Title: Damned: The Intimate Story of a Girl
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DAMNED



DAMNED

_The Intimate Story of a Girl_

ANONYMOUS


NEW YORK
THE MACAULAY COMPANY



Copyright, 1923

By THE MACAULAY COMPANY


PRINTED IN THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA



 TO THE DEVIL
 IN EVERYMAN THAT HAS ROUSED ME
 TO THE WRITING OF THIS BOOK.

                       The Author



DAMNED



DAMNED


CHAPTER I


An air of apprehension pervaded the throne room.

The most imperfect day known for ages in the Court of Gehenna was
drawing to a close. The seven Tartarean courtiers had effaced
themselves as far back in the auditorium as the folds of its black and
red electric hangings would permit. Each held eyes and ears intent,
realizing far too well that his particular tenure of preferment hung
upon the mood of the moment. Even the prime minister, Old Original
Sin, who had weathered so many Apollyon storms that he well might have
considered himself immune, sat ill at ease in his chair of honor upon
the dais.

His Satanic Majesty leaned forward from the throne chair, imposing in
its effect of onyx and gold. His head drooped as though from weight
other than the voltage of his crown. His elbows pressed upon the
chair-arms, that both his strong, long hands might stroke in turn his
pointed, copper-colored beard. About the room, as lightning plays in
advance of thunder, flashed his gray-eyed glances. When he spoke,
although in a mild voice, each auditor quivered through taut nerves.

“Draw the night curtains. Throw on every switch. I dislike this pale,
abiding light.”

Without awaiting the attendants, the courtiers sprang to do the
royal will. Sin himself operated the electric switch-board. At his
touch, a design in heraldry blazed from the wall behind the dais. In
pseudo-seeming, bands of ebony and of beryl formed the setting for a
golden crown in bas relief, its points pricked out with emeralds.
Projecting from its headband, three horns of power suspended from their
tips the ruby-writ words “Japheth,” “Shem” and “Ham.” The crown itself
looked to rest upon a sword that dripped all jewels known, like tears
of every agony, from those of water to those of blood. Beneath, through
letters transparent as thin sardonyx, flamed this caption:

 SATAN the FIRST and LAST.
 Outcast of Paradise
 Heir-apparent to Earth
 Monarch of Greater Gehenna

His Highness glanced back at this elaborate conceit and a gratified
expression crossed his face. He signed a page to spread out his
crackling mantle of gold-bordered black; slanted a self-respecting look
at the splendid proportions revealed through his easy-fitting body
garment of opaque red light; matched his long-nailed finger-tips in
pairs.

The seven waited with increased perturbation. They knew that calm,
considering look to presage some diabolical idea; realized that no
flattery might blind that super-keen sight; appreciated that the day
had run too unevenly for hope of a restful end.

From the moment of the royal rising that early morn, the King had
seemed of malevolent mind. The attendants in his private suite insisted
that he had quit the royal bed from the right side. Yet he had seemed
to assimilate perversity from his static shower, declaring the current
hot when, in fact, it was cold as refrigeration could make it. In a
passion he had unwound the small dynamo of a new costume considered
by his chief tailor a creation; later had hurled his breakfast
filectric-mignon at the first chef, asserting that it bore no
resemblance, either in appearance or gastronomic satisfaction, to the
beefsteaks of men.

The inadequate light cast by his pet device, an imitation of Sol, had
provoked a personally conducted investigation of the mammoth power
plant in the lower badlands. Disregarding the affairs which awaited
his personal direction, he had spent the noon hour tinkering at the
mechanism of his sun, moon and flock of stars.

At the General Assembly of Demons his ill-temper had gained momentum.
After listening for a time in sneering impatience to suggestions
offered as amendments to the general proposition of standardizing
crime, he had hurled upon that august body a very cataclysm of
political overthrow. One by one he had assailed the ministry, down to
the most faded of those angel plotters cast out with him at The Fall.
Announcing that he would run the nether world alone and unaided, he had
dissolved the cabinet, assigning its members to labors futile as their
protests.

In view of his treatment of those who had served him so long and so
infernally, what was in store for mere courtiers, sycophants of a few
recent centuries?

When he straightened in the throne-chair, each of the seven
straightened with him. When, tilting his crown at an easier slant,
he glanced speculatively about, all crowded back against the highly
charged curtains and tried to look indifferent at the shock.

His gaze settled upon the prime minister.

“Sin, you aborigine, a word!”

Old Original--so called because his visability, like the King’s own,
never had dimmed--made obvious effort to assume the sang-froid of one
who knows himself to be indispensable; sauntered to the steps; bent in
an obeisance of elaborate mockery.

“Future of the Universe, I await your will,” he remarked with nasal
twang.

Satan looked contemptuous of his handyman’s forced effrontery.

“I know you do. You’ve taken to awaiting my will entirely too much
for your own good. There was a time when you were full of vile ideas.
But you’ve lost your ingenuity of late. Since when have you designed
a sin-mask that would deceive the least suspicious of earthlings or
invented a new form of torture with which to demonstrate our canons of
damnation?”

The aged demon, forced on the defensive, eyed the Master with reproach.

“Æons agone there ceased to be anything new beneath the sun and I----”

“And you,” His Highness interrupted, “may be dispensed with if that
is true. I am proficient in all the old tricks myself. However, I am
disposed to give you a chance to disprove it, being ever kind and just.
Is that not true?” The lightning of his look threatened the seven
sycophants. “Am I not ever kind and just?”

“As the hope of Hell!”

“Oftener than ever!”

“In our best-worst interests, Sire!”

The medley whined from the shimmering shadows.

Sin’s voice gained in assurance, even as his mind lost at the trend of
Satanic argument.

“But, my King, haven’t I had the whole mortal world at war? Didn’t I
trick all peoples into slaughter of each other as you planned?”

“I notice you use the past-perfect tense in speaking of that late
little unpleasantness. As a matter of fact we lost out on it--lost our
one best bet since Noah and the Flood. How did you make the mistake of
assuming that any scrapper who falls fighting for his country could be
condemned by his fellow men? The worst of them is guaranteed a passport
to Abraham’s bosom. As for the leaders--the brains of the drive--most
of them were lost to us through that meanest of mortal weaknesses, fear
for the integrity of their own hides. They all want to live. That is
what’s wrong with conquerors. When earth-wars are such good training
for----”

His Highness’ teeth bit the sentence in two. His saber-like gaze
slashed suspiciously from face to face.

“You do your own army an injustice to compare its morals with that
of any on earth,” soothed the old toady. “I’ll acknowledge that I am
somewhat used up. Even Sin might get brain-fag, you know.”

“That excuse is antedated. You have had ample time to recuperate.”
The royal digits made a crackling sound as they touched. “You failed
egregiously on every important specification of the big fight. Did you
keep them at it until the world was engulfed in one red sea of gore?
Did you inoculate hate until it over-ruled every gentler human impulse?
Did you overcome the too-young at home and the too-old who were to
instruct them and the women who were to bear the spawn to continue the
slaughter? With all the possibilities of modern wholesaleness, that war
was not half what it should have been.”

“Admitting all you say,” the prime minister defended, “I don’t see
cause for your august dissatisfaction over our progress with the mortal
world.”

“You don’t? What you need is an oculist.”

His Majesty descended the steps and began to pace the great room.

“I have had a day of realization,” he continued in lifted voice.
“Something must be done. Things are too slow to suit my purposes. We
are not getting our share of those who enter Shadow Land. Entirely too
many are ticketed through to the Fields by Mors.”

“You know, Sire, something of my efforts to buy that stubborn old
keeper of the outer gate,” interpolated Sin. “Nothing I offer seems to
have any value to him. He is polite enough, but drones always the same
reminder that for the present he must abide by the records of Earth.”

“The trouble is not with Mors, fool fiend,” Satan snapped. “It is
with that book of his--with the ‘Judgments of Men.’ The feelings of
mortals do soften sickeningly toward their dead. They say the good die
young. Certainly we try to see to it that the bad die old. That’s why
everything has seemed to depend upon our new searchlight summoning
towers. Mors is able, with only two such towers ranged on either side
the Mystery Gate, to make his lists, set his automatic finders and
turn on his power. What results? Every evening and all night long
they come at his call. There’s certainly nothing attractive about the
patriarch. He is grim as the first law of mortality and looks it. Yet
every witness he subpœnas _comes_. Nothing stops them, the long, drear
journey, the fear of the unknown, the hissing belly-crawlers along the
way. What happens when _I_ build a dozen searchlight towers to his two?
I make my selected list of earthlings for whom no modern Ananias could
pass a good word. I set my alleged finders and turn on all the power we
can generate. With what result?”

Glaringly though he challenged reply, none who knew his latest scheme
to add to the population of his kingdom dared remind him of its
failure. Of necessity he answered himself.

“For a week now our tower tops have been shafting calls to Earth. Has
one of the nominated accepted? I am forced to admit that there is
something more to this death business than searchlighting. I’ve never
been so disappointed since Pontius Pilate double-crossed me.”

“Wait until Mors summons the choice crowd of leaders you mention who
started the world war,” Sin suggested.

“Wait? That seems to be your persistent idea. I tell you we can’t
afford to wait.”

Halting before the lesser fiend, Satan seared him with a look.

“I don’t expect you even to suggest where the Associated Electricians
of Gehenna have failed. And in other respects your title and office are
jeopardized. I offer you a last chance to save them. If overnight you
invent some new feasible scheme for conscripting earthlings into our
standing army, your job is saved. If not----”

“The feasible idea already is invented and its workings under way, O
King. Compared with it, all our past schemes are limited and crude.
Camouflaged under propaganda of universal appeal, it cannot fail to
start a whirlpool which will, in time, suck every man, woman and child
into moral death.”

“You refer to Bolshevism, I suppose? Not a good idea--not good at all.
The germ of it has lain in my mind for centuries. I’d suggest that you
saunter to the outer gates and quiz the evening’s grist. You might
happen upon a Red recruit with cheering news.”

“The very thing I was about to propose,” Old Original made reply on his
way to the door.

The ruler frankly sneered. “Great minds, eh? Are you trying to flatter
yourself or me? While you are going, take the wall decorations with
you.” He included the courtiers in his gesture. “How many centuries do
you obsoletes need to rise to the worst that’s in you? Do you suppose
for one split-second--mortal time--that I’d work with evil natures as
I have done since that fracas up in Paradise just for the company of
the evilest of them through eternity? By to-morrow I shall have decided
what to do with such choice parasites. Out with you, or I’ll fit my
skeleton key to the trap-door of the bottomless pit and throw you in
before your time.”

With alacrity which showed their relief at this temporary escape, the
seven followed the prime minister through the separating rays of the
rear curtain.

Satan looked to share their relief that they were gone. For a space
silence reigned with him in the throne room except for the snap of his
heels upon the floor and the swish of the royal robe. His reflection
in one of the mercurized panels of the side walls caused him to halt.
For long he studied his face, then, straightening, appreciated his
magnificent outlines. A look of satisfaction cleared the frown of evil
affairs from his brow. Lifting his crown, he bowed into the mirror.

A voice from behind the curtain also saluted him:

“‘_No wonder that thy heart was lifted up, that thy wisdom was
corrupted by reason of thy brightness._’”

“Step out, caitiff. Be as apparent as your flattery. Why do you linger
to spy upon me when I order the court cleared?”

A Balial glare fixed upon the returned minister’s ingratiating grin.

“Not to spy upon you, Sire. Rather, to admire you. You certainly are
the Boss of Below for looks.”

His Highness, never having outlived his first fault of vanity, gave
benefit of doubt to the compliment, as also to the glass-like tumbler
bewhiskered with crisp-crackling green held toward him.

“I thought Your Majesty’s harassed spirit might feel in need of
refreshment, so made bold to have this quaff mixed. It is as near as
may be like those they have voted too strong for the United States of
America, suh. Here you are--a frappé low-bolt!”

Sin proffered both explanation and cup with that irrepressibility which
so far had made, but at any moment might break him. With sympathy sips,
he watched the sampling of the liquidized current concocted by the
first royal bartender, a past-master indeed of the art before it was
amended off Forty-second Street and Broadway, New York.

“Get the kick?” he asked, fearing as much as hoping that the julep
would fail of its effect.

Satan threw the goblet on the floor, where it snapped and flashed, but
did not break.

“If I didn’t, you would.”

Sin believed him. From experience he had learned the difficulty of
gauging the moods of m’lord after a few such applications had filed or
smoothed the edges of his tooth-sharp temper. For safety’s sake he gave
a side glance into the sensitized panel.

“Notice the size of you as compared with me--and I am supposed to be
well-developed from my criminal calisthenics.”

His Highness frowned. He also “noticed.”

“Where is the value in good looks,” he conceded, “if there’s none
around whom you admire to admire you?”

Old Original was quick to follow the advantage. “A word on that very
subject is what I returned to say, a word of condolence and advice.”

“_You_ offer condolence and advice to _me_?” The King of Evil glared at
the most malapert fiend of his kingdom.

“Condolence, Sire, over your state of solitariness. Advice as to how
to ease it. From my hurting envy of your appearance I realize one
littleness in my largeness. Absolute admiration may endure only where
envy may not spring. Why does not Your Majesty seek that companionship
which is not born to jealousy? Isn’t there a complete assortment of
rags and bones and hanks of hair in Gehenna’s bargain basement?”

“You suggest for me the companionship of--” Satan paused briefly to
sneer--“of a female shade? Don’t you suppose, if I cared for the sex,
that I’d be running a harem of all nations, stocked with every famed
siren, from Helen of Troy forwards and back? You should know by this
time, old weakling, that your spirit in women doesn’t appeal to me any
more than to mortal profligates. And the pulchritude of most has gone
by the time they get here.”

“But there are the dewy-looking souls loitering about the Fields. Why
not break the rule that there may be no transference between Elysium
and the Lower Land before the Call? Aren’t you the exception to all
rules? Why not an adventure for Your Excellency such as often we have
seen in the cinemized episodes of modern villains--an abduction, say,
of the most visible and fair before the guards can interfere? Don’t
despise my idea, generated from a conviction that the chief lack in
your life is loneliness.”

“An angel for me?” Mirthlessly His Highness laughed. “Sir Sin, they
bore me limp as a summer-resort collar. To be sure that a she-soul is
going to be eternally good is a fraction worse than to be sure she’ll
be eternally bad. No, philanderer, you’ll have to do better than that.
There is not a female, quick or dead, for whose absolute admiration I’d
give a plugged nickel.”

The click of the door-knocker punctuated this assertion. Satan strode
to the throne; replaced his crown; signaled the minister to respond.

Soon Sin bowed low before his Master, a look of evil animation on his
face.

“Already the Seven have returned, Sire. They report that a goodly
number of bad ones were crowding through the gates. Among others, they
interviewed a couple who, they thought, may interest Your Majesty. They
await your pleasure without.”

“May divert My Majesty from complaint of them, you mean. Yet I suppose
that they, as well as you, should have that proverbial last chance
due evil intenders. By no means make any diverting shade await my
displeasure. Page, bid them enter The Presence.”

Royal tolerance fled, however, at sight of the candidates.

“A crippled old soldier and a woman with a suckling babe! It behooves
me to find some way of revising the current notion of what constitutes
My Majesty’s diversion.”

He relapsed into silence as the new-comers were half led, half dragged
toward the dais by a pair of the scrub-oak dwarfs who ushered inside
the Gehennan gates. By light of the dynamo that is within each soul,
they were clothed as in the habiliments they had worn in their late
estate on earth, he in a rusty uniform, she in nun’s gray. With
his crutch the cripple resented their intent to be rough, but his
travel-mate stumbled forward without resistance, her head drooped so
low that her long, loose hair swaddled the whimpering infant shade in
her arms.

The kingly choler increased when, at the steps, she sank as though from
exhaustion rather than reverence to her knees. One last, promising
glare he shot at Old Original and the seven, then spoke in a voice
quiet, yet more dire to those who knew him than any thunder-clap.

“To swoon, madam or miss, is out of date down here. I pray you postpone
the attempt for some less sophisticated audience.”

Sin, leaning forward from his especial chair just back of the throne,
dared to insinuate: “And I pray you, Damnity, do not sentence her until
you have considered her. There is something exceptional about her. She
may have been sent to prove that idea of mine.”

Satan scorned to notice the suggestion.

“Come,” he ordered the woman soul, “show your passport.”

As though from shame, she crumpled against her breast a scarlet slip.
Shaking back her hair, she looked up at him.

His Highness, startled, returned her look. He did not heed or hear
Sin’s gasp of anticipation. He forgot the seven, the pages and the
dwarfs. Leaning lower, he looked and looked.

Truly he, who had been the fate of most fair women since Eve, never had
beheld one of a face of such appeal.



CHAPTER II


The multiple-candle glow from the Mephistophelian coat-of-arms lit the
girl-soul’s features. From a veil that well might have been worn on
Earth for mourning, so black was her hair and enveloping, they gleamed
as if carved from Parian marble. The curve of her chin, the fullness of
lips blent into faint, downward-traced lines, the tube-rose texture of
her cheeks, all lent a suggestion of pliancy, even weakness. Above, her
classic nose and broad forehead offered contradiction--were sculped as
from a master’s inspiration.

Lesser wonders as to the personality behind the marble mask merged
into that aroused by her eyes. Colored like the purpling depths of
a midnight sky, they concealed, rather than revealed. From beneath
straight brows they gazed forth, not as a hope that is lost in
darkness, but as hope resting from its weariness, to rise again at
dawn. Over her face they shed a light of mystery that made its beauty
negligible--a mystery based neither on courage nor fear, pride nor
shame, joy nor dole. They asked what confused the mind and haunted the
imagination, that demand of why--_why_--to which only the Creator of
souls Himself one day may make satisfactory reply.

Intently as the spirit-girl studied the new arbiter of her sorry fate
was he studying her. At first he did not move. Then the finger-tips
of his one hand sought those of the other. As they met, the ruby-red
setting of his signet ring discharged a spark.

“The sight of you sounds like some song of Destiny,” said he.

“And only Destiny could be accountable for her present plight.” The
crippled soldier, handling his crutch with the skill of long practice,
approached the throne. His one heel clicked against the floor in a
salute peculiar to the wars of yester-year. “Might I say a few words,
sir, for this young mother? I got to know her well on the awful journey
into Shadow Land.”

Satan, turning to him, saw that age had not blurred a youthful
eagerness in his parchment face and the faded blue of his eyes.

“And why,” he scoffed, “should you speak a few words for her, or a
couple, or even one--you, a mere piece of a man?”

“That you will know, sir, after you know her. A mere girl she is.
Nothing truthful, I’m sure, could be written against her account in the
records of Earth.”

“You evade my question.” Royal annoyance over the interruption
was turned from him to his sponsors. “Why, you imperfect seven, a
one-legged veteran of a past decade?”

The prime minister intervened. “Old One-leg here is not so weak a new
idea as he looks. While he has not fought in the latest battles of
Earth, he has been absorbed in them, he says, and theoretically knows
all there is to be known of modern tactics.”

His Highness’ shoulders shrugged. “None can say that I am not glad to
believe the worst of every man. Has he a passport?”

Aloud he read the soldier-shade’s card:

 “Samuel Cummings, N.C.O. In youth deserted when battle was on. Changed
 his name and lost his identity for a time. Later reënlisted, was
 wounded in service, but not distinguished. Called from Soldier’s Home.”

The cripple’s free hand brushed one ear, as if forcefully to eject the
words. “I deserted, yes. But she lay sick abed, my girl bride, and
I loved her better than myself. Afterwards not a man in our company
fought more careless than Corporal Sam. But we had a saying at the Home
that you’ve got to be conscripted into the army of death. Only cowards
volunteer.”

“Once a deserter, always one,” His Highness made remark. “Don’t you see
that more important affairs than yours await? Just remember this, no
wife is worth deserting a good fight for.”

Corporal Sam, with head sagging and shoulders disturbed by more than
his crutch, stepped aside. But a wonderful light shone from his blue
eyes into the Satanic gray ones.

“I know,” he muttered, “that what made my Mary Gertrude worth deserting
for can’t ever die. I saw her in the border fields this very evening.
She couldn’t go on, you see, without me. She had promised to wait
around for me until----”

“Silence, old nuisance,” Sin advised. “One doesn’t mention the Second
Call in The Presence.”

He need not have feared. His Majesty’s attention had returned to the
girl-shade. A long moment he studied her; closed his eyes; quickly
opened them to study her again. The puzzlement at first on his features
changed to semi-recognition.

“That look in your eyes---- What is it, that look? I seem to know you,
woman, although I cannot place you. Do you remember having seen me
before?”

“I don’t think that I ever have seen you. But I’ve known men on Earth
that resembled you.” Her voice was that of a cathedral bell retarding
over the last phrase of the hymn.

“It must be that I have trailed you afar, probably at the start of the
career that brought you here. Let us see how you’re written down in
Mors’ copy from the book.”

Sin transferred the card from her clutch. With characteristic bravado,
he read the start of it aloud.

“Dolores Trent, Grief to Men, and bastard babe.”

“What’s that you say?” With unwonted eagerness, Satan possessed himself
of the passport. “That is quite a title, ‘Grief to Men.’ I like it.”

He smiled peculiarly while giving his eyes to Earth’s verdict of the
newcomer, as transcribed from that tome called “Judgments of Men” which
is in charge of Mors, keeper of the Great Gates into Shadow Land. From
between the two lines of his strong, white teeth, his tongue appeared
and smoothed both lips.

The girl-soul, with the equivocal expression of one both fascinated and
repulsed, watched him as he read:

 “Dolores Trent, known as ‘Grief to Men.’ A cause of disaster from
 first breath to last. Her birth caused the death of her mother, whose
 loss brought her father to ruin. Directly responsible is she held for
 the wrecked careers of a successful merchant, an eminent Divine, a
 skilled healer, a previously exemplary millionaire, and an attorney
 of repute. As a climax, the supreme crime of womanhood is hers--an
 illegitimate child. Through life she has spread sorrow in her wake.
 Unto death she carries her murdered ill-begot, a suicide without
 repentance or appeal.”

The King commented: “Æons have come and gone since I have felt
surprise. Completely did that look of yours deceive me. And Raphael
must have altered the face of his Madonna had he first seen yours.”

Arising, he stepped from the dais, settled his crown a trifle more
to one side and slicked his vandyke with meticulous care. He then
approached the cowering figure on the steps.

“It is unseemly that you should remain upon your knees, madam or miss,
when many stand who probably are not half so bad as you. Allow me.”

Stooping, he lifted her to her feet.

She straightened to face him with a show of bravery.

“I was misunderstood on Earth,” she said. “In this existence, I hope
for justice.”

“Fear not,” he assured her. “In Gehenna you shall receive justice,
Dolores Trent, as meted by that world which has learned you to its
sorrow and, it would seem, to your own.”

“I’ll tell you--I swear to you, sir, that I have done no man willing
wrong.”

He greeted her protest with a punctilious laugh, as though over an
attempt at wit.

“Rich man, poor man, beggar man, thief----”

“But you will not punish my baby for my faults?” A breeze of terror
swung the cathedral bell. “Only look at her, sir. She is too tiny, you
see, for the vaguest thought of wrong. To her, at least, be merciful.”

“Oh, Hell, be merciful!” Satan mocked her. “That too-late wail has been
dinned into my ears until it is a wonder that I can hear you at all.
Cheer up. You won’t have to part from it--I beg its pardon--_her_. Have
you not heard that a child conceived in sin must take his--its chances
with her progenitors?”

At the low, protesting cry which escaped the mother, he laid a hand
on her shoulder, then allowed his arm to settle about her, as though
measuring her height by his own. His touch appeared to repulse her.
Shuddering, she passed the infant shade to the other arm and stood
irresolute, evidently trying to decide how best she might release
herself.

A commotion at the door claimed the court’s attention. Through the
light-striped hangings, slipping from the grip of the pygmies, two
comely creatures seemed verily to float across the throne-room, a youth
costumed as a knight and a guileless-looking maid. He, drawing her by
the hand, pressed toward the group before the dais. Lithe of body and
ardent of eye, he caught the arm of the King and sought to remove it
from about the suppliant’s form. As the pursuing dwarfs seized him with
their over-long reach, His Highness found himself looking down into the
flower-face of the girl intruder--into eyes shy and fearless as violets
at dawn.

“And whom,” he enquired, “have we here?”

The minister undertook to announce them. “A pair by the stagy names of
Innocentia and Amor. They call themselves guardian spirits and have a
talent, which few share with Your Excellency and myself, of absolute
invisibility. They lined up in a most theatric way beside the wench
Dolores outside the door. As they had no passports and did not seem to
belong, I sent them back--or thought I did.”

Satan considered Sin and them. “Where is your sense of humor, Old
Original, that you explain them to _me_? I can’t say that I should have
regretted Amor. We have all varieties of him down the Lane of Labors.
But Innocentia! You might have appreciated that I seldom get a chance
to see her wings flutter or hear her heart beat from fear. Tell me, you
two, what madness is driving you?”

“There has been some mistake about the girl Dolores,” Amor declared.
“Earth has passed another false judgment. Shouldn’t I know who have
been with her since first she met the father of her child?”

“You refer, I presume, to her husband?”

The love-lad’s head threw back in defiance at the jibe. But Innocentia
flushed as she took up the defense.

“I have been with our dear Dolores always, more a part of her than the
blood in her veins, since that has ceased to flow and I am come with
her into Shadow Land. She has heeded all my cautions against the wiles
of men. Never once has she offended me.”

“More sinned against than sinning, eh?” His Highness plucked an
imaginary tear from one eye. “Often as a woman has been damned have I
heard that plea.”

“Only see for yourself, Sire, how she shrinks from your touch--how she
suffers. We pray you, release her.”

“Little pest, don’t you know that I enjoy defying you?”

Even as he scoffed, however, his clasp of the mother relaxed. He
ascended the steps and reseated himself in the throne chair.

“Innocence and love--certainly a strange companionship,” he observed.
“Odd that they don’t fade out, when they are less material than the
dimmest spirit in the inter-world. Shoo them back whence they came,
ushers. We must get to the case in hand.”

“Oh, I beg you, sir, let them stay!” Dolores interceded. “You’ll find
that they enter and exit quietly as thoughts of the mind.”

“Thoughts of the mind get very much in my way,” Satan snapped.

At his show of impatience, Innocentia pressed her lips to the cheeks of
the babe. “Do not distress yourself, Dolores dear. It is best that we
should disappear. But in Gehenna, as on Earth and in the Fields, we see
no gates and acknowledge no commands.”

“Always remember,” Amor added, “the great love of John Cabot. Send him
the strength of your good faith. In your late life it did seem that he
forsook you. But when he comes to the mystery world, he will seek you,
never fear.”

“I shall remember,” Dolores assured them in a low aside. “That night we
said our vows, I swore that I believed. Despite appearances, Amor, I
do--I _must_ believe.”

Old Original approached them. “Why unwind these fare-ye-wells when your
taxi’s waiting? Accept my arm to the door, Miss Innocentia. You look
almost overcome.”

Waggishly he escorted her out.

The while His Majesty’s frown lowered to the pygmean pair salaaming
before the dais.

As in one whine they put the formal demand: “To what futile labors, O
King, shall we consign these recruits?”

Satan shaded his eyes with one hand. He appeared not to be thinking so
much as looking. As if from under a blower, the inflammable imagination
of him glowed--glowed on Dolores Trent.

The prime minister, on returning, settled in his chair and claimed the
keen ear which, through ages past, had considered his suggestions.

“This modern Delilah, Excellency, I consider unique in that she cannot
be classed by the naked eye. She is not, so to speak, a type. Might I
call your attention to the tact with which she maintains silence, while
you----”

“You might not. I detest to have fine bits of the play diagramed by my
seat-mate. Have I or have I not eyes of my own?”

“But, Sire----”

“But the buts! Haven’t I paid at least as much admission as you?”

All eyes focused upon the Master, except those of the ancient
hypocrite. His settled appreciatively upon her who indeed had
distracted the royal resentment from himself. The pause which lapsed he
had the temerity to break, although in a vague voice, as if to himself:

“Hell to be lonely.... Some sympathy soul.... Boss looker like you....
Try anything once or twice.”

“Try anything once and forever except hoodwinking me.”

If Sin’s pride was hurt by the King’s public rebuke, it must have been
salved next moment with the proof that his advice was being found
tenable.

His Highness to the court: “As a bad lot, this earthling pair would
seem to deserve labors different from any yet devised. Until I decide
upon some special form of punishment I shall keep them in the palace.
Dame Dolores comes highly recommended to my ingenuity. That I may
observe her vices, I appoint her for the nonce First Royal Entertainer.
She shall relate to me those griefs which she has caused on Earth.”

His glance veered to the veteran.

“Always have I envied the angels their ability to weep--never have
lived down the ambition to emulate their pietism with just one tear.
Mayhap I shall be moved to that extent by these earth-tales of Grief
to Men. I am _so_ temperamental. In view of which possibility, Samuel
Cummings, I hereby create for you the office of Holder of the Crocodile
Tear Bowl to my Majesty. As for the bastard babe----”

Dolores, at his flint-hard gaze, clutched closer the tiny soul of her
soul. Intensely she awaited his words.

“Don’t crucify yourself with maternal fears, my beauty. We are pleased
to let the Littlest Devil stick around. Ever notice how the strongest
villain has weakness for a brat? Yours is about as young as they
come--almost a native, one might say. He will give the palace a homey
look.”

“She, sir.”

“_She._ I beg _its_ pardon.”

“You are so much kinder than I was led to expect.” To his consideration
the young mother lifted the radium glow of her gratitude. “From hints
I heard at the Mystery Gate, I gathered that you were--that you might
be----”

The delicacy of such comment was impressed upon her by the interested
expression of its subject. As she paused in confusion, a Balialic smile
lightened his countenance.

“Beginning on me already, sweet Grief--and with the old baby-eyed
confidence game? Even so, you are different from the rest of the damned
Delilahs.”

Unexpectedly he clapped his hands. Invective, sarcasm and abuse greeted
the courtiers and pages who sprang to receive and execute his orders.

“Get the machinery of this court geared up, will you? Light the snuffed
lucifers that are supposed to illuminate my life. Affairs in general
are going to be run more according to the ways of Earth, or certain
helliots will be put through their third and last degree before their
appointed time. You, tell that new chef that I have some few untried
torments for him if he does not excel his predecessors to-night. He’s
to prepare a banquet that will taste as well as look. Dynobasco Sauce
for my burnt-out stomach, the mead that sears to wash it down--all
the trimmings. And you, tell the head landscape gardener that I want
moonlight to-night--gobs of it--and a free play of juice through the
Garden of Bad Luck. Have him throw the limit in effect--fountains and
foliage and tropical bloom. I want the mistress of royal robes paged at
once. Wonderful electrician though she is, she hasn’t had a worthwhile
order since Cleopatra cast me for Anthony II. in a little domestic
drama whose tragic last act rather overbalanced the light lines of the
start. We shall see what her genius at fabric effects can do for this
trail-worn lady. Remind her of how Shakespeare once remarked: ‘Glad
rags don’t spoil the work of any tragedienne.’”

The crook of a royal finger brought Old Original to his side.

“Sin, I wish you personally to see to the selection of a suitable
tear-bowl. Take care that it is polished. Our electro-silver plate
tarnishes so quickly from its own heat. And make sure it doesn’t leak.
My first crocodile tear must be preserved--a glittering trophy to adorn
the filet of m’lady Grief. Now begone, all of you. The biggest little
séance since Creation is going to commence to-night.”

Alone, to his reflection in the mirror, he telepathed:

“I know that she is different from the different effect on me. Because
I don’t doubt that she’s bad, I don’t dislike her looking good. She is
unique, this Dame Dolores. I may be able to use her. Should I approve
her method in those troubles she caused on Earth, I just might show her
some larger responsibilities.”

       *       *       *       *       *

Through the seven courses of that most remarkable of feasts, the
spirit-girl Dolores exerted herself to please their Satanic host,
for sake of her babe if not herself. Splendid beyond words was his
appearance, from his scintillant crown to the hem of a mantle charged
to imitate iridescent metal cloth. Corporal Sam Cummings she scarcely
had recognized, so changed was he by the steel-scaled costume of an
old-time knight in which he came arrayed, a veritable “armour of light.”

Without vanity, she appreciated the kindly soldier-soul’s gasp at first
sight of her, having herself been surprised by the achievement of the
mistress of robes.

A twist of green flame bound her hair and suspended one large drop,
like an emerald of great price, low upon her brow. The rays of her body
garment clung close, representing a material sewn through with threads
of gold. This fell only to her pearl-roped ankles, but a long cloak of
translucent green waved behind her when she moved, like the following
billows of the sea.

Her beauty she had learned to deplore. To-night she feared it.
Something worse than admiration had shone in the lurid gaze of the
prime minister and lesser courtier demons, something disturbing in the
silent, critical inspection of His Highness.

Gracious enough had been Satan’s manner. Not until he sampled the
last course of the delusive seven did his irritation break bounds. He
demanded the presence of the first chef.

“What was my last promise if you didn’t concoct something I could
taste?” he demanded of that unworthy. “Why do you suppose I had you
heat-tormented to suicide in the _Brillon_ kitchens in Paris if
I didn’t expect you to do better by me gastronomically than your
predecessors? I have been improvising tortures for cook-soul failures
for more centuries than the blades of near-grass used to tint this
pistache ice. Bah, heats me to look at it! Soon as I can replace you,
into the hole for Traitors to Mothers you drop.”

The wretch wrung his hands. “Not there, your Majesty! I loved my
_mère_. And is not my present labor futile enough? Almost do I despair
of tempting the palate of an immortal, with nothing but chimeras as
ingredients--with flour of the bleached dust of hopes and paprika and
baking-powder of imaginary ground brick or brimstone.”

“I do not grant that your labor is futile,” Satan snapped. “Surely
you’ll agree that the Ruler of Greater Gehenna deserves the Epicurean
joys afforded gluttonous nobodies of Earth? I want to _eat_, I tell
you. Of course I am more or less immaterial. Every soul in Shadow
Land is, the new-comers less, the old-timers more. But the appetites
of Earth appeal more to me than the self-sufficiency of the angels. I
intend to have them--and to have them satisfied. If by to-morrow you
have not risen to the concoction of something to tempt me, into the
hole for Traitors to----”

With what sincerity she could assume, Dolores interposed. “I am sure I
never tasted a more delicious pasty.”

“Is that true? Can you _taste_ it?”

Satan’s gaze was upon her with the questions, his expression more than
wontedly repulsive from greed. Then wrath at her caught him.

“Liars are to be commended in a bad cause, but _pitiers_! You must
conquer such impulses. Acknowledge that you have experienced only the
vaguest reminiscence of taste. Come, let us leave this farce of a
feast. I have chosen my Chamber of Chance as the most fit setting for
your tale of the game of life. Lady champion of griefs, precede me.”

He pushed back from the table. The attendants scrambled after his
example. The head butler turned Dolores’ chair. She found herself
sweeping past the demon parasites, then past His Majesty, standing with
head bent and hand on heart, a derisive smile upon his face. A page, at
a gesture of the King, gathered up the phosphorescent billows of her
mantle.

She fell into the accent of certain strains of music which were playing
a dim, yet definite march of the dead. No ocean ever sobbed more
sympathetic plaint. No snarl of fife or beat of drum ever timed sterner
step. The music between two spheres--had Handel heard it in his dream
of Saul?

       *       *       *       *       *

The Royal Entertainer was placed in the strongest light at a faro
table which centered a room black-hung and artistically dimmed for the
occasion. Satan sat opposite as a mere auditor, his eyes glowing like
lit lamps from the shadow.

“A hint or two or three before you begin,” said he. “Remember that the
story’s the thing. If it doesn’t grip, aside from the fact that you are
telling it, you’ll have failed in your art. You’ve read some of the
old-fashioned French novels, I hope?”

“Oh, yes, Sire, and in the original. My father was a translator and
taught me to read in several languages, French, Russian, Spanish----”

“Doesn’t all that come in the story? Don’t insult our intelligence with
repetitions. Try to emulate the speed of modern fictionists, with
the--shall we say the slow-mindedness of the old? And leave out the
asterisks. We who have crossed into Mystery Land have every right to
know what’s behind the stars.”

“You mean----” she faltered.

“In brief, this: give us a tale with style, but all passages that
should be expurgated left in.”

Dolores, confused rather than enlightened by these specifications,
essayed her earth-life story with what sprightliness she might.

“You know New York City?”

“Do I know New York--I who invented it?”

Her start was fortuitous; although not intended to be humorous, won the
tribute of a chuckle from him at the head of the narrow monk table.

“Since you know New York, King Satan----”

“Call me Pluto,” suggested he. “It is my friendliest name.”

“King Pluto”--she gave him a smileless nod of agreement--“you doubtless
have heard of Harlem flats?”

Again he chuckled. “Some of our best little badger games, jealousies,
murders and other such trivial offenses have been conceived and
executed in Harlem flats. Eh, old Original? We call them ‘incubators
of discontent.’ I have visited a few in person on special occasions,
although generally one of the under-demons proves bad enough to start
the regular Harlem crimes. The _Boulevard des Capucines_, Piccadilly,
_Unter den Linden_, the _Corso_ and a narrow street called Wall are
more usual haunts of mine, offering, as they do, larger opportunities.
But this side-issuance is against the rules. Assume that I am fairly
well acquainted with the cubbies of modern cliff-dwellers.”

“They named me ‘Grief to Men,’ yet I have not meant to be. To explain
how the cruel title came to be forced upon me, I must begin in a Harlem
flat at about my nineteenth year.”

With the tremors of a spent swimmer forced to greater effort against
the tide, Dolores breasted her tale. Through that evening’s recital
and through those of subsequent evenings, she sought to make of herself
a mere entertainer, to remember the “style” demanded, as learned from
the border-line literature of the several tongues at her command, to
conquer her reluctance and lay bare the facts which had been deemed
worthy of so much space in the newspapers of Earth--for sake of those
whom indirectly she was protecting, to tell her tale with aptitude as
impersonal as though its subject were not herself.

Yet in the telling came moments when her continuity broke, when her
desperate attempt was abandoned in something more convincing than
“style.” Conquered by emotions which had come with her from the mortal
world to this strange beyond--emotions of reverence, of love, of
passion, of shame--she would fall silent, unable to proceed. At such
times her hands would shield her eyes, while the shudders of a modest
spirit would plead for reprieve; her head droop until her breast
touched the board; her lips refuse for a space to obey her will to
divert.

Fortunately His Excellency, far from disapproving such violations of
the rules which he had imposed, appeared to regard them as superstrokes
of a talent patent from the start. They lent to the reality of
the tale, prolonged suspense and multiplied his enjoyment in her
sufferings. To him, prone to delight in the inherent worst of devils
and of men, the words she could not force herself to utter often meant
more than those which had fallen from her lips.

Again, when his own impatience, increased by that of the demon
audience, stripped bare her soul and lashed her, with malevolent
threats, into renewed effort, he would chortle aloud from satisfaction
in his mental degeneracy.

From his infinite fund of information regarding persons of importance
whose trails had crossed the girl-soul’s own, he was able frequently to
furnish facts regarding others when, at times, she failed.

The earth-story of Dolores Trent, free in version and filled in from
the super-supply of Satanic intelligence, ensues.



CHAPTER III


Close to five o’clock the decrepit vehicle which, with a dingy hearse,
had formed the funeral cortège of Trevor Trent, creaked to a stop. The
entrance to the Heartsease Apartments gaped wide, just as it had gaped
a few hours earlier when the remains of the wastrel had passed through
for the last time. The relic of a Jehu, in crinkled topper and faded
blue livery sans buttons, lowered rheumatically from his seat on the
box. Adjusting his soiled dickey, mainstay of a celluloid collar and
green tie, he threw open the door with what might have been taken for
extra ceremony, had he not verbally urged his passengers to hurry lest
he miss the hot free-lunch which, with the weak prohibition-time “suds”
that washed it down, was the most pleasureable event of his day.

Those who alighted stood a moment in regretful silence--two typical
Harlem matrons, one with a child in arms, both with offspring attached
like lead weights to their skirts. Between them was the girl whom they
were seeing to-day, through the goggles of sensation, in the stellar
rôle of chief mourner.

“Pore thing--pore young thing!”

Their tears, more or less sincere, vied with those of the dripping
heavens, although not tears for Trevor Trent. Indeed, they who had
known his life for the past seventeen years had no apologies, even to
the angels, for omitting to weep over his demise. Their toil-dulled
compassion went out in this loneliest moment that succeeds a death to
the orphaned daughter who, hitherto, had been a detached unit in their
congested midst. A substantial escort, they ushered her up the steps,
unheeding the querulous welcome of the young hopefuls left at home.

“Was it a long, good, joggly ride, Ma?”

“You mighta tooken us along.”

“Can _I_ go next time anybody dies? ’Tain’t fair the baby gets all the
fun.”

Inside the door, the manner that belonged to an occasion was
unceremoniously doffed. Sympathy along this particular block of the
East One-Hundreds never interfered with life’s practicalities. Dolores
Trent received no invitations to sup with her neighbors--expected none,
since any superfluous scraps could be served very well for breakfast.

Uneasy in the emptiness of the three rooms which for so long had
represented home to her, she settled at the oak desk beside the window
with intent of searching the close-printed want columns of an evening
paper. But at first she could not see to read.

In this chair her father had struggled over the translations from which
their livelihood had been eked in those better moments when the drug
to which he was addicted would permit him to work. That, of course,
was before he had lost the position through inaccuracies which made
the firm intolerant of trying her as substitute. In the corner to the
right squatted the couch upon which he had wasted into that pallid,
unresponsive thing so lately consigned to the ground, despite her
terrified efforts to stay his departure and to recall him, once he had
gone. How strange, how confusing to be alone, like a flower cut from
its bush and thrown to the wind! It seemed as though she, too, must
wither and die.

Over him toward the last had come a change which already was dear
to her memory. Always gentle with her, intermittently zealous in an
ambition to train her mind for some worth-while future, he had become
obsessed by an anxiety over her which dulled him to the crave for poppy
paste, hitherto his controlling love and hate. It was something to
remember that, improvident though he had been in life, paupered though
he was leaving her, his distress over her fate in these last days had
conquered his desire for the drug. In the dusk, his last words seemed
again to rasp in her ears.

“You have beauty and innocence, my girl. Please God a good young love
may protect you on your way!”

Although her eyes burned, no tears relieved them. Although her heart
near burst with longing to assure him how, above other children, she
had been grateful for his affection, no whisper passed her lips.
She could not reach him now. Merely pitiful was her regret over the
diffidence which had kept her from telling him that, from her earliest
understanding, she had recognized his right to resent her; had
appreciated, on that very account, his tolerance.

But she must not regret. That would weaken her when most she needed
strength. Had she not done the best she could? In her life-long defense
of his habit, in the protectorate over him which had been her chief
concern from childhood to this early maturity, had she not shown him
that she worshiped him for forgiving the crime she had committed in
being born--in making that brutal exaction of a life for a life?

The poppy paste she never had criticized, realizing that it had entered
his life at the beginning of her own, when the young mother who had
died to give her birth lay stark, for the first time unresponsive
to his adoration. On that first night of her existence, as often he
had told her, he had chosen her name as a sort of epitaph. Grief....
Grief.... That was what she had meant to him.

His improvidence she could not contemn, remembering the brilliant
career which, before her advent, had appeared to be opening before him.
Despite her lonely childhood, despite the endurance which had filled
her time in lieu of laughter and play, she was glad now that always she
had known. With the full hurt of her heart she hoped that, if he had
not understood in life, he knew to-night that always--always--she had
known.

Darkness had taken possession of the room.

A thought that darkness possessed her prospects also caused her to
light the gas. She must not stumble into the future. She must cease
looking backward; must turn and face forward. Determinedly she settled
to the “Help Wanted” columns, a hopeful array.

However, as she read through one after another of the advertisements,
down one column and up the next, the confidence inspired by their
numbers decreased. She had not expected at once to sight an opportunity
in which she might utilize the somewhat haphazard learning with which
she was equipped. But she had hoped for something--_something_ she
could do.

And then:

 WANTED--Pretty, young girl of innocent type. No experience necessary.
 Good pay to right person. Apply Wednesday, 10:30 A. M., to Vincent
 Seff, ---- Fifth Avenue.

In small type, with the reserve of opportunity, it stood out from the
rest. Dolores re-read it. “No experience necessary.” That was the
kindest thing said to her since the cry of her father’s late-born
anxiety: “You have beauty and innocence, my girl.” The advertisement
seemed addressed to her.

As if in period to or amusement over her conclusions, there sounded a
gurgle from the gas meter. The vapor flickered; sputtered; went out.
Funerals, even in the East One-Hundreds, are expensive. And the slot
of the meter never would have mistaken the single five cent piece
remaining in her purse for the quarter that was its exaction. In
darkness Dolores retired.

As she lay in her narrow white-iron bed, she saw in the gloom, even
more clearly than under the jet, that the want-ad was meant for her.
The signature had possessed, from first glance, a familiar look.
Vincent Seff ... Vincent Seff.... Could she have heard that name
before?

With the first ray of gratuitous daylight, recognition flooded her
mind. Of course. Why shouldn’t it look familiar, that name? Often had
she glanced at it when waiting around the corner to safeguard her
father home from the publishing house. In letters of brass, hammered
into an ebony plate, it identified the most alluring windows along that
highway of lures:

  VINCENT SEFF
  LINGERIE

So there was work to be had at “good pay” handling those costly,
cobwebby under-garments which she, although widely separated from them
by circumstances, had paused passionately to admire. So the proprietor
of that house of dear delights he was who wished to employ her,
“without experience,” if only she proved pretty and innocent enough!

Even after dawn “10:30 A. M.” seemed far distant. But there was much
to do toward vacating the flat. Already the landlord had given her
grace of three days and the new tenants were “moving in.” Everything of
value had gone to the pawnbroker over on Lenox Avenue. The remnant of
furniture would be called for during the forenoon by the junk man who
had advanced her money for the funeral.

The Trevor Trent alligator suit-case, its original claims to
distinction contested by the years, she had retained for her wardrobe
and keepsakes. This, when packed, she carried across the hall and left,
“to be called for,” with one of yesterday’s emergency mourners. After
neatly sweeping the floors as a wordless return for the un-landlordly
lenience shown her, she stood for one last moment on the threshold of
the living-room. Although no sound escaped her, there rose from heart
to quivering lips the wail of the young animal bereft at once of parent
and home.

Down at the corner a subway entrance suggested. The estate of Trevor
Trent was closed, his last obligation honorably met. In the purse of
his sole heir lay her legacy, enough to carry her swiftly and at ease
to the neighbor-hood of her promised employment--promised to her by
Vincent Seff. She took out the lone coin and started for the entrance.

An old friend, the Italian fruiterer, who yesterday had eyed her with
the impressionability of his race, stopped her to press into her hand
a luscious-looking, out-of-season nectarine. Dolores tried to thank
him, but choked on the words. She decided to walk downtown. Without a
clink, her nickel slid into the coin-box at the corner of his cart,
as if fearful of being considered payment for this and other of his
kindnesses since her little girlhood. Dolores, too, was fearful. She
hoped the flush on her wontedly pale face hadn’t made him suspect. At
the corner she glanced back. The old friend waved to her. Happily he
had not heard; had not seen.

Ten-fifteen.

Somewhat winded, she hurried her already stiff pace at the warning of
the church-tower clock on the cross-street just above the lingerie
establishment. The outer doors were wide open and through the inner
ones of plate glass she could see gracefully dressed women clerks
shaking out and arranging their flimsy wares with a nice regard for
effect. As yet there looked to be no customers. But then, as Dolores
reminded herself, Vincent Seff’s was an ultra-fashionable shop. The
fine ladies destined to wear his creations scarcely would be stirring
beneath their satin and eider-down at ten-fifteen A. M.

She was there. But even Father Time could not bully her into entering
at once. She found herself palpitating with the uneasiness of one who,
for the first time, offers her services for wage. Three times she
approached the door before her courage bore her through.

Down the aisle a fashion-plate of a man stepped out to meet her.

“May I direct mam’selle?”--he, in unctuous voice.

On realizing that she had been taken for a customer, Dolores’ spirits
lifted. She glanced hopefully down at her threadbare blue serge suit.
That daybreak pressing must have rejuvenated it more than she had
thought.

“I came in answer to this.” She produced the want-ad.

Insult was added to the floor-walker’s obvious sense of injury when a
woman clerk, elaborately coiffed, made comment from the nearest counter:

“You might have guessed her as the one last victim for Juke Seff’s
slaughter of innocents.”

His face twisted in the very process of smiling. However, he
managed--and just in time--to frown.

“One flight up,” he said curtly to Dolores. “Turn to the right and----”

“To the wrong, deary,” corrected the coiffed clerk. “Then go away, ’way
back and down, down, _down_.”

Following directions, Dolores found herself in a large room which
appeared to be a modified sort of office, furnished in gray wicker,
with hangings of gray and purple chintz. As every chair and settee was
occupied, she backed to the wall near the door. Surprised to see how
many applicants had preceded her, she began to make comparisons.

Every shade of complexion, from ash blond to raven-brunette, was
represented. Glancing among them, she might have envied some their
loveliness and fashionable clothes, had she not so sincerely admired
them. Like a flower garden the aggregation looked and smelled, every
girl contributing her favorite color and perfume of sachet or extract
to the steam-heated air.

With all her appreciation, Dolores’ heart grew heavy. Gone was her hope
in the quiet distinction of her felt sailor hat, gone her assurance
that the advertisement was the sign-board of Fate. Closer to the wall
she shrank when, at precisely half-after-ten, Vincent Seff entered the
room.



CHAPTER IV


There was no mistaking him. None less than the owner of the shop
would enter with that assured step, and glance among them with that
odd mixture of aesthetic distaste, yet business interest. His manner
announced that they were “goods” to him.

Seff was a man of certain attractions, somewhere in the later thirties.
Clothed in semi-belted homespun, his lines were so defined as to
suggest stays beneath. He was of medium height, clean-shaved and almost
pallid of face. His brown hair he wore somewhat tousled, probably to
hide its scantiness over the crown.

By the time he had reached the center of the room, the girls had
straightened and begun to smile and chatter--all, perhaps, except
Dolores Trent. She watched him with the detached interest of her dead
hope.

Halting, he threw up his delicate hands in an affectation of
bewilderment.

“Oh, my dears!” he exclaimed, but in a voice lacking animation. “I
shouldn’t have believed there was so much innocence in Gotham. Really,
I am all but overcome.”

Despite the assertion, his eyes swept this corner and that.

“Would that I needed an army of innocents instead of the one
superlative!” He stepped to the open door on the right. “Mrs. Hutton!”
There was a click in his voice.

“Kindly be my board of elimination, Mary,” he instructed the handsome,
white-haired woman who responded. “This galaxy of guilelessness is too
much for little Vin. My alleged discrimination is blinded, my business
shrewdness reels, my senses---- Yes, yes, I know that the lord of
lingerie shouldn’t have ’em, senses. But what can a mere man do?” He
laid one arm about her shoulders and leaned against her, as if for
support.

“Merer than man,” she said and, as though from dislike, shrugged him
off.

“Jealous again, dear heart?”

Although he had smiled with the question, her answer made him flush.

“A sensible woman isn’t jealous of a thought.”

“Be good enough, by processes of detection best known to your sex,” he
instructed her more briskly, “to reduce this bevy to five of the most
natural. I’ll see them in the studio.”

Something additional he murmured into her ear.

She returned him a strange look.

“In twenty minutes I’ll show in the five,” said she competently.

The shop-man addressed the array of applicants. “You will understand,
young and pretty creatures, that refusal implies no aspersion, either
upon your looks or, shall I say, your artful effect of artlessness.
Unfortunately the house of Seff can utilize but one of you and stern
business commands the selection of her best suited to our particular
needs. Thanks for the sight of each and all.”

With a winning smile, generally distributed, he bowed low, backed
to the chintz-curtained doorway through which he had entered and
disappeared into what, evidently, was the studio.

Not once had his glance paused in the vicinity of Dolores Trent. She,
in complete reversal of last night’s concept of a Fate especially
interested in herself, lingered only to watch proceedings.

The softer lines which had made Mrs. Hutton’s face attractive
disappeared with her employer. Sentiment evidently was to have no place
in these “processes of detection best known to her sex.” She formed the
seventy-odd applicants in lines, before which she walked, looking each
closely in the face.

“Girls wearing rouge to this side of the room.”

No one moved. With women’s headiest hope, each evidently relied upon
the artistry of her make-up.

Mary Hutton again started along the lines. Authoritatively she tapped
this rose-blush blond and that brilliant brunette.

To one who protested that she would not know how to rouge: “You don’t
need to tell me, my dear, anything self-evident. You shouldn’t put so
much in the center of your cheeks. Natural color _spreads_. That’s the
first lesson I give our sales-girls. Start with a dab on the chin,
next a suggestion on your forehead between the eyes, then quite a bit
on the lobes of the ears, where all color starts. Only with these high
spots tinted to guide you can you hope for a natural effect. When
you’re going out, ask for my booklet, ‘If You Must Rouge, Rouge Right.’
They’ll give you a copy free. Now, please, girls over twenty, fall out!”

Again hesitation, reproaches and complaints were met with
uncompromising firmness.

Dolores never understood how it happened, for long since she had given
up. She made no plea to Mrs. Hutton, nor did Mrs. Hutton say anything
in particular to her. In fact, if the forewoman showed any notice of
her other than of an automaton, it looked to be dislike, not approval.
Yet, at the last, after the most impersonal of appraisals, she found
herself among the fittest five. As one, they were waved between the
curtains of gray and lavender chintz.

The “studio” might have been milady’s boudoir. Of violet velvet were
the carpets and hangings. The spindly Hepplewhite furniture wore
modulated tapestry. There was bric-a-brac scattered about. On the walls
hung etchings.

Vincent Seff had removed his homespun coat for a smoking jacket of
embroidered lavender silk, with which the more delicate tone of his
shirt and tie blended satisfyingly. He did not rise as they entered;
indeed, did not glance up for several minutes afterward. He was lolling
upon a _chaise lounge_, at work over a drawing--some garment design,
presumedly, as he kept glancing at a rack beside him over which hung
several strips of sheer, vari-tinted fabrics.

With a sigh of reluctance he laid down the drawing-board, selected a
cigarette from a gold cigarette case and leisurely lighted it. Only
after several deep inhalations did he yield his attention to the
nervous bevy ranged before him. Pleasure covered the regret on his face
as he surveyed them. He sat straight; studied them one by one.

“This _is_ cruel--the most exquisite cruelty!” Aloud came exclamation
at last.

He reconsidered the stuffs on the rack. Leaning over, he touched them.

“Beautiful, aren’t they? Surely the possession and feel of such things
should be enough--enough.”

His gaze, again shifting, fixed upon the pansy eyes of a silver blonde
whom, from the first, Dolores had admired most.

“Come closer, Dresden shepardess,” he invited.

It was all over, settled, Dolores thought. Those defeated should be the
last to deny the _petite_ creature’s claim to election, so soft were
the curves of her figure, so alluring her tints of white, pink, blue
and palest gold.

“Sorry to seem to disparage you, who deserve a kinder fate,” Seff was
saying. “You can see at a glance that your complexion and hair are too
indefinite to make for contrast with these _crêpes_. Perhaps one day,
for some other purpose----”

His voice ebbed as does an outgoing tide. His attention veered to the
girl next in line, the most striking of the natural brunettes from the
outer room.

“My, my, but you are a luscious thing--a lovely, luscious thing!”
Seff’s delicate finger-tips touched together sensitively. “I wish
you to understand that, personally, I like you red-blooded, dark
ones--prefer you, in fact. But you are too colorful for our present
need. You’d make this flesh pink look ashen. Awfully sorry, my dear. A
thousand thanks for the look at you. As for you, lithe gazelle----”

The manner of his preface somehow foretold the fate of the tall,
willowy girl with nut-brown hair, fleeting flushes and eyes like limpid
pools, whom he next considered.

Dolores’ heart ached for the three thus gently dismissed. She knew just
how they felt. She would be the fourth to go. Certainly, if they could
not qualify, she should not feel disappointment or offense. Except that
her situation was so desperate----

“Go over to my friend Feldtbaum,” Seff continued. “See if he can’t find
a place for you in one of his roof shows. He wants just the effect of
spotless virtue which you give out--likes it for punch. Somehow, for my
purpose, you overlook the part. And the next girl--she won’t do at all.”

His voice had sharpened.

Dolores almost leapt from the group, both hands hard pressed against
her heart to still its beat.

“Not you,” said the artist-merchant. “I’m speaking to the fourth of
you. Pretty face, young, innocent enough, but too much bust--more like
a matron. What I want to-day is--how shall I express it?--the spirit of
modest allurement. You understand, each of you four, why you won’t do?
I am so sorry. I sincerely thank you. Good morning.”

Dazed was she who watched them go. Her one definite thought was of the
gas meter. How had it known when to click off last night--how been even
more sure than she that the advertisement had been written for her?

“What am I to call you?” asked Vincent Seff when they were alone.

“Dolores Trent is my name, sir.”

“Dolores? A sad little name. And you look to be a sad little dame, sad
and mysterious. That’s what gets me and all the rest--mystery. Tell
me--” his eyes lifted quizzically--“was it your own idea to carry that
symbol?”

“You mean this--this nectarine? An old friend gave it to me as I was
leaving home.”

Dolores realized with negligent surprise that the fruiterer’s good-by
gift was still clasped in one of her hands.

“A real nectarine, is it? I supposed it was artificial--meant to be
sort of emblematic--smooth, cool, not overly ripe, yet with suggestions
of pungency like, for instance, yourself. That was too much to expect,
eh?”

“Yes, sir, it was,” she admitted.

He continued to look at her. “Since you don’t claim subtlety, perhaps
I’d better confess that you were selected before I went into the outer
room. I looked over the flock through the curtain.”

“You--you did?”

“Yes, and advised Mrs. Hutton not to overlook you.”

“Then why----”

“Why didn’t I put the rest out of their misery at once? Because I am
said to be kind-hearted. The name of being kind-hearted saves me money
in getting employees. Then, too, my business has taught me to flatter
all women, rather than offend them. Do you mind taking off your jacket,
Dolores?”

She answered by compliance.

Seff arose and stood a moment, stooping to peer into her face. One hand
he clasped around her right forearm and slid it up to her shoulder,
evidently measuring its proportions. Then he tried the firmness of her
busts.

Dolores did not like this, although she did not say so. She swallowed
against a pressure in her throat and longed for her father as she had
not longed hitherto. For the first time she lifted her eyes to his.

He flushed; in another moment removed his hands. He showed, however,
to be pleased, that, from the eyes of the applicant, had looked the
attribute which was the chief stipulation of his advertisement.

“You are not developed as you might be, but you may do better on that
very account,” he said, his manner professional. “There’s a reason. I
am sure we shall be good friends.”

“I hope that I’ll be able to suit you.”

“No doubt of that.”

“I--I mean that I shall be able to do the work.”

“No doubt of that,” he repeated.

After helping her back into the serge coat, he stood off in general
contemplation of her, a pucker between his brows.

“Now, I don’t wish to hurt your feelings, Dolores, but you’ll have
to dress better right from the start. You don’t care if I get down
to business? Your salary will be twenty-five dollars a week for the
present. Later, if you fulfill my expectations and don’t dun me, I’ll
probably raise it. I am going to pay you a week in advance and make you
an expense allowance of one hundred dollars. I of course pay for extra
clothes I order. I want you to go out and make two purchases--first,
one full-sized lunch, of which you look in need; second, a new outfit.
I shall not dictate that your suit be gray, the color we affect in the
store. But I advise that it be quite plain, something along the lines
of what you have on, only of better material. Don’t scrimp in the
quality, will you?”

“I won’t,” she promised.

Drawing a leather folder from his breast pocket, Seff sorted out six
twenties and one five-dollar bill and handed them to her.

Dolores took them, not knowing what to say. One hundred and twenty-five
dollars!

“You see that I trust you. Take the rest of to-day and the early part
of to-morrow to get yourself togged out,” he further advised. “You may
report to me here around noon-time. I’ll explain then what your duties
will be. Everything satisfactory?”

“I wish I could thank you,” Dolores murmured, as she stood waiting for
him to turn the knob of the door.

“You can,” he said in his crisp way. “Give me the symbol.”

“The--this nectarine?”

“Yes. I want to sip it.”

She glanced up to see if he could be joking. But evidently he was not.
His eyes met hers, blue and serious as a child’s. Yet she felt vaguely
disturbed to notice that, as he looked, the tip of his tongue appeared
from between his teeth and wiped both lips.

At once she gave him the nectarine. She was glad--so very glad--that
she had something he wanted to give him. She told him so.

“You are, eh?”

He said no more to her by way of thanks. But she caught several words
of what he added, as if to himself:

“Sight, touch, the thought of taste. All--that is all.”

He did not answer when she told him good-by. With an absorbed look he
was turning the nectarine about in his finger-tips. He seemed in no
hurry to bite into it.

       *       *       *       *       *

To the best of her judgment, Dolores followed the instructions of her
first employer. She changed the five-dollar bill in the purchase of
luncheon, for she was, indeed, very hungry. Even the reminder that
she now must eat all her meals alone, did not dull the edge of her
appetite. It did, however, decide that the color of her new suit
should be black--the only sign she might make of the desolation in
her heart. Mr. Seff might not like it. Still he had said that he was
“kind-hearted.” He would condone when he understood. It should have the
“quality” which had been his one proviso--all the quality she could
pay for after she had deducted a week’s room-rent in advance and a
sufficient sum for food and incidentals.

The room she sought first as the less particular purchase and found
easily--a clean hall bedroom in the “refined adult” district of the
middle West Forties. The lesser details of her “outfit”--a small
hat, gloves, stockings and shoes--she acquired one by one. The suit
she did not decide upon until ten o’clock the next morning when,
conscious of the clock hands and the obligations of good taste thrust
upon her, she exchanged her full residue for a tailor-made Duvetyn,
reduced, according to hearsay in the sample shop, because of its
“trying simplicity.” Holding her own opinion superior to the many other
ambitious things which the sales-woman said about it, Dolores honestly
felt that it was a suit whose distinction of cut might offset, in Mr.
Seff’s opinion, its somber hue.

Attired in its unpretentious luxury, her hair done low on her neck, as
her father had liked it best, beneath her new toque, she reported at
eleven o’clock in the studio.

       *       *       *       *       *

At this point in the girl-shade’s recital, it was that she tore her
eyes from the expectant smile of Satan the First and Last; covered her
face from the hot gaze of others of her demon audience; allowed her
sprightly utterance to lapse into shuddered lament.

“Oh, if I had known, if I had dreamed what I had been paid-in-advance
to do! If I could have understood in time the stare of the floor-walker
or the clerk’s reference to ‘the Juke’s slaughter of innocents’! But
the hundred dollars was spent and he showed only surprise at my dismay.
I begged him to let me work out the money in some other department of
the store. But he said that even scrubbing required experience. He had
nothing else for a girl without references to do.”

The King scowled. “You really have diverted me so far, but your
narrative style has slumped. It is an old trick, fair fiend, that of
pricking up the interest with exclamation points.”

“Hasn’t even a damned woman a right to some sacred feelings?” Sin
interposed.

“Even so, this is no confessional and I am no priest. Queer my
attention never was called to this lingerie lord. He seems to be one of
my own sort.”

As Dolores forced herself again to look at His Majesty, she appreciated
why his habit of wiping both lips with the tip of his tongue had seemed
odiously familiar.

“Have we no film in the Picture Storage Houses of the machinations of
one Vincent Seff?” With a threat in his voice, Satan turned on the
prime minister.

Sin met the implication with bravado. “Seff is only a shopkeeper, Your
Highness, a corking bad fellow, I know, but not of especial importance.
Our storage space is overcrowded now with films of far worse than he.”

Satan’s frown blackened. “He sounds promising to me. Should our Old
Original be found guilty of another crime of omission---- However, we are
to hear more of Seff and your maiden effort, are we not, sweet Grief?
Pray proceed, cutting out those alack-and-alas passages. We shall
assume that you were as innocent as your employer’s requirement at high
noon of that fatal day. It is a reasonable assumption that everybody
_is_ innocent in life’s A. M., eh? At times I take to pitying even
myself for my state of innocuous naughtiness before that little set-to
with the Great-I-Am. Come now, the tale--and see you give us the worst
of it!”



CHAPTER V


From facts later learned, Dolores was able at this point to shift the
viewpoint of her earth story from performer to audience. The incidents
of that first morning’s payment in service of her financial debt she
presented through the eyes of John Calvin Cabot, sole scion of a
seventh generation of New Yorkers and a financier who, through his
inherent aversion to idleness, was rated many times a millionaire.

       *       *       *       *       *

The Cabots were late motoring down town, having been detained at
their upper Fifth Avenue home by a domestic contretemps. The distress
of it still hardened the lines of the man’s somewhat grim-featured
face. Through the downward rush of many blocks, he pondered the first
personal favor he had considered asking his wife in years.

“Catherine,” he said at last, “I wish you’d come with me to some toy
shop and help in the selection.”

Catherine Cabot glanced into the limousine mirror, hung near the
vase of her favorite yellow orchids, “to double,” as she put it,
their beauty. She looked a good deal like the orchids, golden-haired,
delicate of outline, fragile of texture, flower-eyed. John glanced
into the mirror, too, rather than straight at her. During their ten
years together he had come to prefer the reflection of his wife to the
original. It was softer.

“My day is so full. John, you order any toys you like. Have them sent
by special messenger.”

“You don’t get my idea, Catherine. Jack would be touched and perhaps
punished more than in any other way for his outbreak this morning, if
you selected a birthday present for him yourself.”

“Can’t you tell him that I did, anyhow?”

“I could, yes. But I won’t. I expected you’d suggest that lie.”

“_John!_ I sometimes think Jackie inherited his viciousness straight
from you.”

A moment the man considered this effective, if unconvincing reproach of
the mother of his only child.

“I wish you could feel some of my indignation over that statement,”
he made quiet comment. “Now and then you have caprices for the most
unique frankness I ever have noticed in a woman. Tell me, do you have
no yearnings whatever over our unfortunate boy?”

She looked interested, as if at a compliment.

“I pride myself on my frankness. Of course any woman has a natural
affection for her own child. But, as you know, I am a beauty lover. It
is not my fault that I can’t love Jack as I should if he looked like
me, or even you.”

“Perhaps, Catherine, he inherited something from you. Perhaps he
also is a beauty lover. Should you consider the suggestion that the
‘viciousness’ you accredit to me may be in him an extreme case of
nerves--of a suffering over his deformity older than you’d expect at
eight years?”

She was thumbing the pages of her morocco-bound engagement book and
omitted to reply.

With a sadness too complete for contempt, he added: “You often have
wondered where Jack’s ugliness comes from. I’ll tell you--from the
ill-favored spirit of our marriage.”

Catherine looked startled. Then she looked indignant. After that, with
a sigh of long-sufferance, she looked very sweet.

In a voice gentle as his had been--“Since you take my refusal so hard
as to resort to your semi-occasional marital recriminations, _dear_
John, I’ll yield. I will go with you to the toy-shop, although probably
I’ll have to break a luncheon engagement in consequence. You can’t ever
say that I am unwilling to do my part. Just a minute until I see what
I have on to-day.”

Soon and coaxingly she glanced up at him. Her upper lip shortened over
mouse-like teeth which gleamed, sharp and white, between their crimson
guards. Even with the husband who claimed to know her, Catherine never
was chary of her ingenuous, confiding smiles.

“It’s your turn to make a concession. On our way to the toy-shop,
stop in with me at a showing of underwear at Seff’s. It lasts only
from twelve to one and I’ll miss it if I go further down town. Even
puritanical you may be amused. Seff is rather sensational in his
advertising, but he does import lovely things. Here is the invitation
for the latest of his shows. Do you mind?”

She handed him a card, engraved and dictioned in the very best form.
She looked rather pleased than otherwise at the manner of her husband’s
consent.

“How like you, Catherine, to make your concessions C. O. D.! For Jack’s
sake, I shall try not to ‘mind.’”

A flutter of interest greeted the Cabot’s appearance on the top floor
of the lingerie establishment, for no more discussed pair trod the
made-up scenery of the ways and by-ways of Gotham’s rich.

Catherine, despite the irregularity of that short upper lip and the
tortured, metallic brilliancy of the yellow of her hair and the
demand for public notice made by her clothes, often was pronounced
the most beautiful matron “among those present”; at least, always was
conspicuous. To-day her perquisitory air of excelling even her splendid
mink coat won her distinction in the fashionable gathering of many
women and a few men.

John--as his wife was given to explaining--she had married for his
looks. She called him the “handsomest unhandsome man” she knew. Tall,
clean-shaved, black-haired, with dark eyes of a singular intensity,
he wore a manner as unpretentious as his clothes. This was heightened
to-day by an air of detachment from the enforced situation.

Above greetings and introductions, tintillated comment over the setting
of Seff’s top floor. Arranged as a miniature auditorium, its rows of
ashwood chairs faced a small stage, equipped with footlights. Wrought
on the gray velvet curtain that concealed the exact nature of this
adventure in advertising was the title--

  THE LITTLE OLD LADY OF LORRAINE

At the twelfth chime of a concealed clock, an orchestral whisper
of the _Marseillaise_ caused the audience, creatures of habit, to
seek their places. John Cabot, although offended as always by the
commercialization of patriotism in cafés and music halls and the like,
stood in front of the prominent chairs to which an usher had led his
wife and himself. Those about him also stood, if with treasonable
sighs; as the music died away relievedly sank into their chairs.

The curtain parted. Vincent Seff appeared and lifted the right of his
artistic hands.

“Patrons--may I say friends?” he began when their mannerly palm-patting
had ceased.

The silence of curiosity greeted his hesitant, yet pleasantly delivered
announcement. Only Mrs. Hutton understood his need of courage, his
desire for pseudo-sincerity. Virulently though she appeared to
condemn him, she evidently wished him to succeed in this, his monster
imposition. She had poured the stiff drink which lubricated his voice
to that especial smoothness. She stood in the improvised wings, an
expression which would have defied a mental analyst hardening her face,
as she listened to the delivery of the brief speech which she had
helped him prepare.

“Always have we admired the lingerie from Lorraine, you and I. But how
many of you have stopped to wonder whose hands are responsible for its
textile exquisiteness, its chic and the needlework that makes it more
lovely than any other in the world? With the many changes which war
has wrought, came the fear that our American fair would be reduced to
less attractive underwear. Imagine, then, my joy when there arrived
recently, unsolicited and in trust, a shipment from my little old lady
of Lorraine.”

The speaker smiled upon the interested faces below in humid,
self-deprecatory appeal.

“The pluck as well as the embroidery of this maker was, all through the
war, a marvel to the trade. For weeks her home was under enemy fire
and the grand dame herself in constant danger of her devoted life. But
alone in her cellar workshop she plied her needle as industriously as
the _Boches_ laid down their shells. Such heroism swells the heart and
chokes the voice.”

After a brief substantiating pause, the shopman continued, as if
glorying in his show of emotion.

“Why did she do it? Not for herself, surely, since the value of
her work would have counted little against the loss of her life.
Patrons--friends--_she did it for France_. Every mite that she
earned was tossed into the coffers of her country. And now that the
reconstruction period is on, she still finds work for her withered
hands to do--still not for herself--but for the war orphans of the
French. Every cent which this shipment yields will be spent on children
whom the great struggle has deprived of their natural protectors. Not
even a commission will be subtracted. No price has been set upon the
things which I am about to show you. I feel that they are priceless. In
the name of that little old lady of Lorraine I shall give them to you
for what you offer and have no fear for the net results. To show them
from boxes on my counters--the mere thought has seemed unworthy the
trust placed in me. Will you try to like the more unique method which I
have devised?”

Bowing deeply and repeatedly in response to perfunctory applause,
Vincent Seff backed from view. Orchestral whispers of the _Marche
Lorraine_ accompanied a flurry of exclamation. The gray velvet curtain
parted; lifted.

The set was a bedchamber. Through a half-open door showed the
suggestion of a tiled bathroom. Another door and the two windows were
closed. Once the eyes became accustomed to the indeterminate light,
they made out rare hangings and furniture that looked to wear the stamp
of Louis XIV. Beneath the satin coverlet of the bed, an elongated lump
suggested a human figure asleep. Upon one pillow a lace cap indicated
rather than covered a mass of murky hair.

For minutes the orchestral rendition of Schumann’s _Traumerei_ was
the only action of the piece. In time the pantomime of a morning’s
awakening began--a shudder of the coverlet, a stretching of legs
beneath and rounded arms above. The face which uplifted from its
background of locks and lace suggested a loathful emergence from
dreams. With some degree of energy a hand reached out and pressed a
bell. That accomplished, the luxurious sleeper slipped beneath the
eider-down and again drowsed off.

The entrance of a soft-treading, black-garbed, middle-aged maid brought
diversion. Her lips moved in a supposed good-morning. She drew up the
window blinds, flooding the room with light. Her disappearance into the
bathroom was followed by the plash of water in a tub.

Her simulation of annoyance on returning to the bedside, to find the
dreamer reclaimed, was a nice histrionic bit. She reminded; urged;
finally shook. At last the lady of lethargy, smiling deliciously,
aroused to a sitting posture. The thrown coverlet bared two rosy feet
for the enclosure of satin mules. She deserted the nest of the night,
crossed the room front stage and stood with arms uplifted as an aid to
her yawns.

The spotlight found her some seconds before the maid could throw over
her a bathrobe of silk so pliant that it might have been drawn through
a bracelet.

Inhalations and forward-leanings moved the audience.

Indeed, there was cause for comment. The daring of Seff in his
presentation, the novelty of the crêpe sleeping-gown which, innocent of
_filet_ or ribbons, depended solely upon its Empire lines and girdling
silken cord--even the type of the model was rare.

Pretty of face beyond question, with a luminous sort of pallor, red
lips delicately full and purplish, child-wide eyes, she stood revealing
through the sheer a body both slender and rounded. Discussions of
her as frank as they were low-pitched proved that the pantomime was
“taking” from the start.

John Cabot was of the few who suppressed remark, but none watching him
could have doubted his interest.

Catherine curved an amused smile at him.

“_Et tu, Brute_,” she murmured.

At first from natural endowment and later from deliberate effort,
John always had believed in the virtue of women until compelled to
disbelieve. To-day he was studying neither the exquisite, hand-stitched
garment nor the “points” of the manikin who wore it.

Had he really seen lines of suffering at the corners of that smiling
mouth? Had he imagined a look of distress in eyes which momentarily had
met, but now evaded his? He was no sentimentalist. Yet he wondered.

Vincent Seff, from a chair at the far right of the first row, looked
entertained by his own entertainment. He sat slouched forward, knees
crossed, elbow on them, chin in palm, eyes up-gazing. A flush was on
his rather anaemic skin. Occasionally his cheeks twitched in an odd,
carefully controlled smirk. He nodded, now and then, as if well pleased.

John, glancing toward the shopman, saw the tip of his tongue appear and
wipe both lips. About Seff, too, he wondered.

From the wings, Mrs. Hutton watched all--the play, the “house,” the man
who had conceived and perpetrated the coup and the newspaper reporters
upon whom he depended to give it city-wide circulation. She, however,
did not wonder about Seff. Only too well she understood why he was off
guard at the moment, showing tendencies which, ordinarily, his policy
would have concealed.

She did not wonder, no. But she feared for him as much as, with a
reaction that crushed the fear, she hotly, contemptuously resented him.
As she studied the look fixed upon the girl whom he had chosen at first
glance from a room full of attractive applicants, almost did she hate
him. The chains of the hideous relationship which shackled together him
and her seemed to clank as she turned from his unconscious pantomime to
that which he had foreplanned.

The playlet proceeded.

The model trailed her bath robe to the door of the tiled room, there
to throw it off and disappear within. Presumedly she plunged into her
tub. At any rate, her next appearance, although fleeting, enhanced that
impression. Just a glimpse of her was caught, as the maid pushed wider
the door to supply a bath towel, but a glimpse that brought gasps from
the audience sharp as though they, too, had taken a cold plunge.

With hair twisted in a Grecian knot atop her head, she showed for the
brief moment before the door was closed, garbed only in the flimsiest
of silken undervests. By comparison she looked amply clad when, some
seconds later, she reëntered the bedroom, stockinged, slippered and
girdled, her outer garment a confection of the chemise persuasion
which laid claim to modesty only in its blush hue. The length lack of
this costume was remedied by the maid. After a chase whose obvious
object was further to show the cut and texture of the display, the
woman succeeded in noosing the head of her charge with a hemstitched
petticoat.

Upon the door sounded a knock of that portentiousness met only on
the stage. In effective dismay, the manikin paused front stage,
the spotlight obligingly following her example. The maid, moved by
belated prudery, scurried to a closet, from which, after a search
whose duration would not have recommended her either for system or
dispatch, she emerged with a negligee that matched the morning set.
This she draped about her young mistress and stood off to admire with a
deliberation accented by repetitions of the portentious knock.

When the door at last was opened, expectation of the unusual was
gainsaid by the man-servant who laid several ribbon-bedizened boxes
upon the couch and departed. Mistress and maid became animated by
curiosity. The parcels were undone and their contents examined--a dozen
sets of lingerie only less lovely than the one worn by the model in
that they were less attractively displayed.

These still lay about the room on chairs, tables and bed when,
at entertainment’s end, Vincent Seff himself appeared before the
footlights. His face was noticeably flushed, his voice thicker than
before in his invitation that all ascend the stage and personally
inspect the shipment from Lorraine.

If applause meant appreciation, he must have been gratified. And, in
fact, the tribute was sincere. The hour’s advertising whimsy had been
amusing and artistic. Commendatory chatter lifted as the spectators
disturbed their chairs.

John Cabot was preoccupied by an analysis of the look seen on the face
of the master of ceremonies, a look which had intensified as Seff
studied, not so much the piece as the star. Since a certain incidental
which the financier had noticed, the elaborate exhibition had become
offensive to him.

In the manikin’s small tussle over the adjustment of her
petticoat, just when she had been laughing with most abandon, two
somethings--gleaming, small yet large in suggestion--had dropped from
her eyes and been absorbed by the crêpe.

That she could weep for shame, while successfully playing her
frolicsome part, meant a great deal. Many young girls might have wept
before entering upon such a career. Most could be imagined as weeping
afterward. But to realize and suffer enough for tears in what evidently
was an initial step--Although Catherine often had told John that he was
losing his sense of humor, nobody could have declared him deficient in
vision.

He was recalled to the immediate present by the lifted voice of his
wife addressing Seff.

“I will give five hundred dollars,” she was saying, “for the set
shown on the model. The things are exquisite and the charity deserves
response.”

“My _dear_ Mrs. Cabot!” The shopman over-accented that familiarity
which the lofty seem so to appreciate from traffic-policemen, waiters,
hotel clerks and the like. “The identical set is yours. I thank you
from my heart and from the hearts of those orphans of France.”

“I’ll take them with me,” stipulated Catherine. “Have the box put in my
car, please. And, Seff, I am in something of a hurry.”

The crispness of her conclusion was like frost on a sunlit window pane.
The merchant showed himself nipped by it.

“I’ll attend to your order at once, Mrs. Cabot.”

Disregarding the importunities of less prominent would-be purchasers,
he hurried back to the stage.

“Mary--_Mary_!” His voice was pitched several notes above its wonted
mellifluence.

Mrs. Hutton appeared.

“Take charge out here, Mary,” he directed. “Have the ladies step up and
examine the lot. Every garment has the inimitable chic attained only
by the French, and the sizes vary, so that---- _You_ know, Mary. Take
anything that is offered. Such patrons aren’t going to fail our lady of
Lorraine.”

Far too elated was he to notice the composite of his chief aide’s
expression as she observed his uneven manner, his flushed face and
the glitter of his eyes. In the same thought, she sneered, pitied and
suspected. She turned to attend the gathering patrons.

Seff had not noticed, but another had. John Cabot had followed to the
stage and now stood contemplating the closed door that gave upon the
suppositious bathroom. Through it the shopman had disappeared. A mental
reminder that the whole circumstance was doubtless gross chicanery and,
at the worst, none of his affair, seemed somehow dampened by his memory
of those two small, enlightening somethings which he had seen drip from
the eyes of a laughing girl. From within he could hear fragments in
Seff’s thick tones.

“A hit.... Five hundred for the set you adorn.... Let me help, you
dream.... No time--she’s in a hurry.... I _will_.... Hush, dear heart,
they’ll hear you.”

Ensued a duet of his chuckles and gasped protests in a softer voice.
The end unmistakably was a scuffle.

John turned away, disagreeably impressed. Many of the fashionables had
ascended the stage, where Mrs. Hutton was offering the Seff confections
for sale. He advised himself that he must be imagining the alert turn
of the forewoman’s head toward the closed door and the annoyance that
falsified her smile. Then he flouted the advice. He didn’t imagine--_he
saw_. The woman _was_ alert and annoyed.

The conclusion was substantiated. Sounds that might have been laughter
or sobs percolated through the key-hole. Rasped gutterals interrupted,
plead, threatened. There followed a rushing sound and a thump against
the inside of the door.

John recrossed the stage. As he hesitated, he saw Mrs. Hutton drop the
garment under discussion and approach him.

Next moment a scream rent all uncertainty.

The most cynical scarcely could have mistaken the cry for anything
but one of terror, even without the words--intense, jumbled,
regardless--that translated it.

“No.... _No_.... I hate you.... Father, help me--_save me_!”

Before Mrs. Hutton could force the resisting handle of the door, John
Cabot had put his shoulder against the panel and broken the lock.



CHAPTER VI


The scene within the back room of the bath-set impressed John like a
still on a film which had been full of action. First glance might have
convinced a superficial person that intrusion was a mistake, but the
financier was not limited to first glances.

Leaning against the farther wall, her apparel reduced to the flimsiest
of the samples on recent display, stood the manikin. Both her arms were
upraised. Both hands clasped the shoulders of Seff.

John glanced away; looked again; saw other things.

The girl was straining to push away the shopman, not to draw him to
her. In her eyes, uplifted at the crashing of the door, was pictured
the terror which had sounded in her cry. Her face was white as
frost--looked the whiter for a mark, shaped after the imprint of teeth,
which was reddening in the flesh of her cheek.

Self’s one arm wrapped her body tightly. His other hand was entangled
in her flimsy garment at the breast. His face, also turned toward
the door, shuddered with an absorbed, strange look between hope and
hopelessness.

John Cabot stood on the threshold, held by astonishment. He had heard
that high prices oft times were exacted of shopgirls, as of aspirants
for the stage. But this situation would have seemed incredible except
that there it was before his eyes. He felt a demand for initiative.

In that scant moment of hesitation, the pros and cons of the issue, as
concerned himself, flashed through his mind. The principles in this
behind-the-scenes passion play were not of his class, or so Catherine
would have said. Both were total strangers to him, therefore their
relationship not his affair. More or less undesirable notoriety must
result from interference--the inevitable complement? to the Cabot
millions.

However, just as he knew himself not to be a number of things which
Catherine would have wished him to be, he was one thing in particular
which she did not wish him to be. There had been many times when,
frankly, he had congratulated himself on having been a human being long
before a multi-millionaire.

Through the space which he had vacated in the doorway flocked a covey
of fashion’s vultures. His audience formed as he crossed the room and
laid a golf-hardened grip upon Seff’s shoulder. There was an instant of
resistance. Then he tore the man away from the cowering girl.

Almost was he tripped to a fall. Glancing down, he noted a silken swirl
upon the floor. His first act, after throwing aside the drink-maddened
roué, was to gather up the negligee last shown outside and lay it about
the model’s shoulders.

He faced around to meet Seff’s thick-lipped threats.

“Wha--what do you mean? You’ll answer to me for your interference and
before you’re a minute older.”

The shopman chopped out at him recklessly, landing several blows.

Taller than Seff by half a head, superbly fit in comparison, John stood
as if stricken by sudden inability. His eyes were upon the scandalized
throng that had crowded into the room, rather than his opponent. He
protected himself in a confused, inadequate way from a succession of
attacks. The while he was considering a plan to spare the girl odium
and involve her tormentor.

Evidently elated by the success of his tactics, Seff paused for
emphasis.

“What d’you mean butting into my affairs?” he demanded.

“This,” answered John.

With the word, he sent his right fist to a particular spot in the
aesthetic’s neck.

The effect was startling. Seff’s head lopped, his eyes rolled, his body
wavered and stretched its length upon the floor.

Fright-cries rose from the crush about the door; above them, a shrill
demand in Catherine’s voice.

“John, are you mad?”

The first person to reach the prone figure was, however, without
utterance. An equivocal look of dread and triumph was on Mary Hutton’s
face as she knelt beside the man who was her employer and more; raised
his head to her knee; held a bottle of smelling salts to his nose.

John Cabot’s attention returned to the cause of the bout.

She had wrapped the negligee closely around her and stood awaiting
developments with dilated eyes--the model. On her cheek the mark of
teeth showed redder than before. At his glance, she took a forward
step, as if to thank him, then, embarrassed by the press of people
around the door, stopped.

Without words, they two regarded only each other. Quite still they
stood, looking.

And as they looked, comrade spirits seemed to become visible in the
glow of an incipient understanding. Beside her--faded in until to John
it became as plain as her body--appeared a vision of loveliness and
lure. Shy, yet unafraid, this vision beckoned him. From eyes bluer than
the troubled deeps of the girl’s gaze, it smiled on him. With hair
golden as the dreams of a child and tenuous as woman’s wiles, it awoke
in him a thrill like that on seeing the home-land banner in foreign
climes.

The while, in imagination, he heard the _Spring Song_ of Mendelssohn,
vaguely passionate, played by the pure-yearning notes of a flute.
The fragrance that accompanies the aspirations of youth filled his
nostrils. A thought of apple-blossoms hurt his mind with midsummer
weariness.

From his heart, as if aroused by its increasing beat, uprose response
to the vision. Not as if born of the moment--rather as if long
protected from impious eyes--an emotion new to him seemed to take
form. He felt that the girl, as well as he, must see and recognize.

Cruel with tenderness, eager with fear, the emotion that had arisen
from his heart-beats passed, like a gallant shape, from him to her. In
command that was, in truth, but a prayer, it faced the comrade soul of
her.

For a moment and an age, the eyes of the financier and those of the
shopgirl met and held, each pair the other. Met also, in that age of
moment’s length, the lad Amor, a creature of the spirit whose first
desire is to have and to hold, with Innocentia, one not more to cherish
than to fear.

A low-voiced, fragmentary conversation recalled John to the more
material present.

“You, Mary?”

“Who else? At your worst I wouldn’t dare to desert you.”

“Any more than I would you. If you hadn’t poured me so much of----
Anyhow I’ve done what you said I couldn’t do--put over a sweatshop fake
that----”

“Hush, Vin. Come, get up.”

Turning, John saw Mrs. Hutton steady Seff to his feet.

An imperative voice at his own elbow advised: “Better come with me at
once, John, unless you wish to get into the newspapers.”

“That is just what I do wish, Catherine,” he said.

“But as the protector of this latest _Inconnue_?”

“Unknown?” John glanced at his wife surprisedly, then on to the wall
against which the manikin had stood.

Gone was the luring vision which his mother had taught him to believe
was the soul of womanhood. Gone also the girl.

His sense of loss must have shown in his face.

“Why not play Don Quixote for some one more ambitious?” Catherine
gibed. “Ask me to nominate them--as your wife I could choose the
subjects with regard to the family honor and glory. I tell you there
are reporters in that crowd. Once they recognize you----”

“Reporters?” He took a step toward the crush. “Publicity--that’s the
cure for this scourge. Where are they?”

“But, John----” The wife who never could decide whether she disapproved
or admired her husband the more, remembered in the emergency to be
guileful. “Would you crush the victim to cure the scourge? Shouldn’t
chivalry protect the good name of that girl? At least, she is young.”

“And pure as a white violet. For once you are right. Excuse me a
moment. I must find a telephone.”

He strode away.

“Mule and mad, at that--a mad mule!”

The finality of Catherine’s thought-tribute returned her to her own
predicament. Her shrug redraped about her shoulders the satin-smooth
mantle of her social superiority. There was a chance that she might
escape inclusion in whatever notoriety should ensue. Did not a woman
and a mother--the occasion evoked a thought of Jackie--owe her first
duty to herself? Let John take the consequences of his mania for
reform, even to being advertised as loitering alone at the lingerie
show!

Directly upon the decision to detach herself from possibly unpleasant
consequences, she skimmed the edge of the crowd and left the store.

When John Cabot returned to the stage he saw that Seff already was
surrounded by the reporters. Mrs. Hutton stood at his elbow, a bottle
from which she evidently had poured some sort of restorative in one
hand, an emptied glass in the other.

The shopman looked distressed, either by the dose pressed upon him
or by his recent experience--perhaps by both. He was speaking with
something of the fluency of his recent “speech,” the while adjusting
his delicately-toned tie and brushing from one sleeve a reminder of his
fall.

“I am Vincent Seff, owner of this establishment. A slight
misunderstanding occurred inside, yes. But I have a hope that you good
people, also guests at my entertainment, will respect my hospitality
enough to withhold its unfortunate _finale_ from your papers.”

The press representatives, three women and a lone man, looked dubious
at this hypothetical claim. A second man, tilted in a chair against
the wall, who was in the act of finishing a creditable sketch of the
manikin, lifted to Cabot a companionable grin.

“Good, ain’t it?”

“Yes, it is. What will you take for it?”

“What will I take?” The grin broadened. “Why, a better art job than the
one I’ve got.”

“Unfortunately I can’t pay that.”

“Sorry not to oblige an admirer of my work.” The artist banged down
the forelegs of the tilted chair and gathered up his paraphernalia for
departure. “If it’s your nice little idea to keep the girl’s picture
out of the paper, it wouldn’t help any to withhold this. The camera
gang departed on the run some time ago.”

Seff, at Mrs. Hutton’s touch on his arm, had turned and seen the
addition to their group. He continued in urgent tones:

“Of course you must write your stories right, boys and girls. But I do
wish you’d go light on this finish. For the sake of a highly valued
patron, I should regret to have a certain name figured. Also, it
scarcely seems fair to jeopard the chances of an overly impulsive young
girl, just at her start of life.”

“But her scream, Mr. Seff?”

“And the door-smashing?”

“Not to mention that lively bout?”

The trio of women scribes prodded him, as though satellites of the
sport instead of fashion page.

The dapper designer plunged.

“I admit that there was a small fracas, but it was due entirely to
a misunderstanding. It is all patched up now, therefore not worth
mentioning. For once I was at fault in my choice of an employee. You
will agree, I am sure, that my little attempt at an artistic display
would not have carried an evil suggestion to the clean minds for whose
pleasure and profit it was planned. I scarcely know how to express
myself, friends. Do try to appreciate my position.”

He glanced, as if for helpful suggestion, toward Mary Hutton, then went
on, evidently planning his defense in its delivery.

“The poor girl was hysterical from nervous strain over her first public
appearance. She could not have intended to give such rein to her
impulses as--as---- Of course, a woman who will exhibit herself in such
a rôle is not exactly---- Well, I’ll not go into that. But I owe it to
myself to say that even I, experienced at judging women by their face
values, would not have believed our guileless-looking Dolores Trent
capable of a deliberate attempt to compromise an employer who----”

“_Cad!_”

At the interruption, Seff took a backward step, evidently remembering
the reach and force of the speaker’s punch.

John Cabot, with a frown, stayed the three women and lone man who,
having been given the all-important name of the woman in the case, were
on the point of taking wing.

“Best give a minute,” he advised. “You haven’t got the real story
yet. This sale is a fake. The goods were manufactured in Seff’s
own sweatshops right here in New York. The money was taken under
false pretenses. I am not in position to state just how usual among
supposedly high-class shops is the sort of indelicacy we’ve witnessed
this morning. Fortunately, however, I am able to make an example of
this instance. I am John Cabot. I ask you to investigate.”

“I have heard enough of this contemptible attack, no matter who or
what you are.” Seff hurled himself into the breach as bravely as his
condition would permit. “Nothing but respect for the feelings of
your wife has kept me from having you ejected before this. You cannot
influence the newspapers against us. We are, as you should know,
persistent advertisers. I ask you now to go quietly and at once, before
I----”

For a moment it seemed that his advice had been accepted. John Cabot
turned and crossed to the rim of the stage. There he lifted his hand to
the lingering society contingent.

“I have sent for the police,” he said. “They’ll be here any minute now.
They have a habit, I’m told, of taking the names of eye-witnesses.
Subpoenas generally arrive at elsewhere-essential moments, so I’d
suggest that such of you as have any important engagements for the near
future----”

He had said enough. The remaining “valued patrons” broke the leash of
curiosity and hurried away after the example of the “thoroughbred” Mrs.
Cabot. Be it added that they waited not for the elevator, nor counted
the steps in the flight of their descent.

For diverse reasons, a group remained with John Cabot during his brief
wait for the detectives of the nearby Tenderloin police station. The
reporters stayed because of the “realer” crux of the story explaining
the scream of a shopgirl; Mrs. Hutton because, as she had asserted, she
dared not desert Seff; the owner himself because of the competent look
of a golf-steeled right, swinging from an arm whose length and strength
he knew.

The while, Seff gained considerable reassurance from a _sotto voce_
consultation with his forewoman who, in the emergency, seemed to have
reversed the usual relationship of employed to employer. He greeted
the officers as though they had come at his request and asked that
they search the store for the model. She, although the cause of the
disturbance, would be needed, he declared, as his chief witness.

Upon the report that no trace of her could be found, he addressed
himself to the financier with a noticeable cessation of resentment.

The girl was gone, he pointed. That fact was substantial evidence
of her guilty intent toward himself. No real harm had been done and
nothing would be gained by going through with his arrest on a charge
that could not be proved. Certainly, with their combined influence, the
unpleasant aftermath of what so many had voted a pleasant morning could
be kept from the papers. Had Mr. Cabot no thought for the consequence
of the use of his name in such a connection? Even though he cared
nothing for his own reputation, did he not owe something to his family?
Sentiment aside, with no complaining witness what could he gain to
equal what he should lose by carrying out his threat?

“But there is a complainant,” John assured him pleasantly enough. “That
rôle is mine.”

“_You?_ Can you possibly intend----”

Mrs. Hutton it was who found voice for direct demand. “What is the
charge? We have a right to know, sir.”

“Assault.” John Cabot directly faced the shopman. Humor twitched his
mouth as he asked: “Did you think I let you hit me for my own selfish
pleasure?”

As the motor patrol purred its way to the station house, however, the
amusement faded from his face. The Fall air whipped his longing for
the gentler zephyrs of Spring, for the breath of apple-blooms, for the
sound of a flute playing Mendelssohn’s vaguely passionate theme.

He forced himself back to certain troubleful questions of the moment.
The manikin, Dolores Trent--what of her? The very strength of his
desire to find her advised that he should not look for her. Why favor
himself as a trailer, while jailing Seff? But where would she hide
herself--what do?



CHAPTER VII


Morning in a land of endless twilight!

The spirit-girl lay late abed after that first awakening in Gehenna,
as she realized with the switching off of the mauve curtains which had
shut sunrise from her chamber. On her show of weariness after last
night’s ordeal, she had been told how King Satan, after his preference
for the customs of Earth, had time apportioned into periods of day and
night, with eventide and dawn, midnight and noon exactly fixed. By
means of his electric sun, moon and attendant stars, supplied from the
power accumulators on the eastern and western fringes of the Gehennan
desert, the semi-light shed from the eternal radiance of the Elysian
Fields was made to seem negligible.

Dolores had been grateful for the respite. The shades about the
court, she had noted, looked more or less material according to
their naturalization into Shadow Land. She herself had been declared
unusually visible, even for a new-comer, and was expected to have the
habits of her late estate. She had not slept the sleep of Earth, any
more than she had tasted the suggestion-foods of last night’s banquet,
except as a reminiscence of taste. And yet, with eyelids closed against
sight of what was, and her inner vision limited to only the dearest of
what had been, she had passed into a sort of soul-rest--into memories
and imaginings that were one fond, commingled dream of John Cabot.

Further aroused by a subservient voice, she sank an elbow into the
damask-sheened pillow; lifted herself; opened eyes and mind to the now.

“Your shower is turned on, m’lady.”

The repetition was in English. Before, the same words had been
spoken in French. Such perfect intonation in two languages piqued
her interest. She glanced around to see standing beside her couch a
woman-shade in the black and white of service.

“Madame’s hair is so black, perhaps she is Italian. I trust I have not
startled you. His Majesty ordered that your bath be of cold cathode
rays. They are very exhilarating if one can stand the shock.”

Although this third offering came in the honey-sweet language of love,
a look of hate was on the serving woman’s face.

“Who are you?” Dolores asked in the tongue of first choice.

“You may call me Adeline. I am your maid.”

Somewhat disconcerted by the unservile gesture with which a robe of
rainbow lights was held out for her convenience, Dolores put another
question.

“How do you come to speak three languages? And doesn’t the name Adeline
mean of noble birth?”

“Ah, Madame also is French. She will the better understand.” A smile
less pleased than bitter stiffened the patrician lips. “I am of noble
birth and on earth was treated according to my rank. But the judgment
that consigned me to the Realm of Reversals has changed all that. Here
we who were ladies serve our former maids. And hard taskmistresses they
are, given thus the power to equalize their past humiliations.”

A thought of the fate awaiting Catherine Cabot made Dolores shudder. “A
grim conceit, that--I suppose the King’s own?”

The demoted noblewoman nodded. “Not Lucretia Borgia herself could have
conceived so cruel a sentence. It is not the tasks from which I suffer,
but the thought of doing them. My first position was to serve the
creature whom I had treated with all consideration in my household, she
who afterward cost me my husband, my position in society and my life.
Madame understands? I killed her. Madame’s shower is turned on.”

She who never had been served sought to refuse the offices of this
quondam great lady. On Earth no one had drawn up the morning shades for
her, she declared; had brushed the cobwebs of dreams from her lashes
with dampened cloths; had proffered the steaming beauty cup, perfumed
her bath, placed her mules, held her robe. No need was there for
Adeline to suffer while under assignment to her.

She was ill-repaid for her kindly intent.

“It is, then, as I feared. Madame is but one of them herself.”

With contemptuous manner, m’lady-who-was insisted upon performing those
duties which she knew so well from having exacted them.

“I must serve you,” she explained, “whether you wish to be served or
not. I must work out my sentence. None dares tamper with the Rule of
the Realm of Reversals. My husband warns me----”

“Your husband? Are you so fortunate as to have his company here?”

A moment the maid contemplated the eagerness on her new mistress’ face,
then gave a vicious twist to the mass of dark hair she was arranging.
“That he received a red ticket is the one bit of justice I have found
in Greater Gehenna. He bungled the trick of obtaining that verdict in
man’s favor usually granted gratis by the world.”

“You speak, Adeline, as though you hated him.”

“Hate him?” Fury shook the cultured voice. “Is it not because of
him that I am here? And he--always he seeks me at the fête of
servant-fiends to complain of the humiliations forced upon him by his
ex-valet, for well he knows that his only chance of reversal will come
through me. Since Madame is so good as to inquire, I do hate the man
I loved. I hate him the more, perhaps, for controlling his hate of
me--for his pretense of continued love.”

To Dolores, the strange creature’s will to hurt her by twisting her
hair was kind compared with this unintentional squeezing of the
hope-drops from her heart. Would every one about the court have power
to make her suffer for her past? When he whose companionship the lost
soul of her craved so unutterably should one day be sentenced to this
realm for their common social crime, would he also hide hate in a
pretense still to love?

But no. Although on Earth John had not sought her as had other men and
at the last had seemed to desert, she dared not believe that the great
heart of him could change when he came through the gate into the Lower
Land--when, one day, he joined her.

The mother-soul’s good-morning to her babe was interrupted by a message
from the King. She was to attend him at once in the Garden of Bad Luck.

Dismay possessed Dolores. Probably His Majesty meant to probe deeper,
with his knife-like cynicisms of last night, into the wounds of her
former state. But a thought of the folly of foreboding soon steadied
her. She had no choice.

“I shall go at once,” she told the maid. “I feel quite rested and
strong.”

“I should suggest to Madame that she omit to mention her restful
night,” Adeline said. “Otherwise he will not permit that it happen
again. He awaits beside the Hard Luck fountain.”

Dolores in turn offered advice. “While I am gone, doff that cap and
apron and imagine you are a lady again. He’ll never know, for I won’t
tell and the babe can’t.”

“Never know, _he_?” The French soul smiled briefly. “Madame perhaps
will excuse, but evidently she is not yet acquainted with m’lord of
reversals. _Know?_ I myself should tell him if none else did. He would
compel me to do so.”

To Dolores’ relief, the King seemed to have forgotten her regrettable
history when she found him awaiting her at the spot of his
appointment. At any rate, he made no reference thereto.

“I am going to show you around my place,” he informed her. “I take
a pleasant shame in it. Guess I’ve got what real-estaters call ‘the
property sense’--a brand of nonsense.”

He led her through an avenue-like effect of lime trees to a lawn of
dwarfed red-top, where stood a winged vehicle, as much an improvement
over the planes of Earth as was the motor-car over Grimes’ one-horse
shay.

“My aeromobile,” he announced with prideful gesture.

Although of a mind given to taking for granted all mechanical details,
Dolores could not but wonder at this craft. Its wings looked more like
those of a huge hawk than the rigid spread of the aeroplanes she had
seen flying low over Central Park. Instead of standing upon wheeled
running-gear, bird feet of a proportionate size clawed into the ground.
In its head glittered a constantly moving pair of eyes.

“How ever do you rise in that?” Dolores asked. “And once you do get up,
how make it go? And up and off, how do you land?”

He was frankly gratified by her interest.

“They call me,” he exulted, “‘Prince of the Power of the Air.’ From its
essence I create whatsoever I will.”

“Then this, too, is only illusion?”

“But illusion realer than the Rock of Ages. Effects made by electricity
are indestructible. You can switch them off, as you can transfer
existence from one state to another, but you cannot destroy them.” His
look intensified: “This element and the immortal soul are the only two
absolutely steadfast quantities.”

“Except--” she hesitated--“except good in the heart.”

“Except evil in the mind, you mean.”

He snapped the correction at her, evidently displeased, but soon
returned to the subject of his “Hell Hawk.” In a round of the machine,
he showed her a propeller placed beneath the fuselage by which it
might be lifted straight or lowered on reverse; explained the encased
“pusher” at the stern and “puller” at the bow which furnished silent,
horizontal speed; described the shock absorbers with which the talons
were equipped and the practicability of reflecting scenes below in the
moving, mirror-like eyes.

“Experience is the best demonstrator. May I hand you in?”

Dolores sank into the double seat that swung like a hammock across the
roomy cock-pit. Satan placed himself beside her, seized the “stick” by
which his super-bird was directed and pressed the starting button.

Like an elevator the aeromobile shot upward, with an utter lack of
vibration that gave the effect of hella-firma receding, while their
craft stood still. Soon, however, he released the lofting button to
press that which gave power to the drivers. Forward through space they
started at a speed which would not have seemed speed at all, except for
the mounting figures finder-pointed upon a dial set into the invisible
air-screen before them. They seemed to hover above, while Gehenna raced
past them below.

“It is--is wonderful,” breathed the Apollyon guest, pauperized in
expression by the emotions that accompany a first flight.

He nodded. “Consider this morning’s air-joying one of your rewards for
being, although a factory girl, _somewhat_ different from the rest.”

She turned to him. “You must have some object in treating me so well.
What is it?”

“Ha, you are like the rest, after all--curious!” His Highness
exclaimed. “Must every she-soul know the end of the story first?
Suppose my object is to acquaint you with myself through my works. ‘By
their works ye shall know them.’ So look and know. Apply what mind you
have to getting a panoramic conception of the extent of my kingdom.
Notice the estates surrounding the palace park. I have given them over
to vari-villains so fortunate as to have merited my approval.”

When Dolores gripped the edge of the swinging seat and leaned to peer
over the side of the fuselage, he objected.

“Why must you earthlings do everything the hardest way? Let the Hawk
see for you.”

He indicated an artfully arranged series of mirrors which reflected
through the eyes of the bird a moving picture of scenes beneath.

“It looks like--like a picture postal-card of some tropical city, only
not so bright and more squat,” she observed after a moment. “It is
neatly laid out.”

“It _is_ neat,” Satan admitted. “Our perpetual heat-without-rain does
fade the colors, though. The only moisture we get down here is when the
angels weep over some new triumph of mine. Hell knows I try to make
them open the ducts more often. If ever I learn to weep myself, I’ll
likely irrigate a lot of suffering.”

“And why do you wish to weep?”

“People seem to enjoy it so. As for the squatness of the bungalows,
what can you expect in the most tropical of climates? Assume a little
imagination if you have it not. You should have seen the place before I
took hold of it. At first, after my sudden fall into utter desolation
from the Paradisian comforts of home, I couldn’t see any possibilities
in Gehenna. But I never was one to let bad enough alone.”

“Oh, I didn’t say I thought it bad,” Dolores hastened to insert.

“No, you didn’t, but you’d better! Of course, it’s not what it might
be, even now, but it was a perfect chaos when I began, a sort of
peaceful haze, with not so much as a suffering gnat for me to vent my
disposition on.”

“It’s so different from anything that----” Dolores puzzled.

“Did you expect to find Pluto wallowing in a lake of fire, _á la_
Milton?”

“Gehenna is a place of torture, isn’t it? I wasn’t taught what they
call religion in my childhood, but I typed the sermons of a minister
for a while and I know what----”

She hesitated, regretting her persistence. Satan’s facial expression,
always mobile, had altered for the worse.

“A minister, eh?” he asked fiercely. “I suppose he ranted the regular
hell-fire stuff? Let me tell you that keeping the realities of my place
from the preach-praters of Earth is the hardest thing I do. If they
conceived a fraction of my achievements in the torture line, even in
this vestibule to the real hell farther on, I’d never have a chance to
hang out the S. O. S. sign--never. Earthlings _would_ be good and The
Great Intention foiled.”

“The Great Intention, sir? What can you mean?”

He glared at her; snarled his reply: “Greater than you have gone to the
chair of perpetual voltage for the impertinence of asking that. None
knows my Great Intention save myself. It is ‘closed up and sealed until
the time of the end.’ But woe betide the red soul in Gehenna that does
not work toward its fulfillment!”

So threatening was his manner that the girl-shade shrank away; as soon
as she dared, returned her attention to the topographical features of
the world infernal.

Back whence they had come, over incalculable miles of couchant
dwellings, Apollyon Palace and its gardens glittered in the rays of
the artificial sun. On either side, taxing to the eye as the illusive
distances of a boundless desert, detail merged into mirage-like
suggestion of detail, until nothing more could be imagined--quite
nothing more except infinitude of space.

As they sped through the high-tempered air, shafts of fire-flecked
smoke reached up as if to devour them. Directly below, for sections
which might have been miles or tens of miles each, huddled a series of
convex structures with the round chimneys of pottery kilns. Massed here
and there were what looked to be warehouses and factories.

The tension of the royal mood relaxed in a free gesture. “Object to my
furnaces smoking? I have to burn some fire and brimstone to satisfy
the preconceived mortal idea of damnation. The old-timers would think
less of me if I didn’t. At that, I’m sparing of it. Am bagging the
gases for future needs. You look surprised. Do earthlings really
believe that the idea of poison gas was made in Germany? Why, my child,
I’ve looked forward for ages to the destructiveness of the fumes thrown
off by burning fiends incarnate--the real thing, you know, made in
Hell!”

Irritation again nettled his voice at the look on the face bent low to
gaze through the rising heat-hazes.

“You work as hard as a Cook’s tourist at sight-seeing. Don’t make the
mistake of supposing you can get more than an illustrative idea of
Greater Gehenna in a day, a week or a year. Just a cursory glance this
morning. To the East stretch our fire-proof picture storage warehouses,
where we stow millions a minute of the life-films of important
earthlings. Below is the Devil’s Own Play-House. Make a guess at its
capacity.”

Dolores, however, made no guess. Her interest had centered in a small,
incredibly luminous lake that attracted even as it hurt the eye.

“What is yonder pool and the great gleaming ball that floats above,
like the soap-bubble of a god?”

“That is the one biggest bubble of _the_ god. Chief thing I wanted
you to see. You _have_ a germ of intelligence--only don’t bother to
cultivate it, for it’s not to be compared with your other attractions.
What I want of you is--But I digress.”

He declared the “bubble” his latest and greatest invention, the last
blow, so to speak, in motion picture photography, by which events on
Earth might be pictured simultaneously with their occurrence.

Just then the Ball of Life, not being in use, was uncovered that it
might absorb atmospheric vitality. The countless prisms of spirits
of mercury which composed the pool acted as one glass in reflecting
distant Earth-scenes caught by the whirling bubble, which ignored
distances as it did materialistic interference. The vast stadium when
filled, was enclosed with adjustable electric walls of dark green.
There, from under eye-shields, the doings of Earth might be watched as
they were done.

“If ever you get homesick, fair house-guest, I’ll give you a look-in on
the conduct of the dear detained.”

“Oh, if you only----”

Dolores smothered her wish in the midst of its expression.

“If I only wouldn’t!” Rather disagreeably the King laughed at her
obviousness. “Now for a dip below the sun. I abhor this pale, abiding
light. Makes me blind as a bat.”

As they bolted downward, he volunteered to correct her assumption that
already she had arrived in Hell. Greater Gehenna was only the starting
station.

“We haven’t reached the bottomless pit or the lake of fire yet, not by
a world-full. And perhaps----” His coherency slackened. “Just _perhaps_
we never shall. That depends upon who is stronger when the test comes,
the cast-out near-angel or---- It is a strange thing if bad won’t
overcome good in the Universe--if ruthlessness and preparedness----”

He checked himself, as though self-accused of disclosing too much to
such a neophyte. After a suspicious scowl around at her, he continued:

“That hell-fire idea is only figurative. Why threaten the spirit with
physical duress? You have an expression on Earth, ‘so near and yet so
far,’ that has taught me the refinement of torture. I want to show you
close-ups of some specials of my invention.”

Skimming low, he pointed her attention ahead to the Cage of In-Law
Relatives, “absolutely the most vicious spirits ever caught in the
toils of durance vile,” as he described them, “and the only extant
bipeds never tamed.”

What had looked a low mountain proved to be a dome-shaped enclosure
of such size that the curve on its either side sloped gradually into
the perspective. Through the interstices of its barbed wall thousands
upon thousands of _manes_, more female than male, could be seen moving
within. From it blew a wind so malignant that Dolores’ eyes smarted
and her ears roared--a wind of whispers from countless tongues all
breathing forth hate at once. Not one of the “in-laws” spoke out. All
whispered.

“Blood egotists!” Satan chuckled. “As all the world is more or less
eligible for the Cage, I have space only for a few of the most horrible
examples. Seems an awful fate to inflict them upon each other, but I
discovered early that they are a race unto themselves. There is nothing
to equal their viciousness, not even professional jealousy. After all,
it is the mean little emotions that people Hell.”

The lettered designation of a barrack-like structure Satan read:

  BASTARD BABY WARD

“There lie the infant-shades along endless aisles. Their cribs are
lined with electro-cacti-spines. Their coverlets are of satiny
_bisnaga_ petals sewed together with their own needles.” His Highness
fixed a side glance on the mother-soul’s face as he enthused: “Although
a virtuous bachelor, I know that their whimpers mean they want milk.
So I feed that ‘so near and yet so far’ rule unto ‘even the least of
these.’ I have their nursing bottles filled with scalding, opaque air.”

“But how can a baby deserve an evil fate?” Dolores demanded. “I was
not taught the Scriptures, but does the Great-I-Am, as you call Him,
countenance such a law?”

“My favorite author, Deuteronomy, answers that. ‘A bastard shall not
enter into the congregation of the Lord. Even to his tenth generation
shall he not enter in.’ The sins of fathers being visited upon their
children is an unjust law that particularly appeals to me.”

At her sob he offered pseudo-consolation. “Be of good cheer. Your
bastard is not consigned to the Ward--that is to say, not yet.”

Low over a subdivision more dusty than any passed they sailed. Here the
scraggliest effect of vegetation ceased. Lizards moved languidly, if at
all, and snakes lolled their forked tongues.

Satan, apparently gratified by his proselyte’s nervousness, apologized:
“Sorry I cannot spare time this morning to take you through Serpent’s
Tooth Valley. I quite anticipate your pleasure in the antics of my
snakes--a sharp-tooth pursuing every thankless well-begot. It’s a
lively place. You really should get in sympathy with the serpent. He
was my first agent and cannot be excelled for loathsomeness. Can you
see that rattler--that cobra? From Arizona to the Indies they are
feared, hated--_and_ respected. By an arbitrary edict, which I cannot
at present veto, they’ve been forced to crawl upon their bellies since
early days. But one of my first acts of reward to the unrighteous after
I have come into my own shall be to set them up again. ‘When snakes
shall rise on their tails!’ A more inspiring line never was writ.”

The tourist-by-command shuddered, but did not speak. He followed her
gaze toward a barren dune in the distance over which a vapor hovered
high as could be seen.

“Nits pestering the Traitors to Mothers, among whom I threatened last
night to throw my chef. Although they are an assorted bad lot, we can
afford to pass them, as I had no mother and you next to none. Got the
scheme of the chuck-hole from the Book of Revelations: ‘Where they
shall be tormented day and night forever and ever.’ It is not that
anything in particular is so unendurable. It’s the way I keep it up.
In rotation I visit all the old-fashioned plagues upon them, murrain,
boils and blains, frogs--But imagine the rest. There is one special
side-show that will have a personal appeal to you to which I feel I
should take you before we return. Look out. I’m going to land.”

Again the Hawk had acted like an elevator. Its spreading claws clutched
the sanded soil, their shock absorbers functioning without jar. The
spirit-girl, once again upon hella-firma, gazed dazedly about.

From the rim of a monstrous, crater-like cup nearby spilled a steam
like a giant’s breath, strong, noxious, horrific. When Dolores shrank
back, well-nigh overcome, her Satanic guide fanned aside the fumes and
drew her upward toward the edge.

“Merely the regrets of the sirens,” he insisted. “This is the one
all-woman department of Gehenna, the Wanton’s Well. Lean over. Look.
See them gasp. See them try to faint. They hope that they are dying,
but no chance of that. Not one ever thinks she deserves her fate or
acknowledges her own defiance of decency. Her own case, you see, is
always ‘different.’ Only when she is surrounded by others of her kind,
thousands of them worse than she, does she begin to comprehend that in
the judgments of men woman’s unpardonable sin may have no difference.
Think of that, O fair and famed Dolores Trent--that between you and
these, your sisters, there is no difference!”

Although the girl-shade felt about to collapse, she was held by his
mental dominance. Leaning, she looked.

Her tormentor continued: “It is hot down there--hot as the curse of
society. The wantons burn in a fever of lonely lust. They thirst for a
sip of the affection and poetry--even of the rashness which made the
passion-cup sweet. And all the endless hours until That Day they’ll not
get a drop to wet their lying lips and sin-blacked tongues.”

A tug upon the hem of the royal robe cut short the inquisition. An
aged female _manes_, sear-looking and fate-limned as would have been a
relief map of this Erubian Realm, had tottered up behind them unheard.
Her silvered hair writhed backward in the blast from The Well. Her
hands shook toward it as shake withered grasses over a dry creek bed.

“Sire, she cannot stand it much longer down there, my Millie,” the
crone-soul quavered.

“Ha, Grandma Nuisance again!” Unconventionally Satan introduced her
to Dolores. “An oldish lady who has seen better days. Ever notice that
most oldish ladies _have_ seen better days?”

“I am asking naught for myself, your gracious Majesty. I was old enough
to know better. But Millie wasn’t twenty yet and that high-strung and
sore-tempted.”

Ungraciously His Majesty continued to explain her: “That dame, after
an impeccable life on her own account, plunged a knife through the
licentious breast of an offspring who, despite frequent asseverations
that she’d rather be dead, lacked courage to perform the function for
herself. They sentenced the old girl for life, the judge and jury
having that weakness for mothers which is bred in the womb of the
world. Down here, I haven’t seemed to find the right berth for her,
so have left her to her own devices, which take the form of torturing
herself in this existence as in the last over the sins of her Millie
the Magnificent.”

With threatening manner he turned on the crone.

“I told you not to follow me again.”

“But I am driven. I failed to fetch her up right or she’d never have
gone wrong. It’s all my fault. Let her out of the well. Let me take her
place.”

The grief coursing from her faded eyes seemed again to change the
variable royal mood. Seizing her wisp of hair, he compelled her to the
edge.

“At least you may suffer with her,” he conceded. “Misery loves company,
they say.” He thrust forward her peaked face. When her eyes failed to
moisture at thought of the wrench he had given her neck, he essayed a
wrench at her heart.

“See Her Magnificence on the ledge just below, parching, burning, dying
an age-long death of thirst. Hi, there, Millicent, have you thought out
some new way you might have married him? Here’s mother dear, come to
bring you a drink. How her brilliant beauty is fading under drouth! You
who suckled her as a babe, you cannot deny her just one drop? But alas,
your bosoms are withered as your face. Surely, though, you’re not out
of tears?” Over the rim he called: “The drink, the _drink_, Millicent!
Mother’s tears--extra salt.”

Dolores understood that the struggles of the spirit-dame and the wail
that came from the depths were in resistance of his mental brutality.
Yet she, too, was moved to action by a thought.

Stepping close to the edge, she contested Satan’s clutch of the old
shade; drew her back; bade her begone.

“Lift your prayers upward, mother,” she breathed in a voice of the
night-winds. “I have heard that only God Himself can save.”

Her shoulders were seized in a fiendish clutch.

“Enough of that only-God drivel! You trying to checkmate _me_?”

As she was twisted around to meet the Mind-Master’s glare, she shook
at the clash of his will against her own; knew herself conquered;
realized that, without being dragged, she was returning to the rim of
the Wantons’ Well. She was going over ... over....

“Might as well end it now as later on,” Satan snarled. “How are you
going to like it down there, Dolores Trent--down where your world has
sent you--down where there is no difference?”

All was over then, thought the spirit-girl. And her baby----

       *       *       *       *       *

She had heard his laughter quite a while before she began to
understand. Opening her eyes, she saw that she still stood on
hella-firma. In time she must have been willed back from the brink.
Nearby sat His Majesty, shaken by unholy mirth.

To Dolores this ebullition was more terrifying than his recent wrath.
After the emotional stress of the morning, she felt that she could not
endure it. Glancing in the direction taken by the crone-shade, she made
out the bent figure dissolving into the brume. She arose and faced her
tormentor.

“I wish you wouldn’t laugh that way,” she said, calmly as she could.

Satan wiped his eyes.

“I do get so amused at the rages into which I work myself to frighten
folks,” he commented when able to articulate. “Really, you can’t
imagine how much fun I have with myself. Pardon me, but I--I just can’t
get over your----”

“Won’t Your Highness oblige me by----”

“My Lowness.”

“Your Lowness. Please, Pluto.”

“‘Please, Pluto!’” Although mocking her, he settled into seriousness.
“When you get tricky like that--call me friendly names for favors, you
know--it is then that I have hopes of you. Didn’t you know I was only
fooling? Do you suppose I’d drop you over the rim before hearing the
rest of those griefs to men?”

       *       *       *       *       *

They returned to the Hell Hawk by way of The Lane of Futile Labors.
Although the King seemed minded to hurry, Dolores’ steps lagged, so
absorbing were the illusory sights on either hand.

In a fenced plot a gardener was on his knees before a line of young
rose-plants. A stray weed he pulled with eager hand. The soil around
the roots, pulverized already from his diligence, he loosened yet
again. Anxiously he lifted his eyes toward the electric sun, the while
fanning with his trowel the drooping leaves.

“Soon the rain will fall. It must sometime,” he mumbled to this plant
and to that, as though addressing conscient things. “If you’d bear me
just one rose among you, even a half-blown rose----”

So the old dodderer was back to roses again! Thus Satan commented to
the girl-shade. Roses were the gardener’s specialty. He had begun with
them a thousand years before, trying between whiles to bring to bloom
every known flower, from shrubs to lowly blue-bells. Interesting to
keep count upon how often he would revert to the hopeless hope of that
one rose!

Over his bench an inventor twenty years dead was about to try out
a miniature airship over which he had spent the entire span of his
endless workdays. As the moment of the test approached his hands
twitched too spasmodically to turn the propeller. Glancing up into
the censorious smile of the royal bystander, his face contorted by an
expectancy painful to see, he gained control. Next moment the invention
which he had quitted earth too soon to see perfected lay on the ground.
At his touch the model had quitted the bench, hovered briefly in
mid-air, then dropped.

An artist mixed paints on her palette. Over an impressionistic study of
the lurid sky-scape she worked, inspired by sheer necessity. But the
colors faded to a monotone, no matter how thickly she laid them on.

Long before the end of the Lane, Dolores had begun to understand.
That one rose never would bloom. The model plane could not fly. No
paint squeezed from Avernian tubes might express the genius of the
artist-shade for even one short hour. It was too late for the most
ambitious spirit to achieve.

Shadows from her somber thoughts were in the glance uplifted to her
guide.

“You have the askingest eyes,” observed he. “Very well. I’ll give you
a lift through the Lane of Labors. Of course it is all illusion. The
gardener imagines the weeds, the inventor the crash of his plane, the
artist her chromatic pigments. And what we see in them is what they
believe of themselves. Just as well might they imagine success, except
for--For what now, do you suppose?”

“For fear?”

Satan nodded. “Thought you’d get the idea if I gave you time. A singer
fears that her voice will fail. It fails. A woman with child fears for
its inheritance. She bears a defective. A sea captain fears that he
cannot manage his crew. From his weakness springs their mutiny. Except
for fear in the heart you earthlings could become a race of gods.”

“Gehenna, then, is thwarted hope?”

“Gehenna is preconceived failure, built up on my revised theory,
where-there’s-hope-there’s-life! Diverts me how they try and try,
foredoomed by self-doubt. They don’t and won’t know before That Day
that they must fail. Absolutely to know would be----”

“Hell?” Dolores’ lips shuddered the word.

“Hell will be despair. There none will try.”

“And--and Heaven?”

With the query the girl-soul’s eyes were lighted by a vague gleam--a
suggestion that night is not so much the end of a day past as the
beginning of one to come.

“Heaven?” His Majesty scowled down at her. “Heaven, it is supposed,
will be progress--assured realization. Tell me, did you ever find
anything in realization?”

“No, not yet. But without faith----”

“A synonym for Heaven, that ‘not yet’!”--he said intolerantly. “As for
faith--bah! Faith is the fear of fools.”

       *       *       *       *       *

Hurrying her toward the waiting Hawk, he broached: “I am going to fly
you back to Apollyon Palace over a section which I think will enlarge
your conception of my place. Everything is at a standstill down here,
_except_----”

The eager look which completed his sentence filled Dolores with
uneasiness greater than that aroused by the futile labors of the Lane.
Evidently he, master of these denizens of doom, believed in some
personal achievement. Did he also hope in vain? Last night she had
crucified her modesty of soul in the hope of saving herself and her
baby from punishment. Would her effort fail? And John Cabot--oh, surely
the faith with which she clung to that hope of one day seeing John
again was not the fear of a fool!

The apprehension seen in all faces that morning now looked from out
her own. She felt much as when told the nature of her employment in
Vincent Seff’s shop that long-ago day on Earth, after she had spent
the sum advanced her. What price was to be exacted of her in this new
position? What meant that studying regard of her--what the varied
encouragements which depressed her with sensations more heavy, if less
intelligible, than any of those proved prescience in her former state?

Until _when_?

If _what_?

_Except----?_

       *       *       *       *       *

“Except me.”

Not until they were cleaving the air directly beneath the high-swung
sun did the King complete his suspended sentence. Like mere specks
behind and below them were the cages and huts, the caves and wells and
morasses of the lower bad-lands. On either side discernible objects
blended into the sand sites reserved for expansion. Ahead, farther than
the mind could think, stretched yet more distances. Truly a Cyclopean
panorama, this topographical review of the hope-hell of the lost!

Dolores could not regard merely the spectacle. Even as she gazed
forward and back, her heart ached over such few individuals as she had
seen and over the many she had not seen. Some, mayhap, deserved their
fate, although most, she felt sure, were as was she, victims of the
shallow judgments of men. Would they, _could_ they endure until the
Supreme Judge entered court? Could she?

At the burn of dry tears within her eyelids, she remembered Satan’s
exultation over the weeping angels. Even should she weep, her tears,
like the crone-soul’s, would be salt--would tantalize, rather than
refresh. She choked back her emotion.

“A pretended interest in one’s escort is more gracious than none at
all.”

As from a distance, she heard Satan’s reproach. Recalling her thoughts,
she concentrated on what he was saying.

“How they hate me, yet how much more they fear me, my fiends! Certainly
I have the advantage over rulers of Earth in needing no secret service
protectorate. Unfortunately for my subjects, I am immortal. They know
that they cannot kill the Master Mind, that mine is the only spirit in
Gehenna to which achievement is possible. That fact I prove to them
hourly through their sufferings. They call me The Destroyer, yet am I
their one great hope of salvation.”

The boast puzzled Dolores. “The Destroyer a saviour?”

He showed surprise at her surprise.

“You don’t like me, my dear shade, or you’d show a more credulous
interest in my small confidences about myself.”

“I _am_ interested, really.”

“Although you don’t like me? Never mind. I could make you do so--could
make you love me if I chose. But I don’t wish to _make_ you. Hell knows
I’ve got my pride!”

He gave up to an attack of his lonely chortles. Evidently he had
“amused” himself again. Next moment he seized the point of his Vandyke
and straightened his countenance to excessive length.

“Get behind me, ignoble impulse of pique! Mine other cheek, turn thou
for a blow!” Lowering his face to hers, he added, most unexpectedly: “I
don’t mind admitting that you make it hard for me to be mean. Except
that I have a reputation for meanness which I must deserve--Anyhow,
it’s your turn to tell me something nice.”

“But--why--” stammered Dolores. “I don’t understand----”

“Oh, yes you do. Something nice that you think about me.”

Despite what she knew of him, the girl-shade was caught by something of
his own amusement at himself.

“I think,” she offered, “that at times you seem a very good deal of a
human being.”

Clamping the plane’s “joy stick” between his knees, His Majesty threw
up both hands toward the glory of his imitation sky.

“As bad as that?” he exclaimed.

She could see, through his affected horror, that he was complimented.

“For the smallest of favors, even though forced, I thank you,” he said
with an appearance of sincerity. “That, my child, is what I’d like best
to seem to be--just a long-lasting man.”

“_My child!_” The unctuousness of his two words of address, emphasized
by his smug contemplation of her face, made Dolores turn away with a
new uneasy wonder. Some one on Earth had called her “my child” with
that same accent and gaze. _Who?_

Her distraction irritated him.

“Don’t sit there looking like a magazine cover. Your profile is
odiously seraphic. If I’d seen it first, I’d not have given you a
second thought.... That’s better.... When I compare that asking look in
your eyes with the dear little wrinkles around your mouth--those _dear_
little wrinkles----”

So long and so strangely did he continue to contemplate her that
Dolores risked his displeasure by covering her face with her hands.
Again he surprised her.

“Your methods are unlike those of any in the whole Well of Wantons. At
times it is hard to believe the worst of you. Looking straight into
your eyes, one sees----”

His pause she interrupted with an almost beseeching reminder.

“Does one--what?”

“Well, what has been your experience? Doesn’t one?”

His laugh was an insult.

Denied the eyes in whose royal purple shadows lurked “that look” which,
underscored by the lines about her smileless mouth, had got on his
imagination, he soon tired of the joke at her expense.

“You are a helliot for looks, no doubt of that,” he remarked crisply.
“What I want to know is--can you _fight_?”

“Fight, Your--Your Lowness? Why should I fight?”

He did not answer either himself or her. His manner changed. He
appeared chiefly impatient.

“You’d think I could manufacture time, the way I’m wasting it. With
the crimes of the mortal world awaiting my direction, I itinerate you
through this tour. Not that I think the education will be wasted on
you. My original conviction that it won’t be is strengthened. But I
must get back.”

“I am ready to return at once, sir.”

“You look more than ready. This is a case, however, where the longest
way round may prove the shortest home.”

He put The Hawk to its highest speed. It seemed that they might beat
the winds in any race, beat thought, beat even light. With the edges of
cleft air, Satan’s instructions cut into Dolores’ consciousness.

“The scenes we’re about to skirt will demonstrate why I’ve striven
through the ages for numbers. Look you toward the east.”

Urged by a certain hard-suppressed excitement in his voice, Dolores
strained her sight in the direction of his gesture. Approaching them
from the doubtful distances, came a vast company of uniformed shades.
On either side stretched countless tents.

“Can it be that you keep up--” she hesitated over the improbable
thought--“an army?”

“The Hordes of Hades.” The splendid head threw back until its red beard
stabbed the forward air. The steel-cold voice slashed like a sword.
“Focus what imagination you have on their probable numbers--unheard-of
billions strong. Try to conceive the ruthlessness possible to demons
freed from the fear of death. Consider the impossibility of the most
arrant coward’s desertion with my brand stamped on his brow.”

In her effort to obey, expression failed the spirit-girl.

Glancing around at her, Satan frowned. “Nothing to say, as usual?
You’ve not yet suspected, then, that the basic principle of Gehenna
is militaristic? Where would any autocrat be without defense for his
autocracy?”

“This army, of what race is it come?”

At the simplicity of her question, His Highness laughed. “Do you think
for a moment that a one-race army would be enough for me? I may have
been wrong since birth, but I’m right in the safety of numbers. The
hosts below are conscripted from the best bad men since Cain--Europeans
and Americans from Japheth; Arabs, Jews, _et al._, from Shem; Egyptians
and Africans from Ham. Not chosen by God, but by me, and on the
principle that in the heart of every man, be he white or black, red or
yellow, is the incipient germ of fratricide. Might is right--a slogan
of my coinage. Hell over all, say I!”

With face working and eyes blinded by their own flare, he applied
shaking fingers to the speed buttons of the aeromobile.

“Truth is _stronger_ than fiction,” he declared. “Down there you see a
suggestion of the truth about me. But I need more man-made demons to
demonstrate that truth. I must have more, more, and yet more.”

His intensity affected Dolores like the winds which had chilled her to
the soul on her recent trudge through the Valley of Death.

“I depend upon the beast that is in every man, as shown by the way the
most fanatic pacifist will fight when forced over the top. But how to
gain recruits in bulk, now that the World War has failed!”

As they soared directly over the first encampment, he leaned to the
mirror that reflected The Hawk’s revolving eyes and began to count in
numerals strange to his guest the units in that section. Her brain, so
recently finite, grew dizzy in the attempt to follow him.

Evidently he felt gratified by his computations. “Already a creditable
army. Nobody but the Great-I-Am knows the trouble I’ve had recruiting
them and He only because He has been kept so busy trying to block me.
From the first, I’ve counted on wearing Him out--getting Him so tired
that He’ll be willing to let Nature take its course. Looked recently
as though I’d succeeded, but I am beginning to fear--what with peace
blanketing all the bad old predatory instincts and temperance creeping
like a tidal wave over the mortal world--My time is getting short. I
must think--must concentrate.”

As he relapsed into what seemed urgent introspection, a ruddy mist
began to emanate, first from his head, then his body. Open as was the
air-scape and swift their flight, a noxious odor spread.

For a space they alternated tail-spins and nose-dives with loops in
the lurid altitudes. Dolores, from her earth-habit of fear, cried out
against such recklessness.

His Majesty’s dazed look suggested that her protest had recalled him
from some evil spell. The emanations from his body thinned and ceased.

“Too much joy in our ride, my child? You’d forgive my abstraction if
you realized how I am ulcering from the trick the teetotalers put over
on me--and only because I felt too strong to fear their weakness.”

A scorching glance he threw across at her, as though she had spoken
objection. “You’ve got to take what you get when you’re dead, you know.
_I_ am what most of you get. All I need to force the rookies of yonder
army to my will is their own consciences. The morale is the only thing.
They know what they deserve and I am their only chance of escaping it.
It means something to those Relicts of Right for me to remark, ‘To hell
with you!’”

The girl-shade’s eyes stung, not so much from the rush of torrid air as
the effort to face his blighting gaze. Her conceptions were overtaxed,
her mind fagged, her heart hurting with anxiety for the earthlings over
whom she still yearned. Realizing that some response was expected of
her----

“But why do you train so many millions of the lost?”

“Lost? Under my training they find themselves, just as you soon shall
be finding yourself and your powers for evil.” He eyed her yet more
tryingly. “Why do you suppose, now?”

“Is it--” Dolores shuddered--“to send their spirits in force to the
living world, to conquer all that are left? At the Mystery Gate I was
told that none might return who had crossed into Shadow Land.”

“You were told aright. The conflict for which my troops are training
will be in the Inter-World--an irresistible onslaught of fiendishness.
Do you suppose that I’ve been straining my inventiveness all these
centuries to arouse the beast in every man simply for amusement? I have
not yet begun to show my power. But it won’t be long now to wait.”

“And then?” Shaken by dread greater than her comprehension, she shrank
away from him. “Do you speak of your Great Intention?”

His look leaped after her, a devouring fire.

“I speak of a night far spent--of a day that is at hand. I speak of
earth and water and air that shall cleave together as component parts
of chaos, of heavens that shall stretch out ‘like a curtain,’ of hordes
that shall put on the ‘armor of light.’ No time to call on the gods
of men in my surprise. No pause for a thought of reprieve. If love
generates electricity, what of hate? Hate shall be the ammunition of
the great drive. A fanfare of poisoned thoughts shall open the fire.
Once the lapsing fear for mortality is burned to dross, my demands
shall be granted. You dare to probe the mystery of my Intention? Keep
those asking eyes of yours on me, Dolores Trent. _I_ am the mystery of
Mystery Land!”

Loud he hurled this declaration into the heated air. As though spoken
into some megaphone of surpassing conductive power, it reverberated
away and away, down and down. At its message, lightning licked the air,
to be gulped in turn by thunder. From below echoed tumult so great that
the atmospheric response rumbled as from volcanic eruptions. Shrieks
arose from the Hadean hordes.

His Majesty, slowing and steadying their craft as a bird holds poise,
pulled the girl-soul to her feet and with her leaned to watch,
first-sight, the troops rushing into formation. Soon sight of the units
was cut off by slashing swords of light. A fetid gas arose from the
on-rush.

In an ague of undefined terror, Dolores felt herself further shaken by
the clutch on her arm; heard the Prince of the Power of the Air again
give himself over to mirth.

“Fool fiends, they hear my voice and think it is That Day! Not bad for
an impromptu practice drive, eh? Once all fear is drilled out of them,
once their numbers are complete, once the full force of that gas is
turned on--Ah, nothing and none may stand against the hate of Hell!”

Skimming the upper air toward the palace, he centered his attention on
the cowering convert to his power.

“Whether you rise to the rôle in this new comedy divine for which I
am considering you, depends upon yourself,” he told her. “Your first
séance was one of fair success. But nerve yourself for to-night lest
you fail to entertain. After what you have seen to-day, you’d not wish
to fail?”

The weight of her responsibility crushed out her reply.

“I should not dare to fail.”

He nodded, his hope evidently strengthened, as hers had been weakened,
by the morning’s flight.

“That Day you ask about--I do not understand myself why it has been
postponed so long. Do you suppose----”

As if startled by his own thought, Satan caught her hand with a
touch that pained like a burn, yet left no mark. His voice sagged
superstitiously as he finished:

“Do you suppose it could have been ordained that I should wait--for
_you_?”



CHAPTER VIII


“When hall bedrooms are alcoves in disguise”--so said the Royal
Entertainer--“their inner walls are likely to be thin.”

This was true of the haven paid for in advance by Dolores Trent--true
as thin. Often during that first night after the dénouement at
Seff’s she had need to remind herself of the fact and of the sleep
needs of the actor lady in the adjoining star-guest chamber. It was
hard, though, not to cry, when she kept thinking of her father lying
underneath his sod blanket out in the rain. Indeed, she did not sleep
until after the rain had stopped.

Comfort came with oblivion. In her dreams somebody strong, young and
ardent entered her door as though he had the right--the love-lad who,
in a vision more real than the shameful reality of the store-stage
scene, had crossed to her side from the stranger who had rescued her.
Through the narrow space between the wall and her cot he slipped; sat
looking at her from the single, stiff chair; at last leaned down and,
ever so tenderly, kissed her on the lips.

A peremptory knock awakened her. In the coarse night-gown, which had
felt like the embrace of a mother after those cobwebby things at
Seff’s, she opened the door a crack upon the young blond hair and old
brunette face of her landlady.

“Your week being up to-day, there’ll be no refund. Your trunk not yet
having come, it won’t take you long to pack and go.”

“Go? Go where?” Dolores asked.

The reply, although characteristically and participially indirect,
was clear. “Being raised decent myself and with God’s help running a
decent house, it’s not for me to say more than that out you’re going,
bag and baggage.”

Had some one from the lingerie shop acquainted the lady of the house
with the news of the fiasco of yesterday--perhaps Vincent Seff himself?
Did he mean to discredit her further--to hound her with advances or
reproach?

The possibility determined her against any attempt at explanation or
appeal. Beyond this decision she had not time to think until she found
herself seated in a one-arm chair of a self-service restaurant. Beside
her stood the alligator bag. In her palm lay the residue of her recent
wealth, two quarters; a substantial surplus, however, as compared with
the solitary nickel expended for the nectarine that had decided her
engagement only one week before.

Coffee and crullers--a delicious breakfast when sweetened with the
thought that she was released from her hideous bondage, the thought
that she was free! With the weak brew came strong thoughts.

Why had she discounted her heritage of education? Why consider work
in factories or shops when she spoke three languages and read in
five? Surely Trevor Trent, acknowledged a brilliant translator by
his severest critics, had not shunted his latter-day work upon her
shoulders for naught! She would look higher for employment; would climb
to a place where morals were disciplined by minds.

She was sipping from the thick cup the last thin drop. A chunky man, in
rising from the next chair, dropped his newspaper on the floor. Of such
figure that he might not recover it without inconvenience, he stepped
upon and over it. Dolores picked it up and called to him. But either he
was through with it, or did not wish to concede his lack of equipoise.
Despite the waddle with which he went out the door, Dolores regarded
him as a god--the paper his gift. She began to turn its pages in search
of the “Help Wanted” columns.

As chanced, she did not read the close-print pleas. A picture on the
last page distracted her--a bold, drawn-from-life sketch of herself
which was its own indictment of the flimsy garb in which she was
portrayed.

Dolores’ pleasure in the crullers receded into the distant past. Gone
were the strong thoughts sipped from the weak brew. Of what use to look
higher when placarded as so low? Any one might recognize her now. With
her paper napkin she brushed away the mist that had gathered before her
eyes and bent to the type which surrounded the cut.

Dolores Trent, subject of the sketch, was recommended to the reader’s
interest as the principal in a lingerie shop scandal reported in
detail in another column. That the incident was to be made the cause
of a reform in the use of human merchandise was promised in a spirited
interview with John Cabot, noted financier, who had preferred a charge
of assault against Vincent Seff, the offending shopkeeper.

In the column referred to, the girl found a detailed report of the
impromptu scene which had followed the playlet of “The Little Old Lady
of Lorraine,” a paragraph of speculation upon her own disappearance and
another which declared that the beautiful Mrs. John Cabot was confined
to her home in a state of nervous collapse because of the notoriety
brought on the family by her husband’s behavior.

Dolores crumpled the newspaper and threw it into the self-service trash
basket. She had better cause to relinquish it than the over-fat god!

Out upon the street, she foresaw other relinquishments. Small use
was there for her to seek employment until to-day’s news had passed
into the discard of several yesterdays. Doubtless this story, rather
than direct word from the Seff shop, had brought about the morning’s
summary eviction. Well might she expect to remain roomless until a
lapse of time had lessened chances of comparison between her face
and the sketch. More harm than help had been worked by the volunteer
protectorate of Mr. John Cabot, who unfortunately was of social
importance or he would not have been given such space in the news.
And that imagined kiss which had soothed her slumbers in the pristine
dawn--why its false assurance of security?

Was it fancy or fact that people were staring at her? Probably she did
look strange. Well-dressed young girls did not saunter, traveling bags
in hand. Not noting in what direction, she hastened her steps. She must
appear to be bound somewhere, as if to meet someone.

In truth, she was. She felt her arm seized in a strong grip; heard a
voice in brogue reproving her.

“Battlin’ bantham, woman, where’d you get it so early in the
mornin’--or was it, now, so late last night?”

In cross-cutting a juncture of car-tracks already congested, Dolores
had tripped and been forcefully thrown into the arms of a policeman.
As he escorted her toward the curb, she assured him that his first
conclusion about her was wrong. She had been trying to think and hurry
at the same time, that was all.

He was a fine specimen of the city’s choice, young, well set-up,
weather-bronzed. He begged her pardon for his mistake. When he turned
to leave her Dolores had a sudden sense of loss.

“If you please----”

She caught his arm and gazed up at him, her lips uncertain over what
next to say.

He showed surprise at her touch and look, but leaned to her. And as he
leaned, red color waved across his tan.

“Faith,” he said, “I’d hate to meet you goin’ home at night!”

At once Dolores regretted her impulse. Unless she wished to be further
mistaken, however, she must continue.

“If you were a girl and needed work,” she asked, “how should you go
about getting it?”

More slowly than it had come, the color receded from the young
policeman’s face. With a deliberate movement, he lifted her hand off
his arm.

“Miss, my baby’s not a year yet and her eyes are blue, but they’ve got
something the look of your own.” He added the advice she had asked.
“If I was a girl and a girl like you, sure I’d lock myself in my
satchel until I got off Broadway. The satchel I’d check in some regular
employment agency and there I’d stay until I got me job. There’s one
in the next block, kept by an Irisher friend of mine who ain’t half
as bad, believe me, as her near-French accent. Ask for Madame Marie
Sheehan, née Mrs. Mary Shinn, and tell her Donovan O’Shay recommended
you to her. Here, I’ll write it down.”

Upon a police pad whipped from beneath his uniform, he scribbled
hurriedly; tore off the sheet; pressed it into her hand. With a kindly,
“best o’ luck to you, miss,” he dived back into the traffic tide.

Dolores watched him disappear in the rush of it with admiration for
more than his physique. She appreciated him more than she might have
done two weeks ago. A thrill of pride tingled through her that the
city, her wonderful New York, could choose so well.

Too bad, when she felt such confidence in him, that his name and the
penciled slip were not the practical present aid he thought! To apply
at a “regular” employment agency she would need a better reference than
the too graphic one pressed upon her by the morning paper. The slip she
placed carefully in her purse. “Née Mary Shinn” she would regard as
to-morrow’s possibility, rather than the risk of to-day.

But she could and did follow other of his advices. She turned off the
broad white way, proved to be so narrow and so dark; walked briskly
eastward.

Perhaps it was the warning of the young Celt, whose girl-baby’s eyes
had “something the look” of her own, that awoke in Dolores the desire
to get back among the sort of people with whom she had lived. Soon she
left the cross street and turned north along one of the small-numbered
avenues.

Somehow she had ceased to feel the strangeness of her position;
scarcely seemed thinking at all, except for a vague worry over why she
was not worrying. A quite unreasonable sense that she would happen upon
some recognizable sign-post to her immediate future possessed her. She
became cheerful, as though some one she trusted had made her a promise
of help.

Over the door of a substantial building of corner-lot dignity, she
stopped to read this placard:

  RESCUE HOME
  CHURCH OF ALL MANKIND

Of neither church nor home had she ever heard, but surely she needed
rescue as urgently as could any of mankind. She climbed the stone
steps; rang the bell.

The door was opened by a negro boy. At her hesitant question he ushered
her into a business-like office. A plain-faced girl, who looked to be
about Dolores’ own age, sat behind a typewriter, busy with a stick of
chewing gum and a newspaper. Through an inner door appeared a woman who
introduced herself as the matron of the home.

Dolores ended her story with the death of her father and her
consequent need of a place to stay until she could find employment.
She did not notice that the stenographer had left them until that
industriously-chewing young person beckoned to the matron from the
private office.

“Just wait a few minutes,” said the older woman as she rose. “I have an
idea we can help you.”

Only the buzz of their low-voiced conversation carried through the
half-closed door. When the matron returned she carried in her hand a
copy of the same newspaper over which the too-fat god of the restaurant
had not dared risk his dignity. She peered over her glasses at the
applicant, then through them at the last-page illustration.

“You _are_ quick at faces, Gracie,” she said to her aide. To Dolores:
“I am sorry, Miss--ah--Trent, but I doubt your sincerity in asking
our sort of help. Already you have violated our first rule--absolute
frankness. This journal explains better than you have done why you
need cover in a respectable place. I’m afraid you would not feel at
home here.”

“Not in them clothes,” contributed Gracie.

“My _dear_!” Then again to Dolores: “We do not wish to seem
unresponsive to the needs of any unfortunate, but there is a great deal
behind my decision. Good morning, Miss Trent.”

“Good morning.”

Dolores accepted the matron’s decision quietly, as she had the previous
rebuffs of her life, and started toward the door.

“Are you leaving, my child?”

The voice was strong yet mellifluous. Dolores saw surveying them from
the dark background of the hall a man in clerical clothes. He looked to
be middle-aged; was of medium height, medium weight, medium coloring.
From him, however, flowed an extraordinary personality. No smile showed
beneath his brown mustache or in his agate-colored eyes, yet he beamed
with beneficence.

“Yes, Dr. Willard,” the matron answered. “The young lady deliberately
deceived me as to her identity. Possibly you have not run through the
morning papers. This picture will tell you more quickly than I can
explain why I----”

Dolores’ impulse was to continue into the hall, but she as well as the
matron stopped at the clergyman’s gesture.

“I haven’t seen this one, no,” he admitted, studying the sketch
interestedly, then the girl herself. “There are photographs of her,
however, in three of the other papers. She is sketchable--very
sketchable.”

“Knowing how the home has been imposed upon in the past, you will, I am
sure, approve my decision,” the matron continued in her calm, competent
way. “With so many in it whom we hope to influence to high standards,
fair-play forbids that we allow it to be made a free hotel for the
convenience of a class who make sport of its object. One bad example
spoils a dozen good. I feel very strongly on this subject, doctor.”

“Yes, I know. You always feel strongly.”

No sarcasm showed in his voice or look. His rebuke was the more telling
because so quietly put.

“I shall not interfere with your decision in this case so far as
concerns the Home. But as pastor of the Church of All Mankind, I do not
feel that I should permit generalities to affect my personal interest
in cases. Surely ‘all mankind’ includes girlhood, the future of the
Nation. Come with me, young lady. I’ll see what we can do for you.”

All within five minutes, Dolores found herself ushered into the private
office of the autocrat of the institution whose doors had been closing
upon her.

       *       *       *       *       *

That there was a crack in her cup of content had come to be a belief of
Dolores Trent. From her earliest remembrance there always had seemed to
be more or less of seepage. Nevertheless, as protégé of Dr. Alexander
Willard--his pet charity, he called her--she felt that the waste should
cease.

The Church of All Mankind was a granite pile which did proud the
outward religious show of its parishioners. From a height it returned
serenely the troubled gaze of the Hudson. Its lawns suggested that each
blade of grass was especially endowed. Behind the auditorium, with its
wide-welcome doors, arched memorial windows and statued niches for the
more generous benefactors, had been erected a two-story, utilitarian
annex. Of the same stone and general architectural lines as the church
proper, this contained, in addition to lecture, board and office rooms,
the pastor’s study.

Here Dolores had been installed on the day of her “rescue” from the
East Side home which ranked first among the charities of All Mankind.
Here she soon had learned to manipulate a typewriter with sufficient
speed to take letters from dictation and prepare large-type pulpit
copies of the sensational sermons for which Dr. Willard was widely
known. Here, in brief, she had mastered the preliminaries of a
secretaryship.

Despite frequent praise of her aptitude, her grasp of English and a
natural facility in the creation of oratorical effects, she somehow
could not cease to regard her employment as providential and the
reverend doctor as her personal Providence. “The lower they sink, the
higher we lift them”--that had been his comment on refusing to hear her
attempted explanation of the shop scandal. Neither would he recognize
any connection between his initiative in her behalf and the fact that
the John Cabots were hereditary members of his congregation.

The rescue matron’s bigotry he had deplored as “a pinch” in a nature
usually broad. To err was human, he reported himself as having told
her, but she must not be human in the same way again. To his wider
vision, the Home had been established for just such as Dolores Trent.
He had the girl to thank, not she him, for the chance to prove his
philanthropy.

Provided with the very sort of work for which she was best fitted
and housed comfortably in the apartment of one of those humbler
parishioners always attached to rich churches, she realized one
mid-morning, less than a month after the Seff debacle, that she still
was in a state of discontent. Alone in the study, she paused in her
copying to take herself to task.

Why be so unappreciative as not to be happy? Her immediate predecessor,
for whom she had felt inclined to be sorry, had lost the position
because, as Dr. Willard explained, she wasn’t appreciative.

The only manifest reason for her state of mind lay in the stuffed
animals and birds, slain by the distinguished clergyman on his hunting
trips, with which the room was given individuality. Over the fireplace
was hung a magnificently antlered moose head. A glass-eyed doe, a pair
of stuffed foxes and lesser game stood about in natural attitudes.
From the ceiling various birds strove on wires, as though in flight.
Particularly lifelike was a fine specimen of lynx, posed ready to
spring just within the door.

Although the new secretary had heard many compliments paid this trophy
collection and had read her employer referred to as “Dr. Nimrod” and
“The Hunting Parson,” she could not admire in him this passion for the
chase. The very naturalness of the poor, pretty creatures made her
deplore their cut-short lives.

Often she found herself imagining the one-time fleetness of the doe or
the swish of the wind-spread wings of the golden eagle, wired in an
attitude of flying, pitiable because never--never would he fly again. A
teasing explanation of the lynx’s crouch made by the doctor to a woman
parishioner sounded tame beside the ferocity which the taxidermist had
stuffed into the specimen.

“I keep the big cat by the door to startle my visiting ladies. He gives
them a sensation, hurries their blood, makes them natural.”

Slavery to such a mission did seem hard on the lynx after the free
life he must have led to achieve his immense size. Dolores, yielding
to her fanciful mood, crossed the room and offered him a bite from her
paper-bag lunch. Crouched beside him, her arm around his neck--So the
minister found her when he brisked in for a belated inspection of the
morning mail.

He gave her an indulgent smile as she sprang to her feet, but
contributed no remark to her embarrassment.

She had finished taking the daily grist of replies. Dr. Willard was
sitting in his chair, his feet on the hassock that stood always
before it, looking at her in a way he had to which she could not grow
accustomed. Probably he was not thinking of her at all--was mentally
selecting the task of next importance. Yet she had grown more than
usually restive under his agate-eyed, considering gaze when the
beautifully covered top-tones of a soprano voice floated to them from
the floor above.

    “_Lead, kindly light, amid the encircling gloom._
    _Lead thou me on...._”

“Ah!” Dr. Willard repeated his smile. “The members of the music
committee are having their innings.”

“Their innings, doctor?”

“They are holding try-outs for a new soprano. I expect they’ll have
difficulty finding one to suit. You like that floating quality? It
is sort of seraphic. But, dear me, there are so many requirements
other than the voice to fill this position, which is probably _the_
highest-paid for a church soloist in Greater New York. The committee
has heard this young woman several times and all agree with me except
Deacon Brill. He’s the only thorn in my flesh on the board.”

“He does seem to feel a natural antipathy toward you,” Dolores
sympathized.

“Very natural.” Again that peculiarly indulgent smile. “As he is the
central pillar of the church, I try not to collide with him. You see,
he has taken this singer--a good-looking girl in addition to her vocal
charms--out to dinner. He says she won’t do.”

“Won’t do--and because he took her out to dinner?”

Before Dr. Willard could explain, his private telephone rang.

“You at last, my child!” he answered close to the mouthpiece. “So, he’s
broken out again? I am disappointed.... These attacks must be curbed
in some way.... Always here when you need my advice.... Hum-m.... The
sooner the better.”

On hanging up the receiver, he turned with his invariable kindness to
Dolores. “It is time you take another of those walks along the Drive
that bring the roses into your cheeks. I have an important conference.
Stay out in the air an hour or more.”

The girl put on her hat and coat. Although she suspected that these
absences were not suggested entirely on her account, she was grateful
for the half of a thought which made them serve two purposes. As one
way of showing her appreciation, she tried always to time her strolls
to his convenience rather than her own--to return not too late for
the performance of her duties, nor soon enough to interrupt the
“conferences” continually held with handsomely gowned women of the
congregation. Never did she reënter the study until the limousine or
touring car which had brought the visitor of the hour had purred away
from the side door.

To-day she found the parkway paths delightful. A tinge of winter in
the air showed in the white breath of the river craft scudding along
against the tide. They always seemed a moral to Dolores, those boats
scudding along against the tide.

A thought of the work piled on her desk cut her walk to a scant hour.
To her disappointment a gray town-car stood at the annex curb. Inside
she strolled up the corridors, wondering where she should wait. Around
a turn she came upon Mr. Brill, the over-fleshed, over-moneyed and
over-old “thorn” in Dr. Willard’s flesh. Evidently the deacon was
taking a respite from the choir trial to enjoy a cigar. As he had been
most affable on the several occasions when she had met him in the
pastor’s study, Dolores greeted him pleasantly.

“Caught me, didn’t you, Miss Trent?” he returned, a bad-boy grin
slinking up his baggy cheeks. “You won’t tell on a poor addict who
prefers Lady Nicotine to _some_ lady sopranos?”

“Would that be anything to tell, Mr. Brill? Dr. Willard fairly clouds
the study. I don’t see any harm in smoking.”

“I suppose you don’t see harm in anything Dr. Willard does?” Although
the “central pillar” shook with mirth, his eyes strained at her through
the double-lens glasses fastened with a black ribbon to his lapel.
“Wouldn’t you, now, join me in a puff or two or three?”

“No, sir. No, thank you,” said Dolores.

“Don’t be silly. You just said you see no harm in it. Everybody smokes
nowadays, the women as much as the men.”

“I know, Dr. Brill, but----”

“But if you have scruples, I’ll be only too glad to swear that _I_
won’t tell. Come, we’ll have a little social puff and chat.”

Dolores tried to be good-natured, even when he gripped her arm and
propelled her into one of the small committee rooms. When, however, he
took from a gold case a slender, perfumed cigarette, lighted it and
essayed to place it between her lips, resentment moved her.

“Really, Mr. Brill, I never have smoked and I don’t care to begin now.
I--I must be getting back to my work.”

As she started from the room he lunged across a table and caught her.

“But I am here to show you how. One lifts the terrible thing in the
fingers, so----”

His pudgy left arm caught hers. The smaller fingers of his dimpled
right hand pressed up her chin. Thumb and forefinger sought to force
between her set teeth the lip-wet smoke. When she realized that his
foot was trying to push shut the door, an emotion new to Dolores
suddenly controlled her.

“I don’t wish to smoke, I tell you. I don’t _wish_ to be shown.”

With the indignant words she beat him upon the face and chest until he
fell back gasping.

“Aha, a wild-cat is Nimrod’s latest trophy--a live one, at that!”

Dolores remembered his chuckled comment after she had forced back the
door and rushed from the committee room. Down the corridor and around a
turn to the study she ran without one backward glance.

Beside the couchant lynx she stopped, startled as looked the couple she
had interrupted. Within a scant foot of each other stood Dr. Willard
and a woman whom, somewhere, she had seen before.

“I beg your pardon, but I----”

Dolores’s apology stumbled as the visitor turned directly toward her.
An exquisite creature she was, slender in her close-wrapped blue
velvet, a haloesque effect created around her silver-gold hair by the
sunlight shafting from a high window. Her blue, plumed hat lay upon a
nearby chair.

Dr. Willard raised a calming hand.

“_My child!_”

The emphasis laid on the familiar words as addressed to the girl gave
them an unfamiliar ring.

Then: “Mrs. Cabot, this is my new secretary, Miss Trent.”

Dolores’ response to the introduction was automatic. She felt confused,
distressed. What an evil chance to have cut short a clergyman’s advices
to the great lady reported to have been prostrated already by notoriety
suffered on her account! A rude return it seemed to the husband who had
befriended her.



CHAPTER IX


Dolores need have felt no anxiety over what she should say. Mrs. Cabot
said everything--and more.

“You philanthropists, will you ever get enough? Or aren’t there that
many?”

The short-lipped, mouse-toothed, childlike smile with which she turned
from her pastor to settle her hat in the mirror was reflected toward
them. At the door she bowed composedly to Dolores and gave Dr. Willard
her hand.

“In return for your wise counsel over my domestic troubles, dear
doctor, the favor you ask is small. Trust me. I’ll steal upstairs,
as if overwhelmingly attracted by the music. But remember--you have
assured me that you like the quality of her singing voice only because
some one else does _not_ like the super-quality with which she speaks.”

After she had gone, Dr. Willard sank into the padded leather chair and
gazed out the window. He looked disturbed; bit his lip, as if trying
to control vexation; waggled his right foot as he was wont to do when
nervous.

Dolores crossed the room, hesitated a moment before him, then sank upon
the hassock placed conveniently in front of his chair.

“Scold me--I’d rather you would!” she exclaimed, a catch in her voice.
“I shouldn’t have burst in on your conference that way, but I just
couldn’t help it. I was so angry that I--I----”

“Angry? _You_, my child?”

So cleared of all vexation were the yellow-brown eyes bent to her
imploring look, that Dolores began to stammer out the cause of her
agitation. When her head dropped to her hands upon his knee, he
reached out and patted her on the shoulder, very, very kindly.

“Poor orphan. Poor child,” he encouraged her. “I am indignant that such
a scene could be forced upon an inexperienced girl within these walls.
No matter how great may be Deacon Brill’s influence in the temporal
affairs of the church, I shall bring him to book in my own time and my
own way. Do not fear to tell me all.”

Dolores told him.

Shaken from her usual reticence, she also told him of her feeling of
aloneness since her father had died and the positive fear that was
growing in her--fear of the world and its ways.

“Perhaps,” she suggested, “the unpleasant things which have happened to
me are partly my own fault.”

“Your fault? You feel you have faults?” A glint lighted the agate gaze
as he questioned her.

“I lack,” she confessed, “religion. It was left out of my life. My
father was, I think, embittered against it. He was very good to me,
but he didn’t send me to Sunday school any more than to public school.
Perhaps if he had, I’d have grown up more like other girls--more
self-reliant, less afraid.”

“And less yourself,” he objected. “You have, I think, remarkable
self-control.”

“You don’t know how glad I am to hear you say so, Dr. Willard. That has
been my only religion--self-control. It is very strange that a person
to whom I never spoke--whom I never saw but once--gave me the ambition
to learn it.”

At his show of interest, Dolores recited the incident. “I was quite a
small girl, eight or nine, I guess. My father had left me to wait in
a railway station one day. I was worried because often he--because I
was afraid we’d miss our train. There was a lady sitting near me, also
waiting. I took to watching her.

“She was attractive and wore nice clothes. I became fascinated by
the way she breathed, not out and in, as I had supposed all people
did, but up and down. The lace jabot on her breast would move up and
down, up and down. Of course, as I grew older, I realized that she
breathed that way from tight lacing. But at the time it seemed to me
more refined than the common way. And then I saw that she was going to
sneeze. I’ve always hated to see people sneeze--they make such a fuss.
But this lady prepared. She was quite calm. The jabot lifted high with
the breath she took. At the vital moment she was ready.”

“And did she sneeze, my poor child?”

“Oh, yes, doctor, but so neatly. She just leaned out and did it without
any fuss at all. Afterward, she didn’t sniff or even wipe her eyes. She
was very wonderful. I often think of her.”

Shyly Dolores glanced up to see if the great intelligence had
anticipated her point.

“The station was draughty. When my turn came, I breathed up and down
and prepared. I made up my mind to sneeze the lady’s way. And I
did. And afterward, the ambition to sneeze her way applied to other
things--decided me to take the draughts of life neatly--to be prepared
and make no fuss. I try and try, Dr. Willard. But I guess self-control
is not enough. Don’t you think people would understand me better if I
had your religion? Is it too late for me to learn it now?”

“Emphatically not, you fatherless child.” The doctor apparently had
been touched by her conversational offering. Real feeling quivered on
the face bent over hers. “And there are other comforts it is not too
late for you to learn. Lean your lonely heart against mine. Let me
teach you a father’s love.”

“If you would--oh, if you only would!” She seized his hands and pressed
one cheek against them. “It is so easy to learn from one you absolutely
trust.”

“Don’t trust anyone absolutely. I fear at times that your rating of me
is too high.” Humility tore from her reverential regard the pastor’s
eyes, although his hands shook with appreciation of her praise.
“Remember how everything finite that goes up must come down. Only the
soul can ascend and stay on high. The flowers that lift their heads to
bloom must wither and die. The lightest feather in the most buoyant
breeze eventually returns to the earth from which it blew.”

“But it is my soul you will exalt, dear Dr. Willard.”

At her reminder, one of his hands moved to where its palm fitted over
the ball of her shoulder.

“Let me be a father to you. Yes, let me be a father to you,” he kept
repeating. The while, his palm pressed her shoulder, began to move
around and around.

“And you’ll teach me your religion?”

Dolores’ head threw back in exhilarating hope. As one performs small
acts in the largest moments, she plucked a long, silver-gold hair off
the black cloth of his coat. In the same motion, despite her boasted
control of impulse, her hand continued around his neck.

“_My_ religion, child? I’ll gladly teach if you--if you care to learn,”
he responded, drawing her to him in a close and closer embrace.

“It means safety to me--everything. You won’t find me dull. I believe I
shall learn readily from you.”

“I believe--you could.” The palm over the ball of her shoulder pressed
harder; moved faster. “But, dear daughter, don’t place me or any man
upon too high a pedestal, lest we fall--lest we fall.”

“I am sure----” To avoid contradicting her mentor, the pupil altered
the form of her statement. “I _hope_ that you never will fall.”

“And I hope--you don’t get--that hope!”

With the hoarse exclamation, Dr. Willard rose to his feet, drew the
girl after him and clutched her with a vehemence that made them stand
as one. Before she could draw away her face or realize that suddenly
she was again afraid, she felt his mustache against her cheek.

“We’ll seal the bargain, my child. Just the kiss of a father--the kiss
of a father,” he rasped close to her ear.

The insult crushed upon her mouth was not, however, fatherly. The
unequal struggle started by it was of no spiritual excitation. How she
wrenched herself away from him; how he headed off her rush toward the
door; how she eluded his clutching pursuit in and out among the other
young animals he had trapped; how she escaped from their stumble over
the couchant lynx, left him panting on the floor, ran screaming like
the hunted thing he had made of her into the corridor and up the first
flight of stairs----

The full horror of what had happened did not come to her until she
stood before the astonished music committee. Her hair dishevelled, her
waist torn open down the front, her discretion in shreds, she flamed
upon them.

“When even a minister of the gospel can’t be trusted, where--_where_ am
I to go?”

That Mrs. Cabot still was with them further unnerved her. Collapsing
into a chair, struggling with hysteria, she sobbed out her
denunciation. When able to look among the faces of the group gathered
about her, she saw that all were grave excepting two. Mrs. Cabot looked
entertained, Mr. Brill triumphant.

The manner that befits an occasion gave the deacon greater weight as he
turned to address his colleagues.

“Brothers, I have long suspected that the feet of the god set up by
this congregation are of clay. I hesitated to voice so distressing a
thought, lest I err. None of you, however, can doubt the testimony
just heard and seen. The hardest-hearted of you can have only pity for
the courageous young woman who has exposed this aide of the Evil One.
Dumbfounded though you may be, I ask you to act with me now--_at once_.
There is not space within these hallowed walls to house both him and
me. Five minutes should give him time to choose between a church trial
or immediate resignation. In either case, it is important that we give
the news to Park Row at once, before he who is so fond of sensation
has time to discredit us. Brothers, shall we wait upon the pastor in
the sanctum which he has so disgraced?”

While the honest laymen of All Mankind discussed this drastic proposal,
Brill addressed himself to the girl.

“A man can scarcely be expected to understand the outraged state of
your feelings, Miss Trent. But at least I realize that you must shrink
from the idea of facing that wolf in sheep’s clothing again. I’ll send
your wraps up here. Also, it seems to me inadvisable for your own sake
that you remain in the employ of the church. In this envelope I have
sealed the equivalent of a month’s wages.... Oh, do not hesitate to
take it! Notice or money is due a dismissed employee.”

Glancing over-shoulder and seeing that the committee had congregated
near the door in animated argument, he made his considerable figure the
silencer of a low-voiced apology.

“Sorry I teased you about the cigarette, little girl. I had an object
which you did not at the time suspect--to discover, through you, more
about that scoundrel. I was trying you out, just as the soprano was
being tried out upstairs, to see whether he had got you into the bad
habit of smoking. Didn’t blame you at all when you scratched and bit,
so you mustn’t hold it against me. You appear to be a young woman of
sterling character--a mighty good little girl.”

Bending and beaming, he patted her on the head. The eyes wontedly so
nondescript above the billowy face and cascade of chins, squinted
through their double lenses benevolently.

“You’ll be wanting other employment,” he added in still lower tones,
as if not wishing his right hand to know. “Now, I advise something of
a--well, you know, of a little more secular nature. Take this card,
my dear. See that you arrive at the address on it about ten to-morrow
morning. Perhaps I’ll be able to find you a berth where I can keep a
friendly eye on you. You’ll come?”

As he waddled out in the wake of his peers, Dolores heard him
continue: “About that matter of the soprano, brothers, I withdraw my
objection. Trouble often brings a change of heart and I feel that we
should stand together now in all things. Especially since Sister Cabot
is so decided in her agreement with you, I’ll try to enjoy the young
lady’s voice, although I still think her too old for that churchly,
newly-awakened-soul effect. I always hold myself open to conviction.”

She also overheard his throaty chortles over the taunt of Mrs. Cabot:
“To younger and prettier convictions, you mean, Deacon?”

Alone, Dolores stared dazedly down at the envelope and card she held.
Things happened so suddenly, once they began, she thought. Only this
morning she had chided herself for discontent with her settled state.
Now everything was unsettled again. As she had cried out to the
committee, what manner of man dared she trust?

One of them had answered. The card----

Up to the light she held it. Upon it was engraved the name and downtown
business address of Deacon Brill himself.

“You’ll come?” he had asked, voice, eyes, billows exuding loving
kindness.

Even more urgently she asked herself: “Shall I go?”

Next morning Dolores bought all the papers, determined to learn the
worst. Several of the more conservative merely mentioned that the Rev.
Dr. Alexander Willard had resigned the pastorate of the Church of
All Mankind. One suggested significant detail behind the surprising
act. Still another stated that the Eminent Divine would demand an
ecclesiastical trial and introduced the name of the young secretary
whom he, disregarding a certain premonishing contretemps, had sheltered
within his church home.

The most sensational journal of all uncovered a photograph of the young
lady in the case and reviewed the lingerie-shop scandal referred to by
the discredited clergyman. This was featured beneath the heading:

  TOO STRONG FOR
  DR. NIMROD’S SPORTING BLOOD

Would the denomination he had served allow his reputation to be
charred by the brand he had tried so conscientiously to pluck from the
burning? So Rev. Willard was quoted as having demanded in an exclusive
interview. Would any fair-minded congregation take, against his, the
word of an adventuress who so lately had been the example for a reform
movement instituted by one of their most prominent parishioners, Mr.
John Cabot? Was he to be blamed that he had assumed the sincerity
of All Mankind’s ideals and had sought to make his charity wide as
its word? To save himself for sake of future good that he might do,
he would reveal, if forced, the overtures toward him of this unholy
creature. As a sacred duty he would show his world which of the two was
more sinned against than sinning.

“A menace to men”--as such Dolores Trent was pointed out by the
reprimanding finger of the press.

Deacon Brill’s threat of Park Row had swerved from the sheep-clothed
wolf to her. Whether or not Dr. Willard lost his pulpit, the harm to
his secretary already was done.

In the little room found for her by her quandam benefactor, a room in
whose chintz-hung cosiness she had delighted, Dolores decided upon her
immediate course. There were young daughters in the family of the poor
parishioner. For their sakes, she would “fold her tents” before asked
to do so and, silently as she might, steal away. Thanks to savings from
her salary and that final payment in lieu of “notice,” she was more
affluent than ever before in her life. She would go, then. But where?

Opening her purse, she took out a business card and considered it as
well as its kind-spoken donor. She would come? That had been Deacon
Brill’s last question. In the absence of alternative----

With sudden decision, she tore the card into bits and flung them
into the waste basket. Probably she didn’t understand men--that had
been her thought. But she _did_ understand and _did_ believe in the
up-floating purity of the voice of that soprano who had gone to dinner
with the music committee’s over-fleshed chairman--the young lady who
wouldn’t do.

No alternative?

The moment she cast aside what had seemed her only chance, she found
another in her fingers. Almost had she forgotten the address given her
by Patrolman Donovan O’Shay and tucked away in her purse. For weeks
she had not thought of his “near-French” friend, Madame Marie Sheehan.
Discounted by distance was her reason for postponing a visit to the
employment office. Since her own judgment seemed always wrong, she
would try the policeman’s. She would check herself in her “satchel”
until the fates, “née Mary Shinn,” should see fit to provide.

“Madame’s” French certainly was bad. There were advantages, however,
in the long lapses between the selection of one word and her advance
to the next. Dolores had ample time to translate the high-voiced
utterances overheard from the inside room.

“Ah, but no! I fit the applicant to the position, not the position to
the applicant. So long you have been lacking the employment. So quite
joyful should you be for anything. The call for companions is rare,
very. One, two, three applicants have I booked before that you come.
This position I so kindly extend----”

“I tell you, nothing doing!” the interruption came in emphatic, current
American. “I was a governess two days once. I tell you I’d rather try
the streets. Children ain’t human beings. They’re devils, say I.”

“The devil? Ah, but no, _no_! More unto an angel is this exquisite
child. Could you once see those curls of gold, those turquoise eyes!
The parents are from money made and them I have promised a governess
to-day.”

“Well, you redeem your promise at the expense of somebody else. I’ll be
back to-morrow for my job. Good day to you, _Madame_ Shinn!”

If the sneer of this would-be companion, thought Dolores, was a sample
of her companionableness, small wonder that she was out of a position.

No hesitation held the girl in waiting. Ignorant of the rules of such
offices, unmindful of the dour-visaged hope-lorn awaiting their turn on
the benches of the outer room, she brushed past the departing aspirant
into madame’s presence.

“Won’t you let me have that position?” she asked in lieu of
introduction. “I love children. I know I’d suit. I don’t care so much
about the pay or----”

“So too fast you go!” interrupted née Shinn. “You look but the infant
yourself. And the qualifications----”

“Of course you couldn’t be expected to know it yet, dear madame, but
I am qualified. As for education--Listen, I shall speak in three
languages!” Under impetus of the unwonted initiative ruling her,
Dolores switched from English to French, then to Italian as she urged:
“I am young, yes, but that is why I need a home. And what companionship
would be safer for me than that of a child such as this golden-haired
little girl you describe? Once madame was as young as I. Was she ever,
perchance, alone in the world?”

“Mademoiselle is marvelously a linguist,” admitted Mrs. Shinn, although
confusion from more than the foreign words sat upon her broad features.
“Have you also the excellent references?”

Momentarily the girl’s new-found assurance stumbled. Then again was she
inspired.

“I have, indeed, a par-excellent one.”

Her Spanish--a creditable attempt at a fourth language--may not have
been comprehensible to the agency woman, but Donovan O’Shay’s scribble
was. A good-natured smile waved in like a flag her native tongue.

“A friend of Don’s are you, then, my _chérie_? Sure, if you’re as good
as that boy’s heart, you’re O. K.!”

Motherly instructions and penciled directions followed Dolores’ payment
of the fee. If she’d just “speak up,” now, to Mrs. M. P. Morrison of
No. ---- Fifth Avenue as she had to madame herself, she stood a chance of
overcoming natural objections to her youth and inexperience.

The glow of anticipated victory did not leave Dolores’ face at first
sight of Mrs. Morrison’s mansion, although it was something of a shock.
Nothing should frighten her now. She had made one friend--a woman
friend. She might--she _must_ make another.

Briskly as though prepared for the block-front display of lawn, unusual
even on this avenue of extravagance, she turned in through the center
gateway. Under the bare trees which she knew to be so costly a luxury,
she hurried, as if fearful that some late-clinging leaf might mistake
her importance and honor her head. Past clumps of drying hydrangeas,
past a fountain which still defied the freeze of winter with rainbow
spray, past a marble dryad of a cynical smirk afterwards acutely
remembered, she found herself confronted by a well-balanced marble
pile. Without a pause, lest trepidation weaken her, she descended the
steps to the ground-floor entrance and pressed the bell.

An elderly gentleman, of such distinguished appearance that she felt
he must be the master of the house himself, opened the door. After
inspection of Madame Sheehan’s card, he escorted her across a galleried
entrance hall of a luxury and loftiness well-nigh incredible. At the
rear, he threw open the door of a small parlor, cheerful from its
window-boxed blooming geraniums. Mrs. Morrison would be down, he told
her.

Dolores’ wait was not long. The tap-tap of high heels upon the marble
foyer outside brought her to her feet. She “spoke up” according to
instructions and tried to recall the assurance which had carried her
past the rules--_and_ the French--of née Shinn. She stressed her
education and the “way” she was said to have with children, especially
with little girls.

The more she talked, however, the more serious looked the woman whom
she hoped to make her friend.

“I am afraid,” said Mrs. Morrison, “that the case has been
misrepresented. Strange, when I explained to Madame Sheehan myself, on
my trip among the agencies this morning! The child for whom I need a
governess is not a girl and has anything but the amiable disposition
accredited to him.”

“Madame’s French must have misled me.” Dolores chose to ignore the
particulars of “those curls of gold, those turquoise eyes,” evidently
mere chimera of a Hibernian imagination. At the suggestion of failure
she all the more craved success. “It does not especially matter that he
is not a girl. He is a child, isn’t he?”

Mrs. Morrison glanced rather suspiciously at her. “I don’t know. The
last governess called him a fiend. You are different from the sort we
have had and expected again. I scarcely know what to say. You look a
sweet-dispositioned girl, but are very young. Perhaps I’d better leave
the decision to----”

Laughter and spirited repartee in the voices of a man and a woman
sounded pleasantly from the hall. They seemed to decide her. She arose;
crossed to the door; paused briefly to say: “His mother has just come
in from her ride. Perhaps she will speak with you.”

“His mother? But--I thought--that you----”

Dolores, again alone, began to understand. Of course Mrs. Morrison was
the housekeeper. That explained the first-floor parlor, the neat black
taffeta of her dress and her subdued manner. A third application for
the coveted position must be made.

When, next moment, the door was pushed wide, she did not rise. She had
not the strength. A woman in a smart habit of black velvet coat and
white cloth breeches had clattered in, crop in hand.

“Master Jack’s mother will speak with you, Miss Trent,” introduced the
housekeeper.

Still Dolores found her limbs weaker than her will. She clung to both
arms of the chair and waited for the real sponsor for the “fiend-child”
to speak.

She--the mother--was Mrs. Cabot.



CHAPTER X


His Majesty himself dropped the curtain on the earth-play of the
spirit-girl.

“The only real value of a story is its effect upon yourself,” he said.
“I must have an interval in which to judge the worth of yours.”

At the time Dolores felt relieved, although he had not confused her
with the interruptions and insistence of the previous séance. He had
allowed her to tell her story her own way, swiftly and simply, and
showed a positive gravity of attention over the ecclesiastic incidents.

Not until the next night came and went without the call for a third
installment, did she suspect that he had been merely bored.

When a second night passed with the same significant omission and,
after that, a third, fear possessed her.

Had she, then, fallen short of his expectations? Had she done what he
had warned her not to do--had she failed?

She took to staying in her chamber and hoping for his summons more than
previously she had dreaded it. Over her babe she would hover the hours
away, brooding rather than rejoicing at each cooed assurance that the
infant-shade was content. Would the price of the respite be paid in
part by the blameless soul of her soul?

To her here, through the guarded gossip of the proud Adeline, came
reports of a direful activity on the part of the King. Never had he
been more exacting, more merciless in his reversal of punishment for
reward. His disposition of that first evening during which she had
waited in vain seemed directly inspired by her reminiscences of the
parson person. In an open-air camp-meeting, “His Damnity” had preached
the first of seven announced “sermons” to a vast concourse. Seven,
it seemed, was the perfect number--a royal superstition. Hadn’t she
counted his seven courtiers, the seven windows of the throne-room,
seven courses at dinner, seven days in his week?

Adeline admitted herself to have been a unit of the congregation of
fiends. The first sermon had been, to say the least, impressive.
Satan’s text had been orthodox: “_A star fell from Heaven unto the
earth; and to him was given the key of the bottomless pit._” He had
attacked the letter of The Law. To be saved by “believing”--how vain a
promise when to that Star of Heaven was given the key to the pit into
which all eventually would be hurled who had been born heirs to sin!

Over Omnipotent Egotism he had ranted himself into a rage which had
made his audience tremble. Fire flashed from his nostrils, his eyes,
his finger-tips, as he compared his own indefatigable assertiveness
with the retirement into the Light of the Great-I-Am. How dare He sit
back, smug over his one noteworthy achievement--the Creation?

The Law of Redemption, pah! What were laws that were not enforced--mere
vague threats of a future state? He asked consideration of the
handling of his own first law as keeper of the pit key. Did he ever
delay collection of the wages of sin? Angel worship was forbidden and
he didn’t expect them to worship him. But they could fear him and,
fearing, must serve him. He advised them to hitch their hope-wagons to
that fallen star--“their archangel in eclipse and the excess of glory
obscured.”

Truly this departure in infernal propaganda must have been fearsome.
Also fearsome was Dolores’ wonder over why she alone had not been
bidden to attend. Adeline was inclined to attribute the omission to
stage fright. M’lord, remembering the standard to which his entertainer
had been educated, feared to fall short. Having successfully tried out
his “delivery,” however, he probably would ask her to the second sermon
of the seven.

But what of the two intervening nights? Why this surcease of interest
in the griefs which so had diverted him?

Dolores was forced to the conclusion that she had ceased to entertain.
Perhaps, even then, the evil eye was sighting her fate and the fate of
her babe.

Desperation shook her from the stupor of waiting. He had preached
action in his sermon, according to report. She must _do_ something to
re-arouse his curiosity. In the late afternoon, as she knew, he often
strolled in his favorite garden of Bad Luck. She dared not ask for an
appointment; no. Yet why not “happen” to meet him?

In selecting the rays in which to dress, she remembered his preference
for purples and scarlets, rather than the more delicate half-lights in
which she would have clothed herself. But even while thanking Adeline
for a grudging compliment over the blend of her robe with the purplish
shadows of her eyes, she realized the depths to which she was sinking.
For the first time she understood those women of earth who adorned
themselves to enslave men whom they had come to hate. Those they feared
most, they must charm. Poor, _poor_ women of Earth!

In the lower reaches of the garden she came upon an illustration of her
thought--a fountain effect whose central figure was the sculped, naked
body of a woman bent beneath the club of her man and master, on her
lips a seductive smile, from her eyes spouting twin founts of electric
spray--tears of terror.

Hearing footsteps behind, Dolores stopped, as if in admiration of the
ghoulish conceit. The throb of her temples was not cooled by the hot
winds with which the tropical foliage illusions of the garden were
artificially fanned. The sinking sensation at her heart was no sickness
from the too-intense odors of the lavish-looking bloom. The hurt of
her ears could not be blamed on shrieks of the peacocks, parrakeets
and tanagers which soundlessly strutted and winged about. No winds of
Gehenna might discomfort her, except in her own acknowledgment. No
odors, except from memory, might penetrate her senses from poinsettias
or rhododendrons. No sound, except as she imagined it, might swell the
throats of the birds. From the rubber plants grouped at the entrance
gate, through the lane of Spanish bayonets whose barbs were a menace to
one who strolled, to the fountain called “Fate of the Fair,” the garden
was one vast stage set, a master chimera. Bad luck, then--that too must
be hallucination.

Courage came to Dolores with the thought. She, an immortal woman soul,
would not bow the neck to an undeserved club. She must lift her head
believing that even the winds of Hell would cool her brow; must delight
in fragrances, strong from her own expectation; must open wide her ears
to the Seraphs’ song of hope.

Ready to meet His Majesty, she turned. Her disappointment was keen
as her courage to see in him who was approaching the lame old
soldier-soul, Samuel Cummings. At first only his face and crutch were
recognizable, so resplendent was he in the uniform of an officer of the
Hadean Hordes. When he drew up before her with his old-time salute, she
counted on his forehead, branded blood-red, the stars of a general.

Her maid had told him he’d find her out here, the old chap explained.
He had come to tell her the news. His Majesty had called him to an
interview night before last and promoted him because it was beneath the
Royal dignity to confer in private with a corporal.

So Old Sam, then, had supplanted her as entertainer.

As if in answer to Dolores’ thought, he motioned with his crutch toward
a bench of opalesque stone that stood beneath an arbor of purple
bourgainvillae. The honor paid him, he declared, was only the preface
to his news. When seated beside her, however, he seemed loathe to
proceed; glanced uneasily among the flowers of an oleander bush which
changed color with alternating currents of red and white.

His “news,” he at last confessed in guarded tones, concerned herself.
Dangerous though a report might be, he felt one his duty. His
summons into The Presence had been to discuss her. His Highness had
reintroduced the subject of “Grief to Men” and asked the veteran’s
opinion on a number of her points. Did Sam think her the most beautiful
woman he ever had seen? Did he consider her deep or just dumb? In what,
according to a recent earthling, lay her chief charm?

On the whole, declared the old new general, Satan had acted a good deal
as would some human swain who was getting interested in a girl. With
men, he wasn’t such a bad sort as Sam had expected. But with women----
There never was any telling what---- She--she understood?

At his embarrassed glance, she nodded. What woman had better reason to
understand than she?

“One question he asked was why I thought you never smiled,” the simple
soul continued solemnly. “That stumped me. As I told him, Mary Gertrude
used to be one laugh from morn till eve. ‘Odd,’ said he, ‘when she’s
caused all those griefs.’”

“I never learned to smile,” said Dolores. “My father never did. He used
to laugh sometimes. It was terrible to hear him. But he never smiled.”

The wag of Old Sam’s head was rueful. “I don’t want to worry you, but
I feel I should tell you what he called you--his ‘latest flame in the
land of such.’ And he asked me if I thought that a woman who had ruined
so many humans could be of any use to an immortal--some real bad one,
say, who had a good thing to offer her. I reminded him of the Littlest
Devil. ‘Oh, the B. B.,’ says he. ‘Likely she did make one of them happy
for a while. That isn’t what I mean. My thoughts of her are pure--pure
as Hell.’ Ma’am, I can’t figure it out any other way than that he’s got
a weakness for you.”

“Please--_please_ don’t say that!”

Dolores shuddered as though shaken by the torrid breeze, then withdrew
from his side to the outmost end of the bench. Some unseen force had
moved her. Grateful though she felt for his effort to forearm her, she
found herself unable to reassure him. A hateful reluctance stayed her
tongue.

Came startling interpolation: “_All has been overheard._”

The words were spoken in a voice which both recognized. There
materialized to their vision the superb face and figure of His Satanic
Majesty. He was seated between them.

“Eavesdropping is old stuff, I know,” he remarked easily, “but it never
ceases to be.”

“It was you who forced me aside?” Dolores struggled with her
indignation. “I didn’t know you could make yourself invisible.”

“Surest thing you _didn’t_ know, then. Turning oneself on or off is
a trick that our late angel did not lose in his fall. Fancy one of
the Cherubim reduced to turning himself off and on in lowlands like
Gehenna!”

With angry intolerance, he faced toward General Sam. “What’s this you
were saying about me? A weakness--_I_?”

“A man’s weakness for his woman is his strength,” the soldier-soul
contended.

“Your tongue tangles when you measure my strength by that of men.
I am----” and Satan’s glance slashed out like a sword--“I am the
Destroyer. Fool, fear me!” Irritably he added: “Who do you think you
are--Prometheus unbound? Why do you suppose I promoted you if not
to get rid of you without breaking my pact with Dame Dolores? Get
yourself to the nearest army camp, and make believe you’ve earned your
commission. See you stay there, too, until I send for you.”

“But what about my appointment in the palace? Who will hold the bowl
for Your Highness’ tears?”

The King arose as though further enraged by the reminder, then
succumbed to a sort of paroxysm so violent that his utterance was
impeded.

“Tears--and over Dolores’ griefs to men? Now I know you are a fool.
To have taken me seriously when I called myself a crocodile! I to
weep--and over human nature? Excuse me, folks. Let me enjoy myself
while I’m young. Honestly, I near injure my sides every time I think
of what she put over on that high-priest of the Great-I-Am!”

Too preoccupied was he to return his new-made general’s salute. Not
until the sound of Old Sam’s peg-leg had ceased to punctuate the pause
did he reseat himself upon the bench.

“As for you, designing jade----”

In the very midst of his address, he became lost in contemplation
of the royal toes. The girl-shade beside him realized that not once
to-day had he looked directly at her. She was reminded painfully of an
earthling who had been strong toward all his world, yet weak toward
her. He _must_ not have that sort of weakness for her--Satan. He must
look at her. She leaned toward him and tried to smile. But he would not
meet her eyes. Hideous it was that he should ape the mannerism toward
her of that one she had cared for most on earth.

Long it seemed before he completed his remark.

He had her at last, he declared; had preferred not to see or hear her
again until he had her. Now he was ready to take up with her the matter
of her status in Shadow Land. Had she wondered why she was the only
soul about the court not more or less tormented? The answer was easy.
Torment wasted power. He chuckled; then, on noting that he chuckled
alone, frowned. Had she no sense of humor?

At her ingenuous acknowledgment of her lack in that respect, the
Satanic brow cleared. To know that she had not humor was humor in
itself. Positively the most comical thing about the story of her
life was that she could be so serious over it now that she was dead.
Henceforth he should not expect anything in her but soul. He had a
beautiful soul himself. But he didn’t let it interfere with his daily
pleasures.

At first he had attributed his interest in her to the correlative facts
that she was a fallen woman and he a fallen angel. When, later, he had
come to realize her desirability to devils in general, he had searched
for a more comprehensive reason.

To his way of looking, she was pleasant to the eye. But beauty was a
matter of taste. To a Zulu she wouldn’t compare with his thick-lipped,
black-hued mate. The Cabot’s housekeeper, Mrs. Morrison, might be right
in accrediting her with a sweet disposition. Yet weren’t unattractive
girls usually called “sweet” and “good-natured”? She appeared to be
unselfish--and where was there an attribute so tiresome in women as
unselfishness? The fact that she boasted no brilliancy was a point in
her favor. The suggestion of an ardent nature in those dear little
wrinkles around her mouth might be either pro or con.

In what, then, lay her lure?

He had felt he should lose respect for his intelligence if obliged
to hear to the end of her story to know. He had found the clue in
the least important of her conquests--in him she called the “city’s
choice.” Why had that young Irishman’s blood gushed to his face at the
cling of her hand upon his arm, only to recede at the look of eyes
so like those of his year-old babe? Why had he calmed into a fine
protectorate from one of those sudden physical excitements peculiar to
mortal men?

He had got her, had got her at last. And with her he had got the secret
of her power--a secret of inestimable value to herself. Oh, she need
not look so helpless and perturbed! She need not maintain that pose
with him, now that he understood.

“Exactly what is it in me----” the dark head drooped--“that you
understand?”

He slashed out at an oleander until it blazed at him its bi-colored
fire.

“You were red and white--a human flower more attractively charged than
any in my garden of Bad Luck.” He rose to bow before her, low and
with no trace of irony. “You were an effect unique among womankind, a
combination of unconscious lust and seductive innocence. You appealed
with equal force to the bad and the good in that creature as near devil
as angel--everyman. _I_ know. Am I not the limit in both?”

From gay to grave his manner again changed when he squared around and
at last faced her.

“Never have I destroyed any force that works for me,” he stated.
“You have powers for evil which, if developed, might rival my own.
It remains with you whether that power increases in you or, through
duress, is destroyed. Come, what do you say?”

“What can I say, when I don’t know----”

“Allow me to say it for you, then. As I have explained in part, I
need--and need in a hurry--more men souls than I have been able to
draft since the conception of my Great Intention. Although I’ve
never been above taking any outside help I can get, I always have
despised the retroaction upon men of women. Since Eve, the fair have
been a sickly lot, more given to good influences than bad. Even the
experts developed by modern sex and social problems have shown chiefly
stupidity. Not the worst of them but have ideas of _bona fide_ reform
back of the rows they’re raising. As for the vampires, real ones
always have been rare. That Catherine Cabot, to whom you’ve called my
attention, is exceptional.”

“Yes. Dr. Shayle used to say that Catherine couldn’t be ‘reached’.”

“Shayle--is that the name of the ruined healer on your passport?”

“Oh, the world was mistaken about him, Your Majesty. Dear Clarke
Shayle--he said I saved him.”

“Let us hope not, you slave to tradition!” His Highness snapped. “If
you knew the deplorable failure I’ve made trying to get bad results
from women, you’d agree that I’d best stick to my last--and first--the
men. However, since you’ve been séancing with me evenings, certain
possibilities of making your sex serve my purposes have opened up
before me. In the past my idea has been that the more I could keep
women under, the worse the world would be. You have changed my slogan
to ‘Turn ’em loose’.”

“_I?_”

For a moment Satan enjoyed the admixture of humbleness and indignation
in her query.

“Nice work,” he commented. “Such feminism may be made the most dynamic
evil in the universe by one who masters it. De Maupassant thought he
had, but his ideas of women were limited to types of his time. I have
the one mind that can look at your sex unbiased by sentiment. As I had
no mother, all women are before, none behind me. The male may go on
and on indefinitely with sex villainies. But the female is likely to
learn from one indecency, her Swan Song, as it were. Yet her lamentable
limitations need not discourage us, since wars have made the fair
population exceed--shall I say, the foul? ‘By their works ye shall know
them.’ Your works I know. Ergo, I know you. Unlike your friend of the
employment agency, I fit the position to the applicant. Here is the job
I had created for you.”

He would make her manager, accountable only to himself, of the woman’s
department of the mortal world; would teach her the psychology of
spiritual communication, so that she might personally direct important
cases, as did he in his own field; would place under her charge a
school of female fiends whom she might entrust with missions on earth
as soon as she deemed them sufficiently proficient in her subtleties,
even as he did his demon sleuths.

To appeal, to obtain, to destroy--was not that the mission of her sex?
And yet so long had women been burden-bearers, deprived of initiative
by the master’s rein and hoppled by the ultimate of man-made laws,
that even he who so sorely needed them, had failed to appreciate their
suppressed power. Never would they come into their own until they
learned that their capability lay, not in trying to be what they were
not, but in being essentially and ruthlessly what they were.

“Ah, wrigglier than a she-cobra’s wriggle is the female of my dreams!”
Glowing from that ruddy mist of concentration which once before Dolores
had seen, His Highness warmed to his thought. “If all the anarchists in
my incubators were matured, they’d be a puny menace to society and the
State as compared with women let loose. Take the punitive laws from any
class and what is the result? Riot, bestiality, sin. Fear is what has
held women down. Take away fear and what will they do? They’ll master
the men. Once give ’em license and they’ll soon make up for their
enforced virtue of the past. The fact that they do not originate is
their best-worst trait--saves a lot of energy. Why, when I contemplate
their daring, their imperviousness to pain, their concentration through
heredity upon the meaner issues; when I allow myself to imagine the
deafening pop of the bottled-up indignities poured upon them in the
past--_Whew!_ I, the First and Last, shudder in humility over my
virtues. This I give you as a prophecy: To the female of the species is
the victory of vice.”

Dolores was lifted above fear for herself by fear for womankind.

“For shame!” she cried.

“Shame? What is that?”

“What I feel for you, Your--Your Lowness.”

“Good! I _must_ be getting bad. It is well that you pay me an out-loud
compliment now and then, when I’m paying you with the utmost of my
unlimited power. You encourage me to proceed. Although I don’t wish
you to doff your gentle ways--they’ll serve as a model for your
she-destroyers--you must keep clearly in mind that our chief emotion
down here is hate--immortal hate.”

“Hate immortal? I find it hard to think of such a thing. I am sure that
I never could hate for long. On Earth, I might stay angry with some one
through the day, but I couldn’t go to sleep until I forgave.”

His Majesty scowled down at her, evidently disturbed. “It’s all right
to look that idea. Of course you don’t feel it. You certainly must hate
these earthlings you’re telling us about.”

“You are wrong. I don’t hate them. Somehow I can’t hate any of them.”
With a catch of breath, she added: “If you said immortal love, now----”

“Tut, tut, my child. Isn’t it hot enough down here? Don’t heat up my
imagination.”

“But didn’t you ever feel love for anybody?”

“No, nor wouldn’t if I could. Love is weakening--orangeade for
temperance fools like General Sam. What is it anyhow? Some old
scientist has defined it as ‘merely the attraction of billions of
atoms, electrically charged in the system, corresponding to the same
number of the same sort of atoms in a person of the opposite sex.’
There you have it. What is so marvelous about that--what to make such a
to-do over?”

“That definition doesn’t sound right to me.”

Dolores’ eyes gazed out over the garden with a waiting look. It was as
if, within their shadows of a purple that shamed the bourgainvillae
bloom, hope was hiding in the arbor.

The King watched her in his considering way. His arm stretched along
the back of the bench. When convinced that she had forgotten his
presence, he suddenly snapped his strong, long fingers around the nape
of her neck.

With a smothered scream, Dolores tried to shake off his clutch. Never
from a mortal man had she felt a touch so offensive, yet so loathsomely
attracting.

“Please release me. You are so--so intense!”

“Quite too intense”--Satan drew back his lips over his teeth in a
bestial smile--“and in the imperative tense. Remember, Dame Dolores,
that what I want, I do not ask. I take.”

Sliding his hand down her arm, he drew her to her feet.

“Considering that, how do you like the prospect of this High Priestess
job?”

“I simply couldn’t do such things as you propose,” she dared his
displeasure to protest. “I should fail dismally, for I am not at heart
the sort you think. You say that love weakens one, but my spirit
would die, I know, if I cast love out and tried to hate. You would be
disappointed in me and your plans planned in vain. If success is what
you demand, choose some one stronger in hate than I--some one who----”

“Playing in form to the last!” he commented. “You are wise. There
really is no comparison between this appointment and one to the
Wanton’s Well or, say, the Traitors to Mothers. You, by the way, are a
native daughter to the last-named state. Did that strike you the other
day? According to your own account, you killed your mother before the
poor thing could so much as say ‘top o’ the morning.’”

“At least let me think it over. Let me finish the séances first,”
Dolores plead, under the iron of his reminder. “I am exhausted each
night when they are over and busy all the next day planning how best I
may continue to entertain Your Lowness. A new undertaking might make me
a failure in both.”

“There is something to that, unless----” He peered down at her
suspiciously. “You’re not aspiring to outwit me by dragging out that
life story indefinitely? The new job _will_ tax your concentration, no
doubt of it. And you do look all in after your regular evening stunt.
All right. You may have one week after the end of the séances in which
to make up such of your mind as I have not made up for you. But I
say----”

“Yes, Your---- Yes, Pluto?”

“Aren’t you the dearest of griefs?” Although he laughed at the guile
with which she had thanked him for his concession, he finished the
warning sternly. “See you make your story snappy to-night. Don’t let
these days of grace--or disgrace--make you as profuse of unessential
details as you’ve been chary of the essentials past nights. If you
do, you’ll find yourself talking against time with a vengeance. A
vengeance--get that?”

Yes, she assured him, her voice a minor chord. And she would try to
make it “snappy.”

A weakness for her? As compared with the strength he was showing to
bend or break her to his will, that dread now seemed a hope.



CHAPTER XI


In the long moment during which Mrs. Cabot leveled her astonished stare
upon the applicant as governess to her son, the girl did not breathe.
When direct demand was made of her she could not speak.

“Tell me, is coming here your own idea? Or did my husband----?”

The smart vision in black and white interrupted herself by an
over-shoulder invitation.

“Come in, Henri. Be moved to admiration of my John. Even you will
concede that he is improving.”

To the personage in blue-gray uniform who clattered at her side, she
added:

“You have the privilege of viewing at close range the famed Dolores
Trent.”

“Ah, the mademoiselle which Meestaire Cabot have rescue?” inquired the
French cavalry officer.

“The same. Is there anything like rescuing a lady, my dear d’Elie, to
excite a man’s interest in her? He is pleased with her because pleased
with himself--so pleased that he wants to keep right on rescuing her.
I might have known that John would locate the disappearing heroine of
his hero act sooner or later. But how naïvely American to try to make a
convenience of his own home!”

In Dolores’ silence Mrs. Morrison denied the charge.

“Miss Trent was sent here through Madame Sheehan’s agency, to which I
frequently apply. Up to the moment you came in just now, Mrs. Cabot,
she thought me the mother of the child in need of a governess. I assure
you that Mr. Cabot had nothing to do with her application.”

An arpeggio of light laughter, accompanied by a bass chord, greeted
this defense.

“No use talking, she’s _good_, isn’t she?” Mrs. Cabot asked her escort,
before turning directly to Dolores. “But I fear, Miss Trent, that
you’re not quite good enough. A mother owes something to her child,
even though a father thinks that he does not. I thank you for coming.
You have succeeded better than our parson friend’s lynx in giving me a
rare sensation--that of surprise. I wish you a very good morning.”

Dolores rose; heard a quiet voice making her reply.

“And I am sorry that I came. I shouldn’t have done so had I understood.
I hope you will believe Mrs. Morrison, if not me, for Mr. Cabot’s sake.
Good morning.”

On her way to the entrance, the purport of a rapid exchange in French
between him named as d’Elie and Mrs. Cabot was forced upon her
realization.

“Pardon, adored one, but have you considered the other needs of your
household?”

“What other needs could there be in which this celebrated miss is
concerned?”

“Only yesterday madame was saying that her husband seemed afflicted
with ennui--that it might be advisable to stimulate his interest
in life. Might it not prove pleasant, my angel, if the father of
the infant terrible should find the new governess--shall I say,
_congenial_?”

“Enough, my clever Henri. I understand.”

So complete was the change of manner with which Mrs. Cabot stopped the
girl at the door that a more experienced person could scarcely have
been blamed for bewilderment. Her cynical expression was lost in a
humid smile. Her voice softened. She tossed aside the crop with which
she had been swishing the air to extend the hand of appeal.

“The Marquis d’Elie has criticized my lack of charity,” she
said. “Perhaps I _am_ wrong to jump at conclusions. And it is a
responsibility to send a mere child like you back into a world which
already has been rather hard on her. Then, too, my unfortunate
offspring is to be considered. It is quite possible that he might get
along better with a young person than the nursery monitors he so often
has defeated. I wonder if you are as amiable as you look--if you could
forgive the hasty things I said just now?”

Dolores did not know what to think, still less what to say. She parried
by a question which interested her.

“You call your son unfortunate. What is the matter with him?”

Catherine Cabot’s first talent was that of taking. Whatever she wanted
in life she took as her perquisite. Always had she taken admiration,
service, flattery, love, sacrifice, money. Literally she had taken her
husband because he was useful to her. She proceeded now to take Dolores
Trent.

“Oh, my dear, if you could know how unfortunate! Most children have
some sort of a chance, but not my poor Jackie. Probably after you have
seen him and know something of the disposition that comes from his
sufferings, you won’t wish to undertake him. You would need a love for
children great enough to include the most unlovable.”

“But I have a great love for children,” Dolores said. “My neighbors
used to say that I have a way with them.”

“Mr. Cabot would be relieved of his heaviest burden if we’d find some
one who could handle Jack.” Catherine continued her “taking.” “It would
seem like a fatality, wouldn’t it, if in return for his small service
to you that day at Seff’s----”

“His service wasn’t small, Mrs. Cabot. I may have seemed ungrateful not
to thank him, but I---- You see----”

“Of course you couldn’t and of course he didn’t wish you to,” the
wife assured her. “But it would be really beautiful--sort of nice and
Emersonian--if you could pass along the favor he did you to his child.
Suppose you hold an open mind, Miss Trent, until after you’ve met Jack.
I’ll come to his rooms later and help to explain him. Morrison will
take up all details with you, if you should decide to stay. Won’t you
try, anyhow, to forget and forgive my unkindness?”

The girl, still standing just within the door, heard the Frenchman’s
congratulation, as the brilliant-looking pair disappeared among the
palms of the foyer.

“But you are wonderful, my adored one, most wonderful!”

       *       *       *       *       *

As Dolores stepped off the elevator onto the third-floor balcony that
overlooked the great, glass-domed hall, a woman’s scream cut the quiet.
The housekeeper hurried ahead and threw open the door of a large,
sun-flooded room.

“He have bite me, Mees Morrison. But see this mark on my wrist. I
should regret to desert madame, but I give up my place rather than play
as the nurse one hour longer.”

The plaint arose from a be-capped young woman whom Dolores later
learned to be Annette, Mrs. Cabot’s maid, pressed into emergency
service. She had made a shield of a light chair between herself and the
boy of eight, or thereabouts, who was pursuing her. The bone of their
contention seemed to be a particularly boneless toy dog held above his
reach.

Dolores’ first view of John Cabot, Jr., was not heartening. His only
recognition of her presence was a scowl. In lurching forward over the
chair to recapture his plaything, he slipped and fell, with a shriek
more of chagrin than pain, upon the floor. When Morrison and Annette
rushed to his assistance, Dolores intervened. She asked that they leave
her alone with the boy.

After the closing click of the door she crossed to one of the windows;
seated herself in an upholstered chair; gave her attention to the park
view.

“Why don’t you come and pick me up?”

At the demand, she turned to see that Master Jack still sprawled on the
floor, his chin cupped in his hands, his unchildlike frown upon her.

“I didn’t suppose you’d wish to be picked up--a big boy like you,” she
said. “I didn’t suppose you’d even wish me to look at you.”

She regretted the ruse the moment she realized his physical handicap.
Having challenged his pride, however, she hesitated to retreat. But an
ache for him which never was entirely eased came into her heart as she
watched his efforts to achieve his feet; noted the warped condition of
his legs; watched his peculiar gait as he approached her--a slithering
forward of his feet, with no yield at his knees and hips.

Jack’s upper body was only fairly developed, yet by comparison with
his nether limbs his arms looked excessively long. His head, with its
luxurious growth of dark brown, slightly curling hair, was large as a
gnome’s. At the moment his features were twisted into an expression of
resentment. Only his eyes were beautiful, wide-set and Irish-gray in
color, with an outsweep of long, almost black lashes.

A certain embarrassment for him, which quickly followed the shock of
noting his deformity, caused Dolores to lift her eyes toward a square
object wrapped about with a bath towel, which was suspended from the
ceiling near the window.

“A bird?” she asked irrelevantly.

“A canary.” Master Jack now stood directly before her. “He sings so
much around noon-time, I bag him.”

“And don’t you like him to sing?”

“Of course not. He sounds too happy. Who are you, anyway?”

Dolores’ eyes filled with the wistfulness that always overflowed
her heart at thought of her own lonely childhood--her super-sad
little-girlhood.

“I am some one your mother has engaged to keep you company,” she told
him. “I do hope we can make a go of it, Jack. I certainly should
appreciate your friendship.”

“You’re not----” Suspicion stiffened his face. “Say, if you’re another
governess----”

“I’d rather be,” she interrupted, “sort of a pal.”

“But you couldn’t play boy’s games. What’s your name?”

“Dolores Trent. Dolores means grief.”

“’Lores--grief?”

His interest was caught, as had been Vincent Seff’s, by that “sad
little name” of hers. He hooked one hand to his hip like some shrunken
old man and studied her from beneath the graceful sweep of his lashes.
New objection occurred to him.

“My mother insists that I keep cheerful all the time. She mightn’t let
you stay if she knew your name meant grief. She hung Dick in here.
That’s one reason I don’t like him.”

“How you must love your mother, Jack--she’s so beautiful!”

“That’s no reason to love anybody,” came his startling statement. “I’ve
been living with my mother going on nine years now and she’s getting
kind of stale. I don’t mind your name--being kept cheerful all the time
is what I hate the most. I won’t stand it, I tell you!”

Dolores quieted his returning excitement with a shrug of compliance.
“Let’s just be miserable together, then.”

“Until that gets tiresome.” Even with the shrewd proviso, one corner of
the boy’s over-large mouth twitched, as if from humor. “Mind, I get my
own way,” he warned, “except when John’s home.”

“John?” she asked.

“My father. He’s the only person I respect, unless it is Clarke Shayle.
I don’t know, though. I think I like Clarke more than I respect him.
And then, of course, he hurts me a lot. Clarke’s my osteopath. He has
won five medals for swimming. John hasn’t any medals, but he doesn’t
need them. You sort of know that he could have all he wanted if he
wanted them.”

“And you let your father have his own way with you?”

“Of course, and not because he would punish me if I disobeyed him,
either. They say”--Jack drew up quaintly--“that John worships me. As
for me, I shouldn’t wish to offend him. We’re awfully chummy, my father
and I, although he’s very tall and strong and I----” Gulping, he
turned away. “See that wooden cradle in the corner? I’d never have it
in my rooms except that John was rocked in it when he was a baby. Seems
funny to think of John ever having been a baby, he’s so mannish now.”

The Colonial antique which had distracted the little fellow’s thoughts
from himself, was the first of many interesting treasures he showed
her. Mrs. Cabot had called the child’s quarters “rooms,” rather than
“nursery,” and they were, indeed, furnished incongruously for his
years. Except for a few mechanical toys, the suite might have been
that of some sophisticated bachelor. The chamber that opened off the
living room was filled with heirloom mahogany, the bed a fine example
of pineapple four-poster upon which not only his father’s father, but
also his great-grandfather had slept. Oil portraits of the paternal
line hung the walls. Turkish rugs lay upon the polished floors. An old
corner clock ticked away the time for this last of the Cabots as it had
for seven generations of the name before him. He particularly liked
the clock, Jack said, because it was calm-faced--not too sad, not too
happy--just calm.

To a large bowl of gold-fish twinkling lazily in the sunlight, he
invited her especial attention. They had been given him by Clarke
Shayle, he explained, to demonstrate the first principles of swimming.

“Clarke’s going to make a swimmer of me,” he asserted, “after he gets
me well. Oh, you needn’t look so sorry for me! I’ve got good arms,
haven’t I? You watch the gold-fish. They haven’t any legs.”

“Promise”--Dolores swallowed at the lump in her throat--“to give me one
of your medals as a souvenir some day?”

From a downward glance at his poor body, he stared at her suspiciously.
Evidently deciding that she was not making sport of him, he conceded:
“Of course it may be a while yet. And we mayn’t be friends that long.
That’s Clarke coming now for my treatment. I know his step.”

“Dr.” Shayle lacked the professional look. Although slightly above
medium height, he was heavy as he well could be without loss of the
athletic appearance for which Dolores had been prepared. He was young,
clean-shaved, redheaded, freckled. Next after his appearance of
strength, she noticed his cheerfulness. He had very clean teeth and
an engaging smile. Early in their interview, he laughed in a joyous,
lingering way, with a glance that coaxed her to share his amusement.
She noticed also in these first moments a yellowish fleck in the brown
iris of his right eye. It served to give him an oddly intent expression.

At once after Jack’s staid ceremony of introduction, he declared
excitedly that he would not be “mauled” to-day--that he could not be
forced into a treatment.

“Who wants to force you?” asked Shayle. “Do you think I enjoy wearing
myself all out? A hike will be better for you, anyhow, at the present
moment. Here, let me wind up that dog!”

His suggestion developed into a lesson in the slithering walk which
evidently was the afflicted lad’s chief hope of getting along through
life. The toy, over whose possession Jack had bitten the French maid’s
wrist, was a mechanical dog whose four legs worked, when set going,
with something the movement which the osteopath was cultivating in his
patient. The dog set the pace across the room; the boy did his best to
follow.

“If you’d hold your head straight, little chump, not so far to one
side, you’d be better balanced,” Shayle advised from his down-leaning,
critical inspection.

“I won’t and I never will.” Jack stopped to glare back at his trainer.
“John always holds his head to one side and I guess he walks all right.”

“Oh well, if John does! Like father like son--beautiful sentiment.” At
once the doctor passed the point. Giving up seemed to be his policy.
“That’s enough hiking for to-day, old scout. Just let me feel those
knee muscles. No, not a regular boy-handling on the bed. Just a touch
to see if they aren’t working better to-day.”

During the operation into which Shayle had inveigled his patient,
Dolores observed that his hands, while freckled and rather thick, were
drawn into slender fingers, pointed at the tips, with nails neatly
manicured.

“You’ve cheated--you’re hurting me like a real treatment!” shrieked
Jack and beat his practitioner in the face until able to wriggle out of
his grasp.

Dr. Shayle changed the subject as promptly as he gave up his attempt.
“Have a heart, Mister Dempsey. Wait a minute--I want to say something.
What’s become of the Cabot courtesy? You haven’t asked Miss Trent to
take off her things.”

“We were so busy getting acquainted!” Dolores, with a confidential
glance at the boy, lifted her hands to her hat.

“Allow me to make up for friend pugilist’s oversight.” With that
coaxing laugh of his, Shayle arose to help with the Duvetyn coat.

In the act, his hand touched the pulse at the side of her throat. With
the contact, a strange sensation quivered through her, disturbing, yet
somehow pleasant. Evidently he, too, had felt it. He looked straight
into her eyes a moment, his face suddenly serious.

“_Ah!_”

Oddly enough, that was all he said.

“Madame has a headache, Dr. Shayle. She wishes you to attend her as
soon as you have finish’ with the--with Master Jacques.”

The interruption came from Annette, the maid who had been bitten, now
serene of voice and immaculate in fresh cap and apron.

“What, another?”

Dolores heard the mutter which prefaced Shayle’s more formal
acknowledgment of the message. She was surprised at the headache and
told the doctor so. Mrs. Cabot had looked quite well on returning from
her ride.

Although he made no comment, she was struck by his expression and the
fact that it was reflected in the thin face of the boy--an expression
hard to define, but certainly not sympathetic.

After a luncheon served for Jack and herself in his sitting-room, the
boy was retired to his nap and she summoned to an interview with Mrs.
Morrison. She was not asked whether she would or would not stay. The
housekeeper seemed to have taken it for granted that she would. And
indeed, two realizations had settled the issue. Jack needed her and she
needed him.

She was shown a pleasant room farther along the third-floor balcony
and asked about her luggage. Her wages would be the same as paid the
previous governess. Mrs. Cabot regretted a slight indisposition, but
sent word that, as Dr. Shayle approved her start with Master Jack, she
was to use her own judgment.

The kindly housekeeper expressed a personal hope that she would be
happy and comfortable. She must come down to the ground-floor parlor
when lonely and must not fail to ask for anything she needed or wished.

Before the young heir had awakened, Dolores returned to the outer
room of the suite. She took up a magazine, but did not feel like
reading--got no farther than a page of kennel advertisements. Her eyes
upon a circle which had been penciled around the picture of a pedigreed
Airedale, she gave up to her thoughts.

Strange though it was, her present situation seemed natural. That she
should find herself in the home of the Cabots who, from among the great
cityfull had figured in both her previous engagements, impressed her
as nothing short of fatalistic. Blindfolded, she had faced in their
direction. Each of her stumbles had been a step toward the place made
ready for her. She had been prepared to appreciate what they had to
offer her; they what she could and would return. The third attempt to
earn her livelihood surely would prove the charm. Could it be possible
that only that morning she had set out, the end of her day a closed
book? This afternoon the book lay wide, its lines clearly typed. And
pleasant reading the future chapters looked, each day-page illumined
with the joy of doing for someone less fortunate than herself.

Until he spoke, she did not know that Jack was staring at her from the
bedroom doorway.

“You have a nicer nose than the last one. She left because I called her
‘Needle-nose Nannie’ to her face. She had the piercingest nose I ever
saw. I never asked my other governesses, but will you come with me on
my drive?”

Dolores was glad to go, the more so that he had suggested it. Already
she longed that he should love her. There seemed safety in the love of
a child.

In the open car from which he preferred to take his air when the
weather was fine, as he told her with his manner of a bored little
man of affairs, she scarcely could restrain the impulse to put her
arm around him. Appreciating, however, his oldishness, she contented
herself with finding his hand beneath the fur robe when a squirrel
excited them by dashing across the road in peril of their tires.

They did not drive for long. Sight of several children running races on
the green brought from the cripple a crisp order of “Home, Herrick!”

Dolores made no protest. She understood. But she held tight to the
gloved fingers beneath the robe.

“I never take any chances of missing John,” was the boy’s manufactured
explanation. “He comes up to see me first thing after he gets home.”

Back in his suite, the tedium of his shut-in life soon showed in
returning irritability.

“I do get so tired of women, women--always women! I don’t like them any
more than they like me. Why can’t they get me a man governess?” And
after a scowling moment: “What games do you know?”

Dolores did not know any. “Games” had been considered the least
necessary thing in her child life. Yet the moment was unpropitious
for admitting the lack. Urgently she applied to her imagination. A
smothered cheep from the towel-covered bird-cage brought inspiration.

“Did you ever try,” she asked, “a game called ‘Turn-about’?”

“No. How do you play it?”

“Another name for it is ‘Fair-Play.’ Turn-about is fair-play, you know.
First one of us--you or I--has his way. Then, turn-about, the other has
his.”

“Sounds like a queer game.” He considered a moment, as the
possibilities of the idea opened before him. “You can do anything you
like in your turn--all the naughty things you’ve wanted to do and
didn’t dare?”

“All of them--that is, all you still wish to do.”

“All right. First go!” A crafty look lit the gray eyes. Turning, he
shuffled across the room. “I’m going to do what your coming stopped
me from doing--break this dog. I hate--_hate_--HATE it! It is just a
stupid toy, but it goes faster than I can every time and it never hurts
at all.”

Without a word of protest, Dolores watched him hammer the floor with
the device which was at once his ambition and his despair; allowed him
to wrench it to pieces, legs from body and head from neck.

“My turn now,” she said. “I’m going to take the towel from around
Dick’s cage.”

Sagacity was evidenced in the boy’s instant retort. “Then I’ll take my
next turn putting it back again.”

“And keep the game at a standstill? I can repeat, remember, as often
as you,” Dolores warned him. Stepping down from the chair upon which
she had stood to let sunlight in upon the canary, now ruffling its
yellow plumage enjoyably, she seated herself and stayed his lifted
hand. “I want to tell you something, Jackie dear. Happiness is the most
attractive thing in the world and one of the hardest to have. Just
because your bird knows the secret of how to have it, even though shut
up in a smaller space than you, you are jealous. So long as you’re
jealous, you’ll never be happy. I’ve never been very happy either, but
I want to be and I’ve heard that happiness begets happiness. Maybe
if you and I would listen to Dick sing, we’d get the spirit of why he
sings. Maybe after a while we could be happy, too. What do you say?”

“I say it’s no fun being happy.”

Although he jerked his hand away and spoke defiantly, Dolores thought
she saw a gleam of interest in his eyes.

“Of course, you can try if you want to,” he added. “I’ll take my next
turn spilling the gold-fish. There’ll be plenty of time for Clarke to
get me some more before I’m strong enough to learn to swim.”

Heartsick, Dolores watched him stagger toward the bathroom with the
heavy glass bowl. She realized that, in steadying himself inside, he
was waiting for her to object. But she uttered no word of reproach as
he dumped the gleaming inmates and their small sea upon the tiling.
When she heard him chuckling over their squirms, she followed him.

“My turn!” She took the bowl from him, filled it with fresh water
and replaced within it the emptied moss and stones. Upon her knees
on the folded bath-rug, she invited his assistance in a way most
matter-of-fact “We must get them in quickly or they’ll die. Careful how
you scoop them up--their fins are very delicate. See how glad they are
to be back in the water again and how gracefully they swim!”

The boy was actually helping her when the opening of the hall door
interrupted. He steadied himself to his feet, then slithered into the
sitting-room. Still bent to her life-saving task, Dolores heard the
exchange without and saw, over-shoulder, the man-to-man hand-shake of
father and son.

“Hello, John Cabot!”

“Jack Cabot, hello!”

“I broke my dog, but you know the reason, John. I’d not mind so much if
a live one beat me. Aren’t you ever going to get me a real dog?”

“Your apology is accepted, Jack. But how could I know you’d be good to
a live dog if you had one? He would have to be considered as well as
you. They tell me you break all your toys. I’d hate to see the spirit
of a good dog broken. How can I be sure----”

“But I tell you I _would_ be good to him. Don’t I keep my word to you,
John? I’d never have spilled the fishes except that I had given in to
’Lores about Dick. Oh, you don’t know about ’Lores yet!”

The boy it was who brought them again face to face. Dolores had
reëntered the living-room. John Cabot stopped beside the center
table--stopped and looked across at her. Just what his look
meant--superstition, disapproval, fear--she could not be sure. Her
heart beat uncomfortably while she waited for him to speak.

“I was told down-stairs that a new governess had come,” he said, after
what seemed a long time. “I didn’t understand that it was you.”

“And I didn’t understand that the position was offered by you,” she
replied. “If you are displeased, Mr. Cabot, I will give up--Jack.”

“But I won’t give _her_ up, John, even if she is a woman-governess. She
knows games that I never heard about. If you’ll just get me an Airedale
now----”

The child’s demands broke the strain of the moment. John Cabot offered
his hand. The faint smile of his reassurance disappeared from his lips
when he read on the tiling the continuation of Jack’s story of the
gold-fish. Dolores studied him. Although a shadow lowered over his
eyes at this evidence of the evil temper of his son, he gave her an
impression of great kindness and great suppression. He looked like what
he really was--which, she had noticed, most men do not.

“I am afraid, my boy, that I could not trust a live dog to you,” he
said.

He was restoring the last of the stranded aquatics to comfort within
the bowl when a lilting laugh surprised the three. Mrs. Cabot,
evidently recovered from her headache, was watching them.



CHAPTER XII


John Cabot seldom spoke with the new governess, as she took to
absenting herself during the afternoon hour which he spent with his
son. None the less she learned much about him and, through the opinion
of others, came to hold him in high regard.

Mrs. Morrison, daughter of the distinguished-looking old butler,
Bradish, had been with the Cabot family practically her lifetime and
proved an enthusiastic informant at the tea-time chats to which she
frequently invited the girl. She took a personal pride in her employer
and his career.

Mr. Cabot, she boasted, was one of the few “real” New Yorkers. His
family had lived in Manhattan since the sixteen-fifties. A red brick
house in Whitehall Street, near the Battery, had been the birthplace
of two generations of his grandfathers. There the Cabots had lived in
the days when Castle Garden was the home of Grand Opera and Jennie
Lind its Galli-Curci. The old house still stood, although its quondam
drawing-room, where once the fair and gallant had stepped the minuet,
now staged nothing more romantic than haggles over the price of
shipping stores.

The comfortable fortune awaiting the present head of the house on his
graduation from Princeton, he had increased to great wealth through
an international banking organization built up largely through his
efforts. Particularly proud was the housekeeper over the fact that not
only the Cabot dollars but the master himself had worked unceasingly
to “win the war,” that not only his own Government, but also those of
Britain and France had heaped honors upon him. In the underwriting of
the war loans of the Allies and in the direction of American Liberty
Bond flotations the services he had rendered without financial gain
were declared inestimable. For a time, indeed, the Cabot Bank--a
classic structure on Broad Street within a stone’s throw of the
homestead--had been the acknowledged center of war finance for half the
world.

By his employees--also according to Morrison--the banker was adored
for his democratic manner; was respected for the unfailing honesty of
his business code; was, at the same time, served with the diligence of
fear. In his home, his every gesture was anticipated that it might be
the more quickly obeyed. None, not even the beautiful madame, would
have dared question any of the direct wishes he so seldom expressed.

To his only son John Cabot was a fascinating mystery.

“You know, John’s a queer man,” the boy confided to Dolores, with his
elderly faculty for analysis. “He’s as quiet and kind as anybody could
be and yet he keeps everyone scared of him. Morrison says it’s because
he is ‘just.’ What is there about justice, ’Lores, that everybody’s so
scared of?”

On another occasion: “One thing I like about John, is the interest he
can take in little things. Why, he plays my Christmas games better than
I do, and the way he can keep clocks going! Sometimes when he stays
home evenings, he brings almost a dozen in here and sits on the floor
and gets them all ticking at once. That clock of my great-grandfather
Cabot’s is his pet. All the jewelers said the old works would have
to be replaced. But John says he’s going to keep it going through my
lifetime at least. He’s funny that way. He never thinks of dying.
Somehow, I don’t think anybody could make him die until he got ready.”

Once the child-man had opened up a hurt in his confidence: “I heard
my mother tell John one day that my grandmother--his own mother, you
know--might have called him ‘Jack,’ but she felt sure that nobody else
had. She said he was the uncompromising kind of man that everybody just
naturally called ‘John.’ Sometimes my mother talks as if she did not
think much of John, any more than she does of me. That’s why I can’t
think much of her. Just what kind is an uncompromising man, ’Lores?”

Even by madame herself were the peculiarities of the master of the
great house discussed with the latest comer. Dolores, yielding to
the unexpected fancy which Catherine seemed to have taken to her and
looking on her with almost worshipful eyes in her sacred capacity of
motherhood, welcomed every opportunity of showing her gratitude. One
stormy afternoon, when she had been summoned to m’lady’s quarters on
the second floor, the trend of the wife’s conversation became an urge
that the governess think well of her husband.

Fragrant from her bath, Catherine was sitting before a pier glass in
her dressing room leisurely and, it would seem regretfully, covering
her exquisite body with undergarments of rather sleazy texture. The
fresh-opened box of bon-bons which stood on a nearby tabourette she
urged upon Dolores with her comments.

“John Cabot’s character is an open book--_in cipher_,” she declared. “I
have noticed, my dear, that you appear to be just a bit in awe of him.
It seems too bad when you will be thrown so much together over Jack.
Perhaps if I give you the key to him you will feel more comfortable in
his presence. He is not nearly so cold or stern as he acts. Really, he
used to be quite ardent before---- Well, you know, before we got to
know each other so thoroughly. I used to think him the strongest man
I’d ever met.”

Dolores resented the insinuation. “But isn’t he still stronger, now
that he has learned to control his feelings? And perhaps he wouldn’t
wish people to be given what you call the key to him.”

But Catherine was not listening, as told by the opera air she hummed.
She had become intent over an open drawerful of lingerie, some pieces
simple, some elaborate as the sweat-shop set bought that day at Seff’s.
With the selection of a rather plain Philippine linen for that day’s
wear, her interest returned to the ever engrossing subject of herself.

“Queer, isn’t it, how one’s early habits will cling? Have you heard
that I wasn’t always rich? I haven’t a dollar except what Mr. Cabot has
settled on me. My father had plenty to start with, but he squandered
it all on ‘old masters’ that turned out to be neither masters nor old.
I try to forget the humiliations of those days, but every now and then
am reminded by little things--like, for instance, this.”

At the puzzled look with which Dolores’ eyes met the emergence of her
own from the neck scallops of the sheer envelope, she expanded:

“I never wear my best clothes on a stormy day. Isn’t that too funny,
when I don’t need to think of the weather? I’m interested in noting
my own characteristics quite as much as I would be those of another
person. Dr. Shayle says that I have the introspective faculty to a
marked degree. I appreciate the compliment from him.”

“He seems to see,” the girl remarked, “so much more than is on the
surface.”

By way of the glass, Catherine smiled at her, the short upper lip which
was a piquant flaw in otherwise perfect features lifting over her
gleaming, mouselike teeth.

“Oh, Dr. Shayle has remarkable powers! I discovered him, you know. No
wonder he admires me and feels--well----”

For once Dolores interrupted. She did not wish to be told first-hand
of the likable young osteopath’s devotion, concerning which she had
heard considerable gossip from the servants. She felt that it would not
be just loyal to Dr. Shayle. Although fearful for her temerity, she
changed the subject.

“That day you engaged me, the Marquis d’Elie spoke of other needs of
your household in which I might help. You have been very kind to me and
I want to do all I can in return. Won’t you tell me what they are--the
other needs?”

Relieved that her beautiful employer showed no resentment, she did not
try to analyze the confused look turned into the mirror.

“The need the marquis meant----” Catherine spoke readily enough after
the moment’s pause--“is mine for someone congenial to talk with in this
great barn of a house--someone refined, you know, with a mind more the
quality of my own. That’s all, really, just someone to lift the heavy
moments. D’Elie feels a deep sympathy for me.”

So pathetic did she sound and look that Dolores, too, felt sympathetic.
That the enviable Mrs. Cabot might have a secret sorrow had not
occurred to her. This time she did not check the tendency toward
confidence; waited rather in silence, lest she seem inquisitive, for
whatsoever might be entrusted to her. But before Catherine could
continue, someone entered the boudoir that opened off the dressing
room. It was the Marquis d’Elie.

That was the early afternoon when he, like the oft-mentioned “angel” of
the old saw, startled them both by an unannounced appearance. Dolores
was sitting out of his line of vision, but she could see him plainly
in the pier glass. She rose, outraged at the Frenchman’s presumption
with the wife of John Cabot; turned toward Catherine; waited for her to
reprimand him as he deserved.

Catherine, who had been in the act of tying a ribbon at her breast,
stiffened as if turned to the marble she looked and stared into the
glass at the reflection of the smiling alien. A hurried glance she
spared for the confections of silk crepe and lace in the open drawer,
then bit her lip. When at last she spoke, her voice was one of utter
exasperation.

“And me in a cotton chemise!”

“But lovely--ah--as a lily of _la belle France_!” the Marquis enthused.
“I have slip’ up for that small talk of confidence about the amount of
the dot, _mon ange_. I feel distress that you must sue for so much. But
the responsibility is on me to assure that my queen have those comfort
to which----”

“You certainly slipped up!” Sharply Catherine cut into the expression
of his “responsibility.” Hers seemed to be for Dolores and the dressing
robe which she had worn from her bath. This she donned before going
into the boudoir. “You shouldn’t have come unannounced, Henri. Never do
such a thing again. How fortunate it is that Miss Trent happened to be
with me. You remember meeting Jack’s new governess?”

His assurance was remarkable. Low he bowed before Dolores when, in
response to Catherine’s appeal, she followed.

“And how is mademoiselle enabled to do with the fiend-_enfant_?” he
enquired affably.

Dolores strove to control her contempt for him. She replied that she
found Jack no fiend, but a most lovable child. He must be awakening
from his nap about now. Would Mrs. Cabot excuse her?

“First, my dear, won’t you ring for Annette?” Catherine made proviso.

“And how,” the marquis persisted in the wait, “is the so-famed siren
enabled to do with Meester Cabot?”

Grateful for the support of madame’s frown, Dolores answered, steadily
as she might: “So far Mr. Cabot has made no complaint of my methods
with his son.”

“She has done wonderfully--_with Jack_.” Catherine smiled at Dolores
her innocent smile. “I, for one, am most grateful to Miss Trent, even
if John hasn’t shown his appreciation.”

“Perhaps he has not--_as yet_--have the opportunity.” The foreigner,
too, contributed an encouraging beam.

“Just what I’ve been telling her!” Catherine approved. “Miss Trent is
so very self-effacing that I fear John thinks----”

Just which of the wife’s fancies was about to be attributed to the
great brain of John Cabot, Dolores never knew. She felt a sudden and
vehement disinclination to hear his possible thoughts discussed before
such an audience. She crossed to the gallery door.

“I hear Annette coming. I--I’d like to go, Mrs. Cabot. Jack may be
looking for me.”

She did not wait for the elevator, but hurried up the wide marble steps
that led from gallery to gallery to the top of the house. Fast as she
took them, however, distressing questions pursued her.

What was she to think--how conduct herself?

Looking into Jack’s living-room, she saw that the door into his bedroom
still was closed. The calm-faced clock announced that it was not really
time for him to have awakened. As she went toward her own chamber to
wait, she heard the click of the elevator letting someone off at the
third gallery, but did not glance up to see who it was. She wished to
be alone--to think.

Once her own door was closed, however, she shrank from thinking. Rather
than force herself to any immediate conclusion regarding the surprising
developments of the last several minutes, she allowed her mind to rest,
as it were, upon the thought of young Jack.

During the days which had accumulated into weeks since her entry into
the Cabot home, her influence upon the boy had continued to be poured
into the mold of their first hour. The household agreed that none of
the many who had undertaken him had approached her success. Rather than
the problem which he was said to have been to earlier governesses, he
had become a revelation to her.

Although they continued to play “Turn-About” at times, she had ceased
to rely upon games for the establishment of understanding between them.
So long as Jack did what he knew to be right and fair, he and she might
share enjoyment, even happiness. When he ceased, her disappointment in
him spoiled their day. They consulted upon every item of their daily
program subject to change. From play to text-books had been a gradual
but sure transition. What at first had caused ruction, became a medium
of pleasant companionship. Lessons learned under a “pal” instead of a
task-mistress didn’t seem like lessons at all.

Dolores’ service was but what she would have given unrequited to the
stunted human plant. Love had bloomed as her reward. The lad’s devotion
to her had become a by-word in the house.

Only last evening, when she had slipped into his room to tell him
good-night after the maid had left, he had overcome his prejudice
against any show of affection sufficiently to lift his over-long arms
about her neck.

“’Lores,” he had whispered half-ashamedly, “I have made up a nice name
for you. I don’t wish to tell even you what it is. I’m afraid you’d
make fun of it. It is just a little name for you that I save to think
about when I’m trying to go to sleep.”

With the poignant memory, the girl felt comforted. Life, which hitherto
had seemed indifferent when not actually cruel toward her, had grown
kind. Surely no malice of Jade Fate could be behind the gift of a
child’s adoration.

And in what luxury did she live--she, whose sole capital so recently
had been a ripening nectarine! No opportunity was given her to think of
her needs. They were fore-attended. Beside her own beautiful room, the
young heir’s kingdom was shared with her. And more than her needs were
remembered. Mrs. Cabot’s gratitude and affection took the practical
form of tickets to theater and opera matinees, of the free use of
Jack’s car, and twice of invitations downstairs to dine _en famille_.
In a partial expenditure of her salary, she had acquired, by way of
being more worthy her surroundings, some unpretentious, but pretty
clothes. The black worn for Trevor Trent she had laid away for the
gayer colors liked by Jack, just as she was trying to lay away sorrow
for good cheer.

To-day, where was that good cheer?

Here she had shut herself in her room in a panic of foreboding. Was she
so used to trouble that she would attract by expecting it? Despite the
general kindness toward her, she felt afraid.

There was Dr. Clarke Shayle. At first his show of interest in her had
been confined to the period of Jack’s daily treatment, when he would
chat with the two of them in the set phrases to which he was given,
leaving an impression of impartial friendliness. But a few days before
he had returned during the boy’s nap hour to add a detail to his
instructions. Even Jack had pierced the pretense and taken occasion,
through some instinct or reason over which he grew quite sullen, to
acquaint his mother with the fact.

The annoyance shown by Mrs. Cabot brought memory back to the more
recent annoyance of this early afternoon. What had given the Marquis
d’Elie the right of way to madame’s boudoir? She decided to force the
question from her mind as beyond her scope. General hints about the
impecunious foreigner had been emphasized by Annette after the style of
the French paper-backs which formed her ideas of high-life lived low.
Vicariously the maid had thrilled over d’Elie’s infatuation for her
beautiful mistress; deplored the fact that m’lady, being, alas, already
wedded, might not acquire the right to the proud title of Marquise
of France; grieved over the misfortune that her heroine, having no
personal fortune, might not with financial safety free herself. Oh, not
that madame had any more real feeling for her suitor than for her own
husband! Her heart’s love, as Annette had reason to know, was given to
another. That complication, however, was according to form, as written
in French originals.

All this was peace-poison, Dolores decided, and for such there was no
antidote. One thing only must she remember. “M’lady” was John Cabot’s
wife. The fact stared from her dressing-table mirror each time, as now,
she smoothed her hair and compared its blackness with Catherine’s glory
of fine silk and pale gold. Of it she was reminded each time her heart
expanded over lonely Jack or her eyes caught the gleam of the limp
diamond-and-platinum circlet which was his mother’s latest acquired and
much admired “wedding” ring.

She herself had been judged unjustly by appearances. She must not--she
would not judge. Married women, she had been told, outgrew the
prudishness which mothers taught their daughters. And titled foreigners
were said to be more careless of conventions than the great, clean
men of America. Every melioration she must consider. Perhaps even the
much-discussed pair’s recent suggestions to her, at which she had felt
such offense, had been conceived as they were worded, in kindness.
Catherine was the wife of the king of the Cabots and the mother of
Prince Jack. The queen-mother could do no wrong.

Her decision reached, Dolores realized an unwonted physical fatigue.
She lay down on the bed for a moment that she might take a fresh face
and mind to Jack. A glance at the ivory clock on her bedside table told
her that it was fifteen minutes to three. She closed her eyes with the
intention of allowing herself the quarter hour. For several minutes she
continued in full consciousness of the trustful thoughts upon which she
had decided as a policy. Then soon, although daytime napping was not
her habit, she fell into a doze.

Her eyes flashed open before she was fairly awake, as if at a call.
For a moment she gave up to an exquisite sensation which had come to
her. She felt relaxed, flushed, very much at peace. In a sort of dream,
someone with strong arms who cared for her had rocked her as she often
had longed to rock Jack. Repeatedly a tender, infusing voice had said
to her: “Rest, little girl.... Everything’s all right.... Rest....
Rest.”

And she had rested. How long? A glance at the clock brought her to her
feet. It was fifteen minutes after three!

Near the head of the stairway, beneath a boxed catalpa tree, stood a
decorative carved stone seat. Upon it sat Dr. Clarke Shayle. As, with
a nod, Dolores was about to hurry past him and into Jack’s room, he
caught her hand and drew her to a seat beside him.

“You can spare a moment for the human headache powder,” he said. “Tell
me, how did you like it?”

“_It?_” She stared at him.

“The powder. But never mind. You don’t need to answer. You certainly
look some better at the present moment than when you ran away from me
into your room.”

“You can’t mean that--that you----”

The yellowish fleck in his eye twinkled, although his face was
unusually serious as he glanced down at the watch which, oddly enough,
lay face up in his palm.

“At eight minutes of three I volunteered a first-aid treatment. I
coddled you mentally the way I’d like to do really. You are an easy
subject, you poor, scared little chump. But it’s a hard life waiting
on a stone bench. At fifteen after three I was selfish enough to give
you the wake-up ring. Come, how _did_ you like it?”

“I--I do feel refreshed. What is it about you--what is it?”

“I’ve wanted to explain that and a lot of things to you for days, but
you’ll never give me an opportunity. I want to explain myself to you
before someone does it for me--to tell you to look out for me. I am
what you might consider a ‘dangerous’ man. Oh, it’s not inherited--it’s
a gift.”

This rueful repetition of one of the several set phrases with which he
punctuated his most serious utterances was accompanied by the quick,
cheerful laugh which was his greatest charm. Then the laugh’s smile
stiffened into an expression of utter misery.

So shocked was Dolores that she forgot her hurry to go.

He turned from the sight of her sympathy; forced himself to continue.
“I am not an honest osteopath, Miss Trent. My success is founded on the
fact that I am magnetic. You felt that the first day you met me. You
remember? See how strangely I can make you feel with a touch.”

“Yes, I remember. Oh, don’t--please don’t do that again!”

Even in freeing her wrist from the slim pulsant fingers which had
clasped it, she realized that her sensations justified his boast.
Fearing his touch, she liked it.

“Never mind, I won’t. I don’t want to attract you that way. You can
trust me. I won’t touch you again--that is, not until you wish me to.
Try to get what I’m telling you. It may kill me with you, but there’s
no other way than to make a clean breast of it. I’ve built up my
practice on nothing more or less than animal magnetism. Excites through
the touch system. Gives sensations instead of curing them. Lord help
me, she doesn’t see when I tell her how low I am!”

He paused as if in hope of help from her. But Dolores could not speak.
She was trying to believe that she had misunderstood.

“Lately I find that I’m getting psychic control,” he continued. “A nice
little lot of harm I could do in the world if I wanted to.” His voice
was husky. In the moment before he dropped his face into his hands his
clean smile showed again. “But I don’t want to. I hate this life. I
hate my success. I hate being called in the profession ‘The Ladies’
Pet.’ Did you know I was called ‘The Ladies’ Pet’?”

“I know,” said Dolores, “that Mrs. Cabot thinks you are a remarkable
man.”

“_She_ should. She made me what I am to-day and to-morrow--handed me
over to her social set. She’s satisfied, if I’m not. She knows and I
know that she can unmake me just as easily.”

“Why should she unmake you? She seems to take a pride in you and in
your admiration for her.”

“My _what_?”

“Only this afternoon, Dr. Shayle, she was telling me what you had said
about her powers of introspection and concentration.”

“Her powers of---- You little chump!” He glanced toward the stairway;
controlled his incipient laugh; added guardedly: “She hasn’t enough
concentration to write a postal card.”

“Then why do you flatter her so?”

“Ladies’ pets are trained to meet the demands for flattery of their
petters. Catherine has a certain surface shrewdness, yes. But you can’t
‘reach’ her. Don’t worry about her. Worry about me, Dolores. Tut, don’t
scold me! You wouldn’t if you knew how long I’ve wanted to call you
Dolores to your face. I am doing what is awfully hard for me, not to
have you point out my weaknesses, but in the hope that you’ll encourage
me to----”

With a smothered imprecation, he stopped. From his slumped position he
had seen before Dolores that Mrs. Cabot was ascending the stairs. At
the top of the climb she stopped and saw them. She was dressed in a
negligee of yellow satin and lace and looked exceedingly angry.

“I thought I heard voices and wondered if this could be possible.” Her
upper lip whitened over the mouse teeth as she directly addressed Dr.
Shayle. “Don’t you know that I am waiting for my treatment?”

The color of the young man’s hair blended into his forehead and cheeks.
He got to his feet.

“Miss Trent and I have had quite a talk.” Although obviously nervous,
he forced his coaxing smile. “We’ve discussed most of the important
questions of the day. Not that we’ve got anything settled at the
present moment. But we’ve exercised our minds and so have made
progress, even if the world----”

“If you _only_ wouldn’t say ‘at the present moment’!” Catherine snapped.

With not a second glance at the governess, but a peremptory gesture to
her physician, she turned back to the stairs.

Shayle, his athletic shoulders squaring, followed her.

“You needn’t take it out on me because I’m not a clever talker,”
Dolores heard him say to Catherine as, his hand at her elbow, he
assisted her in the descent “My stupidity ain’t inherited. It’s a gift.”

At a sound Dolores turned to see Jack looking on from his door. His
eyes were wide and grave--in expression much like his father’s. His
head slanted exactly as the elder John held his. With his laboriously
acquired, makeshift walk, he crossed the balcony to a stop before her.

“Something said to me----” he began; paused to think; continued: “I
guess I mean that myself said to myself I’d best come out and ’tend to
you. Maybe I’m foolish to worry about you,’Lores, and yet----”

“And yet,” she supplied, serious as he, “maybe you’re not. Look after
me, Jack. I need you to, for you are my safest friend.”

She took comfort in his elderly assurances; tried to throw off the
prescience that weighed on her at thought of Catherine’s outraged look.
But she was afraid.

Look high, look low, she was afraid.



CHAPTER XIII


As proved by developments of the next day, Dolores need not have feared
that Mrs. Cabot would blame her for the interest of the uniquely
attractive young osteopath. Evidently she was of too sweet a nature
for that. During the after-luncheon respite, when the girl sat reading
in her room to avoid a possible repetition of yesterday’s telepathic
tête-à-tête, madame sought her in an exceptionally gracious mood. She
was followed by her maid, who bore a long black-and-white striped box.

“Lay it on the bed, Annette.”

Having dismissed the reluctant Frenchwoman, she turned to Dolores with
a manner of affectionate anticipation.

“I saw it yesterday at Yungman’s _revue_,” she announced. “As it stayed
on my imagination over night, I sent Annette this morning to buy it.”

“It?” Dolores tried to feel on faith something of Mrs. Cabot’s
pleasurable excitement.

“It’s from _Angèle_, the colors copied from an overcast sunset, mostly
gray, with just a suggestion through the mists of lavender and rose.
And it’s built of the clingingest stuff. I _hope_ you’ll like it.”

“I am sure I shall. All your things are beautiful.”

Dolores hovered over the tissue wrappings with the true girl’s interest.

“Oh!” she exclaimed in a voice soft as the fabric.

“Oh!”--again, as Catherine lifted an evening gown on its satin-padded
hanger and suspended it from the electrolier. The most stupid cynic
could not have doubted the governess’ worshipful gaze, and madame,
while in many respects a cynic, was far from stupid.

“The lines of the manikin who wore it,” Catherine added, “didn’t
compare with yours.”

And what had her “lines” to do with such a gown? Dolores looked the
question.

“You are built for _décolleté_, my dear. The Marquis d’Elie remarked
it only yesterday, after you’d sailed so gracefully from my rooms. Oh,
you needn’t scorn a compliment from him! He’s a bit shy on discretion
according to American standards, but he has studied women as a fine
art. What he said about your possibilities made me remember this model.
Of course I shouldn’t have considered it for myself.”

“The dress, Mrs. Cabot, is for----”

“For you, silly. You can see at a glance that my coloring kills it.”
Catherine reassured herself of the fact in the mirror. “With your
duo-tones--ebony hair and alabaster hide---- The dress is a little
token of appreciation from Papa-John and Mamma-me over your success
with our son. It is just a fine _Angèle_ feather for our household
angel.”

“_Dear_ Mrs. Cabot!”

Dolores’ exclamation was the more emotional for the doubts which she
had felt over her benefactress’ sincerity toward herself. Lest she
reveal by word or look the self-recriminations that filled her mind,
she returned to the gift; touched its lax, silken folds; pressed to one
cheek a wisp of its subtly tinted tulle.

“My first evening dress,” she murmured with a fervor which showed that
admiration was fast deepening into possessive love. “Even though I
haven’t any present need of it----”

“But you have. You’ll need it to-night.” Catherine spoke positively.
“Mr. Cabot has telephoned Bradish that an old friend of the family is
to dine with us and I want you to make a fourth at table. Rufus Holt is
a university pal of John’s and said to be the ablest divorce lawyer in
New York. He never loses a case, perhaps because he can’t be bribed to
take the side of the person in the wrong. What’s more, my dear, he’s a
bachelor.”

“I’d enjoy meeting him, I’m sure, and you’re very kind to ask me down,
but you see----”

“No, I don’t.” Catherine subtracted the half of her attention from the
mirror and gave the whole to Dolores. “I don’t see--and won’t--any
reason in the world why you shouldn’t be more a member of this family.
We are all very fond of you and we know that you are superior to the
position you occupy. Life has been against you, that’s all. But I am
for you. Haven’t you realized that fact yet?”

“I do appreciate your kindness--all the kindness which has been shown
me in your house, Mrs. Cabot.”

“Then show your appreciation my way. Don’t spoil my pleasure by looking
suspiciously on every decent deed I try to do. You act, positively, as
if you thought I was jealous of your looks. Why, you make a wonderful
foil for me! Several have spoken of it. Even Dr. Shayle who, being
redheaded himself, has a natural preference for brunettes, agreed with
me yesterday that you and I are as different as two women could be. Do
you know----”

Catherine hesitated, as if from modesty. When she continued it was with
that air of saying something especially thoughtful and original with
which she now and then substantiated her claim to “brains.”

“Of course everybody has some favorite type of feminine beauty. This
man admires a woman in whom his best friend can’t see any charm. A
third appreciates another whose good looks neither of the first two
will admit. And so on. But about myself---- It is a strange thing that
when I was a young girl, every artist who came to my father’s house to
examine those alleged ‘old masters’ I was telling you about used to beg
to paint me. I remember one of them explaining it by the theory that
a golden blond is humanized sunshine--and that sunshine is something
craved by everyone. Perhaps it sounds vain for me to repeat, but they
were agreed that my type was the only one universally admired.”

Far from thinking her vain, Dolores almost envied her the pleasure she
could take in her own looks. People generally spoke of “the beautiful
Mrs. Cabot,” perhaps for just that reason--that people generally
enjoyed sunshine.

“And now that I am trying to shed some few beams your way, you spoil
the spirit of the thing right at the start. You might think of others
than yourself.”

That the reproach had effect on Dolores showed in the startled question
of the purple-black eyes. Catherine proceeded to reply:

“We’re not so happy in this shell of a home but that we might be
happier. I am not speaking of myself so much as--as my husband. He
needs cheering up and I, somehow, have lost the power to cheer him.
I’ve thought that perhaps you could help. Despite his taciturnity,
he likes you for what you have done for Jack. If you wouldn’t be so
shy with him, would just talk to him naturally, study him and try to
please him, you know, you would be accomplishing--well, more than you
possibly can realize. I’d be in your debt, not you in mine. You’ve
never received anything approaching an order since you came to us, have
you? And, Heaven knows, I don’t wish you to consider anything I suggest
in that light. Only I _should_ like you to join us at dinner to-night.”

       *       *       *       *       *

Rufus Holt was dapper in stature, but of an expansive personality.
Although crinkled around the eyes and slightly bald, he had the
spontaneity of eternal youth. From first glance, he directed toward
Dolores a sort of friendly homage.

“I like the way you acknowledge an introduction,” he confided during
their first five minutes. “The exaggerated delight with which most
everybody takes most everybody else for granted is absurd, isn’t
it? Without a word, Miss Trent, you’ve done a rather remarkable
thing--given a lawyer a brand-new thought.”

Dolores was pleased that he so quickly found something about her to
like. She expanded under his persiflage.

“I never learned ‘manners’ in any school,” she deprecated, “but I’ve
tried to teach myself by behaving like the people I admire.”

“Well, give up! I don’t think you could act the least bit like anybody
else if you tried, any more than----” The mirth lines around Holt’s
eyes uncrinkled as, silently, he appreciated her in the mist-gray
gown. “A dove just couldn’t waddle like a goose,” he finished. “Don’t
let anybody change your first bow. It is perfect--no undue cordiality
about it, any more than undue _hauteur_. You do it gravely, simply,
hopefully. Just now you gave me one quick, enquiring glance to see
whether you were glad to meet me, before you committed yourself by
saying so. I’ll take a bet you don’t know my name.”

Dolores looked embarrassed. “That wouldn’t be a fair bet. You see, Mrs.
Cabot told me beforehand.”

“Honest, too! What are your faults?” He laughed.

Catherine returned to them from an aside with Bradish. If the governess
looked a mauve-and-rose-breasted dove to the facile-tongued attorney,
madame was a bird of Paradise in her topaz velvet and high-massed,
glinting, silver-gold hair. And her evening manner matched the
brilliancy of her attire.

“Latest reports from the front are that John will be down--well, when
John is down,” she announced. “Things never happen in this house, even
food, until John is down.”

“It is gossip on the Street that some bricks of his Wall have caved
in,” Holt offered. “He never in his life kept a woman waiting unless
obliged to. You see, Miss Trent, we men who know John Cabot like to
brag about him. We consider him the best example extant of the fairness
of the unfair sex.”

“Oh, John’s a hero, no doubt of that!” Catherine’s out-flung glittering
hands illustrated her somewhat contemptuous attitude toward most things
which others approved, her husband included. “Heroes are all right
when one is young and unsophisticated, but they do seem stereotyped
to a grown-up. Don’t you think so? You always know exactly what they
are going to do. The villains, now, are more interesting. There’s
some excitement in learning the worst about them--always a chance for
something unexpected. They may even reform. _You_ ought to agree with
me, Rufus.”

“I might,” Holt returned, “but for certain suspicions as to which class
you are consigning me. In all my comradeship with John I never felt
sure of anything connected with what he was going to do except that it
would be the square thing when done.”

The small controversy was closed by the appearance of its subject.
As he stood looking in on them from the doorway--the master of the
house--he was photographed on Dolores’ memory. Clean-cut against the
vista of the dim-lit foyer in his evening black and white, his hands
depending stiffly, his head side-set, he suggested controlled power.

From his first surprised glance at herself, she appreciated that he
had been unprepared for the presence of the governess. But his wife’s
expectant eyes also were upon her.

Licensed by the fact that she had not seen him in a couple of days,
Dolores offered him her hand in greeting and looked up into his face
when he stooped to touch for the briefest of moments her finger-tips.
Yesterday she would have veiled her admiration. To-night she had a
prescribed part to play. She could not help regretting the overture,
however, when she saw his smile recede; realized that he had turned,
without a word, away from her. A pressure hurt her throat. But she
cheered at Catherine’s encouraging nod. Remembering those in-caving
bricks of his down-town “Wall,” she forgave the forbidding attitude of
one said to be so just.

When dinner was announced, she obeyed Catherine’s signal that she take
the arm of the host. On their stroll through the great hall toward the
dining-room, she found occasion to thank him for the latest Cabot gift.

“The dress--that I gave you?” His tone was mildly exclamatory.

“You and Mrs. Cabot.”

“So I gave you that dress?” he asked more easily. “Of course we _are_
getting on toward Christmas. Then I am prepared for little surprises
like this--have to go around, you know, asking everybody what I gave
them. I wonder _why_--the dress?”

She tried not to show how disconcerted she felt. “Mrs. Cabot said it
was because I get along so well with Jack, although that’s nothing to
reward me so beautifully for. Getting on with Jack is its own reward.”

“To be sure,” he murmured, as though his memory had been jogged. “To be
sure,” he repeated, his eyes upon the velvet V of his wife’s back.

“No matter why you made the gift, Mr. Cabot, it is an event in my life.
To-night is the first time I’ve ever been in evening dress.”

At last he looked down at her and interestedly.

Dolores felt both pleased and abashed. Never, she realized, had she
worn anything so becoming as this gown. Its delicate gray increased,
rather than shamed the pallor and texture of her skin. Its rose seemed
dimly to reflect the red of her lips, its mauve the deep purple of her
eyes. Her hair, done low on her neck to hide as much as possible of the
gleaming flesh which had not before been exposed to the eyes of man,
made an oval, ebony frame for her face.

“Never having been a girl myself, I don’t suppose I realize just what
the first one means: Really, I didn’t suppose I had such good taste.”
With which ambiguous comment he withdrew both eyes and interest.
Evidently the subject of herself was dismissed.

Despite the lessons of her past, Dolores felt disappointed. The Rev.
Alexander Willard had looked at her often and long. Seff had looked
at her and looked again. As she went about the city, strangers filled
her with uneasiness by their stares. She supposed she should be glad
that one man was superior to the attraction of looks which she had been
forced to conclude were unusual. She should be glad, yes. And yet, she
caught herself wishing that this man, on this occasion----

Through that never-to-be-forgotten dinner--the first formal one of
her life--she made effort to adapt herself as a unit of the quartette
and to attend Mrs. Cabot’s converse with something the responsiveness
of Rufus Holt. Her awe of Bradish and the second butler she conquered
enough to sample the dishes passed. She became sufficiently accustomed
to the candle-light to appreciate this and that detail--the drawn-work
dinner cloth, the Sheffield service, the gleam of a fountain playing
Nature’s music in the conservatory beyond. She commented on the match
of the fulvid, velvety orchids that formed the centerpiece with their
hostess’ gown. With the rest she sipped of a vintage recommended by
their host as from the fore-stocked Cabot cellar.

“You’ll go far these dry days and drink--well, perhaps too much, to
find better Burgundy than this,” he said. “It is neither too thick nor
too thin; neither sweet nor sour; smooth and gentle, yet not heady. And
the color---- Hasn’t it the rich red of dreams come true?”

“Speaking of color, John,” the attorney suggested, “are you noticing
the rare contrast between two ladies fair to-night?”

John Cabot nodded and glanced abstractedly into his wife’s pleased,
expectant face, but omitted altogether to look the governess’ way.

“Thank Heaven, I’m single. _I_ can enjoy such things.” Holt laughed.

“You mean,” John corrected, “you can enjoy them out loud.”

“And why can’t you, John?” Catherine protested. “Naturally and
connubially, you find it rather dull paying compliments to me, but
certainly Miss Trent deserves a few. Why in the world don’t you warm
up?”

“I am warming up,” he replied, his dry smile all for the wet wine in
his glass.

She showed increased dissatisfaction over his impersonalities. “You
sound and look distrait to-night. Are you worried, dear? Rufus told us
something about bricks falling on the Street. Is it true that you were
hit?”

“Hard hit.”

“You mean that you lost money?”

“Lost?” He spoke with vague surprise. “Can I ever lose? Alas, no. While
the rumor-mongers were spreading the report which Rufus heard about my
losses, I made--made--_made_.”

“You funny, clever John! Tell me”--a gleam lit the wife’s eyes--“was it
much that you made?”

“Too much. It is disconcerting to gather in upward of a million
unintentionally.”

“A million? _John!_ Won’t you tell us how you did it? I never tire of
your coups.”

Dolores felt relieved and extremely glad to see her interest and pride
in her husband. Surely not even the exacting Catherine could fail to
care for such a man! In that moment between demand and response, she
decided definitely to forget as unworthy of herself, of the mother
of Jack and of John Cabot the presumptions of the Marquis d’Elie.
Undoubtedly they were--well, just d’Elie’s presumptions.

“And you never will tire, eh, so long as I win?” John’s somewhat
cynical glance transferred from his wife’s Heaven-blue eyes to those of
his longtime friend. “I’ve spoken to you before, Rufus, of having been
nagged for the past year by an idea that Europe has been suffering less
from the effects of war than from the effects of peace. Some time ago
I underwrote a loan to help the Poles against the Bolsheviki. With the
‘Red’ army threatening Warsaw from the north and east, it looked for a
while as if my investment in real peace was to be wiped out.”

“And to-day the cables brought the news----” inserted Holt.

“Exactly.” John shrugged as if at catastrophe. “After Weygand broke the
Russian center and retired the right, none of the host that swept down
on the Polish capital survived but a handful of fugitives.”

To this laconic recital of the high-finance of war, the feminine
contingent listened with diverse interest. To Dolores it was
evident that, for their benefit, he had stripped of technicalities
some gigantic map-changing feat to which he had played financial
generalissimo. She, too, was stirred by his success, even though her
casual perusal of newspaper headlines scarcely fitted her to grasp its
entirety. From watching the grown-up of Jack’s whimsical smile, she
turned again to enjoy the reflex of triumph on Catherine’s alert face.

“It would seem that your guardian angel is working overtime when you
can’t lose even to the grasping Soviet. Isn’t it just _too_ pathetic!”
The unwonted gleam still lit her eyes, as she turned them upon the
governess. “Can’t you, my dear, say something to cheer this victim of
good luck?”

At the direct appeal, Dolores straightened. She must not fail Mrs.
Cabot who was trying so kindly to bring her out, she adjured herself.
To be dull when so much had been done to brighten her was rank
ingratitude. She must be gay.

“Would that I were witty, like you good folks!” she wished, with a shy,
admiring glance among them.

“And aren’t you?” Holt asked.

“I used to try hard to be. I never was quite comfortable until I gave
it up. It was like release from bondage when I decided one day to be
just sincere. I do sincerely congratulate Mr. Cabot----”

“Don’t you ever change your mind,” the enthusiastic lawyer interrupted.
“Scarce were we properly introduced, Miss Trent and I, when by this
sincerity which she depreciates she thrilled me with a beautiful
perception.”

“How nice, Rufus, that you still thrill,” Catherine commented with a
particularly guileless smile.

“Over anything that is good of its kind,” he amplified. “Such success
as I have had at the bar, I owe to that capacity. To me nothing can
be more thrilling than the sudden sight of human character. This
perception that I have had--this beautiful sight that I have seen----
Perhaps, John, you will let me toast it with your wonderful wine?”

At his host’s encouraging nod, Holt arose and fixed his eyes on the
frieze with the twitching smile of inspiration. After a pause, he began:

“I do not give you Wine, Woman and Song. No, nothing so new as that!
But it is a song I give--a song of woman and wine. In varying vintages
we drink inspiration from the sweetness or tartness, the smoothness,
gentleness and headiness of women--we men. From the Cocktail Girl, of
whom a little is enough, to good old Mother Cordial, who calms us with
her seasoned satisfactions, we have much to enjoy. Here is Champagne.”

Lifting from beside his plate the tall-stemmed glass half-full of
bubbling amber, he bowed toward the yellow velvet vision.

“How it sparkles, infects our moods, dares us into animation! If only
it would never let us down to normal again--would never cease to
sparkle--Champagne!”

As if by chance, his boyish smile left Catherine’s pleased face and
strayed Dolores’ way. With a kiss of the rim, he replaced the tall
glass upon the cloth. His fingers loosed its slender stem; found a
smaller glass; raised it.

“Once in a lifetime you meet a woman who is like this deep red
Burgundy. Does it need to speak--the wine--to boast its color, its
fragrance, its power? See, it is too rich for the eye to penetrate;
there is not a bubble in it to suggest its life; it is topped by
no froth. All too quietly, it offers us sensation. And we sip of
it--delight. And we drink deep--intoxication.

“The woman who is like the deep, red wine--once in a lifetime we meet
her. No need for her to laugh with us, to coquette, even to speak. Her
personality is an alluring hue. She gives off a fragrance of soul that
drowns gross thought. Without words she promises all emotions--life.
She, like the wine, needs only to be.

“I do not give you Wine, Woman and Song; nothing so new as that. I
sing, friends, an older song--_the_ woman, man’s wine!”

Silence held the little group as Holt ceased to speak. With his left
hand he patted the bald spot upon his head, as if doubtful of the
wisdom of having broached his “beautiful perception.” Then, slowly,
his smile reappeared, as though from frank pleasure over a creditable
performance. With lifted glass he turned to their host.

Dolores also turned.

But John Cabot did not meet their gaze--either her own or that of his
friend. And he did not speak. He was, however, the first to drain his
Burgundy.

The girl wondered at the gleam in his eyes. Never had she seen him look
that way before. It seemed soon for even so excellent a potion to have
had effect.



CHAPTER XIV


Falltime was well gone for the year. Yet in the rigors of winter a
flower came to bloom in the heart of Dolores Trent. Petal-soft had
opened the peace of her to-day. Warm-hued glowed the hope of to-morrow.
As though none such ever had pricked her mind were the thorn-fears of
yesterday.

She first consciously viewed the miracle on a sharply bright afternoon
when she and young Jack had crossed the Avenue for one of the strolls
in Central Park which she was teaching him to enjoy. The fact that she
had reached content glinted into her realization from off the sunlight.
The green grass surviving the patches of snow, the birds darting hither
and yon on their unaccountable errands, the branches swaying tractably
to the breeze--each sight and sound about them accented the harmony
with Nature of her changed mood. Hitherto, memories of her past had
spoiled the present with dread of what the future might be. To-day
the past was crowded into its proper position as the mere background
of her life. So full of enjoyment was the present that she seemed
almost--_almost_ to have reached the future.

And her mental state seemed to have blessed her charge like a
benediction. No longer did the cripple’s features twist into snarls at
sight of more agile children at play. To his precocious mind had been
submitted the law of compensation. Constantly reminding himself that
there was meant to be no perfect earthly state, he compared nurse-maids
and mothers unfavorably with his governess-pal; buttoned his coat
thoughtfully when he passed a youngster in rags who could run; tilted
his head farther to one side when a rheumy-eyed wreck of a father on a
bench pointed the contrast with that of his god-man, his “John Cabot.”

“It _is_ fun being happy,” he asserted gnomically.

“It is--it is,” she agreed, with conviction equal to his own.

“I think I have learned how to be happy more from you, ’Lores, than
from Dick. But I don’t mind acknowledging that I was all wrong about
the way I treated him before you came. Don’t you think he ’preciates,
though, that I’ve tried to make it up to him? The way he pecks around
my fingers when I hold his lettuce-leaf shows he’s not afraid of me
any more. And the way he _sings_! ’Lores, when he perks his head on
one side, just like John and me, and fixes his shiny eyes on mine----
D’you know, I think he is awful fond of me, ’spite of the way I
acted. It makes me feel----” In the act of drooping, the over-large,
brown-cropped head threw bravely back. “It makes me _ashamed_,” he
finished. “Don’t you suppose we could let Dick out of the cage a while
each day, just to give him a little the feeling that he’s free?”

“Of course we could, Jackie. I am sure he’d soon learn to stay inside
your rooms. He has more philosophy than you’d credit to his size or
he’d never sing as he does in a cage.”

The lad’s eyes up-flashed a radiant look. “I’d be relieved a lot to see
Dick get something out of his life. I’d feel a better right to enjoy
something awful wonderful that’s going to happen to me to-day. You
won’t be cross that I’ve kept it a secret from you? I wanted to s’prise
you. But I intended all along to tell you first of anybody. ’Lores----”

His slithering gait stopped in the center of the path that he might
grasp her two hands instead of the one. Through the fur lining of his
gloves she could feel the jump of his pulse. Looking down, she saw
a sort of solemn joy upon his wizened little face. From under the
beautiful sweep of his lashes gleamed what she had not seen there
before, tears.

“John’s going to bring me the dog, ’Lores,” he announced in a voice
surcharged with unchildlike feeling. “I never asked him again after
that day. You know--the day you came--when two of the gold-fish died?
It was he took that magazine with the kennel advertisement I had
marked. You remember that we never could find it? That was a long time
ago and I was afraid John had forgotten. But he hadn’t. I guess he
never forgets anything. He saved the address and he’s got me one of the
breed of that picture. It means more to me than getting what he’s never
let me have, a live puppy. It means----”

“That your father trusts you now. Oh, Jack darling, I am so glad
for you!” With emotion equal to his own Dolores filled in when the
child-voice broke.

“And, ’Lores----” excitement fortified him, “he’s bringing it
to-day--probably this very hour. I left word with Bradish the direction
we were taking and just where we’d rest. But I guess, after all, we’d
better go back. My dog mightn’t like it if I wasn’t home when he
arrived. Naturally he’ll be anxious to get acquainted with his boy.
Let’s start back.”

Despite Dolores’ readiness, he still hesitated.

“I kind of don’t feel that I dare be so happy, ’Lores, when I know you
get sorry sometimes. You’re not to be sorry any more. I’ve explained to
John about why I want to take care of you always. I’m not too little
now to look after you and when I grow up I intend to make you awful
happy. I’d like to tell you now that special name for you that I----”

The girl had to lean low to catch his confession. But not for all the
lesser joys of her life would she have missed it. On her knees in the
gravel of the path she held him for one precious moment to her heart.
Although quickly she restrained herself in order not to offend his idea
of big-boy decorum and although the homeward pace set by his physical
limitations was slow, she seemed to walk on air--seemed to have
realized in her virginity the joy of motherhood.

For once Jack’s anxiety to precede his hero home had been well advised.
It took time to reach the nearest exit, then to retrace their steps
up-town along the pavement that fronted the park wall. Scarcely had
they come opposite the Cabot block when they saw John in riding
clothes about to mount the white Arabian which was the chief of his
relaxations.

Scuttling to his side the curb, John, Jr., announced their return
in his lustiest shout. Dolores understood the excitement which had
snatched his hand from hers when she noticed that a scraggly Airedale
puppy was tucked under the left parental elbow.

For the moment the “Stop” sign of the traffic policeman at the crossing
just below had cut off the flow of vehicles. John Cabot, hearing and
seeing his son, returned to the groom the reins of his horse. By
neck-nap he held up the wriggling symbol of re-established faith; then,
stooping, set the young dog on his feet and started him across the
street to meet the lad who had earned his ownership.

Jack’s whistle of encouragement was out-shrilled by the “Go” blast
from below. The puppy, despite the wobbliness of his legs, evidently
had lived to learn. The louder the whistle, the stronger the canine
obligation. His stub tail straight up, his square-chopped jowl low,
his ears flat-pointed toward his goal, he set off in form that would
have done proud his bull-terrier and otter-hound ancestors toward the
policeman down the street.

Jack took after him. At a pace of which Dolores would not have believed
him capable, with his overly-long arms outstretched and his head
lopping well to one side, he slithered regardlessly into the crush of
traffic. As one, the father and the governess realized his danger. From
opposite curbs, both started after him. The Airedale, although debarred
by youth from discrimination, showed that he had inherited speed. But
Jack, urged beyond thought of self by desire to rescue his new and dear
possession, gained in the pursuit. Lunging close, he reached for the
waggling stub tail. Almost did he grasp it. Almost did he, as well as
the dog, reach the safety zone.

On the right side of the Avenue, John Cabot had been hindered by the
up-streaking cars. On the left, Dolores might have been in time, except
that a misguided citizen, seeing a woman rush directly in front of a
heavy car, laid violent hands upon her and dragged her back. Her shriek
mingled with the automobile’s siren. Above both warnings the traffic
whistle shrilled and shrilled again.

The movement of the street scene suddenly ceased. Each car was brought
up short. Pedestrians stood to stare, as if under some horrid spell.
Even the puppy paused at the repetition of the command which before had
moved him. At the worst possible moment for the continuation of the
house of Cabot, a sport car had spun around the corner.

The case was one of the present-day many too brief for emergency
brakes. The tires smoked with the startled driver’s shout. But from the
victim there came not the slightest protest.

In another moment, all was motion again. John Cabot gathered the lax
form of his son into his arms. A detached look was on his face as he
answered the questions of the policeman and other eye witnesses. But
while he nodded vaguely and gave his name and address in a quiet voice,
he remembered everything, even the puppy. Dolores took up the search
of his eyes; followed and picked up the confused little dog. She felt
a resentment very like hate at the insinuating way he wagged his tail,
as though trying to humbug her into approval of his conduct When she
rejoined John----

“Come, Dolores,” he said.

Always before he had called her “Miss Trent.”

When they reached the wrought-iron gate into the Cabot grounds he
stepped aside for her to precede him. That he should think of the puppy
and her before himself----

Even in that first full hour, she was impressed by these small
remembrances. They told her more of the man than all the greater things
which had been accredited to him.

She it was who led the way around the clustered shrubbery and past the
dryad of the cynical smirk. At the steps she had to right herself from
stumbling. Although she was not weeping, she could not see.

“Jackie.... _Jack!_”

She had not spoken his name; merely had thought it in a hurting dread
for herself as well as for him. Was catastrophe always to follow her?
Had she brought it upon the boy by growing so close to him through
love? That name he had revealed--his “secret” name for her--had that
aught to do with the close-heeling of tragedy?

“Other mother,” was what he had called her.

_Other mother!_

_No._ The accident was to have been. It could not occur because he had
whispered a precious name. With passionate jealousy, she defended his
tribute. She would--she _must_ have that.

       *       *       *       *       *

Along about midnight and quite unexpectedly, Jack became conscious. His
mind seemed to open with his eyes. He saw his father first, seated on
one side of the historic bed, then glanced about until he found Dolores
on the other.

From the outer room could be heard the deep-breathing of the celebrated
surgeon who had performed the operation. He had preferred to spend the
night there, awaiting results. The nurse, too, had been persuaded to a
brief rest, since Mr. Cabot and the governess elected to keep the watch.

The mother who, all evening, had been in a “state” of grief bordering
on hysteria, had been retired to her own apartment by one of her
headaches and Dr. Shayle. A remark made to the osteopath in a quite
calm voice, however, had suggested that already she had found relief
from the shock.

“It will be better when it is all over,” she had said, turning with
one of her quavering, childlike smiles from placing a rose between her
son’s unresponsive fingers. “A lame lad couldn’t have gone far in this
rapid age.”

Dolores, overhearing, felt a sensation new to her. By contrast with its
violence, she knew that it was not hate she felt for the puppy. This
was the first hate that had racked her--this feeling for Catherine
Cabot. “All over”--his mother to anticipate _that_!

Now that the boy’s eyes had opened and widened with relief to find
herself and John by the bed, the suggestion seemed more inhuman
than before. She reached across to take away the rose of such cruel
suggestiveness.

But Jack’s fingers now closed around the stem. His lips moved.

Both she and his father leaned close.

“Evening, John Cabot.”

“Jack Cabot, good evening.” In an effortful murmur the older John made
his usual reply.

“And you, ’Lores---- I am glad you are both---- Don’t have anyone
else----” Jack’s voice dwindled. Then soon he roused again. “If a
picture was taken--of my heart, it would show--just two faces, John’s
and ’Lores’. You’ll take my place, John--with Lores? You’ll try to make
her happy--like I meant to do? She never was--happy, you know--until
she and Dick and I----”

The father’s whispered reassurance Dolores tried not to hear, just as
she tried not to see the look on his face. But without ears or eyes she
must have heard and seen. Her heart was near breaking with grief for
the two Johns.

“Anything you decide--all right with me. I can trust--her with you. I’d
like to see--my dog.”

Dolores lifted the young Airedale, which had been biting at her skirt,
to the edge of the bed and kept her hand on his collar while he wobbled
over the coverlet and licked, in his boisterous, insinuating way, the
outstretched hand of “his boy.” Soon she drew him away and replaced him
on the floor, from where he whimpered and coaxed to get up again.

John, the while, had replaced the rose in his son’s searching hand.

They two sat watching the fingers that began to tear apart its petals.

“You are wasting your rose, Jackie dear,” Dolores said, to keep his
thoughts distracted from the puppy.

He paused, but evidently not at her protest. The twittering of his
canary in the other room seemed to disturb him.

“Poor Dick, he’s taking it hard,” he said and returned to the
destruction of the rose.

After all the petals lay plucked on the coverlet, he gathered them
up in both hands. His gaze, too, settled on the sight of the crimson
life-leaves sifting through his pale fingers.

“See, they look prettier--and smell sweeter--than before,” he urged,
his voice loudening from his effort to reassure them. “The rose isn’t
wasted. Nothing ever is. Even I--am not wasted. I’ve never been what
other boys--are. But I’m glad I’ve lived long enough to ’preciate you,
John. Maybe if I hadn’t--you and ’Lores----”

His voice was cut by a hurting gasp. They hovered close over him,
watching the changes--from physical pain to mental relief--which
drifted like sunshine after shadows over his face.

Dolores would gladly have died to save him one pang; yet all she could
do was to share his suffering. Her heart stopped beating from relief
when the dark, appealing lashes swept back again. From far away, yet
intensely, he looked up at them.

“Remember, John and ’Lores, _nothing’s_--_ever_--_wasted_”

As he spoke, a light not from the night lamp was shafted into the room.
Direct as a search-ray it found his face and settled there.

At its touch Jack lifted to one elbow on the pillow, forgetful of pain;
gazed with an alert look into its unearthly radiance; leant his head to
one side, as if listening.

“I will come. I am coming,” he said.

“No, not yet, Jack--don’t go yet!” At last moved from his outer calm,
the father threw forward his body to screen off the sourceless shaft.
But not the faintest shadow showed. Through his brawn the light glowed
steadily. With a groan he slid to his knees beside the ancestral bed
and stretched clutching hands across the counterpane as if longing, yet
not daring to drag back into the semi-gloom the last of the line.

His appeal sounded desperate--tortured from him.

“How can you leave me, boy? You are part of me, Jack Cabot. Don’t
you realize that? You are all that I have. Don’t go yet awhile, my
son--little crushed bone of my bone!”

Perhaps Jack heard. Perhaps he should have preferred to wait, if only
for the “while” that his man-god craved. But his eyes did not lower
from the blinding light or his head relax from its listening slant.
Any courteous desire which he may have had to stay was overruled by
the authoritative command that had reached him. In a last effort to
reassure the beloved two he must leave behind, he tried to smile--was
able to whisper:

“I am not--afraid.... I see--the way.... The light----”

       *       *       *       *       *

Through the numbness that made one pain of her heart and her head,
Dolores remembered sometime afterward that unprecedented midnight
twittering which had disturbed the boy. Softly, so as not to awaken the
great surgeon, she crossed the living-room to the window. The canary
greeted her with no flutter of wings. She lifted the cage off its hook,
carried it into the bedroom and placed it beside the night lamp.

She and John Cabot stood in the utter silence which seemed to fill the
world, looking through the wires at the fluffed, yellow body that lay
upon the floor of the cage. Indeed Dick had taken it “hard.” Jack’s
wish for the small creature whose large love had made him “ashamed” was
fulfilled. His bird, too, had gone--set free.



CHAPTER XV


In justice to John Cabot, the spirit-girl Dolores related next an
interview between the financier and his wife of which she was told
afterward. So she explained to her demon audience when able to proceed.

Three days had passed since that incomprehensible thing misnamed on
Earth as “life” had departed the unsightly physical of the young heir.
The great surgeon, after having established--to his own satisfaction
at least--that the patient had died of “nerve shock” and not of an
operation which he pronounced successful in all details, had departed
with his check. The servants were recovering from the emotional debauch
of the last offices and beginning to think consciously, rather than
subconsciously, in terms of tasks.

The governess, immediately on her return from the cemetery where
had been consigned to dust her second safe love, had sought the
boy’s mother in her boudoir. She had come, she said, to express her
appreciation of the many kindnesses heaped upon her and to announce her
departure, since her engagement had come to so sudden and sad an end.

Catherine, however, had insisted that she stay on in the house; in
a pitiful outburst had clung to her as the one who had been nearest
and dearest to the departed lad. Time enough later to decide in what
capacity she should remain. Her gentle companionship was “comforting”
to the bereaved mother. She must not “desert.”

Dolores had hesitated, riven with doubts. She felt that she should
go. Yet she longed to stay. Catherine was suffering from one of the
headaches which would seem to have become chronic. Fragrant and pale
as a valley-lily in her crepe, she looked a lovely child, dependent
upon kindness. Dolores glanced away from the dew-wet eyes and compared
her own sense of loss with what a mother’s must be. Although she had
not forgotten that brutal anticipation of Jack’s death, hate hurt.
Catherine looked in need of forgiveness and she---- She _needed_ to
forgive.

She was considering the somewhat vague disposal of her near future when
Mr. Cabot knocked. Advised by the set look of his face and his grave
manner, she at once excused herself; left them alone. Following is the
conversation between them, as reported to her later on.

“This is the first time in several years that you, my wedded lord, have
visited my rooms. To what do I owe the rather unusual honor?” Catherine
asked.

“To a rather unusual request.”

John did not draw up the chair toward which she had waved him. He stood
through the interview--stood or paced from one object to another of
the luxurious room. At times he stopped quite near the _chaise longue_
where she sat propped up by cushions, to study her guileless face and
the suffering air with which she sniffed a gold bottle of salts.

“The boy is dead, Catherine.”

“Yes, John.”

“I loved the boy.”

“I believe you did. Still, he must have been a great disappointment to
a fine specimen like you.”

The compliment was repeated in her appreciative, uplifted gaze. But he
felt far from pleased.

“You will oblige me by not referring to Jack’s infirmity again. He was
the only creature I’ve had to love since my mother, and I loved him as
he was. You and I, Catherine, should be the last to depreciate him for
what he symbolized.”

“Symbolized? Oh, don’t tell me that again!”

“Your criticism forces me to remind you. Outwardly our son was the
symbol of our malformed union.”

“_John_, what a grim thought!”

“Grim as the inheritance law--even to the third and fourth generation.
He paid the price in his person of our crime in giving him birth.
Through our fault, not his own, his body was warped and his temper
uncertain. I often remembered when I looked at him--remembered that no
amount of love was enough to atone for the wrong we had done him. I,
for one, am grateful that we three were spared the greater punishment.
So easily, in the sardonic scheme of things, the soul of him, too,
might have been warped. But his was as gallant and large and sweet as
ever outgrew injustice.”

The implications against herself had turned Catherine to one of the
many mirrors conveniently placed.

“How can you take such stern pride in your loyalty? You used to say,
you know, that you loved me.”

He, also, studied her reflection.

“I suppose you would call that a self-respecting statement? All
right, we’ll give it the benefit of my doubt that it is mere vanity.
I did love what I thought you were. But that was taken away, like my
mother--like Jack.”

She showed the flurry that caught her up whenever inspired by one of
her “brainy” thoughts.

“Has a man a right to think things about a woman which aren’t true,
marry her on the strength of them and then blame her for the rest of
their unnatural lives because he made a mistake?”

“In our case I had--every right. Have you forgotten the details of
our first meeting, Catherine? Your father had invited me to the house
really to see you, not the pictures he hoped to sell me. Your mother
had selected me, sight unseen, by virtue of my bank account. They
helped you to make an impression on me which all of you knew to be
false. You were dressed in white, which you afterward told me you never
expected to wear again until your funeral. You looked innocent and
tender and dependent--all of which you were not. You sat upon a hassock
and played with a white Persian kitten--oh, every detail of the studied
effect made a lasting impression upon me! You had well-developed claws
then, but you held them in far more carefully than did the kitten.
Later, I learned, with quite a shock, that you detested cats. Yet you
held this one to your cheek and understudied its appeal to the best of
your feline ability.”

“Thanks for admitting that I have some sort of ability,” the gentle
voice purred.

“You have more than ability. You have positive power.”

“My dear John! But don’t pay me all your stored-up compliments in one
visit. Save some and call again.”

“You have that most potent of acquisitive forces, unassailable egotism.
I used to look into the faces of the painted parasites riding along
Fifth Avenue in their cars and wonder why so much was laid at their
feet. That was before I learned--_you_.”

“To think that you, John, should learn anything from me!”

“Egotism is the most acquiring force in the world. All great men have
it, but in them it is covered or excused by their greatness. All women
successful with men have it to the degree of a sort of hypnotism. They
blind men to what they are with the bright light of what they think
they are. You, for instance, think so well of yourself that one needs
strong lenses to see your faults. I used to hope that you’d dim some
day--have a doubt of yourself. But you never did. You are all strength
in your egotism.”

Hard words they were, yet sadly spoken. During them the beautiful
subject had wavered between pique and pleasure. At their finish, she
offered her child-sweet laugh.

“After this, I can refuse you nothing. Name the rather unusual favor
which you say you have come to ask!”

“I wish you, Catherine, to get a divorce.”

“You--_you_ want a divorce?”

Astonishment overcame both pique and pleasure.

“The boy was our only link. Now that he is gone, free me. You may have
the money--as much of it as you want. I can make more. Of late I’ve had
literally forced on me plenty of that which is my value in your eyes.
I’ll try to meet any demands you make. You see, I assume that you have
no reason other than money for keeping up this pretense longer.”

“So, it has come to this?”

Both face and form relaxed as she coaxed the cushions to give her
greater comfort. The astonishment in her eyes had been replaced by
shrewdness; that, in turn, by mild amusement. But the golden lines of
her eye-brows were arched, as always when she was at mental tension.

“Do you intend this request, my hitherto immaculate John, to be taken
as a confession of guilt?”

“_Guilt?_”

The one repeated word, weighted by disgust, was the whole of his denial.

“Whence--where--how, then, a divorce, without _cause_? Are we not
citizens of the supposedly respectable commonwealth of New York?”

“There is Reno.”

“_Reno!_” As if from force of her emphasis, Catherine sprang up from
her lounge, crossed the room and faced him. “So you’ve been calculating
on Reno? A nice, chivalrous plan--for _me_ to endure such tedium and
long-suffering to oblige you with a divorce! Four days’ train travel
from New York and six months’ residence in a Wild West town in the kind
of hotel that has only one bath to a floor and wouldn’t know what you
meant by _à la carte_ if you spelled it backward and translated it into
Indian. My dear husband, what could you offer that would repay me for
one of those awful exiles in Nevada’s make-believe metropolis?”

“What sum has d’Elie named?”

“_John!_ Are you trying to insult me?”

“No, Catherine. I am trying to settle with you.”

For a tight-strung moment man and wife regarded each the other, he not
unkindly, she with twisting lips. The next, she turned and herself
began to glide from object to object of the room, as if she too were
strange to them. When she again stopped before him, her face had
beautified. She laid a hand upon his arm.

“Tell me, _why_ a divorce, dear?”

“Why not a divorce?” His eyes held forbiddingly on the clutch of her
polish-pointed fingers. “Let’s not go into unnecessary explanations. I
understand something of your ambitions and shall be glad to help you
achieve them. You will wear a title well--one thing that I could never
give you. And you’ll do better, I am sure, with a man whose devotion is
for hire.”

“A beautiful sentiment, as Clarke Shayle would say,” she commented. “It
is fortunate that I didn’t marry you for any supposed amiability. As
for yourself?”

“As for myself----” He flung off the hand that still clung, a note of
passion in his voice. “Has your memory utterly failed you, Catherine?
Can’t you or won’t you remember what I used to be? Once I tried to make
you understand something of what I hoped from life and love. Do you
suppose that it has been comfortable for me to appear a stone man? You
don’t want me. Let me find a life--perhaps even love--for myself. Oh,
Catherine, you used at least to seem kind in the early days! Try to be
a little kind again.”

“Just kind enough to free you. And _she_?”

Certainly there was no promise in the bite of her response or the
curiosity with which she eyed the emotion on his face.

In reply to her question, John Cabot simply looked at her--a warning
look, known and feared on the Street.

“This lady with whom you hope to find life and love--did she suggest
the plan to lay me on the shelf?” Catherine inquired. “It’s an ill
wind that blows nobody good, they say. Of course I can’t blame her for
wishing to take advantage of poor Jack’s death by----”

“That will do, Catherine.” He voiced the warning look. “There is no
other woman in my life.”

As if relieved of an unhappy suspicion, she lifted a smile of the
self-believing sort which ten years before would have blinded him to
the lies behind her lips.

“Then why,” she asked, “suggest the Union Pacific--the road to Reno?
How can you, a mere husband, feel sure that you know your wife’s heart?
I defy the laws of Nevada or any other state to give you the key. What
if I should say that I still do want you?”

“You cannot say that and speak the truth.”

In his positiveness she saw that her past power to beguile him indeed
was gone. But no ineffectualness on that account depressed her, as
proved by the light laugh with which she returned to the pleasanter
assurances of her mirror.

“You are right. I hope you are as grateful as I am that I can’t. I’d
be bored to extinction with the ordinary state called ‘marital bliss,’
either with a man who doted upon me or one upon whom I doted. Fact
is----” Bending closer to the glass, she focused into the twin pair of
eyes a look of assured capability, “I never did care for you. Lately
I quite dislike you. You are, you know, superior. I don’t wish to be
superior myself and I resent people who are. There now! You say you
like honesty--won’t you give me a good mark?”

With one of her unaccountable transitions, her manner changed from
frank spite to pathos. Brushing her hand across her eyes, as if to hide
from him any sign of the feeling to which she had declared herself
immune, she crossed to the window and leaned, looking out, against the
effective background of its bronze hanging.

“No, my only husband--the answer is no.” The cynicism in what she
said was weakened by the way she said it. “I’m sorry to refuse any
little request of yours, but I cannot give you up. And I don’t think,
really, that you have been quite nice. Since the challenge was to
come from you, you might have been heroic enough to let me name the
weapons--swords or pistols, you know--that impossible Reno or New York.
Don’t you think yourself that you have added insult to injury?”

He did not dignify the appeal with a reply. He was about to go; had
bowed to her formally and was crossing to the door.

“John, dear.”

Her quavery cry stopped him on the threshold.

She followed him and stood with her gold-gloried head hung low over her
twisting hands. “You say I have lost all kindness, John. I think _you_
have. You are not what you used to be, any more than am I. You haven’t
had a thought for me in what you ask. Perhaps a man cannot realize what
it means to a woman to--to be faced with a demand like yours of to-day.
For me to divorce you for deserting me--to admit to our world that you
have tired of me---- Even supposing there is nothing to me but what you
say, don’t you know that would crucify my vanity? But there is more to
me, John. I once _was_ that kitten-girl you thought me. At times--even
yet--I have my softer feelings. I am used to compliments and I--I am
hurt to the heart by your insult.”

John did not take advantage of her pause. He continued to wait and
wonder.

“I see far less beautiful women than I being understood and
appreciated,” she continued after a quivering sigh. “Is it too much
that I ask to be endured? And yet, I don’t want to ask that--I really
don’t. I want you to be happy, but---- Oh, John, why couldn’t you have
waited until I’d recovered? What with the accident and poor Jack’s
death and the funeral and now _this_, I feel that I’ve had almost more
than I can stand. To-day my head aches until----”

Again she paused. And again he did not speak.

“Dr. Shayle says that I ought to go away somewhere for a change of air
and scene,” she continued after a moment, in a lower, more pathetic
voice. “I was hesitating, in my mistaken viewpoint, feeling that I
shouldn’t leave you in the house alone just at this time. But after
what you’ve said to me I see that you’d be glad to have me go. I’ll
start to-morrow for--for somewhere--anywhere.”

Soon her sobs allowed her to add: “And I’ll think things over while
I’m gone, dear. Perhaps, when I get used to your idea, it won’t sound
so brutal as it does to-day. I just _might_ come to see it more your
way. Or perhaps you will miss me enough to--to----”

He realized that she was giving him every chance, but still failed to
improve it.

With only a reproachful glance for his lack of generosity, she changed
the subject. “I want to speak to you about one thing in particular.
It’s Miss Trent. As you may know, I have conceived an unusual affection
for her. I don’t feel that we should send a young creature of her
beauty and fatal charm out into the world again. On account of her
devotion to Jackie and the wonderfully good influence she exerted over
him, I feel the responsibility of seeing her safely settled, either
with us or elsewhere. She is really quite refined. And how her looks
came out in that evening dress I--we gave her! For one, I don’t intend
that the he-wolves outside shall get on the trail again of a girl who
was so dear to our--our boy.”

“Your sentiments do you proud, Catherine.”

“Don’t be sarcastic, John. You may think I have no heart, but there are
people who wouldn’t agree with you. Dolores, for instance. I show her
every day my appreciation for what she did for Jack.”

“And I intend to show mine,” John inserted quietly, “by some suitable
arrangement and provision. Jack’s last request was that I look out for
her. I, too, have a high opinion of Miss Trent.”

“Then do, John, unbend toward her! You treat her--really--like a
servant in the house. It offends my finer sensibilities to see how
afraid the poor thing is of you. You can’t doubt her devotion to the
boy. Try to realize, as I do, that her heart is aching for him almost
as much as our own. Be kinder to her while I’m gone, won’t you, John?”

“Don’t worry. I shall be kind to her.”

“I do thank you for that promise. You’re a dear. I should have worried
for fear you’d hurt her hyper-sensitive feelings in some way--as--as
you’ve hurt mine. You see, she has agreed to stay on in the house at
least until I get back. I’ve made her believe that I need someone above
Morrison to look after things in my place.”

“In that case,” said John, “I shall move to one of the clubs.”

“Oh, no,” she protested. “Dolores would suspect that you had been
driven out of your home and be most uncomfortable. It isn’t at all
necessary for you to go.”

“Pardon me. I think it is.”

He left her, disappointed and dismayed. The “mere husband” of her
accusation, he felt he must have misunderstood his wife. That affection
for him should outweigh her cupidity seemed incredible. And yet what
else could have prompted her refusal of his “rather unusual” request?



CHAPTER XVI


Who does not find the intermission tedious after the tragic second
act? The curtain has lowered between you and knowledge of what the end
of the play is to be. Over the auditorium side of the footlights the
indirect glow from dome and gallery flares. You straighten and turn to
your friends. You see them brush the damp from their eye-lashes; hear
them clear the husk from their voices; appreciate that they, as well as
you, are groping back to reality. But you resent your friends; resent
yourself; resent reality. It is a poor exchange for the make-believe
whose artistry has humbled a thousand egos into a unit--an audience.

Because so essentially temporary, the intermission is a strain. And if
to you, how much more to the actors, also waiting behind the scenes,
whose ecstasies have brought the great sophisticated house to tears!

The week following Mrs. Cabot’s departure from her Fifth Avenue mansion
was one of poignant loneliness for Dolores Trent. Strangely enough,
however, she refused such companionship as offered. When good Mrs.
Morrison urged that she come down to the cheerful first-floor parlor at
tea-time or in the evenings, she plead the necessity of brushing-up on
the languages upon which she depended for her next position. So almost
painful to one of her yielding habits were her frequent refusals to
see Dr. Shayle that she left a standing “Not-at-home” with those who
answered the door and telephone.

With none to give her orders, she looked for things to do and tried
to the full of her gentle authority to maintain discipline in the
establishment, as when the Cabots were at home. That, so far as she
knew at the time, was madame’s chief reason for leaving her in
charge. Tactfully she submitted suggestions for increased orderliness
to the housekeeper. She instructed the yard-man according to her own
ideas of the winter needs of the trees and shrubs under his charge. A
stable-boy, suspected of mistreating his master’s mount, she brought to
confession and a quixotic zeal to make amends.

But chiefly she waited. Impatient of interruption from those who wished
to be her friends, of the warm, indirect lighting shafted over her by
the Cabot millions, of the comfort of reality, she merely endured the
intermission. Her imagination strained toward what would be revealed
when the curtain rose again.

The Airedale terrier, that now was not to know the joys of owning his
own “boy,” she made her particular charge. Although she had resented
him from first sight, she came to take a vicarious pride in his
up-bringing and points. Through Jack’s eyes she watched his development
out of puppyhood into promising young dogship; daily brushed the
harsh tan coat over which the outlines of a black saddle already were
forming; noted with interest that, although scarcely two months old,
his eyes were turning black; attended his diet herself, lest his canine
voracity weaken the bones of his front legs, now straight as two
gun-barrels. In time she felt for him a comradeship even greater than
Jack’s would have been. Was he not in the same, culpable position which
had saddened her youth? Had not another died for him?

She did not realize how much his demonstrative preference for her
company had gained upon her until one night when awakened from her
early sleep by the ache of loneliness. She decided to join him in
Jack’s living room where he was allowed to dream his puppy dreams
curled up on the foot-stool that stood as of yore before the lame
little autocrat’s arm-chair. Slipping a warm robe over her nightgown
and loose long hair, she tip-toed in mules along the balcony and
into the suite of so many memories. Scarcely had she closed the door
when the puppy rose to receive her. Although he stood a picture of
preparedness in the center of the room, instinctively posing after the
traditions of his A. K. C. ancestry when on hunt or show-bench, the
waggle of his short, flagstaff tail and certain quivers of his stiff
chin whiskers assured her that he was delighted she had come.

And Dolores returned his greeting with more than usual cordiality. She
rubbed the level of his back with her foot and stooped to scratch the
section of forehead between the small, V-shaped ears when he kissed
effusively her bare ankles.

She straightened; for a moment stood listening. The room was very
quiet--so much quieter than usual. She glanced at the grandfather’s
clock which had ticked through so many generations of Cabots. The
living John had tinkered it to outlast the life of his heir and it had
made good his boast. Reproachfully Dolores eyed the “calm” face which
Jack had approved. Indeed, a clock needed to be “calm-faced,” when its
office was ticking lives away.

The hour hand was close to eleven. But then, the hour didn’t matter.
Nothing mattered except that Jack was gone. With the thought, she
turned toward the closed bedroom door. Impossible--almost too
impossible for belief it seemed that he was not sleeping within.
Comparing to-night with other nights when she had crept in to assure
herself that his sleep was sound, the past seemed real, the now the
unreality. Surely he would be hunched up beneath his eider-down and
satin just as usual.

Moved by her longings, the girl continued across the living-room;
opened, then closed behind her the bedroom door and stopped beside the
bed. Its absolute flatness, the neat roll of the comforter between its
foot-posts, the prim set of the pillows at its head--all filled her
with realization keen as actual disappointment. She bunched up the
pillows, threw herself upon them and shook out the comforter over her.
With a sob, she tried to clasp to her heart the delusion that a twisted
little shape lay within her arms.

Before she fell asleep she realized that the puppy had followed her
into the room. He had hidden under the bed, evidently, until eased of
fear over his temerity. Her resistance of the whimpers with which he
soon grew emboldened kept her awake for a time. What was he--stupid,
brute atom--that he presumed to offer comfort for her human loss? And
had not he himself deprived her? Quite roughly she pushed away his
exaggeratedly shivering body and repulsed his suggestion that he, too,
was lonely. Let him continue to hide from her sight--let him die of his
loneliness!

And yet---- In those little-girl days of long ago, had _she_ died,
willing though she might have been to offer that apology for her
existence? What would she have done if the father whom she had deprived
had not been merciful to her?

A damp nose in her down-stretched palm emphasized the question. She
should remember that the creature wasn’t hers to mistreat. Jack would
want his dog given the benefit of every doubt. She picked up the recent
bundle of canine pathos--now one of exuberant joy--and permitted him to
wriggle down upon the coverlet.

A sound louder than his dream barks, then a movement more definite than
the twitching of the four feet co-ordinating with the speed at which he
imagined himself running, awakened her. Against the slivers of light
which outlined the door-frame, she saw that the puppy was standing at
attention--hind legs thrust well back, bristles stiff, nose close to
the sill. She sat up and shook herself wider awake. Someone had entered
the sitting-room and made a light.

She would better announce her presence inside than have the dog bark
the announcement for her. With the idea of returning to her own
chamber, she gathered her dressing-gown close around her and opened the
door.

There she stood absolutely still. Everything seemed to halt with her
feet--the beat of her heart, all capability to move or speak, even any
sense of surprise.

Powerless as she felt looked John Cabot.

He was sitting in Jack’s arm-chair, beside the lamp; was looking at
her. The parts of Jack’s broken, pace-setting toy were spread out on
the table. In both hands he clutched the torn magazine in which the boy
had drawn a circle around the dog of his choice. He was pale and gaunt.

From the look of him, he must have imagined her a vision. And she made
no move to undeceive him. He was convinced of the reality of the moment
by the puppy. Holding aside the frisking beast, he straightened and
forced himself to speak.

“You mustn’t stay here, Dolores.”

His words, his frown, his harsh tone--all stabbed into the wound of
her solitariness as she had not been stabbed when alone. She could not
manage an answer, except to cross to the hall door. Then, just as her
hand turned the knob----

“For God’s sake, don’t leave me--don’t go!” At her distressed
hesitation, he added a jumble of words. “There is something I’ve been
wanting to say to you--to offer--about your future. Forgive me if I
seem abrupt or rude. I feel the strain of--of recent events. It might
help to talk with someone who understands. Won’t you stay--a little
while?”

Dolores felt more hurt than when he had spoken first, but hurt for him.
Knowing the steel control of the man, she wondered at his mood. She
returned into the room and stood before him, one thought clear in her
mind. So this, then, was what she had been awaiting all along--this
need for companionship of John Cabot?

Usually so punctilious about the courtesies, he remained seated, his
knuckles whitening in his grip of the crumpled magazine. That he now
avoided looking at her filled her with the equivocal sensations of hope
and fear which had unsteadied her that night of the dinner. But she
tried not to feel for herself. She wanted all she was to feel for him.
She saw that he was making an effort to get himself in hand and wished
that she might help him. Yet she hesitated to speak lest she sound some
discordant note.

“I thought it was only Jack I was lonely for--that sitting in his room,
among his things---- But I was deluding myself. I know that now. The
sight of you---- Well, it has not calmed me.”

All too brief a glance he lifted to her startled eyes.

“If I seem strange or--or incoherent---- Dolores, you never could
imagine such loneliness as I’ve been suffering. Every night since I
moved to the club, I’ve been obsessed with the desire to come here. I
knew I shouldn’t trust myself. Last night I tramped the street until
five in the morning to wear out the wish. But to-night it came back
stronger than before. It has half crazed me--has worn me out. I--I am
run down, I guess. I feel like the last half-second of an eight-day
clock.”

At his simile, the girl glanced toward the corner. The hour hand of the
tall old time-piece was exactly where it had been, close to eleven.
She realized why the silence had seemed so intense when she first had
entered the room. Shocked, she leaned closer to John Cabot.

“Jack’s clock,” she murmured. “I wound it only yesterday. It has
stopped.”

As he, too, turned and looked, his face reflected her superstitious
tone. The quiet increased. Everything in their world seemed to have
stopped.

The young Airedale broke the pause. With a whine and one paw he
importuned the master’s lax-hanging hand. John pushed him away.

“I owe you worse than nothing, puppy. I meant that Jack should be
considerate of you, but not that he should die for you.”

The dog appeared to understand; at least, raised his head and howled
dismally.

To hush his weird lament, Dolores sank down upon the hassock which
never more would rest a pair of shrunken legs; dragged the wretched
alien out from under the chair; stroked and patted him.

“He didn’t intend that Jack should die for him,” she interceded. “He
didn’t intend anything--any more than I intended that my mother should
die for me. I try not to hate him. I am sure Jack would know and be
distressed if I did. He’s just a foolish puppy.”

“‘And what is folly, but a riotous expenditure of will?’” muttered
John. His hand sought the head of the dog for the importuned caress,
but spasmodically clasped around Dolores’. He leaned toward her,
although with eyes turned away, as he continued to quote: “‘There
are to will and to have your will. There are your social ideas, your
immoderate desires, your excesses, your pleasures that end in death,
your sorrows that quicken the pace of life. For pain is perhaps but a
violent pleasure.’”

Then he looked at her. His eyes, dark and brilliant through a surface
film, asked her consideration. Never had she seen such misery. She had
thought it could only be felt in the heart.

“Do you believe that?” he demanded. “Is the pain that is wrecking me
only a form of pleasure?”

Dolores doubted her voice, but she forced it. It sounded unsteady as
her thoughts. “I wish I knew what to say. I--I cannot endure to see you
so unhappy. I wish I knew----”

“There is no heartbreak except deliberate sin. That I keep telling
myself,” he interrupted. “If I am true to Jack’s trust, true to myself,
true to you----”

His hand slid to her wrist; hesitated there.

“But with the best I can do I am breaking. Everything has combined
to weaken my resistance. Jack, who was your protector, died and
immediately after him the canary. To-night the clock that has not
missed a minute for three generations of us--even the old clock gives
up.”

“Do you remember what Jack said,” Dolores reminded, “that nothing is
wasted? Maybe----”

“Don’t start me on that train of thought,” he objected harshly. “It
maddens me. If Jack and his restraining influence were to die--if we
were to meet here to-night--if time for us was to stop----”

He clutched her other arm and passed both hands to her shoulders. One
remained there. The other continued around her neck; forced her face
to lift to his; clung to her throat. The pulse of his fingers beat
against the pulse just under her chin.

“Look at me, Dolores. Keep me seeing the surprise in your eyes. Do you
realize that you have only your inexperience to protect you?”

She was glad to obey. She looked and looked. And as she looked, she saw
her heaven--at last her home. Something lifted that for long had lain a
dead-weight on her heart, a question that now wafted like a fragrance
from her lips.

“You care--for me?”

“Dolores....”

“You have longed for me as I have longed for you?”

“Didn’t you know from the first? I tell you to implore you--don’t trust
me. I am no longer strong, Dolores. Against my will, against Jack’s
faith---- Life, position, integrity--everything is a trifle to me
except the need to know---- Dolores, will you try to understand? Won’t
you forgive and pity me? I am terrified for you. You must be stronger
than I.”

She did not appear to have heard him.

“You love me, then. You _love_ me.”

Over and over again the answer to her question gave sweet form to her
lips. Her head fell back. Her eyes pursued his.

The young Airedale, convinced at last that he was unwelcome, emerged
from under the chair, gave them a reproachful look, then trotted out of
the room. His exit seemed to impress John anew with their aloneness. He
drew up and away from her.

“Remember,” he warned, “that hopelessness is a dangerous state. So long
as I had hope I was strong. Now that I am hopeless--hopeless----”

It was then that he told her of his interview with Catherine. Knowing
his wife as most did not, he could not hope to change her private and
particular reasons for refusing to free him. As Clarke Shayle had said,
Catherine could not be “reached.” He had promised Jack to help Dolores
toward a safe future. He was glad of to-night’s opportunity to learn
what she wished that future to be.

But the girl no longer was restrained by his restraint. Now that she
understood, she had no thought of herself except as it might concern
him. And why consider the future in preference to the here and now? Why
lower her eyes from that first sight of home and heaven?

The admiration and pity which she felt in her mind for him blended into
a yearning desire voluntarily to satisfy the demands spoken only in the
glaze of his eyes, in the pallor of his face, in the stiff set of his
lips.

“Maybe you would be comforted,” she ventured, “to know how much I----”

Although he shrank farther back, his fingers, still pressed against her
throat, conducted the tremor that passed through him.

“I’d give my soul to hear you say it. Surely you know that? And yet I
must not hear--I dare not hear. Don’t trust me. Don’t try me.”

“Does love try love?” Her eyes widened incredulously. “Isn’t love
a question, incomplete unless answered? You say that you care as I
do--that you have cared all along. You would not tell me if it were
not true. You ask me by loving me. Let me answer. You want to hear me!
Don’t you--_don’t_ you, John?”

She shook back the loosened hair from her face that he might see while
he heard the truth. She had thought him pale; now all color left the
lips pressed against his teeth. His hands tightened on her, but to
hold her away. Before to-night she would have been silenced by this
continence. But now that she knew---- Everything was different now.

“Don’t repulse me as you did the dog, John. I deserve your pity more
than he. Don’t remind me that since birth my presence has brought
death.”

“Death, Dolores? I never guessed what life could be until I saw you.”

“Why, then, make me feel that you regard me as a curse?”

“Dear, I am blessed to have known you.”

Her appeal for herself gentled him as those for him could not do. In
his palms he cupped the oval of her cheeks; for long looked into her
eyes. Stiffly, as if compelled against their inclination by his will,
his lips moved.

“So fragrant and pure is the soul of you, but fragile as the rose that
Jack destroyed. You must not be wasted on me.

“But he said, John, that nothing is ever really wasted, not even the
tears of dew on a rose. They have only their day--roses. And hearts
have only their day. Why not enjoy them the more for their little life?
Tell me again and read your answer in my happiness. Is it true--_true_
that you love me?”

His eyes closed that he might not read; then opened at once lest he
fail.

“I love you with a crave that terrifies me--only less, I hope, than my
honor--with a will to protect you from what you do not understand--from
myself and yourself----”

“Protect love against itself?” Her incredulity silenced him. “If my
heart is a rose that you wish to pluck, John, take it, crush it, sift
its petals through your fingers. If it brings you a moment’s pleasure,
it will not have been wasted.”

His hands recoiled from her face as if from a danger.

But Dolores lifted her arms and laid them around his neck. She felt no
false shame before him. She knew now.

“Take me, John, and crush me. Waste me, since you call love a waste. I
am satisfied to be the rose of your day--to give off my fragrance for
you.”

He could not have shaken her off had he tried, so overwhelming was her
wish to give him that for which he would not ask. He sat perfectly
still, looking down into her eyes, listening to what she said. His
breath came harder when she lifted to her knees on the hassock and
leaned against him.

“Jack told you to see that I was happy. I cannot be so while you are
unhappy, John. Think of me and take me in your arms. Let me feel that
I belong to you--that at last I _belong_.”

“That first day I saw you, Dolores----” His white lips again moved
in words. “Two visible creatures seemed to be born of our meeting.
The best of me went out to you--my love. The best of you appealed to
me--your innocence. Help me to see them plainly as on that day. Remind
me of your inexperience. Don’t urge yourself upon me. For the sake of
your innocence and my love, loose me and leave me.”

But confusing sensations dulled the girl to his prayer--sensations of
vehement rebellion, of incompleteness within sweet proximity of all, of
a vast sadness and vaster joy. She shook with the shudder that shook
him. Her hands drew his head to a resting place where the robe had
fallen from her breast. She felt him relax in her arms; realized that
his lips had touched, then drawn away from hers, as if offended by the
contact.

“God help me.... More than my honor.”

She scarcely heard his words, so low were they rasped. The next moment
he spoke plainly, although in a hoarse, hurried voice.

“Who do you suppose made the law that I am trying to obey? To be born
with passions like mine, to hold them in leash all my life because
of the righteous hope my mother taught me of this moment and you,
then to try to convince myself that it is all a lie for which I have
lived--that love is less than law---- If God Almighty made it----”

“No. Man must have made that law,” the girl interrupted. “Don’t you
feel, John, that love is right? I don’t know God, but I know you. Can’t
you believe that way in me?”

“_Dolores!_” With worshipful reproach, he gave her the vow she asked.
“With my mind, my heart, my body I believe in you. I always shall
believe.”

Wonderingly he looked at her lips; saw on them for the first time a
smile. Timidly yet bravely, it rewarded and further tempted him.

“Then kiss me. Then love me,” she panted. “Oh, I want so to kiss
you--to love you. I didn’t know how much until----”

A strand of her hair fell across the smiling lips--across temptation.
Although so tenuous and soft, it was a barrier between him and that
from which he had plead to be saved. His hand shook from his hurry
to brush it aside. The more greedily for its interference, his lips
lowered to those lips that were tempting him; sank to them; found the
complete answer they had sought in vain to speak.

Dolores’ body was lifted into an embrace which would have been cruel,
except for her desperate response. Her long hair drifted about them,
a curtain from the light. Increasingly she felt that new sense of
incompleteness, that weight of sadness and lightness of joy. Shaking
from the violence aroused by her yearnings, she yet clung as if to
gentleness.

“How strange I feel,” she breathed.

“You are my mate, Dolores.”

Again: “I did not know--did not understand that love was like this.”

And again he reassured her: “You are my mate.”

“But is this what they felt for me, those other men? I hated them for
it. I blamed them.”

“No.” He deprived her lips of his that his eyes might blaze the
indignant denial into her eyes. “Their passion was lust. Yours is the
fragrance of the rose--the pollen of your love. Do not fear that I
could misunderstand.”

“Fear? If God made the rose, why fear?” she half-sobbed. “If it is not
lust for you to love me, give me back your lips. Oh, kiss me, John. Oh,
love me. I _belong_.”



CHAPTER XVII


“I cannot tell more to-night. I cannot make it snappy. I _cannot_ go
on.”

The tortured protest of the spirit-girl Dolores was as the breath of
a blower to her demon audience. It fanned the tinder of their evil
imaginations and inflamed their desires for intimate details.

A clamor of profanity arose as the marble-pale, but fervid face which
had wrought such grief among men lowered to the shield of hands
that looked too weak to have torn to bits a strong man’s honor. The
shudder of crucified modesty caused the jewel-like lights that adorned
her hair, her throat, her breast to wink, as from carnal thoughts
“indestructible” as their source of life.

For several nights the first Royal Entertainer had held her place at
the monk-table’s head by virtue of a two-fold charm; had dazzled their
eyes with her beauty and the illusion of her gorgeous apparel, while
enslaving their attention with the finished style of her tale. Now
that she had reached what might be considered a low spot of intensity,
however, her sense of the artistic had failed her and them. She had
fallen from the superiority of her infernal state; and backslid, as
it were, into the slough of an almost human self-consciousness. When
their most venomous hisses did not lift the sin-dark head from the
board, they turned as one to him who had arranged the little inside
entertainment. Interest of another kind stirred in them at the look of
him.

Exasperation had lifted the King from his chair. He stood at the
table’s foot, glaring down at the proselyte who had dared to arouse,
then deny his emotions. A glow surrounded him, outlining his superb
proportions against the black velvet hangings. From his eyes--nearer
green than gray at the moment--poured a baleful light. His features
worked from mental lasciviousness.

“I told you to dispense with the asterisks,” he reminded her. “How dare
you tease me with this obsolete trick?”

Dolores lifted her face. In the radium glow of his vicious expectations
it gleamed with unthinkable chastity.

“I have not meant to tease or trick you,” she said. “I have done my
best to entertain--have plotted and planned my story like the writer
of a book--have rehearsed my lines each day like an actress before
her opening night. Every little treasured phrase and word I have
given you, just as learned by heart at the time and re-learned in my
afterthoughts. I’ve tried--_tried_. But I find that I cannot go on. No
true woman-soul could. What happened was between ourselves and----”

“Watch your words! For the infidel you boast yourself, you’re quite
too free with the name of a certain Potentate. Besides, aren’t you
flattering the Great-I-Am? I miss my guess if what happened wasn’t
between yourselves and me.”

Dolores’ timidity left her at the suggestion. “I am sure Your Lowness
had nothing to do with--with that night. Otherwise it would not seem
so wrong to tell it here--such an injustice to John. The fault was not
his. It was mine--all mine. I did what he implored me not to do. I
urged myself upon him beyond his strength. The only excuse for me is
that, with all I had known of mortal man, I really did not understand.
And he--he had felt so safe in his sorrow.”

Half-rising, she clutched the table for support and gazed along the
double file of spectral faces. The leer on the lips of him nicknamed
Old Original aroused her to further defense.

“Perhaps our mateship was not meant to be gainsaid. Perhaps the races
of the mortal world would be worthier their fair lands if right were
not made wrong by mortal laws--if only the Maker whom John questioned
need be obeyed. Perhaps He meant that the crave to be satisfied of all
true love should compensate for His inexorable law that man must die.”

At the shriek of derision that greeted her thought, she lifted her head
and eyes in a transport of humble defiance.

“Whatever the perhaps and perhaps, I do not regret. The proof of what
I felt for John I never shall regret. If I did wrong it was in caring
for him and that I could not help. Love’s first and best impulse is to
bestow. I knew that I belonged to him and I wanted him to know. I am
glad--_glad_ that I told him. The way I gave the knowledge was called a
crime--the only crime on earth not judged by motive and circumstance.
Surely on that Day when justice becomes absolute, I shall not be
blamed. What is a whispered confession, a lingering kiss, an abandoned
embrace, to be quibbled over by Him said to have made us and all that
we are from the impulse of love divine? Did not He Himself decree that
love must be served?”

“She-fiend, you overstep yourself!”

The lash of His Majesty’s voice convinced the girl-soul. Whipped by it
back into her chair, she awaited the chastisement which probably would
follow her regardlessness of rules. Thoughts of the Wantons’ Well and
the Ward for Bastard Babes subdued her small access of courage in the
dread which had come with her from Earth to Shadow Land. She closed her
eyes; ceased to breathe; expected. The pause seemed long; was long.

When finally the Rex of Reversals spoke, his humorous tone and diction
made her realize that until then she had expected clemency.

“Hard to beat, this faith of fools! At least, the Great Judge of whom
you hope a reprieve from the fiat of your world hasn’t any corner on
tolerance. Although love is a puny motive, I excuse a lot of it for
sake of the passion it begets. Young woman, your story interests me.
Since so large an audience has disconcerted you, suppose you finish it
to sympathetic me alone. It is hate divine that must be served and you
who must serve it.”

Dolores’ moan went unheard in the instant protest of the demon cabinet.
But their controller did not trouble to repeat his order. Not so much
as a gesture or nod of dismissal did he vouchsafe as they, not daring
to vent their spleen over being excluded from this culminating séance,
filed out one by one.

Although several times before Dolores had been alone with His Highness,
she never had feared as now the Evil Mind. Her face returned to her
palms. In darting speculation over what he next might say or do, she
awaited his displeasure. Unendurably the silence lasted. She at last
glanced up from morbid curiosity.

He was not looking at her. The green glow, so weird from his gray
eyes, shafted well to one side and past her. She noticed that he was
at once unusually attractive because unusually repulsive to-night. The
concentration into which he had sunk drew out of her like a magnet a
certain sympathy for the very evil he would do her. She shuddered in
ghoulish anticipation.

More slowly lagged the seconds. More unnatural it seemed that still he
did not look at her. Had there remained in his mind a shadow of Old
Sam’s suggestion that he had a weakness for her? Doubt of what might
lurk in his averted eyes obsessed her.

“Why don’t you speak? Why don’t you look at me?” she urged aloud.
“Please look at me.”

She would better have remained in doubt. To see what was in his eyes,
to try to grasp the odious meaning of the glance now fixed upon her----

As she swayed backward in her chair, he proceeded to enlighten her.

“I get it.”

“_It_, Your Majesty?”

“It--you--the secret power that has made you the desire of men and
devils. Who would have thought to look at you that it was only a case
of lust beget lust?”

“Oh, don’t say that!”

He leered. “Why a pretense of apology between two bad ones like us?
Instead of protesting virtues of which you ought to be ashamed,
realize that your guilt as charged makes your desirability
one-hundred-per-cent-plus down here, as it did on Earth.”

Evidently not interested in her agreement, he turned away and began to
pace the floor.

“This has been a red-letter night to me. Do you know, you’re not
telling a good story--not good at all. It has elements that quite hold
me. We’ve had the vamp in books, over the footlights and on the screen.
I thought I knew the types and methods forward and backward--especially
back. But your delineation of a young girl who is without design
because herself unconscious of the prurience in her, who appeals to
the best in men by her guilelessness and the worst by her sleeping
desire, who, although intending well, spreads disaster in her wake----
No matter what its claims to truth, sweet Grief, it makes a damned bad
story.”

He stopped directly before her in time to hear a murmured appeal to her
guardian companions.

“Innocentia, must I believe these dreadful things about myself? If they
are not true, help me to prove them false, dear, _dear_ Amor.”

Approvingly the Satanic chuckle sounded. “Consistent to fanaticism in
your part! As you like. But let’s get to the end. Forget the asterisks.
Pull up the curtain. Give us the expurgated lines.”

“If I am fanatic in my desire to be decent, you are an atheist. I tell
you I cannot--will not go on!” From strength of her abhorrence the
spirit-girl started up and faced him. “Punish me as you like. Anything
is better than to strip my soul to your unholy gaze.”

“_Anything?_” He seized her arm with the sear of a red-hot iron. “I’ll
give you one second to fête your fancy upon what your punishment might
be. You’ll pay in full, you helliot, if you cheat me of an experiment
that I plan to make. You’ve given me an idea more seducing than any of
my own inception. If it works out, it will net you more than it will
me. Come a day, you being what you are and I what I am----”

“I wish to hear no new ideas for me. I cannot endure more to-night.”

At her sustained effort to combat his will he leaned so close over her
that her face felt scorched from his mental insistence, more offensive
than the physical insistence of any man of Earth. She struggled toward
her chair; there fell face forward on the board. He--without looking,
she saw--swept after her like some ravening bird of prey. Strong, long
talons clutched her. Almost had they shaken her access of strength from
her when----

“Better let up on her, Your Demnition Pow-Wows.”

A carping voice offered the advice. A tall, strong-looking ghoul
swaggered into the light from the comparative darkness outside the door.

“Sin, you infernal eaves-dropper, how dare you----”

“Leaves-dropper, rather--table-leaves-dropper.” With incredible bravado
Old Original winked into the Balial glare. “May I assume the compliment
to my invisibility that you failed to notice me humbly awaiting Your
Damnity’s convenience without?”

“Impudently awaiting My Damnity’s inconvenience, you mean. You may
_not_. That I didn’t notice you was due to the super-visibility of our
royal _raconteuse_.”

“Who will recount no more if you continue to torture her. Having
recommended her to your inclemency in the first place, I feel more
than less responsible. The wages of sin are best paid by death--you’ll
concede that to me, Excellency? Yet you do not, I am sure, wish her to
die.”

“Low-brow, she cannot die.”

The old hoax returned a confident leer. “That I grow more high-brow
with every age let me demonstrate through a reminder of how the
greatest roughness is the gentlest. What diverts you in her--her very
virile hope--may die before that Day. Am I right or wrong in saying
that you owe me, if not her, some consideration?”

“Wrong you are. You did throw me the acorn from which a giant oak may
grow.”

“And hasn’t she sirened you along bad and improper? Hasn’t she been
square with you?”

“Yes, she’s been square. There wasn’t a right angle to all the past
Delilahs ever damned by man or me.”

Sin, with a wary eye fixed upon the Master of Malice, made for that
end of the monk-board nearer the exit. The while he further ventured:
“It isn’t necessarily lowering to Your Highness to say that you have
more to learn than I anent the siren act. You can’t bully a dame into
doting on you. The present-day caveman style is 40 H. P.--_after_
you’ve got her. Before, a wise one coaxes her. And it isn’t enough to
load her down with that stage jewelry of which you’re so prodigal, when
you yourself don’t look to be, any more than you act to be, of her day
and degeneration. Why not tog yourself up more in the likeness of this
millionaire love-hound of hers? Summertime’s coming apace or I’m no
weather prophet, so why not moth-ball the well-known Vandyke and those
robes of the vintage of Sol-in-all-his-glory days?”

A snarl of stabbed vanity greeted the daring suggestion. Its cogency
was demonstrated, however, when, in a lunge after the purveyor of
unsolicited counsel, the King tripped over his train.

From the hall the minister primed his advices.

“As for your technique, soft-pedal yourself. Don’t keep blaring like a
brass band at a lady who has fainted with fear of your noise.”

The slam of the door was the old impertinent’s period.

Once more tormentor and tormented were alone. Slowly the Past-Master
of Policy righted himself and his intent. Returning to the prostrate
girl-shade, he thinkingly regarded her. Her side face lay lax upon the
board, exquisite as an irradiated cameo in its twisted setting of hair.
Closed were those eyes of the purples of the bourgainvillae. Not a
breath lifted the luring lines of the back revealed by her _décolleté_.
Could her spirit really have swooned beyond his reach?

He shrugged away the thought. Too often and too vehemently had he
himself longed for surcease from consciousness in the last ten thousand
years or so. Too well he knew that she still could hear him. Through
time which had no beginning and could not end, she as well as he must
continue to think--and think--and think.

Thinking of her now as he looked, he felt more than before attracted
toward that new idea regarding her which had been inspired by the
latest chapter of her earth history. The oldest Original was right.
His ways with women were archaic as his clothes in the sight of this
most modern of Magdalenes. No repression of his ruthlessness or change
in his “style” would be too great a price to pay for success in that
experiment.

When he spoke it was in mild tones.

“Forgive my stupidity. ‘It ain’t inherited--it’s a gift.’ All right,
fairest fiend. We’ll call it a séance to-night. Or better, suppose
I give you a lift over the scene which has overwhelmed you with
self-consciousness. At that, it may affect me worse to tell it myself.
They say the narrator gets more out of his story than his hearers. He
first must feel to arouse feeling. A good bad idea. So then, _I’ll_
tell _you_.”

The tips of his fingers crackled as he touched them to his lips, then
waved them toward the unresponsive audience.

“Behind the Asterisks!” he announced his subject. “The Great-I-Am
invented the sex-impulse in order to give life to love. Necessarily He
had to make it a strong emotion in order to people His earth.

“I invented loveless lust to people Hell. None born of the flesh dares
deny his vulnerability. None but feels its basic attraction, even at
times when most repulsed. Not to its cruder phases do I invite your
attention--to the reproductive instinct of the mortal male. That is
ever awake, unashamed, engaging chiefly through its strength.

“But sleeping passion! Too few are given the dear delight of arousing
it. To breathe open the eyes searching through their mist of dreams--to
kiss into consciousness the sweet-thick lips--to feel one’s sluggish
pulse speeding to match the beat of youth’s startled heart----

“Ah, what man-brute of Earth, what god of Heaven or fiend of Hell
would not gladly give the wealth of three worlds to incite the divine
awakening!

“Moved beyond modesty, the arms uplift and cling--weak-strong arms,
made supple to curve around the bodies of babes. The lips soon learn
why they are so thick and honey-sweet, soon learn to give and to ask
back in double dole.

“The inarticulate murmur of yearnings that crave utterance, but are
ashamed of words.... The sobs of utter innocence.... The tender form
that seems to shrink even as it seeks.... At last the naked desire....
Its brief, breathless struggle to control.... The delirium of yielding
to its will....

“The hoping fear....

“The fearing hope....”



CHAPTER XVIII


The works of the old Cabot clock were worn out. During the days and
nights that followed its last tick Dolores often glanced up into its
non-committal face, reproachful that it would no longer mark off the
minutes. Time dragged, weighted by her doubt over the state of mind of
John.

Then, one night after twelve, when all the household was asleep, he
came back to her. He folded her against his heart. He took her lips. He
claimed her with full acknowledgment of his dependency.

“God forgive me,” he said. “It is too much for me.”

There was no need for him to explain. His white face, the pound of his
heart against hers, his inconsistent pleas for pardon that he might be
free to sin again, all helped her to understand. He was possessed by
the passion of an all-demanding love. He had fought a fight; had fought
and had failed.

And Dolores could not lament his defeat. Only one thing mattered, that
John’s love answered hers. She had called and he had heard. Against
his will he had come. Their acknowledgment, then, had not been a
regrettable impulse; had been, rather, what was to be. They loved, and
Heaven was in their hearts. They _loved_.

After the days of doubt, Dolores rested in blessed conviction. Never
before had she been given a chance at happiness. Here was her chance.
Suggestions of smiles formed about her lips. A new light, like the
gleam from deep-cut amethysts, shone from her eyes. A man like John
Cabot did not love lightly. And John Cabot loved her.

Next morning she awoke with the wish that her father might know how
well all was with her. Although a drizzling rain began to fall, she
decided against ordering Jack’s car. She preferred to go to Trevor
Trent simply, as they had lived, changed only by the glory from within.
She felt close to him while donning, for the first time in weeks, the
old blue serge suit whose purchase price he had spared from the poppy
paste. The long ride up-town in the Subway, the mudded walk and the
plain slab that marked the spot where she had left him to lie beneath
down-drifting leaves, brought her nearer.

Where is there comfort like confiding a rapturous secret to one’s own?
How long the orphaned girl sat beside the grave, oblivious of the rain
because her consciousness had gone to find and gladden that of the
parent whose last “please God” had been that she find a good love--how
drenched was the blue suit--how chilled her feet--she subtracted none
of her attention from him to realize. The adventure brought her content.

Sometime during the afternoon she returned to the great house on the
upper Avenue. So dulled she felt to outer perceptions that surprise
held her only a moment to meet the Frenchwoman, Annette, in the
elevator. She somehow forgot to listen to the maid’s explanation of
why she had not remained with madame. Later she was forced to hear
Morrison’s insistence that she needed a doctor, but made light of the
good woman’s anxiety. What mattered a slight fever or swollen tonsils
or a disinclination toward food to one blessed as was she?

As developed, however, these symptoms mattered much in the heightening
of her happiness. The housekeeper’s responsibility, transferred to
Bradish, resulted in a telephoned message to Mr. Cabot’s club. Soon
after the wire, he came, terrified out of all proportion to her
trifling symptoms. To see that all his instructions were carried out,
he stayed.

Dolores’ protestations soon ceased, since to relieve his anxiety might
take him away again. It was too precious to forego, this experience of
being ministered to by him. Their first meal alone together, which he
ordered served in Jack’s living room much as the youngster himself
might have done, was an occasion almost too significant for calm. To
please him, she tried to sip her broth and eat her toast, but with the
sacred joy of a convert at some sacrament.

After he had shut out the servants and advised Morrison that he would
sit awhile with Miss Trent, he wrapped her first in a robe, then in
his arms and sat rocking her with a possessive tenderness which made
her realize how much she had missed from her babyhood. Her ecstasy of
content must have dulled her ears. She heard no sound, merely assumed
one, when he placed her in Jack’s reading chair, took a few steps
toward the hall door and stood intently listening. Still she had heard
nothing when he strode to the door and flung it wide.

Upon the threshold, in a panic of indecision between flight and
remaining, stood Annette. Her eyes, nondescript except for their
shrewdness, followed the thinking glance of the man who had surprised
her from the half-light of the corridor to the strong one of the
reading-lamp within, then down to the key-hole, minus its key.
Evidently, she decided on bravado. A sneer drew down the corners of her
mouth. She straightened to face the master.

“You back?” he asked.

“Madame finds herself in need of certain dinner gowns. She returned me
to select and pack them.”

“She sent you back from Florida to select and pack certain dinner
gowns? Just what does madame pay you for the job?”

“Does not Mr. Cabot know the amount of my salary, none too large for
one who has served----”

“I mean how much for this key-hole job?”

At his contemptuous interruption, the woman caught her breath.

“Five-hundred-dollar, m’sieu.”

“A five-hundred-dollar bonus? Madame is good to you. However, I am in
a position to be better. I’ll advance that bonus to-night, if you’ll
leave her employ.”

Her avaricious watch of his face eased in a disappointed laugh. “Does
m’sieu think I would turn the traitor to a mistress who has ever been
most generous and who trusts----”

“I do.”

“And for a wretched five hundred, already earned?”

“I do not--not for five hundred.” He contributed a short laugh. “But
for that in cash, plus a check for one thousand, good in six months
if you neglect to report to this trusting mistress who has been so
generous with you.”

“But how can M’sieu Cabot think so low of me that for a paltry
thousand-dollar----”

“The five hundred you get now,” he detailed. “The check for a thousand
will be dated so that you can cash it in June, unless traitoring has
become a habit with you. If it does, I shall stop payment at the
bank. You will leave this house and Mrs. Cabot’s employ at once.
Satisfactory?”

The click of the last-word question must have satisfied the maid that
she could profit no further.

“Quite,” she replied, succinctly as he.

Without comment on the fact that he had read her aright, John Cabot
counted five century notes from his wallet and drew the promised check,
calling her attention to the date, six months from that day.

When she had gone he said to Dolores:

“I want my freedom, but not at your expense.”

“You really think,” the girl faltered, “that that is why Annette is
here?”

He nodded. “And why you are here and why I should not be. I have been
inexcusable. _I_ am the traitor--the waster of what I valued most.”

“Don’t keep saying that,” she protested. “Nothing can be wasted when we
love. Jack lived and died that we might know.”

Through the gloom of self-reproach which was settling over
him--settling between them--he saw her outstretched hands; caught them;
was reminded of her feverish state.

“Dear, it will come right,” he made effort to assure her and, with her,
himself. “We mustn’t allow anything to be wasted, not a moment of our
time together, not a regret for the innocence which I should have died
rather than----”

Her smile stopped him--the shy, tremulous, revealing smile so lately
learned. Had a dew-wet violet along a woodland path looked up at him,
he could not have trod upon it. He must not tread upon that smile.

He returned to his delightful care of her. His first and most important
obligation was to see that she did not become ill, he told her. She
must rest now; must sleep off her temperature. He rang for Mrs.
Morrison; agreed that their charge might be put to bed in Jack’s
four-poster; himself suggested that the Airedale be allowed upstairs to
snuggle at her feet. And when the housekeeper had finished her motherly
offices, he made her no explanation of why he still sat reading in the
outer room.

Not since the slight ailments to which all children are heir had
Dolores been ill. Shivering into the eider-down of the historic bed,
she felt vaguely wretched, uncertain, lost. From the same impulse
which had asked the reward of a good-night kiss from Morrison for her
tractability, she now asked John:

“You won’t go away?”

“Leave the corridor door ajar, Morrison.” As if from afar she heard his
instructions. “Come up again when it is time for her medicine. And,
Morrison, I have discharged Mrs. Cabot’s maid. She is to leave as soon
as she can pack her things.”

Dolores grew warmer, then uncomfortably warm. She must soon have fallen
into a doze. When she opened her eyes, she saw that the night lamp had
been clicked off and the light from the living-room shaded from her
face by a screen. The four, tall, pineapple sentinels guarded her--they
and someone else.

John sat beside the bed, the puppy drowsing in his arms. She was glad
that he had become reconciled to the poor little beast; that the
guiltless cause of Jack’s death was not to pay the price which she had
paid in early life for an equally unintentional fault.

But _was_ John reconciled?

The look on his face brought her to acute consciousness. It was a
dreadful look.

“Try not to begrudge the price,” she murmured. “For the least thing in
life you have to pay, you know. To me, love is inestimable.”

At sound of her voice the young dog lifted one of his scraggly eyelids,
and, without otherwise moving, thumped his stub of a tail. John’s
expression changed. He leaned toward her.

“I shouldn’t regret any price that I myself could pay. But I am not
satisfied to let you, who can’t afford it, pay for me. And I won’t.”

She did not understand just what he meant. “You talk as though you were
guilty of----”

He caught her hand and pressed his cheek against it.

“Guilty as--Heaven!” he whispered into its palm before replacing it
beneath the coverlet. At her disturbed look he added: “I am tired with
anxiety for you. Won’t you sleep to rest me? Don’t be afraid that I am
going to leave you. I can stay on this watch of love forever, if only
you will sleep.”

“John--John?” Vaguely she questioned him.

“You are my mate,” he answered. “Rufus called you a gray dove, but to
me you are pure white. Fold your wings and sleep.”

“And are you happy, John?”

“Happy as----”

Her eyelids closed at the touch of his lips. Happy as who? She
wondered. Happy as Cain--that was the meaning of the dreadful look
she had surprised. But she had banished that look. Since she must
sleep that his mind might rest---- How wonderful was this state called
happiness. How precious was each small opportunity to prove how very
much----

“Fold your wings, my white dove,” he murmured again and again. “Sleep,
my mate. I love you. Sleep.”

       *       *       *       *       *

A hysterical yelp awakened her. Evidently the Airedale, too, had been
startled from sound slumber. How long had she been asleep--for how many
minutes or hours had John Cabot sat there motionless, his eyes on her
face?

She raised on one elbow and looked into the outer room. The little
undergraduate from the A. K. C., more from hereditary instinct than any
wisdom of his own months, had bolted his bed of honor. One backward
glare he spared to learn whether he was to be justified in raising the
alarm; then, bristling from stiff chin whiskers to flag-staff tail,
rushed into the corridor. His master followed.

Dolores tried hard to understand. Her head felt strange and
understanding hurt it. Many sentences of the colloquy outside were not
clear at the time, but came back to her afterward. Besides the voice
of John Cabot, she recognized the distressed _mezzo_ of Morrison, the
startled quaver of old Bradish and an unrecognized duet in bass.

“We are all of that, Mr. Cabot--from the Domestic Detectives,
Incorporated,” sounded the first strange voice, evidently in answer to
some question or comment from John.

“And just in time, at that”--the second.

“Has Annette gone yet, Morrison?”

Bradish answered John’s question. “I let her out not ten minutes ago,
sir.”

“Did you see her speak to these men?”

“She did not pass near enough to speak to them, sir. But I think she
signaled them with a gesture. I cannot be sure.”

One of the strangers interrupted. “You can’t deny that Miss Trent is
inside.”

“I deny nothing, but I do order you out of my house,” John returned.

“Don’t you owe it to yourself to explain, Mr. Cabot?” asked Morrison.
“I’ve worked in this family all my life and am considered a proper
woman. The young lady you ask about is seriously ill. Mr. Cabot is here
because my father, the butler, telephoned for him.”

“Ill, is she?”--the first strange voice. “Well, we’re specialists sent
to investigate her symptoms. Here, matey, help me ease this gent away
from the door. No need for strenuous argument when we’re two to his
one.”

“Look out--a gun!”--the second.

“And a gun,” John added quietly, “trained to put burglars out of my
house.”

“We’re not burglars, Cabot. We’re authorized to enter by the lady of
your house.”

“By Mrs. Cabot? Her authorization can’t help you--from the distance of
Palm Beach.”

Together the two laughed. One explained their amusement.

“Wifie isn’t in Palm Beach, old chap. She’s waiting down at the Plaza
to give us any further authority we need over the telephone.”

“She--didn’t--go?”

A moment of silence followed John’s slow question; then, in staccato----

“Well, get your further authority over an outside ’phone. Mine are
busy. Quick, now--my fingers are nervous. I’d be well within my rights
if I----”

A grumbled sentence which Dolores could not hear ended in steps
descending the stairs. The colloquy seemed to be ended. She felt
relieved; dozed off.

       *       *       *       *       *

The morning was half over before John enquired about her condition over
Jack’s telephone. He felt that he must tell her certain facts, not so
much to worry her as to spare her worry over matters which undoubtedly
soon would be forced upon her attention. He hoped that listening
would not tax her, since the physician’s morning report had been most
encouraging. A little patience, a few days within doors, and she would
be herself again. His relief she could better imagine than he describe.

If his friend Rufus Holt called to see her, she was to talk to him
as she felt inclined and might trust his advices. Toward any other
inquiries regarding her personal affairs she should not commit herself.
For some time he would not be able to see her and considered it best
that he should get his news of her through Morrison. She must take all
possible care of herself and believe that nothing--_nothing_ had been
wasted.

Scarcely had Dolores hung up the receiver, scarcely had given her mind
to the realization that John Cabot was trying to protect her from
whatever it was that threatened, when the gallery door opened and
Clarke Shayle strode into the room.

He looked flushed, hurried, perturbed. He stopped before Jack’s reading
chair, in which she sat, and fixed his odd-flecked gaze upon her, his
lips twitching. Sinking on the hassock, he laid his face in the robe
that wrapped her knees and drew a rasping, relieved sigh.

“I was a fool to credit a word of it,” he exclaimed brokenly. “You
really are sick. You really are--are everything I believed. I don’t
care what she says or what anybody says. I wouldn’t care even if they
could prove it. What a man thinks himself is the only thing that
matters. And I’ve got a sort of super-think.” His attempt to banish
emotion from his face with a grin was more ghastly than gay. “You see,
it ain’t inherited. It’s a gift.”

Even in this crisis, he could not express himself without the use of
his banal phrases. Dolores felt sorry for him. She stretched out her
hand from an impulse to smooth back his stiff, auburn cowlick; then,
remembering, drew it back.

“What ‘she’ and what ‘anybody’ says?” she asked.

“She sent for me this morning and told me all about last night. I
believe she had the whole thing planned from first sight of you. She’s
the only wholly bad woman I’ve ever known--Catherine.” He shaded his
eyes as if confused by her shocked glance, then continued: “She loves
herself and hates everyone who does not share the feeling, chiefly her
husband. Because he has humiliated her by getting her number right,
she intends to humiliate him before their world. She’s going to marry
d’Elie after she gets all she wants out of Cabot and gets it her own
way. As for me----”

His face lowered into his freckled, delicate hands. A shudder moved his
thick neck and muscular back.

“God knows, I deserve the part she’s cast me for. But I pray Him--I
pray you to let me off. My self-respect was only doped. It came to the
day I met you and has made me so unhappy since that I--I hope---- Oh,
have a heart, little chump! Help me to be honest with you--encourage me
to explain.”

“Why? Why not?” She hesitated.

“_Why?_ Because I owe it to you to make you understand. _Why not?_
Because you have made me despise myself and my life. Here in your
presence, at the present moment, I’d rather die than go on. And yet,
I’ll worse than die if I don’t go on. Dolores, you have felt something
of my power--you know that I’m mesmeric and hypnotic. You know that
I know it, but not that I have used it to make me what I am to-day.”
He gave a limping laugh. “Can’t you imagine what is my professional
stock-in-trade--how I hold Catherine and her sort in scented boudoirs?”

“No--_no_.” With her low protest, the girl drew back into her chair;
clutched its arms; closed her eyes, as if against the perception.

From his abject position at her feet, the young man straightened and
clasped together his hands so viciously that nails cut into flesh. The
white spots pressed by his teeth into his lower lip spread backward
until even his ears were pale.

“That’s the worst of it,” he said effortfully. “The best is that I
could have roused you, could rouse you now. But I won’t. I know the
tinder you are made of. That first day I realized that my self-respect
was only auto-hypnotized, not dead. The feeling for you that
restrained me has grown--has given me the strength to tell you the
truth and ask your help.”

“But if you despise yourself and your life,” Dolores faltered, “why not
help yourself?”

“Don’t you know that a bad habit soon masters one? The damnable
thing has got me, that’s why. It will take something stronger than
contempt for myself to get me out. That something is my respect for
you. The fact that I didn’t--that I simply couldn’t----” His fingers
forward-stretching, but clutching only air, his face again florid from
a return rush of blood, he urged: “You--I need _you_. God, I am mad for
you. Have been all along. But I want you to keep. I want you enough to
change my whole life to have you. I know I am a crude sort--that I’m
not what they call to the manner born. But I swear to give you a square
deal. I don’t care what they say about you. I believe in you. I want to
marry you--to take you off somewhere, so that you and I---- Surely you
love me, Dolores? Surely you will----”

The pause was long. During it he seized her limp hand, then dropped it.
He staggered to his feet and stood looking down at her with the dread
gaze of despair. When he spoke again, his lips worked clumsily.

“So. I’m too late. You’re a snuffed candle to me. That means--Mr.
Other Man. The reward of my sacrifice is--punishment. It’s a beautiful
sentiment. I’ll tell the world that. She was speaking the truth for
once, then, about you and John Cabot? All right. I quit. I’m through.”

Dolores watched him fling into his overcoat, pick up his hat and start
for the door. She wished to say something that would help him. She owed
him consideration as the only man who had asked her to marry him. That
he had asked her soothed an ache in her mind. She liked him and she
feared for him. But what was there she could say?

Without a word she had refused him. Without a word she let him go.

The American vernacular “breezed in” might have been inspired by the
entries of Rufus Holt. Less boisterous than a gale, stronger than a
zephyr, something refreshing and promising came with him, like the
tonic in the breath of Spring.

“Glad you’re enjoying a rest,” he saluted Dolores. “You need it,
probably, as much as you deserve it. Or perhaps I should say you
deserve it as much as you need it. It is a worthy thought, for it works
both ways.”

The girl, having been foreadvised to trust the attorney, relaxed in his
balmy friendliness.

“Doesn’t the truth usually work both ways?”

At her offering he rubbed his bald fore-top. “I don’t know about that.
We lawyers learn not to expect too much of the truth. It has gone some
if it works one way.”

The fact that he would not take off his top-coat gave each minute of
the time that he did stay an added value. That he would not smoke
somehow increased the fragrance about him of a fine cigar. That he gave
her choice of chairs for him the preference lent companionableness to
his manner of pulling up directly before her.

“The future has in it lots and lots of trouble that hasn’t been used
yet,” he prefaced, suddenly grave, “and don’t think that you, lovely
little lady, are going to get all of it. There are other non-union
workers besides yourself.”

“Others?”

He evaded the question direct.

Trouble was the text of his small address--trouble ahead of a kind
she had not known. She must prepare her mind for it; must gather her
resources against an attack. And another would be protected in the
protectorate of herself, one who deserved justification quite as much
as she.

Meeting the silent, fluent appeal of her eyes, he set aside hyperbole;
before her placed facts, as if on the salver of his outspread hands.

Catherine Cabot was an edition of womankind which Dolores doubtless
had found hard to read. Velvet-bound was she, gilt-edged, artfully
illustrated. The most astute of worldlings might remain unenlightened
for many chapters as to the plot of her. Spite, it would seem, was her
motivation--spite toward a husband who had depreciated what she was by
a deliberate and stubborn over-valuation.

Long she had waited and watched to prove the plot of him as bad as
her own. Quite recently she had refused a separation because she
wished, not only a divorce, but a discredited husband and a huge,
decreed alimony, rather than a collusive settlement. Her engagement
of Dolores, her pseudo-kindnesses, her pretended dependence upon the
girl in her recent trip South--a trip that had taken her no farther
than Philadelphia and been followed by a secret return to a mid-town
hotel--were calculated steps toward this end. To-day she had served
upon her husband the complaint in a suit for absolute divorce. Dolores
Trent, grief now to one woman as to many men, she had named as
co-respondent.

The dread announcement was made.

Forgetting the hurry on account of which he had refused to smoke, Holt
now busied himself producing a cigar, clipping it and lighting it.
Through smoke-clouds he looked across at the notorious girl whom he had
whip-lashed with news of fresh notoriety. Seeing that her lips moved,
he leaned forward to catch her words.

“Maybe she was not so bad as---- The idea was d’Elie’s. I mustn’t
forget that. _He_ suggested that the father of _l’enfant terrible_
might find me congenial--not she. ‘Enough, my clever Henri. I
understand.’ I remember distinctly what she said.”

In the midst of her shared memories, she became conscious of the
quality of the lawyer’s regard. Her eyes lifted to his.

“You believe that I----”

Perhaps the more staunchly for catching the sag in her voice, he sought
to reassure her. “I _know_ that you are guiltless. Do you recall the
little toast I gave you one night at dinner? I didn’t say on that
occasion that I’d been doubly favored by meeting your kind of a woman
twice in my lifetime--the woman who doesn’t need to boast or sparkle or
promise--the woman who needs only to be. The first one, Miss Trent, of
whom you reminded me, was my mother.”

Dolores was startled. Always before she had suffered because unjustly
blamed. Now she was unjustly praised. She did not feel honest. But she
must be careful, even with the kindly attorney. She had John, as well
as herself, to think of. The fault was not so much his as hers and he
must not be blamed.

“Then, too----” Holt had cleared the huskiness from his throat--“I know
John Cabot.”

Evidently that, to him, was conclusive.

By and by he added: “Even Mrs. Cabot does not think you guilty, as she
charges.”

“How can you know that?” Again Dolores was startled.

“She admitted as much to me not more than an hour ago.”

“You have talked with her to-day and she admitted---- Then, perhaps,
she _can_ be reached?”

But the bald head wagged, even as the friendly eyes beamed upon her.
“She cannot be reached as you mean, although I have reached her in a
way for which you may despise me. Mrs. Cabot has retained me as her
lawyer in this case.”

“You--her lawyer?” The words were so hot, they seemed to scorch
Dolores’ lips. “I thought you were his friend?”

“I am. But Catherine believes now that I have always cared--for her,
you know--and that therefore I want her freedom more than anything else
in the world. A vain woman can easily be persuaded of that.”

Dolores could not understand. “You say you really are his friend, yet
you take Mrs. Cabot’s case against him? What possible motive----”

“Me, too, you do an injustice, Miss Trent.”

“You--too?”

“Even me. I am taking the case to lose it.”



CHAPTER XX


Before the divorce suit of Cabot vs. Cabot came to trial reassurance on
several of its vital points reached Dolores through the consideration
of Rufus Holt. To the greatest possible extent details were to be
denied the scandal-hungry public. John Cabot would offer his defense
through eminent counsel, as a case unworthy his personal appearance.
She herself, the co-respondent so necessary to the severance of marital
ties if one lives and sues in the Empire commonwealth, was to remain
for the present with Mrs. Morrison, reported as too ill to undertake
the vindication of her name. Roscoe Strang, the judge who was to pass
upon the Cabot difference, was a friend of Holt’s, indebted to him
for many favors, political and otherwise. The small attorney had seen
to that. Soon everything would be settled, as Mrs. Cabot’s case would
be advanced on the calendar on her plea that she wished to have the
painful affair over as soon as possible that she might hasten abroad to
undertake certain war-orphan charities to which she had pledged herself
in loving memory of her little son.

Despite all these assurances, the girl awaited with keen anxiety a call
to a special conference with the plaintiff’s lawyer for which she had
been told to hold herself in readiness immediately after the public
hearing. Summoned one mid-February afternoon by special messenger, she
taxied according to instructions to a down-town “square” not far from
the City Hall Park that housed the courts of alleged justice.

One glance at Rufus Holt through the folds of the veil she had been
asked to wear convinced her that this, indeed, was his first detour
from straight legal paths. Although he smiled in at her from the
opened cab door, much of the cheer and most of the youth was gone from
his face. After giving a low-voiced address to the driver, he seated
himself beside her and forced a return to his wonted sanguineness.

No need for Dolores to ask in words whether the ordeal was
over--whether John Cabot had been vindicated of the charge. The moment
their machine was underway, her eyes put the demand.

“Judge Strang reserved decision. But they always do that, as I
explained a short while since to my client,” answered Holt. “You and I
are going now to meet a friend of mine--just that, a friend of mine. In
the course of a day or so, the case will be decided--against me.”

Under all the circumstances, his sigh was justifiable. Dolores was
beginning to realize that. The change in his face alone told her the
enormity of his sacrifice in laying professional honor upon the altar
of a man-to-man friendship. As the taxi wound its way up-town, he gave
her an idea of the proceedings.

The beautiful Mrs. Cabot, an appealing picture in her sables and
crepe, had been, of course, her own chief witness. She had told of her
tried determination to believe in her husband and the girl whom she
had sheltered from storm-blasts which had seemed driving her to an
unthinkable fate. She had been slow--too slow to admit that any form so
young and fair could house such veteran vices.

In broken sentences, as if warding off an emotional breakdown, she
had outlined the hold which the governess had won upon her own heart
through the heart of her only child. Not until after the boy’s death
had she brought herself to consider the suggestions of servants and
friends that all was not well within her household. When the doctors
had prescribed a change of climate for her, she had pretended to go
South, but with the idea of returning at once in order to determine
the truth for herself. Her maid, a French woman in whom she had felt
all confidence, she had sent on an errand back to the house to learn
late developments. While Annette was still within, her detectives had
followed her husband there. This maid evidently had been over-bribed,
for, after signaling the detectives that the moment was propitious to
enter, she had disappeared. That fact was stronger than any report
could have been as evidence against Mr. Cabot.

All that she felt she needed to add to the testimony of the detectives
was the name of the Circe who had destroyed the good-faith of her
home. Would New York be surprised to hear this new chapter in the
unparalleled career of one already known as “Grief to Men”?

“You let her name me in open court?” Dolores covered her veiled face
with her hands.

“What did it matter when you had been named in the legal papers?” the
attorney reminded her. “I was able, however, to check her further
attempts to pay her respects to you by insisting that she need not
distress herself.”

“And the--the defense?”

“John had no defense that could be made in such a proceeding. His
attorney’s declaration that Mr. Cabot had nothing which he cared to
offer in the way of testimony may have convinced the crowd that you
were being used, either with or without your consent, to lift his yoke,
but it clearly puzzled the judge. Before we reach our destination,
Miss Trent, I want to express something of the high esteem in which I
hold you. Oh, don’t draw back--don’t look so frightened! This is no
declaration in the ordinary sense.”

Removing his hat, he rubbed his egg-white forehead as though it were a
vocabulary from which words might be extracted by friction.

“Never have I been in the plight called ‘love’--never expect to be,” he
continued. “In any case, never shall I marry. Maybe because I thought
so much of that mother o’ mine. Maybe because I think so little of
marriage. Can you see humor in the statement that women, while my
professional specialty, are not at all in my line personally? That fact
may help you to appreciate what I want to say to you.”

He turned toward her with the combination of wistfulness and
whimsicality in his smile which first had attracted and then animated
the lonely girl.

“Miss Trent,” said he, “I think you are the truest woman I ever have
met. I am obsessed by the thought of you. Oh, not you, really; rather
the idea you represent--the idea of absolute truth. A woman like you
should not fear the opinion of anyone. Will you remember that--say,
when lifting your eyes to those of the very next person you meet?”

Dolores assured him that she would. At the same time, in her thoughts,
she assured herself. Just as the primary appetence common to all animal
life is the right to live, the second appetence common to women is the
right to love. She was not ashamed of her love when facing that inner
tribunal called Truth. Why, indeed, should she fear the opinion of any
man? Rufus Holt, despite the conventional limitations of his “ideas” of
her, was right. She would not, _could_ not feel ashamed.

To a place no more official than the bachelor apartments of Justice
Roscoe Strang did Rufus Holt dare take the girl who was not his client.
And when a Japanese man-servant had ushered them both into the somewhat
sombre anteroom, he passed on into a library, but left the door behind
him ajar, evidently that she might overhear his conversation with his
friend.

“You, Rufus?”

“Yes, Roscoe, and about that case I tried before you this morning--the
Cabot divorce. I’m afraid that a wrong is being done.”

A bass chortle sounded. “That’s what modern marriage is--doing each
other wrong.”

“But this is a wrong gone wrong in that it does not strike right. I
have the Cabot co-respondent outside. I want you to meet her.”

“Not the Trent girl?” The scrape of a chair underscored a muttered
oath. “You don’t dare presume on our friendship to--to----”

“Not to commit a professional breach, no,” interrupted Holt. “You ought
to know me better than that. And don’t call her ‘the Trent girl.’ No
matter whose lawyer I am, I tell you that she does not deserve it.”

“Then why didn’t she take the stand? It always looks bad for a woman
when she won’t fight for her good name. And why wouldn’t this great
philanthropist friend of yours say a word for her, not to mention
himself?”

“John Cabot is too big a man to be dragged into a court defense of
the sort. And any man who hopes to meet his mother’s questioning eyes
in Paradise would hesitate to crucify this girl with any more vulgar
notoriety. Roscoe, for once in my life, the man in me has convinced the
lawyer. Now, as never before, I want the scales of the blind goddess to
weigh _with justice_.”

“It would seem that one latter-day goddess must have been already
weighed--and with justice--to have made such gooseberry jam out of your
heart of flint. A face that can make _you_ forget to be a lawyer first!
I’d like to see----”

Before “the friend” whom Holt wished her to meet could retract or
modify, Dolores was led into the larger room. She found that “that
very next person” to whose eyes she would lift her own was the judge
of the case of Cabot vs. Cabot. And while she did not remember--not
exactly--the compliment paid her in the cab, she met his shrewd gaze
with her own defense. He looked for the truth. He saw it--that she felt
no shame.

What they said did not matter--probably could not have been recalled
by any of the three. Their brief chat was significant only through the
things they might not say.

In Justice Strang Dolores saw a man who filled her with confidence. The
determination to know the worst about himself and conquer it showed in
the set of his jaw. His red necktie had action--even daring. His attire
otherwise, like his manner, was conventional.

He escorted them into the hall and to the elevator. Just before
the door clicked shut upon them he said so emphatically that the
elevator-man turned and stared curiously at her:

“Young lady, you have the most eloquent personality I have ever met.”

And so it came about that the decision denying Catherine Cabot her
divorce came to the press as a thunder-clap two days later. The comment
that resulted Justice Strang met with interviews in which he put
unanswerable questions. Who suffered most, the innocent or the guilty?
To make the innocent suffer--was not that a culpable act? What had been
proved? The wife’s evidence was unavailable. The maid had disappeared.
The detectives could testify to nothing that was proof of guilt. Why
elect a judicial puppet? Of what use was a judge not entitled to
disregard everything except his own honest opinion?

Thus it transpired that Dolores Trent, having been convicted unjustly
in the public mind of the several past offenses ascribed to her, found
herself vindicated of the one crime against Society of which she really
was guilty as charged.

       *       *       *       *       *

Each morning a magnificent box from an Avenue florist was delivered
to the interesting occupant of a small, furnished suite in an
up-town apartment hotel. The regularity of the “attention” quipped
the management’s curiosity concerning “Miss Trevor.” Usually such
regardlessness was followed by a gentleman in a hired car, wearing a
fur-lined overcoat and a manner at once suave and impatient. But no
gentleman had shown interest in this lady since the apartment had been
engaged and paid for by one whose coat was most unpretentious and whose
manner was neither suave nor impatient--a pleasant-spoken, bald-pated,
breezy type of a man who somehow did not seem the sort to be telling it
daily “in flowers.”

Dolores herself had to guess from whom they came, just as she assumed
John Cabot’s wish that she let him fulfill his promise to Jack “to
look after her” until such time as he thought wise to see her. Rufus
Holt, who had found and advised the new location, had made no
explanation. Even when he had closed her fingers around a roll of five
one-hundred-dollar bills, he had left her to assumption.

But Dolores _knew_. And, knowing, she was in a way content.
Alone except for the Airedale puppy, who had greeted her more
vociferously than the rest of her luggage, she relaxed in her sense
of an all-protective love and tried to live on the significance of
deep-hearted pansies, American beauties and forget-me-nots.

At the end of the fourth week a receipt was tucked under her
living-room door for the second month’s rental in advance. That it
was not for three months--or six--gave her a feeling of anticipation.
A month at a time meant that a change might be expected before the
third payment became due. With the expenditure of each dollar of her
cash-in-hand this feeling increased. Five hundred dollars was a very
great deal of money. But even five hundred would be consumed in time
by one healthy young woman and one fast-growing dog. An all-protective
love must realize that. Perhaps by the time the five hundred was
gone----.

She had to fight her first impulses of extravagance. Her tendency was
to tip unwisely and too well, to order a superfluity of the disguising
veils she had taken to wearing on the long river-side tramps which were
the anticipation of the Airedale’s mornings and the reminiscences of
his puppy dreams at night; to let him grow too fat. Unable to decide
what name for the dog Jack’s old-young mind would have hit upon, she
continued to call him “puppy” or “pups,” as certain unimaginative
people she had known were satisfied with “kittie” for their cat or
“baby” for their child.

Conscientiously allowing herself only legitimate expenditures, Dolores’
gladness increased, as her roll of bills thinned, that it had not been
a thousand, seven hundred, or even six. It might so easily have been
more. Toward the end of the second month she felt hopeful--almost
sure--that the worst soon would be over. The very thought of it dizzied
her with happiness. To see him again, if only for a moment or two----.

But she had to be satisfied with hearing his voice. Rung suddenly from
her sleep one night, she half believed his telephone call a dream
until the metallic sound of his up-hung receiver told her that the
opportunity was passed. Until morning she lay awake, fondling, one by
one, his carefully covered sentences.

He had intended not to speak with her at present. But the wish had
conquered him to-night to hear her assurance that she understood. He
had been a criminal and must work out his sentence. Under a sacred
obligation to protect her, he had injured her at each attempt, from the
finale at the lingerie shop to her present exile. She had shown pity
for his weakness before and perhaps could forgive him now. He never
could himself.

He had been overcome in the moment of his greatest strength, when he
had felt safe in his sorrow. Now, when weakest, he dared not tempt
himself. His only chance of reinstating himself in his own opinion was
to win the fight he had undertaken. Their loyal acquaintance would
explain.

Meantime was she well and would she try to be contented until he could
force a change? And would she believe?

That she did believe steadied Dolores through the discouragement of
another prepaid rent receipt. When the “change” came, it was not of
John’s enforcement. One afternoon Rufus Holt called on her. He came in
on the breeze that wafted him through life. His smile was still cheery,
his manner even more courteous than usual. Yet he was different.
Considerately he attempted to “explain.”

The late chapters of that gilt-bound edition of womanhood, Catherine
Cabot, read like the cheapest of thrillers. Soon after reëstablishing
herself in her husband-less home, she had sent for Dr. Shayle. What had
passed between her and the likable young man whom she had “made” in
a week was best judged by the fact that she un-made him in a day. In
notes, over the telephone and during such informal social functions
as she could make excuse to attend in her mourning, she ruined him
professionally. To his rich practice she expressed her regrets that she
no longer could sponsor him--that his conduct with one who had brought
disgrace to so many had proved him an unfit person to have about the
home in his intimate capacity. All of which reminded Holt that he had a
letter for her.

The envelope which he tendered was addressed to and had been opened
by John Cabot. Above the heading of a Chicago hotel was scrawled the
osteopath’s name. Inside was the request that Mr. Cabot forward to Miss
Trent the unsealed enclosure.

The note to Dolores read:

 _Dear You_:

 My chief regret is having distressed you. Don’t be distressed about me
 any more. Already my hurt is healing, salved by the honor of having
 known you. I daren’t forget you, because remembering you is the best
 thing in my life at the present moment. Have refused the last bribe
 of her who made me what I was--yesterday. Am on my way West where I
 can start fair with doctor men who use their powers to help instead of
 hinder. The ambition, I find, is not a gift--it’s inherited. You great
 little chump, there is only one hope in my heart--may you be happy.

  Dear Me.

So then; to one, at least, she had not been a lasting grief! Dolores
felt very proud for herself and for Clarke Shayle. She turned to her
caller with the impulse to confide her good news, but hesitated at
the look of him. He had yielded to the Airedale’s importunities and
was scratching the stub ears. The eyes of the dog were rolling from
realized bliss. Those of the implement of bliss were troubled. She
could see that attorney Holt was planning whatever he had come to say.

“Miss Trent,” he began on noting that he again had her attention,
“Mr. Cabot has been acting under my insistent advice in not coming
to see you. I know that he wishes to come. My stand is based upon my
high regard for him and, may I add, for you? He intends to accomplish
a divorce from Mrs. Cabot as soon as possible, but on his own
terms--terms primarily calculated to repudiate the slurs cast upon you.
His ruling desire is to save your good name. I want to see him carry
out this idea. Miss Trent, do you?”

“Why--why, yes,” faltered the girl.

“I am glad to hear you say that, because--Well, you and he, lovely
little lady, know better than I just why. His position is at present
extremely jeopardous. He is watched night and day by detectives.”

“More detectives? But I thought----”

“I did, too. Mrs. Cabot, however, has not accepted Judge Strang’s
decision as final. She has postponed her trip abroad and from Newport
is directing an attack on his integrity and mine. Through influence and
the manipulations of a brilliant shyster, she is trying to re-open the
case in another court. Meanwhile, she is acting on the theory expressed
in the old French proverb that ‘love and smoke are unable to conceal
themselves?’”

Evidently love, at least, was not. With his white, slim hand Holt
shielded his eyes from sight of her face and continued:

“More than before is the Cabot name threatened, your good name and
mine. Unless we are discreet she may have a case which just might
convince a judge less discerning than my friend Roscoe Strang and let
the Bar Association get its claws into me. If your whereabouts should
be chanced upon, if the florist should be inspired to tell of the daily
flowers paid for by the lawyer who lost Mrs. Cabot’s first case, even
if friend pup here should yap his identity abroad--Do you see, Miss
Trent, why my advice has been insistent?”

After a keen glance at her he continued: “But I fear that my advice is
losing its punch. You see, I have an imagination. I know John Cabot and
I have seen you. Perhaps I haven’t made clear the absolute faith I feel
in both of you. Wish I could put it beautifully with all the words and
music. But we men weren’t meant to be gods in strength, you know. Why,
even I have a secret vice!”

He smiled across at her youthfully; at her continued silence, added:

“I wriggle my toes.”

But the girl did not smile back. She couldn’t

“What is it you wish me to do?” she asked.

“I wish you to put yourself beyond reach. John’s weak spot is you. He
acknowledges it. He looks haggard and acts worse--is beginning to fear
that he can’t hold out. And, of course, with that fear in his heart, he
won’t. I wish you to remove his temptation--until matters are adjusted,
not to let him know your whereabouts and under no circumstances to
write to him. Even his mail may be watched--there can be traitors in
any man’s office--and nothing is so damning as written evidence.”

“Oh, but I--he----”

“Poor child.” Holt’s interruption expressed ever so much of his pity.
“Child first, then woman. You acknowledge that I am right, don’t you?
Then aren’t you willing to help him? Only you can help him now. John is
not a man to talk, as you know, but he knows that I am his friend. ‘I
have just strength enough to stay away,’ he told me. ‘I’m afraid that
if I saw her, if she called me by so much as a look----’ You see, Miss
Trent, the state to which the long strain has reduced him? You want him
to win his fight, don’t you, for sake of his future and your own?”

“But you ask us to act like guilty persons,” she plead. “Judge Strang
said ‘not guilty.’ To me that means that what--whatever we feel for
each other is not guilt. If he is not guilty, then neither am I. Why
should I lower myself to the standards of the world--why should I hide?”

“Because you are in the world and of it. I profess only a man’s
friendship for John Cabot. But to protect him I played a rôle which is
likely to ruin me professionally. He relies on me at present to look
after you. In the event of his demanding to see you it would be better
if even I did not know your whereabouts. I’d advise that you go to the
shore somewhere. Let my secretary know when you decide just where--you
can reach him by telephone--and your remittances will be sent regularly
through him. Come, lovely lady, what do you say? Is all John Cabot’s
strength to be discounted by his weakness for you?”

Dolores leaned over a bowl of purple pansies that kept eyeing her from
a nearby tabourette; gazed into their ingenuous faces.

“But he wouldn’t leave me without a word, I know. What would he
think--how would he feel if I----”

“Only in the event of his weakening need he know. Have I impressed you
with the fact that once he begins to see you, he and I are done for?
You are a woman of whom I would have expected that self-sacrificing
passion with which a man’s friendship compares as a handshake to love’s
first kiss. Are you unwilling to seem to lose your case with him for a
little while?”

He arose, found his hat and stood for a moment looking down at her. But
she looked only into the pansies’ hearts. A hopeful smile was on his
face as he turned. He nodded confidently at the Airedale, just before
closing the door, very quietly, after him.

The puppy, a man’s dog, sat sniffing and whining at the sill for some
time after his congenial acquaintance had gone. But Dolores did not
bewail the attorney’s exit. With a fury strange to her, she resented
his call, his gentleness and the cruelty which it wrapped.

What manner of friendship was his, smilingly to urge the torture of his
friend in order to save himself? Where was the worth of admiration that
demanded of a peccable human passion the blamelessness of one divine?
The pansies knew and she knew. But if John learned that she had hidden
herself away from him, how could he be expected to know? Love was
tender and easily hurt.

Rufus Holt admitted that he never had loved; that he had only his
imagination to depend upon. How dared he, then, dictate to a woman whom
he had acclaimed true as truth?

But that night a third voice entered the argument.

As Dolores lay abed, wooing in vain the healthful slumber so seldom
denied her, she came to wonder whether the sensations which disturbed
her were all mental. Could she be physically ill?

As, hour on hour, the wonder and the strangeness of the stirring within
her grew, answer came in a wee, small voice--the voice of fear--the
voice of hope--perhaps, indeed, the voice of that God said to speak
through “the least of these.” With none else to tell her, Dolores
understood. And in the darkness a great glory seemed to flood the
room. Her heart, which had slowed almost to stopping lest she miss the
message, near burst now with painful joy.

The voice, faint and from far away, had whispered unmistakably:

“_Woman, I am coming--thy fulfillment._”



CHAPTER XXI


Dolores never sent her address to Rufus Holt’s secretary, although
she came in course of time to need the remittances which were to be
forwarded through him. She hated Holt and loved John too much for that.
Should that whisper in the night be heard by the world, the fight of
the strong would indeed be lost to the weak. There was no choice. She
must hide herself that “little while,” guilty though she might appear.

She lived in various places. She found various employment.

There was the naturalized tailor who rented the basement of the
house where she had found a room and who seemed to assume from “Mrs.
Trevor’s” face that she could baste “straight.” But she did not
“naturalize,” either to the shop or his idea of her, and he took
to complaining of her work. His subtlety was inadequate to cover
his relief when she transferred to a restaurant, one of the sort to
which ladies were “cordially” invited. But there came a day when this
proprietor, as well, begrudged the price of his mistake.

Even time and time’s tutelage did not take the strangeness from the
fact that no one wanted her about any more.

Weeks and months passed--Spring and Summer and another Fall-time. She
was forced to look at her funds, also at the necessity to make them do.
That grew to be her chief concern--to make them do.

Moving her bags was expensive and thinning an Airedale to the finest
“point” of safety entailed anxiety. His canine protests against the
experiment were what first lifted her eyes to a sign beside the door
of a substantial house. A savoury odor of beef stew wafted from the
downstairs windows and attracted the young dog so powerfully that,
with ears laid back and muscles straining against his leash, he pulled
her up the first two steps. What attracted the girl was the invitation
of brass letters laid upon an ebony board:

RETREAT FOR WAYWARD GIRLS

For more than two hours they had been walking slowly. Each day now they
walked more slowly. And the slower they walked, the more urgent had
grown their present landlady’s “want” of their room. The window signs
were scarce in this cheap section of the city, said to be congested
beyond all record. And such “To Lets” as they had found were said at
the doors, after momentary inspection, to be already “taken.”

So now, weariness and the odor of stew on the crisp autumn air decided
the dog. The cold sunlight falling upon the topmost, polished word of
the sign--RETREAT--decided the girl.

The matron proved to be a quite good imitation of a mother. The girls
under her charge were mostly repentant--some she had graduated into
good cheer. “Waywardness” was an infliction to be frankly discussed; to
be vied over, sighed and cried over with consoling _camaraderie_. Even
the dog was pitied. Indeed, his demands for ready relief were met far
too generously for his gastronomic good.

Although the “new girl” did not explain about herself--there was no
need of that--she relaxed within the warming atmosphere of the retreat
and tried hard to please. Interestedly she listened to tales of the
benevolent gentleman who directed the philanthropy. With so many
examples of waywardness about her, she came to take a less strained
view of her plight.

But the night and day stories poured into her ears--stories of the
undying devotion of the varied “friends” in the varied inmates’ cases
who, through varied circumstances, had been separated from their
hearts’ desires by cruel Fate--filled her with a longing for John Cabot
that increased with the approach of her ordeal. Despite her unselfish
resolves, she wanted him to know. He must have been hurt if he knew of
her seeming desertion. Her past fear of the “risks,” as italicized by
Rufus Holt, was wiped off the slate of her mind. The risk of death,
which involved the greater risk of loss of love, was writ instead--to
stay.

She decided to disregard the lawyer’s caution to the extent of a
telephone call to John’s office. But he was not in and she dared not
leave name or number. To put anything in writing was dangerous. Holt
had warned her, yet a note was the only recourse left--one brief,
careful note. Stationery and a pen she secured from the matron; forced
herself to write briefly and constrainedly; addressed it to Mr. Cabot’s
banking-house. Lest she permit apprehension to change her mind, she
placed her finished missive at once on the table in the hall, where it
would be given to the postman on his next round.

She was returning to her room--very slowly now--when the ensuing
dialogue, first in a woman’s voice, then in a man’s, came to her ears
from behind a door marked “PRIVATE” that gave into the hall.

“With a sham like you, there’s nothing to life. Why didn’t I see in
time that my husband was the one who should have lived--you the one to
die?”

“How like a woman, to shift the blame! Wasn’t the whole scheme your
own--the cat-boat, the surprise attack, that weird knowledge of----”

“Hush, for Heaven’s sake!”

“See, you’re the guilty one. You tremble at the truth. I never had
heard of a death-spot in the human ear. I couldn’t have struck true.
And I couldn’t have play-acted your grief over the accident. Certainly
you ought to grant, Mary, that I was all right then. Expected we’d be
married like other folks, once we’d got the business well started on
the capital from his life insurance. You say you have no respect for
me. Well, there’s more than one cause for a loss of respect. What about
mine for you? How can I know when some new lover will tempt you to
drive a nail through the lobe of _my_ ear--to throw _me_ into a tide
rip? It isn’t a man’s nature, I tell you----”

“Don’t call yourself a man. You have cheated me unforgivably. And
yet----”

“‘And yet.’ Thank God we’ve reached argument’s end for to-day! We both
know what we know and that I can prove it. More than you hate me you
fear me. Come, we might as well be friends.”

“_Friends?_ Remember that I can prove it, too, on you.”

“But you won’t, dear heart. Aren’t you tired yet of threatening me?
Eventually you’ll settle to living it out peaceably on my terms. Why
not now? Come. Be a sensible soul and agree----”

One of the voices alone might have puzzled Dolores, but together she
had recognized both. They had struck her like a blow. As if physically
stunned, she had clung to the balustrade for aid in undertaking the
first few steps of the stairway. By now, more strength came to her.
Quietly and rapidly as she could, she toiled beyond ear-shot up the
flight.

Out of breath she collapsed on her narrow iron bed; lay realizing, not
only the significance to herself of what she had overheard, but its
meaning to the two principals as well.

So that was the hideous bond that tied them. That was why each
pretended an affection for, considered and, if need be, defended the
other. They had paid a human life for love and found that crime brought
only mutual contempt.

Through the realization of what enforced their hostile, yet voluntary
companionship came personal anxiety. Her letter--what if he should
notice and examine it? Why hadn’t she taken it out and posted it
herself?

But there was no time to be wasted over futile afterthoughts. She could
not chance his reading so much as the address. She must recover her
letter.

From the head of the stairs she could not see whether or not it still
lay on the table, which stood in the hall near the street entrance.
She could see, however, that the door marked “PRIVATE” was ajar. As
no sound of voices came to her, she concluded that the two in the
hateful lockstep must have gone. She counted possible costs, then again
descended the stairs.

They stood beside the table. Not until she saw their faces would she
believe the worst. Not only had he noticed the address of the letter,
but had opened and was reading it.

A smile was on his face--the æsthetic, pale-eyed, appealing face of
Vincent Seff. His agreeable laugh sounded as he turned to Mrs. Hutton.

“Of all the chickens to come home to roost in the coop of little Vin!
You remember that pugilistic Puritan, John Cabot? As addressed to him,
Mary, what can these hieroglyphics mean? Listen:

“‘Soon a rosebud will open its petals to the world. I may not stay to
care for it. I depend on you.’”

Impulse ruled Dolores. She crossed the hall; stretched out her hand for
the letter; faced them.

“It is mine. You have no right to read it.”

For a long moment Seff simply looked at her. Then he took the
lavender-bordered ’kerchief from his sleeve and with it wiped his lips.

“Well met,” said he at last, “_Miss Nectarine_.”

“You have no right to open a sealed and stamped letter intended for
the mails,” Dolores insisted. “Will you give it back to me or shall I
appeal to the head of this institution?”

“Appeal. I am the head of the institution. I have a right to do
whatsoever I see fit within its hallowed walls.” The satisfaction of
his smile increased.

Mrs. Hutton, a shade grayer, calmer and handsomer, at first had looked
chiefly astonished. Now she intervened.

“Best give it back, Vin. Being what you are--or rather, what you
aren’t--you can have no interest in the affairs of this girl, unless
that----”

“Unless that I do feel so obligated by my debts and her I owe so much.
But take your delicate little effusion. I couldn’t possibly forget a
word of it.”

Her letter in hand, Dolores turned and was about to undertake the
stairs again, when he stopped her.

“Just a moment, Miss Trent. How long will it take you to retreat
yourself out of here?”

“To retreat?” she asked. “But I thought the object of this house----”

“Allow me to explain. The purpose of the institution is to help girls
who repent of their waywardness, not to encourage hardened sinners. I
have followed your career in the newspapers. I consider it a privilege
to have read your latest attempt at extortion. Naturally I assume that,
once your present handicap is overcome, you’ll go on, like a brook,
purling round the hearts of men--on and on and on. There are public
reformatories for persons of your sort. To realize our ideals, we must
be somewhat particular here.”

Mrs. Hutton, as well as the girl, looked at him. Drawn to the full of
his dapper height, his face lit by artistic appreciation of his own
pose, his gesture delicately drawn, he might have impressed a stranger
as the benevolent of the inmates’ praise.

But Mary Hutton was not a stranger. That equivocally proud yet
contemptuous smile was on her lips as she turned to Dolores.

“You at least will have a child. I have nothing--nothing,” she
remarked. “Don’t be annoyed by a little thing like Vincent Seff turned
to philanthropy and good works.”

       *       *       *       *       *

The ultimatum of the head of the Retreat increased the urgency of
Dolores’ letter. She posted it herself before setting out to find a
new place. She was fortunate, however. Before night she had located a
rooming-house “lady” sufficiently in need, sufficiently pessimistic,
sufficiently old and shiftless and poor-spirited to waive references
and accept two weeks’ rental in advance. Here she laid in what she
still could pay for toward her needs; here lived along and waited with
hard-dying hope.

Since she had found the place so soon, she regretted the hasty posting
of her note. Rather than chance another of those risks to John, of
which the deposed shop-keeper’s suggestions had increased her fear, she
had given her new address to that quite good imitation of a mother, the
matron of the Retreat, for the forwarding of mail or the convenience of
any friends who might telephone about her or call to see her.

The incidents of her days became the variation from morning confidence
to evening despondency; of her nights, the discarding, under crush of
the blackness, of one after another of her schemes for a second and
more direct message. And, whether in the daytime or at night, a bark
of the dog at an unaccustomed sound would rouse her to radiance--to
heart-hammering joy; or his growling return to the tedium of his life
would bring her back to heart-stilling disappointment. Either John had
made no response to her appeal or the matron had failed to supply the
address.

Heavier upon her pressed thoughts of the power of her enemies. Where
would her note lead Catherine Cabot if it chanced into the hands of her
hirelings? What might not Seff reveal? How much might those omniscient
detectives learn from their watch of John?

So far Fate had conspired against her with a nice regard for every
detail. She became possessed by the pertinent query: Why should _she_
expect the mind of Fate to change?

Any question over the advisability of telephoning Rufus Holt was
answered by her inability to go out in search of a booth. Just
before one fevered dawn the idea of advertisement came and crowded
out the sickening controversy over whether John or the matron was
to blame. Why hadn’t that occurred to her before? In a return of
expectation, she composed a “personal” that seemed to her adequately
“covered”--recognizable only to him addressed. There was piquancy in
the thought that the Press which had been her enemy should now serve
her as a friend. Fortunate that she knew which of the morning papers he
was accustomed to read with care--doubly fortunate that there still was
enough left of her hoard to pay for a single notice.

The poor-spirited landlady looked especially pessimistic over the
errand on which she was asked to go, any chance of a reward depending
upon its success. Her new tenant was likely to be a great deal of
trouble, she anticipated aloud, and she never before had been reduced
to taking dogs. Had not the room been so long vacant, she would not
have considered the pair of them. She suspected, moreover, from the
things they were doing without, that they had about reached the limit
of their wherewithal. However, none could say but what she always
looked on the bright side of things and she’d do her best about getting
all the display the money would buy for the personal.

Dolores’ confidence increased after the old woman had gone. Such doubts
as crowded in, she exorcised with the reminder that her advertisement
would have succeeded or failed in one day’s time. Often in the past she
had deplored the fact that the marvelous output of the press should die
in a day; now she rejoiced in the fact. By to-morrow he would have come
or--But she would not--dared not face the alternative.

That night her baby was born.

The old woman did what she had time for and the charity doctor
stayed a while. Afterward, Dolores must have sunk into a state of
semi-consciousness--must have slept or dozed away the time, for she
roused to incredulity on being told that it was noon of the next day.

Two other facts penetrated her listlessness. The life of that day’s
_Times_ must soon be spent and her child was a girl.

Suppose he did not come. That meant that another girl-child was
fatherless. Already, in the world’s opinion, she would be accounted
worse than motherless.

As before, time became merely a variation of hope and despondency....
What was that? Surely, an Airedale bred to watchfulness would not grow
so excited had he not recognized a step or voice!... But no, he was
a silly dog, silly and extremely bored. He and she, too, must have
imagined the step and the voice.

A girl, their babe--a hapless, little human, who was not to inherit
even such paternal affection and care as could be spared from poppy
paste. Another girl she had brought into a world which had no justice
for unprotected girls.... Perhaps, if he did not come, it would be
best that their baby be spared the learning of life--the humiliations,
the disillusionments, the death-stab of love that lied.... Since he
had not come, love _must_ have lied. Both her messages would not have
gone astray. There was significance in this second failure. Too late
to protect her from his weakness had come his strength. If he did not,
_would_ not come----

She must be very ill; must have dozed off a while--that is, if the old
woman told the truth about night having come again.... Likely she _had_
told the truth, for the room was quite dark, except for the one dim
gas-jet lit in the old-fashioned chandelier.

The landlady had come in to say that she wanted the room as soon as
Dolores was able to get about. A refined adult--a single gentleman--had
enquired about it that day. Mrs. Trevor should remember her saying from
the first that she never took in dogs or babies. She knew what babies
were--just one sick spell after another. And she had no space in the
back-yard for regular laundry. She was a kind-hearted woman and honest
about her bargains, the Lord knew. But she had herself to think of and
the other folks in the house. She wasn’t one to worry a fellow woman
sick-a-bed, but the gent had said he would stop in the morning for
his answer. Naturally, she would need to name the exact day he could
come. Her soft heart always had been her worst enemy, but business was
business.

After the old woman had dismalled herself out, Dolores’ gaze again
strayed to the gas-jet. The turned-down flame fascinated her and
seemed to make a light in her mind. It flickered an answer to the
embarrassing question of when she could give over the room.... What
time was it now?... Nine o’clock.... The day that was the life of a
news sheet was long since done....

There were three jets to the chandelier. It wasn’t going to take
long. Already she was affected by the fumes. The dog was sniffing
suspiciously, whining protest....

“A life for a life,” she told him unfeelingly, thinking of Jack,
the only one who ever had loved without harming her. But then--the
Airedale, after all, had not asked Jack’s life any more than she had
asked her mother’s.... She arose, tottered to the door, took him by the
nape of the neck and thrust him into the pure air of the hall.

Fortunately the babe was too young to realize or complain; would never
know about life--never know. Dolores held the small form to her heart
and shuddered anew over what life might have meted out to so tiny and
helpless a creature.

“There is the mark of the seal they call the signet of Solomon,” she
mumbled through the dark to the chandelier. “There are to will and
to have your will. There are your social ideas, your excesses, your
pleasures that end in death----”

Who was it had reminded her of Maupassant not so very long ago?
Oh, yes.... That night.... What, indeed, was folly but “a riotous
expenditure of will”?... He had not seemed a man to shirk the
obligations of his folly--John Cabot--that night. Yet he had not
come.... So tender he had seemed in his madness for her; so willing to
deny himself; so determined to consider her. He had made her realize
the happiness which she and Jack had tried to learn from a bird....
Still, where now--happiness?... And God--where was God?

Who was bending over her?... Amor--could that be the gallant love-lad,
so broken and so gaunt? Had he come to mock her?... And was it
Innocentia clinging, peaked and weeping, to his hand?

Sorry comforters, the two. Their visit distressed her more than the
nauseous fumes from the jets.

There were Vincent Seff and Mary Hutton, now. Why were they still
together?... Strange that whichever died first, the other would be
there, attentive to the end lest the fear of God overcome the fear of
man in a death-bed repentance.... They could be sure of each other’s
company to the end.... Hate, then, bound people closer than love....
Love? How lonely was love!

“I never--knew God, but I knew--you. Why--_why_ hast
thou--forsaken--me?”

The gasp was wrung from her stress of body and soul. In the darkness
and the aloneness it quavered heartbrokenly upward with her thought of
John Cabot.

Then she remembered the lady she had admired in the railway station,
long, long ago--the lady who had sneezed. She hadn’t made the
usual fuss about it; had just leaned out and done it, neatly and
composedly.... What was human life but a sneeze? Birth was the warning;
youth the preparation; life the sniffing and death the wiping of eyes.
After death perhaps one settled back into composure.... The lady had
proved a good example in so many crises of her life. It was well to
have remembered her in death.... She must make no fuss; must do it
neatly and composedly.

She threw back her head; set her lips hard; breathed deep and long ...
deep and long ... deep and long....



CHAPTER XXII

 “_A woman clothed with the sun, and the moon under her feet and upon
 her head a crown of twelve stars. And she, being with child, cried,
 travailing in birth and pained to be delivered._”


The girl-shade heard the words intoned in _mezzo voce_. At the door
of the throne-room she paused, loath to enter the next scene of the
co-star piece. All the day following the completion of her story of
earth she had lain within her chamber, in a state of narcosis, varied
only by the dull ache of dread. All day she had expected the summons
which now had come, that she appear before the King. Through the
séances she had done her best; had whipped her spirit as a slave-seller
might have lashed some modest, naked body on the block. She had come
for the reckoning. If so be it she had met the royal expectations,
her reward would be that lowest high office yet assigned in Greater
Gehenna--She-Destroyer of Womankind. If she had failed----

 “_And the dragon stood before the woman which was ready to be
 delivered, for to devour her child as soon as it was born._”

Again the deep intonations. Glancing into the blaze of light which
had confused her eyes after her approach through the dim, winding
corridors, Dolores saw a tall figure in the full effect of male evening
attire on earth, with back toward her and gestures directed into one of
the mercurized walls.

Her hesitation was mastered by surprise. Even on closer view, she
scarcely could believe that this superb copy of the men of Earth indeed
was His Satanic Majesty. His hair, formerly pompadoured to conceal his
horns, was clipped, parted on one side and slicked back, the indices
of power evidently razored close. The auburn Vandyke which had been
inseparable from her concept of him was the more noticeable now for
its absence. In its place, a smile whose charm would have been hard to
describe clothed the well-sculped lips.

The lines and color of His Highness’ costume adhered to what she
knew was “latest” form--all except his tie. That was of a red which
vividly reminded her of that Justice Roscoe Strang, whose independence
of judicial precedent had been suggested by a like daring note in
otherwise sombre dress.

“Ah, sweet Grief,” he saluted her. “I feel indebted to you for the
basic idea of my sermon on ‘The Service of Suicide.’ You’ve caught
me at a rehearsal. I was just reading my text, ‘To Hell with the
Ill-Begot.’ We mustn’t overlook the propaganda out of the mouths of
babes and sucklings in our new Drive of Destruction, eh?”

“Mustn’t we?” she evaded wretchedly.

“Come, cheer down! Did my mere mention of a sermon make you pull the
doleful face of the average religionist in church? You haven’t said how
you like my style to-night. Am I not beautiful and _à la mode_?”

He appeared to be in an unusually amiable mood. A turn or two he took
around her, evidently to note the reflection on her face as well as in
the mirror.

“Is it possible----” in sudden suspicion he peered at her--“that you
don’t like me razored?”

“You look--very well.”

“I look--‘very well.’” He aped her effortful tone. “Didst note her
burst of enthusiasm? In gratitude, she’s not so different from the rest
of womankind. What one of them ever realized that a man would rather
remove a mountain from the physiognomy of the earth than the beard from
his face? As for the horns from his head!”

“But really, I do like it--very well indeed!”

“‘Very well indeed’!” Satan threw out his hands in a farcical gesture
of despair. “What man who shaves his beard to please a woman ever
really pleases her?”

“To please me, Your Lowness?”

“Sin’s idea. That silhouette you drew of your pet philanthropist shows
you to have preconceived ideas of the looks of latter-day devils. I
haven’t spent centuries catering to human preconceptions for nothing.
Presto, even John Cabot’s crime toward you is no blacker than my
cut-faced clothes! My tie is a bit off--that is _on_--color, as it
were. But I notice that no man is held accountable for his taste in
cravats. Maybe I _was_ dressed like a character part.”

With the frank self-appreciation of a husband who has just been
hectored into an evening suit by his wife, he turned for a critical
survey of her appearance.

“Glad to see you looking fit to go out with me,” he approved. “I have
planned to take you to a show.”

“To hear you preach?” She put the assumption rather eagerly. “I am
so glad. I have hoped each night you would take me. Frequently when
hearing you talk, I have wondered whether you would--whether you
wouldn’t----”

She faltered at his look of amazement.

“If I wouldn’t just what, child?” he encouraged with all the unctuous
kindliness of the Rev. Dr. Alexander Willard.

“Wouldn’t teach me the Scriptures. You seem to know them by heart.”

“By head, not by heart. There’s a difference, you know. Ingersoll knew
them by head.” Satan’s chuckles began with contemplation of her idea.
“Really, you are either the most naïve or the most intriguing of lost
souls.”

“But seriously,” she insisted.

“Oh, _seriously_!” He laughed the more. “Well, seriously, my poor
child, I’d advise you to remember the clay feet of the ‘Sporting
Parson.’ Far be it from me to try to improve a perfectly bad mind. ‘The
Little Book shall be in thy mouth sweet as honey, but shall make thy
belly bitter.’ That’s one of my own handy, illiterate translations.
M’lady, the carriage awaits. Time we were on our way.”

He was pleased to drive her to the promised entertainment in his
favorite Hawk. While drifting through the drab air of night in Gehenna,
lit only by that “pale, abiding light” whose dynamo was beyond control
of his electricians, he explained the kind of “show” to which he was
escorting her. In it he was not to star, no. It was only a motion
picture, but one in which he felt that she, as well as he, would take
interest.

They were to see, in fact, a picturization of certain unfinished
details connected with her own career on earth, over which he, for one,
felt curiosity. He had ordered the life-films to date of John Cabot
brought from the supply house and cut to give a comprehensive exposé of
a character that would refuse to heed the death cries of a girl whom,
by the honor code of Earth, he was bound to protect. Satan himself had
hit on an apt title, but had not previewed the picture and had left the
sub-titling to his first fiend-scenarist. He hoped for an entertaining
and regardless presentation.

At the Devil’s Own Playhouse it was evident that the feature had
been extensively billed. The capacity of the theater was taxed to
standing-room when the King led his interesting guest into the royal
box. Down over the billows of faces that waved back at their entrance,
Dolores looked with pitying eyes. On a few was apathy; on more, fevered
eagerness; on most, apprehension. The Sea of the Fear of Despair
they were--a Dead Sea, indeed. She, too, soon was carried out toward
its white-caps of hoping thoughts, caught in its undertow. This she
realized from the emotion within herself which began with the curtain’s
rise--the deeps of heartbreak disturbed by the high-winds of hope.

The camera was said not to lie. If His Highness’ boasted topical review
was bona-fide, some excuse might evolve for him who had refused to heed
her call.

The series of incidents unfolded upon the super-quick silver screen may
most readily be grasped, perhaps, by a perusal of the working synopsis
to which the master-director of Hell Films cut the production.


THE TURN TURTLE

 HIS SATANIC MAJESTY
 Presents
 John Cabot
 In Facts from His Natural History
 Shown in Three Turns.

(_On Screen_)

The turn turtle is an insignificant reptile, great only in its
cowardice. It never looks danger in the face, but at first alarm pulls
in its head and scuddles away. Watch this one.

Turtle enters slowly. Protrudes head. Looks around. Face changes
to that of John Cabot. A pair of hands--recognizably Dolores
Trent’s--appear. Stretch toward turtle. Face shows fright. Head
withdraws into shell. Turtle crawls off.

(_On Screen_)


THE FIRST TURN

John Cabot enters his Broad Street office. Seats himself at desk. Goes
through pile of letters in weary manner. Stops to study one.

(_Show, in Dolores’ Handwriting--Envelope of Dolores’ note, with
“Personal” underscored and the return address of Retreat for Wayward
Girls in corner._)

John interrupted by arrival of Rufus Holt who looks worried, but tries
to cheer up when John asks about Dolores. Attorney assures John:

(_Insert_) “_Miss Trent is comfortably settled at a shore resort, as
well and happy as can be expected until matters are settled._”

With a gesture John asks Holt to wait until he has finished his mail.
Again takes up Dolores’ letter. Is unfolding enclosure when Catherine,
in street costume, enters. She shows amused surprise at Holt’s
presence, but insists that he remain when he attempts to leave.

She takes chair which John places for her. From her purse produces a
ticket which she offers for his inspection.

(_Show--Transportation on Trans-Atlantic Blimp._)

At John’s surprise, Catherine offers plaintive explanation:

(_Insert_) “_In two weeks I am going abroad as a sort of memorial to
Jackie--to help mother the war orphans over there._”

John studies her coldly, taps forefinger on desk as replies:

(_Insert_) “_Another of your trick trips! Well, Europe is not far
these days. A radiogram, a quick flight home and better luck with your
suit-for-absolute next time--perhaps._”

Catherine affects sadness at his suspicion. Droops toward him over
desk with reproachful, luring smile. Seems about to weep. Feels for
’kerchief. Drops eyelids. Is able to read Dolores’ envelope. Picks it
up. Studies it. Sneers:

(_Insert_) “_What a heart you have for wayward girls! Is this a love
letter or a dun?_”

Ends interview with steady stare of suspicion at Holt, who stands
nervously beside a window.

When Catherine has gone, John settles his own wonder on subject.

(_Show in Dolores’ handwriting--“Soon a rosebud will open its petals
to the world. I may not stay to care for it. I depend on you._”)

John turns upon Holt. Without explaining, accuses him of perfidy. Holt
departs, depressed by their danger of exposure.

John calls a taxi. Drives at once to the Retreat. Is putting his query
to the matron when Vincent Seff emerges from room marked “Private.”
Mutual recognitions instant. Seff does the lofty philanthropic. In
answer to John’s demands claims to know nothing of Miss Trent except
that duty forced him to eject her from Home the previous day.

Matron tries to proffer her information, but is cut short by Seff, who
assures her aside:

(_Insert_) “_It is for the girl’s best good that we throw this
blood-hound off the scent. Trust my judgment._”

Matron retires from scene without giving address. Seff, with
exaggerated courtesy draped over his triumph and sneers, shows John the
door.

John drives at once to a detective agency. There, with hard-suppressed
impatience, he retains them to find the girl he had not known was lost.
Suggests:

(_Insert_) “_Comb all the taxi and express stands in the vicinity,
grill the matron of the Retreat and shadow Seff._”

Scene shifts to hallway outside Dolores’ room. Aged landlady emerges.
Puts on spectacles. Reads advertisement entrusted to her.

(_On Screen in Dolores’ Handwriting_)

 _Wasted_

 _Unless you come to me at once._
 _979 East 17th Street._

Counts money given for its insertion. Departs kitchen-ward. Mutters:

(_Insert_) “_Money’s a sure thing. This ad. ain’t. I owe something to
myself and sure, so does she._”

As days pass John is tortured by alternate hope and disappointment.
Detectives make reports, but nothing comes of their search. He grows
haggard and desperate.

Catherine comes again to office with an appeal to his patriotism.
Expresses herself as shocked by change in him. Gets generous check for
her proposed philanthropy abroad. Suggests sarcastically:

(_Insert_) “_Better join me in this sail overseas. With your money and
your sympathy for waywardness, you’d find a lot to do in demoralized
Europe._”

John scorns even to refuse. Once outside office, Catherine seeks a
telephone booth. Gets her own detective agency. Orders extra close
watch on husband’s movements.

(_On Screen_)


THE SECOND TURN

At his club John finds himself distracted. Cannot listen to
conversation of friends. Seeks office. Over telephone gets the usual
assurance from his detective that “something” is about to happen.
Decides to wait at office. Looks at desk calendar.

 (_Show--October 31, date of Dolores’ death._)

John paces floor through terrible night. Imagines forms of Amor and
Innocentia pleading with him. Sees reproachful face of Jack peering at
him from the shadows. Curses past weakness and present impotency.

The while, in bedroom at Cabot town-house, Catherine sleeps. Smiles
like innocent child in her guilty dreams.

Dolores’ landlady arises from sound slumber. Goes about her sordid
tasks. Smells gas. Traces it. Airedale is on guard outside tenant’s
door. Landlady entices him away with bit of meat from kitchen below.
Breaks into room. Makes startling discovery. Mother and babe dead upon
the bed. Her first thought after turning off gas is for meter. Reads
it. Gets greatly excited.

In kitchen landlady retrieves Dolores’ advertisement and money for
payment. On consideration, decides that best chance of getting bill
paid by a dead tenant lies in possible live answer to the ad. Goes to
_Times_ office on belated errand. Proffers “personal.”

(_On Screen_)

In this wise--and only one day late--the “Personal” of Dolores Trent
appears.

In office of afternoon newspaper veiled ad. catches eye of sub-editor.

(_On Screen in Print_)

 _Wasted_

 _Unless you come to me at once._
 _979 East 17th Street._

Editor calls reporter, who goes to East Side address.

John emerges from club with copy of _Times_ under arm. At curb buys
copies of two other newspapers. As gets into limousine, lets one--the
_Times_--fall into mud.

(_On Screen_)

As usually happens, the “Personal” is not read by the person for whom
intended.

John glances at fallen paper regretfully. As cab starts, turns to
financial pages of other paper.

Up street wind drives copy of _Times_. Blows it open.

(_On Screen in Print_)

 _Wasted_

 _Unless you come to me at once._
 _979 East 17th Street._

Hoof of dray horse stamps out legibility of printed words.

(_On Screen_)

Well it is for the solving of mysteries that the public need not depend
upon the mysterious ways of detective agencies.

Reporter finds East Seventeenth Street address. Frightens landlady
with questions about ad. Persuades her to let him into Dolores’ room.
Recognizes face of notorious girl. Emerges under thrill of a “beat.”

Rewrite man in evening newspaper office takes discovery over telephone.
Rattles sensational story through typewriter and composing room into
print.

In another office an un-wise old “owl” of John’s detective agency gets
start from headlines of latest edition.

(_On Screen in Print_)

  _Dolores Trent a Suicide
  Goes to End by Gas
  Takes Birthling for Company._

Agency chief shows himself capable of real speed after things have
been detected for him. Makes for John’s office. Must prepare employer
for shock, he declares. They have found the girl, although dead. The
address is John’s only demand. It is supplied without reference to
newspaper. He hastens there.

Pessimistic landlady will let none except authorities into bedroom
until bills are paid.

(_Insert_) “_It uses up a sight of gas to kill a woman grown and a
healthy baby._”

John crushes green-backs into her hand and strides into room.

Upon bed lies dead girl.

 (_On Screen_)

With backthrown silken hair her mourning veil, all smileless in death
as she had been through life, she clasps to her breast the clay of his
child and hers, of whose existence a detective had told him. “Grief to
Men” at last teaches one man the acme of grief.

John bends over her. His lips move.

(_Insert_) “_I have murdered what I love. Can you forgive?_”

Sinks to knees beside bed. Lays face in her hair. Shudders in agony of
regret.

THE THIRD TURN

(_On Screen_)

The digit of death points back to the divorce case of Cabot vs. Cabot.

In imposing room of Bar Association, Rufus Holt stands trial for his
professional life. Is charged with having thrown the first divorce case
he ever lost. Faces of jury of brother lawyers grow contemptuous when
prosecutor sums up evidence against him--his visit to Judge Strang’s
apartment with Cabot co-respondent, as reported by elevator man, later
protectorate of girl and payment of her bills, as proved by florist and
manager of up-town hotel, and continued friendship with John Cabot. Now
suicide of girl and death of infant conceived during period of sojourn
in philanthropist’s home clinches case.

Holt to be formally disbarred. Is broken by disgrace and denied
friendship of man for whom he took risk. Leaves trial room.

(_On Screen_)

Mrs. Cabot finds a new use for “blimps.”

In her quarters at Cabot town-house, Catherine and maid are engaged in
packing trunks. Two society friends announced. Shown into disordered
suite. Ask questions. Is it true, as papers say, that Mrs. Cabot is
going to make trans-Atlantic flight? Catherine gives laughing assurance:

(_Insert_) “_I’ve always enjoyed being first, my dears. I guess I am
first to fly from unpleasant notoriety. It will be a joy-ride, as my
new lawyer is sure of winning my reopened suit._”

(_On Screen_)

  DUST TO DUST


Beside grave of Trevor Trent, jovial digger finishes double task.
Enters auto hearse, followed by single limousine. John steps from
car as coffin is lowered. Carries arm-load of roses. Holds face
emotionless. Tears off handful of rose petals. Scatters them into
grave. Lips move.

(_Insert_) “_God teach me that nothing is wasted. God grant that
nothing is wasted._”

As he turns away, with last offices performed, is halted and questioned
by reporter who first published news of Dolores’ death. John at first
refuses to answer. Shows deep thought, then inspiration.

(_Insert_) “_You may say that I am sailing for Europe in the
trans-Atlantic blimp. Yes, with Mrs. Cabot._”

Reporter stands astonished. Stares.

(_On Screen_)

That John Cabot deserves his reputation for shrewdness is the
news-hound’s thought. So that is his latest scheme for protecting the
name of the Trent girl--to stop the possible reopening of his wife’s
suit by flying abroad with her, Whether she wants him or not!

(_Cut Back_) Turtle appears. Protrudes head. Sees appealing hands.
Withdraws head. Turns. Scuddles away.


THE END

(_Passed by Board of Censure_)

HELL FILMS



CHAPTER XXIII


For minutes after the lights had flashed over The Devil’s Own, the two
in the royal box sat gazing at the flat silver surface so recently
deep with the shadows and high-lights of life as lived on Earth.
Neither noticed that the dead sea of faces below was enlivened by
recognition of the King’s favorite before it ebbed away beneath the
balcony. Neither heard the swish of whispers that passed from wave to
wave--gossip retailed from court, vilified innuendo, speculation over
the Belialic intent in entertaining the lately arrived star of the
piece with her death’s aftermath.

In truth, both host and guest were self-absorbed in emotion roused by
the play, but emotion quite antipodal. His shaved face showed plainly
his astonishment; worked with his darkling rage. Hers lifted roofward
a glory that so outshone the super-lighted dome as to suggest the
far-distant source of that radiance which no Avernian device might dim.

“It was not what I expected--the picture,” Satan remarked, with ominous
restraint. “The titling was good, but the plot didn’t fit. The damned
turn-turtle didn’t turn!”

Dolores was too charged with an inspired decision to realize his
displeasure. She turned to him; stretched out her hand; touched his arm.

“You said you could put me in spiritual connection with the women of
Earth,” she reminded him. “Could you also with men--with John?”

“And why, pray, with John?”

The cruelty of the smile which had been so charming awhile back should
have warned her, but she must have been blinded by that light from
within.

“Didn’t you see how he suffered from self-reproach? Don’t you realize
that he still is suffering?” She sighed in her voice of sad winds.
“Surely you gathered from the picture that all those age-long minutes
of the time I died from doubt, he still loved me--that he loves me now?
I want to implore his forgiveness.”

Her smile, timid from its rarity, strained to disappear, although she
tried to hold it.

“I’ve done my best to please you,” she wheedled nervously. “Won’t you
do this for me--just free my spirit for one short hour by the time of
Earth?”

“So! You’d rather go back to that puny mortal than on and on--with me?”

“Oh, but I’ll come back, and go on and on so cheerfully! I give you my
word,” she assured him. “I’ll do everything I can for you. Just grant
me the hour. It’s not the fraction of a second to you. You say that you
never have cared for anyone. Yet you boast of your imagination. Can’t
you imagine what it is really to care? Won’t you even try?”

“I might do that.” He eyed her. “I might try.”

All the drive home his manner was detached. He did not repulse her
gratitude for his grudging consideration of her request. Neither did he
explain that he was trying to imagine what “caring” would be like--but
trying through jealousy, its crudest mood.

“I will tell you--well, afterward,” he said, on bidding her “sleep
light” within Apollyon Palace.

“After what?”--she.

“That I don’t know myself as yet,” he snapped.

Afterward--if only we could know the afterward before!

She slept light. And through the next day her regret increased that
she had not dared his wrath and demanded a definite period to her
suspense. Feelings unwontedly rebellious filled her that she must wait
to know--rather, that John must wait.

Over the babe--their babe--she crooned her hope. To Adeline she
whispered her apprehension. Something in the hard, planning look of the
unfair fiend, in his superiority to any attempt at cleverness, in his
abstraction even while listening to compliments over his driving----

_When_ was afterward?

       *       *       *       *       *

Satan, too, asked himself questions through that day.

A far busier leader than any king or president of Earth, since he
had the evil of all nations to direct, he yet found time from his
activities to remember the boomerang blow to himself of last night’s
“show.”

His chamber of state glowed as with St. Elmo’s fire, while he
lightning-flashed his orders through infinity, defying the “static” of
Earth and Heaven and the void between. Piteously he drove his Minions
of Malice toward the consummation of crimes unique or foul enough to
merit his supervision. No measurement exists to compute the watts of
energy required to transmit the royal will in this orgy of action. But
what did he care that the Gehennan sun was dimmed by the draught until
it looked a mere balloon?

As the artificial daylight went into eclipse, greener grew the color
of the Satanic mood--a hard green, mixed from the yellow of chagrin
and the blue-black of rage. He felt as mean as a son-in-law. It did
not help in the slightest to have Old Original commiserate him on the
projection of a picture which had shown his rival running true; no
more did that unworthy’s impious request that he be appointed royal
previewer of all future films. Even the minister’s report on the entire
success of a particularly contemptible political coup which he had
devised for the postponement of that good will toward men threatened in
the “Little Book” did not long divert him.

At length, consigning the rest of the day’s deviltry to various fiend
aides, the Author of Evil forced his mind to concentrate on the vital
question evolved from last night. How best might mortal pusillanimity
be revealed to the rose-goggled eyes of true love?

Through the mood which he had been suffering since the fiasco of his
“evening out,” he recognized violent tendencies within himself which
made him feel, more than ever before, his power to devise and inflict
suffering. In this case, however, violence would not do; would destroy
what he wished to create. With meticulous delicacy he must handle this
mind feminine if he hoped to pluck therefrom its dearest idealization.

What can the heart of woman not forgive? He asked himself and
considered, one by one, many answers.

“_I_ never could forgive infidelity!”

At that loudest and oftenest cry of the wives of the world the
malignant lips curled. “_Never?_” Yet most did forgive who found it
advisable so to do.

“Liquor? I _couldn’t_ endure that kind of a beast.”

But which martyr-wife exchanged her drunken lord except for a better
fate?

“Dishonesty? I _wouldn’t_ live with a man I didn’t respect.”

Wouldn’t she? Then why were the jail-gates draped with weeping faces
and stretching arms--why the late-life efforts to “live it down” of the
work-wasted woman and the husband who had served out his time?

Never? Couldn’t? Wouldn’t? What the heart of woman cannot forgive is
what she has not been called upon to forgive. The libertine’s lady
might just as well have learned to endure shame through ebriety, the
drunkard’s dupe through lechery.

What type of man, then, does the mind of woman most despise? A
villain? Scarcely, when the worst are loved the best. A traitor, a
weakling, a failure? For the lowest of these, pardons are plead. Upon
them, regenerating love is poured. What--_what_ to her is the sin
unpardonable?

With eyes closed against possible distractions, Satan rough-shadowed
the suspects of his thoughts. And just when his mind seemed emptied of
ideas, he had it.

Of course. _Of course._ A caught coward was what she could not forgive,
woman. He would star one earthling for benefit of his spirit-mate in
a play of cowardice. “Afterward”? After he was through, she scarcely
would press her request.

From their Limbian “Information” he inquired the name of the personal
devil of John Cabot. Upon learning that an imp named Okeh attended the
banker, he demanded instant connection by wireless telephone. This
he got with a promptness that might be commended to the attention of
mortal systematizers.

“That you, Okeh?” he asked. “I hear that you’re responsible for the
evil impulses of a Mr. John Calvin Cabot.... You speak as if you
were proud of the fact. You needn’t be.... What say?... But I have a
perfectly bad right to insult you.... A chance at me is just what I’m
going to give you--a chance to prove your efficiency. I want the Cabot
program for the immediate future. Quick, now. I am not used to waiting.”

Amid sulphuric anathemas at his informant, Satan noted the report.
Sailing for Europe in half an hour on a trans-Atlantic air-liner, was
he? And enemy wife, all unknowing as yet, was blimping it along? In the
old nick of time, as usual, was he to wish the undevoted couple _mal
voyage_. So the Marquis d’Elie, too, was to be on board? After all, the
“Turn Turtle” must think more of the Trent girl’s battered reputation
than of his own pleasure.

If the big blimp was to sail in a few minutes, what was Mr. Cabot
doing in the morasses of Brooklyn, only half way to the flying field?
The agate-eyed personal devil was ready with explanations. The
gentleman’s wife was reopening a suit for divorce on the strength of
an illegitimate child whom circumstantial evidence proved to be his.
The air trip was to celebrate all but the actual verdict in her favor.
Cabot had started late that he might board at the last moment, thereby
giving her an unhappy surprise. His car unfortunately had run into a
jam around an open-air evangelist--a sensational religionist who was
enthralling crowds everywhere, the Rev. Dr. Alexander Willard by name.

Scarcely could Satan restrain his risibilities. What a contretemps!
Here was the deposed divine, forced to the Free Church of Outdoors by
the siren Grief, with his eloquence delaying her last victim’s flight
from the scandal she had brought upon him. How delightfully diabolic!

For sake of his own recent experiment at popularizing the once tedious
sermon, His Augustness had Okeh short-mouth for him certain of
“Nimrod’s” shots.

“I used to hunt birds and beasts. Now I hunt the hearts of men. God
is my guide, Hallelujah! So what care I that I am shut out from the
temples of those who call themselves the righteous? The world is too
small a church for me. Through the tall timbers of humanity I hunt
immortal souls. Look out for me, you quaking quail of a woman! Look
out for me, you running rabbit of a man! You can’t escape me through
the underbrush of your hypocrisy. I don’t miss, once I take aim.
Hallelujah, I am gunning for _you_!”

Lest the imp mistake his dishonest amusement, Satan cut off the report.
“Enough of that irreverent stuff. Listen carefully now to instructions
from the First and Last. That liner likely will wait for a man of
Cabot’s importance. See that you get aboard with him. You’re to
closer-than-a-brother him through an opportunity for inciting cowardice
which will present itself. While he sleeps insinuate into his mind
a terror of death by falling and by drowning. Strengthen his primal
appetence of self-protection. This is the last chance you get with me.
If you fail to make an arrant coward of this man you’ll find yourself
out of a deviling job for death. I am busy now, as you’d better be. A
bad afternoon to you!”

The Regent of Reversals was “on terms” with the elements, as with all
forces for evil through good. On hearing that calm had been planned for
the high-seas, he discarded the idea of a marine storm.

Always had his worst results been obtained through natural causes.
Indeed, he had come to pride himself that no cause was _too_ natural
for him. Particularly did he dislike, for reasons of his own, to
interfere with a rainbow, it being a symbol to him that the Earth would
not be destroyed by water. Since he had only fire as a weapon he would
be in a bad fix if the coup ultimate should be sprung upon him with
water power. Of course, the coup wasn’t to be sprung, not if he could
forestall it, but even yet he was wracked by unrighteous rage every
time he recalled Noah’s Flood. That time, he had been about as powerful
as a case of dynamite--_soaked_. One decent thing about the Great-I-Am
was that He never forgot a promise. One could count upon a rainbow,
once one saw it. And Satan was “counting.”

Upon the single great indestructible under his control he must depend
to vary the monotony of a placid sea. Never had the three single-eyed
Cyclopeans of mythology failed to serve his purposes. Lightning Flash,
Thunderbolt and Rolling Thunder would advance his scheme.

Motivation and “natural causes” arranged, he sent a peremptory summons
for the Prime Minister and to him detailed instructions in the duties
of a proxy escort. An hour before dawn Sin was to awaken the Royal
Entertainer and conduct her straightway to the stadium of the Ball of
Life. That “best bubble” of infernal invention was to entertain her by
picturing some interesting Earth events as they occurred.

“I shall not fail Your Damnity,” the old toady assured him.

“Better not,” was all Satan said as he finger-flashed his First
Emissary of Evil out the royal suite.

His Master Crier was called; told to issue a general invitation to the
forthcoming spectacle; warned that the stadium must be filled to its
last seat, despite the unconventional hour. Not until this sop to his
vanity had been applied, did His Lowness close the “office” and himself
depart.

With the failure of his past-tense picture-play in mind, he betook
himself to the stadium and preparations for this greatest and latest
show under Earth. There must be no miscues about a performance upon
which depended the success of that “experiment” inspired by Dolores’
earth-tales of joys, as well as griefs to men. He would make his own
tests of the complicated apparatus, although the plant had not failed
him since installation.

To establish that the Ball of Life functioned properly was his first
concern. Giving it a turn, he watched the reflector pool for shadows.
When the shimmering prisms of the mercury-like pond had been quieted,
he was rewarded by an intimate look at a naval review somewhere on the
China Sea, within focus of which the overhung ball had chanced to stop.

The finder he next put to test. This instrument, of graduated tubes
like those of a monster telescope, controlled the lenses of the
all-seeing ball. At will, he caused it to pick up this scene and that,
finally locating the dirigible which was to be the central figure of
the forthcoming event, as it tossed on waves of air above the Atlantic.

Closer attention did he give to the aurograph, a practicable
device worked out to supplement the spectroscope, which combined
on an enormous scale the principles of the radio-telephone and the
phonograph. Back of the stadium, well out of way of the suspended
ball, the antennæ--an elaborate network of wires--were suspended by
metal-like balloons. These were insulated from Gehenna, except for the
central converging wires, which led to multi-power generators. Upon a
huge sounding board were the messages received, thence communicated to
the stadium by annunciators. The tuning of this masterpiece of etheric
control occasioned Satan some concern, but finally was accomplished to
his satisfaction.

Back on the control platform, surrounded by his technical chiefs, His
Highness watched the stadium fill. As the appointed hour approached,
he ran up the green walls which surrounded the terraced seats and from
the pool flashed an order that all spectators adjust the small dynamos
of the eye-shades with which they were provided on entering. He wished
none to fail to see to the end the abasement of John Cabot.

A moment he hesitated, then took up the telephone connected with the
royal box. The lackadaisical voice of Old Original responded.

“Dame Dolores in her place?”

On being assured of that important fact, he turned to the Master
Mechanic.

“Step on the music!”

Upon all ears burst an orchestration, The Song of the Sea. As surely
did they hear it as though it had been carried hellward by the wind
through shells, crevasses and metallic splinters. As by lutes and
æeolean harps it was played, with crashes and staccato rumblings for
bass.

The drama of mortal cowardice, destined to turn into contempt a
too-long-lasting love, was on.



CHAPTER XXIV


Day lifts from her couch of mists to awaken betimes the Sea, her
slumbering lord.

Last evening he had ordered her from his presence, as usual ashamed
that she should witness his embrace of that mistress of his passions,
Night, who incites him to the blackest of his crimes. Yet this morning
she tiptoes down to his vast chamber, pale and sleepy-eyed in her
diaphanous _peignoir_, there to hover over him, eager and fearful to
give the early call.

Will he arise blustering, splash about in his bath and growl forenoon
complaints at her until she can no longer smile--until she further
angers him with tears? Or will his mood be equable? Will he respond to
her sunny smiles and the sweet-zephyred nothings which she best knows
to whisper in his ear?

Amiable enough he looks. But then, amiability usually characterizes the
sleep of his billowy sort of spouse. Subconsciously he must have heard
her step, for he sighs, tosses restlessly and flings up shapeless arms
as though to enfold her.

Forgiveness flushes Day’s cheeks, her finger-tips, her dainty toes.
Forgiveness is the power by which, through the blisses and tribulations
of æons of their marital state, she has remained his dearest love and
inspiration. It has kept her face fresh as when, in their infancy,
the Great Minister made them one. It has enabled her to forget his
brutalities of yesterday in the hope of kindness to-day.

Never comes a morn without much for them to do. For him there are ships
to be tided from shore to shore, flying things of the air to be cradled
when in need of rest, myriads of monsters and minnows to be fed,
shells, pearls and corals to fashion in his spare time. And she never
rests from dawn to dark in her effort to keep the sky clear that she
may smile something of her own vitality into all living things under
her eye, be they fishes of the sea, fowl of the air, or man from the
various islands which so irritate her irascible consort.

All looks well for her now, unless----

An over-shoulder glance she casts about the horizon. There is an
ominous look over there, a somewhat darker speck against the banks of
gray. Are her archest enemies, the trio of fire-eyed Cyclops, planning
interference with the mercies of her upper air?

No matter what portends, she must awaken her lord. Usually he scowls
for hours should she be late about his call. Forcing a smile, she
droops over him until, with bride-like ardor, she kisses him on the
lips. A moment his watery eyes gaze into hers. Then he gulps from
pleasure at the desirable sight of her; lurches toward her; makes a
clutch at her scant draperies.

But not for a moment does she allow herself to be caught to his moist,
palpitant breast. Something immediate demands her attention. She
makes excuse--a monster beetle without wings then appearing from the
direction of land. With sweet-soft adjurations that her lazy old Sea
fall not again into a doze, she hurries to meet and greet the gleaming
thing.

       *       *       *       *       *

Nothing had Dolores seen of the dirigibles of Earth, save far-up
glimpses of those which occasionally passed over her New York. Now,
with amaze, she noted the proportions of the air-liner which had
intruded into the reflection of dawn at sea. In the wan light, it
looked to surpass the largest ocean steamship she had seen and held its
course steadily, as though its blunt nose were cleaving waves of water,
rather than of atmosphere. Through the slow rise of the sun an idea of
its speed was given.

Silver-jacketed it was, cigar-shaped and massively concrete on its
atmospheric track. Her credulity was taxed, however, to realize that
this at which she gazed was no vision, such as that dreamed by Kipling
in “The Night Mail,” but a scene of the moment in the mortal world.
Actual as though she were watching from some anchored ship nearby were
the colors of the wingless beetle and the very vaguest tints of water
and sky.

As the aluminum-painted envelope seemed about to pass from sight across
the rim of the prismatic pool, some shift of the reflecting machinery
refound it and gave a closer view. The deck was shown, studded with
cabins and protected by shields of glass. Although lacking the width
of the modern ocean vessel, it was comfortably roomy, to judge by the
steamer chairs being placed about for late-sleeping passengers. As an
assurance that this was no cinematograph picture, the sailor figures
engaged did not move about with the artificial speed which so often
discounts the realism of the film, but with that deliberation and
casualness peculiar to the life which is realer than “reel.”

“Some jump from the day when they flew wooden kites over oil engines,
isn’t it?”

At Sin’s question, the girl-shade glanced around into that map of
malignity, his face. “Too wonderful almost to believe. In the air,
truly, a man must feel like the monarch of all he surveys.”

“Untruly, he _thinks_ he is.”

The interruption came from behind. Turning, they saw that His Majesty
had entered the box. His frown suggested nerve tension, rather than ill
temper. His voice was oiled with triumph over the demonstration of his
most unique invention. Nevertheless the accented word of his comment
aroused in Dolores the uneasiness which had kept pace with them through
his personally-conducted tour of Greater Gehenna.

Directly on seating himself, he reached for the telephone. “Don’t
waste all day on scenics. This is no travelogue. Get to the interiors!”

Tapping the box-rail so impatiently that sulphurous spots glowed from
the points of contact, he watched the pool. Dolores and the iniquitous
escort on her other side awaited with interest the result of his
command.

Soon they were viewing a luxuriously appointed stateroom. The
full-length brass bedstead was occupied by a sleeping man. His
up-thrown, silk-clad arm concealed the lower part of his face, but his
forehead and back-tossed hair showed clearly.

“_John!_” The muffled exclamation escaped the girl-shade, half a sob,
half a croon of joy.

A vaguer male figure became discernible, seated near the head of the
bed. Leaning over the pillow, he whispered to the man. Although his
outlines developed somewhat to the gaze, he continued to lack the
clarity of other objects about the cabin; impressed one more as a
creature of the spirit than the flesh.

The sleeper seemed to feel this insinuating presence. He turned as
if in troubled dreams; covered his ears with his hands; drew away so
stressfully that his head bumped a bedpost. He awakened; dazedly looked
about; glanced at his watch; decided to arise.

This evidently was a prefatory scene. There ensued an interval
which Satan occupied with issuing detailed orders for the further
manipulation of the great reflector. When the over-grown “blimp” again
was mirrored in the pool, the lapse of time at once was manifest.
Several passengers paced the deck and below breakfast was underway. In
the lee of one of the cabins, a woman, richly clad in furs, was being
tucked into her chair by a fur-coated man wearing a plaid cap.

“D’Elie still with Catherine!” exclaimed Dolores with resentment.

“And with John Cabot aboard. My latest in the infernal triangle,”
His Highness pointed pridefully. “Note that they have foregone all
pretense of the love-making that used to engage them, these two who are
agreed to exchange a title for a dot when husband sees fit to dot the
matrimonial dash.”

Distress widened the spirit-girl’s eyes. “But the sanctity of
marriage--have they never a thought for that?”

“The sanctity of _what_?” He leered at Sin. “Our lady of many griefs
to men to remind us of that! May she never lose her knack of amusing
us!” He eyed her with an affectation of old-school sanctimony. “Alack,
my poor child, the sanctity of marriage _ain’t_! And even if it were,
these two wouldn’t wish their future relationship hampered by such an
obsolete notion. He looks to be gassing about the gas of the dirigible,
from the way he’s pointing above their heads. Manlike, he probably is
trying to excite her admiration for his knowledge of how it is filled
with helium contained in bags of gold-beater’s skin. Helium, permit me
to inform you, is an idea that earthlings borrowed from the Sun. It is
supposed to be an incombustible gas. Notice that the French bounder is
smoking an after-breakfast cigar.”

“And is it really safe?” Anxiety quickened Dolores’ voice.

“_Really?_ Hast never been struck by the comparativeness of reality?
Nothing is really real except eternal life and that doesn’t even
_sound_ real.”

Certainly Satan knew the value of pause. In silence he watched with
them the shift of scene to where John Cabot, alone as a celebrity can
be in a crowd of sycophantic fellow passengers, paced the deck. With
John’s eyes, their own lifted to the air-liner’s Milky Way toward
Europe, where a bank of clouds darkened the course.

“Now for something doing”--Sin to Dolores. “Take a bet with me. Will
they beat the storm or the storm beat them?”

She, however, was intent on a repeated question: “You are sure, Your
Lowness, that they are safe in trusting to helium?”

“It is safe to say that they _think_ they are.”

His reply was abstracted. After searching the scene intently, he turned
again to the telephone. “I have keen long-distance eyes, trained to
pierce the Plutonian shore, but I can’t see a blur of that imp Okeh. I
must wireless him a reminder of where personal devils go that get too
impersonal.”

He spared an apology to Dolores. “Don’t be hurt if I look a bit
absent-minded at times. You are so unselfish that you won’t, I am sure,
when you remember how much other, if less fair, fiends, often need an
inspiriting thought from me.”

As the pilot drove the great dirigible straight at the sky-scowl
contesting its right-of-way, the winds hurled at it bank after bank
of inky clouds. Huddled against the blasts behind the forward wind
glass, the fifty or more passengers showed with as many variations
their heirship to the flesh. The beautiful Mrs. Cabot could be seen
loosing the hold on her arm of her French suitor and staggering across
the deck to where her husband stood apart. Despite his concerned look,
he tried to reassure her. All showed relief when the captain appeared
among them, his little daughter by the hand, and laughed at the idea of
danger. His gestures pointed the fact that the storm was passing well
over their trig craft.

“Confident little monarchs of the air, eh?”

Satan’s chuckle announced that his attention, too, was on the pool
play. Before Dolores could formulate the plea commanded by her fears,
he returned to the telephone with a curt command that increased her
uneasiness.

“Now, Cyclops, blast them with a look! Strike at the heart of their
conceit. Show them the noncombustibility of helium. Punish them
for flaunting the control of the Prince of the Power of the Air!
Strike--_strike_!”

He lurched back to the rail; with the interested minister and the
dismayed girl-shade, leaned far out that he might miss no resultant
detail of the electric storm due. And straightway, from out the tumbled
mass of blackness flashed a three-forked streak of light. Directly at
the great gas bag it struck; with each prong of the fork pierced the
gold-beater’s skin. Next second, from three of the separated safety
compartments, fluttered fiery flags.

Wounded, the great beetle strove on against the odds of flames licking
its envelope body with avid tongues. Soon the captain realized the
futility of any race against time along the unmarked course of the
upper air. The powerful engines stopped. The propellers ceased to
revolve. The liner wavered in mid-air, as shown when the streamers of
smoke ceased to trail out behind and gradually straightened toward the
cloud bank.

No slightest move was made to fight the fire above. Evidently an order
to abandon ship had been passed. Officers and crew busied themselves
with such life-saving apparatus as had been provided against so
unlikely a contingency. Gas was turned into the baby blimps carried by
the dirigible in lieu of life-boats. Outward they were swung.

On deck the hapless humans could be seen struggling toward posts of
vantage, fighting back their dearest and best, forgetting to pray in
the panic of this conflagration a thousand feet above the comparative
safety of the sea. A refractory engine might have been coped with. An
explosion of the hydrogen gas used in earlier ships of air would have
been understood and the worst been over in one fatal blast. But this
slow, gruesome bonfire of the helium on which they had relied, these
æon-long minutes jeopardizing the primal, inalienable right----

The deck was beginning to sag. Two of the aërial life-boats had been
swung downward and loaded with women and the ship’s only listed
child--the captain’s motherless daughter. Like bubbles, they were given
to the mercies of the air.

The observation spread that there would not be room in the basket of
the last baby-blimp for all who remained. An under-officer started
to pass out the suits which were parachutes and life-preservers
combined--suits calculated to lower one through a quarter-mile of
atmosphere and provide support upon the surface of the sea.

Came realization that there were not enough of the parachutes to go
around. Self-first madness gained control. A battle for possession of
the safety devices began.

The spirit-girl, watching this spectacle from the perspective of
Gehenna, grew faint.

“Oh, I can’t endure to look a moment more!”

Shuddering, she sank back from sight of the catastrophe. But she felt
the hands torn from her eyes and heard a sword-sharp command.

“Can’t? You’ve _got_ to look to the end!”

The ferocity with which His Highness forced her to the rail ended in
an anticipatory chuckle as he saw that the focus of the incredible
reflectors had narrowed upon the imperiled passengers.

There was Catherine Cabot, already equipped with a parachute, crowding
forward to board the last of the blimp-boats. There was the Marquis
d’Elie, checked in his regardless struggle for a life-preserver and
restrained in the grip of a couple of sailors by the captain’s orders.
And there was John Cabot, standing to one side, calmer than the rest,
despite the dread realization on his face of the fact that there would
not be escape for all.

A place had been saved for Catherine in the boat. She did not need
the parachute suit. John saw and his face showed inner contention. If
he was to stand back from the boat, should he not have the chance of
that superfluous life-preserver? A moment longer he stood irresolute,
confusedly brushing a hand across his forehead. As if to shut out some
sinister suggestion, he turned up his ulster collar.

Perhaps the super-acute imaginations of the spirit audience surpassed
sight. Perhaps they actually saw an evil face lean to the ear of the
mortal and heard the voice of the millionaire’s own of the personal
devils that improve such moments to incite the worst in everyman.

John’s attempt to deny the disputation of fear and selfishness,
although brief in point of time, was intense. While still in the throes
he saw that another had noted Catherine’s double protection.

The Marquis d’Elie, abandoned by his guards, was rushing toward her,
his object plain. His jaw hung lax as he reached and importuned her.
His knees near failed him in the struggle to take the parachute by
force.

And Catherine? With all her strength she fought off the abject
beggar who so recently had played the nobleman. Yet when, as almost
he had conquered her, she saw her husband bearing down upon them, a
retroactive impulse controlled her. So John, too, was after the saving
suit? If she must give up the second chance of life, which she had
meant to hold in reserve, it should not be to John!

When the banker engaged d’Elie, she allied herself with the defense. No
breath of the ignited helium was more fiery than the invective she spat
at him who so long had supplied her with the luxuries of life.

When she saw that his strength was likely to worst the two of them, she
suddenly drew out of the struggle and herself unfastened the contested
parachute. As d’Elie was flung aside, she flung it to him. Turning
swiftly, she then threw herself upon her husband and begged that he
assist her into the overloaded baby-blimp, about to be cut away.
Herself safe, she saw his attempt to follow forcibly prevented by the
pilot and shrieked with mirthless spite. It would seem that in this
hour when all loves were crowded out save that of self, hate was well
remembered.

“Now watch the Cabot coward!”

His Majesty’s sharp suggestion stabbed the spirit-girl’s heart. She
tried to turn from a sadder sight than the air craft’s consumption--the
burning to ashes of her fondest ideal. Yet she might not turn; might
not close her eyes. A control stronger than her own aversion was upon
her. In trying not to look, she realized that she must look until the
end.

The loudening laughter of the vast audience deadened her consciousness;
seemed to be at her, rather than the spectacle that so diverted them.
She sought to fortify herself. What though John did turn coward? The
flesh was heir to the fear of death. At each apologetic thought, the
mirth of the helliot crowd crackled louder. What could be happening on
the doomed craft so to delight them? With a dread for the spiritual
debasement of her loved one of Earth greater than had been her own
dread of physical death, she looked and looked.

The baby-blimp of last resource was lowering toward the doubtful safety
of the surface of the sea. The pilot stood on the bridge, idle for the
first time since the gas-bag had been struck. Evidently he expected
to go down with his ship as had so many captains before him. John
Cabot clung to the deck rail as if contemplating a suicidal plunge.
Forward, the Marquis d’Elie stood equipped with the parachute suit won
by Catherine’s trick, but a lack of trust in it seemed to restrain him
from the life-leap.

Too long he hesitated. John Cabot, maddened anew by sight of the
Frenchman’s superior chance, leaped the space between them; from
behind dragged him down on the blistering deck. There followed a brief
struggle--an exchange of attacks, a roll _en masse_ and the separation
of a knock-out blow from John. As his fingers loosened the last buckle
of the safety suit, the craft gave a violent lurch. The foreigner’s
unconscious form, far heavier than air, was flung over the rail to a
drop from which there could be no awakening.

As the air-liner straightened for the last time, John Cabot released
the clutch that by a narrow margin had saved him from following d’Elie
and got to his feet. A glance at the blazing bag above, their one
support, convinced him that seconds were precious. His eyes, however,
lowering, met the level, contemptuous gaze of the pilot.

The soul of Dolores shuddered with shame for the man she would have
sworn to be brave. Then awoke in her that mothering, protective
instinct which lives in women long after pride has been crucified.
There still might be time to save John against himself. Remembrance
of her own reluctance to turn on the jets that last evening on earth
filled her heart with mercy. She would risk appeal to the Master Mind.

“I am sickened with this spectacle, sire. Human nature is strong, but
not so strong as you. Show your power by throttling this Okeh devil and
conquering the mortal’s mood. Come, I challenge you!”

When she turned to enforce the argument, she saw that His Highness had
not heard. The visible of him was lurched back in his seat, enraged
determination on the face, lips set in a snarl, fiend fingers clutching
the high forehead. But that which had made him Prince of the Power of
the Air--his dauntless determination--had gone from him.

Dolores did not need to be told what had happened. Impatient lest John
Cabot’s personal devil should fail, Satan had projected his own spirit
to take in charge the mortal’s fall. His will, not John’s, had incited
that struggle for the life-suit. He would accomplish his worst. The
conviction moved her mouth in a suppressed sob. Drawn by the ghoulish
fascination that makes earthlings cling to the clay of their dead, she
clung to the balustrade and strained her eyes toward the pool.

Death is the mortgage on life. John Cabot’s revolt against payment
showed in his face. Craven impulses clutched him. At his ear were the
lips of the Master Insinuator. Facile fingers seemed to aid his with
the parachute buckles. Yet he had seen himself in the pilot’s contempt.
He was putting up a fight. His life-long habit of self-respect was
strong. The pilot was father to a motherless child--a girl. He should
be saved.

With the Thing which had attacked him--the fiend called Fear--John
grappled. His knees shook, his jaw sagged, his eyes bulged from the
fetid suggestions which, evidently, were gassing his will. If the pilot
went down with the air-craft, he never could tell.

Dolores, too, shook with fear. She knew what John did not know--just
who was opposing him. Indignation over the unequal struggle steadied
her; cleared her thoughts. Why was all the power given to sin and none
to rightness? By what method had the Foul Fiend projected his spirit to
Earth to slay the courage of the man she would have suffered any death
to save? Surely, what could be done for evil purposes could be done
for good! Why was will given to woman if not to augment the will of
man--why her mite of strength if not to incite greater strength? John
needed her.

From fear lest he fail was born determination that he win. He was a
good and great man, John Cabot. He had lived aright and deserved so to
die. The hate of Hell was not stronger than the love of her heart. What
The Destroyer had done, she--John’s savior--also must do.

Moved beyond realization of the spaces between them, Dolores sprang
to her feet and sounded into the upper spaces the vibrant chord of
inspiration:

“_John, be love-worthy!_”

Regardless of the astonished stares directed her way, she saw in the
mercurized pool that he bent his head as if listening--that his lips
moved. She seized the telephone which Satan had used in communicating
with the control platform. To the voice that answered she commanded:

“Get a record of what he said--I _must_ know what he said!”

Lifted out of herself by her success, she leaned over the balustrade
and willed that he should win.

And as she waited the battle on deck was fought to its finish.
Self-mastered, John brushed from his ears the insinuations that had
tempted him; controlled the fingers fumbling with the buckles; turned
back the feet struggling toward the rail.

As the helium from the last compartments waved skyward the flames of
the dirigible’s final support, he stripped off the life-saving jacket
and forced it upon the pilot. His insistence clearly was in the name of
that girl-child who would be orphaned should her father desert her for
a scruple. He urged his protesting fellow-human to the rail; helped
him over-side. In magnificent calm he watched the silken folds of the
parachute spread open under their burden and begin a gentle, oceanward
descent.

As the gas bag disintegrated, bits of burning embers became detached
and dropped like spent rockets to the waves. John Cabot, left alone on
the deck, stood ready for the end.

The while, his last utterance, demanded by her who had inspired him,
was given to the vast throng through the annunciators connected with
the master telephonograph. Deep, strong, triumphant, its first syllable
silenced the orchestral Song of the Sea. A cry of victory, it shamed
demon laughter and tortured the souls of the lost with regrets over the
god-great powers they might have come to wield had they but won their
fights. A requiem that rang through the crusts of two worlds was its
single word:

“_Dolores!_”

Exactly how she made her descent from the royal box and reached the
edge of the pool, the girl-shade never knew. The sound of John’s voice
had moved her with but one wish--to join him.

He had, then, heard her cry--had answered her! So near he seemed to her
that she could not endure to be so far from him.

Aspen-eager, she leaned far over the edge of the great bowl that held
the mercury. But all she saw was the reflection of her own face. The
dirigible must have gone sputtering into the sea while she was making
her descent. Her lover must have met his mortal fate. The pool had
finished its story.

So compelling had been the realism of its reflected scenes that she
still was controlled by the emotion they had aroused. She felt lured
almost beyond the strength of her intelligence to throw herself into
the brilliant depths--to be clasped as she might have been in that
realer sea in beloved arms. So low she bent that her whisper rippled
the surface.

“John ... _John_.”

A satirical voice, even more than the clutch of withered, hands drew
her back to the now of Gehenna. The minister had followed her and was
blinking at her, a trace of responsibility mapped on the parchment of
his face.

“Another second and Sin himself couldn’t have saved you to Hell,” he
exclaimed. “Don’t you know that this swimming pool is bottomless? Are
you trying to hang one of those griefs of yours on me?”

His reproach was a revelation to the girl. Even Old Original! Never,
perhaps, had she felt more puzzled to meet overture of male. But she
was spared reply. The aggressiveness slackened from his form. A look of
craft wiped the reproach from his face. He stepped behind her.

Explanation came in the approach of The Tempter. His spirit, then, had
returned from its projection to Earth to the shell of him left in the
box. Impulsively she hurried to meet him. She had no consideration
to spare for his chagrin over having failed in his personal attempt.
Too exalted in pride was she to give thought to the effect on him
of pride’s fall. Forward she stretched both hands, as if for the
congratulation of a friend.

“That favor I asked of you--I’ve granted it myself!” she exclaimed.
“There is no need for me to go to him. He will come now to me.”

She felt her fingers caught in a cruel grasp. Her joy-dewed glance was
scorched by his malevolence.

Back drew the sneering lips over white, fang-like teeth. “You really
think he’ll draw a ticket down here--that hero? Fool, you have too much
faith in the judgments of men!”

With repression more ominous than any outburst could have been, he
turned on his heel.

“Come home,” he said.

As has so many a submissive woman soul before her, Dolores tried to
hide within her heart her blissful expectation. But she trod on air as
she followed out of the stadium.

Splendidly John had gone through the formality of lifting the mortgage
contracted at his birth--that debt of life put upon all, which may be
paid only in the coinage of death.

Soon, now, he would come to her.



CHAPTER XXV


It was “afterward.” There could be no doubt of that. His Highness, so
far as Dolores was concerned, had retired into one of his silences. He
must be enraged with her for her interference in the pool play. But for
what could he be waiting?

True, the concession for which she had offered to pay any price was
no longer an issue. There was no need now for her to be put in spirit
connection with Earth, even had she not discovered that her own
concentrated will could accomplish the projection--that the dead might
return to their quondam surroundings, ruling and being ruled through
senses stronger far than physical. Could she sooner have realized this
of the strange laws which governed her present state of existence, what
heart-hurts of foreboding and regret she might have spared John and
herself!

Not for an hour of the days and nights since the failure of that
“Greatest Show” had she forgotten that the time set for her own answer
as to her fate was approaching. On this afternoon--the sixth of those
allotted “seven days of disgrace”--she felt herself no nearer decision
than before the end of her séances.

She tried not to dread. Dread shriveled the soul; would mar her
progress. And she was determined now to progress, despite her sentence
to Gehenna. Hope was the immortal soul of love. Once John had joined
her, no law of the lowlands could kill their hope.

So the girl-shade was happy in her deplorable state as she never had
been happy when the gateway of the mortal world had opened to her
youthful tread. He whom she loved loved her. That was the lyric of
her song of the soul. Deep-chording into the accompaniment was her
absolute knowledge of his worthiness. Expectancy played a running
obbligato through each measure, with here and there a trill of errant
joy. He was coming, John; must by now be nearing the end of that long,
drear journey from Earth to Shadow Land.

Every hour helped now. From far away, whispers of the altruistic
philosophy she had taught young Jack Cabot penetrated her moods. How
better prepare for the eventualities of to-morrow than by good cheer
to-day? Since all the to-morrows must come disguised as to-days, she
would make the best of the here and now.

A bit advanced were such ideas for the shell-pink ear of her infant,
yet to the wee-shade she murmured them this late afternoon while out
for a stroll. Although Adeline accompanied her, she herself carried the
spirit-child to save the maid’s pride.

Their practice had been to take their evening walks through the Garden
of Bad Luck. To-day, for the first time Dolores chose the Avenue
of Locusts, which led from the palace direct to the Limbian Gates.
The ex-great lady protested against walking beside her mistress,
even when ordered to do so, on the plea that she must work out her
term of degradation. The young mother’s hopeful adjurations to the
instinct-fretted babe seemed only to increase her bitterness.

How could m’lady benefit, Adeline demanded in French, even though her
lover did come through the gates that eventide? Her own husband’s
pretense to care for her was only the last-lingering impulse of
self-protection. He was assuming the virtue of constancy though he
had it not. But he would rue the attempt, since he was insulting, not
only her intelligence but that of the Mind Prince as well. M’lady must
remember the rule of the realm; must clear her mind of the heresy of
earthly ideals, lest they become known and she punished therefor. She
would be saved a shock could she but realize beforehand that the lover
she had loved would hate her even as she him. In Gehenna he and she
who had caused each other’s fall would be, indeed, bad met.

“See yonder warehouse beyond the wall?” Adeline pointed out a low
structure. “There is checked all such superfluous baggage as love. Only
hate may be brought within.”

Dolores wondered that so small a building could store the lingering
loves of the Hadean hordes. Before she could comment, there came to
them from the entrance of the wireless station just inside the gate a
high shriek rent by a deeper staccato of laughter. Down the steps and
directly into her path came rolling what looked an oversized foot-ball.
Close followed His Evil Majesty himself. In one hand he waved a knout
with snapping lashes. The laughter was his and more cruel than his
instrument of torture.

After handing over her babe to Adeline and commanding a quick retreat,
Dolores hurried toward the ball, which was unwinding as it rolled.
Its arms, legs and head proved to belong to a male _manes_, terrified
beyond coherency. By the time Satan reached them with knout upraised,
she had pushed the wretch behind her and started him after the
noble-maid. Beyond a stinging of her consciousness, she did not feel
the blow that fell. Almost at once she recovered; was able to face His
Highness with calm inquiry.

“What has he done to deserve this attack?”

“_Done?_” Satan’s voice crackled as had the whip. “Shouldn’t the chief
inter-world operator know better than to retail me bad tidings? Out of
my way--I’m highly charged!”

“No.” Dolores stood firm.

“You’d rather I’d experiment on you?”

“Yes.”

“Best look out, unless you want to be blinded until Judgment.”

She was able to disregard the Boss Bully’s warning by centering her
mind upon her great happiness. _He had been love-worthy, John._

“You can’t strike me blind,” she said.

Into the confidence of the purple-black eyes uplifted to his Satan
scowled.

“You’d not be blind. You’d only think you were because I say so and
my mind is stronger than yours. Everything is a thought down here, as
you must have learned ere this--just a bad thought.” With the lash in
mid-air he added: “But, thank me, you can’t kill a bad thought.”

As her hair was lifting to the magnet of the knout, he dropped it. The
respite, however, was not for mercy’s sake.

“You didn’t change expression. You don’t cringe. Why?”

“Pain is a coward’s thought. I know that you, Augustness, cannot hurt
me.”

Interestedly he contemplated her and this, her first open defiance.
“You’re smarter than I thought. You have a certain regardlessness that
is the next-best thing to conscious power.”

“I have,” she said, “faith that----”

“_Faith?_” he jeered. “Then I have it, too--faith that I’ll do my
damnedest. I cannot hurt you physically, no. But I hold a record for
hurting minds that may cause you to reconsider.”

“Not while I believe that all will be well with me.” The voice of her
contention sounded like the balmy winds of spring, to which nor man nor
devil may say nay.

Perhaps her glance toward the gates suggested the source of her
beatitude. Perhaps he sensed it from his own irritation. He passed her
point to level one of his own.

“And has this belief absolute padded your senses against the fact that
I am displeased with you, she-fool? Don’t worry. I never let personal
prejudice interfere with The Cause. This faith-theory is valuable with
the reverse English put on it. As a science, it has done considerable
harm to the religions of the world. I’ve been waiting until your week
was up. Why not have it now--your answer?”

“My answer to--to----”

“To my indecent proposition that you organize the vice of womanhood.
Are you going to take that Low Priestess job?”

“I have until to-morrow to decide.”

“True. And you hope meantime that your love-hound will come barking at
our Avernian door. Oh, don’t deny it! Why else should you be hanging
’round the gates? Why else should I?”

“But you said the judgments of men would never send a hero here.”

Stooping to recover his electric lash, Satan used it to punctuate his
reply. “I’m hoping against hope, just as you are. If only he would be
sent this way--_ah!_ My latest wireless from Earth, however, leads me
to fear not. The newspapers are headlined with his heroism. Imbecile
earthlings are going to erect a memorial to him. And, would you
believe it, that hunting parson of yours has used your friend’s death
as a stepping-stone out of the muddle-puddle of his ecclesiastical
disrepute? With Cabot as his text, he preached to thousands in Central
Park, exampling himself through the viciously attacked philanthropist
who, although proved guilty of weakness of the flesh, rose to the moral
strength of a god in an emergency. Get the idea? His plea is for all
men who have been dragged down by women. Should not he know that Cabot
was too greatly tried, since the same she-devil ruined him with his
church? You recognize the allusion? The prayers he sent up for the soul
of his fellow victim were indirectly for himself. As a result he is to
head the new Church of the Broad-Minded. Could you beat it--or him?”

At her consternation, he chuckled enjoyably.

“How the people of Earth like to bunk themselves! But you look fogged.
Is your faith getting cured? Care to come into the receiving room and
sit while you wait? I left some unfinished business.”

As they mounted the steps of the stone-like structure, he added a
mental lash to her punishment.

“You remember, of course, the lawyer who lost Mrs. Cabot’s divorce
case? Last you saw of him, in ‘The Turn-Turtle,’ he was being thrown
out of his profession for mal-practicing that delicate art called
‘double-crossing.’ The timely birth of your ill-begot, with fatherhood
pinned on John Cabot by Seff’s testimony and the guilty admission of
your suicide, was a-plenty and to spare to ruin Rufus Holt. But along
comes that judge you tricked, Roscoe Strang, of the good-sport tie.
He has Holt’s case re-opened and carries through a daring example of
man-to-man friendliness.”

From his belt he took the paper-like slip on which wireless messages
were sent down by Gehennan operators.

“Let’s see just what he testified, this brotherly judge. Oh yes; ‘The
accused did bring the Trent girl to me, but to let me judge of her
guilt. She looked so pure that I was not convinced and stood, as I
stand now, on my right to judge. If fault there was, that fault was
mine.’ After that, there was nothing for the Bar Association to do but
open their arms to the brother they had misjudged.”

“I am glad,” Dolores said. “For a time I blamed Rufus Holt for my
sufferings. But he tried to be a true friend to John.”

“I dare say,” sneered Satan as he opened the station door, “and made
a mess of it, as true friends usually do. At that, you’ve got a good
start with him and can use him in our new campaign.”

Within, an operator wearing a receiving head-dress, sat among his
instruments. Beside a window which commanded a view of the entrance,
His Highness placed a chair for her.

“The gates will open soon,” he advised. “Watch the new arrivals trickle
in and call me in case you catch sight of your John. I am pardonably
impatient to meet him.”

To sink into the chair was a relief. At sight of the preparations
outside which the pigmy ushers were making for the reception of the
evening’s recruits, Dolores’ mental pulse accelerated. She strove for
the strong thoughts which lately had sustained her and tried to keep
out of her expression the pinch of hope long deferred.

“Are these likenesses, sweet Grief?”

Turning, she found Satan at her elbow, offering her half-a-dozen
sepia-like photographs. She took them; looked; exclaimed:

“John--_wonderful!_ And this is Catherine at her best. How splendid of
dear Clarke Shayle! Rufus Holt, too. Have you had them made for me? But
why include these of Vincent Seff and Dr. Willard? I’d rather forget
them.”

“Does the murderer forget the features of the slain? Nay, fair
assassin, you won’t need this collection for your dressing table to
remember your victims. These are stills selected from our stock of
life-films. I am glad you pronounce them such likenesses, for I’m
sending them up to old Mors of the Mystery Gate to hang in his rogues’
gallery.”

“To Mors?”

Satan nodded. “I mean to put a stop-order on the lot, in case any of
them come through ticketed to Elysium. I need their kind down here.”

“But I thought it was written in the tome called Judgments of Men where
shades should spend the time until the Call,” she puzzled. “Doesn’t
each enter his new estate as he left the old? Must not his Earth record
hold?”

His Highness frowned at the reminder. “Just because a rule never has
been broken is no reason why it never will be. I may try, mayn’t I?
Queer if I can’t frighten Mors into making a few exceptions.” He turned
to the operator. “Get the old ghoul. I would a word with him.”

The connection soon was made. Ensued a brief exchange, but one so
vehement that the operator cautioned his master to calm down, lest he
blow out all the fuses about the place.

“There is one of them I must have, old-timer,” Satan continued less
offensively. “John Cabot by name and physiognomy. Likely to come
through this very night.... _What_ ... What for, in the name of
Hell?... Gallantry on Earth, eh?... Death, you’re a choicer fool than
your sister Birth!”

As he banged the receiver on its hook, Dolores arose.

“John has gone on--up into Elysium?” Her voice was more faint from
surprise than his had been strong. “He won’t--- come down--this way?”

At the nod which His Highness spared her from his rage, she crossed the
room, went out the door and down the steps. She was well along the path
when he caught up with and stopped her.

“A word to the unwise,” said he. “To be without a job is an
embarrassing situation anywhere--particularly so down here. Your fancy
position as First Royal Entertainer has come to an end. You’ll do well
to take on the next best thing that offers, lest your ability become
discredited. I really believe you’re the ablest she-devil ever given a
chance to work out her own damnation. You have unique powers, but there
is no personal power that cannot be destroyed. And I am the Destroyer.”

“This position you offer is so--is very difficult,” the girl-soul
protested.

“Isn’t everything worth while difficult? And you are very clever,
although in ways that may be used for or against you. On Earth you
failed, just as badly managed talent often fails. Here I, the Boss
Producer of a play called Sin, stand ready to star you in a success
such as you, with your present limitations, cannot conceive. Already
you know something of me----”

Dolores interrupted, although haltingly. “I know that you are--that
you, too, are difficult.”

“At least that.” He bowed, as if thanking her. “Since it confuses you
to consider me, pray consider yourself. It is plain that you’ve been,
like myself, wrong since birth. Count the men you’ve ruined, every one
of whom turned to good works after your influence was removed. Think
of what you did--the first earth-law for women that you broke. What
you’ve needed is a manager just a shade worse-minded than yourself. Now
you’re offered one and a chance such as no vampire of Earth or Hell
ever aspired to. It is a position fitted to the applicant, as your
employment-agency friend, _née_ Shinn, would say. What more ambitious
rôle could you find than arousing the worst, not in one, but in all the
men controlled by women in the world?”

She drew her arm from his detaining clutch. “I have, you know,
until----”

“Very well. I’ll wait. But mind you, there’ll be no extension of time.
Yes or no, and Hell help you if it be no! I want to get you started, so
that I can give my own energies to the incipient race riots in America.
Great field for trouble. All the wealth of the world is there, with
the basest traitors cast out of other countries to misuse it. Go home,
since you must have that last day of disgrace. But be ready with your
answer to-morrow.”

Like well-aimed shot, the syllables riddled Dolores’ brain. A wounded
doe, she hurried on her way to cover.

_To-morrow._

       *       *       *       *       *

That night while she lay bleeding of her heart wound, Dolores roused
to the perception of an unaccustomed metallic sound. She realized
that, for some time, she had been hearing it. Tap, tap, _tap_--it now
increased in peremptoriness. Someone must be trying to attract her
attention from outside the window.

She sat up among her pillows of satin sheen. By the sulphuric glow of
the night-light, she saw that it was after one o’clock, three long
hours since Adeline had tip-toed out.

After one and _to-morrow_----

The face of the sardonyx-like clock seemed to grin back at her in
anticipation of the seventh--said to be the perfect day. “The faith of
fools--the faith of fools!” it ticked away.

Until she knew that John was not to join her, she had failed to
appreciate how greatly she was relying upon his assistance and advice.
To choose between His Majesty’s diabolic assignment and the ingenious
torments to which she and her babe would be subjected became the more
impossible the longer she considered.

Were she what she once had been, expectant of the best because
all-ignorant of the worst, she would have decided, without a moment’s
hesitation, upon what she knew to be right. But knowledge was
weakening. Constant association with sin and suffering wore away
the best intentions. To struggle against fore-assured failure until
the negligent hopes of Gehenna changed to fear and fear changed, to
despair----

She covered her eyes from the suggestive leer of the clock-face and
sank back into the veil of her crepe-black hair.

“Amor ... Innocentia ... Where are you?”

“Tap! _Tap!_”

As though in answer to her stifled sob of loneliness, the metallic
sound was repeated on the pane. Could they be without, the comrades of
her youth, come to console her even before she called? Into _peignoir_
and mules she hurried; crossed the room; threw wide the casement.

“Who is it? Who is there?”

“Sh--hush!”

In the answering rasp sounded neither the lilt of Innocentia nor the
fearlessness of the love-lad Amor. From out the deep shadows that
hugged the palace wall limped the lately-promoted General Cummings.
More spectral than seemed consistent with his brief lapse from
mortality he looked as he crossed the sill. From his once tranquil eyes
shone the hell-haunted look of the archaics. His kindly old face was
stretched and blanched.

“What has happened to you, Corporal Sam?” Dolores’ tones sounded her
distress at the change in him.

Before replying he drew the window hangings and dimmed the night lamp.
“No one must discover I’m here. They say His Highness knows everything
that goes on in the palace, but I have risked it. You seem the only
chance of saving us.”

From the edge of the bed, Dolores focused her amazement upon the
doughty soldier-soul. “Saving you--from what?”

“From his Great Intention.” Old Sam’s voice shivered into a whisper.
“You don’t understand? I’ve heard that even the prime minister is not
in his confidence. But I hoped that you had wormed it out of him. Since
I understood, I haven’t rested day nor night, although there’s little
I can do. You have no idea what a hold he’s got on those fight-fiends.
I don’t want to hurt your feelings, miss, that is to say ma’am, but
from the reports of your séances you’ve turned some mighty powerful
mortal minds topsy-turvy. For your own sake, for the sake of God
Himself--wouldn’t you be willing to try?”

“To try just what?”

“That’s what I’m telling you.” Stiff from apprehension, the old
_manes’_ lips formed clumsily to his revelation. “His Lowness aims to
march into the Fields before Judgment, conquer the Elysiumites and hurl
the Great-I-Am from His throne. Don’t you understand yet? _He aims to
set himself on high as God-of-all!_”

“Oh, but he can’t do that! How _could_ he conquer God?”

“You wouldn’t be so sure could you see how those hordes take to
training. Every decent impulse is drilled out of them. The kind of
frightfulness he’s planning makes a lately mortal brain reel. Ma’am, I
calculate that he’s going to win.”

“No! The Great-I-Am would not let him.”

At the girl-shade’s vehemence the old soul waggled his head, in his
eyes the shadow of horrors that might not be forgot.

“You’ve seen wrong conquer right on Earth, or you wouldn’t be here.
I’ve lost all hope unless--From what I hear I wasn’t so far off about
his having a weakness for you. In camp every officer has his joke about
the modern Delilah that’s destroying the Destroyer. All Gehenna is
talking over his neglect of affairs of state to amuse you with shows
and such. Not once of late has he been to most of the sham battles that
he used to review daily.”

“I am afraid you overrate----”

“Pardon me, ma’am, but that’s the best. The worst can’t be overrated.
You see, they call him the Hope of Hell. His hold on the hordes is
that, if they drive on to victory in the great offensive, they win
eternal release. They fight for themselves, not him. If they lose,
they’ll be the first cast into the bottomless pit forever and ever,
amen. If they win, he’ll give them rank and estates in the new
autocracy of universal, everlasting, licensed crime. I don’t fear for
myself so much. I and even you might sink low enough to get by without
exciting suspicion that we’re unsympathetic. It’s the Elysiumites that
are going to suffer. Miss, can’t you imagine what a Satanic victory
would mean to a gentle spirit like----”

To hide his emotion Old Sam covered his face with both hands.

“My Mary Gertrude never was mistreated in her life. But I wouldn’t put
it past these helliot hordes to----”

Dolores shuddered. “The damned masters and the blessed their slaves?”

“You begin to understand. Isn’t there someone up there that you feel
grateful to--someone you’d hate to see----”

“My mother died to give me life,” the spirit-girl breathed. “And my
father must be with her. He’s not down here. Intemperance, you know, is
considered a disease, not a crime, in the eyes of men. And then there’s
little Jack Cabot. He seemed really to trust every word I told him
about his reward if he did what was right. I couldn’t bear to see poor,
crippled Jack----”

General Sam nodded. “It comes home, doesn’t it, ma’am, when you think
of those you love?”

“_Love?_” With the word, Dolores threw up her head. Into the veteran’s
pale eyes her dark ones gloomed. “Already the King hates the one I
love. If Satan should come into this limitless power, what torments he
would devise for the great soul of John Cabot!”

A sound startled them. The soldier-shade hobbled toward the window
by which he had entered, motioning her to follow. Before opening the
shutter, he whispered:

“I’d best go. I dare not come again and there’s no way I can help you.
You’ll have to make up your own mind what to do. Only remember there
isn’t much time. He’s nigh about ready to strike. God A’mighty give you
wisdom, ma’am.”

He had wrung her hand. Almost was he over the sill when a blinding
flash struck at him from out the drab-dim night. Not a sound escaped
him. Not so much as a clutch at the air stayed his fall. His right hand
raised to his cap visor in his old-time salute. Then backward he fell
upon the floor.

When Dolores’ eyes had recovered from their momentary confusion, she
saw His Majesty standing just without. His pleased look reminded her of
the fearing wretch she had saved from a like attack yesterday. Only the
hope born of her happiness had defeated his power to hurt her. Although
not happy now, she was far from despair. Should he turn next on her,
only faith could save her. She must believe that, despite appearances
on Earth and in Shadow Land, good was stronger than evil.

He stepped aside, the King; glanced at the procumbent figure; smiled
his attractive smile.

“Damme if one can count upon the taste feminine!”

The cynicism he addressed to the double of himself that showed in
the nearest mercurized pier-panel of her chamber. For a moment he
contemplated the dim reflection of his splendid proportions, the
clean-cut features of his infernally youthful face and the perfection
of his evening attire.

“Is no age or fraction of he-man safe from you?” he commented.
“So _this_ is why he always plead your cause, why I caught him
_rendezvousing_ with you in the garden, why he talked me down? These
shallow-looking folk, forsooth, are the deep ones.”

“Your Lowness--” Dolores approached him with blaze-indignant
eyes--“surely you do not assume that I or General Sam----”

“I never assume. I know the worst. That’s my power. I ought to be
disgusted with you, and yet----” He considered her face almost as
interestedly as he had his own. The charm of his smile increased. He
added: “I’ve often noticed that men never get disgusted with the lady
in the case. But I’ll make a horrible example of that broken-winged old
moth, lured here by your light, for benefit of other mashers. Have to
protect your promiscuous stamp of vamp from the outside.”

That he was angrier than he sounded was suggested by the snap of his
fingers toward the window. Into the chamber sprang a pair of the palace
guards.

“Nerve shock--_boomeranged_.” Laconically His Highness gestured toward
the soldier-soul. “Lay him out in the Revival Room. See you handle him
gently until I advise you what particular form his mistreatment is to
take. I must work out something especially effective.”

He followed to the casement, as the stalwarts carried out the victim of
his inviolate will. There he turned, as though chancing to remember the
recipient of the two nocturnal calls.

“Miss or madame, I wish you good morrow. As your--ah--friend was saying
at the moment of my interruption, remember that there isn’t much time.
Think things over.”

Dolores took the repeated advice. Through the long, vague hours of the
Avernian dawn she did think things over; thought and thought.

His Highness said she had power. Indeed, she must have power, else she
could not have flouted, even in small ways, his mastery. But hers was
not the power for sin which he ascribed to her. Long ago a brilliant
lawyer had toasted it as “truth.” Before that she herself had called it
“sincerity.” She knew before trying that she should fail at the task
of rousing the worst in women, when their best had been her Earth-life
ideal.

Since nothing in all the universe was meant to be wasted--not a throb
of heart or thought of mind--why had she been given power? To lose it
in the chaos of disappointment into which she had sunk after realizing
that John Cabot was not to come to her--that the sentences for the
same crime in man and his woman were not necessarily the same? She
had been anticipating Hell. Although the time before That Day might
be short, she might yet earn progression; perhaps might go to John,
since he had not come to her. Suppose she had the right with everyman
to draw upon the exhaustless supply of strength which they claimed was
God---- Suppose she could possess more and still more of this power of
sincerity----

Stronger than the gleams of the up-rising electric sun grew her
determination; brighter her hope; realer her faith. The Rex of
Reversals did not know everything, else would he have realized ere this
that he could not conquer her. And he _had_ some sort of weakness for
her. Otherwise he’d have crushed her long ago. In the present emergency
she would seem to yield to him. She would match power against power,
wit against wit, subtlety against subtlety. She would take the case of
the women of the world, but take it, as had Rufus Holt that of Cabot
_versus_ Cabot, to lose. By stress of her own emotion she had learned
that only spiritual strength was necessary to communicate with Earth.
That discovery should not be wasted. Over the official wireless through
the days would she command evils. In the night-time, with only her own
yearning soul as sending station and the souls of Earth’s sad women as
receivers, would she counter-command.

Perhaps the time would be shorter than General Cummings feared or His
Majesty hoped. Perhaps The Call would sound before he found her out.
And if she was insincere toward her enemy, it would be that she might
be the more sincere toward her friends. A judge of Earth had absolved
her of guilt at first sight because he saw in her face that her motive
was innocent. Surely the Great Judge would be as keen.

As for the unspeakable thing known, without being known, as The Great
Intention, that also might she delay and divert. On Earth she had
been called a menace to men. If wiles enough remained at her command,
now that she needed them to save rather than destroy herself--if the
value of her favors did not decrease with deliberate use of them--she
soon would have the soldier messenger set free. With or without him,
however, she would find ways to weaken the King’s hold upon his
military. While Satan was giving the whole of his intelligence to
inciting riot among the mixed races of her own America she would be
sowing schism among the condemned who had been drafted and branded into
the Hadean armies.

The truth ought to be spreading propaganda. With what little she could
disseminate on Earth and the much she must begin at once to spread in
Gehenna----

Adeline’s tap on her door announced that what couldn’t happen had
happened--that she had caught up with the elusive to-morrow. But
sufficient unto the seventh day was the enlightenment thereof.

Dolores was ready at last with her answer.



CHAPTER XXVI


Soft as the light shed from Beyond, a breeze blew over the inner
fields of Elysium. Soft also was the whispered gratitude of the olive
trees and palms; soft the smiles of the flowers of lilies and of
Lebanon, of celestial roses, of amorant and of rustling immortelles.
The ribbon-like stream that bounded the emerald velvet skirts of the
meadow-land fluttered from the buoyant breath.

Of the trees, only a spruce atop a nearby knoll failed to sway. Too
heavy was it with birds. Although its branches down-hung dejectedly,
from its tip waved skyward a tuneful panegyric. So full was the chorus,
it seemed that every songster must be voicing a heart full of joy. Yet
one there was that did not sing, a yellow, strongly visible atom of
immortality perched upon a low-swung twig.

His head was perked to one side. His round, quick eyes were fixed on
the glittering hazes that hung, like veils of silver-mesh veiling
countless finer veils of golden threads, before the Source of Light.
He was looking and listening. An excited chirp escaped him. With the
motions of a bird unused to the exercise of his wings, he half hopped,
half flew from his branch to the sward and started with what speed he
might across the greening pastures.

One spiritualized to follow the hope of so small a shade would have
seen turning back from a company of spirits, then advancing into the
radiant distances, the form of a child--a boy-soul of some nine years.
With an odd, slithering sort of walk, he retraced his steps. Now and
then he would stop and, shading his eyes, would peer in the general
direction of the Mystery Gate. He, too, appeared to be listening and
looking.

Although Jack Cabot still limped, he had out-progressed any pain of
consciousness over his deformity. Knowing that except for the imperfect
union of his parents, he would have been born perfect in love, he
believed that the visible of him would be straightened at his second
birth. Adjudged an innocent offspring of righteousness, he had been
unhampered by the curse of the world; indeed, had been given benefit
of every doubt. His movements had gained freedom and his features
had beautified. On closer view, however, his expression showed to be
disconsolate. His sigh was repeated in that of another back-gazing
_manes_ whom he passed.

“Don’t you belong to anybody, too?” Jack asked him. “Mors told me I was
assigned to bliss. I walk so much easier now, I know I ought to go on.
But, oh, I am so lonely!”

“I know. I know”--the stranger-shade. “It is hard to be blissful alone.”

At the moment Jack espied the tiny yellow creature fluttering toward
him. An eager chirp started him toward it, at first hesitantly, then
as fast as he could go. Thus met the two passionate spirits which had
been caged together on Earth--the one passionate in his resentment, the
other in the determination, instinct, or whatsoever may be called the
will of a bird, to teach the joy of life.

In his hurry, Jack stumbled and fell, both hands outstretched. Into
them flew the yellow mite; twittered ecstatically; billed the boyish
lips that quivered into sobs and laughter.

“You look like--You _are_! Oh, Dick, you flew into the Light after me?
You have been hunting for me? I’m ashamed of the way I used to treat
you, Dickie bird. But you understand now, don’t you, that it was only
because I didn’t ’preciate that there’s a heart in every living thing,
sometimes the biggest in the littlest? I had my eyes so set on a dog
that I didn’t see how precious you were! I wonder did the gold-fish
like me, too? It means something when a boy’s bird will die to follow
him. I’m ashamed, Dick. Honest, I’m awful ashamed.”

The canary’s response was a burst of the song which he had not sung
when sitting upon the spruce tree, bereft of companionship although
in the company of so many of his kind. Perched upon the boy-shade’s
shoulder, he revealed his secret in sound. Higher and freer and more
poignantly sweet than ever fluted songster of Earth, he gave out on the
Elysian air the theme of selfless love.

Inspirited, Jack continued on his return over the fields. He
walked evenly that he might not dislodge his pet. And he chatted
appreciatively in the intervals of the song, to atone for his
unappreciative past.

“There are all sorts of musicians as you go nearer the Light, they
tell me. There are pipers and harpers and trumpeters and countless
choir-singers that almost make you long to die again for joy. But I’ll
bet there’s none will sing so sweet as you, Dick. Once I’m satisfied to
go on, I’ll take you with me and give you the chance you never had on
Earth.”

By now the two were well over the crest of the stream-skirted knoll.
Toward them, from the direction of the gate, spirits fluttered like
leaves in a wind. Voices called out through the spaces--glad cries of
greeting and wails of disappointment worn weak from repetition.

As before, Jack shielded his eyes with one hand and peered about. And,
as he peered, he vented a cry that was the aggregate of all certitude.
His left hand he lifted to guard the bird, then started down the hill.

From out the nether hazes a man-shade came climbing toward them. That
he lately had arrived from Earth showed in the anxiety of his dark,
strong face. When he saw who was shuffling toward him and recognized
the excited, childish voice hailing him, he increased his pace. When
they met, father and son:

“Greetings, John Cabot!”

“Jack Cabot, greetings!”

The large and small hands gripped.

“I had a feeling you were due,” explained the boy, conquering the first
incoherency of his delight. “I guess Dick must have felt the same way.
Did you hear him sing as we came over the hill? Oh, John, I’m so glad
you’ve come! This is a wonderful place to be happy in. But you can’t be
happy alone. I’ve come back ever so often, hoping that you or----”

“Then you haven’t seen her yet?”

“You mean?” For a moment the child-soul stared up at his father’s
emotionful face. He stood on tip-toe to whisper his interpretation,
lest the joy-jealous zephyrs snatch it away. “Not her--not _’Lores_!”

“She came a month since. I am sure she would have been on the lookout
for you, Jack. Strange you have not met.”

“Maybe----” Jack shuddered. “It’s an awful journey over. Maybe she got
so afraid of the snakes and the owls and the wild asses----”

“There’s no stopping along the highway, son. Every soul survives the
dread of death, they tell me. In reality, the transition between the
two phases of existence is brief. At the gate they told me that she had
passed through, but they refused so much as a hint at the direction she
had taken. I’ve covered the border fields thoroughly since I came. Had
concluded she must have found you and gone on.”

His concern lowered like a shadow to Jack’s face. “It don’t seem like
’Lores to forget me. I’d never give up trying to find her.”

“She may not have known that I was on the way.” John appeared to be
advising himself. “But she did seem so close to me that morning above
the sea. Her voice sounded so clear--so near. I was sure she had called
me. If I could hear her with ears of clay, it seems as though she---- I
tried to answer her. I wonder----”

Neither father nor son had noticed two small clouds which had appeared
on the horizon line above the nether world. Mere fluttering specks
at first, they had developed color and form in a rapid approach. They
settled upon the sward and hurried forward. He in advance was of
up-standing form, his face beautiful and ardent, despite its lines of
care. By one hand, he led a fair girl spirit whose head hung as if from
shame and whose eyes, on close approach, showed to brim with tears.
Boldly enough the youth lined up before the two Cabots.

“I am Amor and this is Innocentia. You know us well, although on Earth
you could not see us. In a way we belong to you as well as to our dear
Dolores.”

“Dolores?” John snatched at the name. “You can tell us where she is?”

“Let me prepare you”--in pity, Amor. “I owe my life to you, John Cabot.
I was, in fact, born of your heart beats that day you first saw her in
Seff’s shop. Not consciously--of course mortals realize only the half
of what they do--you sent me to her side to guide her. I have done what
I could. But earthlings have no care for love. They never think to
spare it until after it is dead.”

The shy girl spirit was moved by her comrade’s self-depreciation to
speak. “Amor has been splendid. He was close beside her when she heard
the news that you had been sent to the Fields. He proposed our search
for you. And he held me up with sheer strength when I felt that I must
swoon from exhaustion. Always he has tried to protect me even as--as
you.”

“As I?” John asked.

“Don’t you recognize me yet?” She brushed the moisture from her eyes
and lifted them to his, twin blue anemones. “I am what you loved best
in your love. Although you could not see me as now, you knew that I was
there. You held me dearer than her beauty, than her youth--yes, even
than her passion for you.”

“In mercy’s name, don’t taunt me!” John’s voice was a sort of groan. “I
did value you. I tried to save you from myself. God knows how hard I
tried. It seems incredible to me now that I should have torn you from
her--trampled on you----”

“Trampled me? You never did that.” Her timidity conquered by sight of
his suffering, Innocentia touched his arm. “Not for one minute was I
really afraid of you. A great love, such as yours, could not harm me.
Amor often told me that. I stayed close to her on Earth and crossed
with her into Shadow Land.”

“Even down there we’ve been with her most of the time,” Amor added.

“_Down there?_” Startled out of his shame, John Cabot peered into the
care-worn faces of the guardian pair. “You mean--she is assigned----”

He read the answer in their distressed, averted looks. His mind was
quickly made.

“Lead on--and down!”

“But, John----” Young Jack clung tight to one of the knotted fists that
hung at his father’s side--“you can’t go into Gehenna. You and I are
assigned to the Fields. It is a rule here that we can go on, but never
back.”

“Go on--without her?” John laughed in a short, hard way. “There is no
right in a rule that assigns me to Elysium and her to Gehenna. I’ll
find a way to prove that one man feels responsible for a woman’s fall.
Son, I am going to bring her back with me.”

“If you could, John--if only you could!” Afraid, yet brave to believe
in the power of his god of Earth, the boy-soul gazed into his father’s
face. “You’ll look for me, John, first thing when you come back? A
little way on there are bowers and villas that the shades build to live
in while their eyes and minds are getting used to the Light. They leave
them empty for anyone to take when they’re ready to progress nearer the
Source. You’ll know the one I’m in if you listen to hear Dick sing.
I’ll be waiting for you and--and _her_, John Cabot.”

“Jack Cabot, until we meet again!”

In time the boy had remembered his lameness, so did not plead to
go along. The best way to expedite his hero’s return was to let him
proceed unencumbered. Striving for courage, he watched the tall form
follow Amor and Innocentia across the fields. A twitter reminded him
that he was not entirely deprived. Gulping back his disappointment, he
declared manfully:

“We’ll get a nice place ready for her, Dick--my other mother. He says
he’ll bring her back, so we know he will. John can do anything. It
_will_ be fun being happy!”

       *       *       *       *       *

Across the mystery wastes that lie between the mortal world and Shadow
Land looms a redoubtable wall. Through its gateway any from Earth may
pass at will. But none may return.

Just within, the two head ushers slumped upon their bench and gazed
over the familiar, but incogitable scene. The well-worn inward path
soon divided, its lower half to drop over a declivity, whence it sloped
“easily” into Avernus, its upper to wind away and away until lost in
that incalculably distant glow.

“Queer set this”--the first usher.

“Queer is right--or wrong”--his fellow. “I’d like to know, for
instance, what makes that Light.”

“I, too. Can’t be either sun or moon, because it never sets.”

The chief’s eyes fixed on a verdant slope, from whose hazes a female
figure sped with apprehensive manner toward the base of the wall. He
shrugged on seeing a unit of the boundary patrol return her into the
Fields, but gently, with never a threat of spear.

“One of the yearning mothers, I suppose. Strange how they’re possessed
to slip back to their children!”

“Children who likely aren’t wasting a worry on them,” the associate
sighed. “Why won’t mothers let bad enough alone?”

A wail like the lament of a lost zephyr drew their attention to the
rim.

“That fool woman in love trying to descend again,” the second usher
continued to grumble. “She’s not the first who’s insisted that she’d
rather be in Hell with him than in Heaven without. Quaint, isn’t it,
considering that we don’t have any trouble with men in vice-versa
cases?”

“Hi, guardsmen! You asleep? What’s wrong over there?”

With his cry, the chief sprang up and hurried toward the down path.
Ahead of him ran the spear-carrier whom he had called to task. Behind
came his fellow.

From the brume of the upper distances a group of three spirits had
emerged and were rushing downward, regardless of the shade patrol.
Through the array of spears leveled against them they darted as though
impervious to wounds of fear.

On the rock-strewn cliff the reinforcements found themselves facing an
aroused man-_manes_ whose like they never had seen. Clothed in an armor
of light was John Cabot, “his eyes as lamps of fire ... and the voice
of his words like the voice of a multitude.”

“What matter the judgments of men, after man’s little day is done? Make
way. I am going through.”

“Drive him back,” commanded the chief usher. “All together now!”

Against the row of leveled spear points, John hurled himself.

“Right is might and I am right,” he cried.

“You can’t pit one will against hundreds and win,” the chief contended.
“Stop a second. Realize how foolish----”

“And what is folly but a riotous expenditure of will?” At his
application of the memory flash, John laughed. “This is--to will--and
to have--my will,” he panted as he fought the united determination
to stay him. “You witness the end--of my social ideas--my immoderate
desires--my excesses--my pleasures that--have ended--in death. A laugh
for--your hundreds--of wills!”

Perhaps by his rashness, perhaps by force of the wind now rousing in
strength from over the Fields, the light forms of Amor and Innocentia
were snatched up and borne through the ranks of the guard. At sight of
their disappearance into the abyss, John’s eyes blazed like lit torches.

“Since mind is more than matter up here--since this is a world of
will--let the stronger will prevail!”

From the grasp of the nearest of the patrol, he wrenched a torch-lit
spear. Waving it on high, he rushed their resistance; engaged them;
smote their thoughts with his thoughts. The two ushers fell back,
powerless to contend against him.

“He must be a madman,” gasped the chief.

“Or a god”--his associate.

Both shook in the greatening gale. Both paled to see that the mystery
Light, which had abided since their entrance into Shadow Land, was
being eclipsed by Stygian clouds. So dark grew the air that they
scarcely could discern the form of the man-_manes_ outlined against the
rim. But his battle-cry came back to them.

“_Make way--make way for my mind!_”

Into the thunders that rocked the clouds merged his voice. Lightnings
lit his victory. Madman or god, he plunged over the rim.



CHAPTER XXVII


Early as she dared that forenoon, Dolores had sought audience with the
King. From calculation new to her, she had arrayed herself to please
him. Ceding the mauves and dove grays that seemed best to express
her, she had selected one of the court creations designed for her by
the master electrician of His Highness’s own robes--an effect as of
dawn-tinted tulles weighted by a tunic sewn over with rose rubies. Her
hair she had wrapped about her head like a splendid coronet. To the
handle of the jasper-like staff to be carried with the costume she
had fastened the tiny dynamo of a full-blown, scarlet rose and in the
ribbon of one silver sandal, just over the high-arched instep, had
tied a closed, pearl-dewed bud. Upon Adeline’s verdict of “Exquisite,
madame!” she had studied the mercury lest any possibility of further
effect be neglected. The reflection was of a woman-soul, young, fresh,
hopeful as the early morn, yet already aglow from the red realizations
of her noon-day.

His Majesty received her alone in the throne-room. Among fulsome
compliments he interspersed his gratification that she had not awaited
a summons from him.

Dolores was more surprised by this affability than she should have been
by any new truculence. For the first moments she found herself overcome
by what she had prepared to overcome in him--indignation.

“Then you did not really suspect me last night?”

He lifted a protesting hand. “You wouldn’t deprive me of that pleasure?
Can’t you conceive how much rivals are enjoyed by the admirer who need
have no fear?” He descended the dais to substantiate the claim in the
mirror.

After he had placed the prime minister’s chair for her, she gave him
her answer. She would accept the office of Low Priestess.

At the quiet pronouncement a gleam lit the steel of his eyes.

“I am glad,” said he. “Sooner or later--probably sooner _than_ later--I
should have made you accept it. However, it is gratifying that you have
done so, shall we say, _near_-voluntarily? You make me hope that----”

He bent his head and looked into her face. Soon he finished in the
smooth voice of a hierophant expounding his doctrine.

“You make me hope several things of you. From your viewpoint I ought
to despise you for last night’s discovery that your vamping mania
has consumed a soldier from my ranks doddering enough to be your
grandfather.”

“You are too intelligent to believe that,” she flashed.

“Nice work for an earthly audience. But it’s not to your interest to
convince me. I am too delighted to find you worse than you at times
appear. Did you notice down in the world that the virtuous women keep
the devotion of their men? I guess not. One difference between me and
male earthlings is that I own up to a depravity which they are taught
from birth to deny. The worse I think you, the longer you’re likely to
hold me. Pray let me dream on!”

“To hold--_you?_”

Something of sincerity in his voice forced the query. Instantly she
regretted it.

“That _naïveté_ is your cleverest trick,” he approved. “You probably
guessed long before I did my--ah--dishonorable intentions. Since you
ask, I don’t mind declaring them here and now.”

“Oh, no, not now--not here!”

With the protest she got to her feet and turned toward the door. But
she was stopped by the compelling look of him.

“Why should I be willing to invest you with a power equal almost to my
own? Am I likely to overlook how much more deadly is the female than
the male--how much faster you will grow in sin than I have done, once
you are well started? Should I risk your attempting to overthrow me by
not making our interests one?”

She did not answer his questions. And she asked none other. She stood,
perforce, waiting to hear that of which instinct had warned her all
along.

He began again in different vein. “I’ve been mighty lonely down here
these last few thousand years. You see, I’ve never been appreciated or
understood. The moment I saw you that terrible Tuesday--or was it a
tragic Thursday?--I appreciated that you were different. To have the
sympathy and approval of a woman-soul like you----” He interrupted
with a laugh at himself. “But there, I’ll leave that ‘lonely,’
‘misunderstood’ old plea for the husbands of the world to tell other
men’s wives. The truth is, you have convinced me that I’ve missed a
whole lot. Much as I despise weaknesses, I have come to feel that one
would be a luxury. Dolores, I want to love you.”

“But I don’t want you to.” She stepped back from him.

“And I want you,” he continued imperturbably, “to want to love me. I
could have made you do so long ago, just as your hypnotic osteopath
could have done, but I’d not be satisfied with that brand. Come, give
the devil his due!”

All she gave him was silence. He watched her while continuing.

“In the close relationship which I propose, you’ll have greater
opportunity to quip my curiosity and compel my admiration. Should I
tire of you our community of interests will bind me to you much as
earthlings are bound in that state called--Fairest fiend, I ask you to
become my queen.”

“_No!_”

Dolores was dismayed beyond all discretion. She tried to throw off the
clutch which he laid upon her arm.

“You’d be wiser to conceal your aversion,” he advised. “You are going
to accept me whether you wish to or not, just as you have accepted the
office of Low Priestess. In both cases the answer was settled before
the proposition was put. And it is a fair proposition, this last. I am
positively anxious to care for you as much as I can--more, if anything,
than I intend to make you care for me. ‘He that leadeth into captivity
shall go into captivity.’ Don’t you see? I have acknowledged my wish
for one weakness to give you every chance for graceful consent. With
me it is now or never. I feel that you are the one woman-shade who
can teach me--well, what I wish to know. But you won’t get a second
chance. The Great-I-Am is a softy to give man a second chance in the
Redemption. I shall not be that soft regarding you.”

As still she spoke no word, he urged more stressfully:

“Have you no ambition that you scorn the queenship of the Universe?
That’s what my offer means. I have taken none into the secret of
my Great Intention. And until I feel that we are one in spirit as
in state, I shall not fully confide in you. But I’ll say that the
day of my deliverance is close at hand. Soon my supremacy shall be
established from everlasting to everlasting. Ruthlessness shall rule
before the time of the end. How long, do you suppose, can He stand who
is self-acknowledged to be all this weakness called love, against The
Hate, which am I?”

The question he blazed into her eyes, now uplifted to the demand of his.

“Little fool, how dare you hesitate? Consider what you are and who I
am--your smallness and my greatness. Consider Eternity. Hell is my
home-land. I have conquered Earth. High Heaven only is to gain. The
time is near when the Castling from Paradise shall return unto his
own. Judgment shall be damned on that day. And I shall be Jehovah. The
Day--_The Day_!”

In an ecstasy of egoism, he caught the spirit-girl by the shoulders;
willed her up the steps and into his great carved chair.

“Sit you in the seat of the mighty,” he ordered. “Learn the sensation
of gracing a throne. Queen of three worlds--_my_ queen--accept the
salute of your most abject slave!”

Sinking to one knee he lowered his lips to her bare ankle. The spot
they pressed stung as though from nettles, then turned redder than the
rose-bud tied against her instep.

“I am a suppliant, Queen Dolores--I who never was a suppliant before.”
His lips increased in ardor through the contact. “I need you. I want
you. But I want you to acknowledge the need of me. Always have I jeered
at mortal men who plead for favor. I don’t know what’s come over me. I
could take you and make you and break you all in one flash of my will.
And yet--I ask you, Dolores. I _ask_ you.”

The spirit-girl realized that the time had come for her to speak, but
she could not force her tongue. Gone was her self-reliance of the early
dawn. She had come prepared, but not for this. Overwhelmed she felt by
his declaration as she had not been by his threats.

The sensation was familiar; recalled those days of uncertainty in the
Cabot home when she had been tried by the evasive ways of John. Then
her fear had been for him and, through him, for herself. Now he and she
were included only as infinitesimal atoms in the universal disaster
that impended.

Look high as Heaven, look low as Hell, she was afraid.

“How dark it is growing!” She shuddered.

“Is it so dark you cannot see that I am on my knees, still asking you?”

“How can you ask me, when you know where my heart belongs?”

His lips lifted over his fang-like teeth, in sudden reversion to type.
“No heart that I want can belong anywhere else,” he snarled. “You have
seen that mongrel lover of yours turn yellow with cowardice.”

“I have seen him,” she corrected, “conquer cowardice.”

“We won’t quibble. The obstinacy of the female heart is more often a
fault than a virtue. Open your mind to conviction. Can you imagine
me feeling cowardice? I’ve tried to give you an idea of how bad I
am. At least I have shown enough inherent evil to awaken some slight
admiration.”

“But our standards are very different, Your Lowness. I don’t admire
this ruthlessness you boast. The sensations from love and hate are very
much alike, they say. Isn’t it possible that you are mistaken in the
absolutism of your wickedness? Don’t you suppose that you are capable
of a pulse-beat of mercy for one who----”

The flash of lightning that shivered through the thickening gloom of
the great room seemed to illuminate her broken query with significance.
The answering rumble of thunder was no less menacing than his reply.

“This is heresy. You weaken your capacity for sin with every such
thought. Good as you are, I’ll make you in time bad as I am. As the
queen-consort you shall become the wickedest thought of my mind, the
most vicious desire of my soul. Deadlier than death, you shall give and
keep giving life to my love. Undying love--that would be a delicate
morsel, would it not, little gourmet of the hearts of men?”

“All real love is undying,” she maintained.

Her eyes held on the distant curtain. Its alternating electric stripes
were writhing like snakes, as if tormented by a wind stronger than its
dynamo.

“At least, passion is not. Undying passion--that would be something new
even to you, eh? Do you remember, siren, my mention of an ‘experiment’?”

Dolores, at the look that was lapping her face, shrank back into the
throne chair. At the burn of his hands as they pressed her outline from
waist to shoulders, a scream broke from control. But even as she was
impelled forward and down, her terror became exorcised by the lure in
the look of him. That most destructive of all forces--the brute force
of evil thought--bent her knees; loosened her clutch of the chair-arms;
drew downward her face. Almost had her lips met his in a loathing, yet
longing soul-caress----

The semi-gloom was lit by many kilowatts of light. The curtain was torn
apart. From the entrance door a tall man-spirit fought his way. A
cursing demon pack surrounded him. To his legs clung the dwarfs of the
Gehennan gate. Lightnings from the storm without followed him, as steel
slivers follow a magnet. Disheveled, wild of eye from the fury of his
fight, unannounced and undeterred, he forced his way to the dais steps.

“At last--_John_!”

Sad from the very intensity of her gladness rang the bell tones of
Dolores’ salutation. At sight of her beloved she had found herself;
had broken the evil spell put upon her; had risen from the throne. She
stood with hands outstretched, a visualization of that composite called
a woman’s heart. Ethereal as the fabric of her gown shone her face and
forehead. Rose red as the mesh of rubies that girdled her glowed her
lips. And from the deep purple of her eyes all mystery cleared--a royal
revelation.

But John Cabot did not accept the invitation of her hands. He did not
ascend the steps. In silence he returned her gaze. In his ears still
rang the scream which had brought him strength to worst the hellion
guards. His mind hurt from the sobs of the love-lad and Innocentia,
huddled in horror outside the door. His eyes saw only the picture hung
before his entry of a lady downbent and a kneeling knight, their lips
about to meet.

He lifted his regard to the magnificent figure looming negligently
behind the throne-chair. Gray eyes met black, a soundless clash of iron
and steel.

Satan snapped the pause. “So--you have joined us, after all?”

“Sir,” said John, “you have the advantage over me.”

“I have, indeed, as will develop on acquaintance. I believe you have
already met her known as Grief to Men. Suppose you bow before the queen
to be.”

John’s gaze returned to the prayer for forgiveness on Dolores’ face.
His leonine head leaned as if to hear the quiver of her lips. The great
soul of him saw more than his eyes had seen. He granted the prayer,
took the offered hand; bent before the spirit of the woman he had
loved until his kiss swept her finger-tips.

“Dolores, I have come to you. On Earth I was too weak in flesh to show
the strength of my regard for you. But you should not have distrusted
and deserted me. Didn’t you realize, from your own desolation, how hard
it was for me to stay away?”

“Afterward I realized,” she murmured. “Too late I knew.”

“I was fighting your enemies, myself chief among them. I had determined
to save your good name. It was ironical that the friend who tried to
help me ruined both your life and mine. Had I known about the child,
even though I could not have freed myself by law, I should have
declared you my wife before the world--not as I’d have wished, but in a
binding pact. Dolores, I have come to tell you----”

“So we observe,” slashed His Majesty’s sword-sharp voice. “And might
I inquire just why you presume to come to this lady--you who have a
perfectly bad wife on Earth?”

“I am divorced by death.”

John continued to look only at her whose good-faith was the _sine qua
non_ of his desire. She, he could see, was eager to hear him, despite
her apparent fear of the Machiavellian presence. To her he spoke, low
and rapidly.

“I found myself in a burning plane at sea. I seemed to hear your voice
calling me from far away. But the shortcut I tried to take to you has
proved the longest way. When I learned that you had been assigned to
Gehenna and I by special license to the Fields, I went mad with rage.
That you should be damned and I rewarded for the selfsame crime was
unspeakable! They could not drive me back. To be spiritually chained
to earth would be bad enough, yet that would have a mortal limit. Even
Mors does not seem to know the date of the Second Call. A century
on Earth is accounted only an hour here. To wait around in futile
transitions from fear to hope--from hope to fear----”

“Why didn’t you go on when you had a chance”--again Satan
interposed--“on toward that nice place called Paradise?”

“Dolores, you are my Paradise--lost and regained, though not yet
redeemed. I have come to redeem you.”

“_Christ!_” Malice sounded close behind the Satanic sneer. “Just what
is your claim, redeemer?”

At last John Cabot answered him directly. “I want justice for this
woman-soul. I want it _now_. I demand that you release her.”

“You _want_? _You_ demand? And you contend that she belongs to the
Fields, she compared with whom the ‘mother of harlots’ was a saint in a
niche?”

“You lie!”

At the suppressed fury of John’s declaration, noxious fumes began to
spread from the Belial glare.

“A strong word to use over a mere disparity in point of view. However,
your compliment sounded genuine and I thank you. Sorry that your demand
must be denied. Law of the land, you know.”

“The best thing about most laws is that they can be broken,” John
asserted. “I cannot conceive of a great intellect that would not except
this case, once it was explained. A woman who never had an unclean
thought or an impulse that was not wholly kind has been sent into
Badlands, while each of those who contributed to her fall has been
reinstated in the opinion of men. A shop vulture has made a virtue of
his vulturing. An alleged man of God----”

“Don’t go through the list,” His Majesty objected. “I’ve had many a
laugh over the choice assortment. Doctor, lawyer, merchant, chief,
richman, poorman, beggar-man----”

“Thief?” John interrupted in his turn. “I am the thief. And even
I, the most culpable of all, have ‘come back’ in the opinion of my
fellows--have been rewarded as was everybody concerned in her ruin.”

“Yes, even down to that delightful old woman who was so anxious to get
her gas bill paid.”

At the King’s interjection, Dolores sank back into the throne-chair.
Against its high back he leaned for support in his loudening laughter.

John Cabot did not laugh. With each peal of Satan’s mirth, his frown
darkened.

“I am not afraid of you and your ridicule. If the double-standard rule
is the law to which you refer--if that holds beyond the jurisdiction of
Earth--then doubly do I intend to break it.”

“_You_ intend? Really, you are--too funny--funnier than all--the rest!”
His Majesty struggled for control of his risibilities. “Allow me to say
that your visit, although something of a surprise to one who does not
often have ’em, is not unwelcome. It is, in fact, almost too gratifying
to be true. You’re a bold, if not bad man. I have need of your sort. Of
course, you’ll have to be born again. All good men must be regenerated
down here.”

“You don’t intend, then--” Dolores half turned--“that he shall go back?”

“My poor child, do you expect me to flout the gift of Providence--even
one sent down like this, C. O. D.? He has about as much chance of going
back, this snuffed flame of yours, as you yourself.”

Stiffening from his negligent pose, he seated himself upon one arm of
the throne-chair and leaned over her confidentially.

“Mayhap you and I would have been even more companionable had you
appreciated how much I, too, have longed for the coming of John Cabot.
Perhaps it is foolish of me, but I find I’m just a bit jealous of your
quondam lovers. I’d like to have them all down here as sort of safety
valves when I get bad and mad. Having only John, I’d be less than
inhuman to give up taking it out on him. Besides that great experiment
on myself, there’s a lesser one I wish to try out on you. Now, now,
sweet Grief, don’t worry! Nothing painful. Rather one whose success
will bring you delight.”

“Please to--tell me--what you mean?” faltered Dolores.

“I’ve noticed that when the only man a woman earthling ever really
loved demises--shuffles quite beyond her reach, you know--she proceeds
to love, as soon as she can locate him, the second only ever man. I’d
like to demonstrate that the rule holds down here. You wouldn’t be true
to type if you didn’t have a lingering sort of affection for every one
of your ex-onlies.”

“But I don’t see----”

“I make John die a second death before your eyes, in order that he be
regenerated unto sin. I crunch to dust the bones of his spirit. I tear
to bits the sinews of his soul. When you see him an unrecognizable heap
in the morgue of Gehenna, will you like me, do you suppose now, more or
less?”

At her failure to reply, he sauntered toward the nearest mirror;
there carefully adjusted his red cravat. Evidently reassured by the
magnificence of his reflection, he added amiably enough:

“That Judge Strang was no more a sport than am I. He took a long chance
on you after one short look. After the some few looks I’ve had, I’ll
take a longer one. What say you, fair fiend? Be a sport, too. Come,
let’s make it a bet!”

Her response was a worded moan. “Why, John--_why_ did you come?”

For a moment His Majesty considered the drooping, dusk-crowned head.

“Evidently,” he made remark to whom it might concern, “she doesn’t
consider mine a betting proposition.”

As if suddenly aware of the hellion guard cluttering the great room, he
amused himself driving them back against the highly-charged curtains.

John Cabot mounted the dais steps; removed the girl-soul’s hands from
her face; held them while he bent to look into her eyes.

“You are my mate,” he said. “You have been tried--tempted, perhaps. But
I believe in you. You swore once to believe in me. Do you remember?
Come with me, Dolores. Let me fight your way up to the Fields as I
fought mine down. Have courage to come.”

“I’d only hold you back,” she sighed.

“The harder the fight, the dearer the victory,” he urged. “And we
should be together. Does that mean nothing to you? Whatever your fate,
I should feel honored to share it--to serve you through Eternity in
atonement. Where faith lives there is love.”

“Faith?” A rasping sob shook her--or was it a laugh? “Faith, he says,
is the fear of fools.”

“Faith is fear? I do not understand.”

“Yes. Fools pretend faith because they fear. But nobody really believes
in anything down here. Everybody fears--fears despair. He’ll never let
me go. You must leave me if you can. Lean low and listen. Later you’ll
understand.”

She caught his arm; shook like a reed with her whisper.

“God sacrificed his only begotten Son, they say, to try to save the
world. You must sacrifice your hope of me to try to save----”

“_Damn you!_”

The curse was addressed to the king--the first Dolores ever had heard
from the lips of John Cabot. Satan had approached soundlessly; with his
charged forefinger and thumb had flicked the intruder on the brow.

“Save your vitriol. I’m already damned,” he answered with consummate
insolence.

John, blinking confusedly, straightened. The impulses of his late life
still controlled him. With the flash of a puma’s instinct, he leaped
upon the First of Fiends.



CHAPTER XXVIII


Wrath had burned the bonds of John Cabot’s hard-learned constraint.
A fury of resentment over the subjection of Dolores controlled him.
Supernatural might to avenge and save her seemed to come to him. Yet
sudden as was his leap, strong its impetus, that which was material of
his adversary had side-stepped neatly as though he were some mortal
boxer in a squared circle.

“Positively, you annoy me,” commented Satan from the far end of the
dais.

“You demon dog, your spite is nothing to my righteous rage!”

Again John rushed the blasphemer with head lowered between his
shoulders; seized and attempted to bear him down. But face forward he
collapsed upon the steps. His will to kill was conquered by its own
futility. Nothing--quite nothing was in his grasp. A chuckle caused
his glance to lift. Nearby stood the Tormentor as though untouched. An
opaque aura surrounded him. Thick fumes spread with his breath.

Cabot staggered to his feet. All too soon the realization which Dolores
had implored was being taught him. What matter how righteous the
cause--how violent his will for avengement? This was Too-Late Land.

Satan clapped his hands; commanded the guard.

“Seize the fool. Throw him into the Den of the Demented. Get him into
shape for particular torment. Out with him!”

“_Wait._”

At Dolores’ word the guardsmen halted their rush. John fixed his eyes
upon the regal figure rising from the throne.

With her rose-adorned staff, upraised like the scepter of the queen
she had been declared, the girl-shade commanded silence. From her
eyes, as from beacon candles behind dark panes, shone the light of
determination. The time had come for her to test that early-morn
resolve of matching her guile against that of His Satanic Majesty. The
look she leveled upon him was too subtle for even his super-sense to
define.

“Has Your Lowness duly considered?” she asked him. “You say you never
waste power. This shade has proved at least initiative.”

“A powerful impudence, I call it, to break into our unhappy little home
in this--ah--vehement manner and invite my intended, right before my
eyes, to elope with him. He deserves the worst billet of the Hadean
hordes.”

“Granted, sire. But if you draft him, isn’t he likely to distinguish
himself among your conquering heroes? Is there not a warning in his
show of fight?”

“Why a warning? What could he do?”

“They tell me that the hold you have on your military is in the
princely rewards offered to your veterans. And has the Great-I-Am
Himself a better name for keeping His promises than you?”

Crossing to him, Dolores met his combative look with an expression of
affectionate concern.

“Don’t you see that you would put yourself under obligation to advance
one whom, quite naturally, you wish to depose? Why not return him
into the false security of Elysium? After you have come into your
own, he will be one of your captives of state. You will then have the
privilege of wreaking your dislike on him as you see fit. Look on him
as end-of-the-season fruit. Let him ripen.”

“And be denied the taste of him now?” Satan licked his lips. “Is this
a trick, she-fiend, to wrest him from my clutch? Have a care lest you,
too, become disliked!”

“I am not afraid of that.” With a laugh that came strangely from her
lips--luring, assured, golden--she plucked the rose-bud off her ankle
and, from tip-toe, flicked it against his cheek. While placing it in
his buttonhole, she added: “You brand your warriors. Wear my brand, the
scarlet bud. You are mine, as I may be yours if only----” She drew away
her laughing lips just as, almost, he had accepted their challenge.

“Courtesan!” he accused. “What has inspired you, all at once, with the
best way to intrigue me--to make me doubt your truth and fear your
artifice?”

“Perhaps I have not wished to intrigue you, as you say, before. Perhaps
my artifice has been in concealing myself. Ah, Pluto, that even you
have not guessed my trickery! I wished to wait until sure of my own
mind. Yours is so dominant, it is hard to be sure. Since what you have
said this morning, I am ready to stand revealed. You have aroused what
you see in my eyes. You should be the last to doubt. This is myself. The
other was all pose--my best asset on Earth.”

“You are worse than I thought,” he exulted. “I was beginning almost to
believe in your decency, so consistently did you act. Then, after all,
I am right?”

Again she laughed, this time with him. “Aren’t you always right, you
perpetual wrong? Of course there is no right or wrong to what I’m
asking you. Call it my caprice. I’ve done a great deal to please you.
Do one thing for me.”

“Make it something else, then.”

“Something else is never what one wishes.”

“But I suspect your request of being something more than a caprice.”

“That even I cannot deceive you!” With the chagrined exclamation, she
thrust her arm in his and drew him aside. Her head drooped, as if from
embarrassment. In a low, hesitant voice, she confessed: “You are too
keen for me. This request _does_ matter to me. The truth is, I don’t
want my ex-only, as you call him, down here. Don’t you know enough
of woman’s nature to appreciate how I feel? I can’t help the way I
was born. I _am_ a harlot at heart. Sooner or later the bad habit of
loving the old love might distract me from the new. You saw last night
that any conquest has its charms for me. Why not---”

She paused, as if to contemplate a fresh idea. Then: “I shall need
concentration to satisfy Your Lowness’ hopes of me and concentration
will come easier with not the humblest of my ex-suitors to distract.
General Cummings was a deserter on Earth and, as you yourself said,
once a deserter always. Him, as well as John Cabot, you may treat with
fuller effect after The Day. Why not send the old nuisance along? And
there is one other of whom I should like to be rid.”

“Who, pray, may this other be?”

“My babe.”

Satan showed himself assailable by surprise. “Not the Littlest Devil?
Now you have spoiled your argument. I can’t believe----”

“You will when I explain. Ineffectual looking as is my child, she
interferes with my whole-heartedness for evil. She rouses soft feelings
in me--impulses to protect the weak and helpless. I’ll find it hard to
live down even the thought of her. To see her daily is a detriment.
Focus that imagination of yours, Pluto. Try to realize what you often
must have heard, that mother-love is the most enduring influence in the
universe.”

“That’s one thing I’ve never been--a mother. Wish I had. I’d have given
birth to some rare wastrels.” He grinned at the thought.

“Don’t you see my argument? You will grant the favor I ask? I dislike
to plead as much as you, but I make this a plea. Give me a chance in
the one sincerity of my life.”

“Your one sincerity?”

He bent low to catch her murmured reproach.

“That _you_ should need to ask! I, too, feel that I have my one chance
in you. If you are not strong enough to compel me----”

“One question.” His fingers snapped like a bracelet around her wrist.
“Why have you been at such pains to arouse my jealousy of this weakling
whom now you seem to despise?”

Deliciously she smiled. “Ah, you humorists who cannot see the joke on
yourselves! Once you said that I was humorous only in that I had no
humor. Since, you have taught me. Tell me, is not jealousy the rough
stone that whets an edge of love on attraction?”

“I’d sort of hate to part with the Littlest Devil,” His Highness
tentated. “It has seemed almost like having a child of one’s own in
the palace. If she were a boy, I don’t believe I could. Strange, that
hankering in the heart of the worst of men and devils to reproduce
himself in a son!”

He glanced up at his coat-of-arms, then back at her. The peculiar
intensity of his look was unendurable. Her lids drooped over the
consternation which she feared would show in her eyes. But she pressed
her advantage.

“I’d like the babe to go along, for her sake as well as my own. Her
crime was her parents’. You wouldn’t fancy that third-to-fourth
generation rule if you’d ever had a child. Come, dear Devil,
acknowledge that my reasons are good. Let me have my way this once.
Afterward you may have----”

“Exactly what?”

She lifted her face, pale as a night flower, to the strong light of his
gaze.

“There is a question between us,” her lips murmured reminder. “You can
compel me, but you want my consent. You spoke just now of a sporting
proposition. Very well, I’ll make you a bet. This favor I ask you
against----”

She could not control the shiver that seized her. The spit of
fork-tongued lightnings excused the droop of her face. For a moment the
growl of thunder silenced her voice.

“I can keep promises, too. This favor against--anything--you want--of
me.”

She had pledged--herself. Her two hands slipped within his and clung,
palm to palm. They and her voice shook with loathing which she prayed
he might mistake for the tremors of love.

“Dear, _dear_ Devil,” she begged him.

His answer was in terms of action. He returned to the dais and seated
himself in the throne-chair. He bade the guard unhand their prisoner
and sent the dwarfs to summon those whose release had been stipulated
by the famed siren as her price. From a jewel-box he selected a fillet
of pearls supporting a single, magnificent drop of light, red as a tear
of blood. This he placed upon Dolores’ night-black hair. It was, he
made formal announcement, her betrothal crown.

Only John Cabot failed to salaam before the queen-elect. Straight to
her he strode; bent that only she might hear his suppressed appeal.

“Do you expect me to believe in your inconstancy?” he asked. “What
force has crushed your courage, that you hesitate to trust your fate to
me? Because I seemed to fail you on Earth, do you fear that I shall do
so in this inter-world? Is there no voice in your heart to tell you how
gladly I should have forfeited my passport to the Fields to spare you
this profanation? They say that Shadow Land is only the waiting place.
Wait with me, Dolores. Don’t cast yourself too low for later recall.”

The persistence of his faith both shamed and blessed the spirit-girl.
Evidently he was struggling against the influence of mal-appearances.
How could she have doubted such absolving love? For herself, surely her
Hell was the there and the now. She must remember that his safety and
that of the hapless atom born of their passion hung in the balance. Yet
even him and their babe she must have sacrificed, if necessary, for the
greater issue. The fate of the Universe, which the Maker seemed to have
forgot, depended upon the pseudo-treachery of her looks and speech.

So far her determination had proved strong as desperate. What that
victory were defeat? What that she slew this sturdy love of him she
so longingly loved? The issue she must not--_dared_ not forget. To
protect the great heart of John Cabot from those thoughts of despair
which, like ceaseless drops of water on a stone, in time must wear away
his hope; to spare him who had defied the first law of Mystery Land
the realization of his own futility in the Lane of Labors; to keep
his forehead clean of that brand more significant than the brand of
Cain--the hate-sign of the Hadean hordes; in saving him to send him as
her messenger to warn the Earth-blest of the Castling’s contemplated
drive; through him to reach the ear of One said to be omnipotent and
arouse Him from His lax protectorate----

Perhaps, if That Day was saved to righteousness, He would be told of
her and how she had tried to do her part. As yesterday and to-day were
so small a fraction of Eternity, with all life’s reparations possible
in the vast vacuum of to-morrow, justice yet might be meted to Dolores.

His Majesty, she knew, had attended each word of John’s plea. A single
fault in the play of her part and her partial success would end in
failure. Not long enough for one of his dart-like thoughts must she
consider the soul-hurt to herself. She, whom so often he had twitted
for her simplicity, had pitted her intelligence against the Master
Mind. Far better not to have attempted the deceit if she did not
deceive.

John she silenced with a mocking laugh. His amazement she answered with
assumed contempt. His protest she cut short with ridicule.

“So you cannot progress for thought of me? Strange, when here in
Gehenna I have out-progressed my _penchant_ for you! Yet until to-day I
did not realize how sleazy your form would look to me or how weak would
sound your mawkings. One’s taste is best cultured by contrast.”

Her glance toward the King was eloquent interpretation.

“Don’t reproach me with my shamelessness, I beg of you,” she
anticipated him. “It is a point of pride with me. Away, you weary me!
Let this convince you that my fancy for you died with my body.”

She struck him with her jasper-like wand across the lips. At his low
moan, the illusion of a red rose adorning its handle went out.

Dolores, realizing that the light of his love also must have been
snuffed, scarcely could repress an echo of his protest against her
cruelty. Lest she fail in the climax of her triumph, she turned from
the sight of him; sank into the prime minister’s chair.

Her courage was reinforced when the dwarfs dragged Corporal Sam before
the dais. The old soldier-soul’s shaken state from only a few hours of
“special treatment” accented the necessity of his immediate release.

In the parting with her babe she felt free to indulge in more of
naturalness. She had confessed a weakness there in the strength of
her desire to overcome it. A moment she held the small shade in her
arms. But the cling of little arms about her neck choked her with the
necessity of untwining them. So trustful, so young, so blameless, to
be consigned to punishment! The crush of desolation which pressed hard
on her heart might best be lifted by thought of a possible day when
she might see her child again--see her with her trust, her youth, her
blamelessness eternalized.

The precious salvage she consigned to John with not a word of her
heartful adjuration that he be good to her, take care of her, teach her
that her mother had loved her, even as she had him, her best beloved,
far too well to have and hold.

No more did she risk the aside which she wished with soldier Sam,
in which to advise that he trust all his dread knowledge to John
Cabot. She felt sure, however, that he would do so of his own accord.
Once in the Fields, his object would be her own in sending him.
Gallant himself, he soon would recognize gallantry and would give his
confidence to John.

The King was issuing orders. An adequate guard was to serve as escort
to the Elysian boundary, taking a wide detour to escape the shade
patrol. The fact that such a transfer never before had been made need
not concern them. The love-hound had blazed a trail from Elysium down.
Let him blaze another from Gehenna up. They were to start at once.

Only John Cabot made his exit loathfully. After the others had preceded
him through the light-riven curtain, he paused; turned. Dolores knew
that to the last he hoped of her. A gesture, a whisper, a sigh would
have recalled him to full faith. He had meant what he said. Gladly
would he have exchanged or shared her fate until that dim-distant day
when justice was to take the universe.

But she did not make the gesture, vent the whisper, breathe the sigh.
Rather, she forced the false laugh which that hour had stood her in
such good stead and turned, affecting to think him gone, to her Satanic
suitor. Seductively she leaned, as if to consummate the caress which
John’s arrival had interrupted so short and yet so long a while before.

At the downward swish of the hangings, however, she drew back. The lilt
of her laugh was lost in the realization that he who had come to find
her had left her, lost. More moan than mirth it sounded at the thought
that no lightning flash or whip of wind in the storm-ridden air outside
could scourge him as had her treachery.

At her change of attitude, Satan sat back and watched her with
unsmiling scrutiny.

“It is not too late to call them back if you regret the terms of our
wager. ‘Anything’--wasn’t that your pledge?”

“But I do not wish them back. I am glad--so glad to be rid of them.”

“And I. You acknowledge that I have won the bet?”

“Yes, Your Lowness. You have--won.”

Any show of triumph he subdued. Even that peculiarly calculating
expression in his eyes, which before had dismayed her, was covered by a
sort of veil.

“The first thing I want of you,” said he quietly enough, “is your
agreement that to-night shall be our nuptial night. I regret to dun a
lady, yet I _don’t_ like I. O. U.’s. Shall you find it convenient to
pay?”



CHAPTER XXIX

 “_And the sun became as sackcloth of hair and the moon became as
 blood; and the stars of heaven fell unto the earth, even as a figtree
 casteth her untimely figs, when she is shaken of a mighty wind; and
 the heavens departed as a scroll when it is rolled away; and every
 mountain and island were moved out of their places._”


Long ago, when first she had become an object of diabolic clemency,
Dolores had supposed that, come a day, she was to pay a price. When,
after all the public pomp and private pose of her regal rites, her
new lord escorted her into the throne-room---- Not until he stretched
his arm in prideful gesture toward the escutcheon over the dais----
Soul-sick, she realized then the sum and coinage of that price.

To her chamber through the late afternoon Adeline had brought reports
of His Highness’ proclamation of the royal alliance. Although he could
not quiet the unprecedented storm which had raged since high-noon and
his electricians had failed utterly to swing the imitation sun low
enough to send a single gleam through the clouds on this his wedding
day, preparations had been rushed. To the farthest reaches of the
kingdom great annunciators had blared through the shriek of winds the
bans. Not a rookie of the Hadean hordes, not a wench of the Wanton’s
Well, not the most venomous whisperer of the Cage of In-Laws but knew
that the Belial Bachelor was to change his state.

And the news was made gladsome by a decree for cessation of all
punishment. For that eve the thought of despair was taboo. The most
fearing of shades was to be allowed a breath of hope. Even in this
clemency, however, the Rule of Reversals would hold, according to the
noble maid, since at daybreak of the morrow all torments were to be
resumed in double force.

That Greater Gehenna should celebrate was not enough, however, to
satisfy His Majesty’s festive mood. Earth must join in the rejoicing
over his signal success in the most intricate of games, even though
the mortal participants might not be told the cause back of their
debauch. Through free distribution of Devil’s Dew, a negotiable,
bottled quintessence of his own most iniquitous spirits, which had
become a recent output of distilleries under his direct control, there
was to be started that night a series of riots destined to belt the
globe, a spree of all nations that must have mortified the ancient
Bacchanalians, did wireless reports penetrate to their section of the
Realm.

The ceremony had been brief and the guests few. Original Sin, looking
particularly hypocritical in his crackling high-church robes,
officiated. Although none there was to give away the spirit bride, the
lack was dismissed with the groom’s remark that, thanks to his inside
knowledge of how to force the affections female, she was her own free
gift.

Perhaps never in all marriages of convenience on Earth had sounded so
sacrilegious the transposed lines of the service.

Would Dolores take Satan to love, honor and obey, from everlasting to
everlasting, until he himself did them part?

She would.

And would Satan do his damnedest to love and cherish Dolores?

Hell helping him, he would.

Almost before her change of estate could be realized, she who had been
despised of men stood before the Lower World with a crown upon her head
and a scepter in her hand.

Her lord’s first marital word had been a complaint. Why hadn’t she worn
the glittering amethystine costume which he had ordered as her bridal
robe? Did she think herself still the shopgirl who had walked, once
upon a time, into Vincent Seff’s “slaughter of the innocents” that she
should come to her nuptials unadorned by any of the stage jewelry which
he had heaped upon her? Or had her late-learned humor dictated her
dress of virgin white?

She suspected indulgence, if not actual approval, behind his show of
displeasure. Himself he had arrayed faultlessly in cutaway effect. His
two departures from Earth’s accepted mode lay in a scarlet cravat and
his _boutonnière_. In lieu of the conventional orange-blossom bud, he
wore a tiny illuminated nectarine.

As to so many women-souls before her sacrificed upon the matrimonial
altar, the subsequent feast was to Dolores a tedious affair. Toasted
in varied high-volt mixtures, praised for her vices in the retroactive
terms of the damned, applauded uproariously for her inability to make
brazen reply as the arch-mistress of deceit, she had striven through
course after course to keep up appearances. What though in the illusion
of passion flowers that banked the board as a centerpiece she saw only
the reproach in the dark eyes of John Cabot? What though her only taste
from the adroit food-phantasies was the unsatisfying reminder that she
must not regret her deception--must not allow herself to long for him,
lest her thought-clutch deter him from the brave deeds that he must
do? What though the only spirituous effect of the wine she quaffed
was the realization that, with every half-hour now, the little party
saved by her surrender must be nearer that boundary over which not even
the Prince of the Power of the Air might recall them? With her black
demi-watt she sipped the conviction that, in the emergency, she had
done the best she could; with her electro-cordial frappé, the hope that
already John might understand--that all might yet be well.

Now, with her gaze up-hung on the royal coat-of-arms, that conviction
became as “sackcloth of hair” and the moon of her desire “as blood.”
The stars of her hope-heaven fell unto the Earth, “even as a figtree
casteth her untimely figs when shaken by a mighty wind.” All be well?
“As a scroll ... when rolled away” was that sanguine possibility. Out
of their places were moved her every mountain of resolve and island of
faith.

She had declared herself ready to pay. Above was writ the price.

From out the design, as of ebony and amethyst, still shone the giant’s
crown in bas-relief. The names of Japheth, Shem and Ham continued to
drip in ruby lights from the horns of their respective lines. The
caption beneath blazed brilliantly through its sardonyx-thin lettering.
Except for the omission of two words the text read as before, “SATAN
THE FIRST AND LAST” had been cut to “SATAN THE FIRST.”

That so bold an announcement could be made by elision! No longer did
Satan the First boast himself the Last. Through what roiled channels
did his reasoning run?

“But--but----” Words at last came of her consternation. “I thought
there could be no birth after the first death?”

He answered with guarded elation. “Someone you used to believe in
proved to you to-day that laws were made to be broken. Surely I am the
last whom that law of the first death could coerce--I who never have
died.”

“Nor were you born, Your Lowness. You say you had no mother. Never have
you been of the flesh, so how can you expect----”

“I am not to be classed with the flesh. I am a god,” he interrupted.
“Haven’t there been children of other gods? Why, even the Great-I-Am
had a morganatic son!”

Through a corridor of the palace he led her and into the private wing
of whose magnificence she often had heard. Upon a divan sheened over
as with an embroidered altar-cloth he placed her; with one elbow
crooked around the hump of her knee, lolled at her feet; with a new
possessorship stroked her bare ankles and, at times, her throat and
cheeks. The while, he descanted in detail upon what he now revealed as
his “experiment.”

Only since meeting her had he foreseen a day when he should find
irksome his seat on the throne, when affairs of state would bring him
greater _ennui_ than official sins _divertissement_. After The Day,
when he had been acknowledged over all and the Universe had been let
loose in an unending administration of outlawry, would not he, as well
as his aides, be entitled to some reward of vice? And why continue
in a career of perpetual exertion after his utmost had been done? As
though human nature could not be trusted to increase in evil of its own
impetus, once punitive bars were laid! Should not he be freed to tread
the path of dalliance--to realize some such gentle vices as he had seen
to satisfy the doughtiest devils of Earth?

Desire for an heir-apparent to his throne of late had grown in
him. Could she not imagine the outcome of his ambition--a youthful
demon born to dominance, bred to brutality, schooled to undreamt
possibilities of fiendishness? Strong as steel in mental culpability,
he should have the “chance” denied his self-made sire. Never should he
know, hence should not fear defeat. With a super-divine intolerance,
he would accept and hold his sovereignty. Although of the spirit, he
should inherit a talent for strong visibility, taking his form from
his father and from his mother a subtlety of appeal such as god nor
man yet had possessed. A beauty of countenance irresistible should be
his--features of marble pale as the ghosts of Dolores’ victims--lips
that quivered from the very delicacy of the lies they lied, eyes that
veiled in mists of mercy the utmost truculence.

Could she not see the child of his imagination? Let her open wide those
crime-dark eyes of hers; to-night let his moth-like fancies bask in
their purple flame.

When he, leaning against her, lifted himself to try his thought, the
bride-soul clutched her forehead and shuddered back among the pillows
as if to shield brain, as well as eyes. Yet even to her own ears her
protest sounded both sincere and false.

“You must be mad--_mad_--to dream of such a thing.”

Was not the inspiration of all dreams mere madness? he asked her. And
was not that love which he aspired to feel the first symptom of mental
derangement? As for love’s climax--as for passion----

Always had he envied mortal men their carnal appetites. There was
nothing to being the King of Evil if he couldn’t have all the vices.
For æons had he hankered to glut himself with food, and drink distorted
images into his mind. Now he hankered---- Oh, by no means to weaken
himself with this love over which she oh’d and ah’d! Really, though,
didn’t it seem too bad that he who had invented loveless lust and
incited it daily in a million earthlings, should enjoy it only
vicariously? Even before she had come to Shadow Land, he confessed, he
had felt the need of a second-worst emotion. That night of the tale of
her surrender to John Cabot he’d decided on its nature. To think of
the thousands of years he’d wasted! To have been the two ultimates,
archangel and arch-fiend, without having been intermediate man!

As the lasciviousness of his look intensified, Dolores realized in
herself a certain sympathy. Appalled by its drawing power, she reminded
herself that only chaste aspirations might conquer the crave for evil
to which all mankind is heir. Her lips formed to the names of her
quondam guardian companions.

“Innocentia, I do not wish to know these dreadful things. Save me from
the knowledge, dear, _dear_ Amor.”

His Majesty’s chuckle sounded. They were gone forever, the pet pests,
he exulted. Ignorance should no longer be her bliss. ’T were folly for
her not to be wise. Why shirk responsibility for the idea born of their
acquaintance--one wickeder, therefore more seducing, than any he alone
had conceived?

His further explication scorched her mind more hotly than did his
breath her cheek. Physical desire he might not have. Yet was not its
source, more than in the case of other passions, a state of mind?
Irrefutable proof lay in the fact that desire wakened or slept as
mortals fell in or out of love. Did not the city rake, accustomed to
think of satisfaction as a necessity of his being, indulge it without
love? And the libertine husband--why did he seek it from fresh subjects
if not that his mind, wearied of his wife, must be freshly inspired?

With every tale told him by Dolores these past nights and nights, Satan
had measured his mentality by that of each of her earthly Don Juans.
Averse at first to the weakness of love, he had come to recognize it as
the match which would fire his affections and, thence, his desire. When
he considered the state of mind into which he could get through hate----

He had come to the acknowledgment that, without love, he had missed
mightily. Now, he longed to strike the ineffectual looking lucifer.
Since, however, any satisfaction or outcome of their alliance must
result, more than in mortal alliances, from a state of mind, he wished
Dolores also to long for love. That was why he plead when he might
compel. He could not risk an heir warped in his evil nature as had
been the Cabots’ in body. No toy pace-setter for the sins of Satan the
Second!

She was the match to fire his imagination, he told her. She was the
seemingly insipid drink which----

He interrupted himself to lick his lips. That fellow Seff was right.
One needed a nectarine. She was his nectarine. She was very visible, as
yet the most material of shades. The ways of the world still controlled
her. Once his wishes were her own, she would of her own accord lift the
stronger cup to his lips; would press the cheek of ripe fruit against
his teeth. Already she had felt an impulse toward him. No use for her
to deny that in the throne-room that afternoon, just before they had
been interrupted----

“No. _No._” The very necessity of Dolores’ denial, however italicized
in her consciousness the knowledge that she lied.

As Satan passed his hand under her arm and pressed her bust, she shrank
from him with moaned aversion for the thought back of the caress.
He _was_ like Vincent Seff. The offense had been the shopman’s on
that first day so very long ago, when she had begun to learn of men.
Then, as now, she had been speechless from apprehension. Had that
apprehension come from subconscious knowledge of herself more than of
the man?

On Earth she had lived down certain inherent tendencies because she had
not understood. From His Highness’ first touch she had trembled, even
as on that day in Dr. Willard’s study when she had implored the hunting
parson of All Mankind to teach her the religion said to cover game like
her from just such hunters as he. The carnality of mortals she had come
to excuse because component of the flesh. Since, instead, it was shown
her to be component of the mind--since she was protected no longer by
her innocence--since here in the inter-world she was hunted by the most
expert of mental sportsmen----

Dolores strove for perspective. How ghoulish an ambition, this desire
of Satan for desire! What could be more inhuman than a passion of the
imagination without hope? And yet he hoped. _What_ was his hope?

An odious thrill answered the question--a thrill which she knew to
be the first farthing of the price she was to pay. The sum total,
then, would be the development of her evil possibilities to the utter
obliteration of the good. All that she had saved of her better self
from her late estate was to be burned to dross by that recognized
flicker of passion which had lit this conflagration. The King, by the
heat of his diabolical imaginings, would kindle, then fan her with the
winds of his swift thought. Her spiritual inflammability was her real
value to him, as had been that of her body to men. He had praised, as
had they, her beauty, her _naïveté_, her teasing silences, but had
passed without a glance others as exceptional as she. That worst of her
which, in the physical, had wrecked her chances on Earth, would wreck
those mental which she still had hoped to realize in Shadow Land. Even
though she saved The Day to the Great-I-Am, she would not by then be a
fit subject for reward. Spiritually ruined, she would be no mate for
John Cabot. Well it was that she had not known in time the fullness of
the price, else might she have been too niggard-souled to contract to
pay.

Forewarned in these premonitions of her fate, the spirit-girl felt, as
never in the past, her own impotency. Innocentia gone, the love-lad
Amor gone, her babe, gallant Old Sam, and now John--all who might
have helped her she had sent beyond recall. Evil expectation was a
compelling force; that she had learned from Clarke Shayle. Even now,
the Master Mind was compelling her--vehemently, evilly expecting of
her. Would she give?

“I am a perfectly free immoral agent,” His Majesty boasted. “You
believe that, don’t you, my poor child? I can seize your mind and hold
it to the last split-second of Eternity, whether you will or no. You
liked that molecule of suppressed power in your love-hound. Aren’t you
appealed to by the fact that I am at this moment suppressing all the
molecules of power that have run the world?”

Dolores felt shocked by several perceptions. He had licked his lips;
had called her “my child”; had concentrated his magnetism upon her;
with deliberate intent, was attracting her through the same means used
unintentionally by John Cabot. As he argued, he bent upon her a smile
no more youthful or friendly than that of the lawyer who had won her
confidence only to spoil John’s life and her own. And he wore a scarlet
tie.

He was, in his conversion of her to his will, like each one of those
mortal men who had converted her. In one consummate personality he
combined their characteristics. Everyman was a part of him. He was all
men.

Since detached integrals of himself had brought her irrevocably to
grief on Earth, what chance had she to resist him as a whole? Despite
her guard, the despondent thought must have shown in her face.

“You do not need to answer in words.” His Highness pressed the point.
“The idea of rectitude, grafted onto women by convention, embarrasses
you. Don’t think of yielding to me. Think, rather, of yielding to
your worse and greater self. You, so lately and so rarely physical,
must share my mental hunger for the appetites. You will feed me
with thoughts of fulfillment? This passion that you have aroused in
mortal males, since born of the mind, on the mind must have violent
recoil. You will tell me--will teach me? I shall not bore you. If the
response of men diverted you, how much greater the diversion of a god’s
response! Is it not an ambition worthy even of you--to inspire the
passion of an immortal whose fervor has not been spent in birth or life
or death? Think of my tireless excesses, of my ingenuity, of my eternal
crave for you! Think of the procreative possibilities of a superman!”

“You explained to me yourself,” the girl-soul sobbed, “that nothing
could be created in Gehenna--that down here it is always too late.”

“It is never too late for me to do worse.”

“But this heir you speak of--must he not come of a mother as well as a
father? I, at least, am subject to the rules that govern earthlings. I
have been born of the flesh and I have died.”

“You quibble.” His frown showed irritation. “Aren’t you lifted to my
estate by our alliance? What you were doesn’t matter, except that your
late mortality brings new vigor to our line. What you are becomes
merged in me. What you shall be----”

The hand that pressed up her arm and gripped her neck pricked as with
many needles from his impatience. Her head he drew backward, as he
lifted to his knees on the couch and leaned over her. Her eyes dilated
under the close gaze of his. Her lips moved to the syllables of his
slow, low declaration.

“When the thought-lust in you has conquered your affectations--from the
moment of the consummation of the union of our minds--you shall be a
goddess--my goddess--for aye.”

Strangely enough, his egotism did not offend her. An expression of
power, it bade fair to convince her. Warning herself that she must not
be convinced, she tried to get from his grasp.

But he held her. “I’d love to love you, sweet Grief,” he murmured close
to her lips. “Ask me to kiss you, Dolores, as once you asked a man
of Earth. Beg me to take you, you devil’s desire. Let our moment of
forever start _now_.”

His reminder helped her to tear her will from his and throw it, like
a tangible thing, to the thought of John. Pushing him away, she found
voice to defy him.

“I’ll never ask you. That moment never can start.”

“Fair fiend, don’t try me too far. I want to want you. I desire desire.”

As his fingers closed around Dolores’ throat, she was weakened by the
thought of strangling. She could not speak, either to deny or implore.

“And you,” he rasped, “shall want me to want you until you’ll pray
that your mind may burn to ash from its own ardor. Or will you
teach me willingly--inspire me as you best know how? I prefer to be
your lover--to miss not a nibble of that smooth cheek, my luscious
nectarine. But I am also your legal lord. And I have tutored too many
legal lords of Earth in their brutalities to miss my divine right now.
I am your master. Ask me to kiss you, slave.”

Dolores strove for the sort of courage that had enabled her before
to repel him. Just one strong, good thought might release her. From
the least likely source--his clutch of her--it came. Baby fingers had
clung tight about her throat a few hours since. She was a mother, and
a mother was enslaved only by her motherhood. She freed herself of his
grip; struggled to her feet; started across the room.

“My wager did not include wants of my own,” she defied him. “You ask
more than I can pay.”

“More? I haven’t begun to ask!”

From the closeness of his voice she realized without glancing back that
he was following. The strength of her good thought was scattered by
panic. All she could do was to flee.

She hurried to the windows, but found them shuttered against the storm.
Behind object after object of the room she took a stand, only to desert
it on his near approach.

He, like a fate evil, leisurely, sure to overtake, pursued. He laughed
from excess of exhilaration when the inevitable occurred. Her long
tulle-like veil caught about the winged foot of an illusion of Mercury.
As though by jealousy of the speed god she was tripped; was about to
fall. He caught her.

“Why did you have to stop? This has been _wonderful_--never could be so
wonderful again! Whatever inspired you with the knowledge that the way
to ask is to deny?”

Freeing the veil, he wrapped it around and around her, binding her
hands to her sides.

“Your intuition is keener than all my keenness,” he panted. “Of course
the fleeing woman is the woman one must overtake. To ask me you have
aroused me to ask you. Your lips, Dolores--I ask your lips.”

He flung her down; knotted the ends of the scarf about her sandals;
crowded over her. The lecherous look of him silenced any protest. His
eyes were aflame and from his whole person fumed that ruddy effluvium
which came of his concentration.

As measured by the slow approach of his face to hers, a death-time of
dreading thoughts preoccupied Dolores. Fragile as were her bonds, she
could not throw them off. Her resistance, she knew, was weakening.
Suppose her mind consented; what then?

Repeatedly had he forced her to his evil will; at times had justified
his boast of making her like--almost love him. Now he was overcoming
her as by a drug, none the easier to resist because she knew it to
be the soporific of sin. Did soul-lust, then, beget soul-lust? Could
he make her crave him to some mental excess? Could spirit be welded
with spirit in such infernal way that the conscience would be raped as
bodies were raped on Earth--ruined for progress and admittance among
unsullied consciences after That Day?

And the outcome of such a ghoulish union? What manner of offspring
would be theirs--if offspring indeed there might be--child-fiend
incarnate--spirit-spawn of the passion of an unbodied god?

For her to have begotten the heir-apparent of Gehenna--that would prove
righteous the Judgments of Men, even should the Greater Judge consider
revoking her decree. Never again could she hope to see John Cabot and
her babe.

And yet--and yet----

She had fought her fight with such strength as she could command.
What though she lost her own immortal soul through weakness--had not
weakness as well as strength been given unto her? She had not been
wasted. She had saved those two best-beloved. And, in saving them, had
she not saved the greater part of herself? All her loyalty had gone
with John. Their babe was the bloom of her heart, that “one, half-blown
rose” of the doomed gardener’s plea. The safety of them who were all
the good in her she had bought. Surely the rest of her did not matter
much. Why now haggle over the price?

The query dismissed her resistance. Her mind opened to her master’s
mind, her eyes to his eyes, her lips to his lips. A hideous impulse
moved her, like the mania to leap from some incalculable height.
Thought-pulse for thought-pulse, her sensation roused to his. A moan of
torturing expectance escaped her.... She closed her eyes....

_She wanted to want him._

In the blackness, Dolores saw the blacker truth. Her swooning sense
of obligation to self was shocked into revival. Not him so much as
something in herself must she resist--that desire put in woman to be
mothers of men. Response meant utter degradation. More culpable than
he who had not known the uplift of true love, she would sink lower far
in hate’s degeneration. Down and down ... always down ... forever and
forever down....

“I am a woman soul--I must have love to live, not lust!”

With the cry, she tore herself out of his grasp. And as she regained
her feet, the bonds that had seemed so strong, broke apart, like
dampened tissue.

“_Vampire._”

His Highness’ hands clutched for her loosened hair. As again she fled
him, he leaped in pursuit; abetted his steps with his hands; pulled
himself forward with grasps of this and that. When he saw that she
was trying the entrance door, he stopped in derisive anticipation of
her return. A gleaming object from his pocket he waved at her, as
illustration of the mental ban:

“The key, my queen--come get the key.”

His chortles loudened at her desperate exclamation:

“If only I could pray!”

Abruptly, however, he ceased to laugh. He stood alone in the chamber.
The locked door had opened to his captive bride. She had passed into
the hall.

He followed. Nearer animal instincts than ever in his past, his tall
form bent until he ran on toes and finger-tips. Through the private
hallway he raced after her--along the central corridor of the palace
into the throne-room.

The great auditorium was dark, except for the jewel-voltage of the
altered Mephistophelian coat-of-arms. With intent to point its full
significance, the All-Man headed off his quarry from doors and windows
and drove her toward the dais. There he seized the back-waving banner
of her hair and dragged her up the steps. With his free hand he
gestured upward.

“Your artistry is unexcelled, Queen Dolores--your sense of fitness
finer than mine own. That you should lead me here is a right royal
inspiration.”

Further excited by her struggles, he laughed the louder. Sinking on one
knee, he again crowded over her.

“You have taught me and I have learned. No longer do I ask. I take.
Lo, at this touch of you, resistant, I feel--I _feel_! Your life--at
this taste of them--a-ah, almost do I taste! At last, fiend-houri--at
last--at last--our eternal moment has begun.”

As he held her head to the step, Dolores saw that the horns which a few
minutes before had been neatly trimmed, were showing through his hair.
Not daring to face the compelling power which had made possible this
phenomenon, she shifted her gaze, first to the escutcheon, then quickly
to the dome.

“If only I knew you, God!”

“That name in my presence again?” Irony followed the Belialic snarl.
“Why hang back for an introduction if you believe the Great-I-Am
stronger than I? It wouldn’t be the first time total stranger had
rescued damsel in distress. Why not ask Him, little heathen? It will do
no harm to ask.”

Unloosening his hand from her hair, he jerked her to her feet. Dolores,
not knowing what next he might will, backed to the wall. There, with
eyes and arms uplifted, she acted in earnest upon his mocking advice.

“_God save me_,” she voiced her first prayer. “I am sinking. I shall be
lost. Are you there, O God? Only you can save my soul.”

Higher than the arch-blasphemer’s shrieks of derision, fugued the storm
winds without. At their demand, the entrance doors swung wide; admitted
them. Across the great room they swept, gentling only at the flutter of
veilings about the girl-soul at bay against the wall.

Close after them lightnings slashed the darkness. Behind her head, from
tip to tip of her upraised hands, thence to her sandled feet, they
concentrated in rays of blinding light.

Crouched to spring, Satan fell back as if struck. In the down-shed
blaze his face worked with superstition. His whine of a maddened dog
slashed across the eyes with a whip, ended in two gasped words.

“_The Cross!_”

Into power unmeasured by watts or kilowatts increased the rays. They
irradiated the face of her whose shape they framed with a beauty never
before seen in Gehenna--the beauty of realized hope.

The uproar of the storm concentrated in one stupendous crash. From out
the contrasting stillnesses, there then spoke a voice calmer and deeper
than the deepest tone of the sea--“a voice ... as the voice of many
waters and ... of a great thunder and ... of harpers harping with their
harps”:

“_Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God._”

Prone fell the Destroyer, lest he be destroyed. Face downward before
that sign, which was the sign of his one fear, he writhed upon the
floor. From his forked tongue of a snake hissed threats and pleas:

“Go away! How dare you trespass into the kingdom I have made for
myself? Don’t blast me. You promised time until Judgment. I’ll give up
the girl-shade. I’ll do anything you say. Don’t blast me now. I might,
you know, repent.”

Without daring to look up, he tugged at the hem of Dolores’ robe.

“You’re to go--to leave Gehenna,” he upflung in his immortal fright.
“Don’t wait to prepare. Take this signet ring. It will pass you through
the gates. Hurry, lest you ruin me with the rest of those that craved
you. Go, Dolores. As you love me--as you hate--for Hell’s sake, _go_!”

For long after she had gone he lay. Only his lips moved, muttering.

“He could have finished me that time. He must have certain powers of
His own, like--like her. Since He can come and go at will, I wonder why
He waits. To-night--I feel afraid--that my Great Intention----”

The winds sounded to be subsiding. Evidently they had roused in his
spirit-bride’s defense. In time he risked a glance toward the Sign.
Entirely it had faded. Not a glimmer of it remained to place that
picture of wondrous loveliness which lately it had lit.

A sob racked His Lowness. His hands searched about, as though for some
treasure he had lost.

“Dolores, _Dolores_, Grief to Men and me. What a fate, to learn love
from the loss of it!”

His fingers found something to clutch. Sitting up, he examined what
they contained--fragments of the illusion of her veil. He bathed his
face in them; swayed sensuously to the feel of them.

“Even the mist of your memory weakens me. Wasted--_you_--when I may
never be so bad again?”

He became interested in a stinging sensation in one eye never felt
before. With a forefinger he touched the lid. Its tip was not moist.
Yet the pressure within increased. Excitement caught him as he realized
what must be about to occur. He lifted his voice in a shouted command.

“Holder of the Tear Bowl! Quick--to hand--the Bowl!”

When only the reverberations of his voice made response, he bemoaned
the lost opportunity.

“Through the sorrows of all ages to expect it, only that, when it
comes, none should be here to catch it!”

It fell. A great, gleaming, heavy drop, it slipped from beneath its
lid. Salt as brine, it smarted as it rolled down his cheek. Yet no
watery, crocodile effluence was this. It did not spatter on the floor.
Lasting as a diamond it looked.

Carefully he picked it up. Solemnly he examined it. This tear that he
had shed--his first--was of that sincerest sort, a tear of pity for
himself.

       *       *       *       *       *

The while, straight and swift as the spirit’s cry, Dolores had fled the
palace. Out of the portal and through the gate she ran, past darting
demons abroad to enjoy the fury of the storm. A slim creature in white
gleaming through the blackness, she fluttered the imagination of a
group of celebrants staggering from an overplus of draughts inhaled to
the consort of the King. With raucous cries and out-clutching hands,
several pursued her. But too slow were they, or too fleet she.

At the Gehennan gates, the guard fell back, advised by the evil eye of
the royal signet ring. Once safely outside, she turned and flung the
blazing trophy back to them.

Seemingly alone, she felt the presence of guards stronger than they
and more spiritual than herself. These she did not fear to trust, so
tenderly did shadowy wings seem to surround her, so firmly was she
steadied from stumbling, so wise was the counsel she heard. Although
the storm still raged, lightnings concentrated before her and illumined
her way, as up and up she sped.

And with her sped happy thoughts. John she soon should find. That
she knew. Her feet were swift from lightsomeness and he could not
have progressed far, all weighted as he was by the burden of his
disappointment. Amor and Innocentia--even now her sweet comrades must
be seeking her. All things of her they knew and never for long had
they deserted her. Since they were not born of Earth, they must be
well acquainted with the by-paths of this strange Beyond. Should the
way to John prove difficult, the love-lad would lead her aright. And
if reproach still looked from out the soul of him she had forsworn,
Innocentia would appeal. John and their babe she soon should find and
all be well.

Broader and brighter before her shafted that penetrating Light whose
rays she had seen to reach the soddenest scenes of Earth and the
dankest depths of the Lower Land. Now it dispersed the shadows from her
dreading heart and darkened mind.

Her former nescience, then, had not mattered to the Great-I-Am! He had
known her all along; had deplored her plight; had awaited her wish for
an introduction. That restraint which so had fascinated her in one of
Earth was but an impulse from infinite restraint. No longer need she
fear for the fate of the Universe. The All-Power which had restrained
itself toward her that she might work out her own development, would
strike when the souls of men cried out, even as she had cried, their
dependence. Come The Day, His Majesty would fail of his own impotency.
Faith, then, was not the fear of fools. Faith was the courage of gods
and men, a heritage divine.

No voice of sad women or of sobbing winds was Dolores’ as, peering and
hurrying, her joy lifted in fragments of lines learned from a singer on
Earth.

“_Lead, kindly light, amid the encircling gloom...._”

Now a flash of white through whiteness, she sped and sang:

“_The night is dark and I am far from home...._”

Into the land of hope--into air so vital that realization seemed
already reached--into a life of no more sorrows, no more tears----

“_Lead Thou me on._”

From neither sun nor moon came the glory that lit the girl-soul’s way.
She knew and knew. “Home” the Light was leading her. From it she had
come. To it she now was returned.

The strength of that Hell she had fled was only hate.

The Light--the _Light_ was Love.


THE END



Transcriber’s Notes


A number of typographical errors were corrected silently.

Cover image is in the public domain.

There was no chapter XIX in the original. Original chapter numbering
retained.



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