretched out, and his hands
once more behind his head. His intellect was certainly very much awake
now, and he was setting a guard upon it, to watch it carefully, lest it
should be ruthless, even with Vere. And was he not setting also another
guard to watch the softness of his nature, lest it should betray him
into foolish kindness?

Yet, after a minute, he said to himself that he was wasting his time
in both these proceedings. For Vere\x92s eyes were surely a touchstone
to discover honesty. There is something merciless in the purity of
untarnished youth. What can it not divine at moments?

Artois poured out another cup of tea and drank it, considering the
little funny situation. Vere and he with a secret from Hermione shared
between them! Vere submitting verses to his judgment! He remembered
Hermione\x92s half-concealed tragedy, which, of course, had been patent to
him in its uttermost nakedness. Even Vere had guessed something of
it. Do we ever really hide anything from every one? And yet each one
breathes mystery too. The assertive man is the last of fools. Of that at
least Artois just then felt certain.

If Vere should really have talent! He did not expect it, although he
had said that there was intellectual force in the girl. There was
intellectual force in Hermione, but she could not create. And Vere! He
smiled as he thought of her rush into the room with her hair streaming
down, of her shrieks of laughter over his absurdity. But she was full of
changes.

The door opened, and Vere came in holding some manuscript in her hand.
She had done up her hair while she had been away. When Artois saw that
he heaved himself up from the sofa.

\x93I must smoke,\x94 he said.

\x93Oh yes. I\x92ll get the Khali Targas.\x94

\x93No. I must have a pipe. And you prefer that, I know.\x94

\x93Generally, but--you do look dreadfully as if you meant business when
you are smoking a pipe.\x94

\x93I do mean business now.\x94

He took his pipe from his pocket, filled it and lit it.

\x93Now then, Vere!\x94 he said.

She came to sit down on the sofa.

He sat down beside her.



CHAPTER XII

More than an hour had passed. To Vere it had seemed like five minutes.
Her cheeks were hotly flushed. Her eyes shone. With hands that were
slightly trembling she gathered together her manuscripts, and carefully
arranged them in a neat packet and put a piece of ribbon round them,
tying it in a little bow. Meanwhile Artois, standing up, was knocking
the shreds of tobacco out of his pipe against the chimney-piece into his
hand. He carried them over to the window, dropped them out, then stood
for a minute looking at the sea.

\x93The evening calm is coming, Vere,\x94 he said, \x93bringing with it the
wonder of this world.\x94

\x93Yes.\x94

He heard a soft sigh behind him, and turned round.

\x93Why was that? Has dejection set in, then?\x94

\x93No, no.\x94

\x93You know the Latin saying: \x91Festina lente\x92? If you want to understand
how slowly you must hasten, look at me.\x94

He had been going to add, \x93Look at these gray hairs,\x94 but he did not.
Just then he felt suddenly an invincible reluctance to call Vere\x92s
attention to the signs of age apparent in him.

\x93I spoke to you about the admirable incentive of ambition,\x94 he
continued, after a moment. \x93But you must understand that I meant the
ambition for perfection, not at all the ambition for celebrity. The
satisfaction of the former may be a deep and exquisite joy--the partial
satisfaction, for I suppose it can never be anything more than that. But
the satisfaction of the other will certainly be Dead-sea fruit--fruit of
the sea unlike that brought up by Ruffo, without lasting savor, without
any real value. One should never live for that.\x94

The last words he spoke as if to himself, almost like a warning
addressed to himself.

\x93I don\x92t believe I ever should,\x94 Vere said quickly. \x93I never thought of
such a thing.\x94

\x93The thought will come, though, inevitably.\x94

\x93How dreadful it must be to know so much about human nature as you do!\x94

\x93And yet how little I really know!\x94

There came up a distant cry from the sea. Vere started.

\x93There is Madre! Of course, Monsieur Emile, I don\x92t want--but you
understand!\x94

She hurried out of the room, carrying the packet with her.

Artois felt that the girl was strongly excited. She was revealing more
of herself to him, this little Vere whom he had known, and not known,
ever since she had been a baby. The gradual revelation interested him
intensely--so intensely that in him, too, there was excitement now. So
many truths go to make up the whole round truth of every human soul.
Hermione saw some of these truths of Vere, Gaspare others, perhaps; he
again others. And even Ruffo and the Marchesino--he put the Marchesino
most definitely last--even they saw still other truths of Vere, he
supposed.

To whom did she reveal the most? The mother ought to know most, and
during the years of childhood had doubtless known most. But those
years were nearly over. Certainly Vere was approaching, or was on, the
threshold of the second period of her life.

And she and he had a secret from Hermione. This secret was a very
innocent one. Still, of course, it had the two attributes that belong to
every secret: of drawing together those who share it, of setting apart
from them those who know it not. And there was another secret, too,
connected with it, and known only to Artois: the fact that the child,
Vere, possessed the very small but quite definite beginnings, the seed,
as it were, of something that had been denied to the mother, Hermione.

\x93Emile, you have come back! I am glad!\x94

Hermione came into the room with her eager manner and rather slow gait,
holding out both her hands, her hot face and prominent eyes showing
forth with ardor the sincerity of her surprise and pleasure.

\x93Gaspare told me. I nearly gave him a hug. You know his sly look when he
has something delightful up his sleeve for one! Bless you!\x94

She shook both his hands.

\x93And I had come back in such bad spirits! But now--\x94

She took off her hat and put it on a table.

\x93Why were you in bad spirits, my friend?\x94

\x93I had been with Madame Alliani, seeing something of the intense misery
and wickedness of Naples. I have seen a girl--such a tragedy! What
devils men can be in these Southern places! What hideous things they
will do under the pretence of being driven by love! But--no, don\x92t let
us spoil your arrival. Where is Vere? I thought she was entertaining
you.\x94

\x93We have been having tea together. She has this moment gone out of the
room.\x94

\x93Oh!\x94

She seemed to expect some further explanation. As he gave none she sat
down.

\x93Wasn\x92t she very surprised to see you?\x94

\x93I think she was. She had just been bathing, and came running in with
her hair all about her, looking like an Undine with a dash of Sicilian
blood in her. Here she is!\x94

\x93Are you pleased, Madre? You poor, hot Madre!\x94

Vere sat down by her mother and put one arm round her. Subtly she was
trying to make up to her mother for the little secret she was keeping
from her for a time.

\x93Are you very, very pleased?\x94

\x93Yes, I think I am.\x94

\x93Think! You mischievous Madre!\x94

Hermione laughed.

\x93But I feel almost jealous of you two sitting here in the cool, and
having a quiet tea and a lovely talk while--Never mind. Here is my tea.
And there\x92s another thing. Oh, Emile, I do wish I had known you would
arrive to-day!\x94

\x93Why specially?\x94

\x93I\x92ve committed an unusual crime. I\x92ve made--actually--an engagement for
this evening.\x94

Artois and Vere held up their hands in exaggerated surprise.

\x93Are you mad, my dear Hermione?\x94 asked Artois.

\x93I believe I am. It\x92s dangerous to go to Naples. I met a young man.\x94

\x93The Marchesino!\x94 cried Vere. \x93The Marchesino! I see him in your eye,
Madre.\x94

\x93C\x92est cela!\x94 said Artois, \x93and you mean to say--!\x94

\x93That I accepted an invitation to dine with him to-night, at nine, at
the Scoglio di Frisio. There! Why did I? I have no idea. I was hot from
a horrible vicolo. He was cool from the sea. What chance had I against
him? And then he is through and through Neapolitan, and gives no quarter
to a woman, even when she is \x91una vecchia.\x92\x94

As she finished Hermione broke into a laugh, evidently at some
recollection.

\x93Doro made his eyes very round. I can see that,\x94 said Artois.

\x93Like this!\x94 cried Vere.

And suddenly there appeared in her face a reminiscence of the face of
the Marchesino.

\x93Vere, you must not! Some day you will do it by accident when he is
here.\x94

\x93Is he coming here?\x94

\x93In a launch to fetch me--us.\x94

\x93Am I invited?\x94 said Vere. \x93What fun!\x94

\x93I could not get out of it,\x94 Hermione said to Artois. \x93But now I insist
on your staying here till the Marchesino comes. Then he will ask you,
and we shall be a quartet.\x94

\x93I will stay,\x94 said Artois, with a sudden return of his authoritative
manner.

\x93It seems that I am woefully ignorant of the Bay,\x94 continued Hermione.
\x93I have never dined at Frisio\x92s. Everybody goes there at least once.
Everybody has been there. Emperors, kings, queens, writers, singers,
politicians, generals--they all eat fish at Frisio\x92s.\x94

\x93It\x92s true.\x94

\x93You have done it?\x94

\x93Yes. The Padrone is worth knowing. He--but to-night you will know him.
Yes, Frisio\x92s is characteristic. Vere will be amused.\x94

With a light tone he hid a faint chagrin.

\x93What fun!\x94 repeated Vere. \x93If I had diamonds I should put them on.\x94

She too was hiding something, one sentiment with another very different.
But her youth came to her aid, and very soon the second excitement
really took the place of the first, and she was joyously alive to the
prospect of a novel gayety.

\x93I must not eat anything more,\x94 said Hermione. \x93I believe the Marchesino
is ordering something marvellous for us, all the treasures of the sea.
We must be up to the mark. He really is a good fellow.\x94

\x93Yes,\x94 said Artois. \x93He is. I have a genuine liking for him.\x94

He said it with obvious sincerity.

\x93I am going,\x94 said Vere. \x93I must think about clothes. And I must undo
my hair again and get Maria to dry it thoroughly, or I shall look
frightening.\x94

She went out quickly, her eyes sparkling.

\x93Vere is delighted,\x94 said Hermione.

\x93Yes, indeed she is.\x94

\x93And you are not. Would you rather avoid the Marchesino to-night, Emile,
and not come with us? Perhaps I am selfish. I would so very much rather
have you with us.\x94

\x93If Doro asks me I shall certainly come. It\x92s true that I wish you were
not engaged to-night--I should have enjoyed a quiet evening here. But we
shall have many quiet, happy evenings together this summer, I hope.\x94

\x93I wonder if we shall?\x94 said Hermione, slowly.

\x93You--why?\x94

\x93I don\x92t know. Oh, I am absurd, probably. One has such strange ideas,
houses based on sand, or on air, or perhaps on nothing at all.\x94

She got up, went to her writing-table, opened a drawer, and took out of
it a letter.

\x93Emile,\x94 she said, coming back to him with it in her hand, \x93would you
like to explain this to me?\x94

\x93What is it?\x94

\x93The letter I found from you when I came back from Capri.\x94

\x93But does it need explanation?\x94

\x93It seemed to me as if it did. Read it and see.\x94

He took it from her, opened it and read it.

\x93Well?\x94 he said.

\x93Isn\x92t the real meaning between the lines?\x94

\x93If it is, cannot you decipher it?\x94

\x93I don\x92t know. I don\x92t think so. Somehow it depressed me. Perhaps it was
my mood just then. Was it?\x94

\x93Perhaps it was merely mine.\x94

\x93But why--\x91I feel specially this summer I should like to be near you\x92?
What does that mean exactly?\x94

\x93I did feel that.\x94

\x93Why?\x94

\x93I don\x92t think I can tell you now. I am not sure that I could even have
told you at the time I wrote that letter.\x94

She took it from him and put it away again in the drawer.

\x93Perhaps we shall both know later on,\x94 she said, quietly. \x93I believe we
shall.\x94

He did not say anything.

\x93I saw that boy, Ruffo, this afternoon,\x94 she said, after a moment of
silence.

\x93Did you?\x94 said Artois, with a change of tone, a greater animation. \x93I
forgot to ask Vere about him. I suppose he has been to the island again
while I have been away?\x94

\x93Not once. Poor boy, I find he has been ill. He has had fever. He was
out to-day for the first time after it. We met him close to Mergellina.
He was in a boat, but he looked very thin and pulled down. He seemed so
delighted to see me. I was quite touched.\x94

\x93Hasn\x92t Vere been wondering very much why he did not come again?\x94

\x93She has never once mentioned him. Vere is a strange child sometimes.\x94

\x93But you--haven\x92t you spoken of him to her?\x94

\x93No, I don\x92t think so.\x94

\x93Vere\x92s silence made you silent?\x94

\x93I suppose so. I must tell her. She likes the boy very much.\x94

\x93What is it that attracts her to this boy, do you think?\x94

The question was ordinary enough, but there was a peculiar intonation
in Artois\x92 voice as he asked it, an intonation that awakened surprise in
Hermione.

\x93I don\x92t know. He is an attractive boy.\x94

\x93You think so too?\x94

\x93Why, yes. What do you mean, Emile?\x94

\x93I was only wondering. The sea breeds a great many boys like Ruffo, you
know. But they don\x92t all get Khali Targa cigarettes given to them, for
all that.\x94

\x93That\x92s true. I have never seen Vere pay any particular attention to the
fishermen who come to the island. In a way she loves them all because
they belong to the sea, she loves them as a d\xE9cor. But Ruffo is
different. I felt it myself.\x94

\x93Did you?\x94

He looked at her, then looked out of the window and pulled his beard
slowly.

\x93Yes. In my case, perhaps, the interest was roused partly by what Vere
told me. The boy is a Sicilian, you see, and just Vere\x92s age.\x94

\x93Vere\x92s interest perhaps comes from the same reason.\x94

\x93Very likely it does.\x94

Hermione spoke the last words without conviction. Perhaps they both
felt that they were not talking very frankly--were not expressing their
thoughts to each other with their accustomed sincerity. At any rate,
Artois suddenly introduced another topic of conversation, the reason
of his hurried visit to Paris, and for the next hour they
discussed literary affairs with a gradually increasing vivacity and
open-heartedness. The little difficulty between them--of which both
had been sensitive and fully conscious--passed away, and when at length
Hermione got up to go to her bedroom and change her dress for the
evening, there was no cloud about them.

When Hermione had gone Artois took up a book, but he sat till the
evening was falling and Giulia came smiling to light the lamp, without
reading a word of it. Her entry roused him from his reverie, and he took
out his watch. It was already past eight. The Marchesino would soon be
coming. And then--the dinner at Frisio\x92s!

He got up and moved about the room, picking up a book here and there,
glancing at some pages, then putting it down. He felt restless and
uneasy.

\x93I am tired from the journey,\x94 he thought. \x93Or--I wonder what the
weather is this evening. The heat seems to have become suffocating since
Hermione went away.\x94

He went to one of the windows and looked out. Twilight was stealing over
the sea, which was so calm that it resembled a huge sheet of steel.
The sky over the island was clear. He turned and went to the opposite
window. Above Ischia there was a great blackness like a pall. He stood
looking at it for some minutes. His erring thoughts, which wandered like
things fatigued that cannot rest, went to a mountain village in
Sicily, through which he had once ridden at night during a terrific
thunder-storm. In a sudden, fierce glare of lightning he had seen upon
the great door of a gaunt Palazzo, which looked abandoned, a strip of
black cloth. Above it were the words, \x93Lutto in famiglia.\x94

That was years ago. Yet now he saw again the palace door, the strip
of cloth soaked by the pouring rain, the dreary, almost sinister words
which he had read by lightning:

\x93Lutto in famiglia.\x94

He repeated them as he gazed at the blackness above Ischia.

\x93Monsieur Emile!\x94

\x93Vere!\x94

The girl came towards him, a white contrast to what he had been
watching.

\x93I\x92m all ready. It seems so strange to be going out to a sort of party.
I\x92ve had such a bother with my hair.\x94

\x93You have conquered,\x94 he said. \x93Undine has disappeared.\x94

\x93What?\x94

\x93Come quite close to the lamp.\x94

She came obediently.

\x93Vere transformed!\x94 he said. \x93I have seen three Veres to-day already.
How many more will greet me to-night?\x94

She laughed gently, standing quite still. Her dress and her gloves were
white, but she had on a small black hat, very French, and at the back of
her hair there was a broad black ribbon tied in a big bow. This ribbon
marked her exact age clearly, he thought.

\x93This is a new frock, and my very smartest,\x94 she said; \x93and you dared to
abuse Paris!\x94

\x93Being a man. I must retract now. You are right, we cannot do without
it. But--have you an umbrella?\x94

\x93An umbrella?\x94

She moved and laughed again, much more gayly.

\x93I am serious. Come here and look at Ischia.\x94

She went with him quickly to the window.

\x93That blackness does look wicked. But it\x92s a long way off.\x94

\x93I think it is coming this way.\x94

\x93Oh, but\x94--and she went to the opposite window--\x93the sky is perfectly
clear towards Naples. And look how still the sea is.\x94

\x93Too still. It is like steel.\x94

\x93Hush! Listen!\x94

She held up her hand. They both heard a far-off sound of busy panting on
the sea.

\x93That must be the launch!\x94 she said.

Her eyes were gay and expectant. It was evident that she was in high
spirits, that she was looking forward to this unusual gayety.

\x93Yes.\x94

\x93Doesn\x92t it sound in a hurry, as if the Marchesino was terribly afraid
of being late?\x94

\x93Get your umbrella, Vere, and a waterproof. You will want them both.\x94

At that moment Hermione came in.

\x93Madre, the launch is coming in a frightful hurry, and Monsieur Emile
says we must take umbrellas.\x94

\x93Surely it isn\x92t going to rain?\x94

\x93There is a thunder-storm coming up from Ischia, I believe,\x94 said
Artois.

\x93Then we will take our cloaks in case. It is fearfully hot. I thought so
when I was dressing. No doubt the launch will have a cabin.\x94

A siren hooted.

\x93That is the Marchesino saluting us!\x94 cried Vere. \x93Come along, Madre!
Maria! Maria!\x94

She ran out, calling for the cloaks.

\x93Do you like Vere\x92s frock, Emile?\x94 said Hermione, as they followed.

\x93Yes. She looks delicious--but quite like a little woman of the world.\x94

\x93Ah, you like her best as the Island child. So do I. Oh, Emile!\x94

\x93What is it?\x94

\x93I can\x92t help it. I hate Vere\x92s growing up.\x94

\x93Few things can remain unchanged for long. This sea will be
unrecognizable before we return.\x94

Gaspare met them on the landing with solemn eyes.

\x93There is going to be a great storm, Signora,\x94 he said. \x93It is coming
from Ischia.\x94

\x93So Don Emilio thinks. But we will take wraps, and we are going in a
launch. It will be all right, Gaspare.\x94

\x93Shall I come with you, Signora?\x94

\x93Well, Gaspare, you see it is the Marchese\x92s launch--\x94

\x93If you would like me to come, I will ask the Signore Marchese.\x94

\x93We\x92ll see how much room there is.\x94

\x93Si, Signora.\x94

He went down to receive the launch.

\x93Emile,\x94 Hermione said, as he disappeared, \x93can you understand what a
comfort to me Gaspare is? Ah, if people knew how women love those who
are ready to protect them! It\x92s quite absurd, but just because Gaspare
said that, I\x92d fifty times rather have him with us than go without him.\x94

\x93I understand. I love your watch-dog, too.\x94

She touched his arm.

\x93No one could ever understand the merits of a watch-dog better than you.
That\x92s right, Maria; we shall be safer with these.\x94

The Marchesino stood at the foot of the cliff, bare-headed, to receive
them. He was in evening dress, what he called \x93smoking,\x94 with a flower
in his button-hole, and a straw hat, and held a pair of white kid gloves
in his hand. He looked in rapturous spirits, but ceremonial. When he
caught sight of Artois on the steps behind Hermione and Vere, however,
he could not repress an exclamation of \x93Emilio!\x94

He took Hermione\x92s and Vere\x92s hands, bowed over them and kissed them.
Then he turned to his friend.

\x93Caro Emilio! You are back! You must come with us! You must dine at
Frisio\x92s.\x94

\x93May I?\x94 said Artois.

\x93You must. This is delightful. See, Madame,\x94 he added to Hermione,
suddenly breaking into awful French, \x93we have the English flag! Your
Jack! Voila, the great, the only Jack! I salute him! Let me help you!\x94

As Hermione stepped into the launch she said:

\x93I see there is plenty of room. I wonder if you would mind my taking
my servant, Gaspare, to look after the cloaks and umbrellas. It seems
absurd, but he says a storm is coming, and--\x94

\x93A storm!\x94 cried the Marchesino. \x93Of course your Gaspare must come.
Which is he?\x94

\x93There.\x94

The Marchesino spoke to Gaspare in Italian, telling him to join the two
sailors in the stern of the launch. A minute afterwards he went to
him and gave him some cigarettes. Then he brought from the cabin two
bouquets of flowers, and offered them to Hermione and Vere, who, with
Artois, were settling themselves in the bows. The siren sounded. They
were off, cutting swiftly through the oily sea.

\x93A storm, Signora. Cloaks and umbrellas!\x94 said the Marchesino, shooting
a glance of triumph at \x93Cara Emilio,\x94 whose presence to witness his
success completed his enjoyment of it. \x93But it is a perfect night. Look
at the sea. Signorina, let me put the cushion a little higher behind
you. It is not right. You are not perfectly comfortable. And everything
must be perfect for you to-night--everything.\x94 He arranged the cushion
tenderly. \x93The weather, too! Why, where is the storm?\x94

\x93Over Ischia,\x94 said Artois.

\x93It will stay there. Ischia! It is a volcano. Anything terrible may
happen there.\x94

\x93And Vesuvius?\x94 said Hermione, laughing.

The Marchesino threw up his chin.

\x93We are not going to Vesuvius. I know Naples, Signora, and I promise
you fine weather. We shall take our coffee after dinner outside upon the
terrace at the one and only Frisio\x92s.\x94

He chattered on gayly. His eyes were always on Vere, but he talked
chiefly to Hermione, with the obvious intention of fascinating the
mother in order that she might be favorably disposed towards him, and
later on smile indulgently upon his flirtation with the daughter. His
proceedings were carried on with a frankness that should have been
disarming, and that evidently did disarm Hermione and Vere, who seemed
to regard the Marchesino as a very lively boy. But Artois was almost
immediately conscious of a secret irritation that threatened to spoil
his evening.

The Marchesino was triumphant. Emilio had wished to prevent him from
knowing these ladies. Why? Evidently because Emilio considered him
dangerous. Now he knew the ladies. He was actually their host. And he
meant to prove to Emilio how dangerous he could be. His eyes shot a
lively defiance at his friend, then melted as they turned to Hermione,
melted still more as they gazed with unwinking sentimentality into
the eyes of Vere. He had no inward shyness to contend against, and was
perfectly at his ease; and Artois perceived that his gayety and sheer
animal spirits were communicating themselves to his companions. Vere
said little, but she frequently laughed, and her face lit up with
eager animation. And she, too, was quite at her ease. The direct,
and desirous, glances of the Marchesino did not upset her innocent
self-possession at all, although they began to upset the self-possession
of Artois. As he sat, generally in silence, listening to the frivolous
and cheerful chatter that never stopped, while the launch cut its way
through the solemn, steel-like sea towards the lights of Posilipo.
He felt that he was apart because he was clever, as if his cleverness
caused loneliness.

They travelled fast. Soon the prow of the launch was directed to a
darkness that lay below, and to the right of a line of brilliant lights
that shone close to the sea; and a boy dressed in white, holding a
swinging lantern, and standing, like a statue, in a small niche of rock
almost flush with the water, hailed them, caught the gunwale of the
launch with one hand, and brought it close in to the wall that towered
above them.

\x93Do we get out here? But where do we go?\x94 said Hermione.

\x93There is a staircase. Let me--\x94

The Marchesino was out in a moment and helped them all to land. He
called to the sailors that he would send down food and wine to them
and Gaspare. Then, piloted by the boy with the lantern, they walked up
carefully through dark passages and over crumbling stairs, turned to
the left, and came out upon a small terrace above the sea and facing the
curving lamps of Naples. Just beyond was a long restaurant, lined with
great windows on one side and with mirrors on the other, and blazing
with light.

\x93Ecco!\x94 cried the Marchesino. \x93Ecco lo Scoglio di Frisio! And here is
the Padrone!\x94 he added, as a small, bright-eyed man, with a military
figure and fierce mustaches, came briskly forward to receive them.



CHAPTER XIII

The dinner, which was served at a table strewn with red carnations close
to an open window, was a gay one, despite Artois. It could hardly
have been otherwise with a host so complacent, so attentive, so
self-possessed, so hilarious as the Marchesino. And the Padrone of the
restaurant warmly seconded the efforts of the giver of the feast. He
hovered perpetually, but always discreetly, near, watchfully directing
the middle-aged waiters in their duties, smiling to show his teeth,
stained with tobacco juice, or drawing delicately close to relate
anecdotes connected with the menu.

The soup, a \x93zuppa di pesce alla marinara\x94 remarkable for its beautiful
red color, had been originally invented by the chef of Frisio\x92s for the
ex-Queen Natalie of Servia, who had deigned to come, heavily veiled,
to lunch at the Scoglio, and had finally thrown off her veil and her
incognito, and written her name in the visitors\x92 book for all to see.
The Macaroni a l\x92Imperatrice had been the favorite _plat_ of the dead
Empress Elizabeth of Austria, who used to visit Frisio\x92s day after
day, and who always demanded two things--an eruption of Vesuvius and
\x93Funiculi, funicula!\x94 William Ewart Gladstone had deigned to praise the
\x93oeufs a la Gladstone,\x94 called henceforth by his name, when he walked
over from the Villa Rendel to breakfast; and the delicious punch served
before the dolce, and immediately after the \x93Pollo panato alla Frisio,\x94
 had been lauded by the late Czar of all the Russias, who was drinking a
glass of it--according to the solemn asseveration of the Padrone--when
the telegram announcing the assassination of his father was put into his
hand.

Names of very varied popular and great ones of the earth floated about
the table. Here, it appeared, Mario Costa and Paolo Tosti had composed
their most celebrated songs between one course and another. Here Zola
and Tolstoy had written. Here Sarah Bernhardt had ordered a dozen
bottles of famous old wine to be sent to the Avenue Pereire from the
cellars of Frisio, and had fallen in love with a cat from Greece. Here
Matilde Serao had penned a lasting testimony to the marital fidelity of
her husband.

Everything--everything had happened here, just here, at Frisio\x92s.

Seeing the amused interest of his guests, the Marchesino encouraged
the Padrone to talk, called for his most noted wines, and demanded
at dessert a jug of Asti Spumante, with snow in it, and strawberries
floating on the top.

\x93You approve of Frisio\x92s, Signorina?\x94 he said, bending towards Vere.
\x93You do not find your evening dull?\x94

The girl shook her head. A certain excitement was noticeable in her
gayety--had been noticed by her mother all through the evening. It was
really due to the afternoon\x92s incident with Artois, succeeded by this
unexpected festival, in which the lively homage of the Marchesino was
mingled with the long procession of celebrated names introduced by the
Padrone. Vere was secretly strung up, had been strung up even before she
stepped into the launch. She felt very happy, but in her happiness there
was something feverish, which was not customary to any mood of hers. She
never drank wine, and had taken none to-night, yet as the evening wore
on she was conscious of an effervescence, as if her brain were full of
winking bubbles such as rise to the surface of champagne.

Her imagination was almost furiously alive, and as the Padrone talked,
waving his hands and striking postures like those of a military
dictator, she saw the dead Empress, with her fan before her face,
nodding her head to the jig of \x93Funiculi, funicula,\x94 while she watched
the red cloud from Vesuvius rising into the starry sky; she saw Sarah
Bernhardt taking the Greek cat upon her knee; the newly made Czar
reading the telegram with his glass of punch beside him; Tosti tracing
lines of music; Gladstone watching the sea; and finally the gaunt figure
and the long beard of Tolstoy bending over the book in which he wrote
clearly so many years ago, \x93Vedi Napoli e poi mori.\x94

\x93Monsieur Emile, you must write in the wonderful book of Frisio\x92s,\x94 she
exclaimed.

\x93We will all write, Signorina!\x94 cried the Marchesino. \x93Bring the book,
Signor Masella!\x94

The Padrone hastened away to fetch it, but Vere shook her head.

\x93No, no, we must not write! We are nobodies. Monsieur Emile is a great
man. Only he is worthy of such a book. Isn\x92t it so, Madre?\x94

Artois felt the color rising to his face at this unexpected remark of
the girl. He had been distrait during the dinner, certainly neither
brilliant nor amusing, despite his efforts to seem talkative and
cheerful. A depression had weighed upon him, as it had weighed upon him
in the launch during the voyage from the island. He had felt as if he
were apart, even almost as if he were _de trop_. Had Vere noticed it?
Was that the reason of this sudden and charming demonstration in his
favor?

He looked across at her, longing to know. But she was arguing gayly with
the Marchesino, who continued to insist that they must all write their
names as a souvenir of the occasion.

\x93We are nobodies,\x94 she repeated.

\x93You dare to say that you are a nobody!\x94 exclaimed the young man,
looking at her with ardent eyes. \x93Ah, Signorina, you do wrong to drink
no wine. In wine there is truth, they say. But you--you drink water,
and then you say these dreadful things that are not--are not true.
Emilio\x94--he suddenly appealed to Artois--\x93would not the Signorina honor
any book by writing her name in it? I ask you if--\x94

\x93Marchese, don\x92t be ridiculous!\x94 said Vere, with sudden petulance.
\x93Don\x92t ask Monsieur Emile absurd questions!\x94

\x93But he thinks as I do. Emilio, is it not so? Is it not an honor for any
book to have the Signorina\x92s name?\x94

He spoke emphatically and looked really in earnest. Artois felt as if he
were listening to a silly boy who understood nothing.

\x93Let us all write our names,\x94 he said. \x93Here comes the book.\x94

The Padrone bore it proudly down between the mirrors and the windows.

But Vere suddenly got up.

\x93I won\x92t write my name,\x94 she said, sticking out her chin with the little
determined air that was sometimes characteristic of her. \x93I am going to
see what Gaspare and the sailors are doing.\x94

And she walked quickly away towards the terrace.

The Marchesino sprang up in despair.

\x93Shall we all go, Madame?\x94 he said. \x93I have ordered coffee. It will be
brought in a moment to the terrace.\x94

Hermione glanced at Artois.

\x93I will stay here for a little. I want to look at the book,\x94 she said.
\x93We will come in a moment. I don\x92t take coffee.\x94

\x93Then--we will be upon the terrace. A rivederci per un momento--pour un
moment, Madame.\x94

He bowed over Hermione\x92s hand, and hurried away after Vere.

The Padrone put his book very carefully down between Hermione and
Artois, and left them with a murmured apology that he had to look after
another party of guests which had just come into the restaurant.

\x93I thought you would be glad to get rid of those young things for a
minute,\x94 said Hermione, in explanation of what she had done.

Artois did not reply, but turned over the leaves of the book
mechanically.

\x93Oh, here is Tolstoy\x92s signature,\x94 he said, stopping.

Hermione drew her chair nearer.

\x93What a clear handwriting!\x94 she said.

\x93Yes, isn\x92t it? \x91Vedi Napoli e poi mori.\x92\x94

\x93Where are you going to write?\x94

He was looking towards the outer room of the restaurant which led onto
the terrace.

He turned the leaves.

\x93I?--oh--here is a space.\x94

He took up a pen the Padrone had brought, dipped it into the ink.

\x93What\x92s the good?\x94 he said, making a movement as if to push the book
away.

\x93No; do write.\x94

\x93Why should I?\x94

\x93I agree with Vere. Your name will add something worth having to the
book.\x94

\x93Oh, well--\x94

A rather bitter expression had come into his face.

\x93Dead-sea fruit!\x94 he muttered.

But he bent, wrote something quickly, signed his name, blotted and shut
the book. Hermione had not been able to see the sentence he had written.
She did not ask what it was.

There was a noise of rather shuffling footsteps on the paved floor of
the room. Three musicians had come in. They were shabbily dressed. One
was very short, stout, and quite blind, with a gaping mouth that had an
odd resemblance to an elephant\x92s mouth when it lifts its trunk and shows
its rolling tongue. He smiled perpetually. The other two were thin and
dreary, middle-aged, and hopeless-looking. They stood not far from
the table and began to play on guitars, putting wrong harmonies to a
well-known Neapolitan tune, whose name Artois could not recall.

\x93What a pity it is they never put the right bass!\x94 said Hermione.

\x93Yes. One would suppose they would hit it sometimes by mistake. But they
seldom do.\x94

Except for the thin and uncertain music the restaurant was almost
silent. The people who had just come in were sitting down far away
at the end of the long room. Hermione and Artois were the only other
visitors, now that Vere and the Marchesino were outside on the terrace.

\x93Famous though it is, Frisio\x92s does not draw the crowd,\x94 said Hermione.

To-night she found it oddly difficult to talk to her friend, although
she had refused the Marchesino\x92s invitation on purpose to do so.

\x93Perhaps people were afraid of the storm.\x94

\x93Well, but it doesn\x92t come.\x94

\x93It is close,\x94 he said. \x93Don\x92t you feel it? I do.\x94

His voice was heavy with melancholy, and made her feel sad, even
apprehensive.

\x93Where are the stars?\x94 he added.

She followed his example and leaned out of the great window. Not a star
was visible in all the sky.

\x93You are right. It is coming. I feel it now. The sea is like lead, and
the sky, too. There is no sense of freedom to-night, no out-of-doors
feeling. And the water is horribly calm.\x94

As they both leaned out they heard, away to the left at some distance,
the voices of Vere and the Marchesino.

\x93I stayed because I thought--I fancied all the chatter was getting a
little on your nerves, Emile,\x94 Hermione said now. \x93They are so absurdly
young, both of them. Wasn\x92t it so?\x94

\x93Am I so old that youth should get upon my nerves?\x94 he returned, with a
creeping irritation, which, however, he tried to keep out of his voice.

\x93No. But of course we can hardly enjoy nonsense that might amuse them
immensely. Vere is such a baby, and your friend is a regular boy, in
spite of his self-assurance.\x94

\x93Women often fancy men to be young in ways in which they are not young,\x94
 said Artois. \x93Panacci is very much of a man, I can assure you.\x94

\x93Panacci! I never heard you call him that before.\x94

Her eager brown eyes went to his face curiously for a moment. Artois saw
that, and said, rather hastily:

\x93It\x92s true that nearly every one calls him Doro.\x94

Once more they heard the chattering voices, and then a sound of laughter
in the darkness. It made Hermione smile, but Artois moved uneasily.
Just then there came to them from the sea, like a blow, a sudden puff of
wind. It hit their faces.

\x93Do you want to avoid the storm?\x94 Artois said.

\x93Yes. Do you think--\x94

\x93I am sure you can only avoid it by going at once. Look!\x94

He pointed towards the sea. The blackness before them was cut at some
distance off by a long, level line of white.

\x93What\x92s that?\x94 asked Hermione, peering out.

\x93Foam.\x94

\x93Foam! But surely it can\x92t be!\x94

The wind struck them again. It was like a hot, almost like a sweating
hand, coarse and violent, and repugnant.

Hermione drew in.

\x93There is something disgusting in nature to-night,\x94 she said--\x93something
that seems almost unnatural.\x94

The blind man began to sing behind them. His voice was soft and throaty.
The phrasing was sickly. Some notes trembled. As he sang he threw back
his head, stared with his sightless eyes at the ceiling, and showed his
tongue. The whole of his fat body swayed. His face became scarlet. The
two hopeless, middle-aged men on either side of him stared into vacancy
as, with dirty hands on which the veins stood out, they played wrong
basses to the melody on their guitars.

Suddenly Hermione was seized with a sensation of fear.

\x93Let us go. We had better go. Ah!\x94

She cried out. The wind, returning, had caught the white table-cloth. It
flew up towards her, then sank down.

\x93What a fool I am!\x94 she said. \x93I thought--I didn\x92t know--\x94

She felt that really it was something in Artois which had upset her
nerves, but she did not say so. In that moment, when she was
startled, she had instinctively put out her hand towards him. But, as
instinctively, she drew it back without touching him.

\x93Oh, here is Gaspare!\x94 she said.

An immense, a really ridiculous sense of relief came to her as she saw
Gaspare\x92s sturdy legs marching decisively towards them, his great eyes
examining the row of mirrors, the tables, the musicians, then settling
comfortably upon his Padrona. Over his arms he carried the cloaks,
and his hands grasped the two umbrellas. At that moment, if she had
translated her impulse into an action, Hermione would have given Gaspare
a good hug--just for being himself; for being always the same:
honest, watchful, perfectly fearless, perfectly natural, and perfectly
determined to take care of his Padrona and his Padroncina.

Afterwards she remembered that she had found in his presence relief from
something that had distressed her in her friend.

\x93Signora, the storm is coming. Look at the sea!\x94 said Gaspare. He
pointed to the white line which was advancing in the blackness.

\x93I told the Signorina, and that Signore--\x94

A fierce flash of lightning zigzagged across the window-space, and
suddenly the sound of the wind was loud upon the sea, and mingled with
the growing murmur of waves.

\x93Ecco!\x94 said Gaspare. \x93Signora, you ought to start at once. But the
Signor Marchese--\x94

The thunder followed. Hermione had been waiting for it, and felt almost
relieved when it came crashing above the Scoglio di Frisio.

\x93The Signor Marchese, Gaspare?\x94 she asked, putting on the cloak he was
holding for her.

\x93He only laughs, Signora,\x94 said Gaspare, rather contemptuously. \x93The
Signor Marchese thinks only of his pleasure.\x94

\x93Well, he must think of yours now,\x94 said Artois, decisively, to
Hermione. \x93You will have a rough voyage to the island, even as it is.\x94

They were walking towards the entrance. Hermione had noticed the
pronoun, and said quietly:

\x93You will take a carriage to the hotel, or a tram?\x94

\x93The tram, I think. It passes the door here.\x94

He glanced at her and added:

\x93I noticed that the cabin of the launch is very small, and as Gaspare is
with you--\x94

\x93Oh, of course!\x94 she said quickly. \x93It would be ridiculous for you to
come all the way back with us. Besides, there is not room in the cabin.\x94

She did not know why, but she felt guilty for a moment. Yet she had done
nothing.

\x93There is the rain,\x94 said Artois.

They were just entering the outer room from which the terrace opened.

\x93Vere!\x94 called Hermione.

As she called the lightning flashed again, and showed her Vere and the
Marchesino running in from the darkness. Vere was laughing, and looked
more joyous than before.

\x93Such a storm, Madre! The sea is a mass of foam. It\x92s glorious! Hark at
the fishermen!\x94

From the blackness below rose hoarse shouts and prolonged calls--some
near, some far. Faintly with them mingled the quavering and throaty
voice of the blind man, now raised in \x93Santa Lucia.\x94

\x93What are we going to do, Monsieur Emile?\x94

\x93We must get home at once before it gets worse,\x94 said Hermione.
\x93Marchese, I am so sorry, but I am afraid we must ask for the launch.\x94

\x93But, madame, it is only a squall. By midnight it will be all over. I
promise you. I am a Neapolitan.\x94

\x93Ah, but you promised that there would be no storm at all.\x94

\x93Sa-a-nta-a Lu-u-ci-i-a! Santa Lu-cia!\x94

The blind man sounded like one in agony. The thunder crashed again just
above him, as if it desired to beat down his sickly voice.

Artois felt a sharp stab of neuralgia over his eyes.

Behind, in the restaurant, the waiters were running over the pavement
to shut the great windows. The rush of the rain made a noise like
quantities of silk rustling.

The Marchesino laughed, quite unabashed. His cheeks were slightly
flushed and his eyes shone.

\x93Could I tell the truth, Signora? You might have refused to come. But
now I speak the solemn truth. By midnight--\x94

\x93I\x92m afraid we really can\x92t stay so late as that.\x94

\x93But there is a piano. I will play valses. I will sing.\x94 He looked
ardently at Vere, who was eagerly watching the sea from the window.

\x93And we will dance, the Signorina and I.\x94

Artois made a brusque movement towards the terrace, muttering something
about the launch. A glare of lightning lit up the shore immediately
below the terrace, showing him the launch buffeted by the waves that
were now breaking over the sandy beach. There came a summoning call from
the sailors.

\x93If you do stay,\x94 Artois said to the Marchesino, turning back to them,
\x93you must send the launch round to Mergellina. I don\x92t believe it can
stop here.\x94

\x93Well, but there are rocks, Caro Emilio. It is protected!\x94

\x93Not enough.\x94

\x93Signora,\x94 said Gaspare, \x93we had better go. It will only get worse. The
sea is not too bad yet.\x94

\x93Come along!\x94 Hermione cried, with decision. \x93Come, Vere! I\x92m very
sorry, Marchese, but we must really get back at once. Good-night, Emile!
Gaspare give me your arm.\x94

And she set off at once, clinging to Gaspare, who held an open umbrella
over her.

\x93Good-night, Vere!\x94 said Artois.

The girl was looking at him with surprised eyes.

\x93You are going--\x94

\x93I shall take the tram.\x94

\x93Oh--of course. That is your quickest way.\x94

\x93Signorina--the umbrella!\x94

The Marchesino was offering his arm to conduct Vere to the launch. He
cast a challenging look of triumph at Artois.

\x93I would come in the launch,\x94 Artois said hastily. \x93But--Good-night!\x94

He turned away.

\x93A rivederci, Emilio!\x94 called the Marchesino.

\x93--derci!\x94

The last syllables only came back to them through the wind and the rain.

\x93Take my arm, Signorina.\x94

\x93Grazie, it is all right like this.\x94

\x93Ma--\x94

\x93I am quite covered, really, thank you.\x94

She hurried on, smiling, but not taking his arm. She knew how to be
obstinate.

\x93Ma Signorina--mais Mademoiselle--\x94

\x93Gaspare! Is Madre all safe in the launch?\x94

Vere glided from under the Marchesino\x92s umbrella and sought the shade
of Gaspare\x92s. Behind, the Marchesino was murmuring to himself Neapolitan
street expressions.

\x93Si, Signorina.\x94

Gaspare\x92s face had suddenly lighted up. His Padroncina\x92s little hand was
holding tightly to his strong arm.

\x93Take care, Signorina. That is water!\x94

\x93Oh, I was nearly in. I thought--\x94

He almost lifted her into the launch, which was rising and falling on
the waves.

\x93Madre! What a night!\x94

Vere sank down on the narrow seat of the little cabin. The Marchesino
jumped aboard. The machine in the stern throbbed. They rushed forward
into the blackness of the impenetrable night, the white of the leaping
foam, the hissing of the rain, the roaring of the wind. In a blurred and
hasty vision the lights of Frisio\x92s ran before them, fell back into the
storm like things defeated. Hermione fancied she discerned for a second
the blind man\x92s scarlet face and open mouth, the Padrone at a window
waving a frantic adieu, having only just become aware of their
departure. But if it were so they were gone before she knew--gone into
mystery, with Emile and the world.

The Marchesino inserted himself reproachfully into the cabin. He had
turned up the collar of his \x93smoking,\x94 and drawn the silk lapels forward
over his soft shirt-front. His white gloves were saturated. He came to
sit down by Vere.

\x93Madame!\x94 he said reproachfully, \x93we should have waited. The sea is too
rough. Really, it is dangerous. And the Signorina and I--we could have
danced together.\x94

Hermione could not help laughing, though she did not feel gay.

\x93I should not have danced,\x94 said Vere. \x93I could not. I should have had
to watch the storm.\x94

She was peering out of the cabin window at the wild foam that leaped
up round the little craft and disappeared in the darkness. There was no
sensation of fear in her heart, only a passion of interest and an odd
feeling of triumph.

To dance with the Marchesino at the Scoglio di Frisio would have been
banal in comparison with this glorious progress through the night in the
teeth of opposing elements. She envied Gaspare, who was outside with
the sailors, and whose form she could dimly see, a blur against the
blackness. She longed to take off her smart little hat and her French
frock, and be outside too, in the wind and the rain.

\x93It is ridiculous to be dressed like this!\x94 she said, quickly, taking
off the glove she had put on her left hand. \x93You poor Marchese!\x94

She looked at his damp \x93smoking,\x94 his soaking gloves and deplorable
expression, and could not repress a little rush of laughter.

\x93Do forgive me! Madre, I know I\x92m behaving shamefully, but we are all
so hopelessly inappropriate. Your diamond broach, Madre! And your hat
is all on one side. Gaspare must have knocked it with the umbrella. I am
sure we all look like hens in a shower!\x94

She leaned back against the swaying side of the cabin and laughed till
the tears were in her eyes. The sudden coming of the storm had increased
the excitement that had been already within her, created by the
incidents of the day.

\x93Vere!\x94 said her mother, but smiling through the protest.

The Marchesino showed his big white teeth. Everything that Vere did
seemed to develop his admiration for her. He was delighted with this
mood, and forgot his disappointment. But there was a glint of wonder in
his eyes, and now he said:

\x93But the Signorina is not afraid! She does not cry out! She does not
call upon the Madonna and the Saints! My mother, my sisters, if they
were here--\x94

The prow of the launch struck a wave which burst over the bows,
scattering spray to the roof of the cabin.

\x93But I like it, I love it!\x94 said Vere. \x93Don\x92t you?--don\x92t you, Madre?\x94

Before Hermione could reply the Marchesino exclaimed:

\x93Signorina, in the breast of an angel you have the heart of a lion! The
sea will never harm you. How could it? It will treat you as it treats
the Saint of your pool, San Francesco. You know what the sailors and
the fishermen say? In the wildest storms, when the sea crashes upon the
rocks, never, never does it touch San Francesco. Never does it put out
the lamp that burns at San Francesco\x92s feet.\x94

\x93Yes, I have heard them say that,\x94 Vere said.

Suddenly her face had become serious. The romance in the belief of the
seamen had got hold of her, had touched her. The compliment to herself
she ignored. Indeed, she had already forgotten it.

\x93Only the other night--\x94 she began.

But she stopped suddenly.

\x93You know,\x94 she said, changing to something else, \x93that when the
fishermen pass under San Francesco\x92s pedestal they bend down, and lift
a little water from the sea, and sprinkle it into the boat, and make the
sign of the cross. They call it \x91acqua benedetta.\x92 I love to see them do
that.\x94

Another big wave struck the launch and made it shiver. The Marchesino
crossed himself, but quite mechanically. He was intent on Vere.

\x93I wonder,\x94 the girl said, \x93whether to-night San Francesco will not be
beaten by the waves, whether his light will be burning when we reach the
island.\x94

She paused, then she added, in a lower voice:

\x93I do hope it will--don\x92t you, Madre?\x94

\x93Yes, Vere,\x94 said her mother.

Something in her mother\x92s voice made the girl look up at her swiftly,
then put a hand into hers, a hand that was all sympathy. She felt that
just then her mother\x92s imagination was almost, or quite, one with hers.
The lights of Naples were gone, swallowed by the blackness of the storm.
And the tiny light at the feet of the Saint, of San Francesco, who
protected the men of the sea, and the boys--Ruffo, too!--would it greet
them, star of the sea to their pool, star of the sea to their island,
their Casa del Mare, when they had battled through the storm to San
Francesco\x92s feet?

\x93I do hope it will.\x94

Why did Hermione\x92s heart echo Vere\x92s words with such a strenuous and
sudden passion, such a deep desire? She scarcely knew then. But she
knew that she wanted a light to be shining for her when she neared
home--longed for it, needed it specially that night. If San Francesco\x92s
lamp were burning quietly amid the fury of the sea in such a blackness
as this about them--well, it would seem like an omen. She would take it
as an omen of happiness.

And if it were not burning?

She, too, longed to be outside with Gaspare and the sailors, staring
into the darkness with eyes keen as those of a seaman, looking for the
light. Since Vere\x92s last words and her reply they had sat in silence.
Even the Marchesino\x92s vivacity was suddenly abated, either by the
increasing violence of the storm or by the change in Vere. It would have
been difficult to say by which. The lightning flashed. The thunder at
moments seemed to split the sky asunder as a charge of gunpowder splits
asunder a rock. The head wind rushed by, yet had never passed them, but
was forever coming furiously to meet them. On the roof of the little
cabin the rain made a noise that was no longer like the rustle of silk,
but was like the crackle of musketry.

There was something oppressive, something even almost terrible, in
being closely confined, shut in by low roof and narrow walls from such
sweeping turbulence, such a clamor of wind and water and the sky.

Hermione looked at her diamond brooch, then at her cloak.

Slowly she lifted her hand and began to button it.

Vere moved and began to button up hers. Hermione glanced at her, and
saw a watchful, shining, half-humorous, half-passionate look in her eyes
that could not be mistaken.

She dropped her hands.

\x93No, Vere!\x94

\x93Yes, Madre! Yes, yes, yes!\x94

The Marchesino stared.

\x93No, I did not--\x94

\x93You did! You did, Madre! It\x92s no use! I understood directly.\x94

She began quickly to take off her hat.

\x93Marchese, we are going out.\x94

\x93Vere, this is absurd.\x94

\x93We are going outside, Marchese. Madre wants air.\x94

The Marchesino, accustomed only to the habits and customs of Neapolitan
women, looked frankly as if he thought Hermione mad.

\x93Poor Madre must have a breath of air.\x94

\x93I will open the window, Signora!\x94

\x93And the rain all over her, and the thunder close above her, and the sea
in her face, the sea--the sea!\x94

She clapped her hands.

\x93Gaspare! Gaspare!\x94

She put her face to the glass. Gaspare, who was standing up in the
stern, with his hands holding fast to the rail that edged the cabin
roof, bent down till his brown face was on a level with hers, and his
big eyes were staring inquiringly into her eyes.

\x93We are coming out.\x94

On the other side of the glass Gaspare made violently negative gestures.
One word only came to those inside the cabin through the uproar of the
elements.

\x93Impossible!\x94

\x93Signorina,\x94 said the Marchesino, \x93you cannot mean it. But you will be
washed off. And the water--you will be drowned. It cannot be.\x94

\x93Marchese, look at Madre! If she stays inside another minute she will be
ill. She is stifling! Quickly! Quickly!\x94

The Marchesino, whose sense of humor was not of a kind to comprehend
this freak of Vere\x92s, was for once really taken aback. There were two
sliding doors to the cabin, one opening into the bows of the launch, the
other into the stern. He got up, looking very grave and rather confused,
and opened the former. The wind rushed in, carrying with it spray from
the sea. At the same moment there was a loud tapping on the glass
behind them. Vere looked round. Gaspare was crouching down with his face
against the pane. She put her ear to the glass by his mouth.

\x93Signorina, you must not go into the bows,\x94 he called. \x93If you will come
out, come here, and I will take care of you.\x94

He knew Vere\x92s love of the sea and understood her desire.

\x93Go, Vere,\x94 said Hermione.

The Marchesino shut the door and stood by it, bending and looking
doubtful.

\x93I will stay here with the Marchese. I am really too old to face such a
tempest, and the Marchese has no coat. He simply can\x92t go.\x94

\x93But, Signora, it does not matter! I am ready.\x94

\x93Impossible. Your clothes would be ruined. Go along, Vere! Turn up your
collar.\x94

She spoke almost as if to a boy, and like a gay boy Vere obeyed her and
slipped out to Gaspare.

\x93You really won\x92t come, Madre?\x94

\x93No. But--tell me if you see the light.\x94

The girl nodded, and the door moved into its place, shutting out the
wind.

Then the Marchesino sat down and looked at his damp patent-leather
boots.

He really could not comprehend these English ladies. That Vere was
greatly attracted by him he thoroughly believed. How could it be
otherwise? Her liveliness he considered direct encouragement. And then
she had gone out to the terrace after dinner, leaving her mother. That
was to make him follow her, of course. She wanted to be alone with
him. In a Neapolitan girl such conduct would have been a declaration.
A Neapolitan mother would not have allowed them to sit together on the
terrace without a chaperon. But the English mother had deliberately
remained within and had kept Caro Emilio with her. What could such
conduct mean, if not that the Signorina was in love with him, the
Marchesino, and that the Signorina\x92s mamma was perfectly willing for him
to make love to her child?

And yet--and yet?

There was something in Vere that puzzled him, that had kept him
strangely discreet upon the terrace, that made him silent and thoughtful
now. Had she been a typical English girl he might have discerned
something of the truth of her. But Vere was lively, daring, passionate,
and not without some traces of half-humorous and wholly innocent
coquetry. She was not at all what the Neapolitan calls \x93a lump of
snow to cool the wine.\x94 In her innocence there was fire. That was what
confused the Marchesino.

He stared at the cabin door by which Vere had gone out, and his round
eyes became almost pathetic for a moment. Then it occurred to him
that perhaps this exit was a second ruse, like Vere\x92s departure to the
terrace, and he made a movement as if to go out and brave the storm. But
Hermione stopped him decisively.

\x93No, Marchese,\x94 she said, \x93really I cannot let you expose yourself to
the rain and the sea in that airy costume. I might be your mother.\x94

\x93Signora, but you--\x94

\x93No, compliments apart, I really might be, and you must let me use a
mother\x92s authority. Till we reach the island stay here and make the best
of me.\x94

Hermione had touched the right note. Metaphorically, the Marchesino cast
himself at her feet. With a gallant assumption of undivided adoration
he burst into conversation, and, though his eyes often wandered to the
blurred glass, against which pressed and swayed a blackness that told of
those outside, his sense of his duty as a host gradually prevailed, and
he and Hermione were soon talking quite cheerfully together.

Vere had forgotten him as utterly as she had forgotten Naples, swallowed
up by the night. Just then only the sea, the night, Gaspare, and the two
sailors who were managing the launch were real to her--besides herself.
For a moment even her mother had ceased to exist in her consciousness.
As the sea swept the deck of the little craft it swept her mind clear to
make more room for itself.

She stood by Gaspare, touching him, and clinging on, as he did, to
the rail. Impenetrably black was the night. Only here and there, at
distances she could not begin to judge of, shone vaguely lights that
seemed to dance and fade and reappear like marsh lights in a world of
mist. Were they on sea or land? She could not tell and did not ask. The
sailors doubtless knew, but she respected them and their duty too much
to speak to them, though she had given them a smile as she came out to
join them, and had received two admiring salutes in reply. Gaspare,
too, had smiled at her with a pleasure which swiftly conquered the faint
reproach in his eloquent eyes. He liked his Padroncina\x92s courage, liked
the sailors of the Signor Marchese to see it. He was soaked to the skin,
but he, too, was enjoying the adventure, a rare one on this summer sea,
which had slept through so many shining days and starry nights like a
\x93bambino in dolce letargo.\x94

To-night it was awake, and woke up others, Vere\x92s nature and his.

\x93Where is the island, Gaspare?\x94 cried Vere through the wind to him.

\x93Chi lo sa, Signorina.\x94

He waved one hand to the blackness before them.

\x93It must be there.\x94

She strained her eyes, then looked away towards where the land must be.
At a long distance across the leaping foam she saw one light. As the
boat rose and sank on the crests and into the hollows of the waves the
light shone and faded, shone and faded. She guessed it to be a light at
the Antico Giuseppone. Despite the head wind and the waves that met
them the launch travelled bravely, and soon the light was gone. She told
herself that it must have been at the Giuseppone, and that now they
had got beyond the point, and were opposite to the harbor of the Villa
Rosebery. But no lights greeted them from the White Palazzo in the wood,
or from the smaller white house low down beside the sea. And again she
looked straight forward.

Now she was intent on San Francesco. She was thinking of him, of the
Pool, of the island. And she thrilled with joy at the thought of the
wonderful wildness of her home. As they drew on towards it the waves
were bigger, the wind was stronger. Even on calm nights there was always
a breeze when one had passed the Giuseppone going towards Ischia, and
beyond the island there was sometimes quite a lively sea. What would it
be to-night? Her heart cried out for a crescendo. Within her, at that
moment, was a desire like the motorist\x92s for speed. More! more! More
wind! More sea! More uproar from the elements!

And San Francesco all alone in this terrific blackness! Had he not been
dashed from his pedestal by the waves? Was the light at his feet still
burning?

\x93Il Santo!\x94 she said to Gaspare.

He bent his head till it was close to her lips.

\x93Il Santo! What has become of him, Gaspare?\x94

\x93He will be there, Signorina.\x94

So Gaspare, too, held to the belief of the seamen of the Bay. He had
confidence in the obedience of the sea, this sea that roared around
them like a tyrant. Suddenly she had no doubt. It would be so. The saint
would be untouched. The light would still be burning. She looked for it.
And now she remembered her mother. She must tell her mother directly she
saw it. But all was blackness still.

And the launch seemed weary, like a live thing whose strength is ebbing,
who strains and pants and struggles gallantly, not losing heart but
losing physical force. Surely it was going slower. She laid one hand
upon the cabin roof as if in encouragement. Her heart was with the
launch, as the seaman\x92s is with his boat when it resists, surely for his
sake consciously, the assault of the great sea.

\x93Coraggio!\x94

She was murmuring the word. Gaspare looked at her. And the word was in
his eyes as it should be in all eyes that look at youth. And the launch
strove on.

\x93Coraggio! Coraggio!\x94

The spray was in her face. Her hair was wet with the rain. Her French
frock--that was probably ruined! But she knew that she had never felt
more happy. And now--it was like a miracle! Suddenly out of the darkness
a second darkness shaped itself, a darkness that she knew--the island.
And almost simultaneously there shone out a little steady light.

\x93Ecco il Santo!\x94

\x93Ecco! Ecco!\x94

Vere called out: \x93Madre! Madre!\x94

She bent down.

\x93Madre! The light is burning.\x94

The sailors, too, bent down, right down to the water. They caught at it
with their hands, Gaspare, too. Vere understood, and, kneeling on the
gunwale, firmly in Gaspare\x92s grasp, she joined in their action.

She sprinkled the boat with the acqua benedetta and made the sign of the
cross.



CHAPTER XIV

When, the next day, Artois sat down at his table to work he found it
impossible to concentrate his mind. The irritation of the previous
evening had passed away. He attributed it to the physical effect made
upon him by the disturbed atmosphere. Now the sun shone, the sky was
clear, the sea calm. He had just come out of an ice-cold bath, had taken
his coffee, and smoked one cigarette. A quiet morning lay before him.
Quiet?

He got up and went to the window.

On the wooden roof of the bath establishment opposite rows of towels,
hung out to dry, were moving listlessly to and fro in the soft breeze.
Capri was almost hidden by haze in the distance. In the sea, just below
him, several heads of swimmers moved. One boy was \x93making death.\x94 He
floated on his back with his eyes closed and his arms extended. His
body, giving itself without resistance to every movement of the water,
looked corpselike and ghostly.

A companion shouted to him. He threw up his arms suddenly and shouted a
reply in the broadest Neapolitan, then began to swim vigorously towards
the slimy rocks at the base of Castel dell\x92 Ovo. Upon the wooden terrace
of the baths among green plants in pots stood three women, probably
friends of the proprietor. For though it was already hot, the regular
bathing season of Naples had not yet begun and the baths were not
completed. Only in July, after the festa of the Madonna del Carmine, do
the Neapolitans give themselves heart and soul to the sea. Artois knew
this, and wondered idly what the women were doing on the terrace. One
had a dog. It sat in the sun and began to cough. A long wagon on two
wheels went by, drawn by two mules and a thin horse harnessed abreast.
It was full of white stone. The driver had bought some green stuff and
flung it down upon the white. He wore a handkerchief on his head. His
chest was bare. As he passed beneath the window he sang a loud song that
sounded Eastern, such a song as the Spanish wagoners sing in Algeria, as
they set out by night on their long journeys towards the desert. Upon
a tiny platform of wood, fastened to slanting stakes which met together
beneath it in a tripod, a stout man in shirt and trousers, with black
whiskers, was sitting on a chair fishing with a rod and line. A boy
sat beside him dangling his legs over the water. At a little distance a
large fishing-smack, with sails set to catch the breeze farther out in
the Bay, was being laboriously rowed towards the open sea by half-naked
men, who shouted as they toiled at the immense oars.

Artois wondered where they were going. Their skins were a rich orange
color. From a distance in the sunlight they looked like men of gold.
Their cries and their fierce movements suggested some fantastic quest to
lands of mysterious tumult.

Artois wished that Vere could see them.

What were the inhabitants of the island doing?

To-day his mind was beyond his governance, and roamed like a vagrant
on a long, white road. Everything that he saw below him in the calm
radiance of the morning pushed it from thought to thought. Yet none of
these thoughts were valuable. None seemed fully formed. They resembled
henids, things seen so far away that one cannot tell what they are, but
is only aware that they exist and can attract attention.

He came out upon his balcony. As he did so he looked down into the road,
and saw a hired carriage drive up, with Hermione in it.

She glanced up and saw him.

\x93May I come in for a minute?\x94

He nodded, smiling, and went out to meet her, glad of this interruption.

They met at the door of the lift. As Hermione stepped out she cast a
rather anxious glance at her friend, a glance that seemed to say that
she was not quite certain of her welcome. Artois\x92 eyes reassured her.

\x93I feel guilty,\x94 she said.

\x93Why?\x94

\x93Coming at such an hour. Are you working?\x94

\x93No. I don\x92t know why, but I am incapable of work. I feel both lazy and
restless, an unfruitful combination. Perhaps something in me secretly
knew that you were coming.\x94

\x93Then it is my fault.\x94

They came into his sitting-room. It had four windows, two facing the
sea, two looking on the road, and the terraces and garden of the Hotel
Hassler. The room scarcely suggested its present occupant. It contained
a light-yellow carpet with pink flowers strewn over it, red-and-gold
chairs, mirrors, a white marble mantelpiece, a gray-and-pink sofa with
a pink cushion. Only the large writing-table, covered with manuscripts,
letters, and photographs in frames, said something individual to the
visitor. Hermione and Vere were among the photographs.

Hermione sat down on the sofa.

\x93I have come to consult you about something, Emile.\x94

\x93What is it?\x94

\x93I really meant to ask you last night, but somehow I couldn\x92t\x94

\x93Why?\x94

\x93I don\x92t know. We--I--there seemed to be a sort of barrier between
us--didn\x92t there?\x94

\x93I was in a bad humor. I was tired after the journey, and perhaps the
weather upset me.\x94

\x93It\x92s all right--one can\x92t be always--Well, this is what I wanted to
say. I alluded to it yesterday when I told you about my visit to Naples
with Madame Alliani. Do you remember?\x94

\x93You hinted you had seen, or heard of, some tragedy.\x94

\x93Yes. I believe it is a quite ordinary one in Naples. We went to visit
a consumptive woman in one of those narrow streets going uphill to the
left of the Via Roma, and while there by chance I heard of it. In the
same house as the sick woman there is a girl. Not many days ago she was
beautiful!\x94

\x93Yes? What has happened to her?\x94

\x93I\x92ll tell you. Her name is Peppina. She is only nineteen, but she has
been one of those who are not given a chance. She was left an orphan
very young and went to live with an aunt. This aunt is a horrible old
woman. I believe--they say she goes to the Galleria--\x94

Hermione paused.

\x93I understand,\x94 said Artois.

\x93She is greedy, wicked, merciless. We had the story from the woman
we were visiting, a neighbor. This aunt forced Peppina into sin.
Her beauty, which must have been extraordinary, naturally attracted
attention and turned people\x92s heads. It seems to have driven one man
nearly mad. He is a fisherman, not young, and a married man. It seems
that he is notoriously violent and jealous, and thoroughly unscrupulous.
He is a member of the Camorra, too. He pestered Peppina with his
attentions, coming day after day from Mergellina, where he lives with
his wife. One night he entered the house and made a scene. Peppina
refused finally to receive his advances, and told him she hated him
before all the neighbors. He took out a razor and--\x94

Hermione stopped.

\x93I understand,\x94 said Artois. \x93He disfigured her.\x94

\x93Dreadfully.\x94

\x93It is often done here. Sometimes a youth does it simply to show that a
girl is his property. But what is it you wish to do for Peppina? I see
you have a plan in your head.\x94

\x93I want to have her on the island.\x94

\x93In what capacity?\x94

\x93As a servant. She can work. She is not a bad girl. She has only--well,
Emile, the aunt only succeeded in forcing one lover on her. That is the
truth. He was rich and bribed the aunt. But of course the neighbors all
know, and--the population here has its virtues, but it is not exactly a
delicate population.\x94

\x93Per Bacco!\x94

\x93And now that the poor girl is disfigured the aunt is going to turn her
out-of-doors. She says Peppina must go and earn money for herself. Of
course nobody will take her. I want to. I have seen her, talked to her.
She would be so thankful. She is in despair. Think of it! Nineteen, and
all her beauty gone! Isn\x92t it devilish?\x94

\x93And the man?\x94

\x93Oh, they say he\x92ll get scarcely anything, if anything. Two or three
months, perhaps. He is \x91protected.\x92 It makes my blood boil.\x94

Artois was silent, waiting for her to say more, to ask questions.

\x93The only thing is--Vere, Emile,\x94 she said.

\x93Vere?\x94

\x93Yes. You know how friendly she is with the servants. I like her to be.
But of course till now they have been all right--so far as I know.\x94

\x93You do well to add that proviso.\x94

\x93Peppina would not wait on us. She would be in the kitchen. Am I
justified in taking her? Of course I could help her with money. If I had
not seen her, talked to her, that is what I should have done, no doubt.
But she wants--she wants everything, peace, a decent home, pure air. I
feel she wants the island.\x94

\x93And the other servants?\x94

\x93They need only know she was attacked. They need not know her past
history. But all that does not matter. It is only the question of Vere
that troubles me.\x94

\x93You mean that you are not decided whether you ought to bring into the
house with Vere a girl who is not as Vere is?\x94

\x93Yes.\x94

\x93And you want me to advise you?\x94

\x93Yes.\x94

\x93I can\x92t do that, Hermione.\x94

She looked at him almost as if she were startled.

\x93Why not? I always rely--\x94

\x93No, no. This is not a man\x92s business, my business.\x94

He spoke with an odd brusqueness, and there were traces of agitation in
his face. Hermione did not at all understand what feeling was prompting
him, but again, as on the previous evening, she felt as if there were a
barrier between them--very slight, perhaps, very shadowy, but definite
nevertheless. There was no longer complete frankness in their relations.
At moments her friend seemed to be subtly dominated by some secret
irritation, or anxiety, which she did not comprehend. She had been aware
of it yesterday. She was aware of it now. After his last exclamation she
said nothing.

\x93You are going to this girl now?\x94 he asked.

\x93I mean to. Yes, I shall go.\x94

She sat still for a minute, looking down at the pink-and-yellow carpet.

\x93And what will you do?\x94

She looked up at him.

\x93I think I shall take her to the island. I am almost sure I shall.
Emile, I don\x92t believe in cowardice, and I sometimes think I am inclined
to be a coward about Vere. She is growing up. She will be seventeen
this year, very soon. There are girls who marry at sixteen, even English
girls.\x94

\x93That is true.\x94

She could gather nothing from his tone; and now his face was perfectly
calm.

\x93My instinct is to keep Vere just as she is, to preserve the loveliness
of childhood in her as long as possible, to keep away from her all
knowledge of sin, sorrow, the things that distract and torture the
world. But I mustn\x92t be selfish about Vere. I mustn\x92t keep her wrapped
in cotton wool. That is unwholesome. And, after all, Vere must have her
life apart from me. Last night I realized that strongly.\x94

\x93Last night?\x94

\x93Yes, from the way in which she treated the Marchese, and later
from something else. Last night Vere showed two sides of a woman\x92s
nature--the capacity to hold her own, what is vulgarly called \x91to keep
her distance,\x92 and the capacity to be motherly.\x94

\x93Was Vere motherly to the Marchesino, then?\x94 asked Artois, not without
irony.

\x93No--to Ruffo.\x94

\x93That boy? But where was he last night?\x94

\x93When we got back to the island, and the launch had gone off, Vere and I
stood for a minute at the foot of the steps to listen to the roaring of
the sea. Vere loves the sea.\x94

\x93I know that.\x94

As he spoke he thought of something that Hermione did not know.

\x93The pool was protected, and under the lee of the island it was
comparatively calm. But the rain was falling in torrents. There was
one fishing-boat in the pool, close to where we were, and as we were
standing and listening, Vere said, suddenly, \x91Madre, that\x92s Ruffo\x92s
boat!\x92 I asked her how she knew--because he has changed into another
boat lately--she had told me that. \x91I saw his head,\x92 she answered. \x91He\x92s
there and he\x92s not asleep. Poor boy, in all this rain!\x92 Ruffo has been
ill with fever, as I told you, and when Vere said that I remembered it
at once.\x94

\x93Had you told Vere yet?\x94 interposed Artois.

\x93No. But I did then. Emile, she showed an agitation that--well, it was
almost strange, I think. She begged me to make him come into the house
and spend the night there, safe from the wind and the rain.\x94

\x93And you did, of course?\x94

\x93Yes. He was looking very pale and shaky. The men let him come. They
were nice and sympathetic. I think they are fond of the boy.\x94

\x93Ruffo seems to know how to attract people to him.\x94

\x93Yes.\x94

\x93And so Vere played the mother to Ruffo?\x94

\x93Yes. I never saw that side of her before. She was a woman then.
Eventually Ruffo slept with Gaspare.\x94

\x93And how did Gaspare accept the situation?\x94

\x93Better than I should have expected. I think he likes Ruffo personally,
though he is inclined to be suspicious and jealous of any strangers
who come into our lives. But I haven\x92t had time to talk to him this
morning.\x94

\x93Is Ruffo still in the house?\x94

\x93Oh no. He went off in the boat. They came for him about eight.\x94

\x93Ah!\x94

Artois went to the window and looked out. But now he saw nothing,
although the three women were still talking and gesticulating on the
terrace of the bath-house, more fishing-boats were being towed or rowed
out into the Bay, carts were passing by, and people were strolling in
the sun.

\x93You say that Vere showed agitation last night?\x94 he said, turning round
after a moment.

\x93About Ruffo\x92s illness? It really almost amounted to that. But Vere was
certainly excited. Didn\x92t you notice it?\x94

\x93I think she was.\x94

\x93Emile,\x94 Hermione said, after an instant of hesitation, \x93you remember my
saying to you the other day that Vere was not a stranger to me?\x94

\x93Yes, quite well.\x94

\x93You said nothing--I don\x92t think you agreed. Well, since that day--only
since then--I have sometimes felt that there is much in Vere that I do
not understand, much that is hidden from me. Has she changed lately?\x94

\x93She is at an age when development seems sudden, and is often striking,
even startling.\x94

\x93I don\x92t know why, but--but I dread something,\x94 Hermione said. \x93I feel
as if--no, I don\x92t know what I feel. But if Vere should ever drift away
from me I don\x92t know how I could bear it. A boy--one expects him to go
out into the world. But a girl! I want to keep Vere. I must keep Vere.
If anything else were to be taken from me I don\x92t think I could bear
it.\x94

\x93Vere loves you. Be sure of that.\x94

\x93Yes.\x94

Hermione got up.

\x93Well, you won\x92t give me your advice?\x94

\x93No, Hermione.\x94

He looked at her steadily.

\x93You must treat Vere as you think best, order her life as you think
right. In some things you do wisely to consult me. But in this you must
rely on yourself. Let your heart teach you. Do not ask questions of my
head.\x94

\x93Your head!\x94 she exclaimed.

There was a trace of disappointment, even of surprise, in her voice.
She looked at him as if she were going to say more, but again she was
disconcerted by something in his look, his attitude.

\x93Well, good-bye, Emile.\x94

\x93I will come with you to the lift.\x94

He went with her and touched the electric bell. As they waited for a
moment he added:

\x93I should like to have an evening quietly on the island.\x94

\x93Come to-night, or whenever you like. Don\x92t fix a time. Come when the
inclination whispers--\x91I want to be with friends.\x92\x94

He pressed her hand.

\x93Shall I see Peppina?\x94

\x93Chi lo sa?\x94

\x93And Ruffo?\x94

She laughed.

\x93The Marchesino, too, perhaps.\x94

\x93No,\x94 said Artois, emphatically. \x93Disfigured girls and fisher-boys--as
many as you like, but not the alta aristocrazia Napoletana.\x94

\x93But I thought--\x94

\x93I like Doro, but--I like him in his place.\x94

\x93And his place?\x94

\x93Is not the island--when I wish to be quiet there.\x94

The lift descended. Artois went out once more onto the balcony, and
watched her get into the carriage and drive away towards Naples. She did
not look up again.

\x93She has gone to fetch that girl Peppina,\x94 Artois said to himself, \x93and
I might have prevented it.\x94

He knew very well the reason why he had not interfered. He had not
interfered because he had wished too much to interfere. The desire had
been strong enough to startle him, to warn him.

An islet! That suggests isolation. Like Hermione, he wished to isolate
Vere, to preserve her as she was in character. He did not know when the
wish had first been consciously in his mind, but he knew that since he
had been consulted by Vere, since she had broken through her reserve and
submitted to him her poems, unveiling for him alone what was really to
her a holy of holies, the wish had enormously increased. He told himself
that Vere was unique, and that he longed to keep her unique, so that the
talent he discerned in her might remain unaffected. How great her talent
was he did not know. He would not know, perhaps, for a very long time.
But it was definite, it was intimate. It was Vere\x92s talent, no one
else\x92s.

He had made up his mind very soon about Hermione\x92s incapacity to produce
work of value. Although Vere was such a child, so inexperienced, so
innocent, so cloistered, he knew at once that he dared not dash her
hopes. It was possible that she might eventually become what her mother
certainly could never be.

But she must not be interfered with. Her connection with the sea
must not be severed. And people were coming into her life--Ruffo, the
Marchesino, and now this wounded girl Peppina.

Artois felt uneasy. He wished Hermione were less generous-hearted, less
impulsive. She looked on him as a guide, a check. He knew that. But this
time he would not exercise his prerogative. Ruffo he did not mind--at
least he thought he did not. The boy was a sea creature. He might even
be an inspiring force to Vere. Something Artois had read had taught him
that. And Ruffo interested him, attracted him too.

But he hated Vere\x92s acquaintance with the Marchesino. He knew that the
Marchesino would make love to her. And the knowledge was odious to him.
Let Vere be loved by the sea, but by no man as yet.

And this girl, Peppina?

He thought of the horrors of Naples, of the things that happen \x93behind
the shutter,\x94 of the lives led by some men and women, some boys and
girls of the great city beneath the watching volcano. He thought of
evenings he had spent in the Galleria. He saw before him an old woman
about whom he had often wondered. Always at night, and often in the
afternoon, she walked in the Galleria. She was invariably alone. The
first time he had seen her he had noticed her because she had a slightly
humped back. Her hair was snow white, and was drawn away from her long,
pale face and carefully arranged under a modest bonnet. She carried a
small umbrella and a tiny bag. Glancing at her casually, he had supposed
her to be a respectable widow of the borghese class. But then he had
seen her again and again, and by degrees he had come to believe that she
was something very different. And then one night in late spring he had
seen her in a new light dress with white thread gloves. And she
had noticed him watching her, and had cast upon him a look that was
unmistakable, a look from the world \x93behind the shutter\x94; and he had
understood. Then she had followed him persistently. When he sat before
the \x93Gran caffe\x94 sipping his coffee and listening to the orchestra of
women that plays on the platform outside the caffe, she had passed and
repassed, always casting upon him that glance of sinister understanding,
of invitation, of dreary wickedness that sought for, and believed that
it had found, an answering wickedness in him.

Terrible old woman! Peppina\x92s aunt might well be like that. And Peppina
would sleep, perhaps to-night, in the Casa del Mare, under the same roof
as Vere.

He resolved to go that evening to the island, to see Peppina, to see
Vere. He wished, too, to have a little talk with Gaspare about Ruffo.

The watch-dog instinct, which dwelt also in Gaspare, was alive in him.

But to-day it was alive to do service for Vere, not for Hermione. He
knew that, and said to himself that it was natural. For Hermione was a
woman, with experience of life; but Vere was only upon the threshold of
the world. She needed protection more than Hermione.

Some time ago, when he was returning to Naples from the island on an
evening of scirocco, Artois had in thought transferred certain hopes
of his from Hermione to Vere. He had said to himself that he must
henceforth hope for Hermione in Vere.

Now was he not transferring something else from the mother to the child?



CHAPTER XV

Artois had intended to go that evening to the island. But he did not
fulfil his intention. When the sun began to sink he threw a light coat
over his arm and walked down to the harbor of Santa Lucia. A boatman
whom he knew met him and said:

\x93Shall I take you to the island, Signore?\x94

Artois was there to take a boat. He meant to say yes. Yet when the man
spoke he answered no. The fellow turned away and found another customer.
Two or three minutes later Artois saw his boat drawing out to sea in the
direction of Posilipo. It was a still evening, and very clear after the
storm of the preceding night. Artois longed to be in that travelling
boat, longed to see the night come from the summit of the island with
Hermione and Vere. But he resisted the sea, its wide peace, its subtle
summons, called a carriage and drove to the Galleria. Arrived there,
he took his seat at a little table outside the \x93Gran Caffe,\x94 ordered a
small dinner, and, while he was eating it, watched the people strolling
up and down, seeking among them for a figure that he knew.

As the hour drew near for the music to begin, and the girls dressed in
white came out one by one to the platform that, surrounded by a white
railing edged with red velvet, is built out beyond the caffe to face the
crowd, the number of promenaders increased, and many stood still waiting
for the first note, and debating the looks of the players. Others
thronged around Artois, taking possession of the many little tables, and
calling for ices, lemon-water, syrups, and liqueurs. Priests, soldiers,
sailors, students, actors--who assemble in the Galleria to seek
engagements--newsboys, and youths whose faces suggested that they were
\x93ruffiani,\x94 mingled with foreigners who had come from the hotels and
from the ships in the harbor, and whose demeanor was partly curious
and partly suspicious, as of one who longs to probe the psychology of a
thief while safely guarding his pockets. The buzz of voices, the tramp
of feet, gained a peculiar and vivid sonorousness from the high and
vaulted roof; and in the warm air, under the large and winking electric
lights, the perpetually moving figures looked strangely capricious,
hungry, determined, furtive, ardent, and intent. On their little stands
the electric fans whirred as they slowly revolved, casting an artificial
breeze upon pallid faces, and around the central dome the angels with
gilded wings lifted their right arms as if pointing the unconscious
multitude the difficult way to heaven.

A priest sat down with two companions at the table next to Artois.
He had a red cord round his shaggy black hat. His face was like a
parroquet\x92s, with small, beady eyes full of an unintellectual sharpness.
His plump body suggested this world, and his whole demeanor, the
movements of his dimpled, dirty hands, and of his protruding lips, the
attitude of his extended legs, the pose of his coarse shoulders, seemed
hostile to things mystical. He munched an ice, and swallowed hasty
draughts of iced water, talking the while with a sort of gluttonous
vivacity. Artois looked at him and heard, with his imagination, the
sound of the bell at the Elevation, and saw the bowed heads of the
crouching worshippers. The irony of life, that is the deepest mystery of
life, came upon him like the wave of some Polar sea. He looked up at the
gilded angels, then dropped his eyes and saw what he had come to see.

Slowly threading her way through the increasing throng, came the old
woman whom he had watched so often and by whom he had been watched.
To-night she had on her summer dress, a respectable, rather shiny gown
of grayish mauve, a bonnet edged with white ribbon, a pair of white
thread gloves. She carried her little bag and a small Japanese fan.
Walking in a strange, flat-footed way that was peculiar to her, and
glancing narrowly about her, yet keeping her hand almost still, she
advanced towards the band-stand. As she came opposite to Artois the
orchestra of women struck up the \x93Valse Noir,\x94 and the old woman stood
still, impeded by the now dense crowd of listeners. While the demurely
sinister music ran its course, she remained absolutely immobile. Artois
watched her with a keen interest.

It had come into his mind that she was the aunt of Peppina, the
disfigured girl, who perhaps to-night was sleeping in the Casa del Mare
with Vere.

Presently, attracted, no doubt, by his gaze, the old woman looked across
at Artois and met his eyes. Instantly a sour and malignant expression
came into her long, pale face, and she drew up a corner of her upper
lip, as a dog sometimes does, showing a tooth that was like a menace.

She was secretly cursing Artois.

He knew why. Encouraged by his former observation of her, she had
scented a client in him and had been deceived, and this deception had
bred within her an acrid hatred of him. To-night he would chase away
that hatred. For he meant to speak to her. The old woman looked away
from him, holding her head down as if in cold disdain. Artois read
easily what was passing in her mind. She believed him wicked, but
nervous in his wickedness, desirous of her services but afraid to invite
them. And she held him in the uttermost contempt. Well, to-night he
would undeceive her on one point at least. He kept his eyes upon her
so firmly that she looked at him again. This time he made a sign of
recognition, of understanding. She stared as if in suspicious amazement.
He glanced towards the dome, then at her once more. At this moment the
waiter came up. Artois paid his bill slowly and ostentatiously. As he
counted out the money upon the little tray he looked up once, and saw
the eyes in the long, pale face of the venerable temptress glitter while
they watched. The music ceased, the crowd before the platform broke
up, and began quickly to melt away. Only the woman waited, holding her
little bag and her cheap Japanese fan.

Artois drew out a cigar, lit it slowly, then got up, and began to move
out among the tables.

The priest looked after him, spoke rapidly to his companions, and burst
into a throaty laugh which was loudly echoed.

\x93Maria Fortunata is in luck to-night!\x94 said some one.

Then the band began again, the waiter came with more ices, and the tall,
long-bearded forestiere was forgotten.

Without glancing at the woman, Artois strolled slowly on. Many people
looked at him, but none spoke to him, for he was known now, as each
stranger who stays long in Naples is known, summed up, labelled, and
either ignored or pestered. The touts and the ruffiani were aware
that it was no use to pester the Frenchman, and even the decrepit
and indescribably seedy old men who hover before the huge plate-glass
windows of the photograph shops, or linger near the entrance to the
cinematograph, never peeped at him out of the corners of their bloodshot
eyes or whispered a word of the white slaves in his ear.

When he was beneath the dome, and could see the light gleaming upon the
wings of the pointing angels, Artois seemed to be aware of an individual
step among the many feet behind him, a step soft, furtive, and
obstinate, that followed him like a fate\x92s. He glanced up at the angels.
A melancholy and half-bitter smile came to his lips. Then he turned to
the right and made his way still slowly towards the Via Roma, always
crowded from the early afternoon until late into the night. As he went,
as he pushed through the mob of standing men at the entrance of the
Galleria, and crossed the street to the far side, from which innumerable
narrow and evil-looking alleys stretch away into the darkness up the
hill, the influence of the following old woman increased upon him,
casting upon him like a mist her hateful eagerness. He desired to be rid
of it, and, quickening his walk, he turned into the first alley he came
to, walked a little way up it, until he was in comparative solitude and
obscurity, then stopped and abruptly turned.

The shiny, grayish mauve gown and the white-trimmed bonnet were close to
him. Between them he faintly perceived a widely smiling face, and from
this face broke at once a sickly torrent of speech, half Neapolitan
dialect, half bastard French.

\x93Silenzio!\x94 Artois said, sternly.

The old harridan stopped in surprise, showing her tooth.

\x93What has become of Peppina?\x94

\x93Maria Santissima!\x94 she ejaculated, moving back a step in the darkness.

She paused. Then she said:

\x93You know Peppina!\x94

She came forward again, quite up to him, and peered into his face,
seeking there for an ugly truth which till now had been hidden from her.

\x93What had you to do with Peppina?\x94

\x93Nothing. Tell me about her, and--\x94

He put his hand to the inside pocket of his coat, and showed her the
edge of a little case containing paper notes. The woman misunderstood
him. He knew that by her face, which for the moment was as a
battle-field on which lust fought with a desperate anger of
disappointment. Then cunning came to stop the battle.

\x93You have heard of Peppina, Signore? You have never seen her?\x94

Artois played with her for a moment.

\x93Never.\x94

Her smile widened. She put up her thin hands to her hair, her bonnet,
coquettishly.

\x93There is not a girl in Naples as beautiful as Peppina. Mother of--\x94

But the game was too loathsome with such a player.

\x93Beautiful! Macche!\x94

He laughed, made a gesture of pulling out a knife and smashing his face
with it.

\x93Beautiful! Per Dio!\x94

The coquetry, the cunning, dropped out of the long, pale face.

\x93The Signore knows?\x94

\x93Ma si! All Naples knows.\x94

The old woman\x92s face became terrible. Her two hands shot up, dropped,
shot up again, imprecating, cursing the world, the sky, the whole scheme
of the universe, it seemed. She chattered like an ape. Artois soothed
her with a ten-lire note.

That night, when he went back to the hotel, he had heard the
aunt\x92s version of Peppina, and knew--that which really he had known
before--that Hermione had taken her to live on the island.

Hermione! What was she? An original, clever and blind, great-hearted and
unwise. An enthusiast, one created to be carried away.

Never would she grow really old, never surely would the primal fires
within her die down into the gray ashes that litter so many of the
hearths by which age sits, a bleak, uncomely shadow.

And Peppina was on the island, a girl from the stews of Naples; not
wicked, perhaps, rather wronged, injured by life--nevertheless, the
niece of that horror of the Galleria.

He thought of Vere and shuddered.

Next day towards four o\x92clock the Marchesino strolled into Artois\x92 room,
with a peculiarly impudent look of knowledge upon his face.

\x93Buon giorno, Caro Emilio,\x94 he said. \x93Are you busy?\x94

\x93Not specially.\x94

\x93Will you come with me for a stroll in the Villa? Will you come to see
the gathering together of the geese?\x94

\x93Che Diavolo! What\x92s that?\x94

\x93This summer the Marchesa Pontini has organized a sort of club, which
meets in the Villa every day except Sundays. Three days the meeting is
in the morning, three days in the afternoon. The silliest people of the
aristocracy belong to this club, and the Marchesa is the mother goose.
Ecco! Will you come, or--or have you some appointment?\x94 He smiled in his
friend\x92s face.

Artois wondered, but could not divine, what was at the back of his mind.

\x93No, I had thought of going on the sea.\x94

\x93Or to the Toledo, perhaps?\x94

The Marchesino laughed happily.

\x93The Toledo? Why should I go there?\x94

\x93Non lo so. Put on your chapeau and come. Il fait tres beau cet
apres-midi.\x94

Doro was very proud of his French, which made Artois secretly shiver,
and generally spoke it when he was in specially good spirits, or was
feeling unusually mischievous. As they walked along the sea-front a
moment later, he continued in Italian:

\x93You were not at the island yesterday, Emilio?\x94

\x93No. Were you?\x94

\x93I naturally called to know how the ladies were after that terrible
storm. What else could I do?\x94

\x93And how were they?\x94

\x93The Signora was in Naples, and of course the Signorina could not have
received me alone. But the saints were with me, Emilio. I met her on
the sea; quite by herself, on the sea of the Saint\x92s pool. She was lying
back in a little boat, with no hat on, her hands behind her head--so,
and her eyes--her beautiful eyes, Emilio, were full of dreams, of dreams
of the sea.\x94

\x93How do you know that?\x94 said Artois, rather sharply.

\x93Cosa?\x94

\x93How do you know the Signorina was dreaming of the sea? Did she--did she
tell you?\x94

\x93No, but I am sure. We walked together from the boats. I told her she
was an enchantress of the sea, the spirit of the wave--I told her!\x94

He spread out his hands, rejoicing in the remembrance of his graceful
compliments.

\x93The Signorina was delighted, but she could not stay long. She had a
slight headache and was a little tired after the storm. But she would
have liked to ask me to the house. She was longing to. I could see
that.\x94

He seized his mustache.

\x93She turned her head away, trying to conceal from me her desire, but--\x94

He laughed.

\x93Le donne! Le donne!\x94 he happily exclaimed.

Artois found himself wondering why, until Doro had made the acquaintance
of the dwellers on the island, he had never wished to smack his smooth,
complacent cheeks.

They turned from the sea into the broad walk of the Villa, and walked
towards the kiosk. Near it, on the small, green chairs, were some ladies
swathed in gigantic floating-veils, talking to two or three very smart
young men in white suits and straw hats, who leaned forward eying them
steadily with a determined yet rather vacuous boldness that did not
disconcert them. One of the ladies, dressed in black-and-white check,
was immensely stout. She seemed to lead the conversation, which was
carried on with extreme vivacity in very loud and not melodious voices.

\x93Ecco the gathering of the geese!\x94 said the Marchesino, touching Artois
on the arm. \x93And that\x94--he pointed to the stout lady, who at this moment
tossed her head till her veil swung loose like a sail suddenly
deserted by the wind--\x93is the goose-mother. Buona sera, Marchesa! Buona
sera--molto piacere. Carlo, buona sera--a rivederci, Contessa! A questa
sera.\x94

He showed his splendid teeth in a fixed but winning smile, and, hat in
hand, went by, walking from his hips. Then, replacing his hat on his
head, he added to his friend:

\x93The Marchesa is always hoping that the Duchessa d\x92Aosta will come
one day, if only for a moment, to smile upon the geese. But--well, the
Duchessa prefers to climb to the fourth story to see the poor. She has a
heart. Let us sit here, Emilio.\x94

They sat down under the trees, and the Marchesino looked at his pointed
boots for a moment in silence, pushing forward his under lip until his
blond mustache touched the jaunty tip of his nose. Then he began to
laugh, still looking before him.

\x93Emilio! Emilio!\x94

He shook his head repeatedly.

\x93Emilio mio! And that you should be asking me to show you Naples! It is
too good! C\x92est parfait!\x94

The Marchesino turned towards Artois.

\x93And Maria Fortunata! Santa Maria of the Toledo, the white-haired
protectress of the strangers! Emilio--you might have come to me! But you
do not trust me. Ecco! You do not--\x94

Artois understood.

\x93You saw me last night?\x94

\x93Ma si! All Naples saw you. Do you not know that the Galleria is
full--but full--of eyes?\x94

\x93Va bene! But you don\x92t understand.\x94

\x93Emilio!\x94

He shrugged his shoulders, lifted his hands, his eyebrows. His whole
being seemed as if it were about to mount ironically towards heaven.

\x93You don\x92t understand. I repeat it.\x94

Artois spoke quietly, but there was a sound in his voice which caused
his frivolous companion to stare at him with an inquiry that was, for a
moment, almost sulky.

\x93You forget, Doro, how old I am.\x94

\x93What has that to do with it?\x94

\x93You forget--\x94

Artois was about to allude to his real self, to point out the
improbability of a man so mental, so known, so travelled as he was,
falling like a school-boy publicly into a sordid adventure. But he
stopped, realizing the uselessness of such an explanation. And he could
not tell the Marchesino the truth of his shadowy colloquy in a by-street
with the old creature from behind the shutter.

\x93You have made a mistake about me,\x94 he said. \x93But it is of no
consequence. Look! There is another goose coming.\x94

He pointed with his cane in the direction of the chatterers near the
kiosk.

\x93It is papa! It is papa!\x94

\x93Pardon! I did not recognize--\x94

The Marchesino got up.

\x93Let us go there. The Marchesa with papa--it is better than the
Compagnia Scarpetta! I will present you.\x94

But Artois was in no mood for a cataract of nothingness.

\x93Not now,\x94 he said. \x93I have--\x94

The Marchesino shot a cruel glance of impudent comprehension at him, and
touched his left hand in token of farewell.

\x93I know! I know! The quickest horse to the Toledo. A-ah! A-ah! May the
writer\x92s saint go with you! Addio, mio caro!\x94

There was a hint of real malice in his voice. He cocked his hat and
strutted away towards the veils and the piercing voices. Artois stared
after him for a moment, then walked across the garden to the sea, and
leaned against the low wall looking towards Capri. He was vexed at this
little episode--unreasonably vexed. In his friend Doro he now discerned
a possible enemy. An Italian who has trusted does not easily forgive if
he is not trusted in return. Artois was conscious of a dawning hostility
in the Marchesino. No doubt he could check it. Doro was essentially
good-tempered and light-hearted. He could check it by an exhibition
of frankness. But this frankness was impossible to him, and as it was
impossible he must allow Doro to suspect him of sordid infamies. He
knew, of course, the Neapolitan\x92s habitual disbelief in masculine
virtue, and did not mind it. Then why should he mind Doro\x92s laughing
thought of himself as one of the elderly crew who cling to forbidden
pleasures? Why should he feel sore, angry, almost insulted?

Vere rose before him, as one who came softly to bring him the answer to
his questionings. And he knew that his vexation arose from the secret
apprehension of a future in which he would desire to stand between her
and the Marchesino with clean hands, and tell Doro certain truths which
are universal, not national. Such truths would come ill from one whom
the lectured held unclean.

As he walked home to the hotel his vexation grew.

When he was once more in his room he remembered his remark to Hermione,
\x93We shall have many quiet, happy evenings together this summer, I hope,\x94
 and her strange and doubtful reply. And because he felt himself invaded
by her doubts he resolved to set out for the island. If he took a boat
at once he could be there between six and seven o\x92clock.

And perhaps he would see the new occupant of the Casa del Mare. Perhaps
he would see Peppina.



CHAPTER XVI

\x93I have come, you see,\x94 said Artois that evening, as he entered
Hermione\x92s room, \x93to have the first of our quiet, happy evenings, about
which you were so doubtful.\x94

\x93Was I?\x94

She smiled at him from her seat between the big windows.

Outside the door he had, almost with a sudden passion, dismissed the
vague doubts and apprehensions that beset him. He came with a definite
brightness, a strong intimacy, holding out his hands, intent really on
forcing Fate to weave her web in accordance with his will.

\x93We women are full of little fears, even the bravest of us. Chase mine
away, Emile.\x94

He sat down.

\x93What are they?\x94

She shook her head.

\x93Formless--or almost. But perhaps that adds to the uneasiness they
inspire. To put them into words would be impossible.\x94

\x93Away with them!\x94

\x93Willingly.\x94

Her eyes seemed to be asking him questions, to be not quite satisfied,
not quite sure of something.

\x93What is it?\x94 he asked.

\x93I wonder if you have it in you to be angry with me.\x94

\x93Make your confession.\x94

\x93I have Peppina here.\x94

\x93Of course.\x94

\x93You knew--?\x94

\x93I have known you as an impulsive for--how many years? Why should you
change?\x94

He looked at her in silence for a moment. Then he continued:

\x93Sometimes you remind me--in spots, as it were--of George Sand.\x94

She laughed, not quite without bitterness.

\x93In spots, indeed!\x94

\x93She described herself once in a book as having \x91a great facility\x92 for
illusions, a blind benevolence of judgment, a tenderness of heart that
was inexhaustible--\x94

\x93Oh!\x94

\x93Wait! From these qualities, she said, came hurry, mistakes innumerable,
heroic devotion to objects that were worthless, much weakness,
tremendous disappointments.\x94

Hermione said nothing, but sat still looking grave.

\x93Well? Don\x92t you recognize something of yourself in the catalogue, my
friend?\x94

\x93Have I a great facility for illusions? Am I capable of heroic devotion
to worthless objects?\x94

Suddenly Artois remembered all he knew and she did not know.

\x93At least you act hastily often,\x94 he said evasively. \x93And I think you
are often so concentrated upon the person who stands, perhaps suffering,
immediately before you, that you forget who is on the right, who is on
the left.\x94

\x93Emile, I asked your advice yesterday, and you would not give it me.\x94

\x93A fair hit!\x94 he said. \x93And so Peppina is here. How did the servants
receive her?\x94

\x93I think they were rather surprised. Of course they don\x92t know the
truth.\x94

\x93They will within--shall we say twenty-four hours, or less?\x94

\x93How can they? Peppina won\x92t tell them.\x94

\x93You are sure? And when Gaspare goes into Naples to \x91fare la spesa\x92?\x94

\x93I told Gaspare last night.\x94

\x93That was wisdom. You understand your watch-dog\x92s character.\x94

\x93You grant that Gaspare is not an instance of a worthless object made
the recipient of my heroic devotion?\x94

\x93Give him all you like,\x94 said Artois, with warmth. \x93You will never
repent of that. Was he angry when you told him?\x94

\x93I think he was.\x94

\x93Why?\x94

\x93I heard him saying \x91Testa della Madonna!\x92 as he was leaving me.\x94

Artois could not help smiling.

\x93And Vere?\x94 he said, looking directly at her.

\x93I have not told Vere anything about Peppina\x92s past,\x94 Hermione said,
rather hastily. \x93I do not intend to. I explained that Peppina had had a
sad life and had been attacked by a man who had fallen in love with her,
and for whom she didn\x92t care.\x94

\x93And Vere was all sympathy and pity?\x94 said Artois, gently.

\x93She didn\x92t seem much interested, I thought. She scarcely seemed to be
listening. I don\x92t believe she has seen Peppina yet. When we arrived she
was shut up in her room.\x94

As she spoke she was looking at him, and she saw a slight change come
over his face.

\x93Do you think--\x94 she began, and paused. \x93I wonder if she was reading,\x94
 she added, slowly, after a moment.

\x93Even the children have their secrets,\x94 he answered. As he spoke he
turned his head and looked out of the window towards Ischia. \x93How clear
it is to-night! There will be no storm.\x94

\x93No. We can dine outside. I have told them.\x94 Her voice sounded slightly
constrained. \x93I will go and call Vere,\x94 she added.

\x93She is in the house?\x94

\x93I think so.\x94

She went out, shutting the door behind her.

So Vere was working. Artois felt sure that her conversation with him had
given to her mind, perhaps to her heart, too, an impulse that had
caused an outburst of young energy. Ah! the blessed ardors of youth! How
beautiful they are, and, even in their occasional absurdity, how sacred.
What Hermione had said had made him realize acutely the influence which
his celebrity and its cause--the self that had made it--must have upon a
girl who was striving as Vere was. He felt a thrill of pleasure, even of
triumph, that startled him, so seldom now, jealous and careful as he was
of his literary reputation, did he draw any definite joy from it. Would
Vere ever do something really good? He found himself longing that she
might, as the proud godparent longs for his godchild to gain prizes.
He remembered the line at the close of Maeterlinck\x92s \x93Pelleas and
Melisande,\x94 a line that had gone like a silver shaft into this soul when
he first heard it--\x93Maintenant c\x92est au tour de la pauvre petite\x94 (Now
it\x92s the child\x92s turn.)

\x93Now it\x92s the child\x92s turn,\x94 he said it to himself, forming the words
with his lips. At that moment he was freed entirely from the selfishness
of age, and warm with a generous and noble sympathy with youth, its
aspirations, its strivings, its winged hopes. He got up from his chair.
He had a longing to go to Vere and tell her all he was feeling,
a longing to pour into her--as just then he could have poured
it--inspiration molten in a long-tried furnace. He had no need of any
one but Vere.

The doors opened and Hermione came back.

\x93Vere is coming, Emile,\x94 she said.

\x93You told her I was here?\x94

She looked at him swiftly, as if the ringing sound in his voice had
startled her.

\x93Yes. She is glad, I know. Dear little Vere!\x94

Her voice was dull, and she spoke--or he fancied so--rather
mechanically. He remembered all she did not know and was conscious of
her false position. In their intercourse she had so often, so generally,
been the enthusiastic sympathizer. More than she knew she had inspired
him.

\x93Dear Hermione! How good it is to be here with you!\x94 he said, turning
towards her the current of his sympathy. \x93As one grows old one clings
to the known, the proved. That passion at least increases while so many
others fade away, the passion for all that is faithful in a shifting
world, for all that is real, that does not suffer corruption,
disintegration! How adorable is Time where Time is powerless!\x94

\x93Is Time ever powerless?\x94 she said. \x93Ah, here is Vere!\x94

They dined outside upon the terrace facing Vesuvius. Artois sat between
mother and child. Vere was very quiet. Her excitement, her almost
feverish gayety of the evening of the storm had vanished. To-night
dreams hung in her eyes. And the sea was quiet as she was, repentant
surely of its former furies. There seemed something humble, something
pleading in its murmur, as if it asked forgiveness and promised
amendment.

The talk was chiefly between Hermione and Artois. It was not very
animated. Perhaps the wide peace of the evening influenced their minds.
When coffee was carried out Artois lit his pipe, and fell into
complete silence, watching the sea. Giulia brought to Hermione a bit
of embroidery on which she was working, cleared away the dessert and
quietly disappeared. From the house now and then came a sound of voices,
of laughter. It died away, and the calm of the coming night, the calm
of the silent trio that faced it, seemed to deepen as if in delicate
protest against the interference. The stillness of Nature to-night was
very natural. But was the human stillness natural? Presently Artois,
suddenly roused, he knew not why, to self-consciousness, found himself
wondering. Vere lay back in her wicker chair like one at ease. Hermione
was leaning forward over her work with her eyes bent steadily upon it.
Far off across the sea the smoke from the summit of Vesuvius was dyed at
regular intervals by the red fire that issued from the entrails of
the mountain. Silently it rose from its hidden world, glowed angrily,
menacingly, faded, then glowed again. And the life that is in fire, and
that seems to some the most intense of all the forces of life, stirred
Artois from his peace. The pulse of the mountain, whose regular beating
was surely indicated by the regularly recurring glow of the rising
flame, seemed for a moment to be sounding in his ears, and, with it, all
the pulses that were beating through the world. And he thought of the
calm of their bodies, of Hermione\x92s, of Vere\x92s, of his own, as he had
thought of the calm of the steely sky, the steely sea, that had preceded
the bursting of the storm that came from Ischia. He thought of it as
something unnatural, something almost menacing, a sort of combined lie
that strove to conceal, to deny, the leaping fires of the soul.

Suddenly Vere got up and went quietly away. While she had been with them
silence had been easy. Directly she was gone Artois felt that it was
difficult, in another moment that it was no longer possible.

\x93Am I to see Peppina to-night?\x94 he asked.

\x93Do you wish to?\x94

Hermione\x92s hands moved a little faster about their work when he spoke.

\x93I feel a certain interest in her, as I should in any new inhabitant of
the island. A very confined space seems always to heighten the influence
of human personality, I think. On your rock everybody must mean a good
deal, perhaps more than you realize, Hermione.\x94

\x93I am beginning to realize that,\x94 she answered, quietly. \x93Perhaps they
mean too much. I wonder if it is wise to live as we do?\x94

\x93In such comparative isolation, you mean?\x94

\x93Yes.\x94

She laid her work down in her lap.

\x93I\x92m afraid that by nature I am a monopolist,\x94 she said. \x93And as I could
never descend into the arena of life to struggle to keep what I have, if
others desired to take it from me, I am inclined jealously to guard it.\x94

She took up her work again.

\x93I\x92ve been thinking that I am rather like the dog that buries his bone,\x94
 she added, bending once more over the embroidery.

\x93Are you thinking of--of your husband?\x94

\x93Yes, and of Vere. I isolated myself with Maurice. Now I am isolating
myself with Vere. Perhaps it is unwise, weak, this instinct to keep out
the world.\x94

\x93Are you thinking of changing your mode of life, then?\x94 he asked.

In his voice there was a sound of anxiety which she noticed.

\x93Perhaps. I don\x92t know.\x94

She glanced at him and away, and he thought that there was something
strange in her eyes. After a pause, she said:

\x93What would you advise?\x94

\x93Surely you are happy here. And--and Vere is happy.\x94

\x93Vere is happy--yes.\x94

He realized the thoughtlessness of his first sentence.

\x93But I must think of Vere\x92s development. Lately, in these last days, I
have been realizing that Vere is moving, is beginning to move very
fast. Perhaps it is time to bring her into contact with more people.
Perhaps--\x94

\x93You once asked my advice,\x94 he interrupted. \x93I give it now. Leave Vere
alone. What she needs she will obtain. Have no fear of that.\x94

\x93You are sure?\x94

\x93Quite sure. Sometimes, often, the children know instinctively more than
their elders know by experience.\x94

Hermione\x92s lips trembled.

\x93Sometimes,\x94 she said, in a low voice, \x93I think Vere knows far more
than I do. But--but I often feel that I am very blind, very stupid. You
called me an impulsive--I suppose I am one. But if I don\x92t follow my
impulses, what am I to follow? One must have a guide.\x94

\x93Yes, and reason is often such a dull one, like a verger throwing one
over a cathedral and destroying its mystery and its beauty with every
word he speaks. When one is young one does not feel that one needs a
guide at all.\x94

\x93Sometimes--often--I feel very helpless now,\x94 she said.

He was acutely conscious of the passionate longing for sympathy that was
alive within her, and more faintly aware of a peculiar depression that
companioned her to-night. Yet, for some reason unknown to him, he could
not issue from a certain reserve that checked him, could not speak to
her as he had spoken not long ago in the cave. Indeed, as she came in
her last words a little towards him, as one with hands tremblingly and a
little doubtfully held out, he felt that he drew back.

\x93I think we all feel helpless often when we have passed our first
youth,\x94 he answered.

He got up and stretched himself, towering above her.

\x93Shall we stroll about a little?\x94 he added. \x93I feel quite cramped with
sitting.\x94

\x93You go. I\x92ll finish this flower.\x94

\x93I\x92ll take a turn and come back.\x94

As he went she dropped her embroidery and sat staring straight before
her at the sea.

Artois heard voices in the house, and listened for a new one, the voice
of Peppina. But he could not distinguish it. He went down into the tiny
garden. No one was there, and he returned, and passing through the house
came out on its farther side. Here he met Gaspare coming up from the
sea.

\x93Good-evening, Gaspare,\x94 he said.

\x93Good-evening, Signore.\x94

\x93I hear there\x92s a new-comer in the house.\x94

\x93Signore?\x94

\x93A new servant.\x94

Gaspare lifted his large eyes towards heaven.

\x93Testa della Madonna?\x94 said Artois.

\x93Signore?\x94

\x93Have a cigar, Gaspare?\x94

\x93Grazie, Signore.\x94

\x93Is she a good sort of girl, do you think?\x94

\x93Who, Signore?\x94

\x93This Peppina.\x94

\x93She is in the kitchen, Signore. I have nothing to do with her.\x94

\x93I see.\x94

Evidently Gaspare did not mean to talk. Artois decided to change the
subject.

\x93I hear you had that boy, Ruffo, sleeping in the house the other night,\x94
 he said.

\x93Si, Signore; the Signorina wished it.\x94

Gaspare\x92s voice sounded rather more promising.

\x93He seems popular on the island.\x94

\x93He had been ill, Signore, and it was raining hard. Poveretto! He had
had the fever. It was bad for him to be out in the boat.\x94

\x93So Ruffo\x92s getting hold of you too!\x94 thought Artois.

He pulled at his cigar once or twice. Then he said:

\x93Do you think he looks like a Sicilian?\x94

Gaspare\x92s eyes met his steadily.

\x93A Sicilian, Signore?\x94

\x93Yes.\x94

\x93Signore, he is a Sicilian. How should he not look like one?\x94

Gaspare\x92s voice sounded rebellious.

\x93Va bene, Gaspare, va bene. Have you seen the Signorina?\x94

\x93I think she is at the wooden seat, Signore. The Signorina likes to look
at the sea from there.\x94

\x93I will go and see if I can find her.\x94

\x93Va bene, Signore. And I will go to speak with the Signora.\x94

He took off his hat and went into the house. Artois stood for a moment
looking after him and pulling at his beard. There was something very
forcible in Gaspare\x92s personality. Artois felt it the more because
of his knowledge of Gaspare\x92s power of prolonged, perhaps of eternal
silence. The Sicilian was both blunt and subtle, therefore not always
easily read. To-night he puzzled Artois because he impressed him
strongly, yet vaguely. He seemed to be quietly concealing something
that was not small. What it was Artois could not divine. Only he felt
positive that there was something. In Gaspare\x92s eyes that evening he
had seen an expression such as had been in them long ago in Sicily, when
Artois rode up after Maurice\x92s death to see Hermione, and Gaspare turned
from him and looked over the wall of the ravine: an expression of dogged
and impenetrable reserve, that was like a door closing upon unseen, just
not seen, vistas.

\x93Che Diavolo!\x94 muttered Artois.

Then he went up to look for Vere.

A little wind met him on the crest of the cliff, the definite caress of
the night, which had now fallen ever so softly. The troop of the stars
was posted in the immeasurable deeps of the firmament. There was, there
would be, no moon, yet it was not black darkness, but rather a dimly
purple twilight which lifted into its breast the wayward songs of the
sea. And the songs and the stars seemed twin children of the wedded wave
and night. Divinely soft was the wind, divinely dreamy the hour, and
bearing something of youth as a galley from the East bears odors.
Over the spirit of Artois a magical essence seemed scattered. And the
youngness that lives forever, however deeply buried, in the man who is
an artist, stirred, lifted itself up, stood erect to salute the night.
As he came towards Vere he forgot. The poppy draught was at his lips.
The extreme consciousness, which was both his strength and his curse,
sank down for a moment and profoundly slept.

\x93Vere!\x94 he said. \x93Vere, do I disturb you?\x94

The girl turned softly on the bench and looked at him.

\x93No. I often come here. I like to be here at nightfall. Madre knows
that. Did she tell you?\x94

\x93No.\x94

\x93You guessed?\x94

\x93I met Gaspare.\x94

He stood near her.

\x93Where is Madre?\x94

\x93On the terrace. She preferred to stay quietly there. And so you have
been working very hard?\x94

He spoke gently, half smilingly, but not at all derisively.

\x93Yes. But how did you know?\x94

\x93I gathered it from something your mother said. Do you know, Vere, I
think soon she will begin to wonder what you do when you are shut up for
so long in your room.\x94

The girl\x92s face looked troubled for a moment.

\x93She doesn\x92t--she has no idea.\x94

\x93Oh no.\x94

Vere was silent for a while.

\x93I wonder if I ought to tell her, Monsieur Emile,\x94 she said at length.

\x93Tell her!\x94 Artois said, hastily. \x93But I thought--\x94

He checked himself, suddenly surprised at the keenness of his own desire
to keep their little secret.

\x93I know. You mean what I said the other day. But--if Madre should be
hurt. I don\x92t think I have ever had a secret from her before, a real
secret. But--it\x92s like this. If Madre knows I shall feel horribly
self-conscious, because of what I told you--her having tried and given
it up. I shall feel guilty. Is it absurd?\x94

\x93No.\x94

\x93And--and--I don\x92t believe I shall be able to go on. Of course some day,
if it turns out that I ever can do anything, I must tell. But that would
be different. If it\x92s certain that you can do a thing well it seems to
me that you have a right to do it. But--till then--I\x92m a little coward,
really.\x94

She ended with a laugh that was almost deprecating.

\x93Don\x92t tell your mother yet, Vere,\x94 said Artois, decisively. \x93It is as
you say: if you told her before you have thoroughly tried your wings
you might be paralyzed. When, if ever, you can show her something really
good she will be the first to encourage you. But--till then--I think
with you that her influence in that direction would probably be
discouraging. Indeed, I feel sure of it.\x94

\x93But if she should really begin to wonder! Perhaps she will ask. It\x92s
absurd, but I can\x92t help feeling as if we, you and I, were conspirators,
Monsieur Emile.\x94

He laughed happily.

\x93What a blessed place this is!\x94 he said. \x93One is made free of the ocean
here. What is that far-away light?\x94

He pointed.

\x93Low down? Oh, that must be the light of a fisherman, one of those who
seek in the rocks for shell-fish.\x94

\x93How mysterious it looks, moving to and fro! One feels life there, the
doings of unknown men in the darkness.\x94

\x93I wonder if--would you hate to go out a little way in the boat? The men
look so strange when one is near them, almost like fire-people.\x94

\x93Hate! Let us go.\x94

\x93And we\x92ll get Madre to come too.\x94

\x93Oh yes.\x94

Vere got up and they went into the house. As they came out upon the
terrace Hermione took up her embroidery, and Gaspare, who was standing
beside her, picked up the tray with the coffee-cups and went off with it
towards the kitchen.

\x93Well, Vere?\x94

\x93Madre, we are going out a little way in the boat, and we want you to
come with us.\x94

\x93Where are you going?\x94

\x93To see the fishermen, just beyond the grotto of Virgilio. You will
come?\x94

\x93Do come, my friend,\x94 added Artois.

But Hermione sat still.

\x93I\x92m a little tired to-night,\x94 she answered. \x93I think I would rather
stay quietly here. You won\x92t be long, will you?\x94

\x93Oh no, Madre. Only a few minutes. But, really, won\x92t you?\x94 Vere laid
her hand on her mother\x92s. \x93It\x92s so lovely on the sea to-night.\x94

\x93I know. But honestly, I\x92m lazy to-night.\x94

Vere looked disappointed. She took away her hand gently.

\x93Then we\x92ll stay with you, won\x92t we, Monsieur Emile?\x94

\x93No, Vere,\x94 said her mother quickly, before he could answer. \x93You two
go. I sha\x92n\x92t be dull. You won\x92t be very long?\x94

\x93No, of course. But--\x94

\x93Go, dearest, go. Are you going to row, Emile?\x94

\x93I could. Or shall we take Gaspare?\x94

\x93It\x92s Gaspare\x92s supper-time,\x94 said Vere.

\x93Hush, then!\x94 said Artois, putting his finger to his lips. \x93Let us creep
down softly, or he will think it his duty to come with us, starving, and
that would spoil everything. Au revoir, Hermione,\x94 he whispered.

\x93Good-bye, Madre,\x94 whispered Vere.

They glided away, the big man and the light-footed child, going on
tiptoe with elaborate precaution.

As Hermione looked after them, she said to herself:

\x93How young Emile is to-night!\x94

At that moment she felt as if she were much older than he was.

They slipped down to the sea without attracting the attention of
Gaspare, got into the little boat, and rowed gently out towards Nisida.

\x93I feel like a contrabandista,\x94 said Artois, as they stole under the lee
of the island towards the open sea--\x93as if Gaspare would fire upon us if
he heard the sound of oars.\x94

\x93Quick! Quick! Let us get away. Pull harder, Monsieur Emile! How slow
you are!\x94

Laughingly Artois bent to the oars.

\x93Vere, you are a baby!\x94 he said.

\x93And what are you, then, I should like to know?\x94 she answered, with
dignity.

\x93I! I am an old fellow playing the fool.\x94

Suddenly his gayety had evaporated, and he was conscious of his years.
He let the boat drift for a moment.

\x93Check me another time, Vere, if you see me inclined to be buffo,\x94 he
said.

\x93Indeed I won\x92t. Why should I? I like you best when you are quite
natural.\x94

\x93Do you?\x94

\x93Yes. Look! There are the lights! Oh, how strange they are. Go a little
nearer, but not too near.\x94

\x93Tell me, then. Remember, I can\x92t see.\x94

\x93Yes. One, two, three--\x94

She counted. Each time she said a number he pulled. And she, like a
little coxswain, bent towards him with each word, giving him a bodily
signal for the stroke. Presently she stretched out her hand.

\x93Stop!\x94

He stopped at once. For a minute the boat glided on. Then the impetus he
had given died away from it, and it floated quietly without perceptible
movement upon the bosom of the sea.

\x93Now, Monsieur Emile, you must come and sit by me.\x94

Treading softly he obeyed her, and sat down near her, facing the shadowy
coast.

\x93Now watch!\x94

They sat in silence, while the boat drifted on the smooth and oily water
almost in the shadow of the cliffs. At some distance beyond them the
cliffs sank, and the shore curved sharply in the direction of the
island with its fort. There was the enigmatic dimness, though not dense
darkness, of the night. Nearer at hand the walls of rock made the night
seem more mysterious, more profound, and at their base flickered the
flames which had attracted Artois\x92 attention. Fitfully now these flames,
rising from some invisible brazier, or from some torch fed by it, fell
upon half-naked forms of creatures mysteriously busy about some hidden
task. Men they were, yet hardly men they seemed, but rather unknown
denizens of rock, or wave, or underworld; now red-bodied against the
gleam, now ethereally black as are shadows, and whimsical and shifty,
yet always full of meaning that could not be divined. They bent, they
crouched. They seemed to die down like a wave that is, then is not.
Then rising they towered, lifting brawny arms towards the stars.
Silence seemed to flow from them, to exude from their labors. And in the
swiftness of their movements there was something that was sad. Or was
it, perhaps, only pathetic, wistful with the wistfulness of the sea
and of all nocturnal things? Artois did not ask, but his attention, the
attention of mind and soul, was held by these distant voiceless beings
as by a magic. And Vere was still as he was, tense as he was. All the
poetry that lay beneath his realism, all the credulity that slept below
his scepticism, all the ignorance that his knowledge strove to dominate,
had its wild moment of liberty under the smiling stars. The lights moved
and swayed. Now the seamed rock, with its cold veins and slimy crevices
was gilded, its nudity clothed with fire. Now on the water a trail
of glory fell, and travelled and died. Now the red men were utterly
revealed, one watching with an ardor that was surely not of this world,
some secret in the blackness, another turning as if to strike in defence
of his companion. Then both fell back and were taken by the night. And
out of the night came a strong voice across the water.

\x93Madre di Dio, che splendore!\x94

Artois got up, turned the boat, and began to row gently away, keeping
near the base of the cliffs. He meant to take Vere back at once to the
island, leaving the impression made upon her by the men of the fire
vivid, and undisturbed by speech. But when they came to the huge mouth
of the Grotto of Virgil, Vere said:

\x93Go in for a moment, please, Monsieur Emile.\x94

He obeyed, thinking that the mother\x92s love for this dark place was
echoed by the child. Since his conversation with Hermione on the day of
scirocco he had not been here, and as the boat glided under the hollow
blackness of the vault, and there lay still, he remembered their
conversation, the unloosing of her passion, the strength and tenacity of
the nature she had shown to him, gripping the past with hands almost as
unyielding as the tragic hands of death.

And he waited in silence, and with a deep expectation, for the
revelation of the child. It seemed to him that Vere had her purpose in
coming here, as Hermione had had hers. And once more the words of the
old man in \x93Pelleas and Melisande\x94 haunted him. Once more he heard them
in his heart.

\x93Now it\x92s the child\x92s turn.\x94

Vere dropped her right hand over the gunwale till it touched the sea,
making a tiny splash.

\x93Monsieur Emile!\x94 she said.

\x93Yes, Vere.\x94

\x93Do you believe in the evil eye?\x94

Artois did not know what he had expected Vere to say, but her question
seemed to strike his mind like a soft blow, it was so unforeseen.

\x93No,\x94 he answered.

She was silent. It was too dark for him to see her face at all clearly.
He had only a vague general impression of her, of her slightness,
vitality, youth, and half-dreamy excitement.

\x93Why do you ask me?\x94

\x93Giulia said to me this evening that she was sure the new servant had
the evil eye.\x94

\x93Peppina?\x94

\x93Yes, that is her name.\x94

\x93Have you seen her?\x94

\x93No, not yet. It\x92s odd, but I feel as if I would rather not.\x94

\x93Have you any reason for such a feeling?\x94

\x93I don\x92t think so. Poor thing! I know she has a dreadful scar. But I
don\x92t believe it\x92s that. It\x92s just a feeling I have.\x94

\x93I dare say it will have gone by the time we get back to the island.\x94

\x93Perhaps. It\x92s nice and dark here.\x94

\x93Do you like darkness, Vere?\x94

\x93Sometimes. I do now.\x94

\x93Why?\x94

\x93Because I can talk better and be less afraid of you.\x94

\x93Vere! What nonsense! You are incapable of fear.\x94

She laughed, but the laugh sounded serious, he thought.

\x93Real fear--perhaps. But you don\x92t know\x94--she paused--\x93you don\x92t know
how I respect you.\x94

There was a slight pressure on the last words.

\x93For all you\x92ve done, what you are. I never felt it as I have just
lately, since--since--you know.\x94

Artois was conscious of a movement of his blood.

\x93I should be a liar if I said I am not pleased. Tell me about the work,
Vere--now we are in the dark.\x94

And then he heard the revelation of the child, there under the weary
rock, as he had heard the revelation of the mother. How different it
was! Yet in it, too, there was the beating of the pulse of life. But
there was no regret, no looking back into the past, no sombre exhibition
of force seeking--as a thing groping, desperately in a gulf--an object
on which to exercise itself. Instead there was aspiration, there was
expectation, there was the wonder of bright eyes lifted to the sun. And
there was a reverence that for a moment recalled to Artois the reverence
of the dead man from whose loins this child had sprung. But Vere\x92s was
the reverence of understanding, not of a dim amazement--more beautiful
than Maurice\x92s. When he had been with Hermione under the brooding rock
Artois had been impregnated with the passionate despair of humanity,
and had seen for a moment the world with out-stretched hands, seeking,
surely, for the nonexistent, striving to hold fast the mirage. Now
he was impregnated with humanity\x92s passionate hope. He saw life
light-footed in a sweet chase for things ideal. And all the blackness
of the rock and of the silent sea was irradiated with the light that
streamed from a growing soul.

A voice--an inquiring, searching voice, surely, rose quivering from some
distance on the sea, startling Vere and Artois. It was untrained
but unshy, and the singer forced it with resolute hardihood that was
indifferent to the future. Artois had never heard the Marchesino sing
before, but he knew at once that it was he. Some one at the island must
surely have told the determined youth that Vere was voyaging, and he
was now in quest of her, sending her an amorous summons couched in the
dialect of Naples.

Vere moved impatiently.

\x93Really!\x94 she began.

But she did not continue. The quivering voice began another verse.
Artois had said nothing, but, as he sat listening to this fervid
protestation, a message illuminated as it were by the vibrato, he began
to hate the terrible frankness of the Italian nature which, till now, he
had thought he loved. The beauty of reticence appealed to him in a new
way. There was savagery in a bellowed passion. The voice was travelling.
They heard it moving onward towards Nisida. Artois wondered if Vere knew
who was the singer. She did not leave him long in doubt.

\x93Now\x92s our chance, Monsieur Emile!\x94 she said, suddenly, leaning towards
him. \x93Row to the island for your life, or the Marchesino will catch us!\x94

Without a word he bent to the oars.

\x93How absurd the Marchesino is!\x94

Vere spoke aloud, released from fear.

\x93Absurd? He is Neapolitan.\x94

\x93Very well, then! The Neapolitans are absurd!\x94 said Vere, with
decision. \x93And what a voice! Ruffo doesn\x92t sing like that. That shaking
sounds--sounds so artificial.\x94

\x93And yet I dare say he is very much in earnest.\x94

Artois was almost pleading a cause against his will.

\x93Oh!\x94

The girl gave almost a little puff that suggested a rather childish
indignation.

\x93I like the people best,\x94 she added. \x93They say what they feel simply,
and it means ever so much more. Am I a democrat?\x94

He could not help laughing.

\x93Chi lo sa? An Anarchist perhaps.\x94

She laughed too.

\x93Bella tu si--Bella tu si! It\x92s too absurd! One would think--\x94

\x93What, Vere?\x94

\x93Never mind. Don\x92t be inquisitive, Monsieur Emile.\x94

He rowed on meekly.

\x93There is San Francesco\x92s light,\x94 she said, in a moment. \x93I wonder if it
is late. Have we been away long? I have no idea.\x94

\x93No more have I.\x94

Nor had he.

When they reached land he made the boat fast and turned to walk up to
the house with her. He found her standing very still just behind him at
the edge of the sea, with a startled look on her face.

\x93What is it, Vere?\x94 he asked.

\x93Hush!\x94

She held up her hand and bent her head a little to one side, as one
listening intently.

\x93I thought I heard--I did hear--something--\x94

\x93Something?\x94

\x93Yes--so strange--I can\x92t hear it now.\x94

\x93What was it like?\x94

She looked fixedly at him.

\x93Like some one crying--horribly.\x94

\x93Where? Near us?\x94

\x93Not far. Listen again.\x94

He obeyed, holding his breath. But he heard nothing except the very
faint lapping of the sea at their feet.

\x93Perhaps I imagined it,\x94 she said at length.

\x93Let us go up to the house,\x94 he said. \x93Come, Vere.\x94

He had a sudden wish to take her into the house. But she remained where
she was.

\x93Could it have been fancy, Monsieur Emile?\x94

\x93No doubt.\x94

Her eyes were intensely grave, almost frightened.

\x93But--just look, will you? Perhaps there really is somebody.\x94

\x93Where? It\x92s so dark.\x94

Artois hesitated; but Vere\x92s face was full of resolution, and he turned
reluctantly to obey her. As he did so there came to them both through
the dark the sound of a woman crying and sobbing convulsively.

\x93What is it? Oh, who can it be?\x94 Vere cried out.

She went swiftly towards the sound.

Artois followed, and found her bending down over the figure of a girl
who was crouching against the cliff, and touching her shoulder.

\x93What is it? What is the matter? Tell me.\x94

The girl looked up, startled, and showed a passionate face that was
horribly disfigured. Upon the right cheek, extending from the temple
almost to the line of the jaw, a razor had cut a sign, a brutal sign
of the cross. As Vere saw it, showing redly through the darkness,
she recoiled. The girl read the meaning of her movement, and shrank
backward, putting up her hand to cover the wound. But Vere recovered
instantly, and bent down once more, intent only on trying to comfort
this sorrow, whose violence seemed to open to her a door into a new and
frightful world.

\x93Vere!\x94 said Artois. \x93Vere, you had better--\x94

The girl turned round to him.

\x93It must be Peppina!\x94 she said.

\x93Yes. But--\x94

\x93Please go up to the house, Monsieur Emile. I will come in a moment.\x94

\x93But I can\x92t leave you--\x94

\x93Please go. Just tell Madre I\x92m soon coming.\x94

There was something inexorable in her voice. She turned away from him
and began to speak softly to Peppina.

Artois obeyed and left her.

He knew that just then she would not acknowledge his authority. As he
went slowly up the steps he wondered--he feared. Peppina had cried
with the fury of despair, and the Neapolitan who is desperate knows no
reticence.

Was the red sign of passion to be scored already upon Vere\x92s white life?
Was she to pass even now, in this night, from her beautiful ignorance to
knowledge?



CHAPTER XVII

That night the Marchesino failed in his search for Vere, and he returned
to Naples not merely disappointed but incensed. He had learned from
a fisherman in the Saint\x92s Pool that she was out upon the sea \x93with a
Signore,\x94 and he had little difficulty in guessing who this Signore was.
Of course it was \x93Caro Emilio,\x94 the patron of Maria Fortunata. He began
to consider his friend unfavorably. He remembered how frankly he had
always told Emilio of his little escapades, with what enthusiasm, in
what copious detail. Always he had trusted Emilio. And now Emilio
was trying to play him false--worse, was making apparently a complete
success of the attempt. For Emilio and Vere must have heard his
beautiful singing, must have guessed from whom that vibrant voice
proceeded, must have deliberately concealed themselves from its
possessor. Where had they lain in hiding? His shrewd suspicion fell upon
the very place. Virgilio\x92s Grotto had surely been their refuge.

\x93Ladro! Vigiliacco!\x94 Words of no uncertain meaning flowed from his
overcharged heart. His whole hot nature was aroused. His spirit was
up in arms. And now, almost for the first time, he drew a comparison
between his age and Emilio\x92s. Emilio was an old man. He realized it.
Why had he never realized it before? Was he, full of youth, beauty,
chivalrous energy and devotion, to be interfered with, set aside, for
a man with gray hairs thick upon his head, for a man who spent half his
hours bent over a writing-table? Emilio had never wished him to know the
ladies of the island. He knew the reason now, and glowed with a
fiery lust of battle. Vere had attracted him from the first. But this
opposition drove on attraction into something stronger, more determined.
He said to himself that he was madly in love. Never yet had he been
worsted in an amour by any man. The blood surged to his head at the
mere thought of being conquered in the only battle of life worth
fighting--the battle for a woman, and by a man of more than twice his
age, a man who ought long ago to have been married and have had children
as old as the Signorina Vere.

Well, he had been a good friend to Emilio. Now Emilio should see that
the good friend could be the good enemy. Late that night, as he sat
alone in front of the Caffe Turco smoking innumerable cigarettes, he
resolved to show these foreigners the stuff a Neapolitan was made of.
They did not know. Poor, ignorant beings from cold England, drowned
forever in perpetual yellow fogs, and from France, country of volatility
but not of passion, they did not know what the men of the South, of a
volcanic soil, were capable of, once they were roused, once their blood
spoke and their whole nature responded! It was time they learned. And
he would undertake to teach them. As he drove towards dawn up the dusty
hill to Capodimonte he was in a fever of excitement.

There was excitement, too, in the house on the island, but it did not
centre round the Marchesino.

That night, for the first time in her young life, Vere did not sleep.
She heard the fisherman call, but the enchantment of sea doings did not
stir her. She was aware for the first time of the teeming horrors of
life. There, in the darkness beneath the cliff, Peppina had sobbed out
her story, and Vere, while she listened, had stepped from girlhood into
womanhood.

She had come into the house quietly, and found Artois waiting for her
alone. Hermione had gone to bed, leaving word that she had a headache.
And Vere was glad that night not to see her mother. She wished to see no
one, and she bade Artois good-bye at once, telling him nothing, and not
meeting his eyes when he touched her hand in adieu. And he had asked
nothing. Why should he, when he read the truth in the grave, almost
stern face of the child?

Vere knew.

The veils that hung before the happy eyes of childhood had been torn
away, and those eyes had looked for the first time into the deeps of an
unhappy human heart.

And he had thought it possible to preserve, perhaps for a long while,
Vere\x92s beautiful ignorance untouched. He had thought of the island as
a safe retreat in which her delicate, and as yet childish talent, might
gradually mature under his influence and the influence of the sea. She
had been like some charming and unusual plant of the sea, shot with
sea colors, wet with sea winds, fresh with the freshness of the
smooth-backed waves. And now in a moment she was dropped into the filthy
dust of city horrors. What would be the result upon her and upon her
dawning gift?

The double question was in his mind, and quite honestly. For his
interest of the literary man in Vere was very vivid. Never yet had he
had a pupil or dreamed of having one. There are writers who found a
school, whose fame is carried forward like a banner by young and
eager hands. Artois had always stood alone, ardently admired, ardently
condemned, but not imitated. And he had been proud of his solitude.
But--lately--had not underthoughts come into his mind, thoughts of
leaving an impress on a vivid young intellect, a soul that was full of
life, and the beginnings of energy? Had not he dreamed, however
vaguely, of forming, like some sculptor of genius, an exquisite
statuette--poetry, in the slim form of a girl-child singing to the
world?

And now Peppina had rushed into Vere\x92s life, with sobs and a tumult of
cries to the Madonna and the saints, and, no doubt, with imprecations
upon the wickedness of men. And where were the dreams of the sea? And
his dreams, where were they?

That night the irony that was in him woke up and smiled bitterly, and he
asked himself how he, with his burden of years and of knowledge of life,
could have been such a fool as to think it possible to guard any one
against the assaults of the facts of life. Hermione, perhaps, had been
wiser than he, and yet he could not help feeling something that was
almost like anger against her for what he called her quixotism. The
woman of passionate impulses--how dangerous she is, even when her
impulses are generous, are noble! Action without thought, though the
prompting heart behind it be a heart of gold--how fatal may it be!

And then he remembered a passionate impulse that had driven a happy
woman across a sea to Africa, and he was ashamed.

Yet again the feeling that was almost like hostility returned. He said
to himself that Hermione should have learned caution in the passing
of so many years, that she ought to have grown older than she had.
But there was something unconquerably young, unconquerably na\xEFve, in
her--something that, it seemed, would never die. Her cleverness went
hand in hand with a short-sightedness that was like a rather beautiful,
yet sometimes irritating stupidity. And this latter quality might
innocently make victims, might even make a victim of her own child.

And then a strange desire rose up in Artois, a desire to protect Vere
against her own mother.

But how could that be done?

Vere, guarded by the beautiful unconsciousness of youth, was unaware
of the subtleties that were brought into activity by her. That the
Marchesino was, or thought himself, in love with her she realized.
But she could not connect any root-sincerity with his feeling. She
was accustomed vaguely to think of all young Southern Italians as
perpetually sighing for some one\x92s dark eyes. The air of the South was
full of love songs that rose and fell without much more meaning than a
twitter of birds, that could not be stilled because it was so natural.
And the Marchesino was a young aristocrat who did absolutely nothing of
any importance to the world. The Northern blood in Vere demanded other
things of a man than imitations of a seal, the clever driving of a
four-in-hand, light-footed dancing, and songs to the guitar. In Gaspare
she saw more reality than she saw as yet in the Marchesino. The dawning
intellect of her began to grasp already the nobility of work. Gaspare
had his work to do, and did it with loyal efficiency. Ruffo, too, had
his profession of the sea. He drew out of the deep his livelihood. Even
with the fever almost upon him he had been out by night in the storm.
That which she liked and respected in Gaspare, his perfect and natural
acceptance of work as a condition of his life, she liked and respected
in Ruffo.

On the morning after the incident with Peppina, Vere came down looking
strangely grave and tired. Her mother, too, was rather heavy-eyed, and
the breakfast passed almost severely. When it was over Hermione, who
still conducted Vere\x92s education, but with a much relaxed vigor in the
summer months, suggested that they should read French together.

\x93Let us read one of Monsieur Emile\x92s books, Madre,\x94 said Vere, with an
awakening of animation. \x93You know I have never read one, only two or
three baby stories, and articles that don\x92t count.\x94

\x93Yes, but Emile\x92s books are not quite suitable for you yet, Vere.\x94

\x93Why, Madre?\x94

\x93They are very fine, but they dive deep into life, and life contains
many sad and many cruel things.\x94

\x93Oughtn\x92t we to prepare ourselves for them, then?\x94

\x93Not too soon, I think. I am nearly sure that if you were to read
Emile\x92s books just yet you would regret it.\x94

Vere said nothing.

\x93Don\x92t you think you can trust me to judge for you in this matter,
figlia mia? I--I am almost certain that Emile himself would think as I
do.\x94

It was not without an effort, a strong effort, that Hermione was able
to speak the last sentence. Vere came nearer to her mother, and stood
before her, as if she were going to say something that was decisive or
important. But she hesitated.

\x93What is it, Vere?\x94 Hermione asked, gently.

\x93I might learn from life itself what Monsieur Emile\x92s books might teach
me.\x94

\x93Some day. And when that time comes neither I nor he would wish to keep
them out of your hands.\x94

\x93I see. Well, Madre dear, let us read whatever you like.\x94

Vere had been on the verge of telling her mother about the previous
night and Peppina. But, somehow, at the last moment she could not.

And thus, for the moment at least, Artois and she shared another secret
of which Hermione was unaware.

But very soon Hermione noticed that Vere was specially kind always to
Peppina. They did not meet, perhaps, very often, but when by chance
they did Vere spoke to the disfigured girl with a gentleness, almost a
tenderness, that were striking.

\x93You like Peppina, Vere?\x94 asked her mother one day.

\x93Yes, because I pity her so much.\x94

There was a sound that was almost like passion in the girl\x92s voice; and,
looking up, Hermione saw that her eyes were full of light, as if the
spirit had set two lamps in them.

\x93It is strange,\x94 Vere continued, in a quieter tone; \x93but sometimes I
feel as if on the night of the storm I had had a sort of consciousness
of her coming--as if, when I saw the Saint\x92s light shining, and bent
down to the water and made the sign of the Cross, I already knew
something of Peppina\x92s wound, as if I made the sign to protect our Casa
del Mare, to ward off something evil.\x94

\x93That was coming to us with Peppina, do you mean?\x94

\x93I don\x92t know, Madre.\x94

\x93Are you thinking of Giulia\x92s foolish words about the evil eye?\x94

\x93No. It\x92s all vague, Madre. But Peppina\x92s cross sometimes seems to me to
be a sign, a warning come into the house. When I see it it seems to say
there is a cross to be borne by some one here, by one of us.\x94

\x93How imaginative you are, Vere!\x94

\x93So are you, Madre! But you try to hide it from me.\x94

Hermione was startled. She took Vere\x92s hand, and held it for a moment
in silence, pressing it with a force that was nervous. And her luminous,
expressive eyes, immensely sensitive, beautiful in their sensitiveness,
showed that she was moved. At last she said:

\x93Perhaps that is true. Yes, I suppose it is.\x94

\x93Why do you try to hide it?\x94

\x93I suppose--I think because--because it has brought to me a great deal
of pain. And what we hide from others we sometimes seem almost to be
destroying by that very act, though of course we are not.\x94

\x93No. But I think I should like to encourage my imagination.\x94

\x93Do you encourage it?\x94 the mother asked, looking at her closely.

Again, as Vere had been on the edge of telling her mother all she knew
about Peppina, she was on the edge of telling her about the poems of
the sea. And again, moved by some sudden, obstinate reluctance, come she
knew not why, she withheld the words that were almost on her lips.

And each time the mother was aware of something avoided, of an impulse
stifled, and therefore of a secret deliberately kept. The first time
Hermione had not allowed her knowledge to appear. But on this second
occasion for a moment she lost control of herself, and when, after a
perceptible pause, Vere said, \x93I know I love it,\x94 and was silent, she
exclaimed:

\x93Keep your secrets, Vere. Every one has a right to their freedom.\x94

\x93But, Madre--\x94 Vere began, startled by her mother\x92s abrupt vehemence.

\x93No, Vere, no! My child, my dearest one, never tell me anything but of
your own accord, out of your own heart and desire. Such a confidence is
beautiful. But anything else--anything else, I could not bear from you.\x94

And she got up and left the room, walking with a strange slowness, as if
she put upon herself an embargo not to hasten.

The words and--specially that--the way in which they were spoken made
Vere suddenly and completely aware of something that perhaps she had
already latently known--that the relation between her mother and herself
had, of late, not been quite what once it was. At moments she had felt
almost shy of her mother, only at moments. Formerly she had always told
her mother everything, and had spoken--as her mother had just said--out
of her own heart and desire, with eagerness, inevitably. Now--well,
now she could not always do that. Was it because she was growing older?
Children are immensely frank. She had been a child. But now--she thought
of the Marchesino, of Peppina, of her conversation with Monsieur Emile
in the Grotto of Virgilio, and realized the blooming of her girlhood,
was aware that she was changing. And she felt half frightened, then
eager, ardently eager. An impulse filled her, the impulse towards a
fulness of life that, till now, she had not known. And for a moment she
loved those little, innocent secrets that she kept.

But then she thought again of her mother, the most beloved of all her
world. There had been in her mother\x92s voice a sound of tragedy.

Vere stood for a long while by the window thinking.

The day was very hot. She longed to bathe, to wash away certain
perplexities that troubled her in the sea. But Gaspare was not on the
island. He had gone she knew not where. She looked at the sea with
longing. When would Gaspare be back? Well, at least she could go out in
the small boat. Then she would be near to the water. She ran down the
steps and embarked. At first she only rowed a little way out into the
Saint\x92s Pool, and then leaned back against the white cushions, and
looked up at the blue sky, and let her hand trail in the water. But
she was restless to-day. The Pool did not suffice her, and she began
to paddle out along the coast towards Naples. She passed a ruined,
windowless house named by the fisherfolk \x93The Palace of the Spirits,\x94
 and then a tiny hamlet climbing up from a minute harbor to an antique
church. Children called to her. A fisherman shouted: \x93Buon viaggio,
Signorina!\x94 She waved her hand to them apathetically and rowed slowly
on. Now she had a bourne. A little farther on there was a small inlet of
the sea containing two caves, not gloomy and imposing like the Grotto
of Virgilio, but cosy, shady, and serene. Into the first of them she ran
the boat until its prow touched the sandy bottom. Then she lay down
at full length, with her hands behind her head on the cushions, and
thought--and thought.

Figures passed through her mind, a caravan of figures travelling as all
are travelling: her mother, Gaspare, Giulia, with her plump and swarthy
face; Monsieur Emile, to whom she had drawn so pleasantly, interestingly
near in these last days; the Marchesino (strutting from the hips and
making his bold eyes round), Peppina, Ruffo. They went by and returned,
gathered about her, separated, melted away as people do in our musings.
Her eyes were fixed on the low roof of the cave. The lilt of the water
seemed to rock her soul in a cradle. \x93Madre--Ruffo! Madre--Ruffo!\x94
 The words were in her mind like a refrain. And then the oddity, the
promiscuity of life struck her. How many differences there were in this
small group of people by whom she was surrounded! What would their fates
be, and hers? Would her life be happy? She did not feel afraid. Youth
ran in her veins. But--would it be? She saw the red cross on Peppina\x92s
cheek. Why was one singled out for misery, another for joy? Which would
be her fate? Ruffo seemed to be standing near her. She had seen him
several times in these last days, but only at evening, fugitively, when
he came in the boat with the fishermen. He was stronger now. He had
saluted her eagerly. She had spoken to him from the shore. But he had
not landed again on the island. She felt as if she saw his bright and
beaming eyes. And Ruffo--would he be happy? She hoped so. She wanted him
to be happy. He was such a dear, active boy--such a real boy. What
must it be like to have a brother? Gaspare approved of Ruffo now, she
thought; and Gaspare did not like everybody, and was fearfully blunt in
expressing his opinion. She loved his bluntness. How delightfully his
nose twitched when he was pleased! Dear old Gaspare! She could never
feel afraid of anything or anybody when he was near. Monsieur Emile--the
poems--the Marchesino singing. She closed her eyes to think the better.

\x93Signorina! Signorina!\x94

Vere woke and sat up.

\x93Signorina!\x94

Gaspare was looking at her from his boat.

\x93Gaspare!\x94

She began to realize things.

\x93I was--I was thinking.\x94

\x93Si, Signorina. I always think like that when I am in bed.\x94

She laughed. She was wide awake now.

\x93How did you find me?\x94

\x93I met one of the fishermen. He had seen you row into the cave.\x94

\x93Oh!\x94

She looked at him more steadily. His brown face was hot. Perspiration
stood on his forehead just under the thick and waving hair.

\x93Where have you been, Gaspare? Not to Naples in all this heat?\x94

\x93I have been to Mergellina, Signorina.\x94

\x93Mergellina! Did you see Ruffo?\x94

\x93Si, Signorina.\x94

There was something very odd about Gaspare to-day, Vere thought. Or was
she still not thoroughly awake? His eyes looked excited, surely, as if
something unusual had been happening. And they were fixed upon her face
with a scrutiny that was strange, almost as if he saw her now for the
first time.

\x93What is it, Gaspare? Why do you look at me like that?\x94

Gaspare turned his eyes away.

\x93Like what, Signorina? Why should I not look at you?\x94

\x93What have you been doing at Mergellina?\x94

She spoke rather imperiously.

\x93Nothing particular, Signorina.\x94

\x93Oh!\x94

She paused, but he did not speak.

\x93Where did you see Ruffo?\x94

\x93At the harbor, Signorina.\x94

\x93Tell me, Gaspare, do you like him?\x94

\x93Ruffo?\x94

\x93Yes.\x94

\x93I do not dislike him, Signorina. He has never done me any harm.\x94

\x93Of course not. Why should he?\x94

\x93I say--he has not.\x94

\x93I like Ruffo.\x94

\x93Lo so.\x94

Again he looked at her with that curious expression in his eyes. Then he
said:

\x93Come, Signorina! It is getting late. We must go to the island.\x94

And they pulled out round the point to the open sea.

During the hot weather the dwellers in the Casa del Mare made the siesta
after the mid-day meal. The awnings and blinds were drawn. Silence
reigned, and the house was still as the Palace of the Sleeping Beauty.
At the foot of the cliffs the sea slept in the sunshine, and it was
almost an empty sea, for few boats passed by in those hot, still hours.

To-day the servants were quiet in their quarters. Only Gaspare was
outside. And he, in shirt and trousers, with a white linen hat covering
his brown face, was stretched under the dwarf trees of the little
garden, in the shadow of the wall, resting profoundly after the labors
of the morning. In their respective rooms Hermione and Vere were
secluded behind shut doors. Hermione was lying down, but not sleeping.
Vere was not lying down. Generally she slept at this time for an hour.
But to-day, perhaps because of her nap in the cave, she had no desire
for sleep.

She was thinking about her mother. And Hermione was thinking of her.
Each mind was working in the midst of its desert space, its solitude
eternal.

What was growing up between them, and why was it growing?

Hermione was beset by a strange sensation of impotence. She felt as if
her child were drifting from her. Was it her fault, or was it no one\x92s,
and inevitable? Had Vere been able to divine certain feelings in her,
the mother, obscure pains of the soul that had travelled to mind and
heart? She did not think it possible. Nor had it been possible for her
to kill those pains, although she had made her effort--to conceal them.
Long ago, before she was married to Maurice, Emile had spoken to them
of jealousy. At the time she had not understood it. She remembered
thinking, even saying, that she could not be jealous.

But then she had not had a child.

Lately she had realized that there were forces in her of which she
had not been aware. She had realized her passion for her child. Was it
strange that she had not always known how deep and strong it was?
Her mutilated life was more vehemently centred upon Vere than she had
understood. Of Vere she could be jealous. If Vere put any one before
her, trusted any one more than her, confided anything to another rather
than to her, she could be frightfully jealous.

Recently she had suspected--she had imagined--

Restlessly she moved on her bed. A mosquito-curtain protected it. She
was glad of that, as if it kept out prying eyes. For sometimes she was
ashamed of the vehemence within her.

She thought of her friend Emile, whom she had dragged back from death.

He, too, had he not drifted a little from her in these last days? It
seemed to her that it was so. She knew that it was so. Women are so sure
of certain things, more almost than men are ever sure of anything. And
why should Vere have drifted, Emile have drifted, if there were not some
link between them--some link between the child and the middle-aged man
which they would not have her know of?

Vere had told to Emile something that she had kept, that she still kept
from her mother. When Vere had been shut up in her room she had not been
reading. Emile knew what it was that she did during those long hours
when she was alone. Emile knew that, and perhaps other things of Vere
that she, Hermione, did not know, was not allowed to know.

Hermione, in their long intimacy, had learned to read Artois more
clearly, more certainly than he realized. Although often impulsive,
and seemingly unconscious of the thoughts of others, she could be both
sharply observant and subtle, especially with those she loved. She
had noticed the difference between his manner when first they spoke of
Vere\x92s hidden occupation and his manner when last they spoke of it. In
the interval he had found out what it was, and that it was not reading.
Of that she was positive. She was positive also that he did not wish her
to suspect this. Vere must have told him what it was.

It was characteristic of Hermione that at this moment she was free from
any common curiosity as to what it was that Vere did during those many
hours when she was shut up in her room. The thing that hurt her, that
seemed to humiliate her, was the Emile should know what it was and not
she, that Vere should have told Emile and not told her.

As she lay there she cowered under the blow a mutual silence can give,
and something woke up in her, something fiery, something surely that
could act with violence. It startled her, almost as a stranger rushing
into her room would have startled her.

For a moment she thought of her child and her loved friend with a
bitterness that was cruel.

How long had they shared their secret? She wondered, and began
to consider the recent days, searching their hours for those tiny
incidents, those small reticences, avoidances, that to women are
revelations. When had she first noticed a slight change in Emile\x92s
manner to her? When had Vere and he first seemed a little more intimate,
a little more confidential than before? When had she, Hermione, first
felt a little \x93out of it,\x94 not perfectly at ease with these two dear
denizens of her life?

Her mind fastened at once upon the day of the storm. On the night of the
storm, when she and Emile had been left alone in the restaurant, she
had felt almost afraid of him. But before then, in the afternoon on the
island, there had been something. They had not been always at ease.
She had been conscious of trying to tide over moments that were almost
awkward--once or twice, only once or twice. But that was the day. Her
woman\x92s instinct told her so. That was the day on which Vere had told
Emile the secret she had kept from her mother. How excited Vere had
been, almost feverishly excited! And Emile had been very strange. When
the Marchesino and Vere went out upon the terrace, how restless, how
irritable he--

Suddenly Hermione sat up in her bed. The heat, the stillness, the white
cage of the mosquito net, the silence had become intolerable to her.
She pulled aside the net. Yes, that was better. She felt more free. She
would lie down outside the net. But the pillow was hot. She turned it,
but its pressure against her cheek almost maddened her, and she got up,
went across the room to the wash-stand and bathed her face with cold
water. Then she put some _eau de Cologne_ on her forehead, opened a
drawer and drew out a fan, went over to an arm-chair near the window and
sat down in it.

What had Emile written in the visitors\x92 book at the Scoglio di Frisio?
With a strange abruptness, with a flight that was instinctive as that
of a homing pigeon, Hermione\x92s mind went to that book as to a book of
revelation. Just before he wrote he had been feeling acutely--something.
She had been aware of that at the time. He had not wanted to write. And
then suddenly, almost violently, he had written and had closed the book.

She longed to open that book now, at once, to read what he had written.
She felt as if it would tell her very much. There was no reason why she
should not read it. The book was one that all might see, was kept to be
looked over by any chance visitor. She would go one day, one evening, to
the restaurant and see what Emile had written. He would not mind. If she
had asked him that night of course he would have shown her the words.
But she had not asked him. She had been almost afraid of things that
night. She remembered how the wind had blown up the white table-cloth,
her cold, momentary shiver of fear, her relief when she had seen Gaspare
walking sturdily into the room.

And now, at once, this thought of Gaspare brought to her a sense of
relief again, of relief so great, so sharp--piercing down into the very
deep of her nature--that by it she was able to measure something, her
inward desolation at this moment. Yes, she clung to Gaspare, because he
was loyal, because he loved her, because he had loved Maurice--but also
because she was terribly alone.

Because he had loved Maurice! Had there been a time, really a time, when
she had possessed one who belonged utterly to her, who lived only in and
for her? Was that possible? To-day, with the fierceness of one starving,
she fastened upon this memory, her memory, hers only, shared by no one,
never shared by living or dead. That at least she had, and that could
never be taken from her. Even if Vere, her child, slipped from her,
if Emile, her friend, whose life she had saved, slipped from her, the
memory of her Sicilian was forever hers, the memory of his love, his joy
in their mutual life, his last kiss. Long ago she had taken that kiss as
a gift made to two--to her and to Vere unborn. To-day, almost savagely,
she took it to herself, alone, herself--alone. Hers it was, hers only,
no part of it Vere\x92s.

That she had--her memory, and Gaspare\x92s loyal, open-hearted devotion.
He knew what she had suffered. He loved her as he had loved his dead
Padrone. He would always protect her, put her first without hesitation,
conceal nothing from her that it was her right--for surely even the
humblest, the least selfish, the least grasping, surely all who love
have their rights--that it was her right to know.

Her cheeks were burning. She felt like one who had been making some
physical exertion.

Deeply silent was the house. Her room was full of shadows, yet full of
the hidden presence of the sun. There was a glory outside, against
which she was protected. But outside, and against assaults that were
inglorious, what protection had she? Her own personality must protect
her, her own will, the determination, the strength, the courage that
belong to all who are worth anything in the world. And she called upon
herself. And it seemed to her that there was no voice that answered.

There was a hideous moment of drama.

She sat there quietly in her chair in the pretty room. And she called
again, and she listened--and again there was silence.

Then she was afraid. She had a strange and horrible feeling that she was
deserted by herself, by that which, at least, had been herself and on
which she had been accustomed to rely. And what was left was surely
utterly incapable, full of the flabby wickedness that seems to dwell in
weakness. It seemed to her that if any one who knew her well, if Vere,
Emile, or even Gaspare, had come into the room just then, the intruder
would have paused on the threshold amazed to see a stranger there. She
felt afraid to be seen and yet afraid to remain alone. Should she do
something definite, something defiant, to prove to herself that she had
will and could exercise it?

She got up, resolved to go to Vere. When she was there, with her child,
she did not know what she was going to do. She had said to Vere, \x93Keep
your secrets.\x94 What if she went now and humbled herself, explained
to the child quite simply and frankly a mother\x92s jealousy, a widow\x92s
loneliness, made her realize what she was in a life from which the
greatest thing had been ruthlessly withdrawn? Vere would understand
surely, and all would be well. This shadow between them would pass away.
Hermione had her hand on the door. But she did not open it. An imperious
reserve, autocrat, tyrant, rose up suddenly within her. She could never
make such a confession to Vere. She could never plead for her child\x92s
confidence--a confidence already given to Emile, to a man. And now for
the first time the common curiosity to which she had not yet fallen a
victim came upon her, flooded her. What was Vere\x92s secret? That it was
innocent, probably even childish, Hermione did not question even for a
moment. But what was it?

She heard a light step outside and drew back from the door. The step
passed on and died away down the paved staircase. Vere had gone out to
the terrace, the garden, or the sea.

Hermione again moved forward, then stopped abruptly. Her face was
suddenly flooded with red as she realized what she had been going to do,
she who had exclaimed that every one has a right to their freedom.

For an instant she had meant to go to Vere\x92s room, to try to find out
surreptitiously what Emile knew.

A moment later Vere, coming back swiftly for a pencil she had forgotten,
heard the sharp grating of a key in the lock of her mother\x92s door.

She ran on lightly, wondering why her mother was locking herself in, and
against whom.



CHAPTER XVIII

During the last days Artois had not been to the island, nor had he seen
the Marchesino. A sudden passion for work had seized him. Since the
night of Vere\x92s meeting with Peppina his brain had been in flood with
thoughts. Life often acts subtly upon the creative artist, repressing
or encouraging his instinct to bring forth, depressing or exciting
him when, perhaps, he expects it least. The passing incidents of life
frequently have their hidden, their unsuspected part in determining his
activities. So it was now with Artois. He had given an impetus to Vere.
That was natural, to be expected, considering his knowledge and his
fame, his great experience and his understanding of men. But now Vere
had given an impetus to him--and that was surely stranger. Since the
conversation among the shadows of the cave, after the vision of the
moving men of darkness and of fire, since the sound of Peppina sobbing
in the night, and the sight of her passionate face lifted to show its
gashed cross to Vere, Artois\x92 brain and head had been alive with a fury
of energy that forcibly summoned him to work, that held him working. He
even felt within him something that was like a renewal of some part of
his vanished youth, and remembered old days of student life, nights in
the Quartier Latin, his debut as a writer for the papers, the sensation
of joy with which he saw his first article in the _Figaro_, his dreams
of fame, his hopes of love, his baptism of sentiment. How he had worked
in those days and nights! How he had hunted experience in the streets
and the by-ways of the great city! How passionate and yet how ruthless
he had been, as artists often are, governed not only by their quick
emotions, but also by the something watchful and dogged underneath, that
will not be swept away, that is like a detective hidden by a house door
to spy out all the comers in the night. Something, some breath from the
former days, swept over him again. In his ears there sounded surely the
cries of Paris, urging him to the assault to the barricades of Fame. And
he sat down, and he worked with the vehement energy, with the pulsating
eagerness of one of \x93les jeunes.\x94 Hour after hour he worked. He took
coffee, and wrote through the night. He slept when the dawn came, got
up, and toiled again.

He shut out the real world and he forgot it--until the fit was past.
And then he pushed away his paper, he laid down his pen, he
stretched himself, and he knew that his great effort had tired him
tremendously--tremendously.

He looked at his right hand. It was cramped. As he held it up he saw
that it was shaking. He had drunk a great deal of black coffee during
those days, had drunk it recklessly as in the days of youth, when he
cared nothing about health because he felt made of iron.

\x93Pf-f-f!\x94

And so there was Naples outside, the waters of the Bay dancing in the
sunshine of the bright summer afternoon, people bathing and shouting to
one another from the diving platforms and the cabins; people galloping
by in the little carriages to eat oysters at Posilipo. Lazy, heedless,
pleasure-loving wretches! He thought of Doro as he looked at them.

He had given strict orders that he was not to be disturbed while he was
at work, unless Hermione came. And he had not once been disturbed. Now
he rang the bell. An Italian waiter, with crooked eyes and a fair beard,
stepped softly in.

\x93Has any one been to see me? Has any one asked for me lately?\x94 he said.
\x93Just go down, will you, and inquire of the concierge.\x94

The waiter departed, and returned to say that no one had been for the
Signore.

\x93Not the Marchese Isidoro Panacci?

\x93The concierge says that no one has been, Signore.\x94

\x93Va bene.\x94

The man went out.

So Doro had not come even once! Perhaps he was seriously offended. At
their last parting in the Villa he had shown a certain irony that had
in it a hint of bitterness. Artois did not know of the fisherman\x92s
information, that Doro had guessed who was Vere\x92s companion that night
upon the sea. He supposed that his friend was angry because he believed
himself distrusted. Well, that could soon be put right. He thought of
the Marchesino now with lightness, as the worker who has just made a
great and prolonged effort is inclined to think of the habitual idler.
Doro was like a feather on the warm wind of the South. He, Artois, was
not in the mood just then to bother about a feather. Still less was he
inclined for companionship. He wanted some hours of complete rest out in
the air, with gay and frivolous scenes before his eyes.

He wanted to look on, but not to join in, the merry life that was about
him, and that for so long a time he had almost violently ignored.

He resolved to take a carriage, drive slowly to Posilipo, and eat his
dinner there in some eyrie above the sea; watching the pageant that
unfolds itself on the evenings of summer about the ristoranti and the
osterie, round the stalls of the vendors of Fruitti di Mare, and the
piano-organs, to the accompaniment of which impudent men sing love songs
to the saucy, dark-eyed beauties posed upon balconies, or gathered in
knots upon the little terraces that dominate the bathing establishments,
and the distant traffic of the Bay. His brain longed for rest, but it
longed also for the hum and the stir of men. His heart lusted for the
sight of pleasure, and must be appeased.

Catching up his hat, almost with the hasty eagerness of a boy, he
went down-stairs. On the opposite side of the road was a smart little
carriage in which the coachman was asleep, with his legs cocked up
on the driver\x92s seat, displaying a pair of startling orange-and-black
socks. By the socks Artois knew his man.

\x93Pasqualino! Pasqualino!\x94 he cried.

The coachman sprang up, showing a round, rosy face, and a pair of
shrewd, rather small dark eyes.

\x93Take me to Posilipo.\x94

\x93Si, Signore.\x94

Pasqualino cracked his whip vigorously.

\x93Ah--ah! Ah--ah!\x94 he cried to his gayly bedizened little horse, who wore
a long feather on his head, flanked by bunches of artificial roses.

\x93Not too fast, Pasqualino. I am in no hurry. Keep along by the sea.\x94

The coachman let the reins go loose, and instantly the little horse went
slowly, as if all his spirit and agility had suddenly been withdrawn
from him.

\x93I have not seen you for several days, Signore. Have you been ill?\x94

Pasqualino had turned quite round on his box, and was facing his client.

\x93No, I\x92ve been working.\x94

\x93Si?\x94

Pasqualino made a grimace, as he nearly always did when he heard a rich
Signore speak of working.

\x93And you? You have been spending money as usual. All your clothes are
new.\x94

Pasqualino smiled, showing rows of splendid teeth under his little
twisted-up mustache.

\x93Si, Signore, all! And I have also new underclothing.\x94

\x93Per Bacco!\x94

\x93Ecco, Signore!\x94

He pulled his trousers up to his knees, showing a pair of pale-blue
drawers.

\x93The suspenders--they are new, Signore!\x94 He drew attention to the
scarlet elastics that kept the orange-and-black socks in place.
\x93My boots!\x94 He put his feet up on the box that Artois might see his
lemon-colored boots, then unbuttoned and threw open his waistcoat. \x93My
shirt is new! My cravat is new! Look at the pin!\x94 He flourished his
plump, brown, and carefully washed hands. \x93I have a new ring.\x94 He bent
his head. \x93My hat is new.\x94

Artois broke into a roar of laughter that seemed to do him good after
his days of work.

\x93You young dandy! And where do you get the money?\x94

Pasqualino looked doleful and hung his head.

\x93Signore, I am in debt. But I say to myself, \x91Thank the Madonna, I have
a rich and generous Padrone who wishes his coachman to be chic. When he
sees my clothes he will be contented, and who knows what he will do?\x92\x94

\x93Per Bacco! And who is this rich and generous Signore?\x94

\x93Ma!\x94 Pasqualino passionately flung out the ringed hand that was not
holding the reins--\x93Ma!--you, Signore.\x94

\x93You young rascal! Turn round and attend to your driving!\x94

But Artois laughed again. The impudent boyishness of Pasqualino, and his
childish passion for finery, were refreshing, and seemed to belong to
a young and thoughtless world. The sea-breeze was soft as silk, the
afternoon sunshine was delicately brilliant. The Bay looked as it often
does in summer--like radiant liberty held in happy arms, alluring, full
of promises. And a physical well-being invaded Artois such as he had not
known since the day when he had tea with Vere upon the island.

He had been shut in. Now the gates were thrown open, and to what a
brilliant world! He issued forth into it with almost joyous expectation.

They went slowly, and presently drew near to the Rotonda. Artois leaned
a little forward and saw that the fishermen were at work. They stood in
lines upon the pavement pulling at the immense nets which were still
a long way out to sea. When the carriage reached them Artois told
Pasqualino to draw up, and sat watching the work and the fierce energy
of the workers. Half naked, with arms and legs and chests that gleamed
in the sun like copper, they toiled, slanting backward, one towards
another, laughing, shouting, swearing with a sort of almost angry joy.
In their eyes there was a carelessness that was wild, in their gestures
a lack of self-consciousness that was savage. But they looked like
creatures who must live forever. And to Artois, sedentary for so long,
the sight of them brought a feeling almost of triumph, but also a
sensation of envy. Their vigor made him pine for movement.

\x93Drive on slowly, Pasqualino,\x94 he said. \x93I will follow you on foot, and
join you at the hill.\x94

\x93Si Signore.\x94

He got out, stood for a moment, then strolled on towards the Mergellina.
As he approached this part of the town, with its harbor and its
population of fisherfolk, the thought of Ruffo came into his mind. He
remembered that Ruffo lived here. Perhaps he might see the boy this
afternoon.

On the mole that serves as a slight barrier between the open sea and
the snug little harbor several boys were fishing. Others were bathing,
leaping into the water with shouts from the rocks. Beyond, upon the
slope of dingy sand among the drawn-up boats, children were playing, the
girls generally separated from the boys. Fishermen, in woolen shirts
and white linen trousers, sat smoking in the shadow of their craft, or
leaned muscular arms upon them, standing at ease, staring into vacancy
or calling to each other. On the still water there was a perpetual
movement of boats; and from the distance came a dull but continuous
uproar, the yells and the laughter of hundreds of bathers at the
Stabilimento di Bagni beyond the opposite limit of the harbor.

Artois enjoyed the open-air gayety, the freedom of the scene; and once
again, as often before, found himself thinking that the out-door life,
the life loosed from formal restrictions, was the only one really and
fully worth living. There was a carelessness, a camaraderie among these
people that was of the essence of humanity. Despite their frequent
quarrels, their intrigues, their betrayals, their vendettas, they hung
together. There was a true and vital companionship among them.

He passed on with deliberation, observing closely, yet half-lazily--for
his brain was slack and needed rest--the different types about him,
musing on the possibilities of their lives, smiling at the gambols of
the intent girls, and the impudent frolics of the little boys who seemed
the very spawn of sand and sea and sun, till he had nearly passed the
harbor, and was opposite to the pathway that leads down to the jetty, to
the left of which lie the steam-yachts.

At the entrance to this pathway there is always a knot of people
gathered about the shanty where the seamen eat maccaroni and strange
messes, and the stands where shell-fish are exposed for sale. On the far
side of the tramway, beneath the tall houses which are let out in rooms
and apartments for families, there is an open space, and here in summer
are set out quantities of strong tables, at which from noon till late
into the evening the people of Mergellina, and visitors of the humbler
classes from Naples, sit in merry throngs, eating, smoking, drinking
coffee, syrups, and red and white wine.

Artois stood still for a minute to watch them, to partake from a
distance, and unknown to them, in their boisterous gayety. He had lit
a big cigar, and puffed at it as his eyes roved from group to group,
resting now on a family party, now on a quartet of lovers, now on two
stout men obviously trying to drive a bargain with vigorous rhetoric and
emphatic gestures, now on an elderly woman in a shawl spending an hour
with her soldier son in placid silence, now on some sailors from a ship
in the distant port by the arsenal bent over a game of cards, or a party
of workmen talking wages or politics in their shirt-sleeves with flowers
above their ears.

What a row they made, these people! Their animation was almost like the
animation of a nightmare. Some were ugly, some looked wicked; others
mischievous, sympathetic, coarse, artful, seductive, boldly defiant or
boisterously excited. But however much they differed, in one quality
they were nearly all alike. They nearly all looked vivid. If they
lacked anything, at least it was not life. Even their sorrows should be
energetic.

As this thought came into his mind Artois\x92 eyes chanced to rest on two
people sitting a little apart at a table on which stood a coffee-cup,
a thick glass half full of red wine, and a couple of tumblers of water.
One was a woman, the other--yes, the other was Ruffo.

When Artois realized this he kept his eyes upon them. He forgot his
interest in the crowd.

At first he could only see Ruffo\x92s side-face. But the woman was exactly
opposite to him.

She was neatly dressed in some dark stuff, and wore a thin shawl, purple
in color, over her shoulders. She looked middle-aged. Had she been an
Englishwoman Artois would have guessed her to be near fifty. But as
she was evidently a Southerner it was possible that she was very much
younger. Her figure was broad and matronly. Her face, once probably
quite pretty was lined, and had the battered and almost corrugated look
that the faces of Italian women of the lower classes often reveal when
the years begin to increase upon them. The cheek-bones showed harshly in
it, by the long and dark eyes, which were surrounded by little puckers
of yellow flesh. But Artois\x92 attention was held not by this woman\x92s
quite ordinary appearance, but by her manner. Like the people about her
she was vivacious, but her vivacity was tragic--she had not come here
to be gay. Evidently she was in the excitement of some great grief or
passion. She was speaking vehemently to Ruffo, gesticulating with her
dark hands, on which there were two or three cheap rings, catching at
her shawl, swaying her body, nodding her head, on which the still black
hair was piled in heavy masses. And her face was distorted by an emotion
that seemed of sorrow and anger mingled. In her ears, pretty and almost
delicate in contrast to the ruggedness of her face, were large gold
rings, such as Sicilian women often wear. They swayed in response to her
perpetual movements. Artois watched her lips as they opened and shut,
were compressed or thrust forward, watched her white teeth gleaming. She
lifted her two hands, doubled into fists, till they were on a level
with her shoulders, shook them vehemently, then dashed them down on the
table. The coffee-cup was overturned. She took no notice of it. She was
heedless of everything but the subject which evidently obsessed her.

The boy, Ruffo, sat quite still listening to her. His attitude was calm.
Now and then he sipped his wine, and presently he took from his pocket a
cigarette, lighted it carefully, and began to smoke. There was something
very boyish and happy-go-lucky in his attitude and manner. Evidently,
Artois thought, he was very much at home with this middle-aged woman.
Probably her vehemence was to him an every-day affair. She laid one
hand on his arm and bent forward. He slightly shrugged his shoulders
and shook his head. She kept her hand on his arm, went on talking
passionately, and suddenly began to weep. Tears rushed out of her eyes.
Then the boy took her hand gently, stroked it, and began to speak
to her, always keeping her hand in his. The woman, with a despairing
movement, laid her face down on the table, with her forehead touching
the wood. Then she lifted it up. The paroxysm seemed to have passed. She
took out a handkerchief from inside the bodice of her dress and dried
her eyes. Ruffo struck the table with his glass. An attendant came. He
paid the bill, and the woman and he got up to go. As they did so Ruffo
presented for a moment his full face to Artois, and Artois swiftly
compared it with the face of the woman, and felt sure that they were
mother and son.

Artois moved on towards the hill of Posilipo, but after taking a few
steps turned to look back. The woman and Ruffo had come into the road
by the tram-line. They stood there for a moment, talking. Then Ruffo
crossed over to the path, and the woman went away slowly towards the
Rotonda. Seeing Ruffo alone Artois turned to go back, thinking to have
a word with the boy. But before he could reach him he saw a man step out
from behind the wooden shanty of the fishermen and join him.

This man was Gaspare.

Ruffo and Gaspare strolled slowly away towards the jetty where the
yachts lie, and presently disappeared.

Artois found Pasqualino waiting for him rather impatiently not far from
the entrance to the Scoglio di Frisio.

\x93I thought you were dead, Signore,\x94 he remarked, as Artois came up.

\x93I was watching the people.\x94

He got into the carriage.

\x93They are canaglia,\x94 said Pasqualino, with the profound contempt of the
Neapolitan coachman for those who get their living by the sea. He lived
at Fuorigrotta, and thought Mergellina a place of outer darkness.

\x93I like them,\x94 returned Artois.

\x93You don\x92t know them, Signore. I say--they are canaglia. Where shall I
drive you?\x94

Artois hesitated, passing in mental review the various ristoranti on the
hill.

\x93Take me to the Ristorante della Stella,\x94 he said, at length.

Pasqualino cracked his whip, and drove once more merrily onward.

When Artois came to the ristorante, which was perched high up on the
side of the road farthest from the sea, he had almost all the tables to
choose from, as it was still early in the evening, and in the summer
the Neapolitans who frequent the more expensive restaurants usually dine
late. He sat down at a table in the open air close to the railing, from
which he could see a grand view of the Bay, as well as all that was
passing on the road beneath, and ordered a dinner to be ready in half an
hour. He was in no hurry, and wanted to finish his cigar.

There was a constant traffic below. The tram-bell sounded its reiterated
signal to the crowds of dusty pedestrians to clear the way. Donkeys
toiled upward, drawing carts loaded with vegetables and fruit. Animated
young men, wearing tiny straw hats cocked impertinently to one side,
drove frantically by in light gigs that looked like the skeletons of
carriages, holding a rein in each hand, pulling violently at their
horses\x92 mouths, and shouting \x93Ah--ah!\x94 as if possessed of the devil.
Smart women made the evening \x93Passeggiata\x94 in landaus and low victorias,
wearing flamboyant hats, and gazing into the eyes of the watching men
ranged along the low wall on the sea-side with a cool steadiness that
was almost Oriental. Some of them were talking. But by far the greater
number leaned back almost immobile against their cushions; and their
pale faces showed nothing but the languid consciousness of being
observed and, perhaps, desired. Stout Neapolitan fathers, with bulging
eyes, immense brown cheeks, and peppery mustaches, were promenading
with their children and little dogs, looking lavishly contented
with themselves. Young girls went primly past, holding their narrow,
well-dressed heads with a certain virginal stiffness that was yet not
devoid of grace, and casting down eyes that were supposed not yet to be
enlightened. Their governesses and duennas accompanied them. Barefooted
brown children darted in and out, dodging pedestrians and horses.
Priests and black-robed students chattered vivaciously. School-boys with
peaked caps hastened homeward. The orphans from Queen Margherita\x92s Home,
higher up the hill, marched sturdily through the dust to the sound of a
boyish but desperately martial music. It was a wonderfully vivid world,
but the eyes of Artois wandered away from it, over the terraces, the
houses, and the tree-tops. Their gaze dropped down to the sea. Far off,
Capri rose out of the light mist produced by the heat. And beyond was
Sicily.

Why had that woman, Ruffo\x92s mother, wept just now? What was her tragedy?
he wondered. Accurately he recalled her face, broad now, and seamed with
the wrinkles brought by trouble and the years.

He recalled, too, Ruffo\x92s attitude as the boy listened to her vehement,
her almost violent harangue. How boyish, how careless it had been--yet
not unkind or even disrespectful, only wonderfully natural and
wonderfully young.

\x93He was the deathless boy.\x94

Suddenly those words started into Artois\x92 mind. Had he read them
somewhere? For a moment he wondered. Or had he heard them? They seemed
to suggest speech, a voice whose intonations he knew. His mind was still
fatigued by work, and would not be commanded by his will. Keeping his
eyes fixed on the ethereal outline of Capri, he strove to remember,
to find the book which had contained these words and given them to his
eyes, or the voice that had spoken them and given them to his ears.

\x93He was the deathless boy.\x94

A piano-organ struck up below him, a little way up the hill to the
right, and above its hard accompaniment there rose a powerful tenor
voice singing. The song must have been struck forcibly upon some part
of his brain that was sleeping, must have summoned it to activity. For
instantly, ere the voice had sung the first verse, he saw imaginatively
a mountain top in Sicily, evening light--such as was then shining over
and transfiguring Capri--and a woman, Hermione. And he heard her voice,
very soft, with a strange depth and stillness in it, saying those words:
\x93He was the deathless boy.\x94

Of course! How could he have forgotten? They had been said of Maurice
Delarey. And now idly, strangely, he had recalled them as he thought of
Ruffo\x92s young and careless attitude by the table of the ristorante that
afternoon.

The waiter, coming presently to bring the French Signore the plate of
oysters from Fusaro, which he had ordered as the prelude to his dinner,
was surprised by the deep gravity of his face, and said:

\x93Don\x92t you like \x91A Mergellina,\x92 Signore? We are all mad about it. And it
won the first prize at last year\x92s festa of Piedigrotta.\x94

\x93Comment donc?\x94 exclaimed Artois, as if startled. \x93What?--no--yes. I
like it. It\x92s a capital song. Lemon? That\x92s right--and red pepper. Va
bene!\x94

And he bent over his plate rather hurriedly and began to eat.

The piano-organ and the singing voice died away down the hill, going
towards Mergellina.

But the effect, curious and surely unreasonable, of the song remained.
Often, while he ate, Artois turned his eyes towards the mountain of
Capri, and each time that he did so he saw, beyond it and its circling
sea, Sicily, Monte Amato, the dying lights on Etna, the evening star
above its plume of smoke, the figure of a woman set in the shadow of her
sorrow, yet almost terribly serene; and then another woman, sitting at a
table, vehemently talking, then bowing down her head passionately as if
in angry grief.

When he had finished his dinner the sun had set, and night had dropped
down softly over the Bay. Capri had disappeared. The long serpent of
lights had uncoiled itself along the sea. Down below, very far down,
there was the twang and the thin, acute whine of guitars and mandolines,
the throbbing cry of Southern voices. The stars were out in a deep
sky of bloomy purple. There was no chill in the air, but a voluptuous,
brooding warmth, that shed over the city and the waters a luxurious
benediction, giving absolution, surely, to all the sins, to all the
riotous follies of the South.

Artois rested his arms on the balustrade.

The ristorante was nearly full now, gay with lights and with a tempest
of talk. The waiter came to ask if the Signore would take coffee.

Artois hesitated a moment, then shook his head. He realized that his
nerves had been tried enough in these last days and nights. He must let
them rest for a while.

The waiter went away, and he turned once more towards the sea. To-night
he felt the wonder of Italy, of this part of the land and of its people,
as he had not felt it before, in a new and, as it seemed to him, a
mysterious way. A very modern man and, in his art, a realist, to-night
there was surely something very young alert within him, something of
vague sentimentality that was like an echo from Byronic days. He felt
over-shadowed, but not unpleasantly, by a dim and exquisite melancholy,
in which he thought of nature and of human nature pathetically, linking
them together; those singing voices with the stars, the women who leaned
on balconies to listen with the sea that was murmuring below them, the
fishermen upon that sea with the deep and marvellous sky that watched
their labors.

In a beautiful and almost magical sadness he too was one with the night,
this night in Italy. It held him softly in its arms. A golden sadness
streamed from the stars. The voices below expressed it. The fishermen\x92s
torches in the Bay, those travelling lights that are as the eyes of the
South searching for charmed things in secret places, lifted the sorrows
of earth towards the stars, and they were golden too. There was a joy
even in the tears wept on such a night as this.

He loved detail. It was, perhaps, his fault to love it too much. But now
he realized that the magician, Night, knew better than he what were the
qualities of perfection. She had changed Naples into a diaper of jewels
sparkling softly in the void. He knew that behind that lacework of
jewels there were hotels, gaunt and discolored houses full of poverty,
shame, and wickedness, galleries in which men hunted the things
that gratify their lusts, alleys infected with disease and filth
indescribable. He knew it, but he no longer felt it. The glamour of the
magician was upon him. Perhaps behind the stars there were terrors,
too. But who, looking upon them, could believe it? Detail might create
a picture; its withdrawal let in upon the soul the spirit light of the
true magic.

It was a mistake to search too much, to draw too near, to seek always to
see clearly.

The Night taught that in Italy, and many things not to be clothed with
words.

Reluctantly at last he lifted his arms from the balcony rail and got up
to leave the restaurant. He dreaded the bustle of the street. As he came
out into it he heard the sharp \x93Ting! Ting!\x94 of a tram-bell higher up
the hill, and stepped aside to let the tram go by. Idly he looked at it
as it approached. He was still in the vague, the almost sentimental mood
that had come upon him with the night. The tram came up level with him
and slipped slowly by. There was a number of people in it, but on the
last seat one woman sat alone. He saw her clearly as she passed, and
recognized Hermione.

She did not see him. She was looking straight before her.

\x93Ah-ah! Ah-ah!\x94

A shower of objurgations in the Neapolitan dialect fell upon Artois from
the box of a carriage coming up the hill. He jumped back and gained
the path. There again he stood still. The sweet and half-melancholy
vagueness had quite left him now. The sight of his friend had swept it
away. Why was she going to Mergellina at that hour? And why did she look
like that?

And he thought of the expression he had seen on her face as the tram
slipped by, an expression surely of excitement; but also a furtive
expression.

Artois had seen Hermione in all her moods, and hers was a very changeful
face. But never before had he seen her look furtive. Nor could he have
conceived it possible that she could look so.

Perhaps the lights had deceived him. And he had only seen her for an
instant.

But why was she going to Mergellina?

Then suddenly it occurred to him that she might be going to Naples, not
to Mergellina at all. He knew no reason why her destination should be
Mergellina. He began to walk down the hill rather quickly. Some hundreds
of yards below the Ristorante della Stella there is a narrow flight of
steps between high walls and houses, which leads eventually down to the
sea at a point where there are usually two or three boats waiting for
hire. Artois, when he started, had no intention of going to sea that
night, but when he reached the steps he paused, and finally turned from
the path and began to descend them.

He had realized that he was really in pursuit, and abruptly relinquished
his purpose. Why should he wish to interfere with an intention of
Hermione\x92s that night?

He would return to Naples by sea.

As he came in sight of the water there rose up to him in a light tenor
voice a melodious cry:

\x93Barca! Barca!\x94

He answered the call.

\x93Barca!\x94

The sailor who was below came gayly to meet him.

\x93It is a lovely night for the Signore. I could take the Signore to
Sorrento or to Capri to-night.\x94

He held Artois by the right arm, gently assisting him into the
broad-bottomed boat.

\x93I only want to go to Naples.\x94

\x93To which landing, Signore?\x94

\x93The Vittoria. But go quietly and keep near the shore. Go round as near
as you can to the Mergellina.\x94

\x93Va bene, Signore.\x94

They slipped out, with a delicious, liquid sound, upon the moving
silence of the sea.



CHAPTER XIX

Hermione was not going to Mergellina, but to the Scoglio di Frisio.
She had only come out of her room late in the afternoon. During her
seclusion there she had once been disturbed by Gaspare, who had come to
ask her if she wanted him for anything, and, if not, whether he might go
over to Mergellina for the rest of the afternoon to see some friends he
had made there. She told him he was free till night, and he went away
quickly, after one searching, wide-eyed glance at the face of his
Padrona.

When he had gone Hermione told herself that she was glad he was away. If
he had been on the island she might have been tempted to take one of the
boats, to ask him to row her to the Scoglio that evening. But now,
of course, she would not go. It was true that she could easily get a
boatman from the village on the mainland near by, but without Gaspare\x92s
companionship she would not care to go. So that was settled. She would
think no more about it. She had tea with Vere, and strove with all her
might to be natural, to show no traces in face or manner of the storm
that had swept over her that day. She hoped, she believed that she was
successful. But what a hateful, what an unnatural effort that was!

A woman who is not at her ease in her own home with her own girl--where
can she be at ease?

It was really the reaction from that effort that sent Hermione from the
island that evening. She felt as if she could not face another meal with
Vere just then. She felt transparent, as if Vere\x92s eyes would be able to
see all that she must hide if they were together in the evening. And she
resolved to go away. She made some excuse--that she wished for a little
change, that she was fidgety and felt the confinement of the island.

\x93I think I\x92ll go over to the village,\x94 she said; \x93and walk up to the
road and take the tram.\x94

\x93Will you, Madre?\x94

Hermione saw in Vere\x92s eyes that the girl was waiting for something.

\x93I\x92ll go by myself, Vere,\x94 she said. \x93I should be bad company to-day.
The black dog is at my heels.\x94

She laughed, and added:

\x93If I am late in coming back, have dinner without me.\x94

\x93Very well, Madre.\x94

Vere waited a moment; then as if desiring to break forcibly through the
restraint that bound them put out her hand to her mother\x92s and said:

\x93Why don\x92t you go to Naples and have dinner with Monsieur Emile? He
would cheer you up, and it is ages since we have seen him.\x94

\x93Only two or three days. No, I won\x92t disturb Emile. He may be working.\x94

Vere felt that somehow her eager suggestion had deepened the constraint.
She said no more, and Hermione presently crossed over to the mainland
and began her walk to the road that leads from Naples to Bagnoli.

Where was she going? What was she really about to do?

Certainly she would not adopt the suggestion of Vere. Emile was the last
person whom she wished to see--by whom she wished to be seen--just then.

The narrow path turned away from the sea into the shadow of high banks.
She walked very slowly, like one out for a desultory stroll; a lizard
slipped across the warm earth in front of her, almost touching her foot,
climbed the bank swiftly, and vanished among the dry leaves with a faint
rustle.

She felt quite alone to-day in Italy, and far off, as if she had
no duties, no ties, as if she were one of those solitary, drifting,
middle-aged women who vaguely haunt the beaten tracks of foreign lands.
It was sultry in this path away from the sea. She was sharply conscious
of the change of climate, the inland sensation, the falling away of the
freedom from her, the freedom that seems to exhale from wave and wind of
the wave.

She walked on, meeting no one and still undecided what to do. The
thought of the Scoglio di Frisio returned to her mind, was dismissed,
returned again. She might go and dine there quietly alone. Was she
deceiving herself, and had she really made up her mind to go to the
Scoglio before she left the island? No, she had come away mainly because
she felt the need of solitude, the difficulty of being with Vere just
for this one night. To-morrow it would be different. It should be
different to-morrow.

She saw a row of houses in the distance, houses of poor people, and knew
that she was nearing the road. Clothes were hanging to dry. Children
were playing at the edge of a vineyard. Women were washing linen, men
sitting on the doorsteps mending _nasse_. As she went by she nodded to
them, and bade them \x93Buona sera.\x94 They answered courteously, some with
smiling faces, others with grave and searching looks--or so she thought.

The tunnel that runs beneath the road at the point where this path joins
it came in sight. And still Hermione did not know what she was going to
do. As she entered the tunnel she heard above her head the rumble of a
tram going towards Naples. This decided her. She hurried on, turned
to the right, and came out on the highway before the little lonely
ristorante that is set here to command the view of vineyards and of sea.

The tram was already gliding away at some distance down the road.

A solitary waiter came forward in his unsuitable black into the dust to
sympathize with the Signora, and to suggest that she should take a seat
and drink some lemon water, or gazzosa, while waiting for the next
tram. Or would not the Signora dine in the upper room and watch the
_tramontare del sole_. It would be splendid this evening. And he could
promise her an excellent risotto, sardines with pomidoro, and a bifteck
such as certainly she could not get in the restaurants of Naples.

\x93Very well,\x94 Hermione answered, quickly, \x93I will dine here, but not
directly--in half an hour or three-quarters.\x94

What Artois was doing at the Ristorante della Stella she was doing at
the Trattoria del Giardinetto.

She would dine quietly here, and then walk back to the sea in the cool
of the evening.

That was her decision. Yet when evening fell, and her bill was paid, she
took the tram that was going down to Naples, and passed presently before
the eyes of Artois. The coming of darkness had revived within her
much of the mood of the afternoon. She felt that she could not go home
without doing something definite, and she resolved to go to the Scoglio
di Frisio, have a cup of coffee there, look through the visitors\x92 book,
and then take a boat and return by night to the island. The sea wind
would cool her, would do her good.

Nothing told her when the eyes of her friend were for an instant fixed
upon her, when the mind of her friend for a moment wondered at the
strange, new look in her face. She left the tram presently at the
doorway above which is Frisio\x92s name, descended to the little terrace
from which Vere had run in laughing with the Marchesino, and stood there
for a moment hesitating.

The long restaurant was lit up, and from it came the sound of
music--guitars, and a voice singing. She recognized the throaty tenor of
the blind man raised in a spurious and sickly rapture:

  \x93Sa-anta-a Lu-u-ci-ia! Santa Luci--a!\x94

It recalled her sharply to the night of the storm. For a moment she
felt again the strange, the unreasonable sense of fear, indefinable but
harsh, which had come upon her then, as fear comes suddenly sometimes
upon a child.

Then she stepped into the restaurant.

As on the other night, there were but few people dining there, and they
were away at the far end of the big room. Near them stood the musicians
under a light--seedy, depressed; except the blind man, who lifted his
big head, rolled his tongue, and swelled and grew scarlet in an effort
to be impressive.

Hermione sat down at the first table.

For a moment no one saw her. She heard men\x92s voices talking loudly and
gayly, the clatter of plates, the clink of knives and forks. She looked
round for the visitors\x92 book. If it were lying near she thought she
would open it, search for what Emile had written, and then slip away at
once unobserved.

There was a furtive spirit within her to-night.

But she could not see the book; so she sat still, listening to the blind
man and gazing at the calm sea just below her. A boat was waiting there.
She could see the cushions, which were white and looked ghastly in the
darkness, the dim form of the rower standing up to search for clients.

\x93Barca! Barca!\x94

He had seen her.

She drew back a little. As she did so her chair made a grating noise,
and instantly the sharp ears of the Padrone caught a sound betokening
the presence of a new-comer in his restaurant. It might be a queen, an
empress! Who could tell?

With his stiff yet alert military gait, he at once came marching down
towards her, staring hard with his big, bright eyes. When he saw who it
was he threw up his brown hands.

\x93The Signora of the storm!\x94 he exclaimed. He moved as if about to turn
around. \x93I must tell--\x94

But Hermione stopped him with a quick, decisive gesture.

\x93One moment, Signore.\x94

The Padrone approached aristocratically.

\x93The Marchese Isidoro Panacci is here dining with friends, the Duca
di--\x94

\x93Yes, yes. But I am only here for a moment, so it is not worth while to
tell the Marchese.\x94

\x93You are not going to dine, Signora! The food of Frisio does not please
you!\x94

He cast up his eyes in deep distress.

\x93Indeed it does. But I have dined. What I want is a cup of coffee,
and--and a liqueur--une fine. And may I look over your wonderful
visitors\x92 book? To tell the truth, that is what I have come for, to see
the marvellous book. I hadn\x92t enough time the other night. May I?\x94

The Padrone was appeased. He smiled graciously and turned upon his
heels.

\x93At once, Signora.\x94

\x93And--not a word to the Marchese! He is with friends. I would rather not
disturb him.\x94

The Padrone threw up his chin and clicked his tongue against his teeth.
A shrewd, though not at all impudent, expression had come into his face.
A Signora alone, at night, in a restaurant! He was a man of the great
world. He understood. What a mercy it was to be \x93educato\x94!

He came back again almost directly, bearing the book as a sacristan
might bear a black-letter Bible.

\x93Ecco, Signora.\x94

With a superb gesture he placed it before her.

\x93The coffee, the fine. Attendez, Signora, pour un petit momento.\x94

He stood to see the effect of his French upon her. She forced into
her face a look of pious admiration, and he at once departed. Hermione
opened the book rather furtively. She had the unpleasant sensation
of doing a surreptitious action, and she was an almost abnormally
straightforward woman by nature. The book was large, and contained
an immense number of inscriptions and signatures in handwritings that
varied as strangely as do the characters of men. She turned the leaves
hastily. Where had Emile written? Not at the end of the book. She
remembered that his signature had been followed by others, although she
had not seen, or tried to see, what he had written. Perhaps his name
was near Tolstoy\x92s. They had read together Tolstoy\x92s _Vedi Napoli e poi
Mori_.

But where was Tolstoy\x92s name?

A waiter came with the coffee and the brandy. She thanked him quickly,
sipped the coffee without tasting it, and continued the search.

The voice of the blind man died away. The guitars ceased.

She started. She was afraid the musicians would come down and gather
round her. Why had she not told the Padrone she wished to be quite
alone? She heard the shuffle of feet. They were coming. Feverishly she
turned the pages. Ah! here is was! She bent down over the page.

  \x93La conscience, c\x92est la quantite de science innee que nous avons
   en nous.       EMILE ARTOIS.

  \x93Nuit d\x92orage. Juin.\x94

The guitars began a prelude. The blind man shifted from one fat leg to
another, cast up his sightless eyes, protruded and drew in his tongue,
coughed, spat--

\x93Cameriere!\x94

Hermione struck upon the table sharply. She had forgotten all about the
Marchesino. She was full of the desire to escape, to get away and be out
on the sea.

\x93Cameriere!\x94

She called more loudly.

A middle-aged waiter came shuffling over the floor.

\x93The bill, please.\x94

As she spoke she drank the brandy.

\x93Si, Signora.\x94

He stood beside her.

\x93One coffee?\x94

\x93Si.\x94

\x93One cognac!\x94

\x93Si, si.\x94

The blind man burst into song.

\x93One fifty, Signora.\x94

Hermione gave him a two-lire piece and got up to go.

\x93Signora--buona sera! What a pleasure!\x94

The Marchesino stood before her, smiling, bowing. He took her hand, bent
over it, and kissed it.

\x93What a pleasure!\x94 he repeated, glancing round. \x93And you are alone! The
Signorina is not here?\x94

He stared suspiciously towards the terrace.

\x93And our dear friend Emilio?\x94

\x93No, no. I am quite alone.\x94

The blind man bawled, as if he wished to drown the sound of speech.

\x93Please--could you stop him, Marchese?\x94 said Hermione. \x93I--really--give
him this for me.\x94

She gave the Marchese a lira.

\x93Signora, it isn\x92t necessary. Silenzio! Silenzio! P-sh-sh-sh!\x94

He hissed sharply, almost furiously. The musicians abruptly stopped,
and the blind man made a gurgling sound, as if he were swallowing the
unfinished portion of his song.

\x93No; please pay them.\x94

\x93It\x92s too much.\x94

\x93Never mind.\x94

The Marchese gave the lire to the blind man, and the musicians went
drearily out.

Then Hermione held out her hand at once.

\x93I must go now. It is late.\x94

\x93You are going by sea, Signora?\x94

\x93Yes.\x94

\x93I will accompany you.\x94

\x93No, indeed. I couldn\x92t think of it. You have friends.\x94

\x93They will understand. Have you your own boat?\x94

\x93No.\x94

\x93Then of course I shall come with you.\x94

But Hermione was firm. She knew that to-night the company of this young
man would be absolutely unbearable.

\x93Marchese, indeed I cannot--I cannot allow it. We Englishwomen are very
independent, you know. But you may call me a boat and take me down to
it, as you are so kind.\x94

\x93With pleasure, Signora.\x94

He went to the open window. At once the boatman\x92s cry rose up.

\x93Barca! Barca!\x94

\x93That is Andrea\x92s voice,\x94 said the Marchesino. \x93I know him. Barca--si!\x94

The boat began to glide in towards the land.

As they went out the Marchesino said:

\x93And how is the Signorina?\x94

\x93Very well.\x94

\x93I have had a touch of fever, Signora, or I should have come over to
the island again. I stayed too long in the sea the other day, or--\x94 He
shrugged his shoulders.

\x93I\x92m sorry,\x94 said Hermione. \x93You are very pale to-night.\x94

For the first time she looked at him closely, and saw that his face was
white, and that his big and boyish eyes held a tired and yet excited
expression.

\x93It is nothing. It has passed. And our friend--Emilio? How is he?\x94

A hardness had come into his voice. Hermione noticed it.

\x93We have not seen him lately. I suppose he has been busy.\x94

\x93Probably. Emilio has much to do in Naples,\x94 said the Marchesino,
with an unmistakable sneer. \x93Do allow me to escort you to the island,
Signora.\x94

They had reached the boat. Hermione shook her head and stepped in at
once.

\x93Then when may I come?\x94

\x93Whenever you like.\x94

\x93To-morrow?\x94

\x93Certainly.\x94

\x93At what time?\x94

Hermione suddenly remembered his hospitality and felt that she ought to
return it.

\x93Come to lunch--half-past twelve. We shall be quite alone.\x94

\x93Signora, for loneliness with you and the Signorina I would give up
every friend I have ever had. I would give up--\x94

\x93Half-past twelve, then, Marchese. Addio!\x94

\x93A rivederci, Signora! A demain! Andrea, take care of the Signora. Treat
her as you would treat the Madonna. Do you hear?\x94

The boatman grinned and took off his cap, and the boat glided away
across the path of yellow light that was shed from the window of
Frisio\x92s.

Hermione leaned back against the white cushions. She was thankful to
escape. She felt tired and confused. That dreadful music had distracted
her, that--and something else, her tricked expectation. She knew now
that she had been very foolish, perhaps even very fantastic. She had
felt so sure that Emile had written in that book--what?

As the boat went softly on she asked herself exactly what she had
expected to find written there, and she realized that her imagination
had, as so often before, been galloping like a frightened horse with the
reins upon its neck. And then she began to consider what he had written.

\x93La conscience, c\x92est la quantite de science innee que nous avons en
nous.\x94

She did not know the words. Were they his own or another\x92s? And had he
written them simply because they had chanced to come into his mind at
the moment, or because they expressed some underthought or feeling that
had surged up in him just then? She wished she knew.

It was a fine saying, she thought, but for the moment she was less
interested in it than in Emile\x92s mood, his mind, when he had written
it. She realized now, on this calm of the sea, how absurd had been the
thought that a man so subtle as Emile would flagrantly reveal a passing
phase of his nature, a secret irritability, a jealousy, perhaps, or a
sudden hatred in a sentence written for any eyes that chose to see. But
he might covertly reveal himself to one who understood him well.

She sat still, trying to match her subtlety against his.

From the shore came sounds of changing music, low down or falling to
them from the illuminated heights where people were making merry in the
night. Now and then a boat passed them. In one, young men were singing,
and interrupting their song to shout with laughter. Here and there a
fisherman\x92s torch glided like a great fire-fly above the oily darkness
of the sea. The distant trees of the gardens climbing up the hill
made an ebony blackness beneath the stars, a blackness that suggested
impenetrable beauty that lay deep down with hidden face. And the lights
dispersed among them, gaining significance by their solitude, seemed to
summon adventurous or romantic spirits to come to them by secret paths
and learn their revelation. Over the sea lay a delicate warmth, not
tropical, not enervating, but softly inspiring. And beyond the circling
lamps of Naples Vesuvius lit up the firmament with a torrent of
rose-colored fire that glowed and died, and glowed again, constantly as
beats a heart.

And to Hermione came a melancholy devoid of all violence, soft almost
as the warmth upon this sea, quite as the resignation of the fatalistic
East. She felt herself for a moment such a tiny, dark thing caught in
the meshes of the great net of the Universe, this Universe that she
could never understand. What could she do? She must just sink down upon
the breast of this mystery, let it take her, hold her, do with her what
it would.

Her subtlety against Emile\x92s! She smiled to herself in the dark. What
a combat of midgets! She seemed to see two marionettes battling in the
desert.

And yet--and yet! She remembered a saying of Flaubert\x92s, that man is
like a nomad journeying on a camel through the desert; and he is the
nomad, and the camel--and the desert.

How true that was, for even now, as she felt herself to be nothing, she
felt herself to be tremendous.

She heard the sound of oars from the darkness before them, and saw the
dim outline of a boat, then the eyes of Emile looking straight into
hers.

\x93Emile!\x94

\x93Hermione!\x94

His face was gone. But yielding to her impulse she made Andrea stop,
and, turning round, saw that the other boat had also stopped a little
way from hers. It began to back, and in a moment was level with them.

\x93Emile! How strange to meet you! Have--you haven\x92t been to the island?\x94

\x93No. I was tired. I have been working very hard. I dined quietly at
Posilipo.\x94

He did not ask her where she had been.

\x93Yes. I think you look tired,\x94 she said. He did not speak, and she
added: \x93I felt restless, so I took the tram from the Trattoria del
Giardinetto as far as the Scoglio di Frisio, and am going back, as you
see, by boat.\x94

\x93It is exquisite on the sea to-night,\x94 he said.

\x93Yes, exquisite, it makes one sad.\x94

She remembered all she had been through that day, as she looked at his
powerful face.

\x93Yes,\x94 he answered. \x93It makes one sad.\x94

For a moment she felt that they were in perfect sympathy, as they used
to be. Their sadness, born of the dreaming hour, united them.

\x93Come soon to the island, dear Emile,\x94 she said, suddenly and with the
impulsiveness that was part of her, forgetting all her jealousy and all
her shadowy fears. \x93I have missed you.\x94

He noticed that she ruled out Vere in that sentence; but the warmth of
her voice stirred warmth in him, and he answered:

\x93Let me come to-morrow.\x94

\x93Do--do!\x94

\x93In the morning, to lunch, and to spend a long day.\x94

Suddenly she remembered the Marchesino and the sound of his voice when
he had spoken of his friend.

\x93Lunch?\x94 she said.

Instantly he caught her hesitation, her dubiety.

\x93It isn\x92t convenient, perhaps?\x94

\x93Perfectly, only--only the Marchesino is coming.\x94

\x93To-morrow--To lunch?\x94

The hardness of the Marchesino\x92s voice was echoed now in the voice of
Artois. There was antagonism between these men. Hermione realized it.

\x93Yes. I invited him this evening.\x94

There was a slight pause. Then Artois said:

\x93I\x92ll come some other day, Hermione. Well, my friend, au revoir, and bon
voyage to the island.\x94

His voice had suddenly become cold, and he signed to his boatman.

\x93Avanti!\x94

The boat slipped away and was lost in the darkness.

Hermione had said nothing. Once again--why, she did not know--her friend
had made her feel guilty.

Andrea, the boatman, still paused. Now she saw him staring into her
face, and she felt like a woman publicly deserted, almost humiliated.

\x93Avanti, Andrea!\x94 she said.

Her voice trembled as she spoke.

He bent to his oars and rowed on.

And man is the nomad, and the camel--and the desert.

Yes, she carried the desert within her, and she was wandering in it
alone. She saw herself, a poor, starved, shrinking figure, travelling
through a vast, a burning, a waterless expanse, with an iron sky above
her, a brazen land beneath. She was in rags, barefoot, like the poorest
nomad of them all.

But even the poorest nomad carries something.

Against her breast, to her heart, she clasped--a memory--the sacred
memory of him who had loved her, who had taken her to be his, who had
given her himself.



CHAPTER XX

That night when Hermione drew near to the island she saw the Saint\x92s
light shining, and remembered how, in the storm, she had longed for
it--how, when she had seen it above the roaring sea, she had felt that
it was a good omen. To-night it meant nothing to her. It was just a
lamp lit, as a lamp might be lit in a street, to give illumination in
darkness to any one who passed. She wondered why she had thought of it
so strangely.

Gaspare met her at the landing. She noticed at once a suppressed
excitement in his manner. He looked at Andrea keenly and suspiciously.

\x93How late you are, Signora!\x94

He put out his strong arm to help her to the land.

\x93Am I, Gaspare? Yes, I suppose I am--you ought all to be in bed.\x94

\x93I should not go to bed while you were out, Signora.\x94

Again she linked Gaspare with her memory, saw the nomad not quite alone
on the journey.

\x93I know.\x94

\x93Have you been to Naples, Signora?\x94

\x93No--only to--\x94

\x93To Mergellina?\x94

He interrupted her almost sharply.

\x93No, to the Scoglio di Frisio. Pay the boatman this, Gaspare.
Good-night, Andrea.\x94

\x93Good-night, Signora.\x94

Gaspare handed the man his money, and at once the boat set out on its
return to Posilipo.

Hermione stood at the water\x92s edge watching its departure. It passed
below the Saint, and the gleam of his light fell upon it for a moment.
In the gleam the black figure of Andrea was visible stooping to the
water. He was making the fishermen\x92s sign of the Cross. The cross on
Peppina\x92s face--was it an enemy of the Cross that carried with it San
Francesco\x92s blessing? Vere\x92s imagination! She turned to go up to the
house.

\x93Is the Signorina in bed yet, Gaspare?\x94

\x93No, Signora.\x94

\x93Where is she? Still out?\x94

\x93Si, Signora.\x94

\x93Did she think I was lost?\x94

\x93Signora, the Signorina is on the cliff with Ruffo.\x94

\x93With Ruffo?\x94

They were going up the steps.

\x93Si, Signora. We have all been together.\x94

Hermione guessed that Gaspare had been playing chaperone, and loved him
for it.

\x93And you heard the boat coming from the cliff?\x94

\x93I saw it pass under the Saint\x92s light, Signora. I did not hear it.\x94

\x93Well, but it might have been a fisherman\x92s boat.\x94

\x93Si, Signora. And it might have been your boat.\x94

The logic of this faithful watcher was unanswerable. They came up to the
house.

\x93I think I\x92ll go and see Ruffo,\x94 said Hermione.

She was close to the door of the house, Gaspare stood immediately before
her. He did not move now, but he said:

\x93I can go and tell the Signorina you are here, Signora. She will come at
once.\x94

Again Hermione noticed a curious, almost dogged, excitement in his
manner. It recalled to her a night of years ago when he had stood on a
terrace beside her in the darkness and had said: \x93I will go down to the
sea. Signora, let me go down to the sea!\x94

\x93There\x92s nothing the matter, is there, Gaspare?\x94 she said, quickly.
\x93Nothing wrong?\x94

\x93Signora, of course not! What should there be?\x94

\x93I don\x92t know.\x94

\x93I will fetch the Signorina.\x94

On that night, years ago, she had battled with Gaspare. He had been
forced to yield to her. Now she yielded to him.

\x93Very well,\x94 she answered. \x93Go and tell the Signorina I am here.\x94

She turned and went into the house and up to the sitting-room. Vere did
not come immediately. To her mother it seemed as if she was a very long
time coming; but at last her light step fell on the stairs, and she
entered quickly.

\x93Madre! How late you are! Where have you been?\x94

\x93Am I late? I dined at the little restaurant at the top of the hill
where the tram passes.\x94

\x93There? But you haven\x92t been there all this time?\x94

\x93No. Afterwards I took the tram to Posilipo and came home by boat. And
what have you been doing?\x94

\x93Oh, all sorts of things--what I always do. Just now I\x92ve been with
Ruffo.\x94

\x93Gaspare told me he was here.\x94

\x93Yes. We\x92ve been having a talk.\x94

Hermione waited for Vere to say something more, but she was silent. She
stood near the window looking out, and the expression on her face had
become rather vague, as if her mind had gone on a journey.

\x93Well,\x94 said the mother at last, \x93and what does Ruffo say for himself,
Vere?\x94

\x93Ruffo? Oh, I don\x92t know.\x94

She paused, then added:

\x93I think he has rather a hard time, do you know, Madre?\x94

Hermione had taken off her hat. She laid it on a table and sat down. She
was feeling tired.

\x93But generally he looks so gay, so strong. Don\x92t you remember that first
day you saw him?\x94

\x93Ah--then!\x94

\x93Of course, when he had fever--\x94

\x93No, it wasn\x92t that. Any one might be ill. I think he has things at home
to make him unhappy sometimes.\x94

\x93Has he been telling you so?\x94

\x93Oh, he doesn\x92t complain,\x94 Vere said, quickly, and almost with a touch
of heat. \x93A boy like that couldn\x92t whine, you know, Madre. But one can
understand things without hearing them said. There is some trouble.
I don\x92t know what it is exactly. But I think his step-father--his
Patrigno, as he calls him--must have got into some bother, or done
something horrible. Ruffo seemed to want to tell me, and yet not to
want to tell me. And, of course, I couldn\x92t ask. I think he\x92ll tell me
to-morrow, perhaps.\x94

\x93Is he coming here to-morrow?\x94

\x93Oh, in summer I think he comes nearly every night.\x94

\x93But you haven\x92t said anything about him just lately.\x94

\x93No. Because he hasn\x92t landed till to-night since the night of the
storm.\x94

\x93I wonder why?\x94 said Hermione.

She was interested; but she still felt tired, and the fatigue crept into
her voice.

\x93So do I,\x94 Vere said. \x93He had a reason, I\x92m sure. You\x92re tired Madre, so
I\x92ll go to bed. Good-night.\x94

She came to her mother and kissed her. Moved by a sudden overwhelming
impulse of tenderness, Hermione put her arms round the child\x92s slim
body. But even as she did so she remembered Vere\x92s secret, shared with
Emile and not with her. She could not abruptly loose her arms without
surprising her child. But they seemed to her to stiffen, against her
will, and her embrace was surely mechanical. She wondered if Vere
noticed this, but she did not look into her eyes to see.

\x93Good-night, Vere.\x94

\x93Good-night.\x94

Vere was at the door when Hermione remembered her two meetings of that
evening.

\x93By-the-way,\x94 she said, \x93I met the Marchesino to-night. He was at the
Scoglio di Frisio.\x94

\x93Was he?\x94

\x93And afterwards on the sea I met Emile.\x94

\x93Monsieur Emile! Then he isn\x92t quite dead!\x94

There was a sound almost of irritation in Vere\x92s voice.

\x93He has been working very hard.\x94

\x93Oh, I see.\x94

Her voice had softened.

\x93The Marchesino is coming here to lunch to-morrow.\x94

\x93Oh, Madre!\x94

\x93Does he bore you? I had to ask him to something after accepting his
dinner, Vere.\x94

\x93Yes, yes, of course. The Marchese is all right.\x94

She stood by the door with her bright, expressive eyes fixed on her
mother. Her dark hair had been a little roughened by the breeze from
Ischia, and stuck up just above the forehead, giving to her face an odd,
almost a boyish look.

\x93What is it, Vere?\x94

\x93And when is Monsieur Emile coming? Didn\x92t he say?\x94

\x93No. He suggested to-morrow, but when I told him the Marchese was coming
he said he wouldn\x92t.\x94

As Hermione said this she looked very steadily at her child. Vere\x92s eyes
did not fall, but met hers simply, fearlessly, yet not quite childishly.

\x93I don\x92t wonder,\x94 she said. \x93To tell the truth, Madre, I can\x92t see how a
man like the Marchesino could interest a man like Monsieur Emile--at any
rate, for long. Well--\x94 She gave a little sigh, throwing up her pretty
chin. \x93A letto si va!\x94

And she vanished.

When she had gone Hermione thought she too would go to bed. She was very
tired. She ought to go. Yet now she suddenly felt reluctant to go, and
as if the doings of the day for her were not yet over. And, besides, she
was not going to sleep well. That was certain. The dry, the almost sandy
sensation of insomnia was upon her. What was the matter with Gaspare
to-night? Perhaps he had had a quarrel with some one at Mergellina. He
had a strong temper as well as a loyal heart.

Hermione went to a window. The breeze from Ischia touched her. She
opened her lips, shut her eyes, drank it in. It would be delicious to
spend the whole night upon the sea, like Ruffo. Had he gone yet? Or was
he in the boat asleep, perhaps in the Saint\x92s Pool? How interested
Vere was in all the doings of that boy--how innocently, charmingly
interested!

Hermione stood by the window for two or three minutes, then went out
of the room, down the stairs, to the front door of the house. It was
already locked. Yet Gaspare had not come up to say good-night to her.
And he always did that before he went to bed. She unlocked the door,
went out, shut it behind her, and stood still.

How strangely beautiful and touching the faint noise of the sea round
the island was at night, and how full of meaning not quite to be
divined! It came upon her heart like the whisper of a world trying to
tell its secret to the darkness. What depths, what subtleties, what
unfailing revelations of beauty, and surely, too, of love, there were
in Nature! And yet in Nature what terrible indifference there was: a
powerful, an almost terrific inattention, like that of the sphinx that
gazes at what men cannot see. Hermione moved away from the house. She
walked to the brow of the island and sat down on the seat that Vere was
fond of. Presently she would go to the bridge and look over into the
Pool and listen for the voices of the fishermen. She sat there for some
time gaining a certain peace, losing something of her feeling of weary
excitement and desolation under the stars. At last she thought that
sleep might come if she went to bed. But before doing so she made her
way to the bridge and leaned on the rail, looking down into the Pool.

It was very dark, but she saw the shadowy shape of a fishing-boat lying
close to the rock. She stood and watched it, and presently she lost
herself in a thicket of night thoughts, and forgot where she was and
why she had come there. She was recalled by hearing a very faint voice
singing, scarcely more than humming, beneath her.

  \x93Oh, dolce luna bianca de l\x92 Estate
    Mi fugge il sonno accanto a la marina:
   Mi destan le dolcissime serate
    Gli occhi di Rosa e il mar di Mergellina.\x94

It was the same song that Artois had heard that day as he leaned on the
balcony of the Ristorante della Stella. But this singer of it sang the
Italian words, and not the dialetto. The song that wins the prize at the
Piedigrotta Festival is on the lips of every one in Naples. In houses,
in streets, in the harbor, in every piazza, and upon the sea it is heard
incessantly.

And now Ruffo was singing it softly and rather proudly in the Italian,
to attract the attention of the dark figure he saw above him. He was not
certain who it was, but he thought it was the mother of the Signorina,
and--he did not exactly know why--he wished her to find out that he was
there, squatting on the dry rock with his back against the cliff wall.
The ladies of the Casa del Mare had been very kind to him, and to-night
he was not very happy, and vaguely he longed for sympathy.

Hermione listened to the pretty, tripping words, the happy, youthful
words. And Ruffo sang them again, still very softly.

  \x93Oh, dolce luna bianca de l\x92 Estate--\x94

And the poor nomad wandering in the desert? But she had known the
rapture of youth, the sweet white moons of summer in the South. She
had known them long ago for a little while, and therefore she knew them
while she lived. A woman\x92s heart is tenacious, and wide as the world,
when it contains that world which is the memory of something perfect
that gave it satisfaction.

  \x93Mi destan le dolcissime serate
   Gli occhi do Rosa e il mar di Mergellina.\x94

Dear happy, lovable youth that can sing to itself like that in the deep
night! Like that once Maurice, her sacred possession of youth, sang. She
felt a rush of tenderness for Ruffo, just because he was so young, and
sang--and brought back to her the piercing truth of the everlasting
renewal that goes hand in hand with the everlasting passing away.

\x93Ruffo--Ruffo!\x94

Almost as Vere had once called \x93Pescator!\x94 she called. And as Ruffo had
once come running up to Vere he came now to Vere\x92s mother.

\x93Good-evening, Ruffo.\x94

\x93Good-evening, Signora.\x94

She was looking at the boy as at a mystery which yet she could
understand. And he looked at her simply, with a sort of fearless
gentleness, and readiness to receive the kindness which he knew dwealt
in her for him to take.

\x93Are you better?\x94

\x93Si, Signora, much better. The fever has gone. I am strong, you know.\x94

\x93You are so young.\x94

She could not help saying it, and her eyes were tender just then.

\x93Si, Signora, I am very young.\x94

His simple voice almost made her laugh, stirred in her that sweet humor
which has its dwelling at the core of the heart.

\x93Young and happy,\x94 she said.

And as she said it she remembered Vere\x92s words that evening; \x93I think he
has rather a hard time.\x94

\x93At least, I hope you are happy, Ruffo,\x94 she added.

\x93Si, Signora.\x94

He looked at her. She was not sure which he meant, whether his assent
was to her hope or to the fact of his happiness. She wondered which it
was.

\x93Young people ought to be happy,\x94 she said.

\x93Ought they, Signora?\x94

\x93You like your life, don\x92t you? You like the sea?\x94

\x93Si, Signora. I could not live away from the sea. If I could not see the
sea every day I don\x92t know what I should do.\x94

\x93I love it, too.\x94

\x93The Signorina loves the sea.\x94

He had ignored her love for it and seized on Vere\x92s. She thought that
this was very characteristic of his youth.

\x93Yes. She loves being here. You talked to her to-night, didn\x92t you?\x94

\x93Si, Signora.\x94

\x93And to Gaspare?\x94

\x93Si, Signora. And this afternoon, too. Gaspare was at Mergellina this
afternoon.\x94

\x93And you met there, did you?\x94

\x93Si, Signora. I had been with my mamma, and when I left my
mamma--poveretta--I met Gaspare.\x94

\x93I hope your mother is well.\x94

\x93Signora, she is not very well just now. She is a little sad just now.\x94

Hermione felt that the boy had some trouble which, perhaps, he would
like to tell her. Perhaps some instinct made him know that she felt
tender towards him, very tender that night.

\x93I am sorry for that,\x94 she said--\x93very sorry.\x94

\x93Si, Signora. There is trouble in our house.\x94

\x93What is it, Ruffo?\x94

The boy hesitated to answer. He moved his bare feet on the bridge and
looked down towards the boat. Hermione did not press him, said nothing.

\x93Signora,\x94 Ruffo said, at last, coming to a decision, \x93my Patrigno is
not a good man. He makes my mamma jealous. He goes after others.\x94

It was the old story of the South, then! Hermione knew something of the
persistent infidelities of Neapolitan men. Poor women who had to suffer
them!

\x93I am sorry for your mother,\x94 she said, gently. \x93That must be very
hard.\x94

\x93Si, Signora, it is hard. My mamma was very unhappy to-day. She put her
head on the table, and she cried. But that was because my Patrigno is
put in prison.\x94

\x93In prison! What has he done?\x94

Ruffo looked at her, and she saw that the simple expression had gone out
of his eyes.

\x93Signora, I thought perhaps you knew.\x94

\x93I? But I have never seen your step-father.\x94

\x93No, Signora. But--but you have that girl here in your house.\x94

\x93What girl?\x94

Suddenly, almost while she was speaking, Hermione understood.

\x93Peppina!\x94 she said. \x93It was your Patrigno who wounded Peppina?\x94

\x93Si, Signora.\x94

There was a silence between them. Then Hermione said, gently:

\x93I am very sorry for your poor mother, Ruffo--very sorry. Tell me, can
she manage? About money, I mean?\x94

\x93It is not so much the money she was crying about, Signora. But, of
course, while Patrigno is in prison he cannot earn money for her. I
shall give her my money. But my mamma does not like all the neighbors
knowing about that girl. It is a shame for her.\x94

\x93Yes, of course it is. It is very hard.\x94

She thought a moment. Then she said:

\x93It must be horrible--horrible!\x94

She spoke with all the vehemence of her nature. Again, as long ago, when
she knelt before a mountain shrine in the night, she had put herself
imaginatively in the place of a woman, this time in the place of Ruffo\x92s
mother. She realized how she would have felt if her husband, her \x93man,\x94
 had ever been faithless to her.

Ruffo looked at her almost in surprise.

\x93I wish I could see your poor mother, Ruffo,\x94 she said. \x93I would go to
see her, only--well, you see, I have Peppina here, and--\x94

She broke off. Perhaps the boy would not understand what she considered
the awkwardness of the situation. She did not quite know how these
people regarded certain things.

\x93Wait here a moment, Ruffo,\x94 she said. \x93I am going to give you something
for your mother. I won\x92t be a moment.\x94

\x93Grazie, Signora.\x94

Hermione went away to the house. The perfect naturalness and simplicity
of the boy appealed to her. She was pleased, too, that he had not told
all this to Vere. It showed a true feeling of delicacy. And she was sure
he was a good son. She went up to her room, got two ten lira notes, and
went quickly back to Ruffo, who was standing upon the bridge.

\x93There, Ruffo,\x94 she said, giving them to him. \x93These are for your
mother.\x94

The boy\x92s brown face flushed, and into his eyes there came an expression
of almost melting gentleness.

\x93Oh, Signora!\x94 he said.

And there was a note of protest in his voice.

\x93Take them to her, Ruffo. And--and I want you to promise me something.
Will you?\x94

\x93Si, Signora. I will do anything--anything for you.\x94

Hermione put her hand on his shoulder.

\x93Be very, very kind to your poor mother, Ruffo.\x94

\x93Signora, I always am good for my poor mamma.\x94

He spoke with warm eagerness.

\x93I am sure you are. But just now, when she is sad, be very good to her.\x94

\x93Si, Signora.\x94

She took her hand from the boy\x92s shoulder. He bent to kiss her hand, and
again, as he was lifting up his head, she saw the melting look in his
eyes. This time it was unmingled with amazement, and it startled her.

\x93Oh, Ruffo!\x94 she said, and stopped, staring at him in the darkness.

\x93Signora! What is it? What have you?\x94

\x93Nothing. Good-night, Ruffo.\x94

\x93Good-night, Signora.\x94

He took off his cap and ran down to the boat. Hermione leaned over the
railing, bending down to see the boy reappear below. When he came he
looked like a shadow. From this shadow there rose a voice singing very
softly.

  \x93Oh, dolce luna bianca de l\x92 Estate--\x94

The shadow went over to the boat, and the voice died away.

  \x93Gli occhi di Rosa e il mar di Mergellina.\x94

Hermione still was bending down. And she formed the last words with lips
that trembled a little.

  \x93Gli occhi di Rosa e il mar di Mergellina.\x94

Then she said: \x93Maurice--Maurice!\x94

And then she stood trembling.

Yes, it was Maurice whom she had seen again for an instant in the
melting look of Ruffo\x92s face. She felt frightened in the dark.
Maurice--when he kissed her for the last time, had looked at her like
that. It could not be fancy. It was not.

Was this the very first time she had noticed in Ruffo a likeness to her
dead husband? She asked herself if it was. Yes. She had never--or had
there been something? Not in the face, perhaps. But--the voice? Ruffo\x92s
singing? His attitude as he stood up in the boat? Had there not been
something? She remembered her conversation with Artois in the cave. She
had said to him that--she did not know why--the boy, Ruffo, had made
her feel, had stirred up within her slumbering desires, slumbering
yearnings.

\x93I have heard a hundred boys sing on the Bay--and just this one touches
some chord, and all the strings of my soul quiver.\x94

She had said that.

Then there was something in the boy, something not merely fleeting like
that look of gentleness--something permanent, subtle, that resembled
Maurice.

Now she no longer felt frightened, but she had a passionate wish to go
down to the boat, to see Ruffo again, to be with him again, now that she
was awake to this strange, and perhaps only faint, imitation by another
of the one whom she had lost. No--not imitation; this fragmentary
reproduction of some characteristic, some--

She lifted herself up from the railing. And now she knew that her eyes
were wet. She wiped them with her handkerchief, drew a deep breath, and
went back to the house. She felt for the handle of the door, and, when
she found it, opened the door, went in, and shut it rather heavily, then
locked it. As she bent down to push home the bolt at the bottom a voice
called out:

\x93Who\x92s there?\x94

She was startled and turned quickly.

\x93Gaspare!\x94

He stood before her half dressed, with his hair over his eyes, and a
revolver in his hand.

\x93Signora! It is you!\x94

\x93Si. What did you think? That it was a robber?\x94

Gaspare looked at her almost sternly, went to the door, bent down and
bolted it, then he said:

\x93Signora, I heard a noise in the house a few minutes ago. I listened,
but I heard nothing more. Still, I thought it best to get up. I had just
put on my clothes when again I heard a noise at the door. I myself had
locked it for the night. What should I think?\x94

\x93I was outside. I came back for something. That was what you heard. Then
I went out again.\x94

\x93Si.\x94

He stood there staring at her in a way that seemed, she fancied, to
rebuke her. She knew that he wished to know why she had gone out so
late, returned to the house, then gone out once more.

\x93Come up-stairs for a minute, Gaspare,\x94 she said. \x93I want to speak to
you.\x94

He looked less stern, but still unlike himself.

\x93Si, Signora. Shall I put on my jacket?\x94

\x93No, no, never mind. Come like that.\x94

She went up-stairs, treading softly, lest she might disturb Vere. He
followed. When they were in her sitting-room she said:

\x93Gaspare, why did you go to bed without coming to say good-night to me?\x94

He looked rather confused.

\x93Did I forget, Signora? I was tired. Forgive me.\x94

\x93I don\x92t know whether you forgot. But you never came.\x94

As Hermione spoke, suddenly she felt as if Gaspare, too, were going,
perhaps, to drift from her. She looked at him with an almost sharp
intensity which hardened her whole face. Was he, too, being insincere
with her, he whom she trusted implicitly?

\x93Did you forget, Gaspare?\x94 she said.

\x93Signora,\x94 he repeated, with a certain, almost ugly doggedness, \x93I was
tired. Forgive me.\x94

She felt sure that he had chosen deliberately not to come to her for
the evening salutation. It was a trifle, yet to-night it hurt her. For
a moment she was silent, and he was silent, looking down at the floor.
Then she opened her lips to dismiss him. She intended to say a curt
\x93Good-night\x94; but--no--she could not let Gaspare retreat from her behind
impenetrable walls of obstinate reserve. And she did know his nature
through and through. If he was odd to-night, unlike himself, there was
some reason for it; and it could not be a reason that, known to her,
would make her think badly of him. She was certain of that.

\x93Never mind, Gaspare,\x94 she said gently. \x93But I like you to come and say
good-night to me. I am accustomed to that, and I miss it if you don\x92t
come.\x94

\x93Si, Signora,\x94 he said, in a very low voice.

He turned a little away from her, and made a small noise with his nose
as if he had a cold.

\x93Gaspare,\x94 she said, with an impulse to be frank, \x93I saw Ruffo
to-night.\x94

He turned round quickly. She saw moisture in his eyes, but they were
shining almost fiercely.

\x93He told me something about his Patrigno. Did you know it?\x94

\x93His Patrigno and Peppina?\x94

Hermione nodded.

\x93Si Signora; Ruffo told me.\x94

\x93I gave the boy something for his mother.\x94

\x93His mother--why?\x94

There was quick suspicion in Gaspare\x92s voice.

\x93Poor woman! Because of all this trouble. Her husband is in prison.\x94

\x93Lo so. But he will soon be out again. He is \x91protected.\x92\x94

\x93Who protects him?\x94

But Gaspare evaded the answer, and substituted something that was almost
a rebuke.

\x93Signora,\x94 he said, bluntly, \x93if I were you I would not have anything to
do with these people. Ruffo\x92s Patrigno is a bad man. Better leave them
alone.\x94

\x93But, Ruffo?\x94

\x93Signora?\x94

\x93You like him, don\x92t you?\x94

\x93Si, Signora. There is no harm in him.\x94

\x93And the poor mother?\x94

\x93I am not friends with his mother, Signora. I do not want to be.\x94

Hermione was surprised by his harshness.

\x93But why not?\x94

\x93There are people at Mergellina who are bad people,\x94 he said. \x93We are
not Neapolitan. We had better keep to ourselves. You have too much
heart, Signora, a great deal too much heart, and you do not always know
what people are.\x94

\x93Do you think I ought not to have given Ruffo that money for his
mother?\x94 Hermione asked, almost meekly.

\x93Si, Signora. It is not for you to give his mother money. It is not for
you.\x94

\x93Well, Gaspare, it\x92s done now.\x94

\x93Si, it\x92s done now.\x94

\x93You don\x92t think Ruffo bad, do you?\x94

After a pause, Gaspare answered:

\x93No, Signora. Ruffo is not bad.\x94

Hermione hesitated. She wanted to ask Gaspare something, but she was
not sure that the opportunity was a good one. He was odd to-night. His
temper had surely been upset. Perhaps it would be better to wait. She
decided not to speak of what was in her mind.

\x93Well, Gaspare, good-night,\x94 she said.

\x93Good-night, Signora.\x94

She smiled at him.

\x93You see, after all, you have had to say good-night to me!\x94

\x93Signora,\x94 he answered, earnestly, \x93even if I do not come to say
good-night to you always, I shall stay with you till death.\x94

Again he made the little noise with his nose, as he turned away and went
out of the room.

That night, as she got into bed, Hermione called down on that faithful
watch-dog\x92s dark head a blessing, the best that heaven contained for
him. Then she put out the light, and lay awake so long that when a boat
came round the cliff from the Saint\x92s Pool to the open sea, in the hour
before the dawn, she heard the soft splash of the oars in the water and
the sound of a boy\x92s voice singing.

  \x93Oh, dolce luna bianca de l\x92 Estate
    Mi fugge il sonno accanto a la marina:
   Mi destan le dolcissime serate
    Gli occhi di Rosa e il mar di Mergellina.\x94

She lifted herself up on her pillow and listened--listened until across
the sea, going towards the dawn, the song was lost.

  \x93Gli occhi di Rosa e il mar di Mergellina.\x94

When the voice was near, had not Maurice seemed near to her? And when
it died away, did not he fade with it--fade until the Ionian waters took
him?

She sat up in the darkness until long after the song was hushed. But she
heard it still in the whisper of the sea.



CHAPTER XXI

The Marchesino had really been unwell, as he had told Hermione.
The Panacci disposition, of which he had once spoken to Artois, was
certainly not a calm one, and Isidoro, was, perhaps, the most excitable
member of an abundantly excitable family. Although changeable, he was
vehement. He knew not the meaning of the word patience, and had always
been accustomed to get what he wanted exactly when he wanted it. Delay
in the gratification of his desires, opposition to his demands, rendered
him as indignant as if he were a spoiled child unable to understand the
fixed position and function of the moon. And since the night of his
vain singing along the shore to the Nisida he had been ill with fever,
brought on by jealousy and disappointment, brought on partly also by the
busy workings of a heated imagination which painted his friend Emilio in
colors of inky black.

The Marchesino had not the faintest doubt that Artois was in love with
Vere. He believed this not from any evidence of his eyes, for, even now,
in not very lucid moments, he could not recall any occasion on which he
had seen Emilio paying court to the pretty English girl. But, then, he
had only seen them together twice--on the night of his first visit to
the island and on the night of the storm. It was the general conduct of
his friend that convinced him, conduct in connection not with Vere, but
with himself--apart from that one occasion when Emilio must have lain
hidden with Vere among the shadows of the grotto of Virgil. He had been
deceived by Emilio. He had thought of him as an intellectual, who was
also a bon vivant and interested in Neapolitan life. But he had not
thought of him as a libertine. Yet that was what he certainly was. The
interview with Maria Fortunata in the alley beyond the Via Roma had
quite convinced the Marchesino. He had no objection whatever to loose
conduct, but he had a contempt for hypocrisy which was strong and
genuine. He had trusted Emilio. Now he distrusted him, and was ready to
see subtlety, deceit, and guile in all his undertakings.

Emilio had been trying to play with him. Emilio looked upon him as a boy
who knew nothing of the world. The difference in their respective ages,
so long ignored by him, now glared perpetually upon the Marchesino, even
roused within him a certain condemnatory something that was almost akin
to moral sense, a rare enough bird in Naples. He said to himself that
Emilio was a wicked old man, \x93un vecchio briccone.\x94 The delights of sin
were the prerogative of youth. Abruptly this illuminating fact swam,
like a new comet, within the ken of the Marchesino. He towered towards
the heights of virtuous indignation. As he lay upon his fevered pillow,
drinking a tisane prepared by his anxious mamma, he understood the inner
beauty of settling down--for the old, and white-haired age, still intent
upon having its fling, appeared to him so truly pitiable and disgusting
that he could almost have wept for Emilio had he not feared to make
himself more feverish by such an act of enlightened friendship.

And the sense and appreciation of the true morality, ravishing in its
utter novelty for the young barbarian, was cherished by the Marchesino
until he began almost to swell with virtue, and to start on stilts to
heaven, big with the message that wickedness was for the young and must
not be meddled with by any one over thirty--the age at which, till now,
he had always proposed to himself to marry some rich girl and settle
down to the rigid asceticism of Neapolitan wedded life.

And as the Marchesino had lain in bed tingling with morality, so did
he get up and issue forth to the world, and even set sail upon the
following day for the island. Morality was thick upon him, as upon that
\x93briccone\x94 Emilio, something else was thick. About mediaeval chivalry
he knew precisely nothing. Yet, as the white wings of his pretty yacht
caught the light breeze of morning, he felt like a most virtuous knight
_sans peur et sans reproche_. He even felt like a steady-going person
with a mission.

But he wished he thoroughly understood the English nation. Towards the
English he felt friendly, as do most Italians; but he knew little of
them, except that they were very rich, lived in a perpetual fog, and
were \x93un poco pazzi.\x94 But the question was how mad--in other words, how
different from Neapolitans--they were! He wished he knew. It would make
things easier for him in his campaign against Emilio.

Till he met the ladies of the island he had never said a hundred words
to any English person. The Neapolitan aristocracy is a very conservative
body, and by no means disposed to cosmopolitanism. To the Panacci Villa
at Capodimonte came only Italians, except Emilio. The Marchesino had
inquired of Emilio if his mother should call upon the Signora Delarey,
but Artois, knowing Hermione\x92s hatred of social formalities, had
hastened to say that it was not necessary, that it would even be a
surprising departure from the English fashion of life, which ordained
some knowledge of each other by the ladies of two families, or at
least some formal introduction by a mutual woman friend, before an
acquaintance could be properly cemented. Hitherto the Marchesino had
felt quite at ease with his new friends. But hitherto he had been, as it
were, merely at play with them. The interlude of fever had changed his
views and enlarged his consciousness. And Emilio was no longer at hand
to be explanatory if desired.

The Marchesino wished very much that he thoroughly understood the inner
workings of the minds of English ladies.

How mad were the English? How mad exactly, for instance, was the
Signora Delarey? And how mad exactly was the Signorina? It would be very
valuable to know. He realized that his accurate knowledge of Neapolitan
women, hitherto considered by him as amply sufficient to conduct him
without a false step through all the intricacies of the world feminine,
might not serve him perfectly with the ladies of the island. His
fever had, it seemed, struck a little blow on his self-confidence, and
rendered him so feeble as to be almost thoughtful.

And then, what exactly did he want? To discomfit Emilio utterly? That,
of course, did not need saying, even to himself. And afterwards? There
were two perpendicular lines above his eyebrows as the boat drew near to
the island.

But when he came into the little drawing-room, where Hermione was
waiting to receive him, he looked young and debonair, though still pale
from his recent touch of illness.

Vere was secretly irritated by his coming. Her interview with Peppina
had opened her eyes to many things, among others to a good deal that was
latent in the Marchesino. She could never again meet him, or any man
of his type, with the complete and masterful simplicity of ignorant
childhood that can innocently coquet by instinct, that can manage by
heredity from Eve, but that does not understand thoroughly, either, what
it is doing or why it is doing it.

Vere was not in the mood for the Marchesino.

She had been working, and she had been dreaming, and she wanted to have
another talk with Monsieur Emile. Pretty, delicate, yet strong-fibred
ambitions were stirring within her, and the curious passion to use life
as a material, but not all of life that presented itself to her. With
the desire to use that might be greedy arose the fastidious prerogative
of rejection.

And that very morning, mentally, Vere had rejected the Marchesino as
something not interesting in life, something that was only lively, like
the very shallow stream. What a bore it would be having to entertain
him, to listen to his compliments, to avoid his glances, to pretend to
be at ease with him.

\x93But Madre can have him for a little first,\x94 she said to herself, as she
looked into the glass to see that her hair was presentable. \x93Madre asked
him to come. I didn\x92t. I shall have nothing to say to him.\x94

She had quite forgotten her eagerness on the night of the storm, when
she heard the cry of the siren that betokened his approach. Again she
looked in the glass and gave a pat to her hair. And just as she was
doing it she thought of that day after the bathe, when Gaspare had come
to tell her that Monsieur Emile was waiting for her. She had run down,
then, just as she was, and now--

\x93Mamma mia! Am I getting vain!\x94 she said to herself.

And she turned from the glass, and reluctantly went to meet their guest.

She had said to herself that it was a bore having the Marchesino to
lunch, that he was uninteresting, frivolous, empty-headed. But directly
she set eyes upon him, as he stood in the drawing-room by her mother,
she felt a change in him. What had happened to him? She could not tell.
But she was conscious that he seemed much more definite, much more of
a personage, than he had seemed to her before. Even his face looked
different, though paler, stronger. She was aware of surprise.

The Marchesino, too, though much less instinctively observant than Vere,
noted a change in her. She looked more developed, more grown up. And he
said to himself:

\x93When I told Emile she was a woman I was right.\x94

Their meeting was rather grave and formal, even a little stiff.
The Marchesino paid Vere two or three compliments, and she inquired
perfunctorily after his health, and expressed regret for his slight
illness.

\x93It was only a chill, Signorina. It was nothing.\x94

\x93Perhaps you caught it that night,\x94 Vere said.

\x93What night, Signorina?\x94

Vere had been thinking of the night when he sang for her in vain.
Suddenly remembering how she and Monsieur Emile had lain in hiding and
slipped surreptitiously home under cover of the darkness, she flushed
and said:

\x93The night of the storm--you got wet, didn\x92t you?\x94

\x93But that was long ago, Signorina,\x94 he answered, looking steadily at
her, with an expression that was searching and almost hard.

Had he guessed her inadvertence? She feared so, and felt rather guilty,
and glad when Giulia came in to announce that lunch was ready.

Hermione, when they sat down, feeling a certain constraint, but not
knowing what it sprang from, came to the rescue with an effort. She was
really disinclined for talk, and was perpetually remembering that the
presence of the Marchesino had prevented Emile from coming to spend a
long day. But she remembered also her guest\x92s hospitality at Frisio\x92s,
and her social instinct defied her natural reluctance to be lively. She
said to herself that she was rapidly developing into a fogey, and
must rigorously combat the grievous tendency. By a sheer exertion of
will-power she drove herself into a different, and conversational, mood.
The Marchesino politely responded. He was perfectly self-possessed, but
he was not light-hearted. The unusual effort of being thoughtful had,
perhaps, distressed or even outraged his brain. And the worst of it was
that he was still thinking--for him quite profoundly.

However, they talked about risotto, they talked about Vesuvius, they
spoke of the delights of summer in the South and of the advantages of
living on an island.

\x93Does it not bore you, Signora, having the sea all round?\x94 asked the
Marchesino. \x93Do you not feel in a prison and that you cannot escape?\x94

\x93We don\x92t want to escape, do we, Madre?\x94 said Vere, quickly, before
Hermione could answer.

\x93I am very fond of the island, certainly,\x94 said Hermione. \x93Still, of
course, we are rather isolated here.\x94

She was thinking of what she had said to Artois--that perhaps her
instinct to shut out the world was morbid, was bad for Vere. The girl at
once caught the sound of hesitation in her mother\x92s voice.

\x93Madre!\x94 she exclaimed. \x93You don\x92t mean to say that you are tired of our
island life?\x94

\x93I do not say that. And you, Vere?\x94

\x93I love being here. I dread the thought of the autumn.\x94

\x93In what month do you go away, Signora?\x94 asked the Marchesino.

\x93By the end of October we shall have made our flitting, I suppose.\x94

\x93You will come in to Naples for the winter?\x94

Hermione hesitated. Then she said:

\x93I almost think I shall take my daughter to Rome. What do you say,
Vere?\x94

The girls face had become grave, even almost troubled.

\x93I can\x92t look forward in this weather,\x94 she said. \x93I think it\x92s almost
wicked to. Oh, let us live in the moment, Madre, and pretend it will be
always summer, and that we shall always be living in our Casa del Mare!\x94

There was a sound of eager youth in her voice as she spoke, and her eyes
suddenly shone. The Marchesino looked at her with an admiration he did
not try to conceal.

\x93You love the sea, Signorina?\x94 he asked.

But Vere\x92s enthusiasm abruptly vanished, as if she feared that he might
destroy its completeness by trying to share it.

\x93Oh yes,\x94 she said. \x93We all do here; Madre, Gaspare, Monsieur
Emile--everybody.\x94

It was the first time the name of Artois had been mentioned among them
that day. The Marchesino\x92s full red lips tightened over his large white
teeth.

\x93I have not seen Signor Emilio for some days,\x94 he said.

\x93Nor have we,\x94 said Vere, with a touch of childish discontent.

He looked at her closely.

Emilio--he knew all about Emilio. But the Signorina? What were her
feelings towards the \x93vecchio briccone\x94? He did not understand the
situation, because he did not understand precisely the nature of madness
of the English. Had the ladies been Neapolitans, Emilio an Italian, he
would have felt on sure ground. But in England, so he had heard, there
is a fantastic, cold, sexless something called friendship that can exist
between unrelated man and woman.

\x93Don Emilio writes much,\x94 he said, with less than his usual alacrity.
\x93When one goes to see him he has always a pen in his hand.\x94

He tried to speak of Emilio with complete detachment, but could not
resist adding:

\x93When one is an old man one likes to sit, one cannot be forever running
to and fro. One gets tired, I suppose.\x94

There was marked satire in the accent with which he said the last words.
And the shrug of his shoulders was an almost audible \x93What can I know of
that?\x94

\x93Monsieur Emile writes because he has a great brain, not because he has
a tired body,\x94 said Vere, with sudden warmth.

Her mother was looking at her earnestly.

\x93Oh, Signorina, I do not mean--But for a man to be always shut up,\x94
 began the Marchesino, \x93it is not life.\x94

\x93You don\x92t understand, Marchese. One can live in a little room with the
door shut as one can never live--\x94

Abruptly she stopped. A flush ran over her face and down to her neck.
Hermione turned away her eyes. But they had read Vere\x92s secret. She knew
what her child was doing in those hours of seclusion. And she remembered
her own passionate attempts to stave off despair by work. She remembered
her own failure.

\x93Poor little Vere!\x94 That was her first thought. \x93But what is Emile
doing?\x94 That was the second. He had discouraged her. He had told her the
truth. What was he telling Vere? A flood of bitter curiosity seemed to
rise in her, drowning many things.

\x93What I like is life, Signorina,\x94 said the Marchesino. \x93Driving, riding,
swimming, sport, fencing, being with beautiful ladies--that is life.\x94

\x93Yes, of course, that is life,\x94 she said.

What was the good of trying to explain to him the inner life? He had no
imagination.

Her youth made her very drastic, very sweeping, in her secret mental
assertions.

She labelled the Marchesino \x93Philistine,\x94 and popped him into his
drawer.

Lunch was over, and they got up.

\x93Are you afraid of the heat out-of-doors, Marchese?\x94 Hermione asked, \x93or
shall we have coffee in the garden? There is a trellis, and we shall be
out of the sun.\x94

\x93Signora, I am delighted to go out.\x94

He got his straw hat, and they went into the tiny garden and sat down on
basket-work chairs under a trellis, set in the shadow of some fig-trees.
Giulia brought them coffee, and the Marchesino lighted a cigarette.

He said to himself that he had never been in love before.

Vere wore a white dress. She had no hat on, but held rather carelessly
over her small, dark head a red parasol. It was evident that she was not
afraid even of the midday sun. That new look in her face, soft womanhood
at the windows gazing at a world more fully, if more sadly, understood,
fascinated him, sent the blood up to his head. There was a great change
in her. To-day she knew what before she had not known.

As he stared at Vere with adoring eyes suddenly there came into his mind
the question: \x93Who has taught her?\x94

And then he thought of the night when all in vain he had sung upon the
sea, while the Signorina and \x93un Signore\x94 were hidden somewhere near
him.

The blood sang in his head, and something seemed to expand in his brain,
to press violently against his temples, as if striving to force its
way out. He put down his coffee cup, and the two perpendicular lines
appeared above his eyebrows, giving him an odd look, cruel and rather
catlike.

\x93If Emilio--\x94

At that moment he longed to put a knife into his friend.

But he was not sure. He only suspected.

Hermione\x92s role in this summer existence puzzled him exceedingly. The
natural supposition in a Neapolitan would, of course, have been that
Artois was her lover. But when the Marchesino looked at Hermione\x92s eyes
he could not tell.

What did it all mean? He felt furious at being puzzled, as if he were
deliberately duped.

\x93Your cigarette has gone out, Marchese,\x94 said Hermione. \x93Have another.\x94

The young man started.

\x93It\x92s nothing.\x94

\x93Vere, run in and get the Marchese a Khali Targa.\x94

The girl got up quickly.

\x93No, no! I cannot permit--I have another here.\x94

He opened his case. It was empty.

Vere laughed.

\x93You see!\x94

She went off before he could say another word, and the Marchesino was
alone for a moment with Hermione.

\x93You are fortunate, Signora, in having such a daughter,\x94 he said, with a
sigh that was boyish.

\x93Yes,\x94 Hermione said.

That bitter curiosity was still with her, and her voice sounded
listless, almost cold. The Marchesino looked up. Ah! Was there something
here that he could understand? Something really feminine? A creeping
jealousy? He was on the _qui vive_ at once.

\x93And such a good friend as Don Emilio,\x94 he added. \x93You have known Emilio
for a long time, Signora?\x94

\x93Oh yes, for a very long time.\x94

\x93He is a strange man,\x94 said the Marchesino, with rather elaborate
carelessness.

\x93Do you think so? In what way?\x94

\x93He likes to know, but he does not like to be known.\x94

There was a great deal of truth in the remark. Its acuteness surprised
Hermione, who thought the Marchesino quick witted but very superficial.

\x93As he is a writer, I suppose he has to study people a good deal,\x94 she
said, quietly.

\x93I do not think I can understand these great people. I think they are
too grand for me.\x94

\x93Oh, but Emile likes you very much. He told me so.\x94

\x93It is very good of him,\x94 said the Marchesino, pulling at his mustaches.

He was longing to warn Hermione against Emilio--to hint that Emilio was
not to be trusted. He believed that Hermione must be very blind, very
unfitted to look after a lovely daughter. But when he glanced at her
face he did not quite know how to hint what was in his mind. And just
then Vere came back and the opportunity was gone. She held out a box to
the Marchesino. As he thanked her and took a cigarette he tried to look
into her eyes. But she would not let him. And when he struck his match
she returned once more to the house, carrying the box with her. Her
movement was so swift and unexpected that Hermione had not time to speak
before she was gone.

\x93But--\x94

\x93I should not smoke another, Signora,\x94 said the Marchesino, quickly.

\x93You are sure?\x94

\x93Quite.\x94

\x93Still, Vere might have left the box. She is inhospitable to-day.\x94

Hermione spoke lightly.

\x93Oh, it is bad for cigarettes to lie in the sun. It ruins them.\x94

\x93But you should have filled your case. You must do so before you go.\x94

\x93Thank you.\x94

His head was buzzing again. The touch of fever had really weakened him.
He knew it now. Never gifted with much self-control, he felt to-day
that, with a very slight incentive, he might lose his head. The new
atmosphere which Vere diffused around her excited him strangely. He
was certain that she was able to understand something of what he was
feeling, that on the night of the storm she would not have been able
to understand. Again he thought of Emilio, and moved restlessly in his
chair, looking sideways at Hermione, then dropping his eyes. Vere did
not come back.

Hermione exerted herself to talk, but the task became really a difficult
one, for the Marchesino looked perpetually towards the house, and so far
forgot himself as to show scarcely even a wavering interest in anything
his hostess said. As the minutes ran by a hot sensation of anger began
to overcome him. A spot of red appeared on each cheek.

Suddenly he got up.

\x93Signora, you will want to make the siesta. I must not keep you longer.\x94

\x93No, really; I love sitting out in the garden, and you will find the
glare of the sun intolerable if you go so early.\x94

\x93On the sea there is always a breeze. Indeed, I must not detain you.
All our ladies sleep after the colazione until the bathing hour. Do not
you?\x94

\x93Yes, we lie down. But to-day--\x94

\x93You must not break the habit. It is a necessity. My boat will be ready,
and I must thank you for a delightful entertainment.\x94

His round eyes were fierce, but he commanded his voice.

\x93A rive--\x94

\x93I will come with you to the house if you really will not stay a little
longer.\x94

\x93Perhaps I may come again?\x94 he said, quickly, with a sudden hardness,
a fighting sound in his voice. \x93One evening in the cool. Or do I bore
you?\x94

\x93No; do come.\x94

Hermione felt rather guilty, as if they had been inhospitable, she and
Vere; though, indeed, only Vere was in fault.

\x93Come and dine one night, and I shall ask Don Emilio.\x94

As she spoke she looked steadily at her guest.

\x93He was good enough to introduce us to each other, wasn\x92t he?\x94 she
added. \x93We must all have an evening together, as we did at Frisio\x92s.\x94

The Marchesino bowed.

\x93With pleasure, Signora.\x94

They came into the house.

As they did so Peppina came down the stairs. When she saw them she
murmured a respectful salutation and passed quickly by, averting her
wounded cheek. Almost immediately behind her was Vere. The Marchesino
looked openly amazed for a moment, then even confused. He stared first
at Hermione, then at Vere.

\x93I am sorry, Madre; I was kept for a moment,\x94 the girl said. \x93Are you
coming up-stairs?\x94

\x93The Marchese says he must go, Vere. He is determined not to deprive us
of our siesta.\x94

\x93One needs to sleep at this hour in the hot weather,\x94 said the
Marchesino.

The expression of wonder and confusion was still upon his face, and he
spoke slowly.

\x93Good-bye, Marchese,\x94 Vere said, holding out her hand.

He took it and bowed over it and let it go. The girl turned and ran
lightly up-stairs.

Directly she was gone the Marchesino said to Hermione:

\x93Pardon me, Signora, I--I--\x94

He hesitated. His self-possession seemed to have deserted him for the
moment. He looked at Hermione swiftly, searchingly, then dropped his
eyes.

\x93What is it, Marchese?\x94 she asked, wondering what was the matter with
him.

He still hesitated. Evidently he was much disturbed. At last he said
again:

\x93Pardon me, Signora. I--as you know, I am Neapolitan. I have always
lived in Naples.\x94

\x93Yes, I know.\x94

\x93I know Naples like my pocket--\x94

He broke off.

Hermione waited for him to go on. She had no idea what was coming.

\x93Yes?\x94 she said, at length to help him.

\x93Excuse me, Signora! But that girl--that girl who passed by just now--\x94

\x93My servant, Peppina.\x94

He stared at her.

\x93Your servant, Signora?\x94

\x93Yes.\x94

\x93Do you know what she is, where she comes from? But no, it is
impossible.\x94

\x93I know all about Peppina, Marchese,\x94 Hermione replied, quietly.

\x93Truly? Ah!\x94

His large round eyes were still fixedly staring at her.

\x93Good-bye, Signora!\x94 he said. \x93Thank you for a very charming colazione.
And I shall look forward with all my heart to the evening you have
kindly suggested.\x94

\x93I shall write directly I have arranged with Don Emilio.\x94

\x93Thank you! Thank you! A rivederci, Signora.\x94

He cast upon her one more gravely staring look, and was gone.

When he was outside and alone, he threw up his hands and talked to
himself for a moment, uttering many exclamations. In truth, he was
utterly amazed. Maria Fortunata had spread abroad diligently the fame of
her niece\x92s beauty, and the Marchesino, like the rest of the gay young
men of Naples, had known of and had misjudged her. He had read in the
papers of the violence done to her, and had at once dismissed her from
his mind with a muttered \x93Povera Ragazza!\x94

She was no longer beautiful.

And now he discovered her living as a servant with the ladies of the
island. Who could have put her there? He thought of Emilio\x92s colloquy
with Maria Fortunata. But the Signora? A mother? What did it all mean?
Even the madness of the English could scarcely be so pronounced as to
make such a proceeding as this quite a commonplace manifestation of the
national life and eccentricity. He could not believe that.

He stepped into his boat. As the sailors rowed it out from the Pool--the
wind had gone down and the sails were useless--he looked earnestly up to
the windows of the Casa del Mare, longing to pierce its secrets.

What was Emilio in that house? A lover, a friend, a bad genius? And the
Signora? What was she?

The Marchesino was no believer in the virtue of women. But the lack of
beauty in Hermione, and her age, rendered him very doubtful as to her
role in the life on the island. Vere\x92s gay simplicity had jumped to the
eyes. But now she, too, was becoming something of a mystery.

He traced it all to Emilio, and was hot with a curiosity that was linked
closely with his passion.

Should he go to see Emilio? He considered the question and resolved not
to do so. He would try to be patient until the night of the dinner on
the island. He would be birbante, would play the fox, as Emilio surely
had done. The Panacci temper should find out that one member of the
family could control it, when such control served his purpose.

He was on fire with a lust for action as he made his resolutions. Vere\x92s
coolness to him, even avoidance of him, had struck hammer-like blows
upon his _amour propre_. He saw her now--yes, he saw her--coming
down the stairs behind Peppina. Had they been together? Did they talk
together, the cold, the prudish Signorina Inglese--so he called Vere now
in his anger--and the former decoy of Maria Fortunata?

And then a horrible conception of Emilio\x92s role in all this darted into
his mind, and for a moment he thought of Hermione as a blind innocent,
like his subservient mother, of Vere as a preordained victim. Then the
blood coursed through his veins like fire, and he felt as if he could no
longer sit still in the boat.

\x93Avanti! avanti!\x94 he cried to the sailors. \x93Dio mio! There is enough
breeze to sail. Run up the sail! Madonna Santissima! We shall not be to
Naples till it is night. Avanti! avanti!\x94

Then he lay back, crossed his arms behind his head, and, with an effort,
closed his eyes.

He was determined to be calm, not to let himself go. He put his fingers
on his pulse.

\x93That cursed fever! I believe it is coming back,\x94 he said to himself.

He wondered how soon the Signora would arrange that dinner on the
island. He did not feel as if he could wait long without seeing Vere
again. But would it ever be possible to see her alone? Emilio saw her
alone. His white hairs brought him privileges. He might take her out
upon the sea.

The Marchesino still had his fingers on his pulse. Surely it was
fluttering very strangely. Like many young Italians he was a mixture of
fearlessness and weakness, of boldness and childishness.

\x93I must go to mamma! I must have medicine--the doctor,\x94 he thought,
anxiously. \x93There is something wrong with me. Perhaps I have been looked
on by the evil eye.\x94

And down he went to the bottom of a gulf of depression.



CHAPTER XXII

Hermione was very thankful that the Marchesino had gone. She felt that
the lunch had been a failure, and was sorry. But she had done her best.
Vere and the young man himself had frustrated her, she thought. It was
a bore having to entertain any one in the hot weather. As she went
up-stairs she said to herself that her guest\x92s addio had been the
final fiasco of an unfortunate morning. Evidently he knew something of
Peppina, and had been shocked to find the girl in the house. Emile had
told her--Hermione--that she was an impulsive. Had she acted foolishly
in taking Peppina? She had been governed in the matter by her heart,
in which dwelt pity and a passion for justice. Surely the sense of
compassion, the love of fair dealing could not lead one far astray. And
yet, since Peppina had been on the island the peace of the life there
had been lessened. Emile had become a little different, Vere too. And
even Gaspare--was there not some change in him?

She thought of Giulia\x92s assertion that the disfigured girl had the evil
eye.

She had laughed at the idea, and had spoken very seriously to Giulia,
telling her that she was not to communicate her foolish suspicion to the
other servants. But certainly the joy of their life in this House of
the Sea was not what it had been. And even Vere had had forebodings with
which Peppina had been connected. Perhaps the air of Italy, this clear,
this radiant atmosphere which seemed created to be the environment of
happiness, contained some subtle poison that was working in them all,
turning them from cool reason.

She thought of Emile, calling up before her his big frame his powerful
face with the steady eyes. And a wave of depression went over her, as
she understood how very much she had relied on him since the death of
Maurice. Without him she would indeed have been a derelict.

Again that bitter flood of curiosity welled up in her. She wondered
where Vere was, but she did not go to the girl\x92s room. Instead, she went
to her own sitting-room. Yesterday she had been restless. She had felt
driven. To-day she felt even worse. But to-day she knew what yesterday
she had not known--Vere\x92s solitary occupation. Why had not Vere told
her, confided in her? It was a very simple matter. The only reason why
it now assumed an importance to her was because it had been so carefully
concealed. Why had not Vere told her all about it, as she told her other
little matters of their island life, freely, without even a thought of
hesitation?

She sought the reason of this departure which was paining her. But at
first she did not find it.

Perhaps Vere wanted to give her a surprise. For a moment her heart grew
lighter. Vere might be preparing something to please or astonish her
mother, and Emile might be in the secret, might be assisting in some
way. But no! Vere\x92s mysterious occupation had been followed too long.
And then Emile had not always known what it was. He had only known
lately.

Those long reveries of Vere upon the sea, when she lay in the little
boat in the shadow cast by the cliffs over the Saint\x92s Pool--they were
the prelude to work; imaginative, creative perhaps.

And Vere was not seventeen.

Hermione smiled to herself rather bitterly, thinking of the ignorance,
of the inevitable folly of youth. The child, no doubt, had dreams of
fame. What clever, what imaginative and energetic child has not such
dreams at some period or other? How absurd we all are, thinking to climb
to the stars almost as soon as we can see them!

And then the smile died away from Hermione\x92s lips as the great
tenderness of the mother within her was moved by the thought of the
disappointments that come with a greater knowledge of life. Vere would
suffer when she learned the truth, when she knew the meaning of failure.

Quite simply and naturally Hermione was including her child inevitably
within the circle of her own disaster.

If Emile knew, why did he not tell Vere what he had told her mother?

But Emile had surely shown much greater interest in Vere just lately
than ever before?

Was Emile helping Vere in what she was doing? But if he was, then he
must believe in Vere\x92s capacity to do something that was worth doing.

Hermione knew the almost terrible sincerity of Artois in the things
of the intellect, his clear, unwavering judgment, his ruthless
truthfulness. Nothing would ever turn him from that. Nothing, unless
he--

Her face became suddenly scarlet, then pale. A monstrous idea had sprung
up in her mind; an idea so monstrous that she strove to thrust it away
violently, without even contemplating it. Why had Vere not told her?
There must be some good and sufficient reason. Vehemently--to escape
from that monstrous idea--she sought it. Why had everything else in her
child been revealed to her, only this one thing been hidden from her?

She searched the past, Vere and herself in that past. And now, despite
her emotion, her full intelligence was roused up and at work. And
presently she remembered that Emile and Vere shared the knowledge of
her own desire to create, and her utter failure to succeed in creation.
Emile knew the whole naked truth of that. Vere did not. But Vere knew
something. Could that mutual knowledge be the reason of this mutual
secrecy? As women often do, Hermione had leaped into the very core
of the heart of the truth, had leaped out of the void, guided by some
strange instinct never alive in man. But, as women very seldom do, she
shrank away from the place she had gained. Instead of triumphing, she
was afraid. She remembered how often her imagination had betrayed her,
how it had created phantoms, had ruined for her the lagging hours.
Again and again she had said to herself, \x93I will beware of it.\x94 Now she
accused it of playing her false once more, of running wild. Sharply she
pulled herself up. She was assuming things. That was her great fault, to
assume that things were that which perhaps they were not.

How often Emile had told her not to trust her imagination! She would
heed him now. She knew nothing. She did not even know for certain that
Vere\x92s flush, Vere\x92s abrupt hesitation at lunch, were a betrayal of the
child\x92s secret.

But that she would find out.

Again the fierce curiosity besieged and took possession of her. After
all, she was a mother. A mother had rights. Surely she had a right to
know what another knew of her child.

\x93I will ask Vere,\x94 she said to herself.

Once before she had said to herself that she would do that, and she had
not done it. She had felt that to do it would be a humiliation. But now
she was resolved to do it, for she knew more of her own condition and
was more afraid of herself. She began to feel like one who has undergone
a prolonged strain of work, who believes that it has not been too great
and has been capably supported, and who suddenly is aware of a
yielding, of a downward and outward movement, like a wide and spreading
disintegration, in which brain, nerves, the whole body are involved.

Yet what had been the strain that she had been supporting, that now
suddenly she began to feel too much? The strain of a loss. Time should
have eased it. But had Time eased it, or only lengthened the period
during which she had been forced to carry her load? People ought to
get accustomed to things. She knew that it is supposed by many that the
human body, the human mind, the human heart can get accustomed--by which
is apparently meant can cease passionately and instinctively to strive
to repel--can get accustomed to anything. Well she could not. Never
could she get accustomed to the loss of love, of man\x92s love. The whole
world might proclaim its proverbs. For her they had no truth. For
her--and for how many other silent women!

And now suddenly she felt that for years she had been struggling,
and that the struggle had told upon her far more than she had ever
suspected. Nothing must be added to her burden or she would sink down.
The dust would cover her. She would be as nothing--or she would be as
something terrible, nameless.

She must ask Vere, do what she had said to herself that she would not
do. Unless she had the complete confidence of her child she could not
continue to do without the cherishing love she had lost. She saw herself
a cripple, something maimed. Hitherto she had been supported by blessed
human crutches: by Vere, Emile, Gaspare. How heavily she had leaned upon
them! She knew that now. How heavily she must still lean if she were to
continue on her way. And a fierce, an almost savage something, desperate
and therefore arbitrary, said within her:

\x93I will keep the little that I have: I will--I will.\x94

\x93The little!\x94 Had she said that? It was wicked of her to say that. But
she had had the wonderful thing. She had held for a brief time the magic
of the world within the hollow of her hands, within the shadow of her
heart. And the others? Children slip from their parents\x92 lives into the
arms of another whose call means more to them than the voices of those
who made them love. Friends drift away, scarcely knowing why, divided
from each other by the innumerable channels that branch from the main
stream of existence. Even a faithful servant cannot be more than a
friend.

There is one thing that is great, whose greatness makes the smallness
of all the other things. And so Hermione said, \x93the little that I have,\x94
 and there was truth in it. And there was as vital a truth in the fact
of her whole nature recognizing that little\x92s enormous value to her. Not
for a moment did she underrate her possession. Indeed, she had to fight
against the tendency to exaggeration. Her intellect said to her that,
in being so deeply moved by such a thing as the concealment from her by
Vere of something innocent of which Emile knew, she was making a water
drop into an ocean. Her intellect said that. But her heart said no.

And the voice of her intellect sank away like the frailest echo that
ever raised its spectral imitation of a reality. And the voice of her
heart rang out till it filled her world.

And so the argument was over.

She thought she heard a step below, and looked out of the window into
the sunshine.

Gaspare was there. It was his hour of repose, and he was smoking a
cigarette. He was dressed in white linen, without a coat, and had a
white linen hat on his head. He stood near the house, apparently looking
out to sea. And his pose was meditative. Hermione watched him. The sight
of him reminded her of another question she wished to ask.

Gaspare had one hand in the pocket of his white trousers. With the other
he held the cigarette. Hermione saw the wreaths of pale smoke curling
up and evaporating in the shining, twinkling air, which seemed full of
joyous, dancing atoms. But presently his hand forgot to do its work. The
cigarette, only half smoked, went out, and he stood there as if plunged
in profound thought. Hermione wondered what he was thinking about.

\x93Gaspare!\x94

She said it softly. Evidently he did not hear.

\x93Gaspare! Gaspare!\x94

Each time she spoke a little louder, but still he took no notice.

She leaned farther out and called:

\x93Gaspare!\x94

This time he heard and started violently, dropped the cigarette, then,
without looking up, bent down slowly, recovered it, and turned round.

\x93Signora?\x94

The sun shone full on his upturned face, showing to Hermione the dogged
look which sometimes came to it when anything startled him.

\x93I made you jump.\x94

\x93No, Signora.\x94

\x93But I did. What were you thinking about?\x94

\x93Nothing, Signora. Why are you not asleep?\x94

He spoke almost as if she injured him by being awake.

\x93I couldn\x92t sleep to-day. What are you going to do this afternoon?\x94

\x93I don\x92t know, Signora. Do you wish me to do anything for you?\x94

\x93Well--\x94

She had a wish to clear things up, to force her life, the lives of those
few she cared for, out of mystery into a clear light. She had a desire
to chastise thought by strong, bracing action.

\x93I rather want to send a note to Don Emilio.\x94

\x93Si, Signora.\x94

His voice did not sound pleased.

\x93It is too hot to row all the way to Naples. Couldn\x92t you go to the
village and take the tram to the hotel--if I write the note?\x94

\x93If you like, Signora.\x94

\x93Or would it be less bother to row as far as Mergellina, and take a tram
or carriage from there?

\x93I can do that, Signora.\x94

He sounded a little more cheerful.

\x93I think I\x92ll write the note, Gaspare, then. And you might take it some
time--whenever you like. You might come and fetch it in five minutes.\x94

\x93Very well, Signora.\x94

He moved away and she went to her writing-table. She sat down, and
slowly, with a good deal of hesitation and thought, she wrote part of a
letter asking Emile to come to dine whenever he liked at the island.
And now came the difficulty. She knew Emile did not want to meet the
Marchesino there. Yet she was going to ask them to meet each other. She
had told the Marchesino so. Should she tell Emile? Perhaps, if she did,
he would refuse to come. But she could never lay even the smallest trap
for a friend. So she wrote on, asking Emile to let her know the night he
would come as she had promised to invite the Marchesino to meet him.

\x93Be a good friend and do this for me,\x94 she ended, \x93even if it bores you.
The Marchese lunched here alone with us to-day, and it was a fiasco.
I think we were very inhospitable, and I want to wipe away the
recollection of our dulness from his mind. Gaspare will bring me your
answer.\x94

At the bottom she wrote \x93Hermione.\x94 But just as she was going to seal
the letter in its envelope she took it out, and added, \x93Delarey\x94 to her
Christian name.

\x93Hermione Delarey.\x94 She looked at the words for a long time before she
rang the bell for Gaspare.

When she gave him the letter, \x93Are you going by Mergellina?\x94 she asked
him.

\x93Si, Signora.\x94

He stood beside her for a moment; then, as she said nothing more, turned
to go out.

\x93Gaspare, wait one minute,\x94 she said, quickly.

\x93Si, Signora.\x94

\x93I meant to ask you last night, but--well, we spoke of other things, and
it was so late. Have you ever noticed anything about that boy, Ruffo,
anything at all, that surprised you?\x94

\x93Surprised me, Signora?\x94

\x93Surprised you, or reminded you of anything?\x94

\x93I don\x92t know what you mean, Signora.\x94

Gaspare\x92s voice was hard and cold. He looked steadily at Hermione, as a
man of strong character sometimes looks when he wishes to turn his eyes
away from the glance of another, but will not, because of his manhood.

Hermione hesitated to go on, but something drove her to be more
explicit.

\x93Have you never noticed in Ruffo a likeness to--to your Padrone?\x94 she
said, slowly.

\x93My Padrone!\x94

Gaspare\x92s great eyes dropped before hers, and he stood looking on the
floor. She saw a deep flush cover his brown skin.

\x93I am sure you have noticed it, Gaspare,\x94 she said. \x93I can see you have.
Why did you not tell me?\x94

At that moment she felt angry with herself and almost angry with
him. Had he noticed this strange, this subtle resemblance between the
fisher-boy and the dead man at once, long before she had? Had he been
swifter to see such a thing than she?

\x93What do you mean, Signora? What are you talking about?\x94

He looked ugly.

\x93How can a fisher-boy, a nothing from Mergellina, look like my Padrone?\x94

Now he lifted his eyes, and they were fierce--or so she thought.

\x93Signora, how can you say such a thing?\x94

\x93Gaspare?\x94 she exclaimed, astonished at his sudden vehemence.

\x93Signora--scusi! But--but there will never be another like my Padrone.\x94

He opened the door and went quickly out of the room, and when the door
shut it was as if an iron door shut upon a furnace.

Hermione stood looking at this door. She drew a long breath.

\x93But he has seen it!\x94 she said, aloud. \x93He has seen it.\x94

And Emile?

Had she been a blind woman, she who had so loved the beauty that was
dust? She thought of Vere and Ruffo standing together, so youthful, so
happy in their simple, casual intercourse.

It was as if Vere had been mysteriously drawn to this boy because of his
resemblance to the father she had never seen.

Vere! Little Vere!

Again the mother\x92s tenderness welled up in Hermione\x92s heart, this time
sweeping away the reluctance to be humble.

\x93I will go to Vere now.\x94

She went to the door, as she had gone to it the previous day. But this
time she did not hesitate to open it. A strong impulse swept her along,
and she came to her child\x92s room eagerly.

\x93Vere!\x94

She knocked at the door.

\x93Vere! May I come in?\x94

She knocked again. There was no answer.

Then she opened the door and went in. Possibly Vere was sleeping. The
mosquito-net was drawn round the bed, but Hermione saw that her child
was not behind it. Vere had gone out somewhere.

The mother went to the big window which looked out upon the sea. The
green Venetian blind was drawn. She pushed up one of its flaps and bent
to look through. Below, a little way out on the calm water, she saw
Vere\x92s boat rocking softly in obedience to the small movement that is
never absent from the sea. The white awning was stretched above the
stern-seats, and under it lay Vere in her white linen dress, her small
head, not protected by a hat, supported by a cushion. She lay quite
still, one arm on the gunwale of the boat, the other against her side.
Hermione could not see whether her eyes were shut or open.

The mother watched her for a long time through the blind.

How much of power was enclosed in that young figure that lay so still,
so perfectly at ease, cradled on the great sea, warmed and cherished by
the tempered fires of the sun! How much of power to lift up and to
cast down, to be secret, to create sorrow, to be merciful! Wonderful,
terrible human power!

The watching mother felt just then that she was in the hands of the
child.

\x93Now it\x92s the child\x92s turn.\x94

Surely Vere must be asleep. Such absolute stillness must mean temporary
withdrawal of consciousness.

Just as Hermione was thinking this, Vere\x92s left hand moved. The girl
lifted it up to her face, and gently and repeatedly rubbed her eyebrow.

Hermione dropped the flap of the blind. The little, oddly natural
movement had suddenly made her feel that it was not right to be watching
Vere when the child must suppose herself to be unobserved and quite
alone with the sea.

As she came away from the window she glanced quickly round the room, and
upon a small writing-table at the foot of the bed she saw a number of
sheets of paper lying loose, with a piece of ribbon beside them. They
had evidently been taken out of the writing-table drawer, which was
partially open, and which, as Hermione could see, contained other sheets
of a similar kind. Hermione looked, and then looked away. She passed the
table and reached the door. When she was there she glanced again at
the sheets of paper. They were covered with writing. They drew, they
fascinated her eyes, and she stood still, with her hand resting on the
door-handle. As a rule it would have seemed perfectly natural to her to
read anything that Vere had left lying about, either in her own room or
anywhere else. Until just lately her child had never had, or dreamed of
having any secret from her. Never had Vere received a letter that her
mother had not seen. Secrets simply did not exist between them--secrets,
that is, of the child from the mother.

But it was not so now. And that was why those sheets of paper drew and
held the mother\x92s eyes.

She had, of course, a perfect right to read them. Or had she--she
who had said to Vere, \x93Keep your secrets\x94? In those words had she
not deliberately relinquished such a right? She stood there thinking,
recalling those words, debating within herself this question--and surely
with much less than her usual great honesty.

Emile, she was sure, had read the writing upon those sheets of paper.

She did not know exactly why she was certain of this--but she was
certain, absolutely certain. She remembered the long-ago days, when
she had submitted to him similar sheets. What Emile had read surely
she might read. Again that intense and bitter curiosity mingled with
something else, a strange, new jealousy in which it was rooted. She felt
as if Vere, this child whom she had loved and cared for, had done her
a cruel wrong, had barred her out from the life in which she had always
been till now the best loved, the most absolutely trusted dweller. Why
should she not take that which she ought to have been given?

Again she was conscious of that painful, that piteous sensation of one
who is yielding under a strain that has been too prolonged. Something
surely collapsed within her, something of the part of her being that was
moral. She was no longer a free woman in that moment. She was governed.
Or so she felt, perhaps deceiving herself.

She went swiftly and softly over to the table and bent over the sheets.

At first she stood. Then she sat down. She took up the paper, handled
it, held it close to her eyes.

Verses! Vere was writing verses. Of course! Every one begins by being a
poet. Hermione smiled, almost laughed aloud. Poor little Vere with her
poor little secret! There was still that bitterness in the mother, that
sense of wrong. But she read on and on. And presently she started and
her hand shook.

She had come to a poem that was corrected in Vere\x92s handwriting, and on
the margin was written, \x93Monsieur Emile\x92s idea.\x94

So there had been a conference, and Emile was advising Vere.

Hermione\x92s hand shook so violently that she could not go on reading
for a moment, and she laid the paper down. She felt like one who has
suddenly unmasked a conspiracy against herself. It was useless for her
intellect to deny this conspiracy, for her heart proclaimed it.

Long ago Emile had told her frankly that it was in vain for her to waste
her time in creative work, that she had not the necessary gift for it.
And now he was secretly assisting her own child--a child of sixteen--to
do what he had told her, the mother, not to do. Why was he doing this?

Again the monstrous idea that she had forcibly dismissed from her mind
that day returned to Hermione. There is one thing that sometimes blinds
the most clear-sighted men, so that they cannot perceive truth.

But--Hermione again bent over the sheets of paper, this time seeking for
a weapon against the idea which assailed her. On several pages she found
emendations, excisions, on one a whole verse completely changed. And on
the margins were pencilled \x93Monsieur Emile\x92s suggestion\x94; \x93Monsieur E.\x92s
advice\x94; and once, \x93These two lines invented by Monsieur Emile.\x94

When had Vere and Emile had the opportunity for this long and secret
discussion? On the day of the storm they had been together alone. They
had had tea together alone. And on the night Emile dined on the island
they had been out in the boat together for a long time. All this must
have been talked over then.

Yes.

She read on. Had Vere talent? Did her child possess what she had longed
for, and had been denied? She strove to read critically, but she was
too excited, too moved to do so. All necessary calm was gone. She was
painfully upset. The words moved before her eyes, running upward in
irregular lines that resembled creeping things, and she saw rings of
light, yellow in the middle and edged with pale blue.

She pushed away the sheets of paper, got up and went again to the
window. She must look at Vere once more, look at her with this new
knowledge, look at her critically, with a piercing scrutiny. And she
bent down as before, and moved a section of the blind, pushing it up.

There was no boat beneath her on the sea.

She dropped the blind sharply, and all the blood in her body seemed to
make a simultaneous movement away from the region of the heart.

Vere was perhaps already in the house, running lightly up to the room.
She would come in and find her mother there. She would guess what her
mother had been doing.

Hermione did not hesitate. She crossed the room swiftly, opened the
door, and went out. She reached her own room without meeting Vere. But
she had not been in it for more than a minute and a half when she heard
Vere come up-stairs, the sound of her door open and shut.

Hermione cleared her throat. She felt the need of doing something
physical. Then she pulled up her blinds and let the hot sun stream in
upon her.

She felt dark just then--black.

In a moment she found that she was perspiring. The sun was fierce--that,
of course, must be the reason. But she would not shut the sun out. She
must have light around her, although there was none within her.

She was thankful she had escaped in time. If she had not, if Vere had
run into the room and found her there, she was sure she would have
frightened her child by some strange outburst. She would have said or
done something--she did not at all know what--that would perhaps have
altered their relations irrevocably. For, in that moment, the sense of
self-control, of being herself--so she put it--had been withdrawn from
her.

She would regain it, no doubt. She was even now regaining it. Already
she was able to say to herself that she was not seeing things in their
true proportions, that some sudden crisis of the nerves, due perhaps to
some purely physical cause, had plunged her into a folly of feeling from
which she would soon escape entirely. She was by nature emotional and
unguarded: therefore specially likely to be the victim in mind of any
bodily ill.

And then she was not accustomed to be unwell. Her strength of body was
remarkable. Very seldom had she felt weak.

She remembered one night, long ago in Sicily, when an awful bodily
weakness had overtaken her. But that had been caused by dread. The mind
had reacted upon the body. Now, she was sure of it, body had reacted on
mind.

Yet she had not been ill.

She felt unequal to the battle of pros and cons that was raging within
her.

\x93I\x92ll be quiet,\x94 she thought. \x93I\x92ll read.\x94

And she took up a book.

She read steadily for an hour, understanding thoroughly all she read,
and wondering how she had ever fancied she cared about reading. Then
she laid the book down and looked at the clock. It was nearly four. Tea
would perhaps refresh her. And after tea? She had loved the island,
but to-day she felt almost as if it were a prison. What was there to be
done? She found herself wondering for the first time how she had managed
to \x93get through\x94 week after week there. And in a moment her wonder made
her realize the inward change in her, the distance that now divided her
from Vere, the gulf that lay between them.

A day with a stranger may seem long, but a month with a friend how
short! To live with Vere had been like living with a part of herself.
But now what would it be like? And when Emile came, and they three were
together?

When Hermione contemplated that reunion, she felt that it would be
to her intolerable. And yet she desired it. For she wanted to know
something, and she was certain that if she, Vere, and Emile could be
together, without any fourth person, she would know it.

A little while ago, when she had longed for bracing action, she had
resolved to ask Emile to meet the Marchesino. She had felt as if that
meeting would clear the air, would drive out the faint mystery which
seemed to be encompassing them about. The two men, formerly friends,
were evidently in antagonism now. She wanted to restore things to
their former footing, or to make the enmity come out into the open, to
understand it thoroughly, and to know if she and Vere had any part in
it. Her desire had been to throw open windows and let in light.

But now things were changed. She understood, she knew more. And she
wanted to be alone with Emile and with Vere. Then, perhaps, she would
understand everything.

She said this to herself quite calmly. Her mood was changed. The fire
had died down in her, and she felt almost sluggish, although still
restless. The monstrous idea had come to her again. She did not
vehemently repel it. By nature she was no doubt an impulsive. But now
she meant to be a watcher. Before she took up her book and began to read
she had been, perhaps, almost hysterical, had been plunged in a welter
of emotion in which reason was drowned, had not been herself.

But now she felt that she was herself.

There was something that she wished to know, something that the
knowledge she had gained in her child\x92s room that day suggested as a
possibility.

She regretted her note to Emile. Why had not she asked him to come
alone, to-morrow, or even to-night--yes, to-night?

If she could only be with him and Vere for a few minutes to-night!



CHAPTER XXIII

When Artois received Hermione\x92s letter he asked who had brought it, and
obtained from the waiter a fairly accurate description of Gaspare.

\x93Please ask him to come up,\x94 he said. \x93I want to speak to him.\x94

Two or three minutes later there was a knock at the door and Gaspare
walked in, with a large-eyed inquiring look.

\x93Good-day, Gaspare. You\x92ve never seen my quarters before, I think,\x94 said
Artois, cordially.

\x93No, Signore. What a beautiful room!\x94

\x93Then smoke a cigar, and I\x92ll write an answer to this letter.\x94

\x93Thank you, Signore.\x94

Artois gave him a cigar, and sat down to answer the letter, while
Gaspare went out on to the balcony and stood looking at the bathers who
were diving from the high wooden platform of the bath establishment over
the way. When Artois had finished writing he joined Gaspare. He had a
great wish that day to break down a reserve he had respected for
many years, but he knew Gaspare\x92s determined character, his power of
obstinate, of dogged silence. Gaspare\x92s will had been strong when he
was a boy. The passing of the years had certainly not weakened it.
Nevertheless, Artois was moved to make the attempt which he foresaw
would probably end in failure.

He gave Gaspare the letter, and said:

\x93Don\x92t go for a moment. I want to have a little talk with you.\x94

\x93Si, Signore.\x94

Gaspare put the letter into the inner pocket of his jacket, and stood
looking at Artois, holding the cigar in his left hand. In all these
years Artois had never found out whether Gaspare liked him or not. He
wished now that he knew.

\x93Gaspare,\x94 he said, \x93I think you know that I have a great regard for
your Padrona.\x94

\x93Si, Signore. I know it.\x94

The words sounded rather cold.

\x93She has had a great deal of sorrow to bear.\x94

\x93Si, Signore.\x94

\x93One does not wish that she should be disturbed in any way--that any
fresh trouble should come into her life.\x94

Gaspare\x92s eyes were always fixed steadily upon Artois, who, as he spoke
the last words, fancied he saw come into them an expression that was
almost severely ironical. It vanished at once as Gaspare said:

\x93No, Signore.\x94

Artois felt the iron of this faithful servant\x92s impenetrable reserve,
but he continued very quietly and composedly:

\x93You have always stood between the Padrona and trouble whenever you
could. You always will--I am sure of that.\x94

\x93Si, Signore.\x94

\x93Do you think there is any danger to the Signora\x92s happiness here?\x94

\x93Here, Signore?\x94

Gaspare\x92s emphasis seemed to imply where they were just then standing.
Artois was surprised, then for a moment almost relieved. Apparently
Gaspare had no thought in common with the strange, the perhaps fantastic
thought that had been in his own mind.

\x93Here--no!\x94 he said, with a smile. \x93Only you and I are here, and we
shall not make the Signora unhappy.\x94

\x93Chi lo sa?\x94 returned Gaspare.

And again that ironical expression was in his eyes.

\x93By here I meant here in Naples, where we all are--or on the island, for
instance.\x94

\x93Signore, in this life there is trouble for all.\x94

\x93But some troubles, some disasters can be avoided.\x94

\x93It\x92s possible.\x94

\x93Gaspare\x94--Artois looked at him steadily, searchingly even, and spoke
very gravely--\x93I respect you for your discretion of many years. But if
you know of any trouble, any danger that is near to the Signora, and
against which I could help you to protect her, I hope you will trust me
and tell me. I think you ought to do that.\x94

\x93I don\x92t know what you mean, Signore.\x94

\x93Are you quite sure, Gaspare? Are you quite sure that no one comes to
the island who might make the Signora very unhappy?\x94

Gaspare had dropped his eyes. Now he lifted them, and looked Artois
straight in the face.

\x93No, Signore, I am not sure of that,\x94 he said.

There was nothing rude in his voice, but there was something stern.
Artois felt as if a strong, determined man stood in his path and blocked
the way. But why? Surely they were at cross purposes. The working of
Gaspare\x92s mind was not clear to him.

After a moment of silence, he said:

\x93What I mean is this. Do you think it would be a good thing if the
Signora left the island?\x94

\x93Left the island, Signore?\x94

\x93Yes, and went away from Naples altogether.\x94

\x93The Signorina would never let the Padrona go. The Signorina loves the
island and my Padrona loves the Signorina.\x94

\x93But the Signorina would not be selfish. If it was best for her mother
to go--\x94

\x93The Signorina would not think it was best; she would never think it was
best to leave the island.\x94

\x93But what I want to know, Gaspare, is whether you think it would be
best for them to leave the island. That\x92s what I want to know--and you
haven\x92t told me.\x94

\x93I am a servant, Signore. I cannot tell such things.\x94

\x93You are a servant--yes. But you are also a friend. And I think nobody
could tell better than you.\x94

\x93I am sure the Signora will not leave the island till October, Signore.
She says we are all to stay until the end of October.\x94

\x93And now it\x92s July.\x94

\x93Si, Signore. Now it\x92s July.\x94

In saying the last words Gaspare\x92s voice sounded fatalistic, and Artois
believed that he caught an echo of a deep-down thought of his own. With
all his virtues Gaspare had an admixture of the spirit of the East that
dwells also in Sicily, a spirit that sometimes, brooding over a nature
however fine, prevents action, a spirit that says to a man, \x93This is
ordained. This is destiny. This is to be.\x94

\x93Gaspare,\x94 Artois said, strong in this conviction, \x93I have heard you
say, \x91e il destino.\x92 But you know we can often get away from things if
we are quick-witted.\x94

\x93Some things, Signore.\x94

\x93Most things, perhaps. Don\x92t you trust me?\x94

\x93Signore!\x94

\x93Don\x92t you think, after all these years, you can trust me?\x94

\x93Signore, I respect you as I respect my father.\x94

\x93Well, Gaspare, remember this. The Signora has had trouble enough in her
life. We must keep out any more.\x94

\x93Signore, I shall always do what I can to spare my Padrona. Thank you
for the cigar, Signore. I ought to go now. I have to go to Mergellina
for the boat.\x94

\x93To Mergellina?\x94

Again Artois looked at him searchingly.

\x93Si, Signore; I left the boat at Mergellina. It is very hot to row all
the way here.\x94

\x93Yes. A rivederci, Gaspare. Perhaps I shall sail round to the island
to-night after dinner. But I\x92m not sure. So you need not say I am
coming.\x94

\x93A rivederci, Signore.\x94

When Gaspare had gone, Artois said to himself, \x93He does not trust me.\x94

Artois was surprised to realize how hurt he felt at Gaspare\x92s attitude
towards him that day. Till now their mutual reserve had surely linked
them together. Then silence had been a bond. But there was a change, and
the bond seemed suddenly loosened.

\x93Damn the difference between the nations!\x94 Artois thought. \x93How can we
grasp the different points of view? How can even the cleverest of us
read clearly in others of a different race from our own?\x94

He felt frustrated, as he had sometimes felt frustrated by Orientals.
And he knew an anger of the brain as well as an anger of the heart. But
this anger roused him, and he resolved to do something from which till
now he had instinctively shrunk, strong-willed man though he was.
If Gaspare would not help him he would act for himself. Possibly the
suspicion, the fear that beset him was groundless. He had put it
away from him more than once, had said that it was absurd, that his
profession of an imaginative writer rendered him, perhaps, more liable
to strange fancies than were other men, that it encouraged him to
seek instinctively for drama, and that what a man instinctively and
perpetually seeks he will often imagine that he has found. Now he would
try to prove what was the truth.

He had written to Hermione saying that he would be glad to dine with her
on any evening that suited the Marchesino, that he had no engagements.
Why she wished him to meet the Marchesino he did not know. No doubt
she had some woman\x92s reason. The one she gave was hardly enough, and
he divined another beneath it. Certainly he did not love Doro on the
island, but perhaps it was as well that they should meet there once, and
get over their little antagonism, an antagonism that Artois thought of
as almost childish. Life was not long enough for quarrels with boys like
Doro. Artois had refused Hermione\x92s invitation on the sea abruptly. He
had felt irritated for the moment, because he had for the moment been
unusually expansive, and her announcement that Doro was to be there had
fallen upon him like a cold douche. And then he had been nervous, highly
strung from overwork. Now he was calm, and could look at things as
they were. And if he noticed anything leading him to suppose that the
Marchesino was likely to try to abuse Hermione\x92s hospitality he meant
to have it out with him. He would speak plainly and explain the English
point of view. Doro would no doubt attack him on the ground of his
interview with Maria Fortunata. He did not care. Somehow his present
preoccupation with Hermione\x92s fate, increased by the visit of Gaspare,
rendered his irritation against the Marchesino less keen than it had
been. But he thought he would probably visit the island to-night--after
another visit which he intended to pay. He could not start at once. He
must give Gaspare time to take the boat and row off. For his first visit
was to Mergellina.

After waiting an hour he started on foot, keeping along by the sea, as
he did not wish to meet acquaintances, and was likely to meet them in
the Villa. As he drew near to Mergellina he felt a great and growing
reluctance to do what he had come to do, to make inquiries into a
certain matter; and he believed that this reluctance, awake within him
although perhaps he had scarcely been aware of it, had kept him inactive
during many days. Yet he was not sure of this. He was not sure when a
faint suspicion had first been born in his mind. Even now he said to
himself that what he meant to do, if explained to the ordinary man,
would probably seem to him ridiculous, that the ordinary man would
say, \x93What a wild idea! Your imagination runs riot.\x94 But he thought of
certain subtle things which had seemed like indications, like shadowy
pointing fingers; of a look in Gaspare\x92s eyes when they had met his--a
hard, defiant look that seemed shutting him out from something; of a
look in another face one night under the moon; of some words spoken in
a cave with a passion that had reached his heart; of two children
strangely at ease in each other\x92s society. And again the thought pricked
him, \x93Is not everything possible--even that?\x94 All through his life he
had sought truth with persistence, sometimes almost with cruelty, yet
now he was conscious of timidity, almost of cowardice--as if he feared
to seek it.

Long ago he had known a cowardice akin to this, in Sicily. Then he
had been afraid, not for himself but for another. To-day again the
protective instinct was alive in him. It was that instinct which made
him afraid, but it was also that instinct which kept him to his first
intention, which pushed him on to Mergellina. No safety can be in
ignorance for a strong man. He must know. Then he can act.

When Artois reached Mergellina he looked about for Ruffo, but he could
not see the boy. He had never inquired Ruffo\x92s second name. He might
make a guess at it. Should he? He looked at a group of fishermen who
were talking loudly on the sand just beyond the low wall. One of them
had a handsome face bronzed by the sun, frank hazel eyes, a mouth oddly
sensitive for one of his class. His woolen shirt, wide open, showed a
medal resting on his broad chest, one of those amulets that are said to
protect the fishermen from the dangers of the sea. Artois resolved to
ask this man the question he wished, yet feared to put to some one.
Afterwards he wondered why he had picked out this man. Perhaps it was
because he looked happy.

Artois caught the man\x92s eye.

\x93You want a boat, Signore?\x94

With a quick movement the fellow was beside him on the other side of the
wall.

\x93I\x92ll take your boat--perhaps this evening.\x94

\x93At what hour, Signore?\x94

\x93We\x92ll see. But first perhaps you can tell me something.\x94

\x93What is it?\x94

\x93You live here at Mergellina?\x94

\x93Si, Signore.\x94

\x93Do you know any one called--called Buonavista?\x94

The eyes of Artois were fixed on the man\x92s face.

\x93Buonavista--si, Signore.\x94

\x93You do?\x94

\x93Ma si, Signore,\x94 said the man, looking at Artois with a sudden flash of
surprise. \x93The family Buonavista, I have known it all my life.\x94

\x93The family? Oh, then there are many of them?\x94

The man laughed.

\x93Enrico Buonavista has made many children, and is proud of it, I can
tell you. He has ten--his father before him--\x94

\x93Then they are Neapolitans?\x94

\x93Neapolitans! No, Signore. They are from Mergellina.\x94

Artois smiled. The tension which had surprised the sailor left his face.

\x93I understand. But there is no Sicilian here called Buonavista?\x94

\x93A Sicilian, Signore? I never heard of one. Are there Buonavistas in
Sicily?\x94

\x93I have met with the name there once. But perhaps you can tell me of a
boy, one of the fishermen, called Ruffo?\x94

\x93Ruffo Scarla? You mean Ruffo Scarla, who fishes with Giuseppe--Mandano
Giuseppe, Signore?\x94

\x93It may be. A young fellow, a Sicilian by birth, I believe.\x94

\x93Il Siciliano! Si, Signore. We call him that, but he has never been in
Sicily, and was born in America.\x94

\x93That\x92s the boy.\x94

\x93Do you want him, Signore? But he is not here to-day. He is at sea
to-day.\x94

\x93I did want to speak to him.\x94

\x93But he is not a boatman, Signore. He does not go with the travellers.
He is a fisherman.\x94

\x93Yes. Do you know his mother?\x94

\x93Si, Signore.\x94

\x93What is her name?\x94

\x93Bernari, Signore. She is married to Antonio Bernari, who is in prison.\x94

\x93In prison? What\x92s he been doing?\x94

\x93He is always after the girls, Signore. And now he has put a knife into
one.\x94

The man shrugged his shoulders.

\x93Diavolo! He is jealous. He has not been tried yet, perhaps he never
will be. His wife has gone into Naples to-day to see him.\x94

\x93Oh, she\x92s away?\x94

\x93Si, Signore.\x94

\x93And her name, her Christian name? It\x92s Maria, isn\x92t it?\x94

\x93No, Signore, Maddalena--Maddalena Bernari.\x94

Artois said nothing for a minute. Then he added:

\x93I suppose there are plenty of Maddalenas here in Mergellina?\x94

The man laughed.

\x93Si Signore. Marias and Maddalenas--you find them everywhere. Why, my
own mamma is Maddalena, and my wife is Maria, and so is my sister.\x94

\x93Exactly. And your name? I want it, so that when next I take a boat here
I can ask for yours.\x94

\x93Fabiano, Signore, Lari Fabiano, and my boat is the _Stella del Mare_.\x94

\x93Thank you, Fabiano.\x94

Artois put a lira into his hand.

\x93I shall take the _Star of the Sea_ very soon.\x94

\x93This evening, Signore; it will be fine for sailing this evening.\x94

\x93If not this evening, another day. A rivederci, Fabiano.\x94

\x93A rivederci, Signore. Buon passeggio.\x94

The man went back to his companions, and, as Artois walked on began
talking eagerly to them, and pointing after the stranger.

Artois did not know what he would do later on in the evening, but he
had decided on the immediate future. He would walk up the hill to the
village of Posilipo, then turn down to the left, past the entrance to
the Villa Rosebery, and go to the Antico Giuseppone, where he could
dine by the waterside. It was quiet there, he knew; and he could have a
cutlet and a zampaglione, a cup of coffee and a cigar, and sit and watch
the night fall. And when it had fallen? Well, he would not be far from
the island, nor very far from Naples, and he could decide then what to
do.

He followed out this plan, and arrived at the Giuseppone at evening. As
he came down the road between the big buildings near the waterside he
saw in the distance a small group of boys and men lounging by the three
or four boats that lie at the quay, and feared to find, perhaps, a
bustle and noise of people round the corner at the ristorante. But when
he turned the corner and came to the little tables that were set out
in the open air, he was glad to see only two men who were bending over
their plates of fish soup. He glanced at them, almost without noticing
them, so preoccupied was he with his thoughts, sat down at an adjoining
table and ordered his simple meal. While it was being got ready he
looked out over the sea.

The two men near him conversed occasionally in low voices. He paid no
heed to them. Only when he had dined slowly and was sipping his black
coffee did they attract his attention. He heard one of them say to the
other in French:

\x93What am I to do? It would be terrible for me! How am I to prevent it
from happening?\x94

His companion replied:

\x93I thought you had been wandering all the winter in the desert.\x94

\x93I have. What has that to do with it?\x94

\x93Have you learned its lesson?\x94

\x93What lesson?\x94

\x93The lesson of resignation, of obedience to the thing that must be.\x94

Artois looked towards the last speaker and saw that he was an Oriental,
and that he was very old. His companion was a young Frenchman.

\x93What do those do who have not learned?\x94 continued the Oriental. \x93They
seek, do they not? They rebel, they fight, they try to avoid things,
they try to bring things about. They lift up their hands to disperse the
grains of the sand-storm. They lift up their voices to be heard by the
wind from the South. They stretch forth their hands to gather the mirage
into their bosom. They follow the drum that is beaten among the dunes.
They are afraid of life because they know it has two kinds of gifts, and
one they snatch at, and one they would refuse. And they are afraid
still more of the door that all must enter, Sultan and Nomad--he who has
washed himself and made the threefold pilgrimage, and he who is a leper
and is eaten by flies. So it is. And nevertheless all that is to come
must come, and all that is to go must go at the time appointed; just as
the cloud falls and lifts at the time appointed, and the wind blows and
fails, and Ramadan is here and is over.\x94

As he ceased from speaking he got up from his chair, and, followed by
the young Frenchman, he passed in front of Artois, went down to the
waterside, stepped into a boat, and was rowed away into the gathering
shadows of night.

Artois sat very still for a time. Then he, too, got into a boat and was
rowed away across the calm water to the island.

He found Hermione sitting alone, without a lamp, on the terrace,
meditating, perhaps, beneath the stars. When she saw him she got up
quickly, and a strained look of excitement came into her face.

\x93You have come!\x94

\x93Yes. You--are you surprised? Did you wish to be alone?\x94

\x93No. Will you have some coffee?\x94

He shook his head.

\x93I dined at the Giuseppone. I had it there.\x94

He glanced round.

\x93Are you looking for Vere? She is out on the cliff, I suppose. Shall we
go to her?\x94

He was struck by her nervous uneasiness. And he thought of the words of
the old Oriental, which had made upon him a profound impression, perhaps
because they had seemed spoken, not to the young Frenchman, but in
answer to unuttered thoughts of his own.

\x93Let us sit here for a minute,\x94 he said.

Hermione sat down again in silence. They talked for a little while
about trifling things. And then Artois was moved to tell her of the
conversation he had that evening overheard, to repeat to her, almost
word for word, what the old Oriental had said. When he had finished
Hermione was silent for a minute. Then she moved her chair and said, in
an unsteady voice:

\x93I don\x92t think I should ever learn the lesson of the desert. Perhaps
only those who belong to it can learn from it.\x94

\x93If it is so it is sad--for the others.\x94

\x93Let us go and find Vere,\x94 she said.

\x93Are you sure she is on the cliff?\x94 he asked, as they passed out by the
front door.

\x93I think so. I am almost certain she is.\x94

They went forward, and almost immediately heard a murmur of voices.

\x93Vere is with some one,\x94 said Artois.

\x93It must be Ruffo. It is Ruffo.\x94

She stood still. Artois stood still beside her. The night was windless.
Voices travelled through the dreaming silence.

\x93Don\x92t be afraid. Sing it to me.\x94

Vere\x92s voice was speaking. Then a boy\x92s voice rang out in the song of
Mergellina. The obedient voice was soft and very young, though manly.
And it sounded as if it sang only for one person, who was very near.
Yet it was impersonal. It asked nothing from, it told nothing to, that
person. Simply, and very naturally, it just gave to the night a very
simple and a very natural song.

As Artois listened he felt as if he learned what he had not been able
to learn that day at Mergellina. Strange as this thing was--if indeed
it was--he felt that it must be, that it was ordained to be, it and
all that might follow from it. He even felt almost that Hermione must
already know it, have divined it, as if, therefore, any effort to hide
it from her must be fruitless, or even contemptible, as if indeed all
effort to conceal truth of whatever kind was contemptible.

The words of the Oriental had sunk deep into his soul.

When the song was over he turned resolutely away. He felt that those
children should not be disturbed. Hermione hesitated for a moment. Then
she fell in with his caprice. At the house door he bade her good-bye.
She scarcely answered. And he left her standing there alone in the still
night.



CHAPTER XXIV

Her unrest was greater than ever, and the desire that consumed her
remained ungratified, although Emile had come to the island as if in
obedience to her fierce mental summons. But she had not seen him even
for a moment with Vere. Why had she let him go? When would he come
again? She might ask him to come for a long day, or she might get Vere
to ask him.

Vere must surely be longing to have a talk with her secret mentor, with
her admirer and inspirer. And then Hermione remembered how often she had
encouraged Emile, how they had discussed his work together, how he had
claimed her sympathy in difficult moments, how by her enthusiasm she
had even inspired him--so at least he had told her. And now he was
fulfilling in her child\x92s life an office akin to hers in his life.

The knowledge made her feel desolate, driven out. Yes, she felt as
if this secret shared by child and friend had expelled her from their
lives. Was that unreasonable? She wished to be reasonable, to be calm.

Calm? She thought of the old Oriental, and of his theory of resignation.
Surely it was not for her, that theory. She was of different blood. She
did not issue from the loins of the immutable East. And yet how much
better it was to be resigned, to sit enthroned above the chances of
life, to have conquered fate by absolute submission to its decrees!

Why was her heart so youthful in her middle-aged body? Why did it still
instinctively clamor for sympathy, like a child\x92s? Why could she be so
easily and so cruelly wounded? It was weak. It was contemptible. She
hated herself. But she could only be the thing she at that moment hated.

Her surreptitious act of the afternoon seemed to have altered her
irrevocably, to have twisted her out of shape--yet she could not wish it
undone, the knowledge gained by it withheld. She had needed to know what
Emile knew, and chance had led her to learn it, as she had learned it,
with her eyes instead of from the lips of her child.

She wondered what Vere would have said if she had been asked to reveal
the secret. She would never know that now. But there were other things
that she felt she must know: why Vere had never told her--and something
else.

Her act of that day had twisted her out of shape. She was awry, and she
felt that she must continue to be as she was, that her fearless honesty
was no longer needed by her, could no longer rightly serve her in the
new circumstances that others had created for her. They had been secret.
She could not be open. She was constrained to watch, to conceal--to be
awry, in fact.

Yet she felt guilty even while she said this to herself, guilty and
ashamed, and then doubtful. She doubted her new capacity to be furtive.
She could watch, but she did not know whether she could watch without
showing what she was doing. And Emile was terribly observant.

This thought, of his subtlety and her desire to conceal, made her
suddenly realize their altered relations with a vividness that
frightened her. Where was the beautiful friendship that had been the
comfort, the prop of her bereaved life? It seemed already to have sunk
away into the past. She wondered what was in store for her, if there
were new sorrows being forged for her in the cruel smithy of the great
Ruler, sorrows that would hang like chains about her till she could go
no farther. The Egyptian had said: \x93What is to come will come, and what
is to go will go, at the time appointed.\x94 And Vere had said she felt
as if perhaps there was a cross that must be borne by some one on the
island, by \x93one of us.\x94 Was she, Hermione, picked out to bear that
cross? Surely God mistook the measure of her strength. If He had He
would soon know how feeble she was. When Maurice had died, somehow she
had endured it. She had staggered under the weight laid upon her,
but she had upheld it. But now she was much older, and she felt as if
suffering, instead of strengthening, had weakened her character, as if
she had not much \x93fight\x94 left in her.

\x93I don\x92t believe I could endure another great sorrow,\x94 she said to
herself. \x93I\x92m sure I couldn\x92t.\x94

Just then Vere came in to bid her good-night.

\x93Good-night, Vere,\x94 Hermione said.

She kissed the girl gently on the forehead, and the touch of the cool
skin suddenly made her long to sob, and to say many things. She took her
lips away.

\x93Emile has been here,\x94 she said.

\x93Monsieur Emile!\x94

Vere looked round.

\x93But--\x94

\x93He has gone.\x94

\x93Gone! But I haven\x92t seen him!\x94

Her voice seemed thoroughly surprised.

\x93He only stayed five minutes or so.\x94

\x93Oh, Madre, I wish I had known!\x94

There was a touch of reproach in Vere\x92s tone, and there was something
so transparently natural, so transparently innocent and girlish in her
disappointment, that it told her mother something she was glad to know.
Not that she had doubted it--but she was glad to know.

\x93We came to look for you.\x94

\x93Well, but I was only on the cliff, where I always go. I was there
having a little talk with Ruffo.\x94

\x93I know.\x94

\x93And you never called me, Madre!\x94 Vere looked openly hurt. \x93Why didn\x92t
you?\x94

In truth, Hermione hardly knew. Surely it had been Emile who had led
them away from the singing voice of Ruffo.

\x93Ruffo was singing.\x94

\x93A song about Mergellina. Did you hear it? I do like it and the way he
sings it.\x94

The annoyance had gone from her face at the thought of the song.

\x93And when he sings he looks so careless and gay. Did you listen?\x94

\x93Yes, for a moment, and then we went away. I think it was Emile who made
us go. He didn\x92t want to disturb you, I think.\x94

\x93I understand.\x94

Vere\x92s face softened. Again Hermione felt a creeping jealousy at her
heart. Vere had surely been annoyed with her, but now she knew that it
was Emile who had not wished to disturb the _tete-a-tete_ on the cliff
she did not mind. She even looked as if she were almost touched. Could
the mother be wrong where the mere friend was right? She felt, when Vere
spoke and her expression changed, the secret understanding from which
she was excluded.

\x93What is the matter, Madre?\x94

\x93The matter! Nothing. Why?\x94

\x93You looked so odd for a minute. I thought--\x94

But she did not express what she had thought, for Hermione interrupted
her by saying:

\x93We must get Emile to come for a long day. I wish you would write him
a note to-morrow morning, Vere. Write for me and ask him to come on
Thursday. I have a lot to do in the morning. Will you save me the
trouble?\x94 She tried to speak, carelessly. \x93I\x92ve a long letter to send to
Evelyn Townley,\x94 she added.

\x93Of course, Madre. And I\x92ll tell Monsieur Emile all I think of him for
neglecting us as he has. Ah! But I remember; he\x92s been working.\x94

\x93Yes, he\x92s been working; and one must forgive everything to the worker,
mustn\x92t one?\x94

\x93To such a worker as Monsieur Emile is, yes. I do wish you\x92d let me read
his books, Madre.\x94

For a moment Hermione hesitated, looking at her child.

\x93Why are you so anxious to read them all of a sudden?\x94 she asked.

\x93Well, I\x92m growing up and--and I understand things I used not to
understand.\x94

Her eyes fell for a moment before her mother\x92s, and there was a silence,
in which the mother felt some truth withheld. Vere looked up again.

\x93And I want to appreciate Monsieur Emile properly--as you do, Madre. It
seems almost ridiculous to know him so well, and not to know him really
at all.\x94

\x93But you do know him really.\x94

\x93I\x92m sure he puts most of his real self into his work.\x94

Hermione remembered her conception of Emile Artois long ago, when she
only knew him through two books; that she had believed him to be cruel,
that she had thought her nature must be in opposition to his. Vere did
not know that side of \x93Monsieur Emile.\x94

\x93Vere, it is true you are growing up,\x94 she said, speaking rather slowly,
as if to give herself time for something. \x93Perhaps I was wrong the other
day in what I said. You may read Emile\x92s books if you like.\x94

\x93Madre!\x94

Vere\x92s face flushed with eager pleasure.

\x93Thank you, Madre!\x94

She went up to bed radiant.

When she had gone Hermione stood where she was. She had just done a
thing that was mean, or at least she had done a thing from a mean, a
despicable motive. She knew it as the door shut behind her child, and
she was frightened of herself. Never before had she been governed by
so contemptible a feeling as that which had just prompted her. If Emile
ever knew, or even suspected what it was, she felt that she could never
look into his face again with clear, unfaltering eyes. What madness was
upon her? What change was working within her? Repulsion came, and with
it the desire to combat at once, strongly, the new, the hateful self
which had frightened her.

She hastened after Vere, and in a moment was knocking at the child\x92s
door.

\x93Who\x92s there? Who is it?\x94

\x93Vere!\x94 called the mother.

As she called she tried the door, and found it locked.

\x93Madre! It\x92s you!\x94

\x93Yes. May I come in?\x94

\x93One tiny moment.\x94

The voice within sounded surely a little startled and uneven, certainly
not welcoming. There was a pause. Hermione heard the rustling of paper,
then a drawer shut sharply.

Vere was hiding away her poems!

When Hermione understood that she felt the strong, good impulse suddenly
shrivel within her, and a bitter jealousy take its place. Vere came to
the door and opened it.

\x93Oh, come in, Madre! What is it?\x94 she asked.

In her bright eyes there was the look of one unexpectedly disturbed.
Hermione glanced quickly at the writing-table.

\x93You--you weren\x92t writing my note to Monsieur Emile?\x94 she said.

She stepped into the room. She wished she could force Vere to tell
her about the poems, but without asking. She felt as if she could not
continue in her present condition, excluded from Vere\x92s confidence. Yet
she knew now that she could never plead for it.

\x93No, Madre. I can do it to-morrow.\x94

Vere looked and sounded surprised, and the mother felt more than ever
like an intruder. Yet something dogged kept her there.

\x93Are you tired, Vere?\x94 she asked.

\x93Not a bit.\x94

\x93Then let us have a little talk.\x94

\x93Of course.\x94

Vere shut the door. Hermione knew by the way she shut it that she wanted
to be alone, to go on with her secret occupation. She came back slowly
to her mother, who was sitting on a chair by the bedside. Hermione took
her hand, and Vere pushed up the edge of the mosquito-curtain and sat
down on the bed.

\x93About those books of Emile\x92s--\x94 Hermione began.

\x93Oh, Madre, you\x92re not going to--But you\x92ve promised!\x94

\x93Yes.\x94

\x93Then I may?\x94

\x93Why should you wish to read such books? They will probably make you
sad, and--and they may even make you afraid of Emile.\x94

\x93Afraid! Why?\x94

\x93I remember long ago, before I knew him, I had a very wrong conception
of him, gained from his books.\x94

\x93Oh, but I know him beforehand. That makes all the difference.\x94

\x93A man like Emile has many sides.\x94

\x93I think we all have, Madre. Don\x92t you?\x94

Vere looked straight at her mother. Hermione felt that a moment had
come in which, perhaps, she could force the telling of that truth which
already she knew.

\x93I suppose so, Vere; but we need not surely keep any side hidden from
those we love, those who are nearest to us.\x94

Vere looked a little doubtful--even, for a moment, slightly confused.

\x93N--o?\x94 she said.

She seemed to consider something. Then she added:

\x93But I think it depends. If something in us might give pain to any one
we love, I think we ought to try to hide that. I am sure we ought.\x94

Hermione felt that each of them was thinking of the same thing, even
speaking of it without mentioning it. But whereas she knew that Vere
was doing so, Vere could not know that she was. So Vere was at a
disadvantage. Vere\x92s last words had opened the mother\x92s eyes. What she
had guessed was true. This secret of the poems was kept from her because
of her own attempt to create and its failure. Abruptly she wondered if
Vere and Emile had ever talked that failure over. At the mere thought of
such a conversation her whole body tingled. She got up from her chair.

\x93Well, good-night, Vere,\x94 she said.

And she left the room, leaving her child amazed.

Vere did not understand why her mother had come, nor why, having come,
she abruptly went away. There was something the matter with her mother.
She had felt that for some time. She was more conscious than ever of it
now. Around her mother there was an atmosphere of uneasiness in which
she felt herself involved. And she was vaguely conscious of the new
distance between them, a distance daily growing wider. Now and then,
lately, she had felt almost uncomfortable with her mother, in the
sitting-room when she was saying good-night, and just now when she sat
on the bed. Youth is terribly quick to feel hostility, however subtle.
The thought that her mother could be hostile to her had never
entered Vere\x92s head. Nevertheless, the mother\x92s faint and creeping
hostility--for at times Hermione\x92s feeling was really that, thought she
would doubtless have denied it even to herself--disagreeably affected
the child.

\x93What can be the matter with Madre?\x94 she thought.

She went over to the writing-table, where she had hastily shut up her
poems on hearing the knock at the door, but she did not take them out
again. Instead she sat down and wrote the note to Monsieur Emile. As
she wrote the sense of mystery, of uneasiness, departed from her, chased
away, perhaps, by the memory of Monsieur Emile\x92s kindness to her and
warm encouragement, by the thought of having a long talk with him again,
of showing him certain corrections and developments carried out by her
since she had seen him. The sympathy of the big man meant a great deal
to her, more even than he was aware of. It lifted up her eager young
heart. It sent the blood coursing through her veins with a new and
ardent strength. Hermione\x92s enthusiasm had been inherited by Vere, and
with it something else that gave it a peculiar vitality, a power of
lasting--the secret consciousness of talent.

Now, as she wrote her letter, she forgot all her uneasiness, and her pen
flew.

At last she sighed her name--\x93Vere.\x94

She was just going to put the letter into its envelope when something
struck her, and she paused. The she added:

\x93P.S.--Just now Madre gave me leave to read your books.\x94



CHAPTER XXV

The words of the old Oriental lingered in the mind of Artois. He was by
nature more fatalistic than Hermione, and moreover he knew what she did
not. Long ago he had striven against a fate. With the help of Gaspare
he had conquered it--or so he had believed till now. But now he asked
himself whether he had not only delayed its coming. If his suspicion
were well founded,--and since his last visit to the island he felt as if
it must be,--then surely all he had done with Gaspare would be in vain
at the last.

If his suspicion were well founded, then certain things are ordained.
They have to happen for some reason, known only to the hidden
Intelligence that fashions each man\x92s character, that develops it in joy
or grief, that makes it glad with feasting, or forces it to feed upon
the bread of tears.

Did Gaspare know? If the truth were what Artois suspected, and Gaspare
did know it, what would Gaspare do?

That was a problem which interested Artois intensely.

The Sicilian often said of a thing \x93E il Destino.\x94 Yet Artois believed
that for his beloved Padrona he would fight to the death. He, Artois,
would leave this fight against destiny to the Sicilian. For him the
Oriental\x92s philosophy; for him resignation to the inevitable, whatever
it might be.

He said to himself that to do more than he had already done to ward off
the assaults of truth would be impious. Perhaps he ought never to have
done anything. Perhaps it would have been far better to have let the
wave sweep over Hermione long ago. Perhaps even in that fight of his
there had been secret selfishness, the desire that she should not
know how by his cry from Africa her happy life had been destroyed. And
perhaps he was to be punished some day for that.

He did not know. But he felt, after all these years, that if to that
hermitage of the sea Fate had really found the way he must let things
take their course. And it seemed to him as if the old Oriental had been
mysteriously appointed to come near him just at that moment, to make him
feel that this was so. The Oriental had been like a messenger sent to
him out of that East which he loved, which he had studied, but from
which, perhaps, he had not learned enough.

Vere\x92s letter came. He read it with eagerness and pleasure till he came
to the postscript. But that startled him. He knew that Vere had never
read his books. He thought her far too young to read them. Till lately
he had almost a contempt for those who write with one eye on \x93la jeune
fille.\x94 Now he could conceive writing with a new pleasure something that
Vere might read. But those books of his! Why had Hermione suddenly given
that permission? He remembered Peppina. Vere must have told her mother
of the scene with Peppina, and how her eyes had been opened to certain
truths of life, how she had passed from girlhood to womanhood through
that gate of knowledge. And Hermione must have thought that it was
useless to strive to keep Vere back.

But did he wish Vere to read all that he had written?

On Thursday he went over to the island with mingled eagerness and
reluctance. That little home in the sea, washed by blue waters, rooted
by blue skies, sun-kissed and star-kissed by day and night, drew and
repelled him. There was the graciousness of youth there, of youth and
promise; but there was tragedy there, too, in the heart of Hermione, and
in Peppina, typified by the cross upon her cheek. And does not like draw
like?

For a moment he saw the little island with a great cloud above it. But
when he landed and met Vere he felt the summer, and knew that the sky
was clear.

Hermione was not on the island, Vere told him. She had left many
apologies, and would be home for lunch. She had had to go in to Naples
to see the dentist. A tooth had troubled her in the night. She had gone
by tram. As Vere explained Artois had a moment of surprise, a moment of
suspicion--even of vexation. But it passed when Vere said:

\x93I\x92m afraid poor Madre suffered a great deal. She looked dreadful this
morning, as if she hadn\x92t slept all night.\x94

\x93Poveretta!\x94 said Artois.

He looked earnestly at Vere. This was the first time they had met since
the revelation of Peppina. What the Marchesino had seen Artois saw more
plainly, felt more strongly than the young Neapolitan had felt. But he
looked at Vere, too, in search of something else, thinking of Ruffo,
trying to probe into the depth of human mysteries, to find the secret
spring that carried child to child.

\x93What do you want, Monsieur Emile?\x94

\x93I want to know how the work goes,\x94 he answered, smiling.

She flushed a little.

\x93And I want to tell you something,\x94 he added. \x93My talk with you roused
me up. Vere, you set me working as I have not worked for a long while.\x94

A lively pleasure showed in her face.

\x93Is that really true? But then I must be careful, or you will never come
to see us any more. You will always be shut up in the hotel writing.\x94

They mounted the cliff together and, without question or reply, as by
a mutual instinct, turned towards the seat that faced Ischia, clear
to-day, yet romantic with the mystery of heat. When they had sat down
Vere added:

\x93And besides, of course, I know that it is Madre who encourages you when
you are depressed about your work. I have heard you say so often.\x94

\x93Your mother has done a great deal for me,\x94 said Artois, seriously--\x93far
more than she will ever know.\x94

There was a sound of deep, surely of eternal feeling in his voice, which
suddenly touched the girl to the quick.

\x93I like to hear you say that--like that,\x94 she said, softly. \x93I think
Madre does a great deal for us all.\x94

If Hermione could have heard them her torn heart might perhaps have
ceased to bleed. It had been difficult for her to do what she had
done--to leave the island that morning. She had done it to discipline
her nature, as Passionists scourge themselves by night before the altar.
She had left Emile alone with Vere simply because she hated to do it.

The rising up of jealousy in her heart had frightened her. All night she
had lain awake feeling this new and terrible emanation from her soul,
conscious of this monster that lifted up its head and thrust it forth
out of the darkness.

But one merit she had. She was frank with herself. She named the monster
before she strove to fight it, to beat it back into the darkness from
which it was emerging.

She was jealous, doubly jealous. The monopolizing instinct of
strong-natured and deeply affectionate women was fiercely alive in her.
Always, no doubt, she had had it. Long ago, when first she was in Sicily
alone, she had dreamed of a love in the South--far away from the world.
When she married she had carried her Mercury to the exquisite isolation
of Monte Amato. And when that love was taken from her, and her child
came and was at the age of blossom, she had brought her child to this
isle, this hermitage of the sea. Emile, too, her one great friend, she
had never wished to share him. She had never cared much to meet him in
society. Her instinct was to have him to herself, to be with him alone
in unfrequented places. She was greedy or she was timid. Which was it?
Perhaps she lacked self-confidence, belief in her own attractive power.
Life in the world is a fight. Woman fight for their lovers, fight for
their friends, with other women: those many women who are born thieves,
who are never happy unless they are taking from their sisters the
possessions those sisters care for most. Hermione could never have
fought with other women for the love or the friendship of a man. Her
instinct, perhaps, was to carry her treasure out of all danger into the
wilderness.

Two treasures she had--Vere her child, Emile her friend. And now she
was jealous of each with the other. And the enormous difference in their
ages made her jealousy seem the more degrading. Nevertheless, she could
not feel that it was unnatural. By a mutual act they had excluded her
from their lives, had withdrawn from her their confidence while giving
it to each other. And their reason for doing this--she was sure of it
now--was her own failure to do something in the world of art.

She was jealous of Vere because of that confidence given to Emile, and
of Emile because of his secret advice and help to Vere--advice and help
which he had not given to the mother, because he had plainly seen that
to do so would be useless.

And when she remembered this Hermione was jealous, too, of the talent
Vere must have, a talent she had longed for, but which had been denied
to her. For even if Emile... and then again came the most hateful
suspicion of all--but Emile could not lie about the things of art.

Had they spoken together of her failure? Again and again she asked
herself the question. They must have spoken. They had spoken. She could
almost hear their words--words of regret or of pity. \x93We must not hurt
her. We must keep it from her. We must temper the wind to the shorn
lamb.\x94 The elderly man and the child had read together the tragedy of
her failure. To the extremes of life, youth and age, she had appeared an
object of pity.

And then she thought of her dead husband\x92s reverence of her intellect,
boyish admiration of her mental gifts; and an agony of longing for his
love swept over her again, and she felt that he was the only person who
had been able to love her really, and that now he was gone there was no
one.

At that moment she forgot Gaspare. Her sense of being abandoned, and of
being humiliated, swept out many things from her memory. Only Maurice
had loved her really. Only he had set her on high, where even the
humblest woman longs to be set by some one. Only he had thought her
better, braver, more worshipful, more loveable, than any other woman.
Such love, without bringing conceit to the creature loved, gives power,
creates much of what it believes in. The lack of any such love seems to
withdraw the little power that there is.

Hermione, feeling in this humiliation of the imagination that she
was less than nothing, clung desperately to the memory of him who
had thought her much. The dividing years were gone. With a strange, a
beautiful and terrible freshness, the days of her love came back. She
saw Maurice\x92s eyes looking at her with that simple, almost reverent
admiration which she had smiled at and adored.

And she gripped her memory. She clung to it feverishly as she had never
clung to it before. She told herself that she would live in it as in a
house of shelter. For there was the desolate wind outside.

And she thought much of Ruffo, and with a strange desire--to be with
him, to search for the look she loved in him. For a moment with him
she had seemed to see her Mercury in the flesh. She must watch for his
return.

When the morning came she began her fight. She made her excuse, and left
the morning free for Emile to be with Vere.

Two dreary hours she spent in Naples. The buzzing city affected her
like a nightmare. Coming back through Mergellina, she eagerly looked
for Ruffo. But she did not see him. Nor had she seen him in the early
morning, when she passed by the harbor where the yachts were lying in
the sun.

Gaspare came with the boat to take her over from the nearest village to
the island.

\x93Don Emilio has come?\x94 she asked him, as she stepped into the boat.

\x93Si, Signora. He has been on the island a long time.\x94

Gaspare sat down facing his Padrona and took the oars. As he rowed the
boat out past the ruined \x93Palace of the Spirits\x94 he looked at Hermione,
and it seemed to her that his eyes pitied her.

Could Gaspare see what she was feeling, her humiliation, her secret
jealousy? She felt as if she were made of glass. But she returned his
gaze almost sternly, and said:

\x93What\x92s the matter, Gaspare? Why do you look at me like that?\x94

\x93Signora!\x94

He seemed startled, and slightly reddened, then looked hurt and almost
sulky.

\x93May I not look at you, Signora?\x94 he asked, rather defiantly. \x93Have I
the evil eye?\x94

\x93No--no, Gaspare! Only--only you looked at me as if something were the
matter. Do I look ill?\x94

She asked the question with a forced lightness, with a smile. He
answered, bluntly:

\x93Si, Signora. You look very ill.\x94

She put up her hand to her face instinctively, as if to feel whether his
words were true.

\x93But I\x92m perfectly well,\x94 she said.

\x93You look very ill, Signora,\x94 he returned.

\x93I\x92m a little bit tired, perhaps.\x94

He said no more, and rowed steadily on for a while. But presently she
found him looking gravely at her again.

\x93Signora,\x94 he began, \x93the Signorina loves the island.\x94

\x93Yes, Gaspare.\x94

\x93Do you love it?\x94

The question startled her. Had he read her thoughts in the last days?

\x93Don\x92t you think I love it?\x94 she asked.

\x93You go away from it very often, Signora.\x94

\x93But I must occasionally go in to Naples!\x94 she protested.

\x93Si, Signora.\x94

\x93Well, but mustn\x92t I?\x94

\x93Non lo so, Signora. Perhaps we have been here long enough. Perhaps we
had better go away from here.\x94

He spoke slowly, and with something less than his usual firmness, as if
in his mind there was uncertainty, some indecision or some conflict of
desires.

\x93Do you want to go away?\x94 she said.

\x93It is not for me to want, Signora.\x94

\x93I don\x92t think the Signorina would like to go, Gaspare. She hates the
idea of leaving the island.\x94

\x93The Signorina is not every one,\x94 he returned.

Habitually blunt as Gaspare was, Hermione had never before heard him
speak of Vere like this, not with the least impertinence, but with a
certain roughness. To-day it did not hurt her. Nor, indeed, could it
ever have hurt her, coming from some one so proven as Gaspare. But
to-day it even warmed her, for it made her feel that some one was
thinking exclusively of her--was putting her first. She longed for some
expression of affection from some one. She felt that she was starving
for it. And this feeling made her say:

\x93How do you mean, Gaspare?\x94

\x93Signora, it is for you to say whether we shall go away or stay here.\x94

\x93You--you put me first, Gaspare?\x94

She was ashamed of herself for saying it. But she had to say it.

\x93First, Signora? Of course you are first.\x94

He looked genuinely surprised.

\x93Are you not the Padrona?\x94 he added. \x93It is for you to command.\x94

\x93Yes. But I don\x92t quite mean that.\x94

She stopped. But she had to go on:

\x93I mean, would you rather do what I wanted than what any one else
wanted?\x94

\x93Si, Signora--much rather.\x94

There was more in his voice than in his words.

\x93Thank you, Gaspare,\x94 she said.

\x93Signora,\x94 he said, \x93if you think we had better leave the island, let us
leave it. Let us go away.\x94

\x93Well, but I have never said I wished to go. I am--\x94 she paused. \x93I have
been very contented to be here.\x94

\x93Va bene, Signora.\x94

When they reached the island Hermione felt nervous--almost as if she
were to meet strangers who were critical, who would appraise her and
be ready to despise her. She told herself that she was mad to feel like
that; but when she thought of Emile and Vere talking of her failure--of
their secret combined action to keep from her the knowledge of the
effort of the child--that seemed just then to her a successful rivalry
concealed--she could not dismiss the feeling.

She dreaded to meet Emile and Vere.

\x93I wonder where they are,\x94 she said, as she got out. \x93Perhaps they are
on the cliff, or out in the little boat. I\x92ll go into the house.\x94

\x93Signora, I will go to the seat and see if they are there.\x94

\x93Oh, don\x92t bother--\x94 she began.

But he ran off, springing up the steps with a strong agility, like that
of a boy.

She hurried after him and went into the house. After what he had said in
the boat she wished to look at herself in the glass, to see if there was
anything strange or painful, anything that might rouse surprise, in her
appearance. She gained her bedroom, and went at once to the mirror.

Hermione was not by nature at all a self-conscious woman. She knew that
she was plain, and had sometimes, very simply, regretted it. But she did
not generally think about her appearance, and very seldom now wondered
what others were thinking of it. When Maurice had been with her she had
often indeed secretly compared her ugliness with his beauty. But a great
love breeds many regrets as well as many joys. And that was long ago.
It was years since she had looked at herself in the glass with any keen
feminine anxiety, any tremor of fear, or any cruel self-criticism. But
now she stood for a long time before the glass, quite still, looking at
her reflection with wide, almost with staring, eyes.

It was true what Gaspare said. She saw that she was looking ill, very
different from her usual strong self. There was not a thread of white
in her thick hair, and this fact, combined with the eagerness of her
expression, the strong vivacity and intelligence that normally shone in
her eyes, deceived many people as to her age. But to-day her face was
strained, haggard, and feverish. Under the brown tint that the sunrays
had given to her complexion there seemed to lurk a sickly white, which
was most markedly suggested at the corner of the mouth. The cheek-bones
seemed unusually prominent. And the eyes held surely a depth of
uneasiness, of--

Hermione approached her face to the mirror till it almost touched the
glass. The reflected eyes drew hers. She gazed into them with a scrutiny
into which she seemed to be pouring her whole force, both of soul and
body. She was trying to look at her nature, to see its shape, its color,
its expression, so that she might judge of what it was capable--whether
for good or evil. The eyes into which she looked both helped her and
frustrated her. They told her much--too much. And yet they baffled her.
When she would know all, they seemed to substitute themselves for that
which she saw through them, and she found herself noticing their size,
their prominence, the exact shade of their brown hue. And the quick
human creature behind them was hidden from her.

But Gaspare was right. She did look ill. Emile would notice it directly.

She washed her face with cold water, then dried it almost cruelly with
a rough towel. Having done this, she did not look again into the glass,
but went at once down-stairs. As she came into the drawing-room she
heard voices in the garden. She stood still and listened. They were the
voices of Vere and Emile talking tirelessly. She could not hear what
they said. Had she been able to hear it she would not have listened.
She could only hear the sound made by their voices, that noise by which
human beings strive to explain, or to conceal, what they really are.
They were talking seriously. She heard no sounds of laughter. Vere was
saying most. It seemed to Hermione that Vere never talked so much and so
eagerly to her, with such a ceaseless vivacity. And there was surely an
intimate sound in her voice, a sound of being warmly at ease, as if she
spoke in an atmosphere of ardent sympathy.

Again the jealousy came in Hermione, acute, fierce, and travelling--like
a needle being moved steadily, point downwards, through a network of
quivering nerves.

\x93Vere!\x94 she called out. \x93Vere! Emile!\x94

Was her voice odd, startling?

They did not hear her. Emile was speaking now. She heard the deep,
booming sound of his powerful voice, that seemed expressive of strength
and will.

\x93Vere! Emile!\x94

As she called again she went towards the window. She felt passionately
excited. The excitement had come suddenly to her when they had not heard
her first call.

\x93Emile! Emile!\x94 she repeated. \x93Emile!\x94

\x93Madre!\x94

\x93Hermione!\x94

Both voices sounded startled.

\x93What\x92s the matter?\x94

Vere appeared at the window, looking frightened.

\x93Hermione, what is it?\x94

Emile was there beside her. And he, too, looked anxious, almost alarmed.

\x93I only wanted to let you know I had come back,\x94 said Hermione, crushing
down her excitement and forcing herself to smile.

\x93But why did you call like that?\x94

Vere spoke.

\x93Like what? What do you mean, figlia mia?\x94

\x93It sounded--\x94

She stopped and looked at Artois.

\x93It frightened me. And you, Monsieur Emile?\x94

\x93I, too, was afraid for a moment that something unpleasant had
happened.\x94

\x93You nervous people! Isn\x92t it lunch-time?\x94

As they looked at her she felt they had been talking about her, about
her failure. And she felt, too, as if they must be able to see in her
eyes that she knew the secret Vere had wished to keep from her and
thought she did not know. Emile had given her a glance of intense
scrutiny, and the eyes of her child still questioned her with a sort of
bright and searching eagerness.

\x93You make me feel as if I were with detectives,\x94 she said, laughing, but
uneasily. \x93There\x92s really nothing the matter.\x94

\x93And your tooth, Madre? Is it better?\x94

\x93Yes, quite well. I am perfectly well. Let us go in.\x94

Hermione had said to herself that if she could see Emile and Vere
together, without any third person, she would know something that she
felt she must know. When she was with them she meant to be a watcher.
And now her whole being was strung to attention. But it seemed to her
that for some reason they, too, were on the alert, and so were not
quite natural. And she could not be sure of certain things unless the
atmosphere was normal. So she said to herself now, though before she had
had the inimitable confidence of woman in certain detective instincts
claimed by the whole sex. At one moment the thing she feared--and her
whole being recoiled from the thought of it with a shaking disgust--the
thing she feared seemed to her fact. Then something occurred to make
her distrust herself. And she felt that betraying imagination of hers at
work, obscuring all issues, tricking her, punishing her.

And when the meal was over she did not know at all. And she felt as if
she had perhaps been deliberately baffled--not, of course, by Vere, of
whose attitude she was not, and never had been, doubtful, but by Emile.

When they got up from the table Vere said:

\x93I\x92m going to take the siesta.\x94

\x93You look remarkably wide awake, Vere,\x94 Artois said, smiling.

\x93But I\x92m going to, because I\x92ve had you all to myself the whole morning.
Now it\x92s Madre\x92s turn. Isn\x92t it, Madre?\x94

The girl\x92s remark showed her sense of their complete triple intimacy,
but it emphasized to Hermione her own cruel sense of being in the
wilderness. And she even felt vexed that it should be supposed she
wanted Emile\x92s company. Nevertheless, she restrained herself from making
any disclaimer. Vere went up-stairs, and she and Artois went out and sat
down under the trellis. But with the removal of Vere a protection and
safety-valve seemed to be removed, and neither Hermione nor Emile could
for a moment continue the conversation. Again a sense of humiliation,
of being mindless, nothing in the eyes of Artois came to Hermione,
diminishing all her powers. She was never a conceited, but she had often
been a self-reliant woman. Now she felt a humbleness such as she knew
no one should ever feel--a humbleness that was contemptible, that felt
itself incapable, unworthy of notice. She tried to resist it, but when
she thought of this man, her friend, talking over her failure with her
child, in whom he must surely believe, she could not. She felt \x93Vere
can talk to Emile better than I can. She interests him more than I.\x94
 And then her years seemed to gather round her and whip her. She shrank
beneath the thongs of age, which had not even brought to her those gifts
of the mind with which it often partially replaces the bodily gifts and
graces it is so eager to remove.

\x93Hermione.\x94

\x93Yes, Emile.\x94

She turned slowly in her chair, forcing herself to face him.

\x93Are you sure you are not feeling ill?\x94

\x93Quite sure. Did you have a pleasant morning with Vere?\x94

\x93Yes. Oh\x94--he sat forward in his chair--\x93she told me something that
rather surprised me--that you had told her she might read my books.\x94

\x93Well?\x94

Hermione\x92s voice was rather hard.

\x93Well, I never meant them for \x91la jeune fille.\x92\x94

\x93You consider Vere--\x94

\x93Is she not?\x94

She felt he was condemning her secretly for her permission to Vere. What
would he think if he knew her under-reason for giving it?

\x93You don\x92t wish Vere to read your books, then?\x94

\x93No. And I ventured to tell her so.\x94

Hermione felt hot.

\x93What did she say?\x94

\x93She said she would not read them.\x94

\x93Oh.\x94

She looked up and met his eyes, and was sure she read condemnation in
them.

\x93After I had told Vere--\x94 she began.

She was about to defend herself, to tell him how she had gone to Vere\x92s
room intending to withdraw the permission given; but suddenly she
realized clearly that she, a mother, was being secretly taken to task by
a man for her conduct to her child.

That was intolerable.

And Vere had yielded to Emile\x92s prohibition, though she had eagerly
resisted her mother\x92s attempt to retreat from the promise made. That was
more intolerable.

She sat without saying anything. Her knees were trembling under her thin
summer gown. Artois felt something of her agitation, perhaps, for he
said, with a kind of hesitating diffidence, very rare in him:

\x93Of course, my friend, I would not interfere between you and Vere,
only, as I was concerned, as they were my own writings that were in
question--\x94 He broke off. \x93You won\x92t misunderstand my motives?\x94 he
concluded.

\x93Oh no.\x94

He was more conscious that she was feeling something acutely.

\x93I feel that I perfectly understand why you gave the permission at this
particular moment,\x94 he continued, anxious to excuse her to herself and
to himself.

\x93Why?\x94 Hermione said, sharply.

\x93Wasn\x92t it because of Peppina?\x94

\x93Peppina?\x94

\x93Yes; didn\x92t you--\x94

He looked into her face and saw at once that he had made a false step,
that Vere had not told her mother of Peppina\x92s outburst.

\x93Didn\x92t I--what?\x94

He still looked at her.

\x93What?\x94 she repeated. \x93What has Peppina to do with it?\x94

\x93Nothing. Only--don\x92t you remember what you said to me about not keeping
Vere in cotton-wool?\x94

She knew that he was deceiving her. A hopeless, desperate feeling
of being in the dark rushed over her. What was friendship without
sincerity? Nothing--less than nothing. She felt as if her whole body
stiffened with a proud reserve to meet the reserve with which he treated
her. And she felt as if her friend of years, the friend whose life she
had perhaps saved in Africa, had turned in that moment into a stranger,
or--even into an enemy. For this furtive withdrawal from their beautiful
and open intimacy was like an act of hostility. She was almost dazed for
an instant. Then her brain worked with feverish activity. What had Emile
meant? Her permission to Vere was connected in his mind with Peppina.
He must know something about Vere and Peppina that she did not know.
She looked at him, and her face, usually so sensitive, so receptive, so
warmly benign when it was turned to his, was hard and cold.

\x93Emile,\x94 she said, \x93what was it you meant about Peppina? I think I have
a right to know. I brought her into the house. Why should Peppina have
anything to do with my giving Vere permission to read your books?\x94

Artois\x92 instinct was not to tell what Vere had not told, and therefore
had not wished to be known. Yet he hated to shuffle with Hermione. He
chose a middle course.

\x93My friend,\x94 he said quietly, but with determination, \x93I made a mistake.
I was following foolishly a wrong track. Let us say no more about
it. But do not be angry with me about the books. I think my motive in
speaking as I did to Vere was partly a selfish one. It is not only that
I wish Vere to be as she is for as long a time as possible, but that
I--well, don\x92t think me a great coward if I say that I almost dread
her discovery of all the cruel knowledge that is mine, and that I have,
perhaps wrongly, brought to the attention of the world.\x94

Hermione was amazed.

\x93You regret having written your books!\x94 she said.

\x93I don\x92t know--I don\x92t know. But I think the happy confidence, the
sweet respect of youth, makes one regret a thousand things. Don\x92t you,
Hermione? Don\x92t you think youth is often the most terrible tutor age can
have?\x94

She thought of Ruffo singing, \x93Oh, dolce luna bianca de l\x92 Estate\x94--and
suddenly she felt that she could not stay any longer with Artois just
then. She got up.

\x93I don\x92t feel very well,\x94 she said.

Artois sprang up and came towards her with a face full of concern. But
she drew back.

\x93I didn\x92t sleep last night--and then going into Naples--I\x92ll go to my
room and lie down. I\x92ll keep quiet. Vere will look after you. I\x92ll be
down at tea.\x94

She went away before he could say or do anything. For some time he was
alone. Then Vere came. Hermione had not told her of the episode, and she
had only come because she thought the pretended siesta had lasted long
enough. When Artois told her about her mother, she wanted to run away
at once, and see what was the matter--see if she could do something. But
Artois stopped her.

\x93I should leave her to rest,\x94 he said. \x93I--I feel sure she wishes to be
alone.\x94

Vere was looking at him while he spoke, and her face caught the gravity
of his, reflected it for a moment, then showed an uneasiness that
deepened into fear. She laid her hand on his arm.

\x93Monsieur Emile, what is the matter with Madre?\x94

\x93Only a headache, I fancy. She did not sleep last night, and--\x94

\x93No, no, the real matter, Monsieur Emile.\x94

\x93What do you mean, Vere?\x94

The girl looked excited. Her own words had revealed to her a feeling of
which till then she had only been vaguely aware.

\x93Madre has seemed different lately,\x94 she said--\x93been different. I am
sure she has. What is it?\x94

As the girl spoke, and looked keenly at him with her bright, searching
eyes, a thought came, like a flash, upon Artois--a thought that almost
frightened him. He could not tell it to Vere, and almost immediately he
thrust it away from his mind. But Vere had seen that something had come
to him.

\x93You know what it is!\x94 she said.

\x93I don\x92t know.\x94

\x93Monsieur Emile!\x94

Her voice was full of reproach.

\x93Vere, I am telling you the truth,\x94 he said, earnestly. \x93If there is
anything seriously troubling your mother I do not know what it is. She
has sorrows, of course. You know that.\x94

\x93This is something fresh,\x94 the girl said. She thrust forward her little
chin decisively. \x93This is something new.\x94

\x93It cannot be that,\x94 Artois said to himself. \x93It cannot be that.\x94

To Vere he said: \x93Sleeplessness is terribly distressing.\x94

\x93Well--but only one night.\x94

\x93Perhaps there have been others.\x94

In reply Vere said:

\x93Monsieur Emile, you remember this morning, when we were in the garden,
and mother called?\x94

\x93Yes.\x94

\x93Do you know, the way she called made me feel frightened?\x94

\x93We were so busy talking that the sudden sound startled us.\x94

\x93No, it wasn\x92t that.\x94

\x93But when we came your mother was smiling--she was perfectly well. You
let your imagination--\x94

\x93No, Monsieur Emile, indeed I don\x92t.\x94

He did not try any more to remove her impression. He saw that to do so
would be quite useless.

\x93I should like to speak to Gaspare,\x94 Vere said, after a moment\x92s
thought.

\x93Gaspare! Why?\x94

\x93Perhaps you will laugh at me! But I often think Gaspare understands
Madre better than any of us, Monsieur Emile.\x94

\x93Gaspare has been with your mother a very long time.\x94

\x93Yes, and in his way he is very clever. Haven\x92t you noticed it?\x94

Artois did not answer this. But he said:

\x93Follow your instincts, Vere. I don\x92t think they will often lead you
wrong.\x94

At tea-time Hermione came from her bedroom looking calm and smiling.
There was something deliberate about her serenity, and her eyes
were tired, but she said the little rest had done her good. Vere
instinctively felt that her mother did not wish to be observed, or to
have any fuss made about her condition, and Artois took Vere\x92s cue. When
tea was over, Artois said:

\x93Well, I suppose I ought to be going.\x94

\x93Oh no,\x94 Hermione said. \x93We asked you for a long day. That means
dinner.\x94

The cordiality in her voice sounded determined, and therefore formal.
Artois felt chilled. For a moment he looked at her doubtfully.

\x93Well, but, Hermione, you aren\x92t feeling very well.\x94

\x93I am much better now. Do stay. I shall rest, and Vere will take care of
you.\x94

It struck him for the first time that she was becoming very ready to
substitute Vere for herself as his companion. He wondered if he had
really offended or hurt her in any way. He even wondered for a
moment whether she was not pleased at his spending the summer in
Naples--whether, for some reason, she had wished, and still wished, to
be alone with Vere.

\x93Perhaps Vere will get sick of looking after an--an old man,\x94 he said.

\x93You are not an old man, Monsieur Emile. Don\x92t tout!\x94

\x93Tout?\x94

\x93Yes, for compliments about your youth. You meant me, you meant us both,
to say how young you are.\x94

She spoke gayly, laughingly, but he felt she was cleverly and secretly
trying to smooth things out, to cover up the difficulty that had
intruded itself into their generally natural and simple relations.

\x93And your mother says nothing,\x94 said Artois, trying to fall in with her
desire, and to restore their wonted liveliness. \x93Don\x92t you look upon me
as almost a boy, Hermione?\x94

\x93I think sometimes you seem wonderfully young,\x94 she said.

Her voice suggested that she wished to please him, but also that she
meant what she said. Yet Artois had never felt his age more acutely than
when she finished speaking.

\x93I am a poor companion for Vere,\x94 he said, almost bitterly. \x93She ought
to be with friends of her own age.\x94

\x93You mean that I am a poor companion for you, Monsieur Emile. I often
feel how good you are to put up with me in the way you do.\x94

The gayety had gone from her now, and she spoke with an earnestness
that seemed to him wonderfully gracious. He looked at her, and his eyes
thanked her gently.

\x93Take Emile out in the boat, Vere,\x94 Hermione said, \x93while I read a book
till dinner time.\x94

At that moment she longed for them to be gone. Vere looked at her
mother, then said:

\x93Come along, Monsieur Emile. I\x92m sorry for you, but Madre wants rest.\x94

She led the way out of the room.

Hermione was on the sofa. Before he followed Vere, Artois went up to her
and said:

\x93You are sure you won\x92t come out with us, my friend? Perhaps the air on
the sea would do you good.\x94

\x93No, thank you, Emile; I really think I had better stay quietly here.\x94

\x93Very well.\x94

He hesitated for a moment, then he went out and left her. But she had
seen a question in his eyes.

When he had gone, Hermione took up a book, and read for a little while,
always listening for the sound of oars. She was not sure Vere and Emile
would go out in the boat, but she thought they would. If they came out
to the open sea beyond the island it was possible that she might hear
them. Presently, as she did not hear them, she got up. She wanted to
satisfy herself that they were at sea. Going to the window she looked
out. But she saw no boat, only the great plain of the radiant waters.
They made her feel alone--why, she did not know then. But it was really
something of the same feeling which had come to her long ago during her
first visit to Sicily. In the contemplation of beauty she knew the need
of love, knew it with an intimacy that was cruel.

She came away from the window and went to the terrace. From there she
could not see the boat. Finally she went to the small pavilion that
overlooked the Saint\x92s Pool. Leaning over the parapet, she perceived the
little white boat just starting around the cliff towards the Grotto of
Virgil. Vere was rowing. Hermione saw her thin figure, so impregnated
with the narrow charm of youth, bending backward and forward to the
oars, Emile\x92s big form leaning against the cushions as if at ease. From
the dripping oars came twinkling lines of light, that rayed out and
spread like the opened sticks of a fan upon the sea. Hugging the shore,
the boat slipped out of sight.

\x93Suppose they had gone forever--gone out of my life!\x94

Hermione said that to herself. She fancied she still could see the faint
commotion in the water that told where the boat had passed. Now it
was turning into the Grotto of Virgil. She felt sure of that. It was
entering the shadows where she had shown to Emile not long ago the very
depths of her heart.

How could she have done that? She grew hot as she thought of it. In her
new and bitter reserve she hated to think of his possession that could
never be taken from him, the knowledge of her hidden despair, her hidden
need of love. And by that sensation of hatred of his knowledge she
measured the gulf between them. When had come the very first narrow
fissure she scarcely knew. But she knew how to-day the gulf had widened.

The permission of hers to Vere to read Emile\x92s books! And Emile\x92s
authority governing her child, substituted surely for hers! The gulf had
been made wider by her learning that episode; and the fact that secretly
she felt her permission ought never to have been given caused her the
more bitterness. Vere had yielded to Emile because he had been in the
right. Instinctively her child had known which of the two with whom she
had to deal was swayed by an evil mood, and which was thinking rightly,
only for her.

Could Vere see into her mother\x92s heart?

Hermione had a moment of panic. Then she laughed at her folly.

And she thought of Peppina, of that other secret which certainly
existed, but which she had never suspected till that day.

The boat was gone, and she knew where. She went back into the house and
rang the bell. Giulia came.

\x93Oh, Giulia,\x94 Hermione said, \x93will you please ask Peppina to come to my
sitting-room. I want to speak to her for a moment.\x94

\x93Si, Signora.\x94

Giulia looked at her Padrona, then added:

\x93Signora, I am sure I was right. I am sure that girl has the evil eye.\x94

\x93Giulia, what nonsense! I have told you often that such ideas are silly.
Peppina has no power to do us harm. Poor girl, we ought to pity her.\x94

Giulia\x92s fat face was very grave and quite unconvinced.

\x93Signora, since she is here the island is not the same. The Signorina is
not the same, you are not the same, the French Signore is not the same.
Even Gaspare is different. One cannot speak with him now. Trouble is
with us all, Signora.\x94

Hermione shook her head impatiently. But when Giulia was gone she
thought of her words about Gaspare. Words, even the simplest, spoken
just before some great moment of a life, some high triumph, or deep
catastrophe, stick with resolution in the memory. Lucrezia had once said
of Gaspare on the terrace before the Casa del Prete: \x93One cannot
speak with him to-day.\x94 That was on the evening of the night on which
Maurice\x92s dead body was found. Often since then Hermione had thought
that Gaspare had seemed to have a prevision of the disaster that was
approaching.

And now Giulia said of him: \x93One cannot speak with him now.\x94

The same words. Was Gaspare a stormy petrel?

There came a knock at the door of the sitting-room, to which Hermione
had gone to wait for the coming of Peppina.

\x93Come in.\x94

The door opened and the disfigured girl entered, looking anxious.

\x93Come in, Peppina. It\x92s all right. I only want to speak to you for a
moment.\x94

Hermione spoke kindly, but Peppina still looked nervous.

\x93Si, Signora,\x94 she murmured.

And she remained standing near the door, looking down.

\x93Peppina,\x94 Hermione said, \x93I\x92m going to ask you something, and I want
you to tell me the truth without being afraid.\x94

\x93Si, Signora.\x94

\x93You remember, when I took you, I told you not to say anything to my
daughter, the Signorina, about your past life, your aunt, and--and all
you had gone through. Have you said anything?\x94

Peppina looked more frightened.

\x93Signora,\x94 she began. \x93Madonna! It was not my fault, it was not my
fault!\x94

She raised her voice, and began to gesticulate.

\x93Hush, Peppina. Now don\x92t be afraid of me.\x94

\x93You are my preserver, Signora! My saint has forgotten me, but you--\x94

\x93I will not leave you to the streets. You must trust me. And now tell
me--quietly--what have you told the Signorina?\x94

And presently Peppina was induced to be truthful, and Hermione knew of
the outburst in the night, and that \x93the foreign Signore\x94 had known of
it from the moment of its happening.

\x93The Signorina was so kind, Signora, that I forgot. I told her all!--I
told her all--I told her--\x94

Once Peppina had begun to be truthful she could not stop. She
recalled--or seemed to--the very words she had spoken to Vere, all the
details of her narration.

\x93And the foreign Signore? Was he there, too?\x94 Hermione asked, at the
end.

\x93No, Signora. He went away. The Signorina told him to go away and leave
us.\x94

Hermione dismissed Peppina quietly.

\x93Please don\x92t say anything about this conversation, Peppina,\x94 she said,
as the agitated girl prepared to go. \x93Try to obey me this time, will
you?\x94

She spoke very kindly but very firmly.

\x93May the Madonna take out my tongue if I speak, Signora!\x94 Peppina raised
her hand.

As she was going out Hermione stared at the cross upon her cheek.



CHAPTER XXVI

Artois stayed to dine. The falling of night deepened Hermione\x92s
impression of the gulf which was now between them, and which she was
sure he knew of. When darkness comes to intimacy it seems to make that
intimacy more perfect. Now surely it caused reserve, restraint, to be
more complete. The two secrets which Hermione now knew, but which were
still cherished as secrets by Vere and Artois, stood up between the
mother and her child and friend, inexorably dividing them.

Hermione was strung up to a sort of nervous strength that was full of
determination. She had herself in hand, like a woman of the world who
faces society with the resolution to deceive it. While Vere and Artois
had been out in the boat she had schooled herself. She felt more
competent to be the watcher of events. She even felt calmer, for
knowledge increased almost always brings an undercurrent of increased
tranquility, because of the sense of greater power that it produces in
the mind. She looked better. She talked more easily.

When dinner was over they went as usual to the garden, and when
they were there Hermione referred to the projected meeting with the
Marchesino.

\x93I made a promise,\x94 she said. \x93I must keep it.\x94

\x93Of course,\x94 said Artois. \x93But it seems to me that I am always being
entertained, and that I am inhospitable--I do nothing in return. I have
a proposal to make. Monday will be the sixteenth of July, the festa
of the Madonna del Carmine--Santa Maria del Carmine. It is one of the
prettiest of the year, they tell me. Why should not you and Vere come
to dine at the Hotel, or in the Galleria, with me? I will ask Panacci to
join us, and we will all go on afterwards to see the illuminations,
and the fireworks, and the sending up of the fire-balloons. What do you
say?\x94

\x93Would you like it, Vere?\x94

\x93Immensely, Madre.\x94

She spoke quietly, but she looked pleased at the idea.

\x93Won\x92t the crowd be very bad, though?\x94 asked Hermione.

\x93I\x92ll get tickets for the enclosure in the Piazza. We shall have seats
there. And you can bring Gaspare, if you like. Then you will have three
cavaliers.\x94

\x93Yes, I should like Gaspare to come,\x94 said Hermione.

There was a sound of warmth in her hitherto rather cold voice when she
said that.

\x93How you rely on Gaspare!\x94 Artois said, almost as if with a momentary
touch of vexation.

\x93Indeed I do,\x94 Hermione answered.

Their eyes met, surely almost with hostility.

\x93Madre knows how Gaspare adores her,\x94 said Vere, gently. \x93If there were
any danger he\x92d never hesitate. He\x92d save Madre if he left every other
human being in the world to perish miserably--including me.\x94

\x93Vere!\x94

\x93You know quite well he would, Madre.\x94

They talked a little more. Presently Vere seemed to be feeling restless.
Artois noticed it, and watched her. Once or twice she got up, without
apparent reason. She pulled at the branches of the fig-trees. She
gathered a flower. She moved away, and leaned upon the wall. Finally,
when her mother and Artois had fallen into conversation about some new
book, she slipped very quietly away.

Hermione and Artois continued their conversation, though without much
animation. At length, however, some remark of Hermione led Artois to
speak of the book he was writing. Very often and very openly in the days
gone by she had discussed with him his work. Now, feeling the barrier
between them, he fancied that perhaps it might be removed more easily
by such another discussion. And this notion of his was not any proof of
want of subtlety on his part. Without knowing why, Hermione felt a
lack of self-confidence, a distressing, an almost unnatural humbleness
to-day. He partially divined the feeling. Possibly it sprang from their
difference of opinion on the propriety of Vere\x92s reading his books. He
thought it might be so. And he wanted to oust Hermione gently from her
low stool and to show her himself seated there. Filled with this idea,
he began to ask her advice about the task upon which he was engaged. He
explained the progress he had made during the days when he was absent
from the island and shut perpetually in his room. She listened in
perfect silence.

They were sitting near each other, but not close together, for Vere had
been between them. It was dark under the fig-trees. They could see each
other\x92s faces, but not quite clearly. There was a small breeze which
made the trees move, and the leaves rustled faintly now and then, making
a tiny noise which joined the furtive noise of the sea, not far below
them.

Artois talked on. As his thoughts became more concentrated upon the book
he grew warmer. Having always had Hermione\x92s eager, even enthusiastic
sympathy and encouragement in his work, he believed himself to have them
now. And in his manner, in his tone, even sometimes in his choice of
words, he plainly showed that he assumed them. But presently, glancing
across at Hermione, he was surprised by the expression on her face.
It seemed to him as if a face of stone had suddenly looked bitterly
satirical. He was so astonished that the words stopped upon his lips.

\x93Go on, Emile,\x94 she said, \x93I am listening.\x94

The expression which had startled him was gone. Had it ever been?
Perhaps he had been deceived by the darkness. Perhaps the moving leaves
had thrown their little shadows across her features. He said to himself
that it must be so--that his friend, Hermione, could never have looked
like that. Yet he was chilled. And he remembered her passing by in the
tram at Posilipo, and how he had stood for a moment and watched her, and
seen upon her face a furtive look that he had never seen there before,
and that had seemed to contradict her whole nature as he knew it.

Did he know it?

Never before had he asked himself this question. He asked it now. Was
there living in Hermione some one whom he did not know, with whom he had
had no dealings, had exchanged no thoughts, had spoken no words?

\x93Go on, Emile,\x94 she said again.

But he did not. For once his brain was clouded, and he felt confused. He
had completely lost the thread of his thoughts.

\x93I can\x92t,\x94 he said, abruptly.

\x93Why not?\x94

\x93I\x92ve forgotten. I\x92ve not thoroughly worked the thing out. Another time.
Besides--besides, I\x92m sure I bore you with my eternal talk about my
work. You\x92ve been such a kind, such a sympathetic friend and encourager
that--\x94

He broke off, thinking of that face. Was it possible that through
all these years Hermione had been playing a part with him, had been
pretending to admire his talent, to care for what he was doing, when
really she had been bored by it? Had the whole thing been a weariness to
her, endured perhaps because she liked him as a man? The thought cut him
to the very quick, seared his self-respect, struck a blow at his pride
which made it quiver, and struck surely also a blow at something else.

His life during all these years--what would it have been without
Hermione\x92s friendship? Was he to learn that now?

He looked at her. Now her face was almost as usual, only less animated
than he had seen it.

\x93Your work could never bore me. You know it,\x94 she said.

The real Hermione sounded in her voice when she said that, for
the eternal woman deep down in her had heard the sound almost of
helplessness in his voice, had felt the leaning of his nature, strong
though it was, on her, and had responded instantly, inevitably, almost
passionately. But then came the thought of his secret intercourse with
Vere. She saw in the dark words: \x93Monsieur Emile\x92s idea.\x94 \x93Monsieur
Emile\x92s suggestion.\x94 She remembered how Artois had told her that she
could never be an artist. And again the intensely bitter feeling of
satire, that had set in her face the expression which had startled him,
returned, twisting, warping her whole nature.

\x93I am to encourage you--you who have told me that I can do nothing!\x94

That was what she had been feeling. And, as by a search-light, she had
seen surely for a moment the whole great and undying selfishness of man,
exactly as it was. And she had seen surely, also, the ministering world
of women gathered round about it, feeding it, lest it should fail and be
no more. And she had seen herself among them!

\x93Where can Vere have gone to?\x94 he said.

There had been a pause. Neither knew how long it had lasted.

\x93I should not wonder if she is on the cliff,\x94 said Hermione. \x93She often
goes there at this hour. She goes to meet Ruffo.\x94

The name switched the mind of Artois on to a new and profoundly
interesting train of thought.

\x93Ruffo,\x94 he began slowly. \x93And you think it wise--?\x94

He stopped. To-night he no longer dared frankly to speak his mind to
Hermione.

\x93I was at Mergellina the other day,\x94 he said. \x93And I saw Ruffo with his
mother.\x94

\x93Did you. What is she like?\x94

\x93Oh, like many middle-aged women of the South, rather broad and
battered-looking, and probably much older in appearance than in years.\x94

\x93Poor woman! She has been through a great deal.\x94

Her voice was quite genuine now. And Artois said to himself that the
faint suspicion he had had was ill-founded.

\x93Do you know anything about her?\x94

\x93Oh yes. I had a talk with Ruffo the other night. And he told me several
things.\x94

Each time Hermione mentioned Ruffo\x92s name it seemed to Artois that her
voice softened, almost that she gave the word a caress. He longed to ask
her something, but he was afraid to.

He would try not to interfere with Fate. But he would not hasten its
coming--if it were coming. And he knew nothing. Perhaps the anxious
suspicion which had taken up its abode in his mind, and which,
without definite reason, seemed gradually changing into conviction
was erroneous. Perhaps some day he would laugh at himself, and say to
himself, \x93I was mad to dream of such a thing.\x94

\x93Those women often have a bad time,\x94 he said.

\x93Few women do not, I sometimes think.\x94

He said nothing, and she went on rather hastily, as if wishing to cover
her last words.

\x93Ruffo told me something that I did not know about Peppina. His
step-father was the man who cut that cross on Peppina\x92s face.\x94

\x93Perdio!\x94 said Artois.

He used the Italian exclamation at that moment quite naturally. Suddenly
he wished more than ever before that Hermione had not taken Peppina to
live on the island.

\x93Hermione,\x94 he said, \x93I wish you had not Peppina here.\x94

\x93Still because of Vere?\x94 she said.

And now she was looking at him steadily.

\x93I feel that she comes from another world, that she had better keep away
from yours. I feel as if misfortune attended her.\x94

\x93It is odd. Even the servants say she has the evil eye. But, if she has,
it is too late now. Peppina has looked upon us all.\x94

\x93Perhaps that old Eastern was right.\x94 Artois could not help saying it.
\x93Perhaps all that is to be is ordained long beforehand. Do you think
that, Hermione?\x94

\x93I have sometimes thought it, when I have been depressed. I have
sometimes said to myself, \x91E il destino!\x92\x94

She remembered at that moment her feeling on the day when she returned
from the expedition with Vere to Capri--that perhaps she had returned
to the island to confront some grievous fate. Had Artois such a thought,
such a prevision? Suddenly she felt frightened, like a child when, at
night, it passes the open door of a room that is dark.

She moved and got up from her chair. Like the child, when it rushes on
and away, she felt in her panic the necessity of physical activity.

Artois followed her example. He was glad to move.

\x93Shall we go and see what Vere is doing?\x94 he said.

\x93If you like. I feel sure she is with Ruffo.\x94

They went towards the house. Artois felt a deep curiosity, which filled
his whole being, to know what Hermione\x92s exact feeling towards Ruffo
was.

\x93Don\x92t you think,\x94 he said, \x93that perhaps it is a little dangerous to
allow Vere to be so much with a boy from Mergellina?\x94

\x93Oh no.\x94

In her tone there was the calm of absolute certainty.

\x93Well, but we don\x92t know so very much about him.\x94

\x93Do you think two instincts could be at fault?\x94

\x93Two instincts?\x94

\x93Vere\x92s and mine?\x94

\x93Perhaps not. Then your instinct--\x94

He waited. He was passionately interested.

\x93Ruffo is all right,\x94 Hermione answered.

It seemed to him as if she had deliberately used that bluff expression
to punish his almost mystical curiosity. Was she warding him off
consciously?

They passed through the house and came out on its further side, but they
did not go immediately to the cliff top. Both of them felt certain the
two children must be there, and both of them, perhaps, were held
back for a moment by a mutual desire not to disturb their innocent
confidences. They stood upon the bridge, therefore, looking down into
the dimness of the Pool. From the water silence seemed to float up to
them, almost visibly, like a lovely, delicate mist--silence, and the
tenderness of night, embracing their distresses.

The satire died out of Hermione\x92s poor, tormented heart. And Artois
for a moment forgot the terrible face half seen in the darkness of the
trees.

\x93There is the boat. He is here.\x94

Hermione spoke in a low voice, pointing to the shadowy form of a boat
upon the Pool.

\x93Yes.\x94

Artois gazed at the boat. Was it indeed a Fate that came by night to the
island softly across the sea, ferried by the ignorant hands of men?
He longed to know. And Hermione longed to know something, too: whether
Artois had ever seen the strange likeness she had seen, whether Maurice
had ever seemed to gaze for a moment at him out of the eyes of Ruffo.
But to-night she could not ask him that. They were too far away from
each other. And because of the gulf between them her memory had suddenly
become far more sacred, far more necessary to her even, than it had been
before.

It had been a solace, a beautiful solace. But now it was much more than
that--now it was surely her salvation.

As she felt that, a deep longing filled her heart to look again on
Ruffo\x92s face, to search again for the expression that sent back the
years. But she wished to do that without witnesses, to be alone with
the boy, as she had been alone with him that night upon the bridge. And
suddenly she was impatient of Vere\x92s intercourse with him. Vere could
not know what the tender look meant, if it came. For she had never seen
her father\x92s face.

\x93Let us go to the cliff,\x94 Hermione said, moved by this new feeling of
impatience.

She meant to interrupt the children, to get rid of Vere and Emile, and
have Ruffo to herself for a moment. Just then she felt as if he were
nearer, far nearer, to her than they were: they who kept things from
her, who spoke of her secretly, pitying her.

And again that evening she came into acute antagonism with her friend.
For the instinct was still alive in him not to interrupt the children.
The strange suspicion that had been born and had lived within him,
gathered strength, caused him to feel almost as if they might be upon
holy ground, those two so full of youth, who talked together in the
night; as if they knew mysteriously things that were hidden from their
elders, from those wiser, yet far less full of the wisdom that is
eternal, the wisdom in instinct, than themselves. There is always
something sacred about children. And he had never lost the sense of it
amid the dust of his worldly knowledge. But about these children, about
them or within them, there floated, perhaps, something that was mystic,
something that was awful and must not be disturbed. Hermione did not
feel it. How could she? He himself had withheld from her for many years
the only knowledge that could have made her share his present feeling.
He could tell her nothing. Yet he could not conceal his intense
reluctance to go to that seat upon the cliff.

\x93But it\x92s delicious here. I love the Pool at night, don\x92t you? Look at
the Saint\x92s light, how quietly it shines!\x94

She took her hands from the rail. His attempt at detention irritated her
whole being. She looked at the light. On the night of the storm she
had felt as if it shone exclusively for her. That feeling was dead. San
Francesco watched, perhaps, over the fishermen. He did not watch over
her.

And yet that night she, too, had made the sign of the cross when she
knew that the light was shining.

She did not answer Artois\x92 remark, and he continued, always for the
children\x92s sake, and for the sake of what he seemed to divine secretly
at work in them:

\x93This Pool is a place apart, I think. The Saint has given his
benediction to it.\x94

He was speaking at random to keep Hermione there. And yet his words
seemed chosen by some one for him to say.

\x93Surely good must come to the island over that waterway.\x94

\x93You think so?\x94

Her stress upon the pronoun made him reply:

\x93Hermione, you do not think me the typical Frenchman of this century,
who furiously denies over a glass of absinthe the existence of the
Creator of the world?\x94

\x93No. But I scarcely thought you believed in the efficacy of a plaster
Saint.\x94

\x93Not of the plaster--no. But don\x92t you think it possible that truth,
emanating from certain regions and affecting the souls of men, might
move them unconsciously to embody it in symbol? What if this Pool were
blessed, and men, feeling that it was blessed, put San Francesco here
with his visible benediction?\x94

He said to himself that he was playing with his imagination, as
sometimes he played with words, half-sensuously and half-aesthetically;
yet he felt to-night as if within him there was something that might
believe far more than he had ever suspected it would be possible for him
to believe.

And that, too, seemed to have come to him from the hidden children who
were so near.

\x93I don\x92t feel at all as if the Pool were blessed,\x94 said Hermione. She
sighed.

\x93Let us go to the cliff,\x94 she said, again, this time with a strong
impatience.

He could not, of course, resist her desire, so they moved away, and
mounted to the summit of the island.

The children were there. They could just see them in the darkness, Vere
seated upon the wooden bench, Ruffo standing beside her. Their forms
looked like shadows, but from the shadows voices came.

When he saw them, Artois stood still. Hermione was going on. He put his
hand upon her arm to stop her. She sent an almost sharp inquiry to him
with her eyes.

\x93Don\x92t you think,\x94 he said--\x93don\x92t you think it is a pity to disturb
them?\x94

\x93Why?\x94

\x93They seem so happy together.\x94

He glanced at her for sympathy, but she gave him none.

\x93Am I to have nothing?\x94 she thought. And a passion of secret anger woke
up in her. \x93Am I to have nothing at all? May I not even speak to this
boy, in whom I have seen Maurice for a moment--because if I do I may
disturb some childish gossip?\x94

Her eyes gave to Artois a fierce rebuke.

\x93I beg your pardon, Hermione,\x94 he said, hastily. \x93Of course if you
really want to talk to Ruffo--\x94

\x93I don\x92t think Vere will mind,\x94 she said.

Her lips were actually trembling, but her voice was calm.

They walked forward.

When they were close to the children they both saw there was a third
figure on the cliff. Gaspare was at a little distance. Hermione could
see the red point of his cigarette gleaming.

\x93Gaspare\x92s there, too,\x94 she said.

\x93Yes.\x94

\x93Why is he there?\x94 Artois thought.

And again there woke up in him an intense curiosity about Gaspare.

Ruffo had seen them, and now he took off his cap. And Vere turned her
head and got up from the seat.

Neither the girl nor the boy gave any explanation of their being
together. Evidently they did not think it necessary to do so. Hermione
was the first to speak.

\x93Good-evening, Ruffo,\x94 she said.

Artois noticed a peculiar kindness and gentleness in her voice when she
spoke to the boy, a sound apart, that surely did not come into her voice
even when it spoke to Vere.

\x93Good-evening, Signora.\x94 He stood with his cap in his hand. \x93I have been
telling the Signorina what you have done for my poor mamma, Signora.
I did not tell her before because I thought she knew. But she did not
know.\x94

Vere was looking at her mother with a shining of affection in her eyes.

At this moment Gaspare came up slowly, with a careless walk.

Artois watched him.

\x93About the little money, you mean?\x94 said Hermione, rather hastily.

\x93Si, Signora. When I gave it to my poor mamma she cried again. But that
was because you were so kind. And she said to me, \x91Ruffo, why should
a strange lady be so kind to me? Why should a strange lady think about
me?\x92 she said. \x91Ruffino,\x92 she said, \x91it must be Santa Maddalena who has
sent her here to be good to me.\x92 My poor mamma!\x94

\x93The Signora does not want to be bothered with all this!\x94 It was Gaspare
who had spoken, roughly, and who now pushed in between Ruffo and those
who were listening to his simple narrative.

Ruffo looked surprised, but submissive. Evidently he respected Gaspare,
and the two understood each other. And though Gaspare\x92s words were
harsh, his eyes, as they looked at Ruffo, seemed to contradict them.
Nevertheless, there was excitement, a strung-up look in his face.

\x93Gaspare!\x94 said Vere.

Her eyes shot fire.

\x93Signorina?\x94

\x93Madre does like to hear what Ruffo has to say. Don\x92t you, Madre?\x94

Gaspare looked unmoved. His whole face was full of a dogged obstinacy.
Yet he did not forget himself. There was nothing rude in his manner as
he said, before Hermione could reply:

\x93Signorina, the Signora does not know Ruffo\x92s mother, so such things
cannot interest her. Is it not so, Signora?\x94

Hermione was still governed by the desire to be alone for a little while
with Ruffo, and the sensation of intense reserve--a reserve that seemed
even partially physical--that she felt towards Artois made her dislike
Ruffo\x92s public exhibition of a gratitude that, expressed in private,
would have been sweet to her. Instead, therefore, of agreeing with Vere,
she said, in rather an off-hand way:

\x93It\x92s all right, Ruffo. Thank you very much. But we must not keep Don
Emilio listening to my supposed good deeds forever. So that\x92s enough.\x94

Vere reddened. Evidently she felt snubbed. She said nothing, but she
shot a glance of eager sympathy at Ruffo, who stood very simply looking
at Hermione with a sort of manly deference, as if all that she said, or
wished, must certainly be right. Then she moved quietly away, pressing
her lips rather firmly together, and went slowly towards the house.
After a moment\x92s hesitation, Artois followed her. Hermione remained by
Ruffo, and Gaspare stayed doggedly with his Padrona.

Hermione wished he would go. She could not understand his exact feeling
about the fisher-boy\x92s odd little intimacy with them. Her instinct told
her that secretly he was fond of Ruffo. Yet sometimes he seemed to be
hostile to him, to be suspicious of him, as of some one who might do
them harm. Or, perhaps, he felt it his duty to be on guard against all
strangers who approached them. She knew well his fixed belief that she
and Vere depended entirely on him, felt always perfectly safe when he
was near. And she liked to have him near--but not just at this moment.
Yet she did not feel that she could ask him to go.

\x93Thank you very much for your gratitude, Ruffo,\x94 she said. \x93You mustn\x92t
think--\x94

She glanced at Gaspare.

\x93I didn\x92t want to stop you,\x94 she continued, trying to steer an even
course. \x93But it\x92s a very little thing. I hope your mother is getting on
pretty well. She must have courage.\x94

As she said the last sentence she thought it came that night oddly from
her lips.

Gaspare moved as if he felt impatient, and suddenly Hermione knew
an anger akin to Vere\x92s, an anger she had scarcely ever felt against
Gaspare.

She did not show it at first, but went on with a sort of forced calmness
and deliberation, a touch even perhaps of obstinacy that was meant for
Gaspare.

\x93I am interested in your mother, you know, although I have not seen her.
Tell me how she is.\x94

Gaspare opened his lips to speak, but something held him silent; and
as he listened to Ruffo\x92s carefully detailed reply, delivered with the
perfect naturalness of one sure of the genuine interest taken in his
concerns by his auditors, his large eyes travelled from the face of the
boy to the face of his Padrona with a deep and restless curiosity. He
seemed to inquire something of Ruffo, something of Hermione, and then,
at the last, surely something of himself. But when Ruffo had finished,
he said, brusquely:

\x93Signora, it is getting very late. Will not Don Emilio be going? He will
want to say good-night, and I must help him with the boat.\x94

\x93Run and see if Don Emilio is in a hurry, Gaspare. If he is I\x92ll come.\x94

Gaspare looked at her, hesitating.

\x93What\x92s the matter?\x94 she exclaimed, her secret irritation suddenly
getting the upper hand in her nature. \x93Are you afraid that Ruffo will
hurt me?\x94

\x93No, Signora.\x94

As Vere had reddened, he reddened, and he looked with deep reproach
at his Padrona. That look went to Hermione\x92s heart; she thought, \x93Am I
going to quarrel with the one true and absolutely loyal friend I have?\x94
 She remembered Vere\x92s words in the garden about Gaspare\x92s devotion to
her, a devotion which she felt like a warmth round about her life.

\x93I\x92ll come with you, Gaspare,\x94 she said, with a revulsion of feeling.
\x93Good-night, Ruffo.\x94

\x93Good-night, Signora.\x94

\x93Perhaps we shall see you to-morrow.\x94

She was just going to turn away when Ruffo bent down to kiss her hand.
Since she had given charity to his mother it was evident that his
feeling for her had changed. The Sicilian in him rose up to honor her
like a Padrona.

\x93Signora,\x94 he said, letting go her hand. \x93Benedicite e buon riposo.\x94

He was being a little whimsical, was showing to her and to Gaspare that
he knew how to be a Sicilian. And now he looked from one to the other to
see how they took his salutation; looked gently, confidentially, with a
smile dawning in his eyes under the deference and the boyish affection
and gratitude.

And again it seemed to Hermione for a moment that Maurice stood there
before her in the night. Her impulse was to catch Gaspare\x92s arm, to say
to him, \x93Look! Don\x92t you see your Padrone?\x94

She did not do this, but she did turn impulsively to Gaspare. And as
she turned she saw tears start into his eyes. The blood rushed to his
temples, his forehead. He put up his hand to his face.

\x93Signora,\x94 he said, \x93are you not coming?\x94

He cleared his throat violently. \x93I have taken a cold,\x94 he muttered.

He caught hold of his throat with his left hand, and again cleared his
throat.

\x93Madre di Dio!\x94

He spoke very roughly.

But his roughness did not hurt Hermione; for suddenly she felt far less
lonely and deserted. Gaspare had seen what she had seen--she knew it.

As they went back to the house it seemed to her that she and Gaspare
talked together.

And yet they spoke no words.



CHAPTER XXVII

Neither Artois nor the Marchesino visited the island during the days
that elapsed before the Festa of the Madonna del Carmine. But Artois
wrote to tell Hermione that the Marchesino had accepted his invitation,
and that he hoped she and Vere would be at the Hotel des Etrangers
punctually by eight o\x92clock on the night of the sixteenth. He wrote
cordially, but a little formally, and did not add any gossip or any
remarks about his work to the few sentences connected with the projected
expedition. And Hermione replied as briefly to his note. Usually, when
she wrote to Artois, her pen flew, and eager thoughts, born of the
thought of him, floated into her mind. But this time it was not so. The
energies of her mind in connection with his mind were surely failing. As
she put the note into its envelope, she had the feeling of one who had
been trying to \x93make\x94 conversation with an acquaintance, and who had
not been successful, and she found herself almost dreading to talk with
Emile.

Yet for years her talks with him had been her greatest pleasure, outside
of her intercourse with Vere and her relations with Gaspare.

The change that had come over their friendship, like a mist over the
sea, was subtle, yet startling in its completeness. She wondered if he
saw and felt this mist as definitely as she did, if he regretted the
fair prospect it had blotted out, if he marvelled at its coming.

He was so acute that he must be aware of the drooping of their intimacy.
To what could he attribute it? And would he care to fight against the
change?

She remembered the days when she had nursed him in Kairouan. She felt
again the hot dry atmosphere. She heard the ceaseless buzzing of the
flies. How pale his face had been, how weak his body! He had returned
to the weakness of a child. He had depended upon her. That fact, that he
had for a time utterly depended upon her, had forged a new link in their
friendship, the strongest link of all. At least she had felt it to be
so. For she was very much of a woman, and full of a secret motherliness.

But perhaps he had forgotten all that.

In these days she often felt as if she did not understand men at all, as
if their natures were hidden from her, and perhaps, of necessity, from
all women.

\x93We can\x92t understand each other.\x94

She often said that to herself, and partly to comfort herself a little.
She did not want to be only one of a class of women from whom men\x92s
natures were hidden.

And yet it was not true.

For Maurice, at least, she had understood. She had not feared his
gayeties, his boyish love of pleasure, his passion for the sun, his
joy in the peasant life, his almost fierce happiness in the life of
the body. She had feared nothing in him, because she had felt that
she understood him thoroughly. She had read the gay innocence of his
temperament rightly, and so she had never tried to hold him back from
his pleasures, to keep him always with her, as many women would have
done.

And she clung to the memory of her understanding of Maurice as she faced
the mist that had swept up softly and silently over that sea and sky
which had been clear. He had been simple. There was nothing to dread
in cleverness, in complexity. One got lost in a nature that was full of
winding paths. Just then, and for the time, she forgot her love of, even
her passion for, mental things. The beauty of the straight white road
appealed to her. She saw it leading one onward to the glory of the sun.

Vere and she did not see very much of each other during these days. They
met, of course, at meals, and often for a few minutes at other times.
But it seemed as if each tacitly, and almost instinctively, sought to
avoid any prolonged intercourse with the other. Hermione was a great
deal in her sitting-room, reading, or pretending to read. And Vere made
several long expeditions upon the sea in the sailing-boat with Gaspare
and a boy from the nearest village, who was hired as an extra hand.

Hermione had a strange feeling of desertion sometimes, when the white
sail of the boat faded on the blue and she saw the empty sea. She would
watch the boat go out, standing at the window and looking through the
blinds. The sailor-boy pulled at the oars. Vere was at the helm, Gaspare
busy with the ropes. They passed quite close beneath her. She saw Vere\x92s
bright and eager face looking the way they were going, anticipating the
voyage; Gaspare\x92s brown hands moving swiftly and deftly. She saw the
sail run up, the boat bend over. The oars were laid in their places now.
The boat went faster through the water. The forms in it dwindled.
Was that Vere\x92s head, or Gaspare\x92s? Who was that standing up? The
fisher-boy? What were they now, they and the boat that held them? Only a
white sail on the blue, going towards the sun.

And how deep was the silence that fell about the house, how deep and
hollow! She saw her life then like a cavern that was empty. No waters
flowed into it. No lights played in its recesses. No sounds echoed
through it.

She looked up into the blue, and remembered her thought, that Maurice
had been taken by the blue. Hark! Was there not in the air the thin
sound of a reed flute playing a tarantella? She shut her eyes, and saw
the gray rocks of Sicily. But the blue was too vast. Maurice was lost in
it, lost to her forever. And she gazed up into it again, with the effort
to travel through it, to go on and on and on. And it seemed as if her
soul ached from that journey.

The sail had dipped down below the horizon. She let fall the blind. She
sat down in the silence.

Vere was greatly perplexed about her mother. One day in the boat she
followed her instinct and spoke to Gaspare about her. Hermione and she
between them had taught Gaspare some English. He understood it fairly
well, and could speak it, though not correctly, and he was very proud of
his knowledge. Because of the fisher-boy, Vere said what she had to say
slowly in English. Gaspare listened with the grave look of learning that
betokened his secret sensation of being glorified by his capacities.
But when he grasped the exact meaning of his Padroncina\x92s words, his
expression changed. He shook his head vigorously.

\x93Not true!\x94 he said. \x93Not true! No matter--there is no matter with my
Padrona.\x94

\x93But Gaspare--\x94

Vere protested, explained, strong in her conviction of the change in her
mother.

But Gaspare would not have it. With energetic gestures he affirmed that
his Padrona was just as usual. But Vere surprised a look in his eyes
which told her he was watching her to see if he had deceived her. Then
she realized that for some reason of his own Gaspare did not wish her to
know that he had seen the change, wished also to detach her observation
from her mother.

She wondered why this was.

Her busy mind could not arrive at any conclusion in the matter, but she
knew her mother was secretly sad. And she knew that she and her mother
were no longer at ease with each other. This pained her, and the pain
was beginning to increase. Sometimes she felt as if her mother disliked
something in her, and did not choose to say so, and was irritated by
the silence that she kept. But what could it be? She searched among her
doings carefully. Had she failed in anything? Certainly she had not been
lacking in love. And her knowledge of that seemed simply to exclude any
possibility of serious shortcomings. And her mother?

Vere remembered how her mother had once longed to have a son, how she
had felt certain she was going to have a son. Could it be that? Could
her mother be dogged by that disappointment? She felt chilled to the
heart at that idea. Her warm nature protested against it. The love
she gave to her mother was so complete that it had always assumed the
completeness of that which it was given in return. But it might be so,
Vere supposed. It was possible. She pondered over this deeply, and when
she was with her mother watched for signs that might confirm or dispel
her fears. And thus she opposed to the mother\x92s new watchfulness the
watchfulness of the child. And Hermione noticed it, and wondered whether
Vere had any suspicion of the surreptitious reading of her poems.

But that was scarcely possible.

Hermione had not said a word to Vere of her discovery that Peppina had
done what she had been told not to do--related the story of her fate.
Almost all delicate-minded mothers and daughters find certain subjects
difficult, if not impossible of discussion, even when an apparent
necessity of their discussion arrives in the course of life. The present
reserve between Hermione and Vere rendered even the idea of any plain
speaking about the revelation of Peppina quite insupportable to the
mother. She could only pretend to ignore that it had ever been made.
And this she did. But now that she knew of it she felt very acutely the
difference it had made in Vere. That difference was owing to her own
impulsive action. And Emile knew the whole truth. She understood now
what he had been going to say about Peppina and Vere when they had
talked about the books.

He did condemn her in his heart. He thought she was not a neglectful,
but a mistaken mother. He thought her so impulsive as to be dangerous,
perhaps, even to those she loved best. Almost she divined that curious
desire of his to protect Vere against her. And yet without her impulsive
nature he himself might long ago have died.

She could not help at this time dwelling secretly on one or two actions
of hers, could not help saying to herself now and then: \x93I have been
some good in the world. I am capable of unselfishness sometimes. I
did leave my happiness for Emile\x92s sake, because I had a great deal
of friendship and was determined to live up to it. My impulses are not
always crazy and ridiculous.\x94

She did this, she was obliged to do it, to prevent the feeling of
impotence from overwhelming her. She had to do it to give herself
strength to get up out of the dust. The human creature dares not say to
itself, \x93You are nothing.\x94 And now Hermione, feeling the withdrawal from
her of her friend, believing in the withdrawal from her of her child,
spoke to herself, pleading her own cause to her own soul against
invisible detractors.

One visitor the island had at this time. Each evening, when the
darkness fell, the boat of Ruffo\x92s employer glided into the Pool of San
Francesco. And the boy always came ashore while his companions slept.
Since Hermione had been charitable to his mother, and since he had
explained to her about his Patrigno and Peppina, he evidently had
something of the ready feeling that springs up in Sicilians in whom
real interest has been shown--the feeling of partly belonging to his
benefactor. There is something dog-like in this feeling. And it is
touching and attractive because of the animalism of its frankness and
simplicity. And as the dog who has been kindly, tenderly treated has
no hesitation in claiming attention with a paw, or in laying its muzzle
upon the knee of its benefactor, so Ruffo had no hesitation in relating
to Hermione all the little intimate incidents of his daily life, in
crediting her with an active interest in his concerns. There was no
conceit in this, only a very complete boyish simplicity.

Hermione found in this new attitude of Ruffo\x92s a curious solace for the
sudden loneliness of soul that had come upon her. Originally Ruffo\x92s
chief friendship had obviously been for Vere, but now Vere, seeing her
mother\x92s new and deep interest in the boy, gave way a little to it, yet
without doing anything ostentatious, or showing any pique. Simply she
would stay in the garden, or on the terrace, later than usual, till
after Ruffo was sure to be at the island, and let her mother stroll to
the cliff top. Or, if she were there with him first, she would soon make
an excuse to go away, and casually tell her mother that he was there
alone or with Gaspare. And all this was done so naturally that Hermione
did not know it was deliberate, but merely fancied that perhaps Vere\x92s
first enthusiasm for the fisher-boy was wearing off, that it had been a
child\x92s sudden fancy, and that it was lightly passing away.

Vere rather wondered at her mother\x92s liking for Ruffo, although
she herself had found him so attractive, and had drawn her mother\x92s
attention to his handsome face and bold, yet simple bearing. She
wondered, because she felt in it something peculiar, a sort of heat and
anxiety, a restlessness, a watchfulness; attributes which sprang from
the observation of that resemblance to the dead man which drew her
mother to Ruffo, but of which her mother had never spoken to her.

Nor did Hermione speak of it again to Gaspare. He had almost angrily
denied it, but since the night of Artois\x92 visit she knew that he had
seen it, been startled, moved by it, almost as she had been.

She knew that quite well. Yet Gaspare puzzled her. He had become moody,
nervous, and full of changes. She seemed to discern sometimes a latent
excitement in him. His temper was uneven. Giulia had said that one could
not speak with him. Since that day she had grumbled about him again, but
discreetly, with a certain vagueness. For all the servants thoroughly
appreciated his special position in the household as the \x93cameriere
di confidenza\x94 of the Padrona. One thing which drew Hermione\x92s special
attention was his extraordinary watchfulness of her. When they were
together she frequently surprised him looking at her with a sort of
penetrating and almost severe scrutiny which startled her. Once or
twice, indeed, she showed that she was startled.

\x93What\x92s the matter, Gaspare?\x94 she said, one day. \x93Do I look ill again?\x94

For she had remembered his looking at her in the boat.

\x93No, Signora,\x94 he answered, this time, quickly. \x93You are not looking ill
to-day.\x94

And he moved off, as if anxious to avoid further questioning.

Another time she thought that there was something wrong with her dress,
or her hair, and said so.

\x93Is there anything wrong with me?\x94 she exclaimed. \x93What is it?\x94 And
she instinctively glanced down at her gown, and put up her hands to her
head.

And this time he had turned it off with a laugh, and had said:

\x93Signora, you are like the Signorina! Once she told me I was--I was\x94--he
shook his head--\x93I forget the word. But I am sure it was something that
a man could never be. Per dio!\x94

And then he had gone off into a rambling conversation that had led
Hermione\x92s attention far away from the starting-point of their talk.

Vere, too, noticed the variations of his demeanor.

\x93Gaspare was very \x91jumpy\x92 to-day in the boat,\x94 she said, one evening,
after returning from a sail; \x93I wonder what\x92s the matter with him. Do
you think he can be in love, Madre?\x94

\x93I don\x92t know. But he is _fidanzato_, Vere, with a girl in Marechiaro,
you remember?\x94

\x93Yes, but that lasts forever. When I speak of it he always says: \x91There
is plenty of time, Signorina. If one marries in a hurry, one makes two
faces ugly!\x92 I should think the girl must be sick of waiting.\x94

Hermione was sure that there was some very definite reason for Gaspare\x92s
curious behavior, but she could not imagine what it was. That it was not
anything to do with his health she had speedily ascertained. Any small
discipline of Providence in the guise of a cold in the head, or a pain
in the stomach, despatched him promptly to the depths. But he had
told her that he was perfectly well and \x93made of iron,\x94 when she had
questioned him on the subject.

She supposed time would elucidate the mystery, and meanwhile she knew
it was no use troubling about it. Years had taught her that when Gaspare
chose to be silent not heaven nor earth could make him speak.

Although Vere could not know why Ruffo attracted her mother, Hermione
knew that Gaspare must understand, at any rate partially, why she cared
so much to be with him. During the days between the last visit of Artois
and the Festa of the Madonna del Carmine her acquaintance with the boy
had progressed so rapidly that sometimes she found herself wondering
what the days had been like before she knew him, the evenings before his
boat slipped into the Saint\x92s Pool, and his light feet ran up from the
water\x92s edge to the cliff top. Possibly, had Ruffo come into her life
when she was comparatively happy and at ease, she would never have
drawn so closely to him, despite the resemblance that stirred her to the
heart. But he came when she was feeling specially lonely and sad; and
when he, too, was in trouble. Both wanted sympathy. Hermione gave Ruffo
hers in full measure. She could not ask for his. But giving had always
been her pleasure. It was her pleasure now. And she drew happiness from
the obvious and growing affection of the boy. Perfectly natural at all
times, he kept back little from the kind lady of the island. He told her
the smallest details of his daily life, his simple hopes and fears,
his friendships and quarrels, his relations with the other fishermen of
Mergellina, his intentions in the present, his ambitions for the future.
Some day he hoped to be the Padrone of a boat of his own. That seemed
to be the ultimate aim of his life. Hermione smiled as she heard it, and
saw his eyes shining with the excitement of anticipation. When he spoke
the word \x93Padrone,\x94 his little form seemed to expand with authority and
conscious pride. He squared his shoulders. He looked almost a man. The
pleasures of command dressed all his person, as flags dress a ship on a
festival day. He stood before Hermione a boy exuberant.

And she thought of Maurice bounding down the mountain-side to the
fishing, and rousing the night with his \x93Ciao, Ciao, Ciao, Morettina
bella--Ciao!\x94

But Ruffo was sometimes reserved. Hermione could not make him speak of
his father. All she knew of him was that he was dead. Sometimes she gave
Ruffo good advice. She divined the dangers of Naples for a lad with
the blood bounding in his veins, and she dwelt upon the pride of man\x92s
strength, and how he should be careful to preserve it, and not dissipate
it before it came to maturity. She did not speak very plainly, but Ruffo
understood, and answered her with the unconscious frankness that is
characteristic of the people of the South. And at the end of his remarks
he added:

\x93Don Gaspare has talked to me about that. Don Gaspare knows much,
Signora.\x94

He spoke with deep respect. Hermione was surprised by this little
revelation. Was Gaspare secretly watching over the boy? Did he concern
himself seriously with Ruffo\x92s fate? She longed to question Gaspare.
But she knew that to do so would be useless. Even with her Gaspare would
only speak freely of things when he chose. At other times he was calmly
mute. He wrapped himself in a cloud. She wondered whether he had ever
given Ruffo any hints or instructions as to suitable conduct when with
her.

Although Ruffo was so frank and garrulous about most things, she noticed
that if she began to speak of his mother or his Patrigno, his manner
changed, and he became uncommunicative. Was this owing to Gaspare\x92s
rather rough rebuke upon the cliff before Artois and Vere? Or had
Gaspare emphasized that by further directions when alone with Ruffo? She
tried deftly to find out, but the boy baffled her. But perhaps he was
delicate about money, unlike Neapolitans, and feared that if he talked
too much of his mother the lady of the island would think he was \x93making
misery,\x94 was hoping for another twenty francs. As to his Patrigno, the
fact that Peppina was living on the island made that subject rather a
difficult one. Nevertheless, Hermione could not help suspecting that
Gaspare had told the boy not to bother her with any family troubles.

She had not offered him money again. The giving of the twenty francs had
been a sudden impulse to help a suffering woman, less because she was
probably in poverty than because she was undoubtedly made unhappy by
her husband. Since she had suffered at the hands of death, Hermione
felt very pitiful for women. She would gladly have gone to see Ruffo\x92s
mother, have striven to help her more, both materially and morally.
But as to a visit--Peppina seemed to bar the way. And as to more money
help--she remembered Gaspare\x92s warning. Perhaps he knew something of the
mother that she did not know. Perhaps the mother was an objectionable,
or even a wicked woman.

But when she looked at Ruffo she could not believe that. And then
several times he had spoken with great affection of his mother.

She left things as they were, taking her cue from the boy in despite
of her desire. And here, as in some other directions, she was secretly
governed by Gaspare.

Only sometimes did she see in Ruffo\x92s face the look that had drawn her
to him. The resemblance to Maurice was startling, but it was nearly
always fleeting. She could not tell when it was coming, nor retain it
when it came. But she noticed that it was generally when Ruffo was moved
by affection, by a sudden sympathy, by a warm and deferent impulse that
the look came in him. And again she thought of the beautiful obedience
that springs directly from love, of Mercury poised for flight to the
gods, his mission happily accomplished.

She wondered if Artois had ever thought of it when he was with Ruffo.
But she felt now that she could never ask him.

And, indeed, she cherished her knowledge, her recognition, as something
almost sacred, silently shared with Gaspare.

To no one could that look mean what it meant to her. To no other heart
could it make the same appeal.

And so in those few days between Hermione and the fisher-boy a firm
friendship was established.

And to Hermione this friendship came like a small ray of brightly golden
light, falling gently in a place that was very dark.



CHAPTER XXVIII

When the Marchesino received the invitation of Artois to dine with him
and the ladies from the island on the night of the Festa of the Madonna
del Carmine he was again ill in bed with fever. But nevertheless he
returned an immediate acceptance. Then he called in the family doctor,
and violently demanded to be made well, \x93perfectly well,\x94 by the evening
of the sixteenth. The doctor, who guessed at once that some amorous
adventure was on foot, promised to do his best, and so ingeniously plied
his patient with drugs and potions that on the sixteenth Doro was out
of bed, and busily doing gymnastics to test his strength for the coming
campaign.

Artois\x92 invitation had surprised him. He had lost all faith in his
friend, and at first almost suspected an ambush. Emilio had not invited
him out of love--that was certain. But perhaps the ladies of the island
had desired his presence, his escort. He was a Neapolitan. He knew the
ways of the city. That was probably the truth. They wanted him, and
Emilio had been obliged to ask him.

He saw his opportunity. His fever, coming at such a time, had almost
maddened him, and during the days of forced inaction the Panacci temper
had been vigorously displayed in the home circle. As he lay in bed his
imagination ran riot. The day and the night were filled with thoughts
and dreams of Vere. And always Emilio was near her, presiding over her
doings with a false imitation of the paternal manner.

But now at the last the Marchesino saw his opportunity to strike a blow
at Emilio. Every year of his life since he was a child he had been to
the festa in honor of the Madonna del Carmine. He knew the crowd that
assembled under the prison walls and beneath Nuvolo\x92s tall belfry, the
crowds that overflowed into the gaunt Square of the Mercato and streamed
down the avenues of fire into the narrow side streets. In those crowds
it would be easy to get lost. Emilio, when he heard his friend\x92s voice
singing, had hidden with the Signorina in the darkness of a cave. He
might be alone with the Signorina when he would. The English ladies
trusted his white hairs. Or the English ladies did not care for the
_convenances_. Since he had found Peppina in the Casa del Mare, the
Marchesino did not know what to think of its Padrona. And now he was
too reckless to care. He only knew that he was in love, and that
circumstances so far had fought against him. He only knew that he had
been tricked, and that he meant to trick Emilio in return. His anxiety
to revenge himself on Emilio was quite as keen as his desire to be alone
with Vere. The natural devilry of his temperament, a boy\x92s devilry, not
really wicked, but compounded of sensuality, vanity, the passion for
conquest, and the determination to hold his own against other males and
to shine in his world\x92s esteem, was augmented by the abstinence from his
usual life. The few days in the house seemed to him a lifetime already
wasted. He meant to make up for it, and he did not care at whose
expense, so long as some of the debt was paid by Emilio.

On the sixteenth he issued forth into life again in a mood that was
dangerous. The fever that had abandoned his body was raging in his
mind. He was in the temper which had governed his papa on the day of the
slapping of Signora Merani\x92s face in the Chiaia.

The Marchesino always thought a great deal about his personal
appearance, but his toilet on the night of the sixteenth was unusually
prolonged. On several matters connected with it he was undecided. Should
he wear a waistcoat of white pique or one of black silk? Should he put
on a white tie, or a black? And what about rings?

He loved jewelry, as do most Neapolitans, both male and female, and had
quantities of gaudy rings, studs, sleeve links, and waistcoat buttons.
In his present mood he was inclined to adorn himself with as many of
them as possible. But he was not sure whether the English liked diamonds
and rubies on a man. He hesitated long, made many changes, and looked
many times in the glass. At last he decided on a black tie, a white
waistcoat with pearl buttons, a pearl shirt-stud surrounded with
diamonds, pearl and diamond sleeve-links, and only three rings--a gold
snake, a seal ring, and a ring set with turquoises. This was a modest
toilet, suited, surely to the taste to the English, which he remembered
to have heard of as sober.

He stood long before the mirror when he was ready, and had poured over
his handkerchief a libation of \x93Rose d\x92amour.\x94

Certainly he was a fine-looking fellow--his natural sincerity obliged
him to acknowledge it. Possibly his nose stuck out too much to balance
perfectly the low forehead and the rather square chin. Possibly his
cheek-bones were too prominent. But what of that? Women always looked
at a man\x92s figure, his eyes, his teeth, his mustaches. And he had a
splendid figure, enormous gray eyes, large and perfectly even white
teeth between lips that were very full and very red, and blond mustaches
whose turned-up points were like a cry of victory.

He drew himself up from the hips, enlarged his eyes by opening them
exaggeratedly, stretched his lips till his teeth were well exposed, and
vehemently twisted the ends of his mustaches.

Yes, he was a very handsome fellow, and boyish-looking, too--but not too
boyish.

It really was absurd of Emilio to think of cutting him out with a
girl--Emilio, an old man, all beard and brains! As if any living woman
really cared for brains! Impertinence, gayety, agility, muscle--that was
what women loved in men. And he had all they wanted.

He filled his case with cigarettes, slipped on a very smart fawn-colored
coat, cocked a small-brimmed black bowler hat over his left ear, picked
up a pair of white gloves and a cane surmounted by a bunch of golden
grapes, and hurried down-stairs, humming \x93Lili Kangy,\x94 the \x93canzonetta
birichina\x94 that was then the rage in Naples.

The dinner was to be at the Hotel des Etrangers. On consideration,
Artois had decided against the Galleria. He had thought of those who
wander there, of Peppina\x92s aunt, of certain others. And then he had
thought of Vere. And his decision was quickly taken. When the Marchesino
arrived, Artois was alone in his sitting-room. The two men looked into
each other\x92s eyes as they met, and Artois saw at once that Doro was in
a state of suppressed excitement and not in a gentle mood. Although Doro
generally seemed full of good-humor, and readiness to please and to be
pleased, he could look very cruel. And when, in rare moments, he did so,
his face seemed almost to change its shape: the cheek-bones to become
more salient, the nose sharper, the eyes catlike, the large but
well-shaped mouth venomous instead of passionate. He looked older and
also commoner directly his insouciance departed from him, and one could
divine a great deal of primitive savagery beneath his lively grace and
boyish charm.

But to-night, directly he spoke to Artois, his natural humor seemed to
return. He explained his illness, which accounted for his not having
come as usual to see his friend, and drew a humorous picture of a
Panacci in a bed surrounded by terror-stricken nurses.

\x93And you, Emilio, what have you been doing?\x94 he concluded.

\x93Working,\x94 said Artois.

He pointed to the writing-table, on which lay a pile of manuscript.

The Marchesino glanced at it carelessly, but the two vertical lines
suddenly appeared in his forehead just above the inside corners of his
eyes.

\x93Work! work!\x94 he said. \x93You make me feel quite guilty, amico mio. I live
for happiness, for love, but you--you live for duty.\x94

He put his arm through his friend\x92s with a laugh, and drew him towards
the balcony.

\x93Nevertheless,\x94 he added, \x93even you have your moments of pleasure,
haven\x92t you?\x94

He pressed Artois\x92 arm gently, but in the touch of his fingers there
was something that seemed to hint a longing to close them violently and
cause a shudder of pain.

\x93Even you have moments when the brain goes to sleep and--and the body
wakes up. Eh, Emilio? Isn\x92t it true?\x94

\x93My dear Doro, when have I claimed to be unlike other men?\x94

\x93No, no! But you workers inspire reverence, you know. We, who do not
work, we see your pale faces, your earnest eyes, and we think--mon Dieu,
Emilio!--we think you are saints. And then, if, by chance, one evening
we go to the Galleria, and find it is not so, that you are like
ourselves, we are glad.\x94

He began to laugh.

\x93We are glad; we feel no longer at a disadvantage.\x94

Again he pressed Artois\x92 arm gently.

\x93But, amico mio, you are deceptive, you workers,\x94 he said. \x93You take
us all in. We are children beside you, we who say all we feel, who show
when we hate and when we love. We are babies. If I ever want to become
really birbante, I shall become a worker.\x94

He spoke always lightly, laughingly; but Artois understood the malice
at his heart, and hesitated for a moment whether to challenge it quietly
and firmly, or whether laughingly, to accept the sly imputations
of secrecy, of hypocrisy, in a \x93not-worth-while\x94 temper. If things
developed--and Artois felt that they must with such a protagonist as the
Marchesino--a situation might arise in which Doro\x92s enmity must come out
into the open and be dealt with drastically. Till then was it not best
to ignore it, to fall in with his apparent frivolity? Before Artois
could decide--for his natural temper and an under-sense of prudence and
contempt pulled different ways--the Marchesino suddenly released his
arm, leaned over the balcony rail, and looked eagerly down the road. A
carriage had just rattled up from the harbor of Santa Lucia only a few
yards away.

\x93Ecco!\x94 he exclaimed. \x93Ecco! But--but who is with them?\x94

\x93Only Gaspare,\x94 replied Artois.

\x93Gaspare! That servant who came to the Guiseppone? Oh, no doubt he has
rowed the ladies over and will return to the boat?\x94

\x93No, I think not. I think the Signora will bring him to the Carmine.\x94

\x93Why?\x94 said the Marchesino, sharply.

\x93Why not? He is a strong fellow, and might be useful in a crowd.\x94

\x93Are we not strong? Are we not useful?\x94

\x93My dear Doro, what\x92s the matter?\x94

\x93Niente--niente!\x94

He tugged at his mustaches.

\x93Only I think the Signora might trust to us.\x94

\x93Tell her so, if you like. Here she is.\x94

At this moment the door opened and Hermione came in, followed by Vere.

As Artois went to welcome them he was aware of a strange mixture of
sensations, which made these two dear and close friends, these intimates
of his life, seem almost new. He was acutely conscious of the mist of
which Hermione had thought. He wondered about her, as she about him. He
saw again that face in the night under the trellis. He heard the voice
that had called to him and Vere in the garden. And he knew that enmity,
mysterious yet definite, might arise even between Hermione and him; that
even they two--inexorably under the law that has made all human beings
separate entities, and incapable of perfect fusion--might be victims
of misunderstanding, of ignorance of the absolute truth of personality.
Even now he was companioned by the sudden and horrible doubt which had
attacked him in the garden: that perhaps she had been always playing
a part when she had seemed to be deeply interested in his work, that
perhaps there was within her some one whom he did not know, had never
even caught a glimpse of until lately, once when she was in the tram
going to the Scoglio di Frisio, and once the last time they had met. And
yet this was the woman who had nursed him in Africa--and this was the
woman against whose impulsive actions he had had the instinct to protect
Vere--the Hermione Delarey whom he had known for so many years.

Never before had he looked at Hermione quite as he looked at her
to-night. His sense of her strangeness woke up in him something that was
ill at ease, doubtful, almost even suspicious, but also something that
was quivering with interest.

For years this woman had been to him \x93dear Hermione,\x94 \x93ma pauvre amie,\x94
 comrade, sympathizer, nurse, mother of Vere.

Now--what else was she? A human creature with a heart and brain capable
of mystery; a soul with room in it for secret things; a temple whose
outside he had seen, but whose god, perhaps, he had never seen.

And Vere was involved in her mother\x92s strangeness, and had her own
strangeness too. Of that he had been conscious before to-night. For Vere
was being formed. The plastic fingers were at work about her, moulding
her into what she must be as a woman.

But Hermione! She had been a woman so long.

Perhaps, too, she was standing on the brink of a precipice. That
suspicion, that fear, not to be banished by action, added to the
curiosity, as about an unknown land, that she aroused.

And the new and vital sense of Hermione\x92s strangeness which was alive
in Artois was met by a feeling in her that was akin to it, only of the
feminine sex.

Their eyes encountered like eyes that say, \x93What are you?\x94

After swift greeting they went down-stairs to dine in the public room.
As there were but few people in the house, the large dining-room was not
in use, and their table was laid in the small restaurant that looks out
on the Marina, and was placed close to the window.

\x93At last we are repeating our _partie carree_ of the Guiseppone,\x94 said
Artois, as they sat down.

He felt that as host he must release himself from subtleties and
under-feelings, must stamp down his consciousness of secret inquiries
and of desires or hatreds half-concealed. He spoke cheerfully, even
conventionally.

\x93Yes, but without the storm,\x94 said Hermione, in the same tone. \x93There is
no feeling of electricity in the air to-night.\x94

Even while she spoke she felt as if she were telling a lie which was
obvious to them all. And she could not help glancing hastily round. She
met the large round eyes of the Marchesino, eyes without subtlety though
often expressive.

\x93No, Signora,\x94 he said, smiling at her, rather obviously to captivate
her by the sudden vision of his superb teeth--\x93La Bruna is safe
to-night.\x94

\x93La Bruna?\x94

\x93The Madonna del Carmine.\x94

They talked of the coming festa.

Vere was rather quiet, much less vehement in appearance and lively in
manner than she had been at the Marchesino\x92s dinner. Artois thought
she looked definitely older than she had then, though even then she had
played quite well the part of a little woman of the world. There was
something subdued in her eyes to-night which touched him, because it
made him imagine Vere sad. He wondered if she were still troubled about
her mother, if she had fulfilled her intention and asked Gaspare what
he thought. And he longed to ask her, to know what Gaspare had said. The
remembrance of Gaspare made him say to Hermione:

\x93I gave orders that Gaspare was to have a meal here. Did they tell you?\x94

\x93Yes. He has gone to the servants\x92 room.\x94

The Marchesino\x92s face changed.

\x93Your Gaspare seems indispensable, Signora,\x94 he said to Hermione in his
lightest, most boyish manner--a manner that the determination in his
eyes contradicted rather crudely. \x93Do you take him everywhere, like a
little dog?\x94

\x93I often take him,--but not like a little dog, Marchese,\x94 Hermione said,
quietly.

\x93Signora, I did not mean--Here in Naples, we use that expression for
anything, or any one, we like to have always with us.\x94

\x93I see. Well, call Gaspare a watch-dog if you like,\x94 she answered, with
a smile; \x93he watches over me carefully.\x94

\x93A watch-dog, Signora! But do you like to be watched? Is it not
unpleasant?\x94

He was speaking now to get rid of the impression his first remark had
evidently made upon her.

\x93I think it depends how,\x94 she replied. \x93If Gaspare watches me it is only
to protect me--I am sure of that.\x94

\x93But, Signora, do you not trust Don Emilio, do you not trust me, to be
your watch-dogs to-night at the festa?\x94

There was a little pressure in his voice, but he still preserved his
light and boyish manner. And now he turned to Vere.

\x93Speak for us, Signorina! Tell the Signora that we will take care of her
to-night, that there is no need of the faithful Gaspare.\x94

Vere looked at him gravely. She had wondered a little why her mother
had brought Gaspare, why, at least, she had not left him free till they
returned to the boat at Santa Lucia. But her mother wanted him to come
with them, and that was enough for her. She opened her lips, and Artois
thought she was going to snub her companion. But perhaps she suddenly
changed her mind, for she only said:

\x93Who would trust you, Marchese?\x94

She met his eyes with a sort of child\x92s impertinence. She had abruptly
become the Vere of the Scoglio di Frisio.

\x93Who would take you for a watch-dog?\x94

\x93Ma--Signorina!\x94

\x93As a seal--yes, you are all very well! But--\x94

The young man was immediately in the seventh Heaven. The Signorina
remembered his feats in the water. All his self-confidence returned, all
his former certainty that the Signorina was secretly devoted to him. His
days of doubt and fury were forgotten. His jealousy of Emilio vanished
in a cloud of happy contempt for the disabilities of age, and he began
to talk to Vere with a vivacity that was truly Neapolitan. When the
Marchesino was joyous he had charm, the charm that emanates from the
bounding life that flows in the veins of youth. Even the Puritan feels,
and fears, the grace that is Pagan. The Marchesino had a Pagan grace.
And now it returned to him and fell about him like a garment, clothing
body and soul. And Vere seemed to respond to it. She began to chatter,
too. She talked lightly, flicking him with little whips of sarcasm that
did not hurt, but only urged him on. The humor of a festa might begin to
flow from these two.

And again, instead of infecting Artois, it seemed to set him apart, to
rebuke silently his gifts, his fame--to tell him that they were useless,
that they could do nothing for him.

The Marchesino was not troubled with an intellect. Yet with what ease he
found words to play with the words of Vere! His Latin vivacity seemed a
perfect substitute for thought, for imagination, for every subtlety. He
bubbled like champagne. And when champagne winks and foams at the edge
of the shining glass, do the young think of, or care for, the sober
gravity, the lingering bouquet of claret, even if it be Chateau Margaux?

As Artois half listened to the young people, while he talked quietly
with Hermione, playing the host with discretion, he felt the peculiar
cruelty which ordains that the weapons of youth, even if taken up and
used by age with vigor and competence, shall be only reeds in those
hands whose lines tell of the life behind.

Yet how Vere and he had laughed together on the day of his return
from Paris! One gust of such mutual laughter is worth how many days of
earnest talk!

Vere was gleaming with fun to-night.

The waiters, as they went softly about the table, looked at her with
kind eyes. Secretly they were enjoying her gayety because it was so
pretty. Her merriment was as airy as the flight of a bird.

The Marchesino was entranced. Did she care for that?

Artois wondered secretly, and was not sure. He had a theory that all
women like to feel their power over men. Few men have not this theory.
But there was in Vere something immensely independent, that seemed
without sex, and that hinted at a reserve not vestal, but very pure--too
pure, perhaps, to desire an empire which is founded certainly upon
desire.

And the Marchesino was essentially and completely the young animal;
not the heavy, sleek, and self-contented young animal that the northern
countries breed, but the frolicsome, playful, fiery young animal that
has been many times warmed by the sun.

Hermione felt that Artois\x92 mood to-night echoed his mood at Frisio\x92s,
and suddenly she thought once more of the visitors\x92 book and of what he
had written there, surely in a moment of almost heated impulse. And as
she thought of it she was moved to speak of her thought. She had so many
secret reserves from Emile now that this one she could dispense with.

\x93You remember that night when I met you on the sea?\x94 she said to him.

He looked away from Vere and answered:

\x93Yes. What about it?\x94

\x93When I was at the Scoglio di Frisio I looked again over that wonderful
visitors\x92 book.\x94

\x93Did you?\x94

\x93Yes. And I saw what you had written.\x94

Their eyes met. She wondered if by the expression in hers he divined
why she had made that expedition, moved by what expectation, by what
curiosity. She could tell nothing by his face, which was calm and
inscrutable.

After an instant\x92s pause he said:

\x93Do you know from whom those words come?\x94

\x93No. Are they your own?\x94

\x93Victor Hugo\x92s. Do you like them?\x94

But her eyes were asking him a question, and he saw it.

\x93What is it?\x94 he said.

\x93Why did you write them?\x94 she said.

\x93I had to write something. You made me.\x94

\x93Vere suggested it first.\x94

He looked again at Vere, but only for a moment. She was laughing at
something the Marchesino was saying.

\x93Did she?--Oh! Take some of that salade a la Russe. I gave the chef the
recipe for it.--Did she?\x94

\x93Don\x92t you remember?\x94

\x93Those words were in my head. I put them down.\x94

\x93Are you fond of them?\x94

Her restless curiosity was still quite unsatisfied.

\x93I don\x92t know. But one has puzzled about conscience. Hasn\x92t one?\x94

He glanced at the Marchesino, who was bending forward to Vere, and
illustrating something he was telling her by curious undulating gestures
with both hands that suggested a flight.

\x93At least some of us have,\x94 he continued. \x93And some never have, and
never will.\x94

Hermione understood the comment on their fellow-guest.

\x93Do you think that saying explains it satisfactorily?\x94 she said.

\x93I believe sometimes we know a great deal more than we know we know,\x94 he
answered. \x93That sounds like some nonsense game with words, but it\x92s the
best way to put it. Conscience seems to speak out of the silence. But
there may be some one in the prompter\x92s box--our secret knowledge.\x94

\x93But is it knowledge of ourselves, or of others?\x94

\x93Which do you think?\x94

\x93Of ourselves, I suppose. I think we generally know far less of others
than we believe ourselves to know.\x94

She expressed his thought of her earlier in the evening.

\x93Probably. And nevertheless we may know things of them that we are not
aware we know--till after we have instinctively acted on our knowledge.\x94

Their eyes met again. Hermione felt in that moment as if he knew why she
had given Vere the permission to read his books.

But still she did not know whether he had written that sentence in the
book at Frisio\x92s carelessly, or prompted by some violent impulse to
express a secret thought or feeling of the moment.

\x93Things good or evil?\x94 she said, slowly.

\x93Perhaps both.\x94

The Marchesino burst into a laugh. He leaned back in his chair, shaking
his head, and holding the table with his two hands. His white teeth
gleamed.

\x93What is the joke?\x94 asked Artois.

Vere turned her head.

\x93Oh, nothing. It\x92s too silly. I can\x92t imagine why the Marchesino is so
much amused by it.\x94

Artois felt shut out. But when Vere and he had laughed over the
tea-table in a blessed community of happy foolishness, who could have
understood their mirth? He remembered how he had pitied the imagined
outsider.

He turned again to Hermione, but such conversation as theirs, and indeed
all serious conversation, now seemed to him heavy, portentous, almost
ludicrous. The young alone knew how to deal with life, chasing it as a
child chases a colored air-ball, and when it would sink, and fall and be
inert, sending it with a gay blow soaring once more towards the blue.

Perhaps Hermione had a similar thought, or perhaps she knew of it in
him. At any rate, for a moment she had nothing to say. Nor had he. And
so, tacitly excluded, as it seemed, from the merriment of the young
ones, the two elders remained looking towards each other in silence,
sunk in a joint exile.

Presently Artois began to fidget with his bread. He pulled out some
of the crumb from his roll, and pressed it softly between his large
fingers, and scattered the tiny fragments mechanically over the
table-cloth near his plate. Hermione watched his moving hand. The
Marchesino was talking now. He was telling Vere about a paper-chase at
Capodimonte, which had started from the Royal Palace. His vivacity,
his excitement made a paper-chase seem one of the most brilliant and
remarkable events in a brilliant and remarkable world. He had been the
hare. And such a hare! Since hares were first created and placed in the
Garden of Eden there had been none like unto him. He told of his cunning
exploits.

The fingers of Artois moved faster. Hermione glanced at his face.
Its massiveness looked heavy. The large eyes were fixed upon the
table-cloth. His hand just then was more expressive. And as she glanced
at it again something very pitiful awoke in her, something pitiful
for him and for herself. She felt that very often lately she had
misunderstood him--she had been confused about him. But now, in this
moment, she understood him perfectly.

He pulled some more crumb out of his roll.

She was fascinated by his hand. Much as it had written, it had never
written more clearly on paper than it was writing now.

But suddenly she felt as if she could not look at it any more, as if it
was intolerable to look at it. And she turned towards the open window.

\x93What is it?\x94 Artois asked her. \x93Is there too much air for you?\x94

\x93Oh no. It isn\x92t that. I was only thinking what a quantity of people
pass by, and wondering where they were all going, and what they were all
thinking and hoping. I don\x92t know why they should have come into my
head just then. I suppose it will soon be time for us to start for the
festa.\x94

\x93Yes. We\x92ll have coffee in my sitting-room--when they are ready.\x94 He
looked again at Vere and the Marchesino.

\x93Have we all finished? I thought we would go and have coffee up-stairs.
What do you say, Vere?\x94

He spoke cheerfully.

\x93Yes; do let us.\x94

They all got up. As Hermione and Vere moved towards the door Artois
leaned out of the window for a moment.

\x93You needn\x92t be afraid. There will be no storm to-night, Emilio!\x94 said
the Marchesino, gayly--almost satirically.

\x93No--it\x92s quite fine.\x94

Artois drew in. \x93We ought to have a perfect evening,\x94 he added, quietly.



CHAPTER XXIX

\x93How are we going to drive to the Carmine?\x94 said Artois to Hermione,
when she had taken her cloak and was ready to go down.

\x93We must have two carriages.\x94

\x93Yes.\x94

\x93Vere and I will go in one, with Gaspare on the box, and you and the
Marchese can follow in the other.\x94

\x93Signora,\x94 said the Marchesino, drawing on his white gloves, \x93you still
do not trust us? You are still determined to take the watch-dog? It is
cruel of you. It shows a great want of faith in Emilio and in me.\x94

\x93Gaspare must come.\x94

The Marchesino said no more, only shrugged his shoulders with an air of
humorous resignation which hid a real chagrin. He knew how watchful a
Sicilian can be, how unyielding in attention to his mistresses, if he
thinks they need protection.

But perhaps this Gaspare was to be bribed.

Instinctively the Marchesino put his hand into his waistcoat pocket, and
began to feel the money there.

Yes, there was a gold piece.

\x93Come, Panacci!\x94

Emilio\x92s hand touched his shoulder, and he followed the ladies out of
the room.

Emilio had called him \x93Panacci.\x94 That sounded almost like a declaration
of war. Well, he was ready. At dinner his had been the triumph, and
Emilio knew it. He meant his triumph to be a greater one before the
evening was over. The reappearance of the gay child in Vere, grafted
upon the comprehending woman whom he had seen looking out of her eyes on
the day of his last visit to the island, had put the finishing touch to
the amorous madness of the Marchesino. He dreamed Vere an accomplished
coquette. He believed that her cruelty on the night of his serenade,
that her coldness and avoidance of him on the day of the lunch, were
means devised to increase his ardor. She had been using Emilio merely as
an instrument. He had been a weapon in her girlish hands. That was the
suitable fate of the old--usefulness.

The Marchesino was in a fever of anticipation. Possibly Vere would play
into his hands when they got to the festa. If not, he must manage things
for himself. The Signora, of course, would make Emilio her escort. Vere
would naturally fall to him, the Marchesino.

But there was the fifth--this Gaspare.

When they came out to the pavement the Marchesino cast a searching
glance at the Sicilian, who was taking the cloaks, while the two
carriages which had been summoned by the hotel porter were rattling up
from the opposite side of the way. Gaspare had saluted him, but did not
look at him again. When Hermione and Vere were in the first carriage,
Gaspare sprang on to the box as a matter of course. The Marchesino went
to tell the coachman which way to drive to the Carmine. When he had
finished he looked at Gaspare and said:

\x93There will be a big crowd. Take care the Signora does not get hurt in
it.\x94

He laid a slight emphasis on the word \x93Signora,\x94 and put his hand
significantly into his waistcoat-pocket.

Gaspare regarded him calmly.

\x93Va bene, Signor Marchese,\x94 he replied. \x93I will take care of the Signora
and the Signorina.\x94

The Marchesino turned away and jumped into the second carriage with
Emilio, realizing angrily that his gold piece would avail him nothing.

As they drove off Artois drew out some small square bits of paper.

\x93Here\x92s your ticket for the enclosure,\x94 he said, giving one to the
Marchesino.

\x93Grazie. But we must walk about. We must show the ladies the fun in the
Mercato. It is very dull to stay all the evening in the enclosure.\x94

\x93We will do whatever they like, of course.\x94

\x93Keep close to the other carriage! Do you hear?\x94 roared the Marchesino
to the coachman.

The man jerked his head, cracked his whip, pulled at his horse\x92s mouth.
They shot forward at a tremendous pace, keeping close by the sea at
first, then turning to the left up the hill towards the Piazza del
Plebiscito. The Marchesino crossed his legs, folded his arms, and
instinctively assumed the devil-may-care look characteristic of the
young Neapolitan when driving through his city.

\x93Emilio,\x94 he said, after a moment, looking at Artois out of the corners
of his eyes without moving his head, \x93when I was at the island the other
day, do you know whom I saw in the house?\x94

\x93No.\x94

\x93A girl of the town. A bad girl. You understand?\x94

\x93Do you mean a girl with a wounded cheek?\x94

\x93Yes. How can the Signora have her there?\x94

\x93The Signora knows all about her,\x94 said Artois, dryly.

\x93She thinks so!\x94

\x93What do you mean?\x94

\x93If the Signora really knew, could she take such a girl to live with the
Signorina?\x94

The conversation was rapidly becoming insupportable to Artois.

\x93This is not our affair,\x94 he said.

\x93I do not say it is. But still, as I am a Neapolitan, I think it a pity
that some one does not explain to the Signora how impossible--\x94

\x93Caro mio!\x94 Artois exclaimed, unable to endure his companion\x92s obvious
inclination to pose as a protector of Vere\x92s innocence. \x93English ladies
do not care to be governed. They are not like your charming women. They
are independent and do as they choose. You had much better not bother
your head about what happens on the island. Very soon the Signora may be
leaving it and going away from Naples.\x94

\x93Davvero?\x94

The Marchesino turned right round in the little carriage, forgetting his
pose.

\x93Davvero? No. I don\x92t believe it. You play with me. You wish to frighten
me.\x94

\x93To frighten you! I don\x92t understand what you mean. What can it matter
to you? You scarcely know these ladies.\x94

The Marchesino pursed his lips together. But he only said, \x93Si, si.\x94
 He did not mean to quarrel with Emilio yet. To do so might complicate
matters with the ladies.

As they entered the Via del Popolo, and drew near to the Piazza di
Masaniello, his excitement increased, stirred by the sight of the crowds
of people, who were all streaming in the same direction past the iron
rails of the port, beyond which, above the long and ghostly sheds that
skirt the sea, rose the tapering masts of vessels lying at anchor.
Plans buzzed in his head. He called upon all his shrewdness, all
his trickiness of the South. He had little doubt of his capacity
to out-manoeuvre Emilio and the Signora. And if the Signorina were
favorable to him, he believed that he might even get the better
of Gaspare, in whom he divined a watchful hostility. But would the
Signorina help him? He could not tell. How can one ever tell what a girl
will do at a given moment?

With a jerk the carriage drew up beneath the walls of the prison that
frowns upon the Piazza di Masaniello, and the Marchesino roused himself
to the battle and sprang out. The hum of the great crowd already
assembled, the brilliance of the illuminations that lit up the houses,
Nuvolo\x92s tower, the fa\xE7ade of the Church of the Carmine, and the
adjoining monastery, the loud music of the band that was stationed in
the Kiosk before the enclosure, stirred his young blood. As he went
quickly to help Hermione and Vere, he shot a glance almost of contempt
at the gray hairs of Emilio, who was getting out of the carriage slowly.
Artois saw the glance and understood it. For a moment he stood still.
Then he paid the coachman and moved on, encompassed by the masses of
people who were struggling gayly towards the centre of the square,
intent upon seeing the big doll that was enthroned there dressed as
Masaniello.

\x93We had better go into the enclosure. Don\x92t you think so?\x94 he said to
Hermione.

\x93If you like. I am ready for anything.\x94

\x93We can walk about afterwards. Perhaps the crush will be less when the
fire-balloon has gone up.\x94

The Marchesino said nothing, and they gained the enclosure, where rows
of little chairs stood on the short grass that edges the side of the
prison that looks upon the Piazza. Gaspare, who on such occasions
was full of energy and singularly adroit, found them good places in a
moment.

\x93Ecco, Signora! Ecco, Signorina!\x94

\x93Madre, may I stand on my chair?\x94

\x93Of course, Signorina. Look! Others are standing!\x94

Gaspare helped his Padroncina up, then took his place beside her, and
stood like a sentinel. Artois had never liked him better than at that
moment. Hermione, who looked rather tired, sat down on her chair. The
loud music of the band, the lines of fire that brought the discolored
houses into sharp relief, and that showed her with a distinctness that
was fanciful and lurid the moving faces of hundreds of strangers, the
dull roar of voices, and the heat that flowed from the human bodies,
seemed to mingle, to become concrete, to lie upon her spirit like a
weight. Artois stood by her, leaning on his stick and watching the crowd
with his steady eyes. The Marchesino was looking up at Vere, standing
in a position that seemed to indicate a longing that she should rest her
hand upon his shoulder.

\x93You will fall, Signorina!\x94 he said. \x93Be careful. Let me--\x94

\x93I am quite safe.\x94

But she dropped one hand to the shoulder of Gaspare.

The Marchesino moved, almost as if he were about to go away. Then he lit
a cigarette and spoke to Hermione.

\x93You look tired, Signora. You feel the heat. It is much fresher outside,
when one is walking. Here, under the prison walls, it is always like a
furnace in summer. It is unwholesome. It puts one into a fever.\x94

Hermione looked at him, and saw a red spot burning on each side of his
face near his cheek-bones.

\x93Perhaps it would be better to walk,\x94 she said, doubtfully.

Her inclination was for movement, for her fatigue was combined with a
sensation of great restlessness.

\x93What do you say, Vere?\x94 she added.

\x93Oh, I should love to go among the people and see everything,\x94 she
answered, eagerly.

The Marchesino\x92s brow cleared.

\x93Let us go, Emilio! You hear what the Signorina says.\x94

\x93Very well,\x94 said Artois.

His voice was reluctant, even cold. Vere glanced at him quickly.

\x93Would you rather stay here, Monsieur Emile?\x94 she said.

\x93No, Vere, no. Let us go and see the fun.\x94

He smiled at her.

\x93We must keep close together,\x94 he added, looking at the Marchesino. \x93The
crowd is tremendous.\x94

\x93But they are all in good humor,\x94 he answered, carelessly. \x93We
Neapolitans, we are very gay, that is true, but we do not forget our
manners when we have a festa. There is nothing to fear. This is the best
way out. We must cross the Mercato. The illuminations of the streets
beyond are always magnificent. The Signorina shall walk down paths of
fire, but she shall not be burned.\x94

He led the way with Vere, going in front to disarm the suspicion which
he saw plainly lurking in Emilio\x92s eyes. Artois followed with Hermione,
and Gaspare came last. The exit from the enclosure was difficult, as
many people were pouring in through the narrow opening, and others,
massed together outside the wooden barrier, were gazing at the seated
women within; but at length they reached the end of the Piazza, and
caught a glimpse of the Masaniello doll, which faced a portrait of the
Madonna del Carmine framed in fire. Beyond, to the right, above
the heads of the excited multitude, rose the pale-pink globe of the
fire-balloon, and as for a moment they stood still to look at it the
band struck up a sonorous march, the balloon moved sideways, swayed,
heeled over slightly like a sailing-yacht catching the breeze beyond
the harbor bar, recovered itself, and lifted the blazing car above the
gesticulating arms of the people. A long murmur followed it as it glided
gently away, skirting the prodigious belfry with the apparent precaution
of a living thing that longed for, and sought, the dim freedom of the
sky. The children instinctively stretched out their arms to it. All
faces were lifted towards the stars, as if a common aspiration at that
moment infected the throng, a universal, though passing desire to be
free of the earth, to mount, to travel, to be lost in the great spaces
that encircle terrestrial things. At the doors of the trattorie the
people, who had forsaken their snails, stood to gaze, many of them
holding glasses of white wine in their hands. The spighe arrosto, the
watermelons, were for a moment forgotten on the stalls of their vendors,
who ceased from shouting to the passers-by. There was a silence in which
was almost audible the human wish for wings. Presently the balloon,
caught by some vagrant current of air, began to travel abruptly, and
more swiftly, sideways, passing over the city towards its centre. At
once the crowd moved in the same direction. Aspiration was gone. A
violence of children took its place, and the instinct to follow
where the blazing toy led. The silence was broken. People called and
gesticulated, laughed and chattered. Then the balloon caught fire from
the brazier beneath it. A mass of flames shot up. A roar broke from the
crowd and it pressed more fiercely onward, each unit of it longing to
see where the wreck would fall. Already the flames were sinking towards
the city.

\x93Where are Vere and the Marchesino?\x94

Hermione had spoken. Artois, whose imagination had been fascinated by
the instincts of the crowd, and whose intellect had been chained to
watchfulness during its strange excitement, looked sharply round.

\x93Vere--isn\x92t she here?\x94

He saw at once that she was gone. But he saw, too, that Gaspare was no
longer with them. The watch-dog had been more faithful than he.

\x93They must be close by,\x94 he added. \x93The sudden movement separated us, no
doubt.\x94

\x93Yes. Gaspare has vanished too!\x94

\x93With them,\x94 Artois said.

He spoke with an emphasis that was almost violent.

\x93But--you didn\x92t see--\x94 began Hermione.

\x93Don\x92t you know Gaspare yet?\x94 he asked.

Their eyes met. She was startled by the expression in his.

\x93You don\x92t think--\x94 she began.

She broke off.

\x93I think Gaspare knows his Southerner,\x94 Artois replied. \x93We must look
for them. They are certain to have gone with the crowd.\x94

They followed the people into the Mercato. The burning balloon dropped
down and disappeared.

\x93It has fallen into the Rettifilo!\x94 cried a young man close to them.

\x93Macche!\x94 exclaimed his companion.

\x93I will bet you five lire--\x94

He gesticulated furiously.

\x93We shall never find them,\x94 Hermione said.

\x93We will try to find them.\x94

His voice startled her now, as his eyes had startled her. A man in the
crowd pressed against her roughly. Instinctively she caught hold of
Artois\x92 arm.

\x93Yes, you had better take it,\x94 he said.

\x93Oh, it was only--\x94

\x93No, take it.\x94

And he drew her hand under his arm.

The number of people in the Mercato was immense, but it was possible to
walk on steadily, though slowly. Now that the balloon had vanished the
crowd had forgotten it, and was devoting itself eagerly to the pleasures
of the bar. In the tall and barrack-like houses candles gleamed in honor
of Masaniello. The streets that led away towards the city\x92s heart
were decorated with arches of little lamps, with columns and chains of
lights, and the pedestrians passing through them looked strangely black
in this great frame of fire. From the Piazza before the Carmine the
first rocket rose, and, exploding, showered its golden rain upon the
picture of the Virgin.

\x93Perhaps they have gone back into the Piazza.\x94

Hermione spoke after a long silence, during which they had searched
in vain. Artois stood still and looked down at her. His face was very
stern.

\x93We sha\x92n\x92t find them,\x94 he said.

\x93In this crowd, of course, it is difficult, but--\x94

\x93We sha\x92n\x92t find them.\x94

\x93At any rate, Gaspare is with them.\x94

\x93How do you know that?\x94

The expression in his face frightened her.

\x93But you said you were sure--\x94

\x93Panacci was too clever for us; he may have been too clever for
Gaspare.\x94

Hermione was silent for a moment. Then she said:

\x93You surely don\x92t think the Marchese is wicked?\x94

\x93He is young, he is Neapolitan, and to-night he is mad. Vere has made
him mad.\x94

\x93But Vere was only gay at dinner as any child--\x94

\x93Don\x92t think I am blaming Vere. If she has fascination, she cannot help
it.\x94

\x93What shall we do?\x94

\x93Will you let me put you into a cab? Will you wait in my room at the
hotel until I come back with Vere? I can search for her better alone. I
will find her--if she is here.\x94

Their eyes met steadily as he finished speaking, and he saw, or thought
he saw, in hers a creeping menace, as if she had the intention to attack
or to defy him.

\x93I am Vere\x92s mother,\x94 she said.

\x93Let me take you to a cab, Hermione.\x94

He spoke coldly, inexorably. This moment of enforced inactivity was a
very difficult one for him. And the violence that was blazing within him
made him fear that if Hermione did not yield to his wish he might lose
his self-control.

\x93You can do nothing,\x94 he added.

Her eyes left his, her lips quivered. Then she said:

\x93Take me, then.\x94

She did not look at him again until she was in a cab and Artois had
told the driver to go to the Hotel Royal. Then she glanced at him with a
strange expression of acute self-consciousness which he had never before
seen on her face.

\x93You don\x92t believe that--that there is any danger to Vere?\x94 she said, in
a low voice. \x93You cannot believe that.\x94

\x93I don\x92t know.\x94

She leaned forward, and her face changed.

\x93Go and bring her back to me.\x94

The cabman drove off, and Artois was lost in the crowd.

He never knew how long his search lasted, how long he heard the swish
and the bang of rockets, the vehement music of the band, the cries
and laughter of the people, the sound of footsteps as if a world were
starting on some pilgrimage; how long he saw the dazzling avenues of
fire stretching away into the city\x92s heart; how long he looked at the
faces of strangers, seeking Vere\x92s face. He was excessively conscious of
almost everything except of time. It might have been two hours later,
or much less, when he felt a hand upon his arm, turned round, and saw
Gaspare beside him.

\x93Where is the Signora?\x94

\x93Gone to the hotel? And the Signorina?\x94

Gaspare looked at Artois with a sort of heavy gloom, then looked down to
the ground.

\x93You have lost her?\x94

\x93Si.\x94

There was a dulness of fatalism in his voice.

Artois did not reproach him.

\x93Did you lose them when the balloon went up?\x94 he asked.

\x93Macche! It was not the balloon!\x94 Gaspare said, fiercely.

\x93What was it?\x94

Artois felt suddenly that Gaspare had some perfect excuse for his
inattention.

\x93Some one spoke to me. When I--when I had finished the Signorina and
that Signore were gone.\x94

\x93Some one spoke to you. Who was it?\x94

\x93It was Ruffo.\x94

Artois stared at Gaspare.

\x93Ruffo! Was he alone?\x94

\x93No, Signore.\x94

\x93Who was with him?\x94

\x93His mother was with him.\x94

\x93His mother. Did you speak to her?\x94

\x93Si, Signore.\x94

There was a silence between them. It was broken by a sound of bells.

\x93Signore, it is midnight.\x94

Artois drew out his watch quickly. The hands pointed to twelve o\x92clock.
The crowd was growing thinner, was surely melting away.

\x93We had better go to the hotel,\x94 Artois said. \x93Perhaps they are there.
If they are not there--\x94

He did not finish the sentence. They found a cab and drove swiftly
towards the Marina. All the time the little carriage rattled over the
stony streets Artois expected Gaspare to speak to him, to tell him more,
to tell him something tremendous. He felt as if the Sicilian were beset
by an imperious need to break a long reserve. But, if it were so, this
reserve was too strong for its enemy. Gaspare\x92s lips were closed. He did
not say a word till the cabman drew up before the hotel.

As Artois got out he knew that he was terribly excited. The hall was
almost dark, and the night concierge came from his little room on the
right of the door to turn on the light and accompany Artois to the lift.

\x93There is a lady waiting in your room, Signore,\x94 he said.

Artois, who was walking quickly towards the lift, stopped. He looked at
Gaspare.

\x93A lady!\x94 he said.

\x93Shall I go back to the Piazza, Signore?\x94

He half turned towards the swing door.

\x93Wait a minute. Come up-stairs first and see the Signora.\x94

The lift ascended. As Artois opened the door of his sitting-room he
heard a woman\x92s dress rustle, and Hermione stood before them.

\x93Vere?\x94 she said.

She laid her hand on his arm.

\x93Gaspare!\x94

There was a sound of reproach in her voice. She took her hand away from
Artois.

\x93Gaspare?\x94 she repeated, interrogatively.

\x93Signora!\x94 he answered, doggedly.

He did not lift his eyes to hers.

\x93You have lost the Signorina?\x94

\x93Si, Signora.\x94

He attempted no excuse, he expressed no regret.

\x93Gaspare!\x94 Hermione said.

Suddenly Artois put his hand on Gaspare\x92s shoulder. He said nothing, but
his touch told the Sicilian much--told him how he was understood, how he
was respected, by this man who had shared his silence.

\x93We thought they might be here,\x94 Artois said.

\x93They are not here.\x94

Her voice was almost hard, almost rebuking. She was still standing in
the door-space.

\x93I will go back and look again, Signora.\x94

\x93Si,\x94 she said.

She turned back into the room. Artois held out his hand to Gaspare:

\x93Signore?\x94

Gaspare looked surprised, hesitating, then moved. He took the
out-stretched hand, grasped it violently, and went away.

Artois shut the sitting-room door and went towards Hermione.

\x93You are staying?\x94 she said.

By her intonation he could not tell whether she was glad or almost
angrily astonished.

\x93They may come here immediately,\x94 he said. \x93I wish to see Panacci--when
he comes.\x94

She looked at him quickly.

\x93It must be an accident,\x94 she said. \x93I can\x92t--I won\x92t believe that--no
one could hurt Vere.\x94

He said nothing.

\x93No one could hurt Vere,\x94 she repeated.

He went out on to the balcony and stood there for two or three minutes,
looking down at the sea and at the empty road. She did not follow him,
but sat down upon the sofa near the writing-table. Presently he turned
round.

\x93Gaspare has gone.\x94

\x93It would have been better if he had never come!\x94

\x93Hermione,\x94 he said, \x93has it come to this, that I must defend Gaspare to
you?\x94

\x93I think Gaspare might have kept with Vere, ought to have kept with
Vere.\x94

Artois felt a burning desire to make Hermione understand the Sicilian,
but he only said, gently:

\x93Some day, perhaps, you will know Gaspare\x92s character better, you will
understand all this.\x94

\x93I can\x92t understand it now. But--oh, if Vere--No, that\x92s impossible,
impossible!\x94

She spoke with intense vehemence.

\x93Some things cannot happen,\x94 she exclaimed, with a force that seemed to
be commanding destiny.

Artois said nothing. And his apparent calm seemed to punish her, almost
as if he struck her with a whip.

\x93Why don\x92t you speak?\x94 she said.

She felt almost confused by his silence.

He went out again to the balcony, leaned on the railing and looked over.
She felt that he was listening with his whole nature for the sound
of wheels. She felt that she heard him listening, that she heard him
demanding the sound. And as she looked at his dark figure, beyond which
she saw the vagueness of night and some stars, she was conscious of
the life in him as she had never been conscious of it before, she was
conscious of all his manhood terribly awake.

That was for Vere.

A quarter of an hour went by. Artois remained always on the balcony, and
scarcely moved. Hermione watched him, and tried to learn a lesson;
tried to realize without bitterness and horror that in the heart of
man everything has been planted, and that therefore nothing which grows
there should cause too great amazement, too great condemnation, or
the absolute withdrawal of pity; tried to face something which must
completely change her life, sweeping away more than mere illusions,
sweeping away a long reverence which had been well founded, and which
she had kept very secret in her heart, replacing its vital substance
with a pale shadow of compassion.

She watched him, and she listened for the sound of wheels, until at last
she could bear it no longer.

\x93Emile, what are we to do? What can we do?\x94 she said, desperately.

\x93Hush!\x94 he said.

He held up his hand. They both listened and heard far off the noise of
a carriage rapidly approaching. He looked over the road. The carriage
rattled up. She heard it stop, and saw him bend down. Then suddenly he
drew himself up, turned, and came into the room.

\x93They have come,\x94 he said.

He went to the door and opened it, and stood by it.

And his face was terrible.



CHAPTER XXX

Two minutes later there was the sound of steps coming quickly down the
uncarpeted corridor, and Vere entered, followed, but not closely, by the
Marchesino. Vere went up at once to her mother, without even glancing at
Artois.

\x93I am so sorry, Madre,\x94 she said, quietly. \x93But--but it was not my
fault.\x94

The Marchesino had paused near the door, as if doubtful of Vere\x92s
intentions. Now he approached Hermione, pulling off his white gloves.

\x93Signora,\x94 he said, in a hard and steady voice, but smiling boyishly,
\x93I fear I am the guilty one. When the balloon went up we were separated
from you by the crowd, and could not find you immediately. The Signorina
wished to go back to the enclosure. Unfortunately I had lost the
tickets, so that we should not have been readmitted. Under these
circumstances I thought the best thing was to show the Signorina the
illuminations, and then to come straight back to the hotel. I hope you
have not been distressed. The Signorina was of course perfectly safe
with me.\x94

\x93Thank you, Marchese,\x94 said Hermione, coldly. \x93Emile, what are we to do
about Gaspare?\x94

\x93Gaspare?\x94 asked Vere.

\x93He has gone back to the Piazza to search for you again.\x94

\x93Oh!\x94

She flushed, turned away, and went up to the window. Then she hesitated,
and finally stepped out on to the balcony.

\x93You had better spend the night in the hotel,\x94 said Artois.

\x93But we have nothing!\x94

\x93The housemaid can find you what is necessary in the morning.\x94

\x93As to our clothes--that doesn\x92t matter. Perhaps it will be the best
plan.\x94

Artois rang the bell. They waited in silence till the night porter came.

\x93Can you give these two ladies rooms for the night?\x94 said Artois. \x93It
is too late for them to go home by boat, and their servant has not come
back yet.\x94

\x93Yes, sir. The ladies can have two very good rooms.\x94

\x93Good-night, Emile,\x94 said Hermione. \x93Good-night, Marchese. Vere!\x94

Vere came in from the balcony.

\x93We are going to sleep here, Vere. Come!\x94

She went out.

\x93Good-night, Monsieur Emile,\x94 Vere said to Artois, without looking at
him.

She followed her mother without saying another word.

Artois looked after them as they went down the corridor, watched Vere\x92s
thin and girlish figure until she turned the corner near the staircase,
walking slowly and, he thought, as if she were tired and depressed.
During this moment he was trying to get hold of his own violence, to
make sure of his self-control. When the sound of the footsteps had died
completely away he drew back into the room and shut the door.

The Marchesino was standing near the window. When he saw the face of
Artois he sat down in an arm-chair and put his hat on the floor.

\x93You don\x92t mind if I stay for a few minutes, Emilio?\x94 he said. \x93Have you
anything to drink? I am thirsty after all this walking in the crowd.\x94

Artois brought him some Nocera and lemons.

\x93Do you want brandy, whiskey?\x94

\x93No, no. Grazie.\x94

He poured out the Nocera gently, and began carefully to squeeze some
lemon-juice into it, holding the fruit lightly in his strong fingers,
and watching the drops fall with a quiet attention.

\x93Where have you been to-night?\x94

The Marchesino looked up.

\x93In the Piazza di Masaniello.\x94

\x93Where have you been?\x94

\x93I tell you--the Piazza, the Mercato, down one or two streets to see
the illuminations. What\x92s the matter, caro mio? Are you angry because we
lost you in the crowd?\x94

\x93You intended to lose us in the crowd before we left the hotel
to-night.\x94

\x93Not at all, amico mio. Not at all.\x94

His voice hardened again, the furrows appeared on his forehead.

\x93Now you are lying,\x94 said Artois.

The Marchesino got up and stood in front of Artois. The ugly, cat-like
look had come into his face, changing it from its usual boyish impudence
to a hardness that suggested age. At that moment he looked much older
than he was.

\x93Be careful, Emilio!\x94 he said. \x93I am Neapolitan, and I do not allow
myself to be insulted.\x94

His gray eyes contracted.

\x93You did not mean to get lost with the Signorina?\x94 said Artois.

\x93One leaves such things to destiny.\x94

\x93Destiny! Well, to-night it is your destiny to go out of the Signorina\x92s
life forever.\x94

\x93How dare you command me? How dare you speak for these ladies?\x94

Suddenly Artois went quite white, and laid his hand on the Marchesino\x92s
arm.

\x93Where have you been? What have you been doing all this time?\x94 he said.

Questions blazed in his eyes. His hand closed more firmly on the
Marchesino.

\x93Where did you take that child? What did you say to her? What did you
dare to say?\x94

\x93I! And you?\x94 said the Marchesino, sharply.

He threw out his hand towards the face of Artois. \x93And you--you!\x94 he
repeated.

\x93I?\x94

\x93Yes--you! What have you said to her? Where have you taken her? I at
least am young. My blood speaks to me. I am natural, I am passionate. I
know what I am, what I want; I know it; I say it; I am sincere. I--I am
ready to go naked into the sun before the whole world, and say, \x91There!
There! This is Isidoro Panacci; and he is this--and this--and this! Like
it or hate it--that does not matter! It is not his fault. He is like
that. He is made like that. He is meant to be like that, and he is
that--he is that!\x92 Do you hear? That is what I am ready to do. But
you--you--! Ah, Madonna! Ah, Madre benedetta!\x94

He threw up both his hands suddenly, looked at the ceiling and shook
his head sharply from side to side. Then he slapped his hands gently and
repeatedly against his knees, and a grim and almost venerable look came
into his mobile face.

\x93The great worker! The man of intellect! The man who is above the
follies of that little Isidoro Panacci, who loves a beautiful girl, and
who is proud of loving her, and who knows that he loves her, that he
wants her, that he wishes to take her! Stand still!\x94--he suddenly hissed
out the words. \x93The man with the white hairs who might have had many
children of his own, but who prefers to play papa--caro papa, Babbo
bello!--to the child of another on a certain little island. Ah, buon
Dio! The wonderful writer, respected and admired by all; by whose side
the little Isidoro seems only a small boy from college, about whom
nobody need bother! How he is loved, and how he is trusted on the
island! Nobody must come there but he and those whom he wishes. He is
to order, to arrange all. The little Isidoro--he must not come there.
He must not know the ladies. He is nothing; but he is wicked. He loves
pleasure. He loves beautiful girls! Wicked, wicked Isidoro! Keep
him out! Keep him away! But the great writer--with the white
hairs--everything is allowed to him because he is Caro Papa. He may
teach the Signorina. He may be alone with her. He may take her out
at night in the boat.\x94--His cheeks were stained with red and his
eyes glittered.--\x93And when the voice of that wicked little Isidoro is
heard--Quick! Quick! To the cave! Let us escape! Let us hide where it is
dark, and he will never find us! Let us make him think we are at Nisida!
Hush! the boat is passing. He is deceived! He will search all night
till he is tired! Ah--ah--ah! That is good! And now back to the
island--quick!--before he finds out!\x94--He thrust out his arm towards
Artois.--\x93And that is my friend!\x94 he exclaimed. \x93He who calls himself
the friend of the little wicked Isidoro. P--!\x94--He turned his head and
spat on to the balcony.--\x93Gran Dio! And this white-haired Babbo! He
steals into the Galleria at night to meet Maria Fortunata! He puts a
girl of the town to live with the Signorina upon the island, to teach
her--\x94

\x93Stop!\x94 said Artois.

\x93I will not stop!\x94 said the Marchesino, furiously. \x93To teach the
Signorina all the--\x94

Artois lifted his hand.

\x93Do you want me to strike you on the mouth?\x94 he said.

\x93Strike me!\x94

Artois looked at him with a steadiness that seemed to pierce.

\x93Then--take care, Panacci. You are losing your head.\x94

\x93And you have lost yours!\x94 cried the Marchesino. \x93You, with your white
hairs, you are mad. You are mad about the \x91child.\x92 You play papa, and
all the time you are mad, and you think nobody sees it. But every one
sees it, every one knows it. Every one knows that you are madly in love
with the Signorina.\x94

Artois had stepped back.

\x93I--in love!\x94 he said.

His voice was contemptuous, but his face had become flushed, and his
hands suddenly clinched themselves.

\x93What! you play the hypocrite even with yourself! Ah, we Neapolitans, we
may be shocking; but at least we are sincere! You do not know!--then I
will tell you. You love the Signorina madly, and you hate me because you
are jealous of me--because I am young and you are old. I know it; the
Signora knows it; that Sicilian--Gaspare--he knows it! And now you--you
know it!\x94

He suddenly flung himself down on the sofa that was behind him.
Perspiration was running down his face, and even his hands were wet with
it.

Artois said nothing, but stood where he was, looking at the Marchesino,
as if he were waiting for something more which must inevitably come. The
Marchesino took out his handkerchief, passed it several times quickly
over his lips, then rolled it up into a ball and shut it up in his left
hand.

\x93I am young and you are old,\x94 he said. \x93And that is all the matter. You
hate me, not because you think I am wicked and might do the Signorina
harm, but because I am young. You try to keep the Signorina from me
because I am young. You do not dare to let her know what youth is,
really, really to know, really, really to feel. Because, if once she did
know, if once she did feel, if she touched the fire\x94--he struck his hand
down on his breast--\x93she would be carried away, she would be gone from
you forever. You think, \x91Now she looks up to me! She reverences me! She
admires me! She worships me as a great man!\x92 And if once, only once she
touched the fire--ah!\x94--he flung out both his arms with a wide gesture,
opened his mouth, then shut it, showing his teeth like an animal.--\x93Away
would go everything--everything. She would forget your talent, she would
forget your fame, she would forget your thoughts, your books, she would
forget you, do you hear?--all, all of you. She would remember only that
you are old and she is young, and that, because of that, she is not for
you. And then\x94--his voice dropped, became cold and serious and deadly,
like the voice of one proclaiming a stark truth--\x93and then, if she
understood you, what you feel, and what you wish, and how you think of
her--she would hate you! How she would hate you!\x94

He stopped abruptly, staring at Artois, who said nothing.

\x93Is it not true?\x94 he said.

He got up, taking his hat and stick from the floor.

\x93You do not know! Well--think! And you will know that it is true. A
rivederci, Emilio!\x94

His manner had suddenly become almost calm. He turned away and went
towards the door. When he reached it he added:

\x93To-morrow I shall ask the Signora to allow me to marry the Signorina.\x94

Then he went out.

The gilt clock on the marble table beneath the mirror struck the
half-hour after one. Artois looked at it and at his watch, comparing
them. The action was mechanical, and unaccompanied by any thought
connected with it. When he put his watch back into his pocket he did
not know whether its hands pointed to half-past one or not. He carried
a light chair on to the balcony, and sat down there, crossing his legs,
and leaning one arm on the rail.

\x93If she touched the fire.\x94 Those words of the Marchesino remained in the
mind of Artois--why, he did not know. He saw before him a vision of a
girl and of a flame. The flame aspired towards the girl, but the girl
hesitated, drew back--then waited.

What had happened during the hours of the Festa? Artois did not know.
The Marchesino had told him nothing, except that he--Artois--was madly
in love with Vere. Monstrous absurdity! What trivial nonsense men talked
in moments of anger, when they desired to wound!

And to-morrow the Marchesino would ask Vere to marry him. Of course
Vere would refuse. She had no feeling for him. She would tell him so. He
would be obliged to understand that for once he could not have his own
way. He would go out of Vere\x92s life, abruptly, as he had come into it.

He would go. That was certain. But others would come into Vere\x92s life.
Fire would spring up round about her, the fire of love of men for a girl
who has fire within her, the fire of the love of youth for youth.

Youth! Artois was not by nature a sentimentalist--and he was not a fool.
He knew how to accept the inevitable things life cruelly brings to men,
without futile struggling, without contemptible pretence. Quite calmly,
quite serenely, he had accepted the snows of middle age. He had not
secretly groaned or cursed, railed against destiny, striven to defy it
by travesty, as do many men. He had thought himself to be \x93above\x94 all
that--until lately. But now, as he thought of the fire, he was conscious
of an immense sadness that had in it something of passion, or a regret
that was, for a moment, desperate, bitter, that seared, that tortured,
that was scarcely to be endured. It is terrible to realize that one is
at a permanent disadvantage, which time can only increase. And just then
Artois felt that there was nothing, that there could never be anything,
to compensate any human being for the loss of youth.

He began to wonder about the people of the island. The Marchesino had
spoken with a strange assurance. He had dared to say:

\x93You love the Signorina. I know it; the Signora knows it; Gaspare--he
knows it. And now you--you know it.\x94

Was it possible that his deep interest in Vere, his paternal delight in
her talent, in her growing charm, in her grace and sweetness, could have
been mistaken for something else, for the desire of man for woman? Vere
had certainly never for a moment misunderstood him. That he knew as
surely as he knew that he was alive. But Gaspare and Hermione? He fell
into deep thought, and presently he was shaken by an emotion that was
partly disgust and partly anxiety. He got up from his chair and
looked out into the night. The weather was exquisitely still, the sky
absolutely clear. The sea was like the calm that dwells surely in the
breast of God. Naples was sleeping in the silence. But he was terribly
awake, and it began to seem to him as if he had, perhaps, slept lately,
slept too long. He was a lover of truth, and believed himself to be a
discerner of it. The Marchesino was but a thoughtless, passionate boy,
headstrong, Pagan, careless of intellect, and immensely physical. Yet
it was possible that he had been enabled to see a truth which Artois had
neither seen nor suspected. Artois began to believe it possible, as he
remembered many details of the conduct of Hermione and of Gaspare
in these last summer days. There had been something of condemnation
sometimes in the Sicilian\x92s eyes as they looked into his. He had
wondered what it meant. Had it meant--that? And that night in the garden
with Hermione--

With all the force and fixity of purpose he fastened his mind upon
Hermione, letting Gaspare go.

If what the Marchesino had asserted were true--not that--but if Hermione
had believed it to be true, much in her conduct that had puzzled Artois
was made plain. Could she have thought that? Had she thought it? And if
she had--? Always he was looking out to the stars, and to the ineffable
calm of the sea. But now their piercing brightness, and its large
repose, only threw into a sort of blatant relief in his mind its
consciousness of the tumult of humanity. He saw Hermione involved in
that tumult, and he saw himself. And Vere?

Was it possible that in certain circumstances Vere might hate him?
It was strange that to-night Artois found himself for the first time
considering the Marchesino seriously, not as a boy, but as a man who
perhaps knew something of the world and of character better than he did.
The Marchesino had said:

\x93If she understood you--how she would hate you.\x94

But surely Vere and he understood each other very well.

He looked out over the sea steadily, as he wished, as he meant, to look
now at himself, into his own heart and nature, into his own life. Upon
the sea, to the right and far off, a light was moving near the blackness
of the breakwater. It was the torch of a fisherman--one of those eyes of
the South of which Artois had thought. His eyes became fascinated by
it, and he watched it with intensity. Sometimes it was still. Then it
travelled gently onward, coming towards him. Then it stopped again.
Fire--the fire of youth. He thought of the torch as that; as youth with
its hot strength, its beautiful eagerness, its intense desires, its
spark-like hopes, moving without fear amid the dark mysteries of the
world and of life; seeking treasure in the blackness, the treasure of
an answering soul, of a completing nature, of the desired and desirous
heart, seeking its complement of love--the other fire.

He looked far over the sea. But there was no other fire upon it.

And still the light came on.

And now he thought of it as Vere.

She was almost a child, but already her fire was being sought, longed
for. And she knew it, and must be searching, too, perhaps without
definite consciousness of what she was doing, instinctively. She was
searching there in the blackness, and in her quest she was approaching
him. But where he stood it was all dark. There was no flame lifting
itself up that could draw her flame to it. The fire that was approaching
would pass before him, would go on, exploring the night, would vanish
away from his eyes. Elsewhere it would seek the fire it needed, the fire
it would surely find at last.

And so it was. The torch came on, passed softly by, slipped from his
sight beneath the bridge of Castel dell\x92 Uovo.

When it had gone Artois felt strangely deserted and alone, strangely
unreconciled with life. And he remembered his conversation with Hermione
in Virgil\x92s Grotto; how he had spoken like one who scarcely needed love,
having ambition and having work to do, and being no longer young.

To-night he felt that every one needs love first--that all the other
human needs come after that great necessity. He had thought himself a
man full of self-knowledge, full of knowledge of others. But he had not
known himself. Perhaps even now the real man was hiding somewhere, far
down, shrinking away for fear of being known, for fear of being dragged
up into the light.

He sought for this man, almost with violence.

A weariness lay beneath his violence to-night, a physical fatigue such
as he sometimes felt after work. It had been produced, no doubt, by the
secret anger he had so long controlled, the secret but intense curiosity
which was not yet satisfied, and which still haunted him and tortured
him. This curiosity he now strove to expel from his mind, telling
himself that he had no right to it. He had wished to preserve Vere just
as she was, to keep her from all outside influences. And now he asked
the real man why he had wished it? Had it been merely the desire of
the literary godfather to cherish a pretty and promising talent? Or had
something of the jealous spirit so brutally proclaimed to him that
night by the Marchesino really entered into the desire? This torturing
curiosity to know what had happened at the Festa surely betrayed the
existence of some such spirit.

He must get rid of it.

He began to walk slowly up and down the little balcony, turning every
instant like a beast in a cage. It seemed to him that the real man had
indeed lain in hiding, but that he was coming forth reluctantly into the
light.

Possibly he had been drifting without knowing it towards some nameless
folly. He was not sure. To-night he felt uncertain of himself and of
everything, almost like an ignorant child facing the world. And he felt
almost afraid of himself. Was it possible that he, holding within him so
much of the knowledge, so much of pride, could ever draw near to a crazy
absurdity, a thing that the whole world would laugh at and despise? Had
he drawn near to it. Was he near it now?

He thought of all his recent intercourse with Vere, going back mentally
to the day in spring when he arrived in Naples. He followed the record
day by day until he reached that afternoon when he had returned from
Paris, when he came to the island to find Vere alone, when she read
to him her poems. Very pitilessly, despite the excitement still raging
within him, he examined that day, that night, recalling every incident,
recalling every feeling the incidents of those hours had elicited from
his heart. He remembered how vexed he had been when Hermione told him
of the engagement for the evening. He remembered the moments after
the dinner, his sensation of loneliness when he listened to the gay
conversation of Vere and the Marchesino, his almost irritable anxiety
when she had left the restaurant and gone out to the terrace in the
darkness. He had felt angry with Panacci then. Had he not always felt
angry with Panacci for intruding into the island life?

He followed the record of his intercourse with Vere until he reached the
Festa of that night, until he reached the moment in which he was pacing
the tiny balcony while the night wore on towards dawn.

That was the record of himself with Vere.

He began to think of Hermione. How had all this that he had just been
telling over in his mind affected her? What had she been thinking of
it--feeling about it? And Gaspare?

Even now Artois did not understand himself, did not know whither his
steps might have tended had not the brutality of the Marchesino roused
him abruptly to this self-examination, this self-consideration. He did
not fully understand himself, and he wondered very much how Hermione and
the Sicilian had understood him--judged him.

Artois had a firm belief in the right instincts of sensitive but
untutored natures, especially when linked with strong hearts capable of
deep love and long fidelity. He did not think that Gaspare would easily
misread the character or the desires of one whom he knew well. Hermione
might. She was tremendously emotional and impulsive, and might be
carried away into error. But there was a steadiness in Gaspare which was
impressive, which could not be ignored.

Artois wondered very much what Gaspare had thought.

There was a tap at the door, and Gaspare came in, holding his soft hat
in his hand, and looking tragic and very hot and tired.

\x93Oh, Gaspare!\x94 said Artois, coming in from the balcony, \x93they have come
back.\x94

\x93Lo so, Signore.\x94

\x93And they are sleeping here for the night.\x94

\x93Si, Signore.\x94

Gaspare looked at him as if inquiring something of him.

\x93Sit down a minute,\x94 said Artois, \x93and have something to drink. You must
spend the night here, too. The porter will give you a bed.\x94

\x93Grazie, Signore.\x94

Gaspare sat down by the table, and Artois gave him some Nocera and
lemon-juice. He would not have brandy or whiskey, though he would not
have refused wine had it been offered to him.

\x93Where have you been?\x94 Artois asked him.

\x93Signore, I have been all over the Piazza di Masaniello and the Mercato.
I have been through all the streets near by. I have been down by the
harbor. And the Signorina?\x94

He stared at Artois searchingly above his glass. His face was covered
with perspiration.

\x93I only saw her for a moment. She went to bed almost immediately.\x94

\x93And that Signore?\x94

\x93He has gone home.\x94

Gaspare was silent for a minute. Then he said:

\x93If I had met that Signore--\x94 He lifted his right hand, which was lying
on the table, and moved it towards his belt.

He sighed, and again looked hard at Artois.

\x93It is better that I did not meet him,\x94 he said, with na\xEFve conviction.
\x93It is much better. The Signorina is not for him.\x94

Artois was sitting opposite to him, with the table between them.

\x93The Signorina is not for him,\x94 repeated Gaspare, with a dogged
emphasis.

His large eyes were full of a sort of cloudy rebuke and watchfulness.
And as he met them Artois felt that he knew what Gaspare had thought.
He longed to say, \x93You are wrong. It is not so. It was never so.\x94 But he
only said:

\x93The Signore Marchese will know that to-morrow.\x94

And as he spoke the words he was conscious of an immense sensation of
relief which startled him. He was too glad when he thought of the final
dismissal of the Marchesino.

Gaspare nodded his head and put his glass to his lips. When he set it
down again it was empty. He moved to get up, but Artois detained him.

\x93And so you met Ruffo to-night?\x94 he said.

Gaspare\x92s expression completely changed. Instead of the almost cruel
watcher, he became the one who felt that he was watched.

\x93Si, Signore.\x94

\x93Just when the balloon went up?\x94

\x93Si, Signore. They were beside me in the crowd.\x94

\x93Was he alone with his mother?\x94

\x93Si, Signore. Quite alone.\x94

\x93Gaspare, I have seen Ruffo\x92s mother.\x94

Gaspare looked startled.

\x93Truly, Signore?\x94

\x93Yes. I saw her with him one day at the Mergellina. She was crying.\x94

\x93Perhaps she is unhappy. Her husband is in prison.\x94

\x93Because of Peppina.\x94

\x93Si.\x94

\x93And to-night you spoke to her for the first time?\x94

Artois laid a strong emphasis on the final words.

\x93Signore, I have never met her with Ruffo before.\x94

The two men looked steadily at each other. A question that could not be
evaded, a question that would break like a hammer upon a mutual silence
of years, was almost upon Artois\x92 lips. Perhaps Gaspare saw it, for he
got up with determination.

\x93I am going to bed now, Signore. I am tired. Buona notte, Signore.\x94

He took up his hat and went out.

Artois had not asked his question. But he felt that it was answered.

Gaspare knew. And he knew.

And Hermione--did Fate intend that she should know?



CHAPTER XXXI

It was nearly dawn when Artois fell asleep. He did not wake till past
ten o\x92clock. The servant who brought his breakfast handed him a note,
and told him that the ladies of the island had just left the hotel with
Gaspare. As Artois took the note he was conscious of a mingled feeling
of relief and disappointment. This swift, almost hurried departure left
him lonely, yet he could not have met Hermione and Vere happily in the
light of morning. To-day he felt a self-consciousness that was unusual
in him, and that the keen eyes of women could not surely fail to
observe. He wanted a little time. He wanted to think quietly, calmly, to
reach a decision that he had not reached at night.

Hermione and Vere had a very silent voyage. Gaspare\x92s tragic humor cast
a cloud about his mistresses. He had met them in the morning with a
look of heavy, almost sullen scrutiny in his great eyes, which seemed to
develop into a definite demand for information. But he asked nothing.
He made no allusion to the night before. To Vere his manner was almost
cold. When they were getting into the boat at Santa Lucia she said, with
none of her usual simplicity and self-possession, but like one making an
effort which was repugnant:

\x93I\x92m very sorry about last night, Gaspare.\x94

\x93It doesn\x92t matter, Signorina.\x94

\x93Did you get back very late?\x94

\x93I don\x92t know, Signora. I did not look at the hour.\x94

She looked away from him and out to sea.

\x93I am very sorry,\x94 she repeated.

And he again said:

\x93It doesn\x92t matter, Signorina.\x94

It was nearly noon when they drew near to the island. The weather was
heavily hot, languidly hot even upon the water. There was a haze hanging
over the world in which distant objects appeared like unsubstantial
clouds, or dream things impregnated with a mystery that was mournful.
The voice of a fisherman singing not far off came to them like the voice
of Fate, issuing from the ocean to tell them of the sadness that was the
doom of men. Behind them Naples sank away into the vaporous distance.
Vesuvius was almost blotted out, Capri an ethereal silhouette. And their
little island, even when they approached it, did not look like the solid
land on which they had made a home, but like the vague shell of some
substance that had been destroyed, leaving its former abiding-place
untenanted.

As they passed San Francesco Vere glanced at him, and Hermione saw a
faint flush of red go over her face. Directly the boat touched the rock
she stepped ashore, and without waiting for her mother ran up the steps
and disappeared towards the house. Gaspare looked after her, then stared
at his Padrona.

\x93Is the Signorina ill?\x94 he asked.

\x93No, Gaspare. But I think she is tired to-day and a little upset. We had
better take no notice of it.\x94

\x93Va bene, Signora.\x94

He busied himself in making fast the boat, while Hermione followed Vere.

In the afternoon about five, when Hermione was sitting alone in her
room writing some letters, Gaspare appeared with an angry and suspicious
face.

\x93Signora,\x94 he said, \x93that Signore is here.\x94

\x93What Signore? The Marchese!\x94

\x93Si, Signora.\x94

Gaspare was watching his Padrona\x92s face, and suddenly his own face
changed, lightened, as he saw the look that had come into her eyes.

\x93I did not know whether you wished to see him--\x94

\x93Yes, Gaspare, I will see him. You can let him in. Wait a moment. Where
is the Signorina?\x94

\x93Up in her room, Signora.\x94

\x93You can tell her who is here, and ask her whether she wishes to have
tea in her room or not.\x94

\x93Si, Signora.\x94

Gaspare went out almost cheerfully. He felt that now he understood what
his Padrona was feeling and what she meant to do. She meant to do in her
way what he wanted to do in his. He ran down the steps to the water with
vivacity, and his eyes were shining as he came to the Marchesino, who
was standing at the edge of the sea looking almost feverishly excited,
but determined.

\x93The Signora will see you, Signor Marchese.\x94

The words hit the Marchesino like a blow. He stared at Gaspare for a
moment almost stupidly, and hesitated. He felt as if this servant had
told him something else.

\x93The Signora will see you,\x94 repeated Gaspare.

\x93Va bene,\x94 said the Marchesino.

He followed Gaspare slowly up the steps and into the drawing-room. It
was empty. Gaspare placed a chair for the Marchesino. And again the
latter felt as if he had received a blow. He glanced round him and sat
down, while Gaspare went away. For about five minutes he waited.

When he had arrived at the island he had been greatly excited. He had
felt full of an energy that was feverish. Now, in this silence, in this
pause during which patience was forced upon him, his excitement grew,
became fierce, dominant. He knew from Gaspare\x92s way of speaking, from
his action, from his whole manner, that his fate had been secretly
determined in that house, and that it was being rejoiced over. At first
he sat looking at the floor. Then he got up, went to the window, came
back, stood in the middle of the room and glanced about it. How pretty
it was, with a prettiness that he was quite unaccustomed to. In his
father\x92s villa at Capodimonte there was little real comfort. And he knew
nothing of the cosiness of English houses. As he looked at this room he
felt, or thought he felt, Vere in it. He even made an effort scarcely
natural to him, and tried to imagine a home with Vere as its mistress.

Then he began to listen. Perhaps Emilio was in the house. Perhaps Emilio
was talking now to the Signora, was telling her what to do.

But he heard no sound of voices speaking.

No doubt Emilio had seen the Signora that morning in the hotel. No
doubt there had been a consultation. And probably at this consultation
his--the Marchesino\x92s--fate had been decided.

By Emilio?

At that moment the Marchesino actively, even furiously, hated his former
friend.

There was a little noise at the door; the Marchesino turned swiftly, and
saw Hermione coming in. He looked eagerly behind her. But the door shut.
She was alone. She did not give her hand to him. He bowed, trying to
look calm.

\x93Good-afternoon, Signora.\x94

Hermione sat down. He followed her example.

\x93I don\x92t know why you wish to see me, after yesterday, Marchese,\x94 she
said, quietly, looking at him with steady eyes.

\x93Signora, pardon me, but I should have thought that you would know.\x94

\x93What is it?\x94

\x93Signora, I am here to ask the great honor of your daughter the
Signorina\x92s hand in marriage. My father, to whom--\x94

But Hermione interrupted him.

\x93You will never marry my daughter, Marchese,\x94 she said.

A sudden red burned in her cheeks, and she leaned forward slightly,
but very quickly, almost as if an impulse had come to her to push the
Marchesino away from her.

\x93But, Signora, I assure you that my family--\x94

\x93It is quite useless to talk about it.\x94

\x93But why, Signora?\x94

\x93My child is not for a man like you,\x94 Hermione said, emphasizing the
first word.

A dogged expression came into the Marchesino\x92s face, a fighting look
that was ugly and brutal, but that showed a certain force.

\x93I do not understand, Signora. I am like other men. What is the matter
with me?\x94

He turned a little in his chair so that he faced her more fully.

\x93What is the matter with me, Signora?\x94 he repeated, slightly raising his
voice.

\x93I don\x92t think you would be able to understand if I tried to tell you.\x94

\x93Why not? You think me stupid, then?\x94

An angry fire shone in his eyes.

\x93Oh no, you are not stupid.\x94

\x93Then I shall understand.\x94

Hermione hesitated. There was within her a hot impulse towards speech,
towards the telling to this self-satisfied young Pagan her exact opinion
of him. Yet was it worth while? He was going out of their lives. They
would see no more of him.

\x93I don\x92t think it is necessary for me to tell you,\x94 she said.

\x93Perhaps there is nothing to tell because there is nothing the matter
with me.\x94

His tone stung her.

\x93I beg your pardon, Marchese. I think there is a good deal to tell.\x94

\x93All I say is, Signora, that I am like other men.\x94

He thrust forward his strong under jaw, showing his big, white teeth.

\x93There I don\x92t agree with you. I am thankful to say I know many men who
would not behave as you behaved last night.\x94

\x93But I have come to ask for the Signorina\x92s hand!\x94 he exclaimed.

\x93And you think--you dare to think that excuses your conduct!\x94

She spoke with a sudden and intense heat.

\x93Understand this, please, Marchese. If I gave my consent to your
request, and sent for my daughter--\x94

\x93Si! Si!\x94 he said, eagerly, leaning forward in his chair.

\x93Do you suppose she would come near you?\x94

\x93Certainly.\x94

\x93You think she would come near a man she will not even speak of?\x94

\x93What!\x94

\x93She won\x92t speak of you. She has told me nothing about last night. That
is why I know so much.\x94

\x93She has not--the Signorina has--not--?\x94

He stopped. A smile went over his face. It was sufficiently obvious that
he understood Vere\x92s silence as merely a form of deceit, a coquettish
girl\x92s cold secret from her mother.

\x93Signora, give me permission to speak to your daughter, and you will see
whether it is you--or I--who understands her best.\x94

\x93Very well, Marchese.\x94

Hermione rang the bell. It was answered by Gaspare.

\x93Gaspare,\x94 said Hermione, \x93please go to the Signorina, tell her the
Signor Marchese is here, and wishes very much to see her before he
goes.\x94

Gaspare\x92s face grew dark, and he hesitated by the door.

\x93Go, Gaspare, please.\x94

He looked into his Padrona\x92s face, and went out as if reassured.
Hermione and the Marchese sat in silence waiting for him to return. In a
moment the door was reopened.

\x93Signora, I have told the Signorina.\x94

\x93What did she say?\x94

Gaspare looked at the Marchese as he answered.

\x93Signora, the Signorina said to me, \x91Please tell Madre that I cannot
come to see the Signor Marchese.\x92\x94

\x93You can go, Gaspare.\x94

He looked at the angry flush on the Marchesino\x92s cheeks, and went out.

\x93Good-bye, Marchese.\x94

Hermione got up. The Marchesino followed her example. But he did not go.
He stood still for a moment in silence. Then he lifted his head up with
a jerk.

\x93Signora,\x94 he said, in a hard, uneven voice that betrayed the intensity
of his excitement, \x93I see how it is. I understand perfectly what is
happening here. You think me bad. Well, I am like other men, and I
am not ashamed of it--not a bit. I am natural. I live according to
my nature, and I do not come from your north, but from Naples--from
Naples.\x94 He threw out his arm, pointing at a window that looked towards
the city. \x93If it is bad to have the blood hot in one\x92s veins and the
fire hot in one\x92s head and in one\x92s heart--very well! I am bad. And I do
not care. I do not care a bit! But you think me a stupid boy. And I am
not that. And I will show you.\x94 He drew his fingers together, and bent
towards her, slightly lowering his voice. \x93From the first, from the very
first moment, I have seen, I have understood all that is happening here.
From the first I have understood all that was against me--\x94

\x93Marchese--!\x94

\x93Signora, pardon me! You have spoken, the Signorina has spoken, and now
it is for me to speak. It is my right. I come here with an honorable
proposal, and therefore I say I have a right--\x94

He put his fingers inside his shirt collar and pulled it fiercely out
from his throat.

\x93E il vecchio!\x94 he exclaimed, with sudden passion. \x93E il maledetto
vecchio!\x94

Hermione\x92s face changed. There had been in it a firm look, a calmness of
strength. But now, at his last words, the strength seemed to shrink. It
dwindled, it faded out of her, leaving her not collapsed, but cowering,
like a woman who crouches down in a corner to avoid a blow.

\x93It is he! It is he! He will not allow it, and he is master here.\x94

\x93Marchese--\x94

\x93I say he is master--he is master--he has always been master here!\x94

He came a step towards Hermione, moving as a man sometimes moves
instinctively when he is determined to make something absolutely clear
to one who does not wish to understand.

\x93And you know it, and every one knows it--every one. When I was in the
sea, when I saw the Signorina for the first time, I did not know who she
was, where she lived; I did not know anything about her. I went to tell
my friend about her--my friend, you understand, whom I trusted, to
whom I told everything!--I went to him. I described the Signora,
the Signorina, the boat to him. He knew who the ladies were; he knew
directly. I saw it in his face, in his manner. But what did he say? That
he did not know, that he knew nothing. I was not to come to the island.
No one was to come to the island but he. So he meant. But I--I was
sharper than he, I who am so stupid! I took him to fish by night.
I brought him to the island. I made him introduce me to you, to the
Signorina. That night I made him. You remember? Well, then--ever since
that night all is changed between us. Ever since that night he is my
enemy. Ever since that night he suspects me, he watches me, he hides
from me, he hates me. Oh, he tries to conceal it. He is a hypocrite. But
I, stupid as I am, I see it all. I see what he is, what he wants, I
see all--all that is in his mind and heart. For this noble old man, so
respected, with the white hairs and the great brain, what is he, what
does he do? He goes at night to the Galleria. He consults with Maria
Fortunata, she who is known to all Naples, she who is the aunt of that
girl--that girl of the town and of the bad life, whom you have taken to
be your servant here. You have taken her because he--he has told you to
take her. He has put her here--\x94

\x93Marchese!\x94

\x93I say he has put her here that the Signorina--\x94

\x93Marchese, I forbid you to say that! It is not true.\x94

\x93It is true! It is true! Perhaps you are blind, perhaps you see nothing.
I do not know. But I know that I am not blind. I love, and I see. I see,
I have always seen that he--Emilio--loves the Signorina, that he loves
her madly, that he wishes, that he means to keep her for himself. Did he
not hide with her in the cave, in the Grotto of Virgil, that night when
I came to serenade her on the sea? Yes, he took her, and he hid her,
because he loves her. He loves her, he an old man! And he thinks--and he
means--\x94

\x93Marchese--\x94

\x93He loves her; I say he loves her!\x94

\x93Marchese, I must ask you to go!\x94

\x93I say--\x94

\x93Marchese, I insist upon your going.\x94

She opened the door. She was very pale, but she looked calm. The
crouching woman had vanished. She was mistress of herself.

\x93Gaspare!\x94 she called, in a loud, sharp voice that betrayed the inner
excitement her appearance did not show.

\x93Signora,\x94 vociferated the Marchesino, \x93I say and I repeat--\x94

\x93Gaspare! Come here!\x94

\x93Signora!\x94 cried a voice from below.

Gaspare came running.

\x93The Signore Marchese is going, Gaspare. Go down with him to the boat,
please.\x94

The Marchesino grew scarlet. The hot blood rushed over his face, up to
his forehead, to his hair. Even his hands became red in that moment.

\x93Good-bye, Marchese.\x94

She went out, and left him standing with Gaspare.

\x93Signore Marchese, shall I take you to the boat?\x94

Gaspare\x92s voice was quite respectful. The Marchesino made no answer, but
stepped out into the passage and looked up to the staircase that led to
the top floor of the house. He listened. He heard nothing.

\x93Is the French Signore here?\x94 he said to Gaspare. \x93Do you hear me? Is he
in this house?\x94

\x93No, Signore!\x94

The Marchesino again looked towards the staircase and hesitated. Then he
turned and saw Gaspare standing in a watchful attitude, almost like one
about to spring.

\x93Stay here!\x94 he said, loudly, making a violent threatening gesture with
his arm.

Gaspare stood where he was with a smile upon his face.

A moment later he heard the splash of oars in the sea, and knew that the
Marchesino\x92s boat was leaving the island.

He drew his lips together like one about to whistle.

The sound of the oars died away.

Then he began to whistle softly \x93La Ciocciara.\x94



CHAPTER XXXII

The ghostly day sank into a ghostly night that laid pale hands upon
the island, holding it closely, softly, in a hypnotic grasp, bidding it
surely rest, it and those who dwelled there with all the dreaming hours.
A mist hung over the sea, and the heat did not go with day, but stayed
to greet the darkness and the strange, enormous silence that lay upon
the waters. In the Casa del Mare the atmosphere was almost suffocating,
although every window was wide open. The servants went about their
duties leaden-footed, drooping, their Latin vivacity quenched as by a
spell. Vere was mute. It seemed, since the episode of the Carmine, as if
her normal spirit had been withdrawn, as if a dumb, evasive personality
replaced it. The impression made upon Hermione was that the real Vere
had sunk far down in her child, out of sight and hearing, out of reach,
beyond pursuit, to a depth where none could follow, where the soul
enjoyed the safety of utter isolation.

Hermione did not wish to pursue this anchorite. She did not wish to draw
near to Vere that evening. To do so would have been impossible to her,
even had Vere been willing to come to her. Since the brutal outburst
of the Marchesino, she, too, had felt the desire, the necessity, of a
desert place, where she could sit alone and realize the bareness of her
world.

In that outburst of passion the Marchesino had gathered together and
hurled at her beliefs that had surely been her own, but that she had
striven to avoid, that she had beaten back as spectres and unreal, that
she had even denied, tricking, or trying to trick, her terrible sense of
truth. His brutality had made the delicacy in her crouch and sicken.
It had been almost intolerable to her, to see her friend, Emile, thus
driven out into the open, like one naked, to be laughed at, condemned,
held up, that the wild folly, the almost insane absurdity of his secret
self might be seen and understood even by the blind, the determined in
stupidity.

She had always had a great reverence for her friend, which had been
mingled with her love for him, giving it its character. Was this
reverence to be torn utterly away? Had it already been cast to the
winds?

Poor Emile!

In the first moments after the departure of the Marchesino she pitied
Emile intensely with all her heart of woman. If this thing were true,
how he must have suffered, how he must still be suffering--not only in
his heart, but in his mind! His sense of pride, his self-respect, his
passion for complete independence, his meticulous consciousness of the
fitness of things, of what could be and what was impossible--all must by
lying in the dust. She could almost have wept for him then.

But another feeling succeeded this sense of pity, a sensation of
outrage that grew within her and became almost ungovernable. She had her
independence too, her pride, her self-respect. And now she saw them in
dust that Emile had surely heaped about them. A storm of almost
hard anger shook her. She tasted an acrid bitterness that seemed to
impregnate her, to turn the mainspring of her life to gall. She heard
the violent voice of the young Neapolitan saying: \x93He is master, he is
master, he has always been master here!\x94 And she tried to look back
over her life, and to see how things had been. And, shaken still by
this storm of anger, she felt as if it were true, as if she had allowed
Artois to take her life in his hands and to shape it according to his
will, as if he had been governing her although she had not known it. He
had been the dominant personality in their mutual friendship. His had
been the calling voice, hers the obedient voice that answered. Only once
had she risen to a strong act, an act that brought great change with it,
and that he had been hostile to. That was when she had married Maurice.

And she had left Maurice for Artois. From Africa had come the calling,
dominant voice. And even in her Garden of Paradise she had heard it. And
even from her Garden of Paradise she had obeyed it. For the first time
she saw that act of renunciation as the average man or woman would
probably see it; as an extraordinary, quixotic act, to be wondered at
blankly, or, perhaps, to be almost angrily condemned. She stood
away from her own impulsive, enthusiastic nature, and stared at it
critically--as even her friends had often stared--and realized that it
was unusual, perhaps extravagant, perhaps sometimes preposterous. This
readiness to sacrifice--was it not rather slavish than regally
loyal? This forgetfulness of personal joy, this burnt-offering of
personality--was it not contemptible? Could such actions bring into
being the respect of others, the respect of any man? Had Emile respected
her for rushing to Africa? Or had he, perhaps, then and through all
these years, simply wondered how she could have done such a thing?

And Maurice--Maurice? Oh, what had he thought? How had he looked upon
that action?

Often and often in lonely hours she had longed to go down into the
grave, or to go up into the blue, to drag the body, the soul, the heart
she loved back to her. She had been rent by a desire that had made her
limbs shudder, or that had flushed her whole body with red, and set her
temples beating. The longing of heart and flesh had been so vehement
that it had seemed to her as if they must compel, or cease to be.
Now, again, she desired to compel Maurice to come to her from his far,
distant place, but in order that she might make him understand what he
had perhaps died misunderstanding; why she had left him to go to Artois,
exactly how she had felt, how desperately sad to abandon the Garden of
Paradise, how torn by fear lest the perfect days were forever at an end,
how intensely desirous to take him with her. Perhaps he had felt cruelly
jealous! Perhaps that was why he had not offered to go with her at once.
Yes, she believed that now. She saw her action, she saw her preceding
decision as others had seen it, as no doubt Maurice had seen it, as
perhaps even Artois had seen it. Why had she instinctively felt that
because her nature was as it was, and because she was bravely following
it, every one must understand her? Oh, to be completely understood! If
she could call Maurice back for one moment, and just make him see her
as she had been then; loyal to her friend, and through and through
passionately loyal to him! If she could! If she could!

She had left Maurice, the one being who had utterly belonged to her,
to go to Artois. She had lost the few remaining days in which she could
have been supremely happy. She had come back to have a few short hours
devoid of calm, chilled sometimes by the strangeness that had intruded
itself between her and Maurice, to have one kiss in which surely at last
misunderstanding was lost and perfect love was found. And then--that
\x93something\x94 in the water! And then--the gulf.

In that gulf she had not been quite alone. The friend whom she had
carried away from Africa and death had been with her. He had been
closely in her life ever since. And now--

She heard the Marchesino\x92s voice: \x93I see what he is, what he wants,
I see it all--all that is in his mind and heart. I see, I have always
seen, that he loves the Signorina, that he loves her madly.\x94

Vere!

Hermione sickened. Emile and Vere in that relation!

The storm of anger was not spent yet. Would it ever be spent? Something
within her, the something, perhaps, that felt rejected, strove to reject
in its turn, did surely reject. Pride burned in her like a fire that
cruelly illumines night, shining upon the destruction it is compassing.

The terrible sense of outrage that gripped her soul and body--her body
because Vere was bone of her bone, flesh of her flesh--seemed to be
forcibly changing her nature, as cruel hands, prompted by murder in a
heart, change form, change beauty in the effort to destroy.

That evening Hermione felt herself being literally defaced by this
sensation of outrage within her, a sensation which she was powerless to
expel.

She found herself praying to God that Artois might not come to the
island that night. And yet, while she prayed, she felt that he was
coming.

She dined with Vere, in almost complete silence--trying to love this
dear child as she had always loved her, even in certain evil moments of
an irresistible jealousy. But she felt immensely far from Vere, distant
from her as one who does not love from one who loves; yet hideously
near, too, like one caught in the tangle of an enforced intimacy rooted
in a past which the present denies and rejects. Directly dinner was over
they parted, driven by the mutual desire to be alone.

And then Hermione waited for that against which she had prayed.

Artois would come to the island that night. Useless to pray! He was
coming. She felt that he was on the sea, environed by this strange mist
that hung to-night over the waters. She felt that he was coming to Vere.
She had gone to Africa to save him--in order that he might fall in love
with her then unborn child.

Monstrosities, the monstrosities that are in life, deny them, beat them
back, close our eyes to them as we will, rose up around her in the hot
stillness. She felt haunted, terrified. She was forcibly changed, and
now all the world was changing about her.

She must have relief. She could not sit there among spectres waiting
for the sound of oars that would tell her Vere\x92s lover had come to the
island. How could she detach herself for a moment from this horror?

She thought of Ruffo.

As the thought came to her she got up and went out of the house.

Only when she was out-of-doors did she fully realize the strangeness of
the night. The heat of it was flaccid. The island seemed to swim in a
fatigued and breathless atmosphere. The mist that hung about it was like
the mist in a vapor-bath.

Below the vague sea lay a thing exhausted, motionless, perhaps fainting
in the dark. And in this heat and stillness there was no presage, no
thrill, however subtle, of a coming change, of storm. Rather there was
the deadness of eternity, as if this swoon would last forever, neither
developing into life, nor deepening into death.

Hermione had left the house feverishly, yearning to escape from her
company of spectres, yearning to escape from the sensation of ruthless
hands defacing her. As she passed the door-sill it was only with
difficulty that she suppressed a cry of \x93Ruffo!\x94 a cry for help. But
when the night took her she no longer had any wish to disturb it by a
sound. She was penetrated at once by an atmosphere of fatality. Her pace
changed. She moved on slowly, almost furtively. She felt inclined to
creep.

Would Ruffo be at the island to-night? Would Artois really come? It
seemed unlikely, almost impossible. But if Ruffo were there, if Artois
came, it would be fatality. That she was there was fatality.

She walked always slowly, always furtively, to the crest of the cliff.

She stood there. She listened.

Silence.

She felt as if she were quite alone on the island. She could scarcely
believe that Vere, that Gaspare, that the servants were there--among
them Peppina with her cross.

They said Peppina had the evil eye. Had she perhaps cast a spell
to-night?

Hermione did not smile at such an imagination as she dismissed it.

She waited and listened, but not actively, for she did not feel as if
Ruffo could ever stand with her in the embrace of such a night, he, a
boy, with bright hopes and eager longings, he the happy singer of the
song of Mergellina.

And yet, when in a moment she found him standing by her side, she
accepted his presence as a thing inevitable.

It had been meant, perhaps for centuries, that they two should stand
together that night, speak together as now they were about to speak.

\x93Signora, buona sera.\x94

\x93Buona sera, Ruffo.\x94

\x93The Signorina is not here to-night?\x94

\x93I think she is in the house. I think she is tired to-night.\x94

\x93The Signorina is tired after the Festa, Signora.\x94

\x93You knew we were at the Festa, Ruffo?\x94

\x93Ma si, Signora.\x94

\x93Did we tell you we were going? I had forgotten.\x94

\x93It was not that, Signora. But I saw the Signorina at the Festa. Did not
Don Gaspare tell you?\x94

\x93Gaspare said nothing. Did he see you?\x94

She spoke languidly. Quickness had died out of her under the influence
of the night. But already she felt a slight yet decided sense of relief,
almost of peace. She drew that from Ruffo. And, standing very close
to him, she watched his eager face, hoping to see presently in it the
expression that she loved.

\x93Did he see you, Ruffo?\x94

\x93Ma si, Signora. I was with my poor mamma.\x94

\x93Your mother! I wish I had met her!\x94

\x93Si, Signora. I was with my mamma in the Piazza of Masaniello. We had
been eating snails, Signora, and afterwards watermelon, and we had each
had a glass of white wine. And I was feeling very happy, because my poor
mamma had heard good news.\x94

\x93What was that?\x94

\x93To-morrow my Patrigno is to be let out of prison.\x94

\x93So soon! But I thought he had not been tried.\x94

\x93No, Signora. But he is to be let out now. Perhaps he will be put back
again. But now he is let out because\x94--he hesitated--\x93because--well,
Signora, he has such friends, he has friends who are powerful for him.
And so he is let out just now.\x94

\x93I understand.\x94

\x93Well, Signora, and after the white wine we were feeling happy, and
we were going to see everything: the Madonna, and Masaniello, and the
fireworks, and the fire-balloon. Did you see the fire-balloon, Signora?\x94

\x93Yes, Ruffo. It was very pretty.\x94

His simple talk soothed her. He was so young, so happy, so free from the
hideous complexities of life; no child of tragedy, but the son surely of
a love that had been gay and utterly contented.

\x93Si, Signora! Per dio, Signora, it was wonderful! It was just before
the fire-balloon went up, Signora, that I saw the Signorina with the
Neapolitan Signorino. And close behind them was Don Gaspare. I said to
my mamma, \x91Mamma, ecco the beautiful Signorina of the island!\x92 My mamma
was excited, Signora. She held on to my arm, and she said: \x91Ruffino,\x92
she said, \x91show her to me. Where is she?\x92 my mamma said, Signora. \x91And
is the Signora Madre with her?\x92 Just then, Signora, the people moved,
and all of a sudden there we were, my mamma and I, right in front of Don
Gaspare.\x94

Ruffo stopped, and Hermione saw a change, a gravity, come into his
bright face.

\x93Well, Ruffo?\x94 she said, wondering what was coming.

\x93I said to my mamma, Signora, \x91Mamma, this is Don Gaspare of the
island.\x92 Signora, my mamma looked at Don Gaspare for a minute. Her
face was quite funny. She looked white, Signora, my mamma looked white,
almost like the man at the circus who comes in with the dog to make us
laugh. And Don Gaspare, too, he looked\x94--Ruffo paused, then used a word
beloved of Sicilians who wish to be impressive--\x93he looked mysterious,
Signora. Don Gaspare looked mysterious.\x94

\x93Mysterious? Gaspare?\x94

\x93Si, Signora, he did. And he looked almost white, too, but not like my
mamma. And then my mamma said, \x91Gaspare!\x92 just like that, Signora, and
put out her hand--so. And Don Gaspare\x92s face got red and hot. And then
for a minute they spoke together, Signora, and I could not hear what
they said. For Don Gaspare stood with his back so that I should not
hear. And then the balloon went sideways and the people ran, and I did
not see Don Gaspare any more. And after that, Signora, my mamma was
crying all the time. And she would not tell me anything. I only heard
her say: \x91To think of its being Gaspare! To think of its being Gaspare
on the island!\x92 And when we got home she said to me, \x91Ruffo,\x92 she said,
\x91has Gaspare ever said you were like somebody?\x92 What is it, Signora?\x94

\x93Nothing, Ruffo. Go on.\x94

\x93But--\x94

\x93Go on, Ruffo.\x94

\x93\x91Has Gaspare ever said you were like somebody?\x92 my mamma said.\x94

\x93And you--what did you say?\x94

\x93I said, \x91No,\x92 Signora. And that is true. Don Gaspare has never said I
was like somebody.\x94

The boy had evidently finished what he had to say. He stood quietly by
Hermione, waiting for her to speak in her turn. For a moment she said
nothing. Then she put her hand on Ruffo\x92s arm.

\x93Whom do you think your mother meant when she said \x91somebody,\x92 Ruffo?\x94

\x93Signora, I do not know.\x94

\x93But surely--didn\x92t you ask whom she meant?\x94

\x93No, Signora. I told my mamma Don Gaspare had never said that. She was
crying. And so I did not say anything more.\x94

Hermione still held his arm for a moment. Then her hand dropped down.

Ruffo was looking at her steadily with his bright and searching eyes.

\x93Signora, do you know what she meant?\x94

\x93I! How can I tell, Ruffo? I have never seen your mother. How can I know
what she meant?\x94

\x93No, Signora.\x94

Again there was a silence. Then Hermione said:

\x93I should like to see your mother, Ruffo.\x94

\x93Si, Signora.\x94

\x93I must see her.\x94

Hermione said the last words in a low and withdrawn voice, like one
speaking to herself. As she spoke she was gazing at the boy beside her,
and in her eyes there was a mystery almost like that of the night.

\x93Ruffo,\x94 she added, in a moment, \x93I want you to promise me something.\x94

\x93Si, Signora.\x94

\x93Don\x92t speak to any one about the little talk we have had to-night.
Don\x92t say anything, even to Gaspare.\x94

\x93No, Signora.\x94

For a short time they remained together talking of other things.
Hermione spoke only enough to encourage Ruffo. And always she was
watching him. But to-night she did not see the look she longed for, the
look that made Maurice stand before her. Only she discerned, or believed
she discerned, a definite physical resemblance in the boy to the dead
man, a certain resemblance of outline, a likeness surely in the poise
of the head upon the strong, brave-looking neck, and in a trait that
suggested ardor about the full yet delicate lips. Why had she never
noticed these things before? Had she been quite blind? Or was she now
imaginative? Was she deceiving herself?

\x93Good-night, Ruffo,\x94 she said, at last.

He took off his cap and stood bareheaded.

\x93Good-night, Signora.\x94

He put the cap on his dark hair with a free and graceful gesture.

Was not that, too, Maurice?

\x93A rivederci, Signora.\x94

He was gone.

Hermione stood alone in the fatal night. She had forgotten Vere. She had
forgotten Artois. The words of Ruffo had led her on another step in the
journey it was ordained that she should make. She felt the under-things.
It seemed to her that she heard in the night the dull murmuring of the
undercurrents that carry through wayward, or terrible, channels the
wind-driven bark of life. What could it mean, this encounter just
described to her: this pain, this emotion of a woman, her strange
question to her son? And Gaspare\x92s agitation, his pallor, his
\x93mysterious\x94 face, the colloquy that Ruffo was not allowed to hear!

What did it mean? That woman\x92s question--that question!

\x93What is it? What am I near?\x94 Ruffo\x92s mother knew Gaspare, must have
known him intimately in the past. When? Surely long ago in Sicily; for
Ruffo was sixteen, and Hermione felt sure--knew, in fact--that till they
came to the island Gaspare had never seen Ruffo.

That woman\x92s question!

Hermione went slowly to the bench and sat down by the edge of the cliff.

What could it possibly mean?

Could it mean that this woman, Ruffo\x92s mother, had once known Maurice,
known him well enough to see in her son the resemblance to him?

But then--

Hermione, as sometimes happened, having reached truth instinctively
and with a sure swiftness, turned to retreat from it. She had lost
confidence in herself. She feared her own impulses. Now, abruptly,
she told herself that this idea was wholly extravagant. Ruffo probably
resembled some one else whom his mother and Gaspare knew. That was far
more likely. That must be the truth.

But again she seemed to hear in the night the dull murmurings of those
undercurrents. And many, many times she recurred mentally to that
weeping woman\x92s question to her son--that question about Gaspare.

Gaspare--he had been strange, disturbed lately. Hermione had noticed it;
so had the servants. There had been in the Casa del Mare an oppressive
atmosphere created by the mentality of some of its inhabitants.

Even she, on that day when she had returned from Capri, had felt a
sensation of returning to meet some grievous tale.

She remembered Artois now, recalling his letter which she had found that
day.

Gaspare and Artois--did they both suspect, or both know, something which
they had been concealing from her?

Suddenly she began to feel frightened. Yet she did not form in her
mind any definite conception of what such a mutual secret might be. She
simply began to feel frightened, almost like a child.

She said to herself that this brooding night, with its dumbness, its
heat, its vaporous mystery, was affecting her spirit. And she got up
from the bench, and began to walk very slowly towards the house.

When she did this she suddenly felt sure that while she had been on the
crest of the cliff Artois had arrived at the island, that he was now
with Vere in the house. She knew that it was so.

And again there rushed upon her that sensation of outrage, of being
defaced, and of approaching a dwelling in which things monstrous had
taken up their abode.

She came to the bridge and paused by the rail. She felt a sort of horror
of the Casa del Mare in which Artois was surely sitting--alone or with
Vere? With Vere. For otherwise he would have come up to the cliff.

She leaned over the rail. She looked into the Pool. One boat was there
just below her, the boat to which Ruffo belonged. Was there another? She
glanced to the right. Yes; there lay by the rock a pleasure-boat from
Naples.

Artois had come in that.

She looked again at the other boat, searching the shadowy blackness for
the form of Ruffo. She longed that he might be awake. She longed that he
might sing, in his happy voice, of the happy summer nights, of the sweet
white moons that light the Southern summer nights, of the bright eyes of
Rosa, of the sea of Mergellina. But from the boat there rose no voice,
and the mist hung heavily over the silent Pool.

Then Hermione lifted her eyes and looked across the Pool, seeking the
little light of San Francesco. Only the darkness and the mist confronted
her. She saw no light--and she trembled like one to whom the omens are
hostile.

She trembled and hid her face for a moment. Then she turned and went up
into the house.



CHAPTER XXXIII

When Hermione reached the door of the Casa del Mare she did not go in
immediately, but waited on the step. The door was open. There was a dim
lamp burning in the little hall, which was scarcely more than a
passage. She looked up and saw a light shining from the window of her
sitting-room. She listened; there was no sound of voices.

They were not in there.

She was trying to crush down her sense of outrage, to feel calm before
she entered the house.

Perhaps they had gone into the garden. The night was terribly hot. They
would prefer to be out-of-doors. Vere loved the garden. Or they might be
on the terrace.

She stepped into the hall and went to the servants\x92 staircase. Now she
herd voices, a laugh.

\x93Giulia!\x94 she called.

The voices stopped talking, but it was Gaspare who came in answer to her
call. She looked down to him.

\x93Don\x92t come up, Gaspare. Where is the Signorina?\x94

\x93The Signorina is on the terrace, Signora--with Don Emilio.\x94

He looked up at her very seriously in the gloom. She thought of the
meeting at the Festa, and longed to wring from Gaspare his secret.

\x93Don Emilio is here?\x94

\x93Si, Signora.\x94

\x93How long ago did he come?\x94

\x93About half an hour, I think, Signora.\x94

\x93Why didn\x92t you tell me?\x94

\x93Don Emilio told me not to bother you, Signora--that he would just sit
and wait.\x94

\x93I see. And the Signorina?\x94

\x93I did not tell her, either. She was in the garden alone, but I
have heard her talking on the terrace with the Signore. Are you ill,
Signora?\x94

\x93No. All right, Gaspare!\x94

She moved away. His large, staring eyes followed her till she
disappeared in the passage. The passage was not long, but it seemed to
Hermione as if a multitude of impressions, of thoughts, of fears, of
determinations rushed through her heart and brain while she walked down
it and into the room that opened to the terrace. This room was dark.

As she entered it she expected to hear the voices from outside. But she
heard nothing.

They were not on the terrace, then!

She again stood still. Her heart was beating violently, and she felt
violent all over, thrilling with violence like one on the edge of some
outburst.

She looked towards the French window. Through its high space she saw the
wan night outside, a sort of thin paleness resting against the blackness
in which she was hidden. And as her eyes became accustomed to their
environment she perceived that the pallor without was impinged upon by
two shadowy darknesses. Very faint they were, scarcely relieved against
the night, very still and dumb--two shadowy darknesses, Emile and Vere
sitting together in silence.

When Hermione understood this she remained where she was, trying to
subdue even her breathing. Why were they not talking? What did this
mutual silence, this mutual immobility mean? She was only a few feet
from them. Yet she could not hear a human sound, even the slightest.
There was something unnatural, but also tremendously impressive to
her in their silence. She felt as if it signified something unusual,
something of high vitality. She felt as if it had succeeded some speech
that was exceptional, and that had laid its spell, of joy or sorrow,
upon both their spirits.

And she felt much more afraid, and also much more alone, than she would
have felt had she found them talking.

Presently, as the silence continued, she moved softly back into the
passage. She went down it a little way, then returned, walking briskly
and loudly. In this action her secret violence was at play. When she
came to the room she grasped the door-handle with a force that hurt her
hand. She went in, shut the door sharply behind her, and without any
pause came out upon the terrace.

\x93Emile!\x94

\x93Yes,\x94 he said, getting up from his garden-chair quickly.

\x93Gaspare told me you were here.\x94

\x93I have been here about half an hour.\x94

She had not given him her hand. She did not give it.

\x93I didn\x92t hear you talking to Vere, so I wondered--I almost thought--\x94

\x93That I had gone without seeing you? Oh no. It isn\x92t very late. You
don\x92t want to get rid of me at once?\x94

\x93Of course not.\x94

His manner--or so it seemed to her--was strangely uneasy and formal, and
she thought his face looked drawn, almost tortured. But the light was
very dim. She could not be sure of that.

Vere had said nothing, had not moved from her seat.

There was a third chair. As Hermione took it and drew it slightly
forward, she looked towards Vere, and thought that she was sitting in a
very strange position. In the darkness it seemed to the mother as if
her child\x92s body were almost crouching in its chair, as if the head were
drooping, as if--

\x93Vere! Is anything the matter with you?\x94

Suddenly, as if struck sharply, Vere sprang up and passed into
the darkness of the house, leaving a sound that was like a mingled
exclamation and a sob behind her.

\x93Emile!\x94

*****


\x93Emile!\x94

\x93Hermione?\x94

\x93What is the matter with Vere? What have you been doing to Vere?\x94

\x93I!\x94

\x93Yes, you! No one else is here.\x94

Hermione\x92s violent, almost furious agitation was audible in her voice.

\x93I should never wish to hurt Vere--you know that.\x94

His voice sounded as if he were deeply moved.

\x93I must--Vere! Vere!\x94

She moved towards the house. But Artois stepped forward swiftly, laid a
hand on her arm, and stopped her.

\x93No, leave Vere alone to-night.\x94

\x93Why?\x94

\x93She wishes to be alone to-night.\x94

\x93But I find her here with you.\x94

There was a harsh bitterness of suspicion, of doubt, in her tone that he
ought surely to have resented. But he did not resent it.

\x93I was sitting on the terrace,\x94 he said, gently. \x93Vere came in from the
garden. Naturally she stayed to entertain me till you were here.\x94

\x93And directly I come she rushes away into the house!\x94

\x93Perhaps there was--something may have occurred to upset her.\x94

\x93What was it?\x94

Her voice was imperious.

\x93You must tell me what it was!\x94 she said, as he was silent.

\x93Hermione, my friend, let us sit down. Let us at any rate be with each
other as we always have been--till now.\x94

He was almost pleading with her, but she did not feel her hardness
melting. Nevertheless she sat down.

\x93Now tell me what it was.\x94

\x93I don\x92t think I can do that, Hermione.\x94

\x93I am her mother. I have a right to know. I have a right to know
everything about my child\x92s life.\x94

In those words, and in the way they were spoken, Hermione\x92s bitter
jealousy about the two secrets kept from her, but shared by Artois,
rushed out into the light.

\x93I am sure there is nothing in Vere\x92s life that might not be told to
the whole world without shame; and yet there may be many things that an
innocent girl would not care to tell to any one.\x94

\x93But if things are told they should be told to the mother. The mother
comes first.\x94

He said nothing.

\x93The mother comes first!\x94 she repeated, almost fiercely. \x93And you ought
to know it. You do know it!\x94

\x93You do come first with Vere.\x94

\x93If I did, Vere would confide in me rather than in any one else.\x94

As Hermione said this, all the long-contained bitterness caused by
Vere\x92s exclusion of her from the knowledge that had been freely given to
Artois brimmed up suddenly in her heart, overflowed boundaries, seemed
to inundate her whole being.

\x93I do not come first,\x94 she said.

Her voice trembled, almost broke.

\x93You know that I do not come first. You have just told me a lie.\x94

\x93Hermione!\x94

His voice was startled.

\x93You know it perfectly well. You have known it for a long time.\x94

Hot tears were in her eyes, were about to fall. With a crude gesture,
almost like that of a man, she put up her hands to brush them away.

\x93You have known it, you have known it, but you try to keep me in the
dark.\x94

Suddenly she was horribly conscious of the darkness of the night in
which they were together, of the darkness of the world.

\x93You love to keep me in the dark, in prison. It is cruel, it is wicked
of you.\x94

\x93But Hermione--\x94

\x93Take care, Emile, take care--or I shall hate you for keeping me in the
dark.\x94

Her passionate words applied only to the later events in which Vere was
concerned. But his mind rushed back to Sicily, and suddenly there came
to his memory some words he had once read, he did not know when, or
where:

\x93The spirit that resteth upon a lie is a spirit in prison.\x94

As he remembered them he felt guilty, guilty before Hermione. He saw
her as a spirit confined for years in a prison to which his action had
condemned her. Yes, she was in the dark. She was in an airless place.
She was deprived of the true liberty, that great freedom which is the
accurate knowledge of the essential truths of our own individual lives.
From his mind in that moment the cause of Hermione\x92s outburst, Vere and
her childish secrets, were driven out by a greater thing that came upon
it like a strong and mighty wind--the memory of that lie, in which he
had enclosed his friend\x92s life for years, that lie on which her spirit
had rested, on which it was resting still. And his sense of truth did
not permit him to try to refute her accusation. Indeed, he was filled
with a desire that nearly conquered him--there and then, brutally,
clearly, nakedly, to pour forth to his friend all the truth, to say to
her:

\x93You have a strong, a fiery spirit, a spirit that hates the dark, that
hates imprisonment, a spirit that can surely endure, like the eagle, to
gaze steadfastly into the terrible glory of the sun. Then come out of
the darkness, come out of your prison. I put you there--let me bring
you forth. This is the truth--listen! hear it!--it is this--it is
this--and--this!\x94

This desire nearly conquered him. Perhaps it would have conquered him
but for an occurrence that, simple though it was, changed the atmosphere
in which their souls were immersed, brought in upon them another world
with the feeling of other lives than their own.

The boat to which Ruffo belonged, going out of the Pool to the fishing,
passed at this moment slowly upon the sea beneath the terrace, and
from the misty darkness his happy voice came up to them in the song of
Mergellina which he loved:

  \x93Oh, dolce luna bianca de l\x92 Estate
    Mi fugge il sonno accanto a la marina:
   Mi destan le dolcissime serate
    Gli occhi di Rosa e il mar di Mergellina.\x94

Dark was the night, moonless, shrouded in the mist. But his boy\x92s heart
defied it, laughed at the sorrowful truths of life, set the sweet white
moon in the sky, covered the sea with her silver. Artois turned towards
the song and stood still. But Hermione, as if physically compelled
towards it, moved away down the terrace, following in the direction in
which the boat was going.

As she passed Artois saw tears running down her cheeks. And he said to
himself:

\x93No, I cannot tell her; I can never tell her. If she is to be told, let
Ruffo tell her. Let Ruffo make her understand. Let Ruffo lift her up
from the lie on which I have made her rest, and lead her out of prison.\x94

As this thought came to him a deep tenderness towards Hermione flooded
his heart. He stood where he was. Far off he still heard Ruffo\x92s voice
drifting away in the mist out to the great sea. And he saw the vague
form of Hermione leaning down over the terrace wall, towards the sea,
the song, and Ruffo.

How intensely strange, how mysterious, how subtle was the influence
housed within the body of that singing boy, that fisher-boy, which,
like an issuing fluid, or escaping vapor, or perfume, had stirred and
attracted the childish heart of Vere, had summoned and now held fast the
deep heart of Hermione.

Just then Artois felt as if in the night he was walking with the
Eternities, as if that song, now fading away across the sea, came
even from them. We do not die. For in that song to which Hermione bent
down--the dead man lived when that boy\x92s voice sang it. In that boat,
now vanishing upon the sea, the dead man held an oar. In that warm young
heart of Ruffo the dead man moved, and spoke--spoke to his child,
Vere, whom he had never seen, spoke to his wife, Hermione, whom he had
deceived, yet whom he had loved.

Then let him--let the dead man himself--speak out of that temple which
he had created in a moment of lawless passion, out of that son whom he
had made to live by the action which had brought upon him death.

Ruffo--all was in the hands of Ruffo, to whom Hermione, weeping, bent
for consolation.

The song died away. Yet Hermione did not move, but still leaned over
the sea. She scarcely knew where she was. The soul of her, the suffering
soul, was voyaging through the mist with Ruffo, was voyaging through the
mist and through the night with--her Sicilian and all the perfect past.
It seemed to her at that moment that she had lost Vere in the dark, that
she had lost Emile in the dark, that even Gaspare was drifting from her
in a mist of secrecy which he did not intend that she should penetrate.

There was only Ruffo left.

He had no secrets. He threw no darkness round him and those who loved
him. In his happy, innocent song was his happy, innocent soul.

She listened, she leaned down, almost she stretched out her arms towards
the sea. And in that moment she knew in her mind and she felt in her
heart that Ruffo was very near to her, that he meant very much to her,
even that she loved him.



CHAPTER XXXIV

Artois left the island that night without speaking to Hermione. He
waited a long time. But she did not move to come to him. And he did not
dare to go to her. He did not dare! In all their long friendship never
before had his spirit bent before, or retreated as if in fear from
Hermione\x92s. To-night he was conscious that in her fierce anger, and
afterwards in her tears, she had emancipated herself from him. He was
conscious of her force as he had never been conscious of it before.
Something within him almost abdicated to her intensity. And at last he
turned and went softly away from the terrace. He descended to the sea.
He left the island.

Were they no longer friends?

As the boat gave itself to the mist he wondered. It had come to this,
then--that he did not know whether Hermione and he were any longer
friends. Almost imperceptibly, with movement so minute that it had
seemed like immobility, they had been drifting apart through these days
and nights of the summer. And now abruptly the gulf appeared between
them.

He felt just then that they could never more be friends, that their old
happy camaraderie could never be reestablished.

That they could ever be enemies was unthinkable. Even in Hermione\x92s
bitterness and anger Artois felt her deep affection. In her cry, \x93Take
care, Emile, or I shall hate you for keeping me in the dark!\x94 he heard
only the hatred that is the other side of love.

But could they ever be comrades again? And if they could not, what could
they be?

As the boat slipped on, under the Saint\x92s light, which was burning
although the mist had hidden it from Hermione\x92s searching eyes, and out
to the open sea, Artois heard again her fierce exclamation. It blended
with Vere\x92s sob. He looked up and saw the faint lights of the Casa del
Mare fading from him in the night. And an immense sadness, mingled with
an immense, but chaotic, longing invaded him. He felt horribly lonely,
and he felt a strange, new desire for the nearness to him of life. He
yearned to feel life close to him, pulsing with a rhythm to which the
rhythm of his being answered. He yearned for that strange and exquisite
satisfaction, compounded of mystery and wonder, and thrilling with
something akin to pain, that is called forth in the human being who
feels another human being centring all its highest faculties, its
strongest powers, its deepest hopes in him. He desired intensely, as he
had never desired before, true communion with another, that mingling of
bodies, hearts, and spirits, that is the greatest proof of God to man.

The lights of the Casa del Mare were lost to his eyes in the night.
He looked for them still. He strained his eyes to see them. But the
powerful night would not yield up its prey.

And now, in the darkness and with Hermione\x92s last words ringing in his
ears, he felt almost overwhelmed by the solitariness of his life in the
world of lives.

That day, before he came to the island, he had met himself face to face
like a man meeting his double. He had stripped himself bare. He had
searched himself for the truth. Remembering all the Marchesino had said,
he had demanded of his heart the truth, uncertain whether it would save
or slay him. It had not slain him. When the colloquy was over he was
still upright.

But he had realized as never before the delicate poise of human nature,
set, without wings, on a peak with gulfs about it. Had he not looked in
time, and with clear, steadfast eyes, might he not have fallen?

His affection for Vere was perfectly pure, was the love of a man without
desire for a gracious and charming child. It still was that. He knew it
for that by the wave of disgust that went over him when his imagination,
prompted by the Marchesino\x92s brutality, set pictures before him of
himself in other relations with Vere. The real man in him recoiled
so swiftly, so uncontrollably, that he was reassured as to his
own condition. And yet he found much to condemn, something to be
contemptuous of, something almost to weep over--that desire to establish
a monopoly--that almost sickly regret for his vanished youth, that
bitterness against the community to which all young things instinctively
belong, whatever their differences of intellect, temperament, and
feeling.

Could he have fallen?

Even now he did not absolutely know whether such a decadence might have
been possible to him or not. But that now it would not be possible he
felt that he did know.

Age could never complete youth, and Vere must be complete. He had
desired to make her gift for song complete. He could never desire to
mutilate her life. Had he not said to himself one day, as his boat
glided past the sloping gardens of Posilipo, \x93Vere must be happy.\x94

Yet that evening he had made her unhappy.

He had come to the island from his self-examination strong in the
determination to be really himself, no longer half self-deceived and so
deceiving. He had gone out upon the terrace, and waited there. But when
Vere had come to join him, he had not been able to be natural. In his
desire to rehabilitate himself thoroughly and swiftly in his own opinion
he must have been almost harsh to the child. She had approached him a
little doubtfully. She had needed specially just then to be met with
even more than the usual friendship. Artois had seen in her face, in her
expressive eyes, a plea not for forgiveness--there was no need for that,
but for compassion, an appeal to him to ignore and yet to sympathise,
that was exquisitely young and winning. But, because of his
self-examination, and because he was feeling acutely, he had been
abrupt, cold, changed in his manner. They had sat down together in the
dark, and after some uneasy conversation, Vere, perhaps eager to make
things easier between herself and \x93Monsieur Emile,\x94 had brought up the
subject of her poems with a sort of anxious simplicity, and a touch of
timidity that yet was confidential. And Artois, still recoiling secretly
from that which might possibly have become a folly but could never have
been anything more, had told Vere plainly and almost sternly that she
must go to her literary path unaided, unadvised by him.

\x93I was glad to advise you at the beginning, Vere,\x94 he had said, finally;
\x93but now I must leave you to yourself to work out your own salvation.
You have talent. Trust it. Trust yourself. Do no lean on any one, least
of all on me.\x94

\x93No, Monsieur Emile,\x94 she had answered.

Those were the last words exchanged between them before Hermione came
and questioned Vere. And only when Vere slipped into the house, leaving
that sound of pain behind her, did Artois realize how cruel he must have
seemed in his desire quickly to set things right.

He realized that; but, subtle though he was, he did not understand the
inmost and root-cause of Vere\x92s loss of self-control.

Vere was feeling bitterly ashamed, had been bending under this sense of
undeserved shame, ever since the Marchesino\x92s stratagem on the preceding
night. Although she was gay and fearless, she was exquisitely sensitive.
Peppina\x92s confession had roused her maidenhood to a theoretical
knowledge of certain things in life, of certain cruel phases of man\x92s
selfishness and lust which, till then, she had never envisaged. The
Marchesino\x92s madness had carried her one step further. She had not
actually looked into the abyss. But she had felt herself near to
something that she hated even more than she feared it. And she had
returned to the hotel full of a shrinking delicacy, not to be explained,
intense as snow, which had made the meeting with her mother and Artois
a torture to her, which had sealed her lips to silence that night, which
had made her half apology to Gaspare in the morning a secret agony,
which had even set a flush on her face when she looked at San Francesco.
The abrupt change in Monsieur Emile\x92s demeanor towards her made her feel
as if she were despised by him because she had been the victim of the
Marchesino\x92s trick. Or perhaps Monsieur Emile completely misunderstood
her; perhaps he thought--perhaps he dared to think, that she had helped
the Marchesino in his manoeuvre.

Vere felt almost crucified, but was too proud to speak of the pain and
bitterness within her. Only when her mother came out upon the terrace
did she suddenly feel that she could bear no more.

That night, directly she was in her room, she locked her door. She was
afraid that her mother might follow her, to ask what was the matter.

But Hermione did not come. She, too, wished to be alone that night. She,
too, felt that she could not be looked at by searching eyes that night.

She did not know when Artois left the terrace. Long after Ruffo\x92s song
had died away she still leaned over the sea, following his boat with her
desirous heart. Artois, too, was on the sea. She did not know it. She
was, almost desperately, seeking a refuge in the past. The present
failed her. That was her feeling. Then she would cling to the past. And
in that song, prompted now by her always eager imagination, she seemed
to hear it. For she was almost fiercely, feverishly, beginning to
find resemblances in Ruffo to Maurice. At first she had noticed none,
although she had been strangely attracted by the boy. Then she had seen
that look, fleeting but vivid, that seemed for a moment to bring Maurice
before her. Then, on the cliff, she had discerned a likeness of line, a
definite similarity of features.

And now--was not that voice like Maurice\x92s? Had it not his wonderful
thrill of youth in it, that sound of the love of life which wakes all
the pulses of the body and stirs all the depths of the heart?

  \x93Oh, dolce luna bianca de l\x92 estate----\x94

The voice upon the sea was singing always the song of Mergellina. But
to Hermione it began to seem that the song was changing to another song,
and that the voice that was dying away across the shrouded water was
sinking into the shadows of a ravine upon a mountainside.

  \x93Ciao, Ciao, Ciao,
   Morettina bella, ciao----\x94

Maurice was going to the fishing under the sweet white moon of Sicily.
And she--she was no longer leaning down from the terrace of the Casa del
Mare, but from the terrace of the House of the Priest.

  \x93Prima di partire
   Un bacio ti voglio da!\x94

That kiss, which he had given her before he had gone away from her
forever! She seemed to feel it on her lips again, and she shut her eyes,
giving herself up to a passion of the imagination.

When she opened them again she felt exhausted and terribly alone.
Maurice had gone down into the ravine. He was never coming back. Ruffo
was taken by the mists and by the night. She lifted herself up from
the balustrade and looked round, remembering suddenly that she had left
Artois upon the terrace. He had disappeared silently, without a word of
good-bye.

And now, seeing the deserted terrace, she recollected her fierce attack
upon Artois, she remembered how she had stood in the black room
watching the two darknesses outside, listening to their silence. And she
remembered her conversation with Ruffo.

Actualities rushed back upon her memory. She felt as if she heard them
coming like an army to the assault. Her brain was crowded with jostling
thoughts, her heart with jostling feelings and fears. She was like one
trying to find a safe path through a black troop of threatening secrets.
What had happened that night between Vere and Emile? Why had Vere fled?
Why had she wept? And the previous night with the Marchesino--Vere had
not spoken of it to her mother. Hermione had found it impossible to ask
her child for any details. There was a secret too. And there were the
two secrets, which now she knew, but which Vere and Artois thought
were unknown to her still. And then--that mystery of which Ruffo had
innocently spoken that night.

As Hermione, moving in imagination through the black and threatening
troop, came to that last secret, she was again assailed by a curious,
and horrible, sensation of apprehension. She again felt very little and
very helpless, like a child.

She moved away from the balustrade and turned towards the house. Above,
in her sitting-room, the light still shone. The other windows on this
side of the Casa del Mare were dark. She felt that she must go to that
light quickly, and she hastened in, went cautiously--though now almost
panic-stricken--through the black room with the French windows, and came
into the dimly lighted passage that led to the front door.

Gaspare was there locking up. She came to him.

\x93Good-night, Gaspare,\x94 she said, stopping.

\x93Good-night, Signora,\x94 he answered, slightly turning his head, but not
looking into her face.

Hermione turned to go up-stairs. She went up two or three steps. She
heard a bolt shot into its place below her, and she stopped again.
To-night she felt for the first time almost afraid of Gaspare. She
trusted him as she had always trusted him--completely. Yet that trust
was mingled with this new and dreadful sensation of fear bred of her
conviction that he held some secret from her in his breast. Indeed, it
was her trust in Gaspare which made her fear so keen. As she stood on
the staircase she knew that. If Gaspare kept things, kept anything from
her that at all concerned her life, it must be because he was faithfully
trying to save her from some pain or misery.

But perhaps she was led astray by her depression of to-night. Perhaps
this mystery was her own creation, and he would be quite willing to
explain, to clear it away with a word.

\x93Gaspare,\x94 she said, \x93have you finished locking up?\x94

\x93Not quite, Signora. I have the front of the house to do.\x94

\x93Of course. Well, when you have finished come up to my room for a
minute, will you?\x94

\x93Va bene, Signora.\x94

Was there reluctance in his voice? She thought there was. She went
up-stairs and waited in her sitting-room. It seemed to her that Gaspare
was a very long time locking up. She leaned out of the window that
overlooked the terrace to hear if he was shutting the French windows.
When she did so she saw him faintly below, standing by the balustrade.
She watched him, wondering what he was doing, till at last she could not
be patient any longer.

\x93Gaspare!\x94 she called out.

He started violently.

\x93I am coming, Signora.\x94

\x93I am waiting for you.\x94

\x93A moment, Signora!\x94

Yes, his voice was reluctant; but he went at once towards the house and
disappeared. Directly afterwards she heard the windows being shut and
barred, then a step coming rather slowly up the staircase.

\x93Che vuole, Signora?\x94

How many times she had heard that phrase from Gaspare\x92s lips? How many
times in reply she had expressed some simple desire! To-night she found
a difficulty in answering that blunt question. There was so much that
she wished, wanted--wide and terrible want filled her heart.

\x93Che vuole?\x94 he repeated.

As she heard it a second time, suddenly Hermione knew that for the
moment she was entirely dominated by Ruffo and that, which concerned,
which was connected with him. The fisher-boy had assumed an abrupt and
vast importance in her life.

\x93Gaspare,\x94 she said, \x93you know me pretty well by this time, don\x92t you?\x94

\x93Know you, Signora! Of course I know you!\x94 He gazed at her, then added,
\x93Who should know you, Signora, if I do not?\x94

\x93That is just what I mean, Gaspare. I wonder--I wonder--\x94 She broke off.
\x93Do you understand, Gaspare, how important you are to me, how necessary
you are to me?\x94

An expressive look that was full of gentleness dawned in his big eyes.

\x93Si, Signora, I understand.\x94

\x93And I think you ought to understand my character by this time.\x94 She
looked at him earnestly. \x93But I sometimes wonder--I mean lately--I
sometimes wonder whether you do quite understand me.\x94

\x93Why, Signora?\x94

\x93Do you know what I like best from the people who are near me, who live
with me?\x94

\x93Si, Signora.\x94

\x93What?\x94

\x93Affection, Signora. You like to be cared for, Signora.\x94

She felt tears rising again in her eyes.

\x93Yes, I love affection. But--there\x92s something else, too. I love to be
trusted. I\x92m not curious. I hate to pry into people\x92s affairs. But I
love to feel that I am trusted, that those I trust and care for would
never keep me in the dark--\x94

She thought again of Emile and of the night and her outburst.

\x93The dark, Signora?\x94

\x93Don\x92t you understand what I mean? When you are in the dark you can\x92t
see anything. You can\x92t see the things you ought to see.\x94

\x93You are not in the dark, Signora.\x94

He spoke rather stupidly, and looked towards the lamp, as if he
misunderstood her explanation. But she knew his quickness of mind too
well to be deceived.

\x93Gaspare,\x94 she said, \x93I don\x92t know whether you are going to be frank
with me, but I am going to be frank with you. Sit down for a minute,
and--please shut the door first.\x94

He looked at her, looked down, hesitated, then went slowly to the door,
and shut it softly. Hermione was sitting on the sofa when he turned. He
came back and stood beside her.

\x93Si, Signora?\x94

\x93I\x92d rather you sat too, Gaspare.\x94

He took a seat on a hard chair. His face had changed. Generally it was
what is called \x93an open face.\x94 Now it looked the opposite to that. When
she glanced at him, almost furtively, Hermione was once more assailed
by fear. She began to speak quickly, with determination, to combat her
fear.

\x93Gaspare, I may be wrong, but for some time I have felt now and then as
if you and I were not quite as we used to be together, as if--well, now
and then it seems to me as if there was a wall, and I was on one side
of the wall and you were on the other. I don\x92t like that feeling, after
having you with me so long. I don\x92t like it, and I want to get rid of
it.\x94

She paused.

\x93Si, Signora,\x94 he said, in a low voice.

He was now looking at the floor. His arms were resting on his knees, and
his hands hung down touching each other.

\x93It seems to me that--I never noticed the thing between us until--until
Ruffo came to the island.\x94

\x93Ruffo?\x94

\x93Yes, Gaspare, Ruffo.\x94

She spoke with increasing energy and determination, still combating her
still formless fear. And because of this interior combat her manner and
voice were not quite natural, though she strove to keep them so, knowing
well how swiftly a Sicilian will catch the infection of a strange mood,
will be puzzled by it, be made obstinate, even dogged by it.

\x93I am sure that all this--I mean that this has something to do with
Ruffo.\x94

Gaspare said nothing.

\x93I know you like Ruffo, Gaspare. I believe you like him very much. Don\x92t
you?\x94

\x93Signora, Ruffo has never done me any harm.\x94

\x93Ruffo is very fond of you.\x94

She saw Gaspare redden.

\x93He respects and admires you more than other people. I have noticed
that.\x94

Gaspare cleared his throat but did not look up or make any remark.

\x93Both the Signorina and I like Ruffo, too. We feel--at least I feel--I
feel as if he had become one of the family.\x94

Gaspare looked up quickly and his eyes were surely fierce.

\x93One of the family!\x94 he exclaimed.

Hermione wondered if he were jealous.

\x93I don\x92t mean that I put him with you, Gaspare. No--but he seems to me
quite a friend. Tell me--do you know anything against Ruffo?\x94

\x93Non, Signora.\x94

It came very slowly from his lips.

\x93Absolutely nothing?\x94

\x93Signora, I don\x92t know anything bad of Ruffo.\x94

\x93I felt sure not. Don\x92t you like his coming to the island?\x94

Gaspare\x92s face was still flushed.

\x93Signora, it is nothing to do with me.\x94

A sort of dull anger seemed to be creeping into his voice, an accent
of defiance that he was trying to control. Hermione noticed it, and it
brought her to a resolve that, till now, she had avoided. Her secret
fear had prompted her to delay, to a gradual method of arriving at
the truth. Now she sat forward, clasping her hands together hard, and
speaking quickly:

\x93Gaspare, I feel sure that you noticed long ago something very strange
in Ruffo. Perhaps you noticed it almost at once. I believe you did. It
is this. Ruffo has an extraordinary look in his face sometimes, a look
of--of your dead Padrone. I didn\x92t see it for some time, but I think you
saw it directly. Did you? Did you, Gaspare?\x94

There was no answer. Gaspare only cleared his throat again more
violently. Hermione waited for a minute. Then, understanding that he was
not going to answer, she went on:

\x93You have seen it--we have both noticed it. Now I want to tell you
something--something that happened to-night.\x94

Gaspare started, looked up quickly, darted at his Padrona a searching
glance of inquiry.

\x93What is it?\x94 she said.

\x93Niente!\x94

He kept his eyes on her, staring with a tremendous directness that was
essentially southern. And she returned his gaze.

\x93I was with Ruffo this evening. We talked, and he told me that he met
you at the Festa last night. He told me, too, that he was with his
mother.\x94

She waited to give him a chance of speaking, of forestalling any
question. But he only stared at her with dilated eyes.

\x93He told me that you knew his mother, and that his mother knew you.\x94

\x93Why not?\x94

\x93Of course, there is no reason. What surprised me rather\x94--she was
speaking more slowly now, and more unevenly--\x93was this--\x94

\x93Si?\x94

Gaspare\x92s voice was loud. He lifted up his hands and laid them heavily
on his knees.

\x93Si?\x94 he repeated.

\x93After you had spoken with her, she cried, Ruffo\x92s mother cried,
Gaspare. And she said, \x91To think of its being Gaspare on the island!\x92\x94

\x93Is that all?\x94

\x93No.\x94

A look that was surely a look of fear came into his face, rendering it
new to Hermione. Never before had she seen such an expression--or had
she once--long ago--one night in Sicily?

\x93That isn\x92t all. Ruffo took his mother home, and when they got home she
said to him this, \x91Has Gaspare ever said you were like somebody?\x92\x94

Gaspare said nothing.

\x93Did you hear, Gaspare?\x94

\x93Si, Signora.\x94

\x93Gaspare, it seems to me\x94--Hermione was speaking now very slowly, like
one shaping a thought in her mind while she spoke--\x93it seems to me
strange that you and Ruffo\x92s mother should have known each other so well
long before Ruffo was born, and that she should cry because she met you
at the Festa, and that--afterwards--she should ask Ruffo that.\x94

\x93Strange?\x94

The fear that had been formless was increasing now in Hermione, and
surely it was beginning at last to take a form, but as yet only a form
that was vague and shadowy.

\x93Yes. I think it very strange. Did you\x94--an intense curiosity was alive
in her now--\x93did you know Ruffo\x92s mother in Sicily?\x94

\x93Signora, it does not matter where I knew her.\x94

\x93Why should she say that?\x94

\x93What?\x94

\x93Has Gaspare ever said you were like somebody?\x94

\x93I have never said Ruffo was like anybody!\x94 Gaspare exclaimed, with
sudden and intense violence. \x93May the Madonna let me die--may I die\x94--he
held up his arms--\x93may I die to-morrow if I have ever said Ruffo was
like anybody!\x94

He got up from his chair. His face was red in patches, like the face of
a man stricken with fever.

\x93Gaspare, I know that, but what could this woman have meant?\x94

\x93Madonna! How should I know? Signora, how can I tell what a woman like
that means? Such women have no sense, they talk, they gossip--ah, ah,
ah, ah!\x94--he imitated the voice of a woman of the people--\x93they are
always on the door-step, their tongues are always going. Dio mio! Who is
to say what they mean, or what nonsense goes through their heads?\x94

Hermione got up and laid her hand heavily on his arm.

\x93I believe you know of whom Ruffo\x92s mother spoke, Gaspare. Tell me
this--did Ruffo\x92s mother ever know your Padrone?\x94

She looked straight into his eyes. It seemed to her as if, for the first
time, there came from them to her a look that had something in it of
dislike. This look struck her to a terrible melancholy, yet she met it
firmly, almost fiercely, with a glance that fought it, that strove to
beat it back. And with a steady voice she repeated the question he had
not answered.

\x93Did Ruffo\x92s mother ever know your Padrone?\x94

Gaspare moved his lips, passing his tongue over them. His eyes fell. He
moved his arm, trying to shift it from his Padrona\x92s hand. Her fingers
closed on it more tenaciously.

\x93Gaspare, I order you to tell me.\x94

\x93Signora,\x94 he said, \x93such things are not in my service. I am here to
work, not to answer questions.\x94

He spoke quietly now, heavily, and moved his feet on the carpet.

\x93You disobey me?\x94

\x93Signora, I shall always obey all your orders as a servant.\x94

\x93And as a friend, Gaspare, as a friend! You are my friend, aren\x92t you?\x94

Her voice had suddenly changed, and in answer to it his face changed. He
looked into her face, and his eyes were full of a lustrous softness that
was like a gentle and warm caress.

\x93Signora, you know what I am for you. Then leave me alone, Signora.\x94 He
spoke solemnly. \x93You ought to trust me, Signora, you ought to trust me.\x94

\x93I do trust you. But you--do you trust me?\x94

\x93Si, Signora.\x94

\x93In everything?\x94

\x93Signora, I trust you; I have always trusted you.\x94

\x93And my courage--do you trust that?\x94

He did not answer.

\x93I don\x92t think you do, Gaspare.\x94

Suddenly she felt that he was right not to trust it. Again she felt
beset by fear, and as if she had nothing within her that was strong
enough to stand up in further combat against the assaults of the world
and of destiny. The desire to know all, to probe this mystery, abruptly
left her, was replaced by an almost frantic wish to be always ignorant,
if only that ignorance saved her from any fresh sorrow or terror.

\x93Never mind,\x94 she said. \x93You needn\x92t answer. I don\x92t want--What does it
all matter? It\x92s--it\x92s all so long ago.\x94

Having got hold of that phrase, she clung to it as if for comfort.

\x93It\x92s all so long ago,\x94 she repeated. \x93Years and years ago. We\x92ve
forgotten it. We\x92ve forgotten Sicily, Gaspare. Why should we think of it
or trouble about it any more? Good-night, Gaspare.\x94

She smiled at him, but her face was drawn and looked old.

\x93Buona notte, Signora.\x94

He did not smile, but gazed at her with earnest gentleness, and still
with that lustrous look in his eyes, full of tenderness and protection.

\x93Buon riposo, Signora.\x94

He went away, surely relieved to go. At the door he said again:

\x93Buon riposo.\x94

The door was shut.

\x93Buon riposo!\x94

Hermione repeated the words to herself.

\x93Riposo!\x94

The very thought of repose was like the most bitter irony. She walked
up and down the room. To-night there was no stability in her. She
was shaken, lacerated mentally, by sharply changing moods that rushed
through her, one chasing another. Scarcely had Gaspare gone before she
longed to call him back, to force him to speak, to explain everything to
her. The fear that cringed was suddenly replaced by the fear that rushes
forward blindly, intent only on getting rid of uncertainty even at the
cost of death. Soldiers know that fear. It has given men to bayonet
points.

Now it increased rapidly within Hermione. She was devoured by a terror
that was acutely nervous, that gnawed her body as well as her soul.

Gaspare had known Ruffo\x92s mother in Sicily. And Maurice--he had known
Ruffo\x92s mother. He must have known her. But when? How had he got to know
her?

Hermione stood still.

\x93It must have been when I was in Africa!\x94

A hundred details of her husband\x92s conduct, from the moment of his
return from the fair till the last kiss he had given her before he went
away down the side of Monte Amato, flashed through her mind. And each
one seemed to burn her mind as a spark, touching flesh, burns the flesh.

\x93It was when I was in Africa!\x94

She went to the window and leaned out into the night over the misty sea.
Her lips moved. She was repeating to herself again and again:

\x93To-morrow I\x92ll go to Mergellina! To-morrow I\x92ll go to Mergellina!\x94



CHAPTER XXXV

Hermione did not sleep at all that night. When the dawn came she got up
and looked out over the sea. The mist had vanished with the darkness.
The vaporous heat was replaced by a delicate freshness that embraced the
South as dew embraces a rose. On the as yet pale waters, full of varying
shades of gray, slate color, ethereal mauve, very faint pink and white,
were dotted many fishing-boats. Hermione looked at them with her tired
eyes. Ruffo\x92s boat was no doubt among them. There was one only a few
hundred yards beyond the rocks from which Vere sometimes bathed. Perhaps
that was his.

Ruffo\x92s boat! Ruffo!

She put her elbows on the sill of the window and rested her face in her
hands.

Her eyes felt very dry, like sand she thought, and her mind felt dry
too, as if insomnia was withering it up. She opened her lips to breathe
in the salt freshness of the morning.

Upon Anacapri a woolly white cloud lay lightly. The distant coast, where
dreams Sorrento, was becoming clearer every moment.

Often and often in the summer-time had Hermione been invaded by the
radiant cheerfulness of the Bay of Naples. She knew no sea that had its
special gift of magical gayety and stirring hopefulness, its laughing
Pagan appeal to all the light things of the soul. It woke even the weary
heart to holiday when, in the summer, it glittered and danced in the
sun, whispering or calling with a tender or bold vivacity along its
lovely coast.

Out of this morning beauty, refined and exquisitely gentle, would rise
presently that livelier Pagan spirit. It was not hers. She was no Pagan.
But she had loved it, and she had, or thought she had, been able to
understand it.

All that was long ago.

Now, as she leaned out, her soul felt old and haggard, and the contact
with the youth and freshness of the morning emphasized its inability
to be influenced any more by youthful wonders, by the graciousness and
inspiration that are the gifts of dawn.

Was that Ruffo\x92s boat?

Her mind was dwelling on Ruffo, but mechanically, heavily, like a thing
with feet of lead, unable to lift itself once it had dropped down upon a
surface.

All the night her brain had been busy. Now it did not slumber, but it
brooded, like the mist that had so lately left the sea. It brooded upon
the thought of Ruffo.

The light grew. Over the mountains the sky spread scarlet banners.
The sea took, with a quiet readiness that was happily submissive, its
burnished gift of gold. The gray was lost in gold.

And Hermione watched, and drank in the delicate air, but caught nothing
of the delicate spirit of the dawn.

Presently the boat that lay not far beyond the rocks moved. A little
black figure stood up in it, swayed to and fro, plying tiny oars. The
boat diminished. It was leaving the fishing-ground. It was going towards
Mergellina.

\x93To-day I am going to Mergellina.\x94

Hermione said that to herself as she watched the boat till it
disappeared in the shining gold that was making a rapture of the sea.
She said it, but the words seemed to have little meaning, the fact which
they conveyed to be unimportant to her.

And she leaned out of the window, with a weary and inexpressive face,
while the gold spread ever more widely over the sea, and the Pagan
spirit surely stirred from its brief repose to greet the brilliant day.

Presently she became aware of a boat approaching the island from the
direction of Mergellina. She saw it first when it was a long distance
off, and watched it idly as it drew near. It looked black against the
gold, till it was off the Villa Pantano. But then, or soon after, she
saw that it was white. It was making straight for the island, propelled
by vigorous arms.

Now she thought it looked like one of the island boats. Could Vere have
got up and gone out so early with Gaspare?

She drew back, lifted her face from her hands, and stood straight up
against the curtain of the window. In a moment she heard the sound of
oars in the water, and saw that the boat was from the island, and that
Gaspare was in it alone. He looked up, saw her, and raised his cap, but
with a rather reluctant gesture that scarcely indicated satisfaction or
a happy readiness to greet her. She hesitated, then called out to him.

\x93Good-morning, Gaspare.\x94

\x93Good-morning, Signora.\x94

\x93How early you are up!\x94

\x93And you, too, Signora.\x94

\x93Couldn\x92t you sleep?\x94

\x93Signora, I never want much sleep.\x94

\x93Where have you been?\x94

\x93I have been for a row, Signora.\x94

He lifted his cap again and began to row in. The boat disappeared into
the Saint\x92s Pool.

\x93He has been to Mergellina.\x94

The mind of Hermione was awake again. The sight of Gaspare had lifted
those feet of lead. Once more she was in flight.

Arabs can often read the thoughts of those whom they know. In many
Sicilians there is some Arab blood, and sometimes Hermione had felt that
Gaspare knew well intentions of hers which she had never hinted to him.
Now she was sure that in the night he had divined her determination to
go to Mergellina, to see the mother of Ruffo, to ask her for the truth
which Gaspare had refused to tell. He had divined this, and he had gone
to Mergellina before her. Why?

She was fully roused now. She felt like one in a conflict. Was there,
then, to be a battle between herself and Gaspare, a battle over this
hidden truth?

Now she felt that it was vital to her to know this truth. Yet when her
mind, or her tormented heart, was surely on the verge of its statement,
was--or seemed to be--about to say to her, \x93Perhaps it is--that!\x94 or
\x93It is--that!\x94 something within her, housed deep down in her, refused to
listen, refused to hear, revolted from--what it did not acknowledge the
existence of.

Paradox alone could hint the condition of her mind just then. She was in
the thrall of fear, but, had she been questioned, would not have allowed
that she was afraid.

Afterwards she never rightly knew what was the truth of her during this
period of her life.

There was to be a conflict between her and Gaspare.

She came from the window, took a bath, and dressed. When she had
finished she looked in the glass. Her face was calm, but set and grim.
She had not known she could look like that. She hated her face, her
expression, and she came away from the glass feeling almost afraid of
herself.

At breakfast she and Vere always met. The table was laid out-of-doors
in the little garden or on the terrace if the weather was fine, in the
dining-room if it was bad. This morning Hermione saw the glimmer of
the white cloth near the fig-tree. She wondered if Vere was there,
and longed to plead a headache and to have her coffee in her bedroom.
Nevertheless, she went down resolved to govern herself.

In the garden she found Giulia smiling and putting down the silver
coffee-pot in quite a bower of roses. Vere was not visible.

Hermione exchanged a good-morning with Giulia and sat down. The
servant\x92s smiling face brought her a mingled feeling of relief and
wonder. The pungent smell of coffee, conquering the soft scent of the
many roses, pinned her mind abruptly down to the simple realities and
animal pleasures and necessities of life. She made a strong effort to
be quite normal, to think of the moment, to live for it. The morning was
fresh and lively; the warmth of the sun, the tonic vivacity of the air
from the sea, caressed and quickened her blood.

The minute garden was secluded. A world that seemed at peace, a world
of rocks and waters far from the roar of traffic, the uneasy hum of men,
lay around her.

Surely the moment was sweet, was peaceful. She would live in it.

Vere came slowly from the house, and at once Hermione\x92s newly made and
not yet carried out resolution crumbled into dust. She forgot the
sun, the sea, the peaceful situation and all material things. She
was confronted by the painful drama of the island life! Vere with her
secrets, Emile with his, Gaspare fighting to keep her, his Padrona,
still in mystery. And she was confronted by her own passions, those
hosts of armed men that have their dwelling in every powerful nature.

Vere came up listlessly.

\x93Good-morning, Madre,\x94 she said.

She kissed her mother\x92s cheek with cold lips.

\x93What lovely roses!\x94

She smelled them and sat down in her place facing the sea-wall.

\x93Yes, aren\x92t they?\x94

\x93And such a heavenly morning after the mist! What are we going to do
to-day?\x94

Hermione gave her her coffee, and the little dry tap of a spoon on an
egg-shell was heard in the stillness of the garden.

\x93Well, I--I am going across to take the tram.\x94

\x93Are you?\x94

\x93Yes.\x94

\x93Naples again? I\x92m tired of Naples.\x94

There was in her voice a sound that suggested rather hatred than
lassitude.

\x93I don\x92t know that I shall go as far as Naples. I am going to
Mergellina.\x94

\x93Oh!\x94

Vere did not ask her what she was going to do there. She showed no
special interest, no curiosity.

\x93What will you do, Vere?\x94

\x93I don\x92t know.\x94

She glanced round. Hermione saw that her usually bright eyes were dull
and lack-lustre.

\x93I don\x92t know what I shall do.\x94

She sighed and began to eat her egg slowly, as if she had no appetite.

\x93Did you sleep well, Vere?\x94

\x93Not very well, Madre.\x94

\x93Are you tired of the island?\x94

Vere looked up as if startled.

\x93Oh no! at least\x94--she paused--\x93No, I don\x92t believe I could ever be
really that. I love the island.\x94

\x93What is it, then?\x94

\x93Sometimes--some days one doesn\x92t know exactly what to do.\x94

\x93Well, but you always seem occupied.\x94 Hermione spoke with slow meaning,
not unkindly, but with a significance she hardly meant to put into
her voice, yet could not keep out of it. \x93You always manage to find
something to do.\x94

Suddenly Vere\x92s eyes filled with tears. She bent down her head and went
on eating. Again she heard Monsieur Emile\x92s harsh words. They seemed to
have changed her world. She felt despised. At that moment she hated the
Marchesino with a fiery hatred.

Hermione was not able to put her arm round her child quickly, to ask
her what was the matter, to kiss her tears away, or to bid them flow
quietly, openly, while Vere rested against her, secure that the sorrow
was understood, was shared. She could only pretend not to see, while she
thought of the two shadows in the garden last night.

What could have happened between Emile and Vere? What had been said,
done, to cause that cry of pain, those tears? Was it possible that Emile
had let Vere see plainly his--his--? But here Hermione stopped. Not
even in her own mind, for herself alone, could she summon up certain
spectres.

She went on eating her breakfast, and pretending not to notice that Vere
was troubled. Presently Vere spoke again.

\x93Would you like me to come with you to Mergellina, Madre?\x94 she said.

Her voice was rather uneven, almost trembling.

\x93Oh no, Vere!\x94

Hermione spoke hastily, abruptly, strongly conscious of the
impossibility of taking Vere with her. Directly she had said the
words she realized that they must have fallen on Vere like a blow. She
realized this still more when she looked quickly up and saw that Vere\x92s
face was scarlet.

\x93I don\x92t mean that I shouldn\x92t like to have you with me, Vere,\x94 she
added, hurriedly. \x93But--\x94

\x93It\x92s all right, Madre. Well, I\x92ve finished. I think I shall go out a
little in my boat.\x94

She went away, half humming, half singing the tune of the Mergellina
song.

Hermione put down her cup. She had not finished her coffee, but she knew
she could not finish it. Life seemed at that moment utterly intolerable
to her. She felt desperate, as a nature does that is forced back upon
itself by circumstances, that is forced to be, or to appear to be,
traitor to itself. And in her desperation action presented itself to her
as imperatively necessary--necessary as air is to one suffocating.

She got up. She would start at once for Mergellina. As she went
up-stairs she remembered that she did not know where Ruffo\x92s mother
lived, what she was like, even what her name was. The boy had always
spoken of her as \x93Mia Mamma.\x94 They dwelt at Mergellina. That was all she
knew.

She did not choose to ask Gaspare anything. She would go alone, and find
out somehow for herself where Ruffo lived. She would ask the fishermen.
Or perhaps she would come across Ruffo. Probably he had gone home by
this time from the fishing.

Quickly, energetically she got ready.

Just before she left her room she saw Vere pass slowly by upon the
sea, rowing a little way out alone, as she often did in the calm summer
weather. Vere had a book, and almost directly she laid the oars in their
places side by side, went into the stern, sat down under the awning,
and began--apparently--to read. Hermione watched her for two or three
minutes. She looked very lonely; and moved by an impulse to try to
erase the impression made on her by the abrupt exclamation at the
breakfast-table, the mother leaned out and hailed the child.

\x93Good-bye, Vere! I am just starting!\x94 she cried out, trying to make her
voice sound cheerful and ordinary.

Vere looked up for a second.

\x93Good-bye!\x94

She bent her head and returned to her book.

Hermione felt chilled.

She went down and met Giulia in the passage.

\x93Giulia, is Gaspare anywhere about? I want to cross to the mainland. I
am going to take the tram.\x94

\x93Signora, are you going to Naples? Maria says--\x94

\x93I can\x92t do any commissions, because I shall probably not go beyond
Mergellina. Find Gaspare, will you?\x94

Giulia went away and Hermione descended to the Saint\x92s Pool. She waited
there two or three minutes. Then Gaspare appeared above.

\x93You want the boat, Signora?\x94

\x93Yes, Gaspare.\x94

He leaped down the steps and stood beside her.

\x93Where do you want to go?\x94

She hesitated. Then she looked him straight in the face and said:

\x93To Mergellina.\x94

He met her eyes without flinching. His face was quite calm.

\x93Shall I row you there, Signora?\x94

\x93I meant to go to the village, and walk up and take the tram.\x94

\x93As you like, Signora. But I can easily row you there.\x94

\x93Aren\x92t you tired after being out so early this morning?\x94

\x93No, Signora.\x94

\x93Did you go far?\x94

\x93Not so very far, Signora.\x94

Hermione hesitated. She knew Gaspare had been to Mergellina. She knew
he had been to see Ruffo\x92s mother. If that were so her journey would
probably be in vain. In their conflict Gaspare had struck the first
blow. Could anything be gained by her going?

Gaspare saw, and perhaps read accurately, her hesitation.

\x93It will get very hot to-day, Signora,\x94 he said, carelessly.

His words decided Hermione. If obstacles were to be put in her way she
would overleap them. At all costs she would emerge from the darkness in
which she was walking. A heat of anger rushed over her. She felt as if
Gaspare, and perhaps Artois, were treating her like a child.

\x93I must go to Mergellina, Gaspare,\x94 she said. \x93And I shall go by tram.
Please row me to the village.\x94

\x93Va bene, Signora,\x94 he answered.

He went to pull in the boat.



CHAPTER XXXVI

When Hermione got out of the boat in the little harbor of the village on
the mainland Gaspare said again:

\x93I could easily row you to Mergellina, Signore. I am not a bit tired.\x94

She looked at him as he stood with his hand on the prow of the boat.
His shirt-sleeves were rolled up, showing his strong arms. There was
something brave, something \x93safe\x94--so she called it to herself--in his
whole appearance which had always appealed to her nature. How she longed
at that moment to be quite at ease with him! Why would he not trust her
completely? Perhaps in her glance just then she showed her thought, her
desire. Gaspare\x92s eyes fell before her.

\x93I think I\x92ll take the tram,\x94 she said, \x93unless--\x94

She was still looking at him, longing for him to speak. But he said
nothing. At that moment a fisherman ran down the steps from the village,
and came over the sand to greet them.

\x93Good-bye, Gaspare,\x94 she said. \x93Don\x92t wait, of course. Giovanni can row
me back.\x94

The fisherman smiled, but Gaspare said:

\x93I can come for you, Signora. You will not be very long, will you? You
will be back for colazione?\x94

\x93Oh yes, I suppose so.\x94

\x93I will come for you, Signora.\x94

Again she looked at him, and felt his deep loyalty to her, his strong
and almost doglike affection. And, feeling them, she was seized once
more by fear. The thing Gaspare hid from her must be something terrible.

\x93Thank you, Gaspare.\x94

\x93A rivederci, Signora.\x94

Was there not a sound of pleading in his voice, a longing to retain her?
She would not heed it. But she gave him a very gentle look as she turned
to walk up the hill.

At the top, by the Trattoria del Giardinetto, she had to wait for
several minutes before the tram came. She remembered her solitary dinner
there on the evening when she had gone to the Scoglio di Frisio to look
at the visitor\x92s book. She had felt lonely then in the soft light of the
fading day. She felt far more lonely now in the brilliant sunshine of
morning. And for an instant she saw herself travelling steadily along
a straight road, from which she could not diverge. She passed milestone
after milestone. And now, not far off, she saw in the distance a great
darkness in which the road ended. And the darkness was the ultimate
loneliness which can encompass on earth the human spirit.

The tram-bell sounded. She lifted her head mechanically. A moment later
she was rushing down towards Naples. Before the tram reached the harbor
of Mergellina, on the hill opposite the Donn\x92 Anna, Hermione got out.
Something in her desired delay; there was plenty of time. She would
walk a little way among the lively people who were streaming to the
Stabilimenti to have their morning dip.

In the tram she had scarcely thought at all. She had given herself to
the air, to speed, to vision. Now, at once, with physical action came an
anxiety, a restlessness, that seemed to her very physical too. Her body
felt ill, she thought; though she knew there was nothing the matter with
her. All through her life her health had been robust. Never yet had she
completely \x93broken down.\x94 She told herself that her body was perfectly
well.

But she was afraid. That was the truth. And to feel fear was specially
hateful to her, because she abhorred cowardice, and was inclined to
despise all timidity as springing from weakness of character.

She dreaded reaching Mergellina. She dreaded seeing this woman, Ruffo\x92s
mother. And Ruffo? Did she dread seeing him?

She fought against her fear. Whatever might befall her she would remain
herself, essentially separate from all other beings and from events,
secure of the tremendous solitude that is the property of every human
being on earth.

\x93Pain, misery, horror, come from within, not from without.\x94 She said
that to herself steadily. \x93I am free so long as I choose, so long as I
have the courage to choose, to be free.\x94

And saying that, and never once allowing her mind to state frankly any
fear, she came down to the harbor of Mergellina.

The harbor and its environs looked immensely gay in the brilliant
sunshine. Life was at play here, even at its busiest. The very workers
sang as if their work were play. Boats went in and out on the water.
Children paddled in the shallow sea, pushing hand-nets along the sand.
From the rocks boys were bathing. Their shouts travelled to the road
where the fishermen were talking with intensity, as they leaned against
the wall hot with the splendid sun.

Hermione looked for Ruffo\x92s face among all these sun-browned faces, for
his bright eyes among all the sparkling eyes of these children of the
sea.

But she could not see him. She walked along the wall slowly.

\x93Ruffo--Ruffo--Ruffo!\x94

She was summoning him with her mind.

Perhaps he was among those bathing boys. She looked across the harbor to
the rocks, and saw the brown body of one shoot through the shining air
and disappear with a splash into the sea.

Perhaps that boy was he--how far away from her loneliness, her sadness,
and her dread!

She began to despair of finding him.

\x93Barca! Barca!\x94

She had reached the steps now near the Savoy Hotel. A happy-looking
boatman, with hazel eyes and a sensitive mouth, hailed her from the
water. It was Fabiano Lari, to whom Artois had once spoken, waiting for
custom in his boat the _Stella del Mare_.

Hermione was attracted to the man, as Artois had been, and she resolved
to find out from him, if possible, where Ruffo\x92s mother lived. She went
down the steps. The man immediately brought his boat right in.

\x93No,\x94 she said, \x93I don\x92t want the boat.\x94

Fabiano looked a little disappointed.

\x93I am looking for some one who lives here, a Sicilian boy called Ruffo.\x94

\x93Ruffo Scarla, Signora? The Sicilian?\x94

\x93That must be he. Do you know him?\x94

\x93Si, Signora, I know Ruffo very well. He was here this morning. But I
don\x92t know where he is now.\x94 He looked round. \x93He may have gone home,
Signora.\x94

\x93Do you know where he lives?\x94

\x93Si, Signora. It is near where I live. It\x92s near the Grotto.\x94

\x93Could you possibly leave your boat and take me there?\x94

\x93Si, Signora! A moment, Signora.\x94

Quickly he signed to a boy who was standing close by watching them. The
boy ran down to the boat. Fabiano spoke to him in dialect. He got into
the boat, while Fabiano jumped ashore.

\x93Signora, I am ready. We go this way.\x94

They walked along together.

Fabiano was as frank and simple as a child, and began at once to talk.
Hermione was glad of that, still more glad that he talked of
himself, his family, the life and affairs of a boatman. She listened
sympathetically, occasionally putting in a word, till suddenly Fabiano
said:

\x93Antonio Bernari will be out to-day. I suppose you know that, Signora?\x94

\x93Antonio Bernari! Who is he? I never heard of him.\x94

Fabiano looked surprised.

\x93But he is Ruffo\x92s Patrigno. He is the husband of Maddalena.\x94

Hermione stood still on the pavement. She did not know why for a moment.
Her mind seemed to need a motionless body in which to work. It was
surely groping after something, eagerly, feverishly, yet blindly.

Fabiano paused beside her.

\x93Signora,\x94 he said, staring at her in surprise, \x93are you tired? Are you
not well?\x94

\x93I\x92m quite well. But wait a minute. Yes, I do want to rest for a
minute.\x94

She dared not move lest she should interfere with that mental search.
Fabiano\x92s words had sent her mind sharply to Sicily.

Maddalena!

She was sure she had known, or heard of, some girl in Sicily called
Maddalena, some girl or some woman. She thought of the servants in
the Casa del Prete, Lucrezia. Had she any sister, any relation called
Maddalena? Or had Gaspare--?

Suddenly Hermione seemed to be on the little terrace above the ravine
with Maurice and Artois. She seemed to feel the heat of noon in summer.
Gaspare was there, too. She saw his sullen face. She saw him looking
ugly. She heard him say:

\x93Salvatore and Maddalena, Signora.\x94

Why had he said that? In answer to what question?

And then, in a flash, she remembered everything. It was she who had
spoken first. She had asked him who lived in the House of the Sirens.

\x93Salvatore and Maddalena.\x94

And afterwards--Maurice had said something. Her mind went in search,
seized its prey.

\x93They\x92re quite friends of ours. We saw them at the fair only yesterday.\x94

Maurice had said that. She could hear his voice saying it.

\x93I\x92m rested now.\x94

She was speaking to Fabiano. They were walking on again among the
chattering people. They had come to the wooden station where the
tram-lines converge.

\x93Is it this way?\x94

\x93Si, Signora, quite near the Grotto. Take care, Signora.\x94

\x93It\x92s all right. Thank you.\x94

They had crossed now and were walking up the street that leads directly
to the tunnel, whose mouth confronted them in the distance. Hermione
felt as if they were going to enter it, were going to walk down it to
the great darkness which seemed to wait for her, to beckon her. But
presently Fabiano turned to the right, and they came into a street
leading up the hill, and stopped almost immediately before a tall house.

\x93Antonio and Maddalena live here, Signora.\x94

\x93And Ruffo,\x94 she said, as if correcting him.

\x93Ruffo! Si, Signora, of course.\x94

Hermione looked at the house. It was evidently let out in rooms
to people who were comparatively poor; not very poor, not in any
destitution, but who made a modest livelihood, and could pay their
fourteen or fifteen lire a month for lodging. She divined by its aspect
that every room was occupied. For the building teemed with life, and
echoed with the sound of calling, or screaming, voices. The inhabitants
were surely all of them in a flurry of furious activity. Children were
playing before and upon the door-step, which was flanked by an open
shop, whose interior revealed with a blatant sincerity a rummage of
mysterious edibles--fruit, vegetables, strings of strange objects
that looked poisonous, fungi, and other delights. Above, from several
windows, women leaned out, talking violently to one another. Two were
holding babies, who testified their new-born sense of life by screaming
shrilly. Across other window-spaces heads passed to and fro, denoting
the continuous movement of those within. People in the street called
to people in the house, and the latter shouted in answer, with that
absolute lack of self-consciousness and disregard of the opinions of
others which is the hall-mark of the true Neapolitan. From the corner
came the rumble and the bell notes of the trams going to and coming from
the tunnel that leads to Fuorigrotta. And from every direction rose
the vehement street calls of ambulant venders of the necessaries of
Neapolitan life.

\x93Ruffo lives here!\x94 said Hermione.

She could hardly believe it. So unsuitable seemed such a dwelling to
that bright-eyed child of the sea, whom she had always seen surrounded
by the wide airs and the waters.

\x93Si, Signora. They are on the third floor. Shall I take you up?\x94

Hermione hesitated. Should she go up alone?

\x93Please show me the way,\x94 she said, deciding.

Fabiano preceded her up a dirty stone staircase, dark and full of
noises, till they came to the third floor.

\x93It is here, Signora!\x94

He knocked loudly on a door. It was opened very quickly, as if by some
one who was on the watch, expectant of an arrival.

\x93Chi e?\x94 cried a female voice.

And, almost simultaneously, a woman appeared with eyes that stared in
inquiry.

By these eyes, their shape, and the long, level brows above them,
Hermione knew that this woman must be Ruffo\x92s mother.

\x93Good-morning, Donna Maddalena,\x94 said Fabiano, heartily.

\x93Good-morning,\x94 said the woman, directing her eyes with a strange and
pertinacious scrutiny to Hermione, who stood behind him. \x93I thought
perhaps it was--\x94

She stopped. Behind, in the doorway, appeared the head of a young woman,
covered with blue-black hair, then the questioning face of an old woman
with a skin like yellow parchment.

\x93Don Antonio?\x94

She nodded, keeping her long, Arab eyes on Hermione.

\x93No. Are you expecting him so early?\x94

\x93He may come at any time. Chi lo sa?\x94

She shrugged her broad, graceless shoulders.

\x93It isn\x92t he! It isn\x92t Antonio!\x94 bleated a pale and disappointed voice,
with a peculiarly irritating timbre.

It was the voice of the old woman, who now darted over Maddalena
Bernari\x92s shoulder a hostile glance at Hermione.

\x93Madonna Santissima!\x94 baaed the woman with the blue-black hair. \x93Perhaps
he will not be let out to-day!\x94

The old woman began to cry feebly, yet angrily.

\x93Courage, Madre Teresa!\x94 said Fabiano. \x93Antonio will be here to-day for
a certainty. Every one knows it. His friends\x94--he raised a big brown
hand significantly--\x93his friends have managed well for him.\x94

\x93Si! si! It is true!\x94 said the black-haired woman, nodding her large
head, and gesticulating towards Madre Teresa. \x93He will be here to-day.
Antonio will be here.\x94

They all stared at Hermione, suddenly forgetting their personal and
private affairs.

\x93Donna Maddalena,\x94 said Fabiano, \x93here is a signora who knows Ruffo. I
met her at the Mergellina, and she asked me to show her the way here.\x94

\x93Ruffo is out,\x94 said Maddalena, always keeping her eyes on Hermione.

\x93May I come in and speak to you?\x94 asked Hermione.

Maddalena looked doubtful, yet curious.

\x93My son is in the sea, Signora. He is bathing at the Marina.\x94

Hermione thought of the brown body she had seen falling through the
shining air, of the gay splash as it entered the water.

\x93I know your son so well that I should like to know his mother,\x94 she
said.

Fabiano by this time had moved aside, and the two women were confronting
each other in the doorway. Behind Maddalena the two other women stared
and listened with all their might, giving their whole attention to this
unexpected scene.

\x93Are you the Signora of the island?\x94 asked Maddalena.

\x93Yes, I am.\x94

\x93Let the Signora in, Donna Maddalena,\x94 said Fabiano. \x93She is tired and
wants to rest.\x94

Without saying anything Maddalena moved her broad body from the doorway,
leaving enough space for Hermione to enter.

\x93Thank you,\x94 said Hermione to Fabiano, giving him a couple of lire.

\x93Grazie, Signora. I will wait down-stairs to take you back.\x94

He went off before she had time to tell him that was not necessary.

Hermione walked into Ruffo\x92s home.

There were two rooms, one opening into the other. The latter was a
kitchen, the former the sleeping-room. Hermione looked quietly round it,
and her eyes fell at once upon a large green parrot, which was sitting
at the end of the board on which, supported by trestles of iron, the
huge bed of Maddalena and her husband was laid. At present this bed
was rolled up, and in consequence towered to a considerable height.
The parrot looked at Hermione coldly, with round, observant eyes whose
pupils kept contracting and expanding with a monotonous regularity.
She felt as if it had a soul that was frigidly ironic. Its pertinacious
glance chilled and repelled her, and she fancied it was reflected in the
faces of the women round her.

\x93Can I speak to you alone for a few minutes?\x94 she asked Maddalena.

Maddalena turned to the two women and spoke to them loudly in dialect.
They replied. The old woman spoke at great length. She seemed always
angry and always upon the verge of tears. Over her shoulders she wore
a black shawl, and as she talked she kept fidgeting with it, pulling it
first to one side, then to the other, or dragging at it with her thin
and crooked yellow fingers. The parrot watched her steadily. Her hideous
voice played upon Hermione\x92s nerves till they felt raw. At length,
looking back, as she walked, with bloodshot eyes, she went into the
kitchen, followed by the young woman. They began talking together in
sibilant whispers, like people conspiring.

After a moment of apparent hesitation Maddalena gave her visitor a
chair.

\x93Thank you,\x94 Hermione said, taking it.

She looked round the room again. It was clean and well kept, but humbly
furnished. Ruffo\x92s bed was rolled up in a corner. On the walls were some
shields of postcards and photographs, such as the poor Italians love,
deftly enough arranged and fastened together by some mysterious not
apparent means. Many of the postcards were American. Near two small
flags, American and Italian, fastened crosswise above the head of the
big bed, was a portrait of Maria Addolorata, under which burned a tiny
light. A palm, blessed, and fashioned like a dagger with a cross for the
hilt, was nailed above it, with a coral charm to protect the household
against the evil eye. And a little to the right of it was a small object
which Hermione saw and wondered at without understanding why it should
be there, or what was its use--a _Fattura della morte_ (death-charm), in
the form of a green lemon pierced with many nails. This hung by a bit of
string to a nail projecting from the wall.

From the death-charm Hermione turned her eyes to Maddalena.

She saw a woman who was surely not very much younger than herself, with
a broad and spreading figure, wide hips, plump though small-boned arms,
heavy shoulders. The face--that, perhaps--yes, that, certainly--must
have been once pretty. Very pretty? Hermione looked searchingly at
it until she saw Maddalena\x92s eyes drop before hers suddenly, as if
embarrassed. She must say something. But now that she was here she felt
a difficulty in opening a conversation, an intense reluctance to speak
to this woman into whose house she had almost forced her way. With the
son she was strangely intimate. From the mother she felt separated by a
gulf.

And that fear of hers?

She looked again round the room. Had that fear increased or diminished?
Her eyes fell on Maria Addolorata, then on the _Fattura della morte_.
She did not know why, but she was moved to speak about it.

\x93You have nice rooms here,\x94 she said.

\x93Si, Signora.\x94

Maddalena had rather a harsh voice. She spoke politely, but
inexpressively.

\x93What a curious thing that is on the wall!\x94

\x93Signora?\x94

\x93It\x92s a lemon, isn\x92t it? With nails stuck through it?\x94

Maddalena\x92s broad face grew a dusky red.

\x93That is nothing, Signora!\x94 she said, hastily.

She looked greatly disturbed, suddenly went over to the bed, unhooked
the string from the nail, and put the death-charm into her pocket. As
she came back she looked at Hermione with defiance in her eyes.

The gulf between them had widened.

From the kitchen came the persistent sound of whispering voices. The
green parrot turned sideways on the board beyond the pile of rolled-up
mattresses, and looked, with one round eye, steadfastly at Hermione.

An almost intolerable sensation of desertion swept over her. She felt as
if every one hated her.

\x93Would you mind shutting that door?\x94 she said to Maddalena, pointing
towards the kitchen.

The sound of whispers ceased. The women within were listening.

\x93Signora, we always keep it open.\x94

\x93But I have something to say to you that I wish to say in private.\x94

\x93Si!\x94

The exclamation was suspicious. The voice sounded harsher than before.
In the kitchen the silence seemed to increase, to thrill with anxious
curiosity.

\x93Please shut that door.\x94

It was like an order. Maddalena obeyed it, despite a cataract of words
from the old woman that voiced indignant protest.

\x93And do sit down, won\x92t you? I don\x92t like to sit while you are
standing.\x94

\x93Signora, I--\x94

\x93Please do sit down.\x94

Hermione\x92s voice began to show her acute nervous agitation. Maddalena
stared, then took another chair from its place against the wall, and sat
down at some distance from Hermione. She folded her plump hands in
her lap. Seated, she looked bigger, more graceless, than before. But
Hermione saw that she was not really middle-aged. Hard life and trouble
doubtless had combined to destroy her youth and beauty early, to coarsen
the outlines, to plant the many wrinkles that spread from the corners
of her eyes and lips to her temples and her heavy, dusky cheeks. She was
now a typical woman of the people. Hermione tried to see her as a girl,
long ago--years and years ago.

\x93I know your son Ruffo very well,\x94 she said.

Maddalena\x92s face softened.

\x93Si, Signora. He has told me of you.\x94

Suddenly she seemed to recollect something.

\x93I have never--Signora, thank you for the money,\x94 she said.

The harshness was withdrawn from her voice as she spoke now, and in her
abrupt gentleness she looked much younger than before. Hermione divined
in that moment her vanished beauty. It seemed suddenly to be unveiled by
her tenderness.

\x93I heard you were in trouble.\x94

\x93Si, Signora--great trouble.\x94

Her eyes filled with tears and her mouth worked. As if moved by an
uncontrollable impulse, she thrust one hand into her dress, drew out the
death-charm, and contemplated it, at the same time muttering some
words that Hermione did not understand. Her face became full of hatred.
Holding up the charm, and lifting her head, she exclaimed:

\x93Those who bring trouble shall have trouble!\x94

While she spoke she looked straight before her, and her voice became
harsh again, seemed to proclaim to the world unalterable destiny.

\x93Yes,\x94 said Hermione, in a low voice.

Maddalena hid the death-charm once more with a movement that was
surreptitious.

\x93Yes,\x94 Hermione said again, gazing into Maddalena\x92s still beautiful
eyes. \x93And you have trouble!\x94

Maddalena looked afraid, like an ignorant person whose tragic
superstition is proved true by an assailing fact.

\x93Signora!\x94

\x93You have trouble in your house. Have you ever brought trouble to any
one? Have you?\x94

Maddalena stared at her with dilated eyes, but made no answer.

\x93Tell me something.\x94 Hermione leaned forward. \x93You know my servant,
Gaspare?\x94

Maddalena was silent.

\x93You know Gaspare. Did you know him in Sicily?\x94

\x93Sicily?\x94 Her face and her voice had become stupid. \x93Sicily?\x94 she
repeated.

The parrot shifted on the board, lifted its left claw, and craned its
head forward in the direction of the two women. The tram-bell sounded
its reiterated appeal.

\x93Yes, in Sicily. You are a Sicilian?\x94

\x93Who says so?\x94

\x93Your son is a Sicilian. At the port they call him \x91Il Siciliano.\x92\x94

\x93Do they?\x94

Her intellect seemed to be collapsing. She looked almost bovine.

Hermione\x92s excitement began to be complicated by a feeling of hot anger.

\x93But don\x92t you know it? You must know it!\x94

The parrot shuffled slowly along the board, coming nearer to them,
and bowing its head obsequiously. Hermione could not help watching its
movements with a strained attention. Its presence distracted her. She
had a longing to take it up and wring its neck. Yet she loved birds.

\x93You must know it!\x94 she repeated, no longer looking at Maddalena.

\x93Si!\x94

All ignorance and all stupidity were surely enshrined in that word thus
said.

\x93Where did you know Gaspare?\x94

\x93Who says I know Gaspare?\x94

The way in which she pronounced his name revealed to Hermione a former
intimacy between them.

\x93Ruffo says so.\x94

The parrot was quite at the edge of the board now, listening apparently
with cold intensity to every word that was being said. And Hermione felt
that behind the kitchen door the two women were straining their ears
to catch the conversation. Was the whole world listening? Was the whole
world coldly, cruelly intent upon her painful effort to come out of
darkness into--perhaps a greater darkness?

\x93Ruffo says so. Ruffo told me so.\x94

\x93Boys say anything.\x94

\x93Do you mean it is not true?\x94

Maddalena\x92s face was now almost devoid of expression. She had set her
knees wide apart and planted her hands on them.

\x93Do you mean that?\x94 repeated Hermione.

\x93Boys--\x94

\x93I know it is true. You knew Gaspare in Sicily. You come from
Marechiaro.\x94

At the mention of the last word light broke into Maddalena\x92s face.

\x93You are from Marechiaro. Have you ever seen me before? Do you remember
me?\x94

Maddalena shook her head.

\x93And I--I don\x92t remember you. But you are from Marechiaro. You must be.\x94

Maddalena shook her head again.

\x93You are not?\x94

Hermione looked into the long Arab eyes, searching for a lie. She met
a gaze that was steady but dull, almost like that of a sulky child, and
for a moment she felt as if this woman was only a great child, heavy,
ignorant, but solemnly determined, a child that had learned its lesson
and was bent on repeating it word for word.

\x93Did Gaspare come here early this morning to see you?\x94 she asked, with
sudden vehemence.

Maddalena was obviously startled. Her face flushed.

\x93Why should he come?\x94 she said, almost angrily.

\x93That is what I want you to tell me.\x94

Maddalena was silent. She shifted uneasily in her chair, which creaked
under her weight, and twisted her full lips sideways. Her whole body
looked half-sleepily apprehensive. The parrot watched her with supreme
attention. Suddenly Hermione felt that she could no longer bear this
struggle, that she could no longer continue in darkness, that she must
have full light. The contemplation of this stolid ignorance--that yet
knew how much?--confronting her like a featureless wall almost maddened
her.

\x93Who are you?\x94 she said. \x93What have you had to do with my lie?\x94

Maddalena looked at her and looked away, bending her head sideways till
her plump neck was like a thing deformed.

\x93What have you had to do with my life? What have you to do with it now?
I want to know!\x94 She stood up. \x93I must know. You must tell me! Do you
hear?\x94 She bent down. She was standing almost over Maddalena. \x93You must
tell me!\x94

There was again a silence through which presently the tram-bell sounded.
Maddalena\x92s face had become heavily expressionless, almost like a face
of stone. And Hermione, looking down at this face, felt a moment of
impotent despair that was succeeded by a fierce, energetic impulse.

\x93Then,\x94 she said--\x93then--I\x92ll tell you!\x94

Maddalena looked up.

\x93Yes, I\x92ll tell you.\x94

Hermione paused. She had begun to tremble. She put one hand down to the
back of the chair, grasping it tightly as if to steady herself.

\x93I\x92ll tell you.\x94

What? What was she going to tell?

That first evening in Sicily--just before they went in to bed--Maurice
had looked down over the terrace wall to the sea. He had seen a
light--far down by the sea.

It was the light in the House of the Sirens.

\x93You once lived in Sicily. You once lived in the Casa delle Sirene,
beyond the old wall, beyond the inlet. You were there when we were in
Sicily, when Gaspare was with us as our servant.\x94

Maddalena\x92s lips parted. Her mouth began to gape. It was obvious that
she was afraid.

\x93You--you knew Gaspare. You knew--you knew my husband, the Signore of
the Casa del Prete on Monte Amato. You knew him. Do you remember?\x94

Maddalena only stared up at her with a sort of heavy apprehension,
sitting widely in her chair, with her feet apart and her hands always
resting on her knees.

\x93It was in the summer-time--\x94 She was again in Sicily. She was tracing
out a story. It was almost as if she saw words and read them from a
book. \x93There were no forestieri in Sicily. They had all gone. Only we
were there--\x94 An expression so faint that it was like a fleeting shadow
passed over Maddalena\x92s face, the fleeting shadow of something that
denied. \x93Ah, yes! Till I went away, you mean! I went to Africa. Did you
know it then? But before I went--before--\x94 She was thinking, she was
burrowing deep down into the past, stirring the heap of memories that
lay like drifted leaves. \x93They used to go--at least they went once--down
to the sea. One night they went to the fishing. And they slept out all
night. They slept in the caves. Ah, you know that? You remember that
night!\x94

The trembling that shook her body was reflected in her voice, which
became tremulous. She heard the tram-bell ringing. She saw the green
parrot listening on its board. And yet she was in Sicily, and saw the
line of the coast between Messina and Cattaro, the Isle of the Sirens,
the lakelike sea of the inlet between it and the shore.

\x93I see that you remember it. You saw them there. They--they didn\x92t tell
me!\x94

As she said the last words she felt that she was entering the great
darkness. Maurice and Gaspare--she had trusted them with all her nature.
And they--had they failed her? Was that possible?

\x93They didn\x92t tell me,\x94 she repeated, piteously, speaking now only for
herself and to her own soul. \x93They didn\x92t tell me!\x94

Maddalena shook her head like one in sympathy or agreement. But Hermione
did not see the movement. She no longer saw Maddalena. She saw only
herself, and those two, whom she had trusted so completely, and--who had
not told her.

What had they not told her?

And then she was in Africa, beside the bed of Artois, ministering to him
in the torrid heat, driving away the flies from his white face.

What had been done in the Garden of Paradise while she had been in
exile?

She turned suddenly sick. Her body felt ashamed, defiled. A shutter
seemed to be sharply drawn across her eyes, blotting out life. Her head
was full of sealike noises.

Presently, from among these noises, one detached itself, pushed itself,
as it were, forward to attract forcibly her attention--the sound of a
boy\x92s voice.

\x93Signora! Signora!\x94



\x93Signora!\x94

A hand touched her, gripped her.

\x93Signora!\x94

The shutter was sharply drawn back from her eyes, and she saw Ruffo.
He stood before her, gazing at her. His hair, wet from the sea, was
plastered down upon his brown forehead--as _his_ hair had been when, in
the night, they drew him from the sea.

She saw Ruffo in that moment as if for the first time.

And she knew. Ruffo had told her.



CHAPTER XXXVII

Hermione was outside in the street, hearing the cries of ambulant
sellers, the calls of women and children, the tinkling bells and the
rumble of the trams, and the voice of Fabiano Lari speaking--was it to
her?

\x93Signora, did you see him?\x94

\x93Yes.\x94

\x93He is glad to be out of prison. He is gay, but he looks wicked.\x94

She did not understand what he meant. She walked on and came into the
road that leads to the tunnel. She turned mechanically towards the
tunnel, drawn by the darkness.

\x93But, Signora, this is not the way! This is the way to Fuorigrotta!\x94

\x93Oh!\x94

She went towards the sea. She was thinking of the green parrot expanding
and contracting the pupils of its round, ironic eyes.

\x93Was Maddalena pleased to see him? Was Donna Teresa pleased?\x94

Hermione stood still.

\x93What are you talking about?\x94

\x93Signora! About Antonio Bernari, who has just come home from prison!
Didn\x92t you see him? But you were there--in the house!\x94

\x93Oh--yes, I saw him. A rivederci!\x94

\x93Ma--\x94

\x93A rivederci!\x94

She felt in her purse, found a coin, and gave it to him. Then she walked
on. She did not see him any more. She did not know what became of him.

Of course she had seen the return of Antonio Bernari. She remembered
now. As Ruffo stood before her with the wet hair on his forehead there
had come a shrill cry from the old woman in the kitchen: a cry that was
hideous and yet almost beautiful, so full it was of joy. Then from the
kitchen the two women had rushed in, gesticulating, ejaculating, their
faces convulsed with excitement. They had seized Maddalena, Ruffo. One
of them--the old woman, she thought--had even clutched at Hermione\x92s
arm. The room had been full of cries.

\x93Ecco! Antonio!\x94

\x93Antonio is coming!\x94

\x93I have seen Antonio!\x94

\x93He is pale! He is white like death!\x94

\x93Mamma mia! But he is thin!\x94

\x93Ecco! Ecco! He comes! Here he is! Here is Antonio!\x94

And then the door had been opened, and on the sill a big,
broad-shouldered man had appeared, followed by several other
evil-looking though smiling men. And all the women had hurried to them.
There had been shrill cries, a babel of voices, a noise of kisses.

And Ruffo! Where had he been? What had he done?

Hermione only knew that she had head a rough voice saying:

\x93Sangue del Diavolo! Let me alone! Give me a glass of wine! Basta!
Basta!\x94

And then she went out in the street, thinking of the green parrot
and hearing the cries of the sellers, the tram-bells, and Fabiano\x92s
questioning voice.

Now she continued her walk towards the harbor of Mergellina alone. The
thought of the green parrot obsessed her mind.

She saw it before her on its board, with the rolled-up bed towering
behind it. Now it was motionless--only the pupils of its eyes moved.
Now it lifted its claw, bowed its head, shuffled along the board to hear
their conversation better.

She saw it with extreme distinctness, and now she also saw on the wall
of the room near it the \x93Fattura della Morte\x94--the green lemon with the
nails stuck through it, like nails driven into a cross.

Vaguely the word \x93crucifixion\x94 went through her mind. Many people, many
women, had surely been crucified since the greatest tragedy the world
had ever known. What had they felt, they who were only human, they
who could not see the face of the Father, who could--some of them,
perhaps--only hope that there was a Father? What had they felt? Perhaps
scarcely anything. Perhaps merely a sensation of numbness, as if their
whole bodies, and their minds, too, were under the influence of a great
injection of cocaine. Her thoughts again returned to the parrot. She
wondered where it had been bought, whether it had come with Antonio from
America.

Presently she reached the tramway station and stood still. She had to
go back to the \x93Trattoria del Giardinetto.\x94 She must take the tram here,
one of those on which was written in big letters, \x93Capo di Posilipo.\x94
 No, not that! That did not go far enough. The other one--what was
written upon it? Something--\x93Sette Settembre.\x94 She looked for the words
\x93Sette Settembre.\x94

Tram after tram came up, paused, passed on. But she did not see those
words on any of them. She began to think of the sea, of the brown
body of the bathing boy which she had seen shoot through the air and
disappear into the shining water before she had gone to that house where
the green parrot was. She would go down to the sea, to the harbor.

She threaded her way across the broad space, going in and out among the
trams and the waiting people. Then she went down a road not far from the
Grand Hotel and came to the Marina.

There were boys bathing still from the breakwater of the rocks. And
still they were shouting. She stood by the wall and watched them,
resting her hands on the stone.

How hot the stone was! Gaspare had been right. It was going to be a
glorious day, one of the tremendous days of summer.

The nails driven through the green lemon like nails driven through a
cross--Peppina--the cross cut on Peppina\x92s cheek.

That broad-shouldered man who had come in at the door had cut that cross
on Peppina\x92s cheek.

Was it true that Peppina had the evil eye? Had it been a fatal day for
the Casa del Mare when she had been allowed to cross its threshold? Vere
had said something--what was it?--about Peppina and her cross. Oh yes!
That Peppina\x92s cross seemed like a sign, a warning come into the house
on the island, that it seemed to say, \x93There is a cross to be borne by
some one here, by one of us!\x94

And the fishermen\x92s sign of the cross under the light of San Francesco?

Surely there had been many warnings in her life. They had been given to
her, but she had not heeded them.

She saw a brown body shoot through the air from the rocks and disappear
into the shining sea. Was it Ruffo? With an effort she remembered that
she had left Ruffo in the tall house, in the room where the green parrot
was.

She walked on slowly till she came to the place where Artois had seen
Ruffo with his mother. A number of tables were set out, but there were
few people sitting at them. She felt tired. She crossed the road, went
to a table, and sat down. A waiter came up and asked her what she would
have.

\x93Acqua fresca,\x94 she said.

He looked surprised.

\x93Oh--then wine, vermouth--anything!\x94

He looked more surprised.

\x93Will you have vermouth, Signora?\x94

\x93Yes, yes--vermouth.\x94

He brought her vermouth and iced water. She mixed them together and
drank. But she was not conscious of tasting anything. For a considerable
time she sat there. People passed her. The trams rushed by. On several
of them were printed the words she had looked for in vain at the
station. But she did not notice them.

During this time she did not feel unhappy. Seldom had she felt calmer,
more at rest, more able to be still. She had no desire to do anything.
It seemed to her that she would be quite satisfied to sit where she was
in the sun forever.

While she sat there she was always thinking, but vaguely, slowly,
lethargically. And her thoughts reiterated themselves, were like
recurring fragments of dreams, and were curiously linked together. The
green parrot she always connected with the death-charm, because the
latter had once been green. Whenever the one presented itself to her
mind it was immediately followed by the other. The shawl at which the
old woman\x92s yellow fingers had perpetually pulled led her mind to
the thought of the tunnel, because she imagined that the latter must
eventually end in blackness, and the shawl was black. She knew, of
course, really that the tunnel was lit from end to end by electricity.
But her mind arbitrarily put aside this knowledge. It did not belong to
her strange mood, the mood of one drawing near to the verge either of
some abominable collapse or of some terrible activity. Occasionally, she
thought of Ruffo; but always as one of the brown boys bathing from the
rocks beyond the harbor, shouting, laughing, triumphant in his glorious
youth. And when the link was, as it were, just beginning to form itself
from the thought-shape of youth to another thought-shape, her mind
stopped short in that progress, recoiled, like a creature recoiling from
a precipice it has not seen but has divined in the dark. She sipped the
vermouth and the iced water, and stared at the drops chasing each other
down the clouded glass. And for a time she was not conscious where she
was, and heard none of the noises round about her.

It was the song of Mergellina, sung at some distance off in dialect,
by a tenor voice to the accompaniment of a piano-organ. Hermione ceased
from gazing at the drops on the glass, looked up, listened.

The song came nearer. The tenor voice was hard, strident, sang lustily
but inexpressively in the glaring sunshine. And the dialect made the
song seem different, almost new. Its charm seemed to have evaporated.
Yet she remembered vaguely that it had charmed her. She sought for the
charm, striving feebly to recapture it.

The piano-organ hurt her, the hard voice hurt her. It sounded cruel and
greedy. But the song--once it had appealed to her. Once she had leaned
down to hear it, she had leaned down over the misty sea, her soul had
followed it out over the sea.

  \x93Oh, dolce luna bianca de l\x92 estate
    Mi fugge il sonno accanto a la Marina:
   Mi destan le dolcissime serate
    Gli occhi di Rosa e il mar di Mergellina.\x94

Those were the real words. And what voice had sung them?

And then, suddenly, her brain worked once more with its natural
swiftness and vivacity, her imagination and her heart awaked. She was
again alive. She saw the people. She heard the sounds about her. She
felt the scorching heat of the sun. But in it she was conscious also of
the opposite of day, of the opposite of heat. At that moment she had a
double consciousness. For she felt the salt coolness of the night around
the lonely island. And she heard not only the street singer, but Ruffo
in his boat.

Ruffo--in his boat.

Suddenly she could not see anything. Her sight was drowned by tears. She
got up at once. She felt for her purse, found it, opened it, felt for
money, found some coins, laid them down on the table, and began to walk.
She was driven by fear, the fear of falling down in the sun in the sight
of all men, and crying, sobbing, with her face against the ground. She
heard a shout. Some one gave her a violent push, thrusting her forward.
She stumbled, recovered herself. A passer-by had saved her from a tram.
She did not know it. She did not look at him or thank him. He went away,
swearing at the English. Where was she going?

She must go home. She must go to the island. She must go to Vere, to
Gaspare, to Emile--to her life.

Her body and soul revolted from the thought, her outraged body and her
outraged soul, which were just beginning to feel their courage, as flesh
and nerves begin to feel pain after an operation when the effect of the
anaesthetic gradually fades away.

She was walking up the hill and still crying.

She met a boy of the people, swarthy, with impudent black eyes, tangled
hair, and a big, pouting mouth, above which a premature mustache showed
like a smudge. He looked into her face and began to laugh. She saw his
white teeth, and her tears rushed back to their sources. At once her
eyes were dry. And, almost at once, she thought, her heart became hard
as stone, and she felt self-control like iron within her.

That boy of the people should be the last human being to laugh at her.

She saw a tram stop. It went to the \x93Trattoria del Giardinetto.\x94 She got
in, and sat down next to two thin English ladies, who held guide-books
in their hands, and whose pointed features looked piteously inquiring.

\x93Excuse me, but do you know this neighborhood?\x94

She was being addressed.

\x93Yes.\x94

\x93That is fortunate--we do not. Perhaps you will kindly tell us something
about it. Is it far to Bagnoli?\x94

\x93Not very far.\x94

\x93And when you get there?\x94

\x93I beg your pardon!\x94

\x93When you get there, is there much to see?\x94

\x93Not so very much.\x94

\x93Can one lunch there?\x94

\x93No doubt.\x94

\x93Yes. But I mean, what sort of lunch? Can one get anything clean and
wholesome, such as you get in England?\x94

\x93It would be Italian food.\x94

\x93Oh, dear. Fanny, this lady says we can only get Italian food at
Bagnoli!\x94

\x93Tcha! Tcha!\x94

\x93But perhaps--excuse me, but do you think we could get a good cup of tea
there? We might manage with that--tea and some boiled eggs. Don\x92t you
think so, Fanny? Could we get a cup of--\x94

The tram stopped. Hermione had pulled the cord that made the bell sound.
She paid and got down. The tram carried away the English ladies, their
pointed features red with surprise and indignation.

Hermione again began to walk, but almost directly she saw a wandering
carriage and hailed the driver.

\x93Carrozza!\x94

She got in.

\x93Put me down at the \x91Trattoria del Giardinetto.\x92\x94

\x93Si, Signora--but how much are you going to give me? I can\x92t take you
for less than--\x94

\x93Anything--five lire--drive on at once.\x94

The man drove on, grinning.

Presently Hermione was walking through the short tunnel that leads to
the path descending between vineyards to the sea. She must take a boat
to the island. She must go back to the island. Where else could she
go? If Vere had not been there she might--but Vere was there. It was
inevitable. She must return to the island.

She stood still in the path, between the high banks.

Her body was demanding not to be forced by the will to go to the island.

\x93I must go back to the island.\x94

She walked on very slowly till she could see the shining water over the
sloping, vine-covered land. The sight of the water reminded her that
Gaspare would be waiting for her on the sand below the village. When she
remembered that she stopped again. Then she turned round, and began to
walk back towards the highroad.

Gaspare was waiting. If she went down to the sand she would have to meet
his great intent eyes, those watching eyes full of questions. He would
read her. He would see in a moment that--she knew. And he would see more
than that! He would see that she was hating him. The hatred was only
dawning, struggling up in her tangled heart. But it existed--it was
there. And he would see that it was there.

She walked back till she reached the tunnel under the highroad. But
she did not pass through it. She could not face the highroad with its
traffic. Perhaps the English ladies would be coming back. Perhaps--She
turned again and presently sat down on a bank, and looked at the dry and
wrinkled ground. Nobody went by. The lizards ran about near her feet.
She sat there over an hour, scarcely moving, with the sun beating upon
her head.

Then she got up and walked fast, and with a firm step, towards the
village and the sea.

The village is only a tiny hamlet, ending in a small trattoria with a
rough terrace above the sea, overlooking a strip of sand where a few
boats lie. As Hermione came to the steps that lead down to the terrace
she stood still and looked over the wall on her left. The boat from
the island was at anchor there, floating motionless on the still water.
Gaspare was not in it, but was lying stretched on his back on the sand,
with his white linen hat over his face.

He lay like one dead.

She stood and watched him, as she might have watched a corpse of some
one she had cared for but who was gone from her forever.

Perhaps he was not asleep, for almost directly he became aware of her
observation, sat up, and uncovered his face, turning towards her and
looking up. Already, and from this distance, she would see a fierce
inquiry in his eyes.

She made a determined effort and waved her hand.

Gaspare sprang to his feet, took out his watch, looked at it, then went
and fetched the boat.

His action--the taking out of the watch--reminded Hermione of the
time. She looked at her watch. It was half-past two. On the island they
lunched at half-past twelve. Gaspare must have been waiting for hours.
What did it matter?

She made another determined effort and went down the remaining steps to
the beach.

Gaspare should not know that she knew. She was resolved upon that,
concentrated upon that. Continually she saw in front of her the pouting
mouth, the white teeth of the boy who had laughed at her in the street.
There should be no more crying, no more visible despair. No one should
see any difference in her. All the time that she had been sitting still
in the sun upon the bank she had been fiercely schooling herself in an
act new to her--the act of deception. She had not faced the truth that
to-day she knew. She had not faced the ruin that its knowledge had made
of all that had been sacred and lovely in her life. She had fastened her
whole force fanatically upon that one idea, that one decision and the
effort that was the corollary of it.

\x93There shall be no difference in me. No one is to know that anything has
happened.\x94

At that moment she was a fanatic. And she looked like one as she came
down upon the sand.

\x93I\x92m afraid I\x92m rather late--Gaspare.\x94

It was difficult to her to say his name. But she said it firmly.

\x93Signora, it is nearly three o\x92clock.\x94

\x93Half-past two. No, I can get in all right.\x94

He had put out his arm to help her into the boat. But she could not
touch him. She knew that. She felt that she would rather die at the
moment than touch or be touched by him.

\x93You might take away your arm.\x94

He dropped his arm at once.

Had she already betrayed herself?

She got into the boat and he pushed off.

Usually he sat, when he was rowing, so that he might keep his face
towards her. But to-day he stood up to row, turning his back to her. And
this change of conduct made her say to herself again:

\x93Have I betrayed myself already?\x94

Fiercely she resolved to be and to do the impossible. It was the only
chance. For Gaspare was difficult to deceive.

\x93Gaspare!\x94 she said.

\x93Si, Signora,\x94 he replied, without turning his head.

\x93Can\x92t you row sitting down?\x94

\x93If you like, Signora.\x94

\x93We can talk better then.\x94

\x93Va bene, Signora.\x94

He turned round and sat down.

The boat was at this moment just off the \x93Palace of the Spirits.\x94
 Hermione saw its shattered walls cruelly lit up by the blazing sun,
its gaping window-spaces like eye-sockets, sightless, staring, horribly
suggestive of ruin and despair.

She was like that. Gaspare was looking at her. Gaspare must know that
she was like that.

But she was a fanatic just then, and she smiled at him with a resolution
that had in it something almost brutal, something the opposite of what
she was, of the sum of her.

\x93I forgot the time. It is so lovely to-day. It was so gay at
Mergellina.\x94

\x93Si?\x94

\x93I sat for a long time watching the boats, and the boys bathing, and
listening to the music. They sang \x91A Mergellina.\x92\x94

\x93Si?\x94

She smiled again.

\x93And I went to visit Ruffo\x92s mother.\x94

Gaspare made no response. He looked down now as he plied his oars.

\x93She seems a nice woman. I--I dare say she was quite pretty once.\x94

The voice that was speaking now was the voice of a fanatic.

\x93I am sure she must have been pretty.\x94

\x93Chi lo sa?\x94

\x93If one looks carefully one can see the traces. But, of course, now--\x94

She stopped abruptly. It was impossible to her to go on. She was
passionately trying to imagine what that spreading, graceless woman,
with her fat hands resting on her knees set wide apart, was like
once--was like nearly seventeen years ago. Was she ever pretty,
beautiful? Never could she have been intelligent--never, never. Then
she must have been beautiful. For otherwise--Hermione\x92s drawn face was
flooded with scarlet.

\x93If--if it\x92s easier to you to row standing up, Gaspare,\x94 she almost
stammered, \x93never mind about sitting down.\x94

\x93I think it is easier, Signora.\x94

He got up, and once more turned his back upon her.

They did not speak again until they reached the island.

Hermione watched his strong body swinging to and fro with every stroke,
and wondered if he felt the terrible change in her feeling for him--a
change that a few hours ago she would have thought utterly impossible.

She wondered if Gaspare knew that she was hating him.

He was alive and, therefore, to be hated. For surely we cannot hate the
dust!



CHAPTER XXXVIII

Gaspare did not offer to help Hermione out of the boat when they reached
the island. He glanced at her face, met her eyes, looked away again
immediately, and stood holding the boat while she got out. Even when she
stumbled slightly he made no movement; but he turned and gazed after
her as she went up the steps towards the house, and as he gazed his face
worked, his lips muttered words, and his eyes, become almost ferocious
in their tragic gloom, were clouded with moisture. Angrily he fastened
the boat, angrily he laid by the oars. In everything he did there was
violence. He put up his hands to his eyes to rub the moisture that
clouded them away. But it came again. And he swore under his breath. He
looked once more towards the Casa del Mare. The figure of his Padrona
had disappeared, but he remembered just how it had gone up the
steps--leaning forward, moving very slowly. It had made him think of an
early morning long ago, when he and his Padrona had followed a coffin
down the narrow street of Marechiaro, and over the mountain-path to
the Campo Santo above the Ionian Sea. He shook his head, murmuring to
himself. He was not swearing now. He shook his head again and again.
Then he went away, and sat down under the shadow of the cliff, and let
his hands drop down between his knees.

The look he had seen in his Padrona\x92s eyes had made him feel terrible.
His violent, faithful heart was tormented. He did not analyze--he only
knew, he only felt. And he suffered horribly. How had his Padrona been
able to look at him like that?

The moisture came thickly to his eyes now, and he no longer attempted to
rub it away. He no longer thought of it.

Never had he imagined that his Padrona could look at him like that.
Strong man though he was, he felt as a child might who is suddenly
abandoned by its mother. He began to think now. He thought over all he
had done to be faithful to his dead Padrone and to be faithful to the
Padrona. During many, many years he had done all he could to be faithful
to these two, the dead and the living. And at the end of this long
service he received as a reward this glance of hatred.

Tears rolled down his sunburnt cheeks.

The injustice of it was like a barbed and poisoned arrow in his heart.
He was not able to understand what his Padrona was feeling, how, by what
emotional pilgrimage, she had reached that look of hatred which she had
cast upon him. If she had not returned, if she had done some deed of
violence in the house of Maddalena, he could perhaps have comprehended
it. But that she should come back, that she should smile, make him sit
facing her, talk about Maddalena as she had talked, and then--then look
at him like that!

His _amour-propre_, his long fidelity, his deep affection--all were
outraged.

Vere came down the steps and found him there.

\x93Gaspare!\x94

He got up instantly when he heard her voice, rubbed his eyes, and
yawned.

\x93I was asleep, Signorina.\x94

She looked at him intently, and he saw tears in her eyes.

\x93Gaspare, what is the matter with Madre?\x94

\x93Signorina?\x94

\x93Oh, what is the matter?\x94 She came a step nearer to him. \x93Gaspare, I\x92m
frightened! I\x92m frightened!\x94

She laid her hand on his arm.

\x93Why, Signorina? Have you seen the Padrona?\x94

\x93No. But--but--I\x92ve heard--What is it? What has happened? Where has
Madre been all this time? Has she been in Naples?\x94

\x93Signorina, I don\x92t think so.\x94

\x93Where has she been?\x94

\x93I believe the Signora has been to Mergellina.\x94

Vere began to tremble.

\x93What can have happened there? What can have happened?\x94

She trembled in every limb. Her face had become white.

\x93Signorina, Signorina! Are you ill?\x94

\x93No--I don\x92t know what to do--what I ought to do. I\x92m afraid to speak
to the servants--they are making the siesta. Gaspare, come with me, and
tell me what we ought to do. But--never say to any one--never say--if
you hear!\x94

\x93Signorina!\x94

He had caught her terror. His huge eyes looked awestruck.

\x93Come with me, Gaspare!\x94

Making an obvious and great effort, she controlled her body, turned and
went before him to the house. She walked softly, and he imitated her.
They almost crept up-stairs till they reached the landing outside
Hermione\x92s bedroom door. There they stood for two or three minutes,
listening.

\x93Come away, Gaspare!\x94

Vere had whispered with lips that scarcely moved.

When they were in Hermione\x92s sitting-room she caught hold of both his
hands. She was a mere child now, a child craving for help.

\x93Oh, Gaspare, what are we to do? Oh--I\x92m--I\x92m frightened! I can\x92t bear
it!\x94

The door of the room was open.

\x93Shut it!\x94 she said. \x93Shut it, then we sha\x92n\x92t--\x94

He shut it.

\x93What can it be? What can it be?\x94

She looked at him, followed his eyes. He had stared towards the
writing-table, then at the floor near it. On the table lay a quantity
of fragments of broken glass, and a silver photograph-frame bent, almost
broken. On the floor was scattered a litter of card-board.

\x93She came in here! Madre was in here--\x94

She bent down to the carpet, picked up some of the bits of card-board,
turned them over, looked at them. Then she began to tremble again.

\x93It\x92s father\x92s photograph!\x94

She was now utterly terrified.

\x93Oh, Gaspare! Oh, Gaspare!\x94

She began to sob.

\x93Hush, Signorina! Hush!\x94

He spoke almost sternly, bent down, collected the fragments of
card-board from the floor, and put them into his pocket.

\x93Father\x92s photograph! She was in here--she came in here to do that! And
she loves that photograph. She loves it!\x94

\x93Hush, Signorina! Don\x92t, Signorina--don\x92t!\x94

\x93We must do something! We must--\x94

He made her sit down. He stood by her.

\x93What shall we do, Gaspare? What shall we do?\x94

She looked up at him, demanding counsel. She put out her hands again and
touched his arm. His Padroncina--she at least still loved, still trusted
him.

\x93Signorina,\x94 he said, \x93we can\x92t do anything.\x94

His voice was fatalistic.

\x93But--what is it? Is--is--\x94

A frightful question was trembling on her lips. She looked again at the
fragments of card-board in her hand, at the broken frame on the table.

\x93Can Madre be--\x94

She stopped. Her terror was increasing. She remembered many small
mysteries in the recent conduct of her mother, many moments when she had
been surprised, or made vaguely uneasy, by words or acts of her mother.
Monsieur Emile, too, he had wondered, and more than once. She knew that.
And Gaspare--she was sure that he, also, had seen that change which now,
abruptly, had thus terribly culminated. Once in the boat she had asked
him what was the matter with her mother, and he had, almost angrily,
denied that anything was the matter. But she had seen in his eyes that
he was acting a part--that he wished to detach her observation from her
mother.

Her trembling ceased. Her little fingers closed more tightly on his arm.
Her eyes became imperious.

\x93Gaspare, you are to tell me. I can bear it. You know something about
Madre.\x94

\x93Signorina--\x94

\x93Do you think I\x92m a coward? I was frightened--I am frightened, but I\x92m
not really a coward, Gaspare. I can bear it. What is it you know?\x94

\x93Signorina, we can\x92t do anything.\x94

\x93Is it--Does Monsieur Emile know what it is?\x94

He did not answer.

Suddenly she got up, went to the door, opened it, and listened. The
horror came into her face again.

\x93I can\x92t bear it,\x94 she said. \x93I--I shall have to go into the room.\x94

\x93No, Signorina. You are not to go in.\x94

\x93If the door isn\x92t locked I must--\x94

\x93It is locked.\x94

\x93You don\x92t know. You can\x92t know.\x94

\x93I know it is locked, Signorina.\x94

Vere put her hands to her eyes.

\x93It\x92s too dreadful! I didn\x92t know any one--I have never heard--\x94

Gaspare went to her and shut the door resolutely.

\x93You are not to listen, Signorina. You are not to listen.\x94

He spoke no longer like a servant, but like a master.

Vere\x92s hands had dropped.

\x93I am going to send for Monsieur Emile,\x94 she said.

\x93Va bene, Signorina.\x94

She went quickly to the writing-table, sat down, hesitated. Her eyes
were riveted upon the photograph-frame.

\x93How could she? How could she?\x94 she said, in a choked voice.

Gaspare took the frame away reverently, and put it against his breast,
inside his shirt.

\x93I can\x92t go to Don Emilio, Signorina. I cannot leave you.\x94

\x93No, Gaspare. Don\x92t leave me! Don\x92t leave me!\x94

She was the terrified child again.

\x93Perhaps we can find a fisherman, Signorina.\x94

\x93Yes, but don\x92t--Wait for me, Gaspare!\x94

\x93I am not going, Signorina.\x94

With feverish haste she took a pen and a sheet of paper and wrote:

  \x93DEAR MONSIEUR EMILE,--Please come to the island _at once_.
   Something terrible has happened. I don\x92t know what it is. But
   Madre is--No, I can\x92t put it. Oh, _do come_--please--please come!

   VERE

  \x93Come the _quickest_ way.\x94


When the paper was shut in an envelope and addressed she got up. Gaspare
held out his hand.

\x93I will go and look for a fisherman, Signorina.\x94

\x93But I must come with you. I must keep with you.\x94

She held on to his arm.

\x93I\x92m not a coward. But I can\x92t--I can\x92t--\x94

\x93Si, Signorina! Si, Signorina!\x94

He took her hand and held it. They went to the door. When he put out his
other hand to open it Vere shivered.

\x93If we can\x92t do anything, let us go down quickly, Gaspare!\x94

\x93Si, Signorina. We will go quickly.\x94

He opened the door and they went out.

In the Pool of the Saint there was no boat. They went to the crest of
the island and looked out over the sea. Not far off, between the island
and Nisida, there was a boat. Gaspare put his hands to his mouth and
hailed her with all his might. The two men in her heard, and came
towards the shore.

A few minutes later, with money in their pockets, and set but cheerful
faces, they were rowing with all their strength in the direction of
Naples.

That afternoon Artois, wishing to distract his thoughts and quite unable
to work, went up the hill to the Monastery of San Martino. He returned
to the hotel towards sunset feeling weary and depressed, companionless,
too, in this gay summer world. Although he had never been deeply
attached to the Marchesino he had liked him, been amused by him, grown
accustomed to him. He missed the \x93Toledo incarnate.\x94 And as he walked
along the Marina he felt for a moment almost inclined to go away from
Naples. But the people of the island! Could he leave them just now?
Could he leave Hermione so near to the hands of Fate, those hands which
were surely stretched out towards her, which might grasp her at any
moment, even to-night, and alter her life forever? No, he knew he could
not.

\x93There is a note for Monsieur!\x94

He took it from the hall porter.

\x93No, I\x92ll walk up-stairs.\x94

He had seen the lift was not below, and did not wish to wait for its
descent. Vere\x92s writing was on the envelope he held; but Vere\x92s writing
distorted, frantic, tragic. He knew before he opened the envelope that
it must contain some dreadful statement or some wild appeal; and he
hurried to his room, almost feeling the pain and fear of the writer burn
through the paper to his hand.

  \x93DEAR MONSIEUR EMILE,--Please come to the island _at once_.
   Something terrible has happened. I don\x92t know what it is. But
   Madre is--No, I can\x92t put it. Oh, _do come_--please--please come!

   VERE

  \x93Come the _quickest_ way.\x94


\x93Something terrible has happened.\x94 He knew at once what it was. The
walls of the cell in which he had enclosed his friend had crumbled away.
The spirit which for so long had rested upon a lie had been torn from
its repose, had been scourged to its feet to face the fierce light of
truth. How would it face the truth?

\x93But Madre is--No, I can\x92t put it.\x94

That phrase struck a chill almost of horror to his soul. He stared at it
for a moment trying to imagine--things. Then he tore the note up.

The quickest way to the island!

\x93I shall not be in to dinner to-night.\x94

He was speaking to the waiter at the door of the Egyptian Room. A minute
later he was in the Via Chiatamone at the back of the hotel waiting for
the tram. He must go by Posilipo to the Trattoria del Giardinetto, walk
down to the village below, and take a boat from there to the island.
That was the quickest way. The tram-bell sounded. Was he glad? As he
watched the tram gliding towards him he was conscious of an almost
terrible reluctance--a reluctance surely of fear--to go that night to
the island.

But he must go.

The sun was setting when he got down before the Trattoria del
Giardinetto. Three soldiers were sitting at a table outside on the dusty
road, clinking their glasses of marsala together, and singing, \x93Piange
Rosina! La Mamma ci domanda.\x94 Their brown faces looked vivid with the
careless happiness of youth. As Artois went down from the road into the
tunnel their lusty voices died away.

Because his instinct was to walk slowly, to linger on the way, he walked
very fast. The slanting light fell gently, delicately, over the opulent
vineyards, where peasants were working in huge straw hats, over the
still shining but now reposeful sea. In the sky there was a mystery of
color, very pure, very fragile, like the mystery of color in a curving
shell of the sea. The pomp and magnificence of sunset were in abeyance
to-night, were laid aside. And the sun, like some spirit modestly
radiant, slipped from this world of vineyards and of waters almost
surreptitiously, yet shedding exquisite influences in his going.

And in the vineyards, as upon the dusty highroad, the people of the
South were singing.

The sound of their warm voices, rising in the golden air towards the
tender beauty of the virginal evening sky, moved Artois to a sudden
longing for a universal brotherhood of happiness, for happy men on a
happy earth, men knowing the truth and safe in their knowledge. And he
longed, too, just then to give happiness. A strongly generous emotion
stirred him, and went from him, like one of the slanting rays of light
from the sun, towards the island, towards his friend, Hermione. His
reluctance, his sense of fear, were lessened, nearly died away. His
quickness of movement was no longer a fight against, but a fulfilment of
desire.

Once she had helped him. Once she had even, perhaps, saved him from
death. She had put aside her own happiness. She had shown the divine
self-sacrifice of woman.

And now, after long years, life brought to him an hour which would prove
him, prove him and show how far he was worthy of the friendship which
had been shed, generously as the sunshine over these vineyards of the
South, upon him and his life.

He came down to the sea and met the fisherman, Giovanni, upon the sand.

\x93Row me quickly to the island, Giovanni!\x94 he said.

\x93Si, Signore.\x94

He ran to get the boat.

The light began to fall over the sea. They cleared the tiny harbor and
set out on their voyage.

\x93The Signora has been here to-day, Signore,\x94 said Giovanni.

\x93Si! When did she come?\x94

\x93This morning, with Gaspare, to take the tram to Mergellina.\x94

\x93She went to Mergellina?\x94

\x93Si, Signore. And she was gone a very long time. Gaspare came back for
her at half-past eleven, and she did not come till nearly three. Gaspare
was in a state, I can tell you. I have known him--for years I have known
him--and never have I seen him as he was to-day.\x94

\x93And the Signora? When she came, did she look tired?\x94

\x93Signore, the Signora\x92s face was like the face of one who has been
looked on by the evil eye.\x94

\x93Row quickly, Giovanni!\x94

\x93Si, Signore.\x94

The men talked no more.

When they came in sight of the island the last rays of the sun were
striking upon the windows of the Casa del Mare.

The boat, urged by Giovanni\x92s powerful arms, drew rapidly near to the
land, and Artois, leaning forward with an instinct to help the rower,
fixed his eyes upon these windows which, like swift jewels, focussed and
gave back the light. While he watched them the sun sank. Its radiance
was withdrawn. He saw no longer jewels, casements of magic, but only the
windows of the familiar house; and then, presently, only the window
of one room, Hermione\x92s. His eyes were fixed on that as the boat drew
nearer and nearer--were almost hypnotized by that. Where was Hermione?
What was she doing? How was she? How could she be, now that--she knew?
A terrible but immensely tender, immensely pitiful curiosity took
possession of him, held him fast, body and soul. She knew, and she was
in that house!

The boat was close in now, but had not yet turned into the Pool of
San Francesco. Artois kept his eyes upon the window for still a moment
longer. He felt now, he knew, that Hermione was in the room beyond that
window. As he gazed up from the sea he saw that the window was open. He
saw behind the frame of it a white curtain stirring in the breeze. And
then he saw something that chilled his blood, that seemed to drive it in
an icy stream back to his heart, leaving his body for a moment numb.

He saw a figure come, with a wild, falling movement to the window--a
white, distorted face utterly strange to him looked out--a hand lifted
in a frantic gesture.

The gesture was followed by a crash.

The green Venetian blind had fallen, hiding the window, hiding the
stranger\x92s face.

\x93Who was that at the window, Signore?\x94 asked Giovanni, staring at Artois
with round and startled eyes.

And Artois answered: \x93It is difficult to see, Giovanni, now that the sun
has gone down. It is getting dark so quickly.\x94

\x93Si, Signore, it is getting dark.\x94



CHAPTER XXXIX

There was no one at the foot of the cliff. Artois got out of the boat
and stood for a moment, hesitating whether to keep Giovanni or to
dismiss him.

\x93I can stay, Signore,\x94 said the man. \x93You will want some one to row you
back.\x94

\x93No, Giovanni. I can get Gaspare to put me ashore. You had better be
off.\x94

\x93Va bene, Signore,\x94 he replied, looking disappointed.

The Signora of the Casa del Mare was always very hospitable to such
fishermen as she knew. Giovanni wanted to seek out Gaspare, to have a
cigarette. But he obediently jumped into the boat and rowed off into the
darkness, while Artois went up the steps towards the house.

A cold feeling of dread encompassed him. He still saw, imaginatively,
that stranger at the window, that falling movement, that frantic
gesture, the descending blind that brought to Hermione\x92s bedroom a great
obscurity. And he remembered Hermione\x92s face in the garden, half seen by
him once in shadows, with surely a strange and terrible smile upon it--a
smile that had made him wonder if he had ever really known her.

He came out on the plateau before the front door. The door was shut,
but as he went to open it it was opened from within, and Gaspare stood
before him in the twilight, with the dark passage for background.

Gaspare looked at Artois in silence.

\x93Gaspare,\x94 Artois said, \x93I came home from San Martino. I found a note
from the Signorina, begging me to come here at once.\x94

\x93Lo so, Signore.\x94

\x93I have come. What has--what is it? Where is the Signorina?\x94

Gaspare stood in the middle of the narrow doorway.

\x93The Signorina is in the garden.\x94

\x93Waiting for me?\x94

\x93Si, Signore.\x94

\x93Very well.\x94

He moved to enter the house; but Gaspare stood still where he was.

\x93Signore,\x94 he said.

Artois stopped at the door-sill.

\x93What is it?\x94

\x93What are you going to do here?\x94

At last Gaspare was frankly the watch-dog guarding the sacred house.
His Padrona had cast upon him a look of hatred. Yet he was guarding the
sacred house and her within it. Deep in the blood of him was the sense
that, even hating him, she belonged to him and he to her.

And his Padroncina had trusted him, had clung to him that day.

\x93What are you going to do here?\x94

\x93If there is trouble here, I want to help.\x94

\x93How can you help, Signore?\x94

\x93First tell me,--there is great trouble?\x94

\x93Si, Signore.\x94

\x93And you know what it is? You know what caused it?\x94

\x93No one has told me.\x94

\x93But you know what it is.\x94

\x93Si, Signore.\x94

\x93Does--the Signorina doesn\x92t know?\x94

\x93No, Signore.\x94

He paused, then added:

\x93The Signorina is not to know what it is.\x94

\x93You do not think I shall tell her?\x94

\x93Signore, how can I tell what you will do here? How can I tell what you
are here?\x94

For a moment Artois felt deeply wounded--wounded to the quick. He had
not supposed it was possible for any one to hurt him so much with a few
quiet words. Anger rose in him, an anger such as the furious attack of
the Marchesino had never brought to the birth.

\x93You can say that!\x94 he exclaimed. \x93You can say that, after Sicily!\x94

Gaspare\x92s face changed, softened for an instant, then grew stern again.

\x93That was long ago, Signore. It was all different in Sicily!\x94

His eyes filled with tears, yet his face remained stern. But Artois was
seized again, as when he walked in the golden air between the vineyards
and heard the peasants singing, by an intense desire to bring happiness
to the unhappy, especially and above all to one unhappy woman. To-night
his intellect was subordinate to his heart, his pride of intellect was
lost in feeling, in an emotion that the simplest might have understood
and shared: the longing to be of use, to comfort, to pour balm into the
terrible wound of one who had been his friend--such a friend as only a
certain type of woman can be to a certain type of man.

\x93Gaspare,\x94 he said, \x93you and I--we helped the Signora once, we helped
her in Sicily.\x94

Gaspare looked away from him, and did not answer.

\x93Perhaps we can help her now. Perhaps only we can help her. Let me into
the house, Gaspare. I shall do nothing here to make your Padrona sad.\x94

Gaspare looked at him again, looked into his eyes, then moved aside,
giving room for him to enter. As soon as he was in the passage Gaspare
shut the door.

\x93I am sorry, Signore; the lamp is not lighted.\x94

Artois felt at once an unusual atmosphere in the house, an atmosphere
not of confusion but of mystery, of secret curiosity, of brooding
apprehension. At the foot of the servants\x92 staircase he heard a remote
sound of whispering, which emphasized the otherwise complete silence of
this familiar dwelling, suddenly become unfamiliar to him--unfamiliar
and almost dreadful.

\x93I had better go into the garden.\x94

\x93Si, Signore.\x94

Gaspare looked down the servants\x92 staircase and hissed sharply:

\x93Sh! S-s-sh!\x94

\x93The Signora--?\x94 asked Artois, as Gaspare came to him softly.

\x93The Signora is always in her room. She is shut up in her room.\x94

\x93I saw the Signora just now, at the window,\x94 Artois said, in an
undervoice.

\x93You saw the Signora?\x94

Gaspare looked at him with sudden eagerness mingled with a flaming
anxiety.

\x93From the boat. She came to the window and let down the blind.\x94

Gaspare did not ask anything. They went to the terrace above the sea.

\x93I will tell the Signorina you have come, Signore.\x94

\x93Sha\x92n\x92t I go down?\x94

\x93I had better go and tell her.\x94

He spoke with conviction. Artois did not dispute his judgment. He went
away, always softly. Artois stood still on the terrace. The twilight
was spreading itself over the sea, like a veil dropping over a face.
The house was dark behind him. In that darkness Hermione was hidden, the
Hermione who was a stranger to him, the Hermione into whose heart and
soul he was no longer allowed to look. Upon Monte Amato at evening she
had, very simply, showed him the truth of her great sorrow.

Now--he saw the face at the window, the falling blind. Between then and
now--what a gulf fixed!

Vere came from the garden followed by Gaspare. Her eyes were wide with
terror. The eyelids were red. She had been weeping. She almost ran to
Artois, as a child runs to refuge. Never before had he felt so acutely
the childishness that still lingered in this little Vere of the
island--lingered unaffected, untouched by recent events. Thank God for
that! In that moment the Marchesino was forgiven; and Artois--did he not
perhaps also in that moment forgive himself?

\x93Oh Monsieur Emile--I thought you wouldn\x92t come!\x94

There was the open reproach of a child in her voice. She seized his
hand.

\x93Has Gaspare told you?\x94 She turned her head towards Gaspare. \x93Something
terrible has happened to Madre. Monsieur Emile, do you know what it is?\x94

She was looking at him with an intense scrutiny.

\x93Gaspare is hiding something from me--\x94

Gaspare stood there and said nothing.

\x93--something that perhaps you know.\x94

Gaspare looked at Artois, and Artois felt now that the watch-dog trusted
him. He returned the Sicilian\x92s glance, and Gaspare moved away, went to
the rail of the terrace, and looked down over the sea.

\x93Do you know? Do you know anything--anything dreadful about Madre that
you have never told me?\x94

\x93Vere, don\x92t be frightened.\x94

\x93Ah, but you haven\x92t been here! You weren\x92t here when--\x94

\x93What is it?\x94

Her terror infected him.

\x93Madre came back. She had been to Mergellina all alone. She was away
such a long time. When she came back I was in my room. I didn\x92t know. I
didn\x92t hear the boat. But my door was open, and presently I heard some
one come up-stairs and go into the boudoir. It was Madre. I know her
step. I know it was Madre!\x94

She reiterated her assertion, as if she anticipated that he was going to
dispute it.

\x93She stayed in the boudoir only a very little while--only a few minutes.
Oh, Monsieur Emile, but--\x94

\x93Vere. What do you mean? Did--what happened there--in the boudoir?\x94

He was reading from her face.

\x93She went--Madre went in there to--\x94

She stopped and swallowed.

\x93Madre took father\x92s photograph--the one on the writing-table--and
tore it to pieces. And the frame--that was all bent and nearly broken.
Father\x92s photograph, that she loves so much!\x94

Artois said nothing. At that moment it was as if he entered suddenly
into Hermione\x92s heart, and knew every feeling there.

\x93Monsieur Emile--is she--is Madre--ill?\x94

She began to tremble once more, as she had trembled when she came to
fetch Gaspare from the nook of the cliff beside the Saint\x92s Pool.

\x93Not as you mean, Vere.\x94

\x93You are sure? You are certain?\x94

\x93Not in that way.\x94

\x93But then I heard Madre come out and go to her bedroom. I didn\x92t hear
whether she locked the door. I only heard it shut. But Gaspare says
he knows it is locked. Two or three minutes after the door was shut I
heard--I heard--\x94

\x93Don\x92t be afraid. Tell me--if I ought to know.\x94

Those words voiced a deep and delicate reluctance which was beginning to
invade him. Yet he wished to help Vere, to release this child from the
thrall of a terror which could only be conquered if it were expressed.

\x93Tell me,\x94 he added, slowly.

\x93I heard Madre--Monsieur Emile, it was hardly crying!\x94

\x93Don\x92t. You needn\x92t tell me any more.\x94

\x93Gaspare heard it too. It went on for a long, long time. We--Gaspare
made the servants keep downstairs ever since. And I--I have been waiting
for you to come, because Madre cares for you.\x94

Artois put his hand down quickly upon Vere\x92s right hand.

\x93I am glad that you sent for me, Vere. I am glad you think that. Come
and sit down on the bench.\x94

He drew her down beside him. He felt that he was with a child whom he
must comfort. Gaspare stood always looking down over the rail of the
terrace to the sea.

\x93Vere!\x94

\x93Yes, Monsieur Emile.\x94

\x93You mother is not ill as you thought--feared. But--to-day--she has had,
she must have had, a great shock.\x94

\x93But at Mergellina?\x94

\x93Only that could account for what you have just told me.\x94

\x93But I don\x92t understand. She only went to Mergellina.\x94

\x93Did you see her before she went there?\x94

\x93Yes.\x94

\x93Was she as usual?\x94

\x93I don\x92t think she was. I think Madre has been changing nearly all this
summer. That is why I am so afraid. You know she has been changing.\x94

He was silent. The difficulty of the situation was great. He did not
know how to resolve it.

\x93You have seen the change, Monsieur Emile!\x94

He did not deny it. He did not know what to do or say. For of that
change, although perhaps now he partly understood it, he could never
speak to Vere or to any one.

\x93It has made me so unhappy,\x94 Vere said, with a break in her voice.

And he had said to himself: \x93Vere must be happy!\x94 At that moment he and
his intellect seemed to him less than a handful of dust.

\x93But this change of to-day is different,\x94 he said, slowly. \x93Your mother
has had a dreadful shock.\x94

\x93At Mergellina?\x94

\x93It must have been there.\x94

\x93But what could it be? We scarcely ever go there. We don\x92t know any one
there--oh, except Ruffo.\x94

Her eyes, keen and bright with youth, even though they had been crying,
were fixed upon his face while she was speaking, and she saw a sudden
conscious look in his eyes, a movement of his lips--he drew them sharply
together, as if seized by a spasm.

\x93Ruffo!\x94 she repeated. \x93Has it something to do with Ruffo?\x94

There was a profound perplexity in her face, but the fear in it was
less.

\x93Something to do with Ruffo?\x94 she repeated.

Suddenly she moved, she got up. And all the fear had come back to her
face, with something added to it, something intensely personal.

\x93Do you mean--is Ruffo dead?\x94 she whispered.

A voice rose up from the sea singing a sad little song. Vere turned
towards the sea. All her body relaxed. The voice passed on. The sad
little song passed under the cliff, to the Saint\x92s Pool and the lee of
the island.

\x93Ah, Monsieur Emile,\x94 she said, \x93why don\x92t you tell me?\x94

She swayed. He put his arm quickly behind her.

\x93No, no! It\x92s all right. That was Ruffo!\x94

And she smiled.

At that moment Artois longed to tell her the truth. To do so would
surely be to do something that was beautiful. But he dared not--he had
no right.

A bell rang in the house, loudly, persistently, tearing its silence.
Gaspare turned angrily from the rail, with an expression of apprehension
on his face.

Giulia was summoning the household to dinner.

\x93Perhaps--perhaps Madre will come down,\x94 Vere whispered.

Gaspare passed them and went into the house quickly. They knew he had
gone to see if his Padrona was coming. Moved by a mutual instinct, they
stayed where they were till he should come to them again.

For a long time they waited. He did not return.

\x93We had better go in, Vere. You must eat.\x94

\x93I can\x92t--unless she comes.\x94

\x93You must try to eat.\x94

He spoke to her as to a child.

\x93And perhaps--Gaspare may be with her, may be speaking with her. Let us
go in.\x94

They passed into the house, and went to the dining-room. The table was
laid. The lamp was lit. Giulia stood by the sideboard looking anxious
and subdued. She did not even smile when she saw Artois, who was her
favorite.

\x93Where is Gaspare, Giulia?\x94 said Artois.

\x93Up-stairs, Signore. He came in and ran up-stairs, and he has not come
down. Ah!\x94--she raised her hands--\x93the evil eye has looked upon this
house! When that girl Peppina--\x94

\x93Be quiet!\x94 Artois said, sharply.

Giulia\x92s round, black eyes filled with tears, and her mouth opened in
surprise.

He put his hand kindly on her arm.

\x93Never mind, Giulia mia! But it is foolish to talk like that. There is
no reason why evil should come upon the Casa del Mare. Here is Gaspare!\x94

At that moment he entered, looking tragic.

\x93Go away, Giulia!\x94 he said to her, roughly.

\x93Ma--\x94

\x93Go away!\x94

He put her out of the room without ceremony, and shut the door.

\x93Signore!\x94 he said to Artois, \x93I have been up to the Padrona\x92s room. I
have knocked on the door. I have spoken--\x94

\x93What did you say?\x94

\x93I did not say that you were here, Signore.\x94

\x93Did you ask the Signora to come down?\x94

\x93I asked if she was coming down to dinner. I said the Signorina was
waiting for her.\x94

\x93Yes?\x94

\x93The Signora did not answer. There was no noise, and in the room there
is no light!\x94

\x93Let me go!\x94 Vere said, breathlessly.

She was moving towards the door when Artois stopped her authoritatively.

\x93No, Vere--wait!\x94

\x93But some one must--I\x92m afraid--\x94

\x93Wait, Vere!\x94

He turned once more to Gaspare.

\x93Did you try the door, Gaspare?\x94

\x93Signore, I did. After I had spoken several times and waited a long
time, I tried the door softly. It is locked.\x94

\x93You see!\x94

It was Vere speaking, still breathlessly.

\x93Let me go, Monsieur Emile. We can\x92t let Madre stay like that, all alone
in the dark. She must have food. We can\x92t stay down here and leave her.\x94

Artois hesitated. He thought of the stranger at the window, and he felt
afraid. But he concealed his fear.

\x93Perhaps you had better go, Vere,\x94 he said, at length. \x93But if she does
not answer, don\x92t try the door. Don\x92t knock. Just speak. You will find
the best words.\x94

\x93Yes. I\x92ll try--I\x92ll try.\x94

Gaspare opened the door. Giulia was sobbing outside. Her pride and
dignity were lacerated by Gaspare\x92s action.

\x93Giulia, never mind! Don\x92t cry! Gaspare didn\x92t mean--\x94

Before she had finished speaking the servant passionately seized her
hand and kissed it. Vere released her hand very gently and went slowly
up the stairs.

The instinct of Artois was to follow her. He longed to follow her, but
he denied himself, and sat down by the dinner-table, on which the zuppa
di pesce was smoking under the lamp. Giulia, trying to stifle her sobs,
went away down the kitchen stairs, and Gaspare stood near the door. He
touched his face with his hands, opened and shut his lips, then thrust
his hands into his pockets, and stared first at Artois then at the
floor. His cheeks and his forehead looked hot, as if he had just
finished some difficult physical act. Artois did not glance at him. In
that moment both men, in their different ways, felt dreadfully, almost
unbearably, self-conscious.

Presently Vere\x92s step was heard again on the stairs, descending softly
and slowly. She came in and went at once to Artois.

\x93Madre doesn\x92t answer.\x94

Artois got up.

\x93What ought we to do?\x94

Vere was whispering.

\x93Did you hear anything?\x94

\x93No.\x94

Gaspare moved, took his hands violently out of his pockets, then thrust
them in again.

Artois stood in silence. His face, generally so strong, so
authoritative, showed his irresolution, and Vere, looking to him like a
frightened child for guidance, felt her terror increase.

\x93Shall I go up again. I didn\x92t knock. You told me not to. Shall I go and
knock? Or shall Gaspare go again?\x94

She did not suggest that Artois should go himself. He noticed that, even
in this moment of the confusion of his will.

\x93I think we had better leave her for a time,\x94 he said, at last.

As he spoke he made an effort, and recovered himself.

\x93We had better do nothing more. What can we do?\x94

He was looking at Gaspare.

Gaspare went out into the passage and called down the stairs.

\x93Giulia! Come up! The Signorina is going to dinner.\x94

His defiant voice sounded startling in the silent house.

\x93We are to eat!\x94

\x93Yes, Vere. I shall stay. Presently our mother may come down. She feels
that she must be alone. We have no right to try to force ourselves upon
her.\x94

\x93Do you think it is that? Are you telling me the truth? Are you?\x94

\x93If she does not come down presently I will go up. Don\x92t be afraid. I
will not leave you till she comes down.\x94

Giulia returned, wiping her eyes. When he saw her Gaspare disappeared.
They knew he had gone to wait outside his Padrona\x92s door.

The dinner passed almost in silence. Artois ate, and made Vere eat. Vere
sat in her mother\x92s place, with her back to the door. Artois was facing
her. Often his eyes travelled to the door. Often, too, Vere turned her
head. And in the silence both were listening for a step that did not
come: Vere with a feverish eagerness, Artois with a mingling of longing
and of dread. For he knew he dreaded to see Hermione that night. He knew
that it would be terrible to him to meet her eyes, to speak to her,
to touch her hand. And yet he longed for her to come. For he was
companioned by a great and growing fear, which he must hide. And that
act of secrecy, undertaken for Vere\x92s sake, seemed to increase the
thing he hid, till the shadow it had been began to take form, to grow in
stature, to become dominating, imperious.

Giulia put some fruit on the table. The meal was over, and there had
been no sound outside upon the stairs.

\x93Monsieur Emile, what are you going to do?\x94

\x93Go to the drawing-room, Vere. I will go out and see whether there is
any light in your mother\x92s window.\x94

She obeyed him silently and went away. Then he took his hat and went out
upon the terrace.

Gaspare had said that Hermione\x92s room was dark. Perhaps he had been
mistaken. The key might have been so placed in the lock that he had been
deceived. As Artois walked to a point from which he could see one of
the windows of Hermione\x92s bedroom, he knew that he longed to see a
light there. If the window was dark the form of his fear would be more
distinct. He reached the point and looked up. There was no light.

He stood there for some time gazing at that darkness. He thought of the
bent photograph frame, of the photograph that had been so loved torn
into fragments, of the sound that was--hardly crying, and of the face he
had seen for an instant as he drew near to the island. He ought to come
to some decision, to take some action. Vere was depending upon him. But
he felt as if he could do nothing. In answer to Vere\x92s appeal he
had hastened to the island. And now he was paralyzed, he was utterly
useless.

He felt as if he dared not do anything. Hermione in her grief, had
suddenly passed from him into a darkness that was sacred. What right had
he to try to share it?

And yet--if that great shape of fear were not the body of a lie, but of
the truth?

Never had he felt so impotent, so utterly unworthy of his manhood.

He moved away, turned, came back and stood once more beneath the window.
Ought he to go up to Hermione\x92s door, to knock, to speak, to insist on
admittance? And if there was no reply?--what ought he to do then? Break
down the door?

He went into the house. Vere was sitting in the drawing-room looking at
the door. She sprang up.

\x93Is there a light in Madre\x92s room?\x94

\x93No.\x94

He saw, as he answered, that she caught his fear, that hers now had the
same shape as his.

\x93Monsieur Emile, you--you don\x92t think--?\x94

Her voice faltered, her bright eyes became changed, dim, seemed to sink
into her head.

\x93You must go to her room. Go to Madre, Monsieur Emile, Go! Speak to her!
Make her answer! Make her! make her!\x94

She put her hands on him. She pushed him frantically.

He took her hands and held them tightly.

\x93I am going, Vere. Don\x92t be frightened!\x94

\x93But you are frightened! You are frightened!\x94

\x93I will speak to your mother. I will beg her to answer.\x94

\x93And if she doesn\x92t answer?\x94

\x93I will get into the room.\x94

He let go her hands and went towards the door. Just as he reached it
there came from below in the house a loud, shrill cry. It was followed
by an instant of silence, then by another cry, louder, nearer than
before. And this time they could hear the words:

\x93_La fattura della morte_! _La fattura della morte_!\x94

Running, stumbling feet sounded outside, and Peppina appeared at the
door, her disfigured face convulsed with terror, her hand out-stretched.

\x93Look!\x94 she cried shrilly. \x93Look, Signorina! Look, Signore! _La fattura
della morte_! _La fattura della morte_! It has been brought to the house
to-night! It has been put in my room to-night!\x94

In her hand lay a green lemon pierced by many nails.



CHAPTER XL

\x93Monsieur Emile, what is it?\x94 exclaimed Vere.

The frightened servants were gone, half coaxed and half scolded into
silence by Artois. He had taken the lemon from Peppina, and it lay now
in his hand.

\x93It is what the people of Naples call a death-charm.\x94

\x93A death-charm?\x94

In her eyes superstition dawned.

\x93Why do they call it that?\x94

\x93Because it is supposed to bring death to any one--any enemy--near whom
it is placed.\x94

\x93Who can have put it in the house to-night?\x94 Vere said. Her voice was
low and trembling. \x93Who can have wished to bring death here to-night?\x94

\x93I don\x92t know, Vere.\x94

\x93And such a thing--could it bring death?\x94

\x93Vere! You can ask me!\x94

He spoke with an attempt at smiling irony, but his eyes held something
of the awe, the cloudy apprehension that had gathered in hers.

\x93Where is your mind?\x94 he added.

She answered: \x93Are you going to Madre\x92s room, Monsieur Emile?\x94

He put the death-charm down quickly, as if it had burned his hand.

\x93I am going now. Gaspare!\x94

At this moment Gaspare came into the room with a face that was almost
livid.

\x93Who is it that has brought a _fattura della morte_ here?\x94 he exclaimed.

His usually courageous eyes were full of superstitious fear.

\x93Signore, do you--\x94

He stopped. He had seen the death-charm lying on the little table
covered with silver trifles. He approached it, made a sign of the cross,
bent down his head and examined it closely, but did not touch it.

Artois and Vere watched him closely. He lifted up his head at last.

\x93I know who brought the _fattura della morte_ here,\x94 he said, solemnly.
\x93I know.\x94

\x93Who?\x94 said Vere.

\x93It was Ruffo.\x94

\x93Ruffo!\x94

Vere reddened. \x93Ruffo! He loves our house, and he loves us!\x94

\x93It is Ruffo, Signorina. It is Ruffo. He brought it, and it is he that
must take it away. Do not touch it, Signorina. Do not touch it, Signore.
Leave it where it is till Ruffo comes, till Ruffo takes it away.\x94

He again made the sign of the cross, and drew back from the death-charm
with a sort of mysterious caution.

\x93Signore,\x94 he said to Artois, \x93I will go down to the Saint\x92s Pool. I
will find Ruffo. I will bring him here. I will make him come here.\x94

He was going out when Artois put a hand on his shoulder.

\x93And the Padrona?\x94

\x93Signore, she is always there, in her room, in the dark.\x94

\x93And you have heard nothing?\x94

\x93Signore, I have heard the Padrona moving.\x94

The hand of Artois dropped down. He was invaded by a sense of relief
that was almost overwhelming.

\x93You are certain?\x94

\x93Si, Signore. The Padrona is walking up and down the room. When Peppina
screamed out I heard the Padrona move. And then I heard her walking up
and down the room.\x94

He looked again at the death-charm and went out. Vere stood for a
moment. Then she, too, went suddenly away, and Artois heard her light
footstep retreating from him towards the terrace.

He understood her silent and abrupt departure. His fear had been hers.
His relief was hers, too, and she was moved to hide it. He was left
alone with the death-charm.

He sat down by the table on which it lay among the bright toys of
silver. Released from his great fear, released from his undertaking to
force his way into the darkness of that room which had been silent,
he seemed suddenly to regain his identity, to be put once more into
possession of his normal character. He had gone out from it. He returned
to it. The cloud of superstition, in which even he had been for a moment
involved with Vere and with the servants, evaporated, and he was able
to smile secretly at them and at himself. Yet while he smiled thus
secretly, and while he looked at the lemon with its perforating nails,
he realized his own smallness, helplessness, the smallness and the
helplessness of every man, as he had never realized them before. And he
realized also something, much, of what it would have meant to him, had
the body of his fear been the body of a truth, not of a lie.

If death had really come into the Casa del Mare that night with the
death-charm!

He stretched out his hand to the table, lifted the death-charm from
among the silver ornaments, held it, kept it in his hand, which he laid
upon his knee.

If Ruffo had carried death in his boy\x92s hand over the sea to the island,
had carried death to Hermione!

Artois tried to imagine that house without Hermione, his life without
Hermione.

For a long time he sat, always holding the death-charm in his hand,
always with his eyes fixed upon it, until at last in it, as in a magic
mirror, among the scars of its burning, and among the nails that pierced
it, as the woman who had fashioned it, and fired it, and muttered
witch\x92s words over it, longed to pierce the heart of her enemy, he saw
scenes of the past, and shadowy, moving figures. He saw among the scars
and among the nails Hermione and himself!

They were in Paris, at a table strewn with flowers. That was the first
scene in the magic mirror of the _fattura della morte_, the scene in
which they met for the first time. Hermione regarded him almost with
timidity. And he looked at her doubtfully, because she had no beauty.

Then they were in another part of Paris, in his \x93Morocco slipper of a
room,\x94 crammed with books, and dim with Oriental incense and tobacco
smoke, his room red and yellow, tinted with the brilliant colors of
the East. And he turned to her for sympathy, and he received it in full
measure, pressed down and running over. He told her his thought, and
he told her his feelings, his schemes, his struggles, his moments of
exaltation, his depressions. Something, much indeed of him was hers, the
egotistic part of a man that does really give, but that keeps back much,
and that seeks much more than it gives. And what he sought she eagerly,
generously gave, with both hands, never counting any cost. Always she
was giving and always he was taking.

Then they were in London, in another room full of books. He stood by a
fire, and she was seated with a bundle of letters in her lap. And his
heart was full of something that was like anger, and of a dull and
smouldering jealousy. And hers was full of a new and wonderful beauty, a
piercing joy.

He sighed deeply. He stirred. He looked up for a moment and listened.

But all the house was silent. And again he bent over the death-charm.

He stood by a door. Outside was the hum of traffic, inside a narrow
room. And now in the magic mirror a third figure showed itself, a figure
of youth incarnate, brave, passionate, thrilling with the joy of life.
He watched it, how coldly, although he felt its charm, the rays of
fire that came from it, as sunbeams come from the sun! And apprehension
stirred within him. And presently in the night, by ebony waters, and by
strange and wandering lights, and under unquiet stars, he told Hermione
something of his fear.

Africa--and the hovering flies, and the dreadful feeling that death\x92s
hands were creeping about his body and trying to lay hold of it! A very
lonely creature lay there in the mirror, with the faint shadow of
a palm-leaf shifting and swaying upon the ghastly whiteness of its
face--himself, in the most desolate hour of his life. As he gazed he was
transported to the City of the Mosques. The years rolled back. He
felt again all, or nearly all, that he had felt then of helplessness,
abandonment, despair. It was frightful to go out thus alone, to be
extinguished in the burning heat of Africa, and laid in that arid soil,
where the vipers slid through the hot crevices of the earth, and the
scorpions bred in the long days of the summer. Now it was evening. He
heard the call to prayer, that wailing, wonderful cry which saluted the
sinking sun.

He remembered exactly how it had come into his ears through the
half-opened window, the sensation of remoteness, of utter solitude,
which it had conveyed to him. An Arab had passed under the window,
singing in a withdrawn and drowsy voice a plaintive song of the East
which had mingled with the call to prayer. And then, he, Artois being
quite alone, had given way in his great pain and weakness. He remembered
feeling the tears slipping over his cheeks, one following another,
quickly, quickly. It had seemed as if they would never stop, as if
there would always be tears to flow from those sources deep within his
stricken body, his stricken soul.

He looked into the mirror. The door of the room was opened. A woman
stood upon the threshold. The sick man turned upon his pillow. He gazed
towards the woman. And his tears ceased. He was no longer alone. His
friend had come from her garden of Paradise to draw him back to life.

In the magic mirror of the _fattura della morte_ other scenes formed
themselves, were clearly visible for a moment, then dispersed,
dissolved--till scenes of the island came, till the last scene in the
mirror dawned faintly before his eyes.

He saw a dark room, and a woman more desolate than he had been when he
lay alone with the shadow of the palm-tree shifting on his face, and
heard the call to prayer. He saw Hermione in her room in the Casa del
Mare that night, after she knew.

Suddenly he put his hand to his eyes.

Those were the first tears his eyes had known since that evening in
Africa years and years ago.

He laid the death-charm down once more among the silver toys. But
he still looked at it as he sat back now in his chair, waiting for
Gaspare\x92s return.

He gazed at the symbol of death. And he began to think how strangely
appropriate was its presence that night in the Casa del Mare, how almost
more than strange had been its bringing there by Ruffo--if indeed Ruffo
had brought it, as Gaspare declared. And Ruffo, all ignorantly and
unconsciously, had pierced the heart of Hermione.

Artois knew nothing of what had happened that day at Mergellina, but
he divined that it was Ruffo who, without words, had told Hermione the
truth. It must have been Ruffo, in whom the dead man lived again. And,
going beyond the innocent boy, deep into the shadows where lies so much
of truth, Artois saw the murdered man stirring from his sleep, unable to
rest because of the lie that had been coiled around his memory, making
it what it should not be. Perhaps only the dead know the true, the
sacred passion for justice. Perhaps only they are indifferent to
everything save truth, they who know the greatest truth of all.

And Artois saw Maurice Delarey, the gay, the full-blooded youth, grown
stern in the halls of death, unable to be at peace until she who had
most loved him knew him at last as he had been in life.

As no one else would tell Hermione the truth, the dead man himself,
speaking through his son, the fruit of his sin, had told her the truth
that day. He, too, had been perhaps a spirit in prison, through all
these years since his death.

Artois saw him in freedom.

And at that moment Artois felt that in the world there was only one
thing that was perfectly beautiful, and that thing was absolute truth.
Its knowledge must make Hermione greater.

But now she was hanging on her cross.

If he could only comfort her!

As she had come to him in Africa, he longed now to go to her. She had
saved him from the death of the body. If only he could save her from
another and more terrible death--the death of the spirit that believes
and trusts in life!

He had been absorbed in thought and unconscious of time. Now he looked
up, he was aware of things. He listened. Surely Gaspare had been away a
long while. And Vere--where was she?

He had a strange desire to see Ruffo now. Something new and mystic had
been born, or had for the first time made itself apparent, within him
to-night. And he knew that to-night he would look at Ruffo as he had
never looked at him before.

He got up and, leaving the death-charm lying on the table, went to
the door. There he hesitated. Should he go to the terrace, to Vere? Or
should he go up-stairs to that dark room and try to speak to his friend?
Or should he go out to the cliff, to seek Gaspare and Ruffo?

Ruffo drew him. He had to go to the cliff.

He went out by the front door. At first he thought of descending at once
by the steps to the Pool of San Francesco. But he changed his mind and
went instead to the bridge.

He looked over into the Pool.

It was a very clear night. San Francesco\x92s light was burning brightly.
Very sincerely it was burning beneath the blessing hands of the Saint.
A ray of gold that came from it lay upon the darkness of the Pool,
stealing through the night a little way, as if in an effort to touch the
Casa del Mare.

In the Pool there was one boat. Artois saw no one by the sea\x92s edge,
heard no voices there, and he turned towards the crest of the island, to
the seat where Vere so often went at night, and where Hermione, too, had
often sought out Ruffo.

Gaspare and Ruffo were near it. Almost directly he saw their forms,
relieved against the dimness but not deep darkness of the night, and
heard their voices talking. As he went towards them Gaspare was speaking
vehemently. He threw up one arm in a strong, even, and excited gesture,
and was silent. Then Artois heard Ruffo say, in a voice that, though
respectful and almost deprecatory, was yet firm like a man\x92s:

\x93I cannot take it away, Gaspare. When I go home my mamma will ask me if
I have put it in the house.\x94

\x93Dio mio!\x94 cried Gaspare. \x93But you have put it in the house! Is it not
there--is it not there now to bring death upon the Signora, upon the
Signorina, upon us all?\x94

\x93It was made for Peppina. My mamma made it only against Peppina, because
she has brought evil into our house. It will hurt only Peppina! It will
kill only Peppina!\x94

He spoke now with a vehemence and passion almost equal to Gaspare\x92s.
Artois stood still. They did not see him. They were absorbed in their
conversation.

\x93It will not hurt the Signora or the Signorina. The _fattura della
morte_--it is to harm Peppina. Has she not done us injury? Has she not
taken my Patrigno from my mamma? Has she not made him mad? Is it not for
her that he has been in prison, and that he has left my mamma without a
soldo in the house? The Signora--she has been good to me and my mamma.
It is she who sent my mamma money--twenty lire! I respect the Signora
as I respect my mamma. Only to-day, only this very day she came to
Mergellina, she came to see my mama. And when she knew that my Patrigno
was let out of prison, when I cried out at the door that he was coming,
the Signora was so glad for us that she looked--she looked--Madre di
Dio! She was all white, she was shaking--she was worse than my poor
mamma. And when I came to her, and when I called out, \x91Signora!
Signora!\x92 you should have seen! She opened her eyes! She gave me such
a look! And then my Patrigno came in at the door, and the Signora--she
went away. I was going to follow her, but she put out her hand--so, to
make me stay--she wanted me to stay with my mamma. And she went down the
stairs all trembling because my Patrigno was let out of prison. Per dio!
She has a good heart. She is an angel. For the Signora I would die. For
the Signora I would do anything! I--you say I would kill the Signora!
Would I kill my mamma? Would I kill the Madonna? La Bruna--would I
kill her? To me the Signora is as my mamma! I respect the Signora as I
respect my mamma. Ecco!\x94

\x93The _fattura della morte_ will bring evil on the house, it will bring
death into the house.\x94

Gaspare spoke again, and his voice was dogged with superstition, but it
was less vehement than before.

\x93Already--who knows what it has brought? Who knows what evil it
has done? All the house is sad to-night, all the house is terrible
to-night.\x94

\x93It is Peppina who has looked on the house with the evil eye,\x94 said
Ruffo. \x93It is Peppina who has brought trouble to the house.\x94

There was silence. Then Gaspare said:

\x93No, it is not Peppina.\x94

As he spoke Artois saw him stretch out his hand, but gently, towards
Ruffo.

\x93Who is it, then?\x94 said Ruffo.

Moved by an irresistible impulse to interpose, Artois called out:

\x93Gaspare!\x94

He saw the two figures start.

\x93Gaspare!\x94 he repeated, coming up to them.

\x93Signore! What is it? Has the Signora--\x94

\x93I have not heard her. I have not seen her.\x94

\x93Then what is it, Signore?\x94

\x93Good-evening, Ruffo,\x94 Artois said, looking at the boy.

\x93Good-evening, Signore.\x94

Ruffo took off his cap. He was going to put it back on his dark hair,
when Artois held his arm.

\x93Wait a minute, Ruffo!\x94

The boy looked surprised, but met fearlessly the eyes that were gazing
into his.

\x93Va bene, Ruffo.\x94

Artois released his arm, and Ruffo put on his cap.

\x93I heard you talking of the _fattura della morte_,\x94 Artois said.

Ruffo reddened slightly.

\x93Si, Signore.\x94

\x93Your mother made it?\x94

Ruffo did not answer. Gaspare stood by, watching and listening with
deep, half-suspicious attention.

\x93I heard you say so.\x94

\x93Si, Signore. My mamma made it.\x94

\x93And told you to bring it to the island and put it in the house
to-night?\x94

\x93Si, Signore.\x94

\x93Are you sure it was Peppina your mother wished to do evil?\x94

\x93Si, Signore, quite sure. Peppina is a bad girl. She made my Patrigno
mad. She brought trouble to our house.\x94

\x93You love the Signora, don\x92t you, Ruffo?\x94

His face changed and grew happier at once.

\x93Si, Signore. I love the Signora and the Signorina.\x94

He would not leave out Vere. Artois\x92s heart warmed to him for that.

\x93Ruffo--\x94

While he had been on the crest of the island an idea had come to him. At
first he had put it from him. Now, suddenly, he caressed it, he resolved
to act on its prompting.

\x93Ruffo, the Signora is in the house.\x94

\x93Si, Signore.\x94

\x93I don\x92t think she is very well. I don\x92t think she will leave the house
to-night. Wouldn\x92t you like to see her?\x94

\x93Signore, I always like to see the Signora.\x94

\x93And I think she likes to see you. I know she does.\x94

\x93Si, Signore. The Signora is always glad when I come.\x94

He spoke without conceit or vanity, with utterly sincere simplicity.

\x93Go to the house and ask to see her now--Gaspare will take you.\x94

As he spoke he looked at Gaspare, and Gaspare understood.

\x93Come on, Ruffo!\x94

Gaspare\x92s voice was rough, arbitrary, but the eyes that he turned on
Ruffo were full of the almost melting gentleness that Hermione had seen
in them sometimes and that she had always loved.

\x93Come on, Ruffino!\x94

He walked away quickly, almost sternly, towards the house. And Ruffo
followed him.



CHAPTER XLI

Artois did not go with them. Once again he was governed by an imperious
feeling that held him inactive, the feeling that it was not for him to
approach Hermione--that others might draw near to her, but that he dared
not. The sensation distressed and almost humiliated him, it came upon
him like a punishment for sin, and as a man accepts a punishment which
he is conscious of deserving Artois accepted it.

So now he waited alone on the crest of the island, looking towards the
Casa del Mare.

What would be the result of this strange and daring embassy?

He was not long to be in doubt.

\x93Signore! Signore!\x94

Gaspare\x92s voice was calling him from somewhere in the darkness.

\x93Signore.\x94

\x93I am coming.\x94

There had been a thrill of emotion in the appeal sent out to him. He
hurried towards the house. He crossed the bridge. When he was on it he
heard the splash of oars below him in the Pool, but he took no heed of
it. What were the fishermen to him to-night? Before the house door he
met Gaspare and Ruffo.

\x93What is it?\x94

\x93The Signora is not in her room, Signore.\x94

\x93Not--? How do you know? Is the door open?\x94

\x93Si, Signore. The Signora has gone! And the _fattura della morte_ has
gone.\x94

\x93The _fattura della morte_ has gone!\x94 repeated Ruffo.

The repetition of the words struck a chill to the heart of Artois. Again
he was beset by superstition. He caught it from these children of the
South, who stared at him now with their grave and cloudy eyes.

\x93Perhaps one of the servants--\x94 he began.

\x93No, Signore. I have asked them. And they would not dare to touch it.\x94

\x93The Signorina?\x94

He shook his head.

\x93She is in the garden. She has been there all the time. She does not
know\x94--he lowered his voice almost to a whisper--\x93she does not know
about the Signora and the _fattura della morte_.\x94

\x93We must not let her know--\x94

He stopped. Suddenly his ears seemed full of the sound of splashing oars
in water. Yet he heard nothing.

\x93Gaspare,\x94 he said quickly, \x93have you looked everywhere for the
Signora?\x94

\x93I have looked in the house, Signore. I have been on the terrace and
to the Signorina in the garden. Then I came to tell you. I thought you
should know about the Signora and the _fattura della morte_.\x94

Artois felt that it was this fact of the disappearance of the
death-charm which for the moment paralyzed Gaspare\x92s activities. What
stirring of ancient superstition was in the Sicilian\x92s heart he did not
know, but he knew that now his own time of action was come. No longer
could he delegate to others the necessary deed. And with this knowledge
his nature seemed to change. An ardor that was almost vehement with
youth, and that was hard-fibred with manly strength and resolution, woke
up in him.

Again his ears were full of the sound of oars in water.

\x93Ruffo,\x94 he said, \x93will you obey me?\x94

He laid his hand on the boy\x92s shoulder.

\x93Si, Signore.\x94

\x93Go into the garden. Stay with the Signorina till I come.\x94

\x93Si, Signore.\x94

\x93If it is a long time, if the Signorina is afraid, if she wants to do
anything, you are to say that Don Emilio said she was not to be afraid,
and that she was to wait.\x94

\x93Si, Signore.\x94

The boy paused, looking steadily at Artois, then, seeing that he had
finished, turned away and went softly into the house.

\x93Gaspare, come with me.\x94

Gaspare said nothing, but followed him down to the foot of the cliff.
One of the island boats was gone. When Gaspare saw that he ran to pull
in the other. He held out his arm to help Artois into the boat, then
took the oars, standing up and looking before him into the night.

\x93Row towards the village, Gaspare.\x94

\x93Si, Signore.\x94

At that moment Gaspare understood much of what was in Artois\x92s mind. He
relied upon Artois. He trusted him--and this fact, of Gaspare\x92s trust
and reliance upon him, added now to that feeling of ardor that had
risen up in Artois, gave him courage, helped to banish completely that
punishing sensation which had condemned him to keep away from Hermione
as one unworthy to approach her, to touch even the hem of her grief.

No need to tell Gaspare to row quickly. With all his strength he forced
the boat along through the calm sea.

\x93Keep near the shore, Gaspare!\x94

\x93Si, Signore.\x94

Only the first quarter of the young moon was visible in the sky. It
cast but a thin and distant glint of silver upon the waters. By the near
shore the dimness of this hour was unbroken by any light, unstirred by
any sound except the withdrawn and surreptitious murmur of the sea. The
humped shapes of the low yellow rocks showed themselves faintly like
shapes of beasts asleep. In the distance, lifted above the sea, two or
three flames shone faintly. They were shed by lamps or candles set in
the windows of the fishermen\x92s cottages in the village.

Had Hermione gone to the village?

She might have left the island with some definite purpose, or moved by a
blind impulse to get away, and be alone. Artois could not tell. But she
had taken the _fattura della morte_.

He wondered whether she knew its meaning, with what sinister intention
it had been made. Something in the little worthless thing must have
attracted her, have fascinated her, or she would not have taken it.
In her distress of mind, in her desire for solitude, she would have
hastened away and left it lying where it was.

Perhaps she had a purpose in leaving the island with the _fattura della
morte_.

Her taking of it began to seem to Artois, as it had evidently seemed to
Gaspare, a fact of profound significance. His imagination, working with
an almost diseased rapidity and excitement, brought before him a series
of scenes in which the death-charm figured as symbol. In one of these
there were two women--Hermione and Maddalena.

Hermione might have set out on some wild quest to Mergellina. He
remembered the face at the window, and knew that to-night everything was
possible.

\x93Row quickly, Gaspare!\x94

Gaspare bent almost furiously to the oars. Then sharply he turned his
head.

\x93What is it?\x94

\x93I can see the boat! I can see the Signora!\x94

The words struggled out on a long breath that made his broad chest
heave. Instinctively Artois put his hands on the gunwale of the boat on
either side of him, moving as if to stand up.

\x93Take care, Signore!\x94

\x93I\x92d forgotten--\x94 He leaned forward, searching the night. \x93Where is the
Signora?\x94

\x93There--in front! She is rowing to the village. No, she has turned.\x94

He stopped rowing.

\x93The Signora has seen, or she has heard, and she is going in to shore.\x94

\x93But there are only the rocks.\x94

\x93The Signora is going in to the Palazzo of the Spirits.\x94

\x93The Palazzo of the Spirits?\x94 Artois repeated.

\x93Si, Signore.\x94

Gaspare turned and looked again into the darkness.

\x93I cannot see the Signora any more.\x94

\x93Follow the Signora, Gaspare. If she has gone to the Palazzo of the
Spirits row in there.\x94

\x93Si, Signore.\x94

He drew the oars again strongly through the water.

Artois remembered a blinding storm that had crashed over a mountain
village in Sicily long ago, a flash of lightning which had revealed to
him the gaunt portal of a palace that seemed abandoned, a strip of black
cloth, the words \x93_Lutto in famiglia_.\x94 They had seemed to him prophetic
words.

And now--?

In the darkness he saw another darkness, the strange and broken outline
of the ruined palace by the sea, once perhaps, the summer home of some
wealthy Roman, now a mere shell visited in the lonely hours by the
insatiate waves. Were Hermione and he to meet here? To-day he had
thought of his friend as a spirit that had been long in prison. Now he
came to the Palace of the Spirits to face her truth with his. The Palace
of the Spirits! The name suggested the very nakedness of truth. Well,
let it be so, let the truth stand there naked. Again, mingling with a
certain awe, there rose up in him a strong ardor, a courage that was
vehement, that longed at last to act. And it seemed to him suddenly that
for many years, through all the years that divided Hermione and him from
the Sicilian life, they had been held in leash, waiting for the moment
of this encounter. Now the leash slackened. They were being freed. And
for what?

Gaspare plunged his right oar into the sea alone. The boat swung round
obediently, heading for the shore.

One of the faint lights that gleamed in the village was extinguished.

\x93Signore, the Signora has left the boat!\x94

\x93Si?\x94

\x93Madonna! She has let it go! She has left it to the sea!\x94

He backed water. A moment later the little boat in which Vere loved to
go out alone grated against theirs.

\x93Madonna! To leave the boat like that!\x94 exclaimed Gaspare, bending to
catch the tow-rope. \x93The Signora is not safe to-night. The Signora\x92s
saint will not look on her to-night.\x94

\x93Put me ashore, Gaspare.\x94

\x93Si, Signore.\x94

The boat passed before the fa\xE7ade of the palace.

Artois knew the palace well by day. This was the first time he had come
to it by night. In daylight it was a small and picturesque ruin washed
by the laughing sea, lonely but scarcely sad. Leaping from its dark and
crumbling walls the fisher-boys often plunged into the depths below;
or they lay upon the broad sills of the gaping window-spaces to dry
themselves in the sun. Men came with rods and lines to fish from its
deserted apartments, through which, when rough weather was at hand, the
screaming sea-birds flew. The waves played frivolously enough in its
recesses. And their voices were heard against the slimy and defiant
stones calling to teach other merrily, as perhaps once the voices
of revellers long dead called in the happy hours of a vanished
villeggiatura.

But the night wrought on it, in it, and about it change. Its solitude
then became desolation, the darkness of its stones a blackness that
was tragic, its ruin more than a suggestion, the decisive picture of
despair.

At its base was a line of half-discovered window-spaces, the lower parts
of which had become long since the prey of the waves. Above it were
more window-spaces, fully visible, and flanking a high doorway, once, no
doubt, connected with a staircase, but now giving upon mid-air. Formerly
there had been another floor, but this had fallen into decay and
disappeared, with the exception of one small and narrow chamber situated
immediately over the doorway. Isolated, for there was no means of
approach to it, this chamber had something of the aspect of a low and
sombre tower sluggishly lifting itself towards the sky. The palace was
set upon rock and flanked by rocks. Round about it grass grew to the
base of a high cliff at perhaps two hundred yards distance from it. And
here and there grass and tufts of rank herbage pushed in its crevices,
proclaiming the triumph of time to exulting winds and waters.

As Gaspare rowed in cautiously and gently to this deserted place, to
which from the land no road, no footpath led, he stared at the darkness
of the palace with superstitious awe, then at the small, familiar boat,
which followed in their wake because he held the tow-rope.

\x93Signore,\x94 he said, \x93I am afraid!\x94

\x93You--Gaspare!\x94

\x93I am afraid for the Signora. Why should she come here all alone with
the _fattura della morte_? I am afraid for the Signora.\x94

The boat touched the edge of the rock to the right of the palace.

\x93And where has the Signora gone, Signore? I cannot see her, and I cannot
hear her.\x94

He lifted up his hand. They listened. But they heard only the sucking
murmur of the sea against the rocks perforated with little holes, and in
distant, abandoned chambers of the palace.

\x93Where has the Signora gone?\x94 Gaspare repeated, in a whisper.

\x93I will find the Signora,\x94 said Artois.

He got up. Gaspare held his arm to assist him to the shore.

\x93Thank you.\x94

He was on the rocks.

\x93Gaspare,\x94 he said, \x93wait here. Lie off the shore close by till I come
back.\x94

\x93Si, Signore.\x94

Artois hesitated, looking at Gaspare.

\x93I will persuade the Signora to come back with us,\x94 he said.

\x93Si, Signore. You must persuade the poor Signora. The poor Signora is
mad to-night. She gave me a look--\x94 His eyes clouded with moisture. \x93If
the poor Signora had not been mad she could not have looked at me like
that--at another, perhaps, but not at me.\x94

It seemed as if at last his long reserve was breaking down. He put up
his hand to his eyes.

\x93I did not think that my Padrona--\x94

He stopped. Artois remembered the face at the window. He grasped
Gaspare\x92s hand.

\x93The Signora does not understand,\x94 he said. \x93I will make the Signora
understand.\x94

\x93Si, Signore, you must make the poor Signora understand.\x94

Gaspare\x92s hand held on to the hand of Artois, and in that clasp the
immense reserve, that for so many years had divided, and united, these
two men, seemed to melt like gold in a crucible of fire.

\x93I will make the Signora understand.\x94

\x93And I will wait, Signore.\x94

He pushed the boat off from the rocks. It floated away, with its
sister boat, on the calm sea that kissed the palace walls. He gave his
Padrona\x92s fate into the hands of Artois. It was a tribute which had upon
Artois a startling effect.

It was like a great resignation which conferred a great responsibility.

Always Gaspare had been very jealous, very proud of his position of
authority as the confidential servant and protector of Hermione.
And now, suddenly, and very simply, he seemed to acknowledge his
helplessness with Hermione--to rely implicitly upon the power of Artois.

Vere, too, in her way had performed a kindred action. She had summoned
\x93Monsieur Emile\x94 in her great trouble. She had put herself in his hands.
And he--he had striven to delegate to others the burden he was meant to
bear. He had sent Vere to Hermione. He had sent Gaspare to her. He
had even sent Ruffo to her. Now he must go himself. Vere, Gaspare,
Ruffo--they were all looking to him. But Gaspare\x92s eyes were most
expressive, held more of demand for him than the eyes of the girl and
boy. For the past was gathered in Gaspare, spoke to him in Gaspare\x92s
voice, looked at him from Gaspare\x92s eyes, and in Gaspare\x92s soul waited
surely to know how it would be redeemed.

He turned from the sea and looked towards the cliff. Now he had the
palace on his left hand. On his right, not far off, was a high bluff
going almost sheer into the sea. Nevertheless, access to the village
was possible by the strip of rocks beneath it. Had Hermione gone to the
village by the rocks? If she had, Gaspare\x92s keen eyes would surely have
seen her. Artois looked at the blank wall of the palace. This extended
a little way, then turned at right angles. Just beyond the angle, in its
shadow, there was a low and narrow doorway. Artois moved along the wall,
reached this doorway, stood without it, and listened.

The grass here grew right up to the stones of the ruin. He had come
almost without noise. Before him he saw blackness, the blackness of a
passage extending from the orifice of the doorway to an interior chamber
of the palace. He heard the peculiar sound of moving water that is beset
and covered in by barriers of stone, a hollow and pugnacious murmur, as
of something so determined that it would be capable of striving through
eternity, yet of something that was wistful and even sad.

For an instant he yielded his spirit to this sound of eternal striving.
Then he said:

\x93Hermione!\x94

No one answered.

\x93Hermione!\x94

He raised his voice. He almost called the name.

Still there was no answer. Yet the silence seemed to tell him that she
was near.

He did not call again. He waited a moment, then he stepped into the
passage.

The room to which it led was the central room, or hall, of the palace--a
vaulted chamber, high and narrow, opening to the sea at one end by the
great doorway already mentioned, to the land beneath the cliff by a
smaller doorway at the other. The faint light from without, penetrating
through these facing doorways, showed to Artois a sort of lesser
darkness, towards which he walked slowly, feeling his way along the
wall. When he reached the hall he again stood still, trying to get
accustomed to the strange and eerie obscurity, to pierce it with his
eyes.

Now to his left, evidently within the building, and not far from where
he stood, he heard almost loudly the striving of the sea. He heard the
entering wave push through some narrow opening, search round the walls
for egress, lift itself in a vain effort to emerge, fall back baffled,
retreat, murmuring discontent, only to be succeeded by another eager
wave. And this startling living noise of water filled him with a
sensation of acute anxiety, almost of active fear.

\x93Hermione!\x94 he said once more.

It seemed to him that the voice of the water drowned his voice, that
it was growing louder, was filling the palace with an uproar that was
angry.

\x93Hermione! Hermione!\x94

He strove to dominate that uproar.

Now, far off, through the seaward opening, he saw a streak of silver
lying like a thread upon the darkness of the sea. And as he saw it, the
voice of the waves within the palace seemed to sink suddenly away almost
to silence. He did not know why, but the vision of that very distant
radiance of the young and already setting moon seemed to restore to him
abruptly the accuracy of his sense of hearing.

He again went forward a few steps, descending in the chamber towards the
doorway by the worn remains of an almost effaced staircase. Reaching the
bottom he stood still once more. On either side of him he could faintly
discern openings leading into other rooms. Perhaps Hermione, hearing him
call, had retreated from him through one of them. A sort of horror
of the situation came upon him, as he began thoroughly to realize the
hatred, hatred of brain, of nerves, of heart, that was surely quivering
in Hermione in this moment, that was driving her away into the darkness
from sound and touch of life. Like a wounded animal she was creeping
away from it and hating it. He remembered Gaspare\x92s words about the look
she had cast upon perhaps the most truly faithful of all her friends.

But--she did not know. And he, Artois, must tell her. He must make her
see the exact truth of the years. He must win her back to reason.

Reason! As the word went through his mind it chilled him, like the
passing of a thing coated with ice. He had been surely a reasonable
man, and his reasonableness had led him to this hour. Suddenly he saw
himself, as he had seen that palace door by lightning. He saw himself
for an instant lit by a glare of fire. He looked, he stared upon
himself.

And he shivered, as if he had drawn close to, as if he had stood by, a
thing coated with ice.

And he dared to come here, to pursue such a woman as Hermione! He dared
to think that he could have any power over her, that his ice could have
any power over her fire! He dared to think that! For a moment all, and
far more than all, his former feelings of unworthiness, of helplessness,
of cowardice, rushed back upon him. Then, abruptly, there came upon
him this thought--\x93Vere believes I have power over Hermione.\x94 And then
followed the thought--\x93Gaspare believes that I have power over her.\x94 And
the ice seemed to crack. He saw fissures in it. He saw it melting.
He saw the \x93thing\x94 it had covered appearing, being gradually revealed
as--man.

\x93Vere believes in my power. Gaspare believes in my power. They are the
nearest to Hermione. They know her best. Their instincts about her
must be the strongest, the truest. Why do they believe in it? Why do
they--why do they know--for they must, they do know, that I have this
power, that I am the one to succeed where any one else would fail? Why
have they left Hermione in my hands to-night?\x94

The ice was gone. The lightning flash lit up a man warm with the breath
of life. From the gaunt door of the abandoned palace the strip of black
cloth, the tragic words above it, dropped down and disappeared.

Suddenly Artois knew why Vere believed in his power, and why Gaspare
believed in it--knew how their instincts had guided them, knew to what
secret knowledge--perhaps not even consciously now their knowledge--they
had travelled. And he remembered the words he had written in the book at
Frisio\x92s on the night of the storm:

\x93La Conscience, c\x92est la quantite de science innee que nous avons en
nous.\x94

He had written those words hurriedly, irritably, merely because he had
to write something, and they chanced--he knew not why--to come into his
mind as he took hold of the pen. And it was on that night, surely, that
his conscience--his innate knowledge--began to betray him. Or--no--it
was on that night that he began to defy it, to deny it, to endeavor to
cast it out.

For surely he must have known, he had known, what Vere and Gaspare
innately knew. Surely his conscience had not slept while theirs had been
awake.

He did not know. It seemed to him as if he had not time to decide this
now. Very rapidly his mind had worked, rushing surely through corridors
of knowledge to gain an inner room. He had only stood at the foot of
the crumbling staircase two or three minutes before he moved again
decisively, called again, decisively:

\x93Hermione! Hermione! I know you are here. I have come for you!\x94

He went to the right. On the left was the chamber which had been taken
possession of by the sea. She could not have gone that way, unless--he
thought of the _fattura della morte_, and for a moment the superstitious
horror returned upon him. But he banished it. That could not be. His
heart was flooded by conviction that cruelty has an end, that the most
relentless fate fails at last in its pursuing, that the _fattura della
morte_, if it brought death with it, brought a death that was not of the
body, brought, perhaps, a beautiful death of something that had lived
too long.

He banished fear, and he entered the chamber on the right. It was lit
only by an opening looking to the sea. As he came into it he saw a tall
thing--like a tall shadow--pass close to him and disappear. He saw that,
and he heard the faint sound of material in movement.

There was then still another chamber on this side, and Hermione had
passed into it. He followed her in silence, came to the doorway of it,
looked, saw black darkness. There was no other opening either to sea or
land. In it Hermione had found what she sought--absolute blackness.

But he had found her. Here she could not escape him.

He stood in the doorway. He remembered Vere\x92s trust in him. He
remembered Gaspare\x92s trust. He remembered that Gaspare was waiting in
the boat for him--for them. He remembered the words of Gaspare:

\x93You must make the poor Signora understand!\x94

That was what he had to do: to make Hermione understand. And that surely
he could do. Surely he had the power to do it now.

For he himself understood.



CHAPTER XLII

\x93Hermione!\x94

Artois spoke to the void.

\x93Hermione, because I have followed you, because I have come here, don\x92t
you think that I am claiming any right. Don\x92t think that I imagine,
because I am your--because I am--I mean that it has not been easy to
me to come. It has not been--it is not a simple thing to me to break in
upon--upon--\x94

He had begun to speak with determination. He had said the very first
words with energy, almost with a warm eagerness, as of one hurrying on
to vital speech. But suddenly the energy faltered, the eagerness failed,
the ring of naturalness died out of the voice. It was as if a gust of
cold air had blown out a flame. He paused. Then he said, in a low voice:

\x93You hate me for coming.\x94

He stopped again. He stared at the void, at the blackness.

\x93You hate me for being here.\x94

As he said the last words the blackness before him surely gathered
itself together, took a form, the form of a wave, towered up as a
gigantic wave towers, rolled upon him to overwhelm him. So acute was
his sensation of being attacked, of being in peril, that his body was
governed by it and instinctively shrank, trying to make itself small
that it might oppose as little resistance as possible to the oncoming
foe.

For it seemed to him that the wave of blackness was the wave of
Hermione\x92s present hatred, that it came upon him, that it struck him,
that it stunned and almost blinded him, then divided, rushing onwards he
knew not where, unspent and unsatisfied.

He stood like a man startled and confused, striving to regain lost
footing, to recover his normal condition.

\x93You hate me.\x94

Had he spoken the words or merely thought them? He did not know. He was
not conscious of speaking them, yet he seemed to hear them. He looked
at the blackness. And again it surely moved. Again he surely saw it
gathering itself together, and towering up as a wave towers.

His sensation was absolutely one of nightmare. And exactly as in a
nightmare a man feels that he is no longer fully himself, has no longer
the power to do any manly or effective thing, so Artois felt now.

It seemed to him that he was nothing, and yet that he was hated. He
turned and looked behind him, moved by a fierce desire for relief. He
had not the courage to persist in confronting that blackness which took
a form, which came upon him, which would surely overwhelm him.

In the distance he saw a pallor, where the face of the night looked
into the palace from the sea. And he heard the distant water. Still the
little waves were entering the deserted chambers, only to seek an exit
which they could never find. Their ceaseless determination was horrible
to him, because it suggested to him the ceaseless determination of those
other waves of black hatred, one following another, from some hidden
centre of energy that was inexhaustible. As he listened the sound of the
sea stole into his ears till his brain was full of it, till he felt
as if into his brain, as into those deserted chambers, the waves were
penetrating, the waves of the sea and those dark waves which gathered
themselves together and flowed upon him from the void.

For a moment they possessed him. For a moment he was the prey of these
two oceans.

Then he made a violent effort, released himself, and turned again to
the chamber in which Hermione was hidden. He faced the blackness. He was
able to do that now. But he was not able to go on speaking to the
woman who remained invisible, but whose influence he was so painfully
conscious of. He was not able to speak to her because she was surely
speaking to him, was communicating to him not only her feeling towards
him, but also its reason, its basis, in that wordless language which
is only used and comprehended by human beings in moments of crisis and
intense emotion. That was what he felt, seemed to know.

He stood there, facing the blackness and listening, while she seemed to
be telling him her woman\x92s reasons for her present hatred of the man who
had been for so long a time her closest friend.

And these reasons were not only the reasons born of a day\x92s events, of
the discovery of the lie on which her spirit had been resting. She did
not say--her heart did not say only: \x93I hate you because you let
me believe in that which never existed except in my imagination--my
husband\x92s complete love of me, complete faithfulness to me. I hate
you because you enclosed me in the prison of a lie. I hate you because
during all these years you have been a witness of my devotion to an
idol, a graven image whose wooden grimace I mistook for the smile of the
god\x92s happy messenger, because you have been a witness of my cult for
the memory of one who betrayed my trust in him, who thought nothing of
my gift to him, who put another in the sanctuary that should have been
sacred to me, and who has poisoned the sources of the holy streams that
flow into and feed the soul of a good woman.\x94

If Hermione had silently told Artois reasons such as these for hating
him she would have roused him to battle with her, to defend himself with
some real hope of holding his own, even of eventual conquest. But other
reasons, too, did they not come from her, creeping out of her brain
and heart and soul into his, reasons against which he had no weapons,
against which he could make no defence?

He had claimed to understand the psychology of women. He had believed he
comprehended women well. Hermione best of all women. But these reasons,
creeping out of her into him, set a ring of illuminating fire about
his misconception. They told him that though perhaps he had known one
Hermione in his friend, there were other Hermiones in her whom he had
never really known. Once in the garden of the island by night he
had seen, or fancied he had seen, a strange smile upon her face that
betokened a secret bitterness; and for a moment he had been confused,
and had faltered in his speech, and had felt as if he were sitting with
a stranger who was hostile to him, or, if not actually hostile, was
almost cruelly critical of him. Now that stranger silently spoke to him,
silently told him many things.

She told him--that which few men ever know--something of what women
specially want, specially need in life. And the catalogue of these needs
seemed to him to be also the catalogue of her reasons for hating him at
this moment.

\x93Women need--I needed,\x94 she seemed to say, \x93not only a large and ample
friendship, noble condescending, a friendship like an announcement to
citizens affixed to the wall of a market-place, and covering boldly all
the principal circumstances and likely happenings of ordinary feminine
life, but a friendship, an affection, very individual, very full of
subtlety, not such as would suit, would fit comfortably women, but
such as would suit, would fit comfortably, would fit beautifully one
individual woman--me.\x94

Ah, the \x93women need\x94 was flung away, like a stone thrown into the sea!
It was the \x93I needed\x94 that was held fast, that was shown to Artois now.
And the \x93I\x94 stood to Hermione for herself. But might it not have stood
to the world for many a woman?

\x93I needed some one to whom I could be kind, for whom I could think,
plan, hope, weave a fabric of ambitious dreams, look forward along
the path that leads to glory. I needed some one for whom I could be
unselfish, to whom I could often offer those small burnt sacrifices
whose smoke women love to see ascending towards God, burnt sacrifices
of small personal desire, small personal plans and intentions. I
needed some one to need my encouragement, my admiration--frequently
expressed--my perpetual sympathy hovering about him like a warm cloud
of fragrant incense, my gentle criticism, leading him to efforts which
would win from the world, and from me, more admiration of and wonder at
his energy and genius. I needed some one to stir within me woman\x92s soft
passion for forgiveness, woman\x92s delight in petting the child who has
been naughty, but who puts the naughtiness aside and runs home to be
good again. I needed some one to set upon a pedestal.

\x93These needs you fully satisfied.

\x93You gave me generously opportunities for kindness, for thoughtfulness,
for impersonal ambition, for looking forward on your behalf, for
unselfishness, for the sacrifice of my little personal desires, plans,
and intentions, for encouragement of you, for admiration of your
abilities, for sympathy--even for gentle criticism leading you to
efforts which won from me eventually a greater respect for your powers
and for secret forgiveness which ended in open petting. When I prepared
the pedestal you were quite ready to mount it, and to remain upon it
without any demonstration of fatigue.

\x93And so many needs of mine you satisfied.

\x93But I had more needs, and far other needs, than these.

\x93I needed not only to make many gifts, to satisfy my passion for
generosity, but to have many gifts, and gifts of a special nature, made
in return to me. I needed to feel another often, if not perpetually and
exclusively, intent on me. I needed to feel tenderness--watchful, quick,
eager tenderness, not tenderness slow-footed and in blinkers--round
about me.

\x93I needed a little blindness in my friend. That is true. But the
blindness that I needed was not blindness to my little sacrifices, but
blindness to my little faults.

\x93To a woman there is such a world of difference between the two!
I longed for my friend to see the smoke ascending from my small
burnt-offerings of self made for his sake. But I longed, too, for him
not always to see with calm, clear eyes my petty failings, my minute
vanities, my inconsistencies, my incongruities, my frequent lack
of reasoning power and logical sequence, my gusts of occasional
injustice--ending nearly always in a rain of undue benefits--my surely
forgivable follies of sentiment, my irritabilities--how often due to
physical causes which no man could ever understand!--my blunders of
the head--of the heart I made but few, or none--my weak depressions,
struggled against but not always conquered, my perhaps childish
anxieties and apprehensions, my forebodings, not invariably well
founded, my fleeting absurdities of temper, of temperament, of manner,
or of word.

\x93But as definitely as my friend did not see my little sacrifices he saw
my little faults, and he made me see that he saw them. Men are so free
from the tender deceits that women are compact of.

\x93And as I needed blindness in some directions, in others I needed clear
sight.

\x93I needed some one to see that my woman\x92s heart was not only the heart
of a happy mother, to whom God had given an almost perfect child, but
also the heart of a lover--not of a _grande amoureuse_, perhaps, but
of a lover who had been deprived of the love that is the complement of
woman\x92s, and who suffered perpetually in woman\x92s peculiar and terrible
way because of that deprivation.

\x93I needed an understanding of my sacred hunger, a comprehension of my
desolation, a realization that my efforts to fill my time with work
were as the efforts of a traveller in a forest to escape from the wolves
whose voices he hears behind him. I needed the recognition of a simple
truth--that the thing one is passionately eager to give is nearly always
the thing one is passionately eager to receive, and that when I poured
forth sympathy upon others I was longing to have it poured forth upon
me. I gave because secretly I realized the hunger I was sharing. And
often, having satisfied your hunger, I was left to starve, no longer in
company, but entirely alone.

\x93I needed great things, perhaps, but I needed them expressed in
little ways; and I needed little cares, little attentions, little
thoughtfulnesses, little preventions, little, little, absurd kindnesses,
tendernesses, recognitions, forgivenesses. Perhaps, indeed, even more
than anything magnificent or great, I needed the so-called little
things. It is not enough for a woman to know that a man would do for
her something important, something even superb, if the occasion for it
arose. Such an occasion probably never would arise--and she cannot wait.
She wants to be shown at every moment that some one is thinking kindly
of her, is making little, kind plots and plans for her, is wishing to
ward off from her the chill winds, to keep from pricking her the thorns
of the roses, to shut out from her the shadows of life and let in the
sunbeams to her pathway.

\x93I needed the tender, passing touch to show me my secret grief was
understood, and my inconsistency was pardoned. I needed the generous
smile to prove to me that my greed for kindness, even when perhaps
inopportune, was met in an ungrudging spirit. I needed now and then--I
needed this sometimes terribly, more, perhaps, than any other thing--a
sacrifice of some very small, very personal desire of yours, because it
was not mine or because it was opposite to mine. Never, never, did my
heart and my nature demand of yours any great sacrifice of self, such
as mine could have made--such as mine once did make--for you. But it did
demand, often--often it demanded some small sacrifice: the giving up of
some trifle, the resignation of some advantage, perhaps, that your man\x92s
intellect gave you over my woman\x92s intellect, the abandoning of
some argumentative position, or the not taking of it, the sweet
pretence--scarcely a sin against the Holy Ghost of truth!--that I was a
tiny bit more persuasive, or more clear-sighted, or more happy in some
contention, or more just in some decision, than perhaps I really was.
I needed to be shown your affection for me, as I was ever ready, ever
anxious, to show mine for you, in all the little ways that are the
language of the heart and that fill a woman\x92s life with music.

\x93All this I needed. My nature cried out for it as instinctively as the
nature of man cries out for God. But all this I needed generally in
vain. You were not always a niggard. You were ready sometimes to give
in your way. But were you ever ready to give in mine when you saw--and
sometimes you must have seen, sometimes you did see--what mine was? I
longed always to give you all you wanted in the way you wanted it. But
you gave when you wished and as you chose to give. I was often grateful.
I was too often grateful. I was unduly grateful. Because I was giving, I
was always giving far more than I received.

\x93But all that time I had something. All that time I had a memory that I
counted sacred. All that time, like an idiot child, I was clasping in my
hand a farthing, which I believed, which I stated, to be a shining piece
of gold.

\x93You knew what it was. You knew it was a farthing! You knew--you knew!

\x93And now that the hour has come when I know, too, can\x92t you understand
that I realize not only that that farthing is a farthing, but that all
farthings are farthings? Can\x92t you understand that I hate those who have
given me farthings when my hands were stretched out for gold--my hands
that were giving gold?

\x93Can\x92t you understand? Can\x92t you? Then I\x92ll make you understand! I\x92ll
make you! I\x92ll make you!\x94

Again the blackness gathered itself together, took a form, the form of
a wave, towered up as a gigantic wave towers, rolled upon Artois
to overwhelm him. He stood firm and received the shock. For he was
beginning to understand. He was no longer confronting waves of hatred
which were also waves of mystery.

He had thought that Hermione hated him, hated every on