Title: Freeway
Author: Walton, Bryce
Language: English
As this book started as an ASCII text book there are no pictures available.


*** Start of this LibraryBlog Digital Book "Freeway" ***


                                FREEWAY

                            BY BRYCE WALTON

               _The Morrisons didn't lose their freedom.
              They were merely sentenced to the highways
              for life, never stopping anywhere, going no
              place, just driving, driving, driving...._

           [Transcriber's Note: This etext was produced from
               Worlds of If Science Fiction, June 1955.
         Extensive research did not uncover any evidence that
         the U.S. copyright on this publication was renewed.]


Some people had disagreed with him. They were influential people. He
was put on the road.

       *       *       *       *       *

Stan wanted to scream at the big sixteen-cylinder Special to go faster.
But Salt Lake City, where they would allow him to stop over for the
maximum eight hours, was a long way off. And anyway, he couldn't go
over a hundred. The Special had an automatic cut-off.

He stared down the super ten-lane Freeway, down the glassy river,
plunging straight across the early desert morning--into nowhere. That
was Anna's trouble. His wife couldn't just keep travelling, knowing
there was no place to go. No one could do that. I can't do it much
longer either, Stan thought. The two of us with no place to go but back
and forth, across and over, retracing the same throughways, highways,
freeways, a thousand times round and round like mobile bugs caught in a
gigantic concrete net.

He kept watching his wife's white face in the rear-view mirror. Now
there was this bitter veil of resignation painted on it. He didn't know
when the hysteria would scream through again, what she would try next,
or when.

She had always been highly emotional, vital, active, a fighter. The
Special kept moving, but it was still a suffocating cage. She needed to
stop over somewhere, longer, much longer than the maximum eight hours.
She needed treatment, a good long rest, a doctor's care--

She might need more than that. Complete freedom perhaps. She had always
been an all-or-nothing gal. But he couldn't give her that.

Shimmering up ahead he saw the shack about fifty feet off the Freeway,
saw the fluttering of colorful hand-woven rugs and blankets covered
with ancient Indian symbols.

It wasn't an authorized stop, but he stopped. The car swayed slightly
as he pressed the hydraulic.

From the bluish haze of the desert's tranquil breath a jackrabbit
hobbled onto the Freeway's fringe. It froze. Then with a squeal it
scrambled back into the dust to escape the thing hurtling toward it out
of the rising sun.

       *       *       *       *       *

Stan jumped out. The dust burned. There was a flat heavy violence to
the blast of morning sun on his face. He looked in through the rear
window of the car.

"You'll be okay, honey." Her face was feverish. Sweat stood out on her
forehead. She didn't look at him.

"It's too late," she said. "We're dead, Stan. Moving all the time. But
not alive."

He turned. The pressure, the suppression, the helpless anger was in him
meeting the heavy hand of the sun. An old Indian, wearing dirty levis
and a denim shirt and a beaded belt, was standing near him. His face
was angled, so dark it had a bluish tinge. "Blanket? Rugs? Hand-made.
Real Indian stuff."

"My wife's sick," Stan said. "She needs a doctor. I want to use your
phone to call a doctor. I can't leave the Freeway--"

This was the fourth unauthorized stop he had made since Anna had tried
to jump out of the car back there--when it was going a hundred miles an
hour.

The Indian saw the Special's license. He shrugged, then shook his head.

"For God's sake don't shake your head," Stan yelled. "Just let me use
your phone--"

The Indian kept on shaking his head. There was no emotion, only a
fatalistic acceptance of the overly-complex world he and many of his
kind had rejected long ago. "You're a Crackpot."

"But what's that to you when I just want to use your phone? If I can
get a doctor's affidavit--"

"If I help you, then the Law come down on my neck."

"But I only want to use the phone!"

"I cannot risk it. You drive on now."

He felt it, the thing that was slowly dying in Anna's eyes. This need
to strike out, strike out hard and murderously at something real. This
suppressed feeling had been growing in him now for too many miles to
remember. He started forward. But the Indian slid the knife from his
beaded belt. "I am sorry, and that is the honest truth," the Indian
said. "But you have to move on now." The Indian stepped back toward the
ancient symbols of his kind. "We have stopped moving. We stay here now
no matter what. Now, White Doctor, it is your turn to move on."

He put his hand over his eyes as though to push something down. One act
of violence, and the questionable "freedom" would be ended. That would
be an admission of defeat. His hand still over his eyes, he backed
away. Then he turned, choking and half blinded with smoldering rage.

Keep moving. Nothing else to do with them but put them on the road and
keep them moving, never letting them stop over long enough to cause
trouble, to stir up any wrong ideas. Hit the road, Crackpot. Head on
down the super ten-lane Freeway into the second Middle Ages lit with
neon.

Then he was running, yelling at Anna. She was past the shack and
stumbling through sand toward the mountains. He coaxed her back and
into the car, sickness gorging his throat as she kicked and screamed at
him and he forced her into the corner of the back seat.

"Stan, we could run to the mountains."

"The Law wouldn't let us get very far. Remember, the Special's remotely
controlled. If we leave the Freeway, they'd be on us in no time. They
know when we stop, where we stop. They know if we leave the Freeway!"

"But we would have _tried_!"

"They're just waiting for us to do something legally wrong so they
can put us away, honey. We can't let ourselves be goaded into doing
anything legally wrong!"

"Stan--" she was shaking her head, and her eyes were wet. "Can't you
see, can't you _see_? What they do to us doesn't matter now. It's what
we do, or don't do--"

When she quieted down a little, he got back under the wheel. Within a
hundred feet, the Special was going eighty-five miles an hour.

       *       *       *       *       *

The thing he had to hold on to hard, was the fact that they had never
really done anything wrong. Anna needed a good long rest so she could
regain the proper perspective. The Higher Court itself had said they
hadn't done anything wrong. There were thousands now on the Freeways,
none of them had any real criminal labels on them. They were risks.
They _might_ be dangerous. Attitudes not quite right. A little off
center one way or another at the wrong time. Some personal indiscretion
in the past. A thought not quite orthodox in the present. A possible
future threat. A threat to total security.

Be careful, easy does it. Too many black marks on his road record and
the "freedom" of the road would go. Then he would be a criminal in
fact, instead of a vague criminal possibility, and put behind bars. Or
worse.

The hell with them. The hell with them all. He pulled over onto an
emergency siding and stopped. Not authorized. A good long rest and talk
with Anna--

Then he saw it. Suddenly, frantically, he wanted to move on. But now he
couldn't. He kept seeing the light of defiance fading from Anna's eyes.

The Patrolcar was there, the way it always was there, suddenly,
materializing out of the desert, or out of a mountain, a side street.
Sometimes it was a helio dropping out of the sky. Sometimes it was a
light flashing in darkness.

Every official of the law: city, county, state, or federal, had a full
record on every Special. They could control them at will. Stop them,
start them, keep them moving down the line.

Jails of the open road. Mobility lending to incarceration a mock
illusion of freedom. Open sky. Open prairie. The Freeway stretching
ahead.

And the Patrolcar coming up behind.

The Patrolcar stopped. The two Patrolmen in black and gold uniforms
looked in at Stan. "Well, egghead," the older, beefy one said. "It was
nice of you to stop without being asked. A fellow named Ferreti back at
Snappy Service No. 7 said you might be a trouble-maker. We thought we
ought to check up."

Stan said, "I wanted to use his phone to try to get a doctor to examine
my wife. She's ill. She needs help and I've been trying--"

Without turning, the older Patrolman interrupted, "Larry, what you got
on the philosopher here?"

The younger Patrolman who had a shy, almost embarrassed air about
him looked into his black notebook. "He isn't a philosopher, not
officially, Leland. Every Crackpot we stop, you figure him to be a
philosopher. You just hate philosophers that's all."

"Well, that's a fact, boy." When he took the cigar out of his mouth,
the corners of his mouth were stained brown. "My kid got loused up
plenty by a philosopher in High School last year. I raised a squawk and
got the Crackpot kicked out. I also got three others booted out for
hiring him in the first place. I found out he was a lousy atheist!"

The Patrolman put the cigar back into his mouth. "What have you got on
him, Lieutenant?"

"Stanley L. Morrison, B.A. Drake University, Class of '55. Doctor of
Philosophy, Drake University, 1957. Federal employee 1957-59. Dropped
from Federal employment, January, 1959--"

"What for, Lieutenant?"

"For excessive political enthusiasm for the preceding political party
in office." The Lieutenant looked up almost apologetically. "Looks like
he was unfortunate enough to have been on the wrong side of the fence
when the Independants were elected."

"These guys are dangerous no matter what side they're on. A Crackpot
shouldn't be on either side. Well, Lieutenant, what else?"

"Professor of Nuclear Physics, Drake University, 1960-62. Dismissed by
Board of Regents May 31, charged with 'private thought inconsistent
with the policies of the University'. Special inquiry August 5.
Dismissal sustained. Was put on the road as a permanent risk to
security February 3, 1963. He's been on the roads for a year and three
months."

Stan forced quiet into his voice. "My wife's sick. If I could get
a doctor to examine her, I'm sure I could get a permit to lay over
somewhere so she can get rest and proper treatment."

"Only eight hours," the beefy one said. "That's the limit. And you're
not supposed to have stopped here at all. Or back at the Indian's."

"I know," Stan said. "But this is an emergency. If you could help me--"

The beefy one grinned into the back seat. "That might be all that's
bothering the missus, egghead. She ain't getting the proper treatment
maybe."

Easy, easy does it. In the rear-view mirror he could see that what the
Patrolman said had brought a flush of life to her face. She was rigid
now, and then suddenly she screamed. "Stan! For God's sake, Stan, don't
take any more from the simian!"

"Let's go," the young Lieutenant said quickly. "We've got the report
and we'll forward it. There's no call to bait them."

"Shut up," the beefy one said.

"Don't tell me to shut up," the Lieutenant said. He put his notebook
away. "This man's never committed any crime. That's why he's on the
road. They didn't know what else to do with him. We're supposed to
keep them moving that's all. Not hold them up because of personal
vindictiveness."

The beefy one's face was getting red. "Don't use your big words on me,
boy. I'll send you back to College."

"He's getting punishment enough. You've got nothing against him, or the
woman."

The beefy one took a deep breath. "Okay, Lieutenant. But I'm going
to drop a few words in the right place. I guess you know how the
Commissioner feels about Crackpots."

"I don't give a damn. Come on, let's get out of here." The Lieutenant
looked at Stan a moment. "You'd better move on, Doctor."

"Thanks," Stan said.

"At the next Snappy Service maybe you can phone. That's an hour's
authorized stop for Specials. There's a Government Project in the hills
nearby. You might be able to contact a Doctor there."

       *       *       *       *       *

The sage spread out to a blur. Heat wavered up from the Freeway. In
the rear-view mirror he saw Anna leaning back, her legs stretched out,
her arms limp at her sides. She wasn't thinking about this with an
historical perspective, that was the trouble. She had lost the saving
sense of continuity with generations gone, which stretched like a
lifeline across the frightening present.

Keep the perspective. Wait it out. That was the only way. This was
an historical phase, part of a cycle. Stan couldn't blame any one.
Anxiety, suspicion of intellectuals and men of science--as though they
had been any more responsible really than any one else--suspicion and
fear. There always had to be whipping boys. In one form or another, he
knew, it had happened many times before. Another time of change and
danger. There was a quicksand of fear under men's reasoning.

When things were better, they hadn't remained better. When they were
bad, they couldn't stay bad. Wait it out. One thing he knew--neither he
nor any other scientist could detach himself from life. The frightened
policemen of the public conscience had made the mistake of thinking
they could detach the scientist.

_I'll not withdraw from it. All of it represents a necessary change. If
not for the immediate better, then I'll be here for the immediate worst
which will someday change into something better than ever._

But Anna's tired voice was whispering in his ear. "First of all, we're
individuals, men, women. We've got to fight, fight back!"

"At what? Ourselves?"

A sign said: HAL'S SNAPPY SERVICE. TWENTY-SEVEN MILES.

She's right, he thought, and started slowing down. This is it. He
wasn't going any farther until Anna was examined, and he was given an
okay to stop somewhere so she could rest.

       *       *       *       *       *

It was a dusty oasis, an arid anachronism on the desert's edge. Beyond
it, the mountains blundered up like giants from a purplish haze,
brooding and somehow threatening. Groves of cottonwoods could be seen
far ahead, and sprinklings of green reaching into the thinning sage.

The old man shuffled out of the shade by the coke machine. Behind him,
through dusty glass, Stan saw the blurred faces staring with still
curiosity.

The old man hesitated, then came around between the pumps to the
driver's side. He was all stooped bone and leathery skin. His face,
Stan thought beneath the rising desperation, resembled an African
ceremonial mask.

To the left a '62 Fordster was cranked up for a grease job. But the
only life around it was a scrawny dog lying out flat to get all the air
possible on its ribby body, its tongue hanging out in the black grease.

"The car's okay," Stan said. "I just want to use your telephone."

"Doctor Morrison, you'd better go on to Salt Lake City. That's an
eight-hour stopover."

"My wife needs a doctor's okay for a long rest. I can't take a chance
on going clear to Salt Lake City."

"But this is only an hour stop."

Stan got out and shoved past the old man. Heat waves shivered up out of
the concrete and through the soles of his shoes. The heat seared his
dry throat and burned his lungs.

Anna wasn't even looking. She seemed to have forgotten him. Almost
everyone had forgotten him by now, he thought, forgotten Doctor Stanley
Morrison the man who had never been afraid to speak out and say what
he thought, and think what he wanted to think. Fifteen months with
never more than an eight hour stopover. Thought and self-regard frozen
by perpetual motion, and shriveled by consequent neglect. Only the old
man remembered. That was odd.

A man stepped into the doorway. He was lean and powerful with a long
gaunt chewing jaw like that of a horse. His eyes were small and black,
and he was grinning with anticipation. Stan felt his stomach muscles
tighten.

Behind the man, Stan saw the kid. Almost as tall as the man who was
obviously his father, but rail-thin, like an emaciated duplicate of the
man, a starved, frustrated shadow, grinning and feverishly picking at a
pimple under his left ear. He carried a grease-gun cradled in his left
arm as though it were a machine gun.

"I'd like to use your phone, please," Stan said. "My wife's ill. I want
to phone the Government Project and see if I can get a doctor over here
to look at her."

"What seems to be troubling the missus?"

"I don't know!"

"Then how do you know it's a serious sickness, Crackpot?"

"Just let me use the phone? Will you do that?"

"They phoned in ahead, Crackpot. Said you might be a trouble-maker."

"I don't want to make any trouble. I just want to use the phone!"

"Why? Even if the Doc came over, you wouldn't be here. He can't get
here inside an hour. And that's all the longer you can stay here. You
got to move on."

"I'm coming in to use the phone," Stan heard himself saying. He fought
to keep the breathiness out of his voice, the trembling out of his
throat.

"I don't guess I'd want to have it said I was coddling a Crackpot."

"I never caused you any trouble."

"You helped build hellbombs," the man said. He took the toothpick out
of his mouth. "You crazy bastards got to be kept moving along the road."

"How do you know what I did or didn't do?"

"You're a Crackpot."

"I never helped build any kind of bomb," Stan whispered. "But even if I
did--"

"You're one of them nuclear physicists."

"I was an instructor at a University. I taught at a Government school
once too--for a while--" He stopped himself, realizing he was defending
himself as though somehow he suspected his own guilt.

"You taught other guys how to build hellbombs. Who needs you and your
kind, Crackpot? We need your brains like we need a knife in the back."

Stan lunged forward. The kid yelled something in a high cracked voice
as Stan lashed out again. He felt his knuckles scrape across hard
teeth. Blood leaped from the man's upper lip in a thin crimson slash.
His eyes widened with a grudging respect, then he snarled through the
blood as he stumbled backward and off balance. He fell against the
window and trying to regain his balance, reeled and went down in a
welter of empty gallon oil cans.

He gathered himself for an upward lunge. Through the blood staining
his teeth, he muttered, "By gawd, Crackpot. I didn't think you had the
guts!"

Stan glanced out the window and saw that Anna was gone from the car.

Dimly, he heard the man saying he was going to beat hell out of the
Crackpot, going to beat the Crackpot over the head and then the
Crackpot wouldn't be able to cook up any more dangerous ideas in it for
a long, long time.

Anna may die now, Stan thought as he stood there bent over a little,
feeling his wet fists tightening. She may die now, because of a
frustrated fool who doesn't know what else to do with himself on a hot
and dull and empty afternoon.

Stan suddenly caught the flash of color out of the corner of his eye.
He twisted, not thinking at all, and felt his fist sink into the kid's
stomach. The kid fell, curled up among the empty oil cans. He writhed
and moaned and held his stomach.

"Get up," Stan yelled into the man's face. "Get up--"

The man came up all at once, and his weight hurled Stan clear across
the room. He felt the gum machine shatter under him, and the metal
grinding into his side as he rolled. Stan felt the grease-gun in his
hand as he saw the man lifting the tire tool, and then Stan swung the
grease gun into the face, seeing the terrible grin, the blood-stained
white smile.

Unrecognizable as it was, the man's face wouldn't go away. Stan swung
at it again. Then he heard her voice, Anna's voice, intense and alive,
and there was a flash of Anna the way he remembered her a thousand
years ago, before they were put on the road. She was tearing at the
man's face with her fingernails and kicking him savagely.

Stan had the man's shirt collar and it was ripping under his fingers as
he slammed the head against the concrete floor. The thudding rhythm was
coming up through his arm and throbbing behind his eyes.

Like drums, he thought as a sickening light flashed on the dusty glass,
like primitive war drums beating out a dance of tribal doom.

Suddenly feeling sick and weak, he stood up and walked stiffly out into
the sun.

He leaned against the side of the building trying to keep from
retching. Anna touched his arm and he looked up, half blinded by the
glare of the sun. Her face was flushed and alive. She seemed ten years
younger.

"Don't be sorry," she said. "Be glad, Stan."

"They broke us," he whispered. "We've crawled into the cage."

"It doesn't matter, Stan, it doesn't matter what they do to us now!
It's something to admit you're human, isn't it?"

She was partly right at least. He felt both glad and sad. But in either
case, it was the end of the road.

He saw the old man lowering the hood of the Special. He ran back
between the pumps carrying a metal tool box. "I've fixed it," he said,
breathing heavily. "Now get out of here. Push it to the limit. I broke
the cut-off too. Hurry it up!"

"But what's the use?" Stan said. "They'll get us sooner or later--"

"They're not going to get you now, not if you stop reasoning everything
out as though it were a problem in calculus! I've cut the remote
control off, and the radar and radio. They won't know where you are.
I've changed the license plate too. But hurry out of here before Hal or
his kid start phoning."

"But being on the Freeway," Stan said, "they'll catch up with us!
What's the use--"

"Stan!" Anna said sharply. "Can't you _see_? We're getting away!"

"I don't want to run away from it," Stan said.

"You're not running away from anything," the old man said. "You'll find
out. Follow my directions and you'll find out. You're not running away.
You can get out of the flood water for a while, sit on the bank, until
the water drops and clears a little."

Stan looked into the old man's face a long moment. "Who the hell are
you anyway?"

"That doesn't matter, Doctor Morrison. Now will you get out of here!
Move on down the road!"

Stan finally nodded and took Anna's arm and they started toward the
Special. "All right, but what about you?" he asked the old man.

"I'll make out. You just be concerned about yourself, Doctor Morrison.
This isn't the first time I've helped someone off the road. It won't be
the last time either, I hope."

He waved to them as the Special, without any limit to its speed now
except the limitations of a driver's nerve, roared away toward the
mountains.

       *       *       *       *       *

Now the special became anonymous on the Freeway, one of countless cars
hurtling down the super ten-lane Freeway, its license changed, its
controls and checkers cut off, its sovereignty returned to it by a
nameless old man, a box of wrenches, and a roll of wire.

Three hundred miles farther on, the Freeway began a long banked curve;
a thick wall of cottonwoods, willows and smaller brush lined the side
where a creek rushed out of a cleft in the lower hills and ran along
the Freeway's edge.

Stan started to slow down.

"There, that's it!" Anna said, pointing excitedly. "The big rock, the
three tall trees. There, between the rock and the tree. Turn, Stan.
_Turn!_"

"But there isn't any road. There isn't--"

"_Turn!_"

Stan turned.

He blinked as the Special roared off the Freeway and smashed through a
solid wall of leaves, branches and brush. Then they were on a narrow
winding dirt road, dipping down into the stream where a foot of water
ran over stones to create a fiord. It twisted up the other side,
around the creek's edge, over stones and gravel, twisting tortuously
upward and out of sight like a coiled rope.

"Go on, Stan, keep going!"

Stan kept going. It demanded all his power of concentration just to
stay on the road which was hardly more than a pathway through the
rising mountains. He had no time to think, and had very little to say.

Some hundred and fifty miles farther into the mountains, at an altitude
that bit into their lungs, they saw the marker almost buried in rocks
at the left of the road. The place where the old man had told them to
stop and wait.

But they didn't have to wait. A man, lean and healthy for his
age--which must have been at least sixty, Stan thought--stepped from
behind a rock, and came toward the Special. He was smiling and he
extended his hand.

"Doctor and Mrs. Morrison," he said. Anna was already out of the car,
shaking his hand. Stan got out. He took a second look, then whispered:
"Doctor Bergmann!"

The man wore levis and a mackinaw, and he carried a rifle slung under
one arm. "I wasn't expecting you to recognize me," he said as they
shook hands. "I've lost about thirty-five pounds." He smiled again.
"It's healthier up here."

He walked around to the driver's side and opened the door. The motor
was still running. Stan realized then what Bergmann was doing, and
for some reason without definition he started to protest. Bergmann
was setting the automatic clutch and releasing the brake. The Special
started moving up the road, but there was no one inside to turn the
wheel when it reached the hairpin turn about fifty feet ahead.

Stan watched the car gaining speed, its left door swinging like the
door in a vacant house. He thought of stories he had heard about
convicts finally released after many years, stunned, frightened by
reality, begging to be returned to the restricted but understandable
cell. Then he smiled. Anna smiled.

The Special, once you pushed the right button, could do almost
everything by itself, feed itself gas, gain speed, shift its gears; but
it didn't know when to turn to avoid self-destruction.

Stan winced slightly as the car lurched a little and then leaped out
into space. He felt the black void opening under him as though he were
still in the Special. Fifteen months.

His ears were filled with the sudden screeching whine of the wheels
against unresisting air, then the world seemed to burst with a
thundering series of solid smashing roars which were quickly dissipated
in the high mountain air.

Doctor Bergmann went over to the edge and looked down. "That's the
tenth one," he said. "We're going to send a work party down there in a
few days to cover it all over with rocks. Still, I doubt if we have to
worry about them spotting the wreckage."

He turned. "Well, let's start hiking. It's still a few miles."

"Where," Stan asked. "I've gone along this far. I've had no choice.
But now what's it all about?"

"Didn't the old man tell you?"

"No."

"Just remember, Morrison. We're not running away. This is an old Mormon
trail. A lot of the old pioneers took it. That marker says that the
Williams-Conner Party camped here and was massacred by Indians in
1867. There's an old Indian city at about three thousand feet. I guess
we're the first ones to use it for maybe a thousand years. We've got
an archeologist up there--Michael Hilliard--who's been going slightly
crazy. Anyway, we've got books up there, we raise most of our own food,
and we've plenty of time to study and try to figure out where we made
the big mistakes. We're really doing very well."

"But what about the old man?" Anna asked.

Bergmann chuckled. "Arch has turned into a regular man of a thousand
faces. He works along the Freeways and watches for those who are at the
breaking point and can't stay on the road any longer. Some of those
condemned to the Freeways are criminals, others are fools or misguided
zealots; and we've got to be careful not to wise those birds up by
mistake. Arch has an unerring instinct, and sending our people to us is
his job."

The three of them started walking up the old pioneer trail.

"We made a lot of mistakes," Bergmann said. "All of us, some more than
others. You can't blame people for being afraid, suspicious of us. We
_did_ unleash the potentialities for total destruction without ever
thinking about the social implications or ever bothering to wonder
about how our contributions would be used and controlled.

"So we're off there waiting now. Waiting and studying. Someday they'll
need us again. And we'll be ready."

"But who was the old man?" Anna asked.

Bergmann laughed. "Only the greatest physicist of the age. Remember
Arch Hoffenstein?"

Stan put his arm over Anna's shoulders and they walked on, and up.
He had almost forgotten. But now he never would. Somewhere, Arch
Hoffenstein was hitch-hiking along the Freeway with the ghost of
Galileo.





*** End of this LibraryBlog Digital Book "Freeway" ***

Copyright 2023 LibraryBlog. All rights reserved.