Title: Judith Moore; or, Fashioning a Pipe
Author: Wood, Joanna E.
Language: English
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  FASHIONING A PIPE.

  "He tore out a reed, the great god Pan,
  From the deep, cool bed of the river.
  * * * * * *
  "Hacked and hewed as a great god can,
  With his hard, bleak steel at the patient reed,
  Till there was not a sign of the leaf, indeed,
  To prove it fresh from the river.
  He cut it short, did the great god Pan,
  (How tall it stood in the river!)
  Then drew the pith, like the heart of a man,
  Steadily from the outside ring,
  And notched the poor, dry, empty thing
  In holes as he sat by the river.
  'This is the way,' laughed the great god Pan,
  ... 'The only way since gods began
  To make sweet music, they could succeed.'
  ... Yet half a beast is the great god Pan,
  To laugh as he sits by the river,
  The true gods sigh for the cost and pain,
  For the reed which grows nevermore again
  As a reed with the reeds in the river."
                              --MRS. BARRETT BROWNING.



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  JUDITH MOORE;

  OR,

  FASHIONING A PIPE.



  BY

  JOANNA E. WOOD.

  Author of "The Untempered Wind," etc.



  TORONTO:
  THE ONTARIO PUBLISHING CO., Limited
  1898.



  Entered according to Act of the Parliament of Canada, in the year one
  thousand eight hundred and ninety-eight, by THE ONTARIO PUBLISHING
  Co., Limited, at the Department of Agriculture, Ottawa.



JUDITH MOORE.



CHAPTER I.

"Behold a sower went forth to sow."


Andrew Cutler, with his graceful and melancholy red Irish setter at his
heels, walked swiftly across his fields to the "clearing" one morning
late in spring.

He was clad in the traditional blue jeans of the countryman, and wore
neither coat nor vest; a leathern belt was drawn about his middle.  His
shirt, open a bit at the throat, and guiltless of collar and tie,
displayed a neck such as we see modelled in old bronzes, and of much
the same colour; for Andrew Cutler was tanned to the point of being
swart.  His head had a somewhat backward pose, expressive of an
independence almost over-accentuated.

His hair was cropped short, and was of a sun-burnt brown, like his long
moustache.  His eyes were blue-grey, that softened to hazel or hardened
to the hue of steel.  His nose was aquiline, with the little flattened
plateau on the bridge that we call "Spanish."  His chin was strong--the
chin of a man who "manlike, would have his way."

Mother Nature must laugh in her sleeve at the descriptive names we tack
to her models.  This man so completely satisfied the appellation
"aristocratic," that, with the stubbornness of a much-humoured word, it
persists in suggesting itself as the best vehicle to describe this
young farmer, and indeed the combination would be entirely to the
advantage of the adjective, which is often seen in poor company.  A
veritable rustic Antinous he was, with broad chest, slim, lithe loins,
and muscles strong as steel.  Slung athwart his shoulder was a sack of
coarse brown canvas that bulged with a heavy load; but he strode on,
his balance undisturbed, and presently he stood upon the verge of the
clearing.  This was simply a part of the woodland that Andrew was
taking under cultivation.  A somewhat unpromising piece it looked, with
its stubborn stumps standing irregularly amid the broken furrows--(for
it had been ploughed, in such fashion as ploughing may be done when one
has to twist around stumps, over stones, and tear through long strong
roots).

Andrew remembered the ploughing, as he walked across to begin his
sowing, like the good farmer that he was, at the end-rigg.  Here was
the stump that had resisted gunpowder, leverage and fire, and that now
was being tortured by saltpetre, charged in a deep augur hole.  Well,
it had been a right brave old tree, but the saltpetre would win to the
stout oaken heart yet.  It was perhaps a step in the right direction,
this clearing of the woodland, but all progress seems cruel at first.
Here--as he passed over what seemed a particularly smooth bit--the
great stone lay hidden that had broken his ploughshare off with a
crash, and sent him flying from between the plough-stilts.  He would
remember that stone for some time!  So doubtless would good old Bess,
whose patient brown shoulders had borne the brunt of the shock.

Ploughing a field is like ploughing the sea--one needs must have a
chart of each to steer safely.  That more formidable sea, "whose waves
are years," has no chart.  Next winter would see the uprooting of all
these stumps, and the felling of more trees beyond.  Next spring the
plough would pass straight from end to end, and the seed-drill would
sow the space which now he was about to sow in the old classic
fashion--as they sowed, in intervals of stormy peace, the grain after
the wooden ploughs on the Swiss hillsides; as Ulysses sowed the salt
upon the seashore; as the sowers sowed the seed in the far-off East, as
has been handed down to us in a matchless allegory.

He began his task, hand and foot moving in rhythm, and cadenced by the
sharp swish, swish of the grain as it left his hand, spreading fan-wise
over the soil.  It takes a strong wrist and a peculiar "knack" to sow
grain well by hand; he had both.

The dog followed him for a couple of ridges, but, besides the ploughed
ground being distasteful to him (for he was a dainty dog and
fastidious), the buckwheat hit him in the eyes, and his master paid no
heed to him, a combination of circumstances not be borne; hence, he
shortly betook himself to the woodland, where he raised a beautiful
little wild rabbit and coursed after it, until with a final kick of its
furry heels it landed safe beneath a great pile of black walnut logs,
built up criss-cross fashion to mellow for the market.  Rufus (named
from "William the Red, surnamed Rufus") returned to his master, not
dejectedly, but with a melancholy contempt for rabbits that would not
"run it out," but took shelter in a sneaking way where they could not
be come at.

By this time Andrew was well on with his work.  The sack beneath his
arm was growing limp, he himself was warm.  He paused as a bird flew up
from a turned sod at his feet, and a little search showed the simple
nest of a grey-bird--open to the sun and rain, built guilelessly,
without defence of strategy or strength.

There is something amiss with the man or woman whose heart is not
touched by a bird's nest--the daintiest possible epitome of love, and
home, and honest work, and self-sacrificing patience.  Andrew had
thrashed many a boy for robbing birds' nests, and had discharged a man
in the stress of haying because he knocked down the clay nests of the
swallows from beneath the granary eaves with a long pole.  Now he bent
above this nest with curious-tender eyes, touching the spotted eggs
lightly whilst the bird, whose breast had left them warm, flitted to
and fro upon the furrows.  He remained but a moment (the bird's anxiety
was cruel) then, fixing the spot in his memory that he might avoid it
in the harrowing, he was about to go on his way, when his ears were
assailed by a succession of the sweetest sounds he had ever heard--note
after note of purest melody, flung forth unsyllabled, full-throated to
the air, inarticulate but eloquent.  Again and again it came, liquid,
rich, and with that pathos which perfection always touches.

At first he could not fix the direction from whence it came.  It was as
if the heavens above had opened and showered down music upon his heart
as he had flung forth the seed upon the earth: and indeed there were
two sowings that morning and from each harvests were garnered--first
the bloom and then the fruit thereof.  But as he listened longer he
knew it issued from the wood before him.  At the first note some
impulse made him snatch off his old felt hat, and he stood there,
bareheaded in the sunshine, as one might stand to whom had come the
pang of inspiration.

The singer was voicing no composition, only uttering isolated notes, or
short _crescendos_, terminating in notes of exquisite beauty, but
leaving a sense of incompleteness that was so intense us to be almost a
physical pain to him--only forgotten when the next utterance robbed him
of retrospect and filled him with hope.  Any one who has heard a
perfect singer practising, knows the sensation.  In such fashion the
unseen sirens sang, and men willingly risked death to touch the lips
that had been parted by such melodious breath.

Andrew still stood, and at last silence fell--a silence he hardly
comprehended at first, so filled was it with the dream of sound that
had passed, so instinct with expectation: but it forced itself upon
him, and then suddenly round him there sounded all the commonplace
noises of life--the croaking of a tree toad, the buzzing of a chance
fly, the far-off shouting of men, and the sounds of birds--all that had
been deadened to his ear by the magic of that voice.

A voice--then whence?

In two strides he was over the ploughed ground and in the woods.  He
searched through and through it in vain.  He looked from its borders at
his own far-off farm-house among its trees, at the gables of the
village of Ovid clustering together, at the tin on the Baptist Church
spire glistening in the midst, at the long low Morris homestead that
nestled in a little hollow beyond his wood: but all was as usual,
nothing new, nothing strange.  No angel's glistening wing was to be
seen anywhere.

Andrew's grain was spent, but the clearing was not yet all sown.  So he
went home leaving his task unfinished.  From one thing to another was
the rule of his busy life.  He gave a cheery word or two to his aunt,
Miss Myers, who kept house for him, and then he was off to town with a
waggon load of implements to be mended in time for the summer work.

That night a group of typical Ovidians were gathered in the kitchen of
old Sam Symmons' house.

Sam Symmons lived in a frame house, just at the foot of the incline
which led into the village from the north.  Like many of the houses of
Ovid, his was distinctly typical of its owner.  A new house was such a
rare thing in Ovid, that the old ones had time to assimilate the
characters of their possessors, and to assume an individuality denied
to the factors of a more rapidly growing place.

Old Sam's house was a tumble-down, rakish, brave-looking old house,
with shutters erstwhile painted green.  They had once given the whole
house quite an air, but their painful lapses in the way of broken
slats, and uneven or lost hinges, now superimposed upon it a look of
indecision.  One of the weather-boards at the south corner was loose
and, freed from the nails' restraint, bent outward, as though beckoning
the gazer in.  It was a hospitable old house, but wary, too, the ornate
tin tops of the rain troughs round the roof giving it a knowing look.

The native clematis grew better over the weather-beaten gable than
anywhere else in Ovid, and the Provence roses, without any care
whatever, bloomed better.

It was as if the house and its environs were making a gallant but
losing light against encroaching time and adverse circumstances.  So it
was with old Sam.

He was an old man.  Long before, when Canada's farmers were more than
prosperous, when foreign wars kept the price of food grains high, when
the soil was virgin and unexhausted, when the military spirit still
animated the country, when regulars were in barracks at the nearest
town, when every able man was an eager volunteer, when to drink heavily
and swear deeply upon all occasions marked the man of ease, when the
ladies danced in buckled shoes and _chéne taffetas_, and were
worshipped with chivalrous courtesy and high-flown _sobriquets_--in
those days old Sam Symmons had been known as "Gallant Sam Symmons," and
had been welcomed by many high in the land.

He had ever been first in a fight, the last upright at the table, a gay
dancer and a courtly flirt.  But now he was glad to get an audience of
tolerant villagers to listen to his old tales.  For instead of
garnering his money he spent it freely, having ever a generous heart
and open hand, and of late years he had fallen upon evil times, and
gone steadily down hill.  Now he had only a strip of barren acres
heavily mortgaged.  He married late in life the daughter of a country
doctor.

They had one child, a girl, whose mother died when she was four years
old.  Sam christened his daughter Susanna Matilda.

In the days of his youth--oh, the halcyon time--these two names had
been the names of the hour.  The Mabels, Lilys and Rubys of to-day were
yet unborn.

Susanna Waring had been the belle of the county, and her lovers were
willing to stake their honour upon her pre-eminence.

Matilda Buchanan had been called "The Rose of Canada," and when the
Consul, her father, returned to England, she footed it bravely at the
Court of St. James.  She married a nobleman there.

They were long dead, these two beauties.  Matilda Buchanan had left all
her pomp, and Susanna Waring had passed away from all her unhappiness,
for she married an officer who treated her brutally.  Well, well, old
Sam Symmons, gallant Sam Symmons then, had danced with both of them,
had kissed Miss Waring's hand in a minuet, and knocked a man down for
saying Matilda Buchanan rouged.

She did--they all did in those days--but it was not for the profane
lips of man to say so.  Thus Sam christened his daughter Susanna
Matilda, and felt he had done his duty by her.

After his wife's death, her cousin, a good enough woman in a negative
sort of way, kept house for him, and brought up the little girl.  When
Susanna was eighteen, this woman died; so Sam and his daughter were
left alone.

As has been said, quite a crowd was gathered in old Sam's kitchen that
night in the last week of May.  There was Sam himself, Jack Mackinnon
(a neighbour's hired man and the most noted liar in Ovid), Hiram Green,
Oscar Randall, and Susanna.  It may be said here that throughout Ovid
and its environs Susanna's proper name was a dead letter.  She was "Sam
Symmons' Suse" to all and sundry.  The Ovidian mind was not prone to
poetry: still, this alliterative name seemed to have charms for it, and
perhaps the poetical element in Ovid only required developing: and it
may be that the sibilant triune name found favour because it chimed to
some dormant vein of poesy, unsuspected even by its possessors.

The occasion calling forth the conclave in Symmons' kitchen was simply
that his old mare was very sick; in fact, dying, as all save Sam
thought.  As every man in Ovid prided himself upon his knowledge of
veterinary science, the whole community stirred when it was spread
abroad that there was an equine patient to practise upon.

Oscar Randall took the dim lantern from the table and went out.  He
returned, and all awaited his opinion.

"Well, Os?" said Jack Mackinnon.

"If that was my horse--which she ain't, of course--I'd shoot her," said
Oscar, deliberately.

"Shoot her!" said Jack Mackinnon: "shoot her!  Don't you do it, Mister
Symmons.  Why, there was old Mr. Pierson wot I worked for in Essex, he
had an old mare, most dreadful old and most terrible sick--sick for
months.  One day we drawed her out in a field, to die easy and so's
she'd be easy to bury.  Well, by George! she got up, and old Mr.
Pen--him wot I worked for as has the dairy farm--he came along, and he
says to Mr. Pierson, says he, 'Wot'll you take for the mare?'
'Twenty-five dollars,' says the old man.  'She's my mare, then,'  says
Mr Pen; 'I'll give you my note for her.'  So Mr. Pen took her home and
drove her in his milk-cart: and that spring he sold her two colts for a
hundred dollars apiece, and in the fall he got two hundred dollars for
a little black one; and Mr. Ellis, wot keeps tavern, he bought another
pair of 'em in winter, and gave a sorrel horse and a double cutter for
'em.  I tell you, she was a good old mare that, and we drug her out to
die at old Mr. Pierson's, wot I worked for in Essex, and old Mr. Pen,
wot keeps the dairy farm, he came along, and says, 'Wot'll you take for
the mare?'  And--"

"Oh, shut up!  Draw it mild, Jack," said Oscar, irascibly.

"Sam," said Hiram Green, slowly, "have you tried Epsom salts? and
ginger? and saltpetre? and sweet spirits of nitre? and rye? and
asafoetida? and bled her? and given her a bran-mash? and tried
turpentine and salt?"

"Yes," said Sam, "I have, and she's no better."

"Now, Sam," said Green, impressively, "did you give her a 'Black's
Condition Powder'?"

"No, I didn't," said Sam.

"I thought so," said Green, significantly.

"Do you keep them in the store?" queried Oscar Randall, aggressively.
He felt aggrieved with Hiram, having himself intended to ask about the
sweet nitre and turpentine.

"Do you keep them?" he asked again.

"Yes, I do," admitted Hiram, "and I've brought one along in case Sam
should like to try it."

This rather crushed Oscar's insinuation as to Hiram's business policy
in suggesting this remedy, so he sat silent, while old Sam and Hiram
Green went out to administer the powder.

Jack Mackinnon, to whom silence was impossible, with the freedom of
equality prevalent in Ovid, turned to where Suse sat making rick-rack.

"Wot are you making, Miss Suse?" he began, and without waiting for a
reply, continued: "There was Adah Harris, daughter of old man Harris,
wot was a carpenter and had a market garden, wot I worked for in Essex,
and she was always a-doing things.  She was busy every blessed minute,
and I tell you she _was_ smart; she married Henry Haynes wot kept a
blacksmith's shop, wot I worked for: and when I left there, I left my
clothes be, till I got a job, and when I went back after 'em, there was
a new shirt, and two paper collars in a box, and my mother's picture
gone.  Now I knowed pretty clost to where them things went--and I'll
have 'em back if I have to steal 'em.  Why I thought no end of mother's
picture, it was took standing; I wouldn't have lost that picture for a
fifty-cent piece, and there 'twas gone and my new shirt and two collars
I'd only had two months.  I left them at Henry Haynes' wot married Adah
Harris.  Old man Harris went carpentering and kept a market garden,
but, pshaw!  Talk about squashes, why we growed one squash there took
three men to get it into the waggon, and then we rolled it up a
board--why squashes--" but just then Hiram and old Sam came in.  Old
Sam blew the long-lit lantern out.

"Well, father?" Suse asked.

"She's dead," said Sam.

"Dead's a door nail," added Hiram.

"No!" said Jack, with exaggerated incredulity.

"You don't say!" said Oscar, in a tone which betrayed a distinct
conflict between self-satisfaction and proper sympathy.  He could not
resist adding in a lower key, "I seen as much."

Soon the trio of visitors departed.  Old Sam was smoking a last pipe
when a knock came to the door.  He opened it to find Andrew Cutler
without.

"What's this I hear about your mare?" he asked.  "Is she dead?"

"Yes--couldn't seem to do anything for her," said old Sam, and brave as
he was, his tone was somewhat disheartened.

"Well, it's too bad, she was a good beast.  Better have my little bay
till you look about for another," said Andrew.

Old Sam's face lightened.  "I'll be glad to," he answered.  "There's
the orchard field to plough and I'm behindhand already, but"--his old
pride forbidding him to accept too eagerly--"don't you need him?"

"No, not a bit," said Andrew.  "Indeed, I'll be glad if you take him
awhile.  He's getting above himself."

"Well, I'll come along for him in the morning, then," said Sam,
relieved.  "What have you been doing to-day?"

"Sowing buckwheat in the clearing, and went to town with some mending,"
replied Andrew.  "I'm just getting home."

"How does the clearing look?" asked Sam.  "Free of water?"

"Yes, it's in good condition."

"Hiram Green says that there's a boarder up to the Morris place.  Did
you see anything of it?"

"Man or woman?" asked Andrew, with sudden interest.

"Hiram didn't say.  I took it was a man."  (Andrew's heart sank.)
"Suse, did Hiram Green say 'twas a man or a woman had come to board
with old Mrs. Morris?"

"He didn't say," called Suse from an inner room.

"Well, it's a lonely place to choose, isn't it?" said Andrew.
"Good-night, Mr. Symmons."

"Good-night, good-night.  Thank you kindly," said old Sam.

The old mare was buried next day in one of Sam's barren fields.

"Did you get the shoes off her?" Mr. Horne asked as he encountered old
Sam returning from the obsequies with an earthy spade over his rounding
shoulders.

"No, I didn't," said Sam.

"Did you save her tail to make a fly brush?" queried Mr. Horne.

"No," answered old Sam.  "I never thought of it."

"Did you skin her?" asked his questioner bending over.  "Did you skin
her?"

"No," said Sam, thoroughly humiliated.

"Well," said Mr. Horne with exuberant sarcasm, as he shook his reins
over his team of fat Clydesdales, "It's well you can afford such waste.
I couldn't."



CHAPTER II.

        "Say where
      In upper air
  Dost hope to find fulfilment of thy dream?
  On what far peak seest thou a morning gleam?
  Why shall the stars still blind thee unaware?
  Why needst thou mount to sing?
  Why seek the sun's fierce-tempered glow and glare?
  Why shall a soulless impulse prompt thy wing?"


The next day Andrew Cutler went to complete the sowing of the clearing.
It was somewhat chill, and he wore an old velveteen coat whose ribbed
surface was sadly rubbed and faded to a dingy russet.  More than that,
it was burnt through in several round spots by ashes from his pipes and
cigars.  As usual, Rufus followed him, and a very picturesque pair the
two made.

The air was very clear, the smoke from the village curling bluely up
high to the clouds, no shred of it lingering about the roof trees.  He
could see some white pigeons flying about the church spire; and off to
the right, where the river ran, he could see lines of white flashing a
moment in the sun, then falling beyond the trees, and these he knew
were flashes from the shining breasts and wings of the gulls.  The
ground had not yet lost the elasticity of spring, and the new grass had
not yet quite overcome the dead growth of the year before.

It was a buoyant day, and Andrew was in a buoyant mood.  He had not
come out without the expectation of hearing more singing, and he
promised himself he would not wait so long before beginning his search
for the singer, whom he took to be the boarder at the Morris house.
However, it seemed as if he was to be disappointed, for the sun grew
strong, the air warm, and no music came to him.

His sowing was done, and he was just about leaving, when, sweet, clear,
full, the voice of yesterday shook out a few high notes, and then
taking up the words of a song began to sing it in such fashion that
Andrew (who knew the song well) could hardly believe that the sound
issued from mortal lips--it was so flute-like, so liquid.

Now, Andrew's life had not been one of much dissipation; still, there
were hours in it he did not care to dwell upon, and the memory of every
one of these unworthy hours suddenly smote him with shame.  They say
that at death's approach one sees in a second all the sins of his soul
stand forth in crimson blazonry, and perhaps, in that moment, Andrew's
old self died.

The singer's voice had taken up another song, one he did not know--

      "Out from yourself!
  For your broken heart's vest;
  For the peace which you crave;
  For the end of your quest;
  For the love which can save;
      Come!  Come to me!"


In springing over the fence and making towards where the sound came
from, Andrew hardly seemed as if acting upon his own volition.  He had
been summoned: he went.

After all, there is not much mystery about a girl singing among the
trees, yet Andrew's heart throbbed with something of that hushed tumult
with which we approach some sacred shrine of feeling, or enter upon
some new intense delight.

He soon saw her, standing with her back against a rough shell-bark
hickory.  The cloudy greyness of its rugged stem seemed to intensify
the pallor and accentuate the delicacy of her face.  For she was a very
pale-faced, fragile-looking woman who stood there singing: her eyes
were wide and wistful, but not unhappy-looking, only pitiable from the
intense eagerness that seemed to have consumed her.  And, in fact, she
was like an overtuned instrument whose tense strings quiver continually.

She was clad in a dull red gown made in one of the quaint fashions
which _la mode_ has revived of late years.  It had many _bizarre_
broideries of blues and black, touched here and there with
gold--Russian embroidery, its wearer would have called it.  As she sang
she made little dramatic gestures with slender hands, and at the last
words of her song's refrain, she stretched forth her arms with a
gesture expressing the infinitude of yearning.

Her face, so mobile as to be in itself speech, seconded her words by an
inarticulate but powerful plea.  It was as though she pleaded with Fate
to manifest its decree at once, and not hold her longer in suspense.
And it was for singing such as this, and for acting such as this, that
the world had crowned her great--Fools who could not see that the head
they crowned was already drooping beneath its lonely burden.  Blind
fools who could not see it was the passion of an empty heart, the
yearning of a solitary soul, the unutterable longing of a woman's
nature for love, that rendered her marvellous voice so passionately and
painfully sweet.  She herself never suspected it; only she believed
what the doctors had told her manager and teacher, the good man who
wore such big diamonds and used such bad language, that she must have
rest, quiet, complete and absolute change.  So she and this man had
come to Canada, and had driven on and on into the heart of the country
till they came to this village in the valley, and there she had elected
to stay--a caprice not nearly so extravagant, and certainly more sweet
and wholesome than the freaks indulged in by some others of her ilk.
So here she was, lying _perdu_, whilst her picture was in every paper
in the country, with marvellous tales of her triumphs abroad and
whispers of the wonderful treat in store for the music-lovers of
America.  And her little, good-hearted manager flashed out his biggest
diamonds, swore his worst oaths, hoped the child was getting strong,
and never dreamed he was killing her.

The "Great God Pan" was all unconscious of his cruelty, was he not,
when he fashioned the pipe out of a river reed?  And as he blew through
it the music of the gods, doubtless had good reason for thinking that
never reed had been honoured like unto this reed.

There are moments in real life, so exotic to the lives into which they
have entered, that one hardly realizes the verity of them till long
after, when the meaning of his own actions struggles through the mists
and confronts him with their consequences.  In such moments the most
absurd things in the world seem quite in order, and the commonplace
actions of life assume grotesque importance.  So it is in dreams, which
reconcile with magnificent disregard of possibilities, the most
wonderful conditions of person, place and time.  Well--

  "Dreams are true whilst they last
  And do we not live in dreams?"


This is Andrew's only excuse for accepting so promptly the musical
invitation extended with such feeling!

"I have come," he said, half dreamily--stepping out from the shelter of
the trees.

The pale-faced singing siren changed to a startled, blushing girl, and
in swift sequence Andrew's rapt gaze altered to one not altogether
without daring.

"Oh, so I see," she half gasped, then laughed outright, looking at him
with shy eyes, but mutinously curving lips.  The laugh robbed the scene
of its last illusion of mystery.

Andrew advanced, raising his old felt hat with an instinct of deference
that made the commonplace courtesy charming.

"I hope I didn't scare you," he said; "but I was working in a field
near here yesterday and heard you singing.  To-day I made up my mind to
find you.  Do you mind?"

"Do you know who I am?" she asked.

"No," he answered; "but I suspect you are the 'Boarder up at old Mis'
Morris's.'"

"Oh, so a rumour has gone abroad in the land?  Yes, I am the boarder;
one would think a boarder was a kind of animal."

"Yes," assented Andrew.  "Old Sam Symmons said he wasn't sure if it was
a man or a woman."

"I won't be called an 'It'; my name is Judith Moore."

"How do you do, Miss Judith Moore.  My name is Andrew Cutler."

He had come close to her by this time, and as he looked down upon her
he began to feel an irritating sense of shyness creep over him.  She
was such a fantastic little figure in his eyes.  And what a queer frock
she had on!  Surely on any one else it would be horrid.  It didn't look
so bad on her, though; and what a belt for her to wear, this great
burden of metal--a flexible band of silver with, it seemed to him,
dozens of silver ornaments hanging to it by chains of varying lengths!
What nonsense!  It seemed to weigh her down.  (Andrew was not up in
chatelaines.)  Then her feet!  But here his masculine horse sense and
the instinct of protection which had awakened in him at the first
startled look from her big wide eyes, made him overstep all polite
bounds and render himself odious to Miss Moore.

"Why in the world do you wear shoes like these?" he asked.  "And such
stockings! and standing on that damp moss!  You had better go right
into the house and get on decently heavy shoes."

This was too much.  Miss Judith Moore fancied her own feet, and fancied
open-work silk hose, and high-heeled wisps of shoes.  Most of all, she
liked the combination.  In fact, in a harmless little way, she rather
liked people to have a chance to appreciate these beauties, and at the
very moment Andrew spoke, she had noted his downward glance and felt a
righteous peace settle upon her.  To be well shod is such moral
support, and, lo, this heathen, this wretch, this abominable,
conceited, brazen young farmer, had actually dared to suggest a change;
more than that, he had spoken of "stockings"--disgusting!

So, with a dignity that reduced Andrew to despair, even whilst it
roused his ire (she was so slight to be such a "defiant little cat" he
told himself), she drew herself up, in a manner to do the traditional
Duchess credit, and left him, saying:

"Since you don't approve of my feet I'll take them out of your way."

"You mean they'll take you," said Andrew, wrathfully conscious that she
was, to use a good old figure of speech, "turning up her nose at him."

"You are extremely rude," she called back.

"And you are a bad-tempered little thing," he answered.

So he and his siren, calling names at each other, parted for the first
time.

Miss Moore went into the little apple orchard behind the Morris
homestead, and watched a tiny chipmunk gathering leaves to line its
nest--at least Judith supposed it was for that.  At any rate, it picked
out the dry brown leaves from beneath a maple tree near the gate, sat
up on its hind legs, and pleated the leaf into its mouth deftly.  It
took two or three at a time, and looked very comical with the brown
leaves sticking out like fans on each side of its face.  She laughed so
long and loudly at this, that Mrs. Morris came to the door to see if
she had hysterics.

"I met a young man in the woods, Mrs. Morris," said Judith, going up to
her; "a rude, long-legged young man, named Cutler.  Who is he?"

"For the land's sake!" said Mrs. Morris.  "Did you meet Andrew Cutler?
I warrant he'd be took down if he heard you say that.  He's thought a
good deal of by some people, being on the school board and the council,
for all he's unmarried and young; but he's too big feeling to suit me!
And he don't profess religion, and is forever smokin' and shootin', and
he's got a crank on books--took that off his mother; she was a Myers.
They was U. E. Loyalist stock; got their farms for nothing, of course,
and hung on to them.  Andrew owns a fine place, and he's full of cranks
about college farming.  Well, 'long-legged'--that's a good one!  He is
long-legged, there's no mistake about that.  All the Myerses are tall.
There's Hannah Myers as keeps house for Andrew, and she's tall as my
old man, and--for the land's sake, that milk's boiling over!" and Mrs.
Morris departed indoors.  Presently, out flew two chickens, a collie
dog, and a cat, wild-eyed and spitting, from which signs Judith
diagnosed that Mrs. Morris had made "things" fly around when she got
inside--a miracle she was an adept at performing.

Andrew went home to dinner, and came back in the afternoon to harrow
down the grain he had sowed.  Mr. Morris came out to talk to him.

"Who is the girl you've got boarding with you?" asked Andrew.

"Oh," said Mr. Morris, "I don't just rightly know, but she's a singing
woman of some kind: in the opery, she said.  She and a little
black-a-vised chap came driving up the lane one day last week, and
before I just rightly could make out what they were, he was driving off
and she was there for keeps.  Next day there came a whole waggon load
of trunks.  Going to stay all summer, she says.  She's greatly took up
with the country.  She wanted to tie ribbons on the cows' horns, and is
bound to learn to make butter.  She was going to churn the other day,
and worked the dash about a dozen times, and then she scolded right
sharp at the butter for not coming.  Then she got a spoon and tasted
the cream, and she up and says to Mother, 'Why, Mrs. Morris, you've
given me sour cream to churn!' and she was real huffy.  She wouldn't
believe that sweet butter came off sour cream, and she just sat, and
never took her eye off that churn till Mother was done with it.  She
was bound she wasn't going to be fooled.  She's real smart some ways,
though, only she don't eat a mite, and Mother's dreadful afraid her
religion is kind of heathenish.  She was looking out the door the other
day, and she says, says she, 'It's a perfect idol!'  Mother never let
on, but soon as she went away Mother came out and looked about, and
there was nothing like an idol, except maybe them big queer-marked
stones I got down by the lime springs.  What did you call 'em?"

"Petrifactions," said Andrew.

"Yes.  Well, Mother always had 'em set up against the door steps kind
of tasty, but Mother ain't the one to have no sich temptations around
in any one's way, if they be given to sich, so she just rolled 'em
along and dropped 'em into the cistern."

Mr. Morris was notoriously long-winded, and sometimes Andrew was not
over-eager to encounter him, but this day Andrew was more than civil.

"What's she here for, anyhow?" asked he.

"Her health; she's all drug down, Mother says, and she's full of
cranks.  Yesterday she would weed in the garden, and she started out
with as good a pair of gloves on as you ever seen.  Well, she stayed
and stayed, and Mother she went out to see if she wanted to come in,
because Mrs. Horne was there (them Hornes are a bad lot!) and she
wanted to visit a spell.  Well, she'd got up about _two_ handfuls of
chick-weed, and then sat down and gone sound asleep.  All wore out,
Mother says."

After a bit Mr. Morris departed.  He had detailed with great gusto all
the "news" told by Mrs. Horne, or deduced by himself from her
conversation; but Andrew's interest flagged, so presently Mr. Morris
went on his way, if not rejoicing, at least relieved, for it was a boon
to him to get a good listener.

Andrew went home reflectively.  His last conscious thought that night
must have been in some way relative to Miss Judith Moore, her feet and
her temper, for he muttered to himself, half sleeping, half waking:
"Her eyes didn't look like the eyes of a bad-tempered girl:" then "They
were so little I could have held both of them in one hand;" later
still, "I was pretty bad to her about the shoes, women are such dear
little fools."  Then this judicially-minded young man slept the sleep
of the just.



CHAPTER III.

  "If thou art worn and hard beset
  With sorrows that thou wouldst forget;
  If thou wouldst read a lesson, that will keep
  Thy heart from fainting and thy soul from sleep,
  Go to the woods and hills; no tears
  Dim the sweet looks that nature wears."


The village of Ovid lay in a valley hollowed out of an otherwise level
country into a shallow basin.  It called those who dwelt to the north
of it, Mountain Hayseeds; and those to the south of it, Swamp
Angels--compliments returned in kind, for the youths of the sections
thus flattered by Ovidian attention always referred to the villagers as
Ovid Idiots.

For the most part the houses in Ovid clustered closely together.  Some
few of them were scattered half way up the sloping hill-sides, but
these dwellings were all built facing the village proper, and besides
being absurdly fore-shortened always wore a deprecating look as if
mutely conscious of their invidious positions.  These hills of Ovid
were not very formidable, and from a short distance off, say, from
Andrew Cutler's clearing, one could see over their crests the gables of
the village.

There were but two long streets in the village, denominated the Front
Street and the Back Street.

Upon the Front Street stood the two churches, facing each other, being,
however, only in physical juxtaposition, for spiritually they were as
far as the poles apart.  The one was a Methodist Church, and bore high
above its door the inscription, _Eva Methodist Church, A.D. 1860_.
This legend must once have been very glaring, seemingly jet black upon
a white surface, but some painter, well disposed to mankind evidently,
had swept his brush laden with white paint over this inscription.  The
result was grateful to the eye, even if it did give rise to some
uncertainty as to what the words actually were.  Great truths often
come home to one intuitively; perhaps that is how every one knew what
was writ above that door.

The Baptist Church was stone, and bore only a date, _1854 A.D._, but it
rejoiced in a tin-clad spire that glimmered gayly in the sunlight or
shone cold and chill beneath the wintry moon.

Between these two churches and the members thereof there was no
animosity, but there was a "feeling."  A "feeling" is one of those
intangible, elusive things, of which no acceptable definition can be
given; but every new-comer to Ovid grew into that "feeling" before he
had been there a week.  Perhaps some perception of this peculiar
condition may be gathered by considering the various improvements which
took place in the two churches during one autumn in Ovid.

They were inaugurated by Hiram Green, who presented a stone tie-post to
the Methodist Church.  Hiram kept the village grocery store, and had
accepted six stone tie-posts in lieu of certain goods supplied to the
boarding-house at the stone quarries.  The boarding-house keeper had
taken them in default of cash from his quarryman boarders.  Hiram
erected three of the posts before his shop door, at such short
distances from each other that it precluded the tying up of more than
two horses at a time, and then only to the end posts and facing each
other.  Having adorned the path before his house with two others, he,
at the instigation of his wife, presented the sixth to the Methodist
Church.  This post was adorned with an iron ring at the top and a
somewhat frisky damsel in rude carving on the side.

It was a matter of grave consideration whether this carving should be
turned to the street or towards the sidewalk, it being debatable in
which position she would do the most harm.  She was finally turned
towards the street, upon the reasonable supposition that persons
driving past would pass more swiftly than persons walking; hence, their
exposure to evil would be briefer.  To further mitigate the
demoralizing effect of this bit of stonework, Solomon Ware took a
chisel and carefully obliterated the outlines of the figure, missing
only one foot, which, in terpsichorean fashion, pointed skyward in a
meaningless, disjointed way from a chaos of chisel marks.

The week following, the Baptists put up two wooden tie-posts, each
surmounted by an iron horse's head.

Two weeks later a block of wooden steps appeared beside the stone
tie-post, to facilitate those driving to church in alighting from, or
mounting to, their conveyances.  This was on Wednesday.  By the Sunday
following, its duplicate stood between the wooden tie-posts, with the
additional glory of drab paint.

A month later a new fence encircled the Methodist temple, and the
Baptist sanctuary was re-shingled.

As the autumn advanced the Methodist Church had sheds for its horses
erected in the rear of the church.  Ere the first snow flew, the
Baptist Church was similarly adorned, and its shed rejoiced in
elaborate scroll work brackets at the dividing posts.

In November the Baptists held a series of revival meetings, and the
Methodists commenced a weekly service of song.  At New Year's the
Methodists raised their pastor's salary fifty dollars a year.  In
February the Baptists held a memorial service, and had four ministers
preach upon one Sunday.  It is true, as Hester Green took occasion to
remark, that two of them were only students, but the Baptist Church had
vindicated the priority of its establishment, and rested on its
laurels,--besides the spring work was coming on.

The speech of the Ovidians was not in any sense a dialect peculiar to
themselves.  There were, of course, certain words and phrases which
were regular stand-bys, and from which no Ovidian speech was free.  For
example, when an Ovidian was out of conversational matter, he did not
let the talk die away, or the argument fall to pieces whilst waiting
for the tardy ideas of his friends to evolve themselves.  Far from it.
He simply said, in a tone suitable to the occasion, "Well, it beats
all!"  Closer scrutiny will reveal the resources of this phrase.  Did
an Ovidian attend a funeral?  Then this expression formed the chief
staple of his conversation, and its enunciation ran the gamut of
emotion, from grief to amazement.  Did an Ovidian hear a more than
usually spicy piece of gossip?  Then he ejaculated the same phrase in a
tone of scandalized enjoyment.  Was a subject upon which he could not,
or would not, give a direct opinion under discussion?  Then this
non-committal formula answered admirably, entailing no after
responsibility upon the speaker, and yet giving him a pleasant sense of
conversational duty properly performed.

There were a few idioms, also, dear to the Ovidian mind.  To be
"ambitious" meant simply to be energetic; to be "big feeling," "stuck
up," or "toney," meant to be proud (in the sense of despising one's
neighbours); to "conjure," with the accent strongly upon the first
syllable, meant to think over a thing.

Apart, however, from a dozen or two of these lingual idiosyncrasies,
the Ovidian speech was the ordinary English of Canadian rural
districts, delivered in a peculiar drawling, nasal style, with a
clinging to the last syllable of a word and the last word of a
sentence.  The only interest Ovidians had, apart from Ovid and the
dwellers therein, was in watching the progress of the world, as shown
by the trend of Canadian politics; and as Ovid they had always with
them, and the world only when the weekly papers came in, it was natural
they should know Ovid best--and they did.  Every one's pet hobby, every
one's worst weakness, every one's ambition, every one's circumstances,
everyone's antipathies, every one's preferences, every one's record and
family record--all this was known and well known, aye, even to the
third generation back.

But of all Ovidians none knew so much of his fellows' history as did
old Sam Symmons.  The one attribute that assured Sam a welcome wherever
he went, was his knowledge of the generation passed away, the fathers
of the present Ovidians: not that his stories were flattering (far from
it), but they were never ill-natured, at least upon Sam's part.  It was
true they were illustrative of the weak points of their heroes rather
than their virtues, but then Sam did not make history; he only repeated
it, and he was very impartial.  So where a dozen Ovidians were gathered
together, there Sam would be in the midst.

There was a perilous stimulus about their anticipation.  He was sure to
evolve some personal reminiscence from the chaotic mass of his old
memories, and each of the expectant auditors felt that his forebears
might be the subject of it.  When Sam did choose a victim, and plunged
into some old tale about his grandfather or father, then all the others
drew in their breath with swift enjoyment of the various points of the
story.  There was something Druidical and bard-like in this oral
handing down of history, and it differed from more pretentious history
in one respect.  Sam's stories might be oft-repeated, but he never
altered a syllable, never deepened the shading to suit some different
element in his audience, never swerved from the first intent of the
recital, never slurred the truth to let any one off lightly.  Perhaps
the reason Sam's stories preserved their identity so well was because
they were tacitly copyrighted; no one ever tried to tell them but
himself, and indeed they would not have sounded the same from other
lips, for Sam spoke of the past as one having authority.

The loss of his old mare was quite a serious one to Sam, and he went
about a shade more irresolute than he was before.  Poor old Sam!  He
had had so many blows, big and little, from fate, that it is not to be
wondered at if he did become a little haphazard in his methods of work
and business.

It is hardly worth while making plans when some evil chance seems to
thwart them every time; even if one works till his stiff old limbs are
trembling with fatigue, it doesn't seem to make much headway against
adverse circumstances; and when fate buffets down even the strongest
guard, how can one poor old man fend off its blows?  But if his brave
old heart was shaken a little within him, Sam still turned a resolute
face to the foe.  The week after the mare's death, and before he had
got used to the blind horse he had bought to replace her, he found his
way to Hiram Green's store.

The talk turned on drinking.

"Yes," said Sam, "there's many a way of drinking"--in a reminiscent
tone--"many a way!  When I was young, there were three brothers with
their three wives, doing settlement duty on a grant of land given one
of the officers, in Bruce County.  Well, they were fine big fellows,
and their wives were big, strapping, healthy women.  Strong, too, they
were, and had good judgment.  Why, one of them went one morning to the
wood-pile to get some wood, and when she came back there was a wolf,
lean and hungry (for it had been a bitter winter), standing over the
cradle where her baby lay.  Now, what did she do?  Run away and yowl?
Not she.  Hit it a clip with a billet of wood, and killed it where it
stood.  Well, the lads used to drive off forty miles with an ox team
for provisions, and each would bring his keg of rye back with him; but
the women always drank more than their share, and it got to be that
there was mostly no meals ready when the lads got back from felling the
timber.  So the lads hit on the plan of tying the kegs to the roof,
where the women could not get at them, and they went away well pleased
with themselves.  But they were finely taken down when they got back,
for the women shot holes in the kegs, and caught the whiskey in a
washtub.  Yes, yes, there's many a way of drinking.  There was your
wife's grand-uncle, now"--suddenly becoming personal in his memory, and
addressing Hiram--"'twas when he was running for reeve the first time,
and he came into Fossil's tavern, and not seeing James Lawson, the
younger, and me, where we sat on the settle by the door, he went up to
the bar to get a drink.  He called for whiskey.  He had his drink and
laid down the five cents to pay for it.  Now, 'twas his way to fill his
glass very full, and Fossil, being a close man, was very grouty at
that.  So, out of the five cents, he pushed back a penny.  'Here,' says
he, 'is your change, Mr. Mowbray.  I don't charge as much wholesale as
I do for single drinks.'  Your wife's grand-uncle did not like that.
'Twas just before the polling day when he got overtaken in liquor one
night at old Squire Fraser's.  'Twas a bright moonlight night, and some
of the lads going home late, also, heard a noise at the village pump,
which, coming at, they saw was your wife's grand-uncle, pulling at the
pump-handle, and saying, with many oaths, 'Come home, Jack: come home.
There will be a sore broil for thee if Mrs. Mowbray see thee.  Come
home, Jack: come home.'  To which persuasion he put many threats and
moral advisements to Jack to cease from liquor.  Jack was his nephew, a
quiet youth, being bred to the pulpit.  Well, the boys got hold of both
these tales, and when the voting came on, they would seize at anything,
a tree, a post, or the fence, when your wife's grand-uncle came by,
and, straining at it manfully, would beseech Jack to come home, using
many moral persuasions and many oaths also, as he had done to the pump,
and feigning to weep sore over the stubbornness of Jack's heart.  Then
they would say, 'Come home, Jack, and I'll buy thee a drink wholesale
at good, generous Master Fossil's.'  Yes, yes"--Sam's voice began to
weaken--"yes, there's many a way of drinking."

There was a pause.  No one ever commented upon Sam's stories; there was
no need.  To deprecate them would be to stir up, who knew what, of
oblique reflection upon one's ancestors.  For any of those not
immediately interested to interfere would be to invite Sam's attention
to their cases.

"Did you hear that the school-teacher leaves next week?" asked Hiram.

"No.  Why?" asked Jack Mackinnon, glad of a chance of hearing his own
voice.

"Because he says he can't afford to keep himself here and his wife in
Toronto on three hundred a year."

"Then he'd better get," said old Mrs. Slick, as she took the packet of
cream of tartar Hiram was weighing.  "He'd better get."  She hobbled
out, giving malevolent sniffs at the thought of the teacher's
extravagant ideas.

"Yes, he's going," continued Hiram.  "He's going, and there's a school
meeting to-morrow."

Andrew Cutler, Hiram Green and Ben Braddon were school trustees, and it
had occurred to each of them that Sam Symmons' Suse would be sure to
apply for the position.  She held a county certificate permitting her
to teach for three years.

"I wonder," Andrew said that morning to his aunt, Miss Hannah Myers, "I
wonder if Suse will know enough to apply for the place."

"Not she! too empty-headed," said Miss Myers, briskly.  "I'll go down
this afternoon and tell her what I think of her, and make her apply."

"Do," said Andrew, heartily.

Andrew liked old Sam, and he was a special favourite of the old man's.
Many a long story of election fights and tricks, secrets Sam kept even
yet, of how votes had been gained and lost, many tales of drinking
bouts and more gallant adventures, did old Sam retell for Andrew's
benefit.

Andrew was not at all worried by Miss Myers' brusqueness of speech.  He
knew how kind she was to everybody in her own vinegary way.  Tall,
angular, hatchet-faced and sharp-tongued, Hannah Myers had a heart full
of love for every living creature that needed help, only, 'the beggar
at her door had first abuse and then a shilling.'

And how well the tramps knew the way up to that quaint old kitchen
door, with the uneven flag-stones set in a little court-yard round it!
A table always covered with glistening tin milk-pans stood outside, and
many a good meal had the gentlemen of the road had off that table;
scolded vigorously by Miss Myers whilst they ate, the tirade only
interrupted by sudden journeys she made to find perhaps a pair of
socks, a shirt, or something else she saw they needed: now and then a
surly tramp would answer her back, and she would laugh at him in her
grim way and say, "Hear the man!  Why, don't you see, I like to scold
as much as you like to eat; so if you enjoy the one, why mayn't I the
other?"  Upon one memorable occasion an ungrateful tramp, (and however
much he may be idealized nowadays, there are instances of the
ingratitude of tramps) attempted to impose upon her, thinking her
alone.  He had, unfortunately for him, reckoned without his host.
Andrew suddenly appeared upon the scene, seized his trampship by the
most convenient portion of his attire, and dropped him with quiet, but
forcible, precision into a somewhat unappetizing duck pond near by,
giving him at the same time a picturesque, but somewhat profane, bit of
advice.  The fellow took himself off, and Andrew turned his attention
to poor Miss Hannah, who was quivering and trembling and crying as the
meekest and mildest woman might do.  Miss Myers' tongue was a
deception, and, as a matter of fact, that and her vinegary aspect were
the only defences she had against imposition, for whilst always
vaunting her hard-heartedness, she was, in reality, the most gullible
of women.

She never could resist a pedlar: she always bought their trashy wares.
And once, she never forgot it, she burdened herself with a lot of cheap
brassy hairpins and extraordinary glass breast pins.  That purchase
fairly haunted her.  Get rid of it she couldn't.  Did she try to burn
it?  Some one came and caught her.  Did she intend to throw it away?
She did not dare, she knew some one would find it.  She did manage
finally to find a watery hiding-place for it in the horse pond.  Even
then its meretricious sparkle assailed her from the mud when the pond
went dry.  She related this to Judith Moore, and told her with all
soberness that she should always pity a murderer trying to get rid of
the corpse.

As Mrs. Morris had told Judith, Miss Myers was of U. E. Loyalist stock.
She might have added that the Cutlers were also.  Both families had
been given grants of land in Canada.  The property in the Myers family
had been divided and sub-divided amongst a big family connection.  Miss
Myers had a little fifty-acre farm as her share of it; it lay some
fifteen miles from Ovid.

Andrew's farm at Ovid had descended to him through his father and
grandfather, old Captain Cutler, the stern old fighter whose sword,
with its woven crimson sash, hung in the hall of Andrew's house, with
some quaint old pistols and a clumsy musket, relics from Canadian
battle fields.  Besides the property in Ovid, Andrew owned another fine
farm and a wide stretch of woodland in Muskoka.  These properties
accrued to him through the death of some of his father's relatives.  So
Andrew was very well off, in a modest way.  The Muskoka property bore
much fine timber, and an enthusiastic "prospector" assailed Andrew,
month in and month out, with tales of the "indications" of minerals he
had found beneath the ferns and mosses of his Muskoka woods.  But
Andrew was content with them as they were, with the trees growing
solemnly upward, aspiring to the blue: the wandering streams, a network
of silver tracery, starred here and there by broad discs where one
widened to a little placid lake or where two or more streams, meeting,
gushed together.  The sound of their soft confluence and the soughing
of the wind, that without moving the leaves seemed ever to sigh between
the tree trunks, blent into a soft sensation, half sound, half stir,
something perceived nowhere but in the woods, seeming indeed as if
there we were very close to Nature's sweet and beautiful breast,
hearing in this mysterious pulsation the beating of her kindly heart.

Andrew had grown to be in very close touch with Nature during many
solitary weeks spent in hunting: in long tramps through the Muskoka
woods, shooting the fawn-coloured deers, and the wild fowl that nested
in the tiny lakes; and in many a long night when he lay _perdu_
watching for lynx, forgetting his quest in the marvel of the stars, or
in wakeful watches, seeing the resinous camp-fire die down to embers
and hearing the shrill laughing of the loon, the weird wail of the
lynx, the cry of the great owl or the call of the coon.  Andrew was
past-master of all woodland lore.  He had hunted Muskoka through and
through.  Many a wild duck's breast and fox's mask, and many a pair of
antlers proved his prowess.

Besides, he had spent many a winter in northern Quebec, snow-shoeing
over its silent white wastes upon the traces of moose; the intense cold
parching his throat, his half-breed guide padding* along at his side;
sometimes faring royally upon juicy steaks and birds, broiled as only
hunters can broil--not scorched, yet savoured with fire; sometimes upon
a long trail with a bit of frozen bacon in one pocket and a lump of
frozen bread in the other, gnawing a morsel off each with care, so that
he might not break off his moustache which was frozen in a solid mass
with the moisture of his breath.


* "Padding" is a term applied by hunters to the silent flat-footed gait
of Indian guides.


Andrew often heard people say that one did not feel the intense cold in
these northern regions; he always longed to have them there and let
them try it.  He had felt pretty cold up there, only he never
remembered the time when he couldn't hold his gun with naked hands.
That, though, as every one knows, is the mark of a mighty Nimrod.  So
soon as his half-breed guide discovered this, he grunted out a guttural
prophecy that the shoot would be good.

Strange mixtures these guides were; the combination of French suavity
and redskin cunning being a continual wonder to Andrew, accustomed as
he was to less complex types.

This man who slept sometimes rolled close in the same blankets with him
for warmth, whose woodcraft made his less intuitive knowledge seem
absolute ignorance, whose judgment in matters of the chase was almost
flawless, whose strength and agility would not have shamed a
Greek--this man cooked his meals, washed the dishes, waited upon him
deferentially, and was not to be persuaded to eat at the same time.  In
the chase, a hero; in the camp, a slave.

What tramps those were through the silent solitudes of these untrodden
woods!  What moments had been his, when, leaving his guide preparing
the camp for the night, Andrew had gained some high ridge, and pausing,
looked far across the peaks of graduated hills, clad in sombre cedars
weighted down with snow, white, silent, yet instinct with that mystery
which presses upon us pleading for elucidation, and never so strongly
as when we are alone with the unblotted world before us, away from the
signs of man's desecration.  There is something very pitiful in that
mute appeal of nature to be understood--like some sweet woman, smitten
into a spell of suffering silence, till such time as the magic word
shall release her.  A word she knows, yet cannot, of her own power,
speak.  What magical mysteries shall not be revealed when speech is
restored to her!  And how her eyes plead and accuse at once!  Of a
verity, having ears we hear not: truly, having eyes to see, yet are we
blind!

For there is some great open secret surely in the universe, that being
deciphered will set all our jangling dreams in chime.  It is about us,
around us, above us; the tiniest leaf tells it, the stars of heaven
proclaim it, the water manifests it and the earth declares it, and yet
we do not see it.  When we do, it will be some simple vital principle
that we have breathed with the breath of our lips, and handled with the
familiar fingers of the flesh.  We will be so unable to conceive of the
world moving on in ignorance of it, that all the wisdom of the ages
past will seem but as the howling of wolves in waste places, or at
best, as the babbling of children that play with dry sand, now letting
it slip through their fingers, leaving them with empty hands, now
getting it in their eyes to torture them, or treading on it with vague
discomfort and unease.

We have all seen these childish puzzles with hidden faces concealed in
the traceries.  How hard it is to find these faces, although we know
they are there!  And yet, when found, it is impossible to see anything
else in the picture.  They obtrude themselves upon us, and what was
formerly the picture becomes now only the background for what at first
it completely concealed.  So everything will but subserve to show us
how palpable the great Central Truth has always been if we could but
find it, _and some one will_.  So let us go on bravely, each resolving
"To strive, to seek, to find, and not to yield."  There is indeed
within us some spark of the Divine Fire.  Let it but once flame fairly
up and we shall be gods indeed, moving in the glory of our own
transfiguration.

There is no destiny too great for man.

* * * * * *

The northern stars are very clear and cold, the northern skies are very
blue and chill, the snowy plains are places meant for thought, and in
the silence of those scenes the soul awakes.

Andrew bore away with him some reflex of their austerity and intensity,
which tempered his mind as the steel is strengthened.

His mother's story had been a sad one.  She was Miss Myers' elder
sister--Isabella Myers; very like Miss Myers yet very unlike; with all
those resemblances which pronounce two near of kin, yet all those
variations of the type which constitute the difference between beauty
and every-day flesh and blood.

Isabella had been engaged to a minister's son named Harkness.  He was a
young man who justified in every respect the many pleasing proverbs
about ministers' sons: yet, in spite of all, had a leal heart, a
handsome form and face, a tender touch, and a personal magnetism that
enabled him to wring an unwilling consent out of stern old Abraham
Myers to his betrothal with his daughter Isabella.

These two young folk worshipped each other, and the wedding day was
set.  Isabella was to wear a white taffeta frock and white thread
mitts.  But troublous times had come to Canada.  Young Harkness went to
the war.  Isabella and he had a sad, sad parting, for the imaginative
girl was fey of her fate, and clung to him till his heart melted within
him.  And as he rode away with a long tress of her dark hair on his
breast, it was not the sunshine alone that made his eyes so bright and
his vision so uncertain.

It was but a puny affray that in the history of the world's wars, but
it does not take big battles to make men brave and women's hearts ache.
The dark braid had hardly warmed in its place before it was soaked with
the blood or the heart on which it lay.  The real Isabella Myers died
then, too.  But a pale apathetic woman in her shape and semblance still
went wearily on her way.

Ten years later they married her to Andrew Cutler, a man considerably
older than herself, and as her father said, "of the old true blue
stock."  She gave him a boy and died, well rid of the world.  Miss
Hannah Myers came to keep house for her brother-in-law.  She brought up
the baby and took charge of the little hide-covered chest which was
full of the books ("poetry books and such," Miss Myers called them)
that young Harkness had given Isabella long before.  Andrew Cutler
lived on after his wife's death to a good old age, being killed at last
by falling through the trap-door in his hay-loft.  Then Andrew was head
of his house.

As Andrew grew up, he developed such a strange resemblance to one long
dead, that sometimes, when a movement, gesture, or expression of his
brought it more clearly to Miss Myers' eyes, she felt an eerie thrill
creep over her.  She described the sensation as "cold chills."  For it
was not a resemblance to his father, or his grandfather, or even to his
mother (although he resembled her, too), but he imaged forth the brave,
handsome, devil-may-care lover of his mother's girlhood, he who had
died ten years before Andrew's birth.  Surely the image of that
long-lost lover had been deeply graven on that broken heart.

"The Cutler house on the hill," as the villagers described it, was
quite a pretentious one in its way.  Old Captain Cutler, he of the
sword and sash, had not been penniless, by any means, when he left the
United States, although he left behind him much valuable property.  So
when the Canadian Government made him a generous grant, he promptly
spent his money in building a house.  Now, the forebears of this
Captain Cutler had come from England, and many a tale his grandfather
had told him of the old farm homestead there, of the garden with
brick-paven walks, and brick-built walls upon which grew the espaliered
fruit, of the old sun-dial beside the larch tree, and the oaken beams
that traversed the plaster of the ceilings, of the flagged kitchen, and
the big fire-places.  So here on the hill-top overlooking the valley,
where later Ovid was to be built, Captain Cutler erected his house, a
big stone one with oaken floors, stairways and doors, with heavy
rafters of the same sturdy growth, a wide-flagged kitchen, and a hall
sheathed in wood half way to the roof, with huge open fire-places.  He
put a brick wall about his gardens, and over it trained the sprawling
branches of currant bushes--red ones, and white and black.  Later on,
hop vines had been planted here and there along the wall; still later,
a row of grape vines had superseded them, and clad the old bricks with
fresh festoons of leaves.  This made, when the grapes were ripe, a
beautiful Bacchanal arabesque of purple fruit and brown stem, twisted
tendril and green leaf.

He laid down narrow brick walks, too, and by them planted
horse-chestnut trees.  He put a sun-dial up, a grey stone column with a
round top, whereon was rudely carven the symbols of the hours and a
lob-sided hour-glass; for lack of a larch tree he filched a linden from
the hill-side.

The garden took in the level plateau on top of the hill, and some of
the slope upon the side farthest from Ovid.  The hill-side next the
village was laden with lindens, which in spring were covered in
blossom.  Old Captain Cutler sent to England for English ox-heart
cherry trees, and for boxwood, and for hawthorns to plant hedges.

The cherry trees flourished and perpetuated themselves in generations
of younger trees, the box grew and multiplied, but the hawthorn hedges
were failures.  All that remained of them was a few scattered hawthorns
that had long outgrown the status of the hedge row, and become old
gnarled trees.

Miss Myers was very proud of her flower garden, which was a mass of
circular, oval and diamond-shaped flower beds, bordered by box, spaced
off by narrow bricked walks.  There were honeysuckles growing over
old-fashioned wooden trellises; and roses, crown imperials and lemon
lilies; huge clumps of peonies, pink, white and the common crimson;
clove pinks and thyme; lilies of the valley and violets, with bushes of
rosemary and patches of balm; spotted tiger lilies, and a fragrant
white lily called the day lily; little shrubs of the pink flowering
almond, "snow on the mountain," "mist on the hill" and acacia shrubs.
And beside these, many more old-fashioned perennial plants, like queen
of the meadow and thrift; and every summer Andrew brought her
heliotropes, and scented geraniums, and mignonette from town.

The barns were away down at the foot of the hill.  Andrew's men usually
all lived in the village, unless he happened to have hired strangers
for the stress of harvest or haying, or in winter time when they were
needed about the house.

Miss Myers, as the village phrased it, "kep' help regular," and often
had up old Mrs. Greer from the village, for there was a deal of work to
be done in that house.

For the rest, Andrew was a practical farmer; it had not occurred to him
that he did not need to work so hard, and the active life did him no
harm.  He was up at daylight in summer, and by candle-light in winter.

He ploughed, sowed, reaped and threshed his grain.  And when at the
threshings he sat at the head of the long table, lined on each side
with men "feeding like horses, when you hear them feed," he looked like
some young chief among his serfs, albeit he wore blue jeans and flannel
shirts as they did.

He did not know himself to be so different from his neighbours as he
was, only he never seemed to contemplate marrying one of their women,
and he pitied them.  For they did not recognize the pathos of their own
narrow lives.  They did not see their surroundings as he did--the
beauties of the skies above, and of the earth beneath, and the marvel
and mystery of the water.

Andrew could not have said this was what made him pity them, for he was
one of the inarticulate ones, whose speech is shackled; one of those,
too, who know their own limitations in this way, and feel their
fetters.  At times they seemed to weigh his spirit down.



CHAPTER IV.

Andrew was eager to see Miss Moore again,--although he felt a masculine
irritation against her for taking umbrage at well-meant and thoroughly
sensible advice.  Perhaps at the bottom of this there lay a _soupçon_
of annoyance with himself, that he had spoken so abruptly to her upon
the subject, mingled with a compassionate remembrance of what Mr.
Morris had told him of her delicacy.  He was very glad to find an
excuse to go up to his woods, where they stretched past the Morris
house; and a pretence that he was looking for suitable trees to cut
down for foundations for his hay-stacks, justified him in his own eyes
for strolling among his trees in very leisurely, but apparently
disinterested fashion.  He must, however, have been paying some
attention to the house on his right, for when Mrs. Morris ran out from
the old orchard behind the house to the barns, calling, "Father,
Father, where are you?  Come here, quick, do, hey Father!"  Andrew
promptly responded, leaping over the fence and speedily reaching her
side.

"What's wrong?" he asked.

"Land of love!  But I'm glad you've come, if she did call you
long-lugged: all the better for her now if you be.  I hope she ain't
fell by this time.  Wonder where Father is.  I never seen such a man;
always gone when he's wanted.  I declare it beats me where he gets to.
It's enough to drive--"

"What is it, Mrs. Morris?" demanded Andrew, his heart misgiving him.
"Can't I help?"

"'Deed you can!  And to think of her calling you long-legged, and the
very next day having to depend on you for her life, may be, or to save
one of her own legs being broke--"

Mrs. Morris got no further.  A little faint cry struck Andrew's ears,
coming from the direction of the orchard.

"For heaven's sake, come on, and show me what's wrong," he cried.
"Don't stand there palavering."

"Why, sakes alive!  Don't you know?  Miss Moore got up in a tree and--"

But by this time they were in the orchard.  A glance explained the
situation to Andrew.

High up on an apple-tree branch stood Miss Moore, clinging with both
arms round a limb above her, her face white as death, her eyes dilated
with fear.  A ladder's head was within six inches of her feet.  Andrew
was up it in an instant.  He knew the trouble.  Only last year a hired
man of his had ascended a tree to pick fruit.  He was seized with this
ague of dizzy fear, and flinging himself against a stout limb, had held
on like grim death.  It took two men to get him down; his terror made
him clasp the tree convulsively.  It was days before he was well again.

Miss Moore had evidently not seen him, nor heard his coming.  As he
slipped his arms about her, she gave a great start, and turned to look
at him with eyes which seemed to expect some tangible shape of horror,
evolved out of her illogical and intangible fear.

When she saw who it was, her eyes filled and her lips trembled.

"Oh, take me down.  Do take me down."

"Yes, indeed, I will," said Andrew, with quiet assurance.  "Let go of
the branch."

She shuddered.  The spell of the vertigo was yet upon her.  Her arms
tightened upon the bough.

"Do take me down," she pleaded childishly.  "I'm frightened."

"My dear, you must loose your hold," said Andrew, steadily.

Then, with one arm about her, he reached up and one by one undid the
clinging fingers, gathering them into his palm as he did so.  With a
force that seemed cruel, he pulled down the slender wrist and placed
her hand upon his shoulder.  Her face expressed the agony of dizziness.
With blind instinct she put her other arm about his neck and clasped it
close.  He felt her form relax, and braced himself in time to sustain
her dead weight as she fainted.

The descent of the ladder was easy enough.  Andrew had carried many a
bag of wheat up and down his steep granary stairs.  The principle of
balancing an inert woman is much the same.  He carried her into the
house and laid her down upon the broad home-made couch, covered with
dark brown calico, that stood in the kitchen.  Mrs. Morris had talked
volubly during these proceedings, but only after he laid Judith down,
did Andrew begin to hear what she was saying.

"She does look gashly!" said Mrs. Morris.  "Whatever would I do if she
was to be took!  And this minute she looks fit for laying out."

"Goodness alive," said Andrew.  "Can't you do anything to bring her to?
Bathe her face, or something?"

Mrs. Morris flew for water and brought it, trembling.  "I say, Andrew,
can't you do it?  I'm so shook--I never could bear to touch corpses,
and--"

Andrew gave her a venomous look, dipped his handkerchief in the water,
and began clumsily to bathe the girl's brow.  Her senses were already
reasserting themselves.  She put up her hands to her face: they
fluttered nervously.  Andrew caught one of them and held it between his
own brown ones, noting that her wrists were red, almost bruised,
creased in rough outline of the apple-tree's bark.

"Will you give me some water?" she asked.

Mrs. Morris brought a blue and white cup.  Andrew, kneeling on the
braided mat before the couch, slipped his arm under Judith and put the
cup to her lips.  She took a mouthful, and fell into a shivering fit of
cold.

Mrs. Morris rose to this emergency.  Ague was an old familiar friend;
"shakes" had no terrors for her.  In a moment she had found a thick
coverlet and placed it over Judith.

"You stay by her," she said to Andrew, "and I'll make her a draught of
hot elderberry syrup in two shakes."

Then she was off to the lean-to kitchen, and they heard her rattling
among her kettles.  Andrew still knelt upon the mat holding Judith's
hand with praiseworthy absent-mindedness.

"Are you better now?" he asked.

"Yes," she said, her chin quivering as she tried to keep her teeth from
chattering.  "It was so good of you to take me down.  So awfully good.
I'm very stupid, but I couldn't help it."

"Of course you couldn't.  I had a man who behaved much worse than you
did in the same situation.  Ever so much.  Indeed, you behaved very
well."

There was silence; then Judith began: "Mr. Cutler, I--er--called you a
name to Mrs. Morris the other day."

"Did you?  What did you call me?"

"Will you forgive me?"

"Tell me what you called me first."

"Oh!"

"Forgiveness is worth that, isn't it?"

"Oh, yes.  I called you--long-legged, and--I think, I said you were
rude."

Andrew suppressed an inclination to laugh, being minded not to belittle
the value of his absolution.

"Well," he said, "I'll forgive the first part of it because you see
it's so awfully true, and as for the second, well--I think you meant
'sensible'; anyhow, I forgive you for it all."

Miss Moore experienced a mental sensation she would have called
"curling up."  A pretty cool specimen, this young farmer!  She had
thought he would have fallen into faltering excuses.  She was really
ill, though faint--cold.  Mrs. Morris came in with the steaming cup of
black syrup.  Judith had forgotten till that moment that Andrew held
her hand: of course, Andrew had been unconscious of it all along.  But
as Mrs. Morris appeared in the door a swift intuition of the state of
affairs came to Judith.  She gave a little gesture of withdrawal, and
Andrew released her lingers slowly, rising with praiseworthy calmness
to get himself a chair.

While Judith tried to drink the hot syrup, Mrs. Morris explained that
Miss Moore had never seen a bird's nest with eggs in it, and there
being an oriole's nest in the apple-tree, "Father" had put up the
ladder for her to see it, and--Andrew knew the rest.

"Tree fright is a lot worse than stage fright," said Miss Moore:
oracularly, but this was a dark saying to both her listeners.  Mrs.
Morris talked and talked.  Miss Moore had long since lain back on the
big brown pillow; her face was flushed, her eyes sleepy.  Andrew would
have listened to Mrs. Morris forever, provided he could have watched
Miss Moore at the same time.  But at length Mrs. Morris rose and moved
towards her summer kitchen, intimating that her chores needed tending
to, so Andrew perforce had to take his leave.

"Good-bye, just now," he said.  "May I come back and take you to see
some birds' nests nearer the ground?"

"Oh, do," she said.  "And I haven't thanked you half enough for helping
me to-day."

"Indeed you have.  Good-bye, just now."

"Good-bye," she said softly.

He was just at the door, when a soft but interrogative "Ahem" from the
couch attracted his attention.  He turned.  Miss Judith Moore did not
look at him, but with cautious precision she drew the dark blue
coverlet up a tiny bit.  His eyes became riveted upon the point of a
bronze slipper that gradually grew from the shadow of the covering
until a whole foot was revealed--a foot at a defiant pose and wearing a
little bronze slipper with an exaggeratedly high heel.  Andrew's eyes
grew daring, and he half turned.

Miss Moore seemed to telescope, for head and foot disappeared beneath
the coverlet at once.  He paused a moment, and then departed.

As he went across the fields he thought of the little scene he had
left, and, more shame to him, his thoughts were not concerned wholly
with the bad effects of wearing high heels, nor yet of the impropriety
of Miss Moore's retaliation for his high and mighty granting of
forgiveness.  Indeed, as he sat for a moment kicking his heels on the
top bar of the first fence, he was speculating solely as to whether
"they" were open-work or not!  He was thinking he would have given his
best gun to be able to tell, and summed up his reflections with a
dissatisfied little growl, "Of all the mean, miserable, stingy
glimpses!"

As he walked along, his face changed.  After climbing the hill-side to
his garden wall, he passed an apple-tree in hill bloom at the gate.  He
paused beneath it.  His face was pale and serious, his eyes tender.  He
thought of Judith's russet head as it had leaned upon his shoulder: he
looked down at his old velvet coat, where it had rested, and fancied
some vague perfume rose from it to his face.  He remembered he had held
her in his arms, and recalled the red marks upon her delicate wrists.
Those wrists had been curved about his neck.

He could not realize the full height and depth of what had come to him,
but his whole being groped for the truth even as he stood beneath the
tree.

As he walked slowly up the narrow bricked walk to the house, he noticed
how the chestnut roots and the frost together had heaved up the bricks
and rendered the walk irregular.  He wondered anxiously if she could
walk over it in those shoes, and as he reached his door, which stood
open under its old-fashioned porch, revealing a dusky cool vista
beyond, he suddenly saw, as in a vision, a woman's shape stand between
the lintels, waiting for him!--a woman with slender hands outstretched
in welcome, grave grey eyes, soft hair, tender lips: the woman he
loved: _his own_.  As this last thought, the sweetest thought man's
heart holds, formulated itself in his mind, Andrew knew the truth.  He
turned down the path, past the apple-tree, through the lindens again,
and across his fields, until once more he looked upon the house wherein
she rested.  He looked at it long from the shelter of his trees, his
whole existence resolved into a chaos of uncertain self-communings,
until a voice like an angel's seemed to whisper of comfort and to sing
of hope.

Then he went home, and at four o'clock betook himself to the
school-house to attend the meeting in regard to appointing a new
teacher.

The village school-house stood at the end of the street farthest away
from the Cutler homestead.  It was a bleak, stone building, with a
wooden porch--a gaunt, bare, uninviting-looking building, with none of
those picturesque adjuncts of climbing vines and overarching trees,
associated so often with thoughts of a country school.

It had a perky, self-satisfied little bell-house on top, and its date,
1865, was rudely carved on a big stone in the peak of the north gable.
It had eight windows--three at each side, two at one end.  In winter,
the wood for the box stove was always piled up outside before these.
There were always complaints of the school-house being dark in winter,
yet it never occurred to any one to select a different site for the
wood-pile.

The interior of the school-house corresponded in dinginess to the
outside.  The plaster walls were sadly soiled, particularly beneath the
broad window seats, where the children sat kicking their heels whilst
they ate their lunches at noon, for the scholars were drawn principally
from the outlying farm-houses.  A long length of irregularly jointed
pipes led the smoke from the box stove at the end to an exit over the
teacher's desk.  Little tin pails were hung at intervals along this, to
catch the black liquid distilled from the soot.  The other adornments
of the room consisted of a long blackboard, a globe, and some big
lettered tablets, round which the teacher was wont to gather the infant
class and teach them their letters.

In the politics of a little village like Ovid, the smallest public
measures became magnified to grotesque importance.  The usual custom
was for the school trustees to sit in private session first, when any
particular business was to be arranged, say, the selection of a
teacher, and when this was arranged the doors were flung wide and the
meeting was "open."  These open school meetings were always well
attended.  They were the classes in which embryotic statesmen acquired
the political alphabet, the ABC of political procedure, the manner of
putting a motion, taking a vote, making a nomination, and the correct
order of precedence governing the motions and amendments.  There too,
was acquired the first great requisite of a politician,--the art of
saying non-committal things in a most convincing tone of voice, and of
treating with much politeness those whom one held in secret abhorrence.

There were two offices, those of school trustee and pathmaster, and
these two were equal in power and glory.  True, they were barren
honours, but they ofttimes led to better things.  The school trustee
had the higher position in one respect: he was chosen by the people at
first hand.  The pathmaster, upon the contrary, was appointed by the
Council.  It is needless to say the school trustee smiled in calm
superiority at the pathmaster, and the latter in turn felt the making
of the roads wherein the whole community walked, was as holy an office
as the task of guiding the juvenile wanderers into the school, and
seeing that when there, they trod the common road to knowledge, it
being well known that there is no royal road thereto.

When Andrew arrived at the school-house, the other two trustees, Hiram
Green who kept the village store, and Hen Braddon, were present.  They
immediately entered upon a discussion of the teacher question.  The
application of Sam Symmons' Suse lay upon the table, written out upon
foolscap paper, in big round hand, with many flourishing capitals,
rejoicing in "shaded" heads and beautifully involved tails.

"I tell you Suse is a good list with a pen," said Hen Braddon, with
conviction, and the other two agreed.  "She ain't no slouch at spelling
either," said Hiram Green.  The other two agreed with this also.  Then
Andrew took up his parable.

"Yes," he said, "Suse is quite smart, and being bred right here in Ovid
seems to give her a claim to the school.  I suggest we just appoint
her."

"Well, it's as well to be cautious," said Hiram Green.

"It'll save advertising," said Hen Braddon.

"Suppose we just decide on it then," said Andrew.

"Well," said Hiram Green, "well, I ain't got no objections to Suse as
Suse, but what I think is, two hundred and fifty is enough to pay a
woman for what a man got three hundred."

Andrew sneered.  He didn't have a sweet expression when he did that.

"Don't you think," he said, gravely--"don't you think Suse might
include cleaning the school-house and lighting the fires in winter for
the two-fifty, being she's a woman?"

"No," said Hiram, reflectively; "old Mrs. Slick has done it so long."

"But it would save twenty-five dollars," argued Andrew, with meek
persuasion.

"Well," said Hiram, "Mrs. Slick needs that.  She's owin' already, and
she might's well draw the money off the school taxes as off the
council."

"Oh, Mrs. Slick is owing, is she?" queried Andrew, with solicitude.  "I
hope she pays you all right.  Well, about Suse.  Being she's a woman,
don't you think you could fix it so's she'd chop the wood for winter?
That would save twelve dollars."

A nasty red flickered up to Hiram's face.  He had thought Andrew's
proposition about the taking care of the school thoroughly genuine.

"Oh," he said, "I ain't particular whether she gets the three hundred
or the two-fifty, though I hope you won't deny when nomination comes
round that you deliberately threw away fifty dollars of the people's
money."

"You maybe quite sure I won't deny anything that's true," said Andrew,
hotly.  "And as for throwing away the people's money, well--some of the
teachers, so far as I can recollect, got their salaries raised pretty
frequently.  Of course, I wasn't on the School Board then, so I only
_heard_ why it was done.  I can't say of my own knowledge."

The fact was that Mr. Hiram Green had several unappetizing daughters,
and, as he had been school trustee almost ever since any one
remembered, it seemed good in his sight that the teachers, over whom he
wielded such paternal authority in such a parental way, should return
the compliment by adopting a filial _rôle_, and become sons not only in
spirit but in name.  But, alas, for the vanity of human wishes! the
perfidious teachers had accepted all Hiram's kindness, had slept in the
best bedroom and partaken of his best fruit, had ridden by him to town
and accompanied the Misses Green to tea-meetings and festivals, had
abode in the Green household over Sundays, had gone with them to
church, and at choir practice had faithfully served them, and then,
with the extra money they had been able to save through Hiram's
hospitality and the fortuitous "raise" in their salaries, they had
shaken the dust of Ovid from off their feet, and departed to fresh
fields and pastures new, to marry the girls they had been engaged to
all along or to study for one of the higher professions.  Never a one
of them all left a love gauge with a Miss Green, and in the bosom of
the Green family many were the revilings cast upon those teachers, who,
with a goodly countenance and a better appetite, had devoured Mrs.
Green's layer cakes and preserves, feasted upon Hiram's peaches and
driven his horses upon the false pretences of "intentions."  However,
in fairness to the teachers, one must remember that "some have
greatness thrust upon them."  Foolish, indeed, would be the man who
deliberately offended his trustees, and Hiram's hospitality was usually
somewhat pressingly proffered.

This last teacher--bad luck to him!--had described himself in his
application as a single man, when at the beginning of the summer
vacation he sent in his certificates for consideration in response to
Hiram's advertisement, and before these holidays had passed he married
and came alone to Ovid to take up school in the autumn, and had eaten
five teas and two dinners at Hiram Green's before he asked the eldest
daughter, with whom he frequently found himself alone, where she
thought he could rent a suitable house for himself and wife.

"This is very sudden," murmured Miss Green.

"Well, I don't know," he said, in a practical tone of voice, "I've been
nearly two weeks away from her now, and I can't stand it much longer."

Miss Green gathered his meaning then, and never another tea did that
teacher sit down to in Hiram Green's, and indeed the atmosphere of Ovid
had been made so frigid for the little smooth-haired, blue-eyed girl he
had married, that he soon sent her away, and finding he could not do
without her, finally sent in his own resignation.  The Greens had a big
family connection, and Ovid was made a cold place for those whom they
did not like.  The Cutler house on the hill and poor old Sam's stubborn
door were about the only portals in Ovid that an enemy of the Greens
might pass.

Henry Braddon acted as a soft, effective buffer between Hiram and
Andrew, who both always wanted their own way, and wanted it at once.

"Best let Suse have the three hundred," said he: "old Reilly will be
foreclosing on Sam soon if he don't raise the money somehow."  Now,
Reilly was the local usurer, the one hard-hearted, close-fisted old
Shylock so often found in rural districts; the one man within a radius
of twenty miles who had made a fortune.  He was reputedly worth seventy
or eighty thousand dollars; possibly he was worth fifty thousand.  But
when that is divided into mortgages, ranging from two or three hundred
dollars up to, perhaps, one or two of five thousand, one can realize
what a power he was in the country side; how many heart-strings he had
tangled in his grasping fingers; from how many couches his shadowy
outstretched hand banished sleep; at how many tables his hollow, gaping
palm was seen, as the children put out their hands for food; before how
many hearths his spectral presence ever sat with a look of anticipatory
proprietorship.  He was as cruel as the grave, and as relentless as
time.  Not one ten minutes of grace did ever any one get from old
Reilly.  The children looked at him with awe as he drove past in his
old-fashioned buggy, a hatchet-faced old man, thin, cold-blooded, with
big knuckly hands holding the reins.  Hen Braddon knew what he was
doing when he referred to him.  The week before, Hiram Green's brother
had been turned neck and crop out of his farm by this same Reilly.  No
fear that Hiram would let him get another "haul" off old Sam if he
could help it.

"That's so," said Hiram, with alacrity.  "Andrew, you just make out the
appointment, will you? and you post it, Hen, when you go home."

Andrew having gained his point, was generously sorry that he had
twitted Hiram about the salary matter, so in the subsequent open
meeting he let Hiram do all the talking, looking the while at a dark
stain on the ceiling, which a coat of whitewash, put on yearly since he
was a boy, had failed to obliterate.  He would never forget how that
ink went up, and that might be the very same old box stove over in the
corner, the one upon which he set that tightly corked bottle of frozen
ink to thaw, taking precaution at the same time to be out of the road
when it exploded.  It had been a particularly brilliant "go off"
that--straight up to the ceiling and down in a shower of black
spatters.  Andrew could see the fun of it yet, and found himself
involuntarily looking at his palms, as though some traces of the
blisters the teacher's rawhide had raised might still be there.  Andrew
recalled many other such like exploits, and looked at his smooth, brown
palms, thinking how many thorough thrashings he had had, when suddenly
a line of poetry he had read some days before, came into his head:

  "Lay thy sweet hands in mine, and trust to me."


He sat through the meeting quite oblivious of what was going on,
missing what was one of the finest oratorical flights of Hiram Green's
career.  He was speaking of the departing teacher, and he made many
scathing remarks anent the legends and pictures upon the walls, which,
as he brilliantly put it, "indicated an entire and deplorable lack of
discipline upon the part of the present teacher."  The said teacher
smiled and said nothing.  Had Hiram looked closely at the pictures he
would have found that a good many of the drawings were caricatures of
himself and his family.  In one rude picture the four Misses Green were
represented as having hold of a man, who struggled in the midst.  By
means of certain facial peculiarities, exaggerated as only a genius or
a school-boy would dare exaggerate, any one in Ovid could have
identified the Misses Green and their victim, a former teacher.  One of
the ladies held a coat sleeve she had rent off; another a portion of a
coat-tail; and over this group the artist had printed in fair round
script, "For his garment they cast lots."  Under the circumstances the
applicability of this would have been a credit to Du Maurier, and be it
said in defence of the school-boy artist, it was probably written with
no thought of being impious.  Your school-boy caricaturist catches the
spirit of the times.

The participants in the school meeting were just departing from the
school-house doors, when to them came old Sam Symmons.  He had just
been told by Suse of her application, and an almost stifling eagerness
was filling his heart.  If she got it, it meant so much: but he
presented his usual suave, smiling old face to Hen Braddon and Hiram
Green, and said nothing.  As Andrew passed the old man looked at him.
That look of age to green manhood, how pitiful it is!  Andrew paused a
moment.  "We're going to have an Ovid teacher this time," he said.
"You'll tell Suse, won't you, Mr. Symmons, that her appointment is in
the mails?"

Poor old Sam!  It was harder for him to carry off good fortune with
nonchalance than it was to remain impassive in the face of bad.  He had
had so much more practice in the latter form of self-control.  He drew
his breath deeply, and his lips quivered a little.  Andrew saw this.

"Don't forget to tell her, Mr. Symmons," he added, and went on his way.

Forget!

"Meeting over, Mr. Braddon?  Meeting over?" Sam queried, falling into
the irregular ranks of the moving men.  "Well, well I remember the time
your grandfather and I were school trustees, and he was a shoemaker,
and a better man with lasts than letters.  In his young days he used to
go about from house to house making the shoes.  He had regular places
for calling; two pairs a year was the allowance--well, that custom has
long gone by.  Anyhow, we were both trustees, and one day we went out
to the Beechwood School, section No. 6 now.  Well, the minister was
there, too, and Squire Harkness--both long dead now--brothers they
were.  One of the children handed up her slate for your grandfather to
look at, and he, holding it in front of him at arm's length, said, with
consideration seemingly to its merits, 'Fair, very fair,' which was
right enough truly; but when your grandfather held it over to the rest
of us, 'twas plain to be seen he had had the slate upside down.  Yes,
he was ambitious, too, your grandfather was, and got on well in the
world; he even bought him a big silver watch.  Watches weren't so
plentiful in those days.  You didn't get a watch in the pocket of every
suit of clothes you bought then, as the papers would show you do now.
And when we asked your grandfather what time it was, as we would
frequently do, being minded to please him, he would take out his watch,
look at it with consideration, and hold it out to us saying, 'Who'd ha'
thought 'twas that time o' day,' in surprise seemingly, which was right
smart, for he never learned to read time, your grandfather didn't.  But
a good business man he was, and a good neighbour, as many a poor body
knew."

Old Sam and his following straggled in twos and threes up the street,
past Bill Aikins' house, where Bill stood in the doorway smoking,
having just helped his wife Kate, _née_ Horne, hang up the day's
washing, school meetings being in his wife's opinion too provocative of
idleness, the idleness which the devil improves, to be indulged in by
Bill.

Bill's house, albeit small, had a particularly aggressive look.  It had
a door in the centre, and a window with red-painted sash on either
side.  These windows always shone effulgently clean.  Whether this
brilliancy of pane or the vermilion paint produced the effect, it is
difficult to say, but certain it is that Bill's house always looked as
though it were about to spring on the road, which was, figuratively,
much the same as the attitude of Bill's wife towards him.

Bill Aikins had originally been a boy brought out by one of the
benevolent English societies, which gather up the scum of their own
cities and trust to the more sparkling atmosphere of the New World to
aerate it into "respectable and useful citizens."  Bill Aikins had
taken French leave of the minister with whom the Horne had placed him.
A plenitude of prayers and a paucity of what Bill had called "hot
wittles," decided him upon this step.  He wandered to Ovid, and for
many years had been "hired man" to the various farmers within ten miles
of the village.  He was a good worker, but lacked ballast, and was
rapidly degenerating into a sot when Kate Horne married him, and, as
the boys expressed it, "brought him up standing."

The men greeted Bill pleasantly, and Bill responded genially, trying to
look as if he was unconscious of Kate's criticisms upon the men
passing--a somewhat difficult thing to accomplish, as Kate spoke so
loudly from the room behind that her remarks were perfectly audible to
the subjects of them.

One by one the crowd dwindled away, and then old Sam "putting his best
foot foremost," as he would have said, hurried home and told Suse of
her good fortune.  She was very elated, was Suse, and kept murmuring to
herself, "I'll just show them Greens what's what."

* * * * * *

Long after the last light had twinkled out in the village, a shaft of
light streamed across the old garden of the house on the hill.  For all
the calm of Andrew's heart was gone.  The peace of the first acceptance
of the fact that he loved this stranger girl had vanished.  He got down
on his knees, reached under the bed and pulled out an old,
old-fashioned little chest, covered with untanned cowhide, whose brown
and white patches were studded with rows of big brass nails.  It held
the books over which his mother's pretty dark head had bent so often,
close by that other proud one, which soon lay humbly enough in its
kindred dust.  It was no unusual thing for Andrew to spend half the
night poring over these books.  There was a fat little copy of
Shakespeare, with ruinously small print; a quaint little leather volume
of Francis Quarles, George Herbert's poetry; Suckling's and a
subscription copy of the Queen's Wake, "dedicated to the Princess
Charlotte by a shepherd in the Highlands of Scotland."  These, with a
few others, had formed his mother's library.  Getting them out, he
looked for certain passages he knew well--passages that had wrung his
heart before this with their description of unattainable sweetness and
love--passages that had almost made him despair, and yet, not wholly,
for he had dreamed a dream of one day going forth to seek and _find_ a
Beatrice, a Juliet, a Desdemona, a Rosalind--all in one divine
combination of womanhood, worthy to have been addressed in the immortal
sonnets.  And, lo! the spring had brought her--would the summer give
her to him?  The kindly summer that gives the flower to the bee, the
sun to the flower, the blue sky to the sun, and all the earth to joy.
Surely--and but a mile away Judith slept, dreaming, but not of song.
And over the waters that quickened with insect life, through the air
all astir with the scents and savours of spring, athwart the earth that
was quivering with the growth of all things green--summer came one day
nearer.



CHAPTER V.

  "Sweet Spring, full of sweet days and roses,
    A box where sweets compacted lie,
  My Musick shows ye have your closes,
    And all must die."


Judith Moore, the operatic singer, was not an ailing woman usually.  In
fact, she had very sweet and well-balanced health, but in her make-up
the mental and physical balanced each other so well, and were so
closely allied that any joy or grief--in short, any emotion--reacted
strongly upon her physical organism.  Heart and brain, sense and spirit
were close knit.  Delicately strung as an Æolian harp, she vibrated too
strongly to the winds that swept over her.  As strings grow lax or snap
from being over-taut, so her nerves had failed under the tension of
excitement, and effort, and triumph.  Two years before she had made her
_début_ upon the operatic stage in Germany, stepping from the strictest
tutelage to an instant and unquestioned success.  Even yet when she
thought of that night her cheeks would flush, her eyes dilate, her head
poise itself more proudly.  She recalled it so well.  Her manager's
eagerness, that made his dark face almost livid: her own fright: the
mascot thrust hastily into her hand by an old _attaché_ of the
play-house.  She remembered all the details of this performance better
than any other--the orchestra and the people: the peculiar, loving
droop of the shoulder with which one of the 'cello players bent above
his sonorous instrument.  Then came her effort, and it seemed the next
moment the thunderous applause, the flowers, the deep-throated Hoch!
Hoch! and the joyous cursing of her manager behind the scenes.

Yes, that was life.

And as she lived her triumphs over again, she felt the supreme
exaltation of a genius in a great gift, the God-like thrill of mastery,
the glorious certainty of capacity, the birth-pang of creation.  There
is no gift so marvellous, so maddening, so divine as the gift of
song--none so evanescent, none so sad.

This woman inhaled the common ether of a prosaic world, mingled it with
her breath and sent it forth glorified as sound--sound such as nothing
made with men's hands in all the world can produce.  She created
something divine, which died even as it was born, and passed into the
silence--silence that has absorbed so many sweet and terrible things.
She sang; she sent forth her heart, her being, her soul from her lips,
like a beautiful unseen dove seeking a sign; and there returned to
her--silence.  From all the glorious "choir invisible" that had gone
before there came back no word.  And the wonder, and triumph, and pity
of it grew upon her, so that she began to eat her heart out with
loneliness.

Her voice lifted her up to the gods; when she returned to earth, there
was no loving breast for her to rest upon, no strong hands to sustain
her, no lips to kiss the pain of music from her own, none to seal the
bliss of singing into abiding joy.

Two years of this, and Judith Moore left it all, and came, in the
summer preceding her American _début_, to this little Canadian village.
She had told her manager, the only person she knew well enough to write
to, that he was not to write.  He knew where she was: she would let him
know if she needed him.  Let her rest, for just a little, she pleaded.
And he agreed.

She owed everything she was to this man, who had been a friend of her
father's.  Passing through the little town where they were, he had come
to visit them.  He found his old friend's funeral leaving the house.
He came back to see the desolate girl.  Then followed the discovery of
her voice, and his investment in her as a good speculation.  It was
going to prove one, too, though the anxiety of it had given him a grey
hair or two in his black head.  Yes, it had been a good speculation
already, for the two years' singing abroad had recouped him for all his
outlay of money.  The American season would repay his patience, and the
South American tour, and the winter in Russia--the _impresario's_ plans
stretched far into the future through golden vistas of profit.  That
Judith might have other dreams he never considered.

She herself had no well-defined thought but to excel in her art.  She
did not in the least understand what was amiss with her.  Not but what
in many dreams by night, and visions by day, she had thought of a
passion that was to transfigure her life; but so used was she to
passing from the reality of life to the dream on the stage, that the
visions and the verities became sadly confused, and so she grew day by
day more eager to attain, more anxious to achieve the highest in her
art, more unsparing of her own efforts, always trembling just on the
threshold of the unknown, always feeling one more upward effort of her
wings would take her to the very pinnacle of song.  There surely grew
the balm of sweet content, of satisfaction, of peace.  Poor Judith!
For her the real content lay in a green valley, far, far below these
perilous peaks upon which she tottered; whereon no woman may safely
stand, it seems, without a stronger soul beside her to sustain in time
of need.  Her happiness lay in a valley where love springs and
happiness flows in streams about the feet, and as she aspired higher
and higher, and rose farther and farther into the rarefied air which
solitary success breathes, she left the Happy Valley farther and
farther behind.

Had she been less evenly balanced, had her soul been less true, her
heart less tender, she might in time have frozen the woman completely,
and crystallized into the _artiste_ only--or--but to think of Judith
Moore sullying her wings is sacrilege.

She was full of womanly tenderness and womanly vanities.  She had a
thousand little tricks of coquetry and as many balms to ease their
smart.  She took a good deal of satisfaction out of her pretty gowns
and her finger nails, and the contemplation of her little feet
becomingly shod had been known to dry her tears.  She was essentially
the woman of the past, the woman who created a "type" distinct from
man: the womanly woman, not the hybrid creature of modern cultivation;
the woman of romance.  To balance this (for nowadays this doubtless
needs excuse) she had a fund of sympathy great enough to endow every
living thing that suffered with pity.  She had certainly that charity
without which all other virtues are as "sounding brass."  She sent away
those who came in contact with her the better for their meeting, and
from her eyes there shone a purity of soul that had abashed some men
whose eyes had long forgotten shame.

Such was Judith Moore.

When Andrew approached the Morris house, the next day after the
apple-tree episode, he saw from afar a figure in white sitting perched
upon the weather-beaten rail fence which separated his woodland from
the Morris farm.  He hastened his steps, his heart beating hotly.
Judith was in a repentant and somewhat shame-faced mood.  Upon
reflection it had occurred to her that her behaviour the day before had
been little less than bold.  Judith had felt badly over it, and had
even cried a bit, as foolish women will.  She was, of course, prepared
to make Andrew suffer for her misdeeds if he in any way showed a
recollection of the incident, and had decided to assume a very haughty
mien if he dared say "feet."

Andrew's intuitions were not slow, even if he was only a farmer, and
when he greeted her, and she suddenly, sweetly, strangely blushed and
looked up at him half inquiringly, he interpreted it aright.  He had
been amused, perhaps aroused, by her impertinence; he was touched by
her unexpressed penitence.

Miss Judith had on an artful frock: most of her frocks were artful and
well put on, too, which is this great thing.  Judith never considered
time thrown away that was spent adorning her "perishing person."  This
particular frock was of sheer white wool, and because she had a waist
of the unhygienic type (and rejoiced thereat exceedingly, be it told,
for she was thoroughly unregenerate), she had it girdled with a ribbon,
wound round and round her.  It had huge loose sleeves of a kind not
known in Ovid.  "Sort of night-gowny looking," Andrew said afterwards,
in describing her appearance to his aunt.  How Miss Moore would have
raged at that!  Paquin, no less, had made those sleeves.

She was careful to keep her very toes out of sight this morning, and
when she thought Andrew was not looking, she gave anxious little tugs
at her skirt to cover them yet more securely.  Every one of these tugs
Andrew saw, and they raised within him a spirit of deep indignation.
"I wish that skirt would come off in her hand--serve her right if it
did," he said to himself, aggrievedly, whilst apparently listening to
Miss Moore's prophecies regarding the weather.

"Going to rain in three days?" he said.  "How do you know?"

"Oh," said Miss Moore, with an indescribable look of wisdom, "there was
a big ring round the moon last night, enclosing three stars.  That
means in three days it will storm--of course, rain--you'd hardly expect
snow, would you?"  Miss Moore spoke a little resentfully as she
concluded, for Andrew did not look impressed.

"Well, no," agreed Andrew.  "Did Mr. Morris tell you that?"

"Yes: we're going to shear sheep to-morrow."

"What?" Andrew was amused at the "we."

"_That_," said Judith, who in spite of her air of knowledge was
somewhat nervous and not quite certain whether she had put it rightly
or not.  ("Shear sheep" did sound queer.)

"Oh, you are.  What else?"

"I'm going to learn to make butter.  Mrs. Morris says I have real
'butter hands.'  They're so cool.  Feel."  She laid her hand on his.

"Yes, lovely," said Andrew, fervently: "but don't you think you ought
to get well before you do all this?  Stick to prophesying for a while.
It's easier."

"Oh, if you're going to laugh at me--"

"No, indeed."  (Miss Moore's brows were knitted.)  "I'm not really,
honestly: never thought of such a thing."  Then, persuasively, "Don't
you want to come and see a bird's nest?"

Miss Moore's attempt at bad temper collapsed.

"I should think I did," she said.

"Come on, then," said he.

"Oh, is it on that side?  How do I get over?"

"Let me lift you."

"No, indeed!  Turn your back, and I'll jump."

"Let--"

"No!"

Andrew wheeled on his heel.  There was a soft thud and a scramble.  He
turned like a flash, but Miss Moore had regained her feet, and stood
waiting with an expression of exaggerated patience on her face.

"Are you ready?" he asked.

"Oh, waiting," she answered, with emphasis.

That walk was the first they ever had together.  Neither of them ever
forgot it.  At the moment, it seemed to pass in light-hearted chatter:
but beneath all this there was a substratum of eagerness--Judith trying
to get in touch with this new creature at her side, this strong,
unconventional, natural soul, so different from the artificial
creatures she had known; and Andrew feeling his heart going out beyond
control to this girl who walked so unsteadily at his side, stumbling
every now and then from the unaccustomed roughness of the way.  These
little feet had evidently had all paths smoothed to them.  (He could
not guess how chill those carven pathways were.)  How tender her eyes
grew over the wild flowers, and how sweet her lips when, for a moment,
a serious thought came to her!

The wild flowers were in full luxuriance, and Judith gathered an
armful.  They passed a dogwood tree that stood sheeted in its white
blossoms, their petals of the texture of white kid.  Andrew got her
some great branches of it, and she insisted upon carrying it herself,
holding all her spoil against her breast with one hand, using the other
to lift her gown now and then, or to pluck more flowers.

Her face looked out from the flowers with a kind of rapt eagerness upon
it that illumined it like a light.   Her enjoyment was so intense as to
be almost painful.  They had gone quite a distance from the Morris
house, half the length of Andrew's woods, when they came to a little
hollow.  A stream ran through it, but so blocked was its way by the
burrows of moles that it zigzagged across and across the hollow,
seeming almost to form loops at some points.  All along its course grew
the tall, pale-mauve water-flag, its spikes of bloom rising from clumps
of sword-like leaves that grew in the stream's edge.  At the farther
side of the hollow a mass of wild crab-apple trees were covered with
their fragile pink blooms, and heaped up at one end of the hollow was a
great mass of loose stones, piled there as they had been gathered from
the fields.  Dog-tooth violets, which love moisture, grew thickly about
their feet, their yellow and brown blossoms springing from between
pairs of spotted leaves.  Where the leaves grew singly, there were no
flowers.  Here and there could be seen a blossom of the rarer white
variety, the back of its recurved petals delicately tinged with pink.
Close by the roots of some stumps there were velvety cushions of the
thick green moss so often found in Canadian woods; bryony vines strayed
over these, making a rich brocade in tones of green.  Tufts of coarse
ferns grew in the clefts of the stumps, their last year's fronds
withering beside them, the fresh ones just beginning to uncurl.  And
framing all this in, there was the curtain of trees in the first
freshness of foliage.

For a moment, in Judith's mind dream and reality became confused.  The
little glade so exactly simulated a well-set scene.  There was
something artificial in the piled-up stones: in the stream which made
so much of itself in going such a short distance.  It was so usual for
her to stand before the footlights with her arms full of flowers.  And
the man at her side--she looked at him, and in a moment realized how
completely and artistically he was in accord with his environment.  His
strong, bronzed face, his lithe, tall form, his expression, his dress,
the look of utter comprehension with which his eyes took in the scene,
over which her eyes lingered in detail--all this was apparent to her at
once.  She was well used to considering the "value" of this or that
upon the scene, and she told herself the unities were surely satisfied
now.

"Are you pleased?" he asked.

"I'm simply charmed," she said.  "It is too beautiful to be real."

"Ah," he said, "that's where you make a mistake.  It is only beautiful
enough to be real."

She looked at him.

"You are tired," he went on, without waiting for an answer.  "I've
brought you too far.  Will you sit down?"

"Yes, I think so.  I really am awfully strong, only I soon get tired."

"Exactly; one of the signs of great strength.  Oh, come, don't get
cross."

"I hate being laughed at; you're bad to me," she said pettishly.

Andrew was smitten to the heart.  He began to think he'd been a brute.

He took off his coat, making no apology therefor.  It did not occur to
him that there was anything wrong in shirt sleeves.  He spread it at
the foot of a stump.

"You sit down there and rest," he said, "and I'll go get you some more
flowers."

"Don't you want to rest?" she inquired solicitously.

"No, I'm not tired," he answered gravely.  He wouldn't laugh at her
again in a hurry!

"Well, hurry back."

So she watched him pick his way across the little hollow to the twisted
and gnarled crab trees.  And as she watched there stole over her eager
spirit the first whiff of that peace which was soon to settle so
sweetly upon her heart--a restful recognition of the joy of calm; and
all was blended with the bitter sweet scent of the crab blossoms and
the ineffable savour of spring woods.

Andrew was soon back at her side with a sheaf of flag lilies and big
branches of apple blooms; and Judith for the first time held real
crab-apple blossoms in her hands, with their perfume, that mingling of
Marah and myrrh, rising to her as incense from a censer.  She had long
known the distilled perfume; how different this living fragrance was.
Something of this she told Andrew.

"Yes," he said, "I understand you exactly.  You won't like the
manufactured stuff any more.  I never could eat canned salmon after
eating the real article fresh from the stream where I'd caught it."

Miss Moore looked at him.

He laughed outright at her expression of disgust.

"Was it very awful to liken crab blooms to salmon?  They're much of the
same colour."

"Don't dare say another word," said Miss Moore.  "You're horrid."

Andrew reddened and looked a little stiff.

Miss Moore eyed him furtively.  "Mr. Cutler?"

"Yes."

"Would you like me to sing to you?"

Like a child Miss Moore proffered her biggest bribe first.

"Rather," said Andrew, with emphasis, forgetting his dignity.  "I
should think I would."

Seeing him so eager, Miss Moore was minded to postpone his pleasure a
bit.  "What shall I sing?" she asked.

"Anything--your favourite, anything you like, only sing."  And she sang
a song by Rosetti, beginning--

  "A little while, a little love
    The hour yet bears for thee and me
    Who have not drawn the veil to see
  If still our heaven be lit above."

And which ends--

  "Not yet the end; be our lips dumb
    In smiles a little season yet,
    I'll tell thee, when the end is come,
  How we may best forget."


When it was over he turned and looked at her as at a marvel.  What
manner of woman was this?  The one moment a curious child, the next a
proud woman; again, a poor, little tired girl, and then--how should he
name this singing angel.

Miss Moore was used to homage and applause, and wont to see people
moved by her singing, but never a tribute had been more sweet to her
than the look in this countryman's eyes.

"I will sing again," she said, and began a little Scotch song.

Afterwards Miss Moore was sorry about this, and thought bitterly that
she could not, even for an hour, put aside the _rôle_ of the opera
singer seeking to play upon her public.  For she had been taught the
value of appealing to sentiment as a factor towards success, and many a
night, after singing the most intricate operas, she had responded to
the _encore_ by singing "Home, Sweet Home" or "Annie Laurie," or some
other simple peasant ballad that touches the heart.  It is a trick
_prima donnas_ all have.

The song she sang Andrew was "Jock o' Hazeldean": the story of the
high-born girl who loved Jock o' Hazeldean.  Who was he, we wonder.
This fascinating Jock, of Hazeldean, smacks more of the Merrie
Greenwood than of broad domains.  But at any rate he must have been
right worthy to be loved, else such a leal, brave-hearted, beautiful
girl had not loved him.  Torn, too, she was between two thoughts--her
family, her plighted troth, riches and--Jock--so that

  "Whene'er she loot
  The tears doon fa'
  For Jock o' Hazeldean."


For she had made up her mind evidently to give him up, but these
treacherous tears betrayed themselves whenever she bent her head, and
when a woman's heart is breaking she cannot always hold her head high.
And in the end they nearly married her to the "Lord of Errington."
But--

  "The kirk was decked at morning tide,
    The tapers glimmered fair,
  Both priest and bridegroom wait the bride,
    And dame and knight were there.
  They sought her then by bower and ha';
    The lady wasna seen--
  She's ower the border, and awa
    With Jock o' Hazeldean."


Well Judith Moore sang the words of the song, but she did more.  Her
vibrant voice expressed all the pathos, the romance, the tenderness,
that lives between the words; and in the last two lines there was a
sort of timorous triumph, as of one who has gained victory over the
world, her family, her own fears, and won to her lover's breast, and
yet trembles in her triumph.  Women do not give themselves even to
their best beloved without tears.

This was in reality the great charm of Judith's singing--a charm no
perfection of method, no quality of tone could have produced.  She felt
the full significance of everything she sang, and had that sympathetic
magnetism which creates its own moods in others.  That is fascination.
That is the secret of these women at whose power the world has
wondered, whose loves have been the passions of history, whose whims
have legislated the affairs of kingdoms.

"Don't sing any more," Andrew said when she finished.  "I've had enough
for one day.  I--"

"You feel my music as I do myself," she said softly.  "It is almost
pain."

Presently they went back through the woods, more silently than they had
come, and yet happier.  Judith looked up at him once or twice with no
veil of laughter on her eyes.  He was thrilled with the expression he
found there; now it seemed a steadfast ray of unselfish resolution,
again a yearning so poignant that it almost unnerved him.  He showed
her the nest on the furrows.

"In a little while there will be birds in the nest," he said.

"Oh, I'll come and watch it every day."

"You must not come too often or stay too long," he said, "or the bird
will get frightened and forsake her nest--fly away and never come back."

"Oh, surely not fly away from that nest," Judith cried.  To her that
rough little wisp of coiled grass and horsehair represented the
perfection of bird architecture.

"If you would only come to the house--my house over there on the hill,"
said Andrew, flushing a little and very eager; "my aunt would like you
to so much, and I would show you a lot of nests.  We have more birds
there" (suddenly feeling very proud of this fact) "than anywhere else
in the county."

"Oh, I'd like to ever so much," said Judith.  "Your aunt?"

"Suppose I send my aunt over to see you?" said Andrew, quite ignorant
of the etiquette of calls, but hitting it off well in his ignorance.
"She'll come to visit Mrs. Morris, and then, of course, if you care to
see her, she'll be so glad to ask you to come over."

"Does your aunt visit the Morrises?" asked Judith, with some surprise.

"Why, of course: we only live a mile away," said Andrew, entirely
oblivious of the compliment to himself.

"Oh, yes, of course," said Judith, hastily, feeling mean.

Finally they said "Good-bye."  Andrew had gone but a few steps when she
called him.

"Wait a moment.  When do you think your aunt will come?"

"Soon; not to-morrow, she's going to town.  Perhaps next day.  Why?"

"Oh, I want to put on a pretty frock," she said candidly.

"Well," said Andrew, with conviction, "you can't beat that one."

Miss Moore went back to the house.  A weather-beaten frame house it
was, with a weather-vane in the shape of a horse on top.  When the
horse's nose pointed over Judith's window, the wind was east; when it
seemed to gallop in the direction of the kitchen, it was west; when it
made for the village, it was south, and when it looked with a longing
eye, apparently, at the stables, it was north.  Mr. Morris explained
this to Judith on an average once a day, but she always got it mixed.

Mrs. Morris was vigorously making pies when Judith entered.

"Baking?" said Judith.

"Yes," said Mrs. Morris, breaking the crisp stalks of rhubarb into
little pieces.  "Yes, I'm sure I'm going to have company" (she broke
the last piece of rhubarb with a snap and commenced rolling out her
paste with soft thuds).  "Yes, company's coming sure.  I dropped my
dishcloth three times this morning, and then the old brahma, he just
stood on that doorstep and crowed for all he was worth.  I never knowed
that bird to crow on that doorstep without strange feet soon stood on
it."

Mrs. Morris covered her pie, and then holding the pie plate upon the
fingers of one hand, dexterously ran a knife around the edge, trimming
off a ring of paste that fell on her arm; then she dabbed it with a
fork and put it in the oven.

"I want something to put my flowers in," said Judith. "May I take some
of those big earthen jars out there?" pointing to the open door of the
pantry, within which stood some old-fashioned, rough, grey crocks.

"Yes," said Mrs. Morris, absent-mindedly, as she carefully "tried" a
cake with a straw from the broom to see if it was done; "yes"--then
coming back to sublunary matters as she shut the oven door, "But sake's
alive, child, you don't want them things to put them in!  I'll get you
the scissors and some string so you can cut the blows off them apple
branches and make good round bunches, and there's some posy pots I
bought in town one day.  I'll get them to put them in."

Judith's heart sank.  She was too afraid of hurting Mrs. Morris'
feelings to say anything, but when that busy woman appeared with some
hideous blue and green and gilt atrocities, a bright thought struck her.

"Oh, Mrs. Morris," she said, "those are too nice altogether.  Just let
me use the jars; those might get broken."

"Well," said Mrs. Morris, pausing in the door of the sitting-room,
"they be only wild crabs and dogwood blows.  It would be a pity to risk
it, maybe."  So she took back the vases and replaced the bouquets of
everlastings in them, feeling she had done her duty to her boarder, but
glad that matters had arranged themselves as they had.

So Judith got out the jars and filled them with great bunches of the
dogwood, which gives such a Japanesque effect of blossom on bare
branch, and with the apple blossoms, the wild iris mingling its dainty
mauve equally well with each.  Then she leaned back against the door
jamb (she was sitting on the doorstep), and dreamily listened to Mrs.
Morris.

What a strange medley of criticism, information, prophecy and humour
the talk of such a woman is, all given forth with no coherence, no
sequence of ideas, the _disjecta membra_ of a thousand gossipy stories,
the flotsam and jetsam of the slow-flowing stream of country life; now
and then hitting off, as if by chance, a word or two which is a
complete characterization of a person or place; now and then piercing
to the heart of some vital human truth; now and then sowing a seed of
scandal to bring forth bitterness; now and then by a pause, a sigh or a
word revealing the griefs of a homely heart, and always perpetuating a
hundred harmless conceits of fancy, signs, warnings, and what Mrs.
Morris called, "omings that mean something."

Mrs. Morris was popularly considered the most talkative woman in Ovid,
always excepting Bill Aikins' wife who had so far distanced the others
as to fairly outclass them.  Sometimes Mrs. Morris wearied Judith to
death with her tongue, but out of the resources of her generous heart,
which always could furnish excuses for everybody, Judith found
palliation for Mrs. Morris' fault.  There was a certain plot in the
unkempt little graveyard in Ovid, wherein were five tiny graves; over
each was a coverlet of straggly clove pinks, and each of the little
sleepers had been borne away from the farm-house by the woods.  Now and
then, but rarely, Mrs. Morris spoke of these babies.  Their united ages
would not have numbered half a dozen years; but Mrs. Morris, with the
strange divination of motherhood, had seen in their infantile ways the
indications of distinctive character, so that each of these dead
children had as individual a place in her memory as though it had
worked and wept and wearied itself into old age.  And to Judith this
seemed excuse enough for poor chattering Mrs. Morris.  All the breath
other mothers use in speaking to their children, all the time they
spend in silent thought about them and for them, was barren to this
lonely old woman.  "Who could wonder then that she wants to talk a
bit?" Judith one day said to Andrew, wistfully, when he was laughing at
Mrs. Morris' tongue.  Indeed, Judith's tender eyes pierced deep down
into the depths of these people's hearts.  The ugly gossip, the
sneering spite, the malignant whisperings she heard, filled her with a
pity divine enough to drown the disgust which their backbiting and
meanness awakened.  The pity of it! she thought, looking at the miracle
of the summer fields beneath the summer sky: the upward aspiration of
every blade of grass, of every tiny twig, of every little Morning Glory
seedling, striving to lift itself up, stretching forth its tendrils
towards anything that would bear it higher: everything reaching towards
the light.  And these people, surrounded by the strong silent stimulus
of nature, going with their eyes fixed upon the clods, or at most
raised but to the level of their own heads, striving to grasp some puny
self-glorification, letting the real gold of life run through their
fingers like sand, whilst with eager palms they snatched at the base
alloys which corroded their hands!

When Judith heard one woman say of another, "She's a most terrible nice
woman.  She works like a horse," she did not feel as much like laughing
at the narrowness of the vision which pronounced such judgment, as
weeping, that life had ways which people trod wherein brutish physical
exertion seemed the highest good.  It will be seen that Judith had a
tender and discerning eye to penetrate the pains and sorrows of others,
but she could not decipher her own heart yet.  It is hard to get one's
self in true perspective.  It would indeed be a gift from the gods if
we could see ourselves.



CHAPTER VI.

        "He who sings
  To fill the highest purpose, need not soar
  Above the lintel of the peasant's door."


Before the Morris house there stretched a space of unkempt grass,
broken by three or four irregular flower beds, upon which the grass
encroached, from which the flowers sometimes strayed afield.  In these
beds were clumps of jonquils--"yeller petticoats," Mrs. Morris called
them--and there were heavy headed daffodils, which, to Judith's
delight, she dubbed daffdowndillies.  There were patches of purple
iris, too, and through one of the beds the sturdy roseate stems of the
common pæony were pushing their way.  A big bush of flowering currant
was covered with its yellow flowers, murmurous with hundreds of bees,
for they are very sweet.  The stems of the florets are bitten off by
children to get a drop of honey in each, just as in the florets of a
clover bloom.

Up and down the sanded pathway leading to Mrs. Morris' front door paced
Judith Moore, two days after Andrew's visit.  She had on a brown frock,
girdled with a filigreed belt of silver gilt; a bunch of jonquils at
her bosom caught together the folds of some soft old lace; her heels
added a good two inches to her stature, and she felt herself to be very
well turned out.

It was warm: the robins were building nests.  Presently one flew by
with a scrap of brilliant red wool, and in a moment or two flew down
from the gable of the house, and regaled itself with a long worm which
it had spied from afar.  It despatched its lunch with gusto, cocked its
head on one side, preened the feathers of its wings with its foot, as
one would run the hand through the hair, and then started in on its
house-building again.  "From labour to refreshment," thought Judith.

She herself was in a state of tremulous happiness; her being, freed
from all artificial restraints, released from all conventional bonds,
was unfolding, as naturally as the flower buds to the sunshine; her
thoughts no longer bent exclusively upon her art, no longer dwelling
upon the next triumph, found for themselves new and unexpected
pathways.  For the first time she gave herself up to the perilous
pleasure of introspection.  In "sessions of sweet silent thought" her
fragmentary dreams and ideals of life, love and nature, were attuning
themselves to a true and eager aspiration to be worthy the best gift of
each.  Her heart--well, her heart had not been awakened yet.  Like the
great white lilies in Miss Myers' garden, it was yet half asleep, but
stirring within it was the sweetness of spring, of springing life, and
love, and the first poignant sweetness of self-consciousness.  The
lilies were yet only putting forth feeble leaves, as if to test what
manner of upper world wooed them to put forth a blossom.  So the little
tender impulses of Judith's heart were yet very timorous.  But the
lilies would bloom in good time--and the heart?

Judith was still pacing back and forth when a tall, angular figure, in
a black cashmere gown and a broad black shade hat, appeared in the
gateway, followed decorously by a melancholy red setter, whose
melancholy and good manners vanished simultaneously as a cat, walking
speculatively round the corner of the house, caught his eye.  Rufus
vanished, with the cat in a good lead.  Rufus' acceptance of the
possibilities of the situation had been so prompt, the cat's transition
from a dreamer to a fugitive had been so sudden that Judith forgot the
propitiatory smile with which she had intended to greet Miss Myers, and
gave a regular peal of laughter.

Miss Myers had come to call, or, as she herself put it, had "come to
visit a spell with Mrs. Morris."

"Oh, the poor cat!" said Judith, not knowing very well what to say, and
getting rather red.

"Is it your cat?  I'm real sorry.  Rufus is always hard on cats.
There's one cat in the village though--but there, you must be the
boarder.  I'm real glad to see you."

"Yes," said Judith, "I'm Judith Moore, and you must be Miss Myers; I
know you by the dog."

Then a quick sense of the vision she had just had of Rufus, the eager
outstretched nose, the flying heels whisking past the side of the
house, the cat's hysteric spitting as she turned and fled--this made
Judith catch her breath.

Miss Myers laughed grimly.  It was her fortune always to look grim,
even when she wept.  Afterwards, Judith knew that Miss Myers had
thoroughly appreciated the humour of the situation, and had loved
Judith "from the minute I set eyes on her," as Miss Myers said.
Perhaps, out of loyalty to Andrew, Miss Myers exaggerated a little her
first feeling toward Judith, but for that kindly exaggeration one could
gather her in one's arms.

Great indeed must be the love of that woman who is willing to accept,
nay, even help, to win the woman who is to displace her in the
affections of one with whom she has from babyhood been first.  And that
is the doom of all women who rear children, whether their own or not;
to nurse them, watch them, pray for them, painfully perhaps: keep them
as pure as may be; make them as true as possible: and then some day
have them bring a stranger, a boy or girl, of whom they have bereft
some other woman, and say, "Look, this is my best beloved."  Is not
that a great reward for which to fast, and thirst, and labour?  And yet
that is the good guerdon gained by many a woman whose name, if but
granted the right meed of praise, would be written in letters of gold
on a silver sky.

Recognizing this; what tenderness should not be felt towards such
women, what gratitude accorded them for the good gift they have
rendered up?

Mrs. Morris came fussily to the door.  "Miss Myers, let me make you
acquainted with Miss Moore.  Come right in; sit down.  Won't take off
your things?  Well, now, that's real mean!  I quite expected you'd come
for a good visit.  Whatever be these dogs a-yelping at?  Well, it beats
all!  Just look at 'em," pointing out at the sitting-room window, which
gave a view of the orchard.

In the cleft of an apple-tree, just beyond the reach of the dogs'
leaps, sat the cat, an insulting indifference expressed in every line
of her crouching shape, turning a calm countenance to her impotent
foes.  The collie, seduced by the example of Rufus, had cast aside the
veneer of amity overlying his natural instinct, and now careered round
and round the tree trunk, making futile leaps at the cat; whilst Rufus
stood uttering the characteristically mournful bark of his breed, and
waving his feathery tail as if courtesy might induce the cat to descend
and be worried.  However, the cat was an old-stager.  Her narrowed eyes
gleamed venomously, and she thought evil thoughts, but that was all.

"Old Tab 'll tire them dogs out before they get through with her," said
Mrs. Morris, placidly; and sometime later, when the ladies looked forth
again, the cat was delicately walking along the top of the board fence,
and the two dogs were in full cry after a squirrel.  It is probable
that those dogs, before they slept that night, wondered many a time and
oft what trees were created for, if not specially intended to deprive
decent dogs of a little legitimate sport.

Mrs. Morris, when she had no company, occupied her spare time in
"teaming" the wool shorn from the sheep, preparatory to sending it to
the woollen mill; but she did not bring this work into the
sitting-room.  She brought in her braided mat.  First she sewed strips
of cloth together, and when she had three differently coloured balls
made, she braided them into a flat strand, then she sewed that round
and round, till it grew into a mat.  All the rag carpets in Mrs.
Morris' house were bestrewn with these mats, placed at irregular
intervals, but practice and instinct so guided Mrs. Morris' feet, that
she never, by any chance, no matter how engrossed she might be in other
matters, stepped upon a space of carpet.  There was something very
interesting about this.  She did it so unconsciously, so accurately,
like an erratic automaton.  It is true this practice did not conduce to
a Delsartean evenness of step: and indeed, Mrs. Morris, when walking
through the fields, or along the road, carried in her gait the
_replica_ of the floor plan of her first three rooms.  Through the
front room, the sitting-room, the kitchen, that was the course she
mapped upon the road she travelled again and again.  The wily Vivien
would not have won readily the secret of Mrs. Morris' woven paces.

Miss Myers took off her shade hat and held it on her lap.  Judith sat
prettily erect, bending forward now and then, as if alert to answer
Miss Myers' commonplaces--a flattering attitude that.  Mrs. Morris
braided her strands firmly, looking benignantly over her spectacles,
which, having slipped down to the very point of her nose, by some
miracle preserved a tentative hold.  Their precarious position gave
Miss Myers "nerves."  She clasped her thin hands tightly "to stiddy
herself up."

They talked of the every-day incidents of their homely lives.  The
first question that came up was house-cleaning, a very vital matter to
the country housewife in spring and autumn.  Of course, these two
women, being notable house-keepers, had theirs done long ago, but there
were others--well, neither of these ladies wished to make remarks,
least of all about their neighbours, still--

Then they discussed the proper time for picking the geese (that is,
denuding the live geese of the feathers they would otherwise lose), and
both had often noticed the wilful waste of the Greens, in letting their
geese go unplucked, so that the village street was snowed with wasted
feathers which floated about in the air, or sailed, the most fragile of
crafts, in the little water-cressed stream.  This led naturally to the
mysterious disappearance of Hiram Green's twelve geese, a story retold
for Judith's benefit.

Once when Hiram Green was breaking in a colt in his barn-yard, the dogs
frightened it, and between Hiram's shouts, the dogs' barks and the
colt's plunging, the geese, twelve in number, took unto themselves
wings and flew away.  The fact that they were able to do this reflected
directly upon Hiram's management, and pronounced it poor, for, of
course, he should have taken the precaution of clipping the feathers of
one wing, as every one did, to prevent just such losses.  However, the
geese flew away.  In the excitement of the moment the direction of
their flight was unnoted, but willing volunteers spread the news, and
defined the ownership of any stray geese which might be found.  The
Hornes lived in a house very near the crest of the hill upon the south;
so near to the top was it, that it gave the impression of wanting to
sneak away out of sight of the village.  It seemed to withdraw itself
from the village gaze, and had a secretive and uncommunicative look.
Perhaps the house did not really deserve this description, but popular
opinion accorded it.  The Hornes were aliens to Ovid: no one knew much
about them, and that in itself is a grievance in such a place as Ovid.
Well, a zealous searcher for the geese inquired of Mrs. Horne for
tidings of them.  Mrs. Horne, standing upon her doorstep, regretted
Hiram's loss and deplored not having seen them.  The messenger
departed.  But "people talked" as people will when such coincidences
occur--when on the next market day Mr. Horne sold twelve fine fat
geese, whilst his own pursued the even tenor of their way unmolested.

There was no proof of mal-appropriation, for a dead goose does not
usually bear many distinctive marks of individuality--still, people
talked.  And the next day, when Mrs. Horne bought ticking in Hiram's
store, to make a couple of pillows, Hiram felt aggrieved as he tied it
up, and vaguely wondered if this was not "seething the kid in its
mother's milk."  Neither Miss Myers nor Mrs. Morris committed herself
to any definite expression of opinion as to the Hornes' responsibility
in the matter, for neither of them wished to give the other the
opportunity of quoting her verdict, but they shook their heads at each
other, and raised their eyebrows and pursed up their lips, and then
abruptly branched off to another question, which happened to be whether
or not it was advisable to soak carrot seeds in water before
planting--the implied decision in the goose question amounting
practically to the "Not Proven" verdict of the Scotch courts, than
which nothing is more damning.

At last Mrs. Morris' spectacles did fall off, and Miss Myers' nervous
start had a good deal of relief in it.  A crisis is best over.

Old Mr. Morris came in, and began to discuss the death of Sam Symmons'
mare.  Not having been present at the consultation regarding her, he
was absolutely certain that she had not been accorded the proper
treatment.  "Might have been the right treatment for an ellefung, but
not for a hoss, no, not for a hoss, not by no means."  Then he gave a
long and critical dissertation upon the merits of each remedy used,
proving conclusively, at least to himself, that in the case of Sam's
mare they were all so much poison.  Miss Myers must come out and see
his sorrel filly.  "There was a filly like a filly, not such another in
the country!"  So they all strolled out to the board fence, and looked
at the clean-limbed little sorrel, whilst Mr. Morris dilated upon her
good points.  A man is always frankly and irrepressibly egotistical
upon two subjects--his horses and his judgment.

Miss Myers did not go back to the house, and Mrs. Morris and Judith
strolled with her to the gate.  They bade each other good-bye there,
Miss Myers sniffing at a twig of lemon balm which she had gathered.
Judith and Mrs. Morris were to visit Miss Myers two days later.

Little had been said about Andrew, but enough to show Judith that he
was the very apple of Miss Myers' eye.

"Sarah Myers thinks a powerful sight of Andrew Cutler," said Mrs.
Morris.  "It seems sort of heathenish to be so set on any one.  I don't
hold with it.  Well, if you hain't got no children to laugh with, you
hain't got none to cry over."  The yearning of her empty mother-heart
had taught her this pitiable philosophy.

* * * * * *

It was three o'clock when Mrs. Morris and Judith reached the Cutler
house on the hill.

Mr. Morris had driven them as far as the village in the democrat
waggon.  He stopped at the blacksmith shop, and they alighted, to walk
through the village to their destination, whilst he went on an errand
to town.  There were very few people to be seen on the village streets.

Tommy Slick and his dog Nip met them.  Tommy looked very guileless,
with round face, beautifully tinted white and pink, big clear eyes and
"lips depressed, as he were meek."  In his hands he carried a horse's
halter and a tin pail.  Nip followed, with limply hanging tail, lowered
nose and hunched up shoulders, but an expression not so wholly
deprecating as his attitude.  When Tommy looked meek, and Nip innocent,
it behooved the village to be wary; there was some mischief afoot.

"There's that Slick limb," said Mrs. Morris.  "I'll be bound he ain't
up to no good: and that dog of his, look at it!"

"It looks hungry," said Judith.

"Then I'll go bail there's no vittles in the village if that dog's
going empty," said Mrs. Morris.  (Some memory seemed struggling for
utterance.)

Judith changed the subject and took up Tommy's case.

"He looks a nice little chap, and he's got a lovely complexion," said
she.

"It don't matter how he's complected.  He's a Slick," said Mrs. Morris,
with decision.  "And being a Slick ain't no recommend for a church
member; he's got brothers that has been in gaol, that young one has;
there's Indian blood in the Slicks.  Did you hear any noise when Tommy
passed?  No, nor you never will.  He goes pad, pad along, regular
flat-footed Indian fashion--all the Slicks do--no good honest
heel-and-toe about them.  One of his sisters, the one married over
Kneeland way, is just like a squaw for all the world.  They say it was
the great-great grandmother on the Slick side was a squaw--she came
from near Brantford."

"I thought Indians were all dark-skinned," ventured Judith, "and that
boy certainly--"

"Well, if his face ain't complected like them, you can depend on it his
heart is," interrupted Mrs. Morris, in a tone suggestive of rising
temper.

"There's the Slick house now," she said in a voice which indicated that
the name of Slick was malodorous to her.  She pointed to a rickety,
rough plaster house which they were passing.  In the doorway stood a
frowsy woman, her arms akimbo, her fingers and palms stained a deep
purple.

"Good afternoon, Mrs. Slick.  Been dyeing?" said Mrs. Morris, affably,
as they came abreast of her.

"Good day.  Yes," said the woman, curtly.

Upon the clothes-line at the end of the house some garments, dipped in
purple dye, hung drying.

"Them 'll streak when they dry," said Mrs. Morris, in the
discriminating tone of one who knows.

Judith wondered vaguely where she had seen that peculiar purple colour;
later she remembered that the outside of the tin pail Tommy Slick
carried, had been smeared with it.

Hiram Green greeted them from his shop door as they passed, and Bill
Aikins' wife gave them a brisk salutation, without pausing in her work
of "sweeping up" her door steps.  They passed the school-house; the
children were out at recess.  Mrs. Morris' brow contracted, and her
voice was a little querulous when she spoke next.

"Seems to me children grow powerful noisy these times," she said.  "I
disremember that they used to be so when I was little."

They turned the corner.  Hiram Green's house was the last one in the
village.  It was a brick house, built flush with the street.  It had
six windows in front, and these windows had been considered very
original and genteel, when Hiram had them put in.  For, instead of
being the ordinary oblong windows, the tops of these were semicircular.
Hiram had intended at first to have the semicircle filled with glass,
but decided, from economic reasons, to substitute wood.  These wooden
tops conveyed the impression of the windows having eyebrows, and gave a
supercilious air to the whole house, which was a very good indication
of the attitude of Hiram Green and his daughters to their neighbours.
There _was_ a Mrs. Green, but she was one of those hard-worked
nonentities, never considered in the polity of the household save as a
labour-saving agent.  The Misses Green were usually to be seen on a
fine afternoon either on the "stoop," or by the open parlour windows.
Mrs. Green was never visible; she was obliterated beneath the burden of
work she bore upon her patient shoulders.

The Misses Green were out in force as Judith and Mrs. Morris went by.
Enshrined in their midst was a sallow young Methodist clergyman,
somewhat meagre-looking, but with a countenance full of content.  He
fairly gaped after Judith.  Mrs. Morris greeted the Misses Green
coldly.  She did not like them.  Their mother and Mrs. Morris had been
friends in girlhood, and Mrs. Morris had a poor opinion of her old
friend's daughters.  "Hester Green's got no spunk or she would not
stand it," she said with asperity, and added, "Poor thing!"

Mrs. Green's wistful eyes looked at them from the kitchen window, where
she was frying crullers for the minister's tea.  But she did not think
of her own lot as being harder than Mrs. Morris'--far from it.

"Poor Jane, trapesing along with a strange girl, and me got four
daughters," she said to herself, and dropped a bit of potato into the
bubbling fat to see if it was at the proper temperature.

Perhaps Mrs. Green's daughters as well as their "ways" were rocks of
offence to Mrs. Morris, yet they were truly a poor possession to covet.

A short walk, and then Judith and Mrs. Morris were at the foot of the
hill-side.  They entered Andrew's domain; and found, as they closed the
gate, that Miss Myers and Andrew had come to meet them.

Andrew had longed intensely during the four days just gone to see
Judith again.  So extravagant had his desire for this been, that when
he saw her coming afar off, he felt almost a regret.  The anticipation
had been so satisfying that he felt a stifled fear, lest the vision he
found to surpass the real.  But when she gave him her hand, and looked
at him, straight from her honest eyes into his--well, then he knew no
dream could be so dear as the sweet reality.  And from that moment the
world put on a different countenance to those two--the sky, the water,
the clouds, and the earth's bloom-scented face all changed.

As they turned to follow Miss Myers and Mrs. Morris they were a little
silent.  A quieting hand seemed to have been laid in benediction upon
their hasty pulses.  An awe, not of each other, but of the holy realm
they felt they were entering, fell upon them.  From the portals of that
Promised Land there seemed to issue a gentle but compelling voice,
bidding them tread gently, for the place whereon they stood was holy
ground.  In Andrew's heart there surged a new strength, a strong tide
of resolution.  In Judith's heart there sprang to life many sweet
hopes, savoured and sanctified almost to pain, by a new sweet fear.

Their voices softened.  Andrew's tones seemed informed with a new
meaning.  Judith's accents held a hint of appeal.

But this transformation was unacknowledged by each of them.  Judith's
eyes still met his bravely, and he constrained himself to self-control.
But what a glorified place that linden-laden hill-side had become!

Judith laughed out happily.

"I am happy!" she said, out of sheer light-heartedness.  "Are you?"

Andrew drew his breath in swiftly, and closed his lips firmly a moment,
as to repress some words that strove for utterance.

"Yes, I should think I am," he said.

They passed under the apple-tree by the garden gate.  Its petals seemed
almost spent--the life of the apple blossom is short.  But how much
sweeter the spot, and the tree, when she stood beneath it, than ever it
had been before in all its glory and bloom!  They were in the garden;
the old sun-dial with the linden tree beside it stood in the sunshine.
Judith's eyes filled with happy tears, which Andrew did not see; he
only thought her eyes were bright.  It seemed to her that her spirit
had found its natal place here on the hill.  These aromatic breaths
from the box, the perfume of the violets, the odour of the cherry
blossom, the sound of the birds, the rustle of the leaves--surely these
were the scents and sounds of home.

"Do you know what Mrs. Browning says of such a tree?" she asked.

"No: tell me."

"I do not know if I can remember it.  I'll try.  I--" (She was
nervous--she who had sung to the Kaiser!) Then she repeated, her voice
trembling a little--

  "Here a linden tree stood, bright'ning
    All adown its silver rind;
  For as some trees draw the lightning,
    So this true, unto my mind,
  Drew to earth the blessed sunshine
    From the sky where it was shrined."


"I think it is you who have drawn down the sunshine," he said.
"Anyhow, it is always sunshine where you are."

She was amazed at the joy which flooded her heart at this commonplace
compliment.  They loitered about the garden until Miss Myers summoned
them to tea.  Judith came in almost shyly before these two country
women, who, to tell the truth, had felt the freer to enjoy themselves
in her absence.

Miss Myers took her into a bedroom to lay off her hat.  It was cool,
quiet, large, with corners already growing dusky in the fading light.
A huge bed heaped high with feathers was covered with a snowy coverlet.
Some tall geraniums with fragrant, fern-like leaves stood in the
windows: a dark, polished table filled one angle.  The mirror, a little
square of dim glass, was set in a polished mahogany frame, and placed
upon a high chest of drawers of the same rich dusky wood.

There was something pure, still, almost ascetic, in the large bare
room.  Its spotlessness seemed to diffuse a sense of restful peace.
One would have said no weary eyes had ever held vain vigil here, that
no restless heart had here sought slumber without finding it.

Judith somehow felt like lowering her voice.  She took off her hat and
patted her hair solicitously as every normal woman does.  She could
only see her face in the mirror, nothing more, not even the purple and
yellow pansies in the breast of her yellow frock.  She touched them
gently.  Andrew had picked them for her in the garden.

"Am I right?" she asked, looking at Miss Myers.

"Couldn't be improved," said Miss Myers, heartily, upon whom Judith's
interest in the garden and evident desire to please had made quite an
impression in the last few minutes.

So they went back to the sitting-room together, when Miss Myers excused
herself for a few minutes whilst she went to give the finishing touches
to her table--to see that the girl had set it properly, get out the
best china and the silver teapot, the richest fruit-cake, the finest
canned peaches, and fill the cream ewer with the thickest of cream.

Andrew was leaning against a window casement as Judith entered the
room.  The broad window-sills were full of flowers; the heavy old red
curtains were pushed far back to the sills, making a dusky background
for Andrew's tall figure in its rusty velveteens.  Judith advanced
toward him, her yellow frock looking almost white in the waning light,
the purple heartsease a dark blot upon her breast.

"Isn't that plant pretty?" she asked Mrs. Morris, feeling a nervous
desire to include her in the conversation--she felt so much alone with
Andrew.

"Which?" asked Mrs. Morris, joining them at the window.  "The 'Aaron's
Beard' or the 'Jacob's Ladder'?"

"I mean this hanging plant," said Judith.

"Oh, the 'Mother of Millions'; yes, it's real handsome," said Mrs.
Morris, looking at the luxuriant pot of Kenilworth Ivy over which
Judith was bending.

"What a funny name!" said Judith.

"Oh, it don't make much difference about the names of 'em," returned
Mrs. Morris.  "Only so long as you know 'em by 'em."

Miss Myers entered, and they followed her to the dining-room.

Miss Myers was reputedly the most forehanded house-keeper in Ovid, and
supposed to set the best table of any one in the village, "and no
thanks to her for it; she's got plenty to do with"--as her neighbours
often said.  But in spite of her liberal house-keeping, Miss Myers
"looked well to the ways of her household"; there were no small
channels of waste permitted under her _régime_.

Judith was charmed with everything--the chicken and ham, which Andrew
deftly dispensed; the huge glass dish of peaches, preserved whole, and
with a few long green peach-leaves put with them to flavour them; the
snowy white cream-cheese set on a bed of parsley: the young lettuce
fresh gathered from the garden (of which Mrs. Morris said later, "It
was just murdering them lettuce to pick 'em so young"): the black fruit
cake: and the bread browned in Miss Myers' brick oven.

A cat sprang upon the sill of the open window, and after some pretence
of surprise (at which Andrew raised his eyebrows and looked at Judith),
Miss Myers gave it a saucer of milk on the window-ledge.  Strangely
enough there happened to be an extra saucer handy.  Judith sat
demurely, feeling that there never had been such a joke as she and
Andrew perceived in Miss Myers' poor pretence of astonishment at the
cat's daring.  The cat finished her milk, and sat washing her face
industriously.

Rufus sat sedately beside his master's chair, with a look almost of
sanctity in his big hazel eyes.  Rufus never begged, but he shifted his
forepaws uneasily and swept his banner of a tail along the floor,
mutely importunate.  Later on Judith learned this was the regular
performance of these two favourites.  There were other dogs about the
place, and barn cats in plenty, but these two chosen ones had the high
seats in the synagogue.

There were antlers between the windows, and over the side table, and
above the doors; a trophy of wild ducks and water fowl was mounted upon
a beautiful hard-wood panel; foxes' masks grinned from the corners.
And when they passed out to the hall, there was the old musket, the
sword with its crimson sash, a pair of rusty spurs and a cartridge
belt, all hung upon the huge horns of the one moose which Andrew's gun
had brought down.

An incident at the table had disturbed Judith very much.  In response
to a request for salt, she had handed Andrew some, and Mrs. Morris
promptly said:

"Well, you shouldn't have done that.  That's a bad oming.  'Help one to
salt, help them to sorrow.'  That's terrible unlucky."

"Oh, Mr. Cutler," said Judith, "do you think I've given you sorrow?"

"No," said Andrew.  "No, indeed; I don't believe any of those old
sayings."  Miss Myers was silent.

"Well," said Mrs. Morris, "I don't know; them things seems bore out
sometimes.  There was young Henry Braddon; he keeps post-office now"
(this to Judith) "and one day his mother gave him some salt to salt the
cattle.  'Help one to salt, help one to sorrow,' says he, and off he
went, and when he come back his mother lay in the porch, took with the
stroke she died of."

Judith's face was pale and startled.

"Seems to me," said Andrew, dryly, feeling as if he would like to choke
Mrs. Morris--"seems to me the brunt of that bad luck fell on her."

"I wish I'd never seen salt," said Judith.  "Do you think any bad luck
will come of it?"

"Nonsense," said Andrew, and somehow his manlike scorn did much to
reassure Judith, but when the others were not looking, she pushed the
offending salt as far as possible from her.

Mr. Morris was to call for them, and he arrived very soon, but in the
meantime the evening had grown a little chill, and Judith had no wrap.
She denied feeling cold, but as they stood in the porch she shivered.
Andrew ran in and brought out a huge homespun shawl and bundled her up
in it; her face, in contrast to its heavy rough folds, looked very
delicate and white.

She was seated alone in the second seat of the democrat waggon.  Andrew
came to her side; his eyes were nearly on a level with hers.

"You never showed me the birds' nests!" she said.

"Oh, you must come back and see those," he said eagerly.  "You will
come back?"

"As often as Miss Myers will let me," said Judith, unaffectedly.
"And"--she coloured a little---"you'll come and see my bird's nest in
the field?"

"Yes, to-morrow," said Andrew.

Mr. Morris shook the reins over the old sorrel.  Judith bent over
giving Andrew her hand.

"Mr. Cutler," she said hastily, "you don't think I gave you sorrow?"

"No," he said, some deep feeling making his voice intense in its quiet
strength.  "No, you give me--"  The old sorrel was eager to get back to
her slim-fetlocked daughter, and she sprang forward.  Judith's hand
seemed torn from him; his sentence was left incomplete.

"Good-night," he said.

"Good-night, good-night," called Judith in return.



CHAPTER VII.

  "Yet love, mere love, is beautiful indeed,
  And worthy of acceptation."


Next day the village was stirred to its depths when Hiram Green passed
through the streets, bringing from his pasture his white horse, striped
with purple paint, or dye, until it looked like an exotic zebra.

With this horse he brought his groceries from town; behind it many a
school-teacher had driven in vainglorious ease.  Hiram had gone for it
that day with intent to do the little Methodist parson honour, by
taking him for a drive, a plan necessarily postponed by the hilarious
appearance of the horse, which looked out from a pair of artistically
drawn purple spectacles upon the excitement which its appearance
created.

Hiram was furious, the Misses Green were rampant, the parson piously
indignant, and even meek Mrs. Green lifted up her voice in wrath.

The horse was escorted to the barn-yard, to be subjected to such a
course of scrubbing as never fell to the lot of an Ovidian horse
before; but aniline dyes are hard to eradicate.  That day, and for many
days after, the horse went about contentedly in a pale purple coat.

There was no direct evidence to convict any one of the prank; but Hiram
had refused to give the Slick family any further credit at his store,
and from the clothes-line of the Slick house, some garments, dipped in
purple dye, flaunted derisively in the breeze.  Tommy Slick and Nip
went about looking as if butter wouldn't melt in their mouths; and all
Mrs. Slick was ever heard to say about the matter was:

"Let 'em come to me and just as much as hint that Tommy done it!
I'll--but just let 'em once, that's all."

And whilst nobody showed a disposition to hinder any one else from
making the accusation, still no one volunteered to voice the general
opinion regarding the matter to Mrs. Slick.  Besides, secretly, every
one felt a sort of sneaking satisfaction over the matter.

Andrew and Judith, to confess the truth, thought it a huge joke, and at
Judith's instigation, they made a long journey across the fields to
Hiram's pasture lot, to see the horse; and when they beheld him
placidly purple, munching away in supreme content, they laughed till
their voices rang out through the wood.

Judith recalled the purple smears on Tommy's pail the day she had met
him, and felt an unholy joy of participation in the plot.  Judith
didn't like the Greens.  As she and Mrs. Morris passed them going to
Andrew's, one sentence had rung out clearly to Judith's ears: "My!
Ain't she pinched!"  That was enough.  The Greens never found favour in
the eyes of Judith.

Andrew, as he had promised to do, went to see Judith's bird's nest the
day after her visit to his farm.  At that meeting, and in many more
such sweet hours which followed, Judith and Andrew lived in the joy of
the moment.  Their hearts were young, the world was fresh and fair; the
one loved deeply, and the other--well--for the time she had forgotten
her ambition, forgotten the marvellous gift that made holy the air she
breathed, or only remembered it for the pleasure it gave this young
countryman; she had forgotten that her name was famous, whispered from
lip to lip throughout the musical world; she had forgotten the
intoxication of success, the wine of applause; she had forgotten the
great debt she owed the man who had made her what she was, a debt that
she could only requite in one way, by singing.  So surely she must have
sipped some Nepenthe of present happiness or future hope!  Lotos lands
are very sweet, but rarely so satisfying as these two found them.

It seems to outrage our sense of proportion, to think of a young farmer
aspiring to the hand of one who showed every promise of being the
world's _prima donna_.  To us it seems grotesque almost, and Andrew
seems ridiculously egotistical in hoping that this song-bird would
abide in his love-woven cage of rushes, when the doors of so many
golden nets were open to her.  But Andrew's daring was perhaps
excusable.

It is true, her voice had led him to her first, and he always heard it
as a devotee might hear the voices of angels strike through his
prayers; but after that first meeting, Andrew had always seen the
_woman_ in her, not the songstress.  He did not love her for her
singing, her beauty, nor her gentle breeding.  He loved her for
herself--the truest love of all.  For a love founded upon any gift is a
frail thing, a banner hung upon a reed.  The reed may break, and the
banner no longer lifted up may not care to enwrap the broken stem which
before upheld it.  What does England's greatest woman poet say?

  "If thou must love me, let it be for naught
  Except for love's sake only."


"For love's sake only"--that should be the supreme reason of every
passion.  Love, "the fulfilling of the law," the beginning and end of
all things.

And thus, inasmuch as this great justification was his, Andrew was
justified.

Nor did he seek with rude hands to snatch his happiness hastily.  As
one pauses with hushed heart, when he comes in woodland places upon
some new sweet flower, or sees through a cleft of the mountains the
glory of the sun, or gathers to his breast some soul-satisfying truth,
so Andrew paused ere raising the cup of this great joy to his lips.  He
felt he must purify his hands ere he advanced to stretch them forth for
the draught.  And should it be denied him?

Thought ceased there--beyond was chaos.

And Judith gathered the flowers of the hour with eager fingers,
trembling with new joy, finding in their perfume complete satisfaction,
looking neither before nor after, as a butterfly revels in the
sunshine, forgetting the chill of by-gone days, unrecking of the bitter
blasts to come.

The days became weeks, and the earth grew glad with fruits and flowers
and growing grain.  During all this time Judith was learning of the
people about her, prying with her tender eyes into the pathos of their
narrow lives, appreciating keenly the unconscious humour displayed in
their processes of thought, marvelling at their stolid disregard of the
Beautiful.

Rufus and the grey cat knew her well, and Miss Myers was devoted to her.

Mrs. Morris and Miss Myers had grounded her thoroughly in the family
history of the villagers, and she knew as much about them as about the
others, for Miss Myers told her about Mrs. Morris, and _vice versa_.

And Judith had developed a keen interest in all the doings of the
village people, of whom old Sam Symmons was her favourite, the
redoubtable Tommy Slick being a good second.  Old Sam liked her, and
prophesied freely that she would soon be mistress of Andrew Cutler's
house.  Suse pretended not to be much impressed with Judith; it was not
to be expected that any marriageable girl in the neighbourhood would
particularly admire the strange woman who had led away captive the most
eligible man for miles around, and, besides, Suse had a love affair of
her own upon her hands.  The rest of the village girls contented
themselves with giggling when Andrew and Judith passed, whispering
among themselves that "There didn't seem to be much sign of Miss Myers
moving out, and if she was going to live with Andrew and his wife, it
was as well he hadn't chosen any of _them_, for _they_ wouldn't stand
_that_"--reflections which consoled them very much evidently, and
which, being entirely harmless to any one else, were quite admissible.

Judith thought this rustic life very quaint and idyllic to look
at--like one of Hardy's stories, only hearing the same relation to a
story that a game of chess, played as they play it sometimes in the
East, with living pawns, does to the more prosaic pastime pondered over
upon a table.

The village appealed to her as a skilfully set scene, begirt by a
beautiful background of changing fields and sky--a stage whereon was
enacted an interminable drama, in whose scenes all the constituents of
humble life were blended.

It never occurred to her that she was the heroine of the story--the
queen of the animated chess board, an actress in the life play.  Poor
Judith!  She thought herself only a spectator, and, as such, deemed
herself secure from all the pains and penalties of the play.

Judith always laughed, though sometimes for shame she strove to hide
the laughter when Tommy Slick was before the footlights.  Tommy had
been making a hilarious record for himself at school.  To begin with,
Tommy was nearly ten years old, and had been allowed to run wild at
home, hence he was utterly ignorant of the world of letters, but wide
awake to the vital facts in the world of men: for Tommy's intellect was
precocious and practical.

Tommy's father was wont to say of this, his youngest hope, "Tommy
hain't much of a letter sharp, but he'd be good on a horse trade," and
his judgment was about correct.  His mother, as a preliminary to
Tommy's appearance, called upon Suse, and informed her that "Tommy was
a right smart young un, but delikit."  Of the first fact Suse was well
aware: of the truth of the latter statement she never could convince
herself.  Did she not, in common with the rest of the village, remember
well the day when Tommy and his father furnished forth entertainment
for the whole community?  The fashion of it did not suggest any extreme
debility upon Tommy's part.  It was in this wise:

One day Tommy, having incited his irascible father even more than
usual, perceived blood in his parent's eye, and concluded to run.  The
chase led up the village street, to the vacant lot where the old store
had been burned down.  The fleet and flying Tommy, turning here, had
perceived his father in full pursuit, and, evidently doubting his own
staying powers, had taken to a tree, shinning up a tall, slender,
swaying poplar with precocious celerity.  He climbed to the very top,
and, undaunted by the slenderness of his perch (for the tree bent
beneath his weight as a stalk of grain beneath a bird), clung
comfortably there, whilst his father, unable to follow up the slender
stem, stood at the foot, and alternately threatened, cajoled and
cursed.  When he resorted to swearing as a safety valve for his wrath,
Tommy exchanged oaths genially and freely with him, until Slick, Sen.,
in a paroxysm of rage, shook the tree continuously and violently, so
that Tommy took an earthward flight, fortunately for him landing on a
pile of old straw.

His father, somewhat cooled down by the spectacle of Tommy shooting
through the air, approached him, and as a preliminary, asked him if he
was hurt.  This gave Tommy an opportunity which he at once improved.
He made no reply.

And thereupon Suse and the rest of the Ovidians were regaled by seeing
Tommy's father carrying his son home tenderly, stepping carefully so as
not to jar the presumably broken bones.

This progress Tommy rendered as arduous as possible, by lying perfectly
limp in his father's arms; in fact, making himself dead weight, and
letting his long legs dangle helplessly down, to meet his father's
knee-caps, or shins, at every step, with the brass toes of his heavy
boots.  It was not reported that Tommy suffered much from this
experience.

Tommy had a fine fund of profanity, which served as a spicy garnish to
his deep sense of humour, a genial and easy self-possession, unfailing
confidence in his own powers, and a dog he was willing to back against
any other in the village, except Hiram Green's brindle bull pup.

The first day Tommy went to school, Suse had the "infant" class up
before one of the alphabet tablets by the window, and Tommy, affable
and completely at ease, came with them.  Most children--Ovidian
children--when they came to school for the first time, were somewhat
abashed by the novelty of their surroundings, given to starting at
every sound, stumbling over the legs of desks, and getting hopelessly
entangled with the other pupils, in their efforts to obliterate
themselves from the teacher's notice.  Not so, Tommy.  No teacher ever
born had terrors for him; the legs outstretched to trip him on his way
up the aisle, were withdrawn, tingling from the kicks of Tommy's brass
toes.  When he was half-way up the aisle, it occurred to him to take a
short-cut, so he wriggled between two desks, and landed with a slide
over the third, to find most of the class assembled.  A sharp pinch of
an arm, his elbow applied vigorously to a side, a vicious kick upon a
shin, cleared his way of three boys.  Then he planted himself at the
head of the class, next Suse, and prepared to receive the seeds of
knowledge.

But his eyes wandered, first with a look all about, then abstractedly
to the window.  But the abstraction vanished, and a look of intense
eagerness made his eyes bright, as they bent in absorbed interest upon
one spot, where his disreputable dog, who had followed him to school,
_à la_ Mary's sheep, was harassing the life out of a fat and grunting
pig, which he had, in his own proper person, surrounded: for, heading
off the pig in whatever direction she turned, he seemingly converted
himself into twenty disreputable dogs.  Having bewildered the pig with
a few lightning rushes round it, with a sharp nip at its tail, ears, or
nose, as he could best get in a flying bite, he planted himself like a
lion in the way, and yelped red-mouthed derision and insult at the
impotent foe, who was too fat to follow, either mentally or bodily, the
gyrations of its agile tormentor.

"Tommy!" said Suse.  (Tommy paid no heed.)  "Tommy!" repeated she, more
imperatively.  (No sign from Tommy.)  "Tommy Slick!!" accentuating her
voice by a sharp rap of her pointer on a desk.  Just then the owner of
the pig came along, kicked Nip, and Tommy came back to sublunary
affairs.

"All right, Suse," he said obligingly, "I'm yer man."

At that Suse felt the foundations of her throne tottering.

In the afternoon, mindful of the temptations of the window, she had
Tommy's class up before the blackboard, where, printing the alphabet a
letter at a time, she made the class name them.  Tommy kept his
attention pretty closely fixed until N was reached; then he became
absent-minded.  He was meditating his revenge upon the pig's owner for
kicking Nip.  The only step he had decided upon was to try conclusions,
immediately after school, with the man's son.  The latter was two years
older than Tommy, and a good half-head taller, but Tommy never
considered such paltry details when an affront to Nip was to be wiped
out.

Tommy's mind was engrossed with further plans when Suse, after
elaborately executing a capital S upon the blackboard, addressed him,
not without some trepidation.

"Tommy, that's S."  (No response.)

"Tommy," she said with angry dignity, "you must look at the blackboard.
That letter is S."

"Oh, is it?" said Tommy, in a pleasantly interested tone, "I always did
wonder what the little crooked devil was."  For the remainder of
Tommy's first day at school Suse felt that her glory was a delusion and
a snare.

Judith carefully concealed from Mrs. Morris her enjoyment of Tommy's
pranks, the former having no patience with "them two imps," as she
designated Tommy and Nip.  For, once, Mrs. Morris had been expecting
company, and the better to entertain them, had baked a batch of pumpkin
pies, it being the season when such delicacies were in order.  She set
them out on a bench in the front porch to cool, taking the precaution
to make sure that the collie and the cat were safe in the kitchen.

When Mrs. Morris returned, some half-hour later, she found a row of
empty pie plates, and sitting beside them, looking at them with the
dissatisfied expression of a dog still hungry, was Tommy Slick's dog
Nip.  Nip fled from the face of Mrs. Morris towards Andrew's woods,
where Tommy was gathering hickory nuts, sped upon his way by an earthen
flower pot flung with a vigorous but inaccurate hand.  Ever since that
day Mrs. Morris had cherished a deep hatred of Tommy and his dog.

Judith, as the days passed, was very happy; but happy in a blind,
unreasoning fashion.  With persistent self-delusion she put behind her
the fact that this dream-like summer was but an interlude in her life.
True, at first she persistently took short views, and only interested
herself in matters a day or two beyond the present, but gradually she
slipped into the habit of speaking and thinking as if she were to be
there always.

Now and then there were times when the colder light of reason showed
her plainly how factitious this evanescent happiness was.  These moods
came upon her like so many physical shocks, leaving her feeling much
older, much quieter, robbing her life of radiance and giving her almost
a distaste for the simple scenes which had created delusions which bade
fair to cost her so dear.  Sometimes when the clear radiance of the
moon shone in upon her at night, she lay and thought of the brilliant
scenes, the well-nigh certain triumphs which awaited her--for, immature
as she might be in some things, she was mistress of her art and _knew_
it, but her cheeks no longer flushed as they had wont to do, her eyes
no longer kindled at the dream: instead, her face set into a cold
dignity and her eyes looked out in the moonlight, out into the future
with a look of prescient martyrdom--the martyrdom of lonely Genius!
The look of those whose brows smooth themselves for the crown of
solitary success, that coronal which has so often crushed its wearer,
so often obscured the eyes it overshadowed, so that they no longer
beheld peace and joy!

But at the first sound of Andrew's footsteps, always eager, hasty,
hopeful as they approached her, these shadows vanished, and in their
place shone the dawn of a newer light.

She had never before been considered as a woman, but always as a
singer; and her womanhood recognizing the tribute paid to it, stirred
into life, responded to the feeling which evoked it, and demanded right
of way.

There is something dominant in the woman-heart when roused.  Judith's
nature held deeper depths than she herself wot of--sweet springs for
the lilies of love to grow in; reservoirs of feeling, long unsuspected,
but now brimming to the brink, threatening to break every barrier, and
flood their way over the ruin of her life schemes, her painfully
constructed temple of Art, the airy fabric of her ambition; but one
obstacle could not be swept aside--the benefits received.  When Judith
thought of what she owed her manager, then her heart grew faint within
her; but, as excessive pain at length numbs sensation, so this thought
became one of the accepted facts of her life, the life she was enjoying
so much.

And the days were so long, and so sweet, that it seemed impossible that
the end would ever come.  But it was already midsummer, the harvest
fields were brightening beneath the sun, the little school-house was
closed for the summer holidays; from the orchards came the odour of
ripe harvest apples, and the sun-bonneted women gathered wild
raspberries from the fences, or picked currants in the garden.

And Judith had herself grown infinitely charming; for she was not
letting all the sunshine slip from her.  As the ruby crystal holds the
rays which gives it its roseate charm, so Judith was absorbing the
beauties about her, and giving them forth in a gentle radiation of
womanly graces.

When one part of a nature is nurtured to the exclusion of the rest, it
is not strange that the whole suffers somewhat.  Judith, taught only to
sing, to look well, to win applause by merit, or clever finesse, had
known perhaps too little of real womanliness, save the intuitional
impulses of her strong, sweet nature.  She was wont to be a little
petulant, a little self-absorbed, and a little, just a little,
arrogant.  These blemishes had been chastened into a sweet womanliness,
capricious perhaps, but charming.  Not but what there were tempests in
her summer.  As the summer showers swept across the fields, so tears
crossed her happy dream.

The interest she took in every detail of his daily occupation amused
and touched Andrew very much, but now and then he, in a measure,
misunderstood her, which was not wonderful, considering how widely
severed their modes of life and methods of thought had been.  Once he
laughed at some views she was expressing, grave conclusions she had
arrived at after long thought and minute observation.  Andrew laughed
outright.  Her remarks related to one of the simplest facts of outdoor
life, always so well known to Andrew that he hardly apprehended the
marvel of it.  At his laugh the colour flooded her face, tears sprang
to her eyes, she was wounded to the quick.  She tried to disguise her
feelings as bravely as possible, fighting off a burst of hysteric
tears, making commonplace remarks in a tone strained and muffled by
reason of the lump in her throat.  Andrew's heart ached with regret.
He wanted to take her in his arms, and holding her to his breast win
from her a silent pardon, offer her a mute but eloquent apology.  He
dare not yet.  A quick sense of her childishness in some matters came
to him, a knowledge that if ever he won her, he must be prepared to be
patient, prepared to learn much, to teach her many things.  Judith saw
that he had noticed her distress, knew he was sorry, and tried in an
unselfish woman's way, to make him think that she had not minded.  The
very tenderness which Andrew's voice and manner assumed, pressed home
the sting of that laugh.  As they parted that night, the tears were
heavy beneath Judith's lids.  For a fleeting moment as they said
good-night, she looked at him.  She was standing within the shadow of
the porch, but the star-shine revealed those tears.

"My poor little girl, I'm so sorry," said Andrew, his dark face pale in
the dusk.

"It doesn't matter, really.  I think my head aches--I mean--good
night," she said.

"You are not angry?"  Andrew's voice was chill with despair, regret.

"No, no--oh, I'm not angry, not a bit, I--"  He caught her hands, her
composure was failing her.

"Oh, _do_ let me go," she half whispered, "you are bad to me."  Then
she fled.  Andrew turned away, white to the lips.

When they met again, the joy of seeing each other made them happy.
Judith was so lovingly eager to make him forget her last words to him,
he was so tenderly anxious not to wound her, and each was a little in
awe of the other.  For they had learned one of the most sacred lessons
of love, learned what a terrible power to inflict suffering each held
over the other.  But their love was sanctified by this dual
illumination, and as their eyes met, a little shyly, now and then,
there seemed to pass between them a two-fold message, a promise and a
plea.

And they parted again, with definite words of love still unspoken.

But the time was not far off.  Andrew's arms were yearning for their
birthright, and Judith's head was weary for his breast.

Yet fears assailed her, too.  One's head may be sore aweary for the
pillow, yet the thought of frightsome dreams may make one tremble on
the verge of rest, and hesitate ere yielding to the sweetest slumber.



CHAPTER VIII.

  "Ho, ye who seek saving,
  Go no further.  Come hither, for have we not found it?
  Here is the House of Fulfilment of Craving;
  Here is the Cup with the roses around it,
  The world's wound well healed, and the balm that
      hath bound it."


"I'm going to church next Sunday," said Judith to Andrew, as they
walked through the chestnut woods.  It was evening.  Far away beyond
the level fields an after-glow opulent in gold was streaming up over
the sky--a radiance, living, like the memory of love, long after its
source had vanished from the view.  The day had been intensely warm,
and the wood was full of the pungent odours of leaves, mingled with the
sweeter scent of dying wild roses.

Coming to them faintly from far-off fields they could hear the lowing
of thirsty cows, eager to be let out of their pastures to the ponds.
And from the grass meadow which bordered the chestnut woods came the
crop, cropping of Andrew's horses grazing greedily, now that the heat
of the day had declined.

Judith wore a white frock, and had a bunch of somewhat limp-looking
ferns in her hand.  It was impossible for her to leave the woods
without some spoil.  Andrew walked by her side, tall and brown, his cap
pushed far back upon his head, a measureless content within his eyes.
Rufus followed sedately, keeping a wary lookout from the corner of his
eye for squirrels and rabbits.

Sleepy, white-winged moths were fluttering aimlessly hither and thither
amid the grasses, and now and then a bird's call rang through the trees.

"Going to church?" said Andrew.  "Isn't that a new idea?"

"Yes," said Judith, a little wistfully.  "Mrs. Morris wants me to,
and--I wish I was good."

Andrew's face was very tender as he turned towards her.  "I don't think
you are such a great sinner."

She looked at him half happily, half doubtfully.  "Well, I'm going
anyhow; Mrs. Morris seems so anxious about it."

"I'll go, too, then."

"Oh, will you?"

"Yes."

They walked on a few moments in silence; then Andrew said:

"Will you sing in church?"

"Oh," said Judith, "they'll have singing!  I hadn't thought of it.
Yes, I'll sing with the rest."

Andrew chuckled.

"What is it?" demanded Miss Moore, drawing her level brows together in
interrogation.

"Oh, nothing," said Andrew.

"Yes, it is something."

"No, really."

"You were laughing at me."

"No, honestly, I wasn't."

"Certain?"  Miss Moore looked at him suspiciously.

"Come and look at the horses," said Andrew.

So they crossed from the path, through the narrow belt of trees to the
pasture fence, and presently, in answer to Andrew's calls, the horses
came trotting up one by one, standing shyly and sniffing with
outstretched noses at Andrew's hand.  He crossed the fence into the
field and fed them with bunches of grass.  Judith looked on longingly.

"Could I come over?" she asked doubtfully.

"Yes, indeed," he said.  "Do."

"Turn your back, then."

Andrew obeyed promptly, and Miss Moore mounted slowly to the top rail,
where she stood uncertainly a moment.  It slipped, she gave a little
cry, and the next instant Andrew had lifted her lightly down.  He held
her for a second in his arms; each felt the tremour of the other's
heart, and then she was released and was standing trembling by his
side.  The horses pricked their ears and eyed her nervously, and Andrew
gazed down at her with his heart in his eyes.

She held out one of her ferns to the horses, shrinking a little closer
to Andrew as they drew near to sniff at it with their velvety muzzles.
One after another lipped at the fern, but would not take it.

"They won't eat that," said Andrew, and his voice was very gentle.
"Offer them this."

So Judith held out the grass he gave her, catching hold of his sleeve
like a child for protection when his big Clydesdale colt stretched out
his head towards her.  And presently the horses left them one by one,
till all were gone except Andrew's clean-limbed bay, upon whose back
the wet mark of the saddle was yet visible, for Andrew had ridden into
town that afternoon.  And Judith grew bolder and patted its soft nose
and beautiful neck, and Andrew watching her thought that nowhere,
surely nowhere, in all the wide world was there a sweeter woman than
this.  And he longed to question the universe, if within all its realm
there was anything so lovely as the fragile hands which showed so white
against Rob Roy's arching neck.

The twilight deepened.  A little wistful wind rippled through the long
meadow-grass.

"We must go," said Andrew, "or the dew will wet you."

"Oh, it wouldn't hurt me," said Judith.

"Better not risk it," said Andrew.  So they walked along within the
meadow to the gate, Rob Roy following them, every now and then touching
Andrew's shoulder with his outstretched nose.  He stood whilst the bars
were taken down, and whinnied softly as they left him.  "What a dear
fellow he is," said Judith.

They soon reached the Morris house, where Mr. Morris was mending a
bridle on the doorstep, and Mrs. Morris in the fading light was busy
carrying out a plan to frustrate the assaults of the chickens upon her
flower beds: for every chicken in Mrs. Morris's possession seemed
inspired with an evil desire to scratch up her seedlings so soon as she
transplanted them from the boxes in the kitchen to the beds in front of
the house.  So between the rows of balsams and marigolds and amongst
the ruby-stemmed seedlings of the prince's feather, Mrs. Morris had
stuck in bits of shingles.

"There," said Mrs. Morris, straightening herself after plunging her
last piece into the earth.  "There!  I guess them chickens has got
their work cut out for them before they root out them plants.  They do
seem to be possessed by evil speerits, them chickens!  That's the third
planting of marigolds, and what prince's feather there is left is only
what sowed itself last year and came up late.  My sakes! wasn't it hot
in town to-day, Andrew?"

"Yes," said Andrew, from where he stood leaning against the porch.

Judith was standing by Mrs. Morris, looking at the flower beds where
each little seedling was surrounded by a palisade of narrow strips of
shingle.

Mrs. Morris brought out some chairs, and they sat talking in the dusk
while the summer moon grew out of the horizon, and slowly, slowly
sailed aloft, paling as it attained its height, till from a glowing
disk of yellow it changed to a shadowless silver shield.

"Won't you sing to us, Miss Moore?" asked Andrew.

"Yes, do," urged Mrs. Morris.

"What will I sing!" asked Judith, but without waiting for an answer
began.  She sang an Italian love-song, a masterpiece of passion and
pain--sang it as perhaps no living woman could sing it, making music in
such fashion that the hearts of her hearers were melted within them,
voicing in it all the timorous new joy, the half-happy fears that
filled her heart, with somewhat of the poignant pathos of renunciation.
Some one says, "Music is the counterpart of life in spirit speech," and
it would seem that in one perfect song there may be condensed all the
emotion of life and love, all the pathos of pain and parting.  As the
song died away Andrew gave a long sigh.  The pleasure of such music
ofttimes prolongs itself to pain.  Perhaps it was some recognition of
the great value of Judith's gift of song, perhaps it was because she
sang familiarly an unknown tongue that made Andrew suddenly feel the
chill of a great gulf fixed between them.  The arms which had held her
for a moment in the pasture-field yearned with ineffable longing for a
joy denied them.

But Judith was singing again, "The Angels' Serenade," one of the
loveliest things ever written.  When she finished there was a silence.
Mrs. Morris' hard-worked hands were clasped tremblingly together, tears
were streaming over her face, her heart was yearning towards the little
mounds in the unkempt churchyard.

"Hannah," said her grey-haired husband, laying his hand upon her
shoulder.  Their eyes met.  That was all; but dumbly they had shared
the cup of their sorrow.  A bitter communion, one would say, yet good
to make strong the spirit, as the bitter barks strengthen the body.

And a few minutes later Mrs. Morris slipped away into the house,
perhaps to open that shrine where were hidden some tiny half-worn
garments, perhaps out of sympathy for the two young people who might
wish to be alone; and when Judith began to sing again, she and Andrew
were alone, for Mr. Morris, with lumbering attempts at caution, had
followed his wife.

Andrew's heart was aching with inexplicable pain.  Judith was singing
an old theme, composed long since by some frocked and cowled musician,
whose rigid vows and barren life could not quite suppress the dream of
music within his soul.  It was a simple and austere melody, yet endued
with a peculiar pathos, the yearning of a defrauded life for the joy
that should have crowned it, the regret of a barren present for a
fruitful past, the wail of the must be for the might have been.

And as she sang, the gulf which Andrew had perceived between them
widened into a great black sea, across which her voice came to him
where he stood alone forever upon the shore; and just as the pain grew
too poignant to be borne, a bat darted near them, Judith gave a
frightened cry and fled to his side, and the gulf was bridged in a
second by a strong strand knit of a woman's foolish fear and a man's
reassuring word.

And soon a light shone down from an upstairs window.  Judith started
up.  "You must go straight away home," she said, "Mrs. Morris has gone
to her room."

"Come as far as the gate with me," said Andrew, and she went.  But
after they had talked a moment Judith remembered the bats, so, of
course, Andrew had to take her back to the porch in safety.

At length he was forced to go, so with a last "good-night," and a last
long look into her eyes, he strode away to his home on the hill.

The leaves of the chestnut trees were rustling in uncertain flaws of
wind; the crickets were creaking eerily from out the darkness; the
fields, all pearled with dew, shimmered in the moonlight.

It was a solitary hour.  But Andrew's heart was light within his
breast; Judith's eyes had been very sweet when she said "Good-night."

And Judith climbed the blue-painted wooden stairs to her little
corner-room, and lay long awake, forgetting the promise of her great
future, forgetting the efforts of the past, forgetting the debt she
owed her manager, only knowing that she loved and was beloved again,
only recalling the eyes this brown young farmer had bent upon her, only
remembering the tender strength of his arms, as, for a moment, they had
encircled her.  A simple dream this?  Perhaps.  But let such a vision
once weave itself into the fabric of a life, and all else will seem
poor and mean beside it.

It was a beautiful sunshiny Sunday as Judith stood in the porch waiting
for Mrs. Morris, who presently appeared, clad in a black calico with
white spots on it, black silk gloves and a bonnet with a purple flower.

Judith had dressed herself in a little frock of pale green linen, and
her face bloomed like a rose above it.  Her hat and parasol were of the
same cool tint as her frock, and as the walk in the sunshine flushed
her cheeks with unaccustomed colour, she looked much like a sweet pink
flower set in green leaves; at least, so Andrew thought when he saw her
entering the church beside Mrs. Morris.

The Methodist church was slowly filling with women and children.  Sam
Symmons' Suse had just gone in, and the Misses Green were but a few
yards behind.  The men in Ovid had an evil habit of standing along the
sides of the churches talking whilst the first hymn was being sung; and
frequently, if there was any particularly interesting topic on hand,
till the first prayer was offered.  In winter the sunny side was
chosen; in summer they availed themselves of the scanty shade afforded
by the slanting eaves, standing, their heads and shoulders in shadow,
their freshly polished shoes glistening in the sun, their jaws moving
rhythmically as they chewed their wads of "black strap."  A remark made
at one end of the row percolated slowly to the other, each man
judicially revolving it in his mind and voicing his opinion in
deliberate nasal tones.

  "Lord, a little band and lowly,
    We have come to worship thee,
  Thou art great and high and holy,
    Oh! how solemn we should be."


So the women and children sang inside, accompanied by a wheezy
melodeon.  They heightened the effect by emphasizing the adjectives
strongly and singing "soll_um_" with great unanimity in the last line.

Andrew listened for Judith's voice, but evidently she had concluded not
to sing.  Andrew was disappointed.  He had been looking forward in high
glee to watching the amazement of his neighbours when they heard that
marvellous voice.  The truth was, Judith had not seen him where he
stood beside the church, and was too busy looking about surreptitiously
to see if he had fulfilled his promise about coming, to think of the
singing either one way or the other.  And when she saw Miss Myers
sitting stiffly alone in the corner of a pew near the front, her heart
sank like lead, and all her happy eagerness over the service departed.
She was piqued, too, and began to feel a nasty heartache stirring
within her breast.

The singing was over.  An interspace of quiet betokened to those
outside that the prayer was in progress, and a rustling of leaves and
settling of dresses proclaimed the fact that the preacher and his
congregation wore ready for the serious business of the day, the
proceedings up to this point being tacitly regarded as the preliminary
canter before the weekly contest with Original Sin, that dark horse
which, ridden by that knowing jockey, Opportunity, wins so many races
for the Evil One.  At this juncture the men came in one by one, each
trying to look as uninterested in his neighbours as possible, to give
the impression that this influx of the male element was purely
accidental and not the result of concerted movement.

It is somewhat doubtful if this impression was conveyed to the
preacher, as the same circumstance had occurred every Sunday since he
had been there; and certainly it deluded none of the women, who, well
aware of the gossiping tendencies of their men, never held themselves
at the approved "attention" attitude till this stage in the
proceedings, but who then waxed marvellously stiff as to posture, and
marvellously meek as to expression.

When Judith looked up next time, it was to meet two eager, grey eyes
looking at her from Miss Myers' pew, and all at once the incipient
heartache vanished, a calm of sweet content fell upon her spirit.  She
looked around, and apprehended all the poignant blending of pathos and
absurdity about her.  Her eyes softened as they fell upon old Sam
Symmons' hard-wrought hands resting on the top of his stout stick, and
lighted as she saw Tommy Slick's rose and white face and impish eyes
showing above the door of a centre pew.  Her tender eyes sought out and
read the story of the deep-lined faces about her, and a great pity for
their narrow lives filled her.

The sermon was just begun when the green baize door swung back a
little, and an investigating dog entered.  He was one of those nosing,
prying, peering dogs which seem to typify so exactly the attitude of
some people towards their neighbours' affairs.  He peregrinated through
the pews, around the melodeon, up and down the aisle, and then turned
his canine attention to the preacher's reading desk.  The preacher
became manifestly uneasy; all his sensitiveness slowly centred in his
heels, round which the dog sniffed.  Judith, whose sense of the
humorous was painfully acute, gave one glance at Andrew, and then
became absorbed in trying to control her laughter.  The dog still
lingered where he was.  The preacher's face was flushed; his words
faltered.  Every one felt that some one else should do something.

At length, after many significant gestures and nudges from his wife,
Hiram Green rose and approached the dog with outstretched hand, rubbing
his fingers together in the manner which we imagine impresses a dumb
animal with a deep sense of pacific intentions.  The dog backed away.
Hiram followed as the dog retreated.  It paused, wagging its tail
doubtfully.  Hiram sat down on his toes and patted his knee in a
wheedling manner with one hand, whilst with the other he made ready to
grasp his prey.  The dog came a little nearer.

Hiram grasped--but grasped short; his fingers met on empty air, and he
nearly overbalanced.  For the moment he had the wild feeling a person
experiences when a rocking-chair goes over with him--a sort of gasping
clutch at _terra firma_.

Judith was nearly in tears from agonies of suppressed laughter,
knowing, as she did, that Andrew was waiting to catch her eye.  That,
she felt, would finish matters so far as she was concerned; a sense of
companionship makes one's appreciation of a joke painfully intense.

Hiram was conscious that the Sunday School in the gallery was red with
suppressed excitement; that his neighbours' interest in the sermon was
purely perfunctory; he even had a horrible thought that the preacher
himself was laughing at him.  In this he was wrong; the preacher was
nearly distracted, having lost the thread of his sermon, and was
maundering wildly on, hoping to disentangle his argument before Hiram
caught the dog.

Hiram, grown desperate, added to his alluring gestures the blandishment
of half-voiced words, which sounded like "Poor dog," "Good dog," but
which meant, "You infernal brute."  The dog succumbed at length, its
last suspicions allayed by this specious use of the gift it did not
possess, and presently the congregation was edified by seeing Hiram,
flushed, but with an expression of great loving-kindness, carry the dog
gently down the aisle.  Slowly and softly Hiram carried him until near
the door, when circumstances made him accelerate his speed, for the dog
was Tommy Slick's Nip, a shiny, smooth-coated dog, and Hiram's hold was
gradually slipping.  He had an unpleasant but confident premonition
that the dog would reach for him, as dogs are prone to do, when his
fingers got to the tender spot beneath the forepaws.  However, he
reached and passed the baize door in safety, and in the second which
followed, the congregation, with the sigh with which one relinquishes
an acme of intense and pleasurable excitement, turned its attention to
the preacher.  At that moment there came a shrill and ear-splitting
yelp.  Hiram had taken the dog to the top of the steps, and applied his
foot in the manner most likely to speed the parting guest.  Hiram
entered and took his place with a very red face.  He felt dimly that
the yelp was a criticism upon the smile with which he carried the dog
out.  To Hiram that sermon did not tend to edification.

That particular Sunday was a memorable one in Ovid.  The congregation
had just gathered itself together after the incident of the dog, when
the preacher announced the hymn.  It was one of the few really
beautiful hymns, "Lead, kindly Light."

Judith rose to sing with the rest, and with the second word her voice
joined with the others, dominating them as the matin song of the lark
might pierce through the chatter of sparrows along the eaves.  When
Judith opened her lips to sing, music possessed her, and, a true
artiste to her finger-tips, she never sang carelessly.  Absorbed in her
book--for she did not know the words--she sang on.  The people looked
and wondered, and one by one the voices died away, the wheezy notes of
the melodeon faltered forth from beneath the second Miss Green's
uncertain fingers, and Judith sang on serenely, standing erect, her
head held high, her soft throat throbbing like a bird's.  Outside the
air was golden with yellow sunshine, within it was cool and darkened.
A rift of light slanted through the closed shutters of the window near
which Judith stood; thousands of little motes danced in it, specks and
gleams of gold.  Through the open windows there came the odour of dried
grass, and every now and then a flaw of wind brought a whiff from Oscar
Randall's field of white clover.  Andrew had laughed in the meadow as
he thought of Judith's voice electrifying the people in the church, but
he had forgotten that he himself was not secure against its charm.
Laughter was far from his thoughts now.

  "Lead, kindly Light, amid the encircling gloom,
    Lead thou me on.
  The night is dark, and I am far from home;
    Lead thou me on."


The words, upborne upon the wings of matchless song, seemed to soar far
beyond the confines of the little church, taking with them the
inarticulate trust and hope and confidence of all these humble folk.

The preacher sat looking at her, pale and entranced.  This singing
seemed suddenly to open a long-closed door in his life, so that once
more he looked down that chimerical vista from out the misty distances
of which illusive hands beckoned him on to brighter things.  He had
once dreamed of a loftier destiny than the life of a Methodist
preacher, but that was long past; still it was sweet to recall so
vividly the season when his spirit had wings.  He sat before his
congregation, a tall, spare man, large of bone and awkward, with a
countenance upon which self-denial had graven deep cruel lines, a brow
that had weathered many bitter blasts.  In type he was near allied to
the people before him, the last man, one would fancy, whom dreams would
visit.  And yet, as he listened to this stranger girl, singing alone in
the midst of his congregation, there fell deeply upon him the trance of
dead delight; the simple panorama of his past spread itself before his
eyes, blotting out the faces before him as a shimmering mist obscures
an unlovely scene.

It was a very simple vision, a "homespun dream of simple folk."  He saw
a rosy-cheeked village girl, for whose sake he as a village lad had
worked and toiled and slaved.  He had fought for education and success
that he might lay them at her feet.  He had kept her waiting long.  She
was only a poor, pretty girl, and she had other lovers.  One night,
when her lover in a garret in the city was poring over his books, his
head aching, his heart faltering, yet persevering as much for her sake
as for the sake of his faith, she, driving home from a dance through
dewy lanes and softly-shadowed country roads, promised to marry the
farmer's son who was taking her home.

The news reached him in his garret, and something flickered out of his
face which never shone there again.  But with the tenacity of his race
he stuck to his work.  His heart was in the green fields always, and he
had come from a long line of country men and women.  He had no
inherited capacity for learning, but he got through his course somehow,
and became an accredited minister, and the day he was ordained the news
of her death reached him, and that was all.  He had never censured her;
in his thoughts she had ever been an angel of sweetness and goodness,
and as Judith sang, all these things rushed back upon his heart.  It
was with a very white face and a very soft voice that he rose to
address his people, and he spoke home to their hearts, for he knew
whereof he spake when he dealt with the pains and trials and troubles
of their lives.  He was only the height of his platform removed from
them, and he had paid dearly for his paltry elevation, but from its
height he saw, far off perhaps, but clear, the shining of a great
light, and with ineloquent, slow speech he strove to translate its
glory and its promise to the people before him.

Church was over; the people pressed slowly along the aisle into the
palpitant warmth of the summer afternoon.  Miss Myers came up to Judith
when she stood for a moment at the door, and invited her to go home
with them to the house on the hill, and Judith, nothing loath,
consented.  So presently she and Andrew, with Miss Myers, were walking
through the slumberous little streets of the village.

As they drew near the house of Bill Aikins, they caught sight of him
sitting on the doorstep peeling potatoes, beads of perspiration upon
his brow, for he was suffering sorely from Kate's weekly infliction of
a white shirt.

Bill had "a little wee face, with a little yellow beard, a
Cain-coloured beard," and usually wore a deprecatory smile upon his
countenance.  He was possessed of a perfect temper, and whatever his
lot might seem to others, to himself it was all that could be desired.
To be the husband of such a woman, could man desire a better fate?
And, indeed, Kate Aikins was a fine-looking woman, tall and straight.
Old Sam Symmons often said she was a "gallant figure of a woman."

As they passed the house they heard Kate's voice sounding shrilly from
within:

"He did _what_!  Weighed the paper with the cheese?  And you stood by
and never said a word?  I'll be bound!  Well, 'a fool and his money is
soon parted.'  There's truth in them old sayings yet.  The idea of you
being scared to speak to Hi. Green and him cheating you before your
very face!  Land sakes!  What's he I wonder?  Next time you go to buy
cheese you take paper with you.  He asks enough for the cheese without
paying for paper."

As they got beyond hearing, Judith's face burned out of sympathy for
Bill's embarrassment.  However, Bill was in nowise troubled.  He knew
his wife would be quite as ready to express herself towards any one
else in the village as to himself, and a philosophy born of that
reflection entirely prevented Bill from feeling in any degree abashed
by strangers enjoying his wife's eloquence.

It was only two days since she had announced to him with much
satisfaction that she had "just told Sarah Myers what she thought of
her," and she had expressed a longing desire of late to have a five
minutes' talk with Andrew Cutler, relative to some supposed slight he
had put upon her.  The whole village was well aware of many instances
of Bill's discomfiture when Kate first married him and undertook his
reformation.

There was the day when Bill, well on towards being thoroughly drunk,
was returning home down the village street, walking carelessly through
the deep slush of early spring.  Kate met him.  She, if truth be told,
was on the lookout for him, having despatched him more than two hours
before to get some starch from the store.

Between waiting for the starch and waiting for Bill, Kate was wroth
when she opened the door to begin her search.  By an unlucky chance,
her first step took her over the ankles in icy slush, which, strange to
say, instead of cooling her wrath, raised it to white heat.  Therefore,
when she, carefully picking her way up one side of the street, beheld
Bill advancing down the other, regardless of mud and slush, she paused
in disgust, until he was nearly opposite to her, and then ejaculated in
a tone of deepest disbelief in her own vision--"Bill! is that you?"

"No," promptly replied Bill, "nor nobody like me either;" with which
the valiant Bill had resumed his way, feeling proud that he had not
only dismissed certainty but even suspicion of his identity from Kate's
mind.

Before long he was a sadder and for the nonce, a wiser man, for Kate
reached home as soon as he did, and thereupon gave him to understand in
a very unmistakable way that he was her property and she knew it.

All Ovid remembered this, and indeed could not well forget it, for
every wash-day, when starch naturally cropped up as one of the
circumstances attendant upon the event of washing, Kate might have been
heard by any passer-by giving Bill a full and dramatic account of the
occurrence, with preface upon drunkenness in general, and appendix upon
Bill's phases of the vice in particular, and copious addenda, of
contempt, contumely and vituperation.  Bill listened, marvelling and
admiring, for her flow of language was a great source of pride to Bill,
albeit directed at himself.

Indeed, he sacrificed his comfort willingly to enjoy the mental treat
her angry eloquence afforded him.  There had been times, however, when
Kate's lessons had taken a more practical and infinitely less
entertaining form.  It was one of these which effected Bill's final
reformation.  The memory of it brought smiles to the lips of Ovidians,
young or old, whenever they met Bill.

With all good managers in Ovid, it is the custom to salt down a small
barrel of herrings in autumn.  These they buy from their fisherman
neighbours for a dollar per hundred.  Now Kate, who was certainly, as
even her enemies admitted, a forehanded woman, sent Bill with a silver
dollar, to get her a hundred herrings, one day when the proper season
came around.  With this Bill duly proceeded to the fishermen, paid his
dollar and got his herrings.  As he turned to go, Sam Turner shouted an
invitation to him to come down at night and have a share of the beer
which was to be on tap at the Upper Fishing Station.  Bill assented and
went his way.

After his six o'clock supper, he told Kate he was going to get his saw
sharpened at the blacksmith shop, and so set out.  He left the saw at
the blacksmith's, then smartened his pace along the street, down the
steep incline to the river's edge, carefully along the river path until
he disappeared into the fisherman's little hut.

The door was closed, then Bill, Sam Turner, and some half-dozen others
gathered round the keg of smuggled beer, and all went merry as the
traditional wedding bell.

About half-past eleven, Bill and the others emerged.  The cask was
empty--their condition the antithesis of the cask's.  Lurching,
stumbling, falling, sliding along the river path; scrambling, crawling,
climbing up the banks to the level, then along the street to Bill's
home.  All this took time, and it was the hour when ghosts do walk ere
they neared Bill's door.  A dim light gleamed in the window.  "Beacon
tha' lights me home, boys," said Bill, who, having passed the
transitory phases of moroseness and pugnaciousness, to the higher state
of tears and courage, had now reached the acme of sentiment and
drunkenness simultaneously, and was ready, as he expressed several
times on the way up the bank in a voice which came from different
attitudes, as the speaker stood upright, crept, or lay flat, "To kish
Kate and fight for the country b'gosh."  Bill and his friends
approached the door.  Bill gently tried it.  It was locked, so Bill
said.  They each tried it in turn, and each pronounced it locked in a
voice betokening a strange and new discovery.  They each knocked in
turn--silence.  They each kicked in turn--silence.  Then Bill said in a
lordly way, "Kate, open the door!" adding in an aside to his fellows,
"I'll forgive her, kish her, make her happy."  Then again, "Kate, open
the door!"

Kate did open the door, with such abrupt and unexpected suddenness that
Bill, standing before it, balanced back on his heels and raised his
outspread hands.  His _confreres_ were preparing to make back-stays of
themselves to brace Bill up, when Kate's hand and arm reached forth,
and, with one single movement, as Sam Turner afterwards graphically
described her action, "yanked" Bill into the house and slammed the door.

There was silence for a moment, followed by a slow sliding sound.  His
late companions surrounded the two uncurtained windows and prepared to
watch events.

Bill had slowly slid down, until he was now in a sitting posture on the
floor, with his back against the door.  Kate had vanished; she soon
entered from the back of the house bringing two pails of water, with
which she proceeded deliberately to give Bill a cold bath.  Bill said
several times in a weak voice, "Kish me, Kate," but Kate, preserving an
admirable silence, continued the deluge until Bill, with some show of
sobriety and nimbleness, arose.  By this time the water was pouring out
beneath the door, and the watchers outside were shivering
sympathetically.  As Bill rose, he certainly looked miserable enough to
excite pity, even in Kate's heart; but the worst was not yet.

Disregarding the water streaming on the floor, Kate proceeded to
arrange two chairs, with an accompaniment of cloths, knives, salt, and
a small keg.  Lastly, she produced two baskets of herrings.  It was now
evident to the horrified watchers that her dire purpose was to make
Bill clean, wash, and salt down the hundred herrings then and there.
And such was the case.  The watchers stayed until eyes and limbs were
weary, and then crept away awe-struck at the terrors of matrimony, and
deeply impressed by Kate's moral supremacy.

And Bill worked and worked.  His hand was unsteady, and his blood
flowed freely from numerous cuts to mingle with the herrings.  He
scraped and scraped, and bedaubed himself with scales.  He salted and
salted, and the salt bit his many cuts.  But Kate was inexorable.
Every herring was cleaned, scaled, washed, salted and packed, and the
_débris_ thoroughly cleaned up before the miserable, white-faced,
repentant Bill was allowed to rest, and during it all Kate talked and
talked and talked.  From that night Bill was a changed man, and his
admiration for Kate became more than ever pronounced.

Every time one of those herring appeared on the table, Kate gave Bill a
_résumé_ of the whole affair, with variations upon her theme, which her
vivid and fertile imagination suggested.  After the herrings were
finished, she revived the subject whenever the names of any of those
with him that night, fish, the river, or the fishing station were
mentioned.  These were the regular cogent subjects.  But any reference
to salted meats, cold water, late hours, etc., was very apt to draw
forth a like narration, so that a day rarely passed without Bill's
memory being refreshed thus, which was indeed a work of supererogation,
for Bill never forgot it.

Andrew and Miss Myers recited many such tales for Judith's edification
as they walked up to the Cutler house, and whilst they sat at table.

But later on, when Miss Myers hastened off to count the eggs which had
been brought in, to see if her chickens were properly fed, and to
generally look after the ways of her household, the talk fell into
other channels.

Andrew and Judith talked seriously, looking into each other's eyes with
no veil upon their own, each drinking deeply of the peaceful rapture of
the hour.  The scents from the old garden filled their nostrils, the
breath from the box diffused through the other odours a thread of fresh
bitterness, savouring them from satiety.

A great clematis hung at one side of the porch, the deep green of its
leaves set close with purple stars.  Upon the other side a Tartarean
honeysuckle was covered with coral-coloured buds.  Far off in one
corner they could see a blur of gold where the thorny Scotch roses were
a mass of bloom.

They sat long talking, and presently Miss Myers came round the corner
of the house with her dress tucked up about her and the servant girl
following with water pails; and soon the scent of fresh moist earth was
mingled with the fragrance of the flowers.

Rufus lay at their feet, looking up at them with wistful, hazel eyes.
It was a simple scene, yet in it was being enacted a drama of delight.

There is no sweeter time in a woman's life than the first hours of a
mutual love ere speech has profaned it.  Judith was having her halcyon
hour now, and she rejoiced in it with sweet natural happiness.  The
memory of her greatness had all but faded from her memory; now and then
from sleep's horizon it pointed a threatening finger at her; now and
then in morning dreams she recalled it vaguely, the wraith of a not
unhappy season.  But she had no fear of it.  Her only apprehension was
that she had misread the message in Andrew's ardent eyes, and that fear
only lived when they were apart, for, as she welcomed him upon the old
weather-beaten doorstep, where the spent petals of the loose-leaved
climbing roses lay, blots of crimson on the grey, or bade him farewell
at the gate where the white syringas surrounded them with the odour of
orange blossoms, she found in his eyes the strength and blessing of a
deep and perfect love.



CHAPTER IX.

  "Now, if this earthly love has power to make
  Men's being mortal, immortal; to shake
  Ambitions from their memories, and brim
  Their measure of content: what merest whim
  Seems all this poor endeavour after fame."


One day Judith, who had been in the village, went up to see Miss Myers.
It was intensely warm.  To the eye the air seemed to quiver with heat;
a brazen sun shone in a cloudless sky; the birds were still; nature was
dumb; the only sounds which broke the stillness were echoes of enforced
toil.  As Judith walked along the lanes, now grown deep in grass, the
fragrance of over-ripe clover came to her in waves of satiating
sweetness.  The birds she startled uttered no cry, but flew heavily to
some near perch and sat there languidly, with feathers ruffled on their
little heads, their tiny bills apart as if they gasped for breath,
their wings drooping loosely with parted feathers at their sides.

When she reached the house on the hill, she went straight through the
hall to the kitchen, for she had long ago been given the liberty of the
house.

Miss Myers bustled up with grim kindness, took away her hat, made her
sit by the window, and brought her a great cool goblet of raspberry
syrup in water.  It was very cool in this big kitchen.  The windows
were heavily hung with Virginian Creeper, and the stove was in the
summer kitchen.  Rufus lay stretched in one corner, his ears flapping
as he snatched irascibly at a tormenting fly.

Miss Myers had been a little upset when Judith entered, and she
proceeded to tell Judith her worries.  She had come out to inspect the
kitchen work, and found her milk pans set out without their bunches of
grass.

"A silly notion of Sarah Myers," the Ovid women called it, but it was a
dainty one nevertheless--one Miss Myers' mother and mother's mother had
always observed, since ever the first Myers left the meadows of Devon.
This notion was that all summer long Miss Myers insisted that the
polished milk pans, when set out to sweeten in the sun, should each
have a bunch of fresh grass or clover put in it, to wither in the pan.
She declared it gave sweetness and flavour to the milk.

Miss Myers had many dainty ways in her house-keeping.  The glossy linen
sheets were laid away with clusters of sweet clover in their folds.
Her snowy blankets were packed with cedar sprigs.  Her table linen was
fragrant all summer with the stolen perfume of violets or rose leaves
strewn with them in the linen drawer.  And in the winter there were
twigs of lemon thyme and lemon verbena there, carefully dried for that
purpose.  "All notions," the villagers said contemptuously, adding
something about old maids.  Nevertheless, these notions savoured the
whole household with sweetness, and seemed to add beauty to the more
prosaic details of every-day work.

Since Judith had come so frequently to the house, there had always been
flowers upon the dining table and in the parlour, and in the big dim
bedroom.

Hot as it was, Miss Myers was ready to go out and patrol the garden,
which, subdued beneath the sun's caresses, lay exhaling a hundred
varied scents.  The tall white lilies were in bloom at last, ineffably
lovely, with golden hearts and petals whose edges were silvery in the
sunshine.

When Andrew returned at night from his fields, his strong face a little
weary, his eyes restless and eager, the first sight that met his vision
was Judith Moore,--Judith, in a simple dark blue frock, standing in the
doorway of his home, and looking--he dared hope--for him.  She looked
so consonant with the old house and the flowerful garden that Andrew
felt no other presence in the world would have completed the picture so
well.

How sweet to see a woman waiting there for him!  Even as he had
dreamed.  He stood some time and watched her, himself unobserved.  How
sweet and calm her face was--yet anticipative, content--yet eager!  He
looked at her long across the narrow space from where he stood, and in
after days recalled her untroubled beauty very clearly.

He tried to note in detail the form of her features, but he could only
think of her faithful eyes, the beauty of her honest smile, the promise
of her mouth, with the deep hollow between the lower lip and the
dimpled hillock of her chin, which is, they say, the truest indication
of a woman's capacity for real love, just as heavy eyelids denote
modesty, and thin nostrils delicacy of the senses.

Some sympathy, some subtle mental influence, made Judith flush and look
about her.  Andrew slipped around the corner of the house, to come
behind her in a few minutes rid of the day's dust.  He touched her
gently on the shoulder.  She started, yet laughed.  "I knew you were
coming," she said; "I did not hear you, but I was certain of it."

After tea, they three (for Judith felt shy of Andrew to-night, and
clung to Miss Myers, and gently compelled her to step forth with them)
walked up and down the garden walks.

The flowers, their fragrance freshened by the dew, flung forth their
odours royally.  The birds, revived by the coolness, were singing their
deferred songs.  An oriole's liquid note was answered from the lindens;
the robins were flying about from tree to tree with happy confidence;
some Phoebe birds were fluttering about the porch; sparrows were
wrangling in the box; a humming-bird was darting from bed to bed;
emerald-throated, ruby-crested, it vibrated from flower to flower,
itself like an animated vagrant blossom; the swallows were darting in
long, graceful flights high in air, or soaring in slanting circles over
the barns, where their nests were; now and then, flying slowly
homeward, a crow crossed their vision, a shadow on the sky.

The heavy toads hopped lumberingly forth from their hiding-places to
search for slugs; a tree toad gave its shrill call from a cedar tree.
Andrew had once shown Judith one, clinging like a lichen to the bark,
and of much the same greyish-green colour.  The crickets sang shrilly
and sweetly, like boy sopranos in a vestured choir; the frogs, in a
far-off pond, added their unfinished notes to Nature's vespers; bats
flew silently and weirdly overhead.

"Do you know what the frogs say?" asked Andrew of Judith.

"No; what?" she asked, looking up so eagerly, so trustingly, that a
smile twitched the corners of his mouth, even as he longed to gather
her in his arms.

"The little frogs with the shrill voices say, 'Cut across! cut across!
cut across!'  The wise old frogs, the big ones, with the bass voices,
say, 'Go round! go round! go round!'"

Judith listened, her eyes big with interest.  "Why, so they do," she
said, and looked at him as at a wizard revealing a mystery.

Miss Myers laughed, her grimness tempered by a tear.  "Tell her about
the mill-pond frogs, Andrew," she said.

"Oh, well, the frogs in the mill-pond over beyond Ovid, used to say,
'Old Andy Anderson is a thief!  Old Andy Anderson is a thief!' and no
one paid any attention; but after a while people found out he was
cheating them, not giving them the proper weight of flour, and so on,
for their grists.  Then they found the frogs were telling the truth."

"Mr. Cutler," said Judith, "did people know what the frogs said before
they found out that the miller stole?"

"Well," admitted Andrew, laughing a little, "I don't believe they did."

In the instance of the mill-pond frogs the oracle was fitted to the
event, as it has been in other cases.

Later the dusk fell, and the moon slowly soared aloft; a midsummer
moon, indescribably lovely; such a moon as is seen once in a
lifetime--pale, perfect, lustrous as frosted silver, white as
unsmirched snow, seeming to be embossed upon the sky.  Such a moon
haunted Keats, inspired Shelley, whispered a suggestion of kinship to
Philip Sidney, and long, long ago, shone upon the Avon.

And beneath this moon, intense as white flame, pure as a snow crystal,
Judith Moore and Andrew Cutler began their walk to the farmhouse by the
wood.  Judith held her skirts gathered up about her from the dew; she
was bareheaded, her broad hat hanging on her arm.  They had to pass
along a path deep shadowed in trees.  Judith started nervously at some
sound; that start vibrated to Andrew's heart.  He drew her arm within
his, and Judith walked dreamily on, feeling secure against the world
and all its fears.  They emerged into the moonlight, and stopped where
Andrew had constructed a rude stile over the rail fence, for Judith's
convenience.  Their eyes met in the moonlight, each knew the hour had
come, and the heart of each leaped to its destiny.

"Judith," said Andrew, very softly.

"Yes," she whispered.

"What is the sweetest time in all the world?"

She paused a moment; then, as a flower bends to the sun, as a flame
follows the air, she swayed slowly towards him.  "Now," she breathed,
her heart in the word.

And the next moment she was in his arms; their lips had met.

From the shadows of the wood they had passed came the silvery call of
the cat-bird that sings to the moon--and they two had drunk of "life's
great cup of wonder;" only a sip perhaps, but their mouths had touched
the golden brim, their lips had been dipped in its priceless nectar
(the true nectar of the fabled gods!) and their nostrils had known the
sweets of its ineffable perfume.

So they stood, heart to heart.  All that the world comprehended for
Andrew was now in the circle of his arms.  And Judith?  All her world
throbbed in Andrew's breast.

And for both there was no other universe but the heaven of their mutual
love,--a heaven shut in and hedged about by two strong tender arms; a
heaven sustained by two hands that fluttered pleadingly upon Andrew's
breast.  Not strong hands these, but strong enough to hold in
safe-keeping the treasure-trove of a good man's love!

And their talk?  Well, there are some sacred old-fashioned words,
tender words, such as our fathers whispered to our mothers long ago,
such as _their_ fathers, and their fathers' fathers, wooed and won
their wives with, such as their wives whispered back with trembling
lips--these words passed between Andrew and Judith.  We all dream these
words.  Some few happy ones hear them; some brave true souls have
spoken them; and from some of us even their echo has departed, to be
merged in unending silence.  So we will not write them here.

And at last they parted.  Andrew strode slowly homeward, his face
glorified, stopping now and then to fancy he held her once more against
his breast, feeling again the fragrance of her hair, hearing in the
happy throbs of his heart her trembling words saying that she loved him.

_Loved him_!  The mystery and magic of its meaning wrought into his
heart, until it seemed too small to hold its store of joy.  He took off
his cap in the moonlight, and looked to the heavens a voiceless
aspiration to be worthy.

And well might Andrew Cutler bare his brow, for there had been given
into his hands the holiest chalice man's lips know, the heart of a good
woman!  Well might Judith Moore, in a burst of happy tears, vow vows to
be worthy, resolving to be better, stronger, nobler, for she had been
given that great gift for which, we are told, thanks should be
rendered, fasting--the gift of a good man's love!

* * * * * *

"MY DEAR MASTER,--After all, you see, I am the one to write first, and
I am afraid you will be very angry when you read my letter.  But I hope
you will forgive me.  I will tell you now, at once, what it is, and
while you read my letter try to forget I am Judith Moore the opera
singer, and remember only that I am a woman first and foremost.  And a
woman needs love, and I have found it, and cannot bear to give it up,
as I must, if I come back to you--to the stage.  So, will you set me
free?  Will you let me stay here?  Will you let me stop singing and be
forgotten?  I know how dreadful this will seem to you, how ungrateful I
will appear, how ignoble to give up my art for what you will call 'a
passion'; but oh, dear master! you cannot know all this is to me, this
love.  It is _everything_, health, happiness, hope, all.  And it is not
that I have forgotten your gifts; indeed, indeed, no.  It is that I am
so sure of your great generosity, that I want you to be still more
generous; to add one more gift, the supreme one.  For in spite of what
I've said it all rests in your hands.  I know what you have spent on
me, in money alone, besides your continual thought for me.  I know how
patient you have been, letting me save my voice till it was mature and
strong.  I know you will have horrible forfeits to pay on the lease of
the opera house, and then all the chorus on your hands, and the
terrible advertising for this American season.  I know the horrible
_fiasco_ it will seem to the public, and how your jealous rivals will
make capital out of the mythical _prima donna_ who did not materialize.
But all this is the price of a woman's whole life, the purchase money
of a life's happiness.  Will you help pay it?  For I will do what I
can.  There is the money you gave me after the Continental season.  It
is untouched; take that.  And there are my jewels--all these gifts, you
know--in the vault.  I send you the order for those.  And the man I
love may be richer yet, and I will say to him, 'I owe a dear friend a
debt,' and you shall have, year by year, all we can send.  Does it not
seem that in time I might make it up?  And the artistic disappointment
you feel, oh, master!  To lose my art seems indeed a crucifixion to me,
but in that there is hope of resurrection.  To lose my love would be
unending death.

"I know myself well now.  I am a woman full-grown within these last
weeks, and even as I write I know that I will have many bitter regrets,
many sad hours thinking of my music; but what are these hours compared
with an unceasing pain such as will be mine if you say no to my dream?
Of course, I know I am bound to you by no contract; but the confidence
you have shown in me binds me with a firmer bond, and if you feel you
cannot release me I will do my best, my very best to realize your
hopes.  You know I am honourable enough for that.  But one thing, dear
master, I lay upon you.  If you come for me, taking me away from my
happiness, remember never to speak to me of it, never refer to this
letter, never tell me your reasons for refusing the boon I crave from
you on my knees.  If I see you I shall know I have asked too much, and
that it has been denied me.  There is but one thing more.  The man, my
man, is utterly ignorant of my money value.  He sees in me only a woman
to love, take care of, and work for.  He does not know that I can earn
more in a week than he in years.  He realizes most keenly the beauty of
music, but he does not know what it brings in the markets of the world.
I would ask him to let me sing, but I know well that such singing as
mine demands the consecration of all; when I sell my voice, the body,
the heart, the soul goes with it, all subordinated to the voice.  That
would not do.  He has given all, he must and shall have all in return,
all I have to give, or nothing.  He knows me only as a woman who came
here for rest, quiet and health; he does not dream my name is billed
about the city on coloured posters, talked of as a common possession by
every one--does not know the papers are full of my doings or
intentions.  So you see it is myself he loves.  And now, master, this
is good-bye.  Good-bye to you and the old life, which, before I knew
any better, seemed the best of all.  I hope I may some time see you
again, but not till I can greet you without too great joy in my
release, without too keen pain for my music.

"Send me a line and tell me I am free, and believe me, ever and ever,
Judith Moore, your own grateful little girl.

"P.S.--I have said nothing of my gratitude to you, but this letter
means that or nothing.  Means that I am so sensible of what I owe to
you that I will give up my very life showing you that I do not forget
your long-continued kindness.  J. M."

This was the letter the post took away from Ovid next morning, a letter
written not without tears.

* * * * * *

After the music of the gods has once been breathed through a Pipe, it
is never quite content to echo common sounds, not even if its heart be
given back to it, and it be born again a growing reed among its
fellows; even if it echoes back the soughing of the summer wind, and is
never torn by the tempest; even if it grows continually in the
sunshine, and never bends its head beneath the blast; even if it be
crowned with brown tassels, and all men call it beautiful.  It still
has the hungry longing, the dissatisfied yearning, the pain that comes
of remembered greatness, even if that greatness was bought at bitter
cost.  The true gods may well

      "Sigh for the cost and pain,
  For the reed which grows never more again
  As a reed with the reeds in the river."

For that pain is poignant, and perhaps more of us endure it than is
imagined.  It may be, these inexplicable yearnings of our souls for
some vague good, these bitter times when not even life seems sweet,
these regrets for what we have not known, for what we think we have
never been, for what is not, these may be dim memories from ages back,
from the times when the voices of the gods spake through men, and men
gave heed to them, and, unmindful of their own personal pain,
proclaimed to man the messages of the gods.  And though this birthright
brings pain with it, yet we, growing like other reeds, and proud as
they of our brown tassels, or sorrowing, like them, for our lack, are
proud also to know that of our kind the gods chose their instruments
for the making known of their music to men.  The yearning for the
divine breath may be better borne than the cruel _afflatus_ it imparts,
and yet we are glad that once we were not unworthy to be so tried, and
not all rejoiced that the keener pain, the higher honour, is taken from
us.

* * * * * *

Sometimes before a great storm an illusive hush holds sway, a perilous
peace falls upon the face of nature.  With it, a mysterious light
irradiates the sky; a solemn sunshine, prophetic of after rains, the
forerunner of tempest--a luminous warning of wrath to come.  In some
such fashion surely the face of the angel shone when he, as the writers
of tales tell us, drove our parents out of Paradise.

It was this illusory illumination that gilded the lives of Judith Moore
and Andrew Cutler at this time.  How few of us read the rain behind the
radiance!

They were both happy.  As a parched plant vibrates in all its leaves,
stirs and quickens when given water that means life to it, so Judith
Moore's whole being trembled beneath its baptism of love.  For she
seems to have had no doubt that her manager--her "master," as she
lovingly called him--would grant her request.  Already her past life,
with all its work, and waiting, and triumph, seemed but a dim dream,
her present hope the only reality.  She ran about the Morris house so
lightly that it seemed to Mrs. Morris she heard the patter of
children's feet, the sweetest sound that ever wove itself into this
simple woman's dreams.

Judith's heart was ever across the fields with her lover, and she "sang
his name instead of a song," and found it surpassing sweet.  And
Andrew's heart and head were both busy with loving plans for Judith.

The Muskoka woods might go, and their green mosses be torn for
minerals!  No more long, lonely hunts for him!  He must reap golden
harvests wherever he might for Judith, now.  He knew all her
insufficiencies as a housewife, which poor Judith felt very humble in
confessing; and it gave Andrew great joy, in a modest way, that he
would be able to let her be quite free of them.

And he had higher dreams.  Politics offers a wide arena for ambition.
Its sands may have been soiled by the blood of victims, trodden by the
feet of hirelings, defiled by the struggles of mercenaries; but there
are yet some godlike gladiators left, who war for right; there are yet
noble strifes, and few to fight them; and Andrew, in whose heart
patriotism was as a flaming fire, resolved to dedicate himself for the
fray.  To win glory for Judith, to do something to savour his life that
it might be worthy of her acceptance, that it might leave some
fragrance upon the tender hands that held it--that was his aim, and he
felt he would not fail.

No inherent force can be very great and not give its possessor a thrill
of power.  Andrew felt within him that which meant mastery of men.  And
in spite of difficulties and obstacles, Andrew at last won the wreath
to which he had aspired in the first flush of his hope and joy.

But that was after.

* * * * * *

One day, a week after Judith had sent the letter, a group of Ovidians
were in Hiram Green's store.  There was old Sam Symmons, Jack
Mackinnon, Oscar Randall (who, together with his hopes of political
preferment, aspired to the hand of Sam Symmons' Suse), and Bill Aikins.
The latter would "catch it," as he well knew, when he got home, for
loitering in the store, and therefore, with some vague thought of
palliating his offence, forbore to make himself comfortable, but stood
uneasily by the door, jostled by each person who came in, pushed by
each who went out.

Jack Mackinnon was speaking, his thin dark face wreathed in smiles.

"How d'ye like the blind horse, Mr. Symmons?  I tell ye blind horses
are smart sometimes!  There was one Frank Peters, wot I worked for in
Essex, owned, and he never would eat black oats.  Critters has their
likes and dislikes same as people.  I once knowed a dog--but that blind
horse--well, he'd never eat black oats when he had his sight--went
blind along of drawing heavy loads--doctored him all winter--t'wasn't
any use, sight gone, gone complete--well, as I said, he wouldn't eat
black oats when he had his sight, and when, the horse was blind, sir,
he knowed the difference between black oats and white, yes, just the
same as when he had his sight.  You couldn't timpt that horse to eat
black oats, then or no time, he wouldn't so much as nose at 'em, no
sir.  You couldn't fool that horse on oats.  But pshaw! blind horses!
why Henry Acres wot I worked for in Essex--"

"Oh, shut up, Jack!" said Hiram, and Jack accepted his quietus
good-naturedly, quite unabashed.

The village arithmetician had once taken the trouble to calculate how
long Jack Mackinnon must have worked in Essex, deducing the amount from
Jack's account of the number of years he had worked for different
people there.  The result showed Jack must have spent some hundred and
sixty years in Essex if all his tales were true; and Jack always
repudiated with scorn any question of his veracity, hoping, with great
fervour and solemnity, that he "drop down dead in his tracks" if he was
lying, a judgment which never overtook him.

The talk turned upon politics, as it always did if Oscar Randall was
there, and old Sam Symmons was soon holding forth.

"Yes," he said, "yes, the old elections were wont to be rare times.  I
do remember at one election, near the close of the polls, beguiling
Ezra Thompson to a barn, and there two of us held him, by main strength
and bodily force, till the polls were closed.  Truly he was an angry
and profane man when we set him free"--here came a reminiscent chuckle,
cut short to answer Oscar Randall's tentative question.

"Trouble?  Get us into trouble?  Yes, of a private kind.  Ezra Thompson
and I fought that question with our fists some seventeen times, and the
lad with me had much the same number of bouts over it.  But we neither
of us begrudged him satisfaction.  In those days a man took
satisfaction out of his enemy's skin; he didn't sneak away to lawyers
to bleed him in his pocket.  No, no.

"Yes, 'twere a great election that!  Twas the time Mr. Brown ran
against Mr. Salmon.  Now, it was told of Mr. Salmon, that though of
good presence, and very high and mighty towards his neighbours, yet he
was ignorant; and when his election came on, it was told of him how he
met an English gentleman on the train once, who, wishing to learn of
Canada, spoke at length with Mr. Salmon, and in the course of the talk
(during which Mr. Salmon was much puffed up), the English gentleman
said to him: 'And have you many reptiles in Canada?'  'No,' said Mr.
Salmon (and a pompous man he was, very)--'No, we have very few
reptiles, only a few foxes.'  It was Mr. Salmon, too, who once refused
when he was J.P. to look into the case of a poor man whose horse's leg
had been broken in a bad culvert.  And the man cried in a gust of rage:
'What! did you not swear to see justice done? and now you won't
consider this?'  'Swear,' said Mr. Salmon, 'I did no such thing.  I
only took my affidavit.'"  Old Sam's voice died away.

Hiram spoke from behind the counter.  "The roadmasters do bring the
country into terrible expenses.  Look at the bill of costs that's been
run up in that case at Jamestown."

"Yes," said Oscar Randall, as one having authority, "the people's money
is wasted in this country with an awful disregard of the public
welfare."

"You're right there, Os."  "Now you bet your head's level."  "Don't you
mistake yourself, it's level!"  "I tell you, you just hit the nail on
the head that time!"

When this chorus subsided, Mr. Horne, who had just entered, said:

"What do you think of that concession, Os, out back of Braddon's?"

"There is no doubt," said Oscar, promptly, "but that is a question
which must be adjusted.  It is such internal disputes as these which
weaken and destroy the unity of the country, and lay us open to an
unexpected attack from the States, which we, by reason of disunion and
strife, would be unable to cope with."

The house, composed of Hiram on his sugar barrel, Sam in the one chair,
Jack Mackinnon on a cracker box, and a row of men braced against the
counters on each side, fairly rose at this.  Clearly Oscar Randall had
the makings of a great speaker in him!

But Mr. Horne was a man of slow mental methods, who always decided one
point before he left it for another.  He waited till the chorus of
"That's so; that's the ticket," "Bet your life; _that's_ the way to
talk," "Let 'em try it; we'd be ready for 'em" (this last from Jack
Mackinnon who was a volunteer) had died away, when he said:

"That's right, Os; you're right there, right enough; but what do you
think--ought it to be closed or should it be opened?"

"I think," said Oscar, slowly, and with confidential emphasis--"I
think, as every patriotic and honest man thinks, that the rights of the
people must be preserved."

A diversion occurred here.  A shout from the roadway took them all out.
Before the door stood a carriage with a little black-a-vised man in it;
and behind that, an express waggon, beside the driver of which sat a
perky-looking woman, different from anything ever seen in Ovid, for
French maids of the real Parisian stripe were not apt to visit this
village often.

"The way to old man Morris'? yes," said Oscar Randall, and proceeded to
give minute directions.

The little cavalcade started again, the gentleman leaning back in the
carriage, murmuring to himself:

"Now, I wonder which of these specimens he was."

* * * * * *

And at that moment Andrew Cutler and Judith Moore were taking farewell,
for a few hours as they thought, beneath the shadows of Andrew's
chestnut trees.

"Darling," he whispered, holding her gently to him, "my arms seem
always aching for you when we are parted; my heart cries for you
continually.  Judith, dear little girl, you won't make me wait too
long?"

She clung to him silently, hiding her face on his arm.  A tremour shook
her; after all he was a man, the dominant creature of the world.  True,
he trembled at her voice and touch now--but then, after?

"Andrew," she whispered, "will you be good to me?"

"Trust me, dear, and see," he whispered back.

"You know I have no one but myself," she said, putting back her head
and looking at him with pale cheeks and tear-rilled eyes.  "If you are
cruel to me or harsh to me: if you make love a burden, not a boon, I
will have no one to turn to.  I--" she stopped with quivering lips.

"My own girl," he said, "trust me.  I know I am rough compared to you,
but I will be tender.  I know my man's ways frighten you, but it shall
be all my thought to make you trust me.  Give me your presence always,
that's all I ask--to see you, feel you near, hear you about the house,
have your farewells when I go away, your welcome when I return, your
encouragement in what I undertake, your sympathy in what I do.  That
means heaven to me, but only when you are happy in it.  Dearest, you
don't think I would be bad to you?"

And Judith, in a storm of sobs that seemed to melt away all the icy
doubts and fears that had assailed her, laid her head upon his breast,
and promised that soon, very soon, she would go to the house on the
hill never to leave it; and, when she had grown calmer with a deeper
peace than she had yet known, he left her--there, in the shadow of the
trees--to return in a few hours.

And Judith stole into the kitchen door and up to her room, to find her
French maid packing her trunks and be told that "Monsieur awaited her
in the _salon_."

* * * * * *

Her vow had been required of her--that was all she could think, and she
prepared herself to keep it.

The manager was clever and adroit in his way.  He kept Mrs. Morris busy
with him, so that she did not see Judith till she entered to say she
was ready; and then, as Mrs. Morris told afterward, she got a "turn."
For the Judith who came to say "good-bye," was the same Judith who
greeted her at first, gracefully languid, pale, self-composed, and
somewhat artificially, if charmingly, courteous.

"There was some difference," Mrs. Morris said, "but I can't just say
what."

The difference was that Judith had come a girl, and left a woman.

So for the last time Judith crossed the little garden, feeling
strangely unfamiliar with the homely flowers she passed.  In the
meantime the drivers of the conveyances had conferred with Mr. Morris,
and the shorter road they took to the railway station was directly away
from the village, away from the house on the hill.

They caught a glimpse of it as they turned a corner, and suddenly
Judith seemed to feel the scent of white lilies, and hear an evening
chorus of nature's composition.  Her hand held tightly a little
envelope, in which she had hurriedly slipped something before she left
her room.

She was thinking how she could drop it unobserved, when from the shadow
of some wild plum trees there issued a disreputable dog--Nip--with
Tommy Slick behind him, a basket of wild plums in his hand.

She interrupted the manager's flow of news to say--

"Do stop the man a minute, I want to speak to that boy."

"I'll call him."

"No, no; I'll get out," she said.

So without more ado he stopped the carriage; the whims of a _prima
donna_ must needs be respected.

She got out and ran back to Tommy, who greeted her with a grin.

"Tommy," she said, "you like me, don't you?  And you like Andrew
Cutler?  Now, will you do something for me that no one else in the
world can do?"

"I'll do it," said Tommy, with business-like brevity.

"And you will not breathe it to any living soul?"

"I kin keep my mouth shut," said Tommy.  "Often had to."

"Then," said Judith, "I'll trust you.  Give this to Andrew Cutler; if
you run you will catch him in his chestnut woods.  Try to get there
quickly, and meet him before he gets near Morris'.  Give him this, and
say: 'She has gone away! she sends all her love and this.'"

Tommy's impish face had a look of concern beyond his years.  Tears were
running down Judith's face.

"Say, be you never coming back?"

"Never, never, Tommy!" said Judith.  "Good-bye."

* * * * * *

So in due time Andrew Cutler received from Tommy Slick's fruit-stained
hand an envelope containing one long bright lock of hair, and a message
sent with it; and was told also of the few other words that passed, and
of Judith's tears.  And Tommy having delivered his message, and seen
the look on Andrew's face, dug his knuckles into his eyes, and with a
veritable howl of grief fled away back as he had come; and Andrew
suddenly looked about and found life emptied of all joy.

Judith seemed so very calm as the weeks went by, that her manager told
himself he had been a fool to worry so that night--after he returned
her letter to the post-office, and decided to go and fetch her from
Ovid.  He had sent it back, so that if she had refused to come,
or--yes! he had thought of that, being so imbued with stage ways--if
she had hinted at killing herself, he might declare with clean hands
that he was guiltless, that he had never had her letter, that some one
else had got it and sent it back to the Dead Letter office.  But, after
all, how foolish he was, he thought, watching Judith smile, and reply
prettily to the courtesies of some guests whom he had just introduced
to her.  But then, her letter had seemed full of meaning!  Well, that
letter was doubtless a manifestation of the stage-craft with which she
was thoroughly saturated!  So he comforted himself.  And meanwhile,
Judith was learning that "Face joy's a costly mask to wear," and asking
wearily of each day that dawned, "_Is not my destiny complete?  Have I
not lived?  Have I not loved?  What more?_"

And the time for her American _début_ drew on.



CHAPTER X.

"Glory itself can be, for a woman, only a loud and bitter cry for
happiness."--_Madame de Stael_.


Judith Moore made a triumphant success of her first American season.

She was lauded to the skies.  An ocean of praise was poured in
libations before her; its ripples spread across the Atlantic, to break
in an ominous wave at Patti's feet, and Patti seeing it, perhaps
feeling the chill of its encroachment, determined immediately upon
another American tour.

There is a picture of Judith Moore painted at this time by one of the
deftest masters of facial portraiture.  Sittings were given for this
whilst past applause was echoing in her ears, with newer shouts
awaiting her in an hour or two; but the woman pictured upon this canvas
is neither hearkening to past applause, nor anticipating new honour.
She is absorbed in the dream of some sweet past, silent in the face of
some unachieved joy, the whole face illumined, by an after-glow from
some light of other days--a first radiance of a morn that never breaks.
It shows a woman with wide, wistful, grey eyes--eyes which had wept,
and lips that denied and defied the tears, a brow whereon triumph and
grief had warred for mastery and merged at length into patient
endurance; but the head is proudly poised, as a head should be that
bears a crown.  Even a thorny one confers and demands honour.  If this
woman bore a cross, she did not flaunt it in the face of men; she bore
it hidden in her heart, and drew it out in secret places to wash her
heart's blood from it with her tears.  Tears are the salt of love that
savour it to time everlasting.

It was the fashion to say that Miss Moore dwelt upon the heights to
which her genius of song raised her, that from the peaks of success she
looked down contemptuously upon all beneath.  Alas!  They could not
tell how icy these pinnacles were!  The roseate glow cast upon the
"eternal snows" may look very beautiful, but the humblest hearth where
love lights the fire is warmer.

She felt, indeed, the exaltation of genius, but upon every side she
looked forth into the void.  She was possessed again by that agony of
vertigo that had seized her among the apple blooms; now, as then, she
stood among blossoms; now, as then, her heart sickened within her.  But
there was one deadly difference; there was no strong arm to take her
down.  Indeed, it seemed to her even the ladder was gone.  Could any
man forgive the perfidy of which she had been guilty?  Many a hand was
outstretched to her, some that would have soiled her own had she
clasped them, others she might have met honestly, palm to palm.  She
brushed gently past them all; if some of them tugged at her skirts, it
only gave her some discomfort and pity for their pleading, but no pain.

Her manager was most enthusiastic over her.  He remembered guiltily a
letter he had opened and read, a letter he sent back to the post-office
with apologies--"he was sorry, the letter was not for him"--a letter
which even now was slowly threading its way back through the Dead
Letter office pigeon-holes to an undreamed destination.

He was working her too hard, though--so musical people whispered among
themselves.  She had always needed the curb and not the spur.  Of
course, it was a great thing to get such a hold upon the public in
one's first season, with the sure knowledge that she would have to bid
against Patti in her next one; still, all these encores, and Sunday
concerts and extra musicales were felt to be too much.  And one or two
men, whose souls were sensitive, ceased going to hear Miss Moore.
There was something of agony, personal agony, mingling with the passion
of her voice.  One of these men shuddered, when some one, using a
hackneyed simile, spoke of her as a human nightingale.  There came to
his fanciful imagination the old myth of the nightingale that sings
with her breast against a thorn.  It seemed somehow to him that this
woman had grown delirate with the pain, and pressed sorer and sorer
upon her thorn.  He thought, too, of the birds whose eyes they blind
that they may sing better; of the dove that bears

        ... "thro' heaven a tale of woe,
  Some dolorous message knit below
  The wild pulsation of her wings."


He thought of the swan's song of death, and of the reed that the "Great
God Pan" wrenched from its river home to fashion forth a Pipe.  The
American papers laughed a good deal at this man, caricaturing him as
the poet of soulful lilies and yearning souls, hinting that he would
like to inaugurate a pre-Raphaelesque era in America _à la_ Burne
Jones.  He read these things sometimes.  They flushed his thin cheeks,
but did not trouble his eyes--those eyes that mirrored forth the soul
of the mystic.  He was right about Judith Moore.

She bowed her head to accept the last accolade of Genius--grief.  She
had partaken of pain--that chrism which, laid upon poetic lips,
sanctifies their words to immortality, but which savours the breath
they breathe with the bitterness of death.  Byron, Shelley, Keats,
Rossetti (how many we might name!) have partaken of that sacrament.
But what matter for the Pipe, so that the world, when it has time to
listen, may hear sweet singing?  The world, in its way, was very good
to Judith Moore.  It gave her the sweet smile of its approval right
royally; it gave her all its luxuries, all its praise, and this Judith
did not pretend not to enjoy.  But she enjoyed it as one does who
drinks what he knows will kill him, yet continues the draught, that in
its intoxication he may forget the doom it brings.

Judith was seen everywhere, for she availed herself of all the
privileges which her genius, her beauty, her untarnished fame won for
her.  She was pointed out wherever she went; sometimes when a crush of
carriages held her own imprisoned, she would hear a whisper from lip to
lip, "Look! look!  There is Judith Moore."  Nothing further was needed;
every one knew Judith Moore.  And Judith treated the world as it
deserved of her.  She dressed herself beautifully for it, and smiled
and sang to it, and exhibited herself to it everywhere.  Everywhere,
for she was striving to so tire her spirit that when she was alone it
might at least be numb, if not at rest.  In vain!  That ardent, tender
spirit was yet indomitable.  The body, the slender, beautiful body it
animated, might be sore aweary, but so soon as Judith was alone her
spirit fled far away, back to the place of its rejoicing; back to the
village in the valley, where it was always spring or summertide; back
to the old rail fences with the tangled weeds about them; back to the
apple blooms; back to the brown furrows where the grey birds nested;
back to the lindens and the chestnuts, and there, hour after hour, her
spirit held voiceless commune with that other.  Her spirit well might
be comforted, but Judith strained listening ears to hear one tender
word, wearied her eyes searching for the semblance of a face, stretched
forth trembling hands for comfort, and, overcome at last, let them
fall, empty.

The opera season closed, and an incident that made some talk put the
period to Judith's first American season.  Judith had sung as she never
sang before.  Her voice seemed to transcend the limits of human
capability, and become something independent of her lips, something
sentient, springing ever higher and higher.

The man in whose heart she was likened to the pierced nightingale, the
blinded lark, the mourning dove, the dying swan, had come to listen to
her.  At her last appearance there was a roar of applause, a wave of
laudation that seemed as if it might carry her off her feet.  There is
something thrilling, inspiring, almost weird in the union of human
voices, something that stirs the imagination, something that never
grows old to us, for it never becomes familiar.  Usually they jar and
jangle across each other as children babble, each fretting for his own
toy, so that we almost forget what the power of union is.  In praise or
blame it makes the world tremble.

She made no pretence of retiring for the encore.  She made no sign to
the musicians.  She did not assume the pose, familiar to them, for any
of her songs.  They sat silent, spellbound with the audience.  She
stepped slowly forward, stretched forth her arms, and sang
unaccompanied, what seemed an invocation to the better Ego of every
soul present, a song she had been wont to sing to Andrew:

      "Out from yourself!
  Out from the past with its wrecks and contrition,
  Out from the dull discontentment of now,
  Out from the future's false-speaking ambition,
      Out from yourself!
  For your broken heart's rest;
  For the peace which you crave;
  For the end of your quest;
  For the love which can save;
      Come!  Come to me!"


Those who heard that song never forgot it.  And one man, at least,
never forgot the expression upon the woman's face as she sang.  Rapt as
of a sibyl who conjures away an evil spirit; winning as a woman who
promises all things; informed with the intensity of one who bids her
will go forth to accomplish her desire--she held her last pose a
moment.  The house "rose at her."  Even as they cheered a change
overspread her face.  It grew glorified, exultant, tremulously eager,
as of one who feels the pinions of his soul stirring for flight--for
flight to longed-for shores.  With that look upon her face she fell.

* * * * * *

Far away from New York, in the silent spaces of a virgin forest, a man
was lying on the snow, his gun beneath his arm ready for use.  But he
was keeping no lookout for game.  His eyes were fixed upon an open
space amid the tree tops, where a solitary star twinkled desolately.
His face was thin; his eyes burned; the snows, the silence, nor the
solitude could calm that throbbing at his heart, could cool the fever
in his veins.  He thought of Judith, and, thinking of her, loved her.
It was true she had left him, left him with his kisses warm upon her
lips, but--he loved her.  It was hard for him to imagine a force strong
enough to constrain her to go.  It was difficult, having no clue, to
conceive of circumstances that would justify her silent desertion, but
somehow Andrew, out of the depths of his steadfast heart, found excuses
for her.  Sometimes the fantastic thought that she was bound in
loveless marriage came to him, but he put it by.  He remembered her
eyes, the misgivings that had assailed her, the tender abandon of her
trust in him.  No, she was not married.  Where was she?  It was not her
wish that he should know.  He hoped her little feet trod pleasant
paths.  Oh, Judith, Judith!  Then, explain it as we may, or leave it
still a mystery, there came to him, faint, aëry, bodilessly, the words
of a song--a song that ended in a plea, "Come!  Come to me," and when
it died away, Andrew Cutler sprang to his feet with a cry that echoed
far between the icy tree trunks of the forest, "I come, I come."  And
that same night, at the same hour, at the same pulse of the hour,
Judith Moore, with a look of ineffable joy upon her face, fell fainting
upon the stage.

  "So may love, although 'tis understood
  The mere commingling of passionate breath,
  Produce more than our searching witnesseth."


Next day Andrew started back to Ovid, arriving in a state of feverish
expectancy.  No tidings of Judith there; and he knew not where to seek.
That pleading voice still rang in his ears; by night, by day, it urged
the message it had brought to him in the depths of far-off Muskoka, and
by day and night he promised it peace, if he could only, only know
where to go.

Time passed.

* * * * * *

The voice was dumb now.  Only an acme of surpassing love can wing the
will through space, and then only perhaps once in a lifetime does such
a supreme moment come, and the will behind this love was shattered, for
Judith Moore lay sick unto death, was tossing in the delirium of fever,
or lying for days sunk in an apathy which words could not pierce.  The
papers were filled with accounts of her strange illness, daily
bulletins of her condition appeared, her manager was showered with
opprobrium for overworking her.  She was dying.  The best doctors said
that the miracle was that she had lasted so long.  Her little
dark-faced manager went about feeling like a murderer, a Shylock, and a
Judas, in one.  The more so, as he felt he had given her the death-blow
in one stroke--when he disregarded that letter.  If he had only
overworked her, he told himself he would have had no regrets.  He would
have made any reparation he could, but how on earth was he to find the
yokel she was in love with?  And what a battle she was having; and yet
it was not such a very long one--from latest winter to spring.

Andrew was half crazed with love, which, since that winter night, had
become almost unendurable through anxiety.

Now it was spring, and as he walked through his woods to the Morris
house, he passed the crab-apple-trees in full bloom.  He often went up
to talk to garrulous Mrs. Morris.  The little details she let fall
about Judith were pearls of great price to him.

This day he was hardly within the door before Mrs. Morris said:

"Land sakes! but you're just the very person I was wanting to see.
There's a gov'iment letter come to Miss Moore yesterday, and I thought
you'd maybe know where to send it."

"Yes," said Andrew, feeling that the sign had come at last.  "Give it
me, and I'll see she gets it."

He took it, and with scarce a word went away, leaving Mrs. Morris
considerably upset by his abruptness.

He only waited to get within the shadow of his woods before he tore it
open.  One reading of her pleading letter to her manager sufficed.
Judith was his again.  He knew where to find her.  New York!--that was
not so very far off.  He knew when the trains started, and rapidly made
his plans.  She was such a child! and she liked his old velveteen coat
and the big, battered felt hat; he would wear them; she would be
pleased; and as he came within sight of the crab-apple-trees a happy
thought came to him.  He took his knife and cut a huge bundle of
flowers, taking off the branches where the flowers were only in bud.

Then he went home.

His aunt heard his hurried explanation, and bound a great roll of wet
moss about the ends of the branches.

"They'll look queer, Andrew," she said.

"Never mind how they'll look," said Andrew, happily; "she'll like 'em."

He was soon on the train, a picturesque figure in tweed, with an old
velveteen coat, a wide shabby felt hat, and an enormous bunch of pink
flowers.  Andrew was entirely oblivious of, and indifferent to,
comment.  He got hold of a train-man, gave him a dollar and got a
pailful of water from him, arranged his flowers in it, put it in the
baggage-car and sat by it all night.  "A queer duck," the trainmen said.

As the Canadian trains reach New York, the morning papers come aboard.
Andrew bought one of each, and sat down turning them over with
tremulous hands to search for a sign.  He had not far to seek--"JUDITH
MOORE DYING, THE END APPROACHING."  That was what he read in big "scare
head" type; that, and its narrations in the other papers, with the
usual platitudes telling of the "short but bright career," and so on.
With the calm of despair he searched for definite information as to
where she was.  It seemed every one knew so well that definite detail
was superfluous.  But at last, in a different part of the paper, he
found: "In the corridors of the Brittany Hotel last night, Miss Moore's
manager, who had just left her bedside, said all hope was gone."  The
train was in New York, slowing up in the Grand Central station by the
time he found this.  He wrapped a couple of handkerchiefs round the
stems of his flowers, got into the first carriage he came to, saying
only "the Brittany Hotel."  He thought the cabman might know where to
go.  The cabman, of course, did, and ere many minutes he was in the
office of the magnificent hotel.

He knew nothing of conventional procedure, and if he had, it would not
have mattered to him then.  He went straight to the desk.

"Is Miss Moore alive?" he asked.

"Yes, I think so, but--"

"I want to go to her at once."

The clerk comprehended, and a bell-boy raced before Andrew to a door
whose handle was muffled.  He knocked very softly.  "Go," said Andrew,
and he stood alone waiting for the door to open.  It would be impious
to speak of the agony which knit his soul and heart to endurance,
whilst he waited the word from within.

The door opened.  A miserable little man stood there.  When he saw
Andrew, he said without astonishment:

"You're in time to speak to her.  Go in."

Andrew advanced to an open door.  The little man followed through the
outer room.  He beckoned to two others within the sick-room, a
white-capped woman and a doctor.  They saw, understood, and Andrew went
up to the bed alone with the door closed behind him.

"Judith," he said, "my own little girl."

A long tremour shook the slight form under the coverlets, and
then--then he was on his knees with the flowers flung all across the
bed and his arms about her.  And Judith?  Poor Judith's eyes were wide
and frightened, for she thought the change had come that she had waited
for, expected, even longed for; she thought this was Death, and even
although the crab blooms were there, and Andrew, still it was awesome.
Yet Death should have brought white flowers, not apple blooms such as
grew in Andrew's woods.  And were Death's arms ever so sustaining, so
tender, so warm as these?  And surely Death did not come garbed in
shabby, smoky velveteen, nor bend above his victims a brown passionate
face wet with tears?

"Andrew, it's you, and you're crying," and then followed a faint
whisper of delight--from her--for Andrew's courage and calm were gone
at last.  He could not speak.  And once more she smiled at him the old
womanly smile, from the old honest eyes, and stretched forth feeble
fingers striving to reach about his neck.



CHAPTER XI.

_L'ENVOI._

  "Fair love that led home."


Judith Moore did not die.  She had fallen asleep that day with her
fingers trembling about Andrew's sunburnt hair.  He held her tenderly
till a deeper sleep weighted down those clinging hands, and they fell.

He watched by her, without movement, almost without breathing, with the
look on his face as of one who battles with Death, pitting all the
splendid vitality of his being against the enemy, casting the mantle of
his brave soul, strong will and perfect love about the trembling will
and failing heart that were so nearly vanquished.

Indeed, so completely did Andrew identify himself during those silent
hours with the woman he loved, that ever after she had some fleeting
touches of his courage, and he had always an intuitional tenderness
towards a woman's illogical weakness.

The fusion of these two natures took place not in those sweet after
hours of passion, lint in that silent room, into which now and then
there peeped a white-capped nurse or a black-a-vised little man, who
saw always a great mass of fading pink blooms, a pair of broad
shoulders in shabby velveteen bent tenderly over the shadowy outline of
a little head sunk deep in the pillow.

After this supreme crisis there came a week or two of slow
convalescence, and then a wedding that no one thought much of,
regarding it merely as one of the prescribed formalities, like the
buying of the railroad tickets, necessary before Andrew could take her
away--away back to the village in the valley, to the old stone
farm-house, to the homely flowers, the lindens on the hill, to Rufus
and Miss Myers, where, for a time, she was not a wife at all, only a
poor little wind-tossed song-bird blown to their bosoms for a refuge.

But that all changed.

Andrew wooed again a charming, capricious woman, walking by her
adoringly over the old bricked walks beneath the horse-chestnuts, his
very soul trembling with the love her voice and touch awakened: and she
was playfully proud of her power, until suddenly some quick sense of
the dominance of the love she aroused frightened her, and she turned to
hide from him in his arms, tremblingly afraid, no longer asking love,
but pleading against it.

Time passes with them.  The old farm-house has had some architectural
additions--a tiny conservatory, a long dining-room, with quaint porches
and latticed windows: for Andrew and his wife appreciate too keenly the
beauties of their home to mar its character by modernizing it.  Andrew
has learned to wear evening clothes as easily as he does his old
velveteens, and--_O si sic omnia!_--himself often buys the little
high-heeled shoes in which Judith's heart delights, for Judith never
put off the old Eve of her harmless vanities.

Every winter Andrew and his wife go to town for a while, and visitors
come to the farm-house who fairly electrify the village with their
"cranks."

The best known of these is a little black-a-vised man with big
diamonds, a profane tongue and a guilty but "thankful 'eart."  He
cherishes, so he says, a hopeless passion for Miss Myers, and indeed
Miss Myers likes the new _régime_ very well, for she was never ousted
from the house-keeping department, and if it was a glory and a credit
to manage well for Andrew and herself, how much greater it is to cast
honour over a board where such fine people as Judith's friends sit
daily.

Andrew is secretly very proud that all these fine folk should come and
see how happy Judith is.  Only once did he have any difference with any
of them.  That was when Judith first regained her strength and her old
manager came to see her.  He had a brand-new scheme for Judith's
benefit in his brain.  She was to sing in grand concerts, and he had
all her tour mapped out.  He was good enough to say Andrew could come
along.  Andrew held brief and bitter speech with him, and then went to
Judith.  He could see how strong the old glamour yet was.  He took her
in his arms, and after a long, tender discussion she gave him the
promise he was pleading for, never more to sing in public, a decision
which made Andrew her slave forever, although it wrung his heart to see
what this renunciation cost her.  He felt it was right.  Poor,
high-strung Judith needed a steady hand upon the rein of her eager
spirit, else it would have soon carried her beyond her strength.  And
so, ringing about an old farm-house, or through the chestnut woods, or
below the lindens on the hill-side, there often sounds a voice once
echoed by the _bravos_ of the world.  Perhaps the aspiration it awakens
in one strong soul is better applause.

So Andrew and Judith live on, they two and Miss Myers, as nearly happy
as mortals may be.  Heaven would be entirely illogical if such as they
two had no heartaches.

Sometimes Judith steals away from Miss Myers and Andrew and thinks of
the old days, the first efforts, the hopes, the fears, the strife and
the success--the glorious success that might have been many times
repeated: that might, as base metals might be transmuted into gold,
have become fame.  A nasty heartache gnaws in her breast, her face
pales, her eyes grow wide and eager.  At such times Andrew knows well
the struggle that rends her tender heart, and he soon searches her out:
and upon his breast, beneath the spell of his worship her restless
spirit quiets itself to peace.  What might be a tragedy of distrust is
made a bond of stronger union by perfect confidence.  But Judith's face
will always bear the traces of these times.

When a coal is carried from the Divine Fire and laid upon mortal lips,
it must be blown into a flame to illumine the world, or it sears the
lips it touches.  The gods will not have their gifts disregarded.  They
care little that the mortal breath may be too weak to sustain the
flame, though it perish in the effort.  Indeed, the gods forgive that,
and sometimes spare a little of their glory to gild a grave.  But let
the breath they demand be stolen for our own sighs or sobs, or stifled
by dear-bought kisses, and they give swift recompense of pain.  Judith
had borne that smart.

Andrew, too, has unfulfilled dreams, as Judith knows when she sees his
eyes grow wistful as they rest upon the faces of children.  And Judith
goes to him then, and lays her head upon his arm with an apology so
poignant, a love so perfect in her grey eyes, that he forgets
everything in the marvel that this woman is his.  And thus with each of
them, the little shadows only serve to enhance the sunshine.  Their
life is a glorious reality; their love a poem.  Together they know no
pain from the past, no regret for the present, no fear for the future.
They sometimes even dare to dream that their love will bestow upon them
its own immortality--that through eternity they will be as they are
now, together and happy.





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