Title: Jilted! - Or, My Uncle's Scheme, Volume 1 (of 3)
Author: Russell, William Clark
Language: English
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  JILTED!

  OR,

  MY UNCLE’S SCHEME.



  JILTED!

  OR,

  MY UNCLE’S SCHEME.


  A Novel, in Three Vols.


  VOL. I.


  London:
  SAMPSON LOW, MARSTON, LOW, & SEARLE,
  CROWN BUILDINGS, FLEET STREET.
  1875.

  [_All Rights Reserved._]



  CHARLES DICKENS AND EVANS,
  CRYSTAL PALACE PRESS.



CONTENTS.


                    PAGE

  CHAPTER I.           1

  CHAPTER II.         31

  CHAPTER III.        54

  CHAPTER IV.         90

  CHAPTER V.         121

  CHAPTER VI.        140

  CHAPTER VII.       160

  CHAPTER VIII.      199



  JILTED!

  OR,

  MY UNCLE’S SCHEME.



MY UNCLE’S SCHEME.



CHAPTER I.

  “It has been found hard to describe man by an adequate definition.
  Some philosophers have called him a reasonable animal; but others
  have considered reason as a quality of which many creatures partake.
  He has been termed likewise a laughing animal; but it is said that
  some men have never laughed. Perhaps man may be more properly
  distinguished as an idle animal.”--_Dr. Johnson._


My father was a major in the army who, at the time this story begins,
had lived in Longueville-sur-mer for fifteen years, to which place he
had come, after my mother’s death, bringing me with him. I was then
seven years old. He put me to a good school in the neighbourhood,
at which I remained until I was sixteen; and was then let free.
Considering myself a man, I worked hard to grow a mustache, in which I
very ignominiously failed; for it was not until I was one-and-twenty
that nature condescended to favour me with that very elegant and
martial decoration. I also took to colouring meerschaum pipes, in which
art, before I was nineteen, I was considered by my companions to excel,
though I did not succeed in establishing my reputation in that line
until I had dealt such an injury to my nervous system as I fear I shall
never recover. I also became, before long, an expert hand at billiards,
though up to the last Bob Le Marchmont could always give me twenty
points and beat me comfortably. But I was his better at whist, and was
indeed a match for several grave old gentlemen who were members of our
English Club in the Rue des Chiens.

My father was a remarkably handsome man, with a nose like Lord
Chatham’s and with whiskers which I would liken to two solid bastions
of hair, richly dyed and inexorably curled. A whiter hand than his
never embellished a cuff. He stood six feet in his stockings, and well
do I remember Sub-lieutenant Delplanque saying to me “Mon cher, one may
stitch pokers instead of whalebone into one’s stays, and still fail to
achieve the air magnificent and Cæsaresque that distinguishes le major
Argrrrarve.” I was once walking on the _port_, as they call the quay,
with my father, when Louis Napoleon drove past us; His Majesty was in
mufti, and my father would not have known him had not the Emperor
deigned to raise his hat. The compliment was an imperial one, and my
father would relate the incident with exquisite satisfaction. Jack
Sturt said “it was foreign majesty paying homage to British arms--and
legs.” To which I added, “God save the Queen.”

There can be no doubt that after I left school my father ought to have
put me to one of the professions, or entered me in a house of business.
He had two brothers, one of whom owned a private bank, the other was a
retired stock-broker; and either of them, as they afterwards told me,
would have been very glad to take me by the hand, had my father applied
to them. But he was by nature a reckless man: by reckless I mean that
he never troubled himself about the future (though he lived strictly
within his half-pay). He hated trouble of any kind or description.
If ever he reflected upon the future, he could scarcely, I am sure,
understand that it should mean more than a perpetual succession of
morning strolls, and afternoon siestas, and evening whist parties. He
pursued day after day, with automatic regularity, a small round of
trifling and monotonous distractions, which by degrees girdled his
existence with the narrowest possible horizon, and prevented him from
sympathising with any needs which, like mine, lay outside the sphere of
his daily routine.

I do not say I was not as much or more to blame. Had I teazed him,
he would no doubt have made an effort to get me out of Longueville
into some calling in England. To speak the truth, I liked my life
so well that I had no wish to change. Monotony has its fascination.
We cling to dulness after many years of habitude. Don’t you know
people who have, to your certain knowledge, made up their minds for
the last ten years to leave the place they live in? Year after year
the same story is told--how they hate the society; how inhospitable
the neighbours are; how low the town has become since their day: how
every stone in every street is as familiar to them as their faces; how
unspeakably nauseating the people who live opposite, and who overlook
all their internal doings, make life by the sickening regularity of
their habits. But your grumbling friends still go on living in the
same place; and all they do, and all they probably ever will do, is to
amuse their resolution to quit with fictitious inspections of houses
they don’t mean to take, and occasional applications for lists to
distant house-agents, with whom they have not the slightest intention
of transacting any business. Over and over again I would say, “I’d
give anything to get out of this hole;” and no man’s voice more loudly
swelled the residential chorus of abuse against Longueville than mine.
But I never meant what I said. In the depths of my soul dwelt a very
pathetic love for our apartments, with the faded velvet furniture and
ghastly skeleton clock and antique mirrors, over Auguste Soulier’s the
bootmaker’s shop in the Rue d’Enghien; for the pastry-cook’s opposite,
where, when a boy, I would spend my pocket-money in _pistaches_ and
tarts, and where, when grown too nice for raw sweetmeats and jam, I
would dawdle over Vanilla ices; for the billiard table in the Café
Grenouille over whose worn cloth I have stooped with an enthusiasm
that, directed into a money-making channel, would have earned me a good
income; for the whist tables in the club-room, where, amid volumes
of smoke from cigars, at fifty centimes apiece, I would make or lose
during a long evening as much as ten sous. And shall I ever forget--oh,
fond and foolish heart, be still!--shall I ever forget thee, sweet
Pauline Gautier--remind me, was thy father a dancing-master, or did he
keep a school? Thee, I say, whom on summer evenings I would row in a
boat on the amber-coloured river, filling the intervals of the measured
music of my oars with tender breathings, surely not the less delightful
for thee to hear because I whispered them in French, not always
strictly grammatical?

But, as my father would often say, aprôpos of nothing, “Facts, my boy,
are stronger than prejudices;” and a very undeniable fact was that,
though billiards, and smoking, and boating, and spooning by moonlight
are highly agreeable pursuits, they could not in any fashion whatever
contribute to my existence when it pleased heaven to call my father
away. I wonder I never thought of this. However, when I was hard upon
three-and-twenty, a change came. This is the story of it.

One morning I saw a letter addressed to my father lying upon the
breakfast-table. It bore the English post-mark, and without taking
further thought of it I went to the window and amused myself with
staring out until my father should enter. Somehow, I have the
clearest recollection of that morning, and of a trivial incident
that made up the life of the street whilst I looked down upon it. It
was early morning--nine o’clock. The gay sunshine streamed brightly
upon the shop-windows and the white pavement, and threw a coquettish
intelligence upon the brown and comely features of a smart _femme de
chambre_, who had thrown up a window opposite to shake a duster, which,
I took it, she meant to continue shaking whilst I remained visible. In
the middle of the road were two soldiers, little red-trowsered men, so
neat and small, you would have said that they had just been unpacked
at the toyman’s at the corner. A priest passed, reading a book, with
his eyes in the corners of their sockets; the little soldiers whipped
up their hands, gave him a salute, and fell to talking again. _Ciel!_
how they gesticulated, shrugged, brandished their fists, smote their
breasts, and struck attitudes! In London a crowd would have surrounded
them in two minutes, and a hundred pocket-handkerchiefs would have
been lost for ever. Now what were they grimacing, grinning, grunting,
and growling over? Probably a description. Alphonse was telling Jules
how Auguste had beaten Amedée last night at dominoes; the stakes,
sugar-and-water all round, a matter of _cinquante centimes_. Amedée
was _abimé_. _Va pour un croquant!_ You saw his face this morning,
Jules? _Tenez!_ ’twas green as grass. This Amedée bears misfortune
like a Russian. (To-day it would be a Prussian). Bah! ... here a shrug
expressed the rest: in which the ears stood out along the shoulders,
in which the back became a hump, in which the tension of the corporeal
frame lifted the trousers up the calves, and exhibited everything but
socks--in which the whole person was transformed into a rounded twist
of silent eloquence, so convincing that I saw Monsieur Galette in the
pastry-cook’s shop, nod his head with a gesture of acute appreciation
of the significance of the martial convulsion. Thus universally
intelligible in France is the language of contortion.

As the soldiers walked off, gesticulating as if at any moment they
would throw their caps down and fight it out, in came my father, took
up the letter, pulled out his glasses, and having read a little, called
out--

“Charlie, here’s news for you.”

                                                     “GROVE END, UPDOWN,
                                                          “May --, 18--.

  “MY DEAR BROTHER,

  “I was very glad to get your letter, for, guessing roughly, I should
  say it is not a day less than four years since I last heard from you.
  You hate the sea; yet you managed to cross the Channel once; can’t
  you cross it again and spend a few weeks with us?”

  (My father shook his head.)

  “I can give you some capital Burgundy, my cook knows her work, and
  though society here is rather drab-coloured, I can pick you out
  enough people to keep you well stocked with rubbers.”

  (“He would have to entertain a corpse,” said my father. “The crossing
  would kill me--especially if it were calm--for then _all_ the filth
  of the engine-room is tasted.”)

  “And now to business,” continued the letter. “You want to place your
  son. Would he like to be a banker’s clerk?”

  (“No,” said I; but my father took no notice.)

  “One of my clerks is leaving me. His salary is £100. I will make it
  £150 for your son, if he will come. He can either live in lodgings or
  with us. He may prefer the former; but I think he will find our house
  more comfortable than any apartments he can get at Updown. The place
  will be vacant next week, and he can join when he likes.

  “Richard was with me last month.”

  (“Poor Dick!” said my father; “we haven’t met for twenty years!”)

  “Do you know that he has changed his quarters, and purchased an
  estate at Shandon?”

  (“Tom told me that Dick had retired on £40,000,” said my father,
  looking at me over his glasses.)

  “He has grown very corpulent, and hankers after his old trade. A
  gain of £10 makes him giddy with joy; and he will forget, amid
  his transports, that he lost a hundred or more last account. His
  daughter Theresa has grown a fine woman. I shall be curious to see
  your son, who scarcely reached to my knee when I last saw him.

  “My wife and Constance send all manner of kind messages.

                        “Believe me, dear Charles,
                                       “Your affectionate brother,
                                                      “THOMAS HARGRAVE.”

“What is all this about?” said I.

“About?” cried my father: “why, about you.”

“What made you write? You didn’t tell me you had done so.”

“Because I wasn’t sure that anything would come of it. Why, this is
from your uncle Tom. Didn’t you know you had such an uncle?”

“Of course I knew--but what made you write?”

“I’ll tell you,” answered my father, pulling off his glasses. “Last
Monday evening I had a talk with Harris at the Club. Harris is a man I
respect. I consider Harris,” said my father with emphasis, “an honest
man. He spoke of you. ‘Major,’ said he, ‘I think Charlie is too fine a
fellow to be allowed to run to seed in a place like this?’ ‘I’ll own,
Harris,’ said I, ‘that it has sometimes struck me my son might be doing
better.’ He then asked me, why I didn’t get you into some house of
business in London. This sort of questions are very easily put. There’s
no difficulty in asking a subaltern why he isn’t a field-marshal, or a
poor man why he don’t invent something wonderful, and make a fortune.
‘The fact is,’ said I, ‘I have no interest in the City. I don’t think,’
I said, quite forgetting my brother Tom for the moment, ‘that I have
a single friend in business.’ ‘Well, major,’ said Harris, ‘your boy
and I are old friends: he’s a thorough Englishman and a gentleman, and
has done nothing that I can see to deserve expatriation. I’ll tell you
what I’ll do. I have a brother----’ ‘Faith Harris,’ said I, ‘I am truly
obliged to you, but I can’t permit you to do for me what it is my duty,
at all events, to try to do for myself. You’ve reminded me that I, too,
have a brother who owns a private bank. By George!’”--(my father always
swore like a gentleman)--“‘I’ll write to him! I have never asked
either of my brothers a favour in my life; and I don’t suppose Tom will
refuse me a first and last request.’ So, without saying a word to you,
I sent a letter to Tom, asking his interest for you. I don’t know how
it strikes you--but _I_ never could have expected so handsome a reply
after so long a silence. Why, he has answered me by return of post,”
said my father, peering at the date.

“Oh, no doubt he is very kind,” I answered, wishing both him and old
Harris at Jericho. “But I haven’t any particular wish to leave here.”

“True, but this is no place for a young man. What’s your age?
Three-and-twenty. My dear boy, at three-and-twenty William Pitt was
First Lord of the Treasury. What you have to consider is, I am fifty
years old” (50 + 12), “and at fifty a man is no longer young.”

“That is true,” said I, somewhat impressed, for these were
considerations that, so far as I could remember, had never before
disturbed either of us.

“When I die,” continued my father, “my pay dies with me. I have saved
nothing--what have I to save? This is not so cheap a place to live
in as people think. There was, indeed, a time when ten francs would
purchase poultry enough to stock a hotel for a week, but now I can
scarcely put a pair of fowls on my table for that money. When I die,
what is to become of you? If you don’t think of that now, you will find
yourself in a muddle some of these days. Tom can be the making of you
if he likes. A hundred and fifty a year, let me tell you, is a very
handsome beginning.”

“Yes; but a banker’s clerk!”

“You needn’t call yourself that. You’ll be known as your uncle’s
nephew, and I should always speak of you as a banker. And after all,
what does it signify what you’re called, so long as you have prospects?”

“I know I can’t do any good by remaining here,” said I, gloomily; “but
that doesn’t make me want to leave.”

“Man,” answered my father with the solemnity of a Rasselas, “is not
a vegetable. Legs were given him to walk with, and the world was made
for him to look at. As we advance in life our wants dwindle to a point.
No man could ever have started with more copious aspirations than I
did, and now whist is the one solitary pleasure that satisfies me. I
don’t know,” he continued, stroking his fine whiskers, “how it came
about that I never thought of sending a line to Tom about you before.
Answer his letter after breakfast, and take care to thank him for his
kindness. I consider his offer a very handsome one.”

“It’s awfully sudden,” said I.

Indeed it was: and I thought it hard that I should be called upon to
act and decide for myself without having received one word of warning
that a change was to take place. It was not to be expected that I could
let fall at once those prejudices in favour of an idle life which had
been the accumulation of six years of steady inactivity.

“All good fortune is sudden,” said my father.

“Do _you_ mean to accept the invitation?”

“No; apart from my horror of the sea, I should prefer that you
entered life alone. There is a dignity in solitude--a suggestion of
self-dependence, my boy, that all men of the world admire. Of course on
your arrival you will assure everybody of my affectionate and brotherly
sentiments.”

“I shouldn’t mind anything else but a banker’s clerk!” I grumbled.
“Roget’s a banker’s clerk, and what a snob he is!”

“Roget’s a Frenchman. Don’t confound monkeys with men. Always be lordly
in your estimates of what you are about. I always was. Nothing gave
me greater delight than to be magnificent in trifles. I have read of
a composer who invariably sat down to write in full court dress, with
fine lace ruffles on, and diamond rings. That was a great man. Let your
personal characteristics, if you have any, overtop and overwhelm every
consideration that seems in anywise mercenary or humble. Sink the Thing
in the Man! Beau Brummel behind a counter showing scarves to gentlemen
or silks to ladies, would make haberdasherising a gorgeous calling,
fit for monarchs to pursue. If I were a banker’s clerk, the whole
profession should feel themselves dignified by the accession of a man
in whose rich and sumptuous individuality all paltry conditions of his
employment should be merged, sunk, and annihilated!”

Saying which, he gave me a magnificent nod, and looked at himself in
the glass.

“Happen what will,” said I, “I’ll live in lodgings. I suppose I shall
be fearfully hardworked: but what time I have to myself, I mean to
be free in. For anything I can tell, my aunt may hate the smell of
tobacco. Perhaps uncle Tom is a one-pipe man, who blows his cloud up
the kitchen-chimney. A pleasant look-out for a fellow like me, to find
himself in a house, where, after tea, the wife pulls out ‘Emma,’ or
‘Cecilia,’ and reads aloud, whilst the husband snorts in an arm-chair,
and the daughter works at an altar cloth! Bed at half-past nine--a
knock at your door at a quarter to ten, with a shrill request to put
your light out, as master’s afraid of fire. No boiled mutton and near
relations for me! I’d rather be a missionary than endure that sort of
thing.”

“By all means live in lodgings,” said my father, who, I could see,
reflected with horror upon the picture I had drawn. “A hundred and
fifty a year ought to get you some good wine and cigars, and I don’t
see what the deuce is to upset you.”

“Well, I can but try banking, and see how I like it,” said I,
dolefully, accommodating my prejudices after the established fashion.

“Oh, you’ll like it,” answered my father. “You’re not going among
strangers: and Tom is too much my brother, I hope, not to know what is
due to relations and gentlemen.”

Here Celestine brought in the coffee and omelettes, and we sat down to
breakfast.

Of course you guess that I did as my father bade me, and accepted
my uncle’s offer with an abundance of artificial gratitude. Really
grateful I could not be. I was content to remain as I was, as I have
told you, and heartily wished my uncle hanged for his kindness. Nor was
I at all well-pleased to be reminded of my prospective necessities.
What business had Harris to remind my father to tell me that, when he
died, I should be a beggar? This was a most objectionable truth: a
bold, naked, confounded fact, which, when I was made to look at it,
I could not blink; which rendered work necessary; and which enforced
my acceptance of uncle Tom’s offer. “Ah, my Pauline!” I remember
thinking that evening as I wandered companionless around the stand on
which the band of the Hundred Guards were playing, as only _it_ can
play, “Ah, my Pauline, would that I had but thy papa’s income, which,
as he once assured me in a moment of supreme confidence, amounted to
two thousand francs! Small are my wants and thine! What luxuries and
bliss unspeakable were ours on two thousand francs of rent! Is not
thine a smile that would make soupe maigre--accursed beverage!--more
exquisite to the palate than turtle-soup? Hast thou not eyes whose
sweet fires would give to the thinnest ordinaire the ruby radiance and
the Paradisaical aroma of Burgundy’s vintage?” Was love a reason for
my reluctance to leave Longueville? I almost forget. Seldom is the
memory tenacious of early indiscretions, or, as a Scotchman said to me
once, with intense gravity, “Sir, we forget what we canna remember.” I
contrast those sighs I have just recorded with the emotions with which
I surveyed Pauline last summer. _Que voulez vous?_ She keeps a hotel.
Fat? was she fat? Mr. Banting might have been cut out of her, and still
left her a stout woman. I did not know her. Fat annihilates idealism,
and I might as well have hunted for a vision of loveliness in the lump
of marble which the sculptor has not yet struck, as have sought for the
Pauline of my youth, the Pauline of my moonlight boating trips, the
Pauline of the black eyes and little waist, in the Dutch and shaking
rotundity that filled me, as I gazed, with mingled emotions of alarm
and amazement. She knew me, and gasped out her name and--pouff! let me
blow these recollections away. I have a story to tell of which Pauline
is not the heroine.

So figure to yourself that I have bidden my father and a group of
friends, in deer-stalking hats and tight pantaloons, good-bye, and that
I am standing near the man at the wheel, who is steering the “King
of the French” out through the piers, and that I continue waving my
handkerchief to everybody who will look, until the town sinks behind
the cliffs, and the piers melt into thin lines. Then I gaze ahead, and
see nothing but a broad expanse of blue leaping water, through which
the steamer cuts her way, straight for a cloud, a vague white cloud
upon the horizon, which a Frenchman near me tells Madame, his wife, is
“Le cliffs to Shak-ess-pear, comedian Angleesh.”



CHAPTER II.

  “Take my word for it, when relations choose to be obliging, they’re
  better friends than any a man can make for himself.”--_The Vagrant._


I had to change carriages at Canterbury in order to get to Updown,
which was twelve miles distant from that city. I felt as lonely as a
German who can’t speak a word of English, and who must either make
his way from Leicester Square to Mile End Gate, or starve. A guard
took me for a foreigner, perhaps a fire-worshipper, because I had to
get him to repeat a question three times before I had the faintest
idea of his meaning. I will put it to the most intelligent of my
readers--if a man with a face like the countenance of a skate, were
to thrust his head into a window and roar with a voice turbid with
hops, “F-r-sh-f-rd-s-r!” what would you think? Would you call for the
police; or fall back, and resignedly give yourself up for lost? What I
gathered after a bold and narrow cross-examination was, that the man,
who enjoyed his right senses, wanted an answer to this question: “Are
you for Ashford, sir?” Considering that I look as much an Englishman as
blue eyes, a fair complexion, and a yellow, or auburn, or red, or tawny
(take your choice; they all mean one colour) mustache can make a man;
and considering, moreover, that I could articulate the national dialect
in a manner Dr. Johnson himself--his immortal name, I am proud to say,
heads chapter one--would have held unimpeachable, I maintain that I had
a right to consider myself aggrieved, by being set down as a foreigner,
by a man who looked like a fish, and spoke like a Yahoo. Ever since
that day I have possessed, and I hope I shall always preserve, an
unaffected sympathy with foreigners travelling in England. No wonder
Alphonse Tassard, after a fortnight’s trip to Great Britain--he having
set out with the intention of returning in four days--swore with many
wild and awful imprecations, that he would rather travel round Dante’s
fearful circles, than make a tour in Albion. For, had not a London
cabman taken him to the North-Western Railway Station instead of to
the South-Eastern Railway Station; and had not a _sot_ put him into
a carriage that whirled him into the furnaces of the Black Country,
instead of to the southern port, whence he had hoped to embark for his
hair-dressing establishment in the Rue de Poitrine?

The train stopped at Updown station, and out I jumped, leaving behind
me, in my eagerness to escape from being carried any further, a new
silk umbrella with an ivory handle. (This is intended to meet the eye
of a melancholy looking man who sat opposite to me.) My portmanteau,
which might have been full of priceless Dresden ware for anything the
guard knew, was hurled out of the van on to the platform, where it gave
a bound and stood upright, the engine screeched, off went the train,
and I was left staring at a short man with a waistcoat that descended
considerably below his middle, who, on catching my eye, fell to poking
his forehead rapidly with his thumb.

“Mr. Hargrave, sir?” said he interrogatively.

“That’s my name,” I answered.

“I’m from your uncle, if you please, sir. The phaeton’s awaitin’
outside. Is that all your luggage, sir?”

“That’s all.”

The groom or coachman, or whatever he was, pounced upon the
portmanteau, hoisted it on to his shoulders, and led the way out of
the station into a green lane, where stood a neat little trap, into
which he bade me jump. I was not fond of jumping. All my traditions
were opposed to violent exercise. I clambered leisurely on to the front
seat, my companion seized the reins, and the smart chestnut mare,
lustrous with brass-mounted harness, started off at a quick trot.

“Where are you going to drive me to?” I asked.

“To Mr. Hargrave’s, sir,” replied the man.

“Do you know if he has procured any lodgings for me in the town?”

“I really can’t say, sir. Master ordered me to drive you to Grove End.
Them was my orders, sir.”

I wondered if it could be possible that my uncle had determined I
should live in his house? I was resolved that no tyranny of hospitality
should tame me into submission. I had made up my mind to live in
lodgings, and nothing human, I said to myself, shall induce me to
abandon that resolution. How was I to know the sort of treatment I
might have to submit to? Mightn’t the butler--if they kept one--sneer
at me from behind his master’s chair, and flatter himself that there
was no comparison between the respectability of his position as
a butler, and mine as a banker’s clerk? Mightn’t my aunt send me
upon menial errands, treat me as a kind of upper footman, and if I
remonstrated, inquire with a scowl what I thought her husband gave me a
hundred and fifty pounds a year for?

Meanwhile, I was being driven through a country so exceedingly pretty,
that in the face of it, my fretful and feverish fancies died away, and
I found myself incapable of more than admiration. Updown, the coachman
told me, was three miles from the station. We had driven a mile by
this time, but I could see nothing of the town. The country was hilly,
with ridges richly shagged with wood. It was a glorious May afternoon,
with a warm breeze that swept by, charged with indescribable aromas,
and with the most delicate blue sky that ever I saw, across which great
bright clouds were rolling, dimming the sun at intervals, and mellowing
and deepening with shadows the manifold colours of hills and plains. We
had long ago left the green lane and were now bowling along a very good
turnpike road, which rose and fell as far as the horizon behind us, but
which grew very devious and vanishing as we advanced. I was struck by
the air of cultivated beauty the country exhibited. I had never seen
anything like it about Longueville. I noticed the vivid green of the
grass, the sturdy and sheltering aspect of the trees, the cosiness and
permanency of the farm-houses and wayside buildings, and the rugged and
vigorous frames of the country people we overtook and passed. Presently
we rattled over a broad bridge, and I looked along a bright river with
so smooth a surface that the shores were as accurately mirrored in
it as if it had been a looking-glass. I thought of Izaak Walton and
hearty, cheerful Mr. Cotton, and wondered if they had ever thrown their
quills in that water; and as the “Compleat Angler” was a book I had
often read, and was passionately fond of, it is not surprising that
the rich and sweet description of Maudlin, and her syllabubs and song,
should come into my memory to gild the brief glimpse I had caught with
the radiance of an imperishable poem.

On coming to a bend of the road, I saw on my right the red roofs and
church spires and glittering vanes, and smoking chimneys of a town
built on the sloping sides of two hills.

“Is that Updown?” I asked. The coachman said it was. I gazed at it with
interest. Distance softened all rude and commonplace details, and, in
the silver sunshine, the town looked fairy-like. The central street,
which ran straight as a line through the heart of the valley, was made
wonderfully picturesque by a great archway. We branched off just as we
were getting near enough to see the houses distinctly, and, in about
ten minutes, drove through a gate, along a pleasant avenue, and stopped
before an exceedingly pretty house, with gleaming conservatories on
either side, and hedged about with a great profusion of shrubbery. I
saw a girl’s face at one of the windows, and, in a moment or two, the
door was thrown open, and forth stepped--my uncle: a spare, dry-faced
man, with very high shirt-collars, and a very shiny black satin cravat,
and dressed in a suit of shepherd’s plaid. Of course I had no idea who
he was, for there was no more resemblance between him and my father
than there was between his coachman and me. But the moment he smiled, I
knew he must be a Hargrave.

I got out of the phaeton, and he came up to me, and took my hand, and
held it without speaking, whilst he ran his eye over me.

“And _you_ are Charlie, are you?” cried he, not letting go my hand,
but, on the contrary, proceeding to shake it slowly and persistently.
“Good heaven! how old the world must be getting! Why, it was only the
other day that you came up to my knee, and now, egad! it seems as if I
only came up to yours! Do you remember me?”

“Very faintly,” said I. “You came to Longueville once, when I was at
school.”

“Yes--yes! and I got you a half-holiday, and you wheedled a half-crown
out of me! ha! ha! and how’s my brother, the major? Does he ever mean
to come and see me?... But what do _I_ mean by keeping you standing
here? Hi! James, carry Mr. Hargrave’s portmanteau into the hall.”

And catching me by the arm, he led me up the steps, and through the
hall into a drawing-room full of flowers and china--so it appeared to
me--calling “Conny! Conny!” loudly as we passed in.

Scarcely were we entered, when two ladies presented themselves. I felt
travel-worn and soiled, and wished my uncle had given me an opportunity
of making myself a little fresher-looking before introducing me to
his wife and daughter. I made a low bow and took my aunt’s hand; she
welcomed me in a very mild and pleasing manner. My cousin Conny then
came up to me and shook my hand, looking very shy and charming. _She_
was exceedingly pretty. Up to that time, I don’t think I had ever seen
her equal. As to Pauline Gautier--pshaw! There was no comparison to be
made. Pauline was brown; Conny had a skin of snow, and hair of gold,
and large, modest, dark blue eyes, and a sweet and saucy nose, and a
small mouth, and a transporting figure. I can’t describe the dress she
wore. No man but a shopkeeper ought to be able to describe a woman’s
costume. Shall I tell you why? because a woman’s style ought to be too
perfect for a man to notice details. Depend upon it, there is something
gross in that woman’s taste, whose dress, after leaving her, a man is
able to describe.

My aunt was a stout, healthy-looking woman, red-cheeked, with a most
amiable cast of countenance. I was impressed by the size of her cap,
and her walk, which was a waddle. My uncle pushed a chair forwards for
me to be seated; he and the ladies then ranged themselves round me,
and we began to converse.

“I was delighted to hear from my brother. How is he?”

“Very well indeed. He begged me to thank you heartily for the kindness
of your offer to me, and to convey his love to you and Mrs. Hargrave,
and your daughter.”

“What a time he has lived at Longueville! Isn’t he sick of the place?”

“No. We are both of us very fond of Longueville. I left it with great
regret, I assure you.”

“I wanted papa to take us there this summer,” said Conny, timidly, and
then starting; like Fear in Collins’ Ode, at the sound she herself had
made.

“I dread the water, Mr. Charles,” observed my aunt.

“And so does my father, or he would have been glad to accept your kind
invitation.”

“Is it long since you were in England?” asked Conny.

“I have not been in England since I was six years old.”

“Why, you must be a perfect Frenchman!” cried out my uncle and aunt in
a breath. And then said my uncle: “You’ll find French very useful to
you in business. How do you like the idea of being a banker?”

“I know nothing about it,” I answered.

I was proud of my ignorance. I believed it would impress Conny. I felt,
in short, like the West-end gentleman who asked a friend where the city
was.

“We’ll soon teach you,” said my uncle, cheerily. “I wish you had
made up your mind to live with us. I have taken lodgings for you in
the town, as you desired, but I am sure you would have been more
comfortable here.”

I felt disposed to agree with him. Certainly the house appeared a very
delightful one, and I must say that I had had no idea I owned such a
pretty cousin as Conny. But still I reflected that the habits of the
old people might be entirely opposed to mine; and it would be hideous
to have to submit to any kind of restraint, after the long years of
billiards, tobacco, and freedom I had enjoyed at Longueville.

“At all events,” said my aunt, “you can always come here if you don’t
find your quarters comfortable. Your landlady was recommended to me by
our laundress, who is a very respectable woman; Conny and I inspected
your rooms, before taking them, and they seem pretty comfortable. They
are very clean, which is a great thing in lodgings.”

I looked at Conny, who was watching me; her eyes fell when mine met
them. There seemed a little more keenness and slyness in their glance
than I should have thought such innocent, maidenly, tender, blue eyes
capable of. But oh, Eugenio! what is there more deceitful in life than
a pretty girl? Does thy heart bleed? Mine has bled. I have tried to
pick a rose, and have pulled away nothing but four fingers and a thumb
stuffed with thorns.

“You will dine with us to-day,” said my uncle. “Afterwards, James
shall drive you to your quarters. There is no need to go to work before
Monday. You can pass the rest of the week in looking about you, and
sending home your impressions to my brother, the major, who I daresay
will be anxious to know how you like the place.”

“Your kindness,” I answered, “will give me plenty to tell him about.”

“My dear boy, we promise to do our best to make you happy,” said my
uncle effusively. “I can assure you, it gives me great pleasure to
be of service to you and my brother. He ought to have applied to me
before. Had you begun this sort of work ten years ago, you might have
owned a bank of your own by this time. But it’s never too late to
begin, is it?” and here he smiled, and I smiled, and my aunt smiled,
and my sweet little cousin laughed a little harping treble, soft as
the notes of a flute heard on the water at midnight. “This is very
promising,” thought I.

My aunt then told her husband to take me upstairs; it was nearly five,
and dinner would soon be ready. So I followed my uncle to a bed-room,
and there, as I brushed my hair and curled my mustache, I wondered
what sort of an impression I had made on my relations. I thought of
my father’s advice, and wished I knew how to be as magnificent as he.
He had often told me that his brothers had a very high respect for
him, and considered him the prop and decoration of the family name. I
thought this quite likely. People in business _do_ respect professional
relations. Profit and purple are a fine combination; and if Mr.
Scrip knows that her ladyship would call upon Mrs. Scrip, were she
to hear that the Dean was Mrs. Scrip’s brother, why shouldn’t Scrip
brag of the parson, and combine social dignity with his remunerative
pursuits in Throgmorton Street? I lamented my inability to imitate my
father’s lordliness, for then I might have profited by my relations’
pride in him, and provoked deference, and even awe, by repeating in
myself those swelling qualities and overtopping characteristics which
rendered my father among his acquaintance an object of admiration and
reverence. It is an old saying, that the world will always take you
at your own price. Cast your eyes around you, Eugenio, and mark the
numbers who are buying paste for precious stones, and, albeit, by no
means destitute of the critical faculty, ostentatiously parading the
worthless make-believe in the sincere conviction that they are gems of
the purest ray serene. Any muff can make himself a considerable man, if
he will but shout long and loud enough to the populace to step up! step
up! and admire! “Behold me, gentlemen!” says the poet through himself
or through his friends. “I am not so great a man as Shakespeare, and I
have not Dante’s austere and morbid imagination. But it is universally
acknowledged that I combine the sweetness of Keats and the wisdom of
Wordsworth with the power of Byron and the ghastliness of Coleridge;
and give me leave to say that the man who can rival these acknowledged
geniuses _must_ be great?” “Hooroor!” yell the populace. They believe
him; they buy his quarto of nonsense; and lo! another muff is canonised.

So I maintain that my father was right when he exhorted me to treat
life as a court-dress affair. The world is so full of hero-worshippers,
that no man can think himself too important.



CHAPTER III.

  _Hardcastle._ “I believe, sir, you must be sensible, sir, that no man
  alive ought to be more welcome than your father’s son, sir. I hope
  you think so?”

  _Marlow._ “I do, from my soul, sir. I don’t want much entreaty, I
  generally make my father’s son welcome wherever he goes.”--_She
  Stoops to Conquer._


I returned to my uncle and the ladies in the drawing room. By this time
I felt quite at home, a feeling to which the improvement effected by
the hair-brush and towel in the _coup-d’œil_ of my personal appearance
did not a little contribute; and I could stop to admire. Addressing
myself to my aunt, I complimented her upon the beauty of the grounds,
a glimpse of which I could catch through the windows, and entered
easily into a conversation, in which my uncle and Conny joined with
great readiness.

My uncle gained upon me. Yellow, and spare, and shrewd as his face was,
a great deal of heart and amiability were mixed up in it. He was five
years younger than my father, but was one of those men who look fifty
when they are thirty, and forty when they are sixty. He had lank black
hair, and a long nose, and a spasmodic way of speaking, as if, after
delivering himself of a few sentences, he found difficulty in breathing.

I asked him what time the bank closed.

“At four,” he answered. “The clerks generally get away by half-past.”

“Do you like the idea of being a banker’s clerk?” inquired Conny, with
a gleam of mischief in her blue unfathomable eyes.

“I haven’t the least notion,” I replied. “All that I know about banks
is that they are places where you offer cheques and receive money for
them.”

“True,” said my uncle, with a laugh; “but people must work very hard in
order to induce the banks to change those cheques into money.”

“I wonder your papa didn’t put you into the army,” said Conny. “Would
not you have liked to be a soldier?”

“It is immaterial to me what I am, provided I am easy in my mind, and
have time now and then to smoke a cigar,” answered I, with the lofty
languor of an exquisite of the first water.

Conny laughed merrily; but, being afraid that my answer was a rather
ungracious one, all things considered, I changed the subject by asking
my uncle if he smoked. Yes, he did smoke, incessantly, Mrs. Hargrave
told me; which meant that he had a cigar after dinner and a cigar
with his grog before going to bed. I should have probably pointed
out that my uncle was extraordinarily moderate in his consumption of
tobacco, and have proceeded to give a sketch of our club in the Rue des
Chiens, and the immense quantity of _tabac fin_ and cigars that were
smoked there at a sitting, had not dinner been announced. I gave my
arm to my aunt, and, followed by Conny and her papa, marched into the
dining-room, a charming apartment with a large window conducting on to
the lawn, and glass doors leading into the conservatory, the walls hung
with good paintings, and the whole of the furniture in happy taste.
The setting sun was shining in front, and filled the room with long
slanting rules of pink light, the effect of which was to make Conny,
who took a seat fronting me, bewitchingly pretty. I had tasted no food
since eight o’clock that morning, and therefore did abundant justice
to the very good dinner that had been provided for me. My uncle was
a capital host. He allowed me to eat instead of disturbing me with
remarks, and damaging my appetite by obliging me to talk. His wines
were capital; his cook, like Bayard, _sans reproche_; I said to him,
holding up a glass of Madeira, “My father would appreciate this.”

“Yes,” he answered; “why doesn’t he come and see us? I should find him
aged, no doubt; but he was always a handsome man.” And he began to tell
us stories of his and his brother’s young days, and how a certain young
lady broke her heart when my father went to India, and how another
young lady turned Roman Catholic, and faded into a white veil, when my
father married. I thought Conny looked sentimental whilst she listened.
I caught her eye once, during these startling revelations, but saw that
she was not thinking of me by her abstracted air.

By the time the sweets were on the table, I was qualified for any
amount of conversation. I talked of Longueville, and of the Emperor’s
bow to my father, the major, described the Empress and her style,
as well as I could, her fine taste and sweet face, and graceful
manners--indeed, I talked so much of the imperial pair, whom I
had only seen once or twice at Longueville, that my aunt got the
extraordinary impression in her head that I was an intimate friend of
theirs, as I afterwards learned, by her boasting to a friend that,
“Charlie was often with the Emperor and Empress of the French at
Longueville.” True to my resolution to deal with life as splendidly
as I could, and not a little excited into a disposition to dazzle
by Conny’s intoxicating eyes, I talked of some titled acquaintances
of mine at Longueville, and, I believe, dove-tailed their valuable
names into my remarks, with surprising effect. I spoke of the capital
cigars Lord Towers used to give me; of the gambling propensities of
the Honourable Mr. Spadille, Lord Shallowman’s brother, who tried to
induce the members of our club to play for guinea points; of the
Marchioness of Cliffeton’s little suppers in the Rue de Ville, &c.,
&c. Do you think I told them that Lord Towers skulked in Longueville,
because he durst not show his face in London for fear of Mr. Sloman?
That the Honourable Mr. Spadille, Lord Shallowman’s brother, had
bolted from Leamington with Colonel Corney’s wife? That the Countess
of Cliffeton--bah! What’s in a name? sometimes a blackguard. What’s
in a lion’s skin? very often an ass. The characters of certain of
the English nobility residing in Longueville were nothing to nobody.
All that _I_ wanted was, that my uncle, and aunt, and Conny of the
celestial eyes, should understand that a young gentleman, named Charles
Hargrave, who, out of respect for his father, the major, and out of
regard for his own prospects, had condescended to become a banker’s
clerk, had frequently waltzed with a marchioness, and pledged her at
her own table in unpaid champagne, had invariably addressed an English
baron by a convivial nickname, and had very often helped to put the
intoxicated brother of a North British nobleman to bed.

I don’t know if my uncle was impressed; but my aunt was, and I rather
think Conny was, too. An irresistible thrill of pride ran through me,
when my aunt, leaning across the table, said with great earnestness,

“I am afraid, Mr. Charles, you will despise the position Thomas has
offered you; but though the profession of banking has sunk rather low
since our day, there are still plenty of gentlemen engaged in it.”

There was no sneer in this; I should have instantly felt it had there
been.

“Banking may have sunk low in other places,” said Conny, with a
heightened colour, “but I am sure papa’s clerks are gentlemen.”

“I am not so sure,” replied my aunt, who every moment was proving
herself to be a deliciously candid woman.

“Oh, Curling’s a gentleman,” said my uncle, “and so is Spratling,
though his name might be grander.”

“Mr. Curling is gentlemanly, I admit, but I don’t consider him to be a
gentleman,” exclaimed my aunt.

Conny picked at a bit of bread and twisted the fragments into little
balls.

“Oh, I am sure I shall like banking, Mrs. Hargrave,” said I, with fine
condescension. “Of course,” I continued, waving my hand in imitation of
my father, who would gesticulate in that manner in a very impressive
and polished way: “if I had an income of my own, however small, I
should have preferred to continue as I was. But necessity is one of
those things to which noblemen as well as ploughmen must submit.”

“True,” said my uncle with a nod. “Help yourself to more wine.”

“I should have thought,” observed my candid aunt with a face full of
sober honesty, and in a tone that quite forbade all notion that any
irony was intended, “that you would have been able to marry very well.”

“Oh, oh! give him time--give him time!” chuckled my uncle.

“I have never been in love,” said I.

Conny’s deep eyes, full of mournfulness, met mine.

“I have a great horror, Mrs. Hargrave,” I went on, “of men who marry
only for money.”

“And so have I,” said Conny.

“Eh? you?” cried her papa, fondly. “What do you know of these matters?”

“Money,” I observed--a sucking Daniel come to judgment!--“is no doubt
very necessary; but I never will admit that it can be the foundation of
married happiness.”

Nobody at that table had said that it was; and the observation
was therefore uncalled for. But I used to be a lover of slashing
commonplaces.

“I quite agree with you,” said Conny, looking, as she spoke, a
thorough child of sensibility.

“Mayn’t love and money be sometimes combined?” suggested my aunt
deferentially, as if henceforth and for ever she never meant to be sure
of anything until I had given judgment.

“I doubt it,” I replied, and I gave her my reasons: firstly, because,
if the woman had money, she would always be suspicious of the man’s
sincerity; and secondly--but why print myself an ass? I spoke much
indescribable folly; though, let me tell you, I never saw anybody look
more pleased than Conny as she listened to me. She and I, and my aunt,
had now all the conversation to ourselves; for my uncle, after having
assured me that he was deaf with dyspepsia, had become silent, and did
nothing but make faces and sip a _petit goût_ of brandy. There could
be no question that I had succeeded in making a very good impression
on my aunt, and I rather fancied that Conny seemed well pleased with
me. I was gentlemanly in my manners--I must really be permitted to say
that; and I was not bad looking--which is an observation I should not
dream of making did I not think it due to the public; and I possessed
the art, in some degree of perfection, of talking a large amount of
froth, in a manner that ladies, in those days, were obliging enough to
think very agreeable and diverting. Putting these facts together, it is
not very surprising that my aunt, whom I treated with all imaginable
courtesy, should have been favourably prejudiced; and I need not say,
therefore, that I was _not_ very greatly astonished when she said to
me, before she left the table,

“I do wish, Mr. Charles, that you would change your mind, and make this
house your home.”

“I am deeply sensible of the kindness and value of your offer, Mrs.
Hargrave,” I replied, with a bow my father might have envied, “but I
cannot think that I should have any right to inflict my presence upon
you until you know me better. My habits,” I continued, magnificently,
“have been formed in a school that might clash with the prejudices of
English provincial life; for our philosophy at Longueville is of the
_laissez-aller_ sort; we are there, indeed, a species of lotus-eaters,
whose hardest physical work is limited to dealing cards, and whose
hardest mental work consists in playing them. When I have become more
Anglicised, I may then, with your hospitable permission, accept your
very great kindness.”

She appeared overpowered by this speech, and felt, I daresay, very much
as though she had just kissed hands at the Tuileries. I glanced at
Conny, who, catching my eye, said saucily,

“All men like their freedom; but what a freedom it is! it is a horrid
slavery to tobacco, late hours, and to everything bad for the health.”

Here was an opportunity for saying something singularly neat and smart;
but I missed it from sheer want of wit.

The ladies now left the table. The sun had sunk behind the hills, but
many gorgeous tints lingered behind, and made the quiet sky beautiful.
My uncle, lifting his head out of his cravat, fixed a dyspeptic eye
upon me, and bade me draw my chair near his and fill my glass. I cannot
express how much I liked the honest, homely amiability of his manner.
He seemed to me the very essence of kindness. We had a long chat about
my father, of whom he was very proud and fond, and asked me many
questions about his habits and opinions and means. He then talked of
my other uncle, Richard, and his daughter Theresa, whom he described
as a very fine girl, but so eccentric in her conduct as to cause some
uneasiness to her father, who was anxious to get her married.

“If she is handsome and has money,” I observed, “surely a husband ought
to be easily got for her.”

“Dick tells me she has had several admirers,” answered my uncle, “but
she is so confoundedly fastidious that nobody is able to please her.
What do you think of Conny?”

“She is a cousin to boast of. She is the prettiest girl I have ever
seen.”

My uncle looked immensely gratified.

“Yes, yes,” said he with a broad smile. “She is pretty enough. I have
nothing to complain of. An only child is not always so well favoured.
When nature is mean, she is generally mean with a vengeance. But Conny
is a sly puss; she has made her mamma and me a little uneasy latterly.”


“Indeed!”

“My cashier, Curling, is a rather good looking young fellow, and Mrs.
Hargrave has got an idea in her head that Conny admires him.”

“Oh, there is no harm in that.”

“She is afraid that Conny likes him.”

“Women often have the queerest tastes,” said I uneasily. Why was I
irritated by my aunt’s suspicion?

“Did you notice that my wife rather poo-pooh’d bankers’ clerks?”

“I did.”

“That was done for a motive,” said my uncle with a twinkling eye. “My
wife is a shrewd woman. I have no right to be her trumpeter, but I must
say that very few women have my wife’s sagacity.”

“Is Mr. Curling a gentleman?”

“I believe so. He is a London man. But he’s no match for my daughter, I
can tell you.”

“I should think not,” said I jealously and warmly; “very few men are.”

“However,” continued my uncle, twisting a wine-glass round upon the
table, “all this may be a mere delusion on the part of your aunt.”
[_Your aunt!_ Do you mark the flattering identification?] “It would
certainly never do to appear suspicious. Trifles are easily made
significant and important. Curling used to be asked here sometimes, but
my wife won’t have him now; and I think she’s right. Eh? What do you
think?”

I fully agreed with him; and we then rose to join the ladies.

Whilst we talked I had heard the sound of a piano, and on entering the
drawing-room found Conny alone, playing very prettily. She instantly
jumped up when she saw her father and me. I begged her to keep her
place, but she refused.

“Do you play?” she asked.

“A waltz or two,” said I; “that’s all.”

“Let me hear you.”

The little haughty command was delightful. I went at once and dashed
into a piece of dance-music; then looked up, thinking it was Conny who
stood near, but found it was my aunt.

“You have a charming touch, Mr. Charles,” said she. “Of course you
sing.”

Of course I didn’t. She wouldn’t believe me, so conquering and clever
did she consider her nephew. I dropped my assurances to the contrary
after a little, being perfectly satisfied to be included in the rank of
those who have honour thrust upon them, and went up to Conny and asked
her to play.

“You would much rather smoke a cigar with papa than listen.”

“Before I grow eloquent,” said I, with a smile, “I should like to know
if I may call you Constance?”

“Oh, I believe cousins are privileged.”

“And after I have called you Constance a few times, just for form’s
sake, may I address you as Conny?”

“Call me what you please,” she replied, with the loveliest flush of
pink in her fair cheeks.

“Then,” said I, “Constance, so far from wishing to smoke, I would be
perfectly content to give up that habit for ever, if you would but
consent to play the piano to me, every time a longing came across me
for a cigar.”

“That’s a little story,” she said in a whisper.

Oh! what lovely eyes! oh, what glorious hair! Come, Pauline, come
quickly, and snatch me from this peril! Or, since Pauline has
grown too fat to come quickly, rise ye recollections of defeat and
humiliation, of rage and despair, and steel my heart against the
bewildering memories that make it languish as I write.

“It is solemn truth,” said I. Whereupon she went to the piano, and
played “Il segréto per esse felice,” whilst mamma kept time with her
head, and papa warbled an accompaniment at the other end of the room.

“I wonder if it is too cold to smoke a cigar out of doors,” said my
uncle, opening one of the windows and thrusting his hand out to test
the temperature.

“Oh yes, much too cold, I am sure. Why can’t you and Mr. Charles smoke
in the library? We’ll keep you company,” observed my aunt.

“Very well,” answered my uncle. “Charlie, I hope you won’t mind the
ladies joining us?”

Mind! oh irony, where is thy sting? And this was a house I durst not
live in, for fear I shouldn’t be allowed to have my liberty! This
was a house where smoking was forbidden! Where “Emma” and “Cœlebs”
were read aloud, whilst Miss tatted! Where lights were put out at a
quarter before ten! Dolt! numskull! but it was too late: my honour was
involved; my dignity was at stake! my importance must not be tarnished.
I had said I would go into lodgings, and there was an end.

We all repaired to the library, where my aunt lighted some candles,
and where my uncle produced a box of cigars, whilst Conny struck a wax
match, and shaded the flame with her hand (whereby the light shone in
her eyes, and made her hair sparkle like the sea at night), ready to
hold to my cigar when I wanted it. I asked Mrs. Hargrave if she didn’t
object to the smell of tobacco. Oh no; she liked it. She owned that she
didn’t much care about pipes, but she knew no smell so fragrant as that
of a good cigar.

“Don’t you think my brother the major would enjoy this?” said my uncle,
lying back in a capacious arm-chair.

“It would be his ideal of happiness,” I answered.

And I believed it would. The room, though large, was wonderfully snug,
furnished with book-cases filled with volumes, and the walls ornamented
with rich old engravings. My aunt sat near the table sewing, but not
busily; and Conny occupied a chair near her papa, with her hands
folded on her lap, doing nothing. What could be more homely than such a
scene? Oh, ladies, do you not know that your presence makes the cigar
doubly soothing and fragrant, and choice beyond the wildest advertising
dreams of the tobacconist? There are men--call them Ogres, Bluebeards,
Turks, Ashantees--who profess to think that the one great charm of
tobacco is, that it gives them an excuse to get away from your society.
But take the word of a man who loves, admires, reverences your sex with
the ardour of a Frenchman and the loyalty of a Briton--that to all
good men Havannah fumes never taste so sweet as when your white hands
present the lighted spill, and when your fair presences are enthroned
in the ambrosial cloud. No, madam, don’t--pray don’t pretend that
good tobacco-smoke is objectionable. I speak not of mundungus, of the
poisonous negro-head, of the raw, coarse cavendish. These, I admit,
discharge fumes fit only for hothouses. I have in my mind the dry, the
nutty, the aromatic cigar, to which, give me leave to ask, did ever an
engaged woman object? Fie! you liked it, Julia, when James was courting
you. Didn’t you give him a silver match-box? It is wifely tyranny,
I say, that drives him and his _intimidads_ into a back-room; it is
caprice that kecks at his comforts, not at his cigars. Go! thou art not
my wife. I would not own thee. The true, the faithful, the fond, sits
at her husband’s feet, whilst he exhales the blue smoke in rings to the
ceiling. I call a blessing on her. May her sons be honest men, and may
they never know the want of a good cigar!

It was eight o’clock, when my uncle suddenly sitting bolt upright, said,

“I don’t want to hurry you, Charlie; but as you have a two miles’ drive
before you, and as I believe your landlady has been expecting you since
eight o’clock this morning, what say if I order the phaeton to be got
ready?”

I assented with a stoical face, but with an inward deep reluctance.
What a fool I was to permit my ridiculous fears to prevent me living at
Grove End! My uncle rung the bell, and ordered the trap, whilst my aunt
expressed her regrets that it was necessary for me to leave so early,
and her hopes that I would find my lodgings comfortable.

I caught Conny smiling once or twice; and when, at last, meeting her
blue eyes full, I said, “Something amuses my cousin;” she answered, “I
know why you wouldn’t live here--you were afraid you would not be able
to smoke.” It would not do to admit such an impeachment as this; I must
either deal with the matter splendidly, or say nothing. So I assured
Conny, in my loftiest manner, that she was quite in error; that I never
for a moment doubted that I should be received and treated--as I had
been--with delightful kindness; that my reason for declining her papa’s
and mamma’s offer, was my disinclination to burden their home with the
presence of a bachelor, whose ways and habits--here I repeated what
I had before said to my aunt; taking care, however, to exhibit those
“ways and habits,” to which I alluded in a light that could not fail
to make them imposing and lordly, and precisely such characteristics
as would naturally belong to a young gentleman who had mingled all his
life in the society of men of high birth and distinguished positions.

My uncle wanted to accompany me to my lodgings, and “see me comfortable
for the night,” as he said; and my aunt encouraged him to do so. But I
was firm--I said no. I would not hear of his leaving the house to be my
companion in a long drive through the night-air. I had my way; and my
portmanteau being hoisted into the phaeton, I followed it amid a chorus
of good-nights, and hopes that I would sleep well.

The road to Updown was pretty hilly, but smooth and good: and, in a
very short time, the little mare had rattled us into the High Street.
James had his directions, and presently pulled up before a detached
house, in which, he informed me, were my lodgings. I pushed open the
garden gate and knocked at the door. After a pretty long interval, a
key was turned, a chain unslipped, a bolt withdrawn, and an elderly
woman, with a candle over her head, stood forth. I told her who I was;
whereupon she dropped me a curtsey, and said she had quite given me up
for that day. James brought in my portmanteau, and went away, thanking
me for a little trifle I gave him. The elderly woman then conducted
me into a good-sized parlour, which she said was my sitting-room,
very comfortably furnished, with a good large sofa in it, that took
my fancy mightily. She then led me to my bed-room, and this apartment
I also found unexceptionable in all points. She asked me if I would
take tea, and on my saying yes, she went away to prepare it, whilst
I unpacked my portmanteau. When I returned to the parlour, I found
it cheerful and brilliant, with a fine old-fashioned oil lamp; the
tea-things were on the table, and the pretty crockery made me feel as
much at home as if I had lodged with Mrs. Reeves a year.

So far everything that had befallen me was entirely to my taste. My
uncle’s reception of me had been overpowering; my aunt, it was plain,
thought me a very fine and splendid person; my cousin was pretty enough
to make Updown a paradise; and nothing could be more comfortable than
my lodgings. After tea I lighted a pipe and stretched myself along the
sofa and thought over matters. It was, perhaps, all for the best that I
had decided not to live at Grove End. I could keep up my dignity better
by residing at a distance. No doubt I should be asked there as often as
I cared to be; and I should certainly enjoy my kind-hearted relations’
hospitality not the less because I could combine my privileges with
personal independence.

Conny ran in my head a good deal. What a little pet she was! I could
love that girl, I thought. Who was Curling? Did she like him? He must
be a very impertinent sort of fellow to think about her. I supposed
that he had paid her attention, and as perhaps he was not entirely
ugly, and as young men didn’t abound in these parts, she had talked a
little nonsense about him to her mamma, which had frightened the old
lady. Pshaw! thought I, what chance would Curling stand against me if
I took it into my head to unseat him? What! a banker’s clerk, a man of
pass-books and cancelled cheques against a gentleman who knew nothing
of business, who thought money an insufferable bore, and credit the
easiest and most courtly way of supplying one’s needs; who was a man
of the world, a great favourite with women, a good billiard player,
and the friend, the intimate friend, of men who, were it not for their
tailors and hatters, would be making brilliant with their presence
and wit the high society from which the heartless dun or the yet more
inexorable bailiff had obliged them to beat a precipitate retreat.

I laughed at the absurdity of the idea. Why, in all probability,
Conny was already in love with me. Of course they were talking about
me at Grove End. Couldn’t I hear my uncle exclaim, with pardonable
exultation, “_My_ nephew!” which meant, “See, my dears, what _our_
side has produced!” And what could my aunt do but praise me and abuse
Curling, and contrast my manners with the cashier’s (Oh, humiliating
comparison!), and wonder, with a sneer, whether Louis Napoleon would
have pulled off his hat to Curling’s papa?

_Risum teneatis, amici?_ asks Maunder’s Treasury of Knowledge. I was
Mr. Bottom, of the ass’s ears, in those days. Behold my magnanimity! I
pull my ancient character out of obscurity, as I would an old coat to
dress a scarecrow withal, that it may be a warning and a horror to men.
Only please don’t confound the high-minded being who addresses you with
the senseless, conceited dummy that idly flaps his useless arms about
the fields.



CHAPTER IV.

                              “_There_
  Thy uncle--_this_ thy first cousin, and _these_
  Are all thy near relations.”

                                    _The Critic._


I had breakfasted by nine the next morning, and after a conversation
with my landlady respecting matters of much too mean a nature to figure
in this fastidious narrative, I filled my pipe, put on my hat, and went
out.

The morning was lovely; I never drew breath with a keener enjoyment
of life; the garden in front of Mrs. Reeves’ house was small, but
plentifully stocked; the wall-flowers made the air delicious, and I
could have very well passed a whole hour standing at the gate smoking
my pipe, and watching the quiet interests with which the long street
was peopled.

Whilst I lingered, debating which way I should go, I beheld a smart
vehicle approaching, and recognised my uncle’s phaeton. He was in it,
and waved his hand to me.

“Up already!” he cried, springing briskly into the road. “Conny has
lost a pair of gloves. She bet me that I should find you in bed.”

“She deserves to lose,” said I, laughing, “for having such a bad
opinion of me.”

“How did you sleep? Did you like your rooms? Is Mrs. Reeves obliging?
Is your bed comfortable?” were some among the many questions my
uncle asked me in his cheery, cordial manner; and hearing that I was
perfectly satisfied and happy, he asked me what I meant to do? I told
him that I was about to take a walk and see the town.

“Come, first, and let me show you the bank. We open at half-past nine.”

I put my pipe in my pocket, and scrambled up into the back seat, and
away we clattered down the High Street, through the ancient gateway,
and round the corner, stopping before a new building over which the
word “Bank” was engraved. My uncle led the way in. The office was clean
and new, and made fearfully business-like by a counter and high stools
and advertisement-charts of insurance offices. A young man stepped from
behind a ground-glass front, and my uncle introduced him to me as Mr.
Curling. I bowed loftily, and fixed a scrutinising eye upon the young
gentleman. He was more cordial, and offered me his hand.

“Glad to know you, Mr. Hargrave,” said he.

“I am much obliged to you,” I replied.

“Yonder is Mr. Spratling,” said my uncle, smiling at the youth who
had turned his head on hearing his name pronounced. I nodded, and Mr.
Spratling stared. My uncle then went round the counter, calling to me
to follow, and going up to a desk behind the ground-glass front, said,
“This will be your place, Charlie,” and watched my face; but I said
nothing, though I _could_ have commented in very forcible terms upon
the immense inconvenience it would be to me--a lounger born--of having
to sit on a high stool all day and write down dry bucolic names and
rows of figures in a huge book called a ledger. My uncle then conducted
me into his private office at the back, and leaning against the table,
asked me, with a rather humorous twinkle in his eye, “How my look-out
struck me?”

“I’ll tell you what,” I answered, seating myself, for it was always
my opinion that you can’t make a greater mistake than to stand when
you can sit; “I’ll tell you what, uncle; you are such a thoroughly
good fellow, with so nice a sense of what is due to a gentleman, that
I believe, after a little, I shall be able to endure this life. But
in any other office than yours, with any other man but you over me, I
could no more submit to have a counter placed between me and society,
than I could submit to cleaning boots.”

He laughed heartily, and clapping me on the shoulder, exclaimed,

“I don’t mean you to be a clerk; all that I want you to do is to learn
the business. I have plans for you, which both you and your father
will like, I believe. But you _must_ learn the business. I don’t mean
you to do any dry or mean work, such as collecting bills. Look over
young Spratling’s shoulder now and then, and observe what he is about.
Pump Mr. Curling--he is good-natured and a smart hand--and get all the
information you can out of him.”

“Oh, I will, with pleasure.”

“You needn’t fear any ill-feeling. They know you are my nephew, and I
have told them that your father has sent you to me to learn business
habits, and to qualify you for becoming--well, I shall have more to say
to you about the future before long. I have a good scheme in my head.”

“You are all kindness,” I answered. “Every moment I am with you makes
me think of Longueville with less regret.”

“All right,” he exclaimed, looking immensely gratified and amiable.
“And now, as I told you last night, I don’t want you to formally
join us until Monday. You are under an engagement to my wife--who, I
can assure you, has fallen in love with you!--to dine with us every
day--that is, if you like; and she takes you under her protection until
Monday morning, when she will consign you to me. She has ordered the
carriage at eleven, and means, I believe, to take you a drive round the
town, and show you what there is to be seen. The phaeton will convey
you to Grove End.”

Here Mr. Spratling came in, and said Mr. Clover wanted an audience.
I took my hat, but before I went out, my uncle called me back to
whisper, “You’ll find a box of cigars in the library,” and dismissed
me with a cheerful push. Mr. Curling bowed as I passed out, and I
returned his salute politely. I felt more at my ease now that my uncle
had told me that these young men were to regard me as a gentleman who
had condescended to join the bank merely for the purpose of acquiring
business habits. I cannot say that I thought Mr. Curling good-looking.
His eyes indeed were not bad; but he didn’t look a manly sort of
fellow. He was narrow and thin-breasted, and had curly black hair,
which I detest. His teeth were good, and his smile so-so, but his dress
was _outré_, ill-fitting, and he wore a ring on the first finger of his
right hand--the hand he wrote with, the finger he pointed with--which
affected me more disagreeably than had he said “You was,” and dropped
his h’s and g’s. It was ridiculous to suppose that golden-haired Conny
could see anything in such a man as that. As to Spratling, he looked
a harmless little fellow; his head and hands were immense, and his
shoulders broad enough for a man of my father’s height; yet he might
have walked under my arm.

I cocked my hat as I strolled past the counter with a slow and indolent
step; and stopped, when on the pavement, full in the sight of Mr.
Curling, to light a cigar, though I should have preferred a pipe. I
then got into the phaeton, and was driven to Grove End.

My aunt received me in the most gracious manner. The first question
she asked me was, if I had breakfasted: and, on my replying in the
affirmative, eagerly questioned me about my lodgings. Was I quite sure
I was comfortable, she wanted to know; because, if I was not, there
was a delightful bed-room, entirely at my service, at the back of the
house, and she would give orders at once for it to be got ready. I hope
I showed her that my gratitude was equal to her kindness. Indeed I was
almost embarrassed by the extraordinary civilities I had met with;
and, though I believe there was not another man in England, at that
time, who had a better opinion of himself than I had, yet I must do
myself the justice to declare that I did not conscientiously believe I
deserved the kindness I received.

Presently the door opened and in came Conny. She gave me her hand,
which I raised to my lips.

“That is a German fashion,” said I, rather dismayed by her extravagant
blush.

“Is it?” she answered, turning her head aside and looking half angry
and half pleased. “I thought it wasn’t English.”

“The French kiss each other on both cheeks, don’t they?” inquired my
aunt with naïve interest.

“The men do, and I also believe it is customary among lovers. But I
fancy that the custom does not prevail amongst the married folks, from
the story that is told of a Frenchman, who, hearing that a friend of
his had kissed his wife, cried ‘_Quoi! sans y etre obligé!_’”

You see, I meant to mingle sarcasm with humour, and to shine as a
wit; but to crack a joke with my aunt was like pulling a cracker at a
supper-table with your partner, who gets only a piece of the paper, and
leaves the sweetmeat and the motto with you.

“Dear me!” said she. “Now I should have thought such a custom would
have been entirely confined to the married people.”

I looked at Conny. How was she dressed? Now you want to puzzle me. Was
it black silk? I believe it was. Whatever the material, it was dark
enough to set off the transporting whiteness of her throat, and to
make the curl that gleamed down her back shine (to use the language
of an imitator of Ossian) like the lustrous wake of a meteor upon the
midnight sky. What pearly teeth! What a surprisingly dainty complexion!
Where did this girl learn to dress her hair? Never did I see hair
so becomingly dressed. Is she to be my heroine? _Nous verrons_; but
I rather fear, if she is to be my heroine, that hair of hers won’t
serve any dramatic exigencies. How _could_ it flow, as all heroines’
gold-coloured hair ought to flow, at an instant’s notice, in a bright
cloud over a pillar of a man’s throat, if it is dressed so well and
firmly? All we dare hope is that we shall meet with no pillars (columns
I think they call them) for Conny’s hair to flow over. But if a column
or a pillar of a throat _will_ interfere, in spite of our earnest
remonstrances, let us at least trust that the hair-pins will do their
duty, and maintain the respectability of passion by holding the pads
and puffs and frizettes in their proper places.

“I hope,” said I, following her to the window, “that my foreign manners
haven’t ruined me in your good opinion?”

“I told you last night that cousins are privileged.”

“They ought to be.”

“Are you going for a drive with us?”

“Yes, if I may.”

“Oh, mamma ordered the carriage expressly for you.”

I turned to mamma, who sat smiling at us, behind our backs, and thanked
her.

“I thought you would like to see the town, Mr. Charles.”

“Pray call me Charlie,” said I, “or your example will give Conny an
excuse to treat me with reserve. You see how familiarly I name her. But
I got her leave to do so.”

“Oh, cousins ought always to be on the very best terms! Aren’t they
made of the same flesh and blood?” said my aunt.

“Of course they are,” I replied.

“Conny,” said her mamma, “will you go and get ready for the drive, so
that you can show Mr. ----, I mean Charlie, over the grounds, while I
put on my things?”

“Yes,” answered Conny, and went out.

My aunt chatted about a variety of commonplaces; and my sense of
self-complacency, which, God knows, was already impertinent enough, was
not a little heightened by the marked deference and laboured urbanity
of her manner to me. Had I been a prince of the blood royal, I don’t
think she could have shown herself more flattered by my conversation,
and more obliged by my condescension. There could be no doubt that
her husband had inspired her with the most extravagant conceptions of
the importance and splendour of his brother, the major. The pride of
relationship, when there is anything to be proud of, is a sentiment,
Eugenio, which springs eternal in all human breasts; it enables wives
to snub their husbands with applause, and husbands to humiliate their
wives with impunity; it gives importance to poverty and dignity to
vulgarity; it embroiders the rags of the beggar, and justifies the
impertinencies of unresisting imbecility. No, Eugenio, I am not
quoting from “Rasselas.” This is all my own thunder.

When Conny came in my aunt left the room.

“Pray forgive me,” said I, “but, really, that is a lovely little hat
you have on.”

“I am glad you like it,” answered my cousin, looking at herself in the
glass.

“All feminine attire is becoming that looks saucy. Don’t you think so?”

“Is this hat saucy?”

“Very. There is a knowing expression about the feather, as though it
has just been pulled out of a peacock’s tail, and the eye hasn’t had
time to stop winking.”

“What an odd idea! but this isn’t a peacock’s feather!”

What! was _she_ going to prove as literal as her mamma? Defend it, ye
Nine!

“And then,” I went on, “there is an audacity about the curve of the
brim, that fills me with irrepressible delight. Let me assure you, dear
cousin, that it is the very hat of all the hats that ever were made,
which you ought to wear.”

“It was my choice,” said she, looking at me as though she were a little
afraid. “But the carriage will soon be ready, and mamma wanted me to
show you over the grounds before we drove out.”

“I would much rather sit here with you,” I replied. “I can look at the
grounds this afternoon.”

“As you please,” said she prettily, seating herself in her mamma’s
chair.

She fronted the window, in consequence the light was full upon her
face, and I was able to see every expression that rose and faded in it.

“Your father introduced me to the bank this morning,” said I, fixing my
eye upon her.

“Yes?”

“I had the honour of making the acquaintance of Mr. Curling.”

I expected to see her wince and change colour. On the contrary, she
remained perfectly impassive. She did not even ask me what I thought
of him, or if I liked him, or anything about him. All she said was,
“I hope you and he will get on together. He seems a very nice sort of
young man.”

Love prompts a thousand absurdities; but never in all my experience of
life could I conceive a girl calling the object of her affection “a
nice young man.” The phrase smote me as the death-knell of Curling’s
hopes, if he had any.

“I don’t very much care about nice young men,” I answered. “I have been
bred in a land of piquant sauces and thickly peppered dishes, and like
things well flavoured. A nice person is a boiled character which you
have to discuss without salt.”

“I know what you mean,” she exclaimed gaily. “Mr. Meek, our doctor
here, is a boiled character, full of what papa calls negative
excellence, which means thorough insipidity.”

I was much gratified to find her capable of appreciating my jokes. It
_did_ seem impossible that such demure, sweet, intelligent eyes as hers
should be the windows of a sluggish, dull nature. I was resolved to try
her a little more on the subject of the cashier.

“Your father gave me to understand that Mr. Curling was good-looking.
How people differ in their tastes? Now I think Mr. Curling anything but
good looking.”

“He is very thin.”

“Very; one thing I noticed, the cockneyfication of his person by a big
ring on his first finger. These fellows ought to go abroad now and
then. ‘Home keeping youths have ever homely wits.’”

“But don’t you know what another poet says?

  ‘What learn our youth abroad but to refine
  The homely vices of their native land?
  Give me an honest, home-spun country clown
  Of our own growth; his dullness is but plain,
  But their’s embroidered; they are sent out fools
  But come back fops!’”

“God bless me!” said I uncomfortably; “what a memory you have! Who
wrote that rubbish?”

“I forget. It was a school exercise, and that is how I happen to know
it.”

“I hope you have no more pat quotations at your finger ends.”

“No. What other poetry I know is all sentimental.”

“Ah!” I exclaimed, “I am very fond of sentimental poetry--Moore’s for
instance.”

“I wonder, with your refined taste, that you could ever tolerate the
notion of settling into a banker’s clerk.”

Was she ironical? Was she sarcastic? Her eyes were all innocence; her
face all candour.

“It is not the choice of my will, but of my poverty. Nature made me a
gentleman, but forgot to endow me. Therefore there is nothing for me to
do, but to forget her good intentions and learn book-keeping.”

Here she looked at the clock, and as she did so her mamma came rustling
and swelling in, decked out in a fine bonnet, new gloves, and a stiff
blue silk gown.

“Haven’t you been to see the grounds, Charlie?” she asked.

“I have been very well entertained,” I replied with a smile at Conny.

“There’s the carriage!” exclaimed my cousin, and a barouche with two
horses, driven by my friend James in silver livery, swept along the
avenue and stopped at the door.

“We have lost our footman,” said my aunt, apologetically, as we passed
out, “but I hope to replace him next week.” I begged her not to
mention it; we got in, and off we went.

I faced Conny, and was thus able to alternate luxuriously between
the beauties of nature and the beauties of human nature. When we
reached Updown, James was requested to drive slowly, in order that I
might “view” the town. It turned out that my aunt was a native of the
place, and knew a good deal of its history, social and otherwise. The
carriage was stopped at the huge gateway at the bottom of the High
Street, that I might decipher the inscription, and admire the carvings.
Unfortunately the inscription was in Latin, with v’s for u’s. I did
not understand it, but as I had always been given to believe that a
knowledge of the dead tongues was esteemed a very essential ingredient
in the composition of a gentleman’s character, I looked wise, and
talked much nonsense about the unintelligibility of mediæval Latin.

“They say,” observed my aunt, “that this gate was built by the Romans.”

“Oh, that must be a mistake,” I answered, “for don’t you see the date
MDCLI?” which was the only part of the inscription I could read.

“The writing says that the gateway was restored in that year,” said
Conny, quietly.

“What! do you understand Latin?” I asked.

“No. Mr. Curling told me.”

My aunt tossed her head, and exclaimed, “I am sure Mr. Curling can’t
read Latin.”

“Indeed he can!” returned Conny, looking for an instant with her deep,
deep eyes, at her mamma, and then letting them drop with a little smile.

“James, drive on!” cried Mrs. Hargrave.

Had Mr. Curling’s head been under our wheels, I believe at that moment
I should have sat through the jump of the carriage unmoved. Was my
aunt’s suspicion right? did Conny care about that lean young man at
the bank? Suppose he _could_ read Latin--what then? I daresay he
had bragged of this solitary achievement to my cousin, and she had
mentioned it first to pique her mother.

I looked at her, and then at my aunt, and then pretended to fall into
a rapture over an old gable-peaked house with latticed windows, and a
porch surmounted by an effigy of Time. The town abounded in venerable
structures of this kind; but the builders were busy in the suburbs, and
the country outside was dotted with little stucco residences, squares
of plaster, coloured like gingerbread--advertised as charming homes for
newly-married couples--poor wretches! My relations received several
bows during our progress through the streets, and--I say this without
vanity--I was a good deal stared at. I know nothing more ludicrous than
bucolic curiosity. I was incessantly laughing to see some old man or
woman turn slowly to look after us, as if our carriage were a magnet,
and their noses were steel, and gaze until we were out of sight.

“How do the people amuse themselves all day long?” I asked.

Conny had no idea.

“Are any balls or dinner-parties ever given?”

“No,” answered my aunt, emphatically. “Society here is very mean and
close. The only parties that are given are by new-comers. But they soon
find out that it is a one-sided amusement, and drop it. A call is all
the return people think of making.”

“At Longueville,” said I, “we are dancing all the year round. What with
_fêtes champêtres_, and balls at _l’Institution de Bienfaisance_, and
private parties, one never has an evening to one’s self.”

This was stretching a small truth into colossal dimensions; but as
Dr. Primrose says, “I was never much displeased with those harmless
delusions that tend to make us more happy.” And it certainly made me
happy to increase my importance in my aunt’s and Conny’s eyes.

We got out of the town into the country, and I was not sorry for the
change. My aunt had so much to say about Updown, that I got bored with
her recollections before we reached the top of High Street. Now carrots
and corn-fields have no social and historical associations; and when we
got among the trees, her memory slackened, and enabled me to talk with
Conny.

Considering I had met her for the first time in my life only on the
afternoon of the previous day, I don’t know what right I had to possess
an intense longing to ask her if she was in love with Mr. Curling. Her
sentiments ought to have been nothing to me. But they were. Indeed, I
discovered at this very early stage, that I took a profound interest
in them. I noticed one thing; my aunt seemed thoroughly well pleased
with the attention I paid her daughter, and with the unaffected
admiration that overspread my face when I looked at her. My conceit
made it a mere matter-of-course, that both Mr. and Mrs. Hargrave would
be transported with joy, and rendered giddy with emotions of pride,
were I to give them to understand that Conny was agreeable to me, and
that I would not mind marrying her. But I was not so sure that Conny
herself would share in their delirium. She rather puzzled me. Sometimes
I thought her shy and simple. Sometimes she confounded me with a sudden
sally--a smart retort--a pat allusion, apt, shrewd and well-timed
enough to reverse my judgment, and set me speculating on her real
character. If she meant me to fall in love with her, she was going
the right way to work. Pique your man, Clorinda, before you angle for
him. The cleverest fishers among you always summon the sentiments with
ground-bait before they throw the hook in.



CHAPTER V.

  “I look upon this as one of the fortunate days of your life. It ends
  an epoch and begins one. Hitherto the life-blood has been gradually
  chilling in your veins, as you sat aloof within your circle of
  gentility, while the rest of the world was fighting out its battle
  with one kind of necessity or another. Henceforth you will at least
  have the sense of natural and healthy effort for a purpose, and of
  lending your strength--be it great or small--to the united struggle
  of mankind.”

                                        _The House of the Seven Gables._


For the rest of the week I was every day at Grove End. I took long
walks with Conny and her mamma, drove with them, wandered about the
grounds, which were tolerably extensive and well wooded, smoked
incessantly, listened to Conny playing the piano, read the papers,
wrote to my father and to Lord Towers, whose reply I was anxious that
my relations should see, and was, altogether, so perfectly contented,
that I should have viewed my return to Longueville as a calamity.

But where is the ointment without a fly in it? Where is the feast
without a death’s head? I confess I regarded the prospect of mounting
the high stool I had seen in the bank, and becoming the friend and
colleague of Mr. Spratling, of the big head, and of Mr. Curling, of the
cockneyfied forefinger, with little satisfaction. I felt myself much
too fine a fellow to do the work that Curling and Spratling did. I had
sometimes a hope that my aunt would snatch me from my fate, point out
to her husband that my elegance might be damaged by a collision with
coarse business details, and urge him either to adopt me, or to invent
some graceful scheme for supplying me with money. However, it was out
of my power to hint at such a measure; which I then considered a very
great misfortune.

I accompanied the family to church on Sunday. It was enough that I
should be a stranger to get stared at. The congregation was almost
entirely composed of old men and women--I don’t think I saw one young
man. I must except Mr. Curling, who looked down upon us from the
gallery: and, perhaps I may have indulged in a secret chuckle, when I
thought if he were really in love with Conny, how mad he would be to
see her and me bending over the hymn-book together, and praying side
by side. I didn’t catch Conny looking at him once, which put me into a
very good temper.

The rector dined with us that day: a sober-faced, square-bodied man,
who spoke in measured accents, and wore a beard. He professed to know
Paris well, and asked me, in French, if I had ever dined at Philippe’s,
in so vile an accent, that I could scarcely answer him for fear of
bursting into a laugh. I observed by my aunt’s and uncle’s treatment
of him, that they thought him a very considerable person; by which
they paid me no compliment; for of what worth is the admiration that
can fasten itself upon a being who has nothing in the wide world to
recommend him, “but his calling?” Set a thief to catch a thief! In a
very short time I found out that he was a boaster, and one egregious
slip put him completely at my mercy. But I spared him: my idea being
that every gentleman is bound to consider clergymen and women as being
under his particular protection.

I awoke next morning thoroughly out of conceit with myself. My uncle
had asked me to be at the bank at half-past nine; and, whilst I
shaved, I reflected, with much bitterness, upon the indignity to which
necessity obliged me to submit. Had anybody asked me which I would
rather be, a groom or a banker’s clerk, I should have answered, a
groom. Distressed noblemen had driven coaches, and hungry baronets had,
before now, curried horses for hire. But a banker’s clerk--faugh! Lady
Cliffeton would cut me dead were she to be told of it, I thought: and,
in imagination, I could hear Lord Towers in the finical, mincing accent
I had so often fruitlessly attempted to get, denying that he had ever
known me.

However, in spite of my distress, I was punctual, and got to the bank
before my uncle. Mr. Curling stretched his hand across for me to shake,
and asked me to step round. I eyed the counter with abhorrence, walked
haughtily around it, and having gained the other side, felt that I had
raised between me and society an obstacle which nothing short of a
change of name would enable me to surmount. Mr. Spratling, bowing his
head over his big ledger, scribbled furiously, and took no notice of
me. I asked Mr. Curling if smoking was allowed on the premises. He
replied, with much diffidence, “I think not.”

“What is my work to be?” I enquired.

“From what Mr. Hargrave said,” he replied, “I don’t think you will be
required to do anything. However, I presume you are here to learn the
business; and if I can be of any use to you, I shall be only too glad.”

I thanked him, and replied that it was my wish to learn the business,
and to do my share of the work. I couldn’t say less.

“There is very little to be done,” he answered. “Our customers are a
very quiet set. Most of our accounts are deposits; and our discount
business is by no means large. Market days are our heaviest time. The
farmers then pay in.”

“What do you call deposit accounts?”

“Accounts that are left in our hands not to be drawn upon without
notice. We allow interest on them.”

“And what is interest?”

Here Mr. Spratling uttered a faint groan of laughter. Mr. Curling
looked fiercely in his direction, and said, “Interest is a sum of money
allowed by us for the use of the moneys left in our hands. The rate is
regulated by the Bank of England. But all these things are very simple
matters: and I don’t doubt that you will have them at your finger ends
in a very short time.”

I must confess that he spoke very nicely; and I felt that if he would
only pull that atrocious ring off his forefinger, I might not find
him so objectionable as I had feared. Nor was he so plain, now that I
examined him closely. He certainly had good eyes and teeth, and there
was a delicacy in his hands which even his ring could not deform. But
his dress was very clerkly, consisting of a long frock coat, which he
wore open, and a waistcoat buttoned up to his throat, scarcely showing
a spotted cotton cravat, ornamented with a pin. The back of his head,
moreover, was a convexity of black friz. On the other hand, his voice
was pleasing, and his manners sufficiently easy.

Before long my uncle bustled into the bank, and on catching sight of me
called out in his cheery way, “There you are, Charlie! How are you?”
and came behind the counter and shook hands.

“Now,” said he, taking me aside, “what I want to impress upon you is
this: master the details of banking as quickly as you can, and try and
like your work. Before long I shall hope to be able to convince you
that it will be well worth your while to apply yourself. In reality
there is very little to learn. The mere clerkly portion of the business
is nothing; any ploughboy could be taught it in a week. The banker’s
real needs are, a good address, thorough amiability, a high sense of
honour, and a good knowledge of human nature. You understand?”

“Perfectly; and I may hope that I am not deficient in some of the
qualifications you speak of.”

“Indeed you are not. Where you are at present wanting, is in what I
must call practicality. You will have to fight against some difficult
prejudices which you have brought with you out of your life in
Longueville. But,” he continued, clapping me on the shoulders, “in
spite of some little weaknesses, there is enough in you to persuade me
that you will do very well.” He then went into his private room.

I almost forget how that day passed. I had a seat on a high stool near
Mr. Curling’s desk, and I remember that from time to time he would turn
to explain something in connexion with the business, which, he told me,
was important to know. He went about his work diligently and steadily,
and particularly amazed me by the extraordinary capacity he manifested
of counting any amount of money in an incredibly short space of time.
Threepenny and fourpenny-bits, half-sovereigns and half-crowns,
shillings and two-shilling-pieces, discharged out of the queer old
bags in which the customers brought their hoards, fled like lightning,
under his nimble fingers, up into a corner where they arranged
themselves in piles. Nor was his perception of a bad or doubtful coin
less remarkable. Now and then he would stay his miraculous counting to
examine a piece of money, give it a sharp ring, fling it aside, and
proceed in his work like a machine.

“If I were to live a thousand years,” I thought, “and were I to devote
twelve hours of the day to counting money, I should never be able to do
what that fellow does.”

I expressed my surprise, and he asked me to try my hand on two pounds
of silver. It took me five minutes to tell twenty pieces. “Pshaw!” said
I, turning away, when he showed me that I made eighteen shillings
represent a pound, “this is somebody else’s work, for it certainly
isn’t mine.” And then I began to talk of the superiority of the French
over the English money.

Mr. Spratling worked like an automaton. I thought his zeal
contemptible, and wondered that any human being should be gifted with
so little tact as not to know how to qualify the vulgarity of labour
with an occasional dash of the gentility of indolence. But speaking of
him when he had gone out at one o’clock to get his dinner, my opinion
of the youth was greatly improved, by Mr. Curling telling me that he
got eighty pounds a year, on which he supported his blind mother, who
had no other resources but her child’s salary.

“By George!” I exclaimed, “he is a worthy young man; and if I have
any influence with my uncle, I’ll get his salary raised to a hundred
pounds.”

I don’t know how it came about, but I have a clear recollection of
leaving the bank at four o’clock, in a much more subdued mood than I
had entered it. I was under an engagement to my aunt to dine at Grove
End, but I felt so tired, after my long and unaccustomed confinement
to one room, that I begged my uncle to excuse me to her. Why was I
subdued? Perhaps because I was tired. Does physical weariness take the
conceit out of one? if so, here you have a reason for the change in me.
I am willing to look a little deeper, and attribute it to a feeling of,
perhaps, the only wholesome pride that had ever stirred me; the pride
of having been honestly occupied.

I left Mr. Curling still busy with his accounts, but he had told me
there was no need for me to stay. I walked home to my lodgings and
dined off a chop and half a pint of sherry, and then putting a pipe in
my mouth, strolled out in the direction of the green lanes.

I was not much of a moralist in those days, but my mood happening to
be a pliant one, certain thoughts seized the opportunity to intrude
themselves and beget sundry reflections. I asked myself if I was not
carrying my notions of gentility a little too far; if I was not making
a very grave blunder in conveying the impression that I considered
myself too good and fine to engage in work in which hundreds of men, in
every sense my equals, and in many senses my betters, were employed? I
enquired of my common sense whether it were possible for a gentleman--I
don’t say a real gentleman, for I am aware of only one kind--to lose
caste by adopting any pursuit in which he could preserve his honour
and possess his proper dignity securely? Was not an assumed ignorance
of the essential, if commonplace, interests of life a very impertinent
coxcombry? Should I not be asserting myself as a very despicable kind
of fop if I professed to look with contempt on a vocation of which I
had not pride enough to restrain me from pocketing the profits?

I don’t pretend to say that I answered these questions in a manner such
as a severe moralist would approve. My self-conceit was too tenacious
of life to be killed by a single blow, and my prejudices were of
too old a growth to be tamed by a single wise reflection. I merely
wish to exhibit myself as having been capable of sometimes thinking
correctly, however long it may have taken me to bend my character into
a conformity with my better thoughts.

I so thoroughly enjoyed the fresh air and the exquisite serenity of
that May evening, that, though you may conceive I thought a good deal
about Conny, I don’t remember once regretting that I had not gone
to Grove End. It is good for man to be sometimes alone. I am pretty
certain that my solitary walk was more beneficial to me than a long
evening’s coquetting with my sweet cousin would have been. Besides, I
felt it only right that I should not avail myself too persistently of
my kind relations’ hospitality.

As I entered a lane rich with evening shadows, and cool with the fairy
foliage of high and stately trees, I saw in advance of me a young
man supporting on his arm an elderly woman, whose hesitating step
persuaded me that she was blind. I could not help taking notice of the
peculiar and loving care with which her companion directed her; and I
was speculating on his aspect, which struck me as familiar, when he
looked round and disclosed the features of Mr. Spratling. I waved my
hand to him and he nodded; and, not choosing to pass them, I halted,
and pretended to examine the country through the trees. I watched
them covertly, with increasing respect and admiration for the obvious
tenderness and love of the young fellow for his helpless mother, until
they were out of sight, and then leisurely retraced my steps, made
pensive by regret that ever I should have thought this young man, who
possessed in his rugged and stunted form a deeper and lovelier humanity
than ever I could have dreamt of, unfit to be a fellow-labourer of
mine.



CHAPTER VI.

  “When a man loves tenderly as I do, solicitude and anxiety are
  natural.”

                                                     _All in the Wrong._


You will kindly imagine, on commencing this chapter, that I have been
three weeks at the bank. My progress during this time was not very
remarkable; but I was beginning to understand a good deal that had
threatened to remain for ever unintelligible to me. I could now add up
a pretty long row of figures, without being thrown by the effort into
great mental distress and confusion; I began to understand why Mr.
Jones was allowed to overdraw his account, when Mr. Robinson’s cheques
were dismissed with two terrible letters, or a mild “please refer to
drawer.” I knew the object of pass-books, and the difference between
current and deposit accounts. I could also comprehend the purport and
import of bills, promissory notes, and such-like documents; and why
Mr. Brown, the rich grazier, who didn’t particularly want money, was
charged one per cent. above the Bank rate if he borrowed, and why Mr.
Smith, who very particularly wanted money, was charged four, and even
five per cent. above the Bank rate if _he_ borrowed.

For all this increasing knowledge of mine, I was not a little indebted
to Mr. Curling, whom to recompense for his very obliging disposition,
I did my utmost to like. But whether it was owing to that unfortunate
ring of his, or to his curly black hair, or to the cut of his clothes,
or to a lurking suspicion that he was in love with Conny, I never could
succeed in transforming my gratitude into a feeling of friendship. We
had no sympathies in common. He once asked me to take a walk with him,
and I went; but I passed a very stupid time. He could scarcely talk
upon any other subject than business and bank rates, and stock lists
and exchange prices. When by a very free discussion of my own affairs,
I invited him to be equally candid, I found him excessively cautious.
He listened to and encouraged _me_ in my gossip about my father and my
life at Longueville, but somehow contrived without positively seeming,
to be absolutely silent on the subject of his own history. He had
lodgings near the bank, and out of curiosity I accepted his invitation
one day to spend an evening with him. I found that he didn’t smoke. He
pretended to like the smell of my pipe, but I was so sure that he did
not, that I put it aside, and he didn’t ask me to resume it. He had
only one room. His bed was up in the corner; there were some books on
the mantelpiece, and writing materials on a table near the window. He
apologised for the meanness of his accommodation, and told me he had
no other resources outside his salary, which was the only piece of
personal information that, I think, I ever succeeded in getting from
him. I had tried several times since I had known him to induce him to
talk about Conny, in order to ascertain what his sentiments really
were towards her; but he was never to be coaxed out of his shell. I
rather hoped, now, that the whiskey-and-water would make him more
candid; and, not without tact, turned the conversation upon my cousin.
But he had one of those folding minds which, like the tubes of a
telescope, slide deftly one within another, so that, without appearing
to evade me, he yet succeeded in compressing himself entirely out of my
reach. He asked me a week or two afterwards to spend another evening
with him; but I declined under some pretence or other, and he never
repeated his invitation.

Meanwhile, I was a constant visitor at Grove End. My aunt and uncle
never varied in their kindness. Indeed, had not the former been old
enough to be my mother, I might fairly have considered that she was
head over ears in love with me. She was perpetually referring to me for
my opinions; seemed indeed to regard me as the very glass of fashion
and the mould of form, and to accept me as an unerring standard of
breeding and taste. She was never more proud than when she had me by
her side in the carriage, and returned the bows of her friends in the
street.

I should have been fearfully dull, but for Grove End. A more
dead-and-alive town than Updown I very much question if even Wales
could produce. Not so much as a street organ found its way there. The
only excitement that ever I heard of was a magic lantern, the property
of the rector, who now and then lent it out, when the Charity School
children stood in need of a little recreation. It is very true that the
surrounding country was beautiful, and there was some fishing to be
had in the river. But I am one of those people who soon get tired of
natural scenery. Nothing is prettier to read about than cool glades,
and sunny hay-fields, and the smell of violets, and the lazy lowing of
cattle, and the metallic echo of the scythe being sharpened, and the
songs of the rustics. A gentleman will sit down in the library of his
club in Piccadilly, and declare himself, amid a glowing description
of rural beauties, an ardent admirer of the country, which he never
explores further than Richmond. I remember some verses written by
Captain Morris, which my father, who had known the author, was very
fond of quoting:

  “Your magpies and stock-doves may flirt among trees
  And chatter their transports in groves if they please;
  But a house is much more to _my_ taste than a tree,
  And for groves! oh! a fine grove of chimneys for me!”

I say that I should have been sick of Updown and the natural scenery
around it in less than a week, had it not been for Grove End. But
_there_ I found a human interest, powerful enough to inform the country
for miles round with an extraordinary attraction.

Yes, Eugenio! before I had known my cousin three weeks I was in love
with her. How could I look into her fathomless blue eyes, and not sink
deep--deep--deep out of sight? How could I take her little snow-white
hand and not wish to hold it for ever? My aunt encouraged me. It was
_her_ fault. I noticed that she was always fond of leaving Conny and
me alone; that she contrived that Conny and I should sit side by side
at the dinner-table; and that Conny should accompany us in our drives,
which we used to take after the bank was closed, the carriage often
calling for me at my lodgings.

I remember one fine evening at the latter end of June, that I left
the drawing-room and strolled on to the lawn, and seated myself under
a fine old oak tree. I wanted Conny to join me, and hoped she would
take the hint, or that her mamma would send her with a cigar; for as
I have said, Mrs. Hargrave took great pleasure in seeing us together.
I made up my mind, if Conny came, to tell her that I loved her. I was
suffering at that moment from an access. Everybody knows that love
is an intermittent fever, and that the delirium is very powerful at
times. I had sat next to her at table; I had said something soft to
her, and lo! she had turned her eyes slowly up to mine. Heavens! what
did I read there? A sensibility that transported me! Could I question
that my unspoken love was recognised and shared? Oh, Eugenio! either
hold thy tongue, or agree with me instantly, that the spirit hath a
voice which makes itself audible to the spirit of the beloved, albeit
no human language is uttered. Of course the eyes can talk. They are
faculties given to women to convey thoughts which all the terms and all
the definitions in Dr. Johnson’s Dictionary put together, could never
express. I had read a profound and inspiring truth in Conny’s eyes.
Her tongue could no more have said it than _my_ eyes could have looked
it, beautiful and piercing as my poor fat Pauline used to consider
them. That truth had sent me to the old oak tree, and now kept me
pensively waiting for her to come forth.

But her mother came instead. The kind old lady stepped on to the lawn,
and seeing me, approached and took a seat at my side.

“Why, how is it you are not smoking?” she asked.

“The fact is,” I answered, “I--I--to tell you the truth, I don’t know.”

“Isn’t this a beautiful evening?”

“Beautiful indeed.”

“Would you care to go back to Longueville?” she inquired, rather slyly,
I thought.

I looked her full in the face, and she laughed.

“I don’t think you would.”

“No, indeed. I am perfectly satisfied to remain where I am.”

“Thomas says you are getting on bravely at the bank. I know he is very
anxious that you should learn: for he has some scheme for you, which
he won’t tell me. You see, wives don’t always know their husbands’
affairs.”

“I know he has some scheme, and I am sure it is a generous one. I am
getting on--thanks to Mr. Curling, I know a good deal now, though, when
I first began, I thought I should never be able to learn the work.”

“What do you think of this Mr. Curling? Do you like him?”

“I ought to: he deserves that I should.”

“Well,” said my aunt, “_I_ don’t. I am sure he is a very sly person,
and I dislike slyness in man or woman. When he visited this house he
used to pay Conny a great deal of attention, but always in a sly way.
In doing so, he took a very great liberty, considering his position in
life, although my husband laughs at me, and declares that I troubled
myself more than the occasion needed.”

“Mr. Curling is certainly no match for Conny,” said I.

“Match!” cried my aunt, warmly, “I should think not. Why, all that we
know of him is, that he comes from London, from which place he answered
an advertisement that Thomas put in the papers for a clerk. I have no
wish to say anything harsh of the young man; but he obliges me to think
of what he is when he pays my daughter attention.”

“I can’t make head or tail of him,” I answered. “I have frequently
tried to get him to talk about Conny, but he always contrives to glide
away from the subject.”

“Yes, yes! he _is_ sly--I have always said he is sly.”

“But, after all, aunt, what matters it if Mr. Curling _does_ admire
Conny? People can only be prevented from touching--not from looking.”

“Oh, Mr. Curling is welcome to admire,” replied my aunt, with pleasant
disdain. “All that I want to be assured of is, that Conny doesn’t care
about him.”

“I don’t think she does; at least,” I added, with a twinge of
jealousy, “she has never given me to understand by word or look that
she cares a farthing for him. If I thought she did----”

“What?” asked my aunt anxiously, seeing that I paused.

“No matter,” I answered gloomily, folding my arms Lara-wise.

“I hope, Charlie, you have no reason to fear she _does_ like that young
man? If I really believed this to be the case, I should desire my
husband to dismiss him at once. I wouldn’t have such a scandal--no! not
to save my life.”

“My dear aunt, it is you who make me suspicious. _I_ myself have heard
and seen nothing. They don’t write to each other, I suppose?”

“Write! I should think not!”

“And they never meet each other alone?”

“Certainly not.”

“Then I hardly see that there is anything to fear. If Conny were in
love with Curling--the mere idea puts me in a passion!--I say, if Conny
were silly enough to waste her priceless affection on a fellow of that
kind, you would soon find it out. Something or other would happen.
Either she’d meet him alone and be seen, or one of their letters would
be intercepted.”

“Yes, the mere idea _is_ enough to put one in a passion. As to her
meeting him alone or writing to him, that is out of the question. She
is my child, and I can answer for her conduct.”

“Oh, she tells her own story. She is deliciously artless and womanly,
and inexpressibly pretty.”

“She is as God made her,” said my aunt, meekly.

“My father would be charmed with her. After a course of sophistication,
such as you meet with among French women, such English simplicity, such
quiet artless sweetness as Conny’s is a pure luxury.”

“You and she get on very well together, don’t you?”

“I should be very miserable if I thought she didn’t like me.”

“You needn’t be,” answered my aunt, with a smiling nod, “for I know she
does like you.”

“Really!” I cried, with a dramatic start.

“Why shouldn’t she?” and here she paid me a compliment I need not
repeat.

“Pray spare my lovely blushes,” I said, laughing. “But it doesn’t
follow because you are so kind as to like me that Conny should. Mothers
and daughters seldom agree in taste----”

Here, unfortunately, my uncle came out, followed by Conny, just as
our conversation was growing thrillingly interesting. But for this
interruption, I should have told my aunt that I was in love with
her daughter, asked her consent, and inquired whether she thought a
proposal for marriage would be agreeable to my uncle. As for _her_,
I had eyes to see, and ears to hear, and therefore knew that she was
decidedly in my favour, and needed no entreaty to become my warm ally.
It was plain that Mr. Curling was a nightmare of hers, and had I been
a trickster, nothing would have been easier for me than to have played
upon her fears, and compassed my ends speedily through them. But I
had too good an opinion of myself to condescend to stratagems of any
kind. Conny should love me for myself--not through any compulsion on
her mamma’s part. As yet, I was practically ignorant of her feelings
towards me; a certain theory had indeed been inspired by her eyes; but
talk as you will of the language of the soul, we are never heartily
satisfied until we have listened to the language of the lips.

The opportunity for acquainting her with my sentiments was gone for
that night, for my uncle stuck to me during the rest of the time we
were out of doors, talking chiefly about banking business, to which
I had to listen in order to gratify him by my replies; and when we
returned to the house we all sat in the drawing-room, so that any
confidential talk was out of the question.



CHAPTER VII.

  “Would not any man in his senses run diametrically from you, and
  as far as his legs would carry him, rather than thus carelessly,
  foolishly, and foolhardily expose himself afresh and afresh, where
  his heart and his reason tell him he shall be sure to come off loser,
  if not totally undone?”--_Sterne._


Next day was Sunday. I met my relatives at church, and returned with
them to an early dinner at Grove End. Whilst at church I had not
particularly noticed Conny’s manner, but as we walked to the house it
struck me that she appeared very downcast. On the other hand, Mrs.
Hargrave was in high spirits, undamped by a long and tedious sermon,
and unrestrained by any sense of the solemnity of the day. She carried
on quite a little flirtation with her husband, who submitted to her
playfulness very amiably, and, whilst I walked between her and her
daughter, entertained me with various reminiscenses of her young days,
and of Thomas’s courtship.

“He was absurdly in love with me,” she observed, referring to her
patient helpmate. “He wouldn’t like me to tell you what he threatened
to do if I refused to marry him.”

“Come, come,” said my uncle, “Charlie would rather read a chapter of
English History, and learn a good deal at once.”

“I don’t understand,” returned my aunt. “I didn’t know that we had
anything to do with history.”

“What you are talking about occurred in George the Fourth’s reign.
There were wars and civil dissensions in those days which Charlie would
rather hear about.”

“Don’t let your husband silence you,” said I. “Of course he was
absurdly in love with you. What do you think, Conny?”

“I didn’t live in those days,” answered Conny absently.

“Well, I am very happy,” said my aunt, passing her hand through her
husband’s arm. “I only hope that Conny may have my good fortune,” and
she glanced askance at her daughter and me.

“Confess, my dear, that you would rather have had Edward,” exclaimed my
uncle with a deep smile.

“You don’t mean what you say. But even if I had, I should only have
acted as most women do, who invariably want the wrong man.”

Conny looked at me from under her parasol and smiled. What did she mean
by smiling?

“There is a great deal of nonsense talked about marriage,” said my
uncle. “My idea is, that every young man should get a wife as soon as
he can.”

“That’s my idea, too,” said I.

“And mine,” exclaimed my aunt.

Thus fortified--how strong a man feels in his wife’s acquiescence! but
then she must often contradict him--my uncle continued, “For what is a
man without a home?”

“A vagabond,” cried my aunt.

“Quite right, my dear; for a vagabond means a wanderer.”

“I am always suspicious of men without homes--of men who live in clubs
or lodgings,” observed my aunt. “Of course I am not speaking of young
men who haven’t had time to get married,” she added apologetically.

“A man is not respectable without a home,” said my uncle.

“And he can’t have a home without a wife,” I answered.

“How hot it is!” exclaimed Conny, a little peevishly. “This road is so
dreadfully dazzling to the eyes, that I can hardly see. What a pity
people mayn’t use their carriages on a Sunday!”

“No, no! we ought all to go afoot to God’s house,” said my uncle.
“The day we dedicate to Him should be a levelling day--a reminder to
rich and poor of their common mortality. But little piety will be left
in the bosom of a hard-working labourer who, on quitting his place in
the free seats, comes out and sees the rich saints luxuriously rolling
homewards in fine carriages.”

“Remember what your papa says, Conny,” remarked my aunt.

“I don’t see why poor people should feel more on Sundays than on week
days,” answered Conny.

“Well, they do,” said my aunt.

“This is better,” I exclaimed, as we turned into the long shady lane
that led to my uncle’s house. But Conny seemed rather sulky, and for
the rest of the walk remained silent.

In spite of my aunt’s cheerfulness, we were not so brisk a party at
the dinner-table as we usually were. Conny complained of the heat,
which, she said, always depressed her. For my part, I did not find it
so very hot. The windows were wide open, and there was just enough air
abroad to make the temperature of the atmosphere perfectly luxurious.
However, Conny was in one of those moods which render grievances
necessary conditions of life. “She is not _all_ sweetness!” I thought.
But that discovery didn’t weaken my admiration. I was just of that age
when a man will love a woman through everything, and for everything;
through spleen and sauciness; for fickleness and flirtation; through
bad grammar, and for gross relations; when he finds that everything she
wears becomes her, that everything she says makes her more enchanting;
when he mistakes temper for spirit, and many other things for many
other things. I think, had my cousin stood on her head, I should have
considered her posture the most graceful and becoming one in the world.

My uncle, dyspeptic as usual, was, in spite of his sufferings,
garrulous. The little flirtation my aunt had indulged him in, had put
him into a thoroughly self-satisfied humour. Once more he got upon
the subject of marriage, and dogmatised in a very inspiriting manner.
However, it turned out that my aunt was not so amicably disposed as he
imagined; for, on his happening to say, that a true woman, if she loved
a man, would follow him into a garret, and be content to make her bed
on a sand-floor, his wife confounded him, by crying out, “Nonsense!
the true woman who will act in such a manner is a true fool! A man who
is really fond of a woman, wouldn’t take her to a sand-floor; but, if
he should offer to do so, the woman ought to refuse him, because his
offer would be a sure sign that he didn’t love her as he ought.”

“That is very good logic,” said I, approvingly. “But still,” I
continued, “it is quite possible, and even reasonable, for a poor man
to be devoted to a girl, to long to possess her, and to marry her
without thinking of the poverty to which he will take her.”

“More shame to him!” said my aunt, who now differed from me for the
first time since I had known her.

“True,” I answered, “but then he may hope, before long, to put her into
a comfortable position.”

“He ought to wait.”

“He can’t,” interrupted my uncle. “You might as well expect a kettle
not to boil after putting it on the fire.”

“And there is another side of the question,” said I, “which ought to be
considered--speaking for myself, I should seriously doubt a girl’s love
for me if she refused to marry me, simply because I couldn’t put her
into a good house.”

“Mamma doesn’t understand love,” said Conny, querulously.

“Mamma does,” replied my aunt, with a severe nod; “but papa doesn’t,
and you don’t.”

I looked at Conny just in time to catch sight of her little mouth
twisted queerly at the corners.

“You wouldn’t have said that of me, when George the Fourth was on the
throne,” said my uncle to his wife, with a wink at me.

“You’re always talking about George the Fourth,” replied my aunt,
fanning herself with a napkin. “One would think that he lived in Henry
the Eighth’s time. He only died a few years ago.”

“When did he die, Conny?” asked her papa. “You are well read in
history.”

“Oh, please, don’t let us argue any more,” said Conny. “It is too hot.”

“Marriage,” said I, feeling that I would give worlds to take and
squeeze Conny’s hand under the table-cloth, “is one of those things you
can’t reason about. The moth flies to the candle, and takes no thought
of whither he goeth or what will become of him.”

“Whether,” continued my uncle, “the flame that attracts him is made by
a farthing dip or by virgin wax.”

“Aye, or whether it illuminates the splendours of a royal drawing-room,
or the sordid squalor of a pauper’s hovel,” said I.

“I don’t understand what you are talking about,” exclaimed my aunt.

“We do, though, Charlie--don’t we,” said my uncle with great glee. “But
Conny looks bored, and my wife puzzled; so we’ll talk of feathers and
rouge.”

I saw nothing of my cousin all the afternoon. Yes--once I caught a
glimpse of her at her bed-room window as my uncle and I sat chatting
on the lawn. I had it several times in my mind to tell my uncle what
my feelings were for Conny, and to receive his opinion on the subject;
but I thought I should be acting more wisely if, before speaking to
her papa, I first of all ascertained what Conny’s views were. I rather
wondered that my uncle never made any allusion to my admiration,
not to say my love, which I thought must surely be as plain as the
daylight. He could be confidential enough on other matters. I supposed
he must have a pretty good notion that I couldn’t be in the society of
so charming a creature every day without conceiving a very sentimental
affection for her. My aunt suspected the truth, and relished it; why
did my uncle choose to be so regardless? He appeared so thoroughly fond
of me that I could not question the pleasure he would feel on hearing
that I wanted to marry his child. The only possible objection he could
offer to an alliance which could not fail to gratify his pride of
family, was--my “circumstances”--which, to speak the truth, were not
what the Barings or the Rothschilds would call splendid. But then,
Conny would have money enough for both of us to cut a very considerable
figure with; and what would it matter on which side the fortune lay, so
long as it lay between us?

Conny made her appearance at tea-time, and though she met my admiring
gaze very steadily, I could not help thinking that she had been crying.
There was just the faintest tinge of red round the rim of the eyes,
whilst the eyes themselves looked soft and humid. I waited to see if
her father or mother would notice these signs, but as they did not, I
concluded that my suspicions were wrong, and that the effect I noticed
was due to the heat, of which she had complained.

She had changed her dress since dinner, and now appeared in white
muslin. Her arms and throat were bare, and down her back, almost to
her waist, fell the long gold-coloured curl she always wore.

“And beauty leads us with a single hair,” said I, taking the curl
between my fingers.

“If it were a single hair it wouldn’t lead you,” she answered, with a
coquettish manner that appeared to me perfectly natural, and thoroughly
undeceived me in my notion that she had been crying. “Men like women to
have plenty of hair.”

“You should tell Charlie that your hair is all your own,” exclaimed my
aunt, looking proudly at her child.

“I don’t want to be told; I have eyes to see,” I replied.

“It’s her own, take my word for it,” said my uncle. “I thank heaven
that the dead have not been despoiled nor the living shorn to
contribute to that show of hair. I only wonder that people can be
found to skewer dead or distressed females’ tresses among their own
locks. I should as soon think of wearing another man’s skull, were I
dissatisfied with the shape of my own, as of gumming another fellow’s
curls over my baldness.”

“There are some things that are better not thought of,” said I, “buns,
cooking, and wigs among them.”

“Why buns?” asked my aunt.

“Because,” said I, “I am told that they are the platform on which
bare-footed bakers are sometimes accustomed to dance a saraband.”

“Faugh!” cried my aunt.

Conny ran out into the garden. I was going to follow her, when she
came back holding a rosebud.

“Put that in my hair,” said she, “and let me see what taste you have.”

I ought to have possessed Uncle Toby’s simplicity when he looked into
the Widow Wadman’s eye, and attended earnestly to what I was about,
instead of thinking of other things, for then, perhaps, I should have
pleased her. As it was, I put the rose in the wrong place, when she
whipped it out, and smartly bade me try again.

My aunt looked delighted: my uncle amused.

“Where will you have it?” I enquired.

“In the right place, of course,” she replied.

“Well, then,” said I, “don’t face the glass, but be good enough to
look at me.”

You may believe I took some time in satisfying myself; putting the rose
now on one side, now on the other side, stepping elegantly backwards
to inspect her sweet face, touching with reverent fingers her golden
locks, and twisting them round and round my heart in so complicated a
mesh, that the fly whom a spider has spun upon its sticky threads is
not a securer prisoner; until my uncle, losing patience, cried out,

“Come, let us have tea, or we shall be late for church.”

“Charlie has put the rose in very becomingly,” said my aunt.

“Yes, it will do very nicely,” responded my cousin, peeping at herself
in the glass. Then, while she made the tea, she said, “I feel too
tired to go to church to-night, mamma.”

“Very well, my dear.”

“Why, what has tired you?” asked her papa.

“I don’t know, unless it is the heat.”

“The garden will be deliciously cool, this evening,” I observed. “I
think I’ll stay at home too, and keep my cousin company.”

“Do,” said my aunt.

My uncle sipped his tea, and appeared to take no notice.

But Conny exclaimed, “Oh, Charlie, please don’t stop at home for me.”

“Ah, you dear little flirt!” I thought; “it needs no Solomon to
understand the English of your ‘don’ts.’”

“I should be sorry to be thought irreligious,” I said: “but I can’t
help saying that I would rather stay at home this evening, than go to
church.”

Did Conny pout? Did a little frown gather upon Conny’s white forehead?
I couldn’t be sure--she turned her head so quickly aside. But even
had I been sure that she pouted and frowned, I should never have
doubted for a moment that her choosing not to go to church, was a hint
for me to remain with her. Come, Eugenio, you are a judge of human
nature--tell me, what did that little episode of the rosebud mean?
What, my friend, but the delicate proem, the crimson-coloured preface,
the sweet, the graceful, the womanly initialing of the Arcadian scene
she wanted me to rehearse with her?

She said no more, but drank her tea in silence, looking at the clock
now and then, and sometimes out of window, until her mamma having left
the room to put on her things, whilst her papa read a letter he had
taken out of his pocket-book, she sidled up to me and whispered, with
her eyes full of sweetness, and with the tenderest blush on her fair
face,

“I wish, Charlie, you wouldn’t stop at home for me.”

“Are you very deeply concerned for my spiritual welfare?”

“I am sure mamma would rather have you with her. She is _so_ fond of
you, you know.”

“No living being could appreciate her kindness more than I do; but I
would rather risk her displeasure than miss the chance of being with
you alone.”

In those ignorant days I used to think that a woman’s wishes were to
be read backwards, like a witch’s prayers. Since then I have learned
that this is not true. I gave Conny a smile to let her see that I
thoroughly understood her, and heartily appreciated the delicate sense
of embarrassment that made her anxious for me not to imagine, &c., and
then praised the charming effect produced by the contrast of the red
rosebud against her sunny hair. She said “Oh!” and “Ah!” and “Yes?” and
“Indeed?” and grew very absent.

“She is wondering,” I thought to myself, “whether I mean to propose
this evening.”

Before long Mrs. Hargrave put her head into the room to tell her
husband that she was ready; whereupon my uncle pocketed his letter,
and giving us a nod, went out. I watched them leave the house--my
uncle walking a yard or two behind his wife, as people who have been
long married often do--and then said to Conny, “Let us go and stroll
in the grounds.” She made no answer, but went upstairs to get her
hat, and returned after a short absence, looking very docile and even
frightened. I noticed as I held the door open for her to pass out, that
she looked at the clock, making perhaps the tenth time she had done so
in less than twenty minutes. But I was in the humour to interpret every
action of hers, into a compliment to myself, and was quite willing
to believe that this farewell peep at the clock was merely meant to
satisfy herself that she would have two good hours with me alone before
her papa and mamma returned.

The grounds covered pretty nearly seven acres. They were wonderfully
well tended, and had been laid out with great judgment and good taste.
They were richly stocked with trees; at one extremity was a fine
orchard; the wilder aspects of nature had been judiciously preserved,
and among the trees, in some portions of the estate, you would have
imagined yourself in the wilds of a forest. The evening was beautiful,
beyond the power of language to describe. The sun shone brightly, but
with the mellow and tender light that it takes in its descent, and
which deepens upon it as it nears the western horizon. Under the trees
a soft and fairy-like night had gathered, though here and there the
sunshine streamed through the branches, and bathed the deep green grass
with pools of yellow splendour. Far and near, the pink hills reared
their wooded ridges to the sky; while the quiet breeze rang with the
silvery chimes of the distant church-bells.

“Englishmen are quite right in believing in their country,” said I. “It
is the finest place in the world to live in.”

“You like it better than France?”

“I like Updown better than Longueville, certainly. What makes you
smile? I suppose you think me capricious and unfaithful to my old
affections.”

“And yet I am sure you find Updown very much duller than Longueville.”

“I daresay I should, if it were not for Grove End.”

“We are dull enough here.”

“_I_ am not. I am very happy. I know I should be very sorry to go back
to Longueville, unless I could return to it on my own terms.”

“What are they?”

“First of all, I should wish to take you with me.”

“Oh, Charlie,” she exclaimed, striking at the grass with her parasol,
“I hope you are not going to talk any nonsense.”

“It all depends,” I replied, gravely, “on what you call nonsense.”

“Flattery is nonsense, and compliments, and personal remarks.”

“Dear Conny, I haven’t flattered you?”

“See how fine the trees look, and the sky. Let us talk about
Wordsworth.”

“I’d rather talk about you.”

“I hope you won’t.”

“Why? A man mayn’t marry his grandmother, but it is nowhere written
that a man mayn’t talk of his cousin.”

She laughed at this, but made no reply. Though she had answered me
pretty briskly, I was nevertheless struck by her air, which was at once
subdued and uneasy.

“What are you thinking about, Conny?”

“About nothing.”

“Were you thinking of me?”

“How could I be thinking of you, when I tell you I was thinking of
nothing?”

“I wonder whether you have a good opinion of me?”

“I don’t suppose you care what my opinion is.”

“I do. I want you to like me.”

“I should be very wicked not to like you, considering we are relations.”

“Oh, don’t let us talk of relations. There is a brotherly-sisterly
twang about the word which is effective enough in tracts, but
which disagreeably affects the mind that is engrossed with worldly
considerations. I want you to do more than like me--I want you to love
me.”

She grew pale and stooped her head, then turning her eyes up to me,
said with a forced, nervous laugh,

“I have begged you not to talk any nonsense.”

“It is not nonsense to me. I am deeply in earnest. I love you, Conny,
and shan’t be happy unless you love me in return.”

Her head dropped again. My heart thumped like an Irish valet’s fist
upon a door. I strained my ear to catch the breathless whisper, but no
whisper came. Raising her head suddenly, she said,

“It is mamma’s wish that I should marry you. She came to my room last
night, and told me to prepare for an offer of marriage. I think you
ought to have spoken to me first, before speaking to her. It would have
been fairer.”

“Spoken to her!” I exclaimed, greatly astonished. “Why, I have never
breathed my feelings for you to a living creature.”

“How could she have known?”

“She must have guessed the truth by my manner. She must have seen, as
everybody with eyes must, that I was in love with you. I am very glad
to have her sanction; but I can assure you I have never yet sought it.”

Here came another pause, and then I said, “I hope you believe me.”

“Oh yes; but I was pained when mamma said she wished me to accept you
if you proposed, because--because I haven’t had time to fall in love
with you yet, Charlie.”

Here I caught hold of her hand, and said--I don’t know what. What man
_does_ know what he says when he makes love? It is wonderful that I can
recollect so much as I have set down. I doubt if even Boswell, who was
born with a note-book in his hand, could remember all the observations
he had occasion to make, both to the lady he did marry and to the
great number of ladies he didn’t marry. I don’t think I talked like a
hero. I don’t fancy I made use of any of those striking and powerful
expressions which I strongly suspect must have been first brought into
fashion among novelists by good-natured elderly women, who had either
never experienced or had forgotten the characteristics of love-making
among thinking beings. To conceal nothing, I don’t think I said very
much at all. “Will you love me?” and “Ho, won’t you love me?” and “Ah!
can’t you love me?” and “Please, try to love me,” with an occasional
Oh and a No, and a sigh, and a smile, and a blush from her, comprise,
Eugenio, pretty much all that was said and done between us. I looked
without sighing, and she sighed without looking. I sink--sank--sunk
my voice into a whisper, and was about to express a very poetical and
touching sentiment, when she interrupted me by crying out, “Isn’t that
seven o’clock striking?” and before I could collect my senses, so as
to enable me to listen to the distant bell and answer her, behold!
she exclaimed, “I will be back in a few minutes,” and ran--yes,
_ran_--with great speed and surprising grace, down the grounds and out
of sight.

Much astonished, I beheld her disappear, and then pulling out a cigar,
lighted it, and sank, carefully, and after a narrow inspection, upon
the grass, at the foot of a tree, and there, like Tityrus, supine but
not careless laid, waited for her to return. I tried to think over
what I had said to her, and how, on the whole, it struck me, she had
received my fervid language; but I found myself chiefly wondering what
on earth had drawn her away so hastily, and what connection seven
o’clock could have with a proceeding so entirely disagreeable and
undesirable.

In about five minutes’ time, however, I saw her returning through the
trees. She smiled very sweetly on seeing me seated and smoking, and
exclaimed with indescribable sauciness, “I think you are very wise to
rest yourself after your late severe attack.”

“I hope,” I answered a little sarcastically, “that you didn’t run away
from me because you were afraid!”

“Oh, no,” she exclaimed, with serene candour shining in her
countenance; “one of the servants--but I mustn’t tell stories out of
school. This is my little secret; so ask me no questions.”

“I _must_ ask you one question,” I replied, melted and won over as any
petulant child is with a sweetmeat, by her delightful manner, “will you
give me leave to love you?”

“Now, listen to me, Charlie,” said she, laying her little hand on my
arm and upturning her celestial eyes, so that I could see my own
lovely features gazing at me out of them, like twin cherubs leaning
forth from the blue vaults of paradise. “You have not yet given me time
to love you; and I have determined never to marry until I _do_ love. I
like you very much now, and that is all I mean to say for the present.
You’ll never be able to make me love you by constantly questioning me.
You must take this for my answer, and not say another word about what
has passed between us until I give you leave.”

“But how long are you going to take?” said I, fretfully. “You put
me in the position of a child who is told to shut its eyes and open
its mouth, and see what it will get; whereby it may get the lock-jaw,
to say nothing of the exquisite mental torture it is subjected to by
blindness under such conditions.”

“Ah, we must all learn to be patient in this world,” she answered, with
a look of real sadness in her face.

“Well, Conny,” said I, raising her hand to my lips, “I am so much in
love with you, that I will do anything you want--though I would rather
you ordered me to hang myself than wait.”

“Let us go in, I begin to feel the air a little chilly.”

We walked to the house; but, as I had not finished my cigar, and
as, so far from feeling the air chilly, I found it peculiarly mild
and delightful, I said I would remain on the lawn, making sure, of
course, that she would join me. She went into the house, and I walked
to the seat under the oak-tree, where I sat waiting and watching,
and watching and waiting, and wondering where she was, and what she
was doing, until my cigar was burned out, and the evening had fairly
fallen; when I rose and entered the drawing-room, expecting to find her
there. Then I peeped into the dining-room, and then into the library.
“She is in her bed-room,” I thought; and not very well knowing what to
do with myself, I returned to the grounds.

I could not help reflecting that I had not gained much by not going to
church. “It is true,” I thought, “that she knows I love her; but her
answers were very unsatisfactory.” Was she in love with somebody else?
Was his vulgar name Curling? Why hadn’t I asked her? and supposing I
had? would she have told me the truth?

Just as I got to the conservatory, I, to my infinite amazement, saw her
coming out from among the trees--those trees within whose gloom her
figure had faded, on the clock striking seven.

“I thought you were on the lawn, smoking?” she exclaimed. She
pronounced the word smoking, “thmoking.” Heavens! how I loved that one
lisp! And I fancied she blushed, but it was almost too dark to see
clearly.

“And I thought you were in your bed-room,” I replied, with the proper
severity of a suspicious wretch.

“Then we were both wrong,” she said, laughing.

“What is the particular attraction of those trees?” I asked, looking
hard at her.

“That’s my secret,” she answered, with a little rebellious toss of the
head.

“You found the air chilly just now. I don’t feel that it has grown
warmer since you left me,” said I, holding my hand out and looking
upwards, like a man in search of rain.

“I don’t know what you mean,” she exclaimed, in a rather tremulous
voice. “I suppose I may go into the grounds without any insinuations
being made.”

“Insinuations!” I cried. “Heaven forbid! Who insinuates? I have been
waiting for you on the lawn, and wishing for you to join me; but as you
had left the grounds because you said you felt chilly, I was surprised
to find you in them again.”

“And pray,” asked she, getting up her courage, and looking at me
pertly, “what is the _awful_ conclusion you draw from finding me here?”

“That you want to avoid me.”

“Indeed I don’t, Charlie,” she answered quite softly and tenderly, and
laying that bewitching little white hand of hers once again upon my
arm. “But I gave you a hint about a servant, didn’t I? and I told you
not to ask me any questions. Some of these days, I daresay, we shall be
_very_ confidential; and now I will go with you to the drawing-room,
and sing you a piece from the ‘Stabat Mater.’”

And with the archest look in the world, this most puzzling, seductive,
repelling little creature passed her hand through my arm, and led me
into the house.



CHAPTER VIII.

  _Don Jer._ “I’ll let them see how merry an old man can be.”--_The
  Duenna._


I may value myself upon one quality, which, when I was young, was in
a great measure due to the high opinion I had of myself; I was always
fond of keeping my promises, and being regarded as a man of my word.

I had informed Mr. Curling, shortly after I joined the bank, that I
should apply to my uncle for an increase of salary for Mr. Spratling.
I did so that same Sunday evening I had passed in making love to
Conny, and pleaded Spratling’s case so well, dwelt so pathetically upon
his affection for his mother, and on the effect produced on me when I
witnessed the care he took of her as they walked, that my uncle told me
he would raise the young man’s salary ten pounds next day. He seemed
much pleased to find I could take any interest in a matter of this
kind, as his notion was that I looked down upon both my fellow-clerks
with huge contempt. At supper that night, he spoke of the favour I
had requested, and my aunt was pleased to make me a very handsome
compliment, though I was much more gratified by the smile Conny gave
me, and the quite new expression of interest in her face with which I
caught her regarding me.

Next morning I had the pleasure of telling Mr. Spratling what I had
done for him; and the way in which he slipped off his stool and pressed
my hand, looking wistfully into my face, as if he were made sad by
the want of language to express his feelings, quite affected me. Mr.
Curling was immensely polite and officiously instructive. “You have
made two worthy people very happy to-day,” he whispered. I smiled
rather coldly, for my unaccountable prejudice against this gentleman
was daily increasing, and I wanted nothing from him but the bare
instruction he was capable of giving me.

I was leaning with my hands behind me against the empty fireplace in
the bank, thinking, I daresay, of Conny, when the swinging doors were
pushed rather violently open, and a tall, stout man, dressed in a
frock-coat and a broad-brimmed hat, the felt of which appeared to be
brushed the wrong way, came in.

“Is Mr. Hargrave within?” he inquired in a loud voice, pulling off his
hat, and wiping his forehead with a huge pocket-handkerchief, at the
same time staring at me in a manner, I thought, uncommonly rude. I
returned his stare with a great deal of assurance, not even changing my
posture, having no doubt that he was some old farmer who wanted to open
an account at the bank.

Mr. Spratling went to tell my uncle he was wanted. Meanwhile, my tall,
stout friend, never removed his eyes from my face. Presently my uncle
came out of his little back office, and had no sooner caught sight of
the individual who wanted him, than he shouted out,

“What! Dick! why, my dear boy, who on earth would have expected to see
you!”

“How are you? how are you, Tom?” replied the other, looking at my
uncle for a moment, and immediately reverting to me. Then, throwing
his handkerchief violently into his hat, which he had placed on the
counter, he called out, pointing to me, “Tom, if that isn’t Charlie’s
son, hang, draw, and quarter me!”

“Why, of course it is,” replied my uncle. “Here, Charlie, let me
introduce you to your uncle Richard.”

I went up to the counter, and my uncle Richard gripped my hand with a
squeeze, that left my fingers bloodless.

“It is Charlie as he was at five-and-twenty--but better-looking!” he
roared, pulling me hard against the counter, and examining my face
with a broad grin on his own.

“Come in, come in, this way, both of you!” called out my uncle Tom; and
then shutting the door, he made us sit down. I looked at this fresh
uncle of mine with unmixed curiosity. He was as unlike Tom as Tom was
unlike my father. He had a fat, broad, English face, with immense
double-chins, little strips of whiskers, sharp black eyes, and a head
very nearly bald. He was as tall as my father, and about three times as
big. Indeed, he only wanted a pair of top-boots, and a bottle-coloured
cut-away coat, to have figured as a living reproduction of the picture
of the traditional Mr. John Bull.

“Of course you told me he was with you,” said he, addressing his
brother, and by the “he” meaning me, “but I should never have
remembered it had I not caught the likeness. And how’s the major? and
what is he doing? Why, he deserves to be changed into a frog, for
living all his life out of England, and never coming to see a man. How
is he? how is he?”

“Very well indeed,” said I.

“Does he ever talk of his brother Dick?”

“Oh yes.”

I should have been nearer the truth had I said “Oh no.”

“_I_’m his brother Dick. Gad take me! you stared, young ’un, as if I
were a witch. Do I look as if I could ride a broomstick? hey? hey?” And
he burst into a roar of laughter, so loud that I was almost stunned.

“And what’s brought you here, Dick?” said my uncle Tom.

“Why, I’m thinking of breeding some nags, Tom, and have come to look
at ‘Young Sidney,’ belonging to Dixon, of the Three Geese; a good
horse, my lad, rising four years old, sixteen and a quarter high: his
dam, Tom, a Yorkshire mare, by ‘Slipslop,’ a splendid brute I wanted
to buy, but that fellow Solomons wouldn’t part with her at my price.
That’s some years since. So I told Teazer I’d run over here and see the
animal, and have a look at the wife and Conny. How are they?”

“Very well. You’ll sleep at Grove End?”

“Yes; but I shall want to be away early. Wednesday’s settling-day on
the Stock Exchange, and I must be in town to-morrow night.”

“Why didn’t you bring Teazer with you?”

“Oh, somebody must be left to look after the plate. Young ’un,” said he
to me, “are you any judge of horses?”

“No, I know nothing of horses, nor of clothes’ horses either,” I
replied, hardly relishing his freedom before my uncle Tom, whose
behaviour to me was uniformly courteous and even deferential; and yet
not choosing to resent it, for fear of being made to cut a ridiculous
figure.

“Hullo! he’s a wag, Tom. Is that a French pun, nephew?” he asked, with
a droll wink at his brother.

“What are you going to do now?” said uncle Tom, coming to my rescue.

“Why, I shall go and get a basin of soup at Dixon’s, and then drive
over to Grove End?”

“Lunch with my wife--you’ll be in time.”

“Thank you; now that I’m here, I’ll have a talk with Philpotts, your
nursery-man, about some seed he’s advertising.”

“The phaeton will be here at four; join us. We’ll drive you to Grove
End.”

“All right,” answered my stout uncle, rising laboriously. “Good-bye for
the present, Tom; good-bye, young ’un.”

And he strode out of the bank, making the whole place shake with his
heavy tread.

“He’s one of the best-hearted fellows in existence,” said uncle Tom,
looking at me with a humorous twinkle in his eye. “I’m very glad he’s
come. I’ve been wanting an opportunity to introduce you.”

“Who’s Teazer? his dog?” I asked.

“His daughter. It’s his pet name for Theresa--as handsome a girl as
ever you saw.”

“Not so bluff as her papa, perhaps?”

“Not she. I rather think Dick assumes that manner with strangers.
He has an idea that it makes people see he is a man of the world--a
practical, plain-spoken man who is not to be humbugged. In reality, any
child could trick him. A big, honest heart beats in that stout form,
Charlie. Don’t let his manner prejudice you.”

“I am not easily prejudiced.”

Uncle Dick returned to the bank punctually at four, and came in,
roaring out, “What ho! House here, I say! Not ready yet! ’Sdeath, but
I’ll be revenged!” making at the same time so horrible a face at me,
that Mr. Spratling had to squeeze his mouth into his coat-sleeves, with
his hands locked over the nape of his neck, to save the explosion of
an incontrollable yell.

“That was Braham’s style in his recititavos,” said the old gentleman.
“Did you ever hear of Braham?”

“Oh, yes,” I answered, thinking he was joking me, “and of Isaac and
Jacob too.”

“Tom,” said he to his brother, who at that moment came out of his
private room, “here’s a young gentleman who imagines that Braham lived
in the time of Isaac and Jacob.”

“If he didn’t, his forefathers did,” replied Uncle Tom; at which
retort, from the head of the firm, both Mr. Curling and Mr. Spratling
laughed loudly, the smaller salary being more boisterous than the
larger.

“Braham,” said uncle Dick, addressing me, “was a great singer, who
composed the ‘Death of Nelson,’ worthy, sir, of Charles Dibdin. He was,
besides, the best _Isaac Mendoza_ the world will ever see.”

“Here comes the phaeton,” cried uncle Tom.

“I thought you asked me if I had ever heard of Abraham,” I said.

“Fudge! Abraham, indeed! I am talking of little Braham who used to
sing--” and to my infinite amusement, and to his brother’s great
concern, he struck an attitude, clapped his hand on his heart, and
frowning at a framed advertisement of the British Imperial Marine
Insurance Company, sang in a small clear tenor, the first bars of
“’Twas in Trafalgar’s bay!” This done, he called out, “Now then,
gentlemen, let none of you pretend never to have heard of Braham,”
marched to the phaeton and climbed into the front seat.

“Braham is one of his heroes,” uncle Tom whispered to me as we
followed. “They were friends, I believe, twenty-five years ago. Dick
was a good deal among the players and literary men of those days, and
when he is in the vein, his conversation is very amusing.”

We jumped into the phaeton, and drove to Grove End.

My aunt and Conny gave uncle Dick a hearty greeting. I confess I was
surprised to see how completely he altered his manners when with the
ladies; how courteous, how affable he was, how agreeably he talked. He
tried to get up a laugh against me, by telling them how I had mistaken
Braham the singer for Abraham the patriarch; but whether it was that
I had my aunt’s and cousin’s sympathy, or that they had never heard of
Braham, my big uncle’s well-meant attempt missed fire. I gave him a
look to let him know that what laugh there was, was on my side. Conny
asked very affectionately after Theresa.

“She wants to be tamed,” was the answer. “She’s growing desperately
wild. Her latest amusement is pistol-shooting, and I give you my word
she is the neatest shot that can be imagined. She hangs a ball to a
branch, and cuts the thread eight times out of ten, at twenty paces.”

“What a very singular pastime for a young lady to indulge in,”
exclaimed my aunt.

“You should get her married,” said uncle Tom. “I wish you had brought
her with you. Here’s a cousin who would be glad to know her.”

I tried to catch Conny’s eye, to let her know that this suggestion
of her papa’s was entirely gratuitous, but she wouldn’t look at me.
It seemed to me, however, that Mrs. Hargrave stared at her husband
somewhat more severely than his innocent observation merited.

“Well, when are you coming to see us?” said uncle Dick, turning round
and facing me.

“I shall be proud to make Theresa’s acquaintance,” I answered, the idea
suddenly occurring to me that by feigning to take an interest in my
unknown relative, I might arouse Conny’s jealousy.

“Name your day, my boy.”

“We’ll settle that this evening,” interrupted uncle Tom, who then
offered to take his brother to his bed-room, and afterwards show him
some singular roots he had in his hothouses. So they left the room.
Conny followed them, “to wait upon her uncle,” she said, and my aunt
and I were left alone.

“Theresa,” she observed, “is a handsome, dashing girl, but I don’t
think you’ll admire her.”

“She seems to have a very manly disposition.”

“Oh, very; she’s all day long on horseback.”

“She should join a circus.”

“I confess,” said my aunt, “I should not care for Conny to possess her
accomplishments.”

“Oh, Conny is a thorough woman, all sweetness and tenderness.”

“And I daresay,” replied the gratified mother, “would be thought by
many quite as pretty as her cousin.”

“I couldn’t conceive any girl prettier than Conny. I hope I shan’t
frighten you,” I continued, carried away by my feelings, “if I tell you
that I am in love with her.”

“Are you really?” she exclaimed, opening her eyes.

“Deeply in love with her, and I told her so last night.”

“And what did she say?” inquired my aunt eagerly.

“Why, she told me that I had not given her time to fall in love with
me.”

“But did she seem pleased? did she seem gratified?”

“I hardly know. Sometimes I thought she was, and sometimes I thought
she wasn’t.”

“Well, speaking for myself, Charlie,” said my aunt, inclining her head
forward, and addressing me in her most confidential manner, “I may tell
you, you are welcome to my consent, if you can succeed in making her
love you.”

Delighted as I was, I couldn’t be amazed; for you must remember that
Conny had told me of her mother’s wishes the evening before.

“I have not yet expressed my wishes to my husband,” she continued, “as
I prefer to wait until you and Conny have settled it between you. But
I do not doubt that he would be as gratified as myself by the union of
his child with the son of his favourite brother.”

“He’s amiable and good enough to consent to anything that would give
happiness,” said I.

“He is, indeed.”

“As to my father,” I continued, “it would delight him to hear that
I was to be married to Conny. He is a great advocate for marriages
between cousins. He considers that the dignity of a family can only be
sustained and transmitted by the union of relations.”

“Providing there is no madness.”

“Oh, of course. Don’t you agree with him?”

“Entirely. But what do you yourself think of Conny? does she seem fond
of you?”

“She gave me leave to hope.”

“I am glad to hear that. And now, as you are in love, you can be
jealous; and will therefore be able to tell me if you think her
affections are engaged elsewhere.”

“That is a most uncomfortable suggestion,” I answered, uneasily.

“Do you think she cares about Mr. Curling?”

“I have tried to find out--and were I not in love with her, I should
say, No. But the mere idea makes me jealous, and suspicious.”

“I used to think that she was attached to that man,” said my aunt,
“and so took the bull by the horns, by ceasing to invite him to see us.
But I really believe now, that what little nonsense there was between
them, is at an end. It is impossible to suppose that a child of mine
could continue to care about so insignificant a person; and certainly,
since your arrival, I have had no cause whatever to suspect that she
any longer thinks about him. If she has given you encouragement, I am
satisfied. Conny is an honest girl, and would not dream of accepting
one man’s attention, while her heart was secretly given to another.”

Here the subject of our conversation entered the room, and drove us to
talk of something else.

Considering Conny knew I loved her, considering, indeed, that I had
as good as proposed to her, I had rather expected that she would
manifest some little degree of embarrassment on meeting my eyes, that
she would colour up, perhaps, when I looked at her; in a word, that
she would have exhibited by her manner a thorough consciousness of
the tender experience we shared. Do you understand me, Eugenio? When
you met Dorothea, after you had squeezed her hand, and muttered the
statements you desired to make in her ear, you were quite satisfied
to find her shy and even reserved, peeping at you askance when she
thought you were not noticing, and receiving your observations--uttered
in a very distant and polite tone of course, before company--with a
peculiar smile and a remarkable little blush, both which your heart
opened to receive, as the flower opens to the delicate dew, and both
which were inexpressibly delicious, because they were unintelligible
to all but you. Now Conny thrilled me with no such subtle and touching
manifestations. She made no difference in her treatment of me. When my
uncles returned, I got her into a corner near the piano, and talked
cynicism. I was dreadfully sarcastic; sneered at everything; asked
satirical questions with acidulated grins; quoted “Vanity Fair,” and
was altogether fearfully bitter. She appeared sometimes amused and
sometimes disconcerted by my remarks; but I won’t be sure that she
heard everything I said. At last she asked me if I didn’t feel well?

“Good gracious!” I exclaimed, “what a dreadful question! Of course I am
well.”

“You are bilious,” she said: “you don’t take enough exercise.”

“I am not bilious. As to exercise, I hate walking.”

“Then why don’t you talk cheerfully?”

“Because you hate me,” I replied, giving her a ghastly look.

“I thought I told you last night that I liked you?”

“Liked!” I cried with immense contempt. “I had rather be hated than
liked. I want to be loved,” I muttered in a voice resembling that with
which Hamlet _père_ is used to address his son from under the stage.

“You promised you would not revert to--to--that subject, until I gave
you leave,” she exclaimed, reproachfully.

“I can’t help it. I must speak.”

“Do try to be patient, _dear_ Charlie,” she whispered in her most
winning voice, with her sweetest smile.

“I will,” I gasped. “But oh, don’t treat me as if I were only a nice
young man.”

She made me no answer, but letting slip her little hand, caught hold of
my wrist, and gave it a squeeze. Eugenio, ’twas like taking chloroform.
All heaven opened upon me.

“Dinner is served,” said a servant at the door.

I gave Conny my arm, and followed the others into the dining-room.


END OF VOL I.


CHARLES DICKENS AND EVANS, CRYSTAL PALACE PRESS.



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