Title: Life's Little Ironies
 - A set of tales with some colloquial sketches entitled A Few Crusted Characters
Author: Hardy, Thomas
Language: English
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Life’s Little Ironies

a set of tales
with some colloquial sketches
entitled
A FEW CRUSTED CHARACTERS

by Thomas Hardy

with a map of wessex

MACMILLAN AND CO., LIMITED
ST. MARTIN’S STREET, LONDON
1920

COPYRIGHT

_First Collected Edition_ 1894. _New Edition and reprints_ 1896-1900
_First published by Macmillan & Co._, _Crown_ 8_ov_, 1903. _Reprinted_
1910, 1915
_Pockets Edition_ 1907, 1910, 1913, 1916, 1919 (_twice_), 1920
_Wessex Edition_ 1912



Contents

 The Son’s Veto
 For Conscience’ Sake
 A Tragedy of Two Ambitions
 On the Western Circuit
 To Please his Wife
 The Melancholy Hussar of the German Legion
 The Fidler of the Reels
 A Tradition of Eighteen Hundred and Four
 A Few Crusted Characters



THE SON’S VETO


CHAPTER I

To the eyes of a man viewing it from behind, the nut-brown hair was a
wonder and a mystery. Under the black beaver hat, surmounted by its
tuft of black feathers, the long locks, braided and twisted and coiled
like the rushes of a basket, composed a rare, if somewhat barbaric,
example of ingenious art. One could understand such weavings and
coilings being wrought to last intact for a year, or even a calendar
month; but that they should be all demolished regularly at bedtime,
after a single day of permanence, seemed a reckless waste of successful
fabrication.

And she had done it all herself, poor thing. She had no maid, and it
was almost the only accomplishment she could boast of. Hence the
unstinted pains.

She was a young invalid lady—not so very much of an invalid—sitting in
a wheeled chair, which had been pulled up in the front part of a green
enclosure, close to a bandstand, where a concert was going on, during a
warm June afternoon. It had place in one of the minor parks or private
gardens that are to be found in the suburbs of London, and was the
effort of a local association to raise money for some charity. There
are worlds within worlds in the great city, and though nobody outside
the immediate district had ever heard of the charity, or the band, or
the garden, the enclosure was filled with an interested audience
sufficiently informed on all these.

As the strains proceeded many of the listeners observed the chaired
lady, whose back hair, by reason of her prominent position, so
challenged inspection. Her face was not easily discernible, but the
aforesaid cunning tress-weavings, the white ear and poll, and the curve
of a cheek which was neither flaccid nor sallow, were signals that led
to the expectation of good beauty in front. Such expectations are not
infrequently disappointed as soon as the disclosure comes; and in the
present case, when the lady, by a turn of the head, at length revealed
herself, she was not so handsome as the people behind her had supposed,
and even hoped—they did not know why.

For one thing (alas! the commonness of this complaint), she was less
young than they had fancied her to be. Yet attractive her face
unquestionably was, and not at all sickly. The revelation of its
details came each time she turned to talk to a boy of twelve or
thirteen who stood beside her, and the shape of whose hat and jacket
implied that he belonged to a well-known public school. The immediate
bystanders could hear that he called her ‘Mother.’

When the end of the recital was reached, and the audience withdrew,
many chose to find their way out by passing at her elbow. Almost all
turned their heads to take a full and near look at the interesting
woman, who remained stationary in the chair till the way should be
clear enough for her to be wheeled out without obstruction. As if she
expected their glances, and did not mind gratifying their curiosity,
she met the eyes of several of her observers by lifting her own,
showing these to be soft, brown, and affectionate orbs, a little
plaintive in their regard.

She was conducted out of the gardens, and passed along the pavement
till she disappeared from view, the schoolboy walking beside her. To
inquiries made by some persons who watched her away, the answer came
that she was the second wife of the incumbent of a neighbouring parish,
and that she was lame. She was generally believed to be a woman with a
story—an innocent one, but a story of some sort or other.

In conversing with her on their way home the boy who walked at her
elbow said that he hoped his father had not missed them.

‘He have been so comfortable these last few hours that I am sure he
cannot have missed us,’ she replied.

‘_Has_, dear mother—not _have_!’ exclaimed the public-school boy, with
an impatient fastidiousness that was almost harsh. ‘Surely you know
that by this time!’

His mother hastily adopted the correction, and did not resent his
making it, or retaliate, as she might well have done, by bidding him to
wipe that crumby mouth of his, whose condition had been caused by
surreptitious attempts to eat a piece of cake without taking it out of
the pocket wherein it lay concealed. After this the pretty woman and
the boy went onward in silence.

That question of grammar bore upon her history, and she fell into
reverie, of a somewhat sad kind to all appearance. It might have been
assumed that she was wondering if she had done wisely in shaping her
life as she had shaped it, to bring out such a result as this.

In a remote nook in North Wessex, forty miles from London, near the
thriving county-town of Aldbrickham, there stood a pretty village with
its church and parsonage, which she knew well enough, but her son had
never seen. It was her native village, Gaymead, and the first event
bearing upon her present situation had occurred at that place when she
was only a girl of nineteen.

How well she remembered it, that first act in her little tragi-comedy,
the death of her reverend husband’s first wife. It happened on a spring
evening, and she who now and for many years had filled that first
wife’s place was then parlour-maid in the parson’s house.

When everything had been done that could be done, and the death was
announced, she had gone out in the dusk to visit her parents, who were
living in the same village, to tell them the sad news. As she opened
the white swing-gate and looked towards the trees which rose westward,
shutting out the pale light of the evening sky, she discerned, without
much surprise, the figure of a man standing in the hedge, though she
roguishly exclaimed as a matter of form, ‘Oh, Sam, how you frightened
me!’

He was a young gardener of her acquaintance. She told him the
particulars of the late event, and they stood silent, these two young
people, in that elevated, calmly philosophic mind which is engendered
when a tragedy has happened close at hand, and has not happened to the
philosophers themselves. But it had its bearing upon their relations.

‘And will you stay on now at the Vicarage, just the same?’ asked he.

She had hardly thought of that. ‘Oh, yes—I suppose!’ she said.
‘Everything will be just as usual, I imagine?’

He walked beside her towards her mother’s. Presently his arm stole
round her waist. She gently removed it; but he placed it there again,
and she yielded the point. ‘You see, dear Sophy, you don’t know that
you’ll stay on; you may want a home; and I shall be ready to offer one
some day, though I may not be ready just yet.

‘Why, Sam, how can you be so fast! I’ve never even said I liked ’ee;
and it is all your own doing, coming after me!’

‘Still, it is nonsense to say I am not to have a try at you like the
rest.’ He stooped to kiss her a farewell, for they had reached her
mother’s door.

‘No, Sam; you sha’n’t!’ she cried, putting her hand over his mouth.
‘You ought to be more serious on such a night as this.’ And she bade
him adieu without allowing him to kiss her or to come indoors.

The vicar just left a widower was at this time a man about forty years
of age, of good family, and childless. He had led a secluded existence
in this college living, partly because there were no resident
landowners; and his loss now intensified his habit of withdrawal from
outward observation. He was still less seen than heretofore, kept
himself still less in time with the rhythm and racket of the movements
called progress in the world without. For many months after his wife’s
decease the economy of his household remained as before; the cook, the
housemaid, the parlour-maid, and the man out-of-doors performed their
duties or left them undone, just as Nature prompted them—the vicar knew
not which. It was then represented to him that his servants seemed to
have nothing to do in his small family of one. He was struck with the
truth of this representation, and decided to cut down his
establishment. But he was forestalled by Sophy, the parlour-maid, who
said one evening that she wished to leave him.

‘And why?’ said the parson.

‘Sam Hobson has asked me to marry him, sir.’

‘Well—do you want to marry?’

‘Not much. But it would be a home for me. And we have heard that one of
us will have to leave.’

A day or two after she said: ‘I don’t want to leave just yet, sir, if
you don’t wish it. Sam and I have quarrelled.’

He looked up at her. He had hardly ever observed her before, though he
had been frequently conscious of her soft presence in the room. What a
kitten-like, flexuous, tender creature she was! She was the only one of
the servants with whom he came into immediate and continuous relation.
What should he do if Sophy were gone?

Sophy did not go, but one of the others did, and things went on quietly
again.

When Mr. Twycott, the vicar, was ill, Sophy brought up his meals to
him, and she had no sooner left the room one day than he heard a noise
on the stairs. She had slipped down with the tray, and so twisted her
foot that she could not stand. The village surgeon was called in; the
vicar got better, but Sophy was incapacitated for a long time; and she
was informed that she must never again walk much or engage in any
occupation which required her to stand long on her feet. As soon as she
was comparatively well she spoke to him alone. Since she was forbidden
to walk and bustle about, and, indeed, could not do so, it became her
duty to leave. She could very well work at something sitting down, and
she had an aunt a seamstress.

The parson had been very greatly moved by what she had suffered on his
account, and he exclaimed, ‘No, Sophy; lame or not lame, I cannot let
you go. You must never leave me again!’

He came close to her, and, though she could never exactly tell how it
happened, she became conscious of his lips upon her cheek. He then
asked her to marry him. Sophy did not exactly love him, but she had a
respect for him which almost amounted to veneration. Even if she had
wished to get away from him she hardly dared refuse a personage so
reverend and august in her eyes, and she assented forthwith to be his
wife.

Thus it happened that one fine morning, when the doors of the church
were naturally open for ventilation, and the singing birds fluttered in
and alighted on the tie-beams of the roof, there was a marriage-service
at the communion-rails, which hardly a soul knew of. The parson and a
neighbouring curate had entered at one door, and Sophy at another,
followed by two necessary persons, whereupon in a short time there
emerged a newly-made husband and wife.

Mr. Twycott knew perfectly well that he had committed social suicide by
this step, despite Sophy’s spotless character, and he had taken his
measures accordingly. An exchange of livings had been arranged with an
acquaintance who was incumbent of a church in the south of London, and
as soon as possible the couple removed thither, abandoning their pretty
country home, with trees and shrubs and glebe, for a narrow, dusty
house in a long, straight street, and their fine peal of bells for the
wretchedest one-tongued clangour that ever tortured mortal ears. It was
all on her account. They were, however, away from every one who had
known her former position; and also under less observation from without
than they would have had to put up with in any country parish.

Sophy the woman was as charming a partner as a man could possess,
though Sophy the lady had her deficiencies. She showed a natural
aptitude for little domestic refinements, so far as related to things
and manners; but in what is called culture she was less intuitive. She
had now been married more than fourteen years, and her husband had
taken much trouble with her education; but she still held confused
ideas on the use of ‘was’ and ‘were,’ which did not beget a respect for
her among the few acquaintances she made. Her great grief in this
relation was that her only child, on whose education no expense had
been and would be spared, was now old enough to perceive these
deficiencies in his mother, and not only to see them but to feel
irritated at their existence.

Thus she lived on in the city, and wasted hours in braiding her
beautiful hair, till her once apple cheeks waned to pink of the very
faintest. Her foot had never regained its natural strength after the
accident, and she was mostly obliged to avoid walking altogether. Her
husband had grown to like London for its freedom and its domestic
privacy; but he was twenty years his Sophy’s senior, and had latterly
been seized with a serious illness. On this day, however, he had seemed
to be well enough to justify her accompanying her son Randolph to the
concert.

CHAPTER II

The next time we get a glimpse of her is when she appears in the
mournful attire of a widow.

Mr. Twycott had never rallied, and now lay in a well-packed cemetery to
the south of the great city, where, if all the dead it contained had
stood erect and alive, not one would have known him or recognized his
name. The boy had dutifully followed him to the grave, and was now
again at school.

Throughout these changes Sophy had been treated like the child she was
in nature though not in years. She was left with no control over
anything that had been her husband’s beyond her modest personal income.
In his anxiety lest her inexperience should be overreached he had
safeguarded with trustees all he possibly could. The completion of the
boy’s course at the public school, to be followed in due time by Oxford
and ordination, had been all previsioned and arranged, and she really
had nothing to occupy her in the world but to eat and drink, and make a
business of indolence, and go on weaving and coiling the nut-brown
hair, merely keeping a home open for the son whenever he came to her
during vacations.

Foreseeing his probable decease long years before her, her husband in
his lifetime had purchased for her use a semi-detached villa in the
same long, straight road whereon the church and parsonage faced, which
was to be hers as long as she chose to live in it. Here she now
resided, looking out upon the fragment of lawn in front, and through
the railings at the ever-flowing traffic; or, bending forward over the
window-sill on the first floor, stretching her eyes far up and down the
vista of sooty trees, hazy air, and drab house-façades, along which
echoed the noises common to a suburban main thoroughfare.

Somehow, her boy, with his aristocratic school-knowledge, his grammars,
and his aversions, was losing those wide infantine sympathies,
extending as far as to the sun and moon themselves, with which he, like
other children, had been born, and which his mother, a child of nature
herself, had loved in him; he was reducing their compass to a
population of a few thousand wealthy and titled people, the mere veneer
of a thousand million or so of others who did not interest him at all.
He drifted further and further away from her. Sophy’s _milieu_ being a
suburb of minor tradesmen and under-clerks, and her almost only
companions the two servants of her own house, it was not surprising
that after her husband’s death she soon lost the little artificial
tastes she had acquired from him, and became—in her son’s eyes—a mother
whose mistakes and origin it was his painful lot as a gentleman to
blush for. As yet he was far from being man enough—if he ever would
be—to rate these sins of hers at their true infinitesimal value beside
the yearning fondness that welled up and remained penned in her heart
till it should be more fully accepted by him, or by some other person
or thing. If he had lived at home with her he would have had all of it;
but he seemed to require so very little in present circumstances, and
it remained stored.

Her life became insupportably dreary; she could not take walks, and had
no interest in going for drives, or, indeed, in travelling anywhere.
Nearly two years passed without an event, and still she looked on that
suburban road, thinking of the village in which she had been born, and
whither she would have gone back—O how gladly!—even to work in the
fields.

Taking no exercise, she often could not sleep, and would rise in the
night or early morning and look out upon the then vacant thoroughfare,
where the lamps stood like sentinels waiting for some procession to go
by. An approximation to such a procession was indeed made early every
morning about one o’clock, when the country vehicles passed up with
loads of vegetables for Covent Garden market. She often saw them
creeping along at this silent and dusky hour—waggon after waggon,
bearing green bastions of cabbages nodding to their fall, yet never
falling, walls of baskets enclosing masses of beans and peas, pyramids
of snow-white turnips, swaying howdahs of mixed produce—creeping along
behind aged night-horses, who seemed ever patiently wondering between
their hollow coughs why they had always to work at that still hour when
all other sentient creatures were privileged to rest. Wrapped in a
cloak, it was soothing to watch and sympathize with them when
depression and nervousness hindered sleep, and to see how the fresh
green-stuff brightened to life as it came opposite the lamp, and how
the sweating animals steamed and shone with their miles of travel.

They had an interest, almost a charm, for Sophy, these semirural people
and vehicles moving in an urban atmosphere, leading a life quite
distinct from that of the daytime toilers on the same road. One morning
a man who accompanied a waggon-load of potatoes gazed rather hard at
the house-fronts as he passed, and with a curious emotion she thought
his form was familiar to her. She looked out for him again. His being
an old-fashioned conveyance, with a yellow front, it was easily
recognizable, and on the third night after she saw it a second time.
The man alongside was, as she had fancied, Sam Hobson, formerly
gardener at Gaymead, who would at one time have married her.

She had occasionally thought of him, and wondered if life in a cottage
with him would not have been a happier lot than the life she had
accepted. She had not thought of him passionately, but her now dismal
situation lent an interest to his resurrection—a tender interest which
it is impossible to exaggerate. She went back to bed, and began
thinking. When did these market-gardeners, who travelled up to town so
regularly at one or two in the morning, come back? She dimly
recollected seeing their empty waggons, hardly noticeable amid the
ordinary day-traffic, passing down at some hour before noon.

It was only April, but that morning, after breakfast, she had the
window opened, and sat looking out, the feeble sun shining full upon
her. She affected to sew, but her eyes never left the street. Between
ten and eleven the desired waggon, now unladen, reappeared on its
return journey. But Sam was not looking round him then, and drove on in
a reverie.

‘Sam!’ cried she.

Turning with a start, his face lighted up. He called to him a little
boy to hold the horse, alighted, and came and stood under her window.

‘I can’t come down easily, Sam, or I would!’ she said. ‘Did you know I
lived here?’

‘Well, Mrs. Twycott, I knew you lived along here somewhere. I have
often looked out for ’ee.’

He briefly explained his own presence on the scene. He had long since
given up his gardening in the village near Aldbrickham, and was now
manager at a market-gardener’s on the south side of London, it being
part of his duty to go up to Covent Garden with waggon-loads of produce
two or three times a week. In answer to her curious inquiry, he
admitted that he had come to this particular district because he had
seen in the Aldbrickham paper, a year or two before, the announcement
of the death in South London of the aforetime vicar of Gaymead, which
had revived an interest in her dwelling-place that he could not
extinguish, leading him to hover about the locality till his present
post had been secured.

They spoke of their native village in dear old North Wessex, the spots
in which they had played together as children. She tried to feel that
she was a dignified personage now, that she must not be too
confidential with Sam. But she could not keep it up, and the tears
hanging in her eyes were indicated in her voice.

‘You are not happy, Mrs. Twycott, I’m afraid?’ he said.

‘O, of course not! I lost my husband only the year before last.’

‘Ah! I meant in another way. You’d like to be home again?’

‘This is my home—for life. The house belongs to me. But I
understand’—She let it out then. ‘Yes, Sam. I long for home—_our_ home!
I _should_ like to be there, and never leave it, and die there.’ But
she remembered herself. ‘That’s only a momentary feeling. I have a son,
you know, a dear boy. He’s at school now.’

‘Somewhere handy, I suppose? I see there’s lots on ’em along this
road.’

‘O no! Not in one of these wretched holes! At a public school—one of
the most distinguished in England.’

‘Chok’ it all! of course! I forget, ma’am, that you’ve been a lady for
so many years.’

‘No, I am not a lady,’ she said sadly. ‘I never shall be. But he’s a
gentleman, and that—makes it—O how difficult for me!’

CHAPTER III

The acquaintance thus oddly reopened proceeded apace. She often looked
out to get a few words with him, by night or by day. Her sorrow was
that she could not accompany her one old friend on foot a little way,
and talk more freely than she could do while he paused before the
house. One night, at the beginning of June, when she was again on the
watch after an absence of some days from the window, he entered the
gate and said softly, ‘Now, wouldn’t some air do you good? I’ve only
half a load this morning. Why not ride up to Covent Garden with me?
There’s a nice seat on the cabbages, where I’ve spread a sack. You can
be home again in a cab before anybody is up.’

She refused at first, and then, trembling with excitement, hastily
finished her dressing, and wrapped herself up in cloak and veil,
afterwards sidling downstairs by the aid of the handrail, in a way she
could adopt on an emergency. When she had opened the door she found Sam
on the step, and he lifted her bodily on his strong arm across the
little forecourt into his vehicle. Not a soul was visible or audible in
the infinite length of the straight, flat highway, with its
ever-waiting lamps converging to points in each direction. The air was
fresh as country air at this hour, and the stars shone, except to the
north-eastward, where there was a whitish light—the dawn. Sam carefully
placed her in the seat, and drove on.

They talked as they had talked in old days, Sam pulling himself up now
and then, when he thought himself too familiar. More than once she said
with misgiving that she wondered if she ought to have indulged in the
freak. ‘But I am so lonely in my house,’ she added, ‘and this makes me
so happy!’

‘You must come again, dear Mrs. Twycott. There is no time o’ day for
taking the air like this.’

It grew lighter and lighter. The sparrows became busy in the streets,
and the city waxed denser around them. When they approached the river
it was day, and on the bridge they beheld the full blaze of morning
sunlight in the direction of St. Paul’s, the river glistening towards
it, and not a craft stirring.

Near Covent Garden he put her into a cab, and they parted, looking into
each other’s faces like the very old friends they were. She reached
home without adventure, limped to the door, and let herself in with her
latch-key unseen.

The air and Sam’s presence had revived her: her cheeks were quite
pink—almost beautiful. She had something to live for in addition to her
son. A woman of pure instincts, she knew there had been nothing really
wrong in the journey, but supposed it conventionally to be very wrong
indeed.

Soon, however, she gave way to the temptation of going with him again,
and on this occasion their conversation was distinctly tender, and Sam
said he never should forget her, notwithstanding that she had served
him rather badly at one time. After much hesitation he told her of a
plan it was in his power to carry out, and one he should like to take
in hand, since he did not care for London work: it was to set up as a
master greengrocer down at Aldbrickham, the county-town of their native
place. He knew of an opening—a shop kept by aged people who wished to
retire.

‘And why don’t you do it, then, Sam?’ she asked with a slight
heartsinking.

‘Because I’m not sure if—you’d join me. I know you wouldn’t—couldn’t!
Such a lady as ye’ve been so long, you couldn’t be a wife to a man like
me.’

‘I hardly suppose I could!’ she assented, also frightened at the idea.

‘If you could,’ he said eagerly, ‘you’d on’y have to sit in the back
parlour and look through the glass partition when I was away
sometimes—just to keep an eye on things. The lameness wouldn’t hinder
that . . . I’d keep you as genteel as ever I could, dear Sophy—if I
might think of it!’ he pleaded.

‘Sam, I’ll be frank,’ she said, putting her hand on his. ‘If it were
only myself I would do it, and gladly, though everything I possess
would be lost to me by marrying again.’

‘I don’t mind that! It’s more independent.’

‘That’s good of you, dear, dear Sam. But there’s something else. I have
a son . . . I almost fancy when I am miserable sometimes that he is not
really mine, but one I hold in trust for my late husband. He seems to
belong so little to me personally, so entirely to his dead father. He
is so much educated and I so little that I do not feel dignified enough
to be his mother . . . Well, he would have to be told.’

‘Yes. Unquestionably.’ Sam saw her thought and her fear. ‘Still, you
can do as you like, Sophy—Mrs. Twycott,’ he added. ‘It is not you who
are the child, but he.’

‘Ah, you don’t know! Sam, if I could, I would marry you, some day. But
you must wait a while, and let me think.’

It was enough for him, and he was blithe at their parting. Not so she.
To tell Randolph seemed impossible. She could wait till he had gone up
to Oxford, when what she did would affect his life but little. But
would he ever tolerate the idea? And if not, could she defy him?

She had not told him a word when the yearly cricket-match came on at
Lord’s between the public schools, though Sam had already gone back to
Aldbrickham. Mrs. Twycott felt stronger than usual: she went to the
match with Randolph, and was able to leave her chair and walk about
occasionally. The bright idea occurred to her that she could casually
broach the subject while moving round among the spectators, when the
boy’s spirits were high with interest in the game, and he would weigh
domestic matters as feathers in the scale beside the day’s victory.
They promenaded under the lurid July sun, this pair, so wide apart, yet
so near, and Sophy saw the large proportion of boys like her own, in
their broad white collars and dwarf hats, and all around the rows of
great coaches under which was jumbled the _débris_ of luxurious
luncheons; bones, pie-crusts, champagne-bottles, glasses, plates,
napkins, and the family silver; while on the coaches sat the proud
fathers and mothers; but never a poor mother like her. If Randolph had
not appertained to these, had not centred all his interests in them,
had not cared exclusively for the class they belonged to, how happy
would things have been! A great huzza at some small performance with
the bat burst from the multitude of relatives, and Randolph jumped
wildly into the air to see what had happened. Sophy fetched up the
sentence that had been already shaped; but she could not get it out.
The occasion was, perhaps, an inopportune one. The contrast between her
story and the display of fashion to which Randolph had grown to regard
himself as akin would be fatal. She awaited a better time.

It was on an evening when they were alone in their plain suburban
residence, where life was not blue but brown, that she ultimately broke
silence, qualifying her announcement of a probable second marriage by
assuring him that it would not take place for a long time to come, when
he would be living quite independently of her.

The boy thought the idea a very reasonable one, and asked if she had
chosen anybody? She hesitated; and he seemed to have a misgiving. He
hoped his stepfather would be a gentleman? he said.

‘Not what you call a gentleman,’ she answered timidly. ‘He’ll be much
as I was before I knew your father;’ and by degrees she acquainted him
with the whole. The youth’s face remained fixed for a moment; then he
flushed, leant on the table, and burst into passionate tears.

His mother went up to him, kissed all of his face that she could get
at, and patted his back as if he were still the baby he once had been,
crying herself the while. When he had somewhat recovered from his
paroxysm he went hastily to his own room and fastened the door.

Parleyings were attempted through the keyhole, outside which she waited
and listened. It was long before he would reply, and when he did it was
to say sternly at her from within: ‘I am ashamed of you! It will ruin
me! A miserable boor! a churl! a clown! It will degrade me in the eyes
of all the gentlemen of England!’

‘Say no more—perhaps I am wrong! I will struggle against it!’ she cried
miserably.

Before Randolph left her that summer a letter arrived from Sam to
inform her that he had been unexpectedly fortunate in obtaining the
shop. He was in possession; it was the largest in the town, combining
fruit with vegetables, and he thought it would form a home worthy even
of her some day. Might he not run up to town to see her?

She met him by stealth, and said he must still wait for her final
answer. The autumn dragged on, and when Randolph was home at Christmas
for the holidays she broached the matter again. But the young gentleman
was inexorable.

It was dropped for months; renewed again; abandoned under his
repugnance; again attempted; and thus the gentle creature reasoned and
pleaded till four or five long years had passed. Then the faithful Sam
revived his suit with some peremptoriness. Sophy’s son, now an
undergraduate, was down from Oxford one Easter, when she again opened
the subject. As soon as he was ordained, she argued, he would have a
home of his own, wherein she, with her bad grammar and her ignorance,
would be an encumbrance to him. Better obliterate her as much as
possible.

He showed a more manly anger now, but would not agree. She on her side
was more persistent, and he had doubts whether she could be trusted in
his absence. But by indignation and contempt for her taste he
completely maintained his ascendency; and finally taking her before a
little cross and altar that he had erected in his bedroom for his
private devotions, there bade her kneel, and swear that she would not
wed Samuel Hobson without his consent. ‘I owe this to my father!’ he
said.

The poor woman swore, thinking he would soften as soon as he was
ordained and in full swing of clerical work. But he did not. His
education had by this time sufficiently ousted his humanity to keep him
quite firm; though his mother might have led an idyllic life with her
faithful fruiterer and greengrocer, and nobody have been anything the
worse in the world.

Her lameness became more confirmed as time went on, and she seldom or
never left the house in the long southern thoroughfare, where she
seemed to be pining her heart away. ‘Why mayn’t I say to Sam that I’ll
marry him? Why mayn’t I?’ she would murmur plaintively to herself when
nobody was near.

Some four years after this date a middle-aged man was standing at the
door of the largest fruiterer’s shop in Aldbrickham. He was the
proprietor, but to-day, instead of his usual business attire, he wore a
neat suit of black; and his window was partly shuttered. From the
railway-station a funeral procession was seen approaching: it passed
his door and went out of the town towards the village of Gaymead. The
man, whose eyes were wet, held his hat in his hand as the vehicles
moved by; while from the mourning coach a young smooth-shaven priest in
a high waistcoat looked black as a cloud at the shop keeper standing
there.

_December_ 1891.



FOR CONSCIENCE’ SAKE


CHAPTER I

Whether the utilitarian or the intuitive theory of the moral sense be
upheld, it is beyond question that there are a few subtle-souled
persons with whom the absolute gratuitousness of an act of reparation
is an inducement to perform it; while exhortation as to its necessity
would breed excuses for leaving it undone. The case of Mr. Millborne
and Mrs. Frankland particularly illustrated this, and perhaps something
more.

There were few figures better known to the local crossing-sweeper than
Mr. Millborne’s, in his daily comings and goings along a familiar and
quiet London street, where he lived inside the door marked eleven,
though not as householder. In age he was fifty at least, and his habits
were as regular as those of a person can be who has no occupation but
the study of how to keep himself employed. He turned almost always to
the right on getting to the end of his street, then he went onward down
Bond Street to his club, whence he returned by precisely the same
course about six o’clock, on foot; or, if he went to dine, later on in
a cab. He was known to be a man of some means, though apparently not
wealthy. Being a bachelor he seemed to prefer his present mode of
living as a lodger in Mrs. Towney’s best rooms, with the use of
furniture which he had bought ten times over in rent during his
tenancy, to having a house of his own.

None among his acquaintance tried to know him well, for his manner and
moods did not excite curiosity or deep friendship. He was not a man who
seemed to have anything on his mind, anything to conceal, anything to
impart. From his casual remarks it was generally understood that he was
country-born, a native of some place in Wessex; that he had come to
London as a young man in a banking-house, and had risen to a post of
responsibility; when, by the death of his father, who had been
fortunate in his investments, the son succeeded to an income which led
him to retire from a business life somewhat early.

One evening, when he had been unwell for several days, Doctor Bindon
came in, after dinner, from the adjoining medical quarter, and smoked
with him over the fire. The patient’s ailment was not such as to
require much thought, and they talked together on indifferent subjects.

‘I am a lonely man, Bindon—a lonely man,’ Millborne took occasion to
say, shaking his head gloomily. ‘You don’t know such loneliness as mine
. . . And the older I get the more I am dissatisfied with myself. And
to-day I have been, through an accident, more than usually haunted by
what, above all other events of my life, causes that
dissatisfaction—the recollection of an unfulfilled promise made twenty
years ago. In ordinary affairs I have always been considered a man of
my word and perhaps it is on that account that a particular vow I once
made, and did not keep, comes back to me with a magnitude out of all
proportion (I daresay) to its real gravity, especially at this time of
day. You know the discomfort caused at night by the half-sleeping sense
that a door or window has been left unfastened, or in the day by the
remembrance of unanswered letters. So does that promise haunt me from
time to time, and has done to-day particularly.’

There was a pause, and they smoked on. Millborne’s eyes, though fixed
on the fire, were really regarding attentively a town in the West of
England.

‘Yes,’ he continued, ‘I have never quite forgotten it, though during
the busy years of my life it was shelved and buried under the pressure
of my pursuits. And, as I say, to-day in particular, an incident in the
law-report of a somewhat similar kind has brought it back again
vividly. However, what it was I can tell you in a few words, though no
doubt you, as a man of the world, will smile at the thinness of my skin
when you hear it . . . I came up to town at one-and-twenty, from
Toneborough, in Outer Wessex, where I was born, and where, before I
left, I had won the heart of a young woman of my own age. I promised
her marriage, took advantage of my promise, and—am a bachelor.’

‘The old story.’

The other nodded.

‘I left the place, and thought at the time I had done a very clever
thing in getting so easily out of an entanglement. But I have lived
long enough for that promise to return to bother me—to be honest, not
altogether as a pricking of the conscience, but as a dissatisfaction
with myself as a specimen of the heap of flesh called humanity. If I
were to ask you to lend me fifty pounds, which I would repay you next
midsummer, and I did not repay you, I should consider myself a shabby
sort of fellow, especially if you wanted the money badly. Yet I
promised that girl just as distinctly; and then coolly broke my word,
as if doing so were rather smart conduct than a mean action, for which
the poor victim herself, encumbered with a child, and not I, had really
to pay the penalty, in spite of certain pecuniary aid that was given.
There, that’s the retrospective trouble that I am always unearthing;
and you may hardly believe that though so many years have elapsed, and
it is all gone by and done with, and she must be getting on for an old
woman now, as I am for an old man, it really often destroys my sense of
self-respect still.’

‘O, I can understand it. All depends upon the temperament. Thousands of
men would have forgotten all about it; so would you, perhaps, if you
had married and had a family. Did she ever marry?’

‘I don’t think so. O no—she never did. She left Toneborough, and later
on appeared under another name at Exonbury, in the next county, where
she was not known. It is very seldom that I go down into that part of
the country, but in passing through Exonbury, on one occasion, I learnt
that she was quite a settled resident there, as a teacher of music, or
something of the kind. That much I casually heard when I was there two
or three years ago. But I have never set eyes on her since our original
acquaintance, and should not know her if I met her.’

‘Did the child live?’ asked the doctor.

‘For several years, certainly,’ replied his friend. ‘I cannot say if
she is living now. It was a little girl. She might be married by this
time as far as years go.’

‘And the mother—was she a decent, worthy young woman?’

‘O yes; a sensible, quiet girl, neither attractive nor unattractive to
the ordinary observer; simply commonplace. Her position at the time of
our acquaintance was not so good as mine. My father was a solicitor, as
I think I have told you. She was a young girl in a music-shop; and it
was represented to me that it would be beneath my position to marry
her. Hence the result.’

‘Well, all I can say is that after twenty years it is probably too late
to think of mending such a matter. It has doubtless by this time mended
itself. You had better dismiss it from your mind as an evil past your
control. Of course, if mother and daughter are alive, or either, you
might settle something upon them, if you were inclined, and had it to
spare.’

‘Well, I haven’t much to spare; and I have relations in narrow
circumstances—perhaps narrower than theirs. But that is not the point.
Were I ever so rich I feel I could not rectify the past by money. I did
not promise to enrich her. On the contrary, I told her it would
probably be dire poverty for both of us. But I did promise to make her
my wife.’

‘Then find her and do it,’ said the doctor jocularly as he rose to
leave.

‘Ah, Bindon. That, of course, is the obvious jest. But I haven’t the
slightest desire for marriage; I am quite content to live as I have
lived. I am a bachelor by nature, and instinct, and habit, and
everything. Besides, though I respect her still (for she was not an
atom to blame), I haven’t any shadow of love for her. In my mind she
exists as one of those women you think well of, but find uninteresting.
It would be purely with the idea of putting wrong right that I should
hunt her up, and propose to do it off-hand.’

‘You don’t think of it seriously?’ said his surprised friend.

‘I sometimes think that I would, if it were practicable; simply, as I
say, to recover my sense of being a man of honour.’

‘I wish you luck in the enterprise,’ said Doctor Bindon. ‘You’ll soon
be out of that chair, and then you can put your impulse to the test.
But—after twenty years of silence—I should say, don’t!’

CHAPTER II

The doctor’s advice remained counterpoised, in Millborne’s mind, by the
aforesaid mood of seriousness and sense of principle, approximating
often to religious sentiment, which had been evolving itself in his
breast for months, and even years.

The feeling, however, had no immediate effect upon Mr. Millborne’s
actions. He soon got over his trifling illness, and was vexed with
himself for having, in a moment of impulse, confided such a case of
conscience to anybody.

But the force which had prompted it, though latent, remained with him
and ultimately grew stronger. The upshot was that about four months
after the date of his illness and disclosure, Millborne found himself
on a mild spring morning at Paddington Station, in a train that was
starting for the west. His many intermittent thoughts on his broken
promise from time to time, in those hours when loneliness brought him
face to face with his own personality, had at last resulted in this
course.

The decisive stimulus had been given when, a day or two earlier, on
looking into a Post-Office Directory, he learnt that the woman he had
not met for twenty years was still living on at Exonbury under the name
she had assumed when, a year or two after her disappearance from her
native town and his, she had returned from abroad as a young widow with
a child, and taken up her residence at the former city. Her condition
was apparently but little changed, and her daughter seemed to be with
her, their names standing in the Directory as ‘Mrs. Leonora Frankland
and Miss Frankland, Teachers of Music and Dancing.’

Mr. Millborne reached Exonbury in the afternoon, and his first
business, before even taking his luggage into the town, was to find the
house occupied by the teachers. Standing in a central and open place it
was not difficult to discover, a well-burnished brass doorplate bearing
their names prominently. He hesitated to enter without further
knowledge, and ultimately took lodgings over a toyshop opposite,
securing a sitting-room which faced a similar drawing or sitting-room
at the Franklands’, where the dancing lessons were given. Installed
here he was enabled to make indirectly, and without suspicion,
inquiries and observations on the character of the ladies over the way,
which he did with much deliberateness.

He learnt that the widow, Mrs. Frankland, with her one daughter,
Frances, was of cheerful and excellent repute, energetic and
painstaking with her pupils, of whom she had a good many, and in whose
tuition her daughter assisted her. She was quite a recognized
townswoman, and though the dancing branch of her profession was perhaps
a trifle worldly, she was really a serious-minded lady who, being
obliged to live by what she knew how to teach, balanced matters by
lending a hand at charitable bazaars, assisting at sacred concerts, and
giving musical recitations in aid of funds for bewildering happy
savages, and other such enthusiasms of this enlightened country. Her
daughter was one of the foremost of the bevy of young women who
decorated the churches at Easter and Christmas, was organist in one of
those edifices, and had subscribed to the testimonial of a silver
broth-basin that was presented to the Reverend Mr. Walker as a token of
gratitude for his faithful and arduous intonations of six months as
sub-precentor in the Cathedral. Altogether mother and daughter appeared
to be a typical and innocent pair among the genteel citizens of
Exonbury.

As a natural and simple way of advertising their profession they
allowed the windows of the music-room to be a little open, so that you
had the pleasure of hearing all along the street at any hour between
sunrise and sunset fragmentary gems of classical music as interpreted
by the young people of twelve or fourteen who took lessons there. But
it was said that Mrs. Frankland made most of her income by letting out
pianos on hire, and by selling them as agent for the makers.

The report pleased Millborne; it was highly creditable, and far better
than he had hoped. He was curious to get a view of the two women who
led such blameless lives.

He had not long to wait to gain a glimpse of Leonora. It was when she
was standing on her own doorstep, opening her parasol, on the morning
after his arrival. She was thin, though not gaunt; and a good,
well-wearing, thoughtful face had taken the place of the one which had
temporarily attracted him in the days of his nonage. She wore black,
and it became her in her character of widow. The daughter next
appeared; she was a smoothed and rounded copy of her mother, with the
same decision in her mien that Leonora had, and a bounding gait in
which he traced a faint resemblance to his own at her age.

For the first time he absolutely made up his mind to call on them. But
his antecedent step was to send Leonora a note the next morning,
stating his proposal to visit her, and suggesting the evening as the
time, because she seemed to be so greatly occupied in her professional
capacity during the day. He purposely worded his note in such a form as
not to require an answer from her which would be possibly awkward to
write.

No answer came. Naturally he should not have been surprised at this;
and yet he felt a little checked, even though she had only refrained
from volunteering a reply that was not demanded.

At eight, the hour fixed by himself, he crossed over and was passively
admitted by the servant. Mrs. Frankland, as she called herself,
received him in the large music-and-dancing room on the first-floor
front, and not in any private little parlour as he had expected. This
cast a distressingly business-like colour over their first meeting
after so many years of severance. The woman he had wronged stood before
him, well-dressed, even to his metropolitan eyes, and her manner as she
came up to him was dignified even to hardness. She certainly was not
glad to see him. But what could he expect after a neglect of twenty
years!

‘How do you do, Mr. Millborne?’ she said cheerfully, as to any chance
caller. ‘I am obliged to receive you here because my daughter has a
friend downstairs.’

‘Your daughter—and mine.’

‘Ah—yes, yes,’ she replied hastily, as if the addition had escaped her
memory. ‘But perhaps the less said about that the better, in fairness
to me. You will consider me a widow, please.’

‘Certainly, Leonora . . . ’ He could not get on, her manner was so cold
and indifferent. The expected scene of sad reproach, subdued to
delicacy by the run of years, was absent altogether. He was obliged to
come to the point without preamble.

‘You are quite free, Leonora—I mean as to marriage? There is nobody who
has your promise, or—’

‘O yes; quite free, Mr. Millborne,’ she said, somewhat surprised.

‘Then I will tell you why I have come. Twenty years ago I promised to
make you my wife; and I am here to fulfil that promise. Heaven forgive
my tardiness!’

Her surprise was increased, but she was not agitated. She seemed to
become gloomy, disapproving. ‘I could not entertain such an idea at
this time of life,’ she said after a moment or two. ‘It would
complicate matters too greatly. I have a very fair income, and require
no help of any sort. I have no wish to marry . . . What could have
induced you to come on such an errand now? It seems quite
extraordinary, if I may say so!’

‘It must—I daresay it does,’ Millborne replied vaguely; ‘and I must
tell you that impulse—I mean in the sense of passion—has little to do
with it. I wish to marry you, Leonora; I much desire to marry you. But
it is an affair of conscience, a case of fulfilment. I promised you,
and it was dishonourable of me to go away. I want to remove that sense
of dishonour before I die. No doubt we might get to love each other as
warmly as we did in old times?’

She dubiously shook her head. ‘I appreciate your motives, Mr.
Millborne; but you must consider my position; and you will see that,
short of the personal wish to marry, which I don’t feel, there is no
reason why I should change my state, even though by so doing I should
ease your conscience. My position in this town is a respected one; I
have built it up by my own hard labours, and, in short, I don’t wish to
alter it. My daughter, too, is just on the verge of an engagement to be
married, to a young man who will make her an excellent husband. It will
be in every way a desirable match for her. He is downstairs now.’

‘Does she know—anything about me?’

‘O no, no; God forbid! Her father is dead and buried to her. So that,
you see, things are going on smoothly, and I don’t want to disturb
their progress.’

He nodded. ‘Very well,’ he said, and rose to go. At the door, however,
he came back again.

‘Still, Leonora,’ he urged, ‘I have come on purpose; and I don’t see
what disturbance would be caused. You would simply marry an old friend.
Won’t you reconsider? It is no more than right that we should be
united, remembering the girl.’

She shook her head, and patted with her foot nervously.

‘Well, I won’t detain you,’ he added. ‘I shall not be leaving Exonbury
yet. You will allow me to see you again?’

‘Yes; I don’t mind,’ she said reluctantly.

The obstacles he had encountered, though they did not reanimate his
dead passion for Leonora, did certainly make it appear indispensable to
his peace of mind to overcome her coldness. He called frequently. The
first meeting with the daughter was a trying ordeal, though he did not
feel drawn towards her as he had expected to be; she did not excite his
sympathies. Her mother confided to Frances the errand of ‘her old
friend,’ which was viewed by the daughter with strong disfavour. His
desire being thus uncongenial to both, for a long time Millborne made
not the least impression upon Mrs. Frankland. His attentions pestered
her rather than pleased her. He was surprised at her firmness, and it
was only when he hinted at moral reasons for their union that she was
ever shaken. ‘Strictly speaking,’ he would say, ‘we ought, as honest
persons, to marry; and that’s the truth of it, Leonora.’

‘I have looked at it in that light,’ she said quickly. ‘It struck me at
the very first. But I don’t see the force of the argument. I totally
deny that after this interval of time I am bound to marry you for
honour’s sake. I would have married you, as you know well enough, at
the proper time. But what is the use of remedies now?’

They were standing at the window. A scantly-whiskered young man, in
clerical attire, called at the door below. Leonora flushed with
interest.

‘Who is he?’ said Mr. Millborne.

‘My Frances’s lover. I am so sorry—she is not at home! Ah! they have
told him where she is, and he has gone to find her . . . I hope that
suit will prosper, at any rate!’

‘Why shouldn’t it?’

‘Well, he cannot marry yet; and Frances sees but little of him now he
has left Exonbury. He was formerly doing duty here, but now he is
curate of St. John’s, Ivell, fifty miles up the line. There is a tacit
agreement between them, but—there have been friends of his who object,
because of our vocation. However, he sees the absurdity of such an
objection as that, and is not influenced by it.’

‘Your marriage with me would help the match, instead of hindering it,
as you have said.’

‘Do you think it would?’

‘It certainly would, by taking you out of this business altogether.’

By chance he had found the way to move her somewhat, and he followed it
up. This view was imparted to Mrs. Frankland’s daughter, and it led her
to soften her opposition. Millborne, who had given up his lodging in
Exonbury, journeyed to and fro regularly, till at last he overcame her
negations, and she expressed a reluctant assent.

They were married at the nearest church; and the goodwill—whatever that
was—of the music-and-dancing connection was sold to a successor only
too ready to jump into the place, the Millbornes having decided to live
in London.

CHAPTER III

Millborne was a householder in his old district, though not in his old
street, and Mrs. Millborne and their daughter had turned themselves
into Londoners. Frances was well reconciled to the removal by her
lover’s satisfaction at the change. It suited him better to travel from
Ivell a hundred miles to see her in London, where he frequently had
other engagements, than fifty in the opposite direction where nothing
but herself required his presence. So here they were, furnished up to
the attics, in one of the small but popular streets of the West
district, in a house whose front, till lately of the complexion of a
chimney-sweep, had been scraped to show to the surprised wayfarer the
bright yellow and red brick that had lain lurking beneath the soot of
fifty years.

The social lift that the two women had derived from the alliance was
considerable; but when the exhilaration which accompanies a first
residence in London, the sensation of standing on a pivot of the world,
had passed, their lives promised to be somewhat duller than when, at
despised Exonbury, they had enjoyed a nodding acquaintance with
three-fourths of the town. Mr. Millborne did not criticise his wife; he
could not. Whatever defects of hardness and acidity his original
treatment and the lapse of years might have developed in her, his sense
of a realized idea, of a re-established self-satisfaction, was always
thrown into the scale on her side, and out-weighed all objections.

It was about a month after their settlement in town that the household
decided to spend a week at a watering-place in the Isle of Wight, and
while there the Reverend Percival Cope (the young curate aforesaid)
came to see them, Frances in particular. No formal engagement of the
young pair had been announced as yet, but it was clear that their
mutual understanding could not end in anything but marriage without
grievous disappointment to one of the parties at least. Not that
Frances was sentimental. She was rather of the imperious sort, indeed;
and, to say all, the young girl had not fulfilled her father’s
expectations of her. But he hoped and worked for her welfare as
sincerely as any father could do.

Mr. Cope was introduced to the new head of the family, and stayed with
them in the Island two or three days. On the last day of his visit they
decided to venture on a two hours’ sail in one of the small yachts
which lay there for hire. The trip had not progressed far before all,
except the curate, found that sailing in a breeze did not quite agree
with them; but as he seemed to enjoy the experience, the other three
bore their condition as well as they could without grimace or
complaint, till the young man, observing their discomfort, gave
immediate directions to tack about. On the way back to port they sat
silent, facing each other.

Nausea in such circumstances, like midnight watching, fatigue, trouble,
fright, has this marked effect upon the countenance, that it often
brings out strongly the divergences of the individual from the norm of
his race, accentuating superficial peculiarities to radical
distinctions. Unexpected physiognomies will uncover themselves at these
times in well-known faces; the aspect becomes invested with the
spectral presence of entombed and forgotten ancestors; and family
lineaments of special or exclusive cast, which in ordinary moments are
masked by a stereotyped expression and mien, start up with crude
insistence to the view.

Frances, sitting beside her mother’s husband, with Mr. Cope opposite,
was naturally enough much regarded by the curate during the tedious
sail home; at first with sympathetic smiles. Then, as the middle-aged
father and his child grew each gray-faced, as the pretty blush of
Frances disintegrated into spotty stains, and the soft rotundities of
her features diverged from their familiar and reposeful beauty into
elemental lines, Cope was gradually struck with the resemblance between
a pair in their discomfort who in their ease presented nothing to the
eye in common. Mr. Millborne and Frances in their indisposition were
strangely, startlingly alike.

The inexplicable fact absorbed Cope’s attention quite. He forgot to
smile at Frances, to hold her hand; and when they touched the shore he
remained sitting for some moments like a man in a trance.

As they went homeward, and recovered their complexions and contours,
the similarities one by one disappeared, and Frances and Mr. Millborne
were again masked by the commonplace differences of sex and age. It was
as if, during the voyage, a mysterious veil had been lifted,
temporarily revealing a strange pantomime of the past.

During the evening he said to her casually: ‘Is your step-father a
cousin of your mother, dear Frances?’

‘Oh, no,’ said she. ‘There is no relationship. He was only an old
friend of hers. Why did you suppose such a thing?’

He did not explain, and the next morning started to resume his duties
at Ivell.

Cope was an honest young fellow, and shrewd withal. At home in his
quiet rooms in St. Peter’s Street, Ivell, he pondered long and
unpleasantly on the revelations of the cruise. The tale it told was
distinct enough, and for the first time his position was an
uncomfortable one. He had met the Franklands at Exonbury as
parishioners, had been attracted by Frances, and had floated thus far
into an engagement which was indefinite only because of his inability
to marry just yet. The Franklands’ past had apparently contained
mysteries, and it did not coincide with his judgment to marry into a
family whose mystery was of the sort suggested. So he sat and sighed,
between his reluctance to lose Frances and his natural dislike of
forming a connection with people whose antecedents would not bear the
strictest investigation.

A passionate lover of the old-fashioned sort might possibly never have
halted to weigh these doubts; but though he was in the church Cope’s
affections were fastidious—distinctly tempered with the alloys of the
century’s decadence. He delayed writing to Frances for some while,
simply because he could not tune himself up to enthusiasm when worried
by suspicions of such a kind.

Meanwhile the Millbornes had returned to London, and Frances was
growing anxious. In talking to her mother of Cope she had innocently
alluded to his curious inquiry if her mother and her step-father were
connected by any tie of cousinship. Mrs. Millborne made her repeat the
words. Frances did so, and watched with inquisitive eyes their effect
upon her elder.

‘What is there so startling in his inquiry then?’ she asked. ‘Can it
have anything to do with his not writing to me?’

Her mother flinched, but did not inform her, and Frances also was now
drawn within the atmosphere of suspicion. That night when standing by
chance outside the chamber of her parents she heard for the first time
their voices engaged in a sharp altercation.

The apple of discord had, indeed, been dropped into the house of the
Millbornes. The scene within the chamber-door was Mrs. Millborne
standing before her dressing-table, looking across to her husband in
the dressing-room adjoining, where he was sitting down, his eyes fixed
on the floor.

‘Why did you come and disturb my life a second time?’ she harshly
asked. ‘Why did you pester me with your conscience, till I was driven
to accept you to get rid of your importunity? Frances and I were doing
well: the one desire of my life was that she should marry that good
young man. And now the match is broken off by your cruel interference!
Why did you show yourself in my world again, and raise this scandal
upon my hard-won respectability—won by such weary years of labour as
none will ever know!’ She bent her face upon the table and wept
passionately.

There was no reply from Mr. Millborne. Frances lay awake nearly all
that night, and when at breakfast-time the next morning still no letter
appeared from Mr. Cope, she entreated her mother to go to Ivell and see
if the young man were ill.

Mrs. Millborne went, returning the same day. Frances, anxious and
haggard, met her at the station.

Was all well? Her mother could not say it was; though he was not ill.

One thing she had found out, that it was a mistake to hunt up a man
when his inclinations were to hold aloof. Returning with her mother in
the cab Frances insisted upon knowing what the mystery was which
plainly had alienated her lover. The precise words which had been
spoken at the interview with him that day at Ivell Mrs. Millborne could
not be induced to repeat; but thus far she admitted, that the
estrangement was fundamentally owing to Mr. Millborne having sought her
out and married her.

‘And why did he seek you out—and why were you obliged to marry him?’
asked the distressed girl. Then the evidences pieced themselves
together in her acute mind, and, her colour gradually rising, she asked
her mother if what they pointed to was indeed the fact. Her mother
admitted that it was.

A flush of mortification succeeded to the flush of shame upon the young
woman’s face. How could a scrupulously correct clergyman and lover like
Mr. Cope ask her to be his wife after this discovery of her irregular
birth? She covered her eyes with her hands in a silent despair.

In the presence of Mr. Millborne they at first suppressed their
anguish. But by and by their feelings got the better of them, and when
he was asleep in his chair after dinner Mrs. Millborne’s irritation
broke out. The embittered Frances joined her in reproaching the man who
had come as the spectre to their intended feast of Hymen, and turned
its promise to ghastly failure.

‘Why were you so weak, mother, as to admit such an enemy to your
house—one so obviously your evil genius—much less accept him as a
husband, after so long? If you had only told me all, I could have
advised you better! But I suppose I have no right to reproach him,
bitter as I feel, and even though he has blighted my life for ever!’

‘Frances, I did hold out; I saw it was a mistake to have any more to
say to a man who had been such an unmitigated curse to me! But he would
not listen; he kept on about his conscience and mine, till I was
bewildered, and said Yes! . . . Bringing us away from a quiet town
where we were known and respected—what an ill-considered thing it was!
O the content of those days! We had society there, people in our own
position, who did not expect more of us than we expected of them. Here,
where there is so much, there is nothing! He said London society was so
bright and brilliant that it would be like a new world. It may be to
those who are in it; but what is that to us two lonely women; we only
see it flashing past! . . . O the fool, the fool that I was!’

Now Millborne was not so soundly asleep as to prevent his hearing these
animadversions that were almost execrations, and many more of the same
sort. As there was no peace for him at home, he went again to his club,
where, since his reunion with Leonora, he had seldom if ever been seen.
But the shadow of the troubles in his household interfered with his
comfort here also; he could not, as formerly, settle down into his
favourite chair with the evening paper, reposeful in the celibate’s
sense that where he was his world’s centre had its fixture. His world
was now an ellipse, with a dual centrality, of which his own was not
the major.

The young curate of Ivell still held aloof, tantalizing Frances by his
elusiveness. Plainly he was waiting upon events. Millborne bore the
reproaches of his wife and daughter almost in silence; but by degrees
he grew meditative, as if revolving a new idea. The bitter cry about
blighting their existence at length became so impassioned that one day
Millborne calmly proposed to return again to the country; not
necessarily to Exonbury, but, if they were willing, to a little old
manor-house which he had found was to be let, standing a mile from Mr.
Cope’s town of Ivell.

They were surprised, and, despite their view of him as the bringer of
ill, were disposed to accede. ‘Though I suppose,’ said Mrs. Millborne
to him, ‘it will end in Mr. Cope’s asking you flatly about the past,
and your being compelled to tell him; which may dash all my hopes for
Frances. She gets more and more like you every day, particularly when
she is in a bad temper. People will see you together, and notice it;
and I don’t know what may come of it!’

‘I don’t think they will see us together,’ he said; but he entered into
no argument when she insisted otherwise. The removal was eventually
resolved on; the town-house was disposed of; and again came the
invasion by furniture-men and vans, till all the movables and servants
were whisked away. He sent his wife and daughter to an hotel while this
was going on, taking two or three journeys himself to Ivell to
superintend the refixing, and the improvement of the grounds. When all
was done he returned to them in town.

The house was ready for their reception, he told them, and there only
remained the journey. He accompanied them and their personal luggage to
the station only, having, he said, to remain in town a short time on
business with his lawyer. They went, dubious and discontented—for the
much-loved Cope had made no sign.

‘If we were going down to live here alone,’ said Mrs Millborne to her
daughter in the train; ‘and there was no intrusive tell-tale presence!
. . . But let it be!’

The house was a lovely little place in a grove of elms, and they liked
it much. The first person to call upon them as new residents was Mr.
Cope. He was delighted to find that they had come so near, and (though
he did not say this) meant to live in such excellent style. He had not,
however, resumed the manner of a lover.

‘Your father spoils all!’ murmured Mrs. Millborne.

But three days later she received a letter from her husband, which
caused her no small degree of astonishment. It was written from
Boulogne.

It began with a long explanation of settlements of his property, in
which he had been engaged since their departure. The chief feature in
the business was that Mrs. Millborne found herself the absolute owner
of a comfortable sum in personal estate, and Frances of a life-interest
in a larger sum, the principal to be afterwards divided amongst her
children if she had any. The remainder of his letter ran as hereunder:—

‘I have learnt that there are some derelictions of duty which cannot be
blotted out by tardy accomplishment. Our evil actions do not remain
isolated in the past, waiting only to be reversed: like locomotive
plants they spread and re-root, till to destroy the original stem has
no material effect in killing them. I made a mistake in searching you
out; I admit it; whatever the remedy may be in such cases it is not
marriage, and the best thing for you and me is that you do not see me
more. You had better not seek me, for you will not be likely to find
me: you are well provided for, and we may do ourselves more harm than
good by meeting again.


‘F. M.’


Millborne, in short, disappeared from that day forward. But a searching
inquiry would have revealed that, soon after the Millbornes went to
Ivell, an Englishman, who did not give the name of Millborne, took up
his residence in Brussels; a man who might have been recognized by Mrs.
Millborne if she had met him. One afternoon in the ensuing summer, when
this gentleman was looking over the English papers, he saw the
announcement of Miss Frances Frankland’s marriage. She had become the
Reverend Mrs. Cope.

‘Thank God!’ said the gentleman.

But his momentary satisfaction was far from being happiness. As he
formerly had been weighted with a bad conscience, so now was he
burdened with the heavy thought which oppressed Antigone, that by
honourable observance of a rite he had obtained for himself the reward
of dishonourable laxity. Occasionally he had to be helped to his
lodgings by his servant from the _Cercle_ he frequented, through having
imbibed a little too much liquor to be able to take care of himself.
But he was harmless, and even when he had been drinking said little.

_March_ 1891.



A TRAGEDY OF TWO AMBITIONS


CHAPTER I

The shouts of the village-boys came in at the window, accompanied by
broken laughter from loungers at the inn-door; but the brothers
Halborough worked on.

They were sitting in a bedroom of the master-millwright’s house,
engaged in the untutored reading of Greek and Latin. It was no tale of
Homeric blows and knocks, Argonautic voyaging, or Theban family woe
that inflamed their imaginations and spurred them onward. They were
plodding away at the Greek Testament, immersed in a chapter of the
idiomatic and difficult Epistle to the Hebrews.

The Dog-day sun in its decline reached the low ceiling with slanting
sides, and the shadows of the great goat’s-willow swayed and
interchanged upon the walls like a spectral army manoeuvring. The open
casement which admitted the remoter sounds now brought the voice of
some one close at hand. It was their sister, a pretty girl of fourteen,
who stood in the court below.

‘I can see the tops of your heads! What’s the use of staying up there?
I like you not to go out with the street-boys; but do come and play
with me!’

They treated her as an inadequate interlocutor, and put her off with
some slight word. She went away disappointed. Presently there was a
dull noise of heavy footsteps at the side of the house, and one of the
brothers sat up. ‘I fancy I hear him coming,’ he murmured, his eyes on
the window.

A man in the light drab clothes of an old-fashioned country tradesman
approached from round the corner, reeling as he came. The elder son
flushed with anger, rose from his books, and descended the stairs. The
younger sat on, till, after the lapse of a few minutes, his brother
re-entered the room.

‘Did Rosa see him?’

‘No.’

‘Nor anybody?’

‘No.’

‘What have you done with him?’

‘He’s in the straw-shed. I got him in with some trouble, and he has
fallen asleep. I thought this would be the explanation of his absence!
No stones dressed for Miller Kench, the great wheel of the saw-mills
waiting for new float-boards, even the poor folk not able to get their
waggons wheeled.’

‘What _is_ the use of poring over this!’ said the younger, shutting up
Donnegan’s _Lexicon_ with a slap. ‘O if we had only been able to keep
mother’s nine hundred pounds, what we could have done!’

‘How well she had estimated the sum necessary! Four hundred and fifty
each, she thought. And I have no doubt that we could have done it on
that, with care.’

This loss of the nine hundred pounds was the sharp thorn of their
crown. It was a sum which their mother had amassed with great exertion
and self-denial, by adding to a chance legacy such other small amounts
as she could lay hands on from time to time; and she had intended with
the hoard to indulge the dear wish of her heart—that of sending her
sons, Joshua and Cornelius, to one of the Universities, having been
informed that from four hundred to four hundred and fifty each might
carry them through their terms with such great economy as she knew she
could trust them to practise. But she had died a year or two before
this time, worn out by too keen a strain towards these ends; and the
money, coming unreservedly into the hands of their father, had been
nearly dissipated. With its exhaustion went all opportunity and hope of
a university degree for the sons.

‘It drives me mad when I think of it,’ said Joshua, the elder. ‘And
here we work and work in our own bungling way, and the utmost we can
hope for is a term of years as national schoolmasters, and possible
admission to a Theological college, and ordination as despised
licentiates.’

The anger of the elder was reflected as simple sadness in the face of
the other. ‘We can preach the Gospel as well without a hood on our
surplices as with one,’ he said with feeble consolation.

‘Preach the Gospel—true,’ said Joshua with a slight pursing of mouth.
‘But we can’t rise!’

‘Let us make the best of it, and grind on.’

The other was silent, and they drearily bent over their books again.

The cause of all this gloom, the millwright Halborough, now snoring in
the shed, had been a thriving master-machinist, notwithstanding his
free and careless disposition, till a taste for a more than adequate
quantity of strong liquor took hold of him; since when his habits had
interfered with his business sadly. Already millers went elsewhere for
their gear, and only one set of hands was now kept going, though there
were formerly two. Already he found a difficulty in meeting his men at
the week’s end, and though they had been reduced in number there was
barely enough work to do for those who remained.

The sun dropped lower and vanished, the shouts of the village children
ceased to resound, darkness cloaked the students’ bedroom, and all the
scene outwardly breathed peace. None knew of the fevered youthful
ambitions that throbbed in two breasts within the quiet creeper-covered
walls of the millwright’s house.

In a few months the brothers left the village of their birth to enter
themselves as students in a training college for schoolmasters; first
having placed their young sister Rosa under as efficient a tuition at a
fashionable watering-place as the means at their disposal could
command.

CHAPTER II

A man in semi-clerical dress was walking along the road which led from
the railway-station into a provincial town. As he walked he read
persistently, only looking up once now and then to see that he was
keeping on the foot track and to avoid other passengers. At those
moments, whoever had known the former students at the millwright’s
would have perceived that one of them, Joshua Halborough, was the
peripatetic reader here.

What had been simple force in the youth’s face was energized judgment
in the man’s. His character was gradually writing itself out in his
countenance. That he was watching his own career with deeper and deeper
interest, that he continually ‘heard his days before him,’ and cared to
hear little else, might have been hazarded from what was seen there.
His ambitions were, in truth, passionate, yet controlled; so that the
germs of many more plans than ever blossomed to maturity had place in
him; and forward visions were kept purposely in twilight, to avoid
distraction.

Events so far had been encouraging. Shortly after assuming the
mastership of his first school he had obtained an introduction to the
Bishop of a diocese far from his native county, who had looked upon him
as a promising young man and taken him in hand. He was now in the
second year of his residence at the theological college of the
cathedral-town, and would soon be presented for ordination.

He entered the town, turned into a back street, and then into a yard,
keeping his book before him till he set foot under the arch of the
latter place. Round the arch was written ‘National School,’ and the
stonework of the jambs was worn away as nothing but boys and the waves
of ocean will wear it. He was soon amid the sing-song accents of the
scholars.

His brother Cornelius, who was the schoolmaster here, laid down the
pointer with which he was directing attention to the Capes of Europe,
and came forward.

‘That’s his brother Jos!’ whispered one of the sixth standard boys.
‘He’s going to be a pa’son, he’s now at college.’

‘Corney is going to be one too, when he’s saved enough money,’ said
another.

After greeting his brother, whom he had not seen for several months,
the junior began to explain his system of teaching geography.

But Halborough the elder took no interest in the subject. ‘How about
your own studies?’ he asked. ‘Did you get the books I sent?’

Cornelius had received them, and he related what he was doing.

‘Mind you work in the morning. What time do you get up?’

The younger replied: ‘Half-past five.’

‘Half-past four is not a minute too soon this time of the year. There
is no time like the morning for construing. I don’t know why, but when
I feel even too dreary to read a novel I can translate—there is
something mechanical about it I suppose. Now, Cornelius, you are rather
behindhand, and have some heavy reading before you if you mean to get
out of this next Christmas.’

‘I am afraid I have.’

‘We must soon sound the Bishop. I am sure you will get a title without
difficulty when he has heard all. The sub-dean, the principal of my
college, says that the best plan will be for you to come there when his
lordship is present at an examination, and he’ll get you a personal
interview with him. Mind you make a good impression upon him. I found
in my case that that was everything and doctrine almost nothing. You’ll
do for a deacon, Corney, if not for a priest.’

The younger remained thoughtful. ‘Have you heard from Rosa lately?’ he
asked; ‘I had a letter this morning.’

‘Yes. The little minx writes rather too often. She is homesick—though
Brussels must be an attractive place enough. But she must make the most
of her time over there. I thought a year would be enough for her, after
that high-class school at Sandbourne, but I have decided to give her
two, and make a good job of it, expensive as the establishment is.’

Their two rather harsh faces had softened directly they began to speak
of their sister, whom they loved more ambitiously than they loved
themselves.

‘But where is the money to come from, Joshua?’

‘I have already got it.’ He looked round, and finding that some boys
were near withdrew a few steps. ‘I have borrowed it at five per cent.
from the farmer who used to occupy the farm next our field. You
remember him.’

‘But about paying him?’

‘I shall pay him by degrees out of my stipend. No, Cornelius, it was no
use to do the thing by halves. She promises to be a most attractive,
not to say beautiful, girl. I have seen that for years; and if her face
is not her fortune, her face and her brains together will be, if I
observe and contrive aright. That she should be, every inch of her, an
accomplished and refined woman, was indispensable for the fulfilment of
her destiny, and for moving onwards and upwards with us; and she’ll do
it, you will see. I’d half starve myself rather than take her away from
that school now.’

They looked round the school they were in. To Cornelius it was natural
and familiar enough, but to Joshua, with his limited human sympathies,
who had just dropped in from a superior sort of place, the sight jarred
unpleasantly, as being that of something he had left behind. ‘I shall
be glad when you are out of this,’ he said, ‘and in your pulpit, and
well through your first sermon.’

‘You may as well say inducted into my fat living, while you are about
it.’

‘Ah, well—don’t think lightly of the Church. There’s a fine work for
any man of energy in the Church, as you’ll find,’ he said fervidly.
‘Torrents of infidelity to be stemmed, new views of old subjects to be
expounded, truths in spirit to be substituted for truths in the letter
. . . ’ He lapsed into reverie with the vision of his career,
persuading himself that it was ardour for Christianity which spurred
him on, and not pride of place. He had shouldered a body of doctrine,
and was prepared to defend it tooth and nail, solely for the honour and
glory that warriors win.

‘If the Church is elastic, and stretches to the shape of the time,
she’ll last, I suppose,’ said Cornelius. ‘If not—. Only think, I bought
a copy of Paley’s _Evidences_, best edition, broad margins, excellent
preservation, at a bookstall the other day for—ninepence; and I thought
that at this rate Christianity must be in rather a bad way.’

‘No, no!’ said the other almost, angrily. ‘It only shows that such
defences are no longer necessary. Men’s eyes can see the truth without
extraneous assistance. Besides, we are in for Christianity, and must
stick to her whether or no. I am just now going right through Pusey’s
_Library of the Fathers_.’

‘You’ll be a bishop, Joshua, before you have done!’

‘Ah!’ said the other bitterly, shaking his head. ‘Perhaps I might have
been—I might have been! But where is my D.D. or LL.D.; and how be a
bishop without that kind of appendage? Archbishop Tillotson was the son
of a Sowerby clothier, but he was sent to Clare College. To hail Oxford
or Cambridge as _alma mater_ is not for me—for us! My God! when I think
of what we should have been—what fair promise has been blighted by that
cursed, worthless—’

‘Hush, hush! . . . But I feel it, too, as much as you. I have seen it
more forcibly lately. You would have obtained your degree long before
this time—possibly fellowship—and I should have been on my way to
mine.’

‘Don’t talk of it,’ said the other. ‘We must do the best we can.’

They looked out of the window sadly, through the dusty panes, so high
up that only the sky was visible. By degrees the haunting trouble
loomed again, and Cornelius broke the silence with a whisper: ‘He has
called on me!’

The living pulses died on Joshua’s face, which grew arid as a clinker.
‘When was that?’ he asked quickly.

‘Last week.’

‘How did he get here—so many miles?’

‘Came by railway. He came to ask for money.’

‘Ah!’

‘He says he will call on you.’

Joshua replied resignedly. The theme of their conversation spoilt his
buoyancy for that afternoon. He returned in the evening, Cornelius
accompanying him to the station; but he did not read in the train which
took him back to the Fountall Theological College, as he had done on
the way out. That ineradicable trouble still remained as a squalid spot
in the expanse of his life. He sat with the other students in the
cathedral choir next day; and the recollection of the trouble obscured
the purple splendour thrown by the panes upon the floor.

It was afternoon. All was as still in the Close as a cathedral-green
can be between the Sunday services, and the incessant cawing of the
rooks was the only sound. Joshua Halborough had finished his ascetic
lunch, and had gone into the library, where he stood for a few moments
looking out of the large window facing the green. He saw walking slowly
across it a man in a fustian coat and a battered white hat with a
much-ruffled nap, having upon his arm a tall gipsy-woman wearing long
brass earrings. The man was staring quizzically at the west front of
the cathedral, and Halborough recognized in him the form and features
of his father. Who the woman was he knew not. Almost as soon as Joshua
became conscious of these things, the sub-dean, who was also the
principal of the college, and of whom the young man stood in more awe
than of the Bishop himself, emerged from the gate and entered a path
across the Close. The pair met the dignitary, and to Joshua’s horror
his father turned and addressed the sub-dean.

What passed between them he could not tell. But as he stood in a cold
sweat he saw his father place his hand familiarly on the sub-dean’s
shoulder; the shrinking response of the latter, and his quick
withdrawal, told his feeling. The woman seemed to say nothing, but when
the sub-dean had passed by they came on towards the college gate.

Halborough flew along the corridor and out at a side door, so as to
intercept them before they could reach the front entrance, for which
they were making. He caught them behind a clump of laurel.

‘By Jerry, here’s the very chap! Well, you’re a fine fellow, Jos, never
to send your father as much as a twist o’ baccy on such an occasion,
and to leave him to travel all these miles to find ye out!’

‘First, who is this?’ said Joshua Halborough with pale dignity, waving
his hand towards the buxom woman with the great earrings.

‘Dammy, the mis’ess! Your step-mother! Didn’t you know I’d married? She
helped me home from market one night, and we came to terms, and struck
the bargain. Didn’t we, Selinar?’

‘Oi, by the great Lord an’ we did!’ simpered the lady.

‘Well, what sort of a place is this you are living in?’ asked the
millwright. ‘A kind of house-of-correction, apparently?’

Joshua listened abstractedly, his features set to resignation. Sick at
heart he was going to ask them if they were in want of any necessary,
any meal, when his father cut him short by saying, ‘Why, we’ve called
to ask ye to come round and take pot-luck with us at the
Cock-and-Bottle, where we’ve put up for the day, on our way to see
mis’ess’s friends at Binegar Fair, where they’ll be lying under canvas
for a night or two. As for the victuals at the Cock I can’t testify to
’em at all; but for the drink, they’ve the rarest drop of Old Tom that
I’ve tasted for many a year.’

‘Thanks; but I am a teetotaller; and I have lunched,’ said Joshua, who
could fully believe his father’s testimony to the gin, from the odour
of his breath. ‘You see we have to observe regular habits here; and I
couldn’t be seen at the Cock-and-Bottle just now.’

‘O dammy, then don’t come, your reverence. Perhaps you won’t mind
standing treat for those who can be seen there?’

‘Not a penny,’ said the younger firmly. ‘You’ve had enough already.’

‘Thank you for nothing. By the bye, who was that spindle-legged,
shoe-buckled parson feller we met by now? He seemed to think we should
poison him!’

Joshua remarked coldly that it was the principal of his college,
guardedly inquiring, ‘Did you tell him whom you were come to see?’

His father did not reply. He and his strapping gipsy wife—if she were
his wife—stayed no longer, and disappeared in the direction of the High
Street. Joshua Halborough went back to the library. Determined as was
his nature, he wept hot tears upon the books, and was immeasurably more
wretched that afternoon than the unwelcome millwright. In the evening
he sat down and wrote a letter to his brother, in which, after stating
what had happened, and expatiating upon this new disgrace in the gipsy
wife, he propounded a plan for raising money sufficient to induce the
couple to emigrate to Canada. ‘It is our only chance,’ he said. ‘The
case as it stands is maddening. For a successful painter, sculptor,
musician, author, who takes society by storm, it is no drawback, it is
sometimes even a romantic recommendation, to hail from outcasts and
profligates. But for a clergyman of the Church of England! Cornelius,
it is fatal! To succeed in the Church, people must believe in you,
first of all, as a gentleman, secondly as a man of means, thirdly as a
scholar, fourthly as a preacher, fifthly, perhaps, as a Christian,—but
always first as a gentleman, with all their heart and soul and
strength. I would have faced the fact of being a small machinist’s son,
and have taken my chance, if he’d been in any sense respectable and
decent. The essence of Christianity is humility, and by the help of God
I would have brazened it out. But this terrible vagabondage and
disreputable connection! If he does not accept my terms and leave the
country, it will extinguish us and kill me. For how can we live, and
relinquish our high aim, and bring down our dear sister Rosa to the
level of a gipsy’s step-daughter?’

CHAPTER III

There was excitement in the parish of Narrobourne one day. The
congregation had just come out from morning service, and the whole
conversation was of the new curate, Mr. Halborough, who had officiated
for the first time, in the absence of the rector.

Never before had the feeling of the villagers approached a level which
could be called excitement on such a matter as this. The droning which
had been the rule in that quiet old place for a century seemed ended at
last. They repeated the text to each other as a refrain: ‘O Lord, be
thou my helper!’ Not within living memory till to-day had the subject
of the sermon formed the topic of conversation from the church door to
church-yard gate, to the exclusion of personal remarks on those who had
been present, and on the week’s news in general.

The thrilling periods of the preacher hung about their minds all that
day. The parish being steeped in indifferentism, it happened that when
the youths and maidens, middle-aged and old people, who had attended
church that morning, recurred as by a fascination to what Halborough
had said, they did so more or less indirectly, and even with the
subterfuge of a light laugh that was not real, so great was their
shyness under the novelty of their sensations.

What was more curious than that these unconventional villagers should
have been excited by a preacher of a new school after forty years of
familiarity with the old hand who had had charge of their souls, was
the effect of Halborough’s address upon the occupants of the
manor-house pew, including the owner of the estate. These thought they
knew how to discount the mere sensational sermon, how to minimize flash
oratory to its bare proportions; but they had yielded like the rest of
the assembly to the charm of the newcomer.

Mr. Fellmer, the landowner, was a young widower, whose mother, still in
the prime of life, had returned to her old position in the family
mansion since the death of her son’s wife in the year after her
marriage, at the birth of a fragile little girl. From the date of his
loss to the present time, Fellmer had led an inactive existence in the
seclusion of the parish; a lack of motive seemed to leave him listless.
He had gladly reinstated his mother in the gloomy house, and his main
occupation now lay in stewarding his estate, which was not large. Mrs.
Fellmer, who had sat beside him under Halborough this morning, was a
cheerful, straightforward woman, who did her marketing and her
alms-giving in person, was fond of old-fashioned flowers, and walked
about the village on very wet days visiting the parishioners. These,
the only two great ones of Narrobourne, were impressed by Joshua’s
eloquence as much as the cottagers.

Halborough had been briefly introduced to them on his arrival some days
before, and, their interest being kindled, they waited a few moments
till he came out of the vestry, to walk down the churchyard-path with
him. Mrs. Fellmer spoke warmly of the sermon, of the good fortune of
the parish in his advent, and hoped he had found comfortable quarters.

Halborough, faintly flushing, said that he had obtained very fair
lodgings in the roomy house of a farmer, whom he named.

She feared he would find it very lonely, especially in the evenings,
and hoped they would see a good deal of him. When would he dine with
them? Could he not come that day—it must be so dull for him the first
Sunday evening in country lodgings?

Halborough replied that it would give him much pleasure, but that he
feared he must decline. ‘I am not altogether alone,’ he said. ‘My
sister, who has just returned from Brussels, and who felt, as you do,
that I should be rather dismal by myself, has accompanied me hither to
stay a few days till she has put my rooms in order and set me going.
She was too fatigued to come to church, and is waiting for me now at
the farm.’

‘Oh, but bring your sister—that will be still better! I shall be
delighted to know her. How I wish I had been aware! Do tell her,
please, that we had no idea of her presence.’

Halborough assured Mrs. Fellmer that he would certainly bear the
message; but as to her coming he was not so sure. The real truth was,
however, that the matter would be decided by him, Rosa having an almost
filial respect for his wishes. But he was uncertain as to the state of
her wardrobe, and had determined that she should not enter the
manor-house at a disadvantage that evening, when there would probably
be plenty of opportunities in the future of her doing so becomingly.

He walked to the farm in long strides. This, then, was the outcome of
his first morning’s work as curate here. Things had gone fairly well
with him. He had been ordained; he was in a comfortable parish, where
he would exercise almost sole supervision, the rector being infirm. He
had made a deep impression at starting, and the absence of a hood
seemed to have done him no harm. Moreover, by considerable persuasion
and payment, his father and the dark woman had been shipped off to
Canada, where they were not likely to interfere greatly with his
interests.

Rosa came out to meet him. ‘Ah! you should have gone to church like a
good girl,’ he said.

‘Yes—I wished I had afterwards. But I do so hate church as a rule that
even your preaching was underestimated in my mind. It was too bad of
me!’

The girl who spoke thus playfully was fair, tall, and sylph-like, in a
muslin dress, and with just the coquettish _désinvolture_ which an
English girl brings home from abroad, and loses again after a few
months of native life. Joshua was the reverse of playful; the world was
too important a concern for him to indulge in light moods. He told her
in decided, practical phraseology of the invitation.

‘Now, Rosa, we must go—that’s settled—if you’ve a dress that can be
made fit to wear all on the hop like this. You didn’t, of course, think
of bringing an evening dress to such an out-of-the-way place?’

But Rosa had come from the wrong city to be caught napping in those
matters. ‘Yes, I did,’ said she. ‘One never knows what may turn up.’

‘Well done! Then off we go at seven.’

The evening drew on, and at dusk they started on foot, Rosa pulling up
the edge of her skirt under her cloak out of the way of the dews, so
that it formed a great wind-bag all round her, and carrying her satin
shoes under her arm. Joshua would not let her wait till she got indoors
before changing them, as she proposed, but insisted on her performing
that operation under a tree, so that they might enter as if they had
not walked. He was nervously formal about such trifles, while Rosa took
the whole proceeding—walk, dressing, dinner, and all—as a pastime. To
Joshua it was a serious step in life.

A more unexpected kind of person for a curate’s sister was never
presented at a dinner. The surprise of Mrs. Fellmer was unconcealed.
She had looked forward to a Dorcas, or Martha, or Rhoda at the outside,
and a shade of misgiving crossed her face. It was possible that, had
the young lady accompanied her brother to church, there would have been
no dining at Narrobourne House that day.

Not so with the young widower, her son. He resembled a sleeper who had
awaked in a summer noon expecting to find it only dawn. He could
scarcely help stretching his arms and yawning in their faces, so strong
was his sense of being suddenly aroused to an unforeseen thing. When
they had sat down to table he at first talked to Rosa somewhat with the
air of a ruler in the land; but the woman lurking in the acquaintance
soon brought him to his level, and the girl from Brussels saw him
looking at her mouth, her hands, her contour, as if he could not quite
comprehend how they got created: then he dropped into the more
satisfactory stage which discerns no particulars.

He talked but little; she said much. The homeliness of the Fellmers, to
her view, though they were regarded with such awe down here, quite
disembarrassed her. The squire had become so unpractised, had dropped
so far into the shade during the last year or so of his life, that he
had almost forgotten what the world contained till this evening
reminded him. His mother, after her first moments of doubt, appeared to
think that he must be left to his own guidance, and gave her attention
to Joshua.

With all his foresight and doggedness of aim, the result of that dinner
exceeded Halborough’s expectations. In weaving his ambitions he had
viewed his sister Rosa as a slight, bright thing to be helped into
notice by his abilities; but it now began to dawn upon him that the
physical gifts of nature to her might do more for them both than
nature’s intellectual gifts to himself. While he was patiently boring
the tunnel Rosa seemed about to fly over the mountain.

He wrote the next day to his brother, now occupying his own old rooms
in the theological college, telling him exultingly of the unanticipated
_début_ of Rosa at the manor-house. The next post brought him a reply
of congratulation, dashed with the counteracting intelligence that his
father did not like Canada—that his wife had deserted him, which made
him feel so dreary that he thought of returning home.

In his recent satisfaction at his own successes Joshua Halborough had
well-nigh forgotten his chronic trouble—latterly screened by distance.
But it now returned upon him; he saw more in this brief announcement
than his brother seemed to see. It was the cloud no bigger than a man’s
hand.

CHAPTER IV

The following December, a day or two before Christmas, Mrs. Fellmer and
her son were walking up and down the broad gravel path which bordered
the east front of the house. Till within the last half-hour the morning
had been a drizzling one, and they had just emerged for a short turn
before luncheon.

‘You see, dear mother,’ the son was saying, ‘it is the peculiarity of
my position which makes her appear to me in such a desirable light.
When you consider how I have been crippled at starting, how my life has
been maimed; that I feel anything like publicity distasteful, that I
have no political ambition, and that my chief aim and hope lie in the
education of the little thing Annie has left me, you must see how
desirable a wife like Miss Halborough would be, to prevent my becoming
a mere vegetable.’

‘If you adore her, I suppose you must have her!’ replied his mother
with dry indirectness. ‘But you’ll find that she will not be content to
live on here as you do, giving her whole mind to a young child.’

‘That’s just where we differ. Her very disqualification, that of being
a nobody, as you call it, is her recommendation in my eyes. Her lack of
influential connections limits her ambition. From what I know of her, a
life in this place is all that she would wish for. She would never care
to go outside the park-gates if it were necessary to stay within.’

‘Being in love with her, Albert, and meaning to marry her, you invent
your practical reasons to make the case respectable. Well, do as you
will; I have no authority over you, so why should you consult me? You
mean to propose on this very occasion, no doubt. Don’t you, now?’

‘By no means. I am merely revolving the idea in my mind. If on further
acquaintance she turns out to be as good as she has hitherto
seemed—well, I shall see. Admit, now, that you like her.’

‘I readily admit it. She is very captivating at first sight. But as a
stepmother to your child! You seem mighty anxious, Albert, to get rid
of me!’

‘Not at all. And I am not so reckless as you think. I don’t make up my
mind in a hurry. But the thought having occurred to me, I mention it to
you at once, mother. If you dislike it, say so.’

‘I don’t say anything. I will try to make the best of it if you are
determined. When does she come?’

‘To-morrow.’

All this time there were great preparations in train at the curate’s,
who was now a householder. Rosa, whose two or three weeks’ stay on two
occasions earlier in the year had so affected the squire, was coming
again, and at the same time her younger brother Cornelius, to make up a
family party. Rosa, who journeyed from the Midlands, could not arrive
till late in the evening, but Cornelius was to get there in the
afternoon, Joshua going out to meet him in his walk across the fields
from the railway.

Everything being ready in Joshua’s modest abode he started on his way,
his heart buoyant and thankful, if ever it was in his life. He was of
such good report himself that his brother’s path into holy orders
promised to be unexpectedly easy; and he longed to compare experiences
with him, even though there was on hand a more exciting matter still.
From his youth he had held that, in old-fashioned country places, the
Church conferred social prestige up to a certain point at a cheaper
price than any other profession or pursuit; and events seemed to be
proving him right.

He had walked about half an hour when he saw Cornelius coming along the
path; and in a few minutes the two brothers met. The experiences of
Cornelius had been less immediately interesting than those of Joshua,
but his personal position was satisfactory, and there was nothing to
account for the singularly subdued manner that he exhibited, which at
first Joshua set down to the fatigue of over-study; and he proceeded to
the subject of Rosa’s arrival in the evening, and the probable
consequences of this her third visit. ‘Before next Easter she’ll be his
wife, my boy,’ said Joshua with grave exultation.

Cornelius shook his head. ‘She comes too late!’ he returned.

‘What do you mean?’

‘Look here.’ He produced the Fountall paper, and placed his finger on a
paragraph, which Joshua read. It appeared under the report of Petty
Sessions, and was a commonplace case of disorderly conduct, in which a
man was sent to prison for seven days for breaking windows in that
town.

‘Well?’ said Joshua.

‘It happened during an evening that I was in the street; and the
offender is our father.’

‘Not—how—I sent him more money on his promising to stay in Canada?’

‘He is home, safe enough.’ Cornelius in the same gloomy tone gave the
remainder of his information. He had witnessed the scene, unobserved of
his father, and had heard him say that he was on his way to see his
daughter, who was going to marry a rich gentleman. The only good
fortune attending the untoward incident was that the millwright’s name
had been printed as Joshua Alborough.

‘Beaten! We are to be beaten on the eve of our expected victory!’ said
the elder brother. ‘How did he guess that Rosa was likely to marry?
Good Heaven Cornelius, you seem doomed to bring bad news always, do you
not!’

‘I do,’ said Cornelius. ‘Poor Rosa!’

It was almost in tears, so great was their heart-sickness and shame,
that the brothers walked the remainder of the way to Joshua’s dwelling.
In the evening they set out to meet Rosa, bringing her to the village
in a fly; and when she had come into the house, and was sitting down
with them, they almost forgot their secret anxiety in contemplating
her, who knew nothing about it.

Next day the Fellmers came, and the two or three days after that were a
lively time. That the squire was yielding to his impulses—making up his
mind—there could be no doubt. On Sunday Cornelius read the lessons, and
Joshua preached. Mrs. Fellmer was quite maternal towards Rosa, and it
appeared that she had decided to welcome the inevitable with a good
grace. The pretty girl was to spend yet another afternoon with the
elder lady, superintending some parish treat at the house in observance
of Christmas, and afterwards to stay on to dinner, her brothers to
fetch her in the evening. They were also invited to dine, but they
could not accept owing to an engagement.

The engagement was of a sombre sort. They were going to meet their
father, who would that day be released from Fountall Gaol, and try to
persuade him to keep away from Narrobourne. Every exertion was to be
made to get him back to Canada, to his old home in the
Midlands—anywhere, so that he would not impinge disastrously upon their
courses, and blast their sister’s prospects of the auspicious marriage
which was just then hanging in the balance.

As soon as Rosa had been fetched away by her friends at the manor-house
her brothers started on their expedition, without waiting for dinner or
tea. Cornelius, to whom the millwright always addressed his letters
when he wrote any, drew from his pocket and re-read as he walked the
curt note which had led to this journey being undertaken; it was
despatched by their father the night before, immediately upon his
liberation, and stated that he was setting out for Narrobourne at the
moment of writing; that having no money he would be obliged to walk all
the way; that he calculated on passing through the intervening town of
Ivell about six on the following day, where he should sup at the Castle
Inn, and where he hoped they would meet him with a carriage-and-pair,
or some other such conveyance, that he might not disgrace them by
arriving like a tramp.

‘That sounds as if he gave a thought to our position,’ said Cornelius.

Joshua knew the satire that lurked in the paternal words, and said
nothing. Silence prevailed during the greater part of their journey.
The lamps were lighted in Ivell when they entered the streets, and
Cornelius, who was quite unknown in this neighbourhood, and who,
moreover, was not in clerical attire, decided that he should be the one
to call at the Castle Inn. Here, in answer to his inquiry under the
darkness of the archway, they told him that such a man as he had
described left the house about a quarter of an hour earlier, after
making a meal in the kitchen-settle. He was rather the worse for
liquor.

‘Then,’ said Joshua, when Cornelius joined him outside with this
intelligence, ‘we must have met and passed him! And now that I think of
it, we did meet some one who was unsteady in his gait, under the trees
on the other side of Hendford Hill, where it was too dark to see him.’

They rapidly retraced their steps; but for a long stretch of the way
home could discern nobody. When, however, they had gone about
three-quarters of the distance, they became conscious of an irregular
footfall in front of them, and could see a whitish figure in the gloom.
They followed dubiously. The figure met another wayfarer—the single one
that had been encountered upon this lonely road—and they distinctly
heard him ask the way to Narrobourne. The stranger replied—what was
quite true—that the nearest way was by turning in at the stile by the
next bridge, and following the footpath which branched thence across
the meadows.

When the brothers reached the stile they also entered the path, but did
not overtake the subject of their worry till they had crossed two or
three meads, and the lights from Narrobourne manor-house were visible
before them through the trees. Their father was no longer walking; he
was seated against the wet bank of an adjoining hedge. Observing their
forms he shouted, ‘I’m going to Narrobourne; who may you be?’

They went up to him, and revealed themselves, reminding him of the plan
which he had himself proposed in his note, that they should meet him at
Ivell.

‘By Jerry, I’d forgot it!’ he said. ‘Well, what do you want me to do?’
His tone was distinctly quarrelsome.

A long conversation followed, which became embittered at the first hint
from them that he should not come to the village. The millwright drew a
quart bottle from his pocket, and challenged them to drink if they
meant friendly and called themselves men. Neither of the two had
touched alcohol for years, but for once they thought it best to accept,
so as not to needlessly provoke him.

‘What’s in it?’ said Joshua.

‘A drop of weak gin-and-water. It won’t hurt ye. Drin’ from the
bottle.’ Joshua did so, and his father pushed up the bottom of the
vessel so as to make him swallow a good deal in spite of himself. It
went down into his stomach like molten lead.

‘Ha, ha, that’s right!’ said old Halborough. ‘But ’twas raw spirit—ha,
ha!’

‘Why should you take me in so!’ said Joshua, losing his self-command,
try as he would to keep calm.

‘Because you took me in, my lad, in banishing me to that cursed country
under pretence that it was for my good. You were a pair of hypocrites
to say so. It was done to get rid of me—no more nor less. But, by
Jerry, I’m a match for ye now! I’ll spoil your souls for preaching. My
daughter is going to be married to the squire here. I’ve heard the
news—I saw it in a paper!’

‘It is premature—’

‘I know it is true; and I’m her father, and I shall give her away, or
there’ll be a hell of a row, I can assure ye! Is that where the
gennleman lives?’

Joshua Halborough writhed in impotent despair. Fellmer had not yet
positively declared himself, his mother was hardly won round; a scene
with their father in the parish would demolish as fair a palace of
hopes as was ever builded. The millwright rose. ‘If that’s where the
squire lives I’m going to call. Just arrived from Canady with her
fortune—ha, ha! I wish no harm to the gennleman, and the gennleman will
wish no harm to me. But I like to take my place in the family, and
stand upon my rights, and lower people’s pride!’

‘You’ve succeeded already! Where’s that woman you took with you—’

‘Woman! She was my wife as lawful as the Constitution—a sight more
lawful than your mother was till some time after you were born!’

Joshua had for many years before heard whispers that his father had
cajoled his mother in their early acquaintance, and had made somewhat
tardy amends; but never from his father’s lips till now. It was the
last stroke, and he could not bear it. He sank back against the hedge.
‘It is over!’ he said. ‘He ruins us all!’

The millwright moved on, waving his stick triumphantly, and the two
brothers stood still. They could see his drab figure stalking along the
path, and over his head the lights from the conservatory of Narrobourne
House, inside which Albert Fellmer might possibly be sitting with Rosa
at that moment, holding her hand, and asking her to share his home with
him.

The staggering whitey-brown form, advancing to put a blot on all this,
had been diminishing in the shade; and now suddenly disappeared beside
a weir. There was the noise of a flounce in the water.

‘He has fallen in!’ said Cornelius, starting forward to run for the
place at which his father had vanished.

Joshua, awaking from the stupefied reverie into which he had sunk,
rushed to the other’s side before he had taken ten steps. ‘Stop, stop,
what are you thinking of?’ he whispered hoarsely, grasping Cornelius’s
arm.

‘Pulling him out!’

‘Yes, yes—so am I. But—wait a moment—’

‘But, Joshua!’

‘Her life and happiness, you know—Cornelius—and your reputation and
mine—and our chance of rising together, all three—’

He clutched his brother’s arm to the bone; and as they stood breathless
the splashing and floundering in the weir continued; over it they saw
the hopeful lights from the manor-house conservatory winking through
the trees as their bare branches waved to and fro.

The floundering and splashing grew weaker, and they could hear gurgling
words: ‘Help—I’m drownded! Rosie—Rosie!’

‘We’ll go—we must save him. O Joshua!’

‘Yes, yes! we must!’

Still they did not move, but waited, holding each other, each thinking
the same thought. Weights of lead seemed to be affixed to their feet,
which would no longer obey their wills. The mead became silent. Over it
they fancied they could see figures moving in the conservatory. The air
up there seemed to emit gentle kisses.

Cornelius started forward at last, and Joshua almost simultaneously.
Two or three minutes brought them to the brink of the stream. At first
they could see nothing in the water, though it was not so deep nor the
night so dark but that their father’s light kerseymere coat would have
been visible if he had lain at the bottom. Joshua looked this way and
that.

‘He has drifted into the culvert,’ he said.

Below the foot-bridge of the weir the stream suddenly narrowed to half
its width, to pass under a barrel arch or culvert constructed for
waggons to cross into the middle of the mead in haymaking time. It
being at present the season of high water the arch was full to the
crown, against which the ripples clucked every now and then. At this
point he had just caught sight of a pale object slipping under. In a
moment it was gone.

They went to the lower end, but nothing emerged. For a long time they
tried at both ends to effect some communication with the interior, but
to no purpose.

‘We ought to have come sooner!’ said the conscience-stricken Cornelius,
when they were quite exhausted, and dripping wet.

‘I suppose we ought,’ replied Joshua heavily. He perceived his father’s
walking-stick on the bank; hastily picking it up he stuck it into the
mud among the sedge. Then they went on.

‘Shall we—say anything about this accident?’ whispered Cornelius as
they approached the door of Joshua’s house.

‘What’s the use? It can do no good. We must wait until he is found.’

They went indoors and changed their clothes; after which they started
for the manor-house, reaching it about ten o’clock. Besides their
sister there were only three guests; an adjoining landowner and his
wife, and the infirm old rector.

Rosa, although she had parted from them so recently, grasped their
hands in an ecstatic, brimming, joyful manner, as if she had not seen
them for years. ‘You look pale,’ she said.

The brothers answered that they had had a long walk, and were somewhat
tired. Everybody in the room seemed charged full with some sort of
interesting knowledge: the squire’s neighbour and his wife looked
wisely around; and Fellmer himself played the part of host with a
preoccupied bearing which approached fervour. They left at eleven, not
accepting the carriage offered, the distance being so short and the
roads dry. The squire came rather farther into the dark with them than
he need have done, and wished Rosa good-night in a mysterious manner,
slightly apart from the rest.

When they were walking along Joshua said, with desperate attempt at
joviality, ‘Rosa, what’s going on?’

‘O, I—’ she began between a gasp and a bound. ‘He—’

‘Never mind—if it disturbs you.’

She was so excited that she could not speak connectedly at first, the
practised air which she had brought home with her having disappeared.
Calming herself she added, ‘I am not disturbed, and nothing has
happened. Only he said he wanted to ask me _something_, some day; and I
said never mind that now. He hasn’t asked yet, and is coming to speak
to you about it. He would have done so to-night, only I asked him not
to be in a hurry. But he will come to-morrow, I am sure!’

CHAPTER V

It was summer-time, six months later, and mowers and haymakers were at
work in the meads. The manor-house, being opposite them, frequently
formed a peg for conversation during these operations; and the doings
of the squire, and the squire’s young wife, the curate’s sister—who was
at present the admired of most of them, and the interest of all—met
with their due amount of criticism.

Rosa was happy, if ever woman could be said to be so. She had not
learnt the fate of her father, and sometimes wondered—perhaps with a
sense of relief—why he did not write to her from his supposed home in
Canada. Her brother Joshua had been presented to a living in a small
town, shortly after her marriage, and Cornelius had thereupon succeeded
to the vacant curacy of Narrobourne.

These two had awaited in deep suspense the discovery of their father’s
body; and yet the discovery had not been made. Every day they expected
a man or a boy to run up from the meads with the intelligence; but he
had never come. Days had accumulated to weeks and months; the wedding
had come and gone: Joshua had tolled and read himself in at his new
parish; and never a shout of amazement over the millwright’s remains.

But now, in June, when they were mowing the meads, the hatches had to
be drawn and the water let out of its channels for the convenience of
the mowers. It was thus that the discovery was made. A man, stooping
low with his scythe, caught a view of the culvert lengthwise, and saw
something entangled in the recently bared weeds of its bed. A day or
two after there was an inquest; but the body was unrecognizable. Fish
and flood had been busy with the millwright; he had no watch or marked
article which could be identified; and a verdict of the accidental
drowning of a person unknown settled the matter.

As the body was found in Narrobourne parish, there it had to be buried.
Cornelius wrote to Joshua, begging him to come and read the service, or
to send some one; he himself could not do it. Rather than let in a
stranger Joshua came, and silently scanned the coroner’s order handed
him by the undertaker:—

‘I, Henry Giles, Coroner for the Mid-Division of Outer Wessex, do
hereby order the Burial of the Body now shown to the Inquest Jury as
the Body of an Adult Male Person Unknown . . . ,’ etc.

Joshua Halborough got through the service in some way, and rejoined his
brother Cornelius at his house. Neither accepted an invitation to lunch
at their sister’s; they wished to discuss parish matters together. In
the afternoon she came down, though they had already called on her, and
had not expected to see her again. Her bright eyes, brown hair, flowery
bonnet, lemon-coloured gloves, and flush beauty, were like an
irradiation into the apartment, which they in their gloom could hardly
bear.

‘I forgot to tell you,’ she said, ‘of a curious thing which happened to
me a month or two before my marriage—something which I have thought may
have had a connection with the accident to the poor man you have buried
to-day. It was on that evening I was at the manor-house waiting for you
to fetch me; I was in the winter-garden with Albert, and we were
sitting silent together, when we fancied we heard a cry. We opened the
door, and while Albert ran to fetch his hat, leaving me standing there,
the cry was repeated, and my excited senses made me think I heard my
own name. When Albert came back all was silent, and we decided that it
was only a drunken shout, and not a cry for help. We both forgot the
incident, and it never has occurred to me till since the funeral to-day
that it might have been this stranger’s cry. The name of course was
only fancy, or he might have had a wife or child with a name something
like mine, poor man!’

When she was gone the brothers were silent till Cornelius said, ‘Now
mark this, Joshua. Sooner or later she’ll know.’

‘How?’

‘From one of us. Do you think human hearts are iron-cased safes, that
you suppose we can keep this secret for ever?’

‘Yes, I think they are, sometimes,’ said Joshua.

‘No. It will out. We shall tell.’

‘What, and ruin her—kill her? Disgrace her children, and pull down the
whole auspicious house of Fellmer about our ears? No! May I—drown where
he was drowned before I do it! Never, never. Surely you can say the
same, Cornelius!’

Cornelius seemed fortified, and no more was said. For a long time after
that day he did not see Joshua, and before the next year was out a son
and heir was born to the Fellmers. The villagers rang the three bells
every evening for a week and more, and were made merry by Mr. Fellmer’s
ale; and when the christening came on Joshua paid Narrobourne another
visit.

Among all the people who assembled on that day the brother clergymen
were the least interested. Their minds were haunted by a spirit in
kerseymere in the evening they walked together in the fields.

‘She’s all right,’ said Joshua. ‘But here are you doing journey-work,
Cornelius, and likely to continue at it till the end of the day, as far
as I can see. I, too, with my petty living—what am I after all? . . .
To tell the truth, the Church is a poor forlorn hope for people without
influence, particularly when their enthusiasm begins to flag. A social
regenerator has a better chance outside, where he is unhampered by
dogma and tradition. As for me, I would rather have gone on mending
mills, with my crust of bread and liberty.’

Almost automatically they had bent their steps along the margin of the
river; they now paused. They were standing on the brink of the
well-known weir. There were the hatches, there was the culvert; they
could see the pebbly bed of the stream through the pellucid water. The
notes of the church-bells were audible, still jangled by the
enthusiastic villagers.

‘Why see—it was there I hid his walking-stick!’ said Joshua, looking
towards the sedge. The next moment, during a passing breeze, something
flashed white on the spot to which the attention of Cornelius was
drawn.

From the sedge rose a straight little silver-poplar, and it was the
leaves of this sapling which caused the flicker of whiteness.

‘His walking-stick has grown!’ Joshua added. ‘It was a rough one—cut
from the hedge, I remember.’

At every puff of wind the tree turned white, till they could not bear
to look at it; and they walked away.

‘I see him every night,’ Cornelius murmured . . . ‘Ah, we read our
_Hebrews_ to little account, Jos! Υπέμεινε σταυρον, αισχυνης
καταφρονησας. To have endured the cross, despising the shame—there lay
greatness! But now I often feel that I should like to put an end to
trouble here in this self-same spot.’

‘I have thought of it myself,’ said Joshua.

‘Perhaps we shall, some day,’ murmured his brother. ‘Perhaps,’ said
Joshua moodily.

With that contingency to consider in the silence of their nights and
days they bent their steps homewards.

_December_ 1888.



ON THE WESTERN CIRCUIT


CHAPTER I

The man who played the disturbing part in the two quiet lives hereafter
depicted—no great man, in any sense, by the way—first had knowledge of
them on an October evening, in the city of Melchester. He had been
standing in the Close, vainly endeavouring to gain amid the darkness a
glimpse of the most homogeneous pile of mediæval architecture in
England, which towered and tapered from the damp and level sward in
front of him. While he stood the presence of the Cathedral walls was
revealed rather by the ear than by the eyes; he could not see them, but
they reflected sharply a roar of sound which entered the Close by a
street leading from the city square, and, falling upon the building,
was flung back upon him.

He postponed till the morrow his attempt to examine the deserted
edifice, and turned his attention to the noise. It was compounded of
steam barrel-organs, the clanging of gongs, the ringing of hand-bells,
the clack of rattles, and the undistinguishable shouts of men. A lurid
light hung in the air in the direction of the tumult. Thitherward he
went, passing under the arched gateway, along a straight street, and
into the square.

He might have searched Europe over for a greater contrast between
juxtaposed scenes. The spectacle was that of the eighth chasm of the
Inferno as to colour and flame, and, as to mirth, a development of the
Homeric heaven. A smoky glare, of the complexion of brass-filings,
ascended from the fiery tongues of innumerable naphtha lamps affixed to
booths, stalls, and other temporary erections which crowded the
spacious market-square. In front of this irradiation scores of human
figures, more or less in profile, were darting athwart and across, up,
down, and around, like gnats against a sunset.

Their motions were so rhythmical that they seemed to be moved by
machinery. And it presently appeared that they were moved by machinery
indeed; the figures being those of the patrons of swings, see-saws,
flying-leaps, above all of the three steam roundabouts which occupied
the centre of the position. It was from the latter that the din of
steam-organs came.

Throbbing humanity in full light was, on second thoughts, better than
architecture in the dark. The young man, lighting a short pipe, and
putting his hat on one side and one hand in his pocket, to throw
himself into harmony with his new environment, drew near to the largest
and most patronized of the steam circuses, as the roundabouts were
called by their owners. This was one of brilliant finish, and it was
now in full revolution. The musical instrument around which and to
whose tones the riders revolved, directed its trumpet-mouths of brass
upon the young man, and the long plate-glass mirrors set at angles,
which revolved with the machine, flashed the gyrating personages and
hobby horses kaleidoscopically into his eyes.

It could now be seen that he was unlike the majority of the crowd. A
gentlemanly young fellow, one of the species found in large towns only,
and London particularly, built on delicate lines, well, though not
fashionably dressed, he appeared to belong to the professional class;
he had nothing square or practical about his look, much that was
curvilinear and sensuous. Indeed, some would have called him a man not
altogether typical of the middle-class male of a century wherein sordid
ambition is the master-passion that seems to be taking the
time-honoured place of love.

The revolving figures passed before his eyes with an unexpected and
quiet grace in a throng whose natural movements did not suggest
gracefulness or quietude as a rule. By some contrivance there was
imparted to each of the hobby-horses a motion which was really the
triumph and perfection of roundabout inventiveness—a galloping rise and
fall, so timed that, of each pair of steeds, one was on the spring
while the other was on the pitch. The riders were quite fascinated by
these equine undulations in this most delightful holiday-game of our
times. There were riders as young as six, and as old as sixty years,
with every age between. At first it was difficult to catch a
personality, but by and by the observer’s eyes centred on the prettiest
girl out of the several pretty ones revolving.

It was not that one with the light frock and light hat whom he had been
at first attracted by; no, it was the one with the black cape, grey
skirt, light gloves and—no, not even she, but the one behind her; she
with the crimson skirt, dark jacket, brown hat and brown gloves.
Unmistakably that was the prettiest girl.

Having finally selected her, this idle spectator studied her as well as
he was able during each of her brief transits across his visual field.
She was absolutely unconscious of everything save the act of riding:
her features were rapt in an ecstatic dreaminess; for the moment she
did not know her age or her history or her lineaments, much less her
troubles. He himself was full of vague latter-day glooms and popular
melancholies, and it was a refreshing sensation to behold this young
thing then and there, absolutely as happy as if she were in a Paradise.

Dreading the moment when the inexorable stoker, grimily lurking behind
the glittering rococo-work, should decide that this set of riders had
had their pennyworth, and bring the whole concern of steam-engine,
horses, mirrors, trumpets, drums, cymbals, and such-like to pause and
silence, he waited for her every reappearance, glancing indifferently
over the intervening forms, including the two plainer girls, the old
woman and child, the two youngsters, the newly-married couple, the old
man with a clay pipe, the sparkish youth with a ring, the young ladies
in the chariot, the pair of journeyman-carpenters, and others, till his
select country beauty followed on again in her place. He had never seen
a fairer product of nature, and at each round she made a deeper mark in
his sentiments. The stoppage then came, and the sighs of the riders
were audible.

He moved round to the place at which he reckoned she would alight; but
she retained her seat. The empty saddles began to refill, and she
plainly was deciding to have another turn. The young man drew up to the
side of her steed, and pleasantly asked her if she had enjoyed her
ride.

‘O yes!’ she said, with dancing eyes. ‘It has been quite unlike
anything I have ever felt in my life before!’

It was not difficult to fall into conversation with her. Unreserved—too
unreserved—by nature, she was not experienced enough to be reserved by
art, and after a little coaxing she answered his remarks readily. She
had come to live in Melchester from a village on the Great Plain, and
this was the first time that she had ever seen a steam-circus; she
could not understand how such wonderful machines were made. She had
come to the city on the invitation of Mrs. Harnham, who had taken her
into her household to train her as a servant, if she showed any
aptitude. Mrs. Harnham was a young lady who before she married had been
Miss Edith White, living in the country near the speaker’s cottage; she
was now very kind to her through knowing her in childhood so well. She
was even taking the trouble to educate her. Mrs. Harnham was the only
friend she had in the world, and being without children had wished to
have her near her in preference to anybody else, though she had only
lately come; allowed her to do almost as she liked, and to have a
holiday whenever she asked for it. The husband of this kind young lady
was a rich wine-merchant of the town, but Mrs. Harnham did not care
much about him. In the daytime you could see the house from where they
were talking. She, the speaker, liked Melchester better than the lonely
country, and she was going to have a new hat for next Sunday that was
to cost fifteen and ninepence.

Then she inquired of her acquaintance where he lived, and he told her
in London, that ancient and smoky city, where everybody lived who lived
at all, and died because they could not live there. He came into Wessex
two or three times a year for professional reasons; he had arrived from
Wintoncester yesterday, and was going on into the next county in a day
or two. For one thing he did like the country better than the town, and
it was because it contained such girls as herself.

Then the pleasure-machine started again, and, to the light-hearted
girl, the figure of the handsome young man, the market-square with its
lights and crowd, the houses beyond, and the world at large, began
moving round as before, countermoving in the revolving mirrors on her
right hand, she being as it were the fixed point in an undulating,
dazzling, lurid universe, in which loomed forward most prominently of
all the form of her late interlocutor. Each time that she approached
the half of her orbit that lay nearest him they gazed at each other
with smiles, and with that unmistakable expression which means so
little at the moment, yet so often leads up to passion, heart-ache,
union, disunion, devotion, overpopulation, drudgery, content,
resignation, despair.

When the horses slowed anew he stepped to her side and proposed another
heat. ‘Hang the expense for once,’ he said. ‘I’ll pay!’

She laughed till the tears came.

‘Why do you laugh, dear?’ said he.

‘Because—you are so genteel that you must have plenty of money, and
only say that for fun!’ she returned.

‘Ha-ha!’ laughed the young man in unison, and gallantly producing his
money she was enabled to whirl on again.

As he stood smiling there in the motley crowd, with his pipe in his
hand, and clad in the rough pea-jacket and wideawake that he had put on
for his stroll, who would have supposed him to be Charles Bradford
Raye, Esquire, stuff-gownsman, educated at Wintoncester, called to the
Bar at Lincoln’s-Inn, now going the Western Circuit, merely detained in
Melchester by a small arbitration after his brethren had moved on to
the next county-town?

CHAPTER II

The square was overlooked from its remoter corner by the house of which
the young girl had spoken, a dignified residence of considerable size,
having several windows on each floor. Inside one of these, on the first
floor, the apartment being a large drawing-room, sat a lady, in
appearance from twenty-eight to thirty years of age. The blinds were
still undrawn, and the lady was absently surveying the weird scene
without, her cheek resting on her hand. The room was unlit from within,
but enough of the glare from the market-place entered it to reveal the
lady’s face. She was what is called an interesting creature rather than
a handsome woman; dark-eyed, thoughtful, and with sensitive lips.

A man sauntered into the room from behind and came forward.

‘O, Edith, I didn’t see you,’ he said. ‘Why are you sitting here in the
dark?’

‘I am looking at the fair,’ replied the lady in a languid voice.

‘Oh? Horrid nuisance every year! I wish it could be put a stop to’

‘I like it.’

‘H’m. There’s no accounting for taste.’

For a moment he gazed from the window with her, for politeness sake,
and then went out again.

In a few minutes she rang.

‘Hasn’t Anna come in?’ asked Mrs. Harnham.

‘No m’m.’

‘She ought to be in by this time. I meant her to go for ten minutes
only.’

‘Shall I go and look for her, m’m?’ said the house-maid alertly.

‘No. It is not necessary: she is a good girl and will come soon.’

However, when the servant had gone Mrs. Harnham arose, went up to her
room, cloaked and bonneted herself, and proceeded downstairs, where she
found her husband.

‘I want to see the fair,’ she said; ‘and I am going to look for Anna. I
have made myself responsible for her, and must see she comes to no
harm. She ought to be indoors. Will you come with me?’

‘Oh, she’s all right. I saw her on one of those whirligig things,
talking to her young man as I came in. But I’ll go if you wish, though
I’d rather go a hundred miles the other way.’

‘Then please do so. I shall come to no harm alone.’

She left the house and entered the crowd which thronged the
market-place, where she soon discovered Anna, seated on the revolving
horse. As soon as it stopped Mrs. Harnham advanced and said severely,
‘Anna, how can you be such a wild girl? You were only to be out for ten
minutes.’

Anna looked blank, and the young man, who had dropped into the
background, came to her assistance.

‘Please don’t blame her,’ he said politely. ‘It is my fault that she
has stayed. She looked so graceful on the horse that I induced her to
go round again. I assure you that she has been quite safe.’

‘In that case I’ll leave her in your hands,’ said Mrs. Harnham, turning
to retrace her steps.

But this for the moment it was not so easy to do. Something had
attracted the crowd to a spot in their rear, and the wine-merchant’s
wife, caught by its sway, found herself pressed against Anna’s
acquaintance without power to move away. Their faces were within a few
inches of each other, his breath fanned her cheek as well as Anna’s.
They could do no other than smile at the accident; but neither spoke,
and each waited passively. Mrs. Harnham then felt a man’s hand clasping
her fingers, and from the look of consciousness on the young fellow’s
face she knew the hand to be his: she also knew that from the position
of the girl he had no other thought than that the imprisoned hand was
Anna’s. What prompted her to refrain from undeceiving him she could
hardly tell. Not content with holding the hand, he playfully slipped
two of his fingers inside her glove, against her palm. Thus matters
continued till the pressure lessened; but several minutes passed before
the crowd thinned sufficiently to allow Mrs. Harnham to withdraw.

‘How did they get to know each other, I wonder?’ she mused as she
retreated. ‘Anna is really very forward—and he very wicked and nice.’

She was so gently stirred with the stranger’s manner and voice, with
the tenderness of his idle touch, that instead of re-entering the house
she turned back again and observed the pair from a screened nook.
Really she argued (being little less impulsive than Anna herself) it
was very excusable in Anna to encourage him, however she might have
contrived to make his acquaintance; he was so gentlemanly, so
fascinating, had such beautiful eyes. The thought that he was several
years her junior produced a reasonless sigh.

At length the couple turned from the roundabout towards the door of
Mrs. Harnham’s house, and the young man could be heard saying that he
would accompany her home. Anna, then, had found a lover, apparently a
very devoted one. Mrs. Harnham was quite interested in him. When they
drew near the door of the wine-merchant’s house, a comparatively
deserted spot by this time, they stood invisible for a little while in
the shadow of a wall, where they separated, Anna going on to the
entrance, and her acquaintance returning across the square.

‘Anna,’ said Mrs. Harnham, coming up. ‘I’ve been looking at you! That
young man kissed you at parting I am almost sure.’

‘Well,’ stammered Anna; ‘he said, if I didn’t mind—it would do me no
harm, and, and, him a great deal of good!’

‘Ah, I thought so! And he was a stranger till to-night?’

‘Yes ma’am.’

‘Yet I warrant you told him your name and every thing about yourself?’

‘He asked me.’

‘But he didn’t tell you his?’

‘Yes ma’am, he did!’ cried Anna victoriously. ‘It is Charles Bradford,
of London.’

‘Well, if he’s respectable, of course I’ve nothing to say against your
knowing him,’ remarked her mistress, prepossessed, in spite of general
principles, in the young man’s favour. ‘But I must reconsider all that,
if he attempts to renew your acquaintance. A country-bred girl like
you, who has never lived in Melchester till this month, who had hardly
ever seen a black-coated man till you came here, to be so sharp as to
capture a young Londoner like him!’

‘I didn’t capture him. I didn’t do anything,’ said Anna, in confusion.

When she was indoors and alone Mrs. Harnham thought what a well-bred
and chivalrous young man Anna’s companion had seemed. There had been a
magic in his wooing touch of her hand; and she wondered how he had come
to be attracted by the girl.

The next morning the emotional Edith Harnham went to the usual week-day
service in Melchester cathedral. In crossing the Close through the fog
she again perceived him who had interested her the previous evening,
gazing up thoughtfully at the high-piled architecture of the nave: and
as soon as she had taken her seat he entered and sat down in a stall
opposite hers.

He did not particularly heed her; but Mrs. Harnham was continually
occupying her eyes with him, and wondered more than ever what had
attracted him in her unfledged maid-servant. The mistress was almost as
unaccustomed as the maiden herself to the end-of-the-age young man, or
she might have wondered less. Raye, having looked about him awhile,
left abruptly, without regard to the service that was proceeding; and
Mrs. Harnham—lonely, impressionable creature that she was—took no
further interest in praising the Lord. She wished she had married a
London man who knew the subtleties of love-making as they were
evidently known to him who had mistakenly caressed her hand.

CHAPTER III

The calendar at Melchester had been light, occupying the court only a
few hours; and the assizes at Casterbridge, the next county-town on the
Western Circuit, having no business for Raye, he had not gone thither.
At the next town after that they did not open till the following
Monday, trials to begin on Tuesday morning. In the natural order of
things Raye would have arrived at the latter place on Monday afternoon;
but it was not till the middle of Wednesday that his gown and grey wig,
curled in tiers, in the best fashion of Assyrian bas-reliefs, were seen
blowing and bobbing behind him as he hastily walked up the High Street
from his lodgings. But though he entered the assize building there was
nothing for him to do, and sitting at the blue baize table in the well
of the court, he mended pens with a mind far away from the case in
progress. Thoughts of unpremeditated conduct, of which a week earlier
he would not have believed himself capable, threw him into a mood of
dissatisfied depression.

He had contrived to see again the pretty rural maiden Anna, the day
after the fair, had walked out of the city with her to the earthworks
of Old Melchester, and feeling a violent fancy for her, had remained in
Melchester all Sunday, Monday, and Tuesday; by persuasion obtaining
walks and meetings with the girl six or seven times during the
interval; had in brief won her, body and soul.

He supposed it must have been owing to the seclusion in which he had
lived of late in town that he had given way so unrestrainedly to a
passion for an artless creature whose inexperience had, from the first,
led her to place herself unreservedly in his hands. Much he deplored
trifling with her feelings for the sake of a passing desire; and he
could only hope that she might not live to suffer on his account.

She had begged him to come to her again; entreated him; wept. He had
promised that he would do so, and he meant to carry out that promise.
He could not desert her now. Awkward as such unintentional connections
were, the interspace of a hundred miles—which to a girl of her limited
capabilities was like a thousand—would effectually hinder this summer
fancy from greatly encumbering his life; while thought of her simple
love might do him the negative good of keeping him from idle pleasures
in town when he wished to work hard. His circuit journeys would take
him to Melchester three or four times a year; and then he could always
see her.

The pseudonym, or rather partial name, that he had given her as his
before knowing how far the acquaintance was going to carry him, had
been spoken on the spur of the moment, without any ulterior intention
whatever. He had not afterwards disturbed Anna’s error, but on leaving
her he had felt bound to give her an address at a stationer’s not far
from his chambers, at which she might write to him under the initials
‘C. B.’

In due time Raye returned to his London abode, having called at
Melchester on his way and spent a few additional hours with his
fascinating child of nature. In town he lived monotonously every day.
Often he and his rooms were enclosed by a tawny fog from all the world
besides, and when he lighted the gas to read or write by, his situation
seemed so unnatural that he would look into the fire and think of that
trusting girl at Melchester again and again. Often, oppressed by absurd
fondness for her, he would enter the dim religious nave of the Law
Courts by the north door, elbow other juniors habited like himself, and
like him unretained; edge himself into this or that crowded court where
a sensational case was going on, just as if he were in it, though the
police officers at the door knew as well as he knew himself that he had
no more concern with the business in hand than the patient idlers at
the gallery-door outside, who had waited to enter since eight in the
morning because, like him, they belonged to the classes that live on
expectation. But he would do these things to no purpose, and think how
greatly the characters in such scenes contrasted with the pink and
breezy Anna.

An unexpected feature in that peasant maiden’s conduct was that she had
not as yet written to him, though he had told her she might do so if
she wished. Surely a young creature had never before been so reticent
in such circumstances. At length he sent her a brief line, positively
requesting her to write. There was no answer by the return post, but
the day after a letter in a neat feminine hand, and bearing the
Melchester post-mark, was handed to him by the stationer.

The fact alone of its arrival was sufficient to satisfy his imaginative
sentiment. He was not anxious to open the epistle, and in truth did not
begin to read it for nearly half-an-hour, anticipating readily its
terms of passionate retrospect and tender adjuration. When at last he
turned his feet to the fireplace and unfolded the sheet, he was
surprised and pleased to find that neither extravagance nor vulgarity
was there. It was the most charming little missive he had ever received
from woman. To be sure the language was simple and the ideas were
slight; but it was so self-possessed; so purely that of a young girl
who felt her womanhood to be enough for her dignity that he read it
through twice. Four sides were filled, and a few lines written across,
after the fashion of former days; the paper, too, was common, and not
of the latest shade and surface. But what of those things? He had
received letters from women who were fairly called ladies, but never so
sensible, so human a letter as this. He could not single out any one
sentence and say it was at all remarkable or clever; the _ensemble_ of
the letter it was which won him; and beyond the one request that he
would write or come to her again soon there was nothing to show her
sense of a claim upon him.

To write again and develop a correspondence was the last thing Raye
would have preconceived as his conduct in such a situation; yet he did
send a short, encouraging line or two, signed with his pseudonym, in
which he asked for another letter, and cheeringly promised that he
would try to see her again on some near day, and would never forget how
much they had been to each other during their short acquaintance.

CHAPTER IV

To return now to the moment at which Anna, at Melchester, had received
Raye’s letter.

It had been put into her own hand by the postman on his morning rounds.
She flushed down to her neck on receipt of it, and turned it over and
over. ‘It is mine?’ she said.

‘Why, yes, can’t you see it is?’ said the postman, smiling as he
guessed the nature of the document and the cause of the confusion.

‘O yes, of course!’ replied Anna, looking at the letter, forcedly
tittering, and blushing still more.

Her look of embarrassment did not leave her with the postman’s
departure. She opened the envelope, kissed its contents, put away the
letter in her pocket, and remained musing till her eyes filled with
tears.

A few minutes later she carried up a cup of tea to Mrs. Harnham in her
bed-chamber. Anna’s mistress looked at her, and said: ‘How dismal you
seem this morning, Anna. What’s the matter?’

‘I’m not dismal, I’m glad; only I—’ She stopped to stifle a sob.

‘Well?’

‘I’ve got a letter—and what good is it to me, if I can’t read a word in
it!’

‘Why, I’ll read it, child, if necessary.’

‘But this is from somebody—I don’t want anybody to read it but myself!’
Anna murmured.

‘I shall not tell anybody. Is it from that young man?’

‘I think so.’ Anna slowly produced the letter, saying: ‘Then will you
read it to me, ma’am?’

This was the secret of Anna’s embarrassment and flutterings. She could
neither read nor write. She had grown up under the care of an aunt by
marriage, at one of the lonely hamlets on the Great Mid-Wessex Plain
where, even in days of national education, there had been no school
within a distance of two miles. Her aunt was an ignorant woman; there
had been nobody to investigate Anna’s circumstances, nobody to care
about her learning the rudiments; though, as often in such cases, she
had been well fed and clothed and not unkindly treated. Since she had
come to live at Melchester with Mrs. Harnham, the latter, who took a
kindly interest in the girl, had taught her to speak correctly, in
which accomplishment Anna showed considerable readiness, as is not
unusual with the illiterate; and soon became quite fluent in the use of
her mistress’s phraseology. Mrs. Harnham also insisted upon her getting
a spelling and copy book, and beginning to practise in these. Anna was
slower in this branch of her education, and meanwhile here was the
letter.

Edith Harnham’s large dark eyes expressed some interest in the
contents, though, in her character of mere interpreter, she threw into
her tone as much as she could of mechanical passiveness. She read the
short epistle on to its concluding sentence, which idly requested Anna
to send him a tender answer.

‘Now—you’ll do it for me, won’t you, dear mistress?’ said Anna eagerly.
‘And you’ll do it as well as ever you can, please? Because I couldn’t
bear him to think I am not able to do it myself. I should sink into the
earth with shame if he knew that!’

From some words in the letter Mrs. Harnham was led to ask questions,
and the answers she received confirmed her suspicions. Deep concern
filled Edith’s heart at perceiving how the girl had committed her
happiness to the issue of this new-sprung attachment. She blamed
herself for not interfering in a flirtation which had resulted so
seriously for the poor little creature in her charge; though at the
time of seeing the pair together she had a feeling that it was hardly
within her province to nip young affection in the bud. However, what
was done could not be undone, and it behoved her now, as Anna’s only
protector, to help her as much as she could. To Anna’s eager request
that she, Mrs. Harnham, should compose and write the answer to this
young London man’s letter, she felt bound to accede, to keep alive his
attachment to the girl if possible; though in other circumstances she
might have suggested the cook as an amanuensis.

A tender reply was thereupon concocted, and set down in Edith Harnham’s
hand. This letter it had been which Raye had received and delighted in.
Written in the presence of Anna it certainly was, and on Anna’s humble
note-paper, and in a measure indited by the young girl; but the life,
the spirit, the individuality, were Edith Harnham’s.

‘Won’t you at least put your name yourself?’ she said. ‘You can manage
to write that by this time?’

‘No, no,’ said Anna, shrinking back. ‘I should do it so bad. He’d be
ashamed of me, and never see me again!’

The note, so prettily requesting another from him, had, as we have
seen, power enough in its pages to bring one. He declared it to be such
a pleasure to hear from her that she must write every week. The same
process of manufacture was accordingly repeated by Anna and her
mistress, and continued for several weeks in succession; each letter
being penned and suggested by Edith, the girl standing by; the answer
read and commented on by Edith, Anna standing by and listening again.

Late on a winter evening, after the dispatch of the sixth letter, Mrs.
Harnham was sitting alone by the remains of her fire. Her husband had
retired to bed, and she had fallen into that fixity of musing which
takes no count of hour or temperature. The state of mind had been
brought about in Edith by a strange thing which she had done that day.
For the first time since Raye’s visit Anna had gone to stay over a
night or two with her cottage friends on the Plain, and in her absence
had arrived, out of its time, a letter from Raye. To this Edith had
replied on her own responsibility, from the depths of her own heart,
without waiting for her maid’s collaboration. The luxury of writing to
him what would be known to no consciousness but his was great, and she
had indulged herself therein.

Why was it a luxury?

Edith Harnham led a lonely life. Influenced by the belief of the
British parent that a bad marriage with its aversions is better than
free womanhood with its interests, dignity, and leisure, she had
consented to marry the elderly wine-merchant as a _pis aller_, at the
age of seven-and-twenty—some three years before this date—to find
afterwards that she had made a mistake. That contract had left her
still a woman whose deeper nature had never been stirred.

She was now clearly realizing that she had become possessed to the
bottom of her soul with the image of a man to whom she was hardly so
much as a name. From the first he had attracted her by his looks and
voice; by his tender touch; and, with these as generators, the writing
of letter after letter and the reading of their soft answers had
insensibly developed on her side an emotion which fanned his; till
there had resulted a magnetic reciprocity between the correspondents,
notwithstanding that one of them wrote in a character not her own. That
he had been able to seduce another woman in two days was his crowning
though unrecognized fascination for her as the she-animal.

They were her own impassioned and pent-up ideas—lowered to monosyllabic
phraseology in order to keep up the disguise—that Edith put into
letters signed with another name, much to the shallow Anna’s delight,
who, unassisted, could not for the world have conceived such pretty
fancies for winning him, even had she been able to write them. Edith
found that it was these, her own foisted-in sentiments, to which the
young barrister mainly responded. The few sentences occasionally added
from Anna’s own lips made apparently no impression upon him.

The letter-writing in her absence Anna never discovered; but on her
return the next morning she declared she wished to see her lover about
something at once, and begged Mrs. Harnham to ask him to come.

There was a strange anxiety in her manner which did not escape Mrs.
Harnham, and ultimately resolved itself into a flood of tears. Sinking
down at Edith’s knees, she made confession that the result of her
relations with her lover it would soon become necessary to disclose.

Edith Harnham was generous enough to be very far from inclined to cast
Anna adrift at this conjuncture. No true woman ever is so inclined from
her own personal point of view, however prompt she may be in taking
such steps to safeguard those dear to her. Although she had written to
Raye so short a time previously, she instantly penned another Anna-note
hinting clearly though delicately the state of affairs.

Raye replied by a hasty line to say how much he was affected by her
news: he felt that he must run down to see her almost immediately.

But a week later the girl came to her mistress’s room with another
note, which on being read informed her that after all he could not find
time for the journey. Anna was broken with grief; but by Mrs. Harnham’s
counsel strictly refrained from hurling at him the reproaches and
bitterness customary from young women so situated. One thing was
imperative: to keep the young man’s romantic interest in her alive.
Rather therefore did Edith, in the name of her _protégée_, request him
on no account to be distressed about the looming event, and not to
inconvenience himself to hasten down. She desired above everything to
be no weight upon him in his career, no clog upon his high activities.
She had wished him to know what had befallen: he was to dismiss it
again from his mind. Only he must write tenderly as ever, and when he
should come again on the spring circuit it would be soon enough to
discuss what had better be done.

It may well be supposed that Anna’s own feelings had not been quite in
accord with these generous expressions; but the mistress’s judgment had
ruled, and Anna had acquiesced. ‘All I want is that _niceness_ you can
so well put into your letters, my dear, dear mistress, and that I can’t
for the life o’ me make up out of my own head; though I mean the same
thing and feel it exactly when you’ve written it down!’

When the letter had been sent off, and Edith Harnham was left alone,
she bowed herself on the back of her chair and wept.

‘I wish it was mine—I wish it was!’ she murmured. ‘Yet how can I say
such a wicked thing!’

CHAPTER V

The letter moved Raye considerably when it reached him. The
intelligence itself had affected him less than her unexpected manner of
treating him in relation to it. The absence of any word of reproach,
the devotion to his interests, the self-sacrifice apparent in every
line, all made up a nobility of character that he had never dreamt of
finding in womankind.

‘God forgive me!’ he said tremulously. ‘I have been a wicked wretch. I
did not know she was such a treasure as this!’

He reassured her instantly; declaring that he would not of course
desert her, that he would provide a home for her somewhere. Meanwhile
she was to stay where she was as long as her mistress would allow her.

But a misfortune supervened in this direction. Whether an inkling of
Anna’s circumstances reached the knowledge of Mrs. Harnham’s husband or
not cannot be said, but the girl was compelled, in spite of Edith’s
entreaties, to leave the house. By her own choice she decided to go
back for a while to the cottage on the Plain. This arrangement led to a
consultation as to how the correspondence should be carried on; and in
the girl’s inability to continue personally what had been begun in her
name, and in the difficulty of their acting in concert as heretofore,
she requested Mrs. Harnham—the only well-to-do friend she had in the
world—to receive the letters and reply to them off-hand, sending them
on afterwards to herself on the Plain, where she might at least get
some neighbour to read them to her, if a trustworthy one could be met
with. Anna and her box then departed for the Plain.

Thus it befel that Edith Harnham found herself in the strange position
of having to correspond, under no supervision by the real woman, with a
man not her husband, in terms which were virtually those of a wife,
concerning a condition that was not Edith’s at all; the man being one
for whom, mainly through the sympathies involved in playing this part,
she secretly cherished a predilection, subtle and imaginative truly,
but strong and absorbing. She opened each letter, read it as if
intended for herself, and replied from the promptings of her own heart
and no other.

Throughout this correspondence, carried on in the girl’s absence, the
high-strung Edith Harnham lived in the ecstasy of fancy; the vicarious
intimacy engendered such a flow of passionateness as was never
exceeded. For conscience’ sake Edith at first sent on each of his
letters to Anna, and even rough copies of her replies; but later on
these so-called copies were much abridged, and many letters on both
sides were not sent on at all.

Though selfish, and, superficially at least, infested with the
self-indulgent vices of artificial society, there was a substratum of
honesty and fairness in Raye’s character. He had really a tender regard
for the country girl, and it grew more tender than ever when he found
her apparently capable of expressing the deepest sensibilities in the
simplest words. He meditated, he wavered; and finally resolved to
consult his sister, a maiden lady much older than himself, of lively
sympathies and good intent. In making this confidence he showed her
some of the letters.

‘She seems fairly educated,’ Miss Raye observed. ‘And bright in ideas.
She expresses herself with a taste that must be innate.’

‘Yes. She writes very prettily, doesn’t she, thanks to these elementary
schools?’

‘One is drawn out towards her, in spite of one’s self, poor thing.’

The upshot of the discussion was that though he had not been directly
advised to do it, Raye wrote, in his real name, what he would never
have decided to write on his own responsibility; namely that he could
not live without her, and would come down in the spring and shelve her
looming difficulty by marrying her.

This bold acceptance of the situation was made known to Anna by Mrs.
Harnham driving out immediately to the cottage on the Plain. Anna
jumped for joy like a little child. And poor, crude directions for
answering appropriately were given to Edith Harnham, who on her return
to the city carried them out with warm intensification.

‘O!’ she groaned, as she threw down the pen. ‘Anna—poor good little
fool—hasn’t intelligence enough to appreciate him! How should she?
While I—don’t bear his child!’

It was now February. The correspondence had continued altogether for
four months; and the next letter from Raye contained incidentally a
statement of his position and prospects. He said that in offering to
wed her he had, at first, contemplated the step of retiring from a
profession which hitherto had brought him very slight emolument, and
which, to speak plainly, he had thought might be difficult of practice
after his union with her. But the unexpected mines of brightness and
warmth that her letters had disclosed to be lurking in her sweet nature
had led him to abandon that somewhat sad prospect. He felt sure that,
with her powers of development, after a little private training in the
social forms of London under his supervision, and a little help from a
governess if necessary, she would make as good a professional man’s
wife as could be desired, even if he should rise to the woolsack. Many
a Lord Chancellor’s wife had been less intuitively a lady than she had
shown herself to be in her lines to him.

‘O—poor fellow, poor fellow!’ mourned Edith Harnham.

Her distress now raged as high as her infatuation. It was she who had
wrought him to this pitch—to a marriage which meant his ruin; yet she
could not, in mercy to her maid, do anything to hinder his plan. Anna
was coming to Melchester that week, but she could hardly show the girl
this last reply from the young man; it told too much of the second
individuality that had usurped the place of the first.

Anna came, and her mistress took her into her own room for privacy.
Anna began by saying with some anxiety that she was glad the wedding
was so near.

‘O Anna!’ replied Mrs. Harnham. ‘I think we must tell him all—that I
have been doing your writing for you?—lest he should not know it till
after you become his wife, and it might lead to dissension and
recriminations—’

‘O mis’ess, dear mis’ess—please don’t tell him now!’ cried Anna in
distress. ‘If you were to do it, perhaps he would not marry me; and
what should I do then? It would be terrible what would come to me! And
I am getting on with my writing, too. I have brought with me the
copybook you were so good as to give me, and I practise every day, and
though it is so, so hard, I shall do it well at last, I believe, if I
keep on trying.’

Edith looked at the copybook. The copies had been set by herself, and
such progress as the girl had made was in the way of grotesque
facsimile of her mistress’s hand. But even if Edith’s flowing
caligraphy were reproduced the inspiration would be another thing.

‘You do it so beautifully,’ continued Anna, ‘and say all that I want to
say so much better than I could say it, that I do hope you won’t leave
me in the lurch just now!’

‘Very well,’ replied the other. ‘But I—but I thought I ought not to go
on!’

‘Why?’

Her strong desire to confide her sentiments led Edith to answer truly:

‘Because of its effect upon me.’

‘But it _can’t_ have any!’

‘Why, child?’

‘Because you are married already!’ said Anna with lucid simplicity.

‘Of course it can’t,’ said her mistress hastily; yet glad, despite her
conscience, that two or three outpourings still remained to her. ‘But
you must concentrate your attention on writing your name as I write it
here.’

CHAPTER VI

Soon Raye wrote about the wedding. Having decided to make the best of
what he feared was a piece of romantic folly, he had acquired more zest
for the grand experiment. He wished the ceremony to be in London, for
greater privacy. Edith Harnham would have preferred it at Melchester;
Anna was passive. His reasoning prevailed, and Mrs. Harnham threw
herself with mournful zeal into the preparations for Anna’s departure.
In a last desperate feeling that she must at every hazard be in at the
death of her dream, and see once again the man who by a species of
telepathy had exercised such an influence on her, she offered to go up
with Anna and be with her through the ceremony—‘to see the end of her,’
as her mistress put it with forced gaiety; an offer which the girl
gratefully accepted; for she had no other friend capable of playing the
part of companion and witness, in the presence of a gentlemanly
bridegroom, in such a way as not to hasten an opinion that he had made
an irremediable social blunder.

It was a muddy morning in March when Raye alighted from a four-wheel
cab at the door of a registry-office in the S.W. district of London,
and carefully handed down Anna and her companion Mrs. Harnham. Anna
looked attractive in the somewhat fashionable clothes which Mrs.
Harnham had helped her to buy, though not quite so attractive as, an
innocent child, she had appeared in her country gown on the back of the
wooden horse at Melchester Fair.

Mrs. Harnham had come up this morning by an early train, and a young
man—a friend of Raye’s—having met them at the door, all four entered
the registry-office together. Till an hour before this time Raye had
never known the wine-merchant’s wife, except at that first casual
encounter, and in the flutter of the performance before them he had
little opportunity for more than a brief acquaintance. The contract of
marriage at a registry is soon got through; but somehow, during its
progress, Raye discovered a strange and secret gravitation between
himself and Anna’s friend.

The formalities of the wedding—or rather ratification of a previous
union—being concluded, the four went in one cab to Raye’s lodgings,
newly taken in a new suburb in preference to a house, the rent of which
he could ill afford just then. Here Anna cut the little cake which Raye
had bought at a pastrycook’s on his way home from Lincoln’s Inn the
night before. But she did not do much besides. Raye’s friend was
obliged to depart almost immediately, and when he had left the only
ones virtually present were Edith and Raye who exchanged ideas with
much animation. The conversation was indeed theirs only, Anna being as
a domestic animal who humbly heard but understood not. Raye seemed
startled in awakening to this fact, and began to feel dissatisfied with
her inadequacy.

At last, more disappointed than he cared to own, he said, ‘Mrs.
Harnham, my darling is so flurried that she doesn’t know what she is
doing or saying. I see that after this event a little quietude will be
necessary before she gives tongue to that tender philosophy which she
used to treat me to in her letters.’

They had planned to start early that afternoon for Knollsea, to spend
the few opening days of their married life there, and as the hour for
departure was drawing near Raye asked his wife if she would go to the
writing-desk in the next room and scribble a little note to his sister,
who had been unable to attend through indisposition, informing her that
the ceremony was over, thanking her for her little present, and hoping
to know her well now that she was the writer’s sister as well as
Charles’s.

‘Say it in the pretty poetical way you know so well how to adopt,’ he
added, ‘for I want you particularly to win her, and both of you to be
dear friends.’

Anna looked uneasy, but departed to her task, Raye remaining to talk to
their guest. Anna was a long while absent, and her husband suddenly
rose and went to her.

He found her still bending over the writing-table, with tears brimming
up in her eyes; and he looked down upon the sheet of note-paper with
some interest, to discover with what tact she had expressed her
good-will in the delicate circumstances. To his surprise she had
progressed but a few lines, in the characters and spelling of a child
of eight, and with the ideas of a goose.

‘Anna,’ he said, staring; ‘what’s this?’

‘It only means—that I can’t do it any better!’ she answered, through
her tears.

‘Eh? Nonsense!’

‘I can’t!’ she insisted, with miserable, sobbing hardihood. ‘I—I—didn’t
write those letters, Charles! I only told _her_ what to write! And not
always that! But I am learning, O so fast, my dear, dear husband! And
you’ll forgive me, won’t you, for not telling you before?’ She slid to
her knees, abjectly clasped his waist and laid her face against him.

He stood a few moments, raised her, abruptly turned, and shut the door
upon her, rejoining Edith in the drawing-room. She saw that something
untoward had been discovered, and their eyes remained fixed on each
other.

‘Do I guess rightly?’ he asked, with wan quietude. ‘_You_ were her
scribe through all this?’

‘It was necessary,’ said Edith.

‘Did she dictate every word you ever wrote to me?’

‘Not every word.’

‘In fact, very little?’

‘Very little.’

‘You wrote a great part of those pages every week from your own
conceptions, though in her name!’

‘Yes.’

‘Perhaps you wrote many of the letters when you were alone, without
communication with her?’

‘I did.’

He turned to the bookcase, and leant with his hand over his face; and
Edith, seeing his distress, became white as a sheet.

‘You have deceived me—ruined me!’ he murmured.

‘O, don’t say it!’ she cried in her anguish, jumping up and putting her
hand on his shoulder. ‘I can’t bear that!’

‘Delighting me deceptively! Why did you do it—_why_ did you!’

‘I began doing it in kindness to her! How could I do otherwise than try
to save such a simple girl from misery? But I admit that I continued it
for pleasure to myself.’

Raye looked up. ‘Why did it give you pleasure?’ he asked.

‘I must not tell,’ said she.

He continued to regard her, and saw that her lips suddenly began to
quiver under his scrutiny, and her eyes to fill and droop. She started
aside, and said that she must go to the station to catch the return
train: could a cab be called immediately?

But Raye went up to her, and took her unresisting hand. ‘Well, to think
of such a thing as this!’ he said. ‘Why, you and I are
friends—lovers—devoted lovers—by correspondence!’

‘Yes; I suppose.’

‘More.’

‘More?’

‘Plainly more. It is no use blinking that. Legally I have married
her—God help us both!—in soul and spirit I have married you, and no
other woman in the world!’

‘Hush!’

‘But I will not hush! Why should you try to disguise the full truth,
when you have already owned half of it? Yes, it is between you and me
that the bond is—not between me and her! Now I’ll say no more. But, O
my cruel one, I think I have one claim upon you!’

She did not say what, and he drew her towards him, and bent over her.
‘If it was all pure invention in those letters,’ he said emphatically,
‘give me your cheek only. If you meant what you said, let it be lips.
It is for the first and last time, remember!’

She put up her mouth, and he kissed her long. ‘You forgive me?’ she
said crying.

‘Yes.’

‘But you are ruined!’

‘What matter!’ he said shrugging his shoulders. ‘It serves me right!’

She withdrew, wiped her eyes, entered and bade good-bye to Anna, who
had not expected her to go so soon, and was still wrestling with the
letter. Raye followed Edith downstairs, and in three minutes she was in
a hansom driving to the Waterloo station.

He went back to his wife. ‘Never mind the letter, Anna, to-day,’ he
said gently. ‘Put on your things. We, too, must be off shortly.’

The simple girl, upheld by the sense that she was indeed married,
showed her delight at finding that he was as kind as ever after the
disclosure. She did not know that before his eyes he beheld as it were
a galley, in which he, the fastidious urban, was chained to work for
the remainder of his life, with her, the unlettered peasant, chained to
his side.

Edith travelled back to Melchester that day with a face that showed the
very stupor of grief; her lips still tingling from the desperate
pressure of his kiss. The end of her impassioned dream had come. When
at dusk she reached the Melchester station her husband was there to
meet her, but in his perfunctoriness and her preoccupation they did not
see each other, and she went out of the station alone.

She walked mechanically homewards without calling a fly. Entering, she
could not bear the silence of the house, and went up in the dark to
where Anna had slept, where she remained thinking awhile. She then
returned to the drawing-room, and not knowing what she did, crouched
down upon the floor.

‘I have ruined him!’ she kept repeating. ‘I have ruined him; because I
would not deal treacherously towards her!’

In the course of half an hour a figure opened the door of the
apartment.

‘Ah—who’s that?’ she said, starting up, for it was dark.

‘Your husband—who should it be?’ said the worthy merchant.

‘Ah—my husband!—I forgot I had a husband!’ she whispered to herself.

‘I missed you at the station,’ he continued. ‘Did you see Anna safely
tied up? I hope so, for ’twas time.’

‘Yes—Anna is married.’

Simultaneously with Edith’s journey home Anna and her husband were
sitting at the opposite windows of a second-class carriage which sped
along to Knollsea. In his hand was a pocket-book full of creased sheets
closely written over. Unfolding them one after another he read them in
silence, and sighed.

‘What are you doing, dear Charles?’ she said timidly from the other
window, and drew nearer to him as if he were a god.

‘Reading over all those sweet letters to me signed “Anna,”’ he replied
with dreary resignation.

_Autumn_ 1891.



TO PLEASE HIS WIFE


CHAPTER I

The interior of St. James’s Church, in Havenpool Town, was slowly
darkening under the close clouds of a winter afternoon. It was Sunday:
service had just ended, the face of the parson in the pulpit was buried
in his hands, and the congregation, with a cheerful sigh of release,
were rising from their knees to depart.

For the moment the stillness was so complete that the surging of the
sea could be heard outside the harbour-bar. Then it was broken by the
footsteps of the clerk going towards the west door to open it in the
usual manner for the exit of the assembly. Before, however, he had
reached the doorway, the latch was lifted from without, and the dark
figure of a man in a sailor’s garb appeared against the light.

The clerk stepped aside, the sailor closed the door gently behind him,
and advanced up the nave till he stood at the chancel-step. The parson
looked up from the private little prayer which, after so many for the
parish, he quite fairly took for himself; rose to his feet, and stared
at the intruder.

‘I beg your pardon, sir,’ said the sailor, addressing the minister in a
voice distinctly audible to all the congregation. ‘I have come here to
offer thanks for my narrow escape from shipwreck. I am given to
understand that it is a proper thing to do, if you have no objection?’

The parson, after a moment’s pause, said hesitatingly, ‘I have no
objection; certainly. It is usual to mention any such wish before
service, so that the proper words may be used in the General
Thanksgiving. But, if you wish, we can read from the form for use after
a storm at sea.’

‘Ay, sure; I ain’t particular,’ said the sailor.

The clerk thereupon directed the sailor to the page in the prayer-book
where the collect of thanksgiving would be found, and the rector began
reading it, the sailor kneeling where he stood, and repeating it after
him word by word in a distinct voice. The people, who had remained
agape and motionless at the proceeding, mechanically knelt down
likewise; but they continued to regard the isolated form of the sailor
who, in the precise middle of the chancel-step, remained fixed on his
knees, facing the east, his hat beside him, his hands joined, and he
quite unconscious of his appearance in their regard.

When his thanksgiving had come to an end he rose; the people rose also,
and all went out of church together. As soon as the sailor emerged, so
that the remaining daylight fell upon his face, old inhabitants began
to recognize him as no other than Shadrach Jolliffe, a young man who
had not been seen at Havenpool for several years. A son of the town,
his parents had died when he was quite young, on which account he had
early gone to sea, in the Newfoundland trade.

He talked with this and that townsman as he walked, informing them
that, since leaving his native place years before, he had become
captain and owner of a small coasting-ketch, which had providentially
been saved from the gale as well as himself. Presently he drew near to
two girls who were going out of the churchyard in front of him; they
had been sitting in the nave at his entry, and had watched his doings
with deep interest, afterwards discussing him as they moved out of
church together. One was a slight and gentle creature, the other a
tall, large-framed, deliberative girl. Captain Jolliffe regarded the
loose curls of their hair, their backs and shoulders, down to their
heels, for some time.

‘Who may them two maids be?’ he whispered to his neighbour.

‘The little one is Emily Hanning; the tall one Joanna Phippard.’

‘Ah! I recollect ’em now, to be sure.’

He advanced to their elbow, and genially stole a gaze at them.

‘Emily, you don’t know me?’ said the sailor, turning his beaming brown
eyes on her.

‘I think I do, Mr. Jolliffe,’ said Emily shyly.

The other girl looked straight at him with her dark eyes.

‘The face of Miss Joanna I don’t call to mind so well,’ he continued.
‘But I know her beginnings and kindred.’

They walked and talked together, Jolliffe narrating particulars of his
late narrow escape, till they reached the corner of Sloop Lane, in
which Emily Hanning dwelt, when, with a nod and smile, she left them.
Soon the sailor parted also from Joanna, and, having no especial errand
or appointment, turned back towards Emily’s house. She lived with her
father, who called himself an accountant, the daughter, however,
keeping a little stationery-shop as a supplemental provision for the
gaps of his somewhat uncertain business. On entering Jolliffe found
father and daughter about to begin tea.

‘O, I didn’t know it was tea-time,’ he said. ‘Ay, I’ll have a cup with
much pleasure.’

He remained to tea and long afterwards, telling more tales of his
seafaring life. Several neighbours called to listen, and were asked to
come in. Somehow Emily Hanning lost her heart to the sailor that Sunday
night, and in the course of a week or two there was a tender
understanding between them.

One moonlight evening in the next month Shadrach was ascending out of
the town by the long straight road eastward, to an elevated suburb
where the more fashionable houses stood—if anything near this ancient
port could be called fashionable—when he saw a figure before him whom,
from her manner of glancing back, he took to be Emily. But, on coming
up, he found she was Joanna Phippard. He gave a gallant greeting, and
walked beside her.

‘Go along,’ she said, ‘or Emily will be jealous!’

He seemed not to like the suggestion, and remained. What was said and
what was done on that walk never could be clearly recollected by
Shadrach; but in some way or other Joanna contrived to wean him away
from her gentler and younger rival. From that week onwards, Jolliffe
was seen more and more in the wake of Joanna Phippard and less in the
company of Emily; and it was soon rumoured about the quay that old
Jolliffe’s son, who had come home from sea, was going to be married to
the former young woman, to the great disappointment of the latter.

Just after this report had gone about, Joanna dressed herself for a
walk one morning, and started for Emily’s house in the little
cross-street. Intelligence of the deep sorrow of her friend on account
of the loss of Shadrach had reached her ears also, and her conscience
reproached her for winning him away.

Joanna was not altogether satisfied with the sailor. She liked his
attentions, and she coveted the dignity of matrimony; but she had never
been deeply in love with Jolliffe. For one thing, she was ambitious,
and socially his position was hardly so good as her own, and there was
always the chance of an attractive woman mating considerably above her.
It had long been in her mind that she would not strongly object to give
him back again to Emily if her friend felt so very badly about him. To
this end she had written a letter of renunciation to Shadrach, which
letter she carried in her hand, intending to send it if personal
observation of Emily convinced her that her friend was suffering.

Joanna entered Sloop Lane and stepped down into the stationery-shop,
which was below the pavement level. Emily’s father was never at home at
this hour of the day, and it seemed as though Emily were not at home
either, for the visitor could make nobody hear. Customers came so
seldom hither that a five minutes’ absence of the proprietor counted
for little. Joanna waited in the little shop, where Emily had
tastefully set out—as women can—articles in themselves of slight value,
so as to obscure the meagreness of the stock-in-trade; till she saw a
figure pausing without the window apparently absorbed in the
contemplation of the sixpenny books, packets of paper, and prints hung
on a string. It was Captain Shadrach Jolliffe, peering in to ascertain
if Emily were there alone. Moved by an impulse of reluctance to meet
him in a spot which breathed of Emily, Joanna slipped through the door
that communicated with the parlour at the back. She had frequently done
so before, for in her friendship with Emily she had the freedom of the
house without ceremony.

Jolliffe entered the shop. Through the thin blind which screened the
glass partition she could see that he was disappointed at not finding
Emily there. He was about to go out again, when Emily’s form darkened
the doorway, hastening home from some errand. At sight of Jolliffe she
started back as if she would have gone out again.

‘Don’t run away, Emily; don’t!’ said he. ‘What can make ye afraid?’

‘I’m not afraid, Captain Jolliffe. Only—only I saw you all of a sudden,
and—it made me jump!’ Her voice showed that her heart had jumped even
more than the rest of her.

‘I just called as I was passing,’ he said.

‘For some paper?’ She hastened behind the counter.

‘No, no, Emily; why do ye get behind there? Why not stay by me? You
seem to hate me.’

‘I don’t hate you. How can I?’

‘Then come out, so that we can talk like Christians.’

Emily obeyed with a fitful laugh, till she stood again beside him in
the open part of the shop.

‘There’s a dear,’ he said.

‘You mustn’t say that, Captain Jolliffe; because the words belong to
somebody else.’

‘Ah! I know what you mean. But, Emily, upon my life I didn’t know till
this morning that you cared one bit about me, or I should not have done
as I have done. I have the best of feelings for Joanna, but I know that
from the beginning she hasn’t cared for me more than in a friendly way;
and I see now the one I ought to have asked to be my wife. You know,
Emily, when a man comes home from sea after a long voyage he’s as blind
as a bat—he can’t see who’s who in women. They are all alike to him,
beautiful creatures, and he takes the first that comes easy, without
thinking if she loves him, or if he might not soon love another better
than her. From the first I inclined to you most, but you were so
backward and shy that I thought you didn’t want me to bother ’ee, and
so I went to Joanna.’

‘Don’t say any more, Mr. Jolliffe, don’t!’ said she, choking. ‘You are
going to marry Joanna next month, and it is wrong to—to—’

‘O, Emily, my darling!’ he cried, and clasped her little figure in his
arms before she was aware.

Joanna, behind the curtain, turned pale, tried to withdraw her eyes,
but could not.

‘It is only you I love as a man ought to love the woman he is going to
marry; and I know this from what Joanna has said, that she will
willingly let me off! She wants to marry higher I know, and only said
“Yes” to me out of kindness. A fine, tall girl like her isn’t the sort
for a plain sailor’s wife: you be the best suited for that.’

He kissed her and kissed her again, her flexible form quivering in the
agitation of his embrace.

‘I wonder—are you sure—Joanna is going to break off with you? O, are
you sure? Because—’

‘I know she would not wish to make us miserable. She will release me.’

‘O, I hope—I hope she will! Don’t stay any longer, Captain Jolliffe!’

He lingered, however, till a customer came for a penny stick of
sealing-wax, and then he withdrew.

Green envy had overspread Joanna at the scene. She looked about for a
way of escape. To get out without Emily’s knowledge of her visit was
indispensable. She crept from the parlour into the passage, and thence
to the front door of the house, where she let herself noiselessly into
the street.

The sight of that caress had reversed all her resolutions. She could
not let Shadrach go. Reaching home she burnt the letter, and told her
mother that if Captain Jolliffe called she was too unwell to see him.

Shadrach, however, did not call. He sent her a note expressing in
simple language the state of his feelings; and asked to be allowed to
take advantage of the hints she had given him that her affection, too,
was little more than friendly, by cancelling the engagement.

Looking out upon the harbour and the island beyond he waited and waited
in his lodgings for an answer that did not come. The suspense grew to
be so intolerable that after dark he went up the High Street. He could
not resist calling at Joanna’s to learn his fate.

Her mother said her daughter was too unwell to see him, and to his
questioning admitted that it was in consequence of a letter received
from himself; which had distressed her deeply.

‘You know what it was about, perhaps, Mrs. Phippard?’ he said.

Mrs. Phippard owned that she did, adding that it put them in a very
painful position. Thereupon Shadrach, fearing that he had been guilty
of an enormity, explained that if his letter had pained Joanna it must
be owing to a misunderstanding, since he had thought it would be a
relief to her. If otherwise, he would hold himself bound by his word,
and she was to think of the letter as never having been written.

Next morning he received an oral message from the young woman, asking
him to fetch her home from a meeting that evening. This he did, and
while walking from the Town Hall to her door, with her hand in his arm,
she said:

‘It is all the same as before between us, isn’t it, Shadrach? Your
letter was sent in mistake?’

‘It is all the same as before,’ he answered, ‘if you say it must be.’

‘I wish it to be,’ she murmured, with hard lineaments, as she thought
of Emily.

Shadrach was a religious and scrupulous man, who respected his word as
his life. Shortly afterwards the wedding took place, Jolliffe having
conveyed to Emily as gently as possible the error he had fallen into
when estimating Joanna’s mood as one of indifference.

CHAPTER II

A month after the marriage Joanna’s mother died, and the couple were
obliged to turn their attention to very practical matters. Now that she
was left without a parent, Joanna could not bear the notion of her
husband going to sea again, but the question was, What could he do at
home? They finally decided to take on a grocer’s shop in High Street,
the goodwill and stock of which were waiting to be disposed of at that
time. Shadrach knew nothing of shopkeeping, and Joanna very little, but
they hoped to learn.

To the management of this grocery business they now devoted all their
energies, and continued to conduct it for many succeeding years,
without great success. Two sons were born to them, whom their mother
loved to idolatry, although she had never passionately loved her
husband; and she lavished upon them all her forethought and care. But
the shop did not thrive, and the large dreams she had entertained of
her sons’ education and career became attenuated in the face of
realities. Their schooling was of the plainest, but, being by the sea,
they grew alert in all such nautical arts and enterprises as were
attractive to their age.

The great interest of the Jolliffes’ married life, outside their own
immediate household, had lain in the marriage of Emily. By one of those
odd chances which lead those that lurk in unexpected corners to be
discovered, while the obvious are passed by, the gentle girl had been
seen and loved by a thriving merchant of the town, a widower, some
years older than herself, though still in the prime of life. At first
Emily had declared that she never, never could marry any one; but Mr.
Lester had quietly persevered, and had at last won her reluctant
assent. Two children also were the fruits of this union, and, as they
grew and prospered, Emily declared that she had never supposed that she
could live to be so happy.

The worthy merchant’s home, one of those large, substantial brick
mansions frequently jammed up in old-fashioned towns, faced directly on
the High Street, nearly opposite to the grocery shop of the Jolliffes,
and it now became the pain of Joanna to behold the woman whose place
she had usurped out of pure covetousness, looking down from her
position of comparative wealth upon the humble shop-window with its
dusty sugar-loaves, heaps of raisins, and canisters of tea, over which
it was her own lot to preside. The business having so dwindled, Joanna
was obliged to serve in the shop herself; and it galled and mortified
her that Emily Lester, sitting in her large drawing-room over the way,
could witness her own dancings up and down behind the counter at the
beck and call of wretched twopenny customers, whose patronage she was
driven to welcome gladly: persons to whom she was compelled to be civil
in the street, while Emily was bounding along with her children and her
governess, and conversing with the genteelest people of the town and
neighbourhood. This was what she had gained by not letting Shadrach
Jolliffe, whom she had so faintly loved, carry his affection elsewhere.

Shadrach was a good and honest man, and he had been faithful to her in
heart and in deed. Time had clipped the wings of his love for Emily in
his devotion to the mother of his boys: he had quite lived down that
impulsive earlier fancy, and Emily had become in his regard nothing
more than a friend. It was the same with Emily’s feelings for him.
Possibly, had she found the least cause for jealousy, Joanna would
almost have been better satisfied. It was in the absolute acquiescence
of Emily and Shadrach in the results she herself had contrived that her
discontent found nourishment.

Shadrach was not endowed with the narrow shrewdness necessary for
developing a retail business in the face of many competitors. Did a
customer inquire if the grocer could really recommend the wondrous
substitute for eggs which a persevering bagman had forced into his
stock, he would answer that ‘when you did not put eggs into a pudding
it was difficult to taste them there’; and when he was asked if his
‘real Mocha coffee’ was real Mocha, he would say grimly, ‘as understood
in small shops.’

One summer day, when the big brick house opposite was reflecting the
oppressive sun’s heat into the shop, and nobody was present but husband
and wife, Joanna looked across at Emily’s door, where a wealthy
visitor’s carriage had drawn up. Traces of patronage had been visible
in Emily’s manner of late.

‘Shadrach, the truth is, you are not a business-man,’ his wife sadly
murmured. ‘You were not brought up to shopkeeping, and it is impossible
for a man to make a fortune at an occupation he has jumped into, as you
did into this.’

Jolliffe agreed with her, in this as in everything else.

‘Not that I care a rope’s end about making a fortune,’ he said
cheerfully. ‘I am happy enough, and we can rub on somehow.’

She looked again at the great house through the screen of bottled
pickles.

‘Rub on—yes,’ she said bitterly. ‘But see how well off Emmy Lester is,
who used to be so poor! Her boys will go to College, no doubt; and
think of yours—obliged to go to the Parish School!’

Shadrach’s thoughts had flown to Emily.

‘Nobody,’ he said good-humouredly, ‘ever did Emily a better turn than
you did, Joanna, when you warned her off me and put an end to that
little simpering nonsense between us, so as to leave it in her power to
say “Aye” to Lester when he came along.’ This almost maddened her.

‘Don’t speak of bygones!’ she implored, in stern sadness. ‘But think,
for the boys’ and my sake, if not for your own, what are we to do to
get richer?’

‘Well,’ he said, becoming serious, ‘to tell the truth, I have always
felt myself unfit for this business, though I’ve never liked to say so.
I seem to want more room for sprawling; a more open space to strike out
in than here among friends and neighbours. I could get rich as well as
any man, if I tried my own way.’

‘I wish you would! What is your way?’

‘To go to sea again.’

She had been the very one to keep him at home, hating the semi-widowed
existence of sailors’ wives. But her ambition checked her instincts
now, and she said: ‘Do you think success really lies that way?’

‘I am sure it lies in no other.’

‘Do you want to go, Shadrach?’

‘Not for the pleasure of it, I can tell ’ee. There’s no such pleasure
at sea, Joanna, as I can find in my back parlour here. To speak honest,
I have no love for the brine. I never had much. But if it comes to a
question of a fortune for you and the lads, it is another thing. That’s
the only way to it for one born and bred a seafarer as I.’

‘Would it take long to earn?’

‘Well, that depends; perhaps not.’

The next morning Shadrach pulled from a chest of drawers the nautical
jacket he had worn during the first months of his return, brushed out
the moths, donned it, and walked down to the quay. The port still did a
fair business in the Newfoundland trade, though not so much as
formerly.

It was not long after this that he invested all he possessed in
purchasing a part-ownership in a brig, of which he was appointed
captain. A few months were passed in coast-trading, during which
interval Shadrach wore off the land-rust that had accumulated upon him
in his grocery phase; and in the spring the brig sailed for
Newfoundland.

Joanna lived on at home with her sons, who were now growing up into
strong lads, and occupying themselves in various ways about the harbour
and quay.

‘Never mind, let them work a little,’ their fond mother said to
herself. ‘Our necessities compel it now, but when Shadrach comes home
they will be only seventeen and eighteen, and they shall be removed
from the port, and their education thoroughly taken in hand by a tutor;
and with the money they’ll have they will perhaps be as near to
gentlemen as Emmy Lester’s precious two, with their algebra and their
Latin!’

The date for Shadrach’s return drew near and arrived, and he did not
appear. Joanna was assured that there was no cause for anxiety,
sailing-ships being so uncertain in their coming; which assurance
proved to be well grounded, for late one wet evening, about a month
after the calculated time, the ship was announced as at hand, and
presently the slip-slop step of Shadrach as the sailor sounded in the
passage, and he entered. The boys had gone out and had missed him, and
Joanna was sitting alone.

As soon as the first emotion of reunion between the couple had passed,
Jolliffe explained the delay as owing to a small speculative contract,
which had produced good results.

‘I was determined not to disappoint ’ee,’ he said; ‘and I think you’ll
own that I haven’t!’

With this he pulled out an enormous canvas bag, full and rotund as the
money-bag of the giant whom Jack slew, untied it, and shook the
contents out into her lap as she sat in her low chair by the fire. A
mass of sovereigns and guineas (there were guineas on the earth in
those days) fell into her lap with a sudden thud, weighing down her
gown to the floor.

‘There!’ said Shadrach complacently. ‘I told ’ee, dear, I’d do it; and
have I done it or no?’

Somehow her face, after the first excitement of possession, did not
retain its glory.

‘It is a lot of gold, indeed,’ she said. ‘And—is this _all_?’

‘All? Why, dear Joanna, do you know you can count to three hundred in
that heap? It is a fortune!’

‘Yes—yes. A fortune—judged by sea; but judged by land—’

However, she banished considerations of the money for the nonce. Soon
the boys came in, and next Sunday Shadrach returned thanks to God—this
time by the more ordinary channel of the italics in the General
Thanksgiving. But a few days after, when the question of investing the
money arose, he remarked that she did not seem so satisfied as he had
hoped.

‘Well you see, Shadrach,’ she answered, ‘_we_ count by hundreds; _they_
count by thousands’ (nodding towards the other side of the Street).
‘They have set up a carriage and pair since you left.’

‘O, have they?’

‘My dear Shadrach, you don’t know how the world moves. However, we’ll
do the best we can with it. But they are rich, and we are poor still!’

The greater part of a year was desultorily spent. She moved sadly about
the house and shop, and the boys were still occupying themselves in and
around the harbour.

‘Joanna,’ he said, one day, ‘I see by your movements that it is not
enough.’

‘It is not enough,’ said she. ‘My boys will have to live by steering
the ships that the Lesters own; and I was once above her!’

Jolliffe was not an argumentative man, and he only murmured that he
thought he would make another voyage.

He meditated for several days, and coming home from the quay one
afternoon said suddenly:

‘I could do it for ’ee, dear, in one more trip, for certain, if—if—’

‘Do what, Shadrach?’

‘Enable ’ee to count by thousands instead of hundreds.’

‘If what?’

‘If I might take the boys.’

She turned pale.

‘Don’t say that, Shadrach,’ she answered hastily.

‘Why?’

‘I don’t like to hear it! There’s danger at sea. I want them to be
something genteel, and no danger to them. I couldn’t let them risk
their lives at sea. O, I couldn’t ever, ever!’

‘Very well, dear, it shan’t be done.’

Next day, after a silence, she asked a question:

‘If they were to go with you it would make a great deal of difference,
I suppose, to the profit?’

‘’Twould treble what I should get from the venture single-handed. Under
my eye they would be as good as two more of myself.’

Later on she said: ‘Tell me more about this.’

‘Well, the boys are almost as clever as master-mariners in handling a
craft, upon my life! There isn’t a more cranky place in the Northern
Seas than about the sandbanks of this harbour, and they’ve practised
here from their infancy. And they are so steady. I couldn’t get their
steadiness and their trustworthiness in half a dozen men twice their
age.’

‘And is it _very_ dangerous at sea; now, too, there are rumours of
war?’ she asked uneasily.

‘O, well, there be risks. Still . . . ’

The idea grew and magnified, and the mother’s heart was crushed and
stifled by it. Emmy was growing _too_ patronizing; it could not be
borne. Shadrach’s wife could not help nagging him about their
comparative poverty. The young men, amiable as their father, when
spoken to on the subject of a voyage of enterprise, were quite willing
to embark; and though they, like their father, had no great love for
the sea, they became quite enthusiastic when the proposal was detailed.

Everything now hung upon their mother’s assent. She withheld it long,
but at last gave the word: the young men might accompany their father.
Shadrach was unusually cheerful about it: Heaven had preserved him
hitherto, and he had uttered his thanks. God would not forsake those
who were faithful to him.

All that the Jolliffes possessed in the world was put into the
enterprise. The grocery stock was pared down to the least that possibly
could afford a bare sustenance to Joanna during the absence, which was
to last through the usual ‘New-f’nland spell.’ How she would endure the
weary time she hardly knew, for the boys had been with her formerly;
but she nerved herself for the trial.

The ship was laden with boots and shoes, ready-made clothing,
fishing-tackle, butter, cheese, cordage, sailcloth, and many other
commodities; and was to bring back oil, furs, skins, fish, cranberries,
and what else came to hand. But much trading to other ports was to be
undertaken between the voyages out and homeward, and thereby much money
made.

CHAPTER III

The brig sailed on a Monday morning in spring; but Joanna did not
witness its departure. She could not bear the sight that she had been
the means of bringing about. Knowing this, her husband told her
overnight that they were to sail some time before noon next day hence
when, awakening at five the next morning, she heard them bustling about
downstairs, she did not hasten to descend, but lay trying to nerve
herself for the parting, imagining they would leave about nine, as her
husband had done on his previous voyage. When she did descend she
beheld words chalked upon the sloping face of the bureau; but no
husband or sons. In the hastily-scrawled lines Shadrach said they had
gone off thus not to pain her by a leave-taking; and the sons had
chalked under his words: ‘Good-bye, mother!’

She rushed to the quay, and looked down the harbour towards the blue
rim of the sea, but she could only see the masts and bulging sails of
the _Joanna_; no human figures. ‘’Tis I have sent them!’ she said
wildly, and burst into tears. In the house the chalked ‘Good-bye’
nearly broke her heart. But when she had re-entered the front room, and
looked across at Emily’s, a gleam of triumph lit her thin face at her
anticipated release from the thraldom of subservience.

To do Emily Lester justice, her assumption of superiority was mainly a
figment of Joanna’s brain. That the circumstances of the merchant’s
wife were more luxurious than Joanna’s, the former could not conceal;
though whenever the two met, which was not very often now, Emily
endeavoured to subdue the difference by every means in her power.

The first summer lapsed away; and Joanna meagrely maintained herself by
the shop, which now consisted of little more than a window and a
counter. Emily was, in truth, her only large customer; and Mrs.
Lester’s kindly readiness to buy anything and everything without
questioning the quality had a sting of bitterness in it, for it was the
uncritical attitude of a patron, and almost of a donor. The long dreary
winter moved on; the face of the bureau had been turned to the wall to
protect the chalked words of farewell, for Joanna could never bring
herself to rub them out; and she often glanced at them with wet eyes.
Emily’s handsome boys came home for the Christmas holidays; the
University was talked of for them; and still Joanna subsisted as it
were with held breath, like a person submerged. Only one summer more,
and the ‘spell’ would end. Towards the close of the time Emily called
on her quondam friend. She had heard that Joanna began to feel anxious;
she had received no letter from husband or sons for some months.
Emily’s silks rustled arrogantly when, in response to Joanna’s almost
dumb invitation, she squeezed through the opening of the counter and
into the parlour behind the shop.

‘_You_ are all success, and _I_ am all the other way!’ said Joanna.

‘But why do you think so?’ said Emily. ‘They are to bring back a
fortune, I hear.’

‘Ah! will they come? The doubt is more than a woman can bear. All three
in one ship—think of that! And I have not heard of them for months!’

‘But the time is not up. You should not meet misfortune half-way.’

‘Nothing will repay me for the grief of their absence!’

‘Then why did you let them go? You were doing fairly well.’

‘I made them go!’ she said, turning vehemently upon Emily. ‘And I’ll
tell you why! I could not bear that we should be only muddling on, and
you so rich and thriving! Now I have told you, and you may hate me if
you will!’

‘I shall never hate you, Joanna.’

And she proved the truth of her words afterwards. The end of autumn
came, and the brig should have been in port; but nothing like the
_Joanna_ appeared in the channel between the sands. It was now really
time to be uneasy. Joanna Jolliffe sat by the fire, and every gust of
wind caused her a cold thrill. She had always feared and detested the
sea; to her it was a treacherous, restless, slimy creature, glorying in
the griefs of women. ‘Still,’ she said, ‘they _must_ come!’

She recalled to her mind that Shadrach had said before starting that if
they returned safe and sound, with success crowning their enterprise,
he would go as he had gone after his shipwreck, and kneel with his sons
in the church, and offer sincere thanks for their deliverance. She went
to church regularly morning and afternoon, and sat in the most forward
pew, nearest the chancel-step. Her eyes were mostly fixed on that step,
where Shadrach had knelt in the bloom of his young manhood: she knew to
an inch the spot which his knees had pressed twenty winters before; his
outline as he had knelt, his hat on the step beside him. God was good.
Surely her husband must kneel there again: a son on each side as he had
said; George just here, Jim just there. By long watching the spot as
she worshipped it became as if she saw the three returned ones there
kneeling; the two slim outlines of her boys, the more bulky form
between them; their hands clasped, their heads shaped against the
eastern wall. The fancy grew almost to an hallucination: she could
never turn her worn eyes to the step without seeing them there.

Nevertheless they did not come. Heaven was merciful, but it was not yet
pleased to relieve her soul. This was her purgation for the sin of
making them the slaves of her ambition. But it became more than
purgation soon, and her mood approached despair. Months had passed
since the brig had been due, but it had not returned.

Joanna was always hearing or seeing evidences of their arrival. When on
the hill behind the port, whence a view of the open Channel could be
obtained, she felt sure that a little speck on the horizon, breaking
the eternally level waste of waters southward, was the truck of the
_Joana’s_ mainmast. Or when indoors, a shout or excitement of any kind
at the corner of the Town Cellar, where the High Street joined the
Quay, caused her to spring to her feet and cry: ‘’Tis they!’

But it was not. The visionary forms knelt every Sunday afternoon on the
chancel-step, but not the real. Her shop had, as it were, eaten itself
hollow. In the apathy which had resulted from her loneliness and grief
she had ceased to take in the smallest supplies, and thus had sent away
her last customer.

In this strait Emily Lester tried by every means in her power to aid
the afflicted woman; but she met with constant repulses.

‘I don’t like you! I can’t bear to see you!’ Joanna would whisper
hoarsely when Emily came to her and made advances.

‘But I want to help and soothe you, Joanna,’ Emily would say.

‘You are a lady, with a rich husband and fine sons! What can you want
with a bereaved crone like me!’

‘Joanna, I want this: I want you to come and live in my house, and not
stay alone in this dismal place any longer.’

‘And suppose they come and don’t find me at home? You wish to separate
me and mine! No, I’ll stay here. I don’t like you, and I can’t thank
you, whatever kindness you do me!’

However, as time went on Joanna could not afford to pay the rent of the
shop and house without an income. She was assured that all hope of the
return of Shadrach and his sons was vain, and she reluctantly consented
to accept the asylum of the Lesters’ house. Here she was allotted a
room of her own on the second floor, and went and came as she chose,
without contact with the family. Her hair greyed and whitened, deep
lines channeled her forehead, and her form grew gaunt and stooping. But
she still expected the lost ones, and when she met Emily on the
staircase she would say morosely: ‘I know why you’ve got me here!
They’ll come, and be disappointed at not finding me at home, and
perhaps go away again; and then you’ll be revenged for my taking
Shadrach away from ’ee!’

Emily Lester bore these reproaches from the grief-stricken soul. She
was sure—all the people of Havenpool were sure—that Shadrach and his
sons could not return. For years the vessel had been given up as lost.

Nevertheless, when awakened at night by any noise, Joanna would rise
from bed and glance at the shop opposite by the light from the
flickering lamp, to make sure it was not they.

It was a damp and dark December night, six years after the departure of
the brig _Joanna_. The wind was from the sea, and brought up a fishy
mist which mopped the face like moist flannel. Joanna had prayed her
usual prayer for the absent ones with more fervour and confidence than
she had felt for months, and had fallen asleep about eleven. It must
have been between one and two when she suddenly started up. She had
certainly heard steps in the street, and the voices of Shadrach and her
sons calling at the door of the grocery shop. She sprang out of bed,
and, hardly knowing what clothing she dragged on herself; hastened down
Emily’s large and carpeted staircase, put the candle on the hall-table,
unfastened the bolts and chain, and stepped into the street. The mist,
blowing up the street from the Quay, hindered her seeing the shop,
although it was so near; but she had crossed to it in a moment. How was
it? Nobody stood there. The wretched woman walked wildly up and down
with her bare feet—there was not a soul. She returned and knocked with
all her might at the door which had once been her own—they might have
been admitted for the night, unwilling to disturb her till the morning.

It was not till several minutes had elapsed that the young man who now
kept the shop looked out of an upper window, and saw the skeleton of
something human standing below half-dressed.

‘Has anybody come?’ asked the form.

‘O, Mrs. Jolliffe, I didn’t know it was you,’ said the young man
kindly, for he was aware how her baseless expectations moved her. ‘No;
nobody has come.’

_June_ 1891.



THE MELANCHOLY HUSSAR OF THE GERMAN LEGION


CHAPTER I

Here stretch the downs, high and breezy and green, absolutely unchanged
since those eventful days. A plough has never disturbed the turf, and
the sod that was uppermost then is uppermost now. Here stood the camp;
here are distinct traces of the banks thrown up for the horses of the
cavalry, and spots where the midden-heaps lay are still to be observed.
At night, when I walk across the lonely place, it is impossible to
avoid hearing, amid the scourings of the wind over the grass-bents and
thistles, the old trumpet and bugle calls, the rattle of the halters;
to help seeing rows of spectral tents and the _impedimenta_ of the
soldiery. From within the canvases come guttural syllables of foreign
tongues, and broken songs of the fatherland; for they were mainly
regiments of the King’s German Legion that slept round the tent-poles
hereabout at that time.

It was nearly ninety years ago. The British uniform of the period, with
its immense epaulettes, queer cocked-hat, breeches, gaiters, ponderous
cartridge-box, buckled shoes, and what not, would look strange and
barbarous now. Ideas have changed; invention has followed invention.
Soldiers were monumental objects then. A divinity still hedged kings
here and there; and war was considered a glorious thing.

Secluded old manor-houses and hamlets lie in the ravines and hollows
among these hills, where a stranger had hardly ever been seen till the
King chose to take the baths yearly at the sea-side watering-place a
few miles to the south; as a consequence of which battalions descended
in a cloud upon the open country around. Is it necessary to add that
the echoes of many characteristic tales, dating from that picturesque
time, still linger about here in more or less fragmentary form, to be
caught by the attentive ear? Some of them I have repeated; most of them
I have forgotten; one I have never repeated, and assuredly can never
forget.

Phyllis told me the story with her own lips. She was then an old lady
of seventy-five, and her auditor a lad of fifteen. She enjoined silence
as to her share in the incident, till she should be ‘dead, buried, and
forgotten.’ Her life was prolonged twelve years after the day of her
narration, and she has now been dead nearly twenty. The oblivion which
in her modesty and humility she courted for herself has only partially
fallen on her, with the unfortunate result of inflicting an injustice
upon her memory; since such fragments of her story as got abroad at the
time, and have been kept alive ever since, are precisely those which
are most unfavourable to her character.

It all began with the arrival of the York Hussars, one of the foreign
regiments above alluded to. Before that day scarcely a soul had been
seen near her father’s house for weeks. When a noise like the brushing
skirt of a visitor was heard on the doorstep, it proved to be a
scudding leaf; when a carriage seemed to be nearing the door, it was
her father grinding his sickle on the stone in the garden for his
favourite relaxation of trimming the box-tree borders to the plots. A
sound like luggage thrown down from the coach was a gun far away at
sea; and what looked like a tall man by the gate at dusk was a yew bush
cut into a quaint and attenuated shape. There is no such solitude in
country places now as there was in those old days.

Yet all the while King George and his court were at his favourite
sea-side resort, not more than five miles off.

The daughter’s seclusion was great, but beyond the seclusion of the
girl lay the seclusion of the father. If her social condition was
twilight, his was darkness. Yet he enjoyed his darkness, while her
twilight oppressed her. Dr. Grove had been a professional man whose
taste for lonely meditation over metaphysical questions had diminished
his practice till it no longer paid him to keep it going; after which
he had relinquished it and hired at a nominal rent the small,
dilapidated, half farm half manor-house of this obscure inland nook, to
make a sufficiency of an income which in a town would have been
inadequate for their maintenance. He stayed in his garden the greater
part of the day, growing more and more irritable with the lapse of
time, and the increasing perception that he had wasted his life in the
pursuit of illusions. He saw his friends less and less frequently.
Phyllis became so shy that if she met a stranger anywhere in her short
rambles she felt ashamed at his gaze, walked awkwardly, and blushed to
her shoulders.

Yet Phyllis was discovered even here by an admirer, and her hand most
unexpectedly asked in marriage.

The King, as aforesaid, was at the neighbouring town, where he had
taken up his abode at Gloucester Lodge and his presence in the town
naturally brought many county people thither. Among these idlers—many
of whom professed to have connections and interests with the Court—was
one Humphrey Gould, a bachelor; a personage neither young nor old;
neither good-looking nor positively plain. Too steady-going to be ‘a
buck’ (as fast and unmarried men were then called), he was an
approximately fashionable man of a mild type. This bachelor of thirty
found his way to the village on the down: beheld Phyllis; made her
father’s acquaintance in order to make hers; and by some means or other
she sufficiently inflamed his heart to lead him in that direction
almost daily; till he became engaged to marry her.

As he was of an old local family, some of whose members were held in
respect in the county, Phyllis, in bringing him to her feet, had
accomplished what was considered a brilliant move for one in her
constrained position. How she had done it was not quite known to
Phyllis herself. In those days unequal marriages were regarded rather
as a violation of the laws of nature than as a mere infringement of
convention, the more modern view, and hence when Phyllis, of the
watering-place bourgeoisie, was chosen by such a gentlemanly fellow, it
was as if she were going to be taken to heaven, though perhaps the
uninformed would have seen no great difference in the respective
positions of the pair, the said Gould being as poor as a crow.

This pecuniary condition was his excuse—probably a true one—for
postponing their union, and as the winter drew nearer, and the King
departed for the season, Mr. Humphrey Gould set out for Bath, promising
to return to Phyllis in a few weeks. The winter arrived, the date of
his promise passed, yet Gould postponed his coming, on the ground that
he could not very easily leave his father in the city of their sojourn,
the elder having no other relative near him. Phyllis, though lonely in
the extreme, was content. The man who had asked her in marriage was a
desirable husband for her in many ways; her father highly approved of
his suit; but this neglect of her was awkward, if not painful, for
Phyllis. Love him in the true sense of the word she assured me she
never did, but she had a genuine regard for him; admired a certain
methodical and dogged way in which he sometimes took his pleasure;
valued his knowledge of what the Court was doing, had done, or was
about to do; and she was not without a feeling of pride that he had
chosen her when he might have exercised a more ambitious choice.

But he did not come; and the spring developed. His letters were regular
though formal; and it is not to be wondered that the uncertainty of her
position, linked with the fact that there was not much passion in her
thoughts of Humphrey, bred an indescribable dreariness in the heart of
Phyllis Grove. The spring was soon summer, and the summer brought the
King; but still no Humphrey Gould. All this while the engagement by
letter was maintained intact.

At this point of time a golden radiance flashed in upon the lives of
people here, and charged all youthful thought with emotional interest.
This radiance was the aforesaid York Hussars.

CHAPTER II

The present generation has probably but a very dim notion of the
celebrated York Hussars of ninety years ago. They were one of the
regiments of the King’s German Legion, and (though they somewhat
degenerated later on) their brilliant uniform, their splendid horses,
and above all, their foreign air and mustachios (rare appendages then),
drew crowds of admirers of both sexes wherever they went. These with
other regiments had come to encamp on the downs and pastures, because
of the presence of the King in the neighbouring town.

The spot was high and airy, and the view extensive, commanding the Isle
of Portland in front, and reaching to St. Aldhelm’s Head eastward, and
almost to the Start on the west.

Phyllis, though not precisely a girl of the village, was as interested
as any of them in this military investment. Her father’s home stood
somewhat apart, and on the highest point of ground to which the lane
ascended, so that it was almost level with the top of the church tower
in the lower part of the parish. Immediately from the outside of the
garden-wall the grass spread away to a great distance, and it was
crossed by a path which came close to the wall. Ever since her
childhood it had been Phyllis’s pleasure to clamber up this fence and
sit on the top—a feat not so difficult as it may seem, the walls in
this district being built of rubble, without mortar, so that there were
plenty of crevices for small toes.

She was sitting up here one day, listlessly surveying the pasture
without, when her attention was arrested by a solitary figure walking
along the path. It was one of the renowned German Hussars, and he moved
onward with his eyes on the ground, and with the manner of one who
wished to escape company. His head would probably have been bent like
his eyes but for his stiff neck-gear. On nearer view she perceived that
his face was marked with deep sadness. Without observing her, he
advanced by the footpath till it brought him almost immediately under
the wall.

Phyllis was much surprised to see a fine, tall soldier in such a mood
as this. Her theory of the military, and of the York Hussars in
particular (derived entirely from hearsay, for she had never talked to
a soldier in her life), was that their hearts were as gay as their
accoutrements.

At this moment the Hussar lifted his eyes and noticed her on her perch,
the white muslin neckerchief which covered her shoulders and neck where
left bare by her low gown, and her white raiment in general, showing
conspicuously in the bright sunlight of this summer day. He blushed a
little at the suddenness of the encounter, and without halting a moment
from his pace passed on.

All that day the foreigner’s face haunted Phyllis; its aspect was so
striking, so handsome, and his eyes were so blue, and sad, and
abstracted. It was perhaps only natural that on some following day at
the same hour she should look over that wall again, and wait till he
had passed a second time. On this occasion he was reading a letter, and
at the sight of her his manner was that of one who had half expected or
hoped to discover her. He almost stopped, smiled, and made a courteous
salute. The end of the meeting was that they exchanged a few words. She
asked him what he was reading, and he readily informed her that he was
re-perusing letters from his mother in Germany; he did not get them
often, he said, and was forced to read the old ones a great many times.
This was all that passed at the present interview, but others of the
same kind followed.

Phyllis used to say that his English, though not good, was quite
intelligible to her, so that their acquaintance was never hindered by
difficulties of speech. Whenever the subject became too delicate,
subtle, or tender, for such words of English as were at his command,
the eyes no doubt helped out the tongue, and—though this was later
on—the lips helped out the eyes. In short this acquaintance,
unguardedly made, and rash enough on her part, developed and ripened.
Like Desdemona, she pitied him, and learnt his history.

His name was Matthäus Tina, and Saarbrück his native town, where his
mother was still living. His age was twenty-two, and he had already
risen to the grade of corporal, though he had not long been in the
army. Phyllis used to assert that no such refined or well-educated
young man could have been found in the ranks of the purely English
regiments, some of these foreign soldiers having rather the graceful
manner and presence of our native officers than of our rank and file.

She by degrees learnt from her foreign friend a circumstance about
himself and his comrades which Phyllis would least have expected of the
York Hussars. So far from being as gay as its uniform, the regiment was
pervaded by a dreadful melancholy, a chronic home-sickness, which
depressed many of the men to such an extent that they could hardly
attend to their drill. The worst sufferers were the younger soldiers
who had not been over here long. They hated England and English life;
they took no interest whatever in King George and his island kingdom,
and they only wished to be out of it and never to see it any more.
Their bodies were here, but their hearts and minds were always far away
in their dear fatherland, of which—brave men and stoical as they were
in many ways—they would speak with tears in their eyes. One of the
worst of the sufferers from this home-woe, as he called it in his own
tongue, was Matthäus Tina, whose dreamy musing nature felt the gloom of
exile still more intensely from the fact that he had left a lonely
mother at home with nobody to cheer her.

Though Phyllis, touched by all this, and interested in his history, did
not disdain her soldier’s acquaintance, she declined (according to her
own account, at least) to permit the young man to overstep the line of
mere friendship for a long while—as long, indeed, as she considered
herself likely to become the possession of another; though it is
probable that she had lost her heart to Matthäus before she was herself
aware. The stone wall of necessity made anything like intimacy
difficult; and he had never ventured to come, or to ask to come, inside
the garden, so that all their conversation had been overtly conducted
across this boundary.

CHAPTER III

But news reached the village from a friend of Phyllis’s father
concerning Mr. Humphrey Gould, her remarkably cool and patient
betrothed. This gentleman had been heard to say in Bath that he
considered his overtures to Miss Phyllis Grove to have reached only the
stage of a half-understanding; and in view of his enforced absence on
his father’s account, who was too great an invalid now to attend to his
affairs, he thought it best that there should be no definite promise as
yet on either side. He was not sure, indeed, that he might not cast his
eyes elsewhere.

This account—though only a piece of hearsay, and as such entitled to no
absolute credit—tallied so well with the infrequency of his letters and
their lack of warmth, that Phyllis did not doubt its truth for one
moment; and from that hour she felt herself free to bestow her heart as
she should choose. Not so her father; he declared the whole story to be
a fabrication. He had known Mr. Gould’s family from his boyhood; and if
there was one proverb which expressed the matrimonial aspect of that
family well, it was ‘Love me little, love me long.’ Humphrey was an
honourable man, who would not think of treating his engagement so
lightly. ‘Do you wait in patience,’ he said; ‘all will be right enough
in time.’

From these words Phyllis at first imagined that her father was in
correspondence with Mr. Gould; and her heart sank within her; for in
spite of her original intentions she had been relieved to hear that her
engagement had come to nothing. But she presently learnt that her
father had heard no more of Humphrey Gould than she herself had done;
while he would not write and address her affianced directly on the
subject, lest it should be deemed an imputation on that bachelor’s
honour.

‘You want an excuse for encouraging one or other of those foreign
fellows to flatter you with his unmeaning attentions,’ her father
exclaimed, his mood having of late been a very unkind one towards her.
‘I see more than I say. Don’t you ever set foot outside that
garden-fence without my permission. If you want to see the camp I’ll
take you myself some Sunday afternoon.’

Phyllis had not the smallest intention of disobeying him in her
actions, but she assumed herself to be independent with respect to her
feelings. She no longer checked her fancy for the Hussar, though she
was far from regarding him as her lover in the serious sense in which
an Englishman might have been regarded as such. The young foreign
soldier was almost an ideal being to her, with none of the
appurtenances of an ordinary house-dweller; one who had descended she
knew not whence, and would disappear she knew not whither; the subject
of a fascinating dream—no more.

They met continually now—mostly at dusk—during the brief interval
between the going down of the sun and the minute at which the last
trumpet-call summoned him to his tent. Perhaps her manner had become
less restrained latterly; at any rate that of the Hussar was so; he had
grown more tender every day, and at parting after these hurried
interviews she reached down her hand from the top of the wall that he
might press it. One evening he held it so long that she exclaimed, ‘The
wall is white, and somebody in the field may see your shape against
it!’

He lingered so long that night that it was with the greatest difficulty
that he could run across the intervening stretch of ground and enter
the camp in time. On the next occasion of his awaiting her she did not
appear in her usual place at the usual hour. His disappointment was
unspeakably keen; he remained staring blankly at the spot, like a man
in a trance. The trumpets and tattoo sounded, and still he did not go.

She had been delayed purely by an accident. When she arrived she was
anxious because of the lateness of the hour, having heard as well as he
the sounds denoting the closing of the camp. She implored him to leave
immediately.

‘No,’ he said gloomily. ‘I shall not go in yet—the moment you come—I
have thought of your coming all day.’

‘But you may be disgraced at being after time?’

‘I don’t mind that. I should have disappeared from the world some time
ago if it had not been for two persons—my beloved, here, and my mother
in Saarbrück. I hate the army. I care more for a minute of your company
than for all the promotion in the world.’

Thus he stayed and talked to her, and told her interesting details of
his native place, and incidents of his childhood, till she was in a
simmer of distress at his recklessness in remaining. It was only
because she insisted on bidding him good-night and leaving the wall
that he returned to his quarters.

The next time that she saw him he was without the stripes that had
adorned his sleeve. He had been broken to the level of private for his
lateness that night; and as Phyllis considered herself to be the cause
of his disgrace her sorrow was great. But the position was now
reversed; it was his turn to cheer her.

‘Don’t grieve, meine Liebliche!’ he said. ‘I have got a remedy for
whatever comes. First, even supposing I regain my stripes, would your
father allow you to marry a non-commissioned officer in the York
Hussars?’

She flushed. This practical step had not been in her mind in relation
to such an unrealistic person as he was; and a moment’s reflection was
enough for it. ‘My father would not—certainly would not,’ she answered
unflinchingly. ‘It cannot be thought of! My dear friend, please do
forget me: I fear I am ruining you and your prospects!’

‘Not at all!’ said he. ‘You are giving this country of yours just
sufficient interest to me to make me care to keep alive in it. If my
dear land were here also, and my old parent, with you, I could be happy
as I am, and would do my best as a soldier. But it is not so. And now
listen. This is my plan. That you go with me to my own country, and be
my wife there, and live there with my mother and me. I am not a
Hanoverian, as you know, though I entered the army as such; my country
is by the Saar, and is at peace with France, and if I were once in it I
should be free.’

‘But how get there?’ she asked. Phyllis had been rather amazed than
shocked at his proposition. Her position in her father’s house was
growing irksome and painful in the extreme; his parental affection
seemed to be quite dried up. She was not a native of the village, like
all the joyous girls around her; and in some way Matthäus Tina had
infected her with his own passionate longing for his country, and
mother, and home.

‘But how?’ she repeated, finding that he did not answer. ‘Will you buy
your discharge?’

‘Ah, no,’ he said. ‘That’s impossible in these times. No; I came here
against my will; why should I not escape? Now is the time, as we shall
soon be striking camp, and I might see you no more. This is my scheme.
I will ask you to meet me on the highway two miles off; on some calm
night next week that may be appointed. There will be nothing unbecoming
in it, or to cause you shame; you will not fly alone with me, for I
will bring with me my devoted young friend Christoph, an Alsatian, who
has lately joined the regiment, and who has agreed to assist in this
enterprise. We shall have come from yonder harbour, where we shall have
examined the boats, and found one suited to our purpose. Christoph has
already a chart of the Channel, and we will then go to the harbour, and
at midnight cut the boat from her moorings, and row away round the
point out of sight; and by the next morning we are on the coast of
France, near Cherbourg. The rest is easy, for I have saved money for
the land journey, and can get a change of clothes. I will write to my
mother, who will meet us on the way.’

He added details in reply to her inquiries, which left no doubt in
Phyllis’s mind of the feasibility of the undertaking. But its magnitude
almost appalled her; and it is questionable if she would ever have gone
further in the wild adventure if, on entering the house that night, her
father had not accosted her in the most significant terms.

‘How about the York Hussars?’ he said.

‘They are still at the camp; but they are soon going away, I believe.’

‘It is useless for you to attempt to cloak your actions in that way.
You have been meeting one of those fellows; you have been seen walking
with him—foreign barbarians, not much better than the French
themselves! I have made up my mind—don’t speak a word till I have done,
please!—I have made up my mind that you shall stay here no longer while
they are on the spot. You shall go to your aunt’s.’

It was useless for her to protest that she had never taken a walk with
any soldier or man under the sun except himself. Her protestations were
feeble, too, for though he was not literally correct in his assertion,
he was virtually only half in error.

The house of her father’s sister was a prison to Phyllis. She had quite
recently undergone experience of its gloom; and when her father went on
to direct her to pack what would be necessary for her to take, her
heart died within her. In after years she never attempted to excuse her
conduct during this week of agitation; but the result of her
self-communing was that she decided to join in the scheme of her lover
and his friend, and fly to the country which he had coloured with such
lovely hues in her imagination. She always said that the one feature in
his proposal which overcame her hesitation was the obvious purity and
straightforwardness of his intentions. He showed himself to be so
virtuous and kind; he treated her with a respect to which she had never
before been accustomed; and she was braced to the obvious risks of the
voyage by her confidence in him.

CHAPTER IV

It was on a soft, dark evening of the following week that they engaged
in the adventure. Tina was to meet her at a point in the highway at
which the lane to the village branched off. Christoph was to go ahead
of them to the harbour where the boat lay, row it round the Nothe—or
Look-out as it was called in those days—and pick them up on the other
side of the promontory, which they were to reach by crossing the
harbour-bridge on foot, and climbing over the Look-out hill.

As soon as her father had ascended to his room she left the house, and,
bundle in hand, proceeded at a trot along the lane. At such an hour not
a soul was afoot anywhere in the village, and she reached the junction
of the lane with the highway unobserved. Here she took up her position
in the obscurity formed by the angle of a fence, whence she could
discern every one who approached along the turnpike-road, without being
herself seen.

She had not remained thus waiting for her lover longer than a
minute—though from the tension of her nerves the lapse of even that
short time was trying—when, instead of the expected footsteps, the
stage-coach could be heard descending the hill. She knew that Tina
would not show himself till the road was clear, and waited impatiently
for the coach to pass. Nearing the corner where she was it slackened
speed, and, instead of going by as usual, drew up within a few yards of
her. A passenger alighted, and she heard his voice. It was Humphrey
Gould’s.

He had brought a friend with him, and luggage. The luggage was
deposited on the grass, and the coach went on its route to the royal
watering-place.

‘I wonder where that young man is with the horse and trap?’ said her
former admirer to his companion. ‘I hope we shan’t have to wait here
long. I told him half-past nine o’clock precisely.’

‘Have you got her present safe?’

‘Phyllis’s? O, yes. It is in this trunk. I hope it will please her.’

‘Of course it will. What woman would not be pleased with such a
handsome peace-offering?’

‘Well—she deserves it. I’ve treated her rather badly. But she has been
in my mind these last two days much more than I should care to confess
to everybody. Ah, well; I’ll say no more about that. It cannot be that
she is so bad as they make out. I am quite sure that a girl of her good
wit would know better than to get entangled with any of those
Hanoverian soldiers. I won’t believe it of her, and there’s an end
on’t.’

More words in the same strain were casually dropped as the two men
waited; words which revealed to her, as by a sudden illumination, the
enormity of her conduct. The conversation was at length cut off by the
arrival of the man with the vehicle. The luggage was placed in it, and
they mounted, and were driven on in the direction from which she had
just come.

Phyllis was so conscience-stricken that she was at first inclined to
follow them; but a moment’s reflection led her to feel that it would
only be bare justice to Matthäus to wait till he arrived, and explain
candidly that she had changed her mind—difficult as the struggle would
be when she stood face to face with him. She bitterly reproached
herself for having believed reports which represented Humphrey Gould as
false to his engagement, when, from what she now heard from his own
lips, she gathered that he had been living full of trust in her. But
she knew well enough who had won her love. Without him her life seemed
a dreary prospect, yet the more she looked at his proposal the more she
feared to accept it—so wild as it was, so vague, so venturesome. She
had promised Humphrey Gould, and it was only his assumed faithlessness
which had led her to treat that promise as nought. His solicitude in
bringing her these gifts touched her; her promise must be kept, and
esteem must take the place of love. She would preserve her
self-respect. She would stay at home, and marry him, and suffer.

Phyllis had thus braced herself to an exceptional fortitude when, a few
minutes later, the outline of Matthäus Tina appeared behind a
field-gate, over which he lightly leapt as she stepped forward. There
was no evading it, he pressed her to his breast.

‘It is the first and last time!’ she wildly thought as she stood
encircled by his arms.

How Phyllis got through the terrible ordeal of that night she could
never clearly recollect. She always attributed her success in carrying
out her resolve to her lover’s honour, for as soon as she declared to
him in feeble words that she had changed her mind, and felt that she
could not, dared not, fly with him, he forbore to urge her, grieved as
he was at her decision. Unscrupulous pressure on his part, seeing how
romantically she had become attached to him, would no doubt have turned
the balance in his favour. But he did nothing to tempt her unduly or
unfairly.

On her side, fearing for his safety, she begged him to remain. This, he
declared, could not be. ‘I cannot break faith with my friend,’ said he.
Had he stood alone he would have abandoned his plan. But Christoph,
with the boat and compass and chart, was waiting on the shore; the tide
would soon turn; his mother had been warned of his coming; go he must.

Many precious minutes were lost while he tarried, unable to tear
himself away. Phyllis held to her resolve, though it cost her many a
bitter pang. At last they parted, and he went down the hill. Before his
footsteps had quite died away she felt a desire to behold at least his
outline once more, and running noiselessly after him regained view of
his diminishing figure. For one moment she was sufficiently excited to
be on the point of rushing forward and linking her fate with his. But
she could not. The courage which at the critical instant failed
Cleopatra of Egypt could scarcely be expected of Phyllis Grove.

A dark shape, similar to his own, joined him in the highway. It was
Christoph, his friend. She could see no more; they had hastened on in
the direction of the town and harbour, four miles ahead. With a feeling
akin to despair she turned and slowly pursued her way homeward.

Tattoo sounded in the camp; but there was no camp for her now. It was
as dead as the camp of the Assyrians after the passage of the
Destroying Angel.

She noiselessly entered the house, seeing nobody, and went to bed.
Grief, which kept her awake at first, ultimately wrapped her in a heavy
sleep. The next morning her father met her at the foot of the stairs.

‘Mr. Gould is come!’ he said triumphantly.

Humphrey was staying at the inn, and had already called to inquire for
her. He had brought her a present of a very handsome looking-glass in a
frame of _repoussé_ silverwork, which her father held in his hand. He
had promised to call again in the course of an hour, to ask Phyllis to
walk with him.

Pretty mirrors were rarer in country-houses at that day than they are
now, and the one before her won Phyllis’s admiration. She looked into
it, saw how heavy her eyes were, and endeavoured to brighten them. She
was in that wretched state of mind which leads a woman to move
mechanically onward in what she conceives to be her allotted path. Mr.
Humphrey had, in his undemonstrative way, been adhering all along to
the old understanding; it was for her to do the same, and to say not a
word of her own lapse. She put on her bonnet and tippet, and when he
arrived at the hour named she was at the door awaiting him.

CHAPTER V

Phyllis thanked him for his beautiful gift; but the talking was soon
entirely on Humphrey’s side as they walked along. He told her of the
latest movements of the world of fashion—a subject which she willingly
discussed to the exclusion of anything more personal—and his measured
language helped to still her disquieted heart and brain. Had not her
own sadness been what it was she must have observed his embarrassment.
At last he abruptly changed the subject.

‘I am glad you are pleased with my little present,’ he said. ‘The truth
is that I brought it to propitiate ’ee, and to get you to help me out
of a mighty difficulty.’

It was inconceivable to Phyllis that this independent bachelor—whom she
admired in some respects—could have a difficulty.

‘Phyllis—I’ll tell you my secret at once; for I have a monstrous secret
to confide before I can ask your counsel. The case is, then, that I am
married: yes, I have privately married a dear young belle; and if you
knew her, and I hope you will, you would say everything in her praise.
But she is not quite the one that my father would have chose for me—you
know the paternal idea as well as I—and I have kept it secret. There
will be a terrible noise, no doubt; but I think that with your help I
may get over it. If you would only do me this good turn—when I have
told my father, I mean—say that you never could have married me, you
know, or something of that sort—’pon my life it will help to smooth the
way vastly. I am so anxious to win him round to my point of view, and
not to cause any estrangement.’

What Phyllis replied she scarcely knew, or how she counselled him as to
his unexpected situation. Yet the relief that his announcement brought
her was perceptible. To have confided her trouble in return was what
her aching heart longed to do; and had Humphrey been a woman she would
instantly have poured out her tale. But to him she feared to confess;
and there was a real reason for silence, till a sufficient time had
elapsed to allow her lover and his comrade to get out of harm’s way.

As soon as she reached home again she sought a solitary place, and
spent the time in half regretting that she had not gone away, and in
dreaming over the meetings with Matthäus Tina from their beginning to
their end. In his own country, amongst his own countrywomen, he would
possibly soon forget her, even to her very name.

Her listlessness was such that she did not go out of the house for
several days. There came a morning which broke in fog and mist, behind
which the dawn could be discerned in greenish grey; and the outlines of
the tents, and the rows of horses at the ropes. The smoke from the
canteen fires drooped heavily.

The spot at the bottom of the garden where she had been accustomed to
climb the wall to meet Matthäus, was the only inch of English ground in
which she took any interest; and in spite of the disagreeable haze
prevailing she walked out there till she reached the well-known corner.
Every blade of grass was weighted with little liquid globes, and slugs
and snails had crept out upon the plots. She could hear the usual faint
noises from the camp, and in the other direction the trot of farmers on
the road to the town, for it was market-day. She observed that her
frequent visits to this corner had quite trodden down the grass in the
angle of the wall, and left marks of garden soil on the stepping-stones
by which she had mounted to look over the top. Seldom having gone there
till dusk, she had not considered that her traces might be visible by
day. Perhaps it was these which had revealed her trysts to her father.

While she paused in melancholy regard, she fancied that the customary
sounds from the tents were changing their character. Indifferent as
Phyllis was to camp doings now, she mounted by the steps to the old
place. What she beheld at first awed and perplexed her; then she stood
rigid, her fingers hooked to the wall, her eyes staring out of her
head, and her face as if hardened to stone.

On the open green stretching before her all the regiments in the camp
were drawn up in line, in the mid-front of which two empty coffins lay
on the ground. The unwonted sounds which she had noticed came from an
advancing procession. It consisted of the band of the York Hussars
playing a dead march; next two soldiers of that regiment in a mourning
coach, guarded on each side, and accompanied by two priests. Behind
came a crowd of rustics who had been attracted by the event. The
melancholy procession marched along the front of the line, returned to
the centre, and halted beside the coffins, where the two condemned men
were blindfolded, and each placed kneeling on his coffin; a few minutes
pause was now given, while they prayed.

A firing-party of twenty-four men stood ready with levelled carbines.
The commanding officer, who had his sword drawn, waved it through some
cuts of the sword-exercise till he reached the downward stroke, whereat
the firing-party discharged their volley. The two victims fell, one
upon his face across his coffin, the other backwards.

As the volley resounded there arose a shriek from the wall of Dr.
Grove’s garden, and some one fell down inside; but nobody among the
spectators without noticed it at the time. The two executed Hussars
were Matthäus Tina and his friend Christoph. The soldiers on guard
placed the bodies in the coffins almost instantly; but the colonel of
the regiment, an Englishman, rode up and exclaimed in a stern voice:
‘Turn them out—as an example to the men!’

The coffins were lifted endwise, and the dead Germans flung out upon
their faces on the grass. Then all the regiments wheeled in sections,
and marched past the spot in slow time. When the survey was over the
corpses were again coffined, and borne away.

Meanwhile Dr. Grove, attracted by the noise of the volley, had rushed
out into his garden, where he saw his wretched daughter lying
motionless against the wall. She was taken indoors, but it was long
before she recovered consciousness; and for weeks they despaired of her
reason.

It transpired that the luckless deserters from the York Hussars had cut
the boat from her moorings in the adjacent harbour, according to their
plan, and, with two other comrades who were smarting under
ill-treatment from their colonel, had sailed in safety across the
Channel. But mistaking their bearings they steered into Jersey,
thinking that island the French coast. Here they were perceived to be
deserters, and delivered up to the authorities. Matthäus and Christoph
interceded for the other two at the court-martial, saying that it was
entirely by the former’s representations that these were induced to go.
Their sentence was accordingly commuted to flogging, the death
punishment being reserved for their leaders.

The visitor to the well-known old Georgian watering-place, who may care
to ramble to the neighbouring village under the hills, and examine the
register of burials, will there find two entries in these words:—

‘Matth:—Tina (Corpl.) in His Majesty’s Regmt. of York Hussars, and Shot
for Desertion, was Buried June 30th, 1801, aged 22 years. Born in the
town of Sarrbruk, Germany.


‘Christoph Bless, belonging to His Majesty’s Regmt. of York Hussars,
who was Shot for Desertion, was Buried June 30th, 1801, aged 22 years.
Born at Lothaargen, Alsatia.’


Their graves were dug at the back of the little church, near the wall.
There is no memorial to mark the spot, but Phyllis pointed it out to
me. While she lived she used to keep their mounds neat; but now they
are overgrown with nettles, and sunk nearly flat. The older villagers,
however, who know of the episode from their parents, still recollect
the place where the soldiers lie. Phyllis lies near.

_October_ 1889.



THE FIDDLER OF THE REELS


‘Talking of Exhibitions, World’s Fairs, and what not,’ said the old
gentleman, ‘I would not go round the corner to see a dozen of them
nowadays. The only exhibition that ever made, or ever will make, any
impression upon my imagination was the first of the series, the parent
of them all, and now a thing of old times—the Great Exhibition of 1851,
in Hyde Park, London. None of the younger generation can realize the
sense of novelty it produced in us who were then in our prime. A noun
substantive went so far as to become an adjective in honour of the
occasion. It was “exhibition” hat, “exhibition” razor-strop,
“exhibition” watch; nay, even “exhibition” weather, “exhibition”
spirits, sweethearts, babies, wives—for the time.

‘For South Wessex, the year formed in many ways an extraordinary
chronological frontier or transit-line, at which there occurred what
one might call a precipice in Time. As in a geological “fault,” we had
presented to us a sudden bringing of ancient and modern into absolute
contact, such as probably in no other single year since the Conquest
was ever witnessed in this part of the country.’

These observations led us onward to talk of the different personages,
gentle and simple, who lived and moved within our narrow and peaceful
horizon at that time; and of three people in particular, whose queer
little history was oddly touched at points by the Exhibition, more
concerned with it than that of anybody else who dwelt in those outlying
shades of the world, Stickleford, Mellstock, and Egdon. First in
prominence among these three came Wat Ollamoor—if that were his real
name—whom the seniors in our party had known well.

He was a woman’s man, they said,—supremely so—externally little else.
To men he was not attractive; perhaps a little repulsive at times.
Musician, dandy, and company-man in practice; veterinary surgeon in
theory, he lodged awhile in Mellstock village, coming from nobody knew
where; though some said his first appearance in this neighbourhood had
been as fiddle-player in a show at Greenhill Fair.

Many a worthy villager envied him his power over unsophisticated
maidenhood—a power which seemed sometimes to have a touch of the weird
and wizardly in it. Personally he was not ill-favoured, though rather
un-English, his complexion being a rich olive, his rank hair dark and
rather clammy—made still clammier by secret ointments, which, when he
came fresh to a party, caused him to smell like ‘boys’-love’
(southernwood) steeped in lamp-oil. On occasion he wore curls—a double
row—running almost horizontally around his head. But as these were
sometimes noticeably absent, it was concluded that they were not
altogether of Nature’s making. By girls whose love for him had turned
to hatred he had been nicknamed ‘Mop,’ from this abundance of hair,
which was long enough to rest upon his shoulders; as time passed the
name more and more prevailed.

His fiddling possibly had the most to do with the fascination he
exercised, for, to speak fairly, it could claim for itself a most
peculiar and personal quality, like that in a moving preacher. There
were tones in it which bred the immediate conviction that indolence and
averseness to systematic application were all that lay between ‘Mop’
and the career of a second Paganini.

While playing he invariably closed his eyes; using no notes, and, as it
were, allowing the violin to wander on at will into the most plaintive
passages ever heard by rustic man. There was a certain lingual
character in the supplicatory expressions he produced, which would well
nigh have drawn an ache from the heart of a gate-post. He could make
any child in the parish, who was at all sensitive to music, burst into
tears in a few minutes by simply fiddling one of the old dance-tunes he
almost entirely affected—country jigs, reels, and ‘Favourite Quick
Steps’ of the last century—some mutilated remains of which even now
reappear as nameless phantoms in new quadrilles and gallops, where they
are recognized only by the curious, or by such old-fashioned and
far-between people as have been thrown with men like Wat Ollamoor in
their early life.

His date was a little later than that of the old Mellstock quire-band
which comprised the Dewys, Mail, and the rest—in fact, he did not rise
above the horizon thereabout till those well-known musicians were
disbanded as ecclesiastical functionaries. In their honest love of
thoroughness they despised the new man’s style. Theophilus Dewy (Reuben
the tranter’s younger brother) used to say there was no ‘plumness’ in
it—no bowing, no solidity—it was all fantastical. And probably this was
true. Anyhow, Mop had, very obviously, never bowed a note of
church-music from his birth; he never once sat in the gallery of
Mellstock church where the others had tuned their venerable psalmody so
many hundreds of times; had never, in all likelihood, entered a church
at all. All were devil’s tunes in his repertory. ‘He could no more play
the Wold Hundredth to his true time than he could play the brazen
serpent,’ the tranter would say. (The brazen serpent was supposed in
Mellstock to be a musical instrument particularly hard to blow.)

Occasionally Mop could produce the aforesaid moving effect upon the
souls of grown-up persons, especially young women of fragile and
responsive organization. Such an one was Car’line Aspent. Though she
was already engaged to be married before she met him, Car’line, of them
all, was the most influenced by Mop Ollamoor’s heart-stealing melodies,
to her discomfort, nay, positive pain and ultimate injury. She was a
pretty, invocating, weak-mouthed girl, whose chief defect as a
companion with her sex was a tendency to peevishness now and then. At
this time she was not a resident in Mellstock parish where Mop lodged,
but lived some miles off at Stickleford, farther down the river.

How and where she first made acquaintance with him and his fiddling is
not truly known, but the story was that it either began or was
developed on one spring evening, when, in passing through Lower
Mellstock, she chanced to pause on the bridge near his house to rest
herself, and languidly leaned over the parapet. Mop was standing on his
door-step, as was his custom, spinning the insidious thread of semi-
and demi-semi-quavers from the E string of his fiddle for the benefit
of passers-by, and laughing as the tears rolled down the cheeks of the
little children hanging around him. Car’line pretended to be engrossed
with the rippling of the stream under the arches, but in reality she
was listening, as he knew. Presently the aching of the heart seized her
simultaneously with a wild desire to glide airily in the mazes of an
infinite dance. To shake off the fascination she resolved to go on,
although it would be necessary to pass him as he played. On stealthily
glancing ahead at the performer, she found to her relief that his eyes
were closed in abandonment to instrumentation, and she strode on
boldly. But when closer her step grew timid, her tread convulsed itself
more and more accordantly with the time of the melody, till she very
nearly danced along. Gaining another glance at him when immediately
opposite, she saw that _one_ of his eyes was open, quizzing her as he
smiled at her emotional state. Her gait could not divest itself of its
compelled capers till she had gone a long way past the house; and
Car’line was unable to shake off the strange infatuation for hours.

After that day, whenever there was to be in the neighbourhood a dance
to which she could get an invitation, and where Mop Ollamoor was to be
the musician, Car’line contrived to be present, though it sometimes
involved a walk of several miles; for he did not play so often in
Stickleford as elsewhere.

The next evidences of his influence over her were singular enough, and
it would require a neurologist to fully explain them. She would be
sitting quietly, any evening after dark, in the house of her father,
the parish clerk, which stood in the middle of Stickleford village
street, this being the highroad between Lower Mellstock and Moreford,
five miles eastward. Here, without a moment’s warning, and in the midst
of a general conversation between her father, sister, and the young man
before alluded to, who devotedly wooed her in ignorance of her
infatuation, she would start from her seat in the chimney-corner as if
she had received a galvanic shock, and spring convulsively towards the
ceiling; then she would burst into tears, and it was not till some
half-hour had passed that she grew calm as usual. Her father, knowing
her hysterical tendencies, was always excessively anxious about this
trait in his youngest girl, and feared the attack to be a species of
epileptic fit. Not so her sister Julia. Julia had found out what was
the cause. At the moment before the jumping, only an exceptionally
sensitive ear situated in the chimney-nook could have caught from down
the flue the beat of a man’s footstep along the highway without. But it
was in that footfall, for which she had been waiting, that the origin
of Car’line’s involuntary springing lay. The pedestrian was Mop
Ollamoor, as the girl well knew; but his business that way was not to
visit her; he sought another woman whom he spoke of as his Intended,
and who lived at Moreford, two miles farther on. On one, and only one,
occasion did it happen that Car’line could not control her utterance;
it was when her sister alone chanced to be present. ‘Oh—oh—oh—!’ she
cried. ‘He’s going to _her_, and not coming to _me_!’

To do the fiddler justice he had not at first thought greatly of, or
spoken much to, this girl of impressionable mould. But he had soon
found out her secret, and could not resist a little by-play with her
too easily hurt heart, as an interlude between his more serious
performances at Moreford. The two became well acquainted, though only
by stealth, hardly a soul in Stickleford except her sister, and her
lover Ned Hipcroft, being aware of the attachment. Her father
disapproved of her coldness to Ned; her sister, too, hoped she might
get over this nervous passion for a man of whom so little was known.
The ultimate result was that Car’line’s manly and simple wooer Edward
found his suit becoming practically hopeless. He was a respectable
mechanic, in a far sounder position than Mop the nominal horse-doctor;
but when, before leaving her, Ned put his flat and final question,
would she marry him, then and there, now or never, it was with little
expectation of obtaining more than the negative she gave him. Though
her father supported him and her sister supported him, he could not
play the fiddle so as to draw your soul out of your body like a
spider’s thread, as Mop did, till you felt as limp as withy-wind and
yearned for something to cling to. Indeed, Hipcroft had not the
slightest ear for music; could not sing two notes in tune, much less
play them.

The No he had expected and got from her, in spite of a preliminary
encouragement, gave Ned a new start in life. It had been uttered in
such a tone of sad entreaty that he resolved to persecute her no more;
she should not even be distressed by a sight of his form in the distant
perspective of the street and lane. He left the place, and his natural
course was to London.

The railway to South Wessex was in process of construction, but it was
not as yet opened for traffic; and Hipcroft reached the capital by a
six days’ trudge on foot, as many a better man had done before him. He
was one of the last of the artisan class who used that now extinct
method of travel to the great centres of labour, so customary then from
time immemorial.

In London he lived and worked regularly at his trade. More fortunate
than many, his disinterested willingness recommended him from the
first. During the ensuing four years he was never out of employment. He
neither advanced nor receded in the modern sense; he improved as a
workman, but he did not shift one jot in social position. About his
love for Car’line he maintained a rigid silence. No doubt he often
thought of her; but being always occupied, and having no relations at
Stickleford, he held no communication with that part of the country,
and showed no desire to return. In his quiet lodging in Lambeth he
moved about after working-hours with the facility of a woman, doing his
own cooking, attending to his stocking-heels, and shaping himself by
degrees to a life-long bachelorhood. For this conduct one is bound to
advance the canonical reason that time could not efface from his heart
the image of little Car’line Aspent—and it may be in part true; but
there was also the inference that his was a nature not greatly
dependent upon the ministrations of the other sex for its comforts.

The fourth year of his residence as a mechanic in London was the year
of the Hyde-Park Exhibition already mentioned, and at the construction
of this huge glass-house, then unexampled in the world’s history, he
worked daily. It was an era of great hope and activity among the
nations and industries. Though Hipcroft was, in his small way, a
central man in the movement, he plodded on with his usual outward
placidity. Yet for him, too, the year was destined to have its
surprises, for when the bustle of getting the building ready for the
opening day was past, the ceremonies had been witnessed, and people
were flocking thither from all parts of the globe, he received a letter
from Car’line. Till that day the silence of four years between himself
and Stickleford had never been broken.

She informed her old lover, in an uncertain penmanship which suggested
a trembling hand, of the trouble she had been put to in ascertaining
his address, and then broached the subject which had prompted her to
write. Four years ago, she said with the greatest delicacy of which she
was capable, she had been so foolish as to refuse him. Her wilful
wrong-headedness had since been a grief to her many times, and of late
particularly. As for Mr. Ollamoor, he had been absent almost as long as
Ned—she did not know where. She would gladly marry Ned now if he were
to ask her again, and be a tender little wife to him till her life’s
end.

A tide of warm feeling must have surged through Ned Hipcroft’s frame on
receipt of this news, if we may judge by the issue. Unquestionably he
loved her still, even if not to the exclusion of every other happiness.
This from his Car’line, she who had been dead to him these many years,
alive to him again as of old, was in itself a pleasant, gratifying
thing. Ned had grown so resigned to, or satisfied with, his lonely lot,
that he probably would not have shown much jubilation at anything.
Still, a certain ardour of preoccupation, after his first surprise,
revealed how deeply her confession of faith in him had stirred him.
Measured and methodical in his ways, he did not answer the letter that
day, nor the next, nor the next. He was having ‘a good think.’ When he
did answer it, there was a great deal of sound reasoning mixed in with
the unmistakable tenderness of his reply; but the tenderness itself was
sufficient to reveal that he was pleased with her straightforward
frankness; that the anchorage she had once obtained in his heart was
renewable, if it had not been continuously firm.

He told her—and as he wrote his lips twitched humorously over the few
gentle words of raillery he indited among the rest of his
sentences—that it was all very well for her to come round at this time
of day. Why wouldn’t she have him when he wanted her? She had no doubt
learned that he was not married, but suppose his affections had since
been fixed on another? She ought to beg his pardon. Still, he was not
the man to forget her. But considering how he had been used, and what
he had suffered, she could not quite expect him to go down to
Stickleford and fetch her. But if she would come to him, and say she
was sorry, as was only fair; why, yes, he would marry her, knowing what
a good little woman she was at the core. He added that the request for
her to come to him was a less one to make than it would have been when
he first left Stickleford, or even a few months ago; for the new
railway into South Wessex was now open, and there had just begun to be
run wonderfully contrived special trains, called excursion-trains, on
account of the Great Exhibition; so that she could come up easily
alone.

She said in her reply how good it was of him to treat her so
generously, after her hot and cold treatment of him; that though she
felt frightened at the magnitude of the journey, and was never as yet
in a railway-train, having only seen one pass at a distance, she
embraced his offer with all her heart; and would, indeed, own to him
how sorry she was, and beg his pardon, and try to be a good wife
always, and make up for lost time.

The remaining details of when and where were soon settled, Car’line
informing him, for her ready identification in the crowd, that she
would be wearing ‘my new sprigged-laylock cotton gown,’ and Ned gaily
responding that, having married her the morning after her arrival, he
would make a day of it by taking her to the Exhibition. One early
summer afternoon, accordingly, he came from his place of work, and
hastened towards Waterloo Station to meet her. It was as wet and chilly
as an English June day can occasionally be, but as he waited on the
platform in the drizzle he glowed inwardly, and seemed to have
something to live for again.

The ‘excursion-train’—an absolutely new departure in the history of
travel—was still a novelty on the Wessex line, and probably everywhere.
Crowds of people had flocked to all the stations on the way up to
witness the unwonted sight of so long a train’s passage, even where
they did not take advantage of the opportunity it offered. The seats
for the humbler class of travellers in these early experiments in
steam-locomotion, were open trucks, without any protection whatever
from the wind and rain; and damp weather having set in with the
afternoon, the unfortunate occupants of these vehicles were, on the
train drawing up at the London terminus, found to be in a pitiable
condition from their long journey; blue-faced, stiff-necked, sneezing,
rain-beaten, chilled to the marrow, many of the men being hatless; in
fact, they resembled people who had been out all night in an open boat
on a rough sea, rather than inland excursionists for pleasure. The
women had in some degree protected themselves by turning up the skirts
of their gowns over their heads, but as by this arrangement they were
additionally exposed about the hips, they were all more or less in a
sorry plight.

In the bustle and crush of alighting forms of both sexes which followed
the entry of the huge concatenation into the station, Ned Hipcroft soon
discerned the slim little figure his eye was in search of, in the
sprigged lilac, as described. She came up to him with a frightened
smile—still pretty, though so damp, weather-beaten, and shivering from
long exposure to the wind.

‘O Ned!’ she sputtered, ‘I—I—’ He clasped her in his arms and kissed
her, whereupon she burst into a flood of tears.

‘You are wet, my poor dear! I hope you’ll not get cold,’ he said. And
surveying her and her multifarious surrounding packages, he noticed
that by the hand she led a toddling child—a little girl of three or
so—whose hood was as clammy and tender face as blue as those of the
other travellers.

‘Who is this—somebody you know?’ asked Ned curiously.

‘Yes, Ned. She’s mine.’

‘Yours?’

‘Yes—my own!’

‘Your own child?’

‘Yes!’

‘Well—as God’s in—’

‘Ned, I didn’t name it in my letter, because, you see, it would have
been so hard to explain! I thought that when we met I could tell you
how she happened to be born, so much better than in writing! I hope
you’ll excuse it this once, dear Ned, and not scold me, now I’ve come
so many, many miles!’

‘This means Mr. Mop Ollamoor, I reckon!’ said Hipcroft, gazing palely
at them from the distance of the yard or two to which he had withdrawn
with a start.

Car’line gasped. ‘But he’s been gone away for years!’ she supplicated.
‘And I never had a young man before! And I was so onlucky to be catched
the first time, though some of the girls down there go on like
anything!’

Ned remained in silence, pondering.

‘You’ll forgive me, dear Ned?’ she added, beginning to sob outright. ‘I
haven’t taken ’ee in after all, because—because you can pack us back
again, if you want to; though ’tis hundreds o’ miles, and so wet, and
night a-coming on, and I with no money!’

‘What the devil can I do!’ Hipcroft groaned.

A more pitiable picture than the pair of helpless creatures presented
was never seen on a rainy day, as they stood on the great, gaunt,
puddled platform, a whiff of drizzle blowing under the roof upon them
now and then; the pretty attire in which they had started from
Stickleford in the early morning bemuddled and sodden, weariness on
their faces, and fear of him in their eyes; for the child began to look
as if she thought she too had done some wrong, remaining in an appalled
silence till the tears rolled down her chubby cheeks.

‘What’s the matter, my little maid?’ said Ned mechanically.

‘I do want to go home!’ she let out, in tones that told of a bursting
heart. ‘And my totties be cold, an’ I shan’t have no bread an’ butter
no more!’

‘I don’t know what to say to it all!’ declared Ned, his own eye moist
as he turned and walked a few steps with his head down; then regarded
them again point blank. From the child escaped troubled breaths and
silently welling tears.

‘Want some bread and butter, do ’ee?’ he said, with factitious
hardness.

‘Ye-e-s!’

‘Well, I daresay I can get ’ee a bit! Naturally, you must want some.
And you, too, for that matter, Car’line.’

‘I do feel a little hungered. But I can keep it off,’ she murmured.

‘Folk shouldn’t do that,’ he said gruffly. . . . ‘There come along!’ he
caught up the child, as he added, ‘You must bide here to-night, anyhow,
I s’pose! What can you do otherwise? I’ll get ’ee some tea and
victuals; and as for this job, I’m sure I don’t know what to say! This
is the way out.’

They pursued their way, without speaking, to Ned’s lodgings, which were
not far off. There he dried them and made them comfortable, and
prepared tea; they thankfully sat down. The ready-made household of
which he suddenly found himself the head imparted a cosy aspect to his
room, and a paternal one to himself. Presently he turned to the child
and kissed her now blooming cheeks; and, looking wistfully at Car’line,
kissed her also.

‘I don’t see how I can send ’ee back all them miles,’ he growled, ‘now
you’ve come all the way o’ purpose to join me. But you must trust me,
Car’line, and show you’ve real faith in me. Well, do you feel better
now, my little woman?’

The child nodded, her mouth being otherwise occupied.

‘I did trust you, Ned, in coming; and I shall always!’

Thus, without any definite agreement to forgive her, he tacitly
acquiesced in the fate that Heaven had sent him; and on the day of
their marriage (which was not quite so soon as he had expected it could
be, on account of the time necessary for banns) he took her to the
Exhibition when they came back from church, as he had promised. While
standing near a large mirror in one of the courts devoted to furniture,
Car’line started, for in the glass appeared the reflection of a form
exactly resembling Mop Ollamoor’s—so exactly, that it seemed impossible
to believe anybody but that artist in person to be the original. On
passing round the objects which hemmed in Ned, her, and the child from
a direct view, no Mop was to be seen. Whether he were really in London
or not at that time was never known; and Car’line always stoutly denied
that her readiness to go and meet Ned in town arose from any rumour
that Mop had also gone thither; which denial there was no reasonable
ground for doubting.

And then the year glided away, and the Exhibition folded itself up and
became a thing of the past. The park trees that had been enclosed for
six months were again exposed to the winds and storms, and the sod grew
green anew. Ned found that Car’line resolved herself into a very good
wife and companion, though she had made herself what is called cheap to
him; but in that she was like another domestic article, a cheap
tea-pot, which often brews better tea than a dear one. One autumn
Hipcroft found himself with but little work to do, and a prospect of
less for the winter. Both being country born and bred, they fancied
they would like to live again in their natural atmosphere. It was
accordingly decided between them that they should leave the pent-up
London lodging, and that Ned should seek out employment near his native
place, his wife and her daughter staying with Car’line’s father during
the search for occupation and an abode of their own.

Tinglings of pleasure pervaded Car’line’s spasmodic little frame as she
journeyed down with Ned to the place she had left two or three years
before, in silence and under a cloud. To return to where she had once
been despised, a smiling London wife with a distinct London accent, was
a triumph which the world did not witness every day.

The train did not stop at the petty roadside station that lay nearest
to Stickleford, and the trio went on to Casterbridge. Ned thought it a
good opportunity to make a few preliminary inquiries for employment at
workshops in the borough where he had been known; and feeling cold from
her journey, and it being dry underfoot and only dusk as yet, with a
moon on the point of rising, Car’line and her little girl walked on
toward Stickleford, leaving Ned to follow at a quicker pace, and pick
her up at a certain half-way house, widely known as an inn.

The woman and child pursued the well-remembered way comfortably enough,
though they were both becoming wearied. In the course of three miles
they had passed Heedless-William’s Pond, the familiar landmark by
Bloom’s End, and were drawing near the Quiet Woman Inn, a lone roadside
hostel on the lower verge of the Egdon Heath, since and for many years
abolished. In stepping up towards it Car’line heard more voices within
than had formerly been customary at such an hour, and she learned that
an auction of fat stock had been held near the spot that afternoon. The
child would be the better for a rest as well as herself, she thought,
and she entered.

The guests and customers overflowed into the passage, and Car’line had
no sooner crossed the threshold than a man whom she remembered by sight
came forward with glass and mug in his hands towards a friend leaning
against the wall; but, seeing her, very gallantly offered her a drink
of the liquor, which was gin-and-beer hot, pouring her out a tumblerful
and saying, in a moment or two: ‘Surely, ’tis little Car’line Aspent
that was—down at Stickleford?’

She assented, and, though she did not exactly want this beverage, she
drank it since it was offered, and her entertainer begged her to come
in farther and sit down. Once within the room she found that all the
persons present were seated close against the walls, and there being a
chair vacant she did the same. An explanation of their position
occurred the next moment. In the opposite corner stood Mop, rosining
his bow and looking just the same as ever. The company had cleared the
middle of the room for dancing, and they were about to dance again. As
she wore a veil to keep off the wind she did not think he had
recognized her, or could possibly guess the identity of the child; and
to her satisfied surprise she found that she could confront him quite
calmly—mistress of herself in the dignity her London life had given
her. Before she had quite emptied her glass the dance was called, the
dancers formed in two lines, the music sounded, and the figure began.

Then matters changed for Car’line. A tremor quickened itself to life in
her, and her hand so shook that she could hardly set down her glass. It
was not the dance nor the dancers, but the notes of that old violin
which thrilled the London wife, these having still all the witchery
that she had so well known of yore, and under which she had used to
lose her power of independent will. How it all came back! There was the
fiddling figure against the wall; the large, oily, mop-like head of
him, and beneath the mop the face with closed eyes.

After the first moments of paralyzed reverie the familiar tune in the
familiar rendering made her laugh and shed tears simultaneously. Then a
man at the bottom of the dance, whose partner had dropped away,
stretched out his hand and beckoned to her to take the place. She did
not want to dance; she entreated by signs to be left where she was, but
she was entreating of the tune and its player rather than of the
dancing man. The saltatory tendency which the fiddler and his cunning
instrument had ever been able to start in her was seizing Car’line just
as it had done in earlier years, possibly assisted by the gin-and-beer
hot. Tired as she was she grasped her little girl by the hand, and
plunging in at the bottom of the figure, whirled about with the rest.
She found that her companions were mostly people of the neighbouring
hamlets and farms—Bloom’s End, Mellstock, Lewgate, and elsewhere; and
by degrees she was recognized as she convulsively danced on, wishing
that Mop would cease and let her heart rest from the aching he caused,
and her feet also.

After long and many minutes the dance ended, when she was urged to
fortify herself with more gin-and-beer; which she did, feeling very
weak and overpowered with hysteric emotion. She refrained from
unveiling, to keep Mop in ignorance of her presence, if possible.
Several of the guests having left, Car’line hastily wiped her lips and
also turned to go; but, according to the account of some who remained,
at that very moment a five-handed reel was proposed, in which two or
three begged her to join.

She declined on the plea of being tired and having to walk to
Stickleford, when Mop began aggressively tweedling ‘My Fancy-Lad,’ in D
major, as the air to which the reel was to be footed. He must have
recognized her, though she did not know it, for it was the strain of
all seductive strains which she was least able to resist—the one he had
played when she was leaning over the bridge at the date of their first
acquaintance. Car’line stepped despairingly into the middle of the room
with the other four.

Reels were resorted to hereabouts at this time by the more robust
spirits, for the reduction of superfluous energy which the ordinary
figure-dances were not powerful enough to exhaust. As everybody knows,
or does not know, the five reelers stood in the form of a cross, the
reel being performed by each line of three alternately, the persons who
successively came to the middle place dancing in both directions.
Car’line soon found herself in this place, the axis of the whole
performance, and could not get out of it, the tune turning into the
first part without giving her opportunity. And now she began to suspect
that Mop did know her, and was doing this on purpose, though whenever
she stole a glance at him his closed eyes betokened obliviousness to
everything outside his own brain. She continued to wend her way through
the figure of 8 that was formed by her course, the fiddler introducing
into his notes the wild and agonizing sweetness of a living voice in
one too highly wrought; its pathos running high and running low in
endless variation, projecting through her nerves excruciating spasms, a
sort of blissful torture. The room swam, the tune was endless; and in
about a quarter of an hour the only other woman in the figure dropped
out exhausted, and sank panting on a bench.

The reel instantly resolved itself into a four-handed one. Car’line
would have given anything to leave off; but she had, or fancied she
had, no power, while Mop played such tunes; and thus another ten
minutes slipped by, a haze of dust now clouding the candles, the floor
being of stone, sanded. Then another dancer fell out—one of the men—and
went into the passage, in a frantic search for liquor. To turn the
figure into a three-handed reel was the work of a second, Mop
modulating at the same time into ‘The Fairy Dance,’ as better suited to
the contracted movement, and no less one of those foods of love which,
as manufactured by his bow, had always intoxicated her.

In a reel for three there was no rest whatever, and four or five
minutes were enough to make her remaining two partners, now thoroughly
blown, stamp their last bar and, like their predecessors, limp off into
the next room to get something to drink. Car’line, half-stifled inside
her veil, was left dancing alone, the apartment now being empty of
everybody save herself, Mop, and their little girl.

She flung up the veil, and cast her eyes upon him, as if imploring him
to withdraw himself and his acoustic magnetism from the atmosphere. Mop
opened one of his own orbs, as though for the first time, fixed it
peeringly upon her, and smiling dreamily, threw into his strains the
reserve of expression which he could not afford to waste on a big and
noisy dance. Crowds of little chromatic subtleties, capable of drawing
tears from a statue, proceeded straightway from the ancient fiddle, as
if it were dying of the emotion which had been pent up within it ever
since its banishment from some Italian city where it first took shape
and sound. There was that in the look of Mop’s one dark eye which said:
‘You cannot leave off, dear, whether you would or no!’ and it bred in
her a paroxysm of desperation that defied him to tire her down.

She thus continued to dance alone, defiantly as she thought, but in
truth slavishly and abjectly, subject to every wave of the melody, and
probed by the gimlet-like gaze of her fascinator’s open eye; keeping up
at the same time a feeble smile in his face, as a feint to signify it
was still her own pleasure which led her on. A terrified embarrassment
as to what she could say to him if she were to leave off, had its
unrecognized share in keeping her going. The child, who was beginning
to be distressed by the strange situation, came up and said: ‘Stop,
mother, stop, and let’s go home!’ as she seized Car’line’s hand.

Suddenly Car’line sank staggering to the floor; and rolling over on her
face, prone she remained. Mop’s fiddle thereupon emitted an elfin
shriek of finality; stepping quickly down from the nine-gallon
beer-cask which had formed his rostrum, he went to the little girl, who
disconsolately bent over her mother.

The guests who had gone into the back-room for liquor and change of
air, hearing something unusual, trooped back hitherward, where they
endeavoured to revive poor, weak Car’line by blowing her with the
bellows and opening the window. Ned, her husband, who had been detained
in Casterbridge, as aforesaid, came along the road at this juncture,
and hearing excited voices through the open casement, and to his great
surprise, the mention of his wife’s name, he entered amid the rest upon
the scene. Car’line was now in convulsions, weeping violently, and for
a long time nothing could be done with her. While he was sending for a
cart to take her onward to Stickleford Hipcroft anxiously inquired how
it had all happened; and then the assembly explained that a fiddler
formerly known in the locality had lately revisited his old haunts, and
had taken upon himself without invitation to play that evening at the
inn.

Ned demanded the fiddler’s name, and they said Ollamoor.

‘Ah!’ exclaimed Ned, looking round him. ‘Where is he, and where—where’s
my little girl?’

Ollamoor had disappeared, and so had the child. Hipcroft was in
ordinary a quiet and tractable fellow, but a determination which was to
be feared settled in his face now. ‘Blast him!’ he cried. ‘I’ll beat
his skull in for’n, if I swing for it to-morrow!’

He had rushed to the poker which lay on the hearth, and hastened down
the passage, the people following. Outside the house, on the other side
of the highway, a mass of dark heath-land rose sullenly upward to its
not easily accessible interior, a ravined plateau, whereon jutted into
the sky, at the distance of a couple of miles, the fir-woods of
Mistover backed by the Yalbury coppices—a place of Dantesque gloom at
this hour, which would have afforded secure hiding for a battery of
artillery, much less a man and a child.

Some other men plunged thitherward with him, and more went along the
road. They were gone about twenty minutes altogether, returning without
result to the inn. Ned sat down in the settle, and clasped his forehead
with his hands.

‘Well—what a fool the man is, and hev been all these years, if he
thinks the child his, as a’ do seem to!’ they whispered. ‘And everybody
else knowing otherwise!’

‘No, I don’t think ’tis mine!’ cried Ned hoarsely, as he looked up from
his hands. ‘But she is mine, all the same! Ha’n’t I nussed her? Ha’n’t
I fed her and teached her? Ha’n’t I played wi’ her? O, little
Carry—gone with that rogue—gone!’

‘You ha’n’t lost your mis’ess, anyhow,’ they said to console him.
‘She’s throwed up the sperrits, and she is feeling better, and she’s
more to ’ee than a child that isn’t yours.’

‘She isn’t! She’s not so particular much to me, especially now she’s
lost the little maid! But Carry’s everything!’

‘Well, ver’ like you’ll find her to-morrow.’

‘Ah—but shall I? Yet he _can’t_ hurt her—surely he can’t! Well—how’s
Car’line now? I am ready. Is the cart here?’

She was lifted into the vehicle, and they sadly lumbered on toward
Stickleford. Next day she was calmer; but the fits were still upon her;
and her will seemed shattered. For the child she appeared to show
singularly little anxiety, though Ned was nearly distracted. It was
nevertheless quite expected that the impish Mop would restore the lost
one after a freak of a day or two; but time went on, and neither he nor
she could be heard of, and Hipcroft murmured that perhaps he was
exercising upon her some unholy musical charm, as he had done upon
Car’line herself. Weeks passed, and still they could obtain no clue
either to the fiddler’s whereabouts or the girl’s; and how he could
have induced her to go with him remained a mystery.

Then Ned, who had obtained only temporary employment in the
neighbourhood, took a sudden hatred toward his native district, and a
rumour reaching his ears through the police that a somewhat similar man
and child had been seen at a fair near London, he playing a violin, she
dancing on stilts, a new interest in the capital took possession of
Hipcroft with an intensity which would scarcely allow him time to pack
before returning thither.

He did not, however, find the lost one, though he made it the entire
business of his over-hours to stand about in by-streets in the hope of
discovering her, and would start up in the night, saying, ‘That
rascal’s torturing her to maintain him!’ To which his wife would answer
peevishly, ‘Don’t ’ee raft yourself so, Ned! You prevent my getting a
bit o’ rest! He won’t hurt her!’ and fall asleep again.

That Carry and her father had emigrated to America was the general
opinion; Mop, no doubt, finding the girl a highly desirable companion
when he had trained her to keep him by her earnings as a dancer. There,
for that matter, they may be performing in some capacity now, though he
must be an old scamp verging on threescore-and-ten, and she a woman of
four-and-forty.

May 1893,



A TRADITION OF EIGHTEEN HUNDRED AND FOUR


The widely discussed possibility of an invasion of England through a
Channel tunnel has more than once recalled old Solomon Selby’s story to
my mind.

The occasion on which I numbered myself among his audience was one
evening when he was sitting in the yawning chimney-corner of the
inn-kitchen, with some others who had gathered there, and I entered for
shelter from the rain. Withdrawing the stem of his pipe from the dental
notch in which it habitually rested, he leaned back in the recess
behind him and smiled into the fire. The smile was neither mirthful nor
sad, not precisely humorous nor altogether thoughtful. We who knew him
recognized it in a moment: it was his narrative smile. Breaking off our
few desultory remarks we drew up closer, and he thus began:—

‘My father, as you mid know, was a shepherd all his life, and lived out
by the Cove four miles yonder, where I was born and lived likewise,
till I moved here shortly afore I was married. The cottage that first
knew me stood on the top of the down, near the sea; there was no house
within a mile and a half of it; it was built o’ purpose for the
farm-shepherd, and had no other use. They tell me that it is now pulled
down, but that you can see where it stood by the mounds of earth and a
few broken bricks that are still lying about. It was a bleak and dreary
place in winter-time, but in summer it was well enough, though the
garden never came to much, because we could not get up a good shelter
for the vegetables and currant bushes; and where there is much wind
they don’t thrive.

‘Of all the years of my growing up the ones that bide clearest in my
mind were eighteen hundred and three, four, and five. This was for two
reasons: I had just then grown to an age when a child’s eyes and ears
take in and note down everything about him, and there was more at that
date to bear in mind than there ever has been since with me. It was, as
I need hardly tell ye, the time after the first peace, when Bonaparte
was scheming his descent upon England. He had crossed the great Alp
mountains, fought in Egypt, drubbed the Turks, the Austrians, and the
Proossians, and now thought he’d have a slap at us. On the other side
of the Channel, scarce out of sight and hail of a man standing on our
English shore, the French army of a hundred and sixty thousand men and
fifteen thousand horses had been brought together from all parts, and
were drilling every day. Bonaparte had been three years a-making his
preparations; and to ferry these soldiers and cannon and horses across
he had contrived a couple of thousand flat-bottomed boats. These boats
were small things, but wonderfully built. A good few of ’em were so
made as to have a little stable on board each for the two horses that
were to haul the cannon carried at the stern. To get in order all
these, and other things required, he had assembled there five or six
thousand fellows that worked at trades—carpenters, blacksmiths,
wheelwrights, saddlers, and what not. O ’twas a curious time!

‘Every morning Neighbour Boney would muster his multitude of soldiers
on the beach, draw ’em up in line, practise ’em in the manoeuvre of
embarking, horses and all, till they could do it without a single
hitch. My father drove a flock of ewes up into Sussex that year, and as
he went along the drover’s track over the high downs thereabout he
could see this drilling actually going on—the accoutrements of the rank
and file glittering in the sun like silver. It was thought and always
said by my uncle Job, sergeant of foot (who used to know all about
these matters), that Bonaparte meant to cross with oars on a calm
night. The grand query with us was, Where would my gentleman land? Many
of the common people thought it would be at Dover; others, who knew how
unlikely it was that any skilful general would make a business of
landing just where he was expected, said he’d go either east into the
River Thames, or west’ard to some convenient place, most likely one of
the little bays inside the Isle of Portland, between the Beal and St.
Alban’s Head—and for choice the three-quarter-round Cove, screened from
every mortal eye, that seemed made o’ purpose, out by where we lived,
and which I’ve climmed up with two tubs of brandy across my shoulders
on scores o’ dark nights in my younger days. Some had heard that a part
o’ the French fleet would sail right round Scotland, and come up the
Channel to a suitable haven. However, there was much doubt upon the
matter; and no wonder, for after-years proved that Bonaparte himself
could hardly make up his mind upon that great and very particular
point, where to land. His uncertainty came about in this wise, that he
could get no news as to where and how our troops lay in waiting, and
that his knowledge of possible places where flat-bottomed boats might
be quietly run ashore, and the men they brought marshalled in order,
was dim to the last degree. Being flat-bottomed, they didn’t require a
harbour for unshipping their cargo of men, but a good shelving beach
away from sight, and with a fair open road toward London. How the
question posed that great Corsican tyrant (as we used to call him),
what pains he took to settle it, and, above all, what a risk he ran on
one particular night in trying to do so, were known only to one man
here and there; and certainly to no maker of newspapers or printer of
books, or my account o’t would not have had so many heads shaken over
it as it has by gentry who only believe what they see in printed lines.

‘The flocks my father had charge of fed all about the downs near our
house, overlooking the sea and shore each way for miles. In winter and
early spring father was up a deal at nights, watching and tending the
lambing. Often he’d go to bed early, and turn out at twelve or one; and
on the other hand, he’d sometimes stay up till twelve or one, and then
turn in to bed. As soon as I was old enough I used to help him, mostly
in the way of keeping an eye upon the ewes while he was gone home to
rest. This is what I was doing in a particular month in either the year
four or five—I can’t certainly fix which, but it was long before I was
took away from the sheepkeeping to be bound prentice to a trade. Every
night at that time I was at the fold, about half a mile, or it may be a
little more, from our cottage, and no living thing at all with me but
the ewes and young lambs. Afeard? No; I was never afeard of being alone
at these times; for I had been reared in such an out-step place that
the lack o’ human beings at night made me less fearful than the sight
of ’em. Directly I saw a man’s shape after dark in a lonely place I was
frightened out of my senses.

‘One day in that month we were surprised by a visit from my uncle Job,
the sergeant in the Sixty-first foot, then in camp on the downs above
King George’s watering-place, several miles to the west yonder. Uncle
Job dropped in about dusk, and went up with my father to the fold for
an hour or two. Then he came home, had a drop to drink from the tub of
sperrits that the smugglers kept us in for housing their liquor when
they’d made a run, and for burning ’em off when there was danger. After
that he stretched himself out on the settle to sleep. I went to bed: at
one o’clock father came home, and waking me to go and take his place,
according to custom, went to bed himself. On my way out of the house I
passed Uncle Job on the settle. He opened his eyes, and upon my telling
him where I was going he said it was a shame that such a youngster as I
should go up there all alone; and when he had fastened up his stock and
waist-belt he set off along with me, taking a drop from the sperrit-tub
in a little flat bottle that stood in the corner-cupboard.

‘By and by we drew up to the fold, saw that all was right, and then, to
keep ourselves warm, curled up in a heap of straw that lay inside the
thatched hurdles we had set up to break the stroke of the wind when
there was any. To-night, however, there was none. It was one of those
very still nights when, if you stand on the high hills anywhere within
two or three miles of the sea, you can hear the rise and fall of the
tide along the shore, coming and going every few moments like a sort of
great snore of the sleeping world. Over the lower ground there was a
bit of a mist, but on the hill where we lay the air was clear, and the
moon, then in her last quarter, flung a fairly good light on the grass
and scattered straw.

‘While we lay there Uncle Job amused me by telling me strange stories
of the wars he had served in and the wounds he had got. He had already
fought the French in the Low Countries, and hoped to fight ’em again.
His stories lasted so long that at last I was hardly sure that I was
not a soldier myself, and had seen such service as he told of. The
wonders of his tales quite bewildered my mind, till I fell asleep and
dreamed of battle, smoke, and flying soldiers, all of a kind with the
doings he had been bringing up to me.

‘How long my nap lasted I am not prepared to say. But some faint sounds
over and above the rustle of the ewes in the straw, the bleat of the
lambs, and the tinkle of the sheep-bell brought me to my waking senses.
Uncle Job was still beside me; but he too had fallen asleep. I looked
out from the straw, and saw what it was that had aroused me. Two men,
in boat-cloaks, cocked hats, and swords, stood by the hurdles about
twenty yards off.

‘I turned my ear thitherward to catch what they were saying, but though
I heard every word o’t, not one did I understand. They spoke in a
tongue that was not ours—in French, as I afterward found. But if I
could not gain the meaning of a word, I was shrewd boy enough to find
out a deal of the talkers’ business. By the light o’ the moon I could
see that one of ’em carried a roll of paper in his hand, while every
moment he spoke quick to his comrade, and pointed right and left with
the other hand to spots along the shore. There was no doubt that he was
explaining to the second gentleman the shapes and features of the
coast. What happened soon after made this still clearer to me.

‘All this time I had not waked Uncle Job, but now I began to be afeared
that they might light upon us, because uncle breathed so heavily
through’s nose. I put my mouth to his ear and whispered, “Uncle Job.”

‘“What is it, my boy?” he said, just as if he hadn’t been asleep at
all.

‘“Hush!” says I. “Two French generals—”

‘“French?” says he.

‘“Yes,” says I. “Come to see where to land their army!”

‘I pointed ’em out; but I could say no more, for the pair were coming
at that moment much nearer to where we lay. As soon as they got as near
as eight or ten yards, the officer with a roll in his hand stooped down
to a slanting hurdle, unfastened his roll upon it, and spread it out.
Then suddenly he sprung a dark lantern open on the paper, and showed it
to be a map.

‘“What be they looking at?” I whispered to Uncle Job.

‘“A chart of the Channel,” says the sergeant (knowing about such
things).

‘The other French officer now stooped likewise, and over the map they
had a long consultation, as they pointed here and there on the paper,
and then hither and thither at places along the shore beneath us. I
noticed that the manner of one officer was very respectful toward the
other, who seemed much his superior, the second in rank calling him by
a sort of title that I did not know the sense of. The head one, on the
other hand, was quite familiar with his friend, and more than once
clapped him on the shoulder.

‘Uncle Job had watched as well as I, but though the map had been in the
lantern-light, their faces had always been in shade. But when they rose
from stooping over the chart the light flashed upward, and fell smart
upon one of ’em’s features. No sooner had this happened than Uncle Job
gasped, and sank down as if he’d been in a fit.

‘“What is it—what is it, Uncle Job?” said I.

‘“O good God!” says he, under the straw.

‘“What?” says I.

‘“Boney!” he groaned out.

‘“Who?” says I.

‘“Bonaparty,” he said. “The Corsican ogre. O that I had got but my
new-flinted firelock, that there man should die! But I haven’t got my
new-flinted firelock, and that there man must live. So lie low, as you
value your life!”

‘I did lie low, as you mid suppose. But I couldn’t help peeping. And
then I too, lad as I was, knew that it was the face of Bonaparte. Not
know Boney? I should think I did know Boney. I should have known him by
half the light o’ that lantern. If I had seen a picture of his features
once, I had seen it a hundred times. There was his bullet head, his
short neck, his round yaller cheeks and chin, his gloomy face, and his
great glowing eyes. He took off his hat to blow himself a bit, and
there was the forelock in the middle of his forehead, as in all the
draughts of him. In moving, his cloak fell a little open, and I could
see for a moment his white-fronted jacket and one of his epaulets.

‘But none of this lasted long. In a minute he and his general had
rolled up the map, shut the lantern, and turned to go down toward the
shore.

‘Then Uncle Job came to himself a bit. “Slipped across in the
night-time to see how to put his men ashore,” he said. “The like o’
that man’s coolness eyes will never again see! Nephew, I must act in
this, and immediate, or England’s lost!”

‘When they were over the brow, we crope out, and went some little way
to look after them. Half-way down they were joined by two others, and
six or seven minutes brought them to the shore. Then, from behind a
rock, a boat came out into the weak moonlight of the Cove, and they
jumped in; it put off instantly, and vanished in a few minutes between
the two rocks that stand at the mouth of the Cove as we all know. We
climmed back to where we had been before, and I could see, a little way
out, a larger vessel, though still not very large. The little boat drew
up alongside, was made fast at the stern as I suppose, for the largest
sailed away, and we saw no more.

‘My uncle Job told his officers as soon as he got back to camp; but
what they thought of it I never heard—neither did he. Boney’s army
never came, and a good job for me; for the Cove below my father’s house
was where he meant to land, as this secret visit showed. We coast-folk
should have been cut down one and all, and I should not have sat here
to tell this tale.’

We who listened to old Selby that night have been familiar with his
simple grave-stone for these ten years past. Thanks to the incredulity
of the age his tale has been seldom repeated. But if anything short of
the direct testimony of his own eyes could persuade an auditor that
Bonaparte had examined these shores for himself with a view to a
practicable landing-place, it would have been Solomon Selby’s manner of
narrating the adventure which befell him on the down.

_Christmas_ 1882.



A FEW CRUSTED CHARACTERS


It is a Saturday afternoon of blue and yellow autumn time, and the
scene is the High Street of a well-known market-town. A large carrier’s
van stands in the quadrangular fore-court of the White Hart Inn, upon
the sides of its spacious tilt being painted, in weather-beaten
letters: ‘Burthen, Carrier to Longpuddle.’ These vans, so numerous
hereabout, are a respectable, if somewhat lumbering, class of
conveyance, much resorted to by decent travellers not overstocked with
money, the better among them roughly corresponding to the old French
_diligences_.

The present one is timed to leave the town at four in the afternoon
precisely, and it is now half-past three by the clock in the turret at
the top of the street. In a few seconds errand-boys from the shops
begin to arrive with packages, which they fling into the vehicle, and
turn away whistling, and care for the packages no more. At twenty
minutes to four an elderly woman places her basket upon the shafts,
slowly mounts, takes up a seat inside, and folds her hands and her
lips. She has secured her corner for the journey, though there is as
yet no sign of a horse being put in, nor of a carrier. At the
three-quarters, two other women arrive, in whom the first recognizes
the postmistress of Upper Longpuddle and the registrar’s wife, they
recognizing her as the aged groceress of the same village. At five
minutes to the hour there approach Mr. Profitt, the schoolmaster, in a
soft felt hat, and Christopher Twink, the master-thatcher; and as the
hour strikes there rapidly drop in the parish clerk and his wife, the
seedsman and his aged father, the registrar; also Mr. Day, the
world-ignored local landscape-painter, an elderly man who resides in
his native place, and has never sold a picture outside it, though his
pretensions to art have been nobly supported by his fellow-villagers,
whose confidence in his genius has been as remarkable as the outer
neglect of it, leading them to buy his paintings so extensively (at the
price of a few shillings each, it is true) that every dwelling in the
parish exhibits three or four of those admired productions on its
walls.

Burthen, the carrier, is by this time seen bustling round the vehicle;
the horses are put in, the proprietor arranges the reins and springs up
into his seat as if he were used to it—which he is.

‘Is everybody here?’ he asks preparatorily over his shoulder to the
passengers within.

As those who were not there did not reply in the negative the muster
was assumed to be complete, and after a few hitches and hindrances the
van with its human freight was got under way. It jogged on at an easy
pace till it reached the bridge which formed the last outpost of the
town. The carrier pulled up suddenly.

‘Bless my soul!’ he said, ‘I’ve forgot the curate!’

All who could do so gazed from the little back window of the van, but
the curate was not in sight.

‘Now I wonder where that there man is?’ continued the carrier.

‘Poor man, he ought to have a living at his time of life.’

‘And he ought to be punctual,’ said the carrier. ‘“Four o’clock sharp
is my time for starting,” I said to ’en. And he said, “I’ll be there.”
Now he’s not here, and as a serious old church-minister he ought to be
as good as his word. Perhaps Mr. Flaxton knows, being in the same line
of life?’ He turned to the parish clerk.

‘I was talking an immense deal with him, that’s true, half an hour
ago,’ replied that ecclesiastic, as one of whom it was no erroneous
supposition that he should be on intimate terms with another of the
cloth. ‘But he didn’t say he would be late.’

The discussion was cut off by the appearance round the corner of the
van of rays from the curate’s spectacles, followed hastily by his face
and a few white whiskers, and the swinging tails of his long gaunt
coat. Nobody reproached him, seeing how he was reproaching himself; and
he entered breathlessly and took his seat.

‘Now be we all here?’ said the carrier again. They started a second
time, and moved on till they were about three hundred yards out of the
town, and had nearly reached the second bridge, behind which, as every
native remembers, the road takes a turn and travellers by this highway
disappear finally from the view of gazing burghers.

‘Well, as I’m alive!’ cried the postmistress from the interior of the
conveyance, peering through the little square back-window along the
road townward.

‘What?’ said the carrier.

‘A man hailing us!’

Another sudden stoppage. ‘Somebody else?’ the carrier asked.

‘Ay, sure!’ All waited silently, while those who could gaze out did so.

‘Now, who can that be?’ Burthen continued. ‘I just put it to ye,
neighbours, can any man keep time with such hindrances? Bain’t we full
a’ready? Who in the world can the man be?’

‘He’s a sort of gentleman,’ said the schoolmaster, his position
commanding the road more comfortably than that of his comrades.

The stranger, who had been holding up his umbrella to attract their
notice, was walking forward leisurely enough, now that he found, by
their stopping, that it had been secured. His clothes were decidedly
not of a local cut, though it was difficult to point out any particular
mark of difference. In his left hand he carried a small leather
travelling bag. As soon as he had overtaken the van he glanced at the
inscription on its side, as if to assure himself that he had hailed the
right conveyance, and asked if they had room.

The carrier replied that though they were pretty well laden he supposed
they could carry one more, whereupon the stranger mounted, and took the
seat cleared for him within. And then the horses made another move,
this time for good, and swung along with their burden of fourteen souls
all told.

‘You bain’t one of these parts, sir?’ said the carrier. ‘I could tell
that as far as I could see ’ee.’

‘Yes, I am one of these parts,’ said the stranger.

‘Oh? H’m.’

The silence which followed seemed to imply a doubt of the truth of the
new-comer’s assertion. ‘I was speaking of Upper Longpuddle more
particular,’ continued the carrier hardily, ‘and I think I know most
faces of that valley.’

‘I was born at Longpuddle, and nursed at Longpuddle, and my father and
grandfather before me,’ said the passenger quietly.

‘Why, to be sure,’ said the aged groceress in the background, ‘it isn’t
John Lackland’s son—never—it can’t be—he who went to foreign parts
five-and-thirty years ago with his wife and family? Yet—what do I
hear?—that’s his father’s voice!’

‘That’s the man,’ replied the stranger. ‘John Lackland was my father,
and I am John Lackland’s son. Five-and-thirty years ago, when I was a
boy of eleven, my parents emigrated across the seas, taking me and my
sister with them. Kytes’s boy Tony was the one who drove us and our
belongings to Casterbridge on the morning we left; and his was the last
Longpuddle face I saw. We sailed the same week across the ocean, and
there we’ve been ever since, and there I’ve left those I went with—all
three.’

‘Alive or dead?’

‘Dead,’ he replied in a low voice. ‘And I have come back to the old
place, having nourished a thought—not a definite intention, but just a
thought—that I should like to return here in a year or two, to spend
the remainder of my days.’

‘Married man, Mr. Lackland?’

‘No.’

‘And have the world used ’ee well, sir—or rather John, knowing ’ee as a
child? In these rich new countries that we hear of so much, you’ve got
rich with the rest?’

‘I am not very rich,’ Mr. Lackland said. ‘Even in new countries, you
know, there are failures. The race is not always to the swift, nor the
battle to the strong; and even if it sometimes is, you may be neither
swift nor strong. However, that’s enough about me. Now, having answered
your inquiries, you must answer mine; for being in London, I have come
down here entirely to discover what Longpuddle is looking like, and who
are living there. That was why I preferred a seat in your van to hiring
a carriage for driving across.’

‘Well, as for Longpuddle, we rub on there much as usual. Old figures
have dropped out o’ their frames, so to speak it, and new ones have
been put in their places. You mentioned Tony Kytes as having been the
one to drive your family and your goods to Casterbridge in his father’s
waggon when you left. Tony is, I believe, living still, but not at
Longpuddle. He went away and settled at Lewgate, near Mellstock, after
his marriage. Ah, Tony was a sort o’ man!’

‘His character had hardly come out when I knew him.’

‘No. But ’twas well enough, as far as that goes—except as to women. I
shall never forget his courting—never!’

The returned villager waited silently, and the carrier went on:—



TONY KYTES, THE ARCH-DECEIVER


‘I shall never forget Tony’s face. ’Twas a little, round, firm, tight
face, with a seam here and there left by the smallpox, but not enough
to hurt his looks in a woman’s eye, though he’d had it badish when he
was a boy. So very serious looking and unsmiling ’a was, that young
man, that it really seemed as if he couldn’t laugh at all without great
pain to his conscience. He looked very hard at a small speck in your
eye when talking to ’ee. And there was no more sign of a whisker or
beard on Tony Kytes’s face than on the palm of my hand. He used to sing
“The Tailor’s Breeches” with a religious manner, as if it were a hymn:—

‘“O the petticoats went off, and the breeches they went on!”


and all the rest of the scandalous stuff. He was quite the women’s
favourite, and in return for their likings he loved ’em in shoals.

‘But in course of time Tony got fixed down to one in particular, Milly
Richards, a nice, light, small, tender little thing; and it was soon
said that they were engaged to be married. One Saturday he had been to
market to do business for his father, and was driving home the waggon
in the afternoon. When he reached the foot of the very hill we shall be
going over in ten minutes who should he see waiting for him at the top
but Unity Sallet, a handsome girl, one of the young women he’d been
very tender toward before he’d got engaged to Milly.

‘As soon as Tony came up to her she said, “My dear Tony, will you give
me a lift home?”

‘“That I will, darling,” said Tony. “You don’t suppose I could refuse
’ee?”

‘She smiled a smile, and up she hopped, and on drove Tony.

‘“Tony,” she says, in a sort of tender chide, “why did ye desert me for
that other one? In what is she better than I? I should have made ’ee a
finer wife, and a more loving one too. ’Tisn’t girls that are so easily
won at first that are the best. Think how long we’ve known each
other—ever since we were children almost—now haven’t we, Tony?”

‘“Yes, that we have,” says Tony, a-struck with the truth o’t.

‘“And you’ve never seen anything in me to complain of, have ye, Tony?
Now tell the truth to me?”

‘“I never have, upon my life,” says Tony.

‘“And—can you say I’m not pretty, Tony? Now look at me!”

‘He let his eyes light upon her for a long while. “I really can’t,”
says he. “In fact, I never knowed you was so pretty before!”

‘“Prettier than she?”

‘What Tony would have said to that nobody knows, for before he could
speak, what should he see ahead, over the hedge past the turning, but a
feather he knew well—the feather in Milly’s hat—she to whom he had been
thinking of putting the question as to giving out the banns that very
week.

‘“Unity,” says he, as mild as he could, “here’s Milly coming. Now I
shall catch it mightily if she sees ’ee riding here with me; and if you
get down she’ll be turning the corner in a moment, and, seeing ’ee in
the road, she’ll know we’ve been coming on together. Now, dearest
Unity, will ye, to avoid all unpleasantness, which I know ye can’t bear
any more than I, will ye lie down in the back part of the waggon, and
let me cover you over with the tarpaulin till Milly has passed? It will
all be done in a minute. Do!—and I’ll think over what we’ve said; and
perhaps I shall put a loving question to you after all, instead of to
Milly. ’Tisn’t true that it is all settled between her and me.”

‘Well, Unity Sallet agreed, and lay down at the back end of the waggon,
and Tony covered her over, so that the waggon seemed to be empty but
for the loose tarpaulin; and then he drove on to meet Milly.

‘“My dear Tony!” cries Milly, looking up with a little pout at him as
he came near. “How long you’ve been coming home! Just as if I didn’t
live at Upper Longpuddle at all! And I’ve come to meet you as you asked
me to do, and to ride back with you, and talk over our future
home—since you asked me, and I promised. But I shouldn’t have come
else, Mr. Tony!”

‘“Ay, my dear, I did ask ye—to be sure I did, now I think of it—but I
had quite forgot it. To ride back with me, did you say, dear Milly?”

‘“Well, of course! What can I do else? Surely you don’t want me to
walk, now I’ve come all this way?”

‘“O no, no! I was thinking you might be going on to town to meet your
mother. I saw her there—and she looked as if she might be expecting
’ee.”

‘“O no; she’s just home. She came across the fields, and so got back
before you.”

‘“Ah! I didn’t know that,” says Tony. And there was no help for it but
to take her up beside him.

‘They talked on very pleasantly, and looked at the trees, and beasts,
and birds, and insects, and at the ploughmen at work in the fields,
till presently who should they see looking out of the upper window of a
house that stood beside the road they were following, but Hannah
Jolliver, another young beauty of the place at that time, and the very
first woman that Tony had fallen in love with—before Milly and before
Unity, in fact—the one that he had almost arranged to marry instead of
Milly. She was a much more dashing girl than Milly Richards, though
he’d not thought much of her of late. The house Hannah was looking from
was her aunt’s.

‘“My dear Milly—my coming wife, as I may call ’ee,” says Tony in his
modest way, and not so loud that Unity could overhear, “I see a young
woman alooking out of window, who I think may accost me. The fact is,
Milly, she had a notion that I was wishing to marry her, and since
she’s discovered I’ve promised another, and a prettier than she, I’m
rather afeard of her temper if she sees us together. Now, Milly, would
you do me a favour—my coming wife, as I may say?”

‘“Certainly, dearest Tony,” says she.

‘“Then would ye creep under the empty sacks just here in the front of
the waggon, and hide there out of sight till we’ve passed the house?
She hasn’t seen us yet. You see, we ought to live in peace and
good-will since ’tis almost Christmas, and ’twill prevent angry
passions rising, which we always should do.”

‘“I don’t mind, to oblige you, Tony,” Milly said; and though she didn’t
care much about doing it, she crept under, and crouched down just
behind the seat, Unity being snug at the other end. So they drove on
till they got near the road-side cottage. Hannah had soon seen him
coming, and waited at the window, looking down upon him. She tossed her
head a little disdainful and smiled off-hand.

‘“Well, aren’t you going to be civil enough to ask me to ride home with
you!” she says, seeing that he was for driving past with a nod and a
smile.

‘“Ah, to be sure! What was I thinking of?” said Tony, in a flutter.
“But you seem as if you was staying at your aunt’s?”

‘“No, I am not,” she said. “Don’t you see I have my bonnet and jacket
on? I have only called to see her on my way home. How can you be so
stupid, Tony?”

‘“In that case—ah—of course you must come along wi’ me,” says Tony,
feeling a dim sort of sweat rising up inside his clothes. And he reined
in the horse, and waited till she’d come downstairs, and then helped
her up beside him. He drove on again, his face as long as a face that
was a round one by nature well could be.

‘Hannah looked round sideways into his eyes. “This is nice, isn’t it,
Tony?” she says. “I like riding with you.”

‘Tony looked back into her eyes. “And I with you,” he said after a
while. In short, having considered her, he warmed up, and the more he
looked at her the more he liked her, till he couldn’t for the life of
him think why he had ever said a word about marriage to Milly or Unity
while Hannah Jolliver was in question. So they sat a little closer and
closer, their feet upon the foot-board and their shoulders touching,
and Tony thought over and over again how handsome Hannah was. He spoke
tenderer and tenderer, and called her “dear Hannah” in a whisper at
last.

‘“You’ve settled it with Milly by this time, I suppose,” said she.

‘“N-no, not exactly.”

‘“What? How low you talk, Tony.”

‘“Yes—I’ve a kind of hoarseness. I said, not exactly.”

‘“I suppose you mean to?”

‘“Well, as to that—” His eyes rested on her face, and hers on his. He
wondered how he could have been such a fool as not to follow up Hannah.
“My sweet Hannah!” he bursts out, taking her hand, not being really
able to help it, and forgetting Milly and Unity, and all the world
besides. “Settled it? I don’t think I have!”

‘“Hark!” says Hannah.

‘“What?” says Tony, letting go her hand.

‘“Surely I heard a sort of little screaming squeak under those sacks?
Why, you’ve been carrying corn, and there’s mice in this waggon, I
declare!” She began to haul up the tails of her gown.

‘“Oh no; ’tis the axle,” said Tony in an assuring way. “It do go like
that sometimes in dry weather.”

‘“Perhaps it was . . . Well, now, to be quite honest, dear Tony, do you
like her better than me? Because—because, although I’ve held off so
independent, I’ll own at last that I do like ’ee, Tony, to tell the
truth; and I wouldn’t say no if you asked me—you know what.”

‘Tony was so won over by this pretty offering mood of a girl who had
been quite the reverse (Hannah had a backward way with her at times, if
you can mind) that he just glanced behind, and then whispered very
soft, “I haven’t quite promised her, and I think I can get out of it,
and ask you that question you speak of.”

‘“Throw over Milly?—all to marry me! How delightful!” broke out Hannah,
quite loud, clapping her hands.

‘At this there was a real squeak—an angry, spiteful squeak, and
afterward a long moan, as if something had broke its heart, and a
movement of the empty sacks.

‘“Something’s there!” said Hannah, starting up.

‘“It’s nothing, really,” says Tony in a soothing voice, and praying
inwardly for a way out of this. “I wouldn’t tell ’ee at first, because
I wouldn’t frighten ’ee. But, Hannah, I’ve really a couple of ferrets
in a bag under there, for rabbiting, and they quarrel sometimes. I
don’t wish it knowed, as ’twould be called poaching. Oh, they can’t get
out, bless ye—you are quite safe! And—and—what a fine day it is, isn’t
it, Hannah, for this time of year? Be you going to market next
Saturday? How is your aunt now?” And so on, says Tony, to keep her from
talking any more about love in Milly’s hearing.

‘But he found his work cut out for him, and wondering again how he
should get out of this ticklish business, he looked about for a chance.
Nearing home he saw his father in a field not far off, holding up his
hand as if he wished to speak to Tony.

‘“Would you mind taking the reins a moment, Hannah,” he said, much
relieved, “while I go and find out what father wants?”

‘She consented, and away he hastened into the field, only too glad to
get breathing time. He found that his father was looking at him with
rather a stern eye.

‘“Come, come, Tony,” says old Mr. Kytes, as soon as his son was
alongside him, “this won’t do, you know.”

‘“What?” says Tony.

‘“Why, if you mean to marry Milly Richards, do it, and there’s an end
o’t. But don’t go driving about the country with Jolliver’s daughter
and making a scandal. I won’t have such things done.”

‘“I only asked her—that is, she asked me, to ride home.”

‘“She? Why, now, if it had been Milly, ’twould have been quite proper;
but you and Hannah Jolliver going about by yourselves—”

‘“Milly’s there too, father.”

‘“Milly? Where?”

‘“Under the corn-sacks! Yes, the truth is, father, I’ve got rather into
a nunny-watch, I’m afeard! Unity Sallet is there too—yes, at the other
end, under the tarpaulin. All three are in that waggon, and what to do
with ’em I know no more than the dead! The best plan is, as I’m
thinking, to speak out loud and plain to one of ’em before the rest,
and that will settle it; not but what ’twill cause ’em to kick up a bit
of a miff, for certain. Now which would you marry, father, if you was
in my place?”

‘“Whichever of ’em did _not_ ask to ride with thee.”

‘“That was Milly, I’m bound to say, as she only mounted by my
invitation. But Milly—”

“Then stick to Milly, she’s the best . . . But look at that!”

‘His father pointed toward the waggon. “She can’t hold that horse in.
You shouldn’t have left the reins in her hands. Run on and take the
horse’s head, or there’ll be some accident to them maids!”

‘Tony’s horse, in fact, in spite of Hannah’s tugging at the reins, had
started on his way at a brisk walking pace, being very anxious to get
back to the stable, for he had had a long day out. Without another word
Tony rushed away from his father to overtake the horse.

‘Now of all things that could have happened to wean him from Milly
there was nothing so powerful as his father’s recommending her. No; it
could not be Milly, after all. Hannah must be the one, since he could
not marry all three. This he thought while running after the waggon.
But queer things were happening inside it.

‘It was, of course, Milly who had screamed under the sack-bags, being
obliged to let off her bitter rage and shame in that way at what Tony
was saying, and never daring to show, for very pride and dread o’ being
laughed at, that she was in hiding. She became more and more restless,
and in twisting herself about, what did she see but another woman’s
foot and white stocking close to her head. It quite frightened her, not
knowing that Unity Sallet was in the waggon likewise. But after the
fright was over she determined to get to the bottom of all this, and
she crept and crept along the bed of the waggon, under the tarpaulin,
like a snake, when lo and behold she came face to face with Unity.

‘“Well, if this isn’t disgraceful!” says Milly in a raging whisper to
Unity.

‘“’Tis,” says Unity, “to see you hiding in a young man’s waggon like
this, and no great character belonging to either of ye!”

‘“Mind what you are saying!” replied Milly, getting louder. “I am
engaged to be married to him, and haven’t I a right to be here? What
right have you, I should like to know? What has he been promising you?
A pretty lot of nonsense, I expect! But what Tony says to other women
is all mere wind, and no concern to me!”

‘“Don’t you be too sure!” says Unity. “He’s going to have Hannah, and
not you, nor me either; I could hear that.”

‘Now at these strange voices sounding from under the cloth Hannah was
thunderstruck a’most into a swound; and it was just at this time that
the horse moved on. Hannah tugged away wildly, not knowing what she was
doing; and as the quarrel rose louder and louder Hannah got so
horrified that she let go the reins altogether. The horse went on at
his own pace, and coming to the corner where we turn round to drop down
the hill to Lower Longpuddle he turned too quick, the off wheels went
up the bank, the waggon rose sideways till it was quite on edge upon
the near axles, and out rolled the three maidens into the road in a
heap.

‘When Tony came up, frightened and breathless, he was relieved enough
to see that neither of his darlings was hurt, beyond a few scratches
from the brambles of the hedge. But he was rather alarmed when he heard
how they were going on at one another.

‘“Don’t ye quarrel, my dears—don’t ye!” says he, taking off his hat out
of respect to ’em. And then he would have kissed them all round, as
fair and square as a man could, but they were in too much of a taking
to let him, and screeched and sobbed till they was quite spent.

‘“Now I’ll speak out honest, because I ought to,” says Tony, as soon as
he could get heard. “And this is the truth,” says he. “I’ve asked
Hannah to be mine, and she is willing, and we are going to put up the
banns next—”

‘Tony had not noticed that Hannah’s father was coming up behind, nor
had he noticed that Hannah’s face was beginning to bleed from the
scratch of a bramble. Hannah had seen her father, and had run to him,
crying worse than ever.

‘“My daughter is _not_ willing, sir!” says Mr. Jolliver hot and strong.
“Be you willing, Hannah? I ask ye to have spirit enough to refuse him,
if yer virtue is left to ’ee and you run no risk?”

‘“She’s as sound as a bell for me, that I’ll swear!” says Tony, flaring
up. “And so’s the others, come to that, though you may think it an
onusual thing in me!”

‘“I have spirit, and I do refuse him!” says Hannah, partly because her
father was there, and partly, too, in a tantrum because of the
discovery, and the scratch on her face. “Little did I think when I was
so soft with him just now that I was talking to such a false deceiver!”

‘“What, you won’t have me, Hannah?” says Tony, his jaw hanging down
like a dead man’s.

‘“Never—I would sooner marry no—nobody at all!” she gasped out, though
with her heart in her throat, for she would not have refused Tony if he
had asked her quietly, and her father had not been there, and her face
had not been scratched by the bramble. And having said that, away she
walked upon her father’s arm, thinking and hoping he would ask her
again.

‘Tony didn’t know what to say next. Milly was sobbing her heart out;
but as his father had strongly recommended her he couldn’t feel
inclined that way. So he turned to Unity.

‘“Well, will you, Unity dear, be mine?” he says.

‘“Take her leavings? Not I!” says Unity. “I’d scorn it!” And away walks
Unity Sallet likewise, though she looked back when she’d gone some way,
to see if he was following her.

‘So there at last were left Milly and Tony by themselves, she crying in
watery streams, and Tony looking like a tree struck by lightning.

‘“Well, Milly,” he says at last, going up to her, “it do seem as if
fate had ordained that it should be you and I, or nobody. And what must
be must be, I suppose. Hey, Milly?”

‘“If you like, Tony. You didn’t really mean what you said to them?”

‘“Not a word of it!” declares Tony, bringing down his fist upon his
palm.

‘And then he kissed her, and put the waggon to rights, and they mounted
together; and their banns were put up the very next Sunday. I was not
able to go to their wedding, but it was a rare party they had, by all
account. Everybody in Longpuddle was there almost; you among the rest,
I think, Mr. Flaxton?’ The speaker turned to the parish clerk.

‘I was,’ said Mr. Flaxton. ‘And that party was the cause of a very
curious change in some other people’s affairs; I mean in Steve
Hardcome’s and his cousin James’s.’

‘Ah! the Hardcomes,’ said the stranger. ‘How familiar that name is to
me! What of them?’

The clerk cleared his throat and began:—



THE HISTORY OF THE HARDCOMES


‘Yes, Tony’s was the very best wedding-randy that ever I was at; and
I’ve been at a good many, as you may suppose’—turning to the
newly-arrived one—‘having as a church-officer, the privilege to attend
all christening, wedding, and funeral parties—such being our Wessex
custom.

‘’Twas on a frosty night in Christmas week, and among the folk invited
were the said Hardcomes o’ Climmerston—Steve and James—first cousins,
both of them small farmers, just entering into business on their own
account. With them came, as a matter of course, their intended wives,
two young women of the neighbourhood, both very pretty and sprightly
maidens, and numbers of friends from Abbot’s-Cernel, and Weatherbury,
and Mellstock, and I don’t know where—a regular houseful.

‘The kitchen was cleared of furniture for dancing, and the old folk
played at “Put” and “All-fours” in the parlour, though at last they
gave that up to join in the dance. The top of the figure was by the
large front window of the room, and there were so many couples that the
lower part of the figure reached through the door at the back, and into
the darkness of the out-house; in fact, you couldn’t see the end of the
row at all, and ’twas never known exactly how long that dance was, the
lowest couples being lost among the faggots and brushwood in the
out-house.

‘When we had danced a few hours, and the crowns of we taller men were
swelling into lumps with bumping the beams of the ceiling, the first
fiddler laid down his fiddle-bow, and said he should play no more, for
he wished to dance. And in another hour the second fiddler laid down
his, and said he wanted to dance too; so there was only the third
fiddler left, and he was a’ old, veteran man, very weak in the wrist.
However, he managed to keep up a faltering tweedle-dee; but there being
no chair in the room, and his knees being as weak as his wrists, he was
obliged to sit upon as much of the little corner-table as projected
beyond the corner-cupboard fixed over it, which was not a very wide
seat for a man advanced in years.

‘Among those who danced most continually were the two engaged couples,
as was natural to their situation. Each pair was very well matched, and
very unlike the other. James Hardcome’s intended was called Emily
Darth, and both she and James were gentle, nice-minded, in-door people,
fond of a quiet life. Steve and his chosen, named Olive Pawle, were
different; they were of a more bustling nature, fond of racketing about
and seeing what was going on in the world. The two couples had arranged
to get married on the same day, and that not long thence; Tony’s
wedding being a sort of stimulant, as is often the case; I’ve noticed
it professionally many times.

‘They danced with such a will as only young people in that stage of
courtship can dance; and it happened that as the evening wore on James
had for his partner Stephen’s plighted one, Olive, at the same time
that Stephen was dancing with James’s Emily. It was noticed that in
spite o’ the exchange the young men seemed to enjoy the dance no less
than before. By and by they were treading another tune in the same
changed order as we had noticed earlier, and though at first each one
had held the other’s mistress strictly at half-arm’s length, lest there
should be shown any objection to too close quarters by the lady’s
proper man, as time passed there was a little more closeness between
’em; and presently a little more closeness still.

‘The later it got the more did each of the two cousins dance with the
wrong young girl, and the tighter did he hold her to his side as he
whirled her round; and, what was very remarkable, neither seemed to
mind what the other was doing. The party began to draw towards its end,
and I saw no more that night, being one of the first to leave, on
account of my morning’s business. But I learnt the rest of it from
those that knew.

‘After finishing a particularly warming dance with the changed
partners, as I’ve mentioned, the two young men looked at one another,
and in a moment or two went out into the porch together.

‘“James,” says Steve, “what were you thinking of when you were dancing
with my Olive?”

‘“Well,” said James, “perhaps what you were thinking of when you were
dancing with my Emily.”

‘“I was thinking,” said Steve, with some hesitation, “that I wouldn’t
mind changing for good and all!”

‘“It was what I was feeling likewise,” said James.

‘“I willingly agree to it, if you think we could manage it.”

‘“So do I. But what would the girls say?”

‘“’Tis my belief,” said Steve, “that they wouldn’t particularly object.
Your Emily clung as close to me as if she already belonged to me, dear
girl.”

‘“And your Olive to me,” says James. “I could feel her heart beating
like a clock.”

‘Well, they agreed to put it to the girls when they were all four
walking home together. And they did so. When they parted that night the
exchange was decided on—all having been done under the hot excitement
of that evening’s dancing. Thus it happened that on the following
Sunday morning, when the people were sitting in church with mouths wide
open to hear the names published as they had expected, there was no
small amazement to hear them coupled the wrong way, as it seemed. The
congregation whispered, and thought the parson had made a mistake; till
they discovered that his reading of the names was verily the true way.
As they had decided, so they were married, each one to the other’s
original property.

‘Well, the two couples lived on for a year or two ordinarily enough,
till the time came when these young people began to grow a little less
warm to their respective spouses, as is the rule of married life; and
the two cousins wondered more and more in their hearts what had made
’em so mad at the last moment to marry crosswise as they did, when they
might have married straight, as was planned by nature, and as they had
fallen in love. ’Twas Tony’s party that had done _it_, plain enough,
and they half wished they had never gone there. James, being a quiet,
fireside, perusing man, felt at times a wide gap between himself and
Olive, his wife, who loved riding and driving and out-door jaunts to a
degree; while Steve, who was always knocking about hither and thither,
had a very domestic wife, who worked samplers, and made hearthrugs,
scarcely ever wished to cross the threshold, and only drove out with
him to please him.

‘However, they said very little about this mismating to any of their
acquaintances, though sometimes Steve would look at James’s wife and
sigh, and James would look at Steve’s wife and do the same. Indeed, at
last the two men were frank enough towards each other not to mind
mentioning it quietly to themselves, in a long-faced, sorry-smiling,
whimsical sort of way, and would shake their heads together over their
foolishness in upsetting a well-considered choice on the strength of an
hour’s fancy in the whirl and wildness of a dance. Still, they were
sensible and honest young fellows enough, and did their best to make
shift with their lot as they had arranged it, and not to repine at what
could not now be altered or mended.

‘So things remained till one fine summer day they went for their yearly
little outing together, as they had made it their custom to do for a
long while past. This year they chose Budmouth-Regis as the place to
spend their holiday in; and off they went in their best clothes at nine
o’clock in the morning.

‘When they had reached Budmouth-Regis they walked two and two along the
shore—their new boots going squeakity-squash upon the clammy velvet
sands. I can seem to see ’em now! Then they looked at the ships in the
harbour; and then went up to the Look-out; and then had dinner at an
inn; and then again walked two and two, squeakity-squash, upon the
velvet sands. As evening drew on they sat on one of the public seats
upon the Esplanade, and listened to the band; and then they said “What
shall we do next?”

‘“Of all things,” said Olive (Mrs. James Hardcome, that is), “I should
like to row in the bay! We could listen to the music from the water as
well as from here, and have the fun of rowing besides.”

‘“The very thing; so should I,” says Stephen, his tastes being always
like hers.

Here the clerk turned to the curate.

‘But you, sir, know the rest of the strange particulars of that strange
evening of their lives better than anybody else, having had much of it
from their own lips, which I had not; and perhaps you’ll oblige the
gentleman?’

‘Certainly, if it is wished,’ said the curate. And he took up the
clerk’s tale:—


‘Stephen’s wife hated the sea, except from land, and couldn’t bear the
thought of going into a boat. James, too, disliked the water, and said
that for his part he would much sooner stay on and listen to the band
in the seat they occupied, though he did not wish to stand in his
wife’s way if she desired a row. The end of the discussion was that
James and his cousin’s wife Emily agreed to remain where they were
sitting and enjoy the music, while they watched the other two hire a
boat just beneath, and take their water-excursion of half an hour or
so, till they should choose to come back and join the sitters on the
Esplanade; when they would all start homeward together.

‘Nothing could have pleased the other two restless ones better than
this arrangement; and Emily and James watched them go down to the
boatman below and choose one of the little yellow skiffs, and walk
carefully out upon the little plank that was laid on trestles to enable
them to get alongside the craft. They saw Stephen hand Olive in, and
take his seat facing her; when they were settled they waved their hands
to the couple watching them, and then Stephen took the pair of sculls
and pulled off to the tune beat by the band, she steering through the
other boats skimming about, for the sea was as smooth as glass that
evening, and pleasure-seekers were rowing everywhere.

‘“How pretty they look moving on, don’t they?” said Emily to James (as
I’ve been assured). “They both enjoy it equally. In everything their
likings are the same.”

‘“That’s true,” said James.

‘“They would have made a handsome pair if they had married,” said she.

‘“Yes,” said he. “’Tis a pity we should have parted ’em”

‘“Don’t talk of that, James,” said she. “For better or for worse we
decided to do as we did, and there’s an end of it.”

‘They sat on after that without speaking, side by side, and the band
played as before; the people strolled up and down; and Stephen and
Olive shrank smaller and smaller as they shot straight out to sea. The
two on shore used to relate how they saw Stephen stop rowing a moment,
and take off his coat to get at his work better; but James’s wife sat
quite still in the stern, holding the tiller-ropes by which she steered
the boat. When they had got very small indeed she turned her head to
shore.

‘“She is waving her handkerchief to us,” said Stephen’s wife, who
thereupon pulled out her own, and waved it as a return signal.

‘The boat’s course had been a little awry while Mrs. James neglected
her steering to wave her handkerchief to her husband and Mrs. Stephen;
but now the light skiff went straight onward again, and they could soon
see nothing more of the two figures it contained than Olive’s light
mantle and Stephen’s white shirt sleeves behind.

‘The two on the shore talked on. “’Twas very curious—our changing
partners at Tony Kytes’s wedding,” Emily declared. “Tony was of a
fickle nature by all account, and it really seemed as if his character
had infected us that night. Which of you two was it that first proposed
not to marry as we were engaged?”

‘“H’m—I can’t remember at this moment,” says James. “We talked it over,
you know; and no sooner said than done.”

‘“’Twas the dancing,” said she. “People get quite crazy sometimes in a
dance.”

‘“They do,” he owned.

‘“James—do you think they care for one another still?” asks Mrs.
Stephen.

‘James Hardcome mused and admitted that perhaps a little tender feeling
might flicker up in their hearts for a moment now and then. “Still,
nothing of any account,” he said.

‘“I sometimes think that Olive is in Steve’s mind a good deal,” murmurs
Mrs. Stephen; “particularly when she pleases his fancy by riding past
our window at a gallop on one of the draught-horses . . . I never could
do anything of that sort; I could never get over my fear of a horse.”

‘“And I am no horseman, though I pretend to be on her account,”
murmured James Hardcome. “But isn’t it almost time for them to turn and
sweep round to the shore, as the other boating folk have done? I wonder
what Olive means by steering away straight to the horizon like that?
She has hardly swerved from a direct line seaward since they started.”

‘“No doubt they are talking, and don’t think of where they are going,”
suggests Stephen’s wife.

‘“Perhaps so,” said James. “I didn’t know Steve could row like that.”

‘“O yes,” says she. “He often comes here on business, and generally has
a pull round the bay.”

‘“I can hardly see the boat or them,” says James again; “and it is
getting dark.”

‘The heedless pair afloat now formed a mere speck in the films of the
coming night, which thickened apace, till it completely swallowed up
their distant shapes. They had disappeared while still following the
same straight course away from the world of land-livers, as if they
were intending to drop over the sea-edge into space, and never return
to earth again.

‘The two on the shore continued to sit on, punctually abiding by their
agreement to remain on the same spot till the others returned. The
Esplanade lamps were lit one by one, the bandsmen folded up their
stands and departed, the yachts in the bay hung out their riding
lights, and the little boats came back to shore one after another,
their hirers walking on to the sands by the plank they had climbed to
go afloat; but among these Stephen and Olive did not appear.

‘“What a time they are!” said Emily. “I am getting quite chilly. I did
not expect to have to sit so long in the evening air.”

‘Thereupon James Hardcome said that he did not require his overcoat,
and insisted on lending it to her.

‘He wrapped it round Emily’s shoulders.

‘“Thank you, James,” she said. “How cold Olive must be in that thin
jacket!”

‘He said he was thinking so too. “Well, they are sure to be quite close
at hand by this time, though we can’t see ’em. The boats are not all in
yet. Some of the rowers are fond of paddling along the shore to finish
out their hour of hiring.”

‘“Shall we walk by the edge of the water,” said she, “to see if we can
discover them?”

‘He assented, reminding her that they must not lose sight of the seat,
lest the belated pair should return and miss them, and be vexed that
they had not kept the appointment.

‘They walked a sentry beat up and down the sands immediately opposite
the seat; and still the others did not come. James Hardcome at last
went to the boatman, thinking that after all his wife and cousin might
have come in under shadow of the dusk without being perceived, and
might have forgotten the appointment at the bench.

‘“All in?” asked James.

‘“All but one boat,” said the lessor. “I can’t think where that couple
is keeping to. They might run foul of something or other in the dark.”

‘Again Stephen’s wife and Olive’s husband waited, with more and more
anxiety. But no little yellow boat returned. Was it possible they could
have landed further down the Esplanade?

‘“It may have been done to escape paying,” said the boat-owner. “But
they didn’t look like people who would do that.”

‘James Hardcome knew that he could found no hope on such a reason as
that. But now, remembering what had been casually discussed between
Steve and himself about their wives from time to time, he admitted for
the first time the possibility that their old tenderness had been
revived by their face-to-face position more strongly than either had
anticipated at starting—the excursion having been so obviously
undertaken for the pleasure of the performance only,—and that they had
landed at some steps he knew of further down toward the pier, to be
longer alone together.

‘Still he disliked to harbour the thought, and would not mention its
existence to his companion. He merely said to her, “Let us walk further
on.”

‘They did so, and lingered between the boat-stage and the pier till
Stephen Hardcome’s wife was uneasy, and was obliged to accept James’s
offered arm. Thus the night advanced. Emily was presently so worn out
by fatigue that James felt it necessary to conduct her home; there was,
too, a remote chance that the truants had landed in the harbour on the
other side of the town, or elsewhere, and hastened home in some
unexpected way, in the belief that their consorts would not have waited
so long.

‘However, he left a direction in the town that a lookout should be
kept, though this was arranged privately, the bare possibility of an
elopement being enough to make him reticent; and, full of misgivings,
the two remaining ones hastened to catch the last train out of
Budmouth-Regis; and when they got to Casterbridge drove back to Upper
Longpuddle.’

‘Along this very road as we do now,’ remarked the parish clerk.

‘To be sure—along this very road,’ said the curate. ‘However, Stephen
and Olive were not at their homes; neither had entered the village
since leaving it in the morning. Emily and James Hardcome went to their
respective dwellings to snatch a hasty night’s rest, and at daylight
the next morning they drove again to Casterbridge and entered the
Budmouth train, the line being just opened.

‘Nothing had been heard of the couple there during this brief absence.
In the course of a few hours some young men testified to having seen
such a man and woman rowing in a frail hired craft, the head of the
boat kept straight to sea; they had sat looking in each other’s faces
as if they were in a dream, with no consciousness of what they were
doing, or whither they were steering. It was not till late that day
that more tidings reached James’s ears. The boat had been found
drifting bottom upward a long way from land. In the evening the sea
rose somewhat, and a cry spread through the town that two bodies were
cast ashore in Lullstead Bay, several miles to the eastward. They were
brought to Budmouth, and inspection revealed them to be the missing
pair. It was said that they had been found tightly locked in each
other’s arms, his lips upon hers, their features still wrapt in the
same calm and dream-like repose which had been observed in their
demeanour as they had glided along.

‘Neither James nor Emily questioned the original motives of the
unfortunate man and woman in putting to sea. They were both above
suspicion as to intention. Whatever their mutual feelings might have
led them on to, underhand behaviour was foreign to the nature of
either. Conjecture pictured that they might have fallen into tender
reverie while gazing each into a pair of eyes that had formerly flashed
for him and her alone, and, unwilling to avow what their mutual
sentiments were, they had continued thus, oblivious of time and space,
till darkness suddenly overtook them far from land. But nothing was
truly known. It had been their destiny to die thus. The two halves,
intended by Nature to make the perfect whole, had failed in that result
during their lives, though “in their death they were not divided.”
Their bodies were brought home, and buried on one day. I remember that,
on looking round the churchyard while reading the service, I observed
nearly all the parish at their funeral.’

‘It was so, sir,’ said the clerk.

‘The remaining two,’ continued the curate (whose voice had grown husky
while relating the lovers’ sad fate), ‘were a more thoughtful and
far-seeing, though less romantic, couple than the first. They were now
mutually bereft of a companion, and found themselves by this accident
in a position to fulfil their destiny according to Nature’s plan and
their own original and calmly-formed intention. James Hardcome took
Emily to wife in the course of a year and a half; and the marriage
proved in every respect a happy one. I solemnized the service, Hardcome
having told me, when he came to give notice of the proposed wedding,
the story of his first wife’s loss almost word for word as I have told
it to you.’

‘And are they living in Longpuddle still?’ asked the new-comer.

‘O no, sir,’ interposed the clerk. ‘James has been dead these dozen
years, and his mis’ess about six or seven. They had no children.
William Privett used to be their odd man till he died.’

‘Ah—William Privett! He dead too?—dear me!’ said the other. ‘All passed
away!’

‘Yes, sir. William was much older than I. He’d ha’ been over eighty if
he had lived till now.’

‘There was something very strange about William’s death—very strange
indeed!’ sighed a melancholy man in the back of the van. It was the
seedsman’s father, who had hitherto kept silence.

‘And what might that have been?’ asked Mr. Lackland.



THE SUPERSTITIOUS MAN’S STORY


‘William, as you may know, was a curious, silent man; you could feel
when he came near ’ee; and if he was in the house or anywhere behind
your back without your seeing him, there seemed to be something clammy
in the air, as if a cellar door was opened close by your elbow. Well,
one Sunday, at a time that William was in very good health to all
appearance, the bell that was ringing for church went very heavy all of
a sudden; the sexton, who told me o’t, said he’d not known the bell go
so heavy in his hand for years—it was just as if the gudgeons wanted
oiling. That was on the Sunday, as I say. During the week after, it
chanced that William’s wife was staying up late one night to finish her
ironing, she doing the washing for Mr. and Mrs. Hardcome. Her husband
had finished his supper and gone to bed as usual some hour or two
before. While she ironed she heard him coming down stairs; he stopped
to put on his boots at the stair-foot, where he always left them, and
then came on into the living-room where she was ironing, passing
through it towards the door, this being the only way from the staircase
to the outside of the house. No word was said on either side, William
not being a man given to much speaking, and his wife being occupied
with her work. He went out and closed the door behind him. As her
husband had now and then gone out in this way at night before when
unwell, or unable to sleep for want of a pipe, she took no particular
notice, and continued at her ironing. This she finished shortly after,
and as he had not come in she waited awhile for him, putting away the
irons and things, and preparing the table for his breakfast in the
morning. Still he did not return, but supposing him not far off, and
wanting to get to bed herself, tired as she was, she left the door
unbarred and went to the stairs, after writing on the back of the door
with chalk: _Mind and do the door_ (because he was a forgetful man).

‘To her great surprise, and I might say alarm, on reaching the foot of
the stairs his boots were standing there as they always stood when he
had gone to rest; going up to their chamber she found him in bed
sleeping as sound as a rock. How he could have got back again without
her seeing or hearing him was beyond her comprehension. It could only
have been by passing behind her very quietly while she was bumping with
the iron. But this notion did not satisfy her: it was surely impossible
that she should not have seen him come in through a room so small. She
could not unravel the mystery, and felt very queer and uncomfortable
about it. However, she would not disturb him to question him then, and
went to bed herself.

‘He rose and left for his work very early the next morning, before she
was awake, and she waited his return to breakfast with much anxiety for
an explanation, for thinking over the matter by daylight made it seem
only the more startling. When he came in to the meal he said, before
she could put her question, “What’s the meaning of them words chalked
on the door?”

‘She told him, and asked him about his going out the night before.
William declared that he had never left the bedroom after entering it,
having in fact undressed, lain down, and fallen asleep directly, never
once waking till the clock struck five, and he rose up to go to his
labour.

‘Betty Privett was as certain in her own mind that he did go out as she
was of her own existence, and was little less certain that he did not
return. She felt too disturbed to argue with him, and let the subject
drop as though she must have been mistaken. When she was walking down
Longpuddle street later in the day she met Jim Weedle’s daughter Nancy,
and said, “Well, Nancy, you do look sleepy to-day!”

‘“Yes, Mrs. Privett,” says Nancy. “Now don’t tell anybody, but I don’t
mind letting you know what the reason o’t is. Last night, being Old
Midsummer Eve, some of us went to church porch, and didn’t get home
till near one.”

‘“Did ye?” says Mrs. Privett. “Old Midsummer yesterday was it? Faith I
didn’t think whe’r ’twas Midsummer or Michaelmas; I’d too much work to
do.”

‘“Yes. And we were frightened enough, I can tell ’ee, by what we saw.”

‘“What did ye see?”

‘(You may not remember, sir, having gone off to foreign parts so young,
that on Midsummer Night it is believed hereabout that the faint shapes
of all the folk in the parish who are going to be at death’s door
within the year can be seen entering the church. Those who get over
their illness come out again after a while; those that are doomed to
die do not return.)

‘“What did you see?” asked William’s wife.

‘“Well,” says Nancy, backwardly—“we needn’t tell what we saw, or who we
saw.”

‘“You saw my husband,” says Betty Privett, in a quiet way.

‘“Well, since you put it so,” says Nancy, hanging fire, “we—thought we
did see him; but it was darkish, and we was frightened, and of course
it might not have been he.”

‘“Nancy, you needn’t mind letting it out, though ’tis kept back in
kindness. And he didn’t come out of church again: I know it as well as
you.”

‘Nancy did not answer yes or no to that, and no more was said. But
three days after, William Privett was mowing with John Chiles in Mr.
Hardcome’s meadow, and in the heat of the day they sat down to eat
their bit o’ nunch under a tree, and empty their flagon. Afterwards
both of ’em fell asleep as they sat. John Chiles was the first to wake,
and as he looked towards his fellow-mower he saw one of those great
white miller’s-souls as we call ’em—that is to say, a miller-moth—come
from William’s open mouth while he slept, and fly straight away. John
thought it odd enough, as William had worked in a mill for several
years when he was a boy. He then looked at the sun, and found by the
place o’t that they had slept a long while, and as William did not
wake, John called to him and said it was high time to begin work again.
He took no notice, and then John went up and shook him, and found he
was dead.

‘Now on that very day old Philip Hookhorn was down at Longpuddle Spring
dipping up a pitcher of water; and as he turned away, who should he see
coming down to the spring on the other side but William, looking very
pale and odd. This surprised Philip Hookhorn very much, for years
before that time William’s little son—his only child—had been drowned
in that spring while at play there, and this had so preyed upon
William’s mind that he’d never been seen near the spring afterwards,
and had been known to go half a mile out of his way to avoid the place.
On inquiry, it was found that William in body could not have stood by
the spring, being in the mead two miles off; and it also came out that
the time at which he was seen at the spring was the very time when he
died.’


‘A rather melancholy story,’ observed the emigrant, after a minute’s
silence.

‘Yes, yes. Well, we must take ups and downs together,’ said the
seedsman’s father.

‘You don’t know, Mr. Lackland, I suppose, what a rum start that was
between Andrey Satchel and Jane Vallens and the pa’son and clerk o’
Scrimpton?’ said the master-thatcher, a man with a spark of subdued
liveliness in his eye, who had hitherto kept his attention mainly upon
small objects a long way ahead, as he sat in front of the van with his
feet outside. ‘Theirs was a queerer experience of a pa’son and clerk
than some folks get, and may cheer ’ee up a little after this dampness
that’s been flung over yer soul.’

The returned one replied that he knew nothing of the history, and
should be happy to hear it, quite recollecting the personality of the
man Satchel.

‘Ah no; this Andrey Satchel is the son of the Satchel that you knew;
this one has not been married more than two or three years, and ’twas
at the time o’ the wedding that the accident happened that I could tell
’ee of, or anybody else here, for that matter.’

‘No, no; you must tell it, neighbour, if anybody,’ said several; a
request in which Mr. Lackland joined, adding that the Satchel family
was one he had known well before leaving home.

‘I’ll just mention, as you be a stranger,’ whispered the carrier to
Lackland, ‘that Christopher’s stories will bear pruning.’

The emigrant nodded.

‘Well, I can soon tell it,’ said the master-thatcher, schooling himself
to a tone of actuality. ‘Though as it has more to do with the pa’son
and clerk than with Andrey himself, it ought to be told by a better
churchman than I.’



ANDREY SATCHEL AND THE PARSON AND CLERK


‘It all arose, you must know, from Andrey being fond of a drop of drink
at that time—though he’s a sober enough man now by all account, so much
the better for him. Jane, his bride, you see, was somewhat older than
Andrey; how much older I don’t pretend to say; she was not one of our
parish, and the register alone may be able to tell that. But, at any
rate, her being a little ahead of her young man in mortal years,
coupled with other bodily circumstances—’

(‘Ah, poor thing!’ sighed the women.)

‘—made her very anxious to get the thing done before he changed his
mind; and ’twas with a joyful countenance (they say) that she, with
Andrey and his brother and sister-in-law, marched off to church one
November morning as soon as ’twas day a’most, to be made one with
Andrey for the rest of her life. He had left our place long before it
was light, and the folks that were up all waved their lanterns at him,
and flung up their hats as he went.

‘The church of her parish was a mile and more from the houses, and, as
it was a wonderful fine day for the time of year, the plan was that as
soon as they were married they would make out a holiday by driving
straight off to Port Bredy, to see the ships and the sea and the
sojers, instead of coming back to a meal at the house of the distant
relation she lived wi’, and moping about there all the afternoon.

‘Well, some folks noticed that Andrey walked with rather wambling steps
to church that morning; the truth o’t was that his nearest neighbour’s
child had been christened the day before, and Andrey, having stood
godfather, had stayed all night keeping up the christening, for he had
said to himself, “Not if I live to be thousand shall I again be made a
godfather one day, and a husband the next, and perhaps a father the
next, and therefore I’ll make the most of the blessing.” So that when
he started from home in the morning he had not been in bed at all. The
result was, as I say, that when he and his bride-to-be walked up the
church to get married, the pa’son (who was a very strict man inside the
church, whatever he was outside) looked hard at Andrey, and said, very
sharp:

‘“How’s this, my man? You are in liquor. And so early, too. I’m ashamed
of you!”

‘“Well, that’s true, sir,” says Andrey. “But I can walk straight enough
for practical purposes. I can walk a chalk line,” he says (meaning no
offence), “as well as some other folk: and—” (getting hotter)—“I reckon
that if you, Pa’son Billy Toogood, had kept up a christening all night
so thoroughly as I have done, you wouldn’t be able to stand at all;
d--- me if you would!”

‘This answer made Pa’son Billy—as they used to call him—rather spitish,
not to say hot, for he was a warm-tempered man if provoked, and he
said, very decidedly: “Well, I cannot marry you in this state; and I
will not! Go home and get sober!” And he slapped the book together like
a rat-trap.

‘Then the bride burst out crying as if her heart would break, for very
fear that she would lose Andrey after all her hard work to get him, and
begged and implored the pa’son to go on with the ceremony. But no.

‘“I won’t be a party to your solemnizing matrimony with a tipsy man,”
says Mr. Toogood. “It is not right and decent. I am sorry for you, my
young woman, but you’d better go home again. I wonder how you could
think of bringing him here drunk like this!”

‘“But if—if he don’t come drunk he won’t come at all, sir!” she says,
through her sobs.

‘“I can’t help that,” says the pa’son; and plead as she might, it did
not move him. Then she tried him another way.

‘“Well, then, if you’ll go home, sir, and leave us here, and come back
to the church in an hour or two, I’ll undertake to say that he shall be
as sober as a judge,” she cries. “We’ll bide here, with your
permission; for if he once goes out of this here church unmarried, all
Van Amburgh’s horses won’t drag him back again!”

‘“Very well,” says the parson. “I’ll give you two hours, and then I’ll
return.”

‘“And please, sir, lock the door, so that we can’t escape!” says she.

‘“Yes,” says the parson.

‘“And let nobody know that we are here.”

‘The pa’son then took off his clane white surplice, and went away; and
the others consulted upon the best means for keeping the matter a
secret, which it was not a very hard thing to do, the place being so
lonely, and the hour so early. The witnesses, Andrey’s brother and
brother’s wife, neither one o’ which cared about Andrey’s marrying
Jane, and had come rather against their will, said they couldn’t wait
two hours in that hole of a place, wishing to get home to Longpuddle
before dinner-time. They were altogether so crusty that the clerk said
there was no difficulty in their doing as they wished. They could go
home as if their brother’s wedding had actually taken place and the
married couple had gone onward for their day’s pleasure jaunt to Port
Bredy as intended, he, the clerk, and any casual passer-by would act as
witnesses when the pa’son came back.

‘This was agreed to, and away Andrey’s relations went, nothing loath,
and the clerk shut the church door and prepared to lock in the couple.
The bride went up and whispered to him, with her eyes a-streaming
still.

‘“My dear good clerk,” she says, “if we bide here in the church, folk
may see us through the winders, and find out what has happened; and
’twould cause such a talk and scandal that I never should get over it:
and perhaps, too, dear Andrey might try to get out and leave me! Will
ye lock us up in the tower, my dear good clerk?” she says. “I’ll tole
him in there if you will.”

‘The clerk had no objection to do this to oblige the poor young woman,
and they toled Andrey into the tower, and the clerk locked ’em both up
straightway, and then went home, to return at the end of the two hours.

‘Pa’son Toogood had not been long in his house after leaving the church
when he saw a gentleman in pink and top-boots ride past his windows,
and with a sudden flash of heat he called to mind that the hounds met
that day just on the edge of his parish. The pa’son was one who dearly
loved sport, and much he longed to be there.

‘In short, except o’ Sundays and at tide-times in the week, Pa’son
Billy was the life o’ the Hunt. ’Tis true that he was poor, and that he
rode all of a heap, and that his black mare was rat-tailed and old, and
his tops older, and all over of one colour, whitey-brown, and full o’
cracks. But he’d been in at the death of three thousand foxes.
And—being a bachelor man—every time he went to bed in summer he used to
open the bed at bottom and crawl up head foremost, to mind 'em of the
coming winter and the good sport he’d have, and the foxes going to
earth. And whenever there was a christening at the Squire’s, and he had
dinner there afterwards, as he always did, he never failed to christen
the chiel over again in a bottle of port wine.

‘Now the clerk was the parson’s groom and gardener and jineral manager,
and had just got back to his work in the garden when he, too, saw the
hunting man pass, and presently saw lots more of ’em, noblemen and
gentry, and then he saw the hounds, the huntsman, Jim Treadhedge, the
whipper-in, and I don’t know who besides. The clerk loved going to
cover as frantical as the pa’son, so much so that whenever he saw or
heard the pack he could no more rule his feelings than if they were the
winds of heaven. He might be bedding, or he might be sowing—all was
forgot. So he throws down his spade and rushes in to the pa’son, who
was by this time as frantical to go as he.

‘“That there mare of yours, sir, do want exercise bad, very bad, this
morning!” the clerk says, all of a tremble. “Don’t ye think I’d better
trot her round the downs for an hour, sir?”

‘“To be sure, she does want exercise badly. I’ll trot her round
myself,” says the parson.

‘“Oh—you’ll trot her yerself? Well, there’s the cob, sir. Really that
cob is getting oncontrollable through biding in a stable so long! If
you wouldn’t mind my putting on the saddle—”

‘“Very well. Take him out, certainly,” says the pa’son, never caring
what the clerk did so long as he himself could get off immediately. So,
scrambling into his riding-boots and breeches as quick as he could, he
rode off towards the meet, intending to be back in an hour. No sooner
was he gone than the clerk mounted the cob, and was off after him. When
the pa’son got to the meet, he found a lot of friends, and was as jolly
as he could be: the hounds found a’most as soon as they threw off, and
there was great excitement. So, forgetting that he had meant to go back
at once, away rides the pa’son with the rest o’ the hunt, all across
the fallow ground that lies between Lippet Wood and Green’s Copse; and
as he galloped he looked behind for a moment, and there was the clerk
close to his heels.

‘“Ha, ha, clerk—you here?” he says.

‘“Yes, sir, here be I,” says t’other.

‘“Fine exercise for the horses!”

‘“Ay, sir—hee, hee!” says the clerk.

‘So they went on and on, into Green’s Copse, then across to Higher
Jirton; then on across this very turnpike-road to Climmerston Ridge,
then away towards Yalbury Wood: up hill and down dale, like the very
wind, the clerk close to the pa’son, and the pa’son not far from the
hounds. Never was there a finer run knowed with that pack than they had
that day; and neither pa’son nor clerk thought one word about the
unmarried couple locked up in the church tower waiting to get j’ined.

‘“These hosses of yours, sir, will be much improved by this!” says the
clerk as he rode along, just a neck behind the pa’son. “’Twas a happy
thought of your reverent mind to bring ’em out to-day. Why, it may be
frosty in a day or two, and then the poor things mid not be able to
leave the stable for weeks.”

‘“They may not, they may not, it is true. A merciful man is merciful to
his beast,” says the pa’son.

‘“Hee, hee!” says the clerk, glancing sly into the pa’son’s eye.

‘“Ha, ha!” says the pa’son, a-glancing back into the clerk’s. “Halloo!”
he shouts, as he sees the fox break cover at that moment.

‘“Halloo!” cries the clerk. “There he goes! Why, dammy, there’s two
foxes—”

‘“Hush, clerk, hush! Don’t let me hear that word again! Remember our
calling.”

‘“True, sir, true. But really, good sport do carry away a man so, that
he’s apt to forget his high persuasion!” And the next minute the corner
of the clerk’s eye shot again into the corner of the pa’son’s, and the
pa’son’s back again to the clerk’s. “Hee, hee!” said the clerk.

‘“Ha, ha!” said Pa’son Toogood.

‘“Ah, sir,” says the clerk again, “this is better than crying Amen to
your Ever-and-ever on a winter’s morning!”

‘“Yes, indeed, clerk! To everything there’s a season,” says Pa’son
Toogood, quite pat, for he was a learned Christian man when he liked,
and had chapter and ve’se at his tongue’s end, as a pa’son should.

‘At last, late in the day, the hunting came to an end by the fox
running into a’ old woman’s cottage, under her table, and up the
clock-case. The pa’son and clerk were among the first in at the death,
their faces a-staring in at the old woman’s winder, and the clock
striking as he’d never been heard to strik’ before. Then came the
question of finding their way home.

‘Neither the pa’son nor the clerk knowed how they were going to do
this, for their beasts were wellnigh tired down to the ground. But they
started back-along as well as they could, though they were so done up
that they could only drag along at a’ amble, and not much of that at a
time.

‘“We shall never, never get there!” groaned Mr. Toogood, quite bowed
down.

‘“Never!” groans the clerk. “’Tis a judgment upon us for our
iniquities!”

‘“I fear it is,” murmurs the pa’son.

‘Well, ’twas quite dark afore they entered the pa’sonage gate, having
crept into the parish as quiet as if they’d stole a hammer, little
wishing their congregation to know what they’d been up to all day long.
And as they were so dog-tired, and so anxious about the horses, never
once did they think of the unmarried couple. As soon as ever the horses
had been stabled and fed, and the pa’son and clerk had had a bit and a
sup theirselves, they went to bed.

‘Next morning when Pa’son Toogood was at breakfast, thinking of the
glorious sport he’d had the day before, the clerk came in a hurry to
the door and asked to see him.

‘“It has just come into my mind, sir, that we’ve forgot all about the
couple that we was to have married yesterday!”

‘The half-chawed victuals dropped from the pa’son’s mouth as if he’d
been shot. “Bless my soul,” says he, “so we have! How very awkward!”

‘“It is, sir; very. Perhaps we’ve ruined the ’ooman!”

‘“Ah—to be sure—I remember! She ought to have been married before.”

‘“If anything has happened to her up in that there tower, and no doctor
or nuss—”

(‘Ah—poor thing!’ sighed the women.)

‘“—’twill be a quarter-sessions matter for us, not to speak of the
disgrace to the Church!”

‘“Good God, clerk, don’t drive me wild!” says the pa’son. “Why the hell
didn’t I marry ’em, drunk or sober!” (Pa’sons used to cuss in them days
like plain honest men.) “Have you been to the church to see what
happened to them, or inquired in the village?”

‘“Not I, sir! It only came into my head a moment ago, and I always like
to be second to you in church matters. You could have knocked me down
with a sparrer’s feather when I thought o’t, sir; I assure ’ee you
could!”

‘Well, the parson jumped up from his breakfast, and together they went
off to the church.

‘“It is not at all likely that they are there now,” says Mr. Toogood,
as they went; “and indeed I hope they are not. They be pretty sure to
have ’scaped and gone home.”

‘However, they opened the church-hatch, entered the churchyard, and
looking up at the tower, there they seed a little small white face at
the belfry-winder, and a little small hand waving. ’Twas the bride.

‘“God my life, clerk,” says Mr. Toogood, “I don’t know how to face
’em!” And he sank down upon a tombstone. “How I wish I hadn’t been so
cussed particular!”

‘“Yes—’twas a pity we didn’t finish it when we’d begun,” the clerk
said. “Still, since the feelings of your holy priestcraft wouldn’t let
ye, the couple must put up with it.”

‘“True, clerk, true! Does she look as if anything premature had took
place?”

‘“I can’t see her no lower down than her arm-pits, sir.”

‘“Well—how do her face look?”

‘“It do look mighty white!”

‘“Well, we must know the worst! Dear me, how the small of my back do
ache from that ride yesterday! . . . But to more godly business!”

‘They went on into the church, and unlocked the tower stairs, and
immediately poor Jane and Andrey busted out like starved mice from a
cupboard, Andrey limp and sober enough now, and his bride pale and
cold, but otherwise as usual.

‘“What,” says the pa’son, with a great breath of relief, “you haven’t
been here ever since?”

‘“Yes, we have, sir!” says the bride, sinking down upon a seat in her
weakness. “Not a morsel, wet or dry, have we had since! It was
impossible to get out without help, and here we’ve stayed!”

‘“But why didn’t you shout, good souls?” said the pa’son.

‘“She wouldn’t let me,” says Andrey.

‘“Because we were so ashamed at what had led to it,” sobs Jane. “We
felt that if it were noised abroad it would cling to us all our lives!
Once or twice Andrey had a good mind to toll the bell, but then he
said: “No; I’ll starve first. I won’t bring disgrace on my name and
yours, my dear.” And so we waited and waited, and walked round and
round; but never did you come till now!”

‘“To my regret!” says the parson. “Now, then, we will soon get it
over.”

‘“I—I should like some victuals,” said Andrey, “’twould gie me courage
if it is only a crust o’ bread and a’ onion; for I am that leery that I
can feel my stomach rubbing against my backbone.”

‘“I think we had better get it done,” said the bride, a bit anxious in
manner; “since we are all here convenient, too!”

‘Andrey gave way about the victuals, and the clerk called in a second
witness who wouldn’t be likely to gossip about it, and soon the knot
was tied, and the bride looked smiling and calm forthwith, and Andrey
limper than ever.

‘“Now,” said Pa’son Toogood, “you two must come to my house, and have a
good lining put to your insides before you go a step further.”

‘They were very glad of the offer, and went out of the churchyard by
one path while the pa’son and clerk went out by the other, and so did
not attract notice, it being still early. They entered the rectory as
if they’d just come back from their trip to Port Bredy; and then they
knocked in the victuals and drink till they could hold no more.

‘It was a long while before the story of what they had gone through was
known, but it was talked of in time, and they themselves laugh over it
now; though what Jane got for her pains was no great bargain after all.
’Tis true she saved her name.’


‘Was that the same Andrey who went to the squire’s house as one of the
Christmas fiddlers?’ asked the seedsman.

‘No, no,’ replied Mr. Profitt, the schoolmaster. ‘It was his father did
that. Ay, it was all owing to his being such a man for eating and
drinking.’ Finding that he had the ear of the audience, the
schoolmaster continued without delay:—



OLD ANDREY’S EXPERIENCE AS A MUSICIAN


‘I was one of the choir-boys at that time, and we and the players were
to appear at the manor-house as usual that Christmas week, to play and
sing in the hall to the squire’s people and visitors (among ’em being
the archdeacon, Lord and Lady Baxby, and I don’t know who); afterwards
going, as we always did, to have a good supper in the servants’ hall.
Andrew knew this was the custom, and meeting us when we were starting
to go, he said to us: “Lord, how I should like to join in that meal of
beef, and turkey, and plum-pudding, and ale, that you happy ones be
going to just now! One more or less will make no difference to the
squire. I am too old to pass as a singing boy, and too bearded to pass
as a singing girl; can ye lend me a fiddle, neighbours, that I may come
with ye as a bandsman?”

‘Well, we didn’t like to be hard upon him, and lent him an old one,
though Andrew knew no more of music than the Cerne Giant; and armed
with the instrument he walked up to the squire’s house with the others
of us at the time appointed, and went in boldly, his fiddle under his
arm. He made himself as natural as he could in opening the music-books
and moving the candles to the best points for throwing light upon the
notes; and all went well till we had played and sung “While shepherds
watch,” and “Star, arise,” and “Hark the glad sound.” Then the squire’s
mother, a tall gruff old lady, who was much interested in church-music,
said quite unexpectedly to Andrew: “My man, I see you don’t play your
instrument with the rest. How is that?”

‘Every one of the choir was ready to sink into the earth with concern
at the fix Andrew was in. We could see that he had fallen into a cold
sweat, and how he would get out of it we did not know.

‘“I’ve had a misfortune, mem,” he says, bowing as meek as a child.
“Coming along the road I fell down and broke my bow.”

‘“Oh, I am sorry to hear that,” says she. “Can’t it be mended?”

‘“Oh no, mem,” says Andrew. “’Twas broke all to splinters.”

‘“I’ll see what I can do for you,” says she.

‘And then it seemed all over, and we played “Rejoice, ye drowsy mortals
all,” in D and two sharps. But no sooner had we got through it than she
says to Andrew,

‘“I’ve sent up into the attic, where we have some old musical
instruments, and found a bow for you.” And she hands the bow to poor
wretched Andrew, who didn’t even know which end to take hold of. “Now
we shall have the full accompaniment,” says she.

‘Andrew’s face looked as if it were made of rotten apple as he stood in
the circle of players in front of his book; for if there was one person
in the parish that everybody was afraid of, ’twas this hook-nosed old
lady. However, by keeping a little behind the next man he managed to
make pretence of beginning, sawing away with his bow without letting it
touch the strings, so that it looked as if he were driving into the
tune with heart and soul. ’Tis a question if he wouldn’t have got
through all right if one of the squire’s visitors (no other than the
archdeacon) hadn’t noticed that he held the fiddle upside down, the nut
under his chin, and the tail-piece in his hand; and they began to crowd
round him, thinking ’twas some new way of performing.

‘This revealed everything; the squire’s mother had Andrew turned out of
the house as a vile impostor, and there was great interruption to the
harmony of the proceedings, the squire declaring he should have notice
to leave his cottage that day fortnight. However, when we got to the
servants’ hall there sat Andrew, who had been let in at the back door
by the orders of the squire’s wife, after being turned out at the front
by the orders of the squire, and nothing more was heard about his
leaving his cottage. But Andrew never performed in public as a musician
after that night; and now he’s dead and gone, poor man, as we all shall
be!’


‘I had quite forgotten the old choir, with their fiddles and
bass-viols,’ said the home-comer, musingly. ‘Are they still going on
the same as of old?’

‘Bless the man!’ said Christopher Twink, the master-thatcher; ‘why,
they’ve been done away with these twenty year. A young teetotaler plays
the organ in church now, and plays it very well; though ’tis not quite
such good music as in old times, because the organ is one of them that
go with a winch, and the young teetotaler says he can’t always throw
the proper feeling into the tune without wellnigh working his arms
off.’

‘Why did they make the change, then?’

‘Well, partly because of fashion, partly because the old musicians got
into a sort of scrape. A terrible scrape ’twas too—wasn’t it, John? I
shall never forget it—never! They lost their character as officers of
the church as complete as if they’d never had any character at all.’

‘That was very bad for them.’

‘Yes.’ The master-thatcher attentively regarded past times as if they
lay about a mile off, and went on:—



ABSENT-MINDEDNESS IN A PARISH CHOIR


‘It happened on Sunday after Christmas—the last Sunday ever they played
in Longpuddle church gallery, as it turned out, though they didn’t know
it then. As you may know, sir, the players formed a very good
band—almost as good as the Mellstock parish players that were led by
the Dewys; and that’s saying a great deal. There was Nicholas
Puddingcome, the leader, with the first fiddle; there was Timothy
Thomas, the bass-viol man; John Biles, the tenor fiddler; Dan’l
Hornhead, with the serpent; Robert Dowdle, with the clarionet; and Mr.
Nicks, with the oboe—all sound and powerful musicians, and
strong-winded men—they that blowed. For that reason they were very much
in demand Christmas week for little reels and dancing parties; for they
could turn a jig or a hornpipe out of hand as well as ever they could
turn out a psalm, and perhaps better, not to speak irreverent. In
short, one half-hour they could be playing a Christmas carol in the
squire’s hall to the ladies and gentlemen, and drinking tea and coffee
with ’em as modest as saints; and the next, at The Tinker’s Arms,
blazing away like wild horses with the “Dashing White Sergeant” to nine
couple of dancers and more, and swallowing rum-and-cider hot as flame.

‘Well, this Christmas they’d been out to one rattling randy after
another every night, and had got next to no sleep at all. Then came the
Sunday after Christmas, their fatal day. ’Twas so mortal cold that year
that they could hardly sit in the gallery; for though the congregation
down in the body of the church had a stove to keep off the frost, the
players in the gallery had nothing at all. So Nicholas said at morning
service, when ’twas freezing an inch an hour, “Please the Lord I won’t
stand this numbing weather no longer: this afternoon we’ll have
something in our insides to make us warm, if it cost a king’s ransom.”

‘So he brought a gallon of hot brandy and beer, ready mixed, to church
with him in the afternoon, and by keeping the jar well wrapped up in
Timothy Thomas’s bass-viol bag it kept drinkably warm till they wanted
it, which was just a thimbleful in the Absolution, and another after
the Creed, and the remainder at the beginning o’ the sermon. When
they’d had the last pull they felt quite comfortable and warm, and as
the sermon went on—most unfortunately for ’em it was a long one that
afternoon—they fell asleep, every man jack of ’em; and there they slept
on as sound as rocks.

‘’Twas a very dark afternoon, and by the end of the sermon all you
could see of the inside of the church were the pa’son’s two candles
alongside of him in the pulpit, and his spaking face behind ’em. The
sermon being ended at last, the pa’son gie’d out the Evening Hymn. But
no choir set about sounding up the tune, and the people began to turn
their heads to learn the reason why, and then Levi Limpet, a boy who
sat in the gallery, nudged Timothy and Nicholas, and said, “Begin!
begin!”

‘“Hey? what?” says Nicholas, starting up; and the church being so dark
and his head so muddled he thought he was at the party they had played
at all the night before, and away he went, bow and fiddle, at “The
Devil among the Tailors,” the favourite jig of our neighbourhood at
that time. The rest of the band, being in the same state of mind and
nothing doubting, followed their leader with all their strength,
according to custom. They poured out that there tune till the lower
bass notes of “The Devil among the Tailors” made the cobwebs in the
roof shiver like ghosts; then Nicholas, seeing nobody moved, shouted
out as he scraped (in his usual commanding way at dances when the folk
didn’t know the figures), “Top couples cross hands! And when I make the
fiddle squeak at the end, every man kiss his pardner under the
mistletoe!”

‘The boy Levi was so frightened that he bolted down the gallery stairs
and out homeward like lightning. The pa’son’s hair fairly stood on end
when he heard the evil tune raging through the church, and thinking the
choir had gone crazy he held up his hand and said: “Stop, stop, stop!
Stop, stop! What’s this?” But they didn’t hear’n for the noise of their
own playing, and the more he called the louder they played.

‘Then the folks came out of their pews, wondering down to the ground,
and saying: “What do they mean by such wickedness! We shall be consumed
like Sodom and Gomorrah!”

‘Then the squire came out of his pew lined wi’ green baize, where lots
of lords and ladies visiting at the house were worshipping along with
him, and went and stood in front of the gallery, and shook his fist in
the musicians’ faces, saying, “What! In this reverent edifice! What!”

‘And at last they heard’n through their playing, and stopped.

‘“Never such an insulting, disgraceful thing—never!” says the squire,
who couldn’t rule his passion.

‘“Never!” says the pa’son, who had come down and stood beside him.

‘“Not if the Angels of Heaven,” says the squire (he was a wickedish
man, the squire was, though now for once he happened to be on the
Lord’s side)—“not if the Angels of Heaven come down,” he says, “shall
one of you villanous players ever sound a note in this church again;
for the insult to me, and my family, and my visitors, and God Almighty,
that you’ve a-perpetrated this afternoon!”

‘Then the unfortunate church band came to their senses, and remembered
where they were; and ’twas a sight to see Nicholas Pudding come and
Timothy Thomas and John Biles creep down the gallery stairs with their
fiddles under their arms, and poor Dan’l Hornhead with his serpent, and
Robert Dowdle with his clarionet, all looking as little as ninepins;
and out they went. The pa’son might have forgi’ed ’em when he learned
the truth o’t, but the squire would not. That very week he sent for a
barrel-organ that would play two-and-twenty new psalm-tunes, so exact
and particular that, however sinful inclined you was, you could play
nothing but psalm-tunes whatsomever. He had a really respectable man to
turn the winch, as I said, and the old players played no more.’


‘And, of course, my old acquaintance, the annuitant, Mrs. Winter, who
always seemed to have something on her mind, is dead and gone?’ said
the home-comer, after a long silence.

Nobody in the van seemed to recollect the name.

‘O yes, she must be dead long since: she was seventy when I as a child
knew her,’ he added.

‘I can recollect Mrs. Winter very well, if nobody else can,’ said the
aged groceress. ‘Yes, she’s been dead these five-and-twenty year at
least. You knew what it was upon her mind, sir, that gave her that
hollow-eyed look, I suppose?’

‘It had something to do with a son of hers, I think I once was told.
But I was too young to know particulars.’

The groceress sighed as she conjured up a vision of days long past.
‘Yes,’ she murmured, ‘it had all to do with a son.’ Finding that the
van was still in a listening mood, she spoke on:—



THE WINTERS AND THE PALMLEYS


‘To go back to the beginning—if one must—there were two women in the
parish when I was a child, who were to a certain extent rivals in good
looks. Never mind particulars, but in consequence of this they were at
daggers-drawn, and they did not love each other any better when one of
them tempted the other’s lover away from her and married him. He was a
young man of the name of Winter, and in due time they had a son.

‘The other woman did not marry for many years: but when she was about
thirty a quiet man named Palmley asked her to be his wife, and she
accepted him. You don’t mind when the Palmleys were Longpuddle folk,
but I do well. She had a son also, who was, of course, nine or ten
years younger than the son of the first. The child proved to be of
rather weak intellect, though his mother loved him as the apple of her
eye.

‘This woman’s husband died when the child was eight years old, and left
his widow and boy in poverty. Her former rival, also a widow now, but
fairly well provided for, offered for pity’s sake to take the child as
errand-boy, small as he was, her own son, Jack, being hard upon
seventeen. Her poor neighbour could do no better than let the child go
there. And to the richer woman’s house little Palmley straightway went.

‘Well, in some way or other—how, it was never exactly known—the
thriving woman, Mrs. Winter, sent the little boy with a message to the
next village one December day, much against his will. It was getting
dark, and the child prayed to be allowed not to go, because he would be
afraid coming home. But the mistress insisted, more out of
thoughtlessness than cruelty, and the child went. On his way back he
had to pass through Yalbury Wood, and something came out from behind a
tree and frightened him into fits. The child was quite ruined by it; he
became quite a drivelling idiot, and soon afterward died.

‘Then the other woman had nothing left to live for, and vowed vengeance
against that rival who had first won away her lover, and now had been
the cause of her bereavement. This last affliction was certainly not
intended by her thriving acquaintance, though it must be owned that
when it was done she seemed but little concerned. Whatever vengeance
poor Mrs. Palmley felt, she had no opportunity of carrying it out, and
time might have softened her feelings into forgetfulness of her
supposed wrongs as she dragged on her lonely life. So matters stood
when, a year after the death of the child, Mrs. Palmley’s niece, who
had been born and bred in the city of Exonbury, came to live with her.

‘This young woman—Miss Harriet Palmley—was a proud and handsome girl,
very well brought up, and more stylish and genteel than the people of
our village, as was natural, considering where she came from. She
regarded herself as much above Mrs. Winter and her son in position as
Mrs. Winter and her son considered themselves above poor Mrs. Palmley.
But love is an unceremonious thing, and what in the world should happen
but that young Jack Winter must fall wofully and wildly in love with
Harriet Palmley almost as soon as he saw her.

‘She, being better educated than he, and caring nothing for the village
notion of his mother’s superiority to her aunt, did not give him much
encouragement. But Longpuddle being no very large world, the two could
not help seeing a good deal of each other while she was staying there,
and, disdainful young woman as she was, she did seem to take a little
pleasure in his attentions and advances.

‘One day when they were picking apples together, he asked her to marry
him. She had not expected anything so practical as that at so early a
time, and was led by her surprise into a half-promise; at any rate she
did not absolutely refuse him, and accepted some little presents that
he made her.

‘But he saw that her view of him was rather as a simple village lad
than as a young man to look up to, and he felt that he must do
something bold to secure her. So he said one day, “I am going away, to
try to get into a better position than I can get here.” In two or three
weeks he wished her good-bye, and went away to Monksbury, to
superintend a farm, with a view to start as a farmer himself; and from
there he wrote regularly to her, as if their marriage were an
understood thing.

‘Now Harriet liked the young man’s presents and the admiration of his
eyes; but on paper he was less attractive to her. Her mother had been a
school-mistress, and Harriet had besides a natural aptitude for
pen-and-ink work, in days when to be a ready writer was not such a
common thing as it is now, and when actual handwriting was valued as an
accomplishment in itself. Jack Winter’s performances in the shape of
love-letters quite jarred her city nerves and her finer taste, and when
she answered one of them, in the lovely running hand that she took such
pride in, she very strictly and loftily bade him to practise with a pen
and spelling-book if he wished to please her. Whether he listened to
her request or not nobody knows, but his letters did not improve. He
ventured to tell her in his clumsy way that if her heart were more warm
towards him she would not be so nice about his handwriting and
spelling; which indeed was true enough.

‘Well, in Jack’s absence the weak flame that had been set alight in
Harriet’s heart soon sank low, and at last went out altogether. He
wrote and wrote, and begged and prayed her to give a reason for her
coldness; and then she told him plainly that she was town born, and he
was not sufficiently well educated to please her.

‘Jack Winter’s want of pen-and-ink training did not make him less
thin-skinned than others; in fact, he was terribly tender and touchy
about anything. This reason that she gave for finally throwing him over
grieved him, shamed him, and mortified him more than can be told in
these times, the pride of that day in being able to write with
beautiful flourishes, and the sorrow at not being able to do so, raging
so high. Jack replied to her with an angry note, and then she hit back
with smart little stings, telling him how many words he had misspelt in
his last letter, and declaring again that this alone was sufficient
justification for any woman to put an end to an understanding with him.
Her husband must be a better scholar.

‘He bore her rejection of him in silence, but his suffering was
sharp—all the sharper in being untold. She communicated with Jack no
more; and as his reason for going out into the world had been only to
provide a home worthy of her, he had no further object in planning such
a home now that she was lost to him. He therefore gave up the farming
occupation by which he had hoped to make himself a master-farmer, and
left the spot to return to his mother.

‘As soon as he got back to Longpuddle he found that Harriet had already
looked wi’ favour upon another lover. He was a young road-contractor,
and Jack could not but admit that his rival was both in manners and
scholarship much ahead of him. Indeed, a more sensible match for the
beauty who had been dropped into the village by fate could hardly have
been found than this man, who could offer her so much better a chance
than Jack could have done, with his uncertain future and narrow
abilities for grappling with the world. The fact was so clear to him
that he could hardly blame her.

‘One day by accident Jack saw on a scrap of paper the handwriting of
Harriet’s new beloved. It was flowing like a stream, well spelt, the
work of a man accustomed to the ink-bottle and the dictionary, of a man
already called in the parish a good scholar. And then it struck all of
a sudden into Jack’s mind what a contrast the letters of this young man
must make to his own miserable old letters, and how ridiculous they
must make his lines appear. He groaned and wished he had never written
to her, and wondered if she had ever kept his poor performances.
Possibly she had kept them, for women are in the habit of doing that,
he thought, and whilst they were in her hands there was always a chance
of his honest, stupid love-assurances to her being joked over by
Harriet with her present lover, or by anybody who should accidentally
uncover them.

‘The nervous, moody young man could not bear the thought of it, and at
length decided to ask her to return them, as was proper when
engagements were broken off. He was some hours in framing, copying, and
recopying the short note in which he made his request, and having
finished it he sent it to her house. His messenger came back with the
answer, by word of mouth, that Miss Palmley bade him say she should not
part with what was hers, and wondered at his boldness in troubling her.

‘Jack was much affronted at this, and determined to go for his letters
himself. He chose a time when he knew she was at home, and knocked and
went in without much ceremony; for though Harriet was so high and
mighty, Jack had small respect for her aunt, Mrs. Palmley, whose little
child had been his boot-cleaner in earlier days. Harriet was in the
room, this being the first time they had met since she had jilted him.
He asked for his letters with a stern and bitter look at her.

‘At first she said he might have them for all that she cared, and took
them out of the bureau where she kept them. Then she glanced over the
outside one of the packet, and suddenly altering her mind, she told him
shortly that his request was a silly one, and slipped the letters into
her aunt’s work-box, which stood open on the table, locking it, and
saying with a bantering laugh that of course she thought it best to
keep ’em, since they might be useful to produce as evidence that she
had good cause for declining to marry him.

‘He blazed up hot. “Give me those letters!” he said. “They are mine!”

‘“No, they are not,” she replied; “they are mine.”

‘“Whos’ever they are I want them back,” says he. “I don’t want to be
made sport of for my penmanship: you’ve another young man now! he has
your confidence, and you pour all your tales into his ear. You’ll be
showing them to him!”

‘“Perhaps,” said my lady Harriet, with calm coolness, like the
heartless woman that she was.

‘Her manner so maddened him that he made a step towards the work-box,
but she snatched it up, locked it in the bureau, and turned upon him
triumphant. For a moment he seemed to be going to wrench the key of the
bureau out of her hand; but he stopped himself, and swung round upon
his heel and went away.

‘When he was out-of-doors alone, and it got night, he walked about
restless, and stinging with the sense of being beaten at all points by
her. He could not help fancying her telling her new lover or her
acquaintances of this scene with himself, and laughing with them over
those poor blotted, crooked lines of his that he had been so anxious to
obtain. As the evening passed on he worked himself into a dogged
resolution to have them back at any price, come what might.

‘At the dead of night he came out of his mother’s house by the back
door, and creeping through the garden hedge went along the field
adjoining till he reached the back of her aunt’s dwelling. The moon
struck bright and flat upon the walls, ’twas said, and every shiny leaf
of the creepers was like a little looking-glass in the rays. From long
acquaintance Jack knew the arrangement and position of everything in
Mrs. Palmley’s house as well as in his own mother’s. The back window
close to him was a casement with little leaded squares, as it is to
this day, and was, as now, one of two lighting the sitting-room. The
other, being in front, was closed up with shutters, but this back one
had not even a blind, and the moonlight as it streamed in showed every
article of the furniture to him outside. To the right of the room is
the fireplace, as you may remember; to the left was the bureau at that
time; inside the bureau was Harriet’s work-box, as he supposed (though
it was really her aunt’s), and inside the work-box were his letters.
Well, he took out his pocket-knife, and without noise lifted the
leading of one of the panes, so that he could take out the glass, and
putting his hand through the hole he unfastened the casement, and
climbed in through the opening. All the household—that is to say, Mrs.
Palmley, Harriet, and the little maid-servant—were asleep. Jack went
straight to the bureau, so he said, hoping it might have been
unfastened again—it not being kept locked in ordinary—but Harriet had
never unfastened it since she secured her letters there the day before.
Jack told afterward how he thought of her asleep upstairs, caring
nothing for him, and of the way she had made sport of him and of his
letters; and having advanced so far, he was not to be hindered now. By
forcing the large blade of his knife under the flap of the bureau, he
burst the weak lock; within was the rosewood work-box just as she had
placed it in her hurry to keep it from him. There being no time to
spare for getting the letters out of it then, he took it under his arm,
shut the bureau, and made the best of his way out of the house,
latching the casement behind him, and refixing the pane of glass in its
place.

‘Winter found his way back to his mother’s as he had come, and being
dog-tired, crept upstairs to bed, hiding the box till he could destroy
its contents. The next morning early he set about doing this, and
carried it to the linhay at the back of his mother’s dwelling. Here by
the hearth he opened the box, and began burning one by one the letters
that had cost him so much labour to write and shame to think of,
meaning to return the box to Harriet, after repairing the slight damage
he had caused it by opening it without a key, with a note—the last she
would ever receive from him—telling her triumphantly that in refusing
to return what he had asked for she had calculated too surely upon his
submission to her whims.

‘But on removing the last letter from the box he received a shock; for
underneath it, at the very bottom, lay money—several golden
guineas—“Doubtless Harriet’s pocket-money,” he said to himself; though
it was not, but Mrs. Palmley’s. Before he had got over his qualms at
this discovery he heard footsteps coming through the house-passage to
where he was. In haste he pushed the box and what was in it under some
brushwood which lay in the linhay; but Jack had been already seen. Two
constables entered the out-house, and seized him as he knelt before the
fireplace, securing the work-box and all it contained at the same
moment. They had come to apprehend him on a charge of breaking into the
dwelling-house of Mrs. Palmley on the night preceding; and almost
before the lad knew what had happened to him they were leading him
along the lane that connects that end of the village with this
turnpike-road, and along they marched him between ’em all the way to
Casterbridge jail.

‘Jack’s act amounted to night burglary—though he had never thought of
it—and burglary was felony, and a capital offence in those days. His
figure had been seen by some one against the bright wall as he came
away from Mrs. Palmley’s back window, and the box and money were found
in his possession, while the evidence of the broken bureau-lock and
tinkered window-pane was more than enough for circumstantial detail.
Whether his protestation that he went only for his letters, which he
believed to be wrongfully kept from him, would have availed him
anything if supported by other evidence I do not know; but the one
person who could have borne it out was Harriet, and she acted entirely
under the sway of her aunt. That aunt was deadly towards Jack Winter.
Mrs. Palmley’s time had come. Here was her revenge upon the woman who
had first won away her lover, and next ruined and deprived her of her
heart’s treasure—her little son. When the assize week drew on, and Jack
had to stand his trial, Harriet did not appear in the case at all,
which was allowed to take its course, Mrs. Palmley testifying to the
general facts of the burglary. Whether Harriet would have come forward
if Jack had appealed to her is not known; possibly she would have done
it for pity’s sake; but Jack was too proud to ask a single favour of a
girl who had jilted him; and he let her alone. The trial was a short
one, and the death sentence was passed.

‘The day o’ young Jack’s execution was a cold dusty Saturday in March.
He was so boyish and slim that they were obliged in mercy to hang him
in the heaviest fetters kept in the jail, lest his heft should not
break his neck, and they weighed so upon him that he could hardly drag
himself up to the drop. At that time the gover’ment was not strict
about burying the body of an executed person within the precincts of
the prison, and at the earnest prayer of his poor mother his body was
allowed to be brought home. All the parish waited at their cottage
doors in the evening for its arrival: I remember how, as a very little
girl, I stood by my mother’s side. About eight o’clock, as we hearkened
on our door-stones in the cold bright starlight, we could hear the
faint crackle of a waggon from the direction of the turnpike-road. The
noise was lost as the waggon dropped into a hollow, then it was plain
again as it lumbered down the next long incline, and presently it
entered Longpuddle. The coffin was laid in the belfry for the night,
and the next day, Sunday, between the services, we buried him. A
funeral sermon was preached the same afternoon, the text chosen being,
“He was the only son of his mother, and she was a widow.” . . . Yes,
they were cruel times!

‘As for Harriet, she and her lover were married in due time; but by all
account her life was no jocund one. She and her good-man found that
they could not live comfortably at Longpuddle, by reason of her
connection with Jack’s misfortunes, and they settled in a distant town,
and were no more heard of by us; Mrs. Palmley, too, found it advisable
to join ’em shortly after. The dark-eyed, gaunt old Mrs. Winter,
remembered by the emigrant gentleman here, was, as you will have
foreseen, the Mrs. Winter of this story; and I can well call to mind
how lonely she was, how afraid the children were of her, and how she
kept herself as a stranger among us, though she lived so long.’


‘Longpuddle has had her sad experiences as well as her sunny ones,’
said Mr. Lackland.

‘Yes, yes. But I am thankful to say not many like that, though good and
bad have lived among us.’

‘There was Georgy Crookhill—he was one of the shady sort, as I have
reason to know,’ observed the registrar, with the manner of a man who
would like to have his say also.

‘I used to hear what he was as a boy at school.’

‘Well, as he began so he went on. It never got so far as a hanging
matter with him, to be sure; but he had some narrow escapes of penal
servitude; and once it was a case of the biter bit.’



INCIDENT IN THE LIFE OF MR. GEORGE CROOKHILL


‘One day,’ the registrar continued, ‘Georgy was ambling out of
Melchester on a miserable screw, the fair being just over, when he saw
in front of him a fine-looking young farmer riding out of the town in
the same direction. He was mounted on a good strong handsome animal,
worth fifty guineas if worth a crown. When they were going up Bissett
Hill, Georgy made it his business to overtake the young farmer. They
passed the time o’ day to one another; Georgy spoke of the state of the
roads, and jogged alongside the well-mounted stranger in very friendly
conversation. The farmer had not been inclined to say much to Georgy at
first, but by degrees he grew quite affable too—as friendly as Georgy
was toward him. He told Crookhill that he had been doing business at
Melchester fair, and was going on as far as Shottsford-Forum that
night, so as to reach Casterbridge market the next day. When they came
to Woodyates Inn they stopped to bait their horses, and agreed to drink
together; with this they got more friendly than ever, and on they went
again. Before they had nearly reached Shottsford it came on to rain,
and as they were now passing through the village of Trantridge, and it
was quite dark, Georgy persuaded the young farmer to go no further that
night; the rain would most likely give them a chill. For his part he
had heard that the little inn here was comfortable, and he meant to
stay. At last the young farmer agreed to put up there also; and they
dismounted, and entered, and had a good supper together, and talked
over their affairs like men who had known and proved each other a long
time. When it was the hour for retiring they went upstairs to a
double-bedded room which Georgy Crookhill had asked the landlord to let
them share, so sociable were they.

‘Before they fell asleep they talked across the room about one thing
and another, running from this to that till the conversation turned
upon disguises, and changing clothes for particular ends. The farmer
told Georgy that he had often heard tales of people doing it; but
Crookhill professed to be very ignorant of all such tricks; and soon
the young farmer sank into slumber.

‘Early in the morning, while the tall young farmer was still asleep (I
tell the story as ’twas told me), honest Georgy crept out of his bed by
stealth, and dressed himself in the farmer’s clothes, in the pockets of
the said clothes being the farmer’s money. Now though Georgy
particularly wanted the farmer’s nice clothes and nice horse, owing to
a little transaction at the fair which made it desirable that he should
not be too easily recognized, his desires had their bounds: he did not
wish to take his young friend’s money, at any rate more of it than was
necessary for paying his bill. This he abstracted, and leaving the
farmer’s purse containing the rest on the bedroom table, went
downstairs. The inn folks had not particularly noticed the faces of
their customers, and the one or two who were up at this hour had no
thought but that Georgy was the farmer; so when he had paid the bill
very liberally, and said he must be off, no objection was made to his
getting the farmer’s horse saddled for himself; and he rode away upon
it as if it were his own.

‘About half an hour after the young farmer awoke, and looking across
the room saw that his friend Georgy had gone away in clothes which
didn’t belong to him, and had kindly left for himself the seedy ones
worn by Georgy. At this he sat up in a deep thought for some time,
instead of hastening to give an alarm. “The money, the money is gone,”
he said to himself, “and that’s bad. But so are the clothes.”

‘He then looked upon the table and saw that the money, or most of it,
had been left behind.

‘“Ha, ha, ha!” he cried, and began to dance about the room. “Ha, ha,
ha!” he said again, and made beautiful smiles to himself in the shaving
glass and in the brass candlestick; and then swung about his arms for
all the world as if he were going through the sword exercise.

‘When he had dressed himself in Georgy’s clothes and gone downstairs,
he did not seem to mind at all that they took him for the other; and
even when he saw that he had been left a bad horse for a good one, he
was not inclined to cry out. They told him his friend had paid the
bill, at which he seemed much pleased, and without waiting for
breakfast he mounted Georgy’s horse and rode away likewise, choosing
the nearest by-lane in preference to the high-road, without knowing
that Georgy had chosen that by-lane also.

‘He had not trotted more than two miles in the personal character of
Georgy Crookhill when, suddenly rounding a bend that the lane made
thereabout, he came upon a man struggling in the hands of two village
constables. It was his friend Georgy, the borrower of his clothes and
horse. But so far was the young farmer from showing any alacrity in
rushing forward to claim his property that he would have turned the
poor beast he rode into the wood adjoining, if he had not been already
perceived.

‘“Help, help, help!” cried the constables. “Assistance in the name of
the Crown!”

‘The young farmer could do nothing but ride forward. “What’s the
matter?” he inquired, as coolly as he could.

‘“A deserter—a deserter!” said they. “One who’s to be tried by
court-martial and shot without parley. He deserted from the Dragoons at
Cheltenham some days ago, and was tracked; but the search-party can’t
find him anywhere, and we told ’em if we met him we’d hand him on to
’em forthwith. The day after he left the barracks the rascal met a
respectable farmer and made him drunk at an inn, and told him what a
fine soldier he would make, and coaxed him to change clothes, to see
how well a military uniform would become him. This the simple farmer
did; when our deserter said that for a joke he would leave the room and
go to the landlady, to see if she would know him in that dress. He
never came back, and Farmer Jollice found himself in soldier’s clothes,
the money in his pockets gone, and, when he got to the stable, his
horse gone too.”

‘“A scoundrel!” says the young man in Georgy’s clothes. “And is this
the wretched caitiff?” (pointing to Georgy).

‘“No, no!” cries Georgy, as innocent as a babe of this matter of the
soldier’s desertion. “He’s the man! He was wearing Farmer Jollice’s
suit o’ clothes, and he slept in the same room wi’ me, and brought up
the subject of changing clothes, which put it into my head to dress
myself in his suit before he was awake. He’s got on mine!”

‘“D’ye hear the villain?” groans the tall young man to the constables.
“Trying to get out of his crime by charging the first innocent man with
it that he sees! No, master soldier—that won’t do!”

‘“No, no! That won’t do!” the constables chimed in. “To have the
impudence to say such as that, when we caught him in the act almost!
But, thank God, we’ve got the handcuffs on him at last.”

‘“We have, thank God,” said the tall young man. “Well, I must move on.
Good luck to ye with your prisoner!” And off he went, as fast as his
poor jade would carry him.

‘The constables then, with Georgy handcuffed between ’em, and leading
the horse, marched off in the other direction, toward the village where
they had been accosted by the escort of soldiers sent to bring the
deserter back, Georgy groaning: “I shall be shot, I shall be shot!”
They had not gone more than a mile before they met them.

‘“Hoi, there!” says the head constable.

‘“Hoi, yerself!” says the corporal in charge.

‘“We’ve got your man,” says the constable.

‘“Where?” says the corporal.

‘“Here, between us,” said the constable. “Only you don’t recognize him
out o’ uniform.”

‘The corporal looked at Georgy hard enough; then shook his head and
said he was not the absconder.

‘“But the absconder changed clothes with Farmer Jollice, and took his
horse; and this man has ’em, d’ye see!”

‘“’Tis not our man,” said the soldiers. “He’s a tall young fellow with
a mole on his right cheek, and a military bearing, which this man
decidedly has not.”

‘“I told the two officers of justice that ’twas the other!” pleaded
Georgy. “But they wouldn’t believe me.”

‘And so it became clear that the missing dragoon was the tall young
farmer, and not Georgy Crookhill—a fact which Farmer Jollice himself
corroborated when he arrived on the scene. As Georgy had only robbed
the robber, his sentence was comparatively light. The deserter from the
Dragoons was never traced: his double shift of clothing having been of
the greatest advantage to him in getting off; though he left Georgy’s
horse behind him a few miles ahead, having found the poor creature more
hindrance than aid.’


The man from abroad seemed to be less interested in the questionable
characters of Longpuddle and their strange adventures than in the
ordinary inhabitants and the ordinary events, though his local
fellow-travellers preferred the former as subjects of discussion. He
now for the first time asked concerning young persons of the opposite
sex—or rather those who had been young when he left his native land.
His informants, adhering to their own opinion that the remarkable was
better worth telling than the ordinary, would not allow him to dwell
upon the simple chronicles of those who had merely come and gone. They
asked him if he remembered Netty Sargent.

‘Netty Sargent—I do, just remember her. She was a young woman living
with her uncle when I left, if my childish recollection may be
trusted.’

‘That was the maid. She was a oneyer, if you like, sir. Not any harm in
her, you know, but up to everything. You ought to hear how she got the
copyhold of her house extended. Oughtn’t he, Mr. Day?’

‘He ought,’ replied the world-ignored old painter.

‘Tell him, Mr. Day. Nobody can do it better than you, and you know the
legal part better than some of us.’

Day apologized, and began:—



NETTY SARGENT’S COPYHOLD


‘She continued to live with her uncle, in the lonely house by the
copse, just as at the time you knew her; a tall spry young woman. Ah,
how well one can remember her black hair and dancing eyes at that time,
and her sly way of screwing up her mouth when she meant to tease ye!
Well, she was hardly out of short frocks before the chaps were after
her, and by long and by late she was courted by a young man whom
perhaps you did not know—Jasper Cliff was his name—and, though she
might have had many a better fellow, he so greatly took her fancy that
’twas Jasper or nobody for her. He was a selfish customer, always
thinking less of what he was going to do than of what he was going to
gain by his doings. Jasper’s eyes might have been fixed upon Netty, but
his mind was upon her uncle’s house; though he was fond of her in his
way—I admit that.

‘This house, built by her great-great-grandfather, with its garden and
little field, was copyhold—granted upon lives in the old way, and had
been so granted for generations. Her uncle’s was the last life upon the
property; so that at his death, if there was no admittance of new
lives, it would all fall into the hands of the lord of the manor. But
’twas easy to admit—a slight “fine,” as ’twas called, of a few pounds,
was enough to entitle him to a new deed o’ grant by the custom of the
manor; and the lord could not hinder it.

‘Now there could be no better provision for his niece and only relative
than a sure house over her head, and Netty’s uncle should have seen to
the renewal in time, owing to the peculiar custom of forfeiture by the
dropping of the last life before the new fine was paid; for the Squire
was very anxious to get hold of the house and land; and every Sunday
when the old man came into the church and passed the Squire’s pew, the
Squire would say, “A little weaker in his knees, a little crookeder in
his back—and the readmittance not applied for: ha! ha! I shall be able
to make a complete clearing of that corner of the manor some day!”

‘’Twas extraordinary, now we look back upon it, that old Sargent should
have been so dilatory; yet some people are like it; and he put off
calling at the Squire’s agent’s office with the fine week after week,
saying to himself, “I shall have more time next market-day than I have
now.” One unfortunate hindrance was that he didn’t very well like
Jasper Cliff; and as Jasper kept urging Netty, and Netty on that
account kept urging her uncle, the old man was inclined to postpone the
re-liveing as long as he could, to spite the selfish young lover. At
last old Mr. Sargent fell ill, and then Jasper could bear it no longer:
he produced the fine-money himself, and handed it to Netty, and spoke
to her plainly.

‘“You and your uncle ought to know better. You should press him more.
There’s the money. If you let the house and ground slip between ye, I
won’t marry; hang me if I will! For folks won’t deserve a husband that
can do such things.”

‘The worried girl took the money and went home, and told her uncle that
it was no house no husband for her. Old Mr. Sargent pooh-poohed the
money, for the amount was not worth consideration, but he did now
bestir himself; for he saw she was bent upon marrying Jasper, and he
did not wish to make her unhappy, since she was so determined. It was
much to the Squire’s annoyance that he found Sargent had moved in the
matter at last; but he could not gainsay it, and the documents were
prepared (for on this manor the copy-holders had writings with their
holdings, though on some manors they had none). Old Sargent being now
too feeble to go to the agent’s house, the deed was to be brought to
his house signed, and handed over as a receipt for the money; the
counterpart to be signed by Sargent, and sent back to the Squire.

‘The agent had promised to call on old Sargent for this purpose at five
o’clock, and Netty put the money into her desk to have it close at
hand. While doing this she heard a slight cry from her uncle, and
turning round, saw that he had fallen forward in his chair. She went
and lifted him, but he was unconscious; and unconscious he remained.
Neither medicine nor stimulants would bring him to himself. She had
been told that he might possibly go off in that way, and it seemed as
if the end had come. Before she had started for a doctor his face and
extremities grew quite cold and white, and she saw that help would be
useless. He was stone-dead.

‘Netty’s situation rose upon her distracted mind in all its
seriousness. The house, garden, and field were lost—by a few hours—and
with them a home for herself and her lover. She would not think so
meanly of Jasper as to suppose that he would adhere to the resolution
declared in a moment of impatience; but she trembled, nevertheless. Why
could not her uncle have lived a couple of hours longer, since he had
lived so long? It was now past three o’clock; at five the agent was to
call, and, if all had gone well, by ten minutes past five the house and
holding would have been securely hers for her own and Jasper’s lives,
these being two of the three proposed to be added by paying the fine.
How that wretched old Squire would rejoice at getting the little
tenancy into his hands! He did not really require it, but
constitutionally hated these tiny copyholds and leaseholds and
freeholds, which made islands of independence in the fair, smooth ocean
of his estates.

‘Then an idea struck into the head of Netty how to accomplish her
object in spite of her uncle’s negligence. It was a dull December
afternoon: and the first step in her scheme—so the story goes, and I
see no reason to doubt it—’

‘’Tis true as the light,’ affirmed Christopher Twink. ‘I was just
passing by.’

‘The first step in her scheme was to fasten the outer door, to make
sure of not being interrupted. Then she set to work by placing her
uncle’s small, heavy oak table before the fire; then she went to her
uncle’s corpse, sitting in the chair as he had died—a stuffed
arm-chair, on casters, and rather high in the seat, so it was told
me—and wheeled the chair, uncle and all, to the table, placing him with
his back toward the window, in the attitude of bending over the said
oak table, which I knew as a boy as well as I know any piece of
furniture in my own house. On the table she laid the large family Bible
open before him, and placed his forefinger on the page; and then she
opened his eyelids a bit, and put on him his spectacles, so that from
behind he appeared for all the world as if he were reading the
Scriptures. Then she unfastened the door and sat down, and when it grew
dark she lit a candle, and put it on the table beside her uncle’s book.

‘Folk may well guess how the time passed with her till the agent came,
and how, when his knock sounded upon the door, she nearly started out
of her skin—at least that’s as it was told me. Netty promptly went to
the door.

‘“I am sorry, sir,” she says, under her breath; “my uncle is not so
well to-night, and I’m afraid he can’t see you.”

‘“H’m!—that’s a pretty tale,” says the steward. “So I’ve come all this
way about this trumpery little job for nothing!”

‘“O no, sir—I hope not,” says Netty. “I suppose the business of
granting the new deed can be done just the same?”

‘“Done? Certainly not. He must pay the renewal money, and sign the
parchment in my presence.”

‘She looked dubious. “Uncle is so dreadful nervous about law business,”
says she, “that, as you know, he’s put it off and put it off for years;
and now to-day really I’ve feared it would verily drive him out of his
mind. His poor three teeth quite chattered when I said to him that you
would be here soon with the parchment writing. He always was afraid of
agents, and folks that come for rent, and such-like.”

‘“Poor old fellow—I’m sorry for him. Well, the thing can’t be done
unless I see him and witness his signature.”

‘“Suppose, sir, that you see him sign, and he don’t see you looking at
him? I’d soothe his nerves by saying you weren’t strict about the form
of witnessing, and didn’t wish to come in. So that it was done in your
bare presence it would be sufficient, would it not? As he’s such an
old, shrinking, shivering man, it would be a great considerateness on
your part if that would do?”

‘“In my bare presence would do, of course—that’s all I come for. But
how can I be a witness without his seeing me?”

‘“Why, in this way, sir; if you’ll oblige me by just stepping here.”
She conducted him a few yards to the left, till they were opposite the
parlour window. The blind had been left up purposely, and the
candle-light shone out upon the garden bushes. Within the agent could
see, at the other end of the room, the back and side of the old man’s
head, and his shoulders and arm, sitting with the book and candle
before him, and his spectacles on his nose, as she had placed him.

‘“He’s reading his Bible, as you see, sir,” she says, quite in her
meekest way.

‘“Yes. I thought he was a careless sort of man in matters of religion?”

‘“He always was fond of his Bible,” Netty assured him. “Though I think
he’s nodding over it just at this moment However, that’s natural in an
old man, and unwell. Now you could stand here and see him sign,
couldn’t you, sir, as he’s such an invalid?”

‘“Very well,” said the agent, lighting a cigar. “You have ready by you
the merely nominal sum you’ll have to pay for the admittance, of
course?”

‘“Yes,” said Netty. “I’ll bring it out.” She fetched the cash, wrapped
in paper, and handed it to him, and when he had counted it the steward
took from his breast pocket the precious parchments and gave one to her
to be signed.

‘“Uncle’s hand is a little paralyzed,” she said. “And what with his
being half asleep, too, really I don’t know what sort of a signature
he’ll be able to make.”

‘“Doesn’t matter, so that he signs.”

‘“Might I hold his hand?”

‘“Ay, hold his hand, my young woman—that will be near enough.”

‘Netty re-entered the house, and the agent continued smoking outside
the window. Now came the ticklish part of Netty’s performance. The
steward saw her put the inkhorn—“horn,” says I in my old-fashioned
way—the inkstand, before her uncle, and touch his elbow as to arouse
him, and speak to him, and spread out the deed; when she had pointed to
show him where to sign she dipped the pen and put it into his hand. To
hold his hand she artfully stepped behind him, so that the agent could
only see a little bit of his head, and the hand she held; but he saw
the old man’s hand trace his name on the document. As soon as ’twas
done she came out to the steward with the parchment in her hand, and
the steward signed as witness by the light from the parlour window.
Then he gave her the deed signed by the Squire, and left; and next
morning Netty told the neighbours that her uncle was dead in his bed.’

‘She must have undressed him and put him there.’

‘She must. Oh, that girl had a nerve, I can tell ye! Well, to cut a
long story short, that’s how she got back the house and field that
were, strictly speaking, gone from her; and by getting them, got her a
husband.

‘Every virtue has its reward, they say. Netty had hers for her
ingenious contrivance to gain Jasper. Two years after they were married
he took to beating her—not hard, you know; just a smack or two, enough
to set her in a temper, and let out to the neighbours what she had done
to win him, and how she repented of her pains. When the old Squire was
dead, and his son came into the property, this confession of hers began
to be whispered about. But Netty was a pretty young woman, and the
Squire’s son was a pretty young man at that time, and wider-minded than
his father, having no objection to little holdings; and he never took
any proceedings against her.’

There was now a lull in the discourse, and soon the van descended the
hill leading into the long straggling village. When the houses were
reached the passengers dropped off one by one, each at his or her own
door. Arrived at the inn, the returned emigrant secured a bed, and
having eaten a light meal, sallied forth upon the scene he had known so
well in his early days. Though flooded with the light of the rising
moon, none of the objects wore the attractiveness in this their real
presentation that had ever accompanied their images in the field of his
imagination when he was more than two thousand miles removed from them.
The peculiar charm attaching to an old village in an old country, as
seen by the eyes of an absolute foreigner, was lowered in his case by
magnified expectations from infantine memories. He walked on, looking
at this chimney and that old wall, till he came to the churchyard,
which he entered.

The head-stones, whitened by the moon, were easily decipherable; and
now for the first time Lackland began to feel himself amid the village
community that he had left behind him five-and-thirty years before.
Here, besides the Sallets, the Darths, the Pawles, the Privetts, the
Sargents, and others of whom he had just heard, were names he
remembered even better than those: the Jickses, and the Crosses, and
the Knights, and the Olds. Doubtless representatives of these families,
or some of them, were yet among the living; but to him they would all
be as strangers. Far from finding his heart ready-supplied with roots
and tendrils here, he perceived that in returning to this spot it would
be incumbent upon him to re-establish himself from the beginning,
precisely as though he had never known the place, nor it him. Time had
not condescended to wait his pleasure, nor local life his greeting.

The figure of Mr. Lackland was seen at the inn, and in the village
street, and in the fields and lanes about Upper Longpuddle, for a few
days after his arrival, and then, ghost-like, it silently disappeared.
He had told some of the villagers that his immediate purpose in coming
had been fulfilled by a sight of the place, and by conversation with
its inhabitants: but that his ulterior purpose—of coming to spend his
latter days among them—would probably never be carried out. It is now a
dozen or fifteen years since his visit was paid, and his face has not
again been seen.

_March_ 1891.





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